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WildLove(WildingPackWolves2)
Copyright©2016byAlisaWoods
January2016Edition
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WildLove(WildingPackWolves2)—NewAdultParanormalRomance
NoahWildinghikedupthestairstothesecondfloorofthemotel.Hecouldn’tdecideifhewantedthis
timetobelikethelastthreehookups—acouplehoursofraginghotsexwithahumanfemaleuntilbothof
themwerewornoutfromthesheerintensityandrepeatedorgasms—orifhewantedtofinallyflushoutthe
badguysohispackcouldcatchthebastard.
Toughchoice.
“Howaboutyouleavethemiconthistime,Noah?”Thevoicecomingoverhisearbudwasscratched
withabitofstatic,butheeasilyrecognizedJimmy,whocouldgivehimarunforHorniestUnmatedWolf
intheRiverpack.ThekidwasbarelyeighteentoNoah’stwenty-oneandwould’vetradedplaceswith
Noahinaheartbeat.
“Ormaybeyoucouldjustgetthejobdonealittlefaster?”ThatwasJaceRiver,hissister’smateand
oneofthethreeRiverbrotherswhoranRiverwise,thesecurityfirmthatNoah,Jimmy,andtherestofthe
packworkedfor.“Imean,really?Twohours.Whattakesyousolong?”
Laughtercameovertheearbudfromtherestoftheassholesinthepackvan.
“Comeon,man,leavethemicon.”Jimmyagain,pleading.“IwanttolearnfromtheMaster.”
“Youguysareabunchofperverts,”hewhisperedintohismic,whichwassewnintohiscollar.He
triednottobeobviousabouttalkingintohisclothes,notthattherewasanyonelingeringaroundthemotel
balconyatteno’clockatnightforthisapp-mediatedbootycall.“Ifyoulosersweren’tallsougly,maybe
youcouldbeonthefrontlineslikeme.”Hesmirkedattheroarofproteststhatfloodedhisearbud.
Noahpausedatthedoor—numbertwenty-three—tryingtogetintherightframeofmindandforgetthe
assholeswhowerelisteningin.
HepicturedthefacehehadseenontheWildLoveapp—pretty,younglikehim,sparklingblueeyes—
justthekindofsoft,innocent-lookingfacethatwouldlureinahot-bloodedshifter.Thisnewdatingapp
runbytheSeattleShiftersDatingAgencyhadgottenwildlypopularonceahategroupdecidedtostart
targetingshifters.Thathadclearedoutthedowntownshifterbars—itjustwasn’tsafetogatheringroups
thesedays—whichleftalotofshiftersveryhornywithnotalottodoaboutit.Theappwasgeniusfor
hookingupshifterswithwillinghumans,whichwasapparentlythenewrageamongSeattle’shipsters…
untilsomeonestartedplantingcarbombswhilethecouplewastangledinthesheets.
Twoshiftershadbeenhitinthelasttwomonths—bothsurvived,butthatonlyprovedhowdamnhard
itwastokillthem.Riverwisehadteamedupwiththedatingagencytogoundercoverandhuntdown
whoeverwasdoingthisbeforetheysucceedinginkillingsomeone…nottomentionputthedatingagency
outofbusiness.
Whichwaswhyhewashere.
“Okay,perverts,”Noahwhisperedintohismic.“I’mgoingin.Micisswitchingoff,butletmeknowif
youseeanything.Andkeepyourchattertoaminimum.It’shardtogetitupwithyouguysinmyear.”
Hetappedthemicoffandchuckledatthepredictableswearingandgood-naturedname-callingthat
followed,buttheyquicklysettleddown.Heknockedonthedoor—threequickraps—andtriedtogethis
gamefaceon.
Whenthedooropened,thegirlinsidelookedjustlikeherpicture—onlyinsteadofsweet-and-
innocent,shewassmokin’hot.ThenerdyT-shirtandjeansfromherWildLoveprofilehadbeenreplaced
byasilkydressthatclungtoherlusciouscurvesinalltherightplaces.Butashotasshewas,standing
thereholdingthedooropen,sheseemedasskittishasastartledkitten.
“Um…hi,”hesaid,workingtokeepthedroolinhismouth.“I’mNoahWilding.”Hesincerelyhoped
therewouldbenobadguystonight.Ifthishumangirlwantedatasteofwolf,hedefinitelywantedtohelp
outwiththat.
Sheblinked,rapidly,andhermouthopened,butnothingcameout.Shewascheckinghimout,butina
nervouskindofway,asifshewasfightingit—flickinghereyesdowntohischestandevenlower,then
jerkingthembackupagain.Andshewasbitingherliplikeshewastryingtochewitoff.
Whenshedidn’tsayanything,hefrownedandadded,“I’m,youknow,fromWildLove?”Heglanced
atthedoornumber,eventhoughhewassurethiswasthegirl.Butifshewastoofreakedoutbythe
hookup,hewantedtogiveheraplausibleexcusetobowout.“Isthistherightroom?”
“Ohyeah.Imean,yes.Therightroom.Definitely!”Shesqueezedhereyestightforasecondlikeshe
wastryingtogetagriponherself.
Hegrinned.Shewasfuckingadorable.Man,hehopedshewouldactuallyinvitehimin.
Shefinallyopenedhereyesagain.“Pleasecomein.”Shevisiblyswallowedandsteppedbacktogive
himroom.
Heslowlysteppedinside,likeanysuddenmovementmightscareheroff.Theroomwaspretty
standardforalow-rentmotelroom—cheesyartonthewalls,reallythinspreadonthebed,wornpatterns
intheindustrialcarpet.Hegaveitagoodcheckingout,justincase.Thepreviousattemptshadbeencar
bombs,nottrapslurkinginthemotelroomitself,butthatwasstillapossibility.Heturnedbacktoherand
watchedherclosethedoorwithshakyhands.
Whywasshesonervous?Thelastthreewomenhaddefinitelybeen…experiencedinthissortof
thing.Thepreviously-vibrantshifterbarscenemeanttherewerealotofhumanfemaleswhohadscoreda
littleparanormalactionbefore.Butifhewasbeingsetup…
“YouareEmilyRichards,right?”Thatwasthenameonherprofile…whoknewwhatitwasinreal
life.AlmostnooneusedtheirrealnamesonWildLove.Hehadusedhisbecausethefreakwhowashead
ofthehategroup—aguywhocalledhimselftheWolfHunter—hadalreadyoutedalltheWildingpack
members,includingNoah.Andthatmadehimatemptingtarget.
Thegirl’sbackwasgluedtothedoor,handsflatagainstit.“Yes.MynameisEmily.”Therewasa
kindofterrorinhereyes,andherlongblondhairdidn’tquitehidetheshakingofhershoulders.
Hewaitedformore,butitwasn’tforthcoming.Thisgirlwaseitherfreakedaboutsettinghimupand
hadanaccompliceoutside,orthiswasjustherfirsttimewithashifter.Afewwhispersfloatedacrosshis
earbud,butnothingtoindicateanythingwaswronginthepackvan.
Noahnarrowedhiseyes.“Wereallydon’thavetodothis,ifyoudon’twantto.”Heheldhishands
out,palmsforward,likehewascalmingawildrabbit.
Thatseemedtoriseupsomefireinher.Shepushedawayfromthedoorandtookthreedetermined
stridestowardhim,stoppingjustinsidehisreach.“No.”Shesuckedinabreath.“Iwanttodothis.”
Shewasobviouslytryingtobebraveaboutthisforsomereason,butthetwitchylookonherfacewas
bringingouttheprotectivesideofhiswolf.Hisinnerbeastwasnoordinarywolf,butitwasstillall
alpha…andthatskittishlookwasjustmakinghimwanthermore.Likehiswolfwasdyingtokissaway
whateverwasmakinghertremble.
“Okay.”Heswallowed,unsurehowtoproceed.Normallytherewasalittlebanterorsomething
beforetheclothesstartedcomingoff.Althoughoneofhishookupshadbarelysaidhellobeforeshewas
tearingoffhisshirt.Butthisone…itfeltliketheyshouldhavegoneoutonadate,orthree,beforegetting
tothispoint,standinginamotelroomtogether.
Heheldouthishand.Shestaredatitlikeitmightbiteher…thensheslowlyputherhandinhis.Itwas
warmandsoftanddelicate,withthinlittlefingersthatlookedliketheyhadn’tdoneanymanuallaborin
herentirelife.
“Whatdoyoudoforaliving,Emily?”heasked,pullingheralittlecloserandcapturingherpretty
blueeyeswithagentlelook.Shewasshort,andhekindofloomedoverher,buthehopedhistouchanda
littlesmalltalkwouldcalmher.Besides,WildLovewasprettyscantonpersonaldetails,givenitwasa
siteprimarilydesignedforbriefsexualencounterswithnochanceofcommitment.Hereallydidn’tknow
anythingabouther.
“Um…”Sheswallowedagain,peeringupathim,butnotmovingaway.“Librarian.”
Hesmiled.“You’rekiddingme.Asexylibrarian?HowdidIgetsolucky?”Hewascloseenoughto
puthisarmsaroundhernow,buthewasstilljustholdingherhand.Hehadasuddenurgetopullherintoa
hug—aprotective,reassuringone—buteventhatseemtoointimate.Toofast.Instead,hetuckedherhand
againsthischest.
“I’mnotgoingtohurtyou,Emily.”
Hereyesgrewalittlewider.“Iknow,”shewhispered.“Shiftersareextremelyprotectiveoftheir
mates,andevenwomenandchildrentheydon’tknowbutneedtheirhelp.Infact,it’sbeenwidelyshown
thattheyrarelyattackanyonewithoutprovocation,muchlesssomeoneweakerormorevulnerablethan
them,whichisreallyprettymuchanyhuman.Theirwholepackcultureiswrappedupinfamilyandcaring
andatightmagicalbondoflove.”Shestoppedsuddenly,thelookofterrorscuttlingbacktoherface,like
shehadn’tmeanttoblurtallthatoutatonce.
Noahjuststared.Shecertainlytalkedlikealibrarian.Butitwasmorethanalittleweirdtohavethat
kindofencyclopedicknowledgeofshifters—anditwasjustthekindofresearchsomeoneobsessedmight
do.Obsessedenoughtokill.
“Youseemtoknowalotaboutshifters,”hesaidcarefully.
Hercheeksflushed.Shedroppedhergazetothefloor,thenthebed,thenthewall…anywherebut
lookingathim.“Ijust…Ijustthinkshiftersare…”Hergazefinallycamebacktohim,fixingonhischest.
“Amazing,”shebreathedout.Thensheslowlydraggedhergazeuptomeethis.Herlipsparted,andshe
seemedtobelaboringtobreathe.
Noahknewwomenreactedtothealpha-nessinsidehim.Hisshifterbody,themusclesthatturned
womenon,themilitarybearinghecarriedfromhistimeintheArmy—allofithadaneffect.He’dseenit
inactiontoomanytimesnottobeawareofit.Butthis…thisgirl’swide-eyedbreathlessness…maybeit
wasn’tjustherfirsttimewithashifter.
Maybeitwasherfirsttimeever.
Thatsethisnervesonend.Partlybecausehehadn’tbeenwithavirginsincehewasonehimself,and
thatwasyearsago.Partlybecausethatblue-eyedinnocencewasworkingsomekindofmagiconhiscock.
Hisheadandbodywereinawarwithoneanother,onewantingtodiverightintotastingherwhilethe
otherwantedtoholdback.Plus,thiscouldstillbeasetup.Shewasn’tacasualhumanlookingfora
casualfuck.Whichpointedtoobsession.Whichmightmeanthehategrouphewastryingtotrap.
Thewholethingfeltlikerockyground,buttherewasnothingtodobutwalkoveritandtestitout.“So
that’swhyyou’rehere—youwanttoknowwhatit’sliketobewithoneofus.”
“Yes.”Sheletoutabreaththatwasmayberelief.
Hepulledherevencloser.
Hereyesdilated,andherbreathingpickedup.Thescentofherarousalsurgedoverthefresh-washed
clean-skinsmell,noperfumebutthelovelyscentofher,thatwasalsodrawinghimin.Thatfinally
convincedhimtoshoveasidehissuspicionsandgoforhisoriginalpurpose—whichwastotakethe
delicioushumanbaitofwhoeverwasattemptingtomurdershiftersbyplantingbombsintheircars.
NoahranafingerslowlyacrossEmily’scheek.Sheclosedhereyeswithhistouchandshuddereda
little.Hecuppedherfacewithhishandandleanedin,closeenoughtokiss,butstillnottouching.
“You’renewtothis,right?”hewhispered.
Sheblinkedopenhereyesandnodded,quickly.
Hepulledbackalittletolookinhereyes.“I’mgoingtosaythisstraightoutbecausethere’sreallynot
anotherwaytoask.”
“Okay,”shebreathed.Itstruckhimthatsheactuallywasbrave,inspiteofthequaking.Afterall,she
wasaloneinaroomwithashifter.Comparedtoher,hewasadangerousthing.Andthatwaswithouther
evenknowingthetruthabouthisabilitiesorhowfuckeduphereallywas.
“Youhaven’tdonethisbefore,”hesaidsoftly.
“Right.”Hereyeswerewide.
Hepausedforasecond,thenadded,“Imean,youhaven’tdonethishavingsexthingbefore.”
Hereyeswentevenmorewide,thenshedroppedhergazetothefloor.“No,Ihave.”
Thatwasn’ttheanswerheexpected.“Soyou’renotavirgin?”Attwenty-oneorso,itwasn’tlikeit
wasimpossible.Orunheardof.
Shelookedup,butjustbarely,almostlikeshecouldn’tlookhimintheeye.“No.”Thennothingmore.
Theawkwardsilencewasshovedasidebylaughterfromtheguysinthesurveillancevan.Ofcourse,
Emilycouldn’thearit,butitstillmakehimcringe.
Suddenly,hergazewasdemanding.“Doesthatmatter?”
Hefrowned.“No,Ijustwantedtomakesure—”
Shepulledbackandwrappedherarmstightaroundherchest.“HowdoIknowyou’reevenawolf?”
shedemanded.
Thequestionknockedhimback.Noneoftheothershadasked—theyweremorethanhappytoclimb
uponhiscockwithoutproofhewasashifter,muchlesswhichkind.Itwasn’tliketheywerelookingto
settledownandhavehalf-breedshifterpups.Humansandshiftersgotiton,buttheydidn’tmate—atleast,
notoften.Andnow,withthehateflamesbeingfannedevenmore,thefewintermarryingcouplesdefinitely
keptthatinthecloset.Hewasn’tmatematerialanyway,forshiftersorhumans.Femaleshifterswerein
shortsupply,andtheyusuallywentforthestrongestalphatheycouldfind,notgeneticfreakslikehim.
Besides,hisownfamilyprovedthatmatingcouldbeacurseasmuchasablessing.
Noahstruggledforsomethingtosay.“Iguess…IcouldshowyouI’mawolf.”
Hefullyexpectedthattodriveherawaycompletely.
Instead,hereyeslitup.“Really?You’dshiftforme?”
Hegrimaced.Thisseemed…reallyunwise.Especiallygiventheunusualnatureofhiswolfform
thesedays.Butherarousalscentwasthroughtheroof.Hewasdefinitelyturningheron.Andheneededto
drawthisthingouttogivewhoevermightbeplantingabombtimetodoso.
“Sure,”hesaid,againsthisbetterjudgment.Henearlyturnedthemicbackonbutdecidedagainstit.
Afterall,thisgirlwasn’tcapableofhurtinghimdirectly,evenifshewassettinghimup.So,heheldher
gazeforamomentandthenquicklyshifted.
Shegaspedandbothhandsflewtohermouth,butshedidn’tbackaway.Heknewwhatshesaw—a
white,shaggywolfwithoversizedfangsandcrystal-blueeyes.Hekepthisclawssheathedbecauseshe
didn’tneedthatnightmareinherhead.Thiswasn’tthewolfhewasbornwith…itwastheresultof
experimentsthegovernmenthaddoneonhim,bringingoutsomethingthathadbeenburiedinhisgenetic
code.Thefamilysecret.Hehadn’tshiftedforanyonesincehe’dtakenthatmedicalleaveandgottenthe
helloutofAfghanistan.Hiscoverstorywasthathecamehometoprotecthisfamily,thesprawling
Wildingpack…butthetruthwasmuchmorecomplicated.
Emilydroppedherhandsfromhermouthandedgedtowardhim,handextended.“CanItouchyou?”
sheasked,voicefullofbreathyexcitement.
Hedippedhishead.
Sheranonehandthroughthefuratthetopofhishead,thenbroughttheotherupaswell.Heleaned
intoheralittle—hergentlemassageactuallyfeltprettygood.
“Awhitewolf,”shebreathed.“Sorareastobealmostlegend.Ican’tbelieve…ofalltheluck…
wolveslikeyouaresaidtobealmostmagical.Notthenormalshiftermagic,butmoreso.Likeacross
withwitches,perhapsinancienttimes,beforetheparanormalcreaturessplitupintodifferent—”
Hecutheroffbynuzzlingherarm,gentlybutenoughtostopthehistoryreport.Itwasstartingtofreak
himout.
Shepulledbackandlookeddirectlyintohiseyes,herfaceonlyinchesaway.“Youaresobeautiful.”
Okay,thatwasenough.Heshiftedquickly,capturingherinhisarmsbeforeshecouldbackaway.It
tooklessthanafractionofasecondandwrenchedagaspoutofher,butbythetimeitwasdone,hewas
holdingherinhisarmsandpullingheragainsthisnakedbody.
“Weusuallypreferthetermhandsome,”hesaidwithasmirk.
Thenhekissedher.
Damn,shewassoft—thedress,hersilkyblondehairspillingoverhishands,herlipsmeltingunder
his.Ittookherasecond,butthenshewasalloverhiminreturn—smallhandsclawingathisshoulders,
tongueeagerinhismouth,herskirthikingupasshehitchedoneofthoselusciouslegsoverhisbarehip,
bringingherbodyevencloser.Heslippedahandinsidethesoftsilkofherdressandcuppedherbreast,
moaningashefoundhernipplealreadyhardforhim.Hiscocksatupandpressedintotheinfinitesoftness
thatwasherbody—andhewasinstantlyachingtoburyitinherforreal.
Hepulledbackfromthekisstolowerhismouthtoherneck.
Shemoanedandtippedherheadback.
“Youhavetoomanyclotheson,”hewhisperedbetweenwetnipsatherskin.
“Yes,”shebreathed.
Hebackedhertowardthebed,slowly.They’dgonezero-to-sixtyinlessthanfiveseconds—therewas
somethingaboutherobsessionwithshiftersthatwassendinghiswolfintooverdrive—andheseriously
hopedshewastellingthetruthaboutnotbeingavirgin.Becausehewassuddenlydyingtotakeherhard,
slammingtheflimsymotelbedagainstthewallandhearingherscreamouthisname.
Ifshelikedwolvesbefore,heaimedtomakeherapermanentfan.
Hehadhernearlytothebed—andherdressincheduppastherwaist—whenvoicessuddenly
explodedinhisear.
“Teno’clock!”
“Iseehim!”
“Whatthefuck—”
“Jimmy,stayhere.Murphy,Simpson,takethefarflank.Ashton,you’rewithme.Go,go,go!”
NoahyankedbackfromkissingEmily.Somethingwasgoingdownoutside,andhewasstandinginthe
motelroom,nakedwithahard-on.Shit.
HeabruptlyleftEmilyteeteringatthebedsideandracedbacktowherehisclotheslayinaheapon
themustycarpet.Ashehurriedlypulledthemon,shewassputteringoutsomethingwhilewrappingher
armstightlyaroundherselfagain.
“Ihavetogo,”hesaid,roughly,yankinghisshirtoverhishead.Theshoutsweregrowinglouderand
morefranticinhisear.
“I…didI…dosomethingwrong?”Shewasshaking.
Fuck.Hedidn’tknowifshewasinvolvedinthis,whateveritwas,orifshewasjustaninnocent
bystander,buthedidn’thavetimetoexplain.
“Ijusthavetogo.”Heshovedonhisshoesandracedtothedoor.Rightbeforehereachedit,heheard
aseriesofpopsthathadtobegunfire.Shit!Heflungitopen,lurchedoutside,andrememberedtoturnon
hismic.“Whatthehell’sgoingon?”heshoutedoverthegrowlsandgruntscomingthroughhisearbud.He
racedtotheendofthebalconywherehecouldtogetagoodlookathiscarandthevanparkedbelow.His
packhadswarmedoveraguy,takinghimdownhardagainstthepavement.Oneofthemhadshifted,buthe
waslyingproneonthegroundwhiletheothersheldtheperpdown.
Noahpoundeddownthestairsandhauledasstowardthedownedwolf.
No,no,no…itsrelativelyslenderbody,short-cutbrownfur…ithadtobeJimmy.
NoahreachedJace’sside,wherehewasbentoverJimmy.JacehadbeenamedicintheArmy,andhe
wasalreadyprobingJimmy’swound,whichwassomewhereonhishead—itwascoveredinblood.Noah
couldn’ttellhowbaditwas,buthe’dseenplentyofheadwoundsoverseas,andtheywerebadnews.
Jimmy’seyeswereclosed,hisfaceslack.
“Jace?”Noahheldback,chesttight,notwantingtogetinJace’sway.
HishandswerealloverJimmy’shead,feelingthroughthemessoffurandblood.“Ithinkhe’sjust
knockedout,”hesaidquickly.“Bulletonlygrazedhim.ButIneedtogethiminthevanandstitchhimup
fast.Headwoundsbleedlikecrazy.”
RelieftrickledthroughNoah.Jacewouldn’tgivethatkindofhopeifitweren’treal.Noahandthree
othersquicklyliftedJimmyandcarriedhimbacktothevan.Thereststayedbehindtocufftheasshole
whoshothim.Noahwantedtotearthemanapart,buttheyneededhimalivetofigureoutifhewasacting
alone.Astheywereclimbinginthevan,amovementcaughtNoah’seye—thegirl,Emily,wasstaringat
themfromatopthebalcony.Hethoughtherexpressionwasfilledwithhorror,buthecouldn’tbesurefrom
thisdistance.Thenshequicklyturnedandfled.
Helethergo.Ifshewereinvolved,theycouldtrackherdown.Ifnot,therewasnoreasonforherto
becomepartofthis.Heclimbedintothevanwiththerestofhispack,hopinglikecrazyJacecouldkeep
Jimmyalive.
AllEmilyhadwantedwasonenight.
Onenightwithashifterwouldhavechangedeverythingforher.Shewouldhavefinallybeenableto
putherpastbehindherandliveherlifeagain.Shehadtriedwithothermen,butshecouldneverget
throughafirstdatewithouthavingapanicattack.Sheknew,shejustknew,itwouldbedifferentwitha
wolf.Shifterswerenoordinarymen—theywereallaboutpackandfamilyandlove—andshewascertain
shewouldbesafewithoneofthem.
Onlyithadallgonewrong.Andashifterhadbeenshot.
Emilydroppedherheadintoherhands,grippingherhairandshakingherhead.She’dbeensittingat
herdeskandstaringatherscreenforanhour,tryingtofigureouthowlastnighthadgonefromthemost
excitingnightofherlifetothemosthorrifyinginaninstant.Ithadalsobeenthemostelectrifyingandthe
mostembarrassing…itwaslikeallthethingsherlifehadneverbeen,forbetterandworse,allwrapped
upinasingle,intensenightatadingymotel.Notevenawholenight,asshehadplanned…justafew
heart-stoppingminutes.
Partofherwasscreamingthatthiswasexactlywhyshedidn’tdate.Whysheonlywentouttomovies
withherfriend,Sophie,neverwalkedanywherealone,andspentmostofhernightsathomewithagood
bookandhercat,Peabody.Itwasaboringlife,butitwasasafelife.Anotherpartofherwascertainshe
hadlivedmoreinthatbriefperiodoftimewithNoahWildingthaninalltherestofherso-called“life”
combined.
SheraisedherheadandstaredattheWildLoveprogramonherscreen.Sheshould’veknownthat
puttingherselfinthedatabasewould’veunraveledeverythinglikecrazy.Itwastheonlythingshe’dever
donethatwasevenslightlyagainsttherules.ShewasWildLove’sleadprogrammer,forheaven’ssake.It
washerjobtomakesureitran24/7withoutahiccup,nottouseittoscoreadate.Shehadjustspentso
longwatchingallthehookupshappen,dayafterday—allthosewomenwhowerenother,meeting
insanelyhot,superprotective,safeshiftermen.Wasitsowrongthatshewantedasmallbitofthatlifefor
herself?Shekneweverythingtherewastoknowaboutshifters,andshewascertainevenonenightwould
havechangedeverything.
Shesighed,pushedawayfromherdesk,andwentinsearchofcoffee.Itonlytookaminutetobrew
herfavoritechailatteinthebreakroomKeurig,thenshewasbackatherdesk,asteamingcupbyher
keyboard,andstillatalossastowhathadhappened.Theonlythingtodowastoeraselastnightfromher
memory…andfromtheWildLovedatabase.
Herfingersflewoverthekeyboardwhilehercoffeecooled.
She’dspentthelastyearhopingshemightstumbleuponashiftertheold-fashionedway,inacoffee
shoporonherbusrideintowork,eventhoughsheknewtheoddsofthatwerelong.Shifterskepttothe
shadowsforareason—itwasdangerousforthemoutonthestreets,wherethestupidhumansofthecity
didn’tunderstandhowamazingtheywere.Butshewasn’tthekindofgirlwhocouldgotoashifterbar
andmeetsomeonethere—shewouldn’tmakeittwofeetinsidethedoor.Thatleftherwithcominginto
workeverydayandwatchingotherpeopleliveherdreamlife.PuttingherselfintheWildLovedatabase
seemedliketheperfectfix…butitwasn’tuntilshesawNoahWilding’sprofilepopupthatshehad
actuallygonethroughwithit.
You’renotastalker,shetoldherself,althoughshewassureitwouldlookthatwaytoanyonepeering
inonherall-too-boringlife.Shefollowedallthenewsaboutanyshifters—NoahandtheWildingpack
hadjustbeeninthenewsalot,sosheknewallabouthim.Thefactthathewasoutedbythehategroup.
ThefactthathehadservedinAfghanistan.ThehorriblefactthathisfatherwasthedisgracedColonel
Wilding,themaninchargeofthoseterribleexperimentsthathadbeenperformedonshiftersandexposed
byGraceKrepky,thenewopenly-shiftercandidatefortheHouseofRepresentatives.Itwasabouttime
shiftershadarepresentativeinthegovernment!Emilyknewthatforsure.
ButitwastheheartbreakingstoryaboutNoahbeingreleasedfromtheexperimentsperformedbyhis
ownfather,goingbackoverseastoservehiscountryinAfghanistan,onlytocomehomeagainbecausehis
packwasbeingthreatenedthathadcapturedherimagination.Itwastragicandhorribleandeverything
thatmadeshiftersandtheirpacksbraveandamazing.Themagicalbondtheyhadtiedthemtogether
strongereventhanblood—andthatwaspartofwhatshelovedaboutthem.Muchmoresothansomeof
thehumansshehadencounteredinherlife,especiallyhersupposed“family”whoneverprotectedher.
Notlikesheneeded.Notwhensheneededit.
ShepushedawaythosethoughtsandbroughtupNoah’sprofile.Hewasinsanelyhot,justlikeallthe
shiftermen—dreamybrowneyes,broadshoulderswithallthoseshiftermuscles.Itwasnorandomswipe
thathadbroughtup“EmilyRichards”onhisWildLoveapp.Ithadbeeneasytoforcethealgorithmsto
makeherprofilecomeupwhilehewasonline,aswellaskeeptheotherexcessivelygorgeousfemale
choicesfromshowing,buttherewasnowayshecouldmakehimactuallyswiperightforher.Infact,she
hadbeencertainhewouldn’t.Afterall,shecouldn’tevenbringherselftodooneofthosesuper-sexy
posesthewomenonWildLoveallseemedtohave—makeupthatoozedsexappealandclothestheywere
practicallyspillingoutof.Emilyfiguredshehadnochanceagainstthat.Shewasdoinggoodtoquickly
pasteinapicturefromthecompanypicniclastsummeranduploadbeforeshelosthernerve.
Butthenhedidswiperightforher.Andsuddenlyherlifewasonfirewithpotential.
Rightaway,Noahhadmessagedher,askingforhernumberonthesecurechatline.Afterseveralsmall
heartattacks,shehadworkedupthecouragetoreply.WildLovewasahookupapp,butsometimespeople
setupcoffeedatesfirst,maybeinpublicsettingsiftheywereworried.Butmosthumanfemaleswereon
theapppreciselybecausetheywantawildtime,notaboyfriend.Andtheshifterswerealsothereforonly
onething…anditwasn’ttolookforamate.MostWildLoverswentstraightforatimeandaplaceforthe
hookup.Noahwasreallysweetandfunnyinchat,buthequicklygotdowntobusiness,andtheyhad
agreedtomeetatthatsleazymotel…andthenthewholethinghadturnedintoadisaster.
Evenworse—ifherbossfoundout,Emilywouldbefiredintwosecondsflat.
Withhertechskills,shecouldmakeitalldisappear—therewouldbenoevidenceofanyhookup
between“EmilyRichards”andNoahWilding.Butthensherealized,shecouldn’t,notwithhowthings
wentdown.HerbosswassuretofindoutashifterhadbeenshotataWildLovehookup.Howcouldshe
not?Emilyhadfledthescene,butthepolicemust’vebeencalledinandreportsmust’vebeenmade.She
prayedtheshifterwhohadbeenshot—theoneNoahhadrunouttohelp—hadsurvived.Andtherewas
somethingreallystrangeabouttherebeingothershifterstherethatnight,andevenmoreweirdthat
somehowthey’dbeenattacked.Butshefiguredthemotelmusthaveallkindsofshadydealingsgoingon.
SheandNoahcertainlyweren’ttheWildLovershookinguplastnight.
Butsomewherealongtheline,thisshootingwouldgetbacktotheagencyandEmily’sboss.Someone
wouldsearchtherecords,anditwouldbeobviousthatshewasEmilyJones,theshortgirlwiththelong
blondehairandtheseriouscharacterflawofgoingaftershifterswhoweretotallyoutofherleague.
Erasingitwouldonlymakeherlookguiltyofthingsshewasn’tguiltyof…namelybeinginvolvedinthe
shooting.
So,shecouldn’teraselastnight…butshecouldtrytoscouranyevidencethatpointedtoher.She
broughtuptheWildLovedatabase,snaggedapictureoffanotherInternetdatingsite,andswappeditfor
herprofile.Thewomanlookedsomewhatlikeher—samelongblondehair,sameageandroundishkindof
face—andthefakenamecouldstay.She’dalreadybeencarefulnottoputanyidentifyingfeaturesinher
profileandusedanuntraceableaccountforthesecurechatroom.
IfanyonewentonWildLovenow,therewouldbenothingtotieher,EmilyJones,totheEmily
RichardsthatNoahhadmetthenightbefore.Andshedoubtedhewouldrememberherwellenoughto
realizethepictureofthegirlwasanydifferentfromthepersonheactuallymet.Theonlythingthatcould
tripherupwasifsomeonewentthroughthebackupsandchangerecordsandfoundthesubstitution.Orif
someonehadscreencappedherprofilebeforethechange.NoahwasherfirstandonlyWildLovehookup
—shehadn’tevenansweredanyoftheothermessages—soshewasprobablysafewiththat.Herfingers
flewoverthekeyboardagain,accessingallthebackupsandchangingthemsotherewasnotraceofwhat
shehaddone.
Emilypickeduphermug—itwastheonewithCoffeeisMyBoyfriendemblazonedonit—and
breathedinthecreamyspicesmellofherlatte.Thensheclosedhereyesandbreathedoutalltheanxieties
thathadwrappedherinatightballsinceshe’dstumbledhomefromthedisasternon-hookuplastnight.
Overthesacredfumesofhercoffee,shevowednevertobesostupidagain.She’dhadheronechance
withashifter,andthatwasthat.Shewouldgobacktohernormal,sane,boringlife,andcountherself
luckyforit.
“Areyougoingtobreathethatordrinkit?”araspyvoicesaidfromthedoor.
Itmadeherjump,popopenhereyes,andspillcoffeeonherkeyboard.Groaning,Emilyquicklyset
themugdownandsnatchedupherwirelesskeyboardtoshaketheliquidoffbeforeitcouldsinkin.Then
sheglaredatthesourceofthevoice—herboss,MarjorieSimmons,aginghipsterandCEOoftheSeattle
ShiftersDatingAgency.
“Geez,Marjorie,”Emilysaid,“givemeaheartattack,whydon’tyou?”
“Girlfriend,youneedalittleheartaction.”Shesmirkedthatlittleknowingsmilesheoftenhad.
Marjoriewasasex-obsessedoldlady—okayprobablyonlyaboutsixty—oneofthoseartsySeattletypes
whoknewallthebestplacestogetcoffee,hungoutatallthepoetryreadingsandartjamsinthecity,and
knewabsolutelyeveryonewhowasanyone.ShewasfarmorehipthanEmily,andwaytooZentobethe
bossofamulti-milliondollarcompany.
PlusMarjoriehadmoreexcitementinasinglemonththanEmilyhadinherentirelife—anddefinitely
moresex.Shewasalwaysoffwithanewboyfriend.ThewholeideaofWildLovehadbeenher
brainchildonedayovercoffee.EmilywasworkingherwaythroughcollegeasabaristawhenMarjorie
sharedhersketched-out-on-a-napkinplanshehadjustcomeupwith.Emilyhadsimplysaiditwouldn’tbe
thathard,technology-wise,toimplementandboom!Marjoriehiredheronthespotasleaddeveloperfor
theapp.
EmilyhadalmostgraduatedfromtheUniversityofWashingtonwithhercomputersciencedegree,and
therewerealreadyalotofdatingappsoutthere,soitwasn’ttoomuchofastretch.Puttinginsecurity
protocolsforthechatroomhadbeenalittletricky,butMarjorieagreedthatprotectingshifteranonymity
wasparamount.Andfundinghadbeennolimit.Marjorieeffortlesslybroughtinatonofinvestmentmoney
from“afewofherfriends.”Assoonasitwaslive,WildLovejusttookoff.Theriseoftheshifter-haters
hadmadeitevenmorepopular,asshiftersstoppinggoingtothebarsandstartedlookingforsaferwaysto
hookup.Plusshifterswereoutintheopennow,buzzingupallthetabloids.
WildLovewasjusttherightideaattherighttime.
StufflikethathappenedtoMarjorie.AndeversinceEmilystartedworkingatSeattleShifters,
Marjoriehadbeentryingtorubsomeofthatmagicpixiedustoffonher—specifically,tryingtohook
Emilyupwithguys.Ofcourse,dippingintoWildLoveasherpersonaldatingplaygroundwasstrictlyoff-
limits,asitwasforallemployees.Itwasrightthereintheemployeehandbook.Emilyhadreadit.
“Myheartisjustfinethewayitis,”sheliedagigantic,monster-sizedlieofridiculousness.She
hopeditdidn’tshowonherface.
“Sureitis,kid,”herbosssaid,herfacewrinklingupwithpity,althoughnottoounkindly.“You’vegot
aheartthesizeofMontana—don’tthinkIdon’tknowit,justbecauseyoukeepitallwrappeduptightin
thoselittlesweatersyouwearinthemiddleofJuly.”
Emilypulledhersweatertighteracrossherchest.“Itgetschillyinherewiththeairconditioning.”
Marjoriejustnodded.“Listen,sweetie,I’vegotsomebadnews.I’vebeenkeepingthisfromyou
becauseIknowwhatasoftheartyouhaveforourshifters.AndIsurelikethatpartaboutyou,butIneed
yourhelpwithsomethingnow,soIneedtotellyou.”
EmilyswiveledherchairtofaceMarjoriealittlebetter.“Sure,Marge,youknowI’lldoanythingfor
you.AndSeattleShifters.Youguysaremylife.”
Marjoriegaveherasadlook.“Damnshamethatis,too.Butnevermindallthat.”Shesuckedina
breathandletitoutslow.“I’mafraidthatacoupleofourhookupshavegone,well,verybadly.Youknow
aboutthehategroupsinthenews,right?”
Emilynodded,andherheartstartedjumpingaroundlikeanelectrocutedrabbit.OhGod,didMarjorie
know?Already?
Marjoriecontinued,“Therewasashiftershotlastnight.Hewasn’toneofourcustomers,butthe
shootingwasassociatedwithaWildLovehookup.”
OhGod,hereitcomes.“That’shorrible,”Emilysqueaked.
Marjoriescowled.“Damnrightitis!Thesebastards…Idon’tknowwheretheygetofftargeting
shifterswhentheyshouldjustlookinthemirrorandseewherealltheassholesintheworldare.
Motherfuckers!”
Emilymanagednottowince.She’dgottenusedtoMarjorie’scolorfullanguageoverthelastyear.“Is
theshifterallright?”
Marjorie’sangerquicklymorphedintoasmile.“Yes,sweetie,heis.Youknowhowtoughthosesexy
boysare.”
Emilynodded,relieved.
“Anyway,”herbosssaid,“thisisn’tthefirsttime.”
“It’snot?”Emily’smindspunupfast.Wait…thereweremoreattacksconnectedtoWildLove?“Why
haven’tIheardanythingaboutthisonthenews?”Nowthatshethoughtaboutit,she’dbeensopanicked
aboutbeingcaught,shehadn’teventhoughttowatchthenewslastnight.
“Well,asyouprobablyknow,”herbosssaid,“Ihaveafewfriendsintheshiftercommunity.We’ve
beenworkingtogethertomakesurethisthingstaysquiet.Partlybecausewedon’twantpeopletopanic,
andpartlybecausewe’vebeentryingtofindoutwho’susingWildLovetostalkshifters.I’vebeen
workingwiththeRiverbrothers—you’veheardofthem,right?Theyrunthatsecurityfirm,Riverwise.”
“Ofcourse,Iknowallaboutthem.Theywereinthenews.Theoldestbrother,Jared,ismarriedtoour
newHouseofRepresentativescandidate—”
Marjorieheldupahandtostopher.“Ofcourse,sweetie,Ishould’veknownyou’dbealloverthis.”
Emilybuttonedherlipstogether,determinednottorunoffatthemouthagainandaccidentallyspill
things.
“Thepointis,”Marjoriesaidsolemnly,“lastnight,Riverwisecaughtoneofthestalkers.Maybethe
stalker.I’mhopingthere’sonlyone.”
“Wait…”Emily’sbrainwasjustcatchingup.NoahWildinghadbeenworkingforRiverwiseever
sincehereturnedstateside.“So,lastnight,whentheshifterwasshot,Riverwisewastryingtolayatrap
forhim?”
“That’sright.TheshifterwasoneoftheRiverwisewolves.Anditlooksliketheycaughttheirbad
guy.”
Emilyshouldersdropped,partlywithrelief,andpartlybecauseitallhadbecomeclear.Noahdidn’t
pickherbecausehewasactuallylookingforahookup—hewastryingtocatchthehategroupcreepswho
weretargetingshifters.Itmadecompletesense,butitalsotwistedherheartintoknots.Shehadhopedto
atleastholdontothememoryoflastnight,ofNoahWildingchoosingherandkissingherbecausehewas
actuallyattractedtoher,evenifitwasonlyphysical…butitwasalljustasetup.Aflukethathehad
swipedherandnotsomeoneelse.
“Well…that’sreallygreat,”Emilyforcedout.“Imean,I’mgladtheycaughthim.”Shetriedtoblink
awayherbrokenheart,thenrealizedsomethingdidn’tmakesense.“Butwhatdoyouneedmyhelpwith?”
“Thefirsttime,itcouldhavebeenacoincidencethatithappenedataWildLovehookup.Thesecond
timewastoosuspicious…that’swhenIbroughtRiverwisein.Nowthattheyhavetheguyincustody,
well,theredoesn’tseemtobeanylinkbetweenhimandthehumanfemalesinvolvedinthefirsttwo
hookups.Wewerehopingtofindaconnection,but…it’snotlookingpromisingsofar.I’mafraidthere
mightbesomeoneinsidetheagencyhelpinghimfindtargets.”
“Insidetheagency?”Emilywasaghast.“Howcouldanyonehere—”
Marjoriecutheroffagainwitharaisedhand.“Iknewyouwouldn’teverbelievesomeonecouldbe
capableofthis,butI’dlikeyoutokeepanopenmindandscourtherecords.Seeifyoucanfindsomekind
ofconnectionbetweenthishaterandWildLove.Orsomekindofsecuritybreachfromtheoutside.Not
everyoneintheworldisagoodguy,Emily.”
“Iknowthat.”Emilyscowled.Sheknewalltoowellhowevilpeoplecouldbe.Andifshefound
someonehereinthecompanywhohadhurtshifters…she’dfindatechwaytoruintheirlives.Ontopof
turningthemovertothepolice.“Andofcourse,I’llhelp.I’lldoanythingIcantobringthesepeopleto
justice.”
Marjoriesmiled,herlargeamberearringsglintingasshemoved.“That’smygirl.Comeonovertomy
office.IhavesomeoneIwantyoutomeet.”
EmilynoddedandhurriedoutofherchairtofollowafterMarjorie’slong-stridedwalkdownthehall.
Shekeptherheaddown,breathingthroughherteeth,angerboilinginsideher.Theagencyhadrecently
hiredatonofpeople—programmers,databasemanagers,hardwarespecialists—alltorampupWildLove
tokeepupwithdemand.Thereweremorenewfacesthanexperiencedpeopleatthecompanythesedays
—alotmorethanthesixtheyhadstartedthecompanywithayearago.Theydidbackgroundchecks,butit
waspossiblesomeonefromthehategrouphadmanagedtoinfiltratethem.Whoeverthismolewas,it
wouldbeherhonortofindthemandmakethempay.
Shewassowrappedupinthefuryofherthoughtsthatitwasn’tuntilsheroundedthecornerinto
Marjorie’sofficethatsheevenwonderedwhoherbosswantedhertomeet.Whenshesawwhoitwas,
shefrozeinhertracksandlegitimatelythoughtshemightdieonthespot.
NoahWilding.
Holyshit.
Helookedupfromhisphoneatherstandinginthedoorway,andhiseyeswentwideforasplit
second.Thenhewhippedbacktolookingathisphoneagain.Hetappedafewthingsin,ignoringher.
Emilyjuststoodtherewithherlifeflashingbeforehereyes—NoahWildingwasinherboss’soffice.It
wasallgoingtocomeapartinthenexttwoseconds.
Shewasdoomed.
Marjoriehadcrossedtheofficetoleanagainstherdesk,lookingverypleasedwithherself.“Noah
Wilding,I’dlikeyoutomeetmyleadprogrammer,EmilyJones.”Shebarelyheldbackhergrin.
Emilyjuststoodthere,inarticulateinthedoorway.
Noahfinallylookedupfromhisphone,butallsignofrecognitionwasgonefromhisface.Hetucked
hisphoneinhispocketandsteppedforwardtoextendhishand.“Nicetomeetyou,EmilyJones.”
Shestaredathishandforanembarrassinglylonghalfsecond,thenjerkedherhanduptotakeit.Her
smallhanddisappearedinsidethegentlegripofhislargeone.Histouchwasjustaselectricasithad
beenthenightbeforewhilesimultaneouslybeingwarmandreassuring.
“Mr.Wilding,”shemanagedtogetout.
HedroppedherhandandturnedtoMarjorie.
Herbossaddressedthemboth.“Emily,I’dlikeyoutoworkwithNoahtousewhateverinformation
theRiverwisepeoplehavegatheredonthisguy.I’mputtingaholdonanyfurtherhookupsuntilwe’ve
foundwhoeverisinvolvedintheseattacks.I’llmakesomeexcuseaboutserversbeingdown,butthat
won’tholdwaterforlong.AndIdon’twanttobeoutofbusinessfortoolong,either.”Shepushedaway
fromherdesk,eyeingbothEmilyandNoahasifshecouldn’tbemorepleasedtobethrowingthem
together…almostasifthiswasherownpersonalmatchmaking!
ButEmilystillsighedinrelief.ItwasobviousthatMarjoriedidn’tknowEmilyhadbeentherelast
night,andsofar,Noahwasn’tspillinghersecret.“Ofcourse,”shesaidtoMarjorie,thenturnedtoNoah.
“I’lldowhateverIcantohelp.”
“Thankyou,”Noahsaid,buthisvoicewascool.Measuring.“Maybewecouldgetstartedright
away?”
“Um…yeah.Sure.Okay.”God,shewasbabbling.SheneededtogetoutofMarjorie’sofficenow.
Herbosswasoverlydelightedwiththis.“Yes!Absolutely.Youtworunalong.”Sheturnedbackto
herdeskandcalledoverhershoulder.“Keepmeposted!IwantWildLoveupandrunningagainassoon
asit’ssafe.”
NoahfollowedherasshescurriedoutofMarjorie’soffice.Emilykeptherheaddown,avoiding
lookingbackasNoahtrailedrightbehindher.
Holyshit!Whatwasshegoingtosaytohim?Whatcouldshesay?Shekepthermouthshut,heading
fasttowardhercubicle,butthenNoah’swarmhandlandedonherelbow.Shejerkedtoastopandspunto
facehim.
Hisfacewaslivid.Shecringedunderhisanger,butwordswerefrozeninherthroat.Theyhad
stoppedbythebreakroom.Heglancedaround—itwasearlyandtheofficewasstillprettyempty—then
tuggedherintotheroomandclosedthedoor.Shebackedupagainstit,tryingtogetsomedistancefrom
himandthatanger-filledlookonhisface.
Heleanedclose,pinningheragainstthedoorwiththestone-coldlookinhiseyes.“Tellmeit’snot
you,”hegrowled.
“Notme?”shesqueaked.
Hisjawworked.“Donottellmeyouweren’ttherelastnight.Shiftershaveaverykeensenseof
smell,EmilyJones,andI’dknowyourscentanywhere.”
“I…no…yes,thatwasme!”Shewashavingahardtimebreathing.
“Didyousetmeup?”Hisvoicewasicecold.“Areyouoneofthesenutjobswho’shuntingshifters?”
“What?”Hermouthhungopeninsurprise.“No!Iwouldneverdoanythinglikethat!You…I…”Her
handswereupbetweenthem,proclaimingherinnocenceandalmosttouchinghischest,hewassoclose.
“Ithinkshiftersare…”Sheswallowedandtriedtocalmherracingheart.“Youhavetobelieveme.I’m
thelastpersononearthwhowouldeverhurtashifter.”Shepleadedhimwithhereyestobelieveher.
Heeasedbackalittle,frowning.“Whydidyourun?”
“BecauseIworkforWildLove!”shesaid,exasperated.
Thisseemedtoswayhimalittlebecausehegavehermoreroom.“So…what?Youwerejustlooking
forahookup?”
Herfaceflushed,butofcourse,thatwasexactlywhatshewasdoing.“Ijustwantedonenight.That’s
all.”Herthroatwasclosingupwithaturmoilofemotion,butsomesignofitmusthaveworkeditsway
outintohervoicebecausehefrownedandeasedbackmore.“Tobehonest,”shesaid,“Ineverthought
you’dactuallyswiperightforme.”
Hepulledbackandgaveheraquizzicallook.“Whynot?”
Shegapedathim.“Whynot?Lookatme!”Shegesturedtoherstandardofficeattire—wornjeans,flat
tennisshoes,nomakeupwhatsoever,ablackcodert-shirtwithaknitcardiganoverit.Shereallydidget
coldintheairconditioning,butheroutfitblastedoutloserwhowritescodenothotITprofessional.
Hegaveheralooklikeshewascrazy,butthenjustshookhishead.“Soitwasjustacoincidencethat
youweremyhookupwhenthishaterwastryingtoplantabombonmycar?”
“Itwasacoincidence,Iswear.Atleast…Ididn’tknowanythingaboutit.”Shebitherlip.“Isawa
wolfgotshot.MarjoriesaidhewasworkingforRiverwise,butthathe’sokay.Isthattrue?”
Hegaveherapinchedlook.“Yeah,thatwasJimmy.He’sfinenow.”
Sheletoutasighofrelief.“Good.That’sgoodtohear.”Shehesitatedtosaythethoughtrunning
throughherhead,butshehadtoknow…“Whydidn’tyousaysomethingtoMarjorieaboutme?”
Hegaveherasmallsmile.“ItseemedoddthattheleadprogrammeronWildLovewouldbealunatic
tryingtokillwolves.”Thesmileturnedintoasmirk.“AndIfiguredthathotkissearnedyouachanceto
explain.”
Hot…what?WasNoahWildingactuallyflirtingwithher?
Sheclosedhergapingmouth.“I…um…thankyou.”
Hisfrownreturned.“ButIdothinksomeoneinyouragencyistargetingshifters.Orhasaccesstoyour
databasesomehow.”
Shenoddedinfastagreement.“Ifthereis,trustme,I’mgoingtofindthem.”
Thatbanishedthefrownandbroughtbackasmile.“Soundslikeyou’rejustthegirlforthatjob,too.”
Hissmileheatedherupfromtheinsideout.“Justdon’ttellMarjoriewhatIdid,please.She’llfire
me.”
“Okay,programmergirl,”hesaidwithafullsmirk.“Butyouhavetomakemeapromiseinreturn.”
Hereyeswentwide.“What’sthat?”
Heheldouthishand.“Givemeyourphone.”
Shefrownedbuthurriedtofishitoutofherpocketandhandittohim.Hebentoverit,tapping
somethingin.Whatintheworldwashedoing?Thenhehandeditbacktoherandleanedincloseagain,
puttingonehandonthedoorbehindher.
“Nexttimeyouwantarandomhookup,don’tberandom.Callme.”Thenhelightlykissedheronthe
cheek.
Itfeltlikeitwasonfire.Ormaybethatwasherentirebody.
Shejuststaredathim.
Hesmirked.“Nowlet’sgocatchsomebadguys.”
“Wait…yourhookupworksatWildLove?Butyoudon’tthinkshe’sthemole?”Thatwashissister,Piper,
takingnoneofthisbullshitstoryNoahwasfeedingher.Eventhoughitwasthetruth.Atleast,hebelieved
it.
“Theleadprogrammer,”hesaid.“Butyes.”
“She’saprogrammer?”hisbrotheraskedwiththatarroganttonehealwayshas.“Asin,sheknowsall
thetechbackdoorsinthesoftwarethatshedesigned?Inwhatuniverseisitpossiblethatshe’snotthe
mole?”Danielwaslookingathimlikehewascrazy,whichwasn’tunusual.They’dspenttheirentire
childhoodswithDanielbelievinghewastheonlysaneoneamongthethreeofthem.Ofcourse,itwas
reallytheirfather—ColonelWilding—whowasbatshitcrazy,buttheyhadn’tknownanybetter.They
werejustkids.
“IntheuniversewherethisleadprogrammerisasweetgirlnamedEmilyJones.Agirlwhowould
rathereatherownlipsthantrytohurtawolf.”Noah’svoicewasclimbinguptoagrowl.Healreadyfelt
protectiveofher—sheseemedtobringthatoutofhisbeast,althoughhedidn’tunderstandwhy—andhe
didn’tneedDanielrevvinghimupmore.
TheywerestandingonthefrontporchoftheRiverfamilysafehouse,ahugeestatetuckedintothe
mountainsofWashingtonoutsideSeattle.TheinsidewasteemingwithWildingpackmembersfromthe
fivefamilies.TheWildingswerespreadoutallover,hardlywhatyouwouldcallarealpack,butthey
werestillwolves…andgatheringtogetherwhenfacedwithdangerwasnatural.
Pipernarrowedhereyes.“Justhowfardidyougowiththishookup?”
Noahtiltedhisheadather.“Likethat’sanyofyourbusiness.”
Sheraisedbotheyebrowsandtossedalooktotheirbrother,Daniel.“It’spersonalforhim.”
Noah’smouthfellopen.“What—”
“That’sit,”saidDaniel.“You’reoffthiscase.We’llputyouon—”
“Ohhellno!IworkforRiverwise,brother.You’renotmyboss.”Angerwasaredheatcrawlingup
hisneck.“AndIamnotoffthiscase.I’vespenthalfthemorningworkingwithEmily,lookingfora
connectionbetweenthisRichardBatelyassholewecaughtandthepriorbombingincidents.”Heflickeda
handtowardthebackofthesafehouse,wheretheyhadtheWildLovebomberboundupinoneofthe
cottages.Interrogationshadn’tcomeupwithmuchmorethanhisnameandsomecrazyhaterhetoric
spoutingoutofhismouth.AllofRiverwisewantedapieceoftheman,buttorturewasn’tonthetable,not
withJaxsonoverseeingtheoperation.Hewasprettystraight-arrow,notunlikeDaniel.Butturningthe
suspectovertolawenforcementwouldn’tgetthemwhattheyneeded,either—shiftersusuallycouldn’t
trustthepolicetodowhatneededdoing,andtheyjusttreatedshifterslikesecond-classcitizensanyway.
“Halfthemorning?Andnoleadsinallthattime?”ThatwasPiperagain.AsifNoahandEmily
weren’treallytrying.Theywere,buthe’dleftbecausehewasmostlygettinginherway.Shewasa
wizardwiththetech,obviouslysupersmart,buttherewasanelectricchargebetweenthemthatmade
focusingontheactualworkdamnnearimpossible.He’dspentmostofhistimetryingtotalkhimselfout
of“accidentally”touchingher.
Ofcourse,hedidn’twanttoreportthattohissiblings.
“There’salotofdata,”Noahtried.“It’snotlikeEmily’sdraggingherfeetonthis.Youdon’tknow
thisgirl—”
“Andyoudo?”Piper’slookofsurprisewasgenuinethistime,anditflushedembarrassmentthrough
Noah.Hewastheyoungest,usedtohavinghisjudgmentalwaysquestionedbyhisolderbrotherand
sister.AndafterallowinghimselftobedupedbytheColonelonceagain…andlandinginthe
experimentalcagesbecauseofit…thelastthingNoahwantedwastobeoverlytrusting.Ofanyone.Orto
makeastupidchoice,especiallywhenshifterliveswereontheline.
Theaccusationhungbetweenallthreeofthem.
Noahputupbothhands.“Okay,soIdon’treallyknowher.ButIdidcheckoutherbackground,and
it’sfreakyclean.Notsomuchasaparkingticketoroverduelibrarybook.Butmaybeyou’reright—
maybethesweetnessandinnocenceareallanact,andI’manidiotwhocan’tjudgepeople.It’spossible.”
Notlikely,hethoughttohimself,buthesuredidn’twanttogetcaughtwithhispantsdownonthis.“Allthe
morereasonformetostayonthecase.Shenodoubtthinksshehasmefooledatthispoint.Soshe’llbe
morelikelytoslipupifshe’sreallythemole.”
Pipergavehimapinchedlook,likeshewasn’tbuyingthisbullshiteither,butDanielwasnodding.He
alwayswastheeasieronetolieto,beingthestraightarrowinthefamily.Dad’sfavorite.Noahknew
Danielhadbeeninstrumentalinstoppingtheirfather,nottomentiontakingapersonalinterestinkeeping
dear-old-Dadbehindbarsinamilitaryprison,butoldhabitsdiedhard—bothinDaniel’spresumption
thathewasalwaysright,andNoah’schafingagainstbeingbossedaroundbyhim.
“Allright,”Danielsaidasifthatsettledit.“Watchherfornow.ButweneedaccesstoWildLove’s
databasetodoourownanalysis.”
“I’llworkit,”Noahsaidroughly.
Piperwasstillappraisinghim.“Eitheryou’rebeingemotionallymanipulatedinthis…orshewillbe
bythetimeyou’redone.Ihopeforyoursake,Noah,thatit’snotyou.”
Noahsighed.“Ormaybewe’lljustworktogetherandfindthebadguy.”
“That’sanoption,too.”Butshedidn’tlooklikeshebelievedit.
Noahlovedhissistermorethananyoneelseinthiscrazy,fucked-upworld—shewastheone
responsibleforgettinghimoutofthecagehemanagedtogethimselflockedawayin—soheknewshe
wasjustlookingoutforhim.Itstillrankled,though.
“I’lltrynottogetmyheartcompletelyobliteratedor,youknow,becomeactuallydead.”Hesaiditin
thatsoftvoicehesavedjustforher.Itwasthevoicethatgotthemthroughallthehardtimeswhenthey
werekids—theonethatsaid,Iknowyoucare.Iloveyou,too.Thoseweren’twordsthethreeofthem
eversaidoutloud,buttheywereknownanyway.
“Nowyou’retalking,”Pipersaid,buttherewasashineinhereyes.Shepulledhimintoaroughhug
andthenshovedhimaway.Thensheshockedhimbyactuallywipingathereyes.“Damnhormones.”
Noahgrinned.“Hey,that’smyfuturenieceornephewyou’recursingat!You’regoingtohavetoclean
upyourlanguagebeforethebabycomes,younglady.”
“Fuckyou.”
Noahburstoutlaughing,anditfeltdamngoodtoreleasethetension.
Danieljustshookhishead.
Rightthen,JaceRiver,Piper’smateandhusband,wavedtoherthroughthelivingroomwindow,
beckoningher.
Shegavehimanod,thensaidtoNoahandDaniel,“Myhothusbandneedsme.Seeyouloserslater.”
Sheheadedforthefrontdoor.
“You’realreadypregnant,Piper!”Noahcalledafterherwithalaugh.“Youcanstophavingsexevery
fiveminutesnow!”
Shethrewhimalooklikehewasinsaneanddisappearedintothesafehouse.
Hewasstillchucklinginherwake,butDaniel’sseriouslookkilledallhissmiles.
“Iwantedtotalktoyou,Noah,”hesaid.
Ohshit.Thiscouldn’tbegood.“Yeah?”
“Howareyoudoing?”Danielasked,hisvoicegrave.
Damn.Thiswasabouttheexperiments.“Great!BetterthanJimmy,Iimagine.How’sthatguydoing?”
Danielscowledathisdodge.“He’sfine.Lostalotofblood.Concussion.Nothinghewon’thealfrom
bytheendoftheday.”
“That’sgoodtohear,”Noahsaidlightly.“MaybeIshouldgosayhiandgivehimsomemoralsupport
—”
“Noah.”Hisbrotherhadthatlook—theI’mthebigbrother,you’regoingtolistentomelook.
Fuck.“Daniel,I’mfine.”
“You’renotfine.Youunderwentawholeshit-loadofexperimentationandwashedoutoftheArmyon
amedicalleave.”
“Ididn’twashout,”hegroundoutbetweenhisteeth.“Thatwasjustanexcusetocomehome.Thought
youguyscouldusesomehelp,forfuck’ssake.”
Thatexcusewasatleastplausible.Thereweremultiple,activeinvestigationsgoingonrelatedtothe
hategroup’sactivities.HiscousinNova’spackhadbaggedoneofthebadguys—asickfuckwholikedto
makevideosaboutdismemberingwolvesandhadactuallykidnappedher—buttheWolfHunterwas
someoneelse.Itwashardtotellifthereweremultiplepeopleinvolvedinthehategrouporifitwasjust
randomvigilanteswhowereinspiredbytheWolfHunter’svideos.Someofboth,probably.Rightnow,
RiverwisewasfocusedonputtingtheWildLovebomberoutofbusiness.Asaresult,alotofRiverwise
businessgotdonehereatthesafehouse,whereeveryonewas,well,safe.
ButDanielobviouslywasn’tbuyingthisideathatNoahhadreturnedjusttohelpout.
Hisbrothernarrowedhiseyes.“Youwouldn’tvoluntarilycomewithinahundredmilesofthe
Colonel,notifyoucouldavoidit,”hesaid.“You’renotfoolingme,Noah.Somethinghappenedin
Afghanistan.Whatisit?”
NoahsuckedinabreathandavoidedDaniel’spiercingstare.“NothingIcan’thandle.”Whichwas
true.Hecouldkeephisbeastundercontrol,shiftwhenheneededto,justlikewhenhedemonstratedhis
wolfnaturetoEmily.Hejustdidn’twantanyoneintheshiftercommunitytoknowwhathe’dbecome.A
whitewolf.Shewasrightaboutthembeinglegend…onlythatlegendwaspartofhisfamily.His
grandfather’sgeneration,tobeprecise,wherethebetawhobrokeuptheWildingpackbyfuckingthe
alpha’smatewasawhitewolf.Onlywhitewolvesweren’treallywolvesatall…theyweresomekindof
malewitch.BobbyWildingwasthebeta,andthesecretfamilyshamewasthatthefivesonsborntothe
alpha,GaryWilding,mightactuallyhavebeenfatheredbyBobby.Onlynooneknewforsureifanyof
themhad.
Untilnow.
Noahwasprettydamnsurehisfather,theColonel,wasactuallythesonofthewhitewolf,Gary
Wilding.TheColonelwasoneofthosefivebrotherswhoscatteredtothewindsandformedthesprawling
Wildingpacks.HealsomessedaroundwithNoah’sgeneticswithhisexperiments.OnceNoahhad
returnedtoAfghanistan,itbecameabundantlyclearthathisgeneticcodehadsomethingfromthewhite
wolfburieddeepinsideit.
Hisgrandfatherwas,infact,BobbyWilding—whichwassofuckedup,itwasn’tfunny.Becausebeing
awhitewolfmeantNoahwasn’tawolfatall,notreally.Andthethingshecoulddo,thethingshe’d
discoveredinAfghanistan…thatshitneededtostayburied,justlikethesecretfamilyshamethatitwas.
“Noah,I’mtryingtohelpyou,”Danielsaid,finallybreakingtheawkwardsilencebetweenthem.
“Don’tneedyourhelp,bro,”Noahsaidtightly.“Howaboutyoujustleavemealone?”
Danieljustglaredicilyathim.Thankfully,thatwasinterruptedbyPiperre-emergingfromthe
safehouse.
Noahgaveheranoverlywidesmile.“Hey,sis,Ithoughtyougettingbusy—”
Thedeadseriouslookonherfacecuthimoff.“There’sbeenanothercarbomb.”
“What?”Danielsaid,hisfacetwistingup.
Dammit.“Iwashopingwehadtheguy,”Noahsaid.
“Youbettercomeinside.”Piperdisappearedbackthroughthedoorway.
Danielgrabbedhisarmbeforehecouldfollowhissister.“We’renotdonetalkingaboutthis.”
Noahwrenchedhisarmfree.“Actually,weare.”Hestrodetowardthefrontdoorandhurriedinside,
whereJace,Piper,Jaxson,andseveralotherwolvesweregatheredatthefarendofthegreatroom.Ithad
beenturnedintoawarroomofsorts—mapsofSeattlepinnedtothewall,abankofcomputerssetupon
tablestotheside,picturesofthegrislyaftermathofthecarbombings,suspects,andotherevidence.
Jaxson,thealphaoftheRiverpackandoneoftheRiverbrotherswhoranRiverwise,wasnominallyin
chargeoftheoperation,buteveryonewaspullingtheirweight.
JaxsonliftedhischintoacknowledgeNoahstridingup.“We’vegotacopycat.”
“Ithoughtwewerekeepingthisquiet,”Noahprotested.“Howcanwehaveacopycat,ifnoone
knowswhat’sbeenhappening?”
“Well,someonedoes,”Jaxsonreplied.“How’sitgoingatWildLove?Anyleads?”
“Notyet.”Noahgrimaced.“Infact,they’recompletelyshutdownnow.Arewesurethisisa
WildLovehookup?”
“Yeah,”Jaxsonsaidgrimly.“Jared’sonthescene—hewasinthearea—andthegirlisfreakingout.
Theshifterisincriticalcondition.Thegirlsaysshemadetheconnectionlastweek,originallyplanneda
hookuplastweekend,butitgotrescheduledtothisafternoon.”
Shit.“Sotherecouldbemorehookupsoutthere,waitingtohappen,”Noahsaid,“eventhough
WildLove’sshutdown.Previousconnectionswhoarejustnowgettingtogether.”
“Right,”Jaxsonsaid.“Therehavetobetonsofconnectionsouttherethathavealreadybeenmade.I
thinkweneedtoopenWildLoveupagainbutcarefullycontrolit.Stakeouteachandeveryhookup.”
“There’snowaywecandothat,”Jacespokeup.“Therearetoomanyofthem.Plus,it’sjusttoo
dangerousforthepartiesinvolved.”
“Thenfindmeabettersolution,”Jaxsonsaidwithatautstarearoundatthegatheredwolves.
Danielspokeup.“IfweshutWildLovedownpermanently,eventuallythehookupswilldropoff.”
Noahfrowned.Thatwouldn’tbetheendoftheworld,althoughitwouldmeanEmilyandherco-
workerswouldbeoutofjobs.Andtherewouldbealotofhornywolvesnotgettinganyaction…alsonot
atragedy,notcomparedtopeopledying.
“Notfastenough,”Pipersaid.“Andwhatifpeopledieinthemeantime?”
Shehadapoint.
Noahgaveheranodofsupport.“Besides,thehookupscouldjustgounderground.Peoplewillfind
eachotheranotherway,maybeontheotherappsthatareoutthere.Oneswewon’thaveaccessto.
Besides,wedon’tknowforsureifit’stheappthat’sleadingthebomber,orbombers,tothecouple,orif
thehumansaresomehowinvolved.”
“Ithastobetheapp.There’snoconnectionbetweenthewomenthatwe’vebeenabletofind.”Jaxson
rubbedhishandoverhisface.“AndIdon’treallythinkthisisacopycat.Twoseparatelunaticsdon’t
randomlydecidetocarbombhookupsonWildLove,especiallywhenithasn’tmadethenews.Theyhave
tobeworkingtogether,probablypartofthehategroup.”
Noahfrowned.“You’reprobablyrightaboutthat.”
Jaceadded,“Andifthey’rebothpartofthesameorganization,it’spossibletheycanleadustothe
WolfHunterhimself.”
“Exactly,”Jaxsonsaid.“Ifwecancatchthissecondguy,wecanconnectthetwobombersandfindthe
restofthenetwork.”
“Allright,”Noahsaidwithasigh.“I’llheadbacktotheagency.SeeifIcantalkthemintoopeningup
WildLoveagainsowecantrytoentrapthissecondbomber.”
Jaxsonnodded.“Reportbackwhenyou’vegotaplanforus.”
“Copythat.”Noahspunaroundandheadedforthedoor.
Danieltriedtocatchhiseyeonthewayout,butignoringhisbrother’spointedlookswasaskillNoah
hadhonedlongago.Andbesides,he’dmuchratherbebackattheagencyworkingwiththeirhotlead
programmer,tryingtocatchthebadguys,thanhangingaroundthesafehousegettinginterrogatedbyhisall-
too-stridentbrother.AndnotjustbecauseNoahdidn’twanttospillhissecrets.Inaway,helovedDaniel
justasmuchashelovedhissister,Piper,althoughhe’drathertakeabulletthansaythatoutloud.But
Danieldidn’tneedtoknowthetruthabouttheirgrandfather.Hedidn’tneedtoknowthatallthreeofthem
—Noah,Piper,andDaniel—weredescendedfromawhitewolf.
Itwouldtearhisstraight-lacedbrotherapart.
“Noway!Awolfgaveyouhisnumber?”Sophieaskedwithaweinhervoice.ShewasEmily’sbest
friend,afellowprogrammerforWildLoveand,atthemoment,shewasattackinghersaladlikeithad
committedapersonalgrievanceagainsther.Thensheleanedforward.“Thisisyourchance,Emily.
You’vetotallygottodothis.”
Emilyshookherheadandpickedatherownlunch.ItwasherfavoritechickenCaesarsalad,theone
shehadeveryday,butherstomachhadbeenagiantbundleofsquirminganxietyallmorning.Shecould
hardlyfocusatallwitharidiculouslysexyshifterlookingoverhershoulder.Eventually,Noahhadgotten
sickofherbumblingaroundandcomingupwithnothingfromWildLove’smassesofdata.Heleft,saying
hehadtocheckinwithhiscompany,Riverwise,atsomesafelocationtheyhadinthemountains,butshe
wassurehewasjustfrustratedatherlameinabilitytofunctionaroundhim.Oncehewasgone,shehad
beenabletoconcentrate,butshestillhadn’tcomeupwithanythingthatwouldexplainhowthecar
bomberknewsheandNoahwerehavingahookuplastnight,muchlesswhere.Allthatdatawasinthe
securechatroomthatshe’dspecificallydesignedtohaveultra-tightsecurity.OnlythetwoWildLovers
planningahookuphadaccess…andanyoneinsidetheagency.Whichonceagainpointedtoamole.
Whichmadeherstomachfistupintomoreknots.
“Idon’tknow,Soph,”Emilysaid,stillpokingatherfood.“Idon’tthinkIcanhookupwithNoah
now.”
“Whatareyoutalkingabout?”Sophiestaredatherlikeshewascrazy…andsheprobablywasfornot
instantlytakingNoahuponhisoffer.“He’shot.He’salreadykissedyou.Heknowswhoyouareandwhat
youdo—thisisevenbetterthanaWildLovehookup.He’sgivenyouhisnumber,forGod’ssake.”
“That’sjustit.”Emilysighedandgaveuponhersalad.Shesimplyhadnoappetite.“Itwassupposed
tobeaone-nightthing.NowthatIknowhim,it’snotthesame.”
“Whynot?Youcouldstillagreethatit’sjusttemporary.”Sheflickedherforkintheairlikeitwasa
whip.“Goridesomewildwolfforanight,thenmoveonandfindarealboyfriend.Onewhowillbring
youpizzaandamoviewhenyoufeellikecrap,likemyWilliam.”ThatwasSophie’sboyfriend—they
nerded-outtogetherbigtime,goingtocons,gaming,theworks.Sophietamedherforkanduseditonher
saladagain.“Youdon’twantarelationshipwithashifter,anyway—they’vegottoomanyproblems.That
wholehategroupthingwithpeopletryingtoblowthemup.Besides,therearegoodhumanmenoutthere,
Emily,youjustneedtogetoveryour,youknow,issues.”Sheleanedforwardagain.“Thiscouldbereally
goodforyou,Em.It’swhatyouneed.”
Herbestfriendwasprobablyrightaboutthat—sheusuallywas.AndsheknewmoreaboutEmilythan
anyoneelseontheplanet,includingEmily’suselessfamily.Thetwoofthemhadbeenroommatesall
throughcollege,andEmilybroughtheronboardatSeattleShiftersassoonasshe’dscoredthelead
programmerposition.Sophiewascool,normal,andsuperkind—andsheknewallaboutEmily’spast.
Emilyshouldlistentoher,buthergutwassayingrunawaywiththevolumeofaneighteen-wheeler
bearingdownonheratsixtymilesanhour.
Sheputdownherforkandbuncheduphernapkin,twistingitinherhands.“Ithoughtbeingwitha
shifterforonenightwouldgetmeoverthepast.Butnow,everything’smessedup.”
“Istillwishyouwouldhavetoldmeaboutthishookupplanofyours,”Sophiesaidwithascowl.
“Regardlessofyourcompletelackoffaithinmeasatruefriend,theplanitselfisbrilliance.Andforthe
record,Iwould’vetotallysupportedyou,hadIknown.Thisisexactlywhatyouneedtomovepastwhat
happenedwithyouruncle.It’sbeenfiveyears,Em.It’stime.Evenyourtherapistwouldagreewithme.”
“Igaveuponthetherapistlastyear.Wasn’tgoinganywhere.”Thetruthwas,Emilyhadburiedherself
inherworkinstead…andanobsessionwithshifters.Itseemedliketherightthingtodoatthetime—she
couldn’tkeepgoingbacktohertherapist,weekafterweek,withnosignofprogress.Andreally,nodesire
tochangeanythinginhersafe,comfortablelife.
“Yeah,Ifigured.”SophiejabbedherforkatEmilyagain.“AndIthinkthatwasamistake,too.ButI’m
tellingyou,noneofthatmattersnow.You’vegotthisguywhowantstobewithyou.Andhe’sagoodguy,
right?”
AhottricklingfeelingwentthroughEmily.“He’samazing,Soph.Youdon’tevenknow.Braveand
selfless,andhe’sgotthiscutesenseofhumor…he’sreallyeverythingIcould’vehopedforinaone-time,
super-hotromanticfling.”
Sophieheldherhandsup.“See?That’swhatI’msaying.It’stheWildLovemotto—WildForaNight
—cometolife.Youknowyou’llbesafe,andtheseguysarehunkalicious—ifIdidn’thavemyWilliam,
I’dbeallovertestdrivingsomewolfmyself.”
Emily’smouthdroppedopen.“It’stotallyagainsttherules,Soph!”
“You’rekiddingmeright?”Shesmirked.“Comeon,Em.Youdon’tevenhavetobreaktherulestobe
withhimnow—hegaveyouhisnumber!He’ssafeandwonderful.Perfectforyou.Idon’tseethe
problem.”
Emilygroanedinfrustration.“TheproblemisthatI’mnotawolf.”
Sophienarrowedhereyes.“Ifyouwereawolf,you’dhaveclawedthefuckoutofthatassholeuncle
ofyours.Andyouwouldn’tevenbeinthissituation.Yourpointismoot.”
Emilyjustsqueezedhereyesshutandshookherhead.
ButSophiewasn’tgivingup.“Besides,Idon’tunderstandwhythatmakesanydifference.So,you’re
human—sowhat?IfWildLovehasprovenanything,it’sthathumansandshifterswillgetiton,allday
long—andhaveahellofagoodtimedoingit.Whycan’tyoubepartofthat?You,morethananyoneelseI
know,deservestogetlaidbyahotshifter.”
Emilyopenedhereyesbutkeptthemfixedonherplate.“Idon’twanttogethurt,Soph,”shesaid
softly.
Sophiehesitated,thensaid,“Ithoughtyoubelievedshifterswerethegoodguys.That’sthewhole
idea,right?Shiftersaresafe.”
“It’snotthat.”Emilypeeredup.“It’sbecauseit’stemporary.AndI’mhuman.EvenifNoahwanted
morethanonenight…”Hereyesglazedover,justthinkingaboutit.SomeonelikeNoah—strongandsexy
andbrave?Havinghimforrealwasanimpossibledream.Shesuckedinabreathandblewitout.“He’ll
takeamatesomeday.Ashiftermate.Hewon’twantanythingtodowithmeafteronerollinthesheets.
Twoattheoutside.”
Sophieputdownherforkandthrewbothhandsintheair.“Ithoughtthat’swhatyouwanted!”
“I’vespentallofacouplehourswithhim,Soph,andI’malready…let’sjustsay,Icanalreadyfeel
theheartbreakcoming.AndIdon’tknowifIcanwithstandit.Itwouldhavebeensomucheasierifwe’d
justdoneitatthemotel.IhavetojustforgetaboutNoahthatway.OnceWildLoveisbackonline,maybe
I’lltryagain.I’llstudythedatabaseandfindtheperfectwolftobemydreamonenightstand.”
Sophiejustshookherhead.“You’regoingtoregretthis.”
Emilypickedupherforkagainandtookherfrustrationsoutonhersalad.“Probably.”
Herbestfriendpulledinabreathand,mercifully,changedsubjects.“Howlongdoyouthinkwe’re
goingtobeshutdown?”
“Idon’tknow.”Emilydroppedherforkagain,disgusted.“I’mdoingeverythingIcan.Butifwedon’t
figureoutthisthingsoon,Idon’tseehowWildLovecankeepgoing,honestly.Imean,aslongasthere’sa
dangertoshifters,wecan’tingoodconscienceopenitupagain.”
“Shit.”Sophiegrimaced.“Whataboutourjobs?”
Emilyjustshruggedoneshoulder.“Thesearepeople’slivesweretalkingabout,Soph.”
“Yeah,Iknow.”Butsheworriedatherlipwithherteeth.
Emilypointedafingerather.“Andyouneedtokeepallthisquiet.Ifwe’vegotamoleattheagency,I
don’twanttogivethemahead’supthatI’mhuntingforthem.Anddon’tfeedanyoftherumorsI’msure
arerunningallaroundtheofficetoday.”Shesighedandpushedbackfromherseat,fumblingtogether
phoneandpursetogether.“Ishouldgetbacktowork.It’shardformetodoanythingwhenNoah’saround
—mybodygoesintoLustOverdriveModejustbeinginthesameairspace.Ishouldgetstuffdonenow,in
casehecomesback.”
Sophieleanedbackandcrossedherarms.“Istandbymyoriginalpointonthisissue—youshould
jumpthatwolfaslongastheofferisstillopen.”
Emilyhuffedasmall,mirthlesslaugh.“It’sprobablyalreadyexpired.I’llcatchyoulater.”
Sheleftherfriendtofinishhermeal,butshecouldfeelherworriedstareonherbackallthewayout.
Sophiereallywasthebest.Shejustdidn’tunderstandwhatamesstheinsideofEmily’sheadwas…and
howtornupshewasalreadyfeeling,bothterrifiedandhopefulthatNoahWildingmighthavereturnedto
theofficewhileshewasoutatlunch.Anymoreinvolvement,andshewouldtumbleintoadeep,dark
placewhenheinevitablybrokeitoff.
Andthatwasn’tsomethingshecouldaffordtodo.
“I’msureEmilycanfindawaytomakeitwork,”Noahsaid.
HewasbackintheCEO’sofficeofSeattleShifters,arguingwithMarjorieabouttheneedtoopenup
WildLoveagain.
“I’msureshecan,”Marjoriesaidgrimly.“I’mjustnotsureit’swise.”Butthenshetappedsomething
intoherphone,soNoahheldhisnextattempttoconvinceheratbay.Afteramoment,shesaid,“Emily,
couldyoupleasecometomyoffice?Thankyou.”Shehungup.
Asmalltightnesshedidn’texpect,deepinhisgut,dancedupandsmackedhimintheface.Therewas
nodenyinghewasattractedtoEmily,butthiswassomethingmore—atinglyanticipationthathadbeen
buildingeversinceheleftthesafehouse.Evenhiswolfhadperkedupattheideaofseeingheragain,and
thatcaughthimoff-guard—Emilywashuman.Hisinnerbeastshouldn’tbereactingtoherlikethis.
Noahshovedthataside.“Webothwantthesamethinghere,Marjorie,”hesaid,pouringonallthe
charmhepossessedwithanearnestlookandasmallsmile.“ToclearoutthisthreatandgetWildLove
backinbusiness.”
Shecockedherheadtotheside.“Don’tbatthoseprettyeyesatme,NoahWilding,”shesaidwithfake
admonishment.“SavethatkindofthingforEmily.”
Heblinkedand,astonishingly,feltheatrisinginhischeeks.Wasitthatobvioushewasattractedto
Emily?OrwasMarjoriejusttryingtogetthemtogetherforherownmatch-makingreasons?Heprayed
shewasstillinthedarkabouttheiralmost-hookup—Emilyhadbeenadamantaboutkeepingthatsecret.
Whichhadgivenhimtheperfectopportunitytoslipherhisnumber.Afterall,herbosswaspractically
shovingthemtogether.Wasitwisetohookupwithherwhileworkingthisjobwiththeagency?Um…no.
Wouldthatstophim?Probablynot.
Ashestumbledforsomethingtosaythatwouldn’tmakehisthoughtscompletelytransparent,Emily
scurriedintotheroom.
“Oh!”shesaid,pullingupshort,obviouslysurprisedtoseehim.“You’re…back.”Shetuggedathert-
shirt,whichsaidWillWriteCodeForCoffee.Hiswolfgaveasmallgrowlofappreciationforthewayit
huggedherchest.Noahwhippedhisgazeuptoherface,afraidofbeingcaughtogling,especiallywith
Marjorie’skeen-eyedattentiononhim.
“Hey,”hesaid,ratherlamely,thenforcedhisvoicetosoundatleastalittleprofessional.“Tellyour
bossitwouldbenoproblemtoworksomeprogrammingmagictoopenupWildLoveagain.”
Shefrownedandtooktwomorestepsintotheoffice,comingtostandequidistantbetweenthem.“I
thoughtitwasn’tsafe?”Shelookedtoherboss.
“That’swhatI’msaying.”Marjoriegesturedtohim.“ButCaptainAmericaherethinkshecancatch
thebadguysbetterifwe’relive.”
Emilyturnedherprettyfrownonhim.“Ithoughtyouhadalreadycapturedthebomber.”
Noahgrimaced.“Therewasasecondbombingjustanhourago.”
“What?”Emily’salreadypaleskinlostevenmorecolor.“Istheshifterallright?”
Therewasthatfeelingagain,deepinside,stirredaroundbyherconcern.“Yes.”
Herobviousreliefwasquicklyfollowedbyacutescrunchingupofhernose.“Itmusthavebeena
priorcontact.”
“Yeah.”Ofcourse,shewouldfigurethatoutrightaway.Noahhadonlyspentacouplehourswith
Emily,butitwasobviousshewascrazysmart—thatwaspartofwhatdrewhimtoher,too.Heedged
closer.“ThetwoofthemwerematchedbyWildLovelastweek.”
Shescowledanddroppedhergazetothefloor.“Ofcourse.Theaveragetimefromswipetomessage
islessthananhour.Frommessagetochatroomconnectionevenless.Butfromthere,thedata’sallover
themap.Hookupscanbearrangedwithinminutes,andtheactualmeetwithinanhour.Oritcouldbedays.
Oraweek.Alldependsonschedules,dayofcontact,whetherit’scoffeeor…”Shelookedupathimwith
thoseclearblueeyesblazing.“Therearehundredsofpeoplestillatrisk.Thisisnotgood.”
Henodded.“Whichisexactlywhyweneedtoactivatesomekindofdragnettopullinthissecond
bomber—andwhoeverelseisinvolved—beforeanyoneelsegetshurt.”
Shewasnodding.“Iftherearetwobombers,thenthereareprobablymore.Weneedtofindthewhole
group.Andshutthemdown.”Thefiercenessinhervoicemadethatspotlowinhisguttightenagain.She
wasunbelievablycutelikethis,awhip-smartkitteninangry,problem-solvingmode.Andher
protectivenesswasjustturninghimonmore.
Stayontask,Wilding.Itdidn’thelpthatshesmelledoffreshly-scrubbedskinandlavendersoap,no
perfumeofanykind,justlikethismorning.Andthenightbefore.Heforcedhimselftolookawaybeforeit
wasobvioushewantedtohaulherbacktothatbreakroomandkissherforreal.
“See?”hesaidtoMarjorie.
HerlipswerepursedassheexaminedEmily.“Whatcanwedo,Em?Itrustyoumorethananyonein
thecompanyonthis.Andyouknowthissystembetterthananyotherprogrammer.Whatcanwedotokeep
everyonesafebutstilllurethisguyinandcatchhim?”
Noahswungbacktolookather,tryingtokeephisfaceschooledandhisthoughtsontask.Shewas
likeademononthetrailofsomeidea—hecouldtellbythewayshewrinkledherbrow,thinking
furiously,sohekeptquiet.
“Wecould…”Shestoppedtolickherlips,andthatwasn’thelpingwithhimstayingontask.“We
couldre-routeallthemessaging,”shesaid,tentatively,thengainingsteam.“Haveitgothroughacentral
accountthatwemonitor.Cuttheshiftersoutofitentirely—sendtheirmessagestoaholdingpenwhilewe
sortthisout.They’rethetargets,andwecan’thavethemexposedtoanymorerisk.Butwe’llletthe
humanrequestsgothrough,incasethey’repartofthesetup.”
Noahfrowned.“Wehaven’tfoundanyconnectionbetweenthehumansandthebomberwehavein
custody.”
Emilystaredatthefloor.“IfIcouldjustfigureouthowthey’regettingaccess…”Shewasbitingher
lipagain,andhiswolfwaspayingfartoomuchattentiontothat.
NoahgaveMarjorieanapologeticlook.“ItcouldbesomeoneinsideWildLove.”HewaitedforEmily
toreacttothat,butshewasstillchewingherlipandstaringatthefloor.
“That’sstillapossibility,”Marjoriesaid.“Ihatetothinkit,but—”
“Hangon!”Emily’shandsjumpedintheairlikeshewasstoppingtraffic.“I’vegotit.”Shetooka
breath,buthereyeswereblazingagain.“Ithoughtwhoeverthesepeoplewere,thattheyhadtohave
accessedthedatabasewitheveryone’srealnamesandphonenumbers,thenhackedthephones—soIwas
lookingforloopholesinthatsystem—butthat’snotitatall.Otherwise,theywouldn’tberestrictedto
attackingduringthehookup.Thatmustbetheonlyinformationtheyhave.Whichmeanstheyhavetobe
hackingthemessagingsystem.It’stheonlywaytheycouldknowwhentheWildLoversaremeeting.But
whoeverthey’vegothackingforthemisgood,reallygood,becausethey’renotleavinganytraces
afterward.Itcouldbesomeoneinsidetheagency,butanyoneontheinsidewouldhaveaccesstothe
entiredatabase.Maybesomeoneisunknowinglygivingthemaccessjusttothemessagesystem.Whoever
itis,whetherit’scomingfrominsidetheagencyornot,I’llneedtocatchthemintheact.”
“BymakingWildLoveactiveagain?”Noahaskedhopefully.
Herfacewasveryserious.“Yes.Butwehavetobecareful,allsetupandmonitoredbyus.We’llset
thetrap,andassoonasthebombertakesthebait,Ishouldbeabletotracethemandseehowthey’re
gettingin.ThenIcanblockthemtopreventitfromhappeningagain.”
“Butthenhowdowecatchthem?”Noahasked,frowning.Itwasgoodtoshutdownwhateversecurity
holeWildLovehad,buttheyneededtocatchthebadguysaswell.Nottomentionthismightleadthemto
theWolfHunter.
“Thesamewayasbefore—ahookupthat’sreallyasetup.Onlythistime,alltheinteractionswillgo
throughus.There’llbenoactualhookupsuntilthebadguyhacksintooneofourfakemessageexchanges.
Onceweseehe’strackingus,we’llstageahookupandcatchhimwhenheshowsuptoplantthebomb.”
“Soundsbrillianttome,”Noahsaidwithagrin,throwingaglancetoMarjorie.
Shewasscowlingatbothofthembutrelentedafteramoment.“NoWildLoversatrisk?”sheasked
Emily.
“Nope,”shesaidwithconfidence.“JusttheRiverwisesecurityguyswaitingtotakedownthe
bomber.”
“Allright,then.”Marjoriewavedthemoutofheroffice.“Getgoingonthis.Iwantthemessages
interceptedassoonasyoucan,beforeanymoreofourWildLoverscangethurt.”
“Yes,Ma’am!”EmilyhadashineinhereyesasshespuntohurryoutofMarjorie’soffice.
“Thankyou,”NoahsaidtoMarjoriebeforehustlingafterEmily.Shewashaulingassbacktoher
cubicle,andbythetimehecaughtuptoher,shewasalreadyinherseat,pullingupscreensofinformation
thatcouldbehieroglyphicsforallhecouldtell.
“God,whydidn’tIthinkofthisbefore,”shemuttered,butitseemedmostlytoherself.
Heputahandonhershoulderbutjerkeditbackwhenshejumped.
Shegavehimanapologeticlook.“Sorry.Just…tense.”Shegrabbedhermugofcoffeeemblazoned
withCoffeeisMyBoyfriend,tookanervoussip,thensetitdownagain.
Hefrowned.“Ijustwantedtohelp.Butifyou’dratherIleft…”Hehopedshewouldsaynotothat,
butshewasbacktothattwitchinessshehadbefore,atthemotel.Ittuggedatsomethingdeepinsidehim.
Therewassomethingwrong,somethingclosed-upandhurtinginsideher,anditbotheredhim.Alot.
Shedroppedhershouldersfromtheirhiked-uppositionandseemedtorelaxalittle.“No,sorry,I’m
just…weird.Ignoreme.Andpleasestay.I’llneedyourhelpforpartofthis.”
Noahdraggedachairovertositnexttoher,thengesturedtothescreen.“IdoubtIcanhelpyoumuch
withthis.”
Shescowledatthescreen.“Ican’tbelieveIleftsomekindofsecurityholeforthesehaterstowaltz
through!Iwishyouguyshadcometomesooner.IfI’dknown,Icouldhave—”
“Thankyou,”hesaid,interruptingwhateverregretcommentshewasabouttoconjure.Shedidway
toomuchofthat—apologizingforbeingtense,forkeepingwhateverwasbotheringherlockedinside.He
wasveryfamiliarwiththatkindofthing—darksecretshisfamilykeptunderwrapswhiletheyslowly
killedthemfromtheinsideout.Hewasn’texactlygreatatthewholeunderstandyourfeelingsthing,but
hewasworkingonit—hehadto,inordertocontrolhisbeast.Itwaswaymorepowerfulthanitusedto
be,andhecouldn’taffordtolosehisgriponit.
“Thankyouforwhat?”Emilyasked,turningtohimwithwideeyes.
Hesmiled.“Forcaringaboutwolvessomuch.”
Shelookedhimstraightintheeyes,anditwaslikeshewasseeinginsidehim.Itwasn’tabad
feeling…notatall.
“Shiftersarebetterpeoplethanmosthumans,”shesaid,alittlebreathless.“Atleast,asfarasIcan
tell.Generallyspeaking.”Thatdelightfulblushingcolorwasbackinherpalecheeks.Heheldhergaze,
andifshedidn’tlookaway,hewasseriouslytemptedtofollowthatupwithakiss.Butshedroppedher
gazetothefloor,thenherkeyboard,thenbacktoherscreen.
Avoidinghimagain.
“Evilcomesinallshapes,”Noahsaidquietly.“Rightnow,I’dliketocatchthisparticularbrandof
evilthat’sbentonblowingupinnocentpeople.”
Shenodded,eyesonthescreen.“Right.”
“SohowcanIhelpwiththat?”
Thatbroughtherattentionbacktohim,butagrimacewasmarringherprettyface.“IguessIneedyou
tohookupwithanotherhuman.”
Heliftedhiseyebrows.“Ithoughtthehookupwasjustgoingtobefake.”Theonlyhookuphewas
interestedinhavinginthenearfuturewassittinginfrontofhimwithherhandsnervouslytappingtheedge
ofherkeyboard.
“Weneedthebombertothinkit’sreal,”shesaid,herfacedrawingdown.
“So…wehavetosetuparealmeetup,butIdon’thavetoactuallysleepwiththeperson.”Hedidn’t
likewhatshewassaying…andhelikedthelookonherfaceevenless.
Sheshruggedoneshoulderandturnedbacktothescreen,fingersflyingacrossthekeyboard.“You
didn’thavetosleepwiththembefore.”
True.Dammit.Butbackthenhehadnoreasonnotto,andhehadeveryreasontomakeitlookreal,in
casethehumanwasinvolvedinthesetup.Orjusttobuytimeforthebomber.But,ofcourse,Emilyhad
alreadyfiguredallthatout,includingthefactthatshewasn’tthefirstWildLovehookuphe’dhad.“I’m
kindofhopingIwon’thavetodothatagain.”
Hershoulderstwitched,butshedidn’tsayanything.Ittookhimamomenttopiecetogetherwhatshe
wasthinking:thatheregrettedthealmost-hookupwithher.
Noahreachedahandovertotouchherwrist.
Herfingersfrozemid-stroke,andsheslowlylookedathim.
Hestaredherstraightintheeyes.“Ijustgavemynumbertoagirl.I’mhopingshemightcall.Idon’t
wanttogetinvolvedwithanyoneelse,incasethathappens.”Hedidn’tthinkhecouldbeanymoreplain
aboutwhathemeant.
Hereyeswentalittlewider,thensheblinkedseveraltimesandturnedbacktoherscreenbefore
speakingagain.“Iguess…Iguessyouwouldn’thavetogothroughwiththehookup.Ifyoudidn’twant
to.”
“Maybeyoucouldbemyhookup.”
Shewhippedalooktohimthenwrencheditbacktothescreen.“Um…yeah…maybewecouldwork
itthatway.It’sprobablybetterifeveryoneinvolvedknowswhat’shappening.Plusthatwayyourhookup
won’tbesurprisedwhenyoudon’texactlymatchyourprofilepicture.”Sheswallowed,butthistime,her
nervousnessjustmadehimsmile.Becausehewasprettysureshewanteditasmuchashedid,evenifshe
wasn’tcomingoutandsayingit.
“Exactly,”hesaid,scootinghischairclosertopeeroverhershoulder.“So,tellmehowthisisgoing
towork.”
Shequicklyglancedathim,rightatherback,thenleanedovertopullalaptopoutofoneofherdesk
drawers.“You’llneedthis.”Thenshewasbackatherkeyboard.“I’llreroutethemessagesystemsothat
anythingthatcomesfromactualWildLoversgoestoaholdingpenbutpingsusthatthere’sactivity.Ifit’sa
shiftermessagingahuman,thenyou’reon,Noah.”
“Igettobetheshifter?”heaskedwithagrin,catchingontohowthisgamewouldbeplayed.
“AndI’llbethehuman,”shesaidwithasmallsmile.“We’llhavetochatlikewe’rereallysettingupa
hookup,butitwillallbefake.I’llbemonitoringonmyscreen,seeifthereareanyreal-timebreachesof
security.Oncethereis,thenthathookupwillbethesetup.”
“So…”Noah’sgrinjustgrew.“Igettoflirtwithyouonline,undermultiplenames,agreeingtoa
bunchofdifferenthookups…butIonlygettogotooneforreal.Withyou.”
“Well,yeah.”Shewasblushingagain,andhisheartratekickedupanotched.“Except,youknow,
we’llactuallybeconductingastingoperation.”
Heleanedforward.“Howaboutaftertheop?Areyoubusythen?OrshouldIwaittoaskoncewe’re
aloneinamotelroomagain?”Hereallycouldn’tcontainhissmirk.
Sheshovedhimback,butevenwithherlittlehands,hecouldtellshedidn’tmeanit.“Wehaveto
catchabadguyfirst.”
“Deal!”Noahopenedthelaptopshehadgivenhim.
Thiswasabsolutelythebestjobhe’deverhad.
BRIAN:Hey,Amy,yourpictureissohot,itburnedoutmyphone.
AMY:Seriously,doesthatlineworkonanyone?
BRIAN:Diditworkonyou?
AMY:No.
BRIAN:Youowemeanewphone,then.
AMY:Okay…maybe.
BRIAN:Maybeanewphone?Ormaybeyourchatnumber?
AMY:347-2290
Emilygrinnedatherscreenandclosedthemessengerwindow,switchingovertothesecurechat
board.SheandNoahhadbeenchattingforacouplehours,offandon,eachtimepretendingtobea
differentsetofWildLovers.Alltherealcommunicationwasshuntedintoaholdingfile—Emilywould
resurrectthosemessagesonceWildLovewastrulyliveagain—buteachtimearealpersoninitiateda
contact,EmilyroutedittoNoah,whotookwhatevercrazypickuplinewasusedandranwithit.They
agreedaheadoftimetheywouldeventuallyhavehergiveherchatnumberandthenarrangeahookup…
butmakingitlookrealmeantthey’dspenthoursflirting.
Whichwassomehowsaferforherthaninperson.
ShecouldactuallybreathewhenNoahwasn’tintheroomheatingherskinjustbylookingather.Right
now,hewassafelybackathisapartmentsomewhereinthecity.Ithadtakenawhiletogeteverythingset
upontheservers,andhesaidhehadsomeerrandstorun,sohe’dtakenthetricked-outlaptopwithhim.It
waswellintotheeveningbeforetheywere“live”again—themessagescamethroughonaspecialapp
shesetuponhiscomputer,andshewasafraidhewouldn’tnoticethepingalert,buthemusthavebeen
keepingaclosewatchbecausehe’drepliedalmostinstantly.
They’dbeenchattingeversince.
Noah’sfirstmessageas“BRIAN”inthechatroomlitupherscreen.
BRIAN:Hey,sexything.I’msogladyouwantedtochat.I’dstilllikethatnewphone,though.
AMY:Ithoughtyoushifterswereonlyinterestedinonethingfromhumans…
BRIAN:Hotsex,yes.Absolutely.Alsotechnology.Weshiftersdon’thaveaccesstomuch,whatwith
livinginthewoodsandhuntingelk.
AMY:Ihopeyouhavealicenseforthat.
BRIAN:Ohshit.You’reanarc,aren’tyou?
AMY:Yes.
BRIAN:…
AMY:ShouldIbringmyhandcuffs?
BRIAN:YES
AMY:Timeandaplace,hotstuff.
BRIAN:Areyouwearingtheuniform?Pleaseweartheuniform.
AMY:Onlyifyou’renaughty.
BRIAN:Ihavebeenextraordinarilybad.Requirelotsof…punishments.
AMY:Howaboutinanhour?
Shewasn’tsureifthatwasenoughtimeforRiverwisetosetupthesting,butitwouldbesuspiciousif
everyhookupwereatthesamerelativetime,nottomentionlocation,sotherewasabitofartinthispart
ofthearrangement.NoahknewwhattheRiverwiseguyswerereadyfor—she’dlethimhavethefinalsay
onthedetails.Meanwhile,shecarefullymonitoredallthedataflows,lookingfortracesthatthey’dbeen
tappedbythebomber…butsofarnothing.
BRIAN:I’mwatchingmyfavoritemovie,SleeplessinSeattle.Howabouttwohours?Idon’twantto
misstheending.
AMY:You’reputtingmeoffforamovie?
BRIAN:Itgetsmeinthemood.
AMY:You’rekindofsentimentalforahotshifterguy,aren’tyou?
BRIAN:Yes.Alsonaughtyandverygoodatpickinglocks.TwohoursattheSkylarkmotel?Messageme
theroomwhenyougetthere?
AMY:I’llhaveextrahandcuffsready.
Emilywaited,checkedthedatastreams,butstillnothing.Itwaspossiblethemessageboardwas
beinghackedwithoutherrealizingit,butshedidn’tthinkso.Plusallthechatswereflushedoutofthe
less-securebuffersandsenttothemore-securearchivesafteraboutfiveminutesofinactivity.There
shouldn’tbeanysecurityholesinthefirstplace,butiftherewere,sheshouldseethehackinthereal-time
buffers.Whichwaswhyshehadtocatchthehackersintheact.Eveniftheycoulderasetheirdigital
footprints,orsomehowtheygotwipedwhenthedatawenttoarchive,thehackerscouldn’tavoidleaving
atraceinrealtime.Butafterfiveminutes,therewasstillnosignofintrusion.
Emilyloggedoutofthemessageboard—goingofflinewashersignaltoNoahthatthehackershadn’t
takenthebait.ThatlittlehookupbetweenAMYandBRIANwouldjustfadeintothearchives,onemore
fakehookupthatwouldneverhappeninreality.
AlthoughNoahseemedintentonhookingupwithherforreal,onceallthiswasover.
ThatsentashiverdownlowinEmily’sbelly.Ononehand,itwasashiverofanticipation.Onthe
other,shecouldn’timagineactuallygoingthroughwithit.Butwitheachchatmessagetheyclosedout,she
wasbothmoredesperatetotakehimtobedandmoreterrifieditwouldbreakherheart.Thesafestthing
wouldbetojuststayfriends.Maybeevenflirtyfriends.
Colleagues.
Right.
Shedidn’tknowhowmuchofthisflirtingwasreal—well,sheknewnoneofitwasreal,butshe
didn’tknowifNoahwasenjoyingitasmuchasshewas.Mostlikely,hewasjustdoinghisjob.That
wouldmakemoresensethanhimlustingafterherthewayshewaspantingattheprospectofhavinghim
touchher…farmorepantingthanshe’deverdoneforanyotherguy,eveninheroccasionalfantasies
aboutthecuteprogrammerdownthehall.EverythingaboutNoahwasjustover-the-topperfect—hewasa
shifter,hewasincrediblyhot,andbeingawolf,sheknewshewassafewithhim.Plushewassmartand
funny.
Thatlastpartwaskillingher.Becausehewasthekindofguysheactuallymightliketokeeparound…
andNoahwouldneverwantherlong-term.Althoughhe’ddefinitelymadeitclearhewantedashort-term
hookup.Thequestionwas:why?Shecouldn’treallyimagine.Supposedly,allguyswerehotforanykind
ofsexanytime,andshifterlibidowaslegendary.Theyweresexgodsamongmen.Buttheywerealso
ridiculouslyhotandcouldhaveanygirltheywanted.Sowhybotherwithher?Therewasliterally
nothingaboutherthatasexyshifterlikeNoahcouldn’tgetjustaseasilyfromAMYorSHELLYor
APRIL…oranyoftheotherprofileshe’dflirtedwithtonight.
Herbrainkeptnaggingatthatandcomingupfrustrated.
Meanwhile,herscreenpingedwithanothermessagecomingin—thisonewasalsofromamaleshifter
initiatingcontactwithahumanfemalehehadmatchedwith.Thatwasthetypicalprofile.Theshifters
couldhavetheirpickofthewomen,generallyspeaking,buttheywerealsolookingforafasthookup…so
theyusuallymadefirstcontactwhentheywereavailable,workingtheirwaythroughthelisttoseewho
wouldrespondthefastest.Humanfemaleswithanysensejumpedrightonthatopportunitywhenit
appeared…soEmilyquicklyroutedNICK’smessagetoNoahalongwithherresponseasTRISHtoget
thingsrollingandappearingnormal.
NICK:Wow,yoursmileismakingmywolfgrowl.
TRISH:Yeah?
Noah’sfirstforayintothediscussioncamequickly…
NICK:Likeyoudon’tevenknow.Whichisunusual…myinnerbeasttypicallyonlyrespondstoother
shifters.Areyousureyou’renotpartwolf?
Ofcourse,heknewshewashuman.Butitmadeherheartthumpanyway…whywashetakingthe
messageinthisdirection?
TRISH:PositiveI’mnotawolf.ButIloveeverythingaboutthem.
NICK:Haveyoueverbeenwithawolfbefore?
Emilyfeltherfaceheatup.Whywasheaskingthis?
TRISH:No.Firsttime.Isthatokay?Doesthatturnyouoff?
NICK:Theopposite.Ican’twaittoexploreyourwildside.
Herfacewasdefinitelytendegreeshotterthantheroomnow.
TRISH:Iguessyouwantmychatnumber,then?
NICK:Iwantawholelotmorethanthat,butI’llsettleforthenumber.
TRISH:347-2290
Emily’shandsshookalittleasshecloseddownthemessengerandloggedintothesecurechatboard
again.Okay,maybeevenonlineandhalfwayacrossthecitywasn’tenoughdistancetokeepherfrom
feelingtheheatthatNoahgeneratedinher.
“NICK’s”chatmessagelituprightaway.
NICK:Ihavetobehonest.I’mdroolingatthethoughtofgettingclosertoyou.
Gulp.OhGod,weretheyreallygoingtodothis?Messagesex-talk?Itwasn’tlikeitdidn’thappen—
she’dseenitgetscorchinghotonline—butshe’dneverimagineddoingitherself.Muchlesswithaman
sheknewshe’dseeagainsometimeinthenexttwelvehours.
TRISH:Um…don’tdroolonthekeyboard.Couldcauseproblems.
Solame.Shehadnoideahowtodothis.
NICK:Can’thelpit.You’resodamnsexy.
Sheshouldjustcuttothechasewiththis,sotheycouldmoveontoanother,lessaggressivelysexy,
persona.Andshecouldgosplashcoldwateronherface.Something.
TRISH:You’reprettyhotyourself.Maybeweshouldhookup?
NICK:Maybe.Depends.
Wait…what?Noahwasn’tsupposedtoplayhardtoget.Whatwashedoing?
TRISH:Depends?Onwhat?
NICK:Onhowlongyoucanlast.Areyouupforawholenight?Areyouwellrested?Haveyouhadyour
dinner?Becauseyou’regoingtoneedyourenergy,sweetthing.
OhGod.
TRISH:Icanhandlewhateveryou’vegotinmind,wolfboy.
NICK:I’mnotaBOY.AndwhatI’vegotinmindstartswithjustmyhands,alloveryourbody,every
placethatcanbetouched.Thenmymouthisgoingtotasteyou,insideandout.AndwhenI’mfinally
insideyou,believeme,you’llknowjusthowmuchMANIhavetogive.Iwanttofeeleveryrippleof
yourorgasmslikeyou’repartofme.
Oh.My.God.Emilypushedawayfromherdesk,herheartpoundingandpushinghotbloodthroughout
herbody…andpoolingitbetweenherlegs.Howcouldshelookhiminthefacethenexttimetheymet,
nowthathe’dsaidthosethings?Andwhatcouldshepossiblysayinreturn?
Hermouthwasdry,andsheswallowedhard.Thenanoff-tonepingsounded,andittookamomentin
herpanickedstatetorealizewhatitwas:thealertshe’dsetupforanintruder.
Sheslammedbacktothekeyboard,openingaseparatewindowtotracktheintrusion.
Yes!Therehewas,thehacker,lurkinginthebackgroundoftheirsupposedlysecurechat…hewasjust
asurgeinthedatadownloadthatwasn’tthereamomentagobutwasunmistakablenow.Sheputatraceon
it,eventhoughshedidn’texpectthattoturnupanything.Moreimportantly…shehadtosetupthemeet!
NICK:Areyouthere?
Ohshit.
TRISH:Yes!Damn…sorry…justoverheatingfromyourlastmessage.
NICK:ThoughtmaybeIscaredyouoff.
TRISH:No.Godno.Can’twaittofeelyourhandsonmeforreal.
NICK:Yeah?
Shit.Hedidn’tknowthiswasn’tforreal.Ormaybeitwas,butthatpartdidn’tmatterrightnow.What
matteredwasgettingthehookupsetbeforetheirlurkergaveuponthem.
TRISH:Ohyeah.Justtellmewhenandwhere,andI’llbethere.I’llkeepgoingaslongasyoucan.
NICK:Promises,promises.
TRISH:You’retheonewithalltheteasing.Howaboutyoushowmewhatyoucandooffline?
Dammit,Noahneededtohurrythisalong.Thenshesmackedherpalmtoherforehead—hisphone!
ShesnatchedherphoneoffherdeskandquicklysearchedforNoah’snumber.Ittookagonizinglylongto
findit.Meanwhile,“NICK”wasstillmessagingher.
NICK:I’mnotteasing.I’llmakeeveryfantasyyouhaveaboutwolvescometrue.
Shequicklytyped…
TRISH:Whenandwhere?
ThenshetextedNoahonhispersonalphone,Hackeriswatchingus.Ittookamoment,butwhenhe
textedback,itwassimple.Copythat.Then“NICK”messagedheragain.
NICK:Areyoureadynow?
TRISH:Yes!
NICK:HowabouttheStrykerMotel?Onehour?
TRISH:Perfect!
NICK:Messagemewithyourroomwhenyouarrive.
TRISH:Can’twait.
Thensheloggedoutimmediately—theirsignalthatthemeetwason.Assoonasshedid,thetrace
disappeared…andsodidthehacker.Emilysearchedthearchives,buttherewasnoindicationthathe’d
beenthereoranywhereelseinthesystem.Ifshehadn’tcapturedthefeedsreal-time,therewouldhave
beennoevidenceatallthatsomethingstrangehadhappenedonthatparticularchat.
Butithad.
Herphonebuzzed.ItwasatextfromNoah.Weneedtomovefast.Needtogettherebeforehim.
Copythat,shereplied,thengrabbedherstuffandranfortheelevator.
“She’slate.Something’swrong.”NoahpeeredthroughthebackwindowoftheRiverwisepackvan,
scanningthestreetsdarkenedwithrainandglisteningwiththecity’snightlights.Thetrafficwaslightbut
steady—thisshadysideofdowntownneverslept—buttherewasnosignofEmily’ssilverPrius.He’d
givenhertheaddressoftheliquorstorewheretheywereparked,butmaybeherGPSwasn’tworking…
“Youcouldtextheragainwhileshe’sdriving,”hisbrother,Daniel,saidfromthedriver’sseat.
“Becausethatwassuchagreatideathelasttwotimes.”
“Something’swrong,”Noahsaidagain,hishandpalminghisphoneinhispocket,itchingtodoexactly
whathisjerkbrotherwassayingheshouldn’tdo.
“She’snotevenlate.Themeetupisn’tforanotherfifteenminutes.”Danielclimbedoutofthedriver’s
seatandjoinedhiminthebackofthevan.
Noahglaredathim.Heshouldn’thavesaidanything,justtextedEmilylikehewantedto.Now,
Daniel’sbig-brotherlookofconcernwasalloverhim,andhecouldn’tdoitwithouttakingcrap.Chatter
inNoah’searbuddistractedbothofthemforamoment—therestofthepackwascheckinginfromtheir
stationsaroundthemotel.Twoofthemhadrentedrooms,posingaslegitcustomers.Theothershad
arrivedsurreptitiously,joiningthemorstakingoutspotsinthedarkenedstairwellcornersorparkedatthe
IHOPnextdoor.Alltold,theyhadadozenRiverwiseshiftersreadytotakethebomberdown,ifhe
showed.Itshouldbemorethanenough.
ButhavingEmilyinthemiddleofitwasmakingNoahunexpectedlynervous.
Thechatterdieddown,andjustasDanielopenedhismouthtosaysomething—somethingNoahwas
surehedidn’twanttohear—asilverPriuspulledupalongsidethevan.
“She’shere.”Noahpushedpasthisbrothertoslideopenthevandoor.
Emilyclimbedoutofthedriver’sseat,andhersmilelitupwhenshesawhim.Itwarmedhimand
flushedcoolreliefthroughhim,allatthesametime.Whichwasafairdescriptionofthefeelingsshewas
stirringupinhim—allconflictedandbothered.Eversincetheirchathadgottenhotterthanhehad
planned,andthenshe’dpulledbackfromhim,ithadlefthimnervous.Afraidshethoughthewasonly
aftersexfromher…andthenafraidthatheactuallywantedmore.
Hewavedherintothevan.
ShelookedDanieloverwithwideeyes.“Hi,”shesaidtohim,butitwassoftandalittlebreathy.Like
shewasshy,ormaybeattractedtohim.TheflushofjealousythatsurgedupstunnedNoahsobadly,he
foughtforamomenttosayanythingatall.
“So,you’rethefamousEmily-the-programmer,”Danielsaidwithasmirk,managingtobeanasshole
inlessthantenwords.
Emily’sshynessdisappeared.SheliftedoneeyebrowandlookedtoNoah.“Famous?”
Noahjustshookhishead.“Pleasedon’tlistentoathingmybrothersays.Please.”
“What?”Daniel’sridiculouslookofinnocencewasn’tfoolinganyone.“I’mjustsaying—”
“Don’t.”Noahglaredathreatathim,thenreachedforEmily’shandandpulledherfurtherintothe
van,awayfromDaniel.“Ignorehim,”hesaidsoftly.“Areyouallright?”
Shefrowned.“Yeah,I’mfine.Why?”
“Ijust…nothing.”Hewouldexplainaboutthechatlaterwhentheywerealone.“Okay,here’sthe
plan.Riverwiseisalreadyinplace.They’llhaveeyesonyoufromthemomentyouenterthemotel
parkinglot.Yougoaheadandcheckin,thenmessagemetheroomnumber.I’llfollowinaboutfifteen
minutes,soitdoesn’tlooklikeIwashangingoutattheliquorstorerightaroundthecorner.”
“Soundsgood.”EmilyglancedatDaniel,thenbackatNoah.“Sothen…what?Wejustwait?”
“We’vebeenwatchingtheplaceforthelasthalfhour,”Danielsaid.“Twocoupleshavecheckedin,
butthat’sit.Unlessthebombermiraculouslygotherebeforeus,hehasn’tshownyet.Butwhenhedoes,
we’llbewaitingforhim.”
“Butyoudon’tknowwhathelookslike,”sheprotested.
Noah’sstomachclenched.“No.WhichiswhyI’llbestragglingin.Wewanttogivehimplentyoftime
togethereandseemearrive.I’llkeepmyhoodup,justincasehe’sdownloadedtheprofilepixfromthe
hookup.”
“Areyousurethat’swise?”sheasked,hercutenosescrunchingup.“Imean,whatifhedecidestojust
shootyouasyou’regettingoutofthecar?”
Noahworkedtokeepthesmileoffhisface.Shewasn’tworriedaboutherselfwalkingintoasting
operationtocatchabomber…shewasworriedabouthim.“Idoubthe’lldothat.It’smuchsaferforhim
towait,makesureI’mtherightguybygoingtotherightroom,thenslipoutofwhatevercoverhe’s
keepingtoplantthebombonmycarandslipaway.Hecouldbewatchingfromacrossthestreetorthe
forestpreservebehindthemoteloranynumberofplaces.Andhe’ssuretobeextracarefulthistime
becausewe’vealreadycaughthisco-conspirator.Hemightevenshowupmuchlaterafterhe’ssure
we’re…indisposedinsidetheroom.”
Sheliftedbotheyebrows.Heprayedshewouldn’tmentionanyoftheirsexychat-talkinfrontof
Daniel.Butshejustsaid,“Okay.Thatsounds,well,reasonable,atleast.”Sheglancedatherphone.“I
bettergo.”
“Okay.”Noahwantedtohugherorreassureheror…something.Instead,hejustsaid,“Becareful.”
Shesmiled,andhesworeitlituptheinsideofthevan.
Damn,hewasintroublewiththisgirl.Howdidthathappensoquickly?Itmusthavebeenthehours
theyspentonline,talkingandflirtingandspillinglittledetailsabouttheirlives.
HewatchedherclimboutofthevanandbackintoherPrius.Justlikethefirsttimetheymet,hewas
almosthopingthebadguywouldn’tshow,oratleastwouldtakehistime,justsoNoahcouldbealone
withEmilyinthemotelroom.Onlythistime,hejustwantedtotalk.Findouthowmuchofthosechats
wereherandhowmuchwereafront.Seeifhereallythrewherwiththesexytalkornot.And,okay,
maybekissheraswell.
Somuchtrouble.
“Youlikethisgirl.”Daniel’svoicewasdrenchedindisapproval,asusual.
Noahclosedhiseyes,reiningintheurgetojusthaveitout,righthere,inthevan.Preferablywith
clawsandfangs.“That’snotacrime,youknow.”
“She’shuman.”Danielwasstillaghast.
“Inoticed.”Noahforcedoutabreath,openedhiseyes,andturnedtohisbrother.“It’snotlikeI’m
matematerial,Daniel.”
Hisfacegrewinstantlyserious.“You’retalkingaboutAfghanistan.”
Noahsighed.Fifteenminutesstuckinavanwithhisbrother,andalreadytheywereontheworst
possibletopic.“Yes,becauseofwhathappenedinAfghanistan.Andthecages.”
Daniel’seyesnarrowed.“Theexperimentsaffectedyou.”Hewasguessing,butitwasn’tawildleap.
“Let’sjustsay,I’mnotthewolfyougrewupwith.”
“Noah.”Foronce,hisbrotherseemedgenuinelydistressed.Whichwassomehowworsethanallthe
condescensionandarrogance.Becausehehadtobelievetherewassomethingreally,seriouslywrong
withhisbrothertoturnthiskindofsoft.
ThetemptationtotellDanielabouttheirgrandfather,thewhitewolfofdisgrace,wasoverwhelming…
itwouldknockhimbackonhisarrogantasstoknowhewasdescendedfromalying,cheatingmalewitch.
ButNoahcouldn’tbringhimselftodoit.
Somesecretsreallyshouldstayburied.
“Look,I’mfine,honest,”Noahsaid.“YourememberwhenOwenwasafraidtoshiftafterhe’dbeenin
thecagesforayear?Becausehedidn’tknowwhatkindofbeasthewouldbe?”
Danielnodded.ThatstoryhadmadetheroundsthroughRiverwiseafterOwenfinallyshiftedandwas
revealedtobeawhitewolfwithfreakishlylarge,razor-sharpclaws.
“Well,it’ssomethinglikethat—monsterclaws,adifferentkindofwolfthanIusedtobe—butIcan
controlit.MynewwolfformcameoutwhenIwasinAfghanistan,freakedthehelloutofme,andIcame
home.ButI’mfinenow—I’vegotitundercontrol.”Nottheentiretruth,butmaybeenoughtokeepDaniel
offhisbackaboutit.
Hisbrothernodded.“That’swhyyouthinkyou’re…”Hegrimaced.
“Afreak?Yes.Justsayit,Daniel.”
“That’snotwhatImeant!”Hisbrother’sfacedarkened.“Iwasgoingtosaythat’swhyyouthink
you’renotmatematerial.”
“Thattoo.”Noahscowledathim.
“Butthat’snotnecessarilytrue—”
“Comeon,bro!Don’tpatronizeme.Webothknowtherearen’tenoughfemalewolvestogoaround,
notbyalongshot,andtherearen’tgoingtobeanylininguptomatewithsomeonewho’sageneticfreak.”
Nottomentionthathewasn’tfullyawolf…eveniftherewereafemaleshifterinterestedinhim,he’d
havetotellherthetruth.Itwasonlyfair.Andnoreasonablegirlwouldwanttoriskhavinghalf-witch
pups.Hell,anygirlwhodid,heprobablywouldn’twant,justbecausethatwouldbecrazy.
“Don’tgiveuponthis!”Daniellookeddistraught.“Owenfoundamate—”
“Thatwasluck,man,andyouknowit.”
“Itcouldhappenforyou.Don’tthrowaway—”
“Okay,look.”Noahgotinhisbrother’sface.“I’mmakingmyownpathhere,Daniel.Andyoudonot
getavoteonwhatit’sgoingtobe.”
Danielpressedhislipsintoatightline,butNoahreallydidn’tgiveafuckatthispointwhathis
brotherthoughtofhim.AndifNoahwantedtobewithahuman,notjustforanight,butmaybeforlonger
—
Hisphonebuzzed.
ItwastheWildLovechatroomapp.Room19,Emily’smessagesaid.
Fuckwaitingaroundforfifteenminutes.“We’reinRoom19,”Noahsaidtohisbrother.“Timeforme
togo.”
Danielhelduphishandstostophim.“Ithoughtyouwerewaiting.”
“I’lltakethescenicroute.”Noahpushedpasthim,threwopenthedoorofthevan,andhoppedout.
ThenheslammedthedoorinDaniel’sfaceforgoodmeasure.Hiscarwasonthefarsideofthevan,and
bythetimehereachedit,theboilingangerinsidehimwassurginguphiswolf.Hebreathedthroughhis
teeth,willinghiswolftostaycalm,promisinghimthattheyweregoingtoseeEmilyinjustafewshort
minutes.
Itworked.Hewasn’tevenhalfwayaroundthescenicroutetothemotelbeforehewascalmagain…at
least,ascalmashegotwiththeprospectofseeingherloomingahead.
Thatparthereallydidn’tunderstand.Itwaslikehiswolfwasdrawntoherforsomereason.Given
hiswolfwasonlyhalf-wolf—theotherhalfbeingwitch,pluswhateveralteredstuffthegenetic
experimentsthrewinthere—hewasn’tsurewhatanyofitmeant.Allheknewwashecouldn’twaittosee
her.Andallthedisparatepartsofhimselfsettleddownandpulledtogetherinanefforttomakethat
happen.
Therewereseveralcarsinthemotelparkinglot,butnopeople.NoahparkedwellawayfromEmily’s
silverPrius,aswellasRoomNineteen,justincasethebombermanagedtosetsomethingoffandblowup
hiscar—hedidn’twantEmilyorhercargettingcaughtinthecrossfire.Thenhejoggeduptothedoor.It
wasonthefirstlevelthistime,andhetookamoment,catchinghisbreathandhopefullygivingthe
potentialbomberagoodlongchancetoseehimbeforeheknocked.
Emilyopenedthedoorrightaway.Shewasstillwearingherblackt-shirtandjeansgetupfromthe
office,whichmadesense.Shehadprobablycomestraightfromthere,whereasNoahhadbeendoingtheir
onlinechattingfromhisapartment...wherehewouldn’tbetemptedtofollowupthosesexychatswith
multipleattemptsatakiss.Butnowthattheywerehere…
“Hi,Trish!”Noahsaid,stillstandingoutsidethedoor,playingtherole,incasethebomberwas
watching.“I’mNick.FromWildLove.”
“Hey,Nick.”Emilycouldn’tquitecontainhersmile,anditpracticallyforcedoneontohisface.“Nice
tomeetyou.Comeonin.”Shesteppedbackandheldthedoorwideforhim.
“You’rejustassexyasyourprofilepicture,”Noahsaid,apartingcommentforthepotentialbomber
outside.
Emilyclosedthedoorandturnedtohim.Shefoldedherarmsacrossherchestandshookherhead,
givinghimaskepticallook.“Isthatright?Because,asIrecall,Trishisaheckofalottallerandskinnier
thanIam.”
Wasshereallywalkinghimrightbackintothesexytalk?Becausehewassoreadytopickupwhere
theyleftoff.
“Ihappentolikeshorterwithmorecurves.”Heclosedthecouplefeetbetweenthem,andhecouldtell
bythewayhereyeswidened,thatshedidn’texpectit.Helethisgazetraveldowntowherehert-shirt
huggedherchest,thenbackuptohereyes.“Andwhatyouhaveundertherelooksverytemptingtome.”
Hermouthwentalittleslackwithsurprise,andhercheekspinkeduprightaway.Man,shewaspretty
whensheblushed.Itbroughtoutthatinnocent-kittenlooktoherwideblueeyesandcreamy-paleskin.He
easedcloser,nudginghertowardthedoorwithouttouchingher.Yet.
“Um…okay,”shesaid,andhervoicehikedupalittle.“Yourealizewe’renotinchatanymore,
right?”
Hisheartsankalittlewiththat,buthedidn’tgiveup.Hepressedahandagainstthedoor,nexttoher
head,becausebythistime,shewasbackedallthewayupagainstit.Herarmswerestilllocked,
protectively,acrossherchest.
Helookedstraightintohereyes.“Iwashopingatleastsomeofitwasreal.Itfeltrealtome.”
Shevisiblyswallowed.“Yeah.Metoo,”shewhispered.
Yes.Heleanedincloser.“I’veneverdonethatbefore.Talkedlikethatinchat,Imean.DidI…”He
lickedhislipsbecausesuddenlyhismouthwasdrywithnerves.“DidIscareyouoff?Ikindofgot
carriedaway.”
“No,”shebreathed.Hewascloseenoughthathecouldfeeltheheatofit.“Well...itwasalittle
overwhelming.”
“I’msorry.”Heleanedincloseenoughtokissbutdidn’t.God,hewantedto.“AndIdon’twantyouto
thinkthat’sallIwant.ThatI’mjusttryingtogetyouinbed.Becauseit’snotjustthatforme.”
Sheblinked.“It’snot?”
Heeasedbackalittle—anycloser,andhewouldbekissingher,andthatwouldn’thelpinmakinghis
point.“You’resmartandfunnyashell.Andyou’retakingallkindsofcrazychanceshere,justtohelp
shifters…whenyou’renotevenoneyourself.Andyou…youcare,Emily,inabig-heartedkindofway
thatstirsmearound.So,no,it’snotjustyoursmokin’hotbodythatIwant.”
Hereyeswerewide,andherlipsparted,andhecouldscentherarousal…whichwasallheneededto
pressforward.
“NotthatIdon’twantthat,too.Don’tgetmewrong.”Helethisgazerakedownthesmoothcurveof
herneck.Hehadtoshuthismouthtokeepinthedroolagain.Helookedbackintohereyes.“We’rehere,
inamotelroom,alone,again…andbelieveme,I’dreallyliketotakeoffyourclothes.Andmine.
Unfortunately,thebadguycouldshowupanymoment.”
“That’sreallyunfortunate.”Shewaswhisperingagain.
“Itis.Butthere’salotwecandowithourclothesstillon.”
Herbreathinghitched.“Yeah?”
“Definitely.”Heplacedhissecondhandonthedoornexttoherhead.Therewereonlyinchesbetween
them.“Ifyou’llletme.”
Hewassoclosehecouldfeelherchestheaveagainsthisasshelaboredtobreathe.“I’llletyou.”
Hemanagednottomoanwiththosewords,justleanedforwardandgentlypressedhislipstohers.
Theyweresosoft…hishandwasinhersilkyhairbeforeheknewit,hisotheronearoundherwaist,
pullingherclose.Hewantedhertofeelmorethanjusthisgrowlinglustforher,buthecouldn’thelp
drawingherdeeperintothekissbycrushinghertohim.Andhisquicklygrowingerectionwasmakingthat
lustplainenough.Shepracticallymeltedintohim,herbodyhotagainsthisthroughherthint-shirt,his
tonguedeepinsidehermouth,tastingandseekingandwarringwithhers.Shewassoshort,herheadhad
totipbacktokisshim.Heslippedhismouthfromhers,travelingwetkissesdownherjawandnippingat
thetenderskinofherneck.Themoanthatcamefromherthroatremindedhimthathewasn’tmaking
anywherenearenoughuseofhishands.Heslidtheoneatherbackdowntocaressherfirm,littlebottom,
whiletheotherbrushedthesideofherbreastthroughhershirt.
“God,Emily,”hepantedbetweenkisses,workinghiswaybackuptohersweetmouth.Hecuppedher
breastinhishandassoonasasliverofspaceopenedbetweenthem.
“OhmyGod,yes,”shesaidbeforehesmotheredherwordswithhiskiss.
Hepressedheragainstthedoor,notcaringthatshefelteverybitofhardnesshehadforher—she
shouldknowhowmuchsheaffectedhim—buthewasstartingtolosehimselfinthiskiss.Hishand
slippedunderhershirt.Hersmallfingersclawedatthebottomedgeofhis,workingitupsoshehad
accesstohisbareskin.Hedevouredhersweetscentwithhismouthanddeeppullsofbreathacrossher
skin—
Hisearbudsquawked,makinghimjump.
“No,no,no!”“Whatthehell!”“Gethim!”“Shoothim!”“Toofar!”
Noahjerkedbackfromthekiss,blinkingfast.“Something’shappeningoutside.”
ButEmilyhadheardit,too,lookingtowardthewindowtotheparkinglot,drawnclosedwithdrapes.
Theshoutswereaudiblethroughthethinwallsofthemotel.
“Noah,getclearofthedoor!”ThatwasDaniel,hisvoicehighandhysterical.
ItfrozeNoahforasplitsecond,slicinglikeicethroughhisveins…thenhegrabbedEmily’shandand
yankedherawayfromthedoor.
“Go,go,go!”heshoutedtoherashedraggedheracrossthespanoftheroom.Shestumbledbutcaught
herself,plushehadanirongriponher.Buttherewasnowhereforthemtogo,norearexit,nodoorto
anotherroom…justthebathroom.“Getinside!”heyelledwhileshovingherthroughthedoorandtoward
thebathtub.
Hebarelygotthroughthedoortothetinybathroomhimselfbeforetheroomblew.
EmilycouldhardlybreathewithNoah’sweightonher,butthatdidn’tconcernher…whatwasfreaking
heroutwasthathewasn’tmoving,andhewasinhiswolfform.
Somethinghadexplodedinthemotelroom,probablythedoor,butNoahhadhustledherintothetiny
bathroomanddownintothebathtubbeforeithit—andtheshockfromtheblasthadthrownhiminafter
her.Hemusthavehitthetiledwallshard,andwithhishead,becauseithadknockedhimunconsciousand
nowhelay,inert,ontopofher.Somewhereintheprocess,hehadshiftedintohisbeautifulwhitewolf
form…butthatdidn’tmakehimanylessheavy.
“Noah!Noah!”shewhisperedhoarselyinhisear,thefurofhisfaceticklinghers.Shewriggledout
fromunderthebulkofhisweight,tryingtoeasehimgentlytothefloorofthetubwhilegettingabetter
lookathishead.Shecouldn’tseeanybloodinallthatsnow-whitefur,buthiseyeswereclosedtightand
histonguelolledoutofhisopensnout.“Noah,pleasewakeup,”shesaid,tearsprickinghereyesasshe
gentlyshookhim.
Shoutswerecomingfromtheroomoutside,andtheairwasthickwithsmokeandsmall,floating
debrisfromtheexplosion,butEmily’sfocuswasentirelyonthebeautiful,noblewolfwhohadjustsaved
herlife.Shedugherhandsintohisfur,searchingforaheartbeat,butitwasimpossible—asmuchasshe
knewaboutshifters,shedidn’tknowanythingabouttheanatomyoftheirwolfforms.
Butsomeoneelsemight.
“Inhere!”sheshoutedtowhoeverwasoutsideintheroom.“We’reinhere!Weneedhelp!”
ApoundingoffootstepswasfollowedbyDaniel,Noah’sbrother,swingingaroundthecornerandinto
thesmallroom.“Noah?”hegaspedthenflewtotheirsides.HelookedinhorroratNoah’swolfform,like
hehadneverseenitbefore.
“Hewon’twakeup,”Emilysaid,herthroatclosingup.Butevenasthewordscameoutofhermouth,
Noahstirredinherarms.Hiseyeswerestillclosed,buthismuzzleleanedintoher,rubbingagainsther
arm.“Noah!Canyouhearme?”
“Ineedamedicinhere!”Danielscreamedatthemengatheredatthedoor.Onedisappeared,calling
forsomeone.ThenDanielturnedbacktoNoah.“Noah,God…what’shappenedtoyou?”
Thenamiracleoccurred—oratleastitfeltthatwaytoEmily—andNoahopenedthoseclear-blue
wolfeyesandlookedstraightupintoherface.
“Noah?”Daniel’svoicedrewagrowloutofthewolfinherarms,andsuddenly,heshifted,leaving
herholdingaverynaked,verygorgeousNoahinthebathtub.
“Oh,thankGod,”Danielsaid,rockingbackonhisheelswherehewascrouchedbythesideofthetub,
butNoahignoredhim,hiseyesstilllockedwithhers.
Sheputonehandonhischeek,holdinghisheadasgentlyasshecouldwiththeother.“Say
something.”Shesearchedhisfaceforasignofinjury.
Hesmiled.“You’rebeautiful.”Thenhetouchedherfacewithhisfingertips—theywerecold,butat
leasttheyweren’tshaking.
“Okay,youreallydidgetaknockonthehead,”shesaid,blinkingbackthetearsthathadbeen
threateningtofall.
“Noah,pleasetellmeyou’reallright.”ThatwasDanielagain.
Noahgrimacedathisbrother.“I’mfine.”Thenheseemedtowanttogetup,toshowDanielhewas
okay,soEmilylethimgo,eventhoughshethoughtstandingupwasaverybadidea.Noahworkedhisway
uptohisfeet,butthenwaveredalittleandbracedhishandagainstthewall.
Danielstoodaswell.“You’renotfine.YouneedtohaveJacetakealookatyou.”
NoahpeereddownatEmilyasshescrambledtostandaswell.“Areyouokay?”heaskedher.
“Yeah.”Shegaveasmallsmile.“IthinkIcushionedyourfall.”
Noahsqueezedhiseyesshutforamoment.“God,whatwasIthinking,bringingyouintothis?”Then
heopenedhiseyesandturnedtohisbrother.“Makesureshe’sokay,Daniel.Please.”Noah’shandwas
rubbinghisheadlikeithurt.
Emilyfrowned,butbeforeshecouldsayanything,Danielwasreachingtohelpheroutofthetub.“Let
meseeyou,”hesaid,rakinghisgazeoverher,apparentlycheckingforinjuries.“Canyoustand?Didyou
hityourheadorbangupanything?”
“No,”shesaid,steppingoutofthetubanddroppinghishandtosmoothdownhershirt.“I’mfine,
really.Noah’stheonewhoneedshelp.”
“See?”Danielaskedhim.“Willyoulistentoherandsitdown,please?”Hisvoicewasrough,but
Emilycouldtelltherewasreallyconcernbehindit.
“WhatIneedissomepants,”Noahsaid,butheeaseddowntosittingontheedgeofthetub.His
clotheswereinaheapatthebottom.Danielkneltdowntoscoopthemupandhandthemtohisbrother.He
tookthemwithoutawordandstartedpullingthemon.Justashewasstandingtozipuphispants,another
wolfpushedthroughtheonlookersatthedoor.
EmilyrecognizedhimasJaceRiver,oneofthebrotherswhoranRiverwise.
DanielgesturedtoNoah.“Hegotaknockonthehead.”
“I’mfine,”Noahgrumbled,butthenwinced.“Justaheadache.”
“Sitdown,”Jacesaidinatonethatsaid,I’myourboss,don’teventhinkaboutarguingwithme.Or
possiblyitwashisalphavoice.ItsentashiverthroughEmily,regardless.
Noahsatontheedgeofthetubagain.
Jacepulledoutapenlightfromasmall,blackkitandflasheditacrossNoah’seyes.Thenheheldup
twofingers.
“Howmany?”heasked.
“Two,”Noahsaid.
“Blurredvision?”
“No,justtheheadache.”
JacefeltaroundNoah’shead,standingtoinspecthisscalpthroughthemessofbrownhair.Noah
wincedalittle,whichjustmadeEmilywindherarmstighteraroundherchest.God,shehopedhewas
okay.
Jacestood.“Allright,you’regoingtobefine.Thatlumponyourheadlookslikeit’salready
shrinking.Whichisprettydamnfast,NoahWilding.Youcouldn’thavebeenhurttoobad.I’mgoingtosay
noconcussionunlessyoursymptomsstarttogetworse.”
“See?”NoahpeeredupatDaniel.ThenhelookedbacktoJace.“CanyoucheckEmily,makesure
she’sokay?”
Emilyunlockedherarmsandputherhandsup.“I’mreallyfine.”
Jacesmiledwarmlyather.“It’llmakehimfeelbetterifwe’resure.”
Shegavehimasmall,awkwardnod.DanielhelpedNoahgetdressedwhileJacerepeatedthesame
questionsandroutinewiththepenlight.
“Anypainortwistedankles?”heasked.
“No,”shereplied.
“Well,youtwoaredamnlucky,that’sallIhavetosay.”Jacestuffedhispenlightbackinhisblackkit.
Noahwasshakinghisheadashepulledonhisshoes.“Thatwastoodamnclose.”Heturnedtoher.
“Emily,I’msorry.Ishouldneverhavebroughtyouintothis.Idon’tknowwhatthehellIwasthinking.”
“I’mokay,”sheprotested.
Buthejustshookhisheadsomemore,thenpeeredupatJace.“Whathappened?”
“ThebombermusthaveslippedinaspartofthecoupleinRoomTwenty-Four.”Jacegrimaced.“I
can’tbelievewemissedthatploy.Itwassoobvious.Anyway,thewomanleftfirst.Wedidn’tthink
anythingofit.Thenthemanlefttheirroomandheadedtowardtheparkinglot.Wefiguredhewasleaving
aswell,butthenhestoppedatyourdoor.IsweartoGod,Noah,heonlypausedforasecond.That’sall
thelongerittooktoplantwhateverexplosivesheused.”Jacehookedathumboverhisshouldertoward
theroom.“Damnneartookouttheentireroom,though.Andhalfoftheneighboringonesonallsides.
Which,thankGod,wereempty.”
“Didyoucatchhim?”Noahasked.
“No,”Danielsaidthroughgrittedteeth.“Weweren’tevenontothefactthathedidsomethinguntilhe
startedhaulingasstowardthebackofthemotel.Thenthedoorblewandeverythingwentsideways.We
wentafterhim,ofcourse,butthewomanmusthavebeenwaitingforhimoutback.Hewasgonebythe
timewecouldfollow.”
“Dammit.”Noahranbothhandsthroughhishairandstood.Helookedabitmoresteadythistime,
whichtrickledreliefthroughEmily.“Allright.I’mgettingEmilyoutofhere.Whenyouguyshaveaplan
forwhattodonext,callme.”
Noahreachedahandforher,anditdidn’tevenoccurtohernottogowithhim.Hetookherbythe
elbow,pullingherclose,thenhookedanarmprotectivelyoverhershoulders.Holdinghertightthatway,
hewalkedheroutintotheroom.
Itwasanightmare.
Mostoftheroomwasgone.Theexplosivestookoutnotjustthedoor,buttheentirefrontwall,halfthe
sidewalls,andagoodchunkoftheceiling.Emilycouldseeallthewaytotheroofofthetwo-storymotel.
Thebedwasthrownagainstthewallofthebathroom,andtherewasnothingleftofthesparsefurniturebut
bitsoffloatingdustandbrokenpiecesonthefloor.IfsheandNoahhadn’tmadeittotheprotectionofthe
bathroom,plushadtheextrashieldingofthebedthrownagainstthewall,theywouldbothbeinpieces
justlikethesplintersofwallandshredsofcarpetlefthanginginthewoundedroom.
Shecoughedonthedustthatchokedtheair.Noahpulledhercloser,holdinghertightagainsthimas
theypickedtheirwaythroughthewreckage.Sheheardsirensinthedistance.Therewasnoway
Riverwisecouldkeepthisquiet…norshouldthey.Theworldshouldknowtherewereinsanepeopleout
theretryingtokillshiftersandthehumanswhowantedtobewiththem.
SheheldontoNoahastheylefttheroom.
HerPriushadatwobyfourbeamlodgedthroughthewindshield,somehowthrownfromtheroomto
stabherbabycar.Asmallsobescapedher.
“We’llhaveitfixed.”Noah’svoicewastight,andhisarmsaroundhertensedevenmore.“Ipromise
you,we’llmakeitright.”
Shejustnodded,unabletogetwordsout.Thecardidn’tmeananythingtoher,notreally,itwasjust…
itcouldhavebeenherwithagianthole.OrNoah.Somehowseeingthecarlikethatsunkithomeeven
more.Tearsstartedrunningdownhercheeks.Shetriedtoholdthemin,butshejustcouldn’t,notanymore.
Noahwalkedhertowardthefarendoftheparkinglotwherehiscarwas.Ontheway,oneoftheother
shiftersjoggeduptothem,askingNoahifheneededanything.Hetoldthemno,thathewastakingherto
hisapartment,thattheycouldfindhimthereiftheyneededhim.Butthattheywereleaving.Now.Before
thepoliceshowedupanddetainedthemwithallkindsofquestions.Sheonlyvaguelynoticedallthis,as
shefocusedonkeepingherlegsmovingforward.Astrangebuzzinghadtakenupresidenceinherhead,
blurringoutthesoundsofsirensandshoutingandthestaresofpeoplecomingoutoftheirrooms.Noah
openedthecardoorandgentlyhelpedherintothefrontseat,thenranaroundthefronttoclimbin.
Theclosingofhisdoorsnappedheroutofherhaze.“Areyousureyou’reokaytodrive?”sheasked.
Hewasgrippingthesteeringwheelhardandstaringstraightahead.“Iwouldn’tdriveyouanywhere,
ifIwasn’tokaytodrive,Emily.”Hisvoicewasstrained.Thenheturnedtoher,andshecouldseethe
nightlightssparklingintheshineinhiseyes.Hisgazeroamedherface.“You’recrying.”Hishandswere
suddenlyonherface,wipingawaythetears.“It’sgoingtobeokay,Emily,Iswear.You’resafenow.”
Shenodded,movingagainsthisgentletouch.“Iknow.I’mjust…I’llbefine.”Shewipedatthetears
totrytoreassurehim.
Butitjustseemedtocausehimpain.“Ishouldn’thavebroughtyouhere.I’manidiotforinvolvingyou
inthis.It’snotsafe.Noneofthisissafe.Andit’snotacceptabletometoendangeryouinanyway.”
“I’mokay,Ipromise.”
Hiseyesboredintohers.“Wolvescanrecover;youcan’t.Wehaveextraordinaryhealingpowers—”
“Iknow.”Shegavehimasmallsmile.“It’sthemagicinyourblood.Itenhancesyourmetabolicrate,
givingyouextraordinarystrength,aswellasspeedingyourbloodclottingandnormalrecoveryprocesses
aboutten-fold.”
Thetensiondroppedoffhisshoulders.Hehuffedasmalllaughandgaveheranevensmallersmile.
“Ofcourse,youknow.”Heliftedhishandtotouchherfaceagain,thistimejustgentlystrokinghercheek.
“Whatyoumaynotknowisthatmywhitewolfhasevenfasterhealing.I’muniquelyabletosurvivepretty
muchwhateverthebomberswanttothrowatme.Butyou,mysweetEmily,aresoftanddelicatelyhuman.
AndI’mnotriskingyouinanythinglikethiseveragain.Ilikeyouway,waytoomuchtoloseyou.AndI’d
neverforgivemyselfifanythingeverhappenedtoyou.Allright?”
Shenoddedandtriedtoholdbackhersmile,butfailed.Thestrengthofhisconcern,thefactthathe
caredaboutheratall,hisdeterminationtokeephersafe…allofitwarmedherinawayshecouldhardly
keepinside.
Noahreleasedher,turnedonthecar,anddrovethemawayfromthemotel.Theywerequietduringthe
drivetohisapartment.Shedidn’tknowwhatwouldhappenwhentheygotthere,butshedecidedinthat
moment,thatwhateverhappened,shewouldletit.Shealmostdiedtonight.Thatthoughtkeptringing
throughherheadwitheachpassingstreetlightstrobinghereyes.Shedidn’twanttodielikethis—lonely
andscaredtohavearelationshipwithamanbecauseitmighttriggerthatdarkplaceshe’dbeeninbefore.
Shewantedtoliveherlife…ineveryway.Maybethiswouldbethefirstandlastnightshecouldspend
withNoahWilding.Maybeherheartwouldgetbrokenintheprocess.Butshewouldbelivingforoncein
herlife—withallthejoyandpainandsorrowsthatwentwiththat.Lifeheldnopromises,no
guarantees…noteventhattherewouldbeatomorrow.
AndNoahwasamanwhowouldprotectherwithhislife—hadalreadysavedheronce—andshe
couldn’tpossiblyaskforanythingbetterthanthat.Anyonebetterthanthat.
Whenshegottohisapartment,shewouldshowhimexactlyhowgratefulshewas.
ThepoundinginNoah’sheadfromwhackingitagainstthemotelbathroomwallhadsubsided—buthe
wasstillkickinghimselfforputtingEmilyinthatroominthefirstplace.Hequicklydrovetohis
apartment,whichwasn’tfar,thenusheredheroutofhiscaranduptheelevatortohisapartment.She’d
beenquietthewholetime,obviouslystillinshock,andhewantedtogethersomeplaceheknewwouldbe
safe.Hecouldhavetakenhertoherownhome,buthonestly,hewantedtostaywithherforawhile,make
surehershockwasn’tgoingintooverdrive,anditwouldhavebeenhardtocomeupwithanexcuseto
stayinherapartment.Athisplace,hecouldkeepheruntilhewassureshewasokay…andthentakeher
home.
Althoughitwasalreadylate.Heshouldprobablyjusttuckherintohisbedandcrashonthecouch.But
first,hewantedtomakesureshewasactuallyokay.
Noahflippedonthelightsandheldthedoorforher.Emilyeasedpasthim,flittinglookslikeshe
wasn’tquitesurewhatwasgoingon.Heclosedthedoorbehindthemandusheredhertowardtheliving
room.He’donlybeenstatesideacouplemonths,andhe’djustmovedinafewweeksago—hehadn’thad
muchtounpack,andevenlessinthewayofdécor,sotheplacescreamedbachelorliving.Butitwas
clean.Andthecouchwascomfortableenough.
“Please,sitdown,”hesaid,gesturingtothebrownfaux-suedecouch.
Sheperchedontheedge,lookingnervous.
Hekneltnexttoher,gettingagoodlookatherface.Thetearshaddried,thankGod.Thathadabout
undonehim.Andsheseemedcalmifstillalittlewide-eyed.“Areyoutoowarmortoocold?Sometimes
shockcanchillyou.”
Shesmiled,tentatively.“No,I’mgood.Ithink…yeah,Iwasdefinitelyinshockthereforawhile.My
headwasbuzzing.”Shegavehimasheepishlook.
“Butyou’refeelingbetternow?”heasked.Thatwasareallygoodsign,actually.Thatshe’dalready
hadsomesymptoms,buttheyhadpassed.
“Yeah.”Thesmilewasback,stronger.
“Howaboutsomethingtoeat?Ordrink?Idon’thavemuch,but—”
“Justcomesitwithme,Noah.”Shepattedthecouchnexttoher.
“Yeah.Okay.”Thatsurprisedhim,buthewasquicklybyherside,knee-to-kneeonthecouch.He
couldn’tresisttuckingawaywardpieceofherlong,blondehairbehindherear.“Pleasetellmeyou’re
reallyokay.”
“You’veaskedme,like,fifteentimes.”Shesmirkedalittle.“ThisisasokayasIget.”
Hesmiled,andthereliefwasreal.Shesoundedlikeherselfagain.Hebithislip.“Justfeelingguilty,I
guess.”
Sheleanedtowardhim,touchinghischeek,suddenlyclose.
Allthebreathwentoutofhisbody.
“Youdon’tneedtofeelguilty,”shesaidsoftly.“Iwasn’tdoinganythingIdidn’twanttodo.”
Thensheshockedthehelloutofhimbyleaninginfurtherandkissinghim.Itwasjustasoftbrushof
herlipsonhis,andthenshewaspullingback,watchinghisreaction…butitlitafireinhimthat
reflexivelyhadhimreachingforher,bringingherbackformore.Shemovedcloseronthecouch,digging
herhandsintohishairanddeepeningthekiss.
Heheldbackthemoanandforcedhimselftopullback.“Emily,”hewhispered,hisvoicehoarse.
“Areyousureaboutthis?You’vejustbeenthrough—”
“Ialmostdied.”Hervoicewasawhisper,butitfrozehim.Thenshekissedhimagain,justthatsoft
touch,andpulledbacktolookintohiseyes.“Yousavedmylife.AndIwanttoliveit.”
Oh,man…hewasinsuchtroublewiththis.“Areyousure?”
Shedidn’tanswer,justpressedhersoftlipstohis.
Hisbeastwasgrowlingwithneed,andhewasn’tatallsurethiswaswise,buthecouldn’tforce
himselftosayno.Hepulledhertighterintothekiss,thenhookedhisarmaroundherwaistandeasedher
intohislap.Shewassoshort,shefitperfectly—hertightbottomonhislegs,pressingagainsthisquickly
growingerection,herlipsatjusttherightlevelforkissing,andherbodycallingtohishands.Hehadone
atthebackofherhead,bunchedinherhair,anglinghersohecouldplunderhermouthwithhistongue.
Hersmallmoans,deepinherthroatweredrivinghimwild.Hewantedtodevoureveryinchofher
sweetness.Hisotherhandslidunderhert-shirt,alongherhotskintotheback,unhookingherbra,sohe
couldhavefreereinwithherbreasts,whichwerepullingagainstthefabricofhershirtandtauntinghim
asshearchedherback.
Hisbeastachedforher.Noahgrowledandnippedhiswaydownherneck,takingsmalltastesashe
went.Hergaspsandheavingchestwererampinguphisdesirelikecrazy.Hewanted,noneeded,tohear
herscreaminghisname.Heshovedupherbra,hishandstillunderhershirt,androughlygraspedthe
fullnessofherbreast.Themewlingsoundthatcameoutofhermouthandtheinsanelytightperkingofher
nippleonhispalmjustdrovehimonharder.Heyankeduphershirt,eagertogethismouthonthatsweet
bud,butwhenhedid,shegaspedinawaythatwasnotgood…andpulledaway.
Shehastilypulledhershirtbackdownandfoldedinonherselfwithhunchedshoulders.
“God,Em,didI…didIhurtyou?”Hehadn’tevenreachedherbreastwithhismouth,butmaybe,
somehow,hehadhurtsomesomethingalongtheway.Shewassosmallanddelicate…
“No.No.”Shewasshakingherhead,butitwasn’tentirelyforhim.Shestareddownatthehemofher
shirt,twistingitinherhands.“No,”shesaidagain,moreresolutely,thensmootheddowntheshirtand
lookedupathim.“No,Iwanttodothis.”
Hefrowned.“Wedon’thavetodothis.”
“No,Iwantto.”Shenodded,likeshewasconvincingherself,thenshescootedcloseragain,putting
herarmsaroundhisneckandbrushinghislipswithhers.
Butshewasshaking.
Hestoppedher.“What’swrong?”
“Nothing,Ijust…”Sheswallowed.“Ijust…haven’tdonethisinawhile.Outofpractice.That’sall.”
Heheldstill,evenmoreunsurenow.Hisfirstthoughtattheiroriginalhookupwasthatshewasfartoo
nervous—thatmaybethiswasherfirsttime,notjustwithaWildLovehookup,butwithsexofanykind.
Thatthoughtcamerushingback—ifshesimplydidn’twanttoadmititbefore,forsomeoddreason…
“Areyousurethisisn’t,youknow,actuallyyourfirsttimedoingthis?”heaskedasgentlyashecould.
Shepulledback,suddenlycold,andheinstantlyregrettedthewords.“Verysure.”Shewrappedher
armstightaroundherchest,lockinghimoutcompletely.
God,hewasanidiot.“Emily,it’sreallyokayifitis.Ididn’tmeananythingbad,Ijust—”
“Itwasmyuncle.”
Herwordsstoppedhimcold.Hisentirebodyfrozewhilehismindsprintedtocatchup.“Yourwhat?”
Shestaredatthecouchbetweenthem.“Myuncle.Justonce.Iwassixteen.”Herhandswereturning
whitewithhowhardeachfingerwasdiggingintoherarms.
Hisskinwasicecold,afrozensheetthatbarelycontainedthesurgingangerofhisbeast.Hismouth
struggledforwordswhilehismindfoughttokeephiswolfinside,contained…becauseallofsudden,it
wantedtokillsomething.
Herbrowscrunchedup,andsheslowlydraggedhergazeuptohis.Shewasexpectinghimtosay
something—torespond,forfuck’ssake—buthewasstillmoltenlavaundertheicesheet,barelykeeping
himselftogether.
“Ishestillalive?”Noahhadtoforcethewordsout.Theywererough.Abrasive.
Sheleanedback,likethatwasthelastthingsheexpectedhimtosay.“No.Carcrash.Coupleyears
ago.”
Theiceholdinghimtogetherbroke,buthedidn’texplode.Didn’tshift.Instead,itwasjustenough
releasetokeephimhuman.
“Good,”hesaid,voicestillrough.“Otherwise,Iwouldhavehadtokillhim.”
Hereyeswentwide.
Herubbedbothhandsoverhisface,stilltryingtocomebackfromlosingitaltogether.Hemeantevery
word,andhewouldgladlyhaverippedthatgoddamnrapistuncleintosmall,bloodychunks,butheknew
thatwasn’twhatthiswasreallyabout—herunclewasn’tthemanNoahtrulywantedtokill.Thatvolcanic
angerwasyearsofwantingtokilltheonemanhenevercould…hisfather.
FordoingexactlythattoNoah’smother.Repeatedly.Foryears.
Heswalloweddownthesicknessrisingatthebackofhisthroat—thememoriesfloodedback,the
barelysuppressedknowledgethathehad,asachild,knownallalongwhatwashappeningtohismother.
Straightupuntilhefoundherbleedingoutonthekitchenfloor.
“I…Ishouldprobablygo.”Emily’swhisperyvoicebarelyregistered.
Butwhenitdid,itsnappedhimoutofhishaze.“What?”
Butshewasalreadyscramblingoffthecouch.“Iunderstand,”shesaid.
“Understandwhat?”Hecaughtheraroundthewaist,holdingherfromfleeing.Shewastryingto
leave.Becausehefuckinghandledthislikeamoron.Anemotionallycrippledmoron.
“It’sokay,”shemumbled,pushingineffectuallyathishandsholdingher.“Mostguyswouldn’twant
to…it’sokay.Iunderstand.”
“No.”Helurchedupoffthecouch,loomingoverher,stoppingherfranticattemptstorunaway,before
hethoughtaboutwhathewasdoing.Shecringedunderhim,eyesflyingwideandterrified.He
immediatelysoftenedhisholdonherwaist,thenlethergo,andeasedback,nottouchingheranylonger.
“Emily,pleasedon’tleave.”Heswalloweddownhisregretfornotdoingthisbetterandpouredeverybit
ofnon-verbalbeseechinghecouldintohiseyes.“Pleasestay.Letmeexplain.”
Thewildnessinhereyescalmed,andasmallpuzzledlooktookoverherface.“Youdon’thaveto
explain.Iknowit’sstrangetofindoutthat—”
“Please.”Hewasflat-outbegginghernow.“Idohavetoexplain.AndthenIwanttokissyouagain.
Andmore.Ifyou’llletme.”Hehadasmalltrembleoffearrunthroughhim—icecoldandterrifyingand
notsomethinghe’dfeltinalong,longtime—allbecausetheuncertainlookonherfacemadeitseemlike
shemightleaveanyway.
“Youstillwanttokissme?”Shesaidthislikeitwasalmostimpossibleforhertounderstand.
“God,yes.”Thenhereachedforher,justforherhands,andgentlybroughtthemtohislips,kissingthe
backs.“Andsomuchmore.Pleasejust…sitwithme.Letmeexplain.”
Sheseemeddazedbutnodded.Heeasedbackdowntothecouch,bringingherwithhim.
“Iknowyouthinkwolvesare,well,theseamazinglygoodguys…”hestarted,butthenstalledoutat
theshineinhereyes.Hewasgoingtocrushherfantasyaboutshifters,butitcouldn’tbehelped.He
swallowed,andcontinued,“Butnotallwolvesaregood.”
Shejustwaitedforhimtogoon,handsclaspedinherlap.
“Youmayhaveheardaboutmyfather,ColonelWilding.”
“Hewasinchargeoftheexperiments,”shesaidsoftly.“Includingtheonesonyou.Iknow.”
Henodded.“Yeah,well,hewasn’texactlyastellarguyathome,either.”Noahsuckedinabreathand
letitoutslow.Ithadbeensolongsincehe’dreallythoughtaboutthis,andbesideshissister,Piper,and
hisbrother,Daniel,hehadn’treallydiscusseditwithanyone.Itwasn’tthekindofthingpeoplewantedto
hear.“Myfatherbasicallykidnappedmymotherandforcedhertomatewithhim.”
Emily’shorrifiedlooksentatwingeofshamethroughhim.
Hehurriedthroughtherest.“That’snotthewaymatingissupposedtowork,butfemalewolvesarein
shortsupply,andsomeassholesdon’twanttomissout,sotheybasicallystealwhattheywouldneverbe
abletowinoverbychoice.Myfatherwasthatkind.Hekilledthemanmymotherwasmatedto,breaking
thebondsohecouldtakeherashisownmate.Andoncethenewmatingbondtookhold,therewasno
wayformymothertobreakfree.It’sabondforlife.Andforyears…”Noahfoughtthroughtheclosingup
ofhisthroat.“Foryears,myfatherusedthatagainsther.Igrewupwatchingherslowlywasteawayunder
thedailyabuseofbeingmatedtoamanshedidn’tlove.ForaslongasIcanremember,Iknewtheonly
reasonmeandmybrotherexistedwasbecauseheforcedhimselfuponher.”
Noahdidn’trealizehisfistswereclenched,balledupontopofhiskneesuntilEmily’ssmall,warm
handlandedononeofthem.
“Noah,”shesaid,hervoicefullofpain,“I’msosorry.”
Heforcedhimselftofinishwhathehadtosay.“Mymothereventuallykilledherself.Iwasthefirstto
findherbleedingoutonthefloorofourkitchen.Iwaseleven.”
“OhmyGod.”Emilywasuponherkneesonthecouch,throwingherarmsaroundhimagain.The
shakingwasgone,fromheratleast,althoughnowNoahfeltlikehecouldbarelyforcehishandstounlock
toholdhersteadyagainstthesoftnessofthecushions.“I’mso,sosorry,”shewhispered.
“It’sokay,”hesaid,fightingbackallthehorrorthatdayalwaysconjured.Hegentlyeasedherbackso
hecouldlookherintheeyes.“Iwantedyoutoknowsoyouwouldunderstandmyreactionto…tothis
horriblethingyouruncledidtoyou.Andsoyou’dknowthatiftherewereanywayIcouldfixthatforyou,
Iwould.Menlikethatdon’tdeservetokeepbreathing.”Helightlytouchedhercheekwithjusthis
fingertips.“Youbringoutthealphainme,Em.Theonethatwantstoprotectyoufromanythingbadinthis
world.Becauseyoushouldbelovedandcherishedandneverforcedtodoanything,leastofallthat.I
can’tdoanythingaboutyourunclenow,butifyou’llletme,Iwanttoshowyouhowawomanshouldbe
loved.”Hemeanteveryword,evenifthosewordssurprisedthemastheycameoutofhismouth.Because
itwasthisthathadbeendrawinghimtoherallthistime—herpassionforwolves,herbeliefinthegood
sideofthem,andthisvulnerabilityinherthathisalphasensedfromthebeginning.Shehadbeenhurt…
andsomehowhisbeastknewthatNoahcouldbetheonetohelpherheal.
Emilyseemedtofightforwords,buteventually,shesaid,“Maybenotallwolvesaregood.ButNoah
Wilding,youareeverythingIeverthoughttheymightbe.”
Hecouldn’thelpbutsmile.Shedidn’tknowabouthislineage,thewhitewolfandwhatthatmeant,but
hewouldtakeit.Hewouldletherbelievehewasgoodbecauseitwaswhatsheneeded,righthere,right
now.
“Goodenoughtokiss?”heasked,thesmilegrowingalittle.
“Goodenoughtobemyfirst,”shesaid,eyesshining.Thensheclimbedintohislap,legstotheside,
handsweavingintohishair.“Ibelievethisiswhereweleftoff,”shesaidsoftly,thenshepressedherlips
tohis.
Hesoakedinhergentletouch,thenbrushedherhairbackfromherface,takinghercheeksinhishands
andkissinghersoftlyinreturn.Hefeltherbreathquicken,buthekepthispaceslowandmeasured,
teasingtouchesoverherclothes,lightstrokeswithhistongue,tendernibblesatherneck.Herhandswere
becomingmorefranticonhisshouldersandinhishair,andithadhiscockstrainingagainsthispants,but
hejusteasedheruptostandinginfrontofhim.Heneededherclothesoffinordertopleasehertheway
hewantedto.Heliftedhershirtandgentlykissedhersweetbellyasheundidherjeansandslippedthem
downherlegs.Herpantieswentnext,andwhenshesteppedoutofthem,heslidherdeliciouslittlebare
bottombackintohislap.
Withonehandheldatherback,theotherslidunderhershirttosweepcaressesacrossherbreasts.
Hernippleswerehardagain,andittookeverythinghehadnottotughershirtoffandfeastuponthem.But
herreactionbeforemeanthehadtogoslow…andhewouldgoasslowasittooktogetherthere.The
pinkrisinginhercheeks,thenearlysoundlessheavingofherchest,theachingpartingofherlips…allof
itwasgivinghimthehard-onofhislife.Buttherewasnowayhewasdoinganythingbutgentleforherin
thisfirsttimeshewaswithamanvoluntarily.Itwasagiftoftrustshewasgivinghim,andhewantedto
payitbackwithanorgasmshewouldneverforget.
Shewastuggingathisshirt.“Noah!”Itwasacryoffrustration.
“Wouldyoulikethisoff?”heasked,hisownbreathragged.
“Yes!”
Hereachedbacktopullhisshirtoffoverhishead,havingtoreleaseherforamomenttogetitfree.
Thenherhandswereroaminghischestandhisshoulders,herhotbreathonhischeekasherdelicate
fingersweresettinghisskinonfire.
“Youlikethat?”hebreathedintoherearashenuzzledhercheek.
“OhGod,yes.”Herlipstraveleddownhisneck,nibblingathisshoulderswithlittlekittenbitesthat
weremakinghimmoan.
Heslidhishandunderhershirtagain,playingwithhernipple,thencuppingherbreast,andgently
kneadingit.“Howaboutthis?”
“Yes.More.”
“Yes,Ma’am.”Hishandtraileddownherbellyandslippedbetweenherlegs.
Shegasped,butitwasthegoodkind.Still,heasked,“Areyouallright?”
“Yes.”Sheeasedherlegsapart,givinghimgreateraccess.Thescentofherarousalwaslikeacloud
aroundher,aperfumeofdesirethatwasmakinghisheadswim.Whenhelightlyslidhisfingersalongher
sex,hefoundshewasalreadysowetforhim.
“You’remakingmecrazy,”hewhisperedintoherneckbetweenkisses.
Shewhimperedashisfingersslidacrosshersexalittlefaster.Helightlytouchedhermostsensitive
nub,andsheshudderedsodeliciouslyinhisarmsthathewasn’tsurehewasgoingtobeabletokeepup
thisslowpace.Shegrabbedhisfaceinherdelicatehandsandkissedhimdeeply.Heprobedhermouth
withhistongueasheslippedafingerslowlyinsideher.Shetensedjustforasecond,thenkissedhimeven
morefuriously.
Hiscockwasstrainingsohardagainsthisjeanshewasafraiditmightburstout.
Herhandsfoundhischestagain,grabbingathim,pullinghimclosereventhoughhewasalready
insideher,slowlythrusting,evenifitwasjustwithhisfinger—firstone,andthentwo.Shemoanedwhen
heslippedinthesecond,thenmadethatkitten-mewlingsoundagainashebrushedhernubwithhisthumb.
God,thesoundsshewasmaking.
“Ms.EmilyJones,”hesaidhoarsely,“Ineedyourshirtoff,mylove.Isthatallright?”
Sheinstantlyreleasedherclawingholdonhimandquicklydraggedoffhert-shirtandthehaplessbra
lefthangingfrombefore.Hishandwasstillworkingher,thrustingslowlyinside,inandout,andshewas
pantingallthroughit.Onceherclotheswereonthefloor,heeasedherbackonthecouch,holdinghimself
aboveher,stillpleasuringherwithhishand.Herheadtipped,herbackarched,andhernipplespointedin
theair,callingtohistongue.Herpaleskinwaseverywhereflushedwiththepleasurehewasgivingher,
andhe’dneverseenanythingsobeautifulinhislife.
Heeasedhimselfdown,hishandstillbetweenherlegs,hischestbrushingagainsthers,rockingwith
herashefeltherpleasuregainspeed.
“Goddamn,youaresobeautiful,Em.”Hisbreathwasraggedonherface,hisownneedforheraching
deepinsidehim.“Iwantyousobadly.”
Herhandsgrippedhisshoulders,andherheadlifted.“Makelovetome,Noah.”
Hegrinned.“Iam,mylove.”Hethrustalittleharderwithhishandforemphasis.
Shedroppedherheadbackandgroaned.“Iwantyouinsideme!”
Herockedhisbodyharderagainsther,plungingdeeperwithhishand.Shearchedupagainsthimand
gasped.
Henuzzledhercheek.“Iaminsideyou,Em.Comeforme,andI’lldoanythingyouask.”Thenhe
workedhiswaydownherneck,softkissesthatgrewstronger,turningtowetbitesthatdevouredher
sweetskinuntilhereachedthelusciousmoundsofherbreasts.Hetookhernippleinhismouth,hismoan
mixingwithhers.Shewasgrabbingathimnow,cryingoutsoundsofpleasure.Hesworehemightcome
justlisteningtoher.Shebuckedandcriedoutandsuddenlyhersweetfleshwasconvulsingaroundhis
hand,hisfingersworkingthepleasurefromherbodyingaspsandmoansandquiveringwetness.Hekept
goinguntilshesunkintothecouch,alltensionreleasedandskinglowing.Averymasculinepridewelled
upinhim:hehadpleasuredher.Andbythelooksofit,itwasanorgasmshe’dremember.
Hersofthandssoughthim,bringinghisfacebackuptohers,buthereyeswerestillshut.Shekissed
himandsaid,“Oh,myGod,Noah.”
“I’lltakethatasacompliment.”Hecouldn’thelpthegrin.
Shefinallyopenedhereyes.“Isitalwayslikethat?”
“No.”Hegrinnedwider.“Itdefinitelygetsbetter.”
Hereyeswentwide.“I’mnotsureIcansurvivebetter.”
Hekissedher,easedhishandslowlyfrombetweenherlegs,thenkissedherquicklyagainonthenose.
“Icertainlyhopeyoucan.BecauseIamfarfromdonewithyou,Ms.Jones.”
Helovedherlookofhunger—ofjustflat-outlustinhereyes—ashestoodandunbuttonedhispants.
EmilystaredatNoahasheslidoffhisjeansandhiscocksprungfree.
Therewasbeautifulmaleanatomy—gorgeouslysculptedmuscles,thickpulsingcocks—andthenthere
wasNoah.Mouth-wateringlytautstomach,strongthighsthatlookedliketheycouldbenchpressherPrius,
andacocksolongandthickandstiffthatsheseriouslydoubteditcouldfitinsideher.Shecouldn’twait
totouchhim,soshedid—sheswungherlegsoffthecouch,slidherhandalonghissatin-skinnedcockand
wrappedherlipsaroundit.
“Holy—”Noahpulledbackbeforeshecouldevengetagoodtaste.“Ohno,”hesaidwitha
dangeroussmile.“Noneofthat.Notyet,atleast.God,Em,I’llnevermakeitthroughifyoudothat.”
“Whatthen?”sheasked,lickingherlips.“Yousaidyou’ddoanythingIasked.”Theorgasmshe’djust
comedownfrom—thatNoahhadgivenherwithonlyhisfingersandhismouth—hadloosenedsomething
insideher.Madeherboldandhungryformore.Shewaswithhim,inthismoment,andshewasgoingto
haveeveryinchofit…andhim.
Hisgrinwasback.“Ididsaythat,didn’tI?”Butinsteadofansweringher,hesatonthecouchnextto
herandpulledhertowardhim.“Butfirstthingsfirst.Straddleme,Em.”
Hereyeswentwide,andashergazedroppedtohiscock,nowstandingtallupfromwherehesat,she
wonderedagainifitreallycouldfit.Itseemeddoubtful.Andsomethingelseoccurredtoherthatshe
hadn’teventhoughtofbefore,intheheatofwantinghim.
“Shouldn’twehave,youknow,protection?”sheasked.
Heeasedherintohislap,facinghimthistime,butshewasn’tquitelineduptotakehisenormous,
gorgeouscockinsideher.Yet.
Hesmiledashecaressedherbreastandrolledhernipplebetweenhisfingers.“Wanttoknow
somethingaboutwolvesthatfewhumansdo,Ms.EmilyJones?”
Sheleanedintohistouch,bringingherarmsuptowraparoundhisneck.“Always.”
“Wecanscentawoman’sfertility.Wolforhuman.”Heslippedhishanddownherbellytobetween
herlegsagain,sendinganinsanelydeliciousrushofpleasurethroughher.
Shecouldn’timaginehowmuchbetteritwouldbewithhiminside.“Whatdoesthatmean?”she
asked,breathlessly,althoughshewascaringlessbythesecond.
“ItmeansIknowIcanmakelovetoyoutentimestonightandnotmakeanybabies.”Hegentlythrusted
twofingersinsideher,makinghersquirm.Butshedidn’twanthishand.
“Areyousure?”shepantedagainsthischeek.
“Very.I’mnotthekindofwolfwhospreadshisseedaroundthehumanpopulation,notcarryingifhis
hookupisfertile,leavinghishalflingstofendforthemselvesinhiswake.”Hegentlyeasedhishandoutof
herandheldherbacktolookinhereyes.“IfImakeababywithyou,EmilyJones,itwillbebecausewe
bothwantit.”
Hiswordsandhistouchandherneedforhimwereallmakingherache.Thenhemovedunderher,
slidingjustalittlesothathiscockwaslinedupwithherentrance.Hishandsonherhipswereurgingher
tolowerherselfdown,impaleherselfonhim,andshedidn’tneedanymoreencouragement.Shefelthis
tipslipinsideher,stretchher,alreadysomuchlargerthanhisfingershadbeen.
Shegaspedandstopped.“You’resobig,”shebreathed.
“Takeasmuchtimeasyouneed,”hesaid,buthisvoicewasstrained.
Sheliftedherhipsalittlethentookhimdeeper.Itfeltlikehewasfillinghercompletely,stretchingher
impossiblywide,butshehadn’teventakenhalfofhiminsideyet.“Oh,God,Noah.”
“Easy,”hesaid,voicerough.Heliftedhiships,pressingalittledeeper,thenpullingbackagain.
“You’resotight,Em.God,youfeelgood.”
Thefactthatshewaspleasuringhimdroveheron.Shetookabreath,forcedherbodytorelax,leaned
intokisshim…andsankdownfullyonhiscock.
“Holyfuck,”hewhisperedagainstherlips,thenhisheadtippedbackonthecouch.“You’rekilling
me,Em,”hesaidtotheceiling.“Imightdieintheprocessoflovingyou,butit’ssogoingtobeworthit.”
Shegrinnedandslippedherhandbehindhisneck,liftinghisheadbackuptolookather.“Don’tdie
yet.I’mnotdonewithyou.”
“God,woman,”hebreathed.“Pleasemove.”
Alreadyherbodyhadadjustedtothemassivefullnessofhavinghiminsideher…soshedid.Lifting
herhipsthenpressingbackdown,justonce,wrenchedamoanoutofbothofthem.Shediditagain,and
again,eachtimegettingalittleeasierasthewetnessgushedbetweenherlegs.
“OhJesus,”Noahwhispered.“Sotight.Sogood.Rideme,Em.Harder.”
Shecouldn’tevenformwords.Thepleasurewasinsaneandbuildingfast.Eachstrokewasalightning
rodstraighttothehotnervesinhersex,stretchingwideallaroundhim,hugginghimtight,takinghim
deeperinsidewitheachstroke.Hishandsheldherbody,warmandfirm,guidingherandurgingheron.
Thenheslidonetothefront,circlingherstill-sensitivenubwithhisthumb.Sheshriekedwiththeboltof
pleasurethatshotthroughher,tippingherheadback,grippinghisshoulders,andpoundingdownonhim
ashardasshecould.Starsswaminfrontofhereyesasthepleasurerushedtoapeakthenexploded
throughoutherbody,pulsingfromwheresheandNoahwereconnected,joiningbodiesandmoansinone
cascadeofsoundandpleasure.Itwassomuchmorethanthefirsttime.Asthewavesofherorgasm
startedtosubside,sheslowedherpace,butkeptridinghim,keptmoving,kepttakinghimdeepinside.
Hewasstillhard.Justashardandfullasbefore.Rightasshewaswonderingifshe’ddonesomething
wrong,Noah’sstrainedvoicebrokethroughthehazeofpleasurebuzzingherbrain.
“Emily,”hegasped.
“Yes?”Shelookeddownathisface,hardenedwithsomethingthatmightbepain,butshedidn’tthink
itwas.
“Iwanttotakeyoulikethis,”hesaid,voicerough.Heheldhertightasheshiftedpositions,layingher
backonthecouchwithhimontop.Hiscockwasstillburiedinsideher,connectingthemwithsomething
indescribablyintimateashepeeredintohereyes.
“You’rethemostbeautifulthinginthisworld,EmilyJones,”hesaid,voicestilltight,butmoreunder
control.“TellmeIcanhaveyouthisway.”Heslidalmostallthewayoutandthenthrustbackin,harder
thananythrustshehadbeenabletomanageperchedontopofhim.
Sheletoutabreathofsurprisethenreachedforhim,diggingherhandsintohisback.“Harder,”she
said,lookingstraightintohiseyes.
Hegroaned,hiseyeshoodingwithpleasure,thenhethrustintoheragain.Stillfreshoffherlast
orgasm,shedidn’tthinkshecouldfeelanymorepleasure,butthis…thiswassomethingentirelynew.He
thrustagainandagain,eachtimejoltingfreshheightsofpleasurethroughher.
Hisgroanturnedintoagrowl.“Youaremine.Allmine.”Eachthrustwasanotherpossessivepulse,
pushingherhigher.Thensomethingdeepinsideherwoundtighterthanithadeverbeenandreleasedinan
orgasmsohardithadherthrowingherheadback,screaminghisname,andbuckingsohardagainsthim
thatsheliftedthembothmomentarilyoffthecouch.Noah’sgrowlwentguttural,andhefroze.Shecould
feelhisrelease,pulsinghot,fillingherwiththatseedthathepromisedwouldn’tmakebabiesforher.
Evenasshefellthroughthecascadeofherrecedingwavesofpleasure,shebelievedhiminhis
promise…andalmostwisheditweren’ttrue.Becauseshecouldalreadyfeeltheheartbreak,the
separationthatwouldcome,firsttheirbodies,andthenmore.Itwouldhavetocomeeventuallybecause
NoahWildingwasashifter,andashifterwouldn’tkeepahumanlikeher.Shewishedforasmallpieceof
himtotakewithher…achildwithhiswarmsmileandgentleeyes.Itwasutterlyfoolishtowishforsuch
athing,butsheletherselfdoit,justforamoment,whilehewasstillinsideher,stillgroaninghisrelease,
stillcomingdownfromthepeakofpleasurehe’ddrivenhertothreetimes.Andwhenhefinallypulled
out,liftinghimselfawayfromher,disconnecting,sheletthatlittledreamdie…asitshould.
Shewouldn’tregretanyofthis,nomatterifitwasalltherewouldeverbe.
Becauseshehadneverfeltmorefullyaliveinherlifeasshedidinthatmoment…andsheoweditall
toNoahWilding.
Noahnestledhisfaceintothecrookofherneck,stillbreathinghard.“IthinkImighthavediedand
gonetoheaven.”Hisarmwasheavyacrossherchest,eventhoughhewasholdingmostofhisweightoff
her,butthethickpost-pleasurehazeenvelopedthembothlikeacocoon,andEmilywouldn’tmoveoutof
itforanything.
Theylaythatwayuntiltheirbreathingcalmed.
ThenNoahliftedhisheadtolookinhereyes.“Youokay?”heaskedgently.
“Muchbetterthanokay.”Shesmiled.
Hereturnedhersmile,anditlitherfromwithin.Thenhekissedhersoftlyonthelipsandroseupfrom
thecouch.Asmallpainslicedthroughherchest.Wasitalreadyover?Wouldhesendherhome?But
beforeshecouldgettoofarwiththattrainofthought,muchlessmakeitoffthecouch,Noahscoopedher
upintohisarms.Hewasridiculouslystrong,asifliftingherandcradlinghertohischesttooknoeffortat
all.
Thensuddenlytheyweremoving.“Wherearewegoing?”sheasked,althoughitquicklybecame
apparenttheywereheadingtowardthebackofhisapartment.
“I’dlovetosayI’mtakingyoutobedformoresex,”hesaidwithasmirk,“butyouneedtorest.”He
kickedopenthebedroomdoor,crossedtheroom,andcarefullylaidheronthebed.
Foramoment,shewasafraidhemightleaveherthere,alone,butthenheclimbedoverher,tugging
backtheblanketsandrearrangingthepillows.Itwasn’talargebed—reallymeantforone—buthetucked
herintohischest,spooningherfrombehindashepulledtheblanketsuptocoverherquickly-cooling
skin.Itwasallsogentleandthoughtfulandsweet,itprickedtearstohereyes.Shewasgladshewas
turnedawayfromhimsohewouldn’tsee.
“Areyoucomfortable?”heasked.
Shemurmuredheryes,andhishandsfoundahomeonherbody,carefullyholdingherlikeshewas
somethingbreakableandprecious.Atearslowlysliddownhercheek;shedidn’tbrushitaway,forfear
oflettinghimknowitwasthere.
“Rest,sweetEmily,”hewhisperedinherear.
Sosheclosedhereyesanddid.
Noahnoticedsomethingwasmissingevenbeforeheopenedhiseyes.
Emily.
Hiseyespoppedopenashishandsfoundthecoldsheetsnexttohim.Hestilled,listeningforherin
thebathroomoroutsidehisbedroomintheapartment…nothing.
Hadsheleftalready?Hewassurprisedhowmuchthatthoughtinstantlychilledhim,almostasmuch
astheemptyspacehersmallbodyhadoccupiedinhisbed.Maybeshewasjustbeingquiet.He
practicallylaunchedhimselfoutofthebed,searchingthebathroomandkitchenandlivingroom,buthis
apartmentjustwasn’tthatbig.AndEmilydefinitelywasn’tinit.
Thechillinhischesttrickledintohisstomachandmadeitclench.Herwordsfrombefore,whenthey
firstmet,hurtledbacktohim:Ijustwantedonenight.That’sall.Thatwasallitwassupposedtobefrom
thebeginning.Andheunderstoodwhy,nowthatshe’dtoldhimwhathadhappenedwithheruncle.Maybe
she’dgottenwhatshewantedfromNoah—ahotnightofsex—andnowshewasgone.
Heshookhisheadasiftoflingthatthoughtaway.Thatdidn’tmakesense,notthewaytheywere
togetherlastnight.Theyhadn’tsimplyfucked…they’dmadelove.Heknewthedifference—butmaybe
shedidn’t.Maybethiscrazyfeelinghehadthathewasfallinginlovewithher…maybethatwasjusthim.
Orworse—maybelastnighthadtriggeredsomekindofflashbackandshe’dfled.
Hisheartsankwiththatthought.
Hewasstillnakedfromtheirlovemaking,butwhenhescrambledtofindhispants,itwasn’tbecause
hewasbotheringwithclothes—hewantedhisphone.Justashefoundhernumberinhisrecentcalls,he
sawtherewasamessagefromher.
Tookataxibacktotheoffice.Newideare:trackingbadguys.Callyousoon.
Hispoundingheartsettledalittleashereadhertext,butitstilllefthimfeelingempty.Backtothe
office.Backtothebadguys.Nomentionofthetimethey’dspenttogether.
Noahrubbedhisfacewithhisfreehand.Washereallythiswrappedupinthisgirl?Couldn’thejust
becasualaboutit,thewayshewas?Butthetightknotinhisstomachansweredthatforhim:no.Ithadn’t
reallybeencasualforhimfromthatfirstmomentshesteppedthroughthemoteldooralltremblingand
brave,tryingtodosomethingtochangeherlife.Tohealherselffromwoundshedidn’tevenknowshe
had.Notfromtheminuteshesoftlypettedhiswolfformordeclaredshewouldcatchthebadguys
targetingshifterseventhoughshewashumanherself.
No,ithadallbeenafastdownhillslideintolovingEmilyJonesafterthat.
Anditwasn’t“WildLove”—afasthookup—buttherealkind.
Hewasn’tabouttoscrewthatuporletherslipaway.
Noahtextedquickly.MissedyouwhenIwokeup.Callme.Thenhegrabbedhisclothesandheaded
fortheshower.Whilethewaterwashedawayalltracesoftheirlovemakingfromthenightbefore,he
thoughtthroughwhatthishard-achefeelinginsidehimtrulymeant.
Hewasawhitewolf—whateverthattrulywas—andhewasfallinginlovewithahuman.
Heknewwhathisbrother,Daniel,wouldsayaboutthat—forgetherandmoveon.ButDanieldidn’t
knowwhatNoahwas…andinsomeways,hedidn’treallyknow,either.Whatitmeantorwhathewas
capableof.Bythetimehefinishedhisshower,hehadhopedEmilywouldhavecalledoratleasttexted
back:nothing.Whilehewaswaitingforthattohappen,heneededtogethisheadstraightaboutwhohe
wasandwhathewasdoingwithher…beforehegotinanydeeper.
Andforthat,heknewjustwhoheneededtotalkto:OwenHarding.
OwenwasmatedtoNoah’scousin,NovaWilding,butmoreimportantly,he’dbeentransformedintoa
whitewolfbytheexperiments,justlikeNoah.OnlyNoahwasprettysureOwenwasn’tasecretmale
witchaswell.Maybe.Thatwasaconversationhewasoverdueinhaving,especiallygiventheTexanwas
olderthanNoah,matednow,andprobablyconsideringpupsaswell.Inshort,hemightbeabletohelp
Noahsortoutthismessthathewas.
Noahsentaquicktexttohisbrother,Daniel,sayinghewouldn’tbereturningtothesafehousethis
morning—itappearedtheyhadnomoreleadsonthebomberfromlastnightanyway—thenhetexted
OwentoseeifhecouldswingbyWylderide.OwenhadgivenuphisjobwithRiverwisesecuritytobe
alphaofthepackthere,aswellashelprunthecompany,soitwasagoodbethewasintheofficethis
morning.
Bingo.Sure,Owentextedback.Alwaysgottimeforya’ll.
Bethereintwenty,Noahreplied,thengrabbedhiskeysandheadedout.
Aquickdriveacrosstown,andNoahwascruisingintotheWylderideofficeonthetwenty-fourthfloor
ofagleaminghigh-riseindowntownSeattle.Hegatheredafewnodsonthewayin—Noahhadhelped
rescuetheirCEO,sothepackwasprettyfriendlytoRiverwisethesedays—buthedidn’tstop,heading
straighttoOwen’soffice.Itwasempty,soheswungintoNova’snextdoor.
NovaandOwenwerebothatherdesk,gatheredaroundherscreen,holdinghandswhilethey
discussedsomething.Theywereprettydamncutetogether.Youcouldpracticallyseethematingbond
betweenthem,somethingthatNoahwouldneverhave,notfully,nomatterwhathedecidedtodowith
Emily.
Novanoticedhimfirst.“Hey,cuz!”shesaidbrightly,wavinghimin.
“Where’sthefire?”OwenaskedwiththatSoutherndrawlhehas.“Yousuregotherefast.”
“CanIborrowyourmateforafewminutes?”heaskedNova.ToOwen,hesaid,“It’snotan
emergencyoranything.”Althoughhisbunched-upstomachwantedtodisagreewiththat.
Owenfrownedbutroseupfromhischair.“Novajustbarelytoleratesmepokingintothebusiness
anyway.”
“That’snottrue!”sheprotested.
“Trueenoughthatyoucansparemeforabit.”Owengaveherasmallsmile.
“Well,allright,”Novasaid,makingashowofshooinghimout.“Butonlybecauseit’sNoah.Andget
backherewhenyou’redone!Iwanttofinalizethesegamespecsbeforeweletthedesignerslooseon
them.”
“Holdon…who’salphaaroundhere,again?”Owensaidwithasmirk,buthewasalreadyatthedoor
withNoah.
Novamock-scowledathim.“You’realphawhenIsayyouare.”
“GuessI’llhavetocomebackandproveyouwrong.”Owen’ssmirkwasloadedwithallkindsof
promisesNoahreallydidn’tneedtosee.
Nova’seyesflashedinreturn.
“Comeon,guys,”Noahcomplained.“Giveabachelorwolfabreak.Idonotneedtoknowwhat
you’redoinginthisofficewhenthedoor’sclosed.”
OwenjustchuckledandclappedahandonNoah’sshoulder,usheringhimoutoftheroom.Oncethey
wereinsideOwen’sofficewiththedoorclosedbehindthem,theolderwolf’sfacegrewmoreserious.“I
hearyouguysarehavingitroughwiththeWildLovebomber,”hesaid.“Gladtoseeyou’reinonepiece.”
“Whitewolvesarehardtokill,”Noahsaid,jumpingrightintoit.
Owen’seyebrowslifted.“Isthatright?”
Noahnodded.Owenhadtoknowhisownwhitewolfhadamazinghealingproperties—Noahhad
witnesseditfirsthandwhenOwenhadcomebackpracticallyfromthedead.
“Sothisisabouttheexperiments,then,”Owensaidgravely.“Didtheygiveyouthefreakishclawsas
well?”
Noahshiftedjusthishandsandlethisclawscomeout,revealingthefoot-longknivesthatheknew
Owenpossessedaswell.
Owenwhistled.“Betweenthatandtheextremehealing,italmostmakestheyearIwasinthecages
worthwhile.”Hefoldedhisarmsandleanedbackagainsthisdesk.
“Yeah,well,I’dstillpreferithadn’thappened.”Noahgrimaced.“Plus,there’smore.Atleast,there’s
moretothisforme.Ithink.That’swhatIcametoaskyouabout.Haveyouhadanyother…abilities…
thatcamewithbeingawhitewolf?”
Owen’seyesnarrowed.“Howdoyoumean?”
“Anymagicalabilitiesthatmaybegobeyondthestandardbloodmagicforshifters?”Noah
swallowed.He’dnevertoldanyoneaboutthispart.Aboutwhathecoulddo.
“Can’tsayasIhave,”Owensaidcarefully.“AlthoughIhaven’texactlypushedit,ifyouknowwhatI
mean.”
“Ido.”Noahhadspentconsiderabletimegettinghisbeastundercontrolafterhewasreleasedfrom
thecages.HewatchedOwengothroughitaswell.Anditwasn’tlikeNoahwaseagertopushhiswhite
wolftoitslimits…ithadjustsortofhappened.“Butyouaren’ttheonlywhitewolfIknow.”
Owenfrowned.“Well,there’sGraceKrepky.”
Noahnodded.ShewasmatedtoJaredRiver,oneofthethreebrotherswhoranRiverwise.These
days,shewasrunningforCongress,oneoftheeventsthathadtippedthehategroupintohighgearandhad
themtargetingtheWildingandRiverpacks,andnowexpandingtheirsightsevenfurthertootherwolves
throughWildLove.
“ButapparentlyGracehasbeenawhitewolfallherlife,”Noahsaid.“Ihearshehastherapid
healing,butnottheclaws.Thenthere’syouandme,turnedintowhitewolvesbytheexperimentswiththe
completeset—healingandclawsboth.Butthere’ssomeoneelse.Someoneinmyfamily.”
“Daniel?”Owenasked,botheyebrowshikedupagain.
“NotasfarasIknow.”Thenagain,Noahhadn’ttoldhisbrotherabouthiswhitewolf,either,so
maybetheybothhadsecrets.“Butmaybe.TurnsoutthesecretWildingfamilyshameisthatoneofour
grandfatherswasawhitewolf.”
“Shame?”Owengavehimaskepticallook.“Doesn’tseemlikethekindofthingtobeashamedof,
necessarily.”
“Well,that’sthething.”Noahgrittedhisteethbutjustforceditout.“Turnsoutmywhitewolf
grandfatherwasn’treallyawolfatall.Moreofamalewitch.”
Owenstraightenedandunfoldedhisarms.“Youdon’tsay.”
“Yeah,andnow…”Noahgrimaced.
“Nowyouthinkyou’refollowingintheoldman’ssteps.”Owenrubbedhisface.“Shit,Noah,how
doesthatevenwork?”
Noahliftedhishands.“Idon’tknow.That’stheproblem.”
Owenscowled.“YouneverdidtellmewhathappenedinAfghanistan.AndI’mnotbuyingthatstory
aboutyourmedicaldischargebeingforPTSD.I’veseengruntsthathaveit.Youdon’t.”
Noahshookhishead.“No,IjustconvincedthepsychstaffthatIneededout.Consideringthe
experiments,theydidn’targue.”
“So,whatreallybroughtyoubackhome?”
“Ijustcouldn’ttaketheriskofbeingthereanymore.”Noahtookabreathandrushedoutthestory.“I
wasonpatrol,clearingoutbadguysfromapartofthecitythat’dalreadytakenartillery.Goingdoor-to-
door.Itwascompletelyemptiedout,butyouknow,wehavetomakesure.Sowesplituptocovermore
ground,andIwasonmyownwhenIstumbledonapackofthem.Fivealtogether.Theyjumpedme,shot
thehelloutofme,andifitweren’tforthesuperhealing,thatwouldhavebeenit.Instead…Ikilledevery
lastoneofthem.”
Owenwaslisteningtohimintently.“Soyoufoughtbackwhenyoushouldhavebeendead.That
doesn’tmakeyouawitch,Noah.”
“No,butturningthemallintopilesofashdoes.”
Owen’seyeswentwide.“Well…that’ssomething.”
“Yeah.ThestrangethingisthatIdidn’teventouchthem.Ijustsomehowfeltwheretheywereand…
lashedout.”
“Couldyoudoitagain?”Owenwaslookingathimwithamixofhorrorandfascination.
“Haven’texactlywantedtotry.”Noahrubbedbothhandsonhistemples.“Look,Ican’ttellanyone
aboutthis.Imean,Iwasawolf,forfuck’ssake.Igrewupawolf.Evennow,mybeastformisdefinitelya
whitewolf.Ijust…havetheseotherabilities…”
“Buttheyonlyshowedupafterthecages?”Owenasked.
“Allofitwasaftertheexperiments.Theytriggeredsomethinginsideme.That’swhyIwaswondering
ifyou’vehadanythinghappen,anythingthatmightmakeyoususpect…”
ButOwenwasalreadyshakinghishead.“No,nothinglikethat.Mywhitewolfispowerful,don’tget
mewrong,buthe’sallwolf.”HepeeredatNoah.“Soundslikeyou’resomekindofhybrid—witchand
wolf—althoughI’llbedamnedifIevenknowwhatthatmeans.”
Noahnodded,shouldersdropping.Hewasafraidthat’sexactlywhatitwas.
“I’mnofanofwitchesingeneral,butthereareafewgoodonesoutthere,”Owensaidquietly.“This
doesn’thavetobesomethingyou’reashamedof.Youarewhoyouare,Noah.AndfromwhereIstand,
whatyouareisawolfI’dhaveatmybackanydayoftheweek.”
Noahgavehimawrysmile.“Thanks.Butit’smorecomplicatedthanthat.There’sthisgirl,Emily…”
Owensmirked.“Theydotendtocomplicatethings.”
“Yeah,well,thisoneisn’tevenawolf.”Noahsighed.“AndIthinkI’mfallingforher.”
ThesmilefledfromOwen’sface.“Well,that’sadifferentstory.”
“Sheloveswolves.ShethinksI’mawolf.WhichIam.”Noahsighed.“WhoamIkidding?Idon’t
knowwhatthehellIam.”
Oweneasedawayfromthedeskandtookacouplestepstowardhim.“Look,youhelpedmeseemy
waystraighttofightingforNova,”hesaid,hishandlandingonNoah’sshoulder.“SoI’mgoingtoreturn
thefavor.Ifthisgirlistheone,don’tletthefactthatshe’shumanandyou’re…whateveryouare…stop
you.IfI’velearnedonethingaboutfindingthemateyou’resupposedtobewith,it’sthatit’srarely
convenient.Butit’salwaysworththetrouble.Always.”
Noahfrowned.Thosewerethewordshewantedtohear,butatthesametime,thiswasacompletely
unknownthing.Itwouldhavebeencomplicatedenough,ifheweremerelyawolf—thematingwouldbe
one-sided,butatleastithadbeendonebefore.Thisthingofcrossingahalf-wolf-half-witch-whatever-
the-hell-he-waswithahuman?
“Whataboutpups?Orkids?”Noahasked.“I’mnotevensurewhattocallthem.”
Owensmiled.“Crossthatroadwhenyougetthere,myfriend.”
Noahswallowed.“Right.”Hepulledhisphonefromhispocket.StillnotextfromEmily.“Look,I
shouldletyougetbacktoyourmateforwhateversexdateyouhaveplannedforheroffice.”
Owen’ssmilegrewintoasmirk.“Andyouneedtogoafterthatgirl—theoneyoudon’tthinkwill
haveyou.”
Noahgaveasmallhuffofalaugh,butOwenwasdead-on.Emilylovedwolves,butwhatwouldshe
thinkifsheknewthetruthabouthim?
Allheknewwasthathewasalreadymissingherlikeapieceofhimhadmarchedoutofhisbodyand
walkedaway.Buthecouldplayitcool,justcheckinonheratheroffice,seewhereshewaswiththis
wholethingbetweenthemlastnight.Maybeshewasjustlookingforaone-nightthing.Maybethat’sall
sheneededfromhimtohealherpast.
He’dsimplybecoolaboutitandfindout.
Right.
Hehurriedsofasttotheelevator,healmostforgottowavegoodbyetoOwen.
EmilydrummedhernailsonthecounterasshewaitedfortheKeurigtobrewhercoffee.
She’dclearedoutearlyandleftNoahsleeping,curledupcutelyinhisbed.Eyesclosed,face
peaceful.Shockofbrownhairallmussedfromtheirlovemaking.Ithadbeenhardtowrenchherselfoutof
hiswarmembrace,muchlessmanagetosneakoutwithoutwakinghim,butitwasbetterthisway.Easier
forhimtomakethecleanbreaksheknewwascoming.One-time,noattachments.Backtoworklikeit
hadn’thappened.Itwouldbeeasierforbothofthem.
Atleast,that’swhatshekepttellingherselfallthewayintotheoffice.
She’dsentatextsohewouldn’tworry.Notthathewouldworry.Notthathewouldwakeupwiththe
pleasantly-sorefeelingshehadbetweenherlegswitheverysmallmovementofherbodythatreminded
herofthepassion-fillednightthey’dshared.No,hewouldprobablyjustwakeup,seethetext,andgo
abouthisday.MaybeheadbacktoRiverwise.Possiblycallherlater.Onlyshesaidshe’dcallhim.Butit
wastoosoon,soshecouldn’t.Hewasn’tupyet.Butshewantedto.Justtohearhisvoice.
God,shewasamesswiththis.
TheKeurigfinallyfinishedspittingouthercoffee,soshegrabbedherCoffeeIsMyBoyfriendmug
andinhaledthesteamlikeitwastheanswertoallherproblems.Theironywasn’tlostonherthatshe’d
runawayfromtheamazingmanshe’dsleptwith—bothliterallyandfiguratively—onlytoreturntoher
normalroutinewherecoffeewasthemoststimulatingthinginherlife.
I’mnotrunningaway,shetoldherself.I’mgivingNoahroomtoleave.
Asshestrodebacktoherdesk,theachebetweenherlegswasn’tbuyinganyofthatbullshit.Herbody
hadbarelybeenabletohandleNoah’sexpertlovemaking,butitwasalreadyreadyformore,soreness
notwithstanding.AndherheartalreadyhadaNoah-shapedholeinit.Itwasonlyhermindthatknew
runningbacktoNoahWilding’sbedwouldbenothingbutheartbreakforallofthem.
Shewouldalwaystreasurethenighttheyhadtogether…andshewouldjusthavetostuffthepartof
herthatwantedmorethanonenightinadrawersomewhereandthrowawaythekey.
Emilyploppeddownintoherchairandstudiedherscreen.Shehadn’tevenmanagedtologinyet.It
wasridiculouslyearly,sonooneelsewasin.Noonetocatchhersobbingatherdesk,ifitcametothat.
Shesetdownhermug,shovedherkeyboardtotheside,andlaidherheaddownonherfoldedarms.How
couldsheactuallyfocusonworkwhenherheadwasstillfilledwiththoughtsofNoah?
“Hardnight?”amalevoiceasked.
Shejumpedcleanintotheair,literallyfallingoutofherseat.Agaspofairleapedoutofher,andshe
barelycaughtherselfontheedgeofthedesktokeepfromgoingdowncompletely.Asshestruggledback
intoherchair,whichwasslidingaroundonthewheels,shemanagedtolookupandseewhohadstartled
hersobadly.
Itwasoneofthecleaningstaff.Thebuildingownershadaservicethatcameinoff-hours.Theguy
wasamedium-sizedman,olderthanhertwenty-oneyears—maybethirty?—andhewasgrinningatheras
ifcatchingofficeworkersinthedeadofmorningwassomekindofprankhelikedtoplay.
“Youscaredthecrapoutofme…”Shepeeredathisnametag.“…Richard.”She’dneverseenhim
before.UsuallythecleaningstaffwascomprisedofshortPolishwomen,butthatwasthenight-timecrew.
Shewasneverinthisearly.
“Sorry,Ms.Jones,”hesaidwithasmirkthatbroughtwrinklestothecornersofhiseyes.Hedidn’t
looksorryatall.“Thoughtyoumightneedsomehelp.”Hiseyesweredark,andtheyflickedalookather
screen.“Youallrighthere?”
“Yes,I’mfine,thankyou,”shesaid.“Exceptforthatsmallheartattackjustnow.”
Hiseyessparkled.“Comeinearlytowork,didyou?”
“I’vegotsomethingstocatchupon.”Awfullynosyforthemaintenancestaff.Shewonderedbriefly
wherehisequipmentwas…novacuumorothersupplieswereimmediatelyobvious.
“Well,Iwon’tkeepyoufromit.”Hegaveheralonglook—toolong,likehewaslookingfor
something,thenheturnedawayandshuffleddownthecubiclerow.
Strange.
Emilygrabbedhermug,tookasip,thensetitdownagain.Shehadtogetherheadinthegame.The
bomberhadescapedlastnight,andhewasobviouslyontothemnow.Theyneededsomekindofstrategy
toflushhimoutagain…awaytotraphimthathewouldn’texpect…
SheloggedinandbroughtuptheWildLovedatabase,pokingaroundthearchivesofhermessagechats
withNoah.Butthatjustmadeherheartache,alongwiththesweetacheofherbody,andtotallymessedup
herheadagain.Shesighed,closedoutthechat,andpulledupanotherpartofthecodeforWildLove.
Therehadtobesomewaytotrackthisguydown.Riverwisewouldrunhisdescriptionandmaybethe
platesfromthecar,iftheyhadthem,andthatmightferrettheguyout.ButEmilyhadhisdigitalsignature
inhere,somehow,ifshecouldjustsussitfromthedata.She’dcapturedthereal-timefeedsduringtheir
securechat.Thatwaswheresheshouldstart.Somehowhe’dgottenin—Emilywouldjusthavetokeepat
ituntilshefiguredouthow.
Shedovein,tappingatherkeyboard,bringingupscreenafterscreenofcodeanddata.Shewasso
immersedinwhatshewasdoing,shedidn’thearthemaintenanceguyuntilhewasnearlyattheopendoor
ofhercubicleagain.Hisheavybootsgavehimawayjustashearrived,swishingroughalongtheoffice’s
trimcarpet.Shelookedupfromherkeyboardrightasheswungintohercubicle,holdingthewallwith
onehandandadustingragwiththeother.Hemusthavebeencleaningsomethingbecausehehadgloves
onnow.
“Hey,Ihadanotherquestionforyou,Emily.”Hisdarkeyesboredintohers.
“What’sthat?”Herinternalalarmsystemwasringingbellsallofasudden.Emily?Howdidheknow
hername?Ohright…itwasonhercubiclewall.
Hesteppedintohercubicleandcamewaytooclose,leaningonherdeskandpeeringatherscreen.
“Um…tryingtoworkhere…”shesaid,leaningawayfromhiminherchair.Whatwasthisguy’s
deal?
Heturnedandsmiledwide.“Icanseethat.”
Whatthe—?“Look,Icancallsecurityifyou’dlike—”Herheartwassuddenlypounding.
“Butyouhaven’tansweredmyquestion,Emily.”
Holyshit,whowasthiscrazyperson?“Whatquestion?”Shescootedherchairback,buttherewas
nowheretogo—shewasrightupagainstthecubiclewall.
Hiseyestookonacrazyglint.“Whydoyourefusetodie?”
What?Shetriedtogetoutofherchair,run,scream—dosomething—buthejustshovedherbackinto
it.
“Keepquiet,andIwon’thavetohurtyou,”hesneered,buthewasn’tlookingather.Hekeptflicking
hiseyesatherscreen,andwithadawninghorror,sherealized…shewasstillloggedintotheWildLove
database.
Hewasoneofthem—thehackers.
Shelungedforthekeyboard.Hesnarledandshovedheraway,slammingherbackintoherchair—she
hitsohard,shebouncedandendeduponthefloorasthechairrolledoutfromunderher.Outofthecorner
ofhereye,shesawhimdrawsomethingblackfromthebackofhispants.Shehadnotime.Sheturned
awaylikeshewascrawlingunderthedesktogetawayfromhim,butinreality,shewasgoingforthe
powercords.Sheonlyneededasecond…there.Sheyankedthecablefromthewall,poweringdownher
entireworkstation.
“Whatthe—”Themanslammedonthekeyboard,andthetablejumpedaboveherhead.Coffee
splashedofftheside,abrownwaterfallthatdousedthecarpetinchailatte.“Fuck!”
Emilycurledupagainstthewall,tuckingherlegsinandgettingasfarfromhimasshecould.He
croucheddowntoglareather,anditwasnowvery,veryobviousthatwhathe’dpulledfromthebackof
hispantswasagun.
Becauseitwaspointingstraightatherface.
“Comeonoutofthere,”hegrowled.
Sheshookherhead,althoughitwasjittery.Shewasshakingallover.Butthefactthathewasdown
therewithher,tryingtogethertocomeout,meantshesucceededincuttingoffhisaccesstoWildLove.
Shedidn’tknowexactlywhohewasorwhyhewashere,butitcouldreallyonlybeonething…the
bombershadgivenuponhackingthemessagesystemandcomedirectlytothesource.
“Isaid,comeout!”Hisshoutrangoutacrosstheoffice,butitwasempty.Noonewascomingto
rescueher.Nooneevenknewthisguywashere.
“No.”Herdefiancewasawhisper,butitturnedhisfacered.
Heshookthetipofthegunather,likeitwasafingerhewaswagging.“ComeoutorI’llshootyou.”
“Youcan’tshootme,”shesaid,inaweofthewordscomingoutofhermouth.
“Oh,yeah?”Hepointedthegunatherfoot,whichwaspokingoutfromhertucked-uplegsjustenough
tobeshot.
“Wait,wait!”sheyelled,handsout.“Ifyoushoot,peoplewillcome.”
Theredinhisfacedarkened.Hegloweredatherforamoment,thenherockedbackonhisheelsand
tuckedthegunbackintohispants.
Shetriedtocalmherbreathing,butherheartwasracinglikecrazy,andairwaschuffinginandoutof
herlungslikeshewasrunningamile.Thensuddenlyhewascrawlinginafterherandgrabbingherfoot.
“No!”sheyelled,kickingathimandclawingatthefabricofthecubiclewall,thesteellegsofher
desk,anythingtostophim,butnoneofitwasanyuse.Hewastoostrong—hehauledheroutbyherankle,
thenaroughhandgrabbedholdofherarmandyankedherupfromthefloor.Onceshewasupright,he
heldherbybotharmswithherrearendpressedpainfullyagainstthetable.Hiswirybodyinthe
maintenanceuniformloomedoverher—eventhoughhewasn’tmuchtallerthanshewas,hismuscular
handsheldherinanirongrip.
Hisbreathwassouronherface,butthatdidn’tturnherstomachasmuchashisuglysmile.“Ididn’t
expecttofindanyoneintheofficethismorning,”hegrowledinherface.“Ididn’texpecttofindyouat
all,notafterlastnight.WhenIsawyoufromourmotelwindow,ittookmeawhiletofigureoutwhereI
knewyoufrom.ItoldShirleyitcouldn’tbeyou,butsheinsisted.Saidshe’dseenyouinthecompany
reports,onthewebsiteandinthepress.Ithoughtforsurewewouldhaveblownyouandthatshifterinto
tinybits,butthenthenewsreportssaidtherewerenocasualties.”
Emily’sheartsankfurtherwitheveryword.
He’dbeentherelastnight.He’dalreadytriedtokillheronce.Hewouldcertainlydoitagain.
Shedidn’tsayanything.
“IfiguredI’dhavetohackintotheservermyself,”hewenton.“Shouldn’tbeasdifficultfroma
computerinsidethebuilding.Didn’tplanonhavingtheleadprogrammerheretogivemethepassword.
Guessit’smyluckyday.”
Hewasgoingtokillheranyway—hewasthekindofmanwhowould,andhe’dalreadytriedonce.
Butshe’dbedamnedifshewouldgivehimaccesstoanentiredatabaseofshifterstotargetnext.
“I’mnotgivingyouaccesstoanything.”Sheglaredupintohisface.
Hechuckleddarkly,andhishandstightenedpainfullyonherarms.“We’llseeaboutthat.”
Thenherphonechimedfromwhereitsatonthedesknexttohermouse.Theybothlooked.Emily’s
heartsankevenfurtherasshesawthepopup:NoahWilding.
MissedyouwhenIwokeup.Callme.
“Oh…isthathowitis,now?”Hissneeringvoicesentatremorthroughher.
OhGod,no.Theshudderworkedheroverfromheadtotoe.Please,don’tletNoahgetinvolvedin
this.
Hepeereddownintohereyes.“Soyouweren’tjustsettingatrapformelastnight…you’reoneof
thoseshifterloverswhogetsoffonbangingthosefreaksofnature.”
ShewantedtobeghimtoleaveNoahalone,butsheknewthatwouldjustmakethingsworse.“Idon’t
knowwhatyou’retalkingabout.”Butevenshecouldhearthetremorinhervoice.
“Sure,youdon’t.”Henoddedandlickedhislips,thenscoopedthephoneoffthedesk.Herheartsank
asheslippeditintohispocket.“ThisisgoingtobemorefunthanIthought.”
Thatsentachillthroughherthatfrozehersolid.
Hisnastygrinwasback.“I’lltakecareofNoahWildingsoonenough.Butfirst,you’regoingtolog
meintotheWildLovedatabaseanddownloadallthoseshifters’realnamesandaddressesontoanice
littledriveforme.”
SournessroseupthebackofEmily’sthroat.Howcouldshepossiblystopthis?
Hesqueezedharderononearm,thenslidhisotherhanduptograspherthroat.
Shecouldn’thelpthewhimperthatcameoutofhermouth.
Heleereddownather.“Idon’thavetoshootyoutokillyou,”hesaid,breathinginherface.“AndI
don’tneedyou,either.Iwasplanningtohackinonmyown,soallyourprettylittleneckisgoodforis
savingmealittletime.Sowhat’sitgoingtobe,shifter-lover?”
Alittletime.Shewasscared—scaredtodeath—butsheneededmoretimetofigureawayoutofthis.
Andsomehelptostophimfromgettingawaywithit.Ifhesimplykilledherandtookwhathewanted
fromthedatabase,he’dneverbecaught…andhundreds,ifnotthousands,ofshifterliveswouldbein
danger.Butifshewentalongwithwhathewanted,shecouldbuysomeprecioustimetofindawayto
stophim.
“I’llhelpyou,”sheeekedout.Itwashardtospeakwithhishandonherthroat.“Pleasedon’tkillme.”
Hesmirkedandeasedhishandbackfromchokingher.“That’sbetter.”Thenheshovedherdowninto
herseat.“NowgetmewhatIwant.Allofit—names,addresses,hookups,everythingyouhave.”
Shenoddedshakilyandpointedtoherdeadscreen.“Ineedpower.”
“Fixit!”hesnarled.
Shecrawledunderthedesk,slowly,andpluggedthestationbackin.Onceshewasbackinherchair
andherscreenwasbootingup,shesaid,“That’salotofdata.It’lltakesometime.”
Hepulledahigh-capacitydriveoutofhispocketandsetitnexttoherkeyboard.“Justgetitdone.”
Shewoulddrawtheprocessoutaslongaspossible,andshewouldlookforanyopportunitytoget
away.Butmostimportantly,sheneededtogetamessagetoNoah.Onceshewasinsidethedatabase,she
coulddoit—setupascript,haveitlaunchremotely,getamessagetohimsomehow.Butshehadtobe
careful…thisbomberhadtechskills,andhewaswatchingeverymoveshemade.Shewouldhavetobe
fastandwouldprobablyonlygetonechance.
Shewouldhavetomakeitcount.
NoahwasjustabouttoexittheWylderideparkinggaragewhenEmily’stextcame.
Itjustpingedhisphoneandflashedbysohecouldn’treadituntilheparkedagain.Thenittookhim
forevertofinditagain,becauseitdidn’tcomethroughasanormalmessage,butontheWildLoveapp
instead.Whenhefinallyreadit,hewasgladhewasn’tdriving.
HELP.BomberhereatWildLoveoffice.
Hejuststaredatthephoneforalongsecond.Holyshit.Thenhestabbedatthephone,quickly
bringingupOwen’snumberanddialing.
“Hey,man,didyouforgetsomething?”Owen’svoicewasfilledwithlaughter,andNoahcouldhear
hiscousingigglinginthebackground,butnoneofthatmattered—hecouldbarelyhearthemanywayover
theroarofpanicinhisears.
“TheWildLovebomberhasEmily,”Noahgaspedout.
Oweninstantlysobered.“What?”
“Ijustgotatextfromher.”Noah’svoicewasrampinguptopanic.“God,Owen,hehasheratthe
office.Shewentinearly,and…”Histhroatwasclosingup.Heshouldn’thavebroughtherintothis!And
nowshewasindangeragain.
“Whereareyou?”Owenwasmoving.Soundsinthebackgroundmadeitseemlikehehaulingass.
“Parkinggarage,”Noahchokedout.
“Sittight.I’llberightthere.”Owen’sclipped,no-nonsensevoicewasreassuring,butNoahwasjust
comingoutofhispanic-fueledfog.Hehadtogonow.ThatmaniachadEmily.
Histhroatopenedupenoughtoletinsomeair.“Ihavetogetoverthere—”
“Isaidsittight.I’monmywaydown.Meetmeattheelevator.”
“Okay.Right.Elevator.”Noahputthecaringearandspunthroughtheparkinggarage,headingbackto
theelevator.
“I’mhanginguptocallforbackup,”Owensaidthroughthephone.“Donotleavewithoutme,Noah.
Sayit.”
“Getthefuckdownhere,Owen,”Noahgroundout.Itwaskillinghimtonotalreadybeheadingat
highspeedacrossdowntowntotheWildLoveoffice.
“Copythat.”Owenhungup.
Inspiteoftherock-hardgripNoahhadonthesteeringwheeltokeephimselffrombolting,hewas
gladOwenwasclosebyandonhisway.Hewasex-Army,justlikeNoah,plushe’dworkedfor
Riverwiseaftertheywerebothliberatedfromthecages.Barrelingintothissituation—probablya
hostagesituation,herealizedwithahorriblesinkingfeeling—wouldlikelyjustgetEmilykilled.Noah
neededalevelheadandbackup,justlikeOwensaid.
Ittookaninterminabletime,butitwasprobablyonlythirtysecondsbeforeOwencamesprintingout
oftheelevator.Assoonashewasinthecar,Noahstompedontheaccelerator,andtheypealedoutofthe
parkinggarage.
“IcalledRiverwise,”OwensaidquicklybutwithavoicefarcalmerthanNoahfelt.“Daniel’sonhis
waywithawholevanfullofpackmembers.”
“Aretheyatthesafehouse?”Noahaskedashescreechedaroundacornerfartoofast.
“Yes,”Owensaidtightly.
Whichmeanttheyweretoofarawaytohelp.“We’reonourown,then,”Noahsaid,eyesgluedtothe
road.
“Maybe.”Owenpulledouttwopistolsandstartedloadingonewithammo.“Wegetthere,wecasethe
situation,thenwemakethatcall.Deal?”
“I’mnotriskingEmily’slifebywaiting,”Noahgroundoutashetookanothercorner.
“Understood.”Owenstartedloadingthesecondpistol.
Thesafehousewasanhourawayfromdowntown.MaybehalfthatwithDanieldrivinglikeamadman.
ButNoahandOwenwouldbeattheSeattleShiftersDatingAgencyofficeinlessthantenminutes,
assumingtheydidn’tcrashorgetpulledover.
“Whatdoweknowsofar?”Owenasked,hisvoicestillsteady.
Nothing,Noahwantedtosnap,butOwen’scalmvoicewashelpinghimkeephisragingangerand
guiltundercontrol.
Instead,hesteeledhimselftobriefOwenonanythingthatmighthelp.“Shewasgonethismorning
whenIwokeup.Hertextsaidshewasheadingtotheoffice.Somethingaboutanewideatotrackthe
bomber.”
“Time?”
Noahnoddedtohisphoneonthedash,soOwenpickeditupandchecked.“Okay,aboutanhourhas
elapsedsincethatfirsttext.ButIdon’tseethesecondone.”
“ThatcamethroughontheWildLoveapp.UndermyNICKpseudonym.”
Owentappedthephoneandtookamomenttoreadthetext.“Okay,notgood.”Hisvoicewas
considerablymorestrained.“Hardtosaywhenshesentit,butthisjustcamethroughonyourend.So,as
ofthistext,weknowshe’sholdingittogether,alive,andworkingongettingfree.Thisisallpositive,
Noah.”
“Owen,”hegrowled.Afuckingmurderingshifter-haterhadhisgirl.Therewasnothingpositiveabout
that.
“Right.Shuttingup,now.”
Noahwassuckingairbetweenhisteethtoholdittogether.Hiswolfwashowlingtogetoutandtear
apartwhoeverwasholdingEmilyprisoner,buthehadtokeephisshittogethertohaveanyhopeof
rescuingher.
“Whoeverhasher,”Noahsaidthroughhisteeth,“hastobepartofthehategroup.She’scallinghim
thebomber,somaybeit’sactuallythebomber.”
“Theguyfromlastnight?”
“Yeah.”Noahpushedthroughanearly-redlight.“He’sbeentechsavvyfromthejump,hackingthe
system,figuringoutwherethehookupswere.Nowhe’satWildLove.”
“Doyouthinkhewentinafterher?”
“Idon’tknow.”Noahgrimaced,tryingtopieceittogetherastheyspedthroughdowntown.“Whynot
goafterherbefore?Whynow?”
“Ifhe’sthebomber,thenhemusthaveseenheratthemotel.”
Noahslammedhishandagainstthesteeringwheel.“Dammit!Inevershouldhaveinvolvedherin
this.WhatthefuckwasIthinking?”
“Hey!”Owen’ssharptonecutthroughthefogcloudingNoah’shead.“Youcanfeellikeshitaboutthis
later,okay?Keepyourheadclear.”
“Right.Okay.”Focus,Noah.Jesus.
“Sothebombersawher,figuredoutshewasaWildLoveprogrammerandwentafterherthis
morning…afterhehadfiguredoutshewasn’tkilledintheblast,”Owenreasoned.“What’shisplayon
this?Isheholdingherhostage?Ishehopingtoransomher?Imean,shemanagedtogetatexttoyou,
throughtheWildLoveapp.Hehasn’tkilledheroutright.She’sstillaliveforsomereason.Maybehe’snot
afterheratall.Maybeshe’shidingoutunderadesksomewhere.”
“Thedatabase.”ThewordscameoutsoftasNoahrealizedwhatthatmeant.“Ohshit.Owen,he’s
afterthedatabase.”
“Theonewithalltheshiftersinit.”Owenjustshookhishead.“Allright.Priorityone,aftermaking
sureEmilyissafe,ofcourse,istokeepthatdatabasesecure.”
“Copythat.”NoahpulledintotheparkinggarageofEmily’sbuildingataspeedthathadthetires
screechingonthesmoothconcretefloor.Hedidn’tbotherparking,justpulleduptotheelevatorsand
sprintedfromthecartothedoors.Owenwasclosebehind.
Hewouldhaverunthestairs,buttheelevatorwouldgetthemtherefaster…onlyitwaskillinghimto
wait.Owenhandedhimagun,whichheheldattheready.Therideupwaspainfullyslow,butthetwoof
themcameout,gunsfirst,whentheyarrivedatthefloorthatheldtheagencyoffice.Theycautiously
approachedtheglassdoubledoors,buttherewasnosignofanyoneinside.Ofcourse,theycouldn’tsee
pastthereceptionarea.
“Whatdoyouthink?”Owenasked.
“I’mthinkingwegetthehellinthereandfindEmily.”Noah’shandwasalreadyonthedoor.
Owenheldupahandtostophim.“Allright,butwegoquiet,yes?Youknowwhereherofficeis,so
youleadtheway.Buthecouldbeanywhere.Keepyoureyesopen.”
Noahnoddedandtriedtopullopenthedoor:locked.
“Fuck,”hespitout.Thenhetuckedhisguninthebackofhisjeansandshiftedhishandstothelong,
knife-likeclawsthatwerethecurseofhisnewwhitewolf.
Owendidthesame.“Somuchforquiet.Bettermakeitfast,then.”
Noahnodded,andtogethertheyslicedthroughthemetalplatesholdingthedoorslockedtight.The
screechingsoundwashorrific,andanyoneinsidehadtoknowsomethingwasup.Noahshiftedhishands
back,yankedopenthedoor,andbarreledinside,pullinghisgunbackoutalongtheway.Owenwasright
behindhimashehustledthroughthemazeofcubicles,searchingoutEmily’sdesk.
Theplacewasdeadquiet.Nooneinsight.Whentheyreachedheroffice…itwasempty.HerCoffee
isMyBoyfriendmughadtippedsidewaysanddumpeditscontentsonthefloor.Somehowthatmadeit
hardforhimtobreathe.
“Hetookher,”Noahsaid,throattight.“Hegrabbedherfromheroffice.”
Owenwascheckingtheothercubicles,buttherewasnothingtosee.“Emily?”hecalledout.There
wasnoanswer.“Isthereaserverbankaroundheresomewhere?”heaskedNoah.
“Awhat?”Noahblinkedathim,hisheadfoggedagain.Getittogether!hetoldhimself.
“Theplacewheretheykeepallthedataservers,thecomputers,”Owensaid.“Ifhewasafterthe
database,maybehetookherthere.”
“Right.Goodthinking.Backhere.”Noahledhimpastthecubiclestoalarge,heavilyair-conditioned
roominthecenteroftheoffice.Emilyhadshownhimtheserverroomatonepoint.Hepushedopenthe
thicksteeldoors,revealingadozenbanksoftall,blackmetalservers.Itwasrackafterrackof
computationalpower,blinkingwithredandbluelights…butnopeople.
Noahlistenedoverthesofthumoftheclimatecontrolandthemachines,buttherewerenohuman
sounds.“Emily?”hecalled,justtobesure.“Areyouinhere?”
Buttherewasnoreply.
“Whatthehellisthat?”Owenpointedtoaboxattheendofthenearestserverbank.
Itwascountingdownsomethinginluminescentrednumerals.
Atimer.Withonlysecondsleft.
Ohshit.“Bomb!”Noahshouted,haulingOwenawayfromthedeviceandtowardthedoor.“Move,
move,move!”
Buthedidn’thavetosayit—theybothslammedthroughthedoorsandranfortheirlives.Theybarely
reachedtheendofthecubiclearea,whentheblastrippedthroughthewalls,sendingfragmentsof
computers,wiring,andplasterhurtlingthroughtheair.Theconcussiveforcethrewthemagainstthe
receptionareadoors,slammingthemontheclearglass,butnotbreakingit.
Smokeanddebrisfilledtheair,andforthesecondtimeintwenty-fourhours,Noah’searswere
ringingfromtheshockwaveofabombthatwasmeanttokillhim…butdidn’t.
OrmaybethebomberwasjusttryingtowreakvengeanceonWildLove.
OwenhelpedNoahtohisfeet,andtheybothstaredblanklyatthedebris-filledairandthegiantholein
thebuildingwheretheserverfarmusedtobe.
“HejustblewupWildLove,”Noahsaid,strugglingtopieceittogether.
“Andalmostus,”Owensaidunderhisbreath.“Thatwastoodamnclose.”Hebrushedoffsomeofthe
debrisclingingtohisshirt.
ThenNoahrealizedsomething.“Thebombermusthavesetthetimerjustbeforeheleft.”Heturned
andslammedhisfistagainsttheglassdoor,makingitshake.“Wejustmissedhim!”
Owenfrowned.“AndEmily’snothere,sohetookherwithhim.”
“Butwhere?”Noahasked,anguishcreepingintohisvoice.
Suddenlytheentranceoftheagencywasflungopen,andahalfdozenoftheRiverwisepackdashed
throughthedoubleglassdoors,withhisbrotherinthelead.Daniel’seyeswerewide,buttheyquickly
tookinthefactthatNoahandOwenwerestillupright,andthealarmonhisfacesteppeddownalevel.
Owenpushedopentheinteriorglassdoorstomeethim.
Danielfrownedattheofficepasttheirshoulders.“JesusChrist.Whathappenedhere?”
“Wejustmissedthebomber,”Noahsaidinatightvoice.
“Lookslikehejustmissedyou,”Danielsaidwithascowl.
“HestillhasEmily.”Noahcouldn’thelpthegrowlinhisvoice.
Owen’shandlandedonNoah’sshoulder.“Maybewecanpullsomethingoffthesurveillancevideo.
Securityhastohavesomething.”
“Policearegoingtobecrawlingalloverthisplaceinfiveminutesandlockingeverythingdown.”
Noahranbothhandsthroughhishairandcamebackwithbitsofdrywall.“We’vegottomove.”
“Copythat,”Danielsaid,wavingthemawayfromtheblastscene.“ButevenifwegetanIDonthe
car,Noah…”Hislipspinchedtogether,butNoahknewwhathewasleavingunsaid.
ThattheyhadnoideawherethebomberwastakingEmily.Andnowthatthebomberpresumablyhad
whateverhecamefor,blowingupeverythingoncehewasdone,therewasnotellingwhathewoulddo
withtheleadprogrammerforWildLove.ThatideatwistedNoah’sstomachinaknotsotighthecould
barelybreathe.Ahostageisworthless,aliability,oncetheirkidnapperhaswhattheywant.Whydidhe
takeEmily?
“Let’sgo,”Noahsaid.Hewasthefirsttotheelevatordoors.Hedidn’tcarewhattheoddswereof
findingEmilyalive,hesureashellwasn’tgivingup…notuntilshewassafeagain.
OrthebomberwasshreddedunderNoah’sclaws.
Emilywasterrified.
Theshakingofherhandswasvisible,eventhoughtheywereduct-tapedtogether.Andshehadto
clampherteethshuttokeepthemfromchatteringwitheverybumpintheroad.Shecouldn’thelpthefull-
bodyshuddereverytimethebomberleeredatherfromthedriver’sseatnexttoher.Hewastakingher
somewhere…andtherewasnothingthatcouldpossiblybegoodaboutthat.
Worstofall,she’dmanagedtoendangerNoahincallingforhelp.Whenshe’dslippedthattexttohim,
she’dhadnoideathebomber—Richard,althoughthatcouldn’tbehisrealname—wasgoingtoblowup
thewholeoffice.Onceshe’ddownloadedthedatabasetohisportabledrive,he’dforcedhertowatch
whilehesettheexplosivestotakedowntheserverfarm.Shecouldn’tfathomwhyhehatedsomuch—
her,shifters,theentireWildLovecompany.Itwasn’tlikeherlifewasperfect.Farfromit.Butitwas
beyondhercomprehensionhowsomeone’ssoulcouldbesodark,sofilledwithangerandloathing,that
theywouldwanttodestroysomanypeople’slives,bothbykillingthemoutrightandbydestroyingtheir
jobs.SheprayedNoahdidn’tactuallycomeforherandthatheescapedthebomber’strap.
Butshedoubtedshewoulddothesame.
Inspiteoftheterrorrunningthroughherbody,herminddidn’tgiveup.Itwasstillwhirlingand
clickingalong,tryingtofigureoutawaytoescape.Maybeitwasjusthersurvivalinstinctkickingin—
whateveritwas,she’dconsideredanddiscardedahalfdozenideas,includingwrenchingopenthecar
doorandjumpingouttoavoidwhateverfateawaitedherattheirdestination.Butshecouldn’tforce
herselftotakethatlastdesperateoption.
Notyet.
Thebomberhadbroughthisblackbagofbombtricksalongwithhim.Itsatontheseatbehindher.
She’dseenhimriflethroughit,andshethoughtshesawhimslipherphoneintothebagalongwiththe
drivewiththeWildLovedataonit,althoughshewasn’tsure.Ifshecouldmanagetogetthedriveoutof
thebagandtossitoutthewindow,ordestroyitsomehow,thatwouldatleastsparetheshiftershewould
nodoubttargetnext.Orifshecouldgetholdofherphone,shecouldtextNoahforhelpagain.Orsimply
callthepolice.ButNoahwouldcomefaster.Ifhewasn’talreadyinpieces.
Angry,frightenedtearsblurredhervision…butshecouldn’taffordthatrightnow.Shereachedupto
wipethemawaywithhertape-boundhands,loathingthefactthatthebombernoticedandsmirkedather
obviousfear.Hewasgettingoffonit.Shechokedbackthehotangerthatthreatenedtobringmoretears
andstaredstraightahead,tryingnottogivehimthesatisfactionofwatchingherbreakdown.Ashervision
cleared,shesawtheywereturningintotheparkinglotofaseedymotel.They’dbeeninthecarlessthan
tenminutes,butanothershudderranthroughherassherealizedthiswaswheretheywereheaded.Visions
oftheexplosionfromthenightbefore—theoneinanothermotelroomthatsheandNoahbarelysurvived
—barragedhermind.
Shelookedtothebomber.Hissmirkwasfirmlyinplace.“Honey,we’rehere!”hesaidwithan
insanelycheeryvoice.
Herstomachheaved.
“Don’tworry,I’llberightbackforyou,”hesaid,reachingtothebackseatandhisblackbag.He
camebackwiththerollofducttape,grabbedheralreadyboundhands,andpulledhertowardhim.“Can’t
haveyourunningoffwhileIcheckin,honey!”Heloopedanotherseriesofwrappingsaroundherhands
thenboundthemtothesteeringwheel.Hiseyessparkledasheranhishandalongherhair,pushingit
awayfromwhereithadfallenacrossherface.Awaveofrevulsionthreatenedtochokeher.Thenhe
climbedoutofthecarandstrodetowardthemoteloffice.
Presumablytogetthemaroom.
Onceshewasthere,shewasadeadwoman.Sheknewthis.
Awaveoffearanimatedher,andshethrashedagainstthesteeringwheel.Surprisingly,thequicktape
jobdidn’thold—itslippedalittleasshestruggled,freeingoneedge.Usingherteeth,shegrabbedthe
loosepieceandpeeleditback.Afrantictensecondslatershewasfree.
Sheshouldrun.
Aquicklookattheglassed-inofficetoldherthebomberwouldseeher.Andcomeafterher.Evenif
sheran,shewouldn’tescape.Maybethemanagerwouldnotice.Maybenot.Sheshouldgetherphoneout
ofthebagandcallforhelpinstead.Shehadenoughtimetorunorcall,butnotboth.
Notimetodecide.
Shetwistedbetweenthetwofrontbucketseats,reachingfortheblackbag.Theanglewasterrible,
andherhandswerestillboundbythetape,butshemanagedtoworkthezipperopen.Fumblingthroughit,
herfingersquicklyfoundherphone.ShewilledhershakinghandstocalmenoughtotextNoah.Cassidy
Motel.Thatwasallshehadtimefor.Thenshewipedthescreenandthrewthephonebackinthebag,
terrifiedthebomberwouldreturntofindherinthemiddleoftexting.Whenshewassurehewasstill
inside,shefishedforthedrivenext.Amazingly,herfingersfounditssmoothsurface,andshepulleditfree
ofthetangleofwires,electronicboxes,toolsandotherthingsfillingthebag.Therewasnotimetothrow
thedrivefromthecar—notthatshecouldevengetthewindowdownwithoutthekeys—sosheleaned
forwardandstasheditundertheseatinstead.Maybehidingitwouldbeenoughtomakehimthinkhe’d
lostit.Sheshovedthedrivebackasfarasshecould,givingitanextrakickwiththeheelofherfoot.Just
asshelookedup,hairflyingwildaroundher,thebombercamestridingoutofthemoteloffice,anger
blazingonhisfacewhenhesawher.
Sheshrankagainstthepassengerdoorasheyankedopenthedriver’ssideandclimbedin.
Heglaredatthetatteredtapedanglingfromthesteeringwheel.“You’reaslipperylittlething,aren’t
you?”
Herstomachheavedagainwiththewayhiseyesrakedoverherbody.
Hethrewthecarintoreverse,pulledawayfromtheoffice,thendrovearoundtothebackofthemotel,
outofsightoftheroad,theoffice,andjustaboutanyonewhomightnoticehehadakidnappedwomanin
hiscar.Hestoppedattheverylastroomattheendofalong,two-storylineofthem,parkingnearthe
forestedlotthatbackeduptothemotel.Herheartpoundedashegrabbedtheblackbagandgotoutofthe
car.
Run,hermindwasscreaming,butshewaiteduntilhegottohersideofthecarandstartedtoopenher
door.Thensheliftedherlegsandkickedhardagainstthedoor,bangingitagainsthimandsendinghim
tumblingback.Shestruggledtogetoutofthecarwithherhandsbound,andshedidn’tgetadozenfeet
beforehisarmsclampedhardaroundher.Shestruggledandtriedtokickhim,buthequicklyhadherback
pinnedagainsthim,hishandclaspedaroundherthroat,chokingher.
“Keepstruggling,andI’llkillyourighthere,”hehissedinherear.
Blackspotsswaminfrontofhereyes.
Shestoppedstruggling.
Thepressureeasedonherthroatenoughthatshecouldgetair.Shegasped,heavingairintoherlungs
ashehauledhertowardtheroom.Hishandwasstillonherthroat,holdinghertight,ashefussedwiththe
lock,kickedthedooropen,andpulledherinside.
Shethoughtherheartmightjustquitthen.
Ormaybeshesimplywisheditwould.
Hedraggedhertothebedinthemiddleoftheroom.Ithadaheadboardwithposts.Heslungtheblack
bagonthebedandpulledoutthetapeagain.Breathwasstillheavinginandoutofher,butshehadno
willtofighthimanymore.Heboundonewristtothepostononeside,thenmadesomekindofropewith
thetapeandtiedherotherwristtothefarpost.Shewasstrungbetweenthem,barelyabletomove,hung
uplikehewascrucifyingheronthebed.
God,sheprayedwhateverhehadinmindwouldendfast.Butthewayhelickedhislipswhenhe
surveyedhisworkmadetearsleakoutofthecornersofhereyes.
Explosivesweresoundingbetterallthetime.
Andmaybesheshouldhavejumpedoutofthecar.
Atleasttherewasthepossibilityhewouldn’tfindthedriveshe’dhiddenundertheseat.Maybe.She
hopedherdeathwouldcountforsomething—savingthatmanyshifters,thatmanyinnocentpeople,almost
madewhatevershewouldhavetoendurebeforetheendworthwhile.
Shewatchedthebomberwithadullsortofawarenessashefishedmaterialsoutofhisbag.Hewas
whistlinghappilyashelineditemsuponthedresseroppositethebedwhereshewastrusseduplikea
sacrificiallamb.Itwasn’tuntilhestartedtapingsomethingtothebedpostsnexttoherboundwriststhat
sherecognizedthegraybricksandshinycontrolboxesforwhattheywere—bombs.Justliketheoneshe
hadsetupontheservers.Theyweren’tactiveyet—oratleastthetimersweren’tcountingdown—buthe
wasn’tfinished,either.Twomorewereplacedoneithersideofthewindowandtwomorenexttothe
door.Withtheamountofexplosiveshehaddeployedaroundtheroom,Emilywouldn’tbesurprisedifit
tookdowntheentiremotel…oratleastthefarendofthebuilding.
Thelastitemtocomeoutofthebagwasalaptop,whichhesetonthedresserandtappedfuriouslyat
foralongwhile.Shewasafraidhewouldnoticethemissingdrive,buthedidn’tseemto.Shecouldn’t
understandwhathewasdoingatall.Pullingupdataonhislaptopforsomebizarrereasonrightinthe
middleofthiselaboratesetuptokillher?Butastheminutesdraggedon,shejustdidn’tcare.Hermind
wasfinallyshuttingdown,refusingtotrytofigureouttheevilthatwasthisperson,thishater,thisawful
beingwhoonlyknewhowtohurtanddestroy.
Somevaguetimelater,whenthebomberfinallysteppedawayfromthelaptop,shecouldseethered
recordinglightwaslitup.
OhGod.Theterrorthathadbeenglossedoverandnumbedoutbyherdefeatsurgedbackupagain.
She’dseenthevideostheWolfHunterhadmadebefore.Therewastheoriginaldoxing,theexposingof
allthenamesandaddressesoftheshiftersintheRiverandWildingpacks.Thentheawfuldismemberment
videos.Thenthelivestreamingofashifter’salmost-death.
WhatinGod’snamewasheplanningforher?AndwasthistheWolfHunterhimself?
Shewatchedwithwideeyesashepulledamaskfromthedepthsofthebagandslippeditoverhis
face.Whenheturnedtoher,shesawthemaskwasaplainface,justanaverageperson…someguywhose
average-guy-lookswerestampedintoplastic.NotatalllikethepreviousWolfHuntermasks.Butit
obscuredthebomber’srealface,andthatwasallhewasafter.Becauseapparentlyhewasplanningto
walkoutofthemotelroombeforeit—andher—blewintotinybits.
“EmilyJones,”heintonedlikethejudgeatherexecution,“yourworkhasallowedhundreds,ifnot
thousands,ofshifterstopolluteourgenepool,seducingourwomentospreadtheirvileseed.”
“You’reinsane,”shespatathim.“WildLovebroughtpeopletogether,consentingadults.Itwasall
aboutlove,nothate.Notlikeyou.”
Hechuckleddarkly.“WildLovewasaboutdepravedsexualacts,nothingmore.Bymakingiteasyfor
shifterstopreyonhumanweakness,you’reguiltyofcrimesagainsthumankind.Andnowyou’regoingto
payforit.”
Hewasspeakingtotheaudienceonthevideohewasrecording.
“Andlivestreamingmydeathisn’tdepraved?”Sheshovedallherloathingintoone,intenseglare.
Thebomberedgedforward,carefulnottoblockthecamera’sviewofherstrunguponthebed.“Not
livestream.Delayedbroadcast.It’scachingwithadelay,butdon’tworry,it’llbroadcastassoonaswe’re
donehere.”
Sournessclimbedthebackofherthroat.“Youwon’tgetawaywiththis.”
Helaughedagain,thenstrodetothefrontofthebed,standingnexttoherandstaringdownthroughthe
smalleyeholesofhismask.Hegrabbedholdofherchin,tippingitupsoshewasforcedtolookathim.
“You’llpayforyourcrimes,butfirstwe’regoingtohavealittlefun,Emily.Alittlelessontothosehuman
womenwhothinktheywanttoshareabedwithashifter.”Thenhereleasedherchintocaresshercheek.
Shewrenchedherfaceaway,butherheartwasabouttopoundoutofherchest,whichwasheaving
againinadesperateattempttogetair.No,no,no…hewasgoingto…sheflashedbacktoheruncle,five
yearsago,gruntingandsweatingontopofher,forcingherlegsapart,hurtingher…Theideaofenduring
thatagainbeforethebomberfinallyblewherup,allbeforeanaudience…
Herstomachheavedagain,butitnothingcameup.Shewilledherselftogetsickalloverhimandthe
bed,butherwholebodywaslockingdown,closingup,foldinginonitself.
Thebombergrabbedhercheekandforcedhertolookhisway,buthereyeswerealreadyglazedover.
Hermindwasfleeing,seekingescape,runningfromthisreality.Therewasnothingleftbutpainand
horrorhere.
Shebarelyfelthishandsonherhair,herbody,tuggingatherclothes.
Thesoundhiszippermadewhenhelowereditonlyregisteredasadistantgrating.
Therewereothersounds,butsheignoredthem.Hereyeswerealreadyclosed.Hermindwasalready
gone.Shewoulddiesoon.Sheknewthis.Andashermindwentfar,faraway,shehadonlyasingle,
solitarythoughtthatwentwithher:
Sheshouldhavejumpedfromthecar.
Noahwasgoingoutofhismind.
OwenandDanielwerescouringthesecuritytapes,therestofthepackwaswaitingaround,getting
twitchierbythemoment,butNoahwasgenuinelylosinghissanity.ImagesofEmily,bleedingoutona
tackylinoleumfloor,keptpoppingintohisheadandblockingouteveryothersight,sound,orthought.
Onlyheknewitwasn’ther…itwashismother,wristsslitandlifeebbingoutintothepuddleofbroken
glassandwhiskeyonthefloornexttoher.Afull-colorimagefromhischildhoodwashauntinghim…all
becausehewasstandingaroundtheWildLoveofficecomplex,unabletodoadamnthingaboutfinding
Emily,muchlesssaveher.
Noahblinkedawaytheimage.Focus.
HecheckedhisWildLoveappforthehundredthtime,buttherewerenomoremessages.Justashe
wasputtingawayhisphone,anothernotificationpoppedup.
Emily.
Hejabbedatthenoticebeforeitcoulddisappear,andherfullmessageappeared.Itwasonlytwo
words,buttheyslammedintohisheart.
“She’sattheCassidyMotel!”heshouted.
Theroomstilled.
“Whatdoyouhave?”Danielaskedfromhisspotnexttothesecuritymonitors.
“Emilytextedmeherlocation!”Noahyelled,alreadyhalfwaytothedoor.Hesprintedoutofthe
securityofficeandbypassedtheelevatortostampededownthetwoflightstotheparkinggarage.Hiscar
wasstillillegallyparkedinfrontoftheelevators.Hewasinthedriver’sseatandreadytotearoutofthe
garage,havingnocluewheretheCassidyMotelevenwas,whenDanielandOwenspilledoutofthe
stairwellandranforhiscar.Noahforcedhimselftowaitthetwosecondsitwouldtakeforthemtoreach
it.
“Go!”Owensaidassoonastheywerein.
Noahslammedthecarintodrive.“Ineeddirections!”
“Onit,”Danielsaid,ridingshotgunandwhippingouthisphone.
AsDanieldirectedhimoutoftheparkinggarage,Noahspokeoverhim.“Howfar?”hedemanded.
“Abouttenminutescross-town,”Danielsaid,voicetaut.“It’sashittylittleplaceattheedgeoftown.”
Hismindwasjustnowcatchinguptowheretheyweregoing.“Holyshit,it’samotel.Whywouldhe
takeherthere?”
DanielandOwenexchangedalookbutsaidnothing.
“Fuck!”Noahslammedhishandagainstthesteeringwheel.Heknewaswellastheydidthatno
matterwhatitwas,itwasbad.Thebombercouldkillherthereandbelonggonebeforeanyonefoundher.
“Iamnotlettinghimkillher.”Notagain.Notlikebefore.Hismindwassnarledupsobadlyinthis.His
heartwaspoundingsoloudlyhecouldhearitinhisears,asteadydrumbeatofragethathadbeen
poundingthroughhimeversincehe’dbeenachild.
“Rightatthelight,”Danielsaid,holdingthedashasNoahblewthroughtheredlightandtooktheturn
attopspeed.
ThecarwassilentafterthatexceptforDanielcallingoutdirectionsandthecartiresscreeching
aroundcorners.EachheartbeatfeltlikeitwaspulsinglouderinNoah’sears,anditseemedasifthey
wouldneverreachthemotel,butlongminuteslater,hecareenedintotheparkinglot.Owenhadtohold
himbackfromstranglingtheattendantatthefrontdeskwhenhebalkedatgivingouttheroomnumber,but
themurderouslookinNoah’seyesmusthaveconvincedhim.
Noahdidn’twaitfortheroomkey,justtookoffforhiscaroncehehadthenumberandspedaroundto
thebackofthemotel.Therewasasinglecarparkedattheend,outsidethedooroftheroom.Assoonas
hewasoutofhisowncar,Noahhadhisclawsout,readytoshredthedoor.Hewastearingintoit,
maniacally,beforeOwenandDanielevenreachedhim.Danielpulledhimback,andNoahalmostswung
andcuthim,buthecheckedhisswingatthelastmoment,justasOwenkickedthedoorin.
Allthreeofthemrushedthedoor…thenfroze.
AmaninamaskcowerednexttoEmily—shewastiedtoabed,surroundedbyexplosives.
“Stayback!”themanscreamed.“OrI’llblowusall!”HeheldaboxtoEmily’schest,agraybrickof
somethingwithasilver-boxdetonator,justliketheonestrappedtothecomputersatWildLove.Theman
wasusingherbodyandthebedascover.IdenticalexplosiveswereboundtothepostsbyEmily’shands.
Shewasn’tmoving.
Herpantsweredowntoherankles,butherpantieswerestillinplace.Thatfactsentragecoursing
throughNoah,butseeingthathereyeswerestillclosedspikedhimwithterror.Shewasutterly
motionless,evenwiththebombershoutingatherside,almostlikeshewasalready…
“Isshealive?”Noah’smouthtastedofashasthewordsleftit.Becauseifthebomberhadalready
killedher,Noahwouldsimplycalltheman’sbluffandshredhimtopieces.
Beforethebombercouldrespond,Emilyansweredhisquestionbyblinkingopenherbeautifuleyes
andpeeringathim.Itwasalmostlikeshedidn’tthinkhewasreal,ormaybeshecouldn’treallyseehim,
crowdingthedoorwaywithOwenandDanielathisback.
“Ifyouwanthertostayalive,shifter,”themanspatathim,“backthefuckoutofhere!”
Therewasnowaythatwashappening.Emilywasalive…andNoahwasn’tleavingwithouther.
“Areyouallright?”heaskedher.Histhroatwasstillstingingwiththebittertasteoffear—fearthathe
hadlosther,thathe’dbeentoolate—butitwasfadingfastunderhisdeterminationtogetherfree.
Shefrownedathim.“Noah?”Thensheblinkedrapidly,andhervoicehikedup.“Noah,thedoorand
thewindow,they’rerigged.Explosives.Don’tcomeanycloser!”
Therewasnowaythatwashappening,either.ButNoahcouldn’tseeawayoutofthisstalemate.Ifhe
lungedforthebomber,hemighttriggerthedetonatorhehadpressedagainstEmily’schest…andNoah
couldn’ttakethatrisk.Eveninhiswolfform,hecouldn’tmovefastenough.
DanielpressedagunflatagainstNoah’sback,remindinghimthattheywerearmed.Noahwavedhim
back.ThebomberwastooclosetoEmily—therewasfarmoreofherbodytohitthanhis.Theyweren’t
exactlyfaraway,andNoahwasadecentshot,butstill…hemightmiss.
“Usewhatyouknow,”Owensaidoutofthecornerofhismouth.
Noahfrownedandglancedathim.Whatwashetalkingabout?
“Noonedeservesitmore,”Owensaid,holdinghisgaze.
Suddenly,Noahknewexactlywhathemeant.Hequicklyheldhishandsup.
“I’munarmed,”Noahsaidtothebomber,takingahalf-stepintotheroom.
Themantwitched,hiseyeswide.“Stayback!”
“I’llmakeatrade,”Noahsaid,edgingslightlycloser.Hehadnoideaifthiswouldwork.He’donly
doneitonce.“Meforthegirl.”
“Noah,no!”Emilygasped.
Noahkepthiseyesgluedtothebomber.Thenhereachedfortheman,butnotphysically.Thisreach
wasmagical…thatsameenergythatwascoiledinsidehim,writhingandangry,likehiswolfonly
stronger.
Theman’seyesnarrowed.“Idon’twantyou.Iwantsafepassageoutofhere!”Henoddedtowhere
OwenandDanielstillcrowdedthedoor.
“Youwantout.Iwantthegirl.Wemakeatrade.”Noahedgedforwardashespoke,handsstillout.He
didn’tknowhowclosehehadtobe.InAfghanistan,thewholethingwasoverinaninstant.Thiswasthe
firsttimehe’deventriedtoreachoutashehadbefore,intuitively…
“Clearthoseguysout!”themanwavedjerkilyatthedoor,panicshowinginthewhitesofhiseyes
behindthemask.
NoahwavedDanielandOwenbackaswell.HisbrotherfrownedlikeNoahwascrazy,butOwen
tuggedDanielbackfromthethreshold.Noahedgedevenfurtherintotheroom,andsuddenlyhecouldfeel
theman’spresence—anenergy,likeamalevolentstorm,thatcalledtohisinnerbeast.
Hisinnerwitch.
“You.”Noahraisedhisarmtopointattheman.“Needtodie.”
Evenunderthemask,Noahcouldseetheman’seyesgowide.Thenacracklingstreakofblueenergy
leapedfromNoah’soutstretchedfinger,formedanarcacrosstheair,andnailedthemanstraightthrough
theforehead.Thesoundofitsplittheairlikelightning,andEmilyshrieked.Butaninstantlater,theman
wasgone.Noahdidn’thavetolook…hecouldfeelthebomber’senergydissipate,andheknewtheman,
hismask,andallhisvileintentionshadbeenreducedtoash.
Inaninstant,Noahleapedacrosstheroomtothebed.Emilywasfrozen,terrified,eyeswideand
freakedout,butshedidn’trecoilawayfromhim.Heliftedthebomboffherchest,thenshiftedasingle
fingerintoarazorsharpclawandslashedatthetapebindingher.Oncehisbladewassafelyreturnedto
theformofagentlehumanhand,hescoopedherupfromthebed.Shecurledrightintohim,andhetucked
herclose…thenheran.Hedidn’tknowiftheexplosiveswereriggedtoblowbythemselves,onatimer,
orjustonaswitch,buthewasn’ttakinganychances.Hedidn’tevenbotherwiththecar,hejustkept
runninguntilhereachedtheendofthemotelbuildingandhadEmilysafelyawayfromwhateverblast
mightbetriggered.
Shewasshakingallover,andwhenNoahsetherdownonherfeet,hedidn’treallylethergo.Heheld
herclose,peeringatherface,thrilledbeyondmeasurethatshewasstandinghere,inhisarms,allinone
piece.
Herpantswerestilltangledaroundherlegs.
Hedroppedtoonekneeandgentlybroughtthemupagain,holdingherclose,protectiveevennow,as
shebuttonedthemwithshakingfingers.
“Pleasetellmehedidn’thurtyou,”Noahsaid,hisvoicesoft.
Sheshookherheadbackandforth,ajitterymotion,butdefinitelyano.“Hewasgoingto…”She
swallowedandlookedupathim.“Hewouldhave.Ifyouhadn’tstoppedhim.”
Thosewords…Noahcouldn’tspeakwiththeemotionthatwaswellingupinhim.Maybehis
grandfatherwasawitch.MaybeNoahwasawitch,too,oratleastsomekindofhybrid.Butifallheever
didwiththatpowerwaswhathedidtonight—saveEmily—theneverything,everyrejectionbyhisfamily
andhispack,everyshamethatwouldbecominghisway,wouldbeworthit.
Emilywaslookingoverhisshoulder,backatthemotelroom.“Whatyoudidbackthere…”She
broughtherwonderinggazebacktohim.“Howdidyoudothat?”
Hegrimaced.Butitwasallgoingtocomeoutsoonerorlater.Mostlysooner,nowthathe’drevealed
himselftonotonlyEmilybuthisbrotheraswell.“I’mnotjustawolf,Emily.”
Hereyeswentwide,butshejustnodded.“You’reawhitewolf.”
Hehuffedasmalllaugh.“Yeah.That’spartofit.”
Thecrunchofcartiresrolledupbehindhim.DanielandOwenhadbroughtthecartothem.
Noahturnedbacktoher.Hishandswerestillgentlyholdingherup,buthershakingwasstartingto
calm.Helethergo.“Basically,I’mpartwitch,partwolf,”hesaidquickly,beforehisbrother’shard
looksfrominsidethecarcoalescedintoadeterminationtogrillhimonwhathadjusthappened.“I’ll
explainitalltoyoulater.Rightnow,howaboutwejustgetoutofhere?”
Shenodded,dazedly.Heturned,hishandonherelbow,nottouchinghertoomuch,incasethatwasn’t
somethingshewantedanymore,giventhatsheknewwhathewasnow.Heguidedhertowardthecar.She
stoppedsuddenlybeforegettingin.
“Wait.”Sheturnedherprettyblueeyesonhim.“TheWildLovedatabase.Hemademecopyitforhim,
butIhiditunderthefrontseatofthecar.Iwastryingtofighthim,but…”Sheseemedfrustratedthat
somehowshehadn’tbeenabletothwartashifter-haterandsavelegionsofshiftersallonherown.Even
thoughshe’dnearlydoneso.
Hecouldn’thelptouchinghercheek,gently,justonce.“Ofcourse,youdid.”HelookedtoOwen,who
hadgottenoutofthecarsoonenoughtohear.“Owen?”
“Onit,”hesaid,thenturnedtotrotbacktowherethebomber’scarwasparked.
“Hewasalsorecordingthewhole…thewholethinghehadplanned,”Emilysaid,hervoicewavering
andsomeoftheshakingcomingback.
Noah’schestsqueezedtight.“Herecordedit?”Notonlywasthebastardplanningtorapeher,buthe
wasfilmingit?Noahhadanurgentneedtokillhimalloveragain.
Emilynoddedfervently.“Onthelaptop.Delayedbroadcast.Noah…”Shegrabbedhisarm.“It
probablyrecordedwhatyoudid.”
Hejuststaredatherforamoment,amazed:shewasworriedabouthim.
NoahturnedtowhereOwen’sformwasjustabouttodisappearintothemotelroom.“Owen!”he
called.“Grabthatlaptop!”
Owenwavedandwentinside.
Noahturnedbacktoherandsmiled.“Youjustsavedmeawholelotoftrouble.”
Shefrowned.“I’mprettysureIcausedyoumorethanenoughtroublebeforethat.”
Hejustshookhishead.Andhecouldn’tresistbringingherinforahug,notleastbecauseshestillhad
sometrembleinher.
“YouhavenoideahowgladIamtoseeyouinonepiece,”hewhisperedintoherhair.Thenheforced
himselftolethergo.Hegesturedtothecar.“Comeon.Let’sgetyououtofhere.”
Shenoddedandclimbedintothebackseatofhiscar.
Noahignoredhisbrother’ssteely-eyedlooksandclimbedinafterher.
Therewouldbetimeforalltheexplanationslater.
Emilyhadnevereatensomuchinherlife.
“Here,takeanotherpancake.”ThatwasMamaRiver,thematriarchoftheRiverpackfamily,pushing
yetanotherfluffy,buttermilksliceofheavenonher.She’dalreadyhadfive.
“They’reamazing,Mrs.River,seriously,”Emilysaid.“BestpancakesI’veeverhad.ButIthinkI
mightburst.”
ThegracefulsmileonMamaRiver’sfacewasmoresatisfactionthanflatteredbyhercompliment.
Noahhurriedintotheroomandcasedthesituationwithaquicklook.“MamaRiver,whatareyou
doing?”Helookedveryconcerned.
MamaRiverwasn’thismother,butsheapparentlyhoveredovereveryoneattheRiverpacksafehouse
liketheywereheradoptedchildren.ShegaveNoahachidingscowl.“Tryingtomakesurethisgirlis
properlyfed.”
Noahscowledrightback.“Ijustaskedyoutowatchoverherforaminute,notforcefeedher.”Hehad
disappearedto“takecareofsomething”forabouttenminutes,butotherthanthatbriefabsence,hehad
stuckfastbyEmily’ssideeveryminuteofthelastcouplehours.Afterhehadpluckedherfromahorrible
fateatthehandsofthebomber,theyhadquicklyleftthemotelanddrivenupintothebeautifulmountains
outsideSeattle,finallyendinguphere,attheRiverfamilyestate.Theshockfromthetraumaticeventsof
themorningwasstartingtowearoff,onlytobereplacedwiththeshockofbeinginasprawlingranch
filledwithshifters.Theyweremostlymen,andalloutrageouslygorgeous.Itbefuddledhersenses,being
surroundedbysomanyinsanelyhotwolves,especiallyfamousonesshe’donlypreviouslyreadaboutin
thepapers.AndnowshewasstuffedwithpancakesandeasyacceptancefromMamaRiveraswell.
Thepasttwenty-fourhourswereeasilytheworstandbestofEmily’slife.
“Haveyouactuallylookedatthisgirl?”MamaRiverprotested,herireseemingtorisewithNoah’s
objections.“She’saswhiteasaghostandprobablystillinshock.Sheneedsaproperfeeding.”
Emilyheldupahandtostopthem.Shedidn’twanttobethesourceofanytrouble.“MamaRiver’s
right.Ineededit.”Emilymadeashowofrisingupfromthetable.“Butanymore,andyou’regoingto
havetocarrymehome,Noah.”
Theexpressiononhisfacewasn’tquiteasmile—morelikeamischievoushunger—anditsentathrill
throughher.She’dcaughthimlookingatherlikethateversincehe’drescuedherfromthebomber,and
everytimeitremindedherofthepassionthey’dsharedjustthenightbefore.Itsentheatcoursingtoher
ladyparts,whichwereachingformoreofhim.Butthathadtobeovernow…right?Evenwitheverything
thathadhappened,hewasstill…magical.Evenifshewasn’tsureexactlywhatflavorofmagicNoah
possessedanymore.
Andshewasstilljustahuman.
“Iwouldlovetocarryyoutoyourroom,Ms.Jones,”Noahsaid,hisnot-smilegettingevenmore
mischievous.
“Myroom?”sheasked,frowningandthrowingaglanceatMamaRiver.
“Ah,well,”MamaRiversighed.“It’sagoodthingIfueledyouup,mydear.”Sherosefromthetable
andstartedgatheringupthedishes.
Emilyhadnoideawhatshemeant.“I’mfine,really,Noah.Icangobacktothecitynow,Ijustneeda
ride—”
“Absolutelynot.”Noahsteppedcloser,tookherbytheelbow,andusheredheroutofthekitchen.
“Theextrapancakeswillbeinthefridge!”MamaRivercalledafterthem.
“Ireallydon’tneedaroom,”EmilyprotestedasNoahledherthroughthegreatroomoftheestateand
towardthestairsbythefrontdoor.“Idon’twanttoinconvenienceanyone.”
“Theverylastthingyouareisaninconvenience,”hesaidquietlyinherear.
Therewereseveralshiftersgatheredinthegreatroom,andtheirstaresfollowedEmilyandNoah
acrosstheroom.Herrescuers,DanielandOwen,wereamongthem,butalsotheRiverbrothers,Jaxson,
Jace,andJared.Toaone,theywereallridiculouslysexy,eachintheirownway.Withthemalltogether,
EmilycouldseehowNoah,evenwithhisripplingshiftermusclesandbroadshoulders,wasstillthe
fresh-facedbabyofthebunch.
Beinginthepresenceofallthatmalehotnesshadherheadswimming.
Noahmadeaverysoftsoundthatwasalmostagrowl,andhisgriponherelbowtightenedalittleas
hedirectedherupthestairs.“I’vegotaroomreadyforyou,”hesaidquietly,buthisvoicedefinitely
carriedoverthehushoftheroom.“Youcanstayaslongasyoulike,butyoureallydoneedtostayfora
dayortwo,atleastuntilwe’resureit’sokayforyoutoreturntothecity.Nottomentiontheoffice.”By
thetimehefinishedspeaking,they’dmadeittothetopofthestairs,andoutofviewoftheironlookers
below.Noahstoppedherintheemptyhallway.“Pleasedon’tfightmeonthis,Emily,”hesaidevenmore
quietly.“Pleasesayyou’llstay,atleastforalittlewhile.”Hewasbeseechingherwithhiseyesasifhe
thoughtshemightactuallysayno.
“Ofcourse,”shesaid.“Ifyou’resureit’snotrouble.”
Hepulledbackalittle.“Yourroomisthisway.”Hishandwasbackonherelbowashedirectedher
downthehall.Heseemedtobedoingthatalotsincetheyleftthemotel,touchingherelboworherfaceor
thesmallofherback,stayingphysicallyclosetoherlikehewasreassuringhimselfthatshewasstill
there.Shehadtoreassureherself,too,everyonceinawhile,stoppingforamomenttoactuallylook
aroundandacknowledgethatshe’dsurvived.Shehadbeensoreadytodie,itwasstillashocktoherthat
shehadn’t.
AndshehadyettoproperlythankNoahforsavingherlife.
Whenheswungopenthedoortoherroom,shewasutterlycharmedbyit.Theentireestatewas
decoratedinaveryrusticstyle—rough-hewnlogwalls,sturdyfurniturethatseemedcarvedfromthe
forestsurroundingit,andwarmcolorsoforangeandbrownandaclearwhitethatmadeeverythingfeel
cozyyetelegant.Herroomhadaslightlyfemininetouchwithasnow-whitecomforterandsmalllace
trimmingsonthecurtains,butotherwise,ithadthatsamehome-spunfeelastherestofthehouse.
SheturnedtofaceNoahjustasheclosedthedoorbehindhim.
“Emily,”hebegan,“Iwantedtotellyousomething—”
Shecuthimoffbysteppingforwardandslidingherhandsuparoundhisneck.“AndIwantedtotell
yousomething,too.”Butinsteadofsayingherthankyou,shelifteduponhertip-toestoreachhislipsand
kisshim.Shehadplannedtojustgivehimalightkissonthelips,thenpullbackandtellhimhow
amazinglygratefulshewastohavehiminherlife,evenifforjustashorttime,butonceshewasthere…
Noah’shandsfoundherbackandpressedherbodyagainsthisrock-hardchest.Shecouldn’thelpmelting
againsthimashislipsconsumedhers,histongueprobinggentlyintohermouth,thenmoreurgentlyasshe
openedforhimandkissedhimback.Hishandsbunchedinherhairandpressedhercloser,andsuddenly
herheartwasracing,wantingmorethanitshouldfromhim.
Afteramoment,hebrokethekiss,breathinghardandnotgoingfarfromherlips.“Ilikeyour
somethingmuchbetterthanmine,”hesaid,breathlessly.
Sheswallowed,tryingtocatchherbreath,buthewasstillholdinghersointimately,itwas
impossible.“Ijustwantedtothankyouforsavingmylife.”
“Oh,”hesaid.“Right.”Hisholdonherloosened,andsheinstantlymissedit.Thenhetouchedher
again,justafingerrunningalongherhairandtuckingitbehindherear.“Ijustcan’thelpmyselfaround
you,Em.Andwithalltheseothershiftersstaringatyou…Itoldyoubefore,youbringoutmyalpha.AndI
can’thelpwantingyoualltomyself.”
Herheartswelledwiththat,anditthreatenedtobreakher.Didn’theknowtheeffectthosewords
wouldhaveonher?“Youriskedyourlifetosavemine.YoucameformewhenIthoughteverythingwas
lost.Noah,there’sonlyonewolfinthishouseIcouldeverwanttobewith.”
Heclosedhiseyesbriefly,likeherwordswerecausinghimpain,whichshedidn’tunderstandatall.
Shetouchedherfingerstohischeek,andheopenedhiseyesagain.
“ExceptI’mnotawolf,amI?”hewhispered.
Shefrowned.“Tellmeaboutwhathappenedbackthere.Inthemotelroom.”
Henoddedandsteppedback,butdidn’tgofar.Heledherovertothebed,andtheysatdowntogether.
Itseemedtotakeamomentforhimtofindtherightwords.
“Mybiologicalgrandfatherwasawhitewolf,”hesaid,notmeetinghergaze.“It’sthefamilyscandal
becausehewasthebetaofmygrandfather’spack,andhewassleepingwiththealpha’smate.”
Emilyleanedback.“Ithoughtmateshadamagicalbond…”Sheswallowed.Waseverythingsheknew
aboutshifterswrong?“Doesn’tthematingbondpreventthat?”
Heliftedhisgazetomeethers.“Normally,yes.Themagicinthematingbondtiesthematedwolves
togetherforlife,andgenerallyspeaking,nothingcaninterferewiththat.Butmybiologicalgrandfather,the
whitewolf,wasn’tawolfatall.Hewasawitch.Andapparentlyhismagicwassopowerful,hecould
defeatthematingbond,stealmygrandfather’smate,andimpregnateherwithhischild…allwithoutthe
alphaknowing.”Noahgrittedhisteethforamoment.“Hewasarealstand-upguy.Soyoucanunderstand
whybeingrelatedtohimisn’texactlysomethingIwashappytodiscover.”
Emilyshookherhead,confused.“Youdidn’talwaysknowthis?”
“No.”Noahsighed.“Beforetheexperiments,Ithoughttheonlyassholeinmylineagewasmyown
father.Iwasanordinaryshifter—mywolfwasbrown-coatedwithnormalclawsandnoinsanemagical
powers.Buttheserumstriggeredsomethinginme,broughtoutsomekindofrecessiveside.The
experimentswerewhatturnedmeintoawhitewolfandexposedwhoIreallyam.”Hetookabreath.
“Andasyousawthismorning,I’vegotthis…magic…insideme.Mywhitewolfisn’tawolfatall.I’ma
witch,Emily.”Heseemedhorriblydistraughtbythis,asifitwastheworstthingthatcouldpossibly
happentohim…whichcompletelyperplexedher.
“Andthisisbad?”sheaskedgently.
“Yes,thisisbad,”hesaid,angry,butitwasn’tdirectedather,notreally.“Mybrotherishorrified—I
haven’teventalkedaboutitwithhimyet.Thepackdoesn’tknowwhattodowithme.AndI’mprettysure
IjustpermanentlyfreakedouteverywolfIknow.”Hehesitated,andthenhisvoicesoftened.“AndI’ll
understandifyoudon’twantanythingtodowithmenow.I’mnotthewolfyouthoughtIwas.”
Shepeeredathim,amazed,andwonderingifhewasreallyseriouswiththis.“You’renotthewolfI
thoughtyouwere?”
“Iknowyouthoughtallwolvesweresomethingspecial—”
“You’rekiddingme,right?”Nowshewasangry…andathim,althoughnotreally.Justatthissilly
partofhimthatthoughtthisamazingabilitywassomethingtobeashamedof.
Helookedconfused.“No,I’mnotkidding—”
“Allright,youneedtoshutuprightnowandlistentome.”Shescowledathimtolethimknowshe
wasserious.
Hepressedhislipstogetherandjustlookedatherlikeshewascrazy.Whichsheprobablywas,but
thatwasbesidethepoint.Shewasnotgoingtolethimthinkhewasanythinglessthanmagnificentinher
eyes.
EmilygotuponherkneesonthebedandheldNoah’scheeksgentlyinherhandssoshecouldstare
straightintohiseyes.“NoahWilding,youarethemostamazingandbravemanIhaveevermet.Youare
selflessandgood.Idon’tcarewhoyourgrandfatherwasorwhathedid.Idon’tcarewhatkindof
magicalcreatureyouare,althoughfortherecord,yourwhitewolfformisbrilliantandgorgeous,andI
thinkyou’reentirelywolfinallthewaysthatcount.Andyourhumanformissoinsanelyhot,Icanbarely
keepmyhandsoffyou.Ifyou’vegotsomemagicalpowerbeyondthat—thisabilitytoshootfreakingblue
firefromyourfingertips—theonlythingIneedtoknowisthatyouusedyourmagictosavemefromthe
worstthingthat’severhappenedtome.Andthatincludeswhenmyunclerapedmefiveyearsago.”Tears
werewellingupinhereyes,andrawemotionwassweepingthroughherattheexpressiononNoah’sface
—amixtureofaweandwonderthatmadeherwanttoweep—butshepressedon.Becauseshehadtoget
italloutbeforeshedissolvedintoapuddleoftears.“You’reeverythingIthoughtwolveswouldbeand
somuchmore.Andyou’vechangedmylife,justasIknewyouwould.”
Noahreachedforherandpulledherintothesweetest,mosttenderkissshe’deverfelt.“Emily,Iwant
yousobadly,Icanhardlystandit.”
Tearsthreatenedtoleakfromhereyeswiththosewords.“Ifyoudon’tmakelovetomerightnow,I
thinkImightactuallycry.”
Hepulledherdownintohislapandkissedheragainandagain.Hishandsheldhertight,likehe
thoughtshemightaccidentallyslipaway.
Thenhepulledbackandgentlytouchedhisforeheadtohers,closinghiseyesashespoke.“Onceisn’t
enoughforme.Ortwice.Iwantyouforever,Em.”
Herbreathcaughtinherthroat,andshestruggledtospeak.“Forever?”
Heopenedhiseyes,andtheywereblazingather.“Iwanttoclaimyouformyown.Foralways.It’s
entirelyselfish,butIcan’tstandthethoughtofanyoneelsehavingyou.Ican’tstandtheideaofnothaving
youalwaysinmylife.”
“ButI…”Hermindwasreeling.Heknewshewashuman.Whatwashesaying?“Youdeserve
someonewho’sashifter.Atruemate.Imean,Ididn’tthinkhumansandwolvescouldeven…”Sheran
outofwordsbecausethepossibilitywasblankingoutallherthoughts.
Hetouchedhercheek.“Theycan.Andtheydo.ButIshouldn’taskthisofyou.It’snotfair.Themagic
wouldonlybeoneway—mymagicinyourblood,bindingyoutome.Youdon’thavethemagictomake
thebondworkbothways.Ishouldn’taskyoutoevenconsiderit,butI’mjuststupidluckytohavefound
someoneasamazingasyou,andIcan’tletyougowithoutatleasttrying.There’snowomanonthisearthI
wantmore,Emily.Ifwemated,youwouldalwaysbemagicallyboundtome.AllIcanofferinreturnis
mypromisetohonorthatbondanddoeverythinginmypowertoloveyouandkeepyousafeallthedays
ofmylife.”
“Youreally…”Shewasentirelychokedup.“Youreallywantthis?Withme?”
“God,yes…ifyou’llhaveme.”Hiseyeswerepleadingwithheragain.
Shethrewherarmsaroundhim.“Yes.Yes!”
Hegrowledandpulledherintoanotherkiss,pivotingthemdownintothesoftpuffofthecomforterso
thathisdeliciouslyhotbodywasontopofhers.“Sayitagain.”
“Yes!”Shegrinnedupathim.
“Sayyouwantme.”Hiseyeswereblazingagain.
Shetamedhersmileandgavehimadead-seriouslookthatwasequaltothepledgethatwasbursting
inherheart.“Iwanttobeyourmate,NoahWilding.”
Hisgrowlthistimewasdeepinhischestashedoveintokissingher.Hishandswereeverywhereon
her,squeezingandcaressingandpowerfullypossessive,likehewantedtograbholdofeverypartofher
andstakehisclaim.Itturnedheronlikenothingshe’deverfelt.
NoahWildingwantedherforamate.
Theideawasstillricochetingaroundinherhead,causingaweandmayhemwhereverithit.Shehad
noideawhatitreallymeant,anditfeltlikeflingingherselfoffahighcliffintosomeunknownheaven
below,buttherewasabsolutelynowayshewouldsaynotoanyofit.
“Clothes.Off.Now.”Noahgrowledinherearashetuggedathershirtandjeans.
Shehelpedhimslidethemoff.Whenshewasdowntoherpantiesandbra,shegrabbedathisclothes
toinsistheplayfair.Hepulledhisshirtoffforher,butthenhishandswerebusyonheragain.Heshifted
onefingerintoasharpblade,justlikewhenhecutherbindingsfreeinthemotel,onlynowheslicedher
brafreefromherbody.
“Ihopeyouweren’tfondofthatone,”hewhisperedinherearbeforeslidingdowntotakeoneofher
rock-hardnipplesintohismouth.Hisnow-humanhandslidintoherpanties,quicklyfindingthewetness
poolingthere.Hegroaned,andshearchedupfromthebed.Hewasalreadypleasuringhersointensely,
justwiththishotmouthandstrongfingers,thatherbodywasliterallyachingforhim.
Herhandsdugintohishairashekissedalineacrossherbelly,slicingherpantiesfreeanddipping
hisheadbetweenherlegs.“Oh,God,Noah.”Shebuckedintohim,butheheldherhipstothebed,
nudgingherlegsapartandusinghistongueinawaythatwasmakingstarsswarminfrontofhereyes.
Withonehandonhishead,encouraginghim,andtheotherclawingatthecomforter,shecamehardand
fast,rockingagainsthimandtheinsanepleasurehewasgivingher.
Shewasprettysureshewashyperventilating.
Hecameupgrinning.“Didyoulikethat?”
“No,”shegasped,barelyabletobreathe.“Itwasterrible.Pleasedoitagain.Immediately.”
Hechuckled,butitquicklydissolvedintoamoanasheslidhishotbody,skin-on-skinagainsthers.
Hestillhadhisjeanson.
“Pants.Off.Now,”Emilycommanded.
Noahquicklyworkedhiswayoutofthem,springinghiscockfree.She’dseenitbefore,ofcourse,not
tomentionfeltallofhimplungingdeepinsideher,butshewasstillamazedhowmuchthesightofitmade
hermouthwater…andhowmuchshecravedhavinghiminsideheragain.
Noahdidn’twasteanytime.Heslidherupfurtheronthecomforter,liftedoneofherlegsoverhiship,
andthrustinside.Herbackarchedagain,andshecriedoutagainstthesuddenfullnessofhavingallof
him.
“Youaresotight,”hebreathedintoherneck,hisvoicehoarse.Heslidoutandthrustinagain.“Sohot.
MysweetEmily.”Hethrustagainandagain,whisperinghotwordsonherskin,holdinghertightagainst
thepoundingrhythmofhisbodypossessinghers,andmakingsuchsweetlovethatEmily’sheartsoared
witheachmutteredbreath.
Shekeptbuckingagainsthim,meetinghimwitheachthrust.Herpleasuresoaredsohighshewassure
thecrashbackdownwouldshatterher.
Sheclawedathisback.“Noah,”shewhisperedasshecreptcloserandclosertotheedge.“Oh,God,
Noah.Yes!”
“Comeforme,mylove,”hesaid,hisvoicehoarse.Hispacepickedup,andhepoundedharderand
harder.Whenherclimaxfinallytippedovertheedge,itcrashedlikeanavalanche,buryingherinwave
afterwaveofpleasure.Shecriedoutagainandagain,anddugherfingersintohim,holdingonforthe
ride.Eventually,whenthewavessubsided,sheslowedherfranticclawing,butNoahkeptmoving,
slowly,inandout.Hewasstillhardinsideher,stillpleasuringherbyfillingheragainandagain.
“Tellmeyoureallywantme,”hesaid,voicestrained.Hehadpulledbacktopeerintohereyesbut
wasstillslowlythrustinginandout,stokingthepleasureengineinsideherwithaslow,steadythrumming.
Couldn’thetell?“Ireallywantyou.”
“Wecanjustdothis,”hesaid,thrustingalittleharderforemphasis.“Wecanjustmakelove.”
Sheranherhandsoverhisbroadshouldersanduptohisgorgeousface.“Iwantyouforever,Noah
Wilding.”
Hiseyesclosedbriefly,thenopened.“Ihavetobiteyou,Em.Takeyoufrombehindandsinkmyteeth
intoyoursweet,sweetneck.Thenmymagicwillbeinsideyou…forever.You’llbemine.Forever.Are
yousure?”
Sheheldhischeeksashemadelovetoher.“ThisisadreamIdidn’tevendaretohave.Takeme,
Noah.I’malreadyyours.”
Thenhegrowledthatdeep,rumbling,possessivesoundagain,pulledoutfromher,andcommanded,
“Turnover.”
Emily’ssweetbodywasspreadbeforehim.
Noahcouldhardlybelieveshewantedthis—thatshewantedhim—withallsheknewabouthimand
allshe’dbeenthrough.Buthemeanteverywordofhispromise.Ifshewouldhavehim,ifshewouldtake
hisbiteandhislove,hewouldcareforandloveherfortherestofhisdays.Hewasn’tentirelywolf,and
shewasn’twolfatall,butheknewinhisheartthiswaswhattruemateswere—boundbynotjustmagic,
butbylove.
Evenbetter,heknewwhatthebondwouldmeanonherside—thatshewouldalwaysfeelloved,
alwayscaredfor,alwayssafe.Evenifshedidn’thavemagicofherown,hecouldgiveherhismagic,and
thatshewouldcarrywithhereveryminuteofeveryday,envelopingherinaveryrealmanifestationof
thelovehehadforher.
Emilyhadturnedover,justasheasked,andnowshewasperchedonhandsandkneesonthe
comforter,waitingforhimtotakeher.Herentirebodywasflushedwiththetwoorgasmshe’dgivenher
sofar,andhewasdyingtoburyhimselfinheragainandcompletetheact…buthehadtobesure.
Heslidhishandalonghertightlittlebottomandeasedupbehindher.Henudgedherentrancewithhis
cockbutdidn’tpushinside.
Shepeeredbackathim.“Noah,”shesaid,slightlybreathless.“ForGod’ssake,don’tteaseme.”
“Itmighthurtalittle,”hewarned.Heknewthebitemightsting.Forwolves,theyhealedquickly,soit
wasn’taconcern.Forasoft,delicioushumanlikeEmily,thewoundmightbemoresevere.
Shereachedbacktograbhishand,theonecuppingherbottom,andthenpushedherrearendbackon
him,nearlydrawinghiscockinsideher.“Thenyouhadbettermakeitfeelgoodfirst.”
God,whenshesaidthingslikethat…thepossessivegrowlofhisbeastrumbleddeepinhischest.
Hegrabbedholdofherhipsandthrustinside.Shegaspedinawaythatcoursedsatisfactionthroughhim.
Shewassoinsanelytight—heknewshewasn’tusedtohavinghiminside,notreally,notyet—andit
nearlydrovehimmadwitheachstroke.Thesmallwhimperscomingfromheronlymadehimpound
harder,rampingupboththeirpleasure.Heslidahandaroundtorubhersweetspot,thatsensitivenubthat
wasalreadyinflamedfromherfirsttwoorgasms.Hewantedthisonetobethebest,theultimate,theone
thatshewouldalwaysrememberasthebeginningoftheirlivestogether.Forwolves,thematingclimax
wasthebesttheywouldeverexperience,amagic-chargedsexualreleasethatwaslikenothingelseinthe
world.Forhim,itwouldstillbethat.Atleast,hethoughtso.Forher,hewasn’tsosure.
Andthebite…hefiguredshewouldfeelthebondinstantly,ashewould,oncethemagicenteredher
bloodstream.Maybethatbondwouldpushherclimaxevenhigher,evenwithoutthenormalsubmission
bondthatwolvesformedbeforemating.Andevenwithouthavingherownmagicinherblood—she
wouldhavehis,andmaybethatwouldbeenough.
Hecouldfeelhisownorgasmbuilding,acoilthatrampedtighterwitheachthrust.Heleanedforward
overherbeautifulbody,stillthrusting,tryingtoholdback,tryingtokeepfromcomingbeforeher,waiting
untiltheywerebothreadyforthisbondthatcouldneverbebroken.Hesweptherblondehairfromwhere
itspilledoverhershoulder.Hersmallmoansweredrivinghimcrazy,alongwiththequiveringofher
musclesclenchinghim.Soclose…hismouthwatered,justasithadfromtheveryfirsttimehesawher,
andhisfangscameout.Hebentdowntobrushthemagainsthertenderskin.Onehandheldheragainstthe
pounding—hewasstillclaimingherwithhiscock,pushingthembothhigher,righttothepeak—andjust
ashermoansturnedtoshrieksandherbodyclenchedaroundhim,hesankhisfangsintoherflesh.
Shescreamed,butitwaspleasuretakingflightfromherbodyonwavesofsound.Heclampedhis
moutharoundher,sealingthebite,andallowinghismagictoflowintothewound.Hepumpedheragain
andagain,hiscockdrivinghomethemating,andsuddenlyhisreleasesweptoverhim,drowninghimina
tsunamiofpleasurethatjoinedhimwithher,bodyandsoul.Asherodethatwave,hecouldfeelhismagic
drainingintoher,andsuddenlyitwasasiftheyweretrulyonebody,onebeing,writhinginpleasureand
awashinmagicalenergy.Itpermeatedeveryfiberofhisbeing.Hewasn’tjustconnectedtoherthrough
hiscockandhisbite,butthroughtheinvisiblethreadsofmagicthatwouldforevermorebindthem
together.
Itliftedhimanddrainedhimatthesametime.Pleasureandemptying.
Hecouldsensewhenitwascomplete,whenthemagictookholdandcemented.
Hereleasedherfromhisbitewithagasp,thenpulledtherestofthewayfromherandcollapsedon
thebed.Shewobbled,seemingweakfromitaswell.Hepulledherdowntohim,tuckingheragainsthis
chestandcurlingaroundhersmallform.Hekissedatthepuncturewounds,givingthemsmalllicksthathe
hopedmightgivesomemeasureoffasterhealing.Tohisamazement,itworked,andtheredspotshealed
almostinstantly.
“Areyouallright,mylove?”heasked,windedanduplifted.Hisheartwassomewhereintheclouds,
andhisbodywasheavywithpleasureonthebed.
“OhmyGod.”Hervoicewasasbreathlessashis.
“Isthatayes?”Healmostcouldn’tlaugh,hisbodytoorepletewithpleasureandtoobuzzedoutto
sustainthatkindofmotion…buthemanagedasmallhuffthatshookthemboth.
“Ifeelit,”shewhisperedinavoicefilledwithawe.
“Mymagic.It’sinsideyounow.”Hewasshockedathowpossessivethatfelt.Hismagic.Forever
insideher.Shebelongedtohim,withhim,besidehim.Always.Thewashofprideandjoythatsweptover
himlefthimunabletosayanymore.
Shecurledandturnedinhisarmstofacehim,eyeswideasshepeeredupathim.“Itfeelslike
burning,butitdoesn’thurt.”
“I’msoglad.”Hetouchedhercheekwithhisfingertips.“Iwasafraiditmight.”
Sheshookherhead.“Icanfeelit.Icanfeelyou.It’slike…”Shepressedherhandsflatagainsthis
chest.“It’slikeIhaveasmallpieceofyourwolfinsideme.Andit’stiedbyinvisiblethreadstoyour…
wolf?Yourinnerwitch?Ican’ttell.Butitfeels…powerful.”
Hesmiledwide.Helovedhersmartmind,howshewasalreadyinlovewiththematingbond,
analyzingit,examiningit,tryingtounderstandit.
“Idon’tknowifI’mawolforawitchoralittlebitofboth.”Hecuppedhercheek.“ButEmilyJones,
you’vejustnowmademethehappiestmanonearth.”
Hereyesshoneatthat,andhecouldfeeltheprideofitdancingonthemagicalthreadsthatboundthem
together.Thenherfacewentsolemn.“Ifeel…likeit’sgrowing.”
Hekissedhersoftly.“Itwilltakesometimeforthemagictoworkthroughallofyourblood.To
permeateeverycellofyourbody.Thebondwilljustgrowstrongerwithtime.Andwithrepeated
matings.”
Hereyeswentwide.“Wegettodothatagain?”
Hegrinned.“Ohyes.Againandagainandagain…untilyoutellmeyou’vehadenough.”
Shesmiled.“Thatmighttakeawhile.”
“Ihopeittakesforever.”Thesmileonhisfacefadedashersgrewseriousagain.“Whatisit?”he
asked,concerned.
Sheshookherhead.“Itjustfeelslike…likethewolfpartofyouthat’sinsidemekeeps…growing.
Likeit’sfillingmeup.”
Hefrowned,notsureifthatwasnormalornot.“Doesithurt?”
“No.Itfeels…amazing.”Shegavehimatentativesmile,andherelaxed.
“Ishouldhaveaskedsomeoneaboutthis,”hesaid,asmallfrownmarringhisjoyinthis.“Ishould
havefiguredoutwhatthesymptomswereforahuman.Ishouldn’thave—”
Shepressedherfingertohislips,stoppinghim.“Youarenoordinarywolf,NoahWilding.Nomatter
whatanyoneelsesaid,itwouldbedifferentforyou.Forus.”
“Forus.”Hegrinned.“Ilikethesoundofthat.”
“Youbettergetusedtoit.”Hersmilewasimpishforamomentbeforefadingagain.Thenshe
frowned.“Ifeelwarm.Likethatburningisgrowingstronger…andfuller…”Hereyesunfocused,and
suddenlyshewaspushingawayfromhimonthebed.
“Emily?”Hisvoicehikedupinalarm.
Sheheldherhandsup,keepinghimback.“I’mokay.I’m—”Thenhereyeswentwide,andhisheart
leapedintohisthroat.
Then,beforehisveryeyes,sheshifted.
Hejolteduprightonthebedandstared,mouthhangingopen.
Emilyhadshiftedintoawhitewolf.
“HolymotherofGod,”hewhispered.
Herbeautifulblueeyeswerewidewithsurprise…andmaybefear.Hecouldn’ttell,butthebond
betweenthemsuddenlymagnifiedten-fold.Inablink,heshiftedaswell,asifcalledbyherwolftobein
thatformtogether.
OhmyGod,Emily!Hisshockedthoughtssailedovertoher.
I’mawolf.I.Am.A.Wolf!Hergazeflittedalloverhernewbody,downtoherpaws,backtohertail,
alonghersnowy-whiteflank.Shehoppeduponallfoursanddidalittledance,turningaroundinplaceon
thebed.Thenshestoppedandlungedforhim,rubbinghermuzzlealloverhisinasloppykindofwolfish
kiss.
Hewasstilltoostunnedtoreact,butitwasslowlydawningonhim:shewashappy.
Andthatwasallthatmatteredtohim.
Holy-freaking-awesome,Noah!Howdidyoudothis?Herthoughtswerescatteredandrunninga
millionmilesanhour,butthatmuchcamethroughcoherently.
Idon’tknow,heresponded.Andthatwastheflattruth.Hehadnoidea.
OhmyGod,I’mreadingyourTHOUGHTS!Shewassogiddywiththisthathecouldn’thelpbutfeel
thejoyofit.
Hesmiled.That’showitworkswhenyou’reawolf.
Shesatbackonherhaunchesagainandstaredathim,open-mouthed.It’sbecauseyou’reawitch.
Yourwitchsidedidthis.
Hecockedhishead.That’spossible.Ihonestlyhavenoidea.Ijustwished…Heheldoffonsending
therestofthatthought.
Wishedforwhat?Herbrightblueeyeswereintenseonhim.
Thatyouwouldexperienceallofit,allofthebond,hefinished.Therewasnopointinkeeping
anythingfromher.Infact,heneverwantedtokeepanythingfromhereveragain.
Shenoddedherhead,thenblinkedandshookit,probablystillnotusedtothefeelingofherwolfform.
Youwishedthisforme…anditcametrue.Hereyeswerewideagain.AndnowIcan…Shestopped
mid-thoughtandsprunguptoherpawsagain.
Hewatchedasshestretchedherfrontpawsforward,raisedherrumpintheair,tuckedhertailand
thenfinallyherhead.
Thesubmissionpose.
Themagicofithithimlikeablastofmegawattsunshine.Theforceofthatblastpushedhimupinto
thealphaposition,tailerect,earspointedforward,standingtallonthebedbeforeher.
Rise,mylove.Thewordscameautomaticallytohismind,butitwaswhirlinginutteramazement.Her
submissionchargedhim,elatedhim,andnotchedintoplacethecompletionofthebondbetweenthem.
Theywerefullymatednow.
Hismouthhungopeninsurpriseagain.
Shiftforme!hecommanded,andinaninstant,theywerenakedtogetheronthebedintheirhuman
formsagain.NoahgrabbedholdofEmily’sshoulders.He’dneverseenhersmilesohard,andhissmile
wasthreateningtobreakhisface.
“Ican’tbelieve…”Noahfumbledforwords.“Doyouunderstandthis,Em?We’retrulymatednow.”
Hegapedatherforamoment,thensaid,“Pleasetellmeyouwantedthis.”
Shegavehimalooklikehewascrazy.“PleasetellmeI’mnotdreamingthis.Becausethisistotallya
dream.Thishastobeadream.”
Hegrinnedandpulledherdownonthebedwithhim,hersmallformagorgeousweightonhischest.
“Ifthisisadream,Idon’twanttoeverwakeup.”
Thenhekissedheragainandagain.Hehadnoideahowanyofitwaspossible,orhowhewould
explainittohisbrotherandsisterandpack,buthewasn’tabouttoquestionanyofit.Hehadthewoman
helovedinhisarms,shewasfullyandcompletelyhismate,andhewasmakingherdreamscometrue.
Hetrulycouldn’taskforanythingmore.
Emilyfeltlikeafishinafishbowl…onlyshewassurroundedbyapackofastonishedanddisbelieving
wolves.Noahhadexplainedthattheywerematednow—trulymated,sinceshewasnowawolf—andit
wasgoingoverliketickinghandgrenade.
Hissister,Piper,wasthefirsttospeak.“Youturnedherintoawolf.”Therecouldn’tbeanymore
skepticisminhervoice.“Usingyourmagicalpowersasawitch.”
ShelookedtoDaniel,theirbrother,buthewasstaringinwide-eyedhorroratNoah.Emilywaspretty
surehe’dalreadyfiguredoutalltheimplications,includingthatDanielandPipercouldbothbepart-
witchaswell.
“Well,he’scertainlygotstreetcredasawitch,”Owensaid,wryly.Hewashangingoutattheedgeof
thegreatroom,nexttothefrontdoor.NoahhadhisarmaroundEmily—hepulledhercloserasthesilence
fellevenheavieraroundthem.ThethreeRiverbrothersweregatheredalongwithseveralothersfrom
theirpack.MamaRiverstoodbythekitchendoor,quietlyobserving,butnotsayinganything.
Noonewassayinganything.
Jaxsonspokeupnext.“Well,mymateisahalf-witch.Maybethetwoofyoucanstartaclub.”Hegave
Noahasmallsmileandanod,andEmilysupposedthatshouldbeenough—hewasthealphaofthe
RiverwisepackwhereNoahworked,afterall.
“Thatworksforme,”Jaredannounced.“Hey,Mama,what’sforlunch?”Hesaunteredtowardthe
kitchen,andthatseemedtofinallybreakthetension.
JacestrodeforwardandclaspedhandswithNoah.HiseyestwinkledasheglancedatEmily.“Ican’t
waittoseethiswolfofyours,Ms.Jones.Later,maybe.Afterthehoneymoon.”Hesmirked,shookNoah’s
handagain,thenstrodeafterhisolderbrother,Jared,tothekitchen.
Jaxsonwasbusyusheringpeopleoutofthegreatroomaswell,saying,“Show’sover,folks.Move
along.”
Itwasarelief,butPiperwasstillstaringatherlikeshewassomekindofcreaturethatcrawledoutof
theblacklagoon,andDanielwasstaringoffintospace.Owenstayedbythedoor,silent,watchingand
apparentlywaitingforDanieltocomeoutofhisfugue.
“MaybeIshould…?”Emilygesturedupthestairs.Shewasmorethanwillingtoleavethemaloneto
discusstheirfamilymatters.
“No,”Noahsaidsoftly.“You’remyfamilynow.”
Thatmadeherglowfromtheverycenterofherbeing.Shestayedtuckedunderhisarm.
Danielstilllookeddazed.“Whatdoesthismean?”heasked.Emilywasn’tsurewhoitwasdirected
at,butshewasn’tabouttoofferupanexplanation.
“Idon’tunderstandallofit,”Noahsaidquietly,sotheirvoiceswouldn’tcarryoverthenoiseofthe
still-retreatingshiftercrowd.“AllIknowisthatDadwasanasshole,soit’snothardtoguessthathisbio-
dadwasaswell.Butwemakeourownpaths,man.I’mnotgoingtobelikeeitheroneofthem.”
“Well,ofcourse,you’renot,”Pipersaid,irritationplainonherface.“You’remykidbrother,which
meansyouclearlyhaveawesomestampedinyourDNA.”ShewavedvaguelyatNoah’sbody.“Whatever
thatDNAisthesedays.”
“Thanksalot.”ButNoahwasgrinningagain,andthatwashedreliefthroughEmily.
“So,atanymoment,Icouldturnintoawitch.”Daniel’shundred-yardstarehadfinallycomebackto
thesafehouse…anditwasdrillingintohisbrother.
Noahrubbedthebackofhisneck.“Look,Idon’tknow.Youwereonlyinthecagesforwhat,aday?
Didtheyinjectanythingimportantintoyou?Anyserums?”EmilyknewDanielhadbeencapturedbriefly
inhisattemptstorescueCassie,oneofhiscousinsinthesprawlingWildingfamilypacks.Cassiewasjust
akid,youngersisterofTerraWilding,theSeattleartist.
Danielfrowned.“Iwouldn’tknow.Iwasunconsciousmostofthetime.Butitwasshort—afewhours
atmost.”Helookedvisiblyfreakedout.
“Thenyou’reprobablyfine.”Noahshrugged.“Whateverhappens,howeveritturnsout,itdoesn’t
matter.We’restillfamily.We'restillpackWe’reinthistogether.”
Danielblinkedandstaredatthefloorforafewmoments.Whenhefinallylookedup,helooked
straightintoNoah’seyes.“I’vebeenaprettyshittybrother,haven’tI?”
EmilycouldseetheemotionflashacrossNoah’sface.“No.Noway.You’vealwaysbeentherewhen
Ineededyou.”
Danielreachedout,andEmilyduckedoutjustintimenottogetcaughtinthemanlyhugbetweenthem.
Shehadtoblinkbackhertears,butPiperwaslettingthemjustdropdownherface.
SheturnedtoEmily.“Hormones.I’mallowedtocry.”ThenshejoinedDanielandNoah,huggingboth
herbrothersatonce.
Emilygrinnedbutsteppedbackandletthemhavetheirspace.Andwipedatthetearsthreateningthe
cornersofhereyes.
Owenwasnoddingandgrinningbythedoor.“Hey,”hesaidsoftlytoher.“Welcometothewolfing
world.”Helookedamusedwithhimself.“I’veneverhadoccasiontosaythatbefore.”
“I’mstillgettingusedtoitmyself.”Butshesmiledwideathim.
Wasshereallypartofthisworldnow?Thislooseassociationofshiftersandfamilyandfriendsand
pack?Shewouldfeellost,except…inthestrangestofways,itfeltlikecominghome.Herownfamily
hadneverbeenthereforher,notwhenshereallyneededit.She’dalwaysbeenalonewolfinahuman
sortofway.Andnow,allofsudden,shewasmatedandacceptedinaworldshehadonlyfantasized
about.
Definitelythebestdayofherlife.
Daniel,Piper,andNoahfinallybrokeaparttheirhugwithtearyfaces,mostlyonPiper,and
embarrassedlooks,mostlyonDaniel.
“So,what’sourstatuswiththisdamnthreatagainstWildLove?”Noahasked.Hewasdirectingitat
Owenaswell.EmilyfiguredheandDanielmusthavebeenworkingwiththerestofRiverwiseto
straightenoutthemessthey’dleftbehind—withtheWildLoveofficeblownupandnothingbutashleftof
theirbestleadonthehategroup.
“Well,we’vestillgotthatfirstbomberlockedupinacottageoutback,”Owensaid.“Withthesecond
bomberturnedtoash,andWildLovedownforthecount,atleastforthemoment,I’dsaywelielowfora
while.Seewhathappens.”
“Imadeabackup,youknow,”Emilypipedup.
Theyallturnedtoher.Sheshrugged.“I’maprogrammer,whatdoyouexpect?Wecouldgetback
onlineprettyquicklywithWildLoveifweneedtohuntdownmorebadguys.”
Noahgrinned.“Whydoesitnotsurprisemethatyou’renotscaredoffbyanyofthis?”
Shetuckedherhandaroundhismusculararm.“Ijustdon’twantanymoreshifterstogethurt.”
“She’sright,”Danielsaid.“Westilldon’tknowiftheseguyswereworkingwiththeWolfHunteror
not.Theycouldhavejustbeenvigilantes.Independents.”
Emilyfrowned.“Maybethisguy,theonewho’sashnow,actuallywastheWolfHunter.”
Noahpulledhercloser.“Whydoyouthinkthat?”
“Well,hehadamask,”shesaid.“Andhewasmakingavideoofhisplanto,well,killme.”
“Youdon’thavetotalkaboutthis,Em.”Noah’sfacewasapictureofconcern.
“It’sfine,”shesaid,wavingitaway.“Mypointisthathesureactedlikehewaspartofsomething
bigger.LikehehadmajorplansforthatdatabaseofshiftershewantedfromWildLove.”
“So,maybeyoujustkilledourbadguy?”PiperaskedNoah.
“Thatsurewouldbenice,”Owensaid.“Won’tknowuntilallthismadnessblowsover,though.”
“Sowelaylow,”Noahsaid.“Justlikeyousuggested.”
“I’llworkwithMarjorieonresurrectingWildLove,”Emilysaid.“IfIknowher,she’salready
spoolingupinvestorstorenovatethebuilding.Butwewon’tgoliveuntilwe’resurethethreatis
contained.”
Noahgaveheranodandasqueeze.“Inthemeantime,maybewecanworkonthathoneymoon.”
“Honeymoon?”sheasked,givinghimtheside-eye.“Don’tyouneedtobemarriedtohaveoneof
those?”
Hiseyesglittered.“Ithoughtyouwouldneverask.”
Hermouthdroppedopen.ThenNoahsmirkedanddroppedtooneknee.“EmilyJones,Idon’thavea
ring,butifyoudon’tmarryme,I’mprobablygoingtobreakdownandcryinfrontofallmyfamily.And
Owen.”
Hermouthwasn’tworking.Itjustfloppedopenandclosedlikeadyingfish.Finally,shemanaged,
“You’rekidding.”
“Notevenalittlebit.”Noahsmiledupather,waiting.
Piperleanedinclosetoher.“It’spartofthatforevermatingthing,honey.Justgowithit.”
“I…um…yes?”Emilysaid,stillflustered.
“Yes?”Noahasked,eyebrowraised.
“Yes,”shesaid,moredefinitively.“Iwilldefinitelymarryyou.Sometime.Inthefuture.WhenIget
overmyshockandhavemymouthfunctioningagain.”
Noahpoppedupfromthefloor.“Deal!Now,let’sseeifthatmouthworks.”Thenhekissedherin
frontofallofthem,andshecompletelyforgottobeflustered.Owenclappedhishands,applaudingthem
behindher,andshewasprettysurePiperandDanielwereribbingtheirbrotherinsomeway,butshe
didn’tcareaboutanyofthat.Allsheknewwasthathermagicaldreamhadjustgottenevenbetter.
Aknockatthedoorinterruptedtheirmake-outfestinthegreatroom,justaseveryonewasstartingto
wanderaway.
“No,please,continue!”Owensaidsarcasticallytothem,wavinghishandswitheffusive
encouragement.“Allowmetogetit.”
Heopenedthedoor.Outsidestoodalargemaninauniform.Apoliceuniform.
AllthehairsonEmily’sarmsroseatonce.
“IsthereaTerraWildingonthepremises?”theofficerasked.EmilypeeredathisSeattlePolice
Departmentbadgeandtheembroiderednameonhisshirtpocket.OfficerGrant.Hewastallandbroad,
takingupmostofthedoorframe,andhiseyeswerechiseledblue.Hislong,darkhairwastiedbackathis
neck,anditwasalmostthesamecolorofmidnightblackashisuniform.
Noahsteppedforward.“What’sthisabout,officer?”
“IwastoldTerraWildingwasresidinghereatthemoment?”OfficerGrant’sexpressionwasstone
cold.
“Toldbywhom?”Danielasked,steppinguptojoinOwenandNoahatthedoor.Thetensionrocketed
throughtheroof.Itwasthethreeshiftermenagainstonehumanpoliceofficer,andifitwereEmilyonthe
receivingendofthosehostilestares,she’dbequakinginhersneakers.
OfficerGrantseemedunfazed.“Bytherecentvideoreleasedthismorning.Bysomeonewhocalls
himselftheWolfHunter—ringanybells?”Hecalmlylookedeachoneofthemintheeye.“Thisaddress
waslistedashercurrentresidence.GiventhebombingattheWildLovebuildingdowntown,thismatter
hasbeenbumpedinpriority.”
“Bumpedinpriority?”Noahscowledathim,andEmilycouldguesswhatwasgoingthroughhismind.
Thepolicewerenofriendsofshifters.Upuntilnow,therehadbeenallkindsofdeaththreatsagainst
wolves,experimentsconductedbythegovernment,hatevideosanddemonstrations…andthepolicehad
prettymuchlookedtheotherway.Allalong,shifterswereconsideredpartofthecriminalunderground,
notregularcitizensthatshouldbeprotected.Moreoftenthannot,goingintopolicecustodyjustendedup
withshiftersbeingfingerprintedforfutureidentificationinthecrimestheymightcommit.
OfficerGrant’srock-hardexpressiongavenoimpressionthatanyofthathadchanged.“Yes,sir,the
bombingmusthavepissedoffsomeoneimportant.Becauseyoushifterlotjustgotbumpeduptoour
numberonepriority.”Hepaused.“AndI’vebeenassignedtoTerraWilding’scase.”
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TableofContents
ChapterOne
ChapterTwo
ChapterThree
ChapterFour
ChapterFive
ChapterSix
ChapterSeven
ChapterEight
ChapterNine
ChapterTen
ChapterEleven
ChapterTwelve
ChapterThirteen
ChapterFourteen
ChapterFifteen
ChapterSixteen
ChapterSeventeen
ChapterEighteen