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MANJUICE
69THST.BADBOYS
ALEXISANGEL
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ManJuice
69thSt.BadBoys
ByAlexisAngel
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f money can really buy happiness, I’m about to make you very, very
happy.
T
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ALWAYS
HAD
towatchmeatClubExpose.
Igothroughwomenlikethere’snotomorrow.
Andthereactuallyisnotomorrowwiththem.
Onlytonight.
Itakethem.Usethem.Enjoythem.
Iteasethem.
ThenIpleasethem.
Andafterwards,Idon’twanttoeverseethem.
B
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THEN
Igotoofar.
Ishootabitoutofcontrol.
AndtheykickmeoutofClubExpose.
Now,notevenallmybillionsofdollarsaregoingtogetmebackin.
Myhandsomefaceandrockhardbodyaren’tgoingtoopenthosedoorstothehottest
nightclubinNewYorkCity.
T
HERE
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ONLY
onethingthatwillletmebackin.Orrather…oneperson.
B
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THE
PRICE
shewantsishigherthananythingI’veeverpaidbefore.
Togetbacktoparadise,I’vegottopaysomethingthatmightbetooexpensive…even
forme.
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“H
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arder,baby,fuckyeah.”
I grip Lola’s head as her long, stringy blonde hair bobs up and down on my raging
hardcock.
Sheslurpsandchokesalittle,butIdon’tfuckinggiveashitiftheendingresultishow
Ilikeit,withmecomingalloverherfuckingfaceanddownherthroat.
IlovetosquirtmycumonhotchicksattheExpose.
Oh,yeah,hey,you’reprobablywonderingwhothefuckIamandwhatthehell’sthe
Expose?Allowmetoexplainmyself.
I’mOwenWolfe,andontheoffchanceyouhaven’theardofme,I’mproudtosayI’m
agoldcardmemberhereattheExpose.
Right, now you want to know what the Expose is, don’t you? Well aren’t you a
demandinglittlefucker,then?
Fine, I’ll appease you…for now. You should know, though, that my patience wears
extremelyfuckingthinmostofthetime,andI’musedtogettingwhatIfuckingwant.
The Expose is the hottest, yet most discrete private stripper and sex club in all of
Manhattan.Thebestpart?Well,it’sonlythreeblocksfrommyfuckinghouse,soifIhave
theurgetospraymycumonsomechick’sface,allIhavetodoiswalkdownthefucking
streetandinsecondssomedesperatestripperwillhaveherhandsalloverme.
Lola’s one of the strippers here at the Expose, but she’s not my favorite. In fact, I
really could care less about her, but she’s hot and can suck cock fairly well, so I’ll take
her.
We’re currently in one of the bathroom stalls at the club. You might be grossed out,
thinkingthatitsoundsprettynastytogetablowjobinadirtyclubbathroom,butwhenI
sayIforkoutadecentwadofcashtobeamemberoftheelitethirdfloorVIPsection,you
betterfuckingbelieveit’scleanasshitinhere.
Imean,Lolacanfuckinglickthefloorifshewantsto,butfornowIpreferhertokeep
lickingmyhuge,hardcock.
My cock is tough to swallow, but only in the best way. I’m twelve thick inches of
throbbing, pulsing man flesh, and I don’t fucking care who knows it. In fact, I’m damn
well proud of how long I am, and I’m happy to bury my cock into any pussy worth
digging.
I’malsotall,standingatsixfootfourincheswithastrong,chiseledjawlinethatmakes
everygirldrool.
I’mthedarkandbroodingtype,too,butIhaveacharismaticcharmthatluresallthe
sexychicksintomyarms.
Inevermissadayatthegym,soifyou’rereadytotouchamassivelydopeeight-pack,
I’vegotthemrightherewaitingforyouundermyshirt.Igetcomparedtocelebritieslike
RyanReynoldsandZacEfronallthetime.Let’sjustsayIhavetheperfectlooks,thefull
package,justlikeafuckingmoviestar—orapornstarifyou’remoreintothat.
Youfuckinglovethat,don’tyou?Ibetyou’refuckingsoakingwetnowjustthinking
aboutmeandmyrock-hardbody.
Well,rightnow,I’mnakedfromthewaistdownasmypantssitinaheaparoundmy
ankles.Lolaisfuckingworkinghermagiconmeandhasthebesttongueactionofanygirl
intheclub—buteventhoughshe’shot,she’snotthehottestbyfar.
Imean,she’sokayandall,butI’mjustnotthatintoblondechicksatthemoment.I’d
rather have a brunette or jet-black haired girl who knows how to hold her own—a true
fuckingNewYorkerjustlikeme.
ButLolacangiveaward-winningblowjobs,andI’mhappytobereceivingonefrom
her right now. I pull her up slightly. She’s naked except for a pink lacy thong currently
goingrightupherasscracklikefuckingdentalfloss.
I push her thong down because I want a good look at both of her sexy holes. “I’m
gettingreadytocome,”Igrowlather,butIwanttofuckherfirst.
Youprobablythinkwhatkindofassholefucksastripperinasexclubbathroom,butI
reallydon’tgiveafuckaboutwhatyouoranyoneelsethinksaboutme.I’magoddamn
multi-billionaireandIcandowhateverthefuckIwant.
IpulloutofLola’smouthandshewipesmypre-cumfromherlips,gazingupatme
withamischievoussmirk.
“Getonyourhandsandknees,”Iorderher.
She does as she’s told because she has no fucking choice—I’m in charge here. Lola
getsonallfours,andIleandownandfuckherpussydoggy-style.IgripherhipsasIplow
inandout,thrustingharderandfastertoconquermyaddiction,whichisintheformofan
orgasm.
AmIasexaddict?Whofuckingcares?Whatfuckingbusinessisitofyours?
Right when I feel the exploding sensation of my climax begin to hit me, I pull out
againandfinishoffwithmyhand.I’mnotallowedtocomeinsideofanyofthestrippers.
Iftheytellonme,I’masgoodaskickedoutofthebestclubinthecity.
IgrabLolatowhipherbackaround.Iwanttocomeonherbustychest.Iaimandtake
fire,shootingmyhotloadalloverherhugetits,mostlyhittingmymark.
It turns out that my target is a little off balance, though, because some of my cum
sloshesandshootsdirectlyontoaguy’sshoeinthestallbesideus.
It’satotalaccident,butthedudegroanswithfrustrationandannoyance.
“Whatthefuck?”heyells,andIhearhimopenuphisstalldoor.
The next sound I hear is his intrusive banging on the door to the stall where I’m
currentlydefilingLola.
“Someone’sinhere,”Isaycasually,andsmirkatLolalikethisissomefuckinggameI
love.TheguyknowsdamnwellI’minhere.
Lola responds by rolling her eyes and quickly dressing herself back in her work
uniform,whichjustsohappenstobeasexyasfuckromper-typeblackdress.
“Openup,asshole!”theguyyellsashecontinuestobangonthedoor.
Iwanttosaythesamefuckingthingtohim.Openwide,fucker,I’vegotmorewhere
thatcamefrom.
Ijumpintomypantsandbegintobuttonmyshirt,takingmysweet-asstime.Aftera
momentortwo,Iburstopenthedoor,beamingproudly.
“I’msorry,sir,canIhelpyouwithsomething?Youseemveryupset,”Irespondwith
cheerfulcondescension.
“Yeah,youfuckinggotcumonmyshoe.Thisisfuckingdisgusting!”Theguypoints
tohisfoot.
I place a hand on my hip and point to the shoe. “You know, I hear that works
fantasticallywellasshoepolish,”Iofferasasuggestion.
“Fuckyou!”heroars.
The man is tall and slender—gangly, actually—and reminds me of that fucking
cartoon character Gumby, although he’s not quite as green. He has a full head of light
brownhairandhe’swearinganugly-assbeigesuitwithanevenghastlieryellowtie.
Meanwhile, I zip my pants back up, really fucking slowly, as though it’s an
afterthoughtorsomeshit,butIwanttomakethisfuckerevenmoreuncomfortablethanhe
alreadyis.
Lolascurriesbetweenus,embarrassedandescapinginahuff.
“Hey, buddy, I can’t help what happened to your shoe. I’ll aim better next time.” I
winkathimandtrytomovepast.
“Howdareyouspeaktomelikethis!”theguyyells,butIcantellhe’sallbarkwithno
fuckingbite.
“Excuseme?”Ispinaround,nowI’mgrowingangry.“Whothehelldoyouthinkyou
are?”
“Don’tyouknowwhoIam?”theguyshouts,aveininhisforeheadbulging.
Iactuallyhavenofuckingcluewhothisdouchebagis,andIfranklydon’tcareeither.
“No,doyounotknowwhoIam?”Iraisethestakesandyellbackathim.
Inreality,I’maprettyfuckingbigdealastheownerandCEOofLoneWolfePictures,
oneofthebiggestproductioncompaniesinallofHollywood,eventhoughIspendatleast
halfmytimeinNewYork.
Thisguyshouldknowthat,right?Well,Isureasfuckthinkso.
Theguyapparentlydoesn’twanttowaitformetogivehimanexplanationbecauseI
seehisfistcomingatmeinthenextinstant—onlymyreflexesandtraininginboxinggive
metheupperhand,likeliterally.
I block his punch and land a clean blow on his face, knocking the motherfucker
backwardsonhisass.
I
2
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lightacigarinsideofmybrandnewredAventadorintheclub’sparkinglot.I
drawinadeepbreathoftheglorioustobaccoasitfillsmylungsandcalmsme
down.
Imightbefuckingoverthelinehere,butIdon’twantyouguystoseemethisway.I
bouncedfromtheclubinahurry,beforeblamecouldbecastonme.
I’m not one for negative press or limelight, and I’ll always bolt in a quick fucking
minuteifitmeansIcangetmyselfoutoftrouble.
Right before I press the button to turn on my car’s ignition, a well-dressed man
approachesthecar.Ihavenochoicebuttogreethimbecausemywindowisrolleddown
becauseofmycigar.
“Idon’tgiveoutchangetopeopleonthestreet.”Ismirkattheguywitharrogantflare,
eventhoughIcantellbythewayhe’sdressedthat’sprobablynotwhyhe’sstandingnext
tomycarwindow.
“Excuseme?”themanasksinconfusion.
Ishakemyhead;apparentlyit’sgoingrightpastthefuckingidiot’sbrain.“Nothing,”I
say.“Areyouwiththeclub?”Iask.
“Yes,sir.”Themannods.
“Ican’tfindmyGoldCard,”Isay,referringtomymembershiptothesexclubonthe
thirdfloorofthestripclub.Ilostitsomewhereinthetusslewiththemaninthebathroom.
“Sir,yourmembershipisgoingtobesuspended,”themansaysapologetically.
“What?” I shout. “I need to speak to Jay. He’s the manager. Go and fetch him,” I
demandwithasnapofmyfingers.
“Mr.Wolfe,I’mafraidthere’snothingthatJaycandoatthemomenttohelpyou,”the
mansighs,asifhe’susedtodealingwithjerkslikemeallthetimeandhehassomesortof
higherthannormalpatiencethreshold.
“Goandfuckinggethim,”Idemandwithmoreforcethistime.
Themanrollshiseyesandsighsagain.
“Fine.”Hespinsaroundandleaves.Inoticethathe’stallandalittlestockyandwears
a large black leather jacket. He’s probably one of Jay’s little fucking minions, I think
bitterly.
ItakeanotherdragonthecigarasIwaitforJaytocomeoutside,whichtomysurprise
he actually does. Jay is probably in his mid-sixties and has greying hair, probably from
having to run this club all these years. He’s also dressed in a business suit and, like
always,hasprofessionalpoise.
“Whatisit,Owen?”Hesays,leaningintotalktomethroughtheopencarwindow.
“What the fuck is going on? Why is my membership suspended?” I wail like the
spoiledfuckingchildIam.
Jay takes a deep breath, gearing up to explain himself. “The board already knows
aboutyourlittlerun-inwithInspectorFrench,”Jaysays.
“What?WhothefuckisInspectorFrench?”Iyelp.“Moreimportantly,howdoesthe
board even fucking know what happened? It was only like five fucking minutes ago!” I
shout, vaguely owning up to the fact that something actually did take place, and that it
mayormaynothavebeenslightlysketchy.
“That leads me to my next point,” Jay says, and leans against the car, still looking
downatmeintheseat.“InspectorFrenchisthemanwejusthiredinchargeofgradingthe
club.He’skindoffuckingimportant,Owen.”
“Oh,” I say, feeling the shock sink in—but I’m still unconvinced that my actions
warrant a suspension. “I still don’t understand what this shit has to do with me,” I state
firmly.
“Owen, you fucking punched the guy. There have to be consequences,” Jay states
patiently.
“He was trying to get a rise out of me!” I try and defend myself, but I can tell it’s
goingtobenofuckinguse.Theseassholesaren’tgoingtobackdown.
“Obviously, the Inspector went to the board and told them immediately what
happened. He’s shocked and told us that you came on his fucking shoe. Is that true
Owen?”Jayshakeshisheadindisgust.“Ifitis,that’sfuckinggrossasshit,man.”
“That’s beside the point,” I continue to argue, skirting around and dodging Jay’s
question.“I’magoddamnpayingcustomer;Ihavemyrights.”
“This isn’t a fucking court Owen.” Jay gives me a chagrined look. “The board says
youractionsaredisruptiveandworthyoftheoffense.Myhandsaretied,”headmits.
Ipoundthesteeringwheelinfrustration,thenlookbackatJayasanideacomestome.
“Letmetalktotheboard,”Irequest.
“Sorry,man.Nocando,”Jaydeniesfirmly.
“Whythehellnot?”Igrowl,desperationfillingmetothecore.
“Theydon’tspeakdirectlytothecustomers,”Jayadmits.“That’swhereIcomein,asa
liaisonofsorts.”
“That’sfuckingmadeupbullshit!”Iyell.
“Ican’thelpyou,Owen,”Jaysaysandwalksaway,apologeticallytellingmeIshould
gohomeandgetsomesleep.
Iwatchinfuryashewalksbackintotheclubandoutofsight.Istuboutmycigarand
speedoff.
YourememberthatIsaidIonlyliveafewblocksaway,right?Yeah,Icouldwalkto
theclub,butIjustgotthisfuckingnewcarandIwanttodriveitaroundforthehellofit.
Sosueme.
DidImentionIliverighthereinthecitythatneversleeps?Myridehomeisn’tlong,
butI’mpissedenoughtodriveahundredmiles;althoughrightnow,Ijustpulluptomy
ritzyandluxuriousapartmentbuilding.
Istepoutofthecar,tossingthekeystothevaletmanwhoappearstobealankyyoung
guy,wearingaredbellhopoutfitwithgoldtrim.
Igivehimaslightnodinthanksandgivehimaheftytipbeforewalkingtowardsthe
buildingtothelobbyinside.
“Goodevening,sir,”ourelderlydoormangreetsmewithatwinkleinhiseye.
“Hey,George.”Igivehimawinkandasmile.
GeorgeWorthingtonisthegluethatholdsthisbuildingtogether,andIcan’timaginea
worldwhereIdon’tseehisshiningfacewaitingformetocomehomeeachnight.
“Thankyou,George,”Isayandwalkpasthimasheholdsthedooropenforme.
I’m immediately hit with the refreshing coolness of air conditioning as I leave the
damp,humidsummernightbehindme.
Goodfuckingriddance,asfarasI’mconcerned.
I pound the elevator button to the forty-ninth floor where my penthouse apartment
overlooks Central Park. On the way up, a terrible thought comes rushing into my head,
andIknowI’mnotgoingtofuckingsleepawinktonight.
If I’m banned from the club right now, I’m going to miss my “date” with Crystal
Caspen, the prestigious five-star stripper that I’ve always wanted, but who’s always
fuckingbookedup.
IpunchtheelevatordoorasIexitintomyhallway,seethingwiththerealizationthat
I’m going to have to give up my coveted spot with her this month. I need to think of a
plan,andfuckingfast.
T
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he next morning, I’m still reeling from my unfair, bullshit ban from the
Expose Club and trying to brainstorm a way to weasel my way back into
myfavoritespotonearth.
I click on the lights to my corner office with the window overlooking the Hudson
RiverinLowerManhattan.IplopdownatmydeskandsighasIpressmytietomychest
andrubitssurfaceabsentmindedly.
“Uh,sir?”
IlookuptoseemysecretaryMelissastaringatme.She’sinherearlyfifties,thebest
inthefuckingbusiness.There’snotascheduleouttherethatMelissacan’ttame.There’s
notanassholeshe’stooscaredtosendaway.
She’smyultimatego-toperson,andI’mtheenvyoftheentertainmentworldbecause
ofher.
“Melissa?”Istareupather,wonderinghowshefuckinggotinheresofastbecauseI
justsatdown.
“Sorry,Ifollowedyouinhere,”shesays,adjustinghergreypantssuit.
“Oh,that’sokay.”Iwavemyhanddismissivelyandglancearoundmydesk,althoughI
havenofuckingcluewhatI’mlookingfor.
“YouhaveameetingwiththedirectorontheMillerprojectsetfornoon,andthenyou
haveatablereadingwiththeproducersontheupcomingaction/adventureflickatone.Do
you want me to push one of those back and one forward, so you have some additional
wiggleroomtogettobothontime?”
Melissaeyesmeexpectantlythroughherbig,greeneyes.Shehassandyblondehair,
whichshe’swearinginaponytail.Shehasnicecurvesbutshe’soutofmydesiredcomfort
rangeforageonawoman.
NotthatI’msayingI’dneverwanttofuckacougarbecauseI’dfuckingjumpatthe
chance,Ijustdon’twanttofuckanythingupwithMelissabecauseshe’sindispensable.
“Uh,”Istammer,feelingfuzzyinside.
“Owen,areyouokay?”Melissahasconcernetchingonherface.
“Me?Yeah…um,I’mfine.”Ismileandclearmythroat.
“Okay,”shesays,butIcantellI’mnotreallysellingheronthatfact.“Youjustseema
littledisoriented,that’sall,”sheadds.
Isquaremyshoulders.“Iwon’tbeparticipatinginanypitchesormeetingstoday,”I
sayfirmly.“Youneedtodoitinmyplace,”Idirecther,knowingfullwellshe’scapable
andtrustworthy.Thisisn’tthefirsttimeI’maskinghertodosomethinglikethis.
“Okay, whatever you need, sir.” She casts me a slight bow and begins to walk away
backtoherowndeskoutsideofmyofficedoor.
“Hey,Melissa?”Icalloutbeforesheleavescompletely.
Sheturnsbackaround.“Yes,sir?”
“Willyoufetchtheinternandtellhertobringmemymorningcoffee?Makesureshe
doesn’tfuckitupthistime.”
“Yes,Owen,ofcourse.”Melissagivesmeasmileandspinsonherheeltoleave.
Melissaisusedtomybossyundertones,andshetakesitallinstridelikewaterrolling
offaduck’sback.SheknowsexactlyhowIlikemyfuckingcoffee,too,withtwosplashes
ofcreamandnosugar.
Ijusthopethefuckinginternwilllearnhowtogetitfuckingright.Maybeatthatpoint
I’ll take the time to learn her name—although that’s doubtful, because the interns never
lastaroundhere;theyalwaysendupcrawlingbackintothesameholetheycamefromand
gettingarealjobsomewhereelse.
IdialmybestfriendVictorfrommyofficephoneandleaveitonspeakerphoneuntil
heanswers.Ipickupthereceiver.“Hey,man.”
“Hey,”Victorsays.
“What’s going on?” I ask, feeling like venting my problems to my number-one
wingman.
“Ijustgottowork,”Victorcomments.
Victor is a director for my films who lives in the façade of a sleepy life out in the
GreenwichsuburbsofConnecticutwithhiswifeandtwinfive-year-olddaughtersnamed
BelleandAllie.
He’snotconsideredabillionaire,orevenamillionaire,buthedoesprettyfuckingwell
forhimselfwhilehiswifemanagesthekidsathome,bakingandtotingthemaroundinher
brandnewSuburban.HelovestogototheExposewithmeanyfuckingchancehegets.
He’sbeenmyfriendsincefreshmanyearofcollege,andIfuckinglovehimtofucking
death.
“What’supwithyou?”Victorasks.
“Ashitstorm,”Ichuckle.
“Whatelseisnew?”Victorteases.
“Youwon’tbelievethefuckingnightIhadlastnight,”Ibegin.“Mychanceoftapping
Crystalandgettingafrontrowseattotastingthatsweetpussyisbecomingadreamonce
again.”Ishakemyheadwoefully.
“Whathappened?”Victor’svoiceiscurious.
“Crystalisgoingupinsmoke,yetagainuntouchable,”Icomplain,stillfuckingpissed.
“What the fuck did Owen Wolfe do now?” Victor cackles into the phone. He knows
mypersonalityfuckingwell.
“Well, it started with me fucking Lola in the third floor bathroom at the Expose,” I
begin.“Iaccidentallyshotsomeofmycumontothehealthinspector’sshoewhenhewas
inthestallbesideus.”Ishakemyheadwiththefuckingironyofthesituation,andinspite
oftheconsequencesIcan’thelpbutgrin.
“Damn,dude,”Victorresponds.
“So,ofcoursethefuckingprickhastogoandtattleaboutmetotheboardmembers.
JaytellsmemyGoldCardmembershipissuspendedfornow.”
“Sowhenwillyougetitback?”Victorasks.
“Ihaveyettofuckingfindthatshitoutmyself,brother,”Iadmit.
I’mdistractedmomentarilywhentheinternpopsintotheroom,holdingmycoffee.I
motiontothedeskforhertoplaceitdownandwaveherbackoutoftheoffice.
“So,whydidn’tyoujustpayoffthehealthinspectortokeephismouthshut?”Victor
laughs.
“Wow…that’s a really fucking great idea,” I admit. “In retrospect, I probably should
havefuckingdonethat,”Ichuckle.
Victor’ssuggestiongivesmeanideathat’sfulloffreshhope.“Hey,man,doyouthink
youcouldgotomymeetingsformeinmyplace?”
“What?HowthehellamIsupposedtodothat?”Victorprotests,butit’snotthefirst
timehe’shelpedmeeither,muchlikewithMelissa.
“Ihaveanidea,”Isay.“Ireallyfuckingneedyourhelpman.Don’tmakemebeg.”
IhearVictorsigh.“Okay,Owen,butyouoweme.”
Ilaugh.“Ioweyoueverything,forever,”Iremindhim.
“True,”hechuckles.
“Canyoumeetmeatmyapartmentlatertonight?”
“I’llbethere,”Victoragrees,thenwehangup.
Victorruleshishousewithanironfist,andaslongashekeepsgivinghisgreedywife
fat stacks and handfuls of cash to spend, she’s not going to complain if he comes home
lateeverynowandthen.
IneedtofixthisfuckingmessI’min—rightthefucknow.
I
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walkintotheHealthInspector’sofficelikeIowethefuckingplace.Themini
blindsonthewindowsaredrawn,whichgivesthereceptionist’sareaadingy
anddarkfeel,ironicgiventhathisfuckingjobistotellpeoplehowtoclean.
A sound of a little bell chimes through the room when I close the door behind me,
alertingthesecretaryatthefrontdeskthatthere’sacustomerwalkingin.
“Goodafternoon,”shesayscheerily.
Okay, this might be easier than I fucking think. I paint on my most charming and
charismaticsmileasIapproachthewoman.
She’s a little on the heavier side and has the best-looking set of birthing hips ever.
She’swearingaburgundyinfinityscarfeventhoughit’sfuckingsummeroutside.Shehas
blondehairthat’spulledbackinabunwithacutesetofbangs.
“Hi there, sweetie.” I grin at her, flashing my perfectly straight, white teeth. I run a
handthroughmyfull,darkthickhairforeffectandwinkather.
Inoticeshehasahalf-eatendonutlyingonanapkinbesideherkeyboard.
“Havingalittleafternoonsnack?”Ipointtothedonut.
Shegiggles. “You know,just a pick-meup of sorts toget me throughthe rest of the
afternoon.”
“Ihearyouonthatone,”Isay,tryingtoberelatableeventhoughIdon’teatfucking
junkfood.
Haveyouseenmymuscularbody?Ipridemyselfonhavingalmostnobodyfat.
Shecontinuestochuckle.“CanIhelpyouwithsomething?”
“I’msureyoucan.”Iwinkather.
Sheblushesandplacesahandoverhermouth.
“I’m looking for Leonard French.” I ask for the Health Inspector who’s ruining my
fuckinglifeoneminuteatatime.
The woman gives me a slight nod and then looks at her computer screen. “He’s
actuallynotinameetingrightnow,”shesays.
“Wonderful,”Iexclaimandopenmyarms.“Perfecttiming,eh?”
The woman looks sincerely apologetic and perhaps even a little sheepish.
“Unfortunately, Mr. French doesn’t normally allow for impromptu meetings.” She looks
upatmeandoffersanothersolution.“Ifyou’dlike,Icantrytosqueezeyouintomorrow.”
I lean against the side of her desk. “Hmm,” I whisper. “I don’t think tomorrow will
work.Yousee,I’mhavingsortofahealthinspectionemergency…”Itrailoff,hopingthat
mysweettalkandfeigneddesperationwillhelpmehere.
“Well…I…uh…” The woman looks between me and the computer, clearly feeling
backedupintoacornerofindecisionaboutwhethertosendmeawayorallowmetotalk
toInspectorFrench.
“It’s really fine,” I continue, piling on the charm to try to convince her. “We’ve
actuallymetbefore,lastnighteven.Hemightbeexpectingme,tobehonest.”
Okay,soIknowhe’snotexpectingmetobargerightintohisoffice,buttheotherpart
ofmylittlewhiteliehassometruthtoit.Ididactuallymeethimlastnight.
Thewomanlookstrulytorn,butIeggheronfurther.“Comeon,I’mhavingareally
shitday,”Itellher,layingitonthick.“Youwouldbemyheroifyouletmegotalktohim.
Andbytheway,Iloveyourscarf.”Ipointtoherneck.
She blushes again, and I can tell she’s soaking in all the fucking compliments I’m
pouringherway.Andprobablyfuckingsoakingherpanties.Thesadbitchprobablygoes
homealonetoeatherfeelingseverynight.IfIcanhelpherfeelbetteraboutherselffor
fivefuckingminutes,thenjustcallmethegoodSamaritanoftheday.
“Okay,”shefinallycaves.“Youcangobackthereontheonecondition—thatyoutell
himIprotested,”shesays.
“Trustme,thatwon’tbeaproblem,”Isaytoherandgiveheranotherwink.
Shetakesadeepbreathasifshe’sexcitedjusttobetalkingtoaguyashotasmyself.
“Ifyougothroughthatsetofdoubledoors,goallthewaytotheendofthehallwayand
turnleft.Hisofficeisthefirstoneontheleft.”
Shepointsinthedirectionshe’sinstructingmetogo.
Inod.“Thankyousomuch,darling.”Iblowherakissbeforewalkingaway.
Afewsecondslater,Iburstintotheinspector’soffice,notgivingtwoshitswhathe’s
fuckingdoinginthere.Assoonasheseesme,hejumpsupfromhiscomputerandpeers
towardsthedoorasifhe’sexpectingafuckingbodyguardtocomeandrescuehim.
HehasablackeyefromwhereIpunchedhim.Goodforthelittlefucker,thatshould
teachhimalessonnottofuckingmesswiththemaster.
“What the hell are you doing here?” he asks as he takes a few defensive steps
backwards.
“I’mheretobringChristmasalittleearlythisyear,”Isayandpulloutmycheckbook.
“Whatisthis?”HepointstoitasIscrawloutanamountonitssurface.
“Consideritapeaceoffering.”IgrinathimasItearthecheckfromthebook.
Itossittohimandhelooksatit,hiseyesgrowingwiderbythesecond.
“Twenty-thousand dollars? What the hell is this for?” He waves the check in the air
butthenquicklylooksouttheofficedoorasifhe’sparanoidsomeonewillwalkin.
“IneedmyGoldMembershipreinstatedatClubExpose,”Isaymatter-of-factly.
“Ican’thelpyou.”Heimmediatelyshakeshisheadandtriestohandthecheckbackto
me,butIrefuse.
“Ithinkyou’remistaken,”Isayandshovethemoneyonpaperbacktohim.“Thisisa
non-optionalnegotiationhere.”
IpicturethehotasfuckstripperCrystalinmymind,andshe’sthefuelIneedtomake
surethisguyagreestomyplan.Inmymind,I’mwillingtodowhateverittakestogetmy
suspensionfromtheclubliftedandremovedfrommyrecord.
Tomysurprise,theinspectorstartslaughing.
“Istheresomethingfuckingfunny?”Igivehimasourlook.
Frenchscratcheshisheadwithhislong,lankyfuckingfingers.“Yeah,actuallythereis.
Yourmoneyisn’tnecessary,especiallynotfromthedouchewhocameonmyshoe.”
Ishiftmyweightandsquaremyjaw.“Doyouhaveapointtoyourbullshitbabbling?”
Isnarl.
“Beyond that, if you think I’m the one in charge of suspensions, you’re sorely
mistaken.”Frenchshakeshishead.“It’smyjobtosimplyinformtheboardthattheclub
willbefailingtheinspection,andIhavetogivethemanhonestreasonwhy.”
“Soyoufuckingtattledonmelikethisisfuckingfifthgrade?”Iscoff.
“I’m just doing my job, man.” The guy raises his hands defensively. “Whatever
happensafterthatisbeyondmycontrol.”
“Justgobacktotheboardandtellthemyouchangedyourmindorsomething,”Itoss
out,findinganyexcusethatcomestomind.
“Sorry,nocando,”thejerksays,andcontinuestoshakehishead.“Theboardalready
tried to pay me off to pass the inspection. I guess they beat you to the punch,” he adds
withaflareofsmugness.
“So,areyoutellingmeyou’refuckinguseless?”Ishout.
“I’m saying that it looks like your suspension is your punishment.” He raises his
eyebrowsatme.
I want to punch him in his fucking face again and even out his black eyes for
symmetry,butIholdbackbecauseIknowit’llgetmefuckingnowhere.
Thisfuckingweaselisn’tgoingtodoshittohelpme.
French’s expression softens, but only slightly. “If you want to have your suspension
reversed,thenyou’llhavetogobacktotheclubandtakeitupwiththem.Onlytheowners
havethepowertochangethatdecision.”
“Thanksfornothing,”Imurmur,andstalkoutoftheoffice.
Great.Justfuckinggreat.
Well,IguessIneedtoplacePlanBintomotion—ifonlyIfuckingknewwhatPlanB
was.
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alwayshavemyalarmsetontheoppositesideofmyroom.Thatway,whenI
hearitgooffinthemorning,Ihavenochoicebuttojumpoutofbedandturn
itoff.
Once I’m already up, there’s no point in getting back under those warm and cozy
covers—that’sthementalityIliveouteachandeveryday.
I’mMollyQuinn,andifyouknowanythingaboutme,it’sthatI’maworkhorse—a
competitivewomanjusttryingtocarveapathofsuccessforherself.Istopfornoone,and
Iputeveryounceofblood,sweatandtearsintoeverythingIdo.
There’snopointindoinganythinghalfway,andthat’sanotheroneofmymottos.
It’sdarkasIhitthebuttononmycellphonetosilencethealarm.Iyawn,stretchand
turnonthebathroomlightasitslowlycreatesawarmglowinmybedroom.Thepointis
toadjustmyeyestothelightbeforewalkingouttothekitchen.
IgetdressedinmyworkoutgearandheadtomykitchenwhereIstartapotofcoffee
thatI’lldrinkafterIhavemyworkout.
Ithenwalktomylivingroomwheremyelectricbikesitsproudlyinfrontofthewall-
to-wallpanoramicwindowviewsofmidtownManhattan.Ipickupthemorningpaperand
proceedtoreaditafterjumpingonmybikeforthismorning’sspinningsession.
You probably think I’m crazy for getting up before dawn just to ‘fake’ run on a
stationarybike.YoumightaskwhyIdon’tjustjogthecitystreets.
Well,Ifeelmorecomfortableinmyownhouse,collectingsweatwhileIdosomething
enjoyablelikereadingthemorningpaper.Runningonmyelectricbikeishowatightly-
woundandvirtuallyhigh-strungwomansuchasmegetsherrelaxingtimeinfortheday.
Ilookaroundatmycleanandorderlyapartment.Ican’tfuckingstandforanythingto
beoutofplace.Notevenaspeckofdustorasinglecrumbisallowedtoliveonmyfloor.
The only things on my countertops are my coffee pot and toaster, and that’s only
becauseIhavenocabinetspacetoputthemin—otherwiseIwouldpreferthecountersto
becompletelybare.
I’mwhatthemalespeciesreferstoas‘beautyandbrains.’I’mthehotnerdychick,if
youwanttocallitthat.Whatanoxymoronright?
Butyes,that’stotallymeinanutshell.
I’m also the only daughter of business tycoon Richard Quinn, owner of Quinn
Industries.Whatdoesthisenterprisedo,youask?
Well,let’sjustsaymyfatherrunsthe‘specialentertainment’clubsofManhattan.His
company is in charge of hiring, firing, and the overall general management of the talent
forthemostpopularstripclubsinthecity.
He’sarichbastard,butIhavetofuckinglovehimbecausehe’smydad.
Thatdoesn’tmeanIhavetoactuallylikehim,though,right?
MydadandIhavealotofthesamequalities,whichmightbepartofthereasonwhy
we butt heads so often. I consider myself to be a strong business-minded woman, much
likemyfatherthinksofhimself,onlyfromthemaleperspective.
There’sjustonetinyglitchinthissystemthatkeepsitfromoperatingsmoothly,andit
hasaname.OrshouldIsay,hehasaname.
Yep,I’mnotanonlychild.
My older brother Harry Quinn is my biggest competition. Not the other women out
theretryingtomakeanameforthemselvesinthebusinessworldofNewYorkCity.Nope,
it’smyveryownfuckingolderbrother.
HarryandIareoppositesineveryway,evenwhenitcomestoourphysicalfeatures.
Harryhasdarkredhair,almostanauburncolor,andit’swavy.Ihavestraight-as-a-board,
longblondehair.
HarrylikestoremindmethatifI’dstopbeingsuchan“uptightbitchwithastickup
myass”allthetime,thenmaybemyfatherwouldgivemethetimeofdayandtakeme
seriously.
Yes, that is a direct quote from Harry fucking Quinn himself. I know I’m tense; it
doesn’ttakeafuckingrocketscientisttofigurethatout.
I’llalwaysbesecondwhenitcomestothebelovedgoldenchildHarry.Hecouldfart
andmyfatherwouldpraisehimfordoingitbest.That’sjustthewaythefuckingcookie
crumblesintheQuinnfamily.
Meanwhile,myfancymotherjustsitsinthebackground,filinghernailsandjudging
everythingthatmovesorbreathes.
We aren’t exactly the token family, and Dysfunctional should probably be our last
nameinsteadofQuinn,buttakethemorleavethem,Iknowthatthey’remyonlyticketto
victory.
I jump off the bike, sweaty and with my heart pounding. I rode extra fast today,
thinkingabouthowangrymybrotherandfathermakeme.
It’sjustafuckingfrustratingsituationtobein,especiallywhenallIwanttodoinlife
ismakeanameformyselfandsucceed.
Iheadbacktomybathroomanddrawmyselfalukewarmbath.Yes,I’maweirdoand
preferbathsaftermyworkoutsasopposedtoshowers.
There’ssomethingaboutlyinginthewaterthatmakesmymusclesrelax,andIdon’t
feelassoreafterwards.Takenotes,folks…Imaybeontothetop-secretworkouttipsof
theworld,youjustneverknow.
AsIliethere,submergingmostofmybodyinthewater,Ithinkabouthowharditisto
beawomaninthissociety.Idon’tjustwanttobreaktheglassceiling,Iwanttofucking
shatterthatmotherfucker.Likewithasledgehammer,whilealltheglassrainsdownonall
themenwhotellwomentheycan’tamounttoanything.
Okay, maybe there’s a chance that’s slightly melodramatic, but I’m just trying to
explain to you how difficult it is out there and how most of the time I feel like fucking
sharkbait.
Thedoublestandardsexist,andthecompetitionsareallonesided.I’mworldssmarter
thanmyassholebrotherHarry.
Growingup,whowasinthegiftedandtalentedprogramsatschool?Ifyou’reguessing
me,thendingdingding,youwintheprize.Congratulations.
Harry never works hard unless he thinks someone’s watching him. The motivation
isn’tdrivenbytheactualdesiretodoanastoundingjob.Hejustwantstobelazyandget
rich,livinginthelimelightofmyfather.
Yes, I’m sullen but I have a fucking right to be. I deserve as much, if not more,
attentionthanHarrybecauseIactuallyputeffortintomywork.
Butallmytrialsareinvain,becauseintheend,Harryalwaysgetsthevotefrommy
father.There’sgottobesomesecrettoprovemyworthtoourdad,butIhaveyettofigure
thatoneout.
Mencan’thandleme,Ialreadyknowthat.Iwanttobesuperior,oronthesamelevel
asthemattheveryleast,andtheydon’tlikeit,notonefuckingbit.
They can’t deal with an alpha female. Guys need to feel in control all the time, and
theywon’tletsomesuccessfulwomengrabthembytheballs.
AsIgetdressedinmysexyA-lineskirtandwhiteblouse,IthinkabouthowtiredIam
oftryingtogetapprovalfrommen.I’mmyownperson,andI’mnotgoingtoanswerto
fuckinganyone.
Iwalktomyfrontdoorandcloseitbehindme,preparingforanotherdayattheoffice
andhopingforthebest.
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walk down the hallway to my downtown Manhattan office, and everyone is
staringatme.Thisissortofnormal…Iguess.
Myfriendsteasemeallthetimebycallingmea‘headturner,’whichItaketomean
thatIhavetheblondebombshelltypeoflook.
Tome,yes,I’mconfident―butnotbecauseofmylooks.I’mafirmbelieverthatit’s
what’sontheinsidethatreallycounts.
IfIcanhaveadecentdiscussionaboutproblemsoftheworldorthebestwaytogeta
businessupandrunning,thenI’mhavingagreatfuckingtime.
Yes,I’mTypeAalltheway―andyes,IannoymosteveryoneIknowbecauseofmy
personality.
Anyway,backtothefuckingpresent.Iwalkovertomysecretary,whositsinacubicle
rightoutsideofmyoffice.
“Hi,Katrina.”Igreetherwithapositivesmiletostartoutthedayontherightfoot.
“Hi,Molly,”Katrinaresponds.She’sinherlateforties.Sheisn’tmarried,andshehas
nochildren.Ithinkshe’sacrazycatladybutIloveherandrespecther.Hell,I’llprobably
turnoutjustlikeheroneday.
Katrinahassaltandpepperhairthatshewearsinareallysuperchicyetclassicshort
style,andshealwayswearsloudandvibrantcolors.Ihavetohandittoher;thegirlreally
pullsoffthewackystyleflavor.
“I’m really sorry,” Katrina says apologetically as she winces in what is apparent
embarrassment.
“Sorryforwhat?”Ichuckleandlookaroundtheofficetryingtofigureoutwhatshe’s
talkingabout.
“Icouldn’thandlehim,norcouldIsendhimaway,”shestatesvaguely.
Ilookovertomyopenofficedoorandnoticethatthelightisalreadyturnedon.This
initselfisn’tcompletelycurious,becausesometimesKatrinawillgointomyofficewhen
I’mnottheretofilepapersortofindsomedocumentsshemightneedthatIhave.
“Isthere…istheresomeoneinthere?”Iwhisperandpointtomyopendoor.
“Yes,” Katrina grimaces. “I’m so sorry, Molly, he’s adamant that he needs to speak
withyourightaway.”
“Whoishe?”Iask,feelingominousintrigue.
Katrinashrugs.“Hewon’ttellme.”
“Hmm,”Isay,andnarrowmyeyes.“IguessifIstartscreaming,call911,”Ijoke.
Katrinagulpshard.“Okay.”
Iwalkintomyofficenotknowingwhattoexpect,butI’mpricklingwithinterest.
Ihavetobitemytonguetopreventmyselffromlettinganaudiblegaspescapemylips.
When I swing the door open all the way, I see the body of a Greek god standing before
me,facingmefromwherehe’sstandingbymyglasswindows.
I examine him carefully, scrutinizing every feature and aspect of his appearance and
body language. He has jet black hair that he has intricately parted at the side, and he’s
cleanshavenwithagorgeousface.
Idon’tevenknowwhothisguyis,butI’mdeducingbythewayhe’sgrinningatme
withhishandsinhispocketsthathe’sapowerfulpersonwithtonsofinfluencethathe’s
notafraidtouseonanyoneheencounters.
Hehasenoughswaggerinhismovementstostopanywomandeadinhertracks,and
that—unfortunately—seemstoincludeme.
“I think you might be in the wrong office,” I joke, trying to break the ice with this
mysteriousyettotallyfuckablehunk.
Yes,I’mextremelyembarrassedtoevenfuckingadmitthatIhaveaninstantattraction
tothisman.ButI’mstillawarm-bloodedwoman,afterall.
“Oh,trustme,”hegrinsslylyandtakesastepclosertowardsme,“I’mexactlywhereI
needtobe.”
“Yousoundprettyconfident.”Isnort,althoughIdon’tmeanto.“CanIhelpyouwith
something?”
Ilaymypursedownonmydeskandstanddirectlyacrossfromhim.Helooksdeep
into my eyes, and as fucking cheesy as it sounds, I swear I nearly get lost in their
delicious,swirlycaramelcolor.
Itakeadeepbreathandthenclearmythroat,waitingforhimtostatethereasonforhis
presence.“It’snoteverydayIgetthepleasureofhavingavisitorgreetmewhenIarriveat
theoffice,”Ijokefurther,thinkingthatit’shelpingmerelax,evenifI’mnotthatfucking
funny.Likeatall.
Helaughsanyway,Iguesstoappeaseme,whichmakesmefeelevenmorepathetic.
He approaches me and takes my hand, startling me. He softly kisses the top of my
palmandwinksatme.
Whothefuckisthisguy,anddidhejustjumpoutofa1920sblackandwhitemovie?
All joking aside, his tender and soft lips make me tingle between my legs when he
makesskin-to—skincontact.
I try to level my body’s out of nowhere reactions and keep my poker face holding
strong.
I pull my hand away. “Please, take a seat.” I motion to the chair opposite my chair
behindthedesk.
HedoesasIaskandcontinuestogrinatmeasifhe’sGod’sfuckinggifttowomenor
somethingandIshouldbehonoredtobeinhispresence.
Maybe I am. Who knows? He sure is fucking hot. I feel like I’m under a spell or
somethingwiththisguy.
“So,whothehellareyouexactlyandwhatthehellareyoudoinginmyoffice?”Iget
rightdowntothepressingquestionofthehour.
Helaughsagain.“Youaren’tafraidtobeblunt,areyou?”
“Notparticularly…”Isay,meetinghisgazedead-on.
“I’mOwenWolfe,andit’sapleasuretomeetyou.”Heextendsahandformetoshake
thistime,andwhenItakeit,Igetthatwarmfeelingagain,meltingmyskinjustwithhis
touch.
“Whydoesthatnamesoundfamiliar?”Iask,andcontemplatetheanswer.
“I get that all the time.” He gives me a cheesy grin that’s ridiculously full of macho
arrogance.
“So,whatmakesyouspecial?”Itease.
“I’mthefounder,ownerandCEOofLoneWolfePictures,”hesayswithpride.
“Iloveyourmovies!”Iexclaim.“HowdoyougetalltheA-listcelebstoplayrolesin
yourfilms?”
“Easy,”hesays,andwinksatmeagain.“Ihavethecharmtheyallflockto.”
Ilaugh.Thisguyisjusttoofuckingmuch.“Isthatmovieaboutthetwopeoplewho
getlostinthewoodsonacampingtripandthenfallinloveyours?Youknow…what’sit
called?”Isnapmyfingersandtrytorackmybrain.
“Hunted.”Henods.“Yep,that’sus.”
“Great film.” I nod nostalgically with a smile. I’m totally becoming distracted right
now.IstillneedtogettothebottomofwhyOwenWolfeofLoneWolfePicturesisherein
myoffice.AndIdefinitelydon’tneedtobeactinglikesomestarstruckfangirl.
Asifreadingmymind,hefinallydropshisreasonforbeinghere.“Iwanttotakeyou
todinner,”hesayswithenthusiasmthatis…surprisinglyhardtoresistorsaynoto.
ButI’mstillsurprised.
Dinner?Wherethehelldidthatcomefrom?
Confused,Idowhatcomesnaturallyandscoffathisproposal.
“Areyoukidding?”Ilaugh.
“No,”hestates,lookingconfused.
“Idon’tevenknowyou.”Ishakemyhead,wonderingwhenthepracticaljokewillbe
over.
“That’s the point of the date,” he says as if he’s stating the obvious. “I’m actually
beingserioushere,”headds.“Iknowtonsoftrendyscenestocheckoutfordinnerplaces.
I know so many people, we can just walk right in, we don’t even need a fucking
reservation,”hebrags.
Istareathiminbewildermentforafewseconds.“Ican’t,I’msorry,myscheduleis
fullatthemoment.”Ineedtoshutthisdown,especiallywiththewayI’mstillreactingto
him.
“Iinsist,”hesays,andInoticesomefirmundertonesinhisvoice.
“I can let you know when my schedule clears.” I look him in the eye, unwilling to
backdown.
Owensighsandstandsup.Yes!IthinkthatmeansI’mwinningthisbattle.
He takes a pen off my desk and lifts a Post It. He scribbles his number across the
centerofthepaper.“Ifyouchangeyourmind,here’smydirectline.Idon’tusuallygive
outmyprivatenumbertopeople,”hesaysasifIshouldfeelfuckinghonoredtoreceiveit
orsomeshit.
“Okay,”Istumble.
“Call me when your schedule clears,” he says, and without another word, he
disappearsasquicklyashearrived.
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arriveatmyparent’shouseatnoononthedot.Iplacemycarinpark,turnit
off,andtakeadeepbreathasIclimboutoftheseat.
IstareupatQuinnManorasIstandinthedrivewayinadaze.
My parents live out in the Hamptons, which should come as no surprise to you, or
anyonewhoknowsourfamily,forthatmatter.Mymomlovestobebythecoastwhereshe
cansitonthebeach,drinkingcocktailswithherfriendswhiletheygossipaboutotherrich
housewives.
Everyday,Icomeoutheretojoinmyfatherforlunch.
Everyday,likealways,myfatherdoesn’tcare.
The purpose of my arrival is to report on the company, its daily processes and how
thingsaremovingalong.
My father never asks me to do this, and I’m sure he doesn’t fucking give two shits
aboutwhatIhavetosay,butIdoitanyway.
You probably want to know why I spend a tireless amount of effort to impress
someonewhodoesn’tnoticeme.Yes,ithurtssometimes,butthatjustprovesmydevotion
tonotonlymyfather,buttoourfamilybusinessasawhole.
Thecompanyismylife,andIcaremoreaboutitthananyoneinvolved―Ijustdon’t
gettherecognitionIdeserve.Iwon’tletthatlittleglitchderailme,though;Ialwaysstart
mydaywithdrivenpurpose.
Thinkofitasatraditionofsorts.Yeah,thathelpsmenotsoundsocrazy…right?
“Hey,Daddy.”IgiveRichmoreQuinn,a.k.a.myfather,apolitesmileandkissthetop
ofhisheadasIwalkpasthim.
He’s already sitting at the head of the table, where he belongs, in the formal dining
roomofhismansion.
“Goodafternoon,Molly.”Hhenodshisheadinagestureofgreeting.
I sigh and sit down directly next to him on the right-hand side. I glance around the
room.Mymotheralwaysmakessurethere’sabouquetoffreshrosesinthecenterofthe
twenty-seatertable.
Todayisnoexception,andtheyarebloomingwithdelight.Icansmelltheiraromaand
floweryfreshscent.
“Youlookgoodtoday,Daddy.”Ismileathimagain.
“Molly, can you do me a favor?” My dad briefly glances at me, ignoring my
compliment.
“Sure,”Ishrug.“Whatisit?”
“Canyousitontheotherside?”
“Youmean…overthere?”Ipointacrossthetable.
Myfathersmileswithrelief.“Yes,please,thatwillbeperfect.”
Ilookathimwithconfusion.“Why?There’snooneintheroomwithyou,Daddy.”
Iknowexactlywhymydadisaskingmetomove,andit’sbecauseoffuckingHarry.
Harry fucking Quinn, the rat bastard who I just so happen to share a blood relationship
withbecausewecameoutofthesamevagina.
That’s right; in case you are forgetting, allow me to catch you up to speed. Harry
Quinn,mybrother.Harryistheheirtothisridiculous‘throne’ofQuinnIndustriesandis
currentlyactingasCEOofthecompany.
“Daddy,doyouevenseeHarryintheroomrightnow?He’snotdedicatedlikeme.”I
furtherpleadmycase.“Imean,comeon,doesheevencareenoughtocomeinhereevery
dayatlunchandgiveyouthecompanyrundown?”
I’mscreechinglikeabansheeatthispoint,andI’msuremyfatherhasnopatiencefor
it,butrightnowIdon’tevenfuckingcare.
Myfathersighs,rollshiseyes,andplaceshisnapkininhislapwhilehewaitsforhis
servanttocomeandplacethefoodinfrontofhisspoiled,pretentiouswhiteass.
“I don’t ask you to come here and give me the company rundown, Molly. I’m up to
speedeveryday,justlikeItellyou,”myfatherlectures.
“Whatever.”Iscoffanddramaticallymovetotheleftseat,makingsuretopout,huff
andmakeascenewhileI’matit.
“Molly…”Myfathersighsagain.“Don’tactlikeasullenchild.”
“Thendon’ttreatmelikeone,Daddy,”Ihissback.
My father and I have lunch together, sitting mainly in silence, but I drone on
mechanicallywithmylaptop,tellinghimofthemostrecenteventsthatIthinkhemight
wanttobeabreastaboutwithregardstothetalentandnewhires.
Afterweeat,myfatherstandstoleavetheroom.Heplantsakissonmyforehead.“As
always,it’slovelytohavelunchwithyou,darling,”hesaysandstartstowalkaway.
“Daddy,wait,”Icallbacktohim.
“Yes?”Heturnsaround.
Myfatherstillhasathickheadofdarkhairthat’sonlynowstartingtogreyinatthe
sides.He’swearingagreypinstripedsuit,andInoticethathe’sthinningfromwhatused
tobehisheavysetbodytype.
“Why are you making Harry the CEO? It’s not fair.” I hate to stoop to this level of
blaming,butIhonestlycan’tunderstandmyfather’schoices.
“Molly, you are too sheltered to understand why I’m going a different way with the
company?Harryisjust…”heshrugs,“youknow,abetterfit.”Hegrinssheepishly.
“Ihaveallthetimeintheworld,Daddy,”Icrossmyarmsdefiantly.“Pleaseenlighten
meonwhyyouwon’tgivemeachance.”
“I’m really fucking great at my job, and I’m the better choice. You know it, Daddy,
deepdownyoudo,”Iargue.
“Harry knows the ins and outs of the company.” My father’s grasping at straws—at
least that’s how it looks to me, whether he sees it or not. “He’s good with people,
charming.”
I scoff. “Dad, you can’t be fucking serious right now,” I shout. “Um, let’s recount
Harry’sperfectlife,shallwe?”
My father shifts his weight uncomfortably and rolls his eyes, but he’s silent.
Apparentlyhe’sgoingtoletmegrabthereinsandrolloffonthislittletangent.
“Don’t forget, Daddy: Harry sleeps around, fucking anything that moves. He never
comesheretositinonthesebusinessmeetings…”
RichmoreQuinninterruptsme.“Thesearelunches,notbusinessmeetings.”
“Stop!”Iholdupahandtohushhim.“Hesleepsonthejob;he’srarelyspottedinhis
office…Imean,Daddy,thelistgoesonandon,”Istate.
MyfatherandIstareateachotherforafewseconds,neitheroneofushavingtheballs
tocave.Thenmyfatherroarsinanger,sendingshiversupmyspine,onceagaintryingto
putmeinmyplace.
“Molly, that’s enough,” he yells. “You have no right to speak to me this way or
questionmychoices.Iamyourfather,”hestatesfirmly.“Ifyouwerebetteratdecision-
makingandconflict-resolution,thenIwouldhavenamedyouastheCEO,notHarry.It’s
plainandsimpleMolly,blackandwhite.There’snogreylinehere.”Hepointsafingerat
me.
“Daddy,”Iwhispersoftlyandlookatthefloor.
“Anotherthing,”hebeltsout.“Younevertakerisks.Harrylivesfortheadventure,and
he’s always coming up with new ways to develop the company and knock it out of the
ballpark.That’sHarry’sprimaryedge!”Myfatherspouts.
“YoureallythinkI’mthatpathetic?”Ilookupatmyfather.
Myfatherscoffs.“WhywouldIeverwantaboringpersonwithastickpermanentlyup
theirasstoinheritmycompany?Molly,youwouldrunitintothegroundthesecondyou
gotyourhandsonit.Thisistheentertainmentbusiness,andthingshavetobefast-paced
allthetime.”
Wow.Thatfuckinghurts.
I push past my father, ready to run from the room and throw up the lunch currently
formingasolidrockinmygut.
“Whereareyougoing?”myfathercallsbehindme.
“I’maskingtobeexcused,Daddy,”Isay,hatredlacingmywords,notlookingbackas
Irunoutofthemanorandintotheblindingsunlight.
I
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MOLLY
sitinthebackseatofmytowncar,waitingforthedrivertogetbacktothecity.
We’re almost there. Hardly any traffic congestion awaits us on the journey
back,whichistotallyoutofthenorm.
Ilookoutthewindow,anditlookslikeitmightbegettingcloudyoutside.Perhapsa
summerrainstormisontheway.
Isighandleanbackinmyseat,closingmyeyesbriefly.Itakethistimetocontemplate
myfather’swordstome.Nomatterhowharshtheyare,Iknowdeepdownthey’retrue.
That still doesn’t make me feel any better, and for the moment, I detest him―as
horribleasthatistosayaboutmyownfather.Intheend,IknowI’llkillmoreflieswith
honey.I’llgrinandbearitwhenIhavetodo,butatleastforafewmoments,Iletmyself
sulk.
IknowIplayitsafe,andIdon’thavewhatyouwouldexactlycalla‘wildside,’butI
likeorderandorganization―it’sjustwhoIam.
It’snotlikeIcancompletelychangemypersonalityatthedropofafuckinghat.
OrcanI…?
IlosemyselfinthoughtasIcontemplatewaystobemorecarefreeandlessuptight.
Thenithitsme.
Fuckyes!Iknowexactlywheretobegin.
I have to prove to my father and his little fucking minions that I’m the type to take
risks.
IpulloutOwen’sbusinesscard.Igrazemythumbagainstitsgroovedsurface.
Ismiletomyselfandreadtheprintontop.
OwenWolfe,OwnerandFoundingCEOofLoneWolfePictures.
OntheothersideisthePostItIstuckonthecardafterheleft.
I take a deep breath and look out the window. We’re heading through the Holland
Tunnel. This gives me the exact amount of bravery I require in order to punch in the
numberstohisprivateline.Ihitdialrightintimeforustoresurfaceontheotherside,in
Manhattan.
Once we’re back under the exposure of direct sunlight again, I take an action that,
before today, would require much contemplating, in-depth overthinking, and a million
braincellsofanalyzingbeforecomingtoadecision.
Yes,IknowI’madorkybasketcase,youdon’thavetotellme.
In fact, don’t fucking tell me if I’m making a huge mistake by dialing Owen. That’s
notpartofthedeal.You’rejustsupposedtositthereandlistentomylifeunravel―andif
itderailsintoatrainwreck,thenit’sallonme.
There’sringinginmyearontheotherendoftheline.
Shit!Icanstillhangup…shouldIhangup?
No,I’mnotsupposedtotakeadvicefromyou,remember?
Owenanswersonthethirdring.
“OwenWolfe,”hespurtsout,soundinginahurry.
“Um…hey…its…Molly. You know, Molly Quinn? Um, you were in my office this
morning.”
I’mramblinglikeafuckingidiot.He’sgoingtothinkI’maspasticloser,andIdon’t
fuckingblamehimonebit.
“Oh, hi, Molly.” His voice changes instantly and becomes more approachable,
smootherandsexierthanfuckingpossible.
Itrytotakeeven,measuredbreathssothatIwon’thaveapanicattackonthephone
withhim.IremindmyselfthatI’mtryingtoturnoveranewleafandbecomemoredaring.
Convincingmyselfwillbehalfthebattle.
“Hi,”Isay,andwonderifhecanhearthegrininmyface.
Inthismoment,Icommittomyselfthatthisisn’tabouttryingtoscoreadateorafree
dinnerfromOwen,oranymanforthatmatter.
ThisisaboutmedecidingatthelastminutethatI’mgoingtobitethebulletandcall
Owen. The risk is what I’m chasing, not me falling for those cheesy, bullshit classic
attemptsguysuseinordertoscoopupwomen.
Isighwithwhimsicaldelight.“I’mjustcallingtotakeyouuponyouroffer,”Isay.
“You are?” His voice is surprised, but he also sounds confident, there’s no fucking
doubtaboutit.
“Yes,”Isayfirmly.
I’ve gotten through the hard part, the calling and actually speaking to him. Now it
shouldbeeffortlessandsmoothsailingfromhereonout…Ihope.
“That’sgreat,”hechimeswithsincereenthusiasm.
“Myscheduleisfreenow.Ialmostcan’tbelieveit,”Ichuckle.“You’relucky.”
“I’ll say,” he responds. “You may as well be telling me I hit the lottery jackpot,” he
croons.
“Oh,please,”Isnort.“Nocheesylines.”
“Okay,Icanagreetothat.”Hechuckles,lowandrumbling.
Fuck,evenhisdamnlaughissexy.
“Um…sowhereareyouatthemoment?”Iaskandbitemylip.
“I’mathome,”hestates.
“Whereishome,mightIask?”Iusemybestflirtatiousvoice.
“Areyoucominghere?”
WegobackandforthlikethegameIknowthisis.
“Sure.”Iclearmythroat,tryingtoeventhetonealittle.
“IliveatTheAvalon.Doyouknowit?”
“Wow,”Isay.“Yes,Iknowexactlywherethatis.”
He’snotbluffing,afterall;heisreallyarichbastard.
“Okay,myapartmentisontheforty-ninthfloor,”hedeclares.
“I’ll see you in a few minutes,” I state, and feel the bubble of nervous yet excited
energyriseinmybellyaswehangup.
“CanyougotoTheAvalon?”Irequestofmydriver.
“Yes,ma’am.”Hetipshishat.
Itseemslikeittakestenmillisecondstogettohisapartmentbuilding,whichgivesme
literally no time to mentally or physically prepare myself―but I’m ready for the
challenge.Imean,Ihaveto,don’tI?It’spartofthewhole‘provingmyself’package.
IwalkinsideTheAvalonwithpurposeandbreezyconfidence.Thedoormanletsme
rightinlikehe’sexpectingme.Ihittheelevatorbuttonandridetheentireforty-ninefloors
solo.
Inoticethemultitudeoffloorsinthisbuildingandmarvelathowtallthisskyscraper
reallyis.Iknowthere’sapenthousesuitethattakesuptheentiretopfloor,butyouneeda
keyforaccess.
On the way up, I wonder who lives there and whether Owen knows them. They
probablyhangoutallthetimeandsipbrandyandpuffcigarsorsomething…whateverthe
fuck men do together when they’re so rich they don’t even know how to spend all their
money.
IwalkdownthehallandringthedoorbelltoOwen’sapartment.Itakeadeepbreath
andadjustmyclothes,runningmyhandsthroughmylongblondehair.
Afewsecondslater,thedoorswingsopenandOwenstandsbeforeme,gorgeousand
sexyasever.Idon’tevenknowthisguy,butIknowofhimnow,andthat’satleastenough
formetokeepfromgettingcoldfeetandrunningaway.
Mymindisalreadymadeup,andthereisnoturningbacknow.Owenisinciting,hot
and barely wearing any clothes. He’s got a pair of black sweatpants on, and he doesn’t
seemtheslightestbitembarrassedtobeseeninthiscondition.
Iinstinctivelyglancedownandnoticehispackagebulgingbetweenhislegs.Holyshit,
it’shuge,Icantell.Iwanttogetmyhandsonthathardcockofhis,andIhavenoidea
wherethismotivationiscomingfrom,butI’msuddenlycompelledwiththechemistrythat
swirlsaroundus,asifIhavenocontroloveranyofit.
Hischiseledbodyenthrallsme,andI’mbecomingcompletelyabsorbedbyhowripped
andcutheis.
Iwantnothingmorethantotouchhimalloverandhavehimputhishandsonme,too.
“Comeonin.”Owensmilesatmeandmovesasidetoletmethrough.
We stand in his foyer for a few moments as I continue to soak him in. His chest is
glistening.Ifindmyselfwalkingslowlytowardshim,drawninlikeamagnet.
Hegivesmeanaughty,devilishgrin.
“So,whyisyourschedulesuddenlyclear?”Hiseyesflashwithmischief.
I don’t fucking know why I do it, but something takes over me, something
uncontrollable.It’slikeeverythingthatIamsnaps.IrealizeI’munleashingmyinnerbad
girlside.AsideInormallykeepfirmlyincheck,ignoringitsexistenceeventomyself.
Butrightnow?I’mreadytoletthatsidecomeouttoplay.
Istripdowntomyblack,lacylingerieandstandbeforehim,tauntinghim.I’mnearly
naked,vulnerableandexposed.MybodyradiatestheheatthatIfeelinside.
“Thisiswhy,”Isay,andeyehimseductively,tryingtocalmmyracingheart.Whatthe
fuckwillhappennow?
I
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OWEN
havetodoadoubletake.
Fuck.Isshereallystandinghereinfrontofmewithnothingonbutablack
lacylingeriedress?Thisistotallyfuckingunexpected.
Instinctively,Itakeastepforward,needingtodrinkinherintoxicatinglyperfectbody.
Her arms are slender, and her tummy is flat from what I can already see through the
lingerie.
She’s playing a naughty game, and even though I know I’m the bait I don’t fucking
care.Ineedtopounceonher.
She’sbitingherlipandstaringatme.Iknowshe’steasing.
Iblinkagain,thisisreal…right?
She’snotjustafigmentofmyimagination.
Toprovethistheory,Igrabherarms…gentlybutwithaslighttugofforce.
Herskinissosoft.Chemistrysurgesbetweenusasmyfingertipsbrushupagainsther
neck.
Idon’tknowwhichpartofhertoexplorefirst.Fuck,Idon’twanttomisssomething
orleaveasingleareaout.
“You’reanaughtylittlegirl.”
I breathe into her neck as I watch chill bumps prickle on her skin. I know it’s from
pleasurebythelusty,needygazeshe’sgivingme.
Myowneyescloudoverwithdesire.
Herperfumesmellsamazing.Ihavetoexploreherbody,afuckingtempleoferotica.
Ipinheragainstthewall.
“Doyoulikethis?”
Igiveheradevilishgrin.
Shebitesherlipagainandsmiles.
Isqueezeherwriststighter,firmlyholdingheragainstthewall,pressingmycockinto
herbelly,eventhoughI’mstillwearingmysweatpants.
“Comeon,babygirl,talktome.”
“You’resohot,”shefinallybreathesout.
Iknowshewantstosurrendertome.
“Isthisawildfantasyofyours?”
Myquestionismorelikeaplea.
Iknowwhichdirectionwe’regoing,Ijustwanttohearthewordsfromher.Mydesire
isawildbeastthatneedstaming.
“Yes.”Hervoiceisbarelyaboveawhisper,apassion-filledmomentbetweenus.
Shedoesn’ttrytoescapemygrasp.Sheallbutmeltsintomyarms.
“Iwanttokissyou,”Ichallenge.
“Thenwhythefuckaren’tyou?”Sheraisesaneyebrow.
Fuck, she’s sexy and she knows it. She’s playing me like a fucking violin, and it’s
musictomyears.
Mycocktwitchesandtinglesinmypants,beggingtobefreetorubagainstherinner
thighs.
The air is dense and sweaty between us. My heart pounds in my eardrums as my
breathcatchesinmythroat.
Iwantthismomenttolingerinmymindforever.ItakeamentalpicturebeforeIlean
inforourfirstkiss.
Ipressmyfaceinherneck,burrowingintokisshertherefirst,toteaseandtempt.I
nibbleonherearlobe,andsherunsherhandsthroughmyhair.
Fuck, it feels so good having her hands on me right now. It makes me want her to
touchmeforfuckingever.
Fuck,howIwishthatlifehadapauseandrewindbutton.ThisisonesceneI’dputon
repeat.
Imovemylipstohermouth,hungrywithdesireforher.Withanalmostfranticneed,
ourlipsfinallymeetasIcrushmymouthtohers.
Shetasteslikesweetcherries.Herhairsmellslikecoconut,andI’minfuckingheaven
rightnow,intoxicatedbyherscentandtaste.
Shepartsherlipstoallowmytongueinsideforexploring.Herkissessendelectrifying
joltsofpleasurerunningupanddownmyspine.
“Iwanttotasteyou.”Myvoicedripswithsexualinnuendobecauseatthesametime,
I’mtalkingabouthersweetpussy.Andsheknowsit.
“Feelme,”shecommands,andIobey.
Itakemyskilledrighthandandpushitbetweenherlegs.
“Fuck,”IbiteoutinstinctivelyassoonasIfeelthewet,stickygoodness.
Shesmileswickedlyatme.
“Itoldyou.”
“DidIdothistoyou,baby?”
Ialreadyknowtheanswertomyownquestionishellfuckingyes.
Shegrinsandgigglesalittle,squirmingbesideme.
Iletgoofherwristsandleaveherunpinned…atleastfornow.I’msohotforherthatI
couldfuckherrighthere,rightupagainstthewallinthemiddleofmyfoyer.
I want to take care and precision with this one, though, soaking up the moment to
makeitlastforever.Slowly,Itakeherhandandleadhertothebedroom.
“Wherearewegoing?”Hervoiceisthickwithdesire.
“Don’tworry,I’mnotgoingtostoptouchingyou,”IreassureherasIbringhertomy
masterbedroom.
Iturnonasoftlamp.Istillwanttobeabletoseeeveryfeatureofherbeautifulshape,
hergorgeousface,butIwantperfectlightingtofilltheroom.Theambianceisimportant,
everyguyknowsthat.
“Comeovertothebed,”Iinstruct,andshedoesasshe’stold.
“Whatareyougoingtodotome?”sheasks.
Sure, I can narrate, but I’d rather show her in actions how I’m going to destroy that
sweetpussyandbringhertotheexplodingfinaleoforgasm.
ShequiversasIleanheroveronthebedandpushherlegsopen.
“Fuck,you’resowet,”Igroan,statingtheobvious.
“Touchme,”shebegs.Hereyesdazzlewitheroticlonging.
I push her legs open, as wide as they will go. I take a sweet moment to stare at that
alreadysoaking,gleamingpussy.
Herjuicesdripandlingeronhersensitive,swollenpussylips.
“Get ready for the ride of your life,” I state with confidence as I get on my knees
besideheronthebed.
Her legs shake with anticipation and I grip her tight for support. I want to tease her
firstandmakeherdanceontheedgeoforgasmbeforeIevenbegin.
I kiss her inner thighs first, slowly working my way up with excruciatingly teasing
movementsthatIknowaredrivingherfuckingcrazy.
“Please,”shewhimpers.
Ipullherlacypantiesoffinonesmoothmotionandkisstheouterfoldsofherpink,
fleshy,drippingpussylips.Shearchesherbackandmoanssoftly.She’ssofuckingsexy
whenshemoanslikethat.
Precum drips from the tip of my cock, and I know it won’t be long before I let the
snakeoutofitscage.
Imovemytonguetospreadherpussylips.Itastethefirstdropsofhersweetnectaras
Imakemywaytoherengorgedclit.
Shemoansalittleloudernowandarchesherbackagain.
Ipressmyfacecompletelybetweenherlegs,devouringallherripejuices.
“Fuck,”sheyellsasshedigshernailsintothebackofmyhead,pressingmecloserto
her.
Ibegintoworkmymagiconherclit,swirlingmytongueinslowcirclesatfirst.
Icouldlickthefuckingalphabetonherandshe’dgonuts.
Speakingofnuts,myballsfuckingachenowinsidemypantswiththeneedtocumall
overthissexylittlebodyofhers.
“Owen…”Hervoiceislikeasong.
Fuck,it’sdrivingmewildtohearhermoanmynamelikethis.
Icontinuetolickher,slowlyatfirst,andthenmorefranticallyasherbodyshakesand
stiffens,overandoveragain.
Shedigsherheelsintomybackandsqueezesherlegstogetherasshewrithesaround
inpleasureonunderme.
“IthinkI’mgoingtocomesoon,”shewarns,andIcan’tfuckingwaitforit.
Itakemyindexfingerandpushitdeepinsideofher.Ican’thelpit,Ineedthatwetness
notonlydrippingfrommymouthbutalsooozingfrommyfingertips.
Herslickjuiceissowarm,sofuckinggood.
She moans harder, louder, faster than before. I know she’s so fucking close, I can
literallytasteit.
Iworkmagicwithmytongue,strokingandflickingagainstherswollenclit.Myfinger
pushesitswayfurtherupinsideofher,exploringthedarkwetness.
She’ssoakingthemattresscoverontopofthebed.ThishighisincredibleandInever
wantustocomedown.
Yes,I’mthattypeofguy.
IcarejustasmuchaboutsatisfyingthewomanI’msleepingwithasIdoaboutgetting
offmyself.
Ikissherpussylipsandtakeafinalsuckofherclitbeforeshefinallysuccumbstothe
eruptionofpleasuresheholdswithin.
I unlock the key of desire, crooking my finger and massaging her G-spot, and she
comes immediately, almost violently. Her body shakes, trembles and spasms with the
rockingforceofherclimax.
Shemoansout,butIdon’tstop.Icontinuetofuckherwithmytongueandfingeruntil
herbodygoeslimp.
Igrinandmoveuptosmileather.
Herbodyissoftlikejellyasshequiversintheaftermath,intheglistening,satedglow
ofherorgasm.
“You’refuckingamazing.”Shegrinsbackatmewithadazed,relaxedexpression.
Herhair,blonde,andgorgeousandlong,isspillingdelicatelyoverthebed.
RememberhowIsaidIwascurrentlyinabrunettephase?Itakeitback.Becausethis
goldengoddessrighthereisallIfuckingwantatthemoment.
“Iknowhowtotreatalady,”IteaseasImoveuptokissherlips.“Iwantyoutotaste
yourself,”Idemand.
“Gladly.”Shegivesmeamischievousgrin.
Fuckyeah.
Thepassionswirlsaroundus.Ineedtofuckher—andsoon.
Shewigglesfromunderneathme.
“NowIwanttotasteyou.”
Hereyesareseductive,andI’mpantingwithdesireasshestaresaholerightthrough
myheart.
“Whatareyougoingtodo?”Igrowl.
“Watchandlearn,prettyboy,”sheteases,andgripsmywaist,drawingmecloser.
“Iwantyoutobenaked.”
“Your wish is my command,” she breathes out with a sexy sigh as she unclasps the
black,lacybraandtossesitawayoverherhead.
Myeyesscanherbody.Herbreastsareperky,tantalizingandbouncy.Hernipplesare
pinkandperfect.Herpussy,theveryoneIjusttastedisstillgleamingintheafterglowof
herorgasm.
Herlipsareswollenandjuicy.
Fuck,Ineedtofuckhersoon.
Iinstinctivelysqueezeherbreasts,takingeachoneinafat,luscioushandful.
Sheeagerlypullsmypantsandboxerbriefsdown,leavingmeexposedwithmythick
rodpointingtothesky.
“OhmyGod,”shesaysasshedrinksinhowhugemycockis.
Iletoutarumblinglaugh.Yeah,that’swhateveryonesays.It’snotoftenwomenhave
beentreatedtothekindofpleasureIcanprovidewithmythicktwelve-inchcock.Yeah,
that’s fucking right. You heard me. I’m packing a full foot of man meat that even your
imaginationcan’tdojusticeto.
“Areyoureadyforthisbaby?”Itauntherwithit,grippingitinmyfist.
Shenodsherheadslowly,seductively.Withobvioushunger.
“Cometome,”shewhisperseagerly.
Imovetowardsherasherlipswraparoundmyswollen,sensitivecock.
“Fuck,thatfeelssogood.”Ieggheronwithashowerofcompliments.Ineverwant
thistofuckingend.
She begins to suck, moving her head up and down like she’s loosening a cork in a
bottleofwine.Igrazemyhandsgentlythroughherhair,fanningitoutassheworkshard
onmyshaft,goingupanddown.
Shetightenshermoutharoundme,hollowingouthercheeksandswirlinghertongue
withintricatedetailallovermythrobbingcock.
Then she stops a moment and takes her mouth from my cock with a pop, eying me
with desire and naughty lust. She takes her tongue and slowly runs it up and down my
cock,fromthetiptotheendandbackagain.
“Ohfuck,”IgroanoutasIjustfuckingrevelinwhatshe’sdoingtome.
She’sonherknees,naked,hermouthfuckingmycockwithamazingskill.
Sheeyesmeagain,andIcan’ttakeitforonemorefuckingsecond.Ineedtobeinside
ofher.
Precumdripsfromthetipofmycockandmakesaslipperywetmessonherlips.
“Ineedtofuckyounow,”Ipant.
“Then,comeherebaby.”Sheskirtshernailsacrossmyback.“Whatareyouwaiting
for?”
Theroomishotwiththemovementofoursweatybodies.Theroomsmellslikesex.
Sheleansbackonthebed.
“I’mreadyforyoutotakeme,”Mollysaysseductively.
“You’resofuckingsexy,Molly,”IbreatheoutasIclimbtowardher.
Itakemyhardcockandpushitslowlyagainstherswollenpussylips,movingthem
apart,teasingthemwiththehead.ShecriesoutwithpleasureasIdo.
Withagrunt,Ipushmyselfinsideofher,settingupcampandburyingmycockballs
deepinsideofherinonehardthrust,asfarasitwillgo.
Igroanout,andmyeyesrollbackinmyhead.Isthisreallythisfuckingamazing?I
thought I enjoyed my finger being inside of her, but I had no idea how impossibly
amazingitwasgoingtofeeltohaveherpussywrappedaroundmycock.
Shewigglesherhipsbelowme,helpingmemaneuverallthewayin.Shegaspsand
cries out with pleasure as I fill her all the way up. Fuller than I know she’s ever been
before.
“Fuckme,Owen,”shepleads.
“Iloveitwhenyoucryoutmyname,”Igroan,andbegintothrust,slowlyatfirst,to
pacemyself.
Shesqueezesmyasscheekswithherhands,bringingmeclosertoher.
Then,fuckit,whowantstogoslow?Istartpumpingwithmoreforce,enthusiasmand
burningneed.Thesoundofmycockpoundinginandoutofhermakesawet,slopping,
suctioningsoundthatIfuckingloveandcrave.
Igrabherhipsandflipheroverinonesmoothmove,mycockneverevenslippingout
becauseshe’sgrippingitsofuckingtightly.Ithrustevenharderthanbeforeasshemoans
wildly.
Shelooksbackatmeoverhershoulder,andIwatchherfacialexpressioncontortwith
passion-fueleddesire.
“Fuckme,Owen,”shecries,andIshowhernomercy.
Irailherharderandfaster.Herbodyshakesandthenstiffensagain.IknowI’medging
herclosertoorgasmnumbertwowiththewayI’mplowingintoher.
I can tell that she’s in complete ecstasy by the way she’s moaning. Her cheeks are
flushed and she’s wet as fuck, soaking the sheets between us, her cum coating my cock
andmyballs,runningdownbothourthighs.
“Youlikeit,don’tyou,naughtygirl?”Igrinandslapherass,grindingthewordsout
throughmyownbuildingpleasure.
“I’mcoming!”shemoansoutasherhandsflailaround,grippingatthebedcoveras
herbodycomescompletelyunglued.
ShesqueezesherpussytogetherasIhitherG-spotoverandover,finallysendingher
overtheedgetoorgasm.
“I’mcoming!”shescreamsagain,soloudlythatI’msuretheentirefuckingbuilding
canhearhercriesofpleasure.
That’sfuckingright,baby.
“That’sit,Molly,takethatcocklikeagoodgirl,”Icommand,pushingherfurtherinto
herorgasmwithmythrusting,pulsingcock.
Herbodyshakesandtremblesassheconvulses,givingherselfcompletelyovertoher
orgasm.Idon’tstopmypowerfulpumping,Ikeepmoving.I’mamanonamission.
“Wow,”shemoansout.She’comingdownfromtheheatoftheclimax,butIamstill
rockinghardinsideofherasmyhardcockravagesherpussy.
IknowI’mgoingtocomesoon,Icanfeeltheeruptionbuilding.Thesensationislike
thepullofamagnet,drawingmeclosertoher.
She spreads her knees further apart, opening herself wider for me, and I continue to
stretchherpussylipswithmymassivetwelve-inchcock.
“I’mgoingtocomealloveryoursweetjuicytits,”Iannounce.
Inaninstant,Ipulloutofherandflipherontoherbackagainasmyhotloaderupts,
burningherskinwithpleasure.ShetakesmywarmcumasIsplashitalloverherandrubs
itonhernipples.
I groan out as my body shakes from the climax. I shoot what seems like a million
gallonsofhot,stickycumalloverher,andfinallythelastdropdripsoutofthetipofmy
cock.
IcollapsebesideMolly,pantingandbreathinghard,gaspingforair.
“Thatwasincredible.”Shegigglesandrunsherhandsthroughmyhair.
My arms and legs are numb, and I laugh, coming down from the euphoric sensation
thatIwishwilllastforever.
“Amazing,”Isay,theonlywordIcanmustertoescapemylips.Thishastobethebest
sexI’vehadinalongtime.
I know I’m in fucking trouble with this one—Molly is quite the sexual competitor.
AndIknowrightnowthatthiswon’tbethelasttimeIhavetohaveher.
Goodthingmyplanincludeskeepingheraroundforawhile.
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OWEN
’mnotonetobragbut…
Ah, fuck, who the hell am I kidding? I fucking live to gloat, you should
knowthatbynow.
Mollyissleepingnaked,besideme.
That’sright,I’mawinner.Ihaveagorgeous,blondebeautifulbabesleepingsilently
andpeacefullyonmybed.
This is not the first time, and certainly won’t be the fucking last time, I score a hot
chickinmybedroom.
Girlsalwaysflocktomeonewayoranother.Iliketocountmycharismaticcharmas
oneofthemainreasonsIcansleepwithhotwomen.
Ialsohaveahugecockandrock-hardabs,whichdoesmetonsoffavors,too.Mydark
hairanddarkeyesgivemethatbrooding,mysteriouslookthatgirlshuntfor.
I’mthetotalfuckingpackage,withahugepackagebetweenmylegsalwaysreadyto
go.Mylibidoneverceases,andI’monfire,havingoneoftheluckiestsexualstreaksin
thehistoryofOwenfuckingWolfe.
ItraceMolly’ssexyyetslendercurveswithmyeyes,eventhoughshe’ssoundasleep
andoutcoldtotheworld.Thatmakesherappearevenmorefragileandgorgeous,andthe
softglowthemoonlightcastsonherskinmakesherappearlikeanangel.Wefuckedall
fuckingevening.
IfyouthinkI’mfallingintothetrapoflove-struckgiddiness,thenfuckyou.I’mjust
enjoyingahotgirlsleepinginmybedbesideme.Don’tgetanyfunnyideasthatthetough
guy’sgoingsoftbecauseit’snotgoingtohappen…trustme.
Afewsecondslater,Ihearthedoorbellring.It’sfinallytheroomserviceIorderedlike
a fucking hour ago. What the fuck are they doing down there? Clearly, it’s moving at a
snailpace.
“Goodevening,sir,”thebellhopgreetsmewiththetraybesidehim.He’swearingthe
standardtraditionalredsuitwithwhiteglovesandagold-rimmedhat.
“Thanks,”Igrumbleandgivehimatipashepushesthecartinsidetheapartment.
The bellhop thanks me for the tip and turns to leave, going back down the same
hallwayhecamefrom.
Iclosethedoorbehindmeandbringthetraytothebedroom,gentlyplacingitdown
onthebedbesidethestillsleepingMolly.
I’msurprisedthatthedoorbelldidn’twakeherup;shemustbeaheavysleeper.
At any rate, I’m getting fucking bored as shit having to sit here by myself, and I’d
ratherenjoythemealwithherthanwithouther,soIdecidetokisshertowakeherfrom
herdreamyslumber.
“Hey,” I whisper and gently rub the small of her back, right above her juicy ass
cheeks.“Wakeup,sleepyhead.”
Mollystirsandsighs,butshedoesn’tcomeoutofherdozingstate.Ikisshercheek,
thenherneckandfeelherreactionbychillbumpsraisingonherskin.
Mollyopenshereyesandblinkswhilesheadjuststothelightintheroom.Sheprops
herselfuponherelbowsandlooksatmeinconfusion.“What’swrong?”
“Nothing’swrong.Ihavedinnerhereforus.”
I point to the tray of delicacies from the five-star kitchen of The Avalon, which has
alsobeenfeaturedintonsofswankymagazinesforitstoprated,world-renownedchefs.
“Um…”Mollychucklesandeyesthefood.
“Myoffertoyouwasandstillistobuyyoudinner,”Iexplain.“Inevereverbreakany
ofthepromisesImake.”Ieyeherwithacockygrin.
“I suppose you don’t,” she laughs, and shakes her head. “You’re proving your point
well,sir,”shesayswithasmile.
“Thankyou,”IsayasIopenthelidstotheplates.“Shallwedigin?”
“Where did you get this food?” Molly scratches her head and yawns. I fucking love
howcomfortableshealreadyisaroundme.MostgirlsIsleepwithwanttofuckandleave,
notevengettingtoknowme.
I know what you’re thinking, that I’m a punk who needs constant attention. Well,
you’reonlypartiallyrightonthatfront.Idon’tknowwhyitis,but…aftersex,Ifeelthe
needforcompanionship,howeverfleetingthatmomentturnsouttobe.Anditisalways
fleeting.
“Iordereditfromdownstairs,”Isay.
“Downstairs?”Mollyrepeatsinapprehensivequestion.
“Roomservice.”Itakethelidsoffthetrays.
“Wow,”Mollysays. “That’squiteimpressive. Theonlything myapartmentbuilding
hasisalaundryroom,”shechuckles.
“Ihavetopayextraforthisfeature,”Iadmit.“It’sworthit,though.Isparenoexpense
forconvenienceandluxury.”
“Icanseethat.”Mollynodsinagreement,aslightsmileonherlips.
ShewrapsablanketfromthebedaroundherbodyandsitsontheseatIgraciouslypull
outforher.See?IcanbeagentlemanifIreallyputmymindtoit.
Ihandheraplateoffiletmignonwithasideofcranberrysaladandwhitetrufflecakes
fordessert.“WhatifIcan’tfinishallthisfood?”Molly’seyesgrowwide.
“Justeatwhatyouwant,”Isayandtakeabiteofmyownsteak.
“Thanksfororderingthisstuff,”Mollydigsrightin.
“Iadmireawomanwho’snotafraidtoeat,”Iadmit.
Mollygrins.“Thenyou’reabouttoseesomethingreallyspecial,”shejokesandstarts
practicallyfuckinginhalingthefoodonherplate.
Ilaugh.Itiskindofrefreshingtoseehergivenofucksattitudeabouteatinginfrontof
me.ThetypicalmodelsandactressesandstrippersIdateletallthegoodmealsIbuythem
gototallyfuckingtowaste.
Idecidetotaketheconversationinadifferentdirection.“So,whatsuddenlychanged
yourmind?”
IexamineherasIsipmyglassofpinotnoir.
Mollyswallowsherbiteofcranberrycocktail.“Changemymindaboutwhat?”
“Youknow,whatwasthesellingpointthatincitedyoutocallmeafterallandtakeme
uponmyoffer?”
“YouwanttoknowwhyI’minterestedinyou?”Mollylaughs.
“NowIfeellikeyou’retryingtoavoidansweringthequestion,”Iteaseandraisean
eyebrowather.
“No,it’snotlikethatatall.”Mollyshakesherheadindenial,thenshrugs.“Iwantedto
takearisk.”
Ismile.“Iguessyou’retellingmethatI’mthatrisk?’
“Right.”Mollywinksatmeandsipsherwine.“Thisfoodisfuckingdelicious,bythe
way,”sheadmits.“Sorry,IknowI’mbeingrudebytalkingwithmymouthfull.”
Shecoversherlipswithherhand.
“It’sfine,”Isayandstareather.
“What?”Sheasksandgivesmeaself-consciouslook.
“Nothing,” I say. “It’s just…well, you’re ridiculously beautiful. Like how is it even
fairtotheotherwomenoutthere?”
Mollyrollshereyes.“Whataline!”
“It’snot!”Isaydefensively.“Youaregorgeous,andyouneedtobetoldoften.”
“Okay,”shegrins.“Idon’tmindacompliment.”
“So,I’mgoingtoaskthemillion-dollarquestion,”Ibegin.
“What?”
Molly places her fork gently on her plate and wraps the blankets tighter around her
waist.Iknowshe’sabouttoletherselfbevulnerable.
“Whythefuckareyoustillsingle?”
Mollydoesn’tanswerrightaway.Shelooksupattheceiling,thenbackatme.
“I ask myself the very same question all the time,” she chuckles. “Not all men can
handleme.Iguessthat’spartoftheproblem.”
“Whatdoyoumean?”Ishakemyhead.
“You know…because of the fact that I’m a business-oriented woman and all…” She
trailsoffandcutsintohersteakagain.
“You’reallbusinessinthebed,that’sforsure.”Iwinkather.
“Iseverythingallsexallthetimewithyou?”Sheteaseswithagrinonherface.
“Yeah,prettymuch.”Ioptforhonestyhere.
“Itwasprettygreat,”shesaysandgazesdreamilyintospaceasifshe’srecountingitin
herhead.
“So,amIworththerisk?”Itossheraplayfulyetmischievoussmile.
“Sofar,sogood,”sherespondsandbitesherbottomlip.
Welockeyes,andmyheartflips.Fuck,she’sashowstopperforsure.
11
O
MOLLY
wenstandsupandgrabsanotherbottleofwinefromtherackinhiskitchenas
wearefinishingupdinnertogether.
“Wantsomemore?”Heholdsupthebottle.
I really shouldn’t, but for some strange reason I can’t say no to him, no matter how
hardmybrainscreamsatmetostopwhatI’mdoingandcallafuckingcabtogohome.
“Yes,”Irespond,andmybrainforcesmetonod,completelyignoringtherestofmy
mentalbreakdownaskingmetodotheopposite.
“Ihaveaquestionforyounow,”Isayashepoursmorepinotnoirintomywineglass.
Itmakesagluggingsoundasithitstheroundinside.
“Okay,whatisit?”Hegrinsatmewithasparkleinhiseyes.
“Whydidyoucometomyofficetomeetwithmethismorning?Imeanupuntilthen,
weweretotalfuckingstrangers.”
Ican’thelpbutallowmycuriositytogetthebetterofmeinthissituation,butIwant
answersdammit.
“Honestly?”Heplacesthewinebottleonthecounterandgrins.
“Yeah,duh,”Itease.
“Well,”hecrossesonelegovertheotherandbendshiskneeashesitsatthebarstool
acrossfromme,“Isawyouinthatmagazine.DoyouknowwhichoneI’mtalkingabout?
Youknow…theonewiththearticleonthetenmostsuccessfulwomenunderthirtyyears
ofage?”
Inod,understandingnow.“Yes,rightIforgotIdidthatfeature,”Ishakemyheadand
facepalmmyself.
“You’reincredible,”headmits.
“I’mgladyoucanknoweverythingaboutmebyreadingasinglearticle,”Ijoke.
“Heynow,wearegettingtoknoweachother,aren’twe?”Owengrinsandholdshis
armsupdefensively.
“Iguess.”Ishrugandsmile,lookingatthefloor.“Ilikeyourhardwoods.”
“Didyoujustsayyoulikemyhardwood?”Helaughs.
“Imeanthefloors,asshole!”IroarwithlaughterandpointtothebeautifulBrazilian
woodinOwen’skitchen.
“So,isthatanoonmyotherhardwood?”heasks,laughingathisownstupidsexual
innuendoquips.
Ifeelmyselfblush.“Thatwoodisprettyfuckingfantastic,too.”
“JustwhatIwanttohear.”Owenwinks,clickinghistongueandpointingatme.
“Yousureknowhowtoreelthemin,don’tyou?”Idronesarcastically,butI’mplayful,
meaningitallingoodfun.
“Absolutely,”hesays,fullofcockyarrogance.
“Well, I’m glad somebody respects my success as a younger female in the business
world,”Isay,andsighdramatically,feelingsorryformyself.
“Whyisthat?”Hisfeaturessoften.
“MyfatherthinksI’mafuckingjoke.”Irollmyeyesandcrossmylegs,takingahuge
gulpofmywine.
“I’msorrytohearthat,”hesays.“Parentsarethefuckingworstsometimes.”
“Thank you!” I shout and slap my knee. “Finally, someone else understands the
struggle.”
‘It’sreal.”Hewinksatme.
Irubmyarms,keepingtheblanketwrappedaroundmynakedbodyunderneath.
Owennoticesandapparentlydecidestocontinuehischivalricstreak.“Wouldyoulike
toborrowoneofmysweatshirts?It’soversized,soitwillprobablycoveryoualltheway
up.”
Ismileathim.“Thankyou,yes,thatwouldbegreat.”
Owenretrievesitandbringsitbackforme,andIpullitovermyhead.
“It’swarmandsnug,”Iconfess.
“Great,”hesaysandgesturestothecouch.“Wouldyouliketocomesitwithme?”His
eyesarefullofmischief.
“Thatdepends,”Isaywithateasinggrin.“Isthewineinvited?”
“Ofcourse.”Hepicksitupandpatsthebottom.
“Thenokay,sure,”Isay.
“So,whatisthisbusinesswithyourdad?”Owenquestionsme.
“He’safuckingjerkface.”IsnortasifI’minthefourthgrade.
“Why?”Owen’sfaceetchesconcern.
Iblowoutapuffofairandlookattheceiling,watchingthefanbladesspinaroundand
around.
“Hedoesn’ttakemeseriously.It’slikeheignoresmecompletelyandgiveseverything
tomyfuckingloserolderbrother.”
I’mbitter,andIknowthatOwen’sgettingafirsttasteathowsourIcanbeaboutthis
sensitivesituation.
“Isyourdadtheownerofabusiness?”heasks.
“Yep,”Inod.“He’sinthe‘entertainment’industry,”Isaywithairquotes.“Everheard
ofQuinnIndustries?”
“Yes,”Owenadmits,andhelooksalittleseriousforafleetingsecond.
“Idon’tusuallytalkaboutmyproblemswithmyfathertoanyone,”Iconfess.
“Thankyouforventingtome,”hesays.“Iappreciatehowyoutrustme.”
“You’resurprisinglyeasytotalkto.”Iglanceupathimandsmile.
“I’mgoingtotakethatasacompliment,butI’mguessinggivenmytrackrecordwith
women,itprobablycouldbeconstruedeitherway,”helaughs.
“Youseemlikeaniceguy,”Iadmitwithashrug.“So,whataboutyou?”
IfacehimonthecouchandleanmyarmagainstthebackwhileIholdmywineglass
intheotherhand.
“Whataboutme?”Owenfidgets.
“What’syourfamilylike?Onascaleofonetoten.Tenbeingtotallybatshitcrazyand
onebeinglovingandnormal,”Isayplayfully,eagertolearnmoreabouthim.
“Maybesomewhereinthemiddle,”Owenchuckles,andforthefirsttimeever,Ican
readaslightapprehensiveenergyexpellingfromhim.
“So,youcanrelatetome?”Iask.
Owenshrugs.“Kindof,Iguess.Iamconsideredtheblacksheepofmyfamily,there’s
nodenyingthat.”Helooksdownathisfeet.
“Jointheclub,”Isayinajokingtone,buthejustgivesmeahalfsmile.
“Myparentsdon’tapproveofeithermylifestyleormychosenprofession,”Owensays
bitterly.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” I say in shock. “You’re totally successful, and I’ve
seenlike…everyoneofyourmovies.”
I feel giddy and comfortable with him, and my playfulness is rising, thanks to the
alcoholcurrentlytakingthelazyriverstrollthroughmyveinsrightnow.
“Apparently, that’s not good enough for Martha and Joshua Wolfe,” he states
sarcastically.
“Well,whatthefuckmakesthemsospecial?”Iask.
“They’redoctors.”Owenrollshiseyes.
“Theywantedyoutobeadoctor,too?”Iguess.
“Ding,ding,ding,wehaveawinner.”Owenpointstomeandusesagameshowhost
voice.
“I’m sorry.” I shake my head. At least we can relate to each other as we drink
ourselvestooblivion,thinkingaboutourfailurestoourparents.
Owenlooksatmewithcrystalcleargenuineaffection.“You’refuckingcute,”hesays
andgrins.
“Youaren’tbadtolookateither,”Ijoke.
“Idon’tusuallyhavethismuchfun,”Owenadmits.
“Youmeanwithanothergirlorwithlifeingeneral?”Itease.
“Maybealittlebitofboth.”Hesmiles.
“I’lldrinktothat,”Isayandguzzledowntheremainderofthewineinmyglass.
Allmyreservationsandintuitionregardingdecentlifechoicesarecasttothewindand
allbutforgottenonthislovelynightwithOwen.
I don’t even fucking care right now. I’m embracing my inner wild child and taking
risks,justlikemysullenfathertellsmetodo.
12
“A
OWEN
re you ready to blow off some steam, dude?” I grin at Victor as we walk into the
gymtogether.
“I’mgonnaknockyouout!”heshouts,gettingpumpedup.
“Youfuckingwish.”IshakemyheadandlookatVictor,myawesomebestfriendwith
Latinrootsandtheflareofonetoboot.
“I’mgoingtotakeyoudownoneday,”helaughs.
Wewalkovertotheboxingring.Wehavetopayforanhourspottouseitinadvance,
whichIdidyesterday.
Victor and I like to come to the boxing ring to unwind after a stressful day at work.
Youmaysayit’sjusttwoguystryingtobetoughandmachotoprovewhichofusisthe
strongerman….andyou’reprobablyrighttosomeextent.
I’m not afraid to fight for what I want, whether physically or emotionally, and the
soonereveryoneinmyliferealizesthatfact,theeasieritwillbeforallinvolved.
“So,whenIwenttoyourmeetingyesterday,everythingwentwell,”Victorsaysashe
strapsonhisgloves.
“Oh,yeah?”Iaskandgearupbyjumpingupanddown.
“I think you should consider making the story from the pitch,” Victor says. “The
companyisreceivingitwell.”
“I’llexplorethatoption.Thanks,brother,”Isaytohimandtakeafewpracticeswings
attheairbeforeVictorjoinsmeandwebeginthepunches.
Boxingisagreatformofexercise,anditcutsintothemonotonyoftheboring,average
workouts.
Victorchangesthesubject.“Sohowdiditgowiththeprick?”
Ichuckle.“Theprick?”
“Youknow,thathealthinspectorguyyoujizzedalloveratExpose?”Victorteases.
“Right.”Irollmyeyes.“Itdidn’tgo…exactlyasIplanned.”
Victor throws a punch. “Are you telling me that Mr. Wolfe isn’t getting his way for
once?”
“Let’snotgothatfar.”Ipunchback.“I’mstillbrainstormingideastogetbackintothe
club.”
“Whatdidthejerktellyou?”
“He says that it’s not up to him to reinstate my membership, among other bullshit. I
don’tknowifIbelievehimornot,butapparently,accordingtohim,hishandsaretied.”
Itakeabreaktograbmywaterbottle.“Mydaywasn’tentirelyatotalloss,though,”I
grin.
“Yeah?”Victorraisesaneyebrowandjogsinplace.
“DoyouknowwhoMollyQuinnis?”
Victorshakeshishead.“Thatnamedoesn’tsoundfamiliar.”
“She’sthisgorgeousgirl.I’mtalkingsupersexy,thehottestwomanI’veseeninalong
time.”
Italkanimatedlywithmyhandsandgesturethathertitsarehuge.
“What does she have to do with getting you back in the club?” Victor asks as if he
doesn’tfollow.
“HerfatherisRichmoreQuinn,theownerofQuinnIndustries.They’retheonesthat
hirethetalentfortheclub,”Iexplain,andwegobacktoboxing.
“So,areyoutryingtousehertoyouradvantage?”Victorasks.
“Sort of…” I say because I don’t want to sound like a total dick. I think I might
actuallylikethisgirl,althoughI’mnotreadytoadmitthatmuchtoVictoryet.
“Didyousleepwithheryet?”Victorlaughs.
“Yes,”Istateandthrowapunch,butVictorstepsbackandstopsforamomenttotake
inmyresponse.
“Holyshit,dude,whatthefuckareyouthinking?”
“Nothing, really.” I shrug defensively. “My plan is to ask Molly to re-instate my
membershipjustintimeformydatewithCrystal,”Isay,asifit’snobigdeal.
“Idon’tknow,man.”Victorshakeshishead.
“What?”Ithrowapunchathim,alittleharderthistime.
“Ijustdon’twanttoseethisplanbackfireandexplodeinyourface,”hesays.
Iscoff.“IknowwhatI’mdoing.”
“Chickshaveawayoffuckingthingsup,though,”Victorargues.
“That may be true, but Molly seems pretty cool,” I admit. “Not to mention, my
motivationisstrongerthanevertomakethisplanwork.”
Victorlaughs.“Howisthat?”
“Istillhavemyeyeontheprize,”Iremindhim.“Crystalisthetrophyattheendofthe
finishline.”
“WhataboutMolly?”Victoraddressesthehurdle.
“Evenwithheraround,I’mgonnahooklineandsinkerthisone,”Isay,andpretend
I’mreelinginafishingline.
“Are you going to throw a party for Lone Wolfe’s second year in business?” Victor
asksandchugshiswater,changingthesubjectagain.
“Ihaven’treallythoughtaboutit,”Isayhonestly.“Itmakessense,though,”Iadmit.
“TheproductionhouseisenteringitsthirdyearwiththeAcademy.”
“Iknow,brother,that’shuge,”Victoragrees.
“Also,myteamjusttoldmethatwe’regettingfournominationsthisyear,”Igloat.
“Congratulations,dude,”Victorsays.
“Yep,andwehaveovertenbillioninprofitssofar,”Imention.
“You really hit the ground running when you decided to build this empire,” Victor
praisesmeaswetakeanotherbreak,leaningagainstthesidesoftheringwhilewetryto
catchourbreath.
“Shouldwegoforanotherround?”Isayafterafewseconds.
Victor chuckles and leans over. We both have sweat visibly covering every surface
inchofourbodies.“Iprobablyneedtoheadhomesoon.”
Iplayfullyslaphisback.“Whatever,youpussy-whippedlittlebitch,”Iteasehim.
“Don’tknockittillyoutryit,”Victorwinks.
“Nothanks,man,yourlifeislikemyworstfuckingnightmare.”Iglanceathimand
sipmywater.“Nooffense.”
“None taken.” Victor’s voice drips with sarcasm as he shakes his head. “You’re one
bluntandabrasivemotherfucker.”
“Youstillloveme,though,right?”Iaskwithasmirk.
“I guess I have to.” He rolls his eyes and we pat ourselves dry with a pair of ring
towels.
“LetmeknowhowitgoeswithMolly,”Victorsaysasweheadtothelockerroomto
showerandgetdressed.
“Iwill,”Isay.“Ihavealotonmyplate.SorryifIseemdistractedlately.”
“Are you sure it’s not just because I placed too many poundings into your head just
nowandmaybeyouhaveaconcussion?”Victorteases.
“Noway,man.”Ishakemyheadandlaugh.
ButIdohaveafucktonofthingstobalanceinmyworkandpersonallife,that’sfor
fuckingsure.
13
I
MOLLY
stretch,openmyeyesandyawn.It’sdaylightoutside.
First,letmestartoffbystatingthatit’snever,everfuckingdaylightinmy
roomwhenIwakeup.
Wewentoverthisbefore,remember?
MollyQuinnwakesupatfivea.m.
That’sthewayIdothings.
Todayisdifferent,anditbeginswiththesunlightshininginmyroom,announcingfor
metowakethefuckupalready.
I stretch again and tug the covers up closer to my neck while glancing at the alarm
clockonmynightstand.
Holyshit!It’salreadynineo’clockinthefuckingmorning.
Well…Iguesswebothknowwhatthatmeans:I’mnotgoingintoworktoday.
I grab my cell phone off the night stand and proudly yawn as I dial Katrina’s direct
line.
Iimaginehersittinginhercubicle,spanningtheofficewonderingwherethehellIam
andifI’mgoingtoshowup.
She’ll have her answer in a few seconds. I’m turning over a new fucking leaf and
apparentlytakingmyfather’sadvicetoheartbyliterallylighteningthefuckup.
Oh,yeah,thisnewmeswearsagreatdeal,too,becauseIdon’tfuckingcareanymore.
Notafterthatshitshowatlunchwithmydad.
Katrina picks up the line immediately, most likely recognizing my number, but also
becauseit’spartofherjobtoanswerthephone.
“Molly?”Hervoiceisquizzicalontheotherend.
“Hey, Katrina,” I chime, so cheerily she probably wonders if I’m surrounded by
fuckingDisneyanimalswhiletheybraidmyhairandmagicallymakemybed.
“Areyoucomingintoworktoday?It’sninealready.”Hervoicerevealsherconcern.
“Nope.”Ishakemyhead,eventhoughshecan’tseeme.
“I’msorry,iseverythingalright?”Katrinaasks.
“Everythingisperfect,”Istate.
Idon’toweKatrinathatmuchofanexplanation;I’mherbossafterall.
“I’llbeworkingfromhometoday,”Iannounce.“Ifyouneedme,youcantext,callor
email.”
“Okay,”Katrinasays,andIcantellshe’sconfused.
“Youcanreportanythingimportantorpressingifitcomesup,”Iadd.
“Surething,”sheresponds,andwesaygoodbye.
Ihangupandstretchagain,savoringinthefactthatIdon’thavetoevengetoutofbed
ifIdon’twantto,butwhothefuckamIkiddinghere?Iliveoncoffeeinthemorning.
Ipullmyhairbackinano-nonsenseponytailandclimbintosomebrightpinkjogging
capris.Ipullatanktopovermyheadthatreads,“IsurvivedMardiGras,NOLA2012.”
Iwalktomykitchenbutstopdeadinmytrackswhenmydoorbellrings.
I’mnotexpectinganyone,andeveryoneIknowwillexpectmetobeatwork,soI’m
havingaperplexingmomentofwonder.
Iwalktothedoorandstandonmytiptoestopeerthroughthepeephole.
It’sOwenWolfe.Damn!Whatthehellishedoinghere?
Iswingthedooropenandbreezilygreethimwithasmile.“Goodmorning!”
Hewhipsoutabouquetofstargazerliliesfrombehindhisback.“Foryou,”hesaysin
acharmingvoiceandgivesmehismillion-dollarhandsome-as-fucksmile.
“Wow, thanks!” I take the flowers gratefully and bring them to my nostrils to sniff
theirwonderfularoma.“Thesearebeautiful,what’stheoccasion?”
Imoveasidetoallowhimin.
“Just pretty flowers for an even prettier woman,” he says with a grin, exposing his
perfectsetofteeth.
“Awesome,” I say. “Why don’t you take a seat on the couch, and I’ll make us some
coffee?”Isuggest.
“Thatsoundsamazing,”Owenadmitsandplopsdown.
He’s wearing a black suit with a dark navy tie. He looks ready for the workday and
sexyashell.
“Creamandsugar?”Icallfromthekitchen,askinghowhewantshiscup.
“Justcream,please,that’sgreat.Whateveryouhaveisfine,”herespondspolitely.
Ibringthemugsandhandhimoneofthem.“Foryou.”Igrin.
“Thanks.”Hetakesitandbringsituptohismouth.“Itsmellsdelicious.”
“So,whatareyoudoinghere?”Igetrighttothepoint.
“Moreimportantly,whyaren’tyouatwork?”heasks.
Ileanbackonthebackofthecouch.“IfyouthoughtIwouldbeatwork,thenwhyare
youatmyhouse?”Iraisemyeyebrow,tauntinghim.
Herollshiseyes.“Icalledyoursecretary,whotoldmeyouweren’tcomingintoday.”
“Oh…right,”Isay.NowIfeelfuckingstupid.
“Anyway,”hegivesmeacutelittlesmirkyexpression,“I’mheretoinviteyoutothe
LoneWolfeAnniversaryCelebration.”Hebeamswithpride.
“Noway!”Iflirtatiouslyslaphisknee.“It’sawesomeyou’rehavingapartyforthat.
Congratulationsbytheway.”Itakeasipofmycoffee.
“Thankyou,”hesayswithahumblenod.
“Whydidn’tyoujustmailmeaninvitation?”Ichuckle.
“Wellthat’sanotherpartofthereasonI’mhere,”hebeginsandtakesmyhandsinhis.
Hefeelswarm,strongandmasculine.
“Okay,”Isayandlookdownatourintertwininghandsasmyheartbeatsfaster.
“I want you to go as my date,” he says as if I should take this as a privilege and an
honor.
“Really?”Ismile.
“Ifyou’llhaveme,”hesayswiththegraceofatruegentleman.
Iponderthisideaforamoment.Intheory,itsoundslikeafantasticidea.Maybethere
willevenbesomecelebritiesthere,andmaybeOwenwillintroducemetothem.
“Well, you can probably guess that I’m doing a personality flip here.” I laugh and
crossmylegs.“Youknow,beginningwithhavingdinnerwithyoutheothernight—”
“Tonowplayinghookyfromwork…”Hegrinsandinterruptsme.
“Right.” I point a finger at him in agreement. “Something like that. Maybe I’m
becomingmorelikeyou.”
“Imightnotbethebestrolemodelforanyone,”Owenjokes.
I laugh and think about how much fun I have when I’m around him, but more
importantlyhowI’mactuallyfun,too,whenwe’retogether.I’mtryingtobemorerelaxed,
andIhopemyleisurelylifestyleplandoesn’tbackfire.
For now, I’m content to take each second and opportunity as they arise. There’s
somethingirresistibleaboutOwenthatdrawsmein,andIhaveahardtimesayingnoto
him,whichI’msurehe’salreadyusedto.
“Okay.”Inod.“Yes,I’llbeyourdateforyouranniversaryparty.”
Owen’seyeslightup.“That’sgreat,thankyousomuch.”
“No, thank you for inviting me.” I smile at him, wondering if we’ll end up in bed
togetheragain.Thefunniestpartofthisscenario?I’mnotevenafraidtoknowwhatmight
happen.
Owenstartstochuckleasifthere’sarealizationhittinghim.
“What?”Ichucklebecausehislaughterisinfectious.
“You went from being this uptight girl to the girl who doesn’t give a fuck about
anything.”
“That’s not true.” I raise my arm over my head. “I can think of something I care
about.”
Heleansbackonthesofa.“Oh,yeah?What?”
“Well,let’sseehere…”Itapmyindexfingeragainstmychin.“Aha!Icareaboutwhat
dressI’llweartoyourparty.”Inodassertively.
“That’smykindofwoman,”helaughs.
Rightnow,I’mcertainI’llbewhoeverIwanttobeandnothingmore.
14
“T
OWEN
hispartyisrad.”
“Hmm?”ItossadisinterestedglanceMelissa’sway.
Melissa Anderson is my heavy-set secretary. I’m talking borderline obese. She has
darkstraighthairandasassyattitude.Shedoesn’tallowherweighttobotherher,though,
andhasthementalityofahotgirl.
Sometimesthisgetsonmynerves,andothertimesitdoesn’tbothermethatmuch.She
hasenoughconfidenceforbothofus,though,andIneedtohaveanassistantonmyside
who’swillingtogetthejobdoneandnottakeshitfromanybody.
“Look,boss,”shesays,assheaffectionatelylikestocallme.“Peoplearepouringin
fromtheentrancetothebar.”
“Oh,right,”Isayvaguelyandstaredownatmyphone.
We’re at the second anniversary party for Lone Wolfe Productions. I know that
Melissa works her ass off and that part of the reason this festivity is so incredible is
becauseofherdiligentdedicationtonotonlyme,buttoherjobasawholeaswell,butI
justcan’tfuckingconcentrateonanythingrightnow.It’salmostasifIhavethefucking
attentionspanofatwo-year-old.
I have the entire top floor of the Ritz Carlton Hotel in New York rented out for the
entirenighttocelebratemysuccesses―andmyteamwhohelpedmealongtheway.
Why,yes,Ihavenoproblemgivingcreditwherecreditisdue.
MelissaissittingnexttomeonatrendyandswankyblackleathercouchintheVIP
loungearea.
She’s trying to give me a run-through of the program for tonight, but unfortunately,
I’mzoningoutlikeafuckingspacecadetorsomething.
Ihavemoreimportantissuesonmymindrightnow,andthebiggestoneiswhetheror
notMollyQuinnisgoingtoshowupandbemy‘date.’
“Areyouignoringme?”Melissacutsthroughmyfuzzyconcentrationonceagain.
“Huh? No, sorry, please continue.” I wave my hand at her, but she’s right; it’s a
hopelesscausetryingtokeepmeontrack.
Myeyeswon’tleavetheentrance.I’mwaitingforMollywithfullattentiononanyone
whowalksthroughthatdoor,hopingthatthenexttimeIglanceinthatdirection,I’llsee
hercomingtowardsme.
“Owen?”
This time I recognize the voice, and it’s male. I glance up to see Victor standing
directlyinfrontofme,blockingmyview.
“Ihavedrinks,man,”heannounces,andInodwhenInoticetwowhiskeysinhishand.
“Thanks,”Imumbleandcranemynecktopeerpasthim.
Melissa’svoicecontinuestodroneoninthebackground.
Victorsitsdownnexttomeandnudgesmehardinthesidewithhiselbow.
“Ouch.”Irubthepainfularea.“Whatthefuck,dude?”
VictorignoresmeandaddressesMelissadirectly.“Icantakethisfromhere,”hetells
her.
“Um,what?”Shegiveshimafunnylook.
“Owenhasshitforbrainsrightnow.”
“Well, that’s not good.” I see Melissa shake her head in my peripheral vision, but I
can’ttearmyeyesawayfromtheentranceforonefuckingmillisecond.
She’s probably bordering a fucking panic attack right now, and I’m to blame if it
happens. Obsessed doesn’t even begin to describe the way I’m acting right now, but I
don’tfuckingcare.
“He’llbealright.”Victornudgesmeagain,butmoregentlythistime.“Right,man?”
“Huh?”Istareathiminadaze.
VictorsmilesatMelissa.“See?”hesaysconfidently,althoughI’mnotdoingmybest
atsellingVictor’sconvincingstory.
“Whatabouthisspeech?”Melissa’seyesdartnervouslybetweenus.
“He’llwingit.”Victorshootsherawinkandasmile.
Melissaislikethefuckingqueenbee,guardingthehive.Shelooksreluctanttoleave
myside,butVictornodsreassuringlyatheragain.
“Don’tworry,IcantakecareofOwen.HejustneedssomeTLCfromhisbestfriend.”
“Okay.”Melissagiveshimanervousglance,butshestandsupandhesitantlymoves
awayfromus,mostlikelytodosomethingelsebehindthescenes.Idon’tfuckingknow,
secretaryandassistanttypeshit.
Victortakesasipofhiswhiskyandstaresatme.
I don’t blink and stare at the door some more, and I’ll keep staring forever if that’s
whatittakes.
“Dude, are you alright?” he asks, and waves his hand in front of my face as if he’s
tryingtobreakmytrance.
“Yeah,”Irespondrobotically.
“Thenwhatthefuckiswrongwithyou?”Hisvoiceishighandstringy.
Ilookathimandlaugh.“Nothing.”Itakeasipofmydrink.
“Youseemreallydistracted,Owen,”hesays.
“Iamnot,”Ideny,althoughIdon’treallyhaveavalidfuckingpointtobackmyselfup
witheither.
“Doesthishaveanythingtodowithyourfail-safeplan?”Victorasks.
Idon’tlookathim,Imerelystarestraightahead.“Eyeontheprizemyfriend,eyeon
thefuckingprize.”
“Doyouwantmetogivethetoastthen?”Victorlooksatme.
“Maybe.”Ishrug.
“Well,it’stime,”hesays.
“Howthehelldoyouknow?”Ilookupandscantheroom.
InoticeMelissawavingatVictor,holdingupcuecardslikeheneedstohelpgetme
readyforaspeech.
“Sure,goahead,”Isay,andgiveadefeatedlooktoVictor.“I’lljustfuckingscrewit
uprightnowinthestateofmindI’min.”
Victortakesadeepbreath.“Okay,noproblem,dude.”
Hegesturesformetostandup,whichistheleastIcando.Thisismyfuckingparty
afterall.
WhenVictorissurehecangrabeveryone’sattention,heclearshisthroatandclinksa
spoonagainstthesideofhisglass.
Everyonestaresathim,andatmebecauseI’mstandingrighttherebesidehim.Iknow
they’reexpectingmetosayafewwords,butIdon’thaveitinmerightnow.Istillhave
timetokillbeforemybigspeechatdinner.
VictordirectseveryfilmImake,sohe’smorethanworthyforthetaskathand.
“Goodevening,everyone.”Victor’svoicebellowsintheroom,capturingthemoment.
“I’llkeepthisshortandsweet,becauseI’mnotgoodwiththewordslikeOwenhere.”
Hechucklesandpointsathumbatme.
Iputonmybestcharmingsmileandwavetothecrowd.“Thankyouallforcoming.”
AtleastI’mabletosaythatmuchtotheroomfullofmyfriends,peers,andcoworkers.
“Anyway,”Victorsaysandholdsuphisglass,“Iwouldliketoproposeatoast.Weare
atthetwo-yearmarkforLoneWolfeProductions.Oursuccessisbroadandgrowinglike
wildfire. We would just like to thank each and every one of you, for all of you play an
intricate part in the role of keeping this operation successful. So, this party is for you,
becausetogether,weareone.”
Victorraiseshisglasshighandproud,andthecrowdjoinshim,clappingandroaring
withtheircongratulationsandjoy.
Once the chatter begins again, Victor and I sit down next to each other again on the
couch.
“Thanksforsavingmyass.”Igivehimachagrinedlook.
“Anytime.”Heslapsmyback.“That’swhatfriendsarefor.”
“IknowI’mstillgoingtohavetogoonthestagelaterwheneveryonesitsdownfor
dinner,”Isaybegrudgingly.
“You’lldofine,”Victorreassuresme.
Ijusthopehe’srightandthatMollyshowsupbeforethen.ThenmaybeI’llbeableto
fuckingfocus.
15
I
MOLLY
stareatthetwodresseslyingonmybed,eachonebeckoningmetopickthem.
I’m down to two choices, and fuck, it’s a difficult one. I analyze the
dresses.
Oneisasapphirecoloredhalterdress.It’ssexy,yetsophisticatedand…wellmaybea
littleonthesafeside.
Theotherisachampagnecoloreddressthat’salittlelongerinlength,buthasakiller,
plungingneckline.Imean,thepuppiesmightburstandspilloutofthisdressifIpickit…
Imentallycomparethemforatleastfiveminutes,butshit,Istillhavenofuckingclue
whichoneIwanttoweartoOwen’sparty.
DoIwanttomakeaboldstatement,ordoIwanttoplayitsafe?I’mstillundecided.
Ifthiswereanormaloccasion,andtheoldMollywaschoosingthedress,thingsmight
go a little differently. There would be no contemplating. It would automatically be the
sapphirehalterdressthatwouldcomeoutoftheclosetandaccompanymetotheparty.
Thechampagnedresswouldn’tevenbeanafter-thought.
The tides are turning, though, and I’m realizing with this new freedom that I am
choosingtoliveinthatlifecanbespicyandfun,fullofflavor.
Iwantmorefuckingchocolateinmylifeandlessplainole’boringvanilla,dammit.
Whatdoesfreedommeantome,youmightask?
First of all, it represents that I can actually have a choice, and not allow myself to
alwaystaketheeasyroad.
Thesapphiredressismoreonthediscreetside,yes.However,thechampagnedressis
bold,daringandsexy.
Thenewmeshouldmostdefinitelygofortheplungingneckline.Don’tyouagree?
Itakeadeepbreathandpickupthechampagnedressandpullitovermyslenderbody.
I stare at myself in my full-length bathroom mirror and gasp in disbelief at the sexy as
fuckwomanwhostandsinfrontofme.
I’mproudofmyself,andIcan’tfuckingwaittoseeOwen’seyesdroprightoutofhis
skullwhenhedrinksmeinwithdesire.
Ileavefortheparty,havingadriverdropmeoffrightinfrontofthehotel.Iridethe
elevatortothetopfloorwhereIknowthepartyishappening.
Icanhearthecrowd’sminglingchatterandthemusicplayingasIslowlyapproachthe
entrancedoors.
“MayItakeyourcoat,Miss?”Afemaleattendantgivesmeapolitesmileandholds
outherhand.
I’mwearingatrenchcoat.I’mnotchickeningout;it’sjustachilliernightthanusual
forthistimeofyearinthecity.
“Yes,thankyou,”Isay,andshakemyarmsoutofthecoat.Itiptheattendantandhead
inside,adjustingmyhairanddressatjustthelastsecondbeforeentering.
I look around, observing my initial surroundings. It looks like any normal party I’d
attend. There are people dancing in the center and a live band plays covers of 80s pop
songs.
The room is completely packed, and I find myself having to weave and maneuver
around people, bumping and brushing up against strangers as I push through to the bar
area.
I’mtakingmytime,walkingslowlysoIwon’tmissthechanceoffindingOwen,my
datefortheevening―justlikehewants.
Ifinallyspothimintheloungeareaonthebalcony.
“Owen,”Icallout,hopinghecanhearme.
Heturnsaroundandasoureyesmeet,myheartbeatsfasterandbloodrushesbetween
mylegs,pulsinginmypussy.
IgivehimacheesywavethatIpraydoesn’tlooklikedesperationtohispointofview.
Hishairisperfectlymanicured,shortanddark.Hehasclean-cutfeaturesandnotalickof
facialhair.
He’s wearing a tuxedo that makes him look even sexier than he already is. Yep, he
pullsofftheJamesBondtypeoflookexceptionallywell.
Heapproachesme,andIgrinfromeartoear.
“Hello,”Igreethim.
“Thankyouforcoming.I’msogladyouwereabletomakeit.”Heplantsasoftkisson
mycheek,anditticklesmeashislipsbrushagainstmyskin.
“You’rewelcome;it’smypleasure,”Irespondwithsincereenthusiasm.
NowcomesthespecialmomentI’vebeenwaitingfor.Owenglancesatme,checking
meoutfromthegroundup.
He’s undressing me with his bedroom eyes as a devilish and playful grin stretches
acrosshisgorgeousface.
“You look…” He trails off in wonderment as he continues to ogle me. “Absolutely
fuckingbeautiful,”hefinallyfinisheshissentence.
“Thankyou,”Isayandspininasubtlelittletwirl.
“Thatdressreallyleaveslittletotheimagination,”hewhispersintomyear.Hesmells
delicious.
“ThisdressrepresentsthenewandimprovedversionofMollyQuinn,”Iconfess.
“IlikethisnewMollyQuinn,”Owensaysasheintentionallybrushesupagainstmeso
thatIcanfeelthegrowingbulgeinhispants.
“Shouldwegogetadrink?”Iaskandpointtothebarareainsidethelounge.
“Absolutely.”Owennodsandfollowsmeinside.
Just as we’re about to hold hands, someone announces over the microphone that it’s
timeforOwentogivehisfounder’sspeech.
Soinsteadofheadingtothebar,Ifollowhimintoalargereceptionhallwherepeople
aresittingatroundtableseatingcateredsalmonsteaksandprimerib.
“YoucansituptherewithmybestfriendVictor.”Hepointstoatableinthefront.
“Okay,”IwhisperandwatchasOwentakesthestage.Ican’thelpbutfeelexcitedfor
him.
AsIwatchhimstandatthepodiumonthestage,myheartswellswithprideforbeing
chosentobeathisside,celebratingthisfantasticandwell-deservedmilestoneforhim.
Hespeakswithsuchloveandrespectforhiscolleagues,andIlikehowhementionsa
slewofthembyname,givingthempraiseandrecognition.
That,tome,showscharacteranddiplomaticbehaviorinaman,somethingIrespect.
SomethingOwenclearlyhasinspades.He’salsogotthesexysmolderinglookgoingon,
andIwishIcouldjumphisbonesrightthereonthestage.
Everyone has a discretion point, though, and even the new Molly can’t take the
passionandheatthatfar.
IhaveafleetingmomentofsadnessasIwatchhimtalkbecauseInaturallycompare
myselftohim.It’sjusthowIam.Lonelinessgnawsatmymind.Owengotwhereheisall
onhisown,withoutthehelporsupportofhisparents.
IwishIcouldclaimmyownrighttosuccess,withorwithoutmyparents’help.Ihave
afeelingthat,eitherway,I’mgoingtoendupwalkingthatroadalonesomehow.
WhenOwen’sspeechends,everyoneeruptsintoapplauseandsomepeopleintheback
even whistle. Owen looks humble as he climbs down the stage stairs, in the wake of a
standingovationthatI’mhappytobeapartof.
16
T
MOLLY
he vodka and lime slides easily down my throat and hits my belly with a
warmsplash.Icheckmywatchandnoticeit’sgettinglate,butI’mnowhere
near tired or ready to go home. I’m waiting for Owen to get back from
makinghisroundsoftheevening.
He’sbeengoneawhile,butIdon’tmindpassingthetimewithadrinkinhand.I’m
sittingonaredvelvetcouchintheVIPlounge,peoplewatchingwhileothersmingleon
theothersideofthedoor.
Istandupandwalkovertothewindowandlookdownatthecitybelow.Manhattanis
sofuckingbeautifulatnight,alllitupanddazzling.
Isipmyvodkaandlimeagain,takingalargergulp.Ilookdownatit.Fuck,it’shalf
empty already. Maybe I should slow down and pace myself, but it’s calming my jitters
aboutwhattoexpectfromOwentonight.
IguessIdon’thavemuchtimetothinkitthroughbecauseinthesameinstantthatI’m
wondering what happens next, Owen’s smiling face walks through the door of the VIP
lounge.
“Hey,”hesaysandgivesmeawave.
“Hi,”Igreethimandmovefromthewindowtoembracehiminahug.
He’swarmandburly,andohsofuckingsexy.
He’s wearing a tuxedo and his charming good looks are magnified by his sexy
billionaireattitude.
“Youcleanupnice.”
“Youaresimplystunning.”Hestandsbacktodrinkmein.
Ifeelvulnerableashiseyesscanmeupanddown.
“Yourcurvesareperfect—justenough.”
“Thanks,”Isayandwatchhimasamischievousgrinspreadsacrosshislips.Hiseyes
arehungryandtwinkleliketheelectriccitybelowus.
“I’mreallysorryittookmesolong.”Hegoesintoapologymode,genuinelylooking
sorrowfulformakingmewaitaroundforhimtocomeback.
“It’snobigdeal.”Iwaveahanddismissively.
Asheslowlyapproachesme,mybreathcatchesinmythroatandIfreezeinplacefora
moment,unabletomovefromthechemistryswirlingarounduslikeamagnet.
“No,really…I’msosorry,”hewhispersandbreathesintomyneckasheleansin.
His cologne is sexy, his tuxedo suit does him incredible favors, and it’s totally
affectingme.
As I stare up at him, I feel a warm and tingly sensation run through my body like a
coolbreezeonahotsummerday.“It’sokay,”Iwhisperback.“Iknowyouhavetobean
impeccablehosttoyourguests.”
Iwonderifhecanhearmyheartpoundinginmychest.
“You’reoneofmyguests,too,”hesayswithagrin,andtakesanotherstepcloserto
me.
“Yes…”Itrailoff,breathingheavily.
“So,Ineedtomakesureyouarecompletelysatisfied,too.”
“Oh?” I question him mock-innocently, but I have a feeling, based on his sexual
innuendo,thatIknowexactlywhathe’sreferringto.
“It’s true.” He takes his index finger and thumb and brushes them softly against my
cheek, then pulls my hair off my neck. “Now that I’m certain everyone out there feels
entertainedenough,it’syourturn.”
“Myturnforwhat?”I’mnearlypantingnow.
Theroomclosesinonme.Forrightnowit’sonlymeandOweninexistence,inthe
wholefuckingworld.
“Tofeelgood,”herespondsandwrapshisarmsaroundmywaist.
He’smuscularandstrongandIinstantlymeltintohisarms.
“Idofeelgood,”Isayandsmileupathim.
“Your night’s about to get even better,” he says excitedly and moves away, back
towardsanearlyhiddenalcove,whereheclosesusofffromthepartybypullingavelvet
curtainclosed,leavingustuckedawayinaprivateVIPlounge.
We’realone,butsurroundedbypeopleatthesametime.It’sprivate,intimateandsexy,
butknowingeveryoneelseisrightoutsidegivesmeanevenbiggersensationofarousal.
I’malreadyfuckingsoakingwetinanticipation.
“Comehere,”hesaysinawhisper.
Mylegshaveamindoftheirown,andIwalkslowlytowardshim,theforceemanating
fromhimsostrongthatit’spullingmetohimwithoutmeeventhinking.
When I reach him, he gently twirls me around. “You are so fucking sexy, you know
that,right?”Helooksatmeasifheexpectsmetoanswer.
“Ifyouthinkso,”Isay.
ThenextthingIknowhisbreathisicycoolagainstmyneck,sendingshiversoferotic
pleasureupmyspine.
The room goes blurry for a moment as I realize what’s happening. His hands are all
overme,franticwithdesireasheunzipsthebackofmydress.
I’m hot, then I’m cold, then I’m full of sexual friction and heat that I crave to have
satisfiedbyOwen.
Hekissesmyneckandmovesdowntomybreasts,whereheplungeshisfacebetween
mycleavage.I’mnotwearingabrabecauseitdoesn’tgowiththedress.
Itakeslowbreathstopacemyselfashesucksmyrightnippleintohismouth.
“You’resosexy,”hemoansovermytitasIrunmyhandsthroughhishair.
Hemovesmeovertothecouchandpushesmetoasittingposition.Hehelpsmeclimb
outofmydressandtossesitaside.
“Whatifsomeonewalksinandseesus?”Iwhisper.
Owenlooksupatmewithadevilish,slygrin.“Thenthey’llgetafantasticshow.”
“Stopit.”Iplayfullyshoveathim.“I’mserious.”
“Are you worried about it?” he asks but he doesn’t stop kissing me. His mouth
showers my stomach with slow, delicious licks that make my body tremble and quiver
withexcitement.
“No.”Ishakemyhead,becomingtooaddictedtothethrilltoworrynow.
“Good,becauseI’mnotgoingtostopuntilyourcumisdrippingfromthatsweetpussy
andrightintomymouth,”hegroans.“ThenI’mgoingtocoatmycockinit.”
“Areyougoingtotakeoffmypantiesnow?”Idemandimpatiently,bitingmylip.
“Withmyteeth,”hesaysrakishly.
Iinstinctivelyspreadmylegstoallowhimbetteraccess.Hegrazeshisfingerssoftly
againstmyinnerthighs,drivingmeabsolutelyfuckingwild.
“Touch me everywhere,” I beg. I’m ready to completely surrender myself to him. If
anyonestumblesinonusrightnow,Idon’tthinkI’devencareatthispoint.
“That’s my girl,” he says, and leans up to kiss my mouth again, hungrily tasting my
lipswithenthusiasm.
“Kissme,”Imoansoftly,butIdon’tmeanonthelips.
He raises his eyebrows as if he understands exactly what I’m fucking asking him to
do.
“I want to taste your sweet nectar. I am going to drink you up, every fucking last
drop,”hesays,andmoveshisheaddownbetweenmylegs,makingmesofuckingcrazy
ashepeelsmypantiesawaywithjusthisteeth,justlikehepromised.
Myhipswritheasiftheyhaveamindoftheirown,andthenhe’srightbackbetween
mylegs.HeopensmypussylipswithhisfingersfirstandImoanoutasIspreadmylegs
wideronthecouch.
Owen crouches below me and wiggles a finger between my sensitive, swollen pussy
lipsuntilhefindsmyclit.
“Fuck,you’resoincrediblywet,”hegroansandlickshislips.
“Tasteme,”Iplead.
“Gladly.”Hegivesmeawildandcockygrin.
Hepushesmylegsfurtherapart.Heleanshisheaddownandslowlykissesmypussy
mound,justtheverytop.
He’steasingmeandheknowsit’smakingmecrazy.
“Please,”Icontinuetobeg,needinghismouthonmyclit.
Finally, with delicate and tender kisses, he puts his mouth on me. I moan out as a
creamy, fuzzy sensation crawls its way from my toes to the top of my head. His tongue
worksvigorouslyonmypussylipsandclitasifhecan’tlickfuckingfastenough.
“Oh,yes,”Icryoutwithpleasure,andarchmyback,saggingmybodyintotheplush
velvetVIPcouch.
I’mallbutforgettingthattherearehundredsofpeoplejustoutsidethatcurtainbehind
us.
Owenupsthegameafewsecondslaterashepusheshisindexfingerintomywarm,
wet,drippingpussy.
Igrabthebackofhisheadandpushhimfurtherintome,buryinghisheadbetweenmy
legs.
Hisindexfingerwigglesaroundinsideofme,settingupacampofecstasywithinme.
“More,more,”Iwhisperinaseductivemoanasheworkshiswayupmypussyhole
tryingtohiteverysurfacehecanforthemaximumpleasurepossible.
He takes his thumb and swirls it around the rim of my asshole which heightens the
orgasmicsensation.
“Yes!” I cry out and run my hands through my own hair, then dig my heels into his
backwhileIwrapmylegsaroundhiswaistandsqueezetight,holdingonfordearlife.
Owenisafuckingsexgodrightnow,andIcan’tbelieveeverythingI’vebeenmissing
outonwithaloverwhenitcomestohowamazingheisatbringingmetoclimax.
His tongue works magic as he swirls it around in circles. He could be licking the
letterstothealphabetforallIknowandcare.Aslongashedoesn’tfuckingstop.
It feels so good that I know pretty soon I’m not going to be able to hold onto this
buildingorgasmthatwitheachpassingsecondthreatenstoeruptandexplodewithinme
likelavapouringfromavolcano.
Hismouthmakesaslipperyslurpingsoundashecontinuestoworkhardonmyclit,
making me drip faster with warm, juicy wetness. I know his face is probably slick and
coveredinmypussyjuices,andthatturnsmeonevenmore.
“Keepgoing,”Imoan,knowingI’mnearlythere.
IdigmynailsintothesideofthecouchandtrytomoanasquietlyasIcan,although
I’m sure at this point Owen wouldn’t even fucking care if someone walked behind the
curtain.
Thethreatofexposurewhilewe’redoingsomethingsoprivate,sonaughty,sendsme
overtheedge.
“I’mcoming,”Ishout,andtensemybodyastherippleeffecthitsmewithathousand
voltsofelectricity.
MyannouncementcausesOwentosuckandlickonmyclitevenmorefuriouslythan
before.Hekissesitanddrivesmeinsaneasthebrinkoforgasmseemsneverending.
After what seems like several minutes, my body finally stops shaking and trembling
fromtheaftermathofperfectclimax.
Ibreathinandout,hardandpantingasifI’mrunningamarathoninsteadofcoming
downfromthebestfuckingorgasmofmylife.
“Wow,you’refuckingamazing.”Igiggleandfeeltheheatflushmycheeks.I’mstill
burningwithdesireforhimandmadlydesperateforhimtofillmewiththefulllengthof
hisrock-hardcock.
“You’re incredible.” He grins at me like a giddy school boy. His mouth is wet and
glisteningwithmywarmcumandpussyjuices.
“Doyouwanttotasteyourself?”Hesmileswithmischievouswonder.
“Yes.”Iwrapmyarmsaroundhisneckanddrawhiminforaslow,intimatekissthat
causescurrentsofchemistryandsexualblisstofilltheairbetweenus.
“Howareyousogoodatfuckingmypussywithyourtongue?”Isaytohimandgive
himasexysmile.
Heshrugsandlooksfuckingadorable.“IguessIjusthaveanaturaltalentforit.”
I laugh and kiss him again, never wanting to let go. “You can use that talent on me
anytimeyouwant.”
Asweembrace,soclosetogether,Ifeelhisrock-hardcockpulsingagainstmybare,
innerthigh.
“Nobodyhascomeinhereyet.”Hegrinsasifhe’sproudofhisaccomplishment.
“It makes me feel so naughty to be behind this curtain with you knowing someone
couldwalkinatanymoment,”Isay,bitingmylip.
“You’re so sexy,” he murmurs as he nibbles on my neck, making me wet all over
again.
Hiscockisthrobbingonmyleg,beggingtoescapehispants.
“Fuckmenow.”Ilookintohiseyeswithafirmandsexystare.
His lips spread into a wild grin across his face. “Gladly,” he says with a burst of
enthusiasmasIhelphimgetoutofhispants.
He tosses them aside with a flick of his ankle. “I don’t need those right now.” He
laughs.
Iwrapmylegsaroundhiswaisttopullhimnear.“Putthathardcockinsidemeright
fuckingnow,Owen,”Idemand.
“Oh, fuck yeah, baby, I love it when you say my name,” he responds, grabbing his
massivecockandpushingitbetweenmylegs.
AsmallcryescapesmylipsasIgaspfromtheincrediblesensationofhishardcocktip
pushingmywetandsensitivepussylipsapart.
“Fuckyes,”hegroansashepushesallthewayinsideofme,andIhelpbywiggling
myhipsandclimbingontopofhim.
HesitsdownonthevelvetcouchinthesameplaceIcameonlymomentsbefore.I’m
sittingontopofhim,mylegswideopenwhileIstraddlehim.
Ifanyonewalksinrightnowthey’llgetaniceviewofbothsetsofourasscheeks.
“Grindonmebaby,”hewhisperswithferocity.
Ibounceupanddown,movingmyhipsincircles,sultryandseductivelydrivinghim
wildashepusheshisfacebetweenmytitsandsucksonmynipplesinturn.
“Thisfeelsamazing,”hesaysandgrabsmyasscheeks.Hepullsthemapartandthen
gentlysqueezesthem,andthemovementmakesmyclitthrobwithpleasure.
“Yourcockissohuge,”IbreatheoutasIarchmybackandmovethehairoffmyneck.
“Damngirl,that’sasexyasspose.”Owengrinsatmeandhelpsmethrustinandout
bygrabbingmyhipsandbouncingmeupanddownontopofhim.
Igetthesuddenurgetobeevenclosertohim,soIwrapmyarmsaroundhimagain
and press my body against his, taking in the smell of cologne and sweat as our bodies
intertwineandfusetogether.
“Harder! Faster!” I cry, and Owen takes complete charge like the perfect alpha male
thatheis.
He has a look of determination on his face as he works toward his own orgasm. He
thrustsharderandhitsmyG-spotoverandover,makingmecloseinonthenextclimax
shockinglyfast.
“I’mcomingagain,”Ishoutandrockmybodybackandforth.
OwengripsmyhipsandholdsmeinplacesoIwon’tfalloffthecouch.Iwatchashis
facecontorts,Iknowhe’sgotaone-wayticketontheOrgasmTrain,andit’scomingfast.
While he’s still holding onto my hips, he spins me around so that I’m facing away
fromhim.
“Getonallfours,”heinstructsinagroaningvoice.
IputmyhandsonthefloorandspreadmyfingertipsapartasIgripthecarpetbelow
me.
“I’mgoingtofuckyouintheass,younaughtygirl,”Owengrunts.
OhGod.Yes.Iwantitsobad,I’mreadytobegforitlikeadirtyslut.Ibracemyself
forhimandmoansoftly.
“I’mready.Fillmeup,bigboy.”
Hechucklesandslapshiscockagainstthesideofmyasscheek,andthengripsitwith
hishand,squeezingtightly.
“Damn,thisisajuicy,perfectass,”hegroansagain.
Thenhespreadsmyasscheeksapartwithonehandandusestheotherhandtogather
my cum from my dripping pussy and coat my tight little hole with it. Then the world
shattersashepusheshiscockinsideofme.
“Oh,yeah,”hegruntsashetakesmyass,fillingmeupmorethanI’veeverbeenfilled
before.
I cry out again as if it’s the first time ever feeling him inside of me. It’s perfect.
Glorious.Earth-shatteringandmind-blowing.Everythingyou’dexpect,thenmore.
He takes my waist in his hands and thrusts in and out with purpose and passion,
gruntingasImoanwithpleasure.
“Ohfuck!”hecrieswithoutwarning.“I’mgoingtosquirtmycumalloveryourass,”
hesays.
Like a suction cup, his cock slides out of me with a little popping sound from the
frictionandthewetness.Heslapsmyasswithhiscockagain,andthenextthingIfeelis
hishotloadofcumasitsplashesontomyskin.
“Ohyeah,”Icryout,lovingthedelicioussensation.
Afteramomentortwo,hecollapsesnexttomeaswebothlaypantingforbreath.
“Webettergetdressed,”Isay,feelinglikemyCinderellahourisprobablyupbynow.
“You’reright.”Hiseyesshinewithpleasureashejumpsbackintohispants.
“Thanksforafuckinggreattime,”Isaywithalaugh.“Wouldyoumindhelpingme
zipmydress?”
“Of course,” he says, and gently brushes his fingertips against the skin of my arm,
givingmechillbumps.
Hepeeksoutthecurtainandsmilesbackatme.“Lookslikethecoastisclear.”
“Ican’tbelievenobodynoticedus,”Igiggle.
“Meeither,”heagreesandtakesmyhand.“Youwannagetoutofhere?”
“YoumeanoutofthepartyorthisVIPlounge?”Iquestionhim.
“Outoftheparty.Wannagobacktomyplace?”Hiseyessparklewithgiddiness.
“Yeah,”Inod.“YeahIwouldactually.”
“Follow me,” he says, and we take off into the sea of people who have no idea that
Owenjustfuckedmybrainsoutinapublicplace.
17
“Y
OWEN
ouknow,I’mgettingusedtothis,”IjokeasMollyandIdresstogetherinsidemy
masterbedroomsuite.
“What?”ShechucklesasIleanovertoputsocksonmyfeet.
“Wakingupbesideyou.”Iapproachherandgrazemyfingersagainstherback.
“Thatfeelsamazing,”shesays,andIfeelchillbumpsprickleonherskin.
“You’reasightforsoreeyeswhenIwakeup,too.”Shegrins.
“So, do you have time for breakfast?” I ask as she follows me into the living room
where I use a remote control to open my floor-to-ceiling, wall-to-wall windows
overlookingthepark.
“Yes,I’mstarving,”sheadmits.
“Me, too,” I agree and rub my chiseled rock-hard stomach that’s still without a shirt
yet.
“Great,”Mollysaysandwalksovertooneofthewindowstolookdown.
Thejoggersandstrollerpushersappearlikelittlebugsfromallthewayupinthesky
ontheforty-ninthfloor.
“Seeanythinggood?”IwalkovertojoinMollyandstandbesideheraswebothpeer
downattheManhattancitystreetsbelowandthefluffygreentreetopsliningthepark.
“Notreally.”Sheshakesherheadandgrinsatme,lockinginourgazetogetherinmy
memory.AlthoughI’mafraidofthesefeelingsforherbecausethey’regettingstrongerby
thefuckingsecond,IstillhaveCrystalonmybrain,too―whichmakesmefeelevenmore
confused.Andabitlikeadick.
“Iknowagreatbrunchplace,”Ioffer.“Comeon.”ItakeMolly’shandandmoveher
tothefrontdoor.
“Um,ImeanIlovetoseeyoushirtlessandall,andasmuchasI’msuretherestaurant
patrons will side with me, the owners might not,” she teases me and points to my bare
chest.
“Oh,right.”IgrinandfacepalmmyselfasifI’mactuallyforgettingtoclothemyself.
“Yousureloveyourbody,don’tyou?”shelaughs.
“HowcanInot?”Ijokeandflexmymuscles.
Mollywhistlesandclapsherhandstogether.
“Thankyou,sir,thatwillbeaperfectten,”sheannounces.
Itakealittlebowwhileshegiggles.Ipullapoloshirtovermyheadandlookather.
“What?”Iask.
“Nothing.” She gives me a funny look. “It’s just that your hair is now tousled from
throwingyourshirtoveryourheadandyoulookfuckingadorable.”
“Oh,”Isayandinstinctivelyplacemyhandontopofmyhair.
“Here,letmehelpyou,shesaysandstandsonhertiptoestostraightenoutmyhair.
Herfingersaresoftandmakemefeelwarmandrelaxed.Iliketheintimacyofthegesture
alot.MorethanIshould.
“There,muchbetter.”Shesmiles,thatfuckinggorgeoussmilethatjustdoesmein.
“Good. Ready to go?” I bounce on my heels, not sure what to do with this weird
nervousenergyshestirsupinme.
“Yep.”
IgiveMollyathumbsupandweheadoutdownstairstogether.
It’s a beautiful day for a slow stroll in the park. The birds are singing, the grass is
green, and the sky is blue. No, I’m not making any of this shit up! The universe is as
happyasIamrightnowinthismoment.
WeapproachaplacerightonthewaterandMollyglancesuptoreaditstitle.“Bread
andButter?”
Sheeyesmequizzically.
“Yep.”Ibeam.
“Well,howfuckingcuteisthat?”shesays,relishinginthename.
Wewalkinsideandrequestthatthehostessleadustoanoutsidetablesowecanenjoy
brunchinthewarmday.
“Thankyouagainforlastnight,”Mollysaysafewminuteslateronceourfoodarrives
atthetable.
Itakeaforkandknifeandcutintomyeggs,takingadelicateanddeliciousbite.
“Thankyouforagreeingtocomeasmydate,”Itellherandtakeasipofmymimosa.
“I’msuperproudofyou,”sheadmitsandwipeshermouthwithanapkin.“Youreally
deservealltheattentionyou’regettingforyourfilms.”
“I’monlyhalfthereasonforit.”Iwaveahanddismissively.“Didyougettomeetmy
bestfriendlastnight?VictorEvans?”
Forthefirsttimeinmyentirelife,Iwanttofocustheattentionawayfromme,andI
havenoideawhyMollyhasthiseffectonme.
Shenodsherhead.“Yeah,heseemslikeareallyniceguy.”
“He’s amazing,” I admit. “He directs all my movies. I would be nothing without his
eyefordetail.”
“Well I’m sure he appreciates your praise, too,” she offers, and I feel even closer to
Mollynow.She’ssograciousandcaring,sounlikeanyoftheothergirlsI’vedatedbefore.
Areweeventechnicallydating?I’mtooafraidtoask.
WhatthefuckamItalkingabout?OwenWolfeisneverafraidoffuckinganything.I
needtogetmyheadchecked.
“Probably,buthe’llbethefirsttoremindmeifIforget,”Ijokeandwinkather.
“You’restillthemanbehindthecurtain,”shesaysinaremindingtone,drippingwith
unlimitedcomplimentstoapparentlyshowerdirectlymyway.
Itakeasipofmymimosa,andit’ssofuckinggoodIwishthetastecouldlingerinmy
mouthforever.
“YoumeanliketheWizardofOz?”Itease.
“Maybe…”Mollyshrugs.“Sortof,onlylesscreepyanddefinitelywithlesseyebrow
scare.”Shelaughsalongwithme.
IfeellikeI’mfloatingonafuckingcloud.Molly’sheartisgenuine.She’snotoutfor
mymoney;she’sgotplentytospendonherown.
Her beauty is as evident as it was on the first day I met her, but the glow of her
surroundingpassionfillsmemorewitheachdayIspendwithher.
Iknow,I’mgrowingsappy,aren’tI?Maybethat’stheonlythingI’mreallyafraidof.
“Ihavetoadmitsomethingtoyou,”Isaywithabeatingheart,becauseI’mnotusedto
beingvulnerable.
“What?”Mollychewsandlooksatmequizzically.
“Before I started this film company, failure was always imminently pressing on my
mind.IthoughtI’dtryitoutandbombmiserably.Ijustknewthedaywouldcomewhere
I’d have to crawl back to my parents and beg them to help me.” I can’t believe I’m
fuckingadmittingthistoher.
“Thatdaynevercame,didit?”Molly’seyestwinkleandshegrins.
“No,thankfully,”Isighandleanbackinmychair,feelingfull.“Igaveupalongtime
agoontryingtopleasethem.Thefearofdisappointingdoctorsishugewhenyoujustso
happentobethesonoftwoofthem,”Ichuckle.
“You don’t have to tell me what it’s like to be a disappointment to parents.” Molly
rollshereyesandscoffsbitterly.
“Ihatetosayit,butI’mactuallyhappywehavethatincommon,”Ilaugh.
“IfIcangiveyouanytipsonthat,”Ipointakindfinger,“it’sthatifyouspendyour
entirelifetryingtoliveuptothepotentialthattheyplaceforyou,thenyou’relivingtheir
life,notyourown.”Isay.
Molly’seyeslightupasifI’mtellingherthesecretstotheuniverse.“OhmyGod,you
are totally right,” she says and stares off into space as if she’s digesting this new
information.
“Iaimtoplease.”Igrinandshrugmyshoulders.“TheindustryI’mcreatingisn’tthe
most ideal, but I’m proud of where we’ve come from and where we are heading in the
future,”Iadmit.
“Youshouldbe.”Mollygivesmeawarmsmile.
“ReadytoheadbacktotheAvalon?”IaskafterIpaythebill.
“I’m ready when you are,” Molly says. We walk out of the restaurant together, only
thistimeit’shandinhand.
18
T
OWEN
here are many moments in life where you simply react. It’s almost as
thoughyourbodyhasamindofitsown,andallyoucandoisrideinthe
backseatuntilyouregaincontrolagain.That’showIfeelrightnowstaring
atMolly’samazingbodyaswetakethebackelevatoruptomypenthouse.Ihaveareason
forthis.
Herclothingperfectlyadherestohercurves,andImoveinforakiss.Foramoment,I
almostforgetIneedtobreatheasIpullbackjustforasecondtogetsomeairbeforegoing
backintokissMolly.
She doesn’t miss a beat. She shoots her hand into my pants and grabs my cock,
massagingitbetweenwithherfingers.
“Iwantyoutofuckme,baby,”shemoans.“Righthereintheelevator.”
Fuckyeah.Icangetbehindthat.Wearesoonthesamepage.
“Getonyourkneesandsuckmycockfirst.”
Ireachoverandjammyfingerintothemanualstopbuttonontheelevator.I’mgoing
toenjoyeverysecondofthis.
“Yes,sir.”Withoutbreakingeyecontact,shegetsonherkneeswhilesimultaneously
pullingdownmypants.Atthatpoint,shehasmyfull12inchesrightinherface,andshe
knowsexactlyhowtohandleit.
She starts slow. She moves her mouth around the head of my cock while gently
movingherhandupanddownontheshaft.
Likeabeautifulcrescendo,shebeginstakingmoreandmoreofmycock.Afterjusta
fewseconds,she’sdeep-throatingthefull12inches.Normally,I’dhavetoholdthegirl’s
headinplacetogethertochokeonmycock,butMollyisapro.
Afterafewmoments,shetakesabreathbutgoesrightbackintotakingmycock.
“I’madirtyfuckingslut,”shesays.Thatreallygetsmegoing.IfeellikeIcouldcum
anysecondnow.ButIdon’twantthefuntoendquiteyet,soItakeastepback.
I move on Molly, spinning her around and pressing the front of her body into the
mirrorlinedelevatorwall.Thatsightishotasfuck.
Ibenddowntotakeoffherpantiesandpullherasstowardme.Shearchesherbackso
thatherpussystaresmerightintheface,alreadysoakingwet.Istartcirclingmytongue
aroundherclit.
Shebreathesinandoutheavily.She’sintoit,soIsticktwoofmyfingersinherpussy
toreallygethergoing.
“Goddamn…” I hear her moan to herself. I try to look at her face from the position
I’min.Idon’thavethebestviewofherO-face,butthat’swhatthemirrorsarefor.She
jutshertitsforward.Herbackisarched,andshe’smassaginghertitslikeshe’sfeelinga
pairforthefirsttime.
“Takeoffyourbra,”Isay.
“Yes,sir,”shereplies.Withoutmissingabeat,shepullsoffhershirtandtakesthebra
withit.Hertitsareamazing.IgobacktolickaroundherclitoriswhileImovemyhands
upsothatIcanfeelthemformyself.
Mollyputsherhandsovermyhands,almostasiftoguideme.She’sdrippingwetat
this point. Whoever cleans the elevators is definitely going to be in for a surprise when
theyseethemesswe’releaving.
It’stimeformetogetalittleforceful.Iflipherfromthepositionshe’sinnowsothat
now her back is against the wall. I spread her legs apart, but she already knows exactly
whatIhaveinmind.
Istandupandslammyhardcockinsideherpussy.It’saperfectfit,thesamewaya
gunfitsperfectlyinsideitsholster.Ileavemycockintherejustforacoupleseconds,and
that’swhenIstartgettingtowork.
Iplacemylefthandonherass.Withtheother,agrabherbyherhair.
“Fuckyeah,baby,”shemoans.Withthosethreewords,Istartreallygivingittoher.
Shekeepsrepeating“Fuck”toherselfwitheveryhardthrust.
Ican’thelpmyselfatthispoint.IcumwithaforceI’veneverfeltbefore.
“Ohyeah,”shemoansassheclimbsoffmycock.“Thatwassoamazing.”
“Youdon’tthinkwe’redoneyet,doyou?”Iask.“Iplanonmakingyoucomeabouta
dozenmoretimesbeforeI’mdonewithyou.”
“Afterallthat,you’vegotasecondroundinyou?”sheteases.
“Youactsurprised.”Ismirk.“Let’sgoinside,”Isay,restartingtheelevator.Ihelpher
pickupherclothesandusherherintomyapartmentwhenthedoorsslideopen.
“Oh my God,” she softly mutters to herself as I immediately get back to work
fingeringthatdeliciouspussyaswestumbletowardthebedroom.Shecrawlsontothebed,
spreading herself out like a model. It doesn’t take much for my hard-on to come back.
Fuck,let’sbereal.Itneverwentaway.Icouldgofordayswiththiswoman.
“Impressive,”shesays.
“Areyousurprised?”Ichuckleandcrawlontopofher,slammingmycockrightback
intoherpussy.It’sstillincrediblywet.Evenmoreso,actually.
Mollyplacesbothofherhandsonthebackofmyheadtopullmeinforakiss.It’sthe
mostpassionatethingI’vefeltsofarwithher,andthat’ssayingsomething.
Shedoesn’tletup.ShekeepswantingtokissmeasIslowlythrustmycockinsideher.
I’m not normally used to having such intimate moments with the women I fuck, but I
don’texactlymind.Icantellit’sgettingheroff.Andfuck,it’sgettingmeofftoo.Thisis
veeringintonewterritorywithher,butIcan’tsayI’mopposedtoit.
I’m tired of missionary, so I place both my hands on her ass and flip her over. Now
she’sontop,andshegrindsonmycocklikeafuckingstripper.
Iwantsomethingalittlerougher,soItakeherassinmyhandsandstartforcingherto
hopupanddownonmycock.
“Ohfuck!”sheexclaims.Sheusesherrightarmtokeephertitsfrombouncingupand
down,butIdon’twantmyviewtobeobstructedintheslightest.
“Iwanttoseeyourtitsbounce,”Isay.
“Yes,baby.”She’sextremelycompliantrightnow,readytogivemeanythingIwant.
Sheknowsthat’sthewayitwillbebestforbothofus—lettingmetakecontrol.Ilikethat
in a woman. The last thing I want to hear when I’m in bed with a beautiful woman is
hesitation.Iwanttojustgoforit.Andgoforitshedoes.
Shegetsoffmycock,justforasecond,sothatshecanturnaroundandgiveittome
reversecowgirl.Shemoansandgrindsonmycock.Ifinallygetarealchancetoadmire
her gorgeous ass. It makes me think of how fucking amazing it was to take her ass last
night.
“I’msuchadirtyfuckinggirl,”shesays.
I chuckle. “Yes, baby, you certainly are.” Normally, I would have much more
seductivethingstosayinbed,butshehasmesoworkedupit’shardtofocus.
“Punishme,”shesays.Islapherhardontheass.Sheletsoutalittlemoan.Ipause.I
don’twantthistoendtoosoonjustbecauseIgotalittleover-zealous.
Luckily,sheturnsherheadtowardmeandsays,“Keepspankingme,baby.”
Ispankheragainwiththesameforceaslasttime.Shemoansagain.Westartgetting
intoarhythmwhereIspankhertothepaceofhergrindingmycock.
The spanking really turns her on and she starts grinding faster than I can keep up. I
wanttomixthingsup,soIgetupfrommyposition.
Nowshe’sonherhandsandknees,sameaswhenIfuckedheronthefloor.
“Turnaround,”Isay.Shecomplies.Itakemyhardcockandplaceitbetweenhertwo
gorgeoustits.Icovermycockwithhertitsandstartthrusting.
She softly moans to herself. She even takes hold of her tits and starts rubbing them
vigorouslyagainstmycock.Idon’tevenhavetomoveitatthispoint.
Ican’thelpbutenvisioncomingrightnow.TheonlywayMollycouldbeevensexier
tomerightnowwouldbeifshewerecoveredwithmycum.
“Shower?”sheasks.AndI’mfuckinggladsheaskedit.
Shedoesn’tleavemysideasIturnontheshower.Infact,shecranksmycockaswe
waitforthewatertogettotheperfectheat.Westepin.
I take her and vigorously stick my tongue down her throat. She’s like putty in my
hands,whichiswhyIliftherup,soherfeetarenolongertouchingtheground.
Iresthergentlyonmycockandstartthrustingherupanddown.Istarttoslowdown.
They say in life you should take time to appreciate the little things. And that’s what
I’mdoingrightnow.Thewaterbeadsglistenonherskin.
Itaketimetowatchonebeadinparticularfallonhershoulder.Itslowlydripsdown
untilitreacheshertit.Itmanagestoactuallylanddirectlyonhernipple.
Ibendmyheadandstartsuckingonhertit.Shefuckinglovesit.Shegraspstheback
of my head to keep me by her tits, and I have no problem with that whatsoever. I stop
suckingandstartusingmytonguetoflickthetipofhernipple.
“Yes,yes!Fuckme!”shescreams.That’swhatdoesitforher.Shestartstocomehard,
all over my cock, coating it with her cum as I continue to pound into her. She contracts
andconvulsesaroundme,andIcanfillarushofadrenalinetomycock.I’mabouttocum
now,evenhardertobefore.
“I’mabouttocum!”Ishout.
“Cumonmyface!”sheyells.Thosearethefoursexiestwordsanywomancanyell.
Istopthrustingtolethergetoffmycock.Shegetsonherknees,andshestartssucking
mycock.Shetakestheentire12inchesdownherthroat.Ifshedoesn’tletupalittlebit,
thenmycumisabouttohitthebackofherthroat.
It’soddtosay,butwe’realmostinsync.It’slikeshecansenseI’mabouttocum,so
sheletsuptojerkmeoff.That’swhenIstarttocum.
She directs my cock so that the cum lands directly on her cheek. The shower rains
down,soitalmostwashesoffthecumassoonasithitstheskin.Imoveheroutoftheway
becauseIwanttoseemycumalloverherface.
There’salotofcumforhertogetout,butshekeepsjerkingmeoff,makingsuretoget
everylastdropoutofme.
Afterherfaceisalreadydrippingwithmycum,shedirectsmycocktowardhertits.
There’s still quite a lot left. My assumption was right. Dripping with my cum, she
becomesthemostbeautifulgirlIhaveeverseenintheworld.
AfewminuteslaterI’mlyinginbed.IletMollyhavesometimeintheshower,soshe
can have some time to clean herself up. And truth be told, I could use a little time to
composemyself.
It’sbeenawhilesinceI’vefeltsoexhaustedafterfucking,butMollyreallyputsme
throughtherounds.
After a few minutes, Molly exits. She has a towel wrapped around her head, but the
restofherperfectbodyisexposed.
Sheseesmylyingonthebedandasks,“Don’ttellmeyouwanttogoanothertime?”
“Iwouldn’tbeopposed,”Irespond.
“Youmaybeready,butIthinkIneedalittlerest.”
“Fairenough.”
Mollyliesonthebednexttome.Lookingintomyeyes,sheaskswithateasinggrin,
“Youwouldn’tmindifwejuststayedinbedallday,wouldyou?I’mnotsureIcankeep
myeyesopenifIhavetofindmywaybackhome.”
“Sure,ofcourse.”It’sthetotalfuckingtruth.Idon’twanthertogo.Icouldgetusedto
herinmybedeveryfuckingday.Itkindofscarestheshitoutofme,butnotenoughfor
metomakehergo.
“Andyouneverknow,maybeI’llwanttogoforRound3injustabit.”
“It’salwaysonthetable.”Shemakesherselfcomfortable.Shetakesthetoweloffher
head,getssituatedunderthecovers,andfallsasleepalmostinstantly.
Ifeelhappy.Andnotinan“Ijusthadsex”kindofhappy.ButakindthatI’venever
experiencedbefore.Wherethere’snothingI’dratherbedoingthanlyingherenexttoher.
Thecraziestpart?Ilikeit.Awholefuckinglot.AndIdon’tknowwhatthefucktodo
aboutit.
19
M
OWEN
yarmisasleep,butIcan’tbringmyselftopullMolly’sbeautifulheadoff
it.
She’ssleepingsoundlyandcontentedly.Imoveeversoslightly,andshesighs.
Iwaitafewmoreseconds,beforeIfinallycan’ttakeitanymore;myarmisthrobbing
inpain.Icarefullyplaceherheaddownonthepillownexttomeandgentlyrollaway,as
nottodisturbher.
Itworks,andsheremainspeacefullyasleep.
I leave the bed and walk to the living room, stretching and rubbing my sore arm. I
haveroomserviceonspeeddialbecauseit’sconvenient,andlet’sfaceit―I’mnotmuch
ofacook.
I know that Molly will probably be hungry when she wakes up. This is the second
night in a row she’s spending the night with me, and I can’t help but feel growing
attachmentforher,eventhoughIstillhavetheclubandgettingbackintoitinthebackof
mymind.
Acheeryroomserviceattendantanswersthephone.ItsoundslikeMark,butIcan’tbe
certain,soIdon’tcallhimbyname.
Yes,Iknowmostoftheirnamesbyheart.I’mpathetic.Iknowit.
“Goodmorning,”Iyawnsleepily.“Ineedbreakfastbroughttotheforty-ninthfloor.”
“Yes,sir,”themansaysontheotherend.“WhatcanIbringyou?”
“Hmm,”Isayandcontemplatethechoices.Iprettymuchhavethemenumemorizedat
thispoint.
IknowMollywillprobablywantsomefreshfruitandoatmealorsomething.Chicks
alwaystrytoeathealthy,butevenIcan’tresisteverynowandthen.IjustmakesureIget
somegoodironpumpingsessionsinifIeatheftyportions.
I order the fruit and oatmeal for Molly, and I order bacon egg and cheese on a
croissant for myself. I promise I’ll work out later, and sex with Molly is always a great
waytobreakasweat,too.
I hang up with room service, and literally as soon as I set my phone down on the
couch,mydoorbellrings.
Isitthereforasecond.There’snofuckingwayroomserviceisalreadyhere.Imean,
surethey’requick,butnotthatfuckingquick.
I walk to the door and open it. Surprise hits my face when I see that it’s Victor
standingontheotherside.
“Hey,man,”Victorsaysbreezilywithanodingreeting.
Hewalkspastme,rightintothekitchenwhereheproceedstopopopenabeerbottle,
helpinghimselftomyfridgewhilehetakesaswig.
“Ah,”hesaysinarefreshingtonewithagulp.“That’sfuckingamazing.”
Ihavesomewhatofanopen-doorpolicywhenitcomestoVictor.Hehasakey,buthe
won’tuseitunlessheasksmefirst.
Unfortunately,thatlittlesetupcan’tbereciprocatedbecausehe’smarriedwithabossy-
asswifeandtwoannoyinglittlebrats.
I’monlykidding;Ilovehisgirls,butkidsaren’treallymything…oratleast,notyet.
“So, how are things with you this morning? How was your night?” Victor takes
anothersipofthebeerandsitsdownatabarstoolatmykitchenisland.
“Pretty good.” I nod and cross my arms. “Starting early, aren’t we?” I add, nodding
towardthebeer.
“That’sit?”Victorraisesaneyebrow,ignoringmycomment.
“What?”Ichuckleandscratchmyhead.
“I don’t know, suddenly the famous Owen Wolfe becomes shy?” Victor gives me a
knowinglook.
“I’mnotshy,”Iscoff.“Justalittletiredisall.”
“Whyisthat?”Victorsmirks.
“Come on, dude, quit busting my balls already.” I roll my eyes and cross my arms
again,fidgetingdefensively.
“You know I like to fuck with you.” Victor chuckles before downing the rest of his
beer.
“Dude,youreallyfuckingfinishedthatinahurry,”Inote.“It’sseveno’clockinthe
damnmorning.”
“Iwasthirsty,okay?”Victorgrins.“Besides,youshouldhaveonewithme.”
“Imightwhenmyroomserviceorderarrives,”Isay.
“IwishIarrivedafewminutesearlier,andIwouldhaveorderedwithyou,”hesays.
“Here’sthephone.”Ihandhimmycell.
“Nah,that’sokay.Ican’treallystaytoolong.”
“Gottagetbacktotheoleballandchain,huh?”Nowit’smyturntoteasehim.
“You know it.” Victor nods, too lazy and tired of me making fun of him for so long
abouthismarriage.
“Doesthatmeanyouaren’tgoingtoworktoday?”Iask.
“Ihavesometelecommutingconferenceslater,”hementions.
“Cool.”Inod.
“Sobacktothingswithyou…”Victordrumshishandsonthecountertop.“Howare
thingsgoingwithMolly?Doyouhaveherwrappedaroundyourfingeryet?”
Iglancedownthehallwaywheremymasterbedroomis.Ichucklenervously.“What
doyoumean?”Iaskvaguely.
“Imeanhow’stheplanworkingoutsofar?”Victorslapsmyback.
I want Victor to stop running his fucking mouth, but I can’t exactly act suspicious
eitherandraisehiscuriosityevenfurther.
“So, are you at full seduction level with her yet? Is she just drooling over you and
meltingintoyourarmsjustlikeyouwant?Issherightwhereyouwanther?”
Victor’seyesareeageranddazzlinglikehewantstogossiplikeafuckingteenagegirl.
“Calmdown,man,”Isay,pitchingmyvoicelow.
JesusChrist.Ibetyou’rereallyfreakingoutrightnow,aren’tyou?Yeah,metoo,even
thoughI’mtryingtoplayitcool.ButIdon’twantMollytooverhearhimanymorethan
youdo.
“Well,haveyouatleastbroughtupthemembershipthingtoheryet?”Victorasks.
You know just a few seconds ago when I mentioned that my worst fear is Molly
overhearingVictor?
Youprobablyalreadyknowwherethisisheading,don’tyou?
Yep, you’re right. Spot on. Of fucking course, she walks in the room at the exact
momentthatVictorasksaboutthemembership.
IhavethefleetingsensationthatI’mfloating,thenmycheeksburnwithhumiliation,
becauseI’mcaught.
Waitasecond!Maybeshedidn’toverheartheentireconversation.
Fatfuckingchance,andthenextwordsoutofhermouthmakemecringetomycore.
Shelooksatmewitheyeslikeawoundedbunny,asifIjustshotherintheforestfor
noapparentreasonwhileshejustsohappenedtobehoppingby.
IglanceatVictorwithalookthatletshimknowI’mgoingtokillhimthefirstchance
Iget.Idon’twanttomakeeyecontactwithMolly,butIforcemyselfto,becauseit’swhat
arealmandoeswhenhe’scornered.Idon’tfuckingflee.
SheaskstheburningquestionthatIalreadyknowiscoming.
“Owen,”shestammersindisbelief.“Isittrue?”ShelooksbetweenVictorandme.
“What?”Iask.MaybeIcangetawaywithplayingdumbhere?
“Haveyoujustbeentryingtoseducemethiswholetime?”Hervoicecracks,butshe
doesn’tcry.
“Yes.”Inodandhangmyshoulders.“It’strue.”There’snofuckingpointindenying
anyofit.Sheobviouslyhearditall.
“Why?”Hervoiceishurt,broken.
I take a deep breath and look at Victor. He’s staring at the ground remorsefully. The
dick.
“I’msosorry,Molly.”Itrytotakeherhands,butshejerksawayandtakesafewsteps
back,awayfromme.
“Igotkickedoutofoneofyourfather’sclubs,”Iadmit.“IthoughtthatifIcouldget
youonmyside,youcouldhelpmere-instatemymembership.”
IomitthepartaboutbeingabletoupholdmydatewithCrystal.Iknowthatlittletidbit
willbetoomuchforMollytobearontopoffuckingeverythingelse.
“Youfuckingasshole!”Mollyslapsmychest.
IstandthereandtakeherabusebecauseI’mfuckingpondscumandIdeserveit.
“How could you treat me like this? The lies?” She’s really shouting now. “I trusted
you,youfuckingdirtbag!”
“Molly,I—”
“Oh,saveyourfuckingbullshitforsomebodywhocares.”
Molly’stearsoakedexpressioncripplesme.Sherunsoutofapartment,slammingthe
doorbehindher.She’sstillwearingmyoversizedt-shirtandapairofgirlyshorts.
“I’msosorry,man,”Victorsays,andIturnaround,rememberingthathe’sstillhere.
“Sorry?You’refuckingsorry?Whatthefuckdidyoujustdo?”Ishout.
“Any chance you had of reinstating your membership is now ruined, and it’s all my
fault,”hesaysregretfully.
“Yeah, no shit!” I seethe. “Why don’t you just shut the fuck up anyway,” I add. “I
don’tevenfuckingcareaboutthemembershipanymore.Ineedtofindawaytofixthis.”
Victor lets himself out, and I pace my living room floor, wondering if I should run
after Molly. I’m fucking clueless. I don’t know what to do. And the crazy thing is that
whatIsaidtoVictoristotallytrue.Idon’tfuckingcareaboutthemembershipnow.
AllIcareaboutisMolly.AndnowI’velosther,too.
20
A
MOLLY
slightdrizzlebeginstotrickleoutsideofmycarwindowasIsitsullenlyinthe
backseatandwatchthewaterdropletsgentlymaketheirwaydown,justlikethe
tearsI’mholdinginside.
Yeah,IknowI’mbeingfuckingmelancholy;youdon’thavetopointthatshitoutto
me.
I’malsofuckingmadasahornet.
I’m directing most of this anger at myself more than at Owen. I should know better
thantogetinvolvedwithaguylikethat.Allguysarethesame,butwhenthey’rerichand
successful?Magnifythatcockyarrogancebylike…amillion.
Ishouldhaveknown.
We arrive at my office, and the driver puts the flashers on while he runs around the
passengersideseattoletmeoutofthebackseat.Heopensthedoorformeandholdsup
anumbrella.
“Hereyougo,miss,watchoutforthatpuddle,andpleasetrynottoslip.”Hegivesme
asmileandhiseyesflashwithgenuineconcern.
IfonlyIcouldgetOwentocareaboutmelikethat.Realandgenuine.Notsomeact
becausehehasanulteriormotive.I’mregretfulandpouty.Wallowinginself-pity.Ishould
reallyfuckingsnapoutofitrightnow.
“Ma’am?”Ihearmydrivercallbacktome.
Ispinaround.“Yeah?”
“Doyouwantmetopickyouupagainafterbusinesshours?”heasks.
“Yes,”Irespond.
I know I’m staring at him blankly, like I’m a fucking space cadet. It’s almost as if I
can’t focus on one person or one thing in particular, and I’m just grasping at straws to
evenputonefootinfrontoftheother.
Ishakeoutmyumbrellaandpushitbackdownbeforeheadinginsidethelobby.Ihate
wet days like this, but as I glance back outside the double doors leading to the street, I
noticethattherainisstartingtopickup.
I watch as people try to dart around it and run from being completely pelted and
soaked.
AtleastImadeitinsidebeforethedownpourhit.
See,there’sasilverliningineverything.IcanbeoptimisticwhenIwanttobe.
Iridetheelevatoruptomyfloor,andwhenIstepout,Iforcemyselfintothemindset
thatI’mgoingtogoaboutmydailyroutineandeverythingwillbebusinessasusual.
I’lltrytofuckingforgetaboutthatprickOwenWolfe.Nowonderhiscorporationhas
the name ‘Lone Wolfe.’ No respectable female would dare settle down with the likes of
him.I’mafuckingidiot.
IplopdownatmydeskchairandturnonmycomputerwhileIsipthelatteIpickedup
onthewayin.
IsighandstareatthescreenasifI’mlookingforanswersthatitobviouslycan’tgive
mebecauseit’sadamncomputer.
“Goodmorning!”
IglanceuptoseeKatrina’sbrightandbubblyfacestaringatmeasifnothingisoutof
theordinary.
Ofcourse,tohereverythingisnormalbecauseIkeepmyromanticlifeprivateandshe
hasnoreasontosuspectI’msinkingintoadarkabyssofsadness.
I know I’m being melodramatic right now, but I have the right to be fucking pissed,
okay?
“Hi, Katrina.” I give her a polite smile and prop my elbows up on top of the desk
expectantly.“Whatdoyouhaveformetoday?”
“Well…”shebeginsbutIinterrupther.
“Let’s’ just start with this morning,” I joke. I can’t handle the rundown for an entire
dayuntilallthecoffeeinmycupisrunningthroughmyveins.
“Okay.”Shenodsenthusiasticallyandbouncesonherheel.“Youhaveameetingwith
potentialinvestorsinthirtyminutes,”shebegins,lookingatheriPod.
Yes,that’sright―we’rehightecharoundhere.Katrinahasasmartdeviceinsteadofa
notepadandapen.
“I’ll get ready for that.” I nod and take a deep breath. Oh yeah, by the way, I’ll be
nowherefuckingreadyforthat.
“You have a lunch date with one of the clients who does interviews for the talent,”
Katrinamentions.
“Alright.”Irubmytemples.“Ithinkthat’senoughforrightnow.”Ilookupatherand
smile.
Katrina types something into the iPad then moves her head up again. “Do you need
anythingelsefrommerightnow?”
“Idon’tthinkso.”Ishrugandforceasmile.
Katrinaletsherselfout.
“Oh,Katrina?”Icallbeforeshe’scompletelyoutofsight.
“Yes?”Sheturnsaround.
“Willyoupleaseclosemyofficedoorbehindyou?”
“Surething,”shesaysandthenleavesmeinprivacytowallowinmyowndespair.
I take a glance around the room. I have a sad little fern plant in the corner by the
window.It’sapparentthatithasn’tbeenwateredinalongtime.
Itsleavesaredroopyanddry,muchlikemyspirit.
I’mbacktomyusual,boringselfandhermonotonousroutineafterall.Somuchfor
livingontheedge.Lookwhereitfuckinggotme.
Meanwhile my father is probably sitting in his mansion-slash-palace. I picture him
sittinginhisstudywithabrandyinhishandandthemorningpaper.
Yes,abrandythisearly.
MybrotherHarryisprobablyplayinggolfinsomerichcountyclub,noteventhinking
aboutwork,whileIsithereanddoallthehardshit,keepingthiscompanyafloat.
Nobodyfuckingcares,sowhyshouldI?
IregrettakingtheriskwithOwen.Itonlybackfiredinmyface.Youknowwhatthey
say,hindsightistwenty/twenty,right?
I’mjustgoingtohavetolearnthehardwayandtakewhatIknowandapplyittomy
lifefromnowon.
Imean,amIreallythatstupidtofallforhismanipulatingqualities?
Waitasecond,don’tanswerthat.
Then out of nowhere, an idea comes to me. I pick up my office phone and dial the
ExposeClub.Abored-soundinggirlanswersthephone.
“Hi,Ineedtospeaktotheclubmanager,”Istateassertively.
“Hangon,”thegirldrones,andIhearelevatormusicfillmyeardrumsasshetransfers
thecallandplacesmeonhold.
A few seconds later, I hear his voice come on the line. “Jay Fletcher.” His voice
soundsimpatient,likehemightbeinthemiddleofsomething.
“Hi,Jay,it’sMollyQuinn.”
Jayclearshisthroat.“Oh,hey,Molly,what’sup?”
IshouldprobablymentionherethatJayandIareonafirstnamebasiswitheachother
becausewehavetoworkhandinhandagreatdeal.
“I’mcallingaboutOwenWolfe,”Isay.
“Oh,right.”Jay’svoiceimmediatelycutstoanapologetictone,whichIignore.
I’mgoingtokeepthisshortandfuckingsweet.
“It’scometomyattentionthatheissuspendedfromtheclubrightnow,”Ibegin.
“You’recorrect,”Jaycoughs.
Idon’telaborateonhowIknowthisinformation,andJaydoesn’tpressme.
“Ineedyoutogoaheadandliftthatsuspension,”Isayfirmly,knowingthatJaywill
wanttokeepmyfatherhappy,andhe’llbewillingtocomplyforthatreasonalone.
“Okay,sure…”Jaysaysapprehensively.“Anyparticularreasonwhy?”
“Nope,” I chime in a high voice. “Thanks for your help, Jay. Please notify Owen at
once that he’s reinstated,” I say abruptly, and hang up before he can ask me any further
questionsaboutit.
Isighandplacemyheadinmyhands.Well,atleastoneofuswillbehappy.
21
V
OWEN
ictorandIareinhisaward-winningman-cavebasement,drinkingacoupleof
coldbeersathisminibarwhenthedoorbellringsfromupstairs.
Victor’swifeandkidsareatballetpractice,soVictorhastogoupstairstoanswerthe
door.Ifollowhim,curioustoseewho’sthere.
When Victor opens the door, Jay from the club stands there in his signature leather
jacketandapairofjeans.
“Hey,Jay,comeonin.”VictorgesturesJayinside.Ifhe’sbaffledbyExpose’smanager
ringinghisdoorbell,hedoesn’tshowit.
Wewalkbackintothemainlivingroom.
“Please,takeaseat,”Victorsays,andbothJayandIdoasheinstructs.
JaysitsontheoppositecouchacrossfromVictorandme,andIgulpnervouslyandtry
tokeepmybreathingeven.Jayisn’tinthebusinessofmakinghousecalls,especiallyway
outhereinConnecticut,sotosayI’mfuckingfreakingoutisthefuckingunderstatement
oftheyear.
Thethree of ussit there, staringat each other likea couple offucking chumps for a
fewminutes,thenJayfinallybreakstheiceandspeaks.
“Hereyougo,man.”HeextendshishandtorevealmybelovedGoldCard.
“Whatthefuckisthisabout?”Iaskwithconfusion.Idon’ttakethecardatfirst,afraid
thisissomesortoffuckingtrap.
“Thisisforyou.We’reofficiallyreinstatingyouasoftoday,”Jaysaysandwigglesthe
cardinhishand,beckoningmetotakeit.
Istareathim,thenthecard,thenbackathim.
“Areyougoingtofuckingtakethedamnthingorwhat?”Jaychuckles.
InodandgrabthecardbeforeJaycanchangehismind.IlookoveratVictor,whose
expressiondoesn’trevealthathehasanyfuckingcluewhat’sgoingoneither.
“Thisisn’tajoke?”IraiseaneyebrowandlooktoJayforsolidconfirmation.
“Nope,deadserious,”Jaysaysandnods,leaningoveronhiselbows.
“Why?”Iaskthepressingquestion.
Victorbeginstobounceinhisseat,interruptingJayfromanswering.“Thisisfucking
badass,man.”He’sreallyhypedup,Icantell.
“What?”Ilaughandlookathim.
“You know,” he playfully slaps my upper arm, “this is like a true miracle. You’re
gettingyourcardbackjustintimeforyourdatewithCrystal!”
Victor high fives me, and I glance back at Jay, who’s just staring at us like we are a
coupleofdipshits.He’snotentirelywrongaboutthat.
“So?”Iaskexpectantly.
“What?”JayshrugsandlooksbetweenmeandVictor.
“Whydidyouguyschangeyourmind?Whyareyougivingmemycardback?”Itwirl
the card between my thumb and index finger. “I mean, don’t get me wrong, I’m super
stokedtogetitback.”Igrinathim.
“Ijustwanttoknowwhotothank,”Ichuckle.
Jaytakesadeepbreathandstandsup.
“Wegotacallfrom‘above.’”Heevenfuckingusesairquotes.
Hemovestothedoor.“Bye,fellas,I’llletmyselfout.”Jaycastsusawave.
“Bye.”Victorwavesbackandgrinsatme.
“That’sallyouaregoingtogiveme?”IshoutbacktoJay.“Comeon,notevenalittle
clue?”
Jayopensthedoorandleaves,closingitshuttightbehindhim.
“Thisissoawesome,dude!”Victorgivesmeacongratulatoryslapontheback.
I absentmindedly place the card on the table, paying it no attention. I don’t even
fuckingcarewhatitrepresentsrightnow,andthefactthatIhaveitbackmeansjackshitto
meatthispoint.
Istareatitblankly,notsayingaword.
“Uh,Owen…?”IhearVictorcallingmyname.“Youokayinthere,buddy?”
Hegivesmeaquizzicallook.
“I’mfine.”Ishrug.“Wanttogobacktodrinkinginyourbasement?”
VictorlooksatmeasifI’mlosingmyshit.
“Dude,areyouevenremotelyexcited?”
“Forwhat?”Iask.
“Um, let’s see…to have your card back? You are officially back as a Gold Member,
thisisfuckingepic!”
“Icouldcareless,really.”Ishrugdismissively.
“IthoughtthewholepointwastoscoretheraredatewithCrystal?”Victorpicksupthe
cardandstudiesit.“It’sgotyournameonit;it’sreallyyours,”hesayswithoutlookingup.
“Yeah…”Itrailoff.
“Owen,listentome.”
ImeeteyeswithVictor,who’swearingaseriousexpression.
“What?”Iask,feelinguncomfortablebyhisdauntinggaze.
“Don’tmakethesamemistakesImadeinlife,”Victorconfessesfirmly.“You’vebeen
piningoverCrystalformonths.”
“I’m not making any mistakes,” I lie. I’ve made a huge fucking mistake by leading
Mollyon.
Victorshakeshishead.
Hedoesn’tbelieveme,butheknowsmebetterthananyone,sowhyshouldhe?
“Menlikeyoudon’tsettledown,”heaffirms.
“I’mnottryingtosettledown,”Iprotest.
“YoulikeMolly.”Victorfinallymakeshispointandconfrontsme.
“Maybe.”Idon’tpretend,Idon’tdenyit.
“So,I’mjusttellingyou,it’snotagoodidea.You’llenduplikeme.”
I stare at Victor as if he’s a fucking idiot. “Victor, you have a great life, and I know
youloveyourfamily,”Ishootback.
“Yes, I love them, but I would do anything to have a date with Crystal. You don’t
knowhowluckyyouhaveitrightnow,Owen.She’salmostuntouchable,andtotallyout
ofthegraspofamarriedguylikeme.”
“I’vehurtMolly,”Isayinawhisper.
“She’llgetoverit.”Victorrollshiseyes.
“You think I should still keep my date with Crystal?” I ask, even though Victor is
alreadysellinghiscaseprettyfuckinghardrightnow.
“Absolutely,” he says, nodding with confirmation. “She’s fucking gold, brother, the
pillarofmanhood,thereasoneveryguyattheExposeClubpaystopdollartohavethat
membership.”
“Iguessyou’reright…”Itrailoff.Hemaybeconvincingme,butIstillhaveMolly’s
gorgeous face in my mind as I picture her slender legs wrapped around my waist and
diggingintomyasscheeks.
“Damnright,I’mright,”Victorlaughs.“Crystalisfuckinghotasshit.Anopportunity
likethisdoesn’tpresentitselfeveryday,Owen,myman.”
“All the other guys who haven’t had her yet will be jealous.” I grin. What? Don’t
judgeme,Icanrelishinthatpowerforafewfuckingseconds.
“Exactly.” Victor slaps my back. “She is the ultimate prize, the final destination, the
fuckingjackpot,man!”
Victor stands up and claps his hands together as if he’s getting pumped up for a
marathon.
“Well, Molly hates me now anyway,” I say, and finally admitting that fact out loud
makesmefeeldeflated.
“Look,Owen,Iknowyou’reconflicted,buteverythingwillworkout.Youcanalways
apologizetoMollylater.”
“That’sagoodpoint,”Isay,butIwonderifit’salostcause.Ifuckeduproyallywith
Molly.
“So,areyougoingtoredeemyourprize?”Victorgrinsmischievously.
“Maybeweshouldswitchroles,”Ijoke.SometimesIthinkthatmaybeVictorismore
adventurousthanmeandthathe’sjusttrapped.
“Fuckyou,”helaughs.
“IguessI’llkeepmydate,”Isay,stillalittlewary.
“Theyreinstatedyourmembership.It’sasignfromtheuniverse.”Victornodsproudly,
asifheholdsthekeytoalltheanswers.
“Okay,okay,don’ttwistmyarm.I’llgoseeCrystal,”Ilaugh,teasinghim.
“Excellentchoice,myman,”Victorstates.
I just wish my heart was all the fucking way in it for Crystal. Although I’m hoping
maybeonceIseeher,everythingwillbecomecrystalclear.MaybeIcangetmyheadon
straight,stoppiningoveragirl.Becausethat’snotme,notbyafuckinglongshot.
Still,asIleaveVictor’sMolly’sistheonlyfaceIsee.
22
M
OWEN
yfeetfeelliketheyhaveheavyleadballoonsstucktothemasIwalkthe
familiartilesoftheExposeClub.
Afewminutesago,whenallthecomfortingsoundsandsmellsoftheclubhitme,fora
briefmoment,IfeltlikeIwaswhereIbelonged.Istraightenedmyshouldersandthought,
I’mkingofthisplace,andI’mgettingreadytoshoweveryonewho’saroundtowitnessit
asIearnmymetaphoricalcrown…
Butthenitturnedouttobe…notthatmany.
Theplaceissurprisinglydead,butthenwhenIglanceatmywatchIrealizethatit’s
stillearlyafternoon.
MyheartpoundsinmychestasIapproachtheattendantwhoisinchargeofpairingup
thetalentwiththemenontheirschedule.
“Hello,”IsaywithanairofconfidenceasIwalkuptothestand.
“Goodafternoon.”Thereceptionistisathinwomanwithlongsilkyblackhair.Idon’t
recognizeherandwonderifshe’snewtotheclub.Hernametagreads‘Heather.’
Iclearmythroat.“I’m,um,hereformydatewithCrystal.”
“Crystal?”Thewomanasksforconfirmation,andInodmyheadadamantly.
“Yes,mynameisOwenWolfe.Ishouldbeonherbookingcalendarforthismonth.”
“Hmm,letmesee.”Heatherglancesatacomputerasherhairfallssoftlyovertheside
ofherface.
I begin to sweat, wondering if my name is no longer in the system because of my
temporaryban.It’sonlybeenacoupleofhourssinceJayliftedmysuspension,soIhave
nofuckingideawhattoexpect,butIremainhopefulandcalm.
“Iseverythingalright?”Ican’ttaketheuncertaintyanymore,andIhavetoask.
Heather clicks onto another screen. “Let me just see here…” she whispers and trails
off.
“DoIhavethedatewrong?”Ibegintodoubtmyselfandmymemory.
“Oh,hereyouare!”Heatherchimesandthenbeamsupatme.“Congratulations,Isee
youinthesystem,andyouhavetheall-clear.”
“Wow, okay, thank you.” I hold a hand to my chest. “You really gave me a scare
there,”Ijoke.
“I’msosorryaboutthat,Mr.Wolfe.”Shesoundssincerelyapologeticandalittletoo
serious.
“Please, call me Owen.” I flash her my signature billion-dollar smile. “My father is
Mr.Wolfe.”
“Yes,right…”shechuckles.“Owen.”
“So,shouldIgotothethirdfloornow?”Iaskexpectantly.
“Yes.” Heather nods her head in approval. “Please take this key and make your way
upstairs.YouwillseeCrystal’sdooristhefirstoneontheleft,rightwhenyoustepoffthe
elevators.”
“Thankyousomuch.”IbidHeathergoodbyeandmakemyeagertrekupstairs.
Theelevatordingsonthethirdflooranddumpsmeoutintoasoftlylithallway.The
décor of the area is much like it is downstairs, with red velvet drapes over the windows
andgoldtrimrailingsagainstthewalls.
The carpet is also red with little diamond shapes. Everything is warm, inviting and
fuckingsexyashell.
Ilickmylipsandrapmyknucklesagainstthedoorwiththeword“Crystal”splaying
acrossthemiddleonagold-platedplaque.
Everything I have wanted up to this moment comes rushing back to my head as the
blood fills my hardening cock. I feel my heartbeat drumming in my ears, making a
swooshingsound.
Whenthedooropens,I’msurprisedthatit’snotCrystalontheotherside,butagrowly
looking bald man. “Um,” I glance down the hallway, “I think I might have the wrong
room.”Ichucklenervously.
“You’reintherightplace.”Henodsgrufflyandgesturesmetocomeinside.
“You’reOwenWolfe,right?”heasks.
“That’sme,guiltyascharged.”Ibounceonmyheelsandtrytojokewiththisdouche,
buthe’sclearlynotupformybullshittoday.
“Mmm-hmm,” he mumbles and clicks something on a laptop beside him which I’m
assuminghasmynameonit.
“There’salotofsecuritytogettoCrystal,”Inote.
Baldy (yes that’s what I’m nicknaming him since I don’t know his actual name)
doesn’tevengivemethetimeofdayorappeasemewitharesponse.
“So,nowwhat?”Iask,feelingimpatient.
“There’syourassignedroom,”Baldysaysflatlyandgesturesaboredhandacrossthe
way.“Gointhere,andCrystalwillbeinshortly.”
“Okay…thanks,”Isayandstandthereforafewseconds.
WhenIrealizeit’sclearhe’snotleavinghiswatchstationandhe’snotgoingtoengage
meinanyfurtherconversation,Iquietlystepawayandshutthedoortomyassignedroom
behindme.
Itakeadeepbreathandglancearoundtheroom,scopingtheplaceout.
There’sabedwithvelvetropearounditandprivacydrapes.IassumeI’msupposedto
getundressedandlaytherewhileIwaitforCrystal,whichiswhatIdo.
Itakemeasured,slowbreathsandtrytoconvincemyselfthatthisiswhatIwantedall
along,andthatCrystalisthegrandfinale,theprizethatwillmakemetheenvyofallmy
friendsandfellowclubmembers.
GettinginvolvedwithMollywasamistake,andIshouldneveragaintrytoinvestmy
time in a woman who wants something more from me that I’m uncommitted to
reciprocate.
Crystalappearsafewmomentslater,andsheliterallytakesmybreathawaywithher
staggeringbeauty.
“Wow,” I mouth, more to myself than to her, and I simply lay there, naked and
exposed,butalsofeelingthestunofamillionvoltsofelectricityasshebeginstoundress
infrontofme.
Crystal can only be described as the perfect clone of Aphrodite, but Crystal may
actuallybeevenmorespectacularthanthat.
Shehastonedmuscles,thoughit’snotoverdone.Herskintoneisbronzeandglorious.
Herlonghairfallsbelowhershoulderslikefreshfuckingspunsilk.
Ihavetoblinktwicetomakesureshe’sevenfuckingrealandactuallystandingbefore
me,notjustasultryfigmentofmywildimagination.
Whensheremoveshershirt,herhumongoustitsrevealperky,succulentnipplesofan
appetizingpinkcolor.
“You’rereallyhot,”Isay,eventhoughIknowmylamelineisoneshe’sheardbefore
andwillundoubtedlyhearafterme.
Shedoesn’tspeakorrespondtomycompliment,butshedoesslowlycrawlherwayon
topofme,whereshestraddlesmetoleaninforakiss.
Shesmellsfeminineandflowery,butIcan’tfocusonherlikeIwantto.Herlipsare
softanddelicious,butthechemistryisnotonpar.There’ssomethingmissing.
MyheadswirlsaroundandIbegintopictureMolly’sfaceinsteadofCrystal’s.
IsthisonedateforanhourwithCrystalevenfuckingworthlosingMollyover?It’snot
likeCrystalwilleverevenremembermyname.
I’mjustanothernumbertoher,anotherpayload.
Molly and I have true chemistry and passion together that can’t be matched or
mirrored,andI’mcertainlynotgoingtofuckingfinditinCrystal.
Ishakemyhead,thenrealizeI’mtalking.I’msayingno,overandover.
Crystal stops briefly and speaks to me for the first time. “I’m sorry, what?” Her
expressionhasflecksofannoyanceinit.
“Ican’tdothis,”Isayandpushheroffme.
“Whatthefuck,dude?”Crystallooksdeeplyoffended.
“I’msorry.”Ibegintodressmyselfagain.Ican’tgetoutoftherefuckingfastenough
now. “It’s really not you. It’s just…I mean you are fucking smoking hot, don’t get me
wrong. I thought you were what I wanted but as it turns out…there’s another girl who I
wanttofightformore.”
“Areyoufuckingkiddingme?”shescoffs.
“I’m so sorry.” I continue to apologize profusely, but really, why the fuck am I? It’s
not like I’m actually hurting her here. The one who I’ve hurt is Molly, and I need to
fuckinggettoherrightthefucknow.
“Youstillhavetopayforyourhour,”Crystalspitsout.
“Whateveryouneedmetodo,”IsayasIheadforthedooranddartfromtheroom.I
don’t fucking care. I’ll pay twice her normal rate. I’m just fucking relieved that I didn’t
makethebiggestmistakeyetandactuallyfuckher.
I race down the elevator and out the door of the club onto the crowded Manhattan
streetwhereIcanfinallycapturesomeairinmylungs.
IjustfuckinghopemydecisiontochooseMollyhasn’tcometoolittletoolate.
23
T
MOLLY
he only sound in the room is the clink of sterling silver forks and knives
brushingdelicatelyagainstpretentiouswhitechinaplates.
Thediningareaislitonlybythesoftglowofflickeringcandleflames.
The scene should be serene and peaceful, but the company I’m with unfortunately
dampersanyhopeofachievingsuchafeat.
I’m eating dinner in my father’s dining room, where I last sat three weeks ago and
stormed out after my father insulted me, telling me I wasn’t good enough to sit at his
fuckingpreciousrighthand.
I’m facing my older brother Harry as we eat dinner. The two of us flank my father,
sittinginhisprestigiousspotattheheadofthetable.
“So,howarethings,Molly?”Harryasks.
“Hmm?”IglanceupabsentmindedlyasIrealizeI’monlyplayingwiththepeasonmy
plate,notactuallybringingthemuptomymouthforconsumption.
“Howareyoudoing?”Harryinflects.
Itrytosnapoutofit.“Good.”Inodmyhead.“Reallygood.”
Ibringmywaterglassuptomymouthandtakeaswigoftherefreshingdrink.
“Areyousureaboutthat?”Harrychucklesasifthefuckingassholehasmeallfigured
out.
“I’mokay,”Iinsistfirmlyandtakeabiteofmysalmon.
“Oneofmyfriendsmentionedtomethatyou’reafrequentflyeratTheAvalonlately.”
Harrysmirks.
Igulp,butdon’trevealmypokerface.“Who’syourfriend?”
“Nobody.”Harryshrugs.
Iknowit’salostcausetotrytosmokethatinformationoutofhim.
“Well, I’m glad you care enough about me to have a spy check in on my daily
activities,”Isaywithsmugsatisfaction.
“Well, what’s it about?” Harry presses, never being one for restricting abilities or
knowing when to fucking quit. I swear, he doesn’t have that gene in his body where he
caresaboutdiscretionorgettingembarrassedoveranything.
IfuckingwishIcouldlivemyownlifewiththatmentality,butI’mnotabouttoadmit
thattohimoranyoneelse,letalonewithmyfatherintheroom.
“Maybeyoushouldmindyourownfuckingbusiness,”Istatefirmly.
“Language, Molly,” my father reprimands me as if I’m a child. He hasn’t spoken up
untilthismoment.
“Oh,comeoffyourmoralhighhorse,Daddy,”Iretort,knowinghe’snosaint.
“I’m just trying to make friendly conversation,” Harry says defensively as if his
pressingquestionsarenobigdeal,whichofcourse,tohim,theyaren’t.
“It’snotevenworthmentioning.”Ishrug,tryingtodownplaymytimeattheAvalonas
nothing.“So,howarethingswithyou?”Iask,desperatetochangethedamnsubjectfrom
mealready.
I’mtheunofficialblacksheepofthisfamily,andItakeanyopportunityIcantocast
thelimelightonsomeoneelse―ifitsuitsme.
“Thingsaregreatwithme,”Harryboastsproudly.
“Goodforyou.”Inodandtakeabiteofmysalad.
“Ishouldbeintoworktomorrowandtherestoftheweek,”HarrynotesasifIshould
fuckinggetonmykneesandpraisehimfortakingtheinitiativetoholdinterestinhisjob.
“I’mgladtoseeyoumakinganeffort.”Igivehimaforcedsmile.
InoticeachangeinmyselfsincethelasttimeIcameheretoeatwithmyfather.Well,
firstofall,Harrywasn’there,butthat’snotreallyimportant.
“IreallylikethestageI’matinmylife,”Iblurtouteventhoughnobodycaresenough
toask.
Harryandmyfatherbothexchangealookandstareatme,wonderingwhereallthis
self-proclaimingconfidenceisstemmingfromallofasudden.Imean,Ican’treallyblame
them.Ihavepuzzlingfeelingsaboutitall,too.
“Is that so?” Harry grins at me as if he’s unconvinced and is going to do his best to
provethatandmakemecrack.
“Yep.” I nod adamantly. “I’m done with pleasing other people and that includes you
andDaddy,”Istate.
“Youtrytopleaseme?”Harrygrinsinsatisfaction.
“MoreDaddythanyou.”IshrugbecauseIdon’twanttomakehimfeelspecial.
Myparentsalreadydoenoughofthatforme.
“I’mturningoveranewleaf,”Iproclaim.
Myfatherchucklesandtakesasipofhisbrandy.
“I’msorry,issomethingamusing?”Iturntolookatmyfather.
“No.”Heshakeshisheadandgrinsashestaresathisplate.
“I’mtiredofnobodytakingmeseriously,soI’mnotgoingtodoanythingatall.Then
you’llseehowmuchyouneedme.I’llproveitbynotexistingwhereyouneedmetobe.”
Myfatherraisesaneyebrowanddoesn’trespond.
“Areyoucrazy?”Harryasksoutofnowhere.
“No,notreally.”Istareathim.
“YousoundliketheguyinthatChristmasmovie,”Harryattests.
“It’saWonderfulLife?”Iask.
“Yeahthat’stheone,”Harryadmitswithanod.
“Thisisn’tthemovies,thisisreallife,”Istate.
“Noshit,”hesaysandtakesabiteofhissalad.
“I’vecometoadecisionyouwillprobablybeproudabout,though,”Iadd.
“Ohyeah?What’sthat?”Harryleansonhiselbowseagerly.
We’re talking to each other back and forth, engaging in conversation as if my father
isn’teveninthefuckingroom.
“Well,” I wipe my mouth with my napkin and place it on the table beside my plate,
“I’mtakinganindefiniteleaveofabsencefromthecompany,”Isay.
“Really?”Harrylaughs.“Whenwillthatstart?”
“Tomorrow.”Inodcurtly.“Iwon’tbeshowinguptoworktomorrow,”Iconfirm,more
tomyselfthantothem.
“That’sgreat,”Harrysays,andleansbackinhischair.
Heactuallystartsfuckingslowclappinginapproval.
“Igottasay,littlesis,Iapplaudyou.”Hecontinuestoclap.
“Seriously?”Ilookathimasifhe’slosthisfuckingmarbles.
“Yes,”hesayswithagrin.“You’refinallyseeingthelight.Realityishittingyou.Now
yourealizethatshitisnotasimportantasyouthinkitis.”
“Idon’tknowifyou’remakingfunofme,butI’mfeelinguncomfortablenow,”Isay
andstandup.
“Areyougoingsomewhere?”Harrystopslaughingandeyesme.
“Yeah,awayfromyouassholes,”Isay.
“Molly, get back here right now.” My father’s voice booms and bellows through the
otherwisesilentroom.
“I’mnotcomingback,Daddy.”Idon’tevenlooktwicebeforewalkingoutthedoor.
Icallmydriverwhoswiftlypicksmeuptobringmebacktomyapartment.
On the entire ride home, I replay the conversation with Harry in my mind. I don’t
regretthethingsIsaid,nordoIwanttotakebackmydecisiontohaveabreakfromthe
worksceneforawhile.
Ineedafuckingtimeout,abreaktofindmyself,andthat’sexactlywhatI’mgoingto
do.
I lock my apartment door behind me a few minutes after riding the elevator up. I’m
sleepy,andallIwanttodoistakeanicewarmbathandreflectonmypastmistakesand
howtofixthemforabetterfuture.NowthatI’mnotgoingtobeworking,Ihaveallthe
timeintheworld.
Unfortunately,allI’mabletothinkaboutasIsinkintothewarmbathwaterisfucking
Owen.Ugh.
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MOLLY
don’twanttogetoutofmywhiteporcelainbathtubwiththeclawfeet,even
thoughmyskinisshrivelingatthispointandthewaterisnowcoldagainstmy
nakedbody.
Idon’tevencareanymore;thisisthefreestfeelingsurgingthroughmyveinsI’veever
felt,andInotonlywanttoembraceit,butrelishinitandsavoreachmomentthatIremain
uncommittedtoanythingoranyone.IactuallydidputOwenoutofmymindonceIgotin
thebath.
You know that expression ‘no fucks to give?’ Well, that’s me. Look it up in a
dictionaryandyou’llseemyfaceandsubmergedbodyinthistubrightnow.
Imean damn, eventhe taste inthe air is different.Is that reallypossible? I think so,
becauseI’mlivingitrightnow.
Don’tcallmecrazyorspastic.It’scalledperspective,andI’mfinallyseeingitclearly
foronceinmyfuckinglife.
I finally climb out of the tub and pat my skin dry. My chest feels lighter, and the
weightoftheworldisfadingfastfrommymemory.
NolongerdoIfeeltrappedorasifI’mcollapsingonthebrinkoflosingcontrol.I’m
notdramatic,I’mjustpissed.
Well,maybeI’mnotevenangryanymore.Thenewmedoesn’tcareenough.Nofucks
togive,remember?
I lather lotion on my still-damp skin, moistening it until I’m radiantly glowing as I
stareatmyreflectioninthemirror.
Imayappearthesameontheoutside,butontheinside,bigchangesarefesteringand
takingplaceinmymindandspirit.
I drape a white terry-cloth robe around my body and pull it closed tight around me,
wrappingitniceandsnug.
I walk to my living room to fetch the glass of water that I suddenly remember I left
sitting on the coffee table. It’s refreshing as I gulp it down, good to every last cool and
savorydrop.
Ijumpnearlyafootintheairasthedoorbellringsinsideofmyapartment,scaringthe
livingfuckingdaylightsoutofme.
Whothefuckisatmydoorstepatthishour?
Iclutchmyrobetighterandheadapprehensivelytothefrontdoor.
Istarethroughthepeepholefirst,wantingtogaugewho’sontheotherside.
It’stoodarkdownthehallwayforsomereason.ShouldIopenthedoortorevealthe
visitor?Theoldmewouldprobablysayno,butthenewmeistoofullofcuriositynotto
wonder.
Iinhalesharplyandwhiskthedooropeninonefellswoop.
MymouthhangsopeningawkingshockwhenIseewho’sontheotherside.
“Hi,Molly,Ihopeit’snottoolatetoseeyou.”
“Owen?”Istandthere,juststaringathimandtryingtocomprehendwhathe’sdoing
here.
Inoticehishandbehindhisbackasheslowlypullsitforwardtorevealanenormous
amountoflong-stemmedwhiterosesinaperfectbouquet.
“Theseareforyou,”hestatessoftly,andpushesthemtowardsme.
Itakethem,sniffingtheirfloweryaroma.Ican’thelpit,theircolorsymbolizespurity,
and I feel a tug in my heart even though I should probably resist. No, I know I should
resist.
“Thanks,”Isay.“Whatisthisfor?”Ihavetogriptheflowerswithtwohandsbecause
they’resoheavy.
Undoubtedly,I’mconfusedasever.
“TheserosesarethebeginningoftheapologyIwanttogiveyou,”Owenrecites.
He’swearingallblack—blackjeans,ablacksweaterandablackcoat.
HeclearshisthroattobeginwhatIassumewillbeaspeechabouthiswrongdoings.
“Molly,Ipresenttheserosestoyouasawaytosincerelyapologize,”hesays.
SoI’mright,Icansensethesethings.Theguyinthedoghousewantstocomeback
inside.
“Molly, there are one hundred white roses here, and each one represents how truly
sorryIamforhurtingyou.”
Idon’tknowwhy,butallIcandoisstareblanklyathim.Idon’thaveareaction…not
yetanyway.
“CanIcomeinside?”Hegesturestowardsmylivingroom.
Istillcan’tbringmyselftospeak,soIcontinuetostareaholeinthewallacrossfrom
him.
“Please,Molly…”.
Ifinallyregainsomecontrolovermymuscularactivity.Isimplynod,butIstilldon’t
sayanythingtohim.
Hewalkspastmeandtakestheroses,placingthemonmykitchentable.
“Thesewilllookgoodhere,”heoffers.
Istandthereawkwardly,waitingforhimtosaysomethingelse.
“Molly,”he holds hishands up, “Iam so, so sorry.Yes, it’s truethat my plan began
with trying to win you over so you would lift my suspension from the Expose. I really
wantedtofuckCrystalinthebeginning.”
Iflinchathiswords.
Hepauseshere,waitingtoseeifIwillcounter,argueorflyintohisarms.Idononeof
thesethings;Isimplylookatthegroundandremainsilent,still.
Owenhasnochoicebuttocontinueonwithhisapology.
“What was not part of the plan,” he says, “is the way I now feel about you. I can’t
denyitanylonger,Molly.IthinkI’minlovewithyou.”
Whoa,holdthetrain.Noway.OwenfuckingWolfejustsaidtheLword?
Hiswordsarepowerful,andIcanhearthevulnerabilityinhisvoice,butI’mnotquite
readytoopenuptohimyet.I’mnotsurewhattothink,ifIcantrusthim.Ineedalittle
more.
Owenapproachesmeandtakesmyhandsinhis,cradlingthemgently.Idon’tprotest
ortrytopullaway.
“Molly,”hewhisperssoftly,hisvoicelikeaprayer,“Iloveyou.You’retheonlything
I can think about. I can’t fucking sleep, I can’t fucking eat. Without you, I’m fucking
nothing.”
Iponderhisconfessionanddigestit,allowingittosinkintoeveryfiberofmybeing.
“DoyouthinkyoucangrantmeasecondchancetofixeverythingI’vefuckedup?”
Owenaskssoftly.
I breathe in the intoxicating and sexy scent of his masculine cologne. He’s only
standing close to me, but I can feel his amazing strength and safety, as if I’m already
wrappedinhisarms.
Ifinallyknowhowtoanswerhim.Idecidetogowiththetruth.
“I’mscared.”Myvoicecracksandmyeyespoolwithtears.
“Whatareyouscaredof?”Heleansinandrubsmycheekwithhisthumb.
“I’mnotsureI’marisk-takerafterall,”Iadmit,andlookatthefloor.
“You’reafuckingstrongandincrediblewoman,”heproclaims.
Ifinallymusterthecouragetomakeeyecontactwithhim.“Youdon’tevenknowhow
manytimesI’vebeenheartbroken,”Itellhim.
“I’m sorry that I’m the reason for the latest one,” he says, his eyes full of genuine
regret.
I shake my head as the realization hits me. “I used work as a Band-Aid, a way to
distractmyselffrombeinglonelyandhurt.NowwhatdoIhavetoshowforit?”Ishrug.
“Notadamnthing.”
“You have me.” Owen gently hugs me close to his body. I want so badly to believe
him,butthepainofallthehurtinmypastmakesmefeellikeIcan’tlethimin.
SurrenderingtoOwenwouldmeanfinallybeingfreeoftheshacklesthatbindme,but
Ineedforhimtoprovehislovefirst.
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OWEN
aving Molly in my arms feels fucking perfect. It’s like everything I never
knewIwanted.Butshestillhasn’tforgivenme.
NotthatIcanblameher.Ifuckeduproyally,andshe’dbeperfectlywithinherrights
tokickmetothecurbrightnow.
ButIfuckinghopelikehellthatshewon’t.
“Molly,”Isay,cuppinghercheekinmypalmandtiltingherfaceuptomine.“Canyou
forgiveme?”
Shestaresatmeforalongtime,andIcanseethefearinhereyes.FearthatIhelped
upthere.
“I know it’s asking a lot,” I continue. “But please. If you just give me a chance, I’ll
spendeveryfuckingdayfortherestofmylifeprovingtoyouthatIreallydoloveyou.
Noneofwhathappenedbetweenuswasalie.Ofthatyoucanbecertain.”
The rest of my life. Those words hit me hard. But I know they’re true. There’s not
anotherwomanthatcoulddotomewhatMollydoes.She’sit.Iknowitnow.Ifeelitwith
everythingthat’sinme.
“Owen, it felt so real. All of it. I just can’t believe that you tried to deceive me like
that.Everythingwasbuiltonfalsepretenses.”
“No.”Ishakemyheadadamantly.“Maybethat’sthereasonthatbroughtustogether,
butnothing—nothing,doyouhearme?—aboutasinglesecondwe’vebeentogetherhas
beenfalse.Everybitofit’sreal.IncludinghowmuchIloveyou.”
Thistimeshegivesmeasmallsmile.“Iloveyou,too.”
All the air rushes out of my lungs in a breath I didn’t even realize I’d been holding.
Fuck.Shelovesme.It’salmostimpossibletobelieve.
“So,you’resayingthere’sachance?”Igiveherteasingsmirk.
“I’mscared,”shesaysagain.“ButIdon’twanttobethatpersonanymore.Iwantto
takeachance.Iwanttoseewhat’soutthereforme.”Shepauses.“Orwhat’srighthere.”
That’sallIneededtohear.I’llspendeverydayshowingherthateverythingshecould
everwantisrighthere.Us.Together.
Istareintohereyesforseveralheartbeats,thenIslowlylowermymouthtohers.She
doesn’tresist.Infact,itfeelslike…surrender.
Withinmoments,whatstartsasaslowkissgrowsdeeper,needier.It’slikewe’reboth
starved for each other. My hand comes up to graze along her side and up over the firm
moundofherbreast,thenI’mslidingtherobeoffhershoulders.
Ikissalongherneckanddownhercollarbone,lickingandnippingandrevelinginthe
factthatshe’sinmyarms.
I’mnevergoingtolethergo.
She shrugs out of the robe, and then she’s standing pressed against me, her soft
delicatelyscentedskindrivingmemad.
Inonequickmove,Ihoistherupagainstmeandshewrapsherlegsaroundmywaist.
I’mamanonamissionnowasIstalktowardherbedroom.Wekisstheentiretime,
notbreakingapart.IfeellikeIcan’tgetcloseenoughtoher.
I spread her out in front of me on her bed, and she lets her knees fall to the side,
exposingherbeautifulglisteningpussyformetodevourwithmyeyes.
ThenI’mdevouringitwithmymouth.Idofeellikeamanstarved.Ieatheroutwitha
fierypassionlikeI’veneverfeltbefore,wantingtomakeherfeelbetterthansheeverhas.
“Oh, fuck, Owen. Oh my God,” she pants as she writhes and convulses under my
attention.
Islidetwofingersinsideherhot,tightpussy,andherslickwallsclampdownonme.I
teaseherG-spotwhileIsuckherswollenclitintomymouth,andthenshe’scomingapart
underneathme.
Cumsquirtsout,drenchingmyfaceandmyhand,andholyfuckisthatsexyashell.
My cock is throbbing painfully, desperate to be inside her once again. Right where I
fuckingbelong.
“Fuckme,Owen,please.”She’sbegging,andIfuckingloveit.
“IthinkIcangetdownwiththat,”Itease.
ThenI’mclimbingupandhoveringoverher,staringintohereyesasmycockteases
hercum-coatedslit.
Iwait,drawingthemomentoutasIbracemyselfaboveher.“Iloveyou,Molly,”Isay,
moreearnestlythanI’veeversaidanythinginmylife.AndIfuckingmeanit.
As I slide into her soft, silky wetness, I keep my gaze locked with hers. This is
different, more intimate than anything I’ve ever experienced, and I don’t want to miss a
fuckingsecondoftheexpressionsthatflitacrosshergorgeousfacewhileImakeloveto
her.
Yeah,that’sfuckingright.Imean,I’mgoingtofuckher,makenomistakeaboutthat.
Butthisissomuchmorethanjustafuck.
Molly’smadeanewmanoutofme.AndIdon’teverfuckingwanttobethesameold
guyagain.Iwantalifewithher.Startingrightfuckingnow.
“You’reitforme,Molly,”IsayasItakeherwithlong,slowthrusts.
Hereyeswiden,andherbreathcomesfaster.
“Idon’tknowwhatallthatentails,butIknoweverywordisfuckingtrue,”Iwhisper
as I lower my forehead to hers, loving how it feels to be this close to someone in every
way.Whothefuckknew,right?
“Onlyononecondition,”shesays,asmilecurvingherlips.
Ipumpintoherharder,unabletotakeitslowanymore,evenasI’mdesperatetohear
this‘condition.’
“What’sthat?”Ibiteout,mybreathcomingfasterasherpussysqueezesandcontracts
aroundmycock.
“Thatyoupromisetofuckmeeverysingledayandmakemecummybrainsout.”
Ilaugh,thengiveherahardkissonthelips.
“That’sonefuckingpromiseIguaranteeI’llneverbreak.”
Startingrightfuckingnow.
SoIdo.Imakehercumherbrainsout,thenIdoitagain,pumpingthatpussysofullof
my man juice that by the time we’re done I know we’ll be a filthy mess. Then I do it
again.Andagain.
Yeah, all that bullshit about being a lone wolf? That’s exactly what it was. Bullshit.
BecausenowIknowthatwhenyoufindtherightwoman,there’snothingbetter.