Strictly Off Limits

(Jade’s College Diaries)

Little Book One

A novella by Crystal D. Spears

Copyright © 2013 by Crystal D. Spears

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All names, work of arts, places are all fictitious and from the imagination of the Author.

This content contains New Adult/Mature acts and/or situations along with language.

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Chapter One

Dear College Diary,

Drinking the Jade Water? WTF

Jade

I scan through my cards biting my lower lip I know this is my downfall, but yet I choose to give
myself away. I look over at him, him being the reason I want to lose. If I lose this card game I will
finally get what I want. And what I want is him. Nate—oh god Nate, he is a God a figment in every
college girls imagination and dreams. Nate is 6'4'' with sandy blonde hair that hangs down into his
eyes and when he runs his hands through it, musing it into his own perfect style it's enough to make
your panties wet. His football stocked frame with his proceeding muscles, his tanned skin and his
baby blues make him the object of eye fucking for many females and maybe even some men. The party
is dwindling down I say dwindling, but really everyone is either passed out or somewhere fucking. I
am not trying to win this card game because I want to tangle with Nate and if I win I don't get to do

that. I am fucking plastered, but Nate made this deal with me before I got hammered he can't back
down now. I can't help but feel as if he wanted this too; he knows I will lose on purpose if it means
getting naked with him. "So—whatcha got good lookin'," Nate asks. His voice a low hum that makes
my panties dampen. I look down at my cards and see I am holding absolutely nothing of worth. Thank
the sex gods! I lay the cards down on the table and reach over to grab the Hennessey pouring us both
another shot. He flicks his perfectly shaped eyebrow up laying his cards out showing a royal flush. I
smirk pushing his shot towards him. "Looks like I finally get what I want," I purr.

I watch as Nate downs his shot slamming the shot glass on the table. "Baby—we both get
what we want," he says while reaching for my hand pulling me onto the card table. "It's about damn
time; I've been chasing this magic stick for two fucking years!" I run my manicured finger across his
lip. "We were freshman Jade; I had to test the waters taste all the different flavors. But—now I want
the flavor Jade,” he murmurs against my lips. Oh god! His tongue grazes my lower lip and I whimper.
He growls slamming his lips hard against mine. The kiss is frantic, hungry— two years of wicked
wanting wrapped up in this forceful kiss. I gasp and Nate takes advantage of my lips parting and when
his tongue wraps around mine I lose all control. I scratch at his back bringing him closer to me which
only fuels his fire. He lays me down on the card table dragging the hem of my summer dress to my
waist. “I wonder if your pussy tastes as good as your kisses,” he growls. This man is skilled his lips
never leave mine and I don’t even realize he is dragging my thongs down until I feel the cold air hit
my lips. “Well, well look at what we have here,” his fingers dance along my “eat me” tattoo above
my pussy. “I lost a bet,” I whisper. “Well since it’s talking to me I guess I should comply,” he
breathes. I don’t have a chance to think or have a comeback. This is what I’ve always wanted Nate.
Nate the guy I met at freshman orientation. Nate the guy who has been my best friend for two years the
womanizing man whore. All thoughts are lost as his tongue glides against my core. “Give me some
help baby,” he brings two fingers to my mouth I don’t hesitate I suck them straight into my mouth. I
didn’t realize he was such a dirty guy. He pumps his fingers in and out of my mouth a few times
before dragging them down to my pussy. As his now wet fingers glide inside he nips my clit
inbetween his teeth and lightly tugs. My eyes roll in the back of my head as he pumps and licks my
core to pieces. My legs begin to shake. “That’s it Jade baby let it go, give it all to me,” his plea
muffled. “Nate—,” I moan. All my senses are gone I feel weightless as I come around his long fingers
and his gorgeous mouth.

“Mmm—just as I imagined you would taste,” Nate licks his fingers. I throw my arm over my
face grinning from the sheer happiness of having an orgasm in months. I hear the wrestling sound of a
condom wrapper opening. Shit we’re going to screw right here! “Baby, prop your legs open on the
table, I need in you right now.” I try to do what the man wants, but my legs feel like jello. Nate
chuckles at me. “Need some help good lookin?” I can do nothing but nod. Where in the hell did my
voice go? I muster all my strength and lift my head up as soon as I feel him lean over me. Holy Shit!
“Umm,” I bite my lip “Nate,” I whisper. “Don’t worry baby I’ll make it fit.” I’m definitely not so sure
about that. FUCK “Okay,” I whisper. He bends my legs at the knee scooting me to the end of the table
slamming into me with no warning. “Shit,” I scream. The bastard didn’t even give me a chance to
adjust to his fucking one eyed monster. “Fuck… I should’ve tasted the Jade water a long time ago,”
he grunts thrusting into me. The burning is intense I feel myself stretching to his width with each
movement. Finally my toes start to curl and the burning subsides. He wraps his arm around my middle
pulling me into a sitting position. “Wrap those beautiful long legs around me Jade baby.” I still have
my heels on so I decide to give the bastard a taste of his own medicine. I dig the stiletto heels into his

bare ass. “Jesus Jade,” he pumps faster inside me. I smirk biting him on the shoulder forcing him to
moan. Thrust after thrust I feel my body quiver and the need for him taking over. Running my hands
through his hair I tightly intertwine my fingers with a few locks and yank. “Jade you’re killing me
here,” his fingers wrap tightly around my neck yanking me back slamming his lips to mine. It’s primal
his tongue whipping around in a frenzied dance with mine. His mouth tastes so good I can’t help but
suck on his tongue forcing him to groan again. “Faster,” I whisper inside his gorgeous mouth. “Baby
— if I go any faster it’s going to be over.” At this point I couldn’t care less. “I’m going to come
faster and harder please,” I beg him. Leaning me back a little further his mouth leaves mine and drops
to my collarbone as he pounds me into oblivion. I dig my heels further into his ass as my inside clamp
down on him. “Shit—,” he grunts. He slams harder into me making me come undone I swear rockets
are launching somewhere. “Yes! Yes, Yes,” I scream out. “Mother fuck,” Nate screams. We both fall
backwards against the card table panting for calmer breath. “I fucking knew it, I knew I needed to
taste the Jade water,” he says while pulling out of me and disposing of the condom. What —that’s all
he has to say? “Thank baby,” he leans down and brushes a kiss across my lips. He bends over
pulling his pants back up never once looking back at me. What the fuck?

Chapter Two

Dear College Diary,

Should have poisoned the Jade water!!!!!

Jade

It’s been three fucking weeks since I screwed Nate. Three long weeks since I’ve talked to
my best friend, he’s done nothing except ignore me at all costs. The lectures we have together he
doesn’t sit near me in fact he makes it a point to sit all the way across the damn room. I should have
poisoned the damn Jade water dammit. He’s even fucking more girls than he was before our little
card table screw. I wouldn’t even care about that if he would just talk to me. I don’t understand what
his problem is and I am sick of it. I need to stop staring at him, but his voice, breath and scent is still
lingering in my damn brain. “Earth to Jade,” I hear next to me. “Huh,” I turn to find Sheila grinning at
me. “What,” I shrug. “What the hell is going on with you and more importantly what is going on with
you and Nate?” Oh god if I only freaking knew. “I slept with him at a party a few weeks back. I’m
seeing know it wasn’t a smart decision on my part.” Her mouth drops open. “You let Nate stick his
disco stick in you,” she deadpans. Ugh!

“Yes and obviously like I said not a smart decision on my part. Ever since it happened the
bastard has been avoiding me like the Black Plague,” I whisper. She bites her lip while frowning.
“Look Sheila I don’t need a lecture I think I learned my lesson pretty well thanks.” I gather my laptop
and my books standing up. “I’m going to go I don’t feel like being here anymore,” I lean down and hug
her. “Party tonight at Omega Frat you’re coming right,” she asks. I should I need to stop sulking. “Sure
I’ll meet you there.” I head towards my dorm. It’s still bothering me though not once has he returned
my texts. Was I a bad screw or what? Just when my thoughts are eating me alive when I make it to my
dorm and throw my things on my desk flipping on the light I hear my phone beep.

Nate: Why did you leave the lecture?

Now he wants to talk what the hell is his deal?

Me: Oh my bad u talking 2 me now?

Minutes go by before he answers back.

Nate: I’m sorry

All I get is a lousy ass I’m sorry? I’m not even going to bother with texting his ass back. I flop down
on my bed deciding it’s best to take a nap before the party tonight. I really don’t want to see him now.
Hopefully Nate will be too busy screwing another whore and won’t be there. It’s not like I’m ugly or
something. The only thing fake on me are my nails. I have shoulder length brunette hair, tanned skin
and a curvy figure. I have hazel eyes I guess those could be kind of boring, a small amount of freckles
on my button nose that most guys love. So what’s his damn deal? I give up if he thinks I’m not good
enough he can go fuck himself.

Waking up from my nap I head to the communal showers, I take extra care shaving I’m most
definitely sleeping with someone tonight. I need to get Nate the male whore out of my head before I go
crazy. I dry completely off before I wrap the towel around me. I don’t want the chill to raise hair
numbs on my freshly shaved legs as I walk back to my dorm room. I have this habit of walking with
my head down which in this case is a bad thing because I run smack into someone and that someone
has a ripped muscled chiseled chest. I trail my eyes upwards as I apologize. “I’m sorry.” The
beautiful chest rumbles with laughter as I trail my eyes upwards. My breath hitches in my throat and
I’m staring into the most intense green eyes with long beautiful eyelashes. “It’s okay gorgeous.” I think
he might have called me gorgeous. “Huh,” I mumble. “You alright,” beautiful chest guy asks. “Oh
right um yeah I guess. I’m sorry I’m clumsy. It’s just—wait a minute you don’t live in this dorm,” I
accuse. I would so remember a guy like this. “Correct, visiting my sister I was out running and thought
I would stop by,” he holds his hands up “I’m not a creeper watching for hot girls coming out of the
communal showers,” he chuckles. “I’m an Omega in fact we’re having a party tonight you should
come.” I stare at this hot guy like a fool. “Uh I was actually getting ready for your party already my
friend Sheila invited me,” I say confidently. “Ah red head Sheila? She’s a firecracker,” he laughs.
“Yes she is,” I start to move around him and he holds out an arm stopping me. “What’s your name?”
Shit how rude of me. “I’m Jade and you are,” I ask. He sticks a hand out for me to shake. “I’m Walker
it’s nice to meet you Jade.” Walker? Where have I heard that name before? Wait! “Walker you mean
Dean Walker? As in Dean Walker President of Omega,” I say as I take a step back. “Ah so gorgeous
girl has heard of me,” he winks. SHIT! I didn’t just trade one guy obsession for another. “Heard of
you? Yeah you could say that. Most popular senior guy on our college campus, sleep with you once
“walk-er on outta there” afterwards Dean Walker. Yes I have most definitely heard of you, now if you
excuse me I need to get ready,” I huff as I push past him. “I’ll see you tonight gorgeous Jade,” Dean
yells.

I decide on a short strapless red dress and black knee high stiletto boots. I spend the most
time curling my shoulder length hair in tight spiral curls. I give myself a deep smoky eye, a little blush
and some killer red lips. Yeah I look hot. As I’m rubbing more lotion on Sheila comes barreling into
our room. “Wow bitch you look fucking awesome! I love your hair like that,” she twirls her fingers
around. “Yeah it took forever,” I say as I finish lathering my coconut lotion on. “Guess who I literally
ran into today while I was leaving the communal showers,” I tease. “Who bitch?”

“Dean fucking Walker, I mean I literally ran into that fine chiseled chest. I almost turned into
a blubbering idiot. Almost,” I point. “You know we’re going to his frats party tonight right?” I roll my
eyes. “Yep Mr. Chiseled himself made that little reminder,” I point out. I squirt on a little coconut

body spray as my phone beeps. I pick it up and roll my eyes at the name.

Nate: I said I’m sorry what else do u want me 2 say?

Me: Fuck off!

Nate: Jesus J! I said I’m sorry u didn’t deserve that

Me: No shit? I should have poisoned the Jade water!!!!

Nate: Jade come on!

Me: Goodbye Nate!

I throw my phone inside my purse. “Okay ready to go when you are,” I gesture towards Sheila. “Who
was that? You had the ugliest look on your face Jade,” she says. “It was Nate the campus whore. I
told him to fuck off, so let’s go and enjoy this party before that ass puts me in a bad mood,” I grab the
door handle.

Chapter Three

Dear College Diary,

Guy I should’ve poisoned meets Mr. Chiseled and it’s another WTF moment!

Jade

The lawn to the Omega house is already crowded with drinkers. Sheila and I both walk into
the house and the smell of liquor is so strong it burns my nostrils. “Shit, I need to start drinking just to
ignore the stench.” I plug my nose. “No shit,” she agrees. The music is popping with some dance
music. “I want a couple shots what about you?” Sheila nods in agreement. We make are way to their
huge communal frat kitchen spotting some Jack. “Looks like we’re drinking a few of Jack,” I nod
towards the bottle. “I have some Hennessey if that’s your preference,” a deep voice rumbles behind
me causing me to jump. I slowly turn around to find “walk-er right outta there” Dean Walker standing
inches away from me. “Yes please,” I squeak out. I look over at Sheila as she mouths “oh my god” I
only shake my head. Dean takes three shot glasses out of the cabinet and grabs a bottle of Hennessey. I
can’t help but watch the muscles flex as he twists the top off and pours each shot. “So—Jade what’s
your last name,” Dean asks as he hands us our shots. “Jade Lynn Allen,” Sheila pipes in. “Sheila
damn he didn’t need to know my middle name,” I shake my head at her. “Well I’m glad you showed
up Jade Lynn Allen and my whole name is Dean Alexander Walker so we’re even now,” he laughs.
We each take two more shots I throw my head back a little as the liquid burns down my throat. The
three of us are laughing and carrying on when I hear my name being called. I tilt my head to the side to
see Nate making his way towards us. Shit! He stalks up to me. “Why the fuck have you been avoiding

me I’ve been texting you for an hour,” he almost yells. I didn’t hear my phone and I didn’t want to talk
to him. “It’s in my purse I didn’t hear it,” he crosses his arms and looks from Dean to me and back to
Dean. “J… I didn’t know you knew Dean “Walk-er on outta there” Walker,” I just shrug. “And I
didn’t know she knew Nate the easy lay Hamilton,” Dean throws back. Is this a pissing match? “So
are you guys going to pee on me next?” Dean laughs at me. “Are you with Nate,” he asks. “Nope, he
was my best friend for two years, but I let him drink the water which I should have just poisoned it
and our friendship went to shit after that,” I spit out. “You two screwed,” Dean asks while eyeing
Nate. “You knew what that meant huh,” I say. “Of course, Sheila would be known as fire water
because of her red hair,” he shrugs. “And I would be,” I dead pan. “Ah you my gorgeous girl would
be holy water,” he whispers sexily. “Holy water, why holy water,” I ask stepping closer to him.
“Because, the angels came down and blessed you with those angel kisses on your nose.” He takes his
long fingers and taps the tip of my nose and that’s all it takes my panties are soaked. “Wow,” I say
breathless.

“Oh come on, Jade you’re not falling for that shit are you,” Nate whines. I just shrug my
shoulders what’s it to him anyways. “Jade I thought you were smarter than this—,” he doesn’t get to
finish his sentence because I whirl around on him so fast. “Yeah maybe, but I should’ve learned that
lesson three weeks ago when you fucked me on the card table and ignored me for three fucking weeks.
So excuse me if I am looking for a little fun it’s none of your damn business,” I yell. “You have no
claim on me, we are nothing you hear me nothing, we’re not even friends anymore. You lost me when
you fucked me and dropped me like you do your little whores,” I push him. “I wasn’t looking for
commitment, but I didn’t expect to lose one of my best friends in the process either,” I turn around and
pour me another shot downing it. “Jade—baby I said I’m sorry and you don’t mean all that,” he
whispers. “Ah yeah I do three weeks, three weeks I let my mind wonder about what I did wrong. So
yeah I do mean every word. Go! Just fucking leave me alone Nate,” I hiss.

“Nate just go man,” Dean urges. “Of course you want me to go so you can get a piece of her.
I’m not a fucking idiot Dean,” he curses.

That’s all I can take. “Nate fucking go—if I fuck Dean that’s on me not you, I’m here for fun
and I’m going to have at it,” I turn to Sheila. “Get him out of here please before I go all black belt on
his ass,” I spit out. “Come on Nate let’s go find the keg,” Sheila drags him out by the arm. How
embarrassing!

I turn back around to face Dean. “I’m so sorry I don’t know what’s gotten into him, he’s ignored me
for weeks I really am sorry,” I whisper. Dean takes his hand and cups my chin forcing me to look into
his beautiful green eyes. “He noticed a guy taking an interest in you and realized he screwed up that’s
not your fault gorgeous,” he whispers leaning down. Oh shit he’s gonna kiss me! I try not to
hyperventilate. My breathing becomes erratic and from his nearness my legs go weak. His lips lightly
brush mine and I feel like the world just fades away. I close my eyes as his lips rest on mine. “Wow,”
he breathes against my lips. “Yeah—wow,” I breathe back. “You wanna get outta here and grab some
pizza,” he pulls away as he asks. “I would love too,” I say sighing. Dean takes my hand and it
immediately clams up. The effect this man has on me is by far worse than Nate’s.

We walk hand in hand talking the entire way to the pizza joint. I learn that he’s twenty two and has
two younger brothers who also attend our college and are also twins. I asked him why I’ve never
heard of them and he explains they have a different last name. “So what’s their last name then?” He
grins at me. “Brayden and Layden Malcolm,” I gasp “Oh no ugh,” I bite my lip and turn away from
him. Brayden and Layden are juniors like me and I dated Layden for six months. “Which one did you

screw,” he laughs. Shit! It was more than screw. I bite my lip harder “I dated Layden for half a year,”
I mumble. “You what,” he screeches. I turn back to him and let my hand go. “Yeah I dated Layden for
six months we broke up over the summer actually,” I throw my head back and groan in frustration. “I
don’t know how I didn’t see it and put two and two together, you’re that Jade,” he says simply. “What
do you mean I’m that Jade,” I ask. He runs his hands through his brunette hair letting out a growl.
“You’re the one who broke Lay’s heart,” I hold my hand up. “Stop right there I didn’t break his heart
that fucker, sorry, but that fucker broke my heart by fucking a blonde bimbo at the back from summer
break party. I didn’t break his heart!” I know I shouldn’t have yelled but that fucker broke my heart.
But there are so many Dean’s on campus I didn’t put it together either.

“Well shit,” I huff. “Yeah no kidding,” Dean laughs. It’s such a light hearted laugh I can’t
help but smile. “Well back to getting pizza,” I nudge him.

“Yeah come on gorgeous,” he throws his arm around my shoulders and kisses the top of my head.

Chapter Four

Dear College Diary,

Ex-boyfriend met current interest who happens to be said ex’s brother? WTF again!

Jade

We have light chit chat after the news of me dating one of his twin brothers. We’re half way
through our pizza and beer when I get a tap on my shoulder mid bite and Dean’s eyebrows draw up
and he groans. FUCK this can’t be good. Tapper flops down next to me in the booth and I
immediately smell his cologne. Shit. Shit. Shit. I don’t even turn towards him when Brayden flops
next to Dean. “Hello Layden,” I drop my slice of pizza and take a sip of my beer. “Well hello to you
too babe,” I cringe and so does Dean. Must not look, must not look. “Um,” I sputter. I can’t look at
him or I will fall right into those coal black eyes. Layden and Brayden look exactly alike. Coal black
eyes with lashes that suck you in. Jet black hair, tanned skinned and toned for days you can only tell
them apart because Layden is covered in tattoos on both arms and Brayden only has one sleeve
Layden also has a lip and tongue piercing as Brayden only has his eyebrow done. “So—bro guess you
met Jade,” he growls as he sits back. Must not look, must not look! “Yeah actually while I was
visiting Renee earlier today,” he sighs. “Look I had no idea this was your Jade,” Dean starts.
“Correction was his Jade your fabulous brother screwed that up all by his cheating self,” I inform.

I can’t help it my body is aching to turn towards him. Damn that aching pull. I face him slowly and
gulp. Dammit! Why does he have to be so hot? Why does he have a hold of my heart still? His sexy
mouth grins and his piercing bites his lip. “I told you a million times I was fucked up on Coke and I
fucked up plain and simple, Adrianna means nothing and meant nothing. I’m sorry it happened I can’t
change that,” he says almost looking apologetic. Yeah right!

“Woah, wait a minute you fucked blonde Adrianna when you had her all along,” Dean says shocked.
“I fucked up Bro as you can tell,” he motions to me. I roll my eyes. “That’s what I said she’s all fake
and as you can see the only thing fake on me our these,” I wiggle my finger’s indicating my acrylics.
My tan is all natural most of our tans are. “I do not like this at all Bro, you can’t date my Ex, my Ex
I’m still not over,” Layden groans hitting his forehead to the table. I look at Dean pleading with my
eyes. I really like him I want to try this. Dean mouths “I’m sorry” and I tilt my head and mouth back
“for what”? “Look if Jade will agree to this, this is how it will go. Let’s say she takes you back gives
you another shot, but you fuck up again I get her without any qualms,” he grins. “What? You want me
to take him back? What the hell is wrong with you?” Layden raises his head from the table and looks
at me smiling. I hold up my hand. “Look gorgeous just give my brother another shot and when he fucks
up I will be right here to pick up the pieces, but there really won’t be any pieces because I know he
will fuck up again and I know you will be more guarded with him this time,” Dean smiles. I raise my
hand and wave the waiter over. He comes fumbling over to our table. I smirk. “I need six bomb pops
please,” he nods and hurriedly walks away. “Dang what’s that dudes issue,” I ask. “You make him
nervous gorgeous,” Dean Smiles at me. “Babe why do you need six bomb pops there is only four of
us here,” Layden asks. I look him directly in the eye. “Because, you each need one and I need three,” I
stat. Layden chuckles. “You’re going to be plastered babe.” I roll my eyes that’s the plan. Dean kicks
my foot and mouths “let’s do it” if he’s talking about drinking I’m already ahead of him. As he senses
my question in my head he clarifies it “Jade give the jackass a chance and when he screws up I’ll be
right here waiting for you,” he grins at me. SHIT! “But—he broke my heart,” I whisper. And he did he
really did. “Don’t give him your heart this time,” Dean whispers back. “I’m fucking right here
douchebag,” Layden growls.

I look Dean straight in the eyes. “You’ll wait for me,” I ask seriously. He stands up and
walks around the booth and kneels on the side of me taking my hands. “I promise when my brother
screws up I’ll be waiting for you,” I search his eyes and I find only truth behind those green eyes.
“What if he doesn’t fuck up I mean what then?” I can’t help it I need to know. “I’ll wait until you tell
me not too, but I have a feeling I won’t be waiting long,” he smirks. “A little cocky are we,” I giggle
back. He holds up his fingers. “Just a little bit gorgeous,” he takes my hands and kisses my knuckles
before standing and walking back to his side to sit. I sigh and look over at Layden. “Well—you heard
him he’ll be waiting for me,” I smile. Layden doesn’t take his eyes off his brother he’s scowling at. “I
can’t believe you two she’s just a girl,” Brayden laughs. Both the brothers turn to him. “She’s the
girl,” they say in unison then look at one another. SHIT! Right on queue the waiter brings our bomb
pops there is no hesitation as I throw them back. “Damn babe you’re not going to be able to walk in
those things,” Layden says pointing to my stiletto boots. “Bet me,” I tease him. “Last time we made a
bet you ended up with eat me tattooed above that beautiful pussy,” he growls. “What,” Brayden and
Dean holler at the same time. I look at them both and laugh. “It’s true,” I throw my hands up and laugh
again. “It’s fucking hot my brothers,” Layden goads. “She also has her nipples and hood pierced,”
UGH! “Just the nipples I took out my hood ring,” I stat. Layden looks at me with a dark look his coal
black eyes scorching me. “You’re putting it back in,” that’s it no questions because he knows I’ll do

anything he asks. This is what I was trying to avoid. Layden is like a black hole that sucks you in.
“That’s hot,” Brayden pipes up. “I agree gorgeous it really is,” Dean says. I turn an evil glare at him.
“Don’t— Dean you just handed me back to my ex you don’t get to say shit like that,” I point my finger
at him. “Not for long gorgeous not for long,” he turns to look at Layden “By the way Nate is sniffing
around her too,” Layden laughs at him. “Bro he’s just the best friend nothing to worry about with
him.”

Dean looks at me and I nod my head I could care less if Layden knows. “Well little brother
three weeks ago Nate the best friend tasted the water,” Dean folds his arms across that gorgeous wide
chest I want to see bare again.

I feel Layden stiffen beside me. “Just friends huh,” he grunts as he waves for the waiter to come back
over. “Yes friends, we never did anything until three weeks ago,” I whisper. This was always an
argument with Layden he always knew I had the hots for Nate. “Fuck,” he curses as he bites on his lip
piercing. “So not only do I have my brother to worry about I have to worry about Nate too,” he
groans. Umm Shit when did I become such a little hussy? “Oh brother you have me to worry about
too, that tattoo and those piercings already have me hooked and I haven’t even seen them yet,”
Brayden laughs. “Yet,” I croak. This is too much! “Don’t even think about it Brayden,” both Layden
and Dean say simultaneously. I probably would I think to myself. Shit! Hussy you little fucking
hussy! I groan. “Let’s drink,” I look up at the waiter who has been shifting back and forth since
Layden called him over. “Eight more pop bombs and eight shots of tequila,” he nods and stumbles
away again. Poor guy too bad he acts nervous he’s cute. SHIT! Hussy! What in the hell has gotten
into me? I gulp down the rest of my beer that has gotten warm. “I need to use the ladies room be right
back,” I get up and stumble a bit. I make my way through the bar and grill. I push open the ladies room
door and make my way to the handicap stall. I hate tiny spaces. Before I can close and lock the stall a
hand grabs a hold of the door. “What the fuck,” I yell. I pull the door the rest of the way open. “Dean
what the hell are you doing in here,” I whisper yell. “Shh, we only have ten minutes tops I said I had
to go out and make a call,” he whispers. I open my mouth to speak and he throws a hand up closing it.
“Shh,” he whispers again throwing me up against the wall of the stall turning around and locking the
door. I’m panting my weakness is being manhandled. “Dean,” I mumble over his hand. He turns back
grinning his green eyes piercing me there’s a twinkle in them. “I figure if I am going to hand you over
to Layden you might as well sample me first,” he sexily whispers against my ear. I moan against his
hand. He licks his way from my ear, collarbone and to the top of my breasts peeking out of my dress.
“Let’s see these nipple rings,” he removes his hand raking his long fingers down my neck to my breast
line. He pulls the top of my dress down and growls. “Fuck that is sexy,” his mouth descends on one of
my nipples while one of his hands tugs at the other. “Dean,” I moan. His tongue flicks the ring up and
down before his teeth tug at it. His other hand is inching its way up my short dress. It feels like hours
before I feel his fingers move against my core. “Fuck gorgeous no panties,” he growls. “I don’t wear
them sometimes —this happens to be one of those times,” I pant. “Shit—dress up hurry,” he says
while fumbling with his belt. His pants drop and I notice he’s going commando too. “No boxers
Dean,” I smirk at him while eyeing his gorgeous cock it’s hard, long and thick and look at that, “Well
looks like you’re not the only brother that likes his piercings,” I whisper as I thumb the bead of liquid
from the head of his dick grazing my fingernails against his barbell. “I need inside you now,” he
growls. Dean throws me against the wall plunging inside of me. “Fuck no condom,” I whimper. But it
feels so damn good I’ve never fucked without a condom before. “I’m clean gorgeous, are you on the
pill,” he pants. “I’m on the shot,” I whimper “this feels so good I’ve never fucked without a condom.”

His hands grip my waist as he slams into me again. “Good glad to be your first Angel Kisses,” his
hands slide to my ass lifting me up causing his cock to burrow deeper into my pussy. “Dean, shit,
fuck, yes harder—Dean harder,” I throw my head back using all my strength to clamp my muscles
against him. Damn! That feels different when no condom is in the way.

Dean turns animalistic on me biting my shoulder with each grunt. “Angel Kisses stop clamping down
on my shit,” he growls “it’s like your squeezing the life outta of me—fuck me do it again,” he bites
down on my shoulder again. So I do I give this man what he wants. “Dean, yes right there,” I moan
while dragging my nails across his back. “Oh shit gorgeous—,” he pulls away from my shoulder
slamming his mouth to mine. Our tongues meet and the whiskey I taste on his tongue makes me even
weaker. I pull away from his lips. “I’m going to come,” I tighten my muscles against him each time he
pulls out and back in. “Shit gorgeous your milking me,” he looks me in the eyes. “Let’s come together
Angel Kisses,” I nod and oh boy do we come together. I lean my forehead to his. “Why did you give
me back to Layden,” I whisper breathlessly. He sighs kissing me on the nose. “I don’t fucking know
and now I realized that was a big fucking mistake because I can’t give you up now Angel Kisses.”

He slowly puts me back down on the floor pulling my dress down and adjusting the top half
before redressing himself. “I really wish you wouldn’t have done that,” I whisper. “Done what
gorgeous, have sex with you?” Dean asks hurt. “No! Giving me back to Layden,” I whine.

“Look he’s bound to fuck up soon enough, we can hold off,” he says confidently. “I hope so Dean
because I really want to date you,” I smile. “Me too Angel Kisses me too,” he sighs again. “I’m going
to head home for the night, but first I’m going to grab a pen and paper and write my number on it and
slip it into your purse when I say bye to my brothers. We can at least talk until Layden fucks up
right?” He asks. “Yeah talking never hurt anyone,” I smile at him. “I’m going to head out first you
need to straighten up those curls gorgeous you look like you’ve been thoroughly loved on,” he
whispers against my lips before giving me a light peck. “Bye Dean,” I whisper at his back.

Chapter Five

Best friend, boyfriend, boyfriends brothers SHIT staying away from the B’s proves harder than I
thought!

Jade

After my fantastical fuck in the bar and grills bathroom stall with Dean it’s all I can think
about. It’s been four days and we text back and forth. I have my first date with Layden tonight. Of
course I’m drawn to him the bastard pretty much owns my soul. But, I can’t get Dean out of my head.
Nate is also following me around like a lost puppy and Brayden damn that Brayden that fucker keeps
hitting on me in my woman’s study lecture. Why he’s in that lecture I’ve yet discovered. I’m sitting on
my floor in my dorm room painting my nails when my phone chimes. I can’t help but smile because I
know it’s the chime for Dean. SHIT! Told you fucking Hussy! I wrestle around on the floor trying to
reach my phone falling face first into the carpet. “Oomph!”

Dean: Angel Kisses whatcha doing gorgeous?

Me: Painting my toenails

Dean: What Color?

Me: Red of course

Dean: Your damn date with my brother is 2night

Me: I know

Dean: Want to meet up afterwards

Shit! See I’m a dirty slut. Okay maybe not I’m just having fun right?

Me: Yes!!!!!

Dean: K txt me Angel Kisses when u get back 2 dorm

Me: Okay Mr. Chiseled

Must not sleep with Layden tonight, must not sleep with him. Just as I’m wrapping up my nail job
Sheila and Amber come into the room. “What’s up Shamrock,” Sheila giggles. “Shamrock,” I ask.
“Yeah, you know because you have good luck like the Irish,” Amber giggles. “Good luck with what,”
I ask. “With men dumbass,” Sheila punches me in the arm. “I’m in so over my head dontcha think?”
They both look at me like I’m stupid. “Nope,” they both say at the same time. “Girl you got four hot
guys trailing after your brunette ass, go with it,” Amber smarts off. “Yeah, have fun then pick one so
we can have a go at em,” Sheila adds. I groan “I’m going to go to hell,” I stand up and go to my
closet. “So where is Layden taking you on your date,” Sheila asks while lying down on my floor.
“The jackass is taking me to the tattoo parlor to get another hood ring and then to the beach to eat and
stroll on the boardwalk,” I roll my eyes. “He’s still pissed I took it out,” I reach for my pink pale
sundress and throw it on my bed. I walk over to my dresser and snag out my white bikini. I strip while
the girls are chatting. “I can’t believe that’s where he’s taking you, that asshole has a bunch to make
up for,” Amber huffs. “I know right? But— Dean is coming over after my date I’m sure seeing him
will take away the idiocy of the night,” I smile at them. “Well we’re outta here try not to have too
much fun tonight Shamrock,” Sheila smirks. “Whatever bitches get your ass’s outta here,” I wave them
away and finish getting ready.

Unbelievable Layden is already late just as I’m about to text him and cancel I get a knock on
the door. I slide my flip flops back on and open the door. “Babe, i’m sorry i’m late Brayden called
me with a flat and didn’t have a spare,” I wave my hand to cut him off. “Don’t worry about it let’s just
go,” I grab my purse off my desk and shut the door behind us.

“So we’re borrowing Dean’s Rover my Camaro is in the shop,” he hits the unlock button.
Great! I can’t believe Dean let him borrow his car on my fucking date with his brother. Fucking
Awkward! I take out my phone and send a quick text as Layden walks around the Rover.

Me: You R an Idiot!

Dean: I have my reasons Angel Kisses

Me: I’m pretty pissed right now!

Dean: I’ll make it better later have fun gorgeous!

Me: Whatever!

Layden climbs in and the Rover hums to life. “So while we’re at the tattoo shop you wanna get
another tattoo,” Layden asks. I look over at him and smile. “Yeah, I want an Irish Shamrock on my
right shoulder blade,” I have a feeling I’m going to need all the luck I can get. “Why an Irish
Shamrock babe,” I giggle at him. “I just need luck is all,” I turn away.

Ten minutes later we pull into the tattoo parlor on the beach boardwalk. “Come on babe,
let’s get that ring and new tattoo,” he grins. I hop out and walk around the Rover and Layden takes my
hand. That’s fucking new! When did the cheating prick start holding hands? I shrug it off he’s just
trying to be nice.

“Yo Layden, Jade when did you get back with this prick?” Big asks. “We’re technically not
back together Big we’re dating there is a huge difference,” I smirk at him. Big is a big burly man with
tattoos all over his body and about fifty pounds of silver in his face. But Big is a giant freaking teddy
bear. My phone chimes Nate’s special chime and I take it out and read it while Layden and Big chat.

Nate: I miss u

Me: Well stop being a fuckin ass

Nate: I promise what r u doing 2night?

Me: On a date with Layden

Nate: Fuck not again J?

Me: Really Nate? Do you want me 2 stop talkin 2 u all 2gether?

Nate: No

Me: THEN STOP!

Nate: Ok txt me later

Me: Fine

I throw my phone back into my purse. “So pretty lady whatcha getting tonight,” Big asks me. “Well I
need a new hoop for my hood and I also want to get an Irish Shamrock tattooed on my right shoulder
blade,” I shrug.

“Huh, odd, but okay pretty lady go pick out a new hoop while I draw up your Sham,” he
points to the jewelry counter. “Babe, get a few of them so you can switch them out,” I look over at
him. “You buying,” I cock an eyebrow. “Of course I’m buying we’re on a date babe,” he rolls his
eyes. I look in the case and immediately find one hoop that has a heart dangling from it and one next to
it with a star dangling. “Big, I want the two with the heart and star,” I yell. “Good choice pretty lady
now come here and tell me what you think of this,” Big waves me over.

Layden is typing away on his phone so I go check it out for myself mentally cursing Layden for being
a shit date. I lean on the counter and look at my tattoo, it’s beautiful it’s got five Shamrocks all linked
together. Oh the fucking irony! The girls were right! “I want it Big it’s fucking perfect!” I clap my
hands together as Layden peeks over my shoulder. “Five? Huh,” he huffs. I roll my eyes there’s no
way he can guess four guys and one girl. What the fuck ever! Big walks over to the jewelry cabinet
and pulls out my two rings and cleans them handing them over. “Babe, go put one in while Big draws
your tat on a stencil sheet,” Layden forces. Right! Freaking Freaky Freak! Almost forgot! I shut
myself in the bathroom and lift my dress pushing my bikini bottoms over and running the hoop through
my hood. I forgot how pretty it looks with jewelry. Oh who am I kidding I can’t wait to come again
with this thing. I give it a little pull and smile to myself. I fix my clothing and walk back into the
parlor. Big pats the seat. “Come on pretty lady let’s throw this on your shoulder,” he squeezes the
trigger on the tattoo gun and I smile. He thinks he’s scary. “Big— seriously I have eat me tattooed on
my VaJayJay i’m not worried,” I grin at him while I shake my head. I scoot my happy ass over to the
chair and plop down. “Have at me Big.” I pull my shoulder strap down and un-tie my bikini top.

“Let’s do this thing.” I look over at Layden he’s awfully quiet. “Lay, what’s up your being quiet and
quiet isn’t good on you?” He turns and looks at me with those coal black eyes and I’m gone. Gone
like the fucking wind! Shit! He’s done it again! “I’m good babe, just thinking about how much I
missed you,” he says directly into my eyes. I gulp. What am I supposed to say? I missed him too, but
letting him know is a weakness that guys like Layden eat you alive with. Not having that happen again.
“You too,” Is all I say. Layden starts doodling on Big’s pad of paper and before I know it were all
finished. “All done pretty lady,” he hands me a hand mirror and I walk over to the long wall mirror.
It’s beautiful and I know for a fact I am going to look back on my life and remember the story of the
five Shamrocks. “Thanks Big it’s beautiful,” I peek at it again while Layden pays for my jewelry and
tattoo. “Alright babe let’s go grab some food and walk on the beach,” I set the mirror down and
Layden takes my hand again. Hell must have frozen the fuck over! “So whatcha want babe,” I want
something simple I know that. “Um let’s grab a couple hot dogs, soda and walk the beach,” I look
over at him and he smiles that damn lip piercing biting into his kissable lips again. “Sounds good
babe,” he kisses our intertwined hands. Again WTF with the sweet shit! This new Layden is scaring
the shit outta me. We walk to the vendor and grab our grub. We eat as we walk along the beach. “So
babe, what happened between you and Nate,” he growls. I knew he would ask. “Nothing—got drunk,
had sex and he ignored me for three weeks until a few days ago at the Omega Frat party,” I shrug.
“Was he better than I am,” he whispers. Jesus! What happened to my rough and rugged tattooed
man! “What’s with you, you never doubt yourself,” I pry.

We stop at a beach can and toss away our trash. “Nothing, I just hate how I fucked things up and now
it’s like everyone is chasing your fucking ass,” he growls. I pull my hand away from his. “Is this what
this is about? You only want me back because everyone else wants me too?” I place my hands on my
hips squeezing I’m afraid if I let go I might bitch slap his ass. “No—before the night in the bar and
grill you would never talk to me. Or I would have tried to get you back sooner,” his eyes hood over.
“And what was that shit with Big? We’re only dating? So that’s how we’re doing this?” His brows
shoot up. “What— you think it was going to be easy to earn my trust? You fucking cheated on me, I
fucking loved you and you took that lightly. I gave you everything I had so yes that’s how it’s going to
go. I’m tired of your excuses Layden. Coke and bimbos or not you still fucked up,” I yell squeezing
my hips tighter. “I’m sorry I said it a million times and I still love you that shit just doesn’t go away
Jade,” he shakes his head. “I know,” I whisper as I place one of my hands over my heart. “But, this
right here,” I pat my chest “my heart is off limits and I mean strictly off limits,” I whisper my voice
breaking. “I get it I gotta do right by you before you’ll let me in, I get it babe,” he whispers. I feel the
tears form in my eyes and I do my best at not crying. “Let’s head back, yeah?” I wipe my eyes.
“Yeah, let’s head back,” I take his hand and he squeezes it tightly. “Thank you,” he whispers against
my knuckles. “For what Layden,” I tilt my head to look at him. Are those fucking tears? Shit! “For
giving us another go even if your hearts not in it,” he croaks. Shit he is crying! “You don’t have to
thank me Layden; it’s been an emotional few minutes. Let’s just enjoy our walk and call it a night.” I
squeeze his hand back for encouragement. I don’t know how to handle this side of Layden I need to
get away from him and think. I can’t figure out what’s gotten into him. We walk back to the Rover and
drive quietly back to my dorm. He walks me to the entrance. “I had fun babe, don’t forget to take care
of that tattoo,” he whispers running his fingers through my hair. “Okay, goodnight Layden,” I lean up
and brush a light kiss on his lips causing him to sigh. “Goodnight babe, text ya later okay,” I nod. He
backs away slowly. I wave goodbye and walk into my dorm.

Chapter Seven

Dear College Diary,

I think I might be a whore. I just left Layden and now I’m about to text Dean, yeah I’m total fucking
hussy whore.

Jade

Me: I’m home

Dean: On my way gorgeous

Me: Hurry I need 2 talk 2 u

Dean: K

It feels like hours pass before Dean comes strolling into my dorm room. “Hey gorgeous,” he greets
me looking as handsome as ever. He’s wearing a pair of light blue ripped jeans a white tee that
shows off his chiseled chest and bulging arms. “Hey Dean,” I pull my legs up hugging them. “What’s
wrong?” I sigh and look up at him. “Your brother actually started crying tonight,” I say shrugging. “I
feel like shit really,” I pull my legs tighter to my chest. “You shouldn’t he fucked up. Look it’s not like
your exclusive. Right,” he confirms. “Right, okay my legs are all sandy I need to hop in the shower
care to join?” I smirk at him. I need to get my mind off all this shit. “In a communal dorm shower, fuck
yes it’s on my bucket list,” he says seriously. “Good,” I say as I grab my things. “Let’s go,” I grab his
hand and drag him to the showers. The communal bathroom is completely vacant. Good thing too. I
hang my shower caddy and our towels while Dean turns on the water to adjust it. I start stripping out
of my dress and have it almost pulled to the top when Dean stops me. “Let me Angel Kisses,” I wish
he would stop calling me that. I don’t want to fall in love with him. I just want to have fun. He hangs
my dress on a hook stepping back to look at me. “Now let’s get that gorgeous bikini off that gorgeous
body,” his fingers graze my neck and he pulls on the string letting the bikini top fall downwards.
“Looky there,” he grins as he undoes the ties for the bottom of the bikini. His touch alone is doing me
in. “You really do have nice tits gorgeous girl,” he growls as his fingers skim my piercings making
me whimper. “Thank you,” I croak out. His fingers dance along my skin down to my hips yanking on
the ties freeing me of my bottoms. “And that is one fucking awesome piercing Jade,” he nudges my
legs further apart. “Your pussy really does say eat me,” he mumbles. “Shit my tattoo,” I reach back
and make sure the bandage is still covering it. “You got another tattoo,” he looks down at me. “Yeah a
few Shamrocks try to keep it covered okay,” I pull his lips down to mine. As soon as I feel his lips on
me it’s like I collide into pure bliss. I don’t think anything has ever felt better. His tongue nudges my
lips apart and I moan as soon as I get the greeting I’ve been yearning for. “I want it hard and fast
Dean,” I purr into his mouth. “Like the stall,” he chuckles against my lips. “Yes like the stall,” I jump
up and wrap myself tightly around him as he leads us under the warm water. I’ve never had sex in a
shower and I’m mentally cursing myself for it now. “In,” kiss “me,” kiss, “now,” kiss “please,” I beg.
He places one hand on the wall “Hold on gorgeous I need my other hand for a second,” he grunts as
he guides his cock to my aching entrance. He slides right in, of course I’m soaking wet from just his
touch. “Fuck, I almost forgot what it feels like bare,” I giggle at him. “You laugh now but it feels like
your pussy is milking the life outta me this is going to be fast,” he starts pounding into me and all
thoughts, giggles and worries slip my mind. I feel nothing but Dean the way he grips at my skin as if
he can’t get enough, the way his touch makes me feel wanted. “Dean—Dean I’m going to come,” I

pant. “Go ahead gorgeous I’ll go on the next one,” he chuckles. “Cocky are you…shit right there.” I
push my back off the shower wall and wrap my arms around his neck. I secure them tightly and start
bouncing up and down as my orgasm breaks through me. “Fuck me Jade your entire body is squeezing
me—shit keep bouncing gorgeous,” he grips my ass tighter. I throw my head back “Ah…shit…fuck…
Dean…I’m coming baby, I’m fucking coming,” I tilt my head back down and look him directly in the
eye as we come together. “Damn gorgeous you are stunning,” he pants out as our orgasms collide. He
presses me against the wall. I feel my chest tighten. “Don’t make me fall in love with you Dean
please,” I whisper with a cracked voice. He pulls away staring at me. “I’ll do my best,” and I can tell
it’s probably going to be another broken promise. He helps me shower washing my hair and body.
We secure our towels tightly and walk back to my dorm room. “Care if I stay with you tonight
gorgeous,” he asks while shutting the door and locking it. “I don’t mind and Sheila won’t give a shit
she’s never here and when she is it’s to sleep,” I shrug climbing into bed. “You sleeping in your
towel,” I laugh and shake my head no while pulling it off of me. “You’re a naked sleeper are you
Angel Kisses,” he chuckles. “Yeah I like to be free,” I pat the bed “come here.” Dean drops his towel
climbing into bed with me. “Can you snuggle or are you one of those guys that don’t snuggle,” he
wraps his legs around me “I’ve never snuggled with a girl before,” he shrugs against my body. “What,
you’ve never snuggled how is that possible, your “walk-er on outta there Walker” I don’t see you not
cuddling at least once.”

“How about we just say I’ve always been an ass by getting ass and getting the hell outta dodge and
drop the subject,” he groans. “So—I’m like special or something,” I ask while fluffing my pillow
more. “Yeah, gorgeous you are, your real special,” he kisses me on the forehead reaching over and
turning off the bedside lamp. “Now let’s get some sleep yeah?” I yawn. “Kay, goodnight Dean,” I
yawn again. “Goodnight Jade,” he whispers against my lips before placing a feather light kiss on
them. I fall asleep almost immediately. Good sex and good cuddling will do that for you.

I wake up to my alarm and with Dean wrapped tightly around me. I reach over him and slam
my hand down on my fucking annoying alarm. “That thing sounds like a fucking dying cat Jade,” Dean
mumbles. “No shit that’s why it wakes you up it fucking works Dean I sleep like the dead.” I sit up
stretching. “What time is it,” I look over at my alarm “its 8:45 in the morning.” I say sleepily. He jolts
up. “Fuck!” He roars “I’m supposed to be at Dads office at 9.” He jumps out of bed. “I’m sorry Angel
Kisses I gotta jet.” He’s falling around trying to get himself dressed. “It’s okay, thank you for last
night,” I lay back down. Dean stops moving. “Never thank me for good sex and for staying with you
Jade. You deserve the best and if I have it my way I’m going to give it my best to do my best to treat
you the best,” he dead pans. “Wow that’s a mouth full. Come here and give me a kiss and get to the
office before your dad writes you outta his Will.” He shuffles towards me. It’s a long goodbye kiss
the kind that makes your toes curl and make your body want so much more. “Dammit—Jade now my
dick is standing straight up,” he groans. “Now that I am definitely not sorry for,” I giggle. “Gotta go
gorgeous girl text ya later,” he presses his lips against mine one more time. “Bye babe,” I mumble.
“Babe huh I’ve upgraded,” he chuckles. “Shut your hole and get the hell outta my room,” I point.
“Yeah, yeah I’ll text ya after I’m done learning how to run an empire.” He groans. “Kay.” And just
like that he’s gone and I find myself frowning because I really like him and this could be a very bad
thing. I wrap myself tightly in my blankets and grab my cell off my nightstand. Three missed calls all
from Sheila and eleven missed texts Sheila, Nate, Amber, and Layden and of course Brayden.

Sheila: It’s fri---dayyyyy time 2 party

Sheila: came n late last night and saw u snuggled with Dean had 2 work early so I snuck out, you 2

look cozy

Amber: Beach party 2night @ Braydens

I roll my eyes because I know their family owns it not Brayden.

Nate: U talkin 2 me yet

Layden: Good morning Babe!

Layden: guess ur still sleepin

Layden: Brayden is throwin a party 2night pls come

Brayden: Party 2night at family beach house

Brayden: ur fine ass better come

Brayden: I mean it Jade

Nate: Every1 is goin 2 Braydens beach party hope 2 c u

I toss my phone back on my night stand. A party where all the guys are going to be? FUCK! I pull out
my diary from my nightstand and start ranting.

Dear fucking college diary,

I’m in a damn shitty place! What the hell am I going to do?

So here’s the list of my fucking guy problems.

Layden wants and needs forgiveness and wants my heart back. And he’s fucking hot. Nate who
ignored me after we slept together is being a pain in the fucking ass that also happens to be hot. Dean
is just Dean he’s sweet, considerate, caring and fucking hot as hell. Brayden the little fucker is
pursuing me even though I don’t want anything to do with him. And he’s hot as hell too! So you see
fucking college diary, I have a huge problem. My problem being four intensely hot guys and me not
wanting to give my heart up! I say that’s a fucking problem.

Jade “Shamrock” out!

Chapter Eight

Dear College Diary,

I thought I had problems before…add beach bone fire + four hot guys + best friend drama = epic
damn fail!

Jade

I told everyone I would meet them there that way I don’t have a date and I can’t be claimed. I
can’t be dealing with pissing matches. The party is at full swing and every college student looks like
their partying for miles along the coast. I make my way to the beach property Dean, Layden and
Braydens family owns. “Shamrock,” I hear Sheila scream. I turn and make my way towards her and
Amber. Amber shines out like a beacon her pale skin leading me directly towards them. She’s almost
albino, but she’s porcelain beautiful. Baby blue eyes, blonde hair and pale skin and a small frame.

“Hey bitches,” I greet them back. “So how’s Dean in bed, you must share Shamrock,” I grin and turn
around pulling my hair to the side showing them my tattoo with the light of the fire. “You fucking
tattooed Shamrocks on your shoulder,” Amber groans. I drop my hair and turn back around. “Yeah I
need something to remember this drama filled year with,” I shrug. Which reminds me of the plan I
formulated on what to do about Nate, but I need Amber. “Hey Ambs, you know how you’ve always
crushed on Nate,” I remind her. “Yep you’re a lucky bitch to have all these men chasing you, but to
have Nate too I honestly hate you right now.” Well gee best friend! Tell me how you really feel.

I frown at her. “I need you to breakout that porcelain doll act and snag him up I can’t take it
anymore I want my best friend back I don’t want a fucking puppy. I can barely take care of myself let
alone a fucking puppy in the form of a guy following me around.” Amber and Sheila look to one
another then back to me Amber’s mouth dropping open. “You’re giving up dibs on Nate like for real,”
she sputters. Yeah been there done that didn’t work out so well! “Absolutely free reign,” I say
grinning. “Bitch you’re the best!” She hugs me tightly. “Okay, I’m off to find Nate,” she scurries
away. “I don’t get you Jade, you wanted Nate for years and now you sleep with him and he ignores
you only to realize he fucked up and now you don’t want him. What the hell has gotten into you,” she
all but yells. “What the hell Sheila you we’re just asking about how Dean is in bed and now you’re
mad because I’m giving up claims on Nate?” What the hell is going on? “Yeah, I don’t know maybe
I’m jealous or something I’ll see ya later,” she twirls around and heads away from me leaving my
mouth gapping open. What the hell just happened? Another fucking problem to add to the dearest
diary when I get back, life sucks.

I head for the keg pouring me two red cups full. I am chugging on the first one when I feel two strong
arms wrap around my waist. And that’s when I smell him, Dean. I lean against him while I finish
chugging my first red cup. “Bad day gorgeous,” he mumbles into my hair. “Yes! I think I took care of
my Nate problem I sent Amber after him. But—I just got into it with Sheila. Sheila and I never fight or
argue.” He kisses the side of my head before turning me around. “What was the argument over?” I
look at him begging him with my eyes not to make me say it. But it doesn’t work he pales me with
those green eyes. Sighing while I speak, “She said she’s jealous because I have all this male attention.
Or that’s the gist of it anyways.” I start chugging my second red cup. “Woah gorgeous slow down,” he
nudges the cup away from my lips. “I can’t help it—why all of a sudden. Why all the attention,” I
whine. “It’s always been there you’ve just never paid attention Jade,” he rubs my lips with the pad of
his thumb. “Babe,” I hear Layden call. “Fuck,” I whisper looking at Dean “see what I mean Dean.”
He drops his hand tucking his hands into his pants pockets. “What the fuck was going on,” Layden
growls when he gets next to us. “Why were you holding her and don’t fucking lie I watched it all
happen,” he crosses his arms huffing and puffing like the big bad wolf. “See Dean I can’t take this shit
anymore,” I fill my cups up again. “I’m not a damn doll I’m not owned— get that nobody owns me,” I
say before I chug my third red cup. I’m just going to come clean. “I’m screwing your brother,” I point
to Dean “while I’m dating you oh and let’s not forget your twin trying to get in my pants either and the
fact I had to send Amber after my puppy of a best friend because apparently I’ve got an addictive
vagina,” I scream! “You guys are fucking,” he whispers. What in the hell happened to big bad
Layden? “Yes,” I say exasperated. “Since when,” Shit! “The night at the bar and grill.” I whisper.
“Well who the fuck do you want than Jade,” Layden roars causing me to flinch. There’s the Layden I
know. “I don’t know okay, I just don’t know —ya’ll come at me at once and my heads all cloudy and I
just don’t know,” I scream. “Figure it the fuck out babe.” And with that Layden stalks away. “Jade
you want me to take you back home?” I look over at Dean. “Yes, please.” He takes my hand sighing.

“Do you want me to stay with you tonight,” he asks but you can tell he’s struggling to stay calm. “That
would be nice,” and with that we walk back towards campus.

The end…just kidding which guy will she choose and let’s not forget she still has the Rover to have

sex in along with lots of other places.

Little Book Two of “Jade’s College Diaries” coming in February of 2013

I came up with this story from a dream. I sat down and typed it up in ten hours not stopping for even a

second. So yes this little novella series is a whim and a happy one. I can’t wait to tell more of Jade’s

college days! Until next time readers.

Table of Contents

Copyright
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight