FatalLove
AShadowForceInternationalWorldsNovella
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MistyEvans
FatalLove,AShadowForceInternationalNovella
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TableofContents
FATALLOVE
FREEShortStory
Copyright
Dedication
Acknowledgements
Chapter1
Chapter2
Chapter3
Chapter4
Chapter5
Chapter6
Chapter7
Chapter8
Chapter9
Chapter10
Chapter11
ThankYouforReading
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AbouttheAuthor
ToMark,alwaysandforever.
Sometimesthelittlestthingstakeupthemostroominyourheart.
~WinniethePooh
Acknowledgements
BeatriceandCalhavecomealongwaysincetheyfirstappearedinDeadlyForce,SCVCTaskforce
Series,Book3.Thisnovellaisdedicatedtoallofyouwhokeptaskingformoreaboutthetwoofthem.
Nowthey’rehelpingrunShadowForceInternationalandthey’llhavemanymoreadventureswiththemen
andwomenofSFI.I’mespeciallyhappysinceBeatriceisoneofmyall-timefavoritecharacterstowrite!
AspecialthankyougoestoElizabethNealforgivingmeSabrina’scodename,21Pilots,andtoLinda
Quick,whosuggestedSabrinahaveredhairandonlywearonecolorofclothingtoaddtoherquirkiness.
Thankyou,ladies!
ChapterOne
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“U
GGGHH…”
P
AINRIPPED
throughBeatrice’sbellyasCaldrovethemthroughdowntownDCinthe
middleofawarmsummernight.Grippingthearmrestanddoingherdamnedestnottogroan,she
wonderedifsheweregivingbirthtoahumanbabyoratwo-hundred-poundgiraffe.
“We’llbethereinnotime,”herhusband,Cal,triedtoreassureher.Hisbrowwasfurrowed,hisface
tightwithacombinationoffearanddetermination,allhighlightedbytheglowfromthedashboard.
Somuchforreassurance.
Herlipspressedtogethertokeepintheprimalscreampushingagainstthem.Herbackspasmed,
robbingherofbreath.Asshementallycountedofftheseconds,shebobbedherheadinaneffortto
acknowledgehisstatementandtrytorelievehisconcern.
Breathe,shetoldherself.RememberwhatMariataughtyou.
Maria,hermidwife,andTrace,herbodyguard,followedbehindasCalspedthroughthenighttoward
theirhome.
HerwaterhadbrokenontheplanewhileontheirwaybackfromChicago;anothermissionforRock
StarSecurity—thathadbecomeaShadowForceInternationaloperation—wrappedupandputtobed.
Thebabywasoverdue,butBeatricehadbeeningoodhealthwithnosignsofimpendinglaborwhenshe’d
flowntoChicagotohelpoutoneofherfavoriteemployeesandaCIAoperativewho’dbeenindeep
trouble.
Theywereallokay,andnowitwastimetogetherbabyoutintotheworld.
“Ican’tbelievethatvoodooshitMariadidtoyouworked,”Calsaid.Thebabywouldprobablystill
notbeonitswayifMariahadn’tusedsometypeofreflexologyonBeatrice’sfeetandgottenthingsgoing.
TheworstofthecontractionpassedandBeatricedrewashallowbreath,thenanother,deeperone.“It’s
not…voodoo,”shehuffed.“It’sprovenmedicine.”
Calgrunted.“Should’vehadherwaituntilyouwerehometogiveyouthatprescription.”
Probably.“Ididn’treallybelieveitwouldwork.”
“Soyouadmititisn’tbasedonscience.”
Notanysciencehergeniusmindhadstudied,butthatdidn’tmeanitwasn’tlegit.“Acupressure
techniqueshavebeenapartoftraditionalEasternmedicineforcenturies.”
Hemadealightscoffingnoiseandswitchedlanes.“I’dfeelbetterifyou’dletmetakeyoutoGWU.”
GeorgeWashingtonUniversityhospitalwasonlyminutesaway.TheirhomeontheoutskirtsofSilver
Spring,Maryland,wasclosertothirty.
“I’mhavingthisbabyathome,”Beatriceinsisted.“Ihatehospitals.”
Calknewthat,butshefelttheneedtosayitanyway.Allthemeninherlife—andtherewerealot
becauseoftheRockStarsandSFIoperatives—knewshewasalwaysrightaboutherdecisions,andyet
noneofthemtrustedherjudgmentwiththis.
“It’sjustnotlikeyou,B,”herhusband,aformerSEALsaid.“You’reso…”
Analytical.Calculating.Logical.Shewaitedforhimtosayoneoftheobviouschoices.Herbrainran
onfactsandprovenstrategies,notemotionsandthe“whoowhoo”stuffCalhaddesignatedthealternative
medicineMariaused.
“Empirical?”Beatricefilledintheblankforhim.“Yes,I’musuallyleft-brained.However,Iassure
you,thereiscompellingevidencesuggestinghomebirthsarebetterforthebabyandthemother.Thereis
nothingillogicalnortheoreticalaboutwhatI’mdoing.”
Calshookhishead.“Ithinkyou’vebeenspendingtoomuchtimewithHunter.”
TraceHunterwasasupersoldier,partofascientifictestingprogramtogenerateunstoppablefighters.
Hewastheonlyonewho’dsurvivedtheprogramandnowworkedforSFI.
Butforallofhissuperiorskills,thethingthateveryonefixatedonwashisloveofyoga,meditation,
andnaturalliving.“Youassignedhimtome.”
Trafficwaslightintheveryearlymorninghours,forwhichshewasthankful.Astheybrokefreeofthe
mainDCareaheadingnorth,shecouldseemorestars.
Abeautifulnighttogivebirth.
JaxonSloanhadwarnedherthatitcouldbehours,dayseven,sincethiswasherfirstbaby.Oneofthe
formerSEALswhoworkedforSFI,hewasalsogoingtobetheirfirstofficialstaffdoctorassoonashe
finishedhistraining.She’dteasedhimaboutdeliveringherbaby,butpartofherhadbeenserious.
Beatricedidn’ttrustmanypeoplewithherownlife;entrustingsomeonewithherchild’sliferequired
seriousworkonherpart.
“Whatdidthepresidentwant?”Beatricesaid,decidingtofocusonworkinsteadofthepossibilityshe
wouldbeholdinganinfantinafewhours.Whileshe’dbeeninChicago,he’dbeeninsecrettalkswiththe
prez.“Younevertoldmeontheplaneridehome.”
Calkepthisattentionontheroad.“Nothingtoworryaboutrightnow.”
Shewasworried.AfterherstintwithNSAandCommand&Control,hertrustissuesextendedto
anyoneinthegovernment,thepresidentnotexcluded.“Idon’twantyourunningsometop-secretgroupfor
him.Ordoinganythingelseforhimforthatmatter.”
“B,it’salright.I’mnotrunninganytop-secretanythingforhim.”
Aswashernature,shefeltunsatisfiedwithhisanswer.“Ifit’snottop-secret,whywon’tyoutellme
whyhecalledyoutotheOval?”
Calblewoutalong-sufferingsigh.“Thelastthingyouneedtoworryaboutiswork.”
“I’mworriedaboutmyhusband.”
Hereachedoverandgaveherhandasqueeze.“It’sreallynotabigdeal.”
Shedidn’tsqueezeback.Herstomachwasturningsomersaultsanditwasn’tbecauseofthe
contractions.“You’rehedging.Whichmeansyou’relyingtome.”
Thechangeinhisexpressionwasafamiliarone.Onethatsaidhewasgivingin.Whichrarely
happened,evenwhenheknewshewasrightaboutsomething.“IfItellyou,youhavetopromisenotto
startdolingoutinstructions.HunterandIwillhandlethespecificsoftheassignmentandIalreadyknow
whoI’massigningtothedetail.”
“Bodyguarddetail?”ThepresidenthadtheSecretServiceforprotection,asdidhisfamily.“For
whom?”
“WarshankhasagrownstepdaughterwholivesinNorthBethesda.Runsabakeryandcafeandlivesin
some1800scolonialthatshe’sfixingup.”
“MiaLayne.Iknowwhosheis.”Theformerpresident,LincNorman,hadbeenexposedbyTraceasa
murdererandimpeached.Ironically,onlyafewweeksbeforethat,Calhadstoppedagunmanfromkilling
Norman.TheassassinhadbeenworkingfortheVicePresident,andshe’dbeenimprisonedforthe
assassinationattempt.AnewVPhadnotbeenassignedtofillheroffice,sowhenNormanwas
impeached,nextinthelineupofpresidentialsuccessionhadbeenSpeakeroftheHouse,HalWarshank.
“WhydoesMissLayneneedabodyguard?”
“She’sbeenunderattack—itstartedwithhercreditcardsbeinghacked,thencameidentitytheft.A
weekago,someonetriedtoburndownherbakery.”
Thegrownstepdaughteroftheinterimpresidentdidn’tqualifyforSecretServiceprotection.
Miadid,however,maketheperfectclientforRockStarSecurity.
AnothercontractionbeganbuildinglowinBeatrice’sbelly,buthermindwasfocusedonthepotential
client.“SheneedsRorytostopthecyber-attacksandNickleback—JonWolfe—forhermainsecurity
specialist.HewasawesomeinChicago,helpingtostopthatsniper.Butbeforeyouassignthemtoher
case,youneedto—”
Calreleasedherhandandthrewbothofhisintheair.“B!Itoldyou,HunterandIhaveithandled.”
Thecontractionwentfromamildsqueezingsensationtofullonlinebackertackle.AsBeatricesucked
inairandsqueezedhereyesshut,shefeltCal’shandonhersagain.Instinctively,shegrippedit,alifeline
throughthepain.
Oncetheworstpassedandsheopenedhereyes,Calshotheraserious,narrowed-eyedglance.“That
wasonlyfiveminutessincethelastone.”
Sothecontractionswerecomingclosertogether.Finewithher.Thesoonershegotthebabyoutofher
wombandintotheworld,thesoonerCalcouldstopworryingandshecouldgetbacktowork.“Sloanis
suddenlyanxioustogethere,”shemuttered,layingherheadbackagainsttheheadrest.
“Yes,sheis,”Calagreedeventhoughhewas,inasense,disagreeing.“DoesSloanworkifit’sagirl?”
ShehaddecidedtonamethebabyafterJax,who’slastnamewasSloan.He’dwheedledhiswayinto
herheartandBeatriceconsideredhimfamily.“We’rehavingaboy.”
“Whataboutamiddlename?Weneverreallytalkedaboutthat.”
Calwastryingtodistracther.Whichwasgood.Theyneverhadenoughtimetogethertorelaxandtalk.
Bothofthemwerehigh-energypeople,andwhiletheylovedtheirrespectivejobswithSFI,theyalso
lovedbeingalonetogether.Oncethebabywashere,whatlittletimethey’dcarvedoutforeachother
beforewouldcertainlygobythewayside.“IwasthinkingHunter.SloanHunterReese.”
“Hunter?”Calscreweduphisnoseinmockdisgust.“You’vegottobekidding.”
“LikeJax,he’sbeenthereforme.Foryou.”
“NamingourkidaftertwooftheRockStarswillmaketheotherguysjealous.They’llthinkyou’re
playingfavorites.”
True,but…“Wecan’tnameoursonafterallofthem.”Theirrankshadgrownconsiderably.“He’dend
upwithtwodozennames.”
Theyrodeforamomentinsilence.ThenBeatricehadanidea.“HowaboutZebulon.SloanZebulon
Reese.”
ZebwasafriendwhowasbecomingmoreandmoreofastaplearoundtheSFIheadquarters.
Calpassedasemitruckandscreweduphisface.“Zeb’skindaoldfashioned,don’tyouthink?”
“Itgivesanicesolidnesstothename.”
“Thatman’segoisalreadysobig,whenyounameourkidafterhim,we’llneverheartheendofit.
Whydon’tyoumakehimagodfatherorsomething?Wemightgetsomefreebabysittingoutofhimthat
way.”
Beatricehadthefeelingfindingbabysitterswouldn’tbeaproblem.BetweentheRockStarsandtheir
girlfriends,everyonewasalreadysigningupforbabysittingduty.
“Sloan,ourdaughter,doesn’twantZebulonforamiddlename,anyway,”Calteased.“Youbetter
comeupwithsomethingmorefeminine.”
Sheplayfullysmackedhimonthearm.“Ifitisagirl,you’reintrouble.Shewillwrapyouaroundher
fingerandyou’llbetoast.You’llgiveheranythingshewants.”
Heleanedoveranddroppedaquickkissonhernose.“IthinkI’dlikethat.”
Beatricesmiledathim,buthe’dalreadyturnedbacktotheroad.Herheartfeltalltinglyandwarm.
Probablybecausethecontractionshadraisedherheartrateandbloodpressure,butmaybebecauseof
somethingmore.
“You’regoingtobeagooddad,”shesaidtohim.“Nomatterwhatsexourchildis.”
“You’regoingtobeanawesomemomtoo.”Agrincrossedhisfeaturesashespedaroundacarintheir
way.“Ican’tbelieveI’msayingthis,butIthinkI’mgoingtolikebeingadad.”
Beatriceknewthefeeling.Herlogicalmindtoldherthat,givenherpast,shewasdestinedtobeabad
mother.She’dhadaroughchildhood;hermotherhadsufferedfrommentalproblemsandcommitted
suicidewhenBeatricewasateen.Herfatherhadneverbeeninthepicture.Shedidn’tevenknowwhohe
was.Oddsofovercomingherpastconditioningandsenseofbetrayalwerelow;Beatriceknewstatistics
doomedhertorepeatthemistakesherparentshadmade.
Butshedidn’tfeelthatway.Herheart,sillymusclethatitwas,seemedtoknowdifferent.Shewanted
thisbaby—andmaybeafewsiblingsforhim—andshewassmartanddeterminedenoughtocreate
whateverfutureshewantedforherfamily.
“I’mlookingforwardtohavingchildren,”sheadmitted,rubbinghergiantstomach.“Ourlittlefamilyis
abouttobecomplete.”
G
ETTINGHISPREGNANT,
in-laborwifeintothehousewasharderthanCalanticipated.
Mostlybecauseshewasstubbornanddidn’twanthelp.
“Justgiveme…asecond,”Beatricesaid,halfbentover,andhalfcrouchedbecauseshecouldn’t
actuallybendfromthewaistasshegrippedthesidemirrorofhisLandCruiser.Hercheekspuffedinand
outwithherbreath.
Calheldontoher,onehandonherelbow,theotherwrappedaroundthebackofhernonexistentwaist.
“HunterandIcancarryyouinside.”
“Over…mydead…body,”shehuffed.
HunterandMariadrewupatthecurb,HunterthrowinghisTundratruckintoparkandbailingout
beforethemidwifeevenhadherseatbeltunbuckled.“How’sshedoing?”hesaid,chugginguptothemin
thedriveway.
“Fine,”Beatricegroundout,althoughitwasprettyobviousshewasn’tfromherbentposture,locked
jaw,andthewayherknuckleswereaswhiteasthenewlandscapingrockaroundthetreeintheirfront
yard,glisteningunderthepartialmoon.
“Letmehelpyou.”Hunterpeeledherfingersoffthemirror.
Withonemanoneachsideholdinghersteady,Beatricetookababystepforward.Stopped.Took
anothersmallstep.
Iftheycontinuedatthispace,shemighthavethekidrighthereinthedriveway.
“Letuscarryyou,”Calinsistedagain.
Thecontractionmusthavepassed.Eitherthat,orhiswordsangeredherenoughsheforgotshewasin
pain.Herbackstraightenedandsheglaredathim.“Icanwalk.”
“Ofcourseyoucan,”Tracesaid,shootingCalawinkbehindherback.“Butyouneedtoconserveyour
energyforpushing.”
Shetookadeepbreath,seemingtocenterherself.Hergazelandedontheirfrontdoor.“I’mokaynow.I
justneededtowaitforthatlastcontractiontopass.”
Mariafinallycaughtupwiththem.“Walkingisgoodforher.Gravitywillhelpbringthebabydown
faster.”
Faster?CalhelpedBeatricetakeanotherstep,thisoneabitbiggerthanthelasttwo.“I’dprefermy
babygirldoesn’tcomeuntilwe’reinside.”
“Boy.”Beatriceshothimanotherdeathglare.“Ourbabyisaboy.”
God,shewasstubborn.Alwayshadbeen.
Helovedthatabouther.
Aroundthem,thesummernightwasinfullswing.Treefrogsandnightinsectshummedandbuzzed,
callingtoeachother.Anowlhootedinthetreesacrosstheroad.
Calhadwantedtobuyahouseinthenewsubdivisionhalfamilewest.Beatricehadinsistedonthis
Tudorwithabrickwalkwayandfive-point-twoacresofland.Awillowgracedthesouthside.Acouple
ofappletreesandsomewildrosesdottedtheslouchingwoodenfenceinthebackyard.
Calhadalreadyusedhissmartphoneapptoturnontheoutsidelightsandunlockthefrontdoor.Oneof
thefewupgradeshe’dbeenabletogetdoneinbetweenassignments.“Idon’tcareifwe’rehavinga
raccoon,I’dratherwegetinsidetodoso.”
Huntersenthimalook.“Rockingchaironthree?”
Calnodded,releasinghisholdonBeatriceinordertolockarmswithHunter.“Rockingchairon
three.”
WhichinShadowForcelingostoodforone…two…
Upsydaisy.
Themen’slockedarmsformedtheirownversionofachair,andtheysweptBeatrice’slegsoutfrom
underher,supportingherupperbodyastheyliftedherofftheground.
Sheletoutastartledcryandthemidwife’seyeswentround.Ignoringtheprotestsofbothwomen,Cal
andHuntermarchedBeatriceuptothefrontdoor,whereCalmanagedtotwisttheknobandkickopenthe
oakdoor.
Thelasttimehe’dcarriedBeatriceacrossthethresholdhadbeenaftertheirsecondhoneymoononlya
fewshortmonthsago.Wherehadthetimegone?
She’dfalleninlovewiththehousethemomentshe’dseteyesonit.AllCalhadseenwasamoneypit.
Theroofneededreplacing,thechimneytuck-pointing,andtheonlythingremotelycoolontheinsidewere
theoriginalwoodfloors.
ButseeingBeatricefallinlovewiththehundred-year-oldhousehadbowledhimover.She’dtalked
nonstopaboutremodelingeachroom,andtoseehiswifeexcitedaboutputtingdownrootsmadehim
happytosignhisnameonthemortgagepapers.
Whowouldhaveguessed?Himwithamortgage,wife,andbaby.Whatadifferenceafewmonths
couldmake.
AfloralarrangementsatonthewoodenfoyertableandoneofBeatrice’sfeetsnaggedastem,knocking
itover.Hunter,supersoldierthathewas,caughtthevasebeforeitspilledasingledropandrightedthe
arrangement.
“Thankyou,”Beatricesaidtohim,andthenshelaidherheadonCal’sshoulder.“CanyoucallConnor
andhavehimbringMaggiehome?I’vemissedher.”
Maggie,theirdog,wasprobablylivingthehighlifewithConnorMcKenzieattheSFIoffice,wherehe
wasdogsittingforthem.TheLabhadoriginallybeenCal’suntilshe’dmetBeatrice.NowMaggiestayed
byB’sside24/7.Hewassomewhatsurprisedhiswifehadn’ttakenMaggieonhertriptoChicago.
Afteralongestrangement,BeatricehadshownupatCal’sboatandaskedforhisprotectionagainstan
assassin.Duringtheirtimeontherun,they’dfalleninlovealloveragainandmanagedtogettheassassin
tohelptheminsteadofkillingB.Intheend,CalhadstoppedthepresidentfromdyingandBhadendedup
pregnant.
NowtheyworkedforEmitPetit.Beatricerantheoffice,signingonclientsandhoveringoverthemen
whomadeupRockStarSecurityand,behindthescenes,thosewhoalsoranmissionsforShadowForce.
CalwasinchargeofoneoftheShadowForceteamsthatweremuchliketheSEALs,thoughhistimewith
theSEALsnowseemedlikealifetimeago.
Beatricebeatweaklyonhisarmbeforehe’devenclearedthekitchen.“Putmedown,Cal.”
Herprotestwasasweakasherpunch.Stubbornnessandbravadocouldonlycarryyousofar.Shewas
physicallyingreatshape,buteveryonehadlimits.
Heleanedoverandkissedhertemple.Shewasdeadtiredfromhertripandthecontractions.“There’s
noshameinacceptinghelp,B.Letusgetyoutothebedroom.”
“I’mnotafrailoldlady,andifI’mgoingtotakecareofoursonandrunSFI,Ibetterbeabletohandle
walkingthirtyfeettoourbedroom.”
“You’rethestrongestwomanIknow,honey.”Itwasn’talie.He’dgrownupwithBeatrice,knewall
theshithermentallyunstable,drug-addictedmotherhadputherthrough.Hewasconstantlyamazedat
howadeptBeatricewas.“AllowingHunterandItocarryyoutothebedroomwillnotlessenyour
willpower,tenacity,ordeterminationtobeWonderWoman.”
CalcockedhisheadtotherighttosignalHunterthedirectiontheywereheaded.Together,theycarried
Beatriceacrossthefoyer,throughthelivingroom,anddownthehall.Mariafollowedbehindthem,mute,
butCalcouldfeelherdispleasedglareonhisback.
Huntermanagedtofliponthelightsinsidethebedroomdoorastheycrossedthethreshold.Calhad
beengoneforseveraldaysandseeingtheunmadebed—Beatriceconsideredmakingitupawasteoftime
andenergy—andsmellingthelight,floralperfumesheusedthatpermeatedtheroom,madethetightness
betweenhisshoulderbladesrelaxslightly.
Home.Agoodplacetobe.
Astheystartedforthebed,Beatricedemandedtheyswitchdirection.“Takemetothebathroom,”she
said.“Ineedtogetoutoftheseclothes.”
Afewminuteslater,MariaandBeatricewereshutawayinthebathroom,MariahavingwavedCaloff
togomakeBeatriceacupoftea.CalhadwrestledupalooseshirtofhisforBeatricetoputonandhe
heardwaterrunninginthespecialtubhe’dinstalledforthebirth.
Atfirst,he’drecoiledattheideaofBgivingbirthtotheirchildinthewater—thedangersseemedtoo
great.Butaftershelaidoutthefactsabouthomebirthsandthebenefitsofthewaterhelpinglabor,he’d
hadtogoalong.Seemedfittingthathiskidwouldentertheworldviawater.Hepersonallypreferred
beinginwatertowalkingonland.
WhichmadehimmisshisSEALdaysalloveragain.
Nowaywouldhegiveupwhathehadnow,though.Awife,akidontheway,agreatjobthatputmany
ofhisSEALskillstousehelpingpeoplewhohadnooneelsetoturnto—thosethingsallmadehimgetout
ofbedeverydaywithasenseofhopeanddetermination.
HunterhaddisappearedafterhelpingCaldepositBeatriceonthebathroomwindowseat.Nowthatshe
washomeandinthemidwife’shandsforthemoment,Calrubbedhiseyesandwenttofindhim.
SavannaBunkett,Hunter’sfiancee,probablywantedtoseehim.ThemanhadbeenwithBeatrice24/7
fornearlythreeweeks,andhadgoneonhermissiontoChicago.EventhoughHunterwasasupersoldier,
hehadtobetired.Burnedout,too,fromBeatrice’sraginghormonesanddownrightstubbornness.
Calalmostfeltsorryforhim.
HefoundHunterinthedarkenedfrontroomthatBeatricereferredtoastheformallivingroom,
standingatthebaywindowandstaringoutatthestreet.Hunterdidn’tturntoacknowledgeCal,even
thoughtherewasnowayCalcouldsneakuponhim.Hunter’shearingwasassharpasaneagle’s;hehad
somekindofsixthsenseaswell,beingabletoanticipateaperson’smovesbeforetheyevenmadethem.
“I’veengagedthesecuritysystem,”Huntersaid.“Howisshe?”
“She’singoodhands.”Calploppeddowninhisfavoritelounger.“Youcangonow.Iappreciatethe
help,man.”
“IthinkitwouldbefortuitousifIstay.”
“Fortuitous?Jesus,Hunter,you’vedefinitelybeenaroundBtoomuchlately.You’restartingtosound
likeher.”
“Shedoesruboffononeafterawhile,but,sir,IdothinkI’llhangaroundfornow.”
Sir.CalfeltoldwhenHuntercalledhimthat.Theyweren’tthatfarapartinage.“Savannamaynot
appreciateit.”
“I’msureshewon’t.She…missesme.”
Themanstillstaredoutatthenight,hishandsbehindhisbackasifhewereateaseinamilitarylineup.
Hisbodyposturelookedrelaxed—asrelaxedasHuntereverlooked,exceptwhenmeditating.Hewas
stillstaringdowntheblockwithanintensitythatmadeCaluneasy.
Maybeitwassomekindofstandingmeditation.“Idon’twantSavannaanymorepissedatmethanshe
alreadyisafterIputyouonbodyguardduty.”BecauseCal’sdutieshadcausedhimtobegonesomuch
recently,he’dpulledHunterfromhisownSFIteamandmadehimBeatrice’spersonal,one-mansecurity
system.“I’mhereforBnow.Ifanythinggoeswrong,I’llcallanambulancetocomeandtakehertothe
hospital.”
“IfI’mnotmistaken,somethingisabouttogowrong.”HunterglancedoverhisshoulderatCal.“Not
withthebaby,butwithus.”
Calsatup,hisbootedfeethittingthewoodenfloorunderhim.“What?”
“Didyounoticethatblackvanparkedattheendofthecul-de-sacwhenwepulledin?”
No,hehadn’t.He’dbeentoofocusedonBeatriceandherlaborpains.
Theyonlyhadtwoneighbors,eachhouseagenerousdistancefromtheotheronadead-endroad.
Woodsandhillsranaroundtheirsmalllots,andwhiletheywereonlyafewminutesoutsideofthetown
proper,itfeltliketheyweredeepinthecountry.
Caledgeduptothebaywindow,andcrankedhisnecksohecouldlookthedirectionHunternow
pointed.Theendoftheroadwasagoodquartermileaway,butthereitwas—theblackvan,justlikethe
soldiersaid.“Whataboutit?”
“Ibelievewe’reundersurveillance,”Huntersaid.“Ididaquicksweepofthehouseandfoundnobugs
orcameras,but…”
Hunterpaused,tiltedhisheadslightly,andallofCal’sinstinctswentberserk.
“Butwhat?”hegrowled,alreadyreachingforthegunhekepthiddenunderthesidetablenearthedoor.
“Ibelievewe’reabouttohavecompany.”
Sureenough,beforethewordswerefullyoutofhismouth,theblackvanrolledforward.
ChapterTwo
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tothephoneblaringinhisear.
Probablybecausehewassleepingontopofit.
Droolingonitaswell,becausewhenhejerkedback,hisinstinctsautomaticallydirectedhishandto
thehandset,andhefoundslimeallovertheblackSFIofficephone.
Gross.
Ofcourse,sincehe’dbeenworking24/7withnotimeoff,hehadn’tseenhisbedsincezerodarkthirty-
seven…no,makethateight,sincetheclockonthephone’sreadoutsaiditwasaftermidnight.
Rubbinghiseyesasthephoneblaredagain,hepushedupoffofhisdeskandclearedhisthroat.Near
thedesk,Maggieraisedherbig,blackheadandlookedathimwithherperpetuallysadLabradoreyes.
BeingtheofficemanagerforRockStarSecuritycamewithalotofperks.RSSwasthefrontfor
ShadowForceInternational,whereformerSEALsroamedthehallways,covertlysavingthefreeworld
onadailybasis.Connorwasconstantlysurroundedbymenherespectedandwhorespectedhim.They
understoodeachother;understoodwhateachotherhadbeenthrough.AddtothatthefactBeatricelethim
bunktwofloorsupinanofficehe’dconvertedtoabedroom,anditwasthebesthomehe’deverhad.The
bedroomwasn’tmuch,butitbeatlivingoutofhiscar.
Maggiewasanotherperk.Helovedthatdog.Meetinghiseyes,shewaggedhertailwithasolid
thump-thump-thumpagainstthefloor.
Shewasalwaysupforanadventure,andgoodtohavearoundbecauseofhisPTSD.Shedidn’thave
anytraining,butCalhadtoldConnorshe’dsavedhismentalhealthmanytimes.ThedoghadkeptConnor
fromsinkingintoadarkholeonmorethanoneoccasionaswell.
Technicallysincehelivedupstairs,Connorcouldgohomeanytimehewanted,eventhoughnoonewas
intheofficetomanthephonesbuthim.HeandRoryhadsetupasystemthattransferredallcallsto
Connor’sphoneinhisbedroomwhenhequitforthedayorneededdowntime.Beatricedidn’ttrustan
answeringservicewiththeparticularcallsthatmightcomeinfromRockStarsorSFIoperatives.
Connoropenedhistiredeyesandcaughtsightoftheblinkingbuttononthephoneasthedamnthing
continuedtoringinsistently.Red,notorange.TheprivatelineEmithadforthemanagerstousewhenthey
neededimmediateassistance.
Shit.Grabbingoneofthenapkinsfromthepizzahe’dhalfeatenearlier,hewipedoffthedroolfromthe
handsetandpunchedthebuttonunderthered,blinkinglight.“ThisisSlash.HowmayIdirectyourcall?”
SFIruleswerethattheyneveridentifiedthebusinesswhenansweringontheoffchanceitwasawrong
numberoroneofthemhadbeencompromised.Beatricewasstrictaboutthat.Whilethecellphonesevery
employeeusedweresecure,breachescouldhappen.Allpersonnelusedcodenamesandhadtoanswera
securityquestionbeforediscussinganyRockStarorSFIbusiness.
Justincase,Beatricealwayssaid.
Connorhadthefeelinghedidn’twanttoknowwhatjustincasemeant.Healsodidn’twanttoknow
whatmighthappenifhefailedher.
“Con,we’reintrouble.”
Connorsatstraightup,nearlyknockingoverhisCoke.Thevoiceontheotherendwaslowand
guarded,andthepersonhadalreadybrokenprotocol.
Butitwasavoiceheknewwell,andapersonhedefinitelydidn’twanttofailtohelp.Ifanything,he
hopedtogetontheguy’sSFIsquadoneofthesedays.“Sir?Pleasestateyoursecurityclearancecode.”
“Fuckin’A,that’smysecuritycode,”CalReesequipped.“Weneedhelp.Weneedreinforcements.”
“Areyouinimminentdanger?”
“Yes.Thequeenbeeisinthehiveandsheisinimminentdanger.”
“Butsir,thereareno…”
Thelinewhendead.
“…reinforcements,”Connorfinished.
Hestaredatthehandset.ThequeenbeewasBeatrice.ThehivewasherandCal’shome.
Beatricewasinimminentdanger.
Athome.
Fromwhom?Fromwhat?
Fuckonastick.Connordroppedthehandsetintoitscradle,hisgutsturningoveronthemselves.
Emit,Rory,Jax,andColtonwereallstillinChicago,openingthenewCentralDivisionRockStar
headquarters.Obviously,Cal,Beatrice,andTraceHunterwereback,buttherestoftheRockStarsand
SFIoperativeswereworking,manyofthemoutofthecountry.
RSbodyguardscouldn’tsimplyleavetheirclients.DittofortheSFIoperativeswhowereundercover
onassignmentsatallfourcornersoftheearth.
ConnorstartedtoliftthehandsetagainandcallMiles,butno,MileswasinSanDiego,oncemore
runningtheWestCoastSFIoffice.
Whichmeanthewasoutofoptions.
Zeb.Yeah,he’dcalltheoldspymaster…
Hisout-of-optionslistgrew.ZebhadgonetoChicagowithBeatrice.Connorhadn’theardfromhim.
HadhecomebackwithCalandtheothersorstayedinChicago?
Aburningsensationstartedinhisgutwhileicypinpricksattackedthebaseofhisspine.Bothspread
likebloodfromagunshotwound,makinghisbodytrembleandhisbreathingcomeinshort,barely-there
intakes.
Beatricewasindanger.RealdangerifCalwasignoringprotocolandcallinghimforbackup.Callan
ReesewasaformerSEALwho’dsavedthepresidentinfrontoftheentireworld.
Beatrice’spersonalbodyguardwasTraceHunter.AnotherformerSEALwithsuperhumanpowers.The
guybelongedinaMarvelcomicbookforrealz.
Ifbothofthemcouldn’thandlewhatevertroubleBeatricewasin,well,then…Howthehellwashe
supposedto?
Hishandshookashejammedhisfingersthroughhishair.Getup,hetoldhimself,buthecouldn’tmake
hislegsmove.Theywerefrozenstiff.
Notnow!Hecouldn’tlethisPTSDhandcuffhim.
ButthenPTSDwasarighteouswanker,asMiles’sfiancee,Charlotte,alwayssaid.Itparticularlyliked
tohitwhenyouneededaclearheadthemost.
Breathe.Beatricewasalwaystellinghimtotakeadeepbreathandfocusononething.Atrickshe’d
learnedfromHunter.
Itdidn’talwayswork,especiallywhenConnorwokeinthemiddleofthenightsweatingandgasping
forairafteroneofhisnightterrors.TheonlythingthatworkedthenwasabottleofSmirnoffandlosing
himselfinhissecretinvestigationinto12September.
Grabbingthehandset,hedialedZeb,hopingagainsthopetheoldmanwasbackinDC.Waitingforthe
calltoconnect,hetappedhisfootunderthedesk.SFIheadquarterswasdarkbeyondthebubbleofpale
yellowhisdesklampthrewoff.Evenhiscomputerhadgonedarkafterhe’dfallenasleep.
Bracingthehandsetbetweenhisearandshoulder,hewokeupthecomputerandstartedshutdown
procedures.He’dneverhadtodoitbeforeandanothermomentofindecisionandself-doubtcaughthim
withhisfingershoveringoverthekeyboard.
Heneverlefttheofficeunlesshisbackup,usuallyRoryorthenewlabtech,Sabrina,wasavailableto
answerphonesandhandleemergencies.
Zeb’sphonerangthreetimes.Voicemailanswered.ConnorleftaquickSOSandaskedZebtocallhim
back.
Whatnow?ShouldhegearupandheadtoCalandBeatrice’s?
Whataboutthebaby?
Ifanythinghappenedtoanyoneofthem…
Theicysensationattackedhistoesagain,spreaduptohiscalves.
Breathe…
Maggiewhimpered,drawinghisgaze.Shesatbesidethedesk,tailrappingthefloorandstuckherhead
inhislap.
Therewasnotimetopetthedog,buthishandhadamindofitsown,naturallygoingtoMaggie’shead
andrubbinghersleek,softfur.Hisbreathingresumedasemi-normalin-outrhythmafteramomentandhis
mindre-engaged.
Graspingatstraws,hedialedthelabextension,hopingagainsthopethatSabrinamightsomehowstill
beinthebuilding.He’dneverseenherleave—oneofthereasonsheroutinelystayedatthedesksolate
everynightwasforthatveryreason.Heenjoyedwatchinghersexylegsinthoserighteoushigh-heeled
bootswalkpasthisdeskeveryevening.Helovedherredhairandthewaysheteasedhimaboutbeinga
camo-wearingreceptionist,eventhoughtheterm‘receptionist’madehisegosmart.
Frombig,tough,badassSEALtoauselessreceptionist.Hislifehadgonetohell,thanksto12
September.
Bastards.
StillpettingMaggiewithonehand,heclosedofftheblackholethatsuckedathimeverytimehe
thoughtoftheterroristgroup.
Bzzz-bzzz.ThephoneonSabrina’sendrangagain.ItwasSaturdaynight.Abeautiful,smart,hipgal
likehercouldn’tpossiblystillbeworkingthislateonaSaturdaynight,couldshe?
“Conmeister?”Hervoicewasroughandsexy,likehe’dwokenherfromanap.Heheardheryawn.
“It’snearlytwoa.m.Whatareyoustilldoingatthemaindesk?”
GodAlmighty,hehateditwhenpeoplecalledhimnicknames—flashbackstofifthgradeandDerek
MartincallinghimConniealwaysmadehimwanttopunchawall.Buthearinganyversionofhisname
comingfromSabrina’slusciousmouthwasheaven.Shegotafreepass,regardlessofwhatshewantedto
callhim.
“Whatareyoustilldoinginthelab?”
Shechuckled.“Touché.What’sup?”
“SOSfromCal.HeandBgothomefromChicagobutsomething’swrong.Idon’tknowwhat.Hemust
havethoughthiscellwascompromisedbecausehewasspeakingincode,butheusedmyname,whichis
like,Idon’tknowwhat.Ithinkhewasdefinitelyshookup.”
Shewasfullyawakenow.“Oh,shit.WhatcanIdo?”
“ManthephonesandwatchMaggieforme.I’mgearingupandheadingtheirway.”
Hervoicewasfullofindignation.“Noway!Notwithoutme.Whodidyoucallforbackup?”
“Thereisnoone.Everyoneisworkingoroutoftown.”
“You’rekidding,right?”
ConnoropenedhisbottomdrawerandpulledouthisBerettaPX4Stormandcheckedtheclip.Full.
“WiththeadditionoftheSanDiegoandChicagosatellites,we’reshortonstaff.Literally,there’sjustyou
andmeinDCatthismoment.Wecan’tleavethephonesunmanned,sotag,you’reit.”
“Whydon’tyoucallthecops?”
IfCalhadthoughtthepolicecouldhandleit,hewouldhavedialed911himself.Whateverthiswas,he
didn’twanttheminvolved.“I’vegottogo.”
Hehunguponherprotest,punchedthebuttontotransferincomingcallstothelabphone,toldMaggie
tostay,andheadedfortheweaponsroom.
Preparingfortheenemywaschallengingwhenyouhadnocluewhotheenemywas.
Pretendit’sasleepercellof12September.Ifyouweretakingthemon,whatwouldyoubring?
Arocketlauncher.
Thebiggestonehecouldcarry,infact.
SFI’sweaponsroomhadplentyoffirepower,buttheydidnot,infact,haveanyrocketlaunchers.
Ashame,that.Hementallyaddedittohisinventorylistfornextmonth.
Connorsnatchedablackduffelfromashelfandstartedthrowingingrenades,acoupleofH&K
submachineguns,ammo,andasweetsniperriflehe’dbeendyingtouse.
HewasstrappingonavestwhenSabrinacameskiddingintotheroominhersocks.Herbootswerein-
hand,herhairflatononeside,totallysexyandtousledontheopposite.
Probablywhatshelookedlikewhenshefirstgotupinthemorning.
Anddamn,ifherbigbrowneyesandthatcrazyhairdidn’tmakehimhard.
“You’renotleavingwithoutme,Conmeister.”Sheslippedononeboot—witha3-inchblackheel—
jumpingandhobblingonherotherfoot,andbreathingheavyfromherruntocatchhim.Shewasdressed
fromheadtotoeinredlikealways.
Adeepburgundyredthattotallyclashedwithhercoppercoloredhair.
ConnortorehisgazeawayfromherfulllipsandevenfullercleavageondisplayfromthedeepVof
hersilkyshirt.Shecontinuedhoppingonherfootasshepulledonthesecondhighheel,theactionjiggling
herdouble-Dsandmakinghishard-ondownrightpainful.“I’mtotallyleavingwithoutyou,Red.”
“Bullshit!”Shesnatchedabulletproofvestfromthewallandshovedherarmsthroughtheholes.“You
havenoideawhatyou’rewalkinginto.ThisisBeatricewe’retalkingabout!”
Heslammedthecageshutonthesubmachinegunselectionandlockedit.“I’llhandleit,whateverit
is.”
“Look,”shesaid,grabbinghisarm.“IknowIwasjustachopperpilotandIneversawactionlikeyou
didwhenIwasintheNavy,butIknowhowtohandleagun.Atleastletmeflyyoutotheirhouseandset
upastakeout.Icanhaveyouthereinfifteen.Itwilltakeyouatleastthirtybycar.”
Fly?“Unlessyouhaveamagiccarpethidingunderyourlabcoat,howareyougoingtoflyme
anywhere?”
Sabrinagrinned,shruggingoutofthelabcoatandputtingonthevest.“YouknowthehelopadontheU-
Commbuildingattheendoftheblock?There’sanEC145thatcancruiseat150milesperhoureasy.I
happentoknowtheownerandwecanuseit,noquestionsasked.”
Thiswomaninredwasamystery,butthen,soweremanyofthepeoplethatworkedforSFI.“You’re
friendswiththeownerofoneofthemostexpensiveluxuryhelicoptersavailableinthemarketplace
today?”
Shegrinnedagain.“Morethanfriends,actually.”
Connor’shard-onsoftened.“Idon’tthinkyourboyfriendwillappreciateyoutakinghisheloona
rescuemission.”
Andifyourboyfriendisamillionaire,whyareyouhereworkingtonight?
“He’snotmyboyfriend,”Sabrinasaid,grabbinga.38milfromthehandguns.“He’smydad.”
T
HEYWEREIN
theair,theMercedesBenzEC145cruisinglikethehigh-end,beautifulhelicopteritwas.
Thenightwasdark,thecity’slightsbelowthemfadingintothedistance.
SabrinaMerinoswasinheaven.
“Youneveransweredmeaboutcallingthepolice,”shesaidintoherheadset.“Ifsomething’shappened
toB,whyaren’twegettingtheminvolved?”
Connorrodeshotgun,dressedfromheadtotoeinblack,hisfingersfidgetingwithhisphone.He’d
pulledupsatelliteimageryonhisphone’soptimizedmappingprogramandadjustedhismic.“Thelocals
meanwell,buttheyaren’ttrainedforSpecialOpsorthekindoffieldworkwedo.They’relikelytoend
uphurt.Orworse.IfCalhadwantedpoliceinvolvement,hewouldhavetoldmeso.”
“Areyousure?”
Hiseyesslidovertoher,thennervouslybacktothewindshield,butitwasn’tannoyanceshesawin
them.
Itwasdoubt.
Hisfistclenchedonhisthigh.“I’msure,”hesaid.“Whereareyouputtingthebirddown?”
Sabrinalovedflyingatnight.Lovedflying,period.Ithadbeentoolongandshehadn’tfeltthistypeof
freedomsinceherlastflightbeforeshe’dbeendischargedandshippedbacktotheStates.“There’san
openfieldapproximatelyathousandmetersnorthoftheirplace.I’llsetherdownthereandwecanhike
back.”
Hewentbacktoscanninghisphone.“IwillhiketoCalandBeatrice’s.You’llstaywiththe
helicopter.”
Whatever.Therewasnowayshewaslettinghimleaveherbehind.“DidyoutrycallingCalback?”
“He’snotanswering.”
Stupidquestion.Ofcourse,Connorhadalreadytriedthat.
Ano-answercouldmeanCalwasinhidingoritcouldmeansomethingworse—likehecouldn’t
answerhisphone,eitherbecausewhoeverwasafterBeatricehadcaughtorkilledhim.
AndthatmeanttheyhadBeatriceandtheunbornbaby.
Whichmeant…
Bestnottogothere.
Sabrinaclosedhereyesforhalfasecondandfocusedonclearingthedark,horriblethoughtsfromher
head.Shehadatendencytodothat—letherselfgetsuckedintosticky,uglymuckthatampedupher
alreadytoo-highlevelsofanxiety.Nextstop,panicattack.
Panicattacksandflyingdidnotgowelltogether.
Henceherdischarge.
Flippingherlidsopen,shefoundConnorstaringather.Thedashboardlightsmadehiscoffeebrown
eyesflashwithgoldashenarrowedhislids.“Youokay?”
Panicattackinstantlyaverted.Howcouldshenotfeelcalmerlookingintohisruggedfaceandthose
soulfuleyes?
Althoughwhenhelookedatherlikethatherpulsedidafunnyhopandskip,andhermouthwentdry.
“I,uh…yep,allgood.”
Astheawkwardmomentpassed,shepretendedtobebusycheckingtheinstrumentgauges,feelinga
warmflushrisinginhercheeks.“Howcomeyouneverleavetheoffice?”sheasked.Aslongasshehad
himathermercy,shewasgoingtofindoutmoreabouthim.Askhimthequestionsconstantlyburningin
herbrainthatsheneverseemedtofindtherightmomentfor.
Hisvoicewasmodulatedsomewhatbytheheadset,butshestillheardtheincredulityinhistone.
“What?”
“Youneverseemtoleavetheoffice,exceptforthosesupportgroupmeetingsatthechurch.”
“Howdoyouknowaboutthose?”
“ThePTSDgroup?Everyoneknowsaboutthem.”
…didn’tthey?
Fromthelookhewasgivingher,itwasatouchysubject.Withmostveteransitwas.
Timetoshiftgears.“You’realwaysatSFIheadquarters,whetherI’mcomingorgoing.Doyouhavea
clone?”
Herelaxedabitlikeshe’dhoped,givingasmallsnickerthatcausedhislipstotwitchinanalmost
smile.“Iliveupstairs.”
“Noway.”Sheshothimasurprisedlook,eventhoughshe’dalreadyfigureditout.“YouliveatSFI
headquarters?”
Hisexpressionturnedsour.“Yeah,so?”
She’dflownplentyofSEALteamsinandoutofhotspotsfortop-secretoperations.Theywereaproud
lot,andwhocouldblamethem?Withtheirtrainingandexpertise,theyweredefinitelytheeliteofthe
elite.
Butscoreanotheroneforherdoofusteam,she’dsteppedonhistoesyetagain.Realsmooth,Sabrina.
Howtofixit?“Ithinkit’scool.Somedays,IwishIcouldlivethere.”
Sheglancedoverintimetoseehimabouttoaskwhy,buthehesitatedandhislipssnappedshut.He
resumedstaringoutthewindshield.
Okay,sothedrop-deadsexy,formerSEALridingshotgundidn’twanttogetpersonal.Shecould
respectthat,eventhoughshewantedtojumphisbones.WhichinSabrinaWorldmeantknowinghimona
personallevel.Lotsofintimatequestionsandhangingoutsharingdeep,darksecrets.
Shewasn’tintohookupsorone-nightstands.Neverhadbeen.Toomanyguysinheryouthhadseenher
lastnameandfiguredtheycouldsomehowincreasetheirpersonalwealthand/orfamebyridingher
coattailsstraighttoherfather.Wasitsoridiculoustothinkaguymightwanttogetwithherjusttobewith
her?
Soyeah,shewasatotalsuckerforfairytalesandDisneymovieswheretwopeoplefallinlove—even
whentheywereclearlyfromoppositeworlds—andlivehappilyeverafter.
Unfortunately,shewasnolostprincessordamselindistress.Shewassimplyasciencegeekwho
lovedtofly,occasionallyhadapanicattack,andseemedtohaveaparticularpenchantforgettingherself
intotrouble.
Caseinpoint—ConnorMcKenzie.Themanhimselfwasobviouslytrouble,withthesecretsheso
carefullyguardedwhilekeepingthewholeplacerunningwithcarelessease.Allthemenwhoworkedfor
RockStarSecurityandShadowForceInternationalhadsomethinguglyintheirpasts.Nobiggie.Sabrina
wasnoangeleither.
ButConnorwasn’tliketheothermen.Hewasn’tabodyguard,neverwentonmissionsoutofthe
country.Hestayedintheoffice,answeredthephones,anddidBeatrice’sbidding.
Notthathedidn’thavesomerighteousskillswiththecopymachine,andhiscoffeewastodiefor,
but…
TherewasawholelotmoretoConnorthanmettheeye,fromthedragontattoounderhisusual
conservative,white,button-downstohisextensiveknowledgeofallthelatesttechgadgetsandweapons
hestockedinthewarroom.
Washeageek,too?Excepthispassionwastechnologyandguns,insteadofforensicscienceand
helicopters?
“ETAfourminutes,”shetoldhim.“We’realmostthere.”
“Yourordersstand,Red.”Hepocketedhisphone,grabbingadifferenttypeofheadsetfromhisbag.
Oneequippedwithnightvisiongogglesandalight.“Staywiththehelo.I’llradioyouwiththesitreponce
I’vedeterminedthethreat.Ifweneedahotextraction,Ineedyouinpositionandreadytofly.Doyou
copy?”
God,shelovedthathecalledherRed,buthe’dmadeitclearhewasn’tinterestedinher,soitwas
probablybetternottogogagaoverhim.“MyRockStarcodenameis21Pilots,sir,”shesaid,givinghim
agrin,alongwithapropersalute.“Andbytheway,I’mstillcomingwithyou.”
ChapterThree
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“W
HEREIS
C
AL?”
Beatricesaid,sittingontheedgeofherbed.Shedidn’tknowwhattodowith
herself.Ifshestoodupandwalked,thelaborpainsweretoointense,makingherwanttoliedownand
curlintoaball.Whenshedidliedown,hernervesweretooagitatedtostaystillandshefoughtherway
uptostanding,herfeetdemandingshepace.“Ineedhim.”
Thebedroomwassoftlylitfromtheoverheadlightingcomingfromthebathroom.Shecouldsmellthe
lavenderoilMariahadputinthebirthingtub’swarmwater.
“Hewenttomakeyousomechamomiletea,”Mariasaid,positioningherselfatBeatrice’sfeet.“How
aboutafootmassage?Itmayhelpwiththecontractions.”
ThelasttimeMariahadtouchedherfeet,she’dstartedthelabor.“Willitmakethisprocessgoany
faster?”
“Maybe.”Maria’ssmilewaspatient.“Itcan’thurt.”
Herfeetweren’tusuallytouchyandshewasn’tticklish,butanothercontractionhitattheexactmoment
MariagrabbedherrightfootandBeatricejerkedlikeamulewho’dbeentazed.Herfootflewout,nailing
Mariainthenoseandsendingthemidwifesprawlingontoherbackside.
“Oh,crimeny,”Beatricesaid,curlingupfromthepain.“I’mso…ugghh…sorry.”
MariawasholdinghernosewithonehandandwavingoffBeatrice’sapologieswiththeother.Blood
seepedthroughherfingers.“It’sallright.”Hervoicesoundednasally.“I’mokay.”
ShehurriedintothebathroomandBeatriceoverheardwaterrunninginthesinkandthesearchfora
washcloth.
Ialmostknockedoutmymidwife.
Notexactlythewayshe’dplannedthings.
Grittingherteethandrockingontheedgeofthebed,shecontrolledherbreathinglikeMariahadtaught
herandwaitedforthecontractiontopass.Five…four…three…two…one.Timeseemedtofoldinon
itselfandBeatrice’sbrainfoughttomakeherbodydowhatitwanted.
Losingbattlethere.
Butthecountinghelped.Heroveractivebrainhadsomethingtofocusonduringeachcontractionwhile
herbodyhadamindofitsown.
Mariawassayingsomethingbuthervoicesoundeddistantandfuzzy,aradioonthewrongfrequency.
TheballoffireinBeatrice’slowerabdomenandbackeasedabitandherspineunlockedslowly,one
vertebraatatime.Sweattrickleddownherneckandshehastilybrusheditaway,herskinhypersensitive.
Whereismyhusband?
SheandCalhadbeenthrougheverythingtogethersincetheywerekids.Althoughthey’dstruggledas
marriedadultsforafewyears,mostlyduetojobsthatrequiredtheyspendtoomanynightsawayfrom
eachotherhidingdarkssecrets,nowtheywereascloseasever.
ThattheybothworkedforSFIhelped.Eventhoughtherewerestillplentyofnightsspentapart,theyno
longerkeptsecretsfromeachother.Thefriendshipthathadbeguninelementaryschoolandbloomedinto
aromanceintheirteenswasaliveandhotterthaneverastheywaitedforthearrivalofthechildBeatrice
thoughtthey’dneverhave.
Threemiscarriageshadonceruinedherdreamsofbeingamother.They’dbeenthefinalstrawinher
andCal’smarriagebeforeshe’dbecomeatargetoftheUSgovernment.
ThankGodCalhadn’tsignedthedivorcepapers.
Whileontherunfromtheassassin,they’drekindledtheirloveandshe’dendeduppregnantonceagain.
Thischildwasafighter,justlikeher.JustlikeCal.
Tracewasalwaystellingherthatmiraclesdidhappen.Shedidn’tmuchbelieveinmiracles,but
occasionally,evolutionarybiologyhadawayofovercomingobstaclesinthemostbeautifulway
imaginable.
Pushingherselfoffthebed,Beatriceshuffledslowlytowardtheclosedbedroomdoor.Shedidn’twant
anydamnchamomiletea.Mint—that’swhatshewanted.Orthatneworganichoneygingerteathat
Savannahadsenther.
“Whereareyougoing?”Mariasaidfromthebathroomdoor.Sheheldawetwashcloth,spottedwith
blood,tohernose.
Damn.She’dalmostmadeitoutofthebedroom.“TofindCalandmytea.”
Shewantedherhusbandtobewithherwhileshelabored.Itmightbealong,uglyprocess—andit
wasn’tthatshedidn’tappreciateeverythingMariawastheretodo—butsheneededCal’sreassurance.
Hissimplepresence.Hisloveforherworkedbetterthananyfootmassageortubofwatercouldtocalm
hernervesandgiveherconfidence.
Hercognitionandlogiccouldout-thinkjustaboutanyoneorsituation,givingherplentyofmettle.The
onlytimeshe’deverfoundherselfunabletohandleasituationhadbeenwhentheCIAassassinhadcome
afterher.She’dneededCalthenandsheneededhimnow.
Becauseatthemoment,herbrainwasshort-circuiting,herbodyamutinousmasswithamindofits
own.SeeingCal,touchinghim,wouldgiveherbalance.Fortitude.
Godknewshecoulduseabitofthatrightnow.Shewasabouttofinallybecomeamother.
Mariahustledtocatchup.“Wait,letmehelpyou.”
“Thanks,butI’vegotit.”Andshedid.Thelaborwasintense,nodoubtaboutthat,butashortwalkto
thekitchenwouldgiveherasenseofcontrol.“Imightmoveslowly,butIcandoitonmyown.Tendto
yournose.”
“Nowayareyouwalkingdownthehallwayalone.”Mariatookherarm.“We’llgotogether.”
Theirfirstattempttogetthroughthebedroomdoordidn’twork,Beatrice’sbellylikeathirdperson
betweenthem.Which,forallintentsandpurposes,itwas.SoMariawentfirst,pivotingtokeepherhand
onBeatrice’sarm,andthenhelpherwaddlethrough.
Thehalllightwason.BeatricecouldseethelampnexttoCal’schairinthelivingroomwhereitthrew
acozyglowontheoldoakfloors.
SheandMariahadtakenthreestepsdownthehallwhenthelightswentout,plungingtheminto
darkness.
C
ALDIDN’TKNOW
whothepeopleintheblackvanwere,orwhatthefucktheywanted,buttheymeant
trouble.Allofhisinstinctswerefiringliketinymachineguns,thewarningbellsinhisheadringingloud
andclear.
Whichwaswhyhe’dSOS’dMcKenzieandsentHunteroutsidetotryandgetsomeintel.
SaveBeatrice.Savethebaby.
Thewordscircledhisbrain.Knowingthiswasnowelcome-to-the-neighborhoodparty,he’dtried
calling911thirtysecondsagoinordertogetanambulanceinbound.
NotforBeatrice.He’dprotecther.Theambulancewasforhim.Whateverwentdowninthenextfew
minutes,hewasprettydamnsureeitherheorthepeoplecomingafterhimweregoingtoneedmedical
attention.
Mightneedafewbodybagstoo.
WhileheandBeatricehadbeencarefultokeeptheirpersonalinformationburied,hisenemieswere
plentifulallovertheglobe.ItcouldbetheRussians,theChinese,orISIS.
Maybethey’rehereforBeatrice.
OrHunter.
Shit.TheNSA,theCIA,oneofthepresident’sformercolleagues—thereweretoomanypossibilities
tocontemplate.
Butthebastardshadturnedonacelljammerandhiscallto911wentnowhere.Nowthey’dkilledthe
electricitytothehouse.
“Situationreport?”hesaidsoftlyintohiscommunitashemadehiswaythroughthedarkwithhisnight
visionglassesinplace.Themilitary-gradecommsdesignedbyEmit,thefounderofSFI,hadanextra,
high-tech,transductiveEMIshield,keepingthejammerfromscrewingthemup.
“Fourmen,onewoman,”Hunterresponded.“Plusthedriver.Allarmed.Womanisapproachingthe
frontdoor.Driverisstillinthevanwiththeenginerunning.Theothersarestationedatyourrearandside
exitpoints.”
Meaningthebackdoorandwindows.
Sothegroupabouttocomeafterhimhadthemcompletelysurrounded.
“Cal?”
Beatrice’svoicestartledhimandhewhippedaround.“B?Whatareyoudoingouthere?”
“Lookingforyou,”shesaid,hervoicestrained.Whetheritwasfromtheircurrentsituationorfrom
labor,hecouldn’tbesure.“Whyarethelightsout?Didweblowafuseagain?”
Hecouldseeshewashunchedover,Mariabyherside.“Yeah,wemusthave.It’snotsafeouthere.
Youmightstumbleandfall.GobacktoourbedroomandI’llseeifIcanfixit,okay?”
Shereachedforhiminthedarkandhegrabbedherhand,keepinghisotherhand,completewithhis
weapon,athisside.Hegaveherasqueezeandfelthergriptighten.“Afteryougetitfixed,canyoucome
sitwithme?”
Vulnerability.Itlacedhernormallystrong,directvoiceandhisheartpinched.She’dbeenavulnerable
littlegirltoo,butgrowingupshe’dbuiltherownversionofEmit’sEMIshield.Sheusedherintellectto
coverheremotions.
Onceinawhile,hervulnerabilitysurfaced,makinghernotsomuchhelplessordefenseless,butjust
plainhuman.
Oneofthethingshelovedabouther.ShehadtheheartofaSEAL.
Hesuspectedthat’swhyallofthemenwhoworkedatSFIfeltthesame.Theyrecognizedthekindness
andloyaltyinBeatriceaswellasthewarrior.
“I’llbethereshortly.”Hegaveheranothersqueeze.Hewouldhavekissedherexceptshewouldhave
feltthenightvisiongogglesbumpingintoherface.“Youbecarefulwalkingback.”
MariatuggedonBeatrice’sarm.“Comeon,Beatrice.Watchyourstep.”
Asherfingersreleasedhisandsheputherhandonthewalltouseasguidance,Cal’sheartpinched
again.Hehadnocluewhowassurroundingtheirhousewithweapons,buthesureasshitwasn’tgoingto
letthemgettoBandhisbaby.
Turningtowardthefrontofthehouse,heskirtedalongthewalluntilhehadaclearshotofthefront
door.JustlikeHuntersaid,someonewasstandingthere,herpaleshadowfallingacrosstheglasswindow
inthesidetransom.Didshereallybelieveshecouldsimplywalkin?Ordidsheplantoshootherwayin?
Inchingforward,hestucktothedeepshadowsincaseshetriedtopeerinthewindow.Whywasshe
juststandingthere?Whatwasshewaitingfor?
“CanyouIDanyofthem?”Calmurmuredintohiscomm.
“Negative,sir,”Tracecameback.“Gunmenarewearingskimasks.Thewomanleadingthemis
wearingahood.”
Heinchedclosertothedoor.Toobadhe’dinstalledametalentrydoorinplaceoftheprevious
woodenone.Hecouldhaveshotthroughthewoodanddroppedherwhereshestood.
Butbeingsolidmetal,thatdoorwouldholdupunderalotofpressure.Itwouldactasashieldfrom
bullets.
Asmartpersonwouldshootoutthesidewindowinstead.Goodthinghe’dinstalledbulletproofglass.
Thesecuritysystemblinked,lettinghimknowitwasstillworking,regardlessofthelackofelectricity.
Emithadhelpedhiminstallthestate-of-the-artsystemandifhecouldgettoitandmanuallysetoffthe
alarm,thepolicewouldbeherewithinminutes.
Hewasn’tsurehehadminutes.TherisktoBeatricewastoogreatnottotryit,though.
Hedroppedtohisbellyandstartedslidingacrossthefloor.
Tile.Weneedtoredothisentrywaywithtile.
Exactlywhathe’dtoldBeatricethefirsttimethey’dlookedattheplace.She’ddisagreed,sayingshe
likedtheoldwoodenfloors.Itwashomier.
Beatricewasalwaysright,buthewishedhehadn’tlistenedtoher.
Notthathewasplanningondoinghiscommandoslideacrossthissectionofflooreveragain.
Sittingupunderthesecuritysystemboxwithhisbacktothewall,heliftedhisfingerstofindthesilent
alarmbutton.
“Mr.Reese.”Thewomanspokethroughthedoor,makinghimfreeze.“Isuggestyouputdownyour
weaponandopenthedoor.Thiswillgomucheasierifyoudo.”
Whatwasthataccent?NotBritish.NotFrench.DefinitelynotRussianorMiddleEastern.
Butitwashaughty,well-educated,condescending.
Swedish?German?
Bottomline,itdidn’tmatter.Armedmenoutsidehishousedidn’tgetafreepassjustbecausehe
couldn’tguesstheirleader’sidentityorpurpose.
Fuckyou,hementallytoldherashepushedthesilentalarmbutton.
“Thermalsensors,”Huntersaidinhisear.“They’retrackingyourmovements.”
Nowondershewasspeakingatanormallevelthroughthedoor.Sheknewhecouldhearher.Sheknew
exactlywherehewasandwhathe’djustdone.
“Iassumedyou’dforcemyhand,”shesaid,soundingslightlydisappointed.“Lookslikewe’redoing
thisthehardway.”
“Backdoor!”Hunter’svoicerose.“They’recominginthroughthebackdoor!”
Caljumpedtohisfeetandstartedrunning.
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ONNORKEPTGETTING
staticonhiscomm.
Hestoppedontheridge,lookingdownintothevalley.“Zeppelin,thisisSlash.Doyouread?”
Thetreecoverwasdense,butitwasthestraightestshottothebackoftheReeseproperty.Heflipped
uphisnight-visionlensesandstaredatthemotionlessvalleybelow,awashinasoftlightfromthehalf-
moonabove.
WithnoresponsefromCal,hetriedraisingHunter.“Coldplay,doyouread?Comein.”
Nothing.
Sabrinatrudgedupbehindhim,finallycatchingup.She’dswappedoutthosefancyheeledbootsfor
combatboots,whichhewassortofsorryandannoyedabout.Seeingherinthosesexyheelsturnedhim
on;havingherdefyhisordersandfollowhimalsokindofturnedhimon.
Sick.
Hewasonesickbastard.
Becauseshecouldgethurtanditwouldbeonhishead.
Buttherewasnostoppingher.Thewomanhadamindofherownandmadeherintentionsveryclear.
Likewhenshegavehimthatlook.
Theoneshewasgivinghimrightnowasshesnappedoffhernight-visiongoggles,huffingandpuffing.
“Eitheryou’respendingwaymoretimerunningontheSFItrackthanIthought,orI’moutofshape.”
Shewasdefinitelynotoutofshape.Thevestsheworeoverherfatigueswasbulkyonherbuteventhat
couldn’thideherfabulouscurves.
Thewoodyhe’dhadsincethey’dmetintheweaponsroomwasstillatattention.SeeingSabrinain
combatgearshouldhavedeflatedit,butno.Ifanythingitmadehimharder.
Yep,hewasonesickSOB.
He’drunhisassoffgettingtothisridgethatlookeddownintothevalleywherethehousesat,closing
thedistancetoCalandBeatrice.He’dalsoranhisassofftryingtogaindistancefromthiswomanwho
wasfuckinguphisbodyandhisbrain.
“Thirteenmilesadayonthetrack,”hesaid,checkinghiscompass.Hetendedtorunlateatnightwhen
thingsatheadquarterswerecalmer.“You’rewelcometojoinmeanytime.”
“Thirteen?”Shescruncheduphernose.“Nothanks.Idon’tneedanymorebadluck.”
Soshewassuperstitious.Anotherreasontostayawayfromher.“Thirteenismyluckynumber.”
Especiallysinceyoudon’tlikeit.
“You’recute.”Shetouchedherearbud.“I’mgettingstaticbutnothingelse.Thestaticmeanstheir
commsareonandthey’reusingthem,right?Whycan’twegetthroughtothemorhearwhatthey’re
saying?Weshouldbeinrangebynow.”
Cute?Jesus.He’dshowhercutesomeday.HelookedathisSFI-enhancedphoneandtheapphehad
openonit.“Somethingisdampeningthesignal.Lookslikeourbadguysputaperimeteraroundthehouse
toblocktransmissions,soCalandTracearestillabletocorrespondwitheachotherbutnotus.Oncewe
breachthatperimeter,we’llbeabletocommunicateagain.”
Flippinghislensesbackdownoverhisgoggles,hetookoff,notwaitingforfurtherdiscussion.They’d
rannearlyhalfamilealreadybuttheywerestillquiteawaysfromthehouseduetothewoods,hills,and
thecreekthatflowedbetweentheirlandingspotandhere.Summerrainshadcausedthecreektooverflow
itsbanksandthecurrentwasriver-swift.
IfConnorhadbeenalone,hewouldhaveswamacross.WithSabrinaalong,andahealthysupplyof
weaponsonbothofthem,hedidn’twanttochanceit.Sohe’dtakenthelongwayaround,findingasafer,
morenarrowcrossingpoint.
HeheardanotherburstofstaticandwhatmighthavebeenHunteryelling.Hecouldn’ttellforsure.
Hittingtheedgeoftheridge,hedidaslip-and-slidedownthehill—layersofdeadleaves,fresh,green
undergrowth,andasharpembankmentspeduphisdescent.
Morethanonce,henearlywentdownonhisass,buthisbalancewasasgoodashis5-minutemileand
hemanagedtolandatthebottomonhisfeet.
Sabrinawasn’tsolucky.
Shewasn’tevenhalfwaydownwhenoneofheranklesturnedandshewentsideways,jerkingherinto
apencilroll.
Exceptthereweretoomanytreetrunksinherwayandshesmackedintoonewithagrunt.
“Sabrina!”Connorhauledhimselfuptheembankment,cursingandslidingtwostepsbackwardfor
everyonehetook.
“I’mokay,”shesaid,pushingherselfintoasittingposition.Sheheldupahandtohim.“Staythere.”
Gainingherfooting,sheheldontothetreeandbeganmakingherwayataslowerpacedowntohim.As
sheneared,hemanagedtohikeseveralfeetupandheldoutahandtoher.“Grabon.”
Theyfinishedthelastfewyardstothebottomoftheembankmenttogether.“Youhurt?”heaskedher.
“I’llhaveabruise,butI’mfine.Let’sgo.”
Theystartedrunningagain,thistimeacrossanopenfield.“Zeppelin,Coldplay,thisisSlash.Ifyoucan
hearme,we’refourhundredyardsoutandclosingin.Over.”
Staticresponded.Whichcouldbegood—maybetheycouldhearhimevenifhecouldn’thearthem.
Offtohisright,anocturnalcreaturejumpedfromitshidingplaceandtoreoff.Connorglancedoverhis
shoulderandsawSabrinatwentyfeetback,herbodylistingslightlytooneside.
She’dbangedupherrib,he’dbetonit.Hisconstantguiltreareditsuglyhead.
She’dinsistedoncomingwithhim,soreallywhatcouldhehavedone?Hecouldn’texactlyhandcuff
hertothehelo.
Althoughthatwasanideahecouldgetonboardwith.
Heshovedawaythefantasy,hiswoodyalreadymakingitentirelytoohardtorun.
Shakingoffthegrinthatsurfaced,heslowedhispaceeversoslightly,givingherachancetocatchup.
HehatednotrunningfulloutinordertogettoBeatriceandCal,buthehadtotakethesituationwithhis
unwantedteammateintoaccount.BeatricewouldskinhimaliveifheletanythinghappentoSabrina.
Nottomentionwhathe’ddotohimselfifshegothurt.
Whichnowshekindofwas.
Damnedifyoudo,damnedifyoudon’t.
Hisfuckinglifestory.
“Why’dyouleavetheSEALs?”sheasked,bendingatthewaistandbreathingdeeply.“Why’dyoujoin
ShadowForce?”
Nowwasn’tthetimetogetintohislousylifestory,butheknewwhatshewastryingtodo.Slowhim
downanotchandcatchherbreathsoshecouldkeepmovingthroughthepainofherankle.
He’dlovedbeingaSEAL.Lovedbeingpartofhisunit.Hehadn’tlovedthetorturehe’denduredatthe
handsof12September,buthe’dsurvivedit.Spitintheirfacesandrefusedtogivethemthedetailsabout
theaccountantandhisfamilythatConnorandhisunithadbeensentintosneakoutofGermany.The
accountantontherunfromHezbollah,ISIS,andpracticallyeveryotherterroristorganizationoutthere.He
hadinformationthatwouldcripplethemall.
Butthemanandhisfamilyhadendedupdead.Connor’sbuddieshadtoo.
He’dbeentheonlyonetogetoutalive.
Mostdays,hewishedhe’ddiedwithhisteammates.
“Notmuchtotell,”helied.“Ihadsome…healthissuesaftermylastmission.Recoverytooktoolong,
soIbailedfromtheSEALs.Wasn’tsurewhatIwasgoingtodowhenIgotout,butmyfriend,Colton
Bells,putmeintouchwithBeatriceandSFI.NextthingIknew,I’mmakingcoffeeandanswering
phones.”
“Youdomorethanthat,”Sabrinasaid,gingerlyrollingherankle.
“Whydon’tyouheadbacktothehelo?I’vegotthis.”
“Areyoukidding?ThisisthemostfunI’vehadinmonths.Leadon,Conmeister.”
“Red…”Tough,stubbornwoman.
“21Pilots,”shecountered.“ButyoucancallmeRedwhenwe’renotonamission.”
Hergrinwasadirectlightningstriketohisheart.
Hewantedtoreachoutandthrowherarmoverhisshoulderssohecouldtakeherweight;the
determinedlookinhereyesaidthatwouldbeexactlythewrongthingtodo.
Sohestartedwalking,pretendinghebelievedshewascompetentenoughtojudgehercondition.God
knewhehateditwhenpeopleassumedtheyknewwhatwasgoodforhim.Thelastthinghewasgoingto
dowasassumeheknewanythingaboutSabrinaMerinos.
OtherthanthefactthatherfatherownedUConn,thecutting-edgetelecominnovatorForbesclaimed
wasworthsixbilliondollars.Leonardowasinfamousforthethinktankpeoplehehired—DJs,rockstars,
evenaformerUSpresident—andapparentlyitpaidoffinspades.
Thepropertyattheendofthecul-de-saccameintoview.Asweepingexpansewithafive-foothigh
fenceborderingit.
Whatdoyouwanttobettheyhaveaguarddog?
HewasabouttogoupandoverandfindoutwhenheheardSabrinaspeaksoftlyinhisearbud.
“I’llgosoutheastandskirtthroughthewoods.”
Afterhertumbledownthemountain,throwingherselfoverafenceprobablywasn’thighonherlistof
fun.Shewasdamntough,butshewasn’tstupid.
Hewasn’teither.Thefastestwaytohisbosswasoverthisfence.
Andsplittinguphisgroundforceshadbackfiredonhimoncebefore.Backfiredwasputtingitmildly.
NowayinhellhewaslettingSabrinagoanywherealone.
“I’mcomingwithyou,”hesaidanddivertedhisforwardmotiontotheeast.
He’dgonetwostepswhentheguarddoghe’dsuspectedwasontheothersideofthefencewent
ballistic.
“C
ANYOUTAKE
anyofthem?”Calsaid.ThankGodhehadn’tfinishedthewoodfloorsyetinthehallway.
Heranfulloutfromthelivingroomandhittheflooronhisass,slidingdowntowardthebedroomdoor.
Agruntcameoverhiscomm.“Onit,”Hunterresponded.
Onedown.Threetogo.
“Cal?”Beatrice’svoicecamefrominsidethebedroom.“What’sgoingonoutthere?”
“Notafuse,”hesaid,hearingthebackdoorexplodeopen.“Getintheclosetandlockthedoor!”
Hewasalreadyonhisfeet,grabbingthebedroomdoor,lockingandpullingitshutbehindhim.Inthe
nextbreath,hesprintedforthebacksideofthehouse,gundrawnandreadyforthebastardthathadbroken
downhisbackdoor.
WasittoomuchtohopeHunterhadalreadynailedtheguy?
Hisbrainkeptdemandingananswerastowhothesepeoplewereandwhatthehelltheywanted.
Knowingmighthelphimfigureouthowtodefeatthem,butintheheatoftheaction,hecouldn’ttaketime
toanalyzeit.
Atthispoint,itdidn’tmatter.TheywereheretodobodilyharmtohimandBeatrice,andhewasn’t
goingtoletthathappen.
Heroundedthecornerandpulledupshort.Amaninfulltacticalgearstoodbacklitinthebusted
doorway,agasmaskcoveringhisfaceunderhishelmet.AnH&KMP7dangledfromonehandanda
smallcanisterglintedinthemoonlightinhisother.
Aflickofhisarmandthecanistersailedthroughtheair,landingwithasolidthunknotfarfromCal’s
feet.
Hehadlessthanasecondtodivebackthewayhe’dcome,grabbingforthedoorknobonthehidey-
holeclosetunderthestaircase.Behindhim,thecanisterdidn’texplode,butheheardthehissofgas.
Smokegrenadeorteargas?Eitherway,hewasn’ttakingchances.Hethrewhimselfintothecloset.
Thecramped,triangularclosetheldsomeout-of-seasoncoatsandafewpairsofBeatrice’sboots.
Whenhedidn’thearanybangfromtheotherroom,hesnatchedoneofthescarfsfromahangarandwound
itaroundhisface,coveringhisnoseandmouth.
Andthenhesethisearagainstthedoorandlistened.
Themaninhishousewasstealthy,hisfootstepsnearlysilentasheroundedthecornerandstarted
downthehallway.CalmightnotbeasupersoldierlikeHunter,buthehadtheelevatedawarenessthat
SEALtraininghadbeatenintohim.Hedidn’tsomuchhearthemanwhenhereachedthedoorasfelthim.
Hesensedthepresencerightontheothersideofthedoor.Withimpossibleslowness,heturnedthe
knob.
Thedistinctsoundoftheman’ssubmachinegunslidingalongthematerialofhisjacketfilteredthrough
thedoor.Withouthesitating,Calattacked.
Thedoorknockedthemanbackwards,hisgungoingoffandpepperingthewallandceilingwith
bullets.Inhisear,CalheardHunteryellsomethingathim,buthewasshootingnow,too,thesound
overridingwhateverHuntersaid.
Aseriesofbulletshittheman,sendinghimtohisknees,butnonedoingmuchdamageduetohistact
suit.
Calaimedforhisneck.
Onebullet,thenanothermadecontact.Themandidn’tgetup.
Calheardthereportofagunbehindhim,feltthesharpstingofabulletinthebackofhisthigh.
Hiskneewentout,pitchinghimsideways.Halfkeeling,heswunghisweaponaroundtofireandfelt
thesecondpunchofabullet,thistimeinhisupperarm.
Hisgunclatteredtothefloornexttothedeadman.Calfoundhimselfononekneestaringupintothe
blackmuzzleofawickedhandgun.
Theweaponwaspointedathishead,theglareofatactlightunderthebarrelpartiallyblindinghim.
Whathesawabovethegunwasawoman’ssmilingface.
Herhairwaslongandplatinum,heralmond-shapedeyesheavilylined,matchingthedeepcolorofher
lips.“CallanReese,leaderoftheSEALteamthatkilledmyfatherandbrother.Wefinallymeet.”
Twoofhergoonsstoodoneithersideofher,theirweaponsalsopointedathim.Hisgunwaswithin
reach,sowasthedeadman’sH&K.Bloodrandownhisarmandtwoofhisfingerswerenumb.He’d
havetousehislefthand.
“Whoareyou?”hegroundout.Hislegwoundfeltlikeahotknifeinhishamstring.“Whatdoyou
want?”
Sheplacedherfreehandonherchest.“Youdon’trememberme?I’mhurt.Butthen,monsterslikeyou
neverdorememberthecollateraldamageyouleavebehind,doyou?”
Hecouldplayinnocent—becausehonestlyhehadnoideawhatshewastalkingabout—butthatjust
wasn’thisstyle.“HowdidyoufindoutwhereIlive?”
Shecluckedhertongue.“Foolishman.Isawyourlittledisplayontelevisionwhenyousavedyour
snivelingpresident.Withmyresources,ittooklittletimetoconnectthedots.”
Resources.Anunderstatementiftheweaponsandgearhersoldiersweresportingwereanyindication.
“Whatdoyouwant?”
“Retribution,ofcourse.Foralltheorphansyouandyourteamcreatedallovertheworld.Forthedeath
ofmyfamilyandtheneardestructionofeverythingmyfatherworkedsohardfor.”
WherewasHunter?AtleastBeatricehadn’twanderedout.Hopefully,she’dlistenedtohimandlocked
herselfandMariainthewalk-incloset.Whyhadn’thebuiltapanicroom?
Thepersistentthoughtscircled.Nonewouldhelphimnow.“Ifyourfatherwasaterrorist,hegotwhat
hedeserved.”
Shetookastepforward,glaringdownathim.“Myfatherdealtinantiquities,savingculturaliconsand
religiousartifactsfromthegreedyWesternersyouprotect.”
Artdealer.Hmm.Amemoryteasedathisbrain.
Shekeptthemuzzleofhergunpointedathisforehead.“Where’syourwife?”
Ohhellno.Forhalfaheartbeat,hesimplystaredather.Sheandhercohortshadobviouslyseenhim
andHuntercarryBeatriceinside.DenyingBwasinthehousewoulddohimnogood.Heraisedhishands
inashowofsurrender.“Youwantme,nother.”
Onecornerofthewoman’smouthtwitched.“Myfatherandbrotherdiedatyourhands.Nowyouwill
watchyourwifeandchilddieatmine.”
Shebentdownsoshewaseyetoeyewithhim.HergoonskepttheirH&Kstrainedonhim.“Whereis
she?Whereisyourpregnantwife?”
CalwasabouttodiveforhisgunwhenheheardthebedroomdoorcrackopenandBeatrice’svoice
soundedbehindhim.
“Righthere,bitch.”
Andallhellbrokeloose.
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B
EATRICESQUEEZEDTHE
trigger.
Atthesametime,acontractionsqueezedher.
Calyelled,hershotwentwide,andthebitchwho’dshotherhusbandran.
Thetwogoonsflankingthewomanranwithher.
Beatricedroppedtoherkneesandmoaned,onehandgrippingherbelly.Mariasteppedinfrontofher,
bendingtoshieldher.
Beatrice’svisionmorphedintodancingblackdotsandshefelthandsonherback.Mariahadholdof
hershoulders;Calwasrubbingherkidneys.
“Whatthehellwasthat?”hesaidoverthesoundofgunfirecomingfromthelivingroom.Heopened
herfingers,stillonherSigSauer,andtookitfromher.“Itoldyoutogetinyourclosetandlockyourself
in!”
Withherjawsclampedtogether,shecouldn’trespond.Warm,stickyblooddampenedherT-shirt—
Cal’sblood.Shereachedforhim,felthimliftheroffherknees.Eveninjured,hewassodamnstrong.
Somehowhemanagedtocarryhertothebed.Mariafollowed,andBeatricenoticedhermidwifewas
wellarmed.
CalhandedherBeatrice’sgunandshestuckhersinthewaistbandofherpants.“You’resupposedto
keephersafe,”Calgrowled.
“Ididn’trealizetherewouldbeashootout,”Mariaretortedsmartly,stickingBeatrice’sguninthe
nightstand.TheangeronherfaceevaporatedwhenshesawCal’sblood.“Areyouokay?”
“No,”Beatricegrunted.“He’snot.”
BeatriceheardTrace’svoice.Hesoundedfaraway.Caltouchedhisear—hemusthavebeenwearinga
communit—andheadedforthedoor.“Copythat.”ThentoherandMariahesaid,“Stayinhereandkeep
thisfuckingdoorlocked!”
HeslammeditshutandMariadidashe’dsaid,lockingitbehindhim.Sheturnedherdarkeyeson
Beatrice.“Whatonearthwereyouthinking?”
Itwasn’teverydayshecouldoutsmartaformerIsraeliintelligenceofficer-turned-midwife.“We’re
underattack,”Beatricehuffedasthecontractionreceded.Calhadliedtoherandshehatedfeelingso
helpless.“Whowasthatwoman?”
Mariagrabbedthedresserandstartedscootingitacrossthefloortoblockthedoor.“I’mnotsure.I
onlycaughtaglimpseofherbutthathairishardtoforget.IthinkitwasEbbaNielsson,theSwedishart
thief.Interpolhasbeenafterherforthelastthreeyears,eversinceherfatherandbrotherwerekilledina
shootout.”
“Artthief?”Beatricerubbedsweatoffherforehead.Hereyeswereblurringandherlowerbelly
burnedlikeshe’dbeenbrandedwithahotpoker.“Whyissheafterme?”
“Ididn’thearalloftheconversation,butitsoundslikeshe’slookingforrevengeforherfatherand
brother’sdeaths.”
“Calkilledthem?”
Marianodded.“Irememberwhentheywerekilled.IwasworkinginIranatthetime.Hotblackmarket
forreligiousantiquitiesthere.”
“Tofundvariousterroristgroups.”
“They’regonenow,andincaseyoudidn’trealizeit,you’reinlabor.Also,yourhusbandandyour
bodyguardareformerSEALs.CalandTracecanhandlethesituation.Youhavetotrustthem.”
Mariadidn’tknowit,buttheissuewasn’ttrustingCalandTracetostoptheintruders.Theissuewas
control.
HottearswelledbehindBeatrice’seyesandsheblinkedrapidlytoclearthem.“Nobodythreatensmy
familyandgetsawaywithit.”
Mariarolledhereyes.“YousoundlikeanactorinamaudlinBmovie.Stoptryingsohardtobeaman
andacceptthatyoucanbeweak!”
ThemidwifecametothebedandproppedBeatriceuponsomepillows.“It’sokaytobeawoman,
Beatrice.Youcan’thelpthem,theycanhandleitjustfineontheirown,andyou’reonlygoingtogetCal
killedbecauseyou’redistractinghim!”
Shehadn’tthoughtaboutitlikethat.“We’reateam.Wealwayshaveeachother’sbacks.Andhe’s
injured.Heneedsmedicalattention.”
“Yes,wellfornow,theonlywaytohelphimistogivebirthtohischildandkeepitsafe.”
Beatricetookadeepbreathandimaginedshewaslyinginasnowyfield,coolandclean.Soundless.
“Weneedtogotothecloset,likeCalsaid.”
“Youneedtostayrightwhereyouare.Ineedtoseehowfaryou’redilated.”
Beatriceleveragedherselfuponanelbow.“No,weneedtogointhecloset.There’ssomethingIhave
toshowyou.”
“Itcanwait!”
Beatricesatupandshookherhead.God,shewaslookingforwardtonotfeelinglikeabeachedwhale.
“No,itcan’t.”
WithMaria’sexasperatedhelp,sheshuffledtothecloset.Itwasexcruciatinglyslowgoing.Beatrice
feltlikeherchildonceagainweighed200pounds,allofthatweightbearingdownonherweaklegs.
Theyfinallymadeit,Mariaflippingthelightswitch,butofcourse,itdidn’twork.Thewalk-incloset
waspitchblack.“Helpmeovertothebaseboardonthesouthwall,”Beatricesaid.“Thesectionundermy
handbags.”
Mariausedtheflashlightonherphonetolighttheirway,aidingBeatriceasshewentdowntoonhands
andkneesandranafingerunderthebottomshelf.
“Whatareyoulookingfor?”Mariasaid.
Beatricefeltthefingerprintreader,cleverlydisguisedinthemopboardundertheshelfthatheldher
favoriteBurberrytotebagCharlottehadgivenherasadiaperbag.OutofalltherenovationsCalhad
accomplishedontheirhouse,thissecretweaponsdrawerburiedinherclosetwasthelastoneBeatrice
hadeverthoughtshe’dappreciate.
Asoftclickletherknowthedrawerhadunlocked.Movingback,shemotionedatMariatoopenit.
“WemayneedmorethanhandgunstotakecareofMs.Nielssonandherminionsiftheycomeback.”
Mariaopenedthedrawer,hereyesgoingwideasshesurveyedthesubmachineguns,smokebombs,
bulletproofvests,andahostofammunition.ShelovinglyfingeredanMPK59mm.“Ihavetoadmit,this
isthestrangestbirthIhaveeverbeenapartof.”
“That’ssomething,comingfromyou.”Beatricesurprisedherselfandlaughed.“Incaseyouhaven’t
figureditoutyet,weneverdoanythingthenormalwayaroundhere.”
Marianoddedwithasmile,alreadyloadingtheMPK.“Besideshelpyoudeliverthebaby,whatwould
youlikemetodo?”
Beatricefeltawaveofdreadflowoverher.“Yousawthewoman’sface.IfCaldoesn’ttakeherout,
there’snowayshe’llleaveusalive.Youmaybemylastlineofdefenseagainstherandhergoons.”
MariatuckedthegununderherarmandgaveBeatriceasharpnod.“Stayhere.I’llgetsomepillows
andblankets,andmybag.We’lldeliveryourbabyinthecloset.”
Beatriceleanedherbackagainstthewall.AboveherhungCal’sclothes.Hernosedetectedthefaintest
scentofhimandsherubbedherbellyasanewcontractionbegantobuild.
Whatwashappeningoutsideherbedroom?Shehadn’theardanymoregunshots.Novoices.Hadtheart
thieftakenoffforgood?WasCalokay?
Sheslowedherbreathingandgrittedherteeth.Afeelingoflonelinessswampedher,mixingwiththe
dread.Worst-casescenariosranthroughherbrainandshepurposelyignoredthem,forcingherselfto
imaginethesnowyfieldagain.
Clean.Quiet.Relaxing.
ShebelievedinCalwithallherheart.IfanyonecouldhandleNielsson,itwashim.Still,thesenseof
forebodingsatheavyinherbellyalongwiththebaby.
Thecontractionshiftedintohighgear,makinghergroanthroughgrittedteeth.Whatifshehadtoraise
thischildalone?HowcouldshebeagoodmotherwithoutCal’sguidance?
WhatifEbbaNielssongotpastCalandTrace?WhatifshecameafterBeatriceand…
Stopit!Shewouldnotthinklikethat.Calisgoingtobefine.Thebabyisgoingtobefine.
I’llbeokaytoo.Nomatterwhathappens.
Becauseiftherewasonethingsheknew,itwashowtosurvive.She’dsurvivedhermother,she’d
survivedCommand&Control.She’dsurvivedaCIAassassin.
Crawlingovertothedrawer,shehelpedherselftoaweaponandthenlaiddownonherbackanddid
herbesttobreathethroughthecontraction.
“D
ON’TSHOOT,
I
RISH.”
Connorfroze.Besidehiminthedark,Sabrinadidtoo.
Slowly,Connorglancedbackoverhisshoulder.“Hunter?”
“Whatthehellareyoutwodoingouthere?”themanasked.
Howhadhesnuckuponthem?Hewasnothingbutashadowinthegroveoftreeswheretheywere
hiding.
Ofcourse,they’dbeenprettydamnfocusedonthehouseandthesuppressedgunfirethey’dheardas
they’dclosedinonthebackyard.
“We’resavingyourass,”Connormurmured.“WhichmightbeeasierifIknewwhatwasgoingon.Is
thisahitteam?”
“Detailsareunclear.”Huntereasedinclosertothem.“Fivemen,plustheirleader,afemale.Themen
havetraining,butI’vetakenouttwoofthem.Thewomanandtwoofhersoldierswereinsidethehouse.
Gunfirewasexchanged.Theybailedandarecurrentlyintheirvanwiththedriver.Regrouping,Iassume.”
“IsBeatrice…?”Sabrinalettherestofthesentencehang.
“IfI’mnotmistaken,”Huntersaid,“IbelieveIheardthesoundofherhandgunfiringearlierandCal
reprimandingher,butmycommhasbeenunreliable.”
Whichdidn’tanswertheunspokenquestionofifshewasallright.“IsCaldown?”Connorasked.
“Thatismyassumptionsincehehasnotexitedthehouse.Ourcommsinitiallyworked.Theywenton
thefritzshortlyafterthehitteamenteredthehouse.I’veonlypickedupsnatchesofintelhereandthere.”
IfCalwasinjured,Beatriceandthebabyweredefinitelyinimminentdanger.“IftheytookoutCal,
whyhaven’ttheyleft?”
Hunterconfirmedhisworstfear—thesamefearetchedonSabrina’sface.“FromwhatIcaughtofthe
conversation,theleaderwantsBeatriceandthebaby.”
ConnorhandedHunteroneoftheearbudshe’dsnaggedfromhisdeskdrawer.“Usethiscomm.Itwill
work.”
Hunterexchangedtheoldearbudwiththenewone.“YouandEmitplayingMadScientistagain?”
“Youknowit.”Heknockedafistagainsthisbulletproofvest.“Underthisvest,I’mcurrentlyahotspot
directlylinkedtothesecomms.ThetechnologyisthesameassomeshitNASAandNSAhavebeen
collaboratingonforyearsthatEmitonceplayedahandin.AslongasI’mupandrunning,nothingcan
interferewithourcomms.”
“Coolio,”Sabrinasaidandsmiledathim.Herteethwerebluish-whiteintheshadows,thankstothe
moon.“You’remykindofgeek.”
Geek,huh?Heneverletthatsideofhimshow;hisfatherhadmadesurethatConnorneverdisplayed
anykindofweakness,andinhishouse,mightmakesrightwaspracticallyaCommandment.Onlythe
strongandforcefulgottomaketherules.
“Weneedtotakeoutthatvan,”ConnorsaidtoHunter.
“Andgetinsidethehouse,”Sabrinaadded.“Ifnoneofthebadguysareinthere,shouldbeapieceof
cake.”
Huntercuthisgazetoher.“Unlesstheysetupboobytraps,whichmaybewhyCalhasnottriedto
leave.”
“Oh,”Sabrinasaid.“Thatwouldmakesense.”
NowayConnorwasputtingSabrinaindanger,buttheyneededherhelpiftheplanthathadpoppedinto
hismindwasgoingtowork.
“Ineedyoutocreateadistraction,”hesaidtoher.ThentoHunter,“Whileshedoesthat,youdisable
thevanandanyoneyoucangetto.I’llbreachthehouseandassessthesituationinside.”
Hunter’sgazeslidoverConnor,analyzing,calculating.“Yousure,Irish?”
Thefatefulquestion.Howhehatedthosewords.AtleastHunter’snicknameforhimdidn’tmakehim
wanttopuke.“I’msure.”
HeturnedtoSabrina.Inthedistanceheheardthedogattheendofthecul-de-sacstillraisinghell.He
drewabagofsmallfireworksfromhisbackpackandhandedthemtoher.“Drawtheirattentionaway
fromthehouse.Backtracktothatfieldwecrossedbetweenhereandtheneighbor’shouseandsetthese
off.”
Sabrinatookthelight-and-noiseshow,browsknittingwithuncertainty.“Fireworks?Seriously?”
Thesetcontainedminirockets,poppers,romancandles,andafewotherspectacularthunderand
lightningpieces.
Hunternoddedhisstampofapproval.“Thatshouldgettheirattention.”
“It’llgeteveryone’sattention,”Sabrinasaid.
Connorhandedheracracklingthunderstring.“Whichisexactlywhatourattackersdon’twant.Wecan
hopetheytrytotakeoff.”
Hunterstaredtowardtheroad.“I’llhavethevandisabledbeforetheycan.”
ConnorandHunterexchangedalook.IfHunterhadachance,he’ddisableeverypersoninsideaswell.
“I’lltakecareofCalandBeatrice.”Hehatedtosayit,butsometimesthetruthsucked.“We’llprobably
needanambulance.”
Sabrinapulledoutherphone.“Mycellreceptionisblocked.”
Connorrubbedhisthumboverthebuttofhisgun.“Afteryousetoffthefireworks,theneighborswill
probablycall911.Gettotheirhouseandmakesuretheyaskforanambulance.HunterandIwillhavethe
intrudersneutralizedbythetimelawenforcementandtheEMTsarrive.”
Sabrinaputherphoneawayandgavehimaseriouslook.“I’dratherstayhereandhelpyouguys.”
Hunterwasalreadybleedingbackintotheshadows.Connorfelttheitchtoo—theonethatsignaledhe
wasabouttoentertheaction.
Twoyears,threemonths,andfourteendayssincethatfatefulday.HisPTSDdemonchuckleddeep
insidehishead,waiting,readytoreachoutwiththeicycoldhandoffearandclampdownonhim.
Hejiggledhisshoulders,rolledhisneck.Hehadtostayloose,staycalm.CalandBeatricewere
dependingonhim.
ButSabrinawasn’teasilyputoff.“Thebestwayyoucanhelpusistosetoffthatdistraction,”hetold
her.“Oncethingsareunderourcontrol,I’llgiveyoutheall-clearoverthecomm.”
Shereachedoutandtouchedhisarm.“Becareful,okay?”
Hesteppedawayfromhertouch.“Getgoing.”
“Connor…”
Beforeherealizedwhatshewasabouttodo,shethrewherarmsaroundhim,makinghimonceagain
gomotionless.
“Please,”shewhispered,herwarmbreathonhisneck.“Please,becareful.”
Andthenshewasgone,disappearingintothewoodswithasetoffireworksandexplicitinstructions
thatConnorwasprettysureshewasn’tgoingtofollow.
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ALWASBLEEDING
heavily.Hesworethroughgrittedteethashepulledhimselfacrossthelivingroom
floor.He’dusedBeatrice’sscarftotieuphisthigh,butbloodhadalreadyseepedthroughthatandhe
didn’thaveanythingtouseforhisarm.
Hewasdefinitelygoingtohavetosandthefloorandrestaintheoakafterhe’dbledalloverit.
Thewomanandhergoonshadfledthehouse,buttheirvanwasstilloutfront.Theyweren’tleaving
untiltheygotwhattheywanted.
Beatrice.
Alltogetbackathim.
Theyobviouslyhadn’texpectedBtobeinlabor.
Ortocomeoutofthebedroomfiring.
AsaSEAL,he’dseensomeprettycrazythings.None,however,toppedhispregnantwife—onthe
vergeofgivingbirth—savinghisassfromaterrorist.
GoodthingMariahadbeenarmedandabletohelphimgetherbackintothebedroom.Ofalltheways
he’dimaginedthisbirthcouldgo,anambushtokidnaphiswifeandunbornchildhadneverenteredhis
mind.
EbbaNielsson.Herememberedherfatherandbrother.TheseniorNielssonhadrunalegitimate
internationalantiquitiesbusinessbuthissonhaddabbledinblackmarketpieces,ago-betweenbrokerfor
terroristswhoraidedandstolepricelessartifactsinordertosellthemandfundtheiractivities.Hansand
SteffenhadbothdiedduringaraidtotakeoutasheiknamedZayed.Ebbahadbeenleftwiththefamily
businessandsomepissedoffterroristsonherheels.
Unfortunately,she’dfollowedinherbrother’sfootstepsandhadtakentheantiquitiesbusinessfullyinto
theblackmarket,makingheroneofthewomenofInterpol’stop100wantedcriminals.
Cal’sSEALteamhadonlybeenafterZayed.EbbawascorrectaboutHansandSteffenbeing
unfortunatecollateral.Hanswasn’tsupposedtobeanywherenearthesheikh’scompoundwhenthe
SEALslanded.Steffeneither.Steffenwasthereforaprivatepartyinvolvingthehigh-rankingleadersof
aninternationaltraffickingring.Hisfather,havingdiscoveredsomeofSteffen’sillegaldealingswiththe
sheikh,crashedthepartyonlyminutesbeforetheSEALsdid,inanefforttoconfronthisson.Thesheikh
madeitoutalive.Sodidafewoftheterroristswhowerenowbeingdetainedfortheircrimesagainstthe
USandFrance.
HansandSteffendidnot.
NowEbbawashereforrevenge.
Aneyeforaneye.
Calhadkilledherfamily.Shewasheretokillhis.
White-hotangersurgedthroughhissystem.Overmydeadbody.
Beatriceandhischildwereinnocentofanythinghe’ddoneovertheyears.Thedeathsonhisheadwere
justifiable,allexceptHansNielsson.Hanshadbeenanunfortunatebystander,buttheSEALshadn’teven
knownhewouldbethere.Therewasnowayhewouldlethiswifeandchildpayforthatunfortunate
accident.
Calusedthewalltoshovehimselfintoastandingposition.WherewasHunter?HadConnormanaged
toraiseanyonetohelpthem?
Thepainfromhisgunshotwoundswastremendous,butheignoredit.“Hunter,doyouread?”
Aman’svoicecameback,butnotoneheexpected.
“Zeppelin,thisisSlash.Coldplayisengaged.I’monyourflank.Over.”
Slash.Connorwashere.
Caltippedhisheadbackagainstthewall.ThekidhadmajorPTSDafterthetorturehe’dsufferedatthe
handsof12September.HavingsprungtolifeonSeptember12th,2001,lessthan24hoursafter9/11,the
groupwasyoungintermsofmilitantfanatics,buttheywereruthlessandstayedwellhidden—asopposed
totheirterroristcounterpartswhoconstantlysoughttheworld’sattention.Manyofthe“anonymous”
internationalcrimescommittedinthepasttenyearsweremostlikelythedoingof12September.
Ifitweren’tforBeatriceandallthetherapyshe’dhadConnorinvolvedin,he’dprobablybecurledup
inafetalpositioninsomepsychward.
Ordead.
“Goodtohearyourvoice,Slash,”Calsaid.“TellmeyoubroughtgunsandSFIbackup.”
“Copythatonbothcounts,sir,”thekidreplied.“Yourattackersappeartohaveretreatedbutarestillin
range.AnythingIshouldknowaboutbeforeIcomein?”
Connorhadbeenroutinelybrutalizedafterhiscaptureandhe’dbeenforcedtowitnessthetorture,and
eventualdeath,oftwoofhisteammatesaswell.Calknewhecarriedtheirdeathsonhisconscience.Not
somethingamanevergotover,especiallynotaSEAL.
Connor’swholeunithadwalkedintoonegianttrapandthat’showConnorandhistwobuddiesended
upprisoners.Calcouldn’tblamethekidforbeinggunshyaboutwalkingintoanother.
“NonethatIknowof.I’mslightlyimmobile,soIdon’thaveclearintelonthebackdoor.Becareful.”
“Copythat.Areyouinjured?”
“Nothingserious,”Callied.Hisvisionwasblurryandhefeltlightheaded.
“IsQueenBinjured?”
“Negative.Ibelieveshe’squitepissed,though.”
Theysharedachuckle,thenConnorsobered.“Sir,Ihaveaproblematthebackdoor.”
Cal’sbodyfeltlikeitweighedmorethanitdid.Heleanedheavilyonthewallandlockedhiskneesso
theywouldn’tgiveout.“Whatisit?”
“Infraredlaserpointsaroundtheperimeter.Isthispartofyoursecuritysystem?”
Lasertripwires?Hehadn’tgottenaroundtoinstallingthatlevelofsecurityyet.“Negative.Source?”
“Notsure.”CalheardthefaintsoundofmovementasConnormusthavebeenfollowingthetrail.“Ho
boy.”
Thelasttwowordsweresaidsoquietly,Calalmostdidn’thearthem.Buttheycameoutlikeacurse
andthatmadehisheartdipintohissolarplexus.“Whatisit,Slash?”
WhathegotbackwasalongpausethatmadeCalpushoffthewallandstartputtingonefootinfrontof
theother.Itwasmorelikedraggingonefootbehindtheother,butatleasthewasmoving.
“You’rewired,Zeppelin.”
“Wiredasin…?”
Aheavysigh.“Abomb,sir.”Connor’svoicewastightlycontrolled.“You’rewiredtoblow.”
T
HROUGHHIS
NVGS
,
Connorsawthewebofinfraredtripwiresleadingtoatinybombpositionedonthe
southeastcornerofthehouse.
Invisibletothenakedeye,thethinthreadswouldsetoffthebombifanyonetrippedthem,goingin—or
out—thedoor.
Sothegroupsatoutfront,waitingtopickoffanyonewhotriedtocomeoutthatway,andthey’dused
thelaserwirestoensurethatanyonegoinginoroutthebackdoorwouldtriggerthebomb.
Eitherway,CalandBeatricewerescrewed.
“Talktome,Slash,”Cal’svoicesaidoverthecomm.“Whatkindofbombisit?”
Connorbackedawayslowlyfromthebuilding,hisbreathcominginshort,hardgasps.
BillieArgon.
SaulKohen.
Everyday,Connorsawtheirfaces.Everynightwhenheclosedhiseyes,theywereinhisdreams.
Histwobestfriends.Hisbrothers-in-arms.
Billiehadbeentheexplosivesexpert.He’doftentoldConnortheonlythingheneededtoknowabout
bombswasthattheywerevolatilelittlebitchesandtendedtokillyou.
Steerclear,heheardBilliesaytohim.Callinsomeonewhoknowswhathe’sdoing.
“Slash?”Cal’svoicecutthroughthementalchatter.“Youthere?”
Connorwipedsweatfromhisforeheadandeyedthedeviceonthecornerofthehouse.“Workingonit,
sir.”
Asmallbox,barelybiggerthanabrick,wasattachedatthebaseofthehouse.Hesteppedcloserand
hisalreadynarrowwindowoftimegotsmaller.
Tinyrednumbersflashedonthetopofthebox.
Atimer.
Countingdownwithlessthansevenminutesonit.
Sorry,Billie.Notimetocallinthatexpert.
Theyhadtogooutthefront.Connorhadn’theardanysoundssuggestingHunterhadincapacitatedthe
meninthevan.Hunterhadn’tcommentedonthebombpredicamenteither.Washedeadorsimplynotina
spottospeakwithoutbeingoverheard?
Connorhopeditwasthelatter.
ButhowthehellwashegoingtogetCalandBeatrice,nottomentionthemidwife,outofthehouse
beforethatbombwentoff?
Beatricewasinlabor.Calwasinjured,probablyprettybadlyeventhoughhewasn’tcoppingtoit.
TheoaktreeaboveConnorswayedinthebreeze,sendingashadowoverthehouse.Connorglancedup
andsawalargebranch,asbigaroundashewas,stretchingtowardtheroof.
Sixminutesandcounting.
Inthedistance,heheardthedistinctpop-pop-popoffireworks.
Nowornever.Hehitthestopwatchbuttononhisphone,hustledovertothetree,andstartedclimbing.
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BOVEHER,
B
EATRICE
heardglassbreak.
Atleastshethoughtitwasglass.Herheadswamandherthoughtswereconstantlybeinghijackedby
thepaincrampingherbelly,back,andinnerthighs.“God…damn…it!”sheyelled.
Huff-huff-huff.Longbreathin.Huff-huff-huff.
Cal’svoicefloatedtoherfromfaraway.Thesoundoffootstepsrunning,pounding.Someoneyelled.
Morevoices.Abang-bang-bangonthebedroomdoor.
“You’redoinggood,Beatrice,”Mariasaid.“ButIthinkweshouldfindyousomethingelsetohangon
to.”
Themidwife’scoolhandstookthegunfromBeatrice’sgrip,replacingitwithasmallrubberball.
Whilestout,therubbercollapsedunderthepressureofherfingers.“No…good.Giveme…mygun.”
“No.Focus.”
Somuchforthewarmwatersofherbirthingtub.Somuchforhavingherhusbandnearby,holdingher
handandbreathingthroughthecontractionswithher.“Who’sknockingonthebedroomdoor?”
“Don’tworryaboutthat.”
Seriously?Theywereunderambush,Calwasinjured,andMariawastellinghernottoworryaboutit?
Onhernextinhale,shethrewtherubberballatthefarwallashardasshecould.“Givememyfucking
weapon!”
Mariaduckedastheballzoomedbyherhead.“Soyoucanaccidentallyshootme?Idon’tthinkso.”
“EithergetCal,”Beatricehuffed,“orgivememygun.”Huff-huff-huff,inhaaaale.“Oneortheother.”
“It’salmosttimetostartpushing.I’mnotleavingyou.”
Painsurgedupherspineandherbackarched,liftingheroffthefloorandpillowsMariahadtucked
underher.“Ugggghh.”
Mariasaidotherthingstoher,comfortingthings,butBeatrice’svisionwentwhiteandallthenoise
blurred.Forlongmoments,shewaslockedinsidethecontraction,thepainforcinghertorideitswave
whethershewantedtoornot.
Atthecrest,somethingbroke.Notinsideher,butoutsideofthecloset.Woodsplintered,thevoices
amplified.
Cal.
Maria’sgazesnappedtotheclosetdoor.Therewasnolockonit,butshe’dusedtwoofCal’sbeltsto
tiethedoorknobtothebuilt-inshelving.She’dalsotakentwoofthemetalpolesfromtheshelvingandran
themacrossthedoor,oneeachatthetopandbottom,lockingeachoftheirendsintotheshelvesoneither
side.
Somethinghitthedoor,makingitpopopenhalfaninchandcausingMariatoyelp.Beatricewould
haveyelpedherselfifshecouldhavemusteredtheenergy.
Onedarkeyepeeredthroughthecrack,lockingonBeatrice,proneonthefloor.
“Openthedoor!”themancommanded,evenashethrewhisweightagainstitagain,jostlingthemetal
poles.
“In`alabuk!”Mariayelled.
Beatricewasn’tonehundredpercentsure,butshethoughttheHebrewsayingtranslatedtoyourfather
shoulddie.
Inotherwords,fuckyou.
Shecouldsecondthat.
Exceptthemanwassnuggingtheendofhishandgunthroughthecrack,theuglyblackendofthebarrel
pointedather.
Mariaraisedherweapon.
“No!”Beatricesaid,kickingatherhands.
Toolate.Mariafired.
Themanfiredatthesametime.
Boom!Boom!
Move!
Beforeshecouldrolltotheleft,afreshcontractionseizedher.
Shefeltthewhizofthebulletasherbodybowed,liftingherbellyintotheair.
Boom!
Shewaitedforthestingofthebullet.Thepain.
Death.
Allwentquiet.
Outsideanyway.Notinternallyasherwombcontinuedtoseize.
Throughthepainandthebreathing,shepeeledoneeyeopen.
Themanatthedoorwasgone.Oneofthepoleshadslidfromitshangarandfallentothefloor.
Mariawasdown,bloodsplashedacrossherneck,hershoulder.Hergunhadfallenfromherhand.
Defyingthewhite-hottorturespearingherbody,Beatriceshiftedenoughtotouchthecoolmetal.
Alittlemore…
Herfingersdugintothecarpeting,nailsstabbingintoit.Closer,closer…
Gotit!
Huff-huff-huff,breeeathe.
Ashadowdarkenedthedoorway.
Beatriceraisedthegun,hereyesblurringwithhottears.“Gotohell!”sheshoutedandstartedfiring.
T
HE
D
OOR
E
XPLODED
inaseriesoffragmentsasbulletsrippedthroughtheflimsywood.
“Beatrice!”Connoryelled,draggingthedeadmanathisfeetaside.“It’sme.Connor!”
Sabrinahaddistractedtheattackers.Hunterhaddisabledthevanandtakenouttwoofthefourpeople
inside.
“Andthatmakesthree,”HuntersaidinConnor’sear.
Okay,makethatthreeofthepeopleinside.
“SavethatbitchEbbaforme,”Calgrowledoverthecomms.
Atthatmoment,themanhimselfstumbledintotheroom,barelyabletostandorspeak.Inasliceof
moonlightcomingthroughthewindow,ConnorsawsweatrunningdownCal’sface.
He’dlostalotofblood,andthepainshowed.
“Beatrice,”hepanted.“Howisshe?”
“She’sshootingatme,”Connorsaid.
Hunterchuckledinhisear.“That’sBforyou.”
Calgrimacedasheshuffledforward.“What’sthestatusofthebomb?”
“Whoa,there.Steady.”ConnorgrabbedCalbeforehetoppledover.Carefully,hemovedhimtothe
bed.“Icouldn’tdiffuseit.YousithereandI’llgetBeatrice.”
Fromthecloset,aguttural,primalcryrose.“CAL…LAN!”
“I’mbeingpaged,”themansaidwithaloopygrin.“Howmuchtimedowehave?”
Betternottotellhim.“Thebestthingyoucando,sir,istogetyourbuttoutofhere.I’llgetBeatrice.”
“Nocando.She’smy—”
Crack!Connordidn’twaitforhimtofinish,kickingtheclosetdoorin.“Don’tshootme,boss!”
Thewoodsplinteredandhepushedthesectionsaway,knockingametalpoletothefloorandnearly
hittingthemidwife.
MariagroanedfromherspotonthefloorandConnorpulledupshortatthebloodcoveringher.
Threepeople.Hehadthreepeopletogetoutofthishouseandoneofthemwas…
Hisgazeswungtohislaboringbossandquicklydartedaway.
Because,hoboy,thatwasmorethanheneededtoseeofBeatriceReese.
“Ihaveto…push!”shescreamed.Herfacewaspulledtaut,teethgritted.Herkneeswerebentandher
legsspreadwide.
Shit,shit,shit.Whatthehellwashegoingtodo?CalandMariawereinnoshapetohelphim,andhe
couldn’tjustthrowBeatriceoverhisshoulderandhaulass.
“Coldplay,comein.Now!”
“Onmyway,Irish.Holdontoyourpanties.”
HereacheddownandgrabbedMariabyherwrists,draggingherbodyoutofthecloset.Helaidherby
Cal’sfeet.“I’vegotthreepeopletogetoutofthehouseandthatbomb’sgoingtoexplodein…”
Hecheckedhiswatchandsworeloudly.
“GetBeatriceout,”Calcommanded.
Atthesametime,Huntersaid,“Beatricegoesfirst!”
Connorwasalreadybackinsidethecloset,butitwasano-winsituation.Hecouldn’tdragheracross
thefloor;thatwouldtaketoomuchtime.Andhecouldn’tpickherupandcarryherinhercurrentstate.
We’refucked.
Howmanytimeshadhethoughtthatinthefield?Toomanytocount.
Andyet,herehewas,stillstanding.
HewasliftingawrithingBeatriceintohisarms—whichwasnoeasytask—whenHunterranin.“Side
toside.”
“Comeon,”CalyelledfromthebedroomasConnorshiftedtoletHunterhelp.Theyeachtookanarm
andleg,andtogethertheyranasBeatriceyelledobscenitiesandCaldraggedMariaacrossthebedroom
floor.
Tick-tick-tick.Hismindknewwhathisheartdidn’twanttoaccept.Theyweren’tgoingtomakeit.
“Faster,”heshouted.“We’reoutof—”
“Igotit,”Sabrina’svoicecalledovertheircomms.“Idefusedthebomb!”
HuntersentConnoralookthatshowedequalamountsofsurpriseandapproval.“Nice.”
Connorslumpedslightlywithrelief,butBeatrice’sbodyarchedagainandshecriedout,andheand
Hunterhadtosetherdown.
Thecontractionrackedherbody,makinghergorigid.CaldroppedMaria’swristsandfelltothefloor
nexttoBeatriceasshestartedsomefunnybreathing.
Calwasbreathingfunnytoo,asifhecouldbarelygetenoughbreathintohislungs.
Shock?Toomuchbloodloss?
“Weneedtogetbothofyoutothedoctor,”Connorsaid.
HunterstaredatBeatrice’shand,probablybecause,likeConnor,hewasn’tsurewheretolook.“I
calledforanambulance,but,um…”
Beatricecameuponherelbows,obviouslybearingdown.
“Um,what?”Connorasked.Somethingtoldhimhewasn’tgoingtoliketheanswer.
“It’snotgoingtogethere,”—HunterglancedathimanddownatBeatrice,—“beforethebabyarrives.”
EverythinginConnorwentstill.“What?”
Calstartedtosaysomething,buthiseyesrolledupinhisheadandheslumpedtothefloor.
Outcold.
“Cal!”Beatriceyelledbetweenbreaths.ShespearedConnorandHunterwithadesperatelook.“Do
something!”
“I’vegotCal,”Huntersaid,jumpingoverBeatrice’sbellytokneelnexttothemanandcheckhispulse.
“Youhandlethebaby.”
“What?”Handlethebaby?Whatthefuckdidheknowaboutbabies?
Andthen,asheglanceddownathisbossstrugglingtopushwhileherinjuredhusbandlaynexttoher
bleedingout,hesuckeduphissqueamishnessanddroppedtohiskneesnexttoher.
“Iknowzipaboutdeliveringababy,”heconfessed,“butI’lldowhateveryoutellmetodo.”
“Unnnnggghhh,”wasallBeatricesaid,butshegrabbedbothofhishandsandsqueezed.
Thepressurefromthatsqueezewaslikeahundredpoundweight,makinghimgrimaceandnearlylose
hisbalance.
HolyJesus.“21Pilots!”hesaidintohiscomm.“Ineedyou.”
“Um,yeah,aboutthat,”shesaid.
Buthervoicewasn’tinhiscomm.Itwascomingfrom…
Hisheadsnappedaround,zoominginontheendofthehallway.
Fuckagoddamnduck.Couldthisnightspinanyfurtheroutofcontrol?
There,attheendofthehallway,Sabrinastoodstaringback,EbbaNielssonnexttoherwithagun
pointedatSabrina’stemple.
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HEWASGOING
todie.
Evenaftershe’dcausedthedistractionanddefusedthebomb,shewasstillgoingtodie.
Worse,sowaseveryoneelse.
Connor,Trace,Maria,Cal,andBeatrice.Thebaby.
They’reallgoingtodiebecauseofme.
She’dheardthechatteronhercomm,thoughtthatEbbahadrunoffafterHunterhadtakenouthermen.
“Surprise,”shesaidwithfalsecheertothegroupallstaringatherandthewomanholdingherhostage.
“Iranintoaproblem.”
“Youbitch!”Beatriceyelledfromherspotonthefloor,whereshewashuffingandstraining,andoh,
my.
Shewashavingthebaby.
Like,rightnow.
SabrinahopedBwascallingEbbathebitchandnother,butthatwasupintheairatthispoint.
Can’tblameherforbeingmadatme.
Connor,hisfacetotallyemotionless,heldBeatrice’shands.“Whatdoyouwant?”hesaidtoEbba.
“Isthatnotobvious?”thewomansaid.
ThebarrelofthegunwascoldagainstSabrina’sveryhottemple.Ebba’sbodywashardand
unforgivingagainstSabrina’sback.
“You’renotgettingthebabyorBeatrice,”Tracesaid.HisfacewasasemotionlessasConnor’s.So
washisvoice.Infact,bothmensoundedcompletelycoolandcompetent.
Sabrinawishedshefeltthesame.Herkneeswerequaking,herstomachdoingsomersaults.“Myfather
isaveryrichman,”shesaidsoftlytoEbba.“Takemeandleavetherestofthemalone.Youcangetavery
largeransomforme.”
Thewomanscoffed.“IhaveallthemoneyIwant.Thishasnothingtodowithmoney.Iwantblood.”
ConnorpeeledhishandsawayfromBeatriceandheroseslowly,keepinghiseyeslockedonEbba.
Sabrinatriedtocatchhisattention.Totellhim,atleastwithhereyes,thatshewassorry.
Whywouldn’thelookather?
Thenshesawhisguncomeup.Itwaspointedrightather.
No,notme.Ebba.
“Theonlybloodthat’sgoingtobespilledinthenextminuteisyours,”hesaidtothewoman.
Sabrina’salreadyparchedmouthwentdesertdry.Connor’shandwassteady,hisstancesolid,butthe
hallwasbarelylitandEbbawasstandingpartiallybehindSabrina,usingherasashield.
Calgroanedfromthefloor,asnexttohim,Beatricehuffedandswore.Marialayunconscious,blending
intotheshadows.
TracesidledupnexttoConnor,shouldertoshoulder,blockingBeatriceandtheothersfromEbba.He,
too,sportedahandgunwiththeuglyblackopeningofthebarrelpointedatSabrinaandEbba.“Dropthe
weapon.”
Twoagainstone.Ebbahadtoknowshewasn’tgoingtowinthis.
Didn’tmeanshewouldn’ttakeSabrina—andpossiblyConnororTrace—downwithher.
Dosomething!
Butwhat?Anelbowtothewoman’sribs?Astomponthetopofherfoot?
AllofSabrina’sself-defensemovesseemedcriticallyinadequatewithabulletonlymerecentimeters
fromherbrain.
“Mybackupisalreadyhere,”Ebbasaid.HeraccentseemedthickerinSabrina’sear.“Theyare
waitingoutsideformycommand.DidyoureallythinkIwouldn’thavemore?”
“Yeah,aboutthat…”aman’svoicecamefrombehindSabrina.Sodidthecockofagun.“Yourboys
areabittiedupatthemoment.”
Sabrinaknewthatvoice.ColtonBells,akaShinedown.Hewasacrazy,cocky,SOBfromwhat
SabrinahadlearnedfromtheotherSFImembers,withalazyOklahomadrawl.
EbbastiffenedandjerkedSabrinacloser.God,thewomanwasbuiltlikeabrickwall.
Finally,finally,ConnortookhisgazeoffEbbaandlookedatSabrina.Hiseyesmethersasacocky
smilespreadoverhisface,evenashespoketoColton.“Boy,amIgladtoseeyou.”
Tracewassmilingtoo.“You’reback.”
“EmitsentmeandZebtohandletheofficerightafteryouguysleft,”Coltonsaid.FromSabrina’s
peripheralvision,shecouldseehimleaningagainstthewall.Washe…cleaninghisfingernailswitha
pocketknife?“Bossmanthoughtyoumightneedsomehelp.Lookslikehewasright.”
ThecoldendofEbba’sgunjammedharderagainstSabrina’stempleasthewomantriedtoturnherand
backaway.ItwasclumsyandSabrinapurposelyletherfeettanglewithEbba’s,butthewomanwasso
verystrong,herchestincrediblywall-likeagainstSabrina’sback.ShekickedSabrina’scalfanddidn’t
loseherbalance.
ConnormotionedwithhisfreehandforSabrinatogetdownandheheldthreefingerspointedatthe
ground,foldingthemoneatatime.
Amessage.
Three.
Two.
One.
Drop.
Sabrinaletherlegsgoslack,plungingstraighttothefloorwhereshepurposelyshovedEbbaagainst
thewall.
Atthesamemoment,Beatricescreamed,highandguttural.
Bam-bam-bam,gunfireechoedthroughthehallway,Connor’sbootsgrowingcloserinSabrina’sview
witheveryshothefiredatEbba.
CalroselikeaphoenixfrombehindTracewithafiercelookonhisface,hisgunpointedatEbbaas
well.HeshovedHunterasideandfired.
Thereportinthenarrowhallwayfromallofthegunfirewasdeafening.Sabrinathrewherarmsover
herheadandwentfetal.
Ebba’sbodyspuninapirouette,bulletsriddlingherchestandbackastheypinnedheragainstthewall.
Theytoreathershirt,shreddingitinplaces,andthat’swhenSabrinarealizedwhyEbbahadfeltsosolid.
Shewaswearingabulletproofvest.
Connorhadalmostreachedher.HeheldoutahandtograbherandpullherawayfromEbba.
“She’sgotavest!”SabrinascreamedjustasshesawEbbaraisethatawfulblackweaponagain.
Timeseemedtoslow.ShesawthegunpointatConnor.Sawhisfreehandreachingforher,evenasthe
handwithhisgunrosetofireatEbbaonemoretime.
ThebulletsthathadhitEbbamightnothavepenetratedherbody,butshewasstillinpainandbarely
abletodrawbreaththroughherbruisedribs.Shetiltedsideways,herfingeronthetriggerandanevilgrin
onherface.
ConnorthrewhimselfoverSabrina,hisgunandEbba’sbothgoingoffatthesametime.
Sabrinafelthissolidweightfallontopofher.Felthisbodygorigidforhalfasecond,thensoften.
“No!”
Thescreamtorethroughherhead,outherthroat.Wrappingherarmsaroundhim,sherolledthemboth
over.
AndcamefacetofacewithEbba,herwide,deadeyesstaringbackatSabrinaasbloodtrickledfrom
thebulletholeinthecenterofherforehead.
Coltonleaneddownoverthewoman.“She’sdead,Cal.Yougother.”
“Um,someonewanttohelpmeoverhere?”TracesaidasBeatricescreamedandSabrinahearda
gushingliquidsound.
“Connor’shurt,”Sabrinacried,crawlingoffthemanwho’djustsavedherlife.Hiseyeswereclosed,
bloodflowingfromawoundshecouldn’tfind.Hisblackvestshowingaholeintheleftchest.
Oh,God.Thevestscouldhandlealot,butacloserange.40calslug?
“Connor!”Sabrinacried,shakinghimasColtonleanedoverandfeltforapulseathisneck.“Open
youreyes,goddammit!”
ColtonpeeledthevestofftorevealConnor’schest.OrmaybetoperformCPR,shewasn’tsure.All
sheknewwasthatherbodyshookwithfear.She’djustfoundsomeoneshereallylikedandontheirfirst
date—that’swhatshewascallingit,anyway—she’dmanagedtogethimkilled.
Shegrabbedhisfacebetweenherfingersandthumbsandwaggledit.“Don’tyoudaredieonme,you
fabulousman.Ihaveplansforyou!”
Bendingover,sheplantedakissonhislips,softandgentle,atearfallingonhischeek.
S
OMEONEWASCRYING.
Squallingwasmorelikeit.
Thebaby!
Connorsatstraightup,drawingahugebreath,and…
Shit,thathurt.
Hischestwasonfire.Sowashisneck.
“Whoa,there,cowboy.”ColtonBellskneltbesidehim,holdingaballedupdishtoweltoConnor’s
neck.“Youtookacouplerounds,onetothechestandagrazetoyourneck.You’rebleedingallover
Beatrice’sfloor,sokeepthisonyourwound.”
Connorwrappedanarmaroundhisribs.Oratleasttriedto.Thefireinhisneckseemedtomakehis
armuseless.Allitwantedtodowashanglimpathisside.
Andhewasdamnwoozy.TherewerethreeversionsofBellsfloatinginfrontofhim.
“WhenyoudovetosaveSabrina,”Bellsexplained,pointingatadentinthewallbehindthem,“youhit
yourheadonthecorner.Knockedyourselfloo-loo.”
“Sabrina,”Connorcroaked,usinghisgoodarmtoholdthetowelathisneck.“Isshe…?”
“SheandHunterwenttogetthehelo.Wehaveabunchofyoutogettothehospitalandthefastestway
iswiththatprettybird.”Heliftedhisheadastheyheardthethump-thump-thumpoftherotorsinthe
distance.“Soundslikeyourcarriageapproaches,Cinderella.”
Someonehadrestoredtheelectricityandthelightswereon.Connorblinkedtoclearhisvision.
Ebbaandhersoldierslaywheretheyhadfallen.Maria,Cal,andBeatricewerenowhereinsight.
“Whereiseveryone?”
Bellshelpedhimtohisfeet.“Bedroom.Beatriceandthebabyarefine,asyoucanprobablytellfrom
allthecaterwaulingyouhear.Cal’slostalotofblood,butthebastard’satoughSOB.Hewon’tletus
touchhim,he’ssoenamoredwiththatnewbaby.Themidwifetookabullettoo,butshe’llbeokayonce
thesurgeonfixesherup.”
Competingwiththenoiseofthehelicopter,Connorheardsirensapproaching.“I’mfine,”heinsistedas
Bellswalkedhimtoachair.“Takecareoftheothers.”
“Yeah,that’sthesamesongI’mgettingfromeveryone.”Bellsshovedhimintothechairandpattedhis
knee.“Sittight.”
Hemusthavedozedoffbecausethenextthingheknew,Sabrinawasshakinghimawake,herbeautiful
facecontortedinadeepfrown.“Connor?”
God,shewasbeautiful.Herredhairwasawild,gloriousmessaroundherface,herhandsshakingas
shefelthisforehead.Hereachedtotouchher,buthisrightarmstillwouldn’tworkandhislefthandwas
coveredwithblood.
Helethisbloodyhanddrop,hisvisiononceagaingoingabitwonky.SeeingthreeSabrinas,though,
wasfarbetterthanthreeofBells’uglymuganyday.“Youokay?”heaskedher.
Shesmiledsweetly.“Yousavedmylife.OfcourseI’mokay.”
“Comeon,cowboy.”Bellswassuddenlyhaulinghimoutofthechair.Theredandblueofpolicelights
swirledpastthewindows.Anambulancescreamedtoastopbythefrontdoor.“Let’sgetyouintoyour
carriage.”
ConnorgrimacedasBellstookhisarmandthrewitoveroneofhisshoulders.“Taketheothersinthe
helo,”hesaidtoSabrinaastheystartedwalkinghimtowardthebackdoor.“Bellscandrivemetothe
hospital.”
Sabrinaputanarmaroundhiswaisttoholdhimup.“TheambulanceisforBeatriceandthebaby,and
ofcourse,Cal’sridingwiththem.I’mtakingyouandMariatothehospital.”
Hunterpassedthem,givingConnorafriendlyslaponhisface.“Youdidgoodforarookie,Irish.”
“Didyoureallyjustcallmearookie?”hedemanded.
“Untilyou’reonmyShadowteam,”Huntersaid,“you’rearookieinmybook.We’lltalkafteryou’re
stitchedup.”
“Aboutwhat?”
Huntergavehimaduhlook.“Joiningmyteamandlosingyourrookiestatus.”
“YourShadowteam?”
Hunterkeptwalking.ColtoncontinuedtomoveConnortothebackdoor.“ThinkyoucanhandleHunter
foraboss?”
AShadowteam.He’djustbeenofferedaslotontheelitesoldier’sSFIunit.Couldhehandleit?
Itwasanhonorjusttobeasked.He’dhavetogiveitseriousconsideration.HisPTSDwasonething;
findinghisreplacementtoruntheofficewasanother.Addtothat,beingonaparamilitaryteamwouldcut
intothehourshehadavailabletohuntdown12September.
HunterwenttothefrontdoorandopeneditfortheEMTswhohustledinwithagurney.AsConnorand
theothershitthebackdoor,Hunterwasshowingthemintothebedroom.Thebabyhadquieted,and
ConnorheardBeatricelaugh.
Thesoundwassogood,sounexpected,hesmiledrightthroughhispainanddizziness.NoonebutCal
evermadeBeatricelaugh.Maybethebabywoulddothattoo.
Amomentlater,SabrinaandBellsloadedhimintothehelicopter.Mariawasalreadyinside,one
bloodyarmthrownoverhereyesassheslouchedintherearseatwithhereyesclosed.
BellsstrappedhimintotheseatnexttoSabrinaassheranaroundtothepilotseatandhoppedin.
Thehorizonwasbrighteningwiththesunrise,andConnoreasedbackintheseatandclosedhiseyesas
thebirdliftedintotheair.
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ABRINAFLEWFAST
throughthemorningair,dippingdownthroughthevalley,racingabovethe
interstate,andrisingupoverthecity.She’dradioedaheadtothehospitalandthey’dgivenherpermission
tolandontheirhelopad,thegiantredXcomingintoviewassheneared.
Sheshouldhavefeltrelief,butbothherpassengerswereoutcold.Frombloodloss?Fromtheir
concussions?Fromshock?
Donotpanic.Anyorallcouldbethereason.Allsheknewwasthatshehadtogetthisbirddownand
getConnorandMariaintothehandsoftheprofessionals.
Pleasedon’tdieonme.Pleasedon’tdie.
Therefrainswamthroughherhead,overandoveragainasshechancedaglanceatConnor,slumpedin
theseatnexttohers,hisfaceashen.She’dtriedshakinghim,yellingathim,pinchinghim.Nothinghad
worked.Thepulseinhisneckbeatsoslowlyanderratically,she’dbarelybeenabletofindit.Allshe
couldnowwasflyforallshewasworth.
Becauseshewasflyingforhislife.
Herhandsshook,andherbreathwastightinherchest.She’djustlivedthroughasituationthathad
rivaledthebombinginAntwerp.Thatnight,withalltheinjured,manyofthemherfriendsandcolleagues,
she’dflownflightafterflightbackandforthfromthebombsitetothenearbyhospitals.
Menandwomenhaddiedinherhelicopter.
She’dalmostdiedwhentheperpetratorshadsentasurface-to-airmissileatherwhileshewasinthe
air.
Thatimpactandexplosionstillhappenednightlyinherdreams.Thesensationoffalling,falling,
falling…
Connorcoughedbesideher,aragged,burblingsound.Sabrinasteeledhernervesasshestuckthe
landing,bringingthebirddownswiftlybutasgentlyasshecould.Ateamofnursesanddoctorsranout
thedoortomeether.
Bythetimesheshutdownthehelicopterandjumpedout,theyalreadyhadbothofherpatientson
gurneysandwereheadedforthebuilding.Sabrinaranafterthem.
AburlymalenursestoppedherbeforeshecouldfollowConnorinside.“Getthathelicopteroffthe
pad.Themedcopterisinboundwithanotherpatient.”
“What?ButIhavetostayherewithhim,”sheargued.
“Sorry,there’snothingIcando.”Heshruggedonebeefyshoulder.“Youhavetogetthathelicopterout
oftheway.Thereisn’tenoughroomfortwo.”
Thedoorslammedshutinherface.
Anxietytoreitswaythroughherbody.Thememoryofthemwheelinghermotherawayonagurneyjust
likethatflashedintohermind.
Momma.Imissyouso.
Sabrinahadn’tbeenthereforherwhenshe’ddiedandtheguiltstillateather.
WhatifConnordiedtoo?
Herchesttightenedevenmore,airwhistlingthroughherpartedlips.Herbodyfeltimmobile,lockedin
place,herhandsandfeetterriblycold.
Thehelicopterhadtobemoved.Shehadnochoice.
Closinghereyesforabriefmoment,shesenthermindtoabeautifulmountaintop,asunrise,aquiet
brookinanoldforest.Thenaturescenescalmedherandeasedthevisegriponherchest.Shakingouther
hands,sheopenedhereyesandrantothehelicopter,hurryingtogetthebirdbackintheair.
TheUCommbuildingwasonlyhalfamilefromthehospital,butthatmeanthalfamilebacktothe
EmergencyRoominearlymorningtraffic.
NowaywassheleavingConnorforthatlong.
Intheair,shecircledaroundandfoundthespotsheneeded.Anemptyparkinglotonthefarsideofthe
eastwing.Theparkinglotheldoverflowfromthemainlots,wherenooneeverwantedtopark,butoften
timeshadto.Itwouldbeatightfittogetpastthebuildingsandnotclipthedecorativetrees,butshe
wasn’tanacepilotfornothing.
Acoupleofthetreeslostbranches,butshemanagedtobringthehelodowninaspotnotmorethana
hundredyardsfromtheeastwing’ssideentrance.Sabrinashutdownthehelicopterandranforthedoor.
BythetimeshegottotheERandpasttheadmittingnurse,shewaswinded.Thenursewhohadstopped
herontheroofcaughtherarmasshewentrunningpasthim.
“Hey,howdidyougetbacksofast?”
Shespunoutofhisgripandwaggledherfingersintheair.“Magic.”
ButwhenshegottotheERroomwhereConnorwassupposedtobeandwhippedthecurtainback,her
stomachdroppedtoherknees.
Thebedwasempty.
“He’sinx-ray,”themalenursesaidcomingupbehindher.
“Ishegoingtobeokay?”
Theguylikedtoshrugitseemed,givingheranotheronelikehehadonthepadupstairs.Hisdarkeyes,
whichhadprobablyseenalotinhistimeworkingtheemergencyroom,showedempathyforher.“A
brokenribandheneedsstitches.Otherthanthat,heshouldbeswinginglikeachampagaininnotime.His
concussionismild.”Heknockedhisknucklesagainsthishead.“He’sgotahardnoggin,justlikeme.”
TheguygrinnedandreliefmadeSabrina’skneesgooey.“He’snotinshock?”
“Sureheis,butwe’reloadinghimupwithfluidsandwe’llkeepaneyeonhim.”Hemotionedata
chairinthecorner.“Whydon’tyouhaveaseat?You’relookingalittlepaleyourself.”
Pale?Afterthenightshe’dhad,thewordmadeherlaugh.
Butshetookthechairbecauseherlegsweredefinitelyfeelingboneless.“Howaboutthewoman?Is
sheokay?”
Theguymadeaface.“She’sheadedtosurgery.Thebullethitherclavicleanddidsomedamage,but
thesurgeonswillfixherup.”
HisnametagreadOtis.Sabrinastuckoutahand.“Thankyou,Otis.Iappreciatetheinformation.”
Heshookherhand.“Justdoingmyjob,ma’am.”Hestartedtowalkaway,thenstopped.“Niceflying
youdidoutthere,bytheway.”
Sabrinagavehimathumbsup.Justdoingmyjob.
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Threedayslater…
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ONNORROLLEDONTO
hissideandgroanedintohispillow.
“Heyyou,”asoftvoicesaidaswarmarmswrappedaroundhiswaist.“Howareyoufeeling?”
Hiseyesflewopenandthewallacrossfromhisbedcameintoview.Slowly,helookedbackoverhis
shoulder,hisstitchesbalkingatthemovement.
Redhairandsleepyeyesmethisgaze.Sabrinasmiledathimthroughayawn.“Doyouneedoneof
yourpainpills?”
Thepreviouscoupleofdayscamebacktohiminarush.Theambush,thefirefight,thecriesofa
newbornbaby.
Beatrice’slaugh.Sabrina’sfacewhenhecamebackfromgettinghisribsx-rayed.Thenightthey’djust
spentinhisbed,afterhistimeinthehospitalfilledwithtestsandprocedures,Sabrinabyhissidethrough
itall.
Oncethedoctorshadreleasedhim,she’dbroughthimhometoSFIHeadquarters,fedhim,cleanedhim
up,andtuckedhimintobed.
Inhisdelirium—andregardlessofhisbandagedribcageandstitchedupneck—he’dpulledherinwith
him.
Hisbrokenribputadamperonhisacrobaticswithherbeautifulbody,butman,ohman,lettingherdo
mostoftheworkwasactuallyquitenice.
Nice?Whowashekidding.Shewasfreakin’awesome.Thethingsshe’ddonetohim,eveninhis
injuredstate,hadmadeeverymomentofthepastfewdaysworthit.
Hestillcouldn’tbelieveshewashereinhisbed.“You’remypainkiller.”
Asmileteasedherlipsandshekissedhisshoulder.“Icanfindafewmorewaystoeaseyourpain,if
youlike.”
Oh,helikedallright.Hewasdefinitelyupformoreofthatbrandofmedicine.
Shiftingcarefully,herolledontohisbackanddrewherinclose.“You’rewaybetterthanmorphine.
I’mtotallyaddictedtoyou.”
Hewaslostinherlipswhenhisphonebuzzedonthenightstand.Sabrinabrokethekissandglanced
overattheID.Herphonebegantobuzzatthesametime.“Uh,oh.Ithinkwe’rebeingsummedbyQueen
B.”
“Beatrice?Isshehomealready?”
“Home?”Sabrinalaughed.“She’scallingusfromheroffice.”
“Nofuckingway.”Connorrubbedhishead.“Shejusthadababy.”
“Thehospitalreleasedheraftertwenty-fourhours.Sheandthebabyaredoinggreat.”
Bothoftheirphonesbuzzedagain,likelittleangrybeesonConnor’snightstand.“Iknewshedidn’t
plantotakeanytimeoff,butthisisflippin’ridiculous.I’veneverknownanyonelikeher.”
“She’saforceofnature,forsure.”Sabrinareachedacrosshimtograbherphone,herfullbreasts
pressingintohischestassheanswered.“21Pilots,here….Yes,ma’am,he’sdoingbetter…Ithinkso.
Sure.”
SabrinapausedandConnorheardBeatrice’svoice,buthecouldn’tmakeoutwhatshewassaying.
Sabrinawinkedathim.“Ithinkhecanmanageashorttripdownstairs.I’llgethimupandwe’llbe
down…Copythat.”
Shedisconnectedandtossedherphonebehindherontothebed.“Thegang’sallhere,evenEmitand
Miles.Beatricesaysshehasanannouncement.Webettergetdownthere,asap.”
“Shit.Ineedashower.Who’sansweringthephones,bytheway?”
Shehoppedoutofthebedanddrewashirtoverherhead,abrightappleredthatclashedbeautifully
withherhair.“Everybody’stakingturns.EvenParkerandSavannasignedupforacoupleofshifts.
Henley,too.”
“Henleybetternottouchmyphones.He’llhaveeverythingscrewedup.”
Sabrinalaughed.“Don’tworry.Beatricetoldhimnottochangeanything.She’sgotyourback,
Conmeister.”
Yeah,itseemedlikeeveryoneheredid.
AsSabrinapulledonjeansandbrushedherhairupintoaponytail,Connorangledhimselfupandout
ofbed.Thepainwasthere,butmanageable,especiallywithhissexynursehelpinghim.
Oncehewasdressedandhishairwasnolongerstickingupinsixdirections,shedeclaredhimfitto
showhisface.
Shebrushedasidealockofhishairandkissedhim.“You’remyhero,”shewhisperedagainsthislips.
Hedidn’tknowwhattosay,sohedidn’tsayanything.
TheelevatorridetoBeatrice’sofficeincludedsomedeeptongueactionfromSabrina,andiftheentire
staffofShadowForcehadn’tbeenwaitingonthem,ConnormighthavehittheStopbuttonandtakenahit
ofhisfavoritepainmedicinerightthere.
Asitwas,hewashobblingslightlywhentheylefttheelevatorthankstohiswoody,butitwasworth
seeingtheevilglintinSabrina’seyesandhercunningsmileasshetookhishandandledhimtotheoffice
door.
“Hey.”Hehauledherbackandpulledhertotheside.“Beforewegoin—”
Hersmilefaded.“Yeah?”
“Ijustwanttobeclearaboutus.Aboutwherewestand.”
“Oh.”Herfacecloudedandshereleasedhishand.“Youdon’twantthemtoknow,doyou?”
“Me?You’rekidding,right?”
Shegavehimanoddlook.“I’mconfused.”
SoamI.“You’reokaywiththemknowingthatyoujustspentthenightwithme?”
Acockofherheadonlyseemedtodeepentheconfusiononherface.“OfcourseIam.Whywouldn’tI
be?”
Sabrinawasdefinitelyonehellofapainkiller.Herwordswerethebestdamnmedicinehe’dever
had.Forhisheartandsoul,notjustforhisbody.
Hetouchedhercrazyredhairandsmiled.“I’mamess,Sabrina.”Hepointedathistemple.“Myhead,
myPTSD…it’sallatrainwreckinhere.”
“Areyousure?”sheaskedquietly.“BecausewhatIsawwhenyousavedmylife,andBeatriceandthe
baby’s,wasamanofhonor,loyalty,andbravery.Soevenifyou’vegotsomeissues—andwhodoesn’t?
—you’redoingagreatjobcombattingthem.”
Areyousure?Thewordsechoedinhishead,tauntinghim.ThesamewordsBilliehadaskedhimright
before12Septemberambushedthem.
Hisheartbeatlikeatimpanidrum.Connortookadeepbreath,welcomingthepaininhisribs,and
closedhiseyesforamoment.Hestillhadascoretosettlewith12September,butrightnowhehada
familyhereatSFIandawomanwhocaredforhim.Theybelievedinhim.
Allhecoulddowasmakesureheprovedworthyoftheirsupport.
“Yeah.”HegrabbedSabrina’shandagainandsqueezedit.“Iamone-hundred-and-ten-percentsurethat
Iwanttobewithyou,andI’llshoutitfromtherooftopsifnecessary.”
Hersmilelitupthehallway.“Good,becausemydadwantstomeetyou.Dinner’sateighttonight.”
“Tonight?”
“Yep.”Shenoddedandherponytailbobbed.
ThedoortoBeatrice’sofficeflewopenandColtonBellsstuckouthishead.“Todayalready,people.
Jesus.”
HoldinghandswithSabrinaandunabletokeepthegrinoffhislips,ConnorenteredBeatrice’soffice
tofindallofhisSFIfamilywaitingforhim.
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EATRICEHADNEVER
beensoutterlyexhaustedinherwholelife.
Orsoextremelyhappy.
BabyReesewasmakingtheroundswiththeentiregroupgatheredinheroffice,whileCalstewedand
keptpassingthehandsanitizeraround.AsConnorandSabrinaentered,acheerwentupfromtherestof
theoperativesandBeatricethoughtConnormightbeblushing.
“Comein,”shesaid,wavingahandatthem.“It’sgoodtoseeyouupandaround,Connor.”
Extrachairshadbeenbroughtin,alongwiththebaby’scradleandachangingtable.Nearthefireplace,
SavannaandTracehadsetupatableanddecorateditwithribbonsandballoons.Inthecenterwasasheet
cake,andacoolerfilledwithassortedbeveragessatonthefloornexttothetable.Maggieeyedallofit,
waitingforapieceofcakeitseemed.
EmithandedConnoradrinkaftertheirnewestfieldoperativeconfirmedhewasn’ttakinganyofthe
narcoticsthedoctorshadprescribed.SabrinaacceptedabottleoficedteaandZebandHenleygaveup
theirchairsforthetwoofthem.
BabyReesehadgonehalfwayaroundthecircleofoperativesandtheirgirlfriendsandwascurrently
beingogledoverbyMilesandCharlotte.“Haveyounamedheryet?”Charlotteasked,herBritishaccent
lightandbubbly.
“That’swhywecalledyouallhere.”TherewereseveralRockStarswhocouldn’tleavetheircharges,
andasmallteamofShadowForcemenwrappingupasearchandrescuemissioninNicaragua,butmost
oftheresthadmadeitin.EvenJaxonhadflowninfromChicago,bringingtheCIAoperative,Ruby
McIntyre,withhim.ShewasstillasbangedupasCalandConnor,butsheseemedhappytobeinvitedto
thislittleimpromptuparty.“Butfirst,”Beatriceadded,“CalandIwouldliketotakeamomenttothank
ConnorandSabrinaforcomingtoouraid.You’rebothreceivinggenerousbonusesinyournext
paychecks.”
Connorstoppedwiththebeerhalfwaytohismouth,thenlowereditashisteammatesclapped,
whistled,andmadecatcalls.TracepattedhimonthebackandSabrinagrinnedfromeartoear.Maggie
madeherwayovertoConnorandlaidathisfeet,wagginghertail.
SeveralofthemengotupandgaveSabrinafistbumpsandslapsontheback,likeshewasoneofthem.
HergreeneyeskeptdartingtoConnor.
“Itwasnothing,boss,”Connorsaid,oncethehoopladieddown.
Butitwas,Beatriceknew,asdidCal,Emit,andtheothers.Connorhadovercomethedemonsthat
livedinhisheadinordertohelprescuethem.Thereweren’tmanymeninhissituationwhocouldthrow
togetheranemergencyrescuemissionandexecuteitsoflawlessly.
Sabrinaraisedherbottleofteainsalute.“ToConnor.He’stherealherohere.”
“ToConnor,”theothersechoed,followingsuitandliftingtheirdrinks.Beatriceliftedherfruit
smoothie.
“Ididn’tdefuseabomb,”Connorargued.Hewasdefinitelyembarrassed,hisneckflushedandhisgaze
drinkinginSabrinalikeshewasthemostbeautifulthinghe’deverseen.“Noneofusinthathousewould
behererightnowifitweren’tforyou,Red.”
Sabrinaleanedoverandkissedhischeekandanotherroundofcatcallsandwhistleswentoff.
“Bytheway,”Sabrinasaid,settlingbackintoherchair.“Whydoesthecakesay‘HappyRetirement?’”
Colton,leaningagainstthefireplace,scratchedhisjawline.“ItwasthebestIcoulddoonshortnotice.
Itwaseitherthator‘HappySweet16.’”
Thebabystirred,armswavingandlegskicking.Hertinyvoicecutthroughthenoiseassheletouta
heartfelt“mew”andeveryonestartedmakingoverheragain.
CalsteppedinandtookherfromCharlotte,holdingthebabyclosetohischestashehobbledoverto
Beatrice.Hisbulletwoundswouldaddafewmorescarstohiscollection,butheworehisinjurieslike
medals.“WewantedtowaituntilJaxgotheretoannouncewehaveanameforourgirl.”
Beatricetookherbabyandlookeddownintoherface.Sosmall.Sosweet.Sonotaboylikeshe’d
predicted.
Shewasneverwrongaboutanything,butshehadtheunwaveringnotionthatthischildwasgoingto
proveherwrongonmany,manythings.
Jaxonleanedforward,settinghiselbowsonhisknees.“WhatdoIhavetodowiththis?”
Jax.HewasmuchlikeCalinmanywaysandoutofallofherSFIwarriors,he’dalwaysbeen
completelyhonestwithher,whethershewantedtohearitornot.
“Allofyouarespecialtome,”shesaid,andhadtostopforamomentbecauseherthroatgrewtight.“If
Icould,Iwouldnamethisbabyaftereveryoneofyou.”
AlleyesswungtoJaxonandunderstandingdawnedacrosshisface.Hesatbackandlookedcompletely
gobsmacked.“You’renamingthebabyJaxon?Yousureaboutthat?Idon’tknowifthat’ssogreatfora
girl.”
“Actually,”Calsaid,grinning,“we’renamingherSloane.Yourlastnamewithaneontheend.Sloane
TraciaKenzieReese.Sloaneafteryou,TraciaafterHunter,andKenzieafterMcKenzie.”
Agreeablemurmursranthroughthegroup.Headsnodded.Tracesmiled.
“Asallofyouknow,Iwassurewewerehavingaboy,”Beatriceadmitted,“butregardless,sheneeded
somethingunique.Sloanefitandweaddedtheothersbecause,well,wewouldn’tbeherewithoutConnor
andTrace.Sabrinaeither.Ifwehaveanothergirlsomeday,youallcanguesswhathernamewillbe.”
“Oohs”and“ahhs”rippledthroughtheroom.Softchucklesaswell.
Coltongrabbedaknifefromthetableandstartedcuttingthecake.“Thatworks,cuz,honestly,Coltonis
awaybetternameforaboythanJaxonorTrace.Somaybenexttime,huh,boss?You’llhookmeupand
nameyourkidafterme?”
Beatricelaughed.
Milesstoodandheadedforthecake.“IthinkMileshasaniceringtoitifthenextkidisaboy.”
“Don’tbestupid,”Zebsaid,pushingoffhischair.“Zebulonistheobviouschoiceiftheyhaveaboy.”
Andsoitwentforthenextfewminutes.Alltheguyshadacommentaboutwantingtosharetheirname
withanyfutureReesebabies.CakewaspassedaroundandcongratswerebestowedonBeatriceandCal,
ConnorandSabrina,andJaxonandTrace.
SloanefellbacktosleepinBeatrice’sarmsasCalspoonfedBeatriceapieceofthecakeoverthe
baby’shead.Oncethecrowdhadsettledintotheirfood,Calleanedoverandwhispered,“Shouldwetell
themnow?”
BeatricelookedoverherSFIfamilyandnodded,givinghimasmile.Timewastooprecioustowaste.
Itwasoneofthereasonsshe’dinsistedtheycometotheofficetodayandmaketheirannouncements.
“Let’sdoit.”
Calusedhisforktobangonhisbeerbottleandtheroomquieted,headscominguptolookathimand
Beatrice.“There’sonemorething.”Heturnedtoher.“B?”
BeatricerockedgentlyinherchairasSloaneslept.“CalandIaren’treligiouspeople,butlikeusual,
we’redoingwhatwewantto,regardlessofrulesandsocietalnorms.You’reallourfamily,andalthough
Calstillhashismomaround,neitherofusisflushwithbloodrelations.WewantSloanetoknowwhat
it’sliketobepartofabigfamily,sowe’renamingeachandeveryoneofyouasgodparentstoher.We
hopeyou’lltakethatroleseriouslyandwelcomeherintoyourlivesthewayyouhavebothofus.”
Foramoment,stunnedsilencefilledtheroom.Savannadashedatearoffhercheek.Charlottepressed
ahandtoherlips.
ConnorrosefromhischairandcametowardBeatrice’sdesk,leaningoverandgentlytakingoneof
Sloane’ssmallhands.“Heythere,”hesaidquietly.“I’myourUncleConnor.Youcomehangoutwithme
anytime.”
Sloaneopenedhereyesforamomentandfixedherbabygazeonhim.Thenshewavedherballedup
fistandpursedherlipsasiftosaysomething.
Asifthefloodgatesopened,everyoneoftheSFIcrewfiledovertointroducethemselvesproperlyto
her,andlikealittletrooper,Sloanedidn’tfussorcryatall.Assoonasthelastpersonwasdonecooing
overher,shefellrightbacktosleep,lipspartingonasigh.
Thepartycontinuedforthenexthour,andthenthegroupbegantofileout,untilonlyTrace,Savanna,
Jax,Ruby,Connor,andSabrinawereleft.Thesixofthemhuddledaroundthecaketable,talkingand
laughing,whileBeatricegaveSloaneabottle.
Calsatinthechairwatching,hisinjuredlegproppedonBeatrice’sdesk.“It’sagoodlife,”he
murmured,hisgazefixedonSloane’sface.
Beatricenodded,hereyesfullofhappytearsassheimaginedthelifeherdaughterwasgoingtohave,
surroundedbypeoplewholovedher.
Sometimesitwasgoodtobewrong.
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