Like A Prince
An Anthology of Gay Fairytales
edited by
Cecilia Tan and Rachel Kincaid
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Table of Contents
Introduction
5
Captivated
7
JulieCox
TwoBalls
22
AlexandraErin
LePetitStringRouge
34
KiernanKelly
GooseBoy
42
MoniquePoirier
ToMarket
57
ElizabethSchechter
Contributor’sNotes
74
Introduction
Fairytales(andtheircousinsfables,myths,andfolktales)havebeentoldand
retoldsincebeforethewrittenword.Theirdetailschangefromgenerationto
generation,andculturetoculture.Namesandsettingsshiftandmothersbe-
comestepmothersastheneedsofthestorytellerchange.Thistraditionhasn’t
endedwithmoderntimes:contemporarywriterssuchasNeilGaimanand
FrancescaLiaBlockhavewroughtbeautifulandhauntingversionsofoldsto-
ries,andtherearealreadyadozenpublishedbooksoferoticfairytales—most
ofthemstraight,butnotallofthem.Sowhyputtogetheranotherone?What
canonemoresetofreworkedCinderellaspossiblycontribute?
Fairytales were originally conceived as, essentially, indoctrination and
trainingforyoungchildren.Ineverytellingtheyrevealandreinforcetheval-
uesoftheculturethatcreatedthem:littlegirlswhodon’tlistentotheirmoth-
ers will be cruelly devoured, and young women who are too eager to use
forbiddenspinningwheels(orlosetheirvirginities,howeveryouwanttoread
it)willbepunished.Wetellthesamestoriesnowforthesamereason,butwe
changethemtoimpartthemessagesthatwewantotherstoknow,andthatwe
ourselvesneedtohear.TheancienttaleofCinderellaofferedhopethatgood-
heartednessandhardworkcouldsecureahappylifewheresuperficialbeauty
andtrickerycouldnot.Themodern“Cinderellastory,”seeninformsfromthe
excitingnewlesbiannovel
AshbyMalindaLotoJenniferLopezmovies,tellsus
thatwedeservetobehappyevenifwearepoororoverworkedoruneducated
orofcolororgay.
Withthisinmind,thesignificanceofthestoriesinLike A Princebecomes
clear.Thesestoriesarefunandsexyandclever,buttheyarealsoimportant.
The original Grimm’s fairytales were set without exception in a world of
compulsoryheterosexuality;evenworsethanbeingostracizedorpunished,
queer people didn’t even exist.These stories are our way of writing our-
selvesbackintoourculturalconsciousness;ofmakingsurethatthevalues
thatwe’reimbibingincludeusandourdesireinapositivelight—apractice
that’snecessarynomatterhowmanytimesit’salreadybeendone.Asyou’re
abouttofindout,theresultshavebeenamazing.Wehaveveryfewimagesof
meninfairytales—theairheadedPrinceCharmingwhoseonlyfunctionis
tomarryaprincess,thecluelessandpowerlessfathersofBeautyorCinder-
ella,andofcoursethemenacingBeast.InLike A Prince,menaremultifaceted
creatureswithacomplexrangeofemotionsanddesires—theyfeelpredatory
lust,schoolboyinfatuationontheballroomfloor,andthekindofhappily-
ever-afterlovethatfairytalesaremadeof.AlexandraErinshareswithusthe
realstoryofCinderellainTwoBalls,KiernanKellygivesusadeliciouslydark
peekintotheheadofamodernwolfinLePetitStringRouge,andtheonly
thingstrongerthanBruin’sshameathisownbeastlyappearanceinJulieCox’s
Captivatedishisdesireforthebeautifulyoungprinceinhiscustody.Sohop
intoyourpumpkincoachandmakesureyoudon’tstrayoffthepathasyou
ventureontofindoutwhatreallyhappenedonceuponatime.
—RachelKincaid
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JulieCox
TheKingoftheWestfordwasahuntedman.Hefledthroughtheforeston
thebackofalamehorse,pushingtheanimalpastitsendurancetoescape
thebandofoutlawsthathadslainhisretinue.Whenthehorsecollapsed,he
leftthepathandcontinuedonfootthroughthebrush.Theoutlaws’horses
couldn’tfollowhimthroughthepressofbriarsandvine,butthemendis-
mountedandtrackedhimstill.Itwasdeepintheshadowythicketoftheval-
leythathebegantoseeshapesbeyondthetrees,justoutofsight.Itwasnot
onlytheoutlawswhohuntedhimnow.
Hecametoaravine,carveddeepbycenturiesofworkbytheriverbelow.
Hecollapsedagainstatreeandstareddowntherockycliffs.Itwasahigh,
lonelyplace,andhecouldseeallthewaytothesea,tothecoastthatwould
haveledhimhome.Hedrewhisswordandwaited.
Theoutlawscame,butnotasheexpected.Threemenranscreaminginto
theclearing,andstoppedshortoftheravine.Theyturned,andcasthimbarely
aglance.Theireyeswereontherestlessforest.Theshadowsmoved.Abear
burstfromthetrees,anenormouscreatureoffangs,clawsandrage.Itsface
andchestwerestainedwithblood.Thebearcharged.Itduckedoneman’s
sword and knocked the weapon aside with a casual swipe of his paw.The
man’sarmeruptedinblood;whilehescreamed,thebeartookhim.Within
momentstheanimalturnedandwentaftertheothers.Oneranbackintothe
woods;theotherdoveofftheedgeoftheravine,tobedashedupontherocks
andtheriver.Thebearwentafterthelastman,whobarelyevenhadtimeto
scream.
Thekingbreathedheavily,waiting.Forlongmomentstheforestwasstill
andsilent.Thebearreturnedtohim,notchargingbutataslow,deliberate
pace.Thekingsawnowthatitsfacewashorriblyscarred;delicatewhitescar
tissuecreatedrivuletsinitsfur.Thebearstooduponitshindlegsandplaced
bothfrontpawsonitschest.Itseparateditsfurlikeacloakanddrewskin
awayfromitsshoulders,overitshead.Inonefluidmovementofmagic,a
maninabearskincloakstoodintheclearing.Thebloodonhishands,onhis
faceandrunningdownhisthroat,soakingthroughhistunicwasallthatindi-
catedhewastheverysamecreaturewhohadkilledtheoutlaws.Hisfacewas
hideous,twistedwithscarsandhate.Thekingsawallthiswithdisbelieving
eyesbeforehisvisionnarrowedtoapoint,andhepassedout.
Thekingwokeinapileoffursbeforeafire.Hesatupslowly,takingstock
ofthestateofhisbody,wincing.Themaninthecloakwasthere,watching
him.Themanpushedaplateofmeat,breadandlimp,stewedvegetablesto
him,alongwithaskinofwine.Thekingeyedthemeat,andglancedfearfully
athishost.
Themansmiled,showingamouthfulofmenacingteeth.“It’sbeef,”he
assuredhim.Afteramoment’shesitation,thekinggrabbedtheplateandate
withthefranticneedofoneonthebrinkofstarvation.Whenhewasfinished,
hesatbackandsighed,ameasuremoretrustinhiseyes.
“IamBruin,LordoftheBearskins,”hishostsaid.“Tellmewhoyouare.
Youmustbeamanofsomeimportancetorousethosewretchestosucha
devotedchase.I’veneverseenthemchasesomeoneoveranhour,muchless
severaldays.”
“IamAlfric,KingoftheWestford,”hesaid.“Ithankyouforsavingmy
life.”
“Youwillrepaythatdebt,”Bruinsaid.
“Ibegyourpardon?”
Bruinstoodandsweptacurtainbackfromabroadwindow.Aclusterof
hutsandhovelscrowdedavillagesquare,andaspikedwalloftimbersur-
roundedit.“Thiscity,”hesaid,“isourhome.MypeoplearetheBearskins;our
magiciswovenintousfrombirth.Wehavedriftedandtraveledtheworld;we
haveseenmanythings.Philosophers,tyrants,wondrouskingdoms,powerful
armiesandwildernessofsuchviciousnessitcouldneverbetamed.Butthis,
thisistheonlythingthatisours,thathaseverbeenours,thefirstBearskin
city.Andthatmakesitthegreatestthinginourworld.”
Hepacedtheroom.“Wedrovetheoutlawsfromtheircavesandhideouts;
weslaughteredthewolvesandhavetamedthewildelk.Weclearedthemead-
owtoplantcrops,thefirstweeverhave.Thisforestisourhome,notourfirst
butourlast.Intime,itwillrivalanycityintheworld.”HefacedAlfric.“But
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welackavitalelementIhaveseenineverygreatlandwehaveplundered.We
donotreadorwrite.Youwillhelpuswiththat.”
Alfricshookhishead,notindisagreementbutinamazement.“Youarea
barbarian,”hesaid.“Icannotimaginewhatyouwouldgainfrommypres-
ence.Iwouldbewastedonyou.”
Bruinscowled.“Youclaimtobeakingofafarawayland.Ifyourkingdom
isofanysignificance,youmustknowhowtoreadandwrite.Youknowabout
themannerofahighcourt,aboutmusicandstories.Medicine,crops,the
natureofthestars.Youwillteachus.”
Alfrictookalongtimeinanswering.“Ihaveneverscoffedatamanlook-
ingtomakehimselfintosomethingmore.Butwhatyouaskisbetterserved
byahostofordinarymen,insteadoftheirleader.Allowmetoreturntomy
home,andIwillsendyouscribes,artisans,courtesansandsorcerers.Iwill
notforcegoodmenandwomenintoexile,butIwillaskforvolunteers.They
willpaymydebtinmystead,andyouwillbebetteroff.”
“Itisnotforyoutodecide,”Bruinsaid.
“Iamaking,”Alfricsaidevenly.“Itisalwaysformetodecide.”
Bruin’sscowldeepened,andheturnedawaytostareoutthewindow.“It
isnotonlyknowledge,”hesaid.“Mypeopleareroughwarriors.”
“Iftheyareanythinglikeyou,theyarebeastsindeed,”Alfricsaid.
“Yes.Weareallofusbeasts,viciousandbloodthirsty.Wearepowerful,
andsowearefeared.Butwedonotwishtobeonlythat.”Heturnedback,
andthelightfromoutsideplayedacrossthemassofscartissuealonghisscalp.
“Iamtheirlord,andImustprovideanexampleworthyofbeingfollowed.I
wantamemberofroyaltyforaconstantcompanion.Ihaveseengreatbeauty
inthemanner,carriageandpresenceoffinemen.Iwouldbesuchaman,for
thesakeofmypeople.”
Alfricthoughtforamoment.Withgreatweightinhisvoicehesaid,“I
willaskmyownsontocomeinmystead.”
Bruinnoddedslowly.“Willayoungman,whohasnotbeeninthesitu-
ationyouwereinwhenIsavedyou,beabletoseepastthis,anddowhatI
requireofhimtodo?”Hegesturedtohisface,ashadowlikevulnerabilityin
hiseyes.
Alfricnodded,certain.“Ipromiseyou,hewillnotcountyourappearance
againstyou.”
Bruinnoddedcurtly.“Thenitisdone.Myownguardwillaccompanyyou
home,andwillstayin...Westford,wasit?Theywillguardthecompanyyou
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sendbacktous,andwillensurethey,andyourprince,return.”
Alfric smiled. “You do not know my people at all if you doubt my
word.”
Bruinwalkedtowardsthedoor.“Wewillsee.”Heleft,andtheheavyclick
ofthelockpunctuatedhisexit.
KingAlfricwasamanofhisword.WithinamonththeWestfordiancon-
voyarrived,paleandslightcomparedtotheBearskins.Theireyeswerewide,
and they smelled of fear. Even their horses, delicate creatures of gold and
silver,dancedandpacedandquivered.TheBearskinssurroundedtheminthe
villagesquare.
Only one man showed no discomfort.The moment Bruin set eyes on
him,heknewthatthiswastheprince.Heboreastrongresemblancetothe
king,butmorethanthat,hisentirepostureandpresencespokeofagreatin-
nercalmthatcouldonlycomeoftheabsoluteassuranceofcontrol.Herewas
amanatpeacewithpower.Hewasbeautifulbutnotdelicate;Bruinfelthis
grointighteneyingtheprince’smuscularchestandthighs.Tomasterthisone
wouldbetomastertheentirecompany.
“Iwillhavemynameinyourmouth,”hemurmuredtohimself,“and
thensome.”
Two men flanked the prince, watching him and watching the crowd.
Thesewouldbehisguard.Bruindrewhishoodandcowlaroundhishead
andapproachedthem.Theprincedidnotevenglanceathim.
“IamBruin,lordoftheBearskins,”heannounced.“ItwasIwhosaved
yourfatherinthewoods,andtomeyouwillpayhisdebt.”
Theprinceglancedinhisdirection,andsmiledthinly.Hedismounted.
“YouguesscorrectlythatIamTyr,aPrinceoftheWestford,”hesaid.His
voicewasrichanddeep,andBruinimmediatelywantedtohearmoreofit.“I
amelatedtobeofservicetomyfatherinthismatter.Ihavenotbeentowar
sinceWestford’slastcampaigninthelowlandsthreeyearsago,andtoembark
upon establishing a new civilization with our newfound friends is both a
welcomeadventureandagreatprivilege.”HebowedslightlytoBruin,and
theotherWestfordiansbowedaswell.
“Youwillfindnoadventurehere,”Bruinsaid,scowling.“Youaretoserve
me.”
Tyronlysmiledwider.“Soyousay.Come,wewilltalktogethertonight
whenwearesettled.Butnow!”HeturnedbacktowardstheWestfordians,
andslowlyrotatedsoheaddressedthewholehostinturn.“Wehavemuch
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tocelebrate!Anewlifebeguntogetherinpeaceandcompanionship!What
couldbemoreworthyofjoy?Wehavebroughtwithusfoodanddrinkfora
greatfeast,andwondersfromacrossourkingdom.Letusstablethehorses,
andgetthefestivalunderway!Tonewlife!”
Agreatcheerroseup,andpeoplescatteredforthtoactivity,fearhaving
givenwaytoexcitementandanticipation.Bruinalonewasleftscowlingin
thesquare.
Lateintheevening,BruinfoundTyrrelaxing,staringintothedarkness
beyondthegreatbonfireinthecenterofthesquare,lookingpeacefuland
contented.Hewatchedtheprinceamoment,admiringhishandsomeform
litbythefire.Ifonlythemanwasmute.Hetrudgedup,andasalasttouch,
pulleduphishoodandcowl.Hetoldhimselfitwastobetterintimidatethe
prince;whocouldkeepupsuchcalmdignitybeforeamanshadowedbythe
faceofaragingbear?Butintruth,healsodidnotwantthebeautifulprince
toseehisugliness.Fornow,facedwithsuchbeautyashesawintheWestford-
iansingeneralandTyrespecially,heknewthathewasugly,perhapsmoreso
thanalltheotherscarred,war-tornBearskinscombined.
HesatbesideTyrwithagrunt.“Ihopeyouarehappywithyourself,”he
said.
“Tolerably,”Tyrsaid.“Iamencouragedthatourpeopleseemtobefinding
commonground.MostofthepeopleIhavebroughtwithmehaveexperi-
encedwarorraidsfirsthand.Theymaylookslightincomparisonwithyour
warriors,buttheyarefierce.”
“AsIassumeyouare?”
Tyrsmiled,wickedandsharp.HesalutedBruinwithatiltofhismug.
“Youmayassumeasmuch,yes.”
“Wemustgetsomethingstraight,”Bruinsaid,movingclosertohim.“I
amthelordofmypeople.”
“AsIamtheprinceofmine.”
“Andthereistherubofit.Weareeachaccustomedtobeingincontrolof
ourforces.Buttherecannotbetwomastersofthispack—“
“Andwhynot?”Tyrasked,histonelightandcheerful.“Youkeepyour
Bearskins.IwillkeepmyWestfordians.Whenconflictsarise,wewillreferto
thelawsofourcombinedpeopleaswrittenout.”
“Wehavenowriting,”Bruinprotested.
“Andthatiswhywehavescribes.Lawwillrulewithoutbiaswherewe
cannot.”
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Bruinshookhishead.“Wemustbeonepeopleifwearetosurvive.Surely
youseethat.”
Tyrleanedinclose,smiling,andsaidsoftly,almostpurring,“I’maflex-
iblesort.”
Bruinwasn’tsuretomakeofthat.“Iwillbeyourmaster,”hesaidwith
finality.
Tyrlaughed.“Doyouthinkitisaseasyasallthat?Yousayheel,andIfall
intoplace?Iamnotonetobemasteredlightly.”Hissmileturnedvicious,like
thesnarlofadog.“Whatdoyoudowithyourpoliticalenemies?Cutthem
downinthestreet?Dueltothedeath?Ilearnedlongagothatwhenthestakes
arethesafetyofone’speople,honorandvirtuearenothing.NOTHING.Ido
notputprideabovemyresponsibilitytotheirsafety.”Heslidalittlecloser,
untilthelengthofhisbodybrushedagainstBruin’s.“IfIthinkyouwillmake
aslaveofme,ifIthinkyouareathreattotheWestfordiansIhavebrought,
thenIwillkillyou.Notinaduel,notwithhonor.Itwillbeadropofpoison
inyourdrink,aknifeinthedark,anaccidentthatwasnotanaccident.Force
meandyouwillneversleepatnight.Killmeandyouloseallchanceatpeace
with these highly experienced, deceitful warriors you have let in by your
frontdoor.”
Bruin’sgutchurned,andhisbreathcamefastandangry.Tyrslidahand
uponhisleg,andhisbreathspedagain,foradifferentreason.“Playitmyway,
showmeyouareworthyofbeingfollowed,makemeWANTtobemastered
...andyouwillneverhavetoknowfearagain.”Hemovedhishandupthe
insideofBruin’sthigh,andhesmiled.
Bruinlickedhissuddenlydry,chappedlips.Tyr’ssoftmouthwascloseto
him,teasing.Anunwelcomethoughtflickeredthroughhismind—whathe
wouldliketodowiththatmouth.“Youareacomplicatedman.”
“Youhavenoidea.”Tyr’shandleftBruin’sthighandraisedtothebear-
skincowl.Hechuckledashetouchedit.“Whydoyouwearthis?Doallthe
Bearskinswearthem?”
“I...donotwishforyoutoseeme.Iamnotabeautifulman.”
Tyrlaughed.“Youdon’thaveanythingtoworryaboutonthatcount—”
Adancingpair,aWestfordianmanandaBearskinwoman,trippedover
theirownfeetandlandedonBruinwithagreatlaugh.Bruinrolledthemoff
andhelpedthemup,admonishingthemtoshowalittlecare.Buttheywere
offagain,tryingtomeshthedancingstylesoftwoverydifferentrealms.By
thetimeBruinlookedbacktowherehehadbeensitting,Tyrwasgone.
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Thenextday,backinhishome,Bruinanguishedovershowinghisface
toTyr.Hedrewallthecurtainsandsnuffedallthecandles,untilitwaspitch
black.HethencalledaservanttosummonTyrfromtheguestquartersinto
themainhall,despitethedarkness.
AsTyrstoppedatthetopofthestairs,hesaid,“Iamsorry,butIamunfa-
miliarwithyourhome,andasyoumayhaveguessed,Icannotsee.Iwould
asksomeassistance.”
Bruincameupthestairsandawkwardlyofferedhisarm.“Itisnotalways
sodarkinhere,”hesaid,“butIpreferitthisway.”
“Darkorlight,itmakesnodifferencetome,”Tyrsaid.HetookBruin’s
armwithoutahintofdiscomfort,asifitwerethemostnaturalthinginthe
world.“IonlyregretthatIcannotseemyhost.”
As they walked, Bruin spoke, hating what he had to say but certain it
was the only course that would, eventually, net him what he wanted. “I
wasbrusqueearlier,”hesaid.“Ishouldhaveknowntobemoregraciousto
you.”
“Easilyforgiven,”Tyrassuredhim.
Bruintookhimtotheden,amuchcozierroomthanthegreathall.There
werecomfortableplacestosit,greatskinstodrawaroundoneself,andwas
opposite the kitchen so it stayed quite warm. He directedTyr to the most
comfortablespot,thencalledaservanttobringthemmead.Hewasabout
toaskawkwardlyaboutthejourney,andhowhefeltaboutthetown,when
Tyrsaid,“Myfathertellsmeyouareagreatwarrior.Imyselfhaveseenthree
campaigns.Youmusttellmeofyourconquests!”
Bruinsmiledwidelyandimmediatelylaunchedintooneofhisfavorite
storiesfromhistravels.ItseemedthattheWestforddidnothaveanavy,and
Tyrwaskeentolearnaboutshipsandthegreatbattlesthatwerefoughtbe-
tweenthem.Hefoundhimselfquicklygettinglostintheretellingoffavorite
talestoanewandappreciativeaudience,andforgothisnervousness.
Dinnerwasbrought,consumedandforgotten.Tyrrelatedoneofhisown
tales,anepicsweepacrossthemountainsandaclashofarmieswithtensof
thousandsofmen.Bruincouldnotimaginesuchnumbers,andpaledatthe
descriptionoftheWestford’sarmies.Itwasverywellhehadnotkilledor
ransomedKingAlfric;hemighthavedoomedhissmallretinuetodeath.As
alesserregret,hewouldnothavemetTyr,whomhenowfoundtobeasen-
gagingacompanionashecouldhavehopedfor.Oncetheywereateasewith
eachother,itseemedliketheywouldneverrunoutofthingstosay.Itwasno
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smallmiracle,sinceBruinnormallyspokelittle,yetassoonashegrewsilent
Tyrwasaskinghimaboutsomething,keepinghimtalking,drawinghimout.
Bydinnerhisresolvetohatetheprincehadcompletelyevaporatedinlightof
Tyr’sapparentdeepinterestinhim,andhisdrivetobedthemanhadgrown
inproportion.
ItwaslateinthenightwhenTyryawned,andBruinrealizedthedawn
mustbenear.HeescortedTyrbackthroughthedarknesstotheguestquar-
ters,andbidhimgoodnight.Hewalkedonairbacktohisownbedroom,
dizzywithnewfoundlustandwonderinghowtheirblossomingfriendship
wouldchangewhenTyr’sprettyblueeyessawBruin’sruinedfaceinthelight
ofday.
Bruinmanagedtoavoidthatwretchedmomentforalongtime.Hesaw
Tyralmostexclusivelyatnight,onlywiththecurtainsdrawnandthecandles
snuffed.Whenhehadtobeoutbyday,hedrewhiscowlandhood.Tyrnever
spokeawordagainstit,thoughBruinsuspectedthathadmoretodowithhis
royalupbringingthantrulynotneedingalight.Theyoungman’smanners
andcivilitieswereverycomplex,andherelatedtheminbitsandpiecesto
Bruin.Hehadtwoservantswhoshadowedhimalmostconstantly,andBruin
wasimpressedwithhowcompletetheirdevotionwastotheirmaster.They
performedallkindsofordinarythingsforhimwithoutbeingasked,almost
withoutgivingawaytheirpresence.Bruinassumedthistobeasortofprivi-
legeofroyalty,andheadmiredthedynamic.Someofthehabitsofthecourt
thatTyrdescribedwerebizarre,suchasdifferentutensilsfordifferentsortsof
eating.SomeofthemrangtruewiththeBearskinwarrior,suchasthepolicy
ofhospitality,andhefeltashamedathowhehadtreatedTyr’sfather.Tyrtold
himaboutlandsinfarawayplaces,storiesfromlongago,themovementsof
thestarsandmedicinemadefromcertainplants.Hesangsongsofsuchach-
ingbeautytheymadeBruinwanttoweep.
Eachday,afterhefinallywoke,BruinwouldwatchTyrfromdarkwin-
dows, unseen, marveling at the beauty of his companion. Each night—or
eachearlymorning—hebidTyrgoodnightatthedoorandwentbacktohis
ownbedroom.Hewouldthenclosehiseyesandtakehishandtohimself,
thinkingoftheyoungprincewhilehestroked,bitinghisliptokeepfrom
callinghisname.Hepicturedhiminallthewayshewantedtohavehim,all
overtheroom,inincreasinglygreaterdetailedfantasies.Heimaginedtheway
Tyrwouldcryout,thewayhisbackwouldarch,howhishairwouldfallinto
hisfaceandhowhe’dtilthisheadtotheside,justso,askingtobemarked.
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BruinpicturedTyronhisknees,theroyalprinceacquiescingtoabrutally
spoken,forcefulcommandwiththatenigmaticsmilethatwassomaddening.
Heimaginedthatsmilehidamouththatwaswillingtodothingswhores
might blanch at. He wanted the prince, and with each night spent in the
darkness,talking,learningfromhim,Bruin’sdesiresgrewmoredesperate,
moreobsessed.
ItmightnothavebeensobadifTyrwerenotsuchaterriblyenigmatic
man.Bruinlearnedtotellfromthetiltofhissmilewhenhe’dmadeajoke,
andBruinwouldhavetoreviewthelastfewminutesofconversationtofind
whenhe’dbegunspeakingindoubleentendre.Bythetimehecaughtup,
Tyrwasontosomethingelse.Tyrwouldfindreasonstotouchhim—torub
Bruin’sshouldersordemonstrateafightingtechnique,andhishandsmoved
insuchasensual,suggestivefashion.ButanydirectattemptbyBruintograb
him,andTyrtwistedlightlyoutofhisgrasp,asifhehadnotevennoticed.
Onenight,Tyrwasdescribingabattlehehadbeenin.Hetoldstories
well,andBruinwasparticularlyengrossed.Hepicturedhisbelovedonthe
battlefield,armoredandastrideapowerfulwarhorse,slicingthroughinfan-
try,drenchedinblood.JustasTyrgottotheclimaxofhisstory,Bruinleaped
tohisfeet.
“Icannottakeitanymore!”hecried.
Tyrstoppedandlookedup.“I’msorry!AmIupsettingyou?”
Bruinpacedtheroom.“Yes!Yesyou’reupsettingme!Youvexme,you
houndme,youdisturbmydaysandmynights!”Hefelldownonhiskneesin
frontofTyr.“You...youbeautifulcreature,”hesaid,alittlemoresoftly,“You.
Iwantyou,andIcannotgetyououtofmymind.Please...“
Tyrstareddownathimamoment,thenslidoffthechairhehadbeen
in.HeslidhishandsdownBruin’schest,foundhishipsinthedarkness,and
straddled him. He kissed him fiercely, opening his mouth willingly when
BruinpressedagainstTyr’slipswithhistongue.
“Youwantme,”Tyrsaidbetweengasps,“thencomeandtakeme.”
Bruinturnedandthrewhimdownonhisbearskincloak.Hetoreatthe
youngman’sgarmentsandfeltsmooth,hardmusclebeneathhiscalloused
hands.Hewisheditwerenotsodark,sohecouldseemorethanjustahint
oftheoutlineofTyr’sbody,butmorelightwasimpossible.Onewhovalued
beautysohighlywouldnotpossiblygivehimselftoamonster.
HepulledTyr’sbootsfromhisfeetandtorehisbreechesgettingthem
off.WhyweretheresomanybucklesonthesedamnedWestfordianclothes?
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Bruin’sclothescameoffeasilyenough,atughereandthereintherightway
andtheyfellaway.Tyr’shandsroamedoverhimatapacethatbeggedslow-
nessandconsideration.Bruindidnotwanttogoslow;hewantedtotake
him,now,now,now!Buthesquirmedandmadehimselfrelax.HeletTyr
explorehisbodywithhishands.
“Godsbutyou’reabearofaman,”Tyrsaid,breathless.“Iloveamanwho
couldtossmearound.”Histeethflashedwhiteinthegloom.
“Oh,Iplantotossyouaround,”Bruinpurred.Helaidhisbodyacross
Tyr’s,andTyrwillinglypartedhislegstoletBruinlaybetweenthem.Bruin
shudderedashiscockbrushedacrossfirm,satinyskinandsoftcurls.Itwas
theprince’swillingness,hiseagerness,thatdroveBruintodizzyexcitement.
Hissmile.ThewayhereacheduptopullBruindowntohim,askingwiththat
archofhisbackforskintomeetskin.
Bruinreachedforanearbycabinet,inwhichhehadplacedatubofoint-
mentsomeweeksearlier,justincasethisexactscenarioarose.Hedippedhis
fingersintothelittlebowlandslidahandbetweenTyr’slegs.Tyrliftedhis
hipstohelpBruinfindhisanus,somethingthatsentalittleshockofpleasure
throughBruin’sbody.Theprincewastight,butrelaxedquicklyasBruinslid
one,thentwofingersinandoutofhim.Theyhadbothdonethisbefore,and
bothknewwhattheywanted.
“Keeptellingthestory,”Bruinwhispered.
“What?
“Thestory.Ofthebattle.”Headdedathirdfinger.
Tyrdrewinasharpbreath.“Oh.Ok.Um.Ilookedbackovermyshoulder,
andsawthatIhadbeen...cutofffromtherestofthecavalry,flankedbythe
pikemen.Icouldn’tgoback,asitwoulddrivemyhorse—ohgods—drive...
myhorseuponthepikes.Mm—harder.”
Bruinobliged,stretchinghimwithgreatervigor.
“SoIturnedthestalliontowardstheoppositeflankandspurredhim,hop-
ingtobreakthroughthewallofinfantrytothefieldbeyond,circlearound
therejoinmyunit.”
BruinranhisthumbuptocaressTyr’sballs,andTyrobligedwithbarely
managingtorestrainhisbuckinghips.Hedecidedthatwasresponseenough,
andwithdrewhishand.Hespreadmoreoftheslickointmentonhiscock.
Tyrwhimpered,protesting,andBruinrespondedbypressinghiscockagainst
Tyr’sanus.“Isthiswhatyouwant?”
“Godsyes,”Tyranswered,hisvoicealmostcracking.“Please—I’vewanted
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yousinceIgothere.Don’tmakemewaitanylonger!”
Bruinleanedoverhimandenteredhim.Tyrwashot,andtight,andit
wasdifficulttokeepaslowenoughrhythmsohewouldn’tcomeatonce.
Hewantedtosavorthis.Inandout,inandout,takingthesonofakingon
thestonefloorofhishome,ontopofthecloakthatmadehimabeast.He
tookTyr’scockinhishand,strokinginrhythm,andwaspleasedtofindhim
apleasurablesize.
“Keepgoing.”
Tyrstumbledoverthestory,tellinginspurtshowhishorsetrampledthe
menbeforehim,howthepikemenreachedhimandhebrokentheirspears
uponhisshield,howthewarhorsebeneathhimkickedonemancleaninthe
faceandkilledhiminstantly.Hetalkedaboutblood,pain,rageandthefrantic
struggletostayaliveinaseaofdeath.AndallthewhileBruinmoaned,blood-
lusttranslatingtobedlustwithease.Atlast,attheheightofthetale,Bruin
couldstanditnolonger,andincreasedthepaceofhisthrusts.Heworked
harderandfasterinsidehislover,drivingtheirpleasuretoagreatermeasure
thanhethoughthecouldtake,beforefinallyspillingoverwithatremendous
cry,andhecameinsidehimwithunparalleledforce.
Bruincollapsedontopofhim,sidesheaving.Forsometimehecould
thinkofnothingelsebutthehot,fadingpleasurebetweenhislegs,andthe
factthatTyr,hisbeautifulcompanion,wasnowalsohislover.
Whowasnowsaying,“Ican’tbreathe.”
Bruinrolledoffofhimreluctantly.“Sorry.”
Tyrcoughed.“It’salright.”Hegrinnedlazily.“That...waseverythingI
hadhopeditwouldbe.”
“Oh?”Bruinasked,floppinganarmandalegovertheprince’slimpbody.
“Ican’tsayIagree.”
“Whatdoyoumean?”
BruinpurredlowandthreateningagainstTyr’sthroat.“Iwashopingfor
more.Asin,onthetable.Inmybed.Inyourbed.Floorsofbothrooms.On
thestairs.Againstthebanister.Everyavailablesurfaceinthisplace.Iwantyou
everywayIcanhaveyou.”
TyrturnedtosmileagainstBruin’smouth.“Thentheevening’sjustbe-
gun.”
Forsomemonthstheycontinuedinthatvein.NotoncedidTyrasktolet
insomelight,ortoseeBruininthedaytime.Bruinwonderedifperhapsthe
princeunderstood,ifhewelcomedthedarkjustasmuchtokeeptheirpas-
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siongoing.Itwaslikeashareddreamthatwouldsurelyburnawayifexposed
tothelight.Perhapshisloverwasjustthatsensitive,havinggrownupinthe
courtlyworld,toknowwhatnottoask.
Hewassurprisedtofindhimselflaughingmorethanheeverhadbefore.
Theprince’swickedwitwouldsometimescatchuptoBruinanhourorso
afterajesthadbeenmade,andhe’dsuddenlygetitandlaughoutloud.Their
passionatnightmadehimaneasiermanbyday;hisvoicelostitstension,
hishandstayedathissideinsteadofstrikingoutattheslightestprovocation.
Thebiggestchange,herealized,washehadnotfelttheurgetochangeinto
abearandroamtheforesthunting,ashefrequentlyhadbefore.Thebearwas
retreating,andthemanwasadvancing.
Itwasn’tjustBruin,either.Henoticedalloverhiscitythathiscompan-
ionswerepickingupthewaysoftheWestfordians,whetherornottheyhad
Westfordianlovers—andmanydid.Afewcouldevenreadandwritenow.
OneenvoyfromtheWestfordbroughtwithitanumberofwomenseeking
husbands,whomtheyfoundalmostassoonastheysetfootintheBearskins’
city.TheycalledthecityBearheart,andtheBearskinsapproved.
Bruin was awakened one cold late winter morning by a servant, and
rushedouttotheyardwhenheheardthehurriedlywhisperednews.Heonly
justrememberedtopullhisbear’sheadhoodandcowloverhisfacebefore
goingouttowhereTyrstoodbesideasaddledhorse.
“You’re leaving?” he said brusquely.“Have you in fact forgotten your
father’svow?Hisdebt?Youcannotleavebutbymywill!”
Tyrturnedandscowled.“Peaceamoment,andrememberwhoyou’re
talkingto.AmInotaWestfordianprince,andyourlover?Iamsurprisedyou
wouldspeaktomethusly.Butyoumustbeupset.Don’ttroubleyourmind,
Iamcomingback.”
Bruinwasflusteredbythisresponse.Naturally,Tyrwouldknowexactly
whattosaytodisarmhim.Themanwasmaddening.Hefelttheeyesofthe
other Bearskins upon him; while no secret, he had not openly spoken of
hisloveforTyr.Hefeltanunreasonableangerrisinginhim.Heclosedthe
fewfeetbetweenthemandtookTyrroughlybythearm.“Youwillnotleave
me.”
Tyrrespondedbysteppingupagainsthim.“OfcourseIwon’t,”hesaid
softly,runningahandunderBruin’scloak.Hishandslippedlower,toBruin’s
belt.Hesmiled,eyesdowncast.“Iwillreturnwithinafortnight,andthen,
youcanshowmehowmuchyoumissedme.”
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Tyrsteppedawayfromhimandcheckedthehorse’sgirth.Allbusiness
againhesaid,louder,“Myfatherisveryill.Ashissonitismyresponsibility
tobewithhimathisdeathbed.”
“Youowemealifedebt,”Bruinsaidemptily.
Tyrswunguponthehorseandglareddownathim,righteousrageishis
blueeyes.“Ifyoutrulywillpreventmefromdoingthis,thengoon,collect
thatdebtnow.”
Bruin’shanddidnotsomuchastwitchtowardshissword.“Goonthen,”
hesaid.“Go.”
Tyrleaneddownasiftokisshim,andtouchedthebear-cowl.Hesmiled.
“Whyareyouwearingthatoldthing?”
Bruinpushedthehoodandcowlback,hisscarsanduglinessopentothe
airandthelight,andTyr’seyes.“Comebacktome,butonlyifyoucanlove
me.”
Tyrsaidnothing,reactedwithnothing,androdeawaywithhisguard.
e f
AfortnightcameandwentwithnosignofTyrorhiscompany.Aheavy
skybroughtwithitalatesnow,butBruinstillhauntedthestreetsofBear-
heart,unwillingtospendmuchtimeinhisownhome.Heresolvedatlast,
withapainlikeaknifeinhischest,thathishorrifiedloverhadleftwithno
intentiontoreturn.Evenworse,perhapshehadwantedtoreturn,despite
Bruin’sappearance,andhadbeenwaylaidontheroad,leavingfamilyand
friendstoimaginewhathadbefallenhim.
A week pastTyr’s supposed return date, Bruin wrapped himself in his
cloakanddrewuphishood.Heshiftedintoabear,andlefthiscity.Hespent
threenightsintheforestoutsidethecitygates,staringintothedarkness.His
lieutenantscametohimmanytimes,begginghimtocomeback.Thelastday,
theydidn’tcome.Theweatherbegantowarm,andtohissurprise,aswath
ofwhiteflowersgrewupthroughthemeltingsnow,thefirstsignofspring.
Bruin’sbreathcameharshandsick;hisbodyached.Hedraggedhimselfback
to the road. He thought it was a mirage through the fever when he saw
threehorsescanteringupthelanetoBearheart.Itmustbeadyingwish,he
thought,thatlethimthinkTyrwascomingbacktohim.
Thehorsesalmostwentrightpasthim,beforethelastriderturnedand
pulledhishorseup.“Mylord!”hecalled,andTyrreinedhishorse.Hedis-
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mounted and walked along the path back to where Bruin sat, and almost
trippedoverBruin’spaws.
“Bearskin,”hesaid,“whydoyousitoutsidethegates?”
Withalaboredmotion,Bruindrewbackthehood;hisbodyshrankto
thatofaman.“Doyounotknowme?”heasked,coughing.
“Bruin?”Tyrsaid,kneelingbesidehim.“Whatingods’namesareyou
doinghere?”
BruinraisedahandtoTyr’sface.“Ithoughtyouwerenotreturning.”
Tyrlookedsurprisinglyangry.“IsaidIwould!Weweredelayedbyabliz-
zard;Icouldnotriskmylife,andthusneverreturn,forthesakeofbeingon
time.Whywouldyoudoubtmeso?”
Bruingesturedtohisface.“Ihadatlastshownyoumyface.Ithoughtyou
weresorepulsedthatyouwouldneverbeabletoloveme.”
Tohisshock,theotherWestfordiansstifledalaugh,andnowTyrlooked
genuinelyangry.“Haveyounotbeenpayingattentionallthistime?Ofcourse
yourappearancedoesn’tmatterableedingriptome!ItoldyouwhenIfirst
arrived,whenIcametoyourhome—Ican’tsee!I’mBLIND!”
Bruinstaredathim,blinking,processing.Hefeltlikesuchanutterfool.
SothatwaswhyTyrdidn’tmindthecompleteblacknessinthehouse,why
certainmembersoftheWestfordianslookedafterhimso,doingmorethan
mostservantswouldwithoutbeingasked.Whyhewasneveraloneoutside
thehouse.Whyhehadn’tmentionedthebear-hooduntilhetouchedit.His
cheeksflushed,andhesaid,throughawaveofconfusedemotion,“Oh.”
“Oh?Oh,that’sit?Ieventoldyouthefirstnightwemadelove,Iwasin-
juredinbattle,andtheflashofthecannonwasthelastthingIsaw!”
“Iwasn’tlisteningbythen.”
“Evidentlynot!Gods,youreallyarethick!”Tyrleanedforwardandkissed
Bruin’sforehead.Rightononeofthescars.“ButIdoloveyou.”
BruinthrewhisarmsaroundTyranddraggedtheprincedowntohim.He
kissedhim,notcaringaboutTyr’scompanions,whosuddenlyfoundsome-
thingelsetobeinterestedinforaminute.Tyrlaughedandtangledhisfingers
inBruin’shair.
“Come,mybeloved.Let’sgetyoutothephysicianbeforethefeveraddles
yourbrainsevenfurther.”
“Iloveyou,”hesaid,unmindfulofTyr’spragmatism.
“Yes,yesIknow.Nowletgo.Timeandplace.”
Heletgoofhisbeautifulblindprinceandlethimselfbedraggedtohis
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feet.Atriptothephysiciansethimtorightsintime,butevenmoreso,itwas
theministrationsofhislover,newlyreclaimed.Hehadthecurtainsofhis
homethrownbacktoletinthesun,andliteverycandle.Tyrmightnotknow
thedifference,buttoBruin,beingoutinthelightmadeallthedifferencein
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AlexandraErin
Cinderellahadtwoballs.
Thisfactisleftoutofmostmoderntellingsoftheclassicstory,butit’s
true,astrueasthefactthattheslippersweremadeofglassandnot,asis
sometimesreported,fur.Ofcoursetheywereglass.It’smeanttobeataleof
wonder.Thereisnothingwondrousatallaboutfurslippers,unlessonehasto
visitthelavatorylateatnightwhenthetilesarecold.
But,Idigress.Toreturntothesubjectathand:balls.
Twoofthem.
Cinderellahadthem.
Thismightseemstrangetomodernaudiences,asthiselementhasbeen
completelysnippedawayfromnewerversionsofthetale,butitistrue.The
basicsofthestoryhavebeenwidelyreportedandreproducedmoreorless
faithfullybythecountlessstorytellerswhohaveadaptedthetaleacrossmul-
tiplelanguagesandmedia,soweshalldispensewiththepreliminariesand
jumpstraighttothefirstnightinquestion.
Picturethesceneatthegrandballroomoftheroyalpalace.Theprinceis
quitebored,aswellmightbeexpected.Thepurposeofthissoiree,afterall,is
forhimtopickawifefromamongalltheladiesoftheland,butnoneofthese
sameladieswereeverbeforeabletoturnhishead.Gatheringallofthemin
oneplaceissimplyamatterofpresentinghimwithmoreofthesame.
Manyofthemarequitebeautiful,tobesure,andtheprinceisnotatall
hostiletotheideaofawife...hegetslonelysometimes,asallmensometimes
do.Helongsforcompanionship,asallmensometimesdo.Heunderstands
thehungerthatmenhave,thatdrivesamantoseekoutawoman.Hehasfelt
itwellingupwithinhimoftenenough,hehasfeltthefireburningwithin
himsohotlythatitseemsasthoughhisloinsandhismindarebothready
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toexplodeinflames...andyet,theloveliestdamselstobefoundwithinhis
father’sdemesnealwaysleavehimquitecold.
Thereversecouldnotbesaid.Theladiesfindthedark-hairedprinceto
bequitefetching.Hisfacemighthavebeencalledcraggyonanolderman,
buthewasyoungenoughtoberugged.Anactiveman,hisarmsarethickly
cordedandstrong,hisbackisbothbroadandstraight,andhismuscularlegs
arewell-conditionedforeitherendurancerunningorfortightlygrippingthe
sidesofasleekracinghorse.
Thefirstthingintheeveningthatelicitsevenaflickerofinterestinhim
comes when a matronly, middle-aged woman with an imperious bearing
presentshertwodaughterstohim.Eventhatismoreofanintellectualre-
sponse.Heisinterestedtoseehowwelltheyarepresented.Theirhairand
theirmakeuparebothexquisitelydone,aswelltheymightbe,seeingasthey
werepreparedbythehandsofonewhohashadyearsofpracticeofcatering
tothevanityofthesecruelladies.
Youknowwhotheyare,ofcourse.Theyarethewickedstepsisters,and
theolderladywiththemistheirmother,whomarriedakindlywidowerwho
wantedtoprovideaproperfamilyforhisonlychild.Thewidowerprovedto
beapoorjudgeofcharacter,andafterhisowndemise,hischildbecamea
servantintheirhouse.
Youknowallthat.Theprincedoesnot,andbeforehecanlearnanything
ofmorethanasurfacedepthaboutthepair,someoneelsecatcheshiseye...
someonewhoismostassuredlynotjustmoreofthesame.
Pictureaface,sharpandpixyish,toppedoffwithacascadeofstrikingly
chestnuthairfreshlywashedandbrushedforthefirsttimeinyears.Picture
apertlittlebuttonofanose,notatalltheclassicalAquilineprofileprizedby
thenobilitybutplayfullyprettyinitsownway.Pictureskinlikemarble,the
skinofonejustgrownupfromachildhoodspentshutupindoorsandhid-
denfromthesun.
Pictureeyelidsdarkenedwiththeashesfromafireplace,darkeyesdark-
lylinedwithacinder...thestepsister’smockingnicknamenowwornwith
pride.Pictureadress,transformedfromtheragstheyhadforcedtheirtor-
tureddomestictodressinforfun.Picturealostmother’spearls—achild’s
hiddenprize—drapedaroundalongneck,andamother’scorset,deridedas
hopelesslyoutoffashion,cinchinganalreadyslenderwaistintoacomely
hourglass.
Picturetheslippers.Glassslippers.Dancingshoesthatareasbeautifuland
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impossible,asmagicalandmiraculous,asadreamcometolifeorastruelove
itself.
Thisisafairytale,afterall,andmagicwillnotbebanishedfromitno
matterhowhardsometry.
Picturealookonthatimpishlybeautifulface,alookoffierceandfragile
pride,alookthatisbothdefiantanddefensive,alookthatsayssee,I’mhere,
Icame,I’mnotafraid,youcan’tstopme.Theprincedoesn’tunderstand,as
theinvitationswerequiteclear:alleligibleladiesintherealmwereexpected
toattend.
Theprincefeelsanunaccustomedflushofheatashelookedatthenew-
comer.Hisheartpounds,hisbloodraces.Thesightofthatface,thoseeyes...it
grabsholdofhim,tugginginsistentlyonsomethingdeepdowninsidehim.
ThisiswhatIwant,hethinks.Whateverwaslackinginallofthosewom-
en,I’mlookingatitnow.
The whole ballroom falls silent at the sight of this unconventional yet
beautifulnewarrival.Thesilenceholdsastheprince,withoutawordtothe
twoladieswhosenameshehadnotyetevenreceived,crossthefloortotake
theelfinfigurebythehand.Hisfathertheking,atthesightofhissontaking
aninterestinanywomanforthefirsttime,motionstotheminstrels,andthe
musicforthefirstdancebegins.
There are many dances that night, and the prince dutifully allows the
daughters of dukes and the nieces of bishops and the younger sisters of
wealthyandimportantmentotaketheirturnsinhisarms,buthisotherdanc-
ingpartnersgrowincreasinglysulkyanddespondentasthenightwearson
andtheprincereturnsagainandagaintothearmsofthedark-eyedstranger.
Hedoeshisbesttosatisfythecuriositythat’sbeeninspiredinhim,butthe
mysteriousbeautyremainstight-lipped.
“Whoareyourparents?”heasks.
“I’manorphan.”
“Wheredoyoulive?”
“Iliveinafireplace.Isleepamongthecinders.”
“Whatisyourname?”
“IsupposeyoumayaswellcallmeCinderella.”
Beforetoolong,theprinceandhisCinderellaaredancingquiteclosely,
andhecanfeeltheheatrisingupwithinhim.Ashismanhoodassertsitself,
heisforcedtoholdhispartnerevenclosertohidetheevidenceofhisarousal.
Cinderellacanfeelhimpressingin,thehardnessandtheheatofhim.Ala-
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dylikeblushcolorsthosepalecheeks,butthelitheyoungdancermakesno
attempttopullawayfromhim.No,thehardertheprincegrows,thecloser
Cinderellapressesagainsthim,andthemorehehastostruggletokeephim-
selfincheck.
Thelesshewantsto.
Heknowsthatthisdancewillendsoon,andthensomevainandsilly
creaturewillbetheretotakeherplaceinhisarms.Hedoesn’twantthat.He
doesn’twantthatall.
Heguidestheashen-eyedbeautyoffofthedancefloortowardsadark-
enedcorridor.Theking,quitepleased,signalsthattheprincebeallowedto
takehisleaveandbeundisturbed.Awayfromthesoundsofrevelry,theprince
burieshisfaceagainstCinderella’sneck,rubbingthedarkstubbleofhischeek
againstsatinysmoothskin.Cinderella’shandfindsthebulgeinhistrousers,
squeezes.Quickandcleverfingersfreethelengthofhisrod,whichrearsup
likeadragononcesprunglooseofitsprison.
“Oh,my,”Cinderellasays,abreathywhisper.
Theprince,havinghadafewlessthansatisfactoryexperienceswithwom-
en,movestoliftupCinderella’sdresssothathemaydotheneedfulthing.
Tohissurprise,heisstopped.,notbyawordofprotestbutbyasmallhand
grippinghimquiteexpertlyaroundthebaseofhiscock.
It’sadisplayofconfidencethathefindsexciting.Someofthewomenhe’s
methavebeenquiteforwardwhengivenachancetoplytheircharmsupon
thebachelorprincehimself,butnoonehaseverbeenquiteasdirectasthis.
Withfingersbothdeftandsurprisinglystrong,withinfinitecareandcom-
plexity,withtendernessandroughnessinmeasure,Cinderellagoestowork.
Theprincehasbeentouchedthiswaybywomenbefore,butneverbyone
withaslittlereluctanceandasmuchrelishforthematterathandasCinder-
ellashows.Thelookthathadsoarrestedhimatfirstsightdoesnotdisappear
fromthatpaleface,itintensifies.Thereisahungerthere,too,adesperation
thatcouldonlyhavebeenbornoutofyearsofsilentandanguishedlonging.
Theprince’sownhungerdoesnotslackintheslightest.Itgrowsbyleaps
andbounds.HewantsdesperatelytotearthatbeautifulgownoffofCinder-
ellabodyandtoburyhimselfsodeeplythatthetwoofthembecameindis-
tinguishable.Wants?No,needs.Needsandwill.Hemakesuphismindtodo
it.Thepleasure—thepressure—isalreadymorethanhecanbear,andit’sstill
growing.Hehastodoitquickly.Hehasto...
Butthereisnotime.Thedeedisdone.Withagreatandprofoundshudder,
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withascreamofpleasurewrenchedfromhislips,hisseedshootsforthand
heisutterlyspentandutterlysatisfiedinawayhehasneverbeenbefore.
Andtheonewhohadbroughthimtothisclimaxonlysmilesandsays,
“Ishouldgo.”Bythetimeherecovershisbreathandhiswits,Cinderellais
gone,havingleftthepalacewellbeforethestrokeoftwelve.
“Well,”hisfathersaystotheprince,afterthelastguesthasleft.“Where
isshe?”
“Idon’tknow,”theprinceadmits.
“Whoisshe?”
“Idon’tknow,”theprincerepeats.“Anorphan,Iguess.”
“Whatishername?Wheredoesshelive?”
“Shewouldn’tsay,”theprincesays,quitesurethatshehadbeenhaving
funwithhim.
“Then I suppose this entire affair was a waste of time!” the king says.
“Youfinallyfindonewomanwhoexcitesanyinterestinyou,andshedisap-
pearslikeapuffofsmoke.”
“Wait,”theprincesays.“Shecametooneball.We’llholdanotherone.
Maybeshe’llcomeagain?”
Thekingfeelsthistobeaslimhopetograsponto,butaslimhopeisbet-
terthannone,andsohesendswordoutthatthegrandgalahadbeensucha
smashingsuccessthatitwastobeimmediatelyrepeated.
See,Itoldyouthereweretwoballs.
Thesecondballisevenbetterattendedthanthefirst.Allofhighsociety
turnsouttoseethemysteriousbeautywhohadsocharmedtheprince.All
theeligibleladiesshowupagain,too,eagerforthechancetostepintothe
voidiftheirmysteriousrivalfailedtomakeanappearance.
Theyaredisappointed.
Thistimetheprincedoesnotsharehisattentionwithanyoneelsefrom
themomentthatCinderellaappears,withlipsstaineddarkredbyberryjuice
mixedwithashes.Heisquiteeagertotakehisintendedbrideoffandbegin
practicingfortheirweddingnight,togiveventtohisownyearsoffrustra-
tionandtotrytodosomethingtorelievetheburdenofsufferinghesees
behindthoseash-rimmedeyes.
Thoughtheprinceisquitesurethathispassionisreciprocated,Cinder-
ellaprovesstrangelyreluctanttoconsummatetheirdesiresanyfurtherthan
theyhadthepreviousnight.Theprinceisstymiedeachtimehesuggeststhe
two of them depart the ballroom.They dance closely.They look into each
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other’seyes.Theyconverseinbitsandpieces,thoughCinderellaremainsas
secretiveasthenightbefore.Hewindshisfingersintothatbeautifulchestnut
hair.Hebreathinthescentofashandskin.Helongs.Hehungers.Finally,
whenhefeelshecantakenomore,Cinderellagivesinandagaintheyleave
theballroom.
“Tellme,please,wheredoyoureallylive,”heasksashetheymounta
marblestaircase.
“Itoldyou,inafireplace.Therearemorebedsthanbodiesinmyhouse,
butnoneofthemareforme.”
“Isitfar,whereyoulive?”heasks,thinkingthereissomeriddlehere.
“Nottoofarformicetopullapumpkin.”
“Youteasemeincessantly,andyetIfeelIloveyou,”hesays.
“I’llteaseyoumoreandyou’lllovemebetterforit.”
Healmostgroanswithdesireatthewords.
Cinderellaallowshimtoleadthewaytohisbedchamber,thoughagain
he meets with unexpected resistance when it comes time to do the deed.
Thoughquiteeagertohelphimremovehistrousers,Cinderellashowsno
intentionofdisrobinginturn.
“Youcontinuetoteaseme,”heaccuses.
“ItoldyouIwould,”Cinderellaremindshim.“Sitdown,mylord,andlet
meshowyouhowwellImaytease.”
HowwelldoesCinderellateasehim?Ithinkyoucanimagine.Imagine
apairoflips,darkandredascherries.Imaginethetipofatongueparting
them,flickingouttolickthecrownofhismanhood,totastethesaltysweet
tell-taleofhislonging.Imaginethelipsopeningwidetoencirclethatmarvel-
ouslythickknobasdarkapairofdarkeyesturnupwards,ahintofpleading
showingthroughtheirdefiantfire:pleaseacceptthis,pleaseacceptme,please
pleaseplease...
The mouth fastens on, lips curling around teeth to cushion them.The
tonguecurlsupandexplorestheridgebeneathhiscockhead.Hefeelsthe
softpressureofsuction.Cinderella,whohasspenteverydayforeveradecade
toilingdiligentlybutthanklessly,goestoworkagainforanappreciativeaudi-
ence.
Everylastinchoftheprince’scockslidesbetweenthosejeweledlipsuntil
itisalmostasredastheyare.Cinderellatasteshim,andrevelsinthetaste
ofhim,showingamasterfulknowledgeofthegeographyandgeologyofa
man’stoolallthewhile.Itisjustliketheprevioustime,onlybetter:hotter,
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wetter,moreintimate.TheprincefeelshimselfslidinginandoutofCinder-
ella’smouth,hiscockactuallyovercomingtheconstrictionofthethroat,and
hebeginstofeeltherealizationofhislongingofthenightbefore.
Hepourshimselfbetweenthoselips,heforceshimselfinsidethatlovely
andlongingface,hewillshimselftobecomeonewithCinderella,whoseems
justaseagertoaccepthiminturn.
Thistimethereislessurgency,andsotheendoftheactcatcheshimoff
hisguard.Hecomesintotheclimaxunexpectedly,hisseedspurtingintoCin-
derella’smouth.Hislovergulpsitdowngreedily,takingitaspayment—the
firstever—forajobwell-done.
“I should go,” Cinderella says again. He protests. He gets up to physi-
callybarthedoor,buthetripsoverhisowntrousers,onelegofwhichis
stillaroundhisankle,andCinderellagetsawayastheclockonceagainstrikes
twelve.
Thekingordersthemysteriousgirltobefoundatonce.Thehousehold
staffisquestioned.Surelysomeonesawherarrive.Surelysomeonesawher
leave.Theservantsareabletodescribeherarrivalinagrandcoachfullyout-
fittedwithfootmen,butnooneremembersseeingthecoachdepart.
One of the guards mentions a scrawny-looking servant boy he’d nev-
erseenbeforeslippingoutofthepalacearoundmidnight,buthe’snearly
sackedforbringingupirrelevantdistractions.It’sonlythefactthattheman
alsoturnedupthesoleusefulcluethatsaveshim:inthepassagewherehe
sayshesawtheservant,healsofoundoneofthewondrousglassslippers.
Thekingsendsoutwordtheverynextday:themysteriousandbeautiful
Cinderellaisinstructedtocometothepalacetoclaimhermissingslipperand
acceptbetrothaltotheprince,bringingtheslipper’smatewithherasproofof
heridentity.Despitethisrequirement,therearemanyfalseclaimants,someof
whomresemblethecelebratedfigureinsomefashion,buttheprinceknows
thatnoneofthemaretheonewhosocaptivatedhimevenbeforetheyadmit
tonothavingtheotherslipper.
Thekingisdesperatetoseehissonmarried,however,andheinsiststhat
eachoftheladiestrytheslipperon.Hegoessofarastoissuearoyaldecree
thatwhomsoevertheshoefitswillbemarriedtotheprince,nomatterwhat
anyonemaysay.Hegoessofarastohaveamarriagecontractissuedforthe
princeandtheunknownowneroftheshoe,tobeconsummatedassoonas
thematchisfound.
Ofcourse,asbigastirastheking’sannouncementcauseseverywhere,
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it hits the storied stepmother and her two wicked daughters like arrows
throughtheircoldhearts.
Cinderella?
Thatwaswhattheycalledtheboy,thesonofthenow-deceasedwidower
whosehousethey’dlordedoverforsomanyyears.Thegirlshaddressedhim
intheirowncast-offclothesandmockinglycalledhimtheir“maid”even
beforecoiningthederisivenicknamewhichhadstucksowelltheycouldn’t
evenrememberwhathewasactuallycalled.
Butsurelyithadn’tbeenhimdancingwiththeprince,theytelleachother
inhushedtones,surelyithadn’tbeenhimsneakingoffintothedarkness,
surelyithadn’tbeenforhissakethattheentirekingdomwascalledbackto
thepalaceagain.
Theyhadteasedhimendlesslyabouttheideaofhimgoingtotheball,
ofcourse.Theyteasedhimaboutanythingandeverything.Buthe’dhadno
coachtotakehim,nodresstowear,andaboveallelsethereremainedthe
unassailablefactthattheyhadmadeamaidoutofthelad,notamaiden.
Aboycouldn’thavedonewhatthemorefamousCinderellahad.
Theytellthemselvesthisuntiltheyalmostbelieveit.Surely,theyinsist,
itwassomehideouscoincidence,somehorridtrickoffate,thedamselwho
hadstolentheheartoftheprinceandruinedtheirownchancesofaroyal
wedding.
Andyettheyarenotsosure.Theykeeptheboyunderlockandkey,watch-
inghimeverymomenttomakesurehecannotpullanytricks.
Asdayspassandthereisnosignofanyclaimanttotheslipper,theking
growsmoredesperateastheprincegrowsdespondent,thinkingtheloveof
hislifemustnotreturnhisfeelingsafterall.Thekingordersadoor-to-door
search of the kingdom. He’s become positively fixated. Getting his son to
marryhasbeenhisquestforyearsandnowwiththeendinsightit’sborder-
ingonanobsession.
“We’llfindher,”hesaystotheprinceforthehundredthtimeastheroyal
carriagemakesitswaydownacountryroadtoanoldandsomewhatfaded
estatehouse.“Andwhenwedo,there’snogoingback.Youwillmarrythe
footthisfits,andwhoeverit’sattachedto.”
“Ifshe’llhaveme,”theprincesays,ashe’ssaidsomanytimes.“Iwon’t
forceanyonetomarrymeagainstmywill.”
“Youwon’thaveto,”thekingassureshim.“BecauseIwill.”
Thecarriagestopsatthemanorhouse,whichhappenstobelastinhabit-
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eddwellinginthatcornerofthekingdom.Thekingisnotquiteoutofplaces
tolookforhisson’swife-to-be,butthelistisgrowingshorter.Afterboththe
stepsistershavefailedtofittheirfeetintheslipper,hemakesthestepmother
tryit.Eventhoughthisisplainlyanactofdesperatefolly,hisfrustrationonly
growswhenitdoesn’tfither,either.
“Isn’tthereanyoneelseinthisoldrattrap?”herages.
“Noone,”thestepmothersays.“Notasoul.”
“Youallswear,onpainofdeathfortreason,thatthereisnooneelsehere,
notevenservants?”heasks.
“Noone,”thestepmotherstartstosay,butoneofherdaughtersinter-
ruptsher,blurtingout,“Justtheboy!”
Theotheroneshootsherafuriousglare.
Theking,sensingthatsomemannerofdeceptionisafoot,sputtersan-
grilyandsays,“Iwanttoseeeveryonehere,rightnow!”
Thestepmotherbowsandsays,“Butofcourse,yourhighness,”andmo-
tionsforherdaughterstogoandfetchtheboy.Thekingpacesthefloorwhile
they go to the upstairs closet where they’d locked their“maid” away.The
princechewshislip,thinkingit’sallsuchawasteoftime.Cinderellanever
lovedhim,hethinks.Itmusthavejustbeenagame,aflirtation.
Thenthestepsistersreturn,shovingtheboyforwardaheadofthem.He’s
dressedinlittlemorethanatatteredfrock.Hiseyescomeupandmeetthe
prince’s.Darkeyes.Dirtyhair,maybebrown.Ashyface.Ashyclothes.
I sleep among the cinders,theprincehearsinhishead.
“There,yousee,yourhighness?”thestepmothersays,smilinggraciously
attheking.“Nosubterfugewasmeant.WhenIsaidwewerealone,Imeant
thatnoonewhofellwithinthescopeofthequestionwaspresent.Isimply
didnotwishtowasteyourtime...”
“Father,”theprincesays,cuttingherwithasharplook.“Didyoumean
whatyousaid?ThatImustmarrywhoevertheshoefits?”
“Ofcourseyoumust,andthere’snousetalkingmeoutofit,”theking
says.
“Youwon’tchangeyourmind,nomatterwhat?”theprinceasks.
“No,it’smadeup.”
“WhatifIweretobetyouthatIcouldmakeyouchangeyourmind?”
theprinceasks.“BecauseIfearverymuchthatIamaboutto,whetherIwant
toornot.”
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“Fearnot,youwouldlosethatbet,”thekingsays.“Butwhatwouldyou
wager?”
“IfIcanmakeyouchangeyourmind,youmustletmewedanyoneI
choose,andImeananyone,withnoonehavingthepowertoforbidit,”the
princesays.“AndifIcannotmakeyouchangeyourmind,Iwillwedanyone
youpickforme,providingthattheowneroftheshoehasnotbeenfound
andtheoriginalmarriagecontractisnotfulfilled.”
“Whatdaftgameareyouplaying?”thekingresponds,chortling.
Thestepsisterslookateachotherinconfusion,butthestepmother,being
slightlymoreworldlythaneitherofthem,hasasicksinkingsuspicion.
“Please,yourmajesty,don’tletuskeepyoufromyourrounds,”thestep-
mothersaystotheking.“I’msureyouhaveotherhousestovisit.”
“Holdaminute,father,”theprincesays.“Willyouacceptmywager?”
“Itakeityou’regrowingsickofthisquest,”thekingsays.“Becauseit
seemstomethatIwineitherway,aseitherwayyouaremarried.Iacceptthe
termsofyourwager,son.”
“Very well,” the prince says, and he takes the slipper from his father.
Lookingatthedark-eyedboy,hesaysgently,“Comehere.”
Thekingsputters,andthestepsistersgasp.Onlythestepmotherkeepsher
lipstightlyshutastheboythey’vecalledCinderellawalkstowardstheprince,
anunaccustomedswayinhiships.Heliftsoneleg,bendingitgracefully.The
princegoesdownonhiskneesand,gingerly,reverently,heslipsthedelicate
glassshoeontotheboy’sbarefoot.
Itfitsbeautifully.
Theboylooksdownattheprinceadoringly.Theprincefeelstheoldhun-
gerrisingupagain.
Noonesaysanything.
Secondstickpast.
Thestepmotheristheonewhobreaksthesilence,withalaughfullof
forcedgaiety.
“Yoursonhasmadeamostexcellentjest,yourmajesty,”shesays.“What
awonderfulflukeitisthatmyservingboy’sfeetarethesamesizeasthat
slipper.”
“It’snofluke,”theboysays,smilingasmilethattheprinceknowsatonce.
“Theyfittheotheronejustaswell.ShallIrunandfetchit?”
“Andnojest,”theprincesays.Helooksattheking.“Iwillholdyouto
yourwager,Father.”
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Thekingfeelsamomentofapoplexy,followedbyapassingfitofhysteria,
andthenfinallyanentirelyunexpectedburstofpridewhenherealizesjust
howneatlytheprincehashimtrapped.
Healsofeelsold,oldandtired.Hewantstobedonewiththis.Healso
wantshissontobehappy.
“Ican’tsayIunderstandit,”thekingsays.“ButI’llbedamnedifIlose
thisbet.”
“Nomoreofyourtricks,”theprincesaystotheboy,gatheringhimupin
hisarms.“Nomoreteasing.Whathappensnexthappensunderthedecreeof
theking,andthere’snotadamnedthingyoucandotostopit.”
“Areyousure?BecauseI’mpreparedtodoasmanydamnedthingsasit
takes,”theimpishboyreplies,wigglinghisnose.
Theprincecarrieshisprizeupthestairsandintothebedroomthat,ina
betterlife,wouldhavebeentheboy’salready.Clothingisdispensedwithso
quicklyitmighthavevanishedintheendingofaspell.Theprincehasseen
solittleofhislovebefore:aface,aneck,apairofhands.Nowheisableto
takeinthewholeofhim,andhedoes:abody,leanandsparebutstrong.Aflat
chest,sparseofhair.Nipples.
Theprincehasneverseenmucheroticpotentialinnipples,muchless
malenipples,butatthesightoftheboy’shebecomesintenselyawareofhis
own.
Adelicatelywinkingbellybutton,assmallandimpudentinitswayasthe
boy’snose.Alineofdowny-lookinghairtrailingdownfromit,joiningwith
asoftbushrightabovethesightthatprovesthefair-facedboytobeinfacta
man,probablynotmorethanafewyearsyoungerthantheprincehimself:a
cock,thickandfullandstandinggloriouslyerect.
Andbeneaththatisexactlywhatyou’dexpecttoseebeneaththat.
Astheycometogether,manandmanunitedinroyallysanctionedcon-
jugalpassion,manythingsfallintoplacefortheprince:hisinabilitytotake
delightinwomen,thedeeplonginghe’dfeltinspiteofthat,andofcourse,
thepuzzlingbehaviorofthemysteriousguestwhohadbeensoobviously
eagertopleasehimbutsostrangelyshyaboutdisrobing.
Now there are no more secrets between them.As much as the prince
wouldlovetoexperiencethosesamepleasures,asmuchashelongstovisit
themupontheotheryoungmanhimself,theydohaveamarriagecontract
tofulfill.
Neither of them is experienced, but his new lawful spouse clearly has
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someideas.Heguidestheprince,layingonhisbackandliftinghislegsup
overtheprince’sshouldersothattheycanlookintoeachotherseyes.The
youngmanbiteshislipastheprinceentershim,pushingandstraining,part-
inghisfleshanddelvingdeeplyintohim.
It’sthefirsttime.Othertimeswillcome,andtheywillbegentleandthey
willbetenderandabovealltheywillbemany,butthefirsttimeisroughand
theyoungmanwhowascalledCinderellabiteshislipsoharditbleeds,turn-
inghislipcherryredasheistaken.
“ShallIstop?”theprinceasks.
“Onlyifyouwantmetovanishagainatthestrokeoftwelve,”hislover
teases.
Heworkshiswayin,theyoungmanopeninghimselfuptoreceivehim,
and once he’s buried his cock to the hilt he holds it there, marveling in
thefeelingofthewarmfleshenvelopingaroundhim.Hefeelsit:theyhave
joinedtogether,justashewished.Herevelsinitforseveralseconds,andthen
hetrulybeginstomakelove.
Hepullsback.Theyoungmanflexesthelegsdrapedoverhisshoulder,
movingwithhim,asheramshiswaybackhome.It’srough,butwitheach
strokeitbecomeseasier.Fortheyoungman,itwaspainmingledwithplea-
surefromthebeginning,butthepleasuresteadilygrowsasthepainfades
away,untilit’sedgedoutcompletely.Theyfindarhythmandtheyflow,apart
andtogether,againandagain.
Theyoungmanclutchesatthesheets,hisbodywrithingandcontorting
aroundtheprince.Theprincefeelshimbuckandtwisting,wrenchinghis
cockashedoes.Thehardertheprincedrivesintohim,thewildertheyoung
manthrashes,andthemorewildlytheyoungmanthrashes,theharderthe
princeisdriven.
It’sacyclethatcanonlybebrokeninoneway.Twoheartsbeatfasterand
faster.Twococksthrobwithmutualpassion.Twomencryouttheexultation
oftheirlove,twomenreleasealifetimeoffrustrationintoeachother.
Twoshiningstreamsofsemenshootforth,oneintotheopenairandone
hiddendeepinside.
Thecontractwasfulfilled.
Youalreadyknowtherestofthestory.
Andnowyouknowthisaswell:Cinderellahadtwoballs.
Don’teverletanyonetellyouotherwise.
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Le Petit String Rouge
(Little Red G-string)
KiernanKelly
“As you’re pretty so be wise; Wolves may lurk in every guise. Handsome they may be, and
kind, Gay, and charming—nevermind! Now, as then, ‘tis simple truth—Sweetest tongue
has sharpest tooth!”
~ Le Petit Chaperon Rouge (Little Red Riding Hood)” Perrault, 1697
Apowerful,rhythmicsensationthuddedpainfullyinCorbin’sears,strong
enoughtomakehimwince.Hecouldn’tdecideifitwasthesoundsystem’s
blaringbass,orhisownbloodthunderinginhisears.Itdidn’tmatter.His
hearingwassuperb;theblastingmusichidnothingfromhim,andneither
couldhisownexcitement.Hecouldhearastrongheartbeating,andblood
whooshingthroughtheveinsjustbeneaththetawny,tautskinoftheslender
youngmandancingonthetablebeforehim.
Corbininhaleddeeply,fillinghislungswiththeintoxicatingmixofsweat
andsexemanatingfromtheyoungman.Hisskinsoakeduptheheatdrifting
fromthedancer’sbody,thewarmthsizzlingthroughhisbloodtohisballs.
Thethinsatinofthedancer’stiny,brightredg-stringmoldedhisgenitals
intoasoftmound,thematerialsothinCorbincouldseetherandom,abstract
patternshispubichairmadeagainstthefabric.Theyoungman’sbodywas
hardandlean,abodybuiltfordancing.Eachclearlydelineatedmusclemoved
tantalizinglyunderhissmoothskinwitheverygracefulmovement.Hishair,
aspaleascornsilk,hunginraggedhankstobrushhiscollarbone.Hair made for
touching,Corbinthought,and a body made for fucking.
Corbinliftedhisglassandtossedbackthelastofhisdrink.Itwasvod-
ka—asalways—straightup,noice,nofruitjuice,nothingtodilutethepower
ofthealcohol.He’dfoundthatliquorwasoneofthefewsubstancespotent
enoughtosubduethewolf.Asifoncue,thewolfsnarledjustbeneathhis
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skin,eagertotakeabigjuicybiteoutofthedancer’ssucculent,firmass.
Later,hethought.Hisideaofadatewassexfirst,anddinner—forone—
afterwards,buthiswolfwashungry,starving.Itsnarleditsdissent,stubbornly
refusingtobackdown,tobehave.Patiencewassimplynothiswolf’svirtue.
The wolf was a creature of the moment, spontaneous, demanding instant
gratification;Corbinhadtoconcentratetokeepitfromspringingthroughhis
skin,andtakingwhatitwanted.
Hesignaledthewaiterforanotherdrink,adoublethistime.Ashewaited,
hedugintohispocketandwithdrewafistfulofbills,twentiesmostly,with
afewtensmixedin.Hepeeledoffatwenty,foldeditlengthwise,andwaved
itatthedancer.
The dancer’s eyes zeroed in onAndrew Jackson like two heat-seeking
missiles,andheturnedandloweredhimselftohiskneesinfrontofCorbinin
onefluidmotion.HisslenderhipspumpedasCorbinslidthetwentyunder
thethinelasticofhisg-string.
Blue,Corbinthought,lookingintothedancer’seyes.Fromthisshortdis-
tance,theircolorwasstartling,sounlikehisownofamber.Sapphire blue, they
glitter like their jewel namesakes. Henoticedtherewasaglintofappreciationin
themastheyrakedCorbinwithanappraisingglance,andallowedasmall,
invitingsmirktotilthislips.Thecolorofhiseyesmightnotbeasstunningas
thedancer’s,buthisvisionwasextremelyacute.Hecouldseethequickmind
behindthebrightblueirisesworking,scheming.Liftinganothertwenty,he
tuckeditundertheelasticnexttothefirst,andwinkedashelethisfingertrail
lightlyoverthedancer’sthigh.
“I’mAlex,”thedancersaidashestoodup,gyratingslowlyinfrontof
Corbin.Hisvoicewasasyoungashewas,huskybutwithoutthedeeprough-
nessbroughtbyageandexcess.He’s perhaps barely out of his teens, Corbinthought.
Ripe, young, tender, and ready.
Hetookalongswallowfromhisnewdrinktohidethefactthathewas
salivating.
CorbinwatchedAlex’scockthickenvisiblyunderthenarrowswathofred
satin,evidencethathefoundCorbin—oratleast,Corbin’smoney—attrac-
tive.Alex’shandstrayedtohiscrotch,deftlyadjustinghiserection,untilthe
outlineofhislong,slendercockpointedduenorth.Corbinbitbackagrin
asAlexgavehimaquick,privateviewingfortheforty-bucktip,pullingthe
frontofhisg-stringdownfarenoughtogiveCorbinapeekathiscock.
Hiddenbytheshadowsunderthetable,Corbin’sprickpushedagainstthe
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flyofhiskhakis.Hiswolfhowledinadarkcornerofhismind,hisskinitch-
ingtochange.Again,hebeatthewolfintosubmission,drowningtheurge
withanotherswallowofliquidfortitude.
Anotherdancer,nodoubtAlex’sreplacement,sidleduptoCorbin’stable,
adull,boredsmileplasteredonhisface.Taller,beefier,older,hewasofno
interesttoCorbin,whobarelygavethenewarrivalanynotice.Corbin’satten-
tionwasonAlex,watchinghimhopdownfromthetable,wonderingifnow
wasagoodtimetomakehismove,orifweremoreprudenttowait.Hedid
notwanttofrightentheyoungrabbitoff.
Asitturnedout,Alexmadethemoveforhim.
Alex’shandpluckedthetwentiesfromhisg-string,settingthemonthe
tableasheslidintothechairnexttoCorbin’s.“Youdon’tmindifIjoinyou,
doyou?I’mreallythirsty.”
“Notatall.MayIbuyyouadrink?”
Alex’scheekhitchedinadelightfullyimpishgrin.“Youalreadydid,”he
said,tappingthetwenties.Hesignaledforthewaiter,whodidn’tbotherask-
ingforAlex’sorder.ThelargeglasshesetinfrontofAlexwasfilledwitha
dark,amberliquid;obviouslyAlex’susual.
RumandCoke,Corbinthought,sniffingdelicately.Far more soda than alcohol.
Smart boy, keeping his wits about him. “Youmovebeautifully,”hesaidaloud.“Icould
watchyoudanceforhours.”
Alexbithisfulllowerlip,lookingdownatthetable.HepeekedatCorbin
coylyfromunderthick,goldenlashes.“Isthatallyoucoulddowithmefor
hours?”
Ah, an invitation, as big and bold as you please. To be any more obvious, he’d need to shuck
that g-string and bend bare-assed over the table for me.“Managementmightfrownon
anythingelseIhaveamindtodo,”Corbinsaid,hisvoiceloweringintoa
seductivegrowl.“Orperhaps,aboyfriendmighttakeumbrageatmyless-
than-puredesires.”Heleanedincloser,andreachedacrossthetable,letting
hisfingersslideasgentlyasawhisperacrossthebackofAlex’shand.
Alex’spinktonguedartedouttowethislips.“I’msortofbetweenboy-
friendsatthemoment.Myshiftisoverforthenight;managementdoesn’t
giveashitwhatIdo.Thebarhasablackroom…”
CorbinknewamillionotherroomsjustliketheoneAlexhadinmind,
reservedfor“invited”guestsoftheestablishmentonly.Surely,theoneatthe
rearofthisclubwasnodifferent.Filthy,strewnwithusedrubbers,stinking
ofothermen’spleasures…he’dratherrutinthegutterlikeananimalthan
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barehisskininanyofthem.Herummagedinhispocketandpulledouta
wedgeofplasticwithasilverkeydanglingfromit.“Ihavearoom.Themotel
iscloseby.”
Alex’sfacelitup,baldenthusiasmpinkinghischeeksandlendinganex-
trasparkletohiseyes.“I’llneedtogetmyclothes.I’llonlybeaminute.”
Thewolfgrowledimpatiently,clawsscratching,sendingashudderrip-
pling across Corbin’s shoulders. He nodded, but when he spoke, it was
throughgrittedteeth.
“Hurryback.”
e f
Themotelroomwasnondescript,decoratedinvaryingshadesofdullbrown
andbeige,ofthesortfoundinanynumberofsecond-ratemotelsstrewnby
thehandfulalongthelengthoftheInterstate.
CorbinusheredAlexinside,watchingthewayhisassrhythmicallyhitched
againstthebackofhisjeans.HewonderedwhetherAlexwasstillwearingthat
enticingass-exposing,sating-stringunderthedenim,andimaginedthesoft
skinofAlex’sdelightfulrumprubbingagainstthecoarsermaterial.Corbin’s
cocktwitched,remindinghimitwasthere,trappeduncomfortably byhis
zipper.Heignoreditforthemoment,closingandlockingthedoor.
Alex stopped in the center of the room and turned to look at Corbin.
“Wantaprivatedance?”heasked.Hishandsslippedunderthethincottonof
hist-shirt,liftingthehem,exposingasliveroftanned,flatbelly.
Corbinsmiledandnodded,toedoffhisshoes,andsatontheedgeofthe
bed.ThewolfwatchedfrombehindCorbin’seyes,tailthumpingineageran-
ticipation.Hefelthisincisorsdrop,lengthening,sharptipsdiggingintohis
gums,andhisbreathingspedupuntilhewasnearlypanting,thefirstsign
oftheChange.Thewolfwasclosetobreakingfree.Down boy,hethought.Not
yet. After.
AtCorbin’snod,Alexgrinned.Itwasthesmileofausedcarsalesman,
cannyandknowing.“It’llcostya,though.”Anypretenseofinnocencewas
gone.Hewasallbusinessnow,thumbsjammedintohispockets,waitingfor
anexecutivedecision.
Ah, it always comes down to the money, doesn’t it? I held hope you might be different from
the rest. Pity that,Corbinthought,reachingintohispantspocket.“AndhereI
thoughtyoucamewithmebecauseyoulikedme.Sillyme.Howmuch?”
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“Hey,man.WhatcanIsay?I’vegotbillstopay.Theshowisyoursforfifty.
Youcanjerkoffifyouwantto,butnotouching.Ablowjobwillsetyouback
seventy-five.Fuckingmewillcostyouahundred.”
“Abargain,tobesure,”Corbinsaid,countingoutfivetwenties.Helaid
themontheotherbed,fannedoutinaneatpile.“Iwantitall.”
Alex’seyesnarrowedwithanavariciousglint.“Plustip.”
“Greedy boy,” Corbin chided, but added another forty to the stack.“I
hopeyou’reworthit.”
“Everypenny,”Alexrepliedcheekilyasscoopedupthemoneyandstuffed
itintohispocket.Heflickedonthetelevision,andspentamomentsurfing
thechannelsuntilhefoundoneplayingashowwithasuitablesoundtrack.
Softandlow,themusicpulsedsensuouslyasAlexbegantomove.Hiships
swayed;heliftedthebottomofhisshirt,slowlyexposinginchafterinchof
smoothflesh.Hisflat,washboardstomach,andsmall,perfectlyroundbelly-
buttonwererevealed;thenamomentlater,hispinknipples,tightandperked,
andhairlesschest.Thentheshirtwasoff,tossedflirtatiouslyatCorbin,who
batteditaway.
Alex’sjeansrodeverylowonhiships,afewcurlinghairsthecolorof
goldenhaypeekingfrombehindthewaistband.Hecarelesslykickedoffhis
shoes,cheapsneakersthat’dseenbetterdays,andslowlyturnedinacircle,
affordingCorbinanothergood,longlookathislusciousassroundingout
thetightdenim.
Hurry,thewolfsnarled. Patience,Corbinadmonished,enjoyingtheshow
Alexwasgivinghimtoomuchtoobey.Hisentirebodywasstrungtightwith
need;theroomfeltuncomfortablywarm,eventhoughtheairconditioner
wascranking.
“More?”Alexasked,palminghiscockthroughhisjeans.
Corbin’smouthwentdry.Thewolf’showlrunginhisears,frustrated,as
itpacednervouslyinsidehisskin.Itwasastruggletomaintaincontrol.He
managedanothernod.
Alexflickedhisjeansbuttonopen,andteasinglyslidthezipperdown,
onemetaltoothatatime.Aflashofredpeekedthroughthefly;hehadindeed
wornthesating-string,justasCorbinhadhoped.
Hepeeledthejeansoverhisslenderhips,exposingsharphipbonesalong
withtheg-string,hiscockbulging,distendingthematerial.“More?”Alex
askedagain,kickingthepantsoffandaway.Hestoodinonlytheg-string,
slenderandfirm,grinningsaucilyatCorbin.
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Cocktease,Corbinthought.He’s enjoying this.“More.”
“Doyouwanttodoit?”Alexasked,thumbsslippingundertheelasticof
hisg-string,pullingitandlettingitsnapback.
“No,Iwanttowatch.”
Alex obligingly worked the g-string down, slowly exposing a neatly
trimmedpatchofdarkgoldencurls,acuriouslybeautifulbackdropforhis
erection.Alex’scock,ramrodstraight,rosyredandperfectlyformed,bobbed
ashefreeditfromitssatinprison.
ThescentofithitCorbinlikeasledgehammer,anewburstofsalivafill-
inghismouth.Hestoodup,unzippedhispants,andquicklyshimmiedout
ofthem.Sincehiswolfdetestedclothing,thecompromisehemadewasto
forgounderwear.Hestrippedoffhisshirtandstoodnaked,watchingAlex
takehismeasure.
“Mmm,baby.Prettycock.Wantmetosuckyou?”Alexasked,walking
towardhim.Corbingroundhismolars,holdingthewolfincheck,watching
asAlexdroppedtohiskneesandwrappedhisfingersaroundCorbin’serec-
tion.ThoseplumplipslingeredinchesawayfromtheheadofCorbin’scock,
sapphireblueeyeslookingupathim,waitingforpermission.
He nodded, screwing his eyes closed against the wave of pleasure that
instantlyrocketedthroughhimasAlex’slipsclosedovertheheadofhisdick.
Alex’smouthwashotandwet,histongueslickasitslippedoverthedelicate
skinandflickedundertheridge.Corbin’sskinrippledasthewolfstruggled
tobreakfree,half-madwiththeneedtorut,lustwarringwithhunger.
Corbin’sbreathexplodedasAlextookhimindeeply,suckinghard,al-
thoughhehadn’tbeenawarehe’dbeenholdingit.“Fuck!”Hegrabbedthe
sidesofAlex’shead,handsthrustingintothewealthofcornsilkhair,fin-
gerstwistinginthesoftstrands.ThewolfstrainedagainstCorbin’sskinonce
more,snarling.Corbinbarelyhadthepresenceofmindtokeepcontrol.His
headfellback,mouthopen,exposinghislengthenedincisorstothecoolair.
Alex’s tongue worked Corbin’s cock, lips tugging at the delicate skin,
cheekshollowing,mouthsuckingnoisily.HishandcuppedCorbin’ssac,roll-
inghisballs,givingalighttugnowandthen.“Sweetfuck,yeah,likethat,”he
moaned,pumpinghiships,feedinghiscockdeeplyintoAlex’sthroat.
Corbinknewthat,givenafewmoreminutesofthisdeliciousoralpun-
ishment,he’dgoofflikeapopgun.Hecouldfeelthepointofnoreturn
thrumminginhisballs,heatinghisbelly.Itwaswithpangofregretthathe
pulledaway.“Onthebed.Showmeyourass,boy.”
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“Don’tyouwanttosuckme?Yourmouthlookssofuckinggood…“Alex
battedhisbeguilinglashes,thepictureofsweetnessandlightagain.
Corbinwasn’tfooled.“Notonmydime.Onthebed.Now.”
AlexflashedCorbindisappointedfrown,butstoodup,andflunghimself
ontothebed.Hebouncedonceortwice,thenrolledtohisstomach,scoot-
ingtohishandsandknees.Whenherestedhisheaddownonfoldedarms,
CorbinwasgiftedwithanunobstructedviewofAlex’sperfect,roundedass.
Hisballshunglowbetweenhisslightlypartedthighs,hisholebared,invit-
inglypink.
A beautiful picture, to be sure,Corbinthought,ashegrabbedacondomand
lubefromthedresser.Suitablyarmored,heclimbedontothebedbehindAlex.
CorbinranahandoverAlex’rump,squeezing,spankinghimplayfully,until
hisgoldenskintookonarosyhue.Alexyelpedinamostdelightfulmanner,
squirming,assclenchingwitheachopen-handedsmackCorbindelivered.
The warm flesh under Corbin’s hand drove the wolf wild. It salivated,
panting,clawingtogetout,tobefree.Corbinfelthisskinripple,sawhair
begintosproutonthebackofhishands,andknewhewaslosinghisfightto
holdthewolfback.It’snowornever,hethought,abitdisappointedly,since
hewouldhavelikedtohaveplayedwithAlexawhilelonger.
HeslickedAlex,afingerslidingdeeplyinsidethesweet,tighthole,crook-
ingtotickleAlex’g-spot.WhenAlexmewled,Corbinknewhe’dhitthetar-
get.“Jerkoff,”heorderedinahuskyvoice.“Iwantyoutostrokeyourself,
keepyourselfhard.Begme.Begmetofuckyou.”
“Yeah,whateveryousay.Justdoit.”
CorbindeliveredanotherslaptoAlex’srump,sharperthistime,hisdisap-
provalfunnelingthroughhishand,andfeltajoltofsatisfactionwhenAlex
yelpedandthesmoothfleshpinkedanew.“Thatdidn’tsoundlikebegging.I
paidyourprice,nowdoasIsay.”
Alexwhinedlikeachastisedpup,butobeyed.Hisweightshiftedabit,one
armsnakingunderhisbelly,movingsteadilyashetouchedhimself.“Please
fuckme,”Alexsaidhoarsely,glancingbackatCorbin.“Please?”
Better. The boy can be taught,Corbinthoughtabsently,thenceasedthinking
rationallyatall.Everyneuron,everysynapseinhisbrain,everyfiberofhis
beingwasfocusedsolelyonfuckingAlexintothemattress,leavingprecious
littleforpleasantrieslikeconversation.
Heslickedhimself,andpressedtheheadofhiscockagainstAlex’shole,
teasing, then began to push slowly inside. Every sound, every color, every
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texturesuddenlysprangintovividrelief,growingsharper,moreintenseas
thewolfhowledhisapprovalandpushedagainstCorbin’sskin,salivatingfor
hisshare.
Corbin’sbreathcaughtinhischest.Alex’sassholeclenchedaroundhim
inaviseofsilkandfire.Hecouldn’tspeak,couldn’tdoanythingbutbreathe.
Thewolfbayedandbristled,wantingout,needingout.Heslammedadoor
shutinsidehismind,poordefenseagainstthebeast.Hefeltitsplinterasthe
wolfbrokethrough,theirwillsclashingviolently.
Instinctalonedrovehim.Hethrustindeep,hard,andfast,settingapun-
ishingrhythm.Themusicofsexfilledtheroomwiththesoundoffleshslap-
pingagainstflesh,andlow,throatymoans.Hisfinalcryofpleasuresounded
verymuchlikeawolf’showl,echoingagainstthewalls.
HefeltAlex’sbodyspasm,anddimlyheardAlexgrunting.Somesmall
partofCorbin’smindregisteredAlex’sorgasm,andfeltprideatajobwell
done.Hepulledaway,breathlessandsweating,andcrawledoffthebedas
Alexcollapsedontothemattressinasated,bonelessheap.
Corbincluckedquietlytohimself.So trusting,hethought.So oblivious.
So tender, thoughtthewolf.
Afterhe’ddisposedofthecondom,andretrievedhismoneyfromAlex’s
pants’pocket,storingitsafelybackinhisown,hesetthewolffree.
e f
Thebarwasmuchlikeamillionothers:dark,loud,andsmoky.Corbinsata
tabledrinkinghisusualvodkaneat,watchingtheyoungdancergyratewan-
tonlyonthetabletop.
Youngandtoned,therewasn’tasinglelineetchingthedancer’sangelic
face,noscarsmarringthelong,leanstretchoftawnyskin.Allthatkepthim
modestwasathin,redg-string.
Corbinwavedafoldedtwenty-dollarbillatthedancer,gaininghisundi-
videdattention.Hetuckeditintothewaistbandofthedancer’sg-string,and
receivedaninvitingsmileinreturn.
Underhisskin,thewolfhowled.
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The Goose Boy
MoniquePoirier
QueenJoanofConwardhadtwosons.Theolderson,Conrad,wouldinherit
herkingdomandwasbroughtupasawarrior.Hequicklymarriedandjust
asquicklyproducedanheir.Theyoungerson,Giles,wasbroughtuptobea
learnedman,thebettertoadvisehisbrotheroneday.Whenhewastwenty,
thequeensenthimforthtotheneighboringkingdomtostudyunderthe
greatmaster-scholarthere,andtokeepcompanyintheyoungking’scourt.
Gileswasasbrightasanautumnday,withhairthecoloroffoxfurand
eyesliketheskyatnoon.Hewasaslightyoungman;animbledancerand
afineriderandmuchlovedbyallthecourt.Whenhewassentabroad,his
mothersentwithhimablackmarenamedFalada.Thequeenhadacquired
herfromawisewomaninherownyouthfuladventures,andshecouldspeak.
Faladawaspleasantandpatientandwise,butonlythoseofnoblebirthwere
abletohearher.Thequeenalsosentagraymare,andaservinggirlnamed
Avelyntorideher.
Avelyn,unknowntoall,wasthedaughterofawiseandcraftywomanand
hadlearnedabitofmagicfromhermother.NosoonerweresheandGilesa
fullday’sridefromthecastlethanshecursedhimandtookawayhispowers
ofspeech.WhenGileswenttobathe,shestolehisclothingandgavehimrags
towear.Inhissilence,hecoulddonothingagainstherasshetoldliesinthe
nextcitytheycameto,andshesoldallofhisfinepossessionstobuyfinery
forherself.
“Itwillbebetterthisway,”thegirlclaimed,combingoutherblackhair.
“Whatusecouldakinghaveforapopinjaylikeyou?Icanatleastbehis
bride.”
Whentheyarrivedatthecourtoftheyoungking,Avelynclaimedthatshe
wasaprincessfromaforeignlandravagedbywarwhohadbeensenttoseek
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asylumintheking’scourt.Shelookedveryfineinhernewattire–plump
andwell-formed,herskinnutbrownandherhairravenblackandhereyes
thetwinklinggreenofacat’s.Shetoldthestablehandthattheblackhorse
hadatendencytokickandbiteandthatithadgivenhernothingbuttrouble
andpain–andthatitshouldbeimmediatelybutchered.Giles,shesaid,was
nothingbutapeasant’sfoundlinguponwhomshe’dtakenpityandkeptasa
servant.Ashewassurlyandlazy,shehadnouseforhimanylonger.
Thus Falada was slain, because the young prince could say nothing in
herfavor.Yetwhenhefoundherbareskullamongthepileofoffal,hefound
thatbeingslainbotheredhernotatallandthatshespokeaspleasantlyand
patientlyassheeverhad.Nordidshehaveanytroubleunderstandinghimin
hissilence.
“Well.Thishasgoneverybadlyindeed,nowhasn’tit?”Faladasaid,her
voiceawhisperinhisear.
‘Iambewitched.WhatelsecouldIhavedone?IfIconfrontedher,people
wouldonlythinkmemad!’Gilesthoughtbackbitterly.
“You’reprobablyright.Iwouldn’tknow.Thingshavealwaysbeenthat
muchsimplerformethantheyareforyouhumans.Still,Isupposeyou’ll
havetomakedoasbestyoucanandfindyourselfsomeemployment,lest
youstarve.”
‘Whileshecourtsthekingandsitsbythearmofthescholar,’Gilesreplied
insilence.
“You’llgnawyourselfhollow.Idislikethisplace;takemesomewheredry
atleast.Death,Ithink,maybeatroublesomething.”
AndsoGilesfoundhimselfajobasagoose-tender.Hewaspaidindaily
bread,andgivenapalletofstrawinabarn.HehungFalada’sskullonthe
wall,andtheservantsaroundhimreckoneditwasapagangestureandgener-
allyavoidedhim.
Soitwentforafortnight.Gilesroseatdawnandchasedaflockofgeese
inandoutandallaroundthetownwithastick,recitingLatininhisheadto
preventhismindfromgoingnumb.Intheeveningsheconversedatlength
withFaladaonthesubjectsofphilosophyorastronomyorwhatevercame
mostreadilytominduntilheslept.
Butthenoneevening...therewasachange.
Gileswasslowlynursinghisdailycupofaleinthecommonroomwhere
servantsate.Amansatdownheavilybesidehimandstartedspeakingwithout
meetinghiseyes.
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“Justthoughtyoushouldknowit,lad:he’sgothiseyeonyou.Wouldn’t
dotobe...uncivil,ifyou’lltakemyadviceonthesubject.Don’tcareifyou
areawizardorwhateverdevilshinesfolksaretalkingabout.Youcrosshim,
andyou’llwishyouhadn’t.”
AndbeforeGilescouldthinkofanythingtodotogetthemantoclarify,
he’dstoodagainandwalkedoffintothecrowd.Gilesfoundhimselfscanning
theroomfor...anyone,really.Notknowingwhohewaslookingfororwhy
anyoneshouldhaveanyinterestinhim.
Therewasamanstandinginthecorner,watchinghim.Watchinghim
veryintently.
Hewasdressedintheclothesofamerchant,andheworealongcloak
withahood.Gilescouldseehiseyesflashingfromwithintheshadowsof
it, warmly brown and uncomfortably direct.When they met his own, the
hoodedmangrinnedwithaflashofwhiteteeth.Gileslookedintohiscup
studiously.
Heapproached.Gilesheldhisground;thewarninghadbeenbriefand
maddeninglycryptic,buthewasn’tthesortofmanwhoranaway.Thehood-
edmansatdownonthebenchbesidehim,veryclose.Closeenoughthat
Gilescouldfeeltheheatofhim.
“I’mtoldthatyoucan’tspeak,”themansaid.Hisvoicewassmoothand
clear;ayoungman’svoice–onethatdemandedattention.Gilesshookhis
headslightlywithoutlookingup.
“Can’t,orwon’t?”
AtthatGilesdidlookup,scowlingslightly,sighingthroughhisnose.The
manwhostaredbackathimwas...arresting.Thefaceofanangelgazedathim
fromtheshadowsofthathood,framedindarkcurls.He’dneverseenanan-
gel,paintedorotherwise,withsomuchhungerinitseyes.Gilesshuddered,
becausetheintensescrutinyhesuddenlyfacedstirredsomethinglowinhis
bellythatwasprobablybestleftundisturbed...
“MynameisThom.Walkwithme,”hesaid,standingandthenofferinga
hand.Histonewaslight,butGilesrecognizedanorderwhenheheardone.
Thomhadavoicethatdemandedobedience.
SoGilestookhishandandwalkedwithhim,outofthecommonroom
anddownahallwaythathewasunfamiliarwith.Hehadn’thadoccasionto
explorethelowerpartsofthecastle;hisworkdidn’ttakehimthere.Thomwas
sureofhispathandclearlyhadsomeideaofhisdestination.
“Ihaven’tseenyouherebefore.You’renew,aren’tyou?”Thomaskedcasu-
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allyastheyturnedacorner.Gilesrealizedthathewasquitelostnow,andthey
werewellpastthesoundsofotherpeople...henoddedwarily.
“I’msorrythatIdon’tknowyourname...butIwillconfessthatI’vebeen
watchingyouforafewdays.Forgivemyrudeness.It’sbeenmostdifficultto
trackyoudownintheevenings.Therearethosewhosayyou’reaconjurerof
somekind.Aretheyright?”
Gilestriedtoreplyandwasremindedharshlythathecouldnot.Herolled
hiseyesandshookhishead.
“Youhaven’talwaysbeenwithoutavoice.”Notaquestion.Gilesshook
hisheadagain.
Thompushedbackhishood.Thelightherewasdim,withmoonlight
cominginthroughasinglewindowhighonthewall,paintinghiminsmooth
planesofblackandsilver.Darkhair,flashingteeth.Darkeyeswithsomething
burningbehindthem.
“You’reveryinteresting,goose-boy,”hebreathed,takingastepcloser.It
wasnarrowhallway.IfGilessteppedback,hewouldbeagainstthewall.He
stoodhisground.Thomapparentlytookthataschallenge,becausehetook
another step and suddenly his face was only inches from Giles’ own. His
eyesheldGilescaptiveaseffectivelyasanyironchains.Thewayhelookedat
him…andtrulysaw.Notathisbody,notathisface,notevenathiseyesbut
intothem.Oh,trickery,sorcery,wickedmagic…hewaslookingatGilesand
seeingthewholeofhim,everythingthatmadehim.Andthoseeyes,seeing
intohisown,werehungry.Inafinallunge,Thomclosedthegapbetween
themandpulledGilesintoaburningkiss.
Gilesfelthiskneesgiveway.Thatwasofnoconsequence,becauseThom
deftlycaughthimandtogethertheyshuffledbackwarduntiltheinexorable
strengthofcoldstonewasatGiles’back,asharpcounterpointtoThom’sheat.
Hismouthtastedlikewineandburnedlikefire.Whentheybrokeforbreath
Gilesfoundhimselfgasping,tiltinghisheadbacktograntThomeasyaccess
tohisneck.Lipsandtongueandteethdescendedthere,markingaburning
pathdownwardtothehollowofhisthroat.OneofThom’shandswastucked
atthesmallofhisback,buttheothermovedinabroadstrokeacrossGiles’
chestandbellyandthendownwardtocaresshiminawhollyindecentway.
Hisbreathlefthiminwhatwouldhavebeenamoanifhe’dhadavoice.
Thompulledhisotherhandfree,bothofthemalightingonGileships,
andtheireyesmetagain.
“MayI?”hebreathed.
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Gilesnoddedfrantically.
Thom dropped to his knees and proceeded, with the kind of deftness
thatcouldonlycomefromlongpractice,tounlaceGiles’breechesandfree
himtothecoolofthenightair.HemovedwithoutpreambletodevourGiles
whole.
Byallthegodsheknew,ithadneverbeensogood.
Onebroadandcallusedhandgrippedthebaseofhislengthfirmly,the
otherwanderedasitpleasedalonghisstomach,histhighs,betweenthemto
strokeandcupandgentlysqueeze…andallthewhilethatmouthworked
itshot,wet,utterlywickedmagic.Thomwasthoroughenoughtobedeeply
satisfying,teasingenoughtomakeitworthwhile,andhecommandedevery
breathandstrokeandpurringvibrationwithexpertsureness.Therewasn’ta
momentofhesitationoruncertaintyinhim.
Gileswasaprince.Noonehadeversothoroughlycommandedhimbe-
fore...noonehaddared.Buthewasonlyagooseboyhere.WhoeverThom
was,hecertainlyappreciatedthatfactandbehavedaccordingly.Treatedhim
likesomebase-bornplaything...
Thom took Giles to the hilt in one long agonizingly slow bob of his
head,andheswallowed,andGileswasdonefor.Hisheadarcedbackashe
came,crackingagainstthewallwithenoughforcetohavehimseeingstars,
andwereitnotforthestrengthofThom’shandsonhishipshemighthave
crumpledtothefloor.Asitwashewaslostforseverallongmoments,rid-
ingthewavesofhisclimaxasThomdrankfromhimandmoanedinearnest,
pullingbacktolayhisfaceagainstGiles’thigh,hispantingbreathhotand
coldatonceasitgustedacrossslick,sensitiveflesh.Gilesfoundhimselfsink-
ingtohiskneesunderThom’sguidance,thensittingonhisheels,thenbeing
fiercelykissedagain.
“Meetmetomorrow,atsunset,atthegatehouse.I’llmakeitworthyour
time,”Thomwhisperedintohisear...andthenhewasstanding,pullingaway.
Footstepsringingwithquicknessintheemptycorridor.
Andthenhewasgone,leavingGilesaloneinthedarkness,hisheadstill
swimming.
Gilesknewanorderwhenheheardone.
Itwaslessdifficultthanhe’dfirstimaginedtofindhiswaybacktothe
barnwherehewascurrentlyquartered,hismindstillreelingfromwhathad
justhappened.Hefeltdistinctlyused,but...hefoundthathedidn’tmindin
theslightest.Wasthisthelotofthebase-bornthen?Tobesocommandedby
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thewhimofthegentry?Heknewfromhearsaythatsuchdallianceswerenot
uncommon.He’dsimplyneverseenoccasiontotryanysuchthinghimself
Hismother’scourthadnolackofgentle-bornyoungmenwhowereonlytoo
eagertosecureanattendancewithaprince.Gilesclimbedtheladdertohis
loftandfellagainsthisbedinexhaustion,gazingatbarebeamsoftheroof.
“You’re very late to bed this night, my prince,” Falada’s whisper-voice
saidwryly.
‘Yes, I am,’ he replied in thought, sparing her a glance. She was grin-
ning,asskullswerewonttodo,andsheonlykeptgrinningandsaidnothing
more.
Giles was preoccupied in his work the following day, and if the geese
didn’tmaketheirroundsasthoroughlyasusualthenatleastnooneberated
himforit.Sunsetcouldn’tcomequicklyenough.
Gileshadforgonehissuppertowaitbythegatehouse,andhewasbe-
ginningtowonderifhe’dbeenfoolishtodoso.Thesettingsuntookthe
warmthofthedaywithit.Theguardsinthetowerabove,whiletheyhadn’t
saidanythingtohimdirectly,hadcertainlyofferedhimmorethanonecritical
glanceashestoodtherebythegate.Hewastoofarfromthemtoheartheir
conversation,buthehadseenonepointhimouttotheother.
AndthensomeonetappedhimontheshoulderandhespuntofindThom
standingtherewithawolfishsmile.Noideahowhe’dmanagedtogetso
closewithoutGilesnoticing.Itwas...unsettling.
Thomproducedakeyfromhispocketandproceededtoopenthedoorat
thebottomofthetower.Gileswasbeginningtowonderjustwhohewasthat
hehadaccesstosuchathing,andifitwasachievedinanylegitimatefashion,
buthelackedthecapacityjustnowtoaskquestions.
Hewasledupasetofnarrow,curvingstairstoasmallroommidway
upthetower.Twomenweresittingatatable,playingcards.Theylookedup
sharplywhenThomentered,andoneofthempaled.
“Leave,”Thomsaidwiththatsameperfectauthority.
Themenglancedatoneanother,andatGiles,buttheydidastheywere
toldwithouthesitation.
TheroomGilesfoundhimselfinwasappointedwithatableandchairs,
anumberofcandlelamps,twonarrowwindows,andabed.Thomlocked
thedoor.
“Wehavemoretimetonight,”ThomsaidasheturnedtofaceGiles,tak-
inghiscloakoffandhangingitonthewall.“Nooneisexpectingmeback.”
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Gilesstood,hisarmscrossed,watching.InthislightThomwaspalegold,
hishairthecolorofsable.HenotedGiles’scrutinyandsmiled,standingwith
hishandsonhishipsandinvitingfurtherinspection.
“Takeyourclothesoff,”heorderedcoolly.
Gilesnarrowedhiseyes,keepinghisarmsfolded.
“Ifyouwon’t,Icoulddoitforyou,”Thomsaid,hisvoicechallenging.
Gilesturnedhisheadslightly,lookingatThomsideways,asmallsmileplay-
ingathislips.Thomwasabruptlyathisside,movingwithaswiftnessGiles
couldhardlywarrant.Closeenoughthattheysharedbreath.Closeenough
thathewascaughtintheendlessdepthsofthoseburningbrowneyesagain.
GilesofferednoresistanceasThombeganunlacinghisshirt.Itwasquickly
discarded.WhenThomtriedtounlacehisbreeches,Gilescaughthimbythe
wristsandtookastepback,narrowinghiseyes.Thommethisgaze,appar-
entlyconfused,andGilesofferedamischievoussmileandpointedathim.
“Ah, so you wish to keep things equitable?”Thom asked with a wry
smile.Gilesnodded.
“Youdon’tknowwhoIam,doyou?”
Gilesshookhishead.
“Allthebetter,”Thomsaid,offeringapredatorysmileashebegantoun-
lacehisownshirtwithagonizingslowness.Gileswatched,hismouthgoing
abitdry.Thomwasallsmoothskinandsolidmuscle,abodythatspokeof....
prowess.Hiswhitemerchant’sshirtwastossedcarelesslyintoacorner,and
hemetGiles’eyeswithasparkofchallengewhenitwasgone,fingeringthe
lacesofhisownbreechesforamomentbeforeunlacingthoseaswell.
AndGileswasneveronetoallowafavortogounreturned.
HedroppedtohiskneesandmoveduponThomineagerappreciation,
lettingthehot,hardlengthofhimslidealonghischeekbeforetakingthe
headintohismouth.Thomnestedbroadhandsintohishair,holdinghimto
thetask,purringinsatisfactionasGileslaidhishandsonhisthighs.Thighs
thatwerestillcasedinsmoothleather.
Gileshadn’toftenpleasuredothermenwithhismouth;hewasfarmore
oftenonthereceivingendofsuchattention...buthewantedverymuchto
pleaseThom.Itwasn’t somethinghecoulddistinctlyname,buttherewas
suchdeliciousauthoritytotheman.Such...nobility.Hefoundhimselfach-
inglyhardandrelishedthefeeling,purringdeepinhisthroat.Therewasno
soundtoit,butThom’smoanprovedthatitwasstillquiteeffective.
“You’regoodatthis,”Thomobservedbreathlessly,thighsturnedoutward,
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mouthpartlyopen,eyesclosed.“Might...havetokeepyou...closer...”
Gilesranhishandupwards,fingernailsgrazinglightlyatthetaut-stretched
leatheratthejunctureofThom’sthighs.Thombucked,pressingforward,and
Gilessuddenlyfoundhimselfnosingdarkcurlsandswallowingfranticallyas
Thomcameatthebackofhisthroat.
Hepanted,swallowing,feelingadizzysortofsatisfactionasThomcol-
lectedhimself...andthenhewasquitesuddenlycaughtunderthearmsand
hauledupwardintoafierceembrace.TheroomspunandThomturnedhim
andskitteredbackthreepacesandsuddenlyhewasonhisbackonthebed
andThomwasontopofhimandhewasbeingbrutally,wonderfullykissed.
Thomwasunlacinghisbreecheswithfrantic,fumblinghandswithout
breakingtheirkiss.Gilesfoundthathehadtoresorttodoingsumsinhis
headtocounteractjusthowdeucedlyappealingthatwas.Hisbreecheswere
soondiscarded,leavingthembothnaked.Thomwasonhiskneesandstrad-
dlinghim,gazingdownathiminopenappreciation.
Andthenahothand,hardwithaswordsman’scalluses,closedonhis
arousal.
Thom ran his thumb in a quick circle around the head, spreading the
slicknessthere,andGiles’breathlefthiminastutteringsigh.
“IfImakeyoucome,doyouthinkyou’llstillbeabletofuckmelater?”
Thomasked,apredatoryfireinhiseyes.Thequestionbecamemoot,because
theobscenesuggestionofitwasmorethanGilescouldbearandhebucked
inThom’sfist,thepurestofpleasurerollingthroughhimashisseedspilled
forth,splashingagainsthisownchestandbelly.Thomlaughed.
AndwhenhebenttolaptheevidenceofopenlustfromGiles’flesh,the
answertohisquestionsoonbecameapparent.BythetimeThomreachedhis
sackandtookoneballandthentheotherintohismouth,hewashardand
desperatelywantingagain.
“Ineedtofetchtheoil.Wait,”Thomsaid,risingfromhim.Thelossof
histouchwaslikeablow,andGilesfoundhimselfturningtowatchashe
crossedtheroom.Thommovedwithcatlikegrace,silvermoonlightfromthe
windowsandgoldenlightfromthecandlesworkinginconcerttoplayabe-
guilingdanceoflightandshadowacrossthemusclesofhisback.
Hereturnedinduecoursewithavialofoil,whichheimmediatelyput
togooduse.GilesfellagainstthebedagainasThom’scallusedhandsslicked
downthelengthofhim,pausingtopalmthehead.
“Ineedyouonyourknees,”hesaid,hisvoicethickandhiseyeshalf-
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lidded.Gileswasinnomoodforteasingdefiance.Heobedientlyroseand
Thomslippedintobedjustinfrontofhim,facingaway.Hegrippedthefoot
boardinbothhandsandlookedoverhisshoulderatGiles,hisfaceanopen
challenge.
Gileswasmorethanhappytomeetit.
Hepositionedhimselfandpressedinwardwithonesmoothstroke,and
Thom’smoanofsatisfactionrangagainstthewalls.Gileslosthimselfinthe
delicious friction,Thom’s flesh tightening around him beautifully, and he
threwhisheadbackandgasped.Hewassupposedlysomebase-bornnobody
now,andherehewashavinghispleasureofanoble...whohaddemanded
suchinnouncertainterms.Hewonderedforamomentwhatthismanwould
thinkofhimifheknewthatGileswasaprince...
“Harder,”Thomgroaned,hisshoulderstensingunderGiles’hands.
Gilesfollowedtheorderhewasgiven,doublinghisefforts,duckinghis
headtoexplorethejunctureofThom’sneckandshoulderwithlipsandteeth
andtongue.Hesnakedahanddownward,findingThom’shardlengthand
grippingit,pumpingitintimewithhisthrusts.Thomgaveanincoherentcry,
buckinghardenoughtoliftthembothoffthebed,comingdownagainhard
andtakingGilestothehilt.HetiltedhisheadawaytogiveGilesgreaterac-
cess,andGilescontinuedtonguingandnipping,hisbreathcominginsharp
gasps.
“Wantthis...everynight!”Thomsaid,hisvoiceabark,agrowl.Andhe
came,thewetheatofhimsplashingoverGiles’fistlikepleasantfire,hisflesh
tightening almost painfully, and Giles shuddered and spilled himself deep
insidehim.
There was a quiet dissolution after that as they untangled themselves,
fallingintoajumbleofsweat-slicklimbsonthebed,bothspenttoutterex-
haustion.Thomwaspurringintohisearbetweenpantingbreaths,asoundof
puresatisfaction.Gilesturnedfractionallytokisshim,andtheirkisswaslong
andslowandsweet.
“I’llcomeforyouagaintomorrow,”Thomwhispered,pullinghimclose.
Gilessmiled,andwouldhavemurmuredagreementatthesuggestionifhe’d
hadthevoicetodoso.
Theyslept.
ItwasdarkwhenGileswoketomovement.Bymoonlighthewatched
Thomsittingattheedgeofthebed,donninghisclothes.
“Ican’tstay,thoughIwishIcould,”hesaid,lookingatGileswithanodd
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paininhiseyes.“WouldthatIcouldbringyouwithme...butI’llcomefor
youagaintonight.Here.Youcangobacktosleepifyouwant;noonewill
botheryouhereandit’sstillhoursuntildawn.”
Gilesnoddedslowly,settlingbackagainstthebed.Thomleanedoverhim
andkissedhimasdeeplyandthoroughlyasanyoneeverhad.Therewassuch
hungerinthatkiss,suchdesperatelonging.Itwasakissthatasked,begged,
pleaded…andGilesknewinthatmomentthathewouldgiveanythingThom
askedofhim,anddosowillingly.
Andforthesecondtimeinasmanynights,Thomlefthiminthedark-
ness.
Hewokeagaintothesongsofmorningbirdsandthesoundsofthecity
waking. In a guard tower, like a common whore... but there had been so
muchpassiontheselastnights.Morethanhe’deverknownwhenhelivedin
apalace.He’dhavetothinklongonthis...herehesat,desertedbytheworld.
Aqueen’sson,forcedtofulfilltheofficeofgoose-boy,whileawaiting-maid
satontheking’srighthand.Ifhismotheronlyknew...
Butdamnhimforafoolifitdidn’tseemworthitforwhatthenights
broughtnow.
He gathered his scattered clothing, slightly dismayed at the state of it,
buthehadnothingbettertowear.Well,hedoubtedthegeesewouldgivea
damn.
Hewaswalkingdownthenarrowlanethatledfromthetowertotheser-
vants’hallwhenamaninguards’liverybarredhiswaywithamischievous
smile.
“Andwhat’saprettybitlikeyoudoingwalkingthiswayatthishour,
hmm?”
Gilesflushed,knowinghowhemustappear.Heduckedandtriedtostep
aside,buttheguardmatchedhim.
“Now,now.It’searlyyet.Won’tanyonemindifI’mafewminuteslatefor
mywatch...”
“Hugh,leavehim,”avoicesaidbehindhim,makingGilesspin.Another
guard, one of those who’d been in the room beforeThom had dismissed
them.Gilesfelthimselfflushevenfurther.
“AndwhyshouldI?”Thefirstguardsaid,indignant.“Iknowwellenough
wherehe’scomefromandthere’snoreasonyounightwatchshouldhaveall
thefun...”
“He’sKingThomas’newfavorite.”
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Gilessuddenlyfeltratherdizzy.Theguardstoodaside,andhestaggered
past.KingThomas.Thom.He’dbeendallyingwithroyaltyandhehadn’teven
known.
Hewalkedinahazetothecommonroomandbrokehisfastonbread
andmilk.Damnthegeese.Hereturnedtohisbarnandclimbedtheladder,a
thousandthoughtsclatteringinhisheadlikesquabblingravens.
“Youdidn’treturntobedatalllastnight,myprince,”Falada’svoicesaid
coolly.Heturnedtolookatherhangingthereonthewall,heremptyeyes
seemingtoregardhim.
‘He’s the king.’ Giles thought back, unable to collect himself more elo-
quently.
“Whom?”
‘Thom.Thom’stheking.I’vebeen...’
“Wellthen,Isupposethatyourtroubleswillsoonbesolved.Youhaveau-
diencewiththepersonbestabletosetrightsthesituationyoufindyourselfin.
YouneedonlygethimtospeaktomeandIcanexplainyourtroubles.”
Ah,butwhatwouldThom...orrather,KingThomas,thinkuponknowing
thetruth?Hethoughthewasdallyingwithagoose-boysolowlythathedidn’t
evenrequireaname.WhenhelearnedthatGileswasaprinceofConward...
Still,therewaslittlechoiceleftbeforehim.Thesituationhadtobesetto
rights.
Giles had half a mind to simply bring Falada with him when he went
tothegatehouse,buthethoughtbetteronitwhenheconsideredtheway
thatthetownsfolkcrossedthemselvesathispassingasitwas.Thathehunga
horse’sskullonthewallwascommonknowledgeandtolerated,butcarrying
oneaboutwithhimasheskulkedthroughthestreetsatnightwouldprobably
bemetwithunpleasantramifications.
Sohewaitedatthegatehouseagainashehadthepreviousnight,arms
crossedandmuchonhismind.Thesunset.Darknessfell.Gilessatagainstthe
wall,chewingonhisthumbnail.
ItwasanhourbeforeThomarrived,lookingwearyandworn.Gilesrose
tohisfeetatthesightofhim,hedginghiseyebrows.
“Idon’tknowifI’mevenable...”Thombegan,butGileshushedhimwith
narrowfingersplacedagainsthislips,andThom’swearyeyeslitwithcurios-
ity.
Gilestookhishandandpointedtowardthealleythatledtotheservants’
hall.
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“Wecan’tgothere.”
Gilesshookhisheadimpatiently,tuggingonThom’shand.
“Itellyou,wecannot.Icannot,”Thominsisted,hiseyesflashingan-
ger.Gilessethisjaw,sighingthroughhisnose,andturnedonhisheeland
walkedaway.
“Comebackhere!”Thomcalledindignantly.Gilesstopped,lookingback
overhisshoulder,andtossedhisheadinthesuggesteddirection.
“Icouldcalltheguardsdownonyou,”Thomwarned.
ItwasGiles’turntostarechallengeathim,andashewatchedThomnar-
rowedhiseyesandbaredhisteeth,andfollowedGilesintothedarkness.Past
theservants’hall,tothebarn.Uptheladder.
He startled when he saw Falada’s skull, and if Giles hadn’t caught his
handhemighthavefallenfromtheladderwhenshespoke.
“Greetings,KingThomas.Ourmeetingislongoverdue,”shesaidwith
thesoundofasmileinhervoice.Gilessatwithhislegsdrawnupandhis
armsaroundhiskneesasThomlistenedtoFaladarecountingthestoryof
theirmisfortune.OfAvelyn’streachery.
“Thatunforgivablewenchhasbeenmakingmycourtahellsinceshe
arrived.Nothingpleasesher.She...shewantstomarryme!Andshe’ssovi-
ciouslysweetwithherwordsthatthecourtlistenstoherpleas...Ihaveno
heirs,andnevermindthatmyyoungerbrotherinNorthmerealreadyhas
foursons!YouhavenoideahowgladIam...”Thompaused,lookingatGiles,
andswallowedthickly.“Bothofyoumustcomeatoncetothepalace.I’ll
havemyroyalconjurerawakened.”
AndsowithFaladatuckedunderhisarm,Gileswasledtothepalace
inThom’scompany.Theconjurerwasawakened;awomanoflatermiddle
yearswhotookonelookathim,sighedthroughhernose,andsaidsimply,
“Speak,child!”asshemadeasmallgesture.Shelookedattheskulland
said,“I’msorry,Milady,thatthere’snothingIcandoforyou.”
Andthensheturnedaroundandclosedherdoor.
“Ioughttoberidofthatwoman,”Thomspat,preparingtoknockon
thedooragain.
“Idon’tknow...”Gilessaid,hisvoicehoarsefromdisuse.“Sheseemsto
knowwhatshe’sdoing.”
“Yes,but-”Thombegan,thencaughthimselfandspuntomeetGiles’
eyeswithsurpriseandjoy.“Yourvoice.”
“I’mnolongerbewitched,”Gilessaid,sounusedtospeakingthatitfelt
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strangetodoso.
“Thestateofyou,though.Youmustcomeatonceandbathe,anddressas
befitsyourstation.”
“IwouldappreciateitifIcouldbeleftoutofthat,”Faladasaidmildly,a
hintofknowingsmugnesstoherwhisperyvoice.
Faladawasleftonthemantleintheking’sownchamber,anditwastothe
king’sprivatebathsthatGileswasled.
“Ihadnoideathatyouwereaprince,”Thomsaidinavoicebarelyabove
awhisperasthedoorclosedbehindthem.
“AndIhadnoideathatyouwereaking,”Gilesreplied,turningtoface
himboldly.“Doesthat...changethings?”
“Well,”Thomsaidcarefully,“Itwouldonlybefityourstationtositatmy
sideanddineatmytableandbequarteredclosetome.”
HemetGiles’eyes,andtherewasafamiliarhungerthere.
“IdobelievethatI’dfindthatveryagreeable,”Gilesreplied,andpunctu-
atedhiswordsbyslippingoutofhisclothes.Thomfollowedsuitandledhim
toamarblebasinthatwaseasilylargeenoughforbothofthem.
He’dquiteforgottenhowgoodhotwatercouldfeel.Andsoap…especial-
lywhenthatsoapwasappliedbythecapablehandsofastartlinglyattractive
youngmanwhoalsohappenedtobetheking.
Thompulledhimintoafierceembrace,hotandwetandachinglypower-
ful.Hishandswereeverywhere,asiftheymeanttomapeveryinchofGiles’
skin.
“Youreallydon’tknowwhatitmeanstomethat...thatthisisreal.That
you’rereal.Thatyou’renoble.ThatI...”Thomfaltered,notmeetinghiseyes.
“Thatyoucanhaveme,”Gilesfinishedforhim,asmiletuggingathis
lipsashenestedhishandsinThom’shairandguidedhimintoalong,slow
kiss.Thommoanedintohismouth,adesperatenoise.Gilespulledawaylong
enoughtoturnaround,Thomembracinghimfrombehind,drawingasoap-
slickhandacrosshischesttograzehishardenednipples.Gilesleanedagainst
theedgeofthebasin,hisfeetplantedwide.
“Youwant...”
“Yes.”
Thommoanedagainsoftly,kissingGilesjustbelowthepointofhisjaw.
Gilespurredappreciation,heatpoolinglowinhisbelly.HefeltThom’slength,
hotandhard,pressingintohim.Thom’shandsgraspedhishipspowerfully…
itwasaslow,impossiblemeldingoffleshashewasstretchedandfilled.His
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fingers splayed out on the cool marble, anchoring him to reality asThom
begantomove.Histhrustswereslow,delicious,maddeningandperfect.The
tileunderGiles’handswascool,thewateraroundthemhot,Thom’slength
withinhimevenhotter.Gilesarchedagainsthim,andheshiftedslightly,and
suddenlyeverystrokebrushedpastthatspotwithinhimthatmadehimsee
stars.
Gileshadforgottenhowloudhisvoicecouldbe.
Thomwasshushinghim,theburstsofwarmbreathhotagainsttheshell
of his ear, and he gasped.A broad hand came down along his chest and
bellytofindandtakeholdofhiminafirmgrasp.Thewatermovedacross
hislengthincounterpointtoThom’sthrusts,tohispumpingfist,andGiles
surrenderedhimselftothesensations.Helaidhisforeheadagainstthecool
marble,andhebithislip,andhecamewithashatteringbrilliance.Hedidn’t
knowhowmuchlongeritwaswhenhecamebacktohimself,butThomwas
facinghim,kissinghim,holdinghimcloseintheswiftly-coolingwater.
“Sleepinmybed,”Thomorderedwithalltheauthorityofaking.
“Yes,yourmajesty,”Gilesansweredwithasmile.“Foraslongasyou’ll
haveme.”
Daylightcame,andGileswasdressedinroyalapparel.Thomremarked
upontheimprovementitmadeinhisappearance,andhiseyesmadeprom-
isesaboutjustwhathe’dhavelikedtodoifmorepressingmattershadn’t
beenathand.
Agreatbanquetwasprepared,andtheyoungkingsatattheheadofthe
tablewiththelovelybutshrewishforeignprincessathisside.Gilesstoodat
thedoorway,waitingforhiscue.
Justbeforethebanquetbegan,wheneveryonewasmerrywithanticipa-
tion,ThomasturnedtoAvelynandasked,
“Milady,supposethattherewasacriminalwhohaddeceivedeveryone
inhismidst...”andproceededtoathinly-veiledversionofGiles’misfortune.
Avelynsmiledblithelythroughit,noddingoccasionally,eyesupontheroast
goose.Herinattentionwasplain,aswasThom’sannoyance.Thomfinished
with,“Whatsentenceshouldbepassed?”
“Suchawretchdeservesnobetterfatethantobestrippedentirelynaked,
andputinabarrelwhichisstuddedinsidewithpointednails.Twowhite
horsesshouldbeharnessedtoitandshoulddragitalongthroughonestreet
after another until the damned criminal is dead,”Avelyn answered with a
lightsweetnessthatbeliedthepoisonofherwords.Theroomfelltosilence
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asKingThomasstaredatAvelynlikealandedfishforanentireminute.
“Iwouldnotenvytherealmthathasyouforitsqueen,youhorrible,vi-
ciouslittlechit,”hefinallysaid.“Butthen,norealmwillhavetotoleratesuch
atragedy.”Thomgrinnedandsnappedhisfingers,andthefootmanstepped
forwardandsaidclearly,
“PresentingGilesPrinceofConward,secondsonofQueenJoan.”
ThecolordrainedfromAvelyn’sfaceasGilessteppedforwardandbowed
slightly.
“Prince Giles, I’ll ask the same question of you.To what punishment
shouldsuchafaithlesswretchbeput?”
“Idobelievethatsuchapersonshouldbecursedwiththeremovalof
theirvoiceforayearandaday,soastolearnhumility,”Gilesanswered,lock-
inghisgazeofAvelyn’s.“AndIthinkthattheyshouldbesentbacktotheland
oftheiroriginandpresentedtothekeepersoflawthere.”
“Thatstrikesmeasmostnobleandjust,PrinceGiles,”Thomsaidwitha
smallsmile.“Guards?Ifyouwouldremovethiswomantothecustodyofmy
conjurer?”
AndsoAvelynwasremovedofhervoiceandsentbacktoConward,with
aretinueofguardstomakesurethatshecausednofurthermischiefonthe
journey,andaletterofexplanationforthequeen.
Giles sat at the king’s side and studied with the master scholar, as his
motherhadintended,thoughifhismotheronlyknew...
Inanycase,whenAvelyn’ssentencewascarriedout,Gilessatattheking’s
righthandashisbestandmosttrustedadvisor,andtogethertheyreigned
overthekingdominpeaceandhappinessfortherestoftheirdays.
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ElizabethSchechter
MynameisConn,andIamnoman’sson.Mymotherclaimedtohavegotten
mefromoneoftheGentry.Idon’tknowthetruthofthat,ifmyfatherwas
indeedoneoftheSidhe,orifhewassimplyasilver-tonguedpeddlerwho
neverthoughtagainofthegirlheleftbehindhiminHunter’sDell.AllIknow
isthatformywholelife,itwasjustmyMaandmeinourlittlehutbythe
edgeoftheforest.Ma...well,thefolksinthevillagecalledherWiseMeg,or
UncannyMeg,orMegtheWitch,andtheycametoherfortheircharmsand
simplesandallthethingsthatmadetheparsonlookdownhislongnoseatus
whenwecametomarket.Matoldtheirfortunesandreadtheirpalms,made
theirlovecharmsanduncrossedtheircows,andbeforeshedied,shetaught
meherart.Nowthevillagecomestome.Thatwashowitallbegan.
Ihadbeeninmygardenthatmorning,tryingtoconvincethesmallpatch
ofstubborndirtthatIneededradishesmorethanIneededrocks.WhenIsaw
theridercominguptheroad,Iknewthathewascomingtoseeme.Ileaned
onmyhoeandwaited,andwassurprisedtoseethatitwasPatrickGrady
whowasridinguptomygate.Therichestmaninthevillage,Gradylooked
downatmefromatophistallhorselikeIwassomethinghe’drathernothave
foundunderhisboot.Thenheswallowedhispride,noddedacurtgreeting,
andclearedhisthroat,“I’veneedofanuncrossing.”
Inodded.“Isitacoworahorseyou’reaskingfor?”Iasked.
Theexpressiononhisfacewouldn’thavebeenoutofplaceifhe’dswal-
lowedalivetoad.“Neither.‘Tismydaughter.”
Idroppedmyhoe.“Something’shappenedtoBess?”
He didn’t answer, turning his horse back down the road, “Will you
come?”
HemusthaveknownthatIwouldn’thavesaidno,thatIwouldneverturn
mybackonBess.Shewasmychildhoodplaymate,abold,headstronggirl
who’dbeenwillingtodefyherfatherbecauseshewantedthevillagebastard
forafriend.She’dwantedtohavemeassomethingmore,too;thenightof
hersixteenthbirthday,she’dbroughtmeintothehayloftofherfather’sbarn.
Gradyandhismenfoundusthere,bothofushalf-dressed.Gradydraggedhis
daughterofftothehouse,leavinghisloyalpackofrowdieswithinstructions
to‘dealwiththebastard.’Theydid,hangingmebymywristsfromthehayloft
andlayingmybackopenwithahorsewhip,thenleavingmethereuntilone
ofthestable-boystookpityonme,cutmedownandtookmehome.Afew
dayslater,Gradyhadriddenuptoourgate,andtoldmymotherthatifheever
caughtmenearhisgirlagain,he’dkillmehimself.
Sincethatday,I’davoidedthemarket,avoidedgoingintothevillage.I
couldn’tbearthethoughtofseeingBessandnotbeingabletogouptoher,
talktoher,shareeverythingwithherthewaywehadsinceweweresmall.But
Ineverstoppedthinkingofher,dreamingofher,recallingthefewprecious
momentsthatwe’dhadinthehayloftbeforewe’dbeenfound.
Whatinheaven’snamemusthavehappenedtoherthatcouldbringGrady
tolookformyhelp?
e f
Grady’shousewasthefinestinthevillage,andeverytimeBesshadbrought
mehere,she’dbroughtmeinthroughthefronthalltositinthedrawing
roomlikeanhonoredguest.Thistime,Iwenttothekitchendoor,andfound
afamiliarfacethere.Moira,Bess’oldnurse,metmeatthedoor,wringingher
handsassheescortedmeintothehouseanduptheservant’sstairs.
“Conn,youcanhelpher?”sheasked,hervoicecrackingwithfear.
“Idon’tknow,Moira.Iwilltry,”Ianswered,tryingtokeepmyownvoice
steady.“Wherearewegoing?”
“MissBess’bedchamber.”Moiraledmetothesecondfloor,anddownthe
hall.Gradyhimselfwaswaitingoutsideadoor,andasIreachedit,heopened
thedoorandgesturedmeinside.Iwalkedinandstopped,stunnedatwhat
Isaw.Besslayinthecenterofthewide,curtainedbed,writhingandmoan-
inglikeawomanpossessed.Herfairhairwasdirtyandmatted,andherfine
gownwasfilthy,tatteredandtorn.Worstofall,herarmswerespreadwide,
herwristslashedtothebedposts.
IturnedtoGrady,“Whathappenedhere?”
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Atthesoundofmyvoice,Bessturned.Shesawmestandinginthedoor-
way,smiledwithdelight,andcalledmyname.I’dheardhersaymynamelike
thatoncebefore,andithadmademybloodrace.Now,theheatinhervoice
andthewildnessinhereyeshorrifiedme.Icouldn’timaginewhatcouldhave
causedthis.Gradygesturedformetojoinhiminthecorridor,closingthe
doorfirmlybehindme.
“Tellmewhathappened,”Isaid,tryingtoignorethefactthatIcouldstill
hearBessthroughthedoor,whimperingandcrying,callingmyname.
Gradyshookhishead,notmeetingmyeyes,“Wedon’tknow.Shewent
forawalkoneevening,anddidn’tcomehome.Thenextmorning,wefound
herwanderinginthesheeppastureontheeastsideofthevillage,lookinglike
she’dlostherwits.Thedoctorhasbeenhere,andtheparson.Sheattackedthe
parson,triedtogetoutofthehouse.That’swhyshe’sbound.”Gradystaredat
thedoor,“It’sbeenthreedays,andsheonlygetsworse.”
Inodded.Hewaslyingaboutsomething,butwhat,Ihadnoidea.“Letme
backin,”Isaid.“Ineedtolookather,seeifIcanseeanything.”
Gradypushedmenone-too-gentlytowardsBess’door.“Moira,gowith
him,”hegrowled.Thenheturnedandstalkeddownthehall.
Moiraheldthedooropenforme,thenfollowedmeintotheroom.Once
shehadclosedthedoor,Iturnedtofaceher.“Whatishenottellingme?”I
demanded.
Shelookedatmeandwhispered,“He’llhavemeoutonthestreetsifhe
findsoutI’vetoldyouanything.”
Imethereyes,“Moira,tellmewhatIneedtosaveher.”
Shelookedpastme,staringforamomentatthestrugglinggirlonthe
bed,thennodded,“TheMasterhasarrangedamarriageforMissBess.ToLord
Faraday.”
Ihissedatthename.LordFaradaywasourliegelord,butthatdidn’tmean
Ihadtoliketheman.Hewasaheavy-handedman,I’dheard,andhe’dburied
fourwivesthatIknewabout.Moiranoddedagain.
“WhenhetoldMissBess,sherefused.Shetoldhim...”shepausedand
thenlookedatme.“Conn,shetoldherfatherthatifheforcedher,she’dgo
tothegoblins.Theydidn’tfindherinthesheepmeadow.Theyfoundherat
Hunter’sOak.”
Iturnedandstaredatthebedinshock.Shehadgonetothegoblinmar-
ket?
Ifyouweretowanderinthegloamingtowardsthehollowwherethetree
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thattheoldfolkscalledtheHunter’sOakhadoncestood,youwouldhear
thegoblins,callingtotheunwary,“Whowillbuy?Comeandbuy!”Noone
knewforcertainwhentheyhadfirstcometoHunter’sDell.Thereweresome,
mymothertoldme,whowerefoolishenoughtogointothehollowandtake
whatthegoblinsoffered.Butwhentheyreturnedtothehollow,seekingmore
ofthesame,theyfounditempty;thegoblinsnevercametwicetosomeone
whohadtastedtheirwares.Allofthosepoorsoulshaddiedhorriblywithin
afewdays,refusingfoodanddrink,piningforwhatevertheyhadfoundin
thehollow.Mahadtoldmeoncethatshethoughttheremighthavebeena
waytosavethem,iftherehadbeensomeonebraveenoughtotryit.Iwasn’t
brave,butIdidloveBess,andIwasboundtotryandsaveher.
IcrossedtoBess’bedsideandsatdownnexttoher;sheleanedtowards
measmuchasherbondswouldallow,whimperingsoftly.
“Conn,”shemoaned.“Touchme,please.”Hereyesmetmine,andIwas
strickentonotseethejoythatusuallyshonefrombehindherowneyes.There
wasonlyneedthere,andwant,onlywhatthegoblinshadthrustuponher.I
cuppedhercheekandleanedforwardtokissherforehead.
“I’llbringyouwhatyouneed,mylove,”Iwhispered.“Iswearit.”Then
Ipulledback,reachingintothesatchelIworeovermyshoulderandpulling
outasmall,brownbottlethatIhandedtoMoira,“Giveherthis,afulldram
mixedintosomemilk.Itwillmakehersleep.Ishouldbebackbeforeshe
wakes,orveryshortlyafter.”
Moiralookedatmeinhorror,“Conn,whatareyougoingtodo?”
IlookedbackatBess,whowascryingandcallingformetocomeback.It
nearbrokemyhearttoturnawayandleaveher.
“I’mgoingtothegoblins.”
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Itookalongbreath,gatheredmycourage,andwalkeddownthehillinto
thehollow.Icouldhearthegoblinscallingfromsomewheredownnearthe
stream,butuntilIcameuptotheremainsoftheoak,Icouldn’tseethem.And
onceIdid,Ihadtostopandstare.
Ma had never told me that goblins were beautiful. I’d been expecting
monsters.Instead,Iwasfacingangels.Theyweretallandthin,tallerthanany
man,andcoveredfromheadtoheelsinsleek,glisteningfurthatreminded
meoftheottersthatplayedintheforestpool.Theyweredressedsolelyin
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long,beadedloinclothsthatswayedintheeveningbreeze,andtheymoved
withafluidgracethatmadethemlookliketheywereglidingonair.When
oneofthemturnedtolookatme,Icouldseeitseyesweregolden,andslitted
likeacat’s.Itcamecloser,thesettingsunturningitsmottledgrayandblack
furintoflame,andwhenitreachedme,itcrouchedslightlysothatitwas
closertomyheight.
“Welcometothegoblinmarket,youngmortal.Willyoucomeandsee
ourwares?”
I nodded, too awestruck to say a word, letting the goblin take me by
thehandandleadmeintotheirmarket.Therewerecartsandbasketsfullto
overflowingwithfruit,mostofitimpossibletofindthisearlyinthespring—
there were apples piled up next to peaches, full bunches of grapes laying
nexttocherriesandfigs,strawberriesinbasketswithpearsandquince.The
goblinescortedmefromoneendofthemarkettotheother,andwhenwe
reachedtheend,itwavedonearmexpansively,“Whatwillyouhave,young
mortal?”
Ishookoffthespellthatthegoblin’sbeautycastoverme.Iwasherefor
areason.“Therewasagirl,afewnightspast.Whatdidshechoose?”Iasked.
Thegoblinlaughed,“Thegoldengirl!Yes,shecametome,andgreatly
enjoyedherchoice.Youwishtohavewhatshehad?”
Inoddedslowly,notsurewhatIwasagreeingto.Thegoblintookmyarm
andledmeoff;Icouldfeelitssharpclawsprickingmethroughmysleeve.
Itledmeawayfromthemarket,intoacopseofyoungwillowsthatgrew
alongthebanksofthestream.Inthecenterofthecopsetherewasaclear-
ing,anditwastherethatthegoblinstopped,turnedtowardsmeandsmiled
again.
“Take off your clothing, pretty mortal,” it said, running long fingers
throughmyhair.
IwhisperedBess’namelikeaprayerasIunslungmysatchelandtookoff
myshirtandbreeches;thegoblinmusthaveheardme,becauseitcockedits
headtothesideandstudiedmeforalongmoment.
“Thegoldengirl,sheisyourlover?”Thegoldeneyesnarrowed.“No,not
alover.Butbeloved,nonetheless.Whyhaveyoucome?”
“BecauseIloveher,”Ianswered.
It laughed, resting one long hand on my back between my shoulders,
“Intriguing.Comehere,mortal,andseewhatyourgoldengirlboughtatthe
goblinmarket.”
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Thegoblinledmetoamossybank,guidedmegentlydownontomy
backandthenstretchedoutnexttome.Itsaidnotawordtome,arranging
myarmsandlegsasifIwereadoll,untilIlaytherewithmyarmsflungover
myheadandmylegsslightlyapart.Itnodded,seeminglysatisfied,andthen
satupandmadealong,lowtrillingsound.Immediately,Ifeltsomethingcold
curlingaroundmywristsandmyankles;Itriedtojumpupbutwasheldfast
totheturfasslendergreenvinesrosefromthemoss,wrappingaroundmy
bodyandholdingmefast.Thegoblinlaughed,movingsothatitwasagain
lyingnexttome,softfurrubbingagainstmysideasIstruggledagainstthe
vines.
“Prettymortal,”itcrooned,andsmiled,showingallofitssharp,white
teeth.Then,tomyshock,itkissedme.
WhenIwastwelve,aminorlordwhohadsoughtmymother’saidre-
wardedherwithaflagonoffinebrandy.Mahadletmetastethewine,andI
hadalwaysrememberedthesmoothwarmth,oakmixedwithwoodsmoke
andpeatandapples.Thegoblin’slipstastedlikethat,likebrandy,heatandde-
sire;Ifoundmyselfdrunkonthattaste,forgettingmyfear.Whenthegoblin
pulledback,Istrainedup,wantingmore,andheardthecreaturelaugh.
“Patience,littleone.Patience.”Itstood,andloosenedthebeltaroundits
hips,lettingtheloinclothfalltotheground,revealingtomefinallythatthis
goblinwasmale.Hiscockwaserect,longandcurved,andasthickaround
asmywrist.Helookeddownathimself,runningonehanddownhislength.
“So,youseenowwhatgoblinfruityourlittlegoldengirlenjoyed?Would
youlikeataste?”heasked,andlaughedagainashelaybackdown,running
hisfingersovermyskininswirlingpatternsthatleftfireintheirwake.Icould
feel myself responding to his touch until I ached with desire. He laughed
again,slidingdownovermybodyuntilhelayovermylegs,hisbreathwarm
onmycock.
“Youareavirgin?”heasked.“You’veneverlainwithawomanbefore,or
aman?”
“I...yes.No.”Iwasaddledbyhisbreathandhiswarmth,andwasn’tsure
whatquestionIwasanswering.Hetrilledsoftly,slidinghishandsundermy
ass.
“Untouched fruit is the sweetest.What payment do you offer, young
mortal,foryourtasteofgoblinfruit?”
Payment? I couldn’t clear my head, couldn’t think of anything but his
kissandhistouchandhisbreathonmyaching,throbbingcock.Heranone
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fingerdownmyshaft,andIgaspedatthesensation.
“Barter,perhaps?Willyougivemeseedforseed?”Withoutwaitingfor
ananswer,heloweredhismouthovermycock,swallowingmewhole.Itwas
likenothingIhadeverfeltbefore,andIhowledashecaressedmewithhis
roughtongueandslidonelong,slenderfingerintomyass.Istrainedagainst
thevines,tryingtomove,wantingmore,eventhoughtIhadnoideawhat
morewouldbe.Ifelthimlaughagain,andhestoppedandraisedhishead,
slidinguptocovermybodywithhisownandkissmeagain.
“Youtastemagnificent,”hemurmured,lickingmyearandthennibbling
myneckwithhissharpteeth.“Shallyouhaveyourtastenow?”Hegottohis
knees,shifted,turnedarounduntilhiscockdangledovermymouth.Iheard
himlaughagain,“DotomewhatIdidtoyou.Donotbite.”Hetookmeinto
hismouthagain,andloweredhishipssothathiscocktappedagainstmylips.
Uncertain,withonlyhisdirectiontoguideme,Ilightlytouchedhiscock
withmytongue,feelinghishumofpleasureasajoltthroughmyowncock.
Encouraged,Ikepton,gentlybathinghimwithmytongueuntilhegroaned
andshiftedhishipslower,raisinghisheadsothathecouldwhisper,“Take
me.”
Obediently,Iopenedmymouthwide,andheslidhiscockbetweenmy
lips,fillingmymouthandcuttingoffmyvoice.Hiscocktastedofhoney,salt
andsomethingwonderfulandexotic,andIeagerlyswirledmytongueover
thehead,wantingmore.Thegoblinmoaned,increasinghisowneffortsuntil
Iwasthrashingunderhim,moaning,sucking,licking,finallyscreamingas
Ispent.Laughing,helickedmecleanandthentrilledsomething;Ifeltthe
vinesonmyarmsloosenandfallaway.
“Touchme,”thegoblinsaid,andIcouldnottellifhewascommanding
orbegging.Islidmyhandsupthefurofhisthighs,luxuriatinginthesoft-
ness,hearingthegoblinmoanandtrillashestartedtoslowlypumpinand
outofmymouth.Inspiredbywhathehaddonetome,Iwrappedmyarms
aroundhishipsandslidonehandoverhisass,runningmyfingersdownhis
cleft,seekingthehiddenentrancethere.Thegoblinyowledlikeacatinheat
whenmyfingersfoundtheirtarget;hewentrigid,andIfelthiscockpulsing,
growingimpossiblythicker.Mymouthfilledwithwarmliquid,thick,sweet-
salt,honeyandbrandy;Iswallowed,drinkingdeep,lostinpleasure.ThenI
lostmyselfinsoft,warmembraceasIfellasleepinthegoblin’sarms.
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Iwokefeelingsoftfurundermycheekandlongfingersinmyhair.Foramo-
ment,Iwasconfused,theneverythingcamebacktomeandIjumpedupto
seethegoblinlookingatme.
“Youaretrulymagnificent,”hemurmured.“Thankyou.”
Icouldn’tspeak;Istaredathimforamoment,thenturnedawayandtried
nottocry.I’dfailed.Worse,I’dcondemnedmyselftothesamefateasBess.
Asoftarmencircledmyshoulders,“Whateveriswrong?DidInotplease
you?”
Hisvoicesoundedtrulyconcerned.Ilookedupintohisgoldeneyesand
decidedtotrust.“IcameherebecauseIneededtobringthegoblinseedback
toBess.Tosaveherlife.Ifailedher.”Ididn’taddthatI’dcondemnedmyself,
too.
Thegoblincockedhisheadtooneside,“Idon’tunderstand.Yourgolden
girlisill?”
Iblinked,“Youdon’tknow?Youdon’tknowwhathappenswhenmortals
cometothegoblinmarket?”
“No,”thegoblinanswered.“Amongmyownpeople,Iamconsidered
veryyoung.Thisismyfirsttime,andyourgoldengirlmyfirstmortal.”
Itriedtogathermywits,“Whenamortalcomestothegoblinmarket,
whenwetastethegoblinfruit,we...pineforit.Andwedie,inamatterof
days.Mymother,shethoughtthatifwecouldgetanothertaste,itwouldcure
theneed,butnoonewhohaseverbeenherehaseverbeenabletofindyou
again.”
The goblin reared back, and I could see horror in his eyes,“Die?The
goldengirlwilldiebecauseshelaidwithme?”Hereachedoutandtouched
myarm,“Youwilldie?”
I nodded, surprised by the goblin’s reaction, his obvious distress. He
jerkedtohisfeet,stridingacrossthecopsewithnoneofhispreviousgrace.
Thenhecameback,throwinghimselfdownontohiskneesinfrontofme,
“Mortal-beloved,pleasebelieveme.Ididnotknow!”
Stunned,Inoddedagain.“I...believeyou.”
Hecurledhimselfintoasmallball,hisheadrestingonmyknees,“We
thinkofyouas...fruittobeplucked.IcamewiththeothersbecauseIamold
enoughtomatenow.Iwouldhavetakenyouressence,andIwouldhavegone
tothematingfieldsofmyhome.IwouldhavesharedthemwithonethatI
desired,andiftheyfoundmeworthy,theywouldhavematedwithme.”He
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raisedhishead,andIcouldseesorrowandregret,“Ididnotknowitwould
hurtyou.Ididnotknowyouwereintelligent.Ididnotknowthatyouknew
love.”Heshookhisheadandstood,holdinghishandouttome.“Comewith
me,mortal,”hecommanded.
“Where?”
“Wewillmakethecureforyourgoldengirl.Andwewillmakeacurefor
you.Areyousureofthis?”
Ishookmyhead,“No.”
Henodded,“Thenwewilltry.Andifitdoesnotwork...thenwewillfind
anotherway.”
Ifollowedthegoblin,myheadspinning,tryingtounderstandwhathe
hadtoldme.“But,whataboutyou?”
“SolongasIreturntomyhomebeforedawn,Iwillbefine,”hesaid.
“Comeandsitwithme.”Hesatdownwithhisbacktoatree,andIknelt
downnexttohim.Hesmiledatme,andsaidsadly,“Iwishyouhadnottold
me.Iwillnotbeabletobringmyselftocomeagain.”
“I’m sorry.” It seemed like a silly thing to say, but I was sorry that I’d
causedthisgentlecreaturepain.Hereachedoutandpattedmyleg.
“It is not your fault. Do you have something to carry the seed in?” I
jumped up and ran back to my clothes, taking an empty bottle from my
satchelandbringingitback.Thegoblintookitandsetitaside,thenlooked
atmeandheldouthisarms,“Comeandsitwithme,mortal.Touchmeand
helpmetosaveyourlife.”
Imovedintohisembrace,restingmycheekagainstthesoftfurofhis
chest.Heguidedme,tellingmewheretotouchhimandhow,untilIknew
whatgavehimpleasureandcoulddoitwithoutcoaching.SoIcoaxedhim
tofullnessagain,andlayacrosshimtolickhiscockuntilhecriedoutand
spilledhisseedintohisownhands.Whenhepoureditintothebottle,the
straw-coloredliquidbarelyfilledaquarterofthebottle.
“Willitbeenough?”hemurmured.
“Forone,Ithink,”Ianswered.“I’llbringittoBess.Then...”
“Thenyouwillcomeback.Iwillbereadyforyouwhenyoureturn,”the
goblinsaidasheslidhisarmaroundme.“Iwillnotletyoudie.Butyoumust
bebackherebeforedawn.IfIdonotreturnhome,thewaybetweenyour
worldandminewillbesealed,andthegoblinmarketwillneveragaincome
tothisplace.”Gently,hepushedmeaway,“Thereisnotmuchtime.”
Iscrambledintomyclothes,takingthebottleinmyhandandturningto
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leavethewillows;Istopped,lookingbacktoseethegoblinlookingatme.
Quickly,Iwentovertohim,leaneddown,andkissedhim.“Thankyou,”I
saidquickly.ThenIturnedandran.
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IranallthewaybacktoGrady’shouse,thepreciousbottleclutchedinmy
fist,feelingthegoblinseedburninginmyblood.Iwasgaspingforbreathas
Ireachedthekitchendoor,whichopenedimmediately.Pantinglikeadog,
IpushedpastashockedMoiraandnearlycollapsedontothelongtable.She
grabbedmeandpushedmeintoachair,thenbustledaway,returningwitha
cupthatsheshovedundermynose.
“Drinkit,”shecommanded.Inodded,drinkingandtastingbrandy.The
tasteremindedmeofthegoblin’skiss,andIpushedtheglassawaywithshak-
inghands.
“Moira,Ihaveit,”Isaid,holdingupthebottle.Shetookitfromme,look-
ingattheliquidinside.
“Whatisit?”sheasked.
“It....it’sthecure.”Igottomyfeet,painfullyawareofMoira’scurious
look,notwantingtotellherjustwhatwasinthebottle,orhowIhadgotten
it.Iheldmyhandoutandsaid,“Thereisn’tmuchtime.”
Moiranodded,handingthebottlebacktome.Istoodupandwovean
unsteadypathtothestairsanduptoBess’room.Iletmyselfinandclosed
thedoorbehindme,thenturnedtoseeBesswatchingme,hungerplainon
herface.
“I’vebroughtitforyou,Bess,”Isaid,crossingtositontheedgeofthe
bed.Iheldthebottletoherlipsandletherdrink,fightingtokeepmyhands
steady.Shegulpedtheliquidgreedily,drainingthebottleandthenlicking
herlips;sheshiveredviolently,whimperedonce,thenwailed,herbodygo-
ingstiffandjerkinghardagainstherbonds.Ijumpedback,droppingthe
bottle,andthengrabbedattheropes,fumblingwiththeknotsuntilshewas
free,layinglimpinthemiddleofthebed.Foramoment,Iwasafraidthat
thegoblinhadtrickedme,untilBessmoanedsoftlyandopenedhereyes.
Shelookedupatmeandsmiled,“Conn.”
Dizzywithrelief,IpulledBessintomyarms,hugginghertightly,breath-
inginherscent.Anditwasherscent,myawarenessofherasawoman,and
my own growing need that pushed my restraint to the breaking point; I
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pushedherbackdownontothebed,claiminghermouthinapossessivekiss
andrunningmyhandsdownhersides.Shegaspedinsurprise,thengiggled
againstmymouthandranherhandsupunderneathmyshirt.
Behindus,Iheardthedoorcrashopen,thensomeonegrabbedmeby
thebackoftheneckanddraggedmefromthebed.IheardBessscream,then
somethingcamecrashingdownonthebackofmyheadandIknewnothing
else.
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Iclawedmywayoutofadarknessthatseemedtobefilledwithscream-
ing,painandneed,andfoundmyselfonthefloorofastrangeroom.Iwas
aloneandnaked,withropesdiggingintomywristsandankles,andafoul
tastingragshovedinmymouthandtiedthere.IhadnoideahowIhadgotten
here,orwhathadhappened;allIknewwasthatmyheadwaspounding,and
Iachedwithneed,mycockhardandthrobbing.Thelightslantingthrough
thewindowstoldmethatI’dbeenunconsciousforquitesometime—ithad
beendarkwhenIreachedGrady’shouse,withbarelyaglimmerofsunrise
onthehorizon.Theshadowsonthefloortoldmeitwaspastmidday,andany
hopeformewaslonggone.Thegoblinwouldhavereturnedtohisworldby
now,andIwouldneverseehimorthemarketagain.
Iheardfootsteps,andthetwomenwhoenteredtheroomweretwoof
Grady’srowdies:FergusDurkinandhisson,Hugh.TheolderDurkincame
overandgrabbedmyarm,haulingmetoasittingposition.
“Niceofyoutojoinus,bastard,”hesaid.“Iwasstartingtowonderif
you’deverwakeup.”Iglaredathim,andDurkinlaughed.“Wewon’tkeep
youforlong,bastard.We’rekeepingyousafeandsoundandhiddenaway
untilGrady’sgirlisweddedandbedded.Tomorrowmidday,you’llgetyour
clothesbackandyou’llbefreetogo.”
Hughcameoverandleereddownatme,“Gradysaidwecouldhavea
littlefunwithyouwhilewewaited,bastard.Lookslikeyouneedit.”
“I told you no, Hugh,” Durkin snapped as he stood up.“The boy is a
witch,likehisma.Iwon’thavehimcursingmeandmine,soyouleavehim
alone.”HeherdedHughoutthedoor,andslammeditbehindhim.Iheard
theboltshoothome,andthensilence.
Thehourspassedinakindofdeliriumofneedandpain.Desperatefor
somerelief,unableeventotouchmyself,Istruggledandfoughtagainstthe
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ropesuntilmyachingarmswentnumb,andIwasscreamingintothegagin
frustration.Aroundme,theshadowsgrewlongerandtheroomgrewdarker.
Whenitwasfinallytoodarktosee,andIwastootiredtomove,Ijustlay
wheremystruggleshadleftme,onmystomachinthemiddleofthefloor.
ItwastherethatHughfoundme.Hecameintotheroomwithalantern,
walkingonstockingfeettomakenonoise.Hestoodovermeandlaughedas
Iblinkedinthesuddenlight.
“Youwouldn’tcursemeforgivingyouwhatyouwant,nowwouldyou?”
heasked,usingonefoottoflipmeoverontomyback.Heproddedmycock
with his toes, and I whimpered, making him laugh.“And you want this,
don’tyou,bastard?”
Therewasasmallpartofmethatwantedtorefuse,butitwasdrowned
out by the overwhelming waves of lust; I nodded, thrusting my hips up,
moaningthroughthegag.
Hughsmirkeddownatme.“Iknewit.You’reaslut,justlikeyourma.”He
didn’tbothertoloosentheropesthatboundme,haulingmeroughlyovera
bolsterthathetookfromthebed.Hekneltbehindme,kneadingmyasswith
roughhandsandlaughingatmymuffledcriesofpain.
“Pretty boy,” he whispered.“Been wanting this since we brought you
uphere,prettyboy.”Iheardhimmovingbehindme,heardthedooropen.I
expectedtohearDurkin’svoice,chasingHughoff.Instead,therewasasur-
prisedgaspfromHugh;hecollapsedovermylegsanddidn’tmove.Itwisted,
straininguntilIcouldseethedoor,andthefigurestandingthere.Tall,taller
thananyman,andhehadtostooptogetthroughthedoor.Buttherewasno
wayhecouldbehere...
Thegoblinglidedacrosstheflooranddroppedtohiskneesnexttomeso
thathecouldpushHughoffmylegs,thentugmeoffofthebolsterandinto
asittingposition.Gently,thegoblinpushedmyheadtothesideanduntied
thegag,thenheldmetightlyasIwastakenwithacoughingfit.
“Are you unhurt, beloved?” the goblin asked, leaning close so that he
couldlookintomyeyes.
Inodded,rubbingmycheekagainsthissoftfur,“...touchme.Please...”
Thegoblinreachedouttoresthislonghandovermyheart,“Mortal-be-
loved,Iamhere.Iwillmakeyouwellagain.”
Histouchsetfiretomyskin,andImoaned,strainingagainsttheropes,
“Ithurts...”
Heleanedmebackagainstthebolsterandstood,raisinghishands;Ifelt
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myselfrising,movingthroughtheairuntilIcametorestonthebed.Myhead
hungovertheedge,andIwatchedthroughhalf-liddedeyesasheremovedhis
loinclothandcametostandatmyhead.Heranlongfingersovermycheek
andthroughmyhair,“Openyourmouth,beloved.Takewhatyouneed.”
Heslowlypressedhiscockintomymouth,restingonehandonmychest
andholdingmeinplace.Hewrappedhisotherhandaroundmycock,leaning
forwardtolayovermeandtakemeintohismouth.Stillbound,pinnedunder
hisweight,drivennearmadbyhisfuronmyskinandtheroughnessofhis
tongue,Isuckedandmoanedandscreamedunderhim,reachingtheheights
ofpleasuretimeandtimeagain.FinallyIcouldtakenomore;Ifellintodark-
nesswiththesoundsofhismoansringinginmyearsandthetasteofhoney
andbrandyonmytongue.
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Iwokewithsoftfurundermycheek,andopenedmyeyestoseethegoblin
smilingatme.Ijumped,andhisarmsaroundmetightened.
“Alliswell.Youaresafe.Ihavekeptwatch.Itisjustpastmoon-set,and
thereisnoonestirring,”hesaidquietly.“Areyouallright,mortal-beloved?”
Ilookedatmywristandthelividrope-burnsthere,consideredtheques-
tion,“Iacheallover,andI’mstarving.ButIthinkI’mallright.Doyouthink
wecanfindanyfood?”
Thegoblinsmiled,“Wewillfindsomething.Ifnecessary,Iwillhuntfor
you.”
WhenIstood,Iwassounsteadyonmyfeetthatthegoblinhadtocarry
medownthestairs;Ilookedaroundcuriously.“Wherearewe?”Iasked.
“ThegoldengirltoldmethatthisisDurkin’shouse,”heanswered.
“AndDurkin?”
“Isfastasleepandwillremainso,”thegoblinanswered.“Icanholdboth
menasleepuntildawn.Wecaneat,youcanfindclothing,andwecanbeaway
longbeforetheywake.”
Hesatmedownatthetableinthekitchenandrummagedthroughthe
pantry,findingtheremainsofagooddinner.Ifelltowithgoodappetite,while
thegoblinnibbledatapieceofbreadandthenpusheditaside.
“Beloved...Conn,”hesaid.“I...thegoldengirl,sheistheonewhosent
mehere.”
Istoppedeating,lookingathim.“Besssentyou?Goblin,whereisshe?”
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Helookeddownatthetabletop,“She...isnothere.Conn...sheisgone.”
Ifrowned,“Idon’tunderstand.Gonewhere?”
Thegoblinwouldn’tlookatme,“Shehasgonetobemarried.Ispoketo
herlastnight,andsheleftjustafterdawn.”
“Married?”Irepeated,stunned.“She...butshedidn’twanttomarryLord
Faraday!Thatwaswhyshewenttothemarkettobeginwith!”
“Iknow.Shegavemesomethingforyou,”hestoodanddisappearedup
the stairs, returning a few moments later with his loincloth and a pouch.
Fromthepouchhetookafoldedpieceofparchment.“Idonotknowwhatit
says,”thegoblinsaid,soundingapologetic.“Icannotreadyourwriting.”
Itooktheletterandopenedit,seeingBess’finehandwriting.Shethanked
meforbeingherfriend,forcaringforher.Shewishedmewell,andwould
thinkofmefondly.Sheaskedmetodothesame.Notawordoflove,orany
mentionofthegoblinmarket.
Isettheletterdownandlookedatthegoblin,“Idon’tunderstand.I...
thoughtshelovedme.”
Heshookhishead,“Iaskedherthat.Itoldherthatyoulovedher.Andshe
saidthatyouwerechildrentogether,andthatchildrenmustgrowup.That
childrenhavefancies,andthatyouwerehers.Shesaidshewassorrythatyou
didnotunderstandthattherewastrulynothingbetweenyou.”Hestoodup
andcamearoundthetable,kneelingnexttomychair.“Conn,Iamsorry.I
think,perhaps,thatsheisnolongerthegirlwhocametothegoblinmarket.
Shehasbeenfrightened,andbadly.Now,shewantstoforget.Andshewants
safety.Thismarriagegivesherthat.”Heshookhishead,“Allthesame,Ido
notknowhowshecannotloveyou.Sheisafool.”
Iletoutabarkoflaughter,“No.She’sright.I’mthefool,forthinkingthat
someonelikeherwouldbehappywithabastardlikeme.”Iturned,tossedthe
letterintothefireplace,andlookedbackatthegoblin,“Ineedclothes.We’ll
havetohurryifwe’retogetyoubacktothegoblinmarketbeforedawn.”
Silence.Thegoblinstoodupandwalkedovertoawindow,hisbackto
me;hesighedandsaidsadly,“Thegoblinmarketisgone.”
I frowned, and then remembered why that one statement was so im-
portant...andsohorrifying.Ijumpedtomyfeet,“Youweresupposedtogo
home!”
Heturnedtomeandansweredquietly,“Idid.Whenyoudidnotreturn,
Iwenthome,andIconfrontedmysire.Idemandedtoknowwhyhedid
nottellmethatwhatwedidkilledyourkind.Helaughedatme,calledme
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asentimentalfool.”Hesighed.“HetoldmeIwastooyoung,andthat...”he
pausedforamoment,thensighedagain.“ThatIshouldnotplaywithmy
food. He was going to ban me from coming back to the market. He said
thatIhadprovedIwasnotmatureenough.ButIbegged,andherelented.I
cameback,becauseIwashopingyouwouldtrytofindme.Andwhenmid-
nightcame,andyoudidnotappear,Iwenttolookforyou.Ifollowedyour
scenttoyourhome,andyouwerenotthere.Isearchedeachnight,untilI
despairedofeverfindingyou.ThenIthoughtofgoingtoyourBess.Thatwas
lastnight.Lastnight,Ididnotreturnhome,Istayed,andIhidmyselfhere,
andwatched.Whenitwasjustthetwomen,Icameforyou.”
Inodded,“Andnowyoufoundme,andwe’resafe.Fornow.Butweneed
togetyououtofhere.OutofHunter’sDell.”Isatbackdownandleanedback
inmychair.“Wecangotomyhut,spendtherestofthenightthere.Then...
Idon’tknow.Maybe...maybewecanfindthegoblinmarketagain,getyou
home.”
“No.Iwillnotreturntothegoblinmarket.”
“Whynot?”Iasked.“Yourhome...”
Thegoblincamebacktothetable,kneltdownnexttome.“Icouldnot
haveyou,ifIwenthome.Youwouldnotbewelcomethere,”thegoblinsaid.
“Iwanttobewithyou.Iknowthewaytootherplaces,otherworlds,where
wemightliveandbehappy.Ifyouwillcomewithme?”
Iblinked,notsureI’dheardhimproperly,“You...youwantmetocome
withyou?But...”
Hewasquietforamoment,thenreachedoutandtookmyhand,taking
myhand.“Iwantyoutobewithme,mymortal-beloved.”
Iblinked,“But...I’mabastard!”
“Doesthatmatter?”heasked.“Youlove,youthink,youaredeartome.
Isthatnotenough?”
Myheadwasspinning,“I...”
“Conn,”hesaidmynameandmadeitsoundlikeacaress.“Iwillnot
refuseyou.Iwillnotturnmybackonyou.Iwillnotleaveyou.Whenoneof
mykindmates,itisforlife.”Hestoodandtuggedmetomyfeet.“Icanshow
you,beloved.Joinwithme.”
Ilethimleadme,andwassurprisedwhenwereturnedtothebedroom
whereI’dbeenheldcaptive,“Idon’tunderstand.Joinwithyou?”
“Loveme.Letmeloveyou.”
Ilookedathimcuriously.“Whatwerewedoing,then?”
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Thegoblinlaughed,“Amongmypeople,whatwehavedonearethegames
ofchildrenoldenoughtounderstandthematingprocess,butnotoldenough
tomate.Itisonlywithone’smatethatonewouldoffertheirentirebody.”He
heldhisarmsouttome.“Iamoffering,Conn.Ifyouwillhaveme.”
Ilookedupintohiseyes,listenedtomyheart,andwalkedintohisem-
brace.Ashemadetoleadmetobed,Istoppedhim,“Idon’tevenknowyour
name.”
Hesmiled,andtrilledsomething.Thenhelaughed,“Idoubtyoucouldsay
it.Wewilldecidelaterwhatyouwillcallme.”
Ilethimlaymedown,andwhenhelaydownwithme,Irolledontomy
sideandreachedouttostrokehisfur.Hepurredlikeacat,andIsmiled.“What
dowedo?”Iasked.
Inanswer,herolledmeoverontomystomach,movingtocovermewith
hisbody,“Trustme,mybeloved.Iwillnothurtyou.”
Inodded,“Itrustyou.”
Hekissedthebackofmyneck,andIfelthishandsslipbetweenmylegs
andstartplayingwithmyballs;Imoaned,andhelaughed.“Relax,Conn.Let
meplay.”
Playhedid,toyingwithmeuntilIwasnearlyasarousedasI’dbeenunder
thespellofthegoblinmarket.Heteasedmewithhisfingersandtongue,then
toldmetospreadmylegsandslowlyslidonefingerintomyass.Onefinger
becametwo,andtwobecamethree,doingarcanethingsinsideofmeuntilI
wasfranticwithdesire.Iwasneartohowlingwhenhetookhisfingersaway;
hedrewmetomykneesandIfelttheheadofhiscockmovetotaketheplace
ofhisfingers.
“Iloveyou,Conn,”hewhispered,slowlypressinghiswayintomybody.It
washardatfirst,andithurt;buthestopped,touchingmegently,whispering
andtrillinguntilIcalmedandrelaxedandlethimtryagain,untilatlasthewas
inside,andIwasstretchedfullandgaspinginpleasure.Hestartedtomove,
pumpingslowly,workinghiswayalmostentirelyoutofme,andthensliding
backin,lettingmemovewithhim,pushbackagainsthim,demandmoreand
moreuntilneitherofuscouldsayawordforthegaspingandmoaning.Ispent
first,losingmybalanceandsprawlingoutonthebed.Hefellontopofme,
stillpumping,wailingashisseedfilledme.Afterwards,welaycurledaround
eachother,myheadonhischest.
Afterawhile,heraisedhisheadandlookedatme,“Youhavenotan-
sweredme.IsitnotenoughthatIloveyou?”
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Ismileddownathimandleaneddowntokisshim,smilingattheheady
tasteofhislips,“Yes.It’senough.Morethanenough.Iloveyou,too.”
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Beforedawn,wehadleftHunter’sDell,takingforestpathsthatIhadnever
beforeseen,followingmygolden-eyedloverwhereverhewouldleadme.
ThereweretimeswhenIwonderedwhattheythought,backinHunter’sDell.
IftheyeverwonderedwhereConnthewitchhadgone,orwhathadhap-
penedtothegoblinmarket.IwonderedifLadyFaradayeverthoughtabout
me.Thenmygoblinwouldsmileatme,orrunhisfingersthroughmyhair,
andnoneofitwouldmatter.Helovedme,andIlovedhim.Thatwasallthat
mattered.
Andwelivedhappilyeverafter.
To Market
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