ChapterOne
Awomaninred,veryblondandchic,stoodbeforetheMonaLisawithamuchtaller,darkmanand
madeasharpcommentinFrench.Themanlaughed.Theyseemedinclinedtolinger,buttherewasa
verylonglineoftouristsimpatienttoseethedaVincimasterpieceintheLouvre,andveryvocal
abouthavingtowaitsolongfortheirturn.Oneofthevisitorshadaflashcameraaimedatthe
timelessmasterpiece,whichhadbeenplacedbehindlayersofbulletproofglass,untilaguardspotted
him.
BrianneMartin,fromhervantagepointonanearbybench,foundthevisitorsasinterestingasthe
worksofart.Inhershortsandtanktop,withhergreeneyessparkling,herblondhairinaFrench
braidandabackpackslungoveronethinshoulder,shelookedwhatshewas—astudent.Shewas
almostnineteen,apupilatanexclusivegirls'schoolontheLeftBankinParis.Shedidn'tmixwell
withmostoftheotherstudents,becauseherbackgroundwasnotoneofwealthandpower.
Shecamefrommiddle-classparents,andonlyhermother'ssecondmarriagetointernationaloil
magnateKurtBrauerhadgivenBriannetheopportunitytosamplethisluxuriouslifestyle.Notthatit
wasbychoice.KurtBrauerdidn'tlikehisstepdaughter,andnowthathisnewwifeEvewaspregnant,
hewantedBrianneoutoftheway.AboardingschoolinParisseemedtheidealchoice.
Ithadhurtthathermotherhadn'tprotested.
"You'llenjoyit,dear,"Evehadsaidhopefully,smiling."Andyou'llhaveplentyofmoneytospend,
won'tthatbeachange?Yourfathernevermademorethanminimumwage.Hereallyhadno
inclinationtobetterhimself."
CommentslikethatmadethestrainedrelationshipbetweenBrianneandherpetite,blondmother
worse.Evewasasweetbutselfishcreature,alwayswithaneyetothemainchance.
She'dgoneafterBrauerlikeasoldieroncampaign,completewithfrillybattleplan.ToBrianne's
astonishment,hermotherwasmarriedandpregnantwithinfivemonthsofheradoredfattier'sdeath.
FromtheirnicebutsmallapartmentinAtlanta,theMartinwomenhadbeentransplantedtoavillain
Nassau.
KurtBrauerwaswealthy,althoughBriannehadneverbeenabletodiscovertheexactsourceofhis
wealth.Heseemedtobeinvolvedinoilexploration,butstrange,dangerous-lookingmencameand
wentattheNassauofficeheinfrequentlyoccupied.HehadahomeinNassauandbeachhousesin
BarcelonaandontheRiviera,andayachttosailbetweenthem.Chauffeur-drivenlimousinesand
mealsthatcostthreefigureswerecommonplacetohim.Evewasinherelement,richforthefirsttime
inherlife.Briannewasmiserable.VeryquicklyKurtsizedherupasathreatandgotheroutofthe
way.ShelookedaroundtheLouvrewithgreatinterest,asalways.Ithadbeenherfavoritehauntsince
she'darrivedinParis,andshewasinlovewiththeoldconvertedpalace.Ithadonlyjustgonethrough
amajorrenovation.Althoughsomeofthechangeswerenottoherliking—especiallythosegigantic
modern-lookingpyramids—shelovedtheexhibits,andshewasyoungenoughnottomindshowing
herenthusiasmfornewplacesandexperiences.Whatshelackedinsophisticationshemadeupfor
withspiritedenjoyment
Amancaughthereye.HewasstaringatoneoftheItalianpaintings,butnotwithmuchenthusiasm.In
fact,hedidn'tseemtoseeit.Hiseyesweredarkandquietandhisfacewasheavilylined,asifhewere
inpain.
Therewassomethingveryfamiliarabouthim.Hehadthick,darkwavyhairwiththreadsofsilverin
it.Hewasabigman,broadintheshouldersandnarrow-hipped.Shenoticedthathewasholdinga
cigarinonehand,eventhoughitwasn'tlit.Perhapsheknewbetterthantosmokeinherewithallthese
exquisitetreasuresbutcouldn'tdowithoutsomethinginhishand.Sheoftenpickedatherfingernails,
sometimestearingthemoffatthequickwhenshewasupset.Maybethecigarkepthimfrombitinghis
nails.
Thethoughtamusedherandshesmiled.Helookedveryprosperous.Hewaswearingacream-striped
sportcoatwithwhiteslacksandabeigeshirt.Notie.Hehadathingoldwatchonhisrightwristanda
weddingringonhisleftringfinger.Hewasholdingthecigarinhislefthand,sopresumablyhewas
left-handed.
Heturned,andshegotaglimpseofabroad,darklytannedface.Hismouthwasfirmandthinand
wide,andhisnosehadacrookinit.Therewasafaintcleftinhischin.Hehadheavydarkeyebrows
overlargeblackeyes.Helookedfascinating.Healsolookedfamiliar.Shecouldn'tquite
remember...oh,yes.Herstepfatherhadgivenapartyaftertheweddingforsomebusinessassociates,
andthismanhadbeenthere.Hewassomethingbiginconstruction.Hutton.Thatwasit.L.Pierce
Hutton.HeheadedupHuttonConstructionCorporation,whichspecializedinbuildingtransatlanticoil
drillingplatformsandalsohigh-rise,high-techbuildings.Hewasanarchitectofsomenote,
especiallyinecologicalcircles,andconservativepoliticiansdidn'tlikehimbecauseheopposed
slipshodconservationmethods.Yes.Sherememberedhim.Hiswifehadjustdied.Thatwasthree
monthsago,buthedidn'tlookasifhe'ddonemuchhealing.
Sheapproachedhim,drawnbythelookofhim.Hewasstillstaringatthepaintingasifhe'dliketoset
amatchtoit.
"It'sveryfamous.Don'tyoulikeit?"sheaskedathisside,fascinatedbyhisheight.Sheonlycameto
hisshoulder,andshewasfairlytall.
Helookeddownatherwithnarrow,coldeyes."Jeneparlepasanglais,"hesaidinavoicethat
chilled.
"Yes,youdospeakEnglish,"shecountered."Youdon'trememberme,Iknow,butyouwereatthe
receptionwhenmymothermarriedKurtBrauerinNassau."
"Mycondolencestoyourmother,"hesaidinEnglish."Whatdoyouwant?"
Herpalegreeneyessearchedhisdarkones."IwantedtosaythatI'msorryaboutyourwife.Nobody
evenmentionedheratthereception.Isupposetheywereafraid.Peopleare,aren'tthey,whenyoulose
someone.Theytrytopretendithasn'thappenedortheygetredinthefaceandmuttersomething
undertheirbreath.That'showitwaswhenmyfatherdied,"sherecalledsomberly."Ionlywanted
someonetoputtheirarmsaroundmeandletmecry."Shemanagedasmile."Thatneveroccursto
mostpeople,Iguess."
Hehadn'tthawedabit.Hiseyessweptoverherfaceandlingeredonherstraight,freckled
nose."WhatareyoudoinginFrance?IsBrauerworkingoutofParisnow?"
Sheshookherhead"Mymother'spregnant,"shesaid."I'mintheway,sotheysentmeoverhereto
school."
Hiseyebrowsjerkedtogether."Thenwhyaren'tyouinit?"
Shemadeaface."I'mcuttinghomeeconomics.Idon'twanttolearnhowtosewandmakepillows.I
wanttolearnhowtodoaccountsandbalancespreadsheets."
Hemadeasoundinhisthroat."Atyourage?"
"I'malmostnineteen,"sheinformedhim."I'mgreatinmath.ImakestraightA's."Shegrinnedathim.
"SomedayI'llcomeandpesteryouforajob,whenIgetmydegree.Iswear,I'mgoingtoescapefrom
thisruffledprisononedayandgetintouniversity."
Heactuallysmiled,evenifitwasreluctantly."ThenIwishyouluck."
SheglanceddownthewaytowardtheMonaLisa,wherethelinewasstilljustaslong,andthe
murmurswerelouderandgruffer."They'reallimpatienttoseeit,andthenthey'reshockedthatit'sso
smallandbehindsomuchglass,"sheconfided."I'vebeeneavesdropping.Theyallexpecttoseesome
hugepainting.Iimaginethey'redisappointedtohavewaitedsolonginline,andnottofindit
coveringawholewall."
"Lifeisfullofdisappointments."
Sheturnedbacktohimandsearchedhiseyes."I'mreallysorryaboutyourwife,Mr.Button.Theysaid
youweremarriedfortenyearsanddevotedtoeachother.Itmustbehell."
Hecloseduplikeasensitiveplant."Idon'ttalkaboutprivatethings—"
"Yes,Iknow,"sheinterrupted."Itneedstime,that'sall.Butyoushouldn'tbealone.Shewouldn'twant
that."
Hisjawtwitched,asifhewasexercisingalotofrestrainttokeephisexpressionundercontrol.
"Miss...?"
"Martin.BrianneMartin."
"You'llfindasyougetolderthatit'sbestnottobesooutspokenwithstrangers,"hecontinued.
"Iknow.Ialwaysrushinwhereangelsfeartotread."Herpaleeyesweresmilinggentlyasshelooked
upathim."You'reastrongman.Youmustbe,tohaveaccomplishedsomuchinlifealready,when
you'renotevenfortyyet.Everybodyhasbadtimes,anddarkplaces.Butthere'salwaysalittlelight,
evenatmidnight."
Sheheldupahandwhenhestartedtospeakagain."Iwon'tsayanotherword.Doyouthinkhe's
exactlyinproportion?"shewondered,noddingtowardtheexplicitpaintingofamanandawoman
thathe'dbeenlookingthrough.“Heseemsabit,well,stunted,don'tyouthink,forhissize?Andshe's
exaggerated,butthen,theartistwassomethingofaconnoisseurofplumpnudes."Sheletoutalong
sigh."WhatIwouldn'tgivetohaveherattributes,"sheadded."I'mgoingtobetwowalnutsfortherest
ofmylife."Shecheckedherwatch,unawareofhisstartandthestrange,reluctantsmilethattouched
hiseyes."Gosh,I'llbelateformathclass,andthat'stheoneIdon'twanttocut!Goodbye,Mr.Hutton!"
Sherantowardthestepsthatleddowntostreetlevelwithoutlookingback,herbraidflyinglikeher
long,thinlegs.Shewasganglyandinelegant.ButHuttonhadfoundheradelightfuldiversion.
She'dthoughthewasdispleasedwiththepainting.Helaughedshortlyashiseyesfelltothecigar,
unlit,inhislefthand.Hehadn'tcomeheretolookatpaintings,buttoconsideraplungeintotheSeine
afterdark.
Margowasgoneandhe'dtriedandtried,buthecouldn'tfacethefuturewithouther.Hewouldn'tsee
herblueeyeslightupwithlaughter,hearhersoft,French-accentedvoiceassheteasedhimabouthis
work.Hewouldn'tfeelhersoftbodywrithinginecstasyunderhisinthedarknessoftheirbedroom,
hearherpleas,feelhernailsbitinghungrilyintohisbodyashebroughthertofulfillmentagainand
again.
Hefelttearsstinghiseyesandblinkedthemaway.Therewasaholeinhisheart.Nobodyhaddared
approachhimsinceherfuneral.Heforbadethementionofhernameinthequiet,emptymansionin
Nassau.Attheoffice,hewastireless,ruthless.Theyunderstood.Buthewassoalone.Hehadno
family,nochildren,toconsolehim.ThegreatestpainofallhadbeenMargo'sinabilitytoconceive
afterhertragicmiscarriage.Itdidn'tmatter.Ithadnevermattered.Margowaseverythingtohim,and
hetoher.Childrenwouldhavebeenwonderful,buttheyweren'tanobsession.HeandMargohad
livedlifetothefullest,alwaystogether,alwaysinlove,rightuntiltheveryend.Byherbedside,asshe
wastedawaytoapalewhiteskeletonbeforehisanguishedeyes,Margohadthoughtalwaysofhim.
Washeeatingproperly,washegettingenoughsleep?Sheeventhoughtofthetimeafterward,when
shewouldn'tbetheretotakecareofhim.
“Youneverwearacoatwhenitsnows,''shecomplainedweakly,"oruseanumbrellaintherain.You
don'tchangeyoursockswhentheygetwet.Iworryso,moncher.Youmusttakecareofyourself,tu
comprends?"
Andhe'dpromised,andwept,andshe'dcradledhimonherthinbreastsandheldhimwhilebecried,
unashamedly,thereinthebedroomthey'dshared.
"God!"hecriedaloudasthememoriesrushedathim.
Acoupleoftouristsglancedathimwarily,andasifhe'donlybecomeawareofwherehewas,he
shookhisheadasiftoclearit,turnedandwalkeddownthestepsandoutintothehotParissunshine.
Theroutinesoundsoftrafficandhornsandconversationrestoredhimtosomesenseofnormality.
ThenoiseandpollutionindowntownParishadmadeahigh-strungpopulationevenmorenervous,
butthenoisedidn'tbotherhim.Heclenchedhisbigfistinhispocket,thenrelaxedandsearchedfora
lighter.Hetookitout,lookedatitthereonthestonestepsthatledtothesidewalk.Margohadgivenit
tohimontheirtenthweddinganniversary.Itwasgold-cased,inscribedwithhisinitials.Hecarriedit
always.Histhumbsmoothedoveritandthepainhithimrightintheheart.
Helitthecigar,puffedonit,feltthesmokechokinghimforaninstant,andthencalminghim.Hetook
abreathandlookedaroundattheglutoftouristsontheirwayintotheLouvre.Havingholidayfun,he
thought,glaringatthem.Hewashurtingrightdowntohistoes,andtheywereallsmilesandlaughter.
Hethoughtthenofthegirl,Brianne,andwhatshe'dsaidtohim.Howodd,tohaveatotalstranger
comeupoutofnowhereandlecturehimonthehealingofhisbrokenheart.Hesmileddespitehis
irritation.Shewasanicechild.Heshouldhavebeenlesscurttoher.Herememberedthathermother
hadmarriedBrauerandbecomepregnant.Briannehadmentionedthepainfullossofherfatherand
hermother'simmediateremarriageandpregnancy.She'dknowaboutpain,allrightShewasinthe
way,she'dsaid,sothey'dsentheroverhere.Heshookhishead.Itseemedthateveryonehadproblems
ofsomesort.Butthatwaslife.HeglancedattheRolexonhiswristwitharuefulsmile.Hehada
meetingwithsomecabinetministersinthirtyminutes,andinthemaddeningtrafficthroughthecityat
thishourhe'dbeluckyifhewasonlythirtyminutesoverdue.Hewalkedtothecurbandhailedacab,
resignedtobeinglate.
Briannesneakedintothebuildingandintohermathclassroom,grimacingashaughtyEmilyJams
spottedherandbegantowhispertoherfriends.Emilywasoneoftheenemiesshe'dmadeinthelittle
timeshe'dbeenatthisexclusivefinishingschool.Atleasttherewasonlyanothermonthtogo,andshe
couldbesentsomewhereelse.Tocollege,hopefully.Butfornowshehadtobearthisla-di-da
finishingschoolandthehighbrowsnobberyofEmilyandherfriends.
SheopenedhermathbookandlistenedtoMadamelecturethemonadvancedalgebra.Atleastthis
coursewasfulfilling.Andsheunderstoodequations,evenifshedidn'tunderstandmeticuloussewing.
AfterclassEmilypausedinthehallwithhertwocohortsflankingher.EmilywasfromatitledBritish
familythatcouldtraceitsheritageallthewaybacktotheTudorcourtShewasblondandbeautiful
andworethemostexpensiveclothes.Butshehadamouthlikeagutter,andshewasthecoldesthuman
beingBriannehadeverknown.
"Youskippedclass.ItoldMadameDu-bonne,"sheaddedwithavenomoussmile.
"Oh,that'sokay,Emily,"sherepliedwithanequallysweetsmile."Itoldherwhatyou'vebeendoing
withDr.MordeaubehindtheChinesescreeninartclassonTuesdayafterclass."
Emily'sshockedfacedrewin,butbeforeshecouldreply,Brianneflashedheragaminegrinand
skippedoffdownthehall.ItalwaysseemedtoamazeotherstudentsthatalthoughBriannelooked
fragile,almostvulnerable,thatlookconcealedastrongandstubbornspiritandaformidabletemper.
StudentswhothoughttheycouldpickonBrianneweresoondispossessedofthenotion.Shehadn't
beenlyingaboutwhatshe'dsaidtoMadameDubonne,either.Emily'scarelessassignationwiththe
school'sartprofessor,Dr.Mordeau,hadbeenoverheardbyseveralstudents,allofwhomwere
disgustedbythecouple'slackofdiscretion.Anyonewalkingintothestudiowouldhaveheardwhat
theyweredoing,evenwithouttheirsilhouettessovisiblebehindtheflimsyscreen.
Laterthatday,Dr.MordeauwentonextendedsickleaveandEmilywasn'tinclassthenextmorning.
Oneofthegirlshadseenherleaveinachauffeuredlimousine,suitcasesandall,justafterbreakfast.
Afterthat,schoolbecamelessofatrialtoBrianne,asEmily'sformercroniesrealizedtheirreduced
statusinthestudentbodyandbehavedaccordingly.Briannebecameclosefriendswithacopper-
hairedgirlnamedCaraHarvey,whowasjusteighteen,andtheyspenttheirfreetimegoingtoart
galleriesandmuseums,ofwhichParishadmorethanitsshare.Briannewouldn'tadmitthatshe'd
hopedtofindPierceHuttonatanyofthem,butshedid.Thebigmanfascinatedher.Heseemedso
alone.She'dneverfeltquitethatlevelofempathyforanyonebefore.Itwasalittlesurprising,butshe
didn'tquestionit.Notthen.
Thedayofhernineteenthbirthday,shewentalonetotheLouvreinlateafternoontolookatthe
paintingshe'dfoundPierceHuttonstaringat.ExceptforacardfromCara,herbirthdayhadgoneby
withoutanynoticeatallfromothers.Hermotherhadignoredit,assheusuallydid.Herfatherwould
havesentrosesorapresent,buthewasdead.Shecouldn'trememberabirthdaythatwassoempty.
TheLouvreforoncefailedtoliftherdroopingspirits.Shewhirled,makingtheskirtofherankle-
lengthslipdressflareoutIthadapalegreenpatternthatmadehereyeslookbigger,andwithitshe
woreasimplewhitecottonT-shirtandflatslippers.Sheworeafannypackinsteadofcarryinga
purse,becauseitwaseversomuchmorecomfortable,andherhairwasloose,long,blond,straight
andthick.Shetosseditimpatiently.She'dhavelovedcurlyhair,likesomeoftheothergirlshad.Hers
wasimpossibletocurl.Itjustfelltoherwaistlikeacurtainandhungthere.Shereallyshouldhaveit
cut.
Itwasgettingdarkandsoonshe'dhavetogobacktoschool.She'dsplurgeonacab,shedecided,
althoughshewasn'ttheleastafraidofParisafterdark.Asshescannedthestreet,lookingforacab,a
smallbistrocaughthereye.Shewantedsomethingtodrink.Perhapsshecouldgetasmallglassof
wine.Thatwouldmakeherfeelproperlyanadult.
Shewalkedintothedark,crowdedinteriorandrealizedatoncethatitwasmoreabarthanabistro,
andveryexclusive.Shedidn'thavemuchmoneyinherfannypack,andthisenvironmentlooked
beyondherpocket.Withafeintgrimace,sheturnedtogo,whenabighandcameoutofnowhereand
shackledherwrist.
Shegaspedasshelookedupintoblackeyesthatnarrowedatherstartofsurprise.
"Chickeningout?"heasked."Aren'tyouoldenoughtodrinkyet?"
ItwasL.PierceMutton.Hisvoicewasdeepandcrisp,butjustalittleslurred.Awaveofhisthick
blackhairhadfallenontohisbroadforeheadandhewasbreathingunevenly.
''I'mnineteentoday,''shefaltered.
"Great.Youcanbemydesignateddriver.Comeon."
"ButIdon'thaveacar,"sheprotested.
"NeitherdoI,cometothinkofit.Well,inthatcase,wedon'tneedadesignateddriver."
Heledhertoacornertablewhereasquarewhiskeybottle,halffull,satbesideasquatlittleglassand
atalleronewithwhatlookedlikesodainit.TherewasabottleofseltzerbesideAemandanashtray
whereathickcigarlaysmoking.
“Iguessyouhatecigarsmoke,"hemutteredashemanagedtogetintotheboothwithout
fallingacrossthetable.Obviouslyhe'dbeenthereforawhile.
"Idon'thateitoutdoors,"shesaid."Butitbothersmylungs.Ihadpneumoniainthewinter.I'mstillnot
quitebacktonormal."
"NeitheramI,"hesaidonaheavybreath.Heputoutthecigar."I'mnotanywherenearbacktonormal
inside.It'ssupposedtogetbetter,didn'tyousaythat?Well,you'readamnedliar,girl.Itdoesn'tget
better.ItgrowslikeacancerinmyheartImissher."Hisfacecontorted.Heclenchedhisfiststogether
onthetable."Oh,dearGod,Imissherso!"
Sheslidclosetohim.Theywereinasecludedcorner,notvisibletotheotherpatrons.Shereachedup
andputherarmsaroundhim.Itdidn'teventakemuchcoaxing.Inasecond,hisbigarmsencircledher
slenderwarmthandcrushedittohischest.Hisfaceburieditselfhotlyinherneck,andhisbighands
contractedathershoulderblades.Shefelthimshudder,feltthewetnessofhiseyesagainstherthroat.
Sherockedhimasbestshecould,becausehewashuge,allthewhilemurmuringsoothingnothingsin
hisear,crooningtohim,whisperingthateverythingwouldbeallright,thathewassafe.
Whenshefelthimrelax,shebegantofeeluncomfortableandalittleembarrassed.Hemightnot
appreciatehavingletherseehimsovulnerable.
Butapparentlyhedidn'tmind.Heliftedhasheadwitharoughsoundandproppedhisbighandsonher
shoulders,lookingatherfromunashamedlyweteyes.
"You'reshocked?American,aren'tyou,andmendon'tcryinAmerica.Theyburytheirfeelings
behindsomemachofacadeandnevergivewaytoemotion."Helaughedashedashedawaythe
wetness."Well,I'mGreek.Atleast,myfatherwas.MymotherwasFrenchandIhaveanArgentinian
grandmother.Ihave.aLatintemperamentandemotiondoesn'tembarrassme.IlaughwhenI'mhappy,
IcrywhenI'msad."
Shereachedintoherpocketanddrewoutatissue.Shesmiledasshewipedhiseyes."SodoI,"she
said."Ilikeyoureyes.They'revery,verydark."
"Myfather'swere,andsoweremygrandfather's.Heownedoiltankers."Heleanedcloser."Isold
themallandboughtbulldozersandcranes."
Shelaughed."Don'tyoulikeoiltankers?"
Heshrugged."Idon'tlikeoilspills.SoIbuildoildrillingplatformsandmakesurethey'rebuilt
properly,sotheydon'tleak."Hepickeduphisglassandtookalongsip.Asanafterthought,hepassed
ittoher."Tryit.It'sgoodScotchwhiskey,importedfromEdinburgh.It'sverysmooth,andithas
enoughsodatodiluteit."
Shehesitated."I'veneverhadhardliquor,"sheconfessed.
"There'safirsttimeforeverything,"hetoldher.
Sheshrugged."Okay,then,bottomsup."Shetookabigsipandswalloweditandsatlikeastatuewith
hereyesbulgingastheimpactalmostchokedher.Sheletoutaharshbreathandgapedintotheglass.
"Goodheavens,rocketfuel!"
"Sacrilege!"hechided."Child,that'sexpensivestuff!"
"I'mnotachild,I'mnineteen,"sheinformedhim.Shetookanothersip."Say,thisisn'tsobad."
Hetookitawayfromher."That'senough.I'mnotgoingtobeaccusedofseducingminors."
Hereyebrowsrose."Oh,wouldyou,please?"sheaskedbrightly."I'venever,yousee,andI've
alwayswonderedwhatmakeswomentakeofftheirclothesformen.LookingatstatuesintheLouvre
isn'treallythebestmethodofsexeducation,andjustbetweenus,MadameDubonneseemstofeelthat
babiesarebroughtbyseabirdswithbigbeaks."
Hisowneyebrowsrose."You'reoutrageous."
"Ihopeso.I'veworkedhardenoughtogetthatway."Shesearchedhisdarkfacequietly."Feeling
better?"
Heshrugged."Somewhat.I'mnotdrunkenough,butI'mnumb."
Sheputherfingersoverhisbighand.Itwaswarmandmuscular,andtherewerethickblackhairs
curlingintothecuffofhislong-sleevedwhiteshut.Hisfingernailswerewideandflatand
immaculatelycleanedandtrimmed.Shetouchedthem,fascinated.
Helookeddown,studyingherownlong,elegantfingerswithshortnails."Nopaint,"hemused."How
aboutonyourtoenails?"
Sheshookherhead."Myfeetaretoostubbytobeelegant.Ihaveusefulhandsandfeet,notpretty
ones."Hishandturnedoverandcaughthers.
"Thankyou,"hesaidabruptly,asifitirritatedhimtospeakthewords.
Sheknewwhathemeant.Shesmiled."Sometimesallweneedisalittlecomfort.You'renoweakling.
You'reatoughguy,you'llgetthroughit."
Heshrugged."Maybe."
"Certainly,"shesaidfirmly."Shouldn'tyougohomenow?"sheasked,glancingaround."There'sa
veryslinky-lookingwomanovertherewithplatinumhairoutofabottlegivingyoutheeye.She
lookslikeshe'djustlovetoleadyouhomeandmakelovetoyouandstealyourwallet."
Heleanedtowardher."Ican'tmakelove,"hesaidconfidentially."I'mtoodrunk."
"Shewouldn'tcare,Ithink."
Hesmiledlazily."Wouldyou?"hemused."Supposeyoucomehomewithme,andwe'llgiveitmy
bestshot."
"Oh,notwhenyou'resoused,thanks,"shereplied."Myfirsttimeisgoingtobefireworksand
explosionsandthe1812Overture.HowcouldIpossiblygetthatfromadrunkman?"
Hethrewhisheadbackandburstoutlaughing.Hehadanicelaugh,deepandslowand
robust.Shewonderedifhedideverythingaswholeheartedlyashegrieved.
"Takemehome,anyway,"hesaidafterthelaughterpassed."I'msafeenoughwithyou."Hehesitated
afterhe'dlaidthebillsonthetable."Butyoucan'tseduceme,either."
Sheputherhandonherheart“Ipromise."
"Allright,then."Hestoodup,weavingalittle,andfrowned."Idon'tevenremembercominghere.
GoodGod,IthinkIwalkedoutinthemiddleofnegotiationsforanewhotel!"
"They'llstillbegoingonwhenyougetback,"shechuckled."Heaveho,Mr.Hutton.Let'sfindacab."
ChapterTwo
PierceHuttonlivedinoneofthenewest,mostexclusivehotelsinParis.Hefishedouthiskeyforher
astheypassedthedoorman,wholookedsuspicious.Sodidthedeskclerk,whoapproachedthemat
theelevator.
"Somethingiswrong,MonsieurHutton?"heaskedpointedly.
"Yes,Henri.I'mverydrunk,"herepliedunsteadily.HisbigarmtightenedaroundBrianne."Doyou
knowmybusinessassociate'sdaughter,Brianne?She'sinschoolinParis.ShefoundmeatChez
Georgesandbroughtmehome."Hegrinned."Shesavedmefromafemmedunuitwhohadhereye
onmywallet."
"Ah,"Henrisaid,nodding.HesmiledatBrianne."Doyourequireassistance,mademoiselle?"
"He'sratherheavy,butIthinkIcancope.Willyoucheckonhimlater,justtomakesure?"sheadded
withgenuineconcern.
ThelastofHenri'smisgivingsevaporated."Itwillbemypleasure."
Shesmiledshyly."Mercibeaucoup.Andpleasedon'treplywithmorethaniln'yapasdequoi,"she
addedquickly,"becausethat'stheentireextentofmyFrenchvocabulary,despiteMadameDubonne's
mostdiligentefforts."
"YouareatLaBelleEcole?"heexclaimed."Why,mycousinisthere."Henamedagirlwhom
Brianneknewjustfaintly.
"Shehasblackhair,"Briannerecalled."Andshealwayswearsalongsweater,howeverhotitis,"she
addedwithachuckle.
"Old,"Henrisaid,shakinghishead."Theenfantisalwayscold.Here,letmehelpyou,mademoiselle"
hesaid,andassistedthemtotheelevator.
Henrihelpedthemintotheelevator,whichwasfortunatelyemptyexceptfortheoperator,
andinstructedthemaninrapidFrenchtogetMonsieurHuttonintohisapartment.
"Hewillassistyou,"heassuredBrianne."Andwewilltakeexcellentcareofmonsieur,"headded
gently.
Shegrinnedathim."ThenIwon'tworry."
Henodded,thinkingwhatakindyoungwomansheseemed.Andsuchgloriousblondhair!
SherodeupintheelevatorwithPierceandtheoperator,whohelpedhergethimtotheapartment,
whichsheunlockedwithhiskey.Theymaneuveredhimintothehugebedroom,doneinablack-and-
whitecolorschemethatseemedtosuithim.Thebedwasking-size,withfourpoststhatroselike
slenderwraithstowardtheceiling.Theyloweredhimontoit,andheopenedhiseyesashestretched
ontheblackcoverlet.
"Ifeelodd,"hemurmured.
"Idon'tdoubtit,"Briannemused,thankingtheelevatoroperator,whosmiledatherandclosedthe
doorbehindhim.
Pierce'sblackeyessearchedoverBrianne'sflushedface."Feellikehelpingmeundress?"heasked.
Shecoloredevenmore."Well..."
"There'safirsttimeforeverything,"here-mindedher.
Shehesitated.Hewasn'tinanyconditiontodoithimself.Hewasverydrunk.Probablyhewouldn't
rememberwhatshelookedlikeinthemorning.
Sheuntiedhisshoesandpulledthemoff,andhissockswiththem.Hehadnicefeet.Theywerelong
andelegant,andverybig.Shesmiledasshewalkedaroundthebedandeasedhimupintoasitting
position.Shetookoffthejacketandthenunbuttonedtheshirt.Hesmelledofexpensivesoapand
cologne,andunderthatshirtwasabroad,dark-skinnedchestwiththickblackhaircoveringit.She
toucheditaccidentallyandherhandtingled.
"Margowasavirgin,"hesaidsoftly."Ihadtocoaxheroutofherclothes,andeventhoughsheloved
medesperately,shefoughtmeatfirst,becauseIhadtohurther."HetouchedBrianne'sredfacegently.
"Idon'tsupposethereareanyvirginsleftthesedays.MargoandIwerealwaystheoddonesout.Very
traditional.Ididn'tmakelovetoheruntilweweremarried."
"Canyoumoveyourarm...?Yes,that'sfine."Shedidn'twanttohearthis,butshewas
acaptiveaudience.Shepulledtheshirtoffandhadtofightnottoadmirethetanned,musculararms
andchestHedidn'tlooklikeamanwhospentalotoftimebehindadesk.
"You'reonlynineteen,"hesaidonaroughbreath."Ifyouwereolder,IthinkIcouldmakeloveto
you.You'reverypretty,littleone.Yourhairexcitesme.It'ssolong,andthere'ssomuchofit."He
tookitinbothhandsandclosedhisfingers."Sexyhair."
"Yoursisnice,too,"shesaidforthesakeofconversation."Now,Idon'tthinkIcan..."sheadded,her
handshesitatingathisbelt
"Ofcourseyoucan,"hesaidquietly.Hecoaxedherhandstothebeltandheldthemthere,helpingher,
hiseyesonherfaceassherumbledthebuckleloose.Heguidedhertothefasteningsandthen
deliberatelyplacedherhandsunderbothwaistbands."Now,pull,"hecoaxed.Andhearchedhisback
tohelpher.
Ahundredshocked,outraged,delightedthoughtsfloodedhermindastheclothingcameawayfrom
thatlithe,powerfulbody.HewasnothinglikethepaintingintheLouvre.Hewasbeautifullymade,a
workofartinhimself,withnotawhitestreakorabulgeorahintoffatanywhere.Finehairshaded
themostintimatepartofhim,andshehesitatedwiththeslacksaroundhisknees,withherheart
beatinghertodeathasshestaredhelplesslyatwherehewasmostaman.
Itwasagoodthing,hethoughtdimly,thathewasdrunk,becauseherraptexpressionwouldhave
triggeredaragingarousalanyothertime.Asithappened,hewastoorelaxedtofeeldesireatall,and
forhersake,hewasglad.Shefoundhimintimidatingeveninrelaxation.Hepermittedhimselfa
smallupturnofthelipsasheconsideredherexpressionifshesawhiminfullarousal.
That,ofcourse,wouldneverhappen.Margowasdead.Hewasdead,insideandout.Thebriefamused
lightinhiseyeswentout.Helaybackonthepillowswithalongsigh.
"Whydopeoplehavetodie?"heaskedwearily."Whycan'ttheygoonforever?"
Shebrokeoutofhertranceandfinishedstrippinghim,beforeshetuggedthecoverletoverhishipsto
spareherselfanymoreembarrassment.
"IwishIknew,"sheconfided.Shesatdownbesidehimonthebed.Herhandwenttorestonhiswhere
itspreadoverhischest."Trytogetsomesleepnow.It'sthebestthingforyou."
Hiseyesopened,searching,haunted."Shewasonlythirty-five,"hesaid."That'snoageatallthese
days."
"Iknow."
Hishandturnedandcaughthers,smoothingitpalmdownintothethickhairthatcoveredhim."White
knightscomeinbomsexes,itseems,"hemuseddrowsily."Where'syourarmorandlance,fair
Joan?"
"Inmypocket.Wanttosee?"
Hesmiled."You'regoodforme.Youchasethecloudsaway."Hestudiedher."ButI'mbadforyou.A
verybadinfluence."
"Itwasonlyasipofwhiskey,"sheremindedhim.
"Andastriptease,"headdedblithely."I'msorryaboutthat.IfI'dbeenmoresober,Iwouldn'thaveput
youinsuchanembarrassingsituation."
"Oh,itwasn'tsobad.I'dseenthatpaintingintheLouvre,amongothers,afterall."Sheclearedher
throat."Hereallywas,uh,stunted,wasn'the?"
Hechuckledwithpuredelight.
"Sorry."Shepulledherhandawayandgottoherfeet."CanIbringyouanythingbeforeIgo?"
Heshookhishead.Itwasalreadybeginningtohurt,despitethestupor."I'llbeallrightnow.You'd
bettergetbacktoschool.Didyougetintroubleforcuttingthatclass?"
Shechuckled."Notabit.I'llfinishnextmonth."
"Thenwheredoyougo?"
Shelookedforlornforaninstantbeforeshedisguisedit."Oh,backtoNassau,Iguess,forthe
summer.Butnextfall,it'suniversity,whatevertheysay,evenifIhavetopayforitmyself.I'malready
ayearbehindtheclassIshouldbein.I'mnotwaitinganylonger."
"I'llpayforitiftheywon't,"hesaid,surprisingly."Youcanpaymebackwhenyouhaveyourdegree."
"Youwould...dothatforatotalstranger?"
Hefrownedslightly."Totalstranger?"heaskedpointedly."Whenyou'veseenmetotallynude?"
Shecouldn'tmanagearesponse.
"Whichissomethingofanaccomplishment,letmetellyou.Untilnow,Margowastheonlywoman
whoeversawmelikethat."Hiseyesbecamedullagain.Hewinced.
Sheputherfingersagainsthischeekinacomfortinggesture."Ienvyher,"shesaidgenuinely."It
musthavemeanteverythingtoher,tobelovedlikethat."
"Itwasmutual,"hemanagedtosaythroughhisteeth.
"Yes,Iknow."Shedrewherhandawaywithalittlesigh."I'msorryIcan'tstopitfromhurtingso
much."
"Youcan'timaginehowmuchyou'vehelped,"herepliedsolemnly."ThedayIwasintheLouvreIwas
lookingforawaytogettoher,didyouknow?"
Sheshookherhead."Ionlyknewthatyouseemedtotallyaloneanddespondent."
"Iwas.Youeasedthepain.Today,itcameback,andyouwerethere."Hesearchedherpaleeyes."I
won'tforgetthatyoupulledmebackfromtheedge.Whateveryouneed,I'llbearound.Ihaveahouse
ofmyowninNassau,nottoofarfromBrauer's.Whenthingsgettoohot,youcanalwayscome
visiting."
"ItwouldbenicetohaveafriendinNassau,"sheconfessed.
Hiseyesnarrowed."Idon'thaveafriend.Atleast,Ididn't."Helaughedcoolly."You'readamned
funnyfriendforamanmyage."
Shesmiled."Iwasgoingtosaythesamething."
"Sopeoplewilltalk.Letthem."Hecaughtherhandandbroughtthepalmtohismourn.Itwasfirm
andcoolagainstthefaintmoistureunderherfingers."I'llseeyouagain,Brianne."
"Iknow."Shegottoherfeet,andhereyeslingeredonhisbroad,darkface."Youhavetolookahead,
youknow,"shesaidgently."Oneday,itwon'tbesohard.Youmusthavethingsyouhaven'tdonethat
you'vealwayswantedto,designsthatyouhaven'ttriedyet,projectstocomplete."
Hestretchedalittlesorely.“Forthepasttwoyears,ItookcareofMargowhilethecancerateher
alive.It'snoteasy,learningtoliveformyself.Idon'thaveanyonetotakecareof."
Sheopenedhereyeswide."Don'tlookatme.I'mindependent,Iam."
Hiseyesdarkened."You'reamiracle,"hesaidunexpectedly."Maybeguardianangelsreallydoexist
andyou'remine.Butit'sreciprocal.Igettobeyours.PickthecollegeyouwantI'llgetyouin,evenif
it'sOxford.Ihaveconnectionseverywhere."
Hereyestwinkled."Youdon'tlooklikeanyone'sfairygodfather."
"Appearancescanbedeceptive.I'veneverseenafatherconfessorwithlongblondhair,either."
Shechuckled."I'mgoing."
"Goon,then.Thankyou*"headded.
"Itwasnotrouble.You'reworthsavingfromyourself."Shepausedatthebedroomdoorandlooked
back,alittlelessbubblynow."You...willbeallright,won'tyou?"sheasked."Imean,youwon'tdo
anything..."
Heleaneduponanelbow."Iwon'tdoanything,"hepromisedsolemnly.
Shemadeanawkwardmovement,alittleunsureofherself."Takecareofyourself."
"You,too,"hereplied.
Sheopenedthedoor,hesitated.
"Iknowyoudon'twanttogo,"hesaid,hisvoicedeepandalittlecurt."Butyouhaveto."
Shelookedathimoverhershoulderwithhuge,curiouseyes."Idon'tunderstand,"shemurmured
worriedly.
"We'velearnedmoreabouteachotherinalotlesstimethanpeopleusuallydo,"heexplained."It'sa
kindofbondingthatIhaven'texperienced,either."Hesmileddryly."Don'tworryabouttryingto
understandit.Friendshipisararething.Justacceptit"
Shesmiled."Okay."
"Waitaminute.Handmemyslacks."
"You'regoingwithme?"shemused,handingthemtohim.
"Funnygirl,"hemuttereddarkly."I'dfalldowntheelevatorshaftinmypresentcondition.No.Iwant
togiveyousomething."
"Ifyoutrytopayme...!"
"Willyoustopflashingthoseeyesatme?"hegrumbled,pullingacardfrombiswallet.Hetossedit
ontothecoverlet."Thathasmyprivatenumber,hereinthehotel.Ifyougetintrouble,ifyouneedme,
useit."
Shepickeditupandliftedhereyestohis."I'msorryImisunderstood."
"AndwhatexactlywouldIpayyoufor,anyway?"hedemandedirritably."Thesortofwomanyou're
thinkingofdoesalittlemorethantakeoffaman'spants!"
Shegasped.
"Getout,"hetoldher."Andtakeyourevilmindwithyou,nastygirl."
"Youstopcallingmenames,"shesaidhaughtily."Idon'thaveanevilmind."
"Ha!"
Shepatthecardinthepocketofherdressandsmiledathim.”Youmustbefeelingbetter,you're
growlingagain.Now,I'mreallyleaving."
"It'sjustaswellifallyouhavetooffermeareinsults."
Sheglaredathimfromthedoor."WouldyoulikemetogobacktoChezGeorgesandsendthat
womanwiththethicklipstickupheretovisityourwallet?I'llbetshe'dknowwhattodowhenshegot
yourpantsoff."
"Why,youlibertine,"heaccusedsoftly.
"Andoneofthesedays,I'lllearnwhattodo,too,thenyoujustlookout."
"Brianne."
Sheturnedwiththedooropen."What?"
Hisexpressionwasverysolemn."Becarefulabouttutorsforthatparticularskill.Beverycareful."
Shetossedbackherhair."Oh,youdon'tneedtoworry.Ialreadyhavesomeoneinmind."
"Really?Who?"heaskedcurtly.
Shesteppedoutthedoorandstuckherheadaroundit."You,whenyou'vehadenoughtimetogetover
yourgrief,"shesaidgently."Ithinkyou'llbeworthwaitingfor."
Andwhilehewasgettingoverthatshock,sheclosedthedoorandlefthim.
Nassauwasfilledtoburstingwithtourists,strollingalongthecoastlinefromthenewdevelopmentat
CoralCayallthewayintoNassauitself.Colorfuljitneysdartedthroughtraffic,barelyavoiding
collisionswithmopedsandcarsandpedestrians.BriannewanderedthroughthemarketatPrince
GeorgeWharf,admiringthecolorfulstrawpursesandhatsanddolls,butallsheboughtwasanew
hat.Thisonewasmadeofcrushablehempwithwovenpurpleflowersonthebrim.Asshepaidforit,
shegrinnedatmeladywhosoldittoher,thenmovedalongtowatchanoceanlinerfromtheUnited
Statesbeingmaneuveredoutoftheexpandedbay.Shewassurethatshe'dnevergettiredofwatching
thehugeshipscomeinandoutoftheportcity.Often,too,thereweremilitaryshipsinport,likethe
UnitedStatesdestroyerdownattheendofthepier.Sailorsfilteredthroughthetouristsontheirway
backtotheship,pausingtoadmireaprettybrunetteboardingoneoftheglass-bottomtouristboats.
Itwastimeforlunch,butshewasn'treadytogohome.NotthatKurt'svillacouldbecalledanyone's
home,exceptperhaps,hermother'sandhalfbrother's.Thebaby,Nicholas,wasayearoldnowand
theappleofhismother'seye.
Briannespentaslittletimeatthevillaasshecould.Kurthadabusinessacquaintancestayingwith
them,aMiddleEasternnationalwhowasverynearlyPierce'sage.Hewastallandslenderanddark,
withscarsononeleancheekthatgavehimadangerouslook.Briannehadn'tmethimbefore,andnow
shewishedshehadn'tcomehome.PhilippeSabonwassaidtohaveapervertedobsessionforyoung,
innocentgirls.Hewassomesortofrichstate-officialinanunderdevelopedArabnation.Sabon's
motherwasofArabdescentandhisfather,allegedly,wasFrenchbutofTurkishancestry.Verylittle
wasknownabouthisshadybackground.Hehadmillions,theysaid,buthe'dspokentoBrianneof
small,raggedbeggarsinthesouksofBaghdad,asifheknewfirsthandwhattheirlifewaslike.Ifit
hadn'tbeenforhissmarmyreputation,Briannemighthaveenjoyedhiscompany.
KurtkeptthrowingBrianneandSabontogetherateveryopportunity.Hewasalwaysnice,butthere
wassomethinginthewaySabonlookedatherthatmadeherverynervous.HewantedKurttoinvest
insomeprojectinhishomelandofQawi,whichwassandwichedbetweenseveralothersmallnations
inthePersianGulf.Itwastheonlynationthathad,untilnow,refusedtoconsiderdevelopingitsoil
potential.Itsruler,anelderlysheikh,wasoldenoughtorememberEuropeandomination,andhe
wantednomoreofitSabonhadconvincedhimthattheabjectpovertyinhisnationwastoo
widespreadtoignore.Sabonownedhisownisland,Jameel,justoffshorefromQawi.Thename,he
toldBrianne,meant"beautiful"inArabic.
SabonhadapparentlytalkedKurtintoapproachinganoilconsortiumforhim,andeveninvestingin
thisschemetodevelopthepoorcountry'soilwealth.Asahighministerinthatnation—andmanysaid
thathe'dboughttheoffice—Sabonnowhadpowerenoughtoputthroughanysortoflanddealhe
chose.Hecontrolledthecountry'sminingrights.HehadgivenKurtapartinterestinthese,andKurt
hadsentafirmofminingengineerstodoastudyontheoil-producingpotentialoftheuntouched
land.Themovehadbeenagoodone.Theengineersfoundawealthofuntappedgasandpetroleum
underthehotsands.Allthatwasseededwasmoremoneyforequipmenttoexploittheresources,
becausetheoilcompanywasonlywillingtoprovideapercentageofthecapitalrequiredfordrilling,'
andthenationaltreasuryofQawiitselfwasapparentlyoff-limitsforsuchindustry.Briannethought
thatodd,butKurtseemednottocareaslongasheheldtitletohalftheminingpotentialofthe
country.
KurtandSabonhadcombinedtheirownresources,andKurthadcoaxedanoilconsortiumtojoinin
theventure.Kurtnowhadmostofhisfortunecommittedtotheenterprise,whichheexpectedtoput
himinthebillionaireclass.HehadtokeepSaboninhishands,however,torealizethatpotential.
SabonhadalreadyinferredthatanotherrichMiddleEasternfriendwouldbehappytoreplaceKurtin
theendeavor.Kurthadtoomuchmoneytieduptoriskbackingoutnow.He'dnoticedSabon's
fascinationwithBrianne.IfdanglingBrianneasbaitwouldkeepSaboninhispower,hewasmore
thanwillingtoprovideit,withorwithoutherpermission.
TherewerestoriesaboutSabon'sperverseappetitescirculatingalloverNassau.Thewayhe'dlooked
atBriannewhentheywereintroducedmadeherfeelasifhe'dtouchedherbodyunderherclothing.
HefoundBrianne'scoldnessachallenge;shefoundhimfrightening.
Therewassomethinginhisdark,intenteyesthatintimidatedher.Hewasdignifiedandcourteoustoa
fault;hewascharming.Buttherewassomethingabouthimthatbeliedhisreputation,andBrianne
couldn'tthinkwhatitwas.Hewaslikeaniceberginthesensethatmostofhischaracterwascarefully
hiddenbehindashieldofreserve.Peoplesaidhewasperverted,yetBriannesawnothingaboutthe
manthatspokeofperversioninanyform.Heseemedalwaystobeapartfromothers,alwaysalone.
HesoughtoutBrianneandwatchedherquietly,buttherewasnohintofdisrespectorlewdnessinhis
mannertowardher.Perhaps,shemused,itwasherinexperiencethatkeptherfromseeingthetruth
abouthim.
She'dheardthatSabonwasanenemyofL,PierceHutton,whohadpubliclydenouncedSabon'srecent
supportofanationthatwasconstantlyundersanctionsfromtheworldcommunitybecauseofits
aggressivepoliticalstance.PierceseemedcertainthatSabonwasonlyseekingpoliticalsupportinthe
regionbyhispublicfriendshipwiththeothercountry.Hewantedwealthandpoweranddidn'tmind
whathehadtodotoobtainit.
Inthat,hehadsome-flungincommonwithKurtBrauer,Briannemused.Kurtdidn'tseemtohavea
conscienceoralimitinhissearchformaterialwealth.Andtherewasstillsomethingveryshady
abouthisincome.Heseemedtodonorealworkofanysort,althoughhewasconnectedinsomeway
tooilexploration.Butthemenwhovisitedhimdidn'tlooklikeoilmentoBrianne.Theylookedlike...
well,likekillers.
PhilippeSabon'scontinuedpresenceatthevilla,andhisunwaveringscrutiny,madeBriannevery
nervous.Shespentasmuchtimeawayfromthevillaaspossible.Hermotherthoughtshewas
overreactingtoanolderman'sinterestinher,andKurtdidn'tcarewhathisfriendandassociatewas
uptoaslongashebenefitedfromitfinancially.Briannehadnoalliesinthateleganthouseonthebay,
notone.
PierceButtonhadcomebacktotheislandthreemonthsearlier,butBriannehadonlyseenhimonce,
lastnight,atafancysocialgarneringthatKurtandhermotherhadtakenherto.Hewasconducting
businesswithavengeance.Helookedmuchbetter,buttherewasstillahaunteddarknessinhiseyes.
AndheseemedillateasewhenhesawBrianne.
Sherememberedwalkinguptohimwithasmile,onlytohavehimgiveherastrangely
hostileglareandturnhisbackonher.Ithadhurtmorethananythinginrecentyears.Presumablyhe
onlywantedtobefriendswithherwhenhewasdrunk.She'dtakenthehintandshe'davoidedhimall
evening.Notonewordhadpassedbetweenthem.Thathadprobablybeenthebestthingthatcould
havehappened,becauseSabondislikedPierceandKurtwouldn'tdoanythingtoirritatehim.Certainly
itwasn'tlikelythatPiercewouldreceiveanyinvitationstotheBrauerhomewhileSabonwasin
residence.
AsshegazedatthecrowdsatPrinceGeorgeWharf,sherealizedthatthoughtsofPierce'shostilityhad
keptherawakemostoflastnight.Silly,shethought,toimaginethathe'dmeantanythinghesaidwhile
hehadhalfabottleofScotchwhiskeyinsidehim.Shereallywasnaiveforsomeonewho'djustturned
twentyyearsold.Sherememberedherlastbirthdayvividly.She'dspentitwithPierce.Thisyearhad
nosuchpleasantassociations.Hermotherandstepfatherhadgivenherapearlnecklace,andher
friendCaraHarveyhadmailedherascarffromPortugal,whereshewasspendingthe.summerwith
herparentsandhavingarough.timewithaPortuguesenoblemanwhothought
shewastryingtoseducehisyoungerbrother.ExceptforCara'sgift,ithadbeenasingularly
uneventfulbirthday.
Sabonhadwantedtothrowherapartyonhisyacht,butshe'dquicklyfoundareasontogointotown.
Shehadvisionsofbeingkidnappedandcarriedoffintosexualslaverybythatlibertine.She'dheard
rumorsabouthimthatdidn'texcludekidnapping.
Thewindblewherloosenedblondhairaroundtheshouldersofthepinksilktanktopshewas
wearingwithwhiteBermudashortsandsandals.Sheworeafannypacksoshewouldn'thavetoluga
purse,andshefeltyoungandfullofginger.Ifithadn'tbeenforhersituationathome,Nassauwould
havebeenallshewantedfromlife.Itwassofascinating.
Asshewatchedthebigwhiteoceanlinerbeingturnedbytwotinytugboatsinabaythatseemedfar
toosmallforsuchanoperation,shebecameawareofsomeonestandingjustbehindher,watching.
Sheturned,andtherewasPierce,neatasapininwhiteslacksandayellowknitshirt.
Hehadhishandsinhispockets.Hisblackeyeswerestillfullofstorms,buttheywereoddlyintenton
herface.
"Hello,Mr.Button,"shesaidpolitely,andwithasmile.Itwasthesortofsmileshe'dhavegiventhe
mostdistantacquaintance.Heknewit,too.
Hisbroadshouldersshiftedasheglancedpasthertotheship."I'vebeenentertainingabusinessman
fromtheStates."Henoddedtowardtheoceanliner."Hejustleft,onthat."
Shedidn'tknowwhattosay.Sheonlynoddedawkwardly,turnedandstartedbackdownthepier
towardthewharf,herlonghairflyingawayinthebreeze.Sheknewthathewantednothingtodowith
her;he'dmadethatclearattheparty.Shewaswillingtoobligehim.
"Oh,hell,stop!"
Shefroze,butshewouldn'tturnaround.
"Yes?"sheasked.
Allaroundthem,touristswalkedpast,talkingexcitedly,gesturing.Nearby,oneoftheboatowners
wassingingaWestIndiantune,hopingtoattractmorebusinesswithhistalent.Briannewashardly
awareofthenoise.Herheartwasbeatingsoloudlythatitshookher.
Shefeltthewarmthofhisbodyatherback.
"I'vebeentryingtoforgetParis,"hesaidafteraminute.
"You,andHumphreyBogart,"shesaiddryly.
"What?Oh.Oh!"Hechuckled."Isee."
Sheturnedaroundthenandsquaredhershoulders."Look,youdon'towemeathing.Idon'twant
rewardsorevenattention.I'mdoingallright.IthinkKurtwillbemorethanwillingtoputmethrough
collegejusttogetmeoutofhishair."
Hiseyesnarrowed."Thatisn'twhatlocalgossipsays.Ihearthere'samovetoinvolveyouwithhis
brand-newbusinesspartner,asortoffamilymerger."
Shelostcolor,butshedidn'tblinkaneyelash."Really?"
"Don'tprevaricate,"hesaidimpatiently."IknoweverythingthatgoesoninNassau."
Shefeltherbloodgocold.Kurthadn'tsaidanysuchthingtoher,butifitwascommonknowledge
aroundtheisland,itmightbetrue.Shestraightenedhershoulders."Icantakecareofmyself."
"Atnineteen?"
"Twenty,"shecorrectedhim."Ihadabirthdaythisweek."
Hemadearoughsound."Okay,maybeyou'renotsuchakid,afterall.Andmaybeyou
cantakecareofyourself,inyourownleague.But,honey,you'refightingcityhallwhenyoutangle
withKijrtBrauer,muchlesswithSabon."
“Somethingyouknowfromexperience?''
Hecockedaneyebrowandsmiled.Hedidn'twanttotellherthathe'donceintervenedinashadyoil
dealthatBrauerwasmakingwithaterroristgrouptoprovidethemwitharmsinreturnformakingan
assaultonarival'soiltankerfleet.Thatinformationhadn'tgonepasthisownsecuritychief,Tate
Winthrop,aformergovernmentoperativewho'dfoiledBrauer'sattemptedcoup.Winthropwasafull-
bloodedSiouxIndianwithamysteriousbackgroundandfriendsinsomeofthehighestofficesin
Washington,D.C.HehadsourcesthatevenPiercedidn't.
HesmiledatBrianne."Ididn'tsayIcouldn'twin.Isaidyoucouldn't.Whereareyouinsuchahurryto
go?"
"IthoughtI'dgetonmyswimsuitandlieonthebeachforawhile.KurtownstheBritannyBayHotel,
youknow.Icanusethefacilitiesthere,andIkeepabathingsuitintheoffice,"
"Comehomewithme.Ihaveaprivatebeach.Youcanswimthere."
Sherememberedhisattitudethenightbeforeandhesitated."Youdon'treallywantmearound."
"No,"heagreedatonce."Idon't.Butyouneedsomeone.Iseemtobeallyou'vegotrightnow."
Sheflushedwithangrypride."Thanksalot!"
"Don'tknockit,"headdedheavily,andhiseyeswereresignedandquietashestudiedher."You'reall
I'vegot."
Thestatementrockedherrightdowntoherfeet.Hewasthemostastoundingman.Hecameoutwith
themostprofoundthingsattheoddesttimes.
"Itoldyou,"headded,"thatIdon'thavefamily.Iwasanonlychild,andafterMargomiscarried,she
couldn'tconceiveagain.ExceptforsomecousinsinGreeceandFranceandArgentina—alldistant—I
havenofamily.Andnoclosefriends."Hestuckhishandsinhisslackspocketsandstaredoutoverthe
turquoisewaterofthebayashespoke.
"Brianne,doyoureallythinkanyoneelsewouldhavegivenadamnifIgotrolledthatnightIdrank
toomuch?"heaskedruefully."DoyouthinkanyonewouldhavecaredifI'ddiedrightthere?"
"Iwouldhave,"shesaid.
"Yes,Iknow.Itdoesn'tmakethingsanyeasier.You'retooyoung.''
"You'retooold,"sheretorted.Shesmiled."Doesitmatter,really?"
Hisblackeyessurveyedherwithfaintamusement."Isupposenot.Comeon.I'vegotthecar."
ChapterThree
TheentrancetoPierce'svillawasthroughahighwrought-irongatethathadtobeopened
electronicallybyadeviceintheMercedeshedroveontheisland.Thepaveddrivewaywaslinedby
toweringcasuarinapineswiththeirfeatheryspines,andflametreesingloriousbloom.Alongthe
sandthatflankedthedrivewaywerebloominghibiscusplantsandseagrapetreeswithcircularleaves,
whichslavesweresaidtohaveusedforplatesinthedaysofpirateships.
TwohugeGermanshepherdslivedinakennelnearthemainhouse.
"KingandTartar,"Piercesaid,indicatingthedogsastheydrovepastthechain-linkfencethat
containedtheanimals."They'reletlooseatnightinsidethegates.Iwouldn'twanttorunintothem
myself."
Shesmiled."Iguessinyourincomebracket,youcan'taffordtotakechances."
"Idon't.IhaveasecuritychiefwhomakestheWhiteHousebrigadelooksloppy."Heglancedather.
"I'llhavetointroduceyouoneday.He'sSioux."
Hereyebrowsrose."Indian?"
"Indigenousaborigine,"hecorrectedherwithagrin."Don'tevercallhimanIndian.Hespeaksfive
languagesfluentlyandhasadegreeinlaw."
"Notyouraveragesecuritychief.”
"Notatall.There'sstillplentyIdon'tknowabouthim,andhe'sworkedformeforthreeyears."He
pulledupinfrontofthehouseandstopped.AshehelpedBrianneout,amiddle-agedmanwitha
Mediterraneanlookcameoutthedoor,smiledandreplacedPiercebehindthewheel.
"Arthur,"Piercesaid,wavingthemanaway."Heusuallydrivesme.He'llputthecarinthegarage.
AndthisisMary,"headded,smilingattheprettymiddle-agedblackwoman
whoopenedthedoor."Shecamewiththevilla.Nobody,butnobodycooksconchthewayshedoes."
"Nobodyexceptmymama,"Maryagreed."Howyoudoing,miss?"
"I'mfine,thanks,"Briannesaid,andsmiled.
"Anycalls?"Pierceasked.
"Onlyone,fromMr.Winthrop,buthesaiditwasn'turgent."
"Okay.We'llbeatthepool."
"Yes,sir."
Maryclosedthebigwoodendoorbehindthem,andPierceledBriannedownacoolarchedstone
walkwaythatledtoahugeswimmingpoolwithacommandingviewoftheoceanbeyondit.
Sheshadedhereyeswithherhandandlookedtowardajuttingpromontorywherecasuarinapines
wavedinthebreezeandtwosailboatslayatanchor.
"It'ssopeacefulhere,"shecommented.
"That'swhyIlikeit."
Sheturnedbacktohim.Hepulledoutacushionedchairatawhitewrought-irontablewithan
umbrellacoveringitandindicatedthatsheshouldsitdown.
"Doyouspendmuchtimeinthepool?"sheaskedcuriously.
"Notalot.Icanswim,butIdon'tcaretoomuchforit.Iliketosunbatheouthere.Ithelpsmethink
thingsthrough."HemotionedtoMary,whobroughtatraywithtwotall,milky-lookingdrinksonit
andaplateofsmallcakes.
Maryputthetrayonthetableandsmiledassheleftthembythepool.
"Marymakesgoodteacakes,"hesaid,reachingforhisdrink."Helpyourself."
ShereachedforoneandputitonthesaucerMaryhadprovided.Shetasteditwithdelight.
"Howdelicious!"sheexclaimed.
"Marysaysit'stheamountofflavoringsheusesthatgivesthemsuchanicetaste."
Shereachedforherdrinkandsippedit,surprisedtofindthatitdidn'tcontainanyalcohol.
Henoticedherexpressionandchuckled."I'mnotgivingalcoholtoaminor,eveninNassau,"he
murmured.
"I'mnotexactlyaminor,"sheinformedhim.
"You'renottwenty-oneyet,"hereplied.Hisdarkeyesslidoverheryouthfulfigureanduptoher
prettyfacewithintensescrutinyashesatwithonebigleanhandwrappedaroundhisglass."You're
young.Veryyoung."
"Blameitonashelteredchildhood,"shesaid.Hergazeslidoverhimlikesearchingfingertips."How
oldareyou?"sheaskedabruptly.
Onebushyeyebrowlifted."Olderthanyou."
Shewrinkledhernose."Mucholder?"
Heshruggedandsippedhisdrink."Mucholder."Hisdarkeyesmetherslevelly."Almosttwiceyour
age."
"Youdon'tlookit,"shesaid,andmeantit.Hehadthephysiqueofamantenyearsyounger,andthere
wereonlytracesofsilverathistemples.Shesmiledathimwistfully."Iguessyouhaven'tgivenalot
ofthoughttoseducingme?"
Botheyebrowswentup."Ibegyourpardon?"
Histonewouldhavemadealesserwomanfalter,butBriannewasmadeofstouterstuff."Wetalked
aboutitinParis,"sheremindedhim."Ofcourse,youwereprettydrunkatthetime,soIcan'treally
expectyoutoremembertoomuchofourconversation.ButIdidadmitthatIwasgoingtowaitfor
you."Shegrinnedwickedly."AndIhave,despitethetemptation."
Hehatedhimselfforasking."Whattemptation?"
"TherewasaveryhandsomePortuguesenoblemaninoneofmyclasses.Hewasolderthantherestof
us,verycultured,verycorrect.Allofuswerewildabouthim,buttherewasafianceewaitingback
home."Sheshookherhead."PoorCara."
"Who'sCara?"
"Mybestfriend.She'sfromTexas.ShewenttoPortugalthissummertostaywithhersister,andguess
whosebrotherherbabysistergotinvolvedwith?"
"Thenobleman's."
"Bingo.Iunderstandit'sbeenopenwarfaresincehershipdocked."Sheshookherhead."Caranever
likedRaoulinthefirstplace,"sherecalled."Theycouldn'tgetalong."
"Butyoulikedhim."
Shenoddedandsmiledathim."Verymuch.Hewasnicetome."
Hechuckleddeepinhisthroat,andtherewasalookinhiseyesthatdidn'tmakemuchsensetoher.
"Whyareyoulaughing?"sheasked.
Hegaveheracomplicatedlook."DoyouthinkI'mnice?"heaskedsoftly.
Shelookedstunned."Nice?You?GoodLord,you'reabarracuda!"
Thelaughtergrew,deepandrich."Well,you'rehonest."
"Itrytobe."Shelookeddownintoherglasswithasigh."PhilippeSabon'safterme,youknow,"she
saidwithvisiblediscomfort."Hewantedtothrowabirthdaypartyformeonhisyacht,andmy
stepfatherwasallforit.Irefused,andnowhe'snotspeakingtome.ButIheardthetwoofthem
talking,anditmademenervous."
Hedidn'thavetoaskwhySabonwasinterestedinher.Healreadyknew.Hespuntheicearoundinhis
glassbeforehetookanothersip.
"AccordingtowhatI'veheard,Sabonhasayenforvirgins,"hesaidcurtly."Iwon'ttellyouwhathe's
saidtodowiththem.Butheisn'tdoingittoyou."
Hisconcernmadeherfeelwarminside.Shesmiled."Thanks.Couldyouloanmeyoursecuritychief
forafewdaystomakesureofit?"sheaddedhalf-jokingly.
"I'lltakecareofitmyself,"hesaid,andhedidn'tsmile.Hiseyesnarrowedonheryoung
face."Youcanhangoutoverhereuntilheleaves.Iunderstandthathe'sfacingthethreatofamilitary
coupbyapoorneighboringcountrywithnooil.Theywanthis."
"Sodoesmystepfather,"sheinformedhim."He'sallbutbankruptedhimselfputtingmoneyinto
developingtheoilfieldsoverthere,andhe'sattractedotherinvestorstohelphim.Ifthemilitarycoup
succeeds,he'llbestandingonthestreetcornersellingpencilsoutofacup."
"Ordivingforconch,"headdedmockingly.
"Thatisn'tlikely.Hecan'tswim."
"He'smadeabadbargainthere,"Piercemurmuredthoughtfully."Arealdealwiththedevil."Hisdark
eyesnarrowedastheyslidoverher."Whatareyousupposedtobe,collateral?"
Sheflushed."Overmydeadbody."Hedidn'treplytothat.Hewasthinking,andhisthoughtsweren't
pleasant."HowdidyouendupwithBrauerforastepfather?"heaskedafteraminute.
"Mymotherisbeautiful,"shesaidsimply."I'mjustapoorcarboncopyofher.Shewasselling
jewelryinanexclusiveshopandhewasbuyingapresentforafriend.Shesaiditwasloveatfirst
sight."Sheshrugged."Idon'tknow.Anyway,myfatherhadjustdiedafewmonthsearlierandshewas
lonely.Butnotlonelyenoughtobecomearichman'smistress,"sheaddedwithafaintsmile."Itwas
marriageornothing,sohemarriedher."Shetoyedwithherglass."Theyhaveanewsonandhe'sthe
wholeworldforMother."
"IsBrauergoodtoher?"
"No,"shesaidflatly."She'safraidofhim.Idon'tknowthathe'sactuallyhither,butshe'sverynervous
aroundhim.Nowthatshehasthebabytothinkabout,sheneverargueswithhimlikesheusedtowhen
theywerefirstmarried."
"Doesshetalktoyouabouthim?"
Sheshookherhead."KurtmakessurethatIneverhavemuchtimealonewithher."Shemethiseyes.
"Ididn'tlikehimfromthebeginning,butshethoughtIwasresentfulbecauseitwassosoonafter
Dad'sdeath."
"Brauerisnobody'sideaofawhiteknight,"hemurmuredcurtly.
Shestudiedhim."Youknowsomethingabouthim,don'tyou."
"Iknowthathe'sdeviousandunderhandedandthathe'lldoabsolutelyanythingtomakemoney,and
hedoes,"hesaidflatly."We'vebeenrivalsforsometimenow.Icosthimalotofmoneyafewyears
ago,andhe'sneverforgotten.Ifhehasanenemieslist,I'mattheverytopofit."
"CanIaskhowyoucosthimmoney?"shewonderedaloud.
Hewasreluctanttotellher,butintheend,hedecidedthatsheneededtoknowthetruthabouther
stepfather."Hewastryingtomakeadealwithaterroristgrouptoattackanoilplatformandcausean
environmentaldisaster."
“Why?''sheasked,aghast,
"I'veneverbeenquitesure,"hetoldher."Kurtplaysaclosehand,andhisbusinessdealingsarekept
underthetable.AllIknowisthatanenemyofKurt'swasmakingsomethreats.Kurtreasonedthatby
makingthemanlookcriminallycarelessaboutdamagingtheglobalecology,hecouldgivehim
enoughbadpublicitytobringhimdown.Anditmighthavesucceeded."
"Youstoppedit?"
"TateWinthropdid,"hesaidwithafaintsmile,"Mysecuritychiefhascontactseverywhere,andwe
souredthedeal.Brauerneverknewhowitwasdone,butIknowhesuspectsthatIwasbehindit."
"Areyouincompetitionwithhim?"
Hechuckledashefinishedhisdrink."Notreally.I'mintheoilbusiness,ofcourse,butIdeal
primarilyintheconstructionofoilplatforms.Kurthasaninterestinanoilshippingfirm.Still,he's
gotafewscorestosettlewithme,andI'veheardsomeveiledthreatsthatIdon'tlikeaboutmynewest
site.Ican'taffordanenvironmentaldisaster.I'vespenttoomuchmoneybuildingthisplatformwith
adequatesafeguardstopreventanywholesaleleaks.SoI'vesentWinthropandsomeofhismenoutto
mynewplatformtostandguardwhileitgoesintooperation.Justincase."
"Whereisit?"
"IntheCaspianSea,"hesaid."It'sbrimmingoverwithoil,butmostdrillerswon'tputalotofmoney
intoextractingitbecauseofthediceysituationintheMiddleEast.Itwouldhavetobepipedthrough
hostileterritoryortankedaround.Butwe'reworkingonadeal,andwithanyluck,wemaystrikea
bargainthat'smutuallybeneficial."
"Itsoundsverycomplicated."
"Itis.We'reverysensitivetoenvironmentalissues.Idon'twanttocauseanoilspill.Andnotbecause
it'sbadpublicity.Ihavenopatiencewithpeoplewhoarewillingtosacrificetheplanetonthealtarof
profitmargins."
Shesmiledathim."NowonderIlikeyou."
Hesmiledback.Shewasbrightandsheseemedtosparkle.Helikedher,too.Itwouldn'tdotoletthat
feelinggetoutofhand,ofcourse.Hehadtotrytothinkofherasachild.
"Youaren'teatingtheteacakes,"hepointedout."Don'tyoulikesweets?"
"Verymuch.ButI'mnotreallyhungry,"sheconfessed."I'vebeenworriedaboutMr.Sabon."
"Youcanstopworrying.I'lldealwithSabon."
"He'sveryrich,"shesaidworriedly."Heownsawholeislandsomewhereoffthecoastofhisnative
countryintheMiddleEast.It'scalledJameel."
"Iowntwoislands,"hecounteredwithachuckle."One'sofftheeastofSouthCarolina,andIownone
hereintheBahamianchain."
"Really?"Shewasimpressed."Aretheyinhabited?"
Heshookhishead."Notinhabitedordeveloped.I'mleavingthembothaswildlifehabitats."Hesmiled
atherdelightedexpression.“I’lltakeyoutothemonedayandshowthemtoyou."
Herheartskippedandshesighedwithopenpleasure."I'dlikethatalot."
Hesearchedherfacewithquiet,thoughtfuleyes.Hisexpressionbecamesomber."SowouldI."Heput
hisemptyglassdownonmetable."Tellmeaboutyourfather.Whatdidhedo?"
"Hewasaloanofficerinabank,"shesaid."Hewasn'thandsomeorterriblyintelligent,buthewas
kindheartedandhelovedme."Hereyesgrewsadwiththememoriesofhim."Motherneverhadtime
forme,evenwhenshewasathome.Sheworkedasix-dayweekatthejewelers,andshealways
seemedtofeelthatDaddidn'tgiveherthelife-styleshedeserved.Hewasafailureinhereyes,and
sheneverstoppedtellinghimso."Shegrimaced."Onedayhewenttoworkandwegotaphonecall
justafterlunch.Theysaidhe'dstartedtowardanofficetotalktooneofthevicepresidentsandhejust
foldedup.Hediedrightthereofaheartattack.Nothingtheydidbroughthimback."
"I'msorry.Itmusthavebeenrough."
"Itwas.Motherdidn'treallyevenmourn.Andjustthreemonthslater,therewasKurt,andsuddenlyI
didn'thaveafamilyIbelongedinanymore."
Alongsilencefellbetweenthem.Thenhesaid,"Ineverhadafamilyatall.MyparentsdiedwhenI
wasingrammarschool,inaplanecrash.Iwenttolivewithmyfather'sfatherinAmerica.Hehada
smalloiltransportfleetandasmallerconstructioncompany.Myfirstjobwashelpingtoputup
buildings.Ilearneditfromthegroundup,thehardway.Grandfatherneverpamperedme,buthe
lovedme.HewasGreek,veryold-worldevenafterbecominganaturalizedAmericancitizen."He
chuckledatthememoryofthegruffoldman."Iadoredhim,rudemannersandall."
"Butyourlastnamedoesn'tsoundGreek,"shesaid.
"ItwasPevros,beforehechangedittoHutton,afterawealthyfamilyhe'dreadaboutintheStates,"he
replied."HewantedtobeAmericanalltheway.IstillhaveFrenchcitizenship,butIcouldqualifyas
anAmericancitizen,havingspenthalfmylifeinNewEngland."
"Yousaidyourgrandfatherhadasmallconstructioncompany,"shemurmured."Butyoursis
enormousandinternational."
Hisbroadshouldersroseandfell."Ihadasortofsixthsenseaboutmergersthatpaidoffbig.OnceI
gotthehangofit,therewasnostoppingme.Isoldtheoiltankersandparlayedtheproceedsintoan
enterprisethatbecamethecorecompanyofanempire."Hiseyesnarrowedashestudiedher.
"Margo'sfatherhadachainofbuildingsupplycompaniesinEurope,"herecalled."Themergerledto
amarriageandtenofthehappiestyearsofmylife."Hisfaceseemedtohardentostone."Ithoughtshe
wasimmortal."
Impulsively,shelaidherhandoverhisbigoneonthetable."Istillmissmydad,"shesaidsoftly."I
canonlyimaginehowitmustbeforyou."
Hishandstiffened.Thenitrelaxedandturned,envelopinghersinitswarm,stronggrasp."That
empathyofyourssavedme,"hesaid,searchinghereyesquietly."Ifyouhadn'ttakenmehometomy
hotelthatnightinParis,Ireallydon'tknowwhereIwouldhaveendedup."
"Ido,"shemurmureddryly."You'dhaveendedupwiththatindustrial-strengthblonde,beingrolled
foryourwallet!"
Hechuckled."Iprobablywouldhave.Iwastoodrunktocarewhathappenedtome."Hiseyes
softened."I'mgladyouwerethere."
Herfingerscurledtrustinglyintohis."I'mgladIwasthere,too."
Hiseyesgrewslowlydarkerastheystaredintentlyintohers.Histhumbbeganalazystrokingmotion
againstherpalm.Shefeltthesensationallthroughherbody,asifhewastouchingherbareskin
insteadofjustherhand.
Hesawthereactionanddeliberatelyenlargedtheareaofherpalmthathewasstroking.Hehadn't
wantedwomeninhislifesinceMargo'sdeath,andhecertainlyshouldn'tbeencouragingthisgreen
littleinnocent.Butshemadehimfeelkinglywhenshelookedathimwiththosesoft,drowningeyes,
whenshetrembledfromthemeresttouchofhishand.Anymancouldbeforgivenforbeingtempted.
Herbreathwaschoking'her.Shelookedathimwithanachethatmadehersickallover."Idon't
supposeyou'dliketostopthat?"sheaskedunsteadily..
"Why?"heaskedsoftly.r''BecauseI'mgettingthisawfulacheinaplaceIcan'ttellyouabout,"she
whisperedtightly.
Hishandtightenedaroundhersoftfingers.Hewasn'tthinkingaboutrightandwronganymore.He
hadanacheofhisown,andheneededsomethingtonumbitbeforeitdoubledhimover.
"SupposeItoldyouthatIhaveasimilarache?"heaskedhuskily,holdinghergazewithsteady,hot
blackeyes.
"Ina...similarplace?"sheaskedoutrageously.
"Tellmewhereyoursis,"hemurmuredwickedly.
"Justsouthofmynavel,"shesaidbluntly,andhermouthfeltbonedry."Andmybreastshurt,"she
addedhuskily.
Hiseyesfelltothemwithkeen,sharpinterestandhesawthepeakednipplesunderherthintop.His
intakeofbreamwasaudible.
“Nobodyeverlookedatmethere,ortouchedmethere,"shewhisperedwhenshesawwherehiseyes
wereriveted."I'vesaveditallup."
Hefeltasiftheworldwerecrashingdownonhishead.Hehadtostoplookingather,thinkingofher,
wantingher.He'dputherrightoutofhisminduntilhe'dcometoNassau.
Thenhe'dseenheragain,atherstepfather's,andallthewicked,forbiddenlongingshadsurfaced
againathisfirstsightofherafterthemonthsofabsence.
Hisfingersedgedbetweenhersinasensualcaress."I'mthirty-seven,"hebitoff.
"Sowhat?"sheaskedbreathlessly.
"Soyouaren'tevenlegalyet."
"Excuses,excuses,"shemutteredhuskily.Herlipspartedasthesensualcaressofhisfingers
threatenedtostopherheart."ForGod'ssake,can'tyoujustdosomething?Anything!"
Hiseyesnarrowedtoslitsashelookedather."WithMaryrightinthehouseandArthurlikelyto
comelookingformeanysecond?"
Shegroanedaloud.
Hemadearoughsoundunderhisbreathandglaredather.Hejerkedhishandbackandstoodup,
turninghisbacktoherwhilehefoughttostophimselffromreachingforher,rightoverthetable.
Hejammedhishandshardintohispocketsandgrimacedwhenhesawhowitoutlinedtheraging,
highlyvisiblearousalhecouldn'thelp.
Margowastheonlywomanwho'deverbeenabletodothistohiminstantly.Itseemedthatlong-the
longabstinencewasmakinghimcareless,andvulnerable.Hehadtogetthiswide-eyedinnocentout
ofhislife.
Shewasalreadyinsidethehousebythetimeheturnedaround,headingrighttowardthefrontdoor.
Hewentafterher,noticingwhenhejoinedheratthecurbthatshewouldn'tlookathim.
"Sorry,"shesaidthroughherteeth.Shewasclutchingherpurseasifsheexpectedittomakeabreak
forfreedom."Idon'thonestlyknowwhatcameoverme.Maybeit'ssometropicalvirusthatmakes
yourmouthindependentofyourbrain."
Hechuckledinspiteofhimself."Notquite.Butitseemstobecontagious."
Shewouldn'tlookathim."Don'tmakefunofme,please."
"Idon'tknowwhatelsetodo,"hesaidbluntly."I'mnotseducingchildrenthisweek.Sorry."
Sheglaredupathim."Iwastryingtoseduceyou,"shepointedout."Withnosuccesswhatsoever,I
mightadd.IguessI'llhavetofindsomesortofschoolwheretheyteachseductionandtakelessons."
Heburstoutlaughing."Youshamelesshussy!"
"Thanks.I'llfilethatcomplimentalongwithalltheothers/'
“Itwasn'tacompliment."
"Ifyoudon'tdoit,hewill,"shesaid,suddenlyserious.“I’llthrowmyselfinNassauharborrightin
frontofthePrinceGeorgeWharfbeforeI'llletSabontouchme!"
"WhatdoIhavetodowithhim?"heasked,genuinelypuzzled.
"Helikesvirgins.Virgins!"
"Ah,"hemurmured."Ibegintoseethelight.Ifyoubecomesuddenlyexperienced,he'llloseinterest,
youthink?"
"Yes,Ido.Andifyou'dcooperate,I'dberightofftheendangeredspecieslist.But,ohno,youcan't
makeonelittlesacrificeformywholefuture!Excusemeforaskingyoutoriskyourbodyinbedwith
me!"
Hiseyebrowsleveredupashestareddownather."Careful,"hesaidsoftly."You'rewalkingon
brokenglass."
"I'dliketocreatesome,"shemuttered.Shelookedawayfromhimandsighedloudly."Well,I'llgoto
thecasinooveronParadiseIslandtonight.Surelythere'ssomemandesperateenoughtogivemewhat
Ineed...."
Hejerkedheraroundandheldherbruisinglybyonearm.Hisblackeyesblazeddownather."Don't
youdare,"hesaidinavoicethatsentchillsdownherspine.
"Well,youwon't!"sheprotested.
"MaybeIwill,"hemurmured.Hewasdisturbed,andhelookedit.HefeltMargo'slosskeenly,still,
andeventothinkofsleepingwithanotherwomanseemedlikeadultery.ButBriannewasyoungand
sweetandloving,anditwouldn'tbeanyhardshiptogiveherwhatshewanted.Ontheotherhand,she
waspainfullyyoungand.impressionable.Ifithadn'tbeenforthespecterofPhilippeSabonlurking
somewhereintheshadows,hewouldn'tevenbeconsideringthisharebrainedpropositioninthefirst
place.
"Youjustholdyourhorses,"hesaidshortly."Don'tleadwithyourhead."
"Advice,advice,"shemuttered."Whydon'tyoujustbackmeupagainstawalland
giveityourbest?"
Hedroppedherarm."Youincrediblechild!"
"I'mnotachild,thankyou."
"You'reoutrageous,"hecontinued.
"Totally.Itcomesfromlivingamongidiots."Shestaredathimwithquiet,softeyes.
"I'llwearyoudown,"shepromised."Daybyday."
Hestaredatherwithmixedemotions."Whateverhappenedtovirginalterror?"
"Idon'tknow.I'llasksomeone."
"Aren'tyouafraidofthefirsttime?"
"Withsomeonelikeyou?Areyoucrazy?"
Helaughedinspiteofhimself.Hiseyestwinkledwithhumor."Allthoseexpectations.I'mgetting
older.WhatifIcan'tliveuptoyourexpectations?"
"Oh,butyoucan,"shesaidwithsolemnity."Youwantto.YoujustthinkI'mtooyoung.I'mnot,you
know.Igrewuparoundpeopleolderthanme,andI'vealwaysbeenmorematurethanmyownage
group;"
"I'mnotmakingyouanypromises,"heassuredher."IsaidI'dthinkaboutit."
Sheshrugged."Takeyourtime.Norush.Butifthatlobowolfcomeslookingforme,I'mcoming
afteryou,andIdon'tcarewhattimeitis."
"Howishesupposedtoknow,atyourage,thatyou'restillvirginal?"heaskedreasonably.
Shegloweredathim."Because,unknowntome,Kurthadaprivatedetectivefollowingmefromthe
dayIwentofftoschool,"shemuttered."Iwaswatchedlikeahawk,andtwomonthsagoKurt
demandedthatIhaveaphysicaltomakesurethatIhadn'tcaughtsomevirushesaidI'dbeenexposed
to."Sheshiveredatthethoughtofwhatthedoctorhaddonetoher."Partofthephysicalincludeda
gynecologicalexam,"sheadded."Ihadnoideathatthedoctorwasgoingtodothat,untilIwasinthe
examinationroomandthenursehadmeonmyback."Sheletoutabreath."Iyelledtheplacedown,
butthedoctorhadtheinformationKurtwanted."
"Noreputabledoctor..."Piercebeganfuriously.
"Hewasn'tareputabledoctor,"shereturned."HewasbarredfrompracticeintheStatesandcame
downheretorunsomesortofclinic."
"Isee."
"1neverconnectedituntilSabonstartedturningupatthehouseatallhoursandwatchingmelikea
hawk."Sheliftedhergazetohishardface."I'mnotscaredofmuch,"shesaid,"butthatmangivesme
theshiveringwillies."
"Don'tfeelbad.Hehasthateffectonsomemen."
Sheliftedhereyebrows."Onyou?"
Hechuckled."Iwasadrillriggerforacoupleofyears."Heheldouthisbighandsandshowed
her/hisknuckles,repletewithtinywhitescars.
Shepursedherlips."Toughguy,huh?"
"Yes,"hesaidsimply."AndI'mnotafraidofmuch,either."
Shesearchedhiseyes."Whatscaresyou?"Heleanedclosetoher,sothathiseyesfilledtheworld.
"Sex-crazedvirgins,"hewhispered.Helookedandsoundedsowickedthatsheburstintohelpless
laughter.
"Iaskedforthatone,"shemurmuredthroughherchuckles.
Helaughedwithher.He'dneverknownanyonelikeBrianne.Shewaschanginghim,changinghis
life,hisworld.Shemadethesuncomeoutagain,broughtbacktherainbows.Hedidn'tdareconsider
theimplicationsofwhathewasfeeling.HeturnedawayandwenttofindArthurtotellhimtobring
thecararound,sothathecoulddrivethembackintoNassau.
Intheweeksthatfollowed,BriannebecamePierce'sshadow.Toherstepfather'sdismay,shekepta
mileawayfromhisfriendPhilippeSabonandspentsomuchtimewithPiercethatrumorsbeganto
abound.Theywereseentogethereverywhere,fishingandswimmingandjustsunbathing.Mostlythey
didthelatteratPierce'shouse,butoccasionallytheywenttothebeach.
Thecompanionshiptheysharedwasasrareasthehumorthatboundthemtogether.Piercedidn't
realizehownecessaryBriannewasbeginningtobetohim,butthehourshespentalonebrooding
overMargoweredwindlingwithtime.HelookedforwardtoBrianne'swryinsightontheworld
aroundthem,tohersavvysenseofpolitics.Forayoungwoman,shehadamatureoutlook.Hewas
impressedwithher.Morethanimpressed.Hedidn'tmindherconstantpresenceinhishouse.
ButKurtdid.ThingscametoaheadwhenPhilippesailedintoportonhisyachttoseeBrianneandshe
wasn'tathome.Worse,hisprivatedetectivehadaverythoroughreportofwhereshe'dbeenmost
recently.
Sabon'sragewasallthemoreintimidatingforbeingquiet.HegloweredatKurt,hisblackeyes
flashing,hisleanfistsclenchedathisside."Youknowthatyourstepdaughterhasbecomespecialto
me,"hebegan."Ihaveeventoldyouthatmyplansforhermightincludemarriage.Yetyouhave
permittedhertopracticallylivewithButton.WhatmustIdotokeepheraroundwhenwishtoseeher,
kidnapher?"
Kurtheldnpahand,hisfaceworried."No,youhaveitallwrong.Youhavethemedicalreport,"he
saidquickly,waryofhiswife'spresencesomewherenearby.Hedidn'twanthertohearthis."Iassure
you,thegirlisfastidious,chaste,regardlessofthetimeshespendswithHutton!"
Sabondidn'tspeakforamoment.Hiseyescaughteverynuanceofexpressionintheotherman'sface,
fromthefearthatmadehimpaletothegreedthatmadehiseyeshot.Brauerhadnoideaatallofhis
realplans,orhistruedesire.Hehadmadecertainofit.Theman'scooperationwasessentialatthis
point.Hehadtoensureitanywaythathecould.
"Iknowhowbadlyyouneedmyhelp,"hetoldKurtcoolly."Ihavehadyourfinancialassetsexamined
mostthoroughly.IfIshouldbackoutnow,beforetheoilisdiscoveredandprocessed,andreplace
youwithsomeoneelse,youwouldbeleftdestitute,wouldyounot?"
Kurtswallowed.Hewasinoverhishead,withnowayout.Themanknewtoomuch.“es,Iwould,"he
confessedheavily.Hedrewoutaspotlesswhitehandkerchiefandwipedhis
sweatyforehead."Ihavenooptionbuttogorightthroughtotheend.Butthisbusinessabout
involvingtheUnitedStates—Idon'tknow.Idon'tknowifitwillwork."
Sabon'sthinlipspursedthoughtfully."Ofcourseitwill."HestudiedBrauer."IhavetoldyouthatI
thinkamarriagebetweenBrianneandmyselfmightbeadvantageousforbothofus.A...sealonour
agreement."
"Marriage."Kurt'sgreedyeyesglitteredasheturnedthethoughtoverinhismind.Sabonhad
millions.Hewassupposedlyoneofthewealthiestmenintheworld.Hewouldcertainlytakecareof
hiswife'srelations.Eveniftheoildealfellthrough,Kurtwouldhaveallthemoneyheneeded,
withouthavingtofallbackonhisusualmeansofmakingmoney—atrickyenterprisethesedays,with
somanycustomerswhorenegedontheirpromisesofpayment.Hewouldneverhavetoworryabout
moneyagain!Hesmiledfromeartoear."Whatawonderfulproposition!Yes,yes,itwouldbethe
perfectsealonourbargain!"
Sabondidn'tmeethiseyesashebenthisheadtolightoneofthesmall,thinTurkishcigarshelikedto
smoke."Ithoughtitmightappealtoyou."
Kurtalmostdrooledwithpleasure.Hisfuturewasassured.Nowhehadtotalktohiswife,quickly,to
makeherunderstandhowimportantBrianne'sacquiescencewasinallthis.Shewouldbackhimup.
Shewasthegirl'smother,andBriannewasstillaminor.Shecouldbemadetocomply.Andso,he
thoughtwithcoldreason,couldhermother.
"AndyouwillhandlethechoreIrequireofyouinAmerica,"Sabonadded.
"Ofcourse."Kurtwavedacarelesshand."Youmayconsiderthisdone.Itwillbemypleasure,infact
Briannewillmakeyoualovelywife,giveyoumanychildren!"
Sabonsaidnothing.Thethoughtofjoiningtheirfamiliesbymarriagehadturnedthetrick.Hewould
havenomoreworrieswithKurt.Brieflyhethoughtoftheyoung,brightBrianneinhisarmsandthe
tormentalmostbenthimdouble.Brauerwouldsellhisstepdaughter,anythingheowned,inhis
headlongsearchforpower.Sabonhidthecontempthefeltfortheunscrupulousmanbeforehimand
wished,notforthefirsttime,thathehadotheroptions,othermeans,toaccomplishwhathemustfor
hiscountry.Althoughhe'dsortedBrauerout,PierceHuttonwouldposeasbigathreatasthe
too-closeenemyonthebordersofQawi.HehadtokeepthemanatadistancebeforeHuttonlearned
anythingfromBriannethatmighttempthimtointerfere.
BydemandingBrianne'scompany,bydanglingthebaitofmarriagewithherbeforeBrauer,hehoped
toaccomplishthat.SabongaveoneregretfulthoughttoBrianne,sodesirableandkind,whowould
sufferatherstepfather'shandsbecauseofhisproposal.Buthecouldn'thesitatenow,whensomuch
wasatstake!Hehadtothinkofhispeople.
Kurtwatchedhimcuriously."Youweren'tseriousaboutkidnappingher?"
ThemorePhilippethoughtoftheidea,themoreitappealedtohim.Hisdarkeyesnarrowed
thoughtfully."Itwouldbeonewaytoensureher...cooperation,woulditnot?"
Kurtscowled.BriannewasanAmericancitizen,andHuttonwaspossessiveofher."Itcould
complicatematters,"hepersisted.
Philippesmiledcoolly."Indeeditcould,"Hesaidnomore,buttherewasanewandintrospectivelook
abouthimthatmadeKurtnervous.Hehadsomuchridingonthisendeavor,almosttoomuch!He
simplycouldnotaffordtoletPhilippedouble-crosshim.Andthebestwaytoaccomplishthatwasto
getinthefirstblow.
Kurthadhalftherightstothelong-protectedmineralwealthofSabon'slittlecountry.Ifhecould
overthrowthegovernment—andwhatsortofdefensewasasickoldsheikhwithasmallarmy?—he
couldcutSabonrightoutofthelooparnddealdirectlywiththeoilconsortium.He'dhaveallthe
wealthhe'deverneed,andhecouldputhisshadyfriendsonthepayrolltoprotecthisinvestment.He
wouldneverhavetoresorttoarmsdealing,histruebusiness,again.Themorehethoughtaboutit,the
betterhelikedtheidea.Sabonwassotrusting,really.Hethoughtheheldalltheaces.Hewould
discoverthathehadnothing.Nothingatall.
ChapterFour
TheminutePhilippelefttoreturntohisyacht,KurtBrauerwentimmediatelytofindhiswife.Shehad
toldhimthatBrianneandPiercehadgonetoFreeportonashoppingtrip.Shedidn'tknowthatthe
shoppingtriphad.beenalast-minuteinvention,becauseBriannehadseenSabon'syachtcominginto
portandshe'druntoPierce'shousetokeepoutofhisway.Infact,she'dstayedthereuntilshewas
surethatSabonhadsailedaway.
KurthadbeenimpressedbySabon'sthreats,andhisfinancesweresuchthathecouldn'taffordtoback
out.Hewasbetweentheproverbialrockandthehardplace,andBriannewasslowlycrushinghim
withherdeterminationtoavoidSabon.
Hewasupsetthatshewouldn'thelphimkeepinthegoodgracesofSabon,andangrythatsheseemed
determinedtooutflankhim.Hedidn'tknowifPhilippehadbeenseriousaboutkidnappingher,buthe
wasbeginningtothinkitmightbetheonlywaytomakeherseesense.Hespokefirmlytohiswife,
buthecouldn'tfindBrianneuntilthenextday.Hecorneredherinthelivingroomofthebeachhouse
theminutehesawherandspoketoheraboutit.
"Philippewentawayangryaboutthewayyouavoidedhim.HeknowsthatIcan'taffordtobackoutof
thedeal,andhe'stalkingaboutnewpartners.Idon'tlikeyourrefusaltohelpmeentertainhim,"he
saidinbisfaintlyaccentedEnglishasheglaredather,bothhandsshovedintothepocketsofhis
trousers."AndIespeciallydon'tlikeyouhangingaroundwithHutton.YoumustknowthatheandI
aren'tongoodterms."
"He'smyfriend,"Briannesaidsimply."AndIlikehim."
"Bosh!He'syearstoooldforyou,"hesaid,convenientlyforgettingthathisfriendSabonwasthe
sameageasPierce."Idon'twantyouspendingsomuchtimewithhim.Itlooksbad.Besides,"he
addeduneasily,"Philippehasheardofit,anditmademattersevenworse.Hedoesn'tapprove."
"Philippedoesn'tapp—"sheburstout.
HesilencedherWitharaisedhand."Youdon'tunderstandhowI'mplaced!"hesaidangrily."Ican't
affordtoupsethiminanyway!EverythingIhaveisinvestedinhiscountry'soilexplorationand
development.I'mriskingallofit!"
"Youshouldn'thavelethimtalkyouintotheinvestmentinthefirstplace,"shepointedout.
Heglaredather."Italkedhimintoit,"hecorrectedher,"becauseIsawthechancetotriplemy
investment.Myfinancesarenotwhattheyoncewere,"hesaidcoldly."IfIdonothing,Iwilllosewhat
littleIhaveleft.Thisisaperfectinvestmentopportunity,absolutelyfoolproof.Butinordertomakeit
work,ImustremainfriendlywithPhilippe.Icannotaffordtoantagonizehim—orpermityoutodo
so."Heclearedhisthroat,awareofthebuildingresentmentinheryoung.face."Itistimeyou
married,"hesaidharshly."Philippehassaidthathewishesit.Itwillbethebestwaytocementour
businesspartnership."
"Marryhim!"sheburstoutappalled."Listen,IamnotmarryingyourfriendPhilippe!Hescaresmeto
death!Youmustsurelyhaveheardthegossipabouthim,aboutwhathedoestoyounggirls!"
Heturnedandlookedatherdownhisnose."Yourmotherisquitehappyhere?"heaskedslowly.He
smiled.Itwasn'tanicesmile."Sheandthechild.Youwouldn'twantanythingto...upsether,now,
wouldyou?"
Asveiledthreatswent,itwasamasterpiece.Shefeltherbodygoingnumbas.sheconsideredwhathe
washintingat.Sheknewthathermotherwasafraidofhimandthatshewasdeeplyregrettingher
marriage.Briannealsoknewthathermotherwasvulnerablewiththenewchild.Shecouldn'treally
affordtomakeKurtmadderthanhealreadywas,forhermother'ssake.Buttherewasnowayonearth
shecouldmarrythatrepulsiveman,eventosavehermotherandhalfbrother!
Shestoodthere,defiantbutfrightened,uneasy,searchingfortherightwords.Piercecouldsaveher.
Shecouldn'ttellherstepfatherthat;herwordsmightinflamehimtothepointthathewoulddo
somethingdesperatetoherpoormother.Foralmosttwoyearsshe'dblamedhermotherforherhasty
marriageandequallyhastypregnancy,butbloodwasthickerthanwater.Shecouldn'tcauseheronly
remainingparenttocometoharm,regardlessofherfeelingsofbetrayal.
"Youunderstandme,Brianne?"Kurtcontinuedslyly."YouwilldoasIsay?"
"DoIhaveachoice?"sherepliedquitecalmly.
Hesmiled,notapleasantsmileatall."No,"hereturned."SoIthinkwemightdiscussplansforthe
wedding.Yourmotherwillbehappytoassistyou,Iamsure."
"Nottoday,"shesaid,andsearcheddesperatelyforanexcuse.Shesquaredhershouldersandcameup
withtheperfectone."I'mmeetingagirlfriendforlunchattheLobsterBardowntown."
"Agirlfriend?"Hewasimmediatelysuspicious."Whoisshe?"
Hermindwouldbarelycooperate."MyfriendCara,fromschool,"sheinvented."She'sonacruise
andwillonlybeintownthisafternoon.Ihaven'tseehersincegraduation."
Hehesitated,stillnotquitetrustingher.Hepursed,hislipsandthoughtforaminute."Verywell.But
Philippehassailedtooneoftheouterislandsandistoarrivebackheretomorrow.Iwillexpect
cooperationfromyou."
"Certainly."
Shewaspaleandnotasconfidentasshesounded,butsheforcedasmileforhimandwenttodress.
Brianne'smother,Eve,havingleftthebabywiththelive-innurse,slippedintoherroomasshewas
changingintojeansandagreensilkshirtthatmatchedhereyes.
“Hashespokentoyou?"theolderwomanaskedquickly.
"Yes,"Briannereplied.Shestaredathermother,seeingthenewlinesinherpretty,softface,thenew
hauntedlookinherpaleeyes."Indeedhehas."
Evetwistedherhandstogether."Ihadnoideathathewasgoingtotakeitthisfar,Brianne,"shesaid
miserably."Iknowyoudon'tlikeMr.Sabon.Iknowwhatpeoplesayabouthim.Buthe'sveryrichand
powerful—"
"Andyouthinkmoneyisthemostimportantthingintheworld,"sherepliedwithcoldeyes.
Hermotheravertedhergazequickly."Ididn'tsaythat.Hecouldgiveyouanythingyouwanted,
though.AnditwouldmakeKurthappy."
"Makingyourhusbandhappyisn'tmymaingoalinlife,Mother,"Briannesaidwithanunfamiliar
icinessinhertone."AndifyouthinkI'mgoingtomarrythatmantokeepKurtBrauerhappy,youare
sadlymisinformed."
Hermotherlookedhorrified."You...youdidn'tsaythattohim?"sheaskedwithrealfear.
"Ofcoursenot!"sherepliedquickly."Mother,I'mnotafool.Hedidmakecertainthreatsaboutyou,
andthebaby,"sheaddedreluctantly.SheandEvehadneverbeenclose.Attimeshikethis,itwassad,
becausetheycouldhaveconfidedineachother,comfortedeachother.Evehadalwaysliedabouther
age.Brianne'sverypresence,nottomentionherage,wasavisiblecontradiction.Likemanypretty
women,shehadahardtimeacceptingtheadvanceofheryears.
Evemadeahelplessgesturewithoneperfectlymanicuredhand.Theolderwomanlookedvaguely
hunted."Kurthasaverybadtemper,"sheremarked."Ihaven'tseenitoften,ofcourse,"shesaidwitha
waryglanceatherdaughter.“Butwearguedoveryou,quitebadly.ThatisonereasonIagreedwhen
hewantedtosendyoutoschoolinFrance.Thingshaven'tbeenquitecalmhereforsometime,and
especiallynotsincehegotmixedupwithMr.Sabon."
Shebrushedbackastrandofcolor-tintedblondhair.Hergreeneyespleadedwiththoseofher
daughter."Couldn'tyoupretendtoagreetomarryhim,justuntilIcanthinkofsomething,anything,
todo?There'sNicholas,thebaby,toconsider.Ireallycouldn'tbearitifKurt...well,ifhefoughtme
forcustody,Brianne.YouknowI'dlose.Ihaven'tanymoneyofmyown.Please!Ifyouwon'tdoitfor
mysake,doitforNicholas's!Youmustknowwhatsortoflifehe'dhavewithoutme."
Thesadtilingwas,shedid.Nicholaswouldgrowupatthemercyofamanwhohadnone.She
frownedworriedlyasshefinishedbuttoningherblouseoverhersmallbreasts.Sheturnedandstared
athermotherwithsadeyes."Youusedtosaythatallyouneededtobehappywasalotofmoney.Do
youstillfeelthatway?"
Theolderwomanpaled."Iwastiredofbeingpoor,"she^repliedbitterly."Ofhaving
nothingandworkingallhours.Yourfatherhadnoambitionatall!"
"No,buthehadakind-heartandageneroussoul,"Briannerepliedquietly."Hewouldneverhave
raisedahandtoyou."Herfacehardenedasshelookedatthewomanwho'draisedherbutneverloved
herorcaredwhathappenedtoher.CertainlyEvehadn'ttreatedherasshetreatedthebaby,cuddling
himandkissinghimandrushingtosatisfyhiseverywhim.Itwasapainfulreminderthatshehadn't
beenreallywanted,orloved.
"Yourepaidmyfather'sloveandloyaltybyleapingintoKurtBrauer'sarmsbarelyamonthafterhis
funeral,"Briannesaid,thinkingaloud,"Youcan'timaginehowIfeltaboutthat."
Hermother'sfacewasastudyinshock.Sheputahandtoherthroat."Why...Brianne,"shesaidhuskily.
"Younever...youneversaidaword."
"Whatwouldhavebeentheuse?"Brianne'sfacewasassadashervoice."Youdidn'tcareaboutmy
feelings,ormygrief.Youwouldn'twaitandrisklosingKurtandallhismoney."
"Howcanyouspeaktomeinsuchaway?"Eveaskedhuskily."You'remyownchild!"
"AmI?"sheaskedwithrealpain.Shesearchedhermother'sbrittle,beautifulface."Idon'tremember
thatyouevercuddledmeorheldmewhenIcried,ordidanythingexceptcriticizemeandwishme
outoftheway."
Eve,foronce,didn'thaveacomeback.Shelookedconfused,unsettled.
"Myfatherlovedme,"shesaidwithicypride."Hekissedthehurtplacesandtookmetoseeartshows
andconcertsevenwhenhecouldbarelyaffordit.Youdidnothingexceptcomplainthathewas
spendingtimewithmethathecouldhavespentworkinghiswaytoapromotion."
Evefrowned,searchingthefaceofthisstrangerintheroomwithher."Ididn'trealizethatyouwanted
tobewithme,"shesaiduncomfortably."Youneverseemedtolikemeverymuch."
"Nordidyoulikeme.Iwasn'tbeautiful."ThewordscameoutmuchmoreforcefullythanBrianne
meantthemto,butmerewereyearsofpainbehindthem.
Eveswallowed.Sheclaspedherhandsatherwaist,whichwasstillalittlefulldespitethebaby'sage.
"Ifyouhadyourhairproperlystyledandusedmakeupandworetherightkindofclothes..."
"Youmightloveme?"Brianneaskedwithahollowlaugh.
Eveactuallywinced.Shetookasinglestepforwardwithherhandlifted,butitwastoolate.Yearstoo
late.Thebarelyperceptiblegestureofconciliationwascompletelyignored.
Briannegatheredherpursefromherbedandsnappedit.shut.Shecouldn'tthinkofanythingelseto
say.
"Whereareyougoing?"Eveaskedhelplessly.
Brianneglancedather.Shedidn'tdarerisktellinghermotherthetruth."MyfriendCarafromschool
isintownjustfortheafternoon.Ipromisedtomeetherforlunch."
"Oh.Oh,that'sfine,then,"Evesaid.Sheforcedasmile."Now,don'tworry.Everythingwillbeall
righthere.It'sjustthisbusinessdealupsettingKurt.He'llbefineoncethepressureisoff,oncehe's
gotwhathewants."Shewasthepictureofastubbornwomanrationalizinganuntenablesituation."He
lovesme.Hedoes.Helovesthebaby,too.Hewon'tdoanythingtohurtus,nomatterwhathetold
you,"sheadded.
“Good.ThenIwon'thavetomarryPhilippeSabontokeepyousafe,willI?"
Thequestiontookallthecoloroutoftheolderwoman'sface.Shemovedforwardquickly,almost
frantically."Brianne,youmustthinkcarefullyaboutthis,"hermothersaidfrantically."Youmustn't
makeanysnapdecisions!"
"Iwon't."Sheturnedherpurseinherhands,alltooawarethatshelookedlikeanAmazonnexttoher
prettylittlemother.Briannehadnicelegsandprettyhair,butshefellfarshortofEve'sideaofwhat
herdaughtershouldbe.
Eveseemedtosensethat.Shereachedout,hesitantly,andforthefirsttimeinyears,shetouchedher
daughter,touchedthelong,thick,straightblondhairandfeltitscleantexturecuriously.
"Youdohavesuchlovelyhair,"shesaidslowly."Mystylistcoulddowondersforit.
Andyouhavethebodyforcouture.Inevernoticedhowelegantyouare."
YounevernoticedmeatalluntilIcouldhelpyoutucksomemoreprettyfeathersinyournest,
Briannethoughtresentfully,butshedidn'tsayit.Shesteppedbackandhermother'ssmallhandfell.
Shewentquicklytoopenthedoorandpausedtolookbackatthedoll-likefaceofhermotherwith
sorrowandpity."I'monlytwentyandIknowthathappinesscan'tbebought.Whyhaven'tyoulearned
thatinalmostfortyyears?"
Hermother'sprettyfaceclosedUp."I'mbarelythirty-five,"sheprotestedwithafalselaugh."And
besides,Ilikenicethings."
"Youmust.You'regoingtopayaveryhighpriceforyours."
"Itisn'tsomuchtoask,thatyoumarryoneoftherichestmenintheworld,Brianne.ThinkofallI've
doneforyou.ThinkofwhatKurt'sdoneforyou,"sheaddedquicklywhensherememberedhowlittle
shecouldclaimtohavecontributedtoherchild'swell-being,"Hesentyoutoaveryexpensiveschool
inParis,andhe'sevensupportingyounow.Youowehimsomethingforthat,Brianne,"sheadded,
tryingtoregaintheupperhand.Shesmiledthatempty,cold,socialsmilesheusedtoimpressKurt's
businessassociates,afrighteninggroupofpeoplewhoseexactconnectiontoherhusbandwas
somethingshestillcouldn'tquitefigureout."Iknowyou'lldotherightthing,onceyou'vethought
about'this."
Briannedidn'tsayanythingelse.Itwaspointless.Thetwowomenhadneverhadmuchincommon,
andnowtheyhadevenless.Hermotherwasn'tgoingtoletgoofKurtandhismoneyregardlessof
whatitcosther,she'djustsaidso.ShewasevenwillingtosacrificeBriannetokeepit.
ButBriannewasn'tgoingtobesacrificed.Shewasgoingtotheonepersonwhocouldrescueher.
Pierce,fortunatelyforher,wasathome.Hewasonthephonewithhissecuritychief,butwhathewas
hearingmadehimuneasy.
"Wehadanattemptontheriglastnight,"TateWinthropsaidinhisdeep,unaccentedvoice."Wefoiled
it,"headded,beforetheexplosionhecouldhearformingontheotherendoftheline."ButIdon't
thinkitwillbethelast.AndI'veheardsomenewrumblingsaboutSabon'scountry.Theysayoneof
hispoorneighborsisstockpilingweaponsfromasympatheticnationandisconsideringanattackto
capturethedrillrigsinSabon'sfirstoilfields.Hewasrightabouttheoil,youknow.They'vehitpay-
dirt,orsomysourcessay."
Piercestretchedlazily,andhiseyeswenttothewhitebeachbeyondtheconfinesofthe
swimmingpoolwherehewasloungingalone.Hesippedhiswhiskeysour."Iwonderiflettingthem
preventthedevelopmentwouldn'tbethebestthing,"hesaidafteraminute."Brauerwillsetupthe
fieldswithoutsafeguardsoranyregardfortheecologyifhehashisway."
"Iftheyattackandgetbeatenback,thefirstthingthey'llprobablydoissetfiretotheoil,"Tatepointed
out.
Piercewhistledsoftly."Whatadisasterthatwouldbe.Thatwouldn'tmakethemanyfriendsin
Washington."
"SpeakingofWashington,"Tatesaidquietly,"there'sarumorthatBrauerisabouttotrytopullsome
stringsandgettheU.S.involvedinthis."
"You'rekidding!"
"IusedtoworkfortheCIA—Idon'thaveasenseofhumor."
"Sorry."
"Brauerwenttoschoolwithoneofthesenatorsontheforeignaffairscommittee,"hecontinued."He's
beenintouch.Iunderstandhe'sdueinWashingtonsoontolobbyforU.S.aid."
"HewantsUncleSamtohelphimbuildanoilfield?"Piercedrawled.
"Notatall.HewantsUncleSamtoprotectitwhileit'sbeingbuilt."
"Saboiisamillionaireandheownshalfthecountry,nottomentionitskingandmostofitsministers.
Whycan'theprotectithimself?"
"He'swealthy.Hiscountryisn't.Oddduck,Sabon,"headded."Hehasareputationforperversesexual
habits,butthefunnythingaboutitisthatnochargeshaveeverbeenbroughtagainsthim,and
nobody'severfoundanyofhisdiscardedlovers."
“Curious."
"Brauerlabelshimasamoney-grubbingassassin,butthatisn'tthereputationhehasamongthe
peopleinhisowncountry."Therewasapause."Whywouldamandeliberatelypicturehimselftothe
worldasadebaucher?"
"Beatsthehelloutofme.I'vebeenwonderingwhyhewantedBrauerasabusinesspartner."
"NobodyelsehasanycloutwiththeUnitedStates,"Tatemused."Thinkthatmighthaveanybearing
onit?"
"Verypossibly,buthecouldn'thavepickedamoredangerousally.Brauer'sdonesomanyimmoral
thingsinhislifetimethathemakesSabonlookgood."
"I'lldrinktothat."
Theothermansoundedoffhand,distant."Yousoundpreoccupied,"Piercesaidsuddenly,becausehe
knewtheman'smindwasn'tonthesubjecttheywerediscussing.
"A...personalproblem,nothingIcan'thandle,"Tatesaidquietly."Look,I'lltalktoafewpeopleabout
BrauerandseewhoheknowsinWashington.Ifyouhearanythingnew,getbacktome."
"I'lldothat.Sabonwasintownyesterday,buthe'sgonenow."
"Thatwasaquicktrip.Whywashethere?"
Pierce'sdarkfacehardened."Brauerhasatwenty-year-oldstepdaughter.Sabonwantsher,
apparently."
"GoodGod!"
"Youknowwhathe'lldowithherifhegetsher,"Piercesaidcoldly."She'sspiritedand
smart,butshe'snomatchforamanlikeSabon.":
"Wantmetocomeover?"
"Icantakecareofher,"hereplied."I'mnotoverthehillyet."
Therewasarare,deepchuckleontheotherendoftheline."Nobodywhowatchedyou
knock
ColbyLane
tohiskneesonthatdrillingplatformwouldeversayyouwere."
"Speakingofthedevil,howishe?"
“ColbylinkedupwithanothergroupofmercenariesandwenttoAfrica,butIhearhe'scomehome
andhe'sworkingforUncleSamnow.He'schangedsomuchlatelythatIdon'tknowhim.That
damnedwoman!"
"It'snotherfaultthathecan'tgiveherupandlethersettlewithhernewhusband,"Piercereminded
him."Ifhewillgetdrunktwiceamonthandstartfights,hecanexpectsomeonetoknockhimaround
eventually."
"Nobodywasgametotryituntilyoucamealong."
"Notevenyou?"Piercechided.
"Oh,heknewbetterthantopickonme,"hesaidcarelessly."Didn'tyounoticethatbigwhitescaron
hisjaw?"
"Yourogue,you."
"Hecaughtmeatabadtime."
"I'dliketoseeanyonecatchyouatagoodonelately.Speakingofmenwithchipsontheirshoulders,
wecouldtalkaboutyours,"headded.
"Nottoday.I'vegotworktodo.Watchyourback.Sabondoesn'tlikeyouanymorethan
Brauerdoes,buthe'ssupposedlygotmoremoneythanBrauerandhe'sdevious.I'dhatetogetacallat
threeinthemorning,tellingmeyou'dwasheduponabeachoveratFreeport."
"Youwon't.Keepintouch."
"Sure."
Piercehungupandreflectedonwhathe'dlearned.Itwasunwelcomenews.Theoilbusinesshad
alwaysbeenboomorbustItwasmorecomplicatedmanitlookedtoanoutsider,aswell.Therewere
athousandworriesthatincludedoilspills,leaks,explosions,firesanddisgruntledemployeesmad
enoughtocauseaccidents.Therewerefundingproblemsandquarrelsoverwhoabsorbedwhich
costs,andsquabblingbetweentheoilcompaniesfootingthebillandtheconstructionoutfitbuilding
therigsandpipelines.Itwasanever-changingpatternofproblems,andPiercewaswherethebuck
stopped.
ThenewestventureinvolvedbuildingarigforaconsortiumintheCaspianSea,aprojectbesetby
legalandpoliticalwoes.ThepipelinewastogothroughanationthattheU.S.governmenthad
sanctionsagainst,andtherewasaceilingontheamountofforeigninvestmentsthatwereallowed.
TheRussiansarguedthattheusuallimitationsshouldn'tapplybecausetheCaspianSeawas
landlockedanddidn'tfallunderthespecifications.Theoilcompaniesinvolvedintheprojectwere
international,butnotabovethesanctionsthattheU.S.hadpersuadedothernationstohonor.
TherewasongoinginterferencefrompeopleinSabon'scountry.Theyneededapipelineinasimilar
area.ThedifferencewasthatSabonhadtherightcontacts,andanyenemyoftheUnitedStateswasa
friendofhis.Hedidn'tbotherwithsanctionsorpoliticalcorrectness;hesimplygreasedpalmsand
didwhatheliked.HeandBrauerhaddoneabitofthatoflate,andifTateWinthropwasright,amajor
politicalfracaswasshapingupbackhome.Brauer'sfriendintheSenatecouldcausesomereal
troublefortheconsortium'sproject,andthereforeforPierce,whowassupplyingtheequipmentand
labortoconstructit
HewasdeepinthoughtwhenthegateenclosingtheswimmingpoolopenedandBriannejoinedhim
nearthechangingrooms.
Hewassunbathingandhe'dlongsinceshedhistrunks.Briannehadstaredathimandblushedthefirst
timeshesawhimthatway,despitethetimeinPariswhenshe'dputhimtobed.Ithadamusedhimthat
shewasstillsoinnocent.Afterthatonce,sheacceptedhislackofclothingasderigueurandnever
commentedonitorbotheredtoaverthereyesfromhisblatantmasculinity.Infact,sheseemedtofind
himasfascinatingasshehadinParis.
"Youlookpreoccupied,"hecommentedwhenshesatdownontheloungerbesidehisanddroppedher
purseonthenearbytable.
"I'mnotpreoccupied.I'msuicidal."Sheglancedathimwitharuefulsmile."Wanttohelpmetiean
anchoraroundmyneck?"
Hesatup,seriousnow."What'swrong?"
"I'vebeenhandedanultimatum,"shesaidinacolorlesstone.Shestaredatherbarefeetintheflimsy
whitesandals."KurtsaysthateitherImarryPhilippeSabonorhe'lldosomethingdrastictomy
motherandhalfbrother.He'sprettydesperate,"sheadded."Idon'tthinkhe'sbluffing.He'stiedup
everypennyhehasinthisoildealwithPhilippe.HestandstoloseitallwithoutPhilippe's
cooperation,andhe'sgoingtolosethatifIdon'tmarrytherepulsiveMonsieurSabon."
Hisfacehardened.Hehadn'tthoughtthatevenBrauerwouldgosofarinhispursuitofwealth.Hewas
wrong.
"Whatdoyouwanttodo?"heaskedherabruptly.
Sheglancedathimwithawansmile."Can'tyouguess?"Sheslidherhandsoverherjeans-cladthighs.
"It'snowornever."
Hisblackeyesnarrowedastheysearchedoverherslenderbodywithcalculation."Wouldyoucareto
bemorespecific?"
"Sure."Shestoodupandabruptlypulledoffhersilkblouse.Therewasnothingunderitexcepther
small,prettybreasts."How'sthisforspecific?"sheaskedbluntly.
ChapterFive
PiercehadrefusedtothinkofBrianneasawomanlately.Hehadn'tovercomehisgriefforMargoand
hewasn'treadyforanyintimateinvolvement,especiallywithawomanasyoungandinnocentas
Brianne.
Butthesightofthosesoft,prettypinkbreastswiththeirhardmauvetipshadanimmediateand
unmistakableeffectonhim.
Hereyesfollowedthemovementofhisbodywithwidefascinationthatquicklyturnedto
apprehension.Shefoldedherarmsacrossherbreasts,andherbrazendemeanorwentintoeclipse.
"Lostyournerve?"hetauntedsoftly.
Shehad.Itwasn'tpossibletopretendthatshedidn'tfindhimintimidating."Sorry,"shesaid,because
hisirritationwithherwasalsoapparent."Themagazinesdon'tshowmenlikethat,"sheaddedself-
consciously.
“Theywouldn'tdare."Hegottohisfeetandmovedclosertoher,slowlytakingherhandsawayfrom
herbreasts.Theywerehard-tipped,justslightlyswollen.Helookedattheirdelicatepinkcontours
withpureappreciation.
"I'm...small."Shewantedsobadlytobesophisticated,butshefeltgaucheanduncomfortable.Hewas
lookingatherasifhelikedwhathesaw,butshewasself-consciousabouthersize.
"You'reperfectlyformedandnottoosmall,"herepliedgently.Hesmiledather,anditmadehimless
frightening.Hisblackeyesweretenderastheytracedthestarkoutlineofherbreasts.Hisgazelifted
toherfaceandhiseyesnarrowedwithfaintcalculation."Dotheyache?"
Shewonderedhowheknewthat.Shenodded,alittlestiffly.
Hisheadlifted."ComehereandI'llmakeitstop."Hisvoicewasdeep,soft,slow.Shewasnowaware
ofthesunbeatingdownonthemthroughthecasuarinas,thesoundofthewavesonthebeachjust
beyondtheprivacyfence.Shewasawareofanairplaneroaringoverhead.Butnoneofthosethings
reallyregisteredasshefelttheimpactofPierce'seyesonherbodyforthefirsttime.
Shedrewinherbreathandtookasteptowardhim.Shefelttight,swollen,allover.She'dalways
foundhimattractive,butthiswasbeyondherslightexperience.Itwaslikebeinginthegripofatidal
wave.Shecouldn'thelpherself.
Hisbig,darkhandliftedslowly,andhisfingerstracedlightlyaroundjusttheedgesofonesmall
breast.Shegasped.Hesmiledatherreactions,becauseshewastoogreentohidethem.
Hisotherhanddrewheralittlecloser.Hisbreathsighedoutatherforeheadashisthumbeasedjustto
theoutlineofthehardnippleandawayagain.Hefeltherstiffen,heardherbreathingrustleinher
throat.
"The...gate,"shesaidthroughdrylips.
"NooneevercomesthroughitwhenI'msunbathing.It'sanunwrittenlaw."Hewasfeelingalivefor
thefirsttimesinceMargo'sdeath.Itwaslikerebirthtofeelawoman'ssoftbreastunderhisfingers,
feelawoman'sshakingheartbeatagainsthishand,hearherbreathingcatchinherthroat.Brianne
smelledofspringflowers,andhethoughthowexquisiteitwouldbetotaketherestofherclothesoff
andtouchherwhereshe'dneverbeentouched.
Hisownheartbeatracedattheimagesthatclaimedhismind.Hestoppedthinkingaboutherageand
inexperience.Theydidn'tmatter.Nothingmatteredpasttheheatinhisloins.
Hisfingerswenttothewaistbandofherjeans.Heunsnappedthemandpulledthezipperdown.Her
handscaughthis,butheexpectedthefaintpanicandhisheadbentasshestruggledwithhisfingers.
"Virginityishardtogiveup,"hewhisperedatherlips."Butyou'lllikethewayItakeyours.It'sgoing
tobeslowandsweet,hereinthesun."Hismouthtouchedherupperlipandthenherloweroneashis
handsbegantomove.
Shemadeasoundandhesmiledpatiently.Hisheadbentandhismouthopenedoveronehardnipple.
Hesuckledittenderly,awareofherhandsfallingawayfromhis,awareofherbodyarching
helplessly,herfingerssuddenlytanglinginthethickblackwavesofhishairjustatthenapeofhis
strongneck.
Hehadherjeansdownbelowherhips.Shefelttheaironherbodyanditwaswelcome,becauseshe
wassohot.Shecouldn'tbreathe.Hewassucklingherbreasthungrilyanditmadeherbodyswelland
ache.
Itwasn'tonlyhismouthnow,itwashishand.Heprobedgently,touched,stroked,inthatplacethathad
neverknownaman'stouch.Sheshouldbeshocked,ashamed,butshewasn't.Itwasexciting.He
touchedherandherbodyfeltmoistthere,open,hungry,empty.
Shemovedherlegsapartforhim.Hertinygaspswerebarelyaudibleabovetheshockedbeatofher
ownheart.
Shearchedbackward,openingherbodytohim,towhateverhewantedtodotoit.Shewasfreeas
she'dneverbeen,wantonandbrazenandcompletelysubmissivetohisardor.
Itoccurredtoherinonelastflashofsanitythathewaseasingherdownontoabig,thicktowelinthe
smallpatchofgrassbesidetheconcreteedgeofthepool.Sheopenedhereyes,noticingthattheyfelt
heavyandweighted.
Hewasremovingthejeansandthebriefsunderthem.Thatwasnice,becausetheywerefartootight.
Heputthemaside,alongwithhersandals.
Hewasslow,patient.Hedidn'trushoractasifheweredesperatetodomorethanlookatherfor
severallong,breathlessseconds.Hekneltthere,betweenherlong,splayedlegs,withhishandsonhis
thighs,juststudyingherbody.
Sheshiveredattheheatinhiseyes.Hewasmorepotentthanshe'ddreamedhewouldbe,andalittle
frighteninglikethat.She'dneverseenpicturesofanarousedman,butitseemedthathewasalotmore
endowedthanthecenterfoldsinthosemagazinessheandherfriendshadpassedaroundinParis.
She'dexpectedhimtocomedownonher,tostartkissingherbodyortouchingherintimatelyagain.
Hedidn't.Hesimplywatchedherasifhismindwasdetachedfromhisvisibledesireforher.
"Aren'tyougoingto...todoit?"shewhispered.
Hesmiledslowly."Dowhat?"
Sheswallowed."Makelovetome."
Hesighed.Hisbighandssmoothedoverherthighsandsheshiveredwithpleasure."Iwantto,"hesaid
quietly."Iwantto,verymuch.Butmyconsciencewouldhauntmefortherestofmylife."
Shegrimaced."Whydoyouhavetohaveaconscience?You'renottakinganythingIdon'twantto
giveyou!Don'tyousee,ifIgobackhomeavirgin,thatman...thatfrighteningman...!"
Hisfingerscontractedonhersoftflesh."You'renotgoingbackhome,Brianne,"hereplied."Not
now,notever.You'restayingrighthere."
Shewassurprised.Awed."Youwantmetolivewithyou?"sheaskedbreathlessly.
Henodded.Hiseyeswenttothesoftfleshhishandwastracing,tothefaintgoldenhairsonherlegs,
whosesheenwaslikeflossinthesunlight.
"I'dlikethat,"shesaid.
"Yourstepfatherwon't,"hereplied."Andhecouldprobablygetsomelegalsupporttodragyouback."
Shelookedtormented."Iwouldn'tgo!"
"Hecouldmakeyou,ifhehadthelawonhisside."Hisfingersgrewslowlymorecaressing."That
beingthecase,we'regoingtomakearatherhastytriptoLas.Vegas."
Shestoppedbreathing."Nevada?"
"Nevada."Heremovedhishandsandstood,pullingherupbesidehim."Youreallydohavethemost
beautiful,nubileyoungbody,"hemurmured,liftinghisfingerstothehardtipsofherbreasts.He
teasedthem,enjoyingthewayshearchedtohistouch."Andifyouweretwoyearsolder,believeme,I
wouldn'thesitateasecond.Butyou'remuchtooyoungtobeanyman'smistress.SoI'mgoingto
marryyou."
Allherdreamswerecomingtrue.Shestaredupathimwithpuredisbelief."You'rekidding."
Heshookhishead."No,I'mnot.There'snowayinhellI'mlettingapervertlikePhilippeSabonget
hishandsonyou.ThisistheonlywayIcanprotectyou."
"Hewouldn'twantmeifI'dhadalover,"shefeltobligedtopointout.
"Youdon'tknowthat.Andhowwouldyouproveittohim?"
Shebitherlowerlip."IguessIcouldn't,really."
Hecaughtherbythewaistandpulledhernudebodycompletelyagainstthewarmcontoursofhis,
smilingwhenshefelthimagainstherbellyandgasped.
"Don'tbeintimidatedbyme,"hesaidgently."Yourbodyismoreelasticthanyourealize.Youcan
takeme,evenifyoudon'tthinksorightnow."
Shelaughedself-consciously."Caretoproveit?"sheaskedwithpurebravado.
"Notuntilwe'remarried,Idon't,"hereplieddryly.
Shesearchedhisbroad,darkfacecuriously."IsitbecauseIhaven'tdoneitbefore?"
"Yes,"hesaidsimply."I'mold-fashioned.Bodiescomecheap,butyoursisn't.Idon'tcarewhattherest
oftheworldthinksordoes.Igomyownway.Thisisit."
"Marriageornothing,hrnmm?"shemurmured,happyenoughtoteasealittle.Shereachedupand
touchedhisbroad,hair-coveredchest,likingthewaythemusclesrippledunderherfingers."Okay.If
you'resure,"sheadded,andlookedworried.
Hetouchedherlong,softhairandtangledhisfingersinit."I'msure,"hesaid,andhewas.Buthe
couldn'texplainwhy.
Hishandssmootheddownherbacktoherhips.Hedrewthemgentlycloserandstudiedhermouth.
"I'vetouchedyoulikealover,butIhaven'tkissedyou.Iwantto."
Shelinkedherarmsaroundhisneck,shiveringalittlewiththedeliciouspleasureoffeelinghisskin
againsthers."Me,too,"she.murmured,liftingherface.
Hebentandbrushedhisopenmouthagainstherlips.Hehesitated.Whathefeltwassuddenly
explosive.Hescowled,becauseitwasunexpected.Hebentagain,andthistimehenudgedherlips
apartwithhismouthandbrushedatitwithslow,whisperycontactsthatmadehisbodycontractand
hardenevenmore.
Sheheardthefaintintakeofhisbreathandfelthisbodystiffenagainsthers.Shedrewbackand
lookedintohisblackeyes,seeingtheglitterthatbegantoshineinthem.Therewasafainttremorin
hislong,powerfullegsaswell.
Hereyeswerecurious,possessiveasshelookedathim.Shesteppedalittlecloseranddeliberately
brushedherthighssoftlyagainsthis.Hebitoffasharpgroan,andthehandsholdingherhipsbitinto
thesoftfleshbruisinglyhard.
Herlipsparted.Why,hewasvulnerable!She'dneverhaveexpectedit,becausehiscontrolhadbeen
absoluteaslongashewastouchingher.Shewonderedwhatmighthappenifshe...touchedhim.
Herfingerswentbetweentheirbodies,andshespreadthemagainsthisdiaphragm,lookingstraight
upintohiseyesasshemovedthemveryslowlydownthroughthenarrowingofhairthatcoveredhis
stomachandhisloins.
Heclenchedhisteethbutmadenomovetostopher.Shehesitatedbriefly,self-consciousaboutwhat
shewasdoing.
Hedrewinaslowbreath."Doyouwanttotouchme?"
Shenodded.
Hesteeledhimselfnottolosecontrol.Hishandscoveredhersandslowlyguidedthemdownuntil
theyrestedonhisbodywhereitwastautandswollen.
Shelookeddown,surprisedandawedbythefeelofhisbodyinsuchdevastatingintimacy.Shesmiled
withmingledcuriosityandfascination.
Hemovedherhandsagainsthim,chucklinghollowlyatthepleasurethatshotthroughhimunderher
shy,warmlittlehands.
"Showmehow,"shesaiduninhibitedly,lookingupathimtenderly.
"Andshockyou?"
"It'sallright,"shesaid."Iexpectyou'regoingtoshockmeeventually."
"IthoughtIalreadyhad."
Heplacedhisbighandsoverhersmallonesandguidedthemslowly,patiently,explainingwhathe
wantedhertodo.Hisbodybegantoshiverandthentomovehelplessly.Heswallowed.Hebitoffa
harshmoan.Hishandsbecameinsistentandhetrembled.Itdidn'ttakelongatall.Hecriedoutandhis
bodywashelpless,pulsing,opentohereyesashewentovertheedgeandfeltherwatchinghim.The
pleasurewasoverwhelming.Hehadtoleanagainstanearbytreeforsupportasthegrindingwavesof
ecstasyconvulsedhisbody.Heletherwatch,enjoyedhereyes,hershyexcitement,hertriumphasshe
realizedwhathadhappenedtohim.
Heheldheragainsthim,sweatyandshiveringinthedeliciousaftermath.Helaughedwithglorious
delight,hisbodyopentothesunandhereyes,andnotonetraceofinhibitionorembarrassment
afterward.
"You'reso...uninhibited,"shesaidsoftly,smiling."IwishIwas."
"Doyou?"Hegotbackhisbreathandthensuddenlyliftedherclearoffthegroundandcarriedher
backtothebeachtowelthey'dabandonedminutesbefore.
Heputherdownandpositionedher,andhismouthfoundherinawayshe'donlyreadabout.
Itwasthemostshocking,startling,overwhelminglyurgentpleasureshe'deverdreamed.Shearched
andshudderedandsobbedashebroughthertoalevelofecstasyshecouldn'thaveconceivedof
feelingonlytenminutesbefore.Itwassounexpectedthatshewentovertheedgealmostatonce.Her
backarchedandsheheldhimtoher,begging,sobbingherpleasureasherslenderyoungbody
shudderedinthelong,sweetconvulsionsoffulfillmentforthefirsttime.
Ittookheralongtimetocomebackdownfromthefeverishheights.Shefelthiswarmmouthall
overherbody,tracing,touching,comfortingwhileshetrembledandtriedtogetonecompletebreath.
Hechuckledatherlookofunholyshockwhenhefinallyliftedhishead."Iletyoufulfillme,"he
pointedout.
"Yes,butIdidn't...!didn't...Idon'tthinkIcould...!neverevendreamed..."Hereyessoughthis.“Isit...
well...natural?''
Hegrinned."Thatdependsonyourdefinitionofnatural.Ifyoulikedit,itis.Ifyoudidn't,itisn't"
Shehesitated."Ilikedit,"shewhispered,andflushed.
"SodidI,"herepliedsoftly.Heslidalongsideheranddrewhertohim,holdingherinthelazy
aftermath."Notquitesex,butenoughfornow."
Sheshiftedonthetowel,feelingarousedalloveragain.Herbackarchedandshemoanedsoftly.
"Again,sosoon?"heaskedquietly,archingaboveher.
Sheopenedsoft,mistyeyesandmovedsensuously."I'msorry.MaybeI'mnotquitenormal."
Hishandlaygentlyonherflatbelly."You'recompletelynormal,aswellasanunexpecteddelight,"he
repliedwithsombereyes.Hemovedhishandandtouchedherverydelicately,gentlyatfirst,andthen
deliberatelyandwithsomeinsistence.
Sheopenedherbodytohisslowprobing,staringintohiseyesassherealizedwhathewasdoing.
Hisfacewassomberandverystill."Isithurting?"
Shenodded."Just...alittle,"sherepliedhuskily.
Heleanedcloser,hiseyesfillinghervision.Heprobedagainandpushed,slowly.
Shebitherlowerlip,buthereyesneverlefthis.Sheswallowedbecausethepainwasburningher.
"DoyourealizewhatI'mdoing?"hewhispered.
"Yes."
Hemovedcloser."Don'tlookaway,"hesaidhuskily."Don'tcloseyoureyes."
Herbackarcheddelicately,increasingtheburningpain.Shewinced..
Hishandmovedagainandhiseyesseemedtofilltheworld."Doyoufeelittearing?"hewhispered
deeply.
"Yes!"
Hereyesdilated.Sodidhis.Itwasthemostintimatethinghe'deverdonewithawoman.Itwasmore
intimatethansex.Histeethgroundtogether,andhemadeasoundinhisthroatjustasshearchedupto
himandsobbed.Hefeltthebarriergive.Hefeltit!
"DearGod!"hegroundout.
Sheshiveredagain.Hereyeslookedintohiswithanewknowledgeofhim.Shesawthesame
expressioninhisbroadfacethatsheknewwasinhereyes.
Shelifted.Thistimetherewasnopainatall,justthefaintdiscomfort.Hepushed,feelingherbody
opentotheslowthrustofhisfingersasithadn'tbeenabletobefore.
Herlonglegsparted.Shereachedup,invitinghim.
Buthewouldn'taccepttheinvitation.Heshookhisheadslowlyandwithdrewhishand.Shelooked
down,fascinated,
"WhenIhaveyou,"hewhisperedquietly,"therewon'tbeaglimmerofpain."
''But...whynotnow?''sheasked.
"BecauseIdidn'twanttoarouseyoutopassionandhavetohurtyou,togiveyouamemoryofsex
thatwasforeverlinkedwithpain."Hebentandputhismouthsoftlytoherown,smilingagainstthe
faintwhisperofherbreathagainstit."Yourfirstexperienceofmeisgoingtobeonelong,sweet
pleasure."
Sheliftedherselfagainsthimandkissedhimwithpurepossession,seductivelyslidingagainsthis
strongbody."Iknow,"shewhispered."Sowillyours,ofme."
Hesmiledtohimselfashehelpedhertoherfeet.Itdidn'toccurtohimuntilmuchlaterthat,forthe
firsttimeintwoyears,hehadn'tthoughtofMargo.HewantedBriannewithawhite-hotpassionthat
hehadn'tfeltsincehisteens.Itwasn'tlove,butitwascertainlyenoughtobuildafoundationon.He
wasgoingtomarryhertoprotectherfromPhilippeSabon,butmorethanthat,hewasgoingto
marryhertosatethepassionshearousedinhim.Itwasthemostpowerfulemotionhe'dfeltinyears.
Itfeltgood.Ithadbeenalongtimesinceanythinghadfeltgood.He'dbeenlivinginthepast,in
Margo'smemory.Hehadtostop.
Briannewasyearstooyoungforhim,butwhenshetiredofhimandwantedsomeoneyounger,they'd
dowhattheyhadtodo.Fornow,hewasgoingtoenjoyhersweet,lithebodyanddrowninthe
forgetfulnessofblindpassion.Hedidn'tconsiderhismotivespastthat.
TheyflewtoLasVegasthatveryafternoon.Severalhourslater,theywerestandingtogetherina
weddingchapel.Brianneworeashortwhitecoatdressandamatchinghatwithaveil,andshecarried
aposyofwhiteroses.Ithadbeenarushedsortofbuyingspree,andithadbeenfun.Piercehadgone
withherto,pickouttheensemble,scoffingattheideathatitwasbadluckforhimtoseeherinher
weddingdressbeforetheceremony.Heworeatuxedoanddreweyeslikemagnetsastheywalked
fromthebigblackstretchlimointotheweddingchapelwherehe'darrangedforthemtobemarried.
Shehadaring,alsoquicklypurchased.ItwasaVictorianreplica,offourteen-karatgold,,awideband
embossedwithivyleavesinanexquisitepatternofyellowgold.Theringwasoutlinedbytinybands
ofwhitegold.ItsuitedBrianne'sslenderfingerandshelovedit.ButPiercewasstillwearinghisold
weddingring..Shedidn'thavethenervetoaskhimtochangeit.That,shetoldherself,wasprobablya
mistake.Butshedidn'thavetimetoworryaboutit,becauseeverythinghappenedsoquickly.
Theministerperformedtheceremonywithtwopaidwitnessestoattesttoit.PierceliftedBrianne's
veilandbenttokissherwithcarelesstenderness.Hisfacewasverysomber,andshewonderedifhe
wasrememberinghisfirstmarriage.Shewascertainthatithadn'tbeenperformedsomeplacelike
this.Shesawtheneedforaquickceremony,because,ifthey'dhadaformalwedding,Kurtwould
surelyhavefoundsomewaytostopthemfrommarrying.Butshemournedsilentlyforthebeautiful
longgownshe'dalwaysassumedshe'dbemarriedin,andforthelovethatwasn'tpresentonthe
bridegroom'sface.ThatPiercelikedher,andwantedher,sheknewforcertain.Butwouldthatbe
enoughtokeepthemtogether,withalltheloveononesideandPiercelivingwithabeautifulghost?
Shelookedintohisblackeyeswithfaintmisgiving.
Hetappedtheendofhernose."Stopglowering,"heteased."We'regoingtobehappy."
"Oh,Idohopeso,"shesaidfervently.
Hesighed.Theteasinglightwentoutofhiseyestobereplacedbysomethingentirelynewashe
lookedatherinthemoderncoatdressthatshowedherlong,elegantlegstotheirbestadvantage.
"You'reveryyoung,"hesaidquietly.
"I'llgetwrinklessoonenough,rightnowifyoulike.Icansoakmyfaceinwateruntilitstartsto
shrivel,"shevolunteeredwithagrin.
Hechuckled."Hooligan,"heaccused."You'regoingtorunmeragged."
"Ipromisetodomybest,"shesaid.
Theyshookhandswiththeministerandhiswifeandthewitnesses,concludedthepaperworkandthe
fee,andwentbackoutsidetoclimbintotheblacklimo.
"We'remarried,"Briannemurmuredwithawickedglanceatherbrand-newhusband."Howabout
takingmetothenearestmotelandlovingmehalftodeath?"
Heonlysmiled,likeanadultindulgingasmallchild."There'snothingI'dlikebetter,"hesaid
carelessly."Butwehavetocatchthenextflightoutofhere."
Herexpressionfell."Wearen'thavingahoneymoon?"
"Biianne,wegotmarriedtosaveyoufromSabon,"hesaidseriously."Ienjoyedmakinglovetoyou
bythepool.Someday,maybeI'lldoitproperly.Butthisisn'tthetime.We'vegotsomemajor
complicationscroppingupthatyoudon'tknowaboutyet.Icouldn'tbeartotellyouandspoilour
wedding.Buttheceremony'soverandyouhavetoknow."
"Knowwhat?"sheaskedwithacoldpremonition.
ChapterSix
Piercegrimaced,asifhedidn'twanttosayit.Shestaredathimwithherheartpoundingandhereyes
likegreensaucers.
"Allright,IsupposeIcan'tkeepitfromyouanylonger,"hesaidheavily."IphonedArthuratthe
beachhousewhileyouwerechangingatthehotel.Yourmothercalledandaskedforyou.Itseems
she'shadaslight...accident.She'llbeallright,"hesaidquicklywhenherfacebegantopale."Shetold
Arthurthatsheslippedandfellonthesteps,buthesaidshesoundedprettyscaredandsheneededto
speaktoyouurgently.Hedidn'ttellherwherewewere,onlythatwe'dbebacktoday."
Sheletoutabreath."I'llbethehither,"shesaidmiserably."Hemadeallsortsofthreatsagainsther
andthebabyifIdidn'tcooperatewithhisplans.Isupposehe'llfindoutwhatwe'vedone?"
Henodded."Soonerorlater."
"HesaidthatPhilippewascomingbacktodayandhewantedtoseeme,"shetoldhim.Shesmoothed
backherhair."WhydidmymothermarryKurt?"sheaskedangrily."Couldn'tsheseewhatsortof
manhewas?"
"Sureshecould.Hewasrich,"headded.
Sheleanedbackheavilyagainsttheseat."Willhehurtheranymore,dpyouthink?Andwhataboutthe
baby?"
"They'reprobablysafeenoughfornow.ButSabon'sgoingtobeoutforbloodwhenhelearnswhat
we'vedone.I'vejustputyououtofhisreachforgood.Hewon'ttakeitlyingdown.He'llbeplotting
hisrevengeonbothofus,andonanyoneconnectedwithyou.Andprobably,sowillKurt."
Herpulsewasracing.Sheputupahandandbrushedbackherlonghair."Whatarewegoingtodo?"
"Well,you'renotgoinghome,forastart,"hetoldhergrimly."We'reflyingbackinto
FreeportinsteadofNassau.I'vealreadyphonedthehouseandtoldthemtohaveadriverwhodoubles
asmybodyguardtomeetus.Itwouldn'tdoforArthurtopickusup,anyway,underthecircumstances.
We'llstayinFreeportforthetimebeing,untilthingsdiedownandIcangetmysecuritychiefover
herewithateam."
"YoureallythinkPhilippeSabonisathreat,don'tyou?"sheaskedworriedly.
Hetookherhandinhisandhelditwarmly."Iknowheis.Butnothing'sgoingtohappentoyou.
You'remyresponsibilitynow.I'lltakecareofyou."
Shegnawedherlowerlip."It'slikeanightmare,"shesaidaloud."Thisisthe,1990s.Thingslikethis
aren'tsupposedtohappen!Heavens,Ican'thaveatotalstrangertryingtoforcemetomarryhim!"
"Sabonisfilthyrich.Heusuallygetsexactlywhathewants.Yourstepfatherisinhotterwaterthanhe
realizes."HeglancedatBrianne,whowasvisiblypale."Ithinkourbestbetistohaveyouliveinthe
States,wheremysecuritychiefcankeepaneyeonyou.Yousaidoncethatyouwantedtogoto
collegeandstudymath.Doyoustill?"
Shestaredathimwithcarefullyconcealedhorror.He'djustmarriedher.Shewasday-dreamingabout
livingwithhim,lovinghim,sleepinginhisarms—andhewasofferingheracollegeeducation.
"Ihadn'tthoughtaboutcollegelately,"sheconfessed.
"You'renottoooldtostart,"hesaideasily."We'llenrollyouinasmallcollegenearD.C.,andunder
anassumedname,sothatSabonwon'tbeabletofindyou.Butevenifhedoes,TateWinthropwillbe
somewherenearby,oroneofhispeoplewillbe.You'llbewatchednightanddayuntilthisisover."
"Ican'tstaywithyou?"sheasked,carefullyavoidinglookingdirectlyathim.
Hesighed."I'dlikeyouto,"hesaidbluntly,hisexpressionsolemnandintent."Butthatisn'tgoingto
bepossibleafterwhathashappenedbetweenus,Brianne."
Shewassurprised."Idon'tunderstand."
"Don'tyou?"Helaughedcoldly."Listen,honey,you'reatastylittlebanquetandI'mastarvingman.
Allmygoodintentionswon'tspareyouifwe'reunderthesameroofforverylong."
"ButIwantyou,"sheprotested.
"Want!"hescoffed."You'reachildonfirewiththeforbidden.You'vejustdiscoveredsensualpleasure
andyouwanttoexploreitI'vedonemyexploring.Ihavenothingtoofferyouexceptafewfeverish
lovemakingsessionsinmybed.I'dbreakyouryoungheart.Youwouldn'tbeabletoletgo,andyou'd
haveto.I'maloner.Idon'twantawife."
"Youmarriedme,"shesaid,makinganaccusationofit.
"Yes,toprotectyoufromSabon,"heagreed.Hestudiedher."You'rebarelytwenty,naiveandaching
tolayyourheartatmyfeet.Don'tIwantyou.Icouldtakeyouandenjoyyouandwalkawayfromyou
thenextmorningwithmyheartintact.Youcouldn'tYou'retoointenseforme,Brianne."
"YoumeanifIcouldjusthavesexwithyouanddisappear,you'dletmestay,"shesaidstiffly.
"That'sitinanutshell,"heagreed.
"PerhapsIcould."
"Notyou,"hereturnedimmediately."You'realreadyhalfwayinlovewithme,"headded,andwatched
theshockrippleacrossherfeatures."Didyouthinkitdidn'tshow?"heaskedsoftly."You'reanopen
book.Youhaven'tyetacquiredthesophisticationittakestohideyourfeelings."
Shetookadeepbreathandpushedbackherhairnervously.Shestaredoutthetintedwindowofthe
limousineinsteadofathim."Sowheredowegofromhere?"
"YougotocollegeandIgetonwithmynewproject,"hesaidcarelessly.
"Youwouldn'tliketosleepwithme?"
"Oh,I'dlikeit"hesaidbluntly."I'dloveit.ButIcouldtakeitinstrideandyoucouldn't.We'llsaveit
untilyou'realittleolder."
Sheturnedsadgreeneyesuptohis."Itwasaglitzyceremonyinavulgarplace,soyoudon'tconsider
thosevowsbinding?Sonowwegoourseparateways."
Hisheavyeyebrowsliftedsharply.He'donlyheardthefirstpartofhercomment."Vulgarplace?"
Sheturnedaway."Whatwouldyoucallit?"sheaskedquietly.
Hehadn'tthoughtaboutitatall,untilshehithimwiththerealityoftheirceremony.Ithadbeena
vulgarplace,atawdrylittlelegalizedsexoperationthatmadeiteasyforgirlstoforgettheir
principlesforaquickweddingthatcouldbefollowedbyanevenquickerdivorce.
Hescowled.Brianne,forallhermodernoutlook,wasathrowbacktoearliertimes.Shewas.thesort
ofgirlwhowouldexpecttobemarriedinchurch,inatrailingwhitegownwithbridesmaidsanda
flowergirl.Margohadbeengivenjustsuchawedding.ButBriannehadbeenhustledintoamarriage
mill.Despitethereasonfortheirwedding,hecouldhavefoundamoreconventionalwaytobringit
about.
"I'msorry,"hesaid,andgenuinelywas."IwassopreoccupiedwithgettingitdonethatIdidn'tquite
thinkaboutthedetails.You'dratherhavebeenmarriedinchurch,wouldn'tyou?"
Shedidn'tlookathim."Wereyou,thefirsttime?"
"Ofcourse,"hereplied."Margosaidthatshewouldn'tfeelmarriedifwedidn'thaveaproper
service."HesawBriannewince,andforthefirsttimeherealizedhowbadlyhe'dhurther.
"Thenwediditproperly,"shesaidinanamazinglycalmandcollectedtone."It'sashammarriageto
savemefromaworsefate.Havingitinchurchwouldbeasortofsacrilege.I'msorryIsaidanything.
Ishouldbegratefultoyouforwhatyou'vedone,insteadofcriticizinghowithappened."
Hereachedoutandtookhercoldhandinhis."Wedon'tknoweachotherverywell,"hesaid,feeling
theresistanceinherfingers."Isupposewe'llsteponeachother'sfeelingsagoodbituntilwebecome
betteracquainted."
"No,wewon't,"shesaid."NotwithmeintheStates,andyouinNassau."Sheturnedtohimandsmiled
athimvacantly."That'sthewayyouwantit,too,isn'tit?EvenifIweren'tbeingpursuedbyamadman,
you'dwantmesomeplacewhereyoudidn'thavetoseemeeveryday."
Hiseyesbegantoglitter."That'sright,"hetoldher.
Shesighed."Okay,"shesaidafteraminute."Igetthepicture.Iwon'tgiveyouanytrouble.”She
pulledtheweddingringoffherfingerandhandedittohim.
Hescowled."Wouldyouliketoexplainthis?"
"Sure,"shesaid."You'restillmarriedtoanotherwoman."Shegesturedtowardtheweddingbandhe
woreonhisbiglefthand."Thatbeingthecase,there'sreallynopointinmywearingaweddingband,
too."
Hejerkedhishandbackfromhersandglaredather."Iwon'ttakethisringoff,"hesaidshortly."Least
ofalltoplacateachildplayingatbeinganadult!"
Thewhiplashofhisvoicewasallthemorepotentforbeingsosoft.Sheshiveredwiththecoldnessit
intimated.
"SorryIhaven'tenoughmaturitytoplaythegameproperly,Mr.Hutton,"shesaid."ButI'lllearnsoon
enough."Sheavertedhereyesandclenchedherteeth."SinceI'mnotatruewife,Idon'tseewhyIcan't
dateothermen.That'swhatyouwant,anyway,isn'tit,formetofindsomeoneelseandgetoutofyour
life."
"IwantyousafefromSabon,"hesaidthroughhisteeth."Atthemoment,that'smyonlyconcern.As
forothermen,"headdedslowly,"ifyoubreakyourvowstome,you'dbetterhidewhereIcan'tfind
you."
Shegapedathim."Ibegyourpardon?"
"Youheardme,"hesaidshortly."We'remarried,glitzy,vulgarchapelnotwithstanding,andno
womanisgoingtocuckoldme"
."Well!"
"Ithasnothingtodowithjealousy,"hecontinuedharshly."Sabonisthereasonithastobeatrue
marriageandnotasham.OtherwiseyourstepfatherwillleapatanyopportunitytotossyoutoSabon
asaprospectivebride.Ifhelearnsthatyou'reoutwithothermen,hewon'tbelieveyouhavea
husband."
"Heisn'ttheonlyone,"shesaidunderherbreath.
Heglaredharder."I'vebeenhonestwithyou,"hesaidcoldly."WouldyouhavepreferreditifI'd
seducedyoubeforeweflewtotheStates?"
Shewasn'tgoingtotouchthatlinewithaten-footpole.Shetooktheringbackandplaceditonher
finger."Youdon'tthinkthatPhilippemightjustgiveupandgohomeifheknewweweremarried?"
sheasked,avoidinghispointedquestion.
Hehesitated,asifhewantedtopursuethesubjectthey'dbeendiscussing.Buthesighedandlether
diverthim."No,Idon't,"hesaid."Ithinkitwilljustmakehimmoredeterminedtohaveyou."
AfterthatPierceremainedsilentuntiltheyboardedtheplaneandtooktheirseats.Briannefellasleep,
andthenwokewithastart.ShelookedatPierce.Hehadabroodinglookashestaredtowardthefront
oftheplane,whereawaitresswasbendingtotakedinnersoutoftheplane'swarningovens.Thiswas
oneofthefewflightsthatofferedmeals.
"They'regoingtoservedinner.Doyouwantatray?"heasked.
"Yes."
Heopenedthearmofherseatandliftedouttheintricatelyfoldedtableforher,smilingatherlookof
surprise."SurelyyouflewhomefromParisfirstclass?"heteased.
"Actually,Icamehometourist,"shemurmured."Brauerhasbeentightwithmoneyforthepastyear.
Justbetweenus,Ithinkhe'steeteringonthevergeofbankruptcy."
"Ifheis,nowonderhe'ssoitchytoplacateSabon,"Piercerepliedthoughtfully."Andifhe'ssunk
everythingheownsintothisdevelopment,inhopesofdoublinghisinvestment,he'sinbigtrouble."
"Why?"
Heputhisowntrayintoposition."Becausewe'reworkingwithaconsortiumofoilcompaniesona
dealwiththeRussianstodevelopthatwellintheCaspianSeathatItoldyouaboutWe'regoingtorun
apipelinerightthrough—"Hementionedthecountry,andhereyeswidenedinsurprise.
"TheUnitedStateshaseconomicsanctionsagainstit,"sheexclaimed."NowonderBrauerwouldbe
upset—everyonewouldtakesides,andhe'dlosemoney.Butaren'tyouaUnitedStatescitizen?"
"Brianne,IcouldbeifIwantedto,butI'mnotaUnitedStatescitizenrightnow,"hesaid,reminding
herwithashockofhisEuropeanbirthandnationality.
"Iforgot,"shesaidquietly."YouspeaksuchperfectEnglish.Youdon'tevenhaveanaccent."
"Itoldyouthatmygrandfatherraisedme.HewasGreek,buthespokeseverallanguagesfluently.He
insistedthatIlearnEnglishtoperfection.Itwasthelanguageofthebusinessworld,heusedtosay,
andIdospendafairamountoftimeintheStates."
Sheshiftedsothatthestewardesscouldputdownthemeal,andthenwaiteduntilPiercehadbeen
servedbeforeshespreadhernapkininherlapandglancedathim."IguessIdon'tknowmuchabout
thepoliticsofothercountries."
Hesmiled."Youshouldlearn.It'seasiertogetalongwithpeopleifwehavesomeunderstandingof
theirpolitics,aswellastheirsocialandreligiousbeliefs."
"Howmanylanguagesdoyouspeak?"
Heshrugged."Onlythree,fluently."Heglancedatherandgrinned.“DoyouknowhowanArab
definesanilliterateperson?"
"No.How?"
"Assomeonewhospeaksonlyonelanguage."
Surprised,shelaughed."Well,thatputsmerightonthetopoftheirlist."
"I'llteachyouGreek,"hetoldher."It'sbeautiful."
SheknewthatFrenchwasoneofhislanguages,butshenoticedthathedidn'tofferanyinstructionin
thattongue.ProbablybecauseofMargo,shethoughtsadly,becauseshe'dbeenFrench.Heprobably
madeloveinFrench.Hereyeswentinvoluntarilytohisbig,beautifullymasculinehands.She
rememberedtheirskillonherbody,theexquisitesensationshe'dtaughthertofeel,andshecaughther
breath.
Heheardtheintakeofbreath,andhisblackeyesmetherswithaquestioninthem.
Sheflushed,movinghergazequicklytoherplate.
Shewasn'thidinganythingfromhim.Hecouldreadherlikeanewspaper.Heunwrappedhislunch
andstartedtobutterhisdinnerroll.Surprisingly,hefelthisbodytautenpleasurablywiththememory
ofBrianne'ssensuousmovementsashecaressedherbythepool.Shewasuntried,buteagerand
passionate.Hehadagoodideahowitwouldfeeltomakelovetohercompletely,andhewantedto.
Buteverytimehethoughtofit,hesawMargo'sbelovedface,andhefeltguiltyandashamedfor
thinkingoftakinganotherwomantohisbed.Itseemedlikeadultery.
Brianneateherchickencasseroleandsmiledappreciativelyatthestewardesswhopausedtopourher
acupofblackcoffee.ShenoticedthatPiercetookhisthesameway,withoutanythingadded.
"WherearewegoingtostayinFreeport?"sheaskedhimsuddenly.
"I'vebookedasuiteofroomsatoneofthehotels."Henamedit."Andunderassumednames.We'llbe
fine.Meanwhile,I'vesentforWinthrop.He'llbealongwithoneortwoofhismen."
"Youreallyaretakingthisseriously,"shesaid.
Henoddedashefinishedaswallowofcoffee,"YourstepfatherwillbeonhiswaytoWashington
today,ifwhatwe'veheardisaccurate."Heglancedather."I'vegottenwind
ofanotherrumorthatIlikeevenlessaboutwhatthey'replanning."Hisblackeyesnarrowed."There's
alotatstakehere.Sabon'scountryhasasmall,poorneighbor,whichhasdreamsofconquestand
possessionofallthatexpensiveoilthattheWestissodesperatetobuy.Theneighboringcountryhad
oil,buttheirreserveshavebeenexhausted.Theyhavenooilintheircountryanymore.Buttheyhave
powerfulalliesandaccesstostate-of-the-artweapons."
"Oh,mygoodness,"Briannesaid."Youdon'tthinktheymightinvadeQawi?"
"Suretheymight.Sabonknowsthat.Ithinkit'swhyhe'sluredBrauerintothedeal,becausehehasa
friendintheSenateinWashington.SabonmaybeusingBrauertoappealto.theUnitedStatesforhelp.
Theywouldn'tgiveittohimbecausehe'sintheirbadbooksforsupportinganAmericanfoeduring
theGulfWar."Hefinishedhischickenwithagrimexpression."ButifBrauercanbargainforU.S.
protection,withsomeinterestinthedevelopingoilfieldsforbait,Sabonwouldhavetheclouthe
neededtopushthedealthroughwiththeoilconsortium.Failingthat,hemightbedesperate
enoughtoattemptafirststrikeagainsttheneighbor."
"Startwar?"
"Yes.Startawar."Heglancedatherashewipedhismouthwithanapkin.
"Thissoundsfrightening."
"Itisfrightening.TheMiddleEastisatinderbox.Allitneedsisasparktothrowthewholeareainto
war.TherewasaclosecallwhenIraqattackedKuwaitandIsraelbackintheearlynineties.Thiswould
beevencloser.Countrieswouldlineuponeithersideoftheconflict,andithasthepotentialtospread
allthewaydowntothePersianGulf."Hesighed."Thatwouldbebadnewsforthoseofuswhohave
investmentsintheCaspianSeaproject.AndevenifthewarwasconfinedtoSabon'scountryandits
neighbor,westandtosufferdelaysandthethreatofarmedhostility.IfBrauercan'tgettheStatesto
interveneonhisbehalf,Ithinkhemightpaysomeofhishiredmercenariestoattackourdrilling
platformandputtheblameonthepoornationnexttoSabon's,justtostacktheoddsintheirfavor.
WiththeRussiansinvolvedwithus,thatcouldprovokesomeveryunpleasantretaliationonSabon's
behalfagainstthepoornation.Whichcouldattract
U.S.interventionaswell.Ishuddertothinkofthepossibleconsequences."
"Can'tyoudoanything?"
"I'mdoingit,"hesaid."I'vegotWinthropuptohisneckininvestigation.He'salreadystoppedone
plandeadinthewater.Ihaveeveryconfidencethathecanstopanother,withalittlehelpfromsome
oldfriendsintheintelligencecommunity.It'stotheiradvantagetokeepthelidonthisthing,you
know."
"Iguessso."Shesippedhercoffeeandstaredathimovertheplasticrimofthecup."It'sallvery
exciting,despitethepotentialforviolence,"shesaidafteraminute.Shelaughed."I'veneverdone
anythingdangerous,"shemused.."Mywholelifehasbeenonelong,dullseriesofroutinedays.Well,
mostofit."Shegrinned."You'vebeenanadventure,"
"Sohaveyou,"hemurmured,andhedidn'tsmile."You'vedisruptedmylife."
"Goodforme,"shereplied."Youneededsomeonetodisruptit.Youweregoingtoseed.You'remuch
tooyoungtowiltonthevine,sotospeak."
Hisgoodhumorcameback,"Iwasn'twilting."
“Youwereso.Youwerekeelingoverinbarswaitingtobepickedupbypotentialthieves."Shepursed
herlipsandfrowned."Say,whatifthatblondeeyeingyouinPariswasreallyaCIAagent,after
industrialsecrets?"
Hechuckled."Idon'tknowanyindustrialsecrets.Irunthebusiness,Idon'tdotheactualdrilling,andI
don'tunderstandtheprocessexceptfromalayman'sperspective."
"Yes,butyouknowhowtobuildadrillingplatform.Infact,youpatentedoneideaforplatformsthat
workbestinshallowareas,didn'tyou?"
Hewassurprised."Ididn'tthinkyouknewanythingabouttheoilbusiness."
"Ididn't.AfterItookyoubacktoyourhotelinParis,IdecidedthatifIwasgoingtogetmixedupwith
amanwhobuiltoilrigs,Ishouldknowsomethingabouttheoilbusiness."
"Howdidyouknowyouweregoingtogetmixedupwithme?"hepursued."Ihadnoplanstogoto
Nassauorlookyouup."
"Yes,Iguessedthat.ButIknewyouhadahomeinNassauandIplannedtolookyouup!"sheretorted.
"Ilostmynerve,though.Ifyouhadn'tbeenatthatpartyKurttookusto,Idon'tsupposeIwouldhave
seenyouagainexceptbyaccident."
"Idon'tknow,"hereplied.Hefinishedhiscoffee."Itoldyouthatyouweretooyoungforme."
"Seventeenyears."
"Eighteen."
Shegrimaced."Youdidn'ttellmeyou'dhadabirthday."
"No,Ididn't,didI."
HiscoldglanceendedanyattemptathumoronthatsubjectSheputdownherforkandopenedher
dessert,achocolatepie."Idon'tknowwhatsortofmusicyoulike,whatkindofbooksyouread,or
whatyouliketodowhenyouaren'tworking."
Hewasreluctanttosharethoseintimatedetailswithher.Shewastryingtowormherwayintohislife,
andhedidn'twantherto.
Butallthesame,hefoundhimselfspeakingwhenhehadn'tplannedto."IlikeDebussy,Respighi,
Puccini,andmoderncomposerslikeJohnWilliams,JerryGoldsmith,JamesHomer,DavidArnold
andEricSerra.Ireadmostanything,butI'mpartialtobiographiesandancientGreekandRoman
history.".
"Ilikethosecomposers,too,"shesaid."AndIloveopera.MyfavoritesarePuccini's—Turandotand
MadameButterfly."
Hedidn'twanttotellherthatthosewerehistwofavorites."Whatdoyouliketoread?"
"Romances,"shesaidwithagrin.
"Becauseyou'restillyoungenoughandidealisticenoughtobelieveinhappyendings,"hesaidwith
faintmockery."I'moldandjadedenoughtoknowtheydon'texist."
"Youhadtenwonderfulyearswithawomanyoulovedwholovedyouback,"shepointed
out.
"Andshedied,"hesaidbrutally."Somuchforhappyendings!"
"Maybealittlehappinessisallwecanexpectinthislife,"shesaidthoughtfully."Whatifyou'dnever
metMargoatall?Wouldyouhavebeenhappier,really?"
Hedidn'twanttoanswerthat.Heglanceddownattheremainsofhischocolatepiewithblankeyes.
"Youwouldn't,"shesaidforhim."Youwereveryluckytohavehadsuchaspecialrelationship.You
havememoriesthatarebetterthanthedailylivesofmostpeople."
He'dneverthoughtofhimselfaslucky.Maybehewas.Margohadlovedhimunselfishly,generously.
HelookedatBrianneandthoughtwithastartthatMargowouldhave
likedher.Shewassimilartohislatewifeinmanyways,nottheleastofwhichwasinherempathyand
compassion.Shewasagivingperson.Shewasn'tbeautiful,asMargohadbeen,butshewasprettyin
herownway.
"Haven'tyoueverbeeninlove?"heaskedcuriously.
"Onlywithyou,"shesaidhonestly.
Hisjawtightenedandheturnedhiseyesbacktohiscoffeecup.Itwasempty.Helookedaroundfor
thestewardessandmotionedtothecup.Shecamebackwiththecoffeepotandrefilledit.Brianne
shookherheadwithasmileandthestewardesswentondowntheaisle.
"You'retooyoungtoknowwhatloveis,"Piercesaidafteraminute."You'rehotforyourfirstaffair
andyouwantme.It'sdesire,nothingmore."
Shesmiledwistfully."Whateveryousay."
Hesippedhiscoffeeandscorchedhisupperlip.Hemadeafaceasheputthecupbackdown.
"You'llmeetsomeone,"hesaid."Someday,you'llfindamanclosetoyourownage,andyou'll
understandwhatImean."
"I'mmarried,"shereplied."Ican'tgolookingforahusbandwhenI'vealreadygot
one.".
"Wewon'tbemarriedforever,"hesaidshortly,lookingstraightather."Oncethisisover,we'llgeta
quietannulment."
Herheartseemedtostopinherchest.Sothatwaswhathemeanttodo—staymarriedtoher,butnot
intimatewithher,untilthetroublewithSabonwasover.Thenanannulment,whichwouldbeeasyto
getsincethemarriagehadn'tbeenconsummated.Nowonderhedidn'twanttogotobedwithher.He
wasalreadymakingplanstogetheroutofhislifeforgood!
Briannetoyedwithherpapernapkin,tracingtheembossedlogooftheairlinewiththetipofher
fingernail.
"Isee,"shesaidwhensherealizedthathewaswaitingforhertoanswerhim.
"Youknowitwouldneverwork,"hecontinuedshortly."There'stoomuchdifferenceinourages.
We'refromdifferentgenerations.Wedon'teventhinkthesameway."
"Andevenifwedid,there'sMargo."
Hiseyesflashedangrily."Ilovedher,"hesaid,hiseyesglittering."Iwon'tcheatonher."
"Pierce,she'sgone,"shesaidsoftly."Shewon'tevercomeback.Youmayliveforanotherthirtyor
fortyyears.Doyoureallywanttolivealoneforallthattime,byyourself,withnooneforcompany?"
"Yes!"
Hesaidit,buthedidn'tsoundconvincingtoBrianne.Itmustbeverydifficultforhim,especially
whenhewasalonewiththememoriesthatwouldbeasmuchcurseascomforttohim."Shewouldn't
wanttis,"shemurmured,thinkingaloud."Shewouldn'twantyoualoneandgrievingforever."
"Youdon'tknowwhatthehellyou'retalkingabout,"herepliedicily."Letitdrop.Idon'twanttotalk
aboutit."
"Whateveryousay,"shereturned."Idon'tsupposeyou'dliketotryhavingsexinthewashroomwhile
we'reuphere,wouldyou?"sheaddedwickedly,tryingtolightenthetoneoftheirdisturbing
conversation."Isawitinaracymovieonce,andI'vealwayswondered..."
“Wonderbyyourself!"Hereturnedhistraytothearmofhischair,gotupandwentstormingdown
theaisletothebathroom.Hewentinsideandlockedthedoor,leaninghisforeheadagainstitscool
surfacewitharoughsigh.Damnthewoman!Couldn'tshestopgettingathimaboutthepast?Didn't
sheknowthatitwaskillinghimtorememberMargo'sface,herbreathinhismouth,herhandsonhim
inthedarkness?Hislifewasgrowingmoreunbearablebytheday.
Hethoughtaboutthirtymoreyearsofthisagonyandhisheartthreatenedtocrackinsidehim.
Ifonlyhedidn'tfindBriannesoattractive.Hedidn'twanttothinkabouther,hedidn'twanttohavethe
temptationofhernearby.Ifshewentaway,he'dbesafe,withonlyhismemoriesofMargo.He
wouldn'thavetofighthishungerforBrianne.
Itwasn'tjustthesightofherthattantalizedhim,itwastheselittleremarksshemade,half-teasing
invitationstoravishherinairplanerestrooms.Helaughedinspiteofhimself.Shewasso
uninhibited,despiteherinnocence.Hefoundheracontinualdelight.Shewasthefirstwomansince
Margowhocouldmakehimfeellight-hearted,whocouldmakehimlaugh.Hewasanimpatient,
irritablemanmostofthetunethesedays,alwaysspoilingforafight,becauseangercouldlessenthe
painofgrief.Brianneknockedthefireoffhismercurialtemper.Shemadehimseetheworldwithher
ownsoft,happyeyes.It
wasironic,hethought,thatawomanwithsuchtragedyinherownlifecouldbesooptimisticand
upbeat.
Hestaredathisfaceinthemirrorandsawthesilverpepperingtheblackhairathistemples.There
werelinesaroundhiseyes,too.Heputahandtothetracesofsilverandlaughedhollowly.Couldn't
Briannelookathimandseehowoldhereallywas?Itsurprisedhimthatawomanofheryouthand
attractivenesscouldwanthim.Hewonderedwhatshesawinthatbroad,hardfacestaringbackathim.
Brianne,sittingquietlyinherseat,waswonderingthesamething.Hewasn'tparticularlyhandsome,
notwithhandsandfeetandanosethatsize.Certainlyhewasalotolderthanshewas.Butshe'dnever
knownamaninherwholelifewhocouldholdacandletohim.Hewasjustdynamite,anditwas
killingherthatshecouldn'tfindawaytogettohisheart.
Thestewardesswasofferingmorebeverages.Wasthatchampagneshewasoffering?Well,whynot?
Piercehadmadeitclearthathedidn'twanther,andshewasfeelingprettysorryforherself.Maybea
littlepick-me-upwouldbejustthething!
Twoglassesofchampagnelater,Piercecamebacktohisseat.
Briannetoastedhim,sloshingalittleofthefizzyliquidontoherdress."Oops,"shesaid.Sheleaned
towardhim."Sorry.Myhandslipped."
Hestaredatherwithwideeyes."Whatare^youdrinking?"
"Champagne."
"Youcan'thavechampagneoranyotheralcoholicbeverage,"hesaidshortly."You'reaminor!"
"Shegaveittome,"shesaid,indicatingthestewardesshalfwaydowntheaislebehindthem."Gotell
hershe'sbreakingthelaw.Idareyou,"sheaddedsmugly,anddownedanotherswallow.
"Givemethat."
Hetooktheglassawayfromherandfinishedthetwoswallowsshe'dleftintheglass."Idiot,"he
muttered,staringather."Youcan'tholdliquor.You'vegotnoheadforitatall."
"Icanlearntodrink,"shetoldhimhaughtily."I'mmarried."Shehadasuddenthoughtandhereyes
twinkled."Sothisiswhymarriedpeopledrink!"sheexclaimed.Shegavehimarakishlook."See
whatyou'vedonetome?"
"Ididn'tdoathing,"heprotested.
"Youdid,"shereturned."Yousaidyouwon'tsleepwithme!"
Hervoicecarriedandhegroanedaudibly."Shutup!"hemuttered.Hecouldfeelthoseamusedlooks,
evenifhecouldn'tseethem.
"Iwon't,"shereplied."Thisisnotabadsubstituteforourweddingnight,''shetoldhim."Atleastit
numbsthepartsofmethatache."
"You'retoodamnedyoungtohaveachyparts,"heremarked.
"Ihaveanachyheart."Shesmileddrowsily."Thatwasasong.Irememberit.Wantmetosingitto
you?"Shedid,evenwhenhestartedshakinghishead.
Hehelduphishandandthestewardesscamequicklytotheirside.
"Bringhersomecoffee,please,"hetoldthewoman."Strongcoffee.Quick!"
"Oh,dear,"thestewardesssaid.
"Shedoesn'tdrink,"Piercesaid."Notever.Andshe'saminor."
Thestewardessmadeahorribleface."They'llcutoffmyearsandfeedthemtothesharks!"
"No,theywon't.I'llsayIforcedyoutogiveittome,"Briannesaidhelpfully.
"How?"Piercedemanded."I'llsayIthreatenedtojumpoutawindow,"sherepliedwithasmile.
Piercelookedatthetinywindowandbackather."Oh,they'llbelievethatinaheartbeat."
"I'llgogetthatcoffee,"thestewardesssaidquickly."Dear,dear,Iamsorry."
"It'sallright,"Briannesaid."Youdidn'tknowthatI'maminorandthatIjustgotmarriedtoaman
whodoesn'tevenlikeme.Howcouldyouknowthathewon'teventakeme
to—".
"Brianne!"Piercegrowled.
"Paris,"shefinishedwithawickedglanceatherfurioushusband.
"YoushouldtakehertoParis,"thestewardesstoldhim."It'sbeautifulthere."
"Coffee,"Piercerepeated."Andsomethingtoeat.Now."
"Yes,sir,rightnow."
Thestewardessretreated,andBrianneleanedherheadbackagainsttheseatandstareddreamilyat
Pierce."Ican'tbelieveyouhavesomanyhang-ups,"shetoldhim."You'repositivelyriddledwith
them."
"Ihopeyourheadexplodes,"hesaidvenomously.
Shegapedathim."Lookwho'sgotatemper!"sheexclaimed."Ionlyhadalittledrink."t
"Twolittledrinks,andlookatyou!"
"Ilookverynice,"sheinformedhim.
"Youlookverysauced."
"I'llsoberupwhenwegetbackontheground,"shepromised."Meanwhile,I'mgoingtoworkon
waystoseduceyou.Ireallyshouldbuysomemorebooks,"sheaddedthoughtfully."Maybeavideo
ortwo."
Heclearedhisthroatandturnedtosearchforthestewardess.Helookedlikeadrowningman
clutchingatalifepreserver.
Brianneputasofthandonhisbroad,powerfullymuscledthigh.Heactuallyjumped.
"Youprude,"shewhisperedwhenhegrabbedherhandandpusheditaway."We'remarried!"
"No,we'renot,"heshotback."Wewentthroughapaperceremony.That'sallitis,andthat'sallit's
goingtobe!"
Briannepouted."That'snowaytotreatabrand-newwife,"shemuttered."HereIsitdyingforloveof
you,andyouwon'tevenletmetouchyou."
Hefeltasifhiswholebodywasonfire.Shewastoointoxicatedtorealizetheeffectshewashaving
onhim,whichwasjustaswell.Shehadhimsohotthatallhecouldthinkofwashowshe'dfeelinbed.
Hehadtogethersoberbeforehelostcontrolofhimselfentirely.
Thestewardesscamebackwithacupofcoffeeandasnackmeal,whichPiercetookgratefully.
"Here,"hetoldBrianne,-puttingthecupcarefullyinherhands."Now,drinkit!"
"Spoilsport,"shemumbledirritably.Butshedrankit.Heopenedthecellophane-coveredsnackmeal
andwatchedwhileshenibbledatit,too.Thewaitresscamebackwithasecondcup,andathird.The
caffeinejoltedhersystemlikeabatterycable,helpedbythefood,whichseemedtoabsorbsomeof
thealcoholinherstomach.Shebegantofeelherheadclearing,anditwasn'tanaltogetherwelcome
tripbacktoterrafirma.She'dsaidsomeembarrassingthingstoPierce.Helookedsomberandglum,
andshewonderedifshe'ddonesomeirreparabledamagetotheirtenuousrelationshipwhileshewas
inhercups.
Heburiedhimselfinanewspaperhegotfromthestewardess,andhedidn'tsurfaceuntiltheylanded
inFreeport.
Briannelethimleadherdownthecoveredwalkwayuptotheconcourse.Hescannedthelimodrivers
foraplacardwithhisnameonit.ButwhathefoundwasonewithBrianne'sname,badlyprinted.The
manholdingit,ascrawnylittledarkfellow,didn'tlooklikealimodrivertoPierce,who'dseen
plenty.
Brianne,unconsciousofanythingoutoftheordinary,went,smiling,towardthelittleman."I'm
BrianneMartin,"shesaid,forgettingthatshewasmarriedandherhusbandwasrightbehindher.
"MissMartin,"themansaidinthicklyaccentedEnglish.Hesmiledandtookherarm."Youwillcome
withme?"
"Yes,waitjustaminute,though,"sheprotested,andstartedtoturntowardPierce.
He'dalreadygatheredthatsomethingwasbadlywrong.Hemovedforwardquickly,withtheintention
oftearinghiswifefromtheman'shardgrasp,justashefeltsomethinginthesmallofhisback.
Somethingroundandhard.
"Youareherbodyguard,yes?"cameanothervoice,deeper,frombehindhim."You
comealong,too,then.WetakenochancethatyouinformtheHuttonman."
Piercewassurprisedatthecomment,andhesawBrianne'sheadturn.Hehadjustenoughtimefora
covertjerkofhishead.Fortunately,shewassoattunedtohimthatsheunderstoodatoncewhathe
wantedhertodo.
"WhatareyoudoingwithJack?"sheaskedsharply,havingpickedthenameoutofmidair.
"Hecomealong.Nottakechancehetalktopolice,"thescrawnymantoldher."Youcryout,myfriend
shoothimdead.Youunderstand,lady?"
"DoIever,"shesaid,scared."Okay,it'syourparty.Wherearewegoing,ordoIgettoask?"
"Youfindout.Come."
Heledher,with"Jack"andhisguardintow,outtoalongblackstretchlimowaitinginfrontofthe
terminal.Thetwoofthemwerestuffedin,andthetwomencamerightbehind,bothholdingautomatic
pistolsnowandsittingfacingthemintheinteriorofthelongcar.
Thescrawnymancalledsomethingtothedriver,whonodded,andpulledoutintothelineoftraffic.
Buthedidn'tdriveoutoftheairport.Hedrove,instead,rightaroundtooneoftherentalhangarsthat
stoodapartfromthemainbuildingsoftheterminal.Thelimousinepulledupbesideafancylittle
corporatejet,whosedoorsstoodopenandwherealadderwassuspended,readyforitscargo.
PierceandBriannewerehustledinside,againwiththetwoarmedmensittingnearby.Buttherewere
twomorearmedmenwaitinginside,atotaloffour.Pierceexchangedahelplessglancewithher.
Therewasnothingeitherofthemcoulddobeyondacceptingtherealityoftheirsituation.Against
fourarmedmen,theywerepowerless.
"Wherearewegoing?"Brianneaskedagain.
Nobodyansweredher.Shesatbackinherseat,acrosstheaislefromPierce,withoneoftheir
kidnappersnexttoherontheaisle,andclosedhereyes.Shemightaswellgetalittlerestwhileshe
could.Shehadahorriblefeelingthatsheknewwhowasbehindthiskidnapping.
ItreekedofPhilippeSabon'sstyle.
Hourslater,theylandedonatinystriponasmallisland.Briannehadseenasmallcityfromtheair,
andsherememberedthatSabonhadtoldherabouttheislandheownedinthePersianGulf,nearthe
smallcountrywhereheheldsomuchpoliticalinfluence.
ThereweretwooldBritishlimousineswaitingforthem.Briannewasherdedintoone,Pierceintothe
other.Shebarelygotaglimpseofhisbackbeforeshewaspushedinside.Thecarsspedaway.
"Wherearewe?"sheaskedoneofthemen,portlyandalittlelessformalthantheothertwowhohad
kidnappedher."Island."
"Yes,butwhichisland?"shepersisted."Jameel,"hereplied,confirmingherworstsuspicions.Helaid
hisheadbackagainsttheseatandgaveheranappraisalthatsentcoldchillsthroughherbody.
Hesmiled.Histeethlookedasiftheyhadn'tbeenbrushedinthepastdecade,andtherewasafaint
odorofliquoronhisbreath."Verypretty,"hesaid.
Sheglaredathim."IfyouworkforPhilippeSabon,you'dbetterrememberthathemakesabad
enemy,"shesaid,takingachance.
Itwasagoodshot.Themansoberedatonce.
Thetallerofthetwoothermen,theonewho'dheldthegun,saidsomethingabruptand
sharptotheman,whomurmuredinaconciliatoryway.
"Younottoworry,"thetallman,grayingatthetemples,toldBrianne."Nobodyhurtyou."Heglared
attheportlyman,whoturnedhisheadquicklytowardthewindow,watchingthelowscrubfloraofthe
islandwhizbythetintedwindows.
Briannefeltsicktoherstomach.Theonlywayherremark.wouldhaveaffectedthatportlymanwasif
Sabonreallywasbehindthiskidnapping.Nowsheknewthathewas,andshewouldbeinhisclutches
soon.Piercewasaspowerlessasshe,overwhelmedbysheernumbersandautomaticweapons.The
islandwaslikeaprison,fromwhichtheycouldn'tescape.Sabonwouldhaveher!
Sheclosedhereyes,fightingagainstthefearassherememberedwhatshe'dheardaboutSabon's
perversions.Howwouldshebearit?Thatman,touchingher.AsPiercehadoncesaid,shedidn'thave
theexperiencetofakesophistication.TheperversionsthatSabonwouldinflictonherwoulddestroy
herasawoman.
ShewonderedifanyofSabon'smenwouldrecognizePierce.Iftheydid,hedidn'tstandachance.
They'deitherholdhimforransomandthenkillhimorthey'dkillhimonthespot.Almostcertainly,
Sabonwouldn'triskakidnappingtrialinvolvingtheUnitedStates.PiercemightnotbeanAmerican
citizen,butBriannewas,andSabonwascountingonKurt'scongressionalfriendstosavehisoil
fields.
ThatbroughtforthanotherunpleasantthoughtWhenSabonhadfinishedwithher,hecouldn'trisk
releasingher.Shestoodtovanish,too,perhapsturnedlooseinthecrueldesertofthecountryadjacent
tothisisland,whereSabonwasinpower.
Shecouldn'tdielikethis,insuchasordidway.Shehadtouseherbrain.Theremustbesomemeans
ofescape,ifshewerevigilantandkepthereyesopenforopportunities.
Shewasn'tgoingtoletSabonwinwithoutafight.Shemightdieindieattempt,butdeathwasalmost
certainregardlessofhercompliance.Asherbelovedfatherhadoncesaid,itwasbettertogooutina
blazeofglorythaninaninsignificantpuffofsmoke.Ablazeitwouldbe,somehow.
Piercewasthinkingthesamethoughts,withmorepessimismthanBriannemighteverknow.Here,on
Sabon'shomeground,hehadnochanceofescape,andneitherdidshe.Hecouldn'tprotecther.He
thoughtofherongoingpleasandcouldhavekickedhimselffornotgivingintothem.Sabonwould
soilhersexualityinawaythatnopsychologistcouldfix.Hewoulddegradeandhumiliateher.That
delightfulspontaneityshehadaboutintimacywouldbegoneforever.Hewouldmournit.Andhe
wouldforeverblamehimselfforitsloss.
He'dspokentoWinthropjustbeforetheirflighthome,andWinthropwouldlandshortlyinFreeport
tomeethim.Herelaxedjustalittle.TateWinthropwasthebestsecuritychiefhe'deverhad.Hecould
trackabutterflyoverconcrete.He'dfindPierceandBrianne.Thequestionwasifhecoulddoitin
time.
Theoldlimousinespulledupatanimposinghouseoverlookingahuge.bodyofwater—probablythe
PersianGulf,ifBriannerememberedhergeography.Therewasalotofsand,andthevegetationwas
similartothatintheCaribbean,whichthiscertainlywasn't.TherewasanArabicflavortothescene,
andthewhite-garbedservantsthatcameontothelongtiledporchalongwithuniformedguards
lookedArabiantoBrianne.
SheandPiercewereboundandproddedintothewide,airyhouseandalongawidehallwaytoasmall
roomwithonehighwindowtoosmallforeitherofthemtoescapefrom.Therewasasmallbedframe
withasinglerolled-updirtymattressandnolinen,arattanchair,asmalltable,alampandbaretiles
onthefloor.Therewasabathroom,nothingbutatinyroomwithacommodeandasink.Nofacilities
forbathingwereprovided.Therewasathinsliverofsoaponthecrackedoyster-coloredporcelainof
thesink.Thepipeswereoldandrusted,tikethewaterinthetoilet.
"Youstayhere,"theshortmantoldthem,stickinghispistolinhisbelt.
"Couldyouatleastuntieus?"Brianneaskedwearily,holdingoutherarms."WhatifIneedtousethe
restroom?Ican'tdoitwithmyhandstied."
TheguardspokeinArabictothetaller,olderman,andtheyseemedtobearguing.Thetalloneuseda
harshwordandpointedtothehigh,iron-barredwindow,andthentotheheavylockonthedooritself,
madeofthickcarvedebonywood.Heseemedtobesaying,Howwouldtheygetout?
Theshortmanmusthaveseenthattheycouldn't.Eveniftheystoodonthechair,theycouldn'tpossibly
reachthewindow,whichhadironbars.
"Okay,"thefirstmansaid.HeuntiedBrianne'shands,butleftPiercebound.Themenwentout,
closingandlockingthedoorbehindthem.
"ThankGodwe'realonenow...."Briannesaid,runningtoPiercetountiehim.Theknotswereheavy
andcumbersome.Shefinishedhertaskandsaid,"Well,lack,oldboy,wheredowegofromhere?"
Piercebrushedtheloosenedropesawayandrubbedhiswrists."Westayputuntiltheydecidewhatto
dowithus,"heanswered.
Shesatdownonthechairwithaheavysighandglancedatheronce-cleanoutfit,nowdirt-streaked,
andwrinkledbeyondmention.
Piercewaswearingslacksandasportsshirtwithawhitejacket.Hedidn'tlooklikeamillionaire
today.Hewasdressedthewayhisrealchauffeuroftendressed,neverinuniform.
Nowondertheyhadn'trealizedwhohewas!ButSabonwould.Theminutehesawhisoldenemy,he'd
knowhim.HewasfuriouswithPierceaswellasBrianneforstandingbetweenhimandhisplans.No
doubthe'dfindnewwaystomakethembothsufferItwasn'tapleasantthought.
"Well,thisisanotherfinemessI'vegottenyouinto,"shetoldPiercewithahintofheroldvivacity.
"We'llgetoutofit,"heassuredherwkhafaintsmile.
"Thinkso?"Sheglancedtowardthehighwindow."Ifweonlyhadaladderandasledgehammer,"she
saidwithasigh.
Hewaswatchingherwithnarrow,speculativedarkeyes.Hisfacegrewharderbytheminuteashe
contemplatedwhatcouldhappentoheratPhilippeSabon'shands.Herfirstexperienceofaman
shouldn'tbedisgustingorfrightening.She'dbescarredforeverifSabonhadher.
"Dreamon."
Sheglancedathim."You'releeringatme,"shemurmuredandgrinned."There'sabedinhere,justin
caseyoucan'trestrainyourselfaminutelonger,"shesaid,pointingtoit"Iwouldn'tmindatall.In
fact,"sheaddedpersuasively,"you'dliterallybesavingmefromafateworsethandeath."
"NamelySabon,"heagreedsolemnly.Hiseyesgrewnarrowandhot."Ican'tstandthethoughtof
Sabonasyourfirstlover."
Herheartjumpedupintoherthroat.Shefeltherbreamcatchasshemethissearchingeyes."Neither
canI.Sowhilethere'sstilltime,whydon'tyoudosomethingaboutit?We'remarried,youknow."
Hiseyebrowjerkedandhechuckledsoftly."Wemustbe.Youhaven'tstoppedremindingmesincethe
ceremony."Hegotupfromhischairslowly,glancingidlyfromcornertocorner.Therewereno
surveillancecameras.Hehadn'texpectedthattherewouldbe.Thehouse,whilebeautiful,wasoldand
hadnomodernfixturesthathe'dnoticed.Hecouldbecertainthatnospyingeyeswouldseethem.
Hetookthechairhe'dbeensittinginandproppeditunderthedoorhandlesothatnoonecouldwalk
inwithoutmakingalotofnoise.
ThenheturnedtoBrianne.Hisexpressionwasoneofresignation,buthiseyesweresmolderingashe
consideredthedelightsthatlayaheadforbothofthem.
ChapterEight
"Arewereallygoingtodoit?"sheaskedbreathlesslyasheapproachedher.
Hetookherarmsandpulledherupagainsthimwithasoft,amusedsmile.Shewasincorrigible."You
lookalittlenervous,"hemurmuredashishandscaressedtheirwayslowlyoverhertautbreastsand
downherbellytothefasteningofherslacks.
"Who,me?I'monlytremblingwithsheeranticipation!"Shelockedherarmstightaroundhisneck
andfeltherbreathcatchattheexpressiononhisface."Oh,Pierce,I'vewaitedsolongforyou!It's
goingtobe...heaven!"
Hewasfeelingasimilaremotion.Tautwithneed,heglancedsidewaysatthebedandhopeditwould
holdbothofthemwithoutcrashingtothefloor.Thenhemetherexcitedgazeand,asthezippergave
way,hestoppedbeingconcernedaboutitatall.
Briannemethislipshalfway,holdingonhungrilyashekissedher.
Hedrewawayabreath,chuckling."Notsofast,baby,"hemurmuredashelethisslacksfalltothe
floor."We'repressedfortime,butitdoesn'thavetobethatquick."
Hernailsdugintohisshoulders."I'mjustmakingsureyoudon'tletgo,"shewhispered."Nota
chance,"hebitoffagainsthermouth."Brianne.,.!"
She'dthoughtthathewasgoingtobequick,andthatshewouldn'tbeabletoenjoyit.Shewaswrong.
Thefeelofhisbig,faintlycallusedhandsonherbareskinwaslikeanarcotic.Hetouchedher
delicately,tenderly,whilehismouthopenedandprobedatherlipsinquick,hardcontactsthatwere
violentlyarousing.Shehadn'treallyexpectedthatshecouldbesoimmediatelyoverwhelmedevenby
Pierce,butshewas.Heunfastenedhertunicandslidherlacybraaside,thenhisheadbentandbis
mouthslidontoonesoftlittlebreast,histeethgentlycatchingthenippleandtastingitsfirmness.She
couldfeelherbodyswellinstantlyashesuckledher.Ittrembledashefoundthatmostintimatepartof
herandtracedarounditinanexplorationthatwasatfirstteasing,andthenallbutunbearable.She
liftedtowardhim,moaning,becausesheneededmorethanthismaddeningsuggestionofpleasure.
Sheheardherownquick,flutteringbreath.Evenwhenhe'dmadelovetoherontheisland,ithadbeen
nothinglikethis.Heusedallhisskilltoarouseher,anditwasvast.Inthespaceofheatedseconds,she
waswildforhim,soarousedthatshewasfightingherbriefsandhisownwithtremblinghandstoget
themoutoftheway.
"Yes,"shechokedintohishardmouth."Yes...please...please...please!"
Shetuggedhishandsbacktoherbarefleshandheldthemthereasshewhisperedfeverishlywhatshe
wanted.Hehelpedher,amazedathisownheadlongrushintopassion,despitethecircumstances.He
groanedandliftednergentlyontothebed,slidingalongsideherwithachingpleasureasthenewness
andthesweetnessoftheirintimacymadefiresinsidehisstarvedbody.Hepinnedherhipswithhis
own,hisstomachbareagainsthers,thethickhairticklingashepositionedher,andslowly,delicately
enteredherforthefirsttime,carefulnottohurther,becausehewasmorepotentthanhe'dbeenina
longtime.Hetrembledhelplesslyatthesurgeofpassionthecontactarousedinhim.
Heheardhershockedgaspatherfirsttasteoftrueintimacy,andheopenedhiseyestolookstraight
intohersashemovedhungrilyagainsther.
Hecouldn'tstop,buthehadtoask."Thedoctor...youaskedhimtogiveyousomething?"hebitoff.
"Yes,andhedid—"shesobbed.
Hervoicebrokeonawaveofred-hotpleasurebeforeshecouldaddthatshe'dforgottentobringthe
pillstotheStateswithherandthatshehadn'tyettakenmorethanone.Itwouldbedangerous.Very
dangerous.
Theknowledgethatshecouldbecomepregnantonlymadetheintimacymorepoignant.Shegripped
hisshouldershardenoughtoleavetinymark'sfromhershortnailsinhisskin,buthedidn'tseemto
mind.Hegroanedsoftlyashemovedevenclosertoher.
Heshiftedher,andhismouthbitintohersashisbodyimposeditselfonhers,closerandcloserand
closer,inanintimacythatfarexceededherdreamsabouthim.Shecouldfeeltheheatandpowerof
himthere,inhermostsecretplace.Shecouldfeelhimthrobbing,asherownbodythrobbedaround
him,thehotsilencebrokenonlybytheurgentrushoftheirbreathandthefaintsoundoftheirbodies
slidingagainsteachotherashisrhythmbecamequickandroughanddemanding.
Itwaslikefallingintolava,shethoughtwhentheexplosionofheatrushedupfromherloins.She
stiffenedunderthecrushofhispowerfulbodyandsobbedlikeachild,herteethclenched,herwhole
bodyconvulsingasifwithsomeunknownandfrighteningfever.Spasmsofpleasuresodeepthey
rivaledpain,contractionsthatwentonendlessly,carryingheralong,blindanddeaftoeverything
else.Shefelthishotbreathatherear.Hewaswhisperingsomethingthatshecouldn'tquitehear,his
ownvoicebreakingasheconvulsed,too,andgavehimselftotheviolenceoftheecstasythatthey
achieved.
Heshudderedintheaftermath,stillholdingherpinnedtothebed.Therewasafilmofcoldsweaton
hischestandabdomen,andonhers.Theyclungtogetherunsteadily,breathinginstrained,spastic
jerks.
Shestillthrobbedwheretheywerejoined,apleasurethatfingeredonevenafterthecataclysmic
passion,andshemovedexperimentallytoenjoyitagain.
Hestilledherhipswithawearychuckle."No.There'snotime,"hewhispered,bendingtohermouth.
Hekisseditslowly,softly,ashebroketheintimateconnectionthathadjoinedthemsoclosely.
Herefastenedhisownclothingbeforehedidthesameforher.Shewassoweakthatshecouldbarely
standalone,overwhelmedbyherfirstpassion.Hekissedhereyeswithatendernesshehadn'tfeltin
years,cradlingherheadinhisbig,warmhandsuntilshewasbreathingnormallyagain.
Hebentandkissedhertenderly,searchinghereyeswithrememberedpleasure.Shekissedhimback,
hersoftgreeneyesdrowsywithloveandfulfillment.Shegrinnedathimirrepressiblyandchuckled.
"Talkaboutcheatingthehangman,"shemurmureddryly.
Heliftedaneyebrow."Sabon'sloss."Hepushedbackherdamphairandtookalongbreath."I'msorry
ithadtobesoquick,"hemurmured."Oneday-I'llmakeituptoyou."
Shepursedherlipsandlookedhimoverblatantly."When?Nameadateandatime.Idareyou."
Heturnedaway,shruggingitoff,butthecommentmadehimfeelguilty.Hismotiveshadbeen
somewhatunselfish,butnowtheenormityofwhatthey'ddonehithimsquarelybetweentheeyes.
"Youcanhavethebathroomfirst,"hesaidquietly,holdingthedooropenforher.Shepassedhim,
confused,butshedidn'treply.
Heclosedthedoorbehindherandwentlazilytothechairandpulleditoutfromthedoor.Hesat
down,hislegscrossed,hisarmsfoldedoverhisbroadchest,outwardlytheverypictureofbored
indifference.Inside,hewaschurningattheexperiencehe'djusthad.He'dneverimaginedthatheand
Briannewouldcometogetherforthefirsttimeinsuchastaggeringpassion.He'dhavepreferredit
somewhereelse,ofcourse.Notinthebeachhouse,though,becausethatwaswhereheandMargo...
Margo!Heclenchedhisteethashethoughtofher.He'dbetrayedherwithBrianne.He'dswornthat
he'dnevertouchanotherwomanaslongashelived,andhe'dlied.
No.He'donlydoneittospareBriannethehorrorofPhilippeSabonasherfirstlover.Yes,thatwas
why.Ithadnothingtodowithdesireorlove,itwasanactofcharity.
Helaughedoutloudathisownrationale.That—anactofcharity!Ithadbeenthemostexplosive
fulfillmentinyears,verynearlyequaltothepassionheandMargohadshared.He'dthoughtof
nothingexceptthesoftnessofBrianne'sbodyunderhis,theshyenticementofhermouth,thesobbing
delightofherecstasyundersuchterriblecircumstances.Herfirsttime,andshe'dachievedsatisfaction
withhim.Itgavehimafeelingofprideononehand,andthenofshameontheother.Theywere
married,ofcourse.Amanwascertainlypermittedtomakelovetohiswife.Butitwasasham
marriagecontractedonlytoprotectherfromSabon,justastheintimacyhadbeentospareherthe
madmanasherfirstlover.
Yet,whathefeltwithherwassurelymorethansurfacedesire.Hescowledasherememberedhisown
pleasure.Overtheyears,beforehismarriage,therehadbeenwomen.Somewerebeautiful,some
wereveryexperienced.He'denjoyedthoseencounters.Butnoneofthemhadcomparedwiththose
brief,heatedminutesinBrianne'sarms.Itpuzzledhimthatheshouldhavehadsuchareactiontoher.
Ofcourse,itcouldhavebeenherinnocence.Therewassomethingdeliciouslyprimitiveabout
initiatinghertopassion.Andnotonlytohaveinitiatedher,buttohavedoneitwithoutfearorpainon
herpart.He'dgivenherasmuchpleasureasshe'dgivenhim.
Histhoughtswereinterruptedby,heremergencefromthebathroom,herfacefreeofmakeup,her
hairunbrushedbuttidierinabraiddownherback.Shecouldn'tquitemeethiseyesnow,andthefact
ofhershynessmadehimfeelprotective.
"Whatdoyouthinkthey'lldowithus?"sheasked,sittingdownonthebarebedspringsofthetinybed
withherhandsfoldedonherthighs.
"Goodquestion,"hereplied.
"Ican'tseethemlettingusgo,"sheadded.
Hedrewinalongbreath."Frankly,neithercanI,"heagreed,decidingthathonestywasbestinthe
longrun.
Shelookedupandsearchedhiseyesbrieflybeforeshedroppedhergazebacktoherlegs."Well,it's
beenniceknowingyou."
Healmostmissedthefaintgleamofmischiefinhergreeneyesastheyflashedtohisfaceandfell
again.
"It'sbeenniceknowingyou,too,MissMartin,"herepliedgently.
Shedrewinalongsighandlookedtowardthelockeddoor."Idon'tsupposeyou'vegotabattering
raminyourpocket?''
“Ifyouhadahairpin,Icouldtrypickingthelock,"hemurmured..Shegrinned."Actually,Idohave
one."
Shepulleditoutandhandedittohim,justasthedoorknobrattledandakeyturnedinthelock.The
dooropened.Twomencamein.Oneheldasmallautomaticweapononthemwhiletheotherrudely
pulledhairpinsfromBrianne'shairandhand.
"Noescapes,"theshortermansaidinthickEnglish."MonsieurSabonarrivetonight."Hegrinnedat
Brianne."Youmakepresentforhim."
Theothermanfrownedandsaidsomething.HelookedatPierceandbackatbiscomrade.
Theshortermanlookedsuddenlyworried.ThetwoofthemspokeinArabic.Briannedidn't
understandaword,butPiercewasabletounderstandafewphrases.ThemenwereworriedthatSabon
wouldn'tlikehavingamanintheroomwithhisintended,notevenaservant.
ThetallermanbrokeoffandmovedtojerkPierceupbyhisarm."Youcomewithus,"hesaid.
Brianneopenedhermouthtoprotest,butasharplookfromPierce'sblackeyesstoppedherinstantly.
"WhatareyougoingtodowithMr.Hutton'sbodyguard?"sheaskedhaughtily.
"Weputhiminroombyhimself,"theshortermansaid."Toremovetemptation."
"Temptationindeed!"Briannehuffed."Idon'tplayaroundwithservants!"
ThemenproddedhimoutthedooratgunpointandBriannewasleftsittingaloneintheroom.
Itwasdarkwhenthetwomenreturnedwithbreadandcheeseandaglassofredwine.Thetall,older
oneheldtheweaponinavaguelythreateningwaywhiletheshorteroneplacedthetrayonthesmall
table.Brianneglaredat
theglass.
"Idon'tdrinkredwine,"shesaidshortly.
"Can'tIhavewater?"
Theshorteronelookedharassed."Wineisgoodfornerves."
"Idon'thavenerves,"shesaid,glaringathim.
Thetwomenexchangedamusedglances.
Theshorteronetookthewineandleft,returningshortlywithatallglassofwater.Heputitinfront
ofherwithaflourish.
"I'mBrianne,"shesaid."Whoareyou?"
Theshortermanwassurprised."Rashid,"hetoldher.
"Andyou?"sheaskedthetallone.
"Mufti,"hemurmured,andseemedembarrassed.
“HaveyouworkedforPhilippeSabonforalongtime?"
"Onlybriefly,''Rashidinformedher,andhisbrokenEnglishslowlygavewaytoformalenunciation,
asifhehadn'tspokenthelanguageinawhilebutwasbeginningtoremembermoreofit."Hehas
givenmuchtoourvillage—moneytobuymedicinesandfoodforthepoor."
Shewassurprised,butitoccurredtoherthatevenevilmenmusthaveaglimmerofgoodinthem
somewhere."HismotherwasanArab,wasn'tshe?"sheasked,recallingaglimmerofgossip.
Rashidnodded."Allhisfamily."
"ButhehasaFrenchname."
Rashidglancedatthetallman,Mufti,andgrimaced."TherearethingsofwhichImust
notspeak.SufficeittosaythatMonsieurSabonhasthebestinterestsofourcountryatheart.Heisa
braveandgoodman."',-
"Heisakidnapper,"shesaidfirmly.
Heshrugged."Thingsarenotwhattheyseem,mademoiselle.Weliveinperiloustimesthatmaysee
usundone,butwewilldowhatwemusttosurvive.Inallah,"headded,whichwasArabicfor
somethinglike"Godwilling."Hepaused,thencontinued."Weareconstantlyunderthreatofinvasion
byourenemy,whoenviesuseventhesmallreservesofoilwehaveonlyjustdiscovered."
Briannelistened.She'dneverquestionedwhererawmaterialscamefrombefore,orhow
theywereobtained.
“MissMartin,''Rashidtoldher,“theWesternnationsaredependentonpetroleum.Wehavethelargest
supplyintheregion.Inothertimes,theWestsoughttocontrolandexploitthespiceproductionofthe
Indies,therubberproductionofAfrica,theteaproductionoftheFarEast.Evennow,therainforests
aredwindlingbecausetheWestwantsitslumber,andfastfoodchainswanttoclearitforlandson
whichtoenlargetheproductionofbeef."
Shesatwide-eyed,staringatthemwithcompleteshock.Thesemenhadseemedlikeruffians,thugs.
Buttheyknewmoreaboutthepoliticalrealityoftheworldthanshe'deverlearned.
"Youareveryyoung,"Muftitoldher."Andyouknowverylittleoftheuglinessofcommerceorthe
evilnessofman."
"Iknowsome,"sheargued.Shestaredatthemcuriously."Youbothseemtobeintelligentmen.Why
doyouworkforPhilippeSabon?"
"Ihavefourchildren,"Rashidsaid."Oneofthemhasaformofcancerthatiskillinghim.Monsieur
SabonpaysforhimtohaveexpensivetreatmentinFrance."
"AndIlostmyfamilyandmyhomewhenbombsfellwhilemywifepreparedmemealforourtwo
littleones."Mufti'svoicebroke.Hegotafirmergripontheweapon."MonsieurSabonheardofmy
lossfromoneofmycousinsinthevillageonthemainland.Onlyrecently,hecametofindmeand
offeredmework."Muftishifted,asifsomethingabouthissituationbotheredhim.Odd,heseemed
ratheroldtohavesmallchildren.Hishairwasgraying.Infact,helookedmuchtheageBrianne's
fatherwouldhavebeen,hadhelived.
"Rashid,wetalktoomuch."Muftigesturedwithhisweapontowardthedoor."Weshouldgo."
Briannefeltlessthreatenedthaneverbeforeasshelookedatthelean,darkfacesandsawtheharsh
linesinthem.Herlifehadbeenrelativelycarefree;atleastshehadn'thadtolearntouseagunand
fightinwars.Thelivesthesemenhadledshowedintheirfaces,olderthantheyshouldhaveseemed.
ShethoughtofMufti'swifeandchildrendyinginahailofbombs.Shehadtorememberthatthere
weretwosidestoeverystory,andshefeltsorryfortheman.
"I'msorry.Aboutyourfamily,Imean,"BriannetoldMufti.
Helookedsheepishanduncomfortable."Asifyouhadanythingtodowithit,MissMartin,"hesaid
kindly?."Itisasadworldinwhichwelive.Peoplearedrivenbycircumstancesandmisfortuneand
necessitytodomanyindecentthings.Iregretyourcapture.Butitwasanecessity."Hehesitatedatthe
door."MonsieurSabonwillnotharmyou,"headdedsurprisingly.“Itwasnotforanyimmoral
purposethatyouwerebroughthere."
Theynoddedpolitelyandleft,lockingthedoorbehindthem.Now,whateverintheworlddidthat
mean?Shewonderedaboutitlongafterdarknessfell.
Therewerevoicesoutsidethedoor.Sheheardafamiliaroneandcaughtherbreathassherecognized
it.Sabon!
Shegotoffthemattressandwenttositinthechair,stiff-backedandunyielding.Shewasstillthere
whenthedoorwasunlockedandPhilippeSabonwalkedin.Hetossedaharshcommandtohistwo
menandclosedthedoor.
Briannestaredathislean,scarreddarkfaceandnarrowblackeyeswithrealfear.
Hewavedahandimpatiently."No,no,"hesaidquickly,"IhavenotcomeforthatItwas
convenienttoleteveryonethinkthatIintendedyouforadepravedappetite,thennottoomany
eyebrowswouldberaisedwhenyouvanished.ItwouldbeassumedthatItookyoufor...nefarious
purposes."
"Ib-begyourpardon?"shestammered.
Hesatdownonthemattressandcrossedhislong,elegantlegswhilehelitoneofthesmallTurkish
cigarsheliked.
"I'mnotsuchamonsterthatIenjoyravishinginnocents,"hetoldhercalmly."AlthoughIdofindyou
attractive,andifyouwerewilling,andIwerestillwhole,Imightbetempted."
Hereyesaskedthequestionherlipscouldn'tform.Helaughedcoldly."Youhavenoidea,haveyou?"
Heleanedforward."Sinceyouwillnotleavethisplaceforsometimetocome,Icananswerthe
questionyoufeartoaskme.IstoodonalandmineinPalestineonabusinesstrip;aleftoverhorror
fromoneofmanyconflictsinthisgreatregion.ThewoundsweresoterriblethatIceasedtobea
man/'headdedharshly.
"HencethefictionthatIhaveperverseappetites."Hemadeadistastefulgesture."Itwaskinderthanthe
gossipIwouldhaveattractedhadthetruthbeenknown."
"I'msorry,"shesaid,andshewas,inspiteofheroverwhelmingreliefthatshedidn'thavetoworry
aboutherownseductionnowandhiscuriousstatementthatshewouldneverleavetheisland.“Itmust
be...terribleforyou.''
“Terrible.''Hesavoredthewordashestaredblanklyatthetipofhissmallcigar."Yes.It
was...terrible."Hiseyesliftedtoherfaceandremainedforatime,asifheweresearchingfor
mockeryorsarcasmoramusement.Hefoundnoneoftheseinthatquiet,gentleface.Hegrimaced."A
womanlikeyoucanmakeamanashamedofhisbaserinstincts.IfIhadmetsomeonelikeyoubefore
this,Imighthavebeenverydifferent.Asitis,thewell-beingofmypeopleisallIhavetosubstitute
foranyotherpleasuresImightlackinmylife."
"WhatareyougoingtodowithMr.Hutton'sbodyguardandme?"
Heshrugged."Thosedecisionswillhavetobemadelater.Huttonwillsurelycomelookingforyou,
andthatcouldcausemesomeproblems.You'see,yourstepfatherandIhaveconcoctedawayto
provokeyourso-protectivegovernmentintosendingtroopstoprotectouroilfieldswhileweopen
themtodrillinginthenearfuture."
"Kurt?"
Henodded.Hegotupandpacedtheroom,makingagrimaceofdistasteathersurroundings."Thisis
uncomfortable,Iknow,butitwashastilyarranged.IwilltrytoimproveyoursurroundingswhenI
can."Heturnedbacktoher."Kurthassentinabandofmercenariestoattackus,beforeourenemies
rushtodothesamethingandwithoutpretence.Wewillthenblametheattackonthegovernment
presentlyhostiletoyours,andpleadforAmericaninterventiontostopthembeforetheyrealizehow
weakwearerightnowasanationandrushoverourborders.KurthasafriendintheSenatewhohas
persuasivepowers,andIthinkthatyourgovernmentwillnotneedmuchexcusetolaunchanattack
againstourmutualenemy,"
Briannestoodup."Youmustn't,"shesaidearnestly."You-couldstartaworldwar!"
Heshruggedagainandpuffedonhiscigar."Betterthatthanlettheoilfieldsbecapturedbyour
enemiesbeforewecanstartexploitingthemforthebenefitofourpeople.Believeme,ithasnotbeen
easypersuadingthesheikhthattheoilourcountrypossessesmustbedrawnoutoftheearthtosave
oureconomyfromcollapse.HebelievesthatitiswrongtodependontheWest,evenforthe
developmentofourpotentialwealth.Ihavearguedlongandhardtoconvincehimthatthebenefitto
ourpeoplewillbeworththeforeigninteresthere."
"Benefittoyourpeople...?"
Heglaredather."Youhaveaninterestingpictureofme.Iamamonster,yes?Avicious,perverted
manwhoenjoysnothingmoremandespoilingwomenandmakinghimselfricher!"
Shemadeanimpotentgesturewithherhands.
"Mygrandmother'svillage,theplacewhereIwasborn,isawastelandofpoverty,ofmalnutritionand
diseaseandignorance.Allaroundus,theoil-producingnationsarecountingtheirwealthwhilewe
standatthedoorknocking,tobeturnedawaybyservantsricherthanweare.''Shewasutterly
speechlessforafewseconds."Butthereisforeignaid...."
Hesmiledwearily."Hownaiveyouare,"hesaid."Hownaiveandtrusting.Youliveinthedecadent
West.Youhaveplentytoeatanddrink,clothestowear,carstodriveyou,airplanestoflyyou
anyplaceyouwanttogo.Youhavenoideahowmostoftherestoftheworldlives,MissMartin."-He
puffedonhiscigar.,"Youmightfindamonthinmycountryenlightening.Unlikethemetropolitan
citiesofourneighbors,hereinQawiyoucanliveinamudhutwithnoindoorfacilities,drawwater
fromasandywell,killanddresswhateversmallanimalyoucancatchtocookoveranopenfire,spin
wooltomakethreadtoweaveclothtomakeyourownclothing,andwatchyourbabiesstarvetodeath
ordieofdysenteryandfeverforlackofmedicine.WehavenoEuropeanshere,andnomodern
cities."Henoddedatherlookofconsternation."Youseemstunned."
"Itsoundsprimitive."
"Itisprimitive,"hesaidshortly."Primitiveandhopelessanduseless!Withoutmoneythereisnohope
ofeducatingmypeople.Withouteducation,thereisonlypovertyforever."
Shewasatalosstomakesuggestions.Astonishedatwhathewastellingher,atthewarpedpictureshe
hadofhimandtheworldhelivedin,shewasabsolutelywithouttheabilitytodebatehim.
"AndnowwefacetheproblemofwhattodowithyouwhileKurtbargainsformeinAmerica,"he
continued.
Shelookedaroundherworriedly."Areyougoingtokeepmehere?But,why,ifyoudon'twantme
for,well,fornefariouspurposes?"
Hesighed."IbroughtyouheretoensureKurt'scooperationwiththefictionthatIwantedtomarry
youandbringourfamiliesintoanalliance,"hesaid-honestly."Hewasmostanxioustoagreetomy
plan,whichappealedtohisunbridledgreed.ButIunderstandthathiswifetriedtotalkhiminto
backingoutofthedeal.Hedealtwithherinawaythatbringsnorespectfromme.Ihavenopatience
withmenwhohittheirwomen,whateverthereason."Heheldupahand."Sheisnotmuchhurt.Imade
sureofit."
Brianne'sfirstthoughtwasforhermother'ssafety.SoshewasrelievedtohearSabon'sreassurance
thatEvewasallrightfornow.
Shejerkedhermindbacktothepresent."Youmean,I'mheresothatKurtwon'ttrytogoagainstyou."
"Exactly,"hereplied.Hesmiledcoolly."Ofcourse,hethinksIhave...otherplansforyou,anditwas
convenienttolethimbelieveso."Hiseyesbrieflysparkledwithhumor."Ibelieveyourmother
actuallythreatenedtoleavehimifyouareharmed.Surprising,no,suchconcerninsuchamercenary
woman?"
Shecaughtherbreath."Howdoyouknowsomuchaboutmymother?"
"Ihavespieseverywhere."Hestudiedhersoftfeatureswithrealregret."Youarenoconventional
beauty,butyouhaveaqualityofcompassionthatissorareastobeprecious.Ilookatyouandgrieve
forthelossofthemanIoncewas.Iwouldhavecherishedyou."
Herbreathingsuspendedatthestatement,sounexpected,andsosincere.Heseemedsovulnerable
then,sotormented,thatherheartachedforhim.
Hesawthatexpressioncrossherovalfaceandhewinced."Child,thesightofyouhurtsme,"hesaid
hoarsely,andheturnedaway."Inevermeanttoinvolveyouinthis,inanyway.Kidnappingwasthe
lastthingonmymind,butitwasasmuchforyoursakeasminethatIbroughtyouhere.Kurtis
unpredictable,andhistemperhasbecomeunmanageable.Iwouldnothaveyouhurtfortheworld,"he
addedhuskily,glancingather.
Unexpectedlytouchedbyhisattitude,shegotupoutofherchairandmovedtowardhim.Hewas
nothinglikethemonstershe'dmadeofhiminhermind.Hewasnothinglikethemantheworldsaw
andhated.Hesitantly,shetouchedhisarm,nolongerafraid.Shefeltpityforhim.
Helookeddownatthesofthandontheexpensivematerialofhissleevewithastonishmeat.Hisblack
eyes,sodifferentfromPierce's,soforeign,methers.
Hereachedtowardherinamomentofsuspendedtime,hesitantlylikeayoungboyaloneforthefirst
timewithagirl.Hisleanhandsgentlytouchedherupperarms."Youwill...permit?"heasked,slowly
drawinghertowardhim.
Shelethimdrawherintohisarmsandholdher.Itwasthemostincredibleexperienceofherlife,
thereinmeroomwhereshewasaprisoner,tostandinthecircleofthatman'sarmsandlethimhold
her.Thatwasallhedid.Hemadenomovetowardintimacyorviolence.Hetouchedherhairasifit
fascinatedhim,andshecouldhearhisbreathsighoutroughlyatherear.Foraninstant,shefelthis
cheekagainstthetopofherheadandheardasoftgroanpasshislips.Ashiverranthelengthofhis
tall,leanbody.Theycalledhimamonster.Acriminal.Abeast.Hetrembledinherarms.
"Can'ttheydoanythingforyou?"sheaskedquietly.
Heswallowed."Nothing."Hisvoicebrokeontheword.Hishandscradledherhead,andaftera
minute,theyframedherfaceandliftedittohiseyes.Theywerewet.Hewasun-
ashamedofhisreactionashestudiedherinapainfulsilence.Heclenchedhisteethashesawthestuff
ofdreamssoclosethathecouldbreatheitinthroughhisnostrils,andsofarawaythatitmighthave
beenadistantstar.
Herfingersreacheduptohischeekandtoucheditlightly."I'msorry,"shesaid.
Hedidn'tblink."AllIhadleftwerememoryanddreams."Hemanagedafaintsmile."NowIwillhave
thelookinyoureyesaswell."Hemovedawayandtookherhands,palmsup,tohislips."Thankyou,"
hesaidhuskily,anddroppedthematonce.
Hemovedawaytothedoorandstoodthereforaminute,gatheringhisself-control."Youwillnotbe
harmed,ever,bymeoranyoneclosetome,"hesaid,glancingbackather."Igiveyoumyword.And
ifyoueverneedhelp,foranyreason,Iamyourstocommand."
Shestaredathimwithfaintwonder."Why?"
Oneofhisshouldersmovedalmostimperceptibly."Perhapsbecauseyouhaveaheartmorefragile
thananyIhaveeverknown,aheartthatcanpityamonsterlikeme."
"Youaren'tamonster,"shesaid.
Hiseyeshardened."Yes,Iam,"hereplied."AndIneverrealizedituntiltoday."
Shedrewinalongbreath."Mr.Sabon,whataboutJack?"
"Philippe,"hecorrectedherquietly."WhoisJack?"
"Mr.Hutton'sbodyguard,"shesaid,hopingagainsthopethathewouldn'tfindoutwho"Jack"was."He
wasbroughtinwithme.Theyputhimsomeplaceelse."
"SoHuttonsentabodyguardwithyou,"hemused."Hemustthinkmeagreatthreattoyourvirtue."
"Yes,hedoes,"sheagreedatonce.
Hislaughwashollow."Therewasatime,"hesaidgently,"whenthatthreatwouldhavebeenavery
realone.Withhairandskinlikethat,youwouldtrulyhavebeen'whitegold'toamanlikeme.
PerhapsitisfortunateforyouthatIwenttoPalestinethatday."
“Whatis'whitegold'?''sheasked,diverted
"Therewasonceaflourishingslavetradeinthispartoftheworld,whereawhitewomanwouldbring
herweightingold."Hechuckled."Youwouldhavebroughtaveryniceprice."
Whileshewasworkingoutareply,heglancedathiswatch."Ihavebusinesstoconduct.Youwillhave
everythingyouneed,"hepromisedasheturnedbacktowardthedoor.Hepausedandglancedather
again,withasoft,curioussmile."MuftiandRashidspeakhighlyofyou.Youarenotwhatanyofus
expectedyoutobe."
Hershouldersroseandfell."Neitherareallofyou,"shereplied."Isupposeweallthinkin
stereotypesuntilweknowsomethingaboutthepeoplebehindthepolitics."
Henodded."Thisistrue.AndIamindeedsorryforyourconfinement.Buttoomuchisatstaketorisk
lettingyougo."
Heknockedonthedoor.Itwasopenedandheleftwithhistwomen.
Briannegnawedonherlowerlipwhileshecursedsilentlyatherinabilitytoswayhimfromthis
maniacalcourse.Itseemedperfectlylogicaltohim,tostartawarinordertosavehiscountryfrom
conquest.Butitwashercountryheexpectedtofightitforhim!Shehadtostopthis.Shehadtogetto
Washington,tostopKurtfromwhathewasplanning,totellsomeonewhatSabonwasplanning!
Butfirstshehadtoescape,sheandPierce.Howwouldtheygetaway?Anddespitehiscourtesytoher,
whatmightSabondotoPiercewhenhefoundoutwhohehadinhispower?Surelyhe'dusePierce's
capturetohisadvantage!Hecouldholdhimforransomifnothingelse.Here,inthispoorplace,a
richWesternerwouldbeinthegreatestdanger.
Shepacedthefloor,turningplansoverandoverinhermind.Shecouldn'tscalethewallorbreak
throughironbars.Thatleftthedoor,andthemenwereguardingit.Couldsheplayontheiremotions,
weakenthemandthenoverpowerthem?Ofcourse,shethought,amusedatherownnerve.Shecould
weakenthemwithpityandthenknockthemout,twobigstrongmenwithloadedautomaticweapons.
Despitetheirregardforher,theyprobablywouldn'thesitatetoshootherifshethreatenedtheirboss's
plans.
Shesatbackdownagain,perplexedbySabon'sstrangebehavior.Sherecalledbeingsoafraidofhim,
sorepulsedbythemanshethoughthewas.Nowherownsympathyforhimputthosememoriesaside.
Aslongasshelived,shewouldremembertearsinthatman'seyesasshelethimholdher.
Shegotasuddenpictureofherselfwithasignaroundherneckofferinghugstothemadmantwo
countriesover,andshelaughedtoherself.ShewasgettingStockholmSyndrome—identifyingwith
hercaptors.Piercewouldlaughhimselfsick.
Pierce.ShewonderedwhattheyweredoingtoPierce.Sheflushed,rememberingtheirearlier
encounter.Wouldn'thefeelterriblewhenherealizedwhathe'ddone,thattherewasnothreatfrom
SabonatallandBriannewasn'tonthepill.Hemighthavemadeherpregnant.Thatwouldplayhell
withhisownplans,becausehe'dsaidthathewantedtobealone,anddidnotwantapermanent
relationshipwithBrianne.Thingswereverycomplicatedandshehadnoideahowtoresolvethem.
Rightnow,shehadtothinkonlyofescape.Later,whenshewassafelyathomeagain,shecouldworry
aboutthethingsshedidn'thavetimetoconsiderrightnow.
TateWinthrophadjustgottenoffthephonewithoneofthemeninhispersonalnetworkof"interested
observers"oftheworldsituation.Hiswide,chiseledmouthpulledintoathoughtfulexpressionashe
staredoutthewindowofhisluxuriousWashington,D.C.apartmentatthecity'snightskyline.It
glitteredlikediamondsandsapphiresandrubies.Itwasbeautiful,hemused,butafarcryfromthe
naturalcolorsofaSouthDakotasunsetnearthePineRidgeSiouxReservationwherehe'dgrownup.
Hestudiedthefaceofayoung,dark-eyedblondwomaninthesimplewoodframeonhisdesk.Hehid
thephotoofCecilywhenevershecameoverforsupper,whichshedidoccasionallywhenthe
Smithsoniancouldspareher.Hecouldn'tletherknowthedepthofhisfeelingsforher.Shewasa
forensicanthropologist,andsheoftenworkedwiththeFBItoexamineskeletalremains.Itwasa
grislyprofessionforasensitiveyoungwoman,butithadbeenherdreamtoescapeherstepfather's
clutchesandgetaneducation.Tatehadmadethatpossibleforher.Shehadnoideahowmuchshe
owedhim,andhewantedtokeepitthatway.Hefeltresponsibleforher,buthe'dneverpermittedeven
theslightestintimacybetweenthem.HewasSiouxandshewaswhite.Hewantednomixingofblood,
nochildoftwoseparateracesgrowingupwithoutatrueidentity.Exceptforthat,hemighteasilyhave
givenintohisfeelingsforher,hemusedashestudiedthedelicatefeaturesofherfaceinthe
photograph,CecilyPetersonwasn'tbeautiful.Shewasprettyandslender,andshehadcourageand
spiritandakeen,cuttingwit.Ifhehadaweaknessatall,Cecilywasit.Andjustlately,she'dbothered
himmorethaneverbefore.
PierceButton'sphonecallhadcomeatanopportunetime.ItwouldgethimawayfromCecilywhile
herefortifiedhisdefensesagainsther.Hehadtodothatperiodically.Sometimesitwasagonynotto
justreachforherandhavedonewithit.Amanoflesserscruplesandwillpowerwouldhave,years
ago.
Hesmoothedlong,darkfingersoverthedeskandponderedhowtoproceed.Piercehadwantedhim
tobringtwomenandmeethiminFreeport.NowacontactinFreeportreportedthatPierce'splanehad
landed,butPiercehadnevershownupatthehotelwherehewasregisteredunderanalias.Neitherhad
theyoungwomanwhowassupposedtobeaccompanyinghim.
ThatmeantthatPiercehadbeensnatched.AndTatehadafairlygoodideawho'dsnatchedhim.
PhilippeSabonandKurtBrauerwereuptosomething,andPiercehadlandedhimselfrightintheway.
Hegottohisfeet,tallandleanandpowerfulinthelightfromthewindow,stretchinghissix-foot
frametounknotthemusclesinhislongback.Hesmoothedahandoverhislong,thickblackbraid.It
wassillynottocutbishair,sincehelivedinawhiteworld,buthestillharboredsomefaint
superstitionsandbeliefsthathadbeenhandeddowninhisfamilyforgenerations.Hebelievedin
talismans,andhislonghairwaspowerfulmedicine.Theonlytimehe'dcutit,he'dbeenshotinthe
chestandalmostdiedwhileworkingforasecretgovernmentagencyoverseas.Sincethen,itwas
occasionallytrimmedandnothingmore.
Hewenttotheclosetandpulledoutasmallcasewithsomeitemshewasgoingtoneed.Thenhe
phonedtwoofhisbestmenandtoldthemwheretomeethim.Hisheartracedatthethoughtofwhat
layahead.Smallsurgesofadrenalinekepthimaliveduringthemonotonyofsecuritywork.This
mightbedangerous,butitwasalsogoingtobefun.
PierceButton,lockedinamuchsmallerroomthanBrianne's,triedunsuccessfullytopickthelock
withapapercliphe'dfoundinatabledrawer.Therewassomerustinsidetheoldlock,anditwouldn't
budge.Hedroppedthetwistedpapercliptothefloorwithamuffledcurseandthrewhisshoulder
againstthedoor.Itdidn'tbudge.Thedamnedthingmusthavesteelrightthroughit,becauseitmade
hisarmsore.Helookedup,onlytofindanotherofthosehighbarredwindowsthatseemedtobe
everywhereinthisfortress.
HewonderedhowBriannewas,andwhattheyweredoingtoher.He'dneverbeensoangryorfeltso
helpless.Hecouldn'tbearthethoughtofherbeinghurt,buthehadnowaytopreventit.Hiseyes
flashedasherememberedthethingshe'dheardaboutSabon.IfthemanhurtBrianne,he'dpayforit.
Piercewouldhunthimdownifittooktherestofhislife!
Heheardanoiseoutsidethedoorandthenthesoundofvoices.Hemovedcloser,puttinghisearto
thethick,heavysurface.
Herecognizedthevoice,eventhoughhe'dhearditinfrequently.ItwasSabon!
"Can'taffordtoletthemgo,notyet,"hewastellingsomeone.
''Youdon'tmeantokillthechild!''onemanexclaimedinEnglish.
''GoodGod,no?"camethesharpreply."Imeantokillnoone.Butwecannotrisklettingthemfree
beforeweachieveourgoal.TheAmericansmustcometoprotectus.Itwouldnotendearustothem
tofindthatwehadkidnappedoneoftheircitizens,regardlessofthereason!"
"Thatisso,butcanwenotmovehertoabetterplace?"
Therewasapause."Wewilltakeher,andthebodyguard,tothemainlandandplacethem
intheoldfortress.Itisnotsomodernasthis,buttheywillhavemoreroom.Youhaveheardnothing
ofHutton?"
"Nothing.ApparentlyheisstillinthewesternUnitedStates."
"ThenletushopeheremainsthereuntilKurthasconcludedourbusinessinWashington.Damntheir
media,itwillbealloverthenewsandHuttonwillknowthen.Butperhapsitwillbetoolateforhimto
preventit.Heissurelyinthecountryonalimitedbasis.Besides,hehasenemiesthere,andheisno
moreanAmericancitizenthanIam.KurthasjointGermanandAmericancitizenship.Thatistowork
toouradvantage,Ithink.Come,letusseeifKurt'swell-armedfriendshavearrived."
Piercescowled,reflectingonwhathe'dheard.Sabonhadn'tsoundedlikeamanobsessedwitha
youngwomanatall.Therehadbeensomealarminghintsofaggressioninthatquickrhetoric,andif
KurtwasintheStates,whywashethere?Whatplanwasunfolding?Piercecursedsilentlyathis
helplessness.Somethingbigwasbrewinghereandhewasashelplessasacatinasack.Beonlyhoped
thatWinthropnoticedhisabsenceandcameafterhimintime.Behaditinhimtofeelsorryforthese
poormenwhenhissecuritychiefarrived.Winthropwouldn'tbegentlewiththem.
Inthehoursthatfollowed,therewasalotofmovementoutsideBrianne'sdoor.Shedidn'tseeher
captorsagain,butsheheardallsortsofnoises.Marchingfeet.Mechanicalsounds,likegunsbeing
cocked.Loudvoices.Therewerealotofmeninthecorridorforseveralminutes,andthentheywere
marchingaway.Outside,sheheardsoundslikethoseofaircraft.Notairplanes.Belicopters,perhaps?
SherememberedwhatPhilippeSabonhadtoldherabouthisplanstogarnerAmericanintervention,
andsheshivered.Bereallymeanttoattackhisownpeopleandblameitonaneighboringcountry.Did
Kurtknowthat?Washepartofit?AndwhataboutBrianne'smotherandlittleNicholas,wheredid
theyfitintothisinsanity?Kurtcouldn'tbesodesperatethathe'dhelpSabonstartawar!
Incensedbyherlackofsightinhere,shepoppedthechairupsidedownonthebed-springsandstood
onit,tryingtogethighenoughtoseeoutthewindow.Butallshecouldmanagetoseewastheblades
ofahelicoptergoby.Thiswasinteresting.Surelyitwaspartof
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theassault,anditwasreadytostart.Shecouldn'twarnanybody.Shecouldn'tevenhelpherself.Surely
Sabonwouldn'tkillhisownpeople.Hemustmeantofakeanattack,forthebenefitofanyforeigners
whomightbeinresidence.
Themainlandwasseveralmilesaway.Butthesoundofbombsandmissilescarriedafairdistance,so
whenBrianneheardexplosionsafewminuteslater,sheknewwhattheymustbe.Itwastoolateto
preventthis.Ifonlyshecouldgetoutofhereintimetowarnsomeonebackhome,beforeKurtspoke
tohissenator.
Shestood,frozen,assheputthepiecesofthepuzzletogether.KurtwasalreadyintheStates,Sabon
hadsaid.Heknewtheattackwascoming.Hewasgoingtobe"conveniently"inWashingtonwhenhe
wasinformedofit.He'dtellhissenatorfriend,who'dtellsomecolleagues,and—
No,wait!They'dhavetohaveahearingandappointacommittee,justastheyalwaysdidbefore
sendingtroopsanywhere.Shebreathedasighofrelief.Therewasn'tgoingtobeanydanger.What
wasshethinking!TheAmericansweren'tlikesomeothernations.Theydeliber-
atedbeforetheyacted.PoorKurt!AndpoorMr.Sabon,too.Thiswasallfornothing.
Shegotoffthebed,turnedthechairbackoverandsatdownonit.Shedidn'tneedtoworryabouta
war.Herownsituation,andPierce's,seemedofparamountimportancenow.Sheonlyhopedthey
hadn'tdiscoveredhisidentity.Hissituationwasalotmoreprecariousthanherown.
Shewonderedifhewasthinkingabouther,aftertheirtorridinterlude.Shedidn'tdaretellhimthe
truthaboutSabonjustyet.WhenhefoundoutthatSabonwasincapable,he'dbefuriousthathe'dgone
tosuchlengthstoprotectBrianne.Worse,ifhefoundoutthatshehadn'ttakenherbirthcontrolpills
fortwodays,he'dbelivid.Thethreatofpregnancywasaveryrealone,becauseshewashalfway
betweenhermonthlies—thebesttimeforittohappen.Sheletherselfdreamaboutalittleboywith
Pierce'sdark,wavyhairandblackeyes.Butitwasasaddream,becausehe'dhatebothofthem.He
wasstillinlovewithhisdeadwife.Shewincedassherecalledsomethingfromtheirintimacythatshe
hadn'twantedtoremember.Justashebegantorelaxfromthestrainanddelightofsatisfaction,he'd
whisperedaname.Butit
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hadn'tbeenBrianne's.Sheheardthewords
echooverandoverinhermind."Margo,dar
ling."•,••••
Sheclosedhereyes,tryingtoblotoutthememoryofallthatpassionshe'dthoughttheyweresharing.
She'donlybeenasubstituteforhisbeautifulghost,andshehadn'tknownituntilitwasallover,and
shewasabouttowhisperhowmuchshelovedhim.Shewasgladshehadn't.Itwouldonlyhavemade
abadsituationworse.Hedidn'tloveher.
Shewrappedherarmsprotectivelyaroundherchestandrefusedtothinkaboutitanymore,forfearof
goingquietlymadinthelonelyroom.She'dfacealltheunpleasantnesslater,whenshehadthetime.
Rightnow,shehadtothinkupsomewaytogetoutofhere!EvenifSabonhadn'tachanceof
attractingAmericantroopshere,hismercenariescouldmisstheirtargetandaccidentallybombthe
housesheandPiercewereheldin.Orsomeofhiscountrymen,unawareoftherealidentityoftheir
attackers,mightfightbackandcauseagreatertragedy.WhileshesympathizedwithSabon'sposition,
shethoughthisapproachtoasolutionwasdeadwrong.Hehadtunnelvision.Heonlysawhisown
roleinthis,notthegreaterpicture.
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WorldWarincouldeasilystartoversuchamisguidedattempttoprotectasmall,poornation.He
wasn'tconsideringanyothercountryexcepthisown.Perhapshehadgoodintentions,buttheywere
beinglostinhismania.Presumablytheelderlysheikhwhoruledthiscountrywasbeingkeptinthe
darkaboutPhilippe'splans.Pooroldman.Perhapshewasbeingheldcaptive,justasshewas.
Sheheardasoundatthewindow.Itcameagain.Theroomwasviciouslyhotasthesuncameupand
spilleddown,makingshadowybarpatternsonthetiledfloor.Therewasnoglassatthewindow,only
thoseironbars.Suddenlyasmallprojectilewhizzeddownandlandedatherfeet.Shebentoverthe
paper-wrappedstoneandopenedwhatappearedtobepartofanenvelope.
"Distractthem"wasprintedinblockletters,inEnglish.
Shecrumpledthepaperinherhandandstoodup,pursingherlipsassheconsideredthemeaningof
thenoteandtheintentbehindthewords.Hereyesbegantotwinkle.Well,well,rescuewasathandand
neededahelpinghand,hmmm?
Shetookadeepbreath,startedworryingher
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hairandlookingasifshecouldn'tgetherbreathatall.Shegrabbedherthroat,contractingitalittleto
makeherfacelookveryred.
"Oh...!"shecriedouthoarsely."Oh...Ican't...breathe...myheart!"
Sheclutchedherchestandfelltothefloor,givingaverygoodimpressionofsomeonehavingaheart
attack.Atherageitwouldhavebeenunusual,tosaytheleast,buttheguardhadbeentoldspecifically
byMonsieurSabonhimselftokeephersafe.Sowhenheheardherhewentrunningdownthehallto
herroom,keyinhand.
Healmostmadeit.AshadowsteppedoutfromthewallandputasteelyarmtohisthroatHewent
downinstantlyandwashelpedtostaytherebyanothersharppunch.
Thekeyswereextracted.Ahandmotionedtotwoothershadowyfiguresintotallyblackgarb,right
downtothefacemasksandcombatboots.Theotherinvaderswentmethodicallydownthehall,guns
inhand,checkingeachdooralongtheway.
Briannewasstandingwhenthedooropened.Allshecouldseewasapairofblackeyesinaface
mask,butinaleanerfacethanPierce's.
"Areyouthecavalry?"sheaskedhopefully.
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"Yes,andIdon'tmeanCuster's,"hereplied,givingasmuggrinathislittlejokeandshowingaflash
ofhisperfectwhiteteeth."MissMartin,Ipresume."
"Mrs.Hutton,actually,butI'msurehe'llfindasolutionforthatmomentarily.Doyouknowwherehe
is?Isheallright?"sheasked.
Stunnedbythenewsofhisboss'smarriagebutnotshowingit,TateWinthroptookherarm
impersonallyanddrewheroutthedoor."We'reabouttofindout.Stayjustbehindme,please."
"Roger,wilco,"shesaidwithanextendedthumb.
Heshowedanotherflashofperfectteethbeforeheturnedback,automaticweaponinhand,toadvance
downthewidecorridor.
AsoftbirdcallcamearoundthecornerandTatestopped,listening.Hemadeasimilarcallback.He
startedwalkingagain.
Justastheyroundedthecorner,threemencamerunningatthem,menincamouflagedresswith
weaponsfiring.
Brianne'sbreathstoppedinherthroat.She'dneverexpectedthissortofdanger,butapparentlythe
maninfrontofherhad.Hefiredtwoshortburstsfromtheweaponinhishand.
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"Don'tlookatthem,"hesaidinasoft,deepvoiceasheherdedherbesidehimdownthehall.
Shetriednottolookatthebodiesonthefloor,butshecouldn'thelpit.Oneglimpsewasenoughto
makeherstomachheave.Sheswallowed,andswallowedagain,givingwaytosilenttears.Thosemen
hadn'tbeenArabs.Theywerefair.SomeofSabon'sinvaders,nodoubt,andbloodthirstyenoughto
killanythingthatmoved.Heropinionofherhostchangedatonce.Menlikethatweren'tgoingtofake
anyinvasion;theyweregoingtodoitforreal,casualtiesandinnocentvictimsandall.
Tatefeltherarmtenseinhisgrasp,buthecouldn'tstoptoreassureher.Hekeptwalking,hiseyes
everywhere.Ithadbeen.crazytodothiswithonlytwomen.Evenso,theystoodabetterchancethana
largearmedforcedidofbreachingthesecurityhere.HehopedtheycouldgrabPierceandgetout
withoutanymoregunplay.Itattractedunwantedattention.
"IwishIcouldtellyouwherethey'vetakenPierce.Idon'tknow,"shesaid,shakenbutmovingright
alongbesidehim."Mymenhavefoundhim,"heassuredher.
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"Thedoorisgivingsometrouble.Thelock'srusted."
"Can'ttheyjustshootitopen?"
Heglancedatherwithanotherflashofwhiteteeth."Asteeldoor?WestGermanmanufacture,justlike
oldSaddam'sbombshelters.Choiceengineering,exceptfortheironlock'srust."
"Oh,dear."
"Oneofmymenonceservedtimeforbankrobbery,"hemurmured."Thereisn'talockmade,rusty
orotherwise,thathecan'tcrack,giventime."Helookedaroundthemwithkeenscrutiny."We'relucky
thosegunshotsdidn'tbringcompany.They'retoobusyonthemainlandtobotherwithusrightnow,
butthatwon'tlastlong.Sabonwillbeonhiswaybackanyminute,oncehe'sassuredhimselfthat
thingsaregoingaccordingtoplan."
"Hesaidheonlywantedtoprotecthiscountry'soilfieldsfromapoorneighbor,thathispeopleare
starvingandhewantstomakelifebetterforthem,"
"Andyoubelievedhim."Hesighed."WhataUtopiawe'dhaveifeveryonetoldthetruth."Herounded
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laxed.TwomenwerehurryingtowardhimwithPiercerightalongside.
Briannestartedtogotowardhim,butherrescuerheldherback.
"Hurry!"hecalledtotheothers."We'vegotabouttwominutestoclearthebuildingbeforethe
communicationscentergoesup!"
"What?"Briannegasped.
"Iminedthecommunicationsequipment."Hedrewheralong.
"We'vegottogetbacktotheStates,pronto,"Piercecalled,fallingintoadeadrunbesidethem.
"Brauer'salreadythere."
"Yes,heis,"Briannepantedassheran,"andthisattackisbeingmadebyKurt'shiredmercenaries,not
theneighboringcountry!They'regoingtoblameitontheneighbortogiveKurtanexcusetodraw
Americantroopsinhere."
"GoodGod!"Pierceexploded.
"Well,maybewehavetimetostopKurtfromgettingtohissenatorfriend,"Brianneadded
breathlessly."There'llhavetobecommitteemeetingsandcongressionalhearingsandpublichearings
beforetheyeventhinkofsendingtroops...."
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"Whatplanetdidyousayshecamefrom?"TateaskedPierce.
"Whatintheworlddoyoumean?"sheexclaimedasshegaspedforbreathatthepacetheyweregoing
towardthefrontentrance.
"Youdoknowthatcovertoperationsinseveralsecretgovernmentdepartmentsactimmediatelyin
caseofaggressionthataffectsAmericaninterests?"hepersisted."Inotherwords,groundtroopscan
behereandinthethickofbattlebymorning,withoutcongressionalknowledgeorapproval."
Herheartjumped,andnotduetothespeedofherlegs.''You'rekidding!''
"I'mnot."Hewentoutthedoorjustbehindher.Ahugehelicopterwaswaitingforthem,military-
lookingandarmedtotheteeth.Itlookedasifadozenpeoplecouldsitinitwithoutcrowdingone
another."Inside!"Tateyelled.
PiercecaughtBrianne'sarmstoliftherinbesidehim.Theothermenfollowedsuit.Tatetappedthe
pilotonthehelmet,andtheytookoff.Secondslater,theywerebeingsubjectedtoaveritablehailof
bullets.
"IbelieveSabon'speoplehavejustdiscov-
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eredthatyou'remissing."Tatelookedathiswatch."Six,five,four..."
"Whyishecounting?"BrianneaskedPierce.
Theanswercameinanexplosionofimpressiveproportions.
"Hewon'tbecallingforreinforcementsrightaway,"Tatemurmuredwithagrin.
"Wheredidyouleavetheplane?"Pierceasked.
"Notattheairport—"camethedryreply."Iknewitwouldbeaprimarytarget.Ileftit—"Hebroke
off,andhisgoodmoodvanishedashelookedoverthepilot'sshoulderandlistenedtoasuddenburst
ofArabicthatevenPiercecouldn'tgrasp.
Thepilotmurmuredsomethinggrimly.
"Wehavetoputdownatthenextportandhopeforamiracle,I'mafraid,"Tatetoldthemsomberly.
"Sabon'shiredguerrillasblewuptheairportanddidn'tstopthere.TheyfoundthestripwhereIleftthe
planeandblewitup,too."
"Smartboys,"Piercemurmured.
"Theyshouldbe,Ihelpedtrainatleasttwoofthem,"Tatesaidgrimly."Weallstartedoutin
governmentservicetogether."Helookeddownatthelandbelow."SometimesI'msorry
Meftit.Likerightnow."Herappedonthepilot'shelmetandgavehimasharpcommandinArabic
beforeheturnedbacktohiscompanions."We'vegottogetoutofthischopperbeforewecostHamid
hislife.Hecanflyitovertheborderandhe'llbesafe,sincehe'sacitizen.Wewon'tbe,"headdedwith
aruefulgrin."Theydon'tlikeforeigners."
Briannecouldn'tblamethemnow.She'dlearnedalotaboutthispartoftheworldinaveryshorttime.
•
"Howdowegethome?"Pierceaskedeasily.
"Wehoponafreighter,"Tatereplied."Mostofthemwilltakepassengersifthepriceisright."
"Ihidmywalletinthejetcomingoverhere,sotheywouldn'tfindoutwhoIwasrightaway.Itwill
turnuponeday,butnotintimetohelpus,"Piercesaid.
"Noproblem,"Tatesaid."Ibroughtplentyofcash."Heleanedacrosstheseatandstuffedawadof
billsintotheman'sflightsuit.Hedidthesamewiththetwouniformedmenbesidehim.Noneofthe
threehadtakenofftheirmasks.
"Sincethey'remaskedandtheyhaven'tspo-
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ken,youwon'tknowthemagain,"Tatesaid,explainingthemasks.
"Wouldweknowthemiftheyweren'tmasked?"Briannehadtoask.
"Thatdependsonhowmuchattentionyoupaytothepicturesonthewallsinthepostoffice,"Tate
returneddryly.
Briannelookedatthemenwithnewinterest,wide-eyed."Really?"sheasked.
"Now,don'tdothat,"Piercemurmureddisgustedly."You'resupposedtolookscared."
"Iam?"Shesatbackinherseatandcontortedherfeatures."Isthatbetter?"sheaskedpolitely.
Theybothstartedlaughing.
"Youarethedamnedestwoman,"Piercesaidwithpuredisgust.
"Amentothat,"Tateagreed.Hecheckedhisgunandpulledanautomaticpistolfromhisjacket.He
checkedtomakesurethesafetywasonandtherewasn'taroundchamberedbeforeheextendedit,butt
first,toPierce."Rememberhowtousethat?"
Piercenodded.Hecheckedthesafetyhimselfandstucktheguninhisownpocket.
Briannewasgettinguneasierbytheminute.Sherememberedthetwomenhercompanion
hadshotandthewaythey'dlookedthereonthetiledfloor,sovulnerableandhelplessandpitiful.Her
eyeswentslowlyaroundtheinteriorofthehelicopterandshesawwhatshe'dmissedatfirstThese
werekillers.Theyknewhowtousethosegunsandtheywouldn'thesitateifthreatened.Piercehada
knowledgeoffirearmsthathadsurelycomeofusingonehimself,perhapsinsomeconflictorduring
sometimeofdangerinhispast.
Shefeltyoungandgauche.Shewrappedherarmsaroundherselfforcomfortandavertedhereyesto
thepilot.Hewasstartingtobringthechopperdownnearwhatlookedlikeaseaport,buthewasn't
landinganywherenearit/Therewasalotofsandandalotofpeopledownthere,allofwhomlooked,
astheynearedtheground,veryArabic.Theywouldn'tblendin,sheandPierceandwhoevertheir
rescuerwas.
Whenthechopperlanded,theirrescuerpulledabigduffelbagfromunderoneoftheseatsand
jumpeddownbesidePierceandBrianneandtheothers.Thetwomenwho'daccompaniedhimwere
wishedwellandreleased.Thepilottookoffwithacursorywave.fe-"Whatdowedonow?"Brianne
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"Weblendin,"saidtheirrescuer,andhepulledoffthemaskthatconcealedhisentirehead.
Briannesawatoncethathecouldhaveblendedin,betterthansheandPierce.Themanwasdarker
thaneitherofthemandhehadroughfeaturesratherthanhandsomeones.Hehaddeep-setblackeyes
withafaintalmondshapetothem,heavybrows,abroad,straightnoseandawide,chiseledmouth.
Hischeekboneswerehigh,andhischinsquare.Histhickblackhairwasinastraightbraidbehindhim
thatreachedbelowhisshoulderblades.Itdidn'ttakemuchimaginationtodivinehisidentity.
"Mr.Winthrop,Ipresume,"Briannemurmuredwithadrysmile.
Thetallmanliftedaneyebrow."Myreputationprecedesme,Igather?"
"Heonlysaidthatyouatescorpions,"shepointedtowardPierce.
"Rattlesnakes,too,butonlywhentheytrytobitehim,"Piercesaidwithagrin.Heextendedahand.
"Thanksforcomingafterus.Idon'tthinkSabonintendedtoletusgoforquiteawhile."
Tatereturnedthefirmhandshake."Thisiswhatyoupaymefor,"heremindedtheother
man."Hellofashametowastemoneybylettingmesitonmythumbsallthetime."
"Howdidyoufindus?"
Tategrinnedathim."Icouldtellyou..."
''Butyou'dhavetoshoothim,"Briannesaidforhim.
"Ireallywouldhavetoshoothim,"Tateassuredher."Itookanoath."
"Hetookseveral,"Piercemurmured,"butheonlyusesthemwhenitsuitshim."Hesobered."If
BrauergetstotherightpeopleinWashingtonbeforewedo,it'sgoingtomeananexplosionofepic
proportionsinthispartoftheworld.ThewholeArabcontingentwillgotowar."
"Ibroughtaphone."Tateopenedtheduffelbagandproducedtheinstrument.Butwhenhetriedtouse
it,nothinghappened.
Heturneditoverandexposedthebattery.Therewasnobattery.Hesaidsomethinginanunfamiliar-
soundinglanguage.
"Wecanfindaphone...."Piercebegan.
"Nothere.There'snotatelephone.Onlythewirelessonthefreighters,andIdon'thavemycodeswith
me.Ineedalandline."Tateletoutanangrybreath.
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"Whathappenedtothebattery?"Pierceasked.
"Ourpilothasasmallblack-marketoperationontheside,"hesaidirritably."Ineverthoughthe'd
stooplowenoughtorobme.Ishouldhavecarriedaspare.Iusuallydo.Butnotthistime."Heshook
hisheadandglancedatPierce."Youshouldfireme."
Piercechuckled."Getushomefirst,thenI'llthinkaboutit.""I'mserious."
"SoamI."Pierceclampedahugehandontheotherman'sbroadshoulder."Anybodycangetcaught
upincircumstances.Youhadabatterypackstolen.Igotkidnapped."Heshrugged."We'reeven."
"Okay."TatedugdeeperintheduffelbagandtossedtworoomyblackgarmentsatPierceand
Brianne."Ididn'thavetimetoworrymuchaboutsizes,butthey'revoluminous.Theyshouldworkall
right.Andwindthesearoundyourheads—especiallyyours,"hetoldBrianne,glaringatherwealthof
palehairthatremindedhimsomuchofCecily's."Youstickoutlikeasorethumbhere."
Sheshruggedintothelargegarment"That'snowaytotalkabout'whitegold.'"
Tatefrowned."What?"
"Whitegold,"sherepeated.ShelookedatPierce,whowasfaintlyamused."That'swhatMr.Sabon
thinksofme.HesaidI'dhavebroughtquiteapriceinearliertimesintheslavetrade."
"Didhereally?"Pierceaskedwitheyesthatgrewcolderbytheminute."Igatherthatyoufoundhim
lessrepulsivethanbefore?"
Shefrownedslightlyathistone."Ifeltrathersorryforhim,ifyoumustknow."
Hiseyeslookedlikeblacksplintersofheat."Howinteresting.Thenwemarriedfornorealpurpose,I
gamer?"
She'dalmostforgottenthat.TheyhadmarriedtosaveherfromSabon,who'dturnedouttobeno
threattoheroranyotherwoman,andthey'dconsummatedtherelationshipforthesamereason.
Annulmentwasstrictlyoutnowunlesstheybothwantedtolieabouttheintimacyoftheirrelationship.
Itwouldtakeadivorce,andthatwouldtaketime.
ShelookedintoPierce'sblackeyesandblushed,seeingalloveragaintheheatandpassionofbis
expressioninthatmostintimateofencounters.
Heavertedhisowngaze.Hedidn'twantto
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remember.Hewasgoingtoputthewholeepisodebehindhim.They'dgohome,stopBrauerandhis
littleplot,andthenthey'dgetadivorce,quietly,andBriannewouldgotocollege.Itwouldbeeasy.
Rightnow,hehadtoputfirstthingsfirst.
"Weneedtomove,"Piercetoldhissecuritychief.
Allthreeofthemworetheflowinggarmentsandturbans.Intheguise,Briannelookedamazinglylike
ayoungboy.Herskinwasveryfair,butArabshadmixedcomplexions.Shewouldn'tstandouttoo
much,especiallyinthecompanyofPierceandTate,bothofwhom'weredarkerthanshe.
TheymadetheirwayslowlyintothemainpartofQawi'ssmallcapitalcity,tryingtoblendinwiththe
populace.Itwouldhavebeenimpossibleinasmallvillage,whereeveryoneknewhisneighbor.But
thiswasaportcity,andtherewerealwayscrowdsfromotherpartsoftheMiddleEastmovingalong
thedocks.Theydidn'tattractmuchattentiononcetheywerenearthemooredships.Theonething
Briannedidnoticewasthepoverty.Philippehadbeenrightwhenhesaidthathiscountryhadnoneof
themodemappearanceofotherMiddleEasterncountries.
TheywandereddowntherowofdisreputablefreightersuntilTatesawonethatherecognized.
"Iknowthistub,anditscaptain,"hesaidquietly."Stayhere.I'llgoaboardandseeifhe'swillingto
giveusberths."
"Canyoutrusthim?"Pierceasked.
Tateshrugged."Youcan'ttrustanyonethisfarfromhome,buthe'shonestenoughifhe'spaidwell.I
won'tbelong."
Hewentaboardtheship,holdingontotheropelinesashepassedcrewmencomingdownthe
gangplank.
"Sothat'stheelusiveMr.Winthrop,"Briannesaid.ItwasthefirstchancesheandPiercehadbeen
giventotalksincetheirconfinement.Shewasuncomfortablewithhimnow.
"Yes.He'simpressive,isn'the?"
Shenodded.Shecouldn'tquitelookathim.Shewasconfusedandembarrassed,evenalittleshy.
Hemovedinfrontofherandtiltedherfaceuptohis.Theexpressioninhergreeneyesmadehimfeel
guilty.Herememberedthathe'dcalledherbyhislatewife'sname,andsomust
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she.Itwasthere,inthefaintaccusationthatshadowedhergaze.
"I'msorry,"hesaidquietly."IwantedtospareyouSabon.ButI'dalreadytoldyouthatitwastoosoon
forme."
"Twoyears,"shereplied."Mostpeoplewouldstarttohealbythen."
"Shewasmylife,"hesaidthroughhisteeth,droppinghishand.
"Iknowthat.Shestillis."Shemovedawayfromhim."Ididn'tlearnanythingthatIdidn'talready
know,exceptthatnowI'mnotrawmaterialforavirginalsacrificeanymore,"sheaddedcoldly.
Hehatedknowingthat.He'ddonewhathehadto;he'dprotectedherfromSabon.Sheactedasifhe'd
hurtherdeliberately.
"Wasn'tthepointofthethingtospareyouSabon'sadvances?"heasked.
"Yes,andyoudid,"sheagreed,refusingtotellhimthetruthaboutanyofit.Shekeptherbacktohim,
herarmsfoldeddefensivelyoverherchest."Noharmdone."
That'swhatshethought.Helookedatherandachedallover.Forabriefencounter,itwasdevastating.
He'dthoughtofnothingelsesincethey'dtakenhimfromhercell.Hewantedher.
Thethoughtshockedhim.Yes.Hewantedher!Buthowcouldhe,whenhisheartstillbelongedto
Margo?
Shewasn'tlookingathim.Hergazehadgonetothefreighter,arustedoldhulkwithseveralforeign-
lookingmenaboard.Itwasadangeroussteptheyweretaking,totrusttheirsafetytothecaptainof
thatship.Butiftheydidn'tgoonthefreighter,soonerorlatertheiridentitieswouldbediscoveredand
Sabonwouldhavethembackinhisclutches.Shewasn'treallyafraidforherself,becauseshe.knew
toomuchaboutSabon.ButshewasafraidforPierceandhisfriend.Theirtreatmentwouldbe
unpleasant,especiallyafterWinthrophadshotsomeofSabon'smercenaries.Theirfriendswould
wantrevenge.
Shewonderedwhatthey'ddoiftheywererecaptured,anddecidedthatshe'dfaceeachminuteby
itself,slowly,andnottrytoswallowtheentiresituationinagulp.Mostofall,shecouldn'tgiveinto
fear.Onlycouragewouldseethemthroughtherestofthisordeal.Shehadtobestrong,for
everyone'ssake.ThatincludednotarguingwithPierceaboutsomethinghecouldn'thelp.He'dbeen
gallant,doingsomethinghehadn'treallywantedtodo,for
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whathethoughtwasforhersake.Sheknewthattohim,itmusthavefeltlikeadultery.Howcouldshe
blamehimbecausehecouldn'treturnherlove?Itwasn'thisfaultthathelovedMargoandstill
consideredhimselfboundtoherbyinvisiblebonds.Itwasn'tfairtomakehimfeelguiltybecauseof
somethinghecouldn'thelp.
Sheturnedbacktohim,hereyeswideandsadandapologetic."I'msorry,"shesaidbeforeshelosther
nerve."Youdidwhatyoucouldtoprotectme,andI'mgrateful."
Hewassurprisedatherchangeofattitude.Hestareddownatherintently,curiously.
Sheforcedasmiletoherlips."There'sabsolutelynothingtoworryaboutnow,"sheassuredhim."I'm
onthepill,andthankstoyou,PhilippeSabonwon'teverbeathreattomeagain.Wedon'toweeach
otherathing.We'requits."
Thatwasonlyhalftrue,butwhybotherhimwithsomethingthatmightneverhappen?Ifitdid...well,
shecouldloseherselfsomewhereintheworldandhe'dneverhavetoknow.
"Quits?"heasked,andhisvoicehadroughened.
"We'llgetoutofthis,"shesaidwithconviction."Whenwedo,I'llgoawaytocollege
andyoucangetaquietdivorce.Nooneevenhastoknowthatwewereevermarried."
Thiswasmovingtoofast.Hewantedtoslowdown,tolookback,tothinkaboutthismuddletheywere
in.Shewasrunningfortheborderandhehadn'tevenlookedattheevidenceyet.Hescowledand
searchedfortherightwordstoexpresswhathewasfeeling.
Butbeforehecouldspeak,therewasamovementaboardtheshipandhesawTateWinthropcoming
downthegangplank,grinningfromeartoear.
"Comrades,"hetoldhiscompanions,"wehavefriendsinthestrangestplaces,itseems!"
Hegesturedoverhisshoulderatthemancomingdownthegangplank.Itwasatall,strangelyfamiliar
man.Whenhegotcloser,Briannerecognizednun.ItwasMufti,oneofhercaptors!
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MuftigrinnedatBrianne."Youaresurprised,yes?"
"Iamsurprised,yes!"sheparroted."Whatareyoudoinghere?"
"IamspyingforthegovernmentofSalid,"hetoldher,withaflashofyellowedteeth.
"That'stheneighboringcountrythatthisattackisgoingtobeblamedon,"Tateinformedher."We
havetogetMuftioutbecausehe'sjustbecomeourstarwitness."Hedidn'ttellhertherestofthestory,
thatMuftihadbeencapturedandalmostassassinatedbyoneofTate'smenbeforehethrewhimselfon
theirmercyandtoldthemwhohewasandwhyhe
wasinthecompound.Hisstory,easilyverifiedwiththeappropriateauthoritiesinSalidvia
shortwave,pannedoutandMuftibecameanunexpectedally.Tatehadsenthimaheadtofindthe
captainofthisboatandmakethetravel
arrangements.
Tatespottedthecaptaincomingquicklydownthegangplank.Heexcusedhimselfandwenttomeetthe
man.Therewasabriefconversationandthecaptainranbackupontotheship,shoutingordersand
wavinghishands.
"Hejusthadashortwavecall.Sabon'smercenariesareontheirwayhere,"Tatesaidquickly."The
captainsayshecan'tpossiblysailtoday,anyway.He'llwaitforustomorrow,butwehavetofinda
placetolielowforthe
night."
"Where?"Pierceasked,gloweringashelookedaroundthematthebusyport."Eveninthisgarb,
we'renotgoingtolooklikenatives.Wecan'tjustbookintoahotelandblendin."
'"Thatwasn'twhatIhadinmind,''Tatetoldhim.Hemotionedtohiscompanions."Muftihasrelatives
nearhere,inatinyvillagethat'soffthebeatentrack.I'vegotanidea."
Twohourslater,BriannewassweatingandcallingTateviciousnamesinhermindasshe
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toiledtomilkacowinamakeshiftstableofadobeandstrawafewmilesoutoftowninavillagethat
lookedasifithadremainedunchangedsincethefirstcenturyA.D.Themenwerebusilypitchinghay
andcleaningstalls.Mufti,hisgrayinghaircoveredbythesamewoundclothashiscompanions,was
carryingsacksofgrainfromadilapidatedtruckintothestable.Theyweren'tgettingpaidforallthis
labor,buttheyweregoingtohaveaplacetosleep—onthecleanhayintheloft.
Brianne'sderrierewasstillsmartingfromthecamelridetothisisolatedvillagewhereMuftihadled
them.ItwasthelastplaceSabonandhismenwouldthinktofindthem.Nodoubthewasstillscouring
theseaport,lookingforthem.Alltheyhadtodowasstayhiddenforthenightandsneakbackinto
townandontotheboatinthemorning.
Presumingthattheyweren'tdiscoveredfirst.
AsBriannestruggledwithherfirstattemptatmilking,Sabon'squietwordsabouttheplightofhis
peoplecamebacktoher.Shelookedaroundattheprimitivewaythepeopleintheseoutlyingareas
livedandfeltguiltyforhersilkdressesandleathersandalsbackhome.The
poorestfamilyinAmericalivedtentimesbetterthanthis,shethought.Thewomenlookedmuch
olderthantheirchronologicalages.Thewearandtearonthemfromthissortofexistencewas
obvious.
Themenwerestoopedandmalnourished,andmostoftheyoungwomenwerebearingbabiesontheir
backsastheywentabouttheirchores.Thelackofproperclothingwaspainfullyobvious.Someofthe
youngchildrenhadthetrademarkbloatedlittlebelliesthatdenotedlackofadequatefood.Theolder
onesdrewwaterfromadeepwellwithametalpail,which,accordingtooneofthewomen—Mufti
translatedforthem—hadbeenagiftfromtheWest.Thisvillagehaditsownmetalpailanddidn'thave
tousetheanimalskinbagthatmostvillagesdid.
Briannemarveledatthepleasuresuchatrivialthinggavetothesepoorpeople.Shemarveledaswell
attheiracceptanceofthelivestheyled.Nooneseemedtocomplainorblameanyoneforthepoverty
thatwassoobvious.Nordidtheyseemtomindthatjustacrosstheborderinarichneighboring
countrywasacitymodernenoughtocompetewithanyinEurope.Manyvillagershadgonethere,she
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onlytoreturnwithcrushedhopesoffindingprosperity.Peoplewholivedunderprimitiveconditions
hadnocomputerorliteracyskillstobetterthemselvesinacity.Theverylackofeducationdefeated
themintheend,justasSa-bonhadsaid.
ThevillagewascomposedofMuslims,andthesimplesincerityoftheirdailyprayerswastouchingto
her.Timeseemedtoslowdown,almosttostop.Shecouldimaginepeoplehavinglivedhereinthis
samemannerathousand,twothousandyearsbefore.Shefeltaconnectionfrompasttopresent,asif
sheweretouchinghistory.
"Youlookverypensive,"Piercesaidashepausedwithasackofgrainoveroneshoulder.
"Iwaslookingatthepast,"sherepliedwithafaintsmile."Isn'titamazinghowlittlechangethere's
been?Thesepeoplehavenothing,yettheyseemtobehappymspiteoftheirlackofworldly
possessions."
"Theirsenseofvalueshasn'tbeendistortedbymaterialism,"hereplied.Heliftedhisheadandlooked
aroundthem."Cleanair,notimeclocksdictatingauseforeveryminuteoftheday,norealcrime,no
drugsorblatantviolence."Hemethereyesandsmiled."There's
alottobesaidforlivingclosetonatureinsmallgroupswhereeveryoneknowseveryoneelse."
"There'salotofdisease,though,andareallackofhealthcareandeducationalfacilities."
Hescowled."Wheredidyoulearnthat?"
"fromPhilippeSabon,"shereplied."Hesaidthateducationwastheonlyhopethesepeoplehaveto
escapethepoverty."
"He'sright."Hiseyesnarrowed."Ihopeyouhaven'tlethiminfluenceyou."
"Hemaybemisguided,andhe'sdeadwronginthewayhe'sgoingaboutit,butIthinkhedoescare
abouthispeopleandwantstohelpthem."
Hestaredatherintently."Whyaren'tyouafraidofhim?"
Shepickedataloosestrandoffiberinthebasketshewasholding."Heisn'twhatheseems,"shesaid
finally."AndI'dbetevenmoneythatagoodbitofwhat'sgoingonhereisKurt'sdoing."
"Yourstepfather?"Hemovedastepcloser,toweringoverher,"Whydoyouthinkthat?"
Shesearchedhisblackeyes."Mr.Saboncouldhavedoneanythingtome,ortoyou.Buthegave
ordersthatweweren'ttobeharmed.
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Hetoldmethattheattackonhispeoplewassupposedtobeamockone.Butthosewererealbombs
andbullets,weren'tthey?"
"Yes,"Piercerepliedcoldly."Mufti'scousinsaidthatthebodycountwasterrible."
Shegrimaced."DearLord!".
Piercewasstillpuzzled."DoyoumeanthatSabondidn'tknowitwasgoingtobeforreal?"
"That'sexactlywhatImean.Atleast,mat'swhathesaid,andIthinkhewassincere.Hisgrandmother
wasborninthiscountryandlivedhereallherlife.Hehasrelativeshere.Muftiwilltellyouaboutthe
thingshe'sdoneforhispeoplethattheoutsideworlddoesn'tknowabout.Doesitmakesensethathe'd
killsomanyofhiscountrymen,eventotrickanothercountryintosendingprotectionforhisoil
wells?"
ThatwasaquestionPiercedidn'twanttoface.HispictureofthemonsterSabonwaschangingbefore
hiseyes."No,"hesaidfinally.
"WhatifKurthiredthemercenariesandsenttheminhimself,onPhilippe'sorderbutwithdifferent
instructionsthanhetoldPhilippehewasgivingthem?"
Pierce'sbrowfurrowed."Kurtwillbeluckyifhelivestotellaboutit,ifthatwasthecase."
Shenodded."Exactly.ButKurt'sinWashington.HehasPhilippeinaverytrickyspot.Hecansay
anythinghelikestohissenatorfriend.Philippecan'tdefendhimself.SupposeKurttellsthemin
WashingtonthatPhilippeisamadmanwho'stryingtostartawarwithhisneighbors?Supposehetells
themthatPhilippeisbehindamilitarycouphereandistryingtotakeoverthegovernmentandset
himselfupasdictator?"
Pierce'seyeswidened."GoodGod,Kurt'snotthatcrazy!"
"Hestandstoloseeverythingheownsalready,"shereplied."Philippehasmadesomeveiledthreats
aboutbackingoutofthedeal.KurtmaybelookingforawaytocutPhilippeoutoftheloopandtake
overtheoilwellsforhimself.IfhecanprovokeinterventionbyaccusingPhilippeofleadinga
militarycouphere,hecouldclaimthatwithhispartnerPhilippediscredited,heownsthemineral
rightsoutright.Thegovernmentwouldbeintoomuchturmoiltoassertitself.Kurtcouldwalkright
in,takehisplacewiththeoilconsortium,andcleanup.Philippewouldbeinprisonordead.AndKurt
wouldberich."
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Pierceranahandthroughhiswavyblackhair."Brianne,that'salotofifs."
"Iknow.Butitmakessense,doesn'tit?"
"Itmakestoodamnedmuchsense."Hewhistledthroughhisteeth."GodAlmighty,whatamess!"
"Foreveryone,ifwedon'tgetbackintimetostopit,"shetoldhim."Andifthemercenariesare
Kurt's,andhe'sdictatingtheiractions,theywon'ttakeanyprisoners.Iftheyfindus,they'llkillusall,
andPhilippewillbeblamedforit."
Hewasmoreworriedatthatmomentthanhecouldeverrememberbeing.Briannewasveryastutefor
someoneofhertenderyears,andshemadesense.He'dplacedSabonbehindeverything.ButSabon
hadtoomuchtolosebykillingbisownpeople.Kurtwouldn'thesitate.Hispastrecordspokefor
itself.Hewasunscrupulousandhehadnosenseofhonorormorality."He'llkiUPhilippe,too,"
Brianneaddedsuddenly.
"He'llhaveto.Heknowstoomuch."Piercestuckhisfistsonhishipsandstaredintospace,thinking.
"Wecan'tgetoutofheretonight.Evenbyboat,it'sgoingtotakeawhiletoreachMiami.Kurtwill
probablyhavesomeofhis
mercenarieswaitingthere,expectingus,eveniftheydon'tdiscoverhowwe'regoingtogettothe
States.They'llbewatchingtheairportsandthemarinas."
"Can'tyourMr.Winthropstealaplane?"
Hesmiledgently."Ifmerewasonetosteal,yes.Thereisn'texactlyamajorairportaroundhere."
Shelookedaroundthemandnoddedresignedly."Muftiknowsmoreaboutthismananybody.Mufti
canputKurtinjail,ifwecangethimbacktoD.C.alivetotellbisstory."
"We'lldoit,"Piercetoldher."Somehow."
Shedrewhereyesdowntohisbroadchestandwishedthatshecouldcurlupinthosehardarmsand
letnuncradleherwhilesheslept.Shewassleepyandworn-outfromtheordealofthepasttwodays.
"Tired?"heasked.
Shenodded."ButIcanmakeit."Shebitherlowerlip."Pierce,Idon'tsupposewecouldtellPhilippe?"
"Howwouldwegettohim?"heaskedreasonably,irritatedbyherprotectiveattitudetowardtheir
captor."Besides,hekidnappedus."
"Iguessso.Buthewasdoingwhathethoughtwouldsavehiscountry."
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"Thatdoesn'tmakehiminnocent."
Shestaredintoherbasket."Hecouldhavekilledus.Hedidn't."
Hemovedcloser.Hisbig,leanhandtiltedherfaceuptohisandhelookedstraightintohereyes."Tell
mewhatchangedyourmindabouthim."
Shesighed."Ican't.Butsomethingterriblehappenedtohim.Heisn'twhatheseems.Ifyouknew,
you'dfeelthesamepityforhimthatIdo."
Hedidn'tlikeherhavingsecretsfromhim,especiallysecretsthatinvolvedanotherman.Hewas
jealous.Hewouldneverhavebelievedhimselfcapableofsuchanemotion,butthereitwas.
Hiseyeswentoverherlitheyoungbody.Herememberedhowsweetithadbeentolookatherand
touchherbackinNassaubythepool.Herememberedthesecretsoundsofhervoiceinecstasyashe
movedagainsthersensuallyintheroomwherethey'dbeenheldcaptive.Hewantedheragain,wanted
herwitheverycellofhisbody.
Shewasfeelingsomethingsimilar.Thescentofhimwasfamiliar,arousing.Sheforgother
resentments,herunhappinessatbeingMargo's
stand-in.Sheforgoteverythingexceptthepleasurehecouldgiveher.Shewantedit.Shemovedalittle
closer,sothattheywerealmosttouching,sothatshecouldfeeltheheatfrom
Msbody.
"ThesepeopleareMuslim,"hewhisperedhuskily,stiffening.attheproximitythatwasmakinghis
headspin."Theydon'tacceptsug-~gestivebehaviorinpublic."
Shestaredathismouth.Herbreathingwasquickandragged."Iknowthat."
"Thenwhyareyoulookingatmymouth?"
"BecauseIwanttokissyou/'shesaidinasoft,shakytone.
Hedidn'tanswerher.Hewasonfire,andhehadn'teventouchedher.Heclenchedhisfists."Wecan't."
"We'remarried,"shesaidmiserably.
"Iknowthat,butwewon'tbealone,eventonight,"hesaidthroughhisteeth."Thereisn't;anywayin
hellthatIcanhaveyouhere."
Shefelttheheatpulsinginherlowerbody,likealivingthing.Sheshiveredwiththememoryofthe
pleasurethey'dsharedandwantedituntilitwaslikeasickness.
"Damn,"shewhisperedbrokenly.
"Anddoubledamn,"heagreedfervently.
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Hiseyesnarrowed,glittered."Iwantyou,too.Iachetohaveyou!"
Itwasthefirsttimehe'dadmitteditsoblatantly.Shedidn'tevencareaboutbisreasons.Itwasenough
thathesharedthehungerthatwasconsumingher.
Hedrewinaharshbreathandavertedhisgazetothehorizon."You'reveryyoung,Brianne,"hesaid
afteraminute."Evenunderthecircumstances,ourfirsttimetogetherwasgood.It'snaturalthatyou
wanttoexplorethenewnessofit.Butthisisn'tthetime."
Sheclosedhereyesanddrankinthescentofhim,thefaintcolognethatstillclungtohim,thesmell
ofcamelandleatherthatoverlaiditfromtheirrideintothedesert.
"Areyoulistening?"heaskedwhenhesawthatshewasn'tlookingathim.
Helookedatherwithachingpassion.
Hereyesopened,asgreenasspringbuds,softwithtenderness."IwishwewerebackinParis,"she
saidabsently.
Helaughedfaintlyinspiteofhimself.”Iwastoodrunktohavedoneyouanygood,"heremindedher.
"Youwerevulnerable,"shereplied."Youneededme.Youhaven'tbeenthatwaysince.
I'malternatelyaresponsibilityandanuisance,andmaybeonceIwasaconvenience.ButIcan'tget
closetoyouatall."
Hisjawtautened."We'vealreadyhadthisconversation."
Sheletoutasoftbreath."Yes,Iknow.Youdon'twanttogetinvolvedwithme.Onceweescapefrom
here,I'llgotocollegeandyou'll°getonwithyourbusiness."Shesearchedhisblackeyesquietly.
"Butbeforeyousendmeaway,Iwantawholenightwithyou,"
Hisbodycordedasifithadbeenstarched.Hethoughtofthat,ofhavingherinabig,softbed,withall
thelightsblazing."Thatwouldonlymakethingsworse,"hesaidcurtly.,"Theycouldn'tbeworsethan
theyalreadyare,Pierce,"shereplied.Sheloweredhereyes,breakingmespell,andmovedaway."I
wanttobeawholewifebeforeI'madivorcee,"shesaidflatly."Onebriefencounterisn'tenoughto
live,on."
Hehatedthememoryofthat.Ithadbeen,likeallhisdealingswithBrianne,villainous.He'dcheated
herofaproperweddingandaproperweddingnight,nottomentionpermittinghertobekidnapped
andriskingherlife.
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"Itwasn'tmeanttobememorable,"hesaidshortly."IwassparingyouSabon."
"Soyouwere."ShethoughtaboutpoorPhilippe,whocouldhavenothingwithawoman,anditmade
hersad.EvenhercursoryencounterswithPierceweremorethanPhilippewouldeverbeableto
enjoy.
"You'dbetterfinishyourchores,"hesaid."Therestofusaregoingtostartbuildinganewwallwith
theadobebricksthemenmadeearlierintheweek."
"Rightupyouralley,Mr.Hutton,"shesaidwithaforcedsmile."Construction."
Henodded."Butnotinaplaceofmychoosing,"hemurmuredasheturnedaway.
Shewatchedhimwalkawaywithherheartinhereyes.Shewasgoingtohavetogetusedtothatview
ofhim.Prettysoon,itwouldbethelastoneshe'dget,perhapsfortherestofherlife.
Whentheyfinallyfinishedtheirlabors,theyhadascantymealofbreadandgoat'smilkcheese,which
wassurprisinglygood.Thentheyallsataroundthefireandtalkedoftheday'slabor.Thevillagers'
languagewasmusicalandsoothingtoBrianne'sears,eventhoughshe
couldn'tunderstandawordofit.Shewassleepyandhernerveswereallbutworn-out.Shedozeda
little.
"She'stired,"Tatesaid,smilingatthepictureshemadecurledupatPierce'sside."Andyoulook
prettydrawnyourself.Whydon'tyoutakeherontobedandgethersettled?Iwanttoaskourhosts
somequestionsaboutthisso-calledcoup.MyArabicisalittlerustyinthisdialect,soI'llneedMufti
totranslate.We'llbe.alonglater."
"Watchyourback»"Piercecautioned."ItrustMufti,butwemayhaveenemiesthatwedon'tevenknow
about."
Tategrinned."Ifthereareanyhere,I'llfindthem,"hesaid."Idon'tdoubtit"
PiercebentandliftedBrianneintohisarms,,answeringthegood-naturedteasingthataccompanied
theaction.HesmiledandnoddedtowardthegroupashecarriedBriannetheshortdistancetothehay-
filledstableandintothelaststall,whichwaspackedwithfreshstrawandtwolargewovenblankets
thatwouldserveas
pallets.
Helaidherdown,notingthatherarmsdidn't
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fallawaywhenshewasrestingononeoftheblankets.
Hereyesopenedandlookedupintohisinthefaintflickeringlightoftheoillampthathadbeen
placedinthestalltolighttheirway.
Hefeltthebarestpressureofherfingersinthehairatthenapeofhisneck,heardherbreathinggo
ragged,feltherhungerasifitweretangible.Hisfacetightened.Hereachedupforthelampand,
lookingdownather,deliberatelyblewitout.
Sheheardtherusticofstrawashereplaceditonanearbyshelf,andtherusticoffabricashecame
downbesideher.
Hisbig,leanhandssmoothedthegarmentshewaswearinguparoundherhips,andpausedonthe
waistbandofherbriefsasheslowlysearchedforhermouthandcovereditwithhis.Hemovedover
her.Shecouldfeelhimwantingher.Herlegspartedtoadmitthewarmweightofhim.Shearchedas
hismouthnuzzledasidethetopofherrobeandfounditswaytohersoftbreast.Hesuckledher,
enjoyingherhuskymoansinthedarknessofthestall.
Theremightbeverylittletime.Hedidn'tdareriskaleisurelyloving,regardlessofhishungerforit.
Herousedherquickly,everyca-
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ressintendedtokindlefires.Herbodyarcheduptohimasheincreasedthesuctionofhismouth,as
hishandssmootheduphersoftthighsandfoundhermostsecretplaces.
Shewhimpered.Heliftedhisheadandmovedtofindhermouthandsilenceit.Whilehekissedher
withslow,fierceintent,hemovedhisowngarmentasideand,catchingherupperthigh,broughther
hipsintosudden,starkcontactwithhisown.
Whileshecaughtherbreath,heshiftedandbegantoenterherwithexquisitecare.Shewasnewtothis,
anddespitetheirearlierintimacy,hehadtostopandrousehercarefullybeforeshecouldacceptallof
himwithoutdiscomfort.
Thefaintnoisestheymadeastheymovedagainsteachotherseemedveryloudinthesilence.She
clungtohim,shiveringalittleaseachmovementofhishipsbroughtthemevenclosertogether.He
shiftedagain,andshegaspedattheswellofhotpleasurethatstabbedintoher.
"There?"heaskedquietly.
"Y-yes,"shebitoff.*
Hefelthernailsbitingintohimashemovedagain,deeperthistime,dragginghiships
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againstherssothatthecontactwasintensified,prolonged.
Shesobbed,bitingherliptokeepbackthesharpcry.
Hismouthbrushedheropenlipsashebegantoincreasetheslow,powerfulrhythmofhisbody.He
drewherlegoverhishipsandsmoothedittherewithteasingcaresses,andstilltherhythmbuilton
itself.
Shewasgaspinginhisear.Shecouldfeelhimineverycell.Itwasbeautiful.Theywerelikepuzzle
pieceslockingtogether,smoothandsoftandtender.Itwasn'tevenlikesex.Itwassoexquisitetobe
intimatewithhim.Shearchedherbackandhatedthedarknessthathidthemfromeachother.She
wantedtolookathim.
Hersensualmovementsdelightedhim.Sheslidherarmsaroundhimandmovedonherown,
intensifyingthesilkenthrustswithherownsinuousmotion.
Helaughed,deepinhisthroat,atthesensationsshecaused.Hestilledoverherforaninstantand
caughthisbreathasherbodyteasedhim.
Shefeltthetensionandhesitated.
"No,don'tstop,"hewhisperedhuskily."It
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|;:4Hakesmethroballoverwhenyoudothat.Doitagain."
Shefollowedhislead,likewarmsilkwhereshetouchedhim.Herhandssmoothedupunderthefabric
ofhisownrobeuntiltheyfoundhishair-roughenedchestandbegantocaressit
||hungrily.'•
tf-Hepausedlongenoughtopushherownrobeupunderherarmssothathehadaccesstohersoftj
barebreasts.HemadeabanquetofthemWhilehisbodycaressedhersintheheatedsilenceofthe
stable.
Shelovedthesensualityoffeelinghisskinagainsthers,hishair-roughenedchestdraggingwith
exquisiteabrasionagainsttheverytipsofherbreasts.3Sheliftedtoprolongthecontact,awareof
'••ffefeheatthatwasgrowing,thethrobbingfull-nessthatthreatenedtoexplodeinsideher.She
graspedhisshouldersandheldonastheslowthrustsbegantobuildaterrible,sweettension^her.
limbs.Shegaspedasthepleasuregrewtoathrobbingheatandthenasilkenorgyofsensationthat
greweversweeter,evermorede-liciouslyprovocative.
_'Itbecameurgentsoquickly.Fromlazysen-soaUtytofiercepassion,themovementsbecame
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desperateinseconds.Hecaughtherheadinhisbighandsandbroughthismouthdownhotlyonher
lipsashedroveagainstherblindly.
Shewrappedhersilkenlegsaroundhisandfollowedhisquickmovementswithcounter-movements
ofherown,helpinghim,demanding,pleadingforanendtotheexquisitepainofunbearablepleasure.
Shemoanedharshlyunderhismouthasshefeltherselfgoingoversomedark,sweetprecipice.She
sobbed,arching,shiveringasthetensionsnappedandsheconvulsedallover.
Hefeltherbodygiveitselfcompletelywithasenseofwonder.Onlythendidhepermithisownbody
toachievesatisfactionwithinhers.Hearcheddownintohersilkenfleshwithaharshgroanand
gloriedintheanguishedspasmsthatrackedhimaboveher.Itseemednevertostop.Hesobbedasthe
pleasuregrewandfeduponitself,asitwashedoverhimlikeredfire,likeredsilk,likeredwavesof
throbbingheat.
“Oh,Pierce,"shewhisperedathisearasshefelthiminthatmostintimateofcontacts,buryingher
faceinhisthroatasshesavoredthehelplessmotionsofhisbigbodyandfeltthe
surgeofheatthatlefthimexhaustedandshiveringaboveher.
Hecouldn'tgetbisbreath,couldn'tspeak,couldn'tthink.Hecollapsedagainstherandfoughtfor
enoughairtomakehislungswork.Hecouldn'trememberatimewhenhe'denjoyedawoman'sbody
sointensely,sothoroughly,withsuchincrediblepossessionthathe_feltherinthecellsofhisskin.
Hewassatedtotherootsofhisthickhair.Underhim,shewassoftandwarm,andhefeltherskin
slideagainsthiswhenhemovedhelplesslyagainsthertoenjoytheechoesofpleasurethatlingered
evenaftertherelease.
Sheliftedtothemovementsofhishipsandsighedsharplyatthedelicioussensationshersensitized
bodyfelt.
Herolledslowlyontobisback,drawingheralong,stilljoinedintimatelytohim.Hesmoothedher
bodydownonhis,catchingherhipsandpullingherevencloser.
Shegaspedandhernailsbitintothehardmusclesofhisupperarms.
Hearchedsinuouslyandshiveredwithpleasure."Ilovethewayyoufeellikethis,"hesaidgruffly.
"Youfitmelikeawarmsilk
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glove,sothatwhenImove,Ifeelyouallaroundme."
Shehidherfaceinhishairychest."Itwasuncomfortableatfirst,"shewhispered.
"You'lladjusttome,butI'llalwayshavetobecarefulwithyouwhenI'mthisaroused."Hishands
pressedsoftlyagainstherhips."DearGod,Brianne,I'msatedallthewayupanddownandIstillwant
you."
"Canyou,again?"shewhispered.
"Idon'tthinkso."Hearchedhisbody,waiting,buthisbodywastootiredtocooperate.Helaughed
softly."ButIwishIcould.Itwasgood,wasn'tit?"
"Oh,yes."
Hisfingerssmoothedupanddownherbackinlong,lazycaresses."Youcontractinside,allaround
me,whenyouclimax,didyouknow?Itmakesthepleasureallthatmuchgreaterforme."
Sheshiveredatthebluntdescription.Intimacywasstillnewtoher,andalittleembarrassing.Shewas
feelingsomeguiltaswell,becauseshehadn'ttakenherpillindaysandhedidn'tknowthatshecould
alreadybepregnant.
Hislonglegsmovedapartandheslidthemoverhers.Intheintimatepositiontheywere
sharing,thecontactwassuddenlyevendeepermanbeforeandshegaspedasshefelttheincreased
pressureofhimthere.
Hishandssettledonherhipsandhebegantomoveherbodyagainsthimwithalazytendernessthat
hadexplosiveresults.
Hefeltherbodybegintotauten,toshiver,tomovehelplesslywithhim.
"Baby,"hewhisperedurgentlyintoherear.Hisbreathingwassuddenlyragged."Baby,do
youfeelit?"
Shecriedoutsoftly,becausesomethingwashappening,somethingthathadn'thappenedbefore.She
caughtathisarms,feelinghislegscontractaroundhers,feeling'hisbodybecomeinsistentunderher.
?*<fNo,"shesobbed,gasping.Thepleasure"wasfrightening.Frightening!
Shemusthavesaiditaloud,becausehewaswhisperingtenderlytoher,hislipssoothingatiher
forehead."Don'tbeafraid,baby,"hewhis-*«fesed,"Letithappen.Giveyourselftoit.Feelit^keyou.
Surrendertoit,"tfcShecouldn'tgetcloseenough.Sheeo«Jdn't...Herbodyfeltasifithadbeen
tedineverymuscleanddrawnoverarack,wastooweak,shewouldn'tbeableto
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reachthatimpossiblyhighpinnacleofpleasure.Itwassoharsh,sodemanding,thatitdrainedherof
strengthandbreath.Itwassodeeplyconsumingthatitalmostmadehersick.Shegroanedpiteously
andshivered.
"Youcan'timaginehowit'sgoingtofeel,"hewhispered,hisvoicedeep,throbbingashemoved
underher."Youcan't...imagine!"
Itcaughtherunexpectedly,ahotwaveofpleasurethathadtheimpactofabodyblow.Shecriedout
helplesslyasthespasmscon-,vulsedherinhisarms.Shefelthimmoving,turning,lifting.Shewas
againsttheblanketnowandhewasaboveher,herthighsinhishands,hisbodydrivingintohersin
thedarkness.Shecouldhearhisharshbreathing,feeltherigidclenchingofhismusclesashisfingers
becamepainfulonherhipsandsuddenlycrushedthem.Sheheardhishoarsegroans,felthimthrob
andthrobandshiverasthepleasureoverwhelmedhim.
Shewhisperedtohim,somethingwicked,somethingunexpectedandstark.Shefelthimconvulse
againasthewordsheightenedhispleasuretonearoblivion.
Hisheaddroppedtoherbreastsandheshiveredonelasttimeashesliddownagainsther
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inheavyexhaustion,herhipsstillclenchedinhishardfingers.
Severalminutespassedbeforebisgriploosened."You'llhavebruiseshere,"hesaidapologetically.
,Shemovedexperimentally,swollenwithpas-sionanditsfulfillment,languidintheaftermath."I
don'tmind.Pierce...issexalwayslikejhis?"sheasked,dazed.
Hehesitated.Heliftedhimselfcarefully
awayfromherandsatupwithaudibleattempts
%catchhisbreath.Hepulleddownhisrobes
iandthencarefullyrearrangedherowntherein
thehotdarkness.
"Pierce?"sheaskedinawhisper,awarethatsomethingwaswrong.
Hesmoothedthefabricoverheralmostimpersonally.Thenhelaybackdownbesideher,withhis
handsunderhishead,andstaredintomeblacknessoftheceiling,hatinghimself.
"DidIdosomethingwrong?"sheaskeduneasily..Hedrewinalong,harshbreath."No.Idid."
"What?"
Heshiftedimpatiently."Trytosleep,Brianne.We'vegotalongdayaheadofustomorrow."
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Shelaybesidehimunmovingassheregisteredtheforcedcarelessnessofhistone,atoddswiththe
tensionshesensedinhim.
Asshecameslowlybacktotherealityoftheirsituationshethoughtsheunderstoodwhatwaswrong
withhim.ShewasstandinginforMargoagain,andnowherealizedthatitwasn'tMargoandhewas
feelingguilty.Shewashiswife,buthewasstillmarriedtoMargo.He'djustcommittedadultery,for
thesecondtime.He'dbeenunfaithfultohisdeadwife:IfBriannehadn'tbeensotiredandso
disillusioned,she'dhavecriedhysterically.WouldsheneverlearnthatshehadnoplaceinPierceV
lifeexceptlikethis,asasubstituteforthewomanhe'dlost?
Shewonderedifitmightnothavebeenbetterifshe'dnevergottentoknowhimatall.Ifshehadn't
spokentohimthat.dayinParis,noneofthiswouldeverhavehappened.She'dhavebeensingleand
heartwhole.Perhapsshe'dhaveendedupmarriedtoPhilippeSabon,thatpoorshellofamanwho
wassoaloneindieworld.Hehadnothingtogiveher,butatleasthestillhadawholeheart—-
somethingPiercehadn't.
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SheheardthehayrustlenexttoherasPiercechangedpositions.
?:"Itwasn'tsex,"hesaidabruptly.Andallationce,hegottohisfeetandleftthestable.
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.Piercedidn'tcomebackrightaway,andBrianne,exhaustedfromhisfiercelovemakingandstill
puzzledbyhisoddbehavior,fellasleep.
Whenshewoke,shewassoreinunexpectedplacesandaloneinthestable.Shegottoherfeet,
wrappedtheturbanaroundherhairandwentouttolookforhercompanions.
Piercecametojoinherwhenshesteppedoutsidethestable,bisexpressionimpassive,hiseyesgiving
awaynothing.Onlywhenshelookedcloselycouldsheseethetelltalelinesthatdenotedlackofsleep.
Hewasbackinhisshellagain,shethought,andregrettinghislapse
withher.Nothinghadchanged;atleaston
hispart.
"We'regoingoverlandtothenextport,"hetoldherquietly."It'stoodangeroustotrygoingbackthe
waywecame.Mufti'scousinsaysthatSabon'shousehasbeencapturedandSa-bonhimselfisonthe
runfromhisownmercenaries.They'replayinghavocinthestreets.""Oh,goodgrief!"she
exclaimed,thinkinglofthetreacheryofherstepfather.ShehopedSabonwouldgetaway.
"Itlooksverymuchasifyourtheorywascorrect.IbelieveyourstepfatherhassoldoutMspartner
andhopestotakeovertheoilprojecthere,"hereplied."We'dbettergetgoingwhilemere'sstilltime."
EveninthebatteredoldvehicleMufti'sin-lawsdrove,ittookalongtimetogettothenextsmallport
becausetheyhadtomakefrequentstopsanddetoursalongthewaytomakesuretheyweren'tbeing
followed.Fortunately,thefarthertheywentfromthecapitalcityofthesmallcountry,thelessturmoil
theyencountered.Theciviluprisinghadn'tyetspreadthisfar.TheislandwhereSabon'shousewas
locatedwasapparentlynowcapturedterritory,
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accordingtogossipthatMuftigleanedontheirway.
Thenextportwaslargerthantheonethey'dstartedat.Onlyonethinginthedirtylittleharborwas
familiar,andthatwastherustedoldtubthatthey'dbookedpassageonthedaybefore.
TateWinthropmetthecaptainandfinalizedthearrangements.Theywentonboardinaflurryof
confusionaftersomeonesetofffirecrackersonthedockstosimulateanarmedattack.Tensionswere
runninghigh,becausenewsofthemilitarycouphadreachedevenhere.Thegovernment,oneof
Tate'scontactshadsaid,wasonthevergeofcollapse.Theoldregimewasontherunandthe
mercenarieshadtakenoverthecapital:Theyhadtheoilconsortium'sexecutivesundercloseguard,
alongwiththesupervisorsandthemenonthedrillingrigs.Allcommunicationswiththeoutside
worldhadbeencutofforcrippled.Kurtwasliterallytakingoverthesmallcountryandnobodyknew
itexceptthepeoplewhowereinvolvedinit
Therefugeeswerehustleddownintothecargoholdandconcealedtherebythecaptain,givenfood
andwaterandassurancesthatthey
wouldsoonbeininternationalwatersandsafefromreprisals.Muftileftthethreeforeignersdownin
theholdandmergedwiththeothersailorsondeck,withthecaptain'shelp.
Brianneheldherbreathuntiltheshipslippedhermooringsandsetouttosea.Rightupuntilthelast
minute,she'dbeencertainthattheyweregoingtobestopped.ShesparedaworryforPhilippe,who
mustbefeelingverybetrayedatthemoment.
Shehopedthatsheandhercompanionswouldmakeitoutalive,totelltheirstorytotheappropriate
peoplebeforeKurtcompletedhismilitarycoup.
"There'sanotherhitch,"Tatetoldthemoncetheyweresettledonsacksofgrainintheholdwiththeir
fewprovisions—somebreadandcheeseandseveralsmallbottlesofwaterfromTate'ssurvivalpack.
"Whatnow?"Pierceaskedwithresignation.Heneededashaveratherbadly,andwaslookingmore
andmorelikeamercenaryhimself.
"ThecaptaincanonlytakeusasfarasSt.Martin,"hesaid."He'sbeenofferedaking'sransomto
transportsomecargoforaforeignnationalhe'stomeetthere.Wecan'tmatchthe
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otherofferbecausethemanmakingitishisbrother-in-law."
"Sowe'llbestrandedinSt.Martin,"Briannesaidheavily."WhilemystepfatherdestroysPhilippe's
countryandblamesitonhiminWashington."
Tatesmiledather."Hopefullywecanbookpassageonanotherfreighter."
"Withwhat?"Pierceaskedirritably."MywalletisonSabon'sjet.Ihaven'tgotadime."
"NeitherhaveI,"Tatesaid."ButifIcangettoabank,we'llhavethefunds."
"Whynotjustflyhome?"Brianneasked.
"Becausebynowthemercenariesknowwe'veescaped,andthey'llbelookingforus,evenhere,"Tate
said."WehavetosneakbackintotheStates."
"ItamazesmethatKurtwasabletogetawaywithsomuch,"Brianneremarked.
"Piercetoldmewhatyou'dsuspectedaboutyourstepfather,"Tatesaidastheyatecheeseandbread
later."You'reremarkablyastuteforanonpolitician."
"IknowKurt,"sherepliedwitharuefulsmile."AndhecalledPhilippeSabonamonster.Imagine
that."
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"Sabonmustbefeelingprettystupidrightaboutnow,"Pierceagreed.
"Howrightyouare,Hutton"cameadeep,faintlyamusedvoicefromthehatchthatleddowna
corridortotherestofmeship.
Threepairsofstartledeyesmetthoseofatall,robedArab.Thedeepscarsdownonesideofhislean,
darkfacestretchedashesmiledat
hisownfolly.
Hejoinedtheotherswithoutinhibitionandproducedagoatskinfromunderhislongrobe.Hetossed
ittoPierce."Wine,"hesaid."BeingaMuslim,I'mnotpermittedspirits,butdon'tletmyinhibitions
restrainyou."
"Isthepoisoninthewineoronthemouthofthebag?"Piercemurmuredwithanicy
glare.
PhilippeSabonheldupahand."I'mnotthat
stupid,"heasserted."Besides,"hesighed,
reachingforabitofbreadandcheese,"Iex-
,pecttospendweekstryingtoexplainmypart
inallthiswhenweregainthegovernment
here."
“Howdoyouplantodothat?''Pierceasked.
Sabongavehimawryglance."Isentmymostloyalmenovertheborderwiththesheikh,theminute
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teringmyhousehold,"hesaid,andtheamusementlefthisface."Dozensofmypeopleliedeadinthe
streets,whenIgavestrictordersthatthebulletsweretobeblanksandtheexplosivesofthe
Hollywoodvariety."HeglancedatBrianne."Yourstepfatherhasamaliciousnature,andIhavebeen
theworld'sbiggestfoolforputtingmyselfandmycountryinhishands.Iactuallybelievedhimwhen
hepromisedtheattackwouldbeasham."
"YouwerewillingtostartawartoprovokeAmericanintervention,"Brianneremindedhim.
"Iwaswillingtosimulateone,"hecorrectedher.Hisshouldersroseandfellheavily."Iwatcheda
childstarveonce,withfoodinitshands,"hesaidquietly,staringatthebitofcheeseandbreadleftin
hisfingers.”Therehadbeennograinforsometime,andoursupplieswerestoppedattheborder.
Sanctions,youunderstand,"headdedbitterly,''becausemygovernmenthadpqbliclysupportedan
enemyoftheUnitedStatesinthelastconflictonthisregion.Wewereabletobegrationsfroma
nationfriendlytous,butbythetimetheycame,someofthechildrenwerestarvedbeyondhelp.They
diedtryingtoeat."Heletthecheeseandbread
fallintohislap."Howtired1amofrichindustrialnationswhodictatepolicyandturnblindeyesto
thepoor."
Piercescowledattheotherman,awareofequalconfusionfromhissecuritychief."Whatareyou
doinghere?"
TheArab'seyebrowslifted."EscapingexecutionbyBrauer'scutthroats,ofcourse."
"You'refilthyrich,"Pierceremindedhim."Youcouldhaveboughtashipandsailedout
ofhere."Sabonlaughed."Themercenarieshavemy
house,"heremindedthem."So?"Piercepersisted.Sabonshookhishead."Thegossipmusthave
reachedyouatsomepointthatIdonottrustbanks."
"You'rekiddingme,"Piercereplied.
"Sadly,Iamnot."Sabonhelpedhimselftoasmallplasticbottleofwater."Mypocketmoneybought
meapassageonthisvessel.IfIcanmakeittoneutralterritory,IhaveeveryhopethatIcanorganizea
revoltamongmyownpeoplewithmymenwhoescapedasacoreofsupport,andwithsome
borrowedcapital."
*'Borrowedfromwhom?"
SabonfixedPiercewithawordlessstare.
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"Youareoutofyourmind,"Piercetoldhimflatly."Youcan'texpectmetolendyoumoneyafterall
you'vedone...youkidnappedus,forGod'ssake!"
"IkidnappedBrianneandamanwhowaspresumedtobeherbodyguard,"Saboncorrected,him."It
wasnotuntiltheescapethatIknewwhohadbeenoccupyingmyotherstoreroom.Whichreminds
me..."Hereachedintohisrobe,extractedPierce'seelskinwalletandtosseditto-him.
Astonished,Piercecheckeditanddiscoverednothingmissing,nothiscreditcardsorhiscash,and
therewereseveralhundreddollarsinthebillfold.
"Mypilotfounditwedgedinaseatonmyprivatejet."Hefrowned."Isupposethey'veblownitupby
now.Ah,well."Hetookasipofwater."I'vepersuadedthecaptainofthisvesseltodropmeoffatSt.
MartinonthewaytotheStates.Ifyou'llmakemealoanoffiftythousanddollarsorso,Icanreclaim
mycountry,andmywealth,fromKurt'shiredassassins."
Piercethrewuphishands."Youmusthavebeenhitinthehead,"heexclaimedangrily."I'mnot
loaningyouadime!"
"Yes,youare."
"Why?"
Sabonpickedthebreadandcheesetidbitsfromhisrobeandatethem,washingthemdownwithwater.
"BecauseIcanconnecttheattackonyourCaspianSeadrillingplatformwithKurt.Thesesame
mercenarieswereresponsibleforyourproblemsandthedeathsofseveralofyourworkers.Icantell
youwhotheyare."
"Youhelpedhirethemforthismassacre!"Pierceasserted.
"Ididnot.Kurthiredthemandassuredmethatmyinstructionswouldbefollowedtotheletter.Iwas
willingtogivehimafreehandsolongashewasofusetome.Hehadfriendsamongtheoil
consortium,yousee,andtheyweremuchmorelikelytolistentoawealthymanwithconnectionsin
theoilbusinessthanapoorArab."
"PoorArab,thedevil!"TateWinthropscoffed.
"Mywealthisonlycountedinmillionsamongmyownpeople,"hereturned."Youmustremember
thatourinflationrateatpresentissomethinglikeeighthundredpercent.Surelyyoudon'tthinkKurt
BrauerwouldwastehistimeonanunknownArabwithathinwalletin
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astarvingnationunlesshethoughthecouldprofitlargelybyit?"
Piercegotupandpacedthefloor."Idon't
understand.Therewererumorsthatyouhad
millions,ifnotbillions,thatyouwereseen,in
allthemostexclusiveresorts,eveningambling
palaces."-
"Excellentrumors,weretheynot?"Sabontookanothersipofwater."Istartedthemmy-.self."
"Youdid?"
"IneededtoappearwealthytointerestKurtinhelpingtodevelopmyoilfieldsandkeepmyenemies
atbay,"Sabonsaidwithashrug."IshouldhaveknownthatIcouldn'ttrustsuchaman."Hefrowned."I
assumethathe'sinWashingtonrightnowtellingtheworldthatI'veattemptedabloodymilitarycoup
inmyowncountry?"
"Youknew?"Brianneasked,astonished.Henodded."Itwasthemostlogicalstephecouldhavetaken."
Hesmiled."Anditwill,ifyou'llexcusethepun,blowrightupinhisface."
Piercesatbackdownonabaleofgrain."Couldyouexplainthat?""TheUnitedStateswillfind
newsof
ifirauer'scovertdealingsveryinteresting,"hesaid."AndIcanprovidethemwithinformationS&ey
don'thaveabouthisforthcomingplanstosetfiretocertainoilfieldsandblameanationiferyhostile
totheAmericans."•"Whywouldhedosuchathing?"Brianneasked,aghast.
v1"Tostartmorewars,ofcourse.He'sanarmsdealer.Didn'tyouknow?"Sabonaskedbis
companions."That'showIconnectedwithhiminthefirstplace."
"Hedealsinoil,"TateWinthropsaidslowly,
s,"Hedealsinoilonlysothathehasaccess|tosensitiveinformationaboutthecountriesinwhichthe
oilisfound,"Sabontoldhim."Bymanipulatingcertainevents,hecansellarmsatahugeprofitand
stillhavetheauraofrespectability.Helostheavilywhenawarwasrecentlyaverted.Nowhehopesto
recoupbislossesbyathreatenedmilitarycoupandcleanupbyarmingtheneighboringnations.It
washisrealplanallalong,butIhadnoknowledgeofitIthoughthisinterestindevelopingtheoil
wealthofmycountrywassincere,becauseIknewveryfittieabouttheprivatefaceofsuchapublic
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ure."Heshookhishead."Itwasonlyameanstoanendforhim."
"WhykidnapBrianne?"Pierceasked.Sabonlookedatherwithquiet,secretiveeyes."Kurtwas
waveringinhissupportformycause.ByhintingthatIwishedtomarryBrianne,Iappealedtohis
greed.Allthosemillionsinthefamilyandhewouldneverhavetoworryaboutmoneyagain,you
see."Hesighed."TheonlyexplanationIhaveisthathefoundoutsomehowthatmyclaimstowealth
wereexaggerated.Imusthaveleftaloopholeforhimtofind."Heleanedforward,crossinghis
forearmsoverhiskneesandlockinghislongfingerstogether."It'sironic,youknow.Hewould
actuallyhaveseenaprofitontheoil,"headded."Butnotforsomeyears.Perhapshewastoo
impatient.Gunrunningis,afterall,aprofitableprofessionwiththepotentialforimmediatecapital."
"Hetoldmethathisfinancesweredesperate,"Briannementioned.
"AndIgatherthathealsosawthroughmyofferofmarriage."Sabonglancedatherandhissmilewas
genuine.
"Sawthroughit?"Piercestaredattheothermangrimly.
Sabonmetbishostilegaze."Icannevermarry,"hesaidcurtly.Hegotupfromhisseatandstretched.
Helookedaroundtheirsurroundingswithresignation."Thatitshouldendhere,insuchaway,"he
mused."Allmyhopesformypeople..."
"Fiftythousanddollarswon'tbeenoughtomountacounterrevolution,"Piercesaid.
Sabonturned."Yes,itwill,"heargued."Thesemercenariesarebloodthirstyandmerciless.Butthey
arenomatchforthesortthatmymencanhireacrosstheborder."
"Whatsort?"
Sabon'seyesnarrowed."Ithinkyoualready
know."
Piercegrimaced.Hesearchedtheotherman'scoldeyes."Idon'tlikebeingapartyto
carnage."
"NordoI,"theothermansaidwithbarelycontainedrage."ButIalreadyhavebeen.MyDouse
servant,Miriam,hadbeenwithmefortenyears.Theyleftherinthegarden,inaconditionthatit
hurtsmetorecall."Hebitdownaardandavertedhiseyes,tryingtoblankoutthememory.He
clenchedhisleanfistsathisside."Iwillhavemycountryback,"hesaidtightly."AndIwillseetoit
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averyhighpriceforhistreachery."HeglancedatPierce."Helpme."
Piercethrewuphishandsindefeat."Ican'tbelievethis,"hesaidwithpureexasperation.Heletouta
heavybreathandstaredhardattheotherman."IneverthoughtI'dseethedaywhenIlineduponthe
sideofmyworstlivingenemy."
"Iwasneveryourenemy,"Sabonsaidsimply."Ihadnoknowledgeoftheattackonyourdrilling
platformorIwouldhavewarnedyou.Kurtappearedtobearichforeigninvestorwithcontactsinthe
oilbusiness.Ineverthoughtofmyselfbeforeaspoliticallynaive,butperhapsmyeducationwas
scantyintoomanyspots.Imustrethinkmyabilitytojudgepeople."
"Kurthadalotofpeoplefooled,"Briannesaidsoftly."Includingmypoormother."
Sabon'seyesnarrowed."Fortunately,hewillhavelittletimeforheratpresent.Whenhefinisheshere,
onewayoranother,herlifewillbeinjeopardyifsheknowsanythingatallofhisbusinessdealings.
Hewillnotwanttoriskhavingtoomanywitnessesaround.Accidentscaneasilybearranged."
"Oh,myGod,"Briannewhispered.
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"Don'tborrowtrouble,"Piercesaidgently."We'llprotecther."
"Assoonaswegetoutofhere,I'llgetamessagetomycontactinFreeport,"Tatesaidinadeep,quiet
tonethatwasreassuring."He'llgetyourmotherandthechildoutofNassaubeforeKurtgetshome."
"Thankyou,"Briannesaidwithheartfelt
gratitude.
"SothatwashowyouknewwheretofindHuttonandBrianne,"Sabonmused,watchingTate."I
underestimatedyou'rightdowntheline,Mr.Winthrop."
-"Mostpeopledo,"Taterepliedwithaflashofwhiteteeth.
"IthinkIhearsomethingoutsidetheship,"Piercesaid,cuttingintotheconversation.
Theylistened,andthesoundcameabruptly:sirens.Theygrewlouderandlouder.7"TheCoast
Guard!"Brianneexclaimed,
"InthePersianGulf?"Sabonaskedwithliftedeyebrows."TheAmericansmaythinktheyownthe
area,butIassureyou,theyhaven'ttakenpossessionyet!"
"It'stheharborpatrol,attheveryleast,"Tatemurmured.HerushedtotheportholeandlookedoutA
minutelater,heletoutthebreath
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hewasholdingandturnedbacktotheothers."They'reboardingaship.Notours.We'vealmost
clearedtheharbor."
Therewererelievedsighsallaround.Iftheywerediscoveredtoosoon,thecaptainmighthaveno
choicebuttoturnthemoverondemand.ItwouldmeancertaindeathifBrauergottothembeforethey
reachedsanctuary.
PierceandTateexchangedworriedglances.Theywerealongwayfromhome.Theyhadconnections
andPierce'ssuddenwindfall,butiftheyusedhiscreditcards,Brauer'smenwouldtraceany
transactionimmediatelyandclosein.EveniftheylandedatMiami,theyweregoingtohavetooutwit
thehenchmenwhowouldcertainlybeonthelookoutforthem.Theyweren'tevensureofpassageout
ofSt.Martin.Iftheywerebeingwatched,andthatwaspossible,theymightnevermakeitaboard
anotherwestward-boundfreighter.
Sabonstaredatthemwithapensiveexpression."ThecaptainisnotgoingontoMiami,whichisas
well.IfyoudidgoallthewaytoMiamionthisvessel,you'dbecarriedonshoreinbodybags,"he
said.
Threepairsofeyesturnedtowardhim.
"Wewereplanningonchangingships.This
isasfarasthecaptaincantakeus.ButIhaveacontactinMiami,"Tatesaidafteraminute.
"Brauerwillknowwhoitisbynow.Don'tunderestimatehisintelligencenetwork.Idid,andyoucan
seewhatitcostme,"Sabonremindedhim.
Tateexhaledroughly,andhisthinlipscompressedashetriedtothinkrationally.
"Haveyouapenandpaper?"Sabonaskedafteraminute.
"Youwanttowritehome?"Piercemurmureddryly,buthehandedthemanwhathe'daskedfor.
Sabonscribbledanameandanaddress,addedanoteinArabicandhissignature,andpressedthering
onhislittlefingerintothepaper.HehandedittoPierce,alongwiththepen.Hisexpressionwas
somber.
"ForallIknow,this—"Piercewavedthepaperathim"—couldbeourdeathwarrants.Ican'tread
Arabic."
"UnlessI'manevenworsejudgeofcharacterthanIthought,hecanreadit,"Sabonmused,nodding
towardTate.
"Canyou?"Pierceaskedhissecuritychief.
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studiedthetallArab.Helookedperplexedforamoment,andthenhenodded,veryslowly."It'sa
legitimaterequestfortherecipienttogiveusanyaidpossible."Hedidn'taddwhatelsethenotesaid.
Buthisgazewaseloquent
Sabonalsonodded.Alookpassedbetweenthetwomen.Sabonspokeinquick,sharpArabic.Itwasa
questionthatneitheroftheircomrpardonscouldbegintounderstand.
Taterepliedinthesamelanguagewithequalfluency.
"Whatisthis,charades?"Pierceaskedcurtly.
"Nothingthatconcernsanyoneelse,"Tateassuredhim."Andnothingtodowiththematterathand."
Hesaidnothingmore,nordidSabon.Nightfell,andthefourofthemslept.
"St.Martin,"Sabonsaidashestudiedtheapproachingisland."Andmydestination."Hepulledthe
hoodofhisrobeoverhisheadandpausedtolookbackatbiscompanions."WeMoorsoncehadvery
strongSpanishconnections.ThegentlemanwhosenameIgaveyouisSpanish,buthehasa
grandmotherinmycountry.Hewilldowhathecanforyoube-
causeIrequesteditandheowesmeafavor.Trusthim.Buttrustnooneelse.Yourlivesmaydepend
onit."
"Whyareyouhelpingus?"Pierceaskedshortly.
"Askyourcomrade"camethequietreply.Hemettheotherman'seyes."Iwillbehereforthreedays,
underanassumedidentity.Ifyou'restillwillingtohelpme,wirethemoneytoSeiiorAlfredoCantada
incareoftheGardellBank."
Piercesighed."GodknowswhyIshould.ButIwill.Idon'tmakepromiseslightly."
"We'llerectastatuetoyou,asourbenefactor,"Sabonsaidwithtwinklingdarkeyes.
Piercedidn'treplyforaminute."Hemayfindyou,ifyoustayherethatlong."
"Hismenwon'trecognizeme,"Sabonreplied."IhaveresourcesthatIhaven'tusedinyears.Hewon't
findme."
"Goodluck,then,"Piercesaid.
"Andtoallofyou.IncludingMufti,"headdedwithasecretivegrin,"whohasbeentryingdesperately
toavoidmesinceIcameonboard.TellhimthatIdidknowwhohewas,andthathekeptmysecret,as
Iwillkeephis.Therewillbenoreprisalsagainsthisfamily
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whenmypowerisrestored."HelookedatBriannelongandpoignantly."Bygettingyouout,hesaved
allhisrelatives."
Briannewasmoretouchedthanshewantedtobe.Shefeltsosorryfortheman,andevenvaguely
guiltyforhavingsobadlymisjudgedhim."Takecare,MonsieurSabon,"Briannesaidgently."Good
luck."
Hesmiledather."Andbanchancetoyouaswell,che*rie,"herepliedinasofttone.Hiseyessearched
hersintensely."Iwillmournyoufortherestofmylife,"headdedinArabic,withunexpected
emotion.
Heturnedandwentuptothedeckveryquickly,andwithoutlookingback.
"WhatdidhesaytoyouinArabic?"Pierce
askedTate.".,
"Justthathewasn'tsellingusout,"herepliedevasively."Interestingman."
"Damnedinteresting,"Pierceagreed.
TateglancedatBrianneandfrownedcuriously."Idon'tsupposeyouknowwhyhesaidthattoyou?"
"Idon'tspeakArabic,"sheremindedhim."Whatdidhesay?"
"Justthathewasdyingforloveofyouand,
havinglostyou,he'llneverbeabletothinkofanotherwoman,"hesaidfacetiously.
"Idiot,"Piercemurmured,chucklingasheturnedaway.
ButTateWinthrop'sdarkeyesmethersandhewasn'tsmiling.
Briannefrownedcuriously,buthedidn'tsayaword.HeturnedbacktoPierceandlookedoutdie
portholeasSabonblendedintothecrowd.
"We'dbettermakeamove,andquickly,"Tatesaidafteraminute."Wedon'thavelongtofindthisship
Sabonmentionedandgetaboard."
"Ifwearen'twalkingintoatrap,"Piercesaiduneasily:HeglancedatBriannewithascowl."Ihopewe
knowwhatwe'redoing."
“Don'tknowaboutyou,''Tatereplied.”ButIknowexactlywhatI'mdoing."
ThethreepassengersstrippedofftheirArabrobesandstashedthemintheholdundersomesacksof
grain.They'ddonnedtheirEuropeanclothingthemorningoftheirdepartureandtheywerestill
wearingthemnow.Muftiwaswearinghisheaddress,butheborrowedasweatsuitfromanother
sailorandshaved.HelookedvaguelyAmericanwhenhewasthrough.
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Brianne'ssilkslackswerehopelesslycrumpled,likeher.blouseandjacket.Sheknewherhairwasa
terriblemessandshewantedabathuntilitwasalmostpainful.Butshewasmoreworriedabout
reachingtheAmericancoastline.EvenwithSabon'sdubioushelp,itwasgoingtobeverydangerous.
"Idon'tevenhaveagun,"shemurmured.
Pierceglancedather."Whatbroughtthaton?"
"Wemayhavetofightourwayout,"shesaidsimply."Idoknowalittlekarate."
PiercenoddedtowardTate."Tenthdegreeblackbelt,taekwondo,"hetoldher.
Shewhistledthroughherteeth."Notbad,Mr.Winthrop."
"Whatwasyourdiscipline?"heaskedher.
Shesmiledruefully."Taichi,"shesaid."Ithoughtofthemovementsasballet."
"They'regraceful,"heagreed."Butifyouputspeedbehindthosegracefulmovements,theycankill."
"I'dbebetteroffwithatiretool,I'mafraid.Iwishyouhadasparegun."
"Canyoushootone?"heasked.
"I'mgreatwithlasertag."
"Thesetargetsshootbackandtheydon'tuse
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blanks,"hereturned."You'dbetterleavetheshootingtous."
Shewonderedifsheshouldmentionthejudoclassesshe'dtaken.Shedecidednotto.Shealreadyfelt
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Ihefourprospectivepassengerswandereddownthemarinaandblendedinnicelywiththetouristsin
port,intheirEuropeanclothing.Itwasn'thardtofindthevesselinthemarina.Itwasanother
freighter,butcleanermantheonethey'djustdeparted,withSpanishregistration.Itswirylittlecaptain
readthenoteSabonhadscribbled,tookalonglookatBrianneandofferedthemthehospitalityofhis
shipwithoutanyhesitationwhatsoever.
Theyweretakenbelow,andtheshipstartedupatonceinthemarinawhereitwasmoored.
"WhataboutcustomswhenwegettoMiami?"Brianneaskedworriedly."WhatifKurthassomeofhis
menwaitingthereforus?"
"Thisisn'tHollywood,"Piercereplied."Littlefishslipthroughbignets.We'refugitives,youknow.
Wedon'tdothiswithpassportsandsuitcases."
"Fugitives?"sheexclaimed.
Piercenodded."Ifwecomeintothecountryinanylegitimateway,wewon'tgettoacarbeforewe're
cutdownbyBrauer'smen.Wehavetosneakin."
"It'sillegal,"shegroaned."Wecouldgotojailforcircumventingcustoms!"
"She'scatchingon,"Tatemurmureddryly.
Sheshruggedbackherinhibitions.Onedid,afterall,havetorollwiththepunches.Atleastshe'dhave
companyinprison."Okay.Whatdowedo?"
"WeavoidMiamialtogether.ThiscaptainissailingtoSavannah.He'sletmeusehisradiotogetin
touchwithmypeopleintheStates.We'llgetoffwheretheywon'tbeexpectingus,"Tatetoldher.
"You'lllikeit.There'sacandyfactoryrighttherenexttotheharborwhereyoucangettheworld's
bestpralines."
"Canwebuysomewithoutgettingshot?"shewantedtoknow.
"Let'sfindout."
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Piercefrowned."Ihopewecantrustthiscaptain."
"Wecan,"Tatesaidwithconviction.
"Howcanyoubesocertain?"Pierceasked.
TateglancedatBrianneandaway."Nevermindhow.ButIam."
"ThenIsupposewe'llhavetotrustyourinstincts."
"You'rereallygoingtowireMr.Sabonthemoneyheaskedfor?"Briannemurmuredastheywatched
thecoastlinegrowfartherawaythroughtheporthole.
"Godknowswhy,butIam,"Pierceagreed.
"He'snotabadman,"shepersisted."Heonlywantsabetterfutureforhispeople."
"Heshouldleavethatuptothesheikhwhoruleshislittlekingdom,"Piercemuttered."Andspeaking
ofthesheikh,insteadofrunningfortheborderwithhisbodyguardandhisharem,heshouldbeout
likeadecentleader,tryingtoworkonhiscountry'sbehalf."
"Heis,"Taterepliedwithoutlookingathim.
"Howdoyouknowthat?"
Tateturnedandlookedathim."DidyoulookcloselyatthesignatureonthatslipofpaperSabongave
you?"
Puzzled,Piercedrewitoutandstudiedit,withacuriousBriannepeeringoverhismusculararm.
Thescribblewasallbutundecipherable,exceptforaaembossedimpressionnearitthatwasonly
visiblewiththelightonitinacertainway.
"Younoticedtheringhewearsonhislittlefinger?"Tatepersisted.
"No.Ididn't."
"Itcontainsanofficialseal,"Tatesaid."Isawhimmaketheimpression.Youmightnoticethecrest.It's
thecoatofarmsoftheTafluksheikhdom."
Piercewasreallypuzzlednow."So?"
"WhodoyouthinkPhilippeSabonreallyis?"Tatemurmuredwithadrysmile.
Piercewasverystill."Notthesheikhhimself."
Tatechuckled."Notquite,buthewillbeoneday.Therulingsheikhishisfather,aratherrotundand
agedgentlemaninfailinghealth.Philippeisthepowerbehindthethronethesedays.Sohedidwhat
hisfathercouldn't;hedisguisedhimselfasawealthybusinessmanandwentouttoattractinvestorsto
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country'suntouchedoilreservesandkeephistreasuryfromgoingbankrupt."
"Whynotdoitashimself,then?"Brianneasked,astonished.
"Toorisky.Ifhewerekidnapped,hiscountrywouldbebankruptedevensoonertryingtoransom
him."Tatesmiled."Hellofanidea,wasn'tit?Andhealmostaccomplishedhisplan."
"Nowonderhehadsomuchpullinhisgovernment,"Pierceagreed."Hewasthegovernment."
"Hestillis,"Tatesaid."Andthatgroupofsoldiershesentovertheborderishispersonalguard,the
eliteofhisfather'smilitary.They'reonalevelwiththeBritishSAS,andthey'llrecruitmercenariesto
wbrkforthem,tohelptaketheircountryawayfromBrauer."
"NotunlesswecangettoWashingtonintimetostopBrauer'splanfromworking,orAmerican
troopsmaybombhimoutofexistence,thinkingthey'restoppingWorldWarffl,"Piercesaidgrimly.
"CanyougetamessagetoD.C.?"
Tatenodded."Butwho'sgoingtolistentouswithoutproof?WehavetotakeMuftitosomeonehigh
upinthesecretaryofstate'sof-
ficeandlethimspillhisguts.Thenwehavetowaitwhilethestoryischeckedout.Thewheelsof
progressturnslowlyatthediplomaticlevel."
"Mufti?"Briannerealizedsuddenlythattheyhadn'tseenMuftisincethey'dboardedtheship."Where
ishe?"
“Hefoundapokergamedownbelow,"Tatechuckled."Hehasn'tanythingtowagerexcept
matchsticks,butifwecangethimtoVegas,Ithinkhecanbreakthebank.He'sanatural."
ThementionofLasVegasmadeBrianneuneasy.Shedidn'tlookatPierce.Shedidn'tlike
rememberingthequick,unemotionalceremonythathadjoinedthemtogether.Hersadeyeswentto
thegoldbandonherringfingerandshetoucheditwistfully.Ifonlyhe'dbeenabletoloveher,justa
little.Whenthisadventurewasover,theyweregoingtheirseparateways.She'dbeadivorceelong
beforesheeverlearnedtobeawife.Notthathe'dcare,shemused.Hemightenjoyherinbed,but*bis
inhibitionsaboutbeingunfaithfultoMargowouldalwaysbetherebetweenthem.
Sheturnedawayandwenttotheportholetostareoutatthesea.
"IthinkI'llgocheckonMufti,"Tatesaid.
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Hewentthroughthehatchandcloseditgentlybehindhim.
PiercejoinedBrianneatthewindow."Onewayoranother,it'sbeenamomentousfewdays,"he
remarked.
"I'llbegladwhenthey'reover."Hervoicewasstrainedasshespoke.Shewaslyingthroughherteeth.
She'dratherbeindangerwithPiercethansafewithouthim,butshehadnochoiceleft.
Hestuckhishandsinthepocketsofhisslacksandstareddownatherbentheadsadly."I'msorryabout
theothernight,"hesaidalittlehesitantly."Inevermeantittohappen."
Sheshrugged."Noharmdone.Igotmyonenightafterall."
Hecaughtherarmandturnedhertowardhinu"Don'tmakeitsoundcheap,"hesaidshortly."It
wasn't."
Shesearchedhishardfacequietly."Goahead,then.Tellmehowyouwerethinkingofmeinsteadof
Margowhileyouweremakinglovetome."
Hisintakeofbreathwasevenlouderthanthethroboftheengines.Hestaredatherwithnarrow,
glitteringeyes,sointentlythatsheloweredherownquickly.
"Oh,damn,I'msorry,"shemutteredtightly."I'msorry!Butwebothknowyoudon'treallywantme,
Pierce,exceptasasubstitute.I'mtooyoungandtoounsophisticated,and,we'vealreadyagreedthat
I'mboundtoclingtoomuch."Sheliftedherresignedfacetohis."Let'sjustthinkofitasanexercise
inmutualattractionandletitgoatthat,"sheaddedinadull,lacklustertone."I'mlookingforwardto
college,youknow,"shesaidsuddenly,forcingasmiletoherface."I'dliketogototheSor-bonne,if
youdon'tmind.''
Hestuckhishandsinhisslackspocketsandstaredblanklyouttheporthole."Whateveryouwant."
"Youcangetaquietdivorcewhenwegethome,"sheadded,notlookingdirectlyathim.
"We'llflybacktoVegasforit,"hesaidwithacoldsmile."Ibelieveitcanbedoneintwenty-four
hours.I'llmakeallthearrangementsandletyouknowwhenI'vegotafreehourinmyschedule.I
expecttodoalotoftravelingwhenthisisover."
She'dhavelikedtodosomeherself,butshehadtobecontentwithParisagain.Shefeltasuddenchill
andwrappedherarmsaroundherselfforcomfortItmighthavebeenbetterif
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she'dlefthimtothatwallet-pinchingladyoftheeveninginParis,shemusedsilently.Atleastherown
poorheartwouldhavebeenspareditspresentstateofmisery.
Hestudiedhersilently,hisdarkeyesrunningfromherdisheveledblondhairtohersmallfeet.She
wasprettyandsweet,andinbedshewasallanymancouldask.Shelovedhim.Hewasthrowingall
thatawayforhisghost,sothathecouldgoonpretendingthatMargowasn'treallydead,thatshe'djust
goneawayforawhileandwouldcomeback.
Listeningtohisownthoughtsstartledhim.Didhereallybelievethat?Washewillingtobealonefor
therestofhislifebecausehecouldn'tfacetherealityofhisloss?
Hescowledashelookedattheslenderyoungwomannearhim.Howmanymenwouldn'tgodownon
theirkneestohavesuchaprettylittlethinglovethemunconditionally?Briannehadspiritandclass,
andaheartasbigasthewholeworld.She'dgoawaytocollegeandsomebright,eageryoungman
woulddiscoverallherassets.He'dwanther.Perhapshe'dtreatherasPierceneverhad,tenderly,with
constantattention,littlepresentsofflowersandcandyandtrinkets,late-nightphonecallsandlazy
lunches
andlatedinners.Theopera,perhaps,andthetheaterandconcerts.
Hedrewinawoundedbreath.Briannedeservedthatsortofattention.Shewasarareandunusualgirl.
No,shewasarareandunusualwoman,heremindedhimself,andhisbodybegantothrobashe
recalledherinitiationatbishands.Shewassweetheaventolove.Herskinwassoft,likeapetal
wannedbythesun.Herbodyrippledwhenhetouchedit.Sheneverheldbackorplayedgameswith
him.Hecoulddoanythinghelikedtoher,andsheacceptedhimeagerly.Buthewasgoingtowalk
awayfromherbecausehecouldn'tacceptthereality,thefinality,ofhisbelovedMargo'spassing.
Margowasdead.Shewouldn'tcomeback.He'dbealoneforever.
Briannesensedbispainandsheturned,lookingupathimwithsoft,curiousgreeneyesthat
lovedhim.
Heglaredather.Sabonhadgonetothistrouble,arrangedthispassage,forBrianne.Why?Whathad
shegiventhemaninreturn?
Jealousy,newandsurprisinglyfierce,surgedthroughhimandleftafaintblushacrosshishigh
cheekbones.
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"WhatdidyoudowithSabon?"heaskedabruptly.
"Ibegyourpardon?"
"Whyishegoingtosomuchtroubleonyouraccount?"Heshifted,hiseyesnarrowing."Whatdid
yougivehim,Brianne?"headdedinadangerouslysofttone.
"I—Igavehimnothing,"shestammered.
"Don'thandmethat!Hisreputationcan'tbeallconjectureandlies!"
Shecouldn'ttellhimaboutSabon.Itwouldbecruelandunfair,topermithimtobemadea
laughingstock,anobjectofpityinaworldwheremasculinitywasdefinedbycapability.Piercemight
onedaymentionittosomeone.Itwouldbedevastatingenoughforacommonman,butforsomeone
whowouldonedayruleasheikhdom,inaverymasculinepartoftheworld,itwasunthinkable.
ShestaredbravelyintoPierce'sangryeyes."Believewhatyoulike,"shesaidfinally."IfyouthinkI'm
deviousenoughtousemybodyasabargainingtool,thenyoudon'tknowme,anyway."
"Suchasweetbody,"hemurmured,buthismeasuredscrutinyofitwaslewdandinsulting."Enough
tomakeamandoanything,evengo
againsthisownprinciples.Iimagineheenjoyedit"
"Atleasthewasn'tthinkingofanotherwomanandcallingmebyhername!"sheexclaimed,tornby
thememoryofPiercedoingjustthat.
Hisfacepaled.Hecouldn'tevendenyit.Butwhathithimhardestwasheradmissionthatshe'dgone
fromhimtoSabon.Heclenchedhisfistsinhispocketsandfoughtdownhomicidalrage.Hewouldn't
giveSabonapennytomounthiscounterrevolution.He'dkillhiminstead!
Briannerealizedtoolatewhatshe'ddonetoSabon'schancesforaloan.Shedidn'tquiteknowhowto
repairit.
Shefoldedherhandsatherwaistwithalongsigh."Hewantedto,butIcouldn't,"shelied,averting
hereyestothefloor.ItwasPhih'ppewhocouldn't,butnoneedtotellPiercethat.
"Why?"
"BecauseI'mmarried!"sheshoutedathim,lividandwoundedbybissarcasm,byhiswillingnessto
believethatshecouldbetrayhim."Evenifyoudon'tconsideryourselfmyhusband,I'mnotgoingto
cheatonyouwithanotherman!"
Heknewshewastellingthetruth,andhefelt
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ashamedofhissuspicions.Jealousywasnewtohim.Hedidn'tlikeit.
"Allright,"hesnapped,irritatedbyhisownerraticbehavior."I'msorry."
Sheshruggedandturnedaway."Youcan'thelphowyoufeel,Pierce,"shesaidstiffly."I'mgratefulfor
whatyou'vedoneforme,especiallysinceitseemsthewholecharadewasunnecessary.Philippeonly
wantedtobringmetotheislandsothatKurtwouldthinkhewasseriousaboutmarryingme.Hewas
suretheprospectofallthatmoneyinthefamilywouldkeepKurtfrombackingoutofthedealwith
hisinvestment.Hewaswrong."
"Whyareyousuddenlywillingtocredithimwithnoblemotives?"
"Becausewetalkedalittle,"sherepliedhonestly."Andhismentalkedabouthim.Fromthebeginning
he'dhadhissightsonme,asameanstogetKurtinvolvedintheoilwells.Hepretendedaninterestin
me,andKurtdangledmeasbaittoreelusbothin,seeingamergerthatwouldguaranteehim
financialsecurity."Shelaughed."Howstupidhemusthavefeltwhenhediscoveredthatitwasalla
farce,thatPhilippewasn'tamultimillionaire,thatheonlyneededKurttoapproachtheconsortium
andin-
vestinhisoildevelopment"Sheshookherhead."Kurtisavindictiveman,"sheaddedquietly."He'll
killPhilippeifhecan.He'slosthisshirt.Hemaynotevenbeabletobuygunsonconsignmenttosell
topeopleintheMiddleEast.Ifitgetsoutthathe'shiredmentoinvadeandoverthrowasheikhdom,
theinternationalcommunitywillgoafterhim.Hecan'taffordtoleaveanywitnessesaround."
"You'reabsolutelyright,"Pierceagreed.'TildowhatIcanforSabon,"headdedreluctantly."Butnot
becauseIwantto.Ijustdon'twantBrauertogetawaywithit."
“NeitherdoI."Sheturnedandstaredathim
quietly."Philippeisn'tatallwhatheseems.
Despitehispowerandwhateverwealthhere
alizesfromhisoildevelopment,hehassolit
tle."J*
"Tellmewhy,"Piercedemanded.
Sheshookherhead."Itisn'tmysecrettotell."Shewalkedawayfromhimandsatdownonaboxed
cratenearby.”HowlongwillittaketogettoSavannah?"
"I'mnotsure,"hereplied,distracted."Whydon'tyoutrytogetsomesleep?I'mgoingtofindTateand
Mufti."
Shelookedaround.Thereweresomeold
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sacksnearby.Shelaydownonthemandpillowedhercheekonherhand.Shehadn'trealizedhow
tiredshewas.
"Theywon'tgetus,willthey?"sheaskeddrowsily.
"No."Hesoundedsupremelyconfident.Shesmiledandwenttosleep.
ThefreighterpulledintoSavannahharborandthefourpassengersintheholdweresuddenly
confrontedbymenindarksuits.
Thetallestofthethreenewcomersglancedfromonetensefacetoanother,thenlingeredonTate's.A
lookpassedbetweenthem.
"U.S.Customs,"thetall,suitedmansaidabruptly,andflashedopenawallet,showingabadge.He
closeditbeforeitcouldbeseenclearly."Comewithus,please."
Thefourpassengersweremarchedupondeck.BriannefeltforPierce'shandandheldontight.She
wasseeingalengthytrialwhiletheytriedtoexplaintheirpredicament,followedbyajailsentence.
Shehatedclosedplaces.She'dnevergettocollege.She'dneverbearealwifeandmother.She'dbea
jailbird.
Onceinsideatthecustomsgate,theywerestoppedbyothercustomsofficialswholistened
tothecurtexplanationthetallmangavethem.Therewassomedifficulty,butitwasquicklysorted
out,andBrianneandhercompanionswerehustledfromthebuildingandoutintothehumidheatof
Savannahwithitsperfectsquaresandliveoaksandsecretgardens.Briannelongedtoseeitall,but
shewasn'tatourist.
Theirescortsledthemdownthesideofthebuilding,intotwowaitingstretchlimousines.Black,of
course.
"We'vebeencapturedbythe'meninblack,'''Briannemoanedastheywaitedforthesuitstogetinto
thecar."We'ftneverbeseenagain!"
Tatechuckled.Whenthetallmanwasinthefrontseatandthecarwasmoving,heopenedtheglass
partitionandleanedovertheplushblackleatherseat.
"Idamnednearhadtodeckthecustomsguy,"thetallmanmuttered."Whycouldn'tyoujustflyinto
Miami?"
"Wewereexpectedmere,"Tatesaid.HeheldoutahandandtheothermanhandedhimanUzi.Heslid
itunderhisjacket.Heglancedathispuzzledcompanions."ThisisMarl-boro,"heintroducedthem.
"Heworksforme,"headded."Sodotheothertwo."
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"You'renotcustomsofficials?"Brianneburstout.
"No,butwedidusedtobelongtothegovernment,"thetallmansaidsheepishly."I'dtellyouwhich
part,butthenI'dhaveto..."
"Shootus,"Briannemuttered.Shesighed."See?Everybodysaysthat!"shetoldPierce.
"That'strue.Butheisn'tkidding,either,"Tatemurmureddryly.
Hereyeswidened."Really?"
Thetallmangrimaced."Idon'tlikeshootingwomen."
Brianneactuallygasped.
"Itwasonlyonewoman,andsheturnedouttobeamaleforeignnationalwithapackofplastique
hiddeninher...his...well,nevermind,"Tatemuttered."Anyway,itwasamatterofnationalsecurityand
the'woman'drewfirst."
"Wheredowegofromhere?"Pierceasked,confidentthathissecuritychiefwouldgetthemwhere
theyweregoinginonepiece.
"StraighttoD.C.,"Tatereplied."Bywayofaprivateairstrip."
TrustTatetoknowsomeoneeverywhereheneededassistance,Piercethoughtamusedlyasthecar
pulledoffonadirtroadandstopped,
finally,atadesertedairstripwhereasmalljetwasparkedandwaiting.
"Don'ttellme,"Piercemurmuredastheyclimbedaboardthesmall,neataircraft."Someoneowedyou
afavor."
"Well,hedid,"Tatesaidenigmatically,andgrinned."Sodidthispilot."
"HiringyouwasthebestthingIeverdid,"Piercetoldhim.
Tatechuckled."I'mgladyounoticed.I'llsit
upfront."
Briannefoundherselfsandwichedinbetweenthetwosecuritymen,withanirritatedPierceanda
silentbutamazedMuftiacrosstheaislefromthem.
"Youmarried?"thetallermanaskedBrianneexpectantly.
"Yes,sheis,"Piercesaidtersely.
"Geewhiz,thebestonesalwaysare,"thetallmansaid."Guessyourhusbandwillbegladtoseeyou
backhomeandsafe,huh?"
"Herhusbandissittingacrosstheaislefromyou,"Piercesaidinavoicethatwaspleasantenough;it
washiseyesthatmadethreats.
Thetallermanunfastenedhisseatbeltandgotupatonce,movingtoaseatbehind
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Brianne."Sorry,Mr.Hutton,"hesaidinastrainedvoice.
"Noharmdone."Piercedidn'tmovetositbesideBrianne.Heleanedbackandclosedhiseyes.
Brianneglaredathim.Somehusband,shethoughtangrily.Doginthemanger,morelike.Sheclosed
herowneyesandshuthimout.
Astheysuspected,theplanedidn'tlandinWashington,D.C.ItlandedonapalatialestateinVirginia,
whichBriannelearnedlaterwasownedbyashadowyfigurewithtiestotheworldofespionage.He,
too,apparentlyowedTateafavor.
Acarwaswaitingforthem,andthreemoresuitedmenwerestandingaroundit,alsowearing
sunglasses,andcarryingautomaticweapons.
"Aren'tautomaticweaponsillegal?"Brianneaskedworriedly.
“Ofcourse,''Tateassuredher.
"IsawtheUziyouweregiveninthelimousine,"sheremarked."Theselookjustthesame."
Henodded."That'swhattheyare,allright."
Shestaredathim.Hisleanfacedrewintoa
smile.
"Youaren'tgoingtotellmeanything,areyou,Mr.Winthrop?"sheasked.
Hewasstillsmiling.
"Youmightaswellgiveup,"Piercetoldher."Whenhesmiles,you'vealreadylosttheadvantage.The
hellofitisthathealmostneversmiles,andonthistriphe'sdonelittleelse."
"1liketightescapes,"Tatesaidwithashrug."Lifehasbeenmostlyboringintheoilindustry...untila
fewdaysago."
"Nowthatwe'resafelyhome,"Piercereplied,"weneedtofindtheundersecretaryoftheState
DepartmentandletMuftitellwhathe
knows."
"Noproblem,"Tatesaid."I'vealreadyhadmymenphonenunandbriefhimonwhat'sbeen
happening.There'sagroupofintelligencepeoplewaitingforusevenaswespeak.Let's
getrolling."
"Brianne,youcomewithme,"Piercesaidwhenshehesitatedaboutwhichofthetwolimousinestoget
into.
Shejoinedhim,notingthathebarelytouchedherarmtolethergetinsidefirst.Theiradventurewas
nearlyover,andshehadnoideawhat
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layinstoreforthem.Allsheknewwasthatverysoon,Piercewasgoingtodivorceher.
Shesparedathoughtforhermotherandhalfbrother.ShehopedthatTatecouldkeephispromise
aboutgettingherfamilysafelyawaybeforeKurtreturnedfromtheStates.Shealsothoughtof
Philippe.Shehopedthathecouldretakehisgovernment.Hemighthaveastrangewayofgoingabout
it,buthedidcareforhispeople.
ShesatbesidePierce,awareofhim,butnotspeakingasthebigcarateupthemilesheadingnorth.
ApparentlythemysteriousMr.Winthrophadcoveredhistracksverywell,Briannethoughtasthebig
carspedtowardWashington,D.C.Theyweren'tbeingfollowed,hesaid,andhemustknow,because
hehadallsortsofelectronicgadgetsupandworking.SheunderstoodwhyPiercehadhiredhim.Very
likelythegovernmentagencythesemenhadbelongedtowasconnectedinsomewaytotheCIA.For
allsheknew,itmighthavebeentheCIA.Theywerequiet,veryprofessional,andlookedcapableof
handlinganyeventuality.
TheoneconcessionTatemadetocomfortwastostopinCharlestonatasmallpinkbuild-
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ingwithwrought-ironbalconiesandpalmtreesandtropicalvegetationalloverthesandylot
surroundingit.
"BestseafoodinCharleston,"Tatesaidastheotheroccupantsofthecardisembarked."Mills,check
aroundtheperimeterandmakesurewe'resecure."
"Yes,sir,"theotheragentsaidatonce,andwenttodoashewastold.
"It'safamilybusiness,"Tatetoldthemastheywentupthewidestepsintotherestaurant"I'veknown
theownerforsomeyears.Hewaswithmeoverseaswhen...Well,nevermind,he'safriend."
ItwassomethingofashocktoseethattheownerofaconservativelittleCharlestonseafood
restaurantwasanotherNativeAmerican,almostastallasTate,withsparklingblackeyesanda
ponytail.
ThetwomenshookhandsandspokeinalanguageBriannehadneverheard.
''ThisisMikeSmith,''Tateintroducedthem:"That'snothisrealname,butit'swhathe'sgonebyfor
severalyears.Heandhiswifeanddaughterruntherestaurant."
"You'realongwayfromSouthDakota,"Piercesaidwithagrinastheyshookhands.
"Ilikefish,"hereplied,chuckling."Nobodyelseinmyfamilyeatsit,butaseafoodrestaurant
soundedlikeagooddeal."
"Hewonitinapokergame,"Tatesaid,tongueincheek."That'swhyitsoundedlikeagoodidea."
"Don'tknockit,"theothermanreplieddryly."Imakeagoodliving."
Tatelaughed,thenchangedthesubject."WeneedtogetintoD.C.unseen.Anyideas?"
Theothermanbecamesomberandpensive."Givemetenminutes.Inthemeantime,sitdownandI'll
haveMaggiebringyouamenu."
"Thanks,"Tatesaid."I'lloweyouone."
"Youalreadyowemethree,"Smithreplied."AndwhenIcollect,you'dbetterbeingreatshape."
"I'lldomybest!"
Theyhadaquicklunch.Itwas,indeed,someofthebestseafoodBriannehadevertasted.Sheloved
thesetting.Throughthepicturewindow,shecouldseesomethingofthecharmingoldcityfrom
whoseharborthefirstshotoftheCivilWarwasfired.TherewereSouthernmansionsandsmall
houses,palmtreesandsand.It
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wasvaguelyreminiscentofarchitecturalstylesintheCaribbean,andshesaidso.
"Itis,isn'tit,"Piercemusedashesippedhiscoffee."AlotofSouthCarolinaplanterssettledinthe
Caribbeanafterthewar,toavoidtakingtheOathofAllegiancetotheUnion.Someeventually
returnedhere.Infact,therewereseveralpiratesfromtheCarolinas."
"Irememberreadingabouttheminschool,"Briannereplied.
Itwasareminderofhowyoungshewas.Pierceturnedhiseyestowardherandstudiedherwithquiet
remorse.Sheshouldbedatingboysherownage,havingrun,learningaboutlifeandtheworld
aroundher.Instead,shewasmarriedtoamucholdermanandrunningforherverylifefromagang
ofcutthroats,notunlikethepirateshe'djustmentioned.
Shecaughthisintensescrutinyandturnedtolookathim."What'swrong?"sheaskedsoftly.
"I'mcountingmyregrets,"hesaid.Hisblackeyesnarrowed."Youshouldneverhavebeenmixedup
inthis."
"Blamemymother,"shereturned.Shegrimaced."SheandIhavehadourdifferences,
butIdocareaboutherandaboutNicky,too.Iexpectshe'sscaredtodeath."
"IaskedTateaboutherwhileyouwerefresheningupintheladies'room,"hereturned."Hesaidthat
hismaninFreepprtgotherontoaship,withthechild,andtheysailedforJamaica.He'sgotfamilyin
MontegoBay.He'llhidehermereuntilthethreat'sover."
"Oh,thankGod!"sheexclaimed,wipingawayquicktearsofrelief.
"Tate'sresourceful,"hemurmured.Heglancedaroundhimatthesuitedmenatvarioustablesand
noticedthattheyhadPierceandBriannecompletelyenclosedwithoutitbeingobvious.Nobodycould
threatenthemwithoutgoingthroughTate'speople.
"Heis,indeed.Heisn'tmarried,ishe?"sheadded,justtomakeconversation.
"No,he'snot.There'sayoungladyinD.C.who'dgiveherrightarmforhim,buthewon'tlethernear
him,"hementioned."Heputherthroughschoolandstillkeepsacarefuleyeonhersafety.Ifthere'sa
womaninhislife,it'sCecily,butyou'dnevergethimtoadmitit.Strictlyaplatonicrelationship,you
see,onhisside.Orsohesays."
"Poorwoman,"shemurmured,thinkingpri-
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vatelythatsheandtheshadowyCecilyhadalotincommon.
"She'saforensic-anthropologist,workingonherdoctorateatGeorgeWashingtonUniversity,"he
murmured."DoesalotofworkfortheFBI."
"Howexciting!"
"Iwouldn'tcalllookingatdeadbodiesexciting,"hesaidquietly."She'softencalledupontoidentify
peoplefromskeletalremains."
"Ilikedanthropology,"shereplied,"Ionlyhadonecourseinit."Shepursedherlips."MaybeIcould
studyitincollege."
Hisfaceclosedup."Maybeyoucould."
"Butaccountingisgoingtobemymajor,"shesaid."Ilovenumbers."
"LearnitwellandI'llgiveyouajob."
Sheglancedathimwithawansmile."No,thanks.IexpecttofindajobasfarawayfromyouasIcan
get."
Hescowled."Why?"
Sheputdownhercupandwipedhermouthwiththemiennapkin."Don'tbedense,Pierce,itdoesn't
suityou,"shereplied."Iwon'tspendtherestofmylifeeatingmyheartoutbecauseyoudon'twant
me.ThatwillbeeasierifTmsomeplacewhereyouaren't."
Heclenchedhisjawhard."Itwasinfatuation,coupledwiththefascinationofyourfirstsexual
experience,"hesaidbluntly."That'sallitwas.You'reveryyoung.You'llgetoverit."
"OfcourseIwill,"shesaid,rising."JustlikeyougotoverMargo."
Sheturnedandwenttowardtherestroom.
Tatecameandsatdownbesidehimtheminutesheleft."There'sacomplication,"hesaidshortly.
"Brauerhaslearnedthatwe'reintheStatesandhe'sgothismentrackingus.It'sjustamatterofhours
beforetheyfindus.Smithsayshecansmuggleusontoashrimpboatintheharbor.Itwillbesmelly,
butwewon'thavetoriskagunbattle—unlessyouwantto."
"NotwithBrianneinthelineoffire,"Piercerepliedatonce.
"That'swhatIexpected.We'llgorighttotheboat.Smith'sgoingtodriveusthereinhisvan.Mymen
willgetbackintothestretchlimosandcontinuetoD.C/'
"Theymightbeattacked."
"Theycanhandlethemselves,"Tatereplied."Andtwoofthemdon'tbelongtous.They'refederal."
"What?"
"That's'needtoknow.'Youdon't."Hegot
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up."IfBrauer'smenjumpthem,they'llbeontheirwaytoprisonimmediatelyafterward."
"You'reastrategicgenius,"Piercemurmured.
"That'swhatmydrillsergeantintheGreenBeretsusedtosay."Tategrinned.
Piercewipedhismouthanddroppedthelinennapkintothetable."Thefoodherereallyisfirstclass."
"Itoldyou.Smithhashismoments."
"Wewon'tbeendangeringhisfamily?"
Tatelookedaroundthemandleanedcloser."The'family'ishiscover.He'snotrelatedtoanyone
here."
"Brauerwon'tknowthat."
"Nevermind.Ifhesendsgoonsinhere,they'llcomeoutlookinglikefreshsausage.Andthat'sallI'll
sayonthematter.Let'sgo."
Piercegavehissurroundingsanotherquickscrutiny.Thewaitersweretallandwellbuilt.Thewoman,
Maggie,hadshortblackhairandblueeyesandrealmusclesunderthatthinT-shirt.Shewastallfora
woman,too.Infact,shehadarealmilitarybearing.Somethingwasmysterioushere.NotunlikeTate
himself.
ButPiercehadnotimeforconjecture.HefollowedTatetothedoor,whereBriannehad
justreappeared.Mikeloadedthemintothevanandtookofffortheharbor.Themeninsuitsdidn't
evenwave.TheygotbackintotheircarsandfollowedtheVanoutontothehighway.ButwhenMike
turnedofftowardthebay,theotherscontinuednorth.
"Nooffense,butI'mreallytiredofships,"Briannemutteredastheysatinthehold.oftheshrimp
vesselwiththesmellofitsrecentcargoallaroundthem.
"ImustconfessthatIamtiredofthemaswell,"Mufti,who'dkepthissilenceformostofthetrip,
replied.Hesighed."Mypoorpeople,"headdedquietly.
"MonsieurSabonwillprotectthem,"sheassuredhim.
"Weareenemies,"heprotested."HewillwantrevengebecauseIspiedonhiminhishousehold."
"Hesaidhewouldn't,"sheremindedhim.
Heshrugged."Thingsareunsettled.IftheAmericanscomewiththeirbombers,manywilldie.Evenif
mycountryisnotblamedfortheuprising,itwillsuffer."
Sheputagentlehandonhisarm."Mufti,thingshappenthewaythey'resupposedto.It
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maynotbelogical,butthereitis.Youhavetoacceptwhatyoucan'tchange."
Hegrimaced."Ahardthingtodo."
"Forallofus.Butusually,wehavelittlechoice."
Henodded.
Sheglancedtowardtheotherendofthehold,wherePierceandTatewerespeakinginhushed
whispers.ShewonderedwhynoneofTate'smenhadcomewiththem.Surelythey'dbesaferunder
armedguard.Butperhaps'hethoughtthatitwouldbelessconspicuousthisway.
Astheychuggedupthecoastline,Briannewentoutondeckforsomeair.Twocrewmenwhowere
mendingthehugenetsthattheshipusedtocatchshrimpwerewatchingherstealthily.Sheglancedat
them,puzzledbecausetheydidn'treallylooklikefishermen.Theyhadclean,neathandswithtrimmed
nailsandnodirtbeneaththem.Theirshoes,deckshoes,lookedbrand-new.Theywerebothwearing
lightweightdarkjackets,andtherewerebulgesunderthem.Theyliftedtheirheadsandstaredather
withthatsameunsmiling,seriousgazeshe'dcometoexpectfrommenlikeTateWinthrop.Andthat
waswhenitallclickedintoplace.Thiswas
noshrimpboat.Itwasafacsimileofashrimpboat,butwithacrewthatprobablycamenocloserto
searchingforfishthanwithaforkinarestaurant.
HerarmwasgraspedfirmlybyPierce'sbig,leanhand,andshewasledbackdownintothehold.
"We'rewithintelescopedistanceofthecoast,andhelicopterscanreachushere,"hesaidfirmly.
"Don'tgooutondeckagain."
Shelookedhimstraightintheeye."Thisisn'tashrimpboat."
"Clevergirl,"hemused."No,itisn't."
"WhoisSmith?"
"Aprofessionalmercenary,"herepliedquietly."Andnotoneofthosebloodthirstyassassinsyour
stepfatherhired.Smithonlytakesonafewjobs,andtheyhavetomeetastrictcriteria.He'sworked
forourgovernmentatimeortwo."Heputhisfingeragainstherlips."Youdidn'thearthatfromme.
Youknownothing."
"Ifeellikeaspy,"shemused,enjoyingthetouchofhisskinagainstherlipswhenshespoke.
"Doyou?"Heframedherfaceinhisbighandsandbenttotakehermouthtenderly,
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gently,underhis."Trytostayoutoftrouble,"hewhisperedintoheropenlips.
"Who,me?"sherepliedunsteadily."Inevergolookingforit,itjustseemstofindme."Shereached
upwithherarms."Comebackhere,"shemurmured,tuggingathisneck.Hesighedwithresignation,
smiledandliftedheruptohiswaitingmouth.Itwasalong,hungrykissthatneverseemedto.end.But
beforeitbecameurgent,hesetherbackonherfeetwithajolt.
"I'mdivorcingyoutomorrow,"hesaid-Shesearchedhiseyes,hopingforhumor,buttherewasn'tany.
Hewasserious.
"Areyousure?"sheasked."Icouldmakeitworthyourwhiletokeepme.""Oh?"
Shestaredathismouth,hischin,histhickwavyhair.Shemethissearchingeyessquarely."Pierce,
don'tyouwantachild?"sheaskedsoftly.
Thereactionshegotwasunexpectedlyviolent.Hejerkedherhandsdownandpushedheraway
firmly."No,Idon'twantachild,"hesaidthroughhisteeth."Notever!"
Shewasalittlesurprisedbyhisvehemence."Whynot?"
Hiseyeswereflashingdangersignals."Don'taskmethat."
"Iwanttoknow,"shepersisted."Whydon'tyouwantchildren?"
Heturnedawayfromherinanagonyofgriefandloss.HerememberedthebabyheandMargohad
anticipated,thejoyofherpregnancy,thedreamsthey'dshared.Hermiscarriageandthesubsequent
knowledgethatshecouldneverbearanotherchildhadshatteredbothofthem.HetoldBrianneofthe
loss,nevermeetinghereyes.
"Oh,nowIsee,"shesaidinaresignedtone."Margolosthers,soyoudon'twantonewithanyone
else."
Hejammedhisfistsintohispockets."Dreamsdiehard."
"Tellmeaboutit,"shereturnedharshly.
"Achildwouldmakeatiewecouldn'tbreak,"hesaid,notgivinganinch."Divorcewouldbe
impossible."
"Why?"sheasked."Don'tyouthinkIcouldraiseababyonmyown?I'mnothelpless."
Heturnedslowlyandlookedather."Therewon'tbeachild,Brianne,"hesaid."Idon'twantonewith
you."
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Thatwasthehardestblowofall.Hewasn'triskinghisheartagain,eitherwithawomanora
pregnancy.Hisemotionsweregoingtohibernate.He'dalreadywithdrawnfromBrianneinmost
respects;nowhewasfortifyingbarriers.Hedidn'twantanythingthatwouldbindthem,leastofalla
child.
Itwasaninterestingcomment,whensheknewquitewellthatshewasn'ttakingthepillandthey'dbeen
intimateattheverybesttimeforachildtobeconceived.Well,hedidn'tknowthatandhewouldn't
knowit.Hedidn'twantachildwithher,soifonehappened,he'dbethelastpersonintheworldto
knowaboutit,shedecided.Itwouldbeherbaby.Hersalone.
"I'llrememberthatyousaidthat,"sherepliedquietly.Sheevensmiled.Sheturnedawaywithalong
sigh."ArewegoingstraighttotheCapitol?"sheaskedpleasantly.
Heponderedherquestion,whichtemporarilydivertedhim."Nearenough.Allwehavetodoisgetto
theSenateofficebuildingwithoutbeingshot."
Shelaughed."Whatareassuringwaytoputit."
"Tateandtheseguyswillgetusthere,"hesaid.
"Ihopeyou'reright."Shewenttotheportholeandlookedout.Therewasonlymilesofoceantosee,
buteventhatwaspreferabletohavingtolookatherhusband'sclosedface.
Piercewasfeelingguiltyaboutwhathe'dsaidtoher.Butitwouldn'thavebeenfairtoletherhopethat
anythingwasgoingtochange.She'dgotocollegeandhe'dgobacktowork.Achildwould
only...complicatethings.HiseyesnarrowedashelookedatBrianneandhadasudden,shocking
pictureofherwithanursingbabyatherbreast.She'dbeaperfectmother,hethoughtirritably,She'd
doalltherightthingsforit,cherishandloveit.Itwouldbeawantedchild,aneededchild.Heclosed
hiseyes.Hecouldn'taffordtolethimselfthinkthatway.Shewastooyoungtomakethatsortof
commitmenttoaman,hewascertainofit.Hewasn'triskinghisheartonagamble.Hegaveherone
last,lingeringlookandwenttofindTate.
TheshrimpboatpulledintoalittlemarinaneartheriverinletthatledtoWashington,D.C.Along
blacklimousinewaswaitingforthethreepassengerswhocameupondeckwhentheboatdocked.
Alean,darkmaninasuitgotoutandap-
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preachedtheboat,flankedbytwoofTate'smenwho'dmettheminSavannah.
"Lane,"Tatesaid,shakinghandswiththenewcomer,whowasalmostastallashimself.
"Goodtoseeyou,boss,"ColbyLaneansweredwithabriefsmilethatwasmorelikeagrimacein
Pierce'sdirection.
"Youcandropthesweettalk,"Piercemuttered."Myfisthasalmosthealed."
Colbyrubbedhisjaw."Sohasmyjaw,"hemused."Iwon'tmakethatmistakeagain!"
"Seethatyoudon't,"Piercerepliedpleasantly."Haveanytroublegettinghere?"
"AminorskirmishattheMarylandborder,"hereplied."TwoofBrauer'smenarenowinfederal
custody/'
"Goodforyou."
"Let'sgo,"Colbysaid."We'restillbeingfollowed,butIthinkwecanoutrunthem."
"Everybodyinside,"Tatesaid,motioningbiscompanionsintothecar.
Muftigrimacedashecomparedhissweatstothedignifiedsuitsofthepeoplewithhim."Ilooknot
veryconvincinginsuchclothing,"hemurmureduneasily.
"Youlookquiteconvincingtome,"Tatereplied,andsmiledathim."Nobodyisgoingtoexpectany
ofustolookbandboxfresh."He
wrinkledhisnoseatthewaytheyallsmelled."Goodtfaing,too.Wesmelllikeacheapshrimp
dinner."
"Andmanydaysold,too,"Briannemurmuredwithasubduedchuckle.
"We'vetrackedSenatorHoldentohishottub,"Tatetoldthem."He'llsmellbetterthanwedo,buthe
won'tbeasnicelydressed."
"IsthatBrauer'sfriend?"
Tateshookhishead."Wewouldn'triskapproachinghim,underthecircumstances.Brauer'sprobably
gothimconvincedthatwe'redangeroussubversives.No,Holdenis..."Hehesitatedandavertedhis
eyes."He'ssomeoneIknow.Cockyasallhell,andhardtotalkto,buthe'shonestandfair.He'llgive
usahearing."
Somethingwassuspiciousthere,butPiercedidn'tpushhissecuritychiefforinformation.Itwas
hardlythetime.HeglancedatBriannewithrenewedworry.Nothingwasgoingthewayhe'dplanned,
lately,leastofallhisprivatelife.He'dbegladwhenthiswasoverandhecouldmakedecisions.
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TheridethroughthecapitalwasoneBriannewasn'tlikelytoforget.Anotherblacklimousinepicked
themupastheyheadedintoD.C.,andshotswerefiredatthemfrombehind.Shedidn'trealizethecar
wasarmoredandhadbulletproofglassuntilshesawthelackofeffectthebulletshad.
"Pullintothenextlane,"Tatetoldthedriver,pullinghisautomaticweaponfromunderhisjacket.His
friendColbydidthesame.
"Don'tgetshot,"Piercemuttered.
Tatelookedshocked."I'mbulletproof,"hesaidhaughtily.
"Me,too,"Colbyagreed.
"Allright.Butbecareful."
Thecarstoppedandthetwomenleapedoutofthedoorssimultaneously,slammingthemshutonthe
wayout.
Itwaslikeballet,Briannemused,spellboundasshewatchedtheactionthroughthetintedwindows.
Themeninthecarthathadbeenfollowingthemjumpedoutoftheirownstoppedvehicleandstarted
firingnonstop.Thegunfirewasreturned,butinshort,sharpbursts.
"SASstyle,"Piercemused.
"What?"Brianneasked.
"Twoshots,pause,twoshots."
"What'sanSAS?"
"TheBritishspecialforces."
"Oh,thoseguys!"sheexclaimed."I'vereadaboutthem."
"Everybody'sreadaboutthem,butTateonceservedwiththemonahush-hushmissionintheMiddle
Eastintheearlynineties."
"Isthereanythinghehasn'tdone?"sheasked,aghast.
"Notmuch."Hewaswatchingtheaction,too.Suddenly,PiercepulledBriannetohimandhidherface
inhisshirt,holdingherevenwhen
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shetriedtodrawaway."Staythere,"hesaidcurtly.
"Why?"shedemanded,hervoicemuffledbyhisshirt.
"Youdon'tneedtoseethis."
Thegunfirehadstopped.Secondslater,Tatewasbackinthecar,leavingColbybehind.Anotherofthe
suitedmennoddedtowardTateandgotout,slammingthedoorbehindhim.
"They'llphonetheappropriateauthoritiesandclearthisup,"Tatesaid."Getgoing,"hetoldthedriver.
Hedidn'tsayanotherwordfortwoorthreeminutes."Youcanletherupnow.They'reoutofsight."
PierceletBrianneliftherhead."I'mnolily,"shemutteredasshepushedbackherdisheveledhair.
"You'renorock,either,"Piercetoldherfirmly.Hecaughthersmallhandinhisandhelditwarmly.
Hewasgoingtomissher,hemusedsadly.Shewastheonlyreasonhe'dhadtosmileinrecentmonths.
Thesmilefadedashetriedtopicturehislifewhenshewasn'tinit.Hedidn'tlikewhathesaw.
Shedrewherhandawaywithamockglare."Youdon'thavetoholdmyhand.Iwouldn'thityou,"she
saidinnocently."Well,notvery
hard."SheglancedtowardTate,wholookedunapproachableandtaciturnasthecarturnedintoalong
drivewaythatledtoaGeorgianmansionhiddenbehindsometrees.
"IthoughtweweregoingintoD.C.,"Pierce
remarked.
"Weare,whenwegetthroughhere.Thesenator'shadthefluandhe'sconfinedhereforanotherday
ortwo.Colbyspoketohim.Hethinks,consideringwhatwe'vejustsustained,thisisthesafestwayto
proceed."Hecheckedhiswatch."Rightontime,too."
IfBriannewaspuzzled,sowasPierce.Hissecuritychiefwasoneofthebestinthebusiness,butthe
manwasirritatinglytaciturnsometimesabouthisobjectivesandhowheaccomplishedthem.
"You'resureHoldenwon'tturnusin?"Pierceasked.
"Oh,I'msure,"Tatesaid.Hedidn'tsmile.Ifanything,helookedtenseanduneasy.
Theygotoutofthecaratthefrontdoor,andwithwaryglancesallaround,theyrushedintothehouse
thatabutlerwasholdingopenforthem.
"SenatorHoldenisinthelibrary,sir,"the
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mantoldTate,asifheknewhim."He'sexpectingallofyou."
"Thanks."Tate-avoidedtheman'ssearchinggazeandstrodeaheadoftheothersintothewalnut-
paneledlibrary,fulloffloor-to-ceilingbookcasesandleather-coveredfurniture.
Themansittinginathickbathrobeandpajamasbeforethemcameasashock.Hecouldn'tbeNative
American,Briannesurmised,buthecertainlylookedit.Hehadblackeyesandstraightblackhairwith
morethanatraceofsilverthreadingthroughit.Hewasbigandburly,morelikeawrestlerthana
politician.
"Well,don'tjuststandthere,sitdown,"hesaidinagruff,huskyvoice,reminiscentofasoldier's
commandingtones.HescowledatTate."Arethesethepeopleyouhadyourcohorttellmeabout?You
couldn'thavespokentomeyourself,ofcourse."
Tateseemedtogrowtaller.Hisblackeyesflashed.Whenhescowled,helookedamazinglyliketheir
host."Therewasn'ttime,Senator,"hesaid,fightingdownhishostility."Myboss,PierceHutton,his
wife,Brianne,andMufti—ourstarwitnessagainstBrauer."
"I'mgladtomeetyou,"theoldmansaidsharply."Thisthingisverydisturbing,very
disturbing,"herepeated."Isimplycan'tbelievethatanyrationalhumanbeingwouldbendsolow.
Startingawarandblamingitonaninnocentnation—it'sobscene!"
"Yes,itis,"Piercesaid."Buthethinkshecangetawaywithit.He'striedeverywayhecouldthinkof
tostopus,rightdowntoattemptedassassination."
"Youmadeit.Iknewyouwould,"thesenatorreplied,withahostileglancetowardTate.'.'He'sgood.
Infact,he'stheverybestatwhathedoes—professionally."
Itwasadig,andPiercewassurprisedtoseeitregisteronhissecuritychiefsimpassiveface.Tate
rarelyshoweddeepemotion.HewasfeelingitnowandPiercewonderedwhy.
"Iwantthewholestory,"thesenatorcontinued.HestaredatMufti."Let'sstartwithyou."
Muftiwasnervousatfirst,butthesenator,despitehisgruffness,quicklyputthemanatease.Aftera
fewminutes,Muftifeltlikeanoldandtrustedfriend.Hetoldthemaneverything,fromhisattemptsat
spyingonSabon,tothesuddenappearanceofthemercenaries,toSabon'sflight.
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"ThismanSabon,hewasinonit?"thesenatorasked.
"Onlyatfirst,"Briannesaidquickly,knowingthatnobodyelsewoulddefendPhilippe.Sheexplained
whothemanwasandwhyhe'denticedBrauertohiscountryandusedhimtoapproachtheoilcartel.
"Brauer'stoldhisfriendintheSenatethatSabonistheculprit,"hereplied."ThatSabonusedthe
excuseforamilitarycouptotakeoverhiscountry,becausehe'sreallyworkingforthe
revolutionariesinSalid."
"PhilippeSabonisthesonoftherulingsheikhofQawi,"Briannesaid."Somethingthatmystepfather
doesn'tknow.YetItdoesn'tmakesensethataftergoingtosomuchtroubletoattractinvestorsand
oilmentohiscountry,Philippewouldsabotagethewholethingbystagingamilitarycoupthathe
doesn'tneedinordertogainpower.Healreadyhaspower."
"HewantedAmericanintervention."
"OnlytosavehisoilfieldsfromMufti'semployers,"BriannesaidwithanapologeticglanceatMufti,
whowaslookinguncomfortable."They'reevenpoorerthanPhilippe'scountrymen,andtheywere
lookingtowardanassaultonthoseoilfields,hopingtocapture
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someofthem.I'msorry,Mufti,buthehastoknowthewholetruth.Awarwillservenoone."
Heseemedtoslump."Yes,Iunderstandthat."
"ThirdWorldnations,"thesenatorsaid-withaheavysigh."Mostofthemhaveeconomiesthatamount
tolessthanmyannualgrocerybill.Starvingpeople,starvingeconomies,andtheindustrialnations
justgorightonlettingithappen.Millionsforarmsandresearchtomakebetterweapons,penniesto
feedthehungry."Hesmiledruefullyastheothersstaredathim."I'maliberal,"hesaidshortly."You
can'teatmoney."
Piercechuckled."No,butyoucanfeedalotofpeopleifyoucanconvincethosewhohaveittouseit
wisely."
"Youdon'thavetopaintmeanypictures,Button,Iknowhowyouuseyours,"hereturnedwithalook
ofadmkation.”You'vedonemoreforreliefeffortsthananyotherbusinessmanIknow."
Pierceshrugged,ignoringBrianne'ssurprise."IdowhatIcan."Hiseyesnarrowed."Brauerhastobe
stopped.Wethinkifheknowshow
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badlyhe'sbeing*beaten,hemayorderhismercenariestosetfiretotheoilfields."
"Whatwouldbethepoint?"
"Revenge,plainandsimple.HecanthrowsuspiciononSabonandevenonMufti'speople.Ifhe
managestostartawarthatway,couldn'tthethreatofanecologicaldisasterintheregionprovoke
U.S.intervention?"
"Itcould,"thesenatorsaidgrimly.Heranahandthroughhisthick,straighthair."Damn!"
"Canyougetusintoseetheundersecretaryofstate?"Pierceasked.
SenatorHoldenwasthinking.Hedidn'treplyforaminute."Brauerwillhavespikedyourgunsbythe
timeyougetthere.Iimaginehe'sgotgovernmentagentslookingforyourightnow."
"Thenwhatcanwedo?"Brianneasked.
Thesenatorstudiedthefourpeopleintensely.Hepursedhislipsandsmiled."Ihaveafriendatthe
newsstationINN,"hemurmured.
Hedid,indeed,haveseveralfriendsattheInternationalNewsNetwork,andtheycametohishome,
completewithreporter,camerasandsoundequipment.Inthesenator'sstudy,the
wholeterrifyingplanthatKurtBrauerhadevolvedwaslaidoutfortheworldcommunitytohear.
MuftiwaseloquentindefenseofhispeopleandthewaytheywerebeingusedinBrauer'sattemptto
overthrowSabon'slittlecountry.Bythetimetheyfinishedandthecameracrewwasonitswaybackto
D.C.,thereweremanybusypeopleinthecapitallookingforKurtBrauer.
Hewasn'thardtofind,oncethebreakingnewsstoryhittheairwaves.Hewasarrestedrightinthe
officeofhisfriendthesenatorandtakenawaybyfederalofficials.Someofhismercenarieswere
pickedupinFlorida,othersinGeorgiaandnearthecoastofVirginia.
InternationalpoliceofficerscaughtanotherbatchinSt.Martinjustastheyclosedinonadark
Europeanwho'djustexitedalocalbankthere,ontheFrenchsideoftheisland.
TroopsfromanationfriendlytotheUnitedStates,andworkingunofficially,wenttosupporta
contingentofSabon'smilitaryovertheborderastheyreturnedtolaunchacounterrevolutionagainst
Brauer'shiredmercenaries.ManyofBrauer'scohortswerekilledinthefirefight,manyotherswere
takenawaytojail.Inamatterofdays,therulingsheikh,returned
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fromexile,wasbackinhisseatofoffice.Theoilfieldswereunderguardnow,andtheoil
consortium'sofficialsandworkerswerefreetoreturntotheirjobsthere.
KurtBrauerwasheldunderafederalwarrantbecausethemercenarieshe'dusedwereAmerican
nationals.Hewasaccusedofmultiplecrimes,oneofwhichfoundhimcomingtotheattentionofthe
KGBunderawarrantissuedbytheRussiangovernment.Hisattempttodestroyanoilriginthe
CaspianSeawasdocumentedinaswornandnotarizedstatementbyamannamedPhilippeSabon.The
Russians,itwassaid,weredemandingKurt'sextraditiontoMoscowfortrial.Tateseemedtothink
thattheAmericansmightberelievedtohaveBrauerofftheirhands.
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"YourmotherissafeinJamaica,"TatetoldBrianne,whenallofthem,includingMufti,hadgathered
inPierce'sWashingtontownhousetodiscussthefuture."Shecancomehomenow.She'llbesafe."
"Thankyou,"Briannesaidwithheartfeltgratitude.
Heshrugged."ThankPierce,"hemused,withasmileathisboss."Hegivestheorders."
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Sheturnedtoherhusband.Shenoticedthathe'dhadachancetoshowerandshave,becausehelooked
fresh.She'dshowered,too,butthedaysofuncertaintyhadlefttheirmarkonher.Shewaspaleand
she'dlostalittleweight,eveninthebriefspaceofdayssincethey'dbeenintheStates,tellingtheir
storytoonesubcommitteeafteranother.
"Thankyouforsavingmymotherandthebaby,"shetoldhim.
Pierceonlysmiled."Noproblem.She'llhaveanythingshewantswhenshereturns.I'vemade
arrangementsforhertohaveahouseontheoceaninJacksonville.She'lllikeit."
"Youdon'thavetodothat,"shebegan.
"I'mafraidIdo.Brauerinvestedeverythinghehadintheoilscheme.Hedidn'tleaveapenny
unaccountedfor."Hisdarkeyesnarrowed."Icanaffordher,Brianne.Shewon'tbeabletoliveas
extravagantlyasshehas,butshe'llgetby,sheandthechild."
Briannestillfeltuncomfortablelettinghimkeepherfamily,especiallysinceshewasshortlytobehis
ex-wife.
"Puttingmethroughcollegeisgoingtobeexpenseenough,"shesaidtightly.
"Pocketchange,"hesaidflatly."Ordidn't
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yourealizethatwhenpeoplesaidIwasrich,theyweren'tkidding?"
Sheavertedhereyes."Yourmoneywasneverofmuchinteresttome."
"Iknowthat."
Sheturnedaway."I'dbetterpack."
Piercefelthisheartkickhardagainsthisribs."Pack?"
"Pack."
Shekeptgoing.
Tatestudiedhisbosscuriously."Isshegoingsomewhere?"
Piercerammedhishandshardintohispockets."ToLasVegastogetadivorce,"hesaidthroughhis
teeth.
Tatepursedhislips."Smartgirl."
Thelookontheolderman'sfacesurprisedhissecuritychief.Itwaveredbetweenhomicideandshock.
Tatewasn'tintimidated.HewenttothepianoandpickedupaframedphotoofMargothatstillstood
there.TheglancehegavePiercewaseloquent.
Pierce'sexpressionhardened.Heknewwhattheothermanwassaying,evenwithoutwords.
Tateputthephotodown."Shemusthavebeenauniqueandveryspecialwoman,tode-
servesuchloyaltyfromyou."Hisdarkeyesnarrowed."ButBrianneisuniqueandspecial
herself."
"Theyearsarewrong,"Piercesaidshortly.
Theothermansmiledsadly."I'veusedthesameargumentmyself.Butintheearlyhoursofthe
morning,whenI'malone,it'snotmuchconsolation."
Piercecouldn'tdetectashadowofemotionintheotherman'sface,andhefeltvaguelysorryfor
Cecily,wholovedhissecuritychiefwithsolittlehopeofhappiness.
"Shelovesyou,"Tatecontinued.
Pierce'sfacehardened."Shethinksshedoes."
Tate'sbroadshouldersroseandfell."Suityourself.Whereisshegoingtoschool?"
"ShewantstogototheSorbonne,inParis.I'drathershewenthere,inD.C.,sothatyoucankeeptabs
onher.Brauermaystillhavehenchmenwhoowehimafavor."
"She'dbejustassafewithyouinNassau,"
Tatereturned."AndIdon'tneedanymore
complicationsinmyliferightnowthanI've
alreadygot,especiallyfemaleones."
ThatwaswhenPiercewascertainthatsome-
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thinghadgoneverywrongforTateWinthrop."CanIhelp?"heaskedsincerely.
Tateshookhishead."Personalproblems,andtheyaren'teasilyresolved,evenforthepeople
involved."
"Cecily?"Pierceprobed.
Tale'sfaceclosedimmediately."Ican'tthinkaboutCecilyrightnow.Iwon't"
Thatmeantthatshewasn'tdirectlyinvolved.Hewonderedwhatwas.
“IfIgetinovermyhead,I'llletyouknow,''Tatetoldhim."Andthanks."
"Whatarefriendsfor?"Pierceturnedaway."Allright,I'lllethergobacktoParis.Itisn'tasifI'vegot
muchchoice.Assignoneofyouragentswithacurrentpassporttogowithher,andgethimavisa.I'll
alsowantonetokeepaneyeonMrs.BrauerinJacksonville.Hiremorepeopleifyouhaveto.Thisis
importanttome."
"Willdo.I'llsendMarlowewithBrianne.He'syoungandhandsomeandsharpasatack.She'lllike
him."
Piercewhirled,hiseyesfurious.Hedidn'thavetosayaword.Thatexpressionsaiditforhim.
"So,"Tatemused,smilingfaintly."Notasuninvolvedasyoupretendtobe,hmmm?"
Pierce'sbigfiststightenedathisside.Herealizedatthatmomentjusthowinvolvedhewaswith
Brianne,soinvolvedthatthemerethoughtofherwithsomeoneelsewasenoughtomakeamadman
ofhim.
Tatesobered."Liveyourlifeasyouplease,"hetoldhisboss."Butifyoulethergo,you'llhaveto
realizethatshe'syoungandprettyandfulloffire.Shewon'tbesittingaroundbyherself."
Theknowledgewaspainful.Ofcourseshewouldn't.She'dbeoutdininganddancing,havingfunwith
peopleherownage,enjoyingheryouth.OncePiercewasoutofthepicture,itwouldn'ttakelongfor
somenewmantostepintoit.Hefeltrageallthewaytohistoesasheconsideredthat.
"Pity,"Tatemurmured,turningaway.
"What'sapity?"
"Thewasteofallthatwide-eyedwonder.Brianneisn'tusedtowealth.Sheisn'tblas6aboutlifein
general."Heshookhishead."Shemighthavegivenyouanewperspectiveontheworldaroundyou.
But,asyousay,it'sjustaswell.She'llbehappierwithsomeoneyounger."
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HewenttofindMufti,totellhimaboutthearrangementsthey'dmadetoflyhimbacktoSalidinstyle.
Atleastthingswereworkingoutforonememberoftheirlittleparty,hethought.
latetookMuftitotheairportandsenthimhometohisnativeland.
"He'llbeahero,"PiercetoldBriannewhentheothershadgoneandtheywerealone."Ofcourse,he'll
alsoconveyawarningaboutwhatcaphappenifhispeopledecidetomakeagrabforQawi'soil."
SheglancedattheframedphotoofMargoandwrappedherarmsaroundherself.Shefeltachillas
shethoughtaboutthecomingtriptoLasVegas.Margohadwonagain.
"WhendoweleaveforLasVegas?"sheaskedwithherbacktohim.
Hedrewinasharpbreath.Thattriphadno
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appealtohimwhatsoever.Hewasworn-outfromtheircaptivityandescape,anditwoundedhimto
thinkofthrowingBrianneoutofhislifesoquickly.Shelookedvulnerableinhersoftoystersilk
pantsuit,withherlongblondhairwoundinabraidaroundherhead.
"Nottoday,"hesaidshortly."IhavetogetouttoourplatformintheCaspianSeaandcheckonmy
men'sprogress."
Sheglancedathimcuriously.Shouldn'thebeanxioustogetitoverwith?Hereyesatehimup,from
hispowerfullonglegsinblackslackstohisbroadchestinanopen-neckedbeigesilkshirt.Helooked
biggerthanever,soattractivewithhisthick,wavy,silver-fleckedblackhairandblackeyesandolive
complexion.Sheachedforhimalloveragainandhatedherselfforhervulnerability.
Hemovedclosertoherasifdrawnbyinvisiblethreads.Thesilenceintheapartmentwassuddenly
tense,alive.
Hestopped,toweringoverher,hisblackeyesslidingwithgrowinghungeroverherliftedface.
Hiseyesnarrowed."Doyouwantme?"heaskedinatoneshe'drarelyeverheardhimuse.
Herheartjumped."Wh-what?"
"Youwantedonenight,"heremindedher."Notarushedencounterwhereinterruptionswerealwaysa
threat."Hejerkedhisheadtowardthehall."Thebedroomisthroughmere.It'saking-sizebed,"he
addedhuskily.
Shewantedto.Shedidn'thavetoputitintowords.Itwasvisibleinhereyes,herface,hertensebody.
"Doyou...wantto?"shewhispered.
"Oh,yes,"hesaidwithbitterself-contempt."Morethananythingintheworld."
Sheliftedherarms,andhebentandswungherupoffthefloor,feelingafoottaller,tenyears
younger,assheburrowedcloseandburiedherwarm,softmouthagainsthisthroatwherethickhair
peekedoutoftheopeningofhisshirt.
Hisarmscontracted.Hewalkeddownthehallwithher,intohisbedroom.Hekickedthedoorshut
behindthemandlightlytossedherontothecream-and-brownstripedcoverletAfterheunpluggedthe
telephone,heunbuttonedhisshirt,standingoverherpronebody,biseyessmolderingashishands
dealtwiththepearlbuttons.
Shewatchedhimundress,herbreathcomingrapidly.Itwasbroaddaylight.Thecurtains
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wereopen.Shecouldheartrafficinthestreetbelow,shecouldseethestripesthesunmadeasit
filteredthroughtheVenetianblindsandontothebeigecarpetoftheroom.
Herwholebodywastensewithdeliciousanticipationwhenhecametoher,tallandfitandcompletely
uninhibitedabouthisnudity,andbisarousal.Hedrewheruplongenoughtodivestherofherown
clothing.
Hislean,warmhandsslidoverthesoftnessofherbodyfromherbreastsdownherflatbellyandthen
toherhipsandthighs."You'retrembling,"hechidedsoftly."Surelyyouaren'tafraidofme."
Shearchedalittleundertheelectrifyingsensationscausedbybiscaressinghands."I'monfirefor
you,"shewhisperedhuskily.
Hesmiledgently.Shewasnevercoyorcoquettishaboutthis.Hetouchedandsheyieldedcompletely.
Itmadehimproud,becauseheknewhowcoolshewaswithothermen.
Hedrewhergentlytohim,enjoyinghersoftgaspasshefelthisarousalagainsthersoblatantly.
Hismouthbrushedagainsthers.Hetookhistime,nibblingfirstherupperlipandthenthelowerone,
toyingwithhermouthbeforehefi-
nallyeasedhisownbetweenit,andbegantokissherwithslowinsistence.
Hernailsbitintothehardmusclesofhisupperarms,andshemovedcloserasthefamiliarthrobbing
achesettledinherlowerstomach.
Hishandseasedbetweenthemtotracearoundherfirmbreasts.Hetouchedherdelicately,withfingers
thatbarelybrushedher,incirclesthatwerelazyandsweetandarousing.Shearched,butheignored
theinvitationandkepthishandsatadeliberatedistancefromhernipples.
Hernailsbitharderintohim."Pierce!"Hishardmouthteasedhersoftlipswhilehishandscontinued
theirsubtleplayonherbody."Don'tbeimpatient,"hesaidquietly."I'mgoingtotakealongtimewith
you."
Shemadeanoddlittlesoundinherthroat.Hecoveredhermouthwithhisown,andhishandsmoved
everclosertothosehard,achingpeaks.Finally,finally,whenshewasalmostmadwithhunger,his
thumbsandforefingerstookthenipplesbetweenthemandcontractedgently.
Herhoarsecryofpleasurewasloudinthesilenceofthebedroom.Pierce'smouthonher
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lipsbecameinsistentasherheadlongresponsekindledaroughnessinhim.
Buthecontrolleditquickly.Heliftedherontothebedandheldherbetweenhishandswhilehismouth
replacedhishandsonherbreasts.Hesuckledherinasilencethatwasalivewithtensepassion.She
writhedhelplesslyunderthetormentofhiswarmlipsastheymovedfromherbreaststoherribcage,
tohersoft,flatstomachandthendowntothesilkysoftnessofherupperthighs.
Timeseemedtogointopermanenteclipseintheheatedminutesthatfollowed.Hetouchedandtasted
andnippedandteased,savoringherviolentreaction,hersoftlittlecriesofdelightashepleasured
her.
Whenhepoisedatthethresholdofherwomanhood,shecaughthishipsandtriedtopullhimdown,
buthewouldn'tbemoved.
Heliftedhisheadandblackeyesbitintohersatpoint-blankrange."No,"hewhispered."Liestill."
"Pierce,"shesobbed,shiveringwithtorment
"Abreathatatime,Brianne,"hewhispered,movinggentlyashelookedintohereyes.Shegaspedand
hishipswithdrew,hesitated,and
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thencamebacktohersinaslow,seductivedance.
"I...can't...''shesobbed.
"Youcan."Hecaughtbothherhandsinhisandheldthemoverherheadonthecoverlet.Onelongleg
movedhersgentlyapart,andheeaseddownandthenupagain,repeatingtheteasingmovement
rhythmically,butnevercomingcloserthanthat.
Shetensed,shivering,aseachmovementofhispowerfulbodysentthrillsofpleasureupanddown
herspine.Herheartwasracingmadly.Heseemedcompletelyremovedfromwhattheyweredoing,
hiseyeswatchful,intotalcommandofhimselfandher.
Heshiftedsinuously,increasingthecontact.Shecaughtherbreathandherbodyliftedtobis
helplessly.
Helookeddownthelengthofherbody,enjoyingitssoftinnocence,itswondrousresponse.Hecould
smellherlightperfume,thefaintsweatthatclungtoher,thewomanlysmell
ofher.
Hereyesfollowedhis,alittleshockedattheintimacyofit,andthenmethisownagain.Therewas
delightinthem,mingledwithlingeringtracesofinhibition.
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Hebentandbrushedhislipsoverhers."Youhaven'tlookedbefore,"
"Itwastooquickbefore,"shesaidunsteadily.
"Andnowitisn't."HetracedherupperUpwithhistonguewhilehisbodyroseandfelltenderly
againsthers."Iwanttofeeleveryporeofyouasclosetomeasyoucanget,"hebreathedintoher
mouth."WhenIhaveyou,Iwanttopossessyoucompletely."
Shecaughtherbreath,arousedbythewordsasmuchastherhythmofhisbody.
Heshiftedroughlytoonesideandthentheother.Theactionwassoarousingthatshecriedout.
Hepusheddownsuddenlyandliftedjustassuddenly,feelingherbodyconstrictwithpleasure.He
gasped,too,overwhelmedbythedeliciousstabofdelightitgavehimtofeelherlikethat.
Hemovedagain,slowlylosingcontrol.Hismouthopenedagainsthersandpenetrateditinwarm,soft
thruststhatmirroredthemovementsofhisbody.
Shearcheduptohim,tearswettinghereyesasthepleasurebecameunbearable.Herfingersgrasped
hisfeverishlyassheshivered.
"Itwon'tbeenough,"hesaidroughly."DearGod...!"
Heshiftedherquickly,sittinguponthebed.Hishandsgrippedherthighsandheldheroverhim,his
breathraspinginhisthroatashelethereasedowntopossesshiminoneslow,ach-inglysweet
motion.
Sheclenchedontohisbroadshoulders,feelingthethickhaironhischesttickleherbreastsashe
movedheragainsthim.
Heliftedherandthenpulledherdown,shiftingherbodysharplywitheachslowthrust,hisblackeyes
lookingstraightintohers.Hecouldbarelykeepbishead.Hefeltthepleasurebuildandthenflarelike
afirewithgasthrownonit.Hewatchedhereyesmirrorthefierceecstasyshewasgivinghim.His
bighandscontractedharshly,bruisingher,ashebegantobuildthe
rhythm.
Sheheardtheboxspringsofthebedmakealarmingsoundsashemovedherevercloser.Shefelthim
inanintimacythat,despitetheirbriefmarriage,wasbeyondanythingshe'dever
known.
"I'veneverbeenthispotent,Brianne,"hewhisperedtoherashishandscontractedagain.Hegrimaced
andgroanedasthefeverburned
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inhim.Heshivered."Icanfeelyou..."Hisbodyshuddered."Iwanttoget...closer,"hebitoff,hisblind
eyesmeetinghersinthegripofmadnessashismovementsbecameviolent."Iwantto
go...deeper...deeper...deeper!"
Shefeltherbodysuddenlyopentohimcompletely,feltthethrobbingpleasureexplodeinwavesof
unbelievableecstasy,feltherbodyconvulseoverhisasthetensionsnappedandsplinteredintoa
scaldingheatofsatisfactionthatmadehercryout.
Sheknewhewaslookingather,seeingherface,herwide,shocked,unseeingeyesasherbody
whippedagainsthim.
Thecontractionsspreadfromherbodyintohis.Hegroanedharshly,hisvoicebreakingashegripped
herhipsandheldheragainsthim,rivetedhertohim,astheviolentspasmsliftedhimstraightupinto
thesun,intoanoblivionsopassionatethathefelthimselfthrobbingforendlesssweetsecondsbefore
thereleasecameinashatteringrush.
Sheleanedherdampforeheadagainsthisequallydampchest,herwholebodyasensitiveinstrument
thatregistereddeliciouslittleexplosionsofpleasureintheaftermathoftheirloving.
Heshivered,too,holdinghercloseashesavoredthedelicioussensationofherbodyweldedtohisin
suchintimacy.
Herbreastsweresoftwheretheylayagainsthischest.Hemovedandfeltherallaroundhim,like
warm,moistsilkwhereshesheathedhim.
Hebecameawareslowlyofthepositiontheywerein,andforaninstanthefeltstaggeringconcern.
"Brianne,didIhurtyou?"hewhisperedurgentlyatherear,hisfingersslowlylooseningtheir
bruisinggriponherhips.
"No,"shewhisperedback,tooshytomeethiseyes.Herlipstouchedhisneckhesitantly."We...never
diditlikethis,"sheadded.
"I'veneverdoneitlikethis,"herepliedinadeep,solemntone.Hishandsmoveduptocaresshersoft
back."Ishouldn'thave.Icouldhavedamagedyou."
Shelookedupintohisworriedblackeyes.
"How?"
Helookeddownatwheretheywerejoinedandswallowedhard."Youtookallofme,baby,"hesaid
gently,liftinghiseyesbacktohers."AreyousureIhaven'thurtyou?"
Sheshookherheadandsmiledtenderly.Shetouchedhishardmouthwithsoftfingers."Itwas
incredible,"shesaid,alittledazed.
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Hishandsframedherfaceandhetouchedhismouthtenderlytohereyes."Incredible,"heagreed
huskily."Icouldn'tgetcloseenough,"headded,soundingasdazedasshefelt."I'veneverhaditlike
this,neverfeltitlikethis."Hedrewinashakybreathandshifted.Ashedid,hisbodyreactedsuddenly
andviolentlyandhegasped.
Shefeltthereactionwithawe."Thebookssaythatmencan't,sosoonafterward,"shewhisperedshyly.
"Thatpartofmecan'tread."Hemoved,easingherdownontothemattress.Hepositionedhergently,
sothattheywerecurledtogetherwithherlegsoverhis,hiskneesoneithersideofherbody.Heheld
herfaceinhishandsashemovedtenderly,watchinghereyesregisterthefiercepleasurehegaveher.
Itoccurredtohimatthatmoment,inthegripofthemostsweepingtendernesshe'deversharedwith
anywoman,thathewantedmostdesperatelytomakeherpregnant.
Helovedherasifhecould,asiftheexquisiteunionwouldproduceachild.Ridiculous,ofcourse.
Shewasonthepillandhewasgoingtodivorceher.Buthecouldpretend.Andhedid.Hemadelove
toherinsuchawaythat
whenthecontractionscame,theywerethemostpoignantandprofoundpleasurehe'dfeltinhislife.
Shefeltit,too.Heknewwithouttherushed,whisperedwordsthatweretornfromherthroatasthe
ecstasyshotthroughherlikesweetfire.
Theylaylikethatforalongtime,unmoving.Heneverwantedtopullaway.Hewantedtostayinher
armslikethis.Hewantedtostaywithher.
Thesweetnessofitdrainedhimofstrength.Hefelttheworldblurringaroundthem.Heslept,andshe
slept,intimatelyjoinedtohimonthecoverofthebigbed.
Sometimeduringthenightheawokeandpulledherunderthecoverswithhim,cradlingherinhis
armsastheysleptagain.
Butwithmorningcamesanityandshockanddisbelief.Helookedatherprettynudebodyonthewhite
sheetsandhisheadspunwithmemoriesofwhatshe'dgivenhimsogenerously.
He'dneverfeltmoreconfusedormoreafraid.Shewassweetandyoungandshelovedhim.Hecould
staywithher.Hecouldgiveherachild.Theycouldlivetogetherforever....
Heturnedawayandjerkedclothesfrom
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drawersandtheclosetbeforehewenttoshowerawaythescentofherfromhisskin.
Anhourlaterhelethimselfoutoftheapartment,leavingabrief,tersenotebehindtoexplainthathe
wasmakingallthearrangementsforhertogotoParisbeforeheleftfortheCas-^pianSea.They
coulddiscussthedivorceatsomelatertime.Hesigneditwithhisinitialsandhadtofightnottogo
backintohisbedroomandlookattheexquisitesightofhisyoungwifeinbed.
He'dsharedthatbedwithhisbelovedMargo,andhefeltlikeatraitor,anadulterer.Margowasdead,
andhewasalive.Herealizedthathehadtofacethefuture,buthecouldn'tdoitnow,intheshadowof
thatexquisiteexperiencewithBrianne.Hehadtogetaway,tothink,toreasonitout.Hehadto!
Briannewokeandfoundthenote.Itdidn'tsurpriseher.Hewasfeelingguiltyagain.Shewenttothe
pianoandlookedatthesmilingfaceinthephoto.
"Ilovehim,too,"shetoldit."WhatamIgoingtodo?"
Asshespokethewordsfromabreakingheart,sherealizedthattherewasonlyonething
shecoulddo.ShehadtogotoParisandgivePierceenoughtimetomakeadecisionabouttheir
future.Shehopedandprayedthathemadetherightone,forboththeirsakes.Inthemeantime,she
huggedthesweetmemorytoherselfandthoughtthat,ifshehadto,shecouldliveonlastnightforthe
restofherlife.
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EveBrauerandheryoungsonNicholassetuphousekeepinginanicestuccohouseoutside
Jacksonville,neartheAtlanticshoreline.BriannespentafewdayswithhermotherandNicholas
beforesheleftforParis.EveandBriannehadenteredintoatentativenewrelationship,alittlestrained
onbothsides.Evewasdevastatedtofindherselfwithahusbandfacingastiffprisonsentenceandalso
withnomoneytosupportherself.
Thefollowingweek,oneofTateWinthrop'smenwenttoPariswithBrianne:anolderagentwitha
wifeinthemilitary.ShealmostgrinnedattheideathatPiercehaddonethatdeliber-
ately,toremoveanychanceofhergettingtoochummywithherbodyguard.Butifhe'dbeenjealous,
shereasoned,he'dhavegonetoPariswithher.Hehadn'tphonedorwrittensincehisabruptdeparture
fromtheapartment.Oddly,shedrewcomfortfromthatIfhe'dbeenabletobeindifferentorcool
aboutit,surelyitwouldn'thaVebotheredhimtogetintouchwithher.Thefactthathehadn'tgaveher
hope.
HedidgoouttothedrillingplatformintheCaspianSeaandstayedthereforseveralweeks,withouta
singlewordtobisabsentwife.Heachedforhernightafterlonelynight,despitehisdeterminationto
forgetwhathadhappened.
BrianneenrolledattheSorbonne,surprisedtofindthatherapplicationhadalreadybeenacceptedand
herclassesassigned.Fortunately,herFrenchwasadequateforhercourseofstudy,mostofwhich
involvednumbers,anyway.Shebuckleddownandburiedherbrokenheartinhardwork.
AboutthefourthweeksincetheirreturnfromtheMiddleEast,shestartedlosingherbreakfast.The
followingweek,shefaintedatthesightofacutfingerinherbiologylabduringadissecting
experiment.Thesixthweek,shestoppedhidingherheadinthesandandwent
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toseeaphysician.Itseemedtherewasareasonforallhersymptoms,anditwasn'tstrainor
overwork.
Coincidentally,shehadanunexpectedvisitorontheonedayshewasillenoughtoskipclassesand
stayhomeinherluxuriousParisapartment.
Theapartmentbuildinghadperfectsecurity,ofcourse;Piercewouldn'thaveletherstayanywhere
else.Sothebuzzerintheapartmentsoundedwhenthesecurityguarddownstairswasaskedwhereshe
couldbefound.
"Thereisagentlemandownhereaskingforyou,madame"camethesoftlyaccentedvoice."He
wishestoimpartnewsofaMonsieurSa-bon...."
"Oh,please,sendhimrightup!"Briannesaidwithouthesitation.She'dwonderedwherehercaptor
wassincehisreturntohisowncountry.Apparentlythingsweresettlingdownthere,becausethe
defeatofthemercenariesandthereturnoftherulingsheikh,aswellastheoilconsortium'sdiscovery
ofenormousoilreserves,hadbecomefrontpagenews.
Shebrushedherlonghairandpulledagold-and-whitecaftanoverhernightgowntomeethervisitor.
Itwasn'tarevealinggarment;it
lookedmuchmorelikealoungedressthana
bathrobe.
Whenthedoorbuzzersounded,sheopenedthedooratonce,expectingadignitaryfromSa-bon's
country.Instead,therewasPhilippeSa-bonhimself,inagrayItaliansuitthatlookedasifeverythread
initwasplacedwiththeutmostcare.
Hesmiledathersurprise,pullingthescarsonhischeektight,sothattheywerewhiteandnoticeable
againsthisswarthycomplexion.Heproducedabouquetofwhiterosesandbaby'sbreathandhanded
ittoher.
"Imaynotbewelcome,butIhadtocome,toseeformyselfhowyouare,"hecommented,not
revealingthejoyithadgivenhimtohearhervoiceexcitedattheprospectofnewsabout
him.
"You'reverywelcome,"shesaidwithasmile,cradlingtheroses."Docomeinandsitdown.Would
youlikecoffee?"
Heheldupahand."Iwishtoputyoutono
trouble...."
"Itwon'tbe.Therese!"shecalled,andtheyoungmaidcameoutandwasgiveninstructions."Andslice
somepoundcake,Therese.Ourguestmaybehungry."
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"Iam,indeed,"Philipperepliedashestudiedherdrawnfacewithanarrow,clinicalgaze."Youlook
pale,andIamsureyouhavelostweight."
"Alittle,perhaps,"shesaidnoncommittally.
Heleanedforward,withmischiefinhisdarkeyes."Comehomewithmeandliveinmyharem,"he
challenged."Iwillhavetheservantsfeedyousweetmeatsandmarzipanuntilyouareapropersize!"
Shelaugheddelightedly."That'sthebestofferI'vehadinweeks,"shesaid.
Hesmiled,too,lessabrasiveaboutbislimitationsthanmostmenwouldhavebeen.Hestudiedher
withsofteyes."Wouldthatitwereso,"hesaidonagentlebreath."Butaharemwouldbringconstant
dangerofdiscovery,woulditnot?SomethingIwouldneverdarerisk."
"You'rethesonofthereigningsheikh,"sheremindedhim."Won'tyouhavetohaveanheir?"
"Certainly."Hecrossedonelonglegovertheotherandstudiedherquietly,drinkinginherradiant
beauty."Yourfirstbornwillbemyheir."
"That'snotfunny."
"Itwasn'tmeanttobe,"hesaidnonchalantly."Myfatherknowshowitiswithme,Brianne,"headded.
"Itisagreatsorrowforusboth.Butyourhusbandisdarkandthechildislikelytobeso,aswell,with
Greekbloodinhisveins.Akingdom,evenasmallkingdom,isnothingtoturnyourprettynoseupat,
cherie."
Shewasstunned."Butwhy?"
Hejuststaredather,foralongtime."Ithinkyouknow-why."
Shewasstillabsorbingthatwhenthemaidcamewithatrayofcoffeeandcondiments,andaplateof
slicedcake.SheputaglassofmilkinfrontofBrianne,whomadeaface.
"Itisgoodforyou,"themaid,awidowwiththreegrownchildren,saidfirmly."Youdrinkit."
Philippeeyedthemilkwithachuckle."Doesheknow?"heaskedpointedly.
Shesippedthemilkwithamilitantglare."No,hedoesnot,"shesaidthroughherteeth."Hedoesn't
wantachild,sotherewon'tbeone.Godhasspoken!"
Heburstoutlaughing."Itamazesmethatyoucouldkeepitfromhim,"hesaid,studyingher."You
lookmysteriousandcontent."
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"Howwouldheknow?He'ssittingoutinthemiddleoftheCaspianSeaplayingwithhisoilwell."
Heputcreaminhiscoffeeandsatbackonthesofatosipit."Youshouldcallandtellhimtocome
home."
"Asifhewould,"shescoffed.
"Youunderestimateyourcharms,"hereplied.
Shewasrememberingsomethingthatshe'dalmostletslipaway."Whenyouleftus,yousaid
somethinginArabictoTateWinthrop.Whatwasit?"
"Askhim."
"Ihavenoideawhereheis,"shereplied."Tellmeyourself."
Heshookhishead."Somesecretsshouldbekept,don'tyouthink?"Hefinishedhiscoffee."Icameto
giveyouthisforyourhusband,"hesaid,producingasealedenvelopethatshetookandplacedonthe
sidetable."Therepaymentofhisloan,"heexplained."AndalsoIcametoaskbothofyoutoattend
mycoronation."
Herheartskipped."Isyourfather...?"
"No,he'snotdead,"hesaidatonce."Butherealizesthathishealthmakesitimpossibleforhimto
continueasheadofstate.Asheikh-
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domisnotthesameasakingdom,youunderstand,butitisasovereignnationjustthesame.Nowthat
wewillhaveaccesstooilmoney,fromourfirstverysuccessfulwells,wemustmoveintothe
twentiethcentury.Thiswillnotbeeasyforthevariousnomadictribesthatmakeupmynation.Itwill
notbeeasyforme,either,sincemybloodismixed.Butthesedays,suchthingsmatterlessthanthe
authorityandstrengthoftheleader.Ihopetobeequaltothe
task."
"Certainlyyouwill,"shesaidwithouthesitation.Shestudiedhislean,darkfacewithfaint
sadness.
"Don'tpityme,"hesaidstarkly."Ihavemorethanmanymen.Allahdecidesthesethings.Onemust
neverfightthatwhichis
fated."
“NowyousoundArabian.''
Hesmiled."AsIshould,yes?"Heputtheemptycupdown."Willyoucome,withyourhusband,of
course,toseemeinvested?Itisaveryancientceremony,fullofritualandcolor."
"I'dliketo."
"AndPierce?"
Sheshrugged."I'llaskhim.Whenisit?"
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"Inthespring.Sixmonthsfromnow."Heglancedattheflowingcaftanunderwhichherchildlay.
"Thatmightbeanawkwardtime,butifitisn't,I'llmakesureallthearrangementsaremadeforyou.
Allthreeofyou,ifnecessary,"headdedwithagrin.
"Wewouldn'thaveescapedsoeasilywithoutyourhelp,"shetoldhim.
"Youwouldn'thavebeenindangerifIhadn'tdonesuchaninsanething.Atthetime,itseemedquite
logical."
"Mostthingslookclearerinhindsight,"sheagreed.
Hestoodupandsodidshe.Hetookbothherslenderhandsinhis,andkissedthemlightly,before
droppingthemagain."Keepwell.ImeantwhatItoldyou.Ifeveryouneedhelp,inanyway,Iam
yourstocommand."
"Thanks,"shesaidsincerely."ButI'llmuddlethrough."
"Andtakegoodcareofmyheir,"headdedwithasmileinthedirectionofherbelly.
Afterhewasgone,shewentouttothebalconyoverlookingthecityandstoodinthefaintbreeze,
lettingitruffleherhair.ShefeltsorryforPhilippeandsorrierforherself.Shewaspregnantand
alone.Piercewouldn'tevenwrite
orcallher.Itwasasifhe'dshuthercompletelyoutofhislife,attheveryworsttime.Shewonderedif
shewasgoingtoseehimbeforetheirchildwasborn.
Shewouldn'thavewonderedifshe'dseenhisfacetwohourslater,whenatelephonecallinterrupted
bisconferencewithhisdrillriggeronthedrillingplatformintheCaspianSea.
"Shewhat?"heburstout,bisblackeyesexplodingwithrage.
Helistenedagainforafewseconds,cursedandbroketheconnection."Getthehelicopterpilotup
here,"hesaidshortly."I'mflying
out."
"But,sir,there'sagale...."
"Idon'tgiveadamnifthere'sahurricane.Gethimuphere!"
Tenminuteslater,theywereairborneandonthewaytothemainland.
Itwasdark,andBriannewaswatchingaFrenchnewsbroadcastwhenthefrontdooroftheapartment
swungopenandPiercestalked
in.
Shesatuponthesofawhereshe'dbeenlounging,stillintheprettywhite-and-goldcaf-
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tan,andgapedathim.Hewasdisheveled,hisshirtunbuttoned,histiedrapedlooselyaroundhisneck
underhisjacket.Helookedabsolutelydangerous.
"Whereishe?"hedemandedfiercely.
"He?"
"Sabon!Don'tdenythathe'sbeenhere,I'vealreadycheckedwiththedesk!"
Shecouldbarelyfindwords.Hewaseatenupwithjealousy.Itabsolutelyoozedfromeverypore,and
thedelightshefeltalmostchokedher.Sheforcedwordsout."Yes,hecametopaybacktheloan,"she
said,andmovedtoproducetheenvelopewithPierce'snameonit.
Hedidn'tevenlookatit.Hewastoopreoccupied."Whatelsedidhewant?"
"To—toinviteustowatchhisfatherhandovercontrolofthegovernmenttohim,"shestammered.
"Hisfatherissteppingdown."
"Idon'tcaretowatchhimbecomekingorsheikhorwhateverthehellitis,"hesaidshortly."Iwantto
knowwhathewasdoinghere!Hecouldhavemailedthecheckandsentamessage."
"Whyareyousoangry?"sheaskedwithawickedlittlesmile.
"BecausehetoldTateWinthropthatyouweretheonlythingonearthworthlosingakingdomfor,
that'swhy!"
Sothatwasit.Themystery.Shestudiedherfurioushusbandwithfascination."Whyshouldyoucare
whathesaid?"sheaskedinnocently."YouwentofftotheCaspianSeatoforgetaboutme.Ilivealone,
Igotoschoolalone,Idoeverythingalone.Whyshouldn'tIhavecompanyifIwantit?"
"You'remarried!"
Sheheldupherringlessfinger."No,I'mnot,"shesaid.She'djusttakentheringoffearliertowash
herhands.
Hischeekswentruddywithtemper.Hisbigfistsclenchedathissides."Puttheringback
on."
“ItookitoffanddroppeditinthesandbackinQawi.Ihavenoideawhereitis,"sheinformedhim.
Hisjawlookedasifheweregrindinghisteeth."I'llbuyyouanewone."
"Iwon'twearit,ifitsonlypurposeisgoingtobeforshow,"shereplied."Speakingofweddings,
whendoIgetmydivorce?"sheprobeddeliberately.
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Thestraininhisfacegrewworse."Why?HasSabonproposed?"
"HewouldifIaskedhimto,"shesaidconfidently.
"You'remarriedtome.I'mnotgivingyouadivorce."
Thatwassurprising,andabsolutelydelightful.Shestaredathimwithdeliberatehauteur."Doginthe
manger,Pierce?"shetaunted.
Shesaw,actuallysaw,hiscontrolsnap.Hewenttowardherlikeanavalanche,neverpausingtocount
thecost.Hetossedherdownonthecushionsandfollowedherdown.Shebarelyhadasecondtoget
herbreathbeforehishard,warmmouthmovedontohers.
Hewasheavy,buttheweightofhimwaswelcome.Shereachedaroundhisneckandgaveintothe
ardentfury.Itwaslikecominghome.Shelaughedsoftlyunderthecrushofhismouthandwrapped
herselfaroundhim,gloryinginhisanger,hisjealousy,hisheadlongpassion.
"Oh,Pierce,youidiot,"shemoanedintohishardmouth."AsifIcouldever...ever...lookatanother
manafteryou!"
Heheardmat,buthecouldn'tstopkissinghertoanalyzeit.Hisbodywasonfireforher.
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Hegroanedasthekissgrewtoaclimax,andhefelthimselfgoingrigidwithachinghungerforher.
Briannewasfeelingjustashungry.Buteventhroughtheunbridleddelight,shefelttheincreasingly
familiardiscomfortrisingintoherthroat.Itwasalwaysworselyingflat.Shesquirmed,fighting
nausea,anddrewhermouthfromunderhis.
"Damn!"shewhisperedmiserably,swallowinghard."Youhavetoletmeup,darling.IthinkI'mgoing
to...oh,Lord!"
Shepushedathim,surprisinghimintoshifting.Shewasupandrunningforthebathroom.Shebarely
madeitintime.
Hefoundheratthefrontofthetoiletandsuddenlyeverythingmadesense.Herealizedimmediately
whatwaswrongwithher,andhisfacepaled.AllhecouldthinkofwasthatnightwithherinD.C.,and
hishungertomakeherpregnantButthiswastoosuddenforhimtothinkrationally.
"Yousaidyouweretakingthepill,"hegroundout."Youpromised,methatyouwereprotected!You
lied!"Shecouldn'tanswerhim.Sheliftedashak-
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inghandandwavedhimaway,restingherheadonherforearm.
Hecontainedhimselflongenoughtojerkawashclothfromtherackandwetit.Hehandedittoher,
watchingasshebegantorelax.Aminutelater,sheflushedthetoiletandmanagedtodragherselfto
thesink,tobatheherfaceandrinsehermouth.
Shetriedtogoaroundhim,becausehisbulkwasblockingthedoorway,butheswungherupand
carriedherintothebedroom,depositinghergingerlyonthebedspread,whereshelayclutchingthe
clothtohereyes.Helookedlikethunderandlightning,andsheknewthatnewsofhisapproaching
fatherhoodhadhithimhard.Veryhard.Theywererightbacktosquareone.
"Okay,you'reright,it'sallmyfault.Whydon'tyougobacktoyouroilplatform?"shesaidina
ghostlytone."Thereseisheretolookafterme.Idon'tneedyou!"
Hedidn'tspeak.Hecouldn'tmanagewords.Hewastornbetweenindignationandterror.Shewas
pregnant.Shewascarryinghischild.Itwasacomplicationhe'dbeendeterminedtoavoid.Shehadn't
eventoldhim.Wassheevenplanningto?
Shemovedthewashclothtoherdrylipsand
staredupathimwithresignation.Thefuryinhisdarkeyestoldherhowhefelt.Shedidn'tneedtoask.
Sheputtheclothbackoverhereyes.Itscoolmoisturetookthenauseaawayandsoothedthe
beginningsofaheadache.
"You'repregnant,"hesaidflatly.
"Givethatmanacigar."
"Wereyougoingtotellme?"
"No,"shesaidatonce."Iassumedthatyourfirstquestionwouldbewhoitsfatherwas."
Herflataccusationmadehimuneasy."Iwouldn'tasksuchastupidquestion,"hemuttered.
"Imaginethat!"'
"Don'tmakejokes.Itisn'tfunny."
"Iwon'tcontestadivorce,"shesaidthroughthefoldsofthecloth."Goaheadandstartthe
proceedings."
"Icanseeusnowincourt,withyouinamaternitydress,petitioningforanannulment."
Shetookawaytheclothandglaredathim.Itsurprisedhertofindhimnotmockingorsardonic,but
actuallysmiling.Andsmilingtenderly,atthat!
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"Ididn'tsayanannulment,"sheclarified."Isaidadivorce."
"Whogetscustodyofthechildifwedivorce?"
"SinceI'mcarryingit..."
"Iputitthere,"heremindedher.
"Howlonghaveyouhadthenausea?"headdedgently."IrememberthatMargoneversufferedwith
it..."
Shethrewthewashclothathimwithanexpressionthattoldhimshewisheditwereabrickbat."Get
out!"sheragedathim."Getoutofmyapartment,outofParis,outofmyMe!Ihateyou!"Shesobbed
withmingledfuryandgrief."Idon'twanttohearaboutMargo!"
Hewinced.Hedidn'tknowwhattosay,buthecertainlyhadn'tmeanttosaythat.
Sherolledoveronthebedandburiedherhotfaceinthepillow."Leavemealone,"shesaidina
hoarsewhisper.
Hehesitated,buthedidn'twanttomakemattersworse,ifthatwasevenpossible.Helookedather
smallfigurecurledupinthevoluminouscaftanandwonderedatthefragilityofit.Sheseemedso
strong,socapablenormally,thatitwasashocktoseehervulnerable.
Intheend,hedidgooutofthebedroom,
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thoughnotbutoftheapartment.HewentintothekitchenandhadTheresemakesomehotherbaltea
forBrianne.Whenitwasreadyhetookit,withasmallpacketofunsaltedbiscuits,intoheronatray.
Shewassittingupinbedwithredeyesandwetcheeks.Heputthetraydownonthebedsidetableand
satbesideheronthebed.
"Here,"hesaidgruffly,handingherthedelicatechinacup."Theresesaysyoulikethis.It's
chamomile."
Shetookitreluctantly."Ithelpssettlemystomach,"shemurmured,sippingit.
Hewatchedherdrinkitwhilehethoughtaboutwhathewasgoingtosay.
"LasVegasisthatway,"shepointedout*thewindow."Youcandivorcemebyyourself,
can'tyou?"
"Trytobereasonable,"hesaidcalmly."Amanjustdoesn'tdivorceapregnantwoman."
"Youdon'twantit,"sheaccused,staringintohertea."Youwereafanaticaboutbirthcontrol."She
lookedupangrily."Ikeepmypillsinmybedsidetable,whichwasn'tincludedinourimpromptutrip
toPhiUppe'sisland!"Sheloweredhereyesagainquickly.
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"Afterward,theredidn'tseemmuchpointintakingthematallanymore."
"Ofcoursenot:IwastryingtosaveyoufromSabon."Hiseyesnarrowedandhestudiedherface
thoroughly."Rumorsandgossipaside,Taledidsomechecking.It'shintedthatSabonisn'tcapableof
fatheringachild,andIdon'tthinkit'saquestionofsterility."
Shestaredatherhusbandwithastarkexpressionthatinvoluntarilyconfirmedhissuspicions.
"Don'tworry,"hesaidquietly."Idon'tintendtoadvertisewhatIknow.Rather,whatTatefoundoutfor
me.ItwastheonlyexplanationIcouldfindforSabon'sstrangeattitudetowardyou,andthefactthat
oncewewerekidnapped,youweren'tafraidofhim."
Sheshifteduncomfortablyandsippedmoretea."IpromisedIwouldn'ttellanyone."
"It'snicetoknowthat,"hemused,watchingherclosely."Icantellyoumyownsecretsandnothaveto
worrythatthey'rebeingrepeated."
Sheglaredathim."Younevertellmeanything.NotthatIcare."
Hetracedapatternonthecaftanoverhersoftlyroundedbelly."Youhaveanobstetrician?"
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"No,IthoughtI'dletthestorkdothedelivery....OfcourseIhaveanobstetrician,I'mnot
stupid!"
Hesighed."Youmeantokeepit,then."Theglarebecamepronounced."Accidentornot,Iwantthe
baby,"shesaidshortly."Ifyoudon'tlikeit,that'sjusttough!"
Helookedstraightintohereyesashisbighandflattenedoverhischild.Hehadn'tdonemuchthinking
aboutbeingaparent,butallsortsofoutrageouseventsfixedthemselvesinhismind.Alittlechild
withdarkwavyhairandBrianne'ssoftgreeneyeswhomhecouldteachabouttheoilbusinessandthe
worldofhighfinance.Achildtocuddleintheeveningswhenhecamehomefromwork.Heand
Briannecouldtakeittothemuseumandtheopera,later,whenitwasolder....
"Isaid,whydidyoucomeback?"she
asked.
Heliftedhiseyestoherface.”Becauseyourbodyguardphonedmeonthedrillingplatformandasked
ifheshouldkeepaneyeonyourArabvisitor."
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Jjriannegrinned."Sothat'swhyyourushedhere."
Shelookedsmug.Well,whynot,shedeservedto.Hesmiledsheepishly,andhisbroadshouldersrose
andfell."IsupposeitwasinevitablefromthatfirstdayinParis,"hesaidabsentlyashestudiedher
withatendersmile,"whenyoudrewmeoutoftheshellIwashidingmyheartin."Hecaughther
smallhandinhisandsmoothedoverit."IwastryingtogetbacktoMargo,buttherewasnothingI
coulddoshortofsuicidetoaccomplishit."Helookedatherevenly."Theyearsarestillwrong,but
thebabyismyguaranteethatyou
won'tdashoffwiththefirstyoungermanwhocatchesyoureye,"headdedwithamocking
smile.
Why,hewasjealousofher,shethoughtdazedly.Andnotonlyjealous;frightenedaswell,thathe
wouldn'tbeabletoholdher.
"Iloveyou,"shesaidbluntly."WhyshouldIwanttorunoffwithanyoneelse,youngeror
not?"
Shefelthisfingerscontractpainfullyaround
hers.
"Whatdidyousay?"heaskedinahusky
whisper.
"ThatIloveyoudesperately,Pierce,"sherepliedmatter-of-factly.Shesearchedhisblackeyeswitha
sigh."Didn'tyouknow?"
Hisgazefelltohersofthand,engulfedinbothofhis.Hereleasedthepressure."Notreally,"hesaid,
hisvoicestarkandflat."Ihaven'tgivenyoumuchreasontolovemelately."Heeasedhisfingers
betweenhersandscowledashelookedatthem.
"WhyelsewouldIstaywithamanwho'sstillmarriedtohislatewife?"sheaskedalittlesadly."Any
womanwithgoodsensewouldhaveruntheotherwaywhilemerewasstilltime."
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Hisfingerscurledcloserintohers."IlovedMargo,"heagreed."Ittookalongtimetoletgoofher."
Heliftedhisface."ButTatewasright.HesaidthatyouhadthesamequalitiesMargohad,andthatI
wasafooltoletyougo."Hesmiledhalfheartedly."Iwouldn'tlisten,ofcourse.IwenttotheCaspian
Seaandbecamemymen'sworstnightmare.Iimaginethey'realldrunkwithjoybynow,having
wavedmeoffinthehelicopterinvirtualdroves."
Shesmiledback."Really?"
"IwaslookingforwardtoknockingSabonthroughthewindow,"hecontinuedwithashrug."Iguess
wedon'talwaysgeteverythingwewant."Heglaredather."Fromnowon,hecomestoseeyouonlyif
I'mathome.Period."
"Youpossessivechauvinist,"sheaccused.
Heliftedhersmallhandtohismouthandkisseditgently."I'mnotsharingyou,notevenwiththehead
ofaforeigngovernment."Heglancedattheenvelope."Ididn'texpecthimtopaybacktheloanatall,
muchlessthissoon."
"He'sdrowninginoil,"sheremindedhim."Isupposehiscountryisgoingtohaveanewleaseon
life."
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"Hecanstayinit,withmyblessing,"he
saidshortly.
Shedecidedthatitwasn'tapolitictimetotellhimaboutPhilippe'sotherpromise,about
theirchild.
"Youhavetogoback,Isuppose,"she
fished.
Hedrewherhandtohisbroadthighandhelditthere."I'mtheboss,"hetoldher."Idon'thavetogo
anywhereunlessitpleasesme."
Herheartjumped."You'restaying?"
Hisblackeyesslidoverherslenderbodyintheprettycaftanandhesmiled."Forafewyears,Iguess.
Fiftyorso."
Shedidn'tfeelherbreathwhisperinginsideheratall."Fifty...years?"
Henodded.Hishandmovedbacktoherroundedbelly."I'mnotleavingyoutogothrougha
pregnancywithmybabyalone.Mybaby,"hesaidagain,hisvoicefullofwonderandhesitantdelight.
"Ineverthoughtabout
babies."
"YouneedtocometotheSorbonnewithmeandstudybiology,"shetoldhim.
Heglaredather."Iknowwhatcauses
them."
Shechuckledshyly."Inoticed."
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Hesmiledgently."I'lltakegoodcareofyou,"hesaidquietly."Allmylife."Hiesmilefadedashe
tracedherfacewithtenderness."I'llgiveyouanythingyouwant."
Shefeltathicknessinherthroat."Ionlywantyou.ButI'lltakecareofyou,too,mydarling."
Hisindrawnbreathwasaudible.Helookedatherwithsuchpoignanttendernessthatsheblushed.He
bentandkissedhersofteyes,withfiercegentleness."Brianne!"hewhispered.Hedrewinanother
steadyingbreathandlookedatherhungrilyforalongtimebeforehespoke.
"What'swrong?"sheaskedsoftly.
Hisfingerstouchedhersoftmouthandhestaredatit,strugglingwithwordshedidn'twanttosay."I
can't...loseyou,"hewhispered."DearGod,Brianne,Ican'tloseyou...!"Incredibly,hisvoicebrokeon
thewords.
"Mydarling!"Shereachedupanddrewhimhungrilydowntoher,kissinghimeverywhereshecould
reach,cradlinghim,overwhelmedwiththewonderofhisloveforher.Shefelthisbroad,warmface
atherthroat,felttheunashamedwetnessagainstitasshemurmuredsoftlyandkissedhimwith
breathlesstender-
ness."I'lldomybesttoliveaslongasyoudo,butyoucan'tleaveme,either!"shewhisperedona
waterychuckle.Herarmscontractedhungrilyaroundhim."Oh,Pierce,Idoloveyousomuch!"
Hisarmsbecamealmostbruisingashereactedtothepassioninhervoiceandtheloveforherthat
knockedthebreathoutofhim.Shefelthismouthatherear."Iloveyou,Brianne,"hewhisperedback.
"Jet'aimesibeaucoup!"
Notonlydidheloveher,hetoldherhelovedherintwolanguages,shemused,dazedwithwonder
andjoy.Sheheldhimcloser,andclosedherownveryweteyestosavorthesoundofit.Pierceloved
her,andtherewasgoingtobeachild.Theyhadalifetimeaheadofthemtoshare.Itwasthehappiest
momentofherlife.
Margo'simagedidn'tfadeimmediately,butoverthemonthsitbecamelessapartoftheirlivesasshe
grewlargewiththebaby,andPiercediscoveredmeunadulteratedjoyofapproachingfatherhood.She
hadtwoclosetsfullofbabytoysandanurseryalreadyequippedwitheverymodernconvenience
knowntoman.Piercechoseanewweddingband,withher,and
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heworeitnow,insteadoftheringMargohadgivenhim.
Everyoneknewthatshewaspregnant,becauselongbeforeshebeganwearingsmartmaternity
clothing,Piercewasannouncingitwithbeamingpridetoanyonewillingtolisten.
ThebabywasbornontheverydaythatPhil-ippeSabonbecameregentofhiscountry,sotherewas
noquestionofthembeingabletoattendtheceremony.Butdespitetheimportanceofthedayin
Sabon'slife,hestillmanagedabouquetofwhiterosesforBrianneandawordofcongratulationsto
theMuttonsonthebirthoftheiryoungson,EdwardLaurence.
AwearyBriannekissedherexuberanthusbandwhilehegazedwithaweandfascinationatthetiny
childinherarms,feedinghungrilyatherbreast..
"Thankyoufornotfussingabouttheroses,"shewhisperedwithatiredsmile.
Hechuckled."Oh,Icanforgivearoseortwo,sincehe'sanoceanawayfromus,"hemurmured.
"God,Brianne,isn'thebeautiful?"heexclaimed,watchingthechild.
"Verybeautifulindeed,"sheagreed.Shesearchedherhusband'sdarkfaceandsmiled.
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Thebaby'sfingerscurledaroundoneofbisandhesmiled,too.
"AndyouthoughtIwastooyoung,"she
chided.
Hechuckled."ThatwasbeforeIrealizedhowyoungyouweregoingtomakeme.Whatapresent,"he
murmured,bendingtokisshisson'slittlehead."Ican'tthinkofanythingofequalvaluetogiveyou."
"He'smine,too,"sheremindedhim.Shereachedupandtouchedhishardmouthgently."Wemight
giveeachotheradaughternext
time."Hepursedhislipsandgaveherarakishgrin.
"Okay."
Shelaughed.LifewassosweetShesparedathoughtforpoorPhilippe,whowouldneverknowthe
gloryofholdinghischildinhisarms.ButitwasonlytheonethoughtTherestwerecenteredwholly
onthetwomostbelovedmalesintheworld,inherarms.