“TakingTime”
ATaleoftheVeryNewSuperboy
By
SamuelHawkins
CHAPTERONE:
SEEINGSTARS!
AsClarkKentstaredintotheeyesofthemostdangerousthinghehadeverseen,hisbody
respondedaccordingly.AheartstrongenoughtopumpdrytheAtlanticpoundedfuriously.A
brainthatworkedfasterthanthecomputersofColufranticallysearchedforapropercourseof
action.Astomachthatcouldhandle22ofMarthaKent’spancakeswithoutcomplaintchurned
withoutmercy.
Forthefirsttimeinhislife,ClarkKentwasterrified.
Forthefirsttimeinhislife,ClarkKentwasinlove.
"Well,Clark,"LanaLangaskedhimcoyly,"whatdoyouthink?AmIprettierthanMargie
Thompson?"
Clarkswallowedhardandtookadeepbreath.Itwasstrangethataboywhocouldflyto
Plutoandbackandneverneedtobreathwouldfeelsosuffocatedatthealmost-innocent
questionofathirteen-year-oldgirl.Hisheartpoundedharderandhisheadspunfasterasthey
satthereonanearlysummernightundertheappletreeonthelinethatdividedtheKentand
Langproperties.Amonthago,hewouldn’thavefeltthisway.Amonthago,hewouldhave
probablyrespondedtoastupidgirlquestionlikethatwithsomestupidboytease.Amonthago,
allhecouldthinkaboutwasfinallyconvincinghisfolkstolethimputonthatcostumeMawas
makingforhimandgooutandhelppeople.
Forsomereason,though,andhedidn’tquiteknowwhy,thingsfeltdifferentthantheyhad
amonthago.Everythingreally,butespeciallythewayhefeltwhenhelookedatthisgirlhe’d
knownpracticallyallhislife.Forsomereason,wheneverhelookedather,hefeltlikehewas
melting.
Finally,hechokedout,"Sure,Lana."Hecoughed,thenlookedawayandadded,"Ithink
you’retheprettiestgirlinschool."
Hadhenotlookedaway,hewouldhaveseenLana’seyesgoallsoftwithherownrushof
newemotion.Oh,sure,whentheywerefourLanahadgottenbiglaughsbytellingeveryoneat
thechurchsocialthatshewasgoingtomarryClarkKentsomeday,probablywhentheywere
fiveorsix.Butthingshadchangedafterthat,andnot,Lanaknew,injustthenormalwaythat
boysandgirlsspendafewyearsthinkingeachotherareicky.
Clarkhadchanged.
He’dbecomemorehesitant,morerestrained,likehewasalwaysholdingsomethingback.
Socialpressuresbeingtheforcetheyare,she’djoinedwiththeotherkidsinteasinghimabout
hisnewly-foundmeekness,butpartofhersensedthatClark’sreservemeantsomething.
Something…important,andsomethingtowhichshewascuriouslydrawn.Nooneelsenoticed,
butClarkKenthadanintensityabouthim,aquietmaturitythatexceededhisyearsandhis
placeintheworld.Shedidn’tknowexactlywhatitwasinthosedeepblueeyespeekingout
frombehindthosethickglassesthatsostirredher.Sheonlyknewthatlately,ithadbeen
keepingherawakeatnight.
Andnowhe’dtoldherthatshewaspretty.
Shewasstillsmilingwhenhelookedbacktoher.Inthegrowingdarkness,theireyes
locked,andforamomentshethoughtClarkmightkissher.Shecertainlywantedhimto.Andhe
certainlywantedto.Butfearofrejectionistheoneforcethatcan,ifonlytemporarily,overcome
firstlove,andClarkinsteadlookedaway.Lanawasdisappointed,butalmostgrateful.The
swellofemotionbetweenthemwasalmostunbearable.
Theywerequietforamoment.Justtohavesomethingtosay,Lanasaid,"Thestarsare
beautifultonight."ShenoticedthatClark,lookingskyward,smiled."What?"sheasked.
Heleanedoverandpointedacrossherbodytowardsthesky."Youseethatstarthere,
theoneabout5degreeswestofVenus?"Lanalikedthattoo.Clarkdidn’ttalkdowntoher.He
seemedtobetheonlypersonsometimeswhorememberedthatshewasn’tjustaprettyface.
"Yes,Iseeit."
"It’s..."hepaused,andLanaknewthatthewallsthatClarkforsomereasonneededto
putbetweenhimselfandtherestoftheworldwereback.Notthistime,shethought.Notwith
her.Sheleanedcloserandslippedherhandoverhis."Tellme,"shewhispered.
Hehesitated,lookingfortherightwords."It’smystar,"hefinallysaid.
"Yourstar?"sheasked,tryingtosoundappropriatelyrespectful.
"Well,"hesaidashelookedaway,"Idon’townit,oranything.Butit’stheone…Iliketo
lookat.Youknow.WhenIcomeoutatnightandsitonthebackporch,orwalkoutinthefields.
Ilookatit.It’s...special."
"Why?"sheaskedgently.
"It’swhereIwas..."heblurtedout,then,hesitantagain,added"Iguessit’sjustwhereI
waslookingwhenIstartedlookingatstars."
Heseemedembarrassedathavingtoldher.Shesqueezedhishandtoreassurehim."I’m
sureit’saspecialstar."
"Itis,"hesaid,andwhenheturnedhishead,hefoundhimselfclosertoherthanhe’dever
been."MaybeI’lltakeyoutheresomeday,"wasallhecouldthinktosay.
Lanastaredathim.He’dsaidthatalmostlikehemeantit.Almostlikehecould.She
startedtosaythatshe’dlikethatwhenthesoundofSmallvillesilencewasbrokenbya
mother’svoice."Clark!Clark!"MarthaKentcalled."Comeonin.Timeforbed."
"Berightthere,"Clarkyelledback.HeturnedbacktoLanaandsighed."Gottago,"he
saidflatly."IhopeyouhavefuninMexico,"hesaidashestood.
"Yeah,"Lanareplied,suddenlyhavingmixedfeelingsabouthertriptovisitherfatheronan
archeologicaldig."It’llbegoodtoseeDaddy."
"Yeah,"Clarksaid,unabletohidehisdisappointmentatherimpendingabsenceofthree
weeks."Tellhimhelloforme.AndI’ll...uh...well,Ihopeyouhaveagoodtime."
"Yeah,"Lanasaid,suddenlyequallydisappointed,"yeah,Iguessit’llbeokay."
"Well,bye,"Clarksaidashebegantowalkacrosstheyard.
Lanawatchedhimwalkaway."Clark?"shecalledout.Heturnedbacktowardsher,and
shesaid"I’lllookatyourstarwhenI’minMexico.AndmaybewecanlookatittogetherwhenI
getback."
Hebrokeintoawidesmilethatthedarknesscouldn’thide."Yeah,"heagreed,thenturned
andheadedinsidejustasMarthacalledforhimagain.Lanawatchedhimashewalked,and
couldn’thelpnoticingthatheseemedalmosttobefloatingeverystepoftheway.
CHAPTERTWO:
THEBIRTHOFALEGEND!
ClarkKentlayinbed,eventhoughitwaswellpast4:30.He’dneverdonethatbefore.
Buthe’dneverfeltlikethisbeforeeither.Thereseemedtobeamassiveweightperchedjust
belowhissternum.Itmadebreathingdifficult,eventhoughhedidn’treallyneedtobreath.
Evenworse,hewouldoccasionallyexperienceawave-likesensationsweepingthroughhis
body.Thewavefeltlikeicewater,yet,paradoxically,lefthimfeverishlywarm.Mostly,hejust
sighedalotandlaythere.
AndthoughtofLana.
She’dbeengonethreedaysnow.Threeincrediblylongdays.He’dfloatedinthetrees
outsideherhomeearlyThursdaymorningassheandhermotherleftfortheairportandthe
planetoMexico.Whileeatingbreakfast,he’dwatchedherplanetakeoff,andasherestocked
theshelvesinthestorethatafternoon,he’dwatchedittouchdownonaMexicanrunway.
WhilemakingadeliverytoMrs.Parker,he’dwatched,andsmiled,asLanahuggedthefather
shehadn’tseeninamonth,andwhileeatingMa’schickenpotpieforsupper,he’dwatched
Lanaeatriceandbeansbesideacampfire.
Andwhenhegotupfrombedandsilentlysnuckouttositundertheirappletree,he
watchedLanalook,upinthesky,andsomehowheknewatwhatshewaslooking.Andwhat
shewasfeeling.
Itmadehimfeellikeshoutingatthetopofhislungs.Itmadehimfeellikeflyingaroundthe
world20times.Itmadehimfeellikechasingacomet.
Italsomadehimfeellikehewasgoingtodie.Hecouldn’tbelievehowmuchhemissed
her.Who’dhavethoughtthreeweekscouldseemlikesuchaneternity.
Hehadn’trealizedhownoticeablehissufferinghadbecomeuntilPawalkedintothe
bedroomthatSundaymorning."MorningClark,"hesaid.
"MorningDad,"hereplied,eventhoughithurttospeak.
JonathanKentsatdownontheedgeofClark’sbed,andplacedhiscallusedhandonhis
son’sperfectly-formedbrow."Hmm,"Pasaid,"youdon’thaveafever.Course,thatshouldn’
tbeasurprise.Youneverhave.Still,it’sobviousthatsomething’swrong.ClarkKentnever
laidinbeduntil7:30inhislife.Nottomentionallthatmopingyou’vebeendoing."Clarkjust
shrugged.Hewantedtounburdenhimself,buttheblushoffirstloveissomethingyoudon’t
talkabout,notevenwithaparentwithwhomyoucanshareanything.Well,almostanything.
"IsupposeIknowwhat’sbotheringyou."
Clark’sfaceturnedredasheshruggedagain.HelovedhisPafiercely,buthedidnot
wanttobehavingthisconversation.NotaboutLana.
"Isupposeit’stime,"Jonathansaid.Andthen,hemadeamistake.Hedidn’tmake
manyofthemwhenitcametoClark.JonathanandMarthaKentsharedthemostimportant
responsibilityontheplanet.Raisingthisspacechildwasanalmostimpossibletask,yettheydid
italmostflawlessly.Whetherborntothejob,guidedbysomeunseenhand,orjustplainlucky,
theyalmostnevermademistakesofjudgmentinmentoringthisdemi-god.Buttheymadeone
here."Areyousureyou’reready?"
Clarkwasconfused."Whatdoyoumean?"
Jonathanplacedhishandontheshoulderoftheboywho’ddroppedintohislifeeleven
challengingandwonderfulyearsearlier."Son,myfatherusedtosaythatwhenahorsehasgot
torun,yougottolethim.We’vebeenholdingyoubackfromthis.Weweren’tsurethatyou
wereready,andafterall,it’snotliketherearen’tanyrulebooksortimetablesonwhento
dothis.Allwecangobyiswhatourinstinctsandjudgmenttellsus.Andourstellsusthatyou’
reready."
Clarklookedtothedoorwaywherehismotherstood.Inherarmswereabrightblueand
red...itwashis,hesuddenlyrealized.Thecostume.Hiscostume!
Hewasimmediatelystandinginfrontofher.Hersmilewasbothwarmandsadasshe
handedthesuittoherstarchild.NoonespokeasClarkheldandcaressedthefabric.Likehim,
itwasalien,andlikehim,ithadbeenmoldedbylovinghands.Lookatit,Clarkthought.Lookat
thecape.Lookatthatsymbol."It’sperfect,"Clarkwhisperedwithreverence.Thenhelooked
up,kissedhismother,zippedovertohughisfather,andunabletoholdbackanylonger,donned
thecostumethatwouldsomedayberecognizedacrossathousandworlds.
Andstoodbeforethem,atitaninred,yellow,andblue.A13-year-oldboyabletorule,
destroy,orsavetheworld.Krypton’slastandgreatestgifttotheuniverse.
Theirson.
TheirSuperboy.
CHAPTERTHREE:
SUPERBOYONEARTH!
JonathanandClarktalkedforalongtimebeforeheactuallywentout.Itwaslikeapilot
doingawalkaroundbeforeaflight.Itwasnothingtheyhadn'ttalkedaboutbefore,butitallhad
tobesaidagain.Don'tbeseenunlessit'snecessary.Usethetimeyourspeedgivesyouto
thinkthingsthrough.Don'tfrightenanyone.Andwatchoutforplanes.
JonathanandMarthawatchedastheirson,forthefirsttime,leaptintotheskywearing
hiscostume.Theybothcried,thoughJonathanmanagedtokeephistearsappropriately
sparse."OhJonathan,arewedoingtherightthing?"Marthaasked."He'sjustachild."
"True,"Jonathanacknowledged."Buthe'smorethanthat.Allthatreadinghe'sdone,that
brainofhis...he'swisebeyondhisyears.Beyondmyyears,probably.He'llbefine.Besides,
doesn'tseemlikethere'smuchofanythingthatcanhurthim.Whatkindoftroublecouldheget
into?"
JonathanKentshouldbeforgivenfortheultimateinaccuracyofhisstatement.Atthat
time,whocouldhaveimaginedsuchthingsasKryptonite,thePhantomZone,or,forthat
matter,LexLuthor.Still,intheshort-run,hewasright.Therewasn'tmucharoundSmallvillethen
thatcouldhurtaSuperboy.CertainlynottheMetropolishoodlumswhodecidedtotake
advantageofaquietSundayafternoontoknockoverasmall-timebank.Theywouldn'tbethe
lastgangofthugstotrytovandalizeSmallville,buttheywouldbethelastonestoseeitas
easypickings.
ThatChiefParkerengagedtheminagunfightastheyattemptedtoleavethebankwas
proofthatSmallvillewasn'teasypickings.Cornered,theyweremutteringtothemselvesabout
theprobabilitiesofbeingspottedbytheonecopinthisone-coptown,andpreparedtoblast
theirwayout.IfSmallvillebecameano-coptownintheprocess,somuchthebetter.
Thentheysawtheflyingboy.
Whiletheirfearcausedthemtofireeverybullettheyhadinhisdirection,theboywas,as
hisfatherhadalwaysemphasized,thinking.Beforethebulletscouldbounceoffhischest,the
freshly-mintedSuperboyhadcalculatedtheiranglesofreturnandknewthataslighttwistofhis
torsowasnecessarytokeeponeofthemfromstrikingAliceCrandallasshestuckherhead
outoftheboardinghousedownthestreet.Beingonly13,however,hedidn'tturnquiteenough
tosaveheragoodscarewhenthebulletbouncedoffthewallbelowher.
Takinghistime,heletthethievesexhausttheirammunition.Hecouldhavedisarmedthem,
ofcourse,butheknewhehadtobeextracarefulwhenpullingthingsoutofothers’hands.
Didn'twanttotearoffalimb.Whentheywerefinishedfiring,andbeforetheycouldreloadand
squandermorelead,hemovedfarfasterthananythingorganicwassupposedtobeableto
move,anddepositedthemonebyoneinChiefParker'sjailcells,handedChiefParkerthe
keys,toldtheChieftolethimknowifhecoulddoanythingforhim,andthenshotoffintothe
sky.
Notcountingthetimeittookforthreewitnessestotheeventtoregainconsciousness
afterfainting,ithadalltakenlessthanthirtyseconds.Thirtysecondstochangetheworld.Even
thoughtheworlddidn'tseemtonotice.
Onewouldexpectthattheworldwouldreactviolentlytothereportsofthisinhumanely
fast,inhumanelystrong,inhumanelyflying,boy.Butitdidn't,atleastnotrightaway.Afterall,
anyactorcouldexplainthatmakingone'sdebutinSmallvilleisnotquitethesameasmakingit
inNewYorkorMetropolis.Asaresult,inthenewsroomsofthenation,thefirstreportsofthe
boywhowouldbecometheworld'smostfamouscitizenweresummarilyfiledwiththeother
reportsofsmall-townoddities,likeUFOsightingsandtwo-headedcalves.
ThatwasfinewithClarkandhisparents,whowerepleasedwiththerelativelyquietdebut
ofSuperboy.OneofJonathan'sandMartha'sstrongestfearswasthatrevelationofhis
existencewouldcauseSmallvilletobeoverrunbytheoutsideworld.Thoughovertime,
SmallvillewouldbeunmistakablyknownasSuperboy'shometown,heattemptedtodelaythis
identificationbybeingseeninallpartsofthestate.Asaresult,themultiplelocalesofsighting
begantoaddcredencetothereports,andsomeofthebig-citypaperswereonthevergeof
sendingoutreporterstoinvestigate.Until,almostthreeweeksafterthatSundayafternoonin
theSmallvillesquare,confirmingthesmall-townreportsbecameamootpoint.
That’swhentheseamonstercametoMetropolis.
Itwouldbeyearsbeforeanyonesatdownandwroteadetailedanalysisofjustwhyasea
monsterwouldcometoMetropolissosoonafterasuper-powerfulboybegantooperate
publicly.Inthatmorecynicalage,Super-Attraction:WhySupermanBroughtUsMonsters
wouldbeamoderatebest-seller.Atthetime,allanyonecaredwasthatshortlyafterthe90-
feettallflame-breathingseamonsterenteredMetropolisHarbor,aflyingboylandedonthe
deckoftheUSdestroyerthatwasabouttofireonit,andaskedforachancetostopthe
creature.Atthetime,allanyonecaredaboutwasthatthecommanderofthevesselagreedto
lethimtry.Atthetime,allanyonecaredaboutwasthatthecreaturewassoonbackatthe
bottomofthesea.
Atthetime,allanyonecaredwasthatagodwalkedamongthem.Agodwhosevoice
hadn'tyetchanged,butstill,agod.
CHAPTERFOUR:
SUPERBOYAPPRECIATIONDAY!
Inamoresophisticatederaofperceivingandmassagingpublicopinion,perhapsthe
youngSuperboyandhisparentswouldhaveadoptedamoreproactiveapproachtointroducing
himtotheworld.Instead,theyfollowedtheirinstincts,which,tendingtowardsreserveand
humility,effectivelyleftthepublicandmediaablankslateonwhichtoprojecttheirfearsand
aspirations.He’llsaveus,onegroupsaid.He’llconquerus,saidanother.Andanypointin
betweenthetwoextremescouldbeeasilyfoundinthecommentariesandconversationofthe
day.Mostofthepubliclybroadcastopinionstendedtowardssuspicion,fear,andhostility.
Thesewere,ofcourse,ratherhumanresponses,andmaybenothingwouldhavecomeofthem,
ifnotforoneunavoidablefact.
Humansruntheworld.
OnlyinSmallville,perhaps,wasresponseunambiguous.Itwasherethathe’dfirst
appeared,andChiefParkervouchedforhim.Thatwasenoughforthegoodpeopleofthetown
tobrandhimastheirs.NomatterwhatShelbyvilleorCooperSpringsmightclaim,this
SuperboyfellawasSmallville’sfavoriteson.Nooneherewonderedwhathewanted.They
knewthatlikeanyothergoodSmallvillian,hejustwantedtohelp.Andtheywerehappytolet
him.
Aftertwoweeks,fiverescuedcats,twoextinguishedbrushfires,threejump-startedcars,
andonethwartedbankrobbery,theSmallvilleCityCouncilfeltthatitwastimetoholda
SuperboyAppreciationDay.PaKentrecommendedthathissongraciouslyattend."People
needtofeelliketheyknowyou,Clark,"heexplained."Thethingsyoucando…well,let’sjust
saythatpeopleneedtoknowthatdespiteallthat,you’rejustplainfolks."
Withreluctance,ClarkagreedtotheSaturdayafternoonevent.Thereluctancewas
primarilytheresultofhisalmostinnatehabitoftryingtokeepalowprofile,buttherewas
somethingmore.
SaturdaywasthedaythatLanawascominghome.
WhiletheexcitementofoperatingpubliclyhadtakentheedgeoffhislongingforLana,her
imminentreturnhadrenewedhisexhilaration.Why,sodistractedwashewiththoughtsofLana,
he’devenslippedand,asClark,hadeffortlesslyliftedatwohundred-poundcrateinfrontof
Mrs.Potter.Fortunately,Mrs.Potterdidn’tseesowellanymore,butheknewhehadtobe
morecareful.IfonlySaturdaywouldcome,hekeptthinking,hewouldbeabletothinkstraight
again.
He’dplannedtocoincidentallybewaitingbyherfrontgatewhenLanacamehome,but
thatwouldn’tbepossiblenow.Resigninghimselftoachancemeetingwithherdowntownafter
thefestivitiesinhishonor,heputhisbestfaceonforhisparents,andattemptedtogenuinely
appreciatethegratitudethetownwasshowing.
ThecrowdforSuperboyAppreciationDaywasthelargestevertoassembleinSmallville,
largereventhanthatoftheannualCornFestival.Ofcourse,thenumberofout-of-town
reporterswhocoveredtheCornFestivalwassignificantlylessthanthe500ormorewho
showedupthatday.Thosethatcamesawanoutpouringofsmall-townenthusiasmandwarmth
thateventhemostjadedofthemwereforcedtoadmitwasnotable.TheSmallvilleHighSchool
band,hastilyreassembledfromtheirsummerbreak,turnedinarousingperformancedespite
theirlackofpractice.TomJohnson’slemonadesoldlikehotcakesonthishotsummerday,and
EmmaJohnson’sfriedapplepiessoldlike,well,herfriedapplepies.Andthemortgageonthe
Johnsonplacewassizablyreduced.
Superboydescendedfrom2000feetpromptlyatnoon,andgraciouslyacceptedthe
handshakesandspeechesofthemayorandtowncouncilandthenewlycastkeytothecity.
Superboy’sspeechwastheshortestoftheday,clockinginatamere37seconds,or
approximately30timesshorterthanCouncilmanTaylor’s.Theyoungsterthankedthetown,
thankedthemayor,thankedthetowncouncil,promisedthathewoulddohisbesttoliveupto
allthis,thankedeveryoneagain,andsatdown.Fourmorespeechesandtwomorerenditions
ofStarsandStripesForeverlater,Smallvillehadexhausteditsbagoftricks.Besides,itwas
hot,anyway.
Overtime,Superboywouldlearnthevalueofmakinganappropriatelydramaticexit,and
indeed,howtomakeone.Atthisage,though,insteadoftreatingthecrowdtoaslowascent
intothecloudsthattheywouldhavetalkedaboutforthirtyyears,hesimplystoodaroundasthe
festivitiesended.Itwasamistakehewouldn’tmakeagain.
ItspeaksvolumesabouttheupbringingoftheSmallvillecitizensthattherewasnopushing
untiltheout-of-townreporterssurgedintoSuperboy’sproximity.Butthenagaggleofenthralled
teenagedgirlsfollowedthemin,andapressofbodiesbeganthatwasgoingtoseriouslyhurt
someoneifitwentonmuchlonger.Superboyquicklyrealizedthatthebestwaytodefusethe
situationwastoremovehimselffromit,andheslowlyroseoutofreach,andpreparedtosoar
away.
Butthen,forsomereason,hepaused.Insilence,hehoveredthereforalongmoment
thatalmostallowedthepushingtobeginagain,beforespeedingintotheskysoquicklyitmade
atleastthreemembersoftheSmallvilleDARlosetheirsummerhats.
Thoughmostdidn’tgiveitasecondthought,thehesitationpuzzledafew.OneMetropolis
reporterputinhisdispatchacriticalcommentabouthowtheyoungsterhadhoveredoverthe
pressingmassofhumanityinagestureofhissuperiority,buthisgrizzlededitorquicklyexcised
it."Don’tprojectyourpsychobabbleintoyourstories!"he’dbarkedtothereporteroverthe
phoneasheexcisedthestatement.PerryWhitedidthiswithoutevenknowingthatthefeeling
thatcausedtheboytopausewasasfarfromsuperiorityaswaspossible.
JonathanKenthaddefinitelynoticedhisson’shesitanceupondeparting,andthepossible
ramificationsofit.ClarkwassittinginhisroomwiththecurtainsdrawnwhenPacamein.At
leasthehadn’tgonetothemoon,likeheusuallydidwhenhewasupset,Pathought.Casually
walkingovertolookoutthewindow,Pasaid,"Prettybigday."
Clarknodded,butdidn’tlookup.Jonathantookadeepbreath.
"Youupsetaboutwhathappenedthereattheend?"
Clarknoddedagain.
"Youjusthesitated.It’sonlyhuman.Youwerealittleconfused,butnoonewashurt.You’ll
knowbetternexttime."
Clarknoddedagain.Hestilldidn’tlookup.
Jonathanwasbeginningtosensethatmorewaswrongherethanabrieflapsein
judgment."Son?"Still,Clarkdidn’tlookup."Son.What’sthematter?"
Clarkstilldidn’tlookup.Instead,hestood.Then,Clarkslowlywalkedintohisfather’s
arms,andbegantocry.Pa,whocouldn’trememberhowlongithadbeensinceClarkhad
cried,justheldhissoninsilencewhilehewept.WhenClark’ssobsbegantosubside,Jonathan
saidagain,"Son,what’sthematter?"
ItwashardforClarktoanswer."Lana,"wasallhecouldfinallysay.
JonathanKentfeltthetiniestmomentofrelief.Thequestion,"Isthatall?"percolatedinhis
brain.Butthenherememberedwhatitwasliketobe13andinloveforthefirsttime,andhe
realizedthat,howevertrivialthisinfatuationmightbeinthegrandschemeofthings,itwas
beyondallimportancerightnowtoClark.PerhapsinlightofClark’sabilities,thatmadeitnon-
trivialinthegrandschemeofthings,butallJonathanreallycaredaboutrightthenwasthathis
boywashurting.
"Tellmeaboutit,"Pasaid.
Clarkdid."I…likeLana.Alot.AndI’dbeensoexcitedaboutseeingheragain.Andthen
allofasudden,thereshewas.AsIwasabouttoleave,shewasoneofthegirlstryingtoget
closetome.AndIwassohappytoseeher,I…didn’tmoveforasecond.Ialmostforgot
that…youknow,thatIwasthereasSuperboy,notasClark."
Jonathandidn’tknowquitewhattomakeofhisboy’sworries."I…don’tunderstand.You’re
upsetbecauseyouweresogladtoseeherthatyoustopped?"
Clarkshookhishead."No.Itwas…itwasthelook…thelookonherface.Shewas…
ecstatic.Shelooked,youknow,likethosegirlsdidwhentheyfirstsawElvis."
NowJonathanwasevenmoreconfused."But,son,that’sunderstandable.You’re…
somethingnoonehaseverseenbefore.Nottomentionthatyou’reashandsomeascanbe.Of
courseayounggirllikeLanaisgoingtoflipoveryou."
"No,"Clarksaidsharply."OverSuperboy.Shehadlikedme,butnow…Icouldseeitin
hereyes.Thethrill.Afterthat…plainoldClarkKentjustisn’tgoingtomatchup."
Jonathantookanotherdeepbreath,andtriedtothinkofwhattosay."Son,Idon’tquite
knowwhattotellyou.You’reright,ifwhatyou’resayingisthatasSuperboyyou’regoingto
turnmoreprettylittleheadsthanasClark.ProbablyeveryteenagedgirlinSmallville,ifnotthe
wholecountry,isdreamingaboutholdingyourhandrightnow.Andprobablyeveryteenaged
boyinSmallville,ifnotthewholecountry,isfeelingamiteenviousofSuperboy.Butthingswill
settledown.Peopletendtogetallexcitedaboutnewthings,butthenthingsgobacktonormal.
AndyoumightnotbegivingLanaenoughcredit.Rightnow,Superboyisnewandexciting,but
thatdoesn’tmeanthatthehistorythetwoofyoushareisjustwipedaway.There’sabond
betweenyoutwo.Alwayshasbeen,sincethefirsttimeyousaweachotherwhenyouwere
three,andshewalkedrightoverandkissedyouplumbonthelips."
Clarkalmostgrinnedatthememory,butthenshookhishead."Idon’tknowPa.Youdidn’t
seethelookonherface.Ifeel...kinda...likeI’mlosingout.AndthefactthatIseemtobe...
losingouttomyselfjustmakesitalltheworse."
SensingthatClarkwasabouttocryagain,Pahuggedhimtighter.Thenheheldhimat
arm’slengthandlookedintohiseyes."Son,IcanonlytellyouhowsorryIamthatIdidn’tfigure
outwhatwasgoingonwithyou.Goingthroughyourfirstloveis…well,let’sjustsaythatI
rememberthinkingthatIwasn’tgoingtomakeitoutalive.Ishouldn’thaveputyouthrough
revealingyourselftotheworldwhileallthiswasgoingon."
"Pa,youcouldn’thaveknown."
"Yes,Icould.Ishouldhave."Jonathanstoppedandshookhishead."Son,IguessIkeep
forgettingthatyou’reonly13.It’sjustthatyou’reso…advancedineverything,Iforgetthatin
additiontotheproblemsbeingSuperboywillcauseyou,youhavetogothroughtheproblems
ofgrowingupjustlikeanyotheryoungman."
"Ishouldn’thavetothough,"Clarkprotested."Imean,I’vereadeverythingeverwrittenon
humandevelopment.IknowFreud,andErickson,andadozenothers.IfIlookatthis
objectively,Iknowthatit’salljust…partofthenormalmaturationprocess."
Jonathanshookhishead."ButClark,youcan’tlookatthingsthatway.Youcan’tjust…
analyzelifeobjectively.You’vegottoliveit.Son,youmaybethesmartestpersonevertoset
footonthisplanet.Withallthatreadingyoudo,youcertainlyknowmorethingsthananyone
elseeverhas.Butallthatbooklearningisnosubstituteforthethingsthattimewillteachyou."
Papaused."DoyourememberthefirsttimeyoureadShakespeare?Howoldwereyou?"
"Four,"Clarkrepliedinstantly.
"Right,youwerefour.I’llneverforgetit.Weknewyouwere...specialbeforethat,of
course.Notmanythree-year-oldscanchopfirewoodwiththeirbarehands.ButIdon’tthinkwe
realizedjusthowsmartyouwereuntilthen.Youreadandmemorizedthecompleteworksof
Shakespeareinwhat,two,threehours?Oneafternoon,andyou’ddonewhatfewpeoplehave
doneinalifetime."
"Ireallylikedthem,"Clarkrecalled."Thecadencesweresodifferent.KindalikewhatI
rememberedofKryptonese."
"Yeah,youwereasight.Afour-year-oldspoutingofflinesfromHamletorKingLearor
Othelloatthesuppertable.Youdidthatforaweek.Thoughtitwoulddriveyourmothercrazy."
Hechuckledatthememory,butthenwasserious."Youknewallthelines,but,youdidn’t
understandwhatitallmeant,didyou?"
Clarkshookhishead."No,notreally.Iunderstood…themeaningofthewords.Butnot
whatit…reallymeant."Hefurrowedhisbrowinthought,thenadded,"MaybeIstilldon’t."
Jonathannodded."Somethingsjusttaketime,and...wisdomisoneofthose.It’slike
buildingahouse.Puttingallthepiecestogethertakeslongerthangettingthem.Andyou’vegot
morepiecestoputtogetherthananyonewho’severlived.Now,becauseyou’resosmartand
havesuchagoodheart,you’llbeabletodothat.Butit’sgoingtotaketime.Weallneedto
rememberthat.Whetherit’sfiguringoutwhatthelimitsofyourpowersare,orfiguringouthow
Lanaorsomeothergirlfeelsaboutyou.Evenyoucan’trushtime."Clarknodded,thoughhis
agreementwasmoreintellectualthanemotional.
ThenPasaid,"AndClark,there’ssomethingIshouldhavetoldyousooner.Youdon’thave
todothis.This...herothing.Ihopeyou’renotdoingitonaccountofmeandyourmother.I
knowwe’vetoldyouoverandoverhowspecialyourpowersare,andhowyou’llbeabletohelp
folkswiththem.Butyou’reourson,andwhatwemostwantisforyoutobehappy.Ifallyou
wanttoleadisanormallife,noworlater,you’reentitledtothat,sameasanyoneelseis.Ifyou
like,youcanputthatcostumeawayforever.Oryoucanputitawayuntilyou’reagrownman.
Whateveryouchoose,it’suptoyou.Thisresponsibilitymaynotbetoomuchtotake,butitis
toomuchtoask.Thechoicehastobeyours."
Clark’seyeslockedwiththoseofthemanwhohadraisedhim.Hewassurprisedto
discoverjusthowappealingthenotionofanormallifewastohim.Maybethiswasall
happeningtoosoon.Maybehedidneedtobeakid.Maybe…
HislastthoughtwaslostforeverasheheardMapracticallysprintingupthestepstohis
room.Sheswungopenthedoorandstormedintotheroom."Jonathan,Clark!It’sonthenews.
There’sabouttobeawar!"
"Betweenwho?"Paasked.
"UsandtheRussians!"
ThebloodofbothmaleKentschilledattheprospectsofsuchaconflict.Clarkasked,
"Why!"
TearswereinMarthaKent’seyeswhensheanswered."Godhelpus,Clark.Overyou."
CHAPTERFIVE:
SuperboyhoveredoffthecoastofMadagascarandfinishedhissurveyofthestateofthe
opposingforces.Itwasalmostasbadasitcouldbe.Theonlysavinggracewasthatnoshots
hadbeenfired.Atleastnotyet.Buthismonitoringofthemessagetrafficconfirmedthe
seriousnessofthesituation.Bothsideswereatmaximumalert.Bothsideswerejumpy.And
bothsideshalf-expectedtheballoontogoup.
Superboyhungthereandsigheddeeply.Hecursedhimselffornotanticipatingthis.He
knewenoughabouthumannatureandUS-Sovietrelationstohaveexpectedthistypeof
reaction.TheKremlincouldonlyseehimasanewandpotentiallyundefeatableAmerican
weapon.Andunfortunately,someill-consideredcommentsbyPentagonandWhiteHouse
officials,nottomentiontheimagesofSuperboystandingonthedeckofanAmericanshipwhen
he’dstoppedtheseacreatureinMetropolis,hadonlyreinforcedthatview.
Ironicallyenough,notonlywasSuperboynotanAmericanweapon,buttheUSleadership
feltprettymuchthesamewayabouthimastheSovietsdid.
Theywerescaredofhimtoo.
Hefeltterrible,andnotjustaboutbeingthecauseofallthis.Thestrainwastakingitstoll.
Forfourhourshehadbeentaxinghissensoryandintellectualpowerstothelimit,tryingto
monitorvirtuallyeverymilitarycommunicationsnetworkforahintofthefirstoutbreakofwar,
scourmilitarycodebooksandmanualstounderstandwhatallthetrafficmeant,andkeeptabs
onwhatwasgoingoninboththeWhiteHouseandKremlin.
Andwhatwasgoingonwasnotgood.Bothsideswerebecomingmoreandmore
aggressivewitheachmoveandcounter-move,unabletobreakthedangerouscycleof
escalation.Whennear-simultaneousWhiteHouseandKremlinbriefingsonfirststrikeoptions
began,Clarkdecidedthathehadtodosomething.
Hejustdidn’tknowwhat.
Apanicthathadbeenbuildinginhimforhoursnowbubbledtothesurface.Allhisoptions
seemedtobebadones.
HecouldflytotheKremlinandaskthemtostop.OrhecouldflytotheWhiteHouseand
askthemtostop.Buthefearedthatifhedideitherofthosethings,theothersidewould
somehowknowaboutitandwouldinterpretitasathreattothemselves.
OrhecouldflyhomeandaskPawhattodo.Buthe’dalreadydonethatbeforeheleft.
AllPa,whoforallhisgoodjudgment,hadlittleexperienceininternationalpolitics,hadbeen
abletotellhimwastonotmakeanyrashdecisions.
Orhecouldpraythatnothinghappened.Well,hewasalreadydoingthat,but,inthelong
run,itdidn’tseemtoquitecoverallthebases.
Or,hecouldhopethatiffightingdidbreakout,hewouldbeabletostopit.Buthedidn’t
knowexactlyhow’dhe’dgoaboutdoingthat.Sure,hecoulddestroymissilesastheywere
fired,disableshipsandsubsandplanes,andevenphysicallyseparategroundforcesif
necessary.Buthecouldn’tdoallthosethingsatthesametime.Despitehisspeed,hecould
stillonlybeinoneplaceatatime,andifeithersidefiredthefirstshot,simultaneousaction
aroundtheglobewouldquicklyfollow.Nottomentionthathewasn’tsurethatanyofthat
wouldbetherightthingtodo.TheKentshadraisedhimtobealoyalAmerican,afterall,and
impedingtheactionsoftheAmericanmilitaryseemedtreasonous,nomatterhownoblehis
intentions.
Hismindkeptracingaroundandaround,buthecouldn’tcomeupwithmorethanthat.
Givenhisstatusastheoriginofthisproblem,theredidn’tjustseemtobemuchthathecould
dotofixit.
Thenherealizedthattheanswerwasstaringhimrightintheface.Hewasthecauseof
this,andtakinghimselfoutofthepicturewasmaybetheonethinghecoulddefinitelydo.Itdidn
’tevenrequireanythingasdrasticasgoingintospaceandnevercomingback.Allhe’dhave
todowouldbetoflybacktoSmallville,takeoffthecostume,andneverputitonagain.
Thatwouldsolveeverything,wouldn’tit?
He’dturnedtoheadtowardsNorthAmericawhenPa’swordsranginhisears.Don’t
doanythingrash.Think.Hehaltedhisflightandtookadeepbreath.Ifheeverneededtobe
abletothinkclearly,thiswasthetime.Sohestopped,andforawhile,hejustfloatedthere,
thinking.Hequitlisteningtothenewscastsandmilitarycommunications.Hequitwatchingthe
Presidenttalktohisadvisors.Hequittryingtocalculatearesolutiontothissituationlikeitwas
amathproblem.Heturnedhisthoughtsinward,andhethoughtaboutwhatheneededtodo.
Andinalittlewhile,herealizedthattakingoffthecostumeprobablywouldn’tsolve
anything.EvenifhesomehowtoldtheworldthattheyhadseenthelastofSuperboy,the
Russianswouldn’tbeconvinced.They’dknowthat,costumeornot,hewasstillanincredibly
powerfulAmerican,andtheywouldstillseehimasathreat.
Andhisowngovernment,foritspart,wouldnotbeabletolethimgosoeasily.They’d
wanttoknowwhohewas,andwherehewas.They’dwanttocontrolanythingthatcould
frightentheRussiansthatmuch.And,asmuchashe’dseengovernmentoperativeslurking
aroundSmallvilleinthepastweek,ifhevanishedthey’dprobablyteartheplaceaparttryingto
findhim.No,herealized,hisretreatintotheshadowsaftersuchashorttimewouldleave
peopleevenmoresuspiciousandfearfulofhim.Therewasnoputtingthegeniethatwashis
existencebackintoabottleofpublicignorance.
Thiswasanevenharderpuzzletosolve.Whatwouldsatisfyeveryone?Whatwould
alleviatetheirfears?Whatcouldmaketheworld…comfortablewithhim?
ThenherememberedwhatPahadsaid."Letthemknowthatyou’rejustplainfolks."
Ignoringthebrewingsubbattleabouttobeginbeneathhim,Superboyturnedandsped
towardsNewYork.
CHAPTERSIX:
TheRespectedAnchormanalmostdidn’tbelievehisassistantwhenshetoldhimthata
Mr.Superboywantedtoseehim.Hisexcitementatthepossibility,however,faroutweighedhis
disbelief.Theexcitementdidcausehisgreetingtotheyoungsterasheshookhandswithhimto
comeoutataninordinatelyhighpitch,buthequicklymanagedareturntothebaritonethat
Americansfoundsoreassuring."It’sapleasuretomeetyou,youngman.You’requitethenews
thesedays."
Superboynoddedashereturnedthehandshake."Unfortunately."
"I’mnotentirelyaccustomedtothenewsshowinguponmydoorstep.Iusuallyhavetogo
outanddigforit,"theRespectedAnchormanexaggerated."I’mhopingthatthere’ssomethingI
candoforyou."
"Yes.Therecertainlyis."
Theywereontheairinfiveminutes.TheRespectedAnchormankepthisintroduction
surpassinglybrief,andsurprisinglyreassuring.Thenitwastimefortheyoungmantospeak.
Hiswords,thoughnotamongthemosteloquentinhistory,wouldcertainlygodownasbeing
amongthemostimportant.Andthemostgenuine.
"Hello,"hesaid,withobviousanxiety."Ican’ttellyoumyrealname,butthenewsfolks
havetakentocallingmeSuperboy.IguessIanswertothatnow."Thenhepaused,uncertainof
howtoproceed.
Theanchormanhelpedhimout."Superboy,wastherewassomethingyouwishedtotell
theworld?"
"Yes.Iwanttotelltheworldthat…well,thatIhopethatnooneseesmeasathreat.I’m
notgoingtohurtanybody.I’mnotgoingtooverthrowanygovernments.Ijustwanttohelp
people.AllthesepowersIhave,thesethingsIcando,Iknowthey’repretty…incredible.
They...scaremetoo,sometimes."Hehalf-smiled."ButtheonlythingIwanttousethemforis
tosavelivesandprotectinnocentpeople."
Hetookadeepbreath,thencontinued."Andasforpolitics…well,yousee,I’m…pretty
smart.That’soneofmypowers.Mybrainworksveryfast,andIremembereverythingIsee.
Thathasenabledmetoreadalotofbooksandeverything…but…IrealizethatIdon’thave
thewisdomtomakedecisionsaboutthewaypeopleshouldbelivingtheirlives.I’m…onlya
kid."
Hestopped,unsureofwhattoadd.TheRespectedAnchormanproddedhimagain.
"Superboy,whatareyourfeelingsregardingthecurrentpoliticalandmilitarytensionbetween
thiscountryandtheSovietUnion,inthatyourpresencehasbeencitedasthemajorreason
behindthecurrentescalation?"
"Myfeelingsarethatit’samajormistake,"Superboyblurted,"iftheonlyreasonit’s
happeningisme."Hetookanotherdeepbreath,anddecidedtolayhiscardsonthetable.
"Look,I’manAmerican,andI’malwaysgoingtobeanAmerican.Butthatdoesn’tmeanthatI
wanttomakeeveryoneelseanAmerican,orbecomeanAmericansoldier.Iknowtheworldis
muchtoocomplexaplaceforthat.Imean,therealreasonI’manAmericanisbecausethisis
whereIlandedwhenIcamehere.See,IwassentherewhenIwasjustababy...froma
planet...calledKrypton.Krypton...exploded.Itwasdestroyed.Everyonewasdestroyed.
Exceptme.MyfatherbuiltarocketandsentmeheresothatIcouldlive."Itwasthenthatthe
firsttearbegantotrickledownhischeek.
"I...Ijustcouldn’tstanditifanythinglikethathappenedhere.Imean,Icouldprobably
stopmostofthemissiles,butImightnotbeabletostopthemall.Youjustcan’t...dothatto
yourselves...notforanyreason.Butplease,especially,notbecauseofme.Ijustwanttohelp."
Hestoppedtalking,soasnottobreakdown.TheAnchormangavehimamoment,thengently
asked,"Wasthereanythingelseyouwishedtoadd,Superboy?"
Superboyquicklyregainedhiscomposure."Onlythis.Ijustwanttolettheworldknow,
thatifitdoesn’twantmetodothis,this...Superboything...I’llgoaway.I’lltakeoffthis
costumeandyou’llneverseemeagain.Idon'twanttodothat,butifyoufolksthinkIshould,
well,I...defertoyourjudgment."Hestood."Rightnow,I’mjustgoingtogoonhome.I’ll...be
keepingmyearsopen.I’lllistentohearwhatpeoplethinkaboutme.Andif..."hepaused,and
thelookofpainandconcernonthefaceoftheboywassorealatthatmoment,thatnoone
couldmissit,"youdecidethatIshouldn’tbedoingthis...then...well,everyonetakecare."
Thenhewasgone.Andtheworldcouldn’thelpbutnoticehowquickly.
CHAPTERSEVEN:
Despitehisintenttogohome,Clarkwasoutuntiltwointhemorning,makingsurethatthe
militarysituationwasn’tgettinganyworse.Then,exhaustedasayoungKryptonianundera
yellowsuncanbe,heheadedfortheKenthome,andforthefirsttimesincehewasababy,
sleptpastsix.Whenheawoke,itwastohismother,sittingontheedgeofhisbed,holdingupa
copyoftheDailyPlanet.Theheadlinesaiditall.
EARTHTOSUPERBOY:STAY!
ThestoryunderneaththeheadlineexplainedthatovernightresponsetoSuperboy’spublic
pleahadbeenoverwhelminglypositive.TheAmericanpublic,atleast,hadn’twaitedtobe
asked.Instead,theyhadbeguntocallthenewspapers,andnewstations,andtheir
Congressman,andSenators,andtheWhiteHouse,andprettymuchanyoneelsewithasayin
publicaffairs,untilthephonesystemhadcollapsedundertheload.Earlyreportsofpublic
opinionfromaroundtheworldtoldmuchthesamestory.Suddenly,Earthhadmadeupitsmind
abouttheBoyofSteel,andithaddecidedthatitreally,reallylikedhim.
Byearlymorning,boththeKremlinandPentagonhadrecalledtroopsandhad
downgradedtheiralertstates.Ifmissilesweretoeverbeexchanged,thisstrangevisitorfrom
anotherplanetwouldnotbethereason.
ClarkKentjustlookedatthepaperandsmiled."Itwon’thappenhere,"hewhispered.His
mother,knowingthathewasthinkingoftheworldhe’dlostasachild,squeezedhimtightly.
"No,itwon’t,"sheagreed."Notwithyouaround."
CHAPTEREIGHT:
SUPERBOYLIVES!
TheshadowswerestretchinglongacrosstheKentlawnwhenClarkcameoutontothe
porchlatethatevening."Backsosoon?"Paaskedasherepackedhisafter-dinnerpipe.
"Yeah,"Clarkreplied."Itwasokayandeverything,butIwasreadytoleave.Ididn’tlike
beingthecenterofsomuchattention."
"Well,"Pasaid,"can’tsaythatI’veeverbeenguestofhonorataWhiteHousedinner,but
IimagineI’dfeelprettymuchthesameway."Bothsmiled."So,whatdidyouthinkoftheFirst
Couple?"
"Oh,theywereokay,"Clarkanswered.Ofcourse,thatwasaboutasbadathingashe
eversaidaboutanyone."ThePresidentkepttryingtotalktomeabout‘enhancingour
diplomaticposture.’TheFirstLadykeptencouragingmetotakeanactiverolein‘issue
advocacy.’"Clarkshookhishead.
"Ithinktheymissedthepointofyourspeech,"Pasaidwithagrin."Howwasyourother
dinner?"
"WiththeRussians?Oh,theywereokay.Hewasaprettyfunnyguy.Keptmentioningthat
heneededtochecktheKremlinrecordstoseeiftheyhadbeensendingupanyRussiankidsin
rocketstentofifteenyearsago."Clarklaughed."RedSquarewascoolthough.Ihadn’tseenit
upclosesinceIwas,what,fivewhenIflewtherethattime?Myfirstexperiencewithrestricted
airspace."Helaughedagain."No,theywereallokay."Hehesitated."Andtheywerekindaall
thesame.Theyallwantedsomethingfromme."
Jonathanlithispipeandasked,"Youokaywiththat?"
Clarknodded."Yeah.It’sunderstandable.Iknowthat...I’mlikesomegreatuntapped
naturalresourcetothem.It’snaturalthatthey’dwantto...exploitme.Ijusthavetobecareful
tonotletthem."
"That’sright."Theywerequietforamoment.ThenPasaid,"Haveyouhadanytimeto
thinkaboutwhatweweretalkingaboutbeforeallthisstarted?"
"AboutwhetherIwanttokeepondoingthis?"
"Umhum."
Clarkwasquietforamoment.Thenhesaid,"Yes.Iwanttokeepondoingthis.IknowI
canmakeadifferenceinpeople’slives."
"Butwhataboutyourlife?"
"Well,Ithinkthat’sanotheroneofthosethingsIhavetobecarefulabout.Ican’tgetso
caughtupinbeingSuperboythatIforgettobeClark."Hepaused,thenshookhishead."No,
that’snotright.Ican’ttalkaboutmyselflikeI’mtwodifferentpeople.I’mClark.AndI’m
Superboy.They’rejustdifferentnamesforwhoIreallyam."
"Andwhoisthat?"
Clarksmiled."Isn’tthatoneofthosethingsthatI’msupposedtotakemytimefinding
out?"
"Yes,"Pasaidasheplacedhisbigarmacrosshisboy’sshoulder."Andyouwill."They
werequietforamoment,thenPaasked,"WhataboutLana?"
Clarklookedaway."Iguess...Iguesswebothhavealotofgrowinguptodo.Iguess...
allthatcanwait.Ifshe’s...infatuatedwithSuperboy,well,Iguessthat’sunderstandable.
Doesn’tmean...anything,really.We’vegotplentyoftime."
Papattedhimontheback."Son,sometimesyousoundsomature,youscareme.But
that’sthewayitiswithalotoffolkswhenthey’regrowingup.I’veknownteenagersthatfor
twenty-minutestretchessoundlikethey’rethirty,thenyouturnaroundandthey’reactinglike
nine-year-olds.There’salotaboutlifetosortout,andyouhavetogoastretchtryingon
differentwaysofactingbeforeyoufindtheonethatfitsyou."
"Iguessitjusttakestime."
"Yes,"Pasaid."Andyou’llgetthere."
"Iknow.Itwouldjustbenicetodothingstheeasyway,sometimes."
Palaughed."Hardlyeverhappens."
Clarkgentlypokedhisfatherintheribs."No?Lookatyou.Youwereluckyenoughto
marryyourfirstlove."
JonathanKentsmiled,tookafinalpullonhispipe,andturnedtoopenthescreendoor
andheadinside."Son,"hestoppedandsaid,"Ididn’tmarrymyfirstlove.Iwasluckier.I
marriedmylastone."
CHAPTERNINE:
UPFROMTHESKIES!
ClarkKentwassittingundertheappletreeonthelinebetweentheKentandLang
property.LanaLangwassittingwithhim.
ClarkKentwaslisteningtoLanaLang.
LanaLangwastalkingaboutSuperboy.
"Andwhenhebegantocry,"shewassaying,"itwassosweet!Youcouldseewhata
goodpersonheis,whenhedidthat.Howcouldanyonebescaredofhimafterthat?"
"Well,"Clarkresponded,"itsureseemslikesomepeoplechangedtheirmindsafter
watchingthat."
"Ohyeah,"shegushed."Noonewantshimtoleavenow.NoteventheRussians."
Clarkslowlynodded."Well,I’msurehe,uh,feelsalotbetterknowingthatpeopledon’t…
distrusthimsomuchanymore."
"Don’tdistrusthim!Theylovehim!DidyouseetheheadlineintheGothamGazette?‘WE
OUGHTTOBEASHAMED!’Andtheyshould.Itwasobviousthathewasn’tbad,oranything."
"Well,Lana,maybeitwasn’tsoobvious.Maybeit’snaturalforpeopletobescaredby
thingstheydon’tunderstand.Maybetheyjusthadn’thadmuchofachancetounderstandhim."
"Well,maybe,butIcouldseeitrightaway.He’s…sogood.There’ssomethingabouthim
that’sso…direct.Likeheletsyouseetherealhim…becausehedoesn’thavetoworrythat
you’llfindanythingbadthere."Clarkhadnoresponsetothat.
"Andtothink,"Lanasaid,"thathelivesaroundheresomewhere.Itgivesmechillsjust
thinkingaboutit.Imean,hecouldbe…"sheshruggedhershouldersandlookedatClark,"the
boynextdoor."
Clarksmiled."I’lltellJohnnyWuyouthinkhe’sSuperboy."
Lanagiggled."YouknowwhatImean.It’sjustsoexciting,thatheshouldbefrom
Smallville.Imean,ofalltheplacesontheplanet,helivesinSmallville."
"Justlikeyou."
Shesmiled,andforamomentseemedtobelostinanotherworld."Yeah.Justlikeme."
Clarksawthelookonherface.Suddenlyfeelinglikeanintruder,heslowlynodded,then
quicklystood."Well,Ibettergetinsideandgettosleep.Pa’sgotanearlyshipmentcomingin
tomorrowmorning."
"Oh,"Lanasaid,abitsurprisedbythesuddennessofhisdeparture."Yousureyouhave
togoin?Youknowtheysaythathegoesonpatroleverynightaroundthistime.Maybewe’ll
seehimflyby."
Clarkbithislip.Heunderstoodwhythiswashappening,andheunderstoodhowhehadto
respondtoit.Itdidn’tmakeithurtanyless."Someothertime,"hereplied."Youknowme.I
needmytenhoursofsleep."
"But,"Lanasaid,suddenlybotheredthathewasleavingheralone,"thestarsaren’teven
outyet,Clark."
Thefunnything,Clarkdecided,wasthatevenasshesaidthat,itdidn’tseemtospark
withinheranyrecollectionof...whathadbeenhappeningjustafewweeksearlier.Whatever
elseSuperboymayhavechangedabouttheworld,Clarkknewonlyforsurethathehad
washedawayallthat.
"You’reright,Lana,"hesaid,lookingdirectlyatherforthefirsttimethisevening,"they’re
not."
Ashewalkedaway,Lanawonderedwhyhewasactingsoweird.Ofcourse,Clarkhad
alwaysbeenabitweird,shedecided.Still,thereseemedtobe...something,somethingtugging
ather,somethingcompetingforawarenesswithinher.Somerealizationthat...thingswere
different.Butthen,shethoughtshesawSuperboyflyby,andthen,shecouldn’tevenremember
whatitwasshe’dbeenthinkingabout.
ButSuperboy,flyingby,did.
Andknewthathe,atleast,wouldnever,ever,forget.
Evenifhecould.