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Chapter2
Chapter3
Chapter4
Chapter5
Chapter6
Chapter7
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Chapter9
Chapter10
Chapter11
Chapter12
Chapter13
Chapter14
Chapter15
Chapter16
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Chapter1
Damon
"D
amn,woman.Howmuchstuffcanonepersonshoveintoatwo-bedroomcollegeapartment?Don't
theyhaverulesaboutthistypeofhording?"Damonglancedoverhisshoulderandsmirkedatthepretty
girlbehindhim.
Bethanycockedherheadtothesideandputahandonherhip,drawinghiseyesdowntothe
lovelycurve."Itoldyouwecouldgetamovertocomeoverandhelpcleanthisplaceout,butnooooo...
youwantedtodoitinstead.Allthemoneyintheworld,andwe'respendingourSaturdaycleaningthis
placeup."
"Ikindalikeseeingyouworkit."Heshruggedandturnedbacktothestackofboxesinfrontof
him.
"Workwhat,exactly?"Herarmsslidaroundhimfrombehind,andthesoftpressofherbreasts
againsthisbackhadhisheartrateacceleratingalittle.
"Workanything,"hegruntedandgrippedherhands,pullingthemdownuntilshecuppedhim.
"Maybeweshouldlockthefrontdoorandchristenthisplaceforthenexthornycollegekidsthatrentit."
Beth'slaughwasshort,endearing."You'regoingtohell."
Heturnedinherarmsandwrappedhisaroundthetopofhershoulders,thesmileonhisface
feelinggood-right."AmInow?"
Hersmilefalteredalittleashereyesmovedaroundhisface.Shewasnervous.Itwasendearing,
andyetsuchafuckingturnon.Hecouldstillintimidatehersexually.Howlongwouldthatlast?Forever?
Hecouldn'thelpbuthopeseeingthatforeveriswhathe'daskedherfor.
"Whatareyouthinking?"Sheranherhandsuphisbackandpressedherselfagainsthim.
"Iwastryingtodecideifthepaintcolorwascreamormoretaupe."Hesnortedasshepushed
backandgrowled.
"You'reimpossible."
"Nope.Justawarmmeal,softbedandprettygirlonmyarm,andI'mset."Heturnedandpicked
uptwooftheboxesbeforewalkingtothedoorandkickingitcarefullytogetherattention."Open."
"Bossyass."Shepulledthedooropenandgavehimaflirtysmile."AndI'mtheonlygirlyou'll
everhaveonyourarmfromhereonout."
"Thisistrue.There'sstilltimetorun."Hewinkedandwalkedoutintothefar-too-warmOctober
afternoon.Hegruntedandshookhishead.HowthehellTexascouldbeaboveeightyanditbedeepinthe
heartoffallwasaconundrum.
"WhyintheworldwouldIrun?"Bethjoggedpasthimtotheparkinglot,stoppingbesidethetruck
he'drented.
"BecauseIlovethewayyourassjiggleswhenyoudo."Hemovedtothebackandliftedtheboxes
highenoughtogettheminthebackofthetruck.
Sheliftedhereyebrow."I'mthinkingyoudeservetoseeitjigglethisafternoonforhelpingme
moveoutoftheapartment."
Hiscocktwitched."Upcloseandpersonalornotatall."
Shechuckled."You'recorrupt."
"I'mgoingtohell.We'veestablishedthis."Hereachedforher,runningonehanddownherback
towardherass,andtheothercaressingthesideofherface."IshouldbegrantedonelastmealbeforeI
headsouth."
Shesnorted."Iloveyousomuch."
Herwordspenetratedhisheart,wakinghimuplikeshedideverytimetheyweretogether.Having
knownnothingbutlust,hewasoftenshockedbyhowgoodlovefelt."You'renotgoingtoaskwhatI
wantedyoutoprepareforme?"
Bethwrappedherarmsaroundhimandlifteduptopressherlipstohissoftlybeforepullingback.
"Whatwouldyoulikemetocookyouforyourlastmeal?"Herexpressionsaidthatshewasplaying
along,butonlyforhisbenefit.
"Cook?No,baby.Idon'tneedanythingcooked.Justwashuprealgoodforme...ordon't?Icould
carelessifyou'recleanornot."Heleanedinandpressedhislipstohersashereyesgrewwide,her
cheeksflushingaprettypinkcolor.
Nothingwasbetterthanthesoundofherpanting,thefeelofhertryingtocatchherbreathbecause
ofsomethinghedidorsaid.Itwaspowertheyshared.Hejusthidthesideeffectsalittlebetter.
Bethpressedherhandstohischestandtookastepback,breakingthespell."It'salmostfive.Stop
flirtingandteasingmeandlet'sgetthisplacepackedandgohomeandmakedinnertogether."
Home.Together.Weird.
"Yousureyou'restillwantingtodothis?"Heturnedandwalkedbacktowardtheapartment,
forcingairthroughhisnoseandouthismouth.Hehadtocalmdownbeforehestrippedherbareand
lickedeveryinchofherintheparkinglot.
"Tomoveintogether?"Shegavehimaquirkysmileandslippedherarmintohis."We'regetting
marriedinMay.Ithinkseeingifwe'recapableisimportant."
"Hmm...tryingoutthegoodsbeforeyoubuy?Ilikeit."Heopenedthedoorandmovedback,
lettinghiseyesmovedownherback,overthesteepcurveofherrear.Shehatedit,andyethecouldn't
imagineanythingmoresensual.
"Brother..."Shewalkedintotheapartment.
"Speakingofbrothers,whenisourscominghomeagain?"Hestoppedbythekitchentotapeupa
fewmoreboxesandtriedhardnottothinkaboutthefactthatBethanywashisstep-sister.Noblood
relation,andyet,everythingwouldbeoutintheopensoonatthefirm.Theywereengaged,andhe'd
fuckedupprettybadlyoverthelastmonthorsobynotlettingherweartheringortellanyone.Fuckedup
badlyenoughthatshe'dleftthefirm.Probablyforthebest.
"Noclue.Afterhisshowingafewweeksago,I'mprettysurehe'snotcomingbackhomefor
anythingmorethanavisit."Bethranherfingersthroughherlongchestnuthair,causingherbreaststo
bouncealittle.
Damonlickedatthecornerofhismouthandstifledagrowl."Didhetalktoyouabouthimand
Erica?"
"Alittle.Notmuch.He'sgottafinishpatchingthingsupwithher,butyouknowMatthew.He'llwin
herheartbackwithhishumorifnothingelse."Shemovedaroundthelargeboxesinfrontofhimand
reachedforthetape."It'sweirdpackingupKrista'sstuff.Doyouthinkshe'sokay?"
Hetookthetapefromher."She'sinthementallyinsanewardoftheprison,baby.Ithinkshe'sokay
inthatnooneisgoingtohurtherthere,butshe'saroundpeoplewhoarefargonementally.Howmuch
interactionisshegetting?Thatwouldbemyquestion."
Bethletoutasoftsighasherheaddropped."Idon'tknow.Ishouldgoseeher."
"I'llgowithyou."Damonleanedinandtouchedthebottomofherchin."Nextsubject.I'mgoingto
getemotionalpneumonia.Iwasreadytofuckintheparkinglot,nowIfeellikeIneedtofindsome
Kleenexandabucketoficecreamforustoshare."
Shelaughed,andtheroombrightenedalittle."Youdon'tmopearoundandeaticecream."
"No?Okay."Hepulledatthetape,ignoringthewayshewatchedhim.
"Doyou?"
"Accordingtoyou...no."Hegaveheracockysmileandtapedupthebox.
"Wait...doyou?"Shekneltdownandcutthetapewithaknife.Theanglehadherlookingupat
him,whichjoltedhishormonesagain.Itdidn'ttakemuchwithher.
"You'llneverknow,pussycat."Hepulledhisbottomlipintohismouthandgaveheralookhe
knewshewouldunderstand.Iwantyou.
Shepushedatthebox,movingitawayfromthembeforemotioningforhimtocomecloser."I
knowthatlook."
"Suchagoodgirl,Beth."Hereacheddownandranhisfingersthroughherhairassheleanedin
andbrushedhercheekpasthiserection.Agrowlbubbledupinsideofhim,andhetightenedhisfingerson
hersilkylocks.
"Yourgirl,"shewhisperedandnippedathim.
Hestiffenedandsmiled.She'dcomeoutofhershellalotoverthelastyear,andyetsomethingtold
himtherewasstillmoretoexplore."Mywoman."
"Thattoo."Sheranherhandsoverhisarousal,squeezinghisheadassheglancedupandlickedat
herprettymouth."Golockthefrontdoor."
"No.Gettingcaughtishalfthefun.Stoptalkinganddowhatyouwanttodo.I'mallyours.Haveat
me."Hebrushedhisthumbacrossherlipsashekepthistightgriponherhair.Thelookinhereyeshad
hisballstight,hispulsespiked,everypartofhimonguardforwhatwascoming.
"YouthinkIdon'tknowyourtricks?"Shereachedupandunzippedhisfly,leavinghispants
buttoned.
"Youknowthemwell,butthey'reforyou,andyoulikeit."Hereacheddownandpulledhiscock
fromhisjeans,tiltingittowardherandrunningthetipdownhertongueassheextendedittolickathim.
"No,Itakethatback."
"What?"Sheglancedupinconfusionasshewrappedherhandaroundthebaseofhisswollen
fleshandswattedhimaway.
"Youdon'tjustlikeit."Hewinkedandpulledatthebackofherhead,pushinghimselfintoher
mouthalittle."Youloveit."
Shemumbledsomething,buthewaslosttothedelicioussensationofhavingthemostbeautiful
womaninthecityonherkneesbeforehim.Shewouldbehiswifeinsevenmonths,butfornow...her
beinghiswomanwasfarmorethanenough.
Closinghiseyes,helethisheaddropbackashereleasedhisholdonherandreachedbacktogrip
thecounterbehindhim.Thesoundofhermoaningagainsthisflesh,thewetwicked-hotpullofhermouth
onhiscock,allofit,everysensationfromitlefthimdrivingtowardorgasmfasterthanhe'dever
experienced.
Anunfamiliarvoicesoundedbehindhimatthedoor."Heythere.Youguysneedsomehelp?"
Bethstartedtopullback,butDamonreacheddownandgrippedthesideofherfacecarefully,
keepingherinplaceasheundulatedhiships.Nowayhewaslettinghergowithouttastinghisrelease.
Heglancedoverhisshoulderandsmiled."Naw,man.Closethatdoortoo,please.Imusthaveleft
itopen."Hestifledtheneedtogroanasshesuckedhard,pullingathisskin,begginghimtocome.
"Yeah,noproblem.Yousure?Lookslikeyou'reallbyyourself."Theguypressedhishandstothe
doorframeandlookedaround.
"I'mgood.Shutthedoor."DamonturnedhisattentionbacktoBeth,glancingdownandwatching
herenjoytheexhibitionistmoment.Thegirlplayedgoodforeveryoneelse,butshewasn'tasproperas
hermommathoughtshewas."Sobeautiful,baby.Tugonmysack.Bringmeover."
Shemumbledhercomplianceandpettedhim,tuggingcarefullyandthenharderashegroaned
loudly.Socool.Tooclose.Theneedtoglanceoverhisshoulderrodehimhard,butheignoredit.Dude
wouldhaveclosedthedoororgottenashow.Whatthefuckever.Thekitchencounterhidthemwell
enough.
"You'resodamnbig,"Bethmumbledasshedraggedherlipsdownhisthickshaft."Iwantyou
insideofme."
"Good.Finishthejobandwe'llgetthefuckoutofhere.InsideofyouistheonlyplaceIplanon
beingtonight."Heranhisfingersdownhercheek."Drinkme."
Shenoddedandusedbothhandsandhersoftmouthtobringhimovertheedgeviolently.Stars
burstinhisvisionandhereachedbackandgrippedthecountertightlyashisbeautifulwomanfeastedon
him.Everythingaboutthemomentlockedintohismind'seye.Alltheshitthey'dbeenthrough,andhis
fuckupsintherelationshipoverthelastfewmonths.Allofit...gone.Nothingmatteredbutherbelonging
tohim.
Steponewashermovingintothehouse,andsteptwowasthewedding.Hewashalfwaythereand
surprisedhimselfwithhowmuchhewasreadytowrapupthedealandsignthepapers.Whateverthey
hadtodealwithasaresultofherbeinghisstep-sisterandsoonhisbride...fuckit...they'ddealwithit
together.
Chapter2
Bethany
"W
hydoyoukeepwatchingmelikethat?"BethglancedoveratDamonastheywalkedthroughthe
grocerystorelaterthatafternoon.EverythinghurtfrommovinghersandKrista'sstuffoutoftheirold
collegeapartment.SheandDamonhadfinallydecidedtomoveintogether,andwhereshewasexcited,
shewasalittlenervoustoo.Theywerejustgettingbackontrackwiththeirrelationship,butbeingineach
other'sspaceallthetimehadtohelpfacilitatethatbondingfaster.Atleastshehopeditwould.
"Likewhat?"Heranhishandupherbackandgrippedthebackofherneckassheleanedoverthe
shoppingcart.
"Likeyou'regoingtoconsumeme?Youscarepeoplewiththatlook."Sheturneddownanother
aisleandglanceddownatthebuggy,findingitalittlehumorousthatDamonlikedCheetosandicecream.
Hewasbeyondfit,hisbodytightandmuscular,andyetthesnackswereallhisidea.
"Iamgoingtoconsumeyou."Hereleasedherandreacheduptograbapacketofbeefjerky,
tossingitinthecartandmovingupbehindher.Thefirmpressofhisbodytohershadherstandingup
straightandstiffening.Hewrappedhisarmsaroundher,brushinghisfingersoverherbreasts,teasingher.
"Youwantmetostarthereorathome?"
"Youwouldn't,"shewhisperedandturnedherheadalittletocatchaglimpseofhiminher
peripherals."Therearepeopleeverywhere."
"And?"Heslippedhishanddownthefrontofherjeans,brushinghismiddlefingerthroughher
foldsashebreathedindeeplyandbentdowntokissher.
Sheswattedathimandmovedaway,herbodyaching,hercheeksandchestburningwithamixture
ofexcitementandembarrassment."Damon.Jeez."
"What?Noonewasaround."Hegrabbedabagofpopcornandtosseditintothebuggybefore
lickingathisfingers."Iwantmoreofthis."
Pleasuredancedinherstomach.Wouldtheirrelationshipalwaysbesosexuallycharged?
SomethingtoldherthatDamonwouldhaveitnootherway.
"Good.Youcanhaveanythingyouwantifyoucanjustbehaveuntilwegetbacktothehouse.They
havecamerashere."Sheputthepopcornback."Toomanysnacksinthiscart.We'regoingtogobroke,
andyou'regoingtogetfat."
Hetossedthepopcornbackintothecart."We'rewealthy,babygirl,andI'llworkoffanythingIeat
inonewayoranother."Hechuckledandwrappedhisarmaroundhershouldersfromtheside."You'remy
favoriteplaygroundtogetsweatyon.Youknowthat?"
"Youhaveotherplaygrounds?"Bethknewhedidn't,butteasinghimwasarareopportunity.He
wasalmosttooon-the-ball.
"Yep.Thegym,thetrack,thebeach...younameit,Icangetagoodworkoutfromit."Hekissed
thesideofherheadandreleasedher."HowwasKendalthislastweek?"
Achangeofsubject.ThankGod.
"He'sdoingokay.I'mnotsurewhat'sgoingonwithhimathomebecausehekeepstohimself,but
thebagsaregonefromunderhiseyes."Bethshrugged."Maybeyoushouldmaketimetotakehimtolunch
oroutforcoffee."
"Yeah.I'lldothat.I'vebeenputtingallmysparemomentsintoyouandtryingtohelpfacilitatethis
move,butI'msurehecoulduseafriend."Damonslippedhishandsintohispockets.Concernmoved
acrosshisface,buthedidn'tsayanythingelse,andBethanydidn'tpushhim.
KendalwasDamon'sbestfriend,andmostdays,hisonlyfriend.Thepoorguyhadbeenthrough
hellwithlosinghissisterandthenrealizingthatafternotdatingforyears,hewasdatingsomeonewithan
unknowntietohispast.Hejustcouldn'tcatchabreak.
"DidyoufindoutwhathappenedwiththatDanachickhewaswantingtodate?"Damonpulledat
thefrontofthecart,forcingthemtowardthecheckout.
Bethglanceddownintothecart."No,butI'llaskhimsoonifyoudon't.Whereareyougoing?We
havesnacksandsodalikewe'rethrowingatenyearold'sbirthdayparty.Weneedveggiesandsomething
tocookfordinner."
"Ohno,Igotthatcovered."Heglancedbackandsmiled,meltingher.Themanwashotterthansin
itself,hisdarkbrowneyesfilledwithmischief.
"Gotitcovered?"Shestoppedpullingbackonthecartandlethimleadtheway.Afterbeing
raisedtotakecareofherselfandstandaloneonherowntwofeet,shewasreadytohandthereinsoverto
astrongmanthatlovedher.ThatwasDamonwithoutadoubt.
"Yep.Trustme."Hereacheddownandpulledoutafewitems,layingthemonthebeltasBeth
movedupbesidehim.
"Letmehelp."Shereacheddown,butstoppedasheglancedoverandgaveheralook.
"No,woman.Igotthis."Hecontinuedtounloadthecartasshemovedbyhim,makingsureto
squeezehisperfectrearasshedid.Thesoftgruntshegotinreturnwasdelicious.Hewasn'ttheonlyone
withthepowertomakesomeonemoan.
"Hi,there,"thecashiermumbledandglancedup,theboy'ssmilegrowingalittlewider."Find
everythingyouneed?"
"Wedid."Damon'svoicesurprisedher."I'mpaying,baby."
"No,Igotit."Shereachedintoherpurseforherwallet.
"Nope."Damonextendedhiscard."Hereyougo,man,andstopeye-fuckingmygirl.Getyour
own."
"Damon!"Beth'scheeksburnedforthethirdtimethatday.Weremenalwayssostraight-forward
witheachother?Itwasbeyondembarrassing.
"I'msorry,sir...I-"thecashierstarted.
"Iknowwhatyouweredoing.Chargethecardandstoptryingtofixit."Damonhandedhimthe
card,andBethwalkedoff,notsureifsheweremortifiedorturnedonbyDamonbeingthealphaasshole
he'dalwaysbeen.Somepartofherknewthatwouldneverchange,butdidshereallywantitto?No.Not
intheslightest.Hemadelifefun,entertaining,sexy.
"Youready,baby?"Hemovedupbesideherwithafewbagsinhishandandhisotherone
extendedtowardher.
"Yes."Shegraspedhishandandtuckedherselfagainsthisside."Thatpoorguywasn'teye-fucking
me.Hewasjustbeingfriendly."
Damonlaughedsardonically."You'resoinnocent.Ialmostwanttoputyouacrossmykneeand
spankyouforbeingblindtowhatthemoronwasupto.Yougottaprotectyourselffromothermentryingto
getyourattention,lestIbeatupthewholedamncity."
"Protectmyself?"Shestoppedbesidethetruck,alittlewearyasshetookinalloftheboxespiled
intheback.Theireveningdidn'tlookatalllikeitwasgoingtobearelaxingmeal,goodwine,hotbath
andlovemaking.Itlookedlikethey'dbeunpackinghershitforhours.
"Yes,Beth."Hereachedforher,tugginghercloseandcapturingheragainsthischestwithhis
strongarms."Philiptriedtogetyourattention,Ben,hell,I'msureMattorKendalwouldhavetriedifthey
didn'tknowyouweremine.You'rebeautiful,baby.Sexyandfeminine."Hetightenedhishold.
"Can'tbreathe,"shesqueakedout,tryingtobefunny.
Hesmiledandleaneddowntokissherhard.Thesoftpressofhistongueagainstherlipshadher
openingupandtiltingherhead.Theworldmeltedawayashemadelovetohermouth,hisexpertisein
kissingleavingherkneesweak,herchestfilledwiththeflutteringfeelingoflove.
"Protectyourselfforme,allright?"
"Anythingyouwant,"shemumbledandpulledhimdownforanotherkiss.
"Youkeeppromisingthat,butwhatifIwantsomethingnaughty?"Helickedatherlipsbefore
releasingher.
Bethtriedtogetaholdofherselfasshewalkedtohersideofthetruckandopenedthedoor.
Damongotintohissideandleanedover,offeringherahand."Answerthequestion,Beth."
"ThenIguessyougetit."Shetookhishandandhoistedherselfupintothetruck."Whatexactly
wereyouthinking?"
"Idon'tkissandtell.Youwantmyfantasies?Comeafterthem."Hestartedthetruckandpulledout
ofthegrocerystoreparkinglot."Youlikefish,right?"
"Yeah.Anythingsoundsgood."Shebuckledupandpulledherlegsintotheseat,lettingthepeace
ofbelongingtohimrolloverher.Hewouldbeagreathusband,andshewouldlearntohelpsupporthim
inhisobsessionatworkwhilestillforcinghimtospendtimebuildingthebusinessandtheirfamilylife
together.
Hisphonebuzzedasifoncue.Theradiofromthetruckcametolife,thevoiceelectronic."Caller
MitchRobersonfromMcKenzieandBryant."
Damonreachedout,butdidn'tpressthebuttontopickupthecall."I'llcallhimbacklater."
"What?"Bethwasalittlesurprisedbyhisactions."Youcangetitnow,baby.I'lljustbequietand
hewon'tknowthatI'mhere.Unlessyouhadsomethingconfidentialtotalkabout?"
"No.Ijustwanttospendtherestoftheafternoonandeveningwithyou."Heputhishandsbackon
thewheelandshrugged."It'sSaturdayandifitwasanemergency,hewouldhavecalledmyfather.Nobig
deal."
Itwasasmallgesture,andyetitmeanteverythingtoher.Shewasn'tgoingtobetheonlyone
workingtomaketheirlivesallshewantedittobe.Hewouldbechangingandshiftingrightbesideher.
Warmthfilledherchestandtearsburnedhereyes,butsheturnedherfacetowardthewindowbesideher
andforcedherselftocalmdown.Funnyhowitwasneverthebigthings,butthesmall,seemingly
insignificantthingsthatcausedherhearttoswell.
"Hey,Iknowwe'vetalkedalittleaboutyoumovingtomyplace,butit'syourplacenowtoo.So
redecoratehoweveryouwantto,okay?Idon'tgivetwoshitsaboutthecolors,thedecorationsoranything
else.Makeithomeforyou,baby.I'llhiresomeonetocomeanddowhateveryouwant,sohavefunwith
it."Hereachedoutandsqueezedherhandasafewtearstrickleddownherface."Beth?Youallright?"
"Justoverwhelmed."Shepulledherhandfromhisandwipedatherface."I'msorry.Ijustcan't
helpbutfeelgratefulbecauseofallofthis."Sheforcedherselftolookhisway."Byyou.Iwasn'tsurewe
weregoingtomakeit."
Hereachedoverandbrushedhisfingersdownthesideofhercheek."Iwasn'tsureeither,butI
knewwithoutyouinmylife,happinesswouldbeathingofthepast.I'veneverreallybeeninlovebefore.
Shit'sscary."Hesmiledandshelaughed.
"Yeah.Itis."Shecuppedherhandoverhisandkissedhispalm."We'llfigureitouttogether."
"Ilikethesoundofthat."Hepulledhishandbackasheturnedintotheirdriveway.AwhiteToyota
satinthefar-leftcornerofthecircledrive.Martha?
"IsthatMartha'scar?"Bethanyunbuckledasheparkedandgotoutofthetruck,notwaitingonan
answer.
"Yeah.She'shelpingmewithyourwelcomingparty.It'sjustmeandyou,butyouknowIcan'tcook
aswellasI'dliketo."Heshruggedandreachedforherhand."Let'seatandthenwe'llunpack.Wecanjust
takeourtimeandenjoythenighttogether."
"YouhadMarthacomeovertocookdinnerforus?"
"Somethinglikethat."Hewalkedtothedoorandopenedit,movingbacktoletherin."Mylady...
yournewhouseandournewlife."
Bethanyswallowedtheemotionsrisingupinher.SevenmonthsandshewouldbeaBryantinthe
onlywayshewantedto...asDamon'swife,nothisstep-sister.
Thesmellofgarlic,butterandfreshbreadfilledhersenses,andherstomachgrowledloudly."It
smellslikeheaveninhere."Theyturnedthecornerforthekitchentofindthetablesetandthefoodonthe
stove."Where'sMartha?"
Thesoundofacarstartingandpullingoutofthedriveatthefrontofthehousegaveherthe
answershewasafter.
Damonmovedupbesideherandhandedherawineglass."Tothisnextsteptogether.It'sjustthe
firstofmany."
Shehitherglassagainsthisandtookasipofthetartwine."Doesthishaveanythingtodowith
yournaughtydesires,orareyoutalkingaboutourweddingandhavingkidstogether?"
Helaughedandpulledherclose."Alltheabove,baby.Alltheabove."
Chapter3
Damon
SevenMonthsLater
"J
ames,comeonin."DamonmovedbackandsmiledatLinda,hissecretary."Holdallofmycallsfor
thenextthirtyminutes."
"Notaproblem,Mr.Bryant."Lindareturnedthesmileandglanceddownatherdesk.
Shewasabeautifulolderwoman,andshouldhavebeenmarried.Crazyhowmanypeoplehad
beenhandedashittysituationinlifeandyetseemedtostillgetupandsmileinthefaceofallofit.He
neededtogiveLindaaraiseortakeherouttolunchsoon.Thepoorwomanputupwithalotofshit,hisin
particular.
"Howareyou,Damon?Youlookgood.Lasttimewesaweachother,youwerehavinglady
problemsifIrecall."Jamesunbuttonedhiscoatandsatdown,theCEOofZarpethlookingmuchbetter
thanDamonhadseenhimlookinmonths.
"I'llalwayshaveproblemsifaladyisinvolved.It'sjustthenaturalevolutionofthings.Youknow
this."Damonsatdownandpressedhisforearmstohisdesk."BethandIaregettingmarriedinacoupleof
weeks.Didyougettheinvitationwesenttoyou?"
"Suredid."Theoldermanleanedbackinhischair,claspinghishandstogetheroverhisstomach.
"I'llbethereforsure.Mywholefamilywill,actually."
Damonliftedhiseyebrow."Includingyourwife?"
"Yeah."James'smiletoldDamonallheneededtoknow."Everythingisgoinggreatbetweenthe
twoofus.Iwasn'tsurelovewasenough,butitseemslikeitis."
"I'mnotsureIagreewiththat."Damonleanedbackinhisownchair,studyinghisclientandgood
friend.
"Explain."
"Lovepushesyoutodoallthethingsyou'redoingtomendtherelationship.Withoutlovingyour
bride,youwouldjustwalkawayandfindsomeonenew.That'sprobablytheeasieranswer."
"True."Jamesnodded."Loveistheinstigator,butit'salsothethingthat'sfixing,binding,reviving
ourrelationship.Istillstandbymystatement.Loveisenough.It'sallyouneedtopushyourselfinto
action."
DamoningestedJames'thoughtsandnodded."Maybeso.Eitherway,webothlookbetter,and
thankGodourlovelivesarebackontrack.Leavesusmoreenergytoruletheworldofbusiness."
"Speakingof...YouknowI'mwalkingawayfromZarpeth.Junefirstismylastdaywiththe
company."James'expressionwashardtoread.Relief?Sadness?Numbness?
Damoncouldn'thelpbutdiveintohisownthoughtsforamoment.Howwouldhefeelleaving
M&B?Asickeningfeelingrolledacrosshim,butheforceditbackdown.
"Myfathertoldmeaboutyourdeparturearoundtheholidays.Iwantedtowaituntilwehada
chancetotalkfacetofacebeforebringingitup."Damonranhisfingersthroughhishairandstudied
James."Youknowthatwecanhelpgeteverythinginlinewithyourfirm,James."
"It'snotthat.IhavemoremoneythanGod.I'mgoingtoretirealittleearlyandspendmytimewith
myfamily.Theydeserveit.I'vereachedthetop,whichwastheplaceIwasafter."
"Andhow'stheview?"Damoncouldn'thelpbutask.
"Beautiful...andlonely."Jameswinked."Youdon'twanttotraversethemountainalone."
"Idon'tthinkI'mgoingtohaveto,thoughBethstillhasn'tdecidedifshe'scomingbackfully.She's
workingonaspecialprojectdownthehall,whichisfarmorethanshewaswillingtodobackinOctober
whenwereconciledandgotbacktogether."
"It'sastart."Jamesleaneddownandpulledsomethingoutofhisbriefcase."Iownfifty-one
percentofthesharesinZarpeth,soIwashopingIcouldtwistyourarmtorecommendaprivate
accountantthatwouldhelpmewithmypersonalaffairs.I'mwillingtopaytopdollar."
Damonsnorted."Youcameallthiswaytotryandmoochoneofmystaffoffofme?"
"Notoneofthem.Yourbest."Jamesextendedthepacket."Herearethedetailsofmypersonal
assetsandliabilities,aswellastheofferI'mextending.Idon'twanttointerviewanyone.Ijustwantyou
andKenttohelpmefindsomeone."HeliftedhishandasDamonstartedtospeakagain."Iknowyou're
notintheHRbusiness.Igetit,butyou'vebeengoodtomeandmyfirm.GivemesomeonethatIcantrust
andthatwilldothingstheM&Bway."
"Areyoustillwantingus,thefirm,todoyourpersonaltaxesandinvestmentaccounting?"Damon
wasn'tquitesurewhattomakeoutofJames'request.Itwasn'ttoosurprising,butitwasn'teverydaythata
clientshowedupwantingtopoachoneofDamon'sstaffmembers.
"Absolutely,andthenewaccountantdoesn'thavetoliveinFloridaorSeattlewhereIlive
throughouttheyear.Theycanstayhereandworkremote,maybehaveanofficeherewithyouguysthatI
canreimburseyoufor?"
"LetmelookattherulesofengagementbeforeIsayyes.We'restillyourauditingfirm."Damon
tappedthedeskinfrontofhimashismindmovedthroughwhowouldbegoodforJamesaswellaswho
itwouldbenicetogetridof.Philip'sfacepoppedinDamon'shead,butitwouldhavebeenforselfish
sillyreasons.
ThekidhadacrushonBethany,ordidatonetime.
Aknockatthedoorsurprisedhim."Comein."
Bethpokedherheadinandsmiled."Sorrytobotheryou.Lindawasn'toutheresoIwasn'tsureif
youwerealoneorwithaclient.I'llcomebacklater."
Beth.Bethanydidn'twanttoworkforhim,andyetshewantedtobeclosetohim,tobean
extensionofhiscompany.
Damonmotionedhertocomecloser."No,it'sfine.Comeonin,Bethany.Letmeintroduceyouto
JamesTalling.He'sthe-"
"TheCEOofZarpeth.I'maware."ShegavehimacutesmileandextendedherhandasJames
stoodupandturnedtogreether."It'sapleasuretomeetyou,Mr.Talling.Ienjoyedyourarticlein
Entrepreneurlastyear.Itwasbrilliant."
Jameschuckled."Well,that'snicetohearthatsomeoneenjoyedit.IswearIhadtoupmysecurity
measures.Peopleinmygenerationdon'tliketheideaofremoteworkingarrangementsandemployee
ownershipplans.It'sthewayofthefuture,butit'sgoingtobelikepullingteethtogetsomeoftheoldguys
onboard."
"Wejustneedmoretrend-setterslikeyoutoleadtheway."Bethshookhishand,herexpression
softandwelcoming.
Damonstudiedher,fallingevenmoreinlovewithher.Shewasn'tjusthiswoman,butcouldone
daybecomehispartnerattheofficeifheplayedhiscardsright.Itwasasimpleexchangebetweenher
andJames,andyeteverycompanyinitiativehe'dworkedupoverthelastfiveyearscenteredaround
excellentcustomerservice.Shegotit...withouteventrying.
"Ilikeher."JamesglancedbackandwinkedatDamon.
"Well,don'tlikehertoomuch.I'mquiteprotectiveofher."Damonwalkedaroundhisdeskand
pulledBethanytohisside,leaningovertokissthesideofherhead."Thisismyfiancée."
"What?"Jamesputhishandsonhiships."You'remarryingthisscoundrel?Abeautiful,intelligent,
youngwomanlikeyou?Brother...whatistheworldcomingto?"
"Iam,andIcan'twait."BethturnedandwrappedherarmsaroundDamon'swaist,makinghimfeel
liketheonlymanintheroom."He'sbrilliant,boldandeverythingI'vewantedmywholelife."
Damonchuckledandkissedthetipofhernose."Yourcheckisinthemail."
"Well,I'llbeattheceremony.IlovethatDamon'sfoundsomeone.Heisagoodman."James
reachedoutandpattedDamon'sback."Now,isn'tBethhereaCPA?"
"Shewillbesoon,butit'sBethany."DamonreleasedherandturnedtofaceJames."She's
graduatingwithhermaster’sinaweekorso."
"FromUThereinDallas?"Jamessmiled.
"Yes,sir.It'sbeenalongfiveyears,butI'malmostdonewithmymaster’s."Hersmilecaused
Damontosmileaswell.
"She'sgota4.0,James.Notonlyisshebeautiful,butbrilliantaswell."Damonreachedoverand
ranhishanddownthebackofherhair."Andbossyashelltoo."
"Hey!"ShepoppedhiminthechestandextendedherhandtoJamesagain."It'snicetomeetyou.
Don'tlethimtellyouanyliesaboutme."
Jamesshookherhand."Somethingtellsmethathewouldn'tdaretry."
Bethanygaveasoftlaughandturned,walkingoutandleavingDamonstaringafterher.Itwas
weirdtofeelsomanythingsatonce,especiallyinthemiddleofhisoffice.Itwastheonlyplacehewas
steady,secure,strong.Theotherpartsofhislife,itappearedhewasthatway,butittookalotofeffortto
keepupthefacade.Attheoffice,hewassimplyhimself.Bethwasunravelingthat.
"Ilikeher."Jamespattedhimonthebackagain."HowaboutwhenshegetsherCPAcertificate,
wetalkaboutherbeingmyaccountant?It'snothealthyforyoutwotoworktogetheratM&B,butmaybe
shecanworkformeandstillberightdownthehallfromyou.Whatdoyouthink?"
"I'mnotsureyet,butIthinkshewouldlovetheidea.Let'sgetthroughhergraduationandthe
weddingandrevisitit.I'llbringitupwithhersoontooandseewhatshethinks."Damonextendedhis
handtohisoldfriend."AnythingelseIcandoforyou?"
"Nope.You'vedoneenoughalready.Takecareofthatone...sheseemslikeakeeper."James
shookDamon'shandandwalkedovertogethisbriefcase.
"Sheis...andlet'shopethatloveisenough."
"Let'snothope,let'sjustacknowledgethatitis.That'sthegreatestbitofwisdomIcoulddropon
anyone."HepattedDamon'sshoulder."Loveisenough.Believeit."
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"Boss?"Lindastuckherheadintotheofficealittlelaterthatafternoon."Youfreeforaminute?"
"Ofcourse."Damonfinishedtypingtheletterhewasworkingonandstoodupfromhisseat,lifting
hishandsintheairandstretching."What'sup?"
Lindawalkedinwithanotepadandpen,tappingitfranticallyasshesatdownacrossthedesk
fromDamon."Youknowwe'rehavingBen'spromotionpartyonFridaynight,right?"
"Yeah.I'llbethereforsure."Damoncrossedhisarmsoverhischest,waitingforLindatotrickle
outthenews,theissue,thewhateverthathadheranervouswreck.
"Right,well,therestaurantweweregoingtouseisclosingdownbecauseofsomethingwiththe
owners.I'mnotsurewhat,butdoyouhaveanotherplaceinmind?Iknowyouwantedthistobereally
specialbecauseit'sBen,andhe'sbeenwithyouforalongtime."
"Hmm..."Damonwalkedtothewindowsinhisofficeandlethiseyesmoveoutacrossthecity.
"WhatwouldBenenjoydoing?"
"Officepartyinstead?Icouldgetitcatered."
"No,that'ssooverdone."Damonreachedupandpressedhishandtotheglass,tryingtomull
throughalloftheeventsBenhadscheduledfortheinternsoverthelastfewyears.Someofthemwere
simplybecausetheinternswereyoungandwildandenjoyedcrazyteambuildingactivities,butsomeof
themwerebecauseBenenjoyedthoseactivitiesandwantedfriendstojoinhimindoingthem."Let's
reservethetopfloorofMasquerade.It'sanightclubdowntownthatIknowBenenjoys.Hetriestogetthe
grouptogoallthetime.Hell,hetriestogetmetogoallthetime."
Lindachuckled."Ilovethatplacetoo.Idoubtthey'regoingtohavethetopflooravailable,butI
cancheck."
Damonglancedoverhisshoulder."Offerthemmorethanthey’reaskingforit.Makeithappenfor
us.ForBen."
"Okay.Willdo."Shestoodup,hershouldersstraighter,hernervousnessgone.
"Linda,"Damoncalledafterherasheturnedtofaceher."Youokay?Youseemalittleofftoday."
"Idon'tknow.There'sjustsomuchchangelately.Ijusthopeeverythinggoesokay."Sheshrugged
andwalkedtothedoor.
"Whatareyouspecificallyworriedabout?"
"Anything.Everything."Sheopenedthedoorandturned,smiling."It'snothing.Ijusthopethat
you'remakingtherightdecisionwithBeth."
"Youdon'tthinkIam?"He'dneverhadLindavoiceaconcernaboutBeth,andwasalittle
surprisedtohearshehadanyconcernsatall.
"Ithinkit'sagooddecisionforyou,butshe'syoung.Peoplechange,Damon."Lindashrugged
again."Imarriedyounganditdidn'tworkouttoowellforme."
"Whenisthelasttimeyouwentout?"
Sheseemedstunnedbythequestion,butDamondidn'tbacktrack.Lindahadnevermentioneda
dateoraboyfriendoranything."Idon'tknow.Twoyears."
"Why?"Damontiltedhishead,studyingher.
"Becauseitdidn'tworkthefirsttentimes.Whywoulditworknow?"Shecrossedherarmsover
herchest,hervoicegrowingtight-defensive.
"Becausethenextguyisn'tthefirsttenguys.Takeoffthisafternoonandgetonadatingsite.By
tomorrowmorningyouneedtotellmethenameofthreeguysyou'regoingtohaveacasualdatewith.It's
required."Damonturnedbacktothewindow,tryingtohidehissmile.Helovedherasafriend,andshe'd
beenbesidehimfortheentiretyofhiscareer.Sheneededtruthinherlife.Hecouldbethattruth.
Timetogivebacktoafewpeople...
"Um...Yes,sir?"Hervoicewasunsteady.
"Perfect.Closethedoorbehindyou."Hewaiteduntilshelefttogrinlikethetom-cathewas.
Everyonedeservedlove,evenhim.
Chapter4
Bethany
T
herewassomethingaboutJamesTallingthatBethanyliked.Heseemedalmostlikeawarm,fatherly
figure.
"What'sthatsmilefor?Looksliketrouble."Benglancedupfromthelargeconferenceroomtable
wherehe,PhilipandSadieweregatheredaroundhiscomputer.
"What?"Bethforcedhersmiletofade-alittle."IjustmetMr.Talling.Ilikehim."
"ShouldweinformDamon?"Sadiegaveashit-eatinggrin."Kidding."
Bethanychuckled."No,butifwe'regoingtolunchandstilltryingtomaketheAccountingControls
meetingatUTthisafternoon,weneedtogetamoveon.Who'sdriving?"
"Damoncomingwithus?"Philipstoodandtwistedhistorsoasheswunghisarmsaround.
"No,he'sstilltalkingwithMr.Talling,Ibelieve.I'lltexthimwhereweare,buthecouldprobably
leadthemeetingordiscussionthisafternoon."Bethanyreacheddownandgrabbedherpurse."Sadie,you
comingwithus?"
Itwasalmostcomicaltowatchthewaythegirl'seyeslitupwhenBethanyspokedirectlytoher.
ShehadtohavebeenthebiggestbullyinthewholedamncompanywhenBethstartedasanintern.Theold
adagemusthavebeentrue-smackthebullybackandtheybecomeyourbestfriend.
"Yeah,Ithinkso."Shestoodandpickedupherpurse."I'mgoingtodinnerwithanewguytonight
atsix.Youthinkwe'llbedonebythen?"
"Anewguy?Jeez.What'she,thefifthonethisweek?"Benwinkedatherandstood,walkingtothe
door."I'lldrive."
"Fifthone?Youonadatingspree?"BethanyfollowedafterBen,ignoringthewayPhilip'seyes
lingeredonher.Theycouldhavesoeasilymovedintohavingarelationship,butthesexyAussiebecame
thefriendsheneededinstead.Shestillwasn'tsurehowhefeltaboutherandDamonmovingforward,but
hewasplayingthesupportivefriendrolefromtheside.
Shewasgrateful.Thelastyearhadbeenmoredramathanshewantedtothinkabout.
"Yeah."Sadiemovedupbesideherandbrushedherthickredhairovertheshoulder.Thegirlwas
beautifulandknewit."Idon'tknow...I'mjusttiredofbeingalone."
"Isecondthat."Benliftedhishandintheairabovehim."However,I'vedecidedtoturnanew
leaf."
"Bydoingwhat?"PhilipmoveduponBeth'sothersideastheystoppedattheelevator.
"Bybeingtruetomyself."Benpressedthebuttonandturnedtofaceeveryone.Thetight
expressionheworeleftBethanyalittleconcernedaboutwhathewasgoingtoconfess.
"Keepgoing..."Sadiewalkedintotheelevatorandturnedtofacethem."Stopleaving
breadcrumbsandspititout.You'regay,aren'tyou."
"Sadie.Shit."Bethrolledhereyesandwalkedintotheelevator."Benisn'tgay."
"Yeah,Iam."Benshruggedandjoinedthegroup."Timetostoplivingalie.Ihatemyselfevery
dayIgetupandthink,'todayI'mgoingtoaskawomanout’."Hevisiblyshivered."Gross."
Bethanylaughedandreacheduptoclampherhandoverhermouth."Sorry."
"Goodforyou,man.I'mnotgay,butI'mproudofyou."PhilipreachedoutandpattedBen'sback.
"There'snothingworsethanwearingafuckingmaskallthetime."
"Here.Here."Sadiewavedherhandaround."I'mjustgoingtostopdatingifthisguytonight
doesn'tworkout.Ikeepthinkingthenextoneisgoingtobetheone,butit'sjustnothappening."
"CanIbehonest?"Philipspokeup,hiseyesonSadie.
"Ohhell,"Benmutteredandpressedhishandtohisface."Thisisnevergood."
Bethanycrossedherarmsoverherchestandleanedbackagainstthewallbehindher,waitingon
theshowtostart.Philipwasaballsyguy,andSadiewasafirecracker.
"Yes.Pleasedo."Sadieturnedtofacehim,herexpressiongrowingtight.
"Youthrowyourselfatguys,andwhereyouthinkthattheywantthat,infact,theydon't.Playhard
toget.You'reworththechase,Sadie.Don'trunafterthenextguythattakesyouout.Lethimcomeafter
you."Philipgaveheraknowinglook,andBethanyheldherbreath.
ThelookonBen'sfacesaidthathewasboltingtheminutethedoortotheelevatoropened.
Nothingbutsilence.Tense,thick,uncomfortablesilence.
ThedooropenedandBenjoggedthrough."I'llgetthecar.Meetyouguysoutfront."
"Metoo."Bethanymovedoutoftheelevator,readytojogafterBen.
"No.Youstayherewithme."Sadiereachedoutandgrippedherwrist,pullinghertoastop."And
tellmethetruth.DoIthrowmyselfatguys?"
Fuck.BethanygavePhilipa'really,rightnow'lookandforcedherselftofaceSadie.Thegirl
didn'thavemanypeopleinherlifefromwhatBethanycametoknowoverthelastyear.Andofthepeople
shedidhaveinherlife,rarelywouldanyoneconfrontherortellherthetruth.Shewastoomeanforthat
shit.
"DidyouthrowyourselfatPhilip?"Bethanyasked,keepingherexpressionwelcoming,hervoice
soft.
"Yes,"PhiliprespondedasSadieresponded,"No!"
"Right."Bethanyletoutaquicksigh."Let'swaitoutsideforBen."
"Ididn'tthrowmyselfatyou,youbig,uglyoaf.YouweretheonethatwantedtosexitupinBen's
office.Notme."Sadie'svoicewasalittleloud.
"Didyouthinkthiswouldgowell?"BethanyglancedoveratPhilip,wholookedsickallofa
sudden.
"Yes.Istilldo."PhilipreachedoutandgrabbedSadie'shand,pullingherclosertothem."Stop
screamingandactyourage.I'mtryingtohelpyoubecauseIcareaboutyou.Youcan'tthrowyourselfon
thebedforanystiffdickthatshowsup.Youhateyourselfbecauseofthatshit.Don'tactlikeyoudon't."
Hereyesfilledwithtears."Ihavetogo."
"Sadie."Bethanyreachedoutandpulledthegirltoher,huggingherandgivingPhilipthebiggest
'gotohelllook'shecouldmuster."It'sfine.Philipisjustjealous.He'sinterestedinyou,andyougiving
attentiontoeveryguyintheworldispissinghimoff.He'slashingout."
SadiepulledbackandglancedoveratPhilipasshewipedathereyes.
BethanywassimplytryingtothrowPhilipunderthebus,eventhoughtherewasnowayinhell
Philiphadfeelingsforthewildredheadthathadmostofthemrollingtheireyesattheoffice.
"Youdo?"Sadie'svoicesoftened,herexpressionchangingfromangertoneediness.
Ohhell.BethanystartedtoanswertosaveSadiefromreallythinkingthatPhiliphadanyfeelings
forher.
"Yeah.Ido."PhilipglancedoverandstuckhistongueoutatBethany."I'mtiredofyoulooking
everywhereelse.I'mrightfuckinghere."
Bethanystoodinstock.Philiphadbeenafterhersevenmonthsago.
Sevenmonths.
Thatwasplentyoftimetomoveonandfindsomeoneelsetofallfor.ButSadie?
"Wow.I'msosorry."Sadieshookherhead."Ididn't-"
"Iknowyoudidn't."PhilipreachedoutandgrabbedSadie'shand,turninghisfacetowardBethany.
"We'llcatchupwithyouandBenlater.Weneedtofigurethisout."
Bethanydidn'tgetachancetoanswerasPhiliphalf-draggedSadiebacktowardtheelevator.Were
theysleepingtogether?
"Didn'tseethatcoming,"Bethanymumbledandwalkedtowardthedoor,numb.Shepushedthe
dooropenandwalkedtowardBen,whowaswaitinginhiscaroutfront.Openingthedoor,shepausedto
glancebehindher."Weird."
"Whathappened?Didtheyblowupateachother?"BenaskedasBethanygotinthecar.
"Yeah,buttheycareabouteachother."Bethclosedthedoorandbuckledup."Howweirdisthat?"
"Notthatweirdatall.Youhaven'tbeenaroundlately.They'vebeensleepingtogetherforthelast
fourmonths,moreofa‘friendswithbenefits’typethingfromwhatPhilipsaid."Benpulledoutinto
downtowntraffic."Theyneedtoworkitout.Sexwithoutcommitmentalwayshasconsequences."
"Icouldn'tagreemore."Bethanysettledintothecomfortofherseatandturnedherfacetoward
Ben.Hewasalittleoverweightandnottooterriblyattractive,buthehadagreatheartandhewouldfind
someonetolovebeforetoolong."Hey."
"Yeah?"Heglancedoverather,hischeekspink.
"Thanksforsharingyournewswithus.Ithinkit'sgreatthatyou'regoingtostartbeingmorethe
manyouknowyouare."Shereachedoverandsqueezedhisarm."Ithinkyou'llfindsomeoneinnotime."
"Right,butifIfindsomeonebeforethewedding,doyouthinkDamonwouldfliphisshitifI-"
"What?No,notatall.You'reoneofhisgroomsmen,Ben.He'splanningapartyforyourpromotion
forFriday.Hecaresaboutyou,nomatterwhatchoiceyoumake.That'syourbusiness."Shesmiledand
droppedherhandsintoherlap."I'mstillinshockthatSadieandPhilipare...were..."
Hechuckled."Youjealousthatyoudon'thavetheofficeforeignerwiththesexyaccentchasing
afteryou?"
"Hellno.IlikePhilip,butthatwasmiserable,honestly.Damonisextremelyterritorial.Iwas
concernedforPhilip'ssafetyonmorethanoneoccasion."Shewrappedherarmsaroundherselfandlet
outasigh."Anyway,I'mlookingforwardtothissessionatUT."
"Metoo.Isn'tKendaldoingit?"
"Yeah."Bethanysmiled,unabletohelpherself.StiffDr.KendalTarrington,alwaysonhistoes
andbeyondproper.Hewasfinallycalmingdownsome,thankstohisnewloveinterest.Danawasexactly
whatheneeded.
"Whythegrin?IswearyouwearyouremotionsonyourfacemorethananyoneelseIknow."Ben
chuckled."Damondoesn'thavetoguessmuchwithyou,doeshe?"
"Hecan'tfigureoutwhattheexpressionsmean.Heneedsatreasuremapkeytodecipherme."She
laughedandsatup,rollinghershoulders."Iwassmilingbecausemylifehaschangedsomuch,butforthe
better,Ithink.Kendalisabigpartofit.YouknowITA'dforhimthislastyearinhisCostAccounting
class,right?"
"Yeah,Iknewthat.Itwentwell?"
"Ilovedit.Icouldseemyselfbecomingaprofessoraftertentofifteenyearsinthecorporate
world."Sheshrugged."Iliketheclassroom,butIlovecustomersandthepuzzlestheythrowourwayall
thetime."
"Sodoboth.Youhavethefreedomtochoosewhatyouwanttodo.ComebackandworkforM&B
untilyou'resickofit,andworkonyourdoctorateontheside."BenpulledintooneofBeth'sfavorite
restaurants,aquainttapasbarnearthecampus.
"I'mnotsureworkingwithDamonisthebestidea."Shesmiledandunbuckledasthevaletwalked
towardthecar.
"Maybeyoushouldtalktohim.Hehasopportunitiesallthetimetodonewthings.Maybehe'sgot
onethatwouldfityouperfectly."
"Youknowsomethingyou'renottellingme."BethanyturnedandpinnedBenwithahardstareas
thevaletopenedherdoor."Spill."
"Tallingislookingforapersonalaccountant.Maybethat'syou."Benwinkedandgotoutofthe
car.
FirstBenbeinggay.ThenSadieandPhilip.NowJamesTallingneededapersonalCPA?Things
justcouldn'tgetweirder...orbetter.
Chapter5
Bethany
K
endal'sspeechwentwellthedaybefore,buttherewasnogettingtohimforthehordesofpeoplewho
crowdedthestagewhenhefinished.BethanygaveupafterafewminutesandleftwithBentoheadback
totheoffice.AfteralongafternoonofworkingthroughthespecialprojectshepromisedDamonshe
wouldhelpwith,sheheadedbacktotheirplaceandspenttheeveningunpacking.Somethingcameupat
theofficethathadhimtiedup,andateleven,shegaveupandfellasleeponthecouch.
Shewokeinthebedthenextmorning,thesmellofhiscolognelingeringintheroomaroundher.
Hemusthavetotedhertothebedroomsometimeduringthenight.Whereshemissedseeinghimlike
crazy,sherefusedtogetpissedoverit.Hehadtodowhathehadtodo.She'dalreadywitnessedhim
tryingtobehomemoreoftenandignoringthebusinesswhentheyweretogetherifatallpossible.
"So...nobeingupset."Sherolledoverandsatup,stretching.Thememoryofhimstrippingher
downandwrappinghimselfaroundherthenightbeforeracedthroughhermind."Oh."Shesmiledand
laidbackonthebed,lettingthevisualwarmher.Theyhadn'tmadelove,buttheymightaswellhave.The
stronggripofhishandsonherskin,hismouthagainstherneck,thesoftpromisethathewouldmakehim
beinglateuptoher...itwaseverythingtoher.
Thephonebuzzedbesideher,pullingherfromherreverieandcausinghertogroan.Shewasdue
tobeatUTforherlastsessionasKendal'sTAinanhour.Therewasjustenoughtimeforaquickshower
beforeshehadtoheaduptotheschool.She'dgrabamuffinandacoffeeforbothherandKendal.
Thenumberonherphonewasn'tonesheknew,soignoringit,shegotupandstrippedontheway
tothebathroom.Graduatingwithhermaster’sshouldhavefeltlikeamonumentaloccasion,butinlightof
thewedding...itdidn't.Shewasthrilledtobedonewithherstudies,butnotworkingwithKendal
anymorewasdepressing.
"Maybeinthefuture,"shemumbledandturnedontheshower.Thephonebuzzedagainandshe
paused."Whothehell?"Sheconsideredgoingbackintothebedroomtocheck,butthethickhazepouring
fromthetopoftheshowercalledtoher.Theonlythingbetterthanahotshowerwasahotshowerwith
hermanbehindher.
*
"Youlook...alive."KendalsmiledasheopenedthedoorforBethany."Gettingexcitedaboutthe
weddingorgraduation,orboth?"
"Alltheabove?"Shewalkedintotheauditoriumandbreathedindeeply."Ican'tbelievethisismy
lastdaywithyou."
"Don'tsoundsosentimental."Hechuckledandwalkedupthestairsontothestage.Hisbrownhair
wasamess,andhisglassesalittlecrooked.Hewasbeyondcute.Danawasaluckywoman,butonethat
hadbetterdoKendalright.
BethanyforceddowntheneedtoprotectDamon'sbestfriend."MaybeI'malittledownaboutnot
beingherewithyou."Sheputherhandonherhipandgavehimherfullattention."Ilikedyoufromthe
firstdaywemet.Youknow,thedayyougavemeyourspeechaboutwhoyouwere,whatyouputupwith
andhowyouwerecompletelyhandsoff."
"Hey.Iworkedhardonthatspeech."Heglancedupandsmiledasheadjustedhisglasses."It's
workedforthelastfewyears."
"Andnowit'stimetoretireit.Youdon'tneeditanymore.You'rewithsomeone.Agood
someone?"Bethanyliftedhereyebrow.
"Yeah.Dana'sincredible.MorethanIdeserveafteralltheshitwe'vegonethrough."Heturned
andwalkedtothewhiteboard,scribblingoutsomethingthatwashardashelltoread.
"I'mjustgladeverythingworkedout."Shemovedtowardthestage."Youhaveyourtuxand
everythingforthewedding?"
"Suredo.Danahelpedmegeteverythingtogether."Hechuckled.
"What?"Bethanycouldn'thelpbutgrin.Kendalhadbeensodamnseriousfromthefirstdayshe
startedtoworkforhim.Hewaschanging...theyallwere.
Heglancedoverhisshoulder,hisexpressionkind."Iwasjustthinkingabouthowridiculousthis
lastyearhasbeen.Imean,whataretheoddsthatyouwouldendupTA'ingformeandyoujusthappento
bemybestfriend'sgirl?Mindyou,mybestfriendthatsworehewouldneversettledown,notinamillion
years."
"Thingsjustworkoutsomehow."SheshruggedandturnedtofindJakestrugglingtoholdthedoor
andwheelintotheauditorium."Hey.Letmehelpyou."Shejoggedovertohimandpulledthedooropen
wide."Iwashopingyouwerecomingtoday."
"Wouldn'tmissitforanything,silly."Heturnedandreachedup,rakinghisthinfingersthroughhis
floppyblondhair."Youexcited?"
"Yes.You?"SheglancedovertofindKendalwatchingthem.BothherandJakewouldgraduate
withtheirmaster’sinaweekorso.Itwasthenextstepintheirjourney,andyetherpathlookedso
differentfromJake's.
"Absolutely.Igoinforonemoresurgerytwoweeksafterwegraduate.Iwashopingtheycould
getitdonebeforesothatIwalkacrossthestage,"hesighed,"butitwasn'tmeanttobe."
"You'llgetitdonesoon,man."Kendalhoppedoffthestageandwalkedtowardthem."Now,stop
talkingaboutthefutureandgetyoursightsfocusedontoday.Wehavefinalsandwordintheprofessors’
loungeisthatsomeofthefinalsgotoutamongthestudentsaboutaweekago.Youguysknowanything?"
Jakesnorted."No,butI'dloveoneforDr.Dickman'smarketingfinal.I'mlostinthere.I'mgoingto
havetobetheworkerbeeinafirm,becauseifI'mlefttosellmyownservices,meandmyfamilyare
goingtogohungry."
Bethanysmirked."Ihaven'theardanything,butseeingthatyouhave...whatareyougoingtodo
aboutit?"Herphonebuzzedinherpocket,andshepulleditouttoseeanotherunknownnumber."Sorry
aboutthat."Sheputitbackandignoredit.Billcollectors?Krista?No.Maybesomeonejusthadthe
wrongnumber.
"Ichangedthetest.WhatelsecouldIdo?"Kendalputhishandsonhishipsandliftedhis
eyebrow.Hisdevilishexpressionhadtobeoneofthemanytricksheusedonwomeninhisyoungeryears
whenheandDamonweresluttingitupincollege.Bethanyhad,unfortunately,heardafewtoomanyof
theirstoriesoverbeersandburgersbefore.
"Thatwasaforty-pagetest,Dr.Tarrington.Youchangedallofit?"Jake'seyeswidened.
Bethany'sphonebuzzedagain,andshegrowled,pullingitfromherpocketandturning."I'llbe
rightback.Ineedtogetthis."
"Yeah,Ichangedit.There'snowayinhellI'mgoingtogivesomeoneatestIknowthey'vealready
seen."Kendalsnorted.
"Heloveshisrules,"Bethanycalledoverhershoulderbeforepushingthedooropenandputting
herphonetoherear."Hello?"
Nothing.Silence.
Shepulleditawayfromherfaceandcheckedtomakesuresheconnectedwiththecaller.Yep.
Telemarketer?Shepressedthephonetoherearagain."Hello?Who'sthere?"
Nothing.Softpanting,butitwasmorethesoundsomeoneafraidwouldmake."Krista?Isthat
you?"
Aclickresoundedinherearandthecalldied.
"Really?"Shesearchedthroughhermissedcallsandrealizedthatsamecallerhadbeentheone
callingallmorning.Somethingdidn'tfeelrightaboutit,butsheforcedherselftoignoreit.Ifsomeone
wantedtogetintouchwithher,evenKrista,theywould.
ShedialedDamon'snumber,wantingtohearhisvoiceasshefoundabenchtodropdownonto.
Hepickeduponthesecondring.
"DamonBryant."
Asmileliftedherlips.Hisvoiceevensoundeddelicious.
"Hi,Mr.Bryant.Anychanceyoumightmakeithometoyourgirlfriendbeforethesungoesdown
tonight?"Sheglancedaroundasnostalgiaracedthroughher.FiveyearsofstrugglingherassoffontheUT
campusandshewasalmostdone.Itfelttoogoodtobetrue.She'dalmostdoneit.Andhonestly,mostofit
hadbeenbyherowndoing,withherownstrengthandmoney.
Damonchuckled."Hi,baby.I'mnotsureabouttonight.I'mtryingtoworkthroughafewnew
accountssothatIcanhaveoffforourhoneymooninafewweeks.I'lldomybest,allright?"
Sheheldinthesighthatsatontheedgeofhertongue."Absolutely.I'llcooksomedinnerandif
you'renottherewhenIgotobed,therewillbeaplateinthefridgeforyou."
"Soundsamazing.AreyounotworkingwithKendaltoday?"
"Iam.Ijustkeepgettingcallsfromsomeunknownnumber,soIfinallydecidedtoanswerit."
"And?"Hisvoicegrewtight.
"Andwhoknows.Theguyorgirlneveranswered,justbreathedonthephone."Shestoodup.
"ProbablyKrista."
"Shewouldn'thaveaccesstoaphonewithoutsomeonenexttoher,Beth."
Whyhadshementionedittohimagain?Heoverreactedworsethanshedidinmostsituations.
"Right,then,Ihavenoclue.I'mnotworriedaboutit.I'llseeyoutonight,okay?Nothingtobe
concernedabout."
"Idon'tlikeit,"hebarkedout.
"ThenI'llletyouansweritthenexttimewe'retogetheranditrings."Shewalkedtowardthe
accountingbuildingasthewindpickedup,blowingherhairabout.
"Allright.Becareful,okay?Iloveyou."
"Metoo."Shedroppedthecallandsmiledatabigfootball-lookingguywhoopenedthedoorfor
her."Thanks."
"Youbet."
Sheshookhershouldersandletoutthebreathshewasholding.Graduationwascomingsoon,then
theweddingandthenthehoneymoon.BacktoJamaica,butthistime,justherandDamon.Funnyenough,
thebestpartaboutalloftheupcomingeventswasthatMattwouldbebackintown.Himmovingto
Seattleleftaholeinherheartshehadn'texpected.Beinganonlychildleftheryearningforasibling,and
Mattwasjusttheguy.
Toobadabeautiful,creative,dominantwomanhadhimwrappedaroundherfingers.No,that
wasn'ttheroughpart.Thatwasgreat.ToobadshelivedinSeattle.Itmightaswellhavebeenamillion
milesaway.
*
Therestofthedaywentoffwithoutahitch,andBethanyconsideredjustgoingovertohermother
andKent'sfordinnerinsteadofeatingatDamon'saloneagain,butDamon'swashome.Shehadtoget
usedtothat.
"Feelsmorelikehomewhenhe'shere."Shewalkedlanguidlytothefrontdoorwithalarge
bouquetofrosesinherarms.Kendalhadoutdonehimselfandthewholeclassgottowitnessherblushing
becauseofit.Hewasagoodman."Ineedtogetadog,oracat,orsomething.Somethingtogreetme
whenIwalkintothehouse."
Bethanyhadbarelygotteninthehousewhenthedoorbellrangbehindher.Sheputherstuffdown
andwalkedbacktothedoor,peekingthroughtoseehermomstandingontheothersidewithabagof
groceriesinherarms.
"Mom."Bethanypulledthedooropenandreachedouttotakethebags."Whatareyoudoing
here?"
Hermothersmiled."IheardKentsaythatDamonwasworkinglateagain,andIthoughtyoumight
likesomecompany?"Sheshruggedandwalkedin,huggingBethanyaroundthebags."Thatokay?"
"Ofcourseitis.Iwasjustpreparingmyselftobeagoodsportaboutanothernightaloneinhisbig
beautifulhouse."
"Speakingofthehouse,"hermothermovedpasther,"weneedtogetanewcolorschemegoing.
Thismodernwhiteandcream-coloredboringnesshastogo."
"Agreed."Bethanywalkedtothekitchenandsetdownthebagsbeforediggingoutthecontents
inside."Yum.IlovegoatcheeseandCanadianbacon.Whatarewemaking?"
"Pizzas.Yourfavorite."HermommovedupbesideherandpressedhershouldertoBethany's.
"Onlynowtheyarealittlemoreupscale.NomoresauceandParmesanpacketsstolenfromthepizza
placedowntheroad.Man,lifesurehaschanged."
"Thiswasourreallifeallalong."Bethanypulledoutabottleofredwine."I'llopenthisandyou
finishgettingeverythingoutsoIcanogleatitbeforewestartmakingourpizza."
"Soundslikeadeal."
Bethanyworkedonthewineashermotherwentonaboutgraduationandthewedding,justthe
soundofhervoiceacompletecomfort.
"DoyouthinkDadwillshowupatthegraduation?"Bethanyturnedandliftedhereyesasher
motherglancedoverhershoulder.
"YourfatherorKent?"
"Mydad."Bethpickeduptwowineglassesandhandedhermotheroneastheolderwomanturned
around.
"No,baby.Ihaven'theardfromhimsincethedaybeforeheleft."Shereachedoutandtouchedthe
sideofBethany'sface."Don'tcountonthat,okay?"
"No,ofcoursenot."Bethanyscowled."It'snotlikeIwanttoseehimanyway.Heabandonedus."
"Hedid."Hermomliftedherhandsandglancedaround."AndasmuchasIhatetogivehimany
credit,becauseofallhedid...weendeduphere.Itsuckstohighheaven,butalotoftimesourbrokenness
becomesamosaicofbeauty...ifweletit."
"Wow.Didyoucomeupwiththatyourself?"Bethanypouredthembothaglassofwine.
"What?Hellno.Ireaditonaplaqueatthemalltoday."
Theybothcrackedupandliftedtheirglasses,toastingthepast,thepresentandthefuture...
together.
Chapter6
Bethany
"Y
oucameback?"BenglancedupasBethanywalkedintotheofficethenextmorning.SadieandPhilip
werehuddledatoneendofthetabletogether,deepinconversationoversomethingworkrelated.
"OfcourseIdid.Idon'thaveanotherjobrightnow."Shesmiledandsetherbriefcasedown.
"HaveyouseenDamonthismorning?"
"Yeah.Hewasinameetingearlierthismorning,butI'msurehe'soutbynow."Benturnedhis
attentionbacktohiscomputer.
"Hey,guys."BethanywalkeddowntowardSadieandPhilip."Everythingokay?"
"Couldn'tbebetter."Sadiesmiled,butcouldn'tseemtotakehereyesoffPhilip."We'vedecidedto
trydating."
"Workplaceromance."Bethanyputahandonherhip."They'realittletricky.Letmetellyou.I
knowfromexperience."
"Youknowwhat?"Damon'svoicesurprisedher.
Sheturnedandlethereyesmoveacrosshim.Perfection.Hisdarkslackshuggedhiships,hislight
bluebutton-upshirtlookingasifitweremadeforhim.
"Iknowyou."Sheturnedonherheelandwalkedtowardhim.Hewasn'toneforlettingbusiness
andpleasuremix,butthingschanged.Peoplechanged.Shestoppedinfrontofhim,whisperingsoftlyso
onlyhecouldhear."Imissedyoulastnight.Andthenightbefore."
"Same."Hereachedoutandtouchedthesideofherface."Myoffice.Tenminutes."Heturnedand
walkeddownthehall,hisbroadshouldersstiff,hischinup.Asifheownstheplace.Andme.
"Allright.We'regoingtohaveaconferencecallwiththepartnersthismorning.Youdown?"Ben
stoodasBethanyturnedtofacehim.
"Nope.Yougotthis.I'mgoingtoworkonafewdetailswithDamonontheeventtonight."She
waggedhereyebrows."Youexcited?"
"Aboutapromotion?No.Themoneythatcomeswithit?Helltotheyes."Bensmiledandshutthe
topofhislaptop."Anyclueonwherewe'regoing?"
"Nope.DamonandLindahavebeentight-lippedonit.Iknowit'sasurprise."Shewalkedoutin
thehallandBenjoinedher.SadieandPhilipseemedtobelosttotheirownworld,whichwasodd.
Almosttooodd."Havetheybeenlikethatallmorning?"
"Yes,andalldayyesterdaywhenyouwereout."Herolledhiseyes."Ialmostwishtheywerestill
ateachother'sthroats.Iwalkedinafterlunchyesterdayandtheyweremakingout.Ihadtohaveaserious
chatwithPhiliplastnight.He'sluckyitwasmethatcaughtthem.Damonwouldhavekickedbothofthem
out."
"True."BethanystoppedbesideDamon'sdoor."I'llfindyoulater."
"Ridewithmetotheeventtonight?I'malittlenervous."
"Nervousaboutwhat?You'vebeenhereforever.Everyonelovesyou."Shereachedoutand
squeezedBen'sshoulder.
"Iknow,butstill.Ihatesurprises."
"Metoo."Shereleasedhim."I'lldrive.Meetmedowninthelobbyatsix."
"Howareyougoingtodriveifyoudon'tknowwherewe'regoing?"Bengaveheralookand
walkedoff.
Damonmoveduptostandbesideher,justinsideofhisoffice."Benstilltryingtodragtheinfoout
ofsomeone?"
"Ofcourseheis."Bethanywalkedintohisofficeandturnedtofacehim."Closethedoor."
"That'smyline."Hewinkedatherandclosedthedoor,lockingitashewatchedherlikethe
predatorhewas."Youknowwe'regoingtohavetohireafewmorepeopleuphereifIeverexpecttobe
athome."
"Thenhirethem,becauseI'mtiredofsleepingaloneandit'sbeentwodays."Shereachedoutand
slidherhandsuphisstrongchestandoverhisshoulders."Ilovethatyouwakemeupinthemiddleofthe
nighttosnuggleme,butI'mgreedy.Iwantmore."
"Whatmoredoyouwant?"Hesmiledandgrippedthebackofherhead,pullingherinforalong
probingkiss.Theywerebothpantingbythetimehereleasedher."Justaskandit'syours."
"Youcookingdinnerwithme."Shepressedherhandtohischestandpushedhimbackstepby
step.Hesmirked.Shewasonlyincontrolbecauseheallowedhertobe.
"Done."
"Cleaningupwithme."
"Maidservice.Don'tbesilly."
Shelaughed."WatchingTVonthecouchafterdinner."
"HowaboutIworkonmylaptopandyousnuggleupbesideme.Nowomanshouldaskamanto
watchnever-endingrerunsofTheBachelor.It'spurehell."Hereachedupandgrippedherwrist,
squeezingsoftlyashisbackhitthewallbehindhim.Heusedhisholdtospinher."Whatelse?"
"Takingahotbathwithme."Shegaspedashepressedhishipsagainsther,hiserectionthickand
hardasitlaytrappedbetweenthem.
"Showerplease."Heleanedinandnippedathermouthashishandsraceddownhersidesand
aroundtocupherass."ThatwayIcanhaveaccesstoeverypartofyou."
"Thenwemakeloveinthebedforhours."Sheclosedhereyesandletoutasoftmoanasherolled
hishipsandranhisnoseupthesideofherneck.
"Intheshower,thenthehall,thelivingroom,thekitchen,andthenmaybeifyou'reagoodgirl...
thebed."Helickedatherearandsheshivered.
"Definegoodgirl."Sheliftedaleg,wishinglikehellshe'dwornaskirtinsteadofslacks.Damn
complicatedwashingmachineatDamon'splace.
Ourplace.
"You,lover."Hegrippedthebackofherthighsandhoistedherup,pinninghertothewalland
pressinghismouthtohers.Theslowthrustsofhishipsleftherachinginalltherightplaces.
"Letmegetmyslacksoff,"shewhisperedroughlyagainsthislips.
"Notachance.Youhavegraduationrehearsalattwo.There'snotnearlyenoughtimetodoallI
wanttodotoyou."Hebrushedhisnosebyhers."TonightI'llbehome.Iswearit."
"Lies."Sheheldbackherdisappointment.Hewasright.Shehadgraduationrehearsalandthen
theyhadBen'sparty.She'dsimplycomebackuptotheofficeandtheycouldfuckonhisdeskifhedidn't
comehomeafterBen'scelebration.
"YouknowIhatelies."Hemovedherawayfromthewall,holdinghertightlytohim.
Sheclaspedherhandsbehindhisheadandleanedinforafewmorekissesashemovedthemto
hischair.Hesatdownandsherockedagainsthisarousal."Areyousurewedon'thavetime?"
"Notevenclose."Heleanedbackandranhishandsdownhershoulders,overhercollarboneand
downtokneadatherbreasts."Icansmellyourperfumemixedwithyourlust."
"Ihaven'tbeenwithmymaninthebetterpartofaweek.Itsortofcausesagirltogonutswhen
he'snear."Shepressedherhandsintohischestandletthefeelofhimbetweenherthighsdragherinto
depravity.Hecouldsoquicklydoit.
"Ioweyousomeattentionforsure."Hemovedhishandsupandcuppedherthroatcarefully."Get
upandtakeyourslacksoff.I'llcleanupthatmessyou'vemadeinyourpanties."
"No.It'sokay."Shemovedoffhislapandtookastepback,onlytohavehimreachupandgrabher
wrist.
"Iwasn'tasking,baby.DowhatIsaid."Hetiltedhisheadtotheside,watchingherintently.
Herpulsespiked,andshenodded,unbuttoningherslacksandglancingbacktowardthedoor.Had
theylockedit?
"It'slocked,"hemumbledashepulledatherwaistband.
Theslacksdroppedtothefloor,andshestoodthere,notquitesurewhattodo.SexinDamon's
officealwaysthrewheroffalittle.
"Icanmakesure."Shereachedforhimashegrippedherhipsandpressedhisfacetoherpanties,
breathingindeeplyandgroaning.
"Hushtalking.Nooneiscomingin.Ilockeditalready."Henoddedtowardthedesk."Getonthe
deskunlessyouwantmeonmyknees."
Thethoughtwasalmosttoomuch."No...Imightcomejustseeingthat."
Hechuckled."Naughtyself.Getupthereandtrynottoscreamtooloudly.Idon'twanttoscare
anyone."
Sheignoredhiscommentandleanedovertocleanoffthepapersscatteredonhisdesk.Herwhite
g-stringwasuselessagainsthimashepoppeditinseveralplacesandtosseditacrosstheroom.
"Handsandkneesonthedesk,baby.ThenshiftbacksoIcantasteyou."Hegrippedherwaistand
helpedherontothedesk.
"Ifeellike-"Hervoiceshook.
"Likeawomanwho'sabouttomakeherman'sweek.Good."Heranhishandsoverherass,
squeezingsoft,thenharder."Goddamnyou'refine,Beth.I'mtheluckiestbastardever."
"Shutupandtasteme."Shetensedasheranhisfingerdownherfoldsbeforereplacinghishand
withhismouth.Shecouldn'thelpbutcryoutashetookhistime,lickingandsuckingatherwhilehis
fingerstookturnsencirclingherass,dippingin,butonlyalittle.
Shemoanedloudlyandtuckedherhipsashepressedhisthumbinsidehertightslit,openingherup
andbeckoninghertowardrelease.
"Slowdown."Sheletherheaddrop,theideaofsomeonecomingintotheofficeallbutgone.She
didn'tcarewhowalkedin.Aslongashedidn'tstop.
"Who'sincharge?"Hesuckedherclitintohismouthandassaultedherwiththestrongflickingof
histongue.
"Youare."Shewhimperedandpressedbackonhisfingers,acceptingthepleasurehesoreadily
offeredher."God,youare."
"AndIalwayswillbe."Helickedherafewtimesbeforegrippingherasstightlyandburyinghis
faceinherwetness.
Bethanycriedoutandgrippedtheedgeofthedeskastheroomexploded.Amyriadofcolors
movedaroundhervisionaspleasurerolledthroughhercenterandouttotoucheverypartofher.She
rockedagainsthim,ridingthehighforaslongasshecouldbeforepullingaway.
"Notyet,"hegrumbledandpulledherbackdown,lickingatherinaslow,methodicalrhythm."I
wannatasteit."
Shewhimperedandgrippedthedesktighter.Neverinamillionyearswouldsheunderstandaman
likehimwantingasimplegirllikeher.
"Enough,"shewhisperedandpulledforward."Youkeepitupandthisisn'tgoingtobeenough."
"Itneveris."Hegrippedherhipsandhelpedheroffthedesk."Leanforward."
"What?Why?Ineedtogetto-"Sheleanedforwardashishandpressedthetopofherback,
forcingherdown.
"BecauseIthoughtIcouldbegoodwithdrinkingyouandlettingyougetonwithyourday.Iwas
wrong."Hisvoicesoundedasifhe'dchewedonbrokenglass."TellmeifIhurtyou.It'sbeentoolong."
Shemoanedloudlyatthesoundofhimunzippinghisslacks."God,yes.Don'tstopuntilyou
explode."
"Youfirst,babygirl."Hegrippedthebackofherneckandpressedintoher,histhickshaftopening
herupwide.
Theycriedouttogetheraspleasurerolledthroughherstomach.Nothingfeltbetterthanhavinghim
completelytuckedinsideofher.
"Iloveyousomuch,"shemumbledandpressedback,wantingmoreofhim.
"Youhavenoidea,Beth."Hegrippedthebackofherleftleg."Kneeonthedesk.Iwantindeep."
Sheliftedherlegandpressedherkneetothedesk,ignoringthebiteofthewoodagainstherflesh.
Histhrustsforcedhertofocusonnothingbuthim.Hisfingerspressedintoherupperbackashereached
aroundandsqueezedoneofherbreasts.
"Feelgood,baby?"Hepressedhisfaceagainstthesideofherhair,fuckingherslowandhard.
"Tellmeyouenjoyit.Thatyoucraveit."
"Icraveeverypartofyou."Shepressedbackandrolledherhips,smilingashegrowled.
"Good,becausewe'rejustgettingstarted."Heslidhishandholdingthebackofhernecktothe
sideofit,forcinghertoturnherfacealittleasheleanedoverfartherandkissedher."YouknowwhereI
want."
"Ido.Soon."Shekissedhimastheworldexplodedagain,herbodyhistoplaywith,totrain,to
enjoyeverynightfortherestoftheirlives.Hewantedhertoopenupfully,andshewould...soon.
Chapter7
Damon
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hesmellofBethclungtohim,leavingtherestofthedaydifficulttogetthrough.Focusingwasn't
usuallyanissueatall,buthewantedmore,somuchmoreofher.Somethinghadtogive.
Afterkissinghergoodbye,heclosedhimselfinhisofficeandmuddledthroughafewmore
projectsuntilitwastimetoheadovertoMasqueradeforBen'sparty.BethanyhadpromisedtogetBen
overtotheclubandtoblindfoldhimjustforshitsandgiggles.Everyonewouldbethere.Benwasoneof
thebelovedmembersofDamon'sstaff.
Aknockatthedoorcausedhimtoglanceup."Comeonin."
Surprisinglyenough,Damon'sdadstuckhisheadintheoffice."Yougotafewminutes?"
"Ofcourse,Dad.Youdon'tneedtoknock."Damonleanedbackandletoutasigh."What'sgoing
on?"
"You'regoingtoBen'spromotionparty,right?"Hisfathergavehimasternlook.
"OfcourseIam."Damonsnorted."Youshouldbetoo."
"Iam,butonlyforafewminutes."Hisfatherdroppeddownintheseatinfrontofhisdesk."I
learnedalongtimeagothatgettinghometotheprettywomanwaitingonmeisfarmoreimportantthan
anythingelse.Weddingsareamaybe,butfuneralsareamust."
"Wait.What?"Damonbrushedhishanddownhisface,tryingtoclearhismind.ThescentofBeth
onhisfingerscausedhiscocktoswell.Notnow.
"Theoldsaying,‘Weddingsareamaybe,butfuneralsareamust.'You'veneverheardthat?"His
fatherseemedamused.
"No,Ihaven't.Doyoumean,literally,IshouldgotoallofthefuneralsI'minvitedto,butnoneof
theweddings?"
"Basically,butitcouldbesaidforbusinesstoo.Dropinforaquickhelloatthepartiesand
celebrations,andbeattheofficewhentheshithitsthefan,butonlythen.Imessedupwithyourmother.I
wasneverthere."Kentshruggedandreacheduptorunhisfingersthroughhishair."Shemadethedecision
tocheat,butIcanhonestlytellyouthatIdon'tblamehermuchforit.Shemusthavelivedalonelylife.I
wasneverthere,andImeannever."
"Dad.Cheatingisachoice."
"Soisabandoningsomeone,Damon.I'vethoughtaboutitalotovertheyears."Heleanedback.
"ThethingsIwouldhavedonedifferently.Mymistresswasthisplace."
"AreyouinhereliketheghostofChristmaspasttowarnme?"Damonsmirked.
"Somethinglikethat.Iknowyou'vebeenherealotlately,andIhonestlyappreciateit,butyour
happinessisfarmoreimportanttomethanthisplace.Karenwentoverlastnighttohavedinnerwith
Bethany,andtheyhadagoodgirls’nighttogether,butIknowyoursoon-to-bebridemissesyou,son.
That'snotagoodwaytostartyourmarriage."
"Iunderstandthat."Damonnoddedandtriedtotakehisdad'sadviceforwhatitwasworth.No
needtogetdefensiveorexplainhisactionsinbeingattheofficehalfthenight,thoughhewantedto.His
dadwasonlytryingtohelp."I'mworkingonit."
"No,you'renot."KentrubbedhischestandwatchedDamon."Butyouneedtobe.Whydon'twe
talkaboutbringinginafewmoreseniorexecutiveswhenyougetback?"
Damonchuckled."Right,becauseyourselectionofpeoplehasbeenstellarlately."
"Okay,soIdeservedthat."Kentsmiled."But,youcaninterviewthemwhenyou'rebackfromyour
honeymoon.Thisplacecan'tbeyourmistress,oryou'regoingtorepeatmymistakes,andthat'ssomething
Iwouldn'twishonmyworstenemy."
Damonnodded."Allright.We'llbringinsomemorepeople,butfornow,getoutofhere.Ineedto
finishafewbigprojectsbeforetheweddingnextweek.I'mrunningoutoftime."
"You'rehorribleatdelegating.HaveLindahelpyou.She'snot."Hisfatherstoodupandwalkedto
thedoor."SeeyouatBen'sevent.Don'tbelate."
"Iwon't."Damonwaiteduntilhisfatherlefttogetbacktowork,hisfocusspotonanddesireto
getoutoftheofficestoked.Hadhisfatherjustpickedupsomeoftheblameforhisparents'divorce?
Hehad.Interesting.
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"Iseveryoneinplace?"Lindaglancedbackandsmiled,herexcitementalmostpalpable.Benhad
madeanimpactoneveryone'slifeatthefirm.Itwasobviousbythehordesofpeoplegatheredonthethird
flooroftheclub."Herehecomes!"
DamonpressedhishandtohismouthasBenstumbledoutoftheelevatorwithBethanyholdingon
tohim,SadieandPhilipbehindthem.Benwasblindfoldedandlessthanhappyaboutit.
Damon'sfatherpressedhisshoulderagainstDamon's."Whoseideawastheblindfold?"
"Whoknows."Damonchuckled.
Bethcaughthisattentionandhewinkedather.She'dfoundtimetogohometochangeintoapretty
blackcocktaildressandheels.Shelookedlikeagoddess.Onehewantedtospendalongtime
worshiping.
"Youready?"Bethcalledout,butpoorBenmusthavethoughtshewastalkingtohim.
"Yes.CanIpleasetakethisdamnblindfoldoff?IfeellikeI'minanS&Mnightmare,"hebarked
andeveryonelaughedasshepulleditoff.
"Surprise!"thegroupyelled,andDamonjoinedin.Itwasnicetobearoundeveryoneina
differentsetting,buthecouldn'tstophimselffromwantingtothrowBethoverhisshoulderlikeacaveman
andtakeherhome.They'dfuckedoffandonforthelastfewweeks,butmakinglovewasoverdue.It
wasn'taboutgrindingbodyparts,butconnectinginawaythatremindedherthathewasherman,her
numberonefan,herfuture.
"Nofuckingway."Benglancedaround,hiseyeswide,hisfacered."It'sjustapromotion,guys."
"Seniormanagerisabigdeal,dude.It'spartnernextordeath.We'relikethemafia,moveup,but
youdon'tgettomoveout."DamonmovedthroughthecrowdandwalkedtowardBen.
Theguy'ssmilewidenedasDamonapproached."Thanks,boss."
"Bossattheoffice.Friendeverywhereelse."DamonreachedoutandpulledBenintoaquickhug.
"Thenight'sonthefirm,sodrink,eat,bemerry."
"Justdon'tgetthecopscalledonus,buddy."PhilippattedBen'sbackashewalkedtowardthe
largedancefloorinthecenter,pullingSadiealongwithhim.
"Arethey?"Damonturnedandputhishandonhiship."Really?Ithoughthewasintoyou?"
"Hewas.ThanksforthereminderthatI'moldnews."Bethanypushedoutherbottomlip,looking
toocuteforherowngood.
"You'realwaysfrontandcenterforme."Damonreachedforherhandasthemusicstartedtoplay
fromthespeakersintheceiling."Ben...theDJisoverthere,man.Tellhimwhatyouwanttohear.It's
yournight,buddy.Congrats."
"Thanks,bo-Damon."Hesmiledandjoggedtowardthebarasseveralofthestafffollowedhim.
Thedancefloorfilledup,whichwasgood.Damonwasusedtoplayingthestiffassholeatthe
office.Nooneatthefirmhadseenhimlethisguarddown,andhewasn'tsurehenecessarilywantedthat
tostarttonight,butdancingwithhiswoman?Hellyes.
"Rememberthisplace?Bottomlevel,thedancefloor,youinaskimpysomethingwithamaskand
mepressedtothebackofyou?"HemovedbehindBeth,wrappinghisarmaroundherandpressinghis
handtothefrontofhertightstomach."Youweresofuckinghotthatnight."
Shemoanedandrolledherhipsasmorepeoplepiledinaroundthem.Glancingback,shestolehis
heart.Everythingabouther.Hedidn'tletheranswer,butleanedinandpressedhislipstohers,kissingher
severaltimessoftly.
"Whatwasthatfor?"Sheturnedandwrappedherarmsaroundhisneck.
"BecauseIcouldn'thelpmyself."Hememorizedthewayshewatchedhimwithinterest,thelook
ofloveinhereyes,thesexysmiletuggingatthesideofherperfectmouth."Youwerehornythelasttime
wewerehere,remember?Demandingandshit?"
"Youwereabastard."Shepressedherselftohimandlickedatherlipsseductively."You
threatenedtotakemeonyourdeskorinyourbed,andthenyoutookmehomeandleftmewanting.
Asshole."
"Ihadtomakesureyouwantedmeformeandnotmymoney."Hebrushedherhairback."Never
inamillionyearsdidIexpectthis."
"Youthoughtwe'djustsleeptogetherandthenbecomefamilyandwhat?"Shelaughed,thesound
ofitcausinghishearttoflutter.Howthewomanhadsomuchpoweroverhimwasamystery,a
concerning,disturbingmystery.
"No...Ithoughtwe'dfuckafewtimes,you'dgetaddictedandbecomeastalker,andI'dhavetoput
arestrainingorderonyou."Helaugheddeepinhischestassheyelpedandpulledaway."I'mteasingyou,
baby.Ididn'tknowwhatwouldhappen."Hewrappedherinatighthug,movingheraroundthedance
floor,butnevertakinghiseyesoffofher."Istilldon'tknowwhat'sgoingtohappen,butIwouldn'tbe
anywhereelseintheworldbesidesherewithyou."
"You'regettingsappyinyouroldage."Shegavehimacheekygrinandpulledhimdownforafew
shortkisses."Ilikeit.Alot."
"Good.I'mprettysureI'mjustgoingtokeepaging."Hewaggedhiseyebrowsasshegrumbled
somethingsoftly."It'sthebestoptionIcansee."
"Myturn,boss."Bencutin,stealingBethanyfromhim.
Damonmovedbackandsmiled.Benwasabouttheonlyguythatcouldtakehisgirlforaspin
aroundthedancefloorandDamonnotbeupsetaboutit.Hewouldcomeoutoftheclosetsoonerorlater,
butthatwouldbehischoice.Damonwouldsupporthimnomatterwhat.Ben'sfuturewaslockedinwith
M&Bwithoutadoubt.Theguyhadgiventhem150%ofhimselfsincethedayhewashired.
"Boss."Philipmovedupbesidehim,abeerinonehandandtheothertuckedintohispocket.
"YougetthroughthatauditIputonyourdesklastweek?"Regardlessofthefactthatheactually
likedPhilipandfoundhisworktobeoutstanding...theguyhadbeeninterestedinBeth.Therewasno
gettingaroundthat.
"Suredid.Lindahasthefinalfilesforyou.Shewastypinguptheopinionletterandthenit'sall
yours."Philipgrinned."It'stwodaysearlierthanthedeadlineyougaveme."
"Yep.Buyyourselfabeeronmetonight.Goodjob,kid."Damonpattedhisbackandwalked
towardhisdadandKaren,whowerelaughingaboutsomethinginthecornertogether."Whatareyoutwo
upto?"
"Justenjoyingeachother."HisdadmovedtowardKarenandpulledherintoasidehug.Bethany's
motherlookedlikeanolderversionofBeth.Itwasalmostuncannyhowmuchtheyresembledoneanother.
"It'snothardtodo."Karenglancedupathisfather."Ithinkwe'llalwaysenjoyeachotherthough.
He'ssoftwhenI'mnotandhardwhen-"
"Toomuchinfo."Damonpressedhisfingerstohisearsandgavethemalookoffalsedisgust.
"Oh,hell."Karenpressedherhandoverhermouthasherprettyfaceturnedbrightred.
"Damon.Jeez."HisfatherrolledhiseyesandpoppedDamoninthechest."You'dbegroundedfor
aweekforthatcommentifyouwerejustalittleyounger."
"Alittleyounger?"Damonsmiled."Iwasteasing."Heglancedaround."Iknowthisisanoffice
party,butI'mreadyforMatttogethisasshome.Whendidhesayhewouldbein?"
"SometimeonSunday.We'repickinghimupunlessyouwantto."
"ThisSunday?"Damon'sinterestwaspiqued."Sohe'llbehereallweekwithus?"
"Yeah,Bethanywantedhiminvolvedinallthestufffortheweddingthisweek.Youknowshe
didn'twanttodomostofthestuffuntiltheweekof,whichisinsane,butsheenjoysthelastminuterushof
gettingthingsdone."Karenrolledhereyes.
"She'sapantser."Damonglancedoverhisshouldertofindherdancingwithanotheroneoftheir
associates."GoodthingI'maplanner."
"Yeah,well,justletherbewhosheis.That'swhoyoufellinlovewith."Damon'sdadpattedthe
sideofDamon'sfaceasheturnedbacktothem.
"You'rejustfullofadvicetoday,aren'tyou,oldman?"Damonresponded.
"IguessIam."Damon'sdadshrugged."Itfeelslikeyou'regrowingup,finally.You'llhavekidsof
yourownsoon,andthenyou'llunderstand."
"Waitaminute.Letusgetmarriedfirstandthen-"Damonstarted.
"Kids!Icannotwait.Pleasetellmeit'sgoingtobesoonerthanlater."Karenmovedtowardhim,
pressingherhandstohischest."Iwouldlovetohearthesoundoflittlefeetfillingupthehallways.You
havetohavethree,ormaybefour,orfive."
"Ormore,"Damon'sfatherchimedin.
"Ormorewhat?"Bethmovedupbesidehim,herbreathingoffkilterfromdancing.
"Fiveormorekids."Damonwrappedanarmaroundhershouldersandsqueezed."Yourmom's
request."
"What?Notonlyno,buthellno."Bethanyreachedoutandtookhermother'sdrink."Youwant
morekids,youhavethem."
Tohissurprise,KarenglancedupatDamon'sfatherandsmiled."Youwanna?"
"OhGod,"BethanymumbledanddraggedDamonbacktothedancefloor,savingallofthemfrom
yetanotherawkwardconversation.Itwouldseemtheyweregettinggoodatthem...withoutMatthew
beingtheretofacilitate.
Theworldwassuddenlyastrange,strangeplace.
Chapter8
Bethany
"D
idyouhavefuntonight?"DamonreachedforBethany'shandastheywalkedtowardthehouse.
"Yeah.Yousureyoudon'tneedtogobacktotheoffice?Ihonestlyunderstandifyoudo,Damon."
Shesqueezedhishandandmovedinfrontofhim.
Hewrappedhisarmsaroundherasshefumbledwiththekeys.Assillyasitwas,therewas
somethingsorightaboutthembeingtheretogether,waitingtowalkintothehousetheyshared.Itwas
dreamyandalittleoverwhelming.
"No.I'llputinsomeextrahoursnextweek.TomorrowisyourgraduationandthenMattcomesin
onSunday.IhavemyofficehereatthehouseifIneedtowrapsomethingup.Stopworrying.I'myoursfor
thenextfewdays."Hekissedthesideofherneck,causingchillbumpstoracedownherback.
"Good.Thatsoundsincredible."Shepushedthedooropenandwalkedtowardthekitchen,the
soundofherheelsfillingupthehallway."Yougochange,andI'llmakeussomethingtodrink."
"That'smyline."Hepoppedherbutt."Gogetoutofthoseheelsandthatdress.I'llmeetyouinthe
livingroominafewminuteswithabottleofwine."
Shepurredandwalkedtowardthebedroom,shakingherhipsalittlemorethanwasnecessary.
Herphonebuzzedinherpurseasshewalkedintotheirbedroom.Pausing,shepulleditouttoseethe
samenumberthatkeptcallingthedaybefore.
Bethanydroppeddownonthebedandpressedthephonebetweenherearandshoulderasshe
workedonherfirstheel."ThisisBethany.Hello?"
Nothing.Completesilence.Then...breathing.Soft,masculine?
"Hello?Whoisthis?I'mhangingupandblockingyournumberifyoudon't-"
Thecallended,leavingherwithsilenceagain.
"Howfrustrating."Shereachedupandgrabbedthephone,tossingitontothebedbehindher
beforegettingherheelsoff.Itrangagainandsheturnedandfloppeddownonherstomach,barelyableto
reachit."Whatdoyouwant?"shescreamedintothephone.
"Um,acheeseburger,amassageandforyoutoenjoyyourgraduationtomorrow?"Matthew's
voicesurprisedherbutbroughthertohersenses.
Shenarrowedhereyes."Haveyoubeencallingmeandbreathingintothephonelikeaweirdo?"
Shegotupandpressedthephonebetweenhercheekandshoulderagainasshestartedtoworkongetting
herdressunzipped.
"What?Ohman,Iwish.Hellno.I'vebeenkneedeepinthisartshowingtomorrowwithJonathan.
Ericawastoobusywiththefirmtohelpmewiththisone,soit'sbeenallme.Ithoughtyouweren’t
actuallyanadultuntilyouhitforty.I'mnotsureit'sfairtohavetoactlikeonethisearlyinthegame,"he
growled.
Bethanyfinallygotherzipperdownandmovedbackasherdressfelltothefloor.Itwouldhave
beentheperfecttimeforDamontocomeinandfindherhalfnaked,buthewasinthelivingroombythe
soundoftheTVinthebackground.
"Okay,well,someonekeepscalling.Nevermind."Shehuffed."Iwishyoucouldbehere
tomorrow.Iknowit'sselfish,andI'msorryforthat,butImissyou.Like,bad."
"Imissyoutoo.I'msosorryIdidn'tcoordinatebeingbackhomewithourshowingsbetter.That
wasstupidofme.IswearIonlyhavesomanybraincellstouse,andwalkingandbreathingaretakingup
ALOTofminerightnow."HechuckledandBethanysmiled.
TherewasnouseintryingtobemadatMatt.Itwasimpossible.
Shewalkedtoherdresserandpulledoutablacknightie,thesilksoftinherhands."It'sokay.I'm
justreadytoseeyou."
"Good.IcalledtomakesureyouorDamonwerepickingusupfromtheairport."
"Us?IsEricacomingearlywithyou?"ExcitementfilledBethany'schest.
"I’mnotsure.Ithinkso.Eitherway,she'sgoingtoworkfromthedowntownofficeformostofthe
week,butshe'llbefreewhenweneedtodothisorthat.It'sgoingtobeaprettybusyweek,right?"
"Yeah.IsavedalotofstufffortheendjustbecauseIworkbetterunderpressureandIhatemaking
decisionstoofarout.Ialwayschangemymindtentimes,sothistimeIjustwaited."
"Smartgirl."Mattclearedhisthroat."IsDamonaround?He'sbeensofuckingbusythatIhaven't
talkedtohiminaweek.It'sgettingoldtryingtoleaveavoicemailmessageonhisalready-filledup
phone."
Bethanywalkedtowardthelivingroomwithhernightgowninherhand,hopingtogivehermana
show."Letmeseewhereheis.Hemissesyoutoo.Hementionedityesterday."
Sheroundedthecornerandstopped.Thewineglassessatonthetable,thewinenexttothemand
theTVplayingsoftlyinthebackground.Damonwasonthecouch,hishandsclaspedacrosshisstomach,
hiseyesclosed.Thesoftsnoringcomingfromhimwasendearingandyetdisappointing.He'dputhimself
undertoomuchasoflate.Whywouldn'thebeexhausted?
"Well,notsureifyou'llbelievethis,buthe'spassedoutonthecouch."Sheturnedandwalked
backtothebedroom,tryingtokeephervoicedown."He'sbeenworkingnon-stoptryingtogetreadyfor
thetimeoffthatIaskedhimtotakeforthewedding."
"Guessthat'sgoodandbad.Atleasthewaswillingtotakethetime."
"True.I'llhavehimcallyoutomorrow."
"No,I'llbeintheshowingallday.I'lljusttextyouthetimeandflightnumberforSunday.Just
makesuresomeoneistheretopickusup.Ifnothingelse,sendoneofmydad'sdrivers."
"Allright.Besafe.Loveyou."Shetossedthenightieontothechairbesideher.
"Loveyoutoo.SeeyouSunday.Ican'twait!"
Shesmiledandpulledthephoneawayfromherearbeforesettingitdownandundoingherbra.No
needtowearsomethingsexyseeingthatDamonwasn'tgoingtogetupagainuntilmorning.Sheyawned
andwalkedtoherdressertopulloutacottont-shirtandsleepingpants,almosthappytogettowearthem
instead.
"Maybehimfallingasleepearlyisn'tsuchabadthing."Shesnortedasshepulledtheshirtover
herheadandthepantsupherlegs.She'dmusclehimintothebedandlayinthecircleofhisarmsuntilshe
passedout.Itwassomethingshelovedtodo...watchhimsleepandwonderwhathewasdreamingabout.
Hopefullyher.
*
"Youreadytogo?"Damonmovedaroundthebed,workingonhistieandtryingtogethisfeetinto
hisshoesasBethanystoodbehindhim,checkingoutherdressinafull-lengthmirror.
"Yeah.I'msorryaboutthealarm.Thatwasstupidofme.Ifinallygotyouinthebedlastnight,put
thewineupandcrawledinthebedtosnugglewithyoualittlebeforeyoufellbackasleep.IfiguredI
wouldgetbackupandreadalittle.Inevergotbackup."Shehuffedandbrushedherhandsdownthefront
ofherdress."Doesthis-"
"It'sbeautiful."Hemovedtowardher,grippingherhipandpullinghertowardhim."Fixmytie
andlet'sgetoutofhere.Youhavetolineupinthirtyminutesandtrafficisgoingtobeabear."
"Okay.I'msor-"
"Nomoreapologies,Beth.Itwasanaccident."Hetouchedthesideofherface,smilingasshe
workedonhistie.
"What?IkeepthinkingIknowthatgrin,butitmeanssomethingneweverytimeIseeit."She
suckedherbottomlipintohermouthandtiltedherhead,tryingtoconcentrateongettinghistiejustright.
"I'mnottellingyou.Mysecretsaremyown,butIwillsaythis...I'mproudofyou.You're
graduatingwithyourmaster’sfromagreatschoolandyou'redoingitwitha4.0.I'mrarelyimpressed,but
youjustkeeppullingofffeatafterfeat."
Shefinishedwithhistieandtouchedthesidesofhisface."Ijustexpectalotfrommyself.High
standards...highrewards."
"Whotaughtyouthat?"Hepulledherhandsdownfromhisfaceandleaneddowntokissherafew
times."Youknowwhat?Tellmeinthecar.We'relate!"
"Mydaddid,thoughIdon'tknowwhy.Heobviouslyhadnostandardsatall."Shepulledbackand
walkedtowardthehallway."We'llbefine.It'snotliketheceremonystartsanytimesoon.Wepracticedthe
lineupyesterday.Whatintheworldcouldtheywantfromusnow?"
"Ittakestimetogetthatmanyexcitedpeopleintherightorder."Damonmovedupbehindher.
"Justlookforusinthestands."
Shesmiledandreachedforthedoor."AmIgoingtobeabletofindyououtofthethousandsof
peoplethere?"
"Yep."
"Whydoesthisworryme?"
Helaughed."Becauseitshould?"
*
ThebigpinksignsDamon,KentandBethany'smomwavedforherasshewentacrossthestage
weren'teasytomiss.Theirvoicesweren'tveryloud,buttheireffortswereheardloudandclear.Hereyes
filledwithtearsasshewalkeddownthefarendofthestage,diplomainhand.Itwasagreathonorto
completehermaster’s,butevenmorethanthat,shehadthreepeopleinthestandsthatthoughttheworldof
her.Andafewmorecomingintotownthenextday.
"I'mproudofyou."Kendalstoodatthebottomofthestagewithasmileonhishandsomeface.He
wasdeckedoutinhismaster’sattireandlookedstudious.
"Thanks.I'mprettyproudofmetoo."Sheextendedherhand,knowingthathehatedanypublic
displayofaffection.Hispastdidn'tallowfortoomanyquestionstobeaskedaboutinvolvementwitha
student.
"Cockything.You'retakingafterDamonnow."Kendalshookherhandbeforepullingherintoa
quickhug."YouknowIcouldalwaysgetyouajobatthecollege.Justsaytheword."
Shesmiled."Maybedowntheline,butfornow,I'mgoingtofigureoutwheremyplaceisbeside
DamonatM&B.I'mnotsureit'sthere,butwe'llsee."
"Good.We'lltalksoon.Congratulations."Kendalmovedbacktoletherpass.
Sheglancedbackandnoticedthatthelinewasgettingalittleridiculousbehindher.Timetolet
everyoneelsehaveDr.Tarrington'sattention.Itwascovetedintheaccountingdepartment,nodoubt.
Bethanymadeherwaytowardherseat,butsomethingcaughthereye.Amanstoodbytheexit
closesttothegraduateseats.Heturnedaboutthetimeshereallygotagoodlookathim,butshedidn't
needmuchmorethanafewseconds.She'dknowhimanywhere.
"Dad?"Shewalkedpastherrow,ignoringtheurgingoftheprofessorinchargeofgettingthe
graduatesseatedagain.
Theguywalkedoutofthecoliseumandintothechillynightair,stoppingjustoutsidethedoorand
glancingupatthesky.
Bethanypickedupherwalktoajog.Maybeshewasseeingwhatshewantedtosee.Maybehe
wasn'twhoshethoughthewas,butshecouldn'tnottestoutthetheory.Ifitwashim...whatthefuckwas
hedoingthere?Didshereallywanttoseehimafteralltheyearsoflivingwithouthim?Shewasonly
twelvewhenheleft.Seemedlikeagesago.
Shestoppedjustinfrontofthedoor,herhandsonthebar,shaking."Noway.There'snoway."
Theguystiffenedasifhefeltsomeone'seyesonhim.Heturnedslowly,themomentengraving
itselfinBethany'smemories.
"Bethany."Hiseyeswidenedandthehorroronhisfacetoldherallsheneededtoknow.
Shepushedthedooropenthougheverythinginsideofherscreamedtopullitclosed.Toprotect
herself."Daddy?"
"Yeah,baby."Hestoodstonestill,onlyhislipsmoving.Amillionwordscrossedbetweenthem,
butnothingwassaid.Theairaroundthemcrowdedwiththewhitecloudscomingfromtheirlipsastheir
breathhitthecold.
Shewaitedaslongasshecould,hermindtryinglikehelltoprocesswhattodonextasherheart
rippedopeninherchest.Sheaskedthequestionthathadplaguedherforyearsafterheleft,nightafter
night,cryingherselftosleepwiththesameuselessquestiononhermind.
"Why?Whydidyouleaveus?"Thesadnessinhervoicemeltedintoanguishasshereachedup
andpressedherhandtohermouth.
WherewasDamon?Orhermother?OrMattforcryingoutloud.Anyonewouldhavebeena
comfort.
"Ihadnochoice,baby.Ihadtorun.ImadesomehorriblechoiceswhenIwasyounger,andyour
motherputupwiththem,butonenightIdecidednomore.Ididn'tdeserveeitherofyou,andyoudidn't
deservethelifeIledyouinto.So,Iran...sotheywouldfollowme.IgotwhatIdeserved."
"AndwhataboutwhatIdeserved?"Angerburnedthroughhersobrightitalmostblindedher.She
steppedforward,closingthegapbetweenthemandslappedhimashardasshecould."Whataboutwhat
momdeserved?Wewentthroughhellwithoutyou,becauseofyou."
Henoddedandglanceddown,hisshouldersrounding."Andforthat,I'msorry.Youcan'tseeit
frommysideofthestreet,Beth.Becauseyou'veneverstoodoverhere,andIpraytoGodyouneverhave
to.I'msorryforcomingtonight.Theyhadyournameinthepaper,andIreallywantedtoseeyou.Forgive
me."
Heturnedandwalkedtowardthestreet,hisdemeanorthatofabrokenman.
"No.Youdon'tgettoshowupandwalkawayagain,"shecalledafterhim.
"Whatwouldyouhavemedo,Beth?TellmeandI'lldoit."
"It'sBethany,andIdon'tknow!"Sheforcedhertearsbackdown.Shecouldcrylater.Shewasn'ta
brokenlittlegirlanymore,andhewouldn'tgetanothertearfromher.
"It'salwaysbeenBeth,baby.That'smynicknameforyou."
"Well,don't-"
"Beth?Youokay?"Damon'svoicepulledherfromherthoughtsandsheturnedtofacehimasasob
roseupinherchest.
"Iwasjust...thisismy..."sheglancedbacktofindhimgone."Wait.Wait!"Shejoggedtowardthe
street,half-trippingonhergownasDamoncalledafterher."Wheredidhego?"
"Who,baby?"Damoncaughtuptoherandpulledherintohisarms."What'sgoingon?"
"Mydadwashere,Damon.HewatchedtheceremonyandIfollowedhimout."
"Yousure?"Hepulledherintighterandkissedthetopofherhead."Comebackinsidewithme."
"Fine,butyes,I'msure.Hewasstandingrighthere.Islappedhiminthefaceandtalkedtohimfor
fivefullminutes."Thefactthatshe'dslappedhimhurther.Shecouldhaveletoutherrageanotherway.
Hewasstillherdad.
"Bethany?"Hermothercalledfromtheexitdoor,herandKentwalkingout."What'swrong?"
"Don'tsayaword."SheglancedupatDamon."Promise?"
"Anythingforyou."HeleaneddownandkissedherbeforeturningtohermomandKent."Nothing.
Shegotalittleoverheatedandcameoutforair.Everythingisfine.Nobiggie."
Bethanylethereyesscanthestreetonemoretime.Itwasabiggie.Areallybigbiggie.
Chapter9
Damon
"Y
ousureyoudon'twantmetogo?"Bethliftedherhead,hereyessleepy,hervoicethickwith
exhaustion.
"No,baby.I'llgetMattandEricaandwe'llcomebackheresoyoucanseeeveryone.Sleepin.
Lastnightwascrazy.Ididn'tknowyourmothercoulddrinklikethat."Damonleaneddownandkissedthe
sideofherheadasshegrumbledsomethingincoherent.
Thegirlwassexybentoverhisdesk,butnothingbeathermorninglook.Soinnocentandbeautiful.
Heforcedhimselftotakeafewstepsbackfromthebed.Ifhedidn'tleavesoon,he'dfindhimselftucked
upbehindherinexplorationmode.Nothingsoundedbetter.
"Loveyou,"shemumbledandrolledovertoherotherside,leavingherbacktohim.
Hewaiteduntilherbreathingslowedtoliftthecovers.Hershortshadtangledaroundherthighs,
andalittlebitofherasswashangingoutnearthebottom.Suckinghisbottomlipintohismouth,hestifled
agrowlandreachedouttocaressher.
He'dalmostmadecontactwhenhisphonebuzzedandshewokeup.
"Bye,baby."Heturnedandwalkeddownthehall,cursingthesituation.Heshouldhavelethis
fatherandKarenpickupMatthewandErica."No,youknowMattwouldhavebeenpissylikeaschool
girlwholostherfavoritetoy."
Thecallwasfromhisfather.HegrabbedhiskeystotheMercedesandwalkedoutofthehouse
beforeanswering.
"Hey,Dad.What'sup?"Thesunwasout,butitwasstillchilly.
"I'mturningoffthefreeway.I'llgowithyoutopickupMatthewandErica."
"Yousure?"Damonunlockedhiscarandgotintofindhissunglasses.
"Yeah.Iwanttoseeyouboth."
"Somethingserious?"Helocatedthemandgotbackoutofthecar,puttingthemonandlockingup
hisbeauty.
"No,notatall.Justwantedtospendsometimewithyouguys.Karenisdeadtotheworld."He
snorted.
"SoisBeth.Ididn'trealizetheycoulddrinklikefish."Hewalkedaroundthecarashisfather
pulledup.Damondroppedthecallandgotin."Yousureyou'reupforbeingaroundtheliving?Youdrank
likeawhaleyourselflastnight."
"Yeah,right."Hisfatherrolledhiseyes."Boy,I'vebeendrinkingsinceIwasinjuniorhigh.Last
nightwasnobigdeal."
"Lush."Damonpulledonhisseatbeltandleanedback."Matt'sbringingEricawithhim,right?"
"Idon'tthinkso.ShewasworkinghardtofixafewblooperswehadonanewTVadthisweek.
Nothingthatendedupbeingherfault,butIputherinchargeofcleaningitup."Damon'sfatherpulledthe
caroutofthedrivewayasthesunblindedthemboth.
"AnythingIneedtogetinvolvedwith?"Damonreachedupandflippeddownhisvisor."Ican
headupthereforadayorsothiscomingweekif-"
"Noway.KarenandBethanywouldbothkillme.No,Ericacanhandleit,andshe'lljustbealittle
lategettinghere,butshe'snotgoingtomissanyofthefestivities."Damon'sdadglancedoverathim."Are
youhavingabachelorparty?"
"Why?Areyouwantingtocome?"Damonsmirked.
"Hellno.I'mtoooldforthat.Besides,Idon'twanttoembarrassyouinfrontofyourfriends."
"Dad,youwouldn'tembarrassme.Comewithus.We'rejustgoingtohangoutandmaybegotoa
barforafewdrinks.Nothingbig."
"Embarrassyoubydrinkingyouallunderthetable.Youboysjustcan'tholdyourliquorlikewe
couldintheolddays."
"Olddays?"Damonlaughed."Okay,Dad.Thinkwhatyouwant.I'ddrinkyouunderthetableany
timeyou'dliketotrymeout."
"Nowwho'sthelush?"Hisfathersmiledandturnedontothefreeway."WhatairlineisMatthew
flying?"
"Idon'tknow,butI'llcheckmyphone."Damonleanedbackinhisseatandranthroughthe
messagesonhisphone.
"Whoallisgoingwithyouguystotheparty,anyway?NotthatI’mreallyinterested."
"Tothebachelorparty?"Damonglancedoverathisdad.Theywereclose,buthisdadwasalmost
tootalkative.Somethingwasup.
"Yes."
"Me,Kendal,MattandBen."Damonshiftedalittletoturnmoretowardhisfather."Okay,spill.
What'sgoingonwithyou?"
"What?"Hisfathersoundedsurprised.
"You'vebeenchattinglikealittleoldladyandyoukeepbringingupFridaynight.What'sgoing
on?"Damonpinnedhisfatherwithahardstare.Hewasalmosttoopredictable.
"Nothing,I'mjusttryingtogetmymindonsomethingfun.Yourweddingisthatthing.Isthatnot
okay?"
"No.It'snot.Somethingisup.Tellme,orI'llhaveMattplagueyoutodeathuntilyouwantto
throwhisassinthenearestlakewecometo."
"Fine."Hisfathersighed,hisshouldersrounding,hisexpressionsoftening."Karenthinksshesaw
herex-husbandlastnightatthegraduation.She'snotsure,butshewasprettytornupaboutit.Don'tsay
anythingtoBethany,please.Sheshouldn'thavetobearthat,seeingthatitwasjustafigmentofKaren's
imagination."
"Andthatupsetsyou,why?Doesn'tseemlikesomethingthatshouldaffectyouatall."
"Seriously?"Hisdadglancedover,thelookonhisfacetellingtoomuch.
"Areyoujealous?Nofuckingway.You'reeverythingthisguyisn'tandalotmore."Damonturned
backtofacethefrontwindowashechuckled."Pleasetellmeyou'repullingmyleg."
"Karenlovedhimdeeply,Damon.He'snotsomepunkthatwentinandoutofherlife.Theyhalf-
raisedeachotheraskids.Experienceandhistoryadduptoaprettybigconnection."Heranhishandover
hischinandletoutasigh."Ifitwereme,Iwouldbeconfused.Discombobulated."
"Right,butit'snotyou.It'sKaren,andthismanputherthroughabsolutehell.Heabandonedthem."
"There'sareasonforeverythingthathappens,Damon.Youknowthis."
"NotthisshitwithMomagain."Damonglancedoutthewindow,feelingallofseventeenagain.
"Let'stalkaboutsomethingelse.Seriously.Youhavenothingtoworryabout.Karenlovesyou.I'veseenit
overandoveragainoverthelastsixmonths."
"Iknow.I'mjustbeingstupid.SeemsweirdhavingyougetmarriedandMattinarelationship."
Anothersoftsigh."Idon'tknow...Iguessit'sagoodthing,butitfucksmeupalittle."
Damonchuckledbeforereachingoverandsqueezinghisdad'sshoulder."Well,itshouldn't.You
shouldbeproudandrelieved."
"ProudofyouandrelievedforMattortheotherwayaround?"
Damonsmiledandpointedtotheairline’ssign."Bothforbothofus.That'sourturnthere."
Theyrodeinsilencetherestofthewaytotheterminal,butDamoncouldn'thelpbutnoticehow
withdrawnhisdadwas.ItwasalmostasifhewaswaitingforKarentoleavehimforthethugthatlefther
andBethanyhighanddry.
Hewasbeingridiculous.Therewasnowayinhellthatwouldhappen.
Notinamillionyears.
*
"Hey,you!"Damonwalkedtowardhisbrother,Matt,asthebigoafjoggedofftheplaneandused
theropeasahurdle.
"I'mhome!"MattwrappedDamoninatighthugandliftedhimoffthegroundasDamongrunted.
Mattmighthavebeenthelittlebrother,buthewasn'tlittleatall.Notbyalongstretch.
"Hi,son."Damon'sfathermovedupandwrappedMattinahugassoonasDamonreleasedhim.
Matt'ssmilewassobig,ithadtohavehurthisface,buthedidn'tseemtonotice.
"SickofSeattlealready?"Damonaskedastheywalkedtowardbaggageclaim.Hecouldonly
imaginethatMattwouldhaveonetotwobags.HewasagroomsmanintheweddingandKarenmightkill
himifhedidn'thavehisshoesandaccessoriesthatsheandBethanyhadpickedoutandshippedupto
Seattle.WhyinthefucktheyexpectedMatttokeepupwithanythingwasbeyondDamon.
"No,it'sbeautifulupthere,butthere'snoplacelikeTexas.It'searlyspringanditfeelslike
heaven."Mattgaveagoofygrinandglancedoverattheirfather."Where'sKarenandBethany?Ifigured
theywouldbewithyouguys."
"Toomuchtodrinklastnight."Damon'sdadshookhishead."Thesearesomewildwomenyour
brotherandIhavechosen."
"Metoo.Ericais..."Mattletoutalongwhistle."She'ssomethingelse."
"So,howdidtheshowinggolastnight?Yousellout?"DamonwrappedhisarmaroundMatt's
shoulders,ignoringthefactthathisbrotherwasactuallyatinybittallerthanhim.
"Isuredid.Jonathanactuallyhadapre-sale,sobythetimeeveryonegotthereandtheshowgot
started,weonlyhadtwoofmypaintingsstillforsale.Themanisagenius."Mattpulledawayfrom
Damon."Mybag’salreadycomingdowntheshoot."
"Good.Gogetit."DamonreachedoutandpulledMatt'sbackpackoffhisshoulders."I'lltakethis
one."
Mattstartedtowardthebaggageclaimandglancedback."Youexcited?Terrified?Exhausted?"
"I'mgood.Peaceful,funnyenough."Damongavehisbrotherawarmsmile,excitedtoseethe
nugget-headforaweek.Thoughhewouldneversayitinamillionyears,hemissedMattlikecrazy.
"Peaceful,huh?"Damon'sfathermovedupbesidehim."Idon'tthinkI'veeverheardyouusethat
termwhenreferringtoyourself."
"IhaveBeth.I'mgood.She'shonestlyallIneed."
"Nowthat'snew."Hisfatherglancedoverathim."I'mgoingtogetthecar.I'llmeetyouguysup
front."
"Really?Playingchauffeur?You'reabillionaire,Dad."
"Yeah,butnotthetypicalone.You'renoteither."Hewalkedoff,turningbacktowinkatDamon
beforehedisappearedintoaseaofbodies.
"WheredidDadgo?"Mattstoppedbesidehimwithabigsuitcasefitforahordeofwomen
travelingtogether.
"Hewenttogetthecar."Damonbackedupandlethiseyesmoveacrossthesuitcase."Whatthe
fuckareyoudoingwithabagthatbig?"
"What?This?"Mattsaidinahigh-pitchedvoice."Leavemealone.Ineedmystuff!"
"Ohshit.Seattleischangingyou."DamonreachedouttotakethesuitcaseasMattswattedhim
again.
"Naw,IpaintedyouandBethanysomethinganddidn'twantitjackedupontheflight,soIbrought
Erica'sluggage."
"Andwhat'sshegoingtouse?"Damonmovedtowardtheexit.
"Mine,Iguess.Shouldbeinteresting."Mattlaughed."Iwishshecouldhavecomedownwithme,
butshe'sworkingonsomethingforDad."
"Youguysdoingokay?"Damonwasn'tsurewherethingslaidafterallMattandEricahadbeen
through.Forroughstarts,theirstookthecake.Well,Kendal'sandthenMatt.Nooneseemedtohavea
normalcourtship.Maybethatmeanttherelationshipwouldlast?
"Hellyeah.She'smylady,andI'mherman."
Damoncouldn'tgethishandupfastenoughtotellMattnottostartsingingCelineDion.Hebelted
it,andDamonsimplywalkedbesidehim,ignoringthelookstheygot.Afewpeoplegawkedandseveral
clapped,butMattenjoyedhimselfnevertheless.
"Iseeyou'restillonstrike?"Damonheldthedooropenforhisbrotherandstifledhissmile.
"Togrowup?Ohyeah.That'snevergonnahappen."
"NotevenforErica?"
"ShelovesmejustthewayIam.It'soneofthereasonsIkeepher."Mattmovedtowardthecaras
theirfatherpulledup."Don'ttellherthatthough.Shethinksshe'sdoingcharityworkbykeepingme."
"That'sbecausesheis."Damonsnortedandmovedtowardthetrunk."Dadneedstogivehera
raise.Someoneshouldshowhersomeappreciation."
"Oh,Ido."Mattwaggedhiseyebrows."Icouldgiveyoudetails."
"Nope.I'mgood."Damonliftedhishandandwalkedtohissideofthecar.
TheywouldbeintheireightiesandMattwouldstillbeaschildishashewaswhentheywere
teenagers.Itwasjustpartofhischarm.
Chapter10
Bethany
FourDaysLater
T
heweekhadbeenfartoomuchfunwithMattbackhome.Shoppingandmoviewatching,eatingoutand
goingthrougholdphotoshadbeenthego-toactivities.Damonhadbeenthereforthemajorityofthetime,
buthadtoslipofftotheofficeeveryonceinawhile.WithMatthome,itwashardtobeupsetabout
Damonneedingtowork.Theonlyproblemwasthattheweekwentbyfartoofast.
BethanywokeuponThursdaymorningandlayinthedarknessbesideDamon,hermindracing
withthefactthattheyweregoingtobemarriedonSaturday.Shewasthrilledandyetterrified.Shewas
justlearninghowtobeagoodgirlfriendtothewaywardalphamale.Butbeinghiswife?
"Isthereanydifference?"Sherolledontohersideandreachedouttorunherfingersdownhis
arm.Hismusclesflexedandhegroanedsoftlyasshetracedhisbicep.
"Youtalkingtoyourself,sweetheart?"Hewasstillhalf-asleepfromwhatshecouldtell.
"Maybe."Shemovedupbehindhim,pressedherchesttohisbackandleaneddowntokisshis
neckbelowhisear."Iwascoachingmyselfonhowtobeagoodwifetoyou."
"Andwhatwasyouradvice?"Heyawnedloudlyandmovedover,rollingontohisbackand
reachingforher.
"Idon'tknow,honestly.Doyouhaveanyadvice?"
"OfcourseIdo."Helickedathislipsandmovedthecovers,leavinghishardbodyonfull
display."Let'sstartwithyoucrawlingupheretositinmylap.I'mthekindofmanwholovestohavehis
womaninhislapwheneverpossible."
"Easyenough."Shemovedontohislap,spreadinghersoftnessoverhimandrollingherhips.She
rarelysleptnaked,buthe'dtalkedherintoitthenightbefore.Hiswarmskinpressedtohersthroughout
thenighthadherconvincedthatitmightbetheonlywaytosleepinthebedwithhim.
"Andthenallyougottadoisloveme."Hereachedupandpalmedherbreasts,squeezingbefore
tuggingathernipple.
"AndhowwouldyourecommendIdothat?"Sheleanedtowardhimandpressedherhandstohis
chestasherhaircascadedforward.
"Takemeintoyouandmakelovetome."Hereachedupandpulledherdown,grippingherass
withonehandandtanglinghisfingersintoherhairwiththeotherashekissedherdeeply.
Theideaofmorningbreathbeingaproblemleftherasheshiftedhishipsandimpaledher.All
consciousthoughtleftandsheletherneedtakeover.
Theyworkedtheirhipsagainsteachotherasshepressedherhandstothebed,andhetouched
everypartofher.
"It'sassimpleasthis?"Bethaskedbeforesittingbackupandliftinguptoworkthefulllengthof
himwithherbody.
"Absolutely.I'mnotcomplicated.Ijustwantyoutolovemewithyourheart,"hereachedupand
touchedherchest,"yourmind,"hetouchedthesideofherheadandgroanedasshebobbedonhiscock,
"andyourbeautifulbody."
Hegrippedherhipsandjerkedherdown,fillingherupbeforerollingthemoverandpressingher
tothebed."Thatsoundlikesomethingyoumightbeinterestedin?"
"Howlongisthejob?"Shewrappedherlegsaroundistautwaistandtriedtostillherracing
heart.Itdidn'ttakemuchattentionfromhimandshewaspantingandshaking.
"Well,that'sthecatch."Heliftedupandglanceddownthelengthofherbody."Openyourlegs
wide.Iwannawatchyoutakeme."
"There'sacatch?"Shemoanedashepresseddownintoher,takinghistime,inchbyinch.
"Alwaysacatch,babygirl."Heglancedup,hiseyesdarkwithdesire."It'sajobthatlastsforever.
Youthinkyoucanhandlethat?"
Hedroveintoheragainasshedughernailsintohissidesandcriedoutinpleasure.
"Harder."
"Answerme."Hepulledout,rubbingthetipofhisdickalonghercenter."Now."
"OfcourseIcanhandlethat,andmuchmore."Shepressedherheelintothebedandrolledthem
backovertogaintheupperhand."Now,stopteasingme.I'msupposedtobeatthespainfortyminutes."
"Smellinglikesexandcandy?"Hesmiledandgrippedherhipsagain,fuckingherfastfrombelow.
"Better?"
"Much."Shepressedherfingersagainstthestrongmusclesofhisstomachandwhimperedashe
broughtherovertheedge."Sogood."
"Youaresogood,Beth.Youshouldseehowwellyou'retakingthisbigdick.It'sfuckinghot."He
pulledherdownandkissedherhardasshejerkedagainsthim."But,it'smyturn."
Herolledthembackoverandreacheddowntogripherhandsbeforepullingthemfaraboveher
head.Hetookbothofherwristsinonehandandpinnedherdown."Milkmebeforeyougo,lover?"
"Hellyes."Shejerkedherhips,workinghimasherolledhisbody,fuckingherfastanddeep.His
eyesflutteredshutafewminuteslater,andsheenjoyedeverysecondofwatchinghimlosehimselfabove
her.Hisgroansfilledtheair,accompaniedbythedeliciousscentoftheirsexandherpanting.
"Damn,woman."Hecollapsedontopofher."Remindmewhywe'rejustnowfindingeachother."
"Becauseyou'reoldandI'mnot?"Shelaughedashecametoandgaveheralookofchallenge.
"Oldisrelative.Let'sseewhocankeepupandwho'slaggingbehind."
"That'saboutexperience,andI'mnotexactlyrunningwiththechampsonsexualexperiences."
"Ilikethataboutyou."Heleaneddownandkissedherafewmoretimes."Lockthebathroomdoor
behindyou."
"Why?Youleaving?"Sheranherfingersthroughthedamphairatthesideofhishead.
"No.I'llfollowyouinthereifyoudon't.Thenyou'llbelateandI'llhavetohearitfromEricaand
yourmother."Hekissedheragainandrolledoff.
Sherolledofftheothersideandwalkedtothebathroom,waggingherassforhim."AndwhatifI
wanttobelate."
"Lockit!"Heleaptoverthebed,lookinglikeasexgodashebarreledtowardher.
Sheyelpedandslappedthedoorbehindher,lockingitbeforelaughinghard.Itfeltgoodtobelong
tohiminthebedroom,butevenmoreso,outofit.
"Youalmostgotme."Shepressedherforeheadtothedoor.
"Almost?Woman,youunderestimateme."Thesoundofthelockpoppinghadherscreamingin
delight.
Itwasgoingtobealongmorning...inagoodway.
*
"Hi,baby!"Bethany'smomstoodupfromachairinthelobbyofthespa."Ericagotinthis
morning.She'llbehereanyminute."
"Hi,Mom."Bethsmiledattheattendanttoherleft."We'reherefortheBethanyBryantspaday?"
Whyhermotherhadforcedhertoputitinhersoon-to-benamewasbeyondher,buttherewassomething
rightaboutit."
"Ofcourse.Wehaveeverythingreadyforthethreeofyou.Didyouwanttowaitontheother
memberofyourparty?"
Bethanypulledhermomintoaquickhugbeforeturningherattentionontheattendant."Yeah,I
guessweshould.Doweallgointoaroomtogether?"
"No.Thefirstpartofthespadayisforeachofyoutogetanhourandahalfmassageofchoice.
Thenwe'llputyouinaprivateroominthebackforlunchandsendinournailandhairspecialistsoneata
time.Areyouthebride?"
"Iam."Bethanyfeltoddevensayingit.
"Good.Soit'suptoyouwhatyou'dliketodo."Theladysmiledandglancedovertoward
Bethany'smother.
"Ithinkweshouldgoback.They'llputEricainaroomassoonasshegetshere,andwe'llgofrom
there?"Bethany'smomwrappedanarmaroundhershoulder."We'llbegoodandrelaxedbeforesheeven
showsup."
"Ilikethesoundofthat."Bethanyshrugged."Okay,solet'sgetstartedthen.Oh,wait.IsAuntPatty
notcomingintoday?"
"No,butshe'llbeheretomorrowforyourbacheloretteparty.Whoalldidyouinvite?"Hermom
turnedtofaceher,reachinguptosmoothdownherhair.
"It'sreallyjustafunnightoutwithdinneranddrinks.I'mnotinterestedindoinganythingtoo
adventurous."
"Iunderstandthat,butwho'scoming?IsitallrightifPattyandIcome,orwouldyouratherwejust
stayatthehouse?Itwon'thurtmyfeelingsatall."
"It'sme,Erica,youandAuntPatty.There'snowayIwouldaskyoutostayathome.Youguyswill
bethelifeoftheparty."Bethanysmirkedbeforeturningtofollowtheattendanttowardtheback."Iwish
Kristawaswithus,butthat'snotgoingtohappen."
"No,baby.It'snot.Don'tevenfocusonit.We'llhaveagoodtimetogethertomorrowjustlikewe
willtoday.ThisisaboutyouandDamon.Nooneelse."
"You'reright."Bethanyletoutalongsigh,releasingthetensioninhershouldersandlettingher
mindwanderthroughtheeventsofthelastyear.Lifehadbeenawhirlwindofactivityandnotallofit
good,butitendedupbeingincredible.
"Justgetundressedandonthetableandoneofourmasseuseswillbewithyoushortly.We'll
knockbeforewecomein."Thewomansmiledandopenedadoor,movingbacktoletBethanyin.
"Great.Thankyou."Bethwalkedintosoftmusicandabarelylitroom.Exhaustiontuggedather
andshehappilystrippeddownandgotonthebed.Shecouldn'trememberhavingamassagebeforeinher
life,notonethatwasn'tfollowedupbysomeone'sstiffypokingherinthebackinexpectation.
MemoriesofherandDamon’sfirstmeetingrolledthroughhermindashereyesgrewheavy.She
didn'tevenhearthedooropenandclosebeforesheslippedintothedarknessandletsleeptakeher.
Bliss.
*
"Youfellasleep?"Bethany'smomchuckledastheysatacrossasmalltablefromeachother,Erica
sittingtoBeth'sleft.
"Ididtoo."Ericaliftedherhand.Herthickblondhairwasinamessybunontopofherhead,but
shelookedincredibleregardless.Bethanywasn'tsurethewomaneverhadabadhairdayinherlife.It
waspartofhercharm.
"See?Thankyou,Erica."BethanyliftedherhandtowardEricabeforeleaningbackinherchair
andstudyinghermom.Shewasagingsome,butstilllookedlikeamillionbucks."I'mgladyouguysare
herewithme.It'sbeenaweirdyear,losingmybestfriendtoherbeinglockedupforattemptedmurder
andhavingtosurviveKendal,MattandDamon."
"Yeah,oneisbadenough,butallthree?"Ericapickeduparollfromthebasketbetweenthem,her
robesleevedippingintotheoliveoil."Damn.Itneverfails.MattandIhaveajokeonwho'sgoingtoend
upcoveredinthemealfirst.Himorme."
Bethanyandhermotherlaughed."KentandIdothesamething."
Afterreachingforaroll,Bethshrugged."DamonandIhaveourquirkstoo,butgettingmessyat
dinnerisn'toneofthem."
"Sotellmewhatelseweneedtogetdone.AnythingIneedtodofortomorrownight?IsDana,
Kendal'sgirlfriend,comingwithus?OrSophia,Matt'sbestfriend?"Ericaasked.
"Shit.Ididn'teventhinkaboutthem.I'vebeenoutofit."Bethanyranherfingersthroughherhair.
"Ineedtoinvitethemboth."
"I'llinvitethem,"Ericaoffered."I'vemetthembothandknowSophiethankstoMatt."
"Idon'tknowhertoowell,butI'vebeenaroundDanaquiteabitthisyearbecauseofKendal."
Ericatookabigbiteofherrollandtriedtotalkaroundit.Bethanywasgratefulthatshewasn'tthe
onlyoneassuredtogetintroublefortalkingwithhermouthfull."It'sbeenaroughyearforeveryone."
"Notalkingwithyourmouthfull."Bethany'smomraisedhereyebrow.
"Ha!Iknewyouweregoingtogetbusted."BethanypointedtoErica."Iloveit."
"Iwaskidding.Dowhatyouwant."Bethany'smomchuckled."Ijustdidn'twanttoletBethany
down.ShethinksI'msodamnpredictable."
"Well,let'sjustproveherwrongtomorrownightatthebar.It'sbachelorettepartytime."Erica
liftedherhandsintheairanddancedtothemusicwhichhadtobeplayinginherhead.Hermovesdidn't
matchthesoft,serenemusicpumpingoutofthespeakersabovethem.
"OhLord."Bethanyrolledhereyes."It'sjustdinnerandsomedrinks."
"Andstrippers?"Ericacockedherheadandsmiled.
"Yes.Wemusthavestrippers."Bethany'smomclappedherhandsandbouncedinherchair.
"That'sit.I'mdreaming.I'mstillonthetablelosttoadream."Bethanyglancedbetweenhermom
andErica."I'mgoingtowakeupanyminute."
"Sure,it'sadream."Hermotherlaughed."Seemslikeitmightbemorelikeanightmare!"
Chapter11
Damon
D
amonwaiteduntilBethanylefttomeetupwithhermomandEricatotakealonghotshower.He'dbeen
honestaboutherlockingthedoor.Somethingaboutwantingmoreofherrodehimthehardestafterjust
havingher.Itwaslikeanaddiction.Onehedidn'tmindatall.Aslongashisneedtofeelheragainsthim
didn'tgetoutofcontrol,he'dbegood.She'daccusedhiminthepastofusingsextosettlehardemotions
betweenthem,andtruthbetold,hehad.Itwashislovelanguageandthedeepestwayheknewhowto
connectwithher.
Maybethatwouldchangeoverthefuture,butforthetimebeing,hewashappywithwhohewas,
andthrilledwiththewomanshewasbecoming.
Hetookhistimeintheshowerandlethismindwanderthroughhislife,enjoyingeachandevery
partofitashefocusedonhisrelationshipwithBeth,thenwithfriends,thenworkandthenfamily.
Everythingwasinplace.Nowallheneededwastoenjoythenextfewdayscelebratinganewlifewith
hisalmost-bride.HangingoutwithKendalandMattwouldbeablast.Thetwoofthemapartweregreat,
buttogether...hewasinforawildride.Theywouldeggeachotheron,andhimaswell,untiltheyall
endedupknee-deepintrouble.Maybethethreeofthemhavingwomennowwouldchangethings.
"Doubtit."Damonreachedupandturnedtheknobontheshower,cuttingoffthewaterflow.He
driedoffanddressedinjeansandat-shirtbeforedroppingdowninfrontofhiscomputer.Mattand
Kendalwouldn'tbebytopickhimupforanotherhourtoplayaroundofgolf.He'dusethetimetoget
throughafewmoree-mails.Wherehewastryinglikehellnottofocusonthefirmduringtheirwedding
week,hedidn'thaveachoiceonsomematters.He'dhitthoseupandlettherestrotinhisinboxuntilhe
couldgettothem.
Thesoundofsomeonebeatingonhisfrontdoorhadhimgroaning.Mattwasearly."Somuchfor
gettinganythingdone."Kendalwouldhaveploppeddownonthecouchwithamagazine,ortheTVfor
entertainment,butMattwouldwantattention,andrightlyso.Hewasn'tlivinginDallasanymore.Histime
withDamonwaslimited,andthisweekwaspromisedtobefocusedonfunandfamily.
"I'mcoming,youbigoaf."DamonpulledthedooropenandmovedbackasMattandKendal
walkedin."Youguysareearly."
"Yep.Wefigureditwouldbebettertobringbreakfastoverandinterruptyourworktimethanhave
youthinkyougotawaywithsomething.Causeyadidn't."Mattpokedhiminthechestandcarriedafew
boxestothekitchen."Comeeat.WeemptiedouttheKolacheshopdowntheroad.FreakingWashington
doesn'thaveKolache.Whatthehell?"
KendalsmiledandfollowedafterMatt."MaybethatmeansyouandEricashouldgethitchedand
movebackhere.WehaveartgalleriesinTexas,Matthew.Hello."
"NotlikeSeattle."MattturnedasDamonwalkedintothekitchen."Youreadytogetyourass
handedtoyouingolftoday?"
"Nothappening."Damonmovedpasthisbrotherandopenedoneoftheboxes,grabbingtwolarge
Kolacheoutandshovinghalfofoneinhismouth."AndyouandEricabelonginSeattle.InTexaswe're
interestedinbusinessandmakingmoney."
"Ohyeah?"MattsnatchedtheextraKolachefromDamon'shand."You'retryingtotellmethatyou
don'tmissme?"
DamonpoppedhiminthestomachandgrabbedtheKolacheasMattletoutagroanandbentover.
"Imissyoueveryday,butyoumovedupthereforareason.Yourdreamsareupthere.Keeplivingthem."
"Ohbrother."Kendalrolledhiseyes."Livingyourdreamsisoverrated.Theminuteyougetit,you
gottacomeupwithanewdream.Withsomethingbiggerorbetter.It'sexhausting."
"No,youdon't."Damonturnedtofacehisbestfriend."Andyou'rereallyonetofuckingtalkright
now.Yougotthegirlyouwanted."
"Againstallodds."Mattthrewinhistwocents."Prettyfuckedupsituationandshit."
"Yeah.That."DamonnoddedtowardMatt."Andyou'reteachingatthecollegethatyouwantedto
teachat.Tellmeyou'renotlivingyourdreams."
"Iam,butIcan'thelpbutthinkIneedtostartlookingforanewdream."Kendalshruggedandtook
abiteofhisbreakfast."Notanotherwomanorcareer,butsomethingmore.Somethingbigger."
"Notthisshitagain."Damonwalkedtowardthelivingroom."Youtalkedyourselfoutofbeing
contentincollegetoo,bro.That'swhyeveryrelationshipbeforeAnawasastruggle."
"Andafterher?"MattfollowedDamon,Kendaltakinguptherear.
"Ididn'tdateafterher."Kendalleanedagainstthedoorframeattheentranceofthelivingroom.
"Enoughofthisgirliebullshit.Getyourshoesonandlet'sgoplaygolf.Ineedtogetsomeaggressionout."
"Aggressionout?"Damonsnortedanddroppeddownonthecouch,enjoyinghisbreakfast.He
liftedoneofthehalf-eatenKolacheintheair."Thanksforbreakfast.Ilovethesethings."
"I'mnotsuregolfistherightsportforyouifyou'relookingtoletoffsomesteam.Maybeboxing?"
MattofferedandsatdownbesideDamon,leaningbackandputtinghisfeetonthecoffeetable.
"Orfuckingmoreoften?"Damonshovedtherestofhismealinhismouthandworkedonhis
shoes.
"Wefuckallthetime.She'sfarmorewomanthanIdeserve,butshe'sgivingandI'mnot.MaybeI
shouldfindacharitytogetinvolvedwith,youknow?"Kendalfinishedhisbreakfasttooandwrappedhis
armsaroundhimself."Doyouguysdocharitywork?"
"No.Ihangoutwiththetwoofyou.That'scharityenough."Damonstoodup."Let'sgo.Ben's
meetingusoutthere,orthat'sthelastthingIheardfromhimlastweek."
"He'scoming.Itextedhimthismorning."Mattstoodupandwalkedtothekitchen,grabbingthe
boxes."Wetakingtheseinthecar?"
"Aslongaswe'reridinginsomethingbesidesmyMercedes.Youbotheatliketen-year-oldboys.I
don'twantgreasyfingerprintsonmyshit."Damongavethemalook.
"Yes,yourhighness."MattpoppedDamoninthechestandwalkedtothefrontdoor.
Damongotarunningstartandjumpedonhisbrother’sback,wrappinghisarmsaroundMatt's
neck."WatchitorI'llmakesureEricacatchestheflowerthingthisweekend."
"ShealreadydidatDadandKaren'swedding.Youdon'tremember?"Mattopenedthedoorand
walkedout.Hewasstruggling,butDamonwasn'trelenting.Notyet.
"Igotit.Justtotehischildishasstothecar."KendalsmiledatbothofthemandtookMatt'skeys.
"Wecantakemytruck.Igrewoutoftheneedtobefancyalongtimeago."
DamonsnortedandslidoffMatt'sbackastheyreachedthecar."Speakingoffancy,"Damon
started,"didyouguysgetyourshoespolishedandyoursuitsfittedforSaturday?"
"Yep.Alldone."Kendalnoddedandgotinthedriver’sseat.
"Yeah,aboutthat,"MattmumbledandjumpedbackasDamongrabbedforhim.
"Matt.YouknowBethanywantseverythingperfectforthiswedding.Youdickitupand-"
"Igotitdone.Jeez.She'smysistertoo."MattsmirkedandgotinthebackofthetruckasDamon
walkedtotheotherside.
"Ohfuck."KendalglancedDamon'swayashegotintothetruck."What'sthedealwithtellingthe
officethatyoursisterisnowyourwife?Sorisqué."
"ThatisagreattaglineforyourTimeMagazinefeature."Mattsnorted.
"Keepitupandyoutwowillfindyourselvestiedtosomerandomgirl'sbedwithyourown
underwearinyourmouthasagagtomorrownight.I'mnotbeyondroofieingyouandpayingsomeoneto
playalong...oraretheyplaying?"Damonglancedbackathisbrother.
KendalliftedhishandintheairandflippedDamonoff."Promises,promises."
"Naw,I'mgood.I'llshutup."Mattliftedhishandsintheair."Iwouldn'tputanythingpastyou.
Sickbastard."
"Justdon'ttellBethanyhe'sone."Kendalchuckled.
"Shealreadyknows."Damonshrugged."It'soneofthethingsshelikesmostaboutme."
Damoncouldn'thelpbutlaughasbothMattandKendalgavehimshitforthenexttwentyminutes
onthedrivetothegolfrange.Bethmightknowhissecrets,butshecertainlydidn'tlikethem.Nowoman
inherrightmindwould.Bethwasn'tjustanywoman.
*
"So,JamesTallingreallygotbackwithhisfamily?That'scrazy."MattwalkedbesideDamon
downthefairwayasKendalstoppedtopickuphisball.
"Yeah.Hecutbackoneverythingattheofficeandmadesurehiswifeandkidsknewtheywere
first."Damonshrugged."AsmuchasIenjoymywork,I'mgoingtohavetodothesame.Dad'slookingat
bringinginafewmoreexecutivesthisyeartohelpbalancethingsout.IthinkheandKarenrealizehow
muchI'mworking,andwhereitwasn'tthatbigofadealinthepast,itisnow."
BenmoveduponDamon'sotherside."You'rethereallthetime,butalotofthatisyourown
doing.Youhavecontrolissues,dude."
"Nooooo..."Kendaljoggedtocatchup,findinghisplaceonthefarsideofBen."NotDamon
Bryant.Headofeverythingandfollowerofnoone."
"Keepitup."Damonglancedoverathisbestfriend,enjoyingtheteasingmorethanhe'dever
admit.
"Ithinkmaybethistimeyoushouldinterviewthecandidatesfirst.Dadhiredsomeidiotsthat
almostfuckedupmyrelationshipandyoursthislastyear."MattgaveDamonahardstare."I'dstillloveto
wrapmyhandsaroundMitch'sthroatforjackingwithErica."
"Metoo,"Damonadmitted."Dad'sbeenoffalittlelately,buthe'sstillgotagoodeyeforpeople.I
justneedtobehissecondonthereviewchain."
"Mitch,theguythatpropositionedEricaforsex?"Kendalasked,hisvoiceinnocent.
"Wedon'ttalkaboutthat,really."DamonsmirkedasMattgrowledlowinhischest.
"Newsubject?"KendalaskedbeforeturninghisattentiontoBen."Whataboutyou,man?You
finallyfoundawoman?"
"Oraman?"DamonstoppedasBenwhippedaround.
"Bethanysaidsomething,didn'tshe?"Hiseyeswentwide,andDamonalmostfeltbadabout
springingitonhim,butsomeoneneededtoripthefuckingband-aidoff.They'dbeenfriendstoolongfor
BentowalkaroundwithabigsecretthatDamonwasn'tprivyto.
"Thatyou'regay?"KendalaskedandmovedaroundtostandbesideDamon.
"Iknewthattoo.Wait...wereyounotgaylastyear?"Mattcrossedhisarmsoverhischestand
gaveBenanapologeticlook.
"Really?It'sthatobvious?"Benranhisfingersthroughhishairandgroanedbeforeturninghis
backtothem.
"Yeah.We'redudes,Ben."Damonreachedoutandsqueezedhisoldfriend'sshoulder."Andit's
fine.Honestly.Youarewhoyouare.It'snotforme."
"Orme."Mattpattedhisownchestasifremindinghimselfthathewasalady’sman.
"Orme."Kendalraisedhishand."Butifit'sforyou...whatever."
"Agreed.Stopholdingthatnewstoyourself,actinglikewe'regoingtodisownyou.You'restupid
andwe'veknownforever."DamontuggedonBen'sarm."Let'sgo.You'remypartnerfortheday.Wegotta
whoopMattandKendal'sassgood.Theywerebragginginthecar."
"Braggingiswhatyoudo...whenyou'rethebestintheworld!"Matt'svoiceboomedacrossthe
quietnessoftheday.
"Shhhhhhhhh,"resoundedallaroundthem.
Theycrackedupandwalkedtothenexthole,talkingaboutthebachelorpartyandhowitwasnot
goingtogetoutofcontrol.Theywerealltakenmen,well,allofthembesidesBen.Theirwomenwould
haveameltdowniftheydidanythingstupid.
"Wait."KendalpulledDamontoastop."Whatarethegirlsdoingfortheirpartytomorrownight?"
"Dinneranddrinks,Ibelieve."Damonshrugged.Bethanywasn'tapartyanimal,andhermomand
auntweregoingwiththemforshit'ssake.
"No,Iheardtheyweregoingtoamalestripclubandthenbobbingforcocks."Mattrolledhis
shoulders."ItoldEricathatwasfine,butonlyforthisnightbecauseitwasforBethany.Ididn'twanther-"
Hedidn'tgetanotherwordoutbeforeDamontackledhim.
"Ohshit."KendalreacheddownandtriedtopullDamonoffhim,buthewasonamission-to
makeMattsqueallikeapig."Ben...alittlehelp."
"Don'tyoudare."Damonglancedbackandgavehisco-workerawickedsmile."He'sgoingto
screamlikeagirlbeforeIlethimup,andanyoneelsethatwantstotalkaboutmygirlbobbingforcocks
withsomeotherguy."
"Guys,notguy."KendalbackedupandshruggedasDamongrowledathim."What?It'sjusta
friendlyblowjob.Shit."
"Ohhellno."DamonscrambledupandturnedasKendallaughedandturnedtowardthelake
nearby.
Heranhard,andDamonbarelyreachedhimbeforehetookoffintothelake.Thesoundofhim
yellinghadDamonlaughingsohardhissideshurt.
"Youthinkthislakeisgoingtostopme?"Damonputhishandsonhishipsandgavehisbestfriend
thedeathstare."Yourassismine."
Kendalyelledonewordbeforeduckingunderthemurkywater.Asifitwouldhelphimatall.
"Matt!"
Funnything...Mattcouldn'tswim.
Chapter12
Bethany
T
hespadaywasrelaxing,butmorethanspendingtimewiththegirls,Bethanywasreadytospendtime
withherman.BetweenafewneedsattheofficeandDamon'sgroomsmentakingupallofhisday,she
didn'tgettoseehimuntillunchthenextday.
"Youlookingforwardtoyourbachelorettepartytonight?"Hewrappedhisarmsaroundherfrom
behindandkissedthesideofherneckastheystoodintheirkitchen.
Sheslatheredmustardonhalfasourdoughloafandpressedbackagainsthim."Notreally.I'dmuch
ratherbeherewithyou.We'renotgoinganywheretooexciting.Justtodinnerandmaybetohaveafew
drinks."
"What?Noclubwhereyoucanshakeyourasssafelyforthelasttime?"Hecuppedherbreastsand
movedhiskissing-assaultuptoherear,lickingafewtimes.
Chillbumpsraceddownherbackandcoatedherarms."I'mnotexactlytheshake-my-asskinda
girl."
"Ilikeitwhenyoushakeit."Hekissedheragainandmovedback."Youwantsomethingtodrink
withyoursandwich,baby?"
"Yeah."Shefinishedmakinghisandstartedworkingonhers."Whatdoyouboyshaveplannedfor
tonight?"
"Men.Ihaven'tbeenaboyintwentyyears,andMattwasgrowingabeardatthree."
Theychuckledtogether."HowisMatt?Youguyswentgolfingyesterdayandthentotheofficeand
thebar.Ididn'tevengettoseehimlastnight,whichisalittleupsetting.Iwashopingforafamilydinner
outatyourfather'splace."
"Thenyoushouldhavesaidsomething,beautiful."Damonwalkedpastherandmovedaroundto
theothersideofthebreakfastbar,takingaseatononeofthestoolsandwatchingher."We'regoingtograb
abucketofbeersandjustchilloutatasportsbar,I'msure.Noneofusaredancers,notthatwe'dgo
withoutourwomenanyway."Heshrugged.
Bethanyslidhissandwichtowardhim."Everythingokayattheoffice?"
"Sureis."Hepulledtheplatetowardhim,butkepthiseyesonher."Haveyoutoldyourmother
aboutyourdadshowingupatgraduation?"
Shestiffened.Itwouldhavebeennicetopretenditwasadream,ormoreanightmare,butithadn't
been.Guiltrolledthroughher.Sheshouldhavementioneditthedaybeforeatthespa.Nowshewas
holdingbackinfofromhermom,whichwasnodifferentthanlying.
"No."Sheshookherheadandpickeduphersandwich,nibblingontheedge.
Damon'sstarewasalmostheavyasitrestedonher.Hisdarkeyesfilledwithabitofconcern,his
expressioncaring."Doyouthinkyoushould?Whatifheshowsupatthewedding?DoIneedtohave
securitydetailoutthere?"
"What?"Shecametofromherthoughts."No.He'snotdangerous.Idon'tthinkhe'sintodrugs
anymore,oratleast,itdidn'tlooklikeit.HewasdressedincleanclothesandlookedmorealivethanI
rememberhimlookingwhenIwasakid."
Atorrentofemotionsracedthroughher.
"Dadmentionedittomeinthecaryesterday,butIdidn'tsayanythingaboutyouseeinghim.I
guessyourmomthoughtshesawhimtoointhecrowdatthegraduation."Damonreachedoutandtookher
hand,brushinghisfingersacrossthetopofhers."Youneedtotalktoyourmom.Iknowyouhate
deceptionasmuchasIdo.She'snottellingyouwhathappened,andyou'renottellingher.Youguysneed
totalkitout.Youknowthat."
Bethanynoddedandsethersandwichdown."You'reright.IneedtowashmyhandsandthenI'll
joinyou."Shepulledherhandfromhisandwalkedtothebathroomastearsfilledhereyes.
Whatwasherfatherdoingthere?Simplycelebratinghersuccess?Aftertenyearsofbeinggone?
Amixtureofangerandsorrowwrestledinsideofher.Therewasnoeasyanswertoit.
Ahugepartofherwantedtopullhimintoahuginsteadofslaphim.Shithappensandwhatever
madehimleaveallthoseyearsago...withoutadoubt,sheknewitwasn'ther,norwasithermother.She
madeittothebathroomasasobroseinherthroat.
Afterclosingandlockingthedoor,sheturnedonthewaterinthesinkandpressedherhandstothe
coldcountertopastearsrolleddownherface.Itwasn'tatimeforbeingbroken.
Butmaybesomewhereinthepiecesofherheartshecouldfindhealing.
"Iwantto,"shemumbledandlookedupatherself.Shehadtotalktohermom.Maybetherewas
moretothestory.Apartsheneverheardbecauseshewasalittlegirl,orbecauseshewastheirlittlegirl.
Eitherway...Damonhadclosureonhismom.Sheneededitonherdad.
Nomatterhowshelookedatit,hisactionsandhermom'sreactionsledhertothatverymoment,
andwherehatinghimsoundedappropriate,thankinghimforforgingherintothefightershewasand
causinghertosurviveDamonBryantlongenoughtolovehim...priceless.
*
"Dana,thisisErica.Iknowyouguyshavemet,butjustincase."Bethanymovedbackasthedark-
hairednursewho'dcapturedKendal'sheartsmiledandextendedherhandtoErica.
"Nicetomeetyou.I'veheardalittlebitofyourstorythroughKendal.You'reupinSeattle?"Dana
askedandmovedclosertoErica.
Bethanymovedoutofthewaytoletthetwogirlstalkandlifteduponhertippytoes.Hermother
andAuntPattywereflirtingwiththebartender,orrather,AuntPattywas.Itwasalmostfunnytowatch,
andyetBethany'sauntwasalooker,astrongwomanwithasenseofdirection,butquitedemandingon
men.Shewouldfindsomeoneeventually.Shehadto.
"Damn...Ishouldhavejoggedwiththem,"Bethanymuttered,referringtoMattandSophia.She
hadn'tmetthegirlbefore,anditseemedoddtoinvitehertothebacheloretteparty,butshewasMatt'sbest
friendfromgradeschoolandatonetime,shepracticallylivedwithDamon'sfamily.Sheneededtobe
there.Bethanywasjustaggravatedthatshe'dneverseenthegirl.Tryingtofindanewfacewhenshedidn't
knowwhatshewaslookingforwasdamn-nearimpossible.
"Bethany?"Theunknownvoicewasalmostwelcomed.
Bethspunaroundandsmiledasaprettybrunettewitheyesthecolorofalightblue-greenocean
extendedherhand.
"YoumustbeSophia?"
"Yeah.Nicetomeetyou.Matt'stoldmesomuchaboutyou."Sheglancedaround."I'mgoingto
grababeerandthenI'llmeeteveryone.Isthatokay?"
"Absolutely."Bethanymotionedtowardthebar."I'llgowithyou.We'rejustgoingtohaveafew
drinksandthenheadtodinner.Nothingtooexciting."
"Shit,IjustgotoffaflightfromSaudiaboutfivehoursago.AnythingAmericanisexciting."She
chuckledandwalkedtowardthebar.Shewaspetite,butveryfeminine,almostlikealivingdoll.Beth
wassurprisedthatMattwasn'tinarelationshipwiththegirl,butmaybetheirfriendshipwasmore
important?That,andnowEricawasinthepicture.
"Matttoldmethatyou'reareporter."
"Yeah,foroneofthemajornetworks,butittookallofmytwentiestogetthere."Shemovedupto
thebarandorderedaCorona."AreyouworkingatMcKenzieandBryantagainor-"
"Sortof."Bethanysmiledbeforeliftingherbeertoherlips."I'mworkingonaspecialprojectfor
Damon,butI'mnotsurewhat'sgoingtohappenafterthat."
SophiatookherbeerfromthebartenderandliftedittowardBethany."Well,congratson
graduatingwithyourmaster’sandontheengagement.Howexciting."
"Andstressful."BethhitherglassagainstSophia'sandpointedtowardherfriends."Everyoneis
overthere.Mymomandheryoungersister,Patty,arewithus,thenDanaisthedark-hairedgirl.She's
datingKendaland,ofcourse,youknowEricaiswithMatt."
"Yeah.Ilovethatgirl.WeonlygottogetheralittlebitbeforeIleftinJanuary,butshe'sperfectfor
him,andIswearhe'shadacrushonherforthelastfiveyearsorsomethingnuttylikethat."Sophiagave
Bethanyasidewayslook.
Bethlikedher.ItwaseasytoseewhyMattgotalongwithhersowell.Whereshelookedlike
perfection,astuckuptypeofgirlthatnoonewouldwanttobearound,shewasn'tthatatall.
"WhatareyoudoingoverinSaudi?That'salongwayfromhome."
TheymovedthroughthecrowdandBethanystruggledtohearheranswer,butgotenoughofitto
knowonething,shewantedtoknowmore.
"...sotheyaskedmetocheckhimout...andhonestly,he'sabastard,butwhatdoyouexpect?"
Sophieturnedbackaroundandwalkedfartherintothecrowd.Shepausedattheedgeofthebartopsand
turned."He'saprinceandoverthere,theyworshiproyaltyasifhewereadescendantfromthegods."She
snorted."Hedoesn'texactlylikeme,buttheywantthepublicity,sohe'sputtingupwithme."
"ThisistheprinceofSaudi?"BethtookanotherswigofherbeerasDanaandEricawalkedtheir
way.
"Yep.He'sunderinvestigationfortrafficking.Hesayshe'snotinvolved,butI'mtheretofigurethat
out."Sheglancedaround."Keepthattoyourselfthough.I'mhorribleatkeepingsecrets.IsweartoGod."
"Hey,Sophia."EricamovedupbesidethemandhuggedSophia.
"Hey,yourself.Youlooklikeamillionbucks.WhyintheworldareyoudatingMattBryant?"
Sophiachuckled,andBethnoticedtheuncomfortablelookonDana'sface.Sheneededtobepulleddeeper
intothegroup.Thefourofthemwouldbefriendsforeverbecausetheirmenwereclose.
"Didyoufinishupyourresidencyatthehospital?"BethmovedaroundEricaandSophiatostand
closertoDana.
"Yeah.Finally."Dana'sshouldersloweredalittle."It'sbeenalongyear,butI'mgladit'sover.
AfterKendallostAmandalastfall,Iwasn'tsureanythingwasgoingtoworkout."
"Iknow.Itwashorrible.Hehadthatandthehearingformybestfriendstodealwith."
"Ohright.Jeez.Itwasonethingafterthenext,andthentofindouthedatedmyoldersisterafew
yearsback."Shereachedupandranherfingersdownherface."Iswearyoucan'tmakethisstuffup."
Bethchuckled."Andyet,everythingworksoutbecauseloveforcesitto."
"Agreed,andusuallylovehassomehelpfromademanding,needyguywithgreatteethandasexy
voice."Shesmirkedandtookadrinkofhertea."Thanksforinvitingmetonight.IknowI'mnewtothe
group,butitmeansalottome."
"I'mthrilledyoucouldcome."Bethscannedthebarforhermother."Weneedtofinishupandget
uptotherestaurant.It'sonthesecondfloor.I'mgoingtofindmymotherandherwildyoungersister.You
grabSophiaandErica?Meetyouupthereinfiveminutes?"
"Justoverthere?Thosestairs?"Danapointedtowardthestairs.
"Yep.That'sthem."Bethanywaiteduntilthewomannoddedtoturnandgoinsearchofhermom
andaunt.Shefoundhermombesidethebar,nursingahigh-ballglassofCoke."Thereyouare.Where's
AuntPatty?"
"Neckingwiththebartender."Hermomsmiledsobigithadtohurtherface.
Bethanyreachedoverandrubbedthetopofhermom'sback."Brother.Weshouldhaveknown
better.Bringingherherewheretherearemenandalcohol."
"AlwaysadangerouscombinationforPatty.She'sgreatatmakingmistakesoneglassatatime."
HermomlaughedandBethanydidtoo.
"Mom."Bethmovedaroundtostandbesideher."Ineedtotellyousomething."
Thesmileslidoffhermom'sface."Metoo."
"Mefirst."Bethtookadeepbreathandletitoutslowly."IsawDadatmygraduation.That'swhat
IwasdoingoutsidealonewhenyouandKentwalkedup."
"Isawhimtoo."Hermom'sexpressionsoftenedasshevisiblydeflated."IwashopingIwas
wrong,butI'dknowhimanywhere."Thehurtwasalittletoorawonhermom'sprettyface.
"Wespokeforafewminutesand-"
"What?Youspoketohim?Whatdidhesay?"Hermomputherglassdownandreachedoverto
gripBethany'sshoulders."Youshouldn'thavedonethatalone."
"Hewouldn'thurtme,Mom.Idon'tbelievethat."
"Thereyougirlsare!"Bethany'sauntwrappedanarmaroundbothBethandhermom."Let'sget
somethingtoeatbeforeImakeanotherlifemistake."
"Iknowhewouldn'thurtyou.Helovedyouwithallofhisheart."HermomignoredPatty."What
didhesay,Bethany?"
"Thathewassorry."Beth'seyesfilledwithtears."Islappedhimandscreamedinhisface.Iwas
horrible."
"Good.Youneedtogetitout.I'msureheunderstood."ShepushedPatty'sarmoffhershoulder.
"Justaminute."
"Helookedsohurt."Bethtookashakybreath.
"Whoishe,guys?"Pattylookedbetweenthem.
"We'lltalkaboutitlater.Tonight'snotthenightforthat,butthanksfortellingme..."Hermom
glanceddownatherhands."There'smoretothestory,buttherealwaysis,right?"
"Right."Bethanyreachedoutandtouchedthesideofhermom'sface,wipingawaythesingletear
thatdrippeddownhercheek.Regardlessofthestory,hermotherhadbeentheonetopickherupwhen
shefellandloveherwhenshefeltcompletelyunlovable.Thestorycouldbetold,buthonestly...it
wouldn’tchangemuch.
Chapter13
Damon
"L
et'sgetthispartystarted!"Mattwalkedintothekitchenattheirfather'shouse,afloppyclownhaton
hisheadandapartytoystickingoutofthesideofhismouth."Here.Wegotyouthis..."
Damoncaughtthet-shirtMatttossedtohimandglancedovertofindKendalholdingbacktears.
"Youguysarefuckingstupid.We'reinourthirties.Weshouldbeplayinganotherroundofgolf,eatinga
steakdinnerandflippingeachotheroff."
"What?"Kendalchokedonalaugh."We'vebeenwaitingforthismomentsincewemet.Remember
weusedtotalkaboutfuckingupthetownatourbachelorpartiestogether?"
"That'swhenyouguyswerestillfuckingwomentogether.Duh."Mattrolledhiseyesandwalked
tothefridge.
"Wait.What?"BenglancedupfromthepaperandgaveDamonanoddlook.
"Longstory,andnotoneyouwanttohear.Ipromise."Damonhelduptheshirtandrolledhiseyes
beforetossingitbacktoMatt."I'mnotwearingthatshit."
"No?CanI?"Matthelditupandchuckled."Ilovethisthing."
"Lemmesee."BengotupfromhisseatandwalkedaroundthebreakfastbartostandnexttoMatt.
"Ohshit.Pleasedon'twearthat."
"What'sitsay?"Kendalleanedagainstthecounter,lookingmorealivethanDamonhadseenhim
inyears.Danawasdoingsomethingtobreathelifebackintohisbestfriend.He'dhavetopullheraside
andthankher.
Mattturnedtheshirtaroundandsnortedbeforelaughingagain.
Kendalrolledhiseyes."Touchmyballsforadollar?Fuckme.Nooneiswearingthat."
"Iam."Mattpulledthepartytoyoutofhismouthandtuggedthet-shirtoverhishead.
Damonwatchedinhumorashisbrothersqueezedhisfatassinthet-shirtthatwasobviouslymade
forhim.Matttriedtoputhisarmsdown,butgotnowhere.Hewasstuckwithhisarmsout.
"Takesomepictures."Damonpulledouthisphoneandtriednottocryhewaslaughingsohard.
"Postthemupeverywhere."
"No.Don'tyoudare.Ericawillkillme."Mattspunaroundandwrestledthet-shirtoffofhimself
astherestofthemlaughedtheirassesoff.
"Youdon'tevenneedliquortobethelifeoftheparty,buddy."KendalwalkedpastMatt,patting
himonthebackandheadingtowardthedoor."Let'sgo.We'llgrababurgeratthebar.Thestrippersare
dueinourprivateroomatten.Weneedtoroll."
"Strippers?"Damon'sheartskippedabeat.Nowayhewaswatchingsomeonestrip.Bethany
wouldfliphershit,andhonestly...hewasn'tinterested.He'dseenamillionnakedwomenduringhis
singleyears,whichwasplenty."Fuckthat,guys.I'mgoodwithdrinksanddinner,butnostrippers."
"Ohcomeon,bro.Someofthesegirlsarejusttryingtomakealiving."Mattwrappedhisarm
aroundDamon'sshouldersastheywalkedtothefrontdoor.
"Theyshouldgetaneducation."Benwalkedbehindthem,hisvoicetightwithwhatDamon
assumedwasangst.
"Andpayforithow?"DamonsnortedandwalkedouttofindhisMercedesdoneupforthenight.
Therewasn'taninchtheguyshadn'twrittensomethingoffensiveacrossthewindowsinshoepolish.
"Awwww...fuck.Notmybaby.I'mgoingtogetyoudicksbackforthis."
"Yeah,yeah.Stopbitchingandgetin.Thestrippersarejoiningusfordinner.BJsonme."Kendal
gotinthedriver'sside.
HiswordsgaveDamonpause.NofuckingwaywasKendalorMattgoingtocheatontheir
women,andhesureashellwasn'tgoingtogetwithintenfeetofanotherwoman.Theywerepullinghis
chain.Timetopullback.
"Youguysaren'tserious,right?CauseI'mnotgoodwithawomanrubbingherselfalloverme
whilewetryandeatdinner."Benwalkedaroundthecar,givingDamonanilllook.
"It'llbeallright."Damonnoddedathisfriend."MattandKendalwillkeepthegirlsoffofyou."
Damoncouldn'thelpbutnoticeMatt'ssmilefading.Itwouldn'ttakemuchandKendalandMatt
wouldbecryinguncle.Tryingtoplayatrickonhim?Nofuckingway.
"Soyoureadyforthis?"Kendalglancedoverandwaggedhiseyebrows.
"Hellyeah,Iam.Lastnightoffreedom.Goodthingyoutwoassholesaren'tmarriedyeteither.
Mightbefuntoshareagirlonelasttime.Maybethreeorfourofthem."Damonbuckledupandwatched
hisbestfriendthroughhisperipherals.Kendalvisiblypaledashemutteredhisagreement.
Ohyeah...letthegamesbegin.
*
"Hi,boys.Anyspecialoccasionforvisitingustonight?"Abustyblondstoppedbythehigh-top
tablethey'dfoundatthebar,alongwiththerestofDallas,whowasobviouslytherethatnight.
"Mybachelorparty."Damonwinkedatthegirl."We'lltakeabucketofbeersandfourburgers.
Thatallright?"Damonglancedaroundattheguys.
"Yeah.It'sgreat,"Mattmuttered,lookinglikesomeonehadswipedhisfavoritepairofjeansfrom
highschoolandburnedtheminfrontofhim.
Suchpussies.Damontappedthetable."Whatthefuck?Youguysweredryhumpingtheairatthe
houseandnowyou'relikeabunchofwetrags.What'sup?"
"I'mnotlettingastrippertouchme.Nofuckingway."Benglanceddownatthetable,buthewas
theonlyonetosaysomething.
"Ohhush,Ben.It'sgoingtobegreat.Youcanjuststandguardandmakesurenoonewalksup.
Mattcantakethegirl'smouth,Kendalherass,andwe'llleavethegoodstufftome."Damonwaggedhis
eyebrowsandhoppedoffhisseat."Funtimescomingup.Igottapiss.Makesuretheybringketchup."
Hewalkedoffandbeforehecouldgetoutofearshot,allthreeofthemwerelosingtheirshit.
Damonpressedhisfisttohismouthashewalkedtowardthejohn.Justpullingthewooloverhisfriends
wasenoughtomakethenightahit.Asifhe'dgetanywherenearanotherwomanwhenhehadBeth.Fuck
that.ItwasalmostcrazythatKendal,orreallyMatt,wouldbelievehim.ThefactthatMatthadn'tblown
upandactedlikeacompletepsychooverDamon'ssuggestiontoldhimthatMattwasstillchewingonthe
truthofDamon'swords.Hewasn'tquiteconvincedyet.
"Hithere."AcutebrunettewithanicebodyandveryfewclothesmovedinfrontofDamon."I'm
Lyndsay."
"Hi,Lyndsay.I'mengaged."Hesmiledandpulledherhandfromhischest.
"Ohshit.Allthegoodonesaregone."Shehuffedandglancedaroundthebar.
"YouassumeI'moneofthegoodones."
"Thisistrue."Shesmirked."Iwasn'treallyhittingonyoutogetanywhere.Ilockedmykeysinmy
car,withmywallet,andwashopingtogetcloseenoughtopickyourpocket."Shegavehimagrinasif
shewereproudofhernefariousways.
"Andyou'retellingmethiswhy?"Damonpattedhispocketsjusttomakesureshewasn'tthe
diversionandfourofherfriendshadn'tmovedpasthim,draininghimdryofhiscashandcards.
Sheshruggedandlaughed."Notsure.Okay,well,haveagreatnight,Mr.Engaged.Ifyouseea
singleguywhoneedsacutegirltoflirtwithhim,just-"
"Wait.Howmuchdoyouneedtogetintoyourcar?"
"Aroundahundredbucks.Iswearthelock-pickguysarecompletecriminals."Sherolledher
eyes.
"Howaboutthis...I'llpayyouahundredbucksifyou'llpretendtobethestripperformybachelor
party."Damonliftedhishandasshestartedtoprotest,herhandalreadyonherhip."Wait.Youdon'thave
tostrip.Justletmerunintothebathroomandgrabahandfulofcondoms.Wegotothetableandyoujust
snuggleuptomysideandplayalong.I'mjustfuckingwithmyfriendswhothoughttheyweregoingtofuck
withme.Yeah?"
Shesmiled."Ilikeit.I'llwaithere.Hundredbucks,right?Nostripping?"
"Iwouldneveraskthatofyou,andanymanthatdid,youneedtopunchhiminthedickandwalk
away."Damonleftherandwalkedinthebathroomasexcitementbubbledupinsideofhim.Ifonlyhe
couldrecordthewholeevent.Bethwasgoingtoloveit.
Hegrabbedahandfulofcondomsfromabasketonthesinkandtuckedtheminhispocket.He
foundthegirlwaitingpatientlyoutsidethejohnandreachedforherhand.
"What'syourname?"
"Let'sgowithCandy?"Shesnickered,andhedidtoo.
"Awesome.Thanksagainfordoingthis."Hepausedandpulledoutahundreddollarbill."It's
goingtohelpmemakesomegreatmemories.Justactobliviousandplayalong.Theseguysaregoingto
shitthemselves."Hefeltlikeafifteen-year-oldboyplayingpranksonhislittlebrotheragain.Nothingfelt
better...nothingbutBeth.
"Youbet."Thegirlshovedthemoneyinherpocketandsnuggledagainsthissideastheywalked
backtothetable.
Everyone'seyesgrewwideasDamonmoveduptothetablewithhisarmwrappedaroundthe
girl."Guys,notsurewhoyouhadstrippingforustonight,butCandyherefoundmenearthebathroomand
istotallygame."Damonglanceddownatherandlickedhislips."You'regoodtakingonthreeofus?"
"Whynotfour?"Herlipturneddowninapout."Icanstripforallofyou,butIreallylikea
challenge."
"Ohno,Benhereisn'tintowomen.Nooffensetoyou,angelcakes,buthe'sjustnotinterested."
DamonglancedupatBen,wholookedcompletelypetrified.
"Whatthefuckareyoutalkingabout?"Mattexploded."Wehavewomen.There'snowayinhell
we'resharinganyonetonight.You'velostyourfuckingmind.Ishouldbeatyourassalloverthisbarfor
eventhinkingaboutdoingthatto-"
"Wait.Thiswasyouridea."Damonreachedintohispocketandpulledoutthecondoms,tossing
themontothetableandglancingoveratKendal,whowascompletelywhite,hiseyeswideandmouth
agape."Comeon,buddy.Youwantedastripperthatwouldbendoverforus.Igotusone."Damonsmiled
wickedlyandgaveKendalthenodheusedtogivehimbackincollegewhenitwasgotime.
Kendalliftedhishandsasheswallowedhard."You'velostyourmind,dude.Wewerekidding.I
ain'ttouchinganyone."
"Youaren'teither."Mattgotup,hisfacecompletelyred.
Damonliftedhisphoneandtookapictureofeachofthem,theoneofMattaclose-upthanksto
himgettinginDamon'sface."Andthisiswhatachumplookslike."Damonchuckledandglanceddownat
thegirl."Thanksamillion,Candy.Goodluckgettinghome,sweetheart.Needoneofustowalkyouout?"
Shelaughed."No,butthanksforthehelp.Goodluckwithyourparty."
"Oh,it'salldownhillfromhere."Damonreleasedherandturnedtowardhisbrother."Not
interestedinalapdance?"hemockedMattandthenKendal.Everyonedeflated.
"Nofuckingwayyoujustturnedthatonus."Kendalpressedhisfingerstohisforehead."I
seriouslythoughtyou'dgoneoffthedeepend."
"HellyeahIdid,andyoubitchesfellforit.Tryingtopulloneonme.Thatshitisn'tevergoingto
fly."DamontookhisseatandreachedbacktopushatMatt'schest."Where'syourt-shirt,bro?"
"Fuckyou.Thatwasn'tfunny."MattwalkedaroundtotheothersideofthetableandgaveDamon
thedeathstare.
"Damn,man,"Kendalstarted,"whenyougavemethelook,youknowthelook,Iknewwewerein
trouble.Ihaven'tfeltthatsicksincefindingoutDanaandAnaweresisters.Shit.IthinkIneedtogohome
andliedown.Fuckme."
DamonlaughedlowinhischestandglancedovertowardBen,whowasnursinghisbeer."And
you,buddy?Youokay?"
"Yep.Yougavemetheout.Ioweyouone."Benliftedhisbeertowardthecenterofthetable."To
DamonBryant.There'snoonequitelikehim,andthoughhe'sacompletebastard,he'sourbastard.Here.
Here."
Theyallliftedtheirbeersandsmackedthebottlesagainsteachother.
SomerandomdudejackedthemomentbyleaninginbetweenDamonandKendal.Thepoorguy
couldn'thavebeenovertwenty."Dude!Aretherereallycondomsonthetable?Fuck-freaking-tabular!"
Damonreachedoverandgrabbedallofthem,handingthemtothekid."Knockyourselfout,man."
"Awesome!"Theguytookthemandturned,runningthroughthebar,yellingsomethingincoherent.
"Ahhhtobeyounganddumbagain."KendalsmiledoveratDamon."Youreallyalmosthadmea
fewminutesago."
"Iwasreadytobeatyourass."Mattwasstillinamood.
"Youwerereadytotry.Therehasn'tbeenadayintwenty-eightyearswhereyou'vebeatenmy
ass."
"Yeah,butyou'regettingold."MatttiltedhisbeertowardDamon,whoreachedoutandsnatchedit
fromhim.
"JustmeansI'mmorewisewithmymoves."DamonfinishedMatt'sbeerandsettheemptybottle
infrontofhim."I'llalwayswin."
"Ibelievethatshit,"Benmuttered.
"Yep.Nothinghaschanged...noteventhegirl’sname."Kendalsnortedandmovedbackasthe
foodwasdelivered.
"PleasetellmeyouguysbonedsomepoorgirlnamedCandybackincollege."Mattleanedbackin
hischair,amusementonhisface.
"Several,"DamonandKendalsaidatthesametime.
Thetableeruptedinlaughter.Therewasnoneedforstrippers,loosewomenorcondoms.They
hadgoodwomen,andnothingwasgoingtofuckthatup.Notever.
Chapter14
Bethany
"G
eteveryoneupfrontplease."Theweddingcoordinatorwasn'texactlythetypeofpersonBethanywas
excitedtoworkwith,butKent'ssister,Allison,hadbeenadamantabouthiringthechick.Theyweren't
doingarehearsaldinnerbecausetheworldwasstarvingforauthenticity,sotheceremonyshouldbe
donefromscratch.
Damon,Bethanyandtherestoftheirweddingpartywerewalkedthroughthedetailsofwhat
wouldhappenattenthatnextmorning,thedayofthewedding.Itwasfastandfurious,butthatwasusually
thewaytheydidthings.Whychangenow?
"Youallright?"DamonturnedandranhishandsdownBeth'sshoulders.
"I'mready."Shesmiledupathimandmovedintokisshim.
"Nokissing!Savethatfortonight.It'sbadluck."TheweddingcoordinatorpulledBethanyback.
Damongrowledbeforepursinghislips.
Itwasgoingtobealongdayofdealingwithher.Bethanycouldn'tevenrememberthelady'sname,
butmaybeitwasforthebest.Damon'sAuntAllisonwalkedintothechurchandglancedaround.
"Wherearetheflowers?Havethebowsbeenfluffed?Isyourdresshere?"Sheturnedandpinned
Bethanywithadeathstarebeforewalkingintothesanctuary."Whyisn'ttheunitycandlecenteredonthe
table?Goodgrief."
Damonrolledhiseyesandturnedtowalkouttheothersideofthechurch.Hepausedandglanced
back."Justafewmorehoursandyou'remine."
"I'vebeenyourssincethemomentIfirstsawyou."Bethwrappedherarmsaroundherselfand
tiltedherheadtotheside."Itwasjustahardroadgettingyoutoseethat."
HewalkedacrossthefoyerandpulledBethintohisarms,leaningdownandbrushinghisnoseby
hers."Iwrotevowsforyoutoday.YoujustdotheonesthepreachergivesyouandI'llsaymine.Ihada
fewthingsIneededyoutoknow."
"What?"Shestiffenedashekissedher,softlyatfirst,andthenwithabitmorehunger.Itwasa
goodthingeveryonewasrushingaroundtryingtogetthingsready.Foranengagementthathappenedseven
monthsbefore,everythingseemedlast-freakingminute.
Bethanymeltedagainsthimandopenedhermouth,welcominghiminsideofher,wherehe
belonged.Sheranherfingersupthesideofhissmoothfaceandtuckedherselfagainsthim,prolongingthe
kiss.
Hefinallybrokeit,hiseyesglossy,lipsalittlered."God,Iloveyou.TonightI'mgoingtoworship
everyinchofyou.Let'sjustgetthroughtheformalities."
Shesmiled."Let'senjoythem.We'reonlygoingtogettodothisonceinourlifetimes.Let'ssavor
themoment."
"Howaboutyoudothat,andIsavoryou?"Henippedatherlips."Don'toverdoyourselfforthe
ceremony.You,firstthinginthemorning,isenoughtostopmyheart.I'dhatetokeeloverupthereatthe
frontofthechurch."
"You'renotallowedtodieuntilwe'reoldandcanlookbackonafulllifetogether."Sheleanedin
foranotherkissasalumpformedinherthroat.
"Thankyou,baby.Forgivingmethis."Hereachedupandpressedhispalmtoherchestaboveher
heart.
"Mybreast?"Shesnortedandhelaughedashiseyesfilledwithtears.
"Yourheart.It'shealedmine."Heleaneddownandkissedheragain,jerkingbackasthewedding
coordinator'sshrillvoicefilledthefoyer.
"Nokissing!It'sbadluck!"
DamonsmiledatBethany."Wemakeourownluck.Seeyoutonight."
"Iloveyou,"shecalledafterhim.
"Notasmuch,butthat'sallright.Youcanmakeituptomeinotherways."Heshookhisassbefore
walkingoutofthechurch.
BethanylaughedandglancedoveratDamon'sAuntAllisonandthecoordinator."What?Heloves
sex."Sheshruggedandturned,enjoyingthegaspsbehindher.HowintheworldKenthadaneccentric
sisterlikeAllisonwhenhewassolow-keyandlaidbackwasbeyondBethany.Itwasonlyadaytheyhad
togetthroughwiththewholefamilyandthenherandDamonwouldbeonabeach...justthetwoofthem.
"Thereyouare."EricawalkedoutintothehallfromoneofthelittleSundayschoolrooms."The
make-upladywillbehereatfour,butthestylistneedsustocomedowntohersalon.It'sjustfiveminutes
downtheroad.Youready?"
"Yes."Bethanystuckherheadintothebride'sdressingroomtheyfixeduptofindhermomand
AuntPattylaughingaboutsomething.Theyalreadylookedlikeamillionbucks.
"Youguysreadytogetourhairdone?"Bethanyliftedhereyebrowashermombentover,laughing
harder.
"We'regood.We'vealreadygotourselvesready.We'rejustlaughingaboutsomeofthetimeswe
hadwhenwewereyourage."Pattyliftedherhandandwipedafewtearsfromherface."Lifehasbeen
good."
"Andit'sonlygoingtogetbetter."Bethany'smomstoodupandwalkedtowardher."Youand
Ericago.We'llstayhereandmakesureAllisonandherpetdon'tchangeallofthecolorsorthrowoutthe
flowersbeforeyougetback."
Pattylaughedloudlyinthebackground.
Bethanysmirked."Right?IswearIdon'tknowwhatgetsintoher."
"Control,babydoll."Pattygotupandwalkedtowardthedoor,movingupbesideBethany'smom.
"It'sallaboutcontrol.Somepeopleneedittofeelimportant,buttherestofusknowthatwe'realready
queenoftheworld...insomepartoftheworld."
"Hellyeahtothat."Bethany'smomliftedherhand,surprisingheralittle.
PattyhititandBethanymovedback."Okay,youtwoweirdos.EricaandIaregoingtogetourhair
done.Themake-upchickissupposedtobehereinacoupleofhours,somakesureyouhelpherfindher
waybackhereifyouseeher."
"Willdo.Havefun,baby."Bethany'smommovedupandpulledherintoawarmhug."Iloveyou.
I'msoproudofyou."
"Thanks,Mom."BethanyglancedbackatErica."Youready?"
"AsreadyasI'lleverbe."Sheliftedherhandanddangledasetofkeys."Damon'sgoingtobe
lookingforthese,butweshouldtotallyusethattoouradvantage."
Bethsnortedandputherhandout."ArethesetohisMercedes?"
"Yep.Iknowit'shisbaby,butthethingrideslikesexonwheels.He'sgoingtobehereforthenext
fourhours.Let'stakeit?"Shesmilednefariously.
“Ithasshoepolishalloverit.”Bethrolledhereyes.“Yousurewewanna-”
“DriveDamon’scar?Areyoukiddingme…”Ericalaughed.
"Alright.You’reright."Bethpulledoutherphoneandtextedhim,askingiftheycould.He
respondedbackrightawaythatanythingthatwashis,washers.ShehandedthephonetoEricaand
waggedhereyebrowsasEricaglancedupwithsurpriseonherface.
"You'reamagicwoman.Aregularwitchfromthedaysofold."Shesmiledandhandedthephone
back."IneverinamillionyearsexpectedsomeonetotameDamonBryant."
"I'mnotquitesuretameistherightword.He'sstillhisownmananddoeswhateverthehellhe
wants.It'spartofhischarm."
"Andyou'regoodwiththat?"Shesmiledandwalkedaroundtotheothersideofthecar.
Bethnodded."It'soneofthemanythingsIloveabouthim."
*
"Youknow,thisishonestlyunfair,"BethanygrumbledassheturnedherheadtolookatSophia
whosatbesideherinthebride'sroomlaterthatafternoon.Hairandmake-upweredone,andhertoesand
fingernailslookedlikeamillionbucks.Shefeltlikeaprincess...agrumpyoneatpresent.
"Iagree,butlet'sdothebestwecan.Here,letmeseewhatyouhave."Sophiasnatchedthepaper
infrontofBethanyandgaveheralook.Theywerebecomingfastfriends.Toobadthewomanwas
workinginSaudiforthenextyear."Youdon'tevenhaveanythingdown.It'sjustabunchofdoodles."
"HowamIsupposedtowritemyownvows?Ijustkeephearingthewordsfromthetraditional
vowsinmymindplayingoverandoveragain.It'suseless."
"Whatarewegettingupsetabout?"EricawalkedintotheroomandsatdownacrossfromBethany
atthetable.
"Damonjustsprungonmeafewhoursagothathe'swrittenhisvows,butit'sokay...Icanjustuse
theold,crusty,traditionalones."Bethanyhuffed."I'mbeingdramatic."
"Very."Sophialaughedandstoodup."We'regoingtoleaveyoualoneandwe'llclosethedoor
behindus.JusttextmeorEricaifyouneedanything.Getyourvowsdone.Justthinkabouthowyoureally
feelaboutDamon.Concentrateonhim,notthetask."
"You'reright."Bethanytookthepaperbackandwaiteduntilthetwoofthemwereoutoftheroom.
Shesatbackandclosedhereyes,lettinghermindwanderthroughtheirlastyeartogether.Fromthefirst
dayofmeetinghimattheofficetothateveningathomefortheirfirstfamilydinner.Desireracedthrough
herassheenvisionedhimpressinghertothebrickwallofthehouseontheoutsidepatio,andMatt
interruptingthem.
Sexinhisbed,onaplane,inhisoffice,inthepool.
Shewhimperedandsetherpendownasherskinfeltprickly."Stopit.Thinkoftheotherstuff.The
fightsandroadblocksandpeoplewhotriedtotearusapart."Sheletoutashortbreathandletherhead
hang,herchintouchingherchest.
They'dbeenthroughsomuch.
Andeveryturnintheroadwasanothermomentofvalidationthatthingsshouldn'thaveworkedout
buttheydid.Everyobstacleonlymadethemstronger.Hisobsessionthatshewouldcheatandlielikehis
motherdidwithhisfather.
Herworrythathismoneymadehimdifferentandnomanaswealthyandaccomplishedashim
wouldeverreallywantapoorgirllikeher.
Shepressedherfingerstohereyesandtriednottolethermake-uprun.
"Shit."Gettingup,shewalkedtothemirrorandsnatchedaKleenexfromaboxofthem,being
carefultowipeupthetears,butnotthetwohundreddollarsofmake-up.
Ridiculous.
Asoftknockresoundedatthedoorbehindher,andshehalf-hopedthatitwasDamon.
"Comein."Sheturnedashermotherslippedintotheroom.
"Don'ttellEricaandSophiathatIbotheredyou.They'restandingguard,buttheyaren'tverygood
atit."Hermotherlaughedandclosedthedoorbehindherbeforewalkingacrosstheroom."Youlook
incredible.Likeaprincessfromastorybook."
"Thanks,Mom."Bethmovedtowardhermom,lettingtheolderwomanpullherintoalonghug.It
wasaplaceshe'dgonemanytimesinherlife.Itwashomewhennootherplacewas."Iloveyou."
"Metoo.NothingsadorI'llcryandmessupmytendollarmake-up.Shit'sexpensive."Hermom
movedbackandtheysharedalaugh."Igotacallfromyourdadwhileyouweregettingyourhairdone."
"He'snotcoming,right?"Bethanystiffened.ThedaywasaboutherandDamonandtheirfuture.
Notaboutherpast.
"No,he'snot.Wehadagoodtalk.Heapologizedforcomingtothegraduation.Hefeelslikeshit
forwantingtoseeyouandpotentiallymessingupyourspecialday."Hermomreachedoutandsqueezed
hershoulder.
"Hemesseduplotsofdaysbeforethatone,Mom."Bethanypulledfromhermom'stouchand
walkedbacktothemirrortostraightenherdressandcheckoutherhair.
"That'strue,butyou'vemessedupbeforetoo.AndsohaveI."Hermommovedupbesideher."He
didn'twanttoleaveus,baby."
"Itwasachoice,andhemadeit."
"Andhowdoesthatmakeyoufeel?"Hermom'svoicewassoft,butfirm."Thinkingthatyourdad
didn'twantyouandlefttopunishyoufornotbeingenough?"
Bethany'sheartachedinherchest.Hermotherhadslammedthehammerintothemostsensitive
nailthatpokedoutofher."Iamenough."
"Oh,Iknowyouare,Beth.Buttellmehowitmakesyoufeeltothinktheotherthought.TheoneI
justofferedyou."ShewrappedherarmsaroundBethfrombehindandpressedhercheektoBeth'shead.
Theembracewaswarm,andyetBethwasstrugglingwithkeepingherselftogether.
"Deadinside."SheliftedtheKleenexbacktoherface.
"AndwhatifItellyouthatyoumeanteverythingtohim?Thatyouwerethereasonherushedhome
afterhisshittyjob?Thathestartedsellingdrugssothathecouldbuyusabiggerhouseandgiveyou
anythingyouaskedfor?Itwasastupiddecisiononhispart,butwhatifItoldyouthateverythinghedid
wasforyou?Forme?"HermomsqueezedhertighterasBethletoutasob.
"Thenmyangerandhatewasfornothing."
"No,notfornothing,butitdoesn'tserveyou,baby.It'skillingyou.Youhaveabrightfuturewith
Damonandwithallofus.Letthepaststaywhereitisandofferyourdadforgiveness."
"Haveyou?"
"Yes.ThenightIsaidyestoKent...Iforgaveyourfatherforeverything.Itwasn'teasy,butmy
chestdoesn'thurtsomuchanymore,mydreamsaren'tsotaintedwithpainandloss."ShekissedBeth's
headagainandforcedhertoturn."Unforgivingislikedrinkingpoisonandhopingsomeoneelsewilldie.
Theywon't...butyouwill.Letitgo,becauseyourunderstandingofitiswrong.Ishouldhavecorrectedit
alongtimeago,butIwantedhimtoloseyou,tohurtbecauseIwashurt.I'mbetternow.Kent'slove,and
yourlove...they'vefreedme."
Bethanyglanceddownandletoutanothersoftcry."Ican'tmessupthismake-up.Damn."
"Thendon't,buttonightwhenDamonisasleep,spendsometimelettinggo."ShekissedBethany's
foreheadandmovedback."Now...let'sgetthisweddingdonesoyoucangoloungeonabeach
somewhereasabillionaire'swife.It'sfun.Ishouldknow."
Bethanyglancedupandnodded."Iloveyou.Thanks,Mom."
"Anythingforyou."Theolderwomanturnedandwalkedtothedoor,pausingonlywhenBethany
calledouttoher.
"Mom."
Sheturnedback."Yeah,baby?"
"IsDadhappy?Doeshehaveanotherfamilynowandstuff?"Bethanyheldherbreath.
"Yeah,hedoes.Hehasthreekids.Allteenagers."Hermothersmiled."Hedeservesthathell."
Bethanynoddednotsurewhattosay.
"Igothisaddressforyoushouldyoueverwanttovisithim."Hermomopenedthedoor."Seeyou
inthesanctuaryinafewminutes.It'salmosttime."
Assoonashermotherleft,Bethmovedovertothetableandsatdown,pickingupthepenand
scriptingouthervows.Theyflowedoutofherasifshewerecreatedtowritethem.Theknockatthedoor
scaredher,butshewasdone.
"Youready?It'stime."Damon'sAuntAllisonstoodtherewithtearsinhereyes."Damonlooks
amazing,butnothinglikeyou."
"Thanks."Bethanysmiledandstoodup,walkingtowardthedoor.ShehuggedDamon'sauntbefore
movingoutintothehall.
Ericaturnedandsquealedsoftly."Youlookamazing."
"Thanks."Bethanymoveduptohugher."Matt'supfrontwithDamon?"
Thecoordinatormovedupbesidethem,thewomanmorecalmthanBethanyhadseenherallday.
"Yes.Theguysareupfront.Ericaisgoingtowalkdowntheaislebeforeyou,andthenwe'llhave
everyonestandandcuethemusic,anditwillbeyourturn."
BethanynoddedandmovedupasEricawalkedin.Thechurchdoorshutandeverythingseemed
almosttooreal.Everythinghadfallenintoplace.Allofherhardworkhadpaidoff.Nomorepovertyin
herbankaccountorbankruptcyinherheart.Damonhadhelpedtofixallofthat.
"Youready?"Thecoordinator’sfacelitup."It'stime,dear."
"Yes.Morethanready."Bethanymoveduptothedoorandtookadeepbreathastheyopenedthe
doorsandthemusicstartedtoplay.
Kentreachedforherarmandsmiled."Youlookbeautiful.I'mgladtocallyoumine."
"Thanks.Ifeelbeautiful."Sheslippedherarmintohisandwalkedtowardthemainaisle.They
pausedatthebackandBethanyglancedup,hergroomwaitingatthefront.Thelookofanticipationmixed
withdesireonhisfacemeltedher.
Withshakykneesandherhearttryingtopounditswayoutofherchest,shetookthefirststep
towardforever.She'dneverbeenmoreterrifiedorelatedbeforeinherlife.Thiswasit.
Justdon'ttrip.Justdon'ttrip.Justdon't...trip.
Chapter15
Damon
H
isbreathcaughtinhischestasBethanyroundedthecorneratthebackofthechurch.Thecrowdof
peoplethathadgatheredinthechurchhadhelpedtoblockhisviewuntilthatmoment.He'dneverinhis
lifeseenanythingsobeautiful,soperfect.
"Wow.Damn..."Mattmumbledbesidehim.
Damon'shandswereclaspedtightly,hisarmshangingcomfortably.Hehadtolooklikethepicture
ofconfidenceandassurance,buthisinsideswereafuckingmess.
WhatifhemessedthingsupwithBeth?WhatifhelostherlikeJamesalmostlosthiswife?What
ifshecheatedonhimlikehismotherdidwithhisfather?
Wasloveenough?Washeenough?
He'dnevercontemplatedthequestionsbefore,butstandingthereatthefrontofthechurchwithhis
bridewalkingtowardhim...itwasallhecouldthinkabout.
Hereyesneverlefthim,herlipsturnedupinabeautifulsmileasthecrowdshiftedtofaceher
witheverystepshetook.Hisfatherheldontoher,hisownfacefilledwiththetypeofpridethat'shardto
catchoncamera,thekindpeopleonlyseeafewtimesintheirlives.
"Youokay?"MattwhisperedsoftlybesideDamon.
"Neverbetter."DamonmoveddownthestairsandstoppedbesideBeth,leaningdownandkissing
herafewtimes,lockingeyeswithher."Youlookincredible.Notasgoodasyoudidthismorningall
sleepyinthebed,butstunningnevertheless."Hiswordsweresoft,whisperedjustforhertohear.
Hereyesfilledwithtears,andhisheartswelledinhischest.Hecameoutofthetrancewithherto
hearthecongregationlaughingandthepreacherfocusedonhim.
"Thekissusuallycomesattheend,son."Theoldermanchuckled.
"He'salwaysbeenonetoraceahead."Damon'sfatherglancedoverathim."I'mproudofyou."
AnddowntoBethany."Andyoutoo,sweetheart.Thisisthebestdayofmylife."
"Whogivesthiswomantobemarriedtothisman?"thepreacherspokeup.
"HermotherandIdo."Damon'sfatherbentdownandkissedBethany'scheekbeforehandingher
offtoDamon,pattinghisshoulderandwalkingtositdownbesideKaren.
"Youokay?"Damonglanceddowntowardhisgirl.Shewasshakinglikealeaf.
"Yes.Neverbetter.Justalittleoverwhelmed."
"Well,focusonmeandthepreacherandyou'llbefine."Hesqueezedherhandandturnedbackto
thepreacherasthemandoveintotheceremony.Damon'sthoughtsscattered,hisdesiretothinkabout
worknowheretobefound,thankfully.
Bethhadputupwithalotofshittobecomehis.He'dpushedbackhardwhenshewantedanything
morethansex,andseveraltimes,he'dattackedherintelligenceandherworth.Hehatedhimselfforit,but
itwasadefensemechanism.Afterwatchinghismomanddadtearapartthefamilyinhisyoungeryears,
hejustwasn'tinterestedingoingthroughthesamethinginhisownlife.
Theerrorofhispastthinkingwasever-presentashestoodthereinfrontoffivehundredpeople
withthewomanofhisdreamsholdinghishandtightly.
Allofthemhadbeenthroughshit,andyetheknewwithoutadoubtthathisandBethany'swedding
wasjustthefirstinastringofweddingsthatwouldoccur.KendalandDanawouldhookup,nodoubt,and
EricawouldstealMatt'slastnameifshehadtoforceitonhim.
Allwasrightintheworld.Atleasthisworld.
"Nowcomesthetimeintheceremonywherethevowsareproclaimed."Thepreacherturnedand
walkeduponthestage.
BethanytuggedatDamon'shandasasweetsmilespreadacrossherlips."Youcoming?"
"Yeah."Hebithistongue,wantingtoanswerwithsomethingnaughty,buthistimingwasoff.No
needtohaveanaudiencetowitnesshisdepravity,thoughitwasn'tsomethingheusuallyhid.
"DamonandBethanyhavedecidedtowritetheirownvowstoday,solet'shavetheringsandwe'll
letyougofirst,Damon."TheoldermanturnedasEricaandMattmoveduponthestageaswell.Erica
placedDamon'sringinthepreacher'shand,andMattputBethany’sdown.
Damonsmiledathisbrother,whoseemedasnervousasDamonwas."Yourturnsoon,buddy."
MattgruntedandDamonlaughed,asdidBethany.
"PlacetheringonBethany'slefthandandpleasereadyourvows."Thepreacherbackedupas
BethanyandDamonturnedtofaceeachother.AmildlookofpanicracedpastBethany'sexpression,but
Damonignoredit.Heshouldhavegivenhermoretimetocomeupwithvows.Shewasanoverachiever.
Therewasnowayinhellshewasgoingtolethimdosomethingspecialandhernotmatchitoreven
overdoitifpossible.
Hetookherhandandslidtheringhalfwayonit,pausingasheglancedupandlookeddeepinto
hereyes."FromthemomentImetyou,you'vechallengedme.Notonlytobeabetterman,buttochange
mywayofthinking.Loveisn'tgivenjusttobesnatchedaway,andhappinesslastsformorethanafew
moments.Forgivenessisn'tthewayoftheworld,butit'syourway."Hepausedandtookashakybreath.
"You'rebeautifulandkind,beyondbrilliantandwillsoonrulenotonlymyheart,butmyhome,my
businessandanythingelseyouwantthatbelongstome."
TearswelledupinBeth'seyes,spillingoverandstealinghisheart.Hemustnotbedickingitup
toobadly.
"Whereareyournotes?"shewhisperedandhelaughed.
"Idon'thavenotes,silly.Doyou?"
Herlipspursedtightly.Himmemorizingitwasn'tagoodthingfromwhathecouldtell.
"Webothhadsomuchtoovercometobringthisrelationshiptogether,butIwantyoutoknow,that
Iovercameeachobstaclebecauseofyou,foryou.Iwantwarmthandloveinourlives,playfulnessand
passioninourbedroom,andthesoundoflittlefeetfillingupourhallways.You'veopenedanewworldto
me,Beth,oneIdidn'tevenknowexisted.You'remyeverything,andItakeyoutobemywife.Iwantto
holdyou,careforyou,provideanythingyouneedfromthisdayforward,ingoodtimesandinbad,when
we'rerollinginwealthyandwhenwe'renot,whenwe’restrongandhealthyandwhenwe'renot.From
todayon...Itakeyoutobemywife,mypartnerandlover,mybestfriend.Untildeathdouspart."
Heleanedinandkissedherasthecrowdchuckledandthepreachergrumbledplayfully.
"Notfair,"Bethwhisperedandreacheduptowipehereyes.Herhandsshook,asdidherlip.
Damonpulledhercloserandkissedthetopofherhead,wantingtocomforther,tohideherfromthe
crowd,todoanythingtogiveherasenseofsecurity.
Hemovedbackasshenudgedhimtodoso.
"Okay.Myturn."Shetooktheringfromthepreacherandputitonhisfingerbeforelookingup."I
wrotemyvowstwentyminutesagowhenyouinformedmeweweredoingthis-"
Thecrowdchuckledagain,andDamongaveheracheekygrin."Youloveagoodchallenge."
"WhichiswhyIloveyou."
Anotherroundoflaughter.
"AndIthoughtIwouldneedmynotes,butIdon't."Shetookadeepbreathandliftedherchin,
stealinghisheartforthemillionthtime."I'veneverwantedtobewithamanthatscaredme,that
intimidatedmeandhadthepowertomeltmyheartwithinafewminutesofnothingmorethanbeinginhis
presence.IwantedcontroltorunmylifethebestwayIsawfit,whichincludedputtingsafetyasmy
numberonegoal.Ichosethosetypeofboyfriendsinthepast.Safe."
Damonheldhisbreath,hisheartracingsohardithurt.Theyshouldhavegoneovertheirvowsthe
nightbefore.Hearingthemfreshwashard,scary.Itlefthimfeelingvulnerablenotonlyforhimself,butfor
hertoo.
"Butwhenwemet,IknewIwouldneverbethesame.I'velivedinascarcitymindset,always
afraidthatmylifeofpovertywouldnotonlystainmypast,butbepartofmyfuture,butitwasn'tabout
money.Itwasaboutlove,freedom,happiness,joy.Thosethingswerehitandmissbeforeus.Neverinmy
lifehaveIfeltsuchpassion,neverhaveIbeensopissed."
Damonsmiledasthecrowdchuckled.Hereachedupandtouchedthesideofherface.Therewas
nothinghewantedmorethantopickherupandfindaroomtostripherdownandworshipher.It
screamedhisfeelingswherewordswereonlyawhisper.
"Andthroughthelastyear,I'vecomealiveagain.Myhearthasbeguntobeat,andit'sbecauseof
you."Shepressedherfaceagainsthishandashiseyesfilledwithtears."You’restrongandbrilliant,
capableanddetermined.You'remyprotector,myrock,thebiggestchallengeinmylife,andtheloverof
mydreams.Mypastmattersnomore.Ionlyseemyfuture.Ionlyseeyou."
Sheswallowedhardashereleasedhisholdonhercheekandletoutabreathhedidn'trealizehe
washoldingin.
"SotodayItakeyou,Damon,asmylawfulhusband.Iwanttohaveandholdyouforever.Starting
today.Iwantustoclingtoeachotherwhethertheworldisright,orraincloudshoveraboveus.Iwantus
tostandstrongbesideeachotherinsicknessandinhealth,inrichesandinpoverty,nomatterwhatformit
comesin.Fromtodayforward,I'meternallyyoursandyou'remine.Untildeathdowepart."
ThecrowdwentwildasBethanypushedtheringontohisfinger.Damonletthetearsspillontohis
cheeksashepulledhisbrideinforalongkiss.
"Well,let'sjustgoaheadandpronouncethemhusbandandwife.Youmaykissyour...wait,you're
alreadydoingit."
Morelaughterfilledthesanctuary,butDamonwaslosttothewomaninhisarms.Itwasnothing
new.Hehadbeenherssincetheirfirstencounter.
"Inowpresenttoyou,Mr.andMrs.DamonBryant."DamonturnedandclaspedBethany'shandas
shebeamed.Theplacefilledwithclapping,andDamonwalkeddowntheaislebesidehisbestfriend,his
girl,hiswife.
Chapter16
Bethany
"Y
ouokay?"DamonaskedherforthetenthtimeastheywalkedintooneoftheSundayschoolrooms.
Bethanylaughed."Yes,baby.Areyouokay?Youkeepasking."
Hewasalittlewide-eyed."Ithinkso.Youwerejustshakinginthere.Iwasworried."
"Iwasnervous."Sheslidherarmsaroundhiswaistandpulledhimintight."Yourvowswere
beautiful."
"Shit..."Hescoffed."Ishouldhaveknownbetterthantogivemybeautifulwifeachallenge.You
blewmeoutofthewater.Iworkedonmineforafuckingweekandyouhadtwentyminutesandtookme
downfast."
Sheliftedtohertoesandhemoveddown,pressinghislipstoherashisstronghandsgrippedher
lowerback.Sherelaxedagainsthim,enjoyingthefeelingofhimholdingherup.
"Ifeelsodamnsentimental."Shemovedbackandwipedathereyes."It'sdrivingmecrazy."
"It'sjustgratitude."Kentwalkedinbehindthem."Whenyougetsomethinginlifethatmakesyour
lifebetter,you'reoverwhelmedwithgratitude."Heshrugged."It'sabeautifulplacetobe,butit's
emotionallyexhausting.Hanginthere,kiddo.You'llfeelbettertomorrow."
"Ikindalikethefeeling,butIkeepwantingtocry.That'sannoying."Bethanymovedintoaside
hugwithherfather?Father-in-law?Itwastooconfusingtofigureout,anditdidn'tmatter.Kentwas
family...afatherfigureinsomewayoranother.
"It'sagoodthing."Bethany'smomwalkedupandwrappedherarmsaroundBethanyandKent,
smilingupatthem.
Mattbouncedthroughthedoor,hisvoiceloud,hissmilehuge."Yeah!I'msoexcitedforyoutwo.
Congratulations.Theceremonywasbeyondbeautiful."
Ericajoinedthem."Icouldn'tagreemore.Itwassimpleandsmallinthewayofthewedding
party,butsomanypeoplecametohelpcelebrate."
"Yeah.Whowereallthosepeople?"Bethanymovedoutofthegrouphugandtookherplace
besideDamon."Didyouinviteallofthem?"Sheglancedupatherhusband.
"Me?No.Iknowtwentypeople,tops."Damonchuckled."Mostlikelyyourmomandmydad."
Bethanyglancedovertowardhermomandliftedaneyebrow."Isittrue?"
"Maybe."SheshruggedandturnedtowardKent."Let'sgogetafewpicturesonthestagebefore
thekidscomeintherefortheirpictures."
"Raceyouthere."KentreleasedherandjoggedtothedoorasBethany'smomtookoffafterhim.
"IhopeIcanstillrunlikethatwhenI'molder."Kendalwalkedintotheroom,barelymissing
gettingrunover.Danamovedupbesidehimandsmiled,butremainedsilent.Thepoorthingstillwasn't
comfortablearoundeveryoneyet.
"They'renotthatold,"Bethanypointedout."Allright...sopicturesandthenovertothereception
hallatthehotelonthecorner?Wehaveituntilmidnight."
"FreeliquoronDamon'stab?"Mattwaggedhiseyebrows.
"Yep.It'sallsetupforyourpleasure,buddyboy."DamonreleasedBethanyandmovedoverto
resthishandonMatt'sshoulder."AndthenBethandIflyoutinthemorningattenforJamaica.Canyou
takeustotheairport?"
"Surecan."MattglancedoveratEricaandofferedherahand."We'restayingwithMomandDad
tonight,butI'llcomebyyourplaceinthemorning?"
"Soundsgood."DamonglancedoveratBeth."Readyforpictures,baby?"
"Yeah,butwhyarewemakingplanslikewe'renotallgoingtoseeeachotheratthereception?We
havethenextfourhoursdancingandeatingtogether.Weirdos."Shesmirked.
"Haveyoueverbeentoabigreception?"Ericaasked,hersmilewelcoming."Wewon'tget
anotherwordinafterthepictures.IfyouandDamonaren'tdancing,thenyou'llbehuggingnecks,eating
cakeandkissingrandombabies.Itgetscrazy,andifIheardright,youhaveaboutsixhundredpeopleat
yours."
"Damn!"Bethanyyelledwithasmileonherface.
"Sixhundred?"DamonreleasedMattandputhishandsonhiships."Idon'teventhinkDadknows
thatmanypeople."
"You'dbesurprised.Theystartcomingoutofthewoodworksforweddings."Kendalpatted
Damononthechestandwalkedout."We'llmeetyouguysoverthereafterpictures.DanaandIwillget
youaplatejustincaseseeingthatyou’regoingtobebombardedwhenyoufirstgetinthedoor.It'shardto
findtimetoeatfromwhatIheard."
"Ipayforthefoodanddon'tgetany?"Damonshookhishead."Thisistheworstbusinessdeal
ever."
"It'snotadealatall,andithasnothingtodowithbusiness.Getreadytomingle,Mr.Unsocial."
Ericawalkedtowardthedoor,directingherteasingtowardDamon."Matt,comeon,handsome.Iwanta
fewpictureswithjustyouandmetoo."
BethanyletoutasoftsighaseveryonelefttheroombutDamon."Thatwasbeautiful.Thankyou
foraperfectwedding."
"Thankyou,Mrs.Bryant."Hemovedtowardher,reachingoutandrunninghishandsdownher
backtosqueezethetopofherrear."Iknowwehavetomingleandchokebabiesandshit-"
"Kissbabies."Bethanylaughed.
"Thattoo,butwhenwegetbacktomyplace...I'mgonnaneedtoseewhat'sunderthisbigfluffy
whitedress."
"You'veseenitamilliontimesalready."Shesmiledupathimandpressedherselfagainsthis
strongchest.
"Thatdoesn'tmeanIdon'twanttoseeitagain."Hebrushedhisnosebyhers."HowmuchwouldI
havetoofferyounottohavetotaketoomanypictures?"
"Nothing.You'restuck."Sheliftedupandkissedhim."Italkedtomymomaboutmydadbeingat
thegraduationtheotherday."
"And?"Damon'seyebrowlifted.
"AndshethinksIshouldforgivehim.Kindalikeyoudidwithyourmother."Sheglanceddown,
notquitesureshefelttheneedtobringupthesituationwithherdadagain.Itwastheirday,andhad
nothingtodowithhim.
"Ithinkthat'sagreatidea.Itfreesyoutoheal."Hepressedhisfingerssoftlyunderherchin."But,
that'ssomethingonlyyoucandecideforyourself,baby.I'mheretosupportyou,butit'sgoingtobeupto
youhowyoudealwithyourfatherandyourpast."
"Iknow.GivemeaminuteandI'llbeinthereforpictures."Sheleanedinashemoveddownto
kissherafewmoretimes.
"Anythingyouwant.It'syours."
Shewatchedhimgoandwaiteduntilhelefttomovetowardthelargestained-glasswindowsin
thesmallSundayschoolroom.
"Idon'twanttoforgiveyou,butsomepartofmeknowsIalreadyhave."Shereachedupand
brushedherfingersbyherlips."Forgivingyoudoesn'tmeanIhavetoletyoubackintomylife,itjust
meansthatIdon'thavetohurtbecauseofyouanymore."
"Baby?"Bethany'smom'svoicecausedhertoturn."YoutalkingtoGod?"
Bethanychuckled."No,Mom.Ithinkhe'sprobablybusywithpeoplethathaverealproblems."
"Baby,theonlypeoplethatdon'thaveproblemsareincemeteries."Hermothersmiled."Youwant
metoleaveyoualone?"
"No.I'mgood.IjustneededaminutetoforgiveDaddy."Sheshruggedandwalkedtowardher
mom,notatallsurprisedbytheexpressiononhermom'sprettyface.
"Oh.Wow.Youwanthisnumberoraddress?"
"MaybehisaddresswhenIgetbackfromourhoneymoon.Idon'twanttoseehimortalktohim,
butmaybeIcanwritealetterandgeteverythingout.I'mnotreallysurehe'dwanttogetanass-chewing
fromme,butwhoknows."Shesnuggledagainsthermomastheywalkeddownthehallwaytowardthe
soundoflaughter.
"Ithinkyou'dbesurprised.Atenserelationship,attimes,isbetterthannorelationshipatall.At
leastwiththeopenlineofcommunication,there'ssomehopestillalive."
"Hopeforwhat?"Theystoppedoutsidethelargesanctuarydoors.
"Hopeforreconciliation,Bethany."Hermomtouchedthesideofherface."You'realwaysliving
inthefuture,sweetheart.DealwithyourdadwhenyougetbackfromJamaica,butrightnow,stopthinking
aboutanythingbutthehereandnow.Thismomentrighthereispreciousandyou'renevergoingtogetit
back.Clingtoit."
Bethanynodded."You'reright.You'realwaysright."
"Yeah,canyoutellKentthat?"Bethany'smomlaughedastheywalkedintothesanctuary.
Kent,Damon,MattandKendalwereupfronttryingtolooklikegangstersforthenextpictures.
Bethanyranherfingersdownherfaceandsnort-laughed.
"Youhavegottobekiddingme,"shecalledout.
"What?"Mattresponded."We'retough.Wecouldbeinagang."
"Yeah,maybethechain-gang."EricalaughedasshewalkedtowardBethany."Youneedanything?"
"NothingotherthanafunnightwithmyfriendsandfamilybeforeIheadofftoaweekofsun,fun
andfruitydrinks."
"Makeussomegrandbabieswhileyou'rethere."Bethany'smomwaggedhereyebrowsand
walkedtowardthestage.
"Ugh.Really?Gross."BethrolledhereyesasEricaslippedherarmintoBeth's.
"Thatwasgross,butyoushouldhaverespondedwith,'We'lltry’!"
Bethnodded."ThepracticingpartisDamon'sfavorite.MinetooifI'mbeinghonest."
"It'sallofourfavorites."Sheshookherhead."WhatarewegoingtodowiththesecrazyBryant
men?"
Bethsighedsoftly,lettinghereyesroamalloverDamon."Theonlythingwecando.Lovethem."
Epilogue
Bethany
"W
ell?Thatwasahit."BethanyreclinedinthebackofthelimobesideDamonastheypulledaway
fromthereception.Therehadbeenfartoomanypeopletoreallykeeptrackofanyone.Afterhuggingthe
hundredthperson,thefacesandconversationsstartedtoblendtogether.
"Itwasincredible.I'mfuckingbeatthough."Hereachedoverandtouchedthesideofherface.
"Howaboutaquickshowerandbed?"
"Howaboutalongshowerandbed?"Shemovedcloser,pressinghershouldertohisasthey
slumpedagainstthesoftleatherbehindthem.
"Ilikethesoundofthattoo."Hisfingertipsskimmeddownhercheek."Ourflightleavesattenin
themorning,soweneedtogetupatsixorso-"
HepausedasBethanysatupandmovedintohislap,herhugeweddingdressbillowingdownthe
sidesofhislegs.
"Stoptalkingaboutalltheto-dosonourlisttomorrow.Tonightisourfirstnightasamarried
couple."Sheranherhandsdownhisfirmchestandpurred."Idon'twanttofocusonanythingbuteach
other."
Hiseyesdarkenedasheranhishandsupherskirt,dippingunderittobrushthebackofhisfingers
byhercenter."You'renottired?"
"I'mbeyondtired,butI'mnotgoingtosleepwithoutfeelingyouontopofme,burieddeepinside
ofme,moaningallaroundme."
"Fuck,woman."Heslippedhisfingersintoherpantiesandlickedhislips."I'mnotsurewecando
toomuchwithoutyoumakingamessofthisprettydressthatmydaughter'sgoingtowearoneday."
Shewhimperedashepushedherpantiestotheside,addinghisotherhandunderherskirt.
"Ilovehowyoutouchme,"shewhisperedandleanedback,reachingbehindhertograsphisknees
forstability.
"Good.I'mgoingtobetouchingyoufortherestofyourlife."Hepressedhispalmtoherclitand
slippedtwofingersinsideofherfromhisfreehand."Rideme,Beth."
Sheclosedhereyesandletherheadfallback,notcaringaboutanythingotherthanbeingcloseto
him.Therewasnothingshewouldn'tdoforhim.
"Iwantyousobad."Shemoanedandrolledherhips,forcingmoreofhiminsideofher.
"Youneedmycock,lover?Justsaythewords."
"Yes."Shesatupfartherandreachedforhim.
"Notenough.Saywhatyouwantandit'syours."Hepulledonehandfromherbodyandreached
up,pullingherflushagainsthimashecontinuedtopumphisfingersinandoutofher."You'resowet.Tell
mewhatyouneedfromme.Noneedtobeg,baby,justdemandit."
"You'rethedemandingone."Shereachedbetweenthemandundidhisslacks."Iwantmycock."
Hechuckled."Yourcock?"
"Youheardmeright."Shesmiledandmovedback,moaningloudlyashemovedhisotherhand
fromunderneathherskirt.
"IguessIdid."Hekepthiseyesonher,butreacheddownandhelpedherpullhisarousalfromhis
pants."Comegetit."
Shegrowledasexhaustionbeatagainsther.Itcouldtakeabackseat.Therewassomethingso
thrillingaboutmakinglovetoDamoninacar,oraplane,oranywhereforthatmatter.
Movingup,shestraddledhiswaistandpressedbackonhisshaft,lettingthegirthofitopenherup
fully.TheygroanedtogetheraspleasureshotacrossBethany'scenter.
Damonpulledherdownandmadelovetohermouthashetookcontroloftheirsex,hishands
grippingherassunderthedress,settingtherhythmsoslowanddeep.Sheshookwithneedbythetimehe
releasedhisholdonherandsmiled.
"Dowhatyouwannado,baby.Icanseeitinyoureyes,feelthetensioninyourbody.Comeforme
andthenI'lltakebackover."Helookedupfrombeneathher,themanagodinhisownright.
"Yes,"shemumbledandreachedup,grippingthetopoftheseatbehindhimasshepumpedher
hips,bouncingonhiscock.Betweenthepressureandthedeliciousencouragementshecontinuedtogive,
shedidn'tlastmorethanafewminutes.
Hercriesfilledupthebackofthecab,andsheglancedoverhershoulder,findingreliefthatthe
darkenedwindowwasraisedbetweenthemandthedriver.
"Focusonme.Comeagain."Damongrippedthesideofherneckandforcedhertoturnback
towardhim.
"No.It'syourturn."Shecuppedherhandoverhisandliftedupslowly,justthewayhelikedit.
"Therearenoturns,Beth.Iwanttofeelyoucomeagain,toexperiencehowgooditiswhenyour
bodycontractsaroundmine.There'snothingbetter.Nothing."Heliftedhiships,pumpingintoherbodyas
shehoveredabovehim,preparingforthenextwaveofheatanditdidn'tdisappoint.Itblastedthroughher,
andshecriedoutagain,soclosetotheedge.
"Iwantyouinthebed,intheshower."Shepressedherfingersintohischest.
"Andyou'regoingtohavemeinallthoseplaces.Moanforme.Ilovethesoundofyougetting
off."Hereachedupandsqueezedherbreast,brushinghisthumboverhernipple."I'llcomewithyou,just
beloud.Letyourselfgo.Nooneiswatchingbutme.Iwannaseeit.Feelit.Hearit.Comeforme."
Sheglanceddownathimandcriedoutasherorgasmhit.Iftheshowwasonlyforhim...itneeded
tobefromdeepinsideofher.
Liftingup,shelockedeyeswithhimandletherselfgo,rollingherhipsandworkingthemboth
overtheedgeoforgasm.Sherolledandbounced,moaningandwhimperingashepantedandheldon
tightlytoher.
"That'sit,beauty.Givemeyourall."
Shemoanedandpressedbackasthehighfaded."I'msotired."Sheslumpeddownagainsthim,
restinginthecradleofhisarms."Iloveyousomuch."
"Metoo,baby.Thatwasamazing.Youwereamazing."Heheldherforafewmoreminutesuntil
thecarstopped."Rolloverandletmeputmyselftogether.We'llgetyououtofthatdressandintothe
showerinafewminutes,okay?"
"Okay,"shewhisperedbeforerollingbacktoherseat.Shecouldn'trememberbeingsoweary
before,butthey'dbeenthroughalotoverthelastfewdays,andevenmoresothatday.Ithadbeenpicture
perfectthough.Nothingwasoutofplaceorgotmesseduporfellapart.
Funnyenough,ifithad,shewasn'ttoosureitwouldhavemattered.Aslongassheendedthenight
asMrs.DamonBryant,allwouldbewell.
Damonputhimselfbacktogetherandhelpedheroutofthecar,thankingthedriverandwalking
withhertothehouse.Heunlockedthedoorandpausedtoputthekeyinhispocket.
"Whatareyoudoing?"Shesmiledashereachedforherandpickedherup.Excitementfilledher,
forcingthetirednesstofadeaway.
"Carryingyouacrossthethreshold."Hesmiledandkissedherbeforewalkingtowardthedoor.
"Ithoughtyoudidn'tliketradition."Shereachedupandtouchedhisface,herheartswellinginher
chest.
"Somethingsareworthrespecting."Hewalkedwithherintothehouseandputherdown,
wrappinghisarmsaroundher."Likeawomanwho'scommittedtoanassholelikeme.Whoknewyouhad
thepowertochangeme."
"Areyouchanged?Idon'tthinkso."Shelaughedandranherhandsdownhisback.
"Youdon't?"
"Nope,andIwouldhopethatyouneverchange.Iloveyoujustlikeyouare."
"Whydoesthatturnmeon?"Hegaveheracockysmile.
"Becauseeverythingturnsyouon?"
"Right.Youcangetaheadstart."Henoddedtowardthebed."Buttakeitnow."
"What?"Sheturnedandjoggedtowardthebedroom,squealingashebarreledafterher.
Nothinghadchanged,andyeteverythinghad.
Bethknewwithoutadoubtthatnothingwouldeverbethesame.
ShewasaBryantnow.Intherightway.AsDamon'swife.
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