PlayingTheMillionaire
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SandiLynn
PlayingTheMillionaire
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TableofContents
ChapterOne
ChapterTwo
ChapterThree
ChapterFour
ChapterFive
ChapterSix
ChapterSeven
ChapterEight
ChapterNine
ChapterTen
ChapterEleven
ChapterTwelve
ChapterThirteen
ChapterFourteen
ChapterFifteen
ChapterSixteen
ChapterSeventeen
ChapterEighteen
ChapterNineteen
ChapterTwenty
ChapterTwenty-One
ChapterTwenty-Two
ChapterTwenty-Three
ChapterTwenty-Four
ChapterTwenty-Five
ChapterTwenty-Six
ChapterTwenty-Seven
ChapterTwenty-Eight
ChapterTwenty-Nine
ChapterThirty
ChapterThirty-One
ChapterThirty-Two
ChapterThirty-Three
ChapterThirty-Four
ChapterThirty-Five
ChapterThirty-Six
ChapterThirty-Seven
ChapterThirty-Eight
ChapterThirty-Nine
ChapterForty
ChapterForty-One
ChapterForty-Two
ChapterForty-Three
Kate
Myeyeswereclosed,butmymindstillplannedmynextmove.MymovetoleaveSeattleandgohome.
IslowlyopenedmyeyesasIlaythereonmysidewithhisarmstretchedoutovermywaist.Hewasa
good man and my time spent with him was coming to an end. Nigel Thorne was a fifty-year-old
millionairewholikedtodevouryoungerwomen.He’dcharmthem,usethem,andthendiscardthemwhen
hegotbored.Hebecameboredquickly,whichwasgoodformebecauseIhadnoplanstostickaround.
ButhesaidIwasdifferent.Great.HesaidIwasakeeper.Shit.Forhowlong,Ididn’tknow.Hisfirst
mistakewastrustingme.Hewasacharmer,butIcharmedbetter.Hewasaseducer,butIhadseducedhim
first.HetoldmehelovedmeandItoldhimnottobesilly.Wehadonlyknowneachotheralittleover
twomonths,justenoughtimeformetofindouthisweaknessesandplayonthem.Heboughtmeexpensive
handbagsanddesignerclothes,aswellasdiamondearringsandabraceletthatwereworthovertwenty
thousanddollars.
Asmallsmilecrossedhislipsashiseyesopenedandlockedontomine.Hishandsweptthroughmy
hairasheleanedinandbrushedhismouthagainstmine.
“Goodmorning,”hewhispered.
“Morning,”Ispokewithasmallsmile.
“Whattimeisit?”heasked.
“Sixthirty.”
Hischestheavedasheletoutasighandrolledontohisback,foldinghishandsbehindhishead.
“Ihaveameetingateight.Don’tforgetaboutthedinnerpartyattheAndersons’tonight.”
“Ihaven’tforgotten.”Myfingerrandownhischest.
Hekissedmyforeheadbeforeclimbingoutofbedandhoppingintotheshower.
“I’llgomakesomecoffee,”IspokeasIslippedonmyredsatinrobe.
“Thankyou,darling.”
HelikedhiscoffeeFrenchpressed.Onceitwasfinished,Ipouredsomeintohisfavoritebrownmug
withonecubeofsugarandtwosplashesofskimmilk.Takingitintothebathroom,Isetthemugonthe
counterwhilehestoodinfrontofthemirrorandshaved.
“Whatareyourplansfortoday?”heasked.
“IthoughtI’ddosomeshopping,perhapsbuyanewdressforthedinnerpartytonight.”
“Good idea. Make sure it’s black, tight, and short.” He winked. “Take my credit card and spare no
expense.”
IhadnointentionofattendingthatpartybecauseI’dbelonggonebeforeheevengothomefromthe
office.Seattlewasniceandall,butmytimeherewasupandIhadotherprospectstocheckout.AsIwas
leavingthebathroom,hecalledmyname.
“Becca?”
“Yes?”Iturnedaround.
“Ithinkyoushouldmoveinwithme.”
Ugh.Ihatedwhentheysuggestedthat.Walkingovertohim,Iplacedmyhandonhisbackandstaredat
himthroughthemirror.
“We’lldiscussthatlater.You’regoingtobelateforyourmeetingifyoudon’thurryup.”Ismiled.
“I’minlovewithyou,BeccaWright.”
MylipspressedagainsthisbareshoulderbeforeIwalkedintothebedroomandlaidouthissuit.Once
hewasdressedandheadedoutthedoor,hekissedmegoodbye.Littledidheknowthatthekisshegave
mewouldbehislastone.Assoonasthefrontdoorshut,Ishowered,gotdressed,andwentintohishome
office,whereIremovedthelargepaintingofahuntingdogthatrevealedhiswallsafe.Hiscombination
was heavily guarded by him and nobody was allowed in his office when he opened it. I had placed a
hiddencameraamongstthebooksthatsatonthebookshelfacrossfromthepainting.25left,10right,5
left, 6 right, and voila, it opened. Inside sat piles of cash, two Rolex watches, a diamond ring that
belonged to his grandmother, and important documents that pertained to his business. Documents that
could ruin him if anyone ever got their hands on them. I placed the three-carat canary diamond on my
fingerandheldmyhandoutinfrontofme.Hisgrandmotherraisedhimhiswholelifeandbeforeshedied,
she was the most important person in the world. I grabbed a few stacks of cash—about a hundred
thousanddollars’worth—andthetwoRolexes,andshutthesafe.AsIwasputtingthepaintingbackonthe
wall,myeyescaughtsightofhisgrandmother’sring.Guiltstartedtowashoverme.AsmuchasIwanted
tokeepthepricelessbeauty,Iknewitwoulddevastatehimifitwentmissing.Hewasalreadygoingtobe
devastatedenoughoncehefoundoutIhadconnedhim.SoIreopenedthesafeandplaceditbackinside
thelittleredvelvetboxthatkeptitsecure.
IgrabbedthesmallovernightbagthatIpacked,shovedthemoneyandthewatchesinside,andheaded
outthedoorbacktomyapartment,whichIrentedfromweektoweek,tookoffmyshortplatinumwig,put
onmylongbrunetteone,andcalledforacabtotakemetotheairport.
WhenIarrived,Icheckedinandplacedmyluggageonthescale.WhenIhandedtheshortstockyman
mydriver’slicense,helookedatitandthenhandeditbacktomewithasmile.
“HaveasafeflighttoNewYork,MissGreaves.”
“Thankyou.”Iflashedmypearlywhitesathim.
Ienteredtheplane,setmycarry-onundertheseatinfrontofme,andsankintofirst-classseat2D.It
always had to be the second row and the window seat. If that seat was sold out, I’d have no problem
gettingthepersonwhoboughtittoswitchwithme.Firstrowwasoutofthequestionbecausetheyalways
made you stow your carry-on. Any rows beyond the second always ran out of the first choice of food
beforetheflightattendantreachedyou.Thatpissedmeoffmorethananything.Andthewindow?Always
thewindow.ItwasallabouttheviewandthepeaceandserenitythatIfeltwhenIsawthefluffinessofthe
cloudsthatenvelopedthesky.NottomentionthefactthatIhatedpeopleclimbingovermetogettothe
bathroomorthefoodcartsbumpingmeastheflightattendantsmadetheirwayupanddowntheaisles.
Ilaidmyheadbackandtookinadeepbreath,mybrunettewigstillinplaceandmyChanelsunglasses
coveringmyeyes.
“Soyou’retheonewhobookedthewindowseat?”Iheardaman’spowerfulvoicespeak.
I turned my head and slightly lowered my sunglasses only to find a well-tailored black Armani suit
staring me in the face. All six foot two of it. My eyes watched as he put his carry-on in the overhead
compartment,shutit,andthentookhisseatnexttomine.Shortlightbrownhairthatwascutinaclassic
crew.Simple.Stylish.AllAmerican.Astrongmasculinejawlinewithaperfectlymanicuredfiveo’clock
shadow,alluringlips,andapairofmen’sPhantomAviatorglassesthatcoveredhiseyes.Heradiateda
scent.Warmyetcool.Sophisticated.Sea-likewithahintofpatchouli.Hereekedofwealth.
“Excuseme?”
“WhenIbookedthisflight,Iwasdisappointedtoseethewindowseatwasalreadytaken.”Thecorners
ofhismouthslightlycurvedupwards.
ArushofwarmthfloodedmypantiesandIsworeI’djusthadanorgasm.
“Whendidyoubookthisflight?”Iasked.
“Yesterday.”
“Thenmaybeyoushouldhavebookeditsoonerifyouwantedthewindowseat.”Ismiled.
“Perhaps.ButmybusinessinSeattlefinishedearlierthanIexpected.”
“MayIgetyouabeverage?”theperkyyoungflightattendantasked.
“Tequilawithasplashoflime,please,”Ireplied.
“Andforyou,sir.”Her“Iwanttofuckyou”smilewidened.
“I’llhaveavodkacranberry.Lightonthecranberry.”Hegrinned.
Iglanceddownathisarm,whichwassittingonthearmrest,andtooknoteoftheCartierwatchthatsat
proudly on his wrist. Elegant, powerful, and out-of-this-world expensive. He didn’t remove his
sunglasses,butneitherdidI,soIcouldn’tverywellsaysomethingtohim.ButIwasdyingtoseehiseyes.
He wasn’t complete until I saw the color of them. Actually, he would never be complete until I saw
firsthandwhatkindofpackagehewassportingunderneathhisexpensivedesignerpants.Hewasthetype
of man women fell to their knees for, and I could understand why. He was beyond gorgeous. In fact, I
don’tthinkmyeyeseverlaidonanyonesexier.Helookedtobeearlythirties,thirty-twoatthemost.
“Yourtequilawithasplashoflime.”Theflightattendantsmiledasshehandedmemydrink.
“Thankyou.”
“Andyourvodkacranberry,lightonthecranberry.”Hergrinwidenedasshehandedhimhisdrinkwith
anapkintuckedunderneathit.
“Thankyou.”Heflirtatiouslysmiledback.
Rollingmyeyes,Ibroughtmyglasstomylips.Whenhesethisnapkindown,Inoticedshehadwritten
herphonenumberonitwithanotethatread:
“I’llbeinNewYorkforacoupleofdays.Callme.”
IsighedasIsetmydrinkdownonit.
“Oh.I’msorry.”Ipickeditbackup.“Iwouldhatefortheinktosmear.”
Heletoutachuckle.Damnit.Eventhatwashot.
“Noworries.Andifitdid,Iwouldn’tcare.”
“She’scute.Youwouldn’twanttohititatleastonce?”Iarchedmybrow.
“She’scute.Butshe’snotmytype.”
“Andwhatexactlyisyourtype?”Ismirked.
“Brunettes with long wavy hair and,” he reached over and pulled my glasses from my face, “rich
browneyes.”
I stared at him through his Ray-Bans, speechless and gasping for air. Grabbing my glasses from his
hand,Islippedthembackon.
Gabriel
The moment I stepped onto the plane and saw the incredibly beautiful woman sitting in the window
seatnexttomine,mycockstartedtorise.Longbrunettehairwithahintofwavethroughit,fullsensuous
lips,highcheekbones,andapairofblackChanelsunglassesthatframedherfacetoperfection.Normally,
I would ask the person occupying the window seat to switch with me, but something told me that this
beautywouldn’tgiveitup.Itwasthewayshecomposedherselfinherseat.Sheradiatedconfidenceand
thefactthatshekepthersunglassesonindicatedshedidn’twanttobemessedwith.AsIwasputtingmy
carry-on in the overhead compartment, the scent of jasmine and rose overtook my senses. Fresh,
seductive,andwarm.Shehadattitude.Ilikedit.TellingmeIshouldhavebookedmyflightsoonermade
melaughinside.Shedidn’tfumblewithherwordslikemostwomendidinmypresence.Shewaspoised
andcarefullyspoken.
“What’syourname?”Iaskedasshetookhersunglassesfrommyhandandputthembackon.
“Firstnamesonly.”Thecornersofhermouthcurvedupintoasmallsmile.“Hannah.”
“It’snicetomeetyou,Hannah.I’mGabriel.”
“Nicetomeetyou,Gabe.”Shecockedherheadassheextendedherhand.
“NotGabe.Gabriel.Idon’tdonicknames.”Iplacedmyhandinhers.
“Okay.Nowthatwe’veestablishedyoudon’tdonicknames,whatdoyoudo?”Inoticedherbrowarch
fromunderneathherglasses.
“I’mincorporatebusiness.Andyou?”
“I’manentrepreneur.”
“Forwhattypeofbusiness?”Iasked,forIwasintrigued.
“Handbags,jewelry,shoes.Anythingthatmakesagirlfeelpretty.”Shesmiled.
Her smile. Illuminating. Radiant. A one-of-a-kind smile. The kind of smile that would turn even the
shittiestofdaysaround.Mycockwasbehavingbadlyandshewouldbetheperfectwomantopunishit.
“IsyourbusinessinNewYork?”Iasked.
“No.I’mjustvisitingafriendforacoupleofdays.”
“Isee.Areyougoingtokeepyoursunglassesonthewholeflight?”Iasked.
“Are you? Or are you afraid that you will lose your power over me and expose your emotional
vulnerability?”Asmirkcrossedherlips.
“I’msorry?”Ishookmyhead.“What?”
“Peoplewhowearsunglassesinsideplacesdoitsotheycanintimidatepeople.Withthatintimidation,
comespower.Andthatpowerisamaskfortheemotionalvulnerabilitythatyoupossess.Oritcouldjust
simply mean that you want to create an aura of mystery about yourself, leaving people to guess what’s
hidingbeneaththoseglasses.”
Shit.Whatthefuck?
“Sowhichisit,Gabriel?Emotionalvulnerabilityormystery?”
“Icouldaskyouthesamething,Hannah,”Irepliedwithanarchinmybrow.
Sheletoutalightlaugh.“I’mwearingthembecauseI’mtiredandthedarknessoftheshadeswillhelp
mesleep.
“Thenbyallmeans,getsomerest.Iwillwakeyouwhenweland.”
“Thankyou.Youstillhaven’tansweredmyquestion.”
IsighedasIstaredather.
“AndI’mnotgoingto.”
“I’mgoingtogowithemotionalvulnerability.”Shereclinedherseatandturnedherheadtowardsthe
window.
Didsheevenrealizetowhomshewasspeaking?Somethingtoldmethatthisonewasoutofcontrol
withhermouth.Butyet,Ifoundherirresistible.Assheslept,Istaredather.Myeyesrakedoverthegray
cardigan she was wearing with the black tank top underneath and tight black pants. I needed to see her
standing up. My mind only imagined what was hiding under those layers of clothes. Her face was
beautifulandIwouldbetmylifethatherbodywasjustassexy.Onceagain,mycockstartedtorisejust
thinkingaboutmefuckingherfrombehind,grippingherassastightasIcouldwhileIpoundedinandout
ofher,listeningtothescreamsofherecstasyasmycocksatisfiedhereveryneed.
Ihadn’thadgreatsexinawhile.Greta,mynewlyex-girlfriend,hadbecomeunbelievablyirritating,
alwayswhiningandbitchingatmeforsomething.She’dbitchwhenIhadtoworklateandthentellher
momandsisterwhatahorribleboyfriendIwasbecauseIdidn’tspendenoughtimewithher.We’dbeen
datingforsixmonths,andforme,itwassixmonthstoolong.Withholdingsexwasherformofpunishment
forme.DidIcare?Notreally.We’dbeenbrokenupfortwenty-fourhoursandithadbeenthebesttwenty-
fourhoursofmylife.IhadnochoicebuttodumpherwhenIwasinSeattle.Icouldn’ttakehercallingme
everyhalfhourandthenblowupmyphonewithridiculoustextmessagesaskingmewhoIwassleeping
with because I didn’t answer. I’d never cheated on her. I didn’t do shit like that. It wasn’t who I was.
EventhoughIwasarichpowerfulman,Istillrespectedmyrelationshipswithwomen.Itwasherown
insecuritiesthatledhertothinkIwassleepingaroundwitheverywomanintheworld.Ha.Iwished.
WhenIwasn’tinarelationship,whichIfoundIwasbetteroffnotbeinginone,I’dhavealotofsex
withdifferentwomen.One-nightstandsmainly.WomenImetatbusinessconferences,bars,restaurants,
business trips. All casual, no strings, and absolutely perfect. I got my needs fulfilled without all the
bullshitdrama.ImadeavowthatonceIgotridofGretaandshewasoutofmylife,Iwouldstaysingle
foralongtime.Eveniftherightwomanappearedrightinfrontofme,itdidn’tmatter.Iwastiredofall
the harping. It exhausted me and work did that enough. Running a multi-billion-dollar hotel and resort
chainwasn’teasy.TherewastoomuchcompetitionoutthereandIneededtokeepontopofmygameifI
wantedtoremainthebest.
I was the CEO of Quinn Hotels. Our chain was right up there with Four Seasons, Ritz Carlton, and
MandarinOriental.Lastyear,ForbesplacedQuinnHotels,alsoknownas“Q,”numberfourontheirlist
ofthetenbesthotelschainsintheworld.Iinheritedthecompanywhenmyfatherpassedawayacoupleof
yearsago. He inheritedit from hisfather, my grandfather, whostarted the luxurioushotel chain back in
1929andquicklybecameahugecompetitorforHiltonHotels.
MyworkwasmylifeandthewomenIdatedneededtounderstandthat.Gretasworeshedid.WhichI
believedforthefirstmonthofourrelationship.Thenthearguingstartedandallthecrying.Thatwoman
criedarivermorethananyoneI’deverknown.Shestressedmeoutmorethanshemademehappy.Why
didn’tIdumphersooner?Ihadalotgoingoninmylifeandhavingtobreakupwithherseemedtobe
more trouble than what it was worth at the time. Piss poor excuse, I know. But I was in the middle of
openinganewhotel.WeranintoloadsofproblemsandIdidn’twanttodealwithher.
Kate
Thebumpinessoftheplanelandingjoltedmeoutofmyseat.
“Whatthehell?Doesn’tthispilotknowhowtolandaplane?”
Gabrielchuckled.“Itwasn’tthatbad.”
“Saysyou.Youweren’tinthemiddleofadreamonthebeach,soakingupthesunandbeingserved
fruitydrinkswithcutelittleumbrellasbyanincrediblysexyguy.”
“No.Iwasn’t.AndI’dbeoverlyconcernedifIwas.”Hesmirked.
Hissmirkmademetightenmylegs.Ididn’tmentionthattheincrediblysexyguyservingmedrinkson
the beach was him. I’d just met him and he was already invading my dreams. My eyes couldn’t stop
divertingthemselvestohisshinywatch.Theplanefinallycametoastopandthecaptainspokeoverthe
speaker.
“There will be a thirty-minute delay in retrieving your luggage from baggage claim. It appears that
someofthecarouselsarenotworkingatthemomentandthere’sabackupofluggagefromotherflights
thatwillbeputthroughfirst.”
“Areyoufuckingkiddingme?”IsighedasIstoodupfrommyseat.
“Doyouhavesomewheretobe?”Gabrielasked.
“Ofcourse.Don’tyou?”Icockedmyheadathimasweexitedtheplane.
“Yes,butit’sonlythirtyminutes,”hereplied.“Howaboutwegetadrinkwhilewewait?”
“IthinkadrinkwouldbefinesinceI’mnotgoinganywhereanytimesoon.”Ismiled.
Ineededthatwatch.
We entered the Delta Sky Lounge, ordered our drinks, and took a seat on a bright red couch. When
Gabrielremovedhisglasses,Ifelttheairinmylungsconstrict.Arichchocolatebrown.Seductive.The
kindofeyesthatcouldburnaholethroughyourverysoul.
“So,whatdoyoudointhecorporateworld?”Iasked.
“Alotofshitthatmakesmyheadgocrazy.”Hegrinned.“Whereisyourstorelocated?”
“CyberWorld.”
“Ah,you’reanonlineretailer?”Hisbrowarched.
“Yes.”Ismiled.
“What’sthename?”heasked.
“Whydoyouwanttoknow?”
“Whynot?”
“Soyoucanstalkme?”Igavehimaslysmile.
Oureyeswerefixatedoneachother’sandthesexualchemistrybetweenuswasonfire.Hewantedto
fuckmeasbadlyasIwantedhiswatch.
“Iwouldn’tstalkyou.I’mjustcurious.”Hebroughthishanduptomycheek.
“I’msureyouhavesomeonewaitingathomeforyou,”Ispoke.
“Idon’t.”
“Someoneassexyasyouissingle?”
“Yes.”Hishandrandownmycheek.
Igulpedatthefiercevibratingdownbelow.
“Howaboutyou?”heaskedasheplacedhishandbetweenmylegs.
“No.Idon’thaveanyone.”
“Someoneasbeautifulasyouissingle?”
“That’sright.”Ismiled.
Hetookhisthumbandranitacrossmylips.Asareaction,Itookitinmymouth.
“Fuck,Hannah.Ithinkweneedtogointothebathroom.”
“Leadtheway.”Ismiled.
Hegrabbedholdofmyhandandledmedownthesmallhallwaywherethebathroomwas.Assoonas
wewerebothinside,heshutthedoorandlockedit.Suddenly,hishandsgrabbedthesidesofmyfaceand
hismouthsmashedintominewithoutwarning.Istumbledbackasheheldontomewithonearmwrapped
around my waist. Our lips tangled and our tongues greeted each other. This was what you called an
unexpected heated moment. Sliding his suitcoat off his shoulders, I quickly unbuttoned his crisp white
shirtashishandsslidoffmycardiganandthendippeddownthefrontofmyshirt,gropingmybreastsas
subtlemoansescapedhim.Hebrokeourkissandtookdownhispants.Thankgodhewassoblessedin
thegoodsdepartment.Thick,long,hard,andbeautiful.Iwasgoingtohaveanorgasmjustlookingatit.
“Likewhatyousee?”Hesmirked.
“Definitely.”Ilickedmylips.
Heplacedhishandsonmyhipsandturnedmearoundbeforepullingdownmypantsandpressinghis
hardcockagainstme.
“Iwantyoutowatchmefuckyouinthemirror,”heseductivelyspokeashedippedhisfingerinside
me.
Ithrewmyheadbackindesireasheexploredmyinsides.
“You’resowet.Areyoureadyforme?”heaskedasherippedacondompackageopenandrolledit
overhiscock.
“Yes,”Ispokebreathlesslyasmybodyprepareditselfforhisentrance.
Hethrustinsideme.Hard.Deep.ThefeelofhimwasintoxicatingandIwasgettingdrunkwitheach
stroke.Hisgriponmyhipstightenedashepoundedintome,makingmevoicethepleasureIfelt.Ilooked
athimthroughthemirrorandoureyesmet.
“Don’tlookawaywhenyoucome,”hespoke.
Mybodywaspushedtothelimitsandtheminutehereachedhishandoverandplaceditontopofmy
clit,anorgasmrushedthroughme.
“That’sit.God,that’sit,”hepanted.
Onelasthardthrustandhehaltedwhiledeepmoansescapedhimashecame.
Ireachedmyhandaroundandplaceditonthebackofhisheadashislipspressedagainstmyshoulder.
Hepulledout,removedthecondom,andtosseditinthetrashcan.Hebentdown,pulledupmypants,and
thengropedmybreastsonelasttime.Ipickedupmycardigan,slippediton,andtookholdofhiswrist
beforeheputonhissuitcoat.HelookedatmeasIbroughtmyotherhanduptohischeek.
“Thankyou.”Ismiledasmylipstenderlymethis.
“You’rewelcome.”
I let go of his wrist and slipped his watch into the pocket of my cardigan. Now I needed to make a
quickexitbeforehenoticeditwasgone.Wewalkedoutofthebathroomtogetherandoutofthelounge.
“Itwasnicetomeetyou,Gabriel.”IsmiledasIwalkedtheoppositeway.
“Baggageclaimisthisway?”Hepointed.
“Ihaveaquickphonecalltomakefirst.Thanksagain.”Ibitdownonmybottomlip.
“Thepleasurewasallmine,Hannah.”Hewinked.
IknewJFKlikethebackofmyhandsinceItraveledsomuchandwentanotherwaytogettobaggage
claim.WhenIgotthere,Ihidaroundthecornerandwaitedforhimtoretrievehisluggage.Oncehedid
andbegantowalkaway,IswallowedhardasIsilentlywhispered,“Goodbye,Gabriel.”Afterhewalked
outthedooroftheairport,Igrabbedmybagsandheadedtheoppositeway,whereIhailedacabandwent
home.
Gabriel
MybagwascomingaroundthecarouselwhenIarrived.IfeltalittleoffbywhathadhappenedandI
didn’twanttowalkaway.ShewasincredibleandIneededtoknowmoreabouther.Butshedidsayshe
wasonlyinNewYorkforacoupleofdays.ItwastimeIputHannahoutofmymindbecauseI’dnever
seeheragain.
“Goodevening,Carl,”IspokeasIclimbedintothebackofmylimo.
“Goodevening,sir.HowwasSeattle?”
“Rainy.”Ismiled.“Butproductive.”
“Home,sir?”heasked.
“Yes.”
Iturnedmywristtolookatthetimeonmywatchanditwasn’tthere.
“Whatthehell?”Iloudlyspoke.
“Issomethingwrong,Mr.Quinn?”
Inevertookmywatchoff.IdistinctlyremembereditbeingonmywristwhileIwasfuckingher.
“Thatbitchstolemywatch!”
“Excuseme,sir?”Carlspoke.
“Nothing.”Iclimbedoutofthecar.“I’llberightback.Ihavetolookforsomeone.”
I raced back to baggage claim and looked around for Hannah. Looking at the carousel where our
luggagehadcomefrom,itwasempty.Isteppedoutsideandlookedaround.Nothing.Shewasn’tanywhere
tobefound.IclimbedbackinthelimoandtoldCarltotakemehome.
Iwasenraged.Athirty-thousand-dollarwatchgone.TakenbyawomanImetonanairplaneandfucked
intheskyloungeatJFKairport.HowstupidcouldIbe?Fuck!Ipulledmyringingphonefrompocketand
sawitwasGretacalling.Whatthehelldidshewant?Iwasn’tinanymoodtodealwithher,soIsenther
tovoicemail.
Carl pulled up to my building at 178 East 94
th
Street, a townhome I had purchased three years ago
when it went into foreclosure. My family and friends were shocked when I purchased it because they
always believed I was a high-rise penthouse type of man. The thing I liked most was the homey feel it
had.ItwasaplaceIfeltwouldberighttohaveafamilysomedayinthedistantfuture.Oratleastthatwas
whatIsawthreeyearsago.Sincethen,myviewsonfamilyandmarriagehaddrasticallychangedthanks
tothecrazywomenI’ddated.
AssoonasIsteppedthroughthefrontdoor,Grace,myhousekeeper,greetedme.
“Welcomehome,Gabriel,”shespokeasshetookmysuitcasefromme.
“Thanks,Grace.How’severythinggoing?”
“Well,yourex-girlfriendstoppedbyearlierandcriedhereyesouttome,mumblingsomethingabout
whatanassholeyouareandhowyoubrokeupwithheroverthephone.”
Irolledmyeyes.“Sorryaboutthat.”
“Don’tbe.TheonlythingIheardwasyoubreakingupwithher.”Shesmiled.“Don’tgetmewrong;
shewasanokaygirl,butshesurewhinedandcriedalot.”
“Iknow.”Isighed.
“I’mgoingtotakeyoursuitcaseupstairsandthenheadhome.There’sdinnerwarmingintheovenif
you’rehungry.”
“Thanks,Grace.Iappreciateit.”
“Noproblem.I’llseeyoutomorrow.”
I took the bottle of bourbon and a glass and went up and took a seat on the terrace. Pulling out my
phone,Icalledmylittlebrother,Caleb.
“Hey,bigbrother,howwasSeattle?”heanswered.
“Itwasgood.Whatareyoudoing?”
“Packing.IleaveforLosAngelestomorrow.”
“Ah.That’sright.Doyouhavetimetostopbyforadrink?”
“Sure.GivemeaboutanhourandI’llbeover.”
“Soundsgood.IcansendCarltopickyouup,”Ispokebymistake.
“Really,Gabriel?”
“Sorry.I’llseeyouinaboutanhour.I’mupontheterrace.”
Caleb Quinn, my twenty-four-year-old determined-to-be-a-rock-star brother was against anything
money. I guess you could say he had always been the black sheep of the family, at least in my father’s
eyes. He hated wealth and wanted nothing to do with the upper-class society, including our father’s
company.Iwasallbusinessadventureswhilehewasallaboutthemusic.Hehadmusicinhissoulandit
showed every time he picked up his guitar. Our father was a tough man with a dream of both his sons
running the family company, and when my brother graduated high school and threw away a college
opportunity to pursue music, my father practically disowned him, calling him a disgrace to the Quinn
name.Ididn’tcarewhatCalebdidordidn’tdo,hewasmybrotherandIlovedhim.
“Hey,bro,”Calebspokeasheleaneddownandgavemealighthugbeforetakingaseatacrossfrom
me.
“Hey,Caleb.Drink?”Iasked.
“Yougotanybeeruphere?”
Ichuckled.“Onlyforyou.”
I stood up from the couch and walked over to the minibar that sat on the terrace and grabbed him a
beer.
“Whattimeisyourflighttomorrow?”Iasked.
“Eighta.m.Where’sGreta?Ifiguredshewouldhavebeenheresinceyoujustgothome.”
Isighed.“Ibrokethingsoffwithher.”
“Wow.When?”
“Acoupleofdaysago.”
“WhileyouwereinSeattle?”Helaughed.
“Icouldn’ttakeitanymore.”
“Yeah.Igetthat.Shewasawhinerandveryinsecure.Ineverunderstoodwhatyousawinher.”He
helduphisbottleofbeer.“Here’stoboththeQuinnbrothersbeingsingleagain.”Hesmiled.
“Touché.”Ilightlytappedmyglassagainsthisbottle.
IwasembarrassedbywhathappenedattheairportandIdebatedwhetherornottotellCalebuntilhe
noticedIwasn’twearingmywatch.
“Where’syourwatch?Younevertakeitoff.”
Itookinadeep,relentlessbreath.
“You’renevergoingtobelievewhathappened.”
“Don’ttellmeyoulostit.”Hekickedbackhisbeer.
“Itwasstolen.”
“Stolen?Themaidatthehotel?”Hecockedhishead.
“No.ByawomanwhoImetontheplanehomeandfuckedinthebathroomintheskyloungeatJFK.”
Aroaroflaughtercamefromhim.
“Shutthefuckup!”Hecontinuedlaughing.“Youleftitonthesinkandthenshetookit,right?”
“No.Shetookitrightoffmywrist,andIdidn’tknowituntilIgotinthecartocomehome,”Ispoke
withirritation.
“JesusChrist,Gabriel.Howdidyouletthathappen?”Hecontinuedtolaugh.“Imean,comeon,bro,
shejustslippeditrightoffyourwristwithoutyouknowing?”
“Yep.”
“Damn,shemusthavebeenonehellofafuckforyoutospaceoutlikethat.Justcallherupandaskher
foritback.”
“Iwould,butIdon’thavehernumber.”
“Ah.”Hefinishedoffhisbeer.“Didyouatleastgethername?”
“Hannah, and that’s all I know about her except that she runs some women’s online retail shop. She
doesn’tevenliveinNewYork.Shesaidshe’sonlyhereforacoupleofdaysvisitingafriend.”
Hetippedhisemptybeerbottletowardsme.“You,bigbrother,gotrippedoffbyachickwho’ssitting
prettywithathirty-thousand-dollarCartierwatch.”
“Domeafavoranddon’tsayawordaboutthistoanyone.Thislittlemishapstaysbetweenus.”
“Don’tworry.I’mwaytooembarrassedforyoutotalkaboutit.”Hegrinned.“Thanksforthebeer.”
He stood up. “I better get going. I have a few things to wrap up before me and the band head to L.A.
tomorrow.”
Ipulledafewhundred-dollarbillsoutofmywalletandplacedtheminCaleb’shand.
“Gabriel,Idon’t—”
“Idon’tcareifyoudon’tneedit.Justtakeit.Please.I’vebeenthroughenoughtodayandyouturningit
downwillmakemefeelworse.”
Heletoutaheavysigh.
“Thanks,”hespokeashehuggedme.
“You’rewelcome.GoodluckwithSonyRecordstomorrow.Iknowyou’llnailacontract.”Ismiled.
“Ihopeso.I’llcallyouwhenIgetback.”Heflickedhisfingerundermychin.“Cheerup,buttercup.
Thebrightsideisyoucanaffordtogoouttomorrowandbuyanotherone.”
Igavehimasmallsmile,andashewasleavingtheterrace,heturnedandlookedatme.
“Iknowit’snotactuallyaboutthewatch,bro.”
Ipickedupthebottleofbourbonandpouredonelastglassforthenight.AsIstoodandlookedoutat
theEastRiverinthemidstofthebrightlylitcity,Iknewhewasright.Itwasn’tsomuchaboutthewatch
asitwasaboutthewomanwhostoleitfromme.
Kate
Whenthecabpulledupto16East84
th
Street,Igotoutandstaredatthefive-storybrickbuilding.Itfelt
goodtobehome.
“Here’syourluggage,ma’am,”thecabdriverspoke.
“Thankyou.”IsmiledasIreachedintomypurseandpaidhimalongwithageneroustip.
IrolledmysuitcasebehindmeasIclimbedontheelevatorandtookituptomyapartmentonthefifth
floor.Insertingthekeyintothelock,Ipushedopenthedoorandturnedonthelightswitchinthehallway.
Brownboxeswerescatteredalloverthefloorwaitingtobeunpacked.Ihadonlybeeninmynewplace
forthreenightsbeforeIleftforSeattle.
ImovedfromChicagotoManhattantobeclosertomydad.WhenIwasalittlegirl,wemovedaround
alot,neverstayinginoneplacemorethansixmonthstolessthanayearatatime.Ineverhadanyfriends
because we never stuck around long enough for me to make any connections with anyone. When I was
eighteen,wemovedtoChicago.Mydadsaidthatitcouldpossiblybeapermanentplaceforus,andifthe
job he was going to do in New York panned out, we could stay and I could go to college. But he got
involvedwiththewrongpeopleanditendedupcostinghimtwentyyearsatRikersIsland.
Ithrewmycarry-onbagonthebedandstartedunpackingit.PullingGabriel’swatchfromthepocketof
my cardigan, I held it in my hand and thought of him. A feeling swept over me and thoughts about our
encounter in the bathroom sent shivers down my spine. In fact, it wasn’t just thoughts about what
happened,itwasthoughtsabouthimingeneral.Shakingmyhead,Isnappedbackintorealityandfinished
unpackingmyluggage.Icouldn’tthinkabouthim.Ididn’twanttothinkabouthim.Ihadotherthingstodo.
Business.Itwasnowalwaysaboutthebusiness.IhadsixrulesIlivedby.
1.
Knowyourmark.
2.
Listenandneverlookbored.
3.
Neverrevealyourtrueself.
4.
Neverstayinoneplacetoolong.
5.
Exitassmoothlyasyouentered.
6.
Neverfallinlove.
EverythingIdid,Ididalone.Ididn’ttrustanyone.HowcouldIwhenIcouldn’teventrustmyself?
This wasn’t going to be my life. Just long enough until I paid off his debt. I visited my dad once a
month,nomatterwhereIwas.Itwasimportanttomeandtohim.HewasallIhadleftinthisworld.I
lived out of hotels most of the time and some of the time I rented an apartment week to week,
dependingonhowlongIwasgoingtobeinoneplace.
Ihadbeenlyingtohimforthepastsixyears.HebelievedIhadbeenlivinginChicagoworkingas
awaitressinanupscalerestaurantandpayingmywaythroughcollegetakingparttimeclasses.Ifhe
knewthetruth,he’dbedisappointed,andhewasthelastpersonIwantedtodisappoint.
****
OneMonthLater
I placed the long burgundy-colored wig with the loose curls on my head and secured it in place.
Afterpoppingtheemeraldgreencontactsintomyeyes,Idressedinalowcut,shortblacksleeveless
dressandslippedmyfeetintoapairofJimmyChoopeeptoeblackheelswithredbottoms.Grabbing
myredeveningbagfromthedresser,IhailedacabovertoThePlazaHotelwhereSamuelColdwater
waspickingmeup.HebelievedIwasstayingthereuntilIfoundapermanentplacetolive.Iwaited
insideandwatchedoutthelobbydoorsforhislimotopulluptothecurb.OnceIsawhimclimbout,I
methimonthesidewalk.
“Amy, you look simply stunning.” He smiled as he took hold of my hand and brought it up to his
lips.
“Sodoyou,darling,”Ispokeashehelpedmeintothecar.
“Iwasgoingtocomeupandgetyou.Youdidn’thavetowaitinthelobby.”
“Iwasreadyearlierthanplanned,soIthoughtI’dsaveyouthetripup.”Ismiled.
WewereonourwaytotheChampagne&DiamondsWinterGalaattheMandarinOrientalthathis
company,ColdwaterEnterprises,washosting.Itwasacharityeventforthesupportanddevelopment
of a women’s center for specialty care. It was to be named the Celeste Coldwater Center after his
wife,whopassedawayoverayearago.
“Iwanttogiveyousomething.”Hesmiledashereachedintohiscoatpocketandpulledoutasmall
blueboxfromTiffany.
“Samuel,youshouldn’thave.”
“Justopenit,darling.”
Iuntiedthewhiteribbonandopenedthebox.Reachinginside,Ipulledoutavelvetblueringbox
andslowlyliftedthelid.
“Samuel.Ohmygod.It’sbeautiful.”
Hetookthewhitegold,round-cutpinkdiamond—encasedwithsmallerpinkdiamonds—ringoutof
theboxandplaceditonmyrightringfinger.
“Itlooksgorgeousonyou,Amy.”Hebroughtmyhandtohislips.
“Samuel,Ican’tacceptthis.It’stoomuch.Wehaven’tknowneachotherthatlong.”Tearssprangto
my eyes. On command tears that I had mastered over the years. The same tears I used to use on my
fatherwhenitsuitedthesituation.
“Nothingistoomuchforyou,darling.You’reveryspecialtomeandIwantyoutoknowjusthow
much.”Hecaressedmycheek.
Leaningin,Ibrushedmylipsagainsthis.
“You’respecialtometoo.Thankyou.”
The limo pulled up to the Mandarin Oriental and we stepped inside and headed to the grand
ballroom where the event was taking place. Guests had already started to fill the room. All of the
Manhattan upper class society was there. Women were dripping in diamonds and men reeked of
Cartier,Rolex,anddiamondcufflinks.
“MayIgetyouaglassofchampagne?”Samuelasked.
“Aglassofchampagnewouldbenice.Thankyou.”Ismiled.
Samuel Coldwater, founder and CEO of Coldwater Enterprises, was worth millions. He was a
fifty-five-year-old man who stood approximately six feet two with salt and pepper hair. He was in
great shape for his age and a man who took his looks very seriously. I wasn’t the first woman he’d
datedsincehiswifepassed,butIwastheyoungest.
IwalkedaroundtheroomandmingledwithSamuel’sguests,accidentallybumpingintomenwho
quicklyforgavemewithaglorious“Iwouldlovetofuckyou”smile.Asmilethatwouldquicklyturn
to frustration once they discovered their wallet, watches, and other valuables were missing in the
morning.
Gabriel
Iwasstandingbythebartalkingtoafriendofmine,OwenGray,whenawomanwithcurlybrown
hairinaredlowcutdressinvadedourspace.
“Heythere,handsome.”Shesmiled.
“Hello.”Ismiledback.
“Isthatbourbonyou’redrinking?”
“Itis.Wouldyoulikeone?”
“I’dloveone.”Shebattedhereyes.“I’mTashCummings.”Sheheldoutherhandwithherwell-
manicuredfingers.
“GabrielQuinn,”IpolitelyspokeasIplacedmyhandinhers.
Owen excused himself to the restroom and left me and Tash to talk alone. As she was going on
aboutherex-boyfriend,myeyesglancedaroundtheballroominboredom.Ineededtofindawayto
politelyescapethiswoman.ThatwaswhenInoticedawomanwithlongburgundy-coloredhairinan
elegantblackdressheadedtowardsthebar.Shecaptivatedme.
“Excuseme,Gabriel.Areyouevenlisteningtome?”Tashaskedwithirritation.
Myeyessnappedbacktohers.“Yes.I’msorry.Pleaseexcusemeforamoment.Afriendofmine
justwalkedinthatIhaven’tseeninaverylongtime.We’llcatchuplater.”IsmiledasIplacedmy
handonherarmandwalkedaway.
As I was walking towards her, she was stopped by another woman and they began to have a
conversation. I halted a few feet back. That smile. I gulped. It couldn’t be. She finished her
conversationandIfollowedbehindhertothebar.
“WhatcanIgetyou,miss?”thebartenderasked.
“Tequilawithasplashoflime,please.”
IcouldfeeltheangerrisethroughmybodyasIclenchedmyfists.Icouldn’tletherseeme.Notyet.
Nothereinfrontofallthesepeople.I’dfollowherandwaituntilshewasalonebeforeIconfronted
herandpossiblykilledher.Iwalkedawaytotheothersideoftheballroom,nevertakingmyeyesoff
her,watchinghereverymove.Samuelwalkeduptoherandkissedhercheek.Whatthefuck?Wasshe
withhim?Shehookedherarminhisasheledhertotheirtablefordinner.Itookaseatatatablewith
somefriendsofmineacrosstheroom,farenoughawaybutcloseenoughtokeepaneyeonher.
“Nodatetonight,Gabriel?”myfriendJordanasked.
“Actually, the woman I was supposed to bring has the flu. And speaking of dates, who is that
womanwithSamuel?”
“I have no clue, but he’s sure one lucky bastard. She’s gorgeous. I’d fuck her until my dick went
numb.”Jordangrinned.
“AllIknowishernameisAmyandhe’sheadoverheelsforher,”Owenchimedin.“Heboughther
thisgorgeoustwenty-thousand-dollarpinkdiamondringatTiffany.”
“Hetoldyouthat?”Iasked.
“IwasintherebuyingabraceletforKitty’sbirthdayandIranintohim.Hewasreallyexcitedto
giveittoher.”
“Isee,”IspokeasIstaredacrosstheroomather.
Samuelgotupandexitedtheballroom.Isuspectedhewasheadedtothemen’sroom,soIfollowed
him.
“Hellothere,Samuel,”IspokeasItooktheurinalnexttohim.
“Goodtoseeyou,Gabriel.Thankyouforcoming.”
“Noproblem.Anythingforagoodcause.Icouldn’thelpbutadmireyourdatetonight.”
“Ah, yes. That’s Amy. Isn’t she a beauty? She’s so smart and elegant. She’s a keeper, that one. I
haven’tbeenthishappysincebeforeCelestepassedaway.”
“Yes.Sheisverybeautiful.You’realuckyman,Samuel.”Ismiled.
“Isuream,Gabriel.”Hewinked.
****
Kate
Iwaseatingdinner,andwhenSamuelgotupandexcusedhimselftotherestroom,Iglancedacross
the room and saw a gorgeous-looking man in a black tux heading out the ballroom doors. What the
hell? Shit. It couldn’t be. A nervousness settled inside me. What was he doing here? I needed to
remaincalm.Therewasnowayhecouldrecognizeme.Ilookedtotallydifferentfromthatdayonthe
plane. Different hair, different color eyes, and a different nose. But I couldn’t take the chance, so I
neededtomakeanescapeandgetthehelloutofthere.IwaitedandwatchedasGabrielandSamuel
walkedbackintotheballroomtogether.Shit.WhatifSamuelbroughthimoverandintroducedus?I
started to feel sick. I wasn’t just a fuck at the airport. I was the fuck who stole his thirty-thousand-
dollarCartierwatch.SamueltookhisseatnexttomineandIgentlyplacedmyhandonhis.
“I’mnotfeelingwell.Ifit’sokaywithyou,I’mgoingtoheadbacktothehotel.”
“What’swrong,darling?”heaskedwithconcern.
“Just a little lightheaded and my stomach doesn’t feel very good. I’m worried I may be coming
downwithsomething.”
“Thenlet’sgo.Youneedtoliedownandrest.”
“Youstay,”Ispoke.“Thisisyoureventandyou’rethehost.Youjustcan’tleave.”
“ButI’mworriedaboutyou.”
“Thank you, Samuel. I appreciate it, but I’ll be fine. If I need anything, I’ll call you.” I gently
smiled.
“Alright.I’llhaveBrunobringthelimoaround.”Hekissedmycheek.
****
Gabriel
Isawhergetupfromherseatandheadoutthedoorsoftheballroom,soIfollowedher.Iassumed
shewasheadingtotherestroom,butshewentoutsidethehoteldoorsandstoodatthecurb.Pullingmy
phone from my pocket, I called Carl to bring the limo around. I waited inside and watched as a
differentlimopulledupandsheclimbedinside,alone.Asthelimowaspullingaway,Carlpulledup.I
hurriedandclimbedinside,tellinghimtofollowthatlimobuttobediscreetaboutit.
Her limo pulled up to The Plaza Hotel and she climbed out and went inside. I needed to get her
alone,soIplannedtofollowheruptoherroom.ButbeforeIcouldevengetoutofthelimo,shecame
backoutsideandhailedacab.Whatthehellwasshedoing?
“Followthatcab,Carl.”
“Yes,sir.”
Thecabpulledupalongsidethecurbofanapartmentbuildingandsheclimbedout.
“Carl,followherandgrabthedoorwhensheopensit.”
CarldidasIaskedandassoonassheenteredthebuilding,Isteppedoutofthelimoandfollowed
her inside to the elevator. This was my chance. The doors began to close, so I stuck my hand in
betweentostopthem.Whentheyopened,oureyeslockedoneachother’s.Emeraldgreeninsteadof
brown.Ithadtobeherandifitwasn’t,Iwasindeepshit.
“Hello.”IsmiledasIplayeditoffasifIdidn’tknowher.
“Hello.”Shelookedawayfromme.
Isteppedinsidetheelevatorandnoticedshepushedthebuttontothefifthfloor.
“Whichfloor?”sheasked.
“Sameasyou.”
Shewasnervous.IcouldsmellitandIcouldtellbythewayshestaredstraightaheadandlightly
tappedherfootontheground.
“You’reverybeautiful,”Ispoke.
“Ifyou’rethinkingabouttryingsomething,youbetterthinktwice,”shereplied.
Isilentlylaughedtomyself.Thatfuckingattitude.Itwasherallright.Thesecondthedoorsshut,I
placedmyhandaroundherneckandpushedherupagainsttheelevatorwall.
“YouhavesomethingofmineandIwantitback!”IspokethroughgrittedteethasIstaredintoher
calmeyes.
“Idon’tknowwhatyou’retalkingabout.”
Mygriparoundhertightened.“Ithinkyoudo,Hannah.”Icockedmyhead.
“ThenameisAmy.Youobviouslyhavethewrongperson.”
TheelevatordoorsopenedandIreleasedherbutquicklygrabbedholdofherarmwithatightgrip.
“Letgoofme,youpsychoticasshole!”Shestruggledtogetawayfromme.
“Thisiswhatwe’regoingtodo.We’regoingtoyourapartmentandyou’regoingtotellmeexactly
whoyouare.”
Sheturnedherhead,spitinmyface,brokefreefrommygrip,kneedmeintheballs,andrandown
thehallway.
“Fuck!”Igrabbedmycrotchandthrewmyheadback.
Iranafterherjustasshemadeitinsideherapartment,andasshetriedtoclosethedoor,Ipushedit
harderandshefellback.Steppinginside,Iclosedthedoorandlockedit.
“What do you want, Gabriel? You want to fuck me again?” she asked in anger as she crawled
backwardsonthefloorawayfromme.
“No,sweetheart.Idon’t.Iwantmywatchback.AssoonasIgetit,I’llleave.”
Shetookinadeepbreathandgotupfromthefloor.Sheappearedtohavecalmeddown.Icouldn’t
stopstaringatherlongleanlegsandherkillerbodyasshetookoffhershoes.
Kate
“Listen,I’msorryaboutyourwatch,”IspokeasItookmyshoestomybedroomandthrewtheminthe
closet.
“Sorry?You’resorry?Isthatallyoucansay?Iwantmyfuckingwatchback!”heshouted.
“IwishIcouldgiveittoyou,butIcan’t.”
“Whatdoyoumeanyoucan’t?”hespokethroughgrittedteeth.
Iwenttoleavethebedroom,andasIwalkedpasthim,hegrabbedmyarm.
“Again.Whatdoyoumeanyoucan’t?”
“Isoldit.Okay?”
Heletgoofmyarmandplacedhishandsonhishead.
“Yousoldit?”hespokeinacalmtone.“Whothefuckareyou?”
“Someone you never should have trusted,” I replied as I walked out of the bedroom and into the
kitchenforaglassofwine.
Hedidn’tfollowmeoutofthebedroomandthatconcernedme.Ineededhimoutofmyapartment.AsI
waspouringaglassofwine,Iheardallkindsofnoisescomingfromthebedroom.WhenIrantoseewhat
wasgoingon,hewasinthemiddleofransackingmyroom.Allmydresserdrawerswereopenedandmy
lingerieandclotheswerealloverthefloor.
“Whatdoyouthinkyou’redoing?”IyelledwhenIfoundhiminmyclosetgrabbingtheblackleather
briefcaseIhadhiddenonashelfbehindmylongdresses.
“What’swithallthewigs,Hannah?”
“Givemethat!”ItriedtograbthebriefcasefromhishandashepushedmebackandIfellagainstthe
closetdoor.
Hethrewitonthebedandopenedit.
“Whatthefuck?”Heturnedhisheadandlookedatme.“HannahGreaves.AmyFrankel,BeccaWright,
TheaTurner,GizelleCarrington.”Herattledoffeachnameashethrewmypassportsonebyoneonthe
bed.“JennySmith,BrianaHolmes,DianaVermander,NicolePotts.Mygod.Ican’tbelievethis.”
“I’mcallingthepolice,”IspokeasIgotup.“AndI’mpressingchargesagainstyouforassault.”
“Go ahead. I won’t be the only one going to jail.” He glared at me as he sat down on the bed and
foldedhishands.
Istoodtherewithmybackupagainstthewall,plottingmynextmove.Therehadtobeawayoutof
this.Suddenly,hejumpedupfromthebedandhastilywalkedtothehallwaywhereIhadmypursesitting
onthetable.Ichasedhimandtriedtograbit,butitwastoolate.
“You’re just a common little thief. Did you take all of this tonight?” His eyes narrowed at me as he
dumpedthecontentsofmypurseonthefloor.
IlookedawayasIstoodtherewithmyarmscrossed.
“AndSamuel?”heasked.“Whatwereyouhopingtogetoutofhim?Didhegiveyouthatringyou’re
wearing?Isthatwhatyoudo?Youfindrichmen,getthemtofallinlovewithyou,andthenripthemoff?”
heshouted.“Answerme!”
Iremainedcalm.IcouldgetoutofthissituationbecauseIwasgood.HewantedmeoncebeforeandI
knewhewouldn’tbeabletoresistmenow.Walkingovertohim,Iranmyfingerdownhischest.
“Wecanworkthisout,”Ispokeinaseductivevoice.
Ileanedinandattemptedtobrushmylipsagainsthis,buthegrabbedholdofbothmyarmsandpushed
meaway.
“Youbetwe’regoingtoworkthisout.Packabag;you’recomingwithme.”
“Excuseme?Where?”
“Tomyhouse.”
“You’recrazy.I’mnotleavingwithyou.”
“Onenight.That’sallIask.”Hisdemeanorandtoneofvoicechanged.“Onenightforthirtythousand
dollars. If you agree to sleep with me, I will forget all of this and we’ll part ways and never see each
otheragain.”
“Why?”Iaskedsuspiciously.
“Becauseyoulookincredibleinthatdress,it’samiraclethatI’mseeingyouagain,andIneveronce
stoppedthinkingaboutourencounterattheairport.”
Heslowlywalkedtowardsmeandranthebackofhishanddownmycheek.
“Iwantyoutostaywithmeforthenight.It’stheleastyoucandotorepaymeforthewatchyoustole.”
“Thenyoucanstayhereatmyplacetonight,”Ispoke.
“I’m more comfortable at my place. Plus, I have a couple things there I would like to try with you.
Afterall,IneedtomakesureIgetmythirty-thousanddollars’worth.”Hesmirked.
Igulped.HewaskinkyandIfoundmyselfturnedon.Ihadn’tstoppedthinkingabouthimsincethatday
andIcouldn’tevensaywhy.
He leaned in and softly brushed his lips against mine, nipping at my bottom lip and parting my lips
withhistongue.MybodywasonfireandIwantedhiminsidemeagain.
“That’saprettyexpensivenight,”Ispokebreathlessly.
“Iknowit’llbeworthit.I’mamanandIhavemanyneeds.NeedsIknowyoucanfulfill.LikeIsaid,I
can’t seem to stop thinking about that day at the airport.” His hands ran up the back of my dress and
grabbedholdofmyass.“Youhavetoadmit,weweregoodtogether.”
“Fine.ButIleaveinthemorning,”IspokeasIranmyhandoverthebulgeinhispants.
“That’sfine.I’dwantyoutoleaveanyway.”
Histonguetraveledtomyneckandsliddowntomycleavage.MylowerhalfwasonfireandIneeded
himtofantheflames.
“Nowlet’sgopackyouabag,”hespokeasheledmebackintothebedroom.
This was my only way out. I would spend the night with him and then leave in the morning. Once I
returnedhome,IwouldpackupeverythingandmoveoutofNewYork.Itwastooriskytostayhereany
longer.
Gabriel
Itookthebagfromherandheldoutmyarm.Shehookedhersaroundmineandwewalkedoutofthe
buildingandclimbedintothelimo.Carllookedatmethroughtherearviewmirror.
“Home,Carl.”
“Yes,sir.”
I reached over and grabbed hold of her hand, interlacing our fingers together and staring at the ring
Samuelgaveher.Shelookedoveratmewithasmallsmile.Shewasplayingme,butintheend,she’dbe
theonetolosethegame.
WhenCarlpulledthelimotothecurbinfrontofmytownhome,sheleanedovermeandstaredatit
throughthewindow.
“Isthisit?”sheasked.
“Yes.Isthereaproblemwithit?”
“No.Ijustfiguredamanlikeyouwouldbelivinginapenthouseinahigh-riseluxurybuilding.”
“Ilikemytownhome.It’scozy.”Ismirked.
Iopenedthedoorandhelpedheroutofthelimo.Grabbingherbag,Iheldoutmyarmonceagainand
walkedhertothefrontdoor.Oncewesteppedinside,Iletherlookaround.
“Wow.Thisisbeautiful,Gabriel.”
“Thankyou.LikeIsaid,it’scozy.Shallwegoupstairs?”Iheldoutmyhand.
“Ofcourse.”Shesmiled.“Howmanyfloorsareinthishouse?”
“Six.Mybedroomisonthefifth,”Ilied.
Mybedroomwastheentirefourthfloorandthefifthfloorconsistedofthreeguestbedrooms,eachwith
theirownadjoiningbathroom.Iledhertotheroomthatwasdecoratedingrayandplumcolors.
“Afteryou.”Iheldoutmyhand.
She walked into the bedroom and looked around. Setting her purse on the dresser, she spoke, “This
seemsawfulsmallforamasterbedroom.”
“Ineedtorundownstairsandgrabsomething.I’llberightback.”
“Okay.I’mgoingtofreshenupinthebathroom.”Shesmiled.
Isetherbagdownonthefloorandgrabbedherpursefromthedresser.Walkingoutofthebedroom,I
shutthedoorandlockeditfromtheoutside.RunningdowntoCarl,Ihandedhimherkeysfromherpurse.
“Gobacktoherapartmentandgrabthebriefcasethat’sonherbedandbringitbacktome.”
“Sir?”Hecockedhishead.
“Noquestions,Carl.Iwillbegivingyoualargecashbonusfordoingthis.”
Icouldhearthepoundingonthedoorcomingfromthefifthfloor.Rollingmyeyes,Iwentbackupand
politelyaskedhertostop.
“Letmeoutofhere,Gabriel!”shescreamed.
“Nocando,sweetheart.Yourfirstmistakewasstealingfromme,andyoursecondmistakewastrusting
me.”IsmiledasIwalkedaway.
****
Kate
Icouldn’tbelievethis.HetrickedmeandIfuckingfellforit.Damnit!Ineededtogetoutofhere.I
pulledontheknobandcontinuedtopoundonthedoor,yellingobscenities.Walkingovertothewindow,I
lifteditup,butitstoppedafewinchesabovethesill.Damnthosefuckingchildsafetywindows.Icould
screamoutthewindowwiththehopesthattheneighborswouldhearme,butiftheycalledthecops,I’dgo
to jail with him. He’d send them right to my apartment and they’d find all my fake passports. I was
trapped in this beautifully decorated room with nothing but a TV for my entertainment. I was tired. So
tiredandexhaustedbytheeventsofthenight.Hecouldn’tleavemeinhere.He’dbebackinthemorning
toletmeout.Iknewhewould.IdecidedtomakethebestofthesituationIwasinandtakeahotbathin
theoversizedJacuzzitubtoplanmynextmove.
****
Gabriel
Thepoundingandrelentlessyellingstopped.Shecalledmeeverynameinthebookandthensome.I
satonthecouchwithabourboninmyhand.WhatwasIgoingtodowithher?Iwantedmywatchorthe
moneyback.Thislittleconartistwasgoingtolearnthatitwasn’tnicetostealfrompeople.AsIsatthere
sipping my drink, I wondered what she was doing. Why did I care? Was she crying? Doubted it. From
what I could tell, she didn’t have a sensitive bone in her body. It was apparent she made a living by
conningpeopleandSamuelColdwaterwasherlatestvictim.Shewassmart;incrediblysmart,anditwas
ashameshewastedherintelligencebydoingwhatshedid.Actually,itmademesick.
****
Kate
Beforeclimbingintothetub,Ipulledoffmywigandletdownmylongblondehair.WhenItookoutmy
coloredcontacts,myeyesreturnedtothebluecolortheywere.Ileanedoverthesinkandpulledoffmy
latexprostheticnoseandsetitonthecounter.Lookinginthemirror,Istaredatmynaturalself.ThemenI
datedneversawtherealme.TheyonlysawwhatIwantedthemtosee.Butcometomorrowmorning,I
wouldrevealmytrueselftoGabriel.Wouldn’thebesurprisedwhenhefoundoutIwasn’thistypeatall.
Longbrownwavyhairandrichchocolateeyes.Itdidn’tmatter.HealreadyhatedmeforwhatI’ddone
andIhatedhimforlockingmeupinthisroomlikeaprisoner.
****
Gabriel
I tossed and turned all night waiting for the pounding and screaming to start again, but it didn’t. She
kept quiet. I was worried. Would she do something stupid? Nah. She was too strong of a woman to do
that.Shewasplottingherescape.Awomanlikethatwouldn’tjustsitbackandtakewhatI’ddonetoher
lightly.Igrabbedthekeytotheroomoffmynightstandandwenttocheckonher.Ineededtobecareful
becauseshecouldbehidingbehindthedoorwaitingtohitmeovertheheadwithsomethingandescape.
Weneededtotalk.
Afterunlockingthedoor,Islowlyopeneditandstoodinthedoorwayandstaredatthewomanwho
wassoundasleepinbed.Ismiledathowherlongblondehairlayoverhershouldersasshesleptsoundly
onherside.Thesadpartwasthatshewasbeautifulnomatterwhatcolorherhairwas.
Iturnedaroundandheadeddownstairs,leavingthedooropensoshecouldcomedownwhenshewoke
up.She’dtrytoleave,butIhadtheplacesecuredsoleavingwasn’tanoption.IcalledGracelastnight
andtoldhernottocometoday.IfirstneededtoassessthissituationwithHannahorwhateverhername
was.Walkingintothekitchen,Igrabbedsomeeggsandvegetablesfromthefridgeandbegantocutthem
upforanomelet.AsIwaschoppingaway,myphonerang.Itwasmysecretary,Lu,calling.
“What’sup,Lu?”
“Sorrytodisturbyou,Mr.Quinn,butyoumissedyourmeetingthismorning.”
“Shit. I forgot about it. Reschedule for another time and I won’t be in the office today. If anything
comesup,haveThaddeushandleit.”
“Yes,sir.Enjoyyourday.”
“Thanks,Lu,youtoo.”
Iwentbacktochoppingthevegetablesandheardavoiceenterthekitchen.
“Youdorealizeyouleftthedooropen,right?”shespoke.
“Yes.Iknow,”IrepliedasIlookedupandstaredatthebeautifulwomanwiththelongblondewavy
hair and blue eyes staring back at me. I gulped as my eyes raked over her from head to toe. She was
wearinganightshirt.Shortsleeved,navyblue,andnotlongenoughtocoverhertonedsexylegs.“Havea
seat.”
“Why?”sheaskedasshestoodthere.
“Doyouwantbreakfastornot?”Iarchedmybrow.
“Coffeewouldbenice.”
“TheKeurigisrightthereandthepodsarenexttoit.Helpyourself.”
“Andthecups?”
“Inthecabinetabove.”
Shewalkedovertothecabinet,madeacupofcoffee,andbegantowalkoutofthekitchen.
“Wheredoyouthinkyou’regoing?”Iasked.
“Upstairstothelovelyroomyouprovidedformelastnight.Youknow.Thesameonewhereyou’re
holdingmeprisoner.”
“Itoldyoutositdown.”Icrackedtheeggsinabowl.
“Idon’tcarewhatyoutoldme.Idon’twanttositanywherenearyou.”
Shewastestingme.Seeinghowfarshecouldpushme.Playingme.
“Isaidsitdown!”Ispokeinanauthoritativetone.“Wehavesomethingstodiscuss.”
“Likeyoulettingmegohome?”
“I’mafraidIcan’tdothatjustyet.Notuntilyourdebttomeispaidoff.”
“Are you fucking kidding me?” she snapped. “You can’t hold me here against my will. In case you
didn’tknow,Gabe,that’scalledkidnapping.”
My blood started to boil at the fact that she once again called me Gabe. I hated that name and I
wouldn’tstandforhercallingmethat.
“It’sGabrielforthelasttime!”Ishouted.
Shesnickered.“Someonehasadeep-rootedissue.”
Iinhaledasharpbreath.
“Theomeletsarealmostready.Pleasesitdown.”
Kate
Iwashungryandhisomeletsdidsmellgood,makingthegrowlinginmybellyintensify.Itookaseatat
thetableinthekitchenasheplacedanomeletonmyplateandsetitdowninfrontofme.
“What?Notoasttogowiththisfineomelet?”Iasked.
“Doyouwanttoast?”Hecockedhisheadatme.
“Yes.”Ismiled.
Hehuffedandtookthebreadfromthecabinetandplaceditinthetoasterthatsatonthewhiteand
blackspeckedgranitecountertop.
“Whatdoyoulikeonyourtoast?”heasked.
“Nutella.”
Hesighed.“Idon’thaveanyNutella.Whatelse?”
“IonlylikeNutella.”
“Well,I’msorrytodisappointyou,sweetheart.Ihavepeanutbutter,jelly,orbutter.Takeyourpick,”
hespokeinanirritatedtone.
“Forgetit.Idon’twanttoast.”Isilentlysmiledtomyself.
Thetoasterpoppedandhetookthetwopiecesoutandthrewthemonmyplate.
“Toobad.Ialreadymadeit.Eatitdry,then.Ireallydon’tgiveadamn.”Hescowled.
Hetookhisplate,satdownacrossfromme,andbeganeatinghisomelet.Fuck,hewassosexy.It
couldbeworse,right?Onewayoranother,IwasgettingoutofheretodayandleavingNewYork.
“So,Gabriel,doyouhavealastname?”Ibravelyasked.
“Doyouhaveafirst?”Hisbrowraisedatme.
“Ihavemanyfirstnames.”Ismirked.
“Noshit.Judgingbyallthosepassports,youmusthavewhat?Twentyorso?”
“About.”
“Name?”heasked.
“Whatnamedoyouwantmetohave?”Islylysmiled.
HeslammedhisfistsdownonthetableandIflinched.
“Damnit!Whycan’tyouanswerasimplequestion?”Hegotupfromhisseatandthrewhisplateinthe
sink.
Hewalkedovertome,turnedmychairaround,andgrippedmyarmstightlywithhishands.Hisface
wasmereinchesfrommine.
“Youwanttoplaygames.Fine.I’min.Thisishowit’sgoingtowork.Youstolethirty-thousanddollars
frommeandIwantitback.Sinceyouseemtoconsomanyrichmen,youmusthaveahugebankaccount
orstashesofmoneyhiddensomewhere.UntilIgetpaid,youdon’tleavethishouse.Ihaveahigh-tech
securitysystem,whichwillremainonatalltimes.Ifyoueventhinkaboutopeningadoororawindow,it
willgooffandI’llbealerted.Ihavesecurityinfrontofthehouseandintheback.Youtrytosteponefoot
outofthishouse,theywillstopyou.”
“FirstchanceIget,I’mcallingthepolice,”Ispoke.
“Goahead.Ihaveyourbriefcasefullofyouraliasesandthekeystoyourapartment.I’msure
somewherearoundthisworldyou’rewantedandyourasswillbegoingtojailforaverylongtime,”he
spokedeadpan.
“Idon’thavethirtythousanddollars.”Ilookedaway.“IcangiveyoutheringSamuelgavemeas
partialpayment.”
“No.You’regivingtheringbacktohim.Youwillnotscrewthatpoormanover.I’msurehe’s
devastatedenoughoverthefactthathecan’tgetholdofyou.Sowhatyou’regoingtodoiswritehima
letterofapologyandtellhimyouhadtoleavetown,puttheringwiththeletter,andIwillhavesomeone
deliverittohisoffice.”
Icouldn’thelpit.Itwasagutreaction.Ispitinhisface.Ihatedpeopletellingmewhattodo.I
expectedhimtogointomoreofarage,buthedidn’t.Hejustgrabbedthenapkinoffthetableandwiped
hisfacewithit.
“Dothatagainandyou’llbesorry,”hespokeinacalmtone.
“WhyisSamuelsoimportanttoyou?”Iasked.
“Becausehe’safriendandIdon’tlikepeoplefuckingwithmyfriends.NowI’mgoingtogetyoua
pieceofpaperandapenandyou’regoingtowritethatletter.Understand?”
“Computer,”Ispoke.
“What?”Hiseyenarrowedatme.
“Nohandwrittenletter.Itmustbetyped.Hecouldhavethehandwritinganalyzedanditcouldcome
backtome.”
“How?”heaskedinconfusion.
“Idon’tknow.ButI’mnottakinganychances.”
“Fine.”Hegrabbedmyarmandledmeoutofthekitchen.
“Letgoofme.”
“Andtakethechanceofyourunning?Nothanks.”
“YoualreadysaidIhavenochanceinhellofgettingoutofhere,sowherewouldIrunto?”
Heledmetohisofficeandsetmedowninhishighbackburgundyleatherchair.Openinghislaptop,he
pulledupaWorddocument.
“Type.”
“Whatthehelldoyouwantmetosay?”Iasked.
“Idon’tknow.You’retheexpertatlying.Youcanstealfrompeoplewithoutthemknowing,butyou
can’ttypeasimpleletter?”Hisbrowarched.
Rollingmyeyes,myfingersbeganclickingacrossthekeyboard.
“There.Goodenoughforyou?”Ispokewithanattitude.
“Goodenough.”Hehittheprintbuttonandtheletterspewedfromhisprinter.
Whenhewenttograbthepaper,Istoppedhim.
“Iwouldn’ttouchthatifIwereyou.”
“What?Why?”
“Hecouldhaveitanalyzedforfingerprints.Andifhedoes,howwouldyouexplainyourprintsall
overthepaper?Commonsense,Gabriel.”Ismiled.
“SowhatthehelldoIuse?”
“Doyouhaveapairofgloves?”
“Inthecloset,Ido.”
“ThenIsuggestyougetthem,andwe’llneedtowipetheringcleanbeforeyoustickitinthe
envelope.”
“Waitaminute.Wouldn’tyourfingerprintsbealloverhisplace?”
“Liquidadhesivebandage.”Iheldupmyhandstohimandwiggledmyfingers.
Hetookinadeepbreath,closedhislaptop,andspoke,“Areyouserious?”
“Yes.I’mveryserious.”
Heslowlyshookhishead.“I’llberightback.Don’tmove.”
Withinamatterofseconds,hereturnedtohisofficewithapairofblackleatherglovesonhishands.
Hefoldeduptheletter,puttheringinasmallplasticbaggie,andretrievedalongenvelopefromhis
drawer.Pullingouthisphone,hemadeacall.
“Carl,Ineedyoutodeliversomethingforme.”
“Wait,”Ispoke.
“Holdon,Carl.What?”Helookedatme.
“Youneedtoputitinhishomemailboxbecausehe’sgoingtointerrogateeverypersoninthatbuilding
untilhefindsoutwhodeliveredit.Ifyouuseadeliveryservice,he’llcontactthemandthey’lldescribe
youorwhoeveryousend.It’stoorisky.Butwait;hehassecuritycamerasinsideandoutsidehishouse.
He’llseeyou.”
“Forgetit,Carl.”Hesighedasheendedthecall.“Nowwhat?”
“Letmetakeittoadeliveryservice.”
Helaughed.“Hellno.YouthinkI’mstupid?Youaren’tleavingthishouse,sweetheart.”
“Fine.Thenmailitforovernightdeliverybuttypehisaddressonalabel.Nohandwriting.”
Hiseyesnarrowedatme.HewaseitherdelightedthatIknewsomuchordisgusted.Icouldn’treally
tell.Ashepreparedthelabel,Ilookedaroundhisoffice.Picturesofhimandhisdad,Ipresumed,satona
bookcasethatwasfilledwithbooks.Onhisdesksatapictureofhimandayoungerguy,someonewho
wasasequallyashandsomeashewas.
“Who’sthis?”IaskedasIpickedupthepicture.
“Mybrother,Caleb.”
“He’scute.Ibethe’sareallady’smanlikehisbrother.”Ismirked.
“Putitdown.”
Whenhemovedmeoutofthewaytoopenthetopdrawerofhisdesk,Icaughtaglimpseofsomething.
Astackofpost-itnotesthatread:FromthedeskofGabrielQuinn.HowthehelldidIknowthatname?
“Ohmygod.You’reGabrielQuinnofQuinnHotels,”Ispoke.
“Iwonderedhowlongitwasgoingtotakeyoutofigurethatout.”
“Yeah.I’lladmitthatI’mabitdisappointedinmyselffornotfiguringitoutsooner.Well,well,”I
leanedbackinhischair,“Mr.GabrielQuinnisakidnapper.”
“I’mnokidnapper.YoustolesomethingofmineandIwantitback.I’msimplykeepingyouaround
untilthathappens.”Hepointedatme.“I’mnottakingthechanceofyouhoppingonaplanetogodknows
whereandmeneverseeingmywatchormythirtythousanddollarsagain.”
“Youhaveallthemoneyintheworld.Thirtythousanddollarsischangetoyou.”Irolledmyeyes.
“Believeitornot,thirtythousanddollarsisalottome,andwhensomeonedecidestostealsomething
ofmine,Idon’ttakeitverylightly.Let’sgo.”
“Where?”
“Outofmyoffice.Infact,youneedtogobackuptoyourroom.Ihavetogooutforawhile.”
“Seriously?You’regoingtokeepmelockedupinthatsmallroomwhileyou’regone?There’snothing
todoupthere.”
“WatchTV.Samethingyou’ddoifyouweredownhere.Nowlet’sgo.”
“Butthekitchenisdownhere.WhatifIgethungryorthirsty?”
Hetookholdofmyarm(Iwasreallygettingsickofhimdoingthat)andledmetothekitchen.Opening
thepantry,hegrabbedabagofchipsandsomealmonds.Thenhewalkedovertotherefrigerator,grabbed
twobottlesofwaterandanappleandhandedthemtome.
“There,youhaveyoursnacksanddrink.You’llbefineuntilIreturn.”Hegrabbedmyarmagainand
tookmeuptomyroom.
“Youknowwhat?You’rearealasshole,GabrielQuinn!”Ishoutedasheshutandlockedthedoor.
Gabriel
IsighedasIwalkeddownstairsandheadedoutthedoor.Climbingintothelimo,Idroppedthe
envelopeaddressedtoSamueloffatthepostofficeandthenheadedtotheofficetopickupafileIneeded
soIcouldworkfromhome.
“Mr.Quinn,Ithoughtyouweren’tcomingintoday,”LuspokeasIwalkedpastherdesk.
“I’monlyheretograbafile.AnythingIshouldknowabout?”
Shegotupfromherchairandfollowedmeintomyoffice.
“YourmeetingfromthismorninghasbeenrescheduledforFridayatnineo’clock,andMr.Ingram
calledandneedstotalktoyouaboutthedetailsofthegrandopeningofthehotelinHawaii.”
“Thankyou,Lu.I’llgivehimacallwhenIgethome.”
“Verywell,Mr.Quinn.Enjoytherestofyourday,”shespoke.
“Youtoo.”IgaveherasmallsmileasIleftmyoffice.
Uponclimbingintothelimo,IpulledmyphonefrommypocketandcalledGrace.
“Hello,”sheanswered.
“Grace,it’sme.Whatareyoudoingrightnow?”
“Notmuch.Why?”
“DoyouthinkyoucanmeetmeatWholeFoods?”
“Umm.Sure.”
“Thanks.IneedyoutohelpmepickoutsomethingfordinnerandIneedtodiscusssomethingwith
you.”
“Okay.Areyoucookingtonight?Icancomebyandcookdinnerforyou.It’snotrouble.”
“Thanks.Iappreciatetheoffer,butI’mgoingtocook.Canyoumeetmeinaboutfifteenminutes?”
“Sure.I’llseeyousoon.”
IfiguredsinceIwasgoingtobeworkingfromhome,I’dcookdinnerformeand—thegirlwhostole
myCartierwatch.Onethingwasforsure,shewouldrevealhernametonight.EvenifIhadtofuckitout
ofher,Iwouldknowherrealname.
UponenteringWholeFoods,IsawGracestandingintheproducesectionlookingatthepeaches.
“Thanksforcoming,Grace.”IsmiledasIkissedhercheek.
“You’rewelcome,Gabriel.Sowhatisthisspecialdinneryou’recookingandforwhomareyou
cookingit?”
IsighedasIpickedupapeachandexaminedit.
“Ihaveahouseguestandshewillbestayingforquiteawhile.”
“She?What’shername?”
“Well,”Isetthepeachdown,“whenIfirstmether,shesaidhernamewasHannah,butthathasproven
tobeuntrue.SoIdon’tknowherrealnameyet,butIwillfindouttonight.”
Shenarrowedhereyeatmeasshebeganpushingtheshoppingcart.
“Soyou’retellingmethatyoumetawomannamedHannah,butitturnsoutthat’snotherrealname,yet
she’syourhouseguestandyoustilldon’tknowhername?”
Placingmyhandsinmypantspockets,Ispoke,“Yep.”
“What’sgoingon,Gabriel?”
“Shestolesomethingfrommeandshewillbestayingatthehouseuntilshegivesitback.”
“I’mnotsureIlikethewayyousaidthat.Isshestayingonherownfreewill?”Shecockedherhead.
“No.Thefirstchanceshegets,she’sgoingtorun.SoIneedyoutokeepaneyeonherwhileI’matthe
office.”
Shestoppedthecartandshotmeadisapprovinglook.
“Gabriel,whatdidyoudo?”
“Don’tlookatmelikethat.She’saconartist.I’mdoingtheupperclassafavorbykeepingheratmy
house.”
Sherolledhereyesandpushedthecartovertothemeatcounter.
“I’mgoingtogooutonalimbhereandassumeyouhadsexwithher?”
“Yes.Aboutamonthago.”
“BeforeorafteryoubrokeupwithGreta?”
“After.ImetherontheplanebackfromSeattle.Butenoughwiththedetails.Now,whatshouldImake
fordinner?”
“Whatdoessheliketoeat?”sheaskedasherbrowraised.
“Idon’tknow.Doesitmatter?She’lleatwhateverImakeandifshedoesn’tlikeit,thenthat’sher
problem.”
“Ifitdidn’tmatter,youwouldhavecomeherebyyourselfandboughtwhateveryouwanted.You
wouldn’thaveaskedformyhelp.Mysuggestionwouldbetogetsomesalmonandacoupleofsteaks.She
shouldlikeoneortheother.”
“Thanks,Grace.Ioweyou.”
“Yousuredo,Gabriel.EspeciallyifI’mnowababysitter.”Shesmirked.
****
Kate
Ilayonthebed,grabbedtheremote,andstartedflippingthroughchannels,prayingandhoping
somethinggoodwouldbeontokeepmeoccupied.Hecouldnot,andIrepeat,couldnotkeepmelocked
upinthisroom.I’dgostircrazy.Insane.Howdidheexpectmetorepayhimforthewatchwhenhe
wouldn’tletmeoutofthisdamnroom?Ithrewtheremotedownandbeganpacingbackandforthtryingto
figureouthowtogetmyselfoutofthismess.IstoppedandrantothedoorwhenIheardfootstepsinthe
hallway.
“Ifyou’reback,youcanletmeoutofthisroom!”IshoutedasIpoundedonthedoor.
“Hello?”Iheardamalevoicethatwasn’tGabriel’s.
Myheartstartedpounding.Someoneelsewashereandthiswasmychancetoescape.
“Helpme!”Ipoundedonthedoor.“Canyoupleaseletmeout?”
“Who’sinthere?”themalevoicespoke.
“Pleasejustopenthedoor!”Ishouted.
“Lady,calmdown.Whyareyoulockedinthere?”heaskedashejiggledthedoorknob.
“Becausethemanofthehouseisholdingmeashisprisoner.Pleasehelpme!”
Iheardhimchucklefromtheotherside.
“Gabrielwouldneverdothat.Whoareyou?”
“Whoareyou?”Iaskedinacalmtone.
“Caleb.Gabriel’sbrother.”
Ah,thecuteoneIsawinaframeonGabriel’sdesk.
“Caleb,youhavetohelpme.Yourbrotheriscrazy.He’sholdingmecaptivehereinthisroom.”
“I’msorry,butIdon’thaveakey.Where’sGabriel?”heasked.
“Idon’tknow!Hewentout!Pleasehelpme.Canyoufindanythingtoopenthedoor?”
“Umm.LikeIsaid,Idon’thavethekey.Justsittight.I’msureGabrielwillbehomesoon.”
Washeserious?Ibeganpoundingharderonthedoor.
“Please,don’tleave.”
****
Gabriel
AsCarlhelpedmeputthegrocerybagsinthebackofthelimo,myphonerangandCalebwascalling.
“What’sup,littlebrother?”Ianswered.
“IcalledyourofficeandLusaidyoutookthedayoff,soIcamebyyourplace.Wanttotellmewhat’s
with all the security men outside and the woman that’s locked inside your guest room? She said you’re
holdingherasyourprisoner.DoIevenwanttoknowwhat’sgoingon?”
“I’monmywayhomenow.I’llexplainwhenIgetthere.”
“Shewasscreamingatmetoletheroutandbangingonthedoor.Bro,seriously,whatthefuckisgoing
on?”
Ichuckled.“LikeIsaid,I’llexplainwhenIgethome.”
“Whenwillyoubehome?”heasked.
“Inabouttwentyminutesorso.”
“Andwhatdoyouwantmetodo?She’sstillscreamingandpoundingonthedoor.”
“Ignoreher.She’lleventuallystop.I’llseeyousoon.”
ItookinadeepbreathasIendedthecallwithCaleb.Shit.Ididn’texpecthimtocomeover,andnowI
neededtoexplaintohimwhatI’ddoneandwhyIwaskeepingherthere.Shehadtotalktomeandtellme
aboutherselfsoIcouldfigureoutmynextplanwithher.But,aslongassheremainedtight-lippedabout
whoshereallywas,she’dbespendinganawfullotoftimeinthatbedroom.
AssoonasCarlpulleduptothehouse,Igrabbedthebagsandenteredthroughtheservicedoortothe
kitchen.WhenIwalkedin,Calebwassittingattheislandeatingasandwich.
“Enjoyingyourlunch?”Ismirked.
“Yeah,actually,Iam.Gracecanmakeonehellofachickensalad.”
“Didshequietdown?”IaskedasIsetthebagsonthecounter.
“Yes.Thankgod.Nowexplaintomewhatthehellisgoingon.”
“She’sthewomanwhostolemywatch.”
“Shutup!Howdidyoufindher?”heaskedashecockedhishead.
“IsawheratSamuel’sGala,exceptshelookedtotallydifferent.Differenthairandcoloredeyes.”
“IthoughtyousaidshewasonlyinNewYorkforacoupleofdays.”
“That’swhatshetoldme,whichwasobviouslyalie.SheliveshereinanapartmentoveronEast84
th
Street.Shehasabriefcasefullofaliases.Differentnames,differentlooks.”
“Soyoukidnappedhertogetyourwatchback?”Hisbrowarched.
“Ididn’ttechnicallykidnapher.ItrickedherintocomingoverandnowIwon’tletherleaveuntilIget
mythirtythousanddollarsback.”
“Thepriceofthewatch?”Henarrowedhiseye.“Where’sthewatch?”
“Shesoldit.”
“Oh.Shit.”Hescratchedhishead.“Soshe’saconartist,Itakeit?”
“Yep. She was conning Samuel Coldwater. He had given her a twenty-thousand-dollar ring from
Tiffany.AringthatImadehergivebacktohim.”
“Ouch.”Hechuckled.“Ifsheconsrichmen,shemusthavethethirtygrandtopayyou.”
“That’sthething.Shesaidshedoesn’tandthat’sallshe’llsay.Istilldon’tknowherrealname.”
“So what are you going to do? You just can’t keep her locked up in this house. The first chance she
gets,she’llcallthepolice,andthenyou’llgotojail.Doyouknowwhatthatwilldotothecompany?”
“She won’t call the police. I have her briefcase with all her passports and different aliases and the
keystoherapartment.She’llbetheonegoingtojail.”
“Dude,Iseriouslycan’tbelievethis.”Helaughed.“HereIwascomingtospendalittletimewithmy
brother,andIfindouthe’sgotsomegirllockedupinoneoftheguestrooms.Ithoughtmaybeyouwere
doingsomethingkinky.”Hesmiled.
“Iwishitwassomethinglikethat.IguessIbettergocheckonher.”
AsIbeganwalkingoutofthekitchen,Calebstoppedme.
“Hey,Gabriel?”
“Yeah.”Iturnedaround.
“RememberwhenyoufirsttoldmeaboutthewatchandItoldyouthatIbelieveditjustwasn’tabout
that?”
“Yeah.Iremember.”
“Istillthinkthisisn’taboutthewatch.”
Ilookedawayandheadedupthestairs.
Kate
I was sitting on the floor with my back up against the door when I heard the key go into the lock.
Standingup,Istoodinfrontofitasheopenedthedoor.
“Areyoudonescreamingandpounding?”Gabrielasked.
“Iam;fornow,atleast.”
“ComedownstairsandmeetmybrotherCaleb.”
“WhyshouldI?WhywouldIwanttomeetamanwhoturnedhisbackonmeandrefusedtohelp?”
“There’s nothing he could have done. He didn’t have the key and you can’t unlock this type of lock
withacreditcard.”
“NowIhavetoquestionwhatkindofpersonyoureallyare.”Iarchedmybrow.“Whohaslockslike
thatontheirbedroomdoors?”
“Tobehonestwithyou,theselockswereonthedoorswhenIboughtthehouse.Ihadfoundthekeys
tuckedintoadrawerinthekitchen.”
“Andyoudidn’tthinkthatwasweirdorbotheredtohaveitchanged?”Ifoldedmyarmsandcocked
myhead.
“Itwasn’tapriorityofmine.Please,comedownstairs.I’llbecookingdinnerforussoon.”
Rollingmyeyes,IfollowedhimdownstairsandintothekitchenwhereCalebwassitting.
“Caleb,Iwouldlikeyoutomeetthewomanwhostolemywatch.Womanwhostolemywatch,Iwould
likeyoutomeetmylittlebrotherCaleb.”
“Nicetomeetyou.Ithink,”hespokeasheheldouthishand.
Placingmyhandinhis,Ilightlyshookit.
“Itakeityouaren’tinthefamilybusiness?”Iasked.
“Howcanyoutellthat?”Hecockedhishead.
“Bythewayyoulook.”Ismiled.“You’remoreruggedthanyourbrother.”Itookhishandandturnedit
over,slippingthewatchrightoffhiswrist.“Andyouhavecallusesonyourfingers.Areyouamusician?”
“Iam.”Hesmiled.“Howdidyouknow?”
“Icanreadpeopleverywell.”Ismiled.
“I’msurethatcomesinhandywhenyou’rerippingpeopleoff,”Gabrielspoke.
IshothimalookandthenturnedmyattentionbacktoCaleb.
“Areyouinaband?”Iasked.
“Iam.We’recalledFallenAngels.”
“Coolname.”Igrinned.“Iplaytheguitar.Acousticmostly.”
“Really?Howlonghaveyoubeenplaying?”
“SinceIwasabouteightyearsold.”
“She’splayingyou,Caleb,”Gabrielspoke.
“Foryourinformation,Mr.Quinn,Idoplaytheguitar.”
“Rightyoudo.”Gabrielwinked.
“Callherbluff,Gabriel,”Calebspoke.“YouhavethatGibsonJ-45aroundheresomewhere.Gogetit
andlet’sseeifshe’stellingthetruthorlying.”
Gabriellookedatme,hiseyesburningthroughmine.
“Goodidea,Caleb.I’llberightback.”
Rollingmyeyes,Iwalkedintothelivingroomandtookaseatonthecouch.
“Tellmehowyoudidit,”Calebspoke.
“Didwhat?”
“Stolemybrother’swatchwithouthimknowing.”
“Why?Areyouthinkingofgettingintothebusiness?”Ismirked.
“No.I’mjustcurious.”
“Iwouldshowyou,butIalreadytookit.”IsmirkedasIhelduphiswatch.
“Whatthefuck!How?”Hesmiledinamazement.
GabrielwalkedintotheroomandhandedmehisGibsonJ-45acousticguitar.
“Here.Ifyoucanplay,thenplay.”Hisbrowarchedatme.
“I don’t want to because I don’t like your attitude, Mr. Quinn.” I raised my brow as I set down the
guitar.
“That’s because you’re lying. You told Caleb you knew how to play to make him believe you had a
commoninterest.Togainhistrustsoyoucouldplayhim.”
“Whatever.”Ilookedaway.
“I’mgoingtostartdinner.Youcaneitherhelpme,stayinhere,orgobackuptoyourroom.It’syour
choice.”
“I’llstayhere.”
“Fine,”hespokewithanattitude.“Caleb,comewithme.”
Assoonasthetwoofthemwalkedoutoftheroom,Ipickeduptheguitar.Thefeelingthatovercame
me every time I held one in my hands never got old. I placed my fingers in position on the strings and
beganplayingAThousandYears,singingthelyricsasIstrummedeachchord.
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Gabriel
I set the knife down on the counter and looked at Caleb. Walking into the living room, I stood and
staredatherwhilesheplayedtheguitarandsang.Hervoicewasbeautifulandtookmybreathaway.I
swallowedhardasIplacedmyhandsinmypocketsandwatchedher.Shewouldn’tlookatme.Shejust
sattherestaringoutthewindowasshestrummedeachchord.Whenshefinished,Calebslowlyclapped
hishands.
“Wow.Justwow.”Hesmiled.
Shegotupfromthecouchandhandedmetheguitarwithasadnessinhereyes.
“Thanks.I’mgoingtogoupstairsforawhile,”shespoke.
“Fine.I’llcallyouwhendinnerisready.”
Whenshelefttheroom,CalebandIwalkedbackintothekitchen.
“Bro,didyouhearthat?Iknowyouheardit.She’samazingandshewasn’tlying.”
“Iheardit,”IspokeasItookthesteaksoutoftheirpackage.
“Listen,Ihavetogo.Meandtheguyshavepractice.I’llcallyoulater.Begentlewithher,Gabriel.
There’smoretoherthanjustthewomanwhostoleyourwatch.IfeltitandIhearditinthewayshesang
andplayedtheguitar.AndIknowyoudidtoo.”Hewinked.
AfterIprepareddinner,Iwentupstairstogetherandfoundshewasn’tinherroom.Shit.Wheredid
shego?Iknewshedidn’tleavethehouse,soIwentuptotheterraceandfoundhersittingonthecouch
withherkneesup.
“Thereyouare.Dinner’sready.”
“It’sniceuphere,”shesoftlyspokeasshestaredoutintothecity.
“Thankyou.It’sprobablymyfavoritepartofthehouse.”
Sinceshelikedituphere,Ihadanidea.
“Whydon’twehavedinneruphere?I’llbringeverythingup.”
“I’dlikethat.”Shegavemeasmallsmile.
Placingmyhandsinmypockets,IbegantoheadtowardstheelevatorwhenIheardhercallmyname.
“Gabriel?”
“Yeah?”Istoppedwithmybackturnedtoher.
“MynameisKate.KateHarper.”
Asmilecrossedmylips.Turningmyhead,oureyesmet,andIgaveheraslightnodbeforeleavingthe
terrace.
Kate
TellingGabrielmynamefeltright.I’dnevertoldanyonewhoIreallywas.IfIwantedmyfreedom,I’d
havetogainhistrust,andhistrustwaswhatIneededrightnow.ButI’dhavetobeverycarefulbecause
trustwasn’tsomethinghehadofmine.
Herolledtheservingcartontotheterraceandsetthetablefordinner.Walkingovertothecocoa
brownwickerpatiochair,Itookaseatandplacedanapkininmylap.
“Thislooksreallygood.Thankyou.”Igavehimasmallsmile.
“You’rewelcome,”herepliedashepouredsomewhitewineintoaglassandsetitdownnexttomy
plate.
Hetookaseatacrossfrommeandpickeduphisfork.
“Whotaughtyouhowtocook?”Iasked.
“Myhousekeeper,Grace.Infact,you’llbemeetinghertomorrow.”
“Can’twait,”IspokewithsarcasmasIsippedmywine.
“Doyouhaveanyfamily?”heasked.
“Yes,andI’msurethey’reveryworriedaboutme.”
“Istheresomeoneyou’dliketocall?”Hepulledhisphonefromhispocketandhelditinfrontofme.
“Iwouldn’twantthemtoworry.”
Shit.HeknewIwaslying.
“Goahead.Callthem.”
ItookthenapkinandwipedmymouthasIlookeddownatmyplate,breakingoureyecontact.
“I’mgoingtoassumethatyouliedandyoudon’thaveanyoneatall.Theliesaregoingtostop,Kate.
Doyouunderstandme?”hecommanded.“Areyouevencapableofnotlyingtosomeone?Orhaveyou
beendoingitsolongthatyoudon’tevenknowthedifferencebetweenliesandthetruthanymore?”
“Thatisnottrue!”Islammedmyfistdownonthetablebeforegettingupandwalkingovertothe
railing.
“Thentellmeonepieceoftruthaboutyourself!”heshouted.
“MynameisKateHarper,that’sthetruth.I’mtwenty-fouryearsoldandI’veseenmoreshitinmylife
thanapersonmyageshouldhave.Mymotherdiedadayaftergivingbirthtomeandmyfatherraisedme.
WemovedaroundfromstatetostateandIneverhadanyfriends.Icouldn’tgetcloseenoughtoanybody
becausetheminuteIdid,we’dmove.Childrengrowupwithbestfriends,Gabriel,butI’veneverhada
bestfriend.Iwastooafraidtogetclosetoanyone.”
“Why?”heasked.
“BecauseIknewifIdid,somehoworsomeway,somethingwouldhappenandI’dhavetoleavethem.
Thatwasmylife.Thatismylife.”
“Itdoesn’thavetobe,Kate.”Hewalkedovertomeandplacedhishandonmine.
Asmuchasthetouchofhishandfeltincredible,Icouldn’tallowit.Notyet.
“Youdon’tunderstand,Gabriel.”
“Thenmakemeunderstand.”
Itookinadeepbreath.“Ifyou’regoingtokeepmelockedawayhere,thenI’mgoingtoneedsomeof
myclothesfrommyapartment.Canyoutakeme?”
Thesuspiciouslookinhiseyestoldmethattheanswerwasno.
“I’mafraidIcan’tletyououtofthishouse.You’llrunandIcan’tallowyoutodothat.”
“JesusChrist.”Iwalkedaway,throwingmyhandsupintheair.“Whatareyou,anFBIagentor
something?Handcuffme,then.Idon’tcare.Youknowmyrealname.IfIrun,you’llcallthecopsand
they’lltrackmedown.I’mnotstupid,Gabriel.AllIwantaresomeclothessoIdon’thavetokeep
wearingthesamething.Unlessyouwantmetowalkaroundnaked?”Iarchedmybrow.
“Fine,”hespoke.“GogetyourshoesandI’llmeetyoudownstairs.”
“Thankyou.”Igavehimasmallsmile.
Iheadedtomyroomandputonmyshoes,wentdownstairs,andwaitedforhim.Icoulddothis.Icould
escape.Ihadonepassporthiddenundermymattresswithaboutthreethousanddollarsinemergencycash.
Iheardhisfootstepscomingdownthestairs,andwhenIturnedandlookedathim,hewalkedovertome
andslappedahandcuffonmywrist.
“Whatthefuck,Gabriel?”Ishoutedasheslippedtheotheroneonhiswrist.
“Youseriouslydidn’tthinkIcouldtrustyou?Didyou?”Hesmirked.
Well,therewentmyescapeplan.Itookinadeepbreathtotryandcalmtheangerthatroseinsideme.
HeledmeoutsidewheretwosecuritymendressedinblackstoodguardatthefrontdoorandCarlstood
holdingthedoortothelimoopen.
“Watchyourhead,”GabrielspokebeforeIclimbedinside.
“I’mnotstupid,”Isneered.
“Ineversaidyouwere.”
TheridetomyapartmentwassilentuntilIhadaquestionIneededanswered.
“Soyoujustkeephandcuffslyingaroundyourhouse?”
“Yes.”Hesmiled.“Ikeeptheminmybedroom.”
Inarrowedmyeyeathim.“You’resick.”
“SomehowIdon’tbelieveyoureallythinkthat.Areyouseriouslygoingtotellmethatwithalltheguys
you’vebeenwith,youhaveneverbeenhandcuffedduringsex?”
“No.Ihaven’t.”Istaredoutthewindow,forIwastellingthetruth.
“ThenIfeelsorryforyou.You’remissingout.MaybeIcanshowyousometimehowgoodtheycan
be.”
Itightenedmylegsatthethought.Icouldpicturethewholesceneinmyhead.Lyingonmybackwith
myhandscuffedtogetherbehindmyhead.Hismuscularbodyhoveringoverme,doingthingstomethat
onlyhecould.Histongueslidingovereveryinchofmybareskin,teasingmeuntilIorgasmed.Shivers
ranthroughmelikeabriskwindonawinterday.IinhaledasharpbreathasIcouldfeelthewetnessform
inmypanties.
“Notgoingtohappen,”Ispewed.
HechuckledasCarlpulleduptomyapartmentbuilding.Gabrielclimbedoutfirstandcarefullyhelped
mefromthecar.Throwinghiscoatoverourwrists,weenteredmybuildingandtooktheelevatorupto
myapartment.
“Canyouatleastun-cuffmesoIcanpack?”Iasked.
“Hmm—No.”
“Gabriel,comeon!”
“Isaidno,Kate.You’restayingcuffed.Idon’ttrustyou.”
“AndIdon’ttrustyou!”Ishouted.
“Okaythen.Sowe’rejusttwopeoplewhodon’ttrusteachother.Nowgetpackingsowecango
home,”hecommanded.
“Iamhome,youidiot.Yourplaceisfarfromhometome.”
“I’mnotdiscussingthisanyfurther.Youcaneitherpackyourshitandcomebackwithmeorgotojail.
Thechoiceisyours,sweetheart.”
“Whatthefuckisthedifference?Eitherplaceisjail!”IspokewithanattitudeasIthrewmysuitcase
onthebed.
Inevershouldhavefuckedhim.Okay,yes,Ishouldhavebecausehewassexyassin,butInever
shouldhavetakenhisdamnwatch.Howthehelldidheknowitwasme?I’ddonethetestbeforeandnone
oftheothershadaclueIwasthesameperson.Ithrewmythingsinthesuitcaseandshutit.
“Here.Youcancarrythis.IhavesomethingelseIneedtograb,”IspokeasIwalkedbackintomy
closetandgrabbedmyguitarcase,pullingGabrielalongwithme.
Weclimbedbackintothelimoanddrovebacktohishouse.AsIstaredoutthewindowinsilence,I
feltthehandcuffunlock.WhenIlookedoverathim,thecornersofhismouthslightlycurvedupwards.
Withmyotherhand,Irubbedmysorewrist.
“Thankyou.”
“You’rewelcome,”hespokeasheuncuffedhimself.“Youcanendallofthisandgohome.”
“Whatareyoutalkingabout?”
“Yousayyoudon’thavethemoneytopaymeback,butIknowthat’snottrue.Youconpeople,Kate,
forfinancialgain.Doyoureallyexpectmetobelievethatyoudon’thaveanymoney?”
“Don’tbelieveme.Idon’tcare,Gabriel.Idon’thavethirtythousanddollarstogiveyou.”
“Thenwhatthehelldidyoudowithallthemoneyyoutook?”
Itookinadeepbreathandstaredoutthewindowasweapproachedhishouse.
“Ihadthingstopayoff.”
“Whattypesofthings?Orisitnoneofmybusiness?”
“Ican’ttalkaboutitrightnow.Soplease,justletitgo.I’llfigureoutawaytogetyourmoney.Icando
onelastjobandthenyou’llneverhavetoseemeagain.”
Weclimbedoutofthelimoandhelightlygrabbedmyarm.
“Iwillnottakestolenmoney,”hespokeinanirritatedtone.“Gotoyourroom.I’llbringyourbagup
later.”
Grabbingmysuitcasefromhim,Ihelditinonehandandmyguitarcaseintheother.
“Icancarryitupmyself.”Iturnedmyheadandheadedtowardstheelevator.
Gabriel
Shakingmyhead,Iwalkedovertothebarandpouredmyselfabourbon.ItwaslateandIwastired.
Shemovedaroundalot.Butwhy?Shesaidherfatherwasn’tinthemilitary,butthatwasallthe
informationsheoffered.Ihadthefeelingshehadtobesecretiveherwholelifeandthatwaswhyshe
wouldn’ttellmemuchaboutherselforherchildhood.IneededtofigureoutwhatIwasgoingtodowith
herandhowIwasgoingtogetmymoneyback.Istilldidn’tbelieveshedidn’thaveanymoney,and
judgingbythatapartmentofhers,shewaspayingaprettypenny.
IthrewbacktherestofmybourbonandheadedupstairstocheckonherandlockthedoorbeforeI
wenttobed.WhenIreachedherroom,Ilightlyknockedandshetoldmetogoaway.Rollingmyeyes,I
openeditandfoundherlyingacrossherbedonherstomach,proppeduponherelbowsandreadinga
magazine.Shewasinapurplesatintwo-pieceshortsetandshelookedsexyashell.Herlongblondehair
waswrappedupwithaclipinthebacksecuringit.Itookinasharpbreathasmycockstartedtorise.
“Ididn’tinviteyouin,”shespokeassheturnedthepageofhermagazine.
“It’smyhouse.Idon’tneedyourpermissiontoenterthisroom.”
“Whatdoyouwant,Gabriel?”Herpiercingblueeyeslookedupatmeassheaskedinirritation.
“IwasjustcheckingtoseeifyouneededanythingbeforeIwenttobed.”
“I’mfine.”
“Okay,then.Goodnight.”
“Night.”
IshutthedoorandwhenIwenttoinsertthekeyintothelock,Istopped.Fuckit.Shedidn’tneedtobe
lockedinthere.Ifshetriedtoescapetonight,shewouldn’tgetpasttheporch.SoIputthekeyinmy
pocketandheadedtomyroom.
Iawokeoutofasoundsleepatonethirtya.m.Mythroatwasdry,andwhenIwenttoreachforthe
bottleofwateronthenightstand,Ifounditwasempty.Sighing,Iclimbedoutofbedandheadedtothe
kitchen.
“Can’tsleep?”IaskedKateasshestoodwiththerefrigeratordooropened.
Shejumped.
“Shit,Gabriel.Youscaredme,”shespokeassheplacedherhandoverherheart.
“Sorry.Ijustcamedownforabottleofwater.”
“AndIcamedownforsomefood.I’mhungry.”
Seeingherstandingthereinherpajamaswaswreakinghavoconmycock.AllIcouldthinkaboutwas
howgooditfeltwhenIfuckedherthatday.
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Kate
WhenIlookedathim,Icaughthiseyesrakingovermefromheadtotoe.Icouldtellhewantedto
devourme.Hestoodthereinhisblackpajamabottoms.Hissix-packshredded,chestpuffedout,biceps
thatwereperfectlysculpted,andthehintofaV-linethatIfoundsoincrediblyattractive.Ialreadyknew
whathesportedunderneaththosepants,andasmuchasIhatedhimforwhathewasdoingtome,Istill
wantedhiminsidemeagain.
Hereachedovertogrababottleofwaterandhisarmlightlybrushedupagainstmyboob.Igulped.
Oureyesmetforabriefmomentandthenheturnedandbegantowalkaway.
“Gabriel?”
“Yeah.”
“Howdidyouknowitwasme?”
Hesetthebottleofwaterdownonthecounterandinvadedthesmallspacearoundme.Bringinghis
handuptomycheek,hespoke,“Yoursmile.”
ThelookinhiseyeswasseriousanditsentmespiralingdownaslopesofastIcouldbarelycatchmy
breath.Ireachedupandbrushedmylipsagainsthis.Hewrappedhisarmaroundmywaistandpulledme
intohimasourkissbecamedeeper.Myhandsrakedthroughhishairashistongueslidacrossmyneck
andIcouldfeelthehardnessofhiscockashepressedupagainstme.Hisfingersslippedaroundthethin
strapsofmypajamatop,slidingthemoffmyshouldersandlettingitfalltotheground.Hishandsgroped
mybreastsbeforemovingdownmytorsoandslippingdownthefrontofmypajamashorts.Agasp
escapedmethemomenthisfingerstouchedmymostsensitiveandarousedarea.Iheardthesharpinhale
ofhisbreathashefeltthewetnessthatescapedme.
“Wehavetogoupstairs,”hespokewithbatedbreath.“Idon’thaveanycondomsdownhere.”
Icouldn’twaituntilwegotupstairs.Iwassoturnedonandhornythatitdidn’tmattertomewhetherhe
usedacondomornot.
“I’monbirthcontrol,”Iwhispered.
Hismouthsmashedintomineashisfingerdippedinsideme.Mykneeswentweak,causingmetolose
balance.Myentirebodywasengulfedinpleasurebythemanwhoheldmeprisonerinhishome.I’d
alreadyhadhimonceandIwantedhimagain.
Hetightlygrippedmyasswithbothhandsandliftedmeup.Wrappingmylegsaroundhim,ourlips
tangledwithpleasureashecarriedmeintothelivingroomandlaidmedownonthefloorinfrontofthe
fireplace.Afterheflippedtheswitchonthewallandthefirebrightlystarted,hebentdown,removedmy
shorts,andslidhistonguealongmyslickopening,causingmetocryoutinecstasy.Theskillfulnessofhis
tonguepenetratedmeinwaysI’dneverfeltbefore,bringingmetothebrinkofanorgasm.Myheartwas
racingandmybreathhitchedasmylegstightenedaroundhisheadandIletoutahowlasIcame.
“Beautiful.Justbeautiful.”Hesmiledasslippedoffhispajamabottomsandhoveredoverme.
Asamazingasthatorgasmwas,Iknewthebestwasyettocome.Hislipsbrushedagainstminebefore
travelingdowntomybreastswherehismouthwrappedaroundmyhardenednippleandhistonguemoved
arounditincircularmotions.Hetookholdofmywristsandbroughtthemovermyhead,interlockingthem
withonehandwhileheusedtheothertoguidehiscockinsideme.Thefirstthrustwasslowandsensual
ashiseyesstaredintomine.Itookhimin,hisentirelength,andgaspedatthecontentmentthattookover
mybody.Hemovedinandoutofmewithlongdeepstrokesasheheldontomywristsandhisfreehand
gropedmybreast.Hisheaddippedandourlipsmetonceagain.Afterafewinvigoratingthrusts,herolled
overonhisbackandpulledmeontopofhim.Myhandsplantedthemselvesfirmlyonhismuscularchest
asmyhipsmovedbackandforth,grindingagainsthishardcock,sendingmybodyintooverdrive.His
armsclutchedaroundmybackashesatup,forcingmylegstowraparoundhiswaist.Islowlymovedup
anddownandthenbackandforthasmoansescapedbothourlipsandtheytangledtothesamerhythmof
ourmovements.
“God,youfeelamazing,”Gabrielwhispered.
“Sodoyou.I’mgoingtocomeagain,”Ipanted.
“Trytoholdoffandwaitforme.I’mclose.”
Moansescapedussimultaneouslywhilewemovedtogether,bringingustotheheightenedstatethatwe
bothdesperatelyneeded.Iwasthere,mybodywasready,andtherewasnoholdingback.
“OhGod.”Ithrewmyheadbackasmylegstightenedaroundhiswaist.
Heheldmedownandmoanedashestrainedtopusheverydropofcomehehadinsideme.Ourbodies
relaxedandmyheadlayonhisshoulderwhileourheartratesfellbackintonormalrange.TheangerIhad
keptinsidemeforhimstartedtodissipate.Hebrokeourembraceandpushedmyhairfrommyface,
givingmeasmilethatsentshiversdownmyspine.
“Webettergetsomesleep,”hespoke.
“Yeah.Ithinkweshould.”
“I’mnotsosuresleepinginthesamebedisagoodidea.”
“Probablynot.”Myeyesstaredintohis.
Iclimbedoffhim,slippedintomypajamashorts,andthenwentintothekitchentoretrievemyshirt.
WhenIwalkedbackintothelivingroom,Gabrielwasstandingthereinhispajamabottomswithhisarm
heldout.Placingmineinhis,weheadedupthenumerousflightsofstairs.Hestoppedonthefourthfloor
andIcontinueduponemoreflighttomyroom.
IfeltlikeIwasinadaze,asiftheworldaroundmestoodstill;afeelingthatI’donlyfeltoncebefore
inmyentirelife.Thatdayattheairportwhenweweretogether.ButIquicklyletitgobecauseIknewI’d
neverseehimagain.NowIwouldseehimeverydayandIwasn’tsurehowIwouldbeabletohandleit.I
washappyhewantedtosleepinseparateroomsbecauseifIwasthere,inhisbed,wrappedaroundhis
sexyandwarmbodyallnight,Ididn’tthinkIwouldbeabletogothroughwithmyplan.Ineededtokeep
myemotionsoutofthisandatadistance.ItwassomethingIhadmasteredalongtimeago,butGabriel
wasdifferentfromanyothermanIdatedorhadsexwith,anditscaredtheshitoutofme.
Gabriel
I climbed into bed, her smell still lingering all over my body and the taste of her still on my lips.
Rollingonmyside,Istaredattheemptyspotwheresheshouldhavebeenlying.ButIcouldn’tallowit,
becauseifIdid,Iwasn’tsureifIcouldlethergoonceallwassaidanddone.Ineededtorememberwhat
kindofpersonshewas.KateHarperconnedrichmenfortheirmoney.Sheusedthem,madethemfallin
love,andthenstolerightoutfromunderthem.
The next morning, after I showered and got dressed for the office, I went downstairs to the kitchen,
whereGracewaspreparingbreakfast.
“Goodmorning,Gabriel.”Shesmiled.
“Morning.Issheupyet?”IaskedasImadeacupofcoffee.
“NotthatIknowof.Bytheway,didyoufindouthername?”
“HernameisKateHarper.IguessIbettergocheckonher.”
Taking my coffee with me, I took the elevator to the fifth floor, and when I lightly pushed the door
open,Ifoundhersoundasleepinherbed.Thecornersofmymouthcurvedupwardsintoasmallsmileas
Ileanedupagainstthedoorwayandstaredather.Shelookedlikeanangel,butanangelwassomething
shewasfarfrom.
“She’sstillsleeping,”IspoketoGraceasIsetmycoffeecuponthecounter.“Ihavetoleaveforthe
officenow.Ifshegivesyouanytrouble,callmeimmediately.”
“Iwill.ButI’msureshewon’tbeaproblem.”
Ichuckled.“Youhaven’tmetheryet.”
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Kate
I let out a long yawn as I stretched my body across the bed. I turned my head towards the window,
takingnoteofthestreaksofsunlightthatcascadedthroughthesheerblinds.Climbingoutofbed,Ihopped
into the shower first before heading downstairs for some coffee. As I made my way into the kitchen, I
noticeashorterwoman,aboutfivefootfourwithsandybrownhairthatsatinabunontopofherhead,
standingatthestove.
“YoumustbeGrace,”Ispoke.
Sheturnedaround,staredatmeforabriefmoment,andthengaveafriendlysmile.
“YoumustbeKate.”Sheheldouthersmallslenderhand.
Placingmyhandinhers,Ispoke,“Yes,andI’msureGabrielhastoldyouallaboutme.”
“Justabit.Wouldyoulikesomecoffee?”
“Thatwouldbegreat.Thankyou,”IspokeasItookaseatonthestoolattheisland.
“Hedidtellmethatyoustolesomethingfromhimandyou’dbestayinghereuntilhegotitback.MayI
askwhatyoutook?”
“HisCartierwatch.”
“Oh.”Shebitherlipassheplacedacupofcoffeeinfrontofme.
“IsGabrielhere?”Iasked.
“No.He’sleftfortheofficealready.CanImakeyousomebreakfast?”
“Icanmakeitmyself.I’msureyouhaveotherthingstodoaroundthismonstroushouse.”
“It’snotrouble.DoyoulikeFrenchtoast?”Shesmiled.“Ihavestrawberriesandwhippedcreamto
putontopofit.”
“Thatsoundsreallygood.”Agrincrossedmyface.
Graceseemedcoolandsofar,Ihadgottentheimpressionthatshedidn’tjudgemeforwhatI’ddone.
Sheappearedtobeinhermid-fifties,worenomakeup,andhadbeautifulbrowneyes.
“HowlonghaveyouworkedforGabriel?”IaskedasItookasipofmycoffee.
“Acoupleofyears.Iusedtoworkforhisfather,andafterhepassedaway,Gabrielhiredmetowork
forhim.”
“Oh.Soyou’veknownhimforalongtime?”
“Sincehewastenyearsold.”Shesmiled.
“Thenyoumustknowhimwell.Doeshenormallykidnapwomenandkeepthemhostageinhishouse?”
Sheletoutalightlaugh.“No,sweetie,you’rethefirst.”
“Aren’tItheluckyone.”Isippedmycoffee.
“Gabrieltellsmeyou’reaconartist.”
“Iprefertheterm‘entrepreneur.’”Ismirked.“Youdon’tbyanychancehaveaboutthirtygrandyoucan
lendmesoIcangetoutofhere,doyou?”
“Iwish.”SheplacedtheFrenchtoastonaplate,toppeditwithstrawberriesandwhippedcream,and
setitdowninfrontofme.“Gabrielisagoodman,Kate,andhedidn’tdeservetoberippedoff.”
Andherecamethejudging.
“Ifhe’ssogreat,whyishestillsingle?”Iarchedmybrowather.
“He’saverybusymanandrelationshipsaren’thistoppriorityrightnow.Hejustendedasix-month
relationship.”
“Why?”IaskedasItookabiteofmyFrenchtoast.
“Gretawasn’ttherightgirlforhim.”
“Andwhoistherightgirlforhim?”Iasked.
“Someone who is kind, truthful, selfless, and understanding of his work.” Her brow raised in an
accusatorywayatme.
“Listen,Grace.Youdon’tknowanythingaboutmeorwhatI’vebeenthrough,sostopwiththejudgey
eyes.”
“Everybodyhasbeenthroughsomething,Kate.Sostopplayingthevictimbecausetheworlddealtyou
abadhand.Whatdoesyourmotherthink?Ordoesn’tsheknowexactlywhatyoudo?”
Wow.Wasthiswomanserious?Whothehelldidshethinkshewastalkingtomelikethat?
“Idon’tandhaveneverhadamother.Shepassedawaythedayaftergivingbirthtome.”
Thejudgmentinhereyesdissipatedasshestaredatme.
“I’msorry.Whataboutyourfather?”
“He’snotaround.”IlookeddownasIplacedmyforkontheplate.
“Soyou’reallalone?”sheaskedasshetookmyemptyplate.
“Basically.”Igotupfrommystool.“ThanksfortheFrenchtoast,”IspokeasIwalkedawaybefore
shehadachancetoaskanymorequestionsorfelttheneedtoberatemesomemore.
IdistinctlyrememberedGabrieltellingmeattheairportthathewassingle.Didhelie?Didhejustsay
thatsoI’dlethimfuckme?Ifthatwasthecase,thenhedeservedtohavehiswatchstolen.Ineededto
findoutwhenhebrokeitoffwiththatwomannamedGretaandwhy.
Gabriel
IwassittingbehindmydeskonaphonecallwhenmybrotherCalebpoppedhisheadthroughthedoor.
Wavingmyhand,Imotionedforhimtocomein.
“Thanks,Brian.Mydesignteamwillbeintouch.”
Iendedthecallandleanedbackinmychair.
“What’sup,Caleb?Youneverdropbytheoffice.”
“Iknow,butIwasjustdownthestreethavinglunch,soIthoughtI’ddropinandseehowthingswere
going.Didyoufindouthernameyet?”Hesmirked.
“HernameisKateHarperandshe’satwenty-four-year-oldwomanwhowasraisedbyherfather.”
“SodoesthatmeanDaddyalsoconnedpeople?”
“Idon’tknow.Shewon’ttalkabouthim.Butshedidsaytheymovedaroundalot,soI’massuminghe
did.”
“Whatareyougoingtodowithher?Youcan’tkeepherlockedupinyourhouse.”
Isighed.“Iknow.Iwasthinkingaboutgivingherajobhere.”
A light chuckle escaped him. “Seriously? Doing what? Listen, big brother, I know there’s something
insideyouthatfeelslikeyouneedtosaveher.Ijustthinkitwouldbeinyourbestinteresttocutherloose.
Forget about the watch and just move on. You don’t need that kind of bullshit in your life. She’s a con
artist,bro.Onceaconalwaysacon,andtherewillbenothingyoucandoorsaythatwilleverchange
that.”
Bringingmyindexfingerstogether,Ibroughtthemuptomylips.“I’mfullyawareofthat.But—”
“Ohcomeon.”Helaughed.“Don’ttellmeyou’reinlovewithher?”
“I’mnotinlovewithher.There’sjustsomethingabouther.”
“Iknowthat,Gabriel.I’mnotstupidandItoldyouthatitwasaboutmorethanjustthewatchbefore.
She’stoxicandyoudon’tneedthatinyourlife.Isn’tthatwhyyougotridofGreta?”
“Gretawasachild.”
Hepointedhisfingeratme.“Iknowwhatthisis.”Heshookit.“Thisisaboutyoubeingarebeland
doing something no one would ever expect from Gabriel Quinn. You spent your whole life doing what
Dadwantedyoutodo.Younevergotintroubleandyoustayedonthepathofhislife.Nowthiswoman
thatiseverykindofwrongentersyourworld,anditexcitesyou.”
“Maybe.”Ishrugged.
“Oritcouldbebecauseshe’snotfallingatyourfeetlikeninety-ninepercentofthewomendo.Yousee
herasachallenge.”
“Maybe.”Ismirked.
Hesatacrossfrommewithasmileonhisface,shakinghishead.
“Ihavetogo.”Hegotupfromhischair.“We’replayingattheCrowfoottonightifyouwanttocome.
Andifyoudo,bringKatealong.”
“Maybe.”Igavehimasmallsmile.
IspenttheentiredaythinkingaboutKate.Itwascrazyhowmuchthiswomanwasonmymind.Caleb
wasright;Ididhavesomesortoffeelingsforher.Iknewdeepdownandunderneaththefaçadeofher
cons,therewasalittlegirllost.
When five o’clock approached and I’d finished signing the last of the contracts, I packed up my
briefcaseandheadedhome.WhenIwalkedthroughthedoor,Gracewasputtingonhercoat.
“Howdiditgotoday?”Iasked.
“Well,ImadeherFrenchtoastforbreakfast,wespoke,andthenshewentbackuptoherroom.That
wasthelastIsawofher.”
“Shehasn’tbeendownallday?”Iasked.
“No,andtobehonest,Ipreferredit.Shehasalittlesassymouth.”
Ichuckled.“Iknowshedoes.Haveagoodnight.I’llseeyoutomorrow.”Ikissedhercheek.
Settingmybriefcasedown,Itooktheelevatoruptothefifthfloorandlightlyknockedonthedoorto
herroom.
“Comein.”
“Howwasyourday?”IaskedasIstoodinthedoorway.
“Howdoyouthinkmydaywas,Gabriel?”
“If you chose to stay in your room all day, that was your problem. You had free roam of the entire
house.”
“WhatamI?Adog?”Herbrowarchedatme.
Icouldn’thelpbutsmileathersarcastictone.
“Getchanged.We’regoingouttodinner.”
“Youwanttobeseeninpublicwithme?”sheasked.“Aren’tyoutakingahugerisk?”
“Justgetchangedandputonsomethingnice.We’regoingtoDaniel.”
“What’swrongwiththis?”Shepointedtohergrayyogapantsandpinktanktop.
“Kate,pleasejustdoasIask.”Isighed.
“I’mnotgoingifyouhandcuffme.”
“IpromiseIwon’thandcuffyou.Butifyoudecidelateryouwouldliketobehandcuffed,perhapsto
mybed,Iwouldtakegreatpleasureinfulfillingyourwishes.”Ismirked.
“You’resick.GetoutofheresoIcanchange.I’llmeetyoudownstairs.”Shethrewapillowatme.
IletoutalightlaughasIshutthedoor,headedtomybedroom,andchangedmyclothesfordinner.AsI
waitedforhertocomedown,Ipouredmyselfabourbonandtookaseatonthecouch.Afewmoments
later,Ilookeduptoseeherwalkingdownthestairsinashortblackstraplessdressandstilettoheels.Her
hairwaspinnedupwithstrandsofcurlsframingherface.ShewassimplystunningandIcouldn’ttakemy
eyesoffher.
“Whatdoyouthink?”Shesmiledasshedidatwirl.
“Youlookbeautiful.”Igrinned.
“MorebeautifulthanHannah?”Hercheeksblushed.
Iwalkedovertoherandplacedmyfingerunderneathherchin.
“Yes.You’remorebeautifulasKate.”
****
Kate
Icouldfeeltheheatriseinmycheekswhenhesaidthatandawetnessflowdownbelow.Therewas
somethingabouthimthatmademetrembleeverytimehelookedatme.Maybeitwasbecausehesawme
asKate,therealme.Heheldouthisarm.
“Areyougoingtoattempttorun?”heasked.
“No.ThatwouldbefoolishofmesinceI’mstarving.”IsmirkedasIhookedmyarmaroundhis.
“Thenlet’sgoeat.”
GabrielorderedusabottleoftheirfinestchampagneandwestartedoffwithaMainelobstersalad.
“Tellmeaboutyourself,Gabriel,”IspokeasIpickedupmyglass.
“Whatexactlydoyouwanttoknow?”
“Anything.Tellmeaboutyourfamily.”
“Well,”hepickeduphisglassofchampagne,“IwasbornandraisedhereinNewYorkCity.Myfather
andmotherneverdivorcedbutstayedunhappilymarried.YoualreadyknowIhaveabrother,whoismy
onlysibling,andItookoverthefamilybusinesswhenmyfatherdiedtwoyearsago.”
“I’msorryforyourloss.Ifyoudon’tmindmeasking,howdidhepassaway?”
“Pancreatic cancer.” He set down his drink. “It was very sudden and a complete shock to all of us.
Whenhewasdiagnosed,hewasalreadyinstage4andpassedawayacoupleofmonthslater.”
“That’sawful.Werethetwoofyouclose?”Iasked.
“We were. But not so much him and Caleb. My father wanted both his sons to run the company, but
Calebdidn’tlikethesilverspoonhewasbornwith.”
“Howso?”Icockedmyhead.
“He hates anything wealth, if that makes sense. He got kicked out of more prep schools than I could
count,andhungaroundwithhisowncrowd.Acrowdthatmyparentsdidn’tapproveof.”
“Why?Becausetheyweren’trichenough?”Ismirked.
“Prettymuch.TheonlythingCalebwantedtodowasplaymusic.Assoonashegraduatedhighschool,
hespentthesummerinLosAngelesandwhenhecameback,hetoldmyfatherhewasn’tgoingtocollege
andhewantednothingtodowithQuinnHotels.”
“I’msureyourfatherlovedthat.”
Hesighed.“Hekickedhimout,tookawayhistrustfund,anddidn’tspeaktohimforfiveyears.”
“Andyourmother?”
“Shewouldtrytogetincontactwithhim,butheheldherjustasmuchresponsiblebecauseshedidn’t
trytomakemyfatherunderstand.Sincethefuneral,they’vestartedtoreconnect,buttheyhavealongway
togo.”
“Icantellthatthetwoofyouareveryclose.”
“Weare.Wealwayshavebeen.Musicisinhissoulandit’shispassion.IneverhavenorwouldIever
let anything come between us. My brother is my best friend and, honestly, I don’t know what I’d do
withouthim.”
Asmallsmilecrossedmylips.
Kate
ListeningtoGabrieltalkabouthisbrothermademeenvious.Ihadalwayswantedasiblingoradog
becausethenmaybemylifewouldn’thavebeensolonely.
“Tellmemoreaboutyou,”hespoke.
“There’snothingmoretotell.”
“Idon’tbelieveyou.”Hisbrowraised.“Whataboutyourbusiness?Handbags,jewelry,shoes.Allthe
thingsthatmakeagirlfeelpretty.”
IbitdownonmybottomlipasIstaredathim.
“Idon’twanttodiscussthat,”Ispoke.
“Why?Becausethereisnobusinesswithhandbags,jewelry,shoes,andallthethingsthatmakeagirl
feelpretty?”
“Youknowwhatmybusinessis,Gabriel.”
“Ah.”Hetiltedhisheadback.“Themenyouconbuyyouhandbags,jewelry,shoes,andallthethings
thatmakeagirlfeelpretty.”
“Yes.”Inodded.
Heleanedacrossthetable.“Tellmehowyoudoit.Howdoyoufindthesemen?”
BeforeIcouldanswerhim,ashockedexpressionovertookhisfaceashestaredovermyshoulder.
“What’swrong?”Iasked.
“Shit.SamuelColdwateriswalkingthisway.Whatifherecognizesyou?”
“Hewon’t.”
“Fuck.Wecan’ttakethatchance.Wehaveto—”
“Gabriel,it’sgoodtoseeyou.”Samuelsmiledasheheldouthishand.
“Samuel.Goodtoseeyouaswell.”
Samuel’seyesdivertedtome.“AndmayIaskwhomthisbeautifulwomanhavingdinnerwithyouis?”
“ThisisKateHarper.Kate,IwouldlikeyoutomeetSamuelColdwater.”
“It’sapleasuretomakeyouracquaintance.”IsmiledasIspokewithalightsouthernaccent.
“Thepleasureisallmine,dear.”
“Areyouherealone?”Gabrielaskedhim.
“I’mmeetingacolleaguefordinner.Infact,Iseehimrightoverthere.ItwasgoodtoseeyouGabriel
andapleasuremeetingyou,Kate.”
Igavehimasmile.HeplacedhishandonGabriel’sshoulderbeforewalkingaway,andGabrielletout
asighofrelief.
“Itoldyouhewouldn’trecognizeme.”
“Let’s get out of here,” he spoke as he threw some cash for the bill on the table and we left the
restaurant.
Assoonasweclimbedintothelimo,Iturnedtohimandspoke,“Hedidn’tlooktoobrokenupover
Amyleavinghim.”
“Hewasthereonbusiness,soI’msurehe’scamouflagingthepainhe’sfeelinginside.”
Irolledmyeyesandlookedoutthewindow.
“Youneveransweredmyquestion,”Gabrielspoke.
“Whatquestionwasthat?”
“Howdoyoufindthemenyoudotoripoff?”
“Research.Theinternetisapowerfultool.”Ismirked.
“You’reanincrediblyintelligentwoman,Kate.Whywasteyourintelligencebydoingwhatyoudo?”
Iturnedaway.Ididn’tlikewhatIdid.Infact,Ihatedit,butIhadnochoice.
“I’mnotwastingmyintelligenceregardlessofwhatyoubelieve,Gabriel.”
The limo pulled up to the curb of his townhome. When we entered the house, I froze when Gabriel
askedmeaboutmyfather.
“Whereisyourfather?”
Istartedwalkingupthestairs,ignoringhisquestionbecauseIdidn’twanttotalkabouthim.Theless
heknew,thebetterforbothofus.
“Answerme!”hespokeinaharshtoneashelightlygrabbedholdofmyarm.
“Letgoofme!”Iyelled.
“Not until you tell me about your father. Was he a con artist also? Is that why you moved around so
muchasachild?Didheteachyouhowtoconpeople?”
Istaredintohisangryeyes.Whythefuckdidhecaresomuch?Anuncontrollablemovementhappened
asIsmashedmymouthagainsthis.Hishandletgoofmyarmandwrappedhisaroundmywaist,holding
mesteadyandinplacewhileoursteamykisscontinued.Inoneswoop,hepickedmeupandcarriedmein
hisarmsupfiveflightsofstairs,ourlipsneverleavingeachother’s.
Helaymedownonmybed,hoveringovermeasheplacedhishandupmydress,pushedmypantiesto
theside,andplungedhisfingerinsideme.IgaspedasItiltedmyheadbackandhistonguesweptovermy
neck. His lips, his hands, and his hard cock made me feel so good every time. Sex with him made me
forgetallthebadthingsthatI’ddoneandallthepeopleI’dused.Withhim,Iwasinthemoment.Withthe
others,Iwenttoafarawayplace.Iwasjustme,KateHarper,agirlwhowasborninBoise,Idaho.The
girlIwasbeforealltheothers.
Hisfingerexploredmewhilelightmoansescapedhimashefelttherushofwetnessemergefromme.
“I’mgoingtokeepdoingthisuntilyoucome,”hewhisperedashisteethnippedatmyear.“Nomatter
howlongittakes.”
Myheartrateacceleratedfasteranditwasn’tlongbeforemybodygaveinandIorgasmed.Lettingout
ahowl,mybodyshookasmylegstightened.
“That’sit.Givemeeverythingyouhave.”Hislipsbrushedagainstmine.
He climbed off the bed, bent down, pushed my dress up, slowly took off my panties, and began
exploring me with his mouth, his tongue moving in circles around me. I gasped as I struggled to take a
breath.Ireacheddownandtangledmyfingersthroughhishairwhilethrustingmyhipsupanddown.After
afewmoments,hestoodupandstrippedoutofhisclotheswhilestaringdownatme.Thelookinhiseyes
wasnothingshortofhungerandIcouldtellhewasn’tgoingtobegentlewithme.
He flipped me over, unzipped my dress, and pulled it off, tossing it over the bed and onto the floor.
Hoveringoverme,histongueslidupmybackashislipsformedtinykissesuptomyshoulders.Inone
thrust,hewasdeepinsideme.Myhandsgraspedthesheetsandclenchedthemtightashemovedinand
outofmeatarapidpace.Groansrumbledinhischestassoundsofpleasureescapedmylips.Histhrusts
becamefasterashesatupanddughisfingersintomyasswhilehepoundedinandoutofme.Another
orgasm came and his moans increased as he halted, pushing deep inside me and straining to release
everythinghehadinsidehim.
Hecollapsed,hismuscularchestrestinguponmybackandhisarmswrappedaroundme.Icouldfeel
the rapid beat of his heart against me as I closed my eyes and took it all in. The safeness I felt was
overwhelmingandIwantedtostaylikethatforever.Rollingoffme,hestoodupandIturnedonmyback
andstaredathim.Hegrabbedhisclothesfromthefloor,walkedtowardsthedoor,andlookedatmeone
lasttimebeforeleavingthebedroom.
Gabriel
Iputonapairofsweatpantsandat-shirt,andwentuptotheterrace.Afterpouringaglassofbourbon,
IleanedagainstthecementrailandstaredoutintotheNewYorkCitynight,tryingtofigureoutwhatIwas
goingtodowithher.Sheconnedrichmen.Sheusedthem,andwhenshewasdone,shewalkedawaywith
beautifulthingsandalotofmoney.Moneythatsheclaimedshedidn’thave.Icalledbullshitonthatone.
ShewasapersonIcouldnevertrust.Ithoughtlongandhardandfinallycameupwithaplan.Oneshe’d
probablyresistbutdidn’thaveachoice.Nowshewasgoingtobetheonetofindouthowitfelttobe
used,andintheend,she’dwalkawaywithnothing.
Thenextmorning,afterIshoweredandgotreadyfortheoffice,Iheadeddowntothekitchen.
“Goodmorning,Grace,”Ispoke.
“Goodmorning,Gabriel.”Shesmiled.“Breakfast?”
“Sure.Ihavesometime.”
IwalkedovertotheKeurigmachine,poppedinaK-cup,andheardsomeonestumbleintothekitchen.
“Morning,”Katespokeasshesatdownattheisland.
“Goodmorning.Coffee?”Iasked.
“Please.”
Assoonasmycoffeewasfinishedbrewing,Ipickedupthecupandsatdownatthetable.
“Whatareyoudoing?”Kateasked.
“Drinkingmycoffee.Why?”
“YouaskedmeifIwantedsomeandIsaid‘please.’”
“And?JustbecauseIaskedyoudidn’tmeanthatIwasgoingtomakeit.”
Hereyesnarrowedatmeasshegotupandwalkedovertothecoffeemaker.
“WhatamIsupposedtodohereallday?”sheasked.
“Idon’tknow.Figureitout.”
“WhatI’dliketodoispaint,butIdon’thaveanysupplies.”
Iglancedupfrommyphoneandlookedather.
“Youliketopaint?”
“Yes.”
“Fine.MakealistofwhatyouneedandI’llsendsomeonetogetitandhavethesuppliesbackhere
later today. And when I get home tonight, we’re going to sit down and have a little chat. It’s time you
startedpayingoffyourdebt.”
“AndhowamIgoingtodothat?”sheaskedasshetookaseatatthetableacrossfromme.
“You’llfindoutlater.”
“Sincewe’rebothsittinghere,youcantellmenow,”shespoke.
“Isaidwe’lltalklater,”Ifirmlyspoke.“Now,ifyouwantthoseartsupplies,youbetterstartthatlist.I
havetoleaveinafewminutes.”
Gracewalkedoverandhandedherapieceofpaperandapen.Ididn’tknowshelikedtopaint.But
whatdidIreallyknowaboutheranyway?Shefinishedherlistandhandedittome.Afterlookingitover,
Iglancedupather.
“Really?Thisisalotofstuff.”
Sheshrugged.“Youcanaffordit.Or,Ihavemostofitbackatmyapartment.Sendoneofyourminions
togofetchit.”Herbrowraised.
“Wherearetheyinyourapartment?”Iasked.
“Inachestinthecornerofthelivingroom.I’llneedmyeaselalso.”
“Idon’trecallseeinganeaselinyourapartment.”
“That’sbecauseyouweretoobusyransackingmyroomtonoticeanythingelseaboutmyplace.”
“True.”Thecornersofmymouthcurvedupintoaslysmile.
Ifinishedoffmybreakfastandgotupfromthetable.
“I’mleavingnow.I’llseeyoutonight.”
“I’llbecountingdownthehours,”shesarcasticallyspoke.
GraceletoutalightlaughandInarrowedmyeyeatherasIwalkedoutthedoor.Onthewaytothe
office,IpulledmyphonefrommypocketanddialedCaleb.
“Hello.”
“Whatareyoudoingforlunch?”
“Gee.Idon’tknow.Ihaven’tevenhadbreakfastyet,bro.”
“CanyoumeetmeattheShakeShackatoneo’clock?”
“Sure.GoodthingyoupickedthatplacebecauseIwasn’tabouttogotoanyfancyrestaurantwithall
thatweirdfood.”
Ichuckled.“WhydoyouthinkIpickedyourfavoriteburgerplace?I’llseeyoulater.”
****
Mymeetingendedattwelveforty-fiveandIhadfifteenminutestogetovertotheShakeShacktomeet
Caleb.
“I’mheadingtolunch,Lu.I’llbebackinacoupleofhours.”
“Enjoy,Mr.Quinn.”Shesmiled.
Carl dropped me off around the corner, and when I made my way to the restaurant, I saw Caleb
standingoutside.
“Hey.”Ismiledaswelightlyhugged.
“What’swiththelunchdate?”heaskedaswesteppedinside.
“IfiguredouthowKateisgoingtopaymeback.”
Ourorderwasup,sowetookittoatableandsatdown.
“Dotell,bigbrother,”Calebspoke.
AsItoldhimmyplan,hesatthereandstaredatmewithanarrowingeye.
“I’mallforthefirstpart,but,bro,I’mnotsosureabouttheoutcome.”
“Why?”Iasked.
“It’salittleharsh,nottomentionthefactthatIdon’tthinkyoucandoit.”
“Itwon’tbeaproblem.”
“If you say so. Listen, Gabriel, Dad was always about teaching us lessons. You know that. This
concernsme.You’replayingwithsomeone’slife.”
“Justlikeshe’splayedwithallthoselivesofallthemensherippedoff.Youthinkthat’sokay?”
“No.Idon’t.Butdotwowrongsmakearight?”Hisbrowraised.
“Sherippedmeoffandshe’sgoingtopaymeback.Hopefully,she’lllearnherlessonandnotdoitto
anyoneagain.”
“Youknowwhattheysay:Onceanalcoholic,alwaysanalcoholic.I’mprettysurethatappliestocon
artistsaswell.”
“We’llsee,won’twe?Anyway,what’sgoingonwithyou?”
“IgotacallyesterdayfromAtlanticRecords.TheylovedthedemoIsentthemandwanttohearmore,
sowe’regoingtoflyouttoL.A.nextweek.”
“Good.”Inoddedmyhead.“It’stoobadthingsdidn’tworkoutwithSony.”
Heshrugged.“Everythinghappensforareason,right?”Hesmiledaswebothfinishedourburgersand
gotupfromthetable.
“You’ve always been the philosophical one in the family.” I smirked as I placed my hand on his
shoulderandwewalkedoutthedoor.
Kate
“It’sabouttime,Carl,”Ispokeashebroughtmyartsuppliesintothehouse.
“Sorry,MissKate,butIhadotherstopstomakeaswell.”
“Canyoudomeafavorandjusttaketheeaseluptotheterrace?”
“Verywell.”Henodded.
“Thanks,Carl.You’readoll.”
ItbotheredmealldayastowhatGabrielwantedtotalkaboutwhenhegothome.HesaiditwastimeI
started repaying him back. But how? Was he going to give me a job at his office? That wouldn’t be so
bad.Atleastitwouldgetmeoutofthisdamnhouse.
Itooktheelevatoruptotheterraceandmovedmyeaseloverbytherailingwheremostofthesunhit
andoverlookedthecityandriver.Thiswouldbetheperfectplacetopaint.Iwalkedovertothebararea
andtookaglassandfilleditwithwater.Movingoneofthesmalltablesoverbymyeasel,Isetupmy
paintsupplies,putacanvasup,andbeganpainting.Witheachstrokeofthebrush,Iwastransportedinto
anotherplace.AplacewhereIhadnotroublesorworriesandaplacewhereIcouldbeme.
AfewhourshadpassedwhenIheardtheelevatordoorsopenandGabriel’svoice.
“Howwasyourday?”heasked.
“Fine,”IspokeasIcontinuedpainting.
HewalkedovertowhereIwasandstoodbehindme.
“You’repaintingthesea?”heasked.
“Theseaisonlypartofit.”
“It’sbeautiful.Youhavegreatartistictalent.”
“Thankyou.Mymotherwasanartist.Mydadtoldmethatshelovedtopaintandhadaverycreative
mind.Shewouldtellstorieswithherportraits.”
“Andwhat’sthisstory?”heasked.
“You’llseeonceit’sfinished.”Asmallsmilecrossedmylips.
“Ibroughthomedinner.Comeandeatandwecandiscusssomethings.”
“I’llbedowninaminute.Ijustwanttofinishthislastpart.”
“Verywell.”Heturnedandwalkedaway.
Once I finished, I placed my brush in the water and took the elevator down to the kitchen. When I
steppedout,InoticedGabrielwasn’tthere,soIwenttothediningroomwherehehadthetablesetand
bowlsofpasta,salad,andbreadwerelaidout.
“Igotmeatsauce,plainsauce,andalfredo.Ididn’tknowwhatyouliked.”
“Allarefine.Thanks.”Itookaseatandplacedthenapkinonmylap.
My nerves were getting the best of me in anticipation of what he wanted to discuss, and I could no
longerwait.
“Sotalk,Gabriel,”IspokeasIpickedupmyfork.
Heclearedhisthroatashesethisnapkinonhislap.
“Thewayyou’regoingtopaymebackisbybeingmycompanionforthirtydays.Athousanddollarsa
night.”
Iarchedmybrowathim.“Excuseme?”
“Youwillworkoffyourdebtbyhavingsexwithmeeverynight.YouwilldoasIsayanddowhatI
want.Youwillattendeventswithmeandtravelifnecessary.”
“I’mnotafuckingprostitute!”Ideadpanned.
“Really, Kate? You seduce men, have sex with them, get them to fall in love with you, and then you
takepayment.Ifthatisn’tprostitution,Idon’tknowwhatis.”
“Yousonofabitch.”Ishookmyhead.
“There’snoneedfornamecalling.Ifyouagree,whichyoureallyhavenochoice,youwillbeableto
leave the house, with a bodyguard, of course, whenever you please. We will have dinner every night
togetherandthenwewillgotomyroomandhavesex.Whenwearefinished,youwillgobacktoyour
roomandwe’llseeeachotherinthemorning.Oncethethirtydaysisup,youwillleaveandgobackto
yourapartmentandtoyourlife.”
“Areyouthatlonelyofamanthatyouhavetoresorttothis?”Inarrowedmyeyeathim.
“I’mnotlonelyatall.Thisactuallyworksoutperfectforme.Noemotions,nostrings,nothing.Andif
youlookatit,it’sperfectforyoutoo.”
“How?”Iasked.
“You’re incapable of feelings. It’s just another job for you. Clearly, you had no problems or trouble
walkingawayfromalltheothermenyourippedoffandIwon’tbeanydifferent.”
“AndifIdon’tagree?”
“ThenIturnoverallofyouraliasestothepoliceandyougotojail.”
“Ah,GabrielQuinn,CEOofQuinnHotels,kidnapperandblackmailerextraordinaire.”Iheldupmy
glassofwine.
Hepickeduphisandhelditupinfrontofhim.
“AndKateHarper,conartistandheartbreakerextraordinaire.”
“Youknownothingaboutme,Gabriel.”
“Iknowenoughand,tobehonest,Idon’twanttoknowanythingelse.DowehaveadealordoIcall
thepolice?”
Icouldn’tbelievehisproposal.Allthismanwantedwassex.Athousanddollarsanightsex.Ifthat
was what it took to get me out of here, then fine. Besides, I liked having sex with him. This was my
chancetoplayhim,findoutmoreofhisweaknesses,andtakeadvantage.Hethoughthewasplayingme,
butinreality,hehadjusttakenthegametoawholenewlevel.
“Igettoleavethehouse?”Iasked.
“Yes.Youcangowhereveryouwant,butyouwillbeguarded.”
Irolledmyeyes.
“AndyousaidIwouldhavetodoanythingyouwantinthebedroom?”
“Yes.AnythingIwant.Youcannotsayno.”
Igulped.
“Idon’tdoanalsex.Thatrightthereisoutofthequestion.So,ifyouhavethethoughtinthatfuckedup
littleheadofyours,takeitawaynow.”
“IfI’mpayingathousanddollarsanight,youwilldoasIplease,includinganalsex.”
Iswallowedhard.Hewouldn’tdoanal.Hedidn’tseemlikethattypeofguy.Butthenagain,hedid
keepapairofhandcuffsinhisbedroom.I’dcallhisbluff.
“Fine.Wehaveadeal.”Iheldoutmyhand.“ButyoudoknowIgetmyperiod.Sothenwhat?”
“Wedoitintheshowerwhenthat’sgoingon.”
“Okay.ThirtydaysitisandthenIleave.Canwecountlastnightasdayone?”
“No.Itstartsnow,tonight.Idowanttomakeonethingverycleartoyou.Iamnotliketheothermen
youwerewith.Iwillnotshoweryouwithexpensivegifts,flowers,oranythingelse.”
“Whatifyou’retemptedto?”Ismirked.
“Trustme,Kate.Iwon’tbe.”
“Areyoualwaysthiscold-heartedwiththewomenyou’rewith?”
“Onlytheoneswhothinkit’sokaytostealfromme.”Hecockedhishead.
“WhataboutGreta?”
“Howdoyouknowabouther?”
“Gracetoldmetheotherdayyoujustendedarelationshipwithher.Why?”
“That’snoneofyourbusiness.”
“WereyoutogetherwhenwefuckedatJFK?”
“No.Iwasn’t.Idon’tcheatonthewomenI’mwith.”
Iletoutalightlaugh.“Sureyoudon’t.You’reatypicalrichalphamale.Temptationisyourweakest
point.”
“Notmine.WhenI’mwithsomeone,I’mcommitted.IneveroncecheatedonGreta.”
MyheartkindofmeltedwhenhesaidthatandIcouldtellhewasn’tlying.Hewasfaithfulanditwasa
rarequalityamongmen.Especiallymenofhisstature,butsomethingwasdifferentwithhim.Heseemed
coldandemotionless.Moresonowthanbefore.
“Doyouhaveanysexylingerie?”heasked.
“Backatmyapartment.Why?”
“BecauseIwantyouwearingiteverynightwhenyouwalkintomyroom.”
“ThenIguesswe’llhavetogotomyplace.”
“No.I’llhavenewthingsdeliveredtomorrow.”
“Ithoughtyouweren’tgoingtolavishmewithgifts?”Iraisedmybrow.
“They’renotforyou,sweetheart.They’reformetoenjoy.”
“Seriously,Gabriel.Whatkindoffreakareyou?”
“Howdoesmewantingtoviewyouinsexylingeriemakemeafreak?Anddon’tevengothere,Kate.
I’msureyou’vedonesomefreakyshitwiththemenyou’vebeenwith.”
Inreality,itwasalwaysjustplainsex,veryvanilla,whichwasfinewithme.Whenthemenwouldask
totrysomethingdifferent,IalwaystoldthemIwasn’tcomfortable,sotheywoulddropitandresumewith
thenormalplainandboringsex.PerhapsitwasbecauseIwasneverattractedtoanyofthemandIalways
hadtheupperhand.ButwithGabriel,thingsweredifferent.Therewasanenormousattractiontohim,and
thistime,Iwasn’tincontrol.Overall,hisneedforkinkinessturnedmeon.
“DoIatleastgettopickoutthelingerie?”Iasked.
“No.LikeIsaid,I’llhavesomethingsdeliveredtomorrow.”
“Andwhatabouttonight?”
“Fortonight,yournakedbodywilldojustfine.Infact,”helookedatthetimeonhisphone,“Iwantyou
nakedandwalkingintomybedroomatninep.m.Understand?”hespokewithseriousness.
“Yes,master.Anythingyousay.”
Hehelduphisfinger.“Don’tcallmethat.”
Thecornersofmymouthcurvedupintoaslightsmile.
“Whatdoyouwantmetocallyou?Daddy?”
“Absolutelynot.Whatiswrongwithyou?”
Me?Hewantedtoknowwhatwaswrongwithme?Hewastheoneputtingthisplanofdemandinto
motion.
“Fine.Iunderstand,Gabriel.”
“That’sbetter.Youhavethirtyminutestoprepyourself.”
Igotupfrommyseatandheadedtomyroom.Hisplanwasn’tsobad.Sexwithhimandthefreedomto
leavethehousewheneverIwantedtowasaprettygooddeal,nottomentionthetravelingpart.Theone
thingIdidbelievehewastruetohiswordaboutwasturningmeovertothepolice.Hehadenoughonme
toputmeawayforalongtimeandthatwasn’tsomethingIwasabouttorisk.
Kate
Ilookedattheclockonmynightstand.Itwaseightfifty-nine.Itwastimetomakemygrandentrance.I
slippedoffmyrobeandwalkedmynakedbodydowntohisbedroom.Ihadneverbeenintherebefore
andI’dneverseenitbecausehekeptthedoorlockedwhenhewasgone.
WhenIlightlyknockedonthedoor,hetoldmetocomein.Placingmyhandonthehandle,Iopenedit
andstoodinthedoorwaywithmyarmrestingonthedoorframeandmyhippushedouttotheside.
“Comein,”hespokeashesatontheedgeofthebedinnothingbutapairofpajamabottomswithhis
barefeetfirmlyplantedonthefloor.
Iseductivelywalkedtowardshimandstaredintohishungryeyes.WhenIreachedthebed,heplanted
his hands firmly on my hips and his tongue stroked my belly. Instantly, the fire down below erupted,
sendingatinglingsensationthroughmybodythatmademetremble.Heslidhistonguedowntomyclit,
givingitafewstrokesbeforecirclingmyslickopening.MyfingersrakedthroughhishairasIclosedmy
eyes and pleasurable moans escaped my lips. His mouth devoured me while he dipped a finger inside,
heightening my ecstasy. My breathing became rapid as well as my heart rate and a rush of intoxicating
warmthrushedthroughme.
Hestoodupandslowlycircledaroundme,hislipsbarelytouchingmyneck,untilhewasfullybehind
me.Hetookmyhandandplaceditonhishardcock,movingmyhandupanddownthefabricofhispants.
Itiltedmyheadbackandhistongueexploredmyneck.
“It’s time you got down on your knees and wrapped that beautiful mouth of yours around my hard
cock,”hewhisperedseductivelyinmyear.
Turningaround,Ibrushedmylipsagainsthisbeforekneelinginfrontofhim.Grabbingthesidesofhis
waistband,Isliddownhispajamabottomsandreleasedhiscock,whichstoodtallandproud.Iwanted
thistobeamomenthe’drememberforever,soIstartedbyplantingtinykissesalonghisabdomenandup
anddownhissexyV-linebeforemakingmywaydowntohismanhood.Icircledhisshaftlightlywithmy
tonguewhilehegrippedmyhairandthrewhisheadback,lettingsubtlemoansescapehim.Lickingupand
down,IstaredupathimasoureyesmetandIcouldfeelhimtremble.MylipswrappedaroundhimasI
heldthebaseofhiscockwithmyhand,slowlymovingitupanddownwhileIdevouredhim.Hismoans
heightenedashisgriponmyheadtightenedandhethrusthishipsbackandforth.Bringingmyotherhand
uptohisballs,Ilightlybrushedmyfingersacrossthem.
“Stop.I’mabouttocomeandIdon’twanttoyet,”hespokewithbatedbreath.
Heliftedmeupandthrewmeonthebed,bringinghislipsdowntomybreastsandtakingmyhardened
peaksinhismouth.Hegrabbedmylegandhelditupashethrustinsideme,forcingmetogaspforair.It
washard,deep,andfullofpromisestogivemetheultimateorgasm.Hepoundedinandoutofmeata
rapidpaceassmallbeadsofsweatformedonhisskin.WhileIplacedmyhandsfirmlyonhischest,he
groped my breast with his other hand, giving each one equal attention. Sounds of gratification emerged
frombothofusaswefuckedlikeacoupleofrabbitsandIcame.
Hepulledoutandflippedmeonmysidesohecouldentermefrombehind.Anotherdeepandhurried
thrustjoltedme,bringingmetothebrinkofanotherorgasm.
“Yes,”heloudlyvoiced.“God,youfeelsogood.Fuck,Kate.”Hehalteddeepinsideme.
When he finished, he pulled out and walked to the bathroom. After he returned, he handed me some
tissues.
“Youcancleanyourselfupandthengobacktoyourroom.I’llseeyouinthemorning.”
“Yeah,okay,”Ispokewithahintofdisappointment.
Igotupfromthebedandheadedbacktomyroom,mybodystillreelingfromtheeffectsofhim.My
mindwasinshamblesandIcouldn’tfigureoutwhy.Ifeltused.LikeIwasnothingmorethanapieceof
meattohim.Ineededtopaint,soIslippedonmyrobeandheadeduptotheterrace.Thenightwascool,
butIdidn’tmind.Beforegettingstarted,Iwalkedovertothebar,pouredaglassofwhitewine,andtook
itovertomyeaselwhileIstoodandstaredatwhatIhadpaintedearlierintheday.Pickingupmybrush,I
continuedmyjourney.
****
Gabriel
“Damnit,”IspokeasIpacedaroundthebedroom.
Tryingtofeelnothingforheratallwasnoteasy.Sexwasmindblowing,andthewayshehadthose
beautifullipswrappedaroundmycock,amazing.Shit.Ithadtobethisway.Nofeelingsandnoemotions.
Ineededtoremembershestolemythirty-thousand-dollarwatchrightoffmywristwithoutanyguiltand
sheconnedmanymen.Watchingherorgasmwassatisfying.Thelookonherfaceandthewayshelightly
bitdownonherbottomlipmadeithardnottowanttogiveherahundredmore.
Ipulledonmypajamapantsandwentdownstairstomyofficetodosomework.Iwasn’ttiredandI
neededadrink.Afterpouringmyselfabourbon,Isatdownatmycomputerandlookedoversomeemails.
A couple of hours had passed and I was finally tired, so I headed upstairs. I wondered if she was
sleeping, so I went up to the fifth floor to check on her. The door was open, her light was on, but she
wasn’tinthere,soIwentuptotheterrace.
“Can’tsleep?”IaskedasIfoundherstandingathereasel.
“I’mnotreallytiredandIwantedtopaint,”shespokeasshestaredatthecanvasandbrushedafew
strokes.
Iwalkedovertoherandwasamazedathowmuchshe’daddedsincebeforedinner.
“Amermaid?”IaskedasIstaredatthepainting.
“Yes.Don’tyoulikemermaids?”
“Idon’tknow.Ineverreallythoughtaboutthem.Isyourpaintingtellingastory?”
“Yeah.Itsureis.”
Herpaintingintriguedme.Abeautifulmermaidwithlongblondehair,sittingonarockandlookingout
into the sea that was made up of blues and greens. I narrowed my eye as I stared at it, wondering if
somehowthatwasadepictionofKate.Asmuchasitintriguedme,italsoconfusedme.
Shesetherbrushinthewaterandgavemeasmallsmile.
“I’mgoingtobed.I’llseeyouinthemorning,”shesoftlyspoke.
“Goodnight,Kate.”
I headed back to my room and climbed into bed. Grabbing my laptop, I opened it and googled
“Mermaids.”ThedescriptionandsymbolismIfoundvalidatedmythoughts.
Alongwithunrivaledbeauty,mythdepictsmermaidswithheart-stoppinglylusciousvoices....They
are matrons of enchantment, entreating sailors with beguiling beauty, grace, and mesmerizing
melodies.Seductiveandcharming,allthoseincontactwithmermaidsaresubjecttotheirpersuasion.
The traits she possessed were the same. As beautiful as her painting was, it was also haunting. It
almostfeltasifshepainteditoutofpain.Bytheendofthirtydays,Iwouldknoweverythingabouther.I
closedmyeyesandtriedtogetsomesleep,butIhadafeelingsleepwasn’tgoingtobemyfriendtonight.
Kate
I gave my body a long stretch as I opened my eyes and looked around the room. Since I was now
officiallyallowedtogooutofthehouse,Iwouldtakeadvantageofittoday.I’dbegonethewholeday.
Doing what? Who the hell knew. I wondered which one of Gabriel’s minions would get the luxury of
guardingme.Woulditbethecutebuffguywiththeshortblondhairandthegreeneyes?Orwoulditbethe
baldguythatstoodsixfootfourwholookedlikehehatedlife?Henevercrackedasmileandwasalways
soserious.
Puttingonmyrobe,Iheadeddownstairsandwentintothekitchenforsomecoffee.ThecloserIgot,the
morethearomaofsomethingsweetcapturedmyattention.
“Goodmorning,Grace.”Ismiled.“Whatisthatwonderfulsmell?”
“Good morning, Kate. I’m making strawberry-stuffed cream cheese crepes. Would you like some?
They’reGabriel’sfavorite.”
“Iwouldlovesome.Thankyou.”
IwashappytodaybecauseIfeltasifIhadsomesortofnormalcybackinmylife.Icouldcomeandgo
asIpleasedandhadtohavesexwithahotandsexymillionaire.Thatwasasnormalaslifecouldgetfor
me.Iwouldusemyfreedomtoexplorenewoptionsandmakeaplanforwhenthethirtydayswereup.I
would be kind, sweet, and over pleasing, just like I was with the others. I’d keep my feelings and
emotions out of it. I had to. I wasn’t a good person and didn’t deserve to have someone as good as
Gabriel.Notthathewouldwanttosettledownwithsomeonelikeme.Ihadtoomuchbaggage,toomuch
dishonesty,andtoomuchofascreweduplifeforthelikesofhim.
“ArethosestrawberrycrepesIsmell?”Gabrielspokeashewalkedintothekitchen.
“Yes,andthey’reready.Sogositdown,”Gracereplied.
“Goodmorning.”IsmiledasIwalkedupandgavehimakissonthecheek.
“Goodmorning.”Henarrowedhiseyeatmewithsuspicion.
Itookmycoffeetothetableandsatdown.Hefollowed,takingtheseatacrossfromme.
“Youseemtobeinararemoodthismorning,”hespoke.
“Maybeithadsomethingtodowiththeeventsthatoccurredlastnight.”Ismirked.
GracelookedatmeandthenoveratGabrielasshesetdownourcrepesinfrontofus.Hedidn’treply
tomycommentandbeganeatinghisbreakfast.
“So,who’smybabysittertoday?Blondbuffguyortallbaldguywhohateslife?”
“Huh?”Gabrielasked.
“Ineedtogoouttoday,sowhichoneofyourminionsistaggingalong?”
“Andwheredoyouneedtogo?”
“Out.Ineedtogetoutofthishouse.WalkthestreetsofTimeSquare,gotoCentralPark;hell,I’deven
gositinacaféalldayjusttogetoutofhereforawhile.”
“Edmondwillbeescortingyou.”
“And,”Ileanedoverclosertohim,“whichoneishe?”
“Accordingtoyou,‘tallbaldguywhohateslife.’”
Irolledmyeyes.Ihadhopedhewouldsay‘blondbuffguy.’HeseemedfriendlierthanEdmond.
“Ihavesomethingforyou,”Gabrielspokeashegotupfromthetableandwalkedoutofthekitchen.
Afewmomentslater,hereturnedandsetaniPhonedowninfrontofme.
“IthoughtyoushouldhavethisincaseIneedtogetholdofyouoryoume.”
“Thankyou.ButwhataboutthephoneIalreadyhave?”
“Thisoneisspecial.Theonlynumberyoucandialismine.”Hesmirked.
“Well,aren’tyoujustagem,wantingtokeepmealltoyourself.”Ismirkedback.
“Idon’ttrustyou,Kate.Youknowthat.You’reonlygoingtohaveituntilourtimeisup.Afterthat,you
canhaveyourotherphoneback.”
“Idon’tneeditanyway.ItwasonlyforSamuel.Ialwaysgetridofmyphonesaftermyjobisdone.”
Hiseyebrowraisedindismay.
“Isee.”
“Infact,it’sfinethatIcanonlycallyoubecausewhoelsedoIhavetocall?”Ilookedawayfromhim
asIpickedupmyphone.
“Yourfather?”
IgavehimasmallsmileasIgotupfrommychair.
“Iwouldlovetocallhim,butIcan’t.”
“Why?”
“Becausehe’sdoingtimeatRikersIsland.”Iwalkedawayanduptomyroom.
AsIwasintheclosetpickingoutanoutfittowear,Iheardalightknockonthedoor.
“Comein.”
“Yourfatherisinprison?”Gabrielasked.
“Yes,”IrepliedasIthumbedthroughmyclothes.
“Whydidn’tyoutellme?”
Ishrugged.“Idon’tknow.MaybeIwastooembarrassed.”
“Sowhatmadeyoutellmenow?”Hetookacoupleofstepscloser.
“Whynot?Imean,we’reinthisso-calledthirty-dayrelationship.Youmightaswellknowaboutmy
family.Anyway,don’tyouhavetogettotheoffice?”
Hestoodandstaredatmeforamomentwithaperplexedlookinhiseyes.
“Yeah,Ido.Enjoyyourdayout.I’llseeyoutonight.Maybewe’llgoout.”
“Really?”Ismiled.“Where?”
“CalebandhisbandareplayingattheBowery.Ithoughtmaybewecouldgowatchhim.”
“I’dlikethat.”
“Okay, I’ll let him know we’ll be there.” He smiled. “And by the way, we’ll talk more about your
fatherlater.”
“Gabriel?”
“Yes?”Heturnedandlookedatmebeforewalkingoutthedoor.
“IneedmypurseandmywalletbackifI’mgoingout.”
“I’llgogetitandleaveitbythefrontdoor.”
“Thanks.”
Afterslippingonapairofskinnyjeansandanoversizedgreysweater,Iputonmyshoesandwalked
out the front door. Instantly, Edmond stepped in front of me with a stern look in his eyes and his arms
crossed.
“Relax,bigboy.I’msureGabrieltoldyouthatyou’llbetaggingalongwithmetoday.”Ismiled.
“Hedid.”
“Great.Thenwhyareyoustandingtherelikeyou’rereadytowrestlemetotheground?Let’sgo.”
****
Gabriel
AsIsatbehindmydesk,Icouldn’thelpbutthinkaboutKate’sfather.Iknewsomethingwasupbythe
wayshewasvagueabouthim.Rikers,eh?Theapplesuredidn’tfallfarfromthetree,didit?Iwondered
what she was doing today. I told Edmond to keep a very close eye on her at all times and on his
belongings.Pickingupmyphone,IdialedCaleb.
“What’sup,Gabriel?”heanswered.
“Whattimeareyouplayingtonight?”
“Wehitthestageatnineo’clock,”hereplied.“Why?Areyouthinkingaboutcoming?”
“Yes.ItoldKatethatwe’dcomewatchyouplay.”
“Awesome.Comearoundeightandwe’llhaveacoupleofdrinksfirst.Bytheway,Itakeitsheagreed
toyourplan?”
“She did because she knew she didn’t have a choice. Which reminds me, I need to go. I have some
shoppingtodo.I’llseeyoulater,bro.”
Iendedthecall,gotupfrommydesk,andtoldLuthatI’dbebackinanhour.Climbingintothelimo,I
hadCarldrivemetoVictoria’sSecretwhereIpurchasedsomelingerieandmatchingpanties.
“Carl,afteryoudropmeattheoffice,takethisbagbacktomyhouseandhandittoGrace.Tellherto
putitonKate’sbed.”
“Verywell,sir.”Henodded.
“Youknowwhat?Justdropmeoffatthedelidownthestreetfrommybuilding.I’mgoingtograba
sandwichandI’llwalktotheoffice.”
Aftergrabbingasandwichtogo,IwaswalkingdownthestreetwhenIranintoSamuelColdwater.
“Gabriel.”Hesmiledaswebothstoppedonthesidewalk.
“Hello,Samuel.Onyourwaytolunch?”
“Iam.Caretojoinme?Iwasjustheadingdowntothedeliforaquicksandwich.Ihaveback-to-back
meetingsthisafternoon.”
Iheldupmybag.“Justcamefromthere,butI’lljoinyou.”
I figured this was the perfect chance to find out about how he felt about Kate, or in his case, Amy
disappearing.Iwantedtoknowifhewaslookingforher.Igrabbedusasmalltablewhilehewentand
orderedasandwich.
“How’severythinggoing?”Iaskedhimashetookaseatacrossfromme.
“Business-wise,thingsaregood.”
Inarrowedmyeyeathim.“Notsomuchpersonal-wise?Yourgalawasahugesuccessandyouhavea
beautifulgirlfriend.Lifeshouldbegrand,Samuel.”Ismirked.
“I’mnotseeingAmyanymore,Gabriel.”
“What?Why?Thetwoofyouseemedsohappy.”
“ShelefttownthedayafterthegalaandreturnedtheringIhadgivenher.”
“I’msorry.Ihadnoidea.”
“Howwouldyou?”Hegaveasmallsmile.
“Didshegiveyouareasonastowhysheleft?”
“Shesaidsheneededtogoawaytoworkonsomeissuesshehadwithherselfandsheneededtobe
alone.Ifonlyshewouldhavetalkedtome,Icouldhavehelped.Iwasinlovewithher,”hespokewitha
sadnessinhisvoice.
Ifeltbadfortheman.
“Andyouhavenoclueastowhereshewent?”
“No. I had a private investigator try to track her down after I kept calling her cellphone and it went
straighttovoicemail,butnoluck.He’sconvincedshewasn’twhoshesaidshewas.”
“Doyoubelievethat?”Iasked.
“Ido.ThemoreIthoughtaboutit,themorethingsdidn’taddup.Ibelievethiswomanwasouttocon
mesomehow.”
“Ifshewas,shewouldn’thavegivenyoubackthering,”Ispoke.
“Isupposethat’strue.”
“Unfortunately,shewasjustamessed-upwomanwithalotofissues.Shedidyouafavorbyleaving.”
“Maybeyou’reright,Gabriel.Thankyou,myfriend.Andyou’reright,shewouldn’thavereturnedthe
ring.”
“You’rewelcome.”Ismiled.“Ineedtogetbacktotheoffice.Itwasgoodseeingyou.”
Kate
IspenthalfthedayinCentralPark,walkingaroundandtakinginthebeautyofthespringscenery.Itfelt
goodtogetoutofthathouseanditgavemetimetothinkaboutwhatIwasgoingtodooncemythirtydays
wereup.Myleasefortheentireyearwasalreadypaidforandmydadwashere,somovingwasn’tan
optionjustyet.Plus,IneededaplaceforhimtocometowhenIgothimoutofprison.SamuelColdwater
wasgoingtohelpwiththatuntilGabrielsteppedinandruineditforme.Hewasgoingtobemylastcon.
Theconthatwouldhelpgetmyfatheroutofprisonandhomewithmewherehebelonged.
“Is there anywhere else you want to go before I take you home?” Edmond asked in a serious and
monotonevoice.
“Starbuckswouldbenice.”
“Fine.”
Rollingmyeyes,Ilaidmyheadbackagainsttheseatandtookinadeepbreath.Thethoughtofgoingto
seeCalebandhisbandplaytonightthrilledme.ThelesstimeIspentcoopedupinthathouse,thebetter.
EdmondparkedaroundthecornerfromStarbucksandwebothclimbedoutandheadeddownthestreet,
himwalkingbehindme.Somethinghe’ddoneallday.
“Youcanwalknexttome.IpromiseIwon’tbite,”IspokeasIturnedmyheadandlookedathim.
Hiseyenarrowedashestaredstraightahead.WesteppedintoStarbucksandwaitedinline.
“Coffee’sonmetoday.”Ismiledathim.“Whatwouldyoulike?”
“Nothing.”Hestoodtallwithhishandsfoldedinfrontofhim.
“Ohcomeon,Ed.Lightenupandhaveacoffeewithme.”Ishoulderbumpedhim.
“I’mfine,MissHarper.”Heshotmeadirtylook.
Itwasmyturntoorderandthebaristagavemeacheerfulgreeting.
“Twograndecaramelmacchiatoswithnon-fatmilk,please.”
“Nameforthedrinks,please,”thebaristaspoke.
“KateandEdmond.”Ismiled.
Hearing a heavy sigh escape Edmond’s lips, I turned to him and spoke, “You’ll love it. Trust me.” I
lightlyhithisarmwiththebackofmyhand.Assoonasourcoffeeswereready,Igrabbedbothcupsfrom
thecounterandhandedEdmondhis.
“Thankyou,”hespokeasheclearedhisthroat.
Asmallsmilecrossedmylips.“You’rewelcome.Nowlet’sgohome.”
Edmondpulleduptothecurbofthetownhouse,climbedout,andstoodonthesidewalk,waitingfor
metogetoutofthecar.Isatthere,staringstraightaheadasIwaitedforhimtoopenthedoor.Hisface
twisted as his eyes narrowed at me through the window. Finally, he placed his hand on the handle and
openedthedoor.
“Isthereaproblem?”heaskedwithirritation.
“No.Iwasjustwaitingforyoutobeagentlemanandopenthedoorforme.”Iarchedmybrow.
HetookinasharpbreathashefollowedbehindmeupthestepsandIwalkedintothehouse.WhenI
reachedmybedroom,InoticedaVictoria’sSecretbagsittingonthebed.Walkingovertoit,Iremoved
the tissue paper and, one by one, I pulled out multiple pieces of pretty lingerie and matching panties.
Gabrielhadsexytaste,butIwasn’tsurprisedbywhatagodhewasinthebedroom.
GrabbingmymacchiatofromthenightstandwhereIhadsetitdown,Iwalkeddownstairstothekitchen
tograbasmallsnack.AsIpassedthelivingroom,Iheardsobscomingfromit.Stopping,IsawGrace
sittingonthecouchnexttoawomanwhowascryinghereyesout.
“Umm,hello?”Iwalkedtowardsthem.
Grace lightly shook her head at me as her eyes widened. It was as if she was telling me not to say
anything.
“Whoareyou?”thewomannexttoGraceaskedinasnottytone.
“Kate.KateHarper.Andyoumaybe?”Iarchedmybrowather.
“GretaStevens.”Shesniffled.
Holyshit.Itwastheex-girlfriend.Whatthehellwasshedoinghere?
“GretajuststoppedbytospeaktoGabriel,”Gracespoke.
Thiscouldn’thaveworkedoutbetterifIhadplanneditmyself.Sittingdownonthecouch,Ihooked
myarmaroundher.
“Whatareallthetearsfor?”Isoftlyasked.
“Abrokenheart.”Shedabbedhereyeswithatissue.
“I’vegotthis,Grace.”Iwinked.
Hereyenarrowedatmeforafewmomentsbeforeshegotupandlefttheroom.
“Areyouhisnewgirlfriend?”shescowled.
“Whosegirlfriend?”Iplayeddumb.
“Gabriel’s.”
“Ohno.”Ilaughed.“I’mGabriel’scousin.Hewaskindenoughtoletmestayhereuntilmyapartment
renovationsarecomplete.IjustmovedherefromTexas.”
“HenevermentionedhehadacousinnamedKate.”Sheblewhernose.
“Well,maybethat’sbecausehe’sanasshole.”Ismiled.
“Butyoujustsaidhewaskind.”
“Yes. To let me stay here, but overall, he’s an asshole. But you already know that since you’re here
cryingonhiscouch.Whatdidhedotoyou?”Igaveheralighthugtoplayonhersympathy.
“Out of the clear blue, he broke up with me. And the worst part,” she looked at me with mascara-
stainedeyes,“hediditoverthephonewhilehewasinSeattle.Ijustcan’tseemtogetoverhim.”
“I’mnotsurprised.”Ishookmyhead.“Howlongwereyoudating?”
“Sixmonths.Hewasthemanofmydreamsandhedidnothingbutcrushthem.”Shelaidherheadon
myshoulder.
“Ugh.I’msosorry.Didhesaywhyhebrokethingsoff?”
“He said he wasn’t happy and that I couldn’t understand that his career came first. He was always
working.AllIwantedwastospendtimewithhim.Wasthatsomuchtoask?”Shelookedupatme.
“No,sweetie.Notatall.”
“ThenhetoldmethatIwasawhinylittlechildandIonlycaredaboutwhatIwanted.”
“Whatajerk.”
“Youknowwhatthesadpartis?”Sheliftedherheadandblewhernose.“Iwouldtakehimbackina
second.Eventhoughheshatteredmyheartintotinypieces,Istilllovehim.”
Thisgirlhadsomeseriousself-esteemissues.
“Doyoureallylovehim?”Iasked.
“OfcourseIdo.WhydoyouthinkI’mhere?Iwashopingtoseehimandmaybewecouldtalk.”
“Soyouweregoingtobeghimtogiveyouasecondchance?”
Sheswallowedhard.“Yes.”
IshookmyheadasIgotupfromthecouchandpacedaroundtheroom.
“Greta,letmeaskyousomething.HaveyoueverbeenwithawealthymanbeforeGabriel?”
“No.”
“Sowhenthetwoofyougottogether,youthoughtitwasamazingthatamanlikehimwouldfallfora
girllikeyou?”
Shelookedatmewithhersadpuppybrowneyes.“Howdareyou.”
“Thatwasn’taninsult,darling.WhatI’mtryingtosayisthatyouneverthoughtinamillionyearsthata
wealthyandsexymanwouldfallforyou.AmIcorrect?”
“Iguess.”
“WhattypeofmendidyoudatebeforeGabriel?”
Sheshrugged.“Justtypicalguys.Therewasaconstructionworker,aparamedic,andastoremanager.”
“Sojustordinaryguys.Probablycute,butnotoverlyhot.Madeanaveragesalary.Perhapsenoughto
buyyouasmallhouseinthesuburbswithacutelittlewhitepicketfence.Guyswhoworkedninetofive
andcouldspendallthetimeintheworldwithyou?Thetypeofmenyouonlyfeltyoudeserved?Feelfree
tostopmeifI’mwrong.”
“Sofar,you’reright.”Shenodded.
“ThenalongcameCousinGabriel.Gorgeous,sexy,andrich.Hemadeyoufeellikeamilliondollars
whenyouonlyfeltlikeyouwereworthahundred.Thethoughtthatamanlikehimcouldfallforyouwas
intoxicating. Finally, a man you could rub into your family and friend’s faces, to show them that Greta
StevenswassomeonespecialandthatamanlikeGabrielwantedher.”
“Whatthehellisgoingonhere?”Gabrielsnappedashewalkedintotheroom.“Greta,whatareyou
doinghere?”
Iputmyhanduptostophimfromtalking.
“It’s clear that you’ve broken this poor girl’s heart with your ball-less way of breaking up with her.
Overthephone,Gabriel?Really?”Inarrowedmyeyeathim.
“Thisisnoneofyourbusiness,Kate.Goupstairs!”
“Don’tyoudaretalktoyourcousinthatway!”Gretasnappedasshestoodupfromthecouch.
“Mywhat?”HeshotmealookandIgavehimasmirk.
WalkingovertoGreta,Itookholdofbothherhands.
“Listentome.Youdeservesomuchbetterthanhim.Youwereinlovewiththefantasy,Greta.Itwas
neverreallyaboutGabriel.”
“Itwasn’t?”
“No, sweetie. No matter how poorly he treated you, you just wanted to hold on to that fantasy. You
deserve someone who makes you a priority in their life. Someone who is capable of giving you all the
love you deserve. Who puts you first before anything else. Gabriel is incapable of any of that and you
know it. He’s greedy and money is all he cares about. Why do you think he’s still single? Money will
alwaysbehisnumberoneloveandanyoneelsewouldalwayscomesecond.Orhell,maybeeventhird.
Hehasaheartofstone.ButIknowdeepdownyoualreadyknewthat.Doyouthinkthat’ssomethingyou
deserve?”
“No.”Shelightlyshookherhead.
“Ofcourseyoudon’t.FromwhatIcansee,you’reawonderfulwomanwithsomuchgoingforyou.
You don’t need a man like him. He can’t be trusted, especially where women are concerned. He has a
wanderingeye,youknow.”
“Okay.That’senough!”heshouted.
“Iknowhedoes.I’veseenit.Thewayhelookedatotherwomenwhenweweretogether.”
“So,eventhoughyouwereflyinghighwiththefantasy,hewasslowlymakingyoufeelinadequate?”
“Yes.Asamatteroffact,hewas.”
“You’restrong,Greta.Nowgooutintothatworldandshowithowstrongyoureallyareandhowno
manwillevermakeyoufeellikethatagain.”
“You’reright.”Hereyesdivertedtohim.“Ineverlovedyou,Gabriel.Youwerenothingbutafantasy
tome.You,Mr.GabrielQuinn,aremeanandyou’reamanwhoisn’tcapableoftrulylovinganyonebut
yourself.Ideservebetterthanthat.Goodluckwiththerestofyourlife.”Shegrabbedherpursefromthe
couchandwalkedpasthim.“Ipitythenextwomanwhofallsforyourdumbass.”
Isnickeredassheleft.
“Whatthefuckwasallthatabout?”hespokeangrilythroughgrittedteeth.
“Relax.Youshouldbethankingme.Shecameheretobegyoutotakeherback.Didyoureallywantto
dealwithallthatnonsense?”
“Whythefuckwouldshedothat?”
“Because,youidiot,she’sobviouslystillinlovewithyou.It’sbeyondmewhy.”
“Shejustsaidshewasn’t.”
“BecauseIconvincedhershewasn’t.”Thecornersofmymouthcurvedupintoacunningsmile.
“Andallthatshityousaidaboutmeisnottrue!”
“Thathasyettobedetermined,Mr.Quinn.”Iwinked.“Itdoesn’tmatteranyway.She’soutofyourlife
forgood.Nowifyou’llexcuseme,Iwasonmywaytothekitchentograbasnack,”IspokeasIwalked
away.
Iwentintothekitchen,andwhenIopenedtherefrigerator,IheardGabriel’svoicebehindme.
“Mycousin?Really?”
“Didyouwantmetotellherthatyoukidnappedmeandareholdingmehostagehereasyoursexslave
forthenextthirtydays?”
“Ididnotkidnapyou.Youcamehereonyourownfreewill.”
“Youtrickedme.”Ipointedathim.“Isn’titfunnyhowweallhavealittlebitofconinus?”Iarched
mybrow.
Hetookinasharpbreathandplacedhishandsinhispockets.
Gabriel
IhadnowordsforwhatIhadjustwitnessedbetweenGretaandKate.
“Youcanthankmelaterinbed.”Shelickedherlipsasshewalkedpastme.
Mycocktwitchedsomethingfierceanditshouldn’thave.Gracewalkedintothekitchenandlookedat
me.
“I’malldonefortheday,Gabriel.”
“Thankyou,Grace.I’llseeyoutomorrow.”
“Ihatetoadmitit,butKatesureissomethingelse.Don’tbetoohardonherwhereGretaisconcerned.
Shecameheretellingmethatshecouldn’tlivewithoutyouandifyoudidn’ttakeherback,shewasafraid
thatshewouldhurtherself.Itriedtalkingtoherandtogetheroutofherebeforeyougothome,butnothing
wasworking.Thenshestartedwithherdamncrying,andthat’swhenKatewalkedin.Shehasawaywith
words,Gabriel.Youcan’tdenythat.”Shesmiled.
“Shemanipulatespeople,Grace.”
Sheshrugged.“Well,inthiscase,itwasagoodthing.”
IsighedasIwentuptomyroomtochangefordinner.Pullingmyphonefrommypocket,Isentatext
messagetoKate.
“Weareleavingfordinnerinapproximatelytwentyminutes.Beready.Iwanttoeatbeforewehead
totheBoweryRoom.”
“Givemethirty.Ifyoucan’tdothat,thenIwillhavetomeetyouattherestaurant.”
“Isaidtwentyorforgetit.Wearen’tgoingout.”
“AndIsaidthirty.DoyoureallywanttohavetoexplaintoCalebthatwecouldn’tcomeseehis
bandplayovertenminutes?”
Iclenchedmyfistandtookinadeepbreath.Throwingmyphoneonthebed,Itookaquickshowerand
changedmyclothes.IwentdownstairsandpouredaglassofbourbonwhileIwaitedforMissSmarty
Pantstocomedown.Lookingatmywatch,Isawthatshehadfiveminutesleft.
“Don’tworry.I’mfiveminutesearly.”Shesmiledasshewalkeddownthestairs.
Myeyesrakedoverherfromheadtotoeasshetookmybreathaway.Sheworeahigh-waistedpleated
shortblackskirtwitharoyalbluetopthatsatoffbothshoulders.Tallblackbootsthatcameoverherknee
gracedherlongleanlegs,andthewayshehadherhairpinnedupwithafewstrandsofcurlshanging
downstartedtogivemeanerection.
“Well?”Shedidaspinassheheldoutherhands.“AmIdressedappropriatelyfortheevening?”
Asmilecrossedmylips.“Youmostdefinitelyare.Youlookbeautiful.”
“Thankyou,Gabriel.Youlookquitehandsomeyourself.”Shegrinned.
Asweweresittinginthelimo,onourwaytotherestaurant,IplacedmyhandonKate’s.
“I’msorryaboutearlierwithGreta.Thankyou.”
“You’rewelcome.”Shesmiled.“I’mstilltryingtofigureoutwhatyousawinher.”
“Tobehonest,Idon’treallyknow.Ithoughtshewasniceandsweetatfirst.Butthenasthe
relationshipgrew,shedemandedmoreofmytime.Weekendsweren’tgoodenough.Shewantedustosee
eachothereverydayandshewouldcrynon-stop.IfIsentherflowersforaspecialoccasion,shewould
whinethattheyweren’ttherightcolor.ShewouldblowupmyphonealldaylongandaskmewhatIwas
doingandthenfacetimemetomakesurewhatIsaidwastrue.Shenaggedallthetime.Itookherona
businesstripwithmetoFloridaandtheonlythingshewantedtodowaslieonthebeach.Andseriously,
that’sallshedidthewholeweekwewerethere.Shedidn’twanttosightseeorevenshop.Iwasgoingto
rentaboatforadayandsheclaimedshegotseasick,sothatwasoutofthequestion.”
“Shesoundscomplicated.”
“Shewas.SheevenhadhermothercalltotellmewhatashittyboyfriendIwasandthatamaninmy
positionshouldtreatherlikeaqueen.”
“Wow.Really?”Herbrowraised.
“Itjustwasn’tagoodthing.”
“Thenwhydidyoustaywithherforsixmonths?”
“Iwasinthemiddleofopeninganewhotelandthereweretonsofproblems.Itwaseasierjusttostay
withherandkeepblowingheroffuntilthehotelwasopened.Then,whenIwasinSeattle,sheaccused
meofcheatingonherandshecalledme,cryinghereyesouteverysingleday.Icouldn’ttakeitanymore,
soIendeditoverthephone.Ididn’twanttodealwithherwhenIgotback.”
“Shesoundslikeapsycho.”
Isighed.“Sheprettymuchwas.Thethingwomendon’tunderstandisthatmycareerwillalwayscome
first.”
“Itotallygetthatbecauseminedoestoo.”Shesmirked.
“Veryfunny,Kate.”
CarlpulleduptoTavernontheGreenandIclimbedoutfirst.Holdingoutmyhand,sheplacedhersin
mineasIhelpedherfromthecar.
“Tellmemoreaboutyourfather,”Ispokeaswewereseatedandsippingonwine.
“Canwetalkabouthimlater?Ijustwanttoenjoythisevening.”
“Fine.Butwewilldiscussit.”
Afterwefinishedeating,weheadedtotheBoweryRoom.
“Youmadeit.”Calebsmiledaswelightlyhugged.
“Ofcourse.Itoldyouwewould.”
“Hey,Kate.Howareyou?”Calebasked.
“I’mgood.Thanks.I’mreallyexcitedtohearyouguysplay.”
“Thanks.Let’sgrabadrinkbeforeIgoonstage.”
ThethreeofustookaseatatatableinfrontofwhereCalebwasgoingtoperform.Theplacewas
gettingcrowded.Butthatwasnosurprise.FallenAngelscouldalwayspackaroom.
“Wouldyoulikeanothertequila?”IaskedKate.
“Yes,anddon’tforgetthesplashoflime.”Shesmiled.
IheadedtothebarjustasCalebandhisbandstartedtoperform.WhenIgotbacktothetable,Kate
wasinherseat,movingtothemusic.
“Wow.They’rereallygood!”sheexclaimed.
IsmiledatherasIsetherdrinkdown.ShesatandwatchedthemplaywhileIsatandwatchedher.She
washavingagoodtimeandIcouldn’twaittogethomeandfuckher.Thethoughtmademycocktwitch.
ShedefinitelywasoneofthemostbeautifulwomenIeverlaideyeson.Toobadshewaseverykindof
wrong.
“Thankyouallforcomingouttonighttoseeusplay.Itmeansalot,”Calebspoketotheaudience.“I’d
liketointroduceyoutosomeone.HernameisKateandshehasthevoiceofanangel.Kate,comeuphere
andsingalittlesomethingforus.”
KatewashorrifiedandCalebwouldn’tletitgo.Hejumpeddownfromthestageandgrabbedher
hand,pullingherupwithhim.Shetriedtotellhimno,buthewasn’ttakingnoforananswer.Hehanded
herhisguitarandshewhisperedsomethinginhisear.Turningtothemicrophone,shespoketothe
audience.
“Thisisasongmyfatherusedtosingtome.”
Isatandwatchedher,listeningcarefullytothewordsasshesangthem.Thewayshesangitwas
haunting.Icouldfeeltheemotionpourfromher,whichtoldmethatsonghadaspecialmeaning.Whenthe
songwasover,theaudienceclappedandcheered.Calebgaveherakissonthecheek,shesteppedoffthe
stage,andwhenshesatdown,shefinishedoffherdrinkandaskedforanother.
“Youwerereallygoodupthere,”Ispoke.
“Thanks.I’mgoingtokillyourbrotherfordoingthat.”
ThewaitressbroughtoveranotherroundofdrinksandKatechuggeditasifitwaswater.
“Slowdownthere.”Ismiled.“Thatsongyousang.Yousaidyourfatherusedtosingittoyou?”
“Yeah.”Sheheldupherfingertograbthewaitress’attention.“Heusedtosingittomeallthetime.”
“What’sthenameofthesong?”Iasked.
“‘Run’bySnowPatrol.Funnythingisthatsongfitourlifesoperfectly.Itwasasifitwaswrittenfor
us.”
ItookasipofmybourbonwhileIcontinuedtostareatherasshesippedherdrinkandwatched
Caleb’sbandonstage.Shedidn’tsaymuchtherestoftheevening,oronthewayhome,andIcouldtell
somethingwasbotheringher.
“I’mgoingtogoupstairsandchange.Anyspecificlingerieyouwantmetoweartonight?”sheasked.
“It’syourchoice.I’llmeetyouinmyroomwhenyou’reready.”
Shegavemeasmallsmileaswesteppedontotheelevator.
Kate
Idecidedtoslipintoablackhalterbabydollpiecewiththematchingv-stringpanty.Walkingintothe
bathroom,Itookmyhairdownandranmyfingersthroughit,lettingitfallovermyshoulders.Asadness
thatI’dbeenholdingbackallnightpushedthroughallmystrengthandfinallybrokeme.Isatontheedge
ofthebedwithmyfaceinmyhands.
“Kate?Areyouokay?”IheardGabrielaskinasoftvoiceashesteppedintomybedroom.
Iopenedmyeyesandlookedupathim.
“My dad would always say, ‘It’s okay, Katie. Remember, we’re on an adventure. Just me and you.
Fatheranddaughter.Wecanconquertheworldtogetheranddoanythingwewant.’Excepthisconquering
theworldleftmealoneamajorityofthetime.Heusedtosay‘Lightup,babygirl.Oneday,we’regoing
tohavethelifewealwaysdreamedof.’Whathedidn’tunderstandwasthatIwantedanormallife,witha
house, and to stay in one place where I could set down roots and make some friends. Where he had a
normaljobandmadeanhonestliving.”
Hewalkedovertothebedwhenhesawthetearsfallfrommyeyesandsatdownnexttome.
“Heconnedpeople,didn’the?”Iasked.
Inoddedmyheadandgrabbedatissuefromthenightstand.
“Isthatwhyhe’sinprison?”
“Hegotinvolvedwithsomehigh-poweredpeople.Whentheyfoundoutheconnedthem,theysethim
upandmadesurehewenttoprison.TheFBIseizedallhisfundsandhelosteverything.Acoupleofdays
afterhewassentencedtoRikers,amanknockedonthedoorofthehotelroomIwasstayinginandtold
methatifIwantedtogetmyfatheroutofprison,allIwouldhavetodoispaythemdoubleofwhathe
stole.”
“Howmuch?”heasked.
“Tenmilliondollars.”
“Forfucksakes,Kate.”Heshookhishead.
“Theysaidoncehisdebtispaidoff,theywouldmakesurehewasreleasedfromprison.”
“Andtheycanjustdothat?”
“Thesepeoplehavefriendsinhighplaces,Gabriel.YouwantedtoknowwhyIdowhatIdo.That’s
thereason.Idon’tlikeit.Infact,Ihateit,butIneedmyfatheroutofprison.He’stheonlypersonIhavein
thisworld.”Atearfellfrommyeye.“Everypieceofjewelry,designerclothes,handbags,andanything
elsethosemengavemeofgreatvalue,Isold.AndwhateverItakefromthem,Ipayittowardsmyfather’s
debt.That’sthereasonIdon’thavethirtythousanddollarstogiveyou.”
“Howmuchofthatdebtdidyoualreadypayoff?”
“Fivemilliondollars.SamuelColdwaterwasgoingtobemylastjob.”
“Howcertainareyouthatthesepeoplewouldgetyourfatheroutofprisonafteryoupaidthem?People
likethatneverkeeptheirword.”
“Wesignedacontract.Iagreedtopaytenmilliondollarsandtheyagreedtogethimoutofprison.”
“Isee.”
Hegotupfromthebedandpacedaroundtheroom.
“Heruinedyourlife,Kate.Youhavetoknowthat.”
“Hedidwhathehadtodotosupportus.HetoldmethatIwastheonlythinginhislifethathe’ddone
right.Hequitconningafterhemetmymotherandtheygotmarried.Hesoldusedcarsandtheystillhad
troublemakingendsmeet.ThenIwasborn,shedied,andIwasallhehadleft.Inhismind,hewasdoing
whatwasbestforusanddoingtheonlythingheknewhow.”
Gabrielsatdownonthebedandcuppedhishandsinhisface.Therewereafewmomentsofsilence
andthenhestoodup.
“Getsomerest.Tonightisoff.”
Iquicklygrabbedholdofhishandbeforehehadthechancetowalkaway.
“No.Please.Ineedyou.”
Heturnedandlookedatmeforamomentwithhesitationinhiseyes.Thenhegotdownonhiskneesin
frontofmeandbrushedhislipsagainstmine.
****
Gabriel
After I fucked her, I walked out of the bedroom and headed downstairs to the bar, where I poured
myselfabourbon.ShewasupsetandIprobablyshouldn’thavesleptwithher,butshewantedit.MaybeI
shouldhavestayedwithher,butIcouldn’t.Herstory.Wasittrue?Orwasitallalie?Shewasgoodat
whatshedidandIcouldn’ttellifshewasplayingmeornot,whichwasinfuriating.Ithrewbacktherest
ofmybourbonandslammedtheglassdownonthebar.Whatwassheupto?Wasshetellingmethatstory
tomakemefeelsorryforher?Totryandunderstandwhyshedidwhatshedid?Wasshetryingtoconme
into giving her money? Perhaps using me to get what she needed to pay off her father’s debt? I wasn’t
buying the debt part. She did what she did because it was all she knew. It was how she grew up. She
neverhadanystructure,andshecertainlywasnevertaughtrightfromwrong.
Thenextmorning,Igrabbedacupofcoffeetogoandheadedstraighttotheoffice.Ididn’twanttobe
homewhenshewokeup.Icouldn’tevenlookatherafterwhatshehadtoldmelastnight.AsItookaseat
behindmydesk,Thaddeuswalkedin.
“IneedyoutolookoverthesecontractsandsignthemfortheChicagoproperty.Oncethat’sdone,we
canstartconstruction,”hespoke.
“Handthemover.”Iheldoutmyhand.
“Everythingokay?”heaskedashetookaseatacrossfromme.
“Everything’sfine.Why?”Ilookedathim.
“Youseemunusuallytensethismorning.”
“It’snothing.Ijusthadaroughnight.”
“Greta’snotbackinthepicture.Isshe?”heasked.
“No,”IrepliedasIsignedthecontractsandhandedthemover.“AreweallsetforHawaii?Isthere
anythingIneedtoknowaboutbeforeIgetthere?”
“No.Everythingissmoothedoutandthegrandopeningisset.”
“Good.Iexpecttheretobenoproblems.”Iarchedmybrow.
“Therewon’tbe.I’lltalktoyoulater.”
Ashewalkedoutofmyoffice,Iheardhimsayhellotosomeone.WhenIlookedup,Katewasstanding
inthedoorway.
“Whatareyoudoinghere?”
“IwasoutandaboutandIwantedtoseewherethegreatGabrielQuinnspendsmostofhisday.”She
smiled.“MayIcomein?”
“I’mreallybusyrightnow,Kate.”Ilookedatmywatch.“It’sonlyteno’clock.Howareyououtand
aboutalready?”
“Thiswasmyfirststop.”
“Where’sEdmond?”
“He’sbehindme.I’msorrytohavebotheredyou.I’llseeyoulater.”
Assheturnedawayandbegantoclosethedoor,Ispoke,“Kate.”
Sheturnedandlookedatme.
“We’releavingforHawaiiinacoupleofdays.Makesureyoustartpacking.”
“Andyou’rejusttellingmethisnow?”
“Iwasgoingtotellyoutonight.”
“Andwhat’sinHawaii?”sheasked.
“Thegrandopeningofmynewhotel.”
“Okay.I’llstartpacking.”Sheturnedawayandshutthedoorbehindher.
IpickedupapenandthrewitacrossmydeskasIgotoutofmychairandpacedaroundtheroom.Ihad
thisragebuiltupinsidemethatIcouldn’tletgoof.Itwasn’taboutthewatchanymore.Itwasn’tbeing
abletobelieveawordshesaid.IwantedtotrustherandIwantedtobelieveherbecausethesefucking
feelingsthatstirredinsidemewouldn’tstop.
Afteralongday,Iwasfinallyabletoleavetheofficeandheadhome.WhenIwalkedthroughthedoor,
thearomaofsomethingcookinghitme.Followingthescenttothekitchen,IfoundKateatthestove.
“Whatareyoudoing?”IaskedasIsetmybriefcasedown.
“Makingdinnerforus.”
“Where’sGrace?”
“Shewasfinishedandsheleft.IthoughtitwouldbeniceifIcookedtonight.”Sheturnedherheadand
asmallsmilecrossedherlips.
“Ididn’tknowyoucouldcook.”
“Whodoyouthinkdidallthecookingformeandmydad?Ifhehadhisway,we’dhavepizzaandfast
foodeverynight.”
“Itsmellsgood.Whatareyoumaking?”IaskedasItookaseatattheisland.
“Bruschettachickenwithasaladandhomemaderolls.”
“Didyouteachyourselftocook?”
“Somewhat, and I had some teachers along the way. There was this woman my dad was with for a
shortperiodoftime.Shewasachefandownedherownrestaurant.Ispentalotoftimeatherhouseand
shetaughtmeafewthings.”
“Awomanthatyourfatherconned?”Iasked.
Sheswallowedhard.“Yes.”
She took the chicken out of the pan, arranged it nicely on a platter, and took it into the dining room.
Beforetakingaseat,Iwalkedovertothebarandpouredaglassofbourbonformeandaglassofwhite
wineforher.
“Thislooksdelicious.Thankyou.”
“You’rewelcome.”Shetookasipofherwine.
“Whatdidyoudotodaybesidefoodshop?”Iasked.
“ShoppedalittlebitforHawaii.”
“Withwhatmoney?”Myeyenarrowed.
“WhosaidIneededmoney?”Asmirkcrossedherface.
Mybloodstartedtoboilatthethoughtthatshehadstolenthemerchandise.
“Isweartogod,Kate.Ifyou—”
“Relax,Gabriel.Iwaskidding.Idohavesomemoneyinmybankaccount.Andbeforeyouaskhow
much,it’snotthirtythousanddollars.Besides,Idon’tshoplift.IneverhaveandIneverwill.”
Ireachedacrossthetableandgrabbedthesaladbowl.AsIwasplacingsomesaladonmyplate,she
threwarollatme,hittingmesquareintheface.
“Whatthefuck?!”Iglaredather.
“Iwanttoknowwhyyouhaveanattitudewithme.Inoticeditthismorningatyouroffice.”
“Idon’t.Nowdropitandfinisheating,”Isternlyspoke.
“You do and I want to know why. What did I do to make you so angry? I haven’t got a clue, unless
you’restillholdingagrudgeaboutyourwatch.ButIthoughtwesettledthat.Isn’tthatwhyI’mhere?I’ve
doneeverythingyouaskedofmesofar.Sothereisnoreasonforyoutotreatmethewayyoudidorthe
wayyouare.”
Her mouth. She kept rambling and it was pissing me off. I slammed my fists down on the table and
stoodupfrommyseat.
“YouwanttoknowwhyI’msoangry?It’sbecauseIcan’ttrustyou.Ican’ttrustawordyousay.That
littlefabricatedstoryofyourslastnightwasagoodone.Butnotgoodenoughformetobelieveyouor
yourlies.”Ipointedmyfingerather.
Shesatthereasshedroppedherforkontoherplateandstaredatmewhilehereyesfilledwithtears.
Sheslowlygotupfromherseat,wipedhermouthwithanapkin,andsetitdownonthetable.
“I’m sorry you don’t believe me. But it’s all true. Everything I told you last night was the truth. I’m
dealing with dangerous men, Gabriel. They want their money and I want my father out of prison.” She
walkedawayandheadedupstairs.
Kate
Iranuptomyroom,slammedthedoor,andthrewmyselfonthebed.DidIreallyblamehimfornot
trustingme?DidIhavetherighttobesoupsetoverit?WhydidIevencareifhetrustedmeornot?That
wasthebigquestion.IneededtoacceptthefactthathewouldnevertrustmeaftereverythingI’ddone.
ThesoonerIdidthat,theeasierthisarrangementwouldbe.TheonlyreasonIwasherewastopayoffa
debt,nothingelse.Heonlysawmeasabusinessdeal,sothelessItoldhimaboutmylife,thebetteroff
I’dbe.IwasstupidforwantingtoseewhereheworkedandforcaringthatheleftthehousebeforeIeven
wokeup.WhenIfoundouthewasalreadygone,therewasapartofmethatwassad,andallIhadwanted
todowasseehimbeforeIstartedmyday.ThesefeelingsandemotionswereoutofcontrolandIneeded
for them to stop. I’d never had problems like this with the other men I was with. Never got involved.
Neverfeltathing.Ididn’tevenhavetopretend,butwithGabriel,Idid.
I refused to wallow in self-pity, so I got up from the bed, took in a deep breath, and walked back
downstairstocleanupdinner.WhenIreachedthekitchen,IsawGabrielloadingthedishwasher.
“I’lltakecareofthat,”IspokeasIgrabbedthepanfromthestove.
“I’vegotit,”hesnapped.
“You’veworkedallday.Goupstairs.I’llfinishcleaningupandmeetyouinyourbedroom.”
“Fine.”Hewipedhishandsonatowelandbegantowalkoutofthekitchen.
BeforeIknewit,hegrabbedmyarm,turnedmearound,andsmashedhismouthintomine.Ourheated
kisstoldmethatweweren’tgoingtomakeittothebedroom.MyfingersfumbledwithhisbeltasIundid
itandunzippedhispants,whilehishandspulledmyshirtovermyhead.Wemovedarounduntilhehad
mepinnedupagainsttherefrigerator,thecoldnessofthestainlesssteelsendingajoltthroughme.Hetook
downmypants,grabbedmywrists,andheldthemtogetherwithonehandwhilehisfreehandexploredmy
arousedarea.WhenhemadesureIwaswetenoughforhim,hepulledhishardcockfromhisunderwear
andshoveditdeepinsideme,causingmetogaspatbothpleasureandpain.Hemovedrapidly,likeadog
in heat, and his tongue slid across my neck. As he thrust in and out of me with hard, deep strokes, he
staredintomyeyesandspoke,“Iwanttotrustyou.”
“Youcan,”Ibreathlesslyspokeasanorgasmerupted.
Hehaltedandburiedhimselfdeepinsidemewhilehecame.Hisheaddroppedtomyshoulder.
“No,Ican’t,”hewhispered.
Heremovedhimselffromme,tuckedhiscockbackinhisunderwear,pulleduphispants,andwalked
away.Icrossedmyarmsovermychestandslowlysliddowntothefloor,tryingtoholdbackthetearsthat
sobadlywantedtostreamdownmyface.
Thenextmorning,afterarestlessnightofsleep,IwaitedinbeduntilIwassurethatGabrielhadleft
for the office. I had a lot to do today to get ready for Hawaii, but there was one thing that took
precedence:visitingmyfather.Aftershoweringandgettingdressed,Iheadedtothekitchen,madeacup
ofcoffee,andgrabbedsomefreshfruitfromtherefrigerator.
“Goodmorning,Kate,”Gracespoke.“Icanmakeyousomebreakfast.”
“Morning,Grace.Fruitisfine.I’mnotreallyhungry.”
“You’reupkindoflatethismorning.Iseverythingokay?”sheasked.
“Yeah.Ijusthadarestlessnight,andIcouldn’treallysleep.I’mgoingouttoday.Doyouneedmeto
pickyouupanything?”Iaskedher.
“That’s sweet of you to ask, but I have to go out myself and do some grocery shopping. Is there
anythingIcangetyou?”
“Nothanks.”IgaveherasmallsmileasIsippedmycoffee.
GraceleftandonceIfinishedmyfruit,Igrabbedmypurseandheadedoutthefrontdoor.
“Goingoutagain?”Edmondraisedhisbrow.
Usually, I’d have a witty comeback for him, but today, I was serious. To be honest, I think he was
disappointed.IwasmakingheadwaywithhimandIstartedtobelieveheenjoyedmycompany.
“IneedtogotoRikersIslandtovisitmyfathertoday.”
“Oh.Okay.Whenarevisitinghours?”
“Soon,”Ireplied.
“Thenwebetterheadoutnow.There’sgoingtobealotoftraffic.”
We walked down the steps together and he opened the car door for me. He was definitely making
progress.
“Canyoudomeafavor,Edmond?”
“Itdepends.”Helookedatmethroughtherearviewmirror.
“Pleasedon’ttellGabrielthatIwenttheretoday.Ineedittostaybetweenthetwoofus,”Ispokewith
asadnessinmyvoice.
“Sure.Iwon’ttellhim.”
Whenwearrivedattheprison,Isignedin,gotsearched,andthentookaseatatanemptytablewhileI
waitedforthemtobringmyfatherin.
“There’smybabygirl.”HesmiledasIstoodupandwebrieflyhugged.
“Hi,Daddy.”
“Howareyou?Ihaven’tseenyouinamonth,Kate.Iwasstartingtogetworried.”
“I’msorry.Thingshavebeensocrazy.Ihavesomewonderfulnews.ImovedtoNewYork.”
“What?”Hecockedhishead.“WhataboutyourjobandschoolinChicago?”
“Igottransferredhere.TherestaurantIworkforopenedupalocationinManhattanandIaskedifI
couldtransfertobeclosertoyou.”
“That’swonderful.Butwhataboutschool?”
“I stopped going. It was taking me forever since I could only take a class here and there. But don’t
worry,Ihaveagreatjobanditpaysgood.Especiallythetips.”
“Areyouokay,sweetheart?”heaskedwithconcern.
“I’mfine.IhavethisgreatapartmentinaniceneighborhoodandI’vealreadymadesomefriends.The
bestpartis,Icancomevisityoueveryweek.”Ibrightlysmiledtomaskthepaininsideme.
“WhataboutthatguyyouwereseeinginChicago?Whatwashisname?Tom,Ibelieve?”
“Iendedthatawhileago.Thingsjustweren’tworkingout.”
“I’msorrytohearthat,sweetheart.”
“Don’t be, Daddy. It was for the best. Right now, I’m just focusing on me and my career in the
restaurant business. I’m learning everything I can because, one day, I would like to open up my own
restaurant.”Ismiled.
“I’msoproudofyou.”Hegrinned.“Iworryaboutyou,baby.Iworryabouthowgrowinguptheway
youdidwouldaffectyou.ThelastthingIwantedtodowasscrewyouup.”
“Youdidn’t.I’mgoodandI’mhappytobeclosertoyou.”
“NewYorkisadangerouscity.Youneedtobeonguardatalltimes.”
“Chicagowasn’tanysafer.”Iletoutalightlaugh.
Wetalkedforawhileandthenourtimewasup.Thegoodbyewasalwaysthehardestpart.
“I’llseeyounextweek.”Ismiledaswebrieflyhugged.
“Lookingforwardtoit,sweetheart.”
I walked out of the visiting room with an emptiness inside me. I hated seeing him locked up here. I
thoughtwitheachvisititwouldgeteasier,butitneverdid.
“I’mreadytoleave,Edmond,”Isoftlyspoke.
“Areyouokay,Kate?”
“Notreally.”
WewalkedtothecarandIclimbedinside,pullingmyseatbeltovermyshoulderandbucklingit.
“Howaboutamacchiatoandablueberrymuffin?”Edmondsmiled.
“Ablueberrymuffin?”
“Didn’tyouknowthatblueberrymuffinsalwayschasethebluesaway?”Hewinked.
AsmilecrossedmylipsandweheadedtoStarbucks.
Kate
AfterIarrivedbackatthetownhouse,Iwentuptomyroomtosoakinabubble-filledwarmtubbefore
starting to pack for our trip tomorrow morning. I wasn’t sure what kind of mood Gabriel would be in
whenhegothomesincehisangerandtrustissuesweregettingworseandIdidn’tfeellikedealingwith
him.Ilaidmyheadbackonthebathpillowandclosedmyeyes,takinginthesweetaromaoflavender.I
wasdriftingintoanotherworldwhenIheardaloudknockonthebathroomdoor.
“Kate,areyouinthere?”Gabrielasked.
Iopenedmyeyesandsighed.Whatwashedoinghomealready?
“Yes.”
Iheardtheturningoftheknobandthedooropened.GabrielstoodthereinhisdarkgrayArmanisuit,
lookingsexyasfuck.
“Doyoumind?”IaskedasIraisedmybrow.
“Idon’t.”Hesmirked.
“Whyareyouhomealready?Shouldn’tyoubestressingoutoversomethingattheoffice?”
“IneedtopackforHawaii.Ibroughthomedinnerforus.Ihopeyou’rehungry.”
“Dependsonwhatyoubrought,”Ispokewithaslightattitude.
“KoreanBBQ.”
“I’veneverhadit.”
“There’safirsttimeforeverything.Howmuchlongerareyougoingtobe?Idon’twantthefoodtoget
cold.”
“Ibasicallyjustgotinbeforeyouknockedonthedoor.”
“Youcantakeonelater.Getoutandgetdressed.Dinneriswaiting,”hespokeasheturnedandwalked
away.
Itookinasharpbreathtotryandstopthevulgarwordsfromescapingmylips.Whothehelldoeshe
thinkheis,tellingmewhattodo?Unfortunately,insteadoftellinghimtofuckoff,Ididasheasked.Not
forhim,butforme.
IwentdownstairsandfoundGabrielsittingattheislandalreadyeating.Walkingovertothefridge,I
openeditandgrabbedabottleofwater.Lookingatthewhitecontainersoffoodthatsatonthecounter,I
wasunsure,eventhoughitdidsmellamazing.
“So,whatdowehavehere?”Iasked.
“Thiscontainerisporkbelly.Thisoneisduck,andthisoneisspicybeefshortribs.”
Grabbingaplatefromthecounter,Ioptedforthespicybeefshortribs.Iwasn’tafanofduckandthere
wasnowayIwaseatingporkbelly.Thethoughtnauseatedme.
“Takingthesaferoute,eh?”Gabrielsmirked.
“OfcourseIam.”
Heseemedtobeinabettermoodthanyesterday,whichwasgood.Thetensiondidn’tseemasthick.
“Whatdidyoudotoday?”heasked.
Shit.Whydidhehavetoask?
“Notmuch,”Ilied.“HadamacchiatoandablueberrymuffinwithEdmond.”
“Youandheseemtobegettingalong.”
“Ithinkhelikesmenow.”Ismiled.
“Whatelsedidyoudo?Didyougetanypackingdone?”
“Notyet.Iwasgoingtostartaftermybath.”
Damn.Thesespicybeefshortribswereamazing.
“ThisiswhyIcan’ttrustyou,”heblurtedout.
“Excuseme?”
“Youlieeverychanceyouget,”hespokeinanirritatedtoneashestuffedhisfacewithporkbelly.
“Whatareyoutalkingabout?”
“YouwenttovisityourfatheratRikersIslandtoday.Didn’tyou?”
Deadsilencefilledtheair.IwasgoingtokillEdmond.
“Yes,Idid.”Igulped.
“Whydidn’tyousayso?”
“Howdidyouknow?DidEdmondtellyou?BecauseIspecificallyaskedhimnotto.”
Hegotupfromhisstoolandtookhisplateovertothesink.
“Firstofall,youarenevertotellmyemployeestolietome.EVER!Doyouunderstandme?Ihavea
trackeronthecar.Imonitoryouractivitiesalldaylong.Iknowexactlywhereyougo.”
Idroppedmyforkonmyplate.
“Wow.Stalkermuch?”
“Iwouldn’thavetodoitifyoujusttoldthetruthallthetime.Whydidn’tyouwantmetoknowyou
wenttoseehim?”
“Idon’tknow.”Iloweredmyhead.
“Damn it, Kate!” His fists slammed down on the counter. “Tell me why you wanted to hide it from
me?”
“Whoa,”Calebspokeashewalkedintothekitchen.“What’sgoingonhere?”
“Caleb,whatareyoudoinghere?”Gabrielaskedinacalmtone.
“IjustcametoseeyoubeforeyouleftforHawaiitomorrowandtotellyouthatSonyRecordsoffered
usasolidcontract!”Hespokewithexcitement.
“That’sgreat.Congratulations.”Hesmiledashewalkedoverandgavehisbrotherahug.
“Thanks.”
“Congrats,Caleb.Youguysdeserveit.”
Heplacedhishandonmyshoulder.“Thanks,Kate.Ifthisisabadtime—”
“No.Areyouhungry?”Gabrielaskedhim.
“Nah.Ijustate.”
“Then come into the living room and we’ll have a celebratory drink. Kate, you may join us when
you’refinishedeating.”
“I’mnotveryhungry.IthinkI’lljustgouptomyroomandstartpacking.”Igotupfrommystooland
headedupthestairswithoutsayinganotherword.
****
Gabriel
“Mindtellingmewhatallthatwasabout?”Calebspokeaswewentintothelivingroom.
Steppingbehindthebar,Igrabbedtwoglassesandthebottleofbourbon.
“Sheliedtome.Shewenttoseeherfathertodayandtriedtodenyit.”
“Why?”
“Idon’tknow,”IrepliedasIhandedhimhisdrink.
“Younormallyaren’tlikethis,bro.What’sreallygoingon?”
“Nothing. I just want to know where she is and what she’s doing at all times when she leaves this
house.”
“Ineverfiguredyoutohavestalkertendencies.”Hesmirked.
“Nowyousoundlikeher.”Irolledmyeyes.
“You’reinwaytoodeepwithher.Comeon,Gabriel,thisismeyou’retalkingto.”
“Shejustmakesmesoangry.Moresonowthanbefore.Idon’tknow.”Ishookmyhead.
“I’lltellyouwhy.”Hetookasipofdrink.“It’sbecauseyou’vefallenforherandyouwanthertobe
flawless.Butthat’snotpossible,bro.Everyoneisflawedinonewayoranother.Yeah,she’saconartist,
butthat’safront,afaçade.Youneedtolookpastthatanddeepintoherheartandsoultotrulyfindthe
personshe’shiding.”
Isatacrossfromhimwithapuzzledlookonmyface.
“What?”
“She’s still playing all her roles; every person she ever invented. I believe she’s scared shitless to
showhertrueself.”
“Whywouldshebeafraid?”Iasked.
“Stopandthinkaboutitforaminute.Fromthetimeshewasalittlegirl,nooneeverknewherbyher
realname.Atleastthat’swhatI’massumingifherfatherwasoutconningpeople.Whenshemetothers,
shehadtobecomesomeoneelse,notKateHarper.Sheneverhadthechancetobeherself,bro,andI’m
notsuresheknowshow.Orifshedoes,she’ssoafraidshewon’tbeaccepted.”
IsighedasIbroughtmyankletomykneeandtookasipofmydrink.
“Maybeyou’reright.Idon’tknow.”
“Therewassomethingaboutherthatcaptivatedyouwhenyoufirstsawher.Andeventhoughshewas
disguisedassomeoneelsethatnightofthegala,youknewitwasher.Andwhy?”heasked.
“Hersmile.”
“Exactly,bro.ThatsmilebelongstoKateHarperandalwayshas,nomatterhowmanydifferentpeople
shebecame.Youalreadysawarealpieceofherandthat’swhatdrewyoutoherinthefirstplace.Give
herabreakandlettherestoftherealKateHarperemerge.Shewill,trustme.”Hegrinned.
“Areyousureyourpassioniswithmusic?”Icockedmyhead.
“Yeah. I’m sure.” He smirked. “You know I’ve always had this little gift of seeing through people.
Anyway, thanks for the drink. I better get going. Me and the band are heading to L.A. in a few days to
record.I’msostoked.”
WebothstoodupandIgavemybrotheratighthug.
“I’mreallyhappyforyou,Caleb.Justdon’tforgetaboutmewhenyou’rethishugeoff-the-chartsrock
star.”
“Nah,bro.You’remyfamandthemostimportantpersoninmylife.Iloveyou.”
“Iloveyoutoo.Nowgetoutofhere.”Ipattedhisback.
Kate
AsIwaspacking,therewasalightknockonmydoor.
“Comein,”Isoftlyspoke.
“Iseeyou’repacking,”Gabrielsaidashewalkedintotheroom.
“Yep.”
IturnedtotheclosetandgrabbedacoupleofsundressesIpurchasedforthetrip.
“Bytheway,howlongarewegoingtobeinHawaii?”Iasked.
“Afewdays.Why?”
“JustwonderinghowmuchIshouldpack.”
“Listen,Kate.Iwanttoapologizeforearlier.”
“Apologyaccepted,”IspokeasIneatlyfoldedthesundressesandputtheminmysuitcase.“Nowif
you’llexcuseme,IwanttofinishpackingbeforeIcomedowntoyourroom.”
“Aboutthat.Ithinkitwouldbebesttotaketonightoff.I’vehadalongdayandsohaveyouandwe
bothneedourrestbeforeourfoura.m.flight.”
“Foura.m.?”Icockedmyhead.“Whattimeareweleavingthehouse?”
“Carlwillbewaitingoutsideforusatthree.”
“That doesn’t give us enough time to get to the airport, check our bags, and go through security,” I
spoke.
“We aren’t flying commercial. I’ve rented a private jet. Once we arrive in Hawaii around three
o’clock,wehaveacoupleofhoursuntilweneedtobedownattherestaurantforaspecialgrandopening
dinner,sopacksomethingformal.”
“Why are you just telling me this now?” I glared at him. “I don’t have anything formal here. All my
dressesarebackatmyapartment.”
He sighed. “I’ll make a few calls and have some dresses waiting in the hotel suite when we arrive.
Whatsizeareyou?”
“Four.”
“Andshoesize?”
“Eight.”
Hegotupfromthebed.
“Get some rest and I’ll see you in a few hours,” he spoke as he walked out the door, pulling it shut
behindhim.
Myalarmwokemefromasoundsleepattwothirtya.m.Thiswasnotnormal,gettingupthisearlyfor
aflight.Idraggedmytiredbodyoutofbed,threwmyhairupinamessybun,pulledonapairofblack
leggings,awhitecami,andalongblackcardigan.Afterslippingmyfeetintomyblackflats,Igrabbedmy
suitcaseandtookittotheelevator.WhenIreachedthefoyer,Gabrielwasalreadythere,waiting.
“Goodmorning,”hespoke.
“It’sthemiddleofthenightandthere’snothinggoodaboutwakingupatthistime,”Isnarled.
“You’llbefine.”Hehandedmeasilvertravelmug.“Imadeyousomecoffee.”
“Thanks.”
ThedooropenedandbothCarlandEdmondsteppedinside.
“Edmond?You’regoingwithus?”
“Yes.”Hesmiled.
IglancedoveratGabriel.
“DidyoureallythinkIwouldletyouonyourowninHawaii?”heaskedwitharaisedbrow.“Ican’t
bewithyouatalltimes.”
“That’sfine.”IwalkedovertoEdmondandhookedmyarminhis.“Ilikehiscompanybetteranyway.
Carl,grabmysuitcase,please.”
WeclimbedintothelimoandGabrielsatacrossfrommewithanirritatedlookonhisface.Ididn’t
care.EventhoughItoldhimIacceptedhisapology,Ididn’t.Iwasdonetryingtomakehimtrustme.It
wasn’t worth it anymore. If he wanted to have an attitude with me, yell, and be mean, fine. I prayed to
GodtogivemethestrengthtogetthroughthesenextweeksandkeepwhatlittlebitofsanityIhadleft.
****
Gabriel
Shesatinthewindowseat,staringoutintotheclouds.Hereyeslookedtiredandshestillwouldn’tsay
awordtome.Iclosedmylaptop,gotupfromthecouch,andtooktheseatnexttoher.Withaslightturnof
herhead,sheglaredatme.
“CanIhelpyou?”sheaskedwithacockybuttiredattitude.
“Ithoughtmaybewecouldtalk.”
“I’mtootiredtocarryonaconversation.”Shelaidherheadagainstthewindow.
Iheldoutmyhandtoher.
“Comewithme.”
“Where?”
“There’sabedroomonthisplanewithacomfortablebedforyoutosleepin.”
“Where?”Shesatupandlookedaround.
“Intheback.Comeon.”
Herbeautifulblueeyesstaredintominebeforesheacceptedmyextendedhand.Iledhertothesmall
butluxuriousbedroom.Sheimmediatelykickedoffhershoesandclimbedontopofthebed,layingher
headdownonthepillow.
“Thisisnice.”Shesmiledassheclosedhereyes.
I stretched out on the bed next to her and rested my back against the headboard, placing my hands
behindmyhead.
“Whatareyoudoing?”sheaskedwithoneeyeopen.
“Thisisquitecomfortable.IthinkI’llrestmyeyesforabit.Isthataproblem?”
“Doyousnore?”sheasked.
“No.Doyou?”
“No.”
“Good.Gotosleep.”Mylipsgavewaytoasmallsmile.
I kept my eyes closed for a few moments and then opened them as I stared at her beautiful slightly
partedlipsandtheriseandfallofherchestassheslept.MaybeCalebwasright.Shewashidingherself,
notonlyfromtheworld,butfromme.
I was jolted out of a sound sleep. My eyes flew open to find Kate lying on her side, facing me and
pinchingmynose.
“Whatthehell,Kate?”
“Youweresnoring.Youtoldmeyoudidn’tsnore.”Shesmirked.
“Idon’t,”IspokeasIsatup.
“Youdo.”Thesmirkneverleftherface.
IsighedasIrestedmyheadbackontheheadboard.
“Howlonghavewebeenasleep?”Iasked.
“Acoupleofhours.”
“Idon’tknowaboutyou,butI’mstarving.HowaboutIorderussomelunch?”
IpickedupthephoneonthesmallroundtablenexttothebedandtoldDarcy,theflightattendant,to
bringinlunch.
“Alsobringinabottleofwineandtwoglasses,”Ispoke.
“Comingrightup,Mr.Quinn.”
“We’reeatinginhere?”sheaskedasshearchedherbrow.
“Yes.It’scomfy.Plus,it’smoreprivate,sowecantalk.”
“Talkaboutwhat?”Shesatupandcrossedherlegs.
“Iknowyoudidn’tacceptmyapologylastnight.You’restillmad.”
“You’reright.”Shelookeddownassheplayedwithherhands.“Whyisitsoimportanttoyoutoknow
aboutmyvisittomyfather?”
“MaybebecauseI’mjusttryingtogettoknowyoubetter.AllIwantistoknowyou,Kate.Thereal
you.NotHannahwhostolemywatch,andnotalltheotherpeopleyouwerewithothermen.”
Ourmomentwasinterruptedbyaknockonthedoor.
“Comein.”Isighed.
“Yourlunch,sir,”Darcyspokeasshewheeledinasilvercartwithtwoplates,abottleofwine,and
twoglasses.
“Thankyou.”
Afterpouringthewine,IhandedKateherglassalongwithherplate.Thetwoofusstretchedoutonthe
bedwithourbacksagainsttheheadboardandIcontinuedourconversation.
“Ijustwanttoknowyou.”
Awhisperofalaughescapedher.“I’velivedaliemyentirelife,andoncewemovedtoChicago,I
thoughttheliehadendedandIcouldbeKateHarperforthefirsttime.Then,myfatherwenttoprisonand
theviciouscyclestartedalloveragain.Ihadtheopportunityoncetotellsomeonemyrealname.Carla
wasourneighbornextdoortothehousewerented.Shewasasweetoldwomaninhereighties.You’d
neverknowshewasthatold.Shehadthespunkofagirlinhertwenties.Whensheintroducedherself,my
namewasonthetipofmytongue.IwasgoingtotellherandthenI’dbesetfree.Freefromthepretending
thatIhaddoneforsolong,andthatsomeoneinthisbigworldwouldfinallyknowwhoIwas.But,there
wasthislittlevoiceinsidemyheadthattoldmenottodoitbecauseanythingcouldhaveandprobably
wouldhavehappened.Ididn’tcompletelytrustmyselformysituationtotellheratthatmomentthatmy
namewasKateHarper.So,IintroducedmyselfasKaterinaVoight.Katieforshort.Itwascloseenoughto
myfirstnamesoitdidn’tfeelsobad.”
“I’msorryyouhadtolivelikethat,Kate.”
Shereachedovertothetablethatsatonhersideandpickedupherwineglass.
“Itwasn’tallbad.”
“Whydidyoufinallydecidetotellme?”Iasked.
“BecauseitfeltrightandIwanttogainyourtrust.Plus,youhadkidnappedmeandalreadyknewall
myaliases,sowhatwasthepointofnottellingyou?”
Iletoutalongsigh.“Ididn’tkidnapyou.HowmanytimesdoIhavetotellyouthat?Youvoluntarily
camehomewithme.”
Asmallsmilecrossedherlips.
“ThenyoulockedmeinabedroomandsecuredthehousesoIcouldn’tleave.Iwouldclassifythatas
kidnapping.Nottomentionthefactthatyouhandcuffedmewhenweleftthehouseandyougavemeacell
phonewhereyournumberwastheonlyoneIcoulddial.”
“Okay.”Iheldupmyhand.Whenyousayitlikethat—”
“I’mgladyoufinallyrealizewhatyou’vedone.”Shesmirked.
“Ithasn’tbeenthatbad,hasit?”Iasked.
“Notsomuch.Tobehonest,it’sthemostnormalI’vefeltinmyentirelife.”
“Really?”Icockedmyheadandoureyesmet.“Why?”
“BecauseInolongerhadtopretendtobesomeoneIwasn’t.”Shelookeddownatherplate.
Ireachedoverandsoftlystrokedhercheekwiththebackofmyhand.
Kate
Iopenedmysoultohimatthatverymomentandhedidn’tjudgeme.Forthefirsttimeinmylife,Ifelt
normal.IbroughtmyhanduptomycheekandplaceditonhisasIclosedmyeyes.Thewarmthofhis
touchradiatedthroughoutmybodyandmademetremble.Hetookourplatesandsetthembackonthecart.
Turning to me, he cupped my chin in his hand and softly brushed his lips against mine. Our kiss soon
turned passionate as I lay down and he hovered over me. We made love; slow, sensual, and in various
positionsbeforeheexplodedinsideme.Thegentletouchofhishandsonmybodysentchillsdownmy
spine.Histouchfeltpossessiveandmademefeelsafeandsecure.AfeelingIwantedtofeelfortherest
ofmylife.
Welayinbedforthefirsttimetogether,hisarmswrappedaroundmeasmyheadlaidonhischest.
“Weshouldgetbackoutthere,”hespoke.“Ineedtocheckmyemails.”
“Yeah.Weshould.Howmuchlongeristheflight?”IaskedasIliftedmyhead.
“Aboutthreemorehours.”Hesoftlykissedmylips.
I climbed off the bed and slipped back into my clothes. Gabriel did the same and we both left the
bedroom. He took his laptop to the table and I sat back in my seat, staring at the clouds as the plane
floatedthroughthem.Icouldn’thelpbutglanceoveratGabrielnowandagain.AndeverytimeIdid,the
cornersofmymouthcurvedupintoasmallsmile.TheangerIharboredtowardshimquicklydissipated
whenheexplainedwhyhewassoangrywithme.Igotit.Ireallydid,andthebestpartwasItrustedhim.
Allthemanwantedwashonestyfromthestart,butIwastooafraidtolettherealmeemerge.
Whenwefinallylanded,wetookalimothatwaswaitingforustothehotel,whichconsistedoften
floors, four hundred breathtaking guest rooms, six restaurants, a coffee café, a candy shop, gift shop, a
largegym,casualandformalclothingstoresformenandwomen,andaluxuriousspa.
“Wow,”Ispokeinamazementaswesteppedintothemarbledlobby.
“WelcometoQuinnHotels,Kate.”Gabrielsmiled.
After being greeted by numerous staff and the hotel manager, Albert, we headed up to the penthouse
suiteonthetenthfloorthatoverlookedtheocean.Iwalkedouttotheterraceandtookinthebeautythat
Hawaii offered. The roaring of the ocean and the subtle sounds the waves made as they crashed to the
shoregavemeasenseofpeace.
“Well,whatdoyouthink?”heaskedashewalkedupbehindme.
“It’sbeautiful.Thehotel,theroom,everything.”
“Idesignedthisentirehotelmyself.ItwassomethingIhadbeenworkingonforacoupleofyears.”
“Yourfatherwouldbesoproud.”Ismiled.
“CanIletyouinonalittlesecret?”heasked.
“Ofcourse.”
“I’m going to build a digital hotel. The first one will be in Las Vegas, and we’re projected to start
buildinginaboutsixmonths.”
“Caretoexplainwhatadigitalhotelconsistsof?”Ismirked.
“Every guest room will have their own virtual butler who will control everything in the room from
temperaturecontrol,lights,shades,showers,baths,TVs.Younameit,andthevirtualbutlerwilldoitfor
you.Hewillevenorderroomserviceforyou.Allyouhavetodoisask.”
Iletoutalaugh.“Areyouserious?So,ifIwanttotakeashower,whatdoIsay?”
“Forexample,let’ssayyourbutlerforyourroomisnamedGregory.Youwouldsimplysay,outloud,
‘Gregory,Iwanttotakeashower.’Theshowerwillturnonautomaticallybeforeyouevenwalkintothe
bathroom.”
“Shutup.”Ilightlysmackedhim.
“I’mserious.Eachroomwillhaveahugecomputerscreenattachedtothewall.Youdon’tevenhaveto
sitdownandtypeanythingoutifyouwanttosurftheweborcheckyouremails.Thebutlerwilldoitfor
you.Forexample,you’dsay,‘Gregory,Ineedtocheckmyemail,’andvoila,youremailswillappearon
the screen. You can also check out. ‘Gregory, I’m checking out at nine a.m.’ and at that time, you will
automaticallybecheckedout.”
“DoesGregorytalkback?”Iasked.
“Of course. When you enter the room, he’ll greet you. When you leave the room, he’ll tell you
goodbye.Youcancarryonaconversationwithhimtoanextent.He’llaskyouhowyourdaywas,askif
yousleptwell,andtellyougoodmorning.”
“That’s kind of creepy.” I scrunched up my nose. “I’m surprised you aren’t having a sexy woman’s
voice.”
“Ah.”Hesmiled.“Ifamanistravelingalone,hisbutler/maidwillbefemale.Butifit’sacouple,it
willbemale.”
Irolledmyeyesathim.“Ofcourse.Itsoundsamazing.”
“Itwillbe.Itwassomethingmyfatheralwaysdreamedof,andbeforehedied,hetoldmetomakesure
Ibuiltit.Itwasaprojecthehadbeenworkingonfortenyears.Vegaswillbethefirstplacetolaunchit.”
“I’mgoingtoassumeitwillalsobeacasino?”
“Of course it will be. One of the best Vegas has to offer.” He smiled. “Listen,” he took hold of my
hands, “there are only five people who know about this, including you. We are the only company that
possessesthatkindoftechnologyforthisrightnowandwordcan’tgetout.Understand?”
“Sure.Iwouldnevertellasoul.YouofallpeopleknowhowgoodIamatkeepingsecrets.”
“I know.” He kissed my forehead. “We should get ready for dinner. Your dresses should be in the
bedroom.GopickoneoutwhileIgetintheshower.”
When I walked into the beautifully decorated bedroom, there was a silver rack in the corner with
approximatelytendifferentdresseshanginguponit.Infrontoftherack,shoeswerelaidout,coordinating
with each dress. I thumbed through the rack and pulled out a champagne-colored gown with ornate
beading and a layered A-line bottom. It was perfect. I took my makeup in the bathroom of the other
bedroom in the suite, took a shower, and got ready. After curling my hair, I pinned it up but left a few
wispycurlshanging.Afterslippingintomydressandputtingonthematchingshoeswithaheel,Iwalked
outintothelivingareaofthesuiteandsawGabrielstandingontheterracewithadrinkinhishand.His
eyesrakedovermefromheadtotoe.
“Youlookstunning.”Hesmiledashewalkedtowardsme.
“Andsodoyouinyourblacktux.”IsmirkedasIstraightenedhisbowtie.
“Shallwe?”Heheldouthisarm.
“Weshall,Mr.Quinn.”
We took the elevator down to Incognito, one of the formal restaurants in the hotel. The place was
filledwithinfluentialbusinessmenandwomen.Wemixedandmingledforawhileasheintroducedme
asKate.Iwasgratefulhedidn’ttellmylastname.Iwasn’treadyfortheworldtoknowmeyet.Iwasstill
gettingusedtoGabrielknowingwhoIwas.
Whilehetalkedbusinesswithacoupleoffriendsofhis,Itookaseatatthebar.
“WhatcanIgetyou?”thepolitebartenderasked.
“Tequilawithasplashoflime,please.”
“Comingrightup.”Hesmiled.
AsIwassippingonmydrink,Inoticedamantaketheseatnexttome.
“I’llhavewhattheprettyladyishaving,”hespokewithaFrenchaccenttothebartender.“MayIbuy
youanother?”Agrincrossedhislips.
Istudiedhim.Mid-forties,stylishblondehair,whichheobviouslydyed,andshortonthesideswitha
shagontop.Greeneyesthathadashadylookaboutthem.Wealthyandslick.French.Aplayer.Adefinite
player.
“Sure.Whynot.”Ismiled.
“MynameisMarcelMathieu.”Heextendedhishand.
“Kate.”Iplacedmineinhisandgaveitalightshake.
“Why is a beautiful woman such as yourself sitting at the bar alone? If you were my wife, I would
neverletyououtofmysight.”
Ah,he’stryingtofindoutifI’msingleandmakinghimselfsoundlikeastalker.
“I’mnotmarried.”Ismiled.
“Wellthen,ifIwasyourboyfriend,Iwouldneverletyououtofmysight.”Hegavehisheadalight
nod.
“Noboyfriendeither.”Itookasipofmydrink.
“Ifindthathardtobelieve.”Hesmirked.
“Well,believeit.”Iarchedmybrow.
“Whomareyouherewith?Don’ttellmeyou’reatthisbeautifulhotelalone.”
“I’mherewithGabrielQuinn.”
“Isee.Well,itwasnicetomeetyou,Kate.”Hegotupfromhisstool.
“Nicetomeetyoutoo,Marcel.Thanksforthedrink.”Iheldupmyglass.
WasitsomethingIsaid?Gabrielwalkedoverandplacedhishandonmyback.
“Whatwasthatallabout?”heasked.
“Marcel?”Iturnedmyheadandlookedathim.
“Yes.”
“Hewashittingonme,boughtmeadrink,andthenwhenhefoundoutIwasherewithyou,hebolted.
What’sgoingonthere?”
GabrieltooktheseatMarcelhadsatinandaskedthebartenderforabourbon.
“Hisfatherandminewererivals.Hadbeenforyears.Itstartedwithourgrandfathers.”
“Whathappened?”Iasked.
“When my grandfather first had the idea to open a hotel, he was short the funds to do it. He and
Marcel’s grandfather had been friends for years at that time. He offered to loan my grandfather the
additionalmoneyheneededtoopenthehotelinexchangeforbeinghisbusinesspartner.Mygrandfather
agreedand,soonafter,QMQuarterswasopened.Atfirst,itdidn’tdosowellandwasalmostforcedinto
bankruptcyafterthefirstyear.”
“Why?”Ifrowned.
“BecauseMarcel’sgrandfather’svisionchangedandhewantedmoretoofast.Hewantedtobeontop
andnumberone.Hebecamegreedy.So,togethimoutofthecompany,mygrandfatherblackmailedhim.”
“Withwhat?”
“Idon’tknow.Myfatherneverwouldtellme,butithadtobesomethingseriousinorderforMarcel’s
grandfather to accept the buyout. That was the end of their partnership and friendship. His grandfather
packedhisfamilyup,movedbacktoFrance,andopenedhisownhotel,whichdoesverywell.Afterhe
passedaway,Marcel’sfatherdecideditwastimetomoveoutofFranceandheretoNewYorkwherehe
openeduphisfirsthotelintheU.S.”
“Whichhotelchaindoesheown?”
“RegalHotels.”
“Bigcompetitionforyou?”IsmiledasIsippedmydrink.
“Notreally.Theydoagoodbusiness,butnothinglikemyhotelsdo.EnoughtalkaboutMarcel.Let’s
gositdownfordinner.”Heheldouthisarm.
Gabriel
Iwatchedherfromacrosstheroomasshestoodandspokewithsomeoftheguests.Everyoneseemed
tolikeher.Sheradiatedbeautyandconfidenceandsheturnedmeon.ThefeelingsIhadforhercamefull
force today after she opened up to me. I considered it a breakthrough and it made me happy that she
trustedmeenoughtotellmeaboutherlife.Itwasgettinglateandthelastoftheguestslefttherestaurant.
“Areyoureadytoheaduptotheroom?”Iaskedherasshesatatthebar.
Shestumbledassheattemptedtogetup.
“Whoa.”IsmiledasIgrabbedherarm.“Ithinkyouhadonetoomanytequilas.”
“Nah.”Shewavedherhandinfrontofherface.“I’mfine.”
Sheheldontomyarm,andaswebegantotakeafewsteps,shestopped.
“TheroomisspinningandI’mnotfeelingsowell,”shesoftlyspoke.
Iswoopedherupandcarriedhertotheelevator.
“Layyourheadonmyshoulderandcloseyoureyes,”Ispoke.“Andplease,whateveryoudo,donot
getsickonme.”
“I’lltrynotto.”Sheclosedhereyes.
Oncewereachedthesuite,Iopenedthedoorandbegantocarryhertotheguestbedroom,butstopped
midwayandturnedaroundandcarriedhertothemastersuite.Layingheronthebed,Itookoffhershoes
andthenrolledheroverandunzippedherdress.Grabbingtherobefromthecloset,Ilaiditdownonthe
bedwhileItookoffherdress.
“Gabriel?”shespokeasshelookedatme.
“Yes?”
“IthinkI’mgoingtobesick.”
“Shit.”
Igrabbedholdofherarm,quicklyledhertothebathroom,andrubbedhershouldersasshevomited
allthealcoholshedrank.Onceshewasdone,Iranawashclothundercoolwaterandplaceditonher
forehead.
“Doyounormallygetsicklikethiswhenyoudrink?”
“No.ItmusthavebeenthosefireballshotsIwasdoing.”
“Fireballshots?Withwho?”Iasked.
“IthinkhernamewasLydia.OrwasitLucy?OrmaybeitwasLulu.Hell,Idon’tremember.”
IsmiledasIhelpedherfromthefloorandintobed.Climbinginnexttoher,Itoldhergoodnightand
turnedoffthelight.JustasIwasdriftingofftosleep,IheardKate’svoice.
“I’vebeenlyingtomyfatherforyears,”shewhispered.
Iopenedmyeyesandturnedmyheadtolookather.
“What?”
“Hedoesn’thaveacluewhatI’vebeendoingsincehewenttoprison.”
Isatup,reachedover,andturnedonthelamp.
“Kate,Idon’tunderstand.”
Sherolledovertofacemeandtuckedherhandsunderherpillow.
“HethinksthatIwasworkingatahigh-endrestaurantasawaitressandgoingtoschoolinChicago.
WhenIwenttovisithimtheotherday,ItoldhimthatIhadjustmovedherebecausetheownerIworked
foropenedarestaurantinNewYorkandIaskedhimifIcouldtransfersoIcouldbeclosertohim.Ifhe
knewthethingsIhadreallydone,he’dbesodisappointed.Thelastthinghesaidtomebeforetheysent
him to prison was, ‘Don’t make the same mistakes I did. Go out into the world and make something of
yourself.Makeyouroldmanproud.’”
Ilaydownonmypillow,facingher,andstrokedhercheek.
“Youweredoingwhatyouthoughtyouhadtodotogethimoutofprison.Maybeit’stimeyoutoldhim
thetruth.”
“Idon’tthinkIcan.Icouldn’tbeartoseethedisappointmentinhiseyes.”
“Helovesyou,Kate.You’rehisentireworld.Sure,he’llbeupsetanddisappointedforawhile,buthis
loveforyouwillovertakethat.”
“Yourfather’sloveforCalebdidn’tovertakeit.”
“My father was a different man and incapable of truly loving anyone. He let his success and greed
consumehim.Allhereallycaredaboutwashisreputation.”
She moved closer and snuggled under my arm, forcing me to lie on my back so her head could rest
againstmychest.IslowlyclosedmyeyesasIkissedthetopofherhead.
“TheonethingIalwayswantedgrowingupwasadog.AwhiteMaltesesoIcouldputcutelittlebows
onthetopofherhead.Butwiththewaywemovedaroundsomuch,mydadsaiditwasn’tagoodidea.I
alwaysthoughtthathavingadogofmyownwouldmakemefeellesslonely.Ineedtosleepnow,”she
whispered.
“Getsomerest.Wecantalkaboutthismoreinthemorning.”
HerwallwascrumblingdownrightbeforemeandI’dbethereforherwhenthelastpiecefell.She
wasgrowingmoreimportanttomewitheachtruththanIthoughtshewould.Holdingheragainstmefelt
right,morerightthananythinginmylife.I’dheldmanywomenbesidemeinbedbutholdinghergaveme
anewfeeling.OneIcouldn’tdescribe.Iclosedmyeyesanddriftedoffintoadeepsleep.
****
Todaywastheofficialgrandopeningofthehotelandeveryroomintheplacewasbooked.Nowthat
thiswasfinished,myattentionandfocuswouldgoheavilyintothebuildingofthenewhotelinVegas,a
hotelthatwasprobablythemostimportanttome.Ihadpeopletospeakwithandacoupleofmeetingsto
hold,soItoldKatetogodowhatevershewantedandI’dcatchupwithherlater.Shechosetogodownto
thebeachfortheday.Shesaidthatifshecouldn’tseepartsofHawaiiwithme,thenshe’dbehappyjust
tositinthesandunderthewarmsunandwaitforme.IbelievedherandIcouldhonestlysaythatIwas
fullystartingtotrusther.
“Weneedtogetdressedandgodownforbreakfast.Areyoufeelingokay?”
“Iam.I’mgoingtotakeaquickshowerfirstifwehavetime,”shespoke.
“Goodidea.Ithinkmaybeweshouldtakeonetogethertosavetime.”Ismiled.
“I’dlikethat.”Shebitintoherbottomlip.
Sheclimbedoutofbedand,withherbacktome,sheslidherrobeoffherbody,lettingitfalltothe
floor.Hercurvesandperfectlyroundassmademycockstandinaninstant.Shewalkedintothebathroom,
climbedintotheshower,andIfollowed.
Aswestoodunderthestreamofwarmwater,ourlipstenderlymet.Myhandsgropedherbreastsas
herswrappedaroundmyhardcock,strokingitupanddown,causingmetobecomemoreexcitedthanI
already was. Getting down on my knees, my tongue slid down her torso while my hands stayed firmly
planted on her breasts, down her clit, and to her aroused wet opening. I circled around her as moans
escapedherlips.Moansofpleasureandfulfillment.Dippingafingerinside,IexploredheruntilIknew
shewasreadytotakemycockinsideher.Icouldn’twaitanymoreandtheanimalinsidemewasaboutto
emerge.Standingup,Iplacedheragainsttheshowerwall,grabbingherasstightlyandliftingheruponto
mycock.Herarmsandlegswrappedaroundmeandourlipsmetwithpassion.Thewaterbeatdownon
us as I thrust inside her. She took me all in, every inch with ease. The warmth was overwhelming and
intoxicating.Ourmoanswereinsyncasweenjoyedthepleasurewegaveeachother.Ithrustinandoutof
herrapidly,holdinghertightandagainstmywetbody.ShecameandIsmiledasourlipswereconnected.
One last thrust and I buried myself inside, straining to pour every drop of come I had in her. I was
changing,shewaschanging,andthefeelingthatresidedinsidemecouldn’thavebeenmoreright.
“Thankyou,”shewhisperedasoureyeslockedoneachother’s.
“You’rewelcome.”Ismiled.
“Idon’tmeanaboutwhatjusthappened.Imeanforbeingthereformeandlistening.”
“Again,you’rewelcome.I’mhereforyouanytimeyouneedme,Kate.Neverforgetthat.”
“Iwon’t.”Herlipspressedagainstmine.
“Webetterwashupandgetoutofhere,”Ispoke.
Isetherdownandshegrabbedthebottleofshampoo,pouredsomeintoherhands,andplacedthemon
myhead.Welaughedandjokedaroundaswewashedeachother.Ididn’twanttheshowertoend,butby
timeallwassaidanddone,weneededtoheaddownstairs.
Kate
Afterbreakfast,Gabrielhadbusinessstufftodo,soEdmondandIheadeddowntothebeach.
“CanIletyouinonalittlesecret?”Iaskedhim.
“Sure.”Hesmiled.
“Ilovehim,Edmond.Forthefirsttimeinmylife,I’minlove.”
Hereachedoverandtookholdofmyhand,whichshockedtheshitoutofme.
“IknowyoudoandI’mprettysureMr.Quinnhasthesamefeelingsforyou.”
“Youthink?”Ilookedoverathim.
“Yes,Ido.”
“Idon’tknow.Amanlikehimcouldneverlovesomeonelikeme.I’vedonehorriblethings.”
“Listen,Kate.Don’tbeatyourselfupaboutthethingsyou’vedone.Putitallinthepastandliveinthe
present.Lovedoesn’tcomearoundveryoften,andwhenitdoes,youneedtoholdontoitastightasyou
can.Becauseifyoudon’t,you’llenduplivingalifefullofregrets.”
“Isthatwhatyou’redoing?”Iasked.“Wereyouinloveonce?”
Heletgoofmyhandandsighed.
“Iwasstupidandletlovewalkrightoutofmylife.OnceIrealizedwhatIhaddone,Iwenttotellher
thatIwaswrongandthatIcouldn’tlivewithouther.Istoppedattheflowershopandboughtheradozen
red roses. I made a dinner reservation at her favorite restaurant and I was going to ask for her hand in
marriage.Shewasoutthatdayrunningsomeerrandsandagreedtomeetwithmewhenshewasfinished.
Shesaidshe’dcallwhenshegothome.IwaitedforhoursandIstillhadn’theardfromher.Itriedcalling
herphone,butitkeptgoingstraighttovoicemail.Thenmyphoneranganditwashersistertellingmethat
Vivianwasinacaraccidentandwastakentothehospital.BytimeIgotthere,shehadalreadypassed
away.”
“Ohmygod,Edmond.I’msosorry.”Iplacedmyhandonhis.
“Ifyoulovehim,holdontohim.Don’tletself-doubtandfearkeepyoufromhappiness.Believeme,
Kate,it’stheworstfeelingintheworldwhenyoulettheoneyoulovegoandnevergotthechancetotell
themyouwerewrong.”
Hegotupfromthesand.“I’mgoingtogetadrink.Wantone?”
“Thatwouldbegreat.Justwaterforme,though.”
AsIwassittingtherewithmyeyesclosed,reflectingonwhatEdmondhadtoldme,Iheardaman’s
voicewithaFrenchaccentbesideme.
“Well,helloagain.”
Lookingathimthroughmysunglasses,Ispoke,“Hello.”
“Howisyourdaygoingsofar?”heasked.
“Fine.Andyours?”
“VerygoodnowthatIseethisbeautifulwomansittingallaloneonthebeach.”
“I’mnotalone.MyfriendEdmondiswithme.Hejustwenttogetmesomewater.”
“NoGabriel?”
“He’sbusydoingworkstuff.Bytheway,Ididn’tgetachancetoaskyoulastnightsinceyouhastily
ranaway,whatareyoudoinghere?”
“GabrielisafriendofmineandIwantedtocongratulatehimontheopeningofhisbeautifulhotel.”
Thisguywasfullofshit.Icouldsmellitamileaway.
“AreyouandGabrielanitem?Becauselastnight,yousaidyoudidn’thaveaboyfriend.”
“Idon’t,andno,wearen’tanitem.Justgoodfriends.”
“Thatpleasesmetohearthat.Howaboutjoiningmefordinnerthisevening?”hespoke.
“As much as I would enjoy that, Marcel, I’m afraid I can’t. I have dinner plans with Gabriel. What
kindoffriendwouldIbetocanceltohavedinnerwithyou?”
“Understood.Awomanwhovaluesherfriendships.Ilikethat.”Hesmirked.“I’mflyingbacktoNew
Yorktomorrow.PerhapswecandosomethingbeforeIleave.”
“I’mnotsurethat’sgoingtobepossible.Haveasafeflighthome.”Ismiled.
“Awomanwhoplayshardtogetisaturnon.Makenomistake,Kate,wewillhavedinnertogetherone
day.IalwaysgoafterwhatIwant.”Hestoodupandgavemeawink.Beforehewalkedaway,heturned
andlookedatme.“Bytheway,Inevergotyourlastname.”
“Young.KateYoung.”Ismiled.
“Iwillfindyou,KateYoung,”hespokeashewalkedaway.
Isatthere,shakingmyheadindisbelief.Whatatool.
“Again?”Gabrielaskedashestoodoverme,handingmeabottleofwater.
“Whatareyoudoinghere?Ithoughtyouhadbusinessstufftodo.”
“IdidandthenIsaidscrewit.Ithinkweshouldspendthedaytogether.”
“Where’sEdmond?”
“IranintohimashewasgettingyourwaterandItoldhimtogoexploreHawaii.Onme,ofcourse.”
Heheldouthishandandhelpedmeupfromthesand.
“WhatdidMarcelwantthistime?”
“Hewantedmetojoinhimfordinnertonight.ItoldhimnoandthatIhadplanswithyou.Thatguyisa
realasshole.”
“IknowheisandIdon’twantyoutalkingtohim.He’strouble.”
“Noworries.He’sleavingtomorrowtogobacktoNewYork.”
“Good.Theonlyreasonhe’shereistospysohecanstealideas.Themanandhisfatherareascrooked
astheycome.Guesswhat?”
“What?”Iasked.
“I’mtakingyouonayachtfortheday.”
“Igetseasick.”Ismirked.
“Idon’treallycare.”Hepulledmeintohimandkissedmylips.
****
GabrielandIspentthenextfewdaysexploringHawaiiandenjoyingeachother’scompany.Eachday,
wegrewcloserand,aswedid,myfeelingsforhimstrengthened.Ihadneverfeltthiswaybeforeinmy
lifeand,tobehonest,itscaredmealittlebecauseitwasalltooperfect.IwantedtotellhimthatIloved
himbutIwantedtowaitforhimtosayitfirst.EventhoughIwasprettysurehedid,therewasapartof
methatwasscaredtodeathofrejection.ThiswasthekindoflifeIhadalwaysdreamedof.Beingme,
KateHarper,andnooneelse.IdecidedthatwhenwewenthometoNewYork,Iwasgoingtotellmy
fatherthetruth.HeneededtoknowandIneededtotellhimformyownsake.Mydaysoflivingasacon
wereover.Iwasgoingtofocusongettingarealjobandlivemylifeforme.
ItwasourlastnightinHawaiiandGabrielandIwalkedhandinhandonthebeachalongtheshore.We
stoppedforamomentandtookinthebeautyofthesunthathadbeguntosetovertheocean.
“I’vedecidedthatwhenwegetback,I’mgoingtotellmyfatherthetruth,”Ispoke.
“Really?”
“Really.”Ismiled.“It’stimeItakecontrolofmylife.I’vebeenlivinginmyfather’sshadowmyentire
life.Doingeverythinghetoldmetodo,andstilldoingitafterhewenttoprison.”
“Idon’tunderstand.Yourfatherdidn’twantyoutodowhatyoudid.Youmadethatchoice.”
“Ididitforhimsohewouldn’thavetospendtwentyyearsinprison.Beingaloneinaworldwherenot
onesinglepersonexcepthimknewwhoItrulywas,wasfrightening.Itwaseasiertobeallthosedifferent
peoplesoIdidn’thavetofacetherealityofbeingmyselfallaloneintheworld.”
Hewrappedhisarmsaroundmeandpulledmeintohim.
“Youaren’talone,Kate.Youhaveme.”Hekissedthetopofmyhead.“AndEdmond.Let’snotforget
abouthim.”
AsmilecrossedmylipsasIbrokeourembraceandlookedupathim.Huesofrichorange,yellow,and
redshadowedhim.Tome,hewasmysavior.
“Thankyou,Gabriel.Thatmeanssomuchtome.”
He swept his thumb across my lips before his mouth met mine amongst the shores of ocean and
underneaththesunset.
Gabriel
HawaiiwasperfectionandKateandIweregrowingclosereveryday.Shewasdesperatetochange
herlifeandItrustedher.ItoldherthatIwouldhelphereverywayIcould,andifshewantedajobatmy
offices,shehadone.Shewasn’tsurewhatshewantedtodowithherlife.Shewasstilllearninghowto
be herself and I couldn’t be prouder. I loved her. I was in love with her, and she took up every bit of
spaceIhadinmyheart.
Our thirty days were almost up, and even though the original plan was to let her go, I couldn’t. I
wantedhertostayinmylife,andIwantedtomakehermineandmineonly.Thewords“Iloveyou”were
onthetipofmytongueeveryday,butIhadtoholdbackbecauseIdidn’twanttoscareher.Ihadaplan.
Ondaythirty,Iwouldspendthedaywithher,buyherbeautifulflowers,takehersomewherespecial,and
professmyloveforher.Ithadtobeperfect.Iwouldn’thaveitanyotherway.Thislovewasrealforme
this time. I had it all. A thriving business and career I loved, a beautiful home, family, friends, and a
womanwhomIadoredandlovedwitheveryfiberofmysoul.Sexwithherwasoutofthisworld,andshe
evenletmeusethehandcuffsonher.Infact,shewastheonewhosuggestedit.Shepleasedmeinevery
waypossible.Iwantedtotakecareofher,butIknewinorderforhertoletme,sheneededtofigureout
whatshewantedfirst.Iknewshelovedme.Eventhoughshehadn’tsaidit,Icouldfeelit.
Iheldherinmyarms,herbodywrappedtightlyaroundmineaswelayinbed.Todaywasthedayshe
was going to tell her father the truth. I asked her if she wanted me to go with her and she said that she
wantedtogoalone.Ikissedthetopofherhead,thankfulthatshewaswithme.
“Morning.”Shesmiledassheopenedhereyes.
“Ididn’tmeantowakeyou,”Ispoke.
“Youdidn’t.”Herfingerranacrossmychest.
“Ihavetogetreadyforwork.Areyousureyoudon’twantmetogowithyoutoseeyourfather?”
“I’msure.ThisissomethingIneedtodoonmyown.But,thenexttimeIvisithim,Iwouldlovefor
youtogo.”Sheliftedherheadandbrushedherlipsagainstmine.
“Iwouldlikethat.”
Ikissedheronelasttimeandgotup,hoppedintotheshower,andgotreadyforwork.Beforeleaving
fortheoffice,weenjoyedanicebreakfasttogether,likewedideverymorning.
“Haveagoodday.”Shesmiledasshekissedmegoodbye.
“Youtoo,sweetheart.Goodluckwithyourdad.”
Ispentabetterpartofthedayinback-to-backmeetings,andwhenIreturnedtomyoffice,Thaddeus
walkedinand,instantly,Iknewsomethingwaswrong.
“Youbettersitdown,Gabriel,”hespoke.
“What’sgoingon?”IaskedasInarrowedmyeye.
Hethrewanarticleonmydesk.Ipickeditup,andasIreadit,myheartbegantopoundrapidly.
“Whatthefuckisthis?”Iaskedthroughgrittedteethasmygriponthepapertightened.
“I—Idon’tknow.”
Istoodupfrommychairandslammedmyfistsdownonthedesk.Rageconsumedme.
“Wheredidyougetthis?”
“Itwassentbymessengerwhenyouwereinyourmeetings,”hereplied.“Howisthispossible?Did
you—”
IranmyhandsthroughmyhairasIpacedaroundmyoffice.
“Ofcoursenot!”Ishouted.“FUCK!Geteveryoneinmyofficenow!”
I took off my suitcoat, threw it on the chair, and continued to pace around the office in disbelief.
Thaddeus walked back in with my team and we took a seat at the table. I grilled them, one by one. I
yelled, screamed, and showed them a side of me they’d never seen before. I trusted them and their
answers.Then,somethinghitme.Ithadtobeher.Mystaffwouldneverbetrayme,butIwouldn’tputit
past someone else. I didn’t want to believe it. I couldn’t believe it. But it had started to make sense. I
grabbedmysuitcoatandflewoutoftheoffice.
“Lu,I’mgoinghome.I’llseeyoutomorrow,”IspokeasIrushedpasther.
Beforewalkingthroughthefrontdoor,Itookinthreedeepbreathstocalmdown.AsIsteppedinside,I
calledhername.
“Whatareyoudoinghome?”Kateaskedasshewalkeddownthestairs.
“IhaveaquestionforyouandIwantanhonestanswer,”Ispokeinaharshtone.
“Gabriel,what’swrong?”sheaskedassheapproachedme.
“DidyoutellMarcelaboutmyplansforthedigitalhotel?”
Inaninstant,herfacefellandalookoffearsweptoverher.
“Ofcoursenot.Whywouldyou—”
Ireachedintomysuitcoatpocketandpulledoutthearticle.
“Becauseofthis!”
Shetookitfrommeandbegantoreadit.
“AndyouthinkIwastheonewhotoldhim?”
“Icertainlyknowmyteamwouldneverdoit.”Iplacedmyhandsinmypocket.“Youtalkedtohim,
Kate.Don’tyoufinditoddthatIwouldreceivethisarticleaweekafterwereturnedfromHawaii?After
youtalkedtohim!”Ipointedather.
“Gabriel,”shespokeinapanickedvoiceasshewalkedtowardsme.
Ibackedawayandputmyhandsup.“Don’t,Kate.Justadmityoutoldhim.”
“Ididn’ttellhimanything.IpromisedyouIwouldn’tsayawordtoanyone.”
“Thenhowthefuckdidhefindout?!”Ishouted.
“Stopyellingatme!”sheshoutedback.“Idon’tknow.Butitwasn’tfromme!”
“Did he make you some sweet offer you couldn’t refuse? What a fucking fool I was for trusting
someonelikeyou!”
Tearsstreameddownherface.
“Thatwasmyfather’sdream!Wewereallsettoannounceitinacoupleofmonths,andnow,Marcel’s
companygottoitfirst.Andwhatacoincidence,theirshappenstobeinLasVegas.”
“Gabriel,please.Ididn’ttellhim,”shebegged.
Apartofmewantedtobelieveherbutbecauseofherpast,Iquicklyshutthatdown.Iturnedmyback,
forIcouldn’tfaceheranymore.
“Getout,”Ifirmlyspoke.
“What?”
“Packyourstuffandgetoutofmyhouse.I’mdonewithyou.”
“Gabriel,no,”shecriedasshegrabbedmyarm.
Ijerkedawaysohardshefelltotheground.
“Don’tcomenearme.Youplayedmeforafoolforthelasttime.I’mgoingout,andwhenIgetback,
you better be gone. Go back to your apartment and back to your con artist life. I better never see you
again.”
Kate
Hewalkedoutanditfeltlikethewindhadbeenknockedoutofme.TheairItriedtobreathewasso
constricted,IfeltlikeIwassuffocating.Isatonthefloor,myarmsaroundmylegs,rockingbackandforth
while the tears fell from my eyes. This wasn’t happening. The pain I felt inside was unbearable and I
begantohyperventilate.Ididn’tknowwhattodo.Itfeltlikemyhearthadbeentorninhalf.Afterawhile,
as I tried to calm down, I picked myself up from the floor and stumbled up the stairs, one by one, in a
daze,untilIreachedthebedroomandpackedallmythings.OnceIwasfinished,Itookthephonehegave
meoutofmypurseandsetitdownonhisbed.Ihadthoughtaboutwritinghimaletterofsomesort,telling
himonceagainthatIdidn’tsayawordtoMarceloranyoneabouthisplans.ButthenIthoughtitwouldn’t
havematteredanyway.Henevertrustedmelikehesaidhedid.Waybackinthedarkcornersofhismind
wasalwaysdoubt.Takingtheelevatordowntothefoyer,Idraggedmysuitcasebehindmeinonehand,
myguitarintheother,andoutthefrontdoor.
WhenIreachedmyapartment,Iunlockedthedoorandsteppedinside.Turningonthelights,Istoodin
the small foyer and looked around the place I didn’t want to be in. I wanted to be back at Gabriel’s
townhouse,sittingonthecouch,bythefire,snuggledupagainsthimwhilewewatchedTV.Thissadness
that overwhelmed me was too much and I didn’t know how to make it stop, so I drowned my sorrows
withabottleofwine.
****
Gabriel
IhadCarlparkthelimoaroundthecorner,butjustfarenoughawaysoIcouldwatchherassheleft.
The feeling of betrayal I felt killed me inside. She said she didn’t do it, and as much as I wanted to
believeher,Icouldn’t.Oncesheleft,Iwalkedupthestepsandthroughthefrontdoor.Iwentuptomy
bedroomandfoundherphonelyingonthebed.Ipickeditup,andinarage,Ithrewitagainstthewall.
Pullingmyphonefrommypocket,IcalledmybrotherCaleb,whowasinCaliforniarecordinghisalbum.
“Hey,bro.CanIcallyoubackinafew?We’rejustwrappingup.”
“Sure.Domeafavorandfacetimeme.Ineedtotalktoyou.”
“Areyouokay?”heasked.
“No,I’mnot.”Iranmyhanddownmyface.
“Didsomethinghappen?IsMomokay?”
“She’sfine.It’saboutKate.”
“Shit.Okay.Givemeabouttenminutes.”
Iheaded downstairs, pouredmyself a bourbon,downed it, and tookthe bottle withme to my office.
Openingmylaptop,IwaitedforCaleb’scall.Afewmomentslater,myphonerangandIexplainedwhat
happened.
“Gabriel,areyouonehundredpercentsureKatewastheonewholeakedit?”
“It’sagutfeeling,Caleb.Nooneonmydesignteamwouldbetraymelikethat.There’stoomuchat
stakeforthem.”
“ThenwhatwouldKate’sreasoningbe?”
“AllIknowistheytalkedquiteabitinHawaiianditwasafterItoldheraboutmyplans.”
“Sowhatiftheytalked?Marcelwilltalktoanythingwithlonglegsjusttogetagoodfuckoutofthem.
Itdoesn’tmeanshetoldhimanything.”
“Anditdoesn’tmeanshedidn’t.”
“Ithoughtyouwereoveryourtrustissueswithher,”hespoke.
“Iguessnot.Sheplayedme.Shegainedmytrust,onlytostabmeintheback.”
“Bro,becarefulwithyourwords.Youdon’tknowthatandyoudon’thaveproof.”
“HerpastisalltheproofIneed.I’msorryIevergotinvolvedwithher.God,I’msofuckingstupid.”
“Calmthefuckdown,Gabriel.You’renotstupid.Youjusttoldmetheotherdayhowinlovewithher
you were and how she makes your life so much better. Now the second something goes wrong, you
automaticallyjumptotheconclusionshedidit.Unlessyouhaveproof,it’snotvalid.”
“ThenI’llgetproof.”Ipointedatthecomputerscreen.
“How?”
“Idon’tknowyet,butIwill.Maybeshedidn’tdoitonpurposeormaybeitwasjustamention,butI
specificallytoldhernottosayawordtoanyone.”
Heletoutalongsigh.
“I’msorrythishappened.Ireallyam.ButIcan’tsidewithyouonthisunlessyouknowforsure.And
also,whyareyoulettingDad’sdreamdestroyyourlife?”
“I’mnot.”Ileanedbackinmychair.
“Youare.You’restillcateringtohim,evenafterhe’sdead.Themanwasanemotionalabuserandyou
knowit.Andeventhoughhe’sburieddeepintheground,he’sstillcontrollingyou.”
“You’rebeingridiculous,Caleb.”
“No,Gabriel.”Hepointedatme.“Youare.Asiftherearen’tenoughbillion-dollarQuinnHotelsand
Resorts in the world already. Why is this one so fucking important to you? I’ll tell you why. Because
you’restilltryingtomakehimproud.Justlikeyou’vedoneyourentirelife.Followinghimaroundlikea
lostpuppy.Iwastheonlyoneinthefamilywhohadenoughgutstostanduptohimandtellhimexactly
howIfelt.Lookatme,Gabriel.I’mhappyandyou’remiserable.”
“Nowyou’rejustbeingadick.”
“Listen,bro,I’msorrythatyou’regoingthroughthis.YouknowIalwayshaveyourback,butinthis
case,I’mnotsosure.Ihavetogo.Tomorrowisourlastdayofrecordingandthenwe’reheadingbackto
NewYork.I’llcallyouwhenIgetin.”
“Haveasafeflight,”IspokeasIhittheendbutton.
Kate
AshardasItriedtoopenmyswolleneyes,Icouldn’t.TheyweresealedshutfromallthecryingIdid
lastnightplusthepoundingofmyheadfromthebottleofwineIdrank.Ilaythere,stilldistraughtandin
disbeliefthatinasplitsecond,myentireworldcrumbledbeforeme.Tearsstartedtocreepoutfromthe
cornerofmyclosedeyes.Ididn’tthinkIhadanytearsleft,buteverytimeIthoughtabouthim,theystarted
backupagain.IfeltparalyzedandIcouldn’tbringmyselftogetoutofbed.
Threedayslater,afterhibernatinginmybed,onlygettinguptousethebathroomandgetsomethingto
drink,Ifinallymanagedtotakeabath.AsIsunkdownintotherose-scentedbubbles,Irecalledmylast
visitwithmyfather.
“Daddy, there’s something I need to tell you,” I spoke as I looked down from the embarrassment of
lyingtohimthepastfewyears.
“Whatisit,babygirl?”heaskedwithconcern.
Itoldhimeverything,andhiseyesfilledwithtears.
“Mygod,Kate.Ihavenowordsforwhatyoujusttoldme.I’msosorry.”Heslowlyshookhisheadas
thetearssteadilyrandownhisface.
Wetalkedforaslongaswecoulduntilourtimewasup.BeforeIleft,hehuggedmetight.
“Goliveanormallife,baby.That’sallIwantforyou.I’mfineinhere,”hewhisperedinmyear.
I told him all about Gabriel and how happy I was. Now I’d have to go and tell my father what
happened.Ishouldhaveexpectedit.LifewastoogoodandaftereverythingIhaddone,Ididn’tdeserve
tobehappy.ThiswaskarmapayingmebackforallthosemenIconned.Iclimbedoutofthebathtuband
slippedintomyrobe.Iwasn’thungry,butIknewIhadtoeatsomethingsinceIhadn’teateninthreedays.
Iopenedmy freezer,sinceit wasaboutthe onlythingthat hadsome typeoffood initand pulledouta
frozen pizza. As I preheated the oven, the buzzer to my apartment rang. Who the hell would be visiting
me?ThethoughtthatitwasGabrielmademepanic.
“CanIhelpyou?”Iaskedovertheintercom.
“Kate,it’sme,Caleb.CanIcomeup?”
“Caleb?Sure.I’llbuzzyouin.”
Iopenedthedoorinconfusionandwatchedforhimtogetofftheelevator.
“Hey.”Hegavemeasympatheticsmile.“Howareyou?”
“Notgood.Comeonin.I’mmakingafrozenpizza.Wouldyoucaretojoinme?”
“Umm.Nothanks.Whenwasthelasttimeyouate?”
“Idon’tknow.Threedaysago,”Ireplied.
Hepulledhisphonefromhispocket.
“Putthataway.I’mgoingtoorderusarealpizza.”Hesmiled.
“Caleb,I—”
“Noarguments.I’morderingitandyou’regoingtoeatit.”
Heplacedthepizzaorderandthenfollowedmetothecouch.
“HowdidyouknowwhereIlive?”Iasked.
“IhadCarldrivemeover.”
“AndGabrielwasokaywiththat?”
“Mybrotherdoesn’tknow,andhedoesn’tneedto.”
“Hewouldn’tbeveryhappyknowingyou’rehere.”
“Idon’tcare.It’snoneofhisbusinesswhomIchoosetovisit.”
IgavehimasmallsmileasIplayedwiththetietomyrobe.
“Kate,Iwantyoutolookmestraightintheeyeandtellmethetruth,”hespokewithseriousness.
“IsweartoyouthatIdidn’ttellMarceloranyoneaboutGabriel’splans.”
Hereachedoverandplacedhishandonmine.
“Ibelieveyou.”
“Why?Whywouldyou?”
“Because I know you wouldn’t do anything to hurt Gabriel. You love him and that right there says
enough.”
Thebuzzerrangandinterruptedourconversation.
“Thatmustbethepizzaguy.I’llberightback,”Calebspokeashegotupfromthecouchandleftthe
apartment.
I took a couple of plates out of the cabinet and set them on the table. Caleb saying he believed me
meant a lot. I’d just wished Gabriel would’ve. After a few moments, Caleb walked back into my
apartmentwiththepizza.Takingitovertothetable,hesetitdownandopenedthelid.
“Smellsdelicious,”Ispoke.
“Itsuredoes.I’mstarving.”Hesmiled.
“CanIaskyousomething?”IspokeasIgrabbedasliceofpizzaandputitonmyplate.
“Youcanaskmeanything,”hereplied.
IaskedthequestionIwasn’tsureIwantedtoknowtheanswerto.
“HowisGabriel?”
“Upset.Amess.Pissedoffattheworld.”
“I’msorry.”Ilookeddown.
“Don’t be, Kate. It’s not your fault. Even though my brother thinks it is, it’s not. He had no right to
accuseyouwithoutproof.Ifyousayyoudidn’tdoit,thatshouldhavebeengoodenoughforhim.”
“Heneverhasandneverwilltrustme.”
“Thenthat’shisproblem,isn’tit?Healwaysfollowedwhatourfathersaidanddid.IfhetoldGabriel
tojumpoffabuilding,heprobablywouldhave.Hewasalwayssoworriedaboutdisappointinghim.Me,
on the other hand,” he smiled, “I didn’t care. This is my life and I was going to do what made me the
happiest.”
“Youdon’tthinkGabriel’shappyrunningthecompany?”IaskedasItookabiteofmypizza.
“He is in his own way. He was born to run a business. He’s extremely smart and very skillful. The
digitalhotelisn’tthatbigofadeal.Heonlywantstodoittopleaseourfather,eventhoughhe’sburiedsix
feetintotheground.YouwanttoknowwhatIthink?”
“What?”
“IthinkitwassomeoneinhiscompanywhospilledthebeanstoMarcel.”
“Butwhywouldanyonedothat?”Iasked.
“Idon’tknow.Gabrielhasknownthosepeopleforyearsandhetruststhem.Thethoughtthatanyone
wouldbetrayhimisludicroustohim.Unfortunately,yougotcaughtinthecrossfire.Haveyouevermet
Thaddeus?”
“Notformally.HesaidhellotomeonceatGabriel’soffice.ButI’veheardhimmentionhisnameafew
times.”
“Inevertrustedthatguy.Somethingwasalwaysoffabouthim.ButGabrielconsidershimafriendand
avaluableassettothecompany.He’shisrighthandmaneventhoughIknowiftheopportunityarose,he’d
stabmybrotherintheback.”
Thoughtswereflyingthroughmyheadlikeaswarmofbirdsflyingsouthforthewinter.
“TellmemoreaboutThaddeus.”
“Why?”heaskedwithanarrowedeye.
Amomentofsilencefilledtheair.
“Kate,no.”
“What?”Itookanothersliceofpizzafromthebox.
“Iknowwhatyou’rethinkinganditwon’twork.”
“Itwill.MaybehewastheonewhotoldMarcel.”
“Justleaveitalone.Gabrielfuckedupwithyouinabigway.Hemadehisbed,nowlethimlieinit.”
“Theonlythingthat’simportanttomeisprovingthatIdidn’tdoanything.”
“Andhowareyougoingtodothat?”
“Idon’tknowyet.ButtheonethingIdoknowisthatsomeoneinthatofficebetrayedGabrielandif
theydiditonce,they’lldoitagain.”
“Whydoyoucaresomuch?”Calebasked.
“BecauseI’mnotbeingblamedforsomethingIdidn’tdo.I’vedonealotofshitinmylifeandI’mthe
first one to admit it. But this. Having my whole life ripped apart for something I didn’t do is
unacceptable.”
“Okay.Solet’ssayyouproveitwassomeoneGabrielworkswith?Thenwhat?Areyouhopingtoget
himback?”
“No. What Gabriel and I had is over with for good. He’s proven that he could never trust me. The
things he said were horrible and I don’t think I could ever forgive him for that. I need a fresh start. A
placewherenobodyknowsKateHarper.AplacewhereIcanstartanewlife.”
“Asacon?”Hisbrowarched.
Asmallsmilecrossedmylips.
“No.Thosedaysareover.”
“Anyideawhatyouwanttodowithyourlife?”heasked.
“Notreally.ButIdoknowthatIneedtogetajobwhereveritisI’mmovingto.”
“Kate,don’tleaveNewYorkbecauseofGabriel.Therearesomanyopportunitieshereforyou.”
“Likewhat?”
“Sinceyouliketopaint,getajobatanartgallery.”
“Icanpaint,butIdon’tknowthatmuchaboutart.”Ismiled.“Plus,it’llbetoohardtobeinthesame
cityashim.It’sjustbestthatImovesomewhereelseandmakeafreshstartformyself.”
“Whataboutyourdad?”
“He’llwantmetodowhat’sbestforme,andI’llstillvisithim.”
Calebreachedoverandtookholdofmyhand.
“Dowhatmakesyouhappy,butdon’tbeastrangertome.Okay?”
“Okay.”Ismiled.
“Ibettergetgoing.”Hegotupfromhisseat.
“Thankyouforthepizza,Caleb,andthanksforcheckingonme.”
“Noproblem,Kate.Youhavealotoftalents.Chooseoneandfollowyourheart.”Hekissedmycheek
asIwalkedhimtothedoor.
Assoonasheleft,Iputmyplanintomotion.Grabbingmylaptop,Ididsomegooglingandfoundout
whoThaddeusWilsonwas.Ifhewasn’ttheonewhotoldMarcelaboutthehotel,thenIwouldhavetogo
afterMarcelmyself.
Gabriel
Ithoughtaboutherdayandnight.Ididn’twantto,butitseemedeverythingIsawremindedmeofher.I
triedsohardtogetheroutofmyheadanditdrovemecrazy.Apartofmemissedher.Thefunwehad,the
laughsweshared,andthesideofhershefinallyletout.Butshewouldalwayshavethatotherside.The
sidethatmanipulatedpeopletogetwhatshewanted.Thesidethatliedoverandoveragain.
“Gabriel,”MarcelspokeashetookaseatacrossfrommeatDaniel,whereIinvitedhimfordinner.”
“Marcel.”
“I was pleasantly surprised to have received a phone call from you, let alone have you invite me to
dinner.”
“Ineverdidthankyouforcomingtothegrandopeningofmyhotel.”
“You’rewelcome.”Hegrinned.“Itwasmypleasure.IwasalreadyinHawaii,soIthoughtI’dstopby
andshowsomesupport.”
“Really?”Iarchedmybrow.“Ourfamilieshavehatedeachotherforyears.”
He shrugged. “Times have changed. We now run our families’ companies. Maybe it’s time to put an
end to what our grandfathers started. This war,” he waved his hand, “is ridiculous. We both run very
successfulcompanies.There’snoneedforanymorehostility,Gabriel.Iwouldliketothinkthatthetwoof
uscanstartnewtraditionsforourfuturefamilies.”
Iwantedtoreachacrossthetableandgrabhimbyhisthroat.Therewasnowayinhellthatwouldever
happen.
“Maybeyou’reright,”Ilied.
“Nowtellmetherealreasonyouwantedtomeetfordinner,”hespoke.
IsighedasItookadrinkofmybourbon.
“I’mcuriousaboutthisnewhotelyou’rebuildinginVegas.”
“Ah,thedigitalhotel.Whataboutit?MyfatherandIareveryexcitedtobreakground.”
“It’sagreatidea.Wheredidyougetitfrom?”
Hestaredatmewhilehepickeduphisdrinkandswirledtheicecubesinhisglass.
“Whatisthisreallyabout,Gabriel?”
“Youknowwhatit’sabout!”IspokethroughgrittedteethasIleanedacrossthetable.“Buildingahotel
likethathadbeenmyfather’sdreamforthepasttenyears.”
“And?”heasked.“Doyouthinkyou’retheonlyhotelchainthathasthoughtofthis?Letmeaskyou,
Gabriel,whydoyouthinkyourcompanyissospecial?Doyouhonestlythinkthatyou’retheonlyonewho
wants to build hotels of the future? Many more companies will be jumping on this. Marriott, Hilton,
Mandarin,Royals,Westin;theyallwill.”Hegotupfromhisseat.“Competitionisfierce,myfriend,and
wealldowhatwehavetoinordertogettothetop.I’mafraidImustgonow.”Hestartedtowalkaway,
butbeforehedid,heturnedandlookedatme.“Bytheway,howisyourfriendKatedoing?Ithoroughly
enjoyedourconversationsinHawaii.Iwashopingtotakeheroutsometime.Havehergivemeacall.”
Hewinkedwithasmileashewalkedaway.
Isatthere,mybloodpressureatanall-timehigh.IbegantosweatwithangerandittookeverythingI
hadnottogoafterhimandbeattheshitoutofhim.WhenIgothome,Ipulledthearticleoutandbegan
readingitoveragain.Marcelhadexplainedwhathishotelwouldconsistof,wordforwordwhatItold
Kate.
“Fuck!”Ithrewthearticleonmydesk.
****
Kate
IdecidedtoforgetaboutThaddeusandgostraighttothesource:Marcel.Hewasaslimeball,andjust
bytalkingtohimthebrieftimeIdidinHawaii,Ialreadyhadafeelonhowtohandlehim.Ididasmuch
researchasIcould.Ifoundaninterestingarticlethatwaspublishedaboutsixmonthsagoinamagazine
wherehewasinterviewedasoneofNewYork’smosteligiblebachelors.
Interviewer: “You’re handsome and wealthy. I’m surprised you’re still single. Do you like the
bachelorlifeorisityoujusthaven’tfoundtherightwomanyettosettledownwith?”
Marcel:“ThebachelorlifeisgoodandI’menjoyingitverymuch.Menlikemeneedtobecareful
aboutthewomenwedate.Alotofthemareonlyinterestedinthemoneywehavetooffer.ButI’mnot
givinguphope.IcomefromabackgroundwherefamilyisveryimportantandIknowtherightwoman
isoutthereforme.Ijusthaven’tmetheryet.”
Interviewer:“Describetheperfectwomaninyoureyes.”
Marcel:“Shemustbeintelligentandfamilyoriented.Well-educatedandknowswhatshewants.She
musthaveagoodheartandabeautifulsoul.”
Interviewer:“Howaboutontheoutside?Isthereacertaintypeofwomanthatcatchesyoureye?
Describeyourdreamgirl.”
Marcel: “If you’re talking about looks, yes, there is. Since I am six foot three, I am attracted to
taller women and I love long hair, preferably brunettes with deep green eyes. Eyes that resemble an
emerald.Ilikeawomanwhotakesgreatprideinthewayshelooksanddresses.”
Interviewer:“Well,IguessIcancountmyselfoutsinceI’maredhead.”
Marcel: “You’re still a beautiful woman, and judging by that gorgeous diamond ring you’re
wearingonyourlefthand,you’realsomarried.”
Okay.Helikedtallbrunetteswithdarkgreeneyes.Perfect.Thearticlealsotalkedabouthishobbies
andhowhelikedtotakehiscoffee.Twocreamsandoneteaspoonofsugar.Check.Helovedchildrenand
wanted at least four. I shuddered at the thought. Maybe one or two, but for me, four was too many. He
lovedlongwalks,chess,andlisteningtoclassicalmusic.Chesswasgood.IknewhowtoplayandIwas
goodatit.Myfatherlovedtoplayandtaughtme.Healwayssaidchesswastheperfectgametokeepyour
mindsharpandalwaysthinking.Strategywasthekey,notonlyinthegame,butinlife.Tomorrow,Iwould
starttheprocess.Followhim,watchhim,gethimtonoticemeandthenstartmydeception.Ineededtodo
thisonelasttime.NotonlyforGabriel,butforme.OnceIfoundwhatIwaslookingfor,itwouldbetime
tomoveonandstartmylifeover.
Kate
IspentaweekwatchingMarcel.IfollowedhimtoadinerinHarlemoneafternoon.Hewalkedinand
tookaseat,andImadesureIsatatatablebehindhim.Helookedatmebutdidn’tgiveasecondlook.I
wasn’thistype,forIwasdressedinrippedjeans,anoversizedsweatshirt,apairofdirtytennisshoes,
andIhadonmyshortplatinumwigwithapairofbrowncontactsinmyeyesandamakeup-lessface.I
wouldadmitthatIwouldn’tevengivemeasecondlook.Ifounditoddhewouldchoosethishole-in-the-
wall diner in Harlem. It wasn’t his style. He kept looking at the door as if he was waiting to meet
someone. Holding the menu up, covering my face, I peered over it when the bell over the diner door
chimedandamandressedinanavybluebusinesssuitwalkedinandtooktheseatacrossfromhim.A
manwhomI’dseenbefore.ThaddeusWilson.
“You’relate,Thaddeus,”Marcelspokeashelookedathiswatch.
“Sorry,butIwasinameetingthattooklongerthanexpected.”
“What’swiththissecretlunch?ItoldyouthatIwouldbeincontactwithyouoncethingsweresquared
away,”Marcelspoke.
“And it seems to be taking longer than expected. I gave you what you asked for six months ago,
Marcel.”
“Iknow,andI’mgrateful.Patience,myfriend.Mylawyerisdrawingupthepaperworkaswespeak.It
shouldonlybeamatteroftime.”
“Ihopeso.IwanttogettoParisassoonaspossible.”
“If we’re done here,” Marcel spoke, “I need to get going. I’m hosting a cocktail party at The Plaza
Hotelatseveno’clock.”
“We’redone,”Thaddeusspoke.
AsMarcelwalkedout,Thaddeusorderedacupofcoffeeandasliceofcherrypie.Paris?Whatdid
Marcelofferhiminexchangeforinformation?IneededtofindoutandIwouldputmyplanintomotion
tonightatThePlaza.Isatthere,myhandswrappedaroundthewhitecoffeecup,staringatThaddeus.His
eyesdivertedtomeandthenquicklylookedaway.Imadehimuncomfortable.Icouldtell.Heshiftedin
hisseatashelookedatmeagain.Hedidn’tlikethattheunattractivegirlwasstaringathim.Hereached
insidehissuitcoat,pulledouthiswallet,andremovedwhatlookedlikeabusinesscardfromit.Placing
his wallet back in his pocket, he picked up his phone and made a phone call. I looked over at my
oversizedblackhobo-stylepurseandthenbackathim.Thewaitresswalkedoverandplacedhiscoffee
andcherrypiedowninfrontofhim.Afterendinghiscall,hepickeduphisfork.Isummonedthewaitress
forthebillandleftsomecashonthetable.Pickingupmypurseandthrowingitovermyshoulder,Igotup
from my seat and intentionally dropped my phone by his table. I knew he wouldn’t be a gentleman and
pickitupformesinceIwasaneyesoretohim.Afterdroppingitonthefloor,Ibentdownandmybag
swungacrosshistable,knockinghiscoffeecupover.
“Whatthefuck!”heexclaimedashepushedhimselfandhischairback.
“Ohmygod!Iamsosorry,”IspokeasIlookedupathim.
“Youdamnklutz!”heshouted.
ThewaitresshurriedoverwithatowelasIgotupandgrabbedashitloadofnapkinsthatweresitting
onthetable.
“Ohno.Yoursuit,”IspokeasIpattedhissuitcoatwiththenapkins.
Hegrabbedthemfrommyhand.
“Justgo!”heshouted.
Ipulledmywalletfrommypurseandthrewdownahundred-dollarbill.
“Thisshouldcoveryourdrycleaningbillaswellasyourcoffeeandpie.Accidentshappen,sir,and
youdon’thavetobesorude.”
Helookedatthehundredonthetableandthenupatme.
“Ihopeyouhaveabetterday.”Iwalkedaway.
OnceIhitthepavementandwalkeddownthestreet,Ireachedintomypurseandpulledouthisblack
leather Bottega Veneta two-fold wallet with a smile on my face. He was one man I didn’t feel guilty
rippingoff.Checkingouthowmuchcashhehad,Icountedsixhundredfiftydollars.Beforeheadingback
to my apartment, I stopped at the salon and got a mani/pedi and a spray tan, compliments of Thaddeus
Wilson.
WhenIgothome,Ipulledablacksuitcasefromthehallcloset,tookittomyroom,andplaceditonmy
bed.Openingit,IlookedatallthefacepiecesIhadusedovertheyears.Differentnoses,teeth,lips,and
coloredcontacts.Walkingovertomycloset,Ireachedupandtookdownmylongwavybrunette-colored
wig with the subtle blonde highlights. After showering, I put on my face, popped the emerald-green-
colored contacts into my eyes, and carefully pulled on my wig. I slipped into a black, off-the-shoulder,
midi-length,form-fitteddress.Itwasveryplain,butelegant.EspeciallyafterIdresseditupwithjewelry
andblackstilettoheels.WhenIpurchasedthedress,itwaslabeledas“LadyLuck,”andluckwaswhatI
neededtonight.AsIstoodinthefull-lengthmirror,Ididn’tevenrecognizeme.Mynosewasdifferentand
mylipswerefuller.
When I reached The Plaza, I wasn’t sure in which restaurant Marcel would be hosting his cocktail
party. If I had to guess, and knowing him, it would be at the Palm Court. I was right, because when I
walkedin,Isawhimwalkingfromtabletotable,minglingwithguests.Luckily,therewereafewseats
stillopenattheroundbar.Takingmyseat,Iaskedthebartenderforacosmopolitan.Isatthereforoveran
hour, watching him as he stole small glances my way. I had his attention and saw him start to walk my
way.
“Areyouherealone?”heaskedwithasmileashewalkedovertome.
“Iwassupposedtobeonadate,butIguessIgotstoodup,”IrepliedwithaFrenchaccent.
“You’reFrench?”heaskedwithahintofexcitement.
“Oui.”Ismiled.“Andsoareyou.”
“Whyonearthwouldanyonestandupabeautifulwomanlikeyourself?Hislossismygain.MayI?”
Hishandgesturedtothestoolnexttome.
“Youmay.”IsmiledasItracedtherimofmyglass.
Instantly,wehititoff.OrshouldIsay,hedid.WetalkedaboutFranceandIfabricatedthisstoryabout
howIwasborninMarseilleandmyparentsandImovedtotheUnitedStateswhenIwaseight.Heasked
whatIdidforaliving.ItoldhimIwasafreelanceartistandworkedfromhome.Heseemedimpressed.I
mentionedthatIwantedtostartanonlinebusiness.Hetoldmehecouldhelp.Ipickedhisbrainforideas,
madehimfeelspecial.Wetalkedabouthiscompany.Isatandlistened,neverbreakingoureyecontact.
Hewashooked.
Ilookedatmywatch.Itwasgettinglate.Heditchedhiscocktailpartyandspenttherestoftheevening
talkingtome.
“Ibettergetgoing.It’sgettinglate.”Ismiled.
“Iunderstand,butI’mafraidIcan’tletyouleavewithoutgettingyourphonenumberfirst.”
“Handmeyourphone.”AsmirkcrossedmylipsasIheldoutmyhand.
Hepulledhisphonefromhispocket,handedittome,andIputinmynewnumber.
“There.Nowyouhavemynumber.Iwillbeexpectingacallortextfromyouverysoon.”Igrinned.
“Believeme,Camille,youwillbehearingfromme.”
“ThankyouforawonderfuleveningandmakingmeforgetthatIwasstoodup.”
“Itwasmypleasure.CanItakeyouhome?”
Iplacedmyhandonhischest.
“Thankyou,butIcangethomejustfine.Haveagoodnight,Marcel.”
“Youtoo.”
IletoutadeepbreathasasmilecrossedmylipsandIleftThePlaza.
When I arrived home, I kicked off my shoes, went into the bathroom to take off my disguise, and
climbedintobed.AsIlaythere,thoughtsofGabrielwashedoverme.ThehurtandthepainItriedtobury
creptupinsideme.Ihadspentmyentirelifefeelinglonely,butthiswastheloneliestI’deverfelt.AsI
closedmyeyes,myphonedinged.Ireachedoverandtookitfrommynightstand,andsawtherewasatext
messagefromMarcel.
“Ican’tstopthinkingaboutyouandwouldlovetotakeyoutodinnertomorrowevening.”
“Iwouldlovetohavedinnerwithyou.”
“Excellent.Icanpickyouuparoundseveno’clock.”
“NametherestaurantandI’llmeetyouthere.Ihaveameetingwithaclientatsixbutitwon’ttake
long.”
“Verywell.I’lltextyoutheplaceandtheaddresstomorrow.Goodnight,Camille.”
“Goodnight,Marcel.”
NowIhadtofigureoutawaytogetoutofsleepingwithhim,becauseamanlikehimwasn’tgoingto
bepatientverylong.IneededtofindouttheinformationIwaslookingforquickly.Mytimelimitwasone
week.ThefasterIgotthisdone,thesoonerIcouldmove.
Thenextmorning,Iwentout,boughtalabelgun,andmadeanewlabelwiththename“Chamberlin”on
it to replace my name under my apartment number outside the doors of the building. There was no use
lyingtoMarcelaboutwhereIlivedbecauseonceallwassaidanddone,I’dbegoneanyway.
****
FiveDaysLater…
ThingswithMarcelwerehittinganall-timehigh.Hewasinlovewithmeandsentmeabouquetof
freshroseseverydaysincethenightwemet.Wespenteveryeveningtogether.Goingonwalksthrough
Central Park, having dinner at the finest restaurants, and having drinks back at his penthouse while we
played chess. My period. That was my excuse for not jumping into bed with him. The first couple of
dates,IexplainedthatIwasn’tthatkindofgirlandIneededtotrulyknowsomeonebeforeIsleptwith
them.Heunderstoodandrespectedmeforit.Datethree,IplayeditoutasifIwasready.Ievenmadethe
first move. As we were making out and I was trying not to gag, I excused myself to the restroom and,
whenIcameout,ItoldhimthatIhadjuststartedmyperiod.Iexplainedthatitcameoutofnowhereand
howbaditwasandIneededtogohome.Hewasdisappointed,butIpromisedtomakeituptohim.Date
fourwasspentatmyplace,havingdinnerinandtalkingforhours.IknewmorethanIwantedtoabout
him.Ididn’tcare.HerepulsedmeasmuchasIrepulsedmyselfbecausewhathedidwasn’tanydifferent
fromallthethingsIhaddone.Thiswasmychancetomakethingsrightinmylife.Tosortofmakeupfor
allthebadthingsIhaddonetothemenIconned.TomakethingsrightforGabriel.Eventhoughthetwoof
uscouldneverbewhatweoncewere,Icouldn’tstandbyandletMarcelriphimoff.Intheend,doingthis
wastherightthingforbothofus.
Kate
Date five. The Friends of New Yorkers for Children Annual Ball, which was held at the Mandarin
Oriental.ThesamehotelwhereGabrielfirstsawmeafterwepartedwaysatJFK.Iputonmyfaceand
mywig,andslippedintoaRolandMouretstraplesstwo-tonepeplumeveninggownincreamandblack.
Thegownwasgorgeouswithitsdouble-facesilksatin,asymmetricneckline,fittedbodice,andpeplum
waist.ComplimentsofMr.ThaddeusWilsonandtheonecreditcardheforgottocancel.
“Youlookabsolutelystunning.”Marcelsmiledandkissedmycheek.
“Thankyou.Sodoyou.”Iflashedmysexysmile.
Hetookholdofmyhand,ledmetohislimo,anditwasofftotheballwewent.TheMandarinwas
filledwithsocialites.WemingledamongstthewealthyandMarcelintroducedmeashisgirlfriend.Shit
wasgettingrealandIneededtomovefast.Weheadedtothebarafterhavingaglassofchampagneupon
walking through the doors and Marcel ordered me a cosmopolitan. As I waited for my drink, I looked
aroundtheroomandmyeyeslockedwithGabriel’s.Fuck!Fuck!Fuck!Ididn’texpecttoseehimhere.
Myheartstartedracingand,suddenly,Ibecamenervous.Ineededtoholdmycomposure,forIcouldn’t
risk him finding out it was me. Shit. He’d know. As long as I didn’t smile, I’d be okay. I thought. He
walkedawayfromthebar.IletoutthedeepbreathIwasholding.Marcelturnedaroundandhandedme
mydrink.
“Onecosmopolitanforthemostbeautifulwomanintheroom.”Hesmiled.
“Thankyou.”
HeheldouthisarmandIplacedminearounditaswewalkedtoourtableandtookaseat.AsIsipped
mycosmopolitan,Gabrielsatdownacrossfromus.
“Lookslikewe’retablemates,”hespoketoMarcel.
“Ah, very good. Gabriel, I’d like you to meet my girlfriend, Camille Chamberlin. Camille, this is a
friendofmine,GabrielQuinn.He’stheCEOofQuinnHotels.”
Shit.Shit.Shit.Icoulddothis.
“Nicetomeetyou,Gabriel,”IspokewithoutasmileinmyFrenchaccentasIextendedmyhand.
Placinghishandinmine,helookeddownandthenbackupatme.Hiseyestoldmehefeltsomething.
“Thepleasureisallmine,Camille.”Hebroughtmyhanduptohislips.
Jerk.Doeshealwayskissthehandofafemalehemeetsforthefirsttime?
I pulled my hand away and set it on my lap. The sensation that ripped through my body as his lips
touched me was too much. All the while he and Marcel talked, he kept looking at me. He was alone,
whichmademehappybecauseIdidn’tthinkIcouldbearseeinghimwithanotherwoman.Heturnedhis
attentiontomeandbeganaskingmeallsortsofquestions.Fuck.Hewassuspicious.Icouldseeitinhis
eyes.
****
Gabriel
Marcel’sgirlfriendwasbeautiful.Toobeautifulforthelikesofhim.Somethingaboutherwasn’tsitting
rightwithme.Icouldn’tputmyfingeronit.AjoltoflightningsoaredthroughmethemomentItouched
herhand.Justlike—Ibegantoaskherquestions,hopingshe’dslipupsomehowandI’dknowforsure.
Thaddeuswalkedoverandtooktheseatnexttomine.MarcelintroducedCamilletohim.Iwaitedforher
to smile. She wouldn’t because she knew if she did, I would know for sure it was her. Fuck. I felt it.
TherewasdefinitelyastrongconnectionwhenItouchedher.Iswallowedhardatthethought.Therehad
only been one woman in my life I felt that connection with and it was with Kate. I kept an eye on her
duringdinner,andeverytimeshelookedatme,shequicklylookedaway.Musicstartedtoplay;avariety
ofjazzandblues.ThedanceflooropenedandMarceltookCamillebythehandandescortedhertothe
middleoftheballroom.IleanedbackinmychairandwatchedthemwhileIsippedonmydrink.
“Damn.Marcel’sgirlfriendisfuckinghot,”Thaddeusspoke.
“Shecertainlyisbeautiful.”
“BeautifulandFrench.Whatmorecouldamanaskfor.”Hesmirked.
Itwasthemiddleofthesong,soIfinishedoffmydrinkandheadedtothedancefloor.
“MayIcutin?”IaskedMarcel.
“Ofcourse.”Henodded.
Iwrappedonearmaroundherwaistandheldherotherhandinmine.Shestaredovermyshoulder.
“You’reaverybeautifulwoman,Camille.”
“Thankyou,”shespoke.
“ToobeautifulforthelikesofMarcel.”
Asmallsmilecrossedherplumplipsbutquicklydisappearedoncesherealizedwhatshehaddone.It
wasKate.MygriparoundherwaisttightenedasIpulledherclosertome.
“Whatthehellareyoudoing,Kate?”Iwhisperedinasternvoice.
Notawordescapedhermouth.
“I asked you a question. Do you want me to cause a scene? Because I fucking will, and then when
Marcelcomestoyourrescue,I’llflattenhisscrawnyassrighthereinfrontofeveryone.”
“Really, Gabriel?” she whispered in her normal voice. “Two respectable CEOs going at it in the
middleofafundraiserforchildren?Thepresswouldhaveafieldday.”
“I’llaskyouonelasttime.Whatareyoudoingwithhim?Wasthisyourplanallalong?Werethetwoof
youincahootsbeforeweevenmet?”
“Ohmygod,no!”shevoicedloudly.
“Shh.Keepitdown.Doyouwanttodrawattentiontous?”
“Leavemealone,Gabriel.Ihaveajobtodo.”
“Ajob?Whatareyourippingofffromhim?Oh,wait.Thatwouldbemyideasandplansforthehotel.”
Tearsstartedtoforminhereyes.
“You’rewrong.”
“AmI,Kate?BecauseIdon’tthinkIam.”ThesongendedandIletgoofher.“IwishI’dnevermet
you.Youarenothingbutavilehumanbeing.”IshookmyheadasIwalkedaway.
Kate
IgulpedasIstoodthere,tryingtoholdbackthetearsthatformedinmyeyes.
“Areyouokay,darling?”Marcelaskedashewalkedovertome.
“Ofcourse.”Ismiled.“I’mfine.Justalittlelightheadedfromthechampagneandcosmos.”
“Wouldyouliketogohome?”
“Ithinkthat’sagoodidea.Ijustreallyneedtoliedown.”
Hewalkedmeuptomyapartment,andbeforeIopenedthedoor,Itoldhimgoodnight.
“Thankyouforabeautifulevening,Marcel.Ihadalotoffun.”
“You’rewelcome,mydear.”Hestrokedmychinwithhisthumb.“Iwishthatperiodofyourswould
end.”
“Metoo.Itshouldonlybeacoupleofmoredays.”Ibrushedmylipsagainsthis.
“Whatareyourplansfortomorrow?”heasked.
“Iwashopingtogettospendthedaywithyousinceit’sSaturday.”
“Thenyourwishismycommand.Whatshallwedo?”
“It’ssupposedtorainallday,soIwasthinkingwecouldjustspendthedayatyourplace.Icouldcook
foryouandwecouldjustrelaxandwatchmovies.”Ismiled.
“Iwouldlovethat.Ihaven’thadarelaxingdayinmonths.”
“Great.I’llstopatthestoreandpickupeverythingIneedandheadoveraroundnoon.”
“Maybeyoucouldspendthenightwithme.”Hislipstouchedmine.
“We’llsee.Goodnight,Marcel.Ireallydoneedtoliedown.”
“Goodnight,Camille.”Hekissedmeonelasttime.
Isteppedinsidemyapartmentandshutthedoor.ItookinadeepbreathasIplacedmyhandsonthe
island.Tomorrowhadtobethedaythatwouldendallofthis.IwantedtotellGabrielwhatIwasdoing,
butIcouldn’t.Icouldn’triskhimgoingafterMarcelandThaddeuswithoutthephysicalproofIneeded.
Thenextmorning,asIwasgettingreadytoleave,thebuzzertomyapartmentrang.Shit.
“Yes?”Ispokeovertheintercom.
“Letmein,Kate!”Calebsternlyspoke.
Rollingmyeyes,Ibuzzedhimandopenedthedoor.
“Whatthehellareyoudoing?”hespokeasheenteredmyapartment.“Ohmygod.Lookatyou.What
thefuck,Kate?”
“I’mguessingyouspoketoyourbrother.”
“Yeah.WehadbreakfastthismorningandIcouldn’tbelievewhathetoldme.Ispecificallytoldyou
nottodothis.”
“No.YousaidnottodothiswithThaddeus.”
“You’recrazy.”Hethrewhishandsupintheair.
“Listentome,Caleb.YouwererightaboutThaddeus.HewastheonewhotoldMarcelabouttheplans
for the hotel, and if I’m right, he also copied the blueprint and gave it to him. I am going to find out
everythingtodayandgettheproofIneedtoclearme.”
“Jesus.Howdoyouknowallthis?”
“IfollowedMarceltoadinerinHarlem,wherehemetwithThaddeus.Iwassittingatatablebehind
themandIheardeverything.MarcelofferedhimsomepositioninhiscompanyinParisinexchangefor
theinformationaboutthehotel.”
“Howareyougoingtogettheproof?”
“Ihaveaplan.Don’tworryaboutme.How’sGabriel?”
“Howdoyouthinkheis?He’sangryandhurt.Hebarelyate.I’veneverseenhimlikethis.He’storn
upinsideasitis,andnowthathethinksyouwereinvolvedwithMarcelthewholetime,it’skillinghim.”
“Youdidn’ttellhimwhatIwasdoing,didyou?”
“No. How the hell could I? I didn’t even know. Kate,” he took hold of my arm, “you have to be
careful.”
“Iwill.Neverunderestimatethecharmofabeautifulwoman.”Ismirked.“Ihavetogo.I’mspending
thedaywithMarcelandIhavetostopatthestorefirst.”
“Ihopethisworks.”Heshookhishead.
“Itwill.Pleasedon’tsayawordaboutthistoGabriel.”
IstoppedatthestoreandpickedupeverythingIneededtomakeanicedinnerforthetwoofus.WhenI
reachedhispenthouse,heimmediatelytookthebagsfrommyarms.
“Iwishyouwouldhavecalledmefromthelobby.Iwouldhavebroughttheseupforyou,”hespokeas
hekissedmylips.
“You’resweet,butImanagedjustfine.”
Hetookthegroceriesintothekitchen.Justastheweathermanpredicted,itrainedalldaylong.Thesky
wasovercastandtheslightchillintheairmadeitaperfectdaytositinthecomfortofahomebythefire,
keeping warm while watching TV. We snuggled on the couch, under a blanket, watched a movie, and
talked.IwasreadytotalkaboutGabrielandgetthisfuckingnightoverwith,soIreachedinthepocketof
the oversized hoodie I was wearing and pressed the play button on the recorder I had hidden in my
pocket.
“Thatmanfromlastnight.GabrielQuinn,”Ispoke.
“Whatabouthim?”
“Isheamajorcompetitionforyou?”
“You’veneverheardofhimorhishotelchain?”heaskedwithabewilderedlookonhisface.
“Vaguely,”Ireplied.“Tobehonest,Idon’treallykeepupwiththehotelscene.”Ismiled.
“Ah.Isee.Well,toansweryourquestion,yes,heismajorcompetition.QuinnHotelsalwayshasbeen.
Butthatisallgoingtochangeverysoon.”
“Really?How?”
“It’sasecret,Camille,andoneIcan’tdiscuss.”
IsatupwithadistraughtlookonmyfaceasIstaredathim.
“Ithoughtmeandyouwereathing?Imean,youdidintroducemeasyourgirlfriend.”
“Weare.ButbusinessissomethingIcannotdiscuss.”
“Youcan’toryouwon’t?”Ispokewithanupsettonetomyvoice.
“Darling,whyareyougettingsoupset?”Hishandstrokedmycheek.
“I’mnot.”Iturnedawayfromhim.“It’sjust—”
“Justwhat?”Hishandgrippedmyshoulder.
ThewordsIhadtospeakmademenauseated.
“It’sjustthatIloveyou,butIcan’tbeinvolvedwithsomeonewhokeepssecretsfromme.Businessor
personal.”
“What?Youloveme?”hespokeinasoftvoice.
Herewego.Timetoupmyactingskills.IturnedandfacedhimasIplacedmyhandonhischeek.
“Yes.Iknowitsoundscrazy,Marcel,becausewehaven’tknowneachotherbutforaveryshorttime.I
can’t explain it. All I know is that I’m in love with you. This past week has been the best week of my
life.”
“Oh,darling.”Hesmiled.“Iloveyoutoo.Iwassmittenfromthedaymyeyeslaidsightonyou.”
“Ifyoulovedme,youwouldn’tkeepsecretsfromme.”Ipouted.
“Idon’twanttokeepsecretsfromyou.”
“Marcel,Iwantarelationshipwithyou,butIneedtotalhonesty.Ilovehearingaboutyourbusiness.
Theexcitementyoureyesshoweverytimeyoutalkaboutitturnsmeon.”
“Howmuchdoesitturnyouon?”hewhisperedashistonguetraveledacrossmyneck.
Ishudderedandnotinthegoodway.
“Somuch.Nowtellmehowyouareknockingthecompetitionrightout.”
“Istolethedigitalhotelideafromhim.Actually,itwasgiventomebyafriendandco-workerofhis.
Youmethimlastnight.ThaddeusWilson.”
“Oh.Scandalous.Tellmemore.”Ibegantounbuttonhisshirt.
“Imadehimanofferhecouldn’trefuseandhehandedtheplansrightovertome.Igavethemtomy
peopleandnow,we’rebuildingit.”
“You’resuchabadass.”Ismiled.“Thiscallsforacelebration.YousitrightherewhileIgopourusa
glassofthewineIbrought.”
“Icandoit,darling.”
“No.No.”Iplacedmyhandonhishardcock.“Youstayrighthereandletme,yourgirlfriend,serve
you,”IspokeinaseductiveFrenchaccent.
“Ifyouinsist.”Hegrinned.
I went into the kitchen, placed the recorder in my purse, and took out the bottle of sleeping pills I
broughtwithme.Afteropeningthewine,Ipouredsomeinaglass,tookoutthreesleepingpills,opened
thecapsules,andpouredthepowderinhiswine.Ithenpouredmyglass,walkedtothelivingroom,and
handedhimhis.
“Toyournewhotel.”IsmiledasIheldupmyglasstohim.
“Thankyou,darling.”Hetappedhisglassagainstmineandtookasip.
“Thefirstpersontofinishtheirwinegetsaspecialprize.”Igrinned.
“Andwhatwouldthatprizebe?”
“If you finish your wine first, I’ll give you a blow job. If I finish my wine first, you have to cook
dinner.”
“Youaren’tserious,”hespoke.
“Oh,I’mveryserious.”IsmiledasIlickedmylips.
“Bottomsup!”Hethrewbackhiswineasifitwaswater.
NowIneededthosepillstoworktheirmagicasquicklyaspossible.
“Lookatthat.ItseemsIfinishedmywinefirst.Bringthatbeautifulmouthofyoursdownhere.”
Asickfeelingwashedoverme.IneededtostallaslongasIcould.Gettingdownonmykneesinfront
ofhim,Ibrushedmylipsagainsthis,softlyandinateasingway.Agrowleruptedfromhisthroat.Islid
myfingersdownhisshirtuntiltheyreachedhisbelt.Takinginadeepbreath,Islowlyunbuckledit.The
bulgeinhispantsgrewbiggerasIundidhispants.Lookingupathim,Isawhisheadwastiltedbackand
hiseyeswereclosed.AsIstrokedhishardcockthroughthefabricofhisredsilkunderwear,hebeganto
snore.ThankGod!Iquicklystoodup,laidhimdownonthecouch,andcoveredhimwithablanket.
“Sorry,Marcel.Sweetdreams.”
Itookthewineglassesintothekitchen,washedanddriedthem,andthenwentintohisofficeandsat
downbehindhisdesk.Iopenedhislaptop,andthelockscreenappeared.
“Shit.Whatwouldhispasswordbe?”
Iopenedhisdeskdrawer,lookingforsomethingtoindicatehispassword.Nothing.Damnit.Ineeded
todothisquickly.Ishuthislaptopandwalkedbackouttothelivingroom,whereItookhisphonefrom
thetableandplacedhisfingeronthebuttontounlockit.Pullinguphisemail,Isearcheditandfounda
folder labeled “Digital Hotel.” I opened it and found a shitload of email exchanges between him and
Thaddeus.Aftersendingthefoldertomyemailaddress,Ideleteditinthesentfile,sethisphonebackon
thecoffeetable,grabbedmypurse,andheadedoutthedoor.Afterhailingacabbacktomyapartment,I
called a messenger service to deliver the recorder to Gabriel. Pulling out his business card that I had
takenfromhisdeskdrawerawhileback,Iopenedmylaptop,createdanewemailaddress,andsentthe
folder from that one to his. I took the two suitcases I had packed from the closet, my guitar case, and
climbedintothecabthatwaswaitingformeatthecurb.
“Whereto,miss?”thecabdriverasked.
“Trainstation.”
BeforeIlaunchedmyplanonMarcel,Ivisitedmyfatherandtoldhimeverythingthathadhappened.
HeunderstoodwhyIhadtoleave,butIpromisedthatIwouldvisithimasmuchasIcould.Beforewe
saidourgoodbyes,heslippedmeapieceofpaperwiththenumbertoasafedepositbox,whichwasin
myname,attheAtlanticBank.
“Theboxisinyourname,babygirl.Takewhat’sinthereandgo,”hewhisperedwithtearsinhiseyes.
Lightup,sweetgirl.”Hesmiled.
Isatonthetrainforthefour-hourridetoMystic,Connecticut,whichisclassifiedasavillagewitha
populationof4,025people.Small.Theperfectplacetostartnew,atleastuntilIfiguredoutexactlywhere
I wanted to be in life. I walked from the train station to the Mermaid Inn of Mystic, a cute bed and
breakfastthatIfoundfitting.
“Hello,dear.HowmayIhelpyou?”theoldergray-hairedwomanbehindthedeskasked.
“Hi,Ihaveareservation.”
“YoumustbeKateHarper.”Shesmiled.
“Howdidyouknow?”
“Youareouronlyguest,mydear.Everyoneelsealreadycheckedout.It’sourslowtimeoftheseason.
MynameisRose.”Sheheldoutherslenderhand.
“It’snicetomeetyou,Rose.”Asmilecrossedmylips.
“Whenyoucalledtobookthereservation,yousaidyoudidn’tknowhowlongyou’dneedtheroomfor.
Haveyoudecidedyet?”
“Maybeaweekortwo.”
“Delightful.I’llputyoudownforatleasttwoweeks.NowfollowmeandI’llshowyoutoyourroom
onthesecondfloor.Youcanleaveyoursuitcasesdownhereandmygrandson,Thomas,willbringthem
up.”
Ifollowedherupthestairstothesecondfloor.Sheinsertedthekeyinthelockandopenedthedoorto
theroom.
“This is our Rose room. Named after me.” She smiled. “I personally decorated it myself. I hope it
meetsyourneeds.”
Walkingintotheroom,Isetmyguitarcasedownandlookedaround.Itwasbeautiful.Thewallswere
paintedarosecolorandthenstenciledwithfloraldesigns.Aqueen-sizebedthathousedaquaintfloral
printcomfortersatonthefarwall.TherewasasmalldresserwithaTVthatwasmountedonthewall
aboveit.Itwasverycharming.
“There’saminifridgeoverinthatcornerthatisfullystockedwithwaterandsoftdrinks,compliments
oftheinn.”
“Thankyou.”
“Therearetowelsinthecabinetoverthereoutsidethebathroom.Ifyouneedmore,justletmeknow.
Also, breakfast is served at nine a.m., so make sure you bring your appetite because we serve a full
Americanbreakfast.”
“Idefinitelywill.”Ismiled.
“I’llletyougetsettled,dear.IfyouhaveanyquestionsaboutMystic,justask.”
AssoonasRoselefttheroom,Iwalkedovertothewindowandtookintheviewofthegarden.Ifelta
sense of peace here. It was quiet and exactly what I needed. I grabbed a bottle of water from the
refrigeratorandtookitouttothegazebo,whichwassurroundedbybeautifulflowers.
Gabriel
Iwassittinginmyofficeathomecatchinguponsomeworkwhenthedoorbellrang.Afewmoments
later,Gracewalkedinandhandedmeasmallpackage.
“Thisjustcameforyoufromamessengerservice,”shespoke.
Itookthepackagefromherandopenedit.Pullingoutwhatlookedlikearecordingdevice,Istudiedit.
“Whatthehellisthis?”
“Maybeit’ssomethingyouneedtolistento.”
IpressedtheplaybuttonandfrozewhenIheardKate’sandMarcel’svoices.
“Damn,she’sgood,”Gracespoke.
AfireeruptedinsidemeandtheairIbreathedbecamerestricted.
“Gabriel,calmdown.”
“Calmdown?”Ishouted.“Youheardwhatwasonthattape.”
Igotupfrommychairandthrewthepaperweightthatwasonmydeskagainstthewall.
“Thaddeus.”Ishookmyheadindisbelief.“I’mgoingtokillhimand,whenI’mdone,I’mgoingafter
Marcel.”
Suddenly,thefactthatKatehadnothingtodowithitinvadedmyhead.
“Ohmygod,whathaveIdone,”IslowlyspokeasIgrippedthearmsofthechairandsatbackdown.
“Shewastellingthetruth,Gabriel,andshewenttogreatlengthstoproveittoyou,”Gracespoke.
A sick feeling arose in the pit of my stomach. A sickness I’d never felt before. What I did was
unforgivable.Suddenly,anemailpoppeduponmycomputer.Iopeneditandfoundafilethatcontained
emails between Marcel and Thaddeus. Emails that had copies of my blueprints, data information, and
everyplanthatwasmadeforthehotel.Istudiedtheemailaddress:
.
“Ineedtogoseeher,”IspokeasIrosefrommychair.
“I’mnotsosureshe’sgoingtowanttoseeyouafterwhatyousaidtoher.”
“I’llmakeherseeme.Ihavetoapologize.”
“It’llbeamiracleifthatgirleverforgivesyouforwhatyou’vesaidanddone.”
Ishotheralook.
“I’msorry,Gabriel,butit’sthetruth.”
“Well,Ihavetotry.”
Iflewoutofthehouseandhailedacabtoherapartment.Ididn’thavetimetowaitforCarl.WhenI
wenttopressthebuttonforherapartment,Inoticedthespacewherehernamehadsatwasblank.Blank,
asinshenolongerresidedinthatapartment.Someonewaswalkingoutofthebuildingandassoonasthe
dooropened,Ihelditopenforherandslippedinside.Takingtheelevatoruptoherapartment,Istoodin
frontofitandknockedonthedoor.Shedidn’tanswer,soIknockedharder.
“Kate,it’sme.Openup.Weneedtotalk.”Icontinuedtopoundonthedoor.
AwomanwaswalkingdownthehallandstoppedattheapartmentnexttoKate’s.
“Ifyou’relookingforthewomanwholivedthere,she’sgone,”shespoke.
“Gone?Whatdoyoumeanshe’sgone?”
“Ithinkshemovedout.Tookherguitarandacoupleofsuitcasesandleft.Iaskedherifshewasgoing
onvacationandshesaidno,shewasleavingNewYorkCityforgood.”
“Didshesaywhereshewasgoing?”
“No.Ididn’tfeelitwasappropriatetoask,sinceI’dneverspokentoherbefore.”
“Thankyou.”Iwalkedpastherandsteppedontotheelevator.
OnceIgotinsidethecab,IpulledmyphoneoutandcalledCaleb.
“Hey,Gabriel,what’sup?”
“Ineedyoutocomeoverassoonaspossible.Ineedtotalktoyou.IwaswrongaboutKateandnow
she’sgone.”
“What?Whereisshe?”
“Idon’tknow.I’llexplaineverythingwhenyougettothehouse.”
“I’monmyway,bro.”
CalebpulledupbehindmeasIsteppedoutofthecab.
“Whatdoyoumeanyouwerewrongabouther?”heasked.
“Shewasn’ttheonewhotoldMarcelabouttheplansforthehotel.”
“Oh,nowyoubelieveher?”hespokewithasnidetone.
Assoonaswesteppedinsidethehouse,IgrabbedtherecorderandplayeditforCaleb.
“Ican’tbelievesheactuallydidit,”hespokeasheslowlyshookhishead.
“Whatdidyousay?”Ilookedathim.“Didyouknowaboutthis?”
“Afterbreakfast,IwenttoherapartmentandshewasjustleavingtogotoMarcel’splace.Shesaidshe
hadaplanandItoldhernottodoit.Thatitwastoorisky.”
“Whydidn’tyoutellme!”Ishoutedathim.
“Becauseyoualreadymadeupyourmindthatshewasguiltyandyoutoldhershewasavilehuman
being.Ihonestlydidn’tthinkshewouldgetMarceltoconfess.”
“She’sKateHarper.Haveyouforgotten?Damnit,Caleb!Ican’tbelieveyoudidn’ttellme.”
“Shetoldmenotto,andifIhad,youwouldhavegoneafterherandblownhercover.Justforgetabout
Kateforaminute.WhatareyougoingtodoaboutThaddeusandMarcel?”
“I’mcallingmylawyerrightnow.”IpulledmyphonefrommypocketasIshookmyheadathim.
****
I tossed and turned all night, thinking about Kate. I no longer cared about the hotel. None of that
matteredtomeanymore.IfuckedupsobadlythatIwasafraidGracewasright.Katewouldneverbeable
to forgive me for the things I said to her. But I had to try and I needed to find her. I would bet the one
personwhowouldknowwhereshewentwouldbeherfather.
I had Carl drive me to Rikers Island, where I cleared security and waited in the visiting room for
Henry.
“MayIhelpyou?”heaskedashewalkedintotheroom.
“Henry,I’mGabrielQuinn.”
Alookofdismayanddisapprovalfilledhiseyes.
“I’mnotafanofyours,Mr.Quinn,”hespoke.
“I’msureKatetoldyoueverything.”
“Shedid.”Henoddedashetookaseatattherectangulartable.
“Ineedtoknowwheresheis.It’simportant.”
“Youhurtmybabygirlintheworstwaypossible.EvenifIknewwhereshewas,Iwouldn’ttellyou.”
“Areyousayingyoudon’tknowwheresheis?”
“That’sright.Shewouldn’ttellmewhereshewasgoing.She’stryingtoputthepiecesofherlifeback
together,Mr.Quinn,andyou’renotapartofthat.Infact,you’rethereasonmylittlegirlleftinthefirst
place.Hadyoujusttrustedher,youwouldn’tbesittingacrossfrommerightnow.”
Iwantedtoshoutobscenitiesathimandtellhimwhatalousyfatherhewas,butIremainedcalmand
lethimsaywhathehadto.
“IwaswrongandIneedtomakethingsrightwithher.”
“I’mafraidit’stoolateforthat.”
“Peopledeserveasecondchance,Henry.”
“You’reright,theydo.Youshouldhavethoughtaboutthatyourselfbeforedoingandsayingwhatyou
didtoKate.She’saverystrongwomanandsheknowshowtotakecareofherself.Lookattheriskshe
tooktoproveherinnocencetoyou.Moveonwithyourlife,Mr.Quinn,”hegotupfromhisseat,“and
forgetaboutKate.”
“I’mafraidIcan’tdothat.Iloveher.I’minlovewithher.”
“Ifthat’strueandyoureallydoloveher,thenyouhavetolethergo.Letherfindherwayandgetback
ontrackwithherlife.Ihave.I’mnotperfectandImaynothavebeenthebestfather,butIdidwhatIhad
todotosupporther.”
“Bymovingheraroundherwholelifeandexposinghertoyourcons?”Ispoke.
“Iregretthat,butIcouldn’tletthemtakeherawayfromme.ShewasallIhadleftinthisworldafter
hermotherdied.”
“Youcouldn’tletwhotakeherawayfromyou?”
“Her grandparents. They always hated me and threatened to take her away because they thought I
couldn’tsupporther.TheytoldmethatI’dbebetteroffgivingheruptothembecausealoserandacon
likemecouldneverloveortakecareofherthewaytheycould.IdidwhatIhadtodotokeepher.”
“DoesKateknowanyofthis?”Iasked.
“No.Inevertoldher.Haveagoodday,Mr.Quinn.”
He walked to the door, summoned the guard, and left. As I was leaving, my phone rang and it was
Giles,myattorney.
“Giles,”Ianswered.
“IwantedtoletyouknowthatThaddeusandMarcelareunderinvestigationbythefedsandthepress
ishavingafielddaywiththis.ThejudgeorderedarestraintonMarcel’sbuildingofthehoteluntilthe
investigationiscompleted.It’suptoyouifyouwantThaddeusarrestedfortheftandespionage.”
“Yes.Iwanthimtopayforwhathedid.”
“Verywell.I’llbeintouch,myfriend.”
I sighed as I climbed into the limo and headed home. I poured myself a drink and paced around the
room,tryingtofigureoutwherethehellshecouldhavegone.
“Didsheevermentionsomewhereshe’dliketogo?”Graceaskedasshesawmeindeepthought.
“NotthatIcanrecall.”
“Whydon’tyouhireaprivateinvestigatortofindher?”
“I’m going to have to because I need to talk to her. Even if she doesn’t forgive me, I need to
apologize.”
Kate
Roseandherhusband,Bobby,werewonderfulpeople.Theymademefeelsowelcomeinthetwodays
Ihadalreadybeenthere.IspentanentiredayexploringdowntownMystic,meetingthepeopleintown
andshoppinginthecutelittleboutiquestheyhadtooffer.ItkeptmymindoffGabriel,atleastforawhile.
Thehurthadn’tevenbeguntolessenandmyheartwasstillshatteredintotinypieces.Myfirstheartbreak
everandIhadnocluehowtohealfromit.
Thegazebohadbecomemyfavoritespottositinandreflectonmylife.AsIwassittingthere,staring
atthebeautifulgarden,Rosecamealongandtookaseatbesideme.
“HowareyoulikingMysticsofar?”
“Iloveithere.ThisplaceisexactlywhatIneeded.”
Sheplacedherhandontopofmineandgaveitagentlesqueeze.
“WhatbroughtyoutoMystic?SomehowIgetthefeelingyou’rerunningfromsomeoneorsomething.”
“Howdidyouknow?”
“Icantellthesethings.”
“I’mrunningfrommylife.”Igaveherasmallsmile.“I’vedonesometerriblethingsandIwanttostart
over.It’snevertoolateforthat,right?”
“Ofcoursenot,dear.That’showweashumanbeingsgrow.Wemakemistakes,learnfromthem,and
thenmoveon.”
“CanIaskyousomething,Rose?”
“Ofcourseyoucan.”
“Howlongdoesittakeforabrokenhearttoheal?”
“Well,itdependsontheperson.Thisisn’tyourfirstbrokenheart,isit?”
IlookeddownasIclaspedmyhands.
“Itis.I’veneverletmyselfgetcloseenoughtoanyonebefore.Ialwaysplayedbymyownrules.Then,
ImetthismanandashardasItriedtoshieldmyselffromhim,Icouldn’t.IfellinlovewhenIknewdeep
inmymindthathecouldnevertrustme.”
“Why’sthat?”sheasked.
“Because of the way we met. That’s another story all on its own. Something happened with his
company,andinstantly,heaccusedme.EventhoughItoldhimIdidn’tdoit,hedidn’tbelieveme.Hesaid
horriblethingsandtoldmeheneverwantedtoseemeagain.WhenIwaswithhim,mylifewasnormal.A
normalcythatIcravedmyentirelife.”Atearrandownmycheek.
Rosewrappedherarmaroundmeandpulledmeintoher.EventhoughIhadonlyknownheracouple
ofdays,Ifeltlikeshewasamotherfigure.SomethingI’dneverhad.
“It’sokaytocry,Kate.Gettingoverabrokenheartandrelationshipissomethingthattakestime.Time
willanddoeshealallwounds.”
“Inevershouldhaveletmyselfgetinvolvedwithhim.”
“Ofcourseyoushouldhavebecausethenyouneverwouldhaveexperiencedtheloveyoufeltforhim.”
“Thepain.Thispainisn’tworthit.Ithurtssomuch.”Ibegantocry.“Ijustwantittostop.”
“Anditwill,dear,butyouaretheonlyonewhocanhealyourself.Isn’tthatwhyyoucamehere?”
“Yes.”
“Thenyou’vealreadytakenthefirststep.Justkeepgoing.Everyday,thepainwilllessenuntiloneday
youwakeupanditwon’thurtanymore.”
“Thanks,Rose.”Igentlysmiled.
“You’rewelcome,dear.I’mgoingtogostartdinner.Wouldyouliketohelp?”
“I’dloveto.”
****
A few more days passed and I kept myself as busy as I could. A few more guests checked in and I
helpedRoseoutbycleaningtherooms.SheinsistedthatIstop,butthiswasmywayofthankingherand
helpingheroutlikeshehelpedme.Atnight,IwouldhangoutJohn’sMysticRiverTavern,whereIwould
haveacoupleofdrinksandplaypoolwiththelocals.IreallylikeditinMysticanditalreadyfeltlike
home.Acoupleofthemenintownhadaskedmetogooutwiththem,butIpolitelyturnedthemdown.
Theywereniceandattractive,buttheyweren’tGabriel.
****
Gabriel
IspentdaystryingtofigureoutwherethehellKatewentoffto.Itwasaffectingmywork.Icouldn’t
stayfocusedandIdidn’tcare.Workwasnolongermynumberonepriority;findingKatewas.Ihadjust
arrivedhomefromtheoffice,andIwalkeduptothebedroomwhereshestayed.Sittingdownonthebed,
Icuppedmyfaceinmyhands.ThebestthingthateverhappenedtomeinmylifeandIthrewitawayfor
nothing.Inevershouldhaveaccusedher.Ishouldhavebelievedherwhenshetoldmeshewasn’ttheone
whotoldMarcelaboutthehotel,becauseIlovedher.IsighedasIranmyhandsdownmyface.WhenI
lookedup,Istaredatthepaintingofthemermaidbytheseashepainted.Itwasbeautiful,justlikeher.
Suddenly, something hit me and hit me hard. I jumped up from the bed and ran down the stairs to my
office.Openingmylaptop,Itypedthewordmermaidintothesearchbar.Iscrolledandscrolled,looking
forsomething,anythingthatwouldleadmetowhereshewas.WhatwasIdoing?Ilaughedatmyselffor
even thinking that I was going to find something. I went to shut my laptop and something caught my
attention.TheMermaidInnofMystic,abedandbreakfastinMystic,Connecticut.Couldshehavegone
there?OrwasIjustgraspingatstraws?IshookmyheadasIclosedmylaptop,pouredmyselfabourbon,
andwentuptobed.
****
ItossedandturnedallnightlikeIdideverynightafterIkickedKateout.Istumbledoutofbed.AsI
wasshowering,Icouldn’tstopthinkingaboutTheMermaidInn.Itwasalongshot,butIdidn’tcare.The
drivewasonlytwoandahalfhoursandsomethingIneededtodo.Igotdressed,packedasmallbag,and
headedoutthedoor.
Ireachedthebedandbreakfast,walkedthroughthedoor,andfoundanolderwomanbehindthedesk.
“WelcometoTheMermaidInn.”Shesmiled.
“Thankyou.I’mhopingyoucanhelpme.I’mlookingforsomeone.”
“Icantrytobeofsomehelp,”shespoke.
“I’mlookingforawomanwho’saboutfivefootseven,longblondehair,andbeautifulblueeyes.Her
nameisKateHarper.Shewouldhavestayedherewithinthepastweek.”
“No,I’msorry.Noonebythatnameordescriptionhasstayedhere.”
“Doyouknoweveryonewhostayshere?”Iasked.
“Of course. My bed and breakfast only has four rooms available to stay in. I know each and every
guestthatwalksthroughthatdoor.”
“Itwaslongshot.Thankyou.Doyoubychancehaveanyroomsavailablefortonight?”
“Unfortunately,everyroomisbookedrightnow.”
“Isee.Haveagoodday,”Ispoke.
“Youtoo.”
I climbed into the car and followed the sign that pointed to Downtown Mystic. I was here and it
seemed nice, so I decided to stay the night. Maybe getting away, even for a night, would do me some
good.IpulledintoTheWhaler’sInntoseeiftheyhadanyrooms.Luckilyforme,theyhadtheirjunior
suiteavailable.
“Wehopeyouenjoyyourstay,Mr.Quinn.”
“Thankyou.I’msureIwill.”
I set my bag on the bed and looked around the nautical-themed room. Pulling my phone from my
pocket,IcalledCaleb.
“Hey,bro,”heanswered.
“Hey.IjustwantedyoutoknowthatI’minMystic,Connecticut.I’llbestayingacoupleofdaysand
I’mturningmyphoneoff.”
“WhyareyouinMystic?”heaskedwithasurprisedtone.
“TherewasthisinncalledTheMermaidInnofMystic.ItookawildchancethatmaybeKatewouldbe
there,buttheownersaidshewasn’t.It’sprettynicehereandIneedacoupleofdaystomyself.”
“Igetit.Okay.Trytorelaxwhileyou’rethere.”
“I’llcallyouwhenIgetbacktoNewYork.”
“Talktoyousoon,Gabriel.”
Iturnedoffmyphoneandplaceditinmypocket.MaybeachangeofscenerywouldhelpgetKateoff
mymind.Itookastrollthroughthedowntownarea,grabbedsomedinner,andheadedbacktothehotelfor
thenight.AsIwaswalkingupthestairstomyroom,Isawayoungcouplestandingthere,holdinghands
andsmilingateachotherastheytalked.IthitaspotinmyheartbecausethatwaswhatKateandIusedto
do. I saw the same look in that woman’s eyes that Kate always had when she smiled. Fuck. I wasn’t
supposedtobethinkingabouther.
Thenextmorning,Igotupearlyandwentforarunalongtheriver.Itwasachillystarttothedayand
perfect running weather. I ran for what seemed like miles, trying to run away from all my problems. I
neededaclearheadbeforeIheadedbacktoNewYork,butIwasn’tsosurethatwasgoingtohappen.As
Iwasrunningbacktothehotel,Isawawomanstandingoutsideaboutiquelookinginthewindow.Her
hair,herheight,andherbodyframe.Myheartstartedpounding.ItwasKate.Irantowardsher,andasI
approached,Iplacedmyhandonhershoulder.
“Kate,thankgodIfoundyou.”
Sheturnedaround,andinstantly,Ifroze.Itwasn’ther.
“Excuseme?”shespoke.
“I’msosorry.Ithoughtyouweresomeoneelse.I’msorry.”Icontinuedmyruntothehotel.
NowIhadgoneandcompletelylostit,thinkingthateverywomanIsawwithlongblondehairwasher.
I decided that after breakfast, I would head back to New York, but first, I needed to stop at a small
boutique I passed yesterday. Grace collected crystal birds and I saw a unique one displayed in the
window.HerbirthdaywascomingupandIthoughtitwouldbealittlesomethingextratogivealongwith
a bonus. After I made the purchase, I stopped at a small coffee house to have a cup of coffee before I
headedhome.
“HowmayIhelpyou?”theyoungbaristaasked.
“I’llhaveamediumcoffeeandascone,”Ireplied.
“Willthatbeforhereortogo?”
“Togo.Onsecondthought,forhere.”
ThelasttimeIdrovewhiledrinkingacupofcoffeeIendedupspillingitallovermeandthecar.I
tookaseatatasmalltable,sittingwithmybacktothedoortotakeintheviewoftheriveronelasttime
beforeIleft.AsIwasdrinkingmycoffee,Iheardawoman’svoice.Avoicethatmademyheartstartto
race.IslowlyturnedaroundandsawKatestandingatthecounter,talkingtothebarista.Shegrabbedher
coffeetogoandheadedoutthedoor.Iquicklygotupandfollowedher,stayingfarbehindsoshedidn’t
see me. I wasn’t quite sure how to approach her and a nervousness settled inside me. She was just as
beautifulasshealwayswasandseeingheragaintookmybreathaway.Justlikeithadmanytimesbefore.
IfollowedhertoTheMermaidInn.Whatthehell?Hadshebeentherethewholetimeandthatwoman
liedtome?Iwaitedoutsidethebedandbreakfastwhileshewentinside.Afterafewmoments,Iwalked
throughthedoorandsawtheolderwomanbehindthedesk.
“Youliedtome,”IspokeasIapproachedher.
“Excuseme?”Herbrowarched.
“The woman who just walked through the door, that was Kate. The woman I asked you about
yesterday.”
“Ithinkyoushouldleave,Mr.Quinn.Katecameheretohealabrokenheart.”
“AndIcameherelookingforhertomakethingsright.”
“Gabriel?”IheardKate’svoiceonthestairs.
Ilookedoveratherandsawthesadnessthatresidedinhereyes.
“Whatareyoudoinghere?”sheasked.
“Icamelookingforyou.”IsmiledasIwalkedtowardsher.
“Youshouldn’thave.”
ShequicklywalkedpastmeandoutthedoorandIranafterher.
“Kate,Ineedyoutolistentome.Please.”
“GobacktoNewYork,Gabriel.”Shecontinuedwalkingatarapidpace.
“I’mnotleavinguntilIapologizetoyou.I’msorryforeverythingI’vesaidanddone.”
“Fine.Iaccept,nowgo.Leavemealone!”sheshouted.
Icaughtupwithherandlightlygrabbedholdofherarm.Sheturnedandherbeautifulblueeyesstared
intomine.
“I’msosorry.Pleaselet’sgosomewheresowecantalkinprivate.”
“There’snothingtotalkabout.Yousaideverythingyouneededtobackwhenyouaccusedmeofselling
yououttoMarcel.”Shejerkedherarmaway.
“Please,sweetheart.Ijustneedyoutolistentome.”
“Firstofall,”shepointedherfingeratmeandspokeinanangrytone,“I’mnotyoursweetheart,and
secondofall,Idon’tcareifyouneedmetolistentoyou.Youdidn’tlistentome.Allofthiscouldhave
beenavoidedifyouwouldhavejustbelievedinme!”
“IknowthatandI’msorry.I’mstupidandIturnedmybackontheonlywomanIhadeverloved.I’m
here to make things right. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, and I can’t focus on my company. What I did was
wrongandImadeaterriblemistake.I’msosorry,Kate.Please,youhavetobelieveme.”
“Justlikeyoubelievedme?”sheaskedinalowandsadvoice.“Iacceptyourapology,butthat’sallI
cangiveyou.Thingsaredifferentnow,Gabriel,andyouneedtogohome.”
“Kate,please.Ineedyou.”Ireachedoutandgrabbedherhand.
“AndIneededyouatonetimeandyouturnedyourbackonme.”Shepulledherhandaway.“Goodbye,
Gabriel.Pleasejustleavemealone.”Tearsformedinhereyes.“Youwillneverbeabletotrustme.”She
walkedawayandheadedbacktothebedandbreakfast.
“You’rewrong,Kate,”Ishouted.
Istoodthereandwatchedherwalkawayfromme.ThepainIalreadyfeltintensifiedtosomethingso
unbearableitsentmetomyknees.MyeyesbegantowaterandbeforeIknewit,tearsstartedstreaming
downmyface.Thiswasn’tme.Thiswasn’twhoIwas.Shechangedme,andnow,I’dneverknowwhatit
wouldbeliketoloveherandspendmylifewithher.
Kate
IranbacktoTheMysticInnandfoundRosestandingontheporch.Theuncontrollabletearsstreamed
downmyfaceasIcriedinherarms.
“There,there,dear.It’llbeokay,”shewhisperedassheheldthebackofmyheadwithherhand.
AssoonasIcalmeddown,shewalkedmeovertothegazebowherewealwayshadourlittletalks.
Seeinghimagainhurtsomuch.Thefactthathesearchedandfoundmeledmetobelievehereallywas
sorry for everything he’d done. But it didn’t matter. I needed to move on with my life because I would
neverallowmyselftogothroughthisagainwithhim.Peoplealwayssay,thewayyoumeetsomeoneisthe
waythingswillend.Wemetunderthecircumstancesofnon-trustandweendedthesameway.RoseandI
satandtalkedforhours.
“Everybodydeservesasecondchanceatleastonetimeintheirlife,”shespoke.“Thingswithmeand
Bobbyalwaysweren’tsogood.”
“Butyoutwohaveaperfectrelationship.”
“Wedonowbecauseofsecondchances.Bobbymadeamistakeintheearlyyearsandhecheatedon
me.”
Ilookedatherasshocksplayedacrossmyface.
“I’djusthadmythirdmiscarriage.Wewerebothdevastatedbecausewethoughtforsureitwouldn’t
happenagain.Iwentintoadeeperdepressionandshuthimoutcompletely.Hetriedsohardtobethere
forme,butIwouldn’tlethim.WhatIfailedtorecognizewasthathewashurtingjustasbadlyasIwas.I
wasn’t there to ease his pain like he was for me. The only thing I could focus on was how much these
miscarriagesaffectedme.Ineverthoughtabouthowitaffectedhim.Hewentoutonenightafterwehada
fight,gotdrunk,andsleptwithawomanhemetatthebar.”
“Rose,I’msosorry.”
“I’mnot.Becauseifhedidn’t,wewouldn’tbetogethertoday.”
“Howcouldyoutrusthimagainafterthat?”
“Ittookawhileandmonthsoftherapy.ButIknewhelovedmemorethananythingintheworldandI
loved him. After that horrible time and pain we went through, we found each other again and our
relationshipwasbetterthanithadeverbeen.Igavehimasecondchancebecausehedeservedtobegiven
one. And he gave me one because he loved me. Later that year, I got pregnant and had my son, Gage.
When he was six months old, I got pregnant again and had my daughter, Kathryn. Those two children
neverwouldhavebeenbornifIhadgivenuponhim.”
“Iappreciateyourstory,Rose,butI’mnothavingchildren.Atleastnotforafewyears,ifever.”
“It isn’t always about the children, Kate. It’s about your life and the wonderful things you could be
missingoutonbecauseyou’relettingyourpainandheartachedecideyourfuture.”
IsighedasIlaidmyheadonhershoulder.
“Runningawaydoesn’tsolveanything.YouhaveahomeinNewYorkandyourfatheristhere.Doyou
wanttomissoutontimespentwithhimbecauseofGabriel?”
“Ican’tbeinthesamecityashim.Itwouldhurttoomuch.”
“You just think you can’t. You’re a strong woman, Kate Harper, and you can get through this. First
heartbreaksarealwaysthehardest,butitdoesn’tmeanyouhavetorunawayfromyourlifeandhometo
heal.YoucanmakeafreshstartinNewYork.Changeyourroutine,changeyourhabits,andbeforeyou
knowit,yourlifewillbeexactlyhowyouenvisioneditwouldbe.Besides,I’monlyatwo-and-a-half-
hour drive away and I’ll always have a room ready and waiting for you when you need it. You are
welcomehereanytimeandasmuchasyouwanttobehere.”
“Thanks,Rose.Iloveyou.”
“Iloveyoutoo,dear.”
ItookeverythingRosesaidtoheartanddecidedthatIneededtogobacktoNewYorktolivemylife.I
likeditthereandmyfatherwasonlyashortdistanceaway.Thenextmorning,IpackedmybagsandRose
walkedwithmetothetrainstation.
“Goodbye,mydarlingKate.”Shesmiledassheplacedherhandsonmyface.“Haveasafetriphome
andcallmeortextwhenyougetthere.”
Asmilecrossedmylips.“Iwill,andIpromisetokeepintouch.”
“Youbetter,becauseIconsideryouadaughterandI’llworry.”
****
Gabriel
Icouldn’tbringmyselftodrivehomeafterKateandIhadwords,soIspenttherestofthedaysitting
bytheriver,thinkingbackonourconversation.ShehatedmeandIdidn’tblameher.Iwasfoolishtothink
thattheminuteshesawme,she’drunintomyarmsandtellmethatsheforgaveme.Shesaidsheforgave
me,butIknewdeepdownsheonlysaidthattomakemeleave.
Thenextmorning,Icheckedoutofthehotelanddrovetothebedandbreakfasttoseeheronelasttime.
Ididn’tcometotryandgetherbackbecauseIknewshedidn’twantthat.Ijustneededtoseeheronelast
timeforclosure,becauseaftertoday,I’dneverseeheragain.ThatwaswhatshewantedandIwasgoing
torespectherwishesnomatterhowbaditkilledmeinside.
Iwalkedthroughthedoorandfoundtheolderwomandustingthecoffeetableinthelivingarea.
“Hello,”Inervouslyspoke.
Sheturned,andwhenshelookedatme,asmallsmilesweptoverherlips.
“Mr.Quinn,Ithoughtyouwenthome.”
“I’monmywaynow,butIneedtoseeKateonelasttime.Canyoutellmewhichroomshe’sstaying
in?”
“I’mafraidshe’sleftalready.”
“What?Wheredidshego?”
“Lookatthat.”Shelookedoverattheclockthathungonthewall.“It’slunchtime.”Shesmiled.Ithink
itwouldbeinyourbestinteresttojoinme.Youshouldn’tdrivehomeonanemptystomach.Imadeatuna
noodlecasseroleandsomefreshbread.”
Igotthefeelingshewantedtotalktome,soIpolitelyaccepted.
“Sure.Thatsoundsgood.”
“Excellent.GohaveaseatinthediningroomandI’llbringinthefood.”
I did as she asked and took a seat at a small round table that sat two. I couldn’t believe Kate had
already left. That right there was an indication that she wanted to get away from me as quickly as
possible.
“Bytheway,mynameisRose.”Shesmiledasshesetdownmyplateinfrontofme.
“It’sapleasuretomeetyou,Rose.”
Iplacedthewhiteclothnapkinonmylapasshesatdownacrossfromme.
“DoyouknowwhereKatewent?”Iasked.
“IsentherbackhometoNewYork.”
“Really?”Iaskedwithexcitementinmyvoice.
“Youneedtolistentome,Gabriel.Ifyouwantherback,youneedtogivehertimeandspace.”
“But—”
“Nobuts.”Sheheldupherfinger.“Kateneedstimetofigureherselfout.Itoldherthatrunningfrom
herlifewasn’ttheanswerandthatsheshouldstayinNewYorkbecausethat’swhereherhomeandher
fatheris.KateandItalkedeveryday.Sometimesforhours.Shetoldmeaboutherpast,herfather,andthe
circumstances that led to the two of you meeting and being reunited. She also told me what lengths she
went to in order to give you your father’s dream back. She said she did it for herself, to right all the
wrongsshehaddone.ButIknowdeepdowninside,shediditforyoubecauseshelovesyou.”
“AndIloveher.”
“Iknowyoudo.Icouldseeitinyoureyeswhenyousawherstandingonthestairs.Nottomentionthe
factthatyoufoundherhere,inthissmalltownofMysticwhenshecouldhavebeenanywhereelseinthe
world.Ihavehopeforthetwoofyou,butyoumustproceedwithcaution.”
“Idon’tunderstand.”Ifrowned.
“Inordertogetbackwhatthetwoofyouhad,youmuststartallover.Erasethepastandeverythingthat
hadhappened.Laythefoundationforanewrelationship.Reintroduceyourselftoherasifyou’remeeting
herforthefirsttime.Gettoknowherwithoutanyjudgment.Dateherandtakethingsslow.Butshewill
needtime.Iknowthatmaybedifficultforyoutohear,butitisessentialthatshe’sinagoodplacefirst.”
“Howlongarewetalking?”Iasked.
“That’suptoKate.”
“Andwhatifshestillwantsnothingtodowithme?She’sthemostimportantthinginmylife.”
“Shestilllovesyou,Gabriel,andshealwayswill.Don’tworryaboutthesmallthings.Timeisonboth
ofyoursides.”
“Howdidyoubecomesowise,Rose?”Ismiled.
“I’ve lived a long time, dear, and I’ve experienced a lot in my life. I know what works and what
doesn’t.Nowthatyou’vefinishedyourlunch,it’stimeforyoutoheadhome.”Shegrinned.“I’vemade
youaspecialcarepackageofmyfamoushomemadeoatmealchocolatechipcookiestotakewithyou.”
WebothstoodupfromourseatsandIwalkedaroundtoRoseandgaveherahug.
“Thankyou,andthankyoufortakingcareofKate.”
“You’rewelcome,dear.Makesuretokeepintouch.”
“Iwill.”IsmiledasIleftthebedandbreakfast.
Gabriel
AmonthandahalfhadpassedsincemyconversationwithRosetookplace.Ifounditdifficulttodoas
she said, but I did, and I stayed away from Kate. But that didn’t mean I didn’t follow her or, as Caleb
would call it, stalk her, just to make sure she was okay. I also did it because I couldn’t go that long
withoutseeingher.Calebmetheronceaweekatacoffeeshopandkeptmepostedaboutwhatwasgoing
oninherlife.Hehatedbetrayingherconfidencelikethat,butheknewhowworriedIwasabouther.She
neveraskedCalebaboutmeandinsomewaysthathurt.Maybeshewasovermeandjustdidn’tcare.Or
maybeshewastooafraidtoask.Eitherway,Iwasplanningonmakingmymoveverysoon.
****
Kate
My life was slowly getting back on track. I had started my own freelance art services, thanks to a
woman named Thea that I had met while I was browsing in an art gallery. We got to talking about a
specificpaintingandItoldherthatIalsopainted.ShewaspregnantandaskedmeifIwouldpaintamural
on the wall of her baby’s nursery. She had been trying to find someone for a while, but by the time
someonewasavailabletodoit,herbabywouldalreadybeborn.Iimmediatelytookthejobandfinished
itratherquicklysinceitwastheonlythingIhadtodo.Sheloveditsomuchandwassoexcitedaboutit
thatshetoldhercircleoffriendsandtheybegancallingmetodosomeartworkforthem.
When I got home from Mystic, I did some house cleaning. I threw out all my wigs, passports, and
anything and everything that had to do with a con. I was me now, Kate Harper, and she was the only
personI’deverbe.AsforGabriel,Istillthoughtabouthimeveryday,butlikeRosepromised,myheart
wasonthemendandIdidn’tfeelassadanymore.IthelpedthatIkeptbusyallday.Itwasthenighttime
thatwastheloneliest.IhadmetwithCalebonceaweekforcoffeeandwetalkedaboutmylifeandhis.
HisrecordingcareerwastakingoffandhewastravelingbackandforthtoL.A.alot.Ididn’taskabout
Gabrielandhedidn’ttalkabouthim.ItwasbestthatIdidn’tknowwhatwasgoingonhislife.Iwassure
he had found another woman by now. A man like him wouldn’t go too long without dating. The thought
saddened me, but it was for the best and I realized that. I visited my father once a week and he was
thrilled that I decided to stay in New York. I told him all about Rose and he was happy that I found
someonelikeher.Ididn’ttellhimthatGabrielhadfoundmeinMystic.Somethingswerejustbetteroff
notdiscussed.IfeltthemoreItalkedabouthim,theharderitwouldbetogetoverwhathappened.
****
Gabriel
IfiledcriminalchargesagainstThaddeusandMarcel.Acourtdatewassetfornextmonthtodecide
theirfate.MylawyersaidchanceswerethatThaddeuswouldgotoprisonforespionageandtheftsince
he took my plans and gave them to Marcel. The press had a field day with what had happened and a
majorityofthecompany’sshareholderspulledoutandleftthecompanyinfinancialdistress.Nothinghad
mademehappier.IwasgettinganxiousaboutKate.Theonlyproblemwasthatsinceshewasgettingher
lifebackontrack,IwasafraidIwasnothingbutadistantmemorytoher.
“I’mgoingtogetKateback,Grace,”Ispoke.
“Andhowareyougoingtodothat?”Shearchedherbrow.
“Ihaveaplan.”Igrinned.“Agoodplan.”
“Ihopeitworks.Imissher.”Shesmiled.
“Idotoo.Fingerscrossed,”IspokeasIgotupfromtheisland.
Kate
EverySaturdaymorning,weatherpermitting,IwenttothelakeinCentralParkwhereIwouldspendat
leastanhouranddraworreadabook.Sometimes,Iwouldjuststareoutintothewaterandappreciatethe
beautythatsurroundedme.Asenseofpeaceandinspirationflowedthroughmeeachandeverytime,just
likewhenIwouldsitinthegazeboinMystic.
IsatonawoodenbenchsippingmycoffeeandstaringoutintothelakeasIthoughtaboutallthethings
Ihadyettodotogetmybusinessofftheground.MywebsitewasindevelopmentandIstillhadtodesign
and order some business cards. As I was sitting there, I caught something running towards me from the
cornerofmyeye.Lookingover,Isawitwasawhitepuppywithapinkleashattachedtoit.
“Ohmygoodness.Wheredidyoucomefrom?”IsmiledasIreacheddowntopether.
ShewasaMalteseandthecutestlittlethingIhadeverseen.Ilookedfortagsonhercollarbutdidn’t
seeany.Then,Ilookedaroundtoseeifanyonewascomingtoclaimher.Obviously,shehadgottenaway
fromherowner.
“Youareadorable.”Ipickedherupandbroughthernosetomine.“Where’syourparents?”
Shebeganlickingmyfaceoverandover.
“Thankyouforthekisses,sweetgirl.”
Suddenly,Iheardavoiceapproachmefromtheside.
“Thereyouare,youlittlerascal.”
IlookedoverandsawGabrielstandingthere.Ifeltmyalmostmendedheartcrackandasickfeeling
washedoverme.
“Thisisyourdog?”IaskedwithsuspicionasInarrowedmyeyeathim.
“Sheis.”Hesmiledatme.“Wewereonawalkandshesomehowbrokefreefrommyhand.Thankyou
forholdingontoher.I’mGabrielQuinn.”Heextendedhishand.
Iwasconfusedasfuckastowhatwashappening.ButIdecidedtoplayalong.
“KateHarper.”Ilightlyshookhishand.
“It’snicetomeetyou,Kate.”
“Likewise.”Islightlytiltedmyheadtotheside.
“Shelikesyou.”Hesmiledasthedogwouldn’tstoplickingmyface.
“She’sadorable.Howlonghaveyouhadher?”
“Acoupleofdays.”
“What’shername?Youreallyshouldgettagsforher.”
“Iwasgoingto,butIhaven’tnamedheryet.”
“Why?”Iaskedinconfusion.
“BecauseIhaven’tbeenabletothinkofafittingnameforher.Anysuggestions?”Hesmirked.
“Well,growingup,IalwayswantedawhiteMalteseandIwasgoingtonameherLadybecauseshe’s
primandproper.”AsmallsmilecrossedmylipsasIheldthedogupandstaredather.
“Ilikeit.Comeon,Lady.Weneedtocontinueourwalk.”
IsetthedogdownandhandedtheleashtoGabriel.Icouldliterallyfeelthecrackinmyheartbeginto
heal.Seeinghimwiththatpuppygavemeallthefeels.
“Thank you again, Kate. It was a pleasure to meet you.” The corners of his mouth curved up into a
smileashebegantowalkaway.Suddenly,hestoppedandturnedtome.“Excuseme,Kate?”
“Yes?”
“WouldyoubyanychanceliketojoinLadyandmeonourwalk?”
Icouldn’thelpbutsmileathisinvitation.“Sure.Iwouldloveto.”
Myheadtoldmenottodoit,butmyhearttoldmeitwasokay.
WewalkedsidebysidethroughtheparkwhileLadywalkedaheadofus.Wetalkedasifwehadjust
met for the first time and I couldn’t help but feel overjoyed at what he was doing. I told him about my
businessandhetoldmeabouthis.Wetalkedaboutwine,food,ourlikes,andourdislikes.Welaughed
just like we used to and the connection we always shared felt stronger than ever. Once we reached the
mainstreet,Gabrielstoppedandturnedtome.
“Thankyouforjoiningus.IsthereachanceIcouldgetyourphonenumberandmaybewecouldgoout
sometime?”Hesmiled.
“Iwouldlikethat.”
HepulledhisphonefromhispocketandenteredmynumberasIrattleditoff.IsaidgoodbyetoLady,
and Gabriel walked away in the opposite direction I was going. I hesitated for a moment and then the
wordsjustfelloutofmymouth.
“Hey,Gabriel?”Icalledouttohim.
“Yeah?”Hestoppedandlookedatme.
“Idon’thaveanyplanstonight,”Inervouslyspoke.
“NeitherdoI.”Hegrinned.“Wouldyouliketogotodinnerandmaybecatchamovie?”
“Yeah.Iwould.”Ibitdownonmybottomlip.
Hepulledhisphonebackoutfromhispocket.
“What’syouraddress?I’llpickyouupatsixo’clock.”
****
Gabriel
IletoutasighofreliefasIwalkedawayfromher.Itworked.Myplanworked.Shewasbackinmy
lifeandIwasthehappiestmanalive.AssoonasIclimbedintothelimo,IcalledCaleb.
“Hey,bro.”
“Ihaveadatetonight,Caleb.KateandIaregoingtodinnerandamovie.”
“Thankgod.”Hesighed.“Ididn’tknowhowmuchlongerIwasgoingtobeabletoputupwithyou.”
Iletoutachuckle.
“Letmeguess.Thedog?”
“Yeah.Shecouldn’tresisther.”
“I’mhappyforyou,Gabriel.Justdomeafavoranddon’tbeafuckingidiotthistime.”
“Iwon’tbe.I’mneverlettinghergoagain.”
Iendedthecallandheadedhome.ItookLadyupstairswithmeasIgaveRoseacall.
“TheMermaidInnofMystic,Rosespeaking.HowcanIhelpyou?”
“Rose,it’sGabriel.”
“Hello,Gabriel.Howareyou?”
“I’m great. I just wanted to give you a call and let you know that Kate and I are going on a date
tonight.”
“Whatwonderfulnews.I’msohappytohearthat.”
“Thanks,Rose,andagain,thankyouforyouradvice.Iappreciateit.”
“You’rewelcome,dear.IhopeyouandKatehaveagreatnighttogether.Justremember,don’trushinto
anything.Takeitslowandgettoknoweachotheralloveragain.”
“Iwill.I’mnotdoinganythingtopotentiallypushheraway.”
Kate
AssoonasIgothome,IjumpedonthecouchandcalledRose.
“TheMermaidInnofMystic,thisisRose.HowmayIhelpyou?”
“Rose,it’sme.”
“Kate,darling.Howareyou?”
“I’mgreat.You’renevergoingtobelievewhereI’mgoingtonight.”
“Where?”
“TodinnerandamoviewithGabriel.”
“Aw,Kate.That’swonderfulnews.”
“Youshouldhaveseenhimtoday.Hegotadog!”Ispokewithexcitement.“Andwemetintheparkand
heintroducedhimselftomeasifIwassomestranger.ThenIwentforawalkwithhimandLadyandwe
talkedlikewehadneverevenknowneachother.Itwassobizarre.”
“I’msohappyforyou,dear.HaveawonderfuldatewithhimandIwanttohearallaboutittomorrow,”
shespoke.
“Iwill.I’llbeintouchsoon.”
Itwasalmostsixo’clockwhenthebuzzertomyapartmentrang.Pressingthebuttontounlockthedoor,
I stood in the doorway and waited for him to step off the elevator. When he did, I noticed he held a
bouquetofflowersinhishand.
“Youlookbeautiful.”Hesmiled.
“Thankyou.Comeonin.”
“Theseareforyou.”Hehandedmethebeautifulredroses.
“Thankyou,butyoushouldn’thave,”IspokeasIbroughtthemuptomynoseandsmelledthem.
“Iwantedto,”hespokewithseriousness.
Oureyesmet,andinstantly,allthereasonswhyIfellinlovewithhimbeforecamefloodingback.We
went to dinner and talked so much that we missed the movie we were going to see. As we exited the
restaurant,Gabrieltookholdofmyhandandlookedatme,waitingtoseeifIwouldpullaway.Ididn’t.
AllIdidwassmile,lettinghimknowthatitwasokay.WewalkeddownthebrightlylitstreetsofNew
YorkandstoppedinOrangeLeafforsomefrozenyogurt,wherewetalkedsomemoreandlaughedbefore
hetookmehome.
GabrielwalkedmeuptomyapartmentandIinvitedhiminforaglassofwine.
“Wouldyouliketocomeinforaglassofwine?”
“Astemptingasthatsounds,Ibettergethometorelievethesitter.”
“Thesitter?”Iasked.
“IhaveadogsitterlookingafterLady.”
“Areyouserious?”Ilaughed.
“OfcourseIam.She’sjustababy.Shecan’tbelefthomeallalone.”
Myheartmeltedwhenhesaidthat,andsuddenly,Ilostallcontrol.Ireachedupandsmashedmymouth
against his. He placed his hands firmly on each side of my face as our passionate kiss continued. The
feelingofhiswarmlipspressedagainstminewasintoxicatingandIneverwantedittoend.Hebrokeour
kissandstaredatme.
“Weshouldn’t.It’sourfirstdate.”
“Idon’tcare.IfeellikeI’vebeenonamilliondateswithyoualready.”
“Areyousure?”
“Yes.Areyou?”Iasked.
“It’sallIeverthinkabout.I’vemissedyousomuch,Kate.”
“I’vemissedyoutoo,Gabriel.”
“Gopackabagandcometomyhousewithme.Ladywillbehappytoseeyouagain.”
I bit down on my bottom lip as excitement soared through me. I ran into the bedroom, threw some
essentialsintomybag,andweheadedoutthedoor.
****
Gabriel
Sheshockedmewiththatkiss,butitwasshockthatfeltsogoodandright.Assoonaswearrivedback
atmytownhouse,Ladycamerunningtothedoortogreetus.Kategotdownonthefloorandplayedwith
her.AsmuchasIwasn’tadoglover,IknewgettingLadywastherightdecision.Plus,shewasalready
startingtogrowonme,andseeingKatewithhermadeitallthemoreworthit.
Itookherbagupstairstomybedroomandsetitonthechair.Katefollowed,holdingLadyinherarms.
Iturnedtoherandranthebackofmyhanddownhercheek.
“WhatdowedowithLady?”sheasked.
“I’lltakeherdowntohercrate.She’llbefineforawhile.”Ismiled.
Afterputtingthedogdownstairs,Iwentbackuptomyroom,whereIfoundKatesittingontheedgeof
thebedinapieceoflingeriethatIhadboughther.Shewasexceptional,stunning,andmycockenjoyed
theviewasmuchasmyeyesdid.Walkingovertoher,Ipushedherhairtothesideandletmytongueslide
acrossthedelicateskinofherneck.Sheletoutalightmoan,thetypeofmoanthatImissedhearing.My
handstraveledtoherbreastsasIcaressedthemthroughthesheerfabricofhernightie.Mycockwasso
hardithurt,andIcouldn’twaittofeelthewarmthofheronceagain.
Igentlylaidherdownonherbackandremovedthenightiefromherperfectbody.AbodythatIcraved
andmissedforwhatseemedlikeeternity.Ourlipsmeshedwithoneanother’sasmyhandtraveleddown
the front of her panties and my finger dipped inside. She gasped and arched her back in pleasure and I
exploredher.ThewetnessthatemergedfromhermademehungrierthanIalreadywas.Iplayedwithher
andteasedherhardenednippleswithmytongueuntilsheorgasmed.Ilickedeveryinchofherbareskin
until I reached her wet sensitive spot. To taste her again was a dream come true. My tongue made tiny
circlesaroundherclit,heighteningherarousalevenmore.Hermoansbecamelouderasherfingersran
throughmyhair.Thiswasmypieceofheaven.
Ihoveredoverher,kissingherlipsasIpreparedtothrustinsideher.ThemomentI’dbeenwaitingfor.
Breakingourkiss,Istaredintohereyesasmycockslowlyenteredinside.Herlipspartedasalightgasp
escapedher.
“Iloveyou,Kate,”IwhisperedasIburiedmyselfinsideher.
“Iloveyoutoo,Gabriel.”Shesmiled.
Kate
I lay there, wrapped in his arms feeling safe, secure, and happy while my body tried to come down
fromthemultipleorgasmshehadgivenme,myskinstilltremblingfromhistouch.
“CanIaskyousomething?”hespoke.
“Ofcourseyoucan.”Myfingergentlyranalonghischest.
“Promisemeyouwon’tgetmad.Doyoupromise?”
“YouwanttoknowifIsleptwithMarcel.Don’tyou?”
“Howdidyouknow?”
“Becauseifthesituationwasreversed,I’dwanttoknow.”Iliftedmyheadfromhischestandplaced
myhandonhischeek.“No,Ididn’tsleepwithhim.Ineverhadanyintentionto.”
“Andhewasokaywiththat?Hehasareputation.”
“Hehadnochoice.ItoldhimIwasonmyperiod.”Ismiled.
Hebroughthishandupandranhisfingersthroughmyhair.
“Howdidyougetwhatyouneededwithouthimbecomingsuspicious?”
“Youreallywanttoknowthetruth?”
“Ido,Kate.It’simportantthatIknow,”hespokewithseriousness.
“Idruggedhim,”Iansweredwithatwistedface.“Puthimtosleepforawhile.”
Hestaredatmeinshockforamoment,butIknewhewasproud.
“Thank you for doing what you did. Had I known, I would have stopped you. You took a huge risk,
sweetheart.”
“You’resocuteforthinkingyoucouldhavestoppedme.”Ikissedthetipofhisnose.“Anyway,you’re
welcome.”
“InevermeantawordofwhatIsaidtoyouthatnightattheball.Iwasjustsohurtandangrythatyou
werewithhim.”
“Iknowyouwere.Butthat’sallinthepastandthat’swhereit’sstaying.”
“Iloveyousodamnmuch.ThethoughtthatIhadlostyouforeverkilledmeinside.”Hisgriparound
metightened.
Suddenly,weheardLadybarkingfromdownstairs.
“Ohshit.Iforgotabouther,”Gabrielspoke.“I’llberightback.”
He climbed out of bed, pulled on his pajama bottoms, and left the room. I slipped into my nightie,
grabbedmyphone,andheldituptosnapapicturewhenhewalkedbackintotheroom.Afewmoments
later,hereturnedwithLadyinhisarms.
“Freeze!”Iexclaimed.“Iwanttogetapicture.”
“Now?”heasked.
“Smile.”IsmiledasItookacouplepictures.
HesetLadydownonthebedandsheranuptome,givingmepuppykissesgalore.Gabrielclimbed
intobedandthetwoofusplayedwithheruntilweworeherout.
“She’syourdog,Kate.Iboughtherforyou.”
“What?Areyoukiddingme?”
“No.YoutoldmethatyoualwayswantedawhiteMaltesegrowingup.SoIthoughtyoushouldhave
one.ButIwilltellyouthatIhavebecomequitefondofheralreadyandI’mnotsureIcanletyoutakeher
awayfromme.”
“Butyoujustsaidshewasmine.”Ipouted.
“Iwouldloveforhertobeourdog,andIthinkthesolutiontothislittleproblemisthatyou’llhaveto
moveinwithmesoshecanbewithbothofusallthetime.”
I didn’t even have to ponder the idea. The thought of moving in with him, sleeping with him every
night,andwakinguptohimeverymorningmademefeelliketheluckiestwomanalive.
“Iwouldlovetomoveinwithyou.That’sifyou’resureyoucanhandlelivingwithme24/7.”Ismiled.
“Oh, I can handle you. We lived together before, don’t forget. Plus, I’ve never been so sure about
anythinginmylife.”Hislipsbrushedagainstmine.
****
IthadbeenamonthsinceImovedintoGabriel’stownhomeandlifeformewasperfect.Ifinallymet
hismother,whohadjustgottenbackfromEurope,whereshehadbeentravelingforthepastsixmonths.I
likedherandsheseemedtolikemetoo.Caleb’smusiccareertookoffwhenhissonghit#5onthemusic
charts.Inafewweeks,hewouldbegoingontour,beingtheopeningbandforMatchboxTwenty.Lady
wasgrowingsofastandGabrielandIwerecompletelyinlovewithher.
Islippedintoashort,red,form-fittingdressthatsatofftheshouldersforaspecialdinnerGabrielhad
plannedforus.
“Youlookbeautiful,”hespokeashewalkedupbehindmeandpressedhislipsagainstmyneck.
“Thankyou.”Ismiled.
“I picked up a little something for you today.” He pulled a small red box from his suit pocket and
handedittome.
Openingthelid,IgaspedwhenIsawthebeautifulprincesscutdiamondearringssittingthere.
“Gabriel,they’rebeautiful.Youshouldn’thave.Whatisthisfor?”
“Yes,Ishouldhave,andthey’rejustareminderofhowmuchIloveyouandhowbeautifulyouare.”
Istartedtofanmyeyestokeepthetearsfromfalling.
“Thankyou.Iloveyousomuch.”Ithrewmyarmsaroundhisneckandkissedhislips.
“You’rewelcome.Areyoualmostready?Ourreservationsareforseven.”
“Yes.Ijusthavetoputtheseearringsinandthenwecango.”Ismiled.
WearrivedathishotelandIlookedathiminconfusion.
“We’reeatingatyourhotel?”Iasked.
“Yes.”Hesmiledashegrabbedmyhandandledmeinside.
WesteppedintoCornelia,theupscalerestaurantinthehotelthatwasnamedafterhismother.Ilooked
around,forweweretheonlytwopeopleintheplace.
“Goodevening,Mr.Quinn.I’llshowyoutoyourtable.”
“Goodevening,Frank.”
“Gabriel,I’mconfused.Whyisnobodyhere?”IaskedasItookaseat.
“Iclosedtherestaurantdownfortonightforaveryspecialcelebration.”
“Whatarewecelebrating?”
“Him.”Gabrielheldouthishand.
Ilookedbehindmeandsawmyfatherstandingthere,dressedinablacksuit.
“Hello,babygirl.”Hesmiled.
Throwingmyhandsovermymouth,IlookedatGabriel,whostoodtherewithasmileonhisface.Igot
upfrommyseatandranovertomyfather,throwingmyarmsaroundhimandhugginghimtight.
“Whatareyoudoinghere?”Iasked.
“Whydon’tyouaskGabriel?”
Iturnedandlookedathim,andsuddenly,tearsfilledmyeyeswhenIrealizedwhathehaddone.
“Don’tcry,baby,”hespokeashewalkedovertomeandwipedthetearsfrommyface.
“Ican’tbelieveyoudidthis.”
“DidyoureallythinkIwouldlethimsitinprison?I’dbeenwaitingforthisnightforawhile.Iwanted
tosurpriseyouanditwassohardkeepingthisasecret.”
“God,Gabriel.Iloveyousomuch.Thankyou.”
“Iloveyoutoo,baby.”
Thethreeofussatdownandenjoyedawonderfuldinnertogether.Gabrielhadgivenmyfatherajobat
thisveryhotelandafreeroomuntilhecouldsavesomemoneytobeabletoaffordanapartment.This,my
life,wasalltoosurreal.Havingthetwomenwhowerethemostimportantpeopleandthingsinmylifeat
mysidewaslikeadreamcometrue.
ThreeMonthsLater
Gabriel
“Youhaveeverythingpacked?”Kateaskedasshewalkedintothebedroom.
“Ido,baby.Iwishyoucouldcomewithme.”Iplacedmyhandsfirmlyonherhips.“ButI’mgoingto
betiedupinallkindsofmeetingsfordays.”
“It’sokay.Iunderstand.”Shesmiled.
“I’mhappyyou’regoingtovisitRosethisweekend.Ireallydidn’twantyoubeinghereallalone.”
“Ican’twaittoseeherandshefinallygetstomeetLady.”
Ibrushedmylipsagainsthersandhuggedhertightly.
“I’mgoingtomissyou,”Iwhisperedinherear.
“I’mgoingtomissyoutoo.Trynottoworktoohard.”
“Ipromisetocallyoueverydayandexpectalotoftextmessagesfromme.”
“Ilookforwardtoeachandeveryone.Iloveyou,Gabriel.”
“Iloveyoutoo,baby.”Igaveheronelastkissandtookmysuitcasedownstairs.
ThetruthwasIhadtoflytoBostonforaplanningmeetingforafewhours.AfterIwasdonewiththat,
IwouldflytoMystictosurpriseher.
****
Kate
ItfeltgoodtobebackinMysticagain.RosegreetedmewithopenarmsandfellinlovewithLadythe
minuteshesawher.
“I’msohappyyou’rehere.”Shesmiled.
“Metoo.”
“BobbyisgoingtocoverthebedandbreakfastformetodaywhileIspendtheentiredaywithyouand
thislittlelady.”
We spent the day shopping, had lunch, took a walk on the trails, and then it was time to head back.
When we arrived at the bed and breakfast, I noticed the dining room doors were shut. Rose never kept
themclosed.
“Ah,good.You’reback.”Bobbysmiled.“Iwentaheadandmadedinnerforyou.”
“Aw,Bobby,youshouldn’thave,”Rosespoke.“Kate,whydon’tyougointothediningroomandhave
aseat.I’mgoingtotakeLadyoutsideandseeifshehastogopotty.”
I gave her a smile as I opened the dining room doors and froze when I saw Gabriel standing near a
beautifullydecoratedtablethatwaslitwithcandlesandarrangedwithfreshflowers.
“Ohmygod,whatareyoudoinghere?”IaskedwithshockasIwalkedoverandwrappedmyarms
aroundhim.“Whathappenedtoyourmeetings?”
“Ialreadyhadmymeeting.”
“Huh?Idon’tunderstand.Yousaidthatyouwouldbetiedupforafewdays.”Ibrokeourembrace.
“Iamgoingtobetiedupforafewdays,butnotwithmeetings,”hespoke.“Kate,sitdown.”
“Gabriel,what’sgoingon?”
He got down on one knee and pulled a small box from his pocket. Opening the lid, he took out a
beautifuldiamondringandhelditup.
“Kate, words cannot explain how much you have changed my life. I never thought I would love
someoneasmuchasIloveyou.YouaremyentireworldandIcan’timagineyounotbeinginit.”
Iplacedmyhandovermymouthastearsstartedtostreamdownmyface.
“Living with you the past three months has been incredible and I fall in love with you more every
singleday.Ididn’tthinkitwaspossible,butIdo,andIwanttospendtherestofmylifewithyouasyour
husbandandyouasmywife.Beingmygirlfriendjustisn’tenoughforme.Willyoudomethehonorof
marryingmeandspendingtherestofyourlifeasMrs.GabrielQuinn?”
TheuncontrollableurgetobawlmyeyesoutsweptovermeasIcriedlikeababyinfrontofhim.
“Sweetheart,you’rescaringme.”
“I—I—I’mjustsohappy,”Icried.“Iwasn’texpectingthis.”
“Iwantedtosurpriseyou.So—”
“Yes!OfcourseI’llmarryyou.It’sallIwant.”
Awidegrinsplayedacrosshisfaceasheslippedtheringonmyfingerandthenbroughtmyhandupto
hislips.
“Iloveyoumorethanlife,baby,”hespoke.
IwasshakinguncontrollablyasIwrappedmyarmsaroundhisneckandwebothstoodup.
“Iloveyoumorethanlife,”Iwhisperedinhisear.
Suddenly, we heard the light claps of Bobby and Rose, who stood in the doorway and watched us.
RosesetLadydownandshecamerunningovertous.Gabrielbentdownandpickedherup.
“Shesaidyes,Lady.Yourmamasaidyes!”hespokewithexcitement.
“Lookslikewehaveaweddingtoplan,Bobby.”Rosesmiled.
“Wesuredo,Rose.”Hehookedhisarmaroundherasshelaidherheadonhisshoulder.
****
GabrielandIweremarriedinthegazeboatTheMermaidInnofMystic.Icouldn’thaveaskedfora
morebeautifulday.Thesunwasshininganditwasaperfectseventy-fivedegreesoutside.Wehadtoplan
theweddingquitequicklywhiletheweatherwasstillnice,whichwasfinewithmebecauseIcouldn’t
waittobecomeMrs.GabrielQuinn.Wekepttheweddingsmall,invitingonlyaboutahundredpeople.It
waswhatwebothwanted.Somethingintimatewithfamilyandafewfriends.
“Welcometothefamily.”Calebsmiledashekissedmycheekandgavemeahug.
“Thanks,Caleb.”
“Welcome to the family, Kate. I couldn’t have asked for a better woman for my son to marry.” His
mothergrinned.
GabrielandIbothdecidednottotellheraboutmypastandwewarnedmyfathernottospeakofhis.
Shewouldbeappalledandchangehermindaboutmeifsheknewhowwereallymet.
****
Gabriel
I had never felt so much happiness in my life. It was time for us to have our first dance together as
husband and wife. As soon as Caleb and his band began to play, I took Kate’s hand and led her to the
dance floor in the middle of the huge white tent that was strung with white lights, decorated tables and
chairs,andfreshflowersthatmadeitlookexquisite.Rosehadreallyoutdoneherselfforourspecialday.
“HaveItoldyouhowbeautifulyoulooktoday?”IsmiledasIheldKateclosetome.
“Aboutahundredtimes.Butyoucankeeptellingme.”Shegrinned.
“Youdon’thavetoworryaboutthat.Iwillspendmylifetellingyouhowbeautifulyouare.”Hislips
brushedagainstmine.
“You know, we never discussed how many kids we want to have,” she spoke. “Do you even want
children?”
“OfcourseIdo,andIthinktwoorthreeisagoodnumber.Whatdoyouthink?”Hesmirked.
“Ithinktwoorthreeisperfect.Maybewecouldagreeontwoandthenifithappensathirdtime,that
wouldbeokay.”
“Ilikethatidea.”Ipressedmyforeheadagainsthers.
“Isninemonthstoosoon?”Shebitdownonherbottomlip.
Istaredatherforamomentandthenleanedinandwhisperedinherear,“Areyoutryingtotellme
something?”
“I’mpregnant,Gabriel.Itookthetestthismorning.IthoughtmaybeIwasjustlatebecauseofallthe
planningweweredoingforthewedding.”
IslowlyclosedmyeyesasIpulledhercloserandheldheragainstme.
“Iamsohappy,andthethoughtofyoucarryingmychildjustmadeeverythingmoreperfect.”
“Soyou’rehappy?”sheaskedassheslightlypulledawayfromme.
“Happyisn’tthewordtodescribewhatI’mfeelingrightnow.Ican’twaittoholdourbabyinmyarms
andraiseafamilytogether.”
****
IhadbecometheproudfatherofElijahMatthewQuinn,futureheirtoQuinnHotels.Finally,mydream
ofraisingafamilyinmytownhomehadcometrue.JustwhenIhadgivenuponfindingthewomanofmy
dreams,KateHarperwalkedintomylifeandgavemethetwomostpreciousgiftsofall:loveandmyson.
MylifewascompleteandIwouldn’ttakeanyofitforgranted.
“Comeon,Elijah.WalktoDaddy.”IsmiledasIheldoutmyarmstohimfromacrossthelivingroom.
Kateslowlyletgoofhimandhetookafewstepstowardsmebeforehefelltohiskneesandcrawled
therestofthewayintomyarms.
“Good job, buddy. You’ll get it soon enough.” I picked him up and kissed his head. “I can’t believe
he’sgoingtobeayear-oldtomorrow.”AsmilecrossedmyfaceasIwalkedovertowhereKatesatonthe
couch.
“Iknow.He’sgrowingupsofast.”Shepouted.
“Before you know it, we’ll be free of diapers and bottles. Now that he’s sleeping through the entire
night,wecangetsomegoodsleepforourselves.”IsmirkedasIkissedherlips.
Shelookedatmeandbitdownonherbottomlip.
“Iwouldn’tgettoousedtothatifIwereyou.”
“Kate,areyoutryingtotellmesomething?”Iaskedasmybrowarched.
Shethrewherhandsupintheairwithasmileonherface.
“Woohoo!I’mpregnantagain!”
IsetElijahdownonthefloorandwrappedmyarmsaroundherasexcitementandjoyovertookme.
“A beautiful wife, a beautiful son, and another baby on the way. Life is good, Kate. Really good.” I
kissedthesideofherhead.“We’vebeensoblessed.”
“Wesurehave,Gabriel.Iloveyouandourlittlefamilysomuch.”
“Iloveustoo.Morethanwordscouldeverexpress.”Iplacedmyhandonherbelly.
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Love,Lust&AMillionaire(WyattBrothers,Book1)
Love,Lust&Liam(WyattBrothers,Book2)
HisProposedDeal
LieNextToMe(AMillionaire’sLove,Book1)
WhenILiewithYou(AMillionaire’sLove,Book2)
ALoveCalledSimon
ThenYouHappened
TheSeductionofAlexParker
SomethingAboutLorelei
OneNightInLondon
TheException
CorporateA$$
ABeautifulSight
TheNegotiation
Defense
SecondChanceLove:
RememberingYou
SheWritesLove
LoveInBetween(LoveSeries,Book1)
TheUpsideofLove(LoveSeries,Book2)
Sports:
Lightning
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