TOO BAD... I COULDN'T
RESIST
EMMA VIKES
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CONTENTS
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Epilogue
A Knock From The Past (Sneak Peek)
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CHAPTER 1
HOWARD
he Department of Economics building
appeared in front of me as I cleared the
walkway; the very same one that passed
through the cordoned area with light vegetation
which was both a park and outdoor sitting area for
economics students. The trees had initially blocked
the building from view, but now that I was in the
clear, I had an unhindered line of sight.
My pace quickened as I bore down on the
building, a sense of urgency spurring me on. I had a
class scheduled for 9 am and I was already running
late.
In fewer steps than normal, I arrived at the
department building and walked through its doors.
The first thing that caught my attention was the
clock that hung on the wall of the reception.
8:55 am.
“Darn it!” I swore under my breath.
I still had to get to my office and pick up the
notes that I had stayed back to work on late last
night. Even at my current pace, I couldn’t complete
that task and still get to class before 9 am.
“Those notes!” I swore again under my breath.
I had tried to convince myself that the notes I
had stayed back to work on were the reason I was
late this morning. But somewhere deep in the
recesses of my mind, I already knew the real reason
why I was late.
I had finished working on the notes by 8:30 pm
and still hadn’t got home before midnight, even
though my house was only about 20 minutes away
from campus.
My mind began reeling as the events after 8:30
pm last night flashed through.
I was already done with the notes and about to
leave when there was a light rasp on my office
door. At first I’d thought it was just the wind and
the emptiness of the department playing tricks on
me, so I returned to shutting down my computer
and preparing to leave.
The light rasp on the door had sounded again.
This time I was sure it was no trick and
someone was really at the door. I’d stood up and
headed for the door when I heard a light shuffling
as if the intruder was preparing to leave. My pace
had quickened as I hurried to reach the door and
open it, my mind already abuzz with images of
someone spying on me.
“Who’s there?” I’d called out, and immediately
I pulled the door open.
The intruder had stopped their retreat then and
turned around at my inquisition.
It was Prof. Bailey, the hot, unmarried
psychology professor who had joined the faculty
only two months ago.
“I figured you might still be around and decided
to take you up on your offer of sharing a glass of
red wine.” She’d finally responded; in her hands
were a bottle of red wine and two wine glasses.
I’d heard a slight tremor in her voice which she
had masked almost immediately. She was obviously
nervous and rethinking her actions, hence the light
rasps she had made on my office door. I’d also
remembered the offer of drinks she was referring
to.
About a month ago, there’d been a dinner for
the outgoing psychology head of department and
most senior faculty members from all the
departments had been invited. I’d met here then
and had flirted with her. She’d been on her own and
drinking a glass of water when everyone else was
already on their second or third glasses of
champagne. I’d eventually found out that she hated
champagne and preferred red wine instead. In usual
Howard Jones fashion, I’d offered to meet up later
and share a bottle of red wine while we trade
stories. I’d completely forgotten about that till
she’d reminded me.
“Sure. Please come in.” I’d offered.
She’d walked uncertainly back towards me as I
stepped aside and allowed her pass through into my
office. Her nervousness had remained even after
I’d shut the door and we’d had one or two sips of
wine from our glasses. Then everything had gotten
pretty intense, rather quickly.
A bulge began to form in my pant trousers as
the memories continued to flood my mind.
I arrived at the door to my office and pulled my
keys out of my pocket as the memories continued
to assault me.
“Good morning Professor Jones.” The sultry
voice of one of my female students, who was in her
sophomore year, snapped me out of my reverie.
Lost in a flashback, I hadn’t noticed her arrival or
presence.
“Shouldn’t you be in class by now, Vivian?” I
queried, struggling to keep my voice straight and
pausing to look at my wristwatch.
It was 9 o’clock.
“Yes, sir,” she said, a seductive smile slowly
spreading across her lips as her eyes travelled from
my chest down to my crotch and back up to my
eyes. “I just thought I could come by and ask you a
few questions before class. Was having trouble
understanding some of the points discussed in our
last class.” She finished, biting her lip seductively. It
was a subtle act, expertly masked with the look of
confusion the girl had plastered on her face.
“Well we are already late for class. Any
explanation would have to come after class,” I
responded curtly, feigning ignorance of her quirks.
“Ok professor. Maybe I could come by your
office after class?” she asked suggestively.
“Perfect,” I responded, still sounding stern. “Oh
and by the way, I need to pick up some of my notes
from the office. Could you help by taking my bag
on to class?” I requested.
“Anything for you, professor,” she said as she
stretched her hand to receive my bag.
I handed my bag over to her and maintained a
straight expression when she let her fingers brush
slightly against mine. She slung the bag across her
shoulder, allowing the strap nudge her breasts
slightly. My straight expression was still in place
when I uttered the words “thank you” and watched
her smile as she turned and headed for class.
I wasn’t a stranger to the flirting and attention I
received from women. I knew already that I was a
really handsome and dashing young man with well-
sculpted and defined features. The fact that I was
also seemingly successful at such a young age
added to the ‘Howard Jones’ frenzy; at 27, I was
the youngest Professor of Economics at the
University of Florida and, in fact, the youngest
professor ever in the history of the university. I was
definitely not ignorant of my sex appeal to the
ladies on campus.
In just the 8 months that I’d been made a
professor and given a teaching role on the campus,
I had several brief but highly satisfying affairs with
female students and members of staff. Nothing
serious though as the relationships were all
unethical; at least that was the reason I gave every
time I pulled the curtain on yet another affair. The
truth however was I wasn’t ready to commit just
yet. Plus there was never a shortage of admirers
and women ready to cross the unethical line and
have a sexual relationship with me.
My last sexual tryst only last night with Dr.
Bailey was testament to this fact.
I chuckled as I finally proceeded to open my
office door and walk in. The sophomore Vivian had
landed in my lap of her own accord. She wasn’t a
bad looking belle either.
‘I’ll have test how far she is willing to take her
crush later today, when she comes by after class
for the supposed explanation.’
With students, I had to be extra careful because
of the laws prohibiting teacher-student relations. I
most definitely didn’t need a broken-hearted
female running to the dean and implicating me in a
sexual scandal that would dent my very promising
career which was already off to a flying start. Time
had to be spent in accessing these female students’
mindsets before going any further; only when I was
absolutely sure that they were the types to keep a
secret could I proceed.
I reached my table and gathered the notes that
had made me late in the first place.
‘Yes they were the reason for my lateness. If I
hadn’t stayed back to work on them, Dr. Bailey
wouldn’t have met me in this office. Not like I’m
complaining anyways.’
Ten seconds later, I was locking my office door
and on my way to class.
The day seemed to roll by as quickly as it had
started. To make matters worse, the tardiness that
had started in the morning continued throughout
the rest of the day.
After the class at 9, I had gone straight into
another class at 11. Then there was the
departmental meeting at 1 that I was almost 15
minutes late for. Other events had taken up the
remaining little time I could spare and now I was
back behind my desk in my office, sifting through
my emails.
One was from the mortgage company. I really
needed to come up with a solution to my mortgage
issues.
I finished reading the email and closed it,
navigating to a search engine ready to continue
with my research. The email hadn’t given me any
hope of an easier payment plan. My request had
been denied.
As I navigated through the new webpage, a
pop-up advert suddenly flashed across my screen. I
made to close the advert when some of its details
caught my attention. It was a flyer advertising
accommodation offers. The location wasn’t
anywhere near but my mind started trying to work
out and fine tune some details.
‘My house is big. A mansion by some
standards.’
‘Can’t I do something similar and offer up
some rooms for rent, most especially the rooms
downstairs?’
‘No one is staying in them at the moment, so
why can’t I use them to generate income?’
‘Is this a good idea?’
‘It would only be till the end of the mortgage
payments.’
‘I have just about a year left, don’t I?’
‘This could work.’
A knock sounded on the door, pulling me away
from my thoughts. By the time I’d answered, I’d
made my decision.
‘It’s going to work. I’m going to go ahead with
it.’
“Come in,” I responded to the knock on the
door.
A second later Vivian walked in and shut the
door behind her. There was a smile on her lips as
she leaned back into the door and locked it with her
hands behind her back.
She arched her chest, pushing her breasts
forward and causing them to strain against her
already tight blouse.
“Hello professor,” she said in mock shyness,
her sexual undertone not hidden in any way.
I smiled as I closed my laptop.
‘She really is a siren, isn’t she?’
“Come here,” I commanded, desire already
building up in my crotch.
A
CHAPTER 2
SUSAN
s soon as I’d walked out of the
Jacksonville International Airport, the
Florida sunshine hit me square in the
face. It wasn’t harsh, but a pleasant light and
warmth that seeped through my skin, spreading
within me and causing me to bubble with
happiness.
I was tugging one big black suitcase behind me
and I could bet I had ‘freshman’ written all over
me; not like I cared though. It had been one hell of
a week preceding my arrival in Florida and I was
only here on schedule thanks to my mom.
‘God bless you mother.’
I paused at the curb outside the airport and
closed my eyes, breathing in the air and letting the
sun warm my face.
“Need a taxi?”
The question from the cabbie brought me back
to the present. He had parked in front of me
sometime during the period while my eyes had been
closed to the world.
“Yes I do,” I responded, recognizing the
excitement and enthusiasm in my own voice. The
cab driver smiled back at my response. I had
guessed he was Caribbean from his looks and his
accent.
“Where you headed?” he asked.
“Gainesville?” I answered inquiringly, trying to
figure out whether the man knew where I was
headed. I didn’t even know where I was headed
with only the address I’d scribbled down to go by.
“You know where that is?”
“Ah! Student I see. I know where that is. Come
on in,” the cabbie responded, stepping down from
the vehicle and turning around to get my luggage
from me and into the trunk of his cab.
“Thank you,” I said as I surrendered my
luggage to the cabbie and opened the back door to
the cab. I was seated in the back seat and spying
my hair and makeup in the rear-view mirror before
the cabbie shut the trunk and walked back to the
driver’s seat.
‘First time in Florida?” he asked as he pulled
away from the curb.
I responded and continued a little chit-chat with
the cab driver as he cruised away from the airport
towards Gainesville. My mind went back to the
address I had told the cabbie as we progressed. I
had secured accommodation not so far from the
university campus and excitement built in me as the
cab continued to gulp the distance between me and
the college. He knew exactly where I was going
and so I decided to relax and enjoy the sights and
sounds of the city as it flew past my window.
Containing my excitement at going to college in
a new city was proving to be an even more difficult
task than I had anticipated. From the day I’d read
the acceptance letter, it had been a blur of partying
and farewell activities lined up back to back. With
my entire partying schedule, mother had still
managed to get me ready for college just in time,
not without hassle though.
In fact, I’d barely found a flight heading to
JAX, which was just over an hour and a half from
Gainesville, the area where my new university and
accommodation where located. Mom had pressured
me into looking for accommodation while still in
Chicago instead of waiting till I’d landed. She’d
been of the opinion that I needed to settle down
quickly since university was already in session and
didn’t want me living out of a hotel and having to
run around looking for accommodation instead of
going to class. Her foresight was spot on as always.
I’d sat at my computer at home and begun
surfing the web for accommodation offers when I
stumbled on one, not so far from the university
campus. I could tell I had stumbled on a really good
deal and immediately snapped up the phone to call
the contact number that was displayed on the flyer.
A weak and frail male voice picked up on the
other end of the call, stunning be for a bit before I
proceeded to introduce myself and state the
business of my call, somewhat relieved that my
landlord was an old man and not a young serial
killer. I’d chuckled at the thought, before realizing
that the weak and frail voice wasn’t in the mood to
have a conversation and was rather in a hurry to
end the call. With a renewed sense of urgency, I’d
quickly proceeded to make a commitment so as to
secure the offer of accommodation before I lost out
on such a good deal.
When the deal was sealed, I’d gone downstairs
to tell mother who’d responded by asking me
whether I’d made a plan to send via cargo my
excess luggage as I obviously couldn’t fly from
Chicago with all my bags.
In the end, I’d flown with just one bag with the
rest of my luggage already on its way. Till it arrived
by cargo, however, I was going to have to make do
with the one big luggage currently sitting in the
trunk of this cab.
Time flew by as the cab bore down on its
destination. After almost two hours, the cab arrived
in front of my accommodation.
“This is it ma’am,” the cab driver announced,
causing me to look around.
“Where?” I asked, looking around and not
seeing anything that looked remotely like what I’d
expected my lodging to look like.
On a second appraisal, I was certain the cab
driver had taken me to a wrong address as it
seemed we’d driven into a highbrow neighborhood.
“That’s where you are going ma’am,” The cab
driver iterated, pointing to a white Victorian-style
mansion.
I was about to protest again when I saw the
number and address of the mansion I was looking at
on the gatepost.
“Wow!” I exclaimed in shock, not believing my
luck and the kind of deal I’d stumbled upon.
‘This house is really beautiful.’
The cab driver stepped out of the cab to get my
luggage out of the trunk. I followed him out of the
cab in a daze and stepped onto the sidewalk, my
eyes remaining transfixed on the house in front of
me.
The cab driver returned with my luggage and
placed it beside me on the sidewalk. He told me the
cost of my fare and I pulled my purse out of my
bag, counted the exact fare and handed it over to
the driver while mumbling my appreciation.
“Anytime ma’am,” the driver said as he turned
and walked back to his vehicle. Seconds later, he
had driven off, leaving me standing on the sidewalk
admiring the house.
After what seemed like an eternity, I gathered
myself and approached the wrought iron gate of the
house. I expected to see a bell that I could ring but
there was none. On closer inspection, I found the
gate was unlocked, so I pushed it open and walked
in.
Slowly, I approached the front steps of the
house and walked up them till I was standing in
front of the door. Here, I found a doorbell on the
doorpost. I let go of my suitcase and pressed it.
The sound of the ringing doorbell echoed
through the house without a response.
‘I hope I haven’t come at a wrong time,’ I
thought, hoping that someone was at home to
answer the door.
‘But he’s an old man. Where could he possibly
have gone to?’
After waiting a brief moment, I rang the
doorbell once more.
‘He’s an old man. It would definitely take him
some time to get to the door,’ I concluded.
With that thought, I turned away from the
house to face the route I had just come, admiring
the grounds of the house. Moments passed and then
I heard some shuffling from within the house, like
someone coming to the door. I turned just as the
door opened.
My breath caught in my chest as I was graced
with the most handsome man I’d ever laid my eyes
on. His face and build seemed liked it had been
sculpted by an artist. His eyes were a beautiful
hazel shade and his teeth were a perfect white. He
was holding a box of tissue in one hand, a mug of
tea in the other, and dressed in bathrobes, with his
nose having a shade of pink.
My breath released slowly, but I was still
slightly disoriented and dazzled by how good
looking the man was.
‘Who is this?’
‘Is he a relative of old man Jones or is he old
man Jones’ caretaker?’
Finally I found my voice and made to speak.
“Hi! I’m Susan,” I said, hearing how my voice
stuttered slightly. “I’m the new tenant. Is Mr. Jones
around?” I continued, my voice steadying a bit.
“I’m Mr. Jones,” the strange man replied,
shocking me even more.
Finally I understood. The box of tissues, the
pink nose, the bathrobe - my landlord wasn’t an old
man as I had erroneously concluded. My landlord
was this handsome and dashing young man after all,
who apparently was down with a flu.
My heart skipped a bit.
I
CHAPTER 3
SUSAN
pulled my suitcase behind me and walked into
the apartment on the invitation of Mr. Jones.
He’d stepped aside to allow me entry into his
home and was currently securing the locks on the
door. I was still dumbfounded at my discovery of
who my landlord was.
My mind journeyed back to the first time I’d
heard his voice; so weak and frail. No wonder he’d
been in a hurry to get off the phone. That must
have been at the onset of the flu when it had hit
him the hardest.
From the look of things, he was still sick; but
still he looked dashing. Time had seemed to stand
still when he’d first opened the door and stunned
me into silence with how handsome he was. After a
brief introduction, I’d remained silent, not knowing
what to say, till he’d invited me in.
He finished locking the door and turned to face
me. The color of his eyes and the intensity of his
stare made me swallow involuntarily. His eyes
darted to my neck briefly as he noticed the
swallowing action, and back to my eyes in the
space of milliseconds; my knees began to grow
weak under his scrutiny.
‘Those eyes. They don’t miss a thing, do they?’
‘And his lips…’ They were the color of peaches
and supple in appearance.
‘What would it be like to kiss them?’
From the corner of my eye, I noticed Mr. Jones’
face contort in the manner of someone who was
about to say something. My eyes immediately
returned to his as I perceived he had grown weary
of the uncomfortable and awkward silence that had
settled between us. I waited for his words and
suddenly, his face relaxed. Almost as if he’d
changed his mind on saying what it was he’d
wanted to say.
A subtle feeling of disappointment coursed
through me as I was anticipating watching his lips
part as words flowed out of his mouth. Then he
slowly brought his mug to his lips and sipped from
it, causing my lips to part slightly in unison with his.
I saw his brows arch slightly in response to my lip
movement, causing me to regain my composure. I
was acting like a naïve school kid standing in front
of a crush and I needed to get a handle on things.
I licked my lips that had suddenly gone dry and
cleared my throat in order to restore some of my
lost control.
“Mr. Jones, you’ve got a beautiful house,” I
said, turning to look around.
“Thank you.” His response was brief.
“And where would I be staying?”
“Oh, your room is the one down this hallway,
on the left. I left the key in the keyhole. Sorry I’m a
mess at the moment and can’t welcome you
properly nor take you on a tour of the house.”
“It’s okay Mr. Jones. I’m sure I’ll be able to
handle myself from here. By the way, have you
taken any meds? Because your flu seems to have
lasted longer than normal.”
“I hate meds.”
I chuckled at his response. He couldn’t have
sounded any cuter with his response admitting his
disgust for pills and medications.
“Well how are you planning on getting better,
Mr. Jones?”
“Plenty of rest, I guess. And please call me
Howard.”
“Ok Howard. I think you should get back to
resting. I’d find my room and settle in. It would be
cruel for me to keep you on your feet,” I
responded, my voice laden with genuine concern.
Howard smiled and excused himself with
another apology, turning and heading for the stairs.
I accepted his excuse and stood there watching
him climb the stairs till he got to the top, turned a
corner and disappeared from sight, not pausing to
look back once.
I heaved a sigh, grabbed my suitcase and then
proceeded to find my room, following Howard’s
description.
I
CHAPTER 4
HOWARD
rritated by the ringing bell, I dragged myself
to the door and undid the locks. Pulling it
open, I was stunned to find the most beautiful
lady I’d ever laid eyes on: her face, her body, her
skin, and the way her hair bounced around her
shoulder as she swung to meet my gaze.
I couldn’t describe the beauty of her face, only
that I was rooted to the spot in amazement. Her
body was voluptuous and curvy in all the right
areas. She was busty, possessing firm, big and round
breasts. Her hips were so curvy, they gave her an
hourglass figure. Her golden brown hair had me
mesmerized with its texture, color and girth. It
flowed all the way down to her back and didn’t
scatter loosely with the wind.
Then she opened her mouth and spoke.
It was the most angelic voice I’d heard, its
quality leaving me speechless. She had called me
Mr. instead of professor and I didn’t mind. On
second thought, she didn’t even know I was the one
she was inquiring about. I’d just wanted her to keep
talking, before remembering I hadn’t answered her
question.
Then my mind had started reeling.
‘She’s the new tenant?’ I thought as I invited
her in, stepping aside so she could pull her suitcase
through the door.
‘But she sounded so mature on the phone,
almost like a colleague or a working class lady.’
Seeing her now in her jeans and pink T-shirt,
which was engraved with some juvenile inscription,
I immediately knew she was a student.
‘Most likely a freshman,’ I concluded, seeing as
she had called me Mr. Jones. Going by that and by
her obvious stunned reaction at meeting me in
person, she didn’t know who I was; a near
impossibility for someone who’d been a student of
the university for over a year. Therein lay another
problem.
‘I can’t accommodate a student in my house.
Not just a student, but a female student. My career
will go down the drain if the dean and any other
colleagues get a wind of it.’
Yet when I faced her again and tried to open my
mouth, I found myself staying silent. In resignation,
I brought my mug to my lips and took a sip,
resolving to inform her of my decision later.
‘At least let her rest from her journey.’
‘Give her time to sort out new accommodation
for herself. Even if news got out of this, I can
explain it away as a mere oversight. Two to three
days should be enough.’
I resolved to tell her tomorrow morning as I
described how to locate her room and excused
myself to get back into bed.
I couldn’t very well let her get stranded. With
that, I convinced myself that was my reason for
letting her stay while I walked up the stairs.
However, when I got to the top of the stairs, my lie
was glaringly obvious to me.
I’d been dazed by her beauty and curviness
which was what had rendered me silent. It had
taken all of my remaining self-control to keep from
turning back at the top of the stairs and looking at
her. A sense of foreboding swept through me as I
realized this girl could get me in deep trouble if I
didn’t control my lust.
Some hours later and I was still awake thinking
about her. Night had come and still she had stayed
in my mind. I was about to get up from bed and go
knock on her room door when I heard the stairs
creak. Someone…she was coming up the stairs.
I shut my eyes immediately and pretended to be
asleep.
N
CHAPTER 5
SUSAN
ight fell quickly and I was in bed staring
at the ceiling, wondering about the
beautiful stranger that had welcomed me
in. I had gotten into bed after my initial attempt to
clean and arrange the room had failed. The room
was spotless, however, so there wasn’t much I
needed to do other than arrange my personal
effects in the wardrobe and put my suitcase away.
I’d gotten into bed after that in a bid to take a
nap, however, I found it difficult to get my mind off
of Howard. My eyes drifted to the bedside clock
I’d placed there and the digital display blinked 8:45
pm. It had been over six hours since I’d arrived; six
hours since I’d first set my eyes on Howard and six
hours since I’d last seen him. Suddenly I found
myself getting out of bed and going to look for him.
‘What are you doing Susan?’
‘Where are you going?’
The barrage of questions hit me as soon as I’d
got out of bed.
“Oh come on. I’m just going to check on him.
He’s sick after all. It’s nothing wrong with checking
how he’s feeling.” I whispered in response to my
thoughts. “It’s just a checkup. Nothing more.
Nothing less.” I concluded as I put on my slippers
and slipped into a robe.
Yet as I made my way towards the bedroom
door, I recognized the lie, causing me to chuckle
slightly.
I opened my bedroom door and was
immediately struck by the darkness in the hallway.
I’d lain in bed with the light on and as such was
disoriented by the darkness beyond my bedroom
door.
I paused at the door, giving my eyes some time
to adjust before stepping into the hallway, closing
the door and shutting out the light spilling from the
bedroom.
“What the hell are you doing, Susan?” I
chuckled to myself as my heart began to race.
My pupils had dilated enough to allow me see
all the way to the end of the hallway. I looked at
the bedroom door once more, contemplating for a
moment opening it and walking back in.
‘I’m just going to check on him and make sure
he’s okay. Nothing more, nothing less.’
With that last thought, I released the door knob
and turned back to face the hallway. I trudged
down its length till I cleared it and was standing at
the bottom of the stairs.
‘How do I even find his room?’ I thought to
myself.
When he had cleared the stairs in the afternoon,
he’d turned left and disappeared from sight; left at
the top of the stairs was the direction of his room, I
guessed.
‘But in this big house, there is bound to be a
number of rooms up there. How do I know which
one is his?’
I turned and looked longingly down the hallway
I’d just walked through, confused as to whether to
retreat or proceed. After a brief moment, I sighed
and began heading up the stairs.
My first step caused a loud creak to reverberate
round the house, freezing me in place.
‘The stairs creak?’
‘Where did that come from? That hadn’t
happened in the afternoon.’
I was sure even the neighbors had heard the
creak of the stairs from down the street. After what
seemed like an eternity, I took another deep breath
and continued my ascent up the stairs.
The creaking sounds reduced in intensity as I
climbed.
‘Relax Susan. He’s asleep. There’s no way he
can hear this,’ I thought.
‘Even if he is and he comes out to investigate,
I’d simply tell him I was bored of being in my room
all day and came out to explore the house.’
I made it to the top of the stairs and paused to
hold my breath, listening for any sounds.
Nothing.
There were only two ways to go at this point.
To the right or to the left.
Howard had turned left in the afternoon, and so
would I. I walked to the left and immediately
noticed an arch leading to a hallway, similar to the
one downstairs. I walked through the arch and, in
the faint light, immediately noticed this hallway had
three others branching off from it.
I paused and closed my eyes in the dark.
‘How do I find his room?’
When I opened my eyes, my pupils had
readjusted to whatever available light was coming
through to the hallway. I immediately noticed
something I hadn’t seen before. One of the rooms
in the first tributary had light streaming from
beneath the door. All the other rooms where dark.
‘That must be it.’
I made my way stealthily towards the door,
trying not to make any more noise than necessary.
I arrived at the door and slowly placed my ears
on the cold wood to listen.
Nothing.
This had to be his room. Even though I could
hear nothing, there was no other reason why the
light would be on in this room when the rest were
dark, no other reason than that I’d arrived at his
room.
I gave a little rasp on the door and waited.
When there was no response, I placed my hand
on the door knob, turned it slowly and gave the
door a little nudge. The door swung open
effortlessly, flooding the hallway with light from the
room and stunning me for a brief moment.
After my nerves had settled, I looked in and
saw Howard wrapped up in his bed. My body
tingled as I made the final decision to cross the
threshold and step into his room.
“Howard? It’s Susan,” I said lightly with the
intention of announcing my presence.
Howard remained silent. Apart from a steady
rise and fall of his chest, he remained motionless.
‘He is asleep’.
I closed the door behind me and walked lightly
on my feet to his bedside. The blanket was pulled
up to his chest, covering the rest of his body. His
chest up, however, was exposed.
‘He’s probably naked under the covers.’ I
suppressed the thought as quickly as it had risen.
I stood there for a while, watching him breathe
softly. His features mesmerized me even more than
they had in the afternoon. My eyes traced every
inch of his exposed body; from his hair, to his
forehead, to his closed eyes and eyelashes, to his
nose, to his lips and finally to his chest.
I was drawn to him and suddenly found myself
sitting gently on the bed. I continued staring at him
until my eyes fell on his lips once more. In the
afternoon, I’d admired them. Now, however, I was
even more drawn to them, wanting to bend down
and kiss them.
‘What would it be like to kiss those lips?’ I
wondered as the lips continued to hypnotize me.
Then in a moment of blind madness, where all
my inhibitions and common sense had ceased to
function, I bent forward and kissed him.
Time stood still as my lips settled lightly on his.
I’d intended it to be a light kiss but my lips
lingered. And then the absurd happened.
He kissed back.
My breath caught in my throat from the shock
of finding out that he was awake. He kissed me
again, his lips demanding and, slowly, my lips began
to part in response. The kiss deepened, both of us
surrendering to the passion that threatened to
consume us, feeding off and being fed in return. My
hands came up involuntarily to cup his face as I
continued to kiss him.
“Christ, what am I doing?” I exclaimed as I
snapped away from the kiss.
“I’m so sorry,” I said as our eyes met. “I’m
so…” I tried continuing with my apology but my
voice trailed off. My braveness or foolhardiness –
depending on who was asked – had eventually
waned.
His eyes opened wide and his mouth contorted
as if he was about to say something. But he stayed
silent.
The embarrassment was more than I could
handle. I had to flee the scene as soon as I could as
I felt the floor was about to open and swallow me
whole.
I shielded my face with my hands and rose
abruptly. From the gaps in my hands, I saw his
hands fly out from under the covers and reach for
me. He tried to pull me back but I escaped his grasp
and continued apologizing as I fled the room.
He laid back in bed and made no attempt to
move as I fled.
I
CHAPTER 6
HOWARD
had stayed up all night thinking after Susan
had fled my room.
First I’d replayed every memory in my
head; from meeting her to her abandoning the kiss
and escaping to her room. I’d wanted to go after
her so bad but common sense had finally prevailed.
I’d remembered just in time that she couldn’t
stay in my house. A male professor accommodating
a female student was never going to sit well with
anyone who heard about it. My career was on the
line.
I’d always been so careful and it was amazing
how I’d almost abandoned common sense with the
beautiful lady lodged downstairs. On the occasions
when I had sexual trysts with students, I’d gone
through a rigorous process of making sure they’d
been conditioned enough to know not to jeopardize
my career by spilling the details of our relationship
even after it had ended.
With Susan, I’d almost made the mistake of
getting involved without first ensuring to protect
myself.
‘Good thing I wasn’t the one who went
downstairs to her room.’
‘This can still be remedied.’
I’d stayed awake, trying to devise ways to
manage the situation that was already blowing out
of control. I wasn’t going to deny that the attraction
to Susan was stronger than anything I’d ever felt.
She definitely possessed what it took to bring about
my ruin. Whenever a man was willing to abandon
reason because a woman was involved, his ruin was
just around the corner. Susan had to leave, no
doubt.
‘But how do I get her to leave without having
her becoming vindictive?’
I stood up from my bed then and walked to the
small reading table in my room. For some reason,
I’d been feeling a whole lot better after the
encounter. I pulled an A4 notepad and pen from the
side and began writing.
Twenty minutes later and after going through
over ten drafts, I’d written the perfect letter. I went
over it one more time, looking for errors and
judging if the letter would have the desired effect
on Susan.
‘It would have to suffice.’
I tore the paper from the notepad and placed it
directly on the table, using the pen to hold it in
place. I’d wake up early and tack the letter to her
door before leaving for the office. I’d have to be
quiet so as not to wake her up.
‘I need to avoid a run in with her so that the
message of the letter could sink in.’
I stood up and walked back to bed.
‘Susan! What a lady.’
I
CHAPTER 7
SUSAN
woke up with a start.
After fleeing Howard’s room last night,
I’d found sanctuary in my room. A part of me
had wanted to turn back and run into Howard’s
arms and lips. Another part had hoped Howard
would follow me out of his room and to my
bedroom. I’d seen him reach out and try to stop me
from fleeing, but I’d fled all the same.
By the time I’d gotten to my room, I was a mass
of confused and conflicting emotions.
‘What were you thinking?’
‘The kiss felt nice though. Forget nice, it was
magical.’
‘Oh Susan what have you done?’
‘You’ve messed things up and now everything is
going to be awkward.’
‘But he kissed me back, didn’t he? I didn’t
imagine that, did I?’
The barrage of thoughts assaulted my mind,
whipping me into a frenzy. I was still in that state
when I’d fallen asleep.
After a restless night, I was now awake and
staring at the door. The courage that had possessed
me last night was absent. I willed myself to get up
from the bed but my body refused to cooperate.
Only one thought possessed me now.
‘Howard is out there. How do I face him?’
I turned and spied the bedside clock. The time
was 8 am. I needed to get ready and get down to
the campus to begin registration and orientation. I
couldn’t sit in bed all morning because I was
avoiding my landlord.
‘Get up and get ready Susan.’
‘Dash out of the house when you’re leaving.’
‘If you run into him, just say good morning.’
With that, I stood up from the bed and jumped
into the shower. I was out in five minutes and
dressed in ten. I applied light makeup and
straightened my hair before picking up my
backpack. I spied myself in the mirror and was
content with my look. Now all I had to do was jet
out of the house without having a chance to run
into Howard.
I stopped at the door and listened for any
movement within the house. When I heard nothing,
I opened the door slightly to listen and steal a peek.
The coast was clear.
I stepped out and shut the door.
Something immediately caught my attention.
There was a note tacked to the door on the outside.
I retrieved the note and opened it. It was from
Howard.
Hello Susan,
I hope you rested well. I’d start this by
welcoming you to Florida. With your adventurous
nature and boldness, you’d settle in fairly well.
Looking forward to hearing many stories of your
experiences in this beautiful city.
However, it is unfortunate that our housing
agreement has to come to an end. New details have
come to light that prevents me from being able to
sub-let living space to you, as agreed. I know this
is highly inconvenient and disrupts your already
planned schedule, but know that I am looking out
for your well-being.
To ease the burden of finding a new place and
relocating, I’m offering to lodge you for a whole
week, which would afford you enough time to find
another accommodation. Since I’m also reneging
on our deal, your rent money would be refunded to
you.
Once again I’m sorry for any inconvenience
this will cause you.
Warmest regards,
Professor Howard Jones.
Shock rippled through my veins as I stared at
the note.
‘He’s kicking me out because of what happened
last night?’
My mind began reeling. I needed to get to the
university and get settled in. Now I also needed to
begin finding another place to stay that would be as
convenient and close to the campus.
‘I should have left my ass in bed,’ I
reprimanded myself.
I heaved and turned to walk out of the house.
There was no need to dash out again as Howard
had most likely left for work. And then something
I’d missed in the letter jumped out at me at the
thought of Howard being at work.
I stopped in my tracks.
‘Professor Howard Jones? Howard is a
professor?’
I
CHAPTER 8
SUSAN
got on campus in a state of disarray, wearing
a blue dress with white flower patterns
printed all over it. My hair was combed
straight into a ponytail and my face was clean. I
hadn’t bothered to take the time to do my makeup.
I was running late for my appointment with the
dean. The appointment came about from my
wanting to take on extra coursework from the
psychology department.
As a result, the dean had asked to meet me by 8
am this morning to discuss the possibilities and
whether she was going to give her approval to
proceed with registering me on the extra courses.
It had been a week since I’d moved out of the
professor’s mansion and secured accommodation in
a building closer to the campus. I’d stumbled on the
new
place
by
luck
after
narrating
my
accommodation problems to a course mate,
conveniently emitting the part of the story where I
was staying in the hot economics professor’s house.
My course mate had offered that we move in
together with me reimbursing her with half of what
was paid as rent. I was sold on the idea of being
roommates with her because I was increasingly
getting closer to her. We could study together, go to
lectures together, do assignments together and
basically spur ourselves on to academic success.
I’d moved in a week ago, two days after my
faux pas in the professor’s bedroom. I couldn’t bare
the embarrassment of staying one more day in the
house and having to run into him. Thankfully I
hadn’t. I’d simply left a note for him in the same
manner that he’d notified me of my eviction; a
letter tacked to his door.
Dear Professor Howard Jones,
Thank you for your hospitality throughout my
brief stay in your home. I’ve been able to secure
other accommodation so I’ll be moving out today.
Please courier the cheque refund to the
address appended at the back of this letter.
I’ll leave your keys under the flower pot at the
door.
Regards,
Susan Fowler.
The letter had been brief on purpose. I’d tried
to save face in the eyes of the professor and I felt
keeping the letter as brief as possible helped me
retain some dignity.
I’d pinned the letter to his bedroom door and
left his keys under the flower pot as I’d indicated,
before walking out the gate and never looking back.
I’d hoped I’d never have to run into him again.
I hadn’t seen him since that day but had gotten
myself into a mix up in a bid to avoid him. When
looking through one of my course outlines, I saw
his name boldly displayed as the lecturer in charge
of handling that course. I’d immediately gone into
panic mode wondering how I was going to sit in the
same class looking at Howard for one year.
‘Why in the world did he have to be a professor
in my department? Of all things.’
It didn’t help matters that I was still stuck on
him and apparently so was the whole female
population of the university - staff and students
included.
I heard his name being mentioned everywhere I
went as females all around campus nattered about
him with dreamy eyes and longing smiles. I had
about enough of it as the jealousy mixed with my
embarrassment was going to drive me off the edge.
Finally I stumbled on a solution that was going
to save me from running into him. The solution had
originated with my roommate who’d taken on some
courses in the psychology department. As a result,
of the workload, my roommate was permitted to
miss Howard’s lectures. Another lecturer was put in
charge of tutoring her and the others who’d done
the same thing, as Professor Howard wouldn’t be
available on the only time slot that they had
available to take their lectures.
If I followed my roommate’s example, I’d be
able to escape Howard for another year. By my
sophomore year, if I did have any course with him,
he probably wouldn’t even remember me.
It was this decision that had me on the way to
the dean’s office this morning. Since my high
school grades were lower than all the others who’d
taken extra course work, the dean had insisted on
meeting me to make sure I could handle the extra
load.
I stumbled into the departmental reception and
spied the clock that hung on the wall. I was five
minutes late. I made my way to the dean’s office
and knocked on the door before proceeding to open
it.
“Good morning. I’m here to see Professor
Betty,” I said to the dean’s secretary.
To get to the dean’s office, one had to come in
through the office of her secretary.
“Do you have an appointment?” the secretary
queried without lifting her head from the stack of
papers in front of her.
“Yes. Susan Fowler.”
“Ok. Go in. She’s been expecting you,” the
secretary responded, pointing to the door that led to
the dean’s office without lifting her head.
I made my way to the door, knocked twice and
pushed it open. I stepped in and closed the door
behind me. Turning to face the dean, I froze.
Professor Howard Jones was sitting in front of
the dean with his back to me. For a brief moment, I
considered escaping. He hadn’t seen me yet.
“Oh welcome Susan. I’ve been expecting you,”
Professor Betty said, causing Howard to turn and
look at me.
My heart skipped in my chest. His face
betrayed no emotion yet I recognized the glint that
briefly appeared in his eyes. He turned to face the
dean and excused himself so she could have her
meeting with me.
He stood and walked past me to the door, the
familiarity of his scent almost causing me to faint,
and then he was gone. This was the first time I’d
seen him since our encounter and I couldn’t have
wished for a better time for the ground to open up
and swallow me whole.
“Come sit, Susan,” the dean said, dragging my
focus back to the present.
I made my way slowly to the seat Howard had
just vacated, and lowered myself into it.
The dean began talking about my choice but I
wasn’t hearing a word. My mind was absent as it
had left the room with Howard, travelling back to
the night in the professor’s bedroom.
‘How could you have been so foolish?’ I
scolded myself for the umpteenth time.
“Susan? Susan! Did you hear me?” the dean
was asking.
“Sorry?” I responded, completely disoriented as
her inquiry brought my mind back into the room.
“I was asking why you wanted the extra
coursework,” the Dean said, her brows arching in
concern. “Are you alright dear? You’ve turned pale
all of a sudden,” the dean noted.
“I’m sorry, professor. I just feel sick all of a
sudden,” I responded.
“Oh dear. Alright get to the clinic then and find
out what the matter is. We can have this meeting
when you’re feeling better,” the Dean remarked.
“Thank you, professor.” I expressed my
gratitude as I stood up lightheaded.
“Take it easy.” I heard the Dean caution me as I
made my way out of her office.
“Thank you,” I said to the dean’s secretary as I
exited her office.
I’d barely shut the door when a hand wrapped
around my arm and pulled me into the opposite
office. I would have let out a scream if it were not
for the way I was feeling. The door to the office
slammed shut before I even had a chance to
reorient myself to the lightning speed with which
I’d been kidnapped. As I turned to face the door
and my captor, I saw Howard staring at me. The
look in his eyes had me shivering in fear.
He stepped towards me and I began backing
away from him. He continued his advance,
matching my retreat step for step. Finally
something stopped me from retreating any further. I
turned back to see that I’d backed into the table in
the office. With nowhere to go, I turned back to
face Howard only to turn into his kiss.
The kiss had come out of the blue, sending my
mind into confusion.
I had no idea what was happening. One second,
I was backing away from Howard in fear, the next
second he was kissing me smack on the lips. My
eyes were open and I saw clearly the passion that
was etched onto his face, forcing his eyes closed.
He’d cupped my face with his hands and his lips
had begun to probe. I remained unresponsive, not
out of irritation, but out of confusion.
His lips probed again, seeking entry into my
mouth and I finally surrendered to the passion that
had been building within and was at this moment on
the verge of consuming me whole. My eyes closed
shut as my lips parted, leaving his tongue free to
find its way into my mouth, drinking from a
fountain that seemed incapable of quenching its
thirst. As I kissed him back, his hands left my face
and cupped my breasts.
Desire welled up within me as his thumbs
stroked my nipples through the fabric of my dress
and bra. The kiss deepened as my nipples strained
against my bra, completely erect and wanting to be
free. His thumbs brushed over them again causing a
throbbing sensation to originate between my legs.
My hands went up involuntarily and circled his
neck, while his mouth continued to demand from
me.
He lifted me and placed me on the table, his
strength not coming as a surprise to me. His hands
began rolling my dress up as I adjusted to allow the
lower parts of my dress ride up to my waist. My
hands came off his neck and planted themselves on
the table to support my frame as his hands now
found a new mission and began stroking my thighs,
slowly making their way to the wetness that lay
between my legs. Finally one of his hands shifted
my panties to the side while the other touched me
lightly. Sparks flew in my head.
The kiss had continued uninterrupted until this
moment when he touched me; my lips freed his as
my head rocked backwards in a moan.
“Fuck me,” I heard myself whisper with my
eyes closed and my head tilted backwards, driving
him mad with desire. “Fuck me now,” I said, not
believing the words that were coming out of my
own lips.
He’d continued to touch me until I felt
something else toying with my labia and clit. My
eyes opened and I saw him holding his erect penis
in one hand while the other held my panties to the
side.
The desire I saw etched onto his face drove me
closer to the edge as he sought permission to take
me. A simple nod from me was enough approval as
he slowly slid into me, causing another moan to
escape my lips. My eyes watered both from a
combination of the size of his manhood and the
passion that was spinning out of control within me.
He began moving back and forth, slowly at first
until he had settled into a rhythm. His thrusts began
to increase in intensity and speed as I struggled to
steady my body with my hands.
The molten fire that had begun spreading within
me was making it impossible for me to maintain
focus.
“I’m cumming,” I whispered, completely lost in
the throes of passion.
“I’m cumming as well,” he grunted as he
continued to thrust furiously.
Suddenly my eyes went white as the walls of
my vagina clenched and my body rocked from the
orgasm that took a hold of me. A scream escaped
my lips and was muffled by Howard’s hands. I bit
his hand, sending him over the edge as well as I felt
him tense and begin to spurt warm liquid into me.
Both of us had climaxed together and our bodies
convulsed in unison from the ecstasy that
enveloped us, as our juices mixed together.
Finally we collapsed on the table, completely
spent.
I
CHAPTER 9
SUSAN
was the first to recover.
My eyes opened slowly as the objects
around me began to take shape. I was lying
on my back and something was leaning on top of
me with my legs wrapped around it.
Howard!
Howard’s head was on my stomach as he
bunched over me on the table. We had just engaged
in a mind blowing sex session that I wouldn’t have
envisaged happening in a million years. My eyes
looked the length and breadth of the office; from
the books on the shelf to the plaques on the wall.
This was Howard’s office, a fact that had been lost
on me when I’d first been dragged in here.
We’d just had sex in his office.
My body tingled with excitement and residual
sexual energy. I wanted to wake him up but loved
the feel of him clamped between my legs, as well as
the sight of his hair when I looked down. I smiled
and laid my head back down on the desk. No need
to let the moment end just yet.
‘Who would have thought?’
My eyes closed as I drifted back to moments
ago when he’d driven me to the crest and pushed
me over.
Suddenly a knock sounded on the door. Both
our heads came up instantly. There was a brief
pause before the scramble began to get ourselves
dressed.
“Professor Jones?” a female voice said from
beyond the door.
Howard’s head came up at the voice. He turned
to look at me before putting a finger over his mouth
to signal for me to be silent.
The knock sounded again and this time it was
followed by a gentle twisting of the door knob. I
almost fainted as I saw the door knob rotate in its
place. I was already done adjusting my gear, but
Howard was still in the process of belting his
trouser and straightening his shirt.
The knob rotated back to position as the door
failed to open.
I turned to look at Howard and saw him holding
up a key for me to see. He had sensed my fear of
being discovered and pulled the key from his
pocket to show me there was nothing to worry
about as long as we stayed silent. His forefinger
moved to his lips again as he signaled that silence
was very important at this point.
“Professor Jones?” The voice sounded again.
After what seemed like an eternity, we heard
the footsteps of the interloper walking away from
the door to Howard’s office. We both stayed in
place moments after waiting to be completely in the
clear.
Finally, Howard exhaled, causing me to look at
him once more. He returned to the task of belting
his trousers and making sure his shirt was tucked in
properly.
The silence began to weigh heavy on me. We
had just had sex, and minutes ago had escaped
discovery. Yet he’d remained silent and hadn’t said
a word.
“So, what now, Howard?” I finally said.
He remained silent as he finished dressing and
turned around to face me. After I had adjusted my
pants, I sat back on the table so he was in front of
me. He stared at me but remained silent.
“Say something, professor,” I said, stressing the
professor title at my frustration with his silence.
“I don’t know,” he finally responded.
“What do you mean you don’t know? You have
a plan don’t you?” I asked.
“Well the plan is to get out of this office
without being seen. After that is accomplished, I
can think of what next to do,” Howard answered.
My mouth dropped open at his response.
“What?” he asked when he noticed the
expression on my face.
“That’s it? What next to do? I’m just a booty
call to you?” I could hear my voice beginning to
rise.
“I didn’t say that,” Howard responded, rubbing
at his temples.
“So what are you saying then? Because all I’m
hearing is you trying to get rid of me, like this
didn’t just happen.” I said ‘this’, referring to the sex
and gesturing over the table I was sitting on.
“Susan.”
“No, tell me Howard. What are you saying?” I
continued, my voice too high for comfort.
“Susan.”
“I want to know Mr. Professor. What happens
now?”
“Susan!”
“Don’t Susan me,” I shrieked. “Is that it? I’m a
booty call to you now? You trying to get rid of me?
Why the fuck, Howard, are you trying to do that?”
I finished.
“Because this would be the end me!” Howard
snapped finally, sending ripples of shock down my
spine.
His words hung in the air, boring a hole in my
chest.
‘This would be the end me?’ I replayed his
words in my head.
He exhaled and rubbed his temple with his
hands again.
“Susan,” he said softly. “I’m not trying to get
rid of you. I’m just trying to be careful.”
He paused his explanation and came to sit
beside me on the table and I almost leaned against
him, wanting so desperately for him to hold me.
“Susan I’m attracted to you, more than I have
ever been attracted to anyone else before. I can’t
explain it for the life of me, but ever since I saw
you, I’ve not been able to get my mind off you.
When you walked into my room that night, I almost
risked it all by following you back to yours.”
He paused again, this time turning to cup my
face in his hands. His words softened my heart and
made my eyes tear up.
“You drive me crazy, Susan. The sparks I feel
whenever we are in the same space is electrifying. I
can’t deny it. But I’m a professor and you are a
student. The university laws do not allow for a
relationship to exist between us. Hell, if news got
out of what had just happened between us, I’d lose
my job and be disgraced in academic circles.”
A tear slipped down my cheek as the
implication of what he was saying dawned on me.
“I want you Susan. With every fiber in my
being. But I can’t have you. I’m sorry Susan but we
simply can’t be together. Not now.”
I removed my face from his hands and shut my
eyes. He was right and yet the pain that was searing
through me forced more tears through my shut eyes
and down my cheeks. After much struggle I
regained my composure and turned to face him,
while wiping my tears.
“Fuck you, Howard,” I said as I stood up from
his table and walked towards the door.
“Susan.”
“Come open this door for me or I’ll scream and
let the whole world know what just happened in
here,” I threatened.
Of course I couldn’t make good on my threat.
Howard had simply said the truth and there was no
way I could bring myself to hurt him. I just wanted
him to feel some of the pain and fear I felt at being
rejected and abandoned by him.
At my threat, he sprung from the table and was
immediately at my side.
‘Susan,” he said softly, his eyes betraying his
fear for the first time.
The tears threatened to begin flowing again as I
realized he was truly vulnerable and scared of being
discovered.
“Just open the door for me. Howard. I need to
go.”
“Susan,” he said as he tried to reach for me.
I stepped beyond his reach and folded my arms.
I had struggled to regain my composure and
couldn’t afford to break down again.
“Howard please open the door. Please!” I said
with as much strength as I could muster to keep
from crying.
He studied me for a bit and then proceeded to
do as I had asked.
I pulled the door knob and stole a glance into
the hallway to see if there was anyone hanging
around. The hallway was empty.
I turned back to look at him one more time, a
part of me willing him to pull me back into the
office and hold me in his warm embrace.
His lips began to form a word but I didn’t wait
to hear it.
I turned and fled.
I
CHAPTER 10
SUSAN
sat alone in class, waiting for Professor
Howard Jones to walk in and begin his
lecture. This was the first time I was going to
attend his class and I wasn’t looking forward to it.
My bid to avoid his class had failed as the dean had
decided any extra course work I took on wouldn’t
be beneficial to me.
As a result, I was forced into taking this class.
My roommate who had been my support since I got
on campus was absent. I was going to have to face
this storm alone.
I’d already missed the first class Howard had
taught. I’d sat in the class waiting, just as I was
doing now. Suddenly I’d gotten into a panic and
fled before Howard had arrived. That class had
been a day after our office encounter. I hadn’t been
ready.
Now a week after, I’d given myself enough of a
pep talk to encourage myself to sit in class and
listen to the lecture, in spite of the fact that he was
the one teaching. I’d spied on him all week so that
his appearance in class wouldn’t hit me by surprise,
and now I considered myself ready.
‘The class is noisier today than last week,’ I
wondered absentmindedly.
There was definitely a lot more noise than the
last time I’d sat in the class. I paid no mind as I
brought my wrist up to check the time. As if on
cue, Professor Howard Jones walked into the
lecture hall and headed straight for the podium.
He pulled the board into view, picked up a
marker, and wrote something on the board.
Turning to face the class, he greeted the
students. “Morning.”
There was a chorus of responses for which he
acknowledged with a nod and began his lecture.
I had kept my head down, struggling to focus on
what he was saying and not on the sound of his
voice. I’d kept my face down so as to avoid
accidently making eye contact with him.
Then I heard the whispers. They were in front
and all around me; barely audible whispers but
clearly perceptible to my ears as a result of my
proximity to their source.
“Oh my god! Just look at him.”
“He’s so gorgeous.”
“Look at his muscles. Sweet baby Jesus.”
“What wouldn’t I give to have those arms
wrapped around me?”
“Lord knows I’d fuck his brains out if I get a
chance.”
My female course mates were ogling the
professor, and it seemed to be every female that
was present in class.
A wave of jealousy passed through me as the
whispers continued. It quickly turned into a quiet
rage causing me to lift my head up and stare
straight at Howard.
He’d continued lecturing until he froze on
noticing me. He bent his head as if consulting his
notes for a brief moment before continuing with the
lecture. I continued to stare intensely at him.
I noticed it then.
His eyes tried to avoid me as much as possible
and in the instances that our eyes met, he struggled
to maintain a straight expression.
He was struggling to maintain his train of
thought and this softened my heart and quieted my
rage. He truly was uncomfortable in my presence.
The ogling continued but without a resulting
effect on me. He was a fine man after all; toast of
the females and heartthrob of many. I exhaled and
sat through the lecture, mentally blocking out the
whispers of admiration. I’d been right. Any
relationship between us was illegal by university
rules and there was nothing I could do about it at
the moment.
Time flew by and suddenly the lecture was
over.
After the lecture, Howard couldn’t get out of
the office fast enough. A number of girls had gone
in pursuit of him, all pretending to have something
they needed him to explain further.
I’d stayed back for a bit, allowing the crowd of
my course mates to empty out of the lecture hall. I
wasn’t in the mood to be part of the crowd or the
throng of girls currently in pursuit of the handsome
professor.
“Hi!”
The greeting startled me out of my thoughts as I
turned in shock. A fairly handsome young man,
who was definitely one of my course mates, was
staring at me and had a hand outstretched.
“My name’s David.”
“Hi David,” I said, returning his handshake.
“Well, what’s your name?” he asked, still
holding my hand.
“Susan,” I responded curtly.
“Don’t be frightened, Susan,” he responded
with a nervous chuckle, finally releasing my hand.
“I was sitting behind you during the lecture and
noticed you weren’t taking down notes. I also
noticed you weren’t around during the last lecture,
so I figured you probably hadn’t caught up and was
at a loss for what the professor was saying.”
“Yes,” I lied. “That’s exactly what happened,” I
concluded, forcing a smile.
“Well I could relay to you what was taught at
the last lecture if you want? I’m heading to the
library now,” David offered.
A quick calculation and I decided to accept his
offer. I was supposed to study with Carol, my
roommate, later on tonight, but I could as well let
David bring me up to speed.
“That would be really nice, David. Thank you
very much,” I responded, officially accepting his
offer.
I packed my notes and made my way with my
new tutor out of the lecture hall. On our way, we
passed some female members of faculty, including
the dean. The caucus were all engaged in hushed
conversations and stifled laughter.
David and I walked by briskly, but not before I
had caught a whiff of their conversation. They too
must have seen the entourage of girls following
Professor
Howard,
which
had
sparked
a
conversation amongst them. When I paid closer
attention as we passed, I was forced to smile. Their
comments weren’t dissimilar from what I’d heard
the girls in my class saying earlier.
I continued my journey towards the library,
striking up a random conversation with David.
I
CHAPTER 11
HOWARD
made my way back to my office after
standing a while in the library and making
sure my erection had gone down. I’d watched
Susan walk away and wondered how I’d let myself
get entangled in such a mess.
Yes, the attraction to her had been purely
sexual in the beginning, but now, it was blossoming
into something else, something that was growing
beyond my control.
I wasn’t expecting to see in her in class today
and froze when our eyes met. With the look in her
eyes, I could swear that she was moments away
from blowing up and walking towards the podium,
before snatching the stage from me and revealing
our secret to everyone.
When she’d left my office over a week ago, I’d
known she was going to keep the secret in spite of
her threat. The way she’d opened my office door
and scanned the hallway carefully had told me her
threat had just been that of a lady in pain. She was
never going to see it through.
But seeing her in the hall today, and with the
rage that she’d directed at me, I wasn’t so sure
anymore. I’d lost my train of thought briefly, having
to do some quick thinking to mask my blunder
before proceeding with the lecture.
Gradually, as the lecture proceeded, her face
softened and the rage disappeared. She had
reverted to the sweet soft lady who’d captured my
attention in the beginning.
I needed to still be sure that she wouldn’t have
a meltdown and blow the secret wide open. So I’d
discharged
the
throng
of
girls
that
had
inconvenienced me with their following and headed
back to class.
Just as I turned the corner, I’d seen her exit the
class with another student, deep in conversation.
The sound of her laughter had brought a sting to my
heart.
‘Am I jealous?’ I’d asked myself.
I’d decided I wasn’t before going ahead to
follow them. Every time she laughed, however, the
sting returned to my chest. I finally had to admit
that I was truly jealous that someone was making
her laugh and that someone wasn’t me.
I followed them out of the department,
pretending to be engrossed in the book I was
holding in my hands, when I passed the dean and
some of my female colleagues. They tried to signal
my attention to join them but I’d pretended not to
see them.
I had sexual encounters with some of them who
were standing in that circle in the past and the last
thing I wanted was for all of them to be together
with me in the middle.
I’d finally escaped the department building and
continued trailing Susan. She and the other student
had ended up in the library and walked to the study
section where they’d proceeded to sit and start a
tutoring session that lasted the better part of twenty
minutes.
I’d sat within earshot of their conversation all
through, both impressed at the young man’s grasp
of the lecture and Susan’s assimilation of what she
was being taught. They’d continued on as I’d tried
to remain inconspicuous, the textbook in front of
me opened at a random page.
Suddenly the tutor had run into a snag in his
explanations, causing him to suggest Susan retrieve
a text from the bookshelves to aid in her
understanding. Coincidentally, it was the same text
I had used to deliver my lecture; the same text I
had used to escape my female colleagues; the same
text that was currently open in front of me.
Susan had stood up and was headed to the book
section of the library. I’d recognized this as my
chance to accost her and find the answer to my
question of whether she was capable of holding
down our secret.
Knowing the library better than she did, I knew
exactly where she was going to find the text on the
shelves. I’d jetted off from my seat and went to
wait for her at the end of the shelf were she’d get
the text she was looking for. I saw her walk into the
aisle, her concentration fully on the books in front
of her.
My head remained lowered as I began to
approach her slowly. Finally, I reached her just as I
noticed a smile spreading across her lips. I’d
intended to walk in behind her and engage her
subtly, but in a moment of blind jealousy, I’d
reached out and spun her around. I was certain the
smile was as a result of the boy she’d been sitting
with and I couldn’t hold myself back.
When I’d spun her, however, the look in her
eyes had me melting.
“What the hell,” she whispered, completely
alarmed.
“You’ve been avoiding me haven’t you?” I
queried.
“Are you nuts?” she blasted back, her voice
barely above a whisper. “Of course I’ve been
avoiding you. Isn’t that what you wanted?” she
finished.
“So I take it you are going to keep what
happened between us to yourself?” I probed on
while staring into her eyes.
“Of course I’m not going to tell anyone,
Howard. I cannot do that to you. I was simply
angry when I threatened you the other day,” she
finally said.
I’d managed to engage her civilly up until I’d
asked her who the boy was to her. I’d anticipated
her reaction in the moment of silence before I’d
asked the question. I’d also calculated that moment
as the perfect time to plant a kiss on her lips. If the
answer she’d given me happened to be a lie, the
kiss would both reveal the truth and keep her in
check.
What I hadn’t calculated on was getting drawn
into the kiss as well, so much so that I was ready to
have her again right there in between the library
shelves, not minding the consequences of someone
catching us.
Only her hand reaching for the bulge in my
trousers brought me back to my senses. I’d come
here to clear up my mess and almost stumbled into
something worse than what I was trying to clean
up. More importantly, I realized I was in deep
trouble with Susan. As I watched her walk away, I
knew she was in love with me. Worse still, I
understood that this was no longer just a physical
attraction on my part, I’d fallen head over heels for
her as well.
I was in love with Susan.
The realization caused me to pause at my office
door, my key inserted into the keyhole with my
other hand holding the door knob.
I had no idea how long I’d remained that way
until the voice of the dean behind me stunned me
back to reality.
“Professor Jones?”
I spun on my heels to face her.
“Dean Betty!”
“Are you alright?” she asked.
“Oh yes, I’m fine.”
“Ok!” she exclaimed, stretching the word as a
result of her confusion at finding me standing
absentmindedly in front of my door. “Well the
departmental meeting is at 1 pm. I’m on my way
there. You coming?” she inquired.
“I’m right behind you ma’am,” I responded,
forcing a smile. In the whole Susan conundrum, I
had totally forgotten about the departmental
meeting.
“Ok then,” the dean said as she made to walk
away. She turned back after taking a step and faced
me again.
“Are you busy tonight by any chance,
Howard?”
I noticed the shiver in her voice. More
importantly, I noticed that she had switched from
referring to me as ‘Professor Jones’ to simply
‘Howard’. Whatever reason she was asking about
my plans tonight wasn’t official.
“Actually, I’m not doing anything tonight,” I
responded, already anticipating where this was
going.
“Well my ex came to town and decided to take
my daughter out to dinner,” the dean said before
pausing briefly. “We were supposed to go to see the
new Spiderman movie tonight. Now I’ve got two
tickets and no one to go with.” She paused again
trying to form the words in her mouth before
proceeding.
I saw the stress she was going through and
decided to put her out of her misery.
“Yes, Dean Betty. I won’t mind accompanying
you to the cinema.”
“Really? You sure it’s not a bother?”
“Not at all dean. I could do with the
entertainment.”
“Ok then. The movie is at 10 pm. So, we could
meet out front at say 9:30?”
“Perfect!” I exclaimed briefly.
“Alright then. It’s a date.” The dean chuckled
nervously. “Oh and please call me Betty,” she
concluded.
“Alright, Betty. See you at 9:30,” I said as I
flashed my most charming smile.
I watched her turn and walk away in the
direction of the meeting. I’d agreed to the date
tonight for two reasons. One was because the dean
was a beautiful divorcee who had been trying to
make her move on me for a while now, after a long
hiatus from the dating scene. I’d be damned if I
messed with her confidence. Two was to get my
mind off of Susan. Coming to the realization that I
loved her was no small pill to swallow. I needed the
time off and the distraction of tonight before I
decided what I was going to do about her, seeing as
I couldn’t very well continue to ignore her or push
her away.
I turned and opened my door. I had a
departmental meeting to get to and I needed to get
my iPad from my desk.
I’d think about Susan and the dilemma I was in
later.
D
CHAPTER 12
SUSAN
avid picked me up and took me to the
cinema. It was almost 9:45 pm and we
were there to watch a movie.
After the tutoring session earlier in the day,
David had asked me what my plans were tonight.
I’d confessed to not having any and he suggested
we go watch a late movie at the cinema.
I’d agreed for two reasons. One: I hadn’t been
about town since I got to Florida. Settling into
school and moving accommodation had taken up
almost every minute of spare time I had until now.
Two: I needed to distract myself from my encounter
with Howard at the library.
He’d waylaid me at the shelves, hadn’t given
me a chance to escape and forced me to come to
terms with a new realization that I hadn’t
considered yet. And when he’d kissed me, my fate
had been sealed.
I was in love with Howard.
I wasn’t sure how it had happened but it had
happened somehow. The kiss had been unexpected.
Even more unexpected had been my immediate
response, clawing at Howard and ready for him to
take me right there between the shelves, regardless
of the consequences of being found out.
He’d eventually snapped out of the trance and
stopped us both before we did something that
couldn’t be undone. But as I walked away from
him, I knew I was hooked forever.
Another realization had made an appearance as
well.
Howard was crazy about me.
I hadn’t believed him when he’d said so in his
office, but having him follow me around and
eavesdrop on my study session with David, I knew
his confession was for real.
‘So he’s been watching me?’ The thought had
continued to plague me even after I returned to
David. It had been a struggle to stay focused on
what David was trying to teach me for the
remainder of the session. Eventually, he’d
conceded defeat, citing the fact that I had most
likely reached my saturation point. We’d closed the
book and started having a light conversation, where
he’d finally arrived at the subject of what I was
doing tonight.
Now we were here and I was still finding it
difficult to get Howard off my mind. Now, more
than ever, I knew I didn’t want anyone finding out
about what had happened between us. I couldn’t
bare being the one responsible for putting Howard
in trouble with the university board.
Now that I also couldn’t ignore the fact
anymore that I loved him, I was certain I didn’t
want anything to hurt him. If that meant having
nothing to do with him, I was ready to stay out of
his way.
‘Oh Howard!’
“Howard?” I whispered as I thought my eyes
were playing tricks on me.
Right there at the popcorn stand in front of us,
was Howard. He was in the middle of a hearty
laugh with another woman. The woman turned and
I recognized her as none other than the dean,
Professor Betty.
‘What are they doing here?’ I wondered.
David was beside me, in the middle of
explaining his take on the prequel Spider movie.
According to him, it was important to understand
how the plot merged with the one we were about to
watch. So he was doing his best to refresh my
memory. Apparently, he hadn’t met our professor
or dean just yet.
I halted our advance towards the popcorn stand
abruptly.
“David could we just sit here for a bit? My legs
are getting tired.”
“What about our popcorn?” David protested
lightly.
“We can get it just before the movie starts. I
just need to rest my leg for a bit.”
“Ok. Would you like to sit and let me go get our
popcorn?”
“And leave me all by myself? Such a
gentleman, you are David,” I said mockingly, trying
to blackmail him into sitting.
I succeeded as he removed his eyes from the
popcorn stand and chose a seat for us. When we sat
down, David continued to regale me with the plot
of the movie. I continued to feign interest, while
keeping an eye on our professors at the popcorn
stand.
After what seemed like an eternity, they finally
procured their popcorn and left the stand, heading
straight for the door to the theatre. My eyes caught
Howard’s as he steered the Dean into the movie
theatre.
My breath caught in my chest for a moment
before recognizing something else from his look
and demeanor.
Howard didn’t have any hint of surprise on his
face. He’d already seen me and David.
I
CHAPTER 13
HOWARD
had seen Susan walk into the food court with
the fellow she’d been with at the library
earlier in the day, just as I’d gotten to the
popcorn stand with Betty. I’d almost stumbled in
shock but expertly masked my reaction. I continued
to laugh and regale Betty with my brand of humor,
causing her to erupt in laughter at intervals.
Susan hadn’t seen me yet so I decided to enter
the food court and get the popcorn deal as soon as
possible. The next time I stole a glance behind me,
Susan and the fellow were seated somewhere in the
food court. It had been the perfect time to steal
Betty away and straight into the theatre. I’d hoped
that they weren’t all here to watch the same movie;
but even as I thought it, some part of me already
knew they were also here to watch the same movie.
When I and Betty had got to the door of the
theatre, I handed our tickets to the usher at the
door. Turning back to look at the food court one
last time, I saw Susan staring directly at me. There
was no hint of surprise on her face. Too late. She’d
definitely spotted me already.
I disappeared with Betty behind the door and
into the darkness of the theatre beyond. Betty had
made us sit in the first row of seats before I could
stop her
“You can’t possibly want to sit at the lowest
level. That’s the worst set of seats in the theatre,” I
exclaimed.
“But I always sit there. So I can get out of the
theatre before the crowd gets to the door,” Betty
had protested.
“Forget the crowd and follow me. I’d show you
the best seats,” I responded as I began to climb the
steps.
In truth, the first rows of seats were the worst
seats in the theatre but that wasn’t why I’d rejected
them. I didn’t want to take the chance of Susan
walking in with her escort and seeing me, then
climbing beyond where I couldn’t steal glances at
her without it being obvious. So, I’d climbed to
almost the top before choosing a seat for Betty and
I.
“Are these the best seats?” Betty asked wide
eyed.
“No Betty. The best seats are in the middle of
the theatre, but people have already occupied them.
These are the next best seats in the theatre,” I
exclaimed truthfully.
I settled in and waited. This way, if Susan
walked in, I would be able to see her and watch as
she went to her seat. I’d also be able to spy on her
throughout the movie from this vantage point.
I saw her the moment she walked in with her
escort holding her hand. The familiar sting I’d
gotten in my chest when I’d heard her laughing in
the department earlier today returned. I tensed out
of jealousy but relaxed soon after when I saw her
head darting all over the place, obviously looking
for me.
My heart warmed at the thought that she
wanted to find me in the dark theatre.
Then she and her escort sat down and another
round of torture began.
She had coiled up to her escort as I watched. I
didn’t even notice when Betty had slid her arm into
mine as well. I was so engrossed in her shenanigans
that I was missing out on the movie and missing out
on Betty’s attempt at a snuggle. This wasn’t what
I’d envisioned when I’d accepted Betty’s offer to
the movies this afternoon. I’d hoped for a getaway,
and now I was faced with even more torture.
Finally when I had enough, I asked Betty to
excuse me as I needed to use the rest room. Betty
had offered to follow me but I’d impressed on her
the need to stay so she could tell me what I’d
missed when I got back.
I’d made my way past where Susan was sitting
and I out of the theatre before I paused to inhale
deeply, all in a bid to get my composure back. I
glanced at the food court, which was virtually
empty. At this time, the only people left in the
cinema where those who’d come to watch the late
night movie and a handful of workers. I turned then
and headed for the rest room.
I arrived at the entrance of the rest rooms and
followed the sign that indicated the direction to the
male toilets. I walked towards the sink and placed
both hands on the ceramic surround in order to
support my weight and my raging emotions. I put
my head down and closed my eyes.
“Hey!” Susan barked behind me, causing me to
jump.
I
CHAPTER 14
SUSAN
had followed Howard out of the theatre.
When I stepped through the doors, I’d
paused briefly for my eyes to adjust to the
light outside. I glanced all over the food court and
beyond trying to find what direction Howard had
headed in when he’d exited the theatre.
After a while, I spotted him at the end of the
food court, heading for the restrooms. I
immediately set off after him, doubling my pace so
I’d catch him in time before he walked into the
men’s toilet. By the time I cleared the food court
and got to the entrance of the restrooms, I saw
Howard walking into the men’s toilet.
“Darn it!” I swore under my breath.
‘To wait for him or to follow him in?’ I thought
briefly.
After glancing about to see if anyone was
around, I made my decision. Asides the late night
movie watchers and a handful of staff, the cinema
was otherwise empty. Most of the movie watchers
were at this moment confined within the theatres
for the movies they’d come to see.
“Fuck it!” I exclaimed softly as I barged into
the men’s toilet.
The first sight that greeted me was Howard with
his head bowed over the sink. My heart melted.
He’d obviously witnessed the show I’d put up for
him and had been affected in more ways than I’d
bargained for.
“Hey!” I barked at him, causing him to jump in
fright.
“What the fuck, Susan. You scared the shit out
of me,” Howard said, as he turned to face me.
“What the hell are you doing in here?” he
exclaimed, suddenly aware that I’d actually
followed him into the men’s toilet.
“I came for you,” I responded as I began my
advance forward, closing the gap between us.
“Came for me?” Howard asked, confused.
“Yes, professor. I came for you,” I reiterated, a
seductive smile spreading across my lips.
Suddenly I closed the gap between us and was
standing directly in front of him, causing him to
back up against the sink. I loved the fact that he
was the one retreating now, the same way he had
made me retreat back at his office when we’d had
sex for the first time.
“What are you doing, Susan?” Howard asked
and, for the first time, I heard a slight tremor in his
voice.
The great Howard Jones was no longer as
powerful as he’d once been in front of me. Here, in
the men’s room, I wielded the power and he was
vulnerable.
“This is the men’s room for heaven’s sake
Susan. What do you think you are…”
I cut him off mid-sentence, planting a kiss on
his lips and silencing him. He responded as I’d
expected as my lips began probing his. I could still
hear some muffled protests so I kissed him deeper.
Finally, all forms of protest stopped as he took over
the reins of command, forcing his tongue deep into
my throat and causing me to go weak at the knees.
I leaned against him in a bid to steady myself
and he grabbed me by the waist, righting me
properly. He continued to kiss me till my head spun
and I forgot how else to proceed. Before I could get
a grip of myself, he lifted me and placed me on the
sink counter.
As at the first time in his office, I was wearing a
dress once more. For someone who wore more
jeans, how I had managed to be wearing a dress on
both occasions when I found myself alone with
Howard was a mystery to me. He continued to kiss
me on the counter until all I wanted was for him to
roll my dress up, push my panties to the side and
slide in like he’d done before.
After waiting for a while, I reached out and
touched the bulge in his trousers I knew was there,
in a bid to encourage him to take it a step further;
after all, I was his for the taking. As soon as my
hands began massaging his bulge, he let out a deep
grunt from his throat into my mouth. The sound he
made spurred me on and I began kneading the
bulge as best as I could.
Suddenly he pulled his head back and pulled me
down from the counter. He spun me around till my
back faced him and then bent me over. I knew
exactly what he had in mind and proceeded
hurriedly to remove my panties by myself, as my
insides
did
cartwheels
in
excitement
and
anticipation. By the time I’d assumed the position
he’d left me in previously, he had rid his waist of
his trousers and boxer shorts.
I placed my hand on the counter as he stepped
closer from behind and steadied my waist. I felt his
manhood probing for the entrance between my
legs, so I lowered myself even more to grant him
easy access. As soon as he found it, he slammed
straight in, causing me to gasp. Even though I was
already wet and needy, I hadn’t been expecting the
speed with which he used to enter me from behind;
in a weird kind of way, I liked it. I licked my lips
and moaned as he began to thrust into me from
behind.
There was nothing gentle and soft about the
way he was fucking me today. I stared at him in the
mirror and saw him staring back at me. The glint in
his eye and grunt in his throat was all I needed to
know that he intended to fuck me like a crazed
animal.
The intensity and ferocity of his thrust
continued to increase, heightening my pleasure and
causing my eyes to close shut from ecstasy. I could
hear my moans increasing as he continued
thrusting, his pelvic muscles and thighs slamming
into my ass and causing it to jiggle.
“Fuck me. Fuck me harder.” I heard myself say
and swore something had possessed me and was
saying those things.
He suddenly spanked my ass without warning,
sending ripples all over my body. I gasped at the
sensation and asked him to do it again.
“Spank me papi. Spank my ass all over this
counter,” I moaned out loud.
He heeded my request and slapped my ass
harder. I couldn’t see it but I knew my ass had
turned red. Worst of all, I loved it.
Something began to spread from between my
thighs at the point where his thrust ended and
retreated. I could feel the fire welling up from
within me as the sensation of him going back and
forth threatened to throw me over the edge.
My moaned intensified as he continued. “Yes.
Yes. Yes. Yes, papi. Yes…” I heard myself
screaming.
Howard didn’t slow down. If anything, my
moans spurred him on, making him go wild with
desire. He continued to thrust as my screams
increased.
Suddenly I felt the urge to pee. I made to run
away from his thrust so I could find the toilet but he
held me in place. The pleasure rippling through my
body also contributed in holding me captive as I
forgot how to express my need to pee.
His strong arms restrained me by the waist as he
continued to pound me from behind. I knew I was
going to go mad if I didn’t pee at that moment.
“Fuck!” I screamed as I finally rode the
sensation to pee and let myself go.
The orgasm took even me by surprise. I began
squirting all over his penis as he paused and
allowed the orgasm to rock my body. I convulsed as
spurt after spurt came out of me causing my eyes to
roll back in my head.
“Oh yes! Ahhhh! Yesss!” I kept on repeating.
I gripped his hands at my waist for support as
my own hands failed me. My strength waned as I
crested wave after wave of orgasm. This was the
first time I’d squirted during sex and the feeling
was out of this world. My eyes closed as little
spasms rocked my body, slowly dissipating till they
were completely gone.
When I opened my eyes, I felt Howard’s penis
spurting and pulsating within me. Somewhere
during my own climax, he had climaxed as well and
was currently crashing down from the wave of
ecstasy. The fact that he’d held onto me in spite of
my earth-shattering orgasm as well as his, was
testament to his strength. If he’d let himself go,
both of us would have ended up on the floor by
now. He slowly slid out of me and the coolness that
rushed in to replace his penis was welcomed.
Slowly I found my strength and stood erect,
turning to face Howard.
He was staring at me and the look in his eyes
caused me to melt.
“I love you, papi,” I said as I stepped forward
to kiss him.
I didn’t care anymore whether I couldn’t have
him or whether I was only his booty call. All I knew
was that I loved him and wanted him to know.
I continued to kiss him passionately as tears
flowed down my cheeks and, while our lips were
still locked in passion, he separated his lips from
mine briefly and whispered:
“I love you too, baby.”
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SUSAN
is admission that he loved me as well
sent joy rippling through my body. I
kissed him even deeper, intent on letting
him feel the depth of my love for him through the
kiss.
In that exact moment, nothing else mattered
other than the love we now both knew we shared.
He tightened his hold on me in a manner that
suggested he had claimed me, causing me to
chuckle.
‘You don’t need to claim me, Howard. You
already had me at hello,’ I thought as I leaned
deeper into him and the kiss. My arms went up
involuntarily around his neck as well in my own
version of staking a claim on him. Whether he liked
it or not, he was my man and I was his woman
henceforth. I wasn’t going to pressure him or make
the mistake of asking him the same question I had
asked him in his office.
‘So, what now, Howard?’
What now was that he was mine and I was his.
If he needed time to come to that realization, then I
would give him all the time in the world.
‘Hurry up Dumbo. Don’t keep me waiting too
long.’
I continued to kiss him until my ears picked up
the sound of voices and approaching footsteps. At
first it felt like I was imagining things, until the
voices grew louder as they approached. I opened
my eyes and broke the kiss between me and
Howard in order to listen more closely.
“What?” he asked disoriented, oblivious to the
approaching intruders.
Maybe he had heard them but his brain hadn’t
registered it just yet.
“Someone is coming,” I whispered as I trained
my ears to continue listening.
“So?” he asked confused, causing me to
chuckle.
“So we are in the men’s room, Howard.
Remember? I’m not supposed to be here.”
Suddenly he realized where we were and what I
was referring to as if his mind had just caught up to
reality.
“Oh!” he exclaimed.
“Yes, ‘oh,’” I mocked in response. “They are
coming, what do we do?” I asked
He immediately sprang into action, pulling me
gently towards one of the bathroom stalls.
“Get in here,” he said as he opened the door
and gently nudged me in. Something about the way
he had taken charge and sprang into action caused
me to tingle with excitement. I truly was in love
with this man.
“Yes daddy,” I said in a mocking tone that made
it clear that we weren’t done with the fucking and I
still wanted him.
He noticed the glint in my eyes and the
naughtiness in my voice which caused him to smile.
“Just lock the door,” he said with a half chuckle
as he pushed the door closed.
I immediately proceeded to do as instructed,
engaging the lock on the door so that it would show
any interloper that the stall was occupied. I stood
there in silence as I heard Howard shuffling
outside, pretending to be busy with his manly
business.
Moments later, I heard the toilet door swing
open. From what I could tell, two men had walked
in. I immediately recognized one of the voices of
the new visitor.
‘David? What was he doing here?’
“Professor Jones?” I heard David say, sounding
surprised to see his professor in the men’s toilet at
the cinema.
“Yes?” I heard Howard respond, feigning
ignorance of the identity of the fellow that had just
called his name.
I had to restrain myself from bursting out into
laughter. Of course Howard knew who David was.
He had stalked both of us to the library only this
afternoon. Now he was feigning ignorance and
putting up a show. It was a damn good show
though, I had to admit.
“My name is David, sir. I’m a student of
yours.” David’s voice was animated, almost as if
he’d run into his childhood hero.
“Oh, hello David. Came to watch a movie?”
“Yes, sir.”
“So why are you with a mall guard and not in
the theatre? I hope there is no trouble whatsoever?”
I heard Howard ask with a hint of concern.
So there were two men out there with Howard.
One was David and the other, a guard at the mall.
‘Why is David walking into the restroom with a
guard? I hope he hasn’t gotten himself into
trouble.’
“No trouble, sir. Or at least I hope not. I’m
actually here on a date with another student of
yours. She left the theatre to go to the rest room
over 30 minutes ago. I came out here to look for
her and enlisted the help of this gentleman to help
me find her and make sure she’s alright.”
I gasped and immediately used my hand to
cover my mouth.
‘David was in the men’s room with a mall
guard because he was looking for me.’
“She? Don’t you think you should have gone
the other way into the female toilets to look for
her?” I heard Howard ask, with a slight chuckle.
“We already did, sir. She isn’t in there. So the
young man insisted we check the men’s room as
well citing that she could have gotten lost or
mistakenly found her way in here.” This time, it
was the guard who had responded to Howard’s
question.
‘Gotten lost or mistakenly found my way into
the men’s room?’ The irony of the situation had me
rolling my eyes.
“Oh. Pretty smart then David. However, it’s
just me in here,” Howard responded
There was a brief pause before I heard Howard
continue. “Oh, just me and the guy who walked
into that stall moments ago.”
David or the security guard must have noticed
the stall I was in was occupied, prompting Howard
to continue on with creating an excuse.
There was another brief silence before I heard
David respond.
“Ok, professor.”
Something in his voice had changed. It was a
subtle change but I had heard it.
“Thank you, sir.” The mall guard said as I heard
both he and David turn round and begin walking
out of the toilet.
“One more thing, David. Have you tried calling
her phone?” Howard asked.
“She left her bag with me in the theatre. Her
phone’s inside the bag,” David responded.
“Then I’m sure she’ll be back. Nothing to
worry about.”
One of the men muttered his thanks as I heard
the door being shut.
‘It has really been 30 minutes?’ I wondered.
After what seemed like an eternity, I heard the
tap at the sink come on. It was reassuring to find
out that Howard was still with me, not like I’d
expected him to leave. He turned off the tap and I
heard the dryer come on.
‘He really is going through the motions.’ I
rolled my eyes.
“The coast is clear. You can come out now.”
I unlocked the door of the stall with more speed
than I’d locked it with initially. I was eager to get
out of that confinement.
I walked out and jetted straight into Howard’s
arms. He opened his arms to grant me access,
slowly closing his arms again and wrapping me in
an embrace.
“We need to leave now. Before your date calls
the cops,” he said softly, causing me to smile.
We really did need to leave but I didn’t want to
end the embrace just yet. I liked where I was and,
for all I cared, David and the rest of the world
could wait. I lifted my head from his chest and
brought my lips to his. He kissed me back briefly.
“Susan let’s go. We really need to leave before
the dean also comes looking for me.”
“Fine, fine. Let’s leave,” I said grudgingly.
He turned me around to face the door and
tapped my ass lightly.
“Giddy up ma’am. Be on your way,” he said
playfully.
I laughed as I proceeded to walk out of the
men’s room. Just as I got to the door, he stopped
me in my tracks with a question, causing me to turn
and face him.
“So, what now, Susan?” he asked, his face lined
with worry.
I recognized the question which made me smile.
It was the same question I had asked him in his
office, the first time we’d had sex.
“What now?” I asked mockingly.
“Yes, Susan. What now? What happens to us?”
“What happens to us silly is that we finally
begin our relationship,” I responded.
A smile slowly spread across his face showing
that he was in agreement with me, causing my
insides to melt.
“Go find your date, professor. Don’t let her
come looking for you,” I said amidst laughter as I
walked out of the men’s room.
The door shut behind me as I held back the urge
to scream for joy. I finally had what I’d dreamed
off since my first night in Florida.
I had Howard.
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SUSAN
walked out of the rest rooms and headed for
the food court. There was no need for me to
go back into the movies seeing as David was
already out looking for me. Not like I was even
interested in the movie anyway after my
rendezvous with the charming professor in the rest
room.
That had to be the craziest thing I’d done, ever.
‘You are such a bad bad girl,’ I teased myself,
chuckling at the memory.
I arrived at the food court and began scanning
the entire expanse of space, looking for David. The
time gap between when he’d left the rest room and
when I did shouldn’t have exceeded 3 minutes. Yet
I’d covered every corner with my sweeping gaze
and he was nowhere to be found.
“Hello!”
I jumped in fright at being startled. David had
come from nowhere, which was somewhere behind
me. I hadn’t noticed his approach and, in turning to
face him, found he was standing pretty close to me.
“Jesus! You startled me,” I shrieked.
He just stood there without responding, his eyes
assessing me from head to toe.
“Where have you been? I’ve been looking all
over for you?” I finally said, trying to break the
awkward silence.
“Let’s go,” he responded simply, more as a
command than a statement.
“Go?” I asked, completely stunned. “What
about the movie?”
“What about the movie? The movie is almost
done. What else is left to watch?” he responded,
obviously cross with me.
With the way he had talked about the movie
before we got here, I knew it had pained him to
miss any scene, let alone the time he had obviously
spent away from it looking for me.
“I’m sorry David,” I said sincerely. “Can I
make it up to you? We could come back and watch
the movie tomorrow. My treat,” I offered,
desperate to make amends with him.
My apology wasn’t because I regretted my
actions. Even if I had the opportunity to redo the
night, I wouldn’t have done it any differently. But I
still needed to appease him. He after all didn’t
deserve to have his night ruined even though it was
at the expense of the best day of my life.
“Oh, you have no idea. You will make it up to
me. You just wait,” he said in a threatening tone.
All my senses immediately became alert.
“What exactly are you trying to say?” I
retorted, getting a bit heated myself.
The way he had spoken to me had gotten on my
nerves. Was he threatening me simply because I’d
wandered off and made him miss parts of his
beloved movie? And if he was, didn’t he hear when
I’d offered to bring him back tomorrow to watch
the movie all over?
“You better get a hold of yourself David. I do
not appreciate being addressed in such a tone. I’ve
apologized and made an offer for another movie
date tomorrow and yet you go ahead to talk to me
in such a manner?”
He didn’t respond. He simply pulled up my bag
and held it in front of me. My hand came up slowly
to collect my bag from him. As soon as he was free
of my bag, he turned and began exiting the cinema.
He paused after taking a few steps and turned back
to look at me.
“Like I said Susan, you have no idea. You will
make it up to me. You just wait. Goodnight!”
With that, he turned and walked out on me.
My head began spinning as a million thoughts
began their assault on my mind.
‘Did David just abandon me at the cinema?’
‘Did he just threaten me twice?’
‘What the hell is wrong with him?’
‘Why is he acting all weird over missing a
movie?’
‘More importantly, what does he mean by what
he said?’
My mind continued to reel till I felt a hand
touch me. I jumped in fright for the second time in
what I imagined was a minute, but in reality was
about 10 minutes.
“Oh my goodness, I didn’t mean to startle you
love. Are you ok?”
I was staring directly into the face of my
economics dean, Professor Betty. Standing behind
her was Howard. Both of them had concern etched
all over their faces, Howard’s even more than
Professor Betty’s.
“Good evening. I’m alright,” I responded, my
voice sounding surprisingly steady.
“Good evening, Professor Jones,” I also said,
trying to keep in line with what I would have done
if I’d run into them at a cinema and didn’t have any
personal relationship with Howard.
I glanced briefly at him and could see the
question in his eyes. ‘What is going on? Where is
David?’
“You sure? Because I kept calling out to you
and you didn’t hear me, not until I touched you,”
the dean continued, bringing my attention back to
her.
“Really?” I asked, stunned. “I’m sorry I was
lost in thought.”
“In the middle of the food court? At almost
midnight?”
I suddenly realized how late it was. It was
almost midnight after all and I must have looked a
sight, standing in the middle of the now empty food
court and lost in thought.
“I’m fine really. Almost midnight eh? Wow! I
really need to be getting home. Thank you,
Professor Betty,” I responded, making to end the
conversation and begin my journey home.
I immediately noticed Howard’s brows arched
in response to my statement. Now he was really
worried hearing that I was alone and about to head
home by myself. He knew something had happened
with David and he wanted to know what.
Unfortunately I couldn’t tell him because even I
didn’t know what had just happened.
“Where do you stay and how are you getting
home at this time of the night? Did you drive?” the
dean asked, clearly concerned about me. I must
have really scared her.
“I’ll be fine ma, I’d take a taxi home.”
“Nonsense! I’m going to drop you at home.”
I tried to protest but she had turned her back on
me and was telling Howard goodnight.
“Thank you for the company tonight, Professor
Jones. I really had a good time. I have to take her
home now. I hope you feel better soon. I’ll see you
in the office tomorrow.”
Howard responded, also thanking her for having
him. He bent forward and pecked her cheek while
staring at me, standing right behind her. His eyes
said it all.
‘Call me as soon as you can.’
I nodded to him as Professor Betty turned back
to face me and took my hand in hers. She hadn’t
seen Howard’s gesture or my response to it.
“Alright angel, let’s get you home,” she said.
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HOWARD
got into my car and sat quietly as I watched
Betty and Susan pull out from the lot in
Betty’s car.
It had been an exhilarating and daring
experience in the bathroom with Susan, one that
had ended up with me not only professing my love
for her, but also ending up in a relationship with
her.
The rush of it all had left my heart and blood
pumping really fast. I’d felt like a child on his first
day of kindergarten or a graduate at his first job
interview. It had been a while and I had been so
incautious and yet I’d loved the accompanying
thrill that had come with it.
After she’d left me in the men’s room, I had
spent about a minute looking into the mirror and
smiling at my reflection. Suddenly I’d remembered
my date and had jetted out of the toilet to go find
her, not before I’d punched my fist in the air out of
excitement.
I’d found Betty exiting the hall and I walked
straight towards her. The movie was over and she
had apparently waited for the crowd to exit the hall
before she did so herself, judging by the fact that
she was the only one walking out of the doors.
“What happened? The movie is over already.
Where have you been? I was just about to call
you.” Betty had bombarded me with all those
inquiries and statements all at once.
“I’m sorry Betty. I’ve been bawling my guts out
in the rest room. I must have eaten something that
didn’t agree with me,” I’d lied.
“Oh, you poor thing. Do you feel better?” she
had asked, while touching the back of her hand to
my forehead.
I’d responded that I was better and she had
taken my hand as we made to exit the cinema.
Then she had seen Susan.
“Susan Fowler? Isn’t that Susan Fowler?” she’d
asked.
“Who?” I’d responded, feigning ignorance.
“Susan Fowler, a first year student in our
department. She was the one who walked into my
office the other day when you came by to talk
about your class schedules.”
“Oh the freshman you said wanted to take on
more course load?”
“Exactly.”
“How did that go?”
“I denied her request.”
Betty had proceeded to calling Susan’s name.
After the second call came back without a
response, Betty began heading towards Susan, still
calling her name. Susan remained unresponsive, as
if in a trance.
The first set of alarm bells had begun ringing in
my head then. Susan looked completely lost.
We reached her and Betty stretched her hand
out to touch Susan. I instinctively started looking
around for David. Susan was supposed to have
come out of the toilet and reunited with him.
Something must have happened, which had left her
standing there in the middle of the food court all
alone.
‘If that weasel so much as laid his hands on
her, god help me, I’d crush him.’ I found myself
thinking.
The second set of alarm bells went off when
Susan had said that she was going to be on her way
home.
‘Alone? So David left her. They obviously met
out here seeing as she’s holding her bag.’
I’d used my eyes to probe her, wondering what
was going on. I knew she couldn’t tell me anything
in the presence of the dean but that didn’t stop me
from worrying. The dean had finally offered to drop
her at home and I’d leaned in to signal to her to call
me under the cover of giving Betty a peck on her
cheeks.
They’d walked out and towards Betty’s car,
while I’d headed for mine.
Now I sat in mine and watched them leave, still
wondering what had happened to my girlfriend
after she’d left me in the toilet.
I started my engine and decided to head home.
Susan had definitely gotten my message and was
going to call me as soon as she could. She had my
number after all from when she’d called all the way
from Chicago to negotiate her accommodation in
my house. I was going to go home and wait for her
call.
If she didn’t call, I was going to call Betty
under the pretext of finding out whether she had
dropped Susan and gotten back home safe. Then
I’d call Susan myself.
I pulled the gear into drive and let the car crawl
out of the parking lot and towards the exit. It was
past midnight and there were only about two other
cars left in the whole of the parking lot. I got to the
exit, and the bar lifted upwards.
I drove under it and out towards the main
street. Home was left. I turned right impulsively.
Now I was trailing Betty’s car.
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SUSAN
sat in the passenger seat of Professor Betty’s
car, giving her directions to my house and
listening to the songs playing from the CD
player.
I couldn’t deny the fact that I felt better and
more at ease inside the Dean’s car than I probably
would have felt in a taxi. Her music preference had
also helped to calm me down.
Other than the sparse conversation happening
at intervals, a comfortable silence had settled
between us as she drove. I didn’t feel the need to
sustain a conversation and neither did she; neither
of us were uncomfortable as a result.
My phone beeped and I pulled it from my bag
to view the incoming message. It was from my
roommate who was asking me whether I was still
coming back tonight or going home with our
handsome course mate. She had giggled and teased
me when David had come to pick me up.
‘And then he had left me.’
I quickly scrambled a response to her.
I’m already on my way back. Please wait up
for me.
I waited as the message delivered and saw that
she had read it and was in fact typing another
message.
Sure thing. Are you ok?
I exhaled as I typed another response.
Yes I am. Long story though. Just wait up for
me please.
With the last message sent, I returned my phone
into my bag and relaxed into the chair. I was so
tired and burned out that I barely had any energy
left. All I wanted was to get into my room and
sleep. Tonight had been a night of highs and lows. I
was still thrilled about my relationship with
Howard, and then David had gotten the effrontery
to threaten me.
I still hadn’t figured what his words meant and I
couldn’t have cared less at that point to be frank.
I’d after all tried making peace with someone
whom I thought would have become a good friend.
We had all the makings of the start of a good
friendship and he had gone and ruined it.
‘All because he couldn’t control his anger.’
‘Or was his anger because he was into me?’
I felt my phone vibrate in my bag again. Carol
was probably itching for the gist of what had
happened and couldn’t wait for me to get home.
Some part of me wanted to ignore her, but I was
almost home. No harm in starting the conversation
before I’d walked into the room to a reception of
her ‘uhs’ and ‘ahs’. I wasn’t going to tell her about
Howard though. That was going to remain my little
secret. When I got to the part of me going to the
toilet, I’d most likely use the same excuse Howard
had used with Professor Betty.
My mind flashed back to when Professor Betty
had wished him a ‘get well soon’ as part of her
goodnight greeting. In hindsight, how I hadn’t
chuckled when she’d said that was beyond me. I
had definitely been absorbed with the aftermath of
David’s exit to be in a humorous mood but I smiled
now that I’d remembered.
I reached for my bag and my phone and pulled
it out. The screen lit up with its facial recognition
function going active. I immediately saw the
message notification on my lock screen before
having to type in my password, seeing as there was
little light in the cabin for the facial recognition to
work properly.
Howard and not Carol had sent me a message.
He couldn’t wait for me to get home before
trying to find out if I was ok. My heart melted at
the gesture. The lows of some hours ago were all
but erased at this point. I had to shield my phone
from Professor Betty’s line of sight before
responding, even though she wasn’t looking my
way and his name wasn’t saved as Professor Jones
but simply ‘Howard Florida’. One couldn’t be over
cautious though in this scenario.
‘Howard Florida. I really need to change that
crappy name,’ I thought, referring to what I’d
saved his name as back in Chicago.
His message simply read:
Babe, are you ok?
He’d even called me babe, making me even
mushier on the inside. My boyfriend had already
gone into relationship mode, causing me to giggle
lightly.
Yes darling, I am. Still in Professor Betty’s car.
Almost home though. You?
His response as almost immediate:
I know.
‘Huh?’ I thought.
What do you mean by ‘I know’? You following
me? (giggles)
I paused to direct Professor Betty once more.
By the time my attention had returned to my
phone, my breath caught in my chest from shock,
albeit briefly.
As a matter of fact, I am.
I immediately began glancing in the side mirror
trying to figure out whether he was joking or not.
At that time of the night, there were few cars on the
road. Still I noticed about three cars driving behind
ours at varying distances. I didn’t know which one
was Howard’s, but if he was serious about
following us, I figured he’d either be the second or
third car behind us.
Are you the one in the silver Toyota Prius, two
cars behind?
Nope. The silver jaguar behind you guys.
His new message almost had me shrieking out
loud. I didn’t just know about cars, I knew the
vintage jaguar he was driving like the back of my
hand. The car was distinct and Howard was driving
directly behind us. All Professor Betty had to do
was look in her rearview mirror to see his car.
Hadn’t he watched Hollywood movies as a child?
Didn’t he know how to trail a car without alerting
the occupants to his presence? What was wrong
with him? If Professor Betty noticed him in her
rearview, I wondered what the outcome of that
realization would be.
I began typing animatedly, trying to prevent
such an occurrence.
What is wrong with you? You are too close.
What if Professor Betty recognizes you are driving
behind her?
Relax. She doesn’t know me with this particular
vehicle. It belonged to my granddad and I rarely
drive it.
I paused and began accessing the threat level,
even though it had dropped considerably with his
last message.
Fine. Please drop back though. She could still
get suspicious of the silver Jaguar following her.
There was a brief delay before his response
came back. Almost as if he was deliberating on it.
Ok.
Why are you following us though?
Because I was worried about you and wanted
to make sure you were alright.
Awwww.
My eyes almost teared up at his confession.
Howard had gone from pushing me away to caring
insanely about me. I loved the man so much.
Plus I don’t know what happened between you
& David that made you so upset, or even why he
left you all by yourself at that time of the night.
Don’t worry love. I’d tell you what happened
when I get home.
You sure?
I promise. Now please go home.
Why?
Come on, babe. Please! I promise I’d let you
know once I get in.
Hmmm…ok.
Love you babe.
Love you too.
I exhaled as I watched him drive straight up the
highway after I’d told Professor Betty to turn right.
He had listened to me and was on his way home. I
smiled to myself in the darkness of the cabin.
‘This man really does love me. How did I get so
lucky?’ I found myself thinking over and over again
with so much glee.
Professor Betty finally pulled up in front of my
building.
“Thank you so much professor. I really
appreciate it.”
“Oh it was nothing. And don’t let whatever was
upsetting you weigh you down ok?” she advised.
“Ok ma’am.”
After a brief pause, she added, “You still
interested in taking up the extra course load?”
I smiled as I responded, “No ma’am. I totally
agree with your initial decision to deny my request.
It would have been too much for me.”
‘Take me away from my Howard now? Not in a
million years.’ A light chuckle escaped my lips at
the thought.
“Alright then. Goodnight, Susan.”
“Goodnight, Professor Betty,” I responded as I
stepped down from the vehicle.
I waved to her as she drove off. I turned and
began walking towards my building, holding my
phone in one hand and my bag in the other. I didn’t
need to get my keys out of the bag seeing as I’d
already told Carol to wait up for me.
My phone beeped again with an incoming
message. I chuckled at the thought that Howard
was sending me another message again.
I walked into my building and paused just in
front of the door to my room, pulling up my phone
to respond to Howard.
The message wasn’t from Howard.
I opened it and immediately a video started
playing. At first I didn’t understand what I was
watching, but seconds into the video it began
making a whole lot of sense.
‘Oh my goodness!’ I gasped.
I
CHAPTER 19
HOWARD
walked into the department building eager to
get to my office, drop my bags and get to
class so I could see Susan. It had been a week
since the movies and everything had changed.
I didn’t even understand the whole change
myself, but I was an emotional wreck at the
moment. I quickened my pace as I walked past the
reception in the direction of my office, barely
answering any greeting for fear that it would slow
me down.
Since Susan had completely morphed into a
different person, I relished the chance to see her
and find out what had gone wrong, even if I had to
ask her from the podium, in front of the whole
class.
It had been a whole week of torture after I’d
made the decision to listen to her and drive on
home.
I’d gotten home and not heard anything from
her as to whether she had gotten in safely herself.
I’d sent messages and called, to which there was no
response. Finally I had to make the awkward call to
Betty to find out if she’d gotten in safe and dropped
the distressed student off at home.
‘So Susan has gotten home. Why didn’t she
message me as promised?’
Eventually I had settled on the fact that she
most likely had gone to bed. We had all gotten back
pretty late though so it was a definite possibility. I’d
settled for sending her a message before choosing
to retire to bed myself.
Hey babe. Hope you got in safe? Didn’t hear
from you again. Please call me when you see this.
Sleep tight and sweet dreams. Love you.
I’d woken up in the morning and made a quick
dash for my phone in anticipation of a response
from her. I still remember the feeling of
disappointment I’d felt. There had been no
message.
‘Maybe she was still sleeping?’ I’d thought.
It was a late night after all for everyone.
On closer inspection, however, I found out that
my message had been read.
‘And she didn’t respond?’
I’d gone back and forth on the matter before
finally deciding that she probably had woken up in
the middle of the night to read the message and was
too sleepy to respond. I’d done it so many times
myself, waking up in the middle of the night and
going through my phone in a trance-like state.
There was no need to crucify her as that was
obviously what had happened.
I’d scrambled another message then just in
case, and to serve as a reminder before hitting the
shower.
Morning baby. Trust you slept well. Still
waiting for your call. Call me when you get this.
Have a great day.
I’d spent almost every minute of that day
looking at my phone and waiting for a response. In
between, I’d also placed calls to her number that
had gone unanswered. I’d eventually started
panicking when I noticed that my last message had
been read as well and there was still no response
from her.
‘What in heaven’s name is going on?’
‘Is she ok?’
‘Why is she reading my messages and not
responding?’
‘Why isn’t she returning my calls?’
‘Something is definitely wrong.’
This had gone on for three whole days before
there was finally a response.
Good morning Professor Howard Jones.
I’m sorry but my affair and relationship with
you can no longer continue. It was never my
intention to hurt you but I believe that I have to
sever all forms of relationship with you other than
the student-teacher relationship, for the greater
good. Please do not try to contact me in a bid to
change my mind. My decision is final. I wish you
the best in all your endeavors.
Take good care of yourself.
Susan.
My heart sank.
I remember sitting and staring at the phone for
over 10 minutes, analyzing every single word in her
message. I’d proceeded to spend the next 30
minutes trying to draft a response, which was a
series of typing and erasing. Finally I’d settled on
typing, ‘Susan, please call me. I’m terribly
confused.’
Another four days passed with further
confusion adding to the torture I had already
endured so far. If the three days preceding these
four had been an abyss, the four days themselves
had been actual hell.
She had refused to answer any other message or
phone call, and to worsen matters, I had not laid
eyes on her since the movies.
This was why I was rushing. Her class had one
lecture with me per week. Lecture day had arrived
and I was going to finally get to see her. Whatever
happened, I was intent on settling this conundrum
today. If it spilled over into another day, it would
probably drive me mad.
I arrived at my office, dropped my bags and
was out in a matter of seconds. In a matter of
minutes, I’d arrived at the class and walked straight
to the podium. I looked at the time and realized I
was about 10 minutes early. The room wasn’t even
full yet and students were still trooping in.
Susan wasn’t there yet. I kept glancing at the
door at every new entrant into the class, and still
she hadn’t appeared. At 9 am, David walked in. I
noticed he didn’t look at me but went straight to his
seat.
There was still no sign of Susan.
I began the lecture albeit reluctantly, hoping
that she might walk in late. My mind however told
me that I was hoping for too much. Whatever the
case was, Susan had deliberately stayed away from
my class this morning. This issue didn’t look like it
was getting resolved today after all.
I willed myself to continue with the lecture, but
anyone who was familiar with my methods of
teaching would have noticed I was struggling right
away. For this freshman class, however, my
struggles were lost on them.
Sometime during the lecture, it occurred to me
that David hadn’t looked at me or the board once.
Not like I had noticed him in previous lectures or
his mannerisms, but hearing him tutor Susan in the
library, I knew he was the type who paid attention.
‘And today he isn’t paying attention, more like
avoiding eye contact with me.’
‘Come to think of it, I never got to find out
what he did to Susan last week.’
‘Could his avoiding eye contact with me and
Susan’s sudden change of attitude towards me be in
anyway related?’
I had been accused of extreme paranoia in the
past and even I admitted I could get paranoid in
some cases. But this didn’t feel like one of those
cases.
‘David is somehow involved in Susan’s change
of attitude, that’s if he is not even directly
responsible. I just need to figure out his
involvement,’ I concluded.
It might have been a reach, but even my
intuition was locked on to this new fact. Figuring
out David’s involvement would most likely bring
the case to an end.
With renewed purpose, I finished the lecture
and walked out of the class when the time was up.
First things first, I needed to have a conversation
with the last person I know had seen her.
Betty.
I made my way to her office and knocked on
the door. The receptionist answered.
Her face lit up immediately when she realized I
was the one who’d come knocking.
“Professor Jones. How may I be of service?”
The receptionist beamed.
“Is the dean in? I just need to see her briefly.”
“She’s around. Please go right in,” the
receptionist responded.
I knew of her crush on me as well, but today I
wasn’t in the mood to hang around and stoke the
embers of her admiration any further. I walked
straight to the dean’s door and knocked.
I had to readjust my gait and appear
unassuming so I could get the information I wanted
without giving myself away. It was after all still
illegal by university rules for a professor to be
involved in a relationship with a student.
I walked in at the dean’s invitation and sat in
one of the chairs facing her; the same chair I
always sat in when I came into this office.
“Anything I can help you with Howard?”
The dean and I had remained on first name
basis since after the movie date. In fact in the week
after the date, she had made even more advances
and invitations. I wasn’t in the right frame of mind
to accept any of her offers so I had declined, but
not without valid excuses though.
“Oh nothing. I just remembered the distressed
student you took home the other day. You said she
was in my class. I looked out for her today and
didn’t see her. You sure she’s ok?”
“Who? Susan?”
“Yes, Susan. I can’t remember her full name
though even though I distinctly remembered you
saying it that day.”
Betty laughed before continuing with a
response.
“Well she’s ok, I guess. Saw her 3 days ago.”
“Ok. Because I didn’t see her in class, and
knowing the state she was in that day, I was just a
bit worried that’s all.”
“That’s actually sweet of you, Howard. Well
after I dropped her off the other day, I asked her
whether she was still interested in taking the extra
course load. I felt whatever she was going through,
the extra course load she’d requested would
distract her. She’d declined then but came in 3 days
later to tell me that she was still interested if the
offer was available. I approved her request.”
“Oh. That makes sense.”
I was right after all. Susan had deliberately
missed my class. Taking the extra course load
meant I wouldn’t be her lecturer anymore. She was
really intent on avoiding me.
“Oh well, just came by to make sure she was
alright,” I finally responded. “Let me get back to
my office now. I’ve got another class I need to
prepare for,” I finished.
I was already eager to get back to my office.
After my goodbyes, I stood up and walked away.
Whatever was going on, I was determined to
get to the bottom of it.
‘I’ll find you, Susan. You just wait. I’ll find
you.’
I
CHAPTER 20
SUSAN
t had been an uphill task trying to avoid
Howard for over a week. The first 3 days had
been a mess. His constant messages and calls
had broken me. I had spent the days in bed bawling
my eyes out.
‘How was it that when I’d finally gotten what
I’d wanted, I was being forced to make the tough
decision to let it go?’
Hell I wasn’t even making the decision; the
decision had already been made for me. There was
no way I could sit and let anything happen to
Howard’s reputation. I’d cried and cried, but I
already knew what I had to do. The course of
action had never been clearer.
On the third day, I’d finally had to send him a
message to call things off before worry drove him
into dropping the ball and letting our secret out of
the bag by himself, all in a bid to find me. That was
probably the most difficult thing I’d ever done in
my life - telling the one I loved that I didn’t want
anything more to do with him. It felt like half of my
soul had been torn away. I literally felt like I was
having a stroke.
I’d
begun
hyperventilating
when
he’d
responded. It was all too much and yet I knew I had
to go through with it. My resolve had to be stronger
than ever.
After severing contact with him, I knew I had to
find a way to get out of his class. I had to go and
see Professor Betty. If she was still happy to
approve my request for the extra course load, it
would have made everything easier. If she wasn’t, I
was just going to have to stop going to his class.
Hopefully getting to study with Carol would be
enough for me to pass the exams at the end of the
semester, that’s if I was even allowed to write the
exams based on my lack of attendance.
Whatever the case was, I just knew I had to get
myself out of that class. My sweet dream had been
turned into a horrifying nightmare. I’d gotten out of
bed and gotten ready to go and see the dean. Three
days of crying and I knew I had to see her with my
shades on. I didn’t need her questioning me or else
I was going to break down. Keeping the truth away
from Carol had been tasking enough with me
simply lying to her that I’d lost a dear friend from
high school in an accident. Of course I’d invented
the friend’s name and stories surrounding this
friend, but it had been enough to keep Carol from
getting too close to the truth. She’d pampered me
those 3 days but hadn’t asked too many questions.
Eventually I was probably going to tell her the
truth, but that was when I’d finally gotten a handle
on things.
I’d prepared and gone to see the dean. My
makeup and shades had done enough to hide the
signs of my hysteria in the preceding three days. As
luck would have it, she had conceded to approving
my request after asking just one question.
“So why did you change your mind?”
I’d mumbled an incoherent response of how I
felt it would be a good opportunity for me to
broaden my horizon and what not. After my useless
speech, she’d still approved. It seemed like her
mind had already been made up in my favor.
Thankfully her approval was going to help me to
keep away from Howard.
In the days that followed, I’d almost run into
him on numerous occasions as I’d waltzed
absentmindedly
through
the
department,
performing my routines on autopilot mode. A
ducking into an alleyway here or a stepping behind
someone else there was enough to keep him from
seeing me. I’d finally decided to stop going to the
department all together except when absolutely
necessary; still his calls and messages hadn’t
stopped.
The morning of the day I would have been in
his class, I woke up earlier than normal. I was both
nervous and sad. I had been robbed of the
opportunity of seeing my lover teach from the
podium while the girls around ogled him. I’d been
looking forward to that feeling of hearing them
crush on him and knowing that he belonged to me.
That was a feeling I was never going to experience.
I’d dragged myself to the psychology
department instead and sat beside Carol in one of
the most boring lectures I’d ever had since I’d
come on campus.
It had been two days since then and I’d been
subjected to looking at my phone almost every
minute. Howard’s calls and messages had suddenly
stopped, adding to my hysteria. In two days, I’d
been back and forth on the matter.
‘Why has he suddenly stopped calling?’
‘Is he angry at me for not responding to his
calls and messages?’
‘Did he finally snap when he didn’t see me in
class?’
‘Is he over me so soon?’
‘Did he truly ever love me?’
My mind was as muddled as it had been two
days ago, when his constant calls and messaging
had ended. I was no close to figuring out what had
happened now than I was then. By this morning, I
had it and decided to find out if he was ok. Worry
was draining me to death.
I’d gotten ready early and headed for campus.
At the moment, I was sitting in the park with my
shades on, shielded by one of the trees and
watching the path trodden by many on their way to
the economics department.
I was looking out for Howard.
At 8:30, he finally emerged, looking dapper
than ever in his tailor-made navy blue suit, with a
pink shirt and red tie. He strolled leisurely down the
path obviously on his way to his office. He was on
the phone and he was laughing.
Anger began welling up within me. I was over
here suffering and he was out there having the time
of his life.
‘How dares he?’ I fumed.
He’d obviously gotten over me so easily, after
just a week. He’d probably moved on to another
love interest and had archived me in his past.
“How dares he?” I grunted.
I was abruptly heading straight for him. I was
going to smack that laugh from his lips. He couldn’t
be having a ball while I wallowed in sorrow.
I hadn’t taken more than 5 steps when
somebody suddenly blocked me.
It was David. He’d come out from nowhere and
stepped into my way. He’d probably been watching
me.
“Don’t you dare!” the asshole said to me.
“Fuck you!” I snapped at him, causing a few
people around to look in our direction. Howard was
out of earshot though so he continued his stroll,
oblivious to what was going on.
David simply smirked, that wicked smirk he’d
gotten on his face since he’d discovered my secret
and knew he had me cornered.
“Do I need to jog your memory again with the
video?” he said with a wicked glint in his eye.
My eyes left his and went back to Howard.
He’d ended the call he was on and had pocketed
his phone. From where we stood, I could see his
features clearly. He wasn’t laughing. If anything, he
looked sad. I couldn’t bring myself to hurt the man,
whether he was over me or not.
I turned back and looked at David, my decision
already made. “I don’t need a reminder. You win,”
I said.
“I always do,” he boasted.
I turned from him and walked away. I knew the
video he was talking about. I’d watched it a million
times in the past week alone, trying to figure out a
way to be free from his blackmail. The video
getting
released
would
lead
to
damning
consequences, not for me, but to Howard. It was a
video of us leaving the restroom back at the
cinema.
According to David, he’d seen my shoes from
under the door of the bathroom stall when he had
walked in and started conversing with Howard. He
had noticed them because my shoes were the first
thing he had seen when he’d picked me up. And
when Howard had lied that another man was in the
stall after noticing the direction of his gaze, he’d
known then that something was up. He’d walked
out with the mall guard, discharged him and then
hid in a corner to wait.
While waiting, the thought had occurred to him
to make a video just in case his suspicions turned
out to be true.
Moments later, I’d walked out of the men’s
room and even made a show of adjusting my dress
in front of the door. Not up to a minute later,
Howard had followed, coming out of the same
men’s room and punching his fist into the air.
Anyone who saw that video could deduce what
had happened. We had just finished having sex. If
the video got out, there was going to be no doubt
about what had happened in the men’s room. It was
damning enough and would definitely bring an end
to Howard’s promising career in academia.
And so the blackmail had begun.
David had known he’d wanted to be with me.
Then he had discovered I was with Howard. It had
taken him sometime, but he’d eventually decided
that if he couldn’t have me, then neither could
Howard. The best way to ensure that was to use the
video to hold me to ransom. If I ever went near
Howard again, or continued my relationship with
the professor, he was going to release the video and
bring an end to Howard’s career. On the other
hand, he’d also warned that I couldn’t tell Howard
about the true reason I was breaking up with him
because he didn’t want Howard to antagonize him
in class or know that he was the reason for our
separation. That way he remained a model student
in class without Howard having to focus on him.
‘The coward!’
My mind was already churning with ideas. He
had threatened me for too long. I was going to
make him pay dearly for this. I couldn’t very well
continue to be his prisoner and watch the love of
my life walk away from me. I was definitely going
to have to force his hand to let me go free. First off,
I needed a smart ally as well, one that I could trust.
‘Carol!’
The ideas were slowly forming into a plan.
‘Oh David. You have no idea how I’m going to
make you regret this.’
I glanced back and saw him watching me leave,
his smirk still in place. I chuckled.
‘You’re going to pay dearly for this. You just
wait.’
I
CHAPTER 21
SUSAN
headed for my room, uninterested in
continuing with the rest of my educational
activities for the day. I had a plan to hash out
and that was of utmost priority at the moment.
Even if I had lost Howard, I was not going to sit
back and allow David get away with blackmailing
me. I was going to teach the swine a lesson.
I sat at my table and continued my
brainstorming session. One thing was certain
though: I needed an ally who I could trust. Only
Carol fit the bill.
Getting Carol to go along with my plan meant I
needed to come clean to her about the lie of losing
my friend and about Howard. I didn’t know how
she would react so I had to plan it carefully. If I got
it wrong and she reacted in any manner other than
what I was hoping for, I’d have brought one more
person into my secret who could end up being a
wild card. Telling her was a serious gamble that
could either pay off or not.
I continued going through the plan over and
over again till Carol walked into the room and
startled me.
“What are you doing home so early?” I said,
stunned.
“What do you mean? It’s Thursday. I’m always
home at noon,” she responded.
I looked at the clock and realized I’d been
hashing out a plan for over 3 hours. I knew what I
wanted to do to David. I was going to also have to
blackmail him. But I had no idea on how I was
going to tell Carol what was going on. My eyes
darted back to her as she walked about the room
getting undressed. I decided to just tell her as there
was no other way. If it turned out in my favor, all
well and good; if it didn’t, however, I was going to
cross that bridge when I got to it.
“Carol I need to talk to you,” I said simply.
Immediately, she sat on her bed and stared at
me. “What’s up? You okay?”
“Yes. I mean no. I don’t know to be honest,” I
responded with sincerity.
“Ok? So what do you want to talk to me about
then?” she asked.
“I don’t know how else to say this but…I kinda
lied to you about losing a high school friend.”
I paused, closed my eyes and waited for the
rebuke that never came. When I opened my eyes,
she was looking at me with a smirk on her face.
“I know that already silly,” she chuckled.
“What!” I sounded dazed. “How did you
know?”
“Cause your stories were so disjointed. I figured
you’d probably broken up with David after the
movies and it didn’t go so well. Don’t worry I’ve
done something similar before.” She finished with a
laugh.
‘Broken up with David? Carol thought I was
dating the enemy?’
“Oh no. I wasn’t dating David,” I protested.
“You weren’t?” Now it was her turn to sound
dazed.
“Hell no,” I affirmed.
“So why did you lie then?”
I paused and inhaled deeply.
“It’s complicated,” I said as I couldn’t find the
words to say.
“Well un-complicate it already and get it off
your chest, honey. You’ve been carrying it around
with you for over a week. When you gonna let it
out?”
‘So she had noticed after all. Well…here goes
nothing.’
“Erm…I was dating someone else and David
found out. Now he’s blackmailing me to stay away
from the person cos he’s decided since he can’t
have me, neither can the other person,” I reeled out
in one breath.
“And who is this mystery person?” Carol
leaned in.
I paused again trying to gather enough
confidence to blurt out Howard’s name.
“Professor Jones. Professor Howard Jones.”
“Whoooooaaaaaahhhhhh! You slut,” Carol
exclaimed while erupting into laughter.
“Erm… this conversation isn’t going as I
envisioned. Now am I confused,” I said.
“Confused? What did you think I was going to
do? Drag you by the hair for dating such a fine man
who is the toast of the whole university? Damn girl.
You really are the MVP,” Carol continued, still
laughing.
“So you aren’t judging me? You know it’s a
taboo relationship right?”
“Girl please! Judge you for what? Hell if I
wasn’t in a relationship myself, I’d have gone for
the man myself.” She laughed again. “Girl that man
is fiiiiiiiiine! Damn! Oh and by the way, I’m sort of
in a taboo relationship myself so I kinda understand
what you’re going through.” She finished with a
smirk.
“No way,” I exclaimed. “Tell me,” I shrieked.
“Not before you tell me about Professor
Howard.” She responded with arched brows.
I laughed then, the first time in over a week and
it felt good. How I had worried about Carol not
being my ally after my confession was beyond me.
The girl had been nothing but awesome since we
arrived on campus. She was a genius of African-
American descent and was as beautiful and easy
going as they come. We had become fast friends
and then roommates. There was no way she wasn’t
going to be in my corner as she’d been there from
the beginning.
“Well…” I began before proceeding to reel out
every last detail of what had transpired between
Howard and me.
“Dang girl! You even freakier than I thought. In
the men’s room?” she had mocked, causing us to
burst into laughter once more.
When I finally got to the part that involved
David, I pulled out my phone and showed her the
video. A low whistle escaped her lips when she was
done watching.
“You right girl. This asshole’s got you
cornered,” she exclaimed. “Don’t tell me you
gonna let David get away with it and allow Howard
to slip through your fingers though. Men like that
only come our way once every century.”
“I was, because I didn’t know any better. I
thought it was the best thing to do to protect
Howard. But then David confronted me this
morning when I was about to approach Howard and
now I’m mad. I’m gonna make him pay,” I
responded, getting a little bit heated at the memory.
“I got you girl. And I’ve got just the perfect
plan. You interested?”
I was shocked. I had spent 3 hours thinking of
what to do and Carol already had one within
minutes of hearing about my dilemma.
“I’m listening,” I responded animatedly.
“Well, David’s not going to let you go just like
that. He’s intoxicated with the control he now has
over you. You are going to need to get something
on him as incriminating as what he has on you.
That’s the only way to break his hold on you
without affecting Howard.”
“Go ahead,” I said, my entire focus was now on
what she was saying.
“I knew this girl back in high school…”
I listened as Carol reeled out a plan that I had
settled on before she’d walked in. The only
difference was I had made a plan and she had not
only made a similar plan, but already knew how it
was going to be executed. David had no idea what
was about to hit him.
Carol finished with the details of her plan and
asked me, “So what do you think?”
“I love it,” I responded simply.
“Girl I knew you would,” she responded,
causing us to laugh once more.
“So tell me about your taboo relationship. Or
did you think I have forgotten?” I queried.
She laughed again.
“I knew I liked you from the first time I saw
you. Well if you must know, I’m in a relationship
with my dad’s best friend.”
“No way!” I shrieked.
C
CHAPTER 22
SUSAN
arol had taken the reins from me. She had
become so invested in sticking up to
David that one would have thought it was
she and not I that had been blackmailed.
“I hate guys that think and act that way,” she’d
said over and over again.
“Don’t worry girl. I got you. No one messes
with my girl and gets away scot-free,” she’d also
said repeatedly.
She’d called the girl in question and put
everything in place in order to ensnare David. He
was going to fall hard and wouldn’t know what had
happened till he was in too deep and couldn’t get
himself out. Everything had gone according to plan
and whenever I showed signs of getting antsy, Carol
had calmed me down.
“Relax girl. I seen your man moping around
campus like a lost puppy. That man is smitten with
you. He ain’t going anywhere. All this will be over
soon and y’all could be in each other’s arms once
more, tearing up them sheets if you wanted.”
I always laughed before asking whether she was
sure about that being the outcome.
“Trust me girl. I’m sure. Y’all just better be
careful after this. No more freakiness in no men’s
room no more.”
I always laughed but, in the end, she’d always
succeeded in calming me down.
I really had no idea what I would have done or
how I would have proceeded without Carol. And
she was right about Howard. The few times I had
seen him around, he was completely sullen and
morose. I should never have doubted his love for
me. He was suffering as much as I was.
‘Soon my love all this will be over.’
David had finally taken the bait a week after
we’d left it hanging. He’d seen Carol’s friend and
gone after her like a dog in heat. And so began a
carefully planned out game of drawing him in. He’d
kept on holding on to the bait as Carol and her
friend reeled the line in.
He’d gone practically everywhere with Carol’s
friend - dinner dates, the movies, the beach. Once,
while the plot was in play, Carol had asked me to
test his resolve and whether he was still interested
in blackmailing me.
I had asked him to meet me so we could talk.
He’d done so and everything was fine until I
suggested I would do anything to get that video
deleted. The bastard had said the only way that was
going to happen was if I slept with him. It had taken
all of my self-control to stay cool. When I had
declined his offer, he had stood up and mocked me
saying the video was going to remain in his
possession.
I had sat there fuming long after he had gone,
until Carol had come to meet me. When I’d told her
what had transpired, she’d simply laughed.
“What’s funny?” I had sounded irritated.
“Don’t worry girl. I had a reason for asking you
to meet him and request a resolution. Wanted to
show you the kind of animal we are dealing with so
you don’t have second thoughts when the time
comes,” she responded.
“Second thoughts? That asshole has made me a
prisoner and kept me away from Howard. There is
never going to be a hesitation with me when the
time comes.”
“Good. Keep that anger, cause we are about to
set the ball rolling.”
“Phase 2 of the plan?” I asked expectantly.
“Yes darling. Phase 2 begins now.”
Phase 1 was to bait David and reel him in.
Phase 2 was where the main execution of the plan
lay. If all went according to plan, I’d have
something incriminating on David as well, thus
forcing his hand to set me free.
Carol had picked up her phone and called her
friend. They’d spoken briefly, after which she’d
hung up and we’d left the diner.
That night, Carol and her friend were to meet
David at the club. The plan was simple: get David
cozy with Kimberly and have him drunk high
enough at the club so as to easily make him
extremely seduced and sexually attracted towards
Kimberly. She’d gone on to explain what would
happen thereafter.
“He’s going to get so seduced he won’t be able
to control himself. By the time he begins to grope at
Kimberly, she will subtly suggest they go back to
her place so they can continue in the privacy of her
bedroom. When they get there, she’s going to tell
him that she’s no longer interested in having sex
and that she wants to just go to bed. I predict he
will want to have his way forcefully with her going
by how much attracted he will be by Kimberly’s
sexy figure and exposing attire and also for the fact
that how much drunk he will be.”
“And if he doesn’t try to forcefully have his
way with her? What happens then?” I’d queried.
“Have a little faith darling. He will try going by
the kind of man he is. If he doesn’t try this time, we
keep repeating the processes till he does and then
we have it on tape seeing as there will be a camera
in Kimberly’s bedroom, recording the whole act.”
“And how do we stop him from doing that with
Kimberly? Or is she going to allow herself to do so
by him all so I can get video evidence against him?”
I asked, because that part didn’t sit well with me.
“Kimberly is a big girl. She can handle herself.
Trust me.”
“Trust you?”
“Yes dear. Trust me.”
They’d gone on to the club and left me at home
biting my nails. As a result of the excitement, I
remained awake long after my usual bedtime. I was
still awake by the time Carol got back.
“How did it go?” I immediately pounced on her.
She had chuckled lightly, her tiredness glaring.
“Went smoothly, darling. We’ll have what we
need by the dawning of the day,” she had
responded weakly, already heading for her bed.
As promised, the video had emerged sometime
around 9 am in the morning. Kimberly had sent it to
Carol’s phone. She’d woken me up elated.
“Did you ever doubt me girl?” she shrieked.
As I watched the video she was showing me,
the answer to her question continued to roll around
in my mind.
‘Wow! I should never have questioned you
Carol.’
Forget destroying David’s reputation, what I
was watching would definitely get him jail time if it
went public. And as promised, Kimberly had
handled herself pretty well. I looked at Carol when
the video got to the part where she whopped
David’s ass.
“She’s knows karate.” Carol chuckled.
“Wow!” I said as we both burst out laughing.
I picked up my phone and sent David a message
stating that we needed to see each other. In order to
make sure that he appeared, the message said I had
rethought his offer and I wanted us to discuss it.
His response came through almost immediately.
‘The idiot. You just had your ass handed to you
barely 24 hours ago and you still want to get in the
sack immediately. You’re in for a rude awakening.’
Carol had insisted on coming with me so as to
make sure there was no shifty business on David’s
part. One hour later and we walked into the same
diner where I had met David the last time. He was
already seated and wearing shades to hide the
bruises around his eye that Kimberly had inflicted
on him.
When he saw Carol, he immediately stood up
from his seat in confusion.
“Sit your ass down, fool,” Carol barked even
before we had arrived properly at the table.
He sat back down more out of shock than fear.
He obviously couldn’t understand how Carol, who
was friends with Kimberly, was with me.
“You both know each other?” he stuttered as
we sat down.
“Hello David,” I said simply, mimicking the
smirk he had given me in the park. “I’m going to
ask you one last time to delete that video of me and
Professor Jones,” I finished.
“Or else what?” he asked nervously, his voice
lacking the annoying arrogance it had possessed in
the past.
“Or else you’ll find what we’ve got to show
you pretty interesting,” Carol interjected.
She pulled out her laptop and turned it to face
David.
“You can press play anytime you wish to,” I
said in jest.
He hesitated.
“Anytime meaning now David. We ain’t got all
day,” Carol snapped.
He hit the play button and the video of his
attempted endeavor on Kimberly began playing.
The volume had been set loud enough for us to be
able to hear even though the laptop screen was
turned away from us, but not loud enough for
anyone else to know what he was watching.
He winced repeatedly as the video played,
glancing up at me at intervals and meeting the same
smirk on my face. When the video had finished, he
continued staring at the laptop screen, completely
dazed.
Carol reached out then and retrieved the laptop.
I, on the other hand, pulled out my phone and
sent him a copy of the video from my phone.
“You’ve got mail,” Carol mocked when she
heard David’s phone beep. He obviously knew I’d
just sent him the video as he didn’t bother to open
it.
“What do you want?” he queried, the anger in
his voice clear.
“Well for starters, now that you’ve watched the
video, you can tell even with your layman
knowledge of the law that if it goes public, forget
your reputation; your ass is going to jail,” Carol
snapped.
He turned and looked at me, his eyes pleading.
“Please,” he said. “Please don’t do this. I’ll do
anything you want.”
The irony of the whole situation had me roaring
with laughter. I finally settled down and my face
went stern in the blink of an eye.
“I don’t care what you do David. Just know
that if I ever see that video you took of me and the
professor, anywhere other than my phone, I’m
going to be mailing Miami PD with this video,” I
bellowed.
“I swear you won’t. I promise. The video is
buried already. Please don’t do this to me,” he
begged.
“One more thing asshole, if you ever come near
Susan or Professor Howard again, I will be the one
mailing Gainesville PD with the video. Test me at
your peril,” Carol threatened.
He turned from her to look at me and was about
to continue his plea.
“Have a nice life David,” I snapped, cutting
him short.
We stood then, Carol and me, and walked out
of the diner.
“Now that’s done, what do you think we should
do today?” Carol asked as we got outside and
paused at the curb.
“We? Girl I’m going to get my man,” I
responded in my best mimicry of her voice.
“You go girl!”
We both burst into laughter.
I
CHAPTER 23
SUSAN
knocked on the front door of Howard’s
mansion before the bell had even stopped
ringing.
After leaving Carol at the diner, I had headed
straight for Howard’s office. All the way there, I
had tried his number over and over without getting
a response. Either he was ignoring my calls, or he
wasn’t around his phone. Whatever the case was, I
needed to see him immediately, fall into his arms
and tell him how much I loved him and would
never let him go.
I’d gotten to his office and found out that he
hadn’t come in today. The only place left to go was
his house.
I’d jetted off the campus and now I was there,
ringing, calling, knocking, waiting; waiting for the
only man I’d ever truly loved to come and open the
door to me.
I rang the bell again and this time pounded on
the door even louder, till my hands began to hurt. I
hadn’t battled David this hard only to still end up
losing Howard. Despair was beginning to set in,
further fueling my anxiousness.
‘What if he’s seeing my calls and choosing not
to pick?’
‘What if he knows I’m the one at the door and
choosing not to answer?’
‘What if the damage has already been done?’
‘What if I’ve lost him forever?’
I pounded furiously at that last thought and
suddenly the door swung open with so much force
that I stumbled forward to replace the vacant space
that had been left by the now open door.
“Howard!” I said simply as I stood there,
transfixed on him and at a loss for what else to say
or do.
My mind had gone completely blank, as it had
the first time I saw him.
And just as fast as my mind had gone blank, my
resolve returned. I was here for one reason only: to
get back my man.
His mouth began to form words as he made to
speak. Suddenly I rushed forward and kissed him.
He tried to release his lips from mine which
only made me kiss him harder, grabbing on to him
for dear life. Eventually he stopped resisting and
kissed me back. This caused my tear ducts to burst
open.
“I’m sorry,” I began whispering in between
kisses. “I’m so sorry,” I continued apologizing as
my tears flowed freely.
Without warning, he lifted me up and headed
for the stairs. I didn’t care where he was taking me,
as long as we went together. After he cleared the
stairs, he turned left and headed for his room as I
continued to kiss him.
I was still sobbing by the time we arrived at his
room door. He kicked it open and headed straight
for the bed, with me in his arms.
“It’s ok,” he finally said as we arrived at the
bed and he began to lay me down gently.
“It’s ok, Susan. You are here now and that’s all
that matters.” He bent over and kissed the streak of
tears that had stained my cheeks.
Oh how I loved this man. I reached out and
pulled him downwards. He obliged as he continued
to kiss me all over my face; from my cheeks to my
forehead to my nose and finally back to my lips.
His hands moved and cupped my breasts as he
kissed me deeper. My response was immediate and
demanding as well. I had missed him so much.
His hand found its way beneath my blouse and
stroked my already erect nipples. I gasped as the
resulting sensation ricocheted all over my body and
ended up in a pool that was quickly forming
between my legs.
His hands came up from under and began to
pull my jeans away from my waist. I lifted my waist
from the bed slightly to enable him easily peel my
jeans from my legs. In a moment, I’d been freed
from my jeans as his hand found its way beneath
my panties. My eyes closed and a moan escaped
my lips as his forefinger found my clit and began to
stroke it gently. His finger worked slowly but
determinedly as I began to squirm and moan
repeatedly.
Suddenly his fingers freed my clit and he pulled
my panties down in one lightning quick motion. My
eyes were still closed but, as he parted my legs, my
body tensed in anticipation, waiting to receive him
into me. Instead of his penis, I felt his warm breath
tickling my vagina. My eyes opened immediately
and I looked downward to see what he was up to. I
saw his head nestled in between my propped up
legs and before I could protest, his tongue made
contact with my clit causing my eyes to roll back in
pleasure.
As his tongue lapped and licked at my clit, I felt
the tension building between my legs, the same
tension I knew was about to result in an explosion
that would consume my whole body. My hands
found their way downwards and held onto his head
as my waist involuntarily lifted towards his
assaulting tongue. I couldn’t understand the moans
that were coming from my lips as pleasure
threatened to ravage my body and mind.
“Yes…please…I’m
sorry…huuuuuhhhhh…
yessss…forgive me…yes daddy.”
Suddenly I screamed as my body clenched in
orgasm. My fingers dug into his hair as my body
convulsed in spasms of ecstasy. He pulled back and
allowed my orgasm to steer me over the moon and
back down to earth.
After pausing to catch my breath, I decided to
return the favor. With some show of athleticism and
flexibility that impressed even me, I flipped him
over till I was hovering above his legs. The bulge in
his pants threatened to rip the fabric and break free.
I decided to oblige the yearnings of his penis as I
reached down and went through the motions of
pulling his trousers and boxers down in one sweep.
His penis sprang out, startling me albeit briefly.
By the time I had freed him of his trousers, his
erection was hard and throbbing. I reached out and
held his erection, squeezing lightly causing him to
catch his breath. Slowly, I bent over and kissed it
while still holding it. I then proceeded to lick the
entire shaft as I would a lollipop while squeezing
lightly. Without warning, I closed my mouth around
the cap causing him to grunt his approval. “Argh!”
“Oh fuck!” I heard him say again as I
proceeded to take even more of his erection into
my mouth.
I resisted the urge to gag as I paused to allow
my throat muscles to relax and expand to allow
more of him into my mouth. Finally, I had him all
the way in my mouth down to the hilt. My eyes
began watering and I quickly had to release his
penis. I took in some air and went back down.
I began to suck and slobber on his dick as his
moans and grunts increased in intensity.
“Oh shit! Fuck! Yea mama, that’s it! Fuck!”
His words of encouragement spurred me on
until he pulled my head upwards.
“Fuck, I can’t wait any longer. Come here,” he
said as he pulled me upwards and planted a kiss on
my lips, settling my hips directly above his
glistening penis.
I used one hand to hold his penis and slowly sat
on it as a gasp escaped my lips. He grunted again in
approval and continued to kiss me. Finally I pushed
him back onto the bed so as to create more space,
and then I began to ride him slowly.
My waist and hips rotated above his pelvis as I
took him in and out of me. The tension I had
experienced earlier began to build again and I
began to ride him faster in response.
“Baby,” I gasped as his hands came up and
began fondling my breasts.
I knew I was close and I began to move even
faster.
I felt his penis stiffen almost at the same time as
the walls of my vagina clenched around it. Our
moans and grunts of ecstasy mixed together in an
orchestra of orgasm as ripples of pleasure
ricocheted through us. My hands that had been
propped up on his chest for support suddenly grew
weak, causing me to collapse on top of him.
We remained that way, clinging on to each
other as our bodies rode the wave of ecstasy that
consumed us. Finally after what seemed like an
eternity, I felt him begin to stroke my hair.
“What happened, Susan? Why did you
disappear?”
His question came out of nowhere causing my
breath to catch in my chest. The truth was even
though I was in his arms, I hadn’t given him an
explanation of everything that had happened
between me and David.
‘He deserves to know,’ I thought as I rolled off
him to his side where he immediately gathered me
up in his arms.
I inhaled and began talking.
I
EPILOGUE
SUSAN
4 years later…
woke up in Howard’s arms as the first rays of
the morning sun hit my face. We had gone out
yesterday night with a few friends; Carol and
her husband as well as Kimberly and her fiancé. It
was the night before Carol and I graduated from
college. As a result, our men had taken us out for
celebratory drinks.
Carol and her husband had gotten married at
the beginning of our final year in college. Kimberly,
who had first been Carol’s friend, had become my
friend and our bond had tightened over the years.
She had gotten engaged about a month ago.
As for me and Howard, we had continued to
fall deeper in love over the past four years.
“What happened?” he’d asked me four years
ago in his bedroom and I had proceeded to tell him
all that had happened, showing him both videos -
the one David had taken and the one Kimberly had
taken.
He’d gone mad with rage and wanted to
confront David. A part of me wanted him to but I
knew better. I’d succeeded in calming him down
before proceeding to make love to him once more,
and for the second time on his bed.
Over the years, we’d come close to discovery,
but we managed to keep our relationship a secret,
save for the few who already knew. One extra
person discovered our secret though in my third
year - Dean Betty.
It had been purely coincidental and we’d
expected her to blow the whistle on us. She,
however, surprised all of us by staying silent. We
had all become best friends.
David, on the other hand, had disappeared from
the university at the beginning of our second year.
Rumor had it that he’d changed schools and was
down in Texas. He obviously couldn’t cope with
the guilt and seeing me every day, it was not like I
cared anyway.
As my mind returned from its journey down
memory lane, I lifted my eyes to look at the face of
the man I’d fallen in love with.
“Howard,” I whispered softly.
He grunted.
“Baby, we’ve got to get up. My graduation
ceremony is today.”
“Can’t we miss that and stay in bed?” he asked
sleepily.
“No silly.” I laughed. “Get up now.”
“Fine!” he grumbled. “But next time you want
to seduce me, I’m saying a big no.”
“Like you could resist me,” I fired back,
chuckling.
He turned then and kissed me square on the
lips. He broke the kiss and looked me in the eyes.
“Marry me!” he said simply.
“What!!!” I answered, my mind going into
shock.
He jumped out of the bed then and went to the
wardrobe while I sat up in bed. He came back with
a box and knelt by the bedside before opening it.
My eyes blinked as the ring gleamed in the early
morning rays of the sun.
“I’ve been carrying this around looking for the
perfect time to propose. Baby I just realized I don’t
need the perfect time. All I need is the perfect
woman for me. You’ve made me so happy these
past 4 years and I’ll be damned if I let you walk out
of this bedroom without me asking you to be my
wife and spend the rest of our lives together. So
Susan Fowler, I love you with all my heart. Will
you marry me?”
The first streak of tears blurred my vision and
streamed down my cheeks. I couldn’t respond as
my emotions began choking me. I simply nodded
and continued crying as he proceeded to put the
ring on my finger.
Finally I found my voice and screamed yes as
he stood up from his kneeling position and jumped
into bed, hugging me.
“Yes,” I said repeatedly. “Yes, I’ll marry you
Howard. Yes, I’ll be your wife.”
He hugged me tighter and I knew I was the
luckiest girl on earth to have ended up with such a
man.
“I love you, Howard Jones,” I whispered into
his ear. “I’ll love you till time stands still.”
It was a promise that I meant with every fiber
of my being.
After a while, he whispered back into my ear.
“I love you too, baby. And I’ll love you forever
and a day more.”
THE END
A KNOCK FROM THE PAST (SNEAK
PEEK)
I
CHAPTER 1
ARTHUR
woke up with a start.
My body still trembled in fear, a remnant
of the nightmare I’d just had. I willed myself
to relax, repeatedly doing breathing exercises the
way that my old therapist had taught me. It took my
body a while until it stopped trembling and until my
mind was back into calmer thoughts.
It was just a dream. I was in my apartment. I
was safe.
I kept repeating those words in my head, until
the fear dissipated from every part of my body. But
I knew that despite the fact that I could manipulate
my brain into calming down, I couldn’t demand my
body to go back to sleep. I didn’t need to look at
the alarm clock to read the harsh red numbers that
indicated it was two hours after midnight. I always
woke up at this hour and always for the same
reason.
I had been having the same nightmare since
Julian died two years ago. In the beginning, I was
too shaken up that I couldn’t calm myself and I
couldn’t forget every gory detail. I had to distract
myself then. I frequented bars and found girls to
screw with, until I couldn’t remember the reason
why I woke up so early. But doing that meant that I
became too tired during work, so I had to find
myself an alternative.
With a sigh, I got out of bed and changed out of
my sleeping clothes and then grabbed the book on
my nightstand. It was a good thing I lived in an
apartment located in such a busy street where there
was a 24-hour coffee shop just around the block.
When I arrived at the café, I noticed that there
was someone already there which was unusual. At
this time, I was almost always the only customer in
the café to the point that I had become friendly
with the baristas. Kevin was the one manning the
counter today and he began to whip me up my
usual order while I casually glanced at the woman
who had taken my usual spot.
“I was going to tell her that spot was already
taken but decided against it, because you didn’t
really have your name written on the seat,” Kevin
told me and then slid to me my tall cup of hot
Americano. “Looks like you aren’t the only
insomniac tonight, Art.”
“How long has she been here?”
Kevin shrugged. “Probably thirty minutes.
She’s also not much of a talker. All she told me was
that she was adjusting to the time zone difference
since she just arrived in America two days ago.”
“Where is she from?” I asked, glancing at the
woman buried in her book. My eyes caught sight of
her long, tan legs and I couldn’t stop myself from
admiring them.
“Australia,” Kevin responded in a hushed
voice. “We should probably stop talking about her
when she’s in the same room as us.”
I chuckled and handed Kevin the money for the
coffee and then took a seat near the woman who
had taken my spot. I had not seen her around, so
she must have been someone new because if I’d
seen her before, I would’ve noticed her and already
have flirted with her or something, because she was
actually pretty damn attractive.
Her blue eyes were hidden behind thick,
transparent-framed glasses. Her black hair was tied
in a messy ponytail and her lips – fuck-her lips -
looked so full and plump. The fact that she was
chewing on her bottom lip, pushing it into her
mouth and letting her teeth graze on it, made her
look all the more alluring. When I’d rolled out of
bed earlier, I didn’t expect that this would be what I
would end up seeing at the café, but I wasn’t
complaining.
My eyes traveled down her body, marveling at
the petite frame and the long legs that her shorts
showed off. She must’ve lived in the same unit as
mine or the one across from it because of how
casual her clothes were. But damn, those legs were
inviting. I allowed my eyes to travel back to her
pretty face to find her eyebrows scrunched together
as she read through her book. There wasn’t usually
any customer at that hour in the café but me,
however today there was a gorgeous woman sitting
in my usual spot.
It didn’t take me long until I stood up and
carried my drink to where she sat.
“Mind if I join you?”
She looked up from her book but I couldn’t see
any surprise in her blue eyes. “I was wondering
when you would.”
I pulled the seat across from hers and sat down.
“Were you expecting me to?”
She closed her book and tilted her head to get a
better look at me. “With the intensity of your stare,
it was either I tell you to mind your own business,
or you get the courage to come up and talk to me.
It’s a good thing the latter one happened.”
I smiled. “So, what brings you here at this time
of the day?”
She took her own cup and opened the lid, the
scent of the tea wafting over to where I sat.
“Insomnia. Time zone difference. Adjusting. You
probably have an idea of how hard it is to adjust
your sleeping pattern when you come from a
different place.”
“So, Australia, huh?” I said, sipping my own
coffee. I was never good at small talk and I knew
how bad I was sucking at it right now. I’d rather
have her suck me instead.
She smiled coyly and then pulled her bottom lip
back into her mouth before she said, “Why did you
come over to my table?”
I reached out and then placed my hand just in
front of her face, leveling it to where her mouth
was. I extended my thumb and index finger so that
I could pull her bottom lip out of her mouth, slowly,
watching as her teeth grazed at it. “Because I
wanted to do that. It was driving me insane. It made
me think of what I could do to you -– punishments
- and there are so many things that I want to do.”
Her eyebrows raised and I waited for her
reaction. She could either slap me and tell me that I
was an ass, or play the game with me. “I’m not a
submissive.”
I pursed my lips and contained the playful smile
forming on my face. I liked her answer and I liked
the confidence she put in her words, like she wasn’t
someone to be messed with and thought bad of. I
didn’t comment on anything related to that topic
and instead looked at the book she was reading.
Surprisingly, it was one I had read before.
“Who said anything about BDSM?” I raised an
eyebrow and then motioned to the book on the
table between us. “I’ve read another book by the
same author. I could lend it to you if you want?”
A lazy smirk made its way across her lips as she
cocked her head to the side, staring at me with
beautiful blue eyes. “Are you trying to seduce me?”
“It depends on your perspective.”
She chuckled and then stood up, slowly, and I
couldn’t stop myself from staring at her long legs.
“Well, I do love this author. Might as well check
out the copy you have of him.”
I grinned and then finished my coffee quickly,
before following her out of the café, but not before
winking at Kevin and flashing him a winning smile.
The conversation to my apartment was casual and
not as filled with sexual innuendos as the last one.
We were in the elevator, heading to the tenth floor.
“Did you purposely take the tenth floor just so
you could do this to most girls?”
I turned to her and smirked. “I don’t usually
bring girls to my apartment.”
“I should be flattered then,” was her only reply.
The elevator doors opened and we made our way to
my unit. I opened the door and she followed me
inside, closing the door behind her. I fetched the
book that was just settled on the coffee table in the
living room and when I came back to her, she was
still by the door. I lifted the book up for her to see
and she scoffed, shaking her head at me. “We both
know you didn’t bring me here for the book.”
She took a step towards me, her strides slow
and measured. She stopped right in front of me, and
only one more step and our lips would crash against
each other. But it was the playfulness in her blue
eyes that made me pause, the mischievous glint that
made me reconsider my intentions.
She placed a hand on my cheek that slowly
lowered until it rested on my neck, her fingers
curling against the nape of my neck. She leaned in
closer, her lips brushing against mine, and she
whispered into my ear: “The night is young, what
do you say we enjoy it?”
That was all it took for me to snap. I grabbed
the back of her head and crashed my lips against
hers, backing her against my front door. She
moaned into my lips, her nails dug into my back. I
fiddled with her top and she pulled away long
enough to take it off and for me to do the same
thing with mine. Her hands subtly caressed my
stomach; the ghost of a touch gave me
goosebumps.
Before I could crash my lips against hers again,
she knelt down in front of me and then pulled down
my jeans. I was already hard and waiting for her.
The sight of my erect cock didn’t seem to faze her
and I could see her smirking. She looked up at me
and winked. “Already ready for me, I see.”
I chuckled and then placed a hand on her
cheek, guiding her face to swallow my hard dick. I
closed my eyes in satisfaction as I relished the
feeling of her hot mouth on my thick cock. She
sucked on my balls too, eliciting a groan in
response from me. But by the time that I was about
to burst my release, she suddenly stopped and
slowly stood up.
Her lips were on mine and I could taste the pre-
cum that glistened on her lips. I wanted to push her
against the wall and shove my pulsating dick inside
her pussy, ram myself against her until the sun
came up. But she pulled away from me and I saw
the satisfactory smirk on her lips.
She placed a thumb against my lips, wiping
whatever fluid was on them. “I think that’s all for
tonight, love. It’ll take a lot more effort to get
inside my pussy.”
She pulled away from me with a sly smile on
her face and the book in her hand. I didn’t even
know how she had gotten hold of it. She waved the
book in the air and then began to back away. “I’ll
bring it back to you once I’m done. Thank you for
this, stranger.”
I stared at her in surprise but she just continued
to back away slowly, tantalizingly, and I knew that
she was teasing. I wanted to grab her arm and spin
her around because she just played me. She didn’t
even let me cum and left me to finish what she
started. But I couldn’t help but chuckle to myself
when she was finally out of the door, my book in
her hands. I shook my head and then began to walk
back to my room, knowing that I had to jerk myself
off at the thought of her. I wasn’t sure if I would
see her again but she sure as hell would be in for a
bigger game if I did.
It was later in the morning, when I was done
with my morning shower, that my personal phone
began ringing. The caller wasn’t registered and the
number wasn’t familiar, which was surprising
because I normally didn’t just give out my number
to anyone. Even the girls I played with were
registered on my work phone.
I answered on the fourth ring. “Hello?”
“Your voice hasn’t changed that much, Artie.”
My eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “Who the
hell is this?”
“My, my, I don’t think that’s the way you
should be answering calls, Artie. Haven’t we taught
you manners at all?”
“You must have the wrong number. I don’t
know you.”
He chuckled on the other line. “Ah, ignorance
can be bliss, am I right? But don’t worry, Artie.
You’ll remember me soon enough. And I’m excited
for that day to arrive, Artie. You’re going to be
pleasantly surprised.”
And the line went dead. I stared at my phone
long and hard. There were people I knew who used
to call me Artie, but it was impossible for the caller
to be one of them. Whoever this caller was, he was
simply just messing with me. And for someone like
me to get a random, seemingly threatening call,
wasn’t unusual. I was the CEO of the fast-growing
gaming company. I had also been managing Julian’s
company. His enemies had become mine.
It was probably just one of them.
I finished getting ready and headed over to
Interzone. My morning went on the way it usually
did. There was nothing out of the blue other than
that call I had earlier, but it wasn’t something I
should worry about. I had enemies, which was one
of the things included in my job description.
I was at my office when the head of the
creative staff came in. Gian was carrying a
portfolio and I vaguely remembered him asking me
about a month ago if he could add someone new to
his team. “Ah, Mr. Waters, I hope I didn’t catch
you at a bad time but I was wondering if you could
check out this resume of the newest member of my
team?”
He sat on the chair across from my desk and
then placed the documents neatly in front of me. I
opened the file and was surprised to see the picture.
A slow smile made its way across my face. “Is she
here?”
Gian beamed and nodded enthusiastically.
“Yes! I’ll ask her to come in right now if you want
to meet her.”
He rushed outside and opened the door. She
walked in behind Gian, the confidence that I saw in
her earlier this morning replaced with a quiet and
tamed one. She couldn’t see me, because Gian was
blocking her view. I stood up from my seat,
straightening my jacket as Gian made the
introductions.
“Miss Stone, I would like you to meet the
president of our company, Mr. Art Waters.”
When Gian stepped aside, that was when she
saw me. Her mouth hung open when she realized
who I was and she stared at me with wide, shocked
eyes. I smirked and nodded at her. “Hello, Miss
Stone. Welcome to my company.”
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