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Chapter One
Hugh leaned against the wall of the surf shop and
watched his son, Orion, choosing board shorts. Okay, it
might have been twenty-four years ago, but Hugh was
pretty sure he'd have grabbed the first red pair off the rack
when he was six. His son, however, was taking the decision
very seriously, choosing pair after pair off the rack, holding
them up to the light, looking at the pockets and waistband,
measuring them against his legs then putting them into two
different piles. When he reached the end of the section,
Orion hung the ones in the larger pile back on the rack,
before sorting through the smaller pile again, gradually
reducing it to three pairs, one red, one blue and one green.
After many long moments of silence, Orion
replaced the blue pair on the rack with all the other ones
he'd rejected. Hugh remained silent and watched. Twice
Orion went to replace the green pair then hesitated. Finally,
Hugh said, "How about we buy both pairs? You seem to be
finding the final elimination round pretty tough."
"Could I really have them both, Dad? I really like
the green ones, but your boardies are red, and I want to
match you."
Hugh's heart almost burst with love for his boy in
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that moment. His kid wanted to be like him!
Hugh gave Orion a hug, a far more restrained hug
than he would have liked to give, but their relationship was
still fragile and they were in a store. Then he replied, "Of
course you can have both. If we go swimming often this
summer, likely you'll need two pairs. I should have thought
of that myself."
"Have you got two pairs, Dad?"
"Yeah, I have a spare pair somewhere. Might have
to hunt through the closet to find them though."
Hugh and Orion walked up to the checkout and
stood in line. Right by the cash register was a rack of swim
goggles. "You'd better pick up a pair of goggles, too, so
you can open your eyes underwater without making them
sore," he suggested. There were three people in front of
them in the line. Hugh hoped Orion could make his choice
before they reached the head of the line. Fortunately, this
time Orion chose a silver pair instantly.
"The lightning flashes on my boardies are silver.
These goggles will match both pairs," the child said
triumphantly.
Hugh ruffled his son's flaming red hair. "Good
decision."
The man in front of them in the line turned to grin at
Hugh and Orion. "You have more fashion sense than many
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adults," he said to Orion, pointing to the black board shorts
and yellow goggles he was holding. Then he put the yellow
goggles back on the rack and picked out a black pair.
"Mom says it's important to be color coordinated."
"Smart woman, your mom," responded the man.
"Maybe." Suddenly Orion looked much younger
and insecure. Hugh rested a hand on his shoulder and
squeezed. Orion looked up at him with a worried frown.
"We'll cope. We'll get it all sorted. I love you," said
Hugh softly.
"I'm sorry. I—" Now the man looked worried as if
he realized he'd brought up an unwelcome topic.
"It's fine," said Hugh, just as the checkout operator
said impatiently, "Next!"
"Shall we go to the swimming pool this afternoon,
just to look around and find out where everything is,
instead of waiting for Monday?" suggested Hugh.
"Can I wear my new boardies?"
"Of course."
* * * *
After returning home for a quick meal and a hunt
through the closet for Hugh's swimwear, they put on their
red board shorts, collected towels, goggles and sandals,
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then headed to the local swimming pool, which was a ten-
minute drive from Hugh's apartment.
In the two months since his ex-wife, Tallulah, had
decided she no longer wanted custody of their son, Hugh
had gained a whole new outlook on the neighborhood in
which he lived. He'd chosen his apartment because it had a
reserved basement parking space, was affordable, and was
an easy commute to his job. When Tallulah had phoned and
told him the new man in her life wanted kids of his own,
not someone else's child to rear, Hugh had been overjoyed.
It'd broken his heart to leave Orion behind when the
marriage had collapsed shortly before his son turned two.
Hugh knew a baby needed his mother, and Tallulah had
been fair about sending the boy to him for vacations and
access visits.
Now, suddenly, he'd found himself checking out
schools, Little League clubs, and wondering how the hell
he was supposed to look after a child during the summer
vacation. Thank God he hadn't taken any vacation time in
two years, so he'd be able to spend a lot of the time off
work. Still, he couldn't help wondering what they'd do all
day long in a two-bedroom apartment that seemed so much
smaller with the addition of a little boy.
A trip to the local community center had resulted in
Orion happily signing up to learn archery one afternoon a
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week for the next six weeks. The local library had a weekly
story-and-craft time aimed at four to eight year olds so that
filled in another morning each week, and Orion seemed to
like reading, so they'd borrowed an armload of books for
him during their visit, as well.
After Orion was in bed one night, Hugh had
Googled his neighborhood and ended up with a list of
things they both might be interested in doing together. The
stand-out activity was the local swimming pool.
Hugh smiled as they drove to the pool,
remembering. Even as a teenager, he'd been equally
attracted to men as to women. But he'd always imagined
himself getting married and having a couple of kids, so he'd
assumed Ms Right would turn up one day, and he'd fall in
love.
Instead, he'd had a very brief affair with Tallulah,
fallen asleep inside her instead of pulling out and disposing
of the condom, and three weeks later she'd found out she
was pregnant. He'd been thrilled at the idea of a child of his
own, and they'd gotten married in less than a month.
The only good part of their marriage had been
Orion. The moment the baby's red head had appeared he'd
named him Orion, "Son of Fire, Son of Light", and the
child had been the light of his life for the next two years.
His very first Father's Day had been the second best
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day in his life, after the day Orion was born, until this
Father's Day just past, when he'd had Orion living with him
again.
Tallulah had been a conscientious, caring mom, but
their personal relationship had never moved past casual
friendship and an occasional fast fuck. Tallulah had
decided she wanted to get on with her life, and reluctantly
Hugh'd agreed, but leaving Orion behind had devastated
him.
Now the child was living with him permanently, the
bridges between the two of them were being rebuilt. Hugh
hoped that, once they began swimming lessons together,
some distant memories might surface in Orion of the times
he'd taken the baby to infant swimming classes. They'd
swum together every Saturday morning for the twelve
months before he'd left.
Hugh also understood, now that he had a child to
rear by himself, any chance of him finding his Mr or Ms
Right had vanished. That was a sacrifice he was more than
willing to make because of the joy of being with his son
full-time again, at last.
* * * *
The children's pool was a pretty amazing place,
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Hugh thought, looking around. Way different from what he
remembered as a kid himself and considerably better than
the place he'd taken baby Orion to only five years ago.
One end had white tiles with no step in or anything,
and the water was only an inch deep. This was called "the
beach". Gradually a few blue tiles appeared among the
white, then the tiles were a mixture of blue and white, and
finally, they were only blue. At that point, the pool had
sides and the water was almost up to his knees. Hugh sat on
the side of the pool and watched as Orion joined some
other children playing under a series of poles on which
brightly colored "buckets" were mounted. One by one, the
buckets would empty onto the screaming children, who
thought it a wonderful game.
Then Orion moved across to the fountain, a series of
bubble blowers on the floor of the white-tiled section. One
or another of them would shoot water up into the air in a
random pattern as the children played within the jetting
sprays.
Hugh envied the children's ability to become instant
friends at such a simple activity. His life was sadly lacking
in such friendship at the moment.
A pair of long, tanned legs with just the faintest
smattering of black hair appeared in his peripheral vision,
then a figure in black board shorts sat down next to him.
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Hugh looked up into a kindly, intelligent face with
sparkling brown eyes and a worried frown creasing the
forehead. It was the man who'd spoken to them at the surf
shop. "Name's Quigley. I do hope you don't think I'm
stalking you, but I wanted to apologize for putting both feet
in my mouth this morning. I'm awfully sorry. I'm not
usually so insensitive and inept."
Hugh shook hands with Quigley, and then laughed
as they both wiped wet hands on equally wet swimwear.
"No, not at all. It was a natural thing to say to the
kid. He's only come to live with me in the last few months.
His mom's gotten a new man in her life who didn't want
Orion hanging around. I'm thrilled to have him living with
me. It's… different… but we'll adjust. I do want him."
Hugh saw Quigley's gaze resting on the children
who were now lying on their stomachs under the buckets.
"I've always loved kids but knew I'd never have one of my
own because I'm gay," said Quigley simply. Then he rushed
on. "I sponsor a couple of little girls in a third world
country through a charity. Girls in those places don't seem
to get much of a life unless someone helps. Sending them
to school gives them the hope of getting a job, and with a
job, they can avoid being married at puberty to some
middle-aged man."
"I'd never thought of it like that before. We'll do
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that too. I'll get Orion to help me choose a girl to be his
sponsored sister. We can write letters and exchange
pictures and stuff."
"It's very fulfilling and worthwhile both for the girls
and for me. I have their photographs and artwork on my
refrigerator like any other dad," said Quigley.
Both men sat silently for a while then Quigley said,
"Orion. Interesting name for the boy. You named him for
the constellation?"
"Son of fire, son of light. The moment he was born
and I saw his flame-red hair, I knew the name was perfect
for him."
"Not really surprising. Your hair is brownish-red. I
bet you were a redheaded kid."
The men chatted about their lives and jobs for a
while until a mother came to call the other children. Hugh
waved to Orion, and the boy splashed through the pool to
where Hugh sat with Quigley.
"Hey, you were in the store where we bought my
boardies," Orion said, looking at Quigley.
"Yes. I heard your dad say you were coming to the
swimming pool this afternoon, and I wanted to apologize to
you for hurting your feelings."
"Wow! You came to the pool just for me? Didn't
you want to swim in your new boardies yourself?"
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"I have two weeks' vacation, so I thought I might go
to the beach for a few days. Now I think I may stay home
and come to this swimming pool instead. It's really nice
here."
"Dad, can we go into the big pool now? Please?
Kids are only allowed there with a grownup." Orion turned
to Quigley and smiled. "You can come, too, if you wanna.
You know, test-drive your new boardies and all."
"Thank you, Orion. I'd like that." Quigley stretched
out his hand, and Orion shook it. "My name's Quigley.
Pleased to meet you, Orion."
Orion nodded then bounced up and down in the
water, splashing to the edge as the men followed him
through the complex, past the lap pool, to the deeper pool
where swimming and play were both permitted.
The three of them spent the next half hour doing a
little swimming, a little floating, and a lot of laughing as
they splashed and played, dunking each other and towing
Orion around the pool. Hugh was thrilled that the boy was
confident and at ease in the water, although only the most
doting of fathers would have called the boy's arm and leg
movements "swimming". Still, he stayed upright in the
water, and that was good enough for them all. Maybe those
infant swimming lessons had given him a head start after
all.
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Hugh was also impressed with Quigley. The man
had come to apologize to a child—something few adults
would have bothered to do—and stayed for the entire
afternoon, entertaining the boy and his father. He seemed to
be a genuinely nice person, upset that he'd hurt the feelings
of a child. He'd come prepared to apologize and now
happily relaxed with them in the pool.
I like him, and I'd enjoy spending more time with
him. But wasn't he planning to go on vacation? Or did he
say he'd spend time at the swimming pool? Well, I'm pretty
sure he said he had two weeks' vacation, anyway. And
wow! What I wouldn't give to spend a bit of that two weeks
with him. Who knew adults could make friends as easily as
kids? Or is Orion the catalyst that breaks down barriers?
As they stood under the showers together, Hugh
was trying to think of a way to ask if Quigley would be
coming back to the pool again when Orion did it for him.
"Mr Quigley, on Tuesday I go to craft class, and
Dad said we also need to stock up on groceries. Will you be
coming to the swimming pool at all on Monday and
Wednesday?"
"You can call me Quigley, Orion. It's my first name.
No need for the mister. I'm on vacation for two weeks, so
I'm a free man and can choose my activities. I'd like to meet
you and your dad here again on Monday and Wednesday."
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"Dad took a week off work when I first came to live
with him. That's two months ago. He has six whole weeks
off now. When he goes back to work, I'm going to summer
camp. Mom sent me to summer camp last year, but this will
be a different summer camp. They have kayaks, and I'm
going to learn how to paddle them. By then I'll be able to
swim real good because Dad is going to teach me how.
Aren't you, Dad?"
"Absolutely. You can already float. What say we all
meet here at two on Monday, then? That work for you?"
"Sounds like a plan."
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Chapter Two
The next few weeks settled into a pattern with
Hugh, Orion and Quigley meeting at the swimming pool
Monday, Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday afternoons,
Orion going to craft classes on Tuesday, archery on Friday
and talking to Tallulah on Skype on Sunday evenings.
While Orion played in the kids' pool, Quigley and
Hugh sat on the side of the pool and talked. They talked
about their work, about politics, about the environment and
climate change. They talked about baseball and football,
about cars, kayaks, and motorcycles. Movies, books and
their childhoods were all fodder for their conversations,
broken by comments about Orion and the other children
and about teaching Orion to swim.
On the second Saturday, Quigley said, "I can't have
mentioned more than a couple hundred times I go back to
work Monday. I'm going to miss our trips to the swimming
pool. Would you both like to come out for a meal
somewhere with me tomorrow?" He grinned at Orion.
"Maybe we could go to a type of restaurant you've never
been to before. At camp they may expect you to eat weird
food, you know."
"It would have to be early. Tallulah Skypes Orion at
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seven-thirty."
"How about lunch, then? Would that work?"
"That would be awesome. Say yes, Dad, please."
"Of course. Thanks, Quigley, we'd love to come.
Where should we meet you and at what time?"
"Have you ever been to the Japanese Steakhouse?
The chefs are wonderful to watch and the food is very
good," asked Quigley.
"Oh, where they do the hibachi grill? I've heard
about it, but never been. Would you like that, Orion? The
chefs cook the food while you watch."
"Actually it's a teppanyaki grill. They use a flat-
surface grill heated by propane gas. Hibachi grills use an
open grate and are heated by charcoal. Jeez, I'm sounding
like a food advertisement. When I went, the chef stacked
onion rings into a volcano which was quite spectacular."
"An onion volcano?" Orion's eyes were round with
wonder.
"Yes, would you like to see that, Orion? Eat some
Japanese cooking?" asked Hugh.
"Yes, please, Dad, Quigley."
"How about we meet in the parking lot at noon
tomorrow, then?" suggested Quigley.
* * * *
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Quigley was excited that Hugh and Orion had
agreed to his invitation to the restaurant. He'd thought long
and hard about how to move their relationship to the next
level. Although he loved his job, in one way, going back to
work would put a real blockage in his romance plans. He
was incredibly attracted to Hugh, and Orion was a great
kid, smart and bold, yet polite. But it was Hugh he so
desperately wanted to know on a deeper level. They'd
talked and laughed and had fun together nine times over
two weeks, so surely that was long enough before they had
a real date.
Of course, what he wanted was to be in bed with
Hugh, to have Hugh pounding into his ass, sucking his
cock. To lick and suck every inch of Hugh's delicious body,
from his reddish-hair, down his muscled chest, to his long
toes. Hugh had made no secret of the fact that he was
bisexual. He seemed to be equally attracted to Quigley and,
hopefully, would be ready to move to the next stage.
Quigley just wasn't quite sure how sex would work with the
boy present. Screaming orgasms wouldn't be possible. Hell,
people with kids, even single parents, had sex all the time
so there had to be a way around the problem.
Just thinking about Hugh's delightfully sculpted
muscles, his strong thighs, sinewy calves, broad shoulders,
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and berry-brown nipples gave him the hard-on from hell.
Quigley just knew his cock would be perfect. Several times
as they'd been talking, he'd noticed Hugh's cock growing
inside those red board shorts. It looked to be a most
impressive package, and Quigley longed to suck every inch
of it down his throat, to play with Hugh's balls, to slide a
finger deep into Hugh's ass and watch his cum spurt over
them both, then to lick it all up.
Even if they didn't get as far as fucking, Quigley
was determined to kiss Hugh, to sink his tongue into the
other man's mouth, to taste and tease that warm cavern, and
to nibble his earlobes. Quigley wondered if Hugh realized
just how sexy his earlobes were. His ears were perfectly
shaped, a delicate pink, and begging to have a tongue thrust
inside and teeth nibbling the edges.
Right now, the big question was what to wear. He'd
heard how carefully Orion chose his clothes and wanted to
do justice to this first date with Hugh and the child. A
button-down shirt? Dress pants and dress shoes? Or
loafers? Hmm.
He finally decided on navy dress pants, black dress
shoes, and a pale blue button-down shirt left open at the
neck with the cuffs rolled up. When he arrived at the
Japanese Steakhouse, he was relieved to see Hugh had
chosen cargo pants, not jeans, and that Orion looked very
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smart in long brown shorts and a tan shirt that
complemented his flame-red hair.
But his gaze kept returning to Hugh, who looked
absolutely luscious in his beige pants and cream shirt. Good
enough to eat, and so delicious Quigley's cock was standing
up and begging to be touched, his ass clenching with the
need to be filled, his heart pounding with the hope that he
would have the chance to tell Hugh of his desire to make
love. Yeah, make love. He didn't just want to have sex with
this man; he wanted them to make love together.
Orion was entranced by the display the chef put on.
The man was a performer as much as a chef. He flipped
and caught foods with his spatula, chopping mounds of
vegetables with strokes so fast the human eye could
scarcely follow his movements. Next, he arranged onion
rings into a fire-shooting volcano. He concluded by
flipping a shrimp through the air to land in the center of
Orion's plate on top of a pile of noodles.
With their beef, onions, and noodles, they had
cabbage, zucchini, bean sprouts, and garlic chips. They all
ate every mouthful, and it was superb, but not half as
superb as the delectable man sitting opposite him at the
table. I'll die if we don't go to bed together tonight. I can't
wait another day!
Fortunately, by the looks Hugh was shooting him,
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Hugh's mind was running along the same pathway as his.
From the restaurant, they went to the children's
playground so Orion could run around after sitting still and
quiet throughout the long meal. Hugh took a large rubber
ball from the trunk of his car, and they played catch for a
while, then Orion was happy to climb over a wooden fort
and amuse himself.
"You are truly blessed. He's a good kid," said
Quigley. They sat on a seat watching the boy, Hugh idly
flipping the ball from one hand to the other.
"I always wanted a kid, and I don't regret having
that affair with his mother at all. Marrying her may not
have been the smartest thing I ever did, but I don't regret
that either, because I was there for his first smile, his first
word, when he started to crawl and walk. Having him with
me all the time now is the best gift she could have given
me. I love that boy so much it hurts," said Hugh softly.
"Son of fire, son of light," whispered Quigley.
"Exactly. All that's missing from my life now is that
special adult someone," said Hugh, looking straight into
Quigley's eyes.
Sweat broke out on Quigley's forehead, his palms
grew damp, his heart pounded against his ribs, and his cock
tried to force its way out of his pants. "These past two
weeks with you and the boy have become very special to
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me," he said softly.
"And you to me. We've talked so much it's as if
we've known each other for years, not a few weeks."
"I want us to know each other even better yet. To
take that next step. Into bed." Quigley was so nervous he
thought he might upchuck the wonderful meal he'd just
eaten. It seemed to be bouncing around in his belly and
forcing its way back up his throat. He made himself
swallow hard and hoped he didn't look pathetic and needy
to Hugh.
Fortunately, Hugh was smiling. "Yeah, that's what I
want too. Can you sleep over tonight?"
"I didn't pack a razor and toothbrush. Besides, how
will you explain it to the boy? Better I leave before he
wakes up."
"Orion's used to Tallulah's partners sleeping over so
I don't believe it'll worry him. Besides, when he first came
to live with me, I used to worry about him waking up in the
night, not remembering where he was. I used to check on
him every hour, and he never stirred. One night I dropped a
glass jar on the kitchen counter, and it smashed into a
million pieces. It sounded so loud I expected the neighbors
to be banging on my door complaining. But Orion didn't
even roll over in his sleep. Once that kid's asleep, he won't
notice anything, I'm sure. I want to fuck you so bad."
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The last sentence was almost soundless, but Quigley
heard it, and his heart raced harder. "I want that too."
They played some more with the ball, then chased
each other around the park, burning off some of the calories
they'd eaten. Nevertheless, Hugh made sure Orion was
home in good time to shower and get ready for bed before
Tallulah's call came through on Skype. Orion chattered
happily to his Mom for the usual fifteen minutes then called
to Hugh. "Mom wants to talk to you now, Dad."
Hugh walked over to the computer, which was set
up in a corner of his living room, and Quigley could hear
the conversation easily as Tallulah explained she and Ron
had decided to backpack around Europe for a few months.
"I've always wanted to go to Rome, and Ron wants
to see England, so we'll backpack through Europe for a few
months then come home and settle down and have a couple
kids. I'll send you some postcards, Orry, and you can come
visit with us for a week at Thanksgiving, or maybe
Christmas. With a bit of luck, by this time next year, you'll
be able to visit again and meet your new baby brother or
sister."
Ouch! I hope Orion takes that okay. What kind of a
name is Orry? He's a kid, not a dog!
Quigley watched carefully as they logged off the
computer, but Orion didn't seem upset. There was a slight
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crease between Hugh's brows though. Quigley really hoped
Hugh hadn't just been hurt all over again even though the
marriage had been off for a long time. Hadn't they divorced
when the boy was two? That had been four years ago, so it
was only to be expected she'd have found a new man, be
wanting to start a new family.
Quigley joined them as Hugh read a couple chapters
from one of the children's books they'd borrowed from the
library, then said goodnight to the little boy.
"Mommy always says she loves me. She said a boy
needs his father. I'm glad I live with you now, Daddy. But
you won't mind when I visit Mommy at Thanksgiving, will
you?"
"I'll miss you, Orion. But it'll be a nice visit for you.
I'm so glad you live with me now." Hugh hugged Orion
fiercely, and Quigley saw the hint of moisture in his eyes.
When Hugh shut Orion's door, Quigley raised an
eyebrow, but Hugh nodded. "He likes it shut. I wanted to
leave it open when he first came, but he said he was used to
having it shut."
Quigley shrugged. It was none of his business,
really, but it would make things easier for them if they did
get to bed. He still desperately wanted them to go to bed
together. However, after this news from Tallulah…
"Coffee?" suggested Hugh, and they walked into the
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kitchen together.
"Will your ex-wife travelling overseas upset your
plans?" Quigley asked carefully.
"No. It was pretty obvious when she didn't want
him living with her anymore that she was changing her
lifestyle with this new man. In fact, if they're traveling,
likely it makes it easier for Orion. Backpacking's no life for
a kid, and he's settled and happy here. You don't get a
passport and immunizations organized overnight though, so
I bet she's known they were leaving for a while. She just
didn't tell him until now."
They sat sipping their coffee in silence. God, Hugh
looked sexy, his tongue poking out to lick the edge of his
mug, his head thrown back as he swallowed the last of his
coffee. Hugh made drinking coffee a sexual act. Quigley's
cock was once again harder than a spike, pushing against
his pants, begging to get out.
Quigley spread his legs wider apart, trying to ease
the ache in his cock and balls. Every nerve ending was on
fire, and all he could think about was getting naked with
this man.
"Got a problem there I can help you with?" asked
Hugh, laughter in his eyes and a smile breaking across his
face.
"I…"
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"Here, let me." Hugh kneeled in front of Quigley
and gently eased the zipper down his dress pants, careful
not to catch Quigley's bulging erection in the teeth.
As the zipper lowered, Quigley gratefully wiggled
his butt and let his balls spread out farther.
"Nice boxers," said Hugh as he lifted Quigley's hot,
aching dick out from its blue silk confinement.
Hugh ran a finger up the length of Quigley's shaft,
pressing the pad into the long vein. "Ahh," moaned
Quigley, worried he'd come on the spot if Hugh did that
again.
"You like that?" asked Hugh, trailing a nail over the
top of his cock and making pre-cum bead in the slit.
"God, yes. I'll come if you do much more to it. I'm
on the edge here."
"We've got all night. No reason why we both can't
come two or three times. It's been a long time for me. I'm
looking forward to reaming your ass real good, but I reckon
I won't last more than a minute the first time I get inside
you, so let's make sure you have some fun now."
"What about Orion?" protested Quigley.
"Truly, in all this time, he's never once stirred once
I've put him to bed. Never, ever called out, far less left his
room. He likes to be wrapped up under the blankets, his
door shut tight, in his own little world."
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With those words, Hugh sank his mouth over
Quigley's tortured dick and sucked him in deep. His cock
was in heaven. Hugh's mouth was hot and wet, and the
suction was just right, enough to tease and torment but not
quite enough to send him over the edge.
Quigley ran his fingers through Hugh's red-brown
hair, loving the silky touch of it, enjoying the way the
colors shifted and blended as Hugh moved his head over
the cock. Soon Quigley had to hang on to Hugh as Hugh
was scraping his teeth over his cock now, and it was damn
hard not to let go of his discipline and come. Oh, hell, he
wanted to last a little longer.
Hugh's mouth eased back a fraction as his tongue
played along the length of Quigley's shaft, running up the
vein, sliding under the head, poking into his slit. Once
again, Quigley gasped, his hips thrusting up into Hugh's
mouth of their own volition.
Quigley felt his balls draw up tighter and harder,
and the base of his spine tingled. Hugh sucked him deep,
deeper, deeper still, until the head of his cock was resting
on the back of Hugh's throat, and Quigley couldn't hold on
any longer. Biting his lip so he wouldn't shout and wake up
Orion despite what Hugh had said, he unleashed his control
and let the explosion burst up his spine, out through his
cock, his cum hitting the back of Hugh's throat as he jetted
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stream after stream of hot seed into Hugh's mouth.
Hugh sucked and swallowed, then sucked again as
Quigley released a final spurt.
"So good," Quigley whispered.
Hugh lifted his face from Quigley's groin and
grinned, then licked his lips.
They stood together then kissed, sharing Quigley's
taste, sucking each other's tongue, running their own
tongues inside each other's cheeks and behind teeth.
"So hot," murmured Hugh.
"You're hot. I haven't come so hard in a very long
time," replied Quigley.
"But you will again later tonight. Let's go to bed."
"Good plan."
Silently they walked through into Hugh's bedroom
and undressed, stepping out of their shoes, leaving their
pants on the floor where they fell, dropping shirts and
underwear on top of the rest of their clothes, then rolling
into the big bed together.
Hugh grabbed lube and a condom from the
nightstand, and Quigley lay on his front, spreading his legs
wide apart so his ass was readily accessible.
He'd waited so long for this and wanted it so very
much he could hardly believe it was about to happen at last.
He had to trust that Hugh really knew what he was saying
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about Orion never waking up, or leaving his room at night.
He really liked Orion. He was a good little kid, but the last
thing Quigley needed was an underage audience to their
sex play. He hoped like hell Hugh was right and the child
wouldn't wake up any time soon.
Then his brain stopped functioning as all the nerve
endings in his ass sat up and begged. Hugh had a wicked
way with his stroking, educated fingers that touched
Quigley in the most sensitive places. It wasn't five minutes
since his last orgasm, and already his cock was springing to
life again.
Hugh had two fingers in his ass now, massaging
cool gel into his hot walls, stretching and softening his
tissues, opening him wide to receive Hugh's cock.
It'd been a long time since Quigley'd had a partner.
Over the years, he'd had half a dozen brief relationships,
the last one nearly two years ago. The only long-term one
had been almost twenty years ago, when he was fresh out
of college and newly out of the closet. At the time, he'd
expected their romance to last forever. Of course they'd
grown up, become interested in different things, drifted
apart and eventually separated. They'd reluctantly admitted
that mentally they'd been solo for months, just living out
the shell of a defunct partnership.
His most recent significant other, Rafe, had been a
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mistake from the beginning. They were both lonely and had
nothing in common outside the bedroom. Truthfully, they
had little in common even in bed, and the sex had never
been better than mediocre. They'd quite quickly agreed to
part.
That was one reason he'd taken two weeks to invite
Hugh to dinner. He wasn't looking for a pity fuck—he had
several excellent dildos— and the child was a huge
complication. But the more he saw of Hugh, the more he
wanted him. They'd talked, really talked, and had deep,
meaningful conversations. As for the little boy with his
daddy's sparkling green eyes, Quigley was already halfway
in love with the child and keen to share in his life. Besides,
he was back at work tomorrow, and although he loved his
job, he'd sure as hell miss spending time with Hugh and
Orion.
Hugh's mouth pressed soft kisses to Quigley's
shoulder and neck, and Quigley shivered with the eroticism
of Hugh's touch. "Mmm," he murmured softly.
"I think you're ready for me now," said Hugh, with
a light slap to Quigley's buttocks.
"At last!" Quigley breathed. He pulled himself up
onto all fours, watching over his shoulder as Hugh rolled
the latex over his cock, a cock every bit as delicious as he'd
imagined, long and thick with a flared head and the blue
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vein standing out clearly against his fair skin.
Quigley braced himself as Hugh guided his
cockhead to Quigley's opening and pressed. Quigley
breathed out, then as soon as he felt the cock breach the
muscled rim, he thrust back hard, ramming Hugh inside
him to the hilt, reveling in the sudden burst of sensation,
the feeling of intense fullness after such a long time without
a real cock in him.
"Hell! Slow down or this'll be all over before it's
begun," said Hugh.
"I thought you said we have all night to do it several
times so it didn't matter how fast the first time was,"
Quigley quoted back at Hugh, trying not to laugh at the
look on Hugh's face.
"Well, yes, but I was hoping to get a few strokes in
first," Hugh joked back. He pulled his cock almost all the
way out and gripped hard onto Quigley's hips to prevent
him from pushing again just yet.
Hugh began a slow, steady thrust and retreat,
powering in hard and deep then slowly sliding almost out.
He rolled his hips to scrape his cock along Quigley's walls,
causing Quigley to shiver in need, his cock standing
straight up against his belly and already dripping pre-cum.
Quigley took his weight on his knees and just one
arm, wrapping his other fist around his cock and stroking it
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in time with Hugh's pounding in his ass. When Hugh was
deep inside him, he clenched his ass muscles with all his
strength and was rewarded by a deep groan from Hugh,
who then sped up his rhythm, pushing harder, faster, a little
more raggedly.
Sweat slicked both their bodies, and their breathing
was loud and heavy. Quigley added a little twist to his hand
movements and a regular clenching of his inner muscles.
"Gonna come," warned Hugh.
Quigley dropped his hand from his cock to the bed
and swiveled his hips while holding his inner muscles tight.
Hugh's cock dragged along his walls, pinged his
prostate, and a burst of heat told him Hugh had come. In
that moment, Hugh's hand curved under his body and
tugged hard on his cock. He exploded over Hugh's hand
and his own belly, hot streams of ropey white cum jetting
from him as if he hadn't already orgasmed once that night.
Hugh pressed his body onto Quigley's back, his
nipples hard little points digging in. Quigley twisted his
head for a kiss, then they collapsed onto the bed together,
sweaty and panting, but sated and fulfilled.
Hugh pulled out from him and dealt with the
condom, then they lay together, face to face, and snuggled
and kissed. It was wonderful to hold a living, breathing,
naked man in his arms once again. Quigley hadn't realized
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just how much he'd missed the human contact until he had
Hugh in his arms.
Quigley pressed kisses across Hugh's face, along his
jaw line, on the tip of his nose, across his forehead and
brows, then he did what he'd imagined himself doing. He
sucked Hugh's earlobe into his mouth, licking around the
shell, nibbling on the cartilage and flicking his tongue
inside.
"Damn that's sexy," Hugh whispered.
"You're sexy," Quigley murmured.
"Let's take a nap and we'll see how sexy we can be
together again," suggested Hugh.
Snuggled together, they napped, but only briefly.
Quigley had wanted to lick and suck every inch of Hugh,
and he wasn't wasting their precious time alone together in
sleep.
He sank down the bed until he was level with
Hugh's knees, lifted the other man's legs high into the air,
and sucked the tender skin behind the knee, first one leg,
then the other. He moved a little higher and began licking
and sucking the sensitive skin of Hugh's inner thighs. Hugh
let his legs flop widely apart to give Quigley better access.
Quigley moved between Hugh's legs and bent his
head to his task, painting circles and spirals on the skin
with his tongue, blowing on the wet skin with warm puffs
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of air, and gradually working his way toward Hugh's
cock—a cock that was already growing again in its nest of
red-brown curls.
Deliberately ignoring Hugh's unspoken invitation,
Quigley licked along the crease between Hugh's leg and his
torso, up onto his belly and across to his bellybutton. He
nibbled carefully all around the edge of flesh before letting
his tongue dive into the indentation and swirl around the
sides and across the bottom of it.
Hugh groaned, thrusting his cock and his hips up
into the air.
Quigley grinned, but kept moving steadily north,
nibbling his way up the center of Hugh's body, occasionally
pulling on the chest hairs with his teeth, up the abs,
continuing until he reached a brown little nipple. Quigley
nudged it back and forth with his nose while he licked the
flesh around it, ignoring Hugh's increasingly frantic pelvic
and chest movements. Finally, he relented and sucked the
small button into his mouth, biting down on the tip just
hard enough to send an erotic flash though his own body.
He hoped he'd done the same to Hugh, and judging by the
man's moans, he'd been successful.
After thoroughly licking and sucking both nipples,
Quigley took possession of Hugh's mouth, teasing and
tasting every inch of it before drawing his tongue deep into
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his own mouth and savoring his flavor. Hugh grabbed his
head, his fingers threading through Quigley's hair. Hugh
twined his legs around Quigley's lower limbs, and Hugh
took command of the kiss, cranking it up from sensual to
steamy in a heartbeat.
For frantic seconds, they drank from each other's
mouths, rubbed their nipples together, dragged their cocks
against each other, and kissed harder and deeper than
Quigley could ever remember kissing before. When they
broke apart, they both glistened with sweat, their chests
heaving to drag in air.
"Sixty-nine?" suggested Quigley.
"Good plan," gasped Hugh in reply.
Swiftly Quigley turned himself upside down,
leaning on one elbow, his upper leg wide apart, the foot flat
on the mattress to give Hugh maximum access. Their
bodies were side by side with just a little overlap, and lots
of delicious skin-on-skin sensations.
First, he licked up the side of Hugh's engorged, red
cock, trailing his tongue along the blue vein that stood out
clearly against such fair skin. Quigley deliberately pushed
the tip of his tongue down as he dragged it along to
heighten the sensation for Hugh. The sensation of the cock
pumping under his tongue was turning him on unbelievably
fast.
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Next, he slid the very tip of his tongue into the eye
of Hugh's dick, collecting a pearly drop of pre-cum. Damn,
but the man tasted delicious—salty, yet tart and spicy, all at
the same time.
Quigley dropped his free hand to Hugh's balls,
gently rolling them across his palm, loving the slightly
tougher texture of this skin and the feel of the heavy sac in
his hand. As he played with the balls, he opened his mouth
wide to take in as much of Hugh's erection as possible. In
this position, he couldn't tilt his head back as far as he
would have liked to, but he was still able to suck quite a lot
of his partner deep into his mouth.
Quigley focused on licking up the cock, playing
with the ridge where the head joined the stalk then sucking
the cock deep into his mouth. Damn, concentration was
difficult when Hugh was doing such amazing things with
Quigley's own dick. The man surely had a talented mouth.
Hugh seemed to know instinctively what to do to make
Quigley shiver with the need to come.
Hell, he'd come twice already tonight; he shouldn't
have had it in him to come again this fast, but he really was
going to blast it all out again soon. His cock was full and
aching, his balls were drawn up tight, and there was no way
he was going to last much longer.
Desperately Quigley put all his efforts into
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pleasuring the cock in his mouth. He teased and tantalized,
licked, nibbled, and sucked. And was rewarded with an
explosion of hot seed firing from Hugh straight against the
back of his throat. Quigley redoubled his efforts to lick and
suck the last of Hugh's cum as he relaxed his hold on his
own iron control and erupted into Hugh's mouth. He was
shaking and spasming so hard it was difficult to lick Hugh
neatly, but somehow, he managed it before flopping onto
his back and gasping with the power of the release.
Hugh tugged on his arm, pulling him up the bed.
Quigley grabbed the sheets and pulled them up with him,
then wrapped in each other's arms, their two heads together
on the same pillow, they fell asleep.
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Chapter Three
Hugh hadn't wanted Quigley to leave so very early
in the morning, but the man did have to go to work, after
all. Orion seemed disappointed to find Quigley not there
when he got up, too.
"It's not going to be as much fun at the swimming
pool without Quigley," the child said as he made hills and
valleys with the muesli in his bowl.
"No, we'll miss him. Maybe you can learn some
more swimming to show him on Saturday when he comes
there again."
"I swim pretty good already. But I can't dive real
well. Can you teach me to dive?"
"Sure. You already have your toes on the edge of
the pool and your hands and arms right. It's just a matter of
kicking your legs up and keeping them straight."
"No, I mean off the springboard. I want to do a real
dive."
Hugh looked into the green eyes so like his own.
While a straight dive was actually quite difficult to do
properly, a tuck dive, with the body folded into a ball and
the hands holding the shins, was quite easy. He should be
able to teach Orion to do that before Saturday. "Okay, I'll
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teach you to do a tuck dive. But you have to get good at it
from the side of the pool before you go onto the
springboard. Coming off the board, you'll go much deeper
into the pool than you're used to from just jumping in.
You'll need to hold your breath for longer and swim up to
the surface farther so you'd better know what you're doing
first."
"Awesome, Daddy! Can we go to the swimming
pool right now?"
"You'd better finish off your breakfast first. Then
we'll do our regular chores. It won't take us more than an
hour though, then we'll go to the pool."
Barely an hour later, Orion rushed them straight to
the adult pool to begin learning to dive. He concentrated so
hard and climbed in and out of the pool so many times,
Hugh's head was spinning. Finally, he had to call a halt to
the lessons. "Orion, you're using your muscles differently
from normal. You need to take a break or they'll ache
tomorrow and you'll be in pain."
"Aww, Dad, I have to be able to do this by Saturday
to show Quigley."
"Yes, but if you pull a muscle, you won't be able to
swim at all for a few days. Better to slow down. Slow and
steady wins the race."
"What?"
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"Come with me to the children's pool. We'll sit over
the bubble fountains in the warm water, and I'll tell you the
story of the tortoise and the hare."
Orion groaned but followed Hugh through the
complex to the children's pool then lay on his tummy and
listened to Hugh tell the old story.
"That hare was just stupid. Only an idiot would take
a nap in the middle of a challenge."
Hugh pulled his son onto his lap for a hug. "That's
true; it was a stupid thing to do. Sometimes people do silly
things because they are sure they're right. We always need
to think before we act."
Hugh looked down into Orion's little face and felt a
burst of pride as the child nodded and agreed with him.
"And we have to keep going and going and never give up,
because we might still win even if we think we can't!"
"Exactly right."
* * * *
On Wednesday, Hugh let Orion dive from the
springboard for the first time, and by Thursday, the child
was doing passable tuck dives every time.
"Quigley's going to be very impressed, Orion,"
Hugh said proudly.
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"That's on Saturday. Can we see him on Sunday as
well? Maybe for lunch again?" Orion asked, hope shining
brightly in his eyes.
"I've missed him too," said Hugh. So very, very
much! "How about you and I organize a picnic in the park,
then? You need to understand though he may not be able to
come. Now that he's back at work he only has the weekend
to do his chores."
"Why don't we ask him to supper sometimes too?
He has to eat supper, and so do we, so that would save him
some time," Orion said.
Hugh laughed. "Let's just ask about the picnic first,
then we'll see."
* * * *
When Quigley told people he worked in a hospital,
most of them automatically assumed he was a doctor. In
fact, he regularly received mail addressed to Dr. Quigley.
Quigley was his given name, though, not his last name. He
was Quigley David Young, not someone-or-other Quigley.
Not only wasn't he a doctor, he wasn't a nurse either, or a
porter, or a security guard. He was a hospital administrator,
with a double degree in Public Health and in Business
Management. He was someone who sat in an office and
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juggled the contradictory demands for the hospital to run
profitably, with the needs for people to be given good
health care, and for medical and other staff to have the
equipment and services they needed—an impossible
mixture of conflicting demands. Yet he enjoyed the
challenges, reveled in the balancing and juggling required,
and rejoiced every time he miraculously pulled the required
rabbit out of his hat.
Despite all that, he missed Hugh terribly. They'd
had one night together, a brilliantly satisfactory night, but it
was still only one night. He missed throwing that rubber
ball to Orion and Hugh. He missed seeing Hugh's lovely
bare chest in his red board shorts. He missed his glorious
green eyes and Orion's matching gaze. When they both
looked at him, it was almost like seeing double.
At night after work, Quigley found himself surfing
websites for houses with a yard where a small boy could
play and two men could live together. It had to be in a good
neighborhood for kids, but a tolerant one for gay men, and
not too long a commute for either himself or Hugh. Also,
he realized he'd better check out the local schools and
daycare arrangements too. Hell, this was going to be hard.
At least as hard as the balancing and juggling he did at his
job in the hospital.
But negative thoughts kept intruding in his plans.
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What if it wasn't what Hugh wanted? What if Hugh didn't
want the relationship to deepen any further or wasn't
interested in considering them moving in together? Was he
getting ahead of himself here? Was it too soon?
Resolutely, Quigley thrust those thoughts to the
back of his mind and continued his search for
neighborhoods and houses with yards.
Thursday night after work, he did his grocery
shopping for the next week and cleaned his apartment.
Friday after work, he did all his laundry then packed a
swimming bag and an overnight bag. Just in case. He didn't
want anything to stand between him and the opportunity to
spend time with Hugh and Orion.
Saturday morning, he was standing on the stoop at
the surf shop when it opened. He'd seen people at the pool
playing on long, foam tube things that supported them in
the water. They weren't precisely a flotation device, but
they did offer support, and kids seemed to ride them like a
horse and have races in the water with them or lie back in
the water using them to support their necks. He wanted to
get them all one. They seemed like a fun toy.
He found them at the side of the store, labeled Pool
Noodles. Well, at least now he knew what they were called.
Quigley chose a blue one, a green one, and a red one then
made his way to the checkout. As he was about to get in
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line, the idea that Orion liked to copy Hugh drifted through
his mind. Thoughtfully he went back to the display and
replaced the green and blue noodles, getting out two more
red ones. He knew they both liked red, so they'd all have
red noodles.
* * * *
His damn dick was harder than a spike. He could
pound nails with it for sure. Thank God his black board
shorts were baggy. He'd likely be arrested for indecent
exposure if he was wearing Speedos as many of the men
did. Not that he didn't want to see Hugh in a teeny tiny pair
of swim briefs. Oh yeah. He'd like to see the brown hair on
his chest trailing down, pointing to heaven, his cock a neat
bulge in the Speedos. They'd be red, of course. Red seemed
to be Hugh's favorite color. At least Hugh never wore a
swim shirt, so he got to stare at the man's muscled
shoulders and nice pecs. Hugh had a truly delightful chest,
highly lickable, with just that faint trace of hair. Hugh's
chest hair was so soft, perfect for running his fingers
through as they slid across to tweak his nipples or trailed
south to Hugh's glorious cock.
Desperately, Quigley pulled his mind away from
luscious Hugh before his cock exploded and got him into
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real trouble.
He'd arrived far too early at the swimming pool,
longing to see Hugh again and Orion. Orion was the first
small child he'd really known. The kids of some of his
work colleagues had never entranced him the way Orion
did. He was sometimes just a little boy, yet at other times
the things he said and did were so mature, well above his
age. The kid was a thinker and bright as a button, a child to
be proud of. Son of fire, son of light. Hugh had named him
very appropriately.
Quigley sat on the edge of the children's swimming
pool idly watching a young mother with a baby girl. The
woman looked to be maybe twenty years old and had
excess flesh bulging out of her swimsuit. Her eyes were
only on her daughter, and the baby was happily splashing
in the water bubbling up from the fountain. The mother was
laughing and splashing with the infant. They were totally
absorbed in each other and the water and full of joy.
Happiness comes from within. You're the master of
your own destiny. She doesn't care she hasn't got the
perfect figure. She's completely happy with her baby. I
would be happy with Hugh. Orion is the icing on the cake.
They're my fire and light. Hugh fires up every nerve ending
in my body, and both he and Orion light up my life. I will
talk to Hugh about moving our relationship deeper and
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further.
Just then Quigley heard the sexy rumble of Hugh's
voice. "We're at least half an hour early, Orion. Likely he
won't be here yet."
Then he heard Orion's piping treble. "Yes, I know,
Daddy, but I didn't want to be late."
That sound was followed by a shrill squeal and a
small body hurtling across the concourse toward him.
"Quigley! You're here!"
Quigley opened his arms to hug the little body
throwing itself at him.
"I've missed you, Quigley. I told Dad we should all
have supper together sometimes during the week, and he
said yes. You have to eat supper so that won't use up too
much of your time, will it?"
"No, it won't. I've missed you, too. Both of you. I
think having supper together regularly is a great idea."
Orion tugged on Quigley's arm.
"Come on. I've got something to show you. I've
practiced, and I've practiced, and I'm good. I'm good, aren't
I, Dad?"
Without waiting for a reply, Orion hustled them all
to the adult pool and hurried to line up at the springboards.
"He's started diving?" Quigley was trying hard not
to drool at the wonderful picture Hugh made, his eyes a
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deep sparkling green, his hair tousled from getting changed,
his delicious, muscular chest nakedly on display.
"Uh-huh. Watch."
When it was his turn, Orion walked to the end of the
springboard and waved to them. Then he stood with his
toes over the edge and did a perfect tuck dive, hands
holding his shins, body curled, toes pointed.
When the flame-red head bobbed up out of the
water, Quigley was clapping. He wanted the child to see
straight away how impressed he was.
"That was perfect, absolutely perfect! I'm proud of
you, Orion," he said as the boy bounced across to him.
"I wanted to have something new to show you. I'm
going to learn a pike dive next, but Dad said they're harder,
so it'll take a while to get it good."
"Your tuck dive was amazing. I'm very impressed.
Anyone who learned a tuck dive so fast will defeat the pike
dive, too," Quigley said.
"Do you want to see me do it again?"
"Of course."
Orion hurried off to line up at the springboard
again, and Quigley let his eyes rest on Hugh. "He's a good
kid, your boy," he finally said.
"He is. He likes you too. He's missed you this
week."
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"Me too. I've missed you so much it hurts."
"Let's not spend so long apart again."
"Hell, no."
When Orion got tired of showing off his new skills,
Quigley went and got the noodles from his locker, and they
spent a happy half hour chasing each other on them and
having make-believe horse races up and down the pool.
Then they moved to the children's pool so Orion could play
while he and Hugh sat in their usual place on the side of the
pool down at the deeper end, and they talked quietly about
the past week. While their spoken conversation was light
and venue-appropriate, the subtext of their message and the
hot glances they were sharing were decidedly X-rated.
"My cock's killing me. It wants inside you so bad,"
Hugh finally whispered.
"I've been thinking of nothing else since you
arrived," Quigley replied.
"Tonight."
"Oh yeah."
* * * *
They returned to the adult pool and swam some
more. Afterwards, they played catch with the rubber ball
and had a picnic in the park. They played catch with the
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ball there too. Then Orion climbed in the wooden fort with
a few other children, and Hugh and Quigley were able to
whisper to each other some of the things they'd like to do
and body parts they wanted to touch.
"I've got to get my mind off your body or my balls
will burst," said Hugh.
Quigley grinned then said what he'd been thinking
all week. "I've been surfing the net a bit, looking for a
neighborhood where a boy could have a backyard to play
in, and two men living together wouldn't be out of place."
Hugh's eyes lit up. "I know it's not even a month
yet, but I missed you so bad this week. I've been thinking
about living together, at least as a trial. A trial was all I'd let
myself hope for, with Orion to consider. I haven't said
anything because my apartment is crowded with just two of
us in it." Then his face dropped. "Ah, shit. Orion has just
moved schools. It wouldn't be fair to move him again."
"We wouldn't have to. Since he goes to a private
school, as long as we weren't too far away, he could go to
daycare before and after school, and one of us could pick
him up and drop him off. It'd have to be a daycare he liked
though if he was spending time with them every day."
"Yeah, I guess. I didn't like leaving him in daycare
because we were so new to each other. He had less than
two months at school before vacation started. We'll have
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had these six weeks together, and we're pretty relaxed
around each other now. He doesn't seem to be missing
Tallulah too much, although once she stops Skyping him
each Sunday, that might change."
"I know Orion likes me, but will he mind if we start
living together? You know, sharing a bedroom and being
with you?"
"Orion doesn't remember me living with him
before, but he's grown up with Tallulah's boyfriends, many
of whom have slept over and some of whom have moved
in. Now, okay, this is two men, not a man and a woman,
but I really think he's young enough that he'll be okay with
it because he likes you. We'll definitely need to make him
part of the process though, choosing a house and a
neighborhood and all."
"There's a few more weeks before school starts. By
next Sunday, we might have a suitable neighborhood to
look at," said Quigley. He then told Hugh about some of
the things he had learned in his web searches.
They talked about various localities each knew were
accepting of non-traditional families and several were an
easy commute to both their jobs. One in particular was not
far from where Hugh and Orion were currently living, so
they decided to start their house search there.
Then Orion was running back to them talking about
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supper, and it was time to go home and prepare a meal.
Then bed. Oh God, bed with Hugh again at last! I
can't wait to feel him pounding in my ass.
* * * *
Hugh loved Orion with his entire heart and would
be forever grateful to Tallulah for giving him the child, but
he was still relieved when the boy was tucked up in his bed,
story read, door shut, and finally the adult games could
begin.
He raised a querying eyebrow at Quigley and
nodded in the direction of his bedroom. Quigley's face
almost split in half with a broad grin, and Hugh's gaze
dropped to the man's package. Oh yeah, Quigley was
aroused and ready for action.
Hugh wrapped an arm over Quigley's shoulders,
and the other man responded by placing his arm around
Hugh's waist, pulling them hard together, hip to hip. As if
Quigley had read his mind, when Hugh turned his head to
kiss him, Quigley was already looking at him, brown eyes
sparkling, lips slightly parted.
Hugh dived in for the kiss, relishing Quigley's lips,
hard and soft at the same time, against his, his manly,
earthly, spicy scent, his taste of coffee, and that indefinable
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something which made him unique. "You taste so good,"
he whispered softly.
"You too. I want you inside me now."
The words inflamed Hugh. His cock wanted out of
his jeans so bad it was about to break his zipper. He needed
Quigley naked, in his arms, right now.
Hastily they finished the journey to his room, then
he shut the door silently and pulled Quigley back into his
arms again. Their noses rubbed together as they were in too
much of a hurry to get the angle of their lips right. He
pushed Quigley's shirt up, longing to feel his skin, and ran
his hands up that muscular back, loving the hard muscles
beneath his palms.
Their cocks ground against each other through the
layers of clothing. Their hips pressed to each other as they
kissed deep and hard, mouths open, tongues tangling,
passion pouring from them both through their lips, hands
and bodies.
Finally, they broke apart, needing to gasp for air.
"Undress. Bed. Can't wait any longer," he murmured.
Hugh wanted to watch Quigley get undressed,
wanted to see that wonderful body gradually be revealed.
However, his cock was so ready for action he was worried
he'd come in his pants like a teenager if he became any
more aroused. As it was, he knew he wouldn't be able to
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last as long as he should.
He unbuckled his belt and dropped his jeans,
grateful to give his aching cock some more space. It only
took a moment to kick his shoes and socks off, to pull his
shirt over his head, and to sit on the side of the bed and take
out condoms and lube. He got out the whole box of
condoms this time as he knew one, or even two, wouldn't
be enough tonight. Quigley was sleeping over, and he was
damn well not going to do a lot of sleeping. Tomorrow was
Sunday, not a work day, so they could fuck 'til they
dropped. Oh yeah! What a plan!
Quigley rolled onto the bed, lay on his back and
spread his legs, holding them up with his forearms. "See
anything you like?" he asked.
"Maybe," he teased, leaning forward and biting one
of Quigley's ass cheeks. They both drew in quick breaths,
and Hugh saw a pearly drop of cum bead at the top of
Quigley's cock. He leaned over to lick it, rolled his tongue
around that long, hot erection, then slid it all the way down,
across his balls, and to his puckered rosette.
He shuddered with delight at the heady eroticism of
that act and hastily rolled on a condom. Then he squeezed
lube over the latex and onto two fingers, sliding them deep
into Quigley's dark channel, before twisting them to
massage his walls.
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Hugh looked up in time to catch the lustful
expression on Quigley's face and kissed him while his
fingers probed and twisted in the man's ass. "God, that's
hot," he said, his own cock now weeping pre-cum between
their bodies.
"So is that." Quigley nodded his head toward
Hugh's cock. It was long and fat, standing upright, and
leaning toward Quigley. Hastily he squirted more lube into
Quigley's anus and massaged it into the walls. If he didn't
get inside soon, it'd be too late!
"Enough. I can't wait," groaned Quigley.
Hugh dropped the lube onto the nightstand and
leaned back against the headboard, shoving the pillows
behind his back and opening his legs wide. "Climb aboard."
Quigley straddled him, then using his strong thigh
muscles, crouched lower and lower as Hugh guided his
aching dick to the entrance of Quigley's hole. He popped
easily through the softened sphincter ring and slid deep
inside that hot cavern, the heat and wetness nearly making
him come on the spot.
Quigley sighed and sat down on Hugh's lap,
accepting the last inch of Hugh's dick with a happy smile.
"I've waited so long for this. You feel wonderful."
"You're so hot and tight; I'm not going to last long
this time," Hugh warned him.
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"I don't want slow; I want fast. We can do slow next
time."
"Good plan." Hugh grabbed tight hold of Quigley's
hips, and they moved together, both using their leg muscles
as they separated and came together, sliding Hugh's cock in
and out of Quigley's ass.
The first time Quigley clenched his ass muscles,
Hugh nearly lost it, but he stayed still, drew in some deep
breaths, and managed to hold himself together. He began
stroking in and out again.
Not all the control in the world could make this time
last very long. They were both way beyond aroused, needy,
and desperate for completion.
Quigley tugged on his cock as their hips and thighs
moved up and down in unison. Then Quigley buried his
face in Hugh's shoulder as his cock erupted between their
bodies, spraying hot seed onto their chests. Hugh relaxed
his control and spurted hard into the condom, coming again
and again as Quigley clenched his ass muscles and wiggled
his hips.
They clung together breathlessly for long moments
as their heart rates slowed down then kissed gently but
thoroughly with sensuous lip movements.
"Time for a shower," said Quigley.
"Sounds like a plan."
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Carefully they untangled themselves then headed
for the shower, Hugh surprised by how weak and wobbly
his legs were. Damn he'd come hard, harder than with
anyone else he could remember, but no harder than he'd
come last week with Quigley. Proves this relationship is
meant to be, he thought.
They leaned into each other as the water warmed
up, then took turns soaping each other's back, shampooing
each other's hair, sharing kisses and touches at every turn.
Once they were dry, they knotted their towels
around their waists and moved into the kitchen for coffee.
"This is so good, sitting here together. I can't wait
until we can do this every evening."
"Yeah. Me too. But I don't want Orion thinking he
has been pushed aside in any way. He has to be your top
priority when he's awake."
"I don't think that will be a problem. Tallulah has
always been an excellent mother, but I'm pretty sure there's
almost always been a man in her life. Orion's used to being
alone in his room, entertaining himself, things like that.
"When he first came to live with me, I hated him
being out of my sight, and he used to say, 'Dad, I can do it',
when I wanted to do things for him, or watch him do
things."
"Then why did she send him to you for good now,
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instead of just for when she's overseas?"
"She wants to have a few more kids while she's still
young, and I don't think Ron wanted Orion as well. When
he first arrived, sometimes Orion almost seemed to think
Tallulah didn't love him anymore, but underneath it, I think
he understands it was Ron. He knows I want him, always
wanted him, and I'm pretty sure he knows Tallulah does
still love him."
"No one could fail to see how much you adore that
boy," Quigley replied softly. "I like him a lot. I missed his
company while we were apart."
"He missed you too. Learning to dive was his idea,
and he really worked hard at it." Hugh looked at Quigley
and suddenly his cock thrummed to life, standing up and
ready for action again.
Hugh stood up and walked to his pantry, returning
with barbecue sauce. He riffled through the refrigerator for
a few minutes, emerging with a bag of mini chorizo
sausages. Quigley stared at him with a puzzled look.
"I think we need a snack. Let's have it in the
bedroom."
Quigley grinned, and they hurried back to the
bedroom. Quigley dropped his towel and lay on the bed,
folding his arms under his head and spreading his legs to
allow his cock to stand up. "You'd better take your towel
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off too. You wouldn't want to get sauce on it now, would
you?"
Hugh hissed and undid his towel, thrusting his hips
forward to give Quigley a good look at how very aroused
he was already. Then he placed the mini chorizo sausages
between Quigley's legs, uncapped the barbecue sauce, and
drizzled it in spiral patterns around each of his lover's
nipples. From there, he made wavy lines across Quigley's
chest, gradually moving lower. At the bellybutton, he
stopped to fill the little indentation with sauce before
painting a circle around it and drifting the bottle down
toward Quigley's now very red and engorged cock.
Hugh opened the plastic bag, took out a sausage,
dipped it in Quigley's bellybutton then placed the end in his
lover's mouth.
"I'd rather suck your cock," mumbled Quigley,
munching the sausage.
"Yeah, but right now, it's my turn to play."
Hugh picked up another mini sausage and began
swirling it through the sauce, coloring-in the spirals and
making patterns on Quigley's chest. He sucked first one
nipple into his mouth, then the other, flicking them with his
tongue before releasing them and popping the sauce-laden
sausage into Quigley's mouth.
The third sausage he dipped in Quigley's
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bellybutton before placing it in his own mouth, then he
picked up the bottle of barbecue sauce and began making
patterns on Quigley's thighs. He licked over the thighs,
following his sauce-trail then stroked his tongue up
Quigley's cock, dragging breath into lungs suddenly starved
of oxygen.
For a while he licked and nibbled and drew and
sucked until Quigley gasped, "Enough!" He sat up and
grabbed Hugh's hips then sank his own mouth over Hugh's
cock.
After three long sucks, Hugh pushed Quigley's head
away from his cock. "I want to be in you when I come."
Quigley rolled over, presenting his ass to Hugh.
"What about lube?"
"I'm still stretched and wet. Hurry up or I'll come
before you get in."
Cautiously, he pressed his cock at the entry, but
Quigley was right. It popped straight in, sinking deep into
the welcoming heat. Hugh moaned with the blissful feeling
of being surrounded by silky tightness.
Hugh gripped Quigley's hips and started to stroke in
and out. Quigley thrust backward onto him with every
stroke, cranking up the sexual tension with little wiggles of
his hips. Soon they had a good rhythm going of thrust and
retreat, Hugh jack-hammering into Quigley with long hard
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strokes and Quigley pressing back into him to take every
last inch of him as deep as possible.
Hugh kept a tight grip on Quigley's hips. Hugh
leaned over Quigley, his palms flat on the mattress for extra
balance. When he knew he was close, Hugh let go of one
hip and pushed his hand underneath Quigley's body to
grasp his lover's cock. It was hard as steel, the head covered
with moisture. Quigley was obviously as close as he was.
Quigley raised his body off the bed just enough to give
Hugh room to grab his cock.
Hugh stroked Quigley from root to tip, keeping his
grip firm, adding a little twist as he reached the base each
time. He synchronized his hand movements to complement
his cock's thrusts, and Quigley groaned. "So close."
Hugh swiveled his hips hard, aiming to ping
Quigley's prostrate. The wonderful sensation of his dick
dragging across Quigley's walls almost sent him over the
edge himself, but he managed to repeat the maneuver, and
this time Quigley exploded in his hand. With relief, Hugh
pounded as hard and deep as he could into Quigley. One
stroke, two, and on the third, he blasted his cum deep,
feeling it spurt and jet and spray over and over again.
He rested his face on Quigley's shoulder, their
bodies both covered in sweat and sticky from the barbecue
sauce. "Every time we fuck, the sex gets better and better."
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"Except that now we really do need a shower.
Likely need to change the sheets too."
"Not a problem."
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Chapter Four
"Oh shit! I didn't use a condom. I'm sorry,
Quigley—"
"I knew at the time. I'm clean. I haven't been in a
relationship for a while. Besides, if we're talking about
moving in together, we need to establish trust. I trust you."
Quigley pulled Hugh against him for a harsh kiss.
He did trust this man. With his life, as well as with his
heart. He gazed deeply into worried green eyes and saw in
them that Hugh did trust him, but simply felt guilty about
not wearing the condom.
"It's okay. Really."
"I'm clean too. Like you, it's been a long time for
me. Years. It's just we'd never talked about going bareback.
And I do trust you. With all of my life and everything in it.
Including Orion."
Quigley's heart pounded so hard he thought he'd
crack a rib. For Hugh to say that was beyond anything he'd
expected. The best compliment ever. "Thank you. I won't
betray your trust."
Hugh punched him on the arm. "Right. Let's get
cleaned up."
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* * * *
The next few weeks settled into a pattern, with them
eating together most evenings, often at Hugh and Orion's
apartment, occasionally at Quigley's, and a few times at
different family-friendly restaurants.
Saturday mornings were spent at the swimming
pool and afternoons at the park. Tallulah and Ron left on
their vacation, and Orion didn't seem unduly worried by not
speaking to his mother each Sunday night.
On Sundays, the three of them had looked at several
houses in nearby neighborhoods, but none was quite what
they wanted. Orion was very excited by the idea of having
a backyard and was keen to move, telling both men over
and over that he wanted them all to live together.
Unfortunately, the house they all really liked would mean
Orion would either have to change schools or he would
need to stay in daycare for a short time in the morning and
several hours each evening.
"I don't want him to change schools when he's only
just gotten settled in his new school, and I don't like to
leave him in care so long every day," said Hugh.
"Don't stress; we'll keep looking. It's a great house,
but there'll be other great houses as well," consoled
Quigley.
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Then it was time for Hugh to return to work. He and
Orion had talked at length about it, and Orion seemed fine.
His archery class had already finished, his water confidence
and swimming was more than good enough for what he'd
need at summer camp, and there'd only be a few days
between when camp finished and school began. Hugh still
worried.
Finally, it was Orion who said, "Dad, I went to
camp last year. It was great. I'll be fine. You need to go
back to work before you forget how to do it."
Hugh laughed and hugged the boy. "Wise words
indeed, my son. But I'll miss you. It'll be strange coming
home each night and not having you here."
"So invite Quigley over. Then you won't be so
lonely. Maybe when I get back, we'll have a house."
"That would be good."
Both men were there to see Orion off to camp then
they rushed off to their jobs, having already agreed that
Hugh would stay at Quigley's place most nights while
Orion was away.
* * * *
This camp was way better than the camp from the
year before. Of course having the lake was great, but the
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giant swing was even better. And they slept in tents, not
boring old cabins.
Meeting up with Saffron was cool too. Saffron had
boardies just like his and was going to his school when it
started back. Saffron knew how to kayak. Orion hadn't even
seen a kayak until he got to camp. You had to kayak with a
buddy, and Saffron and Orion buddied up just awesome.
They paddled good together too.
"Dad and Quigley and me are getting a house soon,"
Orion told Saffron one lunch time. "With a backyard for
me."
"Mom and me just have an apartment, but it's fine
for the two of us. Riley, my daycare mom, has a house with
a huge yard and seven kitties. She leaves her Christmas tree
up all year because the kitties like to play in it. She's cool."
"That does sound awesome. My mom always took
the tree down right after Christmas. I wonder if Dad and I
will have a tree this year. Dad said I'd likely go to daycare
if the house was a bit farther from school and his work.
Unless it's close to Quigley's work I guess. I wouldn't mind
going to daycare with you at Riley's. Are there lots of
kids?"
"She has two really little girls. They're like babies.
Plus me. I'd like it with another man in the house," said
Saffron.
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Orion smiled. "I'll tell Dad when we get home. Me
and you're going on the giant swing again this afternoon. I
can't wait. It's the best!"
* * * *
Quigley loved having Hugh in his apartment. At
first, it seemed a bit weird not having Orion there as well,
but it was wonderful to walk around naked, to fuck against
the wall if they felt like it, to scream out in orgasm.
They cooked for each other, did chores together,
and talked. At last, they could talk about anything and
everything, not having to worry about who at the
swimming pool or park might be listening in to their
conversation or moderating what they might say because of
Orion's presence.
They sat on the sofa, their arms around each other
on Friday night.
"Apart from the whole having-to-go-to-work thing,
it's almost been like taking a honeymoon this week," said
Hugh.
Quigley laughed. "It has been great, and we still
have all of next week as well. But I miss him. I keep
looking around expecting to see him come running up to
us."
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"So back looking at houses again tomorrow and
Sunday? Or do you want to go swimming?"
"Half the fun of swimming is having Orion there. I
would have quit going long ago if it wasn't for him.
Besides, we need to get the house thing sorted. Especially
with school starting so soon."
"It's a shame that Fifth Street house is just a bit far
away," said Hugh.
"Ya know, I don't think it's as far as we keep
imagining it. Didn't the real estate agent say some of the
kids from around there go to Orion's school?"
"Yeah, that's what he said, but I'm not sure I
believed him. We could do some time trials on the
travelling though. Each take our own car and time the
travel from the house to our jobs and from the house to
school and so on."
"Okay, Saturday, Sunday we'll keep looking at
houses, and we'll time the commute Monday and Tuesday.
Tonight I want to worship your cock. It seems like forever
since I got to suck you off."
"Let's do that then."
Grinning, Quigley slid off the sofa onto his knees.
Slowly, slowly he slid his fingers up Hugh's legs from his
knees to his thighs and higher. Hugh's cock was a long,
thick ridge resting against the front of his business pants.
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Quigley pressed one palm flat against the bulge,
reveling in the heat Hugh was giving off, and in the width
and steely hardness of Hugh's erection.
With his other hand, he tugged at Hugh's belt,
gradually working the fastening undone, popping the button
open, and easing the zipper down. Next, he worked Hugh's
pants down his legs, trying to hide his grin as Hugh lifted
his ass off the seat to help and almost kicked one foot free.
To raise the tension higher, Quigley took one foot in
both hands. He gently massaged each toe, rolling them
between his fingers, then rubbed the pads of Hugh's foot,
stroking under the arch and patting the ankle and heel.
"Holy hell, you're killing me here," moaned Hugh,
thrusting his hips up into the empty air.
"Patience, patience," said Quigley, putting the first
foot down and picking up the neglected foot. This time he
sucked the baby toe into his mouth, treating it like a little
cock, running his tongue all around it then sucking it hard.
"I thought you were going to suck my cock. That's
not my cock."
"Oh, isn't it?"
Quigley licked and teased all the way up Hugh's
legs. Deliberately, he wandered around Hugh's knees,
stopping to paint wet circles on the skin and puff warm air
on them as he gradually moved north.
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When he felt he'd aroused Hugh as far as he could,
Quigley finally grasped the erection around its root and
sucked the head into his mouth. He sucked it hard and
deep, hollowing his cheeks to exert maximum pressure.
Once again, Hugh groaned, and Quigley nodded to
himself. He was obviously doing something right.
He let the cock pop out of his mouth and lowered
his head to suck in one of Hugh's balls. He loved the
different textures of Hugh's skin. The man's skin was much
lighter than his own, so the veins showed a deep blue
underneath it. It also felt and tasted different. It was softer
than his, the hair finer. Even the tougher, wrinkled skin of
his balls was softer than he'd expected at first.
Hugh tasted faintly salty, but with an overlaying
spiciness. His natural scent was also spicy. Quigley
breathed in deeply, filling his lungs with the scent of Hugh.
Then he bent once again to his task. He licked up
the long shaft, nibbling all around the ridge where cap and
stalk met and swiping his tongue over the head. Sucking it
all into his mouth, he tipped his head back, opening the
back of his throat, and taking Hugh right in to the hilt.
For a while he played, stretching the blowjob out as
long as could, loving the togetherness and pure erotic
carnality of the act. Hugh's groans, moans, and wiggles
indicated he was enjoying it too.
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Quigley could sense Hugh was getting closer and
closer to the limit, so once again he sucked him deeply,
holding the stalk while tasting the head. With his other
hand, he grasped the curls surrounding the base of Hugh's
cock and pulled hard enough to add a bite of pain, but not
so hard that the hair would tear loose.
Hugh roared as he came, the hot seed bursting out
of his cock as the cry burst out of his mouth. Quigley
sucked diligently, wanting to swallow every last little bit of
Hugh's delicious flavor.
Then he pulled himself up Hugh's body for a kiss,
sharing Hugh's own taste with him, reveling in the extreme
eroticism of the act and hugging Hugh hard.
"Gonna need a nap after that; you've done me in,"
said Hugh, dragging Quigley up onto the couch with him.
They lay along the couch, pressed tightly to each other,
kissing gently, and Hugh fell asleep in moments. Quigley
rested contentedly in his arms, loving being with this man,
whom he loved through and through. I'm so happy. I don't
think I've ever been this happy before, he thought, thrilled
with the knowledge of it.
* * * *
The commute from the house on Fifth Street wasn't
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as bad as Hugh'd thought, especially from the school. It
seemed the real estate agent had told the truth, since two
children, slightly older than Orion, who lived on the other
side of the same street, attended Orion's school. This house
appealed to Hugh and Quigley much more than any other
house they'd seen. The yard was fenced and ideal for a
child, with plenty of room to put in some play equipment.
The house had four bedrooms, so enough for a
guestroom and an office, which would mean that if he or
Quigley needed to do some work at home they could. This
was important to Hugh, because if Orion got sick, he
wanted to be able to work from home to be with the boy.
The company he worked for allowed parents to do that.
It had a bathroom downstairs as well as a bathroom
upstairs, and that was wonderful too, as he and Quigley
seemed to make love all over the house. Besides, Orion
liked the house, so that was the clincher. Well, it would be
if they could find a really good daycare person whom they
all liked.
"It'd be nice to find an older lady, a sort of
grandmother figure," said Hugh to Quigley. "Orion will
miss his mother at some stage, and I don't want him
thinking we've just replaced her with another young
woman. So an older, grandmotherly lady would be perfect."
"That sounds really sensible and well thought out.
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But where will we find one?"
"Well, yeah, I haven't gotten that far yet."
* * * *
The kids were due back from camp at five on Friday
afternoon, and Hugh and Quigley joined a lot of other
parents and families in the parking lot at ten to five. Some
parents were there in smart business suits, presumably
having come straight from work, others were wearing
shorts and flip-flops, but all seemed eager to meet their
children again.
Quigley noticed a slightly chubby young woman
with two very small girls in a double stroller. One looked to
be about six months old, the other maybe eighteen months.
The woman was crouched on the ground in front of the
stroller smiling and playing with them. With surprise,
Quigley recognized her as the young woman from the
swimming pool all those weeks ago. She seemed much too
young to have a child old enough for camp, but he mentally
shrugged his shoulders and assumed she was older than she
looked or had maybe married young.
The first bus rolled into the parking lot at one
minute to five, with three more busses right behind it.
Quigley and Hugh watched as the doors opened and
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children poured off the busses. If he'd thought it was noisy
before, it had been nothing compared to now. It seemed
every parent was calling to a kid, and every kid was yelling
to friends and family. Quigley was grateful they were
outdoors. He hated to think what such a cacophony of
sound would do to his ears had they been indoors.
"There he is!" said Hugh as a flame-red head
became just visible among the crowd. Quigley and Hugh
made their way through the group, trying not to push and
shove, over to the bus Orion had just gotten off.
When they were almost there, Orion saw them and
jumped up and down, waving. "Dad, Quigley, I had the
awesomest time. Awesome with awesome sauce. I missed
you both," he said, throwing himself into first Hugh's arms,
then Quigley's, then Hugh's again.
"I can paddle a kayak real good, and they had a
giant swing and it went over the lake. It was the awesomest
thing ever!"
Orion chattered non-stop as they retrieved his
luggage, then he tugged on Hugh's arm. "You have to meet
Saffron. He was my kayaking buddy. You have to have a
buddy to kayak."
"That sounds like a sensible rule," said Hugh,
hugging Orion once more then letting him pull him through
the crowd. Quigley followed behind.
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A little blond boy was dragging his luggage over to
a stroller. A double stroller.
"Hey, Saffron, this is my dad and Quigley," called
Orion.
Quigley was surprised anyone could decipher a
conversation with all the noise, but the blond child turned
and grinned at Orion.
"Hey, good buddy." The child turned to the woman
from the swimming pool. "Hey, Riley, this is Orion. He's
my kayaking buddy, and he goes to my new school."
Ah, second marriage, thought Quigley. That
explains why she seems so young.
"Hi, Saffron, Riley, nice to meet you," he and Hugh
almost chorused.
The adults exchanged a few polite sentences while
the children chattered, and Saffron introduced Orion to his
sisters or step-sisters maybe, whose names Quigley didn't
catch.
Then Hugh collected Orion's luggage, and they
headed to the car.
"Hungry, Orion? We thought we might just pick up
a burger or something on the way home," said Hugh.
"A burger would be awesome," said Orion then
launched into a long tale about his kayaking prowess.
Quigley sat and grinned. He suspected he was going to get
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tired of everything being awesome real soon, but it was
worth it to have the boy back home and so delightfully
happy.
Orion talked non-stop through the meal, although he
did manage to eat a burger and fries. They were almost
back to Hugh and Orion's apartment when the child asked,
"Have we got the house? Are we going to be living there
soon?"
Quigley waited in silence for Hugh to answer. It
was his child, and ultimately, his decision.
"It's a difficult decision, Orion. Let's wait until we're
home to talk about it, so we can all sit down and
concentrate properly."
"Okay." Orion started to tell them about the food at
camp, and that topic lasted until they reached the apartment
and had carried the luggage inside.
They sat around the table with glasses of ice tea,
and Hugh said, "No house we've seen suits us as well as the
one on Fifth Street. It and the yard are perfect, the
neighborhood is fine, and there are a couple of older kids
nearby who go to your school. Quigley and I timed the
commute several times, and it's not bad. The problem is
school gets out well before work does, and with the
commute, you would have to go to daycare for several
hours every afternoon, and for a short time each morning.
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So that means we need to find you a daycare we all like."
"Can I go to Saffron's daycare then? He likes Riley,
and she has seven kitties, and she leaves the Christmas tree
up all year because the kitties like to play in it."
"Riley isn't Saffron's mother? Or step-mother?"
asked Quigley.
"No, he lives with his mom, and she works. Riley
picks him up from school and stuff. He's the only boy. She
just has those two baby girls, and he said he'd like to have
another man in the house."
"You talked to Saffron about daycare?" Hugh was
obviously as stunned as Quigley.
"Of course. We're kayaking buddies. Do you want
Riley's phone number?"
Quigley couldn't help it. He burst out laughing.
Here he and Hugh had been worrying themselves crazy
about how Orion would deal with all the changes, and the
kid had them all sorted out, all by himself.
Hugh spoke. "Yes, please, Orion, I think I would
like her number. Tomorrow we'd better go and sign the
lease for the house. It's time for us to live as a real family,
and by next Father's Day you'll have two dads."
The End
About the Author
Berengaria is a multi-published author of erotic romance.
She loves to read all different kinds of romance so that is
what she writes: one man/one woman; two women; two
men, two men/one woman. Whatever the characters need
for their very hot happily-ever-after, Berengaria makes sure
they get it.
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Also by Berengaria Brown:
Available from Silver Publishing:
Rowena's Ghostly Menage
Chinese Love Triad
"Taming My Welsh Dragon" in Issue 1 of the Silver Lining
Magazine
Fire and Light
Available from All Romance ebooks:
Four-Way Split
Changing Cherry
Carnal Connections
Sappho's Sisters
Dinner Delights
Huldah's Two Hikers
Loving Lydia
SEX ODYSSEY
Feels So Good
Strung Tight
Three for the Road
Available from Torquere Press:
Paige's Passion
Terracotta Warriors
Rose's Renaissance
Lady Caroline's Reward
Dogged Pursuit
Seducing Susannah
Perfectly Presented
Noticing Nigel
Available from Ellora's Cave:
Sizzling Vacations
Flash Flood
Combustion
Double Satisfaction
Dance for Three
Summer Sizzle
Available from Siren Publishing:
Vivienne's Vacation
Tempting Tenealle
FOREVER YOURS
Intensity
Complexity
Eternity