Craving Sin
A Knight’s Watch Story
By Lacey Thorn
Craving Sin
Copyright © 2015, Lacey Thorn
Edited by Michele Paulin and Liza Green
Published by Lacey Thorn Publishing
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Electronic format ISBN: 978-0-09963032-2-4
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Electronic Release: September 2015
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and occurrences are a product of the author’s
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coincidental.
Craving Sin
A Knight’s Watch Story
By Lacey Thorn
Sinclair Eisley, Sin to those who know her, is ready for a change. She’s prepared to
put modeling behind her and spend some time getting to know her sister again. She’s
only planning on a long vacation until she meets a man who suddenly makes her
yearn for that ever elusive happily ever after.
Former military intelligence, scouted by both the FBI and CIA, Gilly Marston likes
his life just the way it is. He runs his bar and still dabbles in a few things on the side
when the mood hits. He’s big on safety, both his and others who need him.
Everything’s perfect until a gorgeous blonde walks in and knocks him on his ass,
making him crave a life of sin.
Someone else is craving Sin, as well. He’s been watching and waiting for the right
time to confess his love. He’s determined to have her, alive or dead.
For Elizabeth and all the fans of the Knight’s Watch! Xoxo
Chapter One
“Hey, Sin. A big envelope came for you a little bit ago. I left it on the table.”
“Thanks, Milly.” Sinclair Eisley threw her keys and purse on the side table and
placed a hand over her mouth to cover the yawn. She’d slept like the dead in the hotel
last night, but after a three-week shoot in the Caribbean, she was glad to be home.
“So, how’d it go?” Milly wanted to know. They’d met two years ago when
Milly had been at her first photo shoot. Sin had taken her under her wing, and the two
had ended up as roommates.
“I quit.”
“What?” Milly’s screech could have shattered glass or maybe, just Sin’s
eardrums.
“I told them it was my last shoot. I’m ready to move on and do something else.”
“Move on? To what?”
Milly looked at her as if she’d lost her mind. It probably seemed that way to the
other girl. She was just starting out in the modeling world. Fresh faced and full of
hope. Those days were behind Sin. Most likely, because modeling had never really
been her dream. She’d lucked into it through her sister, the one and only Andromeda
Eisley, former agent and manager to a plethora of A-list celebrities. Sin had met the
right people, been given the best opportunities and made a small fortune having fun
since she was fourteen years old.
That was one reason she was ready to call it quits. She’d never gone to high
school. She’d had private tutors for her studies. She’d graduated from a school that
catered to celebrity kids just like her and gone to a ceremony filled with a room full of
strangers. There’s been no prom, no football games, no cheerleading tryouts. No
bonfires or picnics. At least, not those that weren’t part of an elaborate photo shoot.
For the first time in her life, she craved some normalcy. She wanted real friends
who had real get-togethers. She was twenty-seven years old. After thirteen years, she
was ready to leave it all behind, and maybe even follow her sister to Oklahoma City,
the place Andromeda now called home. Sin missed her big sister, and she could really
do with some family time.
“Sin?”
She shook her thoughts away and focused on Milly. “I’m moving out, going to
see my sister for a bit.”
“You’re moving to Oklahoma?” Milly made it sound as if it was the end of the
world.
From the moment she’d met Milly two years earlier, Sin had seen a lot of herself
in the girl. They’d connected, and before Sin realized it, she had a roommate. She
didn’t regret it one bit.
She laughed. “I don’t know. I’m just going for a visit right now, but I want to
give you plenty of time to find a roommate. I’ll have my stuff packed up and put in
storage until I decide what I’m doing.”
Milly bit her bottom lip. “Actually, I could ask Robbie to move in.”
Sin held her surprise in check. Robbie was one of the assistants who often went
on shoots with them. He was quiet but always helpful and willing to go the extra mile
for the models, supplying anything they needed. Sin had always found him sweet, but
she wouldn’t have guessed Milly had given him a second glance. The younger woman
stuck with the models. Robbie hung out with the other assistants and staff who
accompanied them on shoots.
“Well, congratulations,” Sin offered. “I didn’t realize you two were that close.”
Milly nodded. “He makes me feel…” She shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know
how to explain it.”
“Your face says it all,” Sin told her with a smile. “I can leave the bigger pieces
of furniture here for you two if you like. Everything else will be either packed into my
SUV or storage by the end of the week.”
“You’d leave me your furniture?” Milly sounded stunned.
Sin shrugged. It was just furniture. She honestly didn’t want the headache of
trying to store it then move it to wherever she decided to land. “You’ll be doing me a
favor. Trust me.”
“Thank you. You don’t have to move that quickly though, do you? Take your
time,” Milly urged. “You just got back. You’re almost asleep on your feet.”
Sin laughed. “You wouldn’t know I slept like the dead last night, but I did. I
think a tornado could have gone through, and I wouldn’t have known.”
“You’ve always been a sound sleeper during shoots,” Milly said. “At least, you
have since I’ve known you.”
“Comes from years of practice in falling asleep anywhere and everywhere.
Some shoots, we were lucky to get any rest.” She took in Milly’s outfit and lifted an
eyebrow. “Heading out?”
“New club opening up. I’m meeting Robbie and some of the other models there.
You could come,” she invited.
Sin shook her head. “No, thanks.” She almost laughed at the thought that went
through her head. Twenty-seven wasn’t too old to go clubbing, but it sure felt like it.
“Have a great time.”
Milly leaned in and gave Sin a quick hug before heading out. “Don’t forget your
mail on the table,” Milly called over her shoulder. “The guy said it was important.”
Sin shut the door with a wave and groaned as she flipped the lock. It was
probably something from her agent/surrogate big sister Pamela Winters, already
wanting her for another shoot. She’d been watching over Sin since she’d been
fourteen. The woman refused to believe Sin was really leaving. Sin grabbed her purse,
walked through the kitchen to grab the large envelope and a bottle of water then
headed to her bedroom. She needed a hot shower and a good night’s sleep. She’d deal
with Pamela and whatever she’d sent over later. One way or another, the woman
would have to understand Sin was serious.
She dropped everything on top of her dresser, flipping on the lamp beside the
bed and digging her cell phone out so she’d remember to put it on the charger before
she called it a night. Turning, she caught a glimpse in the mirror. God, she looked
tired. Her brown eyes weren’t as bright with the dark bags underneath. Her skin even
appeared sallow under her tan. She should head to the beach for a few weeks of
nothing but sun and swimming, which was funny considering how “unrelaxing” her
recent trip there had been. She’d have to find something fun to do in Oklahoma.
Andromeda would know where to find the best massage, the best steak and the sexiest
men. Her sister had priorities. Sin appreciated that.
Thinking of her sister, she thumbed her phone unlocked and went to her
favorites list then hit the top one to give her sister a call. Andromeda answered on the
first ring.
“Well, hey there. I was just thinking about you.”
“Really?” Sin questioned. “I figured you’d be busy taking names and kicking
asses.”
Andromeda laughed. “No one would dare bother me with the men suddenly
surrounding me. You’d be in heaven, Sin. Heaven.”
It was Sin’s turn to laugh. “That good, huh?”
“Complete testosterone high. Paisley’s fiancé, Bare, is pure alpha male. I damn
near swallowed my tongue when she introduced me. Then I met the rest of the
Watch.”
“The Watch?” Sin questioned.
“Bare works for Paisley’s dad, Jamison Knight, at Knight’s Watch. They do
security.”
“Like bodyguards or home alarms?”
“Both,” Andromeda said. “It’s made up of former members of the military.
From what I’ve seen, it’s a way for them to transition back from where they’ve been,
and most are fresh from foreign soil. It’s amazing. He gives them a job, a place to
stay, and there are even therapy sessions through his right-hand man, Tucker Wade.
They… They’re amazing.”
“Amazing, huh?” Sin snickered. “I’m guessing Jamison and Tucker have some
alpha hormones of their own.”
“Well, I wouldn’t… They don’t… It’s just a good thing they’re doing; that’s
all,” Andromeda stammered.
“Holy shit! You’ve got it bad. I don’t even have to see your face to know you’re
blushing. Which one is it?”
Andromeda cleared her throat. “I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking
about.”
Sin’s jaw dropped open. “Oh, my God! It’s both of them! You kinky vixen you.
I had no idea you had it in you.”
“Oh, God,” Andromeda groaned. “You have no idea what I have in me. Hell,
even I don’t know anymore.”
Sin pulled her phone from her ear and stared at it. Did big sister suddenly sound
young and unsure? Had Andromeda ever been in such a position? Not that Sin
recalled. Her sister was the most self-assured woman she knew.
“Hello?” Andromeda called through the phone. “Are you still there?”
“I’m here,” Sin said, placing the phone back against her ear. “I…I literally have
no idea what to say.”
“Say that you’ve decided to jump off the jet-set lifestyle and come see me. I
miss you, and I could really use some sister time.”
Now that was really not like Andromeda.
“What’s going on?” Sin’s head spun. Her sister was sixteen years older than her.
“Oh, God! You’re not dying, are you?”
Andromeda snorted. “No, I’m not dying. Can’t I miss you?”
“I guess,” Sin said. “Are you okay?”
“Seeing Paisley again after what happened to her made me appreciate how
quickly things can change. She should have been happily married to Lance with kids
by now. That all changed when her mother hired someone to kill him.”
“I thought you said she’s happy with Bare.”
“She is,” Andromeda assured her. “God, the man worships her, and she lights up
at just the mention of his name. I guess, I’m just watching her with Bare, Jamison and
Tucker, and all the other members of Knight’s Watch and realizing what I’ve missed
out on. What we’ve missed out on. I’m forty-three this year, and other than money and
a solid reputation for a job I no longer want to do, what do I have? No husband. No
children. Hell, I don’t even have a lover.”
“That makes two of us, and it’s been a long, dry spell.”
“Same here,” Andromeda agreed.
“Even with all that testosterone?” Sin teased.
“I’m looking. Trust me.”
“Start tasting.”
They both laughed. It felt good.
“I quit my job,” Sin confessed, sharing the reason she’d called. “Here I was
hoping you’d be okay with me heading to Oklahoma for a visit. Sounds like we’re
both in need of some sister time.”
“Of course, I am! But…you quit modeling? Is everything okay with you?”
“I’ve been thinking about it for the last year. I’m tired. It seems as if I’m always
on a plane, going somewhere or coming back from somewhere.”
“Are you sure that’s the only reason?” Andromeda asked quietly.
Sin thought of the letters she’d been receiving. She’d never told her sister about
them. She’d hired an investigator, but so far, nothing. They weren’t threats, so she
hadn’t gone to the police. Still, there’d been something about them that made her
uneasy. Maybe, it was the way the writer had confessed undying love for her. The
poems about her hair were a bit much, as well. Maybe, her admirer was the impetus to
her finally making the break with her job, but the thoughts had been there before.
“I guess I’ve been feeling the same as you. Wanting something more.”
“Okay, then,” Andromeda said as if it were all settled with that one answer. “I
still have a ton of boxes stored in my spare room. I’m planning to make it into an
office eventually, but I haven’t felt the need to push myself. Let me know how soon
you’ll be here, and I’ll get it all moved around. I can get a bed and other furniture and
have it all set up for you.”
“Um, I was thinking this weekend.”
“This weekend?” Andromeda’s voice screeched.
“Well, I’ll leave here this weekend. I’m planning to drive and take my time. See
some of the sights along the way. I’ll be there next week sometime.”
“Okay. I’ll make a list. Get everything done as quickly as possible.”
“I’ll stay in a hotel,” Sin told her. “I’m used to it, and I like it. Room service. No
curfew. No wake-up time. Gym, pool and usually a great bar close at hand.”
“You can’t stay in a hotel,” Andromeda argued.
“Can and will,” Sin said with a laugh. “We haven’t lived together for any length
of time since I was fourteen and took my first modeling job.”
“But…I just… You should stay here,” Andromeda said.
“I appreciate the offer, but, seriously, Andy, how many bathrooms do you
have?”
“One,” Andromeda admitted and started laughing.
“Yeah, I don’t see us sharing one bathroom. Ever.”
“Okay. You’re right. I’ll send you a list of hotels that offer what you’re looking
for and will give you the best rate.”
“Sounds great,” Sin said and meant it.
“Call or text me when you hit the road. Keep me posted on where you are.”
“I will,” Sin promised.
“I can’t wait to see you,” Andromeda told her.
“I’m looking forward to it, too.” She covered the phone while she yawned so big
she thought she’d crack her jaw.
“I can hear you yawning,” Andromeda said. “Get some sleep. I’ll see you soon.”
“Soon,” Sin repeated. “Love you.”
“Love you,” Andromeda replied, and they hung up.
Sin put her phone on the charger and gave another yawn. She let out a groan and
began stripping on her way to the bathroom. Thirty minutes later, she emerged, steam
billowing out around her as she finished towel-drying her hair and fell into bed. She’d
pay for the wet hair when she woke up in the morning. Dropping the damp towel by
the bed, she climbed naked under the crisp, clean sheets and reached for the lamp.
Sighing as darkness cocooned her, she rolled to her side, grabbed the pillow on the
other side of the bed and hugged it against her chest. She was asleep in minutes.
* * * *
Sin never heard the creak of the door down the hall or the soft footsteps coming
toward her room. He paused in shadow, holding his exhale as he waited to see if she’d
heard him this time. He counted to a hundred before easing forward on a silent sigh
and reaching for her doorknob. He pushed the door slowly open and took in her
beauty. His Sin. His perfect Sin. He’d been craving her more and more lately.
He moved across the room, familiar with the placement of her items. He saw her
discarded clothes and sifted through them until he found her panties, snatching them
up and bringing them to his nose. God, he loved the smell of her. He tucked them into
his front pocket. He needed them more than she did.
He shuffled over until he stood over her, staring. She was beautiful, though he
could tell she was tired. She should take better care of herself. Or better yet, let him
take care of her. He wanted to brush his hands through her lush strands where they
spilled over her pillow and down her back. He loved the deep gold and red tones in
her blonde curls, so reminiscent of the fire she ignited in him. He burned for her
constantly. Soon, he’d have her. Soon. But not yet. He wasn’t done wooing her.
When she’d left the airport earlier, he’d watched her take the bottle of water
he’d drugged out of her bag. He’d chosen her favorite water bottle on purpose,
knowing it was the one she always had on hand and drank from first. Still, he couldn’t
be a hundred percent sure she’d drunk it all, which made his overwhelming need to
see her extremely risky. It wouldn’t suit his purpose for her to wake up and find him
watching over her. He needed more time to show her how much she meant to him.
The letters, the poems, and now, the pictures he wanted to share with her were all
tokens of his deep love and adoration.
Tonight, he would need to be more cautious. There would only be time for a
quick in-and-out. Thank God, that silly Milly had conveniently left her keys lying
around. It had been so easy to slip off and make a copy of their house key. He was no
longer confined to sneaking in to check on Sin only when she was in a hotel room. It
wasn’t the same though. There, he could take his time, secure in his knowledge that
others on the shoot were prone to leaving her alone when she went to her room. She
was well-respected, and they all appreciated her need for downtime. He had a feeling
she did it just for him, so they could be alone together. Here, in her home, it was too
risky. There was no telling when Milly might show up again. She often returned with
her current lover, Robbie Morgan. He couldn’t risk being caught by either of them.
Only Sin would understand his need to be with her.
He reached for the sheet and carefully slid it down until it pooled at her waist,
watching for any sign she wasn’t sleeping as deeply as it seemed. She shifted slightly,
not moving onto her back but rolling enough that he had a perfect view of her breast,
and he froze. When her eyes didn’t open, he let his gaze drink her in. Her exposed
breast was so full and firm, the nipple soft in sleep.
He wanted to touch her so badly his hand shook. He knew he needed to wait. He
had to court her. Keep sending her the love letters and poems he’d written. She was
waiting for him. He knew it. There were never any men around her. She was so pure.
The last thing he’d do was soil her before they committed to one another. For now, it
was enough just to see her. Plus, there were his pictures of her to keep him company.
He’d recently decided to send her some of the pictures he’d taken of her.
Modeling was her life, and he wanted her to know he was prepared to be a part of it.
He’d saved the best photos for himself then realized how selfish that was. The last
envelope he’d sent her had the ones he’d taken in her hotel room on the last shoot. It
had been so easy to get a copy of her keycard, too easy. She should be more careful.
Thankfully, she had him to watch over her now.
He licked his lips at the memory of that night. Her naked body had been on full
display for him. There were shadows in the pictures. He hadn’t wanted to use the
flash, afraid to draw attention to her dark room or even wake her despite the drug in
her system. There was no hiding her perfection though. Still, he’d waited until the first
rays of the morning sun had peeked through her window for the last shots. Her skin
had glowed in the early light. He’d framed several of those and placed them in his
bedroom.
He needed another full night watching her, touching her. He worked to control
his breathing as his body responded to thoughts of how it would be when they finally
made love. Perfect. It would be as perfect as she was.
Maybe, he should just…
He shook his head and lowered the hand he hadn’t even realized he’d lifted. He
gritted his teeth and reminded himself the roommate could be home at any time. He
couldn’t risk hiding again, not when he was almost certain the other woman wouldn’t
return alone.
She’d return with that assistant she was fornicating with. He fisted his hands at
the thought of the other man. It would suit him fine if Robbie and his whore both
disappeared. He hated Robbie, with his constant smiles and too solicitous attitude
toward Sin. He knew the other man wanted her. What man could look at her and not?
Then there was that stupid roommate. She wasn’t good enough to live with his
Sin, but he knew it was only a matter of time before all that changed. The moment to
finally reveal himself and confess his love was fast approaching. It was getting harder
and harder to keep his hands from caressing Sin’s perfection. Even now, he shook
with his need for her. He’d promised himself he’d wait until the ideal moment then
take her away so they could consummate what was between them. That time had
arrived. He’d known the second he’d heard her say she was leaving modeling. She
would no longer share herself with the world. She was ready to be his and only his.
Soon, he’d touch her, take her and make her his in the way a man claimed his
woman. Soon.
She moaned and shifted again, turning fully on her side and sliding the cover up.
She kicked one leg free and moved it over the top of the sheet, exposing the feminine
curve of her hip and the rounded globes of her buttocks. So beautiful. So perfect.
Decadent and sinful. He planned to indulge very soon.
He reached down to rub himself through his jeans. Very soon.
Chapter Two
Sin had everything done by Friday afternoon. She was free and clear, and it was
exhilarating to be so unencumbered.
She’d rented a storage unit and filled it with boxes and the few pieces of
furniture Milly and Robbie had decided not to keep. Then she’d packed what she
wanted with her in her SUV. Hell, it was so full she looked as if she were moving
instead of going on vacation. She’d taken care of having her mail forwarded to
Andromeda’s apartment and taken her name off the lease and utilities.
She’d thrown all her mail into a tote bag, including the envelope from Pamela,
planning to sort through it all once she’d settled in Oklahoma. There was no rush.
She’d already told Pamela no more shoots. It wasn’t Sin’s fault if the other woman
didn’t believe her yet.
It was a little over nineteen hours from LA to Oklahoma City. Sin held herself to
no more than six hours of driving a day and hit the city her sister now called home
early Tuesday afternoon. She would have arrived on Monday night, but she’d decided
to spend the night in Tulsa instead. She wanted to be rested and relaxed when she saw
Andromeda, so she’d stopped and opted for a late checkout.
Being relaxed had been the plan anyway. Then she’d exited off the turnpike
between Tulsa and Oklahoma City when her tire pressure light had come on. She’d
discovered there was no access to get back on the highway only after she’d veered off
to get it checked. At least, there had been a station to deal with the tire that had
required patching. The older man there had pointed her in the right direction and
warned her she might lose phone signal in some places.
She turned off her GPS and counted on her sense of direction and his
instructions to get her where she needed to be. She’d traveled back roads, going
through multiple small towns, some with only a solitary flashing light. She was
somewhere on the outskirts of Oklahoma City when she saw a weathered building
with a simple sign reading, Gilly’s. She didn’t know if it was a bar or restaurant or
what, but at the moment, her bladder was too needy to care.
A few trucks and a single motorcycle dotted the lot. She gripped her purse then
looped it over her head to cross her body and rest on her hip for easy access. She
grabbed her keys, phone and a rubber band before locking up and walking as fast as
her bladder allowed toward the door. It opened to a dimly lit room, and her eyes took
a moment to adjust. She was glancing around, searching for a sign for the restrooms
when a voice called out to her.
“Bathroom’s in back.”
Sin turned her head to take in the guy at the bar and almost swallowed her
tongue. Well, hello, she thought, taking in the tall drink of water. He had wavy hair in
a deep chocolate color that hung just around his collar. It looked thick and sexy. She
couldn’t make out his eyes, but she felt them go over her as she stood just inside the
door. His smile was wide, inviting and made her think he liked what he saw.
“Back that way.” He pointed in the direction she should go, and she bit back a
groan at how stupid she must appear just standing there gawking at him.
“Thanks,” she mumbled and tried to take her time walking, knowing he was
watching her the whole way.
She prayed she wasn’t waddling like a duck as she tried to hold her legs together
and cross the room. If she just made it through this moment without embarrassing
herself any more, she’d be really grateful.
She breathed a sigh of relief as the door swung shut behind her. She forgot
everything else and bolted for a stall, working her jeans down as she went. No more
huge bottles of water while driving, especially when she was lost and there were no
places to stop.
She took her time washing up, splashing cool water on her face and blotting it
dry. She pulled out her brush and tried to tame her mass of hair before pulling it back
into a high ponytail. She took a critical look in the mirror, bypassing her light-brown
eyes and dark, golden-blonde hair and studying the decreasing bags under her eyes
and the flush to her cheeks. Already, she felt better, lighter without all the baggage
that came with her lifestyle. Her old lifestyle.
Now, she could have a beer if she wanted, a thick, juicy burger, oozing with
extras, and maybe, a side of salty fries. She didn’t have to feel guilty about unhealthy
eating habits. There would be no punishing workouts to pay for consuming what she
wanted when she wanted. No fittings to prepare for. It was a deliciously freeing
thought, and she had a definite hop to her step as she left the restroom and headed
toward the bar and the gorgeous hunk drying glasses.
“I’m guessing that sassy step means you’re feeling much better now,” Mr.
handsome said, his eyes twinkling with humor. They were a unique shade of brown, a
deep, dark orange-ish-brown color that reminded her of a glass of cognac. They were
mesmerizing.
He leaned in, resting his forearms on the bar and propping his chin on top as he
looked at her. He had this delicious brush of whiskers over his face, as if a beard and
mustache were just waiting for permission to take shape. “That’s the second time
you’ve been overcome by my sexy looks. I’ll start blushing soon.”
She threw back her head and laughed. Usually, men paused and ogled her, yet
here she was doing it to him.
“I feel as if I should give you a wolf whistle, but I’m afraid I don’t know how,”
she admitted.
He pursed his lips, put a finger at each corner of his mouth and whistled loud
enough to fill the whole room.
“Well, thank you,” she said, dropping her voice to a husky tone. “I appreciate
you whistling at yourself for me.”
He laughed then, a deep, melodic sound that had her panties growing moist.
“That was all for you, honey. What can I get you?”
“Something cold to drink would be great,” she admitted. “Then maybe assure
me I’m heading in the right direction and not lost.”
“Beer, Coke or water?” he asked then continued before she could answer. “And
you’re not lost in my book. You’re exactly where you should be. Otherwise, we
wouldn’t have met. And that…well, that would have been a calamity.”
“A calamity, huh?” She held her laugh in. Who said calamity in conversation?
“In that case, I’ll take a beer and a menu. Unless you don’t serve food?”
“For you, I’d cook it myself,” he swore, hand covering his heart. “But it just so
happens we do serve food and the kitchen is open. I recommend the burgers. Best
you’ll find around here.”
“Sold,” she said. “One with everything.”
“Fries?”
She nodded.
“Let me put the order in, and I’ll be right back.”
He turned, and her gaze automatically traveled from his wide shoulders down to
his waist and the stellar ass moving away from her. Damn, the man was hot.
“I can feel you staring at my ass,” he called then glanced back to wiggle his
brows at her. “It’s okay. I watched yours earlier. It was mighty fine, too.”
She laughed again as he disappeared through a swinging door. Lord, she hadn’t
laughed this much in far too long. She could use more of… Hell! She didn’t even
know his name. She had to shake off the spell he’d apparently put her under and get it
together. No one had ever managed to have her staring the way he did.
He sauntered back in and headed toward her. His eyes were glued to her, never
straying from her face.
“Hey, Gilly! Bring us another round!” a voice yelled from behind her, and she
glanced back, startled to see a group of guys sitting at a table toward the back. She’d
never even noticed them. One held his beer bottle up to her in greeting, and they all
grinned. She blushed and felt the color climb from her neck up to her ears as she
closed her eyes.
Gilly grunted and thankfully took another round over to them, allowing her a
few minutes to peer around and see who else she might have missed—one table with
two men, heads low as they spoke, and another with a guy by himself. A shot glass
and bottle of something dark sat before him. The bottle was already half empty. He
never looked up a he threw back a shot.
“He’s harmless,” Gilly said as he moved back behind the bar. At her look, he
nodded toward the man she’d been watching. “He comes in here every day. He’s been
nursing the same bottle for a while now. He’ll take three shots max. Then sit and lose
himself in his thoughts. Never bothers anyone. Keeps to himself.”
“That’s incredibly sad,” Sin stated softly. “So lost in the past, preferring the
bottle to what’s right outside that door.”
“Let me grab you that beer,” Gilly said, not commenting on her words. “Any
preference?”
“Whatever you have on tap is good,” she said with a shrug. “As long as it’s cold,
I’m happy.”
“I would have pegged you as a woman who prefers wine or even one of those
fruity drinks that hides the alcohol,” he told her as he drew the beer.
“I’ve been known to drink both on occasion,” she offered with a smile then
paused. “Wait. Is that some type of bartender code for high maintenance?”
He grinned without commenting, making her think it was. Maybe, he was into
the high-maintenance type. If so, he’d be disappointed with her. Good Lord! What
was wrong with her? She was already thinking as if they’d see each other again.
“So what’s your name?” he finally asked as he placed a tall glass in front of her.
She let her eyes watch the drop of condensation sliding down the frosted glass,
leaving a wet trail in its wake.
“Sin.”
“Oh, I’m all for sinning,” Gilly agreed then paused. She watched him blink, and
his eyes took on a sultry look. “Sin, huh?”
She nodded, taking a sip of the cold brew and sighing as it slid down her throat.
“I like that. I’m a devilish man myself. I crave dipping my toes in the sinful side
of life as often as I can.”
“Why, Gilly, are you trying to tell me that you’ve got a…” She paused,
searching for the right word. “Hankering for a dose of…” She paused again, letting
her glance flick over herself before meeting his again. “Sin?”
“A hankering?” he asked, with another of those sexy grins tugging at his lips.
“It’d be a calamity to leave you hanging,” she agreed.
He threw back his head and laughed aloud. His hands were on his hips, his chest
heaving as he howled. She just watched him, enjoying the uninhibited display of
merriment. It was rare in her world to see people genuinely laughing the way he was.
She liked it.
“It is an absolute pleasure meeting you, Sin,” he said, when he managed to quiet
his mirth. “I’m glad you found yourself lost in my neck of the woods.”
“Me, too. I’m guessing, since you’re Gilly, you own this place?”
“Every inch of it,” he confirmed. “You’re welcome to get lost here any time.”
“Thank you. I might take you up on that. It depends on how long I’m here,” she
said, already thinking she’d like to see him again.
“Here’s hoping you have a long stay,” he offered, tapping his water bottle
against her beer.
They both took a drink, and she shivered at the contrast of the cold beer against
his very hot gaze. He finished his water, his throat working with each swallow, and
she shifted on her seat. Jesus! Everything about the man was a sensual feast for the
eyes.
“I honestly have no idea how long I’ll be here. For the first time in a really long
time, I have no plans,” she admitted.
“What brought you to this area?”
“My sister. She lives here now. I’m supposed to meet her in a little bit at a place
downtown somewhere. She followed one of her clients here and decided to stay. Gave
up her job and is doing image consulting now for those who can afford her.”
Gilly had a look in his eyes. “You’re not looking for Knight’s Watch, by
chance?”
“That’s the place,” she agreed, perking up in her seat. How they hell had he
pulled that out of thin air?
“You must be Andromeda’s little sister, Sinclair,” he continued. “Cover model,
right?”
She nodded. “Everyone calls me Sin, and my modeling days are a thing of the
past now. Wrapped up my last shoot, and now, I’m free as a bird.”
“Looks good on you.”
“Thank you,” she said. “So how do you know my sister?”
“Actually Paisley Knight, better known as Paisley Ames, is the one I’ve heard
talking about you. She’s been excited for you to get here. Paisley thinks the world of
Andy.”
“My sister feels the same about Paisley. Is she your girlfriend?” She felt a pinch
of jealousy at the thought and almost laughed at herself. Jealous? Of a man she’d only
just met? That was definitely not normal behavior for her.
“No. God, no!” He looked shaken at the thought which made no sense. Sin knew
Paisley was gorgeous. “She’s engaged to my cousin—I guess my third cousin
technically, but we’ve never counted degrees of separation.”
That was right. Andy had mentioned Paisley’s fiancé was Bare. If the other man
looked half as good as Gilly, no wonder Paisley had fallen hard for him.
“Sorry. Now that I think about it, Andy did mention Paisley’s fiancé was named
Bare. “
“It’s okay. Paisley’s a beautiful woman, inside and out. Bare is a very lucky
man, and a very possessive one, too. I try not to bait the beast often.” He stopped,
shook his head then continued, “Okay, let me amend that. I do bait the beast every
chance I get. In my defense, no one else really does, and he needs it.”
“And who puts you in your place?” she whispered then held her breath at her
outrageousness. She didn’t even know the man, no matter how much she felt they’d
clicked.
He opened his mouth for what she imagined would have been a witty and most
likely, sexy comeback when a voice boomed out, “Order up!”
Gilly jolted, making her realize he was as lost in her as she was in him. That was
great as far as she was concerned. He turned and grabbed two plates from the window
on the other side of the bar. He came around the side, motioned with his head for her
to follow him then headed toward a table.
After a slight hesitation, she grabbed her beer and walked after him. Yes, he was
still a stranger, but there was something about him that made her feel comfortable.
She went on the fact he knew Andy, was family to a man Andy thought highly of, and
had obviously already heard about Sin. She was interested in him and wanted to know
more about him. He set down both plates, jogged back to the bar, snagged two bottles
of water and was back in time to pull her chair out for her.
“Thanks,” she said, and a shiver coursed through her when his fingers brushed
her neck. She refused to check her nipples or try to hide them with a well placed arm
that would only draw more attention. As it was, she felt the tips, hard and swollen,
pressing against her shirt, crying “look at me” loudly. All from a simple touch. Lord,
what would happen if he really touched her? All over touching? Skin to skin? There
went that shiver again.
“I thought I’d join you,” Gilly said as he took a seat across from her. “A
beautiful woman should never eat alone.”
She shook her head and picked up a fry. “So tell me how you got a name like
Gilly.”
He groaned, reached for his burger and took a bite. She watched his mouth
work. Jesus! It was bad when even chewing was a turn on. What the hell was the
matter with her?
“If you keep watching me like that, I’m going to take you in the back for
dessert,” he murmured.
“Dessert?”
“Something rich and decadent, with a cream so wickedly sweet it’s practically a
sin.”
Her gaze jerked to his, clashed and held. Lust rode high on his cheekbones.
She’d never had a one-night stand with a man she’d just met. Which sounded stupid
but was completely true. She’d had a few one-night stands with men she knew, men
she’d hooked up with once and once only for a night of shared pleasure. It was too
hard to date when you never knew what part of the world you’d be in next. Two years
ago, she’d had enough of that and stopped hooking up at all. It’d been a long dry spell,
and Gilly looked like a decadent oasis. What if he was only a mirage?
She blinked and shook her head.
“I’ve always been more of a salt person,” she countered then nearly swallowed
her tongue as the implication of her statement hit her. Oh, my God! Had she really
said that?
He grinned again. “You’re looking a bit flustered, and though it’s cute, I
definitely don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable. Let’s eat, and I’ll tell you all
about my name.”
He cleared his throat a few times.
“Just sit right back, and I’ll share a tale. Oh, what a fateful trip. It started in this
loving home with a van dubbed the S. S. Minnow.”
“Oh,” Sin bit her lip and shook her head. “No way.”
He nodded.
“My brother is Skipper, brave and true. My sister would be the movie star. If
there’d been another girl, I have no doubt she’d have been named Mary Ann.”
“Your mother really named you Gilligan?” She snorted then, unable to hold her
laugh at bay, but Gilly just nodded again. “Seriously?”
He shifted and pulled a wallet from his back pocket, flipping it open and
showing the ID to her. Gilligan Marston, brown hair, brown eyes, six foot one, two
hundred pounds, which was solid muscle from what she could tell. She glimpsed what
looked like a military ID on the other side before he pulled it back and slid it into his
pocket again.
“So your mother was a fan, huh?” she finally said.
“Obsessed is more like it,” Gilly retorted. “The woman drove us all bonkers.”
“But you love her,” Sin said. “I can see it on your face when you talk about her.”
“Love her madly,” Gilly agreed. “She died a few years ago. Cancer.”
“I’m sorry for your loss,” Sin said. “She sounds like she was a fun person to
know.”
“Thank you,” Gilly said. “She was. What about you? Any brothers or sisters
other than Andy?”
So, he didn’t know Andy all that well then.
“No. I was the surprise baby. My mother thought she was going through
menopause and instead found herself pregnant. There’s sixteen years between
Andromeda and me. People used to think she was my mom. Then after we lost our
parents, she sort of was. Big sister and mom all rolled into one. She helped me launch
a modeling career at fourteen, and I’ve been essentially on my own since then.”
“What? At fourteen?”
She shrugged. “I had a nanny of sorts. Pamela. She was my agent and babysitter
until I reached seventeen and convinced Andy I was responsible enough to go it solo.”
“Oh, I’m betting that was a bad choice on her part,” Gilly said.
“I was perfectly fine. I got drunk in Paris, lost my virginity to a very dashing
painter and disappeared for four days. Andy was tearing the city apart by the time I
remembered to call and check in.”
“Shit. She’s here so I’m guessing she didn’t kill anyone,” Gilly said with a
chuckle.
“She was livid. Threatened to tag me with a tracer under my skin while I was
sleeping just so she could keep track of me. I slept with one eye open for months
afterwards afraid she really would.”
“And your French painter?” Gilly asked.
“Alas, he broke my heart.” She did her best at a dramatic sigh, clasping her
hands under her chin and blinking her eyes. “He disappeared after my sister
threatened to unman him, and I never heard from him again.”
“Coward,” Gilly muttered, making her laugh.
“What about you? Does your family live around here?” Sin asked.
“Skip lives here. My dad moved after mom died. Believe it or not, my sister is a
painter, currently staying in Paris.”
“Hopefully, she’s not breaking too many young hearts,” Sin offered with a
laugh. “What about you? Is there more to you than playing heartthrob bartender and
flirting shamelessly with women who wander into Gilly’s?”
“Heartthrob bartender, huh? I like that. I own Gilly’s, but my brother’s usually
the one overseeing everything.”
“My luck you were here today.”
“I’ll remember to thank him for dragging my ass in here this morning so he
could shoot the shit with his buddies.”
“So where would you normally be?”
“Home, working. I’m a security analyst.”
She wasn’t a hundred percent sure what an analyst did, but she would guess he
checked security systems for weaknesses. “Sounds exciting.”
“Keep thinking that,” he joked. “Just so you know, I don’t make a habit of
flirting with the women who come here. I’m nice, but I don’t cross the line. This place
is a sanctuary I won’t risk for the chance of a night or two of shared pleasure.”
“Should I feel special?” she asked.
“There’s something about you,” he admitted with a shake of his head, and she
knew just what he meant. She felt the same about him.
Their conversation moved on to so many other random topics that her head
spun. Gilly asked her questions, and she found herself answering them again and
again. He was fun and engaging, and she shared more than she’d ever shared with
anyone else. He had a way of putting her at ease. The more she learned about him, the
more she wanted to know. Before she was ready, lunch had been eaten, and it was
past time for her to meet Andy. She was ready to excuse herself when Gilly stood
from the table.
“Let me take these to the kitchen, and I’ll be right back,” he said, gathering their
plates, her beer glass and the empty bottles of water. He was back quickly.
“As much as I’ve enjoyed talking with you, I need to get going before Andy
sends out a search party,” Sin said.
“I’ll walk you out and tell you how to get to Knight’s Watch from here,” he
volunteered.
She glanced around. “There are people still here.”
“Hey, Skip. Take over the bar for me.” Gilly hollered, and the man who’d
toasted her with his beer earlier stood and walked over to them.
“He called you to cover for him but stayed here?” Sin asked with a shake of her
head.
“Every Tuesday,” Gilly admitted with a nod. “They hang out here. Food’s good,
beer’s cold, and it’s all on the house. Where else would they go?”
Add being a great brother to the list, and Gilly just kept looked better and better.
She’d appreciated his looks the moment she’d lain eyes on him, but the more she
spoke to him, learned about him, the more she found she genuinely liked him.
“Going to introduce me first or not?” Skip asked as he joined them.
Skip was maybe an inch or two shorter than Gilly and fair where Gilly was dark.
He had blond hair and gunmetal-blue eyes she’d bet might go full-on gray at times.
Their features were similar. Same eye shape, same nose, same firm jaw line. They
even stood the same way, arms crossed over broad chests, legs planted shoulder width
apart. And there was something in their eyes that made her think there was little they
missed.
“Sin, my brother, Skip. Skip, Sin,” Gilly said.
“Nice to meet you, Skip,” she said and held out her hand to him. He surprised
her by bringing it to his mouth and kissing the backs of her fingers. Just a soft brush
of lips, but it delighted her.
“The pleasure is all mine,” he said.
He had an easy smile, but for some reason, she got the impression he didn’t
show it often. There was an air of sadness around him. She wondered if he realized it.
Gilly took her hand, lacing his fingers with hers, and tugged her toward the door.
A jolt coursed through her at his touch. She swore it short-circuited her ability to
think, and she prayed she didn’t look as if she’d let Gilly tug her closer to his solid
frame.
“Back in a few,” Gilly called to his brother then pulled her out the door.
“You really didn’t have to walk me out.” Lord, she could feel the gazes of Skip
and all his buddies following her and Gilly until the door shut behind them.
“I did. How else will I let you know I’m calling dibs on you,” Gilly said.
“Dibs?” she questioned, with another snort of laughter. “I don’t think anyone’s
ever had dibs on me before.”
“Their mistake,” Gilly stated. “Besides, we’ve already had a first date.
Normally, I’d see you home. In this case, I’m walking you to your car instead. I’m
hoping to kiss you before you leave, so you’ll think of me while you wait to see me
again. We’ll exchange numbers. I’ll text. You’ll text back. A little sweet. A little
naughty. Anticipation will build. You’ll call me saying you want to hear my voice.
We’ll talk. You’ll move our next date up because you don’t want to wait that long. I’ll
juggle my schedule because I’ll feel the same.”
“And our second date?” she asked, though she knew better. Her heart was
already beating a staccato rhythm. She wanted him, more than she’d ever wanted
another man, and he’d barely touched her.
“On our second date, I’ll take you home on the pretense I forgot something.
You’ll fall in love with my property and want to look around. I’ll offer to cook for
you, and you’ll accept. But we’ll both know the real reason.”
She was falling right into the trap he was setting and didn’t even care. “The real
reason?” Was that her voice so husky and breathy?
“Sex. You’ll be thinking about it non-stop. Does he look as good out of his
clothes? And, honey, I look even better. I’ll be thinking it about you, too. Wanting to
see the color of those hard buds tempting me through your shirt, wanting to taste
them. But I’m a patient man. I believe in the chase. I believe in waiting and driving up
that want to a desperate level.”
“Oh, God,” she moaned, biting into her bottom lip.
“Feel that crackle in the air? The sizzle and burn along your skin? That’s us. The
pull between the two of us is unlike anything I’ve experienced before. If you’re as
willing as your eyes say, then I plan to indulge as long as you’ll let me.” He moved in,
still not touching except for their interlocked hands. “One taste will never be enough. I
won’t run either. I want you. I like the way it feels, the way my heart is beating out of
control just looking at you. You make me catch my breath. You make me ache with a
need no amount of self gratification will diminish. Does that scare you?”
She shook her head. “No.” How could she when she had the same urges toward
him?
He pulled a card from his pocket and slipped his free hand around to slide it into
the back pocket of her jeans. She almost groaned as his knuckles brushed over her ass.
Then he lifted his hand, and spread his fingers wide against the small of her back,
urging her closer.
“My personal number’s on there. I’m hoping you’ll use it. Call or text, anytime.”
“Set up another lunch at Gilly’s?” she suggested.
“I was thinking someplace quieter and more intimate,” he whispered as their
faces drew so close his breath caressed her cheek.
“I guess there’s only one question left then,” she whispered.
“What’s that?”
“When’s the second date?”
His grin was feral, as if he were a big tom cat and she was a frothy bowl of fresh
cream. She bit back another moan and clenched her thighs as visions of him licking
her filled her head. At this rate, their second date would begin in about thirty seconds.
Where had Gilligan Marston been all her life? Then he leaned those few inches closer,
and all thought left her head.
His lips brushed over hers at first, as if seeking permission to taste her. His
tongue traced her bottom lip, and she opened on a shaky exhale. He groaned. His hand
slid up to wrap in her hair, and he thrust his tongue deep. He ravished, stealing her
ability to breathe and leaving her clinging to him on shaky legs.
“Think of me,” he whispered after he broke their kiss. His lips were a gentle
caress at her ear now.
She shivered. Lust rode her hard. His erection throbbed against her thigh just as
her nipples pressed in hard points against his chest. Think of him? She wanted to strip
him naked and drown herself in him.
“Call me,” he said as he eased back from her. “I’m counting the moments until I
see you again.”
That’s right. She was leaving. Andy. She was going to see her sister. The one
she’d come to Oklahoma to see and spend time with. No man had ever left her in such
a state after one kiss. Jesus! She was still sitting behind the wheel, unmoving, as Gilly
turned and headed back toward the bar. It took her three tries before her uncooperative
hands would turn the key. She had it bad. Call him? She’d be lucky if she wasn’t
screaming his name in her dreams later.
Chapter Three
She drove slowly toward Knight’s Watch, which was a good thing as Gilly’s
goodbye kiss still had her shaking in her skin. The man was lethal on her libido. Yep,
date two was going to be really damn soon. She was still debating how she’d ask
Andy about him when she found a parking garage and pulled in.
Gilly was still on her mind as she headed toward Knight’s Watch to meet her
sister. The man could definitely kiss, starting slow and sweet before licking inside her
mouth and setting her on fire. She’d never once felt as if she were out of her league,
but with him, she wasn’t so sure.
She entered the building still lost in thoughts of Gilly until a masculine voice
greeted her.
“Hello there. Welcome to Knight’s Watch.”
A gorgeous man straightened from where he’d been leaning against a circular
desk in the middle of the lobby, talking to the man sitting behind the counter. She
watched them both flick their gazes over her and knew she’d sparked interest.
Unfortunately, it was too late. There was only one man on her mind now.
“Hi.” She offered her hand with a smile. “I’m Sinclair Eisley. I’m here to meet
my sister, Andromeda Eisley.”
“You’re Andy’s sister! Great to meet you. I’m Jagger. I’d be more than happy to
take you to her office.” He led her away without even introducing the other man.
Jagger was the same height as Gilly, with ebony locks and bright, blue eyes. His
smile was engaging, and his demeanor put her immediately at ease. He was a man
who demanded a woman’s full attention with just a look. She could appreciate that,
but still, it was wasted on her.
“I didn’t realize Andy had an office here,” she admitted, taking the arm he
offered and letting him lead her to the elevator. “I mean I know she’s been doing
some image consulting. I just didn’t realize she’d taken a permanent office.”
“Andy doesn’t see it that way, but Jamison does. You’ll get to meet him today.
Jamison Knight, the man behind Knight’s Watch.”
Sin was looking forward to meeting both Jamison and Tuck. She wanted to see
the men who had her sister so flustered.
“Andy’s told me a bit about it. About what you guys do here,” she said as the
doors opened and they stepped off.
“I’m here any time you want to learn more. We could talk? Maybe over dinner?”
Jagger gave her a hopeful look, but someone else answered before she could.
“Hands off, Jagger,” the guy said. “You’re Andy’s sister. Levi called up from
the lobby,” he said, obviously reading the question in her gaze. She assumed Levi had
been the man behind the counter.
This man speaking now had dark-brown hair like Gilly, blue eyes like Jagger
and was slightly taller than both of them.
“I am,” she confirmed. “Sinclair Eisley, but most people call me Sin.”
“Nice to meet you,” he told her. “I’m Barrett Locke—Bare to my friends.”
“You’re Gilly’s cousin.” She shook her head. Hell, no one even knew she’d met
Gilly. The man was still rattling her brain. “And Paisley Ames’ fiancé,” she added.
“Andy’s told me about you. It’s nice to meet you.”
“I’m guessing she stuck to my good points then,” Bare joked and grinned. “Just
spoke with my cousin, actually. He wanted to give me a heads-up you were on your
way here. Seems you made quite the impression on him.”
“He made quite the impression himself,” she murmured, ignoring the
speculation in both men’s gazes as they watched her. She could do nothing to hide the
telling flush that suffused her neck and face.
“Ah,” Jagger said, reading something in her face and putting a little more space
between them. “Gilly’s a great guy.”
Lord! Was she so obvious? She almost groaned. She was, and she knew it. It
was clear they both thought of her as Gilly’s now, which was disconcerting to say the
least. She wasn’t sure what to say to dissuade them and wasn’t sure she even wanted
to, so she just kept silent.
“It was nice to meet you, Sin. Stop in and see us anytime,” Jagger said, moving
around them. “I’ll leave you in Bare’s hands.” He turned and headed down the
hallway.
“The judge called again,” Bare called out before Jagger had taken more than a
few steps. “I put him through to your voicemail.”
Jagger sighed and glanced back with irritation plain on his face. “I’ll take care of
it.”
“I hope I’m not interrupting anything,” Sin said, watching the play between Bare
and Jagger before the other man walked away with no more than a brief nod. Tension
radiated from him, so palpable even thoughts of Gilly couldn’t prevent her from
picking up on it. Whoever the judge was, Jagger didn’t want to speak to him.
“No, we’ve all been looking forward to meeting you. You’re sister speaks very
highly of you,” Bare told her, bringing her attention back to him. “Her office is this
way.” He indicated the hall leading in the opposite direction of the path Jagger had
taken.
“She speaks highly of you, as well. All of you, really,” she said, falling into step
beside him.
“Andy is a welcome addition here. We’re hoping to talk her into staying with us
permanently. Knight’s Watch has a large clientele. Many of them could use her. She’d
certainly be a huge asset,” Bare added as they stopped in front of an open door.
“You’re here!” Andy squealed in a very un-Andy-like way as she came around a
desk to greet Sin.
Sin soaked in the sight of her sister as she crossed the distance. Her long, red
hair tumbled in waves around her face. She’d grown it out since the last time Sin had
seen her. It was to the middle of Andy’s back now, thick and vibrant. Her eyes were a
pale ice blue that contrasted dramatically with her hair. She looked happy, and that
happiness made her look so much younger.
“I’ve missed you so much,” Andy said, squeezing Sin close.
“I’ve missed you, too,” Sin agreed.
They finally stepped apart, and Sin knew Andy was studying her as thoroughly
as she studied her sister.
“You look good,” Sin said. “Relaxed.”
“You look…” Andy paused, tilting her head as if she couldn’t put her finger on
it. Suddenly, her eyes widened as she seemed to come to some sort of conclusion.
Andy’s gaze flitted to Bare as her brows lowered into a glare.
“Don’t look at me,” Bare said with a laugh. “She met Gilly earlier. He
mentioned he’s hoping to see you again, Sin.” He looked directly at her, eyes
twinkling with such mirth she almost asked what Gilly had told him. “Something
about a second date?”
She flushed as she felt her sister’s scrutiny going over her again. “Thanks for the
information, Bare. I’ll be sure to get in touch with him.”
“You’ve met Gilly, had a date, have his number and plan to see him again?”
Andy questioned and glanced at the clock on the wall. “How long have you been
waiting for me?”
So much for her sister waiting to ask her about it in private. All Sin could do
was laugh. “It’s a long story. I’ll tell you all about it later.”
Andy stared at her then nodded. “Over dinner. I thought we’d grab something
and go back to my place so we can have some privacy. I have to admit I want you all
to myself for a bit.”
“Sounds great,” Sin agreed.
“Remember dinner at our house Friday,” Bare said then turned to include Sin.
“Paisley and I just bought a house. We thought you’re arrival would be the perfect
excuse to have everyone over. Nothing big. Grilling out. We’ve got a really nice pool,
so bring a suit. Both of you,” he added, moving his gaze to Andy. “Head over
anytime. We’ll throw some stuff out to snack on while you swim then eat around
one.”
“Sounds wonderful,” Sin said. “Thank you for inviting me.”
Bare grinned. “So you’ll be there?”
“Of course,” Andy agreed for them both.
“I’ll see you again then,” Bare told Sin then turned to leave. He paused in the
hallway and glanced back. “By the way, Gilly will be there.” She saw the twinkle in
his eyes before he turned and shut the door.
“Oh, my God!” Andy said. “You have to tell me everything.”
“You weren’t kidding about the gorgeous guys here,” Sin said.
“You have no idea. You’ve only met Bare and Gilly,” Andy warned.
“I met Jagger when I first came in,” Sin replied.
“That’s still only three. You’ll meet most of the rest of them tomorrow. There’s
Jamison and Tucker, Sterling, Seth, Levi, Marco, Rusty, Darren, and Pauly. Those are
just the ones I’m sure will be there and can think of.” Andy laughed. “It’s not even
about how good they look or how physically fit they are. It’s how they treat you.
These guys are all throwbacks to a different era. They’re real gentlemen. It gets me
every time.”
“I think I saw Levi when I first came in. Jagger was talking to someone behind
the desk.”
“That would have been Sterling, actually. Levi works in the security room. He
knows everything that goes on in this building, probably in the whole damn city. I’m
not sure, but I have a feeling he could be the real Bruce Wayne.”
Sin shook her head at this girlish version of her high-powered sister. Where was
the ball buster who left grown men quaking in fear? Sin liked the changes she was
seeing in Andy.
“What about the women?” Sin asked. “Surely, there are some of those working
here? It won’t just be the two of us and Paisley at this cookout, will it?”
“I think Marco is dating someone, so he’ll probably bring her. Darren is married.
He and his wife are adorable. Pauly just broke things off with his boyfriend. The rest
of the guys are solo. And, yes, there are two amazing women working here. I’m sure
Bare and Paisley invited them. Gwen and Samira. They’re great. You’ll really enjoy
them,” Andy assured her.
“That sounds like a lot of people,” Sin replied.
“You’ve never been shy a day in your life,” Andy admonished.
Sin laughed. “No, not shy, but I’m horrible with names.”
“I promise you, they won’t care,” Andy told her. “It’s a great group. There
might be others who come in and out of Knight’s Watch, but those are the core.
They’ve been here the longest and help integrate all the new people. So far, Samira
and Gwen are the only ladies who’ve stuck around. It’s a testosterone-laced group, but
they’re easy to love.”
“In that case, I’m really glad I packed a few bikinis to bring with me.”
“Did you get to keep any from your last shoot?” Andy asked. “I really liked the
black-and-white, polka-dot one you sent me the photo of.”
“Actually, I have a pale blue one that will work fantastic with your eyes.
Interested?”
“I wasn’t planning to get in the pool,” Andy said. “Especially not when the other
women there will be almost half my age.”
Sin laughed. “You have a gorgeous body, and you know it. Why not flaunt it?
You’ve worked hard to keep yourself in shape.”
Andy waved off Sin’s words and wrapped her in another hug. “We can figure
out all that later. I’m so happy to see you. Let’s get out of here, grab dinner and head
back to my apartment.” She pulled back again. “Have you checked into the hotel yet?”
“No.”
She hadn’t. Not officially, at least. The room was hers whenever she arrived.
She preferred to book via phone, pay by credit card, and have the convenience of
checking in at her discretion.
“Good! Let’s have a slumber party at my place. I’ve cleaned up and there’s
plenty of room. Promise. We can share the bathroom for one night. Plus, it’ll give you
time to tell me everything that’s been going on, and what you’re thinking of for the
future. Say yes!”
Sin laughed again. This was a whole new Andy, and Sin loved it.
“I can do that. I’ll just call the hotel and tell them I’ll be checking in tomorrow
morning instead.”
“Let me grab my briefcase, and we’ll go. What do you feel like eating?” Andy
asked as she rummaged on her desk, shoving papers in her case. “Chinese, Italian,
Mexican? There’s a sub place that delivers. Name your food, and I’ve got a menu.”
“Still not fond of cooking, huh?” Sin teased.
Andy stuck out her tongue. “I’ll never understand how you learned to cook, and
I never did. You’re life was just as busy as mine.”
“But not nearly as stressful,” Sin countered. “Mexican sounds good. I had a
burger earlier at Gilly’s.”
“Oh, yes.” Her sister latched onto the subject of Gilly with relish. “You’ll have
to tell me how you ended up there. I can see from your face what you thought of
Gilly,” Andy teased.
“He kissed me,” Sin confessed.
“What? You’ve been here less than a day and already been kissed? Meanwhile,
I’ve been here months and nothing, nada, zilch.” Andy gave a forlorn sigh.
“It just happened. He…we…it…” Sin couldn’t complete a thought much less a
sentence. Just mentioning the kiss had her right back there, with his lips on hers.
“That good?”
“Oh, yeah,” Sin agreed. “I don’t think I’ve ever met a man like Gilly. At least,
not one who made me go all gaga the way I did. Oh, God, Andy. It was so
embarrassing.”
“I can’t wait to hear all the details. Where are you parked?”
“In a parking garage,” Sin said.
“Give me your ticket, and I’ll get Sterling to validate it on the way out. I took a
taxi this morning, so I could ride with you.”
“Sounds good. I want to hear all about you, too. Bare said they were trying to
get you to stay here permanently, in the office space. And I really want to hear more
about Jamison and Tucker,” Sin added with a grin. “Is there a reason you haven’t
kissed one of them yet. Or both?”
“Shh,” Andy urged as she opened the door again. “You never know who’s
lingering around here.”
“Not to mention the eyes and ears of a certain caped hero,” Sin teased, making
Andy laugh.
Sin linked her arm with her sister’s as they headed down the hall. Coming here
was the best decision she’d made in a long time. It felt so right. She and Andy had
always been close, but their age difference had played a defining role in their
relationship. Now, they were both adults, and finally, the closeness Sin had always
craved was surfacing.
She’d laughed when Andy had said she was leaving behind LA and heading to
Oklahoma. She’d doubted her sister would stay longer than a few weeks. Andy had
surprised her, in a very good way. One look and Sin knew her sister was happier here
than she’d ever been anywhere else. Maybe, there would be enough happiness for Sin,
as well. Maybe, she could find something here.
Gilly’s face came to mind, and she almost groaned out loud. She’d be seeing
him again this weekend. Would he consider that their second date? Would she invite
him back to her hotel? Oh, Lord. She was back to thinking about sex with him,
anticipating it. She’d blame it on the long bout of celibacy, but she knew better. It was
Gilly. He was the first man she’d met in two years who made her want more than a
solitary bed, who made her want period.
“I’ll call in the food order from your car,” Andy said, pulling Sin from her
thoughts of Gilly. “I’m thinking I’ll do the variety sampler. There’s a little bit of
everything on it. It’s meant for more than two, but I won’t tell if you don’t.”
“Sounds great to me,” Sin assured her.
They paused at the front desk long enough for Andy to introduce her to Sterling
and get Sin’s parking pass validated.
“So tell me about the last shoot you went on,” Andy urged as they headed out of
the building.
Their heads were close together as they spoke over each other, laughing in turns.
Sin saw a man taking pictures out of the corner of her eye. For a minute, she swore he
was focused on her and Andy then shook it off. More than likely, she was just used to
being in the focus of a camera. She dismissed him without another thought and
hurried with Andy toward the car.
* * * *
He watched until they disappeared, snapping pictures the entire time. Thanks to
overhearing her conversation while he’d hidden in her house, he’d known just where
to find Sinclair. He’d expected her to arrive sooner than she had. He still needed to
make some calls and find out exactly where she was staying. Then it would only be a
matter of time before he gained access to her room. Just the thought of watching over
her as she slept had his pulse racing and his groin tingling with a rush of arousal. She
was so helpless then, so in need of a protector. He’d be that for her, that and so much
more.
The time was finally here. She’d belong to him before they left Oklahoma.
He headed back toward his car, whistling a joyful tune as he strolled. Just a little
bit longer, and she’d be his permanently.
Chapter Four
Sin and Andy stayed up half the night chatting about everything which led to a
late start the next morning. After leaving a note for her still sleeping sister, Sin took
off. She was ready to find her hotel. She planned to check in, move some of her stuff
from the SUV into the room then take a long hot shower. Afterward, she would
probably give in to the burning desire to text Gilly.
She’d grabbed a suite, not knowing how long she’d be in town and liking the
larger rooms. They felt more like small apartments, only with daily housekeeping and
room service at whim. She accepted the hotel porter’s offer to assist her with
unloading her car, and soon, she had what she planned to take in on his cart. Another
employee moved her car to the hotel garage and would leave the keys for her at the
front desk, along with her parking pass.
She didn’t spend much time unpacking, just tossing her suitcases on the bed. She
dropped her bag with the unopened mail on the table and made a point of spilling it
out so she’d be visually reminded to open it soon. She couldn’t keep putting it off. At
this rate, Pamela would be calling to demand why she hadn’t heard from Sin yet.
A shower was next then the ever-important decision of what to do for the rest of
the day, though a nap was definitely planned. She thumbed through her phone’s
contact list where she’d already saved Gilly’s number and let her finger hover over his
name. Finally, giving in, she tapped the message icon. She stared at it until the screen
started fading. She grinned then laughed aloud. She had no idea what to say.
Somehow, she didn’t think it would be a good idea to admit she’d dreamed of him
during the few hours sleep she’d managed.
Ten minutes later, the grin was gone and her bottom lip was sore from the way
she kept nipping it with her teeth. She was over-thinking, and she knew it. Finally, she
settled on a message.
Made it to Knight’s Watch yesterday. Thanks for pointing me in the right
direction.
She hit send before she talked herself out of it then groaned at how stupid it
sounded. The man had seriously rocked her world on its axis with that kiss, and she
was thanking him for directions? She’d be lucky if he responded. Her phone buzzed in
her hand, giving a tone that had her jumping and dropping it on the bed. Her heart
thundered in her chest. She almost pounced when it went off a second time.
Glad you made it okay. How was your night with your sister?
Had he been waiting to hear from her? He’d responded immediately. That had to
mean something.
We ate too much and talked all night.
Sounds fun. Big plans for today?
Nothing more than lying around the hotel room, napping and thinking about
Gilly. Not that she’d share that.
Settling in at hotel. After a few seconds, she added, You?
Heading into the city later. Feel like dinner?
Are you asking me on a second date?
She almost groaned aloud as she recalled exactly what he’d promised would
happen on their second date. He’d said he’d take her back to his house and they’d
make love. Was she ready for that? She was willing. Her damp thighs were testament
to that, but was she really ready to have sex with him?
Yes, he replied instantly. Dinner and conversation?
She took a deep breath. It didn’t have to go any further than she was prepared
for. Her problem was she couldn’t stop thinking of his kiss. She was afraid she’d
throw herself at him and beg him to take her. She shook her head. Dinner. She could
handle dinner in a public place. She readily admitted she wanted to see him again.
Friday seemed a long way off, and there would be a crowd of other people around
them.
Sounds great, she finally sent back.
Pick you up at 7. Italian?
Sounds perfect. Meet you in the lobby?
I’ll see you then.
She lay back on the bed and grinned like a loon. She was going to see him again
tonight. Her phone rang, and she thought at first it might be Gilly. The caller ID
showed Andy instead.
“Hey, you,” she greeted. “Sleep well?”
“You left before I even woke up,” Andy complained. “I was planning on brunch.
I have nothing on schedule for today.”
“I couldn’t sleep so I decided to head over and get checked in.”
“Any plans for today? I could show you some of the sites around the city.”
“I’m free until later this evening,” Sin said.
“What’s going on…? Oh, my God! You have a date, don’t you?”
“Gilly’s taking me for Italian,” Sin said. “Unless you had something in mind. He
just asked. I should have thought to check with you first.”
“Don’t you dare. Go out! Have fun! I’ll want to hear all about it.”
“Why don’t you come over here?” Sin suggested. “We’ll spend the day together
then you can help me figure out what to wear for dinner.”
“I can be there in about half an hour,” Andy said. “What time is Gilly picking
you up?”
“Seven.”
“Plenty of time,” Andy said. “I’m so glad you’re here,” she added.
“Me, too,” Sin agreed.
* * * *
Sin and Andy spent the afternoon exploring the city and talking. Sin hadn’t
realized how lonely her sister had been. Hearing Andy talk now, she saw it clearly. It
stunned her to realize she’d been so wrapped up in her own life that she’d never really
paid attention to her sister’s. She’d assumed Andy was happy, assumed her sister had
the perfect life. It was amazing to see just how much they really had in common. It
made it so much easier for Sin to open up about her own life. They made plans to
spend all day Thursday together then head to Bare and Paisley’s on Friday around
noon.
Apparently, Knight’s Watch was closing for the day on Friday. Andy said they
worked long hours, and Jamison was big on taking time off when they had some down
time. Sin still wanted to know more about both Jamison and Tuck but was willing to
wait. She looked forward to meeting them at Bare’s house and seeing how they
reacted to her sister. Were they as into Andy as she seemed to be into them? Sin
hoped so. The more she knew about them, the more she could help her sister decide
which one to pursue.
Sin was ready and in the lobby promptly at seven. She’d settled on a long
sleeveless dress with a light sweater over her arm in case it got cooler. Gilly was
waiting for her. He wore jeans with a button-down shirt and boots. He was just as
gorgeous as she’d remembered.
“You look beautiful,” he said as she joined him.
“Thank you,” she replied. “So do you.”
“Not sure I’ve ever been called beautiful,” he admitted with a grin that had her
laughing. “Ready?” He held out his arm.
She took it and let him lead her out of the hotel. His car was parked just down
from the main doors. He opened her door then leaned down to brush his lips softly
over hers before shutting it. She held her breath then blew it out as he crossed in front
then got in behind the wheel.
“I’ve been looking forward to seeing you since you drove away yesterday,” he
admitted. He started the car and pulled into traffic.
“Me, too,” she agreed. “Where’re we going?”
“A little Italian place I know. Great food. Great service. Hopefully, you’ll like it
as much as I do.”
She told him about her day with Andy while he drove. He listened attentively,
asking questions that let her know he was paying attention to everything she said. She
was still talking, filling the air with nervous chatter when they arrived. He walked
around and opened the door to help her out. He took her by surprise when he shut it
then leaned in and took her mouth in another of those wicked kisses that had her mind
emptying and her sex growing damp with need.
“Don’t be nervous with me,” he whispered, nibbling on her neck.
“I’m not,” she said, but they both knew she was lying. She let out a shaky
breath. “Okay. I am.”
“Dinner and conversation,” he vowed. “That’s all tonight’s about.”
“That’s not how you described our second date,” she reminded him.
“When we make love, Sin, it will be because you ask me. I’ll encourage you, but
the decision will always be yours.”
She noticed he said when not if. Confident and oh, so accurate.
“Hungry?” he asked, stepping back and taking her hand again.
She nodded. Starving, but she wasn’t sure it was the food she craved most. It
was Gilly.
He was greeted by name when they entered, which made her think he came here
often. The speculative look in the waiter’s gaze made her wonder if Gilly brought
other women here or if she was a first. He answered her unspoken question once they
were seated with menus.
“I usually come here with Skip. It was my brother who discovered this place.
You won’t find better Italian anywhere else.”
The atmosphere was relaxing while still managing a level of intimacy. The
waiter only appeared to take orders and refill drinks. Gilly proved right about the
food. It was so delicious she found her appetite voracious. Not just for food either. He
was attentive and seemed genuinely interested in everything she had to share.
She found herself telling him all about the last shoot she’d been on over dinner.
He laughed as she recalled the beach setting where the sand had crept into places it
shouldn’t, especially when her body had been dusted with it to give authenticity to the
photos. She talked about the long hours, often up before sunrise to get catch the
lighting just right then doing some shots during late hours to capture the moon just
right. It made for long days.
Gilly told her about hacking for a living, which turned out to be a part of his job.
Some places hired him to see if he could break through their firewalls and access
information. It was a way for him to point out weaknesses to his clients then help
them shore up their cyber-defenses to prevent others from gaining the same access.
She found him extremely fascinating and felt as if there was so much more he wasn’t
sharing. He spoke of his siblings with open affection. He did the same with Bare, and
Sin got the impression the two men were very close.
The evening went by far too quickly. It was after ten when they returned to her
hotel.
“I’ll walk you up,” Gilly offered, but she shook her head.
“I want you,” she admitted out loud. “I like the way it feels,” she said, repeating
the words he’d spoken before their first kiss. “I want to savor it just a bit longer.”
He leaned in and slid his mouth over hers, not taking the kiss to the depth he had
before. This was soft and slow and so sweet it made her ache. It left her tingling and
craving the deeper kiss, craving him.
“Dream of me,” he whispered, and she nodded, remaining mute while he walked
back to his car.
She did just that and awoke to her body in the throes of orgasm. It was a first for
her. She’d never orgasmed in her sleep. At least, not that she was aware of. If
anything, it left her wanting Gilly more.
She and Andy spent Thursday together. They started with a late breakfast then
headed straight to the spa where Andy had booked appointments for the works.
Haircuts, mani-pedis, full-body massages and even a wax if Sin wanted it. With the
pool party looming for tomorrow, she opted for it. She wanted to look her best when
she saw Gilly again.
He’d been texting her throughout the day. She and Andy had giggled together
several times as Sin shared messages with her sister. Just the funny ones. Nothing
suggestive. It made her think this was how it might have been if they were closer in
age when they’d been growing up. Sin talked Andy into staying the night at the hotel
with her after their day. They ordered room service and watched movies on pay-per-
view.
It was over the credits of the last movie when Sin finally made a confession to
her sister. “I think I’m going to have sex with Gilly.”
“Okay,” Andy said with a shrug. “Wasn’t that a given? With the way you guys
have been texting and stuff, I thought it was. I mean this is your third day here, and
you’ve already had two dates with the man.”
“Do you think I’m rushing things?”
“Depends,” Andy said seriously. “Do you think you are? What are you
expecting? From Gilly, I mean.”
“I don’t know,” Sin said.
“Not true,” Andy countered. “You know what you want. Be honest. Do you see
him as a one-night stand you can brush off if you decide to leave here? Notice I’m
saying if and not when. Or do you see the two of you becoming more?”
“I…” Sin paused. “I want more than one night. I know it’s weird. I just met him,
but I really like him. I want to have sex with him. God, it’s almost embarrassing how
much I want him. It’s more than physical though. I’m genuinely interested in him. I
want to know more about him. I want to know him, period.”
“Then that’s your answer,” Andy said. “I’ll drive us over tomorrow. See how
things go. I’m okay if you ask him to bring you back here. The beds seem pretty
comfy.”
Sin snorted then hit Andy with a pillow. The two were laughing soon and
probably sounded worse than the conversation in a men’s locker room as they
discussed sex and the male anatomy. She fell asleep again with Gilly on her mind. She
was almost certain she’d ask him to bring her home tomorrow.
* * * *
He drove away from the hotel, knowing his love was safely inside with her
sister. He’d had a bit of a panic on Wednesday when he’d realized she’d left her
sister’s some time before he’d arrived. Luckily, the sister had led him right back to
her. He hadn’t been able to stick around any last night and couldn’t tonight, either. He
had family stuff to deal with. His uncle was becoming an issue he’d have to deal with
soon. The old bastard was demanding to know where he was.
He finally got back to the cheap motel where he was staying and closed himself
in his room. He took a shower then sat on the bed naked and took out his personal
stash of the photos he’d taken of Sin. So beautiful. So perfect. He couldn’t keep from
touching himself. He pretended it was her touch, her hand caressing him as her lips
kissed over his. The time was so close.
He pictured her beside him on the bed. She’d lounge naked, eager to let him see
her. He imagined her open to him, urging him to roll over and take her. She’d moan,
acting shy though he knew she’d enjoy his touch. He’d awaken her, show her it was
okay to find pleasure at his touch. Together, they’d find ecstasy over and over again.
He’d have to be gentle. His Sin was soft and sweet, unaccustomed to the crude needs
of a man. He’d have to be easy with her until she was ready to accept every facet of
his needs. He didn’t doubt she would. She’d love him as much as he loved her.
Soon, he thought again as his hand stroked faster. Very, very soon.
Chapter Five
Sin was a bundle of nerves and excitement when she and Andy hit the hotel
lobby. She would see Gilly again today, and if things went as planned, she’d have him
in her bed later. Her sister was dressed in khaki Capri pants with a dark-blue T-shirt
that screamed designer despite its simple cut.
“Did you remember to bring the bikini?” Sin asked.
“It’s in my bag,” Andy said. “I haven’t made up my mind yet.”
“Well, I’m planning to enjoy the pool,” Sin informed her sister. “It’s hot.”
“I have to stop and pick up the trays I ordered then we can head over,” Andy
said.
“Trays? How many did you get?”
“Two of the largest ones they have. I wasn’t sure what Paisley would have or
what others might be bringing,” she offered with a shrug.
Sin split off when they parked, heading to the wine store next door instead. She
picked up six bottles to take. It was a housewarming of sorts if she’d heard Bare
correctly at Knight’s Watch. Wine seemed a given.
Sin was awed when Andy finally pulled up in front of the house. They’d left the
highway and turned onto a paved road that led to a huge gate. Andy followed the path
once they were buzzed through, stopping in front of a sprawling, Spanish-style home
with an attached, three-car garage. There were still plenty of cars parked out front.
“Looks like we’re the last to arrive,” Andy said, shutting off the car and opening
her door.
Just then, the front door opened, and Bare walked out followed by three others,
all of them wearing board shorts with no shirts. Sin’s gaze skimmed past the middle
two when she spotted Gilly. He wore a pair of green shorts and flip flops. The sight of
so much bare skin nearly had her swallowing her tongue. Jesus! He hadn’t been lying
when he’d said he looked good. A smattering of black hair covered his broad chest
and trailed in a straight line over a six pack of abs before disappearing into his shorts.
He was at her door, opening it for her, before she realized she’d been sitting
there just ogling him like a fool.
His grin melted her. “You’re staring again, darling,” he crooned. “Making me
feel almost naked.”
Her eyes dropped automatically to his shorts. A flush washed over her as
masculine laughter filled the air. She took his extended hand and let him help her out
of the car. He took the bag of wine from her and wrapped an arm around her waist,
tugging her close before dropping his mouth to her ear.
“You played a starring role in my dreams last night,” he whispered. “I’ve been
looking forward to seeing you again.”
“What is it about you?” she asked then groaned when she realized she’d said it
aloud.
“Everything,” he promised, a wicked grin on his lips.
Andy cleared her throat, pulling Sin’s attention toward her and the two men
standing with her. They each held one of the trays Andy had ordered.
Sin could tell which one was Jamison Knight immediately. He had the same
black hair and green eyes as his daughter. It was easy to see where Paisley had come
by her good looks and why Andy was interested in him. Jamison was the same height
as Bare and definitely didn’t look old enough to have a daughter who was twenty-six.
“Sin, I’d like you to meet Jamison Knight and Tucker Wade. Gentlemen, my
sister, Sinclair.”
“Very nice to meet you,” Sin said as she moved from Gilly’s side and walked
over to stand beside Andy.
“Tuck,” the shorter of the men said. She judged him only an inch or two taller
than her five-feet-ten-inches. “We’ve been looking forward to meeting you.”
Tuck had close-cropped, brown hair and reddish-brown eyes. Both men were
built, obviously keeping themselves in good shape.
“I’ll introduce you to the rest of the yahoos when we get inside,” Bare said,
taking Sin’s arm and keeping her at his side as they made their way into the house. Sin
remembered Gilly saying he’d baited Bare and thought maybe it was a mutual thing
between them. The twinkle in Bare’s eyes said he was keeping her with him on
purpose.
She took in the house as they went through. He promised her a tour later as he
led them down a long, tiled hallway that led straight through the middle of the house
and opened into a gorgeous kitchen. A vaulted ceiling with a skylight arched over the
center island, and the back wall was made up of glass, including the patio doors that
allowed for plenty of light.
“This is amazing,” Sin gushed, turning and taking in the counter space, stove,
multiple ovens and indoor grill.
“You like to cook?” Gilly asked as he set the wine she’d bought on the counter.
“She’s fabulous in the kitchen,” Andy answered before Sin could. “Plus she’s
picked up recipes from all over the world.”
“I’m not sure about fabulous, but I enjoy it,” Sin said.
Paisley walked in through the open patio doors, laughing at something, and bee-
lined for Bare. She wore a sea-green bikini that flattered her figure. The woman
practically glowed as Bare wrapped her against his side. She looked all-the-more
dainty standing next to him in her bare feet. The way he looked at his fiancée was
breathtaking. Sin would like a man to look at her that way. Her gaze automatically
searched for Gilly, and she blushed when she found him watching her. He made no
move to hide the fact she held his full attention.
“Andy, I’m glad you’re here.” Paisley glanced toward Sin and gave her the same
welcoming smile. “It’s good to see you again, Sin.”
“You, too. You have a beautiful home,” Sin replied. She’d had only met Paisley
a few times, long ago, but was happy to see her again.
“Wait until you see the pool. I fell in love as soon as I saw it. I hope you brought
a suit,” Paisley said.
“I did. Even talked Andy into bringing one I picked up for her on my last shoot.”
She met her sister’s gaze and grinned as Andy tried not to glare at her. Her sister
would most likely kill her later, but it would be worth it to see the reaction her sister
got in that bikini.
“Why don’t I take you two to get changed?” Paisley offered. “Jagger’s taken
over the grill until Bare gets back out there. Dad, why don’t you and Tuck take those
trays on out? That looks so delicious. Thanks for bringing it, Andy. Gilly, take care of
the wine,” she called as she ushered Andy and Sin back into the hallway.
She opened a door to what appeared to be a bedroom. “There’s an attached
bathroom on the right. I’ve got towels and sunscreen outside. You can leave your
clothes in here. There are hangers in the closet or shelves in the bathroom, whichever
you prefer.” Paisley turned to Sin. “I’ll introduce you to the others when you come
out. Don’t worry. They’re all great. I have to warn you though; some of the guys were
looking up your photos on the web. You’ve got quite the fan club accumulated out
there.”
Sin laughed. “I’m flattered.”
“Good to hear. If they get annoying, just let me know. Sometimes, these guys
have no filter,” Paisley warned her.
“I’m sure it’ll be fine,” Sin assured her.
“Okay, I’ll see you ladies in a minute. Oh, I left some wraps in the bathroom for
you. In case, you wanted one but forgot to bring it.”
“We’ll be fine,” Andy said and made a shooing motion. As soon as the door
shut, she turned and smacked Sin on the arm. “I told you I wasn’t sure I wanted to put
on a suit.”
“You brought it, which means you want to wear it,” Sin stated. “Put it on. Take
a chance. I saw the way you looked at them and the way they were looking back.”
“I didn’t think you were looking at anyone but Gilly,” Andy teased.
Sin stuck out her tongue, and they both starting laughing as they changed. Sin
had chosen a bright-red bikini that sat low on her hips and sported a halter-style top.
Andy’s bottom was French cut with a string top that let her sister adjust how much of
her chest she wanted revealed. The light-blue suit complemented her eyes and looked
great against her golden tan and dark-red hair.
“You look stunning,” Sin told her honestly.
“Thank you. I feel stunning. Hope this looks as good wet.”
“Even better,” Sin assured Andy.
Andy grabbed a long-sleeved, white, fishnet-style cover up and pulled it over
her head. The effect was sexy with her bikini playing peek-a-boo through the material.
Sin tossed her bag on the floor, placed a rubber band for her hair on her wrist,
and grabbed a towel, which she tossed over her shoulder.
“Ready?” she asked.
“Gilly’s going to swallow his tongue,” Andy said.
“I’m afraid I’m the one who does that. The way I act when I see him, you’d
think I’d never seen a sexy man.”
“Have sex with him already! We both know you’re planning to,” Andy
exclaimed, making Sin’s jaw drop open.
“I can’t believe you said that!”
“You so are,” Andy stated. “Just let me know if you decide to disappear for a
few days this time.”
“You’re never going to let me live that down, are you?”
“You’ll have grandchildren, and I’ll still bring it up,” Andy assured her with a
smile.
* * * *
Sin was laughing with her sister when she walked out wearing a tiny, red bikini
that had Gilly adjusting his legs to hide the erection that immediately sprang to life in
his shorts. God, she was beautiful. He felt a spark of jealousy as Jagger walked over
and threw an arm around her to lead her toward the grill where most of the group sat
and loitered, waiting on the food to be ready. He shook it off and took another sip of
his beer, staying where he was at a table with Darren and his wife Claudia and Marco
and his girlfriend Stephanie. Pauly was in the pool with Paisley, Samira and Gwen,
and it looked like Andy was headed that way. Gilly’s eyes were glued to the sway of
Sin’s ass though, and he was glad he had dark shades covering them now.
He watched her meet the rest of the guys and didn’t blame them for flirting with
her. The only exception was Seth who was polite but distant. The other man was still
warming up to the group even though he’d been with them for a while now. The rest
of them, including his brother Skip, flirted blatantly. Gilly just shook his head. She
was his. She might not know it yet. Then again she might. The air had damn near
crackled between them from the first moment she’d walked into his bar. She wasn’t
the first gorgeous woman he’d met, but she was definitely the first one that made him
catch his breath.
He wasn’t looking for a one-night stand. He wasn’t even looking for a casual
affair. Something about her made him want it all. Either that or he’d been around Bare
and Paisley too long. He knew that wasn’t it though. It was Sin. One look and he had
seen his bachelorhood crashing around him. He knew a brief taste of her would never
be enough. The few kisses they’d exchanged had fueled his dreams to the point he’d
jacked off in the shower this morning. It had been far from satisfying.
“So that’s Andy’s sister,” Pauly said as he joined them at the table. “She’s cute.”
He ignored the rest of the conversation as Sin chose that moment to turn. He felt
a surge of arrogance as he realized she was looking for him. He was proven correct
when she met his gaze. The other men might wish she was with them, but her eyes
were on him. If he had his way, he’d have much more than that before the day ended.
He watched her excuse herself and cross toward him. She stopped by his chair,
introducing herself before he even had a chance. She instantly put the women at ease
then laughed and spoke with Darren, Marco and Pauly until they were relaxed, as
well.
Casually, she reached for Gilly’s beer and took a sip while she talked with the
people around him. She’d just let everyone know where her interest lay without a
single word. As the conversation continued around him, she nudged his arm with her
hip until he moved it so she could sit on the arm of his chair.
He slid his hand up her back, loving the silky feel of her sun-warmed flesh.
Yeah, he had plans for later. He’d never been so eager for a party to end. If he didn’t
get control of himself though, he’d be forced to spend the afternoon in the pool,
keeping his hard-on at bay.
“So how did you and Gilly meet?” Pauly asked.
“I was lost,” Sin admitted with a smile.
“I still say you were exactly where you were meant to be,” Gilly countered,
seizing his beer from her and taking a pull.
“So I was,” she agreed, and there was something in her gaze when she looked at
him that had his heart racing. It was the look of a woman who was thinking of sex.
He began listing the elements in the periodic table in an effort to calm his
erection and didn’t realize something was up until silence registered.
“Well?” Sin said as if she’d asked something and waited for him to answer.
Well, hell. He had no clue, but there was only one answer he’d give her.
“Yes.”
Her grin was his first warning. The snickers of the others soon joined in.
“You are so dead,” Darren said then turned to his wife. “You ready to take them
down.”
She whooped, and they headed to the pool.
Before Sin could stand, Gilly pulled her into his lap. “What did I just agree to?”
he whispered.
“Darren asked if we wanted to play chicken in the pool. I said yes and asked you
if you’d be my partner.”
“Well, shit,” Gilly groaned. “Everyone knows he and Claudia cheat. You just
got suckered in.”
“We,” she amended. “You volunteered with me.”
“Have you ever played chicken?” he asked.
“No,” she admitted. “But it sounds like fun. How hard can it be?”
He grunted as he stood, tossing her in the air and making her squeal. “Just try
not to drown. I’m hoping to encourage you a lot today.”
“I’m not planning to drown,” she said with a laugh. “In fact, I’m hoping to
persuade you to take me home later.”
The invitation was there in her eyes.
“Hold your breath,” he ordered. That was all the warning he gave before he
jumped into the deep end with her in his arms. It was either that or give the rest of the
group a look at just what she did to him.
Sin was competitive. He’d give her that. She was a natural at chicken. At one
point, Marco and his girlfriend joined them then Bare and Paisley did, too. Gilly had
more fun than he’d expected. It was eye opening to see just how easily Sin fit in with
their group. She was so at ease in her own skin that she instantly made those around
her comfortable.
She’d almost lost her top at one point and plastered herself against his chest
while she’d adjusted. He’d ended up with a raging boner while she’d been the first to
laugh at her near mishap, teasing that they’d almost seen more of her than they’d
wanted to. Gilly seriously doubted that.
By the end of the evening, there was no misunderstanding that he and Sin were
together. Jamison had even cornered him at one point and warned him not to hurt
Andy’s baby sister. Gilly didn’t plan to. Lord, the woman had him wrapped up in
knots. She’d seduced him steadily since the moment she’d arrived. Her smile, her
bikini, her laughter, even watching her with the others. It all drew him to her.
Andy hadn’t seemed surprised when Gilly had announced he was heading out
and Sin had begun making her goodbyes to go with him. In fact, no one seemed to
find it odd at all. Everyone embraced Sin as if they’d known her forever, as if she
were one of them, and Gilly guessed she was. He wanted her to be. It hit him that he
wasn’t thinking of just tonight. He hoped to get her to spend the weekend with him.
He was already sorting through his schedule for next week to see when they could get
together.
“Ready?” she asked, coming to his side and slipping her hand into his.
“Yeah,” he agreed. He was diving into the deep end again, with her in his arms.
Only this time, he planned for them to drown in each other.
Chapter Six
Sin had been on overdrive since the first moment she’d seen Gilly in his board
shorts and no shirt. She’d accepted that it was only a matter of time before the flames
of desire ignited into an inferno sure to melt their clothes off. She’d asked him to
come back to the hotel with her and nearly jumped out of her skin when he’d finally
announced he was leaving. He’d left it up to her as to whether she went with him. She
wasn’t sure anything would have made her stay there without him.
She’d hurried to say goodbye to everyone, saving her sister for last. She and
Andy had finally parted ways, her sister quietly advising Sin to use protection. It
would have been laughable if she weren’t ready to spontaneously combust from lust.
She and Gilly had remained silent on the drive, his finger trailing circles over
her thigh while she tried not to pant or attack him. There was no conversation on the
elevator ride up to her room, but the heat of their glances had her blushing. His hand
was solid on the small of her back as they crossed the last few feet to her door. He
took her keycard from her, and she glanced up in question.
“Should I stay or go?”
She licked her lips, knowing without a doubt what he was really asking. Sex or
no sex? She’d never been good at denying herself when she really wanted something.
She was certain she’d never wanted anything as much as she wanted him.
“Stay.”
The door slid open, and they both stepped inside. He took care of the do-not-
disturb sign before closing it and flipping the security latch on top. His gaze seared
over her from top to bottom then slowly trailed back up.
“Are you sure?”
She dropped her bag with her wet suit and pressed him against the door.
Skimming her fingers over his shoulders and down his chest, she grabbed the hem of
the shirt he’d put on and tugged it up. He helped her pull it over his head then took her
wandering hands in his. A growl left her throat as she took in Gilly’s perfection. With
a quick move, he reversed their positions and pressed her wrists above her head on the
door.
“It’ll take me all night to ease my appetite for you,” he warned, nipping along
her throat to her ear. “But it will in no way sate this need I feel for you.”
“Too many clothes, Gilly,” she moaned, tugging at her wrists which he refused
to let go.
“Do you like this shirt?” The question was whispered as he nibbled her earlobe
and caressed her jaw with his firm lips.
“What?”
“Too late,” he murmured and dropped her hands only to grip the neckline of her
shirt and rip it right down the middle. He jerked the material wide and bent to place
sucking kisses along the tops of her straining breasts.
“Fuck,” she moaned. Her panties were more than damp. That caveman move
had her so close to orgasm a cool breeze would be enough to send her over the edge.
He groaned, and she felt the hard clamp of his teeth through the lace covering her
nipple. Pleasure tore through her and had her rubbing the seam of her jeans against his
hard thigh as she rode the wave.
She was still panting when he swept her up in his arms. He glanced around, and
she pointed a trembling finger toward the bedroom.
“Jesus,” he said with a grunt as he maneuvered them into the room and to the
bed. “Watching you come is the hottest thing I’ve ever seen. I want to see it again,
with my dick buried so deep I feel every clench of that tight pussy.”
“Yes,” she agreed as they made quick work of stripping each other.
Naked flesh met and melded. His hands were everywhere. One finger tested her
readiness while he gripped her head and held her in place for his searing kiss. Nothing
had prepared her for a man like Gilly. She’d thought herself worldly, experienced in
sex. She was learning there was a difference between having sex and being with a
man like this.
He devoured her lips, swallowing her cries of pleasure. The turgid length of his
cock rested along her outer thigh, and she kept wiggling, wanting him to move
between her legs, needing to feel him there.
His mouth worked down her neck once more, and this time when he took her
nipple, there was nothing to temper the heat of his intimate touch. His greedy pulls
had her clamping both hands in his hair and holding tight. He took his time, savoring
both breasts before moving over her trembling stomach and lower. She felt his breath
over the small crown of curls and heard his deep groan just before he spread her and
his head dipped forward.
He placed a soft kiss on her straining clit, making the tight bundle of nerves
scream.
“Gilly!” His name was a sharp cry as he settled between her sprawled thighs,
feasting on her and working her quickly toward another orgasm. “Please. Please.
Please.”
It became a chant, the word spilling between gasped breaths as he gave and took
in equal measure. She had no idea what she was begging him to do, and it didn’t
matter. Gilly did what he wanted, and she was damn happy with his effort. Her lusty
cries saturated the air as she came again then again.
After her third orgasm, he glanced up her body to meet her gaze. His face was
damp from her, and even as she watched, he licked over his lips.
“You’re so tight around my fingers. I want to be inside you. Now.”
“Yes,” she breathed in agreement. It stunned her that he would still pause to
make sure they were on the same page before he went further.
She felt bereft when he left the bed to rummage through the chaos of clothes on
the floor.
“Don’t move,” he ordered, finally jerking his pants up from the floor and
grabbing a condom out of his wallet. “Need more,” he mumbled as he ripped it open
and rolled it on. “Should have gone to my place.”
“I’ve got more,” she informed him as he joined her again, sliding right back
between her thighs. “I grabbed some when Andy and I were out yesterday.”
“I like a woman who’s prepared,” he bit off as he stroked the head of his
sheathed cock through her slick lips, tapping her clit before gliding back down to
lodge at her opening.
“Shut up, Gilly, and fuck me.”
He met her gaze, grinned then slammed deep with one hard thrust that left them
both gasping. Her nails bit into his back where she held him and her knees clamped
his hips as she lifted and opened herself wider for each plunge inside her. She was
close to coming again, could feel the telling swell of his cock inside her when he
withdrew and turned her onto her side with a muttered, “Not yet.” He lifted her top
leg, placing her foot on his shoulder and entered her again, slowing his pace as he
continued taking her.
“So good,” she moaned. “Don’t stop.”
“Want it to last,” he panted. His fingers rubbed between her rear cheeks, sliding
over her puckered hole with a whispered promise reflected in his gaze. She’d never
done that before, but she didn’t think Gilly would be one she’d want to say no to. If
anyone could make anal sex enjoyable, it would be him.
He pulled out again, and she rolled over onto her stomach at his prompting,
coming to her hands and knees in front of him.
“God, you have the most amazing ass,” he said, running his hands over her
curves before sinking deep inside her again.
His hands were tight on her hips, holding her while she fisted hers in the quilt
beneath them. He switched between hard and fast and slow and deep with an ease that
kept her hovering on the edge. She moaned and writhed beneath him, dropping her
chest to the mattress and shifting her knees just a bit wider.
“If you stop again, I’m tying you to this bed and riding you until I’m satisfied,”
she warned when he paused.
His warm chuckle washed over her.
“Maybe, next time,” he said, surprising her.
Before she could comment, he thrust into her, and she could tell by his breathing
he was close. She slid one hand down her belly and found her bud, strumming over it
until she came again, splintering and flying as pleasure rocked through her.
Gilly bellowed her name as he slammed deep and held there. She was still
shuddering when he collapsed against her back, taking her fully onto the mattress. Her
legs slid down the outside of his. She swore she couldn’t feel anything other than her
pulse pounding fast as she sucked oxygen into starved lungs.
“You’re amazing.” He whispered a kiss across her shoulder as he moved off her
and dropped onto the bed.
She turned her head to glance at him, taking in the long line of his body, the
heave of his chest, and the sated look on his face. She lay there for a long moment
before the dampness between her thighs registered. There was a lot there. More than
should have been with a condom. She slid a hand down and groaned.
“So, how long since your last checkup?” she asked. “And have you had sex with
anyone since then?”
He laughed, moving to sit and roll off the bed as he spoke. “Little late for either
of us to ask those questions. Besides, I… Fuck!” He broke off as his eyes registered
what she’d already picked up on.
“Yeah,” she said. “Looks like the condom wasn’t Gilly-proof.”
“Christ, Sin. I’m so sorry. I’ve never had a condom break on me before.”
She shrugged her shoulders. “Me, either. For the record, I’m clean. Last checkup
was before my latest shoot, which sent me out of the country. And you’re my first
lover in a couple years. So…” She peered up at him.
“I’m clean. It’s been months since I’ve had sex.”
“Then we only have one slight problem to worry about,” she murmured.
He lifted a brow in question, but she saw when it clicked in his head. “You’re
not on the pill.”
“No point when you’re not having sex,” she admitted.
“Fuck,” he groaned. “I’m so sorry, Sin. I would never do anything to put you at
risk like this.” He snorted. “I mean not intentionally since we both know that’s what I
just did. Shit, I wouldn’t blame you if you kicked me out and didn’t want to see me
again.”
“You used a condom. Unless you purposely picked one that had expired, I don’t
see how this is your fault.”
“God, no!” he said, reaching for the wrapper he’d tossed aside and lifting it up.
He snorted again. “Still good for another year according to this. Fuckers.”
“It’s okay, Gilly,” she said. “It’s only once. We’ll just have to be more careful
from now on.”
“From now on?” he questioned, so much hope on his face. “I’m hoping that
means you’re not going to kick my ass to the curb for being an idiot.”
She grinned. “No way I’m not enjoying that again. You rocked my world.”
“Yeah, you did a whole lot of earth tilting yourself,” he admitted huskily.
“Let’s shower,” she suggested. “Then we can check out the box of condoms I
bought. I’ll call Andy tomorrow and see about an appointment with her doctor for a
new birth control prescription.”
“Not to get too optimistic, but does that mean you’re planning to stay in
Oklahoma?”
“I’m not sure what I plan to do long term,” she admitted. “But I think we both
know there’s more between us than just this. At least, there is for me.”
“I definitely want to spend more time with you, both in and out of bed,” Gilly
admitted.
“I can’t think of anything better than staying right here in Oklahoma, spending
some quality time with my sister and getting to know you a hell of a lot better, in and
out of bed.”
“I like the sound of that,” he agreed.
“Shower,” she said again. “Then we’ll try for round two. We’ll just have to pay
closer attention to the condom this time.”
* * * *
Gilly watched Sin’s ass twitch as she crossed toward the bathroom, and he
shook his head. He couldn’t believe she wasn’t ripping his head off over the condom.
Christ! What were the odds of a condom ripping during sex? It had to be slim. Just his
luck to be the winner in that pool.
“Gilly? You coming?” Sin called from the bathroom where he already heard
water running.
“Yeah,” he called back then forced his feet to move in that direction. He pulled
the useless rubber off his dick and tossed it into the trash as he entered. Please let the
box she picked up be better. Had he been too rough? He skimmed his eyes over her
body, searching for any redness or bruising he might have caused.
“What are you looking for?” she asked.
“Did I hurt you?”
She laughed and shook her head. “If you did, do it again, please. All night if
you’re up to it.”
“I’m serious,” he said. “Was I too rough?”
“No,” she answered. “Now, stop. The condom broke. Whatever happens, I’ll
deal with it.”
“We’ll deal with it,” he countered.
She gave him a look then shrugged those graceful shoulders again. “We’ll deal
with it,” she amended. “In the meantime, we’ll just be a little more aware in the
moment.” She frowned. “Though I’m not sure that’s possible with you.”
“I’ll be safe,” he swore. “It won’t happen again.” Maybe all the position
changing had created greater wear and tear?
“Stop worrying about it,” Sin ordered, tugging him into the shower with her and
sliding the curtain closed.
“How are you not worried?” he asked.
“What good would it do? We can’t go back and change what happened, and I
refuse to let it send me into a blind panic.” She leaned into him. “Maybe, if you were
someone else, I would be. I don’t know. I just know there’s something about you that
makes me feel like everything will be okay. And that sounds incredibly stupid even to
me.”
“Sounds perfect to me,” he argued. “I like that I make you feel that way. Any
chance I could talk you into going back to my place tonight? I’d hoped to get you to
spend the rest of the weekend with me.”
“That could be arranged. I don’t have a schedule to follow. I need to sort
through some mail before I go. I’ve put it off long enough.”
“Bring it with you. You can look it over in the truck,” he offered, his hands
busily washing over her skin.
“What happened to the car from the other night?” she asked. That’s what he’d
taken her to dinner in.
“It’s at home,” he said with a laugh. “I keep a variety of vehicles. I have the
truck, a Harley and a boat. There’s no limit to the places I can take you.”
She readily believed that. Even now, his touch was transporting her. If he kept
this up, they’d never make it out of the shower, and she definitely had plans for after.
“I like your hands, but soap usually helps,” she said, reaching for the full size
bottle of body wash and loofah she must have put in there earlier unless hotels stocked
better items than he remembered.
He took both from her and made short work of lathering it up and moving it over
her skin. He started at her shoulders and slowly made his way down to her feet before
urging her to turn around and taking his time as he washed his way back up. Sheer
perfection. That’s what she was. He couldn’t wait to get her back to his house and see
her tucked into his bed. His heart stopped for a fleeting moment.
“You okay?” she asked, glancing at him over her shoulder as if she’d felt the
pause in him.
He nodded. He’d never taken a woman to his bed. He’d had a few ladies in his
home but made use of other bedrooms so he could leave them after they fell asleep.
He didn’t sleep with women, but he didn’t want Sin out of his sight. He wanted to go
to sleep with her wrapped in his arms and wake the same way.
Jesus! He had it bad. He’d meant it when he said they’d deal with things
together if there was a lifetime consequence from the torn condom. Of course, that
consequence would be a little person, a part of both him and Sin. Oh shit, he was
definitely in over his head when the thought of a child didn’t send him running.
Instead, it had him imagining what it would be like to make a family with Sin.
Bare had told him this was how it was with his fiancée, Paisley. He’d taken one
look at her and known no other woman would ever compare. Hell, Bare had waited
five years for Paisley to heal and be ready for a relationship. Gilly had always
wondered at how Bare could want someone that much.
Now, Gilly shuddered in understanding.
He’d felt Sin’s pull as soon as she’d entered the bar. One look and he’d known
he wanted her. He’d thought to appease the itch, bed her, and enjoy her time while she
visited her sister.
Now, he feared it would never be enough. He didn’t want her to leave. He
wanted her to stay, not just here, but with him.
He watched the soap bubbles circle the drain and felt his bachelorhood going
with them. God help him, he was looking forward to whatever came next.
* * * *
He’d watched the man go up in the elevator with her. She’d seemed different,
almost as if she were more alive in a visceral way. The two of them had held hands
and exchanged looks she’d never given another man. Looks that should be his and his
alone.
He sat and waited, eyeing the clock and keeping track of just how long the two
of them were gone. What were they doing? Who was that man? Was he touching her,
claiming what wasn’t his to take? Maybe, she needed him to go up and make sure she
was okay?
He’d worked himself into a froth by the time Sinclair reappeared, once more
wrapped up in the man beside her. The dark-haired stranger seemed far too
possessive, his touch more intimate than it should be. Especially in a public place.
He frowned as he watched them leave the lobby, bag in hand. His lust bled into
anger as his perfect angel seemed to change right before his eyes…into a whore.
Chapter Seven
Sin’s mind raced. She kept fixating on one thought. The condom broke. Holy
shit! The condom broke! She’d never had that happen before. She’d played it off,
maintaining a calm she didn’t feel in hopes of warding off a freak out from Gilly. He
hadn’t looked good when he’d realized what had happened. He’d been ready to jump
on the no-more-sex bandwagon, or at least, it had seemed that way to her. Something
was definitely wrong when she was more concerned about him becoming a one-night
stand than she was about faulty protection.
God! What was wrong with her? Sex in her hotel should have sated some of the
lust he’d ignited within her. Instead, it seemed to have lit a flame that only burned
hotter. One look from him and her panties were drenched. She’d been serious when
she’d told him he gave her the feeling everything would be okay. What was it about
him that made her so certain, so…comfortable?
Gilly was strong, but not just in the play of muscles under his skin. He possessed
an inner strength that somehow made him look bigger, taller, more solid in a way
brawn alone didn’t. Intelligence spilled from his eyes, as well as his lips. It was there
in the way he always seemed aware of everything going on around him. He was
genuine, putting on no airs. He was who he was and seemed perfectly okay with who
that person was. The way he wore confidence like a second skin was sexy. She’d
never met a man who could hold a candle to Gilly, and the last thing she wanted was a
casual affair. Everything about him screamed at her to stake a claim. She wanted him,
and she was almost certain it was for something far more long term than a few weeks.
In the past, she’d shaken her head in disbelief when her girlfriends had cried
love at first sight. As far as Sin was concerned, it didn’t exist. Lust, yes. Love, no. She
wasn’t admitting she loved Gilly now. She didn’t. It was far too soon for so deep an
emotion. That didn’t mean she didn’t realize the potential was there. Her heart was
already as engaged as the rest of her, and she wanted Gilly badly. She’d laughed at
how bad her sister seemed to have it for not one but two men, and now, here she was,
falling deep for a man she’d only just met.
Was there something in the water in Oklahoma?
“Bottle of water?” Gilly asked as he walked into the spacious living room. He
held out a bottle, and she tracked the condensation with her eyes as a drop rolled
down the plastic and disappeared under his finger.
She snickered. She couldn’t help it. It was as if he was reading her mind.
“Sin?” he questioned.
“Sorry. Sure,” she murmured, taking the drink, opening and chugging half the
bottle before replacing the cap. Water or not, she planned to go with what she was
feeling.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Gilly asked, taking her hand and squeezing her
fingers with his. “I swear. I never would have purposely put either of us at risk like
this.”
“I know,” she assured him and finally admitted some of her nerves to him. “I’m
feeling a little anxious. My mind keeps playing what-if games. I meant what I said
though. It’s too late to worry and fret now.”
“There’s always the morning-after pill,” Gilly suggested softly.
“No.” She shook her head. “That’s not something I want to consider right now.
That doesn’t mean I’d expect anything from you if—”
“Stop,” he said, cutting her off midsentence. “I’m not planning to walk away
from you. Hell, I couldn’t even force myself to leave you at the hotel. Whatever the
outcome, I plan to be here. There’s something about you, Sinclair Eisley, that makes
me want to throw caution to the wind and jump in feet first. I’m not usually like that. I
know you’re special, and I want the chance to get to know everything about you.
Everything.”
“I’d like that,” she admitted. “I feel the same about you.”
“Why don’t we take tonight for us?” he whispered, tugging her into his arms and
holding her against his chest. He took the water bottle from her and dropped it on the
couch without taking his gaze from hers. “We’ll go to my room and spend the rest of
tonight making love. Tomorrow, I’ll cook you breakfast then give you a tour of the
house and the rest of my property. We’ll spend the day just relaxing and talking.”
“What about the bar?” she asked.
“Skip can take care of it.” He brought her hand up to his mouth, nibbling over
her fingertips before licking and sucking one into his mouth. She groaned, clutching
his side with her free hand. He raked his teeth across her palm then placed a kiss in
the center. “Spend tomorrow with me. Just the two of us.”
“Yes.”
He swept her up into his arms, dipping his head to catch her lips with his as he
walked. She had no sense of direction. She was so wrapped up in him. His taste. His
touch. His pure masculine scent that enclosed her. Nothing sounded better at the
moment than spending the night with Gilly Marston making love to her.
He headed down the hall toward the back of the house. They passed a stairwell
on the right that appeared to lead to a lower level then he stopped at the next door.
Gilly managed to open it without her help. There was a lamp shining beside his bed,
giving plenty of light as he crossed the room.
The space was huge and wholly masculine, filled with deep, warm shades that
surprised her. Gilly appeared to like color. The wood in the room was all a dark,
chocolate brown, but he accented it with bold shades of red, orange and gold. The
walls were a pale shade of cream that contrasted better than she would have thought.
He had one work of art on his wall that came in three pieces and took up the entire
space. It looked like a night sky lit by a vicious storm. There were crashing waves
along the bottom. The middle piece offered a bold slash of lightening that gave clarity
to the ferocity of the storm. It was incredible.
“My sister’s work,” Gilly said, nodding toward it.
“It’s amazing,” Sin said.
“You’re amazing,” he whispered and took her under again with his kiss.
They were slow and easy this time. Whether it was due to the previous
encounter or the aftermath of discovering a ripped condom, Sin didn’t know. Gilly
touched every inch of her, caressing her skin with fingers and lips as he explored. She
returned the favor as much as he allowed, which was less than she wanted. He trailed
kisses along her inner thighs, the heat of his breath tickling over her damp folds.
“Stop teasing me,” she begged, and his warm chuckle washed over her.
Her hands fisted in the covers under her back, her legs shifting restlessly on the
bed when he finally bent and took her swollen clitoris between his lips. He rubbed his
tongue over it in a slow, sensuous circle then suckled gently before licking his way
down to her opening. He tongued her, working the slick muscle in and out of her in a
dance that teased at what was to come.
“Gilly, please!” she cried, her body shaking with lust.
He gave in with a harsh groan. His mouth ate at her. His fingers probed and
touched every intimate inch of her greedy sex. She panted and moaned, bouncing
between stunted whispers and gasping cries as he took her to orgasm and held her in
the throes. His face glistened with her pleasure when he finally rose from between her
thighs. She was boneless, sure she’d be unable to move even if the entire house was
on fire.
Gilly reappeared almost as quickly as he’d left, condom covering his straining
erection. He settled over her once more, using one hand to guide his length through
her folds until it lodged and pressed inside. Slow and easy, he took her, drawing out
each penetrating stroke.
“So good, Sin,” he whispered at her ear, lips trailing kisses between gasped
words. “You feel like warm silk fisted around my cock.”
She moaned in reply, neck arched back, pressing her breasts against his chest.
He dropped his head and took one tight nipple into his mouth, sucking hard on it
before switching to the other. Her knees grasped his hips, allowing her to lift into him.
His touch remained soft, each stroke no less pleasing for how gently he took her. This
was making love, and it left her emotional in a way she’d never been during sex. Sex
was sex, and she’d always been able to separate physical pleasure from emotional.
Sex was a biological need, and maybe, that was why she’d stopped searching it out a
few years ago. Maybe, she’d already started seeking the one person who would make
her feel more than the physical during sex? Maybe, she’d been waiting for Gilly?
She didn’t realize she was crying until he was there, kissing each tear away.
“Sin?” he questioned, pausing with his cock deep inside her.
“Don’t stop,” she urged. “I just… It feels so…” She couldn’t voice her thoughts.
There were no words to describe how she felt.
“Shh,” he crooned. “I’ve got you. Let go, baby. Just let me love you.”
How was it possible for them to connect so quickly? This should be nothing
more than a sating of mutual lust. They barely knew each other. Yet, everything had
changed in the last few hours. Gilly rousing emotions and sensations no other man
had ever awoken within her. Maybe, there was something to be said for love at first
sight after all? And wasn’t that even more terrifying? There would be no way to
protect herself from Gilly.
“Gilly,” she moaned, lifting her face to him, needing his kiss as another orgasm
approached.
He slid his left arm under her shoulders, dropping onto her so their bodies
rubbed together from chest to groin. He held her to him, his other hand gripping her
hip as he moved just a little faster. His mouth took hers once more, their breaths
mingling as they fought to breathe through endless kisses.
They came together, clinging to one another, lips never completely separating.
He swallowed her cries and shared his with her. He reluctantly pulled back just
enough to drop his forehead against hers.
“I can’t imagine my need for you ever lessening,” he told her.
“I don’t want to terrify you, but I think I’m falling in love with you, Gilly
Marston,” she admitted.
“Terrifying would be if I were the only one tumbling.”
He dropped a kiss on her brow before pulling away, condom intact this time.
“Be right back.”
She watched him cross toward a door that must lead to an adjoining bathroom.
She shut her eyes, listening to the sound of running water as he cleaned up. She was
thinking she needed to do the same, but in the next moment, sleep claimed her.
Gilly walked back in with a warm, wet cloth only to find Sin already asleep. He
cleaned her gently, trying not to disturb her then tucked her under the covers with him
once he tossed the used cloth in the hamper. She curled right into him, one leg lifting
to lay over his thigh while her head nestled against his shoulder. Nothing had ever felt
so perfect in his life.
In that moment, he knew without a doubt, he would make her his wife. His mom
had always said when he met the right one he’d know instantly. His mother had
always believed in fairytales and happily every after. Her death had stripped that
illusion from her children. Now…well, now, Gilly was starting to believe again.
He closed his eyes and inhaled the scents of Sin and sex. Nothing had ever
smelled better.
* * * *
He knew what she was doing. No matter how much he wanted to think she was
different, that she was special, her actions spoke out against her. She was a whore like
all the others, unworthy of his love and attention. She should have waited, should
have saved her affections for him. Now, he’d make her pay.
He palmed his newly gained keycard to her room as he walked down the
hallway to her door. He was sure to keep his head down, the bill of his cap pulled low
to hide his face from the security cameras. He’d been careful from the moment he
entered the hotel. His face would never clearly show on surveillance. He’d become a
master at hiding in plain sight. Just ask the models and photographers he worked with.
Most would only vaguely remember him. Few cared enough to take the time to know
his name.
He’d expected Sinclair to be different. She’d always smiled, always said thank
you when one of the assistants did something for her. Then again, she’d never referred
to him by name the few times he’d managed to be the one to help her. Maybe, he
should have focused on that more. Maybe, he would have realized who she really was.
He made sure no one was around before sliding in the card and unlocking the
hotel room. He shoved open the door then locked it shut behind him. Rage rode him
hard. He moved toward the bedroom where he planned to make sure she knew he had
been there. He dumped clothes, ripping them with his hands and tossing them
haphazardly when he was finished. Nothing was left untouched. In the bathroom, he
dumped her makeup and smashed perfumes. He used her lipsticks as pens, marking
the mirror and walls with the same blood-red word.
Whore.
He wanted the world to see her as he did now, as nothing more than a worthless
woman who willingly spread her legs for a man. That’s what she was. He’d been
fooled, but the blinders were gone. He finally calmed as the last lipstick broke off
against the dresser, leaving off the final letter of what he’d been writing. His gaze
moved over the room. She’d get the gist of it anyway.
Reaching inside his jacket, he took out the pictures he’d brought with him. He’d
taken the first one while she’d slept. The blanket was off, revealing every inch of her
perfect body. It was one he’d framed on his dresser at home. There would be time to
clean up those later, after he’d made her pay for leading him on.
He rubbed his gloved finger over the picture then placed it on the bed. He
reached for his zipper, took his erection in hand then eased the ache that filled him
every time he looked at her. He aimed his release to splash on the bed, on her picture
and the shredded underclothes he’d placed there. When he was done, she’d know
what he thought of her. He took his finger and placed a smear of his release over her
face. Whores deserved no less.
He didn’t care about leaving his seed behind. It wouldn’t matter. By the time
anyone knew who he was, it would be too late.
In the last few minutes, he’d decided she’d still be his. He’d have to purify her
first. She’d be just as beautiful in death as she was in life. Perhaps more so. He
realized now it was the only way she’d ever be his. He’d release her from the life of
sin she’d decided to live. Then he’d follow after her. One way or another, they’d be
together.
Chapter Eight
Sin had still been sleeping when Gilly had slipped from between the sheets.
He’d had to make a call he couldn’t put off. Otherwise, he would have stayed happily
where he’d been, in bed with her blanketing him. Instead, he’d tucked away his
morning erection as he’d gotten dressed. After his business call had wrapped up, he’d
called Skip to have his brother take over Gilly’s for the weekend. Skip had laughed,
called Gilly a lucky bastard then hung up.
Now, Gilly was making breakfast with hopes of surprising Sin by bringing a tray
back to bed with him. Instead, she walked into the kitchen dressed in one of his shirts
and a smile.
Damn! She took his breath away.
“Morning,” he murmured. “Hungry?” He half-lifted the pan from the burner to
indicate the eggs he was scrambling.
“Starved,” she answered. “Seems I worked up quite an appetite last night.”
He grinned. He’d woken her up twice more after they’d finally gone to sleep to
make love. He’d feel bad, but she’d returned the favor about an hour before he had to
be awake. She seemed as insatiable as he felt.
“Biscuits will be done in a minute. Bacon’s on the plate. Coffee’s fresh. There’s
cream and sugar on the table.”
“It smells delicious,” she said as she moved to snag a cup. She splashed cream in
then topped it with coffee and took a sip. He knew he had it bad when even that was
sexy. Her low moan of appreciation cupped his balls and sent a shiver trailing up his
body.
She crossed to him, snagging his shirt with her fingers and leaning into him. She
tilted her head up, and he automatically dropped a kiss to her lips as if they’d started
mornings like this for years.
“Morning,” she whispered. “I missed you when I woke up.”
“I was hoping to crawl back in with you,” he said, and her stomach growled.
Sin laughed. “I’m not sure I’d have the energy to do much without food.
Besides, we still have all day. Don’t we?”
“Absolutely. After breakfast, we’ll take the four wheelers out. It’ll be easier to
show you the property that way. Plus, there’s a camera I need to check up on.”
“Camera?” she asked.
“I should show you that, as well. The house and property are like a fortress. I’ve
got perimeter alarms and cameras facing all the main entrances, the back door, front
door, kitchen door, and one in the main room of the house.”
“Are you in danger, Gilly?”
“No.” He shook his head. “Just like to be prepared for anything.”
“So I guess you never have trouble with people knocking on the door to sell
stuff you don’t want,” she deadpanned, making him laugh. “Did Knight’s Watch
install everything?”
“No, I did it all myself.”
“Oh, do you work for Jamison, too?” Sin asked.
“I work with him if he needs me to, but no, I don’t work for him.”
“You were in the military, weren’t you?” she asked.
He nodded.
“What did you do?”
“I was Naval Intelligence.”
“So what did you do?” she pushed, not accepting his half-answer.
Gilly plated the eggs and biscuits then moved toward the table to join her before
he answered. “I was on a ship. There were a few intelligence officers on board. My
main job was to oversee the briefing and debriefing of the pilots and to sift through all
the information gathered from the planes’ radars and other electronic support systems
on board, especially when drones were sent in.”
“Wow,” she murmured. “I can’t even imagine how stressful that would be.”
He shrugged. “I enjoyed my time in the Navy, but I was ready to come home.”
“So you’re from here?”
“From Oklahoma,” Gilly said. “I went to college then joined the Navy.”
“Why the Navy?” Sin asked.
“Bare was in the Marines, and Skip was Army. Navy seemed like a good fit for
me.”
“Do you miss it?”
“No,” he said. “I still dabble in a few things here and there. Mostly decrypting
data chips for the CIA. Sometimes for the FBI. The choice is mine, now. I prefer it
that way.”
“I thought you were sexy before, but knowing you’re probably the most
intelligent man I’ve ever met completely turns me on.”
“Yeah?” he asked with a grin.
“Tell me you read, and I’ll never leave,” she vowed.
“Almost always have a book,” he admitted. “I’m a huge horror fan. Mostly
Stephen King but some Straub and Koontz, as well. Love mysteries and thrillers. I’ve
even been known to read an occasional romance novel. Nora Roberts writes a great
book.”
Her smile was huge. “You are an amazing man.”
“And officially all yours since you’re never leaving,” he said with a wiggle of
his brows. “Now, eat before it gets cold then I’ll show you the rest of the house. After
that, we’ll go for a ride. I have quite a bit of land. I like my space.”
“It’s beautiful here. I can see why you chose it.”
“It’s never looked more beautiful than it does this morning,” he whispered, gaze
locked on her.
She reached out and ran her fingers over his cheek. He cupped her hand against
his face then turned to place a kiss in her palm.
“Eat,” he said again, his voice husky from the sensations her touch sent through
his body. He took a sip of coffee and admitted to himself he didn’t want her to leave.
* * * *
The house held more than Sin had imagined, and the property was filled with
delights, as well. She especially loved the outdoor patio with sunken pool, hot tub and
built-in grilling area. Gilly was a man who liked his creature comforts but didn’t mind
roughing it when needed. There wasn’t anything she didn’t like about the man. He
was almost too perfect. He had a lot of acreage and kept horses on the property. He
also had several ATVs.
He offered her an ATV of her own to ride, but she’d opted to climb on his and
clung to him, arms wrapped around his waist, her chest snug against his back. She
loved having her arms around him, enjoyed the feel of their bodies pressed tightly
together. She’d done her best to seduce him while he’d shown her his land. She’d
rubbed her nipples against his back, let her hands slip lower and lower in the front
until she felt the heated length of him under her fingers. She’d wiggled, lifting up and
settling back down slowly, making sure her body stayed in contact with his as she did.
Finally, she’d pushed him over the edge. They topped a rise, and he pulled them
into the shade of a copse of trees. Her thighs still hummed with the vibration of the
motor after he shut it down and jumped off, taking her with him. He took her mouth
while he stripped her. He had her top bare and her pants and underwear dangling off
one ankle while he was still fully dressed.
“Gilly,” she moaned as he lifted her back onto the ATV so that she sat sideways
with him between her sprawled thighs.
“God, woman. You make me crazy to have you,” he groaned.
He must have planned a similar seduction though, as he pulled a condom from
his pocket and donned it quickly before thrusting deep. She was wet and ready,
eagerly giving around the girth of his shaft.
She should be sore with all the sex they were engaging in, but she wasn’t. He
had a way of making her respond to him, making her so hot that her body almost
sighed in relief when he entered her. She wasn’t sure of a lot in her life at the moment,
but she knew this was right. She and Gilly felt unbelievably right. She wouldn’t
question it or try to define it or obsess over where it was headed. She’d just give
herself to it and enjoy their time for all it was.
They both came with loud cries, unconcerned with the fact they were out in the
open. She could get used to having sex outdoors with Gilly. She was taken with his
home and the safety it provided to indulge her sexual whims. Complete privacy
wasn’t something she was used to having. It was definitely something she could get
used to.
“I’d planned to talk you into skinny dipping and having sex on the patio,” he
admitted as he tucked away his spent cock and helped her tug her clothes back on.
“Gotta admit, this was better.”
“You can always seduce me on the patio later,” she promised.
He laughed. “Let’s head back, shower then go into town for dinner. Maybe,
we’ll have a midnight swim and the opportunity to make love under the moon.”
“Sounds perfect,” she whispered, accepting the kiss he offered and returning it
with interest.
She ended up showering while he returned a few phone calls he’d missed. The
way he pampered her in the shower before, it was probably a better idea for them to
bathe separately if they had any hope of making it out of his house. She was insatiable
when it came to him. She was already in a robe, towel-drying her hair when he walked
in.
“I’ll be quick,” he said, dropping a swift kiss on her lips and stripping on his
way to the bathroom that adjoined his bedroom.
While Gilly took a quick shower before they headed into town for dinner, she
grabbed the bag she’d stuffed all her mail in then sat cross-legged on the bed, sorting
through it. She snagged the big envelope and ripped it open. She was surprised
Pamela hadn’t blown up her phone yet. The woman wasn’t known for her patience. If
Pamela sent Sin information on a particular shoot, she expected Sin to get in touch
immediately, regardless of where she was.
Sin dumped the envelope out on the bed, noticing at a glance that it was photos
and not documents. Something about them had her grabbing a few and lifting them
up. A startled shriek left her lips followed by a moan of disbelief. That disbelief was
quickly replaced by full-blown terror.
Pictures. Of her. All of them were of her. Alone in her hotel room. Sleeping.
Several were of her naked body hidden only by a thin sheet. One showed her breast
and the curve of her hip on full display.
“Sin?”
Her head jerked up at Gilly’s voice. She blinked at him in shock. He was
dripping water, a towel held around his waist. He glanced around the room, and it
dawned on her he must have heard her cry out.
“Pictures,” she whispered, unable to get anything else out.
She stared with mounting horror at the photos spilled across the bed. Someone
had been in her hotel room. They’d pulled back the covers and taken pictures of her
while she’d been asleep, while she’d thought she was safe. Exhaustion had sucked her
under and held her deep in sleep while someone had done this to her. Nausea hit her
hard, and she dashed for the bathroom Gilly had just vacated, retching until there was
nothing left to come up.
She was shaking when she returned to the bedroom and saw Gilly flipping
through the glossy eight-by-tens.
“I didn’t pose for those,” she murmured. “I had no idea.”
“You’re asleep in all of them,” Gilly stated. “Looks like a hotel room.”
“Yes,” she agreed.
“Someone broke in and took photographs of you while you were sleeping?” He
turned to glance her way then dropped the pictures back onto the bed and crossed to
her. He tugged her against his chest and held her tightly while she shook. “It’ll be all
right.”
“How could someone do this? How could I not even know?”
“None of that matters now. What matters is that it will never happen again.
Never. I promise you that,” Gilly swore. “When you’re ready we’ll look at the
pictures and see if you can pinpoint when and where they were taken. Someone had
access to you and your room. We’ll figure that out, and we’ll nail this asshole to the
wall.”
He sounded so assured, so confident. Not “if” but “when”. His arms were a solid
weight around her, anchoring her in the here and now. She breathed in his fresh scent
and slowly calmed. It was only natural to reassert her independence and take control
of the situation when she did.
She pushed out of his arms and took a small step back, putting distance between
them. “Thank you. I need to call the police. If you give me a ride back to the hotel, I
can call from there.”
Gilly stared at her for a long moment then shook his head. “I’m not dropping
you off somewhere so you can deal with this on your own.”
“I wasn’t sure you’d want me calling the police to your house.”
“I don’t. I don’t think you should call them at all. Do you really want a bunch of
guys passing around those photos of you?”
She blanched. “They’re police officers not frat boys.”
“They’re also men, and you’re a gorgeous woman.” He sighed. “What I should
say is if the police are involved, they’ll stir the pot and, most likely, tip off whoever
this is we’re looking for. They have to. Not involving them could be a lot safer for
you and might make it easier to find him.”
“Fine. There’s an investigator I’ve had looking into some letters and poems I’ve
been getting. I can call him instead.”
“There’s more?” Gilly demanded.
“I…I’m not sure it’s related.” Her mind screamed that it had to be. She’d felt
something off about the other mail immediately, enough to ask for help.
He tucked his fingers under her chin and tilted her head up. “What was it about
the poems and letters that made you hire an investigator?”
She shrugged, throwing her hands up in front of her. “I don’t know. There was
just something off about them. The way he described me. The things he said. They
made me…” She paused, searching for the right word.
“Nervous? Uncomfortable?” Gilly prompted.
“Yes,” she agreed. “That’s exactly it.”
“Do you have any of them or are they all with the investigator?”
“I have all the originals in storage. He has copies. He never found anything, and
it never escalated past the letters and poems.”
Gilly nodded toward the bed. “It escalated. You just didn’t know it. I’d like you
to give me this investigator’s name and number. I’ll have him send me everything so
we can go over all of it. I’m asking you to trust me. Protecting people—it’s one of the
things I do, and I do it very well.”
“I don’t want to build something with you while playing the damsel in distress. I
want you Gilly, but I want you as an equal.”
“No, you don’t. Not anymore than I want you as an equal. We’re not equals.
There will always be things you’re better at and things I’m better at. That’s okay.
Hell, it’s perfect. Those qualities are what attracted us to each other in the first place,
without them even being spoken. You took one look at me and saw a strong, confident
guy who turned you on. Don’t punish me for being that guy now when you need me
the most.”
He was right. That was exactly how she’d seen him, and it had made her want
him even more.
“His name is Gary Busley. I’ve got his number on my phone.”
Gilly nodded. “I’ll call him and have him send me everything he has.”
The look on his face said he’d be saying a lot more. She easily read Gilly. He
thought the investigator had dropped the ball. He was probably right, if the pictures
turned out to be from the same person. She glanced toward the bed again, but Gilly
pulled her attention back to him.
“When was the last time you received a letter or a poem?”
“It’s been a while. I thought he’d given up or moved on to someone else, and
that sounds horrible,” she admitted.
“It sounds human,” he countered. “Do you remember anything specific from
them?”
“I blew them off at first. Then I got one where…” She looked up with wide
eyes. “He described me on the beach. I remember thinking it was eerie because the
things he went into detail about were things I’d actually done on the beach after a
photo shoot, when I’d thought I was alone. All the poems were mostly sexual in
nature. My body and what he’d like to do. How he’d like to touch me. It
was…disturbing.”
“And your investigator didn’t find anything?”
She shook her head. “He said it was all too generic to trace. Common paper,
common ink, press and seal envelopes. No fingerprints. Nothing to lead in any
direction.”
“Did he ever go with you on any of the shoots?”
“No,” she admitted. She should have pushed for that but hadn’t.
“Where did you get this investigator’s name?” Gilly asked.
“One of the other models. She’d used him in the past for something and gave me
his card. I didn’t tell her what I needed him for,” she admitted before Gilly could ask.
“What are you thinking?”
“At best, he’s incompetent. Sounds like he didn’t have the time or resources to
devote, and instead of admitting that, he placated you with assurances he couldn’t
back up. It makes me furious. He took advantage of you. Who else is he doing that
to?”
“You’re right.” She grabbed her phone, unlocking her screen and swiping
through her contacts until she found Mr. Busley’s listing. “I’ll call him now and let
him know you’ll be taking over and I expect him to send everything to you ASAP.
Then I’ll let you tell him where to forward it all to.”
Gilly nodded and cupped her face again. “We’ll go grab some dinner while we
wait for him to get it all sent over.”
“It’s late, he might not—”
“He will,” Gilly said, cutting her off.
Her glance veered toward the bed again. “I’m not sure I can eat.”
“We’ll grab something and bring it back here, just in case you change your
mind. Then when you’re ready, we’ll sort through the documents and pictures.
Okay?”
She nodded.
“Give me a minute to get dressed, and we’ll make that call.”
She nodded again, her gaze on him but her mind straying back to the pictures.
The shock was wearing off a bit. Gilly was logical, and that helped to ground her
emotions. He couldn’t hide the rage burning in his eyes, though, and she knew it was
on her behalf.
She gathered up all the pictures and stuffed them back in the envelope. It did
little to help. She couldn’t get the images out of her mind.
Chapter Nine
It was a long night for Gilly, but he was too angry to sleep. Actually, angry was
too mild a word for how he felt about what Sin was going through. He’d pushed her
hard earlier, pressing her to look at the pictures to see if she recognized anything
about the room. He’d hated every moment of it. Hated the fear and insecurity that had
marred her features but knew he didn’t have a choice. The best way to save her was to
figure out who was behind the pictures. So he had to know where she’d been in each
of them. Only she could tell him that. It had taken a while for her to focus. It had
killed him to see the fresh horror on her face every time they looked at a new photo.
Knowing someone had crept inside her room while she’d helplessly slept made him
want to kill. Finally, he’d pulled her into his lap and held her, stroking her hair and
arm while she struggled to give him the specifics of where and when each photo had
most likely been taken.
He’d carried her to bed when they’d been done and held her, trying to soothe the
worst of her fears with gentle touches and whispered assurances. As soon as Sin fell
asleep, he’d slipped out of bed. He’d had two phone calls to make.
The first was to Malcolm Ciccotori, an unlikely friend he’d made, who
happened to be in LA at the present. Gilly had met the former FBI agent when he’d
tried to recruit Gilly and wasn’t willing to take no for an answer. Eventually, he’d
persuaded Gilly to step in under the radar, to recover and interpret intel for the
government from time to time. That was before a bullet had taken Mal from the field
and led him to an early retirement instead of a desk job.
“Ciccotori.” Mal answered after the fifth ring, his voice gruff and irritated.
“Mal.”
“Gilly.” Mal’s voice warmed considerably. “How the hell are you? And why the
fuck are you calling me so late? Or early? Or whatever the fuck o’clock it is?”
“I’ve got a situation,” Gilly said. “I need your help with something.”
“Well, shoot,” Mal replied. “Count me in. What do you need?”
It said a lot about Mal that he’d volunteered without knowing what Gilly
needed. Something Mal and Seth had in common.
“I need you to check into a private investigator there in LA—or at least, a guy
claiming to be one. Funny thing is, I can’t find a PI license on file for him anywhere,
much less Los Angeles, California.”
“What’s his name?”
“Gary Busley. I’m sending you everything I have on him now.”
“What did this Busley do?” Mal asked.
“A close friend of mine hired him to look into some letters she’d gotten. He told
her it was a dead end, that there was no way to trace them back. Yet with one
generalized search, I came up with six potential names that should have been
investigated, especially since two of them were in direct contact with her.”
“Damn. So are we looking at a money scam or do you think he’s involved?” Mal
asked.
“My gut says money scam, but I’m not ruling out any involvement. We called
him last night to have all the letters forwarded to me. He did, and immediately offered
her a refund when I got on the phone. He was nervous.”
“How long ago did you talk to him?” Mal asked.
“Three, four hours ago,” Gilly guessed, rubbing the back of his neck.
“Shit,” Mal grumped, and Gilly heard rustling. “I better get my ass up and head
over there. Hopefully, he hasn’t pulled up shop and run.”
“I’ve got four addresses listed for him. They’re in the file I just emailed you.
He’ll be at one of them.”
“So what’s going on? I take it the letters escalated.”
“Pictures,” Gilly told him. “Ones taken without her consent or knowledge while
she was asleep in a hotel room.”
“Damn,” Mal muttered. “She okay?”
“She will be,” Gilly stated. He’d see to that. “Let me know if you find anything I
should be aware of.”
“What’s your lady’s name?”
“Sinclair Eisley,” Gilly said.
“The model?” Mal whistled. “You’re one lucky son of a bitch. She’s gorgeous.
I’ll help you find out who’s stalking her. Give me an hour or so to find Mr. Busley
and get back in touch. We’ll decide what to do from there. Hell, maybe, I’ll head to
Oklahoma. California’s getting old. I could use a change of scenery.”
“Anytime,” Gilly reminded Mal as he always did when Mal mentioned coming
for a visit. Mal never did though. He was still self-conscious of his slight limp,
courtesy of a bullet to the knee.
They hung up, and Gilly went back to digging. In his initial search to see if there
were any arrest records that fit similar criteria to the letters, poems and pictures Sin
had received, he’d hit on six men within a seventy-five mile radius of where Sin had
lived in LA. Two of the six worked for the same modeling agency Sin had been with.
One was a photographer named Clay Michaels, and the other was an assistant who
went on shoots and ran errands for the models, photographers and staff. His name was
Oliver Gohring. Both men should have been thoroughly investigated when Sin had
asked for help.
He’d focus on them first then branch out to the other four. He’d keep widening
the search until he discovered the person responsible. Sooner or later, he’d find them.
He made no promises as to what he’d do then.
Armed with a little more knowledge, he made a second phone call. This one to
Seth Gunnerson. Seth was a recent addition to the Knight’s Watch family. Gilly had
met the other man while helping Bare protect his fiancée, Paisley. Something had
clicked between Gilly and Seth, and now, the two were friends. Despite the hour, Seth
picked up the phone immediately.
“Gilly? What’s going on?” Seth asked then listened in silence while Gilly filled
him in on everything. “Damn. Have you called anyone else yet? What do you need
from me? I’m off for the next few days, but I can extend it out for as long as you need.
Jamison won’t have any problem loaning me to you with Sin in trouble.”
“I haven’t told anyone else here yet. I’ve got another friend checking into the
investigator Sin hired in LA right now.”
“So what’s the plan for me? Need me to fly out somewhere? Or do you think
this creep followed her here?” Seth asked.
“I’m not sure yet,” Gilly admitted. “I know I can’t lock her up here no matter
how appealing that sounds. She wants to tell Andy tomorrow.”
“Andy doesn’t know she had a stalker?” Seth asked then whistled through his
teeth. Gilly agreed. The other woman would be mad as hell.
“She was trying to deal with it herself and didn’t want Andy to worry about
her.”
“I can understand that,” Seth said. “So what’s the game plan?”
“I’ve got a consultation at Knight’s Watch tomorrow. I knew you’re off so I was
hoping you could stick close to Sin just in case this whack job did follow her here.
She’s planning to have lunch with Andy then pick up her things from the hotel. She’s
agreed to bring her SUV and the rest of her belongings back to my place. All the
pictures were taken while she slept in hotel rooms. This guy seems to have a knack for
getting into them. Neither of us is willing to risk him getting to her here.”
“How does a man gain access to a hotel room without any signs of a break-in?
Of course, I’m assuming Sin would have noticed if there had been and reported it.”
“I don’t know how he managed it,” Gilly admitted. “But I’ll find out.”
“I’ll be in the building when you two get there. Am I watching from a distance
or eating lunch with Sin and Andy?” Seth asked, not sounding put out by either
option.
“I’m guessing they’ll probably want sister time, but that’s up to ya’ll. As long as
you stick close, it doesn’t matter to me. I want you with her if she goes to the hotel
before I wrap up my meeting. I don’t want her alone there. Not even for a minute.”
“Got it,” Seth agreed.
The phone beeped, letting Gilly know he had another call. The only person he
could think of was Mal. “Hold on a sec, Seth,” he said and clicked over to the other
line.
“Our chicken flew the coop,” Mal announced in lieu of a greeting. “He’s not at
any of the properties. Looks like he packed a bag and hauled ass somewhere. The wall
safe was left open at one place with a few odds and ends still in it. No idea where our
guy bolted. There’s enough here to hand over to the police though. He had quite a few
scams going. I didn’t find any hidey holes with pictures so if he’s involved, he took it
all with him. Honest opinion is he’s not the guy. He has all the letters and poems
scattered over the top of his desk. For what it’s worth, he made several notes about
them. Looks like he might have tried to start investigating but had no idea what the
hell he was doing. He certainly doesn’t have your skills. Want me to see if I can track
him?”
“I do, but I have a couple other names I’d like you to check out for me, as well.”
“The two guys who worked with her?” Mal guessed and didn’t wait for Gilly to
comment. “Give them to me.”
Gilly gave him the two main guys he was looking into, Clay Michaels and
Oliver Gohring. “These are the ones who work for the same company she did. Both
were on the shoots with her and had ample opportunity to slip in and take the pics.”
“Photographer almost seems too perfect of a suspect,” Mal said.
“Sin said to talk to Pamela Winters. She’s the one with access to where everyone
works and when.”
“I’ll be there when the doors open,” Mal said. “Which won’t be for another few
hours, at the earliest.”
“Thanks, Mal.”
“I’m sure I’ll find a way for you to pay me back,” he joked.
“I’m sure you will,” Gilly agreed then hung up and reconnected with Seth.
“I take it that was your other guy,” Seth said as soon as Gilly was back on the
line. “Did your PI run?”
Gilly sighed. “Yeah, he did. I can’t shake the feeling he knows more than he
admitted over the phone. Can’t put my finger on it. Just a feeling.”
“I’ve learned to trust those feelings,” Seth stated.
“Yeah,” Gilly agreed. “Thanks for letting me talk through all this with you. It’s
nice to have a sounding board. I’m going to climb back in bed for a few hours and see
if I can get a little sleep.”
“What time are you two going to head in?” Seth asked.
“Meeting’s at ten-thirty. I’d like to get there a bit early. Sin wants me with her
when she talks to Andy.”
Seth chuckled. “Hoping you’ll deflect some of the explosion that’s sure to occur.
I can’t see that happening. Andy’s the protective type. You saw how she stepped in
and protected Paisley from press backlash when everything went down with her
mother,” Seth reminded.
“Andy’s a good person to have on your side,” Gilly agreed with a yawn.
“Go get some sleep,” Seth ordered. “I’ll see you in the morning. Let me know
what else you need, and I’m there.”
“Thanks, Seth. I appreciate it.”
“Anytime,” Seth said and hung up.
Gilly headed back to his bedroom, stepping silently into the room. He shed his
clothes in the dark and slipped under the sheet. Sin immediately rolled toward him,
cuddling into his side and lifting one leg up to curl over him. Her hot pussy pressed
against the outside of his thigh, making him bite back a groan. One hand traveled
down his chest until she found his shaft and palmed it, giving it a squeeze.
“I didn’t mean to wake you,” he rasped, though he enjoyed her attention.
“I woke up just before I heard the door open. I was dreaming about you.”
“Good things, I hope,” he growled, hauling her up onto his chest.
“Erotic things,” she purred, placing open-mouthed kisses along his throat and
shoulder. “I need you, Gilly. I need to feel you inside me.”
“Mmm, yes,” he agreed and rolled until she was underneath him.
He took her mouth, plundering and exploring with his tongue. His hands
touched every inch he could while hers caressed the rigid length of his erection.
“Condom,” he muttered and moved quickly off her to grab one. He was too
close, too primed and desperate to be inside her. He turned back to the bed, wrapper
gripped in his fingers ready to tear it open.
“Wait,” she ordered, already on her hands and knees before him. She reached
out, sliding her fingers around the head of his cock and gently tugging him closer. Her
tongue brushed the crown, flicking over and around the slit where pre-cum already
glistened. She moaned at his taste, and he swore his balls swelled with the desire to
drown her in more.
“Sin,” he moaned as she wrapped those velvety lips around him and sucked until
the head popped into her mouth. “Baby, I’m on edge here,” he warned.
She hummed, and the vibration traveled down his shaft to settle in his balls. Her
fingers stroked his length while she sucked and milked him. He buried his hands in
her hair and held on, enjoying the way she worked his dick. His pleasure built until
finally, he tightened his grip and tugged at her hair to pull her off.
“Keep that up, and I’m going to come in your mouth,” he warned.
“Mmm,” she moaned, jacking the pleasure even higher.
“I want to be buried deep in your pussy when I come,” he crooned. “Turn that
pretty ass around here.”
She released him with a loud pop that sent another vibration coursing along his
shaft. She held his gaze while she lifted to her knees. She reached for him, pulling him
down for a scorching kiss that had him ready to come all over her. When she released
him, she nipped his bottom lip hard with her sharp little teeth before slowly turning
and easing her body back down until her chest was flush against the mattress.
He made quick work of ripping the rubber open and rolling it on. He palmed her
buttocks, trailing over them before he slipped his hands between her thighs and
pushed her legs wider. He slid a finger through her slit and dipped inside to test her
readiness. She was soaked with desire, already more than ready to accept him. He
pulled back, gripped his dick and pressed it against her opening. With a hard thrust, he
seated himself to the hilt, taking pride in the way she cried his name.
He fucked her hard and fast, unable to hold back. She took it all and still begged
for more. She rocked back into every thrust, pressing him deeper. He could tell from
her choppy breathing and moans she was getting closer and closer. He reached a hand
under her, cupping her mound and finding her clitoris. He rubbed the bud with his
thumb, and as his dick swelled with approaching orgasm, he pinched her clit between
his fingers and gave it a tug.
Sin came with a howl, her body shaking and shuddering beneath him. He rocked
deep three more times and joined her with a yell. He leaned over her, hands pressed
flat to the bed on each side of her as he struggled to catch his breath. She shook,
tremors still working through her as she gasped. She tilted her head slowly to the side
until her gaze met his.
“You’re amazing,” she whispered.
“We’re amazing,” he corrected.
Taking a deep breath, he eased back, one hand gripped the base of his shaft as he
tugged free of her tight grip. He pulled off the condom and headed toward the
bathroom. He was just washing his cock in the sink when Sin peeked her head around
the doorframe.
“Mind if I come in?”
He shook his head, watching her in the mirror as she walked in behind him. He
grinned as her gaze slipped down to his buttocks.
“I see you looking at my ass,” he said.
“God knows you’ve spent enough time looking at mine,” she countered. “It only
seems fair.”
He laughed. He grabbed the washcloth he’d pulled out and offered it to her
while he towel dried himself. They changed positions, and he watched her gently
cleanse herself. It was…crazy to realize this was a first for him. Never in his life had
he actually shared a bathroom with someone unless they were showering together.
There was something intimate about it, which was a ludicrous thought considering
how intimate they’d just been. Still, it was there, and it cemented something inside
him. He wanted her here, with him, permanently. It was too soon. She had too much
going on. Yet, it felt incredibly right. Sin was it for him. Now, he just had to deal with
whoever was fucking with her and convince her he was worthy of a happily ever after
with her.
Chapter Ten
They were out the door by eight the next morning. Sin knew Gilly was making
sure they’d have plenty of time to speak with her sister before his meeting. She
appreciated him being with her. It wasn’t that she was afraid of telling her sister what
was going on. It was more that Gilly made her feel as if everything would be okay,
and she wanted him to do the same for her sister. “I’ll introduce you to Seth again
when we get there. He’s going to hang out with you and Andy while I’m in the
meeting.”
“Why?” Sin asked.
“Until we know more about who we’re dealing with, it’s important to make sure
you’re safe,” Gilly said.
“So Seth is sticking with Andy and me when we go out to lunch? Is that really
necessary? I mean the pictures were dropped off at my home in LA. I brought them
with me to Oklahoma,” she reminded before Gilly could respond.
“I don’t want to take any chances,” Gilly said. “Please,” he added. “I need to
know your safe.”
She nodded, giving into him. How could she fault him for putting her safety
first? “I should probably try Milly again.” Gilly had urged her to contact her
roommate to see if she could tell them more about who had dropped off the envelope.
“If I still can’t get her, I’ll call Pamela and see if she knows where Milly is. I don’t
remember if she said she was going on a shoot.”
Gilly glanced at the clock on the dashboard. “Actually, you might want to go
ahead and call Pamela. I’ve got Mal heading to meet her soon about the two men I
told you about.”
She shivered. She knew the photographer, Clay. He’d always given her the
creeps. He had a reputation for coming on to the models, and one or two had taken
him up on it. She’d caught him trying to snap photos of her once during a topless
shoot. In the actual photos, her breasts were either covered with her hands or she had
her back to the camera. He’d tried to snap one as she’d reached for her robe. She’d
threatened him then called Pamela to tell her she refused to ever work with him again.
Pamela had threatened Clay, saying she would destroy his career if he even looked
crossways at Sin again. She probably would have obliterated him if Sin had asked her
to. Instead, Sin had found herself in the position of protecting him. Had she been
wrong? Had that been all it had taken to make him become obsessed with her? To the
point he was writing letters and poems and sneaking in her room?
The other guy on Gilly’s radar was an assistant like Robbie. The assistants were
essential on a shoot. They helped keep things running smoothly, taking care of the
models, photographers and myriad other people required for one shoot. She couldn’t
place the guy Gilly mentioned, an Oliver Gohring. She couldn’t even picture his face.
Robbie usually worked with her whenever she needed someone. Most often, she took
care of herself since she was pretty low maintenance. She didn’t need much that she
didn’t bring or get herself.
Her phone rang as she reached into her purse to grab it.
“So I have tall, dark and handsome at my desk, wanting information on two
employees due to something going on with you. What’s up? Is this why you left?
Whose ass do you need me to kick?”
Pamela Winters was a no-nonsense woman. Sin didn’t even blink at the
greeting. Pamela had never been one for niceties. They took too much time and most
people didn’t give a damn how you were anyway. It was meaningless fodder thrown
out in passing.
“I’m not sure of everything right now,” Sin said.
Pamela cut her off before she could continue. “So tell me what you do know, or
pretty boy here isn’t getting jack shit from me. Not even a phone number for a hookup
later.”
Sin quickly brought Pamela up-to-date on the pictures, the PI, and what Gilly
had found. To say the other woman was pissed was a mild statement. She exploded.
“How long were you fucking getting these letters? If you needed someone, I
should have been the first fucking person you turned to! Goddamn it, Sin!” She heard
Pamela try to muffle the phone, but her voice was so loud it did no good. Hell, even
Gilly could hear everything she said. “Don’t get your panties in a bind. You’ll get
your information when I’m done talking. Does Andromeda know what’s going on?”
Pamela demanded, obviously speaking to Sin once again.
“I’m heading over to tell her everything now.”
“Good. I’ll check my logs and send Boy Wonder here on his way then do a little
digging of my own. I don’t need your fucking permission to do any goddamn thing I
want to do.” She was obviously back to speaking to Gilly’s friend, Mal, again. “I’m a
grown-ass woman. What are you? Twenty?” Her raspy laugh filtered through the
phone. “The fuck you’re almost forty. Sit down, shut up and wait your turn. You’re in
my office, asking for my help. Show some respect. Now, where was I? Call me after
you talk to your sister. Have your friend send me a few copies of the pictures. I might
recognize the photographer’s style.”
“I didn’t even think of that,” Sin admitted.
“If you’d been thinking, you would have come to me to begin with. I would
have respected you’re desire not to let Andromeda know at first. I would have damn
sure hired a reliable investigator with a valid fucking license. But whatever. Get me
the photos. I’m in the office all day. Use my private line. And for God’s sake, be
safe.”
Pamela hung up without another word.
“Shit,” Gilly said. “I’m really going to owe Mal for putting up with that
woman.”
Sin laughed. “She’s a bit much. She runs one of the top modeling agencies in
LA. She didn’t get where she is by being nice and gentle. She’s loud, abrasive at
times, brutally honest and one of the best people I know. She’s also right. I should
have gone to her, but I didn’t want my big sister to know. I was trying to handle it on
my own.”
“I can send her some of the photos when we get to Knight’s Watch if that’s what
you want me to do.”
“You brought them with you?” she asked, glancing around the car. He hadn’t
been carrying anything with him when they’d left his house.
“Just the less risqué ones,” he promised, nodding toward his cell. “I scanned
them into a secure file, easily accessible from my computer or phone.”
“Yes, send them to her,” Sin said. “She’s got an eye. If it’s anyone who’s
worked for her, she’ll know it.”
He nodded as he parked. He reached into the middle console and pulled out a
parking pass to hang from his rearview mirror. She guessed it had something to do
with the parking meters all along the streets here.
“Ready?” he asked, reaching over to give her hand a squeeze.
“Yeah. What is it about my big sister that always makes me feel like a teenager
who’s just broken curfew?”
“I think it probably has to do with the fact Andy’s more than just your sister.
She’s been a mother figure for you, as well. You don’t want to worry her or
disappoint her.”
“That’s exactly it,” Sin admitted. “I didn’t want her worrying about me any
more than she already does. She’s spent her whole life taking care of me. Even when I
wasn’t with her, she was always there in the background, taking care of every little
thing. I wanted to take care of this on my own. Andy deserves more than a life taking
care of other people.”
“I think that’s Andy’s choice,” Gilly suggested, and Sin nodded in agreement.
They walked inside with his arm around her, hand spread wide at the small of
her back. She liked it, being at his side. It felt natural.
The first person she saw was Seth. She’d vaguely met him at the cookout, but
he’d been content to sit and watch while the rest of them played in the pool. Gilly
introduced him again, stopping briefly to talk to him when they entered the building.”
“I hear you’re joining my sister and me for lunch,” Sin said.
“If that’s okay with you,” Seth said. “If not, I’ll keep my distance. I’ll be close,
but you won’t know I’m there.”
“I can’t imagine a guy your size blending in. I imagine you stand out in a
crowd,” she joked.
“You’d be surprised,” he said in a tone of voice that made her pause. There was
a sadness about him. It was there in his eyes when a smile ghosted his lips but didn’t
linger or suffuse his whole face.
“You’ll join us,” she said. “Andy and I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
He nodded then headed down the hall while Gilly led her to the elevator.
“He seems sad,” she said once they were alone.
“He’s a great guy,” Gilly responded. “Someone you can trust.” That was all he
offered, and she let the subject drop without prying.
When they reached Andy’s office, the door was jerked open before Gilly even
moved his hand back from the first tap of his knuckles on the wooden surface.
“What’s going on?” Andy demanded, gaze fixed on Sin. She reached out, jerked
her sister against her and squeezed tightly. “Are you okay?”
Sin threw a glance at Gilly who just shrugged in confusion.
“What’s the matter?” Sin asked her sister.
“I’m sorry,” Andy said with a wave of her hand toward Jamison, Tuck and Bare.
“As soon as I got the envelope this morning, I called them. I don’t have the
connections here yet like I did in LA. I wasn’t sure what else to do.”
Gilly went immediately on alert. “What envelope?” he demanded.
“Here,” Bare said, holding it out to him.
Sin stood beside Gilly, watching him open the flap and slide the sheets out.
Pictures. Two of Sin sleeping and one of Sin with Andy on the day Sin had first
arrived at Knight’s Watch. Sin didn’t catch the last one, only the curse Gilly let slip as
he slid the others back on top.
“Are these all of them?”
Andy lifted a brow and glanced at Sin. “That’s all I’m willing to share.”
“Let me see the others,” Gilly demanded.
“I don’t think so,” Andy countered.
Sin felt as if she might throw up. She looked toward Gilly with panic. “He’s
here. He’s seen my sister. Oh, God. Why is he here?”
Gilly pulled her against his chest and held her tightly. “Shh,” he crooned. “It’s
going to be okay.”
“He’s here?” Andy’s voice rose a bit higher as anger bled into her tone. “Who’s
he? Are there more pictures?”
“Are the ones you didn’t show of Sin in a hotel room? Sleeping?”
“What the fuck is going on here?” Andy demanded.
Sin pulled herself together and turned around. It was hard to show her sister she
was capable of taking care of herself when she was falling apart instead. She stepped
away from Gilly and forced her spine straight.
“Let me see the pictures,” she told Gilly and held her hand out to him. She saw
his reluctance even though he handed the photos and envelope to her.
“All of them,” she said to Andy.
Her sister’s lips tightened, but she turned to her desk, pulled out another
envelope then handed it to Sin. Sin glanced at those first. She could feel the fear
wanting to take over as she took in the two photos her sister had hidden. Her stomach
clenched with nausea as she felt the vicious violation of this person all over again.
These were worse, so much worse than the ones she’d been sent. These were horrific
in how they exposed her. She was completely unclothed in both of them. In the first
one, she was on her back, one leg slightly bent, showing a clear view of her pink slit.
The other one showed her on her side, both knees up, one pink nipple vividly on
display. She swallowed her nausea down and slid them away once more before
handing that envelope to Gilly.
“Sin—”
“I’m fine,” she said, cutting him off. “Those were both from rooms I stayed in at
the shoots I already told you about.” She looked through the other pictures. The
candid shots of her were at the same beach shoot she’d told Gilly about. The one of
her and Andy outside Knight’s Watch tugged at her memory. “There’s something
about this one,” she murmured. “Oh, my God. I think I saw him. There was a guy
taking photos outside while we were walking to the parking garage. I remember
thinking he was taking one of us. Then I laughed it off as my ego talking.” She
glanced up at Gilly. “I saw him here, and I can’t tell you a damn thing about him. I
don’t know his hair color, his build, nothing. I skimmed over him. I remember seeing
him, but I didn’t really see him.”
“It’s okay,” Jamison spoke up. “If he was outside here, there are cameras. I’ll
have Rusty pull the video feed from that day and go through it.”
“I’m on it,” Tuck said, heading toward the door. Sin didn’t miss the look he slid
over her sister or the way he brushed his fingers over her arm as he passed.
“Maybe, you should fill us in on the full scope of what’s going on,” Jamison
said to Gilly, but Sin’s attention was on the last photo, the one Gilly had tried to hide
from her.
It was another hotel room, but she wasn’t the centerpiece in this one. This one
showed a wall with bright-red lipstick smeared over it, spelling out one harsh word.
Whore. He was calling her a whore. Whatever his intentions before, it was clear to see
his anger now.
She forced herself to stop focusing on the word and really look at the wall. Her
breath caught.
“Gilly.” His name came out barely louder than a whisper, interrupting what
Gilly had been saying to the rest of the room.
“What is it?” he asked.
“This is here.” She pointed to the photo. “This is the hotel I’m staying in here. I
need to get over there.”
“I’m going with you,” Andy said and slid her arm around Sin’s waist. The look
on her face said she dared any of them to try and stop her, even Sin.
Bare moved. “I’ll make a call. Have them pull all video from the time you
checked in. It should show anyone leaving or entering your room.”
“I’ll have the meeting rescheduled,” Jamison stated as Bare slipped out. “Family
comes first.”
“I’m not—” Sin began, but Jamison cut her off.
“You are family, just as your sister is. We take care of our own.” He stopped
beside them. “Don’t be as stubborn as your sister,” he told Sin. “Gilly, why don’t you
walk with me.”
“I’d appreciate a few minutes alone with Sin,” Andy added, and Sin nodded
when Gilly looked at her.
Sin knew what Andy would say.
“Why didn’t you tell me what was going on?” Andy asked when the door shut.
“I thought I could deal with it myself,” Sin admitted. “I hired a PI to look into it.
I had no idea anything else was going on until I opened an envelope of pictures at
Gilly’s last night.”
Andy opened her mouth then shut it, obviously changing her mind about what
she’d planned to say. “Are you okay?” she asked instead. “And don’t lie to me.”
“I’m terrified,” Sin confessed. “I had no idea anyone had been in my room with
me. What if he…did things to me? Touched me?”
“Is it possible you were drugged at any of the places the shoots took place?”
“I don’t…” Sin stopped. She’d been ready to say she didn’t think so, but she
wasn’t sure. “I don’t know,” she admitted. “If he could get in my room to take
pictures, he could have tampered with the water and sports drinks I favor on shoots.
God!” She wrapped her arms around herself and held tight. “What if he raped me?
Would I even know?”
“I think you might,” Andy countered. “You said you’ve been celibate for a
while. Think of how you feel after sex. Have you felt that way anytime when you
shouldn’t? A soreness you couldn’t explain?”
“No, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t happen.”
“It doesn’t mean it did, either.”
“I need to make an appointment. I want to be checked out to be safe.” She gave
a harsh snort. “Oh, God. What if I’ve exposed Gilly to something? I didn’t even think
about that?”
“You’ve been using protection, right?”
Sin felt the bottom drop out of her stomach.
“Sin?” Andy questioned.
“The condom broke. Once, but it broke.”
“Shit,” Andy said. “I’ll call my gynecologist’s office and have them get you in
as soon as possible. It’s going to be okay. Chances are he wouldn’t have touched you.
I mean if he were going to, why wouldn’t he have taken pictures of doing that? Or the
aftermath of that?”
“Maybe, he did but didn’t want to share those?” Sin suggested.
“After calling you a whore in that last photo? I can’t see that. I feel as if he
would have shown you being a whore if that were the case.”
“When did you get the pictures?” Sin asked.
“They were delivered with a bunch of other mail first thing this morning.”
“Where?”
“Here, at Knight’s Watch,” Andy said. “Which makes sense since this is where
he took the picture of us.”
“I can’t believe this is happening,” Sin almost wailed. She felt guilty for wanting
to cry, “why me.” That made it seem as if she’d be indifferent if it happened to
someone else. She wouldn’t wish this on anyone. From letters and poems to pictures
to the possibility of being drugged and raped, her life felt as if it were unraveling
around her.
There was a brief tap at the door, and Gilly pushed it open.
“Ready to head over?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“Seth and Bare have already left for the hotel. Seth’s checking out the room.
Bare’s going to look over any footage they might have caught of anyone entering or
leaving your room.” He walked toward her, cupped her chin and nudged her face up.
“It’s going to be okay. I promise.”
She nodded and walked with him from the room, but her head was still filled
with what ifs. The more she thought the sicker she felt. She’d gone from fear to anger
and now, back to fear. She was ready to wake up and have this nightmare disappear as
quickly as it had appeared.
Chapter Eleven
Seth opened the hotel room door at Gilly’s knock. The look on the other man’s
eyes conveyed just how bad Seth thought it was. His jaw was a rigid line, his eyes
chips of ice. Anger radiated off him in waves, telling Gilly whatever had been done to
the room was bad. Seth threw a questioning glance toward Sin, obviously wondering
if she were up for it. Shit! Gilly hoped she was.
This recent event seemed to have hit her harder than the first one. Unlike earlier,
fear lingered in her eyes. He didn’t like it, hated to see it there and planned to wipe it
away as soon as he could. Of course, he knew why and understood. It was the two
pictures Andy had tried to hide from them. Thinking of some dirtbag viewing Sin like
that, while she was drugged and unconscious, pissed Gilly off. Wondering if the man
had touched her to position her like that made him want to kill. He held it together,
just barely, knowing both Sin and Andy were looking to him for strength and
reassurance right now. Jamison had headed toward the security office as soon as they
entered the hotel, leaving both women with Gilly.
“All the damage is in the bedroom and the master bath,” Seth informed them as
he led the way. “Sorry, Sin. He pretty much shredded or broke everything you had
here.”
Her gasp filled the air as they went into the bedroom. There were several small
piles of shredded clothes on the floor. The mirror on the dresser had whore written on
it in bright-red lipstick. The wall had similar words in the same shade. Perfume bottles
were crushed on the floor, and the smell of the combined scents was a bit
overwhelming. Seth stood between them and the bed where Gilly could just make out
another pile of ripped clothes. He got the impression Seth was trying to shield the
women from seeing something.
Gilly kept his gaze on Sin as she pushed open the bathroom door with Andy
right behind her. Sin’s sister had yet to say a single word, but her face was red with
anger. Just the opposite of Sin’s skin, which was leeched of color, her brown eyes
dominating her face.
“More of the same in there,” Seth said quietly. “Makeup spilled all over the
counter, bottles broken and a lovely slew of words he seems to favor.”
“What are you hiding on the bed?” Gilly asked and moved around him. At the
sight, rage consumed him. His hands fisted at his sides.
The sick bastard had shredded her panties and bras then jacked off on them.
Even worse, he’d left another picture there and made sure to get some of his semen on
Sin’s face in the photo. Hell, it looked as if he’d taken the time to smear it over her
face. The sticky residue of his release was an even worse violation than the property
damage he’d done. “I’ll kill the son-of-a-bitch,” he swore under his breath.
“Bare’s pulled all the footage. He and the head security guard have been going
over it. The hotel agreed to keep things quiet for now. They don’t want the bad
publicity of a break-in in one of their rooms to get out,” Seth said.
“I’ll pay,” Sin said as she stepped out and joined them. Her arms were wrapped
tightly around herself. “It’s my fault. I’ll take care of making things right.”
“Fuck that!” Gilly roared, his anger growing as he saw her jump. “None of this
is your fault.”
“I’ll second that,” Andy agreed, voice hard and cold. “You didn’t ask for this.”
Sin nodded.
“Will you two give us a minute, please?” Gilly asked but knew without looking
Seth would. Andy, he wasn’t so sure of. She slid her gaze between him and her sister
before giving a slight nod and heading out. She stopped to give Sin’s fingers a
squeeze and murmured something to her. Gilly waited until Seth followed Andy out
of the room before walking over to Sin and wrapping her up against his chest. He was
careful to keep her back toward the bed. She was shaking, and he hated it. “What’s
playing out in that mind of yours?”
“I…” She looked up at him and shook her head.
“I know what you’re thinking,” Gilly said quietly as clarity hit him. She’d been
drugged, posed for those fucking pictures. It was only natural for her to wonder if
she’d been further violated, if she’d been raped. Blind rage wanted to consume him at
the thought. It took all he had to keep his voice calm and soothing. “Chances are he
didn’t.”
“He didn’t what?” she asked, but he saw the pretense for what it was. Shame. It
slapped him in the face in the way she wouldn’t meet his eyes, the way she seemed to
pull further into herself. He’d gut the bastard for this moment alone.
“Rape you,” Gilly stated bluntly. It was the only way he knew how to deal with
things, openly and honestly. “The pictures suggest a man who revered you. He
admired your body. Maybe, even worshipped you. They look almost as if he were
afraid to touch you and crack the illusion. Then there are the poems and letter. What
he thought you’d feel like, how he craved you. There’s nothing about how you felt or
tasted. He professed desire with no indication he’d already taken.”
“And this?” She gave a bitter laugh, the sound harsh in the room. “It doesn’t
look like he worships me anymore.”
“You’ve disappointed him,” Gilly said. “If he followed you here, to this hotel,
chances are he saw the two of us together. More importantly, he might have seen me
come up to your room, timed how long I stayed then watched us both leave. You went
from the perfect woman to a whore in one fell swoop. This is obviously not what he
hinted at in his mailings.”
“And now?”
“Now, I’d say he’s capable of anything if he gets his hands on you.” He met her
gaze. “Which isn’t going to happen.”
“You really don’t think he…” She broke off, but he didn’t need her to finish.
“I don’t,” Gilly confirmed. “I’ve worked a few cases with Mal when he was in
the FBI. I’m not a profiler, but I’ve worked with several of them. I’d say this guy
seems to be a classic psychopath. You were most likely on your long dry spell when
he meet you. You became this chaste, perfect woman to him, different from the others
around you. He fixated.”
“Now, I’m not,” she whispered.
Gilly shook his head. “Not to him.”
“I want to get out of here. Do we need to stay? Can Seth and Bare take care of
this? I want to go home, Gilly.”
His heart stuttered when she said home. Had she even realized she’d referred to
his house as being her home? God, he hoped so. He wanted her to think of it that way.
He hadn’t realized how much until she’d said it.
“Yeah, we can get out of here,” he agreed, turning toward the door.
“Thank you. I just need to grab my case from under the bed.”
She moved while she spoke, and he was too wrapped up in the whole home
statement to move quick enough to intercept her. Her shriek filled the air as she saw
what he and Seth had attempted to hide from her.
“That bastard! That sick, fucking bastard!” She grabbed the edge of the
comforter and ripped it up and over the mess her stalker had left behind. She kept
shoving and rolling until the comforter was half off the bed. She kicked the mattress,
grabbed up a pillow and beat it against the bed, the wall and the dresser.
Gilly let her expend her anger. At least, the fear was no longer sucking the life
out of her eyes. She still trembled, but now, rage stormed through her. He preferred
this fire in her gaze.
“I’ll rip his fucking balls off. I’ll castrate him. Twisted fuck!”
A throat cleared from the doorway, and Gilly glanced over to see Bare, Seth and
another man peeking in. No sign of Jamison, and since Andy hadn’t barreled in at
Sin’s first shout, Gilly suspected she’d stepped out with him.
“Maybe, we should try not to break anything else,” the stranger suggested.
Sin whirled to confront him. “Seriously? You want to know what I’d prefer? I’d
prefer if some sick fucker wasn’t stalking me, snapping photos, breaking in to my
goddamn room and leaving his fucking wad on my shredded clothes!”
No one said a word. They all watched as Sin paced back and forth beside the
bed.”
“Check and see if my case is under the bed,” she ordered Gilly. “I think I’ve had
enough today. If there’s anything else he’s done, I don’t want to fucking see it.”
“I’ve got it,” Gilly said.
She threw the pillow, knocking over a lamp that fell to the floor with a crash that
made the man who’d spoken earlier wince. Gilly guessed he worked for hotel
security. Sin must have had the same thought. She stalked across the room and faced
him, shoving past Bare along the way.
“You have a problem with something?” she fumed.
“No, ma’am,” the dumbass said, but it was already too late. Sin was good and
pissed. Gilly preferred it to what he’d seen earlier.
Seth edged closer toward Sin while Bare just watched. Gilly knew perfectly well
that if Sin wanted to hit the other man, Bare would sit back and let her. Gilly jerked
the case out quickly and tossed it onto the stripped side of the mattress. His gaze was
on Sin who stalked the idiot into the other room. The guy must have finally realized
his mistake. Gilly left the case and followed them.
“You know what I have a problem with?” Sin asked but didn’t wait for a reply.
“Hotels with lax security.” She laughed again, the sound a little wild. “I seem to pick
them often. I mean, how else would this bastard get inside my locked room? Unless
you give out keys to anyone who asks. Do you give out keys to anyone who asks?”
“No, ma’am.” The guy looked around as if searching for the closest route to the
door and a quick escape.
“Then how did this man get in my room? Will you tell me that?”
“He stole the card off a maid’s cart,” Bare answered for the man. “They have
master cards that unlock every room so they can clean. He took it, headed straight up
here and came right in. No one saw him. The maid was putting up her stuff for the
night. She didn’t even realize the key was missing. We had to backtrack through
several video feeds to find him. He told her something that had her darting around a
corner to check something out. There’s no audio, so until we can get in touch with
her, we have no idea what he said. He was careful to keep his face away from the
camera. He wore a ball cap and kept it pulled low. There’s one shot of him outside
that gives a slight profile. It’s dark though. They’re working on trying to sharpen the
image more. They should have a copy for you to look at when you’re ready to leave.
Maybe, you’ll recognize him.”
Sin nodded then turned back to the security officer. “I’ve lost almost every
personal item I had in this room because a housekeeper was distracted? I don’t even
know what to say to that. He has a master key to every room in this fucking hotel?
Did anyone think of that?”
“We’ve switched the master code. If he tries to use the card again, it will only
work on the door to this room. It will immediately trigger a silent alarm that goes
straight to the security office,” the officer assured her. “We’re so sorry this
happened.”
That seemed to take some of the steam out of her. “Is there anything else you
need from me before I leave?” she asked.
“No, ma’am.” The guy took another step back. “I’ll head down and check on
that photo for you.” With that, he was out the door.
“I should feel sorry for yelling at him like that,” Sin said. “But I don’t.”
“Good,” Seth agreed. “He deserved it. How’s her bag, Gilly?”
Sin turned her full attention on Gilly.
“I set it down. Give me a minute to go check.”
“I’ll do it,” Seth said and headed back toward the bedroom.
“I’m ready to leave,” Sin said again. “I need a shower. A really hot one. I’m not
sure I can wash the stench of this off me, though.”
“You’re going to be all right,” Bare told her.
“I know,” she agreed. “Gilly won’t let anything happen to me.” She reached her
hand out toward him, and he took it, using the touch to pull her close again. He
dropped a kiss on her brow and just held her. She might see it as him offering her
comfort, and he’d gladly provide that for her, always. But the truth was he needed her,
needed to feel her against him. He needed the assurance that she was here with him
and that no matter how twisted and sick this fucker messing with her was, she was
safe and secure in Gilly’s arms.
He glanced up to see Bare watching him with understanding.
“You sticking around here?” Gilly asked his cousin.
“For a bit,” Bare said. “I want to make sure we get copies of all the footage I
looked through. I’ll have Levi work some of his magic to see if he can find anything
they couldn’t.”
“Forward it to me when you can. I’d like to take a look, as well.”
“No problem,” Bare said. “I already planned to.”
“Case looks good,” Seth said, coming out with the small suitcase in his hand.
“He probably didn’t take the time to look under the bed.”
“At least, I have these,” Sin said, reaching for the luggage. Gilly took it first.
“What’s in here?”
“Swimsuits mostly from my last shoot. A few cover-ups, some flip-flops, some
paperwork, and a few other odds and ends. It’s the bag I took on my last trip. I didn’t
really unpack it. Just left it as it was, put it in my car then carried it up here to grab
suits for the pool party at Bare’s.”
The fire inside her was burning out again. She wilted beside him. He needed to
get her home. He’d pick up something to eat on the way back. She’d probably crash
for a bit after the shower which would give him time to do a little more digging. He
needed to find out who this guy was before he did something else. He’d told Jamison
to stick close to Andy. There was no way this guy would get near Sin at Gilly’s place,
but Gilly took the photo he’d sent of Sin and Andy together as a threat. If he couldn’t
get to Sin, he’d hurt someone she loved.
“Let’s go,” he said and put his hand on the small of Sin’s back to guide her out
of the room. “Anything you need to pick up before we leave town?”
“No.” She shook her head. “I already have most of my favorite stuff at your
house. I’ll have to grab some new clothes and stuff eventually, but not now. I just
want to get out of here.”
They stopped at the security office on the way down, meeting up with Jamison
again. Andy was speaking with the manager of the hotel. Gilly wasn’t sure if her sister
was reading them the riot act or making arrangements to have things repaired. He
didn’t plan to ask either.
Security was still working to get a clear shot of the guy so Bare promised to
send it to Gilly as soon as they did. Seth decided to stay with Bare until they had all
the video.
Gilly and Sin said their goodbyes and headed out. He was as ready to get away
from here as she was.
“I hate Bare staying there,” Gilly muttered as they pulled away and headed back
toward his house.
“Why?” Sin asked.
“I hate intruding on his time with Paisley,” Gilly admitted. “Bare watched over
Paisley for five, long years without her even realizing how much he loved her, and I
watched him fall a little deeper in love with her one moment at a time. He didn’t date.
He didn’t even look at another woman. It was as if no other woman existed after he
met her. I’m not interrupting him now that he has her, unless there’s no other option.”
“The way you describe him makes him seem really romantic,” Sin said.
“The men in my family tend to like romance,” Gilly said.
“Really? So what’s your idea of a romantic date?”
“Once I know you’re safe, I’ll show you,” he promised. “You’ll need something
formal.”
“Does that mean you’ll be wearing black tie?” she asked.
He nodded. “I have to warn you. I look sexy as hell in formal wear.”
“I’ve learned you look sexy in anything,” she countered.
“Do you know what I look sexiest wearing?” he asked.
“Nothing?”
He shook his head. “You.”
She smiled at him and reached over to touch his thigh. He dropped one hand
from the wheel to lace their fingers together, giving her hand a squeeze before resting
them on his leg.
“You’re safe with me, Sin. Whoever this is, he can’t get past my security. That I
promise you.”
“Are you going to catch him, Gilly?” she asked so softly had he not been so
attuned to her he might have missed it. He felt the shudder work through her again
and understood. He couldn’t push aside what he’d seen in her hotel room, either.
“Yes, I am,” he vowed.
“I believe you will,” she whispered then leaned her head back and shut her eyes.
He would catch the man who’d followed Sin to Oklahoma. He’d catch him and
make him pay for what he’d put her through.
Chapter Twelve
A week passed with nothing else sinister being delivered. Sin had spent the
entire time at Gilly’s house, and though she really loved his home, it was starting to
feel like a cage. She needed to get out, to do something, anything. Gilly was reluctant.
He was sure there’d been no contact because her stalker couldn’t get to her. After him
walking her through all the security measures he had in place, she agreed.
Still, she was going stir crazy at the moment. She practically pounced on the
phone when it rang and caller ID showed her sister’s number.
“Andy, you’ve got to get me out of here.”
“Whoa. What’s going on? Did Gilly do something? I’ll kill that son-of-a-bitch!”
Andy exclaimed.
Sin laughed. “No. He’s been amazing. I just… It’s been a week, and I feel like
all I’ve done is sit and twiddle my thumbs.”
“Yeah, not really your style. But cheer up. How does lunch and some shopping
sound?”
“Like heaven at the moment,” Sin replied.
“You haven’t even heard the best part,” Andy continued. “There’s a formal
affair tonight. One of the client’s of Knight’s Watch is retiring, and his party is
tonight. We’ve all been invited. He’s a bit of a kook if you ask me, but who the hell
am I to say?” Andy laughed. “So, black tie, and Jamison wants as many of us there as
can attend. Bare and Paisley will be there since the judge thinks it will be really cool
to have a celebrity in attendance. Tuck and Jamison are going. Jagger was the one
who worked with this guy so he’s going. Darren and his wife, Claudia, are going.
Then me, you and Gilly. I’d say Seth, since he seems to be staying with you and Gilly
so much, but I doubt he’ll attend. He tends to avoid these things.”
“Seth is here now because Gilly ran out to the bar before I was up this morning.
He’s not staying with us, though. This place is a fortress. I don’t think I’d be any safer
if I was locked in Fort Knox.”
“Either way, I’m busting you out. Unfortunately, Seth and Pauly have both been
ordered to join us.”
“That won’t be so bad,” Sin stated. “Seth is great, and the one time I met Pauly,
he seemed really funny and charismatic.”
“Tell Seth to bring you here when you’re ready. We’ll all meet up and head out
together. Jamison will most likely have already texted or called Seth. So hurry up! I’m
waiting.”
“Gilly knows, right?”
Andy snorted. “As if anything to do with you isn’t cleared through him first. I
swear he acts like the two of you are married.”
Sin caught her breath at the thought of being married to Gilly. Her heart
galloped in her chest, and she had to sit down. Holy shit! They’d both been acting like
they were married for the last week. She’d fallen into a routine with him, and it had
seemed so easy, so perfect. He’d headed off to work at the bar. She’d spent the day
lounging by the pool, reading and being completely useless until it was time to start
dinner. Somehow, while she wasn’t paying attention, she’d fallen in love with Gilly.
Completely, madly in love with him, and nothing in her life had ever felt so right.
“Sin? You okay?”
“Fine,” she forced out. “I’m fine, just really excited.” She was. Thinking she
could fall in love with him and knowing she already had were two totally different
feelings. Now that she knew, she wanted to tell Gilly. Instinctively, she knew he
wouldn’t balk at her words. Unless she was totally off base, he felt the same. “I’ll be
there as soon as I can,” she promised and hung up.
“You okay?” Seth asked as walked in, book held in his right hand with a finger
tucked between the pages as if he’d been reading just before seeking her out.
She nodded her head.
His gaze seemed to take in everything about her as if he were checking to make
sure she’d told him the truth. He was so astute that sometimes, it made her think he
read her the way he did the books he constantly carried with him. She wasn’t used to
being around men who were such avid readers.
“Jamison called,” he said. “I’m guessing that was Andy on your phone?”
She nodded again.
“Let me know when you’re ready, and we’ll head into town.”
She turned, planning to make her way back toward Gilly’s bedroom, and
glimpsed the cover of Seth’s book.
“Are you reading a romance novel?” she asked, unable to keep the surprise from
her voice.
“I finished the book I was reading,” he admitted with a shrug, and a grin ghosted
his lips. “Paisley must have left this one here. It’s a suspense novel, or I guess, it’s a
romantic suspense. Either way, I’m completely hooked. I’ve found a new genre to
read.”
She didn’t point out she’d read that author and knew the more erotic bent of her
stories. This was a whole new side to Seth. The more she learned about him, the more
she liked him.
She hurriedly took a shower and dressed, pulling her towel-dried hair back into a
high ponytail. She put on one of the two casual dresses she had then slipped her feet
into a pair of wedge sandals before going to find Seth. She might as well pick up more
things today. Clothes hadn’t been an issue since she hadn’t gone anywhere, but she
needed to replace the items she’d lost. Now was a good time to start.
If she’d thought about it, she could have asked Pamela to grab some stuff out of
storage for her and send them. She made a mental note to do that anyway. She’d tried
to check in with Pamela again but hadn’t been able to reach her the few times she’d
called. If Andy hadn’t heard from Pamela, Sin would call again tonight or tomorrow.
She and Seth met up with Andy and Pauly at Knight’s Watch and immediately
left for the shops Andy suggested. The afternoon sped by, and Sin and Seth were both
loaded down with bags by the time they headed back to Gilly’s.
Sin had found the perfect red evening gown to wear that was guaranteed to have
Gilly eager to get her back home. She’d been surprised when neither Seth nor Pauly
had balked at going into the lingerie store with her and Andy. Pauly had even
suggested the perfect pieces to go under her dress then turned to do the same for
Andy.
Sin hadn’t missed the way both men stayed close without hovering. She’d
caught both of them scanning their surroundings often as the group had moved
between shops. They’d avoided the mall, instead going to smaller, upscale boutiques
that probably made it easier for the men to do surveillance.
She’d picked up more than she really needed, but it had been so long since she
and Andy had shopped together she’d been carried away. She had an entire outfit for
tonight’s event plus four pairs of jeans, T-shirts, three pairs of shoes, some cute, baby
doll dresses, two black evening gowns, and some loungewear she’d picked up in the
lingerie store.
Seth grumbled good-naturedly about all her bags as they walked into the house.
Her gaze immediately zoned in on Gilly who leaned casually against the wall as if
he’d been waiting for them, and it hit her again. She loved him. She couldn’t hold
back her smile.
She dropped her bags and ran to him. His face lit with alarm then softened as he
read her happiness. She didn’t pause, instead jumping on him and wrapping her legs
around his waist. He caught her easily, both hands palming her ass as he met her lips
with his and plunged his tongue inside her mouth.
She vaguely heard Seth chuckle and say he was leaving, but her focus was on
her man and how good it felt to be wrapped around him.
“Mmm,” Gilly groaned as he broke the kiss. “I can’t imagine a more perfect
greeting than that.”
She cupped his face with her hands and gave him the words she’d never given to
another man after her father had died. “I love you.”
His pupils dilated as his eyes widened with surprise. Then his lids fell to half-
mast, and he took her mouth again with unrestrained passion. He turned them so her
back was pressed against the wall, locking her in place against him. The rigid length
of his cock pressed into the vee of her thighs, and she wiggled her hips, without nearly
enough friction.
He pulled away again, dropping his head to her shoulder and breathing heavily
against her throat.
“Gilly?” she asked.
He lifted his head, and she swore his hands trembled where they touched her. He
eased her away from the wall, holding her in place against him then walking them
down the long hall toward the bedroom. He set her on the bed and dropped to his
knees in front of her.
“Gilly?” she said again, a little alarmed that he’d yet to respond to her
declaration.
“I knew the moment I saw you that I wanted you in my bed. One conversation
and I knew one night with you would never been enough. Then we made love. I think
from that moment on, my heart has belonged to you. Coming here, seeing you in my
home, in my bed, I knew I didn’t want you to leave. I know it’s fast. You and I?
We’ve been in a whirlwind since the moment we met. Everything you’re going
through right now has played a part. Maybe, it’s why we’ve moved at warp speed. I
don’t know. I do know that I love you, Sin. I think I’ve waited my whole life for you
to walk in and claim me. I’m yours, honey. Forever and always.”
She reached for him, unable to do anything else. It was a slow, sensual dance as
they undressed one another between kisses and exploring caresses. Gilly procured a
condom, and Sin snagged it, taking her time tearing it open. She sucked the crown of
his erection into her mouth first, bathing it with her tongue and capturing the smear of
pre-cum off his skin. She worked his length deep toward the back of her throat once
then once more before letting him tug her away. Their groans of pleasure mingled as
she finally rolled the latex on him.
He turned them until her back rested against the comforter and he was nestled
between her thighs. He stroked his cock along her folds, the head tapping her clit with
every thrust. She wiggled, trying to adjust to each glide, greedy to have him sink
inside her. His mouth toyed with her nipples, sucking, licking and nipping without
really satisfying. He merely built her need higher until she was wound tight and
desperate for the one touch to send her over the edge.
“God, you’re so beautiful,” he whispered, his tongue flicking out to wet her
nipple again.
“Inside me, Gilly,” she begged. “I need you.”
“Shh,” he crooned and worked his way down her body. He took a greedy suck of
both her nipples before nibbling over her quivering stomach until his hot breath was
over her sex. She waited with bated breath to feel the slide of his lips there, but he
turned his head and nuzzled her inner thighs instead.
Every exhale he gave was torturous. Each brush of his knuckles as he stroked
her everywhere but where she needed it was like a lick of fire over her sex. She ached
for him.
“Gilly, please!” she begged again, both hands diving down to lock in his lush
locks.
He gave in with a grunt, dragging his tongue up her slit and rubbing it over her
distended clitoris. She cried out, jerking her hips and lifting to meet his mouth. He
pressed her back firmly and held her there while he feasted on her. There was no part
of her sex that didn’t feel the caress of his lips or the flick of his tongue.
“You taste so good,” he moaned. “I could eat this sweet pussy forever.” He
pressed two fingers into her channel, thrusting them in rhythm with the strikes of his
tongue against her clit. “I love how slick you get, how you soften just enough for me
to slide in and feel you pulse around me. My fingers.” He pumped them in and out.
“My tongue.” He replaced his digits with the wet stroke of his tongue wiggling inside
her and rubbing along her inner walls. “Or my cock.” He rose above her, used one
hand to guide his shaft to her opening and slowly pushed deep.
“Yes!” she cried out as they moved together. She met his mouth with hers and
reveled in the taste of her pleasure on his lips and tongue.
He edged her up again and again but always left her dangling on the precipice
without allowing her over, without allowing her to fly. Her nails sank into his
shoulders. Her legs wrapped around the backs of his thighs. She clung and held,
meeting each thrust with the rise of her hips. When she finally came, he was with her
every step of the way. She cried his name as he moaned hers, his penis jerking as he
spilled into the condom while her sex squeezed and released around him. Long
moments passed before either of them could move or speak.
“I talked to Andy today about a local doctor here in town,” Sin said.
Gilly lifted his head and gave her a curious look. “Anything wrong?”
“I should probably have another complete checkup, but I also want to get on the
pill.” She held his gaze. “I’d like to feel you without the condom between us. Just you
and me with no barriers,” she admitted.
He groaned, and his softening penis jerked inside her. He reached down to hold
the condom while he pulled out then stood to wrap it in a tissue and disposed of it in
the trash beside the bed.
“What do you think?” she asked when he didn’t respond.
He turned back toward her, and she caught her breath at the sight of him hard
again so soon. “I’d say my dick speaks quite plainly on how incredible that sounds.”
She came up onto an elbow and licked her lips. “Maybe, I should show you how
excited I am for that,” she offered.
He groaned, grasping his cock. “As tempting as that sounds, if we don’t hit the
shower, we’ll be late. I wish I’d never agreed to attend this party, but I knew you
needed a night out.”
She rose to her knees on the bed, and he surprised her by scooping her into his
arms and carrying her to the adjoining bathroom.
“I am looking forward to it,” she told him.
“I’m looking forward to coming back here and hearing you tell me you love me
again and again.”
She smiled and kissed his cheek just by his ear. “I can tell you that while we’re
there,” she whispered. “I love you, Gilly. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love
you.”
He groaned and set her on her feet by the shower. “Tell me again,” he
commanded.
“I love you,” she said, and he took her mouth in another heated kiss. She felt his
reluctance when he finally broke away.
“I love you,” he told her. “Remember that when you get angry with me.”
She laughed. “When I get angry with you?”
She searched his face, and it hit her. He’d gone to Gilly’s several times this
week without taking her with him. He’d told her he wanted her safe, and his house
was the safest place for her. She’d never questioned that.
“What happened? What haven’t you told me?” she demanded, hands falling to
brace on her hips.
“Damn, you’re gorgeous when you’re mad.”
“Oh, hell, no,” she told him. “That won’t work with me. What’s going on
Gilly?”
He sighed. “There was a fire at Gilly’s earlier this week. I’ve been meeting with
the fire marshal over the last two days to figure out what happened. He’s determined it
was arson.”
“Oh, my God!” Her hand flew up to cover her mouth in shock. “He’s targeting
you now, isn’t he? He can’t get to me, so he’s attacking you.”
“Or punishing me for taking what he thought was his,” Gilly countered. “Either
way, it doesn’t matter.”
“It does,” she argued.
“It doesn’t. He can do whatever he wants to that bar. As long as no one is hurt, I
don’t give a shit. It’s just a building. It can be repaired. Hell, it can be rebuilt if it
comes down to it. You can’t.”
“I hate this. Hate that whoever this asshole is, he’s doing this to us.”
“He’s unraveling. He was sloppy at the hotel, leaving semen behind. At the bar,
he cut himself. It looks like he tripped and slammed into the wall. There was a minute
amount of blood and even a few hairs. They dusted for prints, but there were too many
there to differentiate. Still, we have enough DNA to nail this guy to the wall once we
find him.”
“No more secrets, Gilly. I know you want to protect me, but I need to know
what’s going on. All of it.”
“You’re right. This is hard for me. I’m used to stepping in and taking charge.
I’m a protector, and there’s no one in this world I want to protect more than you. You
were bored this week, but you weren’t afraid. I don’t ever want to see that fear in your
eyes again.”
“Don’t be so focused on me that you don’t protect yourself,” she warned. “I just
found you. I don’t want to lose you.”
“You won’t,” he assured her, dropping a kiss on her brow. “Let’s take a shower
and get ready. I won’t keep anything else from you, honey. Promise.”
“Okay.”
She stepped into the shower and felt the warmth of him behind her as he joined
her. It seemed natural when he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her back
against his chest. His lips nuzzled her brow, and his lips brushed her skin. They’d
weather this. She didn’t doubt that one bit. She just prayed her stalker was caught
before he did more damage.
Chapter Thirteen
Gilly held Sin close as they swayed to the music. She fit perfectly against him,
as if they’d each been crafted with the other in mind. He’d schmoozed for a bit,
listened to Judge Grey’s prattling speech then gladly swept Sin onto the dance floor
when the music had begun.
She looked amazing in her dress. The red made him think of her hot bikini and
had him anxious to see what if anything she’d slipped on underneath. She’d gone to
another bedroom to get dressed, saying she wanted to surprise him. He’d been
tempted to go ahead and undress her to find out but knew she was looking forward to
the night out.
“I could dance with you all night,” she whispered as a photographer inched
around the edge of the floor, snapping photos of the couples on the dance floor. Each
flash made him remember the man they were trying to find. He was proving to be far
more elusive than he should have been.
“I could manage that,” he agreed as he nuzzled her ear. “Maybe, we can move it
to a more private venue though?”
Her laugh was low and husky. “Are you asking me for a private dance, Mr.
Marston?”
“Are you offering?” he countered.
“Maybe,” she said and winked flirtatiously at him.
She was playful tonight, flirting openly with him and only him. He found he
loved every moment of it. She was his, and he wanted the world to know it, especially
one particular sick fuck who thought he could harm her.
Her fingers danced across Gilly’s shoulders, drawing his attention back to her,
and he pressed her closer against him. He couldn’t keep his hands and mouth off her.
It was as if hearing her say she loved him, saying the words back to her, had opened
some floodgate of need he hadn’t realized he’d been holding back. He’d always been
an affectionate lover, but this was beyond that.
Earlier tonight, the judge had asked Sin to dance, and Gilly had almost come
unglued. Possessiveness wasn’t normally in his nature. Maybe, it was her situation,
but he didn’t think that was all it was. He was just different with her. She didn’t seem
to mind. Other than that one dance and a short trip to the bathroom with her sister and
Paisley both joining her, she’d been at his side since they’d arrived.
There were several of the Knight’s Watch outside, watching the perimeter in
case Sin’s stalker tried to get to her here. Gilly almost wished he would. He knew Sin
was just as tired of this waiting game as he was. She hated being cooped up at the
house, and he realized it. Still, it was the safest place for her right now. Even she had
to admit that.
They stayed late, dancing and laughing. Their picture was snapped by every
photographer the judge had hired, and there were plenty of them. Gilly was prepared
to stay the entire fucking night. Then she cuddled up to him.
“Ready to take me home?”
“Whenever you’re ready,” he assured her.
“I think I’ve had enough socializing. I want to go home and let my man strip me
out of this dress and make love to me.”
“That can definitely be arranged,” he promised with a growl.
“Now, all I have to do is find him,” she teased, earning a nip from his teeth on
her neck that had her groaning and rubbing against him.
“Keep that up, and we’ll really give this crowd a show.”
She snickered, slipped her hand into his and led him around as she said goodbye.
He met Bare’s gaze and saw the slight nod while Paisley and Sin were talking. They
hadn’t seen any sign of the stalker. Gilly had been certain Gohring would at least try
to get to her here, and they’d have been ready for him.
Andy joined them with Jamison at her elbow. Tuck had slipped away earlier to
help outside. Gilly had watched Sin watching them all evening. Andy had danced with
both men several times. She’d also danced with Jagger, Bare, and even Judge Grey.
“We’re heading out,” Sin told her sister. “Do you have a ride home?”
“I’ll take her,” Jamison said immediately.
“Thanks,” Sin said. “I’m worried about her.”
“I’m a big girl,” Andy stated. “I can tie my shoes and everything.” She took
Sin’s hand in hers. “Did you have a good time? I saw you two dancing.”
“It was a wonderful evening. I’m starting to feel like Cinderella though. It’s
close to midnight. Much longer and I’ll turn into a pumpkin.”
“Mmm,” Gilly murmured close to her ear where no one else would hear him.
She flushed a pretty pink, causing speculative looks to be cast his way. He ignored
them, staying completely focused on her.
“I hear you,” Andy agreed. “I think my feet might fall off if I don’t get home
and out of these shoes soon.”
They all glanced down at Andy’s feet and the stilettos she wore. They looked
similar to Sin’s. Gilly wasn’t sure how they even walked in shoes like that. They
looked like torture devices.
“I’ll call you tomorrow,” Sin said and leaned in to kiss her sister. Jamison got a
hug then they finally headed out the door.
He stayed vigilant all the way to the car. He knew the others were watching,
could feel the eyes on them as he walked Sin toward where they’d parked. Still, he
was taking no chances.
The trip home was quick. She leaned across the console, resting her head on the
outside of his shoulder as he drove. He was sure she had fallen asleep by the time he
pulled in front of the house.
“Thank you for tonight,” she said when he turned off the car. “I really did have a
great time.”
“I’m glad,” he said, whispering a kiss over her lips. “We’ll have to do it often.”
“You really are Prince Charming, aren’t you?”
He snorted. “Not by a long shot, but for you, I’d try. I’d definitely try.”
He dropped another kiss then went around the car to open her door. He helped
her out, shut the door then swept her up into his arms.
“Gilly! I can walk.’
“I want to carry you,” he said.
He sat her down briefly to open the door and reset the alarm code after they
were inside. Then he lifted her again and made his way down the hall to the bedroom.
“I’ve been waiting all night long to undress you,” he admitted.
She grinned. “I’ve been waiting for you to.” She turned and offered him her
back. He slowly eased down the zipper, eyes glued to each new inch of skin the
parting material revealed. He saw black, a mixture of lace and silk that hugged her
flesh. Lace bands held her stockings up on her thighs. He had no idea how she’d kept
them up all night without one of them sliding down her thighs. She turned, and he
groaned aloud. Her breasts were beautiful, the lush mounds practically spilling over
the cups while her nipples played peek-a-boo with the lace. Her panties molded
against her sex, and he saw the tease of moisture dampening the fabric. It made his
mouth water to taste her.
“God, you’re the most beautiful woman in the world,” he whispered huskily.
“And yours,” she added. “I’m all yours.”
“Come here,” he ordered.
He lifted her again, this time so that she could wrap those long legs around him
and hold tight. He cupped her ass and couldn’t resist dropping his head to pepper
kisses over her chest. She flung her head back, undulating against him. He felt the
tickle of her hair over his fingertips and turned in a rush, taking her to the bed and
rising over her.
They fucked, wild and ravenous as if it had been ages since the last time they’d
come together. He barely remembered the condom, donning it just in time. As heady
as the thought of slipping inside her unsheathed was, he would never do it without
them discussing it beforehand. Rationality sometimes didn’t exist in the heat of the
moment. God knew Sin alone had the power to make him stop thinking at all.
“Gilly!” His name tumbled from her lips as she climbed higher toward orgasm.
“I love you,” he whispered and felt her clench around him as she reached her
climax. He thrust faster, pumping his cock while she squeezed and milked him. When
he came, it was her name being bellowed to the rafters. In that moment, no one
existed beyond the two of them, and for just a little while, Gilly’s world was utterly
perfect.
* * * *
Gilly slowly eased away from Sin’s naked warmth early the next morning when
his alarm buzzed, letting him know someone had come through his gate. Only a select
number of people knew the code, so he wasn’t worried. Other than those few, no one
else would be able to get it. He tugged on jeans, zipping and snapping them. He took
one last lingering look at Sin cuddling up to his pillow and reluctantly headed out of
the bedroom. He arrived at the front door just in time to see Bare pull up and park.
“What’s up?” he asked as soon as Bare stepped inside.
“This was left for Andy. Messenger service. The guy had no clue who sent it.
We’re waiting to hear back from the manager of the delivery service. Tuck was at the
office and intercepted it so Andy hasn’t even seen it.”
“Fuck! More pictures?” Gilly took the envelope and opened it in the hallway. A
stack of glossy eight by tens spilled into his hand. “Shit! He was there? How did we
miss him?”
“There were several photographers there last night,” Bare reminded him. “Judge
Grey seems to like his picture taken.”
“Yeah, there’s something off about that guy,” Gilly said with a grunt as he
looked through the photos. They’d been great shots before they’d been messed with.
His head had been blacked out of them. Sin’s features had been altered until she
appeared almost garish. Her makeup had been darkened, and her dress was so bright a
red it hurt to look at it. What really disturbed him was the splash of red at her neck
and breast in the photos, indicative of her being shot or slashed in some way.
“The judge?” Bare asked as they moved toward the kitchen. He started coffee
while Gilly went through the photographs.
“Yeah,” Gilly answered absently. “Did you notice the daughter? Candace, I
believe?”
“Candy,” Bare said. “Paisley talked to her several times. What about her?”
“Did you see how she avoided her dad? She tried to keep as much distance
between them as she could. The one dance she had with him, she seemed stiff and
uncomfortable.”
“I noticed that. Jagger seemed uncomfortable, as well. He left within the first
half hour. Stopped in, made an appearance and left. He hasn’t said much, but it’s easy
to see he doesn’t like Judge Grey.”
“Someone should find out why,” Gilly said. “I want a list of every photographer
working last night. This fucker was right there under our noses the whole time.”
“Already on it. Levi’s poring over the list as we speak. He’ll narrow it down and
get in touch.”
Gilly nodded, looking through the pictures again. “I hate for Sin to see these.
Shit, we had a good time last night. I don’t like the thought of those memories being
tarnished by this shit.”
“So don’t tell her,” Bare suggested.
“No secrets,” Gilly replied. “I promised her that after I told her about the fire at
Gilly’s.”
“Sounds like things are getting serious.”
“She told me she loves me,” Gilly admitted.
Bare straightened. “And you?”
“I’m over my head in love with her,” he confessed.
“Damn,” Bare said, a grin taking over his face. “Damn,” he repeated then
grabbed Gilly, pulling him to his feet and hugging him tightly. “I’m happy for you.
Both of you.”
“She’s…” Gilly shook his head, not knowing how to define exactly what Sin
meant to him.
“She’s your Paisley,” Bare said.
Gilly nodded. “She’s my Paisley.”
“I wish your mom was here to meet her. She would have loved Sin.”
“She would have,” Gilly said. “After all this settles down, I’ll give Dad a call.
I’ll see if he and Ginger will come for a visit. I’d like them to meet Sin.”
“It’ll be good to see them,” Bare agreed.
“See who?” Sin asked as she entered the kitchen.
She’d put on one of the lounging outfits she’d picked up when she’d gone
shopping yesterday. The pants were a cross between sweats and yoga pants, not quite
as form fitting as the latter but not as loose as the first. She’d paired them with a tank
that showcased her perfect breasts and had his palms itching to cradle them. God, he
wanted nothing more than to go caveman on her, toss her over his shoulder and cart
her back to the bedroom.
“I was talking about inviting my dad and sister for a visit,” Gilly said.
“That sounds great,” Sin said, helping herself to a cup of coffee from the fresh-
brewed pot. She poured a cup for Gilly and carried it to him.
He met her with a kiss, not caring that Bare was there. He needed the taste of her
on his lips more than he needed the coffee. “Morning,” he whispered at her ear.
“Morning,” she answered, dropping another soft kiss on his lips before moving
away with her cup cradled in her hands. The smile on her lips faltered then
disappeared when her gaze fell on the photos. “He was there?”
Her cup hit the table with a thud, coffee spilling over the brim as she freed her
hands to reach for the photos.
Gilly watched her face as she went through them. Anger. She went through them
again. A glimmer of fear she quickly smothered.
“He painted me to look like his current image of me,” she said. “The red’s
similar to the lipstick he used on the walls and mirrors of the hotel. He painted me as a
whore instead of splashing around the word this time.”
“I noticed the color choice,” Gilly told her and found himself moving around the
table toward her.
“How did we miss him?” Sin asked.
“He blended in,” Bare said. “He had to be one of the photographers at the event.
We were on the lookout for anyone outside, trying to get in. We didn’t think about
him already being there.” He held his finger up as his phone rang.
“Locke,” he answered, his gaze going to Gilly. Levi, he mouthed.
“Levi’s checking the photographers who were working last night,” Gilly
explained, slipping an arm around her.
Sin nodded and handed him the pictures, picking up her coffee again. Gilly
shoved them back in the envelope they’d been in and dropped them back onto the
table. He ran his palm up her back. She glanced up and met his gaze.
“He’s not going to touch you,” Gilly swore and felt her relax against him. She
set her coffee back down and turned into his chest, letting him wrap her in his
embrace.
Bare ended the call. “One of the photographers didn’t show up last night.
Another guy showed up, saying he was sent as a replacement. The judge’s staff had
no reason to question him, so they let him in. The original photographer was found
dead just a few hours ago. He was shot.”
“Oh, my God,” Sin gasped, her head whipping up to stare at Gilly. “He killed
someone to get to me.”
“Not your fault,” Gilly stated firmly.
“There’s more,” Bare warned. “The name this guy gave last night was Robbie
Morgan.”
Sin shook her head, pushing away and turning to include Bare in her refute. “No.
I would have known if Robbie was there. I’ve known Robbie for years. He’s not
capable of this. He’s dating my old roommate. He moved in when I moved out.” Her
eyes widened. “I need to call Milly and make sure she’s okay. Shit! I tried to get in
touch with her to see if she could tell us more about the man who dropped the pictures
off in the first place, but I never even thought about her being in any danger. How
stupid am I?”
She barreled out of the room without another word, and Gilly knew she’d
headed toward the bedroom where her phone was charging. He let her go. He’d come
to the realization that she did much better when she was focused on someone else and
their safety instead of her own. He hoped Milly wasn’t in any danger. He knew Sin
would blame herself if anything happened to her roommate.
“Anything else?” he asked Bare.
“Levi’s digging for more. What about you? Did Robbie Morgan come across in
your search?”
Gilly shook his head. “But another guy did, one who does the same job for the
modeling agency. They were both in a position to have access to Sin’s rooms during
shoots. The other guy’s name is Oliver Gohring. I gave his name to Malcolm to look
into.”
“You think he’s the guy?”
“At the moment, I’d lay odds on it,” Gilly stated. “There was something about
him from the beginning that kept making me look at him. He has three restraining
orders against him by women who said he stalked them. He had an arrest for putting a
camera in his shoe and filming women changing in dressing rooms. The boyfriend of
one of the women caught Gohring in the act. No time served. Community service.”
“What the hell?”
Gilly’s eyes widened. “He had a connection. Shit! Why didn’t I make the
correlation before?”
“What? What correlation?” Bare asked, following Gilly has he headed
downstairs to his office and computer.
Gilly’s fingers flew over the keyboard as he explained. “There was a PI who
helped Gohring. They tried to say he didn’t know there was a camera in his shoes. The
police were never able to find any tapes. Gohring claimed he was used without his
knowledge.”
“What does that have to do with connections?” Bare asked.
“He was working with a PI. What do you think the odds are it’s the same PI Sin
hired to help her?”
“Fuck me,” Bare said, with a shake of his head.
“Milly’s not answering. Pamela’s not answering. No one is answering, and I’m
starting to freak out since we know he’s not opposed to killing others to get what he
wants,” Sin said as she joined them.
Gilly held his hand out to her as he stood up from his desk. “I think I might
know who this guy is,” he told her. “I need to call Mal, have him check something out
for me.”
“Who? Who is it?” she asked.
“Oli—” His phone rang and as soon as he saw Mal’s name he cut off and
answered it.
“I think I—” Mal began but Gilly spoke over him.
“Oliver Gohring and Gary Busley,” Gilly said immediately. “There’s a
connection there, and if I’m not mistaken, Oliver is the one stalking Sin.”
“Bingo,” Mal said. “I’m sitting here at the police station with good ol’ Mr.
Busley now. He’s just a fountain of information. Oliver is his nephew. The two
cooked up a nice little scheme. Oliver sets up the models to think they’re being
stalked then suggests Gary helps them out. Seems everything was going great until
Oliver fell for your lady friend and became obsessed with her. She wasn’t supposed to
be one of their marks. Gary here said Oliver was pissed when he found out she’d hired
Gary to find him. I…uh…Gary was lying low at Oliver’s place. The photos. Shit.”
“Nudes?” Gilly asked and saw Sin blanch and close her eyes.
“Not just that,” Mal said. “Close-ups. He was quite enamored with her body. I
also found a stash of sedative drugs. Great way to make sure the person they’re given
to sleeps deep.”
“Fuck,” Gilly said between gritted teeth. “Does Busley know where this asshole
is staying here?”
“He says he hasn’t talked to Oliver since he headed to Oklahoma.”
“Let him know his nephew shot and killed a man sometime yesterday. If Busley
knows anything, he’s an accessory to murder.”
“Hell,” Mal muttered, and Gilly heard him relay the information. Busley started
shouting he didn’t know anything about a murder. It didn’t sound as if they’d get
much more out of him. It didn’t matter to Gilly. He had all he needed. Oliver
Gohring’s time of hiding was coming to an end. Now, they knew who he was. They
had his DNA. It was just a matter of time.
“Call me if you get any more out of him,” Gilly told Mal then glanced at Sin.
“And if you get a chance, can you check in with Pamela again? She’s not answering
her messages. Sin’s roommate, Milly Anderson, too. Sin said Robbie Morgan’s been
dating Milly and moved in when Sin moved out.”
“Got it. I’ll check on them as soon as I leave here,” Mal assured him.
“Thanks,” Gilly said.
“Talk to you soon,” Mal promised and hung up.
“Oliver Gohring’s the one?” she asked as soon as Gilly put his phone down.
“You’re sure?”
“Positive,” Gilly told her.
She shook her head, obviously frustrated. “I can’t place him. There’s no image
that comes to mind when I hear his name.”
Her phone rang before he could respond.
“It’s Milly,” she said. “I need to take this.”
“I know you do, baby. Go ahead. I’ll be right here when you’re done,” he
promised.
She leaned in to kiss him then turned and stepped out of the office as she
answered.
“How is it this guy was close enough to slip into Sin’s room, but she can’t place
him?” Bare wanted to know.
“Sin said she mostly took care of herself on shoots. If she needed something, she
asked Robbie because she knew him and felt comfortable around him. She said there
was another guy who worked with the models, but she didn’t know much about him.”
“Oliver Gohring?” Bare guessed, and Gilly nodded. “The poems and letters,
too?”
“I’d think so. Seems he and Busley, who’s his uncle, had quite the scam going
there. Oliver set up the models, and Busley milked them for money while searching
for the person responsible.”
“So was Sin a setup, too?”
“I don’t think so,” Gilly said. “Busley seemed to think so, but Sin got Busley’s
name from one of the other models. According to what Mal found out, Gohring never
planned to involve his uncle with her.”
“I’ll call Levi and give him the name. We’ll get a photo out to all law
enforcement. There won’t be anywhere this guy can hide now.”
“Which might make him desperate,” Gilly said. “Desperate men do stupid
things.”
“So keep Sin under lock and key,” Bare stated.
“What if it’s not Sin he goes after?” Gilly asked.
“I’ll call Jamison and make sure he or Tuck is with Andy until we find this guy,”
Bare said.
“The hairs on the back of my neck are bristling,” Gilly said. “I’ve got a really
bad feeling.”
“We’ll lock down and close our circle tight,” Bare promised. “He won’t get to
Sin or Andy.”
Gilly nodded, but Bare’s vow didn’t ease the tension in him. The words he’d
spoken earlier repeated in his head like a mantra of doom. Desperate men do stupid
things.
Sin walked back in. “That was Milly. She and Robbie are fine. They’re in
Vegas. They got married. I wished them the best and said I was just checking in to
make sure she didn’t need anything with the house. I didn’t want to dampen their
bliss. I’m sure they’ll hear soon enough.” She headed toward Gilly and stood beside
his desk. “Now, who is this Oliver Gohring? Work your magic and find me a picture.
Maybe if I see him, I’ll recognize him.”
“It’s worth a shot,” Gilly told her and sat back down at the keyboard.
“Why would a guy I don’t know do this? I don’t think I’ve ever spoken to him,”
she said. “Why would he be obsessed with me?”
“Why wouldn’t he be?” Gilly countered. “You’re a gorgeous woman, both
inside and out.”
“Maybe, you smiled at him in passing one day, or he saw you being nice to
someone else,” Bare suggested. “It could have been any little thing that put you on his
radar then he took it to a whole other level. People like this don’t take much. It’s
nothing you did or didn’t do. It’s all in his head. Remember that. You’re not to blame
for anything.”
“Did you find a picture yet?” Sin asked Gilly.
Gilly typed on his computer, and eventually, Oliver’s picture popped up.
Ordinary looking guy. Light-brown hair, brown eyes, average height and build.
Nothing to make him stand out in a crowd. She stared at the picture for a long time,
and Gilly could see her trying to place him.
“I might have met him a few times,” she said. “If I did, I don’t remember.
Shoots are busy. There are so many people involved behind the scenes. It’s impossible
to keep track of them all. I had specific ones who worked with me, and I know all of
them by face and name. He wasn’t one of them.”
“Mal found this guy’s house, Sin. He had pictures of you. Close-ups of your
body.”
“Oh, my God,” she whispered, and he stood, reaching out to take one of her
hands and link them together.
“He also had drugs. Sedatives that could have been slipped into your water to
make sure you slept soundly and didn’t wake up.”
Her free hand covered her mouth, and he knew what she was thinking.
“Don’t,” he said, pulling her against him. “Chances are, if he had, he’d have
explicit pictures of it, and Mal would have mentioned that first thing.”
“Andy suggested the possibility of drugs, and she said the same thing about him
taking pictures if he’d done more. I just didn’t think there was a real chance of me
being drugged, I guess.”
“We know who he is now,” Gilly reminded her. “It’ll be much easier to track
him at this point. With just a few keystrokes, I’ll have access to his entire life,
including finances. I’ll know where and when he’s used his bank or credit cards. I’ll
be able to lock onto his phone, too, and the first time he uses it, we’ll have him.
We’ve got him, Sin.”
“I hope so,” she said. “I’m tired of waiting to see what he’s going to do next.”
Chapter Fourteen
Three days. That’s how long it had been since they’d discovered Oliver Gohring
was her stalker, and they still hadn’t found him. Somehow, he’d manage to go
underground. Gilly had flagged all of Oliver’s accounts as being stolen, so if he tried
to access any of them, it would send an alert to notify the police. Pings sent to his
phone didn’t go through. It was offline, meaning he was either sticking with landlines
or more than likely had a disposable. Sin was back to pacing Gilly’s house and slowly
going crazy while she waited and waited. She was so fucking tired of waiting. Though
Gilly wouldn’t complain, she knew he had to be, as well.
Mal had been in constant contact as he dealt with things in LA. Sin had spoken
with him twice when Gilly had been busy. She took comfort in his confident manner.
It sounded as if the investigator she’d hired wouldn’t be out of jail for a while. Mal
hadn’t been able to locate Pamela. Her office said she’d left the country to deal with
an issue, but they wouldn’t tell him where or what situation. He’d promised to check
into it more when he could.
Today, she’d talked Gilly into taking her into the city to meet Andy for lunch.
She’d agreed to go only to Knight’s Watch and nowhere else. Andy was ordering
lunch for them. Chinese this time.
The tension within the group was palpable. They were all on edge as they waited
for Oliver to make his next move. Seth and Pauly met them when they pulled up at
Knight’s Watch, and the three men surrounded her as they walked inside the building.
She knew what they were doing, but the truth was she didn’t want any of them taking
a bullet for her. She didn’t dare say that to Gilly, though.
They’d had their first real argument last night. Gilly hadn’t gotten excited. He
hadn’t yelled, at least not with her. He’d remained calm and logical, which had only
irritated her more. It was hard to argue with a guy who refused to argue back. She’d
ended up behaving like a toddler throwing a full-fledged temper tantrum. She’d even
stomped her foot and yelled. The fact he merely looked at her and raised his brow had
her seething most of the night.
She’d gone off to the other room in a huff. Gilly hadn’t followed her. She’d been
incredibly embarrassed once she’d cooled down. It wasn’t his fault Oliver was
obsessed with her. It wasn’t Gilly’s fault they couldn’t find the man. Hell, she could
see how badly Gilly wanted Oliver caught and out of their life. It was there in the way
he kept her safe, in the way he spent long hours on his computer trying to find
anything that would point them toward Oliver. It was there in the way he spoke to
Seth or Mal or Bare or any of the men at Knight’s Watch.
She knew he would be vigilant for anyone. He was a protector. It was who he
was, and she loved that about him. Still, she knew this was different because she
wasn’t just any client seeking his help. She was the woman who’d fallen in love with
him, the woman lucky enough to have won his love. That was part of her outburst.
She was worried Gilly might put himself at risk to draw Oliver out. That was the last
thing she wanted. Knowing Oliver had already killed? It terrified her.
She’d wondered how Gilly managed to lock away his emotions. When she’d
finally cooled down and regained her sanity, she’d returned to the bedroom to
apologize. That was when she’d discovered Gilly had merely saved his raw emotions
and channeled them in other ways. She’d apologized to him, and he’d surprised her by
apologizing in return, which made no sense.
“For what?” she asked. “I was the one acting like a shrew.”
“For this,” Gilly replied and made quick work of ripping her clothes off her. She
might have helped him. She’d certainly been panting and begging him to take her.
He’d been…dominant, using her tattered shirt to bind her hands then holding them
over her head on the bed. It had made her wild. The sex? Rough. Erotic. Animalistic.
It had been all untamed passion. He’d left a few bruises where his touch had been
harder than normal. She’d left a few from her sharp teeth. Hell, she’d bit his chest and
drawn blood at one point. God help her, she wanted to do it again.
He’d held her once they’d both come down from orgasm. Held her and
whispered how much she meant to him and how sorry he was that he still hadn’t
found Oliver.
She’d seen the anguish in his eyes and known he picked up on every minute
signal she sent out. He felt her tension, her unease, her fear and channeled it into an
impossible drive that kept him up late at night and still had him rising early in the
morning. He did it for her.
Gilly had been horrified to see her bruises this morning. She’d giggled and told
him she planned to pick a fight at least once every other week if that was the end
result. He’d threatened to just spank her instead. That had produced a wicked grin
from her.
“Definitely sounds like foreplay to me,” she’d teased.
Then she’d stretched, loving the way his gaze drank in the sight of her naked
body, and headed into the bathroom to take a shower. He’d joined her, and she’d
rewarded him by going to her knees and showing him just how much she’d enjoyed
the previous night’s play.
“Sin!” Andy’s voice snapped Sin out of the memory and had her blushing. Gilly
looked at her with a knowing smile tugging at his lips.
“There’s plenty of food in one of the conference rooms down here. I took food
for Sin and me up to my office,” Andy said to Gilly. “I’d appreciate a little alone time
with my sister.”
“That sounds great,” Sin said and turned to Gilly. “See you later,” she said,
kissing him softly then turning before he could say anything. They were in Knight’s
Watch. She should be as safe here as she was at Gilly’s house. Besides, she wasn’t
starting their relationship with asking his permission whenever she left the room. She
was an adult and despite the situation, he needed to know that.
“I’ll be down here when you’re ready to go,” Gilly told her, catching her
shoulder and turning her back to him. He kissed her more intimately than she’d kissed
him. He had her core aching and her nipples peaking under her T-shirt. When she
turned this time, he was all masculine arrogance, but she didn’t care. She loved him.
She and Andy didn’t say anything until they’d closed themselves in Andy’s
office.
“How are you holding up?” Andy asked.
“I just wish this guy would make another move,” Sin said. “I don’t want anyone
else hurt. But I want this over. I want him locked up and as far away from me as
possible.”
“I agree,” Andy said. “Tuck and Jamison have been driving me crazy. I think
Gilly put it in their heads that I might be in danger. One or the other has been staying
with me every night.”
“And?” Sin prompted.
“And nothing,” Andy admitted with a shrug. “Nothing’s happened. Not even a
stolen kiss. Maybe, I’m reading it all wrong. Maybe, they’re not interested in me at
all.”
“There’s no way they’re not interested,” Sin argued. “Maybe, it has more to do
with them promising each other that nothing will happen unless you’re all three
together.”
Andy’s eyes widened. “I didn’t think of that.”
Sin shrugged. “Would you be with both of them?”
“Yes,” Andy said, followed by a quick, “No.” Then she bit her lip and nodded.
“Yes.”
“Well, which is it?”
“Yes, and that makes me sound like a loose woman,” Andy moaned. “Plus, you
don’t want to hear about this with all you have going on.”
“I do want to hear about this, especially with all that’s going on. The last thing I
want is to obsess over the man obsessing over me. So, what do you plan to do?”
“About them?”
Sin nodded.
“I don’t know. I swear to God this is the first time in my life I’m afraid to be
aggressive and go after what I want. Who I want,” she amended.
“Why?”
“I’m not sure how I’ll fit in,” Andy said.
“I’m not explaining the birds and bees to you. You should know all the places a
penis can go by this point of your life,” Sin said.
Andy stuck out her tongue. “I know that, smartass. I mean…” She stopped and
took a breath. “Promise this stays just between the two of us?”
Sin nodded again.
“I think Tuck and Jamison are into more than just me. I think they’re together.
You know, like…together together.”
“Okay,” Sin said with a shrug. “They live together. They’ve been together a
long time from what Gilly says. It would make sense for them to be more than
friends.”
“If they are, they’re very discreet about it,” Andy said. “I’ve never seen any
PDA, though I did hear Jamison went pretty ballistic when Tuck took a bullet for him
during the press conference with Paisley. I guess Paisley’s mom hinted at something
between them to Paisley. She brought it up not too long ago.”
“So if they are, they’re discreet. You know how to be discreet, Andy. What are
you worried about?”
“I don’t know,” she admitted. “What if I can’t handle it?”
“What if seeing them together turns you on even more?” Sin countered.
Andy blew out another breath. “God, why can’t things ever be easy for me?”
“Easy is boring,” Sin said then laughed. “But I could use some easy myself right
now, so scratch that.”
“Things look like they’ve progressed with you and Gilly,” Andy commented.
“I’m in love with him.”
“Oh, Sin.” Andy hugged her close. “I’m so happy for you. Are you going to tell
him?”
“I already have.”
“And?”
“He loves me, too.”
Andy’s eyes filled with tears. “Mom and Dad would be so happy for you.”
Sin’s eyes misted up, too. “Stop or we’ll both start crying.”
Andy sniffled and laughed. “Let’s kick off our shoes and eat,” she suggested.
They spent the rest of the time laughing and talking. Andy casually mentioned
wedding venues and the best time of the year to get married, and Sin tucked the
information away for later. They were far from ready to say goodbye when Gilly
knocked on the door.
“Ready?” he asked Sin.
She bit back a petulant “No” and nodded instead. His gaze made her think he
knew anyway.
“It won’t be much longer,” he whispered as they headed down to the lobby. She
swallowed a grumble and merely nodded. He’d been saying the same thing for the last
three days.
Seth and Pauly walked them out again, along with Tuck this time. She paid close
attention to him and was fairly certain he knew it. He and Gilly were in the middle of
talking when she interrupted.
“You know, I’m really worried about Andy,” she said.
“We’re making sure she’s safe,” Tuck assured her. “Either Jamison or I stay
with her to make sure she’s safe. We won’t let anything happen to her.”
“I’m sure you won’t, but I’d feel better if I knew both of you were staying with
her. You know, more eyes and…stuff,” she finished lamely.
Gilly coughed in an unsuccessful attempt to cover a laugh. Seth and Pauly were
conspicuously silent. Tuck grinned.
“I’ll mention that to Jamison and Andy and see what they think,” he said.
She nodded but didn’t say anything else. When they reached the car, Gilly
walked around to the driver’s side while Tuck opened her door. He leaned in and gave
her a brief hug.
“Thank you,” he whispered in her ear before he moved back.
Andy might kill her, but it would be worth it in the long run if things worked out
between the three of them. She really thought they could.
“So setting you sister up with both Jamison and Tuck?” Gilly asked. “I’m
starting to think I need to listen to these chats you two have.”
Sin laughed. “No way. Girl talk is private.”
“As long as you only tell her how you worship the ground I walk on and want to
serve me and only me for the rest of your life,” he said.
“Serve?” she questioned with a raised brow.
“Too much?” he teased. “Revere? Sexually satisfy?”
“That one sounds pretty good,” she agreed.
“Revere it is,” he said, making her laugh.
His gaze met hers briefly before flicking back up to the rearview mirror. They
went around a curve in the road and suddenly, Gilly tensed.
“Fuck!” he yelled. “Brace yourself!”
He fought the wheel, muscles straining. She grabbed the door bar with one hand
then reached toward him with the other. She heard the sickening crunch of metal, saw
Gilly’s body jerk toward her then the world began spinning around her.
She screamed once, maybe twice then lost her breath as the car felt as if it were
hit again. The renewed motion sent the car into another spin that made her stomach hit
her throat. At some point, the air bags deployed. Her ears were ringing. The metallic
taste of blood filled her mouth.
Someone jerked at her door, but she was too disoriented to turn her head and see
who was there. Had Seth followed them? All she could do was stare at Gilly slumped
over the steering wheel. There was blood on his face. She wanted to reach out to him,
to shake him, but she couldn’t seem to get her arms to cooperate. She wanted him to
open his eyes. Instead, he lay there, motionless and bleeding.
“Gilly.” His name came out on a groan. She struggled with her seatbelt, finally
managing to release it as her door jerked open with a grind of metal. Someone was
speaking to her, but she couldn’t make out what was being said.
She glanced up, but the sun seemed brighter, leaving whoever was trying to help
her cast in shadow. Hands tugged at her, pulling her out and away from Gilly. She
fought, or tried to, but it was no use.
“Gilly!” she cried his name again, reaching for him as she was pulled farther
away.
“I’ve got you,” someone said, and her world faded to black.
* * * *
Sin awoke with her head pounding and her ears still ringing. It hurt to move, and
she found her limbs impeded anyway. Both her ankles and wrists were bound. The air
was tainted with the scent of mildew. It smelled wet, and as her hearing improved, she
made out the ping of water dripping into something.
She slowly blinked her eyes open, keeping them slitted in case Oliver Gohring
was around. She had no doubt he was the one behind this. Who else would hit them
and take her, leaving Gilly behind? They’d been waiting for Oliver to make a move,
but none of them had expected this. She bit her lip to hold back a moan as she tried to
shift. Her arms were numb, but she didn’t know if it was from the accident or from the
way they’d been tied them behind her back.
When she ascertained she was alone, she opened her eyes wide and craned her
head, ignoring the shooting pain that ripped through it as she tried to look around. The
first thing she noticed was the pictures. He had them taped up on the wall. Her, on
every available space.
There were pictures similar to the ones she’d received. Her sleeping. She and
Gilly dancing. Then others were ones she feared Gilly’s friend, Mal, might have found
copies of in Oliver’s home in LA. Ones of her body. Her breasts and sex were vividly
captured in close-ups. It made her sick to think of him taking them, of how he’d
drugged and posed her as he’d wanted.
“They’re beautiful, aren’t they?”
She jerked her head again, and this time, she didn’t bite back her cry of pain.
She could barely make him out, sitting in the corner of the room. He blended into the
shadows so perfectly it had been easy for her to overlook him.
“Oliver?” she croaked the question, ending with a cough that shook her body
and had her moaning in pain again.
“Are you hurt?”
“Yes,” she said. “Could you untie my hands? I can’t feel them.”
“No. You won’t need them. There’s nothing for you anymore.”
“What…?” She cleared her throat. Terror tried to grip her, but she shook it off.
“Please, Oliver. My arms hurt. I can’t concentrate on what you’re saying. Not like
this. You want to talk to me, don’t you? Make me understand?”
She was afraid he’d ignore her or tell her again it didn’t matter, but he moved,
coming toward her. She held her breath as he approached, her gaze glued to him. She
waited for the “aha” moment when she’d suddenly know him and remember talking to
him or something. There was nothing. She didn’t recall meeting him even once. How
was that possible? How could he have become so obsessed with her when she
couldn’t even place him?
She bit back a whimper as he rolled her onto her stomach. He didn’t speak. She
only knew he was tugging at her bindings because she felt his arms against her back.
Then the pinpricks of pain, akin to angry fire ants, moved in her arms as feeling
returned. She moaned, wiggling her fingers. No matter how much it hurt now, she’d
need her hands to get out of here. And she was going to.
She had to get back to Gilly. She pictured him again, slumped over the wheel
with blood marring his features. Still and lifeless. She bit back a sob and forced
thoughts of him away. He wasn’t here, and as much as she wanted to, she couldn’t
help him right now. It looked as if she were on her own, and that meant she needed to
focus on herself right now. Hopefully, someone had found Gilly and gotten him to the
hospital. He had to be all right. She wouldn’t consider anything else.
“I thought you were different,” Oliver said as he paced the room. “But you’re
just like everyone else.”
“What do you mean?” she asked as she forced herself to sit up. Her arms were
sore but fortunately hadn’t sustained any serious damage in the wreck. She wiggled
her toes and shifted her legs, checking her lower extremities for any possible injuries.
Her right ankle throbbed, but she didn’t think it was broken.
Oliver stopped in front of one wall of pictures. “You have perfect breasts. Your
nipples are just the right size and shape. Symmetrical. The perfect soft shade of pink,
even when they pucker into tight buds.”
She swallowed bile. “Did you touch me, Oliver?”
He nodded. “I just wanted to touch you,” he said then glared at her as if it were
her fault. “You’re skin is so soft. Perfect. I knew when you didn’t shift away from my
touch that you’d been waiting for me, too. You were supposed to be mine. I waited. I
thought you were waiting for me. I touched, but I never took. You were supposed to
be mine and wait for me, too.”
She bit back the angry retort. She hadn’t moved because he’d drugged her!
Thank God, he’d admitted he hadn’t raped her, but there was no time to feel relieved.
She stretched down to touch her toes and worked at the rope there while his back was
turned. Oliver ran his fingers over the photos, and she needed to hurry if she wanted a
fighting chance when he decided to turn his attention from the photos to her.
“But you were just teasing. You’re a whore like all the others.”
“The others?” she asked, gathering the loose rope up in one hand. As far as
weapons went, it wasn’t much, but her prospects were limited. She had to use
whatever she could find.
“I was always fascinated with pictures. I liked the idea of capturing something
so it would be forever perfect. No possibility of tarnishing or changing. I’m glad I
took these. Glad I could preserve the girl I thought you were.”
“I’m still her,” Sin cajoled. “What makes you think I changed?”
“I saw you with him!” The words were practically screamed at her. Spittle flew
from his mouth with each syllable.
“Him?”
“The man in the car with you?”
“He’s a friend, Oliver. A dear friend. That’s all.”
“You’re a liar and a whore,” he sneered.
“No,” she countered. “I promise. He’s just a friend. I was staying with him while
I searched for a place here in Oklahoma.”
“Why would you stay with him when your sister is here?”
“Her apartment isn’t big enough,” Sin told him. “So I stayed with a friend while
I hunted for a better place.”
He seemed as if he were considering it as he walked. Then he paused again and
glanced at the set of pictures in front of him, the ones of her and Gilly dancing.
“He stares at you like you’re his whore. Pictures don’t lie,” Oliver said. “Not
like people do.”
“He might feel that way about me—”
“Stop lying to me!” he screamed, cutting her off. “The pictures don’t lie! I can
see the way you look at him! Like he’s your savior. Where is he now? Huh? He’s
dead! I killed him.”
Her hand flew to her mouth, as sharp cry of anguish spilling from her lips. She
shook her head frantically back and forth. “No,” she denied in a choked whisper.
“Don’t worry, Sinclair. You’ll be joining him soon.”
He moved again, stopping at the corner where he’d been sitting and picking
something up. When he turned toward her again, he held a gun in his hand. She didn’t
care. It could have been a toy for all she feared it at the moment.
“You killed Gilly?” Her heart was breaking in two. She couldn’t believe Gilly
was gone. Oliver had to be lying. He had to be.
He nodded. “There’s no one to save you now. We’re finally together. Just like
we were meant to be.”
“You weren’t hurt in the accident?” He didn’t look as if he were hiding any
injury, but how was that possible? Oliver alive while Gilly was dead. She couldn’t get
her last image of him out of her head. The blood. Oh, God, the blood on Gilly’s face!
“When I realized I’d have to take out his vehicle to get to you, I chose the truck
carefully. I especially liked the plow on the front. Perfect for giving more damage
than it takes. Worked like a charm. Gilly died, and you’ll never see him again.”
“But you said you’re going to kill me. That I’ll be joining Gilly. I belong with
him.” She did. She wanted him and only him.
He seemed confused by her words. “You belong with me. You’re meant to be
with me.”
“But if you kill me, I’ll be with Gilly again.”
He shook his head and smiled. “We’ll go together. If we cross over together,
we’ll always be together.”
“We won’t,” she argued. “You’ll have to shoot me first. So we’ll cross apart.
We’ll never be together, Oliver.” This whole conversation was ludicrous. She was
arguing with him over who she’d end up with when he killed her. He’d killed Gilly.
Oh, God! He’d killed Gilly. She tried to force thoughts of him away, but it was no
use. Gilly was as much with her as if he were standing right beside her. She sobbed,
biting her lip in a failed attempt to lock her anguish inside. Oliver deserved nothing
from her. Her gaze flashed back to him and hatred as she’d never known consumed
her. Her palms itched to wrap around his neck and squeeze until he was no more.
“We’ll be together!” he screamed. “Stop talking, and let me figure this out.”
She stayed silent for a bit, watching as he paced the room, searching for a
moment to catch him off guard. He kept stopping at the pictures of her and Gilly.
Maybe, they were the key. She wasn’t sure of what he was thinking, but it seemed like
no matter what she said or did at this point, his plan was to kill her. It was time for her
to gather her remaining strength and find a way to take him with her. He had to pay.
“I’m sorry, Oliver. I’m just confused and scared.”
He glanced at her but didn’t say anything.
“Why didn’t you ever talk to me before?” she asked, taking a slow, tentative
step toward him. “I didn’t even know you liked me.”
He faced her, his gaze narrowing, making her think he knew she was closer than
she had been before. The hand gripping the gun trembled at his side. “You always
requested Robbie when you needed something. I was upset at first. Then I realized
why.”
“Why?”
“You didn’t want me to know you were watching me, that you secretly wanted
me.”
Holy shit! This guy was bat-shit crazy, and his crazy had gotten Gilly killed. It
was her. It all came back to her. Oliver’s obsession. Gilly’s death. The photographer
who’d been killed. It all led back to her.
“You wanted me as much as I wanted you. You should have waited,” he
screamed again.
She had no idea how to talk to someone in his state of mind. She tried to recall
every movie she’d seen or book she’d read, but her mind pulled up one giant blank.
No. Her mind was still focused on Gilly. What would he tell her to do now? How
would Gilly want her to deal with Oliver? Did she agree with him? Ignore him? Or
tell him she hadn’t been watching him? She thought it would be a really bad idea to
remind him again she hadn’t even remembered seeing him.
“I watched you, too,” he continued. “I saw the other girls take men back to their
rooms, but not you. You always went to bed alone. I listened to the other girls talking.
They laughed about you taking a vow of celibacy, about you waiting for the right
man.”
She hadn’t realized she’d been a topic of gossip, but it didn’t surprise her.
Several of the models had teased her for not hooking up when a guy was clearly
offering.
“I was waiting for the right man.”
“I thought so,” he agreed, pausing in front of the pictures again. “But you waited
for the wrong one.”
He lifted the gun, and she knew he was going to shoot her. She’d been too slow,
taken too long to react. Her scream pierced the air just as he fired.
Chapter Fifteen
The gun discharged three times. She cringed, waiting for the impact of each
bullet with her eyes squeezed shut. They never hit her.
The sound of a crash forced her eyes back open. The door she hadn’t even
noticed had splintered open. Seth filled it for one moment then dove across the room,
knocking into Oliver and taking him to the ground.
Paralyzed by fear, she watched them wrestle, the gun lost between their bodies.
It fired twice more and both men lay still.
Sin screamed and ran toward them, no longer frozen in place.
“Seth! Oh, God! Seth!”
He moved, shoving Oliver away from him. There was blood all over both of
them. She whipped her shirt over her head, pressing it over Seth’s torso, not sure
where he was bleeding but desperate to keep him alive.
“Don’t die on me. Oh, God, please don’t die on me!” she sobbed, her hands
shaking as panic began to close off her throat. Oliver had killed Gilly and now, Seth,
too. She should be the one dead. Not them. Never them.
Strong hands gripped her shoulders. She blinked several times before she Seth’s
face came into focus. His lips were moving, but she couldn’t hear him.
Finally, her senses all seemed to click back into place as if a veil had been lifted.
“I’m okay. Sin, I’m okay.” Seth kept repeating the words over and over until she
nodded and fell against his chest. He wrapped his arms around her and held her while
she sobbed. As he held her, Seth shifted and reached out a hand to check something
then he was right back to holding her.
“If you tell Gilly you took off your shirt then let me hold you like this, I will be
a dead man,” Seth warned, making her sob harder. Did Seth not know Gilly was dead?
That the man she loved was lost to her forever? “Hey, I was just kidding. You’re okay
now, Sin. I’ve got you.”
“Ol…li…ver…” she stuttered out between sobs.
“He’s dead,” Seth murmured. “He won’t hurt anyone again.”
“He…ki…killed…Gilly,” she sobbed.
“No,” Seth informed her. “He didn’t. I was behind you guys. I missed a couple
lights and had to wait. By the time I caught up, you’d been hit. I saw him putting you
in the car. I called for someone to help Gilly and managed to follow close enough
behind you that I figured out where he took you.”
“Gilly?” She hiccupped, trying to stifle her sobs.
“He’s at the hospital. He was awake and determined to go after you by the time
help arrived. Bare got there before the paramedics loaded him up. Gilly was desperate
to get to you. Hell, the EMTs threatened to use restraints on him if he kept fighting
their efforts to help him. Bare said he barely kept Gilly from bolting.”
“He’s alive?”
“Yeah, and mad as hell that he’s not the one here, saving you.”
She started sobbing again, clinging to Seth once more. Gilly was alive! He was
alive and at the hospital. Oliver hadn’t managed to kill him. Her gaze fell to where her
stalker still lay. He was dead, and Gilly was alive. Suddenly, her world made sense
again, which was a good thing as she doubted she was making any sense to Seth right
now. Luckily, he didn’t seem to mind. He held her, one hand stroking up and down
her back while the other cupped the back of her head. Her hands were fisted at his
shoulders, her head tucked into his neck. It was a few more moments before she got
herself together. Her emotions had run the gambit in a very short amount of time.
What was it lately with things happening so quickly for her? Falling in love with
Gilly, thinking she’d cost him his life and now discovering he was alive.
“Others will be here soon,” Seth told her, snapping her back to the room they
were in. “Do you want me to take any of these pictures down?”
The pictures. She’d forgotten about them. Her gaze skittered over the walls,
seeing the lurid photos displayed there. The shots Oliver had fired before Seth crashed
in had been at the wall, specifically the pictures of her and Gilly dancing. Those had
really infuriated him.
“Can we do that?” she asked softly.
“No one has to see these,” he vowed. “You okay?”
She nodded, releasing him and allowing him to pull away. He handed her shirt
back to her. “You better slip this back on. Sorry, but it’s got blood on it now. I’d give
you mine, but it’s even more covered.”
He helped her pull it over her head then assisted her to sit on the side of the bed.
Now that her adrenaline was fading, her body hurt. She watched Seth move around
the room, pulling specific pictures off the wall. She didn’t let herself think about what
he saw, intimate pieces of her that should belong only to Gilly. Seth never said a
word, never cast a look her way as if comparing her to the garish display.
In that moment, she loved Seth. Not the way she loved Gilly, but more like the
love she had for her sister. She knew in that moment, if Seth ever needed anything
from her, she wouldn’t hesitate to help him.
He tucked the pictures inside his shirt. There were still photos of her on the
walls, but he’d removed the mortifying ones.
“I want Gilly,” she whispered, and Seth turned toward her. She heard noise in
the distance, growing closer. She had no idea where she was. All she knew was she
needed to see Gilly.
Seth scooped her up in his arms as people spilled through the door. She heard
their voices, their shouted questions but ignored them all. She hid her face in Seth’s
neck and let him field everything thrown at them.
At some point, a blanket was wrapped around her. She heard a familiar voice
and looked up to see Jamison Knight.
“Put her in my truck,” he told Seth. “Your car’s blocked in. We can come back
for it later.”
She glanced around. “Where is this place?”
It looked as if she were in the middle of nowhere. There was a decaying barn in
the center of the field to their left and no other building she could see.
“Where was I?”
“He took you into an abandoned storm cellar. There must have been a house
here once upon a time, or at least somewhere close. I’m not sure how he even
managed to find this place. If Seth hadn’t been on his ass, I’m not sure we would have
found you,” Jamison said.
She shuddered, and Seth’s arms tightened around her.
“There’s an ambulance en route,” Jamison said. “We can wait for it or take you
on to the hospital.”
“I want to see Gilly,” she said again. “I need to make sure he’s okay.”
“He’s bitching up a storm but okay from what I hear. Tuck and Andy are
meeting us there. Your sister’s worried out of her mind and pretty frantic to see you.”
“I need to see Gilly,” Sin reiterated.
“Okay,” Seth murmured. “Get the door for me,” he told Jamison.
The other man held the door while Seth slid inside with Sin still in his arms.
Jamison shut it and moved around to the driver’s side, getting behind the wheel then
turning over the engine.
“We won’t get in trouble for leaving?” she asked.
“They have my number,” Jamison said. “They’ve been briefed. I’ll head back
once I drop you guys off. I’ll bring Tuck or Bare with me so we can get your car,
Seth. I’m sure the police will come by the hospital before you leave, Sin. Don’t worry.
Everything will be okay.”
She nodded and finally allowed her body to fully relax against Seth. “Get me to
Gilly,” she whispered and caught his promise to do so just before she passed out.
* * * *
Gilly was ready to rip off heads, but since Andy had stepped into the room, he’d
done his best to hold it together. The last thing she needed was to see him panicking
over Sin’s abduction. He needed information. Now. He should be out there, searching
for her, instead of stuck in here with a butterfly bandage at his temple and an
escalating headache.
His shoulder still throbbed like a son-of-a-bitch from where he’d been nailed by
the side airbag when Oliver Gohring had hit them. Gilly was still pissed he hadn’t
been able to maneuver quickly enough to avoid the collision. Luckily, he’d managed
to evade enough to keep his injury to a minimum. The hit was hard, but it could have
been so much worse. He’d hit his head, managing to cut it and knock himself out just
long enough for Gohring to make off with Sin. The thought of her with Gohring
consumed him with anger. She’d trusted Gilly to save her, and when it came right
down to it, he’d failed her. Gohring had taken her right from the palm of his hand.
“Gilly, why don’t you sit down?” Andy urged. She been that way since the nurse
had walked in and proclaimed he had a concussion from the impact.
He hadn’t bothered telling her he’d had far worse in his life. His body pretty
much hurt from head-to-toe from the way he’d been tossed about during the collision,
and he knew from experience it would hurt worse over the following couple days.
Right now, he didn’t give a fuck. He needed to be out there, finding the woman he
loved. He needed to know she was okay, to see her and touch her. God, he needed to
hold her and make good on his vow to keep her safe. He needed that more than he
needed air to breathe.
“Seth’s got her,” Bare said as he rushed back into the room they’d tucked Gilly
into. Tuck and Andy stood in the doorway. Gilly knew it was intentional. Tuck
planned to make sure Gilly stayed put for now.
“Is she okay? Are they bringing her here? Is she awake? Did he hurt her?” The
stream of questions flew from Andy’s lips before Gilly could ask them. Tuck wrapped
an arm around her, pulling her back against his chest and holding her there.
“Bare?” Gilly prompted when his cousin didn’t respond fast enough. He probed
Bare with his gaze, searching for anything Bare might be trying to hide from them.
“Jamison says she was awake and moving when Seth arrived. They should be
here within ten minutes.” His gaze held Gilly’s. “She’s adamant she has to see you.
Jamison said she kept saying she wanted you.”
His heart paused for a moment then kicked into a frantic rhythm. Jesus! She was
alive. He prayed Gohring hadn’t managed to hurt her in any way. He owed Seth a debt
he could never repay. If not for the other man following them, Gohring would have
gotten away with Sin. They might have never found her, not alive anyway. Gilly
wouldn’t have been able to stop him. He could have lost her forever.
God, it was enough to make his heart stop again. He needed to see her, to hold
her and breathe her in. It hadn’t taken long for her to become his whole world.
“Gohring?” Gilly asked quietly.
Bare shook his head. “He’s dead.”
Part of Gilly was elated to know the bastard was gone and would never be able
to prey on Sin again. Part of him was enraged that he hadn’t been the one to end his
miserable life.
“Did Sin…?” He couldn’t finish the question, but Bare was already shaking his
head.
“He had a gun. He and Seth fought. Gohring didn’t make it,” Bare stated.
“Seth?”
“He’s fine. Jamison said there’s a lot of blood on both Seth and Sin’s shirts but
didn’t want us to worry. It’s not theirs.”
Gilly nodded then paced like a caged animal as he waited for news of her
arrival. He was ready to shove by Tuck and force his way out of the ER room when
his brother barreled in, commanding Gilly’s attention. Gilly hadn’t thought to call
him. One look at Bare and Gilly knew who had. Skip scanned Gilly from head to toe
before hauling him close for a hard hug. Gilly bit back a groan of pain, seeing the fear
in Skip’s eyes and knowing he was reliving the car wreck that had claimed his
fiancée. It was the exact reason Gilly hadn’t called his brother. He knew the memories
these walls held for Skip.
“I’m good,” Gilly assured his brother before he could ask. “Banged up and
bruised, but good.”
“Sin?” Skip asked.
“On her way here,” Gilly said, and for the first time, relief filled his voice. “Seth
found her.”
“Is she…” Skip swallowed, seeming unable to ask the rest of his question. It was
a problem they seemed to share.
“She’s alive. That’s all I know right now.”
The lack of any other information was driving him crazy with worry. Had
Gohring hurt her? Had he raped her? What damage had he done to Sin in the time
he’d had her? What had she survived while Gilly had been forced to climb the walls at
the emergency room?
“Dad’s on his way. Ginger, too. She’s in Paris so it’s going to take her longer.
Dad will be here early tomorrow morning. He took the first flight he could find.”
“They don’t have to do that,” Gilly argued. “I’m fine.”
“They’re coming,” Skip said, using a tone that warned not to bitch about it.
“Make sure they know I’m okay,” Gilly said. “I don’t want them frantic.”
“I will,” Skip promised. “I’ll go outside and call them now.”
“Are you okay?” Gilly asked softly before Skip turned away.
Skip swallowed, his glance moving around the room with all the emergency
equipment close at hand in case it was needed. His gaze fell on the bed Gilly had been
forced to sit on while the on-call doctor had checked him over. He had little doubt
Skip saw a different night and a different scene. One where people had worked
franticly to revive a twenty-three-year-old woman hit head-on by a drunk driver. The
woman his brother had planned to marry.
Gilly interrupted whatever memory tormented Skip.
“I’m fine, Skip. Get out of here. Go make those calls and check on Gilly’s for
me.”
“Need me to pick up anything?” Skip offered, looking relieved at the thought of
leaving.
“Not that I can think of,” Gilly said. “I’ll call if I do.”
Skip hugged him again. “I’m glad you’re okay.”
“Me, too.”
Skip wasn’t gone more than a few minutes when a commotion started in the hall.
Someone yelled then he heard Seth’s voice, loud and clear.
“Gilly!”
Tuck and Andy were out the door mere seconds before Gilly and only because
they’d been standing in his way.
“Here,” they all shouted.
Seth appeared with Sin cradled in his arms. She was out cold, and God, there
was blood all over both of them. He was thankful for Jamison’s warning. Hell, even
with it, he felt a little desperate to strip her naked and make sure none of it was hers.
Seth must have seen the uncontrollable fear in Gilly’s eyes.
“It’s not ours. It’s Gohring’s,” he said as he moved around Gilly, Tuck and
Andy to put Sin on the bed.
Gilly was at her side instantly, cupping her face, squeezing her hand and soaking
her in. He wanted to run his hands over her, to cuddle her close and never let her go.
Mostly, he wanted her to open those sweet, brown eyes and look at him. He needed to
hear her voice. Andy stood on Sin’s other side, Jamison and Tuck both hovering
behind her.
“Okay, clear the room,” the nurse who’d checked on him earlier said as she
walked in. “I need all of you out in the waiting room.”
“I’m not going anywhere,” Gilly said.
She glanced up, mouth open to blast him until she saw who it was. She glanced
at Sin and nodded. She knew firsthand how frantic Gilly had been to get out and find
the woman with him. “No. You stay. The rest of you. Out. Now.”
“I’m her family. I’m staying,” Andy said firmly. One look and the nurse
relented.
“Okay, but really, the rest of you need to go. I can’t even move around the
room.” Jamison, Tuck and Bare left.
Seth tugged Gilly over to the corner and spoke softly while the nurse and Andy
stayed right by Sin’s side. Gilly kept his eyes glued to Sin as Seth told him everything
that’d happened.
“I owe you more than I’ll ever be able to repay,” Gilly told Seth. “She’s… I
can’t…” He shook his head, unable to voice how his feelings.
“I’m glad I was there,” Seth said. “There was a time I wasn’t. It’s not a situation
I’d wish on anyone.”
“Anything you need,” Gilly offered.
“I’m good. Take care of each other,” Seth said. “I’m going to take off. I need to
head back. Talk to the police. Grab my car. I’ll check on you guys later.”
“Thank you,” Gilly said, though the words didn’t begin to describe how he felt.
Seth nodded, squeezed Gilly on the shoulder then left.
Gilly had only turned his head from Sin for a moment as Seth had departed. The
nurse’s hello had him glancing quickly back. Sin’s eyes were finally open and locked
on him.
“Gilly?” she asked, gaze wide and unblinking.
“I’m here,” he said, moving toward her. He sat beside her, and suddenly, she
was in his lap and wrapped around him. He wasn’t sure if he’d pulled, she’d jumped
or if it had been a culmination of both. The nurse said something, and Gilly knew she
wasn’t pleased. Andy said something, and the nurse reluctantly stepped back. He got
the impression it wouldn’t last long. Then Sin claimed his full attention again.
“I thought I’d lost you. He said he’d killed you. He said…and I…I thought you
were gone, that I’d never see you again. I love you, Gilly. I love you.”
“I love you, too. I’m here, baby. God, I’m so sorry I let you down. Just when
you needed me most, I failed you.”
“You never failed me. You couldn’t. I know you were the one who had Seth
following us. That was you. I’m here because you cared enough to make sure I was
protected, by you and others.” Her hands brushed through his hair and a sob left her
throat again. “I thought you were gone. Oh, God, Gilly. I thought you were gone.”
He pulled her close, uncaring of anyone or anything else around them. He held
her while she cried, stroking his hands over every inch of her he could reach. “I’m
here. Shh, baby. I’m here now. I’m not going to leave you.”
“Don’t let me go,” she begged.
“I won’t,” he swore. He was keeping her for a lifetime.
Chapter Sixteen
Two months later…
“Andy’s still trying to get me to wait for her to put together something a little
bigger,” Sin said, but the grin on her face conveyed that she was as excited as Gilly
was.
“It’s not too late to change your mind,” he offered.
“No. This is what I want. It’s where we met. Seems like the perfect place to take
the next step. How many people can say they were married in the first place they
met?”
“It is perfect,” Gilly agreed.
“Are you sure you’re ready for this?” she teased.
“Yes,” Gilly answered. “I’m so ready to spend all my tomorrows with you.”
“Now, if I can just make it through without getting sick, we’ll be in the clear.”
“When do you want to tell them?” He cupped his hand over her tummy where
their baby was already thriving, growing bigger and stronger.
“Not yet,” she said, with a shake of her head. “I want to keep it between just the
two of us for a little bit longer.”
“Anything you want.” He leaned in to kiss her, but she pulled back.
“Save that thought.” She bit her lip and giggled softly, a sound that made his
heart overflow with love. “You need to head inside. I’ll wait out here for Andy.”
Since Sin’s parents were both gone, she’d decided to have her sister walk her
down the aisle. Pamela had argued that she should, as well. She swore Sin and Andy
were the cause of every wrinkle and gray hair she’d dyed back to a glossy black.
Instead, Pamela had taken over making sure everything at Gilly’s was ready and up to
her standards for an Eisley wedding. She’d run Gilly’s brother ragged and hired a
catering company, who was using his kitchen to prepare food for the reception after
the wedding.
It turned out Pamela had flown out to Italy at the last minute when three of the
cover models, two photographers, and a handful of other essential staffers had all
ended up with food poisoning. She hadn’t been happy when she’d found out her
personal assistant hadn’t shared the information, instead giving vague replies. She’d
fired the woman while still on the phone with Andy then hightailed it to Oklahoma to
check in on her girls.
Gilly had expected a motherly woman, but Pamela was only two years older
than Andy. Still, the woman had a commanding presence. It wasn’t just her good
looks and abundance of curves that would have most men salivating at her heels. It
was the way she walked into a room and took charge. She and Skip had butted heads
constantly, but Gilly noted Pamela had gotten what she wanted in the end. He was
glad, too. Gilly’s looked amazing. Thank God the fire damage had been easy to repair.
“Gilly,” Mal stuck his head out the door. “You need to get in here before Skip
muzzles the drill sergeant and does God only knows what to her.”
Sin laughed again. “Go. Have Ginger help with Pamela. She’s good with her.”
His sister was good with most people, but Pamela had taken one look at Ginger
and decided to take her under her wing.
“I’ll see you soon. I’ll be the one up front, waiting,” he whispered.
“I love you.”
“I love you, Sinclair Eisley.”
Sin grinned and shook her head. “Last time?”
He nodded. “Next time will be the first time.”
He took one more look at her before walking away. Her ankle-length, white
halter dress swirled around her whenever she moved. It was beautiful. She was
beautiful, and he couldn’t wait to show the world he was the lucky man she’d chosen
to spend the rest of her life with.
“Everything’s ready,” Bare said, walking up beside Gilly where he’d paused just
inside the bar. Hell, it didn’t even look like the same place. There was an aisle
sprinkled liberally with rose petals, white chairs on either side. They’d somehow
managed to put together a white, arched trellis with roses woven through it. The
minister waited there with bible in hand.
“Nervous?” Bare asked.
“Not even a little bit,” Gilly swore. How could he be? He was marrying the
woman he loved, in the bar he’d built, surrounded by all the people they both loved. It
was perfect. It was crazy how life could be so good then one person walked in and
showed you the potential for something so much better. Sin was his better, his always,
his everything.
“Funny how that goes when it’s right,” Bare said and slapped him on the
shoulder as he turned to take his seat with Paisley.
Gilly walked to the front, greeted the minister again then shifted to scan over the
room while he waited for his bride to make her entrance. His father sat in the front
row with Ginger on one side and Skip on the other. Gilly let the sadness of his
mother’s absence wash over him but didn’t hold on to the emotion. She was still here,
a vital part of the love of her family.
Mal was there, sitting with Seth, and the two chatted like old friends. Gilly had
known they’d hit it off. Bare and Paisley sat with Jamison and Tuck and the rest of the
Knight’s Watch family. Several of Sin’s friends had flown out from LA, including her
former roommate, Milly, and her husband, Robbie.
The music began. Everyone rose and watched the doors for the most beautiful
bride in the world.
* * * *
“Are you okay?” Sin asked Andy as her sister’s eyes welled with tears.
Andy blinked them back as she nodded. “Just wishing Mom and Dad were here
to see you. You’re the most beautiful bride I’ve ever seen.”
Sin had to blink back several tears of her own. She took Andy’s hands in hers
and squeezed. “They’re here. I can feel them all around us. I see them in the amazing
woman standing beside me.”
A tear trailed down Andy’s cheek. “Damn it! I swore I wouldn’t cry today.”
Sin gave a watery laugh. “That makes two of us.”
Sin’s emotions were all over the place lately. From what she’d been told at her
doctor’s appointment, that was normal during pregnancy. She still couldn’t believe it.
She was pregnant. One broken condom was all it had taken for her and Gilly to create
a brand new life. A nurse had told her accidents like that happened more often than
people realized. Sin had been offended and quickly corrected her. The baby was not
an accident. She was the hand of fate, granting her and Gilly the most amazing gift in
the world. She was a blessing. One Sin couldn’t wait to hold in her arms.
“Andy, I want you to be happy. Really happy. Take chances with your heart.
Forget all the what ifs and maybes, and go after what you want.”
“I…” Andy shook her head.
“Don’t let fear keep you from what you want. You’ve always told me to fight
for what I want. Now, I’m reminding you to do the same. Life is too short not to reach
for happiness when it’s so close at hand.”
Andy opened her mouth, shut it then nodded. “I’ll think about it.”
“Do more than think,” Sin urged.
The music began before she could say any more. She picked up her bouquet and
took Andy’s hand. She and Gilly had decided to do things a little differently. There
were no attendants. No best man or maid of honor. They’d asked Bare and Paisley to
sign as witnesses for their marriage certificate, and both had eagerly agreed. The
ceremony was just the two of them, which seemed perfect. Sin had always known it
would be Andy to walk her down the aisle. Andy had played almost every role in
Sin’s life. Big sister, stern parent, confidant and best friend. There was no one else Sin
would have wanted at her side as she took this walk.
Her gaze locked on Gilly the moment she saw him waiting for her. Everything
else faded away. The ceremony flew by. Vows were said, rings exchanged then finally
it was time for him to kiss his bride. He pulled her close, softly brushing his lips over
hers once then once more. Then his mouth crushed hers as he half-lifted her up into
his embrace. Her hands sank into his hair, holding him close, urging him to never let
her go.
They finally broke apart amidst laughter and applause. She heard the minister
introduce them as Mr. and Mrs. Gilligan Marston. Then he leaned close and
whispered in her ear.
“I love you, Sinclair Marston.”
The first time. He’d told her the next time would be the first time. The first time
he told his wife he loved her.
“I love you, Gilligan Marston.”
He took her hand, and together, they turned to greet their family and friends.
Soon, they’d share more good news. For right now though, she had a craving for
Gilly, one she had no doubt would last a lifetime.
About the Author
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