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Big Hot Alphas Book 1
KATE HUNT
Copyright © 2020 by Kate Hunt
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CONTENTS
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Chapter One
M
BAILEY
y hands instantly tighten on the steering
wheel and my heart skips a beat when I
see the sign on the side of the highway announcing
how many miles are left until my exit.
Shit. I thought I was going to be able to not
think about him.
But I guess I should have known there’s no
avoiding it.
I’ve been driving on the highway for the last
three hours, and I only have about ten miles left to
get to my parents’ house. It’s the second time I’ve
driven up to see them since they moved into their
new place.
A few months back, they sold the apartment
building they’d owned for decades and bought a
beautiful piece of property up on the mountain.
They’ve always been such hard workers, and I’m
so proud of them for being able to retire early and
just focus on enjoying their lives now.
And don’t get me wrong, I’m excited to see
them. I can’t wait for the big hug I know I’ll get
from my dad and I can’t wait to eat my mom’s
amazing home cooking.
No, what’s making me nervous is…
…well, it’s Dax.
He’s my parents’ closest neighbor.
He’s also their new friend.
And he’s the man I have a huge crush on.
A
LL
OF
THIS
started four weeks ago—the first time
I visited my parents’ new place. We’d just finished
eating dinner and were sitting out on the back patio
around the fire pit. It was a beautiful night—the
stars were out, and it wasn’t too cold. My mom and
I had brought our wine glasses outside with us, and
my dad had brought his glass of whiskey.
We were in the middle of talking about the sale
of my parents’ old house when I heard someone
call out in the distance.
“Bear!” the voice boomed.
My eyes snapped over to my dad. “Um…
should we go inside?”
But my dad just chuckled and shook his head.
“Bear is our neighbor’s dog.”
Sure enough, a second later, a big scruffy dog
burst out from the woods behind my parents’ house.
He came right over to the patio and panted happily
as he greeted us. I laughed at how ridiculously
sweet the big guy was and gave him a good scratch
behind his ears when he came up to me.
“Bear!” the voice called out again.
“He’s over here, Dax!” my dad called back.
Heavy footsteps grew louder from the woods.
Then a figure emerged, striding from the darkness
into the soft glow of the light cast from the house.
As he came closer, I found myself drawing in a
deep breath.
I’d always thought my dad would be the most
burly guy I’d ever know. But this man—holy shit.
He was the biggest, most built man I’d ever seen in
my life. He looked like a freakin’ Greek god.
“Sorry ’bout that,” he said as he approached us.
He looked at his dog, who was now getting his head
scratched by my mom, and shook his head. “Bear.
Come on, man.”
“No, no, it’s fine,” my mom said, smiling as she
continued to pet the dog. “We love Bear. Oh, Dax,
this is our daughter, Bailey. Bailey, this is our
neighbor, Dax.”
Dax’s eyes were already focused on me before
my mom even started to introduce us. As my eyes
met his, butterflies burst into flight in my stomach.
“Dax is our woodworking neighbor,” my mom
explained.
“Oh,” I said, my voice sounding tiny and high.
My parents had mentioned their neighbors over
dinner, telling me how an older couple lived on one
side of them, and on the other lived a single guy in
his late thirties. They’d told me he was a
woodworker and that they’d already become
friendly with him, but they hadn’t described Dax
enough for me to picture him.
“Join us, Dax,” my mom said, gesturing toward
an empty patio chair on the other side of me.
Dax rubbed his chin. His eyes were still locked
on me. The butterflies were still going crazy in my
stomach.
How could a man like this even exist?
Don’t go, I found myself thinking. Stay.
As Dax walked around the fire pit and sat down
in the chair a few feet away from me, I had to focus
on keeping my breathing even. No man had ever
had that kind of effect on me before, and it was
overwhelming.
“Can I get you something to drink, Dax?” my
mom asked.
“I’m good,” he said. “Thanks, Alice.”
During the next hour of conversation, Dax
didn’t say a whole lot. But when he did speak, his
words always felt meaningful and carefully chosen.
And every time I said something, I could feel Dax’s
gaze on me—I could feel his interest, his desire.
I could feel his claim on me already.
After another little while, my dad let out a deep
yawn. As he pulled himself up from his chair, he
said, “Think I’m going to hit the hay. Good seeing
you, Dax.”
“You too, Ian.”
“Night, Dad,” I said, standing up to give him a
peck on the cheek.
“Don’t stay up too late,” he said, giving me a
smile.
“I won’t.”
As my dad left and I sat back down, I wondered
how much longer the night would last. I didn’t want
it to ever end.
Twenty minutes later, though, my mom started
fighting back yawns herself.
“Oh, gosh,” my mom said. “I’m sorry. I can’t
seem to keep my eyes open any longer. Would it be
horribly rude of me to turn in for the night, too?”
“Of course not, Mom,” I said, my heart rate
picking up at the thought of being left alone with
Dax. “I’ll make sure the fire’s out before I come
in.”
My mom nodded, said goodnight, and went into
the house.
And then it was just the two of us. Or three of
us, I guess, if you count Bear.
“Want me to add another log?” Dax asked,
gesturing toward the dying fire.
I looked over at him and smiled. “Sure.”
How do I describe the conversation we had that
night? It felt like a million conversations rolled into
one. Though Dax hadn’t said much when we’d all
been sitting there, once it was just the two of us,
words started to flow more easily from his lips.
I can’t even say how long we sat out there; it
was like time didn’t even matter anymore.
While we talked, Bear slept soundly on his side
by the fire pit. The stars above us shone. And
somehow our chairs felt like they’d moved closer
together; Dax was so close that I could’ve reached
out and touch his incredibly chiseled, strong body if
I wanted to.
And did I ever want to.
He was the one who made the first move,
though. He was the one who leaned across the
small space between us and pulled me toward him
for a kiss.
When his lips claimed mine, I felt it through my
entire body—every inch of me turned weak. And
then my whole body flushed as his tongue urged my
mouth open and our kiss deepened.
It was a long kiss. And yet not long enough.
Because when it ended, I immediately wanted
more. A whimper escaped my lips.
“Do that again,” I murmured.
But Dax shook his head. “It’s time for us to say
goodnight.”
He stood up from his chair, his incredible size
unfolding. I gaped at him, speechless, the sensation
of his kiss lingering on my lips.
“You’re leaving?” I said.
“Yes,” he said. “And you’re going to go inside.”
I smirked. “What if I don’t want to go inside
yet?”
Dax’s jaw tightened. “We can’t do this, Bailey.”
“Why not?”
“If I kiss you again, I won’t be able to stop.”
And then he clicked his tongue to rouse Bear
from his slumber, and that was that. Dax glanced
over at me just once more to say goodnight, and
then he and Bear were disappearing into the
darkness.
I didn’t see Dax again that weekend. And I
didn’t breathe a word to my parents about what had
happened. But the memory of Dax’s kiss stayed
with me; even as I drove home that Sunday night, I
could still feel his kiss on my lips, as if it had just
happened.
I’d never had a kiss like that in my life.
It was the stuff fairy tales were made of.
When I got home, I had to tell someone about
it, and naturally, I turned to Madison. Madison and
I met four years ago when we both started
waitressing at the café; we’d been best friends ever
since.
“That’s amazing, babe,” said Madison, grinning
from ear to ear. “You totally just met your
soulmate.”
I scoffed. Told her she was crazy. But deep
down, I had to admit—I’d been thinking the same
thing. And not just because of the kiss. My
conversation with Dax had been incredible. I’d felt
so deeply connected to him.
There was no way that Dax was actually my
soulmate, though. He was too old for me. He was
my parents’ friend. And he lived on a freakin’
mountain over three hours away—how was that
going to work?
Nah. Our connection didn’t mean we were
meant to end up together or anything.
It was just one of those crazy one-time things.
M
Y
MOM
IS
KNEELING
in front of a patch of bare
soil planting flowers when I pull up to the house. As
I get out of the car, she stands up and calls out
hello. She looks so cute in her gardening hat and
floral-print gloves. When I give her a hug, she
smells like sunshine and earth.
“So good to see you, honey,” she says.
“You, too, Mom,” I say. I draw in a deep breath
of fresh air and look around at my surroundings.
“This place really suits you, you know?”
She smiles. “I agree. I’m really happy we found
this place.”
“Where’s Dad?”
“Cleaning out the gutters around back.”
I nod. “Okay. I’ll wait until he’s done to say hi,
then. Can I help you plant the rest of these
flowers?”
“I’d love that,” says my mom.
I roll up my sleeves and use a trowel to dig out
more holes in the soil; once my mom and I plant the
rest of the flowers, we pack the dirt back in and
give the area a good watering. Then I help her tidy
up and we head into the house. My dad comes in
soon after, and he gives me a big hug hello.
After talking for a little bit about how the drive
up was, they show me the changes they’ve made
around the house in the weeks since I first visited.
They’ve repainted a few of the rooms, hung up
some art, and they have a new, huge, gorgeous
table in the dining room.
Before the words come out of my mom’s
mouth, I already know what she’s going to tell me.
“It’s one of Dax’s pieces,” my mom says.
“Oh, yeah?” I say, trying my hardest to sound
unaffected. “Huh. Looks great.”
When Dax and I talked that night out by the
fire, he told me a lot about his woodworking. I
could hear the passion in his voice as he talked
about his process, and when he described his tables
to me, I was easily able to imagine his beautiful
creations.
But now, seeing one of his tables in real life…
my God. It’s so much more stunning than I
expected. The wood has a beautiful dark grain, and
the craftsmanship of the table is impeccable.
“Hey, uh…what do you guys have to drink?” I
say, my mouth suddenly feeling dry.
“A little of everything, as usual,” my mom says
with a laugh.
My stress wanes as we walk out of the dining
room and head into the kitchen. My mom opens up
the refrigerator door and I grab the first thing I see,
a container of juice. I pour myself a glass and
practically down it in one go.
“How’s work been?” my dad asks as he pours a
glass for himself.
I shrug. “Not bad. Same as always.”
Waitressing at the café certainly isn’t the worst
job in the world. It’s not like I dreamed of growing
up and becoming a waitress, though. While I work
hard, it’s also just a job. I’d really love to do
something more creative for work, but I’m not sure
what yet.
A timer beeps and my mom crosses the kitchen
to check on her slow cooker, which I’m assuming is
working on tonight’s dinner. She grabs a spoon,
opens up the lid, and takes a taste.
“I think it needs a little more salt,” says my
mom. She pulls out a fresh spoon and holds it out to
me. “What do you think, Bailey?”
I take the spoon from her and peer into the slow
cooker to see a delicious-looking stew.
A lot of stew.
“You’re not going to have to cook for a week,
Mom,” I say, dipping the spoon in. “It’s practically
filled to the top.”
“Well, when you’re having company over…”
she says.
“You made all of this because of me?” I raise
the spoon to my lips. The stew smells divine, and
the layered flavors spoil my tastebuds.
“Not just you, sweetie.” My mom smiles. “We
invited Dax over for dinner tonight, too.”
I almost choke on the stew.
“Oh, gosh. Are you all right, Bailey?” my mom
asks, patting me on the back. I cough and nod and
regain my composure.
“Just went down the wrong pipe,” I squeak out.
Chapter Two
W
DAX
hen I drive by the Cohens’ place and see
the second car parked in their driveway,
I immediately know it’s Bailey’s.
“Yeah, I know,” I say to Bear, who’s sitting
beside me in the front seat of the truck. “I’m so
fucking hopelessly in love with her.”
Bear nudges my shoulder with his snout, as if
telling me it’ll all be okay.
I breathe out a laugh. “Thanks for the
reassurance, boy.”
I’ve been tortured by thoughts of Bailey for the
last month. It’s not just a carnal desire, either. I
mean, yeah, of course I fucking want to pin those
curves down on my bed and make her come so
hard she can’t remember her own name.
But it’s more than that, too.
The girl’s got the most incredible soul.
After our incredible conversation that night, I
tried my damn hardest to forget about her. I knew it
was no good, falling for a girl I couldn’t have.
But not thinking about Bailey was impossible.
No, really. Impossible.
And when I ran into Alice the other day and she
mentioned that Bailey was coming up again for the
weekend—and then invited me to join them for
dinner on Friday night, saying something about “the
more the merrier”—I knew I was done for.
I understood in that moment that I was
helplessly in love with Bailey, and there was no
option but to do something about it.
I park the truck in front of the cabin and get
out, holding the door open for Bear. After he hops
out, I go around to the back of the truck and unload
the supplies I just picked up in town—a couple
things from the hardware store, a couple cases of
canned dog food, a couple bags of groceries. While
I carry stuff into the house, Bear runs a circle
around the yard and then flops onto his back and
starts rolling around.
“Don’t roll in anything nasty, Bear,” I holler at
him as I grab the second case of dog food.
After getting stuff put away in the house, I head
over to the shop. It’s where I spend the majority of
my time. I’ve been making tables for over a decade
now, selectively sourcing the wood from the
majesty that is the forest around me.
I don’t make the kind of tables I do because
they’re trendy or some shit like that, but as luck
would have it, they sell. There’s a furniture shop in
town that I bring my finished pieces to. That was
the reason for the trip into town today—another big
ol’ table delivered, one so big it almost didn’t fit in
the back of the pickup.
And now that it’s gone, the shop feels too damn
empty again.
I put away the supplies I picked up at the
hardware store, then stride outside to the area out
back where I’ve got a few different stacks of wood
waiting to be put to use. I already know which ones
I want to use—slabs from a massive cedar tree I
felled over a year ago. They’ve been air-drying out
here ever since.
I grab one of the slabs, haul it into the shop, set
it on my worktable, then go back and get a second
one. It’s been a while since I’ve made a
bookmatched table, but there’s something about the
grain in these pieces of wood that’s just begging to
be used like this. When the two mirrored slabs are
joined to form a single surface, the effect is going to
be something special.
I rip the side of the slabs off with a saw, then
feed the slabs across my jointer to clean up the
edges. When I get them back on the workbench
and push ’em together to check the fit, it’s damn
perfect.
This table’s going to be a beaut.
As I apply glue and start clamping the slabs
together, my thoughts become dominated once
again by Bailey. If I stop for a second and shut my
eyes, I can recall in vivid detail how arresting she
looked in the firelight that night.
I knew I was stepping into dangerous territory
when I leaned in to kiss her.
But I couldn’t stop myself.
And since that moment, my life has felt
incomplete without her in it.
What I need to find out, though, is whether she
feels the same way.
I tighten the last of the clamps and evaluate the
glued-together slabs. There’s nothing more I can do
with this tabletop for now. It’ll need to dry
overnight before I keep working on it.
I need something else to do, though. Something
to get the rest of this damn unease out of my chest.
I head out of the shop, grab my axe, and spend
the next hour splitting logs into firewood. Each
swing—each satisfying crack of wood—dissolves
some of the tension inside of me.
If she doesn’t feel the same way, she doesn’t
feel the same way. You’ll just fucking deal with it.
Daylight is starting to fade when I swing the axe
one last time and wedge the blade into the stump.
As I head into the house, Bear catches up with me
and barks eagerly.
“I know, bud,” I say as I open up a can of dog
food and slop it into a bowl. Damn stuff smells like
hell, but Bear eats it like it’s candy. “Dinner never
comes quickly enough.”
I set down Bear’s bowl for him, then head
upstairs to shower off the day’s sweat.
I
DIDN
’
T
THINK
it was possible for Bailey to look
more beautiful than when I first met her.
But I was wrong.
So damn wrong.
I’ve just walked into the Cohens’ house. A few
minutes before, Alice answered the door, warmly
welcomed me in, and lead me down the hallway to
their kitchen. And that’s when I saw my sweet girl.
Jesus. Bailey’s eyes are even more mesmerizing
than I remember, her smile even more magnetic,
her curves even more excruciatingly perfect.
“Hey,” says Bailey, her cheeks slightly flushed
as she looks up from getting silverware out of a
drawer. “It’s, um…it’s nice to see you again, Dax.”
“You, too, Bailey,” I say.
Goddamn it, I need to lick those lips. I need to
wrap those sexy thick thighs around my waist…
“Whiskey, Dax?” Ian asks, grabbing a bottle
from the counter.
“Ah…sure,” I say, barely able to look the guy
in the eye.
The four of us sit down to dinner a few minutes
later. The meal Alice has made is incredibly
delicious—a hell of a lot better than the stuff I
throw together for myself. More than that, though,
it’s just nice to sit down to a meal with others. My
folks split up when I was really young, and this isn’t
something I’ve ever really had.
To be able to have something like this with
Bailey, though? To sit across from each other as
husband and wife…and, later, as Mom and Dad to
a bunch of wild kids?
I’d give anything in the world to have that.
Anything.
Bailey catches me looking at her and bites back
a smile, another faint blush rising up into her
cheeks.
“So…this is one of your tables, huh?” she asks,
gesturing to the table we’re sitting around.
I nod. “It is.”
“It’s beautiful.”
“Thank you.”
“You should see his shop, honey,” says her
mom. “It’s really something.”
“We can go over there after dinner,” I say. “If
you’re interested.”
I catch a gleam in Bailey’s eyes.
“That sounds nice,” she says.
A
N
HOUR
LATER
, flashlights in hand, the four of us
walk uphill to my property. It starts raining on our
way over there, but it’s only coming down lightly,
and no one seems to mind.
When we get to my place, I break away from
the three of them to let Bear out of the house, and
he immediately runs over and greets them all.
“Hey, buddy,” Bailey says as she crouches
down and pets him. “Remember me?”
As if anyone could forget her.
I lead the way over to my shop and flip on the
lights. When Bailey walks into the shop, her eyes
widen, and she shoots a quick smile over at me.
“Is this what you’re working on right now,
Dax?” asks Alice, standing by the slabs I paired
together earlier today.
“It is.”
“It’s gorgeous,” she says.
“Thanks.”
“This is two pieces of wood?” Ian asks, leaning
over to get a better look.
“Yep. It’s a bookmatched table. You get that
mirrored effect from using two sequentially cut
slabs.”
I look over at Bailey. She’s standing just a few
feet away from me, still gazing around the space,
taking it all in.
“Is it okay if we look around?” Alice asks.
“Of course,” I say, glancing back over at her.
“Explore all you like.”
As Alice and Ian wander away to browse the
shop on their own, Bailey finally looks over at me.
She’s got the most beautiful smile on her face.
“This is such a great space,” she says. “When
you told me about it, I formed a picture of it in my
head…but this is way more incredible than
anything I could have imagined.”
I take a step closer to Bailey. I’m standing close
enough to her now that I could kiss her. Shit, how
easy it would be to dip my head down and claim
her mouth with mine.
“I need to see you, Bailey,” I murmur.
She gives me a teasing little smile. “You’re
seeing me right now.”
“Alone.”
Her eyes flick over toward her parents, then
back to me.
“When?” she asks, her voice dropping to a
whisper.
“Come over tonight,” I say. “Doesn’t matter
how late. I need to talk to you.”
She blinks and bites down on her lower lip. Her
gaze penetrates me. I can make out every little
detail of her gorgeous eyes.
“I’ll try,” she says, just before her mom calls
her over to look at something.
Chapter Three
T
BAILEY
he rain starts to pick up as my parents and I
walk back to the house—and then suddenly
it really starts to come down. The three of us run
up the driveway, laughing as we scramble to get
into the house before we’re absolutely drenched.
Inside the house, we hang up our coats and
wind down for the night. I go into the living room
and mindlessly watch TV for a little while, my mind
still racing from the last few hours of being around
Dax.
Earlier tonight, when he walked into my
parents’ house, my earlier anxiety about seeing him
vanished. I immediately felt so at ease in his
presence; it was like I was taken right back to that
night when we first discovered our connection.
But it’s one thing to enjoy seeing him again. It’s
a whole other thing to sneak out of my parents’
house and go over to his place.
I can’t actually go over there, can I?
If you go over there, Bailey, something is going
to happen.
How can I not go see him, though? He said he
needed to talk to me. And if I leave here this
weekend without talking to him…I already know
I’ll end up regretting it.
I have to see him.
I say goodnight to my parents, head up the hall
to the guest room, and lay down on the bed.
Restlessly, I turn on my side and stare out the
window. And I realize something as I stare out into
the night: I can actually see his house from here.
I wonder if he’s looking out one of his windows
right now, waiting for me to come.
Outside, the storm grows fiercer. Thunder
rumbles in the distance; lightning flashes in the sky.
The storm is beautiful, though, too—even romantic,
in a weird way.
After lying there for what feels like hours, I
finally hear my parents’ bedroom door shut. To be
on the safe side, I wait a little while longer, then get
out of bed. I pull on a pair of sneakers I had the
foresight to shove into my weekend bag, then pull a
sweater on. Ideally, I would go get my coat and put
that on, too, but I don’t want to risk waking my
parents.
Carefully, I unlock my window and push it up.
The cold and wetness of the night is a shock to my
system.
But nothing’s going to stop me now.
I climb out, carefully lower myself down, and
close the window behind me.
And then I run all the way to Dax’s cabin.
H
E
ANSWERS
within seconds of me knocking on his
door, a frown turning down his mouth.
“Jesus, Bailey,” he says, pulling me inside.
“You’re soaked.”
“You told me to come over tonight,” I say,
laughing as I wipe water from my cheeks. I look
down at the mess I’m making. “Oh, shit. Sorry. I’m
dripping everywhere.”
“Stay here,” he says. He disappears for a few
seconds, then comes back with a bath towel and
some folded-up clothing. “This stuff’s going to be
massive on you, but here. Bathroom’s just down the
hall.”
I thank him, take the clothes from him, and
quickly pad down to the bathroom, feeling horrible
about the mess I’m making of his beautiful home.
In the bathroom, I peel off my wet clothes and hang
them up, dry off with the towel, and put on the dry
clothes he gave me—which turns out to be a t-shirt
and a pair of boxers.
Yep. He’s right. The clothes are massive on me
—even with hips as big as mine. But I don’t even
care. I love the way his clothes feel against my bare
skin.
When I emerge from the bathroom, he’s got the
rainwater all cleaned up from the floor. I hear
movement in another room and walk through the
house to find him in the kitchen pouring hot water
into a mug.
“Thanks for the change of clothes,” I say. “I
hung up my stuff over the tub.”
Dax nods and hands over a mug of hot tea. He
gives me a once-over as I take it. “Not a bad look
on you.”
“Yeah?” I say, grinning. “Think I could start a
new trend?”
He laughs. “Come on. Let’s go sit.”
We go into his living room and settle down on
the couch; I swoon a little when he wraps a blanket
around me. God, do I ever want him to hold me in
those huge arms of his.
“You good?” Dax asks. “Warm enough, I
mean?”
“I am. Thank you.” I take a sip of tea, then set
the mug down on the nearby coffee table. When I
look at Dax again, his eyes are deeply focused on
me.
“I’ve thought about you so much these past few
weeks, Bailey,” he says.
My heart throbs. “I’ve thought about you a lot,
too, Dax.”
“I’ve never connected with anyone like I have
with you.”
“Me either.”
“And that kiss…” he says.
“Yeah. That kiss.”
He grins. “Exactly.”
We study each other for a few heated seconds.
Then he moves toward me, and I move toward him,
and when we kiss, the magic we experienced the
first time happens all over again.
Instantly, my body aches like crazy for him.
When his hand slides up my thigh, it’s like
electricity sparks every place he touches me. Dax’s
caress reaches my breast and I moan softly into his
mouth. Slowly, he rubs his thumb over my pebbled
nipple.
Oh, God. I want him. I need him.
Above us, the rain keeps pounding down on the
roof.
Dax pulls me onto his lap as we continue to
kiss. His hard-on strains against me, the huge size
of it sending a vibration to my core.
I know I shouldn’t be shocked. He’s a huge
dude; of course he’s going to have a huge cock.
But actually feeling it beneath me, and thinking
of all that thickness and length actually being inside
of me…
I’m so wet at the mere thought of it.
My body is humming now. I’ve never felt so
turned on in my life. And with every second that
we keep kissing, with every second that his
hardness strains against me, it almost feels like I
could—
All of a sudden, I’m having a difficult time
thinking. I’m having a hard time breathing, too.
Oh, God. It’s happening. I can’t stop it. It’s
actually happening.
A high noise escapes my throat and I clutch at
Dax’s chest as the intense little orgasm sneaks up
on me.
As much as I try to save face, there’s no hiding
it.
I cover my face with my hands and pull away
from him. “Oh my God. I can’t believe that just
happened.”
Dax pulls me back to him. “Are you kidding?
That was so fucking hot.”
I peek at him through my fingers. Slowly, I drop
my hands.
“You don’t think I’m a freak?” I say.
“Not in the slightest.”
“That’s never happened to me before. Not like
that.”
“Should we see if we can make it happen
again?”
I blush. “You’re teasing me.”
“I’m not, sweetness.” He kisses me. “But let’s
try it a different way this time.”
He lifts me up off his lap and lays me back
against the couch. When his hands find the band of
the boxers I’m wearing, I lift up my hips; he pulls
them off and drops them onto the floor.
“Damn,” he says, his eyes roaming over my
naked lower half. “Baby, you’re so beautiful.”
“You’re supposed to use compliments to get my
pants off, you know,” I tease.
“I’ll compliment you whenever I damn want.”
I bite my lip and smile.
He pushes my knees open wide. As he kisses
his way up my thighs, I swallow with anticipation.
The moment his mouth comes in contact with
my clit, I let out a high gasp.
He licks me slowly, exploring me—tantalizing
me—with his tongue. It’s so damn good that I feel
like I’m on the edge of passing out.
Outside, a bolt of lightning cracks, and it feels
like it shoots right through me.
I push up my hips and Dax increases the
intensity of the magic he’s working down there,
sucking my clit and then dipping his tongue inside
of me in a way that takes my breath away.
“Holy shit,” I moan, digging my fingers into the
couch. He moves his mouth back to my clit and
sucks it harder and I can’t take it any longer.
Another crack splits open the sky outside as I
cry out Dax’s name. The orgasm overtakes me; I
don’t even feel like I’m in my body anymore, I’m
just pleasure. Pure pleasure.
“That was…incredible,” I gasp, panting as I
come down the other side.
“You taste like heaven,” Dax says as he climbs
up on top of me. He plants hungry kisses along my
neck. My body tingles everywhere his body is in
contact with mine.
“I want you, Dax,” I whisper.
“I want you, too, sweetness.” He kisses my lips.
“I want to fucking marry you.”
My eyes widen. My heart skips a beat. Two
beats, actually. He didn’t really just say that, did
he?
“What?” I gasp.
“I said I want to marry you.” Dax moves his
kisses to the other side of my neck and I let my
cheek drop to the side. I feel like I’m in a dream.
But as I hazily look out across his living room,
basking in how good this moment is, I notice
something in the distance through the big window.
A light.
There’s a light on in my parents’ house.
“Shit,” I groan.
“What, baby?” Dax says, then follows my gaze.
“Oh. Fuck.”
He moves off me. I scramble to get dressed,
then rush over to the door and stuff my feet into my
rain-soaked shoes.
Before I leave, Dax pulls me to him for one last
kiss of the night.
Chapter Four
I
DAX
keep my hands fisted by my sides as I stare
out into the storm that’s still raging outside.
Ever since Bailey left, I’ve been standing here
at the living room window, keeping an eye on the
single glowing light coming from her parents’
house.
I refuse to go to sleep until I see it go out.
After Bailey left, I had the hard-on of the
fucking century. But as easy as it would’ve been to
take care of it myself, I wasn’t about to waste a
drop of this seed.
No. It belongs in Bailey’s womb.
Lightning flashes again against the clouds. A
few seconds later comes the booming rumble. But
then I hear another noise—something that sounds
like a knock.
No. It doesn’t sound like a knock. It is a
fucking knock.
Jesus, is that Bailey’s voice calling my name?
I bolt over to the front door and fling it open.
On the other side of it stands my sweet girl—
looking back up at me with wide, worried eyes.
“It’s my dad,” Bailey chokes out. “There’s
something wrong. I think it’s his heart.”
I don’t need to hear anymore. The two of us
rush outside and get into my truck. The tires slip
over the mud as I spin the truck around and fly
down the driveway. With a reassuring hand on
Bailey’s thigh, I get us over to her parents’ house as
fast as I can. I leave the engine running as we jump
out of the truck and race into the house.
Inside, in the front room, Ian is on his feet but is
slumped against Alice, who is barely able to keep
him upright.
“Let me take him,” I say. “Come on. Let’s go.
I’ll drive.”
Ian mutters a few broken-up words as I help
him out to the truck. I tell him everything’s going to
be okay as I get him into the passenger side.
Not gonna lie, though. He looks bad.
With Alice sitting in the front between Ian and
myself and Bailey in the back seat, we tear through
the storm toward the hospital. The thunder sounds
like it’s closing in on us. Rain splatters violently off
the windshield, the wipers barely able to keep up.
I keep glancing in the rearview mirror to check
on Bailey, but every time I look back at her, she’s
either looking at her dad or staring out the window
with tear-dampened eyes.
“Almost there, buddy,” I say, glancing over at
Ian.
Finally—fucking
finally—we
reach
the
hospital. The next several minutes seem to move in
sped-up time: I pull the truck up to the emergency
entrance, I help Ian get out of the passenger side, a
couple of hospital workers take him from me,
asking Alice a rapid set of questions.
After that, though, everything slows way, way
down.
Now all we can do is wait.
Bailey and Alice and I find seats in the waiting
room. Bailey comforts her mom. Meanwhile, I feel
useless, a feeling I fucking hate.
Every time a nurse or doctor walks out, the
three of us all look up, bracing ourselves to hear the
worst.
But a half an hour passes and no news comes.
Then another half an hour goes by.
And another.
Finally, just as it’s starting to feel hopeless, we
get an update about Ian. They confirm that he did
have a heart attack, and tell us he’s being treated
with medication. He doesn’t need surgery. They’re
confident he’ll be just fine.
“Thank God,” says Alice, clutching her
daughter’s hand.
I let out a deep breath of relief.
We don’t have to wait too much longer after
that until we’re able to visit Ian in the hospital room
they’ve transferred him to. Ian looks better than he
did when I last saw him, although he’s still pale and
obviously exhausted.
“Can’t thank you enough for what you did,
Dax,” he says.
I give his shoulder a gentle squeeze. “Just glad
you’re okay, Ian.”
After that, though, I hang back. I let the three
of them have their space. And when I see that
everything seems stable, I decide it’s time for me to
go.
I
DRIVE
BACK
to the hospital the next morning. As I
approach Ian’s room, I can hear Bailey and her
mom laughing about something. I rap my knuckles
on the door.
“Come in,” Alice calls out.
When I walk in, I’m met with a tired smile from
Ian and a loving one from Bailey, who mouths a
sweet little hi to me.
“Oh!” says Alice, standing up from her chair.
“Dax. How nice of you to come by again.”
I nod and look over at Ian. “How you feeling
today, bud?”
“Like I had a heart attack,” Ian jokes. “Pull up
a chair.”
It’s good to sit with the three of them. Good to
see Ian doing better. But the longer I stay, the more
ravaged with guilt I feel about what Bailey and I
did last night. I know it’s got nothing to do with her
dad having a heart attack, but all of this feels like a
bad fucking sign.
I still need Bailey. I still want to marry her, have
babies with her, be with her until my dying day.
But I don’t want us to sneak around behind her
parents’ backs. I don’t want to be that guy.
“Hey,” I say, standing up and setting my chair
back against the wall. “I’m gonna head out.”
“You don’t have to leave yet,” says Bailey.
“No, I should,” I say. I shoot a grin at Ian. “This
old guy needs his rest.”
I say goodbye to the three of them and step out
of the room, closing the door behind me.
But I only make it halfway down the hall before
I hear rapid footsteps chasing after me.
“Dax!”
I turn. My heart swells at the sight of Bailey
rushing up to me. She reaches me and smiles as she
catches her breath.
“Thank you for everything,” she says.
“It was nothing,” I say.
“No. You saved his life. I doubt my mom or I
would have gotten him here so quickly last night.”
“I’d do a hell of a lot more for the guy. For all
of you.”
“That’s really sweet of you.”
I run a hand over my chin. Something has just
occurred to me about last night. “Did they see you
sneak back into the house?”
Bailey shakes her head. “No. I climbed back in
through my bedroom window. And I changed into
my own clothes right away. They had no idea.”
“Okay. Good.”
She worries her bottom lip between her teeth.
“Hey, um…about what you said last night…did you
really mean that?”
I smile. “Never been more serious about
anything in my life.”
Bailey’s eyes glimmer. “You really want to
marry me? Dax, we barely know each other.”
“No, we do know each other, sweetness. We
just haven’t spent much time together yet. There’s
a difference.”
She cocks her head to the side. “But still…”
“I’m in love with you, Bailey,” I say. “And I
want to spend the rest of my life with you.”
She draws in a quick breath. Her eyes prick
with tears. Then she jumps up to wrap her arms
around me and hug me tight.
“I’m in love with you, too,” she whispers into
my ear.
We hold each other for a long time. I close my
eyes and savor this moment. Then I ease her down
to her feet and dip my head to kiss those sweet lips
of hers. As we kiss, Bailey rests her hands on my
chest, one hand over my pounding heart.
We pull apart and look at each other. Her
cheeks are rosy, her eyes shining.
“I thought I was crazy for having feelings like
this,” she says. “But it feels right, Dax. And with
everything that’s happening with my dad, it makes
me realize how important it is to not waste any time
in life.”
“I agree, Bailey.”
“I want my parents to know about us, though,”
she says.
I can’t help but laugh.
“What’s so funny?” she says, crossing her arms
in front of her chest.
“Nothing. I was just going to tell you the same
thing. I don’t want to hide this from them, either.”
She smiles. “Okay. Good. I don’t think I should
tell my dad quite yet, though, given his state…
but…soon. I’m going to stay up here for a while, by
the way. I want to make sure my dad is okay.”
I nod. “Do you want to tell them together?”
She thinks about it for a second. “No. I should
tell them on my own. I think they’ll take the news
more easily if it just comes from me.”
“If you change your mind, you know where to
find me.”
She smiles. “I do.”
Chapter Five
M
BAILEY
y dad keeps insisting that he’s fine, that
I don’t need to stay, but I tell him over
and over again that I want to be here.
“But you’ll miss work, Bailey,” he points out.
“Yeah, and I never take days off,” I say. “The
other girls can cover my shifts. It’s seriously not a
big deal.”
Thankfully, the manager of the café I work at is
a chill guy. When I text him about my situation, he
texts back telling me how sorry he is to hear about
my dad and assures me he’ll take care of
rearranging the schedule.
After that, I text Madison to tell her about my
dad and apologize in advance if she gets stuck with
a bunch of my shifts.
Happy to take them, babe, she texts back.
Thinking of you & your fam. Love you. Btw, any
update on D???
A grin lifts the corners of my lips when I see her
question. I consider telling her about everything
that’s happened with Dax. But I know Madison is
going to have a million questions for me, so I just
text her back:
Will update you when I’m home.
After I send the text, I just keep staring at it. At
first, I can’t figure out why.
Then I realize it’s the word home. Everything
that’s just happened has completely changed the
meaning of that word for me.
My home is with Dax now.
I just hope it’s something my parents will be
able to accept.
A
FEW
DAYS
LATER
, unable to hold my secret inside
any longer, I find my mom in the master bedroom
folding clothes.
“Can I talk to you for a second, Mom?” I say,
rubbing one hand with the other nervously.
“Of course, honey,” she says. She finishes
folding a shirt and sets it on top of a pile.
I walk into the bedroom and take a seat on the
bed. “So, uh…I don’t know how exactly to say
this, so I guess I’ll just say it.”
She stops folding laundry. “Say what?”
“I…” I swallow. Shit. This is harder than I
thought.
“Bailey, what is it?”
I clear my throat. “So…you know how the first
time I came up here, Dax and I stayed out by the
fire pit after you and Dad went to bed?”
She lets a beat pass. “Yes?”
“Well…we were out there talking for quite a
while. And we actually really hit it off.”
My mom gives me a confused smile. “You hit it
off?”
“Yeah. In this…crazy intense way.” I draw in a
breath. “And I feel really weird admitting this, but I
snuck over to his house the night of the storm to
see him again.”
“Bailey,” my mom says, shocked.
“I know how it sounds…but…”
“But what?”
“I’m in love with him, Mom,” I blurt out.
The look of shock on her face deepens. “Is this
some kind of joke?”
“It isn’t. I’m serious. I know it sounds
absolutely nuts, but it’s true. And he’s in love with
me, too.”
She just stares at me for several seconds. Then,
wordlessly, she goes back to folding laundry.
“Mom?”
“I’m processing it, honey,” she says.
I swallow. “Okay.”
Several minutes of silence pass, with her
continuing to fold laundry and me just sitting there
watching her. She still doesn’t say anything to me
as she carries a couple stacks of clothes into the
walk-in closet.
When she comes back out, she finally looks me
in the eye.
“I’m not going to pretend like I’m not still
shocked,” she says. “But if the feelings you two
have for each other are truly genuine…”
“They are,” I say.
“Then I’m happy for you, honey.”
“Thanks so much, Mom,” I say, getting up to
give her a hug. It’s such a relief to have my mom’s
approval.
But I also know that’s only half the battle.
I go downstairs and find my dad in the living
room, watching some old movie on TV.
“Hey, Dad,” I say, sitting down next to him on
the couch. “Got a second to talk?”
“Sounds serious,” he says.
I smile. “It is. But it’s a good kind of serious.”
Although he might not feel that way…
My dad mutes the TV and turns his full
attention to me. As I knew it would be, it’s even
harder breaking the news to him. But I get it out as
fast as I can, telling him the same thing I just told
my mom.
When he hears what I have to say, his
expression changes in a way that makes my
stomach drop.
“You trying to give your old man another heart
attack?” he says.
“Dad. Don’t joke about that.”
He hefts out a sigh.
Before he can say anything more, my mom
walks into the living room. She acts like she’s just
come in to gather up the stray drinking glasses
sitting around the room, but it’s blatantly obvious
she’s really here to see how my dad is taking the
news.
My dad’s eyes slide over to her. “I’m guessing
Bailey already talked to you, Alice?”
My mom gathers up the last of the glasses. “She
did. I’m happy for them, though, Ian. I really am.”
“Hm. Yeah. Well. Life sure is full of surprises.”
My mom laughs gently and shakes her head.
“You’re acting like she’s moving to another
country, Ian. Your daughter is in love. It’s a good
thing, Bailey finding someone.”
My dad looks at me. “Were you looking for
someone, Bailey?”
“Dad…” I say.
“You know what?” my mom says. “We should
have Dax over for dinner tonight. I think that would
be nice. What do you think, Ian?”
I hold my breath as I wait for my dad’s answer.
He scratches at a spot above his eyebrow with his
thumb, then clears his throat and nods.
“All right,” he says. “Sounds fine.”
Chapter Six
I
DAX
’m ankle-deep in sawdust and wood shavings
when my phone rings, but I’m in such a zone
that I ignore it at first.
I’ve been putting all my focus and energy into
the bookmatched table for the last couple of days—
from cutting the tabletop down to its final
dimensions to chiseling off the bark to going over it
again and again with the router to even out the
surface. Once I get the tabletop nice and flat, I’ll
sand the hell out of it, then stain it, seal it, and build
and install the base.
The longer I’ve been working on this table, the
more I’ve come to understand why I’ve been
obsessing over making it perfect.
This is a table for us. For Bailey and me.
It’s the table our future children will sit around.
The phone rings again and I force myself out of
my thoughts. I step away from the table to answer
it.
“Hello, Dax,” says Alice.
“Alice,” I say. “Hi.”
“I hope I’m not interrupting anything.”
I glance at the table. “No, it’s fine.”
“Good,” says Alice. “I’m calling because we’d
like to have you over for dinner tonight. If you’re
available, that is.”
“That sounds nice.”
“Wonderful,” she says.
She sounds cheerful, but I catch something else
in her voice, too.
“She told you, didn’t she?” I say.
There’s a beat of silence on the line.
“Yes,” Alice says. “She did.” She lowers her
voice. “To be honest, Dax, I think it’s going to take
Ian a little while to get used to it.”
“And you?” I ask.
“Well…I’m not going to lie. I was surprised
when Bailey told me. But when I looked into my
daughter’s eyes, I saw how much she truly cares
about you, and I felt reassured. Besides, it’s not like
we don’t know you, Dax. You’re not just our
neighbor. You’re a friend. And if you and Bailey
have found happiness with each other, then by all
means, of course you should be together.”
“I appreciate that, Alice.”
“So we’ll see you for dinner, then?”
“You will.”
I
T
FEELS
LIKE
DÉJÀ
-
FUCKING
-
VU
, going over to Alice
and Ian’s place again that night.
Everything’s different though, now, of course.
When I see Ian for the first time that evening, I
give his shoulder an easy squeeze.
“Hey, man,” I say. “Looking a lot better than
the last time I saw you.”
“I should hope so,” he says. “Thanks again for
the lift that night.”
“Just glad I could help,” I say.
It’s obvious that Ian’s trying his best to be
relaxed about all this. At the same time, there’s a
shade of resentment in his voice.
Not that I blame the guy. Hell, if I was in his
shoes—if my only daughter was seeing some dude
fifteen years her senior—I’d probably be acting a
lot less polite than he is right now.
But it’s not like I’m just trying to get into
Bailey’s pants. I’m fucking in love with the girl.
I ask Alice if I can do anything to help with
dinner. She just smiles and tells me to make myself
at home. But Bailey can tell that I’d rather make
myself useful, and she hands me a stack of plates.
I bring them into the dining room and Bailey
follows behind with silverware in hand. She sets it
down on the table and comes up to me to give me a
quick peck on the cheek.
“I apologize in advance if this meal is super
awkward,” Bailey says quietly.
“Don’t worry about it, baby,” I say. “I can
handle it.”
Bailey and I finish setting the table just as a
timer goes off in the kitchen. A few minutes later,
we’re all sitting down to eat.
At first, it feels like this evening might actually
go by without incident. Alice keeps the
conversation light and casual, and it seems like the
resentful vibe I got a whiff of from Ian when I first
got here has been reined in.
But halfway through dessert, I reflexively reach
out to brush away a crumb of coffee cake from the
side of Bailey’s mouth, and I immediately feel her
father’s eyes on me.
“So, Dax,” says Ian, his voice lower than usual.
“Guess you know that Bailey talked to us about
you two.”
“Yessir,” I say.
“You have a thing for dating young women?”
“Ian,” Alice says quickly. “That’s not—”
“I can’t ask the man a damn question?” Ian
snaps.
“Why don’t we have this conversation another
time?” Alice suggests.
Ian grunts, throws his napkin onto the dining
table, and pushes back his chair. The wood
screeches across the floor, a sound that makes
Bailey grimace.
Ian grumbles something under his breath and
walks away from the table.
Bailey rises from her chair, too. But I reach out
and catch her hand before she can go after him.
“I’ll talk to him,” I say, getting up from my seat.
Walking through the house, I spot him standing
out on the back patio. As I step outside to join him,
he remains facing away from me, his arms crossed
in front of him as he looks out into the woods.
“Ian,” I say.
He doesn’t say anything. Doesn’t even look in
my direction.
“Ignore me all you want, but I’m not going
back inside,” I tell him.
When he finally turns around, I see that his
expression is filled more with sorrow than anger.
“She’s my only daughter, Dax,” he says.
“I know that,” I say. “Look, Ian. I don’t just
want to be with Bailey. I want to care for her,
support her, be her rock. I want to have a family
with her.”
“Those are some awfully big plans, son,” Ian
says. “Especially coming from someone who barely
knows her.”
“You don’t know what we have.”
He runs his tongue over his teeth.
“Fine. I’ll bite,” Ian says. “What do you have
with my daughter?”
“We have a connection that goes soul-deep. We
have the kind of love for each other that not
everyone is lucky enough to experience in life. And
I do know her. I know her hopes and dreams. I
know her favorite childhood memories. I know
what her subtlest expressions mean. You really
want to know how serious I am about your
daughter, Ian? Here. Here’s how serious I am.” I
shove a hand deep into my pocket and pull out the
small wooden ring box, the tiniest damn thing I’ve
ever made.
Surprise floods Ian’s face as he gazes down at
the box in my hand.
“You’re planning on proposing to my
daughter?”
“I am. And nothing’s going to stop me from
asking her. But it would mean a hell of a lot if you
approved of it before I pop the question.”
Ian laughs and shakes his head. He rubs the
back of his neck for so long that I almost can’t
fucking take it.
“I can’t believe I’m about to say this,” he
finally says. “But I give you my blessing.”
I hear a gasp and look over my shoulder. I
glimpse Bailey and her mom spying on us from the
other side of the screen door. As soon as they’re
caught, they quickly move out of sight.
“Bailey,” I call out.
She replies without showing her face,
innocently calling out, “Uh huh?”
“Come out here, please. Alice, you too.”
Slowly, Bailey reappears, slides open the screen
door, and comes out. Alice comes out, too, and
walks over to Ian.
As Bailey walks up to me, she gives me a
sheepish smile.
“I’m sorry for eavesdropping,” she says.
“I forgive you,” I say, smiling down at her. And
then, in front of her parents, in front of all the stars
out tonight, I get down on one knee in front of my
girl.
“Bailey, sweetheart,” I say, “I know we only
met a few weeks ago. But it feels like I’ve been
waiting for you my whole life. You are everything.
Everything. And my life isn’t complete without
you. Will you marry me? Will you be my wife?”
Bailey’s eyes fill with tears and she bites back a
smile. “I’d love nothing more.”
Chapter Seven
I
BAILEY
’m filled with giddiness as Dax and I head up
the hill to his cabin that night. I can’t believe
we’re engaged now.
At the same time, nothing has ever felt more
meant to be.
When we get to Dax’s cabin, he opens the front
door, sweeps me up into his arms, and carries me
inside. I wrap my arms around his neck and marvel
for the millionth time at how strong he is.
I know he’ll always take care of me. Always
protect me. Always be my rock.
Dax carries me past Bear, who’s sound asleep
on his dog bed. I giggle against Dax’s chest when
Bear lets out a little snore. Dax holds tightly onto
me as he carries me upstairs and brings me into his
bedroom, where he lays me down on his huge bed.
As I gaze up at him and his massive stature, intense
desire for him surges through me.
“Close your eyes for a minute, sweetness,” he
says.
“What if I don’t want to?” I say with a smirk.
“You’ll like it. Come on.”
“Fine,” I say, faking exasperation. After I close
my eyes, I hear Dax move around the room, and I
hear little sounds I can’t quite place.
I’m dying to find out what he’s doing.
He finally tells me I can open my eyes, and
when I do, I let out a gasp. There are lit candles
everywhere around the room now, the warm, lovely
glow surrounding us.
“This is so romantic,” I say.
“Gotta make our first night together special,”
Dax says as he joins me on the bed.
I give him a look. “Only the first night?”
“I’ll light candles every night if you want ’em
every night, sweetness,” he says.
“We’ll see,” I say, smiling up at him. I lift my
chin and he bends down over me and presses his
lips to mine. His kiss is strong and warm, his tongue
needful as it slides against mine.
I’m already so wet for him.
And as I slide my hands over him, it’s obvious
he’s so ready for me, too.
I pop open the button on his fly and pull down
the zipper. I moan softly as I smooth a hand over
the bulge in his boxers. Dax groans and reaches in
to pull out his cock, and when I see it for the first
time, I draw in a quick breath.
Holy shit, my man is well-hung.
I guess it’s not like I expected anything less.
That night when he pulled me onto his lap—the
night I came without him even touching me there—
I could feel how huge he was through the layers of
clothing between us.
But to actually see it is a whole other
magnificent experience.
“You want a taste of this, baby girl?” Dax asks,
gripping his shaft.
“Yes, please,” I say. I look up at him and wet
my lips.
“Open your mouth.”
I do.
“Wider, baby. I’ve got a lot of cock to feed
you.”
I laugh, then do as he tells me. He moves his
hips forward and slides the bulbous head of his
cock past my lips. God, I love the feeling of him in
my mouth.
“Fuck,” Dax groans. As he pushes deeper into
my mouth, my body vibrates with lust.
Dax threads his fingers through my hair and
gently holds the back of my head as he begins to
slide in and out of my mouth. His low, deep
breathing becomes louder and more ragged as he
thrusts, and I suck him as hard as I can.
“You gonna be a good girl and swallow my
cum?” he grunts.
I moan around his cock. He pumps faster, his
fingers tightening in my hair, and then he lets out a
deep growl as he shoots his load down my throat.
Holy shit, there’s so much of it.
I swallow and sigh as he slides out of my
mouth. I watch him in a lust-filled stupor as he
kicks his pants and boxers off, then pulls his shirt
up over his head. His upper body is so huge and
defined that it’s almost unreal.
I can’t believe he’s mine.
And I’m so ready to give myself to him—so
ready for him to finally claim me and make me his.
Dax pulls off my top, tears off my bra, yanks
off my pants and panties. Even though he’s gone
down on me once before, it’s the first time he’s
seeing me completely naked, and I can’t help
worrying a little that he’ll be disappointed—I’m no
model, that’s for sure.
But when he drinks in the sight of me, his jaw
goes slack—and his already-hard-again cock
throbs.
“You’re a goddess,” he says. “An absolute
goddess.”
I give him a flattered grin. Then he spreads me
open and lowers his mouth between my legs and
my smile melts into a series of moans. He laps up
my cream eagerly, bringing me quickly into a state
of ecstasy. I arch my back and scream out as I
come against his tongue.
I’m only half-aware of my surroundings in my
post-orgasmic haze. I feel Dax’s body move over
me, feel his lips close over one of my pebbled
nipples, hear his low, sweet words whispered in my
ear.
Then I feel the throbbing head of his cock
pressing against my pussy, and suddenly everything
is so vivid and real again.
Our mouths seal together as he pushes into me.
Inch by inch, he fills me up, his cock entering me
raw. It feels so good I want to sob.
“You okay, baby girl?” he asks, pulling back to
look at me.
“Yeah,” I pant, nodding. I blink away my tears.
“It just feels so good.”
“You have no idea.” He sinks even deeper into
me and I let out another moan. “Jesus, you’re so
tight. So wet.”
“Only for you,” I whimper.
“That’s right. Only for me.” He thrusts into me
again. “And I’m going to fill up this sweet cunt with
cum over and over tonight.”
I strain for another kiss. He gives me what I
want. Then he starts thrusting into me faster…
harder…deeper. It feels so good I can’t even think.
I dig my fingers into his muscled back, breathe hard
into his kiss, and cry out against his mouth as I
come again. I’m still coming as he spills into me,
the heat and power of it tipping me over into white-
hot bliss.
Chapter Eight
I
EPILOGUE – DAX
7 Months Later
an and I exchange a look when we walk up to
the door and hear the burst of giggling coming
from inside his house.
“Maybe we should wait until the baby shower
is over,” Ian suggests.
I slap him on the back. “Come on, man. We can
survive this.”
Ian sighs and reaches out to open the door.
When we walk in, Alice is the first person to see us.
“Hey, boys,” she says, waving us into the living
room. “You’re right on time.”
“Dax? Dad?” Bailey calls out from further
inside the house.
Ian and I walk into the living room, and I think
we both wince at how flooded the room is with
pink.
It’s everywhere. Balloons. Streamers. The
presents. The cake.
“Hey, ladies,” I say.
“Hi,” they call out as a group, and then all burst
into giggles again.
Bailey—who looks even more radiant than
usual in the white dress she has on—gets up from
her seat as I walk across the room to greet her. I
give her a kiss on the cheek and tell her how
beautiful she looks.
“Thanks, baby,” she says.
“So, Dax,” says Madison, coming up to me with
a cup of punch—pink punch, of course. “How are
you feeling about having twins?”
I accept the cup of punch from her and grin.
“Pretty excited.”
“Not nervous?”
“Nervous?” I scoff. “Nah.”
“Well, consider me impressed,” says Madison.
“I would be completely freaking out if I was having
twins.”
“You would be freaking out if you were having
one kid,” says Bailey, nudging her best friend.
“Okay, fine,” says Madison, laughing. “That’s
true, too.”
The past seven months have been crazy in the
best of ways. After our engagement, Bailey quit her
job and moved up here to the mountain. A few
weeks after she moved in, she took a pregnancy
test. I didn’t think it was possible to be any more in
love with her, but I fell even harder for her when
she surprised me with the news.
Bailey also told me she’d figured out what she
wanted to do now that she wasn’t waitressing
anymore: she wanted to learn how to make little
hand-carved wooden bowls and sell them online.
Which, naturally, I thought was an incredible
idea.
Three months later, her business was up and
running. She gave away one of her beautiful little
bowls to every guest who came to our wedding—
which we had up here in the woods, of course.
And now we’re just weeks away from the twins
being born.
After Bailey’s baby shower ends, I load up all
the gifts into the truck, shaking my head at how
spoiled our girls already are. I try to help clean up
the explosion of pink leftover from the party, too,
but Alice insists that she and Ian will take care of it.
“Go enjoy yourselves,” Alice says, waving us
away. “You two should focus on soaking up this
time before the babies come.”
“Okay, fine,” I say. “But we’re having you two
over for dinner later.”
“Sounds great,” says Ian, grinning and giving
my shoulder a friendly slap. After Bailey and I got
engaged, it still took a while for Ian to fully warm
up to me again, but now things couldn’t be better
with him.
Back up at our cabin, I tell Bailey to take it
easy, and she lays down on our couch and scratches
Bear behind the ear while I bring the rest of the
gifts in.
“Best husband ever,” Bailey calls out from the
couch as I’m carrying in the last of the gifts.
“What was that?” I say, pretending not to hear.
“I said best hus—hey!” she says, sitting up and
giving me a look. “You heard what I said.”
“Huh? I heard what?”
“Dax!”
I let out a laugh and join Bailey on the couch.
“Foot rub?” I offer.
“Oh, God. That would be amazing,” says
Bailey. She lays back against the couch cushion and
I pull her feet into my lap. As I start massaging one,
she tells me about the baby shower—the games
they played, all the little finger food her mom and
Madison made, and how excited everyone is to
meet the twins.
“I can guarantee you I’m more excited than all
of them put together,” I say.
“I don’t doubt it,” she says and shoots me a
smile.
I start massaging Bailey’s other foot and she
lets out a moan—one that sounds a little too much
like another kind of moan.
“Hey,” I warn, squeezing her foot.
She laughs. “It’s so good, though. I can’t help
it.”
Chapter Nine
“H
EPILOGUE – BAILEY
5 Years Later
appy Birthday, Mommy!”
I open my eyes and am met with
the sight of our twins, Cara and Linnea, at the side
of my bed.
My heart bursting with love, I pull their cheeks
toward me one at a time for kisses. “Thank you,
sweetie pies.”
“Come on! Get up!” they insist, tugging on my
arm.
I yawn and reach for my watch, which is sitting
in one of my handmade bowls on my bedside table.
I’m still making and selling my little bowls online,
and I love it just as much as the day I started.
I check the time on my watch. It’s a quarter to
eight. I yawn again. “Don’t I get to sleep in on my
own birthday?”
“But Daddy made breakfast,” the girls say.
Come to think of it, there is a really delicious
smell coming from the kitchen. I slide out of bed
and follow my giggling girls downstairs.
When I step into the dining room, I beam at the
breakfast spread set out on the table. There’s
freshly squeezed orange juice, toast, eggs, fresh
fruit, bacon, the works.
To be fair, though, anything looks amazing
sitting on this gorgeous bookmatched table that Dax
made for us.
It will forever be my favorite piece of his.
When Dax walks in with a plate of towering
waffles adorned with birthday candles, I burst out
laughing. He brings the plate over to me and gives
me a kiss.
“Happy Birthday, honey.”
“Thanks, baby,” I say, blowing out the candles.
“This all looks amazing.”
“Sit down. Eat. I’ll bring you some coffee.”
“I want coffee, too!” says Cara.
“Me too!” says Linnea.
“Since when do you two like coffee?” I say,
scoffing. “And no, you may not have any.”
The girls both groan. Soon, though, they’re too
focused on eating breakfast to care anymore.
While the four of us eat—and while Bear waits
impatiently by the table for scraps—we talk about
what we’re going to do today. The girls want to go
on a hike, and I agree that sounds wonderful; we
also have dinner plans tonight with my parents.
My mom and dad have both been doing great;
they’ve enjoyed being grandparents so much. And,
thankfully, my dad hasn’t had any more health
scares. At the last checkup he went to, the doctor
was amazed at how great his heart looked.
“Do you want to open your birthday present,
Mommy?” Linnea asks me.
“Shouldn’t I wait until we’re with Grandma and
Grandpa?” I say.
The girls look impatiently at their father. Dax
grins at me. “They’re really excited about it, Bail.”
“All right, let’s do it, then,” I say.
The girls rush away to go get the present and I
move over to sit on Dax’s lap, giving him a kiss and
thanking him for the wonderful morning. I’m in the
middle of whispering in his ear about all the ways
I’m going to thank him later tonight when the girls
come running back in.
“I want to give it to her!” Cara cries.
“We’ll both give it to her, silly,” Linnea says.
Together, my girls hand me my birthday
present, their faces beaming with pride.
“Aw, girls,” I say, taking it from them.
Carefully, I remove the wrapping paper.
Inside is a wooden birdhouse—a beautifully
crafted birdhouse painted in the most wild, lovely
way.
“We made it for you, Mommy!” they exclaim.
I look at Dax, who grins and nods. “With a little
help.”
I laugh and draw my girls into my arms.
“I love it, girls,” I say. “It’s absolutely perfect.”
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Kate Hunt writes short, sexy, feel-good romances about
delicious men and the feisty heroines they can’t live without.
Kate is married to her high school sweetheart,
unapologetically spoils her pets, and always has a song stuck
in her head.
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