Thelifeofapaidmercenary
makessensetoSpecialForcesOfficerWinslowGrange.ThejunglesofSouthAmericamaymakehis
formerjobasaranchmanagerforhisfriendJayPendletonlooklikeacakewalk,butit’snothingthat
theformerGreenBeretcan’thandle.
Awoman’sheart,however—that’sdangerousterritory.BackinTexas,Grange’sbiggestproblemwas
avoidingPegLarsonandallthecomplicationsbeingattractedtothedaughterofhisforemanwould
entail.NowGrangewillneedallhistrainingtohelpGeneralEmilioMachadogaincontrolofthetiny
SouthAmericannationofBarrera;whenPegarrivesunannounced,she’sadistractionhecan’tavoid.
She’sdeterminedtoshowGrangeshecanbeusefulonandoffthebattlefield.Onceshebreaks
throughhisarmor,traversingthewildsoftheAmazonwillproveaneasiertaskthandefending
himselfagainstherwinningcharms….
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Contents
PROLOGUE
PegLarsonlovedtofish.Thiswaslikebaitingahook.Exceptthatinsteadofcatchingbassorbream
inthelocalstreamsaroundComancheWells,Texas,thesetacticswereforcatchingalarge,very
attractiveman.
Shemissedfishing.ItwasonlyacoupleofweeksuntilThanksgiving,andmuchtoocoldevenin
southTexastositonariverbank.Itwaswonderful,inearlyspring,tosettledownwithatubofworms
andhertried-and-truesimplecanefishingpole.Sheweigheddownherlinewithsinkersandtoppedit
withacolorfulred,whiteandbluebobberthatherfatherhadgiventoherwhenshewasfiveyears
old.
Butfishingseasonwasmonthsaway.
Rightnow,Peghadotherpreyinmind.
Shelookedatherselfinthemirrorandsighed.Herfacewaspleasant,butnotreallypretty.Shehad
largeeyes,palegreen,andlongblondhair,whichsheworeinaponytailmostofthetime,secured
witharubberbandorwhatevertieshecouldlayherhandto.Shewasn’treallytall,butshehadlong
legsandanicefigure.Shepulledofftherubberbandandletherhairfallaroundherface.She
brushedituntilitspalenesswaslikeashimmeringcurtainofpalegold.Sheputonalittlelipstick,just
atouch,andpowderedherfacewiththebirthdaycompactherfatherhadgivenherafewmonths
earlier.Shesighedatherreflection.
Inwarmweather,shecouldhavewornhercutoffs—jeanshortsmadebycuttingthelegsoffanold
pair—andanicelyfittingT-shirtthatshowedoffherpert,firmlittlebreasts.InNovember,shehad
feweroptions.
Thejeanswereold,paleblueandfadedinspotsfrommanywashings,buttheyhuggedherrounded
hipsandlonglegslikeasecondskin.Thetopwaspink,madeofsoftcotton,withlongsleevesanda
low,roundednecklinethatwasdiscreet,butsexy.Atleast,Pegthoughtitwassexy.Shewasnineteen,a
latebloomerwho’dfoughtthewarsinhighschooltokeepawayfromthefastandfuriouscrowdthat
thoughtsexbeforemarriagewassomatter-of-factandsensiblethatonlyastrangegirlwouldfeel
disdainforit.
Pegchuckledtoherselfassherecalleddebateswithcasualfriendsonthesubject.Hertruefriends
werepeopleofalikemind,whowenttochurchinanagewhenreligionitselfwaschallengedonall
fronts.But,inJacobsville,Texas,thecountyseatwherethehighschoolwaslocated,shewasinthe
majority.Herschoolhadculturaldiversityandprotectedtherightsofallitsstudents.Butmostofthe
localgirls,likePeg,didn’tbowtopressureorcoercionwheremoralitywasconcerned.Shewanteda
husbandandchildren,ahomeofherown,agardenandflowerbedseverywhere,andmostofall,
WinslowGrangetofilloutthefairytale.
Sheandherfather,Ed,workedforGrangeonhisnewranch.He’dsavedthewifeofhisboss,
GraciePendleton,whenshewaskidnappedbyadeposedSouthAmericanleaderwhoneededmoney
toousthismonstrousnemesis.
GrangehadtakenateamofmercenariesintoMexicointhedeadofnightandsavedGracie.Jason
Pendleton,amillionairewitharealheartofgold,hadgivenGrangearanchofhisownonthehuge
PendletonranchpropertyinComancheWells,completewithaforemanandhousekeeper—Edandhis
daughter,Peg.
Beforethat,EdhadworkedonthePendletonranch,andPeghadspentmanylongmonthsbuilding
daydreamsaroundthehandsomeandenigmaticGrange.Hewastallanddark,withpiercingeyesand
anicelytannedface.He’dbeenamajorintheU.S.ArmyduringtheIraqwar,duringwhichhe’ddone
somethingunconventionalandmusteredouttoavoidageneralcourt-martial.Hissisterhad
committedsuicideoveralocalman,peoplesaid.Hewasasurvivorinthebestsenseoftheword,and
nowhewasworkingwiththedeposedLatinleader,EmilioMachado,toretakehiscountry,Barrera,
intheAmazonrainforest.
Pegdidn’tknowmuchaboutforeignplaces.She’dneverevenbeenoutofTexasandtheonlytime
she’devenbeenonaplanewasashorthopinapropeller-drivencropdusterownedbyafriendofher
father.Shewashopelesslynaiveabouttheworldandmen.
ButGrangedidn’tknowwhataninnocentshereallywas,andshewasn’tgoingtotellhim.For
weeks,she’dbeenvampinghimateveryturn.Inaniceway,ofcourse,butshewasdeterminedthatif
anywomaninsouthTexaslandedGrange,itwasgoingtobeherself.
Shedidn’twanthimtoformabadopinionofher,ofcourse,shejustwantedhimtofallsohead-
over-heelsinlovewithherthathe’dpropose.Shedreamedoflivingwithhim.Notthatshedidn’tlive
withhimnow,butsheworkedforhim.Shewantedtobeabletotouchhimwheneversheliked,hug
him,kisshim,do…otherthingswithhim.
Whenshewasaroundhim,herbodyfeltodd.Tight.Swollen.Thereweresensationsrisinginher
thatshe’dneverfeltbefore.She’ddatedveryinfrequentlybecausemostmendidn’treallyappealto
her.She’dthoughtsomethingmightbewrongwithher,infact,becauseshelikedshoppingwith
girlfriendsorgoingtomoviesalone,butshewasn’treallykeenongoingoutwithboyslikesomeof
thegirlsdid,everysinglenight.Shelikedtoexperimentwithnewdishesinthekitchen,andmake
bread,andtendtohergarden.Shekeptavegetablegardeninthespringandsummer,andworkedin
herflowerbedsyear-round.Grangeindulgedhermaniaforplanting,becauseheenjoyedthenice
organicvegetablessheputonthetable.GraciePendletonsharedflowersandbulbswithher,because
Gracielovedtogarden,too.
SoPegdatedrarely.Once,anicemanhadtakenhertoatheaterinSanAntoniotoseeacomedy.
She’denjoyedit,buthe’dwantedtostopbyhismotelonthewayhome.Sothatwasthat.Thenextman
shedatedtookhertoseethereptilesatthezooinSanAntonioandwantedtotakeherhometomeet
hisfamilyofpythons.Thatdatehadendedratherbadlyaswell.Pegdidn’tmindsnakes,solongas
theyweren’taggressiveandwantedtobite,butshedrewthelineatsharingamanwithseveralof
them.He’dbeenaniceman,too.Thenshe’dgoneoutwithSheriffHayesCarsononce.Hewasa
reallyniceman,withwonderfulmannersandasenseofhumor.He’dtakenhertothemoviestoseea
fantasyfilm.Ithadbeenterrific.ButHayeswasinlovewithanotherlocalgirl,andeverybodyknew
it,evenifhedidn’t.Hedated,toshowMinette,whoownedthelocalweeklynewspaper,thathewasn’t
piningforher.Sheboughtit,butPegdidn’t.Andshewasn’tabouttofallinlovewithamanwhose
heartwaselsewhere.
Afterthat,she’dstoppeddatingpeople.UntilherfatheracceptedthisjobworkingforGrange.Peg
hadseenhimaroundtheranch.Shewasfascinatedbyhim.Herarelysmiled,andhehardlyever
talkedtoher.Sheknewabouthismilitarybackground,andthathewasconsideredveryintelligent.He
spokeotherlanguagesandhedidoddjobsforEbScott,whoownedandoperatedacounterterrorism
schoolinJacobsville,justuptheroadfromComancheWellswhereGrangelived.Ebwasanex-
mercenary,likeanumberoflocalmen.RumorwasthatanumberofthemhadsignedonwithEmilio
Machadotohelphimrecoverhisgovernmentfromtheusurperwhowasputtinginnocentpeoplein
prisonandtorturingthem.Hesoundedlikeareallybadsort,andshehopedthegeneralwouldwin.
ButherworrywasaboutGrangeheadinguptheinvasionarmy.Hewasasoldier,andhe’dbeenin
thethickofbattleinIraq.Butevenagoodsoldiercouldbekilled.Pegworriedabouthim.Shewanted
totellhimhowmuchsheworried,butthetiminghadneverbeenright.
Sheteasedhim,playedwithhim,madehimallsortsofspecialdishesanddesserts.Hewaspolite
andgrateful,butheneverseemedtoreallylookather.Itwasirksome.Sosheplannedacampaignto
capturehisinterest.She’dbeenworkingonitforweeks.
Shewaylaidhiminthebarn,wearingablouseevenmorelow-cutthanthisone,andmadeapoint
ofbendingovertopickupstuff.Sheknewhehadtonoticethat,butheavertedhiseyesandtalked
abouthisnewpurebredheiferthatwasduetocalfsoon.
Thenshe’dtriedaccidentallybrushingupagainsthiminthehouse,squeezingpasthimina
doorwaysothatherbreastsalmostflattenedagainsthischestontheway.She’dpeepeduptoseethe
effect,buthe’davertedhiseyes,clearedhisthroatandgoneouttocheckonthecow.
Sincephysicalenticementsdidn’tseemtobedoingthetrick,shetriedanewtack.Everytimeshe
wasalonewithhim,shefoundawaytoinjectsensualtopicsintotheconversation.
“Youknow,”shemusedonedaywhenshe’dtakenacupofcoffeeouttohiminthebarn,“theysay
thatsomeofthenewbirthcontrolmethodsarereallyeffective.Almostahundredpercenteffective.
There’salmostnowayawomancouldgetpregnantwithamanunlessshereallywantedto.”
He’dlookedatherasifshe’dgrownanotherpairofeyes,clearedhisthroatandwalkedoff.
So,Romewasn’tbuiltinaday.Shetriedagain.Shewasalonewithhiminthekitchen,herfather
offonhispokernightwithfriends.
She’dleanedoverGrange,herbreastsbrushinghisbroadshoulder,toservehimapieceof
homemadeapplepiewithicecreamtogowithhissecondcupofblackcoffee.“Ireadthismagazine
articlethatsaysitisn’tsizethatmatterswithmen,it’swhattheydowithwhatthey’vegot…Oh,my
goodness!”
She’dgrabbedforadishcloth,becausehe’dknockedoverhiscoffee.
“Diditburnyou?”sheaskedhastily,asshemoppedupthemess.
“No,”hesaidcoldly.Hegotup,pickeduphispie,pouredhimselfafreshcupofcoffeeandleftthe
room.Sheheardhimgointohisownroom.Thedoorslammedbehindhim.Hard.
“WasitsomethingIsaid?”sheaskedtheroomatlarge.
***
Thattacticobviouslywasn’tgoingtoattracthim,either.Sonow,shewasgoingtotrydemureand
sensuous.Shehadtodosomething.Hewasgoingawaywiththegeneral,soon,toSouthAmerica.It
mightbealongtimeuntilshe’dseehimagain.Herheartwasalreadybreaking.Shehadtofindsome
waytomakehimnoticeher,tomakehimfeelsomethingforher.Shewishedsheknewmoreabout
men.Shereadarticlesinmagazines,shelookedontheinternet,shereadbooks.Nothingpreparedher
forseduction.
Shegrimaced.Shedidn’treallywanttoseducehimcompletely.Shejustwantedtomakehimwild
enoughtofeelthatmarriagewashisonlyoption.Well,no,shedidn’twanttotraphimintomarriage,
either.Shejustwantedhimtoloveher.
Howintheworldwasshegoingtodothat?
Grangedidn’tevendate.Well,he’dgoneoutatimeortwowithalocalgirl,andtherewasgossip
thathe’dhadapassionforGraciePendletonwhichwasunrequited.Buthewasnorounder.Notin
ComancheWells,anyway.Sheimaginedthathe’dhadplentyofopportunitytogetwomenwhenhe
wasinthemilitary.She’dheardhimtalkaboutthehigh-societypartieshe’dbeentointhenation’s
capital.He’dbeeninthecompanyofwomenwhowerewealthyandbeautiful,towhomhemighthave
lookedasattractiveanddesirableashedidtopoorPeg.Shewonderedhowexperiencedhewas.More
sothanshewas,certainly.Shewasflyingblind,tryingtointrigueamanwithskillsshedidn’tpossess.
Shewasstumblinginthedark.
Shegaveherreflectionalast,hopefullook,andwentouttoimpressGrange.
Hewassittinginthelivingroomwatchingatelevisionspecialonanacondas,filmedintheAmazon
jungle,wherehewasgoingshortly.
“Wow,aren’ttheyhuge?”sheexclaimed,perchingonthearmofthesofabesidehim.“Didyou
knowthatwhenthefemalesarereadytomate,malescomefrommilesaroundandtheyformamating
ballthatlastsfor…”
Hegotup,turnedoffthetelevision,mutteringcursesunderhisbreath,walkedoutthefrontdoor
andslammeditbehindhim.
Pegsighed.“Well,”shemusedtoherself,“eitherI’mgettingtohimorI’mgoingtoendupundera
bridgesomewhere,floatingonmyface.”Thatamusedher,andsheburstoutlaughing.
Herfather,EdLarson,cameinthedoor,puzzled.“Winslowjustpassedmeonhiswaytothebarn,”
heremarkedslowly.“HewasusingtheworstrangelanguageIeverheardinmylife,andwhenI
askedhimwhatwaswrong,hesaidthathecouldn’twaittogetoutofthecountryandthatifheever
gothishandsonananaconda,hewasgoingtopackitinaboxandsendithometoyouspecial
delivery.”
Hereyespopped.“What?”
“Veryoddman,”Edsaid,shakinghisheadashewentintothehouse.“Veryoddindeed.”
Pegjustgrinned.Apparentlyshewashavingsomesortofeffect.She’darousedGrangetopassion.
Evenifitwasonlyaburstofanger.
***
Shemadeacoconutcakefordessertthefollowingday.ItwasGrange’sfavorite.Sheusedaboiled
icingandsprinkledcoconutontopandthendolleditupwithredcherries.
Afteraquietandtensedinner,sheservedittothemen.
“Coconut,”EdLarsonexclaimed.“Peg,you’reawonder.Thisisjustlikeyourmotherusedto
make,”headdedashesavoredabiteofitwithasmileandclosedeyes.
Hermotherhaddiedofcanceryearsbefore.She’dbeenawonderfulcook,andoneofthesweetest
peoplePegeverknew.Hermotherhadtheknackofturningenemiesintofriends,withcompassion
andempathy.Peghadneverhadarealenemyinherlife,butshehopedthatifsheeverdid,her
mother ’sexamplewouldguideher.
“Thanks,Dad,”shesaidgently.
Grangewasdiggingintohisowncake.Hehesitatedattheredcandiedcherries,though,andnudged
twoofthemtoonesideonthesaucerwhilehefinishedthelastbiteofcake.
Peglookedathimwithwide,innocenteyes.“Don’tyoulike…cherries?”sheasked,withherlips
pursedsuggestively.
HeletoutawordthatcausedEd’seyebrowstoreachfortheceiling.
Thenheflushed,threwdownhisnapkinandgotup,hissensuouslipsmakingathinline.“Sorry,”
hebitoff.“Excuseme.”
Edgapedathisdaughter.“Whatintheworldiswrongwithhimlately?”heaskedhalfunderhis
breath.“Iswear,I’veneverseenamansoedgy.”Hefinishedhisowncake,oblivioustoPeg’s
expression.“Iguessit’sthisBarrerathing.Boundtomakeamanworry.He’shavingtoplanand
carryoutaninvolvedmilitarycampaignagainstasittingdictator,withasmallforceandoutofsight
ofmostgovernmentletteragencies,”headded.“I’dbeuptight,too.”
PeghopedGrangewasuptight,butnotforthosereasons.Sheblushedwhensherememberedwhat
she’dsaidtoWinslow.Ithadbeenacrudecomment,notworthyofheratall.She’dhavetobeless
blatant.Shedidn’twanttodrivehimawaybybeingtoocoarse.Shecursedherowntongueforitslack
ofskill.Shewasmakinghimmadderbytheday.Thatbroughttomindanotherpossiblecomplication.
Shecouldcostherfatherhisjobhereifshewenttoofar.Shewasgoingtohavetorethinkher
strategy,onceagain.
***
Soshepuzzledonitforacoupleofdaysanddecidedtotrysomethingalittledifferent.Shecurledher
hair,putonherbestSundaydressandsatdowninthelivingroomtowatcharecordingofTheSound
ofMusicwhensheknewGrangewasdueinfromridingfencelines.
Hewalkedin,hesitatedwhenhesawhersittinginhisplaceonthesofaandpausedbesideher.
“That’saveryoldfilm,”heremarked.
Shesmileddemurely.“Oh,yes.Butthemusiciswonderfulandbesides,it’saboutanunwhohasa
fairy-taleromancewithatitledgentlemanwhomarriesher.”
Heliftedaneyebrow.“Isn’tthatalittletameforyourtaste?”heasked,andinarathersarcastic
manner.
Shelookedupathimwithwidegreeneyes.“Why,whateverdoyoumean?”
“Whateverhappenedtoballsofanacondasandbirthcontrol?”heasked.
Shegasped.“Youthinkthatanacondasshouldusebirthcontrol?”sheasked,aghast.“Good
heavens,howeverintheworldwouldamaleanacondauseaprophylactic…Hello?”
Helefttheroomsoquicklythatsheimaginedatrailofflamebehindhim.Butjustashewentout
thedoor,shecouldhaveswornsheheardadeep,softchuckle.
1
“Idon’twanttogototheCattleman’sBall.”WinslowGrangewasemphaticaboutit.Heglaredatthe
otherman.Hisdarkeyeswerehostile.Ofcourse,theywereusuallyhostile.
Hisbossjustsmiled.JasonPendletonknewhisforemanverywell.“You’llhaveagoodtime,”he
said.“Youneedthebreak.”
“Break!”Grangethrewhisbighandsupintheairandturnedaway.“I’mgoingtoaSouth
Americancountrywithagroupofcovertopsspecialiststoretakeacountryunderabloodthirsty
dictator…”
“Exactly,”Jasonsaidblandly.“That’swhyyouneedthebreak.”
Grangeturnedbacktohim,withhishandsdeepinhisjeanspockets.Hegrimaced.“Listen,Idon’t
likepeoplemuch.Idon’tmixwell.”
“AndyouthinkIdo?”Jasonaskedreasonably.“Ihavetohobnobwithheadsofcorporations,
governmentregulators,federalauditors…butIcope.You’llbeabletodealwithit,too.”
“Iguessso.”Hedrewinalongbreath.“It’sbeenawhilesinceIledmenintobattle.”
Jasonliftedaneyebrow.“YouwentintoMexicotoliberatemywifewhenshewaskidnappedby
yourcurrentboss.”
“Anincursion.We’retalkingaboutawar.”Heturnedbacktothefence,leanedhisarmsonitand
staredblindlyatthepurebredcattlemunchingatarolled-uphaybale.“IlostmeninIraq.”
“MostlyduetoyourC.O.’sidioticorders,asIrecall,nottoyourowncompetence.”
Grangesaidgrimly,“Ilovedhiscourt-martial.”
“Servedhimright.”Jasonleanedagainstthefencebesidehim.“Pointis,youleadwell.That’sa
valuableabilitytoadeposedhead-of-statewho’sfightingtorestoredemocracytohiscountry.Ifyou
succeed,andIbelieveyouwill,they’llerectastatueofyousomewhere.”
Grangeburstoutlaughing.
“Buttheballisalocaltradition.Weallgo,anddonatetoimportantregionalcausesatthesame
time.Wegettogetheranddanceandtalkandhavefun.Yourememberwhatthatis,Grange,don’tyou?
Fun?”
Grangemadeaface.
“Youex-militaryguys,honesttoGod—”Jasonsighed.
“Don’tstartwithme,”Grangetoldhim.“Youjustrememberthatmymilitaryexperienceiswhy
Gracieisn’tlyingdeadinaditchsomewhere.”
Jasonshookhishead.“Ithinkaboutiteveryday.”Hedidn’tlikerememberingit.Graciehadalmost
died.Theircourtshiphadbeenrockyanddifficult.Theyweremarriednow,andexpectingtheirfirst
child.Graciehadthoughtshewaspregnantsoonaftertheirmarriage,onlyshe’dbeenmistaken.She
wasn’tthistime.Shewassixmonthspregnantandbeaming.Theywerehappytogether.Butithadn’t
beenaneasypathtothealtar.
“Iwasgoingtoaskherout,justbeforeyoumarriedGracie,”Grangesaidtoirritatetheotherman.
“Ievenboughtanewsuit.”
“Itwasn’twasted.It’sstillinstyle.YoucanwearittotheCattleman’sBall.Besides,”Jasonadded
withagrin,“youhavenocauseforcomplaint.Igaveyouatractoflandandaseedherdofpurebred
SantaGertrudis.”
“Youreallyshouldn’thavedonethat,”Grangetoldhimfirmly.“Itwasoverkill.”
“Itwasn’t.You’rethemostvaluableemployeeI’vegothere.Itwasabonus.Welldeserved.”
Grangesmiled.“Thanks.”Hemadeanotherface.“Butyoudidn’thavetothrowinEdLarsonand
hisdaughter.”
“Peg’ssweet,andshecookslikeanangel.”
Thedarkeyesglared.“She’safterme.Allthetime.Shesaysthings…”
“She’sbarelynineteen—ofcourseshesaysthings…”
“She’stryingtoseduceme,forGod’ssake!”heburstout,andhishighcheekbonesflushed.
Jason’seyebrowslifted.“YoudoknowthattheVictorianAgeisoveranddonewith?”
“Iamnotabouttostartplayinggameswithanineteen-year-old,”camethecurtreply.“Igoto
church,paymytaxesandgivetocharity.Idon’tevendrink!”
Jasonshookhishead.“Igiveup.You’realostcause.”
“Youwanttoseealostcause,lookaroundyou,”Grangebegan.“Wehavethehighestdivorcerate,
theugliesteconomyandthegreediestcorporateentitiesonearth….”
Jasonheldupahand.“I’msorry,butI’mdueinNewYorktheweekafterThanksgiving,”hesaid
drolly.
“Iwasn’tgoingtotakethatlongtogetmypointacross.”
“You’llhavetoplantyoursoapboxsomeplaceelse.Astotheball,ifyoudon’ttakePeg,whowill
youtake?”
Grangelookedhunted.“I’mgoingalone.”
“Oh,that’sgoingtoputyouoneverybody’sfrontpageforamonth.”
Hissensuallipsmadeastraightline.“I’mnottakingPeg!Herfatherworksforme!Sodoesshe,
whilewe’reonthesubject!”
“Icanlistallthepeoplewhotookemployeestopastballs,ifyoulike,”Jasonmused.
Grangeknewalreadywhatalistthatwouldbe,andmanyofthosecouplesendedupmarried.He
didn’twanttoopenthatcanofworms.
“It’sonlyforaboutthreehours,”Jasoncontinued.“What’stheharm?Andaren’tyouleavingthe
countrytwodayslater?”
“Yes.”
“Thinkofitasahappymemorytotakewithyou.”
Heshiftedandavertedhiseyes.Heranahandthroughhisthick,blackhair.“Pegwon’thavethe
moneyforapartydress.”
“Wehaveanewboutiqueintown.Thedesigner,BessTruman,istryingtodrumupbusiness,so
she’soutfittedhalfthetown’seligiblewomenwithherstock.RememberNancy,ourpharmacist?
She’sgotagreengownthatsheworeforaneventthatwasfilmedonthelocaltelevisionstation.
Bonnie,herassistant,hasaredonethatstoppedtraffic.Literally.EvenHolly,whoworkswiththem,
gotagoldone.SoBess,she’sthedesigner,shegavePegonetowearalso.”
“Goingtotellmewhatcoloritis?”Grangedrawledsarcastically.
“You’llhavetowaitandsee.”Jasongrinned.“Graciesaidit’sthemostgorgeousofthelot.”
Grangestillhesitated.
“Askher,”Jasonsaid,andhewassolemn.“You’vebeenwalkingaroundaloneforalongtime.You
don’tdateanybody.It’stimeyourememberedwhymenlikewomen.”
Hiseyesnarrowed.“Gracieputyouuptothis.Didn’tshe?”
Jasonshruggedandpursedhislips.“Pregnantwomenhavecravings.Strawberryicecreamwith
pickletopping,crushedicewithmango,theirfriendsgettingaskedtoholidayballs…”Heglancedat
Grangewithtwinklingeyes.“Youwouldn’twanttoupsetGracie?”
“Yeah,hitmeinmyweakspot,whydon’tyou?”Grangemuttered.
Jasongrinnedwider.
Heshrugged.“Okay.Ishouldbetestingweaponsanddrillingmen.ButI’lltaketheeveningoffand
escortPegtoaballIdon’twanttoattend.Whynot?”
“Andbenice,couldyou?”Jasongroaned.“Justonce?”
Hesnarled.“Ihatenice.I’mnotnice.IwasamajorinaforwardcompanyinIraq.”
“Itwillbegoodpracticeforwhenyouhavetocharminsurgentstosurrendertoyourboss,the
general.”
Grangesmiledcoldly.“Iwon’tneedcharm.Ihaveseveralretooledautomaticweaponsandafew
grenades.”
Jasonjustshookhishead.
***
PegwasinthekitchenwhenGrangewalkedthroughthedoorofhisranchhouse.Jasonhadgivenhim
thehousewiththeproperty,againsthisprotests.Grangewasstill,technically,Jason’sforemanonthe
hugePendletonComancheWellsproperty.Butwhenhehadfreetime,hecouldbuilduphisownherd
andrenovatethehugewhiteelephantofahouse.JasonwaspayingEd’ssalary.Grangewaspaying
Peg’s.
HeneverfailedtoappreciateJason’sgenerosity.Theoldermanwasafanaticaboutrepayingdebts,
andhefeltthatheowedGrangealotforsavingGracie.Grangerefusedmoney,soJasonhadfound
anotherwaytorepayhim:theland,thehouseandtheseedherd.Itwasworthasmallfortune,butit
wasimpossibletogetaroundJasonwhenhewasdetermined.Graciehadalsobeendetermined.Inthe
end,Grangegaveupandacceptedwithwhatevergracehecouldmanage.Itwasahellofareward.But
ithadbeenadesperateanddangerousmission.Hecouldhavedied,socouldhismen.He’dmanaged
therescueinshorttime,andwithnoseriouscasualties.Hehoped,heprayed,he’dbeabletodothe
samewithEmilioMachado’sinvasionforcetheweekafterThanksgiving,whentheywenttoSouth
AmericatoliberateBarrerafromamercilessdictatorwhohadledacoupagainstMachado.
Pegwasnineteen,vivacious,withlongblondhairandgreeneyesandawickedsmile.Sheandher
fatherhadbeenaloneforfiveyears,sincethedeathofhermotherfromanaggressive,vicious
cancer.ThetwoofthemhadendedupworkingforJasonPendleton,buthisobligationtoGrangehad
settledthemhere,inthisoldhouse.
Neitherofthemminded.EdlovedbeingforemanofGrange’ssmalloperation.Hegotthesame
salaryhe’ddrawnfromJasonatthePendletonranchproperty,butthedutieswerelessrigorousand
hehadmorefreetime.Peg,ontheotherhand,onlyhadtocookforthethreeofthem,andshewas
goodatit.NotthatthebunkhousecookatJason’splacedidn’tstopbyfrequentlytobegpiesandcakes
fromher,becausehecouldn’tdothose.Pegneverminded.Shelovedtocook.
“Youshouldbeincollege,”Grangesaidwithoutpreamblewhenhewalkedintothekitchenwhere
shewasjustputtingameatloafintotheoven.
Sheglancedathim,laughedandstirredherpotatoes,whichwereboiling.“Sure.I’llgotoHarvard
nextsemester.RemindmetoaskDadforthetuition.”
Heglaredather.“Therearescholarships.”
“Iwasastraight-Cstudent.”
“Work-study.”
Sheturnedaroundandlookedupathim.Itwasalongway.Sheonlycameuptohischin.Herlong,
lightblondhairwasintwopigtailsandhersweatshirtwasspottedwithgrease.Sowereherjeans.She
neverworeanapron.Shepointedthespoonathim.“AndwhatwouldIstudy,exactly?”
“Homeeconomics?”
Shegloweredathim.“Doyoureallywantmetogotocollegeandliveinacoeddorm?”
“Excuseme?”
“Adormthathasmenandwomenlivinginthesamerooms,whentheydon’tevenknoweach
other?DoyouthinkI’mundressinginanapartmentwithamanIdon’tknow?”
Hegapedather.“Youhavetobekidding.”
“Iamnot.Theyhavedormsformarriedcouples.Theresthavenochoiceaboutwhethertheirdorm
matesaremaleorfemale.”Sheglaredharder.“Iwasraisedtobelievethatthingsworkinacertain
way.That’swhyIliveinaplacewherepeoplethinklikeIdo.”Sheshrugged.“Ireadthisoldbookby
aguynamedToffler.Thirtyyearsago,hepredictedthattherewouldbepeopleoutofstepwith
societyandwhocouldn’tfitin.”Sheturnedtohim.“That’sme.Outofstep.Can’tfitin.Doesn’t
belonganywhere.Well,anywhereexceptJacobsville.OrComancheWells.”
Hehadtoadmit,hedidn’tliketheideaofherlivinginadormwithmalestudentsshedidn’tknow.
Ontheotherhand,hewouldn’tlikebeingforcedtolivewithsomewomanhedidn’tknow.Howthe
worldhadchangedinadecadeorso!
Heleanedagainstthewall.“Okay.Iguessyou’reright.Butyoucouldcommutetoacollege,or
throughtheinternet.”
“I’vethoughtaboutthat.”
Hestudiedherprettybowofamouth,herroundedchin,herelegantneck.Hereyeswereherfinest
feature,butthepigtailsandlackofmakeupdidnothingforher.
Shesawwherehewasstaringandgrinned.“Deterrents.”
Heblinked.“Excuseme?”
“Mypigtailsandmylackofmakeup.Theykeepsuitorsaway.Ifyoudon’tcareaboutfancyclothes
andmakeup,you’resmart,right?Somendon’tlikesmartwomen.”
Hecockedaneyebrow.“IfIwantedarelationship,I’dlikeasmartwoman.Ihaveadegreein
politicalsciencewithadoublemajorinthatandArabiclanguagestudies.”
Theforkshewastestingherpotatoeswithwassuspendedinmidair.“YouspeakArabic?”
Henodded.“Severaldialects.”
Hereyesfell.“Oh.”Shehadn’trealizedthathewascollegeeducated.Shefeltsuddenlyinadequate.
He’dsaidthatsheneededtogotocollegeherself.Didhefindherunattractivebecausehermind
wasn’tdevelopedlikehis?Ordidhewanthertoleave?
Hefrowned.Shelookedworried.HerecalledwhatJasonhadsaidaboutthatdesignergownshe’d
beenloaned.Hegrimaced.Well,hedidn’treallyhaveanyplanstotakeanotherwoman…
“HowaboutgoingtotheCattleman’sBallwithme?”heaskedbluntly.
Shewentfromdoubtandmiserytoeuphoriainfivesecondsflat.Shegapedathim.“Me?”
“Well,Idon’tthinkyourDadwouldlookverygoodinaballgown,”hereplied.
“Theball,”shesaid,confused.
Henodded.“Ihateparties,”hesaidflatly.“ButIguessIcanstanditforacoupleofhours.”
Shenodded.Shelookedblank.
“Ifyouwanttogo?”heasked,becauseshelooked…Hewasn’tsurehowshelooked.
“Yes!”
Helaughed.Theforkhadflownoutofherhandinherexcitement.Itlanded,oddly,rightinthesink.
Helaughedharder.“Nicetoss.YoumightconsidertheNBA.”
“Oh,Idon’tplayfootball.”
Hestartedtotellheritwasbasketball,butshewasbeaming,andshelookedreallypretty.He
smiled.Hisdarkeyessparkled.“Justajoke.”
“Okay.”
Heshoulderedawayfromthewall.“I’llgetbacktowork.We’llleaveaboutsixonSaturday.
They’reservingcanapésandwhatnot.Idon’tthinkyou’llneedtocooksupper,exceptsomethingfor
yourdad.”
Shenodded.“Okay.”
Hesmiledandwalkedout.
Pegbarelynoticedthepotatoesuntilwatersplashedoutontothestove.Shetestedthemwithaclean
forkandmovedthepanofftheburner.Shewasgoingtotheball.ShefeltlikeCinderella.She’dfixup
herfaceandhairandmakeGrangeproud.Itwouldbethehappiestnightofherentirelife.Shefeltas
ifshewerewalkingonairasshestartedtomashthepotatoesinabigceramicbowl.
***
“Ihearyou’regoingtotheball,”EdLarsonteasedafterthey’dsharedsupperwithGrange.
Sheblushed.She’dbeendoingthatallthroughthemeal.ItwasalmostareliefwhenGrangewent
outtocheckthelivestock.
“Yes,”shesaid.“Iwasshockedthatheaskedme.I’llbetGraciehadherhusbandgoadhimintoit,
though,”sheaddedsadly.“I’msurehesaidalreadythathewasn’tgoing.”
“I’mgladheis,”Edsaid.Hisfacewassolemnashetookasipofcoffee.“Rumoristhathisgroup
isleavingwithEmilioMachadoverysoon.Revolutionisneverpretty.”
“Sosoon?”sheblurtedout.Sheknewaboutthemission.Therewerenosecretsinsmalltowns.
Besides,RickMarquez,whoseadoptedmotherBarbararantheJacobsvillecafé,hadturnedouttobe
GeneralMachado’sson.
“Yes,”herfatherreplied.
“He’lldie.”
“No,hewon’t,”hesaid,andsmiled.“Winslowwasamajorinthearmy.Heservedinspecopsin
Iraqandhecamehome.He’llbefine.”
“Youthinkso.Really?”
“Really.”
Shesighed.“Whydopeoplefight?”
Hiseyeshadafarawayexpression.“Sometimesforstupidreasons.Sometimesforreallypatriotic
ones.Inthiscase,”headded,glancingather,“tostopadictatorfromhavingpeopleshotintheirown
homesforquestioninghispolicies.”
“Goodheavens!”
Henodded.“GeneralMachadohadademocraticgovernment,withhandpickedheadsof
departments.Hetouredhiscountry,talkedtohispeopletoseewhattheirneedswere.Hesetup
committees,hadrepresentativesfromindigenousgroupsonhiscouncil,evenworkedwith
neighboringcountriestosetupfree-tradeagreementsthatwouldbenefittheregion.”Heshookhis
head.“Sohegoestoanothercountrytotalkaboutoneofthoseagreements,andwhilehe’saway,this
serpentbringsinhispoliticalcronies,hasthemputinchargeofthemilitaryandoverthrowsthe
government.”
“Niceguy,”shesaidsarcastically.
“Thegeneral’sright-handman,too,hispoliticalchief,ArturoSapara,”Edcontinued.“Saparatakes
overthegovernmentthenheclosesdownthetelevisionandradiostationsandputsarepresentativein
eachnewspaperofficetoreportdirectlytohim.Hecontrolsallthemassmedia.Heputscameras
everywhereandspiesonthepeople.Somebodysays,anyonehedoesn’tlike…theydisappear,liketwo
internationallyknowncollegeprofessorsdisappearedafewmonthsago.”
“Ouch.”
“Peoplethinkthingslikethatcan’thappentothem.”Hesighed.“Theycanhappenanywherethatthe
publicturnsablindeyetoinjustice.”
“Ididn’trealizeitwasthatbad.”
“Machadosayshe’snotgoingtostandbyandlettheworkheputintothatdemocracygodownthe
drain.It’stakenhimmonthstomountacounteroffensive,buthe’sgotthemenandthemoneynow,
andhe’sgoingtoact.”
“Ihopehewins.”Shegrimaced.“Ijustdon’twantGrangetodie.”
Hechuckled.“Youunderestimatethatyoungman,”heassuredher.“He’slikeacat.He’sgotnine
lives.Andhethinksoutsidethebox,whichiswhatmakeshimsoinvaluabletoMachado.Example,”
headded,hiseyestwinklingashewarmedtohissubject,“NorthAfricaintheearlydaysoftheNorth
AfricancampaigninWorldWarII.ThecommandingGermanfieldmarshal,Rommel,hadonlya
handfuloftroopscomparedtotheBritish.Buthewantedthemtothinkhehadmore.Sohehadhis
menmarchthroughtowninaparade,goaroundthecornerandmarchthroughagainseveraltimesto
givetheappearanceofnumbers.Healsohadhugefans,aircraftengines,hookedupbehindtrucksto
blowupthedesertsandandmakehiscolumnappearlargerthanitreallywas.Byusingsuchtricks,he
psychedouttheoppositionforalongtime.That’swhatIcallthinkingoutsidethebox.”
“Wow.IneverheardofthatGermanofficer.”
Hegaveherablankstare.“Excuseme?Didn’tyoustudyaboutWorldWarIIinschool?”
“Sure.WelearnedaboutthisgeneralcalledEisenhowerwholaterbecamepresident.Oh,andthis
guyChurchillwhowastheleaderinEngland.”
“WhataboutMontgomery?Patton?”
Sheblinked.“Whowerethey?”
Hefinishedhiscoffeeandgotupfromthetable.“I’llquoteGeorgeSantayana,aHarvard
professor.‘Thosewhocannotrememberthepastarecondemnedtorepeatit.’Andfortherecord,
highschoolhistoryneedsretooling!”
“Modernhistory.”Shemadeaface.“Alotofdatesandinsignificantfacts.”
“Thestuffoflegends.”
“Ifyousayso.”
Heglaredather,grimacedandgaveup.“We’releavingtheworldinthehandsofshallowthinkers
whenweoldonesdie.”
“Iamnotashallowthinker,”sheprotested.“Ijustdon’tlikehistory.”
Hecockedhishead.“Grangedoes.”
Sheavertedhereyes.“Doeshe?”
“Militaryhistory,especially.Wehaverunningdebatesonit.”
Sheshrugged.“Iguessitwouldn’thurttocheckitoutonGoogle.”
“Therearebooksinthebookcase,”hesaid,aghast.“Real,honesttogoodnessbooks!”
“Deadtrees,”shemuttered.“Killatreetomakeabook,whenthereareperfectlygoodebooksfor
saleallovertheweb.”
Hethrewuphishands.“I’mleaving.Nextyou’llbetellingmethatyouagreewithallthebookstore
andlibraryclosingsalloverthecountry.”
Shehesitated.“Ithinkit’sverysad,”shesaidunexpectedly.“Alotofpeoplecan’taffordtobuy
books,evenusedones.Sothelibraryhasallthatknowledgeavailableforfree.Whatarepeople
goingtodowhentheydon’thaveanywaytolearnthingsexceptinschool?”
Hecamebackandhuggedher.“NowIknowyou’rereallymydaughter.”Hechuckled.
Shegrinned.“Aw,shucks.”Sheloweredherheadandscuffedhertoeonthefloor.“Twarn’t
nothing,”shedrawled.
Helaughedandwentaway.
“Pie?”shecalledafterhim.
“Waitanhourorsountildinnerhastimetosettle!”hecalledback.
“Okay.”
***
Sheheatedupacupofcoffeeandcarrieditthroughthehouse,outthebackdoorandintothebarn.
Grangewassittingoutthereinanoldcane-bottomwoodenchairwithaprizeheiferthatwascalving
forthefirsttime.Hewouldn’tadmitit,buthewasattachedtotheSantaGertrudisfirst-timemother,
whomhecalledBossie.Shewashavingahardtime.
“Damnedbigbullthatsiredthiscalf,”hemuttered,acceptingthecoffeewithagratefulsmile.“If
I’dknownwhothesirewas,I’dneverhaveletTomHayessellmethispregnantheifer.”
Shegrimaced.Sheknewaboutbirthweightratios.Afirst-timemotherneededasmallcalf.The
herdsirewhobredthisonewashuge,whichmeantamuchhigherbirthweightthanwas
recommended.Itwouldendangerthemother.
“Ihopeshe’lldookay.”
“Shewill,ifIhavetohavethevetcomeouthereandsitwithherallnightandpayhim.”
Shelaughed.“Dr.BentleyRydelwoulddoitforfree.Helovesanimals.”
“Goodthing.Hisbrother-in-lawsureisone.Ananimal,Imean.”
“Youreallyhaveitinformercenaries,don’tyou?”sheasked,curious.
“Notallofthem,”hereplied.“EbScott’sbunchisanotchabovetherest.ButKellDrake,Rydel’s
brother-in-law,wasacareermilitarymanandhethrewitalluptogooffsearchingforadventurein,
ofallplaces,Africa!”
“IsAfricaworsethanSouthAmerica?”sheasked,makingapoint.
“Muchworse,becauseyouhavesodamnedmanyfactionstryingtogetafootholdthere,”he
replied.“Mostoftheaidthat’ssentneverreachesthestarvingmasses,itgoestosaleforthehighest
bidderandthemoneygoesinsomewarlord’spocket.”Heshookhishead.“Gunsdon’treallysolve
problems,youknow.Butneitherdoesdiplomacywhenyouhavetworeligionssluggingitoutinthe
sameregion,plusclasswarfare,tribalconflicts,greedycorporations…”
“Isthereanybodyyoulike?”sheaskedpointedly.
“GeorgePatton.”
Shelaughed,rememberingherfatherhadmentionedthename.“Who’she?”
Hiseyesalmostpopped.
“Well,I’myoung,”shemuttered.“Youcan’texpectmetoknoweverything.”
Hedrewinalongbreath.Shewas.Veryyoung.Itmadehimuncomfortable.“Hewasafamous
generalinWorldWarII.HeservedinseveraltheatersofoperationsfortheAllies,predominantlythe
NorthAfricanandEuropeancampaigns.”
“Oh,thatPatton!”sheexclaimed.“MydadwastellingmeaboutaGermangeneralnamedRommel
inNorthAfrica.ThentherewasthismovieIwatched…didPattonreallydothosethings?”
Hechuckled.“Someofthem.IwentthroughWestPointwithadistantcousinofhis.”
“Neat!”
Hefinishedthecoffee.“Youshouldgobackin.It’sgettingcold.”
Shetookthecupfromhisoutstretchedhand.“Itis.”
“Thanksforthecoffee.”
Sheshrugged.“Welcome.”Sheglancedattheheifer,whowasstaringatthemwithwidebrown
eyes.“IhopeBossiedoesokay.”
Hesmiled.“Me,too.Thanks.”
Shenodded,smiledandlefthimthere.
***
Thenextmorning,theveterinarian’struckwassittingatthebarn.Beforesheevenstartedbreakfast,
Pegranoutthebackdooranddowntothebarn.She’dworriedaboutthemothercowallnight.
Grangewasleaningagainstapost,talkingtothevet.Theybothturnedwhenshewalkedin.
“Well?”sheaskedalittlehesitantly,becauseshewasconcerned.
Grangesmiled.“Bullcalf.Motherandbabydoingfine.”
Sheletoutasigh.“Thankgoodness!”
Grangegrinnedatherobviousrelief.
“Ifyou’dliketostayforbreakfast,”shetoldthevet,“I’mmakingbiscuitsandfreshsausageand
eggs.Wehavehensandhe—”shepointedatGrange“—boughtusafreezerfullofporksausageand
ribsandloins.”Shegrinned.“We’rerich!”
Theybothlaughed.
“You’reverywelcometostay,”Grangetoldhim.“Shecooksplenty.Andshe’sagoodcook.”
Pegblushed.Hereyessparkled.“Nicetobeappreciated.”
“Inthatcase,I’dlovetojoinyou,thanks.”
“I’llgetbusy.”Sheranallthewaybacktothehouse.Grangelikedhercooking.Shecouldhave
floated.
2
“What’syourbrother-in-lawuptothesedays?”Grangeaskedtheirguest.
Hegotadrolllookinreply.“KellDrakealwayschangesthesubjectwhenIask.Butheandoneof
hiscronieswerereportedlyuptotheirearsinsomeprojectinSouthAfricathatinvolvesguns.Idon’t
bothertoask,”BentleyRydeladdedwhenGrangestartedanotherquestion.“It’sawasteofbreath.He
wasworkingonsomethingwithRourke,butIhearhe’sgoingoverseaswithyou,”headdedwitha
pointedlook.
“Rourke,”Grangesighed,shakinghishead.“Nowthere’sapieceofwork.”
“Who’sRourke?”Pegwantedtoknow.
“Somebodyyoudon’tevenneedtomeet,”Grangetoldherfirmly.“He’sa…”
“Please.”Bentleyhelduphishand,chuckling.“There’saladypresent.”
“You’reright,”Grangeagreed,sippingcoffee,withasmileinPeg’sdirection.
Peglaughed.
“Well,Rourke’sinaclassallhisown,”Grangecontinued.“EvenourpolicechiefinJacobsville,
CashGrier,avoidshim,andGrier ’sworkedwithsomescoundrelsinhistime.Wordis,”headded,
“thatKilraven,whousedtoworkforsomefederalagencyundercoverinGrier ’sdepartment,almost
cametoblowswithRourkeoverthewomanhemarried.”
“Aladies’man,ishe?”Edasked.
“Hardtosay,”Grangereplied.“Hethinksheis.”
“He’sdefinitelygottheconnections,”Bentleymused.“Rumorhasitthathe’stheillegitimatesonof
billionaireK.C.Kantor,whowasonceattheforefrontofmostconflictsintheAfricanstates.”
“I’vereadabouthim,”Edreplied.“Afascinatingman.”
“Henevermarried.Theysayhewasinlovewithawomanwhobecameanun.Hehasagodchild
whomarriedintoarichWyomingranchingfamily.”
“Well!”Edexclaimed.“Thethingsyoulearnaboutpeople!”
“True.”Bentleycheckedhiswatch.“Gottarun,I’mdoingsurgeryattheofficeinthirtyminutes.”
Hegotup.“Thanksforbreakfast,Peg,”headdedwithasmile.
“You’rewelcome.TellyourwifeIsaidhello.Cappiewasafewgradesaheadofmeinschool,butI
knewher.She’sasweetie.”
“I’lltellheryousaidso,”hesaidwithagrin.“Seeyou.”
ThemenwalkedhimouttohistruckwhilePegclearedawaythebreakfastdishes.Sheput
everythinginthedishwasherandwentupstairstoseewhatshehadinthewayofaccessoriesforher
bignightattheball.Cinderella,shethoughtamusedly.That’sme.
***
Peglovedtoplantthings.Especiallybulbs.Sheknewthatnextspring,thehyacinthsandtulipsand
daffodilsandnarcissusbulbsthatshewasplantingnowwouldbegloriousincolorandscent.
Hyacinths,shemused,smelledbetterthanthemostexpensiveperfume.Sheknewaboutexpensive
perfume;shespentalotoftimeatcosmeticcounterssniffingit.She’dneverbeabletobuyanyofthat
forherself.ButshelovedtosampletheluxuriousscentswhenshewenttothemallinSanAntonio.
Shecouldn’tgothatoften,butshealwaysmadethemostofeachtrip.
Shefinishedputtingthelastofthehyacinthsin,andgotupfromtheground.Herwhitesweatshirt
wasstreakedwithdirt.Probablyherhairwas,too.Butshelovedtoplayinthedirt.SodidJason
Pendleton’swife,Gracie,who’dsentherthebulbs.Gardenerswerealmostalwaysfriendsatfirst
sight.Therewasakinshipamongpeoplewholovedtoplantthings.
Grangedroveupatthebarn,cuttheengineandgotout.HewalkeduptoPegandstaredatthelong
rectangularflowerbedshe’dputrightnexttothebarn.Hefrowned.
“It’sconvenienttothesourceofmybestfertilizer,”shepointedout.
Ittookhimafewsecondstopuzzlethatout.Shewastalkingaboutanimalwaste,whichwasorganic
andquiteeffective.Hechuckled.“Isee.”
“Mrs.Pendletonsentmethebulbs.They’reniceones,fromherowngarden.Youdon’treally
mind…?”
Heshookhishead.“Amuseyourself.Idon’tcare.”
“Dad’sgonetothemarket,”shesaid,wide-eyed.“Wouldyouliketoravishmewhilehe’saway?”
Heglaredather.Thiswasherusualwayofteasing,anditwasbeginningtogettohiminwayshe
didn’tlike.“No,Iwouldnot,”hesaidfirmly.
Sheglaredback.“Honestly,you’restuckbackintheiceage!Everybodydoesitthesedays!”
“Includingyou?”
“Ofcourse,me,”shescoffed.“I’vehadsexcontinuouslysinceIwasfourteen.”
Hiseyesweregrowingdarker.Hewasshockedandtryingnottoshowit.Pegdidn’tappeartohim
asarounder.Washethatbadajudgeofcharacter?
“It’snobigdeal!”sheexclaimed.“Youaresuchathrowback!”
Heturnedonhisheelandstormedoffintothebarn.Hedidn’tlikethinkingthatPegwas
promiscuous.Hewastooold-fashionedtothinkitwasalaudablelifestyle,regardlessofhowmany
peopledid.
Shefollowedhimintothebarn,wavinghertrowelintheair.“Listen,peopledon’thavetoabideby
ancientdoctrinesthathavenoplaceinmodernsociety,”sheburstout.“Thereisn’toneshowon
televisionthathaspeoplegettingmarriedbeforetheyindulge!”
Hewhirled,glaring.“That’sexactlywhyIdon’twatchtelevision.”
“You’rejustthekindofmanwhothinkswomenshouldbesaintsandgoaroundinfrillyclothes
andbeseenyetnotheard!”
“Andyou’rethesortwhothinkstheyshoulddresslikestreetwalkersandthrowoutprofanitywith
everyotherbreath!”
Shetossedthetrowelawayandwentrightuptohim.“Ithreatenyou,don’tI,”sheteased.“You’re
madforme,butyouthinkI’mtooyoungandinnocent…!”
Thesuddenpausewasbecause,inalightning-fastmovethatshehadn’tanticipated,hebackedher
rightintothebarnwall,slammedhispowerfulbodydownonhersandkissedherwithanexpertise
andinsistencethatmadeherheartstopdead.
“Damnyou,”hegroundoutagainsthermouth,andbothhandswenttoherhips,grindingtheminto
thesuddenarousalthatwasasunexpectedasitwaspainful.
Shewassorryshe’dmadesuchclaims.Shewasscaredtodeath.She’dneverevenbeenkissed
exceptoncebyaboywhowasevenmorebashfulthanshe’dbeen,andthekisshadbeenalmost
repulsivetoher.Sinceshe’dhadfeelingsforGrange,shehadn’tevendated.
Nowherehewastakingheruponherstupidoffer,andthinkingshewasexperiencedandshedidn’t
evenknowwhattodo.Worse,hewasscaringhertodeath.She’dneverfeltanarousedman’sbody.It
wasoddlythreatening,likethelipsthatwereforcinghersapartinakissthatwasyearstooadultfor
herlied-aboutworldlyexperience.
Hersmallhandswereagainsthisshirtfront,pushing.Shetriedtoturnherfaceaside.“Ple…please,”
shechokedoutwhenshemanagedtoescapehisdevouringmouthforafewseconds.
Hisheadwasspinning.ShetastedlikethefinestFrenchchampagne.Shefeltlikeheavenagainst
him.Shewassoftandwarmanddelicatelyscented,andshearousedhimasnootherwomaneverhad
inhiswholelife.
She’dhadmen.Shebraggedaboutit.Butassanitycamebackinacoldrush,hebecameawareof
hernervoushandsonhischest,ofherwhispered,franticplea.Heliftedhisheadandlookedpoint-
blankintoherwide,softgreeneyes.Andheknewthen,knewforcertain,thatshe’dneverhadaman
inheryounglife.
“Standstill!”hebitoffwhenshetriedtomoveherhipsawayfromthepressofhis.
Theurgencyinhistonestilledher.Sheswallowed,hard,andswallowedagain,whileheslowly
movedbackfromher,hishandsclenchedasheturnedaway.Avisibleshudderwentthroughhis
straightback.
Shebarelyregisteredit.Shewasshaking.Sheleanedbackagainstthebarnwall,herarmscrossed
overherbreasts.Theyfeltoddlytightandswollen.Shefeltswollensomeplaceelse,too,butshe
didn’tknowwhy.Sheshouldhavelistenedmorecarefullyinhealthclassinsteadofreadingbookson
archaeologywhiletheteacherdronedonandonaboutcontraception,andtheclinicaldetails.Boring.
Theoryandpractice,shedecided,weresometimesunrelated,itseemed.
Afteraminute,Grangedrewinalong,steadyingbreath,andturnedbacktoPeg.
Shecouldn’tmeethiseyes.Shewasflushedandnervousandshattered.
Hervulnerabilitytooktheedgeoffhistemper.Hemovedbacktoher,cuppedherovalfaceinhis
big,warmhandsandforcedhereyestomeethis.
“Youlittleliar,”hechided,buthewassmiling.Hedidn’tevenseemtobemad.
Sheswallowedoncemore.
Hebentandkissedhereyelidsshut,tastingsaltytears.“Don’tcry,”hemurmuredtenderly.“You’re
safe.”
Herlipstrembled.Thecaresswasoutofherexperience.Itwassomuchmorepoignantthanthe
hard,insistentkissthathadcomewithoutrespectortenderness.Thiswasaworldawayfromthat.
Herhandsflattenedagainsthissoftflannelshirt,feelingthemuscleandwarmthandheavy
heartbeatunderit.Shesavoredthefeelofhislipsonherskin.
“Andnowweknowthatmakingfalseclaimsandbeingaggressivecanleadtomisunderstandings,
don’twe?”hemurmured.
“Yes,well,weshouldhavepaidmoreattentioninhealthclassinsteadofcovertlyreading
archaeologyjournals,”shesaidunsteadily.
Heliftedhishead.“Archaeology?”
Shemanagedaweaksmile.“Iliketodiginthedirt.Plantingthings,diggingupartifacts,it’ssortof
similar,isn’tit?”
Helaughedsoftly.“Ifyousayso.”
Shesearchedhiseyes,feelingvulnerable.“You’renotmad?”
Heshookhishead.“Ashamed,abit,though.”
“Why?Itwasmyfault,”shepointedoutbluntly.“Iwasreallyoutofline.I’msorry.”
Hesighed.“Me,too.”
Shepeeredupathim.“Youstillwanttotakemetotheball,don’tyou?”sheworriedaloud.
Hiseyesnarrowed.“Morethananything,”hereplied,andhisvoicewaslikedeepvelvet.
Sheflushed.Shesmiled.“Okay!”
Hekissedhernose.“Getoutofhere.I’vegottocheckonmyheifer.”
“Cow,”shecorrected.“She’sacow,nowthatshe’samother.”
Hiseyebrowsarched.
“Sorry.”
Hechuckled.“Ihavetocheckonmycow,”hecorrected.
Shegrinnedandstartedtoleave.
“Peg.”
Sheturned.Hernameonhislipshadamagicalsound.
“Myfatherwasaminister,”hesaidquietly,andwatchedherflushassherecalledthethingsshe’d
spoutedofftohim.
“Oh,gosh,”shegroaned.
“Hewasn’tafanatic,”headded.“Buthehadaverysolidtakeonwhatlifeshouldbe,asopposedto
whatotherpeoplethoughtwaspermissible.Hesaidthattheonlythingthatseparatedhumanbeings
fromanimalswasthenobilityofspiritthatwentwithrespectforalllife.Religion,hesaid,alongwith
thearts,wasthefoundationofanycivilization.Whenthosetwothingsfell,sodidsociety.”
Shesearchedhisface.“OneofmyarchaeologicaljournalstalksabouttheEgyptiancivilization,”
shesaid,movingbacktohim.“Theartswentfirst,followedbythereligionthathadbeenpracticed
forcenturies.OrlikeRome,whenitabsorbedsomanyotherculturesandnationalitiesandthey
couldn’tmix,sotheyendedupdividingthenationanditfelltointernalconflict.”
Hesmiled.“Youshouldgotocollegeandstudyanthropology.”
“Chancewouldbeafinething.”
“JasonPendletonendowsscholarshipsatseveraluniversities.Ifyoureallywantedtogo,he’dsend
you.”
Sheflushed.“Wow!Youthinkso?”
“Ido.”
Shegrimaced.“Well,there’sthatlivingincoeddormsthing,”shesaidreluctantly.
Thatwaswhenherememberedtheirtalkonthatsubjectearlier,beforeshe’dclaimedexperience
shedidn’thave.Heshouldhaverememberedthatwhileshewasmakingheroutspokenclaims.A
womanwhodidn’twanttoliveinacoeddormobviouslywouldn’tapproveofsleepingaround.He’d
forgotten.
Hetouchedherhair.“Youcouldliveoffcampus.”
Shelookedupathim,searchinghisdarkeyes.“Who’dtakecareofyouandDad?”
Hefeltajoltinhisheart.Ithadn’toccurredtohimuntilthenhowwellshetookcareofhim.
Freshlywashedlinenonhisbed,dustedsurfaces,littletreatstuckedintohissaddlebagswhenhewent
ridingthefenceline,hiscoatalwaysprominentinthefrontoftheclosetsothathehadeasyaccessto
it.
“Youspoilme,”hesaidafteraminute,andhewasn’tsmiling.“Itisn’twise.I’velivedhardmostof
mylifeinthemilitary.Idon’twanttogetsoft.”
“Thatwon’teverhappen,”sheassuredhim.“YouhavethatsamerefinedroughnessthatHannibal
wassupposedtohavewhenhefoughtScipioAfricanus,thefamousRomangeneral,inthePunic
Wars.”
Heblinked.“Youknowthat,andyoudon’trecognizethenamesofPattonandRommel?”he
exclaimed.
Sheshrugged.“Youlikemodernmilitaryhistory.Ilikeancienthistory.”Shegrinned.“Oneof
Hannibal’sstrategieswastothrowclaypotsofpoisonoussnakesontothedecksofenemyships.I’ll
betthecrewjumpedlikegrasshopperstogetintothewater,”shecountered.
“Badgirl,”hesaid,shakingafingerather.Hepursedhissensuallips,stillalittleswollenfromthe
hardcontactwithhers.“Ontheotherhand,that’snotabadstrategyevenformodernwarfare.”
“Oh,itwouldneverdo,”shereplied.“Groupsofherpetologyadvocateswouldmarchinthestreets
toprotesttheinhumanetreatmentofthesnakes.”
Heburstoutlaughing.“Youknow,Icanbelievethat.Weliveininterestingtimes,astheChinese
wouldputit.”
Sheraisedbotheyebrows.
“AnoldChinesecurse.‘Mayyouliveininterestingtimes.’Itmeans,indangerousones.”
“Isee.”
Hesighed,smilingashestudiedherface.Shewasn’tpretty,butshehadregularfeaturesand
beautifulgreeneyesandaverykissablemouth.Hestaredatitwithoutwantingto.“Nomoreteasing,”
hesaidunexpectedly.“Ihavealowboilingpointandyou’renotreadyforwhatmighthappen.”
Shestartedtoprotest,butdecidedagainstit.Shegrimaced.“Rubitin.”
Hemovedforward,andtookherbytheshoulders.“Itwasn’tacomplaint,”hesaid,choosinghis
words.“Look,Idon’tindulge.Iwasneverarounder.Idon’tlikemenwhotreatwomenlike
disposableobjects,andtherearealotoftheminthemodernworld.”
“Inotherwords,youthinkpeopleshouldgetmarriedfirst,”shetranslated,andthenflushed,
becausethatsoundedlikeshewantedhimtopropose.Shedid,butshedidn’twanttobebluntaboutit.
Heshiftedalittle.“MarriageissomethingI’lleventuallywarmto,butnotnow.I’mabouttobe
involvedinadangerousoperation.Ican’taffordtohavemymindsomeplaceelseonceleadstarts
flying,okay?”
Herstomachclenched.Shedidn’twanttothinkaboutthepossibilitythathemightgethurtandshe
wouldn’tbetheretonursehim.Shewouldn’tthinkaboutworst-casescenarios.Shewouldn’t!
“Don’tgogettingnervous,”hechided.“I’manoldhandattacticsand,nottoblowmyownhorn
toomuch,I’mgoodatit.That’swhyGeneralMachadohasmeleadingtheassault.”
“Iknow,”shesaidquietly.“Dadthinksyouhavegreatskillsatleadership.Hesaiditwasashame
yougotforcedoutofthemilitary.”
Heshrugged.“Ibelieve,likemyfatherdid,thatthingshappenforareason,andthatpeoplecome
intoyourlifeattherighttime,forapurpose.”
Shesmiledgently.“Me,too.”
Hetouchedhersoftmouthwithhisforefinger.“I’mgladthatyoucameintomine,”hesaid,his
voicedeepandsoft.Hedrewback.“Butwe’rejustfriends,fornow.Gotthat?”
Shesighed.“ShouldIgetarefundonmyprophylactics,then?”sheaskedoutrageously.
Heburstoutlaughing,shookhisheadandwalkedaway.
“Isthata‘no’?”shecalledafterhim.
Hethrewupahandandkeptwalking.
Shegrinned.
***
ThedayoftheCattleman’sBall,shewassonervousthatsheburnedthebiscuitsatbreakfast.Itwasthe
firsttimesinceshestartedcooking,attheageoftwelve,thatshe’ddonethat.
“I’msosorry!”sheapologizedtoherdadandGrange.
“Onemisstepinmonthsisn’tadisaster,kid,”Grangeteased.“Theeggsandbaconareperfect,and
weprobablyeattoomuchbreadasitis.”
“Frankenbread,”Edmuttered.
Theybothlookedathimwithraisedeyebrows.
Heclearedhisthroat.“Alotofthegrainsaregeneticallymodifiedthesedays,andtheywon’tlabel
whatisandwhatisn’t.Doesn’tmattermuch.Pollenfromthemodifiedcropsgetsairborneandlands
onnonmodifiedcrops.Iguessthosegeniusesinlabsdon’trealizethatpollentravels.”
“What’swrongwithgeneticmodification?”Grangeasked.
“I’vegotadocumentary.I’llloanittoyou,”Edsaidgrimly.“Peopleshouldn’tmessaroundwith
thenaturalorderofthings.There’srumorsthatthey’reevengoingtostartdoingitwithpeople,in‘in
vitro’fertilization,tochangehairandeyecolor,thatsortofthing.”Heleanedforward.“Ialsoheard
thatthey’recombininghumanandanimalgenesinlabs.”
“Thatpart’strue,”Grangetoldhim.“They’restudyingwaystomodifygeneticstructuresothat
theycantreatgeneticdiseases.”
Edglaredathim.Hepointedhisfingerattheyoungerman.“Youwait.They’llhavehumanbeings
withheadsofbirdsandjackalsandstuff,justlikethosedepictionsinEgyptianhieroglyphs!Youthink
theEgyptiansmadethosethingsup?I’llbetyoutendollarstoanickeltheywereasadvancedaswe
were,andtheycreatedsuchthings!”
Peggotupandglancedaroundherworriedly.
“Whatareyoudoing?”Edasked.
“Watchingforpeoplewithnets,”shesaid.“Shhhhh!”
Grangeburstoutlaughing.“Ed,that’saprettywildtheory,youknow.”
Edflushed.“IguessI’mgettingcontaminatedbyBarbaraFergusonwhoownsBarbara’sCaféin
Jacobsville.Shesitswithmesometimesatlunchandwetalkaboutstuffweseeonalternativenews
websites.”
“Pleaseconsiderthatthosewebsitesareverymuchliketabloidnewspapers,”Grangecautioned.“I
dorememberthatBarbarawassayingthatelectricalequipmentcouldsustainanelectromagnetic
pulsebybeingstoredinaLeydenjar.It’saFaradaycage,”heexplained.“ShewasveryupsetwhenI
correctedher,butIpulledituponmyiPhoneandshowedherthescientificreference.Shequoteda
sourcethatwastotallyuninformed.”
“Dang.IguessI’llhavetotossmyLeydenjar,then,”Edsaidwithtwinklingeyes,andgrinned.
“Ifyoucanbuildone,letmeknow,”Grangerequested.
“Don’tlookatme,”Edreplied.“Itookcoursesinanimalhusbandry,notphysics.”
“Iflunkedphysicsmyfirstthreeweeksintheclassinhighschool,andhadtotransfertobiology.”
Pegsighed.“Ilovedphysics.Ijustcouldn’twrapmybrainaroundit.”
“Itookcoursesincollege,”Grangesaid.“Imadegoodgrades,butIlovedpoliticalsciencemore.”
“YoumightendupinMachado’sgovernment,”Edmused.“Asahighofficial.MaybeSupreme
CommanderoftheMilitary.”
Grangechuckled.“I’vethoughtaboutthat.Plentyofopportunitytoretoolthegovernmentforces
andmakegoodchangesinpolicy.”
Pegfeltherheartdrop.ThatwouldmeanhemightnotcomehomefromSouthAmerica,evenafter
theassault,ifitwassuccessful.Shemightneverseehimagain.Shestudiedhimcovertly.Hewasthe
mostimportantthinginherlife.Shehadn’tsleptwellsincethatunexpected,passionatekissinthe
barn.Hewantedher.Sheknewthat.Hehadn’tbeenabletohideit.Buthewasn’tinthemarketfora
wife,andhedidn’tdoaffairs.
Hersadnessmighthavebeenpalpable,becausehesuddenlyturnedhisheadandlookedstraightinto
hereyes.Therewasajoltlikelightningstrikingher.Sheflushedanddraggedhergazeawayas
quicklyasshecould,toavoidtippingoffherfatherthatthingsweregoingonbehindhisback.
Herfatherwasprettysensitive.Helookedfromonetotheother,buthedidn’tsayaword.
***
Later,though,hecorneredPegbeforeshewentintoherroomtostartdressingfortheball.
“What’sgoingonbetweenyouandGrange?”heaskedquietly.
Shesighed.“Nothing,I’mafraid.Hisfatherwasaministerandhedoesn’tsleeparound.”
Ed,shocked,letoutasuddenburstoflaughter.“You’rekidding.”
Sheheldupbothhands.“Hey,I’mjustthemessenger.Hedoesn’tdrink,hedoesn’tsmokeandhe
doesn’t…well,indulge.Hethinkspeopleshouldgetmarriedfirst.Buthedoesn’twanttomarry
anybody.”
Ed’sexpressionlightened.“Well!”Grangewentupveryhighonhisrespectedlist.
“Sohe’stakingmetoaballbutnottoamotelafterward,incaseyouwereworried,Imean,”she
addedwithtwinklingeyes.
Heshrugged.“I’moutofstep,”heconfessed.“Idon’tknowhowtoliveinthisworldanymore.”
“IguessyouandIliveinthebestplacefordinosaurs,”Pegpointedout.“Wehaveplentyof
company.”
Hegrinned.“Yes,andweallliveinthepast.Lookatthetownsquare,alldeckedoutforChristmas,
withlightsandhollyandSantaClausandhisreindeer.”
“Withdecoratedtreesineverypublicandprivateoffice,too,”sheadded,laughing.“Ilove
Christmas.”
“SodoesGraciePendleton,”Edremindedher.“She’sgottheirplaceinSanAntoniodeckedout
likealightshow,andtheranchhereissparklingwithseasonalcoloraswell.”
“I’mgoingtobesparklingtonight,inmynewborroweddesignereveninggown,”shesaid.“Ihad
thebeauticiansteachmehowtodomyhair,andI’vegotMama’spearls.IthoughtI’dwearthem.”Her
facewassad.Hermotherhaddiedfiveyearspast.Theybothstillmissedher.
“Shelovedparties,”Edrecalledwithasadsmile.“Butonlyoccasionally.Shewaslikeme,amisfit
whoneverbelongedanywhere.Exceptwithme.”
Shehuggedhim.“You’vestillgotme.”
“Yes,andyou’vestillgotme.”Hehuggedherback,andthenlethergo.“Ihopeit’sthebestnightof
yourlife.”
Shesmiledwithbreathlessanticipation.“Ithinkitmightbe.”
***
Thegownwassilver,withblackaccents.Itdrapedacrossherpert,firmbreastsfromoneshoulder,
leavingtheotherarmbare.Itwasanklelength,withatightwaistandflaringskirt,inaclingyfabric
thatoutlinedeverysoftcurve.Thebodicewasbow-shapedacrosswiththedrapefromherupperarm
diagonallytoherotherbreast.Theeffectwasexquisite,displayinghercreamyskintoitsbest
advantage.
Thepearlswereasinglestrand,off-white,withmatchingstudpearlearringsonhersmallears.She
putupherpaleblondhairinabunwithlittletendrilsescaping,andasetofpearlcombs,artificialbut
pretty,tokeepitup.Sheusedaminimumofmakeup,justpowderandlipstick,noeyelinerormessy
mascara.Fortunatelytheniceboutiqueownerhadevenloanedherapairofpumpstowearwiththe
gown.Peg’sshoesweremostlysneakersandanoldpairofscuffedloafers.Herbudgetdidn’trunto
fancyclothing.
Finished,shelookedinthemirrorandbeamedatherreflection.Shewasnevergoingtobe
beautiful,butshehadgoodteethandprettylipsandeyes.Maybethatwouldbeenough.Shehopedshe
couldcompetewithallthereallyprettywomenwhowouldbeattheball.Butmostofthemwere
married,thankgoodness,sothereshouldn’tbetoomuchcompetitionthere.
Shehadanicecoatthatherfatherhadboughtherlastwinter,butwhenshelookedatitinthehall
closetshegrimaced.Itwasashockingpink,hardlythethingtowearwithacouturegown.Itwasvery
coldoutsidetoday,withahighwind.She’dneedsomethingtokeepherwarm.
Indesperation,shewentthroughherowncloset,lookingforsomethingthatmightdo.Itwas
useless.Exceptforasweatjacketandashortandveryoldleatherjacket,therewasn’tanythinghere
thatmatchedheruptownoutfit.
Whileshewasagonizingoverherlackofaccessories,therewasaknockatthefrontdoor.She
wenttoansweritwhensherememberedthatherfatherhadgoneouttothebarntocheckonthenew
calfanditsmother,Bossie.
Whensheopenedthedoor,shegotashock.ItwasoneofJasonPendleton’scowboyswitha
garmentbagoverhisshoulder.
Hegrinned.“Gotsomethingforyou,MissPeg,”hesaid,offeringit.“Mrs.Pendletonsaidyou’d
needacoattogowiththatdress,soshe’sloaningyouoneofhers.Shesaiditmightbejustalittle
long,butshethinksitwilldonicely.”
Pegwasalmostintears.“Oh,it’ssokindofher!”
Thecowboy,anelderlysort,smiled.“Yousuredolookpretty.”
Sheflushed.“Thankyou!”Shetookthebagandopenedit.Thecoatwasblack,long,withamink
collar.Realmink.Shestrokeditwithbreathlessdelight.“PleasetellMrs.PendletonthatI’lltakegreat
careofit.Andthankherverymuchforme!”
“Shesaidyou’rewelcome.Youhaveagoodtimetonight.”
“Thanks,”shesaid,beamingathim.
Hegrinnedandwentbacktotheranchpickuphe’ddrivenoverin.
***
Pegwentbackinsideandtriedonthecoat,withitsfinesilkylining.Shelookedatherselfinthe
mirrorandcouldn’tbelievethattheprettywomantherewasactuallyplainPeg.Shejustshookher
head.
“IfeellikeCinderella,”shewhispered.“Justlikeher!”
Onlyshewashopingagainsthopethathercarriagewouldn’tturnintoapumpkinandthather
gorgeousclothingwouldn’tmeltintoragsatthestrokeofmidnight.
3
Grangecamehometodressaboutahalfhourbeforeitwastimetoleave.Pegstayedinherbedroom.
Shedidn’twanthimtoseeheruntiltheywerereadytogo.Sheheardtheshowerrunningupstairsand
satdowntowatchthenewsonhersmalltelevisionwhileshewaitedforhim.Thenewswastoo
depressing,sosheturnedovertoadocumentaryonthehistorychannelinstead.Itwasaboutthe
developmentofweapons,andhowthespearofPaleo-huntersturnedintothebowbecauseofthe
speedofwhitetaildeer—whichwastheanthropologists’takeontheinnovation.
Shewassoengrossedinitthatsheforgotthetime.Ataponherdoorstartledher.Sheglancedatthe
clockandgrimacedassheturnedoffthetelevisionandrantoanswerthedoor.
Sheopenedit,flushedandprettywithbreathlessness.Grange,inadarksuitwithabowtie,staredat
herwithflatteringspeechlessness.
“WillIdo?”sheaskedhopefully.
“Honey,you’llmorethando,”hesaidinasoft,deeptonewhich,combinedwiththeunexpected
endearment,almostburstherheartwithjoy.Hesmiled.“Readytogo?”
“Yes!”Shegrabbedhercoatandstartedtoslipiton.
Grangegotbehindherandhelped,lettingherslideherarmsintothesilkyfabricunderlayofthe
richwoolcoatwithitsminkcollar.
“Mrs.Pendletonsentitdown,”shesaid.“IguesssheknewthatIwouldn’thaveacoatfancyenough
togowiththisdress.”
Hedidn’tletgo.Hisbighandscontractedonhershoulders.“Thatwasniceofher.”
“Yes.She’sasweetperson.”
“Soareyou.”Ashespoke,histhumbseasedthecoatback.Hisheadbentandhekissedher,
tenderly,rightonherneckwhereitjoinedhershoulder.Hefelthershiver,heardhershockedintake
ofbreath.“Youtastelikecandy,”hewhispered,andhislipsopenedonthesoft,warmflesh.
Sheleanedherheadback,herbreathingunsteady,hereyesclosed.Hishandsmovedtoherwaist.
Heturnedher,eversogently,andhismouthtraveledtoherthroat,pastthepearls,down,slowly,
downtotheveryedgeofthefabricoverherbreasts,andmovedthereinasensualcaressthatshocked
adefenselesslittlemoanfromherthroat.
“Icouldpullthebodicedown,”hewhispered,hisheadspinning,“andslidemylipsoveryour
breastsuntilIfoundthatsweethardnesshidingthere.”
Sheshuddered.Shearchedback,helpless,hopeful,breathlesswithanticipationashebegantomove
thesoftlyshapedfabricoutofhisway.Shefelthismouthopen,feltthewarmmoistnessofitpressing
againsttheswellofherbreast.Shemoaned.Herbodytrembledasshearchedagain,pleadingfor
relieffromthetensionthatgrewtounbearableneedinseconds.
“Whatthehell,”hegroundout.
Hishandcameupandfoundthezipper,easeditdown.Hepulledthefabricawayandlookedatthe
rosy,hardtipsofherprettybreastsforjustaninstantbeforehismouthwentdownandcoveredoneof
them.
Shecriedouthelplessly,whichonlymadehimmorehungry.Hismouthopenedonthesweetflesh,
histonguetracedthenipple,draggingagainstittoproducesensationsPeghadneverfeltinherlife.
Hernailsbitintothefinefabricofhissuitjacket.Shewasspinninglikeatop,burning,achingwith
desirethatshe’dneverevendreamedofbeforethis.
SomewhereatruckenginesoundedloudevenintheheatedsilenceofPeg’sroom.Shehearda
doorslam.
“It’s…Dad!”sheexclaimedhoarsely.
Hebarelyheardher.Heliftedhishead,hiseyesrivetedtothestiffnipple.Hecuppedherbreastand
benthisheadagaintoexplorethesoftfleshwithhismouth.“Dad?”hewhispered.
“Dad,”shemanagedtosay,andmoaned.
Hishandcontractedgentlyaroundhersoftbreast.“Damn.”
“Damn,”sheechoedwithashakylaugh.
Heliftedhisheadwithasteadying,deepsigh.Heheldthebodiceawayfromherbreasts,smiling
warmlyatthefaintredmarkshe’dleftthereinhispassion.“Beautiful,”hewhispered.
Sheflushed.Herbodyfeltstiffandswollen.Shewonderedifhisdid,too.
Witharuefulexpression,hereachedbehindherandreluctantlyzippedupthedress,hidingwhat
he’ddonetoher.Fortunatelynomarksshowedoverthebodice.
Shelookedathimwithawe.
Hetouchedhersoftmouthwithhisforefinger.Itwasn’tquitesteady.“We’dbettergo,”hesaid
huskily.
Shenodded.
Hewentoutoftheroomandshecameoutbehindhim,retrievingthesmalleveningbagthe
designerhadalsoloanedherfromherdresserontheway.
TheywereinthehallonthewaytothefrontdoorwhenEdcamein.Helookedfromoneofthemto
theother.Theylookedoddlyflushed,butquitepresentable.
“Whatapair,”hemused,smiling.“Youlooklikesocialites.”
“Thanks,Dad.”Shegrinned.
Grangechuckled.“Well,likeimpostorsocialites,maybe.Noneofusworkingstiffsarelikelytobe
mistakenfortherealthing.”
“Ilikeusjustthewayweare,”Edreplied.“Haveagreattime.”
“Wewill,”Pegassuredhim.“Seeyoulater.”
“We’llbehomebymidnight,”Grangesaidcomplacently,smilingatEd.“I’vegotalottogetdone
tomorrow.”
Ednoddedsolemnly.“Evenmorereasontoenjoytonight.”
“Yes.”HetookPeg’sarm.“Let’sgo.Wedon’twanttobetoolate.”
Pegwinkedatherdadonthewayout.
***
Grangedidn’tspeakonthewaytotheciviccenterinJacobsville.He’dlostcontrolofhimselfentirely
backthere.IthadbeenaverygoodthingthatEdhadcomehomewhenhedid.Onlyafewstepstothe
bed,andhe’dgonewithoutawomanforalongtime,averylongtime.AddedtothatwerePeg’s
visiblefeelingsforhim,andhisweaknessforher.Allthat,withherbedroomdoorstandingwide-
openandsoinviting.JustaswellthatEdhadsavedthemfromthemselves,hethought.
***
Pegwasnervous.Hissilencedidthattoher.Shehadnoresistancetohim.Shewantedhimdesperately.
Buthewasn’taplayboyandhedidn’twanttogetmarried,sowheredidthatleavethem?Hewas
goingawayinafewdays.Shemightneverseehimagain.Itwasdevastating,afterwhathadhappened
backatthehouse.Herbreastswerestilltingling.
Sheglancedathimcovertly.Hadshemadehimmad?Wasshetooresponsive?Shouldshehave
protested?But,why?Hewasexperiencedenoughatleasttorealizewhatshefeltforhim.Buthekept
sayingshewasyoung.Didhemean,tooyoungforhim?Washeragethebarriertoanythingmore
seriousthansomeheavypetting?
“Stoptorturingyourselfoverthere,”Grangemused,glancingatherwithtwinklingdarkeyes.
Shejumped,andthenlaughed.“Howdidyouknow?”
“You’retwistingthateveningbagintoaveryoddshape.”
“Oh!”Shelaiditflatandsmoothedit,grimacing.“It’saloaner,too.”
“Aloaner?”heinquired.
“Yes.Likethedressandshoes.Cinderellagear.”Sheleanedtowardhimasfarastheseatbeltwould
allow.“Ittransformsatmidnightintorags.Justsoyouknow.”
“You’dbeprettyeveninrags.”
Sheflushed.“Really?”
Heglancedatherwarmly.“Really.”Heforcedhiseyesbacktotheroad.
Shewatchedhim,worriedandcurious.“Doyouguyshaveautomaticweaponsandrocketsand
stuff,likeinthosemercmovies?”sheaskedsuddenly.
Heglancedatherandchuckled.“Yes.Butintelligencegatheringandcoordinatingnativegroups
withoursaremystock-in-trade.”
“Oh.Thenyoudon’thaveto,well,goinshooting,right?”sheasked,justtoclarifythepoint.
Whyworryherunnecessarily?hethought.Sohesmiled.“Ofcoursenot.”
Sherelaxed.
Anditwasthateasy.Hedidn’ttellherabouttheafter-hourstrainingheandhismajorassaultteam
hadbeendoingoveratEbScott’splace,withstate-of-the-artweaponryandsomenewtoysthatcould
bedeployedatlongrange.Itwasgoingtobeabloodbath,evenatitsbest,andalotofhismenweren’t
goingtocomehome.Hewasinitfornoblereasons:todeposeadictatorwhowastorturinginnocent
people.Buttherewasasubstantialcashrewardintheoffingaswell,andhehadplansforhiscattle
ranch.Hewantedagrubstaketogethimstarted,somethingthatheearnedandnotsomethingthat
JasonPendletonoutofgratitudehadgivenhim.Hewantedtobuildanempireofhisown,withhistwo
hands.Thatwouldmeanagreatrisk.Butwithoutgreatrisks,therewerenogreatrewards.Besides
that,Machadohadhintedaboutacabinetpositionifandwhenheregainedpower.Thatwouldbe
somethingtoconsideraswell,althoughGrangehadn’tthoughtaboutrelocatingtoanothercountry,
inanothercontinent.
“You’reverysolemn,”Pegsaid,joltinghimoutofhismentalexercises.
Heglancedatherwithsomethinglikeconsternation.WherewouldPegfitintohisplans?Shewas
veryyoung,atnineteen;perhapstooyoung.Andtakingheroutofthecountryshe’dlivedinher
wholelife,toanewandverydangerousenvironment—itdidn’tbearthinkingabout.Besidesthat,
therewasthepossibilitythatthismighttakemonthsorevenyearstoaccomplish.Hewasgathering
intelevennowontheoppositionforcesandtheircapabilities.Hismenweregood,buthewouldhave
toallywithgroupsthathadbootsonthegroundinBarreraandcoordinatethemforanattack.Itmeant
alotofwork.
“Iwasjustthinking,”hesaidafteraminute.
Shesmiled.“Don’t,”sheadvised.“We’regoingtotheballandthereisnotomorrow.Okay?”
“Okay.”
***
TheJacobsvilleCivicCenterwasdecoratedfortheholidays,withhollyandtinsel,goldenbellsanda
hugeChristmastreewithornamentsmadebythelocalorphanageandthefriendsofthenearbyanimal
shelter.TheCattleman’sBallwouldbenefitbothcharities.
Thetowncitizensweredeckedoutintheirfineryaswell.Bonnie,whoworkedasaclerkatthe
pharmacy,wasdressedallinred,oneofthecouturegownsprovidedbythelocaldesigner,andshe
wasonthearmofavisitingcattlemanwhohadarrivedin,ofallthings,aRolls-Royce.Hewastall
anddarkandmiddle-aged,butveryappealing.
HepausedbyGrangeandseemedtoknowhim.Theyshookhands.“Maxwell,”heintroduced
himself.“I’dliketospeaktoyoubeforeyouleave.”
Grangenoddedsolemnly.“I’llmakeapointofit.”
“Wheredidyoumeethim?”Pegaskedinahurriedwhisper.
Bonnie,blondcurlsveryelegantlyarranged,andgrinningfromeartoear,said,“Hecameintothe
pharmacytogetaprescriptionforafriend,canyoubelieveit?Westartedtalkingandheloves
sixteenth-centuryTudorhistory!SohereIam.”
“Goodluck,”Pegwhispered.
Bonniejustshookherhead.“IthinkI’mdreaming.”
Thevisitingcattlemantookherhand,smiledattheothersandledherontothedancefloor.
Nancy,thepharmacist,dressedallingreen,wasstandingwithHolly,herclerk,dressedingold,and
theywereshakingtheirheadsatBonnieandherescort.
“Iwonderifhehasacoupleofnicefriends,”Pegwhisperedwickedly.
Theybothlaughed.
“Well,it’sthatsortofnight.”Nancysighed,lookingdownatherelegantgreengown.“Canyou
imagine,allofusdeckedoutlikethis?”
“Itattractsmen,too,”Pegmurmuredunderherbreathasoneofthelocalranchforemen,areal
dish,cameforward,actuallybowed,andledNancyontothedancefloor.
Nancyjustshookherhead.
“Whatwereyoutalkingabout?”GrangeaskedPegasheledherouttodance.
“Loaneddressesandholidaymagic,”shewhispered,smilingupathim.Hewassohandsome.She
wasamazedtofindherselfatadancewithhim,whenallherflirtinghadonlyseemedtochasehim
away.Now,herehewas,holdingheronadancefloor,andlookingasifhecouldn’tbeartoleaveher.
Infact,hedancedwithacoupleoftheelderlywomenpresent,butotherwise,onlywithPeg.
“Peoplewilltalk,”hesaidwithawrysmile,notingtheinterestfromtheothercouples.
Sheshrugged.“Peopledo.Idon’tcare.Doyou?”
Heshookhishead.“Idon’tcareatall.ButI’llbegone.”
Herfacefell.
Hepulledherclose.“Don’tthinkaboutit.There’snotomorrow.Weagreed.”
“Yes.”Shepressedcloseandshuthereyes.Butalreadyshefelttheseparation.Itwasgoingtobe
agonizing.
***
Theystayeduntilthelastdance.HeleftherwithJustinandShelbyBallengerwhilehewentoutside
withthevisitingcattlemanintheRolls-Royce.
“Somethingbig’sgoingon,huh?”JustinaskedPeg.
“Something,”sheagreed,withashysmile.JustinandShelbywereco-owners,withJustin’sbrother
Calhoun,oftheenormousBallengerBrothersFeedlot.Theyweremillionairesmanytimesover,and
ShelbywasadirectdescendantofBigJohnJacobs,thefounderofJacobsville,Texas.Ithadbeenan
epiccourtship,notwithoutitsagonies.Butthecouplewasveryhappyandhadgrownchildren.
Grangewasbackshortly,andhelookedpleased.“Timetogo.Itwasagreatparty.Ihopewemade
lotsofmoneyfortheorphanageandtheshelter.”
“Wedid,”Justinsaidwithasmile.HeputanarmaroundShelbyandheldherclose.“Recordsums,
Ihear.”
“Good,good.”
“Youbecarefulwhereyou’regoing,”Justinsaid,extendingahandtoshakeGrange’s.“Noble
causesarenoble,buttheycomeataprice.”
“Yes,Idoknow.Thanks.”
“We’llkeepyouinourprayers,”Shelbysaidgently.“Keepwell.”
Grangenodded,smiledandtuggedPegoutthedoor.
TheywatchedBonniedriveoffintheRolls-Royce.
“Willshehavestoriestotell!”Pegexclaimed.“IhavetogetaprescriptionrefilledsoIcangetall
thenews!”
Grangelaughed.“Youwomenandyourgossip.”
“Hey,mengossip,too,”shepointedout.
Hemadeaface.
Shehadhopedthathemightstopalongtheway,maybeparkonsomelonelybackroad.Buttoher
disappointment,hedroverightuptothefrontsteps.Andherfatherwasinside,withthelightsblazing.
Hewalkedherontotheporch.Hisfacewasverysolemn.“We’vealreadyjumpedthegun,Peg,”he
saidgently.“Noneedtomakethingsmorecomplicated.Notrightnow.Ihavetohavemymindon
whereI’mgoing,andwhatIhavetodo.Distractionscanbefatal.”
Therealityofthefuturecaughtherbythethroat.She’dtriednottothinkaboutit,butnowshehad
tofacefacts.Hewasgoingofftowar,evenifitwasn’tsomeofficiallydeclaredone.Hemightnot
comeback.Thepanicwasinherexpression.
“Hey.”Heputhisforefingeroverherlips.“ImademajorbeforeImusteredoutofthemilitary.You
don’tgetthosepromotionsunlessyouknowwhatyou’redoing.Okay?”
Sheswallowed,hard.“Okay.”
Hesmiledgently.“YouhaveawonderfulChristmas.”
“You,too.”Shegrimaced.“Ididn’tgetyouanythingyet.CanIsendyousomething?Warmsocks,
maybe?”shetriedtojoke.
“Idon’tthinkwarmsocksandtropicaljunglesareagoodmix,doyou?”
Shesighed.“Mosquitorepellantandsnakepellets?”
“Better.I’lltrytogetwordtoyourfatheraboutourprogress,butit’sgoingtobeslow.I’llhave
phoneswithme,buttheycanbeusedbytheenemytocalldownairstrikes.Themilitarywe’reup
againstisn’tgoingtobeapushover.Machadotrainedmostofthem,andwehavetoconsiderthatonly
afewarelikelytodefecttoourcause.Peoplegenerallydon’tlikesuddenchange.”
“Idon’tlikeitatall,”sheagreed.“Stayhere.”
“Peopledon’tmakehistorybystayinghome.Notmynature.”
Shesighed.“Iknow.Well,becareful.”
“Countonit.”
Hebent,regardlessofherfather ’spresenceinthelivingroom,andkissedherwithbreathless
tenderness.Helookedintohereyesforalongtime,untilshefeltshiversdownherspine.“You’rethe
mostspecialpersoninmylife.I’llcomehome.I’vebeenaloneforalongtime.Idon’twanttobe
aloneanymore,Peg.”
Shegaspedatthewayhewaslookingather.“Me…me,neither,”shewhispered.
Hekissedhereyelids,touchingthemwiththetipofhistongue.“Mysweetgirl.I’llbebackbefore
youknowit.”
Shenodded,forcingawobblysmile.“Okay.I’llholdyoutothatpromise.”
Hesmiled.“Goodnight,Cinderella.”Hebentandkissedheronelasttime,hard,beforeheturned
andshewentinside.
Hereyesfollowedhimwithachinglonging.Shewasthemostspecialpersoninhislife.Hedidn’t
wanttobealoneanymore.Thathadtomeansomething.Itsoundedlikeacommitment.Itgaveher
hope.Greathope.
***
Thenextmorning,GrangewasinEmilioMachado’scamp,gatheringgearandtalkingtohismen.
Pegwasasfarfromhisthoughtsasicecreamsundaesandtelevisionsports,becausehecouldn’t
affordthedistractionofrememberinghersoft,eagermouthunderhis.
Machadowasgrim.“Wehavemen,andequipment,”hetoldGrange.“Wehavemorefinancing,
thankstoyoureffortsandthoseofMr.Pendleton.Butwehavenoairforceandnocarriergroup…”
“Revolutionscansucceedwithouteither,aslongastheyhavededicatedpeopleandgoodintel,”
Grangeremindedhim.“Militaryintelligenceismystrongpoint.Iknowhowtoorganizearesistance
movement.IdiditinIraqwithlocaltribesmen.IcandoitinBarrera.”
Machadosmiled.“Yougivemeconfidence.Iknowthatthecauseisgood.Imadeamistake.Ileft
mycountryinthehandsofapower-hungrytraitorandmanyliveshavebeenlostbecauseofit.I
worryforMaddie,”headdedheavily.“Shewasmyfriend,anAmericanarchaeologistwhohadmade
averyimportantdiscoveryinthejunglenearthecapital.Idonotknowherfate.Iftheycaughther,she
ismostlikelydead.Thatwillbeonmyconscienceforever.Therewerealsotwoprofessorsatthe
university,myfriends,whohavegonemissingandarealsoprobablydead.Ithasbeenahardthing,to
losesomanypeoplebecauseIwascareless.”
“Don’tdwellonthepastoranticipatethefuture,”Grangecounseled.“Takeitonedayatatime.”
Machadosighed.“Youareright.Oh.IhaveacommunicationfromanAmericanjournalistwithone
oftheslickmagazines.Shewishestoaccompanyus…”
HehandedthemagazinetoGrange.“HernameisClarisseCarrington…”
“Oh,God,no!”Grangegroundout.“No!Howdidshefindoutaboutourmission?She’slikethe
plague!”
“Excuseme?”
“ThatdamnedsocialitemetmeintheMiddleEast,whenshewasdoingapieceforhermagazine,”
hemuttered.“Iwouldn’tfallatherfeetatsomedamnedcocktailpartyinWashington,andIguessit
hurtherego.Sofourmonthsagoshestartedchasingme,afterIwenttoasocialgatheringin
Washingtonwithsomefriendsfromthemilitary.Igaveherthecoldshoulder.Shewaslivid.After
that,Icouldn’tgotoadamnedhotelanywherethatshedidn’tshowupat.”
“Isee.”
“Shethinksshe’sirresistible,”Grangesaidcoldly.“She’snot.”
“Shemayhavehereartothegroundaboutyou.Theremusthavebeenaleak.Iwillofcourse
refusetheoffer.”
“Thanks.”
Grangewaslookingatthemagazineandhefrownedatoneofthecoverstories.Heopenedittoa
certainpage,andgrimaced.“Damn!”
“What?”
“YourememberItoldyouabouttheofficerwhoclaimedmybattlestrategywashisownandgot
mecourt-martialed?TheoneItestifiedagainst?”
“Yes.”
“Hecommittedsuicide.”
“Goodness!”
“Thisisthestorythathitthewires.I’dhopeditwouldn’t,forhisfamily’ssake.Hewascaughtout
inanotherscandalinvolvingblackmailandstolenfundsearmarkedforequipment,”Grangeread.
“Buthissonstatesherethattheofficerwhotestifiedagainsthimisresponsibleforhisdeath—me.”
Hesighed.“Iknowabouttheboy.He’sbeeninandoutoftherapyallhislife.Hisfathersaidhewas
bipolar,buthisdrugproblemsseemedtometobetheworstofthem.Hismotherwasrich.Shedied
andthesoninheriteditall.Shedidn’tleaveherhusbandadime.”Heputdownthemagazine.“Sothe
kidisfilthyrichandblamesmeforhisfather ’ssuicide.Thesocialitethinksshecanseducemeover
warcoverage.”HelookedatEmilioMachadowithwideeyes.“PerhapsI’mmoreofaliabilitythan
youcanafford.”
Machadojustsmiled.“Myfriend,weallhaveourburdens.Ithinkyoucanbearthese.Now,letus
speakwithyourmenandfinalizeourdeparture.”
***
TheyhadarrangedpassageforGrange’shandpickedfighters.MachadohadafriendwithanoldDC-3
whotransportedthecorebodyofmercstoasmallcityonthecoastofSouthAmerica,atransitpoint
toBarrera,whichwasnorthofManaus,inAmazonas,acityintheAmazonjungle.Othertroopswere
massinginsidetheborderofBarrera,organizedinsmallgroupsbyMachado’sfriendsinthe
resistance.Itwasn’tabattlegroupbyanystretchoftheimagination.But,then,smallforceswiththe
willandmeanscouldoftenoverthrowcountries.AsMachadoremindedtheothers,ahandfulofhis
men,defectingtothepoliticalleader,Sapara,hadoverthrownhimbystealthandsurprise.Theycould
dothesamethingtohisformerlieutenant.Itwouldjustrequirepreciseplanningandgoodstrategy.
OntheDC-3plane,boundforasmallcovertairstripinBarrera,Grangeoutlinedhisplanofbattle
toMachado.
“Asurpriseattackisgoingtobethemosteffectivemeansofrecapturingyourgovernment,”he
toldthegeneral.“Here—”hepointedtotheverysmallcapitalcity,Medina“—istheheartofthe
military,intheundergroundHQinthecity.Wehaveanallywithbunker-bustingbombs,butweonly
havetwoofthem.Itmeansthatifwehavetogowithanall-outmilitaryassault,we’llhaveto
coordinatethestrikeatthemilitarycommunicationsandtacticalnetworkwiththesimultaneous
captureofallnewsmediaoutlets,airfieldsandthethreemilitarycommandcentersinColari,Salina
andDobri,here,hereandhere.”Hepointedtoredmarksonhiswaterproofmap.“Thesecitiesare
smallerthanJacobsville.”Hechuckled.“Sotakingoutthosecommandcenterscouldbeaccomplished
byonemanwitha.45ColtACP,”headded.
Machadosighed.“Theelementofsurprisewillbedifficult,myfriend,”hesaid.“Myadversaryhas
agents.Heisnofool.”
“Iknow.”Grangestraightened,verysomber.“Thehardestpartisgettingeveryonefamiliarwithhis
ownroleintheattack.I’vealreadydonethat.Isenttwoofmymenaheadtocontactyourformer
militarycommander,DomingoLopez,inMedina.They’redisguisedasfarmers,andyes,they’llpass
muster,”headded.“They’reTex-Mex,someofmybestmen,andtwoofthemaremastersof
demolition.They’reex-NavySEALs”
“Iamimpressed,”thegeneralsaid.
“Ialsosentoneofmyformercompanycommanders,who’sproficientinscroungingequipment
andarmsfromunlikelyplaces,alongwithaSouthAfricanmercwho’soneofthebestI’veeverseen,
tosetupabasecamp.We’vegotaNativeAmericantrackernamedCarson,amercwithabadattitude
whocanspeakallthenativedialects.They’reaccompanied,amongothers,byanIrishmanwhoknows
electronicslikehisownfingerprints.Hecandoanythingwithcomputers,andhe’sapastmasterat
writingviruscodes.”
Machado’seyebrowsarched.“Viruscodes?”
Grangegrinned.“O’BaileybelongedtotheBritishmilitarybeforehefoundhiswaytoEbScott’s
group.HeshutdowntheentiremilitarycommunicationsnetworkinanoutlyingareaofIraqwithan
oldPCrunningobsoletesoftware,”heinformed.Heshookhishead.“Gotamedalforit,infact.”
“Youhavegoodpeople,”Machadosaid.“Ihopethatourendeavorwillnotresultininjuryordeath
toanyofthem.”
“SodoI,butmostwarscostblood,”Grangesaid.“We’llalldothebestwecan.Thingis,wemay
nothaveanimmediatevictory.Soourpriorityhastobetakingouttheircommunications,theirSAMs
andthenationalmedia.”
“Surfacetoairmissiles.”Machadosighed.“IgotthemfromRussia.They’restate-of-the-art,”he
addedgrimly.“Ithoughttheywouldgiveusprotectionfromdangerousenemystatesnearby.Itwasa
lackofforesightonmypart,asIneverdreamedtheymightbeusedagainstmyownpeople.”His
expressionwassolemn.“Myformercommanderwillnothesitatetodestroywholecityblocks,along
withtheirinhabitants.Hewillkillanyonetokeeppower.”
Grangelaidabighandontheotherman’sshoulder.“We’lldowhatwehavetodo.Justremember
thatmanyinnocentpeoplehavealreadydied.Ifwedon’tact,manymorewill.”
“Iknowthat.”Machadosmiledsadly.“Iknowittoowell.”
Oneoftheothersoldierscamedownthenarrowstepsfromthedeckabove.“We’llbelandingin
aboutanhour,captainsaid,”hetoldthem.“It’safewmilesfromaquietlittlevillageontheriver.
Nothingmuchisthereinthesurroundingareaexceptforasmalllandingstripjustbigenoughto
accommodateourplane.OurintelligenceindicatesthatSaparabuiltthestriptoaccommodate
landingsbyanoilcorporationdoingpreliminaryinvestigationsinadvanceofsettingupoperations.”
“Yes,”Machadosaidgrimly,“andSaparabegankillingnativestoforcethemoutofthearea.Some
remain,despitehisdepredations…asituationIhopetoresolve.However,itisagoodplacetoland,”
Machadosaid,andhisdarkeyesflashedwithanotherbriefsmile.“ItwaswhereIlandedonthedayI
invadedBarrerathefirsttime.Thenearbypeoplearesympathetictoourcause.”
Grangeshrugged.“Solightningwillstriketwice,inthiscase.”
“Myfriend,Isincerelyhopeso.”
***
Theylefttheplanequickly,undercoverofdarkness,andsentitofftoManausforthetimebeing,with
othermembersofthegroup.Grangehadn’tfoughtajunglewarinsometime.Hislasttheaterof
operationshadbeenthedesertsoftheMiddleEast.Buthismenhadthenewestcamouflageuniforms,
andthecomputer-generatedpatternblendedperfectlywiththeirsurroundings.
Theysetupabasecampwithtentsandbuiltasmallfireforcooking.Theyweren’texpected,so
therewasnotmuchdangerofdiscoveryatthispointintime.Coffeewasmade,toexclamationsofjoy
fromthemenincamp,andrationpackswerepassedaround.Thejunglesoundswerealien,butthe
menwouldadjust.
Grangefinishedhismealandcoffeeandrose.“I’llgetintouchwithmyforwardplatoonandsee
whatintelthey’vegathered,”Grangesaid,excusinghimself.
HecontactedBradDunagan,hisformercompanycommanderwhohadgonewiththeotherpartyto
ManausandmadehiswaytotheoutskirtsofMedinatosetupasecondcamp.Hewasbynow
coordinatingthesmallunitsoftheinvasionforce.Grangeusedascramblingdeviceandafrequency
thatwasunlikelytobemonitoredbytheenemyforces.
“What’sup?”heaskedquietly.
“Wehavetwotanks,acoupleofSCUDmissilelaunchers,severalrocketlaunchers,atruckloadof
munitionsandaboutfiftynativeswhohatethegovernmentandknowthelayoutofthecitywell
enoughtohelpuswithanincursion,”heanswered.
“I’mimpressed.”
“Ihopeso…”
“TellhimwhatIdid,sir,”O’Baileycalledfromthecampfirewithalaughinhisvoice.
“O’Baileywantsmetotellyouthathegothishandsonagamingcomputerandhe’sreworkeditto
engineeraStuxnet-typevirus.He’sgoingtogiveittotheBarreramilitary.”
“Goodman!”Bradexclaimed.“Tellhimwe’llbuyhimatruck.”
“No!”O’Baileycomplained.“IwantaJag!”
“Son,Ican’taffordaJagmyself.”Grangechuckled.“WhenIcangetone,youcangetone.”
“Okay,sir,I’llsettleforanicetruckwithagoodmusicsystem.”
“Deal.”Heturnedbacktotheradio.“Brad,I’llgiveyouthesignalwhenO’Baileyisreadyto
uploadthevirus.Iwanteveryoneinplace,allthetroopsmassedandpersonneldeployedonsite
beforewestart.Nobodymovesamuscleuntiltheyhavetheword.Gotthat?”
“Gotit,sir,”Dunaganagreed.
“Thisisgoingtorequirepinpointaccuracy,”Grangesaid.“Wecan’taffordtomakeasingleslip.”
“Iknowthat.We’llbeready.”
“I’llbeintouch.”
Heturnedofftheunitandsatback,frowning.Itwasgoingtobeadifficultoperation.Therewere
toomanythingsthatcouldgowrong.Hewishedthey’dbeenabletopersuadeoneofthefriendly
governmentstoloanthemasupportgroup,butthathadbeenoutofthequestion.Nobodywantedto
riskrilingupBarrera’sneighbors,giventheworldeconomyandthethreatsstillprevailinginthe
MiddleEast.Theyhadwell-wishersandoffersofhelponcethemissionwasasuccess.Butalot
dependedonGrange’sbattleplanandthequalityofhisragtagarmy.Hehopeditwouldbeenough.
4
Theproblemwithsuchacomplexassault,Grangemused,wascoordinationandintelligence
gathering.Thereweresomanyvariables,nottheleastofwhichwasknowingtheterrain,theweather,
thethreatsfromwildlifeandotherhumans,andtheadvanceknowledgeofpeopleinpowerin
Barrera.Theresistancedidhavesomeartillerysupport,andlimitedairsupportcapability.Itwould
havetobeperfecttimingtoavoidciviliancasualtiesthatmightantagonizethosewhowereon
Machado’ssideatthepresenttime.
Machado,fortunately,didhavepeopleontheinsideinpositionsofpowerwithwhomhewasin
communication.Oneofhisformerlieutenants,GeneralDomingoLopez,whohadbeenhismilitary
chiefofstaff,wasnowDictatorArturoSapara’ssupplychief.Itwasapositionofhumiliationforone
ofthegovernment’spremierstrategists.ButLopezsupportedMachadoandwaswillingtodo
whateverittooktohelpwithturningthemilitaryagainstthestringylittledictatorSapara,including
swallowingademotion.HeknewMachadowouldcomeback,andhewasgoingtobeinapositionto
help.He’dmanagedtosneakthatmessageout.
“Wedo,unfortunately,haveatimetabletofollow,”MachadotoldGrangeduringoneoftheir
brainstormingsessionsintheirbasecamp.“Theweather.Nextmonth,whichisonlydaysaway,the
rainyseasonbegins.”Heglancedathismilitarychief.“Ineednottellyouwhatmiseriesourtroops
willfaceifwecannotbringthiscampaigntoaquickconclusion.Wecannotmovemenandmateriel
throughtropicalrainforestsduringmonsoonseason.”
“Iknow.”Grangesighed.“Ididtraininjunglewarfare,andIhaveexpertsonmystaff,”hereplied.
“Ihandpickedmenwho’dfoughtinSouthAfricaandinCentralandSouthAmericainlocal
campaigns.ThebiggestproblemIhaveiswiththefewwhohaveneverbeeninajungle.”Hethrewup
hishands.“Twomencameinwithmachetes…!”
Machadolaughedrichly.“Myfriend,inmostAmericancinema,wealwaysseemencrashing
throughthejungleswieldingmachetes.”
“True,butevenexpertsmiss,”Grangesaid,“whichmeansyou’dbetterhavemedicalsupportanda
nearbyhospital,becauseinfectionisepicdownhere.WhenItoldthemthatweusedsecateurs—
pruningshears—tocutthroughundergrowth,theythoughtIwaskidding.ThenIstartedexplaining
snakes.”Heshookhishead.“Rourkewasdownherewithateamnottoolongago.Wehavethisone
guy,SeanO’Bailey,whowasinhisgroup.O’BaileyhadneverseenasnakebeforehewenttoIraq,
anyway.Irish,youknow.SodownhereinSouthAmerica,hecameface-to-facewithasurucucu,”he
added,givingthenativewordforabushmaster,“andhadtochangehispantslater.Luckyforhimthe
snakedidn’tattack.I’veheardofthemchasingmenintovillagesduringbreedingseason,and
attackingpeoplewithoutprovocation.I’mkeepinghimhereonthecomputer,wherehe’ssafer.And
we’resafer,too,”Grangeadvised.
“Yes,ascreamcarriesforgreatdistances,eveninthejungle.Youwereabletoprocurethe
weaponsIrequested?”
Grangenodded.“RPG-7rocketlaunchersandAK-47sandUZIs.”Heshookhishead.“Allthese
advancesinmodernweaponry,andlookwhatwe’restillusing.MyGod.”
“Oldweapons,true,butdurableandeasytolearnandhardtodisable,”Machadosaid.Hegrinned.
“IconqueredBarrerathefirsttimeusingsuchweapons,andonlyaminimumoflightartilleryand
twotanks.”
“Yes,butthatwasbeforewecouldcalldownweaponstrikesbyF-22sandApachehelicopters.”
“Wewill,alas,havefewofthoseatourdisposal.Iamhopingfortheelementofsurprise,”
Machadosaid.
“AsamI.We’vemanagedtogetinsidetheborderwithbootsontheground,withoutbeingdetected,
thankstosomegreatworkbyourpilot.Andfortunatelywedidn’thavetouseachopperfortransport.
Thatcanbearealpain.”
“Ididnotunderstandthis‘chalk’scenario,usedbythechopperpilots,”Machadosaid.“DoI
understandthatthepilotswouldnotpermittroopsaboarduntiltheyinspectedeachsoldierthey
transported?”
“Absolutelycorrect,”Grangesaidgrimly,andexplainedwhytheprocesswassovital.
Machadosighed.“Iunderstand.Ineverhadsuchpilots.Iamimpressed.”
“SowasI,whenEbScottsuggestedthemtome,”Grangesaidwithasmile.“Butthey’llbeused
onlyasalastresort.Istillthinkitmaybepossibletobringdownthegovernmentfromtheinside,
withminimumforce.”
“GeneralLopez—whommyenemySaparademotedtocolonel—hasaccesstotop-secretreportsof
troopmovements.Hewillbeabletomakecertainsuggestionstotheothermilitaryleaders,tohelp
concealourpositionwhenwegoin.”
“Luckythathesurvivedthefirstpurge,”Grangeagreed.
“Manydidnot.”Machado’sfacesetinhardlines.“Iwillavengethem,giventheopportunity.Our
greatestassetforthemomentisSaparahimself.Hehasbecomeaddictedtogiftsfromhisclose
neighbors—thecocaleaf.Ashisaddictiongrows,hebecomesmoreandmoredivorcedfromreality
andlessabletocomprehendhowhatedhehasbecomeamonghiscitizens.”
“Addictionsareunwise,”Grangereplied.“Hell,Idon’tevensmokeordrink.”
“Ididnotice,”Machadosaid.
Heshrugged.“Itwasaneconomicthingformanyyears,Icouldn’taffordit.Thenitgrewtobea
habit.Nowit’sanobsession.”
“Alcoholcanbeamenace,especiallyinanoperationsuchasours.”
“WhichiswhyI’vebannedit.Itriedtobancigarettes,buttherewasalmostamutiny,”Grange
explained.“SoIspecifiedtimesandplaceswheremencansmoke.Thesmellcouldgiveaway
positions.Justlikementalking,gunsbeingloaded…”
“Wetakegreatrisks.”HeputahandonGrange’sshoulder.“ButIassureyou,therewardswillbe
great,ifwesucceed.”
“Whenwesucceed,chief,”Grangerepliedwithagrin.“Nopessimisticthinkinghere.”
“Asyousay.Whenwesucceed.”
***
O’Baileywasdrinkingcoffeeandlookingaroundhimselfuncomfortably.“Sure,andnowI’llbe
seeingsnakesinmydreams,”hemuttered,glaringatGrange.
“Rourketoldyouthereweresnakeshere,thefirsttimeyouhadamissioninSouthAmerica,”
Grangetoldhim.
“Ithoughthemeantweegartersnakes,likemysisterhasinhergardeninYork,notseaserpents!”
“Itwasabushmaster,youtoad.”Rourkechuckled,hisonebrowneyetwinklingashesatdown
besidetheIrishman,runningahandthroughthelongblondponytailheworetocheckforbugs.“Ibet
itwasn’tevenabigone.”
“Isawabushmaster,once,andbeggingyourpardon,sir,”anotherrecruitpipedin,“thedamned
thingsarehuge!”
“It’shugewhenit’sabouttostrikeatyou,forsure!”O’Baileyretorted.
Rourkegrinned.“Ireadthisbook,aboutthisexplorerwhogotlostinSouthAmericaintheearly
partofthetwentiethcentury,”herecalledashespreadoutaclothandcleaningkitandpolisheduphis
.45ColtACP.“GuynamedFawcett.HewasasurveyorfortheRoyalGeographicSociety.Hetooka
partyofmenintoplaceswherenowhitemanhadevergone,andwroteabouthisadventures.Hewas
toldastoryaboutthisguywhowaswashingatastreamwhenhefeltsomebodytaphimonhis
shoulder,firstoneside,thentheother.Hethoughtitwashisimagination.Heturnedaroundand
lookedrightintotheeyesofasurucucu.Saidhescreamedandran,becausethesnakeshavea
reputationforbeingaggressiveandlethal,butitdidn’tfollowhim.Seemsthisonehadasenseof
humor.”
Grangelaughed.“Iheardone,too,butalittleworse—abushmasterranamokandattackedacamp
ofpeople,bithalfofthem.”
“Ihatesnakes!”O’Baileysaidangrily.
“You’reinthewrongbusiness,mate,”Rourkeadvised.“BestyougobacktoDublinandsellused
carsagain.”
O’Baileymadeaface.“Can’tmakeanymoneysellingcars.This,however,willmakemealegend
inmehometownandawealthyblokeifwecanpullitoff.GeneralMachado’sofferingusahellofa
bonusifwewin.”
“If?”Rourkeasked,hiseyebrowslifting,movingtheblackeyepatchoverhisbadeyejustahairto
adjustitmorecomfortably.“Biteyourtongue!”
“Sorry,sir,”O’Baileysaidwithagrimace.“Iforgotwewasonthewinningside,butjustfora
minute.Honest.”
Grangeshookhisheadandwalkedaway.
Helookedoutoverthejunglewithapprehension.Somanydangers,nottheleastofwhichwere
jaguarsandsnakes.Butthereweresmallerdangers,themosquitoesthatcarrieddenguefeverand
malaria—thankGoditwasthedryseasonandtheyweren’tprevalentnow.Butinamonththatwould
changeandtheywouldfaceinsect-andwaterbornediseasesalongwithswampyconditionsasthe
rainsmovedin.Iftheycouldn’tsucceedinlessthanamonth—andthatwaswishfulthinking—the
campaignwouldhavetobediscontinueduntiltherainsended,whichwouldgivethecoca-soaked
madmanrunningBarreraplentyoftimetogethelpfromsomeofhissympathizers.Itwasariskthey
couldn’tafford.SoGrangewasdeterminedthattheywouldsucceedinthetimeallowed.
Hisgreatesthopewasforabloodlesscoupinthecapital,Medina.HeandMachadohadplentyof
men,goodairsupportanddecentlightartillery.ButifMachado’sfriendLopezhadinfluenceand
coulduseit,helpsabotagethingsinsidethemilitaryheadquarters,andifGrangecoulddeploy
specializedteamsinsidethecity,anddoitwithpinpointaccuracy—andusehisjunglefightersas
supporttoencouragehelpfromthenativepopulationsnearby—theymightpullitoff.
Whathewantedfirstwastosendinteamsofadviserstodrumupsupportamongtheindigenous
tribes.TheylivedontheoutskirtsofMedinaandmostofthemhadhelpedMachadogainpowerinthe
firstplace.IntelligenceindicatedthattheirnumbershadbeendecimatedasSaparatookpowerandthat
theywerekeenonrevenge.Rourkewouldgoinwithseveralothermen,indisguise,andtrytoenlist
help.Atthesametime,Machadoandseveralothermenwouldair-dropintoMedinanearthemilitary
quarter,wheremenwouldmeetthemandprovidesupport.
Ifallelsefailed,itwouldmeanacampaignfoughtinthejunglenearMedina,andithadtobea
quickone,withimmediatesuccess.Thereweresomanyfactors,somanythingsthatcouldgowrong.
Grangefeltsicktohisstomachthinkingabouthowmanyofhismen,hisfriends,hemightloseina
firefight.Buthe’dsentmenintocombattodie.Itwassomethingeverycommanderinwartimehadto
do.Itwasnevereasy.
ThatbroughttomindhiscommandingofficerinIraqwhohadcommittedsuicideafterhiscourt-
martial.Grangefeltguiltyaboutit,buthedidn’tknowwhathecouldhavedonedifferently.Ifhe’d
followedtheman’sorders,hiswholeplatoonwouldhavedied.Hisquickthinkingandstrategyhad
savedthem,buthiscommandingofficerhadforcedhimoutoftheservicewithanhonorable
dischargeasbaittosparehimacourt-martial.Grangehadtakenthedeal,butthecommander ’sown
right-handmanhadgottendrunkandspilledthebeans,sotheofficerwashimselfcourt-martialed.
Exceptthat,unlikeGrange,he’dbeendishonorablydischarged.Hecouldn’ttakethelossofface,or
probablythelossofthehighsalaryhe’dbeengetting.Hisgamblingdebts,allegedly,hadbeen
immense.Sohekilledhimselfandnowhismentallychallengeddrug-usingsonwasgunningfor
Grangeastheauthorofthetragedy.
Grangeshookhishead.Asifhe’dhavepushedanymantodosuchadrasticthingastakinghisown
life.Andhe’dhadhisowntragedyfromusingdrugs,whenhewasbarelyintohisteens.Hisown
sisterhadtakenherlife,whenherboyfriend’sfatherthreatenedtohaveGrangearrestedandcharged
inamurderthathisfriendshadcommitted.She’ddiedtosaveherbrother.Ithadsavedhim,inone
respect.He’dcleaneduphisactandgoneontobecomeanexemplarycitizen.Butitcouldhavegone
anotherway.Hewassorryfortheofficer ’sson.Atleast,theboywouldn’tbeoverheretryingtokill
him,hethought.
NorwouldtheWashingtonsocialite,Clarisse,beabletohangaroundhim,thankGod,since
Machadowasgoingtorefusetoallowhertogowiththetroops.ThatbroughttomindPeg,waiting
backhomeinJacobsvilleforwordofhim.Hedidn’tdarephoneher,buttherewereotherwaysof
communicatingthatwouldn’tallowsomeonetoeavesdropandpickuptheirlocation.Hisfriend
Rourkeknewallthetricksofthetradeandhehadalittlehamradiokitthathecarriedeverywhere
withhim.
***
Pegwaswashingdisheswhenthetelephonerang.Herfatherwasoutdoctoringoneofthecowswith
aneyeinfection,soshedriedherhandsandwenttoanswerit.Theyhadadishwasher,oneofmany
appliancesthatGrangehadpurchasedforthehouse,butPegdidn’tliketouseitforjusttwoplates,
cupsandsaucers.Itseemedawasteofbothwaterandelectricity,soshedidjustthefewthingsby
hand.
“Hello,Grangeresidence,”shesaidpolitely.
“MissPegLarson?”anunfamiliarvoicereplied.
“Uh,yes…”
“I’mBillJones.Youdon’tknowme.I’mahamoperator.I’vejusthadacommunicationfroma
gentlemanonanothercontinent.Hewantedmetopassalongamessageforhim.I’mtotellyouthata
gentlemannamedGrangeisenjoyinghisvacation,butmissesyouverymuch.”
Shecaughtherbreath.“He’sallright?”
Helaughed.“Iassumeyouwerewaitingtomakesurehegottohisdestination.Icanassureyouthat
hearrivedinperfecthealth.Healsosaidtotellyouthathemightnotbeabletocontactyoudirectly,
buttowishyouhappyholidaysandtosayhehopeshe’llseeyouinafewmonths.Hesayshemisses
youverymuch,”herepeated.
“Thanks,”shesaidfervently.“Oh,thankyou.I…Wewereworried.”
“I’llpassthatalong.”
“Andpleasewishhimhappyholidaysalsoandtellhim,well,tellhimtobecareful.AndtellhimI
misshimmorethanheknows.”
“I’lldothat.Haveagoodevening.”
“Thanks,you,too.”
Shehungup,delightedthatGrangehadthoughttorelayamessagesofar,andundersuch
dangerousconditions.
Shewentoutthebackdooranddowntothebarn.Edhadjustfinishedsmearingsalveintothecow’s
eyes.Heturnedandsmiled.
“Somethingup?”heasked.
Shegrinned.“Grangesentusamessage.Hesayshegottohisdestinationokayandhe’sdoingwell,
andhehopeswehaveahappyholidayseason.”
“That’sarelief,”Edsaid,standing.“Iwasgettingabitconcerned.Hetoldmebeforeheleftthat
he’dtrytogetwordtous,butIwasn’tsure…Imean,it’sahellofatrip,andthereareplentyof
dangerousplacesalongtheway.Notthatheisn’tgoodatwhathedoes,”headdedfirmly.
“Iknowthat.Iwasworried,too,”sheconfessedafteraminute.
Theywalkedbacktowardthehousetogether.Theleavesontheoaktreesweremostlygonebynow,
butafewstillclungtothepecantrees.Thenutswerelonggone.Squirrelshadcarriedthemoff,
mostlywhentheywerestillgreen.
“Ishouldloadmyshotgunandstandguardoverthattree,”Edremarkedofthelargestandoldestof
thenuttrees.“Maybeyou’dgetahandfulofnutstomakecakeswith.”
“Youhavetosleepsometime,”sheremindedhim.“They’dfindawaytosneakinafterdark.You
can’tdefeatsquirrels.They’retoosmart.”
“Iguessyou’reright.”
“Barbaraalwaysorderstherawnutsandgivesmesome,”shesaid,referringtotheownerof
Barbara’sCaféinJacobsville.“Nottoworry,Dad,you’llgetyourJapanesefruitcakethisChristmas.
Honest.”Itwasayellowcake,madeinthreelayers,withonespicelayerthatcontainednutsanda
boiledwhitesugarfrostingonwhichcoconutandnutsandredandgreencandiedcherrieswere
sprinkled.
Heletoutasighofrelief.“Can’tlivewithoutthatcake.Yourmother,Godresthersoul,madeone
everyyear.Sodidhermother.”
“Yes,butGrannyusedthosetinythincakelayersandmadesixofthem.Momdidn’thavethe
patience.Shereducedittothreelayersandtaughtme,sotherecipegoeson.IgaveittoBarbara.She
saidit’soneofherbestsellersinthecafé.Momwouldhavelovedthat.”
Henodded.“Shewasagreatcook.Soareyou,sweetheart.”
“Thanks.Butit’smostlyjustbasicstuffwithme.I’mnotinventive.”
“Inventiveisnotalwaysgood,”heremindedherwithatwinkleinhiseyes.“Ihaven’tforgottenthe
Danishpotatorecipe.”
Shegrimaced.“Neitherdidtheboss,”shesaid,referringtoGrange.“Hetastedit,lookedatme,
askedifwe’deverhadthatbefore.WhenIsaidno,hesaid,‘Well,let’sneverhaveitagain,either.’”
Hechuckled.“Wasn’tsobad.It’sjusttheideaofasweetIrishpotatothatupsetsmen.It’sunnatural.”
Sherolledhereyes.“Meatandpotatoes.That’sallmeneverwantonthetable.”
“Bestfoodintheworldissimplefood.”
“Yes,butit’snotabadthingtotrynewstuff.”
“Trynewmeatandpotatorecipes.”
“Idid!”
Hegloweredather.“Notthatnew.”
Sheburstoutlaughingandwentbackintothehouse.
***
Thenextmorning,shehadtopickupaprescriptionforherfather.Hetendedtowardhighblood
pressure,soDr.CopperColtrainhadhimonamedicationthatcombinedawaterpillwithsomething
tostabilizebloodpressure.Thepharmacyhadanicegenericdrugthattheycouldafford,evenon
theirtightbudget.
NancyfilleditandBonniebroughtittothecounter.
“Haveyouheardfromhim?”Pegaskedexcitedly,becauseBonniewasgrinningfromeartoear.
She’dgonetotheCattleman’sBallwithamandrivingawhiteRolls-Royce.Ithadbeenthetalkofthe
town.
“Infact,hephonedmedaybeforeyesterday,”sheconfessedassheranguptheprescription.“From
Paris!”
“Wow,”Pegsaid,alleyes.
“He’scomingbacktotheStatesinaboutthreeweeks,andhehopeshe’llhavetimetostopbyand
takemeouttodinnerinSanAntonio.”Bonnieshookherhead.“Imaginethat,amillionairelikesme.”
“Everybodylikesyou,”Pegpointedout.“Ithinkit’sgreat!”
“SodoI.Ijusthopeitisn’treallyadreamthatI’llwakeupfrom.”
Pegleanedtowardher.“Wantmetopinchyou?”
Bonniemadeaface.“Shameonyou.”
Peggrinned.“Justtryingtohelp.”
***
ShestoppedbyBarbara’sCaféafterward.Barbarahadabagoffreshpecansforher.“Ialwaysorder
themforChristmascooking,it’snobigdealtogetanextrabagforyou,”Barbarasaidfirmlywhen
Pegtriedtopayforthem.
“Well,thanksalot,”Pegtoldher.
“Yousharedthatgreatcakerecipewithme,”Barbararemindedherwithasmile.“It’sbeenabighit
withthecustomers.”
“Weloveit,too,”Pegconfessed.
Barbaraloweredhervoice.“HeardfromGrange?”
Shenodded,lookingaroundcautiously.“Justthathegotwherehewasgoing.Nothingelse.”
Barbarabitherlowerlip.“Isee.”
“WhatdoyouknowthatIdon’t?Comeon,please?”
Barbaradrewherbackpastthekitchen,wheretwowomenwereworkingatthestoveandthe
counter,ontothebackporch.
“DoyourememberthatofficerwhogotintroubleforclaimingGrange’sbattlestrategyashis
own,theonewhogotGrangekickedoutofthearmy?”
“Yes.”
“Well,hekilledhimself.”
“Oh,mygosh!”Pegexclaimed.
“That’snotall,”Barbaracontinuedgrimly.“He’sgotasonwho’snotallthere,ifyouknowwhatI
mean.Andhe’sswornthathe’sgoingtomakeGrangepayforit.”
“Goodlucktohim,tryingtofindGrange,”Pegsaid,tryingtoignorethesuddencoldnessinthepit
ofherstomach.
“Ihopeyou’reright.Buthisfatherhadfriendsandtheymightknowsomethingaboutwhere
Grangehasgone,andwhy,”Barbaracontinued.“Rickheardfromhisfather,GeneralMachado,”she
addedunderherbreath.“Hesaidthegeneralhadtorefusetoallowajournalistalongwithhis
invasionforcebecausesheturnedouttobesomesocialitewhowaspursuingGrange.”
Peg’sheartdidaflip.“Asocialite?”
“Don’tworry,”Barbaraassuredherwithawarmsmile.“ThegeneralsaidthatGrangethreatened
toquitthejobifMachadoletheraccompanythem.Hehatesher.”
Pegrelaxed.“Well,that’ssomething.YouhadadistinguishedguestforThanksgiving,weheard.”
“Yes.Rick’swife’sfather.He’sageneral,too.Hassortofabadattitude,butawarmheart,”she
added.Shelaughed.“Helikestocook.”
“Nowthat’sinteresting,”Pegmusedwithawickedsmile.
“Healsoknowsalmosteverythingthat’sgoingoninthemilitary,”Barbaracontinued.“Soif
Grange’scommandingofficer ’ssonhasplanstogooverseas,we’llknow.Trynottoworry.Ijust
thoughtyoushouldbetold.”
Peghuggedherimpulsively.“Ido,too.Thanks.”
“It’sallveryworrying,”Barbarasaid.“ItotallyagreewithwhatGeneralMachadowantstodo.But
it’ssodangerous.”
“Tellmeaboutit.”Pegsighed.“ItmustbeterribleforRick,too,sinceheonlyjustfoundoutwho
hisfatheris.”
“Absolutely.He’safraidthathe’lllosehimbeforetheyreallygettoknoweachother.”
“We’lljusthopeandpraythateverythingworksout,”Pegreplied.
“Theyhavegoodhelp,”theolderwomanreplied.“MostofthementhatwentwithGrangeareEb
Scott’s.”
“He’sfussyaboutthemenhetrains,I’veheard,”Pegsaid.
“Veryfussy.Theyeatintherestaurant,soIknowalotofthem.OneofthebestisaSouthAfrican
namedRourke.”Shefrowned.“Idon’tthinkI’veeverheardhisfirstname.”Shelaughedandshook
herhead.“Itwasn’tuntilrecentlythatIknewGrange’swasWinslow.”
Pegnodded.“EverybodyjustcallshimGrange.”
“Evenyou?”
Pegflushed.“Evenme.”
“Hedoesn’tdateanybodylocally,”shepointedout.“Imean,hewastakingTellieMaddoxoutfora
while,beforeshemarriedJ.B.Hammock,buttheywereonlyfriends.Andsincethen,hehasn’tdated
atall.”Shelaughed.“WewereallprettyshockedwhenyoushowedupattheCattleman’sBallwith
him,letmetellyou.”
“SowasI,”Pegreplied.“IneverdreamedI’dgettowearsuchclothes,either.Thatwassuchasweet
thingourlocaldesigner,BessTruman,did,sosweet!AndMrs.Pendletonloanedmeacoat!”
“Iheardaboutthat,too.Gracie’sadoll.We’vebeenfriendsforalongtime.”Sheshookherhead.“I
couldhavesluggedJasonPendletonforthewayhetreatedher.Letmetellyou,thatwasarough
courtship.”
“Theyseemsohappytogether.”
“Theyare,now.Andtheyweregoodfriendsbeforehegotmixedupwiththatmodel.Butthat’s
anotherstory.”Barbarahuggedheragain.“Takeyourpecansandgohomeandmakeyourdadanice
cake.I’vegottogetbacktowork!”
“Iwill.Thanksagainforthepecans.”Shestartedtoleave,turnedaroundandwalkedback,her
expressionworried.“IfyouhearanythingfromRick’sfather-in-law,youknow,aboutthatofficer ’s
sonwhowantstohurtGrange—you’lltellme,yes?”
“Yes,”Barbarapromised.“Butdon’tyouworry,younglady.Grangecantakecareofhimself.”
Pegsmiled.“Ofcoursehecan.Butifyouknewhewasheadedfortrouble,youcouldhaveRick’s
father-in-law,thegeneral,warnhim.Couldn’tyou?They’refriends,aren’tthey?”
“Theyare,andIwill.”
Pegrelaxedalittle.“IknowIdon’tneedtoworry.ButIdo.”
“Weallworry,whenthepeoplewecareaboutareindanger,”Barbaraagreedquietly.
Pegnodded.Sheclutchedthepackageofpecans.“Thanksagain.”
Barbarasmiled.“Mypleasure.”
***
Pegdrovebacktotheranch,distracted.Somanycomplicationswerecroppingup.Shehaddeep
feelingsforWinslowGrange.Shethoughtthathehadsomeforheraswell.Ithadpleasedhertolearn
thathedidn’tdateanybody,andthatithadonlybeenfriendshipbetweenhimandTellie.Infact,she
knewTellie:they’dbeenatschooltogether.She’dassumedthatGrangehadfeelingsfortheothergirl.
Nowshefeltbetter.
Exceptforthatsocialite.Grangedidn’tlikeher.Butthewomanwasobviouslypersistent.Whatif
sheignoredthegeneral’spermissionandwentanyway?WhatifsheshowedupinGrange’scampand
vampedhim?
“Vamped,”shemutteredtoherself.“Peg,youneedtogetagrip.Nobodytalkslikethatinthe
twenty-firstcentury!”
Sheturnedontotheranchroad,butshewasstillfrowning.Menindesperatesituationssometimes
diddesperatethings.Grangemightnotbeascautiousasheusuallywas,andifthewomanwasa
sophisticateandaggressive,shemightpushherwayintohislife.
Pegwaspoorandnotbeautiful.Shedidn’tknowhowtobehaveinhighsocialcircles;shedidn’t
evenknowhowtodoaproperplacesetting.Thatwomanwouldbeexperiencedandchicand
knowledgeableaboutsuchthings.Grangemightcomparethem,andPegmightcomeoffinalessthan
favorablelight.
Shetormentedherselfwiththosethoughtsallthewayintothehouse,andbumpedintoherfather
becauseshewasn’tlookingwhereshewasgoing.
“Andwhat’swrongwithyou?”heteased.
Herfacescrewedup.“Ican’tevensetapropertable,andIdon’tknowhowtobehaveinhigh
society.”
Helookedshocked.“Excuseme?”
“There’sthisWashingtonsocialitewho’safterWinslow,”shemuttered.“Shetriedtogetsignedon
withtheexpeditionasajournalist.She’schasedhimeverywhere.Whatifsheshowsupinhis
camp…?”
“Peg,getagrip,”hesaidgently.“Sowhatifshedoes?Grangeisnoschoolboy.Hetookyoutothe
Cattleman’sBall,youknow.”
Pegsighed.“Yes,butshe’sprobablybeautifulandhasgorgeousclothes.”
“Ifhedoesn’twanther,thatwon’tmatter.”
Shesearchedhisfacequietly.“Really?Youthinkso?”
“Iknowso.”Heglancedatthebagofpecansinherhands.“Gomakeacake.Itwillhelp.”
Sheblinked.“Helpwho?Me,oryou?”
Hechuckled.“Bothofus.You’llbedivertedwhileyou’recookingit,andI’llberapturouswhile
I’meatingit.”
“Oh,Dad.”Shehuggedhim.“Thanks.”
“Stopworrying.Grangeisn’tanidiot.You’llsee.”
Shenodded.“Okay.”
***
Thatnight,shedreamed.TherewasajungleandWinslowwaslyinginahugejunglehammock,
stretchedoutinonlyapairofBermudashorts,withhisbroad,hair-coveredchestbare,hishair
mussedashesmiledupather.
“Comehere,baby,”hewhispered.
Shewenttohim.Shewaswearingaredsarong,somethingmorePolynesianthanSouthAmerican,
withwhiteflowersonit.Hedeftlyuntiedthesarongandtosseditoutofthehammock.Hislean,
stronghandssmoothedoverherbreastshungrilyandhebenttokissthem.Shemoanedinhersleep,
shiftingrestlesslyasshefelthisbodygrowhardandtautandswollenagainstherhips.Shefelthim
move,felttheshortsgooverthesideofthehammockasheshiftedhersuddenlyunderhimandbegan
kissingherinearnest.
“Oh,Winslow,”shewhispered,shocked,asshefelthimbegintopenetratethesoftwarmthofher.
Shearcheduptothepleasure,herbodyshivering.Sheheardhimlaughtenderlyatherfrantic
motionsasshetriedtobringhimevencloser.
Shewasburning.Shewasonfire.Theheatandthetensioncombinedtomakehercrazy.She
couldn’tgetcloseenough.Shewantedhim,somuch!
Andthensherealizedthattheywereinahammock.Shelookedupathiminallseriousness,and
said,“Butwecan’tdothisinahammock!”
Allatonce,shewokeup.
Sheshivered,becauseithadseemedsoreal.Shelickedherdrylipsandlookedatthepillowshe’d
beenclutchingtoherself.Ifonlyshe’dkepthermouthshutinherdream,shemuttered.Sheclosedher
eyes,rolledoverandtriedtogobacktosleep.
5
GrangehadDunagansendthetwoscoutsintoMedinaundercoverofdarkness,tocontactMachado’s
friendDomingoLopez.
Itwouldbearaceagainsttime,especiallyiftheyhadtofightaheatedbattletogainentrancetothe
city.Therewasachance,justasmallchance,thattheycouldpulloffabloodlesscoupbytakingall
thekeypositionsinthegovernmentbeforefightingbrokeout.Iftheycouldcontrolthe
communicationscenters,themilitarycomputers,themediaandallthebridgesleadingintothecity,
theremightnotbeafight.Itwoulddependonmanyfactors.ButasGrangehadbeentaught,youhope
forthebest,andyoualwayspreparefortheworst.
Ifitcamedowntoit,theyhadcontactswhomightpersuadethegovernmentsnearbytohelp.And
theUnitedStateshadspecopspeopleinthevicinitywhowouldliaisewiththemifneeded.Itwouldbe
ablackoperation,oneofmanythatwentonandwereneverreported,butitcouldhappen.
GrangekneltdownbesideRourke,whowascheckinghisradioandlisteningtolocalmedia.
“Allgovernmentpropaganda,”Rourkesaidinadisgustedtone.“Thismostrecentnewscastdeals
withtwoprofessorsatthelocaluniversitywhowerearrestedandputinprisonforspeakingout
againstthenationalizationoftheforeignoilcompanieshereandtheoppression.”
“Oil,”Grangerepliedheavily.“Theblessingandcurseofthepastthreegenerations.Orisitfour?
Ourwholedamnedsocietyrunsonoil.”
“Andwepayforitwithperiodicecologicaldisasters,”Rourkereplied.
“Yes.”
“Ihadthisamazinganthropologyprofessorincollege,”Rourkebegan,stillfiddlingwiththeradio.
“Hetoldusthatanysocietywhichfindsitselfanichethat’sdependentononeexhaustiblecommodity
isdoomedtoextinction.”
“Don’ttelltheoilexecutivesthat.They’llprotestindroves.”
Rourkemadeasounddeepinhisthroat.“Probablytrue.Butwe’reinahellofamessglobally,you
know.Thetoponepercentoftheworldcontrolstheninety-ninepercent.Theaveragecitizencan’t
evenafforddecentshoesforhiskids.”
“Orfindajob.”
Rourkenodded.
“You’reSouthAfrican.Don’tyouhaveabettersocietywithallthechanges?”
“Westillhaveregionalconflicts.Someofthetribesdon’tgetalongwitheachother,muchlesswith
mostoftherestofus.Butletanoutsidermakearemark,andwe’reoneunitedbunchofsinners.”
Rourkechuckled.“It’sourAfrica.Wedon’tlikepeoplehittingonher.”
“Her?”Grangepursedhislips.“Sexist.”
Rourkeroared.
“Howmuchmediaareweupagainsthere,inthispartofSouthAmerica?”Grangeasked,suddenly
somber.
“Locally,justonetelevisionstation,tworadiostations,andthreenewspapers.Excuseme…two
newspapers.TheyfirebombedthethirdforprintinganarticleElPresidentedidn’tlike.”
Grangefrowned.“That’saboutthesizeofthemediayou’dfindinasmallAmericancity,likewith
20,000or30,000people.”
Rourkenodded.“That’sthesizeofMedina.Thisisaverysmallcountry,andit’ssurroundedbybig
andpowerfulneighbors.Ithasnewlydiscoveredoilreserves,andrumorhasitthatanAmerican
anthropologistdugupproofofacivilizationolderthantheEgyptianpyramids;interestingly,rightin
themidstofthepotentialoilfieldregion.She’sgonemissingsincethecoup,however.Presumed
dead.”Heleanedcloserandnoddedtowardthedistantgeneral,Machado.“Hewassweetonher.He
reallywantsashotatSaparanow.Purerevenge,asmuchasthedesiretosavehiscountry.”
“Ihopewecan.I’vebeenthinkingaboutthis.Ifwecanfindawaytoinfiltratethemostimportant
objectives,wemaybeabletoavoidalonggroundassault.Withtherainyseasonatthedoor,itcould
beadisaster,whichputsusinaverydangerouspositionstrategically.Quitefrankly,Idon’tsee
bombingthecityintosubmission.Ifwemakeenemiesofthelocals,we’llnevergettheusurperout.”
“Iagree,”Rourkesaid.“Weneedintelligence.Lotsofit.Andweneedourreserveshidden.”
“Ithoughtthesamething,soI’veshippedourlargestforceoverintoafriendlycountry,soto
speak,neartheMatoGrossoarea.”
Rourkeraisedhiseyebrows.“TheMatoGrosso?”hesaid.“Abadplace.Averybadplace.Isn’tthat
nearwhereFawcettandhissonandhisson’sbestfriendwentmissingin1925?”heasked,alludingto
amysterythathadneverbeensolved,thefateofaBritishexplorer,ColonelPercivalFawcett,andhis
twoyoungcompanions,oneofwhomwashisson.Eveninmoderntimes,itpromptedpeopletogo
intothejunglestosolvetheeighty-plus-year-oldmystery;manyneverreturned.
Grangesmiled.“NeartheMatoGrosso.Whilethey’renotoccupiedwithwar,theymightfind
someonewhoknowsaboutFawcett’sfate.Whoknows?Butatleastwe’llavoidtheappearanceofan
insurrection.They’llstayoutofsightuntilweneedthefirepower.I’mbankingontakingthecity
withoutbloodshed,throughthebackdoor,withspecops.”
“Myideaaswell.”
“NowallIhavetodoisconvinceElGeneral,”Grangesaid,noddingtowardthebroodingex-
patriot,whowassittingalone.
“Itwon’ttakemuchconvincing.Hedoesn’twantbloodshed,either,”Rourkereplied.“Ithinkhe’s
seenenoughofitinhistime.”
“Whohasn’t?”Grangesaidonaheavybreath.“I’dliketogrowoldwithouteverhearinggunshots
again.”
“Thenyou’reinthewrongbusiness,mate,”Rourketoldhim.“Youneedtogiveupjobslikethis.”
Grangemadeaface.“Can’taffordto.JasonPendletonmademeagiftofahouseandlandand
purebredcattle,nottomentionaforemanwhosedaughteristhebestcookI’veeverknown.Ihaveto
supportthemallnow.IgetpaidasmallfortunetoramrodPendleton’sComancheWellsranch,butit’s
notenoughforupgradesandnewbulls.SohereIam.”Hefrowned,studyingRourke.“Whichbrings
tomindareversequestion.Doyoureallyneedthework?You’vegotthatincredibleanimalparkand
yourfather…”
Rourke’sonedarkeyeflasheddangerously.“Don’t,”hesaidinatonethatwasdeadlysoft,likethe
uncoilingofapoisonoussnake.
Grangeheldupahand.“Sorry.”
Rourkeavertedhisgazetotheradio.“Myfault.I’msensitiveoncertainsubjects.”
“Iknow.Ishouldn’thavesaidanything.”
“Noharmdone.”Heforcedasmile.“Goconvinceourfearlessleadertotrythistheeasyway,
upendingthegovernmentfromtheinside.”
“I’lldomybest.”
Rourkesmiled.“Iknowyouwill.”
***
Grangecouldhavebittenhistongue.Heknew,asonlyafewothersdid,thatRourkewasallegedlythe
illegitimatesonofK.C.Kantor,theex-mercbillionaire.ButRourkenevermentionedhisparentage,
nevertalkedaboutKantor,eventhoughhe’dworkedforthemanforyears.Itwasanopensecret,but
itwastrickytomentionittoRourke.Verytricky.Andthiswasn’tthetimetothrowsaltonold
wounds.
HesatdownnexttoMachado.“IsentthereservesdowntoCasera,intheMatoGrosso,intheDC-3.
WehavepeopleinManaus,butwecouldn’taffordtosendagroupofmercsthere.Wehavefriendly
tiesinCaserafromRourke’slastincursionhere,”hesaid.“RourkeandIwanttotryinfiltration—
cuttingupSaparafromtheinside,usinghisownpeopleagainsthim.Thesamethinghedidtoyou,El
General,butinreverse,”headdedwithasmile.
Machadosighed.“I,too,wouldpreferabloodlessrevolution.”Heshookhishead.“Thesepoor
peoplehavesufferedenoughalready,becauseIwascareless.”Hisfacesetintohardlines.“Thatwill
neverhappenagain.”
“Wehavetwomeninsidethecity,”Grangecontinued.“Thosewhowesenttoseekoutyourformer
commandantandseeifhe’llhelpus.Ibelievehewill.”
“Yes.SodoI.”Hesighedagainandsippedstrongcoffee.“Certainlyhehassufferedundermy
adversary.Fortunatelyforus,hewastoovaluabletokillorimprison.Heknowstheworkingsofthe
militaryandthelocationofallthestrategiccomputersinthemilitaryheadquarters.Hewillbeour
greatestassetifhecanbeconvincedtoriskhislifeinthisendeavor.”
“Iagree.Now,wejustsitbackforafewhoursandhopeforthebest.”
***
Whiletheywerehopingforthebest,ajeepcamedrivingupintothecompound.Thedriver,alocal
tourguidewhowasfriendlytoMachadoandknewofhiscampfromthenatives,hadapassenger.
“GoodGod!”Grangeexclaimedwithbarelyleashedfury.“Idon’tbelieveit!”
Machadowasalsosurprised.
Thepassengerclimbedlazilyoutofthejeep.ItwasanAmericanwomaninhermid-twenties,with
short,wavyblondhair,blueeyes,dressedlikeadebutanteonsafariinkhakiswithacameraslung
aroundherneck.
“Icameanyway,”sheannouncedhaughtily.ShewalkeduptoGrangeandtouchedhischest,almost
purring.“Ican’tkeepawayfromyou,dearman!”
“¡Alto!”GrangecalledinSpanishtothedriver,whohadreversedthejeepandwasabouttoleave.
HetookClarissebythearm,walkedher,protesting,backtothejeep,openedthedoorandputher
inside.Shealmostfell.Herexpressionwasoneofdazeddisconnection.Wasshedrunk?
“I’mnotleaving…!”sheprotested.
“Likehellyou’renotleaving,”hesaidthroughhisteeth.“OfalltherepulsivewomenI’veever
known,youtakethecake.WhatdoIhavetodotoconvinceyouthatIdon’twantyou?Youthink
you’reirresistibletoanymanyoumeet?Lady,youhavethemoralsofanalleycat,”headdedwith
contempt.“Iwouldn’tlowermyselftosleepwithyouifyouweretheonlydamnedwomanlefton
earth!Doesthatmakeitanyclearer?”
Rourkehadspottedher,too.Hecameforward,unnaturallyhostile,evenforhim,andglaredather.
“Whatthebloodyhelldoyouthinkyou’redoinghere,Tat?”heaskedcoldly.
Shewasshocked,notonlytofindRourkeinthecampbuttoheartheoldnicknamehe’dcalledher
longagowhenshe’dlivedinSouthAfricabriefly,nearhishome.They’dbeenplaymatesonce,even
friends.
Sheliftedherchinpugnaciously.Shefeltverycombative.Shewastakingantianxietymeds,
probablytoomany,sincetherecenttragedythathadrobbedherofherentirefamily.Nobodyknew.
NobodyexceptRourke.He’dactuallycometothefunerals.He’dbeenkind.Sortof…
“I’maphotojournalist,”shetoldhimicily.“It’smyjob.”
“Na,”hesaidsarcastically.“Yourjobisseducingmen,isn’tit?AndGrangeisonyourlist?It’sa
longlist,too.Everybody’sfairgame.”
Clarisse,whoneverreactedtocriticism,juststaredathim.Whatshewasfeelinginsidewasher
ownsecretpain.Shewouldn’trevealit.
“Yes,Iseemtobeatthetopofthelist,”Grangemutteredcoldly.“Butit’snouse,andI’vebeen
tellingyouthatformonths!”HewonderedwhyRourkelookedalmostrelieved.“Listen,lady,Ihavea
womaninmylife,”hesnapped.“Asweet,young,innocentwomanwhowouldbeappalledifsheever
hadtoactuallymeetyou.Thecontrastisabsolutelyepic.”
Clarisseswallowed.Herfaceflamed.
“Nowgetthehelloutofthiscampanddon’tcomeback,”Grangesaidfuriously.“¡Vaya!”he
calledtothedriver.“¡Vayaahoramismo!”
“I’llmakeyousorryforthis,”Clarissesaid,herusualflirtatiousmannerineclipse.“Ipromiseyou
Iwill!”
“Doyourworst,”Grangeshotback,angryoutofallproportion.“¡Vaya!”hetoldthedriveronce
more,andbangedonthehoodwithhisflattenedhand.
Thejeeproaredoffintothedistance.Grangewatcheditgo,morefuriousthanhe’dbeeninyears.
Thedamned,persistentwoman,showinguphere…!
Rourkeglancedathim.“Howlonghasshebeenafteryou?”
“OnandoffsinceIwasinIraq,”Grangereplied.“Shewasfollowingmyunitforamagazinestory.
Butshe’sturneduptheheatinthepastfourmonths.She’sbeenahellofanuisance.”
“Isee.”Rourkewentbacktohiswork,deepinthought.
GrangecaughthisbreathandleashedhistemperasMachadojoinedhim.“I’msorry,”hetoldhis
boss.“Ijustlostit.She’llgotoSaparaandwe’llalldiebecauseofmystupidmistake.”
“Notlikely,myfriend,”Machadosaidwithagentlesmile.“Iknowwomen.Thatonewillnotbetray
anentireplatoonofmentogetevenwithjustone.ButIwouldsleepwithoneeyeopenfromnowon.”
“Yeah.”Heturned.“Sorry.”
Machadostudiedhim.“Sheispracticedandsophisticated,andyoufindherunappealing.Youlike
innocenceIthink.”
Grangenodded.“There’sagirlbackhome.Myforeman’sdaughter.”Heshiftedandavertedhis
eyes.“She’slikeabreathofspring.”
Machadochuckledandclappedhimontheback.“NowIunderstand.Come.Forgetaboutthemad
socialiteandhavecoffeewithme.Soon,weshallhearfromourcontactsinthecity.”
***
ClarisseflewbacktoManausonthesmallairplaneofamansheknewandputoneofhercontactsin
Texastowork.Anhourlater,sheknewwhoPegLarsonwasandwheretofindher.Grangewasgoing
tobevery,verysorrythathe’deversaidsuchinsultingthingstoher.Sheonlywishedshecoulddo
somethingtohurtRourkeaswell,butRourkewasmadeofsteel.Abombwouldn’tdamagehim.
Grange,however,couldbehurt.Shewasthedescendantofoneofthefoundingfathersofthe
country,fromapowerfulfamily.Shehadmoneyandcharmandsheknewhowtouseboth.Grange
wasgoingtopayforhisinsults,andpaybig.
Shelookedoutthebalconyofherhotelroomoverlookingthelargejunglecityoftwomillion
souls,hereyeslingeringontheopulentOperaHousebuiltin1896.Backduringtherubberboomof
theearlytwentiethcentury,Manaus,calledthe“ParisoftheTropics,”hadbeenthecenterofathriving
industrythatmademillionairesofmenwillingtobravethejunglewithitspreciousrubbertrees.The
boomhadfallenbythe1920sandonlyregainedsomesuccesswiththeadventofWorldWarIIandits
needforrubber.ButcannybiologistshadtakenrubbertreeseedlingsoutofSouthAmericaand
transportedthemtoplantationsinCeylonandtheOrient,thusbreakingthemonopoly.Thereafter,
Manaussettledbackintoitsjungleandtheeraofgreatfortunescarvedoutofwildernesswereatan
end.Butthecitywasaphoenix,destinedtoriseagain.
In1967withthepassageoftheManausFreeZone,thecitybecameanimportantcenterforthe
manufactureofelectricalandelectronicgoods,andalsoabeautifulresourceforecologicaltourism,
preservingthebeautyoftheRioNegro,onwhichitwassituated,anditsbiologicaldiversity.
Manaushadagrandeurallitsown.Portuguese,notSpanish,wasspokenhere,whichwas
technicallyBrazil,ontheblackwatersoftheRioNegro.WhereGrangeandhismenwerecamped
justinsidetheborderofBarrera,thelanguagewasSpanish.Comfortableineitherlanguage,Clarisse
hadnoproblemcommunicatingwhatshewanted.Andwiththatinmind,shepickedupthephoneand
reservedtwobusinessclassround-tripticketsfromtheUnitedStatestoLaPaz,andthenbooked
passageonaflighttoManaus,alsofortwo.Shewasn’tgoingtotakenoforananswer.Shewasgoing
toconvincePegLarsontocomedownhere.Then,shehaddarkerplansforthewomanwhohadtaken
Grange.Verydarkplans.Herconscienceprickedher.Shewasn’tusuallythisdevious,andshedidn’t
hurtpeopledeliberately.Shetookmoreoftheantianxietymedsandlaydownonthebedandclosed
hereyes.Sheshouldn’tfeelguilty.Grangehaditcoming.
Sheshiveredas,inhermind’seye,shesawtheRioNegroflowing,rememberedwhathad
happenedherefourmonthsago.Sheclosedhereyesandshuddered.Itwastoosoon.Sheshouldn’t
havecomeback.Shewentlookingfortheantianxietymedsandfrownedwhenshenotedthatthe
bottlewasalmostempty.Nomatter.Shehadafriend,adoctor,wholivedinthecity.She’dcallhim
andgetmore.
ShewentbacktoWashington,D.C.,thenextday.Shewasfuriousandtakingfartoomanydrugs.
Hermindwascloudedbyadamagedegoandshreddedpride.Allshecouldthinkaboutwasgetting
even.GrangewouldpayandsowouldhisAmericanloveinterest.Theywouldallpay.
***
PegwasfeedingthesmallflockofRhodeIslandRedchickensthatsheandherfatherkeptforfresh
eggswhenasilverMercedes-Benzpulledupinthedriveway.Sheputdownthebowlofchickenfeed
andwentouttomeetit.
AtfirstshethoughtitmightbeGraciePendleton,butthePendletonsdroveJaguars.Infact,Gracie
hadaracing-greenone,herfavoritecolor.
Itwasn’tGracie.
Abeautifulwomanwithshort,wavyhoney-blondhairgotoutofthecar.Shewasdressedin
immaculatekhakislackswithwhatlookedlikeabluesilkblouse.Overitwasakhakivestwitha
hundredpockets,orsoitseemed.
“Hi!”shecalledinafriendlytone,andsmiled.“I’mlookingforPegLarson.”
Pegblinked.“That’sme.”
“I’mClarisseCarrington,”shereplied,offeringahandtoshakePeg’s.“I’vejustcomefromSouth
America.”Shemovedcloser,lookingaroundwarilytomakesurenobodywascloseenoughto
overhear.“I’vejustseenWinslowGrange.”
“Isheallright?”Pegasked,herfacefrozenwithfear.
“Perfectlyallright.”Clarissehatedthatlookontheyoungerwoman’sface.Itwasobvioushowshe
feltaboutGrange,andforjustaninstant,Clarissefeltapangofguiltforwhatsheplannedtodo.It
didn’tlastlong.Shesmiledagain.“They’rewaitingforthingstocometogetherbeforetheygoin.He
wantstoseeyou.”
“Ishecominghome?”Pegasked,excited.
“No.Thatisn’tpossible.”Shelookedatherexpensivetanloafers.“Buthewantsmetobringyou
overtohiscamp.I’majournalist,soIcangoanywhereIlike.Ihaveaprivateplaneandajeepwitha
driver.IpurchasedticketsfromSanAntoniotoAtlanta,wherewe’llflytoMiamiforthenonstop
flighttoManaus.Ialsohavetwobusinessclassround-tripticketsontheflighttoManausfromMiami.
I’vebookedahotelsuiteforusinManaus.It’snottoofarfromwhereGrangeandhismenare
camped.”
Thewomanwasspeakingrapidly.Hereyesdidn’tlookquiteright.Pegbegantohesitate.“It’sso
expensive.HowwouldIpayitback?”
“Areyoujoking?”Clarisseclearedherthroat.“Youdon’thavetopayitback.I’mindependently
wealthy.Iworkasajournalistforfun,notprofit.”
“Whywouldyoudothis?”Pegpersisted.
Damn,Clarissethought,thewomanwassmart.Maybetoosmart.Butsheforcedanothersmile.
“I’mdoinganarticleontheassault,”shesaid,“forawell-knownmagazine.”Shenamedit.Itwasone
ofthemorefamousglossyones,soPegrecognizeditfromdoctors’waitingrooms.“Thisisa
human-interestpiece,aboutthepeoplebehindthepeoplewhoarefighting.I’dplannedtodoone
aboutanothermanintheparty,butIcouldn’tgethissiblingtoagreetoflythere.”Sheavertedher
eyes,tellingtheliewithastraightface.“It’squitedangerous.Notreally,”sheamendedquickly.“But
thegirlisafraidofsnakes.TherearesnakesinthispartofSouthAmerica….”
Snakes.Itseemedathinexcuse.Pegwouldhavegoneanywheretoseeabrotherifshehadone.
She’dgoanywheretoseeGrange.He’dsenthertheshortwavemessage,buthehadn’tmentionedthis
woman.Wasn’ttheresomethingaboutasocialitewhowaschasinghim?
“Please.Thestorywillbesogoodforthecoupeffort.Itwillonlytakeacoupleofdays,”Clarisse
saidquickly,becausePegwaswavering.“I’llhaveyoubackhomebytheweekend.Ipromise.”The
smilewasbeginningtochafe.“Winslowreallywantstoseeyou,”sheadded.“Hemissesyou
terribly.”
Peg’sheartjumped.Sheforgoteverythingshe’dheard.Grangewantedtoseeher.She’dmissed
himsomuchthatitseemedherhearthadbeentornoutofher.Sheretracedplaceshe’dbeen,satinhis
bedroomandstaredatthebedwhereheslept.Shemoonedaroundherownbedroomwherehe’d
kissedherandtouchedherwithsuchpassion.Shewentoverandovertheirlastmeeting,whenhe’d
kissedheragain,butwithachingtenderness.Shehadtorrid,eroticdreamsabouthimalmostevery
night.Sheknewhefeltsomethingforher.Butshehadn’trealizedhowpowerfulitwas.Ifhewantedto
seehersobadlythathe’daskedajournalisttobringherover,toanothercountry,justforacoupleof
days…perhapshewantedtopropose?
“Oh,my,”Pegexclaimed,withahandathercollarbone.
“Thefightingmaybeintense,whentheygoin,”Clarissesaidgrimly.“He’sagoodsoldier,but
whatifsomethinghappenedandyoudidn’tgo?Whatifyounevergottoseehimagain,becauseyou
wereafraidofthejungle?”
“I’mnotafraidofthejungle,”Pegmuttered,andhergreeneyesflashedattheotherwoman.“I
don’tlikesnakes,butIdon’thaveanyphobiasofthem.”
“Bravegirl.”Clarissechuckled.“Okay,then,what’syourproblem?”
“Ifyouwritethestory,won’titgiveawaywhatGeneralMachadoistryingtodo?”
“Deargirl,Iwon’tpublishuntilafterGeneralMachadoisbackinpower.”Clarisselaughedatthe
otherwoman’slackofknowledge.“I’dneverbetraythem.Itisn’tmynature.NotevenifIwere
tortured.”
Pegstillhesitated.Sheshouldcallsomebodyandcheckthiswomanout,beforesheventuredinto
thejunglewithher.
Clarissealmostsawthatthoughtinhermind.Shecheckedherwatchandgrimaced.“Theplane
leavesfromAtlantaforMiamiinfourhours,”shesaid.“We’llhavetorushtotheairportinSan
Antoniotomakeconnections.TheMiamiflightisnonstop.Andtheticketsarenonrefundable,”she
addedwithjusttherightworriedexpression.
Peggroanedaloud.TicketstoSouthAmerica.Grangewaitingtoseeherbeforeabloodyassault
thatmightfail.Notime,notime!
“I’llpacksomething,”Pegsaid.“IhavetotellmyDad…”
Shewasalreadyrunningforthehouse.“Comeonin,”shecalledtoClarisse.“Youcansitinthe
livingroom,Iwon’tbelong,Ipromise.”
“Packlightweightthings,likesilk,”Clarisseadvisedasshewalkedintothehouse.
Pegstoppedshortandgapedattheolderwoman.“Silk?”Shewavedherhandsaround.“YouthinkI
canaffordtobuyanythingmadeofsilk?Ican’tevenaffordasilkscarf!”
Clarissebitherlip.Shehadn’trealizedthattheotherwomanwaswearingcottonbecauseitwasall
shehad.Shelookedaroundheratthecheapfurnishings.Povertyrow,shethoughtwithguilty
contempt,andthenrememberedtheroleshewasplaying.“Justpacksomethingcomfortable.And
makesureyoutakearaincoatoraslicker.Therainyseasonisjustgettingstarted.You’llneed
sunblock,too,butManausisalargecity.Wecanbuytoiletrieswhenwegetthere,”shesaid.“You’ll
havetroublegettingthemonaplane,sojustbringclothes.Notcotton,”sheaddedfirmly.“Cottongets
wetandstayswet.Somethingdrip-dry.Andmakesureyouhaveapairofbootsandsomepantsmade
ofsyntheticfiber.”
“Oh.Okay.I’llhurry.”Actuallyshehadlotsofpoly-cottonstuff,becauseitwascheap.Silk,onher
budget!Thatwasahoot.
Clarissewanderedaroundthelivingroom.Hereyecaughtonapaintingabovethemantel,of
runninghorsesagainstacloudysky.“Whopaintedthiscanvasoverthemantel?”shecalledtoPeg.
“Alocalartist,JanieBrewsterHart,”shecalledback.“She’sexhibitinginSanAntoniorightnow,
alongwithhersister-in-law,thewifeofourstateattorneygeneral,whosculpts.”
“Nicework,”Clarissemurmured.Thepaintingwasreallygood.Thewomanhadtalent.Shehada
suddenthought.ThiswasGrange’shouse.Heownedit.Helivedhere.Shefrowned.Ithadechoesof
hispersonality.ItwasSpartanandbare-bonescomfort.Scatteredaroundweresouvenirshe’dbrought
homefromtheMiddleEast.Therewereacoupleofsmallpaintings,alongwithsomefossilized
stonesandabone-sheathknife.TherewereframedphotosofhimwithhisGreenBeretunitinIraq.
ThatbroughtbackpainfulmemoriesofClarisse’sattemptstoflirtwithhim.She’dbeenless
aggressiveinthosedays,almostpainfullyshy.She’dhadtoforceherselftobeforward.Nobody
knewthetruthabouther.NotevenRourke.
“I’malmostready,IjusthavetocallDadandtellhimwhereI’mgoing.”
“Don’ttellhimmorethanyouhaveto,”Clarissecalledbackgrimly.“Thephonemightbetapped.”
“You’rekidding!”
Yes,shewas,butshedidn’twantPeg’sfathertocatchon.Shedidn’twantanyhitchesinherplans.
“No,I’mnotkidding.ThisisacovertmilitaryoperationandthisisGrange’shome.It’snot
impossible.”Evenasshesaidit,sherealizedthatshemightaccidentallybetellingthetruth.
Therewasapause.“Okay.He’soveratthePendletons’ranch.I’lljustcallhimandsayI’mgoing
outoftownforacoupleofdayswithaschoolfriendwhowantscompanyinAtlanta.”
“Goodgirl.”
Forjustafewseconds,Clarissealmosthadachangeofheart.Thiswascruel.Shewasn’tborna
cruelperson.She’dbeenmadecruelbyherpast.Grangethoughtshewassomesortofman-eater.It
wasfunny.ShewasasinnocentasPeg.Shejustknewhowtoact.Exceptthatitwasn’tanactwith
Grange.Shereallywantedhim.HeremindedherofRourke….
Sheswallowed,hard,andwenttotheneat,tidykitchentogetabottleofwater.Therewasn’tany,so
shehadtodrinkfromaglassfilledfromthefaucet.Shewinced.Shetookthepillbottleoutofher
fannypackandswallowedtwopills.Shehatedflying.Butshehadtogetusedtoit.Themedshelped
withthat.Theyhelpedwitheverything.
Funny,she’dneverbeenreallyattractedtoanymanexceptRourke.Grangehadcomeintoherlife
atanoutpostinIraq,wherehewaswithaspecopgroup,GreenBerets.She’dfollowedthem,with
permissionfromthemilitarybecauseshehadfriendshighupinthePentagon,todoastory.Grange
hadsuddenlybecomehermainobjective.She’dtriedeverywaysheknewtoattracthimbutnothing
hadhappened.He’dbeenpoliteenoughwhileshedidthestory,butoncehewasoutofthemilitaryhe
disappeared.She’dseenhimagainatapartyinWashington,D.C.,justafterthegreatesttragedyinher
life.Thatwasaftershe’dstartedtakingmedsforthenightmaresandanxiety.Herwholepersonality
hadchanged.She’dbeenaggressivelyflirtatiousforallshewasworth.Itwasuseless.He’dgivenher
thecoldshoulder.She’dbecomeobsessedwithgettinghimtonoticeher,followedhimaroundevery
timehecametoacity,showedupinrestaurants,eveninhotels.Hehadn’tsaidmuch,buthe’d
suddenlystoppedgoingtohotelswhereshecouldbribeemployeestotipheroff.
Thathadonlyspurredherdetermination.Funny,hewasn’tatallhertype.Shesighedandputthe
glassinthesink.Thewaterdidn’ttastehalfbad.Muchbetterthanbottled.
HermindwentbacktoherlastmeetingwithGrangeinBarrera,totheinsultshe’dshoutedthatall
themenhadheard…thatRourkehadheard.Hedidn’twanther.Hethoughtshewasrepulsive.That
wordwentthroughherlikeahotlance.Whatdidheknowabouther,aboutherpast,abouther
suffering?Hedidn’twanttoknow.Hehadthissweet,innocentgirlwhodidn’tevenlooktobeoutof
herteens,andshehadnomoney,noconnections,nonothing.WhereasClarissehadeverything,but
shecouldn’tgetGrange.
“Imustbemad,”shetoldherselfinawhisper.“Totallymad!”
“Whatwasthat?”Pegaskedfromthestaircase.
“Yourwatertastesgood,”Clarissesaid.
“Thanks.Wehaveawell.Thewaterisalwayscoldandgood.”Shecameintothelivingroomwitha
rattysuitcase,wearinghighheelsandherbestSundaydress.“Isthisokay?”sheaskedabouther
ensemble.
Clarissewasstruckdumb.Sheblinked.“Haveyoueverflownonanairplane?”
“Well,no.Yes.Imean,Igottoflyinacropdusterplane,once,”Pegreplied.“It’salittletwo-seater
airplane.Wespraybigcropswithinsecticidefromthem.Imean,wedon’t.Somepeopledo.”
Clarissetookadeepbreath.Therewerefewplacesonearthshehadn’tbeen.She’dflownin
everythingfrompassengerplanestomilitaryaircraft.Thischildhadneversetfootonanairplaneand
thoughtyouneededtowearyourSundaybesttogetaboard.HighheelsintheHartsfieldInternational
AirportinAtlantawouldbeadisaster,wherepassengershadtowalkvastdistancesbetweentheticket
counterandtheconcourses.
“Youneedtowearslacksandalightweightshirtandbootswithsocks.Carryasweateronboard.
Youcan’twalkthroughanairportinhighheels.You’llhaveblisters.Theycancauseinfectionandbe
fatalintropicalrainforests.Bloodpoisoningsetsin.”
“Oh.”Pegflushed.
Clarissemovedcloser.“It’sokay,”shesaidgently.“Iwasn’tbornknowingthesethings,either.I
hadtolearn.”
Pegsmiledshyly.“Thanks.I’llgochange.”
Sherushedbacktoherroom.Clarissefeltasifahousehadfallenonher.Pegwassomuchlike
Matilda.Notinlooks,butinattitudeandgritandinnocence.Sheclosedhereyesonawaveofpain.
Herfault.Herfault.She’dinsistedthatMatildagoonthenativeboatwiththeirfathertosightseeinthe
jungleoutsideManaus,agreatadventure,whilesheinterviewedthechiefthroughaninterpreter.It
wasafamilyouting,aworkingoneforClarisse.ButMatilda,sweetMatilda,hadpaidforher
shortsightedness!Nowshewasgoingtoputanotherchildindanger,deliberately,forrevenge…!
“I’mready,”Pegannounced.
Clarisselookedatherwithwide,hesitanteyes.“Idon’tknow.Maybethisisabadidea,”shesaid,
thinkingaloud.
“Please,Iwanttogo,”Pegpleaded.“I’ddoanythingtoseehim.Anything!”
Clarissesetherteethfirmly.GrangehadinsultedherinfrontofRourke,whohardlyneededa
reasontohatehermore.Grangemadeherfeelcheapandsmall.Theinsultdrovethekindnessright
outofher.Sheforcedasmile.“Well,then,let’sbeoff!”
***
Peghadneverbeeninanairportterminal,exceptoncewhenshewentwithherfathertomeetJason
Pendletonwhenheneededaquickridetotheranch.SanAntonio’swasbigandtheplacewascrowded
withpeople.Sheglancedatthepalmtreesoutsideandshookherhead.“Thatalwaysamazesme,”she
murmured.“Palmtrees.It’slikeFlorida,Iguess.I’veneverbeentoFlorida,though.”
Clarissejustnodded.Thegirlwasclueless.
Theygotaboardafteranhour ’swait.Itwasn’tcalledfirstclassanymore,itwasbusinessclass.The
compartmentheldonlyaboutfourpeople,menwithcellphonesandlaptops,connectedtotheinternet
andtotallyoblivioustotheirsurroundings.
Pegwasfascinatedwitheverything.Whentheflightattendantwentthroughherditchingroutine,
explainingthevestwithanaccompanyingvideo,Pegpaidraptattention.
“Thatwastotallycool,”shetoldClarisseexcitedly.
“Oh,yes,likeawaterproofvestisgoingtobealotofhelponland.”
Pegblinked.
“Theonlywaterweflyacrossisriversandlakes,”camethedrollreply.“Ifwegodown,believe
me,avestisthelastthingwe’llneed.”
“Oh.”Shetoyedwiththecontrolsonherseat.“Well,we’llflyovertheoceangoingtoSouth
America,”shesaidbrightly.“Ifwehadtoditchthere,they’dcomeinhandy.”
Theplane,ifitfell,wouldhittheoceanatseveralhundredmilesanhour,atwhichspeedthewater
wouldbelikeabrickwall,Clarissethought.Theplanewoulddisintegrate,alongwiththepassengers.
Eveniftheyweren’tinpieces,sharkswouldcertainlyfindthemfilling.Butshedidn’tsayanyofthat
toPeg.Shetookanotheroneofherpills,prescribedforextremeanxiety,andwenttosleepsoshe
wouldn’thavetothinkaboutthehorriblerevengeshewastakingonamanwhodidn’twanther.
***
GrangesatwithRourkeinthedarkness,hisconsciencebotheringhim.
“Ishouldn’thavebeensovicioustoClarisse,”hemuttered.“Thatwaswrong.Ijustlostmytemper.
She’sbeendoggingmeforyears.I’mtiredofit.Especiallynow.”
Rourkeplayedwithhiscoffeecup.“Youdon’tknowmuchabouther,doyou?”
Grange’seyebrowsarched.“Iknowthatforthepastcoupleofmonthsshe’sbeenanunbelievable
pest.”
Rourkestaredintohiscoffee.“Aboutsixyearsago,herfatherwonappointmenttothestaffofthe
U.S.StateDepartment.Fourmonthsago,theysenthimtotalktotheBarreragovernmentaboutanoil
contract.Tomaintainappearances,becausehewasalreadyfindingwaystokillnativeswhoopposed
oilexplorationintheirterritory,Saparasenthimouttooneofthenativevillagestodiscussatreaty.
Thisisalwaysdonewiththechiefofthetribeinvolvedorwithmanychiefsifterritoriesoverlapped.”
Rourkesippedcoffee.“NearManaus,thereareluxuriousriverboatsfortourists,butifyouwanttogo
seeagroupofnatives,farbackinthejunglehere,youtakeaguidewhoknowsthecountryandyou
travelinalocalboat.”Hesethislips.“Tomakealongstoryshort,theboatwasinneedofrepairand
goingoverarapid,itcapsized.Whereitcapsized,therewerepiranhas.”
Grangewasalmostfrozeninplace.Hewaitedfortherest.
Rourkemadeaface.“Herfatherhadcuthimselfshaving.Itwasn’tabadcut,butitwasenough.He
probablydrownedbeforethepiranhasgothim,buttheyprettymuchstrippedhimbelowthewaist.
He’dbroughtbothhisdaughterswithhim.Hethoughtitwouldbealark.Whentheyoungest,Matilda,
sawherfathergounder,sheswambackfromsafetytosavehim.Shedied,too.Clarissehadbeen
interviewingthenativechief.Shewatchedinhorrorfromthebank.Shelostherwholefamily.”He
shrugged.“Iheardfromamutualfriendthatshe’sbeenonanxietymedseversince.Sometimes,when
thememoriesgetbad,reallybad,shetakesmorethansheshouldandtheyaffectherjudgment.She
doescrazythings.”Hesighed.“Idon’tcareforher.Infact,Ifindherutterlyoffensive.Butafterthe
tragedy,hermindsnapped.Howdoyoufixthat,eh?”heasked,notingthepalenessofhis
companion’sface.“Howdoyoufixabrokenmind?”
“IfI’dknownthat,”Grangesaidquietly,“Iwouldn’thavebeensobrutal.Ishouldneverhavebeen
soblunt.”Heshrugged.“I’mmissingPeg,badly,andworriedabouttheassault.”HelookedRourkein
theeye.“Ifwehavetogoinwithallourartillery,lotsofpeoplearegoingtodie.Maybeevenhim.”
HenoddedtowardMachado,whowasbentover,discussingsomethingwithtwooftheircomrades.
“I’vegottenfondofhim.”
Rourkenodded.“Ya.Me,too.”HepattedGrangeontheback.“Don’tworrysomuch.Clarissewill
getoverit.She’sgottenoverworse.”Hewasrecallinganintimateincidentwithher,whenshewas
muchyounger,onethathadalienatedhimforever.Hewonderedifsheremembered.Hetriednotto.
“Itwouldbeniceifwecouldtakebackthingswesaidinanger.”
Rourkechuckled.“Andifdirthadnutrition,we’dneverstarve.Getsomerest.We’llhaveabigday
tomorrow,onewayortheother.”
“Abigday,”Grangeagreed.
6
Pegcouldn’tstopstaringasthecabtookthemintoManaus,enroutetothehotelClarissewasstaying
at.Shehadahugesuite,plentyofroomfortheotherwomantoshare,becauseitwouldtakeadayor
twotomakearrangementsforthetripintothejungle.Clarissewouldhavetohaveaguideshecould
trustcompletely,onewhocouldgetthemtotheirdestinationthroughbackways.
ThatmeanttrackingdownEnriqueBoas,whowasatourguidewithmuchexperienceofthe
jungles.ClarissewouldalsoneedahiredcarbetterthanthelumberingpieceofmetalthatEnrique
usuallydrove,preferablyaLandRover.
Therewasavillageaboutanhour ’sridefromtheplacewheretheAmericangroupwascamped,
alsoinsideBarreraneartheborderwithAmazonia,asmallnativevillagewithpeoplewhospoke
onlyPortuguese.Therewerenooutsidersthere.Enrique’smotherlivedinthevillage,soitwasthe
perfectplacetoleavetheyoungwomanbesideher.ThenshewouldgotoGrange’scampandtellhim
whatshe’ddone.
Shewonderedifhemightattackher.Shedidn’tcare.Herplanwaswellthought-outandflawless.
Shewasgoingtoditchherrivalinaplacefromwhichtherewasnoescape,andtellGrangeonlythat
she’dtakenthewomanintothejunglesandlefther.
Thepillsmadehermindfoggy.Thewomancoulddie.Touristsfrequentlydiedhere,fromlackof
knowledge.Insectbitescouldcausedisease.Snakescouldkill.Rivershadpiranhas…
Shefeltsick.Matilda,franticallyswimmingtotrytosavetheirfatherwhileClarissestood
helplesslybyintotalshockanddidnothing.Nothing!DearGod,shehadlovedtheirfatherandher
sister,whyhadn’tshedonesomething?Matilda,braveMatilda,haddied….
Sheshivered.Thememorywasstilltooclose,toonear,toohorrible.Fourmonths.Yesterday.Why
hadsheevercomebackdownhere?FollowingGrange.Andforwhat?Hedidn’twanther,he’dnever
wantedher!He’dgonetoalittledried-upTexastownandfoundthispetunia,thisviolet,this
unbelievablynaivechildofnineteen.Peg.Peg,whomshewasgoingtopunishforGrange’sbetrayal.
Sheblinked.WhywasitPeg’sfault?Shelookedattheyoungerwomanandwasagainhauntedbythe
memoryofherbelovedsister.Shetookadeepbreath,tryingtofocusthroughadruggedhazeasthe
carpulledupinfrontofthehotel.
“Thisisit,”shetoldPeg.Herfacefeltnumb.Howodd.Shehandedthedriverabill.Hegotout,
bowing,andwenttofetchtheirbagsfromthetrunk,tocarrytheminsideforthetwoAmerican
women.Itwasaverynicetiptheolderwomanhadgivenhim.
Clarissefalteredonthewaytothecurbandwouldhavefallenface-firstifPeghadn’tcaughther.
“Careful,”Pegsaid,concerned.“Youdon’twanttobreakalegoranything.”
Clarissebitherlip.Sheblinked.“Thanks,Matilda.”
Peglookedatherwithcleargreeneyes.“Who’sMatilda?”
Itcamerushingback.Thethrashinginthewater,thescreams,almostinhumanscreams,thehorror,
theblood…
Clarissecaughtherbreathandswallowedagain,hard.Shestoodverystill,herfacewhiteasasheet.
Thiswasn’tMatilda.ThiswasPeg.Trytoremember.No!Trynottoremember…!
“We’dbettergoin,”shetoldPeg.
“Here,leanonme,”Pegsaidgently.“You’renotwell.”
Clarissefeltapainlikeaknifethroughherchest.Shelookedattheyoungerwoman,hercleareyes,
herkindexpression,andalmosthatedher.Didshereallybelievethatabenevolentstrangerhadcome
halfwayacrosstheworldtodoheranexpensivekindness?Shewassotrusting.Matildahadbeen
trusting…
“I’mokay,”Clarissesaidheavily.“I’mokay.But…thanks.”
Pegjustsmiled.“I’lltakecareofyou.Don’tworry.”
Thepaingrewworse.Pegwasyearsyoungerthanhercompanion,butshehadcharacterandgrit.
Clarissefeltthecomparisonkeenly.
“Thefoodhereisverygood,”Clarissesaid.
“Great.I’mstarved.”
Clarisselookedatherwatch.“We’llhavetogetsomethingfromroomservicefornow.Theyeat
verylate,comparedtohotelsintheStates.Nothingwillbeopenbeforeseven,maybeeight.”
“Tonight?”Pegexclaimed.
“I’mafraidso.”
Shesighed.“AtleastIcangetasandwich,right?”
Clarisselaughed.“Cheeseandcrudités,perhaps.”
“What’sacrudi…crude…thatthing?”
“Rawveggieswithadip.”
“IthinkIhadthatonce.”
“You’llhavemanynewexperiencesinthiscountry.”Someofthemwouldbeunforgettableand
terrible.Clarisseturnedawaywithnewguilt.“Let’sgoupstairs.I’mverytired.Iimagineyouare,
too.”
“Notsomuch.WhenwillwegotoseeWinslow?”sheaddedhopefully.
“Itwilltakeadayortwotomakethearrangements,it’snotsoveryfarfromhere,but
transportationisapainintherainyseason.Wecan’tgobyboat,sowehavetousetheso-calledroads.
There’sapavedonethatrunsfromManaustothecapitalofAmazonia,butwehavetogonorth.The
roadsaredirtandsomeofthebridgesgetwashedaway.Usually,though,notthisearlyintheseason.”
Peg’sheartsank.“Oh.”
“Wedon’twantanyaccidents,”Clarisseadded.“Itwouldworryhim.Thisisacrucialtimeforthem
all.”
“Yes.Ofcourse.Iwasn’tthinking.Canwecallhim?”
“Thatwouldbeunwise.”
Pegbitherlip.“I’msorry.I’mjustnotthinkingclearly.IthinkIhavethatthing,what’sitcalled…
jetlag?”
“Ishouldhavegivenyoumelatonintocopewiththat,alongwiththequinine.”Clarissehadbeen
pumpingquinineintotheothergirlsincetheygotontheplaneatSanAntonio,tocopewith
mosquitoes.TherewerealmostnoneinManaus,butwheretheyweregoing,therewouldbeplenty.
Forsomeoddreason,she’dfeltprotectiveofthegirlfromthestart.
“Theimportantthingistogobythetimeitiswhenyouarrive,”Clarissecontinued.“We’llsleep
whenit’sbedtimeinthistimezone,andgetupwhenit’smorning.You’llgetusedtoit.”
“Youmusttravelalot,”Pegsaidastheypausedoutsidethedoortothesuite.
“Yes.Alot.”Tryingtorunawayfrommymemories,Clarissecouldhavesaid.Butshedidn’t.She
onlysmiled.“Andhereweare!”
Sheopenedthedoor.
Pegwalkedinsidegingerly.She’dneverbeenanyplacereallyfancyinherlife,excepttoabig
restaurantinSanAntoniothatGrangehadtakenherandherfatherto,justaftertheycametoworkfor
him.Butthatwasnothingcomparedtothis.
Everythingwasluxurious.Thefabricwasrich,thedoublebeds,bothofthem,hadsatincoversof
spotlesswhitewithgreentrim.Thecurtainsmatched.Therewasaphoneandacomputerandafax
machine.Therewasalittlerefrigeratorwithdrinksandsnacks.Thecarpetwasexquisite.The
paintingsonthewalllookedreal,liketheonesGrangehadattheranchbackhome.
Pegfeltatwingeofguilt.Shehadn’ttoldherfathermuch;justthataschoolfriendwastakingher
toAtlantaonarealairplaneforacoupleofdaystoshopandwaspayingfortheirhotel.Ifshe’dtold
himthetruth,he’dneverhavelethergowithoutanargument.
“Don’tyoulikeit?”Clarisseasked,notingthefrown.
“Theroomisbeautiful,”Pegtoldher.“I’veneverbeenanyplacesofancy.It’slikeadream.ButI
wasthinkingaboutDaddy.Iliedtohim.Ineverdidthatbefore.”
“He’llforgiveyou.JustrememberhowmuchGrangewantstoseeyou.”
Pegsighed.“I’lltry.”Shelookedaroundagain.“It’ssoexotic.Aretherereallyparrotsandiguanas
here,”sheasked,“likethosepicturesinthemagazineIreadontheplane?”
“AllsortsofwildlifeintheAmazon,”Clarissesaid,gettingdrowsy.“Mostofitislethalifyou
don’tknowwhereyou’regoing.”
“I’mgladIhaveyou.”Peggrinned.“It’snicetohaveatravelingcompanionwhoknowsthe
location.”
Clarissesighed.“Yes.”Shethrewherselfontothebedandclosedhereyes.“Justgoingtonap,fora
minute.”Sheopenedhereyes.“Don’tgooutoftheroom.Promiseme.”
Pegwasdisappointed,butshefelttheolderwomanwasprotectingher.“Okay,”shesaidreluctantly.
“Tomorrowwe’llgosightseeing,”Clarissemurmured.“I’llshowyouthezoo.”
“There’sazoo?”sheexclaimed.
ButClarissehadfallenasleep.
***
Pegwanderedaroundtheroomandendeduponthebalconyoverlookingthecity.Shewantedto
knoweverythingaboutthisplace.She’dneverdreamedshe’dactuallybeabletogotoaforeign
country.Butnowthatshewashere,shehadmisgivings.She’dliedtoherfather.She’dcomea
thousandmilesormorewithawomanaboutwhomsheknewabsolutelynothingexceptthatClarisse
hadclaimedthatGrangewantedtoseePeg,thathewasdesperatetoseeher.
Thathadbeenenoughtoconvincehertogo.Now,shewasworriedthatshe’dbeentooimpulsive
andputherselfatrisk.Shehadherpassport,butweren’tyousupposedtogetshotsandstuffbefore
youwentintoanothercountry?Clarissehadgivenherpillstopreventmalaria,butshehadn’thadany
immunizationsexceptforatetanusshottheyearbeforeinJacobsville.Shedidn’thaveanymoney,
exceptforacoupleofdollars.Shedidn’thaveanymedicine.Shehadn’tbroughtaphone.
Themoreshethoughtaboutit,themoreworriedshebecame.Addedtothat,shewasstarving.
Clarissehadsaidthey’dorderfood,butshe’dfallenasleep.
Outofcuriosity,Pegopenedtheroomservicebook.Itdidhavefoodlistedinseverallanguages,
noneofwhichsherecognizedexcepttheEnglishandSpanish.Shewasn’tfluentinSpanish,butshe
couldunderstanditandspeakalittle.Readingitwasmoredifficult,despiteyearsofstudyinhigh
school.Inthetwoyearssincegraduation,shehadn’tpaidmuchattentiontowrittenSpanish,otherthan
thesignsthatappearedlocallyinJacobsville.Now,shewishedshe’dstudiedmore.Manauswasin
Brazil,wherethelanguagewasPortuguese.Goodlucktryingtoreadthat,shethought,muchless
speakit.ShewonderedifClarisseunderstoodthenativetongue.
Hesitantlyshepickedupthephoneanddialedroomservice.
“Sí?”
Sheswallowed.“Doyouhavefish?”sheaskedhesitantly.
Therewasapauseandalow,delightedchuckle.“Yes,wehavefish,”cametheamusedandpleasant
reply.“English,yes?Ispeakit.Youwantfish—wehaveeveryvarietyyoucanthinkof!”
“Howwonderful!”Shehesitated.“Canyourecommendakind?I’veneverbeentoSouthAmerica
before.Iwanttotrynewthings.”
Helaughedjoyfully.“Iwillsendupaplatterofseveralvarietiesforyoutosample.Andhowwould
youlikeitcooked?”
“Fried?”sheasked.“Andpotatoes,alsofried,andwithketchup?”
Helaughed.“Comingrightup.Wouldyoulikesomethingtodrink?”
“Oh,yes,please,doyouhavehottea?”
“Jasmine,perhaps?”
“Yes!”
“Withsugar?”
“Please!I’msohungry!”SheglancedatClarisse.“Mytravelingcompanionwenttosleep…Iguess
I’dbetternotorderforheruntilshewakesup.”
Therewasapauseandacoolnessinthetonenow.“Thatwillprobablynotbeuntilmorning.The
señoritawillsleepagreatdealnow.”Therewasapause.“Youareherfriend?”
“Well,Idon’tknowher,really,”Pegfaltered.“Shecametogetmeandsaidthatmy,well,myboss
wantedmetoflyoverwithher.He’s…”Shehesitated;shecouldn’tgiveanythingawayaboutthe
militaryoperation.“He’sworkingoverhere.Research,”sheaddedquickly.
Therewasapause.“Ifyouneedanything,theconciergedownstairscandirectyou.Also,the
AmericanEmbassyhasaconsularofficehere.”
“You’reverykind,”Pegsaid.“Thankyou.”
“Itisnodifficultytobekind,señorita,”hesaidsoftly,inaverypleasantdeeptone.“Thefoodwill
bethereinlessthanahalfhour.”
“Thankyou.Gracias,”shefalteredagain.
Hechuckled.“Here,itisobrigado.Portuguese.”
“¡Obrigado!”sherepeated,laughingdelightedly.“MyfirstPortugueseword!”
“Youwilllearnothers,Iamcertain.Boatarde.”Helaughedagain.“Thatmeans‘goodafternoon.’
Aphraseforyoutoremember.”
“Boatarde,”shereplied.
“Boatarde.”Therewasanotherlaughinhistoneashehungup.
***
Whileshewaitedforthefood,shewenttothecomputer,presumablyClarisse’s,andturnediton.She
hopedtheotherwomanwouldn’tmind.Shestartedtogotothewebbrowserwhenshenotedanodd
file.Itseemedrelatedtothecountryaroundthemso,impulsively,shebroughtitupandopenedit.
Itwasamemo,datedfourmonthsago.Itdealtwithaforeignvisitor,afederalemployeeofthe
UnitedStatesEmbassy,withClarisse’slastname.Hehadfallenintotheriverwhileonthewayina
smallcanoetovisitalocalIndiantribe,negotiatinganoillease,whichwouldbebeneficialnotonly
toBrazil,butalsotocompaniesintheUnitedStates.Thestorysaidthatacutonhisfacehadbledinto
thewaterandattractedpiranha.Theywerenotalwaysdangerous,thereporterimparted,but
apparentlythesehadnotfedforsometime,sotheyattackedtheman.Ayounggirl,hisdaughter,had
jumpedin,attemptedtosavehimandtheyhadbothdied.Thechild’snamewas…Matilda.One
daughterhadbeenleftbehind,watchinghorrifiedfromtheshore.Thestoryimpliedthatshehad
sufferedanervouscollapseafterwardandbeentakentoalocalhospital,wheresheremained,
undergoingtherapy.
Appalled,Pegclosedthefileandshutdownthecomputer.ShestoodoverClarissewithanaching
heart.Thepoorwoman,tosufferthelossofherfamilyandtowatchithappen.Nowondershe’d
collapsed.PegwasshockedthatClarissecouldevenbringherselftocomehereatall,afterthe
tragedy.
Withhereyesclosed,andherfacerelaxed,thelinesofstrainandgriefwereevenmore
pronounced.Pegsighed.Poor,poorthing,tohavetodealwithsuchahorriblething.Itwasevenmore
amazingthatshecouldbesogeneroustoanotherperson,atotalstranger.Thetragedywouldhave
mademostpeoplewithdrawintothemselves.Pegthoughtshewouldhavereactedthatway.Butthen
youneverreallyknewhowanyonewouldbehaveinasituationuntiltheywerefacingit,shethought.
Shewenttothewindowandlookedout.Thisluxuryhotel,oneofthefinestinthecity,accordingto
thebrochureonthetable,waslocatedonawhitesandybeach.IthadsurprisedPegtofindamodern
metropolitancityratherthanafewshacksinthejunglewithjaguarsandsnakesprowlingoutsidethe
village.
Infact,Manauswascalledthe“ParisoftheTropics.”Itwasabeautifulcity,fulloflightandcolor,
withmodernbuildingsmixedwiththeoldercolonialarchitecture,witheverythingthatNewYorkora
Europeanmajorcitycouldofferinthewayofamenities.Peghadbeenfascinatedwhentheyflewinto
seeanoceanlinersittingattheharbor.Yes,Clarissehadtoldher,theAmazonRiverwasnavigableall
thewaytoManausbyoceanliners.Theycalledherefrequently.Therewasalsothenationalairline,
TAM,whichofferedinternationalflightstoandfromManausaswellasotherSouthAmerican
locations.
Fromthebalcony,Pegcouldseethewhitebeachandpalmtreesandtheshimmeringwater.It
lookedmorelikeanoceanthanariver,shethought,andwishedsomuchthatshecouldgooutthere
andseeitupclose.ShehopedthatinthetwodaysClarisseplannedtousemakingarrangementstoget
toGrange,shereallywouldtakePegsightseeing.Itmightbetheonlytimeinherlifeshe’dgettosee
aforeigncity.Notthatshewouldn’thaveforsakenallofthatjusttoseeWinslowagain.Herheart
racedatthethoughtofhisfacewhenhesawher.Shecouldn’twait!
***
Thewaiterbroughtahugetraywithfishandteaandanincredibledessertwithallsortsofdecoration.
“Raoulthoughtthatyoumightliketosampleoneofourspecialties,also,fordessert,”hetoldPeg,
smiling.“Itcontainsmanyofthelocalfruits,includingcoconuts.Ifyouneedanythingelse,youneed
onlyask.”
Shehesitated,lookingworried.“Idon’thaveatip,”shesaiduncomfortably.
Hesmiledkindly.“Señorita,itisnothing.Believeme.Thethoughtmeansmuch.”
“Milgracias,”shesaidinhergentleSpanish.
Hewasdelighted.“Denada,”hesaidtohersurprise.“Youwillfindthatifyoucanunderstand
Spanish,youcanunderstandmuchPortuguese.Itisamystery,yousee,butitistrue.Youwillsee.Bom
dia.”
Shegrinnedfromeartoear.“Bomdia.Andobrigado.”
Hebowed,stillsmiling,andleft.
PeggaveaguiltyglancetowardClarisse,whowassnoring.Well,theolderwomancouldorder
somethingwhenshewoke.Shehopedshehadenoughinhersmallsavingsaccounttopayforherpart
ofthislovelymeal.Shewasgoingtooffer,anyway.
Shesatdownatthewindow,sothatshecouldlookdownonthebeach,anddugintoherfood.
***
Shecouldn’teatitall.Thefishwasdelicatelybreadedandfried,delicious.Thepotatoeswere
seasonedperfectly.TherewasasmallfruitsaladandtheindescribabledessertthatmadePegcloseher
eyesinecstasy.She’dnevertastedfoodlikethat.ShewishedshespokeenoughPortuguesetobegfor
therecipes.Butsurelytheywereahotelspecialty,sotheywouldn’tsharethem,probably.Whata
shame.Herfatherwouldbeoverwhelmedifshepresentedhimwithsuchameal.
Shegrimaced.Shehopedshewouldn’thavetotellhimwhereshewas.Hewasgoingtobevery
angry.She’dneverliedtohimbefore.ButshewantedtoseeWinslow,sobadly.Itwouldbeallright.
Surelyitwould!
***
Bybedtime,Manaustime,Clarissestillwasn’tawake.Peglookedoutoverthecity,whichwasdressed
inamillioncolorfulsparklinglights.ItwasthemostbeautifulcityPeghadeverseen,anditwas
huge.Atnight,itwaspossibletoseehowfarthecityboundariesextended.Shehadn’tdreamedof
findingsomethinglikethisinthemysteriousanddangerousAmazon.Howincredible!
Sheopenedthehotelbookletandread,inEnglish,aboutthefoundingofthecityanditshistory.
Bythetimeshefinishedabsorbingitall,shewasdrowsy.Ithadbeenaverylongday,andClarisse
stillwasn’tawake.
Withasigh,shewenttotakeashowerandputonherlongcottongown.Halfanhourlater,shewas
soundasleep.
***
Shewoketothesoundofasuitcaseopening.Clarissewasreplacingcosmeticsandtoiletries.Shewas
wearingadifferentoutfit,stillkhaki,butthistimewithabluevestofmanypocketsandbluekidboots
tomatch.
SheglancedatPegrubbinghereyes.“Awakeatlast.”Shelaughed.“Didyousleepwell?”
“Very,thanks.Iorderedsupperlastnight.I’llpayyouback….”
Clarissewavedahand.“Mytreat.I’msorryIconkedoutonyou,butIwasreallyworntothebone.
I’vedonethisflighttwiceinthreedayswithoutabreak.Jetlagcatchesup.Areyouhungry?I’ve
orderedbreakfast.Thecoffeehereisincredible,doyoudrinkit?”
“Yes,Ilovecoffee.”
“Iwondered.Raoulsaidyouorderedtealastnight.”
“Ididn’tthinktheyhadcoffee.”
“Child!”Clarisseexclaimed.“ThisisSouthAmerica!Theypracticallyinventedithere!”
Peglaughed.“Sorry.Iwasreallytired.I’veneverbeenanywhere.Thisplaceisfantastic!”she
addedasshegotoutofbed.“ItlookslikepicturesofNewYorkCityatnight!Ineverdreameditwas
sobig.”
“It’sbig,allright.There’sanoperahousethatwasbuiltduringtherubberboom,nottomention
someofthemostmodernskyscrapersinthecountry,andplentyofcathedrals.”
“Willwehavetimetogoexplore?”
“Certainly.Firstyouhavetohavesomejabs.I’vehadadoctorfriendofminecomeovertodothe
honors.I’vealreadystartedyouonacourseofquinine,asapreventative.Malariaisrampantdown
here,althoughnotontheRioNegro,andwe’reintheverybeginningoftherainyseason.”
“Jabs?Shots?”
Clarissenodded.“Injections.HepatitisAandB,malaria,yellowfever—Winslowwouldnever
forgivemeifyouwentdownwithsomevicioustropicalfever,”sheadded,andwouldn’tlookatPeg.
Shehadn’tplannedonthissortofprotectionfortheyoungerwoman,butherconsciencewasalready
killingher.Shewasn’tgoingtoletthegirlgooutintothejunglewithoutvaccinations,atleast.
“Ihateshots.”
“You’dhatediseasesmore,”Clarisseassuredher.
Shesighed.“Iguessso.”
Therewasaknockatthedoor.“Breakfast,”Clarisseannounced,andforcedasmile.
***
Theyateataleisurelypace,andthenthedoctorarrived.Hebroughtalongprescriptionmedicinesthat
he’dhadfilledforthem,includingLevaquinfortraveler ’sdiarrheaincasePeg,unusedtothearea,
contractedit.
Pegthankedhimprofusely,becausetheshotshadn’thurt.
Hesmiled,bowedandwalkedoutwithClarisseintothehall.Shecamebackacoupleofminutes
later.“It’sallrighttoeatordrinkanythinghereinthehotel,”shetoldPeg,“butdon’teventhinkof
drinkingwateroreatingfoodfromanyofthevillagesoutsidethecity.AndforGod’ssake,pay
attentiontoinsectbites…they’redangerousifthey’renotdealtwithatonce.”
“Okay,”Pegsaid.
Clarisseturnedaway.“Weshouldgo.I’mgoingtotakeyouaroundtown.YouhavetoseeManaus.
It’sunbelievable.”
“Idon’tknowhowI’lleverbeabletopayyouback,”Pegsaidmiserably.
Clarisselookedatherwithshock.She’dtakenpeoplearoundtheworldwithherfromtimetotime,
andnobodyyethadofferedtopayforsomuchasanapkin!
“Paymeback?”sheasked,obviouslysurprised.
“It’ssokindofyou,todothisforme,”Pegreplied.“Idon’tliketotakethingsfrompeopleunlessI
canoffersomethingback.”
Clarisseswallowed.Shedidn’tknowquitewhattosay,andtheguiltwasgrowing.“IlikeGrange,”
shesaidafteraminute.Sheloweredhereyes.“Heaskedmetobringyou.”
Pegwantedtoaskherabouttherumors,thatsomesocietywomanwaschasingGrange.She
wonderedifClarisseknewthewoman.Itcouldn’tbeClarisseherself,shewassure.Thiswomanwas
kindandgenerous.Shewasn’tthesortofcoldheartedpersonthatPeghadheardabout.Butshewas
hesitanttobringupanunpleasantsubject,especiallynow.
“Thenthanksverymuch,”Pegsaid.“ButifIcandoanythingforyou,ever,I’lldoit.Whateverit
is.”
Clarissedidn’tlookather.“Weshouldgo.”
***
Theydidtheroundsofthecity.Theoperahousewasaholdoverfromcolonialtimes,withhuge
columnsandpinksurfaces.Inside,theyweregivenslipperstogoonovertheirshoes,becausethe
floorswereoldandveryslick.Pegwanderedthroughtheopulentbuildingwithpurewonderinher
eyes.She’dheardoperacomingoutofGrange’sroomfromtimetotime.Oncehe’dletherlistento
oneofhisDVDsbyacelebratedoperastarwhosenamewasPlácidoDomingo.Therewasa
particularsongthatshe’dloved,called,inEnglish,“NoOneSleeps,”orsomethinglikeit.
“Iheardanoperasongonce.ItwassetinChinaandtherewasthissongaboutnobodysleeping…”
“ThatwouldbeTurandot.Theariais‘NessunDorma,’”Clarissesaidinahauntedtone.“Yes.It’s
oneofthemostbeautifulI’veeverheard.”
“ThisguynamedPlácidoDomingosangit.Igotgoosebumps.”
Clarisseturnedtoher.“Haveyoueverbeentoanopera?”
Peglaughedsoftly.“I’veneverbeenanywhere,”sheconfessed.“Untilnow.”
“Youshouldgotoanopera.Atleasttoone.It’sanexperienceyou’dneverforget.”Likethisone,
shewasthinking,butshebithertongue.PoorPegwouldneverforgetwhatwasabouttohappen.
Clarissemovedalittleaside,tookoutanothercoupleofantianxietypillsandswallowedthemquickly
withthebottleofwatershecarried.Pills.Pillstowakeherup,toputhertosleep,toblockoutthe
memories,thehorriblememories…
“We’dbettergo,”shetoldPegafteraminute.“Wedon’thavealotoftime.”
“Oh.Sure!”
Clarissetookheroutoftownonabustourthatwenttoalocalzoo.Therewereallsortsofanimals
thatcouldbefoundintheAmazon,includingmonkeysandiguanasandtapirs.Therewerealso
piranhas,inahugeaquariumtheyvisited.
“Weshouldn’thavecomehere,”Pegsaidquickly,whenshesawClarisse’sexpressionasshe
lookedatthefishwiththeirhugejawsandsharpteeth.“Let’sleave.”
Clarisseseemedtoturninslowmotion.ShestaredatPeg.“What?”
“Youshouldn’thavetolookatthem….”Shebithertongue.
Clarisse’sblueeyesflashedfire.“You’vebeensnooping!”shesaidcoldly.“You’vebeenlookingat
mycomputer,haven’tyou?”shedemanded,whilePegwentwhiteasasheet.
7
Pegdidn’tknowwhattosay.Theotherwomanlookedwild,outofcontrol,asifshewereondrugs.
Pegknewwhatthatwas,becauseoneoftheranchhandsatthePendletonranchhadbrieflyhadafling
withillegalsubstances.IthadbeenEdLarsonwho’dconfrontedtheboy,who’dmadesome
uncomfortableadvancestowardhisdaughter.Theboy,fortunately,hadgottentreatment,compliments
ofJasonPendleton,andwasnowbackonthejobandbehavinghimself.ButPeghadneverforgotten
thelookonhisface,inhiseyes,orthewayheacted.
“Yes,”Pegsaidheavily.“IwaslookingforinformationaboutManausandtherewasafilewitha
newspaperclipping.Ithoughtitwasaboutatouristattraction.I’msosorry.Soverysorry.Yoursister
andyourfather…howhorrible!”
Clarissefeltasifshe’dsustainedabodyblow.She’dhadnocomfort.Rourkehadbeenatthevery
secretivefuneral,butshehadn’tdaredaskhimforcomfort.He’dofferedtodoanythingsheneeded.
She’drefusedveryformallyandmovedquicklyaway.
She’dneverwantedclosefriends.Hertimeatanexclusivegirls’schoolinSwitzerlandhadlefther
isolatedanduncomfortable,becausehermotherhadbeendeeplyreligiousandhadtaughtClarisseto
respectherselfandherbody,nottoplaysexualgameswithherfriendsandgetdrunkandusedrugs.
Thosethingswerewrong.Animalsmatedwithoutdiscrimination.Peopleheldoutforlove.
Notthatshehadn’tbeentempted.Therewasaprofessor.She’dhadaviolentcrushonhim.Buthe
likedothermen.Clarissehadn’tknownwhytheothergirlsweregigglingatherblushingconfusion
whenhewasnearher.Ithadunsettledhersenseofwhoshewas.Shehadn’tgonenearanotherman,
exceptforsomeheavysocialflirtingtomakeherfriendsthinkshewasnormal.AndGrangethought
shewasapartygirl.Ithadbeenlaughable.
Yes,she’dgoneoffthedeependwhenhewouldn’trespondtoher.Grangehadn’tcaredabouther
wealth.Hedidn’twanther.
Andherewasthereason,righthere.Thissweet,innocent,empatheticchildwhowaslookingather
withanexpressionofsuchcompassionthatClarisseactuallybrokedown,forthefirsttimesincethe
accident.
“Oh,no,it’sallright,”Pegwhispered,gatheringtheolderwomanupclose.“It’sallright.Youhave
toletthegriefout,oritwillfester,likeaninfectedwound.”Shehuggedher,rockedher.“It’sallright.
It’sallright.”
Clarissesobbedlikeachild.Tofindcomfortinsuchanunexpectedplace,inanenemy,awoman
whowasarival,whomshemeanttoharm.Itwasunbearable.
Shesuccumbed,butonlyforaninstant.Shejerkedbackanddugintoherfannypackforoneofthe
Belgianlacehankiesshecarried.Shewipedhereyesandhernose.Shefeltsick.
“Youhaven’teventalkedaboutit,haveyou?”Pegaskedquietly.
“WhowouldIhavetalkedto?”Clarisseaskedbluntly.“Mymotherdiedyearsago.Myfatherand
mysister…”Sheswallowed.“TheywereallIhad.Ihavenootherfamily,andtheonlyfriendsIhave
needencouragement,likeexpensiveeveningsonthetownorprivateflightstoresortsorholidaysat
five-starhotelsabroad…”
“Thosearen’tfriends,”Pegreplied.
Clarissedrewinalongbreath.“I’veneverhadafriend.”
Peggrimaced.“I’veneverhadareallyclosefriend.Ihavefriends,”sheadded.“Butit’snotquite
thesame.”
“No.It’snot.”
“Youokay?”Pegaskedgently.
Clarissetookanotherbreath.“Yes.”Sheputawaythehandkerchief.SheglancedatPegandthen
avertedhergaze.“Thanks,”shesaidawkwardly.
Pegsmiled.“Weallneedahugsometimes.”
Clarisselaughedunsteadily.“Sotheysay.”
PegwantedtomentionthepillbottleandthefrequencywithwhichClarissedugintoit.Butshe
didn’t.Theybarelykneweachother.Butinafewdays,whentheygottoGrange’scamp,shewas
goingto.Shelikedtheolderwoman.Shedidn’twanthertoenduplikethatboyonthePendleton
ranch.
“We’dbettergobacktothehotel.Istillhavearrangementstomake,andyourarmmaybesore
fromthoseimmunizations,”sheadded,notingtheswellingwherePeg’stanktopleftherarmsbare.
“Ifeelalittlesick,”Pegconfessed.“Thanks.”
“Youcanliedownforawhile.I’llgettheballrolling.”
Pegstoppedastheylefttheaquarium.“Iwasn’tsnooping.Honest.Iwasreallyonlylookingfor
stuffonManaus.Iwantedtoknowwheretoaskyoutotakeme.”
“It’sallright,”Clarissesaid.Butshedidn’tsayanythingelse.
***
Pegwasverysick.Theimmunizationscombinedtogiveherafever.Clarissesatupwithher,
confoundedbyherownconcernforherrival.Shewetwashclothsandbathedtheotherwoman’s
brow.Intheend,shephonedadoctorsheknewandaskedhimtocomeover.
“It’sonlyareaction,”Dr.CarvajalassuredClarisseashestartedtoleave.Hiseyesnarrowed.“You
taketoomanyofthosepills,myfriend,”headded,concerned.
Sheavertedhereyes.“OnlywhenIneedthem.Really.”
“Youcantaketoomany.Theycompromiseyourjudgment.”
“Dothey?”
Hesighed.“Whyisshehere?”heaskedabruptly.“Thelittleone.Whydidyoubringherto
Manaus?”
“Toseeherfriend,”shereplied,loweringhereyes.“Amansheknows,whoworksoverhere.”
Hewasn’tblinking.“Andyoudothisforcharity,yes?Thechildhasobviouslyneverbeenoutof
herowncountry.”
Sheglaredathim.“Thisismybusiness.”
“Yes,”hesaidafteraminute.“Itis.Butyouhavenotbeenbackheresincethetragedy,andIthink
thepastishauntingyou.Likethepills,thememoriesaremakingyoureckless.”Helaidahandonher
arm.“Youmustpromisemenottodoanythingdangerous,especiallywiththechildinyourcare.
Anothertragedywouldfinishyou,mygirl.”
Shewentpale.“Whatdoyoumean?”
“Imeanyourholdonrealityisfragile,likeyouremotionalstate.Youarenotstrong.Notanymore.
Youmustnottakechances.Amazonasisadangerousplace,fullofperil,andthatchildintherehasno
knowledgeofthosedangers.Youwillnotriskherlife,willyou?”
Clarissewaswonderingifhewasright,ifherjudgmentwasreallycompromised.Shedidn’tseem
tobeactingincharacteratalllately.Thistripwasinsane.WhatsheplannedtodowithPegwaseven
moreinsane.Butithadseemedquiterationalbefore…
“I’mgivingheratreat.Iwon’thurther,”Clarissepromisedhim.
“Youarenotacruelperson,”hereplied.Hesmiled.“Irememberyourmother.Suchasweetand
kindlady.Shewasalwaysthefirsttogowhenanyonewassick…ShelivedfortheHolyChurch,for
theHolyVirgin.Shewasagreatlady.”
Clarisse’seyesclosed.“Myworlddiedwithher.DadandMatildaneverunderstood.”
“YourfathercarriedyourfamilyaroundAfricaandSouthAmerica,wherevertheAmerican
Embassysenthim,sothatyouhadlittletimetoformfriendships.Youhadonlyyourmotherasan
anchor.YourfatherwasforeverawayonembassybusinessandMatildawasachild.Youandyour
mother,youwereliketwins.Iknowyoumissher.”
Shedrewinalongbreath.“Thankyouforcomingover.”
“Thelittleonewillbeallright.”Hesmiled.“Youmakeagoodnurse.”
Clarisselaughedhollowly.“No.Notagoodone.”
“Shewillbebetterinthemorning.Youwillsee.”
“Thanks.”
“Stayoutofthejungle,”headmonished.
Shecrossedherheartplayfully.
Hemadeafaceandleft.
Clarissewentbacktothebed,hereyesontheflushedfaceofthesleepinggirl,hertousledblond
hairspreadoverthepillow.ShedampenedtheclothagainandlaiditoverPeg’sforehead.Thisplan
waslookingstupiderbytheday.
Shewonderedifperhapsthedoctorwasright.Theantianxietymedsdidseemtobecompromising
herjudgment.Shewasuncertainofherabilitytodowithoutthem.Whichwaswhyshetookthebottle
intothebathroom,savedenoughtoensurethatshecouldweanherselfoffthepillsslowly,then
emptiedtheremainderintothetoilet,andflushedit.
“Nowweseeifhewasright,”shemurmuredtoherself.Shegrimaced.Howwouldshelivewithout
pills?
Sheswallowedherfear.She’dlivedwithoutthembeforethetragedy.Ifherjudgmentwasreally
beingcompromised,andshethoughtperhapsitwas,shecouldprovethetheorythisway.Andifshe
hadameltdownforlackofthem,well,shecouldalwayshavethemrefilled.Itwouldmeanacall
overseasforthepharmacytodoso,butshewasrich,wasn’tshe?
Shewentbackintothebedroom.Peghadjustopenedhereyes.
“Ifeelterrible,”shemurmuredweakly.
“Yes.Areactiontotheinjections.I’msosorry.”
“Notyourfault,”Pegmurmuredandforcedasmile.Shefrownedasshefelttheclothonherhead
andknewthatClarissehadbeendoingittotakedownthefever.“Dowehaveaspirin?”shewondered
aloud.
“Aspirin?Ofcourse!”Clarissecouldhavethumpedherselffornotthinkingofit.Shewenttoher
luggageanddrewoutabottle.Shegotbottledwaterfromthesmallfridge,makingamentalnoteto
askhousekeepingformorewater.Theyweregoingthroughitquickly.
“Youaren’tallergictoaspirin?”sheaskedbeforesheopenedthebottle.
“No,”Pegsaid.
SheshookouttwotabletsintoPeg’shandandstoodoverherwhilesheswallowedthem.
“Ihadthedoctorcomeandcheckyouafewhoursago,”shesaidsurprisingly.“Hesaidthatitwas
justreaction,nothingdangerous,andyou’dbebetterinadayortwo.Buttheaspirinwillhelpbring
downthefever.I’msorryIdidn’tthinkofitsooner.”
Pegwasstaringathercuriously.“You’vebeenupwithmeallnight.”
Clarisselookedembarrassed.“Iwasafraidtogotosleep,”sheconfessed.“Youlookedveryill.”
“Andyoucalledadoctor?”
“He’safriend.Averygoodone.”
Pegwasstilllookingather.“Thankyou,”shesaidhesitantly.“Exceptformydad,nobodyever
stayedupallnightwithmewhenIwassick.Mymotherdid,butshediedyearsago.”
“Sodidmine.”Clarissesatdownonthebed.“Shewasbornhere,”shesaidsurprisingly.“Her
motherwasGerman,herfatherwasfromMadrid.Sheworkedtirelesslyoncommitteestohelpthe
church.”
“TheCatholicchurch?”Pegasked.
Clarissenodded.“Shewasasaint.”Sheloweredhereyes.“Notlikemeatall.I’mnotagood
person.”
Peglaidahandonherarm.“Yes,youare,”shesaidfirmly.“Yousatupwithmeallnightandgota
doctorforme.Wouldabadpersondothat?”
Theguiltwasevenworse.Clarissewantedtoconfess,buttheyoungerwoman’sadmirationwas
newandsweet,anditmadeherhappyforthefirsttimeinmonths.ShesqueezedPeg’shand.“Yourest.
I’mgoingtoorderbreakfast.Thinkyoucouldeatsomeeggs?”
Pegsighed.“I’lltry,butsomethinglight,please.Mystomach’supset,too.”
Shesmiled.“I’llseewhattheysuggest.”
***
TheyhadalightbreakfastandPegwentbacktosleep.Bythenextday,shewasupanddressedand
feelingmuchbetter.Theswellingonherarmhadgonedown,too.
Clarissehadbeenedgyforthefirstfewhoursaftersheflushedherpills.Shetookjustthe
prescribedamount,avoidedcaffeineanddrankwaterandjuice.Herdoctorhadtoldherhowtowean
herselfoffthem,andsherememberedtheinstructionsandfollowedthem.Bythenextday,she,too,
wasfeelingbetter.
ShedressedandhadagoodbreakfastwithPegintherestaurantdownstairs.Outside,theycouldsee
colorfulbirdsandhearthesoundofthejunglesoclose,neartheriver.
“Thefloodscomesoon,”Clarissesaid.“Sometimesthehotelfloods,butit’sinabeautifulplace.I
usedtolovetocomehere,whenIwasachild.WelivedinWashington,D.C.,mostofthetime,with
myfather ’speople.ButMommamissedherhome,sowe’dcomeheretovisit.”
“Doyouhavefriendsorfamilyhere?”Pegasked.
“Notanymore,”shereplied.“Ihadanaunt,mymother ’ssister.Shediedaboutthesametimemy
motherdid.”
“It’ssad,nottohavefamily.AllI’vegotisDad.”
“Noauntsoruncles?”Clarisseaskedcuriously.
Pegshookherhead.“Bothmyparentswereonly-children.”
Clarissegrimaced.Shesippedcoffee.Itwasonlytheonecup,whichshehopedwouldlasttheday.
Caffeinewouldmakehernervousnessworse.
Pegwaswatchingher.“Ihaven’tseenyoutakeanyofthoseantianxietypills,”shecommented
gently.
Clarisselaughed.“I’mweaningmyselfoffthem,andflushedthemajoritydownthetoilet,”she
murmured.“ThedoctorthoughtIwastakingtoomanyofthem.Ididn’tthinkso.Butitseemshewas
right.Mymindisclear,forthefirsttimesinceDadandMatilda…sincetheaccident.”
Pegsmiled.“I’msuretheanxietymedsservedausefulpurpose,atthetime.”
“Theydid.”Clarissefinishedhercoffeewithasigh.“Butlifehastobefacedsquarely,andwith
cleareyes,asmymotherusedtosay.”
“Goodadvice.”
Clarisseshrugged.Shesmiled.“So,whatdoyousaywegetmydriverandgoouttothenative
villagenearGrange’scamp?IphonedEnriqueearlier.He’sjustbackfromSãoPaulo,sohe’sfreeto
chauffeurusoutofthecity.I’llleaveyouatthevillageandgoandgetGrange.Ihavetohavethe
drivertofindhiscamp—it’snotinanobviousplace.”
“Today?”
Clarisselaughedagain.“Today.”
“Couldn’tIgowithyoutohiscamp?”
Clarissesatbackinthechairandlookedthoughtful.“Peg,dear,Ihaven’tbeenhonestwithyou.I
wanttobe,butyou’regoingtohatemewhenyouknowwhatIdid.”
Pegsearchedthewoman’sdrawnfacewithsoftgreeneyes.“You’remyfriendnow,”shesaid
quietly.“Iwon’thateyou,nomatterwhatyou’vedone.”
Clarissefoughttearsandlost.ShepulledouttheBelgianlacehankyandwipedhereyes.“It’spretty
bad.”
“Tellme.You’llfeelbetter.”
Clarissetookadeepbreath.ItwasreallygoingtohurtifPegstartedtohateher.“Ihadacrushon
Grange,”shesaid.“Idon’tevenknowwhy.He’snotatallmytypeofman.ButIfixatedonhimafter
wemetinWashington,D.C.,afterthe…tragedy.Iwastakingalotofpillsandthefactthathedidn’t
wantmewasalure.Idevelopedanobsessiontomakehimwantme.”Shehesitated.Pegdidn’tlook
angryyet.“GrangethinksI’maplaygirl…thatIgoaroundseducingmen.Mymotherwasdeeply
religiousandshetaughtmetorespectmyselfandmybody.I’venevereven…”Sheclearedherthroat.
“Well,youknow.”
“ActuallyIdoknow,”Pegconfessedwithashylaugh.“Igotteasedaboutitatschool,butIjusttold
theothergirlsthatI’dgrowoldwithouthavingtoworryaboutSTDsorsomeoftheotherlife-
threateningillnesses,andthatI’dhavesomeself-respect.It’samazinghowmanyofthemgaveinto
boysjustbecauseitwasexpected.”Shemadeahuffysound.“Ilivebymyownrules,notanybody
else’s.”
“Goodgirl,”Clarissesaidwithaffection.Shesighed.“Buttocontinue,IwenttoGeneral
Machado’scampandtoldhimIwantedtotravelwiththetroopsanddoastoryaboutthem.Ireallyam
aphotojournalist,”sheaddedquietly.“Ievenhavecredentials.ButGrangeknewIwasalsofeeding
myobsessionforhim,andheorderedmeoutofthecamp.Hecalledmeapartygirl,aprostitute.He
diditinfrontofamanI’veknownallmylife,amanI…respect.”Shewinced,recallingtheway
RourkehadlookedatherwhenGrangecalledherthenextbestthingtoaprostitute.“Iwashalfoutof
mymindonthosestupidpillsandIwantedtogetevenwithGrange.”ShelookedatPegwithwild,
woundedeyes.“Ibroughtyouoverheretoputyouinharm’sway.I’msoashamed,Peg.You’vebeen
kindertomethananyoneeverwas,outsidemyownfamily.I’msoashamed!”
Pegunexpectedlygotup,wentaroundthetableandhuggedtheotherwoman.“Youstoprightthere.
Peopledostupidthings,andtheymakemistakes.That’swhytheyputerasersonpencils,isn’tit,
becausenobody’sperfect?”
Clarissehuggedherclose.“I’veneverknownanybodylikeyou.”
Pegsmiled.“Luckyyou.”
“No,Imeanit!”Shepulledback,red-eyedandteary.“I’llmakethisuptoyouifit’sthelastthingI
everdo,”shesaidfirmly.“Nomatterwhat.I’mgoingtotakeyoutothevillage.They’regoodpeople,
you’llbesafethere.It’swhereEnrique’smotherlives,justinsideBarrera,inanativesettlement.It
wouldn’tbepossibleforGrangetobeseeninManaus,Saparahasagentshere.It’sbesttodoitoutof
thesightofanypossiblespies,andthevillageisverysecure.EnriquewillguidemebacktoGrange’s
camp—I’dneverfinditonmyownandI’dbescaredtotry,withtherainyseasonstarting.SoI’llgo
toGrangeandtellhimwhatI’vedoneandhopehe’llforgiveme,too.ThenI’llbringhimtoyou.
Whenhegoesbacktohiscamp,I’llgetyoubacktoTexas,safeandsound.”
PegbrushedbackthedisheveledblondhairthathadfallenintoClarisse’seyes.“He’sagood
person,”shesaidsoftly.“He’llunderstand.”
“Youthinkso?”Shewipedhereyes.“Hemighthavemeshot,soifIdon’tcomeback,you’llknow
whathappened.Whichremindsme…”
Shereachedintoherpurseandpulledoutawadoflargebills.Glancingaroundtomakesure
nobodywaswatching,shestuffedthemintothepocketofPeg’sjeans.“That’safail-safe,”shesaid
underherbreath.“You’vealreadygotaround-tripreturnticket,butthecashwillensurethatyoucan
getbacktoManausifsomethinggoeswrong.Youtaketheticketandthemoneywithyou,inyour
fannypack,alongwithyourIDandachangeofclothing.”
Pegfeltchillsrunoverher.“Whatcouldgowrong?”
Clarissefrowned.“Idon’tknow.Igetthese…feelingssometimes.It’sprobablynothing,butjustin
case,youhaveenoughcashtotakecareofyou.”Shegotupandpickedupthebill.“Peg,I’mreally,
reallysorryIgotyouintothis,”shesaid.“Partofitwasego,butalargepartwasthepills.Ididn’t
realizewhattheyweredoingtome.”
“Wehadaguyontheranchwhogothookedonprescriptionmeds,”Pegrepliedsurprisingly.“He
endedupinrehab.Iwasactuallytryingtogetupenoughnervetotalktoyouaboutthosepillsyou
weretakingsomanyof,”sheaddedafteraminute.
“Yousweetie,”Clarissesaid,andmeantit.“You’resomuchlikemysister.”Shebitherlipand
turnedaway.“We’dbettergetcracking.”
“Yes.”Pegfollowedbehindher.Shehadmorerespectthaneverforthetorturedwoman.
***
Theypackedeverything,butleftthesuitcasesatthehotel.Theyonlytookwhatwouldbeneededfor
oneortwodays’travel.
“ThisdriverknowsAmazonialikethebackofhishand,”Clarissetoldheronthewayoutofthe
hotel.“Hebelongstooneofthelocaltribes.”
“DotheyspeakEnglish?”Pegworried.
“No,buttheyunderstandSpanishandPortuguese.”Shesmiled.“YourSpanishwillworkverywell,
evenifyouonlyusetheverbsanddon’tconjugatethem.”
“Theyspeakthreelanguages?”Pegwasimpressed.“Wegettheseideasaboutpeopleinprimitive
places,”shetriedtoexplain.
Clarisselaughed.“Yes,wedo.Andthenstrangewomentakeustoforeignplaceswherewe’re
forcedtolearnthingsagainstourwill,”shesaidwickedly.
Itwasthefirsttimeshe’djokedwithPeg,wholaughed.“Well,I’mnotcomplaining.I’llgettosee
Grangeandthatwillbewortheverything.”
“He’llkillme,”Clarissesaidcheerfully.“I’vealwayswantedtoknowwhatitwasliketostandup
againstawallwithablindfoldandacigarette.”
“Youdon’tsmoke,”Pegpointedout.
“Don’tmessupmyimaginationwithalotofirrelevantfacts,ifyouplease.”
Shelaughed.
***
Thedriver ’snamewasEnriqueBoasandhewastallandgood-looking,withwavyblackhairand
largedarkeyes.Hehadawonderfulsmile.
“Iamhonoredtoescorttwosuchlovelywomen,”hesaid,bowing.
Pegwasentranced.“Thankyou!”
Hetookherhandandkissedit.“Suchadelightfulsmile,”hesaid.“Youhaveeyeslikethejungle
itself,ofthepurestgreen.”
“Stopthat,she’sspokenfor,”Clarissesaidwithunexpectedprotectiveness.
“Spokenfor?”
“Shehasanovio,”Clarisseexplained.“We’regoingouttohiscamptobringhimtoher.”
“Ah.Suchaluckyhombre,”heexclaimed,witheyesthatadoredablushingPeg.“Thenweshould
leavequickly,yes?”
“Yes,”Clarissesaid.“WeneedtoleavePegatyourmother ’svillage,whereshe’llbesafe.”
“Neartheruins.”Enriquenodded,openingthedoorsforthewomen.“AnAmericanarchaeologist
saidtheywouldupendoldtheoriesaboutSouthAmericancivilization.Shetoldusthattheruins
predatedtheEgyptianpyramids,canyouimagine?”
“Ruins?”Pegasked.“Wow!I’dlovetoseethem.”
“Firstthingsfirst,”ClarissesaidassheclimbedinnexttoEnriqueandlethimcloseherdoor.She
chuckledasshelookedovertheseatatPeg.“FirstGrangeshootsme,thenyouseehim,thenwecan
climbtheruins.”
“Hecan’tshootyou.TellhimIsaidso,”Pegtoldherfirmly.
“Iwill.Ijusthopeitworks!”
Peggrinned.EnriqueclimbedintotheLandRover,startedit,andtheywereoff.
***
Thevillagewasverysmall.Therewerebread-loaf-shapedhouseswiththatchedroofsinanoval
patternaroundahugeclearedarea.Thepeopleweresmallanddark,withblackhair.Bothsexeswore
dressesthatresembledRomantogas.TheycameoutshylyasEnriquestoppedattheentrancetothe
clearingandcalledouttotheminhisownlanguage.
Anelderlywomanapproachedthetwowomenalone,slowlyandwithsuspicion.
Enriquesaidsomethingtoher.Sherepliedinaquestioningtone.Hesmiledandgesturedatthetwo
womenandsaidsomethingelse.
“Ah,”theelderlywomansaid,nodding.
SheapproachedPegandstudiedher,fascinatedwithherblondhairandhergreeneyes.Sheasked
Enriquesomething.
Heburstoutlaughing.“Shewantstoknowwhattribeyoucomefrom,thathasgreeneyes,”hesaid.
Shegrinned.“Tellherit’satribecalledTexas.”
Helaughedheartilyandrepeatedthewordstothewoman.
Shegrinned.
“Thisismymother,Maria,”hetoldthetwowomen.“That’snotherbirthname,butwehavea
priestwhocomesfrequentlytothevillage,andshehasanamethatwasgiventoherbyhimwhenshe
wasmuchyounger.”
“Maria,”Pegsaid.Shestudiedtheelderlywoman.“Megustaseraqui,”shesaidinSpanish.“I’m
happytobehere.”
“¿Sehablaespanol?”theoldwomandeclared,andsuddenlyembracedher.“Bienvenidos.”
“Gracias.”
“Well,Icanseethatyou’llbeingoodhands,”Clarissesaidwithasmile.“Givemeahug,too,and
thenEnriqueandIwillbeoff.Iwanttogetthisoverwith,”sheadded,grimacing.“Thesoonerthe
better.”
Peghuggedherback.“Itwillbeallright.Howlongdoyouthinkitwilltake?”
ClarisseturnedtoEnriqueandraisedhereyebrows.
“Acoupleofhourstodrivethere,iftheyhaven’tmovedthecamp,andifthetributarieshaven’t
risenenoughtodestroythebridges,”hereplied.“Ifthey’vemovedcamp,Iwillhavetotrackthem.
It’seasytoloseevenalargeforceofmeninthejungleifyoudon’tknowwheretolook.Afterwe
findthem,itwilltakeacoupleofhourstogetback.Weshouldbeherebydark.”
Pegnodded.Shelookedfromonetotheother.“Becarefuloutthere,okay?Iknowyou’re
experienced,”shetoldEnrique,“butI’veonlyjustlearnedhowdangerousthisplaceis.Besafe.Both
ofyou.”
Theysmiled.“We’reoldhandsatthis,”Clarisseassuredher.“Ispentalotoftimedoingfeature
materialonthejungleforEuropeanmagazines.AndEnriquehere—”shesmiledathim“—wasmy
guideeachtime.IdaresayIknowalmostasmuchashedoes.”
“Exceptforthetrackingpart.”Enriquechuckled.
Clarissewavedahand.“Hardlynecessary.Iwon’thavetofindmywaythroughthejungle.That’s
whyIhaveyoualong.”
Hegrinned,huggedhismother,spoketoherforaminuteandthenstartedtowardtheLandRover.
ClarissehuggedPegagain.“Youbecareful.Don’t,forGod’ssake,gooutofthevillageforany
reason.Thereareallsortsofdangerousthings—insects,snakes,evenjaguars.Promiseme.”
“Ipromise.”
“Wearraingear.”Shelookedupandgrimaced.Shepulledherslickeroverherheadasan
unexpecteddownpourlandedonthem.Pegdidthesame.“Andusethatmoneyifyouhaveto,”
Clarissesaidgrimly.
“Youandyour‘feelings,’”Pegscoffed.“Everything’sgoingtobefine.”
Clarissenodded.Butshedidn’tsmile.ShetookonelastlookatPegandturnedaroundtofollow
Enrique.Shedidn’tlookback.
***
PegsmiledatEnrique’smother,Maria.
“¿Puedemuestramesuciudad,porfavor?”
“¿Comono?”theoldwomanreplied.“¡Venga!”
Mariatookherfromonethatch-coveredloaf-shapeddwellingtoanother,introducinghertothe
peopleinside.Pegnotedthathammockswereslungeverywhereforpeopletosleepon.Therewere
manychildren,allofwhomseemedfascinatedwiththeAmericanwomanwiththelongblondhair
andgreeneyes.TheyfollowedherwhenMariawentfromhousetohouse.
Mariaexplainedthenativefoodstoher.Pegworriedabouteatinganythingoutsidethecity,or
drinkingthewater,butshewasn’tabouttooffendthesekindpeoplewhowelcomedherasamember
ofthefamily.Sheaskedaboutthereasonsomeofthehousesbeyondthevillage,closertotheriver,
werebuiltonstilts,andtheyexplainedthattheriverscouldrisemanyfeetandflood,especiallyin
JanuarythroughJune,thedreadedrainyseason.Theseloaf-shapedhomescouldbeeasilyandquickly
replacedafteraflood.Theyhadbeenbuiltexactlyinthisfashionsincetheearliestdaysofthetribe’s
existence.
Shesatdownwiththeminthecenterofonelargedwellingwhereahugecookingfirewasgoing
strong.Twowomensmiledatherfromnearby.Theywereroastingsomesortofmeat.Therewasa
potofsomethingthatlookedcuriouslyliketapioca.Nearthecentralsupportingpolethatheldupthe
roof,awomanworkedtirelesslyataloomwithababyonablanketnearby.
Shewasofferedagourdofliquid,whichshethoughtwaswateruntilshetookasip.Shegaspedand
grabbedherthroat.Itwasalcoholic.Veryalcoholic.Thewomenburstoutlaughing.
“Don’tbeoffended,”MariasaidinSpanish,butshelaughed,too.“Weofferyouhospitality.”
“I’mnotoffended,notatall,”Pegassuredher.Shelaughed.“Ineverdrankalcoholinmylife.”
“No?Hereinthejunglemanypeopledo.Thisismadefromtheleafofacocaplant,onevariety
whichisnotusedtomaketheevilnarcoticthatthemilitiasselltomakealotofmoney,”Mariasaid.
“Thereareotherbeveragesmadefromfruit.Alcoholisacurseamongmanyofournativetribes,
becauseitstealsthebrainandmakespeopleverylazy.”
“It’sthesameinmycountry,”Pegtoldher.“Inmostcountries,Ithink.”
Marianodded.“Here.Youmusttrythis.”Shepulledmeatfromthespitandoffereditonawoven
dish.
GingerlyPegtookapieceofitandchewed.Sheblinked.“Ittastesjustlikechicken.”
Mariaandtheotherwomenalmostrolledonthegroundwithdelight.
“Why,that’sbecauseitischicken!”Mariarepliedfinally.“Didyounotseethehensandroosters
runningaroundinourvillage?”shelaughed,butnotinademeaningway.Shewasamused.
Pegflushed,butshelaughed,too,anddugintothedelicatelysaltedmeat.Shelearnedlaterthatthe
nativesdidn’tusesalt,buttheyknewthatEuropeansdidandtheythoughtPegwouldlikeit.Shewas
destinedtolearnalotaboutthetribe.Quitealot,andverysoon.
8
ClarisseworriedaboutwhetherornottheycouldfindGrangeandGeneralMachado,eventhough
Enriquewasprettysureheknewwherethecampwas.Therainyseasonwasjustbeginning,butthe
watersofthetributarieswerealreadystartingtorise.
ThepartofBarrerawhereGrangewascampedwasontheothersideofadifficultcrossingover
oneofthetributariesofthemightyAmazon.ClarisseheldonfordearlifeasEnriquerolledthetough
LandRoveroverabridgethatmovedalarminglyastheytraversedit,andalongroadsthatseemedto
havebeenmeantforpeopleonfoot,notinvehicles.
“Thismachinelivesuptoitsgoodreputation,”Enriquecalledouttoher.
“Yes,itdoes,”Clarisseagreed.Sheranahandthroughhershort,wavyblondhairandgrimaced.
“Areyoucertainwe’regoingtherightway?”
HepulledoutaGPSunitfromtheconsoleandglancedatit.“Yes,accordingtothisweare.”
Shesatback,sighing.“Grangeisgoingtobeveryangry.”
“Why?”
Shelaughed.“Don’tyourememberhimthrowingmeoutofcamplasttimewewerethere?ButI
broughthimapeaceoffering,hisfriendfromAmerica.”Shesmiled.“It’sniceofyourmotherto
shelterher.She’salovelyperson.Reallylovely.”
“Mymotheroryouryoungfriend?”
Shesmiled.“Both.”
Heglancedather.“Youseem…Idon’tknow…differentthistime.”
“Nomeds,”shesaidonaraggedbreath.“I’vegiventhemup.”
Henodded.Hedidn’tsayanything.
“Whenpeopledrown,isitquick?”sheblurtedout.
Hesloweddowntolookather.“Youarerememberingtheboatthatcapsizedwithyourfamily.”
“Yes.Thepiranhas…”Sheswallowedhard.
“Drowningisveryquickinthatriver,”heassuredherquietly.“Andthepiranhaswouldhavegotten
themonlywhentheyhadalreadypassedintothenextlife.Youunderstand?”
“Youmeantheywouldn’thavefeltit…?”
“ThatiswhatImean.Itwouldhavebeenquick.Itisoflittlecomfort,Iamcertain…”
“Itisofmuchcomfort.Thankyou,Enrique.”
“Denada.”HelookedatthemapandstoodupintheLandRover,tolookthroughtheroof.“Ithink
Iseearoad.”Hestartedtositdownagain.
Shedrewinaslowbreath.“Well,atleast…!”
AgunshotshatteredthewindshieldandpenetratedEnrique’sbody.Hecriedoutandcollapsed
againsttheseat,bleedingfromthechest.
“Enrique!”
BeforeClarissecouldcopewiththeshock,ormovetohelphim,thewindshieldshatteredonher
sideoftheLandRoverandsomethinghitherhead,hard.Thelastthingshesawwasabandofmenin
governmentmilitaryuniformsrunningtowardher…
***
Clarisse’sheadfeltasifitmightexplode.Shewassicktoherstomach,butthetwosoldiersescorting
heronlystoppedwhenshehadtobendoverandvomitinthestreet.Theminuteshewasfinished,they
pulledherroughlyalongtowardalargebuilding.She’dbeenunconsciousforawhile.She
rememberedanexplosion.Shecouldn’trememberanythingelse.Hermindwasfoggy.
Theywereinacity.Shedidn’tknowforsure,butshethoughtitwasMedina.Onlythecapitalwas
thisbig,anditwasn’talargecitybyAmericanstandards,either.Norwasitparticularlymodern.
Someofthestructuresdatedbacktocolonialtimes,primarilythecathedral.Shewasn’tsurprisedto
seearmedsoldiersincamostandingidlyatthefrontdoors.IthadbeenrumoredthatSaparahad
closedthechurchesagainstmassiveprotests.Theprotestorshadbeengassedandthenshot.Ithad
madeinternationalheadlines.Soonafterward,thestatehaddeniedaccesstoallforeignjournalists.
Clarisseknewthatshewasgoingtobeinterrogated.Nomatterwhathappened,shemustnotgive
awaytherealreasonshewasinthecountry.Shewasn’tgoingtobetrayGrangeorPegevenifthey
killedher.
Butshecouldclaimcredentialsasajournalist.Thatwouldbeplausibleandexplainherpresence
here.Sherememberedtheexplosionandthensherememberedwhathadhappened.They’dbeenshot!
PoorEnriquewaslikelydead.She’dseenhimjerkbackundertheimpactofthebullet,seentheblood.
Hehadn’tmoved.Hispoormother!AndPeg—PegwouldbelievethatClarissehaddesertedher.
Grangewouldn’tknowthatPegwaseveninthecountry.God,whatamess,andallherfault!
Herfirstthoughtwasthatsomeonehadbetrayedherlocationtotheauthorities.Shehadn’ttold
anyonewhereshewasgoing,exceptPeg,whowouldnevertalkaboutit.Ontheotherhand,Enrique
knew,andhemighthavespokentosomeoneabouttakinganAmericanonatrip.Hopefullyhehadn’t
divulgedanymorethanthat.
Herescortpulledherintoaroominastonebuildingwiththenationalflagflyingoutside,past
morearmedguards,intoacentraloffice.There,behindadesk,satthenarcissisticlittlemadmanwho
hadoverthrownthegovernmentandtakenpower.ArturoSaparahimself,thesnake.
ArturoSaparawasforty-sixyearsold,bald,mustachedandfat.Hehadtinylittleeyesinafatface,
andhisteethwereyellow.
Helookedheroverwithcoldeyes.“Ah,SeñoritaCarrington,”hesaid,readingfromherunfolded
passport.Heputitonthedesk.“Howkindofyoutocomeandvisitme.”
“Itwasn’tvoluntary.”Shewasfightinganotherroundofnausea.Shegroanedandwentwhite.
“Quick,getherthetrashcan,”Saparasnappedatherguards.“Donotlethersoilthecarpet.Itis
importedfromMorocco!”
Theyproducedatrashcan.Clarissebentoveranddeliberatelymissedit.
“Damnyou!”Saparaburstout.“Youwitch!”
Shestooderectagain,almostreelingfromtheheadacheandthenauseacombined.“Ithoughtthe
moneywouldbeworthit,”shesaidinsinuatingly.
“Money?”hequeried,forgettinghisrage.
“Thewireservicesofferedmeasmallfortunetosneakinhereandlookfortwomissingforeign
professors.”Shewasmakingitupasshewent,butitlookedasifitmightwork.“Ithoughtwiththe
helpofanativeguide,Imightbeabletofindabackwayintothecityandgetadisguise.”
“Sothatiswhyyouhadthedriver,eh?Well,heisdead.”Hewavedahand.“Mymenlefthimwhere
hewas,sittingintheLandRover.Someonewillfindhim.”Hesmiledwithcontempt.“Perhapsnot
untilitisjustbonesintatteredclothing,however.Youwerenotcominginthisdirection.”
“Wetookadifferentroutebecausetheriversarerising.”
Hehesitated.Buttheexcuseconvincedhim.Therainyseasonmaderivercrossingstrickyfrom
timetotime.Hislittleeyesnarrowed.“Whydotheywantnewsoftheteachers?”
“Professors,”sherepliedcoldly.“TheyhavefamilyintheUnitedStates.Familywithinfluencein
themedia.”
Hiseyebrowslifted.“Dothey,indeed?”Hesmiled.Itwasaterriblesmile.“Iamgratifiedtoknow
this.Perhapsitwouldbeaswelltoputthemtodeathsoon.”
“Why?”sheburstout.“Whathavetheydonethatdeservesdeath?”
“Theyhavebeenteachingtreasonatthelocalcollege,”hesaidicily,“andhavingtheirstudents
sendmessages,lies,aboutmygovernmenttoenemyforeignnations.Theycallmeadictator.Iam
PresidentofthePeople’sRepublicofBarrera,”hesaidinagrand-soundingtone.“Mygovernment
willservethepeople…”
“Thepeoplearestarving,”Clarissesaid.“Theyhavenomoneybecauseyoutaxeverything.You’ve
appropriatedbusinesses,you’venationalizedprivatecorporations,evenforeignones,andyou’ve
closedthedoorsofthechurches…!”shecontinued,hervoicegainingstrength.
“Churcheshavenoplaceinacivilizedsociety,”hesaidcurtly.“Theyshouldallberemoved.”
Shegavehimalong,coldstare.“Overthemillennia,manygovernmentshaveconspiredtoclose
churchesandbanreligion.Francecomestomind,justaftertherevolutionin1792.”Shesmiled
coldly.“IbelievethatinFrance,today,therearemany,manychurchesofalldenominations?”
“Bosh.”Hestoodup.“Sincesheissointerestedintheincarceratedprofessors,youmayescorther
toacellbesidethem,”hetoldtheofficersinSpanish.“Sheistobegivenwater,butwateronly.Take
heraway.”
Saparastillhadherfannypackonthedesk.Herheartsank.Herpassport,herreturnticketto
America,hercreditcards,thelittlecashshehadn’tgivenPeg,allthere.Shewouldhavenothing,even
ifshecouldfindawaytoescape.Ittrulylookedliketheendoftheroad.Well,shetoldherself,I’ve
hadagoodrun.ButsheworriedaboutPeg.Thepooryoungwomanwouldthinktheworst,that
Clarissehaddeliberatelydesertedherandlefthertoherfate.Itwasn’ttrue.Butshehadnowayto
contactPegandtellherso.AndwhataboutGrange?HewassoclosetoPeg,buthewouldneverknow
it.Thegirlwouldfaceallsortsofdangers…
“Takeheraway,”Sapararepeated,wavedhishandandsatbackdown.
ThesoldierstookClarissebythearm,oversteppingtheplacewhereshe’dthrownuponhis
majesticcarpet,andescortedheroutoftheroom.
***
ThetwoprofessorswereJulianConstantineandDamonFitzhugh.Theytaught,respectively,South
AmericanhistoryandbotanyatthesmallcollegeinMedina.
Dr.Constantinewasinverybadshape.Hewastallandpleasantlooking,withgrayingdarkhairand
eyes.Hewasthinandpaleandunshaven.Hisclothinglookedasifithadn’tbeenwashedinmonths.
Dr.Fitzhughwaselderly.Hehadwhitehairandblueeyes,andhewasassicklylookingashis
colleague.
Thecelldoorwaslockedandtheguardslefther.Thecellwassmall.Therewasabed,ofsorts,
withatatteredblanket.Therewasabucketwhichwas,presumably,usedforrelievingoneself.There
wasapanofwateronasmalltable.Nothingelse.Theprisonwasfromthecolonialera,asnearas
Clarissecouldtell,andhadneverbeenupgraded.Machadohadplannedarenovationhere,buthis
workonthesmallcountry’seconomyhadtakenprecedence.
Clarisselaydownonthebed,doublingover.Shewassonauseatedshecouldbarelystandit,and
herheadhurt.
“American?”Dr.Fitzhughaskedfromthenextcell.
“Actually,yes,”shesaid,happytohearthathespokewithacrispandpleasantBritishaccent.“I’m
ClarisseCarrington.”
“I’mDamonFitzhugh.Dr.DamonFitzhugh.ThegentlemaninthenextcellisDr.Constantine.Are
youallright?Youseemquitepale.”
“I’vebeenunconscious.IthinkIwasshot,”shesaid,feelingherscalp.Shefoundawet,tenderspot
andpulledherhandback.Itwascoatedinblood.Shewinced.“NowonderIhaveaheadache.”Shefelt
thespotmorecarefully.Thebullethadapparentlygrazedher,butinthetropics,thatwasdangerous
enough.Ifinfectionsetin,shewasfairlycertainSaparawouldn’tputhimselfouttryingtofindhera
doctor.
“IfIhadthemeans,Icouldmakeyouapoultice,”Dr.Fitzhughsaidkindly.“Myfieldisbotany.I
camedownheretoteachbecauseitaffordedmetheopportunitytoresearchthelocalnativemedicine
preparations.Theyarewithoutpeerinalltheworld.”
Shemanagedasmile.“Thankyouforthethought.”
“I’mhere,”Dr.Constantinetoldher,“becausethehistoryofSouthAmericafascinatesme,
especiallytheperiodofrubberplantationsintheearlypartofthetwentiethcentury.”Heshookhis
head.“Notourfinesthour,tobesure.Manyatrocitieswereperpetratedonthenativepeoplehere.”
Clarisselaybackdown.“IknowsomethingabouttheoperahouseinManaus.”
“Yes,theybroughtitdowntheriverinpiecesatacostofmillionsofdollarsandputitback
together,didn’tthey?Noexpensewassparedinitsconstruction.”
“Yes.OperacompaniescamedowntoManaustoperform,”shesaid,gladoftheconversationthat
tookhermindoffhowsickshefelt.
Henodded.“Butitendedmanytimesintragedywhenthesingerscontractedyellowfeveror
malaria.Anumberofthemdiedlaterfrominfectionstheypickedupdownhere.”
Clarissegrimaced.ShewasthinkingofPeg.She’dcautionedheraboutnotgoingintothejungle,
butwhatifClarissedidn’tshowupandPeg,valiantPeg,decidedtotrytofindher?Itdidn’tbear
thinkingabout!
“Youtwoareprofessors.Whyareyouinhere?”
Dr.Fitzhugh’smouthmadeathinline.“WhenEmilioMachadowasdeposed,wewerefurious.His
replacementisacheaplittleratwhoindulgeshistasteforfastcars,fastwomenandexpensivenew
homes,whilethenativepeoplegohungry.He’sthrownoutallforeignjournalists,closedthe
embassiesofforeignnations,nationalizedutilitiesandnowhe’splanningahugeoperationwithsome
oilcompanytostartdrillinghere.”
“Yes,”Clarissesaidquietly.“Myfatherwashelpingtonegotiatetermswiththelocalchiefsforthe
oilcompanyinquestion.HewaswiththeAmericanEmbassyofficeinManaus.Thatwasfourmonths
ago.”
“Well,Saparagavethegreenlighttooilexploration.Manyofthetribeswereintimidatedinto
signinganagreement.Butoneofthenativetribesprotested.”Hisfacetautened.“Theyliveapartfrom
civilization,inoneofthethickestpartsoftheBarrerajungle.Theyusetheweaponsoftheir
ancestors,blowgunswithpoisondarts,andpracticeherbologytotreatallsortsofdiseases.They
threatenedanattack.It’salmosthumorousinadarkway,becauseMedinadoeshavesomemodern
weapons.ButSaparadecidedtomakeanexample,incaseanyothersconsideredrevolution.Hehad
mercenariesgointothejungleandkilldozensofthem,terrifythem,untiltheyfledfromtheland
whereheplannedtolocatetheoilexplorations.”
ClarissewasrememberingEnriqueandhismother,whomshe’dknownformanyyears.“Money
makesmesick.”
“Itisn’tmoney.It’sthegreedforit,theobsessionwithitthatcausesmanyoftheproblemsinlife.”
Dr.Fitzhughdrewinabreath.“Tomakealongstorybrief,Dr.ConstantineandIwerecreating
propagandaleafletsandorganizingourstudentstomakelarge-scalepeacefulprotestsandpublicize
theplightofthenativetribe.Thiswas,ofcourse,beforeSaparathrewoutalltheforeignjournalists
whowouldhavespreadthestoryaroundtheworld.”Hesmiledsadly.“Allourplansfellwhenwe
werearrested,inthemiddleofthenight,bySapara’sCityGuards.”
“Saparathinkshe’screatingNaziGermanyhere,”Dr.Constantineaddedinasoft,wearytone.“He
hashisversionofthestormtroopers,completewithfanaticaloverlordandbone-breakingtraining.
Howdoyoufightamanlikethat?”headdedheavily.
“Idon’tknow.ButIhopesomeonecan.”Whileshespokeshewaslookingaroundatthetopsofthe
cells.
“Oh,therearenocamerashere,”Dr.Constantinesaid.“Wecheckedthatouttheminutewewere
installedhere,severalmonthsago.Theydon’thavethemoneyforsurveillance,orformostcity
services,sinceSaparaisbuildinghisnewmansion.Everypennygoestoitsconstruction.Itlookslike
apalace,whichisprobablywhathehadinmind.”
“Yes,wehaveoneguard.He’soldandfatandhedoesn’tlikehisjob.Hedoeslikeus,”Dr.Fitzhugh
addedwithachuckle.“Ithinkhe’dletusoutifwehadanyplacetogo.Wedon’t,ofcourse,exceptto
ourhomes,wherethey’dpickusupinaminuteassoonastheyrealizedweweregone.”Heglancedat
Clarisse.“Asrevolutionaries,I’mafraidweleavealottobedesired.Healthconcernskeptusbothout
ofthemilitary,sowehavenotrainingwhatsoever.”
“Thatmakesthreeofus,”Clarissesaidquietly.“Idowishmyheadwouldstophurting.”
Dr.Fitzhughfrowned.Heaskedherseveralquestionsabouthersymptoms,butfinallyhesmiled
andnodded.“Onlyamildconcussion,Ithink,althoughwe’dneedanMRIscantobesure.”Heshook
hishead.“Ididstudymedicineinmyyouth,butIthoughtI’dlikesleepingnights,soIswitchedto
botany.Noemergencies,yousee.”
Clarissesmiled.“Idon’thaveanymedswithme.TheytookmyID,mycreditcards,cash,
everythingIhadonme,includingsomemedsfornauseaandheadaches.”
“Lovelyman,Sapara,”Dr.Constantinesaidpleasantly.“Ihopewecanrepayhishospitalityone
day.”Helookedaround.“Atthat,thisplaceisfarmoregrandthantheroomIlivedinwhileIwasat
university.”
Clarisselaughed.SodidDr.Fitzhugh.
“WhenIfeelbetter,”shesaidfinally,“perhapswecoulddiscusstravelplans?”
Thetwomenlookedateachother.“Travelplans?”
Shesmiled.“Ihavefriends.”
Theyturnedtoher,curiously.
“Wemightwishtopaythemavisit,”sheclarified.“Idon’tknowtheway,butIthinkIcanfind
someonewhowill.Woulditbepossibleforyoutospeakwithsomeofyourstudentsifwemanaged
toescape?”
Dr.Fitzhughchuckled.“Oh,yes.Imemorizedthephonenumbers.Ifthephonesstillwork,”he
addedblithely.“SinceSaparanationalizedthephonecompanyandputhisownpeopleincharge,it
onlyworkssporadically.Likehismilitarycommunications,fromwhatI’vebeentold.Hiscomputers
arestillrunningoutdatedprograms,”hesaid,andburstoutlaughing.“Amazingthattheyhaven’tbeen
hacked,likethoseinIran.”
Dr.Constantineshrugged.“Asifanytruehackerworthhissaltwouldlowerhimselftohackan
obsoletecomputersystem.”
Dr.Fitzhughpursedhislips.“Infact,oneofmystudentsisahackerwithimaginationandstyle.He
actuallysuggestedputtingavirusintothemilitarycomputersystemhere.Ideniedhimtheeffort,
thinkingitwouldgetusallarrested.”HegaveClarisseawickedgrin.“Idobelieveitmightbe
warranted,now,however.”
Clarissebrightened.Grangewouldloveit!“Inthatcase,wemustgetoutofhereandgivehimthe
opportunitytopracticehiscraft.”
“It’sa‘she,’actually,”hesaid,laughingatClarisse’sconsternation.“Oneoftheonlyfemale
hackersI’veeverknown.Herparentssentherdownhereinalast-ditchefforttokeeptheFBIfrom
puttingherinprisoninAmerica.Shewasquiteobnoxious.HackedintotheSecretaryofState’s
computerandpublishedoneofthemoresecretive,gossipyemailsallovertheweb.Herparents
promisedtogetheroutofthecountry,orshe’dbeinprisonnow,Iexpect.Likeus,”headded
ruefully.
Theotherslaughed.Thetwomenseemedsuddenlylesslethargicandfarmoreenergized.
“Youthinkit’spossible,reallypossible,thatwemightbeabletogetoutofhere?”Dr.Fitzhugh
askedslowly.
“Notonlypossible,dearman.Probable.”Shefeltherheadagainandwinced.“AndIwantabat,a
verybigbat,tohitMr.Saparaintheheadwith,nexttimeIseehim.”
“I’llprovideonemyself,”Dr.Fitzhughassuredher.Hegrinned.“Ihaveaveryoldcricketbat,you
see.UsedtoplaywhenIwasaboy.It’squiteheavy,madeofgoodwood.Itwouldmakealovelyknot
onhishead.”
“Howkindofyou,”shedrawledandthenwinced,becauseeveryfacialmovementonlyaggravated
theheadache.
“Dotrytosleepforabit,”Dr.Fitzhughsaidgently.“Thetwoofuswilldiscusssomehypothetical
situationsandhaveplansreadywhenyouwakeup.Wecanformulatearevolutionwhilewe’re
incarcerated.”
“Manyfamousandinfamousplansandbookshavecomefrompeopleimprisonedforvarious
reasons.ThefamousnovelDonQuixotewaswrittenbyMigueldeCervantesinthesixteenthcentury,
afterhewasputindebtors’prisoninSpain.”Shesighed.“IlovedDonQuixote.Whatanoblecause,to
restorehonorandmoralitytoadecadentworld.”Sheclosedhereyes.“Wecouldusehimtoday.”
Thetwomaledoctorslookedateachotherandnodded.Theybegantothrowoutsuggestionsforan
escape.Clarissedriftedofftosleep,atlast.ButDr.Fitzhughwokeherupatoddintervals,justtomake
suretheconcussionwasn’tsevereenoughtocauseunconsciousnessorsomethingmoredeadly.
***
Peghadn’tbeenworrieduntiltheskybegantodarkenandpeoplestartedgoingintotheirhuts.Maria
tuggedherbackinside.Theraincameandwent,inspurts.ItwasfascinatingtoPeg.
“Mysonandyourfriendwillreturnsoon,”sheassuredtheAmericanwomaninherhalting
Spanish.ShewasfarmoreathomeinhernativetongueorPortuguese.
“Ihopeso,”Pegsaid.“It’sdark.”
Marianodded.“Itisnoteasytofindmenwhodonotwishtobefound,especiallyinthejungle.
Theywillbeheresoon,”sheadded,smiling.“Youwillsee.”
Pegsighed.“I’msureyou’reright.Soon.”
***
Butthehourspassed.Thevillagewenttosleep.Peglayinahammockinthepalm-roofedhut,
listeningtotherain.Everysooften,dropletswouldfindawaythroughtheroofanddriponthefloor
nearby.Shesmiled,thinkingofhousessheandherfatherhadlivedinovertheyears,whereshe’dhad
tofindpotsandpanstocontainthedrips.
Hereyeswerewide-openinthedarkness,worrying.WhathadhappenedtoClarisse?Atfirst,toher
shame,shethoughttheotherwomanmighthavefollowedthroughonherinitialimpulse,whichwas
tostrandPeginthejungletogetevenwithGrangeforrejectingher.
However,thattheoryfellthroughwhensheconsideredEnrique.Thiswashisvillage,andhis
motherlivedhere.EvenifClarisseleftthecountry,EnriqueknewwherePegwasandhewouldcome
backandsaysomething.Hewoulddoitbecauseofhismother,ifnotbecauseofPegherself.
ButEnriquedidn’tshowup.NeitherdidClarisse.Pegspentasleeplessnight,worrytorturingher.
Bythetimemorningarrived,suddenlyandbrilliantly,shewasconvincedthatsomethingterrible
hadhappened.
“Haveyouheardfromyourson?”PegaskedMariahopefully.Arunnercouldhavecometothe
villageduringthenight,whileshewasfitfullysleeping.
“No,”Mariasaid.Shelookedveryconcerned.“Idonotwishtoaddtoyourworry,”shesaid
hesitantly,“butEnriquesaidhewouldcomebackonhiswaytothecity.Hekeepshisword.Heislike
hisfather,whonevertoldalieallthetimeweweremarried.”
Pegbitherlowerlip.
Mariatouchedherarmgently.“Wemusthavehope,”shesaid.“Perhapstherewasanaccidentwith
thevehicle.Aflattire?Anenginefault?Whocansay?Wemustwaitandhopeforthebest.”
“Iguessso.ButI’malittleworried.”
Marienodded.“Yes.SoamI.Thisisnotlikemyson.”
***
Peglearnedhowtocookthespecialdishestheylikedinthevillage,whilethewomenlaughedwith
delightatherobviouspleasureasshesucceeded.She’dreadtravelbrochuresinthehotelwhereshe
andClarissehadstayed,advertisingtoursintothejunglewithovernightstaysatselectednative
villages.Allsortsofrequirementshadtobemet,includingproofofimmunization,whichwere
providedtothenativepeoplebythetourguides.Consideringthehorrorofthepast,duringwhich
manyindigenoustribeshadbeenutterlydestroyedbydiseasetowhichEuropeanswereimmune,it
wasalogicalandwisestep.
ButPeghadn’tbeenrequiredtodothosethings,mostlikelybecauseEnriquehadspokenwith
Clarisse,orpossiblybecausehehadtakencareofthedetails.Hewas,afterall,atouroperator
himself.Clarissehadmentionedthatheinfrequentlyallowedaguesttostayinthisvillagewherehis
motherlived,asacourtesy,onlyifhetrustedthevisitor.Localnativeswerequitedistrustfulof
outsiders.
MariahadmentionedthattoPeginoneoftheirconversations.“Wekeeptoourselves,”she
explainedinherslowSpanish.“Wedonotlikeoutsidershere.Youlaugh.Why?”
“BecausemylittletowninAmericaisjustthesame,”sheexplained,smiling.“It’saverysmall
place,notalotbiggerthanyourvillage.Whennewpeoplecomeinfromthecities,we’resuspicious.
Wehavetogettoknowthembeforewefeelcomfortableeventalkingaroundthem.”
Maria’sbrighteyessmiled.“Wehavemanythingsincommon.”
“Includingchicken.”Pegsaiditwitharakishgrin,andMariaburstoutlaughing.
***
Butthedaypassedquickly.Aftertheyfinishedtheeveningmeal,andwalkedoutsidetolistentothe
nightsoundsaroundacentralfirewherepeopleweresittingandtalking,Peg’smindbegantowander
again,andshewasveryworriedaboutClarisse.ShewasworriedaboutEnrique,forMaria’ssake.
Shehadtoconsiderwhatshemighthavetodoaboutherownsituation.Shedidn’thaveavisa.She
hadapassport,becauseJasonPendletonhadhelpedhergetoneayearago,incasehehadtosendher
fatheroverseastotalkadealforhimin,ofallplaces,SouthAmerica.Ithadbeenararebitof
foresight,becausePeghadn’thadanyproblemgettingthroughcustoms.Butherpassportrequiredthe
airport,whichwasinManaus.Therewerenovehicleshere.Therewasn’tevenaphone.She’dcounted
onClarisseandEnriquetotakehertoGrange,whowouldpresumablyfindawaytogetherbackto
Manaus.Sheseemedtobestranded,withtherainyseasonalreadymakingthingsverywet.
Asshedartedintoahuttoavoidbeingsoaked,again,sherecalledClarisse’steasingtoneaboutthe
cottonsshe’dplannedtopack.Inthejungleduringrainyseason,cottongotwetandstayedwet,it
didn’tdryinthehumidity.Peoplehereworesyntheticfabricbecauseithadthevirtueofbeingquickly
dried.
Therainceasedafteracoupleofminutesandshestuckherheadoutagain.Twochildren,brown
andbeautiful,stoppedtoflashhershygrinswithperfectwhiteteethbeforetheyranoff.Shelaughed
delightedly.Initsownforeignway,thisvillagewasverymuchlikeComancheWells.She’dhaveto
trytorememberitsothatshecouldsharehertripwithherfather.
Meanwhile,shewasgrowingmoreconcernedthaneveraboutthepossibilityofneverseeing
ComancheWellsagain.IfClarisseandEnriquedidn’tcomebacksoon,shewasgoingtohaveto
figureoutwhattodo.Mariawouldhelp,shewascertain.ButwhatifMarialostherson?Whatifhe
andClarissehadmetwithsometerribleaccident?Whatif…?
***
Suddencriescaughtherattention.Itseemedthatthewholevillagewasrunningtowardtheroadthat
ledintothejungle.Somethingmustbehappening.Pegrantowardthesourceofthecommotion.
Twonativemenwerecarryingamanonamakeshiftlitter.AsPeggotcloser,sheheardMariacry
out.
Therewasamanonthepallet,verypale,unconscious,withbloodalloverthefrontofhisshirt.
“Ishedead?”PegaskedinEnglish,andthenhadtorepeatitinSpanishsothatMariawould
understand.
Mariahadherhandinherson’sshirt.Herfacewaswetwithtears.Shedrewinaharshbreath,but
thensherelaxedalittle.“Heisalive,”shesaid.Sheopenedhisshirtandusedittoclearawaythe
bloodsothatshecouldseetheextentofhisinjury.Therewasawoundjustunderhisribcage.A
bulletwound.
“He’sbeenshot!”Pegburstout.Shelookedaround.“WhereisClarisse?”sheaskedfrantically.
“Thatwemustwaittoknow,untilhecantellus.Ifhecanevertellus,”Mariasaidwithheavy
practicality.“Bringhim,”shetoldtheothersinPortuguese.“Iwillsendforthedoctor.”
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Pegwasalmostfrantic.Hereshewas,stuckinaforeigncountry,inanativevillagewithno
transportationtoanairport,withnowaytocontactGrange,withonlyonechangeofclothesandno
ideawhattodonext.NowEnriquehadbeeninjuredandClarisse’swhereaboutswereunknown.Ifthe
driverhadbeenshot,Clarissemighthavebeenwoundedalso,orkilled.
“WheredidtheyfindEnrique?”PegaskedMariawhenhersonwasbeingcarefullyplacedona
palletofwovenpalmleavesinMaria’shut.
Sheaskedthemenwhohadbroughthimintocamp.“Acrosstheriver,”shesaid,givingthenatives’
nameforit.“Thevehiclewasonthesideoftheroad.Thewindshieldwasbroken.Onbothsides,”she
saidworriedly.ShelookedatPeg,whosefaceshowedherconcern.“Therewasalsobloodonthe
passengerseat,whereyourfriend’sheadwouldhavebeen.Theydidnotfindherbody,”sheadded.
“Butoneofourhunterssaidthereweretracksfromanothervehiclenearbyandfootprintsoftwomen
wearingboots.Itwasmostlikelythemilitary.Theypatroltheseroads.Themadmanwhohascharge
ofourcountrynowlikestouseusfortargetsifwegetinhisway,”Mariaaddedcoldly.“Manyofour
cousinshavediedforhisnewoilsite.”
“I’msosorry,”Pegsaid.“Iknewitwasbad,butnotanywherenearthisawfulinBarrera.”
“Ifyoustayhereforverylong,youwilllearnmuch.”Mariacalledforwater,inaceramicbowl,
andshebathedherson’sbrowwithit.“Hehasfever.Ihopethedoctorcomessoon.”
“YoucangetadoctortocomefromManaus?”Pegasked.
Mariaglancedather.“No.Itistoofaronfoot,althoughwewillsendacanoetothecitytobring
backadoctor.Enriquemightdieinthemeantime.Wehaveafriendwhohasmedicaltraining,who
wasworkingnearbyattheruinswhenSaparatookoverourcountry.Thefriendhadtohidetoavoid
beingkilled,asafriendofEmilioMachado.”
“Iknowofthegeneral,”Pegsaid.“He’ssomethingofalegendbackhome.Peoplelovehim.”
Mariawasimpressed.“Here,too,hehasmanyfriends.Wearehopefulthatonedayhewillreturn
andhangSapara.”
Pegonlynodded.
Therewasaflurryofactivityoutsideandavisitorentered,dressedinsoakedkhakisandheavy
boots,withawide-brimmedsafarihatoverwhatlookedlikeshortdarkwavyhair.
“Areyouthedoctor?”PegaskedinherTexasdrawl.
Thehatcameoffandatall,muscularwomaninherlatetwentieswithanastonishedexpression
staredbackatherfrompaleblueeyes.“GoodLord,areyoufromTexas?”sheaskedinasimilar
drawl.“It’sbeensolongsinceI’veheardanaccentfrombackhome!”
Peglaughed.“I’mfromJacobsville.”
“Iknowthatone.”Shechuckledasifatsomeprivatejokebeforesheturnedtothepatient.“Oh,
dear.Thatlooksverymuchlikeagunshotwound.”
“Someoneshotmyson,”Mariasaidworriedly.“WethinkitwassoldiersofSapara.Canyoudo
something?”
“BeenawhilesinceI’veextractedabullet,butIthinkIcanmanage.”Shepulledthepackoffher
backandstartedtounloadit.“I’mtrainedinanthropology,”shesaid,“butIwasamedicinthearmy
foracoupleofyearsandIdidmercenaryworkafterward.”
Pegwasastonished.“Mercenarywork?”
Shenodded.“Yes.I’mablackbeltinkarateandtaekwondo,andseveralothermartialarts.Ipalled
aroundwithaguynamedColbyLane.”
“Iknowhim!”Pegexclaimed.“Well,Isortofknowhim.He’smarriedandhastwochildren.His
wifeisaDEAagent,andheworksprivatesecurityfortheRitterOilCorporationinHouston.”
“Iheardhegotmarried,”thewomansaidquietly.“Ihadacaseonhimonce,buthewasn’t
interestedinme.Atthetime,helikedthesoft,femininesort.”Shesighed.“Notmything.Ilike
adventure.Maria,cantheyboilsomewaterforme?”sheaddedasshetookoutwhatlookedlikea
smallcaseofsurgicalinstruments.“AndI’llneedsomethingastringent.”
Marianoddedandgotuptofetchthesupplies.
“Infectionisverydangeroushere,isn’tit?”
Theotherwomannodded.“Very.”Shelookedupandherblueeyessmiled.“Wehaven’tintroduced
ourselves,havewe?I’mMaddieCarlson.”
“I’mPegLarson,”camethesmilingreply.“Nicetomeetyou.I’msogladyouknowhowtotreat
bulletwounds.”
“I’vehadalotofpractice,”Maddiesaid.“Oneofourgroupwasadoctor,well,aresident,named
MicahSteele…”
“GoodLord!”Pegburstout.“HelivesinJacobsville.”
“WorkingwithEbScott?”Maddieasked,surprised.Shewaspullingbackclothingtoexamine
Enrique’swound.
“Oh,no,workingasapartnerwithtwolocaldoctors,andatthehospital.”
Maddiestoppedwhatshewasdoingandjuststared.
“Andhe’smarried.HeandCalliehadtwochildren,alittlegirlandaboytwoyearsold.”
Maddiecaughtherbreath.“Ifthey’dtakenbetsonthatguyevergettingmarried,I’dbepoornow.”
Sheshookherhead.“Gofigure.ColbyLaneismarried,MicahSteele—notEbScottandCyParks,
though,surely?”
Pegchuckled.“Yes,andtheybothhavekids.”
“Well,Inever!”Maddieexclaimed.ShenoddedandsmiledcomfortinglyatMariaasshebrought
thethingsMaddiehadaskedfor.“Ebstillhavethecounterterrorismtrainingfacility?”
“Oh,yes.Infact,someofWinslow’smengottheirtrainingthere.”
Maddiefrowned.“Winslow?”
“WinslowGrange.He’sworkingwithGeneralMachado.”
“Grange.Idon’tknowhim.”
“There’sanotherguy,Rourke…”
Maddieshookherhead.“Don’tknowhim,either.I’vebeenoutofmercworkforseveralyears.I’m
doingarchaeologyexclusivelynow,andI’monthevergeofaworld-shakingdiscoverynearhere.
Damnedpoortiming,Sapara’scoup.IhadallthehelpIneededwhenMachadowasinpower.”She
hesitatedforaminutetowashanduseanantibacterialsubstanceonherhandsbeforeputtingon
disposablerubbergloves.“Hewaskindtome.Ihadsortofacaseonhim,”shesaidwithanodd
shyness.“I’mnothistype,though.Tootough.Ithinkhelikesmorefemininewomen.Ican’tchange
myspotsatthisage.”
“Youshouldn’thaveto,”Pegsaidgently.“Peoplehavetobethemselvestoliveintheworld.”
Maddieglancedatherwithasmile.“Smartgirl.”
Shewentbacktoworkbythelightofalantern.Shewasskilled.Sheprobedgentlyforthebullet,
whichwaslodgedinthelowerportionofEnrique’schest.Shepulleditoutalmostatonce.“Thereare
glassfragmentsinthewound,”shesaid,frowning.
“Therunnerssaidthewindshieldwasshatteredonbothsides,”Mariacommented.
“Thewindshieldsavedhim,”Maddiemused.“Stoppedtheforceofthebulletsothatitdidn’t
penetratetoofar.Itdidcollapsethelung,though.That’swhatknockedhimout.Idon’thavethe
equipmenttoreinflateit,damnit.ThemostIcandoisgivehimanantibioticandletthemsendforthe
doctorinManaus.He’llmanageuntilthen,Ithink.Maria,”shecalled,“youneedtosendacanoeto
Manaus…thefastestyouhave,andgetadoctoroutheretofinishwhatIstarted.Thisisjustfield
dressing.”
“Thecanoehasalreadybeensent.Thankyouforwhatyouhavedone,”Mariasaid.“Youcanstay
withus.Ihavetoldyoumanytimes.”
“Saparaisafterme,”thewomansaidheavily.“Hedoesn’twanttoriskhisnewoiloperation,andif
Igetwordtotheoutsideaboutthemajorfindhere,he’llhavetheinternationalcommunitybreathing
downhisneck.Hedoesn’twantthat,notwithhisdelicatenegotiationsgoingon.He’squietlyclearing
outallthenativetribesinthewayoftheoilfields,andnottellinghispotentialnewpartnersaboutit.”
“Doyouknowwhichoilcompanyhe’snegotiatingwith?”
“Yes.RitterOil,outofHouston.”
Pegcaughtherbreath.“Oh,weallknowaboutthatone,”shesaid.“EugeneRitterwouldhave
Saparaforbreakfastifheknewwhatwasgoingonhere.”
“Hewould?”Maddieasked,surprised.“Anoilmagnatewithaconscience?”
“Countonit.AndSaparahadbetterbecareful.ColbyLaneworksforMr.Ritter.”
“Colby.”Maddiesmiled.“He’dputtogetherateamandwipeoutSapara’smeninaheartbeat.
Damnedidiot,Sapara,”shemutteredwhileshefinishedbandagingEnrique,whowasbreathing
roughly.“Iwishsomebodywouldmakehashoutofhim.”
“Plansareinmotionforthat,soIhear,”Pegsaid,hervoicesad.“GeneralMachadoismountinga
coupattempt.”
“Emilio?”Maddiewaswashingherhands,butshestopped.“He’shere?”
Pegnodded.“Grangeisheadofhiscommandoforces.IwishIknewwheretheywere,sothatI
couldfindGrange.AfriendbroughtmeovertoManaustoseehim.Nowshe’svanished.I’mafraid
shemaybedead.ShewasintheLandRoverwithEnrique,andMaria’sfriendssaidthatbothsidesof
thewindshieldwerebrokenandtherewasbloodonthepassengerseat.HernameisClarisse.She’s
beensogoodtome….”
Maddiedriedherhands.“Shewasn’tfound?”
“No.Theysaiditlookedasthoughthemilitaryhadtakenheraway.”
Maddie’sexpressionwastaut.“Didsheknowanythingaboutthegeneral’splans?”
“Sheknewthathewasherewithaninvasionforce.”
Maddiedidn’tsayanything.Sheturnedawayquietly.
“They’lltortureher,won’tthey?”sheasked.“Won’tthey?”sheaddedinsistentlywhentheother
womandidn’tanswer.
Maddieturnedaround.“IfshehasinformationvitaltoSapara,yes,they’lltortureher.”
“Oh,no!”
“IwasinAfricaafewyearsago,withamercgroupthatplannedtooverthrowaverynastydictator.
Igotsloppyandgotcaught.”Sheunbuttonedhershirtandexposedhershoulder.Therewasalarge,
whitescar.“Oneofthedictator ’smenputakniferightthroughmyshoulder.Hesmiledwhilehedid
it.HesaidthatifIdidn’ttalk,he’dputitthroughmybreast.”
“Whathappened?!”
Shelaughedandrebuttonedhershirt.“ThelastthingheheardwasUZIfire.Thelastthinghesaw
wasColbyLane’sfaceoverit.”
“Inthenickoftime!”
Shenodded.“MicahSteelepatchedmeupwhileColbycursed.Colbydidn’tfeelanythingromantic
forme,buthewasalwaysmyfriend.I’msurehestillis.”
“You’vehadsomeadventures!”Pegexclaimed.“I’veneverbeenanywhereinmylifeordone
anythingdangerous,untilnow.”Shelaughedsoftly.“I’msorrytotellyouthatI’mquiteenjoyingit.
Well,exceptforpoorEnrique.”Sheglancedathim.“AndClarisse,whereversheis.”
“Enriquewillsleepnow,”shesaid.“Igavehimaninjectiontohelpthepain.Bythetimeitwears
off,hopefullythedoctorwillbehere.”ShethenglancedatPeg.“Yousaidthatyoucametoseethis
Grangefellow.Areyouengagedtohim?”
“No.ButIthinkhelikesme.”Shesmiledshyly.“HetookmetoayearlyballinJacobsville,andhe
doesn’tdateanybody,yousee.Well,neitherdoI.”
Maddiesmiled.“Igetthepicture.Soyoucameheretoseehim,inthisdangerousplace?”
“Clarissecametogetme,”sheexplained,leavingoutthereason,becauseClarissehadalreadypaid
ahighpriceforwhatshe’dplanned.“Wecameoutherebecauseshewasgoingtoleavemeinasafe
placewhilesheandEnriquebroughtGrangebackhere.Shesaiditwasn’tfar.OnlyEnriqueknew
wheretofindhiscamp,”shesaidsadly.“IguessGrangehasnoideathatI’meveninthecountrynow,
andpoorEnriquegotshotandClarissegotkidnappedbecauseofit.”
“Lifehappens,”Maddiesaidphilosophically.“Butthingswillworkout.You’llsee.”
“AtleastEnriquewilllive.ButClarisse,”Pegsaidworriedly.“Iwonderwheresheis?”
***
Clarissewasshiveringinhercell.Herperfectskinhadbeenmarredbyaknife.Shewasbleeding
underhersilkblouse,underherbra.Onlyaviciousmancouldhavedonetoherwhatthatanimalhad
doneinhisefforttoextractfurtherinformationfromheraboutMachado.He’deventhreatenedrape,
butanothersoldierhadsnappedathimthatshewasrichandhadpowerfulfriends.Thebarbarianhad
satisfiedhimselfwithcuttingher.
Shehadtoldthemnothing.Sherememberedherchildhood,playingwithStantonRourkewhenthey
werechildren,andoncehe’dheldherheadunderwaterforachildishprankandtriedtomakeher
apologize.She’dheldherbreathandrefusedtogiveaninch.Hisbrowneyeshadbeeneloquent,
althoughhehadn’tvoicedanyadmirationforherfearlessness.
Forabrieftime,ClarisseandherparentshadlivedinAfrica,whenherfatherhadbeenaminor
diplomatfortheU.S.StateDepartment,earlyinhiscareer.Rourkehadlivednearbywithhismother.
HewasolderthanClarissebyfiveyears,butatten,she’dbeenprecociousandadventurous.She
andRourkehadgoneexploringandgottenintotroubleoften.Rourke’sabilitytospeakAfrikaansand
severalnativedialectshadcomeinhandy.Hewasapastmasteratexplaininghiswayoutofdifficult
situations.Butoncethey’dencounteredaviciousadder.Clarissehadbeenbittenbecauseshehadn’t
seenit.Rourkehadcarriedherinhisarmstothedoctorandwaitedwhileshewasgivenaninjection.
Hesatbyher,alongwithhermother,whilesherecovered.Shehadn’trealizedhowkindapersonhe
was.
Thenshe’dheardtherumorsand,beingtooyoungtounderstand,she’dblurtedoutthatpeoplesaid
hewastheillegitimatesonofthemillionaireK.C.Kantor.Rourkehadwalkedawayandneverspoken
toheragainevenwhenherfatherwasreassignedandtheywereleaving.Theydidmeetoccasionally
manyyearslateratsocietyfunctionsinWashington,andhewaspleasant.Butthenthey’dmetoncein
Manausjustafterhermother ’sdeath,yearsago.He’dbeeninsultingandcoldandsarcastic,because
she’dmadeanutterfoolofherselfwithhim.Itwasstillhorriblyembarrassingtorememberwhat
she’ddone.Nowsheavoidedhim.
Thethoughtsmadethepaineasiertobear,forsomereason.Perhapsitwasthememoryofthose
eventsearlyinherchildhoodthatgaveherstrength.Rourkehadbeenheridolwhenshewasachild.
Hewasutterlyfearless.Heknewpeoplewhofoughtinrevolutions.He’dtoldheraboutthem,about
theordealsofcapture.Ithelpedhercope,now,whensheherselfwasavictim.Shewasn’tgoingtotell
Saparaanything.Notiftheykilledher.SheowedGrange,forwhatshe’ddonetopoorPeg.DearPeg,
whowouldhateher,whowouldbelieveshe’dbetrayedher.AndwhatofEnrique,deadonher
account?PoorMaria!
“MissCarrington,”Dr.Fitzhughcalledgently.“MissCarrington!”
Shefoughtdownnauseaandmanagedtositup.“I’mokay,”shewhispered,andevendraggedupa
smile.
Helookedatthebloodonherblouseandseemedtogrowtallerwithrage.“Iwillseethatmandead
ifit’smylastactonthisearth!”
“Thanks,”shesaid.“Butwereallyneedaplan,andsoon.Hewon’tstopuntiltheymakemetell
whatIknow.Ican’tdothat.I’dhavetoletthemkillme.”
Dr.Fitzhughgrimaced.“DearGod.Howdidweenduplikethis?”
“Blamegreed.”
Henodded.“IwishIcoulddressthosewoundsforyou.Perhapswecoulddemandadoctor.”
“Thatwouldamusehim.”
“Isupposeso.Mydearwoman,”hesaid,wordsfailinghim.
“What’shappened?”Dr.Constantineaskedfromhiscellontheothersideofhers.
“Ithinktheycallittorture.”
Dr.Constantinecursedroundlyandthenapologized.
Shesmiled.“Thanks.Ithinkyouwereeloquent.”
Helaugheddespitethegravityofthesituation.
Dr.Fitzhughmovedclosertothebars.“I’vebeenthinkingaboutwhatyousaid.Thatnativevillage,
wecouldgettoitifwehadtransportation.Ourjailerherehasacousinwithawagonandtwomules.
Heoftendrivessuppliesdowntothevillagewhereyouleftyouryoungfriend.”
“Hedoes?”sheasked,suddenlyhopefulandafraidtohope.
“Yes.Thejailermighthelp….”
Therewasthesoundofheavyfeetmovingcloser.Thejailer,aheavy,mustachedmanofsixtyorso
years,stoppedatthecellsandgapedatClarisse,atthebloodonherblouse.“Señorita.Oh,¡Diosmio,
Señorita!Losiento.Losiento.¡Losanimales!¡Puedequesevayaalinfiernoparasiempre!”Hewas
actuallysobbing.
Clarisse,touchedbyhiscompassion,movedtothefrontofthecell.“¿Nospuedesayudar?”she
askedsoftly,usingthefamiliartermdeliberately,becauseafamilymemberwouldbethatupsetather
treatmentmorethananystranger.
Hehesitated.Butthenhisfaceset,andhenoddedcurtly.“Sí.Icandothat.Butyouhavenoplaceto
go…”
“Yes,wedo,”Dr.Fitzhughsaid.HisSpanishwasdreadful,buthemadehimselfunderstood.
“Yes,”Clarisseagreedquietly.“Avillagesouthofhere.Notsoveryfar,ifwehadawaytoget
there.”
Thejailercamecloser.“Mycousin,hehasmulesandabigwagon.Hegoestosouthvillagesto
takesupplieseveryFriday.Thatistomorrow.Iwillgetyououtbeforetheshiftchanges.You,”hetold
Dr.Fitzhugh,“musthitmeintheheadwithsomething,sotheywillnotkillme.”
“Dearoldfellow,I’dratherdie!”Dr.Fitzhughsaidfervently.
HespokeinEnglish,butthejailerreadhisconsternationandsmiled.“Youarekind.Butthismust
bedone.Ihaveawife,veryuglybutshelovesme.”Heshrugged.“Iamheronlysupport,soImust
notdie.Youmusthitme.Itwillbeallright.Ihaveaveryhardhead.”Helaughedandtappedit.
“Idon’twantyoutobehurt,”Clarissesaid,herexpressiontroubled.
“Itwillbeallright,”thejailersaidinatendertone.“Ihadadaughter…shewouldhavebeenyour
ageifshehadlived.Thefevertookher,whenshewasjustasmallchild.”Hewipedawaymoretears.
“MywifeisDutch.Thechildwasblonde,likeyou.”Hesmiled.“Ifyoustayhereonemoreday,
Saparawillkillyou.Youmustgonow.”
“Allright,then.Butifwealllive,I’llmakesureyouneverwantforanythingagainaslongasyou
live.AndI’lltakecareofyourwife,too.”
Thetearsfellevenharder.Heswallowedhard.“MynameisRomeroCoriba.”
“MineisClarisse.”
Hesmiled.“Clarisse.”Henodded.“Iwillmakethearrangements.Imustbribeaguard.”
“Ihavemoney,butit’sinSapara’spossession,”shesaidmiserably.
“Oh,thatisnoproblem.Iknowwherehekeepsthings.”Hegrinnedwickedly.“Andthebribeis
rum.Theguardoutsidehasabigthirstforit.IhaveabottleofitthatElPresidenteMachadogaveme
beforehewasoustedbythatimpostor,Sapara,”headdedcoldly.“Anyway,Ihavesavedtherumfora
specialoccasion.ItseemsIhavefoundone!”
Clarisselaughedthroughthepain.“WhenSaparaisousted,I’llbuyyouacaseofthebestrumIcan
find.”
“Señorita,youareanangelfromheaven.AndIamsorry,sosorry,forwhatwasdonetoyou.
ThosetwoanimalsthatworkforSapara…Icouldstranglethem.EspeciallyMiguel.Helikestohurt
people.”
“Ihaveafriendwholikestohurtpeople,too,”shesaidcoldly.“I’llmakesureheknowswho
Miguelis.”
Henodded.“Thatwillbeapleasure.NowImustgoandmakearrangements.IwishIcoulddo
somethingforyou.”
“Romero,you’regivingmemylife,”shesaidsolemnly.“Whatismoreimportantthanthat?”
Hesmiledandwentaway.
“Atlast.”Dr.Fitzhughsighedandsatdownonhisraggedbunk.“Hope!”
“Yes,”Clarisseagreed.Shelaybackdown,too,wincingasherblousepulledagainstthecuts.
“Hope.”
***
Romerocameintheearlyhoursbeforedawnwiththekeystotheircellsandcarryingabaseballbat.
“Ihaveeverythingarranged.Theotherguardhasfallenasleepfromdrinkingthewholebottleof
mygoodrum,andmycousiniswaitingatthedoorwithponchostocoveryouthree.Hewilldrive
youtothevillage.Hehastwostrongsonswhowillgoalso,justincaseoftrouble.Thefamilyhas
cousinsinthevillage.”
“Ican’trepayyounow,butIwill.Ipromise,”Clarissesaid,andhuggedtheoldman,despitethe
stingofthecutsonherchest.
Hepattedherawkwardlyontheback.“Youbesafe,myfriend,”hesaidsoftly.
Shesmiledthroughtearsofgratitude.“I’llseeyouagain.”
“Now,”Romerosaid,handingthebattoDr.Fitzhugh,“youmusthitme.”
Dr.Fitzhughtookthebatandgrimaced.“Well,atleastI’vehadmedicaltraining,”hesaidinhis
crispBritishaccent.“Iknowwheretohityoutoleastaffectyourpoorbrain.Butyou’llhaveahellof
aheadache.”
“Betteraheadachethantodie,”thejailersaidinhaltingEnglishandgrinned.
“Verywell,”Dr.Fitzhughsaid.“Thankyouwithallmyheartforyourhelp.Pleasecloseyour
eyes.”
“Sí,Ican…!”
Thejailerfellwithawhump.Dr.Fitzhughfeltforapulseandlistenedtotheotherman’sbreathing.
“God,Ihateddoingthat!”heexclaimed.Helaidthebatnearby,sothatitcouldbefound.
“Iknow.Let’sgo!”Clarissesaid.
Thethreeofthemranforthebackdoor,downthelonghall,hoping,praying,thattherewouldn’t
beasquadofsoldiersoutsidetomeetthem.Thejailerhadsoundedconfident,butClarissewas
terrified.Shewouldbeshotiftheycaughther.Shot,orworse.Itdidn’tbearthinkingabout.Shestifled
herthoughtsandjustran.
Butatthebackdoor,therewasnosignofanyone.Therewasaguard,slumpedagainstthewall,
unconsciousandbreathingloudly.
Clarissebitherlipalmostthrough.“Oh,myGod,”shegroaned,almostsobbing.
“Pssst!Señorita!”
Herheartjumped.Shelookedtowardaloadofwhatlookedlikemunitionsjustbehindthejail.She
ran,motioningthetwomentofollow.
“IamJorge,”asmall,darkmantoldher,doffinghissombrero.“Thesearemysons,Rafaeland
Sandrino.”
“I’mClarisse.Thesearemyfriends.YouareRomero’scousin?”
Itimpressedhimthatsheusedthejailer ’sfirstname,agrandladylikethiswhowasobviously
American.Hegrinned.“Yes,Iamhiscousin.Here.”
Hehadoneofhissonshandoutponchos,madeofwovenfabricthatwouldcoverthemtothe
knees.Healsohadbighatsthatwouldconcealtheirfaces.
“Wemustgo.Butdonotrun.Walk.Slowly.”
Clarissegroundherteethtogether.Hewasright.Butthatlongwalkacrosstheplaza,pastthe
fountain,totheoutskirtsofthemilitarycomplexwasthelongestwalkofherentirelife.Theymet
onlyoneguard.Jorgesaidsomethingtohimandpointedathiscompanions.Theguardgavetheman
oddlook.Butthen,sleepyandapathetic,hewavedthemon.TheycontinuedthewalktoJorge’s
wagon.
Clarisseclimbedintotheback,ontopofseveralbushelsofsomesortofgrain,andcollapsed.The
mendidlikewise.
“Andnowwego,”Jorgesaid,hissonssittingonthewidewoodenseatbesidehim.Hewhippedthe
muleswiththereinsandthewagonbegantomove,jerkilyatfirst,andthensmoothly.Exceptforthe
bouncing.
***
Clarisse’sfriend,Dr.Carvajal,cameintothehuthourslater,soakingwetinspiteofhisraincoat,
carryinghismedicalbag.
“Hello,again,”Peggreetedhim.
Hesmiled.“Hello.WhereisClarisse?”
“ShewasintheLandRoverwithEnrique,”shetoldhimasheputdownhisbagandstartedto
examineEnrique.“Wedon’tknowwhathappenedtoher,butwethinkthemilitarykidnappedher.”
“DearGod,”heexclaimedheavily.
“Shemusthavebeenalive,”shepointedout.“Orthey’dhavelefther,liketheyleftpoorEnrique.”
Helookedupatherandmanagedasmile.“Youmakesense.Yes.Perhapsthatiswhathappened.”
Hestartedtowork,insertingatubethroughaslitthathemadewithascalpelwherethebullethad
beenextracted.“Thisisgoodwork.Whooperatedonhim?”
“Idid,”Maddiesaid,cominginthedoor.“Iwasanarmymedicforafewyears.”
“Youshouldhavestudiedmedicine.”
“Notme,”shedeclared.“Tootame.Ilikeexploring.”
“Youarethearchaeologist,”heexclaimed.
Shenoddedgrimly.“Pleasedon’tpassthatinformationaround.I’mhidingfromSaparaandhis
thugs.They’dkillmeonsight.WhatIknowwoulddeprivehimofhisnewoillands.”
“Youhavediscoveredsomething?”heasked.
Shenodded.
Helookedgrim.“Listentome,youmustgettothecapitalandtellsomeoneinthegovernmentwhat
youknow.”
Shelaughed.“It’sinBarrera.AndSaparaisthegovernment.”
Thedoctorcursedunderhisbreath.“Thatlittleworm!”
“Icanthinkofmuchworsethingstocallhim,”Maddieagreed.“IhopeGeneralMachadokickshis
butt.”
“Machado?Heishere?”heexclaimed.
“Yes,”Pegsaid.“Hereandcloseby.He’sgoingtokickSaparaallthewaytotheAtlanticOcean.”
“Iwillgladlyloanhimapairofboots,”thedoctorsaidsoferventlythateveryonelaughed.
ButPegwasstillworriedaboutClarisse,andnothingeasedherfears.
“Shewillbeallright,”Mariasaidsoftly.“Ipromise.AndIhaveasurpriseforyou.”
“Asurprise?”
“Sim.”
Mariawentoutsideandmotionedtoaman.“¿Ahora?”
Hechuckled.“Yes.Theyarecomingdowntheroadnow.”
“They?”Pegwentoutsideandlooked.Therewasajeepapproaching,anAmericanjeep.Asshe
looked,atall,dark-headedmanwearingcamogeargotoutandcamemarchingstraighttowardher.
Hestopped,gaping.“Peg?”heexclaimed.
Hisexpressionsentherrunningrightintohisarms,tobeliftedandkissedandkissedandkissed
untilhermouthhurt,andstillshekissedhimbackwithallthepassionshe’dsavedupsincetheir
parting.
“Theysaidtherewassomeoneherewhohadimportantinformationforme,”heexclaimed.He
kissedhereyes.“Theydidn’tsaywho!”
Shesmiledashekissedheragain.Herarmstightenedaroundhim.“I’msohappy.”
Hismouthburrowedintohersoftneck.“Howthehelldidyougethere?”
“Clarissebroughtme.”
“Clarisse…!”Hestartedtospeakbutshecoveredhismouthwithhersoftpalm,whichhekissed
involuntarily.
“Shebroughtmeherewhenshewastakingdrugs.Shewasliterallyoutofhermindwithgrief.She
hadmeimmunizedandshenursedmeallnightlong.Thenshetoldmeaboutherfatherandsister—”
shestretchedthetruthalittle“—andhowtragicallytheydiedfourmonthsago.Webecamefriends.
Shesaidshewasgoingtotellyouwhatahorriblethingshe’ddoneandyoucouldshootherifyou
wantedto.SheleftmeherewhereI’dbesafeandwenttolookforyouwithEnrique.He’sinside.He’s
beenshot.”
“Shot?”heexclaimed.
“Yes.AndClarissewastakenawaybyBarreramilitary.Ifsheisn’tdead,they’reprobablytorturing
hertomakehertalk,”shesaidgrimly.“Ishouldneverhavelethergo.IshouldhaveaskedMariato
sendatrackertofindyou!”
“Hell,”Grangesaidheavily.“Whatamess!”
“Comeoninside,outoftherain,”Pegsaid,tuggingathishand.“Ihavealotoffriendshere.Iwant
youtomeetthem.”
Heshookhishead,smiling.TrustPegtomakefriendsinaforeigncountrywithoutanytroubleat
all.Hewasscaredtodeathtofindherhere,butsohappythathedidn’thavethewilltofussatherfor
coming.Heputhisarmaroundherandhuggedhercloseastheywentintothedwelling.Hefelther
softbreastpressingagainsthisside,underhisarm,andalmostshiveredwithdesire.Allthoseheated
dreamsthatendedincoldreality,andherewashisPeg,inhisarms,again,atlast!Hecouldn’teven
managetobeangryatClarisse.
Pegmovedclosertohimandlookedintohiseyesastheyenteredtheenormousthatchedhut,inside
whichasmallcampfireburned.Thelookshegavehimwasevenhotterthanthefire.
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Grangewasintroducedtothepeopleinsidethehut.Maddiemadehimsmile.Sheknewtheoldgroup
ofmercstrainedbyEbScott,andshe’ddonemercworkbeforegoingbacktocollegetofinishher
degree.Shewasthemissingarchaeologist.
“I’veheardalotaboutyou,”hecommentedwithawrysmile.
“I’veheardquiteabitaboutyouaswell,”sherepliedwithaspeakingglanceatPeg.“Fromthis
amazingyoungwoman.”
“I’mnotamazingatall,”Pegprotested.
“Yes,youareamazing,”Dr.Carvajaltoldher.“Youbrokeourmutualfriendofavery
uncomfortableaffectionforanxietydrugs.Youmayhavesavedherlifeintheprocess.”
“Onlytohelpriskithere,”Pegsaidsadly.“Godknowswhatthey’redoingtoherrightnow!”
“We’llfindawaytogetherout,”Grangepromised.“Iswearit.”
“Thanks,”sherepliedsoftly,worshippinghimwithhereyes.
Hetouchedherhairgently.Shewassolovely,hethought.
“Hasthefightingstarted?”sheasked.
Hegrimaced.“We’rehavingsomeissuesrightnow.Thegeneralthinkswecandothisfromthe
inside.Butwehadtwomensneakintothecitytotalktooneofhisformergenerals,andtheyhaven’t
beenheardfromagain.SoeitherSaparafoundandkilledthem,ortheyhaven’tbeenabletomake
contact.”
“Badnews,”shesaid.
Henodded.“Sonowwe’reworkingwithlocalswhoarefedupwithSaparaandhismen,training
themtofightandshoot.It’sgoingtobemessy.”
“Oh,dear.”
Hesighed.“Everybattleplanhasitslimitations.Thiswasaloteasieronpaper.”Hesmiledather.
“Iguessso.”
Therewasacryfromthecenterofthevillage.
GrangeandPegwentoutside,leavingthedoctorandMaddietoworkonEnrique,withaworried
Mariastandingcloseby.
Amule-drawnwagonpulledupattheentrancetothevillage.
“Itisjustsupplies,”Mariasaid,pokingherheadoutthedoorway.“ItcomeseveryFridaytobring
usgrain.”
“Oh,”Pegsaid,disappointed.
Astheywatched,threeponcho-coveredpeoplejoinedthethreemenandmovedintothevillage.
One,shorterthantheothers,waswalkingveryslowly,asifhewasill.
Theycamecloser,removingthehatsthatcoveredtheirfaces.ItwasClarisse,withtwomen.
“Clarisse!”Pegexclaimed,andrantohughercloseandrockherandweep.“Oh,Clarisse,I
thoughtyouweredead!I’msohappy!”
Thathughurtlikehell,butClarissedidn’tsayaword.Itwassonicetohaveafriend.Shehugged
Pegback.“I’mokay.I’vebeenshot,cutupandthreatened,butI’mstillgoingstrong.I’mjust…”
Therewasalittlerushofbreathandsheslumpedtotheground.
Grangepickedherupandcarriedherintothehut.Mariaslungahammockquicklyforhimtoput
herinto.
Heremovedtheponchoandgasped.Herblousewassoakedinblood.“GoodGod,whathavethey
donetoher?”heexclaimed.
“Shewastortured,youngman,”oneofthemen,theshorterone,saidheavily.“We’veallbeen
throughhellinSapara’sasylum.Wehopetopayhimbackverysoonforhishospitality.I’mDamon
Fitzhugh.ThisisJulianConstantine.WeteachattheBarreraUniversity.Atleast,wedid.Thisbrave
youngwomanhelpedusescape.Idohopeherinjuriesaren’ttoobad.Shewasshotandhadamild
concussion,beforetheydidthistoher.Butwecouldn’tdoanythingtohelpher,andSaparawouldn’t
evencalladoctor.Theanimal!”
“Here,”Dr.Carvajalsaid,movingtothehammock.“Letmewashmyhands.Maria,ifyouplease,
bringwaterandacloth.”
“Atonce.Myson?”
Hesmiledwearily.“Hewillbeallrightnow.Thelungisinflating.Itwilltakealittletime.Thefield
dressingwasquiteimpressive,”hesaidwithagrinatMaddie.
“Thanks,”thearchaeologistreplied.
HewashedhishandsandturnedbacktoClarisse.HegaveGrangeandthetwomenaspeakinglook.
“We’llwaitoutside,”hesaidgently,andsmiledatPeg,motioningtothetwoprofessors,who
followedhimtoanotherbuildingnearby,wheretheywereofferedfoodandwateraroundthecentral
fire,whichtheyacceptedgratefully.
ThedoctorpeeledbackClarisse’sblouse,wincingatwhathesaw.Therewasadeepslashonher
arm,whichhadcutavein.Fortunatelyithadcoagulated,butshewasinbadshape.“DearGod.What
sortofmancoulddothis?”
“Someonewhoneedsadoseoflethalleadpoisoning,”Pegsaidinherslowestdrawl.
“Idoagree.”
Thecutswereprofuse,andquitedeep.
“Shewillneedplasticsurgerywhenthisheals,”hesaidashestitchedthem.“Thereisnowayitcan
bedonenow,shehaslostmuchbloodandmostofthesewoundswillrequirestitches.”Hewinced.“I
wouldnothavehadthishappentoherfortheworld.”
“NorI,”Pegsaidheavily.“PoorClarisse!”
“Shehasawoundonherheadalso,”Maddienoted.“Theblood’scakedthere.”
“Yes.”Heexamineditwhenhefinishedthestitches.Hebandagedthelesserwoundsaftertreating
themwithanantisepticpowder.Heshookhishead.“Somuchdamage.”
“Theytriedtomakehertalk,”Maddiesaidcoldly.“I’llbetshedidn’ttellthemanything.”
Mariacamebackintothehut.“Thatistrue.Ihavebeenspeakingtothearriero—themuledriver.He
saysshetoldhimthatsheneversaidaword,nomatterwhattheydidtoher.Theyweregoingtotake
herbacktobetorturedsomemorethismorning.Afriendhelpedthemescape.Themensaythatthey
willnottellmewho,sohemustbearelative.”Shesmiled.“Hehastobeakindperson.”
“Thereareafewintheworld,”Pegagreed.
“Thiswasadeepwound.Butthebulletonlygrazedherhead.Howfortunatethatthesoldier ’saim
wasoff.”
“Willshebeallright?”Pegaskedworriedly.
Thedoctornodded.“Sheistiredandsheseemsdehydrated.”
Clarissestirred.“Sosleepy,”shemurmured.Shewinced.“Sorry,Imusthavenoddedoff.They
torturedme,buttheydidn’tgetzilch,”shesaidwithflashingeyes.“There’samanwhoworksfor
Sapara,Miguelsomething.IfIeverseehimagain,Iwanttobepackingagun.”
“I’llfindoneforyou,somehow,”Pegsaid,andsmiled.“I’msogladyou’reallright.”
“IthoughtIsawGrange,”Clarissewhisperedweakly.
“Youdid.Hecarriedyouinhere.Youpassedout.”
“Lackofsleep,lackoffood—theydidn’tevengiveusmuchwater.I’msothirsty!”
“Here.Itisallright?”MariaaskedthedoctorasshehandedasmallceramicbowltoClarisse.
“Yes.Itiswhatsheneeds.”
Clarissetriedtotakeinthecontentsatonce,butthedoctorrestrainedher.“Toomuchwillmake
yousick.Slowly.”
Clarissenodded.Shewincedassheliftedherarmsagaintodrinkfromthebowl.“Thanks,Maria.
I’msosorryaboutEnrique.Wegotlostandhestooduptogethisbearings.That’swhentheshooting
started.Willhebeallright?”
“Yes,”thedoctorsaidwithasmile.“Likeyou,hewillneedafewdaystoheal.Buthewillbefine.
Youcancomebacktothecitywithme…”thedoctorbegan.
“I’mnotleaving,”Clarissesaidcoldly.
“Excuseme?”
“I’mnotgoinganywhere,”shesaidicily.“Iknowthelayoutoftheheadquartersbuilding,theshift
changetimes,andIhaveafriendinside.I’mthemostvaluableassetGeneralMachadohasatthe
moment.I’mgoinginwiththem.”
“Mydearwoman,”thedoctorbegantoprotest.
“Inthatcase,”Pegbegan,“I’mgoing,too.”
“No,you’renot,”Clarissesaidfirmly.
“She’sright.”Maddiesteppedin,herfacegrim.“You’realiabilityinthefield.You’dgetpeople
killed.Whichbringsustoyou,”shetoldClarisse,andturnedtoher.
“Nevermindarguing,”Clarissetoldher.“I’vewontherighttohelp.I’mgoing.”Sheheldupa
hand.“I’llstayoutsidetheaction.ButIcanhelp.Ihaveaphotographicmemory,andIcandraw.”
Maddiesighed.“Okay.Iwon’targue.I’lllethimdoit.”ShepointedtoGrangeasheenteredthehut.
Grangelookedgrim,andangry.
“Tellhershecan’tgo,”Maddiesaidfirmly.
“Getaropeandtieherup,”Clarisseaddedwithafaintlaugh.
GrangewaslookingatClarissewithamixtureofirritationandrespect.
“What’swrong?”Pegasked.
“Rourke’sonhisway,”hemuttered.“Damnedfool,ItriedtostophimbutIcouldn’t.”
“WhyisRourkecoming?”Clarisseasked.Herexpressionwascomplicated.Pegcouldn’treadit,
butsheseemedflushedandexcitedaswell.
“Itoldhimyou’dbeentortured,”Grangesaidheavily.“Iguesshisconscienceisasguiltyasmine.I
shouldn’thavebeensohardonyou.Neithershouldhe.”
Clarissemanagedawearysmileandlaybackdown,wincing.“I’vegotaguiltyconscienceofmy
own,forinvolvingPeginallthis.She’ssuchasweetie,”sheadded,lookingatPegwithrealguilt.
“She’ssomuchlikemysister…”Shestoppedbecausetearswerewellingupinherpaleblueeyes.
“It’sallright,”Pegsaidgently,smoothingbackherhair.“It’sallright.”
Thetearsoverflowed.
GrangehadneverseenClarissecry.Hethoughtshewastoughasnails,totallywithoutmorals.His
Peg,hethoughtwithgenuinepride,wasonewomaninamillion.She’dcrackedthroughClarisse’s
hardshell.
HewantedtotellClarisseshewasstayingoutoftheaction,butRourkehadahistorywithher.Since
hewasdisobeyingorderstocomehereanyway,hecoulddealwithClarisse.
***
Theywereallsittingaroundthefire,eatingasmallmeal,whenthejeepcameroaringuptotheedge
ofthecompound.Atall,angrymanwithblondhairandablackeyepatchoveroneeyecamestriding
towardthem.
Hissensuallipsweresetinathinlineandhisfacewasharderthanstone.Ashedrewcloser,Peg
notedthathisoneeyewasanoddshadeofbrown.Hedidn’thesitate,orwaittobeintroducedtothe
otherpeople;hewentstraighttoClarisseandkneltbesideher.
Hispracticedgazewentfromherbadlystainedblouse,betrayingthebloodevenafterMaria’s
attemptstowashsomeofitout,totheplacewherethedoctorhadtocutawayalittleofherhairto
treatthebulletwound.
“Whodidthistoyou,Tat?”heaskedherwithiceinhistone,andasortofaccentthatPeghadnever
heardbefore.
Shedrewinalongbreath.Well,atleasthewasn’tcallinghernamesorbeingsarcastic.Ifshe’d
beenmoregullible,shemightevenbelievethathecared.“OneofSapara’smen,”shesaidquietly.“A
butchernamedMiguelwhoworksinthemilitaryheadquartersbuildingadjacenttotheprison.”
Hisfacewaslikegranite.“He’llpayforit.Ipromiseyou.Wewon’tleaveanythingaliveinthe
wholedamnedplace!”
“Youmakesureyoudon’thurtRomero,”sherepliedquickly.“Hesavedus.I’dbedeadifnotfor
him.He’sthejailer.Anoldman,fatanddirtyandsweet.”
“Romero.”Hegaveheralonglook.“Soyoulikeoldermen,doyou?”
“He’smarried.”
“Whywouldthatstopyou?”heteased,andthensawtheexpressioncrossherfacejustbeforeher
eyesdropped.Shewouldn’tlookathimagain.
“Tat…”hesaidslowly,regretfully.
“I’mokay,”shesaidquietly.“I’llhaveafewbattlescars,butI’llbefine.”
Helookedagaintoherstainedblouseandwinced.Herememberedherskin,hersoft,beautiful
creamyskin;herbreastslikesmoothseashellswiththosedelicatepinknubs…
Hestoodup,shakingoffthememory.
“Hellofaplaceforscars,”hesaidicily.
“Hey,nobodywantsme,”sherepliedwithaself-deprecatingsmile.“Nobodywillseethemexcept
me.”
Hemighthavechallengedthatanothertime.Heknewshesleptaround.Everybodyknew.Buthe
couldn’tsnipeather;notnow,whenshewashurt,whensomedamnedanimalhadsavagedherlike
that.Withaknife,thebrute.RourkehadgonecrazywhenGrangehadtoldhimwhathappened.
Nothingwouldhavestoppedhim.Allhe’dwantedinlifeatthatmomentwastogettoher,toseeher,
tomakesureshewasallright.Hecouldneverhaveher,butnobodywasgoingtohurtherifhecould
preventit.Hehatedwhatwasdonetoher.
“Atleastitwasnothingworse,thankstoRomero,”Clarissesaidheavily.“They’dhavekilledmeif
wehadn’tescaped.Haveyoumettheprofessors?”sheaddedquicklyandintroducedthemtoRourke.
“She’sthebravestwomanI’veevermet,”Dr.Fitzhughsaidasheshookhands.“Whatatrouper!”
“Brave,andlovely,”Dr.Constantineaddedwithasmileather.
“Notsolovelynow,”shesaidwithasigh.Shesmiledback.“Butitdoesn’tmatterintheleast.Now
thatI’vehadatasteofBarreraunderitsnewmanagement,Ican’twaitforsomepayback.Imemorized
thelayoutofthemilitaryheadquarters,”sheadded.“Idon’tknow,maybeit’sthesameasitwaswhen
thegeneralhadpower,butIkeptmyeyesandmyearsopenandIaskedquestions.Ourjailerwasvery
kind.Hetoldmealot.”
Rourke’seyesnarrowed.“We’lllookoutforhim,”hepromised.
“Sapara’scomputersarestillrunningtheoldsystems,”Dr.Fitzhughoffered.“Ihaveastudentwho
canhackanything.IthoughtofusingsomethingliketheStuxnetvirus…”
Grangeburstoutlaughing.“Greatmindsrunninginthesamedirection,”hereplied.“Wehavean
Irishcomputerwhizkidwithourunitwhojustengineeredasimilarvirususinganoldgaming
computer,oneofthetowerones.He’sreadytointroduceittoSapara’smilitarycomputers.Andwe
haveanothergrouppoisedtosabotagethemedia.”
“Idoloveagoodfight!”Dr.Fitzhughchuckled.“Bytheway,someofourstudentshavebeen
helpingfighttheoppression.Mostofthemaretakingfinalexamsnow,butthey’dhelpifweasked
them.Theyknowthecityverywell.”
“I’drathernotinvolveinnocentciviliansrightnow,unlessIhaveto,”Grangereplied.“I’mgrateful
fortheoffer,though,andwemayhavetoresorttoothermethods.Battleplanschangequickly.”
“Indeedtheydo,youngman.”Helookedaroundathiscompanions.“Imustsay,welookquitethe
bandofragamuffins,”hejoked.
“Wesurvived,”Clarisseremindedthem,smilingasshesippedbroth.“Itdoesn’tmatterhowwe
look.”
“Isupposeso,butIshouldloveachangeofclothing.”Dr.Fitzhughsighed.“IfearImaybeginto
offendolfactorysensessoon.”Hesniffedhissleeveandmadeaface.Everyonelaughed.
GrangelookedatPeg.“Youshouldgohome.”
“Yes,”Clarissesaid.
“Absolutely,”Maddieagreed.
Peggavethemallalong,stubbornstare.Shefoldedherarmsandsatdown.
Grangeshookhishead.“That’smygirl,”hesaid,andsheblushed,becausehereallymeantit.She
laughedandthewayhelookedathermadeherheartsoar.Heretheywere,togetheratlast,and
surroundedbyawholearmyofpeopleinaplacewhereprivacywasanunknownword.Shecould
havegroanedoutloud.
Grangesawthatfrustration,andsharedit.Buthisprideinherwasvisible.Likehishunger,burning
inthebackofhisdark,intenteyes.“Okay,baby,”hesaidinavelvetytonethatsentwarmshivers
downherspine.“Youstay.ButyoustayherewithMaria,”hesaidemphatically.“Youaren’tgoingto
war.”
Shegrinnedathim.“Whateveryousay.AslongasIgettostay.”
Hesmiledback.“Whatawoman,”hemurmured,andhiseyesstaredintohersforsolongthatshe
blushed.Shewashavinguncomfortablesensationsinaplaceshecouldn’ttalkabout.Herbody
seemedtohaveawholeknowledgeofthingshermindhadneverexperienced.Shewantednothing
morethanabigwidehammockwithGrangeinit,likeinthateroticdreamshe’dhadbackhome.She
wonderedifshedaredtellhimaboutit?Well,shehadtimetothinkaboutthat.Thinkingwastheonly
thingshecoulddoatthemoment,sincesheseemedtobelivingintheGrandCentralStationof
Barrera,shemused,andsmiledwarmlyatthepeoplearoundher.Shedidseemtohaveaknackfor
makingfriends,shethought.
***
GrangescroungedapencilandscrapsofpaperandhadClarissedrawtheapproximatepositionsof
theguardsintheheadquartersbuilding.Sheandthetwoprofessorsdiscussedthechangingofthe
guardandtheequipmentinSapara’soffice.ThemenknewmorethanClarisse,becausethey’dbeen
incarceratedforseveralmonths.
“Hehadalotofradioequipmentinhisoffice,Iremember,”Clarissesaid,alittlewearily.“Awide-
screentelevision,entertainmentsystem,evenagamingcomputer.”
“Manausisthecenteroftheelectronicsindustryinthispartofthecontinent,”Dr.Fitzhugh
remarked.“Ilovefiddlingwithcomputers.It’safree-tradezone,sotaxesaren’thighandthe
equipmentisreasonablypriced.”
Clarissehadherhandswrappedaroundawarmceramicbowlofherbaltea.Thescentofitwas
calming.Shelistenedtotheconversationofthepeoplearoundherasifinafog.
Rourkesatdownbesideher.Hetookouthispocketknifeandbegantowhittleatathickpieceof
woodhe’dfound.
“YouusedtodothatinAfrica,whenIwasachild,”Clarissesaidquietly.“Istillhavetheswanyou
carvedformewhenIwasten.”
“Youwereagamekid,Tat,”hemused.“Youfollowedmeplaceswheresomeoftheotherboys
wouldn’tevengo.Neverlaggedbehind,nevercomplained.NotevenwhenIletyouget
snakebitten…”
“Iwalkedrightintoit,”sheinterrupted.“Youcouldn’thavestoppedit.”
Hewhittledsomemore.
Itwasacompanionablesilenceforaminuteortwo.
“Thedoctorsaidyou’dneedplasticsurgeryonthosecuts.Theymustbedeep.”Hisvoicewas
angry.
“Battlescars,”shesaid,notinghiseyepatch.“Youwon’twearaglasseye,Iwon’thaveplastic
surgery.”
Heraisedbotheyebrows.
“Iearnedmyscars,”shesaid,andherfacesetinhardlines.Shelookeddownintohertea.“I’ve
spentmylifeplayingatreporting,doinglightheartedinterviewswithmeninthefield,emphasizing
thehumaninterestbit.”Shedrewinabreath.“ButnowIhavesomeideaofwhatit’sreallylike,
behindthescenes.”Shelookedupathim.“It’sanastybusiness.”
Henoddedslowly.“TheygiveAK-47stoboystenyearsold,drugthemupandsendthemouttokill
anddie.That’stherealworld.”
Sheshivered.
“Goodreasontogobackhomeandwriteagossipcolumnfromnowon.”
Shesippedtea.“No.I’mgoingtofindawaytodosomegoodintheworldwithmylife.”
“You’reabitoldtostudynursing.”
Sheglancedathimcoolly.“I’maphotojournalist.YoumaythinkIdon’ttakeitseriously.Ido.I
couldgetonwithoneofthewireservices,Reutersmaybe,anddosomein-depthcoverageofissues
likethosesoldierchildren.”
Heactuallyseemedtogopale.“That’sinsane.Doyouhaveanyideawhatmighthappentoyou
undercombatconditions?”
Shepulledasideherblouseandshowedhimoneofthescarsabovethecupofherbra,anangryred
withtheblackstitches.“Yes,”shesaid.“Asamatteroffact,Ido.”
Hewinced.Ithurthim,inwayshecouldneverrevealtoher,toseethosewounds.He’dpushedher
away,ridiculedherandverballyattackedherforyears.Hepretendedtoholdherinuttercontemptfor
herrichlifestyleandhermorals.Thetruthwasthathedidn’tdaregetclosetoher.Heknewthingsthat
shedidn’t.Therewasasecret.Hecouldn’tbringhimselftodiscloseit.Butitmeantthathecould
neverbeanythingexceptacasualfriend,oranenemy.Giventhechoice,itwaseasier,mucheasier,if
shehatedhim.Soheusedhostilitytokeepherfromseeingthroughthemask.
Hewentbacktohiswhittling.Hisexpressionwasharderthanever.“Suityourself.Idon’tguessit
wouldbotheryouatthat,beingassaultedbymen.Notwithyourhistory.”
Shewastooworn,toosick,tostrikeback.Itwasaviciousremark.Once,she’dhavehithimfor
that.Butshewastiredanddepressed,stillshiveryfromherordeal.“Thinkwhatyouplease,Rourke.”
Hehatedhimselfforwhathe’dsaidtoher.She’dbeensavagedandhehadn’tbeenabletosaveher.
Heclosedhiseyebrieflyandthenwentbacktoworkonthepieceofwoodhewascarving.Hedidn’t
sayanythingelse.
Clarissewonderedathisoddbehavior.Hecouldn’tgofiveminuteswithoutofferinghersome
terribleinsult.Butletsomethingbadhappentoher,thedeathofherfamilyorhercaptureandtorture
byamadman,andhewasfirstonthescene.Ithadalwaysbeenlikethat.Itmadenorealsense.Hedid
hateher.Itwasimpossiblenottoknowit.
Whileshewaspuzzlingoutthosethings,theroarofanotherjeepsoundedinthepleasantsilence.It
pulledupbesidetheotherjeepandthreemengotout.
Onewastall,withabroadfaceandwavyblackhair.Hewasinfront.Allthreeworearmyfatigues.
RourkeandGrangewereontheirfeetinaflash,andarmed,buttheyreholsteredtheirweaponsas
GeneralEmilioMachadowalkedintocamp.
“Havewemovedourheadquartershere?”heaskedinapleasant,butexasperated,tone,spreading
hishandsexpressively.
Therewasafaintgasp.“Emilio?”Maddiewentforward,hesitantly.
Thelookonthegeneral’sfacewasindescribable.“Maddie!You’realive!”
Shewasgoingtomakesomelaughingcommentwhenheshotforwardandscoopedherupagainst
him,goingaroundandaroundwithher,laughingashehuggedherandhuggedher.
“¡Diosmío!Ithoughtthey’dcaughtyouandkilledyou!”heexclaimed,breathlesswithrelief.He
putherdownandframedherfaceinhisbighands.“HowhappyIamtoseeyou,”hewhispered.He
bent,asifhemightkissher,butawareofhissurroundings,hedrewback,quickly.“ThankGodyou
escaped.”
Maddiemanagedaweaksmile.Herkneeswereweakfromhisenthusiasticgreeting.Perhapshedid
feelsomethingforher!
Shelaughed.“Yes,I’malive.I’vebeenhidingatanothervillage,closertotheruins.Mariasentfor
mewhenEnriquewasshot.Itookoutthebullet.Thatoldmilitarytrainingcomesinhandywhenyou
can’tgetadoctoronthespot.ArunnerbroughtDr.CarvajalherefromManaus,sohewasonhandto
patchupClarisse.”
“Clarissewasshot?”
“No,”Maddiesaidwithangerinherclearvoice.“Shewastortured.”
Machadogroundhisteethtogether.“Atrocities.Moreatrocities.IstherenoendtoSapara’s
brutality!”
Hejoinedtheothersatthecampfire.“Fourofyou?”heexclaimed,notingthetwoprofessors,Peg,
andClarisse.
“Thetwomissingprofessors,”Clarissesaid,introducingthemwithasmile.
“Poorlittlething.Whatdidtheydotoyou?”heaskedher,notingthebloodstainsonherblouse.
“Abitoftorture,”shesaid,shruggingitoffandtryingnottobreakdownagainunderthatobvious
compassion.“Nothingserious.SaparawantedtomakesureIwasonlyheretodoastoryaboutthe
missingprofessorsandthatIwasn’tharboringanyothersecrets.”Shesmiledwithpuremalice.“He
didn’tgetawordoutofmeaboutyou.”
“Howdidyouescape?”thegeneralwantedtoknow,anddroppeddowntositbesidethem.
“Withthehelpofanoldjailer…”
“Romero.”Machadosighed.“Oneofmygoodoldfriends.Theywillkillhimforhelpingyou…”
“Notbloodylikely,”Dr.Fitzhughremarkedsmugly.“Ihithimwithabaseballbatandlefthimlying
unconscioushalfinmycell.It’sallright,”headded,holdingupahandforMachado’sprotest,“I
studiedmedicinebeforeIswitchedtobotany.Iknewwheretohithimtodotheleastdamage.Bettera
headachethanabullet.”
“Iagree,”Machadosaid.“Heisagoodandkindman.IamsurprisedthatSaparaallowedhimto
remain.”
“Couldn’tgetanybodyelsetodothejob,”Dr.Constantinesaidgrimly.“Hewentthroughtenjailers
andfinallybroughtRomerobackindesperation.He’smadesomanyenemiesthathecan’tkeepstaff.”
“Thatisgoodnewsforus,”Machadosaid.
“Verygoodnews,”Grangeagreed.“Weneedtofindsomewaytomakecontactwiththosetwomen
yousentintothecitytoseekoutLopez.”
“Perhapsthedoctormighthaveanidea,”Clarissepipedin,smilingatthedoctorfromManaus.
“Don’tyouhaveacousininMedina?”
Dr.Carvajalresponded,“Severalcousins.IwillgetwordtooneofthemwhomIcantrustnotto
talk.Hewillfindoutforus.”
“HewillneedtocontactGeneralDomingoLopez,”Machadoinformedhim.“Andtellhimtocome
backtothevillagehere.Thatshouldnotarousesuspicions.Domingowillhelp.Ihadplanstogethim
outofthecountry,fearingthatSaparawouldkillhim.ButDomingoknewsomuchaboutthemilitary
operationthathewasindispensable.Saparaisapolitician.Hehasneverevenshotagun.Whenhe
helpedmetakeBarrera,hestayedbehindthelinestospeaktoreporters,”headdedcoldly.“Ieven
madehimmypoliticalleader.Itneveroccurredtomethathewouldbetrayme.Ididn’tthinkhehad
thenerve.”
“Thenewdictatorhasanaffectionforthecocaleaf,”thedoctorsaidcoldly.“Heusesitmoreand
more.This,also,canworktoouradvantage.MycousincanaskLopezabouttheroutineofSapara.”
“Weknowhe’sbuildingsomepalatialmansionoutsidethecity,”Clarissemused.“Presumablyhe
visitsitfromtimetotimetoseetheprogress.”
“Brilliant!”Machadoremarked.
Shesmiled.“I’mgettingsmarterallthetime.Musthavesomethingtodowithgettinghitonthe
headwithabullet.”
Rourkedidn’tcomment.Buthisdarkeyewincedasheglancedather.
***
Whiletheotherssatandtalked,GrangewentforawalkwithPegaroundthevillageclearing.Itwas
darkandthesoundsofthejunglewereclose.Asharpanimalcrysplitthesilence.
“Jaguar,”Grangesaideasily.“Itisn’tlikelytocomeintothecamp.Theydon’tlikefire.”Helooked
downather,butitwassodarkthathecouldn’tseehereyes.“Nightisreallynightdownhereinthe
tropics,”hewhispered.Hepulledherclose.“That’sagoodthingandabadthing,”hemurmuredas
hisheadbent.“Thegoodisthatnobodycanseeusdothis…”
11
Pegwentupontiptoe,tryingtogetclosertoGrange’sdevouringmouth.Hisarmswerebruising,he
heldhersotightly.Itwasasifhecouldn’tgetenoughofherwarm,softlips.
“Imissedyou,”hegroundout.“MorethanIeverdreamedIcould.Andyoushowuphere…!”He
kissedherharder.
Shesighed,smilingunderthewarm,softcrushofhislips.“Areyousorry?”shewhispered,
laughingfaintly.
“Mybodyisn’t,”hegroaned.“Justmybrain.”
“Tellyourbraintoshutup,”shesuggested,andpressedcloser.
Hisbig,leanhandscaughtherupperthighsandtuggedherhipsagainsthis.Heshiveredwiththe
movement.Hisbodywasaroused,painfullyaroused,andheretheywereinanativevillagewithnot
oneprivateplaceonoffertodosomethingabouthiscondition.
“Ifonly,”hegrowled,“therewasabedsomewhere!”
“There’shammocks,”shewhispered,shiveringalongwithhim.Shefeltahot,violentswellingin
herbody.Shewantedtotakeherclothesoff.Whatanoddfeeling!
“Idon’tthinkyoucanmakeloveinahammock,”hebitoffagainsthereagermouth.
“Yes,youcan,”shewhisperedurgentlyasshefelthishandsslideoverthetopsofherthighsand
rivethertothegrowinghardnessofhisbody.“Ihadthisdream…”
“Thisdream,”herepeatedhuskily.“Tellmeaboutit.”
“Idon’tknow,”shehesitated.
“There’snothingyoucan’ttellme,”hemurmuredagainsthermouth.“Comeon.”
“YouwerelyinginahammockinapairofshortsandIhadonthisHawaiiansarongthing,”she
said.Shetrembledashishandspressedharder,grindingheragainsthim.“Youuntieditandthrewit
onthefloorandtookoffyourshorts…”
“Andthen?”hewhisperedbreathlessly,hismouthopeningsuddenlyonanexposedbreast.
Shehadtofighttothink.“AndthenIsaidyoucouldn’tdothatinahammockandIwokeup,”she
said,flustered.
Hechuckled.
“ButIthinkIreallywokeupbecauseI’veneverdone,well,that,before,andIdon’tknowexactly
whathappens.Ido,sortof,frombooksandmovies.Butnotreally.”
“I’dlovetoshowyouexactlywhathappens,”hewhispered.“Ihaven’tdoneit,either,butI’m
absolutelypositivethatwe’lldoitrightthefirsttime.”
Shelaugheddelightedlythroughtheshivers.“Arewegoingto?”
“Yes.Assoonaswe’remarried.”
Shedrewbackabreathandlookedupathimwithherheartinhereyes,onlybarelyvisibleinthe
semidarknight.“Married?”
Henoddedsolemnly.“Ittakesabravewomantocomeintoacombatzonejusttoseeherman,”he
saidhuskily.“Besidesallthat,youcooklikeanangelandIwantyousomuchthatIcanbarelystand
upandwalkwhenyou’rearound.”
“Really?”sheexclaimedhappily.
Hemovedherhipsagainsthis.“Can’tyoutell?”
“Uh,yes,Idid,uh,notice.”Shewasflusteredoncemore,andburiedherfaceagainsthim,laughing.
“Oh,God,IwishtherewassomehorizontalsurfaceIcouldlayyoudownon,”hegroaned,bending
tohermouthinafeverofpassion.“Icouldn’tstop.Andhereweare,surroundedbypeople…ifwe
justhadahammock,even!”
“Buttherearen’tanyhammocksherethatdon’thavepeopleinthem!”sheaddedonwhatsounded
almostlikeasob.
Hishandswentunderherblouse,pushingherbraoutofhiswaysothathecouldfeelthesoft,
warmflesh.Therewerehard,tightlittlenubsthatexcitedhim.HisthumbsrubbedoverthemandPeg
archedandgaspedatthesurgeofpleasurehistouchproduced.
Herownhandstuggedhisshirtoutfromunderhisbeltandfoundtheirwayuptothethickmatof
hairthatcoveredhisbroad,muscularchest.
“Peg…”Hetriedtoprotest,butitfelttoogood.Heslidhershirtupandpulledheragainsthisbare
skin.Theresultwasexplosive.
Shecouldhardlybreathe.Allshecouldthinkofnowwasrelief.Therehadtobesomeendtothis
painfultension,somewaytoendit,somewaytomakeitneverend.Hermindwhirledaroundand
aroundashismouthopenedoverhersandforcedherlipsapart.Histonguedelvedsoftlyinside,into
thatsweet,warmdarknessevenashishandsslidunderherslacksinbackanddowntofindothersoft
skin.
“Yes,”shechoked.“Yes,oh,yes,please…!”
“Yes,”hegroaned.
“No,”cameanamusedvoicefromjustbeyondthedarkness.“Absolutelynot.”
Theyfrozeinplace.Theylookedtowardthevoice.Alightwasshining,thankfully,attheirfeet
insteadofanyhigher.
“Youhavetocomebacktothecampfire.Thechildrenaregettinganeducationthatthey’refartoo
youngfor,”Clarissetoldthem.
Sheturnedtheflashlightaround.Wherethetwowould-belovershadn’theardorseenanything,
abouttenchildrenwereinthebrushjustwatchingandgiggling.
“Oh,mygoodness,”Pegsaidunsteadily.ShemovedbackfromGrangeandrightedherclothing.
“Talkaboutsexeducationintheraw,”Grangemuttered.Heburstoutlaughingashetuckedhis
shirtbackin.“Caughtlikedeerintheheadlights!”hedeclared.
Pegwasflushed,butshelaughed,too.“Blameitonthenight,”shemurmured.
“Youshouldcomebacktothecampfire,”Clarissesaidinagentletone.“Mariasaidthatoneofthe
menwaskilledbyajaguaronlyafewdaysago,andtheycouldn’tfindittokillit.Wedon’twantthe
commanderofourtroopseaten,now,dowe?”sheaddedwithawickedgrin.
Theymovedbackintoviewofthecampfiresothattheirfaceswerevisible.
“Sorry,”Pegsaid,clearingherthroat.“Weweretalking.”
“Intheoldestlanguageknowntoman,”ClarisseaddedwithanamusedglanceatGrange,who
actuallyflushed,highonhischeekbones.
“Weareallhuman,”MachadoremindedGrange.HesmiledashelookedatanembarrassedPeg.
“Nothingtoworryabout,Iassureyou.”
“Nobody’spayingattentionanyway,”Clarissetoldthecoupleinalowtone,noddingtoward
O’Bailey,whowastellinganancienttalefromIrelandaboutthestandingstonestoarapttwo
professors,plusMariaandDr.Carvajal.“He’squitegoodatstorytelling.”Sheleanedclosertothem,
soasnottointerrupttheflowofthestory.“I’malsotoldthathe’sdangerousbehindacomputer
keyboard.”
“That’stheone?”Pegasked.“Theonewhoengineeredthevirus?”
Grangenodded.“O’Baileyisoneofourbestnewcomers.EbScotttrainedhim,too.He’squite
goodinthefield,nevergetsrattled.”
“I’llbetI’dgotopieces,”Pegsaid,glancingatClarisse.“Idon’tknowthatIcouldhavedonewhat
youdid,”sheaddedwithaffection.“You’resobrave.”
Clarissehuggedhergently.“Mydear,youhaveacourageallyourown,andarare,rareabilityto
makefriendswitheventhemosthostilehumanbeings.”Shepointedatherself.“Caseinpoint.”
“Youaren’thostile,”sheprotested.
“ButIwas.”Shesmiled.
Pegstaredatherforaminuteandthensaid,“Wecanallbehardtogetalongwith,whenwelive
throughtragedies,”shesaidgently.“Theimportantthingistogetthroughthemwithoutdamaging
ourselvestoomuchintheprocess.”
“Oldthoughtsforayoungmind,”thegeneralsaidsoftly.
Shegrinned.“I’manoldmindinayoungbody.”
“Imustagree,”thegeneralsaid.“Istherecoffee,doyouthink?”headdedheavily.“Itwillbealong
night.Ifearformyscouts.ItseemsthatSaparamayhavecapturedthem.”
“Theywon’ttalk,ifhedid,”Grangesaidquietly.“They’retrainedtoresisteventhemostintense
interrogationmethods.”
Machadodidn’treply.HeknewmoreabouttorturethanevenGrangedid.Hisearlylifehadbeen
spentroamingtheworld,hiringouthistalentstovariousgovernments.Hedidn’tusetortureasatool
inhispresidency,buthe’dhadtospeakharshlytoSaparafortorturingamediapersonjustbeforehis
politicalcomradeusurpedhisgovernment.Saparaandhispeoplemadeanartofit.
Asmall,darkmanwearingnothingexceptwhatseemedtobeaspandexbathingsuitcameintothe
circleoflight.Hishairwascutinacirclehighabovehisearsandhehadtattoosonhisskin,visiblein
thefirelight.Hewascarryingabowthatwasmuchtallerthanhewas,withahandfulofarrowsthat
hadtobefivefeetlongeach.
MariaglancedatMachado,whogotupandwenttotalktotheshortman.IncrediblyMachadospoke
thenativetongueofthevisitor.Hespoke,listenedwhiletheothermantalked,thenspokeagain.He
smiledandnodded.Thevisitorleft.
“ThankGodandtheHolyMotherandallthesaints!”Machadoexclaimed.“Ourtwomissingscouts
turnedupattheirvillage.”Hegesturedtowardthenativewhowasalreadyrunningoutofthecamp.
“TheydidcontactDomingoLopez,buttheydidn’tgetbacktousinthecampbecausetheythought
theywerebeingfollowed.Theydivertedtoescapetheirpursuers.They’vebecomeguestsofthe
Yamami,anotherbranchofMaria’stribenorthofhere,wherethey’llbesafeuntilthey’reneeded.I’m
goingtherenow.”
“I’llcomewithyou,”Grangesaid.
“Me,too.”Rourkegotup.
O’Baileystartedtorise,buttheywavedhimdown.
“Thefewerofus,thebetter,”Machadotoldhim.“Itwillbedifficulttogetthroughasitis.We’ll
havetotakeaboat.”Heturnedandspoketooneofthemalevillageelders,whonoddedandspoke.“It
willberiskyatnight,butthismanknowstheriverandthetroublespots.He’llgetusthrough.Itisn’t
thatfar.”
“Here,then,takethis,”O’Baileysaid,handinghimahandheldshortwaveradio.“We’reusinga
frequencythattheycan’tmonitor.Ifyouhavetotalk,limitittooneortwowordsandcutitoff
immediatelysotheycan’ttrackit.”Hegrinned.“Phoneswouldhavetobounceoffasatelliteandthey
mightmonitorthose.Buttheywon’tbeabletomonitoranythingforlong.I’mreadytointroducethe
virus,wheneveryougivemetheword.Afterthat,theywon’tbeabletolaunchamissile,orderan
attackorevenspeaktooneanother.”
“You’reawonder,O’Bailey.”Grangechuckled.
“Here’sapadandpen,writemegirlfriendandtellher!”O’Baileydrawled.
Theyalllaughed.
“We’llgiveyouthewordassoonaswereachtheoutskirtsofthecity,”MachadotoldtheIrishman
grimly.“Thereisatunnel,onewhosesecretIneverhadoccasiontosharewithnonmilitarypersonnel
likeSapara,thankGod.Itwasusedformovementoftroopsandweapons,andonlyIhavethecodesto
unlockit.”
“That’sarealblessing,”Rourkesaidquietly.“Iwaswonderinghowyoumeanttogetintothecity
undetected.Ishouldhaveknownyou’dhavesomethingfoxyunderyoursleeve,mate,”hetold
Machado.
“Ialwaysplaymycardsclosetothechest,”Machadoreplied,flashingwhiteteeth.“Thisone
strategicsecretmaysaveusabloodyrevolutioninsideMedina.Assumingthattheelectronicunitis
stillfunctioning,”headdedquietly.“Itiswellprotectedfromtheelements,though,soIamhopeful.”
“Ifitdoesn’twork,however,”Rourkesaidquietly,pattinghissidearm,“wecanhandleit.Several
ofourmenwereinBaghdadduringthewar.They’refamiliarwithurbancombat.”
“Ihopetheydon’thavetouseit,”Grangesaid.“Butit’sbesttobeprepared.”
“Youbepreparedandcomebacksafe,”Pegsaidtohim.“IwishIcouldcomewithyou.”
Hekissedherforehead.“SodoI,baby,butyou’dbealiability.”
“Ifit’sanycomfort,Ican’tgo,either,”Maddietoldher,puttinganaffectionatearmaroundher.
“I’mfartoorustytofunctioninacombatgroup.NowImostlyjustdigupstuff,”sheadded.
“Veryimportant‘stuff,’”Machadosaid,andlookedatherwithwarmthandrealinterest.“WhenI
regainpower,youcangobacktowork.”
Maddiesmiledalittleshyly.“I’lllookforwardtothat.”
“SowillI,”Machadotoldher,andhisdarkeyesstaredintohersforsolongthatsheblushed.
“CanIspeaktoyouforamoment?”ClarisseaskedRourkequietly.
“Forjustamoment,”Rourkebitoff.“We’repressedfortime.”Hefollowedheroutofearshotof
theothers.“Allright,Tat,whatisit?”heaskedimpatiently.
Shetookoffthecrossshealwaysworeunderherblouse,reachedupandsecureditaroundhis
neck.“Forluck,”shesaid.
Hefrowned,fingeringit.“You’renotreligious.Youcouldn’tbe,withyourlifestyle,”hesaid
venomously.
“Thinkwhatyoulike.Mymothergaveittome.Inevertakeitoff.It’ssavedmylifeinsomebad
places,”sheadded,recallingoncethataChristiangeneralinaMuslimareahadsavedherfroma
bulletwhenhenotedit,duringanuprisingshe’dcoveredinAfrica.
Rourke’slipsmadeathinline.“Idon’tbelieveinallthatstuff,”hesaidangrily,andwenttoremove
it.
Sheputherhandonhischest,overthecross.“Justwearit.Wouldyou?Youcanbringitbacktome
whenyou’vesecuredthecity.”Shedidn’tlookathimasshespoke.
Hisdarkeyestaredatherbenthead,shininglikegoldinthelightfromthecampfire.Shewas
incrediblybeautiful.Buthermotherhadtoldhimsomething,yearsago,whenhestartedtobecome
reallyinterestedinher.Ithadcausedhimnoendofheartache.Clarissedidn’tknow,couldn’tknow.
Hermotherhadswornthatshewouldnevertellherdaughterthetruth.Clarissewastheonewoman
onearthhecouldn’taffordtoencourage.Heshouldtakeoffthenecklaceandthrowitather.He
almostdid.Butherconcern,socuriouslyexpressed,gavehimpause.
“Allright.I’llwearit.”
Shemanagedasmile.“Goodluck.”
Hemethereyesforasplitsecond,heldthem,andhatedhimselffordoingit.Theexpressiononher
facemadehimwanttohurtsomething.Heturnedawayquicklyandrejoinedtheothers.
“We’llbebackbeforeyouknowit,”GrangeassuredaworriedPeg.“Butnomatterwhathappens,
youstayput.”
“Awww,shucks,foiledagain.IthoughtI’dfollowyouonfootalongtheriverbankwhenyou
weren’twatching.”
“Icanfindsomeropetotieyouup,dear,”Clarissewarned.“EvenifIhavetocutupahammock.”
Pegmadeafaceather.“Becarefuloutthere,”shetoldGrangeandRourke.
“ImakefriendseverywhereIgo,”Rourkesaidwitharakishgrin.
Clarissedidn’tlookathim.Sheturnedherattentionbacktothecampfire,wheretheprofessors
wereentreatingO’BaileytotellthemsomemoreIrishlore.
“Wewon’tbetoolong,”GrangeassuredPeg.Helookeddownintohereyesforalongmoment.
“You’remywholelifenow,”hewhisperedsothatnooneelsecouldhear.“Staysafe.IfIloseyou,I
havenothingworthlivingfor.”
Shesobbedagainsthismouth.“Thatgoesdoubleforme!Don’tyoudaregethurt!”
Helaughedandhuggedherclose.“That’smygirl.”
Hebenttokissher,butverybriefly,beforehefollowedRourkeandMachadoandthenative
villagerintotheforest.
***
Itwasalmostdawnwhenthereweresoundsofmovementinthedistance.
PegandClarissecrawledsleepilyoutoftheirhammocksandwentoutside.Maddieandthetwo
maleprofessorswerealreadyintheclearingnearthecenterofthevillage,listening.Itwasn’taloud
sound,butitwasnoticeable.Thenativeshadalertedthevisitors.
“Sapara’smen?”Pegaskedworriedly.
“It’scomingfromtheriver,”Maddiesaid.“Saparawouldbecomingfromthenorth,moreorless.”
“Coulditbeariverboat?”Pegcontinued.
“Asmalloneofsomesort,possibly.I’veseensomestrangevehiclesontheriver,”Maddiesaid.
Clarissedidn’tspeak.Shejustwatched.
Afewminutespassedbeforeatall,distinguished-lookingmanwearingkhakiscamewalkinginto
campwithapartyofnativepeople.
“Soitistrue,”heexclaimed.“Ididn’tbelieveGarciawhenhetoldme!”
Thethreewomenstoodup,staringatthemancuriously.ButMaddiegotup,smiling,andwentto
meethim.Theyshookhands.
“Goodtoseeyouagain,Rev,”shesaid.Shemotionedhimintothecircle.“ThisisReverendBlake
Harvey,”shesaid,smiling.“HedoesmissionaryworkhereforaunionofProtestantchurchesin
America.ThisisClarisseandthat’sPeg.”Sheindicatedthetwowomen.“Clarisseisaphotojournalist
foroneofthelargerAmericannewsmagazines,andPeg’sheretotalktomeabouttheruins.”Shewas
concealingtheirtruepurpose,nottomentiontheupcomingrevolutionnearby.
“Adangerousplace,this,”ReverendHarveynoted.Hesatdownbythecampfire,smiledatMaria
andwasgivenabowlofthewonderfulnativesoupshe’djustprepared.Hethankedherashesippedit.
“ComparedtowhatI’vebeeneatinglately,thisisafeast,”heobserved.“Garcia’speopleeatmostof
theirmonkeymeatrawandwhattheydrinkisn’tcompatiblewithmystomach,”hetoldthem.“They
givemethebesttheyhave,whichisamarveloustestamenttothekindnessofstrangersinastrange
land.”
“I’venevermetsuchgenerouspeople,”Pegsaidinhersoftdrawl.“I’velearnedsomuch!”
“Ah,astudent?”thereverendasked.
Peghesitated,nervousofgoingfurther.Shedidn’twanttosayanythingthatmight,evenslightly,
affectthesuccessofMachado’smission.
“Infact,yes,she’saforeignexchangestudentofmine.”Dr.Fitzhughcametoherrescue,coming
forwardwithasmiletoofferthesmilinglie.“I’mDr.Fitzhugh,”hesaid,shakinghandswiththe
missionary.“IteachinMedina.Atleast,Idid.Iwasarrestedforsedition.”Hechuckled.“ButDr.
ConstantineandI—he’ssittingovertherelearninganewdialect—managedtoescape,withsomehelp
fromourfriend.”HepointedtoClarisse.
Thereverendnotedherstainedblouseandfrowned.“Younglady,haveyoubeenhurt?”heasked
worriedly.“Idohavesomemedicaltraining…”
“Unnecessary,butthankyou,”Clarissesaidwithasmile.“Dr.CarvajalfromManaustreatedme.He
hadtogobacktothecityforanemergency,”sheadded.
“Agoodman,”ReverendHarveysaid,sippingmoreofthesoupfromtheceramicbowlinhis
hands.“Hecametothevillageafewweeksagotohelpayoungwomaninlaborwithherfirstchild.A
boy,”headded.“Fatandhealthyandbeautiful.”
“Wehaveheardofyou,”Mariatoldthereverend.“Theysayyouwalkedintobulletswhenthemen
fromtheSaparagovernmenttriedtotakethelandfromtheYamami,”sheadded,namingthetribefor
onlythesecondtimeinPeg’shearing.Latershewouldlearnthattheywereanoffshootofanother
tribe,theYanomamo.Thissplinter,largelyfamily,group,andanotheroffshootofitwhere
Machado’sscoutswerestaying,hadmovedawayfromthemainbodyofthetribeandsetup
housekeepinginBarreratwogenerationspast.Theystillhadtradewithothernativetribes,butthey
livedmostlytothemselves.Theypreservedtheancienttraditionsoftheforestpeopleandresistedthe
attemptsofmodernindustrialiststomovethemofftheirlandinordertouseitforoilextraction.
SaparahadthreatenedtodestroyMaria’sentiretribeiftheycontinuedtoresist.Itwasonemore
reasonforMachadotogettheusurperoutofoffice.
PegknewthatRitterOilCorporationwouldneveragreetothedestructionofnativepeopletobring
abouttheoildevelopment.SoshetoldMaddieandMaddietoldO’Baileyhowtogetintouchwith
Ritter ’sheadofsecurity,ColbyLane,inHouston.Thatprocesswasunderway.OnceMr.Ritterknew
whatwasgoingoninBarrera,regardlessoftheoutcomeoftheattempttounseatSapara,therewould
benodangertoMaria’stribe.
***
Meanwhile,Grange,Machado,RourkeandthenativesapproachedtheoutskirtsofMedinaquietlyand
undercoverofdarkness,throughthejungle,toamakeshiftcampwithalargetentunderheavy
camouflage.Theretheymetupwiththemissingscouts,twoworn-lookingmenincamouflagegear.
TheywereaccompaniedbywhatlookedliketwentyYamaminatives,allcarryingextremelylong
bowsandarrows,andpaintedforwar.
“Buddingcommandos,”oneofthescoutssaidwithawidegrin,indicatingthenatives.“Theyknow
thejungleintimately.Weappealedtothemforaidwhenweescapedfromthecityandtheybroughtus
herethelongwayaroundtothrowSapara’smenoffthescent.Theysaythere’satunnelnearby
leadingbackintothecity,butithassomesortofelectroniclockonit.”
Machadochuckled.“Indeeditdoes.Iplaceditthere.Thetunnelwasbuiltbymypredecessoras
president,andit’showIenteredthecitythefirsttimetooverthrowhim.InevertoldSaparaaboutit.I
keptitasoneofmytopmilitarysecrets.OnlyDomingoLopezknowsthatitevenexists.”
“That’sastrokeofluck,”Grangesaid.
“Astrokeofluck,indeed,”Machadosaidgrimly.“Becauseifwecangetinsidethecity,toSapara’s
officeundetected,wecanseizethegovernmentwithouthavingtofireasingleshot.”
“Well,maybeoneortwoshots,”Rourkepipedinashejoinedthem.
“Thiswillwork,”Grangesaid.“I’msureofit.”
“Myfriend,”Machadoreplied,“Iamalsosureofit.Nowiftherainwilljustholdoffforafew
minutes…”
Evenashespoke,therainstartedcomingdowninbucketfulsalloveragain.Machadolaughed.
Everyoneraninsidetoavoidbeingdrenched.
***
ThehutwhereMariaandthethreewomenwereeatinghadahugepoleinthecenterholdingupthe
roof,whichwasthatchedwithsomesortofpalmleaves.Peghadbeenfascinatedwithitsintricate
construction,andmorefascinatedwiththefactthatthewomenbuiltacookingfireonthedirtfloor
rightinsidethehut.Itdidgetabitsmoky,butitwasefficientandrathercharming.Anothernative
womanhadaloomnearthecenterpole,andshewasworkingquicklyandefficientlyatabeautifully
coloredblanket.
“Youlookworried,”Clarissesaid,notingPeg’sfrown.
“It’smydad,”shereplied.“ItoldhimI’dbeawayforacoupleofdays.He’llbeworried.”
“We’lltalktoO’Bailey,”Clarissepromisedher.“He’sawhizwithcomputers.He’llgetwordto
yourfather.”
“Okay!”
O’Baileywassittinginfrontofhiscomputer,whichwaspoweredbyasmallportablegenerator.
Hegrinnedatthewomen.“Wouldn’tdareusethisanyclosertothecommandpost.Soundcarriesin
thejungle.Eventwomentalkinginawhispercangiveawayaposition.”Heindicatedthecomputer
screen.“I’mjustwaitingforthegeneraltogivetheword,andSaparawon’tbeabletotalkto
anybody.”
“Goodman,”Clarissestated.“We’rewonderingifyoucangetamessagetosomebodyin
Jacobsville,Texas,forPeg.Shethinksherfatherwillbeworrying,sincehedoesn’tknowwhereshe
is.”
“Infact,IknowahamoperatorinJacobsville.GrangeusedhimtosendamessagetoPegonce,I
believe.”
“Yes!”Pegexclaimed.“I’dforgotten.Ineverknewwhothemanwas,buthetoldmethatWinslow
wassafeandmissedme.”Shelaughedoutloud.“Couldyougetintouchwithhimandhavehimtell
myfatherthatI’mallrightandI’llbehomesoon?”
“Icandothat.Infact,I’lldoitrightnowwhileIdon’thaveanythingelsetomonitor.”
Hesetuphisequipment,madethecallonscrambleandtoldthemanattheotherendtocontact
Peg’sfather.“He’llbegladtodoit,hesaid,”hetoldPegwhenhefinished.Hegrinned.“Goodthing
wedidn’ttellhimwhereyouare,ya?”
Sheburstoutlaughingagain.“Oh,yes.AlthoughI’mgoingtocatchhellwhenIgethome,”Peg
saidwithresignation.
“I’llgowithyouandexplainitmyself,”Clarissesaidfirmly.“I’mthecauseofallyourrecent
troubles.Ihavetotrytomakeituptoyou.”
“Areyounuts?”Pegexclaimed.“I’vegottentoliveinafive-starhotel,traveldowntheAmazonin
aboat,liveinanativevillageandseetheculturefirsthand,participate,sortof,anyway,ina
revolutiontorestorefreedomtoanoppressedpeople—andyouwanttomakeituptome?”
Clarissehuggedherwarmly.“YoumakemefeelasifIdidsomethingworthwhile,whenIhad
reallybadintentions.MyonlyexcuseisthatIdidn’tknowyouatall.”Shelookedattheyounger
womanwithpureaffection.“Nobodywhoknowsyoucouldeverhurtyoudeliberately.You’retoo
sweet.”
Peggrinnedandflushedalittle.“Thanks.”
“Look!”Maddiesaidsuddenly.
TheyallturnedandEnriquecametothecentralcampfire,wobblingalittle.Hesmiledsheepishly.
“Sorryaboutwhathappened,”hetoldClarisse,wincingwhenhesawherstainedblouse.“Ireally
messedup.”
“No,youdidn’t,”Clarissesaidgently,andsmiled.“Youcouldn’thaveanticipatedamilitarypatrol.
Weneverevensawthem.”
“Iwouldlovetohaveaconversationwiththem,”Enriquesaidashesatdownbesidehismotherand
smilinglyacceptedabowlofbrothfromthesteamingpotoverthefire.“Averyintenseconversation.
So,couldsomeoneloanmeapistol?”headdedtoO’Baileywithagrin.
O’Baileychuckled.“I’llbegladto.ButIthinkwemayhaveachangeofgovernmentsoon.Bestto
crossyourfingers.”
“Mineareallcrossed,”Pegsaid,anddemonstrated.
Theylaughed.
***
Itwasagreatrelieftofindthatthetunnel’scontrolunitwasstillfunctional.Machadorememberedthe
electroniccodethatunlockedthemassivesteeldoorintothetunnel,althoughithadbeenyearssince
heusedit.Hegrinnedathismenasthelockgavewayandthedoorswungback.
“Amazing,”Grangesaidadmiringly.“Ihavetroublerememberingmyownphonenumber.”
“Wouldn’thavematteredifyou’dforgotten,”Rourkedrawledwithasmile.“Thereisn’talock
made,electronicorotherwise,thatIcan’tgetpast.Wheredoesthistunnelleadexactly?”Rourke
asked.“Andhowfardowehavetogo?”
“Itleadsdirectlytomilitaryheadquarters,”Machadosaid,“andemergesintothebasementthrough
whatlookslikeasolidwall.MypredecessorhaditbuiltbyGermanengineers.It’sformidable,and
deepenoughtosurviveallbutthenewestbombs.”
“Ihopenobodyknowswe’recoming,”oneofthescoutsremarked.“GeneralLopezsaidthathe
wasplanningadiversion.Whenwe’reready,Ihavethefrequencytocontacthim.”
“WhichIsenttoO’Bailey.”RourkelookedatMachadointhedarknessofthetunnel,litonlybya
smallflashlightafterthegatewasclosedandlockedbehindthem.“Wheneveryou’reready,I’llgive
himthecodetofrySapara’scomputercommunicationssystemsandsendthesignaltoLopez.”
Machadolookedathismen.Grangewasasgrimashewas,himself.Rourkeneverseemedtobe
rattled.BradDunagan,thesecond-in-commandtoGrange,wastallandblondandneverseemedto
speakunlessaskedaboutsomething,buthewasagoodman.Thetwoscouts,CarsonandHale,were
bothofNativeAmericanancestry,andCarsonhadblackhairthatcamedowntohiswaistinback.
He’dlooseneditwhentheycameintothetunnel.Machadosmiled.Itwassomethinghe’dreadaboutin
booksonNativeAmericanwarfareofthepast;Plainswarriorsgoingintobattlealwayslettheirhair
down.
“Areweready?”Machadoaskedhiscompanions.
TheYamamicameforward,carryingtheirincrediblylongbowsandarrows.Oneofthescouts,
who’dlearnedtheirdialect,passedalongthequestion.Theygrinnedandnoddedenthusiastically.
“I’malwaysready,”Rourkesaid.
Grangesmiled.“Samehere.Givetheword,General.”
Machadosmiledfaintly.Hedrewhissidearm.“Gentlemen,¡vámonos!”
***
O’Baileyheardatonecomeoverthecomputer.Grimlyhestartedtyping.Aminutelater,hehitEnter.
Hewonderedwhetherornottotellthecompanyaroundthecampfirethatallhellwasaboutto
breaklooseinMedina.PegandClarisseandMaddieweresmilingastheylistenedtooneofthe
reverend’sstoriesabouthisfirstdaysontheAmazonasayoungmissionary.Theylookedatpeace
andhappy.Noneedtoturnthosesmilesupsidedown,hedecidedatlast.Heturnedhisattentionback
tothecomputerscreen,wishingtheinvasionGodspeed.
***
Thestreetsweredark.Medinawas,inmanyways,moremedievalthanmodernasacity.Itwas
poverty-stricken—moresosinceSaparahadoverthrowntheexistinggovernment—andtherewasno
moneyleftforimprovementstothecity’sutilities.Therewerenostreetlights,nopublicbuses,
apparentlynopublictransportofanykind.Thesmallcityhadunpavedstreetsandtheywereamess
withraincomingdown,sporadicallydrizzlingandtheninbucketloads.Therewerelightsinsome
smallhousesandmusicanddrunkenlaughtercameoutofabartheypassed.
“Don’ttheyhaveapoliceforcehere?”Grangeaskedunderhisbreathastheywalked,singlefile,
downanalleythatledtothemilitaryheadquartersbuilding.
“It’sinthere,”Machadosaidgrimly,havingglancedinsidethebar.“Deaddrunk.”
“That’sonethinginourfavor,”Rourkemurmuredquietly.
“Waithereforaminute,”Machadosaid.Hemovedtowardthereardoorofthebuilding,hesitated
andopenedit.
Heeasedthroughtotheinterior,goingslowly.Grange,unasked,movedinbehindhimwithhis
sidearmraisedbyhisrightearandthesafetyoff.
Astheyturnedacorner,pasttwocloseddoors,anold,heavysetmancametowardthem.
Hestopped,caughthisbreathandstoodverystill,waitingtobeshot.
ButMachadomotionedtohimquickly,urgently,andhemovedforwardintothedarkhallway.
“Itisyou?”theoldmanexclaimed.“Itisreallyyou?”
Machadoembracedtheoldman.“Itis,oldfriend,andverysoonyouwillbebackinapositionof
authority.WhereisSapara?”
Romerolookedaroundcautiously.“Upstairsinhisoffice,withawoman,”hesaidwithdisgust.“He
hashistwothugs,JoseandMiguel,standingoutsideto‘protect’himfromintrusion.”
“Hey,Carson,”Grangecalledsoftly.
Themanwithlong,loosenedblackhaircameforward.HelookedatGrange.
Grangeonlynoddedgrimly.
CarsonshowedaflashofwhiteteethandpulledanenormousBowieknifeoutofitssheath.
“NotMiguel,”Rourkebitoff.“He’smine.”
“Hewillbethebiggerofthetwomen,señor,”Romerotoldthetall,lithemanincamogear.
CarsonglancedatRourke.“Somethingpersonal?”heaskedinadeepwhisper.
Rourkenodded.“Torturedawoman.Afriendofmine.”
Carson’sfacehardened.“Iunderstand.Iwon’tbelong.”
Hewentaroundthecornerandupaflightofstairssosilentlythatnobodyheardhimmove.
Justthen,twomencameinthroughthefrontdoorofthebuilding,thepartthatledtothejail.They
wereSapara’smenandtheywererunning.
RomerowenttomeetthemwhiletheAmericansmeltedagainstthewall.
“Whatisit?”Romeroaskedinnocently.
“Ourentirecommunicationsgridjustwentdown,”oneofthemensaidinSpanish.“Wehavetotell
thecommandante…!”
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“Actually,we’dratheryoudidn’t,mate,”Rourkedrawledashedroppedthefirstonetotheground
withahardrighttothediaphragm.
“It’snoneofhisbusinessanyway.”Grangechuckledashedroppedthesecondman.
Upstairstherewasasuddenthud,followedbyanevenharderandlouderthudthatmadeseveral
rhythmicthumps.
TheAmericansrushedintothehalltofindthebigman,Miguel,lyingatthefootofthestepswitha
blankstareatthemenjustjoininghim.
Hestartedtospeak,butRourkehadhimgaggedandtiedupinseconds.“I’lldealwithyoushortly,”
hesaid,andinatonethatchilled.
“Hurry,”Machadosaid,takingtheleadupthestairs.“WecannotaffordtoletSaparaescape.”
Buttherewasnohopeofthat.Carson,thePlainsIndian,hadtheotherguardhog-tiedonthefloor,
thedooropen,andtwodazedpeople,wrappedinablanket,staringupathimoverthesightsofa.45
ACPfromathickllamaskinonthefloorofthemassive,luxuriousoffice.
“Carson,you’reawonder!”Grangeexclaimed,pattingtheothermanontheback.
“TellEbScott,”thetallmandrawled.“Ineedaraise.”
“Machado!”ArturoSaparablurtedout.Hisfacewasflushedandhelookedstoned.
“Youwerenotexpectingme,Isee,”Machadosaidcoldly.“Thefirstlessonyoushouldhave
learnedistoexpectretribution.”
Saparastruggledtohisfeet,leavingtheembarrassedwomantostruggleintothefurryllamaskin
he’dleftbehind.“Icanexplain!”hebegan,andmovedtowardthedesk.
Grangewastherefirst.“I’mafraidyouwon’tbeabletodothat.”Heturnedofftheelectronic
communicationsequipment.“Yousee,we’vefriedyourcomms.Therewon’tbeanywayforyour
militarytorespond.Infact,justaboutnow,GeneralLopezshouldbetellingthearmedforcestostand
down.”
“Youcannotdothis!”Saparasaidfuriously.“Iamtherulerofasovereignnation!”
“Notreally,”Machadorepliedpleasantly.“Youhavejustbeendeposed.Youwill,ofcourse,be
spendingthenextfiftyyearsofyourlifeinprisonforhightreason.Lopezandmostofmymenwill
behappytotestifytothis.”
“Iwilltestify,too,”theforgottenyoungwomanwrappedinllamaskinssaidfuriously.“Hehasmy
fatherinjail.HesaidhewouldkillhimifIdidnotdowhathesaid.Myhusbandisathomewithour
children,andIhadtoleavethemweeping.He—”shepointedashakingfingeratSapara“—camewith
thatbutcherMigueltotakemeawaytosleepwithhim!”
“Iwillhavethemallkilled!”Saparayelledather.
“Youwon’tbedoinganymorekilling,”Grangesaidquietly.“Carson,escorttheformerpresident
ofBarreratoourleastcomfortablecelldownstairs,ifyouplease.AndsendRomerotoguardhim.”
Hesmiledashesaidit.
“Notthatfatpig!Ifiredhimtonight!”Saparayelled.
“Ihaverehiredhimatabettersalaryandmadehimmychiefofpolice,”Machadosaidwithagrin.
“Howunfortunateforyou.”
“Iwillreclaimmygovernment!Thepeoplewillriseupagainstyou!”Saparafumed.
“Notwhentheyseeyournewpalacethatwasbuiltattheirexpense.Notwhenweopenthejailsand
theyseewhathasbeendonetotheircountrymen.NotwhentheworldpressisallowedintoBarrerato
seetheatrocitiesyouhavecommittedhere,”Machadosaid,gatheringsteamashespoke.“Youwillbe
fortunatenottobetriedbytheWorldCourtonchargesofcrimesagainsthumanity!”
Sapara,foronce,shutup.Hewrappedthesheetcloseraroundhisfatbody.
“Takehimaway,please,”Machadosaid,wavingahand.“Theverysightofhimoffendsme.And,
Rourke,willyoufindthisyoungwoman’sclothing,andaplaceforhertodress,andhaveoneofour
menescorthertoherhome,please?”
“Mypleasure,”Rourkesaid.“Señora?”
Shenodded.“Mythingsareoverthere.”Sheindicatedadoorleadingtoaninneroffice.“Iwillbe
quick.”
Shewenttodress.MachadoturnedonthecommunicationsstationandcalledGeneralLopez.He
wasgrinningfromeartoearwhenhefinishedspeakingwithhim.
“ThemilitarymassedbehindDomingoanddetainedthehandfuloftroopsloyaltoSapara,”hetold
hiscomradesasherejoinedthem.“Theyarefacingtreasoncharges,alongwithSapara.Evennow,
themenaregoingtosecretdetentioncenterstofreeprotestorswhohavebeendetainedwithout
benefitofcounsel.”Helaughed.“Itwillbeadayforthanksgiving.”
Romerocamelumberingupthestaircaseandsmiled.“Thepadrehascome,”hetoldthem.“He
wouldlikepermissiontoreopenthecathedralandsaymass.”
“Hehasmyblessing,”Machadoreplied.HeclappedahandonRomero’sshoulder.“Andthankyou
foryourhelp,mynewChiefofPolice.”
“Me?”Romero’sfacebrightened.“Youareserious?”
Machadonodded.“Suchcouragemustberewarded.Yousavedthelifeofaverybraveyounglady
andhelpedherandthetwoprofessorstoescape.Theyhavesungyourpraisesformanydays.”
“Theyounglady,shewillbeallright?Theydidmonstrousthingstoher…!”
“Shewillbefine,”Machadoassuredhim.“Shewasconcernedforyou.Weallwere.”
Helaughed.“Ihaveahardhead,anditdoesnothurtanymore.Theteacherdidknowwheretohit
me.”Hefrowned.“Thatmanwithoneeye,hehastakenMiguelaway.”
“Hashe?”Machadoaskednonchalantly.
“ShouldIinquirewhereheisgoingwithhim?”Romeroadded.
Grangemovedforwardandpursedhislips.“I’vefoundthatit’sunwisetogetinRourke’sway
fromtimetotime.Ishouldsaythatthiswouldbeoneofthosetimes.Clarissetoldhimthatathug
namedMiguelwastheonewhocuther.”
Romeronoddedgrimly.“Thatisso.Heenjoyedtorturingpeople.Especiallywomen.”Hepaused.
“DoyouthinkMiguelwillbecomingback?”
“IdaresayhewillbeprovidingamealshortlyforoneofBarrera’shungrierpredators,”Machado
murmuredquietly.“Sadlyitislikelytohaveindigestionfortherestoftheday.”
“Itotallyagree,”Grangesaid.Helookedaroundatthemotleygroupofmenandsmiled.“Great
job,guys.Reallygreat.Iloveabattlewithnocasualties.”
“Youwillallbeawardedbonusesaswell,”Machadotoldthem,“andpositionsinmygovernment
foranywhowishtohavethem.”
OneoftheoldermercsmovednexttoCarson.“IknowofEbScott,butIjustsignedonrecently.
Didn’thehaveakid?”
“Yes,”Carsonreplied.
“Wasitagirloraboy?”
“Yes,”Carsonsaid,andwalkedoff.
***
Therewasalotofconversationafterthat.MachadoandGrangejustlaughed.Itwasgoingtotake
sometimetoturnthegovernmentaroundandputthingstoright.Butthiswasagoodbeginning.
“Thelongestjourneybeginswithasinglestep,doesn’tit?”Grangeasked,nodding.“Thishasbeen
onehellofagoodstep.”
“Indeed.”Hestudiedtheyoungerman.“Ibelievethereisayoungwomanwaitingforyoubackat
Maria’svillage.”
Grangenodded,hisdarkeyessparkling.“Howwouldyouliketobebestmanatmywedding,as
soonaswewrapthingsuphereandIcanfindsomeonetomarryus?”headded.
Machadosmiledfromeartoear.“Itwouldbemyhonor.”
***
GeneralDomingoLopezpresentedhimselfinthepresidentialofficesanhourlater.Heembraced
Machadowithenthusiasm.Hehad,inhiswake,whatseemedlikeanentireclassofcollegestudents.
“We’resohappy!”oneofthegirls,American,exclaimed,withagrinforGrange.“Canyouhelpus
findourmissingprofessors?Saparaarrestedthemandputtheminprisonmonthsago—”
“Drs.FitzhughandConstantine?”Grangeinterrupted.
“Why,yes,”shefaltered.
Hechuckled.“They’retheguestsofaYamamivillageontheborderbetweenBarreraand
Amazonas,”hesaid.“Ingoodhealthandgoodspirits.”
“Oh,thankyou!”ShehuggedGrangeandlookedupathimspeculatively.“Iwasjustwondering…”
shebegan.
Heheldupahand.“I’mengaged.”Helookedbrieflyuncomfortable,buthesmiledtoeasethesting
ofthebluntstatement.“ShecameallthewayfromTexasjusttoseeme.She’shelpinginthenative
village.”
“Abraveyoungwoman,”thecollegewomanexclaimed.
“Verybrave…I’mgoingtomarryhertomakesureshedoesn’tdoitagain.”
“Youmightstayhome,”camethedrysuggestion.“Thenshewouldn’thaveto.”
“Goodpoint,”heconceded.
“Whenaretheprofessorscomingback?”amalestudentasked.“Andwhenwillthetroopsgetout
ofourcollegesothatwehavesomefreedomagain?”
“Ourmenaresweepingthecitynow,tomakesureofthat,”Machadotoldthem.“Wearerestoring
democracy,onebuildingatatime.Youshouldstayoffthestreetsuntilweareconfidentthatwehave
fullcontrol.Theremightyetberebelelementsbentonresisting,”headdedgrimly.“Iwouldnotlike
anyofyoutobehurt.”
“Thanks,”oneoftheyoungerstudentssaid,withaflush.“Nicetohaveyouback,General,”she
added.“It’sbeendifficultsincethecoup.”
“Thingswillchange,andrapidly,”Machadopromised.“Thereignofterrorisover.Thesecret
policewillberunningforcoverthemselves,now.”
“Ifweseeanytryingtohide,we’lltellyouwheretheyare,”theyoungwomannearGrange
promised.“Thankyouforsavingourprofessors.”
“Ididn’t,”Grangetoldthem.“Itwasayoungwoman,aphotojournalist.Shewastorturedbyoneof
Sapara’smen.”Thereweregaspsandmurmurs.“Shefoundawaytoescapeandgottheprofessors
outwithher.”
“Iintendtoawardheramedalforit,whenthingsarebacktonormalhere,”Machadosaid.“She
contributedtoourbloodlessvictory.”
Rourkehadrejoinedthem.Hedidn’tcomment.Hewasgrimandquiet.Grangestartedtoaskabout
Miguel,butthoughtbetterofit.
***
Backatthevillage,everyonestartedrunningtowardthedirtroadwhentheyheardthesoundof
vehiclesapproaching.
Pegwasinthevanguard,hereyesbrightwithexcitement,herheartpounding.Whenshesaw
Grangegetoutoftheleadjeep,sherantowardhimasfastasshecouldgo.Hecaughtheronthefly,
wrappedherupinhisarmsandkissedherasiftherewouldneverbeanotherdayonearthforeither
ofthem.
Sherespondedwithherwholeheart,openinghermoutheagerlyunderthewarmcrushofhis,safe
andsecureintheembraceofhispowerfulbody.Shecouldn’tgetenoughofhim.Thewaiting,the
worry,combinedtomakeheralmostdesperatetoholdhimandtouchhim,toknowthathewasstill
alive,unharmed.
“Iwassoscared,”shewhisperedfrantically.
Hechuckled.“Lackofconfidence,there,”hemurmuredbetweenkisses.
“Oh,notatall,”sheprotestedbreathlessly.“Iknewyou’dnevermakeamistake,butweknewthat
Saparahadsnipers….”
“Theycan’thitanything,”herepliedandkissedheragain.
“Hey,getaroom,willyou?”Rourkecrackedashejoinedthem.
Grangemadeafaceathim.“I’mtryingtoproposemarriage.Goawayuntilyou’reneededasa
witness.”
Rourkemadeafacebackthengrinnedashelefttogivethemsomeprivacy.
“Marriage?”Pegasked,hereyeswideandsoft.“Youreallymeantwhatyousaid,beforeyouleft
thevillage?”
“Ofcourse,”Grangesaidsoftly.“Marriage,kids,thewholenineyards.Ifyou’rewilling—!”
Shecuthimoffmidword,hermouthsoinsistentthathegroaned.
“OfcourseI’llmarryyou,”shewhispered,shaken.
“Allweneednowisalicenseandaminister…”
“There’saministersittingbythecampfiretellingstoriestotheprofessors,”shesaid.“He’sbeen
herefortwodays.”
Grangeblinked.“Aminister?”
Shenodded.“Amissionary.He’sverynice.”
Hesmiled.“Trustyoutofindoneinthemiddleofthejungle.”
“I’mresourceful,”shesaid.
“Very.Okay,youwanttobemarriedhereinjeansandasweatyshirtinsteadofawhitelacydress
backhome?”heteased.
“Idon’twanttowait,”shewhisperedagain,andflushedashiseyesburneddownintohers.“Sorry.”
“Don’tapologize,”hesaidtautly.“You’renottheonlyonehurting.”Toemphasizethepoint,he
broughtherhipsgentlyagainsthisandletherfeeltheeffectshewashavingonhim.Sheflushed,but
shedidn’tdrophergaze.“I’mhungry,”hewhispered.“I’vewaitedforyouallmylife.”
Shewasbreathless.“I’vewaitedforyouallmine.”
Hesmiledslowly.“Ihopeitcomesnaturally,”hemurmuredinalowwhisper.“Isupposewe’ll
learntogether.”
Shepressedcloseandclosedhereyes.“That’sthewayitshouldbe.”
Hekissedherhairandtookdeepbreathsuntilhisbodylostitstautness.“Let’sgotalktothat
minister.”
“Let’s,”shewhisperedback.
***
ReverendHarveyshookhandswithGrange.“I’veheardquitealotaboutyou,youngman.I’m
gratefulthatyoureturnedtothislovelyyoungladyinonepiece.Revolutionscanbeverymessy.”
Grangenoddedgrimly.“Wewereveryfortunate.Wehadacoupleofincidentswhilewewere
securingMedina,butwe’llwrapitallupsoon.Thenwecanemptytheprisonsofpoliticaldetainees
andletpeoplegettheirlivesback.”
“Wealloweyouandyourmenadebtofgratitude,”ReverendHarveyreplied.“I’veseentheresult
ofSapara’srule.Ithasbeentraumaticforeveryone.”
“Especiallythisoilexplorationthing,”Enriquesaid,joiningthem.Hewasstillweak,buthewas
recoveringnicelyfromhisordeal.“Mymotherwasafraidthevillagewouldbedecimatedtoremove
oppositiontothedrilling.”
“Oh,wetookcareofthat,”Clarissesaid,smilingasshejoinedthelittlegroup.“Tellhim,Peg.”
“WehadO’Baileygetintouchwithoneofhisham-operatorfriendsinTexas.HecalledEugene
Ritter,whoownstheRitterOilCorporation,inHouston,”shesaid,“andtoldhimwhatwasreally
goingonoverhere.He’sgotamoratoriumonoildrillinginBarrerauntilGeneralMachado—excuse
me,PresidentMachado,”Pegcorrectedwithawidegrin,“isbackinpowerandcontactshim
directly.”
“Goodwork!”Grangesaid.“Hey,O’Bailey,howwouldyouliketobeheadofthemilitary
communicationsdefenseunithere?”headded,callingtotheyoungman.
O’Baileystoodup.“Saintsbepraised,I’llnotwitherawayinEbScott’strainingschool!”hestated.
“Truly,I’mflatteredbytheoffer,butIhavetothinkaboutitforabit.”
“Norush,”Grangesaid.“ElPresidentesaidtomaketheoffer.”
“Niceofhim,”O’Baileyadded.
***
RourkepulledupbehindGrange’sjeepandgotout.Heapproachedthecamp,stilldistantandgrim.
HewenttoClarisse,unhookedthecrossandputitinherhands.
“Youlookodd,”shesaid,hesitant.
Heliftedhischin.“Iwantyoutogohome.”
Sheshrugged.“IwasborninManaus,”shesaid.“Technically,SouthAmericaismyhome.”
“YouknowwhatImean.GohometoWashingtonandgivecocktailparties,”headdedcurtly.“Stay
outofcombatzones.”
Sheliftedaneyebrow.“Youcan’ttellmewhattodo,Rourke.”
Hisfacehardened.“Fine.Getyourselfkilled.”
“AndIdon’tneedpermissionforthat,either,thankyou.”Sheshifted.“DidtheyfindMiguel?”
Hisfacewentevencolder.“Ifoundhim.Hewon’tbetorturinganymorewomen.”
“Oh.”Shedidn’tknowwhatelsetosay,whethertothankhimorquestionhimorjustwalkaway.
“Iwouldneverhavewishedthatonyou,Tat,”hesaidinalow,quiettone.“Inspiteofour
differences.”
Sheavertedhereyes.“Thanks.”
Hedrewinalongbreath.“Ya.”
“AreyougoingbacktotheStates?”sheaskedafteraminute.
“Idon’tknowwhereI’mgoing.Idon’tplanahead.ItdependsonwhatMr.Kantorplansformeto
donext.”
Shestaredupathim.“Youneedtohavealifethatdoesn’trevolvearoundwhatMr.Kantorwants,
Stanton,”shesaiddaringly.
Hisoneeyeflasheddangerously.“Notyourbusiness.”
Shesighed.“No.You’reright.Notmybusiness.”Sheturnedaway.Shedidn’tspeaktohimagain.
***
Theceremonywasshortbutsweet.ReverendHarveyproducedacertificateofmarriage,hadit
witnessedbyRourkeandClarisseandnotarizedbyhimself.HehadGrangeandPegjoinhandsandhe
begantoreadthefamiliarmarriageceremonyfromtheBible.
Theygottothepartaboutexchangingringsandthecouplestaredateachotherwithhorror.
“Wedon’thaverings,”Grangegroaned.
“Ringscancomelater,”Pegsaid.“I’mgettingmarriedwithoutaweddingdress,sowecanget
marriedwithoutaring.”
“I’llbuyyouonetheminutewegettoacity,”Grangepromisedher.“ThebestoneIcanafford.”
Shesmiledupathim,beaming.“I’dsettleforthebandoffacigar,andyouknowit.”
Hechuckledandhuggedher.Heclearedhisthroat.“Sorry,Reverend,”hesaidatonce,andthe
amusedclergymanfinishedtheceremony.
“Inowpronounceyoumanandwife,”hesaidattheconclusion.Hesmiled.“Youmaykissthe
bride.”
GrangeturnedtoPegandlookeddownatherwitheyesthatwereatoncedarklypossessiveand
tender.“Mrs.Grange,”hesaidverysoftly,andbenttokissherwithbreathlesstenderness.
Shesmiledback,kissedhimtenderlyandhuggedhimclose.“Mrs.Grange,”sherepeated,tingling
alloveratthesoundofhernewname.Shecouldhardlybelievetheywerereallymarried.
ThemenshookhandswithGrangeandkissedPegonthecheek.
“PresidentMachadowantedtocomewithus,”Grangetoldhisbride,“buthehadamessto
straightenoutinthepresidentialoffices,andnotmuchtimetodoitin.Bytheway—”headdressed
O’Bailey“—thanksforgivingusaquickfixonthatmutantvirusyoucreated.Ineverwanttogeton
thebadsideofyou.I’dlosemyinternetrightsforever!”hejoked.
“Thatyouwould,boyo,”O’Baileysaidwithaflashofwhiteteeth.“Computersaremylife,sadly
foroldSapara.”
“Everything’sbackupandrunning,includingcommunications.PresidentMachadohasannounced
hiscomebacktotheworldmedia,”headded.HeglancedatRourke.“Didyoutellher?”heasked,
noddingtowardClarisse.
Rourkeshookhishead.
Grangesmiledattheblondewomaninthestainedblouse,herusuallyimmaculatehairruffledand
unruly…herfaceshowingthestrainofthepastdays.“PresidentMachadoisgoingtoawardyoua
medalforbraveryunderfire.”
“What?”Clarisseexclaimed,flushing.“Me?ButIdidn’tdoanything!”
“YouescapedfromprisonandgotyourtwofellowAmericansoutaswell,”Rourkesaidquietly.
“AsneatajobofitasI’veeverseen.Sneakedyourselfandtheprofessorsoutofthecityandkept
yournerve,despiteyourinjuries.Thestuffoflegends,Tat.”
SheflushedevenmorefromthelookinRourke’sdarkeyebeforeheavertedhisgazeandmoved
off,asifhehadn’twantedtomakethecommentinthefirstplace.
“Idon’tknowwhattosay,”Clarissefaltered.
Peghuggedher.“Nothingtosay.Youdidgreat!”
Shehuggedtheyoungerwomanback.“YouhavetocomeandvisitmeinWashingtononceina
while,”shesaid.“Bothofyou,”sheadded.“I’llgetyouthePresidentialSuiteatourlocalfive-star
hotel,”shecooed.“AndI’lltakeyoushopping,”sheaddedtoPeg.“Somethingtohelpmakeupfor
thewayIbehavedwhenwefirstmet.”
“I’vealreadytoldyou,there’snothingtomakeupfor,”Pegsaidgently.“I’vehadthegreatest
adventureofmylife!”
“Well,notyet,”Grangemurmuredwithpursedlipsashegrinnedather.“Marriageisgoingtobe
thegreatestadventureofbothourlives.”
“Youknow,he’sright,”Pegsaid,noddingenthusiastically.“Junglesareasnapcomparedto
makingamarriagework.”
“We’llmakeourswork,baby,”hetoldPeg,huggingherclose.
Shepressedagainsthimandsmiled.“Ofcoursewewill.”
***
Theyleftthevillageladenwithpresents.MariagavePegawovenbagandablanket,theonethe
youngwomanhadbeenworkingonattheloominthecentralhutinthevillage.Pegcriedandsaid
she’dneverforgetanyofthem.
TheprofessorsweredrivenbacktoMedina,alongwithRourkeandO’Baileyandthereverend,
whothoughttheremightbepeoplethereinneedofhimafterthebloodlesscoup.Enriquestayedinthe
villagewithhismother,torecuperateabitlonger.
ClarissehitchedaridewithGrangeandPegtoManaus,acrossbridgesthatwerealmostlosttothe
risingwater.Theyarrived,raggedandstainedanddirty,atthehotelwhereClarisseandPeghadleft
thebulkoftheirluggagewhatseemedlikesolongago.
Thedeskclerk,whoknewClarisse,staredatherwithastonishment.“Señorita,yourclothing…!”
Sheheldupahand.“Nottoworry,Carlos,I’vetakenupmudwrestlingwithcrocodiles.Ifyouthink
Ilookbad,youshouldseethecrocodile.”
Hehesitated,wide-eyed,andthenburstoutlaughing.
Shegrinned.“Ihopeyouhaven’tgivenupourroom.”
“Notatall.Anythingyourequirewillbeprovided.”
“I’llneedanadditionalroomalso.Asuite.Formyfriends,whoarenewlymarried.”Sheindicated
GrangeandPeg.
Grangestartedtoprotest.
Clarisseheldupherhandagain.“Aweddingpresent,”shetoldhim.“ThebestIhavetogive.Please.
Humorme.”
GrangelookedatPeg,whojustsmiledandshookherhead.
“Youcan’targuewithher,”shetoldhim,indicatingClarisse.“Youcan’twin.Justgivein
gracefullyandsaythank-you.”
“Thankyou,”Grangecapitulatedafteraminute,andhuggedClarisse.“Thankyouforeverything.”
“I’mtryingtomendfences,”Clarissesaid.“WithyouandPegatleast.Ican’tmendthemwith
Rourke.”
Herfacewassad.
Pegwonderedwhatwentonwiththosetwo,ClarisseandRourke,butshewasn’tgoingtopry.It
wasapparentthattheyhadalonghistorytogether,butsomethingkeptthemapart.
“Thankyouforourweddingpresent,”Pegsaid.
Clarissesmiled.“It’smypleasure.”
***
Theyhadasuitetothemselves,onethatoverlookedtherisingRioNegrointhedistance.Thejungle
canopywasjustvisibleacrossthehuge,beautifulmetropolitancityofManaus.
“Ithoughtofvillagesinthejungle,notamajorcitylikethis,whenIreadaboutSouthAmerica,”
Pegtoldhernewhusbandastheystaredoutthewindow.
“It’sactuallythehubofthearea,”hesaid.“Cruiseshipscometoporthere,andelectronicsarethe
majorindustry.It’safreeport.Notaxes.”
Sheturnedtohim,lookingupwithsoft,worshipfuleyes.“It’sbeenaverylongfewdays,”shesaid.
Henodded.Hesmoothedbackherhair.“Well,Idon’tknowaboutyou,butIneedabath.”
Shelaughed.“Ido,too.”
Hewavedhertowardthebathroom.“Ladiesfirst.Unlessyouwanttoshare.Toconservewater,I
mean.”
Shehesitated,staringathimasshetriedtocomprehendwhetherornothewasteasing.Herblush
grewredderandredder.
Hesawherembarrassment,andfeltthedifficultyofthisnewrelationshipkeenly.Heframedher
faceinhishands.“It’sallright,”hesaidsoftly.“It’sallasnewtomeasitistoyou.We’lljusttakeit
onestepatatime.Youhaveabath.I’llhaveabath.We’llhaveanicesupperandaglassofwine—yes,
Iknow,Idon’tdrink,butaglassofwineisn’taddictive,”headdedwhensheprotested.“Thenwe’llgo
fromthere.Okay?”
Shehuggedhim.“Thanksforunderstanding.Ihatebeingshy.Ishouldbealloveryou…Ishould
knoweverythingtodo…”
Hestoppedthewordswithhismouth.“Iloveitthatyoudon’tknowwhattodo,”hesaid.“Idon’t
knowwhattodo,either,exceptforwhatI’velearnedfrommoviesandbooksandlisteningtoother
men.Sowestarteven.Ilikethat.”
“Ilikethat,too.”Shemovedback.“I’llgotakeabath.”
“Usesoap,”hedirected.
Shemadeafaceathim.
“Usewater,”headdedassheclosedthedoorbehindher.
Shemadeanoise.
Hechuckledandwenttoordersupperfromroomservice.
13
Peghadagown,butClarissehadinsistedontakinghershoppingbeforetheypartedtogototheir
respectivesuites.SoPeghadapinknegligeethatcosttheearth,withamatchingpeignoir.Thesilk
barelycoveredhersmall,tautbreastsandlacehintedatthecurvesunderneath.Thegownwentallthe
waytoherankles.Sheleftherblondhairlongaswell,dryingitinthebathroomsothatithungtoher
waist,inasoftthickcurtain.Shelookedinthemirrorwithsurprise.Shelookedolder,moremature.
Shelikedthewayshelooked.
Sherecalledanuncomfortableconversationwithherfatherearlier,whenshe’dcomebackfrom
shopping.Hehadbeenlividabouthersuddendisappearance.
“IcalledCashGrier,andhestartedcallingpeople,”EdLarsonragedoverabadconnectionwith
static.“Iwasbesidemyself!”
“I’mreallysorry,Dad.I’llmakeituptoyou.Ipromise.Ihavesomuchtotellyou.It’sbeenthe
greatestsortofadventureandIgotmarried…”Shebitherlip.Sheshouldn’thaveblurteditoutlike
that.
Therewasanominouspause.“Whodidyoumarry?SomeSouthAmericansmooth-talkingRomeo
withtenwives…?”
“ImarriedWinslowGrange.”
Therewasanaudibleintakeofbreath.“YoumarriedWinslow?”heexclaimed.
“Yes.”Shehesitated.“We’llbehomesoon,Ipromise.Ihaveanewfriendwho’saphotojournalist
andsheseemstobeamillionaireaswell.Shegotusasuiteinthehotelforourhoneymoonandtook
meshopping…She’sbeengreat.”
“I’mjustspeechless,”herfathersaid.Therewasathud,asifhesatdownhardintherockingchair
hehadinthelivingroom.“Speechless!”
“Iknowit’sashockandI’msorryIdidn’ttellyouwhatwasgoingon.Buttheupshotisthatwewon
thewar.GeneralMachadoisnowbackinpowerandex-presidentSaparaisinajailcellawaitingtrial
onchargesofhightreason.Wedidn’tevenloseaman,althoughwedidhaveafewwhowere
woundedinthestreetfightingafterSaparawascaptured.”
“Andwherewereyouwhileallthiswasgoingon?”heasked,horrified.
“IwasinasmallnativevillagejustinsidetheborderofBarrera.Therewasananthropologist
hidingoutthere…She’smadeanamazingdiscovery.Andthereweretwocollegeprofessors,a
doctor,aProtestantminister…!”
“You’remakingthisup!”
Shelaughed.“No,Dad,I’mnotmakingitup.Itwilltakedaystotellyouthewholestory.Butit’s
gotahappyending.Really.”
Hesighed.“Well,aslongasyoumarriedsomeonesensiblethatIapproveof,Iwon’tfuss.When
areyoucominghome?”
“Itwillbeafewdays,”shesaid.Sheclearedherthroat.“WinslowandIwanttoseeManaus
together.Sofar,allwe’veseenisjungleandriversandcrocodiles.”
“Crocodiles?”
“It’sokay,theydidn’teatanybody,”shesaidquickly.Thensherememberedsomethingshe’d
overheardaboutthemannamedMiguel,whohadtorturedClarisse,havingrunrightintoanestof
crocodilesneartheriver.Odd.“Imean,theydidn’teatanyofourpeople,”sheamended.
“Well,Isupposeifitendswell,itiswell,”heconceded.Helaughed.“Soyou’remarried.Mrs.
Grange.That’swonderful,Peg.Iwishyoucouldhavebeenmarriedhere,though….”
“Notaproblem.I’llgetawhitedressandwe’lldoitagainwhenwegethome,”sheadded.“I
wouldn’tmindachurchwedding.Wehadasimplecivilservice,althoughitwasverynice.The
ministerisabraveman.Hewalkedrightintoahailofbulletstryingtosavethenativepeoplefroma
bunchofSapara’sthugswhoweretryingtorunthemofftheirlandforoilexploration.”
“Say,therewassomethinginthenewsaboutthat,”hesaidquickly.“AboutRitterOilCorporation
pullingoutofexplorationinBarrerabecauseofseriousdisagreementswiththeexisting
government.”
“I’llbettheygoback,now.PresidentMachadowon’tletanyonethreatenthenativetribes.”
“I’llbettheydo,too,”herfatherreplied.“Oilisthebigdealrightnow.Weneeditbadly,ifwe’reto
continueasacivilization.”
“Don’tstart,”sheteased.
“Okay.Haveanicehoneymoonandthenpleasecomebackhomeandcook.I’mtiredofeating
charcoal.”Hepausedagain.“Ineedtofindahouseofmyown….”
“Youarenotmovinganywhere,”Pegsaidfirmly.“We’reafamily.Welivetogether.”
Hechuckled.“Okay.ButmaybeI’lltakeavacationwhenyoutwocomehome.Mr.Pendleton
offeredtosendmeouttoColoradoforsomeranchingmanagementseminar.Saidhe’dputmeupata
five-starhotelandletmeeatwhateverIwanted.Aftercookingformyselfallthistime,it’stempting.”
“Tellhimyou’llgo,”sheadvised.“Youneedsometimeoff.”
“Well,I’llgoafterNewYear ’s,”hesaid.“I’vemissedyou,girl.AndI’vebeenworriedoutofmy
mind.”
“I’mreallysorryaboutthat,”shesaidsoftly.“Really.”
“Iguessitgoeswiththejobwhenyou’reafather.SoMachado’spresidentagain.That’sreallygreat
news.”
“CouldyoucallBarbaraFerguson,doyouthink,andhavehertellRickthathisfatherisnowhead
ofasovereignnationagain?”
“Thatwouldbemypleasure,”hereplied.“Thatgeneralhasbeendownherevisiting,andtakingher
aroundtown.TookhertotheoperainSanAntonio,Iheard.”
“Well!”
“Kindofsad,yourememberthatboywhosefatherjustkilledhimself…theonethatgotGrangein
somuchtrouble?”
Herheartskipped.Shehadvisionsofhimlyinginwaitforthemwhentheywenthome.She’d
forgottenthethreatuntilhow.“Yes,Iremember,”shesaidsolemnly.
“Jumpedofftheroofofaten-storybuildingtwodaysago,”hecontinuedquietly.“Theysaidhewas
highasakiteandtoldhispartyingfriendsthathecouldfly.Thenheofferedtodemonstrate.Pitythat
peopleletdrugsgetsuchaholdonthem.”
PegwasthinkingofClarisseandthedangershe’dbeenin.ThatcouldeasilyhavebeenClarisse.
“It’sverysad,”shesaidaloud.
“Well,I’llletyougo.Iknowthiscall’scostingafortune.Youcomehome.Letmeknowwhenand
I’llmeetyouandWinslowattheSanAntonioairport.Okay?”
“Okay,Dad!”shesaidbrightly.
“Andcongratulations,tobothofyou.Can’tthinkofanybodyintheworldthatI’dratheryou
married.”
“Thanks.”
“I’lltalktoyousoon.”
She’dhadherbathandbrushedherhair.Shestoodatthemirrorandlookedatherselfwithquiet
wonder.Shelookedsodifferent!
Winslowwasjustcomingoutofthebathroom.Hewaswearingsilkboxershortsandnothingelse.
Helookedincrediblysexy,withhishair-coveredchestbare,themusclesinhisarmsandlegs
displayed.Pegjustcaughtherbreath.
Hepursedhislips.“Well,aren’tyouabeautifulsight!”heexclaimed,hiseyessketchingher.“Ilike
thegown.”
Sheshruggedandmanagedasmile,althoughshewasverynervous.“Iliketheboxershorts,”she
said,flushing.“Roomservicebroughtfoodandabottleofwine.Iworemyraincoatuntilheleft.”She
shiftednervously.“Helaughed.”
Hemadeaface.“Lethim.Heprobablyhastospendhisnightswithatelevisionsetinsteadofa
woman.”
Shelaughed.“Iwasjustthinkingthat.Sowehavefoodandwine,andwillithurt?”sheblurtedout
suddenly,flushingagain.
Hiseyebrowsarched.
Sheturnedredderandloweredhereyes.“Sorry,Ijustopenmymouthandwordspourout.”
Hemovedcloser,framingherfaceinhiswarm,gentlehandsandsearchedhergreeneyeswithhis
darkones.“Itmight,”hereplied.“Firsttimesaren’teasy,theysay.ButI’llbeascarefulasIcannotto
hurtyou.”Heshruggeduncomfortably.“It’shardforme,too,Peg.I’veneverdoneit,either.”
“Didn’tyoueverwantto?”sheaskedinawhisper.
“Onceortwice,”heconfessed.“Butneverenoughtotaketherisks.”
“Youmeandiseasesandstuff.”
“ImeanthatIbelievesexandmarriagegohandinhand,”hereplied.“It’sanold-fashioned,out-of-
dateattitude,butIcan’tchange.Iwon’tchange.Theworldmaynotrecognizeanydifferencebetween
rightandwrong,butpeopleoffaithdo.There’sanobility,anidealism,abouttwopeoplekeeping
themselveschasteuntilmarriage,discoveringallthewondersofbeingtogetherforthefirsttime.”He
smiled.“Ithinkit’ssexy,”hesaidinadeep,velvetytone.
Shelaughedsoftly.“Me,too,”shesaid.
Herhandstangledinthesoft,thickhairoverthewarmmusclesofhischest.“Ithinkyou’revery
sexy,too.”
Hetiltedherfaceuptohisandbenttosmoothhissensualmouthoverhersoftlips.“Honeyand
sugar,”hewhisperedashistongueteasedherlips.
Shemovedalittlecloser,warmingtotheslow,easyrhythmofhismouthonhers.Shefeltsafe.
Secure.Loved.Shereachedupandlinkedherarmsaroundhisneckwhilehekissedher.Hebrought
herbodycompletelyagainsthisandshegasped.Itwaslikebeingnude.Therewasonlyawhisper-thin
layerofsilkbetweenherbreastsandhischest,andeventhatwassuddenlyfartoomuch.
Shemadeasoundinherthroatandhereactedtoitatonce.Hishandssmoothedthetinystrapsof
thegownandthesleevesofthepeignoirdownherarms,baringherpretty,hard-tippedbreaststohis
hungryeyes.Aflushrandownhishighcheekbonesashelookedatherwithpurehunger.
Sheshiveredandarchedupalittle.“It’sokay,ifyouwanttotouchthem.Iwantyouto,somuch!”
“Baby,”hewhisperedashisbighandsclosedaroundherwaist,disposingofthesilkygarments,
“youcan’timaginewhatIwanttodotothem.”
Ashespoke,heliftedherclearoffthefloorandburiedhismouthagainstthatsoft,warm,firmly
mountedskin.Shegaspedattheincrediblesurgeofpleasureitbrought,andherhandsdugintothe
backofhishead,coaxinghimtokeepdoingit.
Shefelthimwalktowardthebedroom,butshewastoofargonetocarewhathedid,aslongashe
didn’tstop.
Heslidontothecoverletwithher,onehandgoingurgentlytothewaistbandofhisboxershorts.He
kickedthemoutofthewaywhilehismouthopenedonhersoftbreastandtookitalmostcompletely
inside.Histongueslidoverit,teasingthenipplesothatitwentevenharderandshemoaned,almostin
anguish,andbegantomoveinvoluntarilyagainsthisbody.
Hismouthslidupherthroattocoverherchinandthenherlips,insistentandhungryashenudged
herlegsapartwithhiskneeandsettledbetweentheminstarkintimacy.
Shewantedtoprotestthatshewasn’tsureshewasready,buthismouthwasmakinghercrazy.She
felthimprobeatthesoftnessthathadneverknownaman’stouch.Sheopenedhermouth,buthis
covereditagain,devouringit,whilehishanddidsomethingshockingtothatpartofherthathewas
touching.
Justasshestartedtoprotest,aflashofpleasurethatwasalmostprimevalliftedherhipscompletely
offthebed.Shefollowedhishand,trembling,aching,hereyessuddenlywide-open,lookingstraight
intohisashemovedontoherbodywithintent.
Hepushedintoherandmadearoughsound,shudderingwithhisfirsttasteofintimacy.Hishands
restedbesideherhead,hiseyesprobinghersashisbodyslowlymergedwithhers.
“Oh…my…goodness,”shechokedout,shiveringwitheachslow,firmmovementofhiships.
“It’snotevengoingtobebad,isit?”hewhisperedunsteadily.“Here.Thiswillmakeiteasier,”he
added,whenshegrimacedasthebarrierbegantobreak.Hetouchedheragain,moreconfidentnow,
andwatchedtoseehowherbodyreactedtotheblatantintimacy.Helookeddownather,sawhersoft
bodyopentohim,sawhimselfgoingintoher,slowly,slowly,slowly…!
Heshudderedandgroanedharshly.“Peg,”hebitoff.Hiseyesclosedonawaveofpleasureunlike
anythinghe’deverknown.
Shegasped.“Gosh,you’re…big,”shewhispered,hereyeswideandshocked.
“Yes,baby,and…gettingbigger…bythesecond,”hemurmuredashepushedintoherwitha
rhythmthatwasatonceinsistentandwelcome.“Menswell…whenthey’reexcited.”
“Areyou…excited?”sheaskedbluntly.
“Yes.Yes,baby.Yes!”Hewasmovinghishipsashespoke,shivering.Oneleanhandwentunder
herhipstoliftheruptothehard,deepthrusts.“No,don’tcloseyoureyes,Peg,”hesaidhuskily.“I
wanttowatch.”
Sheflushed.Hewasseeingherinanintimacythatshe’dneversharedwithanyone,anditwasso
starkandearthythatsheknewshe’drememberitallherlife.Thisfirsttime.Thisfirstjoining.
Henudgedherlegsapartevenmoreandmovedroughlybetweenthem,invadinghersoftfleshwith
deep,hardmovementsthatmadehercryoutinastrangehigh-pitchedtone.Butitwasn’tfrompain.
Thepleasurewassokeenthatitalmosthurt.
Hernailsdugintohispowerfularms.Shelookedstraightintohiseyesastherhythmtookonan
urgencythatliftedherhungrilytowardeverythrust.Sheshudderedandshudderedasthetensionbuilt
likeawildthing,untilshethoughtitwouldtearherapart.
Hehesitated,poisedaboveher,hismanhoodsoarousedthatheshookalloverwiththeforceofit.
“Watch,”hewhisperedinadeep,harshtone.“Watchmedoit.”
Andashespoke,heplungedintohersodeeply,sohungrily,thatshefeltthetensionsnapwiththe
forceofatreefalling.
Shecriedout,hervoiceshaking,herbodyshaking,asshefelttheclimaxwashoverherlikeawall
oflava.Heblurredinhereyes,whileshemovedurgentlyunderhim,desperatetokeepthatpleasure,
toholdontoit,toneverletitstop,never,never,never…!
Hearcheddownintoheratlastandcriedoutinabrokenvoiceashisbody,too,surrenderedto
passionandfoundfulfillment.Hethrustdownrhythmically,helplessly,tryingtoprolongthe
unbearablepleasure.Butalltoosoon,itwasgone,andnothingwouldbringitback.Hecollapsedonto
herdampbody,shiveringwithherintheaftermath.
Sheclungtohim.Herlipspressedagainsthiswarmshoulder,feelingthemoistureonit.Shefelt
him,stilldeepinsideherbody,withasenseofwonder.Sothiswashowitwas,amanandawoman,
joining,belongingtoeachother.Shehadn’tdreamedtherewouldbesomuchpleasureinit.
“Sorry,”hewhisperedafteraminute.Hischestroseandfell.“Ilostit,thereattheend.Ididn’thurt
youtoomuch…?”headdedworriedlyasheliftedhishead.
Shepushedbacktheunrulydampblackhairthatfellontohisforehead.“Ididn’tnotice,”shesaid,
andthenlaughedshyly.
Helaughed,too.“Ididn’trealizeitwouldfeellikethat,”heconfessedalittleuncomfortably.
“Readingaboutitanddoingitaredifferentthings.”
“Inoticed.”Shetouchedhismouthwithherfingertips.Hewasbeautifultoher.Sobeautiful.“I
couldn’tbelieveyoureallywantedmeforkeeps.I’mnotevenpretty.AndI’msmall,here.”She
indicatedherpertbreasts.
“Ilikeyousmall,here,”hewhispered,andbenttoopenhismouthandsuckleher.Sheshivered.
Heliftedhishead.Hisbodywasswellingagain.Shefeltit,andreactedtoitwithaslow,deep
rotationofherhips.
Hedrewinalongbreath.“Peg…”
Shediditagain.Shewatchedhimshudder.“Ilikethat,”shewhispered.“Ilikemakingyouhungry.”
“Ican’tstop,ifIstart.”
Shesmiledinanewway,aconfidentway,andthrustherhipsupagainsthis,wheretheywerestill
joined.“Promises,promises…!”
Hismouthcrusheddownoverhers.Itwasalongtime,averylongtime,beforetheyremembered
thecoldcutsoniceinthelivingroom,andtheuntouchedbottleofwine.
***
TheywanderedaroundManausthreedayslater,handinhand,visitingthezoo,andtheIndian
Museum,andspeculatingonwhathadhappenedtoColonelPercyFawcettin1925whenhewentinto
thejunglewithonlyhissonandhisson’sbestfriendinsearchofElDorado.Noneofthepartyof
threewasevertobeseenagain.Booksdealtwithspeculation,butthemysterywasneversolved.
“Perhapsthat’swhyitfascinatespeople,”Pegsaidastheystrolledthroughtheplacewheresomeof
Fawcett’sdispatchesandartworkweredisplayed.“It’sbecausewedon’tknowwhathappenedthat
we’reinterested.”
Henodded.“Itwassadforhisfamily.Hehadadaughterandason,andhiswife,stillliving.Not
knowing,hopingthathemightstillreturn.Itwasn’tmuchofalifeforthem.”
“Irememberreadingthathefelthislife’sworkwouldbeafailureifhedidn’tfindthelostcity.”
ShestoppedandlookedupatGrange.“Buthegavehisjournalstotheworld.Foreightyyears,since
hisyoungestsonfirstpublishedthem,they’vegivenadventureandromancetogenerationsofpeople
aroundtheworld.Armchairadventurerswhocan’tdelveintothejungleandlearnitsmysteries.
Wouldn’tyoucallthatalife’sworkthathadvalue,thatwasworthwhile?”sheadded.“BecauseI
would.Ithinktheinsighthegaveintotheworldhediscoveredisalegacyevenmorepowerfulthan
findingalostcity.”
Hesmiled.“ItseemsourfriendMaddiemayhavedonejustthat,”hetoldher.“Apparentlythose
ruinsshediscoveredaregoingtorewriteAmazonianhistory.She’snotthefirsttofindremnantsofa
highculturehere,either.Thereareseveralotherarchaeologistsdownheredigging,includinga
youngmanfromtheUniversityofFloridawho’swrittenabookabouthisdiscoveries.There’salsoa
femalearchaeologistwho’sadirectdescendantofPresidentTheodoreRoosevelt.Theex-president
spentweeksinthejunglehereandwroteabouthisownexperiencesjustafterhelosthisbidfor
reelection.Fascinatingstuff.I’llhavetolendyousomeofmybooks.”
Shestoodontiptoeandkissedhim.“Wecanreadthemtogether,”shewhispered.“Whenwerunout
ofthingstodoatnight.”
Hepursedhislipsandhisdarkeyestwinkleddownintohers.“Thatmighttakeafewyears.”
“Orafewdecades.”Shelaughedassheturnedbacktotheexhibit.“Thisisahoneymoonwe’ll
enjoytellingourkidsaboutoneday.”
Hewaslookingatherspeculatively.“Iwouldn’tmindkids,whenwe’vehadsometimetogetherto
travelandexplore.”
Shesmiled.“Me,either.Somethingtolookforwardto.”
Henodded.“Yes,itis.”
***
Clarissewentwiththemtotheairport.She’dhadabriefwordwithRourkebeforetheyleftthehotel,
andithadn’tbeenapleasantconversation,fromappearances.Shewalkedawayfromhimwhiteinthe
face,withoutspeaking,andshedidn’tlookback.
SheforcedasmileforGrangeandPeg,though,andwentthroughcustomsandpassportcontrol
withthesmilepinnedtoherface.
***
TheflighttoMiamiwaspleasant,butverylong.Clarisse,Pegnoted,sleptmostoftheway.WhenPeg
andGrangewerereadytomaketheconnectingflighttoSanAntonio,Clarissesaidhergoodbyes.
“I’mgoingbacktoWashingtonnow,”shesaid,“forafewweeks,whileIgetoverthepastones,”
sheaddedwithalaughthatwasn’treallyhumorousatall.“ThenI’mgoingtofindsomething
worthwhiletodo.Somethingthatdoesn’tinvolvecocktailparties.”
“Trytostayoutoftrouble,willyou?”Pegteased.
Clarissesighedandhuggedher.“I’lldomybest.Thanksforeverything,Peg.Ioweyoualot.”
Pegkissedtheotherwoman’scheek.“Youdon’towemeathing.Icanwritemymemoirs,now.I’ll
havesomeextraordinarystoriestotellaboutlifeinthejungle!”
“Indeedyouwill.”SheshookhandswithGrange.She’dtriedtobuyhimabusinessclassticket
home,butGeneralMachadohadtakencareofthat.“Youtakecareofmyfriend.”
Hegrinned.“I’lldothat.Watchyourself.”
Clarissenodded.Shegavethembothalastlookandwalkedawaytobaggageclaim.
***
PegandGrangehadtimeforasnackandacupofcoffeebeforetheirflighttoSanAntoniowas
called.Theystrolledthroughtheairporthandinhand,lookinginstorewindowsandjustenjoying
theirnewrelationship.
***
Theflighthomewasshorterthantheothers,thankGod,butPegwaswiltingwhentheywalkedonto
theconcourse.Herfatherwastherewaitingforthem,lookingworriedanduneasyuntilhespotted
them.
HeburstoutlaughingandhuggedPeg.“Iloveyou.Imissedyou.Ifyoueverdothistomeagain,
I’llhavehimgroundyou.”HepointedtoGrange.
“Nottoworry.”Grangechuckled,embracingtheolderman.“I’llstayhomeforawhile.Shewon’t
haveanyreasontogolookingforme.Thanksforcomingtomeetus,Dad.”
Thewordcameoutsoeasilythatitseemedperfectlynatural.Edshookhishead.“Alwayswanteda
boyofmyown,”hemused,grinning.
“Youcantakemefishing,”Grangepromised.“Butrightnow,Icoulddowithameal.Howabout
you,honey?”heaskedPeg.
“Icouldindeed.I’llcookus…”
“You’llcooknothing,”Edinterrupted.“Barbara’sgoteverythingreadyinthecafé.Themeal’son
her.”
“Well!”Pegexclaimed.“Howniceofher!”
“There’saprice,”Edmurmured.“SheandRickwanttoknowallabouttherevolution,soyou’d
betterbereadytotalk.Rick’swifeisinterested,too.Youknowwhosheworksfor.”
“Yes,wedo,”Grangerepliedwithasmile.“Shehassomegreatconnections.Includingoneofmy
bestfriends,herfather,who’snowheadofthe…well,thatletteragencyIadmiresomuch.”
Theyalllaughed.
***
RickMarquezgreetedthemlikelostfamily.“How’smydad?”washisfirstquestion.
“Thriving,anduptohisearsinbusiness,”Grangereplied.Theyallsatdownaroundatableagainst
thewallwhileBarbaramotionedtooneofhercookstostartbringingoutfood.“Sapara’sgotanice
cellalltohimself.Couldn’thappentoanicerguy,”headded.Heshookhishead.“Amanwho’llorder
awomantorturedwilldoanything.”
“Awoman?”BarbarastaredatPegwithhorror.
“Notme,”Pegsaidquickly.“AphotojournalistwhowaswithusinBarrera.Sherefusedtotell
Sapara’smenanythingsheknewaboutacounterrevolution.Diditsowellthatsheconvincedhim
nothingwasgoingonexceptthatshewaslookingfortwomissingcollegeprofessorsforher
newsmagazine.”
“Whatabravewoman,”Barbarasaid.
“Youdon’tknowthehalfofit,”Pegsaidgrimly.“Herdriverwasshot,thecollegeprofessorshad
beenalmoststarvedduringtheirimprisonment.Shegottheprofessorsoutandfoundawaytoget
backtothelittlenativevillagewhereIwasstaying.Oh,cornonthecob!Myfavorite!Andbarbecue…
IthinkI’vediedandgonetoheaven,”sheexclaimedasfoodwasplacedonthetable.
Barbarachuckled.“Iknowhowmuchyoulikeit.Digin.”
“Thisisreallyniceofyou,”EdLarsoncommented.
“Yes,”Grangeagreed,andPegnoddedassheworkedherwayaroundabutteredearofcorn.
“Ithoughtyou’dbehungry.Besides,hewantedtoknowabouthisdad.”Sheindicatedheradopted
son,RickMarquez,whowashangingoneveryword.
“I’vebeenconcerned,”Ricksaid.
“Everybodyhas,includingmydaughter-in-law.”Barbaranodded.“Shegotcalledintotheofficean
hourago.Somenewhomicide.She’sreallygoodatherjob.”
“Yes,sheis,”Ricksaid,grinning.“NowI’vegotcompetitionandinmyowndepartment!”
“Thatdoesn’tsoundlikeacomplainttome,”Pegteased.
“It’snot,”Rickreplied.“She’sgreatcompany.FinallyI’vegotsomebodytogotolunchwith!
WhenI’mnotathome,”hequalified,winkingathismother.
“Onequestion,”Barbaracontinued.“HowintheworlddidyouendupinthejunglesofSouth
America,Peg,dear?”
Peghesitated,withthecorncob,half-finished,inmidairwhileshetriedtothinkofawaytoexplain
hertripwithoutincriminatinghernewfriendClarisse.
“Well,it’slikethis,”Grangerepliedforher.“Iknowthiswomanwhoworksforthewireservices.
She’sindependentlywealthyandsheowedmeafavor.”Heheldupahand.“Iknowitwas
irresponsibleofmetoaskhertobringPegouttoSouthAmerica,andIknowitwasdangerous.But
honesttoGod,ImissedhersomuchIwasaboutnuts!”headded,andwithsuchfervorthatPeg
couldn’tbelievehewasacting.
TherewasapauseintheconversationwhileGrangelookedathisnewwifewitheyesthatalmost
consumedherface.
Edpickeduphiscup,fulloffreshlybrewedcoffee,andlaughed.“IguessIcanunderstandthat.
Sinceitturnedoutwell,andyoucamebackmarried,Idon’thaveanyroomtocomplain.SoIwon’t.”
“Itmusthavebeenfrightening,though,”Barbarasaid.“That’sstilluncivilizedcountry,isn’tit?I
mean,don’tallthepeopleliveingrasshutsinthejungleandhuntandfish…?”
“Barbara,Manausisoneofthemostmoderncitiesonearth,”Pegcommented.“Ithasovera
millionandahalfcitizensandit’sthecenterofthearea’selectronicindustry.Besidesallthat,it’sa
freeport.Cruiseshipscomeuptoitfromtheocean.It’scalledthe‘ParisoftheTropics.’”
Barbaragapedather.“Well,see,youdon’tlearnthatonthenews.”
“No,they’retoobusytellingyoueveryfacetofeverycelebrity’sprivateaffairsandpostingchatter
fromsocialsitestotellyouanythingreallyinformative,”EdLarsonmuttered.
“Hedoesn’twatchtelevision.”Pegindicatedherfather.“Hethinksit’sevil.”
“Actuallyitisevil,”Barbaraagreed.“Everybodyonmyconspiracywebsiteagreesthatthe
mainstreammediamakesupmostofthenewsanyway.Ifyouwanttoknowwhat’sgoingoninthe
world,we’llknowitbeforeitevenflashesonthescreenofanetworktelevisionstation.Forexample,
whenAnakKrakataustartederupting,didyouhearthatonTV?Orwhentheystartedhaving
thousandsofearthquakesonElHierro,thatvolcanointheCanaryIslands,wasthatreporteduntilit
hadbeengoingonforweeks?”
“Conspiracynut,cough,”Ricksaidfacetiously,noddingtowardhismother.
“Iamnotanut.Butthereareconspiracies,”sheinformed.“Askyourfather-in-law.”Shefrowned,
staringatGrange.“Imeanttoask,didyouhearaboutwhathappenedtothesonofthatmanwho
forcedyououtofthemilitary?Hekilledhimselfjustafterhisfather ’ssuicide.”
Grangenodded.“Pegtoldme.Asadbusiness.Verysad.”
“Yes.Drugsruinsomanyyounglives.”
Peg,whohadreasontoknowfromClarisse’sexperience,onlynodded,too.
14
Theweddingwasatownsocialevent.AllofEbScott’screwshowedup,alongwithanumberofother
ex-mercsincludingCashGrierandColbyLaneandhiswife,fromtheRitterOilCorporationin
Houston.
Peg,drippingwhitelacefromacouturesatingown—courtesyofGraciePendleton,whorefusedto
takenoforananswer—walkeddowntheaisleofthelocalPresbyterianchurchtothesoundofthe
weddingmarch,smilingfromeartoearasshejoinedWinslowGrangeatthealtar.
Theministerwho’dknownthembothforyearssmiledbenevolentlyashereadtheserviceand,at
last,pronouncedthemmanandwife.Thistimetherewereringsexchanged.Edhadgivenhisdaughter
aweddingringthathadbelongedtohergrandmother,aprettythingthatwasafamilyheirloom.Itwas
joinedbyasmalldiamondengagementringthatGrangehadinsistedongivingher.He,too,was
wearingaring,asimplewidecircleofgold.Theysharedasecondweddingkiss,muchmorerelaxed
thanthelastoneinajunglecamp,andwalkeddowntheaisletothecongratulationsandlaughterof
theweddingguests.
Therewasareceptionatthechurch’sfellowshiphall,cateredbymanylocalwomen.
ColbyLanewasintroducedtoPeg.He,inturn,introducedhiswife,aprettyblondewomanwho
turnedouttobeaworkingDEAagent.
“Wedidn’tmeantocrashthewedding,butIwantedtothankyoupersonally,”Colbysaid,“formy
boss,EugeneRitter.HehadnoideawhatwasgoingoninBarrera,orthathisprojectwasthreatening
thenativetribes.Hewasoutraged.”
“Iknewhewouldbe,”Pegsaidsimply.“Mr.Ritterhasareputationforfairplay.”
“It’swellearned.”
“NowthatPresidentMachadoisbackinthepresidentialbuilding,”Grangeadded,“he’dlovetotalk
toyouaboutthatoilproject.Thistime,itwillbedoneright,withtheconsentofthenativepeopleand
thegovernment.”
“I’lltellhim,”Colbysaid.Hepursedhislipsandhisdarkeyesflashed.“Rumoristhatyoumay
becomethechiefofstaffofMachado’sarmy.”
Grangedidn’tletahintofexpressionshow.“That’sthetalk.Nothing’sbeendecided,though.”
“Itwouldbeapeachofajob,”Colbycommented.
“Yes.He’sagreatguy,”Grangeagreed.
***
Later,whentheywerealonetogetherintheranchhouse—Edhavingdiscreetlyleftfortheconference
he’dtoldPegaboutonthephone—PegcurledupbesideGrangeinbed.
“Whataboutthatjob?”sheasked.
Hesighed.Hisfingerstangledinhersoftblondhair,twiningitaroundthem.“Idon’tknow,baby.
It’sabigchange.ItwillmeanlivinginBarrerafortheforeseeablefuture.Thehospitalhasgone
downhillwithSapara’sneglect,andmanydoctorsleftthecountryunderhisregime.Itwilltaketime
torebuildallthat.Therearesomedangeroustropicaldiseases.Manyofthemdon’tshowupfor
years,andtheycankillyou.”
Sherolledoveragainsthim,savoringthecleansmellofhispowerfulbodybesideher.“Lifekills
youeventually.”
Helookeddownathersolemnly.“Itwouldbearisk.Especiallyifwehadachild.”
Shesmiledlazily.“Wecanhaveachildwhenwe’reready.Forafewyears,wecouldhelpthe
generalgethiscountrysecureandIcouldfindawaytohelp,maybeintheorphanage.Thereverend
Harveywastellingmehowdesperatetheywereforsomeonetotakechargeofit.Nobodywantsthe
job.”
“You’dgo?”heaskedwithafrown.“You’reahomebody.Youdon’tevenlikegoinguptoSan
Antoniotoeatout.”
Shesmiled.“IthinkI’mlearninghowinterconnectedeverythingis,”shesaid.“Weallbelongtothis
bigfamily.SortoflikeJacobsvilleandComancheWells,butonaglobalscale.Ilikethegeneral.I
knowtherewillberisks,buthe’sgoingtoneedallthehelphecanget.Wedon’twantchildrenright
away,sowecanwaituntilwe’resettledforthemtocomealong.Dadcancomeandvisit.Wecan
comebackandvisithim.It’snotthatfaraway.”
“Youneverceasetoamazeme,baby,”hesaid.
Shesighed.“I’vehadanadventure.It’schangedme,justalittle.Iwouldn’tmindstayinginBarrera
forafewyears.Thenwhenyou’vehadenough,whenyouhavethearmythewayyouthinkitneedsto
be,youcancomehomeandbearancherandI’llbearancher ’swife,ifthat’swhatyouwant.Dadcan
runtheranchwhilewe’regone.He’llmakeitgrow.”
Herolledheroveronthebedandlookeddownintoherrapteyes.“You’vegotalltheanswers
tonight,”hemurmuredwithasoftsmile.
“Well,notquiteall.”Sheshiftedandtuggedawaythetopofhergown,watchingthewayhisdark
eyessettledonherbreastswithachinghunger.“I’mstillworkingonthemysteryoflife.Wanttohelp
mefurthermyeducation…?”
Hismouthopenedonthehardnipple,whilehishandsquicklyremovedallthefabricintheway.
“Thisisonefunwaytolearnthings,”hemurmuredhuskily.“Slideyourlegaroundmine.That’sit!”
Shemoanedasthechangedpositionmadethepleasureevenhotter.Shearcheduptomeetthehard
downwardthrustofhiships.Itwassoeasynow;therewasneveranydiscomfort,onlyadelightthat
seemedtofeedonitself.
“You’rehotinside,”hewhisperedintoherearasheshiftedsuddenlywitharoughmovementofhis
hips.“Soft,andhot!”
“Hungry…too,”shegasped.“Oh,yes,dothat…!Doitagain!”
Hishandslidunderherandheshifted,laughingthroughhispleasureatthemoanthattoreoutof
herarchedthroat.“Inevergettiredofwatchingyou,”hewhispered.“Youneverholdanythingback.
Yougiveandgiveandgive.”
Shewastoobreathlesstoanswerhim.Shearchedupagain,lookingintohiseyesasthepleasure
begantobuildinher,likelittleripplesthatgrewslowly,relentlessly,intoriptides.“Oh,gosh!”shebit
off.
“Itgetsbettereverytime,doesn’tit?Holdontight,”hegroundout.“Tight,baby,tight,tight,
tight…!”
Shefelthishandunderher,guidingherhipsintothehard,rhythmicthrustofhisbodyashedrove
intoher.
“Ican’tbearit,”shesobbed.
“Sogood,”hewhisperedbrokenly.“Sogood,sogood…!”
Hecriedoutasthetensionsuddenlybroke,leavinghimshudderingoverher.Shewrappedherlong
legsaroundhishipsandarcheduptotrytoholdhimthere,keepthepleasure,neverletgoofit.But
alltoosoon,herowntensionsnappedandshecollapsedunderhisweight,holdinghimtoher,
shiveringinthesweetaftermath.
“IfI’dknownhowgooditcouldreallybe,”shewhisperedintohisear,“I’dhaveseducedyouinthe
barnmonthsago!”
Heburstoutlaughing.“Itwouldn’thavebeenthisgood.Notbackthen.Andyouwouldn’thave
likedtotakethatmemoryintooldage.”
Shesmiledintohisthroat.“No.Ireallywouldn’thave.It’ssomuchsweeterlikethis.Myhusband.”
Hehuggedherclose.“Don’teverexpecttohaveanotherone.”
Shegrinnedandbithisshoulder.“Youcan’tbeatperfection,”shesaid,andgavehimawickedgrin.
“Uh,you’renotstoppingalready?”sheaskedwhenheliftedhishead.“Imean,doyoufeelweakor
something?Oldagecreepingup…Oh!”
Hegroundherdownintothemattressandhismouthcoveredhers.“I’llshowyouwho’sold!”He
laughed.
***
Muchlater,theyraidedthekitchenforcheeseandcrackersandcoldmilk.Peggazedacrossthetable
atherhusband,withalltheloveshefeltinhersoftgreeneyes.
“Whatareyoulookingat?”heteaseddeeply.
“Theworld,”shesaidsoftly.“Mywholeworld.”
Hecouldn’tmanageacomeback.Therewasalumpinhisthroat.
“I’vejustrememberedsomething!”sheexclaimed.
Hiseyebrowsarched.
“Christmasisnextweekandwedon’thaveatree!”
“I’llgorightoutandgetusonetomorrow,”hepromised.
“Ihaven’tboughtpresents!”
“Therearestoresopentomorrow,too.”
Shesighed.“WhataChristmasthisisgoingtobe!”sheexclaimed,herbrighteyessinkingintothe
softnessofhis.
Helaughed.“Thebestoneever.”
Shenodded.“Oh,yes.Ican’twait!”shesaidbreathlessly.Andshesmiledwithherwholeheart.
EPILOGUE
“Gosh,Dad,didyoureallyleadanarmyinheretogetthatbloodthirstydictatoroutofoffice?”John
Grangeaskedhisfatherwithwide,darkeyes.
Grangechuckledandruffledthethickdarkhaironhisson’shead.“Idid,”heconfessed.“I’mjust
gladIdon’thavetodoitagain,”headdedwithagentlesmile.
“Itotallyagree,”Peg,hismother,said.Shewentclosetoherhusbandandpressedagainsthimwith
asigh,nuzzlinghisbroadchestwithhercheek.“I’msotired,”shemurmured.“Theseoverseasflights
aregettingharderandharder.”
Grangesmoothedbackherlongblondhairandkissedherforehead.“Forme,too,sugar.”He
sighed.
“Whycan’twejuststayhereallthetime?”Johnwantedtoknow.“Mr.Machado—Imean,President
Machado—wantstotakemewithhimandhiswifetothoseruinsthey’vefinallyfinishedexcavating.
I’mreallykeentogo!”
“Hemadeagreatdecision,appointingMaddieheadofhisstatearchaeologicalservice,”Pegnoted.
“She’sperfectforthejob.”Shesmileddemurely.“Anditkeepsheroutofthedigs,nowthatsheand
Emiliohaveayoungson.”
“RickMarquezwasoverthemoonaboutthatannouncement,”Grangerecalled.“Hesaidhenever
likedbeinganonlychild.Hecomesoverabouttwiceayeartoseetheboy.”
“Iwishhewasmyage.”Johnsighed.“AllIhavetoplaywithlatelyaregirls.”Hemadeaface.
“Inaboutsixyears,youwon’tbecomplainingaboutthat.Besides,myboy,youhavethemost
wonderfulmannersandgirlsalreadyloveyou,”Pegsaid.“Mrs.Catesactuallyphonedmetosayhow
muchsheenjoyedthatbouquetyoubroughtherwhenshewasfeelingbad.Youhaveatenderheart.”
“Takesafterhismom,”Grangesaidwithobviousaffection.
Shemadeaface.“Andhisdad,”shesaidwithatwinkleinhergreeneyes.“ButIpromiseneverto
mentionthatinthehearingofyourdepartmentheads,”sheadded,crossingherheart.“Afterall,it
wouldn’tdotolowertheimageofthechiefofstaffoftheBarreraRepublicanArmy.”
“Bigtitle,lotsofwork,”hesaid.“Backhomearanchthatneedsme.”
“Mydadlooksaftertheranch,alongwithyournewlivestockforeman.”Shefrowned.“Thatman
hassomepersonalityissues.Imean,hecanleadameanbullacrossapasturejustbytalkingtoit.But
hecan’tmanagemorethantwowordswhenhe’stalkingtopeople.”
“He’sLakota,”Grangesaideasily.“Hethinkshehastobestoicandunapproachable.His
grandfathertoldhimthat.”
“Well,he’sstrange,”Pegnoted.“Iguesshe’sgoodatwhathedoes.Hisson,Carson,waswithus
duringtheinvasion,”shetoldJohn.“Hehadawaywithwords,too,”sherecalledwithachuckle.
“He’ssettleddownnow,too,”Grangesaid,shakinghishead.“Therearen’talotofsinglemenleft
inthearmy.EvenO’Bailey’sfinallygettingmarried—tothatlittletechiewhoworksforProfessor
Fitzhughatthelocalcollege.”
“Ihopeshedoesn’tkeepsnakesforpets,”Pegsaid,tongue-in-cheek,rememberingO’Bailey’s
terrorofthem.
“Noworriesthere.”
Peglookedatherwatch.“We’vejustgottimetoeatbeforetheplanecomestotakeustoMedina.
Imaginehavingarealairporttherenow,completewitharunwaythatcanaccommodatebabyjets!”
“Yes,verynice,nowthatMachadoownsone,”hequipped.“Thepeopleweresogratefultobeout
fromunderSapara’srulethattheyvotedtoputonaspecialsalestaxjusttobuyhimone.Buthehadto
promisenevertoleavethecountryformorethanaweekatatime,”headded,recallingthatone
lengthytriphadledtoSapara’scoup.
“Nicethathe’llsendthejettobringtheleaderofhisarmedforceshomeafteratripabroadtosee
hisfather-in-law,”Pegmurmureddryly.
Grangedrewhimselferect.“Thatisnowaytotalktothesupremecommanderofthearmy,”he
saidwithmockindignation.
Shereachedupandkissedhimwarmly.“Sorry,”shepurred.
Hejustlaughed.
***
TheyhadanicemealattheairportconcessionandthenfiledouttoawaitthearrivalofMachado’sjet.
ItlandedpromptlyandthethreeAmericansgotinside.Minuteslater,theywereonthewaytoMedina,
thecapitalofBarrera.Itwasashortflightinajet.
***
Alimousinewaswaitingtotakethemtothepresidentialpalace.Machadohadfeltguiltyaboutliving
init,sinceSaparahadrobbedthepopulacetogetenoughmoneytobuildit.Butthepeoplesaiditwas
veryimpressiveandwouldbegoodfordiplomatsfromWesternnationstosee,becauseitrepresented
thehopesanddreamsoftheBarrerapeopleformodernization.
RitterOilCorporationhadofficeshere.OldmanEugeneRitterhadfundedatrustforthe
indigenouspeople,tohelpsendtheirbrightyoungpeopletocollegeandimproveconditionsfor
them.Theoildiscoverywasdiscreet,andinnowayinterferedwiththecultureandtraditionsofthe
natives.Ritterhadbeengivenaceremonialpositioninonetribe,duetohissensitivityfortheir
customs.
“Barrera’scomealongwayintenyears,”Pegremarkedastheycircledtheairport’slandingstrip.
“Ithasindeed,”Grangereplied.“Thoseenormousoilreserveswillmakeusformidablein
internationaltradecircles.”
“Yes,indeed.Andthediscoveriesinarchaeologyhaveputusonthemap,too.”Sheglancedathim.
“IlovehavingBarreracitizenship,butI’mgladwekeptourAmericancitizenship.Wemaywanttogo
hometoretireoneday.”
Hesmiled.“IknowyoumissTexas,”hebegan.
“Ido,ofcourseIdo,andImissDad,”shesaid.“ButwehaveSkypeonthecomputer,sowecantalk
tohimandseehimonvideoatthesametime.Thatmeansalot.Meanwhile,we’rebothdoing
importantworkhere.YouheadthearmyandIheadoneofthelargercharityorganizations.We’ve
beenapartoftherecoveryeffort.I’mveryproudofthat.”
“Arewestayingforawhile?”Johnaskedwithasigh.“I’mtiredofflying.”
“You?Tiredofflying?Whowantstobeapilotoneday?”Peggasped.
“Well,Idowanttobeapilot,butridingisboring,”hemuttered.
“Don’twishyourlifeaway,”hisfatherremarked.“Enjoyeverysingledayasifitwereyourlast.”
Pegsmiledasshelistenedtothatremark,recallingherfriendClarisseandhowthatobservationfit
her.SheheardfromClarisseonholidays.Shewashappythattheolderwoman,whobeganasan
enemy,hadfoundhappinessafteratormentedyoungerlife.
***
“Andwe’rehere,”Grangesaid,smilingasthelimousinepulledupatthefrontdooroftheimposing
buildingwhereEmilioMachadolivedandworked.
Machadohimselfgreetedthematthedoor,huggingGrangeandkissingPeg’shand.Heruffled
John’sthickdarkhair.
“Youhavegrowneventaller,”heremarked.“Ihopemyyoungestsonwillalsohavemystature.He
isveryshort.”
“He’sfivenow,”Pegsaid,laughing.“He’llstartgrowingupwardsoonenough.”
“Maddiecontinuestoassuremeofthat,”henoted.“Come,sitdownandtellmeallaboutyourtrip.
Didyouseemyoldestson?”
“Wedid,”Grangesaid.HepulledanenvelopeoutofhispocketandhandedittoMachado.“Heand
Gwenthoughtyoumightlikeamorerecentphotoofyourgrandkids.”
Thereweretwoofthem,bothgirls.RickandGwenwerehappytogether,andtheymadegood
parents.GrangeandPegsawthemoftenwhentheyvisitedTexas.
“Theyhavegrownevensincethelastpicture,”Machadosaid,smilingattheimagesofonegirl
withdarkhairlikeRickandonewithblondhairlikeGwen.“Abeautifulfamily.”Heglancedup.“You
mentionedthatGraciePendleton’slittleboyhasaflairforpiano.”
“Indeedhedoes,”Grangereplied.“Theysayhe’sachildprodigy.Iftheyeverhavetimetocome
overhere,youshouldteachhimtoplaytheguitar.”
Machadochuckled.“Thatwouldbeapleasure.Ihavetoolittletimetopracticethesedays.Mylifeis
richandfull.”
“Papa!”
Alittleboy,dressedinjeansandaT-shirt,cameflyingintotheroomwithhisarmsoutstretched.
Machadocaughthiminmidleapandhuggedhim,whirlinghimaround.“Mihijo.”Helaughed.“And
howareyoutoday?”
“I’mlearningPortuguese,”heannounced.“Icansay‘obrigado!’Itmeansthank-you!”
“Verynice.YoushouldtalkwithJohntopracticeit,”Machadosaid,puttingthechilddown.“He
speaksmanylanguages,justlikehisfather.”
“Well,mostlyjustSpanishandPortuguese,”Johnsaidmodestly.“I’mtryingtolearnFarsi,butit’s
realhard.”
“Allthemorereasontoapplyyourselftoyourbooks,”Grangeteased.
“IhaveabookinPortuguese!Canyoureadittome?Please?”theboyaskedJohn.
“Goahead,”Grangesaid,wavinghishand.“We’llberighthere.”
“Okay,Dad.”Johnwentintotheotherroomwiththesmallerchild.
“Maddiewouldhavebeenheretogreetyou,butanimportantmemberoftheEgyptianantiquities
divisionhascometovisit.Hewantedtoseethenewestfinds.Wearebuildingamuseumtohouse
them,”heremindedhisfriend.
“Agrandmuseum,”Pegsaid.“Itwillbringtouristsfromallovertheworld.”
“Wehavecomefar,fromaragtagarmytryingtooverthrowatyrant,”Machadosaid.“Godhas
blessedusall.”
“Yes.”GrangesatdownacrossfromMachadointhesittingroom.“Whichbringstomindasubject
I’vebeenreluctanttopursue.”
Machadocockedhisheadandsmiled.“Icanreadminds,”heteased.“Ihavesomeideawhereyour
thoughtshavetakenyou.”
Grangenodded.HeglancedatPeg.“Shewon’tsayaword,”hecontinued.“ShegoeswhereIgo
andnevercomplains.Butherfatherisgettingolder.Myranchisgrowingbiggerandrequiresmore
oversightthanIcangiveit.”Hehesitated.“GeneralLopezhasworkedwonderswithmodernizing
yourarmedforces,andhe’sbeenmyrightarmsinceItookoverleadershiphere.Buthe’smorethan
earnedtherighttobeyourmilitarycommander.AndIreallywanttogohome.”
“Winslow!”Pegexclaimed.“Youneversaidaword!”
Hesmiledgently.“I’vehadthisonmymindforalongtime,”hereplied.“IloveBarrera,”hetold
Machado.“ButmyheartisstillinTexas.PegandIaregettingoldernow,too,andwe’reboth
homesick.Iwanttogobackhome.Ifyouthinkyoucanspareme.Icanstayonreservestatus,ifthat
suitsyou,andI’dcertainlycomebackifyoueverneededme.”
Machadosatbackinhischair,hisdarkeyessmiling.“Iknowthat.GeneralLopezwillbethe
happiestmanonearthifIgivehimyourposition.Butyoumustallowmetomakeyouanallowance.I
thinkyouAmericanscallitretirement.”
“That’snotnecessary…”Grangebegan.
“Itis,”Machadosaidfirmly.“Withoutyourassistance,Iwouldneverhavebeenabletorecovermy
positionhere.Webothknowthat.”
“Yes,well,itwasyourcannyknowledgeoftunnelsandourabilitytousesurprisethatdidthat,not
anyrealmilitarystrategyofmine,”Grangeinsisted.
“Still,Icouldnothavedoneitalone.Youmusthumorme.”Heleanedforward.“Ifyoufeel
obligatedtome,youmightsendmeashipmentofprimebeefonceinawhile,”headdedwithabig
grin.
“Done,”Grangeassuredhim,smilingback.
“Youmeanit?”Pegaskedherhusband,herheartracing.“We’rereallygoinghome?”
“We’rereallygoing.We’llcomebackandvisitfromtimetotime,though.Ipromise,”hetoldthe
general.“AndwedohaveSkypeonallourcomputers,”headded.“Wecantalkoverthatconnection,
completewithvideo,andwecanwatchyoursongrowup.”
“AsIcanwatchyoursgrowup.”MachadostoodupandembracedGrange.“Ithasbeenanhonorto
haveyouinmygovernment.Iwilltrulymissyou.Allofyou,”headdedwithanodatPeg.
Hekissedherhandandshesmiled.“I’llmissBarrera,”shesaidsoftly.“ButIhavetoadmit,I’llbe
veryhappytogohome.Noplace,nomatterhowwonderful,iseverthesame.I’vemademanyfriends
here.I’velearnedalotaboutSouthAmericaanditsculture,andabouttheworld.Iwouldn’ttake
anythingfortheexperiencesI’vehadhere.”
“IamgladthatyourexperienceofBarreraissomethingyouwishtorecall,”Machadosaidwitha
bigsmile.“SoIwishyoubonvoyageandIhopetohearfromyousoon,whenyouaresettledagainin
Texas.”
“Youcancountonit,”Grangeassuredhim.
***
Backintheirhotelroom,Pegkissedhimandkissedhimandkissedhim.“Whatawonderful
surprise!”sheexclaimed,andkissedhimagain.
Grangechuckledashehuggedherandreturnedthekisses.“You’dneverhavecomplained,butI
knowyoumissyourdadandyourfriends,andhavingyourownspacearoundyou.”
Shenodded.“It’sbeengreatlivinghere.John’slearnedmorethanIhave,”sheadded.“He’llmiss
hisschoolfriends.Buthe’llmakenewonesinComancheWells.”
“Healreadyhasfriendsthere,”Grangeremindedher.“EspeciallyRickMarquez’seldestdaughter,”
hehinted.“Theyplayvideogamestogethereverytimewe’reintown.”
“That’strue,”sheagreed.Shesighed.“I’mveryhappy.”
“I’msoglad.Hey,John,youpackedyet?”hecalledtotheirchild.
Johnpokedhisheadoutthedoor.“Ineverunpacked,”hepointedout.“NowIcanridehorses
wheneverIwant,andlistentoGranddad’sstoriesabouttheolddaysinTexas…wow!”
“Ithoughtyoulovedithere,”Pegremarked.
Johngrimaced.“Ido.ButTexasishome.Youknow?”
Peghuggedhimwhilehefidgeted.“Iknow.”
“Let’sgettotheairport,then,”Grangesaid.“Wecanphoneyourdadtomeetusattheairportwhen
wegetin.”
“Whatasurprisehe’sinfor,”Pegremarked.
TheyphonedEdLarsonfromtheairport.Hedroveintogetthem,lookingworriedashemetthem
intheterminal.
“SomethinggonewronginBarrera?Anybodyhurt?”hewantedtoknowatonce.
Peghuggedhim.“We’vecomehomeforgood.WinslowthinksweneedtoliveinTexasnowand
raiseoursonandgrowourranch.”
Theoldmanbithislowerlip.Hiseyesweresuddenlywatery.Heturnedawayforaminute,hands
deepinhisjeanspockets.“Imaginethat.”
“Imissedyou,”Pegsaidgently.
Heclearedhisthroat.“Missedyou,too.Allofyou.”HemetGrange’seyes.“Bigsacrificeforyou,
though,”hesaidgently.“Noteverymangetstobechiefofthearmedforcesofacountry.”
“Igetapension,andIhavegreatmemories,”Grangesaidwarmly.“ButI’mgladtobehome.
There’snoplacelikeTexas.Notinthewholeworld.”
Edshookhandswithhim,firmly.“I’llsecondthat.Noplaceatall.”Hebrokeintoahugegrin,
huggedGrangeimpulsively,thenPeg,thenswungJohnupinhisarmsandhuggedhim,too.“Icould
danceI’msohappy!”
Peg’seyeswerewatery.Winslowhadsacrificedacareer,anamazingjob,awholecountryjust
becausehiswifewashomesickandwantedtolivenearherfather.Hehadn’tdoneitoutofresignation
orforappearances.He’ddoneitforlove.Shelookedupatherhandsomehusbandwithallher
gratitudeandallherlovethereinhertwinkling,palegreeneyes.Shedidn’thavetosayaword.He
knewhowshefelt.Heknew.
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therewasnothingBernadetteBarronlovedmorethanhergarden,despitethe
asthmathatsometimessentherrunningfromitinthespringmonths.Therewereplentyofflowersin
southwesternTexas,andmanyoccasionstofillherfather ’selaborateVictorianhomewiththem.
ColstonBarronownedatleasthalfofValladolidCounty,whichwasmidwaybetweentheprosperous
cityofSanAntonioandthesmallercityofDelRioontheMexicanborder.
HehaddoneextremelywellforanIrishimmigrantwhogothisstartworkingonbuildingthe
railroads.Now,thirty-threeyearsafterhisarrivalintheUnitedStates,heownedtwo.Hehadmoney
toburn,butlittlefamilytospenditon.
Despitehiswealth,therewasonethingstilllackinginhislife—acceptanceandrespectfromelite
society.HisrudeIrishbrogueandlackofconventionalmannersisolatedhimfromtheprominent
familiesoftheday,asituationhewasdeterminedtochange.AndBernadettewasgoingtobethe
meansofit.
Hisbelovedwife,Eloise,haddiedofaninfectionjustaftergivingbirthtoBernadette.Hiseldest
daughterhaddiedinchildbirth.Hisonlyson,marriedwithasmallchild,livedbackEast,workedasa
fishermanandkeptcontactwithhisfathertoaminimum.Albertwasindisgracebecausehe’dmarried
forlove,refusingthesocialmatchhisfatherhadplannedforhim.OnlyBernadettewasleftathome
now.Herbrothercouldbarelysupporthisownsmallfamily,sorunningtohimwasnotanoption
unlessshewasabletowork,whichwasimpossiblebecauseherhealthwastooprecarioustoallow
hertoholddownajob,suchasteaching.Meanwhile,shehadtocopewithherfather ’sfanaticalsocial
aspirations.
Itwasn’tthatBernadettedidn’twanttomarry,eventually.Shehadherowndreamsofahomeand
family.Butherfatherwantedtochooseherhusband—onthebasisofhissocialprominence.Wealth
alonewouldnotdo.ColstonBarronwasdeterminedtomarryoffBernadettetoamanwithatitleor,
ifhewereanAmerican,toamanofimmensesocialprestige.Hisfirstchoice,aBritishduke,had
beenatotalloss.Theimpoverishednoblemanwaswillingenough.Thenhewasintroducedto
Bernadette,whohadappearedatthefirstmeeting,forreasonsknownonlytoherselfandGod,inher
brother ’statteredjeans,adirtyshirt,withtwoofherteethblackenedwithwaxandherlong,beautiful
platinumhairsmearedwithwhatlookedlikeaxlegrease.Thedukehadleftimmediately,excusing
himselfwiththesuddennewsofanimpendingdeathinthefamily.Althoughhowhecouldhave
knownofitinthisisolatedregionofsouthwestTexas…
AllColston’smadravinghadn’tmadeBernadetterepent.Shewasnot,sheinformedhimsaucily,
marryinganymanforatitle.Herbrotherhadleftsomeofhisoldclothesattheranch,andBernadette
wasn’tabitaversetodressinglikeamadwomananytimeherfatherbroughtamarriageprospect
home.Today,though,shewasoffherguard.Inablue-checkeddresswithherplatinum-blondhairin
itsfamiliarloosebunandhergreeneyessoftwithaffectionfortherosesshewastending,shedidn’t
seemaviragoatall.Nottothemanwatchingherunseenfromhiselegantblackstallion.
Allatonceshefeltasifshewerebeingwatched…scrutinized…byapairoffierce,darkeyes.His
eyes,ofcourse.Amazing,shethought,howshealwaysseemedtosensehim,nomatterhowquietlyhe
cameuponher.
Shegottoherfeetandturned,herhighcheekbonesflushed,herpalegreeneyesglitteringatthe
elegantblack-cladmaninhisworkingclothes—jeansandbootsandchaps,achambrayshirtundera
denimjacket,hisstraightblackhairbarelyvisibleunderawide-brimmedhatthatshadowedhisface
fromthehotsun.
“ShallIcurtsy,yourexcellence?”sheasked,throwingdownthegauntletwithawickedsmile.There
wasalwaysaslightantagonismbetweenthem.
EduardoRodrigoRamirezyCortesgaveheramockingnodofhisheadandasmilefromhisthin,
cruel-lookingmouth.Hewasashandsomeasadarkangel,exceptfortheslashdownonecheek,
allegedlygarneredinaknifefightinhisyouth.Hewasthirty-sixnow,sharp-faced,olive-skinned,
black-eyedanddangerous.
Hisfather,atitledSpanishnobleman,hadbeendeadformanyyears.Hismother,abeautifulblond
SanAntoniosocialite,wasinNewYorkwithhersecondhusband.Eduardohadnomoreinheritedhis
mother ’slooksthanhehadabsorbedherbehaviorandtemperament.HewasinallwaysSpanish.To
theworkersonhisranchhewasElJefe,thepatronorboss.InSpain,hewasElConde,acountwhose
relativescouldbefoundinalltheroyalfamiliesacrossEurope.ToBernadette,hewastheenemy.
Well,sometimeshewas.Shefoughtwithhimtomakesurethathedidn’trealizewhatshereallyfelt
forhim—emotionsthathadbeenharderthesepasttwoyearstoconcealthanever.
“Ifyou’relookingformyfather,he’sbusythinkingofrichSanAntoniofamiliestoinvitetohis
ballamonthfromnextSaturdayevening,”sheinformedhim,silentlyseething.Fromtheshadowhis
brimmadeonhisleanface,theblackglitterofhiseyeswasjustvisible.Helookedherover
insolentlyforsuchagentleman,andthendismissively,asifhefoundnothingtointeresthiminher
slenderbutroundedfigureandsmallbreasts.Hislatewife,sherecalled,althoughatitledSpanishlady
ofhighquality,hadbeennothinglessthanvoluptuous.Bernadettehadtriedtogainweightsothatshe
couldappealtohimmore,butherslenderframerefusedtoaddpoundsdespiteherefforts.
“HehashopesofanalliancewithatitledEuropeanfamily,”Eduardoreplied.“Haveyou?”
“I’drathertakepoison,”shesaidquietly.“I’vealreadysentonepotentialsuitorrunningforthe
border,butmyfatherwon’tgiveup.He’splanningaballtocelebratehislatestrailroadacquisition—
butmorebecausehe’sfoundanothertwoimpoverishedEuropeannoblementothrowatmyfeet.”
Shetookadeepbreathandcoughedhelplesslyuntilshewasabletogetherlungsundercontrol.
Thepollensometimesaffectedher.ShehatedshowingherweaknesstoEduardo.
Hecrossedhisforearmsoverthepommelofhissaddleandleanedforward.“Agardenishardlya
goodplaceforanasthmatic,”hepointedout.
“Ilikeflowers.”Shetookafrilled,embroideredhandkerchieffromherbeltandheldittoher
mouth.Hereyesaboveitweregreenandhostile.“Whydon’tyougohomeandflogyourserfs?”she
retorted.
“Idon’thaveserfs.Onlyloyalworkerswhotendmycattleandwatchovermyhouse.”Herana
handslowlyoveronepowerfulthighwhilehestudiedherwithunusualinterest.“Ithoughtyourfather
hadgivenupthrowingyouateveryavailabletitledman.”
“Hehasn’trunoutofcandidatesyet.”Shesighedandlookedupathimwithmoreofherconcern
showingthansherealized.“Luckyyou,nottobeonthefiringline.”
“Ibegyourpardon?”
“Well,you’retitled,aren’tyou?”
Helaughedsoftly.“Inasense.”
“You’reacount—elconde,”shepersisted.
“Iam.ButyourfatherknowsthatIhavehadnowishtomarrysinceIlostmyson.Andmywife,”he
addedbitterly.
“Well,it’sreassuringthatyoudon’twanttogetmarriedagain,”shesaid.
Sheknewlittleofhistragedyexceptthatforaspaceofdaysafterit,the“iceman”hadbecomea
locallegendforhisrage,whichwasasmajesticashisbloodlines.Grownmenhadhiddenfromhim.
OnoneoccasionBernadettehadencounteredhimwhenhewasdangerouslyintoxicatedandwildly
wavingarevolver….Nooneknewexactlywhathadhappened,exceptthatEduardohadcomehometo
findhisinfantsondead.Hiswifehaddiedsuddenlysoonafterwardofagunshotwoundtothehead.
Noarresthadeverbeenmade,nochargesbrought.Eduardoneverspokeofwhathadhappened,but
inevitablytherewerewhispersthathehadblamedhiswifeforthechild’sdeath,andthathehadkilled
her.Lookingathimnowshecouldalmostbelievehimcapableofmurder.Hewasashardamanas
she’deverknown,andoneshejudgedtobemercilesswhenhehadreasontobecomeangry.Herarely
losthistemperovertly,buthisicymannerwassomehowmorethreateningthanyelling.
Sheherselfhadseenhimshootamanwithcoldnerve,adrunkencowboyintownwho’dcomeat
himwithpistolsblazing.
Eduardohadn’tevenbotheredtoduck.Hestoodinahailofbulletsandcalmlytookaimandfired.
Themanwentdown,woundedbutnotdead,andhewasleftatthedoctor ’soffice.Eduardohadbeen
nickedinthearmandrefusedBernadette’sofferoffirstaid.Suchascratch,he’dsaidcalmly,was
hardlyworthafuss.
Shehadhopedagainsthopethatherfathermightonedayconsidermakingamatchforherwiththis
man.Eduardowastheveryreasonherheartbeat.Justthethoughtofthosehard,coolhandsonher
bareskinmadehertingleallover.Butanalliancebetweenthefamilieshadneverbeendiscussed.Her
fatherhadlookedonlytoEuropeforherprospectivebridegrooms,notclosertohome.
“Youhavenowishtomarry?”heaskedsuddenly.
Thequestioncaughtherunaware.“Ihavebadlungs,”shesaid.“AndI’mnotevenpretty.Myfather
hasmoney,whichmakesmeveryeligible,butonlytofortune-seekers.”Shetwistedafoldofherskirt
unconsciouslyinherslender,prettyhands.“Iwanttobeworthmorethanthat.”
“Youwanttobeloved.”
Shockbroughthereyesup.Howhadheknownthat?Hedidknow.Itwasinhisface.
“Loveisarareandoftendangerousthing,”hecontinuedcarelessly.“Onedoeswelltoavoidit.”
“I’vebeenavoidingitsuccessfullyallmylife,”sheagreedwithsmotheredhumor.
Hiseyesnarrowed.Stillwatchingher,hepulledathinblackcigarfromagold-platedcaseinhis
jacket.Hereplacedthecasedeftly,struckamatchtolightthecigarandthrewthespentmatchintothe
dustwithcarelessgrace.“Allyourlife,”hemurmured.“Twentyyears.Youmusthavebeentenwhen
yourfamilymovedhere,”headdedthoughtfully.“Irememberyourfirstrideonhorseback.”
Shedid,too.Thehorsehadpitchedheroveritsheadintoamudpuddle.Eduardohadfoundher
there,dazed.Ignoringthemudthatcoveredherfrontliberally,he’dtakenherupinthesaddlebefore
himanddeliveredhertoherfather.
Shenoddeduncomfortably.“Youwereforeverfindingmeinembarrassingsituations.”Shedidn’t
evenwanttorememberthelastone….
“HisnamewasCharles,wasn’tit?”heasked,asifhe’dreadhermind,andhesmiledmockingly.
Sheglaredathim.“Itcouldhavehappenedtoanyone!Buggyhorsesdorunaway,youknow!”
“Yes.Butthathorsehadthemarkofawhipclearlyonitsflank.Andthe‘gentleman’inquestionhad
youflatonyourback,strugglinglikealandedfish,andyourdress—”
“Please!”Sheheldahandtoherthroat,horriblyembarrassed.
Hiseyeswenttoherbodicewithasmilethatchilledher.He’dseenmorethanhercorset.Charles
hadroughlyexposedhersmallbreastsfrombeneathherthinmuslinchemise,andEduardohadhada
vividglimpseofthembeforeshestruggledtogetthemcoveredagain.Charleshadbarelyhadtimeto
speakbeforeelcondewasonhim.
Inaveryraredisplayofrage,theusuallycalmandcollectedEduardohadknockedtheyounger
manaroundwithanutterdisregardforhisfamily’sgreatwealthuntilthesonoftheshippingmagnate
wasbleedingandbeggingonhiskneesformercy.He’dheadedfortown,walkingfast,andhehadn’t
beenseenagain.Naturally,Bernadette’sfatherhadbeengivenaverysmoothed-overexplanationfor
Charles’sabsenceandherownruffledstate.He’dacceptedit,evenifhehadn’tbelievedit.Butit
hadn’tstoppedhimfromthrowingtitledmenather.
“Yourfatherisobsessed,”Eduardomurmured,takingapufffromthecigarandlettingitout
angrily.“Heputsyouatrisk.”
“IfI’dhadmypistol,Mr.CharlesRamseywouldhavebeenlyingonthegroundwithabulletin
him!”
Heonlysmiled.Tohisknowledge,Bernadettecouldn’tevenloadagun,muchlessshootone.He
smokedhiscigarinsilenceashestudiedher.“DidyoueverhearfromtheunfortunateCharles
again?”heaskedabruptly.
“Notoneword.”Shesearchedhishard,leanfaceandrememberedgraphicallyhowithadlooked
whenhehitCharles.“Youwerefrightening.”
“Surelynottoyou.”
“You’resocontrolledmostofthetime,”shesaid,underscoringthewordsmostofthetime.
Somethingmovedinhisface,somethingindefinable.“Anymaniscapableofstrongpassion.Even
me.”
Thewayhewaslookingathermadeherheartskip.Unwelcomethoughtscameintohermind,only
tobebanishedimmediately.Theyweretoodisturbingtoentertain.Shelookedawayandasked,“Are
youcomingtotheball?”
“IfI’minvited,”hesaideasily.
Hereyebrowsarched.“Whywouldn’tyoube?You’reoneoftheupperclassthatmyfatherso
envies.”
Hislaughterwascold.“Me?I’mahalf-breed,don’tyouremember?”Heshiftedinthesaddle.“My
grandmothercan’tmakeamatchformeinSpainbecausemywifediedundermysterious
circumstancesandI’mstaringpovertyintheface.Inmyownway,Ihaveasfewopportunitiesfor
marriageasyoudo.”
Shehadn’tthoughtofitthatway.“You’retitled.”
“Ofcourse,”heconceded.“ButonlyinSpain,andIhavenoplanstolivethere.”Hewaslookingat
her,butnowhismindwasworkingontheproblemofbankruptcy,whichwasstaringhimintheface.
Hislatefatherhadmadeafortune,buthisprofligatemotherhadthrownitaway.Shehaddrainedthe
financialresourcesoftheranch,andsincehe’dcomeofageEduardohadbeenhard-pressedtokeep
itsolvent.Onlyhismother ’smarriagetosomeminormillionaireinNewYorkhadstoppedherfrom
bleedingtheranchdry.Shehadforfeitedherinheritancethedaysheremarried,butthedamage
alreadyhadbeendone.
EduardostareddownatBernadetteandwheelsturnedinhismind.Herfatherwasrich.Hewanteda
titledson-in-law.Eduardowasupper-class,despitehismixedancestry.Perhaps…Bernadettesighed
heavily,smotheringanothercough.“Atleastyou’llneverhavetoworryaboutbeingmarriedfor
yourfather ’smoney.”
“Andthisideaofmarryingatitleandarespectednamehasnoappealatallforyou?”heasked
slowly.
“None,”shesaidhonestly.Shegrimaced.“I’msotiredofbeingondisplay,likeabargainthatmy
father ’sofferingforsale,”shesaid,drawinginalong,laboredbreath.Shecoughedsuddenly,aware
ofarenewedtightnessinherchest.Shehadn’trealizedhowlongshe’dbeenamongherflowers,with
theirpotentquantitiesofpollen.“Ihavetogoin,”shesaidasthecoughcameagain.“Theflowers
smellwonderful,buttheybothermylungswhenIspendtoomuchtimewiththem.”
Hescowled.“Thenwhyareyououthere?”
Shecoughedonceagain.“Thehouse…Myfatherhasmenrepaintingtheballroom.Thepaint
bothersme.”
“Thengoinginsidethefrontofthehouseishardlyasolution,isit?”
Shetriedtoclearherthroatenoughtoanswerhim,butthickmucuswasallbutchokingher.
Eduardothrewhiscigardownandswunggracefullyoutofthesaddle.Secondslater,heliftedher
intohisarms.
“Eduardo!”shecried,shockedattheunaccustomedfamiliarity,thestrengthandhardwarmthof
thosearmsaroundher.Shecouldseehiseyesfartooclosely,feelhiswarmbreathathertemple,
touch,ifshewished,thehard,cruelcurveofhisbeautifulmouth….
“Calmarte,”hemurmuredsoftly,searchinghertautface.“Imeanonlytotakeyouinthroughthe
kitchentotheconservatory.Therearenobloomingplantstheretocauseyoudiscomfort.”Heshook
hergently.“Putyourarmsaroundmyneck,Bernadette.Don’tlielikealogagainstme.”
Sheshiveredandobeyedhim,secretlyallbutswooningatthepurejoyofbeingsoclosetohim.He
smelledofleatherandexoticcologne,asecret,intimatesmellthatwasn’tnoticeableatadistance.
Oddly,itdidn’tdisturbherlungsassomescentsdid.
Shelaidhercheekgingerlyagainsthisshoulderandclosedhereyeswithatinysighthatshehoped
hewouldn’thear.Itwasallofheaventobecarriedbyhim.Shehadn’tdreamedofsuchanunexpected
pleasurecomingtoheroutoftheblue.
Hisstrong,hardarmsseemedtocontractforaninstant.Then,alltoosoon,theyreachedthe
kitchen.Heputherdown,openedthedoorandcoaxedherthroughit.Mariawasinthekitchenmaking
achickendishforthemiddaymeal.Sheglancedup,flusteredtoseetheirlandedneighborinsideher
ownkitchen,withhishatrespectfullyinhishand.
“SeñorConde!Whatanhonor!”Mariagasped.
“IamonlyMr.Ramirez,Maria,”hesaidwithanaffectionatesmile.
Shemadeagesture.“Youareelcondetome.Mysoncontinuestopleaseyouwithhiswork,I
hope?”
“Yoursonisamasterwithunbrokenhorses,”hesaidinrarepraise.“Iamfortunatetohavehimat
theranch.”
“Heisequallyfortunatetoserveyou,SeñorConde.”
Obviously,Eduardothought,hewasn’tdestinedtohavemuchluckinpersuadingMariatostop
usinghistitle.
Bernadettetriedtosmile,butthecoughcameback,worsethanever.
“Ay,ay,ay,”Mariasaid,shakingherhead.“Again,itistheflowers,andIfussandfussbutyouwill
notlisten!”
“Strongcoffee,Maria,blackandstrong,”Eduardoinstructed.“Youwillbringittothe
conservatory,yes?AndtheninformSeñorBarronthatIamhere?”
“Butofcourse!Heisinthebarnwithanewfoal,buthewillreturnshortly.”
“ThenIwillfindhimmyself,onceIhavemadeBernadettecomfortable.Iampressedfortime.”He
tookBernadette’sarmandpropelledherdownthelong,tiledhalltoasunnyroomwheregreen
plants,butnofloweringones,grewinprofusionandawatergardenflourishedinitsglassed-in
confines.
Shesatdownwithherfaceinherhands,strugglingtobreathe.
Hemutteredsomethingandkneltbeforeher,hishandscapturinghers.“Breatheslowly,Bernadette.
Slowly.”Hishandspressedhersfirmly.“Trynottopanic.Itwillpass,asitalwaysdoes.”
Shetried,butitwasaneffort.Hertiredeyesmethisandshewassurprisedagainattheconcern
there.Howveryoddthatherenemyseemedattimeslikeherbestfriend.Andhowmuchmoreodd
thatheseemedtoknowexactlywhattodoforherasthma.Shesaiditaloudwithoutthinking.
“Yes,wedofightsometimes,don’twe?”hemurmured,searchingherface.“Butthewoundsalways
heal.”
“Notallofthem.”
Hiseyebrowslifted.
“Yousayharshthingswhenyou’reangry,”sheremindedhim,avertinghereyes.
“AndwhathaveIsaid,mostrecently,thatpiquesyou?”
Sheshiftedrestlessly,unwillingtorecalltheblisteringlectureshe’dreceivedfromhimafterher
unfortunateridewithCharles.
Hetiltedherfacebacktohis.“Tellme.”
“Youcan’tremember?”sheaskedmutinously.
“Isaidthatyouhadnojudgmentaboutmen,”herecalled.“Andthatitwasjustaswellthat…”His
mouthclosedabruptly.
“Iseethatyoudoremember,”shemutteredirritably,avoidinghisdark,unblinkinggaze.
“Bernadette,”hebegansoftly,pressingherhandsmoregently,andchoosinghiswordsvery
carefully,calculatingly,“didn’tyourealizethatthewordsweremorefrustrationthanaccusation?I
barelyarrivedintimetosaveyoufromthatlout,andIwasupset.”
“Itwascruel.”
“Anduntrue,”headded.“Comeon,lookatme.”
Shedid,stillrecalcitrantandresentful.
Heleanedforward,hisbreathwarmonherlipsashespoke.“Isaiditwasjustaswellthatyouhad
moneyasyouhadsofewattributesphysicallywithwhichtotemptaman.”
Shestartedtospeak,buthisglovedfingerpressedhardagainstherlipsandstilledthem.“Thesight
ofyoulikethat,sodisheveled,stirredme,”hesaidveryquietly.“Itisn’tathingthatagentleman
shouldadmit,andIwastakingpainstoconcealwhatIfelt.Ispokeinfrustration.Ididn’tmeantohurt
you.”
Shewashorriblyembarrassednow.“Asifyouropinionofmy…ofmybodymatterstome!”
“Youhavelittleenoughself-esteem,”hecontinued,asifshehadn’tspokenatall.“Itwasunkindof
metodofurtherdamagetoit.”Hebroughtherhandtohismouthandkissedittenderly.“Forgive
me.”
Shetriedtopullherhandaway.“Please…don’tdothat,”shesaidbreathlessly.
Helookedintohereyesandheldthemwithasuddenlyglittery,piercingstare.
“Doesitdisturbyoutofeelmymouthonyourskin,Bernadette?”hechidedverysoftly.
Shewasterriblyuncomfortableanditwasshowing.Thebreathlessnessnowwasasmuch
excitementasasthma,andhisexpressiontoldherthatheknewit.
Histhumbsmoothedoverthebackofherhandinaslow,sensuoustracingthatmadethe
breathlessnessworse.“You’refartooinnocent,”hesaidhuskily.“LikeaSpanishmaidencloistered
withherduenna.Youunderstandyourownfeelingsevenlessthanyouunderstandmine.”
“Idon’tunderstandanything,”shechokedout.
“Irealizethat.”Hisfingersmovedtohermouthandslowly,gently,traceditssoftoutlineina
silencethatthrobbedwithexcitementanddarkpromise.
Itwasthefirstintimatecontactshe’deverhadwithamananditunnervedher.“Eduardo,”she
whispereduncertainly.
Histhumbpressedhardagainstherlips,partingthem.Somethingflashedinhiseyesashefelther
mouthtrembleunderthesuddenroughcaressofhisthumbbruisingtheinsideofherlipsbackagainst
herteeth.
Shegasped,andhemadeasounddeepinhisthroat,somewherebetweenagroanandagrowl.
Thelaceatherthroatwasshakingwildly.Shesawhiseyesgothereandthen,inexplicably,toher
bodice.Hisbreathdrewinsharply.Shelookeddown,curiouseventhroughherexcitement,tosee
whathadbroughtthatsoundfromhislips.
Shesawnothingexceptthesharppointsofhernipplesagainstthefabric,butwhyshouldthat
disturbhim?
Hiseyesmovedbackuptohers.Hisfingerstracedherchinandliftedit.Hiseyesfelltohersoft
mouth.Hemoved,justenoughtobringhimsoclosethatshecouldtastethecoffeescentandcigar
smokeonhismouthasithoverednearhers.
Shehadaholdonhisdarkjacket.Shedidn’trealizehowtightaholditwasuntilshebecameaware
ofthecoolclothinherfingers.
“Bernadette,”hewhisperedinatoneshe’dneverheardhimusebefore.Shewasfrozenintime,in
space.Shewantedhismouthtocomedownandcoverhers.Shewantedtotasteit,asshe’dwantedto
soofteninthepasttwoyears,evenasshefearedthechangethatitwouldbringtotheirturbulent
relationship.Butatthemoment,thebloodwassurgingthroughherveinsandshewashungryfor
somethingshe’dneverknown.Thelackofrestraintmadeherreckless.
Involuntarily,sheleanedclosertohim,herlipsapproachinghisassheforgotallherupbringingin
theheatofsuddendesire.
Hewastemptedashehadn’tbeeninmanyyears.Hewaspainfullytempted.
Suddenly,hemurmuredsomethingviolentinSpanish,somethingshewascertainhe’dneverhave
givenvoicetoifhe’dsuspectedhowfluentshewasinSpanish.She’dnevertoldhimthatshehad
learnedhislanguage,forfearofhimknowingthereason—thatshewantedtospeakitbecauseitwas
hisnativetongue.
Hedrewback,hisexpressioncuriouslytautandodd.Hestaredatherwithnarrowedeyesandshe
flushedatherownforward,outrageousbehavioranddroppedhergazetohisjacketinaflurryof
embarrassment.
Tensionflowedbetweenthemasthesuddensoundofhardshoesontilebrokethepregnantsilence
likepistolshots.Eduardomovedawayfromhertothewindowandgraspedthethickcurtaininhis
leanhandasMariacamethroughtheopendoorwaycarryingasilvertray.
Shewaslookingatit,notattheoccupantsoftheroom,soBernadettehadafewprecioussecondsto
composeherself.Herhandsstillshookbadly,butshemanagedtoclasptheminherlapwhileMaria
putthecupsandsaucersalongwithapitcherofcreamandasugardishonthetableagainstthewall.
Shepouredthickcoffeeintothecupsandthenlaidnapkinsandspoonsbesidethem.Bythetimeshe
broughtthecoffeetoBernadette,theyoungerwomanwaspalebutsmiling.“Thankyou,Maria,”she
saidhoarsely,andtriedtosipthehotcoffee,almostburninghermouthintheprocess.
“Thisdiseaseofthelungsissomethingyoumustbecarefulabout,niña,”Mariasaidfirmly.“You
musttakebettercareofyourself.Isthisnotso,SeñorConde?”
Heturnedfromthewindowandfacedthemwithhisusualcomposure.“Yes,itis,”heagreed,
althoughhisvoicesoundedhuskierthanusual.“Willyoustaywithher,Maria?”headdedcurtly.“I’ll
gofindherfathermyself.There’ssomethingIneedtodiscusswithhim.”
“Doyounotwantyourcoffee?”sheasked,surprised.
“Notatthemoment,graçias.”HebarelyglancedatBernadette.Withacourteousnod,heleftthe
room.
“Whatoddbehavior,”Mariamurmured.
Bernadettedidn’tsayaword.She’dshamedherselfsobadlythatshewonderedifshe’deverbeable
tolookEduardointheeyeagain.Whycouldn’tshehavecontrolledherwildheartbeat,herscantbut
rapidbreathing,whenhewassoclose?Howcouldshehaveleanedsoclosetohim,asifshewere
begginghimtokissher?
Shegroanedaloud,andMariahoveredworriedly.“I’mallright,”sheassuredtheservant.“It’sjust
that…thatthecoffeeishot,”shesaidfinally.
“Thisisso,butitwillhelpyourlungs,”Mariacoaxedwithasmile.
Yes,itwouldhelpthelungs.Strongblackcoffeeoftenstoppedanattackofasthmastone-cold.
Butitwasn’tgoingtodomuchfortherenegadeheartthatwasbeatinglikeadruminherchestor
theshameshe’dbroughtonherselfinamomentofungovernedpassion.
AmazingthatshecouldfeelsuchemotionswithEduardo.Hedidn’tevenwanther.Butifhedidn’t,
thenwhyhadhecomesoclose,spokensoseductively?Itwasthefirsttimesinceshe’dknownhim
thathe’deverbehavedinthatwaywithher.Theyfoughtconstantly.Butthereweretimeswhenhehad
beentenderwithher,concernedforher,asevenherownfatherwasn’t.Butthis,today,wasdifferent.
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