Anthology Gay Fairy Tales Like a prince

background image
background image

Like A Prince

An Anthology of Gay Fairytales

edited by

Cecilia Tan and Rachel Kincaid

>

Circlet Press, Inc.

background image

Welcome to the Circlet Press ebook edition of:

Like A Prince: An Anthology of Gay Fairytales

edited by Cecilia Tan & Rachel Kincaid

Published by Circlet Press, Inc.

Copyright © 2009 Circlet Press, Inc.

This ebook original was produced in-house at Circlet Press. The PDF

replicates the design and layout of a printed book, even if no print version

exists.

Please report any problems you find with the ebook to us at “circletint-

ern@gmail.com” or by visiting the Bug Report section of our web site

(www.circlet.com).

We’d also love to hear if you enjoyed the book!

Printed copies of this and many other Circlet Press erotic science fiction ti-

tles can be purchased through fine bookstores, online retailers, and through

the Circlet Press website at www.circlet.com. Circlet Press has specialized

in erotic science fiction since 1992.

Please do not support piracy. If you received this ebook copied from a

friend or by other means, please support the writers who made it possible

by purchasing a copy yourself from www.circlet.com, or one of our autho-

rized retailers like Fictionwise.com, All Romance eBooks, Smashwords,

or Amazon’s Kindle store.

background image

Table of Contents


Introduction

5

Captivated

7

JulieCox


TwoBalls

22

AlexandraErin


LePetitStringRouge

34

KiernanKelly


GooseBoy

42

MoniquePoirier


ToMarket

57

ElizabethSchechter


Contributor’sNotes

74

background image

Introduction

Fairytales(andtheircousinsfables,myths,andfolktales)havebeentoldand
retoldsincebeforethewrittenword.Theirdetailschangefromgenerationto
generation,andculturetoculture.Namesandsettingsshiftandmothersbe-
comestepmothersastheneedsofthestorytellerchange.Thistraditionhasn’t
endedwithmoderntimes:contemporarywriterssuchasNeilGaimanand
FrancescaLiaBlockhavewroughtbeautifulandhauntingversionsofoldsto-
ries,andtherearealreadyadozenpublishedbooksoferoticfairytales—most
ofthemstraight,butnotallofthem.Sowhyputtogetheranotherone?What
canonemoresetofreworkedCinderellaspossiblycontribute?

Fairytales were originally conceived as, essentially, indoctrination and

trainingforyoungchildren.Ineverytellingtheyrevealandreinforcetheval-
uesoftheculturethatcreatedthem:littlegirlswhodon’tlistentotheirmoth-
ers will be cruelly devoured, and young women who are too eager to use
forbiddenspinningwheels(orlosetheirvirginities,howeveryouwanttoread
it)willbepunished.Wetellthesamestoriesnowforthesamereason,butwe
changethemtoimpartthemessagesthatwewantotherstoknow,andthatwe
ourselvesneedtohear.TheancienttaleofCinderellaofferedhopethatgood-
heartednessandhardworkcouldsecureahappylifewheresuperficialbeauty
andtrickerycouldnot.Themodern“Cinderellastory,”seeninformsfromthe
excitingnewlesbiannovel

AshbyMalindaLotoJenniferLopezmovies,tellsus

thatwedeservetobehappyevenifwearepoororoverworkedoruneducated
orofcolororgay.

Withthisinmind,thesignificanceofthestoriesinLike A Princebecomes

background image

clear.Thesestoriesarefunandsexyandclever,buttheyarealsoimportant.
The original Grimm’s fairytales were set without exception in a world of
compulsoryheterosexuality;evenworsethanbeingostracizedorpunished,
queer people didn’t even exist.These stories are our way of writing our-
selvesbackintoourculturalconsciousness;ofmakingsurethatthevalues
thatwe’reimbibingincludeusandourdesireinapositivelight—apractice
that’snecessarynomatterhowmanytimesit’salreadybeendone.Asyou’re
abouttofindout,theresultshavebeenamazing.Wehaveveryfewimagesof
meninfairytales—theairheadedPrinceCharmingwhoseonlyfunctionis
tomarryaprincess,thecluelessandpowerlessfathersofBeautyorCinder-
ella,andofcoursethemenacingBeast.InLike A Prince,menaremultifaceted
creatureswithacomplexrangeofemotionsanddesires—theyfeelpredatory
lust,schoolboyinfatuationontheballroomfloor,andthekindofhappily-
ever-afterlovethatfairytalesaremadeof.AlexandraErinshareswithusthe
realstoryofCinderellainTwoBalls,KiernanKellygivesusadeliciouslydark
peekintotheheadofamodernwolfinLePetitStringRouge,andtheonly
thingstrongerthanBruin’sshameathisownbeastlyappearanceinJulieCox’s
Captivatedishisdesireforthebeautifulyoungprinceinhiscustody.Sohop
intoyourpumpkincoachandmakesureyoudon’tstrayoffthepathasyou
ventureontofindoutwhatreallyhappenedonceuponatime.

—RachelKincaid

background image

Captivated

JulieCox

TheKingoftheWestfordwasahuntedman.Hefledthroughtheforeston
thebackofalamehorse,pushingtheanimalpastitsendurancetoescape
thebandofoutlawsthathadslainhisretinue.Whenthehorsecollapsed,he
leftthepathandcontinuedonfootthroughthebrush.Theoutlaws’horses
couldn’tfollowhimthroughthepressofbriarsandvine,butthemendis-
mountedandtrackedhimstill.Itwasdeepintheshadowythicketoftheval-
leythathebegantoseeshapesbeyondthetrees,justoutofsight.Itwasnot
onlytheoutlawswhohuntedhimnow.

Hecametoaravine,carveddeepbycenturiesofworkbytheriverbelow.

Hecollapsedagainstatreeandstareddowntherockycliffs.Itwasahigh,
lonelyplace,andhecouldseeallthewaytothesea,tothecoastthatwould
haveledhimhome.Hedrewhisswordandwaited.

Theoutlawscame,butnotasheexpected.Threemenranscreaminginto

theclearing,andstoppedshortoftheravine.Theyturned,andcasthimbarely
aglance.Theireyeswereontherestlessforest.Theshadowsmoved.Abear
burstfromthetrees,anenormouscreatureoffangs,clawsandrage.Itsface
andchestwerestainedwithblood.Thebearcharged.Itduckedoneman’s
sword and knocked the weapon aside with a casual swipe of his paw.The
man’sarmeruptedinblood;whilehescreamed,thebeartookhim.Within
momentstheanimalturnedandwentaftertheothers.Oneranbackintothe
woods;theotherdoveofftheedgeoftheravine,tobedashedupontherocks
andtheriver.Thebearwentafterthelastman,whobarelyevenhadtimeto
scream.

Thekingbreathedheavily,waiting.Forlongmomentstheforestwasstill

andsilent.Thebearreturnedtohim,notchargingbutataslow,deliberate
pace.Thekingsawnowthatitsfacewashorriblyscarred;delicatewhitescar

background image

tissuecreatedrivuletsinitsfur.Thebearstooduponitshindlegsandplaced
bothfrontpawsonitschest.Itseparateditsfurlikeacloakanddrewskin
awayfromitsshoulders,overitshead.Inonefluidmovementofmagic,a
maninabearskincloakstoodintheclearing.Thebloodonhishands,onhis
faceandrunningdownhisthroat,soakingthroughhistunicwasallthatindi-
catedhewastheverysamecreaturewhohadkilledtheoutlaws.Hisfacewas
hideous,twistedwithscarsandhate.Thekingsawallthiswithdisbelieving
eyesbeforehisvisionnarrowedtoapoint,andhepassedout.

Thekingwokeinapileoffursbeforeafire.Hesatupslowly,takingstock

ofthestateofhisbody,wincing.Themaninthecloakwasthere,watching
him.Themanpushedaplateofmeat,breadandlimp,stewedvegetablesto
him,alongwithaskinofwine.Thekingeyedthemeat,andglancedfearfully
athishost.

Themansmiled,showingamouthfulofmenacingteeth.“It’sbeef,”he

assuredhim.Afteramoment’shesitation,thekinggrabbedtheplateandate
withthefranticneedofoneonthebrinkofstarvation.Whenhewasfinished,
hesatbackandsighed,ameasuremoretrustinhiseyes.

“IamBruin,LordoftheBearskins,”hishostsaid.“Tellmewhoyouare.

Youmustbeamanofsomeimportancetorousethosewretchestosucha
devotedchase.I’veneverseenthemchasesomeoneoveranhour,muchless
severaldays.”

“IamAlfric,KingoftheWestford,”hesaid.“Ithankyouforsavingmy

life.”

“Youwillrepaythatdebt,”Bruinsaid.
“Ibegyourpardon?”
Bruinstoodandsweptacurtainbackfromabroadwindow.Aclusterof

hutsandhovelscrowdedavillagesquare,andaspikedwalloftimbersur-
roundedit.“Thiscity,”hesaid,“isourhome.MypeoplearetheBearskins;our
magiciswovenintousfrombirth.Wehavedriftedandtraveledtheworld;we
haveseenmanythings.Philosophers,tyrants,wondrouskingdoms,powerful
armiesandwildernessofsuchviciousnessitcouldneverbetamed.Butthis,
thisistheonlythingthatisours,thathaseverbeenours,thefirstBearskin
city.Andthatmakesitthegreatestthinginourworld.”

Hepacedtheroom.“Wedrovetheoutlawsfromtheircavesandhideouts;

weslaughteredthewolvesandhavetamedthewildelk.Weclearedthemead-
owtoplantcrops,thefirstweeverhave.Thisforestisourhome,notourfirst
butourlast.Intime,itwillrivalanycityintheworld.”HefacedAlfric.“But

Captivated

background image

9

welackavitalelementIhaveseenineverygreatlandwehaveplundered.We
donotreadorwrite.Youwillhelpuswiththat.”

Alfricshookhishead,notindisagreementbutinamazement.“Youarea

barbarian,”hesaid.“Icannotimaginewhatyouwouldgainfrommypres-
ence.Iwouldbewastedonyou.”

Bruinscowled.“Youclaimtobeakingofafarawayland.Ifyourkingdom

isofanysignificance,youmustknowhowtoreadandwrite.Youknowabout
themannerofahighcourt,aboutmusicandstories.Medicine,crops,the
natureofthestars.Youwillteachus.”

Alfrictookalongtimeinanswering.“Ihaveneverscoffedatamanlook-

ingtomakehimselfintosomethingmore.Butwhatyouaskisbetterserved
byahostofordinarymen,insteadoftheirleader.Allowmetoreturntomy
home,andIwillsendyouscribes,artisans,courtesansandsorcerers.Iwill
notforcegoodmenandwomenintoexile,butIwillaskforvolunteers.They
willpaymydebtinmystead,andyouwillbebetteroff.”

“Itisnotforyoutodecide,”Bruinsaid.
“Iamaking,”Alfricsaidevenly.“Itisalwaysformetodecide.”
Bruin’sscowldeepened,andheturnedawaytostareoutthewindow.“It

isnotonlyknowledge,”hesaid.“Mypeopleareroughwarriors.”

“Iftheyareanythinglikeyou,theyarebeastsindeed,”Alfricsaid.
“Yes.Weareallofusbeasts,viciousandbloodthirsty.Wearepowerful,

andsowearefeared.Butwedonotwishtobeonlythat.”Heturnedback,
andthelightfromoutsideplayedacrossthemassofscartissuealonghisscalp.
“Iamtheirlord,andImustprovideanexampleworthyofbeingfollowed.I
wantamemberofroyaltyforaconstantcompanion.Ihaveseengreatbeauty
inthemanner,carriageandpresenceoffinemen.Iwouldbesuchaman,for
thesakeofmypeople.”

Alfricthoughtforamoment.Withgreatweightinhisvoicehesaid,“I

willaskmyownsontocomeinmystead.”

Bruinnoddedslowly.“Willayoungman,whohasnotbeeninthesitu-

ationyouwereinwhenIsavedyou,beabletoseepastthis,anddowhatI
requireofhimtodo?”Hegesturedtohisface,ashadowlikevulnerabilityin
hiseyes.

Alfricnodded,certain.“Ipromiseyou,hewillnotcountyourappearance

againstyou.”

Bruinnoddedcurtly.“Thenitisdone.Myownguardwillaccompanyyou

home,andwillstayin...Westford,wasit?Theywillguardthecompanyyou

Captivated

background image

10

sendbacktous,andwillensurethey,andyourprince,return.”

Alfric smiled. “You do not know my people at all if you doubt my

word.”

Bruinwalkedtowardsthedoor.“Wewillsee.”Heleft,andtheheavyclick

ofthelockpunctuatedhisexit.

KingAlfricwasamanofhisword.WithinamonththeWestfordiancon-

voyarrived,paleandslightcomparedtotheBearskins.Theireyeswerewide,
and they smelled of fear. Even their horses, delicate creatures of gold and
silver,dancedandpacedandquivered.TheBearskinssurroundedtheminthe
villagesquare.

Only one man showed no discomfort.The moment Bruin set eyes on

him,heknewthatthiswastheprince.Heboreastrongresemblancetothe
king,butmorethanthat,hisentirepostureandpresencespokeofagreatin-
nercalmthatcouldonlycomeoftheabsoluteassuranceofcontrol.Herewas
amanatpeacewithpower.Hewasbeautifulbutnotdelicate;Bruinfelthis
grointighteneyingtheprince’smuscularchestandthighs.Tomasterthisone
wouldbetomastertheentirecompany.

“Iwillhavemynameinyourmouth,”hemurmuredtohimself,“and

thensome.”

Two men flanked the prince, watching him and watching the crowd.

Thesewouldbehisguard.Bruindrewhishoodandcowlaroundhishead
andapproachedthem.Theprincedidnotevenglanceathim.

“IamBruin,lordoftheBearskins,”heannounced.“ItwasIwhosaved

yourfatherinthewoods,andtomeyouwillpayhisdebt.”

Theprinceglancedinhisdirection,andsmiledthinly.Hedismounted.
“YouguesscorrectlythatIamTyr,aPrinceoftheWestford,”hesaid.His

voicewasrichanddeep,andBruinimmediatelywantedtohearmoreofit.“I
amelatedtobeofservicetomyfatherinthismatter.Ihavenotbeentowar
sinceWestford’slastcampaigninthelowlandsthreeyearsago,andtoembark
upon establishing a new civilization with our newfound friends is both a
welcomeadventureandagreatprivilege.”HebowedslightlytoBruin,and
theotherWestfordiansbowedaswell.

“Youwillfindnoadventurehere,”Bruinsaid,scowling.“Youaretoserve

me.”

Tyronlysmiledwider.“Soyousay.Come,wewilltalktogethertonight

whenwearesettled.Butnow!”HeturnedbacktowardstheWestfordians,
andslowlyrotatedsoheaddressedthewholehostinturn.“Wehavemuch

Captivated

background image

11

tocelebrate!Anewlifebeguntogetherinpeaceandcompanionship!What
couldbemoreworthyofjoy?Wehavebroughtwithusfoodanddrinkfora
greatfeast,andwondersfromacrossourkingdom.Letusstablethehorses,
andgetthefestivalunderway!Tonewlife!”

Agreatcheerroseup,andpeoplescatteredforthtoactivity,fearhaving

givenwaytoexcitementandanticipation.Bruinalonewasleftscowlingin
thesquare.

Lateintheevening,BruinfoundTyrrelaxing,staringintothedarkness

beyondthegreatbonfireinthecenterofthesquare,lookingpeacefuland
contented.Hewatchedtheprinceamoment,admiringhishandsomeform
litbythefire.Ifonlythemanwasmute.Hetrudgedup,andasalasttouch,
pulleduphishoodandcowl.Hetoldhimselfitwastobetterintimidatethe
prince;whocouldkeepupsuchcalmdignitybeforeamanshadowedbythe
faceofaragingbear?Butintruth,healsodidnotwantthebeautifulprince
toseehisugliness.Fornow,facedwithsuchbeautyashesawintheWestford-
iansingeneralandTyrespecially,heknewthathewasugly,perhapsmoreso
thanalltheotherscarred,war-tornBearskinscombined.

HesatbesideTyrwithagrunt.“Ihopeyouarehappywithyourself,”he

said.

“Tolerably,”Tyrsaid.“Iamencouragedthatourpeopleseemtobefinding

commonground.MostofthepeopleIhavebroughtwithmehaveexperi-
encedwarorraidsfirsthand.Theymaylookslightincomparisonwithyour
warriors,buttheyarefierce.”

“AsIassumeyouare?”
Tyrsmiled,wickedandsharp.HesalutedBruinwithatiltofhismug.

“Youmayassumeasmuch,yes.”

“Wemustgetsomethingstraight,”Bruinsaid,movingclosertohim.“I

amthelordofmypeople.”

“AsIamtheprinceofmine.”
“Andthereistherubofit.Weareeachaccustomedtobeingincontrolof

ourforces.Buttherecannotbetwomastersofthispack—“

“Andwhynot?”Tyrasked,histonelightandcheerful.“Youkeepyour

Bearskins.IwillkeepmyWestfordians.Whenconflictsarise,wewillreferto
thelawsofourcombinedpeopleaswrittenout.”

“Wehavenowriting,”Bruinprotested.
“Andthatiswhywehavescribes.Lawwillrulewithoutbiaswherewe

cannot.”

Captivated

background image

12

Bruinshookhishead.“Wemustbeonepeopleifwearetosurvive.Surely

youseethat.”

Tyrleanedinclose,smiling,andsaidsoftly,almostpurring,“I’maflex-

iblesort.”

Bruinwasn’tsuretomakeofthat.“Iwillbeyourmaster,”hesaidwith

finality.

Tyrlaughed.“Doyouthinkitisaseasyasallthat?Yousayheel,andIfall

intoplace?Iamnotonetobemasteredlightly.”Hissmileturnedvicious,like
thesnarlofadog.“Whatdoyoudowithyourpoliticalenemies?Cutthem
downinthestreet?Dueltothedeath?Ilearnedlongagothatwhenthestakes
arethesafetyofone’speople,honorandvirtuearenothing.NOTHING.Ido
notputprideabovemyresponsibilitytotheirsafety.”Heslidalittlecloser,
untilthelengthofhisbodybrushedagainstBruin’s.“IfIthinkyouwillmake
aslaveofme,ifIthinkyouareathreattotheWestfordiansIhavebrought,
thenIwillkillyou.Notinaduel,notwithhonor.Itwillbeadropofpoison
inyourdrink,aknifeinthedark,anaccidentthatwasnotanaccident.Force
meandyouwillneversleepatnight.Killmeandyouloseallchanceatpeace

with these highly experienced, deceitful warriors you have let in by your
frontdoor.”

Bruin’sgutchurned,andhisbreathcamefastandangry.Tyrslidahand

uponhisleg,andhisbreathspedagain,foradifferentreason.“Playitmyway,
showmeyouareworthyofbeingfollowed,makemeWANTtobemastered
...andyouwillneverhavetoknowfearagain.”Hemovedhishandupthe
insideofBruin’sthigh,andhesmiled.

Bruinlickedhissuddenlydry,chappedlips.Tyr’ssoftmouthwascloseto

him,teasing.Anunwelcomethoughtflickeredthroughhismind—whathe
wouldliketodowiththatmouth.“Youareacomplicatedman.”

“Youhavenoidea.”Tyr’shandleftBruin’sthighandraisedtothebear-

skincowl.Hechuckledashetouchedit.“Whydoyouwearthis?Doallthe
Bearskinswearthem?”

“I...donotwishforyoutoseeme.Iamnotabeautifulman.”
Tyrlaughed.“Youdon’thaveanythingtoworryaboutonthatcount—”
Adancingpair,aWestfordianmanandaBearskinwoman,trippedover

theirownfeetandlandedonBruinwithagreatlaugh.Bruinrolledthemoff
andhelpedthemup,admonishingthemtoshowalittlecare.Buttheywere
offagain,tryingtomeshthedancingstylesoftwoverydifferentrealms.By
thetimeBruinlookedbacktowherehehadbeensitting,Tyrwasgone.

Captivated

background image

13

Thenextday,backinhishome,Bruinanguishedovershowinghisface

toTyr.Hedrewallthecurtainsandsnuffedallthecandles,untilitwaspitch
black.HethencalledaservanttosummonTyrfromtheguestquartersinto
themainhall,despitethedarkness.

AsTyrstoppedatthetopofthestairs,hesaid,“Iamsorry,butIamunfa-

miliarwithyourhome,andasyoumayhaveguessed,Icannotsee.Iwould
asksomeassistance.”

Bruincameupthestairsandawkwardlyofferedhisarm.“Itisnotalways

sodarkinhere,”hesaid,“butIpreferitthisway.”

“Darkorlight,itmakesnodifferencetome,”Tyrsaid.HetookBruin’s

armwithoutahintofdiscomfort,asifitwerethemostnaturalthinginthe
world.“IonlyregretthatIcannotseemyhost.”

As they walked, Bruin spoke, hating what he had to say but certain it

was the only course that would, eventually, net him what he wanted. “I
wasbrusqueearlier,”hesaid.“Ishouldhaveknowntobemoregraciousto
you.”

“Easilyforgiven,”Tyrassuredhim.
Bruintookhimtotheden,amuchcozierroomthanthegreathall.There

werecomfortableplacestosit,greatskinstodrawaroundoneself,andwas
opposite the kitchen so it stayed quite warm. He directedTyr to the most
comfortablespot,thencalledaservanttobringthemmead.Hewasabout
toaskawkwardlyaboutthejourney,andhowhefeltaboutthetown,when
Tyrsaid,“Myfathertellsmeyouareagreatwarrior.Imyselfhaveseenthree
campaigns.Youmusttellmeofyourconquests!”

Bruinsmiledwidelyandimmediatelylaunchedintooneofhisfavorite

storiesfromhistravels.ItseemedthattheWestforddidnothaveanavy,and
Tyrwaskeentolearnaboutshipsandthegreatbattlesthatwerefoughtbe-
tweenthem.Hefoundhimselfquicklygettinglostintheretellingoffavorite
talestoanewandappreciativeaudience,andforgothisnervousness.

Dinnerwasbrought,consumedandforgotten.Tyrrelatedoneofhisown

tales,anepicsweepacrossthemountainsandaclashofarmieswithtensof
thousandsofmen.Bruincouldnotimaginesuchnumbers,andpaledatthe
descriptionoftheWestford’sarmies.Itwasverywellhehadnotkilledor
ransomedKingAlfric;hemighthavedoomedhissmallretinuetodeath.As
alesserregret,hewouldnothavemetTyr,whomhenowfoundtobeasen-
gagingacompanionashecouldhavehopedfor.Oncetheywereateasewith
eachother,itseemedliketheywouldneverrunoutofthingstosay.Itwasno

Captivated

background image

14

smallmiracle,sinceBruinnormallyspokelittle,yetassoonashegrewsilent
Tyrwasaskinghimaboutsomething,keepinghimtalking,drawinghimout.
Bydinnerhisresolvetohatetheprincehadcompletelyevaporatedinlightof
Tyr’sapparentdeepinterestinhim,andhisdrivetobedthemanhadgrown
inproportion.

ItwaslateinthenightwhenTyryawned,andBruinrealizedthedawn

mustbenear.HeescortedTyrbackthroughthedarknesstotheguestquar-
ters,andbidhimgoodnight.Hewalkedonairbacktohisownbedroom,
dizzywithnewfoundlustandwonderinghowtheirblossomingfriendship
wouldchangewhenTyr’sprettyblueeyessawBruin’sruinedfaceinthelight
ofday.

Bruinmanagedtoavoidthatwretchedmomentforalongtime.Hesaw

Tyralmostexclusivelyatnight,onlywiththecurtainsdrawnandthecandles
snuffed.Whenhehadtobeoutbyday,hedrewhiscowlandhood.Tyrnever
spokeawordagainstit,thoughBruinsuspectedthathadmoretodowithhis
royalupbringingthantrulynotneedingalight.Theyoungman’smanners
andcivilitieswereverycomplex,andherelatedtheminbitsandpiecesto
Bruin.Hehadtwoservantswhoshadowedhimalmostconstantly,andBruin
wasimpressedwithhowcompletetheirdevotionwastotheirmaster.They
performedallkindsofordinarythingsforhimwithoutbeingasked,almost
withoutgivingawaytheirpresence.Bruinassumedthistobeasortofprivi-
legeofroyalty,andheadmiredthedynamic.Someofthehabitsofthecourt
thatTyrdescribedwerebizarre,suchasdifferentutensilsfordifferentsortsof
eating.SomeofthemrangtruewiththeBearskinwarrior,suchasthepolicy
ofhospitality,andhefeltashamedathowhehadtreatedTyr’sfather.Tyrtold
himaboutlandsinfarawayplaces,storiesfromlongago,themovementsof
thestarsandmedicinemadefromcertainplants.Hesangsongsofsuchach-
ingbeautytheymadeBruinwanttoweep.

Eachday,afterhefinallywoke,BruinwouldwatchTyrfromdarkwin-

dows, unseen, marveling at the beauty of his companion. Each night—or
eachearlymorning—hebidTyrgoodnightatthedoorandwentbacktohis
ownbedroom.Hewouldthenclosehiseyesandtakehishandtohimself,
thinkingoftheyoungprincewhilehestroked,bitinghisliptokeepfrom
callinghisname.Hepicturedhiminallthewayshewantedtohavehim,all
overtheroom,inincreasinglygreaterdetailedfantasies.Heimaginedtheway
Tyrwouldcryout,thewayhisbackwouldarch,howhishairwouldfallinto
hisfaceandhowhe’dtilthisheadtotheside,justso,askingtobemarked.

Captivated

background image

15

BruinpicturedTyronhisknees,theroyalprinceacquiescingtoabrutally
spoken,forcefulcommandwiththatenigmaticsmilethatwassomaddening.
Heimaginedthatsmilehidamouththatwaswillingtodothingswhores
might blanch at. He wanted the prince, and with each night spent in the
darkness,talking,learningfromhim,Bruin’sdesiresgrewmoredesperate,
moreobsessed.

ItmightnothavebeensobadifTyrwerenotsuchaterriblyenigmatic

man.Bruinlearnedtotellfromthetiltofhissmilewhenhe’dmadeajoke,
andBruinwouldhavetoreviewthelastfewminutesofconversationtofind
whenhe’dbegunspeakingindoubleentendre.Bythetimehecaughtup,
Tyrwasontosomethingelse.Tyrwouldfindreasonstotouchhim—torub
Bruin’sshouldersordemonstrateafightingtechnique,andhishandsmoved
insuchasensual,suggestivefashion.ButanydirectattemptbyBruintograb
him,andTyrtwistedlightlyoutofhisgrasp,asifhehadnotevennoticed.

Onenight,Tyrwasdescribingabattlehehadbeenin.Hetoldstories

well,andBruinwasparticularlyengrossed.Hepicturedhisbelovedonthe
battlefield,armoredandastrideapowerfulwarhorse,slicingthroughinfan-
try,drenchedinblood.JustasTyrgottotheclimaxofhisstory,Bruinleaped
tohisfeet.

“Icannottakeitanymore!”hecried.
Tyrstoppedandlookedup.“I’msorry!AmIupsettingyou?”
Bruinpacedtheroom.“Yes!Yesyou’reupsettingme!Youvexme,you

houndme,youdisturbmydaysandmynights!”Hefelldownonhiskneesin
frontofTyr.“You...youbeautifulcreature,”hesaid,alittlemoresoftly,“You.
Iwantyou,andIcannotgetyououtofmymind.Please...“

Tyrstareddownathimamoment,thenslidoffthechairhehadbeen

in.HeslidhishandsdownBruin’schest,foundhishipsinthedarkness,and
straddled him. He kissed him fiercely, opening his mouth willingly when
BruinpressedagainstTyr’slipswithhistongue.

“Youwantme,”Tyrsaidbetweengasps,“thencomeandtakeme.”
Bruinturnedandthrewhimdownonhisbearskincloak.Hetoreatthe

youngman’sgarmentsandfeltsmooth,hardmusclebeneathhiscalloused
hands.Hewisheditwerenotsodark,sohecouldseemorethanjustahint
oftheoutlineofTyr’sbody,butmorelightwasimpossible.Onewhovalued
beautysohighlywouldnotpossiblygivehimselftoamonster.

HepulledTyr’sbootsfromhisfeetandtorehisbreechesgettingthem

off.WhyweretheresomanybucklesonthesedamnedWestfordianclothes?

Captivated

background image

16

Bruin’sclothescameoffeasilyenough,atughereandthereintherightway
andtheyfellaway.Tyr’shandsroamedoverhimatapacethatbeggedslow-
nessandconsideration.Bruindidnotwanttogoslow;hewantedtotake
him,now,now,now!Buthesquirmedandmadehimselfrelax.HeletTyr
explorehisbodywithhishands.

“Godsbutyou’reabearofaman,”Tyrsaid,breathless.“Iloveamanwho

couldtossmearound.”Histeethflashedwhiteinthegloom.

“Oh,Iplantotossyouaround,”Bruinpurred.Helaidhisbodyacross

Tyr’s,andTyrwillinglypartedhislegstoletBruinlaybetweenthem.Bruin
shudderedashiscockbrushedacrossfirm,satinyskinandsoftcurls.Itwas
theprince’swillingness,hiseagerness,thatdroveBruintodizzyexcitement.
Hissmile.ThewayhereacheduptopullBruindowntohim,askingwiththat
archofhisbackforskintomeetskin.

Bruinreachedforanearbycabinet,inwhichhehadplacedatubofoint-

mentsomeweeksearlier,justincasethisexactscenarioarose.Hedippedhis
fingersintothelittlebowlandslidahandbetweenTyr’slegs.Tyrliftedhis
hipstohelpBruinfindhisanus,somethingthatsentalittleshockofpleasure
throughBruin’sbody.Theprincewastight,butrelaxedquicklyasBruinslid
one,thentwofingersinandoutofhim.Theyhadbothdonethisbefore,and
bothknewwhattheywanted.

“Keeptellingthestory,”Bruinwhispered.
“What?
“Thestory.Ofthebattle.”Headdedathirdfinger.
Tyrdrewinasharpbreath.“Oh.Ok.Um.Ilookedbackovermyshoulder,

andsawthatIhadbeen...cutofffromtherestofthecavalry,flankedbythe
pikemen.Icouldn’tgoback,asitwoulddrivemyhorse—ohgods—drive...
myhorseuponthepikes.Mm—harder.”

Bruinobliged,stretchinghimwithgreatervigor.
“SoIturnedthestalliontowardstheoppositeflankandspurredhim,hop-

ingtobreakthroughthewallofinfantrytothefieldbeyond,circlearound
therejoinmyunit.”

BruinranhisthumbuptocaressTyr’sballs,andTyrobligedwithbarely

managingtorestrainhisbuckinghips.Hedecidedthatwasresponseenough,
andwithdrewhishand.Hespreadmoreoftheslickointmentonhiscock.
Tyrwhimpered,protesting,andBruinrespondedbypressinghiscockagainst
Tyr’sanus.“Isthiswhatyouwant?”

“Godsyes,”Tyranswered,hisvoicealmostcracking.“Please—I’vewanted

Captivated

background image

17

yousinceIgothere.Don’tmakemewaitanylonger!”

Bruinleanedoverhimandenteredhim.Tyrwashot,andtight,andit

wasdifficulttokeepaslowenoughrhythmsohewouldn’tcomeatonce.
Hewantedtosavorthis.Inandout,inandout,takingthesonofakingon
thestonefloorofhishome,ontopofthecloakthatmadehimabeast.He
tookTyr’scockinhishand,strokinginrhythm,andwaspleasedtofindhim
apleasurablesize.

“Keepgoing.”
Tyrstumbledoverthestory,tellinginspurtshowhishorsetrampledthe

menbeforehim,howthepikemenreachedhimandhebrokentheirspears
uponhisshield,howthewarhorsebeneathhimkickedonemancleaninthe
faceandkilledhiminstantly.Hetalkedaboutblood,pain,rageandthefrantic
struggletostayaliveinaseaofdeath.AndallthewhileBruinmoaned,blood-
lusttranslatingtobedlustwithease.Atlast,attheheightofthetale,Bruin
couldstanditnolonger,andincreasedthepaceofhisthrusts.Heworked
harderandfasterinsidehislover,drivingtheirpleasuretoagreatermeasure
thanhethoughthecouldtake,beforefinallyspillingoverwithatremendous
cry,andhecameinsidehimwithunparalleledforce.

Bruincollapsedontopofhim,sidesheaving.Forsometimehecould

thinkofnothingelsebutthehot,fadingpleasurebetweenhislegs,andthe
factthatTyr,hisbeautifulcompanion,wasnowalsohislover.

Whowasnowsaying,“Ican’tbreathe.”
Bruinrolledoffofhimreluctantly.“Sorry.”
Tyrcoughed.“It’salright.”Hegrinnedlazily.“That...waseverythingI

hadhopeditwouldbe.”

“Oh?”Bruinasked,floppinganarmandalegovertheprince’slimpbody.

“Ican’tsayIagree.”

“Whatdoyoumean?”
BruinpurredlowandthreateningagainstTyr’sthroat.“Iwashopingfor

more.Asin,onthetable.Inmybed.Inyourbed.Floorsofbothrooms.On
thestairs.Againstthebanister.Everyavailablesurfaceinthisplace.Iwantyou
everywayIcanhaveyou.”

TyrturnedtosmileagainstBruin’smouth.“Thentheevening’sjustbe-

gun.”

Forsomemonthstheycontinuedinthatvein.NotoncedidTyrasktolet

insomelight,ortoseeBruininthedaytime.Bruinwonderedifperhapsthe
princeunderstood,ifhewelcomedthedarkjustasmuchtokeeptheirpas-

Captivated

background image

18

siongoing.Itwaslikeashareddreamthatwouldsurelyburnawayifexposed
tothelight.Perhapshisloverwasjustthatsensitive,havinggrownupinthe
courtlyworld,toknowwhatnottoask.

Hewassurprisedtofindhimselflaughingmorethanheeverhadbefore.

Theprince’swickedwitwouldsometimescatchuptoBruinanhourorso
afterajesthadbeenmade,andhe’dsuddenlygetitandlaughoutloud.Their
passionatnightmadehimaneasiermanbyday;hisvoicelostitstension,
hishandstayedathissideinsteadofstrikingoutattheslightestprovocation.
Thebiggestchange,herealized,washehadnotfelttheurgetochangeinto
abearandroamtheforesthunting,ashefrequentlyhadbefore.Thebearwas
retreating,andthemanwasadvancing.

Itwasn’tjustBruin,either.Henoticedalloverhiscitythathiscompan-

ionswerepickingupthewaysoftheWestfordians,whetherornottheyhad
Westfordianlovers—andmanydid.Afewcouldevenreadandwritenow.
OneenvoyfromtheWestfordbroughtwithitanumberofwomenseeking
husbands,whomtheyfoundalmostassoonastheysetfootintheBearskins’
city.TheycalledthecityBearheart,andtheBearskinsapproved.

Bruin was awakened one cold late winter morning by a servant, and

rushedouttotheyardwhenheheardthehurriedlywhisperednews.Heonly
justrememberedtopullhisbear’sheadhoodandcowloverhisfacebefore
goingouttowhereTyrstoodbesideasaddledhorse.

“You’re leaving?” he said brusquely.“Have you in fact forgotten your

father’svow?Hisdebt?Youcannotleavebutbymywill!”

Tyrturnedandscowled.“Peaceamoment,andrememberwhoyou’re

talkingto.AmInotaWestfordianprince,andyourlover?Iamsurprisedyou
wouldspeaktomethusly.Butyoumustbeupset.Don’ttroubleyourmind,
Iamcomingback.”

Bruinwasflusteredbythisresponse.Naturally,Tyrwouldknowexactly

whattosaytodisarmhim.Themanwasmaddening.Hefelttheeyesofthe
other Bearskins upon him; while no secret, he had not openly spoken of
hisloveforTyr.Hefeltanunreasonableangerrisinginhim.Heclosedthe
fewfeetbetweenthemandtookTyrroughlybythearm.“Youwillnotleave
me.”

Tyrrespondedbysteppingupagainsthim.“OfcourseIwon’t,”hesaid

softly,runningahandunderBruin’scloak.Hishandslippedlower,toBruin’s
belt.Hesmiled,eyesdowncast.“Iwillreturnwithinafortnight,andthen,
youcanshowmehowmuchyoumissedme.”

Captivated

background image

19

Tyrsteppedawayfromhimandcheckedthehorse’sgirth.Allbusiness

againhesaid,louder,“Myfatherisveryill.Ashissonitismyresponsibility
tobewithhimathisdeathbed.”

“Youowemealifedebt,”Bruinsaidemptily.
Tyrswunguponthehorseandglareddownathim,righteousrageishis

blueeyes.“Ifyoutrulywillpreventmefromdoingthis,thengoon,collect
thatdebtnow.”

Bruin’shanddidnotsomuchastwitchtowardshissword.“Goonthen,”

hesaid.“Go.”

Tyrleaneddownasiftokisshim,andtouchedthebear-cowl.Hesmiled.

“Whyareyouwearingthatoldthing?”

Bruinpushedthehoodandcowlback,hisscarsanduglinessopentothe

airandthelight,andTyr’seyes.“Comebacktome,butonlyifyoucanlove
me.”

Tyrsaidnothing,reactedwithnothing,androdeawaywithhisguard.

e f

AfortnightcameandwentwithnosignofTyrorhiscompany.Aheavy

skybroughtwithitalatesnow,butBruinstillhauntedthestreetsofBear-
heart,unwillingtospendmuchtimeinhisownhome.Heresolvedatlast,
withapainlikeaknifeinhischest,thathishorrifiedloverhadleftwithno
intentiontoreturn.Evenworse,perhapshehadwantedtoreturn,despite
Bruin’sappearance,andhadbeenwaylaidontheroad,leavingfamilyand
friendstoimaginewhathadbefallenhim.

A week pastTyr’s supposed return date, Bruin wrapped himself in his

cloakanddrewuphishood.Heshiftedintoabear,andlefthiscity.Hespent
threenightsintheforestoutsidethecitygates,staringintothedarkness.His
lieutenantscametohimmanytimes,begginghimtocomeback.Thelastday,
theydidn’tcome.Theweatherbegantowarm,andtohissurprise,aswath
ofwhiteflowersgrewupthroughthemeltingsnow,thefirstsignofspring.
Bruin’sbreathcameharshandsick;hisbodyached.Hedraggedhimselfback
to the road. He thought it was a mirage through the fever when he saw
threehorsescanteringupthelanetoBearheart.Itmustbeadyingwish,he
thought,thatlethimthinkTyrwascomingbacktohim.

Thehorsesalmostwentrightpasthim,beforethelastriderturnedand

pulledhishorseup.“Mylord!”hecalled,andTyrreinedhishorse.Hedis-

Captivated

background image

20

mounted and walked along the path back to where Bruin sat, and almost
trippedoverBruin’spaws.

“Bearskin,”hesaid,“whydoyousitoutsidethegates?”
Withalaboredmotion,Bruindrewbackthehood;hisbodyshrankto

thatofaman.“Doyounotknowme?”heasked,coughing.

“Bruin?”Tyrsaid,kneelingbesidehim.“Whatingods’namesareyou

doinghere?”

BruinraisedahandtoTyr’sface.“Ithoughtyouwerenotreturning.”
Tyrlookedsurprisinglyangry.“IsaidIwould!Weweredelayedbyabliz-

zard;Icouldnotriskmylife,andthusneverreturn,forthesakeofbeingon
time.Whywouldyoudoubtmeso?”

Bruingesturedtohisface.“Ihadatlastshownyoumyface.Ithoughtyou

weresorepulsedthatyouwouldneverbeabletoloveme.”

Tohisshock,theotherWestfordiansstifledalaugh,andnowTyrlooked

genuinelyangry.“Haveyounotbeenpayingattentionallthistime?Ofcourse
yourappearancedoesn’tmatterableedingriptome!ItoldyouwhenIfirst
arrived,whenIcametoyourhome—Ican’tsee!I’mBLIND!”

Bruinstaredathim,blinking,processing.Hefeltlikesuchanutterfool.

SothatwaswhyTyrdidn’tmindthecompleteblacknessinthehouse,why
certainmembersoftheWestfordianslookedafterhimso,doingmorethan
mostservantswouldwithoutbeingasked.Whyhewasneveraloneoutside
thehouse.Whyhehadn’tmentionedthebear-hooduntilhetouchedit.His
cheeksflushed,andhesaid,throughawaveofconfusedemotion,“Oh.”

“Oh?Oh,that’sit?Ieventoldyouthefirstnightwemadelove,Iwasin-

juredinbattle,andtheflashofthecannonwasthelastthingIsaw!”

“Iwasn’tlisteningbythen.”
“Evidentlynot!Gods,youreallyarethick!”Tyrleanedforwardandkissed

Bruin’sforehead.Rightononeofthescars.“ButIdoloveyou.”

BruinthrewhisarmsaroundTyranddraggedtheprincedowntohim.He

kissedhim,notcaringaboutTyr’scompanions,whosuddenlyfoundsome-
thingelsetobeinterestedinforaminute.Tyrlaughedandtangledhisfingers
inBruin’shair.

“Come,mybeloved.Let’sgetyoutothephysicianbeforethefeveraddles

yourbrainsevenfurther.”

“Iloveyou,”hesaid,unmindfulofTyr’spragmatism.
“Yes,yesIknow.Nowletgo.Timeandplace.”
Heletgoofhisbeautifulblindprinceandlethimselfbedraggedtohis

Captivated

background image

21

feet.Atriptothephysiciansethimtorightsintime,butevenmoreso,itwas
theministrationsofhislover,newlyreclaimed.Hehadthecurtainsofhis
homethrownbacktoletinthesun,andliteverycandle.Tyrmightnotknow
thedifference,buttoBruin,beingoutinthelightmadeallthedifferencein
theworld.

Captivated

background image

22

Two Balls

AlexandraErin

Cinderellahadtwoballs.

Thisfactisleftoutofmostmoderntellingsoftheclassicstory,butit’s

true,astrueasthefactthattheslippersweremadeofglassandnot,asis
sometimesreported,fur.Ofcoursetheywereglass.It’smeanttobeataleof
wonder.Thereisnothingwondrousatallaboutfurslippers,unlessonehasto
visitthelavatorylateatnightwhenthetilesarecold.

But,Idigress.Toreturntothesubjectathand:balls.
Twoofthem.
Cinderellahadthem.
Thismightseemstrangetomodernaudiences,asthiselementhasbeen

completelysnippedawayfromnewerversionsofthetale,butitistrue.The
basicsofthestoryhavebeenwidelyreportedandreproducedmoreorless
faithfullybythecountlessstorytellerswhohaveadaptedthetaleacrossmul-
tiplelanguagesandmedia,soweshalldispensewiththepreliminariesand
jumpstraighttothefirstnightinquestion.

Picturethesceneatthegrandballroomoftheroyalpalace.Theprinceis

quitebored,aswellmightbeexpected.Thepurposeofthissoiree,afterall,is
forhimtopickawifefromamongalltheladiesoftheland,butnoneofthese
sameladieswereeverbeforeabletoturnhishead.Gatheringallofthemin
oneplaceissimplyamatterofpresentinghimwithmoreofthesame.

Manyofthemarequitebeautiful,tobesure,andtheprinceisnotatall

hostiletotheideaofawife...hegetslonelysometimes,asallmensometimes
do.Helongsforcompanionship,asallmensometimesdo.Heunderstands
thehungerthatmenhave,thatdrivesamantoseekoutawoman.Hehasfelt
itwellingupwithinhimoftenenough,hehasfeltthefireburningwithin
himsohotlythatitseemsasthoughhisloinsandhismindarebothready

background image

23

toexplodeinflames...andyet,theloveliestdamselstobefoundwithinhis
father’sdemesnealwaysleavehimquitecold.

Thereversecouldnotbesaid.Theladiesfindthedark-hairedprinceto

bequitefetching.Hisfacemighthavebeencalledcraggyonanolderman,
buthewasyoungenoughtoberugged.Anactiveman,hisarmsarethickly
cordedandstrong,hisbackisbothbroadandstraight,andhismuscularlegs
arewell-conditionedforeitherendurancerunningorfortightlygrippingthe
sidesofasleekracinghorse.

Thefirstthingintheeveningthatelicitsevenaflickerofinterestinhim

comes when a matronly, middle-aged woman with an imperious bearing
presentshertwodaughterstohim.Eventhatismoreofanintellectualre-
sponse.Heisinterestedtoseehowwelltheyarepresented.Theirhairand
theirmakeuparebothexquisitelydone,aswelltheymightbe,seeingasthey
werepreparedbythehandsofonewhohashadyearsofpracticeofcatering
tothevanityofthesecruelladies.

Youknowwhotheyare,ofcourse.Theyarethewickedstepsisters,and

theolderladywiththemistheirmother,whomarriedakindlywidowerwho
wantedtoprovideaproperfamilyforhisonlychild.Thewidowerprovedto
beapoorjudgeofcharacter,andafterhisowndemise,hischildbecamea
servantintheirhouse.

Youknowallthat.Theprincedoesnot,andbeforehecanlearnanything

ofmorethanasurfacedepthaboutthepair,someoneelsecatcheshiseye...
someonewhoismostassuredlynotjustmoreofthesame.

Pictureaface,sharpandpixyish,toppedoffwithacascadeofstrikingly

chestnuthairfreshlywashedandbrushedforthefirsttimeinyears.Picture
apertlittlebuttonofanose,notatalltheclassicalAquilineprofileprizedby
thenobilitybutplayfullyprettyinitsownway.Pictureskinlikemarble,the
skinofonejustgrownupfromachildhoodspentshutupindoorsandhid-
denfromthesun.

Pictureeyelidsdarkenedwiththeashesfromafireplace,darkeyesdark-

lylinedwithacinder...thestepsister’smockingnicknamenowwornwith
pride.Pictureadress,transformedfromtheragstheyhadforcedtheirtor-
tureddomestictodressinforfun.Picturealostmother’spearls—achild’s
hiddenprize—drapedaroundalongneck,andamother’scorset,deridedas
hopelesslyoutoffashion,cinchinganalreadyslenderwaistintoacomely
hourglass.

Picturetheslippers.Glassslippers.Dancingshoesthatareasbeautifuland

Two Balls

background image

24

impossible,asmagicalandmiraculous,asadreamcometolifeorastruelove
itself.

Thisisafairytale,afterall,andmagicwillnotbebanishedfromitno

matterhowhardsometry.

Picturealookonthatimpishlybeautifulface,alookoffierceandfragile

pride,alookthatisbothdefiantanddefensive,alookthatsayssee,I’mhere,
Icame,I’mnotafraid,youcan’tstopme.Theprincedoesn’tunderstand,as
theinvitationswerequiteclear:alleligibleladiesintherealmwereexpected
toattend.

Theprincefeelsanunaccustomedflushofheatashelookedatthenew-

comer.Hisheartpounds,hisbloodraces.Thesightofthatface,thoseeyes...it
grabsholdofhim,tugginginsistentlyonsomethingdeepdowninsidehim.

ThisiswhatIwant,hethinks.Whateverwaslackinginallofthosewom-

en,I’mlookingatitnow.

The whole ballroom falls silent at the sight of this unconventional yet

beautifulnewarrival.Thesilenceholdsastheprince,withoutawordtothe
twoladieswhosenameshehadnotyetevenreceived,crossthefloortotake
theelfinfigurebythehand.Hisfathertheking,atthesightofhissontaking
aninterestinanywomanforthefirsttime,motionstotheminstrels,andthe
musicforthefirstdancebegins.

There are many dances that night, and the prince dutifully allows the

daughters of dukes and the nieces of bishops and the younger sisters of
wealthyandimportantmentotaketheirturnsinhisarms,buthisotherdanc-
ingpartnersgrowincreasinglysulkyanddespondentasthenightwearson
andtheprincereturnsagainandagaintothearmsofthedark-eyedstranger.
Hedoeshisbesttosatisfythecuriositythat’sbeeninspiredinhim,butthe
mysteriousbeautyremainstight-lipped.

“Whoareyourparents?”heasks.
“I’manorphan.”
“Wheredoyoulive?”
“Iliveinafireplace.Isleepamongthecinders.”
“Whatisyourname?”
“IsupposeyoumayaswellcallmeCinderella.”
Beforetoolong,theprinceandhisCinderellaaredancingquiteclosely,

andhecanfeeltheheatrisingupwithinhim.Ashismanhoodassertsitself,
heisforcedtoholdhispartnerevenclosertohidetheevidenceofhisarousal.
Cinderellacanfeelhimpressingin,thehardnessandtheheatofhim.Ala-

Two Balls

background image

2

dylikeblushcolorsthosepalecheeks,butthelitheyoungdancermakesno
attempttopullawayfromhim.No,thehardertheprincegrows,thecloser
Cinderellapressesagainsthim,andthemorehehastostruggletokeephim-
selfincheck.

Thelesshewantsto.
Heknowsthatthisdancewillendsoon,andthensomevainandsilly

creaturewillbetheretotakeherplaceinhisarms.Hedoesn’twantthat.He
doesn’twantthatall.

Heguidestheashen-eyedbeautyoffofthedancefloortowardsadark-

enedcorridor.Theking,quitepleased,signalsthattheprincebeallowedto
takehisleaveandbeundisturbed.Awayfromthesoundsofrevelry,theprince
burieshisfaceagainstCinderella’sneck,rubbingthedarkstubbleofhischeek
againstsatinysmoothskin.Cinderella’shandfindsthebulgeinhistrousers,
squeezes.Quickandcleverfingersfreethelengthofhisrod,whichrearsup
likeadragononcesprunglooseofitsprison.

“Oh,my,”Cinderellasays,abreathywhisper.
Theprince,havinghadafewlessthansatisfactoryexperienceswithwom-

en,movestoliftupCinderella’sdresssothathemaydotheneedfulthing.
Tohissurprise,heisstopped.,notbyawordofprotestbutbyasmallhand
grippinghimquiteexpertlyaroundthebaseofhiscock.

It’sadisplayofconfidencethathefindsexciting.Someofthewomenhe’s

methavebeenquiteforwardwhengivenachancetoplytheircharmsupon
thebachelorprincehimself,butnoonehaseverbeenquiteasdirectasthis.
Withfingersbothdeftandsurprisinglystrong,withinfinitecareandcom-
plexity,withtendernessandroughnessinmeasure,Cinderellagoestowork.
Theprincehasbeentouchedthiswaybywomenbefore,butneverbyone
withaslittlereluctanceandasmuchrelishforthematterathandasCinder-
ellashows.Thelookthathadsoarrestedhimatfirstsightdoesnotdisappear
fromthatpaleface,itintensifies.Thereisahungerthere,too,adesperation
thatcouldonlyhavebeenbornoutofyearsofsilentandanguishedlonging.

Theprince’sownhungerdoesnotslackintheslightest.Itgrowsbyleaps

andbounds.HewantsdesperatelytotearthatbeautifulgownoffofCinder-
ellabodyandtoburyhimselfsodeeplythatthetwoofthembecameindis-
tinguishable.Wants?No,needs.Needsandwill.Hemakesuphismindtodo
it.Thepleasure—thepressure—isalreadymorethanhecanbear,andit’sstill
growing.Hehastodoitquickly.Hehasto...

Butthereisnotime.Thedeedisdone.Withagreatandprofoundshudder,

Two Balls

background image

2

withascreamofpleasurewrenchedfromhislips,hisseedshootsforthand
heisutterlyspentandutterlysatisfiedinawayhehasneverbeenbefore.

Andtheonewhohadbroughthimtothisclimaxonlysmilesandsays,

“Ishouldgo.”Bythetimeherecovershisbreathandhiswits,Cinderellais
gone,havingleftthepalacewellbeforethestrokeoftwelve.

“Well,”hisfathersaystotheprince,afterthelastguesthasleft.“Where

isshe?”

“Idon’tknow,”theprinceadmits.
“Whoisshe?”
“Idon’tknow,”theprincerepeats.“Anorphan,Iguess.”
“Whatishername?Wheredoesshelive?”
“Shewouldn’tsay,”theprincesays,quitesurethatshehadbeenhaving

funwithhim.

“Then I suppose this entire affair was a waste of time!” the king says.

“Youfinallyfindonewomanwhoexcitesanyinterestinyou,andshedisap-
pearslikeapuffofsmoke.”

“Wait,”theprincesays.“Shecametooneball.We’llholdanotherone.

Maybeshe’llcomeagain?”

Thekingfeelsthistobeaslimhopetograsponto,butaslimhopeisbet-

terthannone,andsohesendswordoutthatthegrandgalahadbeensucha
smashingsuccessthatitwastobeimmediatelyrepeated.

See,Itoldyouthereweretwoballs.
Thesecondballisevenbetterattendedthanthefirst.Allofhighsociety

turnsouttoseethemysteriousbeautywhohadsocharmedtheprince.All
theeligibleladiesshowupagain,too,eagerforthechancetostepintothe
voidiftheirmysteriousrivalfailedtomakeanappearance.

Theyaredisappointed.
Thistimetheprincedoesnotsharehisattentionwithanyoneelsefrom

themomentthatCinderellaappears,withlipsstaineddarkredbyberryjuice
mixedwithashes.Heisquiteeagertotakehisintendedbrideoffandbegin
practicingfortheirweddingnight,togiveventtohisownyearsoffrustra-
tionandtotrytodosomethingtorelievetheburdenofsufferinghesees
behindthoseash-rimmedeyes.

Thoughtheprinceisquitesurethathispassionisreciprocated,Cinder-

ellaprovesstrangelyreluctanttoconsummatetheirdesiresanyfurtherthan
theyhadthepreviousnight.Theprinceisstymiedeachtimehesuggeststhe
two of them depart the ballroom.They dance closely.They look into each

Two Balls

background image

2

other’seyes.Theyconverseinbitsandpieces,thoughCinderellaremainsas
secretiveasthenightbefore.Hewindshisfingersintothatbeautifulchestnut
hair.Hebreathinthescentofashandskin.Helongs.Hehungers.Finally,
whenhefeelshecantakenomore,Cinderellagivesinandagaintheyleave
theballroom.

“Tellme,please,wheredoyoureallylive,”heasksashetheymounta

marblestaircase.

“Itoldyou,inafireplace.Therearemorebedsthanbodiesinmyhouse,

butnoneofthemareforme.”

“Isitfar,whereyoulive?”heasks,thinkingthereissomeriddlehere.
“Nottoofarformicetopullapumpkin.”
“Youteasemeincessantly,andyetIfeelIloveyou,”hesays.
“I’llteaseyoumoreandyou’lllovemebetterforit.”
Healmostgroanswithdesireatthewords.
Cinderellaallowshimtoleadthewaytohisbedchamber,thoughagain

he meets with unexpected resistance when it comes time to do the deed.
Thoughquiteeagertohelphimremovehistrousers,Cinderellashowsno
intentionofdisrobinginturn.

“Youcontinuetoteaseme,”heaccuses.
“ItoldyouIwould,”Cinderellaremindshim.“Sitdown,mylord,andlet

meshowyouhowwellImaytease.”

HowwelldoesCinderellateasehim?Ithinkyoucanimagine.Imagine

apairoflips,darkandredascherries.Imaginethetipofatongueparting
them,flickingouttolickthecrownofhismanhood,totastethesaltysweet
tell-taleofhislonging.Imaginethelipsopeningwidetoencirclethatmarvel-
ouslythickknobasdarkapairofdarkeyesturnupwards,ahintofpleading
showingthroughtheirdefiantfire:pleaseacceptthis,pleaseacceptme,please
pleaseplease...

The mouth fastens on, lips curling around teeth to cushion them.The

tonguecurlsupandexplorestheridgebeneathhiscockhead.Hefeelsthe
softpressureofsuction.Cinderella,whohasspenteverydayforeveradecade
toilingdiligentlybutthanklessly,goestoworkagainforanappreciativeaudi-
ence.

Everylastinchoftheprince’scockslidesbetweenthosejeweledlipsuntil

itisalmostasredastheyare.Cinderellatasteshim,andrevelsinthetaste
ofhim,showingamasterfulknowledgeofthegeographyandgeologyofa
man’stoolallthewhile.Itisjustliketheprevioustime,onlybetter:hotter,

Two Balls

background image

2

wetter,moreintimate.TheprincefeelshimselfslidinginandoutofCinder-
ella’smouth,hiscockactuallyovercomingtheconstrictionofthethroat,and
hebeginstofeeltherealizationofhislongingofthenightbefore.

Hepourshimselfbetweenthoselips,heforceshimselfinsidethatlovely

andlongingface,hewillshimselftobecomeonewithCinderella,whoseems
justaseagertoaccepthiminturn.

Thistimethereislessurgency,andsotheendoftheactcatcheshimoff

hisguard.Hecomesintotheclimaxunexpectedly,hisseedspurtingintoCin-
derella’smouth.Hislovergulpsitdowngreedily,takingitaspayment—the
firstever—forajobwell-done.

“I should go,” Cinderella says again. He protests. He gets up to physi-

callybarthedoor,buthetripsoverhisowntrousers,onelegofwhichis
stillaroundhisankle,andCinderellagetsawayastheclockonceagainstrikes
twelve.

Thekingordersthemysteriousgirltobefoundatonce.Thehousehold

staffisquestioned.Surelysomeonesawherarrive.Surelysomeonesawher
leave.Theservantsareabletodescribeherarrivalinagrandcoachfullyout-
fittedwithfootmen,butnooneremembersseeingthecoachdepart.

One of the guards mentions a scrawny-looking servant boy he’d nev-

erseenbeforeslippingoutofthepalacearoundmidnight,buthe’snearly
sackedforbringingupirrelevantdistractions.It’sonlythefactthattheman
alsoturnedupthesoleusefulcluethatsaveshim:inthepassagewherehe
sayshesawtheservant,healsofoundoneofthewondrousglassslippers.

Thekingsendsoutwordtheverynextday:themysteriousandbeautiful

Cinderellaisinstructedtocometothepalacetoclaimhermissingslipperand
acceptbetrothaltotheprince,bringingtheslipper’smatewithherasproofof
heridentity.Despitethisrequirement,therearemanyfalseclaimants,someof
whomresemblethecelebratedfigureinsomefashion,buttheprinceknows
thatnoneofthemaretheonewhosocaptivatedhimevenbeforetheyadmit
tonothavingtheotherslipper.

Thekingisdesperatetoseehissonmarried,however,andheinsiststhat

eachoftheladiestrytheslipperon.Hegoessofarastoissuearoyaldecree
thatwhomsoevertheshoefitswillbemarriedtotheprince,nomatterwhat
anyonemaysay.Hegoessofarastohaveamarriagecontractissuedforthe
princeandtheunknownowneroftheshoe,tobeconsummatedassoonas
thematchisfound.

Ofcourse,asbigastirastheking’sannouncementcauseseverywhere,

Two Balls

background image

29

it hits the storied stepmother and her two wicked daughters like arrows
throughtheircoldhearts.

Cinderella?
Thatwaswhattheycalledtheboy,thesonofthenow-deceasedwidower

whosehousethey’dlordedoverforsomanyyears.Thegirlshaddressedhim
intheirowncast-offclothesandmockinglycalledhimtheir“maid”even
beforecoiningthederisivenicknamewhichhadstucksowelltheycouldn’t
evenrememberwhathewasactuallycalled.

Butsurelyithadn’tbeenhimdancingwiththeprince,theytelleachother

inhushedtones,surelyithadn’tbeenhimsneakingoffintothedarkness,
surelyithadn’tbeenforhissakethattheentirekingdomwascalledbackto
thepalaceagain.

Theyhadteasedhimendlesslyabouttheideaofhimgoingtotheball,

ofcourse.Theyteasedhimaboutanythingandeverything.Buthe’dhadno
coachtotakehim,nodresstowear,andaboveallelsethereremainedthe
unassailablefactthattheyhadmadeamaidoutofthelad,notamaiden.

Aboycouldn’thavedonewhatthemorefamousCinderellahad.
Theytellthemselvesthisuntiltheyalmostbelieveit.Surely,theyinsist,

itwassomehideouscoincidence,somehorridtrickoffate,thedamselwho
hadstolentheheartoftheprinceandruinedtheirownchancesofaroyal
wedding.

Andyettheyarenotsosure.Theykeeptheboyunderlockandkey,watch-

inghimeverymomenttomakesurehecannotpullanytricks.

Asdayspassandthereisnosignofanyclaimanttotheslipper,theking

growsmoredesperateastheprincegrowsdespondent,thinkingtheloveof
hislifemustnotreturnhisfeelingsafterall.Thekingordersadoor-to-door
search of the kingdom. He’s become positively fixated. Getting his son to
marryhasbeenhisquestforyearsandnowwiththeendinsightit’sborder-
ingonanobsession.

“We’llfindher,”hesaystotheprinceforthehundredthtimeastheroyal

carriagemakesitswaydownacountryroadtoanoldandsomewhatfaded
estatehouse.“Andwhenwedo,there’snogoingback.Youwillmarrythe
footthisfits,andwhoeverit’sattachedto.”

“Ifshe’llhaveme,”theprincesays,ashe’ssaidsomanytimes.“Iwon’t

forceanyonetomarrymeagainstmywill.”

“Youwon’thaveto,”thekingassureshim.“BecauseIwill.”
Thecarriagestopsatthemanorhouse,whichhappenstobelastinhabit-

Two Balls

background image

30

eddwellinginthatcornerofthekingdom.Thekingisnotquiteoutofplaces
tolookforhisson’swife-to-be,butthelistisgrowingshorter.Afterboththe
stepsistershavefailedtofittheirfeetintheslipper,hemakesthestepmother
tryit.Eventhoughthisisplainlyanactofdesperatefolly,hisfrustrationonly
growswhenitdoesn’tfither,either.

“Isn’tthereanyoneelseinthisoldrattrap?”herages.
“Noone,”thestepmothersays.“Notasoul.”
“Youallswear,onpainofdeathfortreason,thatthereisnooneelsehere,

notevenservants?”heasks.

“Noone,”thestepmotherstartstosay,butoneofherdaughtersinter-

ruptsher,blurtingout,“Justtheboy!”

Theotheroneshootsherafuriousglare.
Theking,sensingthatsomemannerofdeceptionisafoot,sputtersan-

grilyandsays,“Iwanttoseeeveryonehere,rightnow!”

Thestepmotherbowsandsays,“Butofcourse,yourhighness,”andmo-

tionsforherdaughterstogoandfetchtheboy.Thekingpacesthefloorwhile
they go to the upstairs closet where they’d locked their“maid” away.The
princechewshislip,thinkingit’sallsuchawasteoftime.Cinderellanever
lovedhim,hethinks.Itmusthavejustbeenagame,aflirtation.

Thenthestepsistersreturn,shovingtheboyforwardaheadofthem.He’s

dressedinlittlemorethanatatteredfrock.Hiseyescomeupandmeetthe
prince’s.Darkeyes.Dirtyhair,maybebrown.Ashyface.Ashyclothes.

I sleep among the cinders,theprincehearsinhishead.
“There,yousee,yourhighness?”thestepmothersays,smilinggraciously

attheking.“Nosubterfugewasmeant.WhenIsaidwewerealone,Imeant
thatnoonewhofellwithinthescopeofthequestionwaspresent.Isimply
didnotwishtowasteyourtime...”

“Father,”theprincesays,cuttingherwithasharplook.“Didyoumean

whatyousaid?ThatImustmarrywhoevertheshoefits?”

“Ofcourseyoumust,andthere’snousetalkingmeoutofit,”theking

says.

“Youwon’tchangeyourmind,nomatterwhat?”theprinceasks.
“No,it’smadeup.”
“WhatifIweretobetyouthatIcouldmakeyouchangeyourmind?”

theprinceasks.“BecauseIfearverymuchthatIamaboutto,whetherIwant
toornot.”

Two Balls

background image

31

“Fearnot,youwouldlosethatbet,”thekingsays.“Butwhatwouldyou

wager?”

“IfIcanmakeyouchangeyourmind,youmustletmewedanyoneI

choose,andImeananyone,withnoonehavingthepowertoforbidit,”the
princesays.“AndifIcannotmakeyouchangeyourmind,Iwillwedanyone
youpickforme,providingthattheowneroftheshoehasnotbeenfound
andtheoriginalmarriagecontractisnotfulfilled.”

“Whatdaftgameareyouplaying?”thekingresponds,chortling.
Thestepsisterslookateachotherinconfusion,butthestepmother,being

slightlymoreworldlythaneitherofthem,hasasicksinkingsuspicion.

“Please,yourmajesty,don’tletuskeepyoufromyourrounds,”thestep-

mothersaystotheking.“I’msureyouhaveotherhousestovisit.”

“Holdaminute,father,”theprincesays.“Willyouacceptmywager?”
“Itakeityou’regrowingsickofthisquest,”thekingsays.“Becauseit

seemstomethatIwineitherway,aseitherwayyouaremarried.Iacceptthe
termsofyourwager,son.”

“Very well,” the prince says, and he takes the slipper from his father.

Lookingatthedark-eyedboy,hesaysgently,“Comehere.”

Thekingsputters,andthestepsistersgasp.Onlythestepmotherkeepsher

lipstightlyshutastheboythey’vecalledCinderellawalkstowardstheprince,
anunaccustomedswayinhiships.Heliftsoneleg,bendingitgracefully.The
princegoesdownonhiskneesand,gingerly,reverently,heslipsthedelicate
glassshoeontotheboy’sbarefoot.

Itfitsbeautifully.
Theboylooksdownattheprinceadoringly.Theprincefeelstheoldhun-

gerrisingupagain.

Noonesaysanything.
Secondstickpast.
Thestepmotheristheonewhobreaksthesilence,withalaughfullof

forcedgaiety.

“Yoursonhasmadeamostexcellentjest,yourmajesty,”shesays.“What

awonderfulflukeitisthatmyservingboy’sfeetarethesamesizeasthat
slipper.”

“It’snofluke,”theboysays,smilingasmilethattheprinceknowsatonce.

“Theyfittheotheronejustaswell.ShallIrunandfetchit?”

“Andnojest,”theprincesays.Helooksattheking.“Iwillholdyouto

yourwager,Father.”

Two Balls

background image

32

Thekingfeelsamomentofapoplexy,followedbyapassingfitofhysteria,

andthenfinallyanentirelyunexpectedburstofpridewhenherealizesjust
howneatlytheprincehashimtrapped.

Healsofeelsold,oldandtired.Hewantstobedonewiththis.Healso

wantshissontobehappy.

“Ican’tsayIunderstandit,”thekingsays.“ButI’llbedamnedifIlose

thisbet.”

“Nomoreofyourtricks,”theprincesaystotheboy,gatheringhimupin

hisarms.“Nomoreteasing.Whathappensnexthappensunderthedecreeof
theking,andthere’snotadamnedthingyoucandotostopit.”

“Areyousure?BecauseI’mpreparedtodoasmanydamnedthingsasit

takes,”theimpishboyreplies,wigglinghisnose.

Theprincecarrieshisprizeupthestairsandintothebedroomthat,ina

betterlife,wouldhavebeentheboy’salready.Clothingisdispensedwithso
quicklyitmighthavevanishedintheendingofaspell.Theprincehasseen
solittleofhislovebefore:aface,aneck,apairofhands.Nowheisableto
takeinthewholeofhim,andhedoes:abody,leanandsparebutstrong.Aflat
chest,sparseofhair.Nipples.

Theprincehasneverseenmucheroticpotentialinnipples,muchless

malenipples,butatthesightoftheboy’shebecomesintenselyawareofhis
own.

Adelicatelywinkingbellybutton,assmallandimpudentinitswayasthe

boy’snose.Alineofdowny-lookinghairtrailingdownfromit,joiningwith
asoftbushrightabovethesightthatprovesthefair-facedboytobeinfacta
man,probablynotmorethanafewyearsyoungerthantheprincehimself:a
cock,thickandfullandstandinggloriouslyerect.

Andbeneaththatisexactlywhatyou’dexpecttoseebeneaththat.
Astheycometogether,manandmanunitedinroyallysanctionedcon-

jugalpassion,manythingsfallintoplacefortheprince:hisinabilitytotake
delightinwomen,thedeeplonginghe’dfeltinspiteofthat,andofcourse,
thepuzzlingbehaviorofthemysteriousguestwhohadbeensoobviously
eagertopleasehimbutsostrangelyshyaboutdisrobing.

Now there are no more secrets between them.As much as the prince

wouldlovetoexperiencethosesamepleasures,asmuchashelongstovisit
themupontheotheryoungmanhimself,theydohaveamarriagecontract
tofulfill.

Neither of them is experienced, but his new lawful spouse clearly has

Two Balls

background image

33

someideas.Heguidestheprince,layingonhisbackandliftinghislegsup
overtheprince’sshouldersothattheycanlookintoeachotherseyes.The
youngmanbiteshislipastheprinceentershim,pushingandstraining,part-
inghisfleshanddelvingdeeplyintohim.

It’sthefirsttime.Othertimeswillcome,andtheywillbegentleandthey

willbetenderandabovealltheywillbemany,butthefirsttimeisroughand
theyoungmanwhowascalledCinderellabiteshislipsoharditbleeds,turn-
inghislipcherryredasheistaken.

“ShallIstop?”theprinceasks.
“Onlyifyouwantmetovanishagainatthestrokeoftwelve,”hislover

teases.

Heworkshiswayin,theyoungmanopeninghimselfuptoreceivehim,

and once he’s buried his cock to the hilt he holds it there, marveling in
thefeelingofthewarmfleshenvelopingaroundhim.Hefeelsit:theyhave
joinedtogether,justashewished.Herevelsinitforseveralseconds,andthen
hetrulybeginstomakelove.

Hepullsback.Theyoungmanflexesthelegsdrapedoverhisshoulder,

movingwithhim,asheramshiswaybackhome.It’srough,butwitheach
strokeitbecomeseasier.Fortheyoungman,itwaspainmingledwithplea-
surefromthebeginning,butthepleasuresteadilygrowsasthepainfades
away,untilit’sedgedoutcompletely.Theyfindarhythmandtheyflow,apart
andtogether,againandagain.

Theyoungmanclutchesatthesheets,hisbodywrithingandcontorting

aroundtheprince.Theprincefeelshimbuckandtwisting,wrenchinghis
cockashedoes.Thehardertheprincedrivesintohim,thewildertheyoung
manthrashes,andthemorewildlytheyoungmanthrashes,theharderthe
princeisdriven.

It’sacyclethatcanonlybebrokeninoneway.Twoheartsbeatfasterand

faster.Twococksthrobwithmutualpassion.Twomencryouttheexultation
oftheirlove,twomenreleasealifetimeoffrustrationintoeachother.

Twoshiningstreamsofsemenshootforth,oneintotheopenairandone

hiddendeepinside.

Thecontractwasfulfilled.
Youalreadyknowtherestofthestory.
Andnowyouknowthisaswell:Cinderellahadtwoballs.
Don’teverletanyonetellyouotherwise.

Two Balls

background image

34

Le Petit String Rouge

(Little Red G-string)

KiernanKelly

“As you’re pretty so be wise; Wolves may lurk in every guise. Handsome they may be, and
kind, Gay, and charming—nevermind! Now, as then, ‘tis simple truth—Sweetest tongue

has sharpest tooth!”

~ Le Petit Chaperon Rouge (Little Red Riding Hood)” Perrault, 1697

Apowerful,rhythmicsensationthuddedpainfullyinCorbin’sears,strong
enoughtomakehimwince.Hecouldn’tdecideifitwasthesoundsystem’s
blaringbass,orhisownbloodthunderinginhisears.Itdidn’tmatter.His
hearingwassuperb;theblastingmusichidnothingfromhim,andneither
couldhisownexcitement.Hecouldhearastrongheartbeating,andblood
whooshingthroughtheveinsjustbeneaththetawny,tautskinoftheslender
youngmandancingonthetablebeforehim.

Corbininhaleddeeply,fillinghislungswiththeintoxicatingmixofsweat

andsexemanatingfromtheyoungman.Hisskinsoakeduptheheatdrifting
fromthedancer’sbody,thewarmthsizzlingthroughhisbloodtohisballs.

Thethinsatinofthedancer’stiny,brightredg-stringmoldedhisgenitals

intoasoftmound,thematerialsothinCorbincouldseetherandom,abstract
patternshispubichairmadeagainstthefabric.Theyoungman’sbodywas
hardandlean,abodybuiltfordancing.Eachclearlydelineatedmusclemoved
tantalizinglyunderhissmoothskinwitheverygracefulmovement.Hishair,
aspaleascornsilk,hunginraggedhankstobrushhiscollarbone.Hair made for
touching,
Corbinthought,and a body made for fucking.

Corbinliftedhisglassandtossedbackthelastofhisdrink.Itwasvod-

ka—asalways—straightup,noice,nofruitjuice,nothingtodilutethepower
ofthealcohol.He’dfoundthatliquorwasoneofthefewsubstancespotent
enoughtosubduethewolf.Asifoncue,thewolfsnarledjustbeneathhis

background image

35

skin,eagertotakeabigjuicybiteoutofthedancer’ssucculent,firmass.

Later,hethought.Hisideaofadatewassexfirst,anddinner—forone—

afterwards,buthiswolfwashungry,starving.Itsnarleditsdissent,stubbornly
refusingtobackdown,tobehave.Patiencewassimplynothiswolf’svirtue.
The wolf was a creature of the moment, spontaneous, demanding instant
gratification;Corbinhadtoconcentratetokeepitfromspringingthroughhis
skin,andtakingwhatitwanted.

Hesignaledthewaiterforanotherdrink,adoublethistime.Ashewaited,

hedugintohispocketandwithdrewafistfulofbills,twentiesmostly,with
afewtensmixedin.Hepeeledoffatwenty,foldeditlengthwise,andwaved
itatthedancer.

The dancer’s eyes zeroed in onAndrew Jackson like two heat-seeking

missiles,andheturnedandloweredhimselftohiskneesinfrontofCorbinin
onefluidmotion.HisslenderhipspumpedasCorbinslidthetwentyunder
thethinelasticofhisg-string.

Blue,Corbinthought,lookingintothedancer’seyes.Fromthisshortdis-

tance,theircolorwasstartling,sounlikehisownofamber.Sapphire blue, they
glitter like their jewel namesakes.
Henoticedtherewasaglintofappreciationin
themastheyrakedCorbinwithanappraisingglance,andallowedasmall,
invitingsmirktotilthislips.Thecolorofhiseyesmightnotbeasstunningas
thedancer’s,buthisvisionwasextremelyacute.Hecouldseethequickmind
behindthebrightblueirisesworking,scheming.Liftinganothertwenty,he
tuckeditundertheelasticnexttothefirst,andwinkedashelethisfingertrail
lightlyoverthedancer’sthigh.

“I’mAlex,”thedancersaidashestoodup,gyratingslowlyinfrontof

Corbin.Hisvoicewasasyoungashewas,huskybutwithoutthedeeprough-
nessbroughtbyageandexcess.He’s perhaps barely out of his teens, Corbinthought.
Ripe, young, tender, and ready.

Hetookalongswallowfromhisnewdrinktohidethefactthathewas

salivating.

CorbinwatchedAlex’scockthickenvisiblyunderthenarrowswathofred

satin,evidencethathefoundCorbin—oratleast,Corbin’smoney—attrac-
tive.Alex’shandstrayedtohiscrotch,deftlyadjustinghiserection,untilthe
outlineofhislong,slendercockpointedduenorth.Corbinbitbackagrin
asAlexgavehimaquick,privateviewingfortheforty-bucktip,pullingthe
frontofhisg-stringdownfarenoughtogiveCorbinapeekathiscock.

Hiddenbytheshadowsunderthetable,Corbin’sprickpushedagainstthe

Le Petit String Rouge

background image

36

flyofhiskhakis.Hiswolfhowledinadarkcornerofhismind,hisskinitch-
ingtochange.Again,hebeatthewolfintosubmission,drowningtheurge
withanotherswallowofliquidfortitude.

Anotherdancer,nodoubtAlex’sreplacement,sidleduptoCorbin’stable,

adull,boredsmileplasteredonhisface.Taller,beefier,older,hewasofno
interesttoCorbin,whobarelygavethenewarrivalanynotice.Corbin’satten-
tionwasonAlex,watchinghimhopdownfromthetable,wonderingifnow
wasagoodtimetomakehismove,orifweremoreprudenttowait.Hedid
notwanttofrightentheyoungrabbitoff.

Asitturnedout,Alexmadethemoveforhim.
Alex’shandpluckedthetwentiesfromhisg-string,settingthemonthe

tableasheslidintothechairnexttoCorbin’s.“Youdon’tmindifIjoinyou,
doyou?I’mreallythirsty.”

“Notatall.MayIbuyyouadrink?”
Alex’scheekhitchedinadelightfullyimpishgrin.“Youalreadydid,”he

said,tappingthetwenties.Hesignaledforthewaiter,whodidn’tbotherask-
ingforAlex’sorder.ThelargeglasshesetinfrontofAlexwasfilledwitha
dark,amberliquid;obviouslyAlex’susual.

RumandCoke,Corbinthought,sniffingdelicately.Far more soda than alcohol.

Smart boy, keeping his wits about him. “Youmovebeautifully,”hesaidaloud.“Icould
watchyoudanceforhours.”

Alexbithisfulllowerlip,lookingdownatthetable.HepeekedatCorbin

coylyfromunderthick,goldenlashes.“Isthatallyoucoulddowithmefor
hours?”

Ah, an invitation, as big and bold as you please. To be any more obvious, he’d need to shuck

that g-string and bend bare-assed over the table for me.“Managementmightfrownon
anythingelseIhaveamindtodo,”Corbinsaid,hisvoiceloweringintoa
seductivegrowl.“Orperhaps,aboyfriendmighttakeumbrageatmyless-
than-puredesires.”Heleanedincloser,andreachedacrossthetable,letting
hisfingersslideasgentlyasawhisperacrossthebackofAlex’shand.

Alex’spinktonguedartedouttowethislips.“I’msortofbetweenboy-

friendsatthemoment.Myshiftisoverforthenight;managementdoesn’t
giveashitwhatIdo.Thebarhasablackroom…”

CorbinknewamillionotherroomsjustliketheoneAlexhadinmind,

reservedfor“invited”guestsoftheestablishmentonly.Surely,theoneatthe
rearofthisclubwasnodifferent.Filthy,strewnwithusedrubbers,stinking
ofothermen’spleasures…he’dratherrutinthegutterlikeananimalthan

Le Petit String Rouge

background image

37

barehisskininanyofthem.Herummagedinhispocketandpulledouta
wedgeofplasticwithasilverkeydanglingfromit.“Ihavearoom.Themotel
iscloseby.”

Alex’sfacelitup,baldenthusiasmpinkinghischeeksandlendinganex-

trasparkletohiseyes.“I’llneedtogetmyclothes.I’llonlybeaminute.”

Thewolfgrowledimpatiently,clawsscratching,sendingashudderrip-

pling across Corbin’s shoulders. He nodded, but when he spoke, it was
throughgrittedteeth.

“Hurryback.”

e f

Themotelroomwasnondescript,decoratedinvaryingshadesofdullbrown
andbeige,ofthesortfoundinanynumberofsecond-ratemotelsstrewnby
thehandfulalongthelengthoftheInterstate.

CorbinusheredAlexinside,watchingthewayhisassrhythmicallyhitched

againstthebackofhisjeans.HewonderedwhetherAlexwasstillwearingthat
enticingass-exposing,sating-stringunderthedenim,andimaginedthesoft
skinofAlex’sdelightfulrumprubbingagainstthecoarsermaterial.Corbin’s
cocktwitched,remindinghimitwasthere,trappeduncomfortably byhis
zipper.Heignoreditforthemoment,closingandlockingthedoor.

Alex stopped in the center of the room and turned to look at Corbin.

“Wantaprivatedance?”heasked.Hishandsslippedunderthethincottonof
hist-shirt,liftingthehem,exposingasliveroftanned,flatbelly.

Corbinsmiledandnodded,toedoffhisshoes,andsatontheedgeofthe

bed.ThewolfwatchedfrombehindCorbin’seyes,tailthumpingineageran-
ticipation.Hefelthisincisorsdrop,lengthening,sharptipsdiggingintohis
gums,andhisbreathingspedupuntilhewasnearlypanting,thefirstsign
oftheChange.Thewolfwasclosetobreakingfree.Down boy,hethought.Not
yet. After.

AtCorbin’snod,Alexgrinned.Itwasthesmileofausedcarsalesman,

cannyandknowing.“It’llcostya,though.”Anypretenseofinnocencewas
gone.Hewasallbusinessnow,thumbsjammedintohispockets,waitingfor
anexecutivedecision.

Ah, it always comes down to the money, doesn’t it? I held hope you might be different from

the rest. Pity that,Corbinthought,reachingintohispantspocket.“AndhereI
thoughtyoucamewithmebecauseyoulikedme.Sillyme.Howmuch?”

Le Petit String Rouge

background image

38

“Hey,man.WhatcanIsay?I’vegotbillstopay.Theshowisyoursforfifty.

Youcanjerkoffifyouwantto,butnotouching.Ablowjobwillsetyouback
seventy-five.Fuckingmewillcostyouahundred.”

“Abargain,tobesure,”Corbinsaid,countingoutfivetwenties.Helaid

themontheotherbed,fannedoutinaneatpile.“Iwantitall.”

Alex’seyesnarrowedwithanavariciousglint.“Plustip.”
“Greedy boy,” Corbin chided, but added another forty to the stack.“I

hopeyou’reworthit.”

“Everypenny,”Alexrepliedcheekilyasscoopedupthemoneyandstuffed

itintohispocket.Heflickedonthetelevision,andspentamomentsurfing
thechannelsuntilhefoundoneplayingashowwithasuitablesoundtrack.
Softandlow,themusicpulsedsensuouslyasAlexbegantomove.Hiships
swayed;heliftedthebottomofhisshirt,slowlyexposinginchafterinchof
smoothflesh.Hisflat,washboardstomach,andsmall,perfectlyroundbelly-
buttonwererevealed;thenamomentlater,hispinknipples,tightandperked,
andhairlesschest.Thentheshirtwasoff,tossedflirtatiouslyatCorbin,who
batteditaway.

Alex’sjeansrodeverylowonhiships,afewcurlinghairsthecolorof

goldenhaypeekingfrombehindthewaistband.Hecarelesslykickedoffhis
shoes,cheapsneakersthat’dseenbetterdays,andslowlyturnedinacircle,
affordingCorbinanothergood,longlookathislusciousassroundingout
thetightdenim.

Hurry,thewolfsnarled. Patience,Corbinadmonished,enjoyingtheshow

Alexwasgivinghimtoomuchtoobey.Hisentirebodywasstrungtightwith
need;theroomfeltuncomfortablywarm,eventhoughtheairconditioner
wascranking.

“More?”Alexasked,palminghiscockthroughhisjeans.
Corbin’smouthwentdry.Thewolf’showlrunginhisears,frustrated,as

itpacednervouslyinsidehisskin.Itwasastruggletomaintaincontrol.He
managedanothernod.

Alexflickedhisjeansbuttonopen,andteasinglyslidthezipperdown,

onemetaltoothatatime.Aflashofredpeekedthroughthefly;hehadindeed
wornthesating-string,justasCorbinhadhoped.

Hepeeledthejeansoverhisslenderhips,exposingsharphipbonesalong

withtheg-string,hiscockbulging,distendingthematerial.“More?”Alex
askedagain,kickingthepantsoffandaway.Hestoodinonlytheg-string,
slenderandfirm,grinningsaucilyatCorbin.

Le Petit String Rouge

background image

39

Cocktease,Corbinthought.He’s enjoying this.“More.”
“Doyouwanttodoit?”Alexasked,thumbsslippingundertheelasticof

hisg-string,pullingitandlettingitsnapback.

“No,Iwanttowatch.”
Alex obligingly worked the g-string down, slowly exposing a neatly

trimmedpatchofdarkgoldencurls,acuriouslybeautifulbackdropforhis
erection.Alex’scock,ramrodstraight,rosyredandperfectlyformed,bobbed
ashefreeditfromitssatinprison.

ThescentofithitCorbinlikeasledgehammer,anewburstofsalivafill-

inghismouth.Hestoodup,unzippedhispants,andquicklyshimmiedout
ofthem.Sincehiswolfdetestedclothing,thecompromisehemadewasto
forgounderwear.Hestrippedoffhisshirtandstoodnaked,watchingAlex
takehismeasure.

“Mmm,baby.Prettycock.Wantmetosuckyou?”Alexasked,walking

towardhim.Corbingroundhismolars,holdingthewolfincheck,watching
asAlexdroppedtohiskneesandwrappedhisfingersaroundCorbin’serec-
tion.ThoseplumplipslingeredinchesawayfromtheheadofCorbin’scock,
sapphireblueeyeslookingupathim,waitingforpermission.

He nodded, screwing his eyes closed against the wave of pleasure that

instantlyrocketedthroughhimasAlex’slipsclosedovertheheadofhisdick.
Alex’smouthwashotandwet,histongueslickasitslippedoverthedelicate
skinandflickedundertheridge.Corbin’sskinrippledasthewolfstruggled
tobreakfree,half-madwiththeneedtorut,lustwarringwithhunger.

Corbin’sbreathexplodedasAlextookhimindeeply,suckinghard,al-

thoughhehadn’tbeenawarehe’dbeenholdingit.“Fuck!”Hegrabbedthe
sidesofAlex’shead,handsthrustingintothewealthofcornsilkhair,fin-
gerstwistinginthesoftstrands.ThewolfstrainedagainstCorbin’sskinonce
more,snarling.Corbinbarelyhadthepresenceofmindtokeepcontrol.His
headfellback,mouthopen,exposinghislengthenedincisorstothecoolair.

Alex’s tongue worked Corbin’s cock, lips tugging at the delicate skin,

cheekshollowing,mouthsuckingnoisily.HishandcuppedCorbin’ssac,roll-
inghisballs,givingalighttugnowandthen.“Sweetfuck,yeah,likethat,”he
moaned,pumpinghiships,feedinghiscockdeeplyintoAlex’sthroat.

Corbinknewthat,givenafewmoreminutesofthisdeliciousoralpun-

ishment,he’dgoofflikeapopgun.Hecouldfeelthepointofnoreturn
thrumminginhisballs,heatinghisbelly.Itwaswithpangofregretthathe
pulledaway.“Onthebed.Showmeyourass,boy.”

Le Petit String Rouge

background image

40

“Don’tyouwanttosuckme?Yourmouthlookssofuckinggood…“Alex

battedhisbeguilinglashes,thepictureofsweetnessandlightagain.

Corbinwasn’tfooled.“Notonmydime.Onthebed.Now.”
AlexflashedCorbindisappointedfrown,butstoodup,andflunghimself

ontothebed.Hebouncedonceortwice,thenrolledtohisstomach,scoot-
ingtohishandsandknees.Whenherestedhisheaddownonfoldedarms,
CorbinwasgiftedwithanunobstructedviewofAlex’sperfect,roundedass.
Hisballshunglowbetweenhisslightlypartedthighs,hisholebared,invit-
inglypink.

A beautiful picture, to be sure,Corbinthought,ashegrabbedacondomand

lubefromthedresser.Suitablyarmored,heclimbedontothebedbehindAlex.
CorbinranahandoverAlex’rump,squeezing,spankinghimplayfully,until
hisgoldenskintookonarosyhue.Alexyelpedinamostdelightfulmanner,
squirming,assclenchingwitheachopen-handedsmackCorbindelivered.

The warm flesh under Corbin’s hand drove the wolf wild. It salivated,

panting,clawingtogetout,tobefree.Corbinfelthisskinripple,sawhair
begintosproutonthebackofhishands,andknewhewaslosinghisfightto
holdthewolfback.It’snowornever,hethought,abitdisappointedly,since
hewouldhavelikedtohaveplayedwithAlexawhilelonger.

HeslickedAlex,afingerslidingdeeplyinsidethesweet,tighthole,crook-

ingtotickleAlex’g-spot.WhenAlexmewled,Corbinknewhe’dhitthetar-
get.“Jerkoff,”heorderedinahuskyvoice.“Iwantyoutostrokeyourself,
keepyourselfhard.Begme.Begmetofuckyou.”

“Yeah,whateveryousay.Justdoit.”
CorbindeliveredanotherslaptoAlex’srump,sharperthistime,hisdisap-

provalfunnelingthroughhishand,andfeltajoltofsatisfactionwhenAlex
yelpedandthesmoothfleshpinkedanew.“Thatdidn’tsoundlikebegging.I
paidyourprice,nowdoasIsay.”

Alexwhinedlikeachastisedpup,butobeyed.Hisweightshiftedabit,one

armsnakingunderhisbelly,movingsteadilyashetouchedhimself.“Please
fuckme,”Alexsaidhoarsely,glancingbackatCorbin.“Please?”

Better. The boy can be taught,Corbinthoughtabsently,thenceasedthinking

rationallyatall.Everyneuron,everysynapseinhisbrain,everyfiberofhis
beingwasfocusedsolelyonfuckingAlexintothemattress,leavingprecious
littleforpleasantrieslikeconversation.

Heslickedhimself,andpressedtheheadofhiscockagainstAlex’shole,

teasing, then began to push slowly inside. Every sound, every color, every

Le Petit String Rouge

background image

41

texturesuddenlysprangintovividrelief,growingsharper,moreintenseas
thewolfhowledhisapprovalandpushedagainstCorbin’sskin,salivatingfor
hisshare.

Corbin’sbreathcaughtinhischest.Alex’sassholeclenchedaroundhim

inaviseofsilkandfire.Hecouldn’tspeak,couldn’tdoanythingbutbreathe.
Thewolfbayedandbristled,wantingout,needingout.Heslammedadoor
shutinsidehismind,poordefenseagainstthebeast.Hefeltitsplinterasthe
wolfbrokethrough,theirwillsclashingviolently.

Instinctalonedrovehim.Hethrustindeep,hard,andfast,settingapun-

ishingrhythm.Themusicofsexfilledtheroomwiththesoundoffleshslap-
pingagainstflesh,andlow,throatymoans.Hisfinalcryofpleasuresounded
verymuchlikeawolf’showl,echoingagainstthewalls.

HefeltAlex’sbodyspasm,anddimlyheardAlexgrunting.Somesmall

partofCorbin’smindregisteredAlex’sorgasm,andfeltprideatajobwell
done.Hepulledaway,breathlessandsweating,andcrawledoffthebedas
Alexcollapsedontothemattressinasated,bonelessheap.

Corbincluckedquietlytohimself.So trusting,hethought.So oblivious.
So tender,
thoughtthewolf.
Afterhe’ddisposedofthecondom,andretrievedhismoneyfromAlex’s

pants’pocket,storingitsafelybackinhisown,hesetthewolffree.

e f

Thebarwasmuchlikeamillionothers:dark,loud,andsmoky.Corbinsata
tabledrinkinghisusualvodkaneat,watchingtheyoungdancergyratewan-
tonlyonthetabletop.

Youngandtoned,therewasn’tasinglelineetchingthedancer’sangelic

face,noscarsmarringthelong,leanstretchoftawnyskin.Allthatkepthim
modestwasathin,redg-string.

Corbinwavedafoldedtwenty-dollarbillatthedancer,gaininghisundi-

videdattention.Hetuckeditintothewaistbandofthedancer’sg-string,and
receivedaninvitingsmileinreturn.

Underhisskin,thewolfhowled.

Le Petit String Rouge

background image

42

The Goose Boy

MoniquePoirier

QueenJoanofConwardhadtwosons.Theolderson,Conrad,wouldinherit
herkingdomandwasbroughtupasawarrior.Hequicklymarriedandjust
asquicklyproducedanheir.Theyoungerson,Giles,wasbroughtuptobea
learnedman,thebettertoadvisehisbrotheroneday.Whenhewastwenty,
thequeensenthimforthtotheneighboringkingdomtostudyunderthe
greatmaster-scholarthere,andtokeepcompanyintheyoungking’scourt.

Gileswasasbrightasanautumnday,withhairthecoloroffoxfurand

eyesliketheskyatnoon.Hewasaslightyoungman;animbledancerand
afineriderandmuchlovedbyallthecourt.Whenhewassentabroad,his
mothersentwithhimablackmarenamedFalada.Thequeenhadacquired
herfromawisewomaninherownyouthfuladventures,andshecouldspeak.
Faladawaspleasantandpatientandwise,butonlythoseofnoblebirthwere
abletohearher.Thequeenalsosentagraymare,andaservinggirlnamed
Avelyntorideher.

Avelyn,unknowntoall,wasthedaughterofawiseandcraftywomanand

hadlearnedabitofmagicfromhermother.NosoonerweresheandGilesa
fullday’sridefromthecastlethanshecursedhimandtookawayhispowers
ofspeech.WhenGileswenttobathe,shestolehisclothingandgavehimrags
towear.Inhissilence,hecoulddonothingagainstherasshetoldliesinthe
nextcitytheycameto,andshesoldallofhisfinepossessionstobuyfinery
forherself.

“Itwillbebetterthisway,”thegirlclaimed,combingoutherblackhair.

“Whatusecouldakinghaveforapopinjaylikeyou?Icanatleastbehis
bride.”

Whentheyarrivedatthecourtoftheyoungking,Avelynclaimedthatshe

wasaprincessfromaforeignlandravagedbywarwhohadbeensenttoseek

background image

43

asylumintheking’scourt.Shelookedveryfineinhernewattire–plump
andwell-formed,herskinnutbrownandherhairravenblackandhereyes
thetwinklinggreenofacat’s.Shetoldthestablehandthattheblackhorse
hadatendencytokickandbiteandthatithadgivenhernothingbuttrouble
andpain–andthatitshouldbeimmediatelybutchered.Giles,shesaid,was
nothingbutapeasant’sfoundlinguponwhomshe’dtakenpityandkeptasa
servant.Ashewassurlyandlazy,shehadnouseforhimanylonger.

Thus Falada was slain, because the young prince could say nothing in

herfavor.Yetwhenhefoundherbareskullamongthepileofoffal,hefound
thatbeingslainbotheredhernotatallandthatshespokeaspleasantlyand
patientlyassheeverhad.Nordidshehaveanytroubleunderstandinghimin
hissilence.

“Well.Thishasgoneverybadlyindeed,nowhasn’tit?”Faladasaid,her

voiceawhisperinhisear.

‘Iambewitched.WhatelsecouldIhavedone?IfIconfrontedher,people

wouldonlythinkmemad!’Gilesthoughtbackbitterly.

“You’reprobablyright.Iwouldn’tknow.Thingshavealwaysbeenthat

muchsimplerformethantheyareforyouhumans.Still,Isupposeyou’ll
havetomakedoasbestyoucanandfindyourselfsomeemployment,lest
youstarve.”

‘Whileshecourtsthekingandsitsbythearmofthescholar,’Gilesreplied

insilence.

“You’llgnawyourselfhollow.Idislikethisplace;takemesomewheredry

atleast.Death,Ithink,maybeatroublesomething.”

AndsoGilesfoundhimselfajobasagoose-tender.Hewaspaidindaily

bread,andgivenapalletofstrawinabarn.HehungFalada’sskullonthe
wall,andtheservantsaroundhimreckoneditwasapagangestureandgener-
allyavoidedhim.

Soitwentforafortnight.Gilesroseatdawnandchasedaflockofgeese

inandoutandallaroundthetownwithastick,recitingLatininhisheadto
preventhismindfromgoingnumb.Intheeveningsheconversedatlength
withFaladaonthesubjectsofphilosophyorastronomyorwhatevercame
mostreadilytominduntilheslept.

Butthenoneevening...therewasachange.
Gileswasslowlynursinghisdailycupofaleinthecommonroomwhere

servantsate.Amansatdownheavilybesidehimandstartedspeakingwithout
meetinghiseyes.

The Goose Boy

background image

44

“Justthoughtyoushouldknowit,lad:he’sgothiseyeonyou.Wouldn’t

dotobe...uncivil,ifyou’lltakemyadviceonthesubject.Don’tcareifyou
areawizardorwhateverdevilshinesfolksaretalkingabout.Youcrosshim,
andyou’llwishyouhadn’t.”

AndbeforeGilescouldthinkofanythingtodotogetthemantoclarify,

he’dstoodagainandwalkedoffintothecrowd.Gilesfoundhimselfscanning
theroomfor...anyone,really.Notknowingwhohewaslookingfororwhy
anyoneshouldhaveanyinterestinhim.

Therewasamanstandinginthecorner,watchinghim.Watchinghim

veryintently.

Hewasdressedintheclothesofamerchant,andheworealongcloak

withahood.Gilescouldseehiseyesflashingfromwithintheshadowsof
it, warmly brown and uncomfortably direct.When they met his own, the
hoodedmangrinnedwithaflashofwhiteteeth.Gileslookedintohiscup
studiously.

Heapproached.Gilesheldhisground;thewarninghadbeenbriefand

maddeninglycryptic,buthewasn’tthesortofmanwhoranaway.Thehood-
edmansatdownonthebenchbesidehim,veryclose.Closeenoughthat
Gilescouldfeeltheheatofhim.

“I’mtoldthatyoucan’tspeak,”themansaid.Hisvoicewassmoothand

clear;ayoungman’svoice–onethatdemandedattention.Gilesshookhis
headslightlywithoutlookingup.

“Can’t,orwon’t?”
AtthatGilesdidlookup,scowlingslightly,sighingthroughhisnose.The

manwhostaredbackathimwas...arresting.Thefaceofanangelgazedathim
fromtheshadowsofthathood,framedindarkcurls.He’dneverseenanan-
gel,paintedorotherwise,withsomuchhungerinitseyes.Gilesshuddered,
becausetheintensescrutinyhesuddenlyfacedstirredsomethinglowinhis
bellythatwasprobablybestleftundisturbed...

“MynameisThom.Walkwithme,”hesaid,standingandthenofferinga

hand.Histonewaslight,butGilesrecognizedanorderwhenheheardone.
Thomhadavoicethatdemandedobedience.

SoGilestookhishandandwalkedwithhim,outofthecommonroom

anddownahallwaythathewasunfamiliarwith.Hehadn’thadoccasionto
explorethelowerpartsofthecastle;hisworkdidn’ttakehimthere.Thomwas
sureofhispathandclearlyhadsomeideaofhisdestination.

“Ihaven’tseenyouherebefore.You’renew,aren’tyou?”Thomaskedcasu-

The Goose Boy

background image

45

allyastheyturnedacorner.Gilesrealizedthathewasquitelostnow,andthey
werewellpastthesoundsofotherpeople...henoddedwarily.

“I’msorrythatIdon’tknowyourname...butIwillconfessthatI’vebeen

watchingyouforafewdays.Forgivemyrudeness.It’sbeenmostdifficultto
trackyoudownintheevenings.Therearethosewhosayyou’reaconjurerof
somekind.Aretheyright?”

Gilestriedtoreplyandwasremindedharshlythathecouldnot.Herolled

hiseyesandshookhishead.

“Youhaven’talwaysbeenwithoutavoice.”Notaquestion.Gilesshook

hisheadagain.

Thompushedbackhishood.Thelightherewasdim,withmoonlight

cominginthroughasinglewindowhighonthewall,paintinghiminsmooth
planesofblackandsilver.Darkhair,flashingteeth.Darkeyeswithsomething
burningbehindthem.

“You’reveryinteresting,goose-boy,”hebreathed,takingastepcloser.It

wasnarrowhallway.IfGilessteppedback,hewouldbeagainstthewall.He
stoodhisground.Thomapparentlytookthataschallenge,becausehetook
another step and suddenly his face was only inches from Giles’ own. His
eyesheldGilescaptiveaseffectivelyasanyironchains.Thewayhelookedat
him…andtrulysaw.Notathisbody,notathisface,notevenathiseyesbut
intothem.Oh,trickery,sorcery,wickedmagic…hewaslookingatGilesand
seeingthewholeofhim,everythingthatmadehim.Andthoseeyes,seeing
intohisown,werehungry.Inafinallunge,Thomclosedthegapbetween
themandpulledGilesintoaburningkiss.

Gilesfelthiskneesgiveway.Thatwasofnoconsequence,becauseThom

deftlycaughthimandtogethertheyshuffledbackwarduntiltheinexorable
strengthofcoldstonewasatGiles’back,asharpcounterpointtoThom’sheat.
Hismouthtastedlikewineandburnedlikefire.Whentheybrokeforbreath
Gilesfoundhimselfgasping,tiltinghisheadbacktograntThomeasyaccess
tohisneck.Lipsandtongueandteethdescendedthere,markingaburning
pathdownwardtothehollowofhisthroat.OneofThom’shandswastucked
atthesmallofhisback,buttheothermovedinabroadstrokeacrossGiles’
chestandbellyandthendownwardtocaresshiminawhollyindecentway.
Hisbreathlefthiminwhatwouldhavebeenamoanifhe’dhadavoice.

Thompulledhisotherhandfree,bothofthemalightingonGileships,

andtheireyesmetagain.

“MayI?”hebreathed.

The Goose Boy

background image

46

Gilesnoddedfrantically.
Thom dropped to his knees and proceeded, with the kind of deftness

thatcouldonlycomefromlongpractice,tounlaceGiles’breechesandfree
himtothecoolofthenightair.HemovedwithoutpreambletodevourGiles
whole.

Byallthegodsheknew,ithadneverbeensogood.
Onebroadandcallusedhandgrippedthebaseofhislengthfirmly,the

otherwanderedasitpleasedalonghisstomach,histhighs,betweenthemto
strokeandcupandgentlysqueeze…andallthewhilethatmouthworked
itshot,wet,utterlywickedmagic.Thomwasthoroughenoughtobedeeply
satisfying,teasingenoughtomakeitworthwhile,andhecommandedevery
breathandstrokeandpurringvibrationwithexpertsureness.Therewasn’ta
momentofhesitationoruncertaintyinhim.

Gileswasaprince.Noonehadeversothoroughlycommandedhimbe-

fore...noonehaddared.Buthewasonlyagooseboyhere.WhoeverThom
was,hecertainlyappreciatedthatfactandbehavedaccordingly.Treatedhim
likesomebase-bornplaything...

Thom took Giles to the hilt in one long agonizingly slow bob of his

head,andheswallowed,andGileswasdonefor.Hisheadarcedbackashe
came,crackingagainstthewallwithenoughforcetohavehimseeingstars,
andwereitnotforthestrengthofThom’shandsonhishipshemighthave
crumpledtothefloor.Asitwashewaslostforseverallongmoments,rid-
ingthewavesofhisclimaxasThomdrankfromhimandmoanedinearnest,
pullingbacktolayhisfaceagainstGiles’thigh,hispantingbreathhotand
coldatonceasitgustedacrossslick,sensitiveflesh.Gilesfoundhimselfsink-
ingtohiskneesunderThom’sguidance,thensittingonhisheels,thenbeing
fiercelykissedagain.

“Meetmetomorrow,atsunset,atthegatehouse.I’llmakeitworthyour

time,”Thomwhisperedintohisear...andthenhewasstanding,pullingaway.
Footstepsringingwithquicknessintheemptycorridor.

Andthenhewasgone,leavingGilesaloneinthedarkness,hisheadstill

swimming.

Gilesknewanorderwhenheheardone.
Itwaslessdifficultthanhe’dfirstimaginedtofindhiswaybacktothe

barnwherehewascurrentlyquartered,hismindstillreelingfromwhathad
justhappened.Hefeltdistinctlyused,but...hefoundthathedidn’tmindin
theslightest.Wasthisthelotofthebase-bornthen?Tobesocommandedby

The Goose Boy

background image

47

thewhimofthegentry?Heknewfromhearsaythatsuchdallianceswerenot
uncommon.He’dsimplyneverseenoccasiontotryanysuchthinghimself
Hismother’scourthadnolackofgentle-bornyoungmenwhowereonlytoo
eagertosecureanattendancewithaprince.Gilesclimbedtheladdertohis
loftandfellagainsthisbedinexhaustion,gazingatbarebeamsoftheroof.

“You’re very late to bed this night, my prince,” Falada’s whisper-voice

saidwryly.

‘Yes, I am,’ he replied in thought, sparing her a glance. She was grin-

ning,asskullswerewonttodo,andsheonlykeptgrinningandsaidnothing
more.

Giles was preoccupied in his work the following day, and if the geese

didn’tmaketheirroundsasthoroughlyasusualthenatleastnooneberated
himforit.Sunsetcouldn’tcomequicklyenough.

Gileshadforgonehissuppertowaitbythegatehouse,andhewasbe-

ginningtowonderifhe’dbeenfoolishtodoso.Thesettingsuntookthe
warmthofthedaywithit.Theguardsinthetowerabove,whiletheyhadn’t
saidanythingtohimdirectly,hadcertainlyofferedhimmorethanonecritical
glanceashestoodtherebythegate.Hewastoofarfromthemtoheartheir
conversation,buthehadseenonepointhimouttotheother.

AndthensomeonetappedhimontheshoulderandhespuntofindThom

standingtherewithawolfishsmile.Noideahowhe’dmanagedtogetso
closewithoutGilesnoticing.Itwas...unsettling.

Thomproducedakeyfromhispocketandproceededtoopenthedoorat

thebottomofthetower.Gileswasbeginningtowonderjustwhohewasthat
hehadaccesstosuchathing,andifitwasachievedinanylegitimatefashion,
buthelackedthecapacityjustnowtoaskquestions.

Hewasledupasetofnarrow,curvingstairstoasmallroommidway

upthetower.Twomenweresittingatatable,playingcards.Theylookedup
sharplywhenThomentered,andoneofthempaled.

“Leave,”Thomsaidwiththatsameperfectauthority.
Themenglancedatoneanother,andatGiles,buttheydidastheywere

toldwithouthesitation.

TheroomGilesfoundhimselfinwasappointedwithatableandchairs,

anumberofcandlelamps,twonarrowwindows,andabed.Thomlocked
thedoor.

“Wehavemoretimetonight,”ThomsaidasheturnedtofaceGiles,tak-

inghiscloakoffandhangingitonthewall.“Nooneisexpectingmeback.”

The Goose Boy

background image

48

Gilesstood,hisarmscrossed,watching.InthislightThomwaspalegold,

hishairthecolorofsable.HenotedGiles’scrutinyandsmiled,standingwith
hishandsonhishipsandinvitingfurtherinspection.

“Takeyourclothesoff,”heorderedcoolly.
Gilesnarrowedhiseyes,keepinghisarmsfolded.
“Ifyouwon’t,Icoulddoitforyou,”Thomsaid,hisvoicechallenging.

Gilesturnedhisheadslightly,lookingatThomsideways,asmallsmileplay-
ingathislips.Thomwasabruptlyathisside,movingwithaswiftnessGiles
couldhardlywarrant.Closeenoughthattheysharedbreath.Closeenough
thathewascaughtintheendlessdepthsofthoseburningbrowneyesagain.

GilesofferednoresistanceasThombeganunlacinghisshirt.Itwasquickly

discarded.WhenThomtriedtounlacehisbreeches,Gilescaughthimbythe
wristsandtookastepback,narrowinghiseyes.Thommethisgaze,appar-
entlyconfused,andGilesofferedamischievoussmileandpointedathim.

“Ah, so you wish to keep things equitable?”Thom asked with a wry

smile.Gilesnodded.

“Youdon’tknowwhoIam,doyou?”
Gilesshookhishead.
“Allthebetter,”Thomsaid,offeringapredatorysmileashebegantoun-

lacehisownshirtwithagonizingslowness.Gileswatched,hismouthgoing
abitdry.Thomwasallsmoothskinandsolidmuscle,abodythatspokeof....
prowess.Hiswhitemerchant’sshirtwastossedcarelesslyintoacorner,and
hemetGiles’eyeswithasparkofchallengewhenitwasgone,fingeringthe
lacesofhisownbreechesforamomentbeforeunlacingthoseaswell.

AndGileswasneveronetoallowafavortogounreturned.
HedroppedtohiskneesandmoveduponThomineagerappreciation,

lettingthehot,hardlengthofhimslidealonghischeekbeforetakingthe
headintohismouth.Thomnestedbroadhandsintohishair,holdinghimto
thetask,purringinsatisfactionasGileslaidhishandsonhisthighs.Thighs
thatwerestillcasedinsmoothleather.

Gileshadn’toftenpleasuredothermenwithhismouth;hewasfarmore

oftenonthereceivingendofsuchattention...buthewantedverymuchto
pleaseThom.Itwasn’t somethinghecoulddistinctlyname,buttherewas
suchdeliciousauthoritytotheman.Such...nobility.Hefoundhimselfach-
inglyhardandrelishedthefeeling,purringdeepinhisthroat.Therewasno
soundtoit,butThom’smoanprovedthatitwasstillquiteeffective.

“You’regoodatthis,”Thomobservedbreathlessly,thighsturnedoutward,

The Goose Boy

background image

49

mouthpartlyopen,eyesclosed.“Might...havetokeepyou...closer...”

Gilesranhishandupwards,fingernailsgrazinglightlyatthetaut-stretched

leatheratthejunctureofThom’sthighs.Thombucked,pressingforward,and
Gilessuddenlyfoundhimselfnosingdarkcurlsandswallowingfranticallyas
Thomcameatthebackofhisthroat.

Hepanted,swallowing,feelingadizzysortofsatisfactionasThomcol-

lectedhimself...andthenhewasquitesuddenlycaughtunderthearmsand
hauledupwardintoafierceembrace.TheroomspunandThomturnedhim
andskitteredbackthreepacesandsuddenlyhewasonhisbackonthebed
andThomwasontopofhimandhewasbeingbrutally,wonderfullykissed.

Thomwasunlacinghisbreecheswithfrantic,fumblinghandswithout

breakingtheirkiss.Gilesfoundthathehadtoresorttodoingsumsinhis
headtocounteractjusthowdeucedlyappealingthatwas.Hisbreecheswere
soondiscarded,leavingthembothnaked.Thomwasonhiskneesandstrad-
dlinghim,gazingdownathiminopenappreciation.

Andthenahothand,hardwithaswordsman’scalluses,closedonhis

arousal.

Thom ran his thumb in a quick circle around the head, spreading the

slicknessthere,andGiles’breathlefthiminastutteringsigh.

“IfImakeyoucome,doyouthinkyou’llstillbeabletofuckmelater?”

Thomasked,apredatoryfireinhiseyes.Thequestionbecamemoot,because
theobscenesuggestionofitwasmorethanGilescouldbearandhebucked
inThom’sfist,thepurestofpleasurerollingthroughhimashisseedspilled
forth,splashingagainsthisownchestandbelly.Thomlaughed.

AndwhenhebenttolaptheevidenceofopenlustfromGiles’flesh,the

answertohisquestionsoonbecameapparent.BythetimeThomreachedhis
sackandtookoneballandthentheotherintohismouth,hewashardand
desperatelywantingagain.

“Ineedtofetchtheoil.Wait,”Thomsaid,risingfromhim.Thelossof

histouchwaslikeablow,andGilesfoundhimselfturningtowatchashe
crossedtheroom.Thommovedwithcatlikegrace,silvermoonlightfromthe
windowsandgoldenlightfromthecandlesworkinginconcerttoplayabe-
guilingdanceoflightandshadowacrossthemusclesofhisback.

Hereturnedinduecoursewithavialofoil,whichheimmediatelyput

togooduse.GilesfellagainstthebedagainasThom’scallusedhandsslicked
downthelengthofhim,pausingtopalmthehead.

“Ineedyouonyourknees,”hesaid,hisvoicethickandhiseyeshalf-

The Goose Boy

background image

0

lidded.Gileswasinnomoodforteasingdefiance.Heobedientlyroseand
Thomslippedintobedjustinfrontofhim,facingaway.Hegrippedthefoot
boardinbothhandsandlookedoverhisshoulderatGiles,hisfaceanopen
challenge.

Gileswasmorethanhappytomeetit.
Hepositionedhimselfandpressedinwardwithonesmoothstroke,and

Thom’smoanofsatisfactionrangagainstthewalls.Gileslosthimselfinthe
delicious friction,Thom’s flesh tightening around him beautifully, and he
threwhisheadbackandgasped.Hewassupposedlysomebase-bornnobody
now,andherehewashavinghispleasureofanoble...whohaddemanded
suchinnouncertainterms.Hewonderedforamomentwhatthismanwould
thinkofhimifheknewthatGileswasaprince...

“Harder,”Thomgroaned,hisshoulderstensingunderGiles’hands.
Gilesfollowedtheorderhewasgiven,doublinghisefforts,duckinghis

headtoexplorethejunctureofThom’sneckandshoulderwithlipsandteeth
andtongue.Hesnakedahanddownward,findingThom’shardlengthand
grippingit,pumpingitintimewithhisthrusts.Thomgaveanincoherentcry,
buckinghardenoughtoliftthembothoffthebed,comingdownagainhard
andtakingGilestothehilt.HetiltedhisheadawaytogiveGilesgreaterac-
cess,andGilescontinuedtonguingandnipping,hisbreathcominginsharp
gasps.

“Wantthis...everynight!”Thomsaid,hisvoiceabark,agrowl.Andhe

came,thewetheatofhimsplashingoverGiles’fistlikepleasantfire,hisflesh
tightening almost painfully, and Giles shuddered and spilled himself deep
insidehim.

There was a quiet dissolution after that as they untangled themselves,

fallingintoajumbleofsweat-slicklimbsonthebed,bothspenttoutterex-
haustion.Thomwaspurringintohisearbetweenpantingbreaths,asoundof
puresatisfaction.Gilesturnedfractionallytokisshim,andtheirkisswaslong
andslowandsweet.

“I’llcomeforyouagaintomorrow,”Thomwhispered,pullinghimclose.

Gilessmiled,andwouldhavemurmuredagreementatthesuggestionifhe’d
hadthevoicetodoso.

Theyslept.
ItwasdarkwhenGileswoketomovement.Bymoonlighthewatched

Thomsittingattheedgeofthebed,donninghisclothes.

“Ican’tstay,thoughIwishIcould,”hesaid,lookingatGileswithanodd

The Goose Boy

background image

51

paininhiseyes.“WouldthatIcouldbringyouwithme...butI’llcomefor
youagaintonight.Here.Youcangobacktosleepifyouwant;noonewill
botheryouhereandit’sstillhoursuntildawn.”

Gilesnoddedslowly,settlingbackagainstthebed.Thomleanedoverhim

andkissedhimasdeeplyandthoroughlyasanyoneeverhad.Therewassuch
hungerinthatkiss,suchdesperatelonging.Itwasakissthatasked,begged,
pleaded…andGilesknewinthatmomentthathewouldgiveanythingThom
askedofhim,anddosowillingly.

Andforthesecondtimeinasmanynights,Thomlefthiminthedark-

ness.

Hewokeagaintothesongsofmorningbirdsandthesoundsofthecity

waking. In a guard tower, like a common whore... but there had been so
muchpassiontheselastnights.Morethanhe’deverknownwhenhelivedin
apalace.He’dhavetothinklongonthis...herehesat,desertedbytheworld.
Aqueen’sson,forcedtofulfilltheofficeofgoose-boy,whileawaiting-maid
satontheking’srighthand.Ifhismotheronlyknew...

Butdamnhimforafoolifitdidn’tseemworthitforwhatthenights

broughtnow.

He gathered his scattered clothing, slightly dismayed at the state of it,

buthehadnothingbettertowear.Well,hedoubtedthegeesewouldgivea
damn.

Hewaswalkingdownthenarrowlanethatledfromthetowertotheser-

vants’hallwhenamaninguards’liverybarredhiswaywithamischievous
smile.

“Andwhat’saprettybitlikeyoudoingwalkingthiswayatthishour,

hmm?”

Gilesflushed,knowinghowhemustappear.Heduckedandtriedtostep

aside,buttheguardmatchedhim.

“Now,now.It’searlyyet.Won’tanyonemindifI’mafewminuteslatefor

mywatch...”

“Hugh,leavehim,”avoicesaidbehindhim,makingGilesspin.Another

guard, one of those who’d been in the room beforeThom had dismissed
them.Gilesfelthimselfflushevenfurther.

“AndwhyshouldI?”Thefirstguardsaid,indignant.“Iknowwellenough

wherehe’scomefromandthere’snoreasonyounightwatchshouldhaveall
thefun...”

“He’sKingThomas’newfavorite.”

The Goose Boy

background image

2

Gilessuddenlyfeltratherdizzy.Theguardstoodaside,andhestaggered

past.KingThomas.Thom.He’dbeendallyingwithroyaltyandhehadn’teven
known.

Hewalkedinahazetothecommonroomandbrokehisfastonbread

andmilk.Damnthegeese.Hereturnedtohisbarnandclimbedtheladder,a
thousandthoughtsclatteringinhisheadlikesquabblingravens.

“Youdidn’treturntobedatalllastnight,myprince,”Falada’svoicesaid

coolly.Heturnedtolookatherhangingthereonthewall,heremptyeyes
seemingtoregardhim.

‘He’s the king.’ Giles thought back, unable to collect himself more elo-

quently.

“Whom?”
‘Thom.Thom’stheking.I’vebeen...’
“Wellthen,Isupposethatyourtroubleswillsoonbesolved.Youhaveau-

diencewiththepersonbestabletosetrightsthesituationyoufindyourselfin.
YouneedonlygethimtospeaktomeandIcanexplainyourtroubles.”

Ah,butwhatwouldThom...orrather,KingThomas,thinkuponknowing

thetruth?Hethoughthewasdallyingwithagoose-boysolowlythathedidn’t
evenrequireaname.WhenhelearnedthatGileswasaprinceofConward...

Still,therewaslittlechoiceleftbeforehim.Thesituationhadtobesetto

rights.

Giles had half a mind to simply bring Falada with him when he went

tothegatehouse,buthethoughtbetteronitwhenheconsideredtheway
thatthetownsfolkcrossedthemselvesathispassingasitwas.Thathehunga
horse’sskullonthewallwascommonknowledgeandtolerated,butcarrying
oneaboutwithhimasheskulkedthroughthestreetsatnightwouldprobably
bemetwithunpleasantramifications.

Sohewaitedatthegatehouseagainashehadthepreviousnight,arms

crossedandmuchonhismind.Thesunset.Darknessfell.Gilessatagainstthe
wall,chewingonhisthumbnail.

ItwasanhourbeforeThomarrived,lookingwearyandworn.Gilesrose

tohisfeetatthesightofhim,hedginghiseyebrows.

“Idon’tknowifI’mevenable...”Thombegan,butGileshushedhimwith

narrowfingersplacedagainsthislips,andThom’swearyeyeslitwithcurios-
ity.

Gilestookhishandandpointedtowardthealleythatledtotheservants’

hall.

The Goose Boy

background image

53

“Wecan’tgothere.”
Gilesshookhisheadimpatiently,tuggingonThom’shand.
“Itellyou,wecannot.Icannot,”Thominsisted,hiseyesflashingan-

ger.Gilessethisjaw,sighingthroughhisnose,andturnedonhisheeland
walkedaway.

“Comebackhere!”Thomcalledindignantly.Gilesstopped,lookingback

overhisshoulder,andtossedhisheadinthesuggesteddirection.

“Icouldcalltheguardsdownonyou,”Thomwarned.
ItwasGiles’turntostarechallengeathim,andashewatchedThomnar-

rowedhiseyesandbaredhisteeth,andfollowedGilesintothedarkness.Past
theservants’hall,tothebarn.Uptheladder.

He startled when he saw Falada’s skull, and if Giles hadn’t caught his

handhemighthavefallenfromtheladderwhenshespoke.

“Greetings,KingThomas.Ourmeetingislongoverdue,”shesaidwith

thesoundofasmileinhervoice.Gilessatwithhislegsdrawnupandhis
armsaroundhiskneesasThomlistenedtoFaladarecountingthestoryof
theirmisfortune.OfAvelyn’streachery.

“Thatunforgivablewenchhasbeenmakingmycourtahellsinceshe

arrived.Nothingpleasesher.She...shewantstomarryme!Andshe’ssovi-
ciouslysweetwithherwordsthatthecourtlistenstoherpleas...Ihaveno
heirs,andnevermindthatmyyoungerbrotherinNorthmerealreadyhas
foursons!YouhavenoideahowgladIam...”Thompaused,lookingatGiles,
andswallowedthickly.“Bothofyoumustcomeatoncetothepalace.I’ll
havemyroyalconjurerawakened.”

AndsowithFaladatuckedunderhisarm,Gileswasledtothepalace

inThom’scompany.Theconjurerwasawakened;awomanoflatermiddle
yearswhotookonelookathim,sighedthroughhernose,andsaidsimply,

“Speak,child!”asshemadeasmallgesture.Shelookedattheskulland

said,“I’msorry,Milady,thatthere’snothingIcandoforyou.”

Andthensheturnedaroundandclosedherdoor.
“Ioughttoberidofthatwoman,”Thomspat,preparingtoknockon

thedooragain.

“Idon’tknow...”Gilessaid,hisvoicehoarsefromdisuse.“Sheseemsto

knowwhatshe’sdoing.”

“Yes,but-”Thombegan,thencaughthimselfandspuntomeetGiles’

eyeswithsurpriseandjoy.“Yourvoice.”

“I’mnolongerbewitched,”Gilessaid,sounusedtospeakingthatitfelt

The Goose Boy

background image

54

strangetodoso.

“Thestateofyou,though.Youmustcomeatonceandbathe,anddressas

befitsyourstation.”

“IwouldappreciateitifIcouldbeleftoutofthat,”Faladasaidmildly,a

hintofknowingsmugnesstoherwhisperyvoice.

Faladawasleftonthemantleintheking’sownchamber,anditwastothe

king’sprivatebathsthatGileswasled.

“Ihadnoideathatyouwereaprince,”Thomsaidinavoicebarelyabove

awhisperasthedoorclosedbehindthem.

“AndIhadnoideathatyouwereaking,”Gilesreplied,turningtoface

himboldly.“Doesthat...changethings?”

“Well,”Thomsaidcarefully,“Itwouldonlybefityourstationtositatmy

sideanddineatmytableandbequarteredclosetome.”

HemetGiles’eyes,andtherewasafamiliarhungerthere.
“IdobelievethatI’dfindthatveryagreeable,”Gilesreplied,andpunctu-

atedhiswordsbyslippingoutofhisclothes.Thomfollowedsuitandledhim
toamarblebasinthatwaseasilylargeenoughforbothofthem.

He’dquiteforgottenhowgoodhotwatercouldfeel.Andsoap…especial-

lywhenthatsoapwasappliedbythecapablehandsofastartlinglyattractive
youngmanwhoalsohappenedtobetheking.

Thompulledhimintoafierceembrace,hotandwetandachinglypower-

ful.Hishandswereeverywhere,asiftheymeanttomapeveryinchofGiles’
skin.

“Youreallydon’tknowwhatitmeanstomethat...thatthisisreal.That

you’rereal.Thatyou’renoble.ThatI...”Thomfaltered,notmeetinghiseyes.

“Thatyoucanhaveme,”Gilesfinishedforhim,asmiletuggingathis

lipsashenestedhishandsinThom’shairandguidedhimintoalong,slow
kiss.Thommoanedintohismouth,adesperatenoise.Gilespulledawaylong
enoughtoturnaround,Thomembracinghimfrombehind,drawingasoap-
slickhandacrosshischesttograzehishardenednipples.Gilesleanedagainst
theedgeofthebasin,hisfeetplantedwide.

“Youwant...”
“Yes.”
Thommoanedagainsoftly,kissingGilesjustbelowthepointofhisjaw.

Gilespurredappreciation,heatpoolinglowinhisbelly.HefeltThom’slength,
hotandhard,pressingintohim.Thom’shandsgraspedhishipspowerfully…
itwasaslow,impossiblemeldingoffleshashewasstretchedandfilled.His

The Goose Boy

background image

fingers splayed out on the cool marble, anchoring him to reality asThom
begantomove.Histhrustswereslow,delicious,maddeningandperfect.The
tileunderGiles’handswascool,thewateraroundthemhot,Thom’slength
withinhimevenhotter.Gilesarchedagainsthim,andheshiftedslightly,and
suddenlyeverystrokebrushedpastthatspotwithinhimthatmadehimsee
stars.

Gileshadforgottenhowloudhisvoicecouldbe.
Thomwasshushinghim,theburstsofwarmbreathhotagainsttheshell

of his ear, and he gasped.A broad hand came down along his chest and
bellytofindandtakeholdofhiminafirmgrasp.Thewatermovedacross
hislengthincounterpointtoThom’sthrusts,tohispumpingfist,andGiles
surrenderedhimselftothesensations.Helaidhisforeheadagainstthecool
marble,andhebithislip,andhecamewithashatteringbrilliance.Hedidn’t
knowhowmuchlongeritwaswhenhecamebacktohimself,butThomwas
facinghim,kissinghim,holdinghimcloseintheswiftly-coolingwater.

“Sleepinmybed,”Thomorderedwithalltheauthorityofaking.
“Yes,yourmajesty,”Gilesansweredwithasmile.“Foraslongasyou’ll

haveme.”

Daylightcame,andGileswasdressedinroyalapparel.Thomremarked

upontheimprovementitmadeinhisappearance,andhiseyesmadeprom-
isesaboutjustwhathe’dhavelikedtodoifmorepressingmattershadn’t
beenathand.

Agreatbanquetwasprepared,andtheyoungkingsatattheheadofthe

tablewiththelovelybutshrewishforeignprincessathisside.Gilesstoodat
thedoorway,waitingforhiscue.

Justbeforethebanquetbegan,wheneveryonewasmerrywithanticipa-

tion,ThomasturnedtoAvelynandasked,

“Milady,supposethattherewasacriminalwhohaddeceivedeveryone

inhismidst...”andproceededtoathinly-veiledversionofGiles’misfortune.
Avelynsmiledblithelythroughit,noddingoccasionally,eyesupontheroast
goose.Herinattentionwasplain,aswasThom’sannoyance.Thomfinished
with,“Whatsentenceshouldbepassed?”

“Suchawretchdeservesnobetterfatethantobestrippedentirelynaked,

andputinabarrelwhichisstuddedinsidewithpointednails.Twowhite
horsesshouldbeharnessedtoitandshoulddragitalongthroughonestreet
after another until the damned criminal is dead,”Avelyn answered with a
lightsweetnessthatbeliedthepoisonofherwords.Theroomfelltosilence

The Goose Boy

background image

asKingThomasstaredatAvelynlikealandedfishforanentireminute.

“Iwouldnotenvytherealmthathasyouforitsqueen,youhorrible,vi-

ciouslittlechit,”hefinallysaid.“Butthen,norealmwillhavetotoleratesuch
atragedy.”Thomgrinnedandsnappedhisfingers,andthefootmanstepped
forwardandsaidclearly,

“PresentingGilesPrinceofConward,secondsonofQueenJoan.”
ThecolordrainedfromAvelyn’sfaceasGilessteppedforwardandbowed

slightly.

“Prince Giles, I’ll ask the same question of you.To what punishment

shouldsuchafaithlesswretchbeput?”

“Idobelievethatsuchapersonshouldbecursedwiththeremovalof

theirvoiceforayearandaday,soastolearnhumility,”Gilesanswered,lock-
inghisgazeofAvelyn’s.“AndIthinkthattheyshouldbesentbacktotheland
oftheiroriginandpresentedtothekeepersoflawthere.”

“Thatstrikesmeasmostnobleandjust,PrinceGiles,”Thomsaidwitha

smallsmile.“Guards?Ifyouwouldremovethiswomantothecustodyofmy
conjurer?”

AndsoAvelynwasremovedofhervoiceandsentbacktoConward,with

aretinueofguardstomakesurethatshecausednofurthermischiefonthe
journey,andaletterofexplanationforthequeen.

Giles sat at the king’s side and studied with the master scholar, as his

motherhadintended,thoughifhismotheronlyknew...

Inanycase,whenAvelyn’ssentencewascarriedout,Gilessatattheking’s

righthandashisbestandmosttrustedadvisor,andtogethertheyreigned
overthekingdominpeaceandhappinessfortherestoftheirdays.

The Goose Boy

background image

To Market

ElizabethSchechter

MynameisConn,andIamnoman’sson.Mymotherclaimedtohavegotten
mefromoneoftheGentry.Idon’tknowthetruthofthat,ifmyfatherwas
indeedoneoftheSidhe,orifhewassimplyasilver-tonguedpeddlerwho
neverthoughtagainofthegirlheleftbehindhiminHunter’sDell.AllIknow
isthatformywholelife,itwasjustmyMaandmeinourlittlehutbythe
edgeoftheforest.Ma...well,thefolksinthevillagecalledherWiseMeg,or
UncannyMeg,orMegtheWitch,andtheycametoherfortheircharmsand
simplesandallthethingsthatmadetheparsonlookdownhislongnoseatus
whenwecametomarket.Matoldtheirfortunesandreadtheirpalms,made
theirlovecharmsanduncrossedtheircows,andbeforeshedied,shetaught
meherart.Nowthevillagecomestome.Thatwashowitallbegan.

Ihadbeeninmygardenthatmorning,tryingtoconvincethesmallpatch

ofstubborndirtthatIneededradishesmorethanIneededrocks.WhenIsaw
theridercominguptheroad,Iknewthathewascomingtoseeme.Ileaned
onmyhoeandwaited,andwassurprisedtoseethatitwasPatrickGrady
whowasridinguptomygate.Therichestmaninthevillage,Gradylooked
downatmefromatophistallhorselikeIwassomethinghe’drathernothave
foundunderhisboot.Thenheswallowedhispride,noddedacurtgreeting,
andclearedhisthroat,“I’veneedofanuncrossing.”

Inodded.“Isitacoworahorseyou’reaskingfor?”Iasked.
Theexpressiononhisfacewouldn’thavebeenoutofplaceifhe’dswal-

lowedalivetoad.“Neither.‘Tismydaughter.”

Idroppedmyhoe.“Something’shappenedtoBess?”
He didn’t answer, turning his horse back down the road, “Will you

come?”

HemusthaveknownthatIwouldn’thavesaidno,thatIwouldneverturn

background image

mybackonBess.Shewasmychildhoodplaymate,abold,headstronggirl
who’dbeenwillingtodefyherfatherbecauseshewantedthevillagebastard
forafriend.She’dwantedtohavemeassomethingmore,too;thenightof
hersixteenthbirthday,she’dbroughtmeintothehayloftofherfather’sbarn.
Gradyandhismenfoundusthere,bothofushalf-dressed.Gradydraggedhis
daughterofftothehouse,leavinghisloyalpackofrowdieswithinstructions
to‘dealwiththebastard.’Theydid,hangingmebymywristsfromthehayloft
andlayingmybackopenwithahorsewhip,thenleavingmethereuntilone
ofthestable-boystookpityonme,cutmedownandtookmehome.Afew
dayslater,Gradyhadriddenuptoourgate,andtoldmymotherthatifheever
caughtmenearhisgirlagain,he’dkillmehimself.

Sincethatday,I’davoidedthemarket,avoidedgoingintothevillage.I

couldn’tbearthethoughtofseeingBessandnotbeingabletogouptoher,
talktoher,shareeverythingwithherthewaywehadsinceweweresmall.But
Ineverstoppedthinkingofher,dreamingofher,recallingthefewprecious
momentsthatwe’dhadinthehayloftbeforewe’dbeenfound.

Whatinheaven’snamemusthavehappenedtoherthatcouldbringGrady

tolookformyhelp?

e f

Grady’shousewasthefinestinthevillage,andeverytimeBesshadbrought
mehere,she’dbroughtmeinthroughthefronthalltositinthedrawing
roomlikeanhonoredguest.Thistime,Iwenttothekitchendoor,andfound
afamiliarfacethere.Moira,Bess’oldnurse,metmeatthedoor,wringingher
handsassheescortedmeintothehouseanduptheservant’sstairs.

“Conn,youcanhelpher?”sheasked,hervoicecrackingwithfear.
“Idon’tknow,Moira.Iwilltry,”Ianswered,tryingtokeepmyownvoice

steady.“Wherearewegoing?”

“MissBess’bedchamber.”Moiraledmetothesecondfloor,anddownthe

hall.Gradyhimselfwaswaitingoutsideadoor,andasIreachedit,heopened
thedoorandgesturedmeinside.Iwalkedinandstopped,stunnedatwhat
Isaw.Besslayinthecenterofthewide,curtainedbed,writhingandmoan-
inglikeawomanpossessed.Herfairhairwasdirtyandmatted,andherfine
gownwasfilthy,tatteredandtorn.Worstofall,herarmswerespreadwide,
herwristslashedtothebedposts.

IturnedtoGrady,“Whathappenedhere?”

To Market

background image

9

Atthesoundofmyvoice,Bessturned.Shesawmestandinginthedoor-

way,smiledwithdelight,andcalledmyname.I’dheardhersaymynamelike
thatoncebefore,andithadmademybloodrace.Now,theheatinhervoice
andthewildnessinhereyeshorrifiedme.Icouldn’timaginewhatcouldhave
causedthis.Gradygesturedformetojoinhiminthecorridor,closingthe
doorfirmlybehindme.

“Tellmewhathappened,”Isaid,tryingtoignorethefactthatIcouldstill

hearBessthroughthedoor,whimperingandcrying,callingmyname.

Gradyshookhishead,notmeetingmyeyes,“Wedon’tknow.Shewent

forawalkoneevening,anddidn’tcomehome.Thenextmorning,wefound
herwanderinginthesheeppastureontheeastsideofthevillage,lookinglike
she’dlostherwits.Thedoctorhasbeenhere,andtheparson.Sheattackedthe
parson,triedtogetoutofthehouse.That’swhyshe’sbound.”Gradystaredat
thedoor,“It’sbeenthreedays,andsheonlygetsworse.”

Inodded.Hewaslyingaboutsomething,butwhat,Ihadnoidea.“Letme

backin,”Isaid.“Ineedtolookather,seeifIcanseeanything.”

Gradypushedmenone-too-gentlytowardsBess’door.“Moira,gowith

him,”hegrowled.Thenheturnedandstalkeddownthehall.

Moiraheldthedooropenforme,thenfollowedmeintotheroom.Once

shehadclosedthedoor,Iturnedtofaceher.“Whatishenottellingme?”I
demanded.

Shelookedatmeandwhispered,“He’llhavemeoutonthestreetsifhe

findsoutI’vetoldyouanything.”

Imethereyes,“Moira,tellmewhatIneedtosaveher.”
Shelookedpastme,staringforamomentatthestrugglinggirlonthe

bed,thennodded,“TheMasterhasarrangedamarriageforMissBess.ToLord
Faraday.”

Ihissedatthename.LordFaradaywasourliegelord,butthatdidn’tmean

Ihadtoliketheman.Hewasaheavy-handedman,I’dheard,andhe’dburied
fourwivesthatIknewabout.Moiranoddedagain.

“WhenhetoldMissBess,sherefused.Shetoldhim...”shepausedand

thenlookedatme.“Conn,shetoldherfatherthatifheforcedher,she’dgo
tothegoblins.Theydidn’tfindherinthesheepmeadow.Theyfoundherat
Hunter’sOak.”

Iturnedandstaredatthebedinshock.Shehadgonetothegoblinmar-

ket?

Ifyouweretowanderinthegloamingtowardsthehollowwherethetree

To Market

background image

0

thattheoldfolkscalledtheHunter’sOakhadoncestood,youwouldhear
thegoblins,callingtotheunwary,“Whowillbuy?Comeandbuy!”Noone
knewforcertainwhentheyhadfirstcometoHunter’sDell.Thereweresome,
mymothertoldme,whowerefoolishenoughtogointothehollowandtake
whatthegoblinsoffered.Butwhentheyreturnedtothehollow,seekingmore
ofthesame,theyfounditempty;thegoblinsnevercametwicetosomeone
whohadtastedtheirwares.Allofthosepoorsoulshaddiedhorriblywithin
afewdays,refusingfoodanddrink,piningforwhatevertheyhadfoundin
thehollow.Mahadtoldmeoncethatshethoughttheremighthavebeena
waytosavethem,iftherehadbeensomeonebraveenoughtotryit.Iwasn’t
brave,butIdidloveBess,andIwasboundtotryandsaveher.

IcrossedtoBess’bedsideandsatdownnexttoher;sheleanedtowards

measmuchasherbondswouldallow,whimperingsoftly.

“Conn,”shemoaned.“Touchme,please.”Hereyesmetmine,andIwas

strickentonotseethejoythatusuallyshonefrombehindherowneyes.There
wasonlyneedthere,andwant,onlywhatthegoblinshadthrustuponher.I
cuppedhercheekandleanedforwardtokissherforehead.

“I’llbringyouwhatyouneed,mylove,”Iwhispered.“Iswearit.”Then

Ipulledback,reachingintothesatchelIworeovermyshoulderandpulling
outasmall,brownbottlethatIhandedtoMoira,“Giveherthis,afulldram
mixedintosomemilk.Itwillmakehersleep.Ishouldbebackbeforeshe
wakes,orveryshortlyafter.”

Moiralookedatmeinhorror,“Conn,whatareyougoingtodo?”
IlookedbackatBess,whowascryingandcallingformetocomeback.It

nearbrokemyhearttoturnawayandleaveher.

“I’mgoingtothegoblins.”

e f

Itookalongbreath,gatheredmycourage,andwalkeddownthehillinto
thehollow.Icouldhearthegoblinscallingfromsomewheredownnearthe
stream,butuntilIcameuptotheremainsoftheoak,Icouldn’tseethem.And
onceIdid,Ihadtostopandstare.

Ma had never told me that goblins were beautiful. I’d been expecting

monsters.Instead,Iwasfacingangels.Theyweretallandthin,tallerthanany
man,andcoveredfromheadtoheelsinsleek,glisteningfurthatreminded
meoftheottersthatplayedintheforestpool.Theyweredressedsolelyin

To Market

background image

61

long,beadedloinclothsthatswayedintheeveningbreeze,andtheymoved
withafluidgracethatmadethemlookliketheywereglidingonair.When
oneofthemturnedtolookatme,Icouldseeitseyesweregolden,andslitted
likeacat’s.Itcamecloser,thesettingsunturningitsmottledgrayandblack
furintoflame,andwhenitreachedme,itcrouchedslightlysothatitwas
closertomyheight.

“Welcometothegoblinmarket,youngmortal.Willyoucomeandsee

ourwares?”

I nodded, too awestruck to say a word, letting the goblin take me by

thehandandleadmeintotheirmarket.Therewerecartsandbasketsfullto
overflowingwithfruit,mostofitimpossibletofindthisearlyinthespring—
there were apples piled up next to peaches, full bunches of grapes laying
nexttocherriesandfigs,strawberriesinbasketswithpearsandquince.The
goblinescortedmefromoneendofthemarkettotheother,andwhenwe
reachedtheend,itwavedonearmexpansively,“Whatwillyouhave,young
mortal?”

Ishookoffthespellthatthegoblin’sbeautycastoverme.Iwasherefor

areason.“Therewasagirl,afewnightspast.Whatdidshechoose?”Iasked.

Thegoblinlaughed,“Thegoldengirl!Yes,shecametome,andgreatly

enjoyedherchoice.Youwishtohavewhatshehad?”

Inoddedslowly,notsurewhatIwasagreeingto.Thegoblintookmyarm

andledmeoff;Icouldfeelitssharpclawsprickingmethroughmysleeve.

Itledmeawayfromthemarket,intoacopseofyoungwillowsthatgrew

alongthebanksofthestream.Inthecenterofthecopsetherewasaclear-
ing,anditwastherethatthegoblinstopped,turnedtowardsmeandsmiled
again.

“Take off your clothing, pretty mortal,” it said, running long fingers

throughmyhair.

IwhisperedBess’namelikeaprayerasIunslungmysatchelandtookoff

myshirtandbreeches;thegoblinmusthaveheardme,becauseitcockedits
headtothesideandstudiedmeforalongmoment.

“Thegoldengirl,sheisyourlover?”Thegoldeneyesnarrowed.“No,not

alover.Butbeloved,nonetheless.Whyhaveyoucome?”

“BecauseIloveher,”Ianswered.
It laughed, resting one long hand on my back between my shoulders,

“Intriguing.Comehere,mortal,andseewhatyourgoldengirlboughtatthe
goblinmarket.”

To Market

background image

2

Thegoblinledmetoamossybank,guidedmegentlydownontomy

backandthenstretchedoutnexttome.Itsaidnotawordtome,arranging
myarmsandlegsasifIwereadoll,untilIlaytherewithmyarmsflungover
myheadandmylegsslightlyapart.Itnodded,seeminglysatisfied,andthen
satupandmadealong,lowtrillingsound.Immediately,Ifeltsomethingcold
curlingaroundmywristsandmyankles;Itriedtojumpupbutwasheldfast
totheturfasslendergreenvinesrosefromthemoss,wrappingaroundmy
bodyandholdingmefast.Thegoblinlaughed,movingsothatitwasagain
lyingnexttome,softfurrubbingagainstmysideasIstruggledagainstthe
vines.

“Prettymortal,”itcrooned,andsmiled,showingallofitssharp,white

teeth.Then,tomyshock,itkissedme.

WhenIwastwelve,aminorlordwhohadsoughtmymother’saidre-

wardedherwithaflagonoffinebrandy.Mahadletmetastethewine,andI
hadalwaysrememberedthesmoothwarmth,oakmixedwithwoodsmoke
andpeatandapples.Thegoblin’slipstastedlikethat,likebrandy,heatandde-
sire;Ifoundmyselfdrunkonthattaste,forgettingmyfear.Whenthegoblin
pulledback,Istrainedup,wantingmore,andheardthecreaturelaugh.

“Patience,littleone.Patience.”Itstood,andloosenedthebeltaroundits

hips,lettingtheloinclothfalltotheground,revealingtomefinallythatthis
goblinwasmale.Hiscockwaserect,longandcurved,andasthickaround
asmywrist.Helookeddownathimself,runningonehanddownhislength.
“So,youseenowwhatgoblinfruityourlittlegoldengirlenjoyed?Would
youlikeataste?”heasked,andlaughedagainashelaybackdown,running
hisfingersovermyskininswirlingpatternsthatleftfireintheirwake.Icould
feel myself responding to his touch until I ached with desire. He laughed
again,slidingdownovermybodyuntilhelayovermylegs,hisbreathwarm
onmycock.

“Youareavirgin?”heasked.“You’veneverlainwithawomanbefore,or

aman?”

“I...yes.No.”Iwasaddledbyhisbreathandhiswarmth,andwasn’tsure

whatquestionIwasanswering.Hetrilledsoftly,slidinghishandsundermy
ass.

“Untouched fruit is the sweetest.What payment do you offer, young

mortal,foryourtasteofgoblinfruit?”

Payment? I couldn’t clear my head, couldn’t think of anything but his

kissandhistouchandhisbreathonmyaching,throbbingcock.Heranone

To Market

background image

63

fingerdownmyshaft,andIgaspedatthesensation.

“Barter,perhaps?Willyougivemeseedforseed?”Withoutwaitingfor

ananswer,heloweredhismouthovermycock,swallowingmewhole.Itwas
likenothingIhadeverfeltbefore,andIhowledashecaressedmewithhis
roughtongueandslidonelong,slenderfingerintomyass.Istrainedagainst
thevines,tryingtomove,wantingmore,eventhoughtIhadnoideawhat
morewouldbe.Ifelthimlaughagain,andhestoppedandraisedhishead,
slidinguptocovermybodywithhisownandkissmeagain.

“Youtastemagnificent,”hemurmured,lickingmyearandthennibbling

myneckwithhissharpteeth.“Shallyouhaveyourtastenow?”Hegottohis
knees,shifted,turnedarounduntilhiscockdangledovermymouth.Iheard
himlaughagain,“DotomewhatIdidtoyou.Donotbite.”Hetookmeinto
hismouthagain,andloweredhishipssothathiscocktappedagainstmylips.
Uncertain,withonlyhisdirectiontoguideme,Ilightlytouchedhiscock
withmytongue,feelinghishumofpleasureasajoltthroughmyowncock.
Encouraged,Ikepton,gentlybathinghimwithmytongueuntilhegroaned
andshiftedhishipslower,raisinghisheadsothathecouldwhisper,“Take
me.”

Obediently,Iopenedmymouthwide,andheslidhiscockbetweenmy

lips,fillingmymouthandcuttingoffmyvoice.Hiscocktastedofhoney,salt
andsomethingwonderfulandexotic,andIeagerlyswirledmytongueover
thehead,wantingmore.Thegoblinmoaned,increasinghisowneffortsuntil
Iwasthrashingunderhim,moaning,sucking,licking,finallyscreamingas
Ispent.Laughing,helickedmecleanandthentrilledsomething;Ifeltthe
vinesonmyarmsloosenandfallaway.

“Touchme,”thegoblinsaid,andIcouldnottellifhewascommanding

orbegging.Islidmyhandsupthefurofhisthighs,luxuriatinginthesoft-
ness,hearingthegoblinmoanandtrillashestartedtoslowlypumpinand
outofmymouth.Inspiredbywhathehaddonetome,Iwrappedmyarms
aroundhishipsandslidonehandoverhisass,runningmyfingersdownhis
cleft,seekingthehiddenentrancethere.Thegoblinyowledlikeacatinheat
whenmyfingersfoundtheirtarget;hewentrigid,andIfelthiscockpulsing,
growingimpossiblythicker.Mymouthfilledwithwarmliquid,thick,sweet-
salt,honeyandbrandy;Iswallowed,drinkingdeep,lostinpleasure.ThenI
lostmyselfinsoft,warmembraceasIfellasleepinthegoblin’sarms.

e f

To Market

background image

64

Iwokefeelingsoftfurundermycheekandlongfingersinmyhair.Foramo-
ment,Iwasconfused,theneverythingcamebacktomeandIjumpedupto
seethegoblinlookingatme.

“Youaretrulymagnificent,”hemurmured.“Thankyou.”
Icouldn’tspeak;Istaredathimforamoment,thenturnedawayandtried

nottocry.I’dfailed.Worse,I’dcondemnedmyselftothesamefateasBess.

Asoftarmencircledmyshoulders,“Whateveriswrong?DidInotplease

you?”

Hisvoicesoundedtrulyconcerned.Ilookedupintohisgoldeneyesand

decidedtotrust.“IcameherebecauseIneededtobringthegoblinseedback
toBess.Tosaveherlife.Ifailedher.”Ididn’taddthatI’dcondemnedmyself,
too.

Thegoblincockedhisheadtooneside,“Idon’tunderstand.Yourgolden

girlisill?”

Iblinked,“Youdon’tknow?Youdon’tknowwhathappenswhenmortals

cometothegoblinmarket?”

“No,”thegoblinanswered.“Amongmyownpeople,Iamconsidered

veryyoung.Thisismyfirsttime,andyourgoldengirlmyfirstmortal.”

Itriedtogathermywits,“Whenamortalcomestothegoblinmarket,

whenwetastethegoblinfruit,we...pineforit.Andwedie,inamatterof
days.Mymother,shethoughtthatifwecouldgetanothertaste,itwouldcure
theneed,butnoonewhohaseverbeenherehaseverbeenabletofindyou
again.”

The goblin reared back, and I could see horror in his eyes,“Die?The

goldengirlwilldiebecauseshelaidwithme?”Hereachedoutandtouched
myarm,“Youwilldie?”

I nodded, surprised by the goblin’s reaction, his obvious distress. He

jerkedtohisfeet,stridingacrossthecopsewithnoneofhispreviousgrace.
Thenhecameback,throwinghimselfdownontohiskneesinfrontofme,
“Mortal-beloved,pleasebelieveme.Ididnotknow!”

Stunned,Inoddedagain.“I...believeyou.”
Hecurledhimselfintoasmallball,hisheadrestingonmyknees,“We

thinkofyouas...fruittobeplucked.IcamewiththeothersbecauseIamold
enoughtomatenow.Iwouldhavetakenyouressence,andIwouldhavegone
tothematingfieldsofmyhome.IwouldhavesharedthemwithonethatI
desired,andiftheyfoundmeworthy,theywouldhavematedwithme.”He

To Market

background image

raisedhishead,andIcouldseesorrowandregret,“Ididnotknowitwould
hurtyou.Ididnotknowyouwereintelligent.Ididnotknowthatyouknew
love.”Heshookhisheadandstood,holdinghishandouttome.“Comewith
me,mortal,”hecommanded.

“Where?”
“Wewillmakethecureforyourgoldengirl.Andwewillmakeacurefor

you.Areyousureofthis?”

Ishookmyhead,“No.”
Henodded,“Thenwewilltry.Andifitdoesnotwork...thenwewillfind

anotherway.”

Ifollowedthegoblin,myheadspinning,tryingtounderstandwhathe

hadtoldme.“But,whataboutyou?”

“SolongasIreturntomyhomebeforedawn,Iwillbefine,”hesaid.

“Comeandsitwithme.”Hesatdownwithhisbacktoatree,andIknelt
downnexttohim.Hesmiledatme,andsaidsadly,“Iwishyouhadnottold
me.Iwillnotbeabletobringmyselftocomeagain.”

“I’m sorry.” It seemed like a silly thing to say, but I was sorry that I’d

causedthisgentlecreaturepain.Hereachedoutandpattedmyleg.

“It is not your fault. Do you have something to carry the seed in?” I

jumped up and ran back to my clothes, taking an empty bottle from my
satchelandbringingitback.Thegoblintookitandsetitaside,thenlooked
atmeandheldouthisarms,“Comeandsitwithme,mortal.Touchmeand
helpmetosaveyourlife.”

Imovedintohisembrace,restingmycheekagainstthesoftfurofhis

chest.Heguidedme,tellingmewheretotouchhimandhow,untilIknew
whatgavehimpleasureandcoulddoitwithoutcoaching.SoIcoaxedhim
tofullnessagain,andlayacrosshimtolickhiscockuntilhecriedoutand
spilledhisseedintohisownhands.Whenhepoureditintothebottle,the
straw-coloredliquidbarelyfilledaquarterofthebottle.

“Willitbeenough?”hemurmured.
“Forone,Ithink,”Ianswered.“I’llbringittoBess.Then...”
“Thenyouwillcomeback.Iwillbereadyforyouwhenyoureturn,”the

goblinsaidasheslidhisarmaroundme.“Iwillnotletyoudie.Butyoumust
bebackherebeforedawn.IfIdonotreturnhome,thewaybetweenyour
worldandminewillbesealed,andthegoblinmarketwillneveragaincome
tothisplace.”Gently,hepushedmeaway,“Thereisnotmuchtime.”

Iscrambledintomyclothes,takingthebottleinmyhandandturningto

To Market

background image

leavethewillows;Istopped,lookingbacktoseethegoblinlookingatme.
Quickly,Iwentovertohim,leaneddown,andkissedhim.“Thankyou,”I
saidquickly.ThenIturnedandran.

e f

IranallthewaybacktoGrady’shouse,thepreciousbottleclutchedinmy
fist,feelingthegoblinseedburninginmyblood.Iwasgaspingforbreathas
Ireachedthekitchendoor,whichopenedimmediately.Pantinglikeadog,
IpushedpastashockedMoiraandnearlycollapsedontothelongtable.She
grabbedmeandpushedmeintoachair,thenbustledaway,returningwitha
cupthatsheshovedundermynose.

“Drinkit,”shecommanded.Inodded,drinkingandtastingbrandy.The

tasteremindedmeofthegoblin’skiss,andIpushedtheglassawaywithshak-
inghands.

“Moira,Ihaveit,”Isaid,holdingupthebottle.Shetookitfromme,look-

ingattheliquidinside.

“Whatisit?”sheasked.
“It....it’sthecure.”Igottomyfeet,painfullyawareofMoira’scurious

look,notwantingtotellherjustwhatwasinthebottle,orhowIhadgotten
it.Iheldmyhandoutandsaid,“Thereisn’tmuchtime.”

Moiranodded,handingthebottlebacktome.Istoodupandwovean

unsteadypathtothestairsanduptoBess’room.Iletmyselfinandclosed
thedoorbehindme,thenturnedtoseeBesswatchingme,hungerplainon
herface.

“I’vebroughtitforyou,Bess,”Isaid,crossingtositontheedgeofthe

bed.Iheldthebottletoherlipsandletherdrink,fightingtokeepmyhands
steady.Shegulpedtheliquidgreedily,drainingthebottleandthenlicking
herlips;sheshiveredviolently,whimperedonce,thenwailed,herbodygo-
ingstiffandjerkinghardagainstherbonds.Ijumpedback,droppingthe
bottle,andthengrabbedattheropes,fumblingwiththeknotsuntilshewas
free,layinglimpinthemiddleofthebed.Foramoment,Iwasafraidthat
thegoblinhadtrickedme,untilBessmoanedsoftlyandopenedhereyes.
Shelookedupatmeandsmiled,“Conn.”

Dizzywithrelief,IpulledBessintomyarms,hugginghertightly,breath-

inginherscent.Anditwasherscent,myawarenessofherasawoman,and
my own growing need that pushed my restraint to the breaking point; I

To Market

background image

pushedherbackdownontothebed,claiminghermouthinapossessivekiss
andrunningmyhandsdownhersides.Shegaspedinsurprise,thengiggled
againstmymouthandranherhandsupunderneathmyshirt.

Behindus,Iheardthedoorcrashopen,thensomeonegrabbedmeby

thebackoftheneckanddraggedmefromthebed.IheardBessscream,then
somethingcamecrashingdownonthebackofmyheadandIknewnothing
else.

e f

Iclawedmywayoutofadarknessthatseemedtobefilledwithscream-

ing,painandneed,andfoundmyselfonthefloorofastrangeroom.Iwas
aloneandnaked,withropesdiggingintomywristsandankles,andafoul
tastingragshovedinmymouthandtiedthere.IhadnoideahowIhadgotten
here,orwhathadhappened;allIknewwasthatmyheadwaspounding,and
Iachedwithneed,mycockhardandthrobbing.Thelightslantingthrough
thewindowstoldmethatI’dbeenunconsciousforquitesometime—ithad
beendarkwhenIreachedGrady’shouse,withbarelyaglimmerofsunrise
onthehorizon.Theshadowsonthefloortoldmeitwaspastmidday,andany
hopeformewaslonggone.Thegoblinwouldhavereturnedtohisworldby
now,andIwouldneverseehimorthemarketagain.

Iheardfootsteps,andthetwomenwhoenteredtheroomweretwoof

Grady’srowdies:FergusDurkinandhisson,Hugh.TheolderDurkincame
overandgrabbedmyarm,haulingmetoasittingposition.

“Niceofyoutojoinus,bastard,”hesaid.“Iwasstartingtowonderif

you’deverwakeup.”Iglaredathim,andDurkinlaughed.“Wewon’tkeep
youforlong,bastard.We’rekeepingyousafeandsoundandhiddenaway
untilGrady’sgirlisweddedandbedded.Tomorrowmidday,you’llgetyour
clothesbackandyou’llbefreetogo.”

Hughcameoverandleereddownatme,“Gradysaidwecouldhavea

littlefunwithyouwhilewewaited,bastard.Lookslikeyouneedit.”

“I told you no, Hugh,” Durkin snapped as he stood up.“The boy is a

witch,likehisma.Iwon’thavehimcursingmeandmine,soyouleavehim
alone.”HeherdedHughoutthedoor,andslammeditbehindhim.Iheard
theboltshoothome,andthensilence.

Thehourspassedinakindofdeliriumofneedandpain.Desperatefor

somerelief,unableeventotouchmyself,Istruggledandfoughtagainstthe

To Market

background image

ropesuntilmyachingarmswentnumb,andIwasscreamingintothegagin
frustration.Aroundme,theshadowsgrewlongerandtheroomgrewdarker.
Whenitwasfinallytoodarktosee,andIwastootiredtomove,Ijustlay
wheremystruggleshadleftme,onmystomachinthemiddleofthefloor.

ItwastherethatHughfoundme.Hecameintotheroomwithalantern,

walkingonstockingfeettomakenonoise.Hestoodovermeandlaughedas
Iblinkedinthesuddenlight.

“Youwouldn’tcursemeforgivingyouwhatyouwant,nowwouldyou?”

heasked,usingonefoottoflipmeoverontomyback.Heproddedmycock
with his toes, and I whimpered, making him laugh.“And you want this,
don’tyou,bastard?”

Therewasasmallpartofmethatwantedtorefuse,butitwasdrowned

out by the overwhelming waves of lust; I nodded, thrusting my hips up,
moaningthroughthegag.

Hughsmirkeddownatme.“Iknewit.You’reaslut,justlikeyourma.”He

didn’tbothertoloosentheropesthatboundme,haulingmeroughlyovera
bolsterthathetookfromthebed.Hekneltbehindme,kneadingmyasswith
roughhandsandlaughingatmymuffledcriesofpain.

“Pretty boy,” he whispered.“Been wanting this since we brought you

uphere,prettyboy.”Iheardhimmovingbehindme,heardthedooropen.I
expectedtohearDurkin’svoice,chasingHughoff.Instead,therewasasur-
prisedgaspfromHugh;hecollapsedovermylegsanddidn’tmove.Itwisted,
straininguntilIcouldseethedoor,andthefigurestandingthere.Tall,taller
thananyman,andhehadtostooptogetthroughthedoor.Buttherewasno
wayhecouldbehere...

Thegoblinglidedacrosstheflooranddroppedtohiskneesnexttomeso

thathecouldpushHughoffmylegs,thentugmeoffofthebolsterandinto
asittingposition.Gently,thegoblinpushedmyheadtothesideanduntied
thegag,thenheldmetightlyasIwastakenwithacoughingfit.

“Are you unhurt, beloved?” the goblin asked, leaning close so that he

couldlookintomyeyes.

Inodded,rubbingmycheekagainsthissoftfur,“...touchme.Please...”
Thegoblinreachedouttoresthislonghandovermyheart,“Mortal-be-

loved,Iamhere.Iwillmakeyouwellagain.”

Histouchsetfiretomyskin,andImoaned,strainingagainsttheropes,

“Ithurts...”

Heleanedmebackagainstthebolsterandstood,raisinghishands;Ifelt

To Market

background image

9

myselfrising,movingthroughtheairuntilIcametorestonthebed.Myhead
hungovertheedge,andIwatchedthroughhalf-liddedeyesasheremovedhis
loinclothandcametostandatmyhead.Heranlongfingersovermycheek
andthroughmyhair,“Openyourmouth,beloved.Takewhatyouneed.”

Heslowlypressedhiscockintomymouth,restingonehandonmychest

andholdingmeinplace.Hewrappedhisotherhandaroundmycock,leaning
forwardtolayovermeandtakemeintohismouth.Stillbound,pinnedunder
hisweight,drivennearmadbyhisfuronmyskinandtheroughnessofhis
tongue,Isuckedandmoanedandscreamedunderhim,reachingtheheights
ofpleasuretimeandtimeagain.FinallyIcouldtakenomore;Ifellintodark-
nesswiththesoundsofhismoansringinginmyearsandthetasteofhoney
andbrandyonmytongue.

e f

Iwokewithsoftfurundermycheek,andopenedmyeyestoseethegoblin
smilingatme.Ijumped,andhisarmsaroundmetightened.

“Alliswell.Youaresafe.Ihavekeptwatch.Itisjustpastmoon-set,and

thereisnoonestirring,”hesaidquietly.“Areyouallright,mortal-beloved?”

Ilookedatmywristandthelividrope-burnsthere,consideredtheques-

tion,“Iacheallover,andI’mstarving.ButIthinkI’mallright.Doyouthink
wecanfindanyfood?”

Thegoblinsmiled,“Wewillfindsomething.Ifnecessary,Iwillhuntfor

you.”

WhenIstood,Iwassounsteadyonmyfeetthatthegoblinhadtocarry

medownthestairs;Ilookedaroundcuriously.“Wherearewe?”Iasked.

“ThegoldengirltoldmethatthisisDurkin’shouse,”heanswered.
“AndDurkin?”
“Isfastasleepandwillremainso,”thegoblinanswered.“Icanholdboth

menasleepuntildawn.Wecaneat,youcanfindclothing,andwecanbeaway
longbeforetheywake.”

Hesatmedownatthetableinthekitchenandrummagedthroughthe

pantry,findingtheremainsofagooddinner.Ifelltowithgoodappetite,while
thegoblinnibbledatapieceofbreadandthenpusheditaside.

“Beloved...Conn,”hesaid.“I...thegoldengirl,sheistheonewhosent

mehere.”

Istoppedeating,lookingathim.“Besssentyou?Goblin,whereisshe?”

To Market

background image

0

Helookeddownatthetabletop,“She...isnothere.Conn...sheisgone.”
Ifrowned,“Idon’tunderstand.Gonewhere?”
Thegoblinwouldn’tlookatme,“Shehasgonetobemarried.Ispoketo

herlastnight,andsheleftjustafterdawn.”

“Married?”Irepeated,stunned.“She...butshedidn’twanttomarryLord

Faraday!Thatwaswhyshewenttothemarkettobeginwith!”

“Iknow.Shegavemesomethingforyou,”hestoodanddisappearedup

the stairs, returning a few moments later with his loincloth and a pouch.
Fromthepouchhetookafoldedpieceofparchment.“Idonotknowwhatit
says,”thegoblinsaid,soundingapologetic.“Icannotreadyourwriting.”

Itooktheletterandopenedit,seeingBess’finehandwriting.Shethanked

meforbeingherfriend,forcaringforher.Shewishedmewell,andwould
thinkofmefondly.Sheaskedmetodothesame.Notawordoflove,orany
mentionofthegoblinmarket.

Isettheletterdownandlookedatthegoblin,“Idon’tunderstand.I...

thoughtshelovedme.”

Heshookhishead,“Iaskedherthat.Itoldherthatyoulovedher.Andshe

saidthatyouwerechildrentogether,andthatchildrenmustgrowup.That
childrenhavefancies,andthatyouwerehers.Shesaidshewassorrythatyou
didnotunderstandthattherewastrulynothingbetweenyou.”Hestoodup
andcamearoundthetable,kneelingnexttomychair.“Conn,Iamsorry.I
think,perhaps,thatsheisnolongerthegirlwhocametothegoblinmarket.
Shehasbeenfrightened,andbadly.Now,shewantstoforget.Andshewants
safety.Thismarriagegivesherthat.”Heshookhishead,“Allthesame,Ido
notknowhowshecannotloveyou.Sheisafool.”

Iletoutabarkoflaughter,“No.She’sright.I’mthefool,forthinkingthat

someonelikeherwouldbehappywithabastardlikeme.”Iturned,tossedthe
letterintothefireplace,andlookedbackatthegoblin,“Ineedclothes.We’ll
havetohurryifwe’retogetyoubacktothegoblinmarketbeforedawn.”

Silence.Thegoblinstoodupandwalkedovertoawindow,hisbackto

me;hesighedandsaidsadly,“Thegoblinmarketisgone.”

I frowned, and then remembered why that one statement was so im-

portant...andsohorrifying.Ijumpedtomyfeet,“Youweresupposedtogo
home!”

Heturnedtomeandansweredquietly,“Idid.Whenyoudidnotreturn,

Iwenthome,andIconfrontedmysire.Idemandedtoknowwhyhedid
nottellmethatwhatwedidkilledyourkind.Helaughedatme,calledme

To Market

background image

71

asentimentalfool.”Hesighed.“HetoldmeIwastooyoung,andthat...”he
pausedforamoment,thensighedagain.“ThatIshouldnotplaywithmy
food. He was going to ban me from coming back to the market. He said
thatIhadprovedIwasnotmatureenough.ButIbegged,andherelented.I
cameback,becauseIwashopingyouwouldtrytofindme.Andwhenmid-
nightcame,andyoudidnotappear,Iwenttolookforyou.Ifollowedyour
scenttoyourhome,andyouwerenotthere.Isearchedeachnight,untilI
despairedofeverfindingyou.ThenIthoughtofgoingtoyourBess.Thatwas
lastnight.Lastnight,Ididnotreturnhome,Istayed,andIhidmyselfhere,
andwatched.Whenitwasjustthetwomen,Icameforyou.”

Inodded,“Andnowyoufoundme,andwe’resafe.Fornow.Butweneed

togetyououtofhere.OutofHunter’sDell.”Isatbackdownandleanedback
inmychair.“Wecangotomyhut,spendtherestofthenightthere.Then...
Idon’tknow.Maybe...maybewecanfindthegoblinmarketagain,getyou
home.”

“No.Iwillnotreturntothegoblinmarket.”
“Whynot?”Iasked.“Yourhome...”
Thegoblincamebacktothetable,kneltdownnexttome.“Icouldnot

haveyou,ifIwenthome.Youwouldnotbewelcomethere,”thegoblinsaid.
“Iwanttobewithyou.Iknowthewaytootherplaces,otherworlds,where
wemightliveandbehappy.Ifyouwillcomewithme?”

Iblinked,notsureI’dheardhimproperly,“You...youwantmetocome

withyou?But...”

Hewasquietforamoment,thenreachedoutandtookmyhand,taking

myhand.“Iwantyoutobewithme,mymortal-beloved.”

Iblinked,“But...I’mabastard!”
“Doesthatmatter?”heasked.“Youlove,youthink,youaredeartome.

Isthatnotenough?”

Myheadwasspinning,“I...”
“Conn,”hesaidmynameandmadeitsoundlikeacaress.“Iwillnot

refuseyou.Iwillnotturnmybackonyou.Iwillnotleaveyou.Whenoneof
mykindmates,itisforlife.”Hestoodandtuggedmetomyfeet.“Icanshow
you,beloved.Joinwithme.”

Ilethimleadme,andwassurprisedwhenwereturnedtothebedroom

whereI’dbeenheldcaptive,“Idon’tunderstand.Joinwithyou?”

“Loveme.Letmeloveyou.”
Ilookedathimcuriously.“Whatwerewedoing,then?”

To Market

background image

2

Thegoblinlaughed,“Amongmypeople,whatwehavedonearethegames

ofchildrenoldenoughtounderstandthematingprocess,butnotoldenough
tomate.Itisonlywithone’smatethatonewouldoffertheirentirebody.”He
heldhisarmsouttome.“Iamoffering,Conn.Ifyouwillhaveme.”

Ilookedupintohiseyes,listenedtomyheart,andwalkedintohisem-

brace.Ashemadetoleadmetobed,Istoppedhim,“Idon’tevenknowyour
name.”

Hesmiled,andtrilledsomething.Thenhelaughed,“Idoubtyoucouldsay

it.Wewilldecidelaterwhatyouwillcallme.”

Ilethimlaymedown,andwhenhelaydownwithme,Irolledontomy

sideandreachedouttostrokehisfur.Hepurredlikeacat,andIsmiled.“What
dowedo?”Iasked.

Inanswer,herolledmeoverontomystomach,movingtocovermewith

hisbody,“Trustme,mybeloved.Iwillnothurtyou.”

Inodded,“Itrustyou.”
Hekissedthebackofmyneck,andIfelthishandsslipbetweenmylegs

andstartplayingwithmyballs;Imoaned,andhelaughed.“Relax,Conn.Let
meplay.”

Playhedid,toyingwithmeuntilIwasnearlyasarousedasI’dbeenunder

thespellofthegoblinmarket.Heteasedmewithhisfingersandtongue,then
toldmetospreadmylegsandslowlyslidonefingerintomyass.Onefinger
becametwo,andtwobecamethree,doingarcanethingsinsideofmeuntilI
wasfranticwithdesire.Iwasneartohowlingwhenhetookhisfingersaway;
hedrewmetomykneesandIfelttheheadofhiscockmovetotaketheplace
ofhisfingers.

“Iloveyou,Conn,”hewhispered,slowlypressinghiswayintomybody.It

washardatfirst,andithurt;buthestopped,touchingmegently,whispering
andtrillinguntilIcalmedandrelaxedandlethimtryagain,untilatlasthewas
inside,andIwasstretchedfullandgaspinginpleasure.Hestartedtomove,
pumpingslowly,workinghiswayalmostentirelyoutofme,andthensliding
backin,lettingmemovewithhim,pushbackagainsthim,demandmoreand
moreuntilneitherofuscouldsayawordforthegaspingandmoaning.Ispent
first,losingmybalanceandsprawlingoutonthebed.Hefellontopofme,
stillpumping,wailingashisseedfilledme.Afterwards,welaycurledaround
eachother,myheadonhischest.

Afterawhile,heraisedhisheadandlookedatme,“Youhavenotan-

sweredme.IsitnotenoughthatIloveyou?”

To Market

background image

73

Ismileddownathimandleaneddowntokisshim,smilingattheheady

tasteofhislips,“Yes.It’senough.Morethanenough.Iloveyou,too.”

e f

Beforedawn,wehadleftHunter’sDell,takingforestpathsthatIhadnever
beforeseen,followingmygolden-eyedloverwhereverhewouldleadme.
ThereweretimeswhenIwonderedwhattheythought,backinHunter’sDell.
IftheyeverwonderedwhereConnthewitchhadgone,orwhathadhap-
penedtothegoblinmarket.IwonderedifLadyFaradayeverthoughtabout
me.Thenmygoblinwouldsmileatme,orrunhisfingersthroughmyhair,
andnoneofitwouldmatter.Helovedme,andIlovedhim.Thatwasallthat
mattered.

Andwelivedhappilyeverafter.

To Market

background image

74

Contributor’s Notes

Monique PoirierlivesinProvidence,RhodeIslandandwrites

erotica,fantasy,andsciencefiction.Hershortstory“ConcerningTheArs
Mechanica”appearsinCirclet’santhologyLikeClockwork.Sheattended
PineManorCollegeandgraduatedwithaBachelor’sDegreeinPsychology,
andwhenshe’snotwritingshespendshertimeworkinginatherapeu-
ticresidentialtreatmentcenter.ShecanbecontactedatPoirier.Monique@
gmail.com.

Kiernan Kellylivesinthewildsofthealligator-infestedU.S.South-

east,slatheredinSPF45,drinkingtropical,hi-octaneconcoctionsserved
bythong-cladcabanaboys.Actually,thetruthisthatshespendshertime
lockedinthedarkrecessesofheroffice,writinggayeroticawhilechained
toatemperamentalMacintosh,drinkingcoffee,anddreamingaboutthong-
cladcabanaboys.Sigh.LinkstothefullbodyofKiernan’sworksinboth
printande-formatcanbefoundatherwebsite,www.KiernanKelly.com.

Elizabeth Schechter isastay-at-home-momwhosomehowman-

agestosqueezeherwritinginduringherson’snap-timeandafterhegoes
tosleep.ShelivesinCentralFlorida,wheresheenjoysseeingthelooks
onthefacesoftheotherplaygroupmomswhensheanswersthequestion
“Whatdoyoudo?”bydescribingherselfasapervyfetishwriter.Elizabeth
canbefoundonlineathttp://ladysmith.dreamwidth.org/.

Julie CoxreceivedherBAinartandreligionfromHendrixCollegein

2001.ShehashadshortstoriespublishedbyCirclet,“Zahir”magazineand
www.ALongStoryShort.net,amongothers.Shehasanupcomingnovella
tobepublishedintwopartsbywww.IdeaGems.com’s“Adventuresforthe
AverageWoman;”thefirsthalfisdueoutthissummer.Shewritesaweekly
columnforwww.PaganNews.com.ShelivesinArlington,TXwithherfam-
ilyandfourridiculouschickens.

Alexandra ErinlivesinNebraskaandactuallyenjoysit.Inherdaily

life,sheisawriterandboosteroffreereader-supportedstoriesonthe
internet.Herbest-knownworkisTalesofMU,asprawlingepicofangst,
magic,andawkwardsexthatcanbereadonthewebathttp://www.tale-
sofmu.com.

background image

Rachel Kincaidistheonlypersoninthislistwhodoesnotwrite

erotica;shejusteditsitforCirclet.Herspeculativeandliteraryfiction,how-
ever,canbefoundinavarietyofsmallliterarymagazines,includingStrange
Horizons.

Cecilia TanistheauthoroftheMAGICUNIVERSITYeroticfantasy

series,paranormalromanceMINDGAMES,plusthebooksWhiteFlames,
BlackFeathers,TheVelderet,andTelepathsDon’tNeedSafewords.Sheisthe
founderandeditorofCircletPress,eroticsciencefictionandfantasy,and
haseditedanthologiesforAlysonBooks,Thunder’sMouthPress,Carroll&
Graf,RavenousRomance,andothers.Herownstorieshaveappearedevery-
wherefromAsimov’stoMs.Magazine.www.ceciliatan.com

background image

Ifyouenjoyedthisbook,youwilllikelyenjoymanyofourotherfine
anthologiesoferoticsciencefictionandfantasyincludingprintandebook
versionsofBestFantasticErotica,Sextopia,EroticFantastic,andmanyoth-
ers.Weareworkingonconvertingnearlyallofourbacklistprinttitlesinto
ebooks,butifthereisatitleyouwantthatyoudon’tseeavailableinthe
formatyouprefer,pleaseletusknow!

We’dalsolovetoseefeedbackfromyouaboutwhatyou’dliketoseein
futureprintorelectronicbooks!DropbyourLiveJournalcommunityat
circletpress.livejournal.com,joinourFacebookgroup,commentinour
MySpace,oronanyentryatwww.circlet.com.

Ifyouhadproblemswiththisebook,pleasereportBugstousbyemailat
“circletintern@gmail.com”orbyfollowingtheBugReportlinkatwww.
circlet.com.

Ourlineofebookoriginalsincludes:

Like Clockwork: Steampunk EroticaSevenstoriesoferoticsteampunk,explor-
ingworldsofclockworkpeopleandtheirrelationshiptotheircreators.If
amad,ornot-so-mad,scientistofthesteamage,weretocreatehisorher
ownbeing,whatdesireswouldbereflectedthere?

Up For GrabsAnanthologyoferoticstorieswheregenderisupforgrabs.
Whataretheimplications,bothsexualandsocial,ofgenderpossibilities
beyondthechoicesandideasoursocietycurrentlyholds?

Sex NoirAcollectionoferoticshortstoriesfromwriterJamieJoyGatto.Writ-
tenandoriginallypublishedinprintformlongbeforeHurricaneKatrina,
SexNoirisGatto’slovesongstoNewOrleans,thecitythatcanbeequal
partsqueenoftheMississippiandback-roomstripper-whore.

Like Twin StarsCouldtherebeworldswherebisexualitywasthenorm?What’s
eroticaboutbeingattractedtobothendsofthegenderspectrum?

Like A ThornFairytalesoftencontainamore‘adult’interpretationwithintheir
metaphorsandsymbols.Cruelqueens,towersanddungeons,testsoflove
andvalor,whatfairytalewillinspireaBDSMfantasy?

andmanymore.


Document Outline


Wyszukiwarka

Podobne podstrony:
Cecilia Tan & Sarah Desautels (ed) Like A Thorn An Anthology of BDSM Fairy Tales (pdf)
Like a Thorn BDSM Fairy Tales Mari Ness
Anthology Cowboys Gay Erotic Tales
Andersens Fairy Tales
Fairy Tales
Andersens Fairy Tales NT
How to draw fairy tales characters
Andersens Fairy Tales
English Fairy Tales
Welsh Fairy Tales 1
Japanese Fairy Tales
Andersens Fairy Tales
Japanese Fairy Tales Yei Theodora Ozaki
make up a story fairy tales
michael wong tong hua fairy tales

więcej podobnych podstron