Contents
ChapterOne
ChapterTwo
ChapterThree
ChapterFour
ChapterFive
ChapterSix
ChapterSeven
ChapterEight
ChapterNine
ChapterTen
ChapterEleven
ChapterTwelve
ChapterThirteen
ChapterFourteen
ChapterFifteen
ChapterSixteen
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ChapterOne
Pain.Toomuchpainandtoomuchblood.
Seamusheardsnarling,viciousanddeadly,felthisownthroatsore.Hadthe
soundcomefromhim?Orwhateverwasattackinghiminthedark?
Seamusfoughtlikemad,thestrengthofhislionagainstwhoeverthehellit
was.HethoughthesmelledShifter,butinthedarkandthemadnessoffrenzy,
scentswereconfused,whirling.
Seamuscouldn’tsee,couldn’tthink.Heclawed,bit,untilhismouthwasfull
ofblood,hisfurdrenchedwithit.
Hecouldn’trememberexactlywherehe’dbeenbeforethis,onlyducking
anddodgingthroughthefields,drawingwhoeverfollowedafterhim.Hedimly
rememberedtuckingthoseinhiscaresafelyintoahousewherenoonewould
thinktolook,andthenreturningheretofooltheirenemiesandleadthemastray.
Hislifedidn’tmatter.Thoseheprotecteddid.Seamuswasatracker,a
soldierwithajobtodo.
Exceptthathisbrainkeptblankingout,fightinginstinctstakingoverand
makingeverythingablur.
Feral.Thewordwhisperedthroughhisbrain—thefeareveryShifterhad,
especiallythosewho’dnevertakentheCollar.
Seamushadbeenfeelingitforafewweeksnow,eversincethebunkerhad
beentakenoverandtheShifterswithinforcedtoscatter.Hisassignment,
protectingthoseputinhischargefromthewide,badworldandeveryoneinit.
Thetaskhadheightenedhiswariness,shootinghighthenaggingfeelingthat
somethingwasjustontheedgeofhisvision,waiting.
Edgy,paranoid,easilyprovokedintofighting,Seamushadmovedhis
chargesfromonesafehousetoanother.
Nowhisrawanimalinstinctshadtakenover.Maybethiswaswhatgoing
feralwaslike.Nothinking,justreacting,wantingtofight,hurt,kill.
Seamusstruckandstruckagain.Hesmelledblood,hearddesperatemale
screams.Andthen,whateverbattledhim...vanished.
Seamusforcedhiswayback,secondbysecond,tosanity.
CoolNovemberwindrippledhislion’smane,bringingthescentofdustand
weeds,andthefaintsmellofexhaustfromthetrucksandmotorcyclesaroundthe
roadhouseinthedistance.Musicdriftedfromthebuilding,andthesoundof
Shifters,thekindwithCollars.
Hechanged.Seamus’sbonesachedastheyshrankandmoved,sinews
twistingandreadjustingaroundthenewform.Hissightwentfromaconcave,
wideviewthatpickedupallshadows,toanarrowfocusthatdidn’tseeaswellin
thedark.Hestraightenedhisback,hearingvertebraepop,andturnedaround.
Twomenlaydeadathisfeet.Human,notShifter.AShifterhadrippedthem
apart—thebrutestrengththathadpulledtheminsideoutcouldonlyhavecome
fromsomeonelikeSeamus.Piecesofthehunters’brokenshotgunswere
scatteredaboutthedriedTexasgrass.
Seamus’sbreathcloggedhisthroat.Thescentofdeathandbloodwas
horrific,blottingoutallthought.
He’dbelievedhe’dsmelledShifterashe’dfought,buttheonlyShifter
withinsight,hearing,andscent,washimself.
Seamus,un-Collared,ontherun,fearingthatthecrazinesshe’dbeenfeeling
intheselastweekswasthebeginningoftheferalstate,wasstandingovera
coupleofdeadbodies.
Hisclothes—T-shirt,jeans,boots—layinasimplepileafewyardsaway.
Barelyabletobreathe,Seamusquicklypulledthemonasheponderedwhathe
shoulddo.
“There!”someoneshoutedinthedarknessofthefields.“Gethim!”
Shite.Seamusfiguredheknewexactlywhothehumanvoiceswereyelling
about.Heturnedandran.
Ashotgunboomedatthesametimeheheardtheretortofariflefiringthen
firingagain.Painblossomedinhisside,butSeamuskeptrunning.Heheadedto
theedgeoftheroadhouseparkinglot,knowinghe’dhavetostealavehicletoget
away.
Kendrick,hisleader,wouldshitabrick,butthen,lifesuckedforanun-
CollaredShifterontherun.
***
BreeFayettevowedtogiveupthelifeofaShiftergroupie.Thatwasit—
over—shewasdone.
Shedecidedthisasshelookedintotheeyesofthreefanaticalwomen
outsidethebackdooroftheroadhouse,wherethey’ddraggedher.Twohadtheir
facespaintedwiththeusualFelinemakeup;oneworeLupineearsandaT-shirt
withawolfonit.
“Thisisourplace,”thewolfwomansaid.“Timetogo,honey.”
Breehadcomeheretonighttomeetpeoplewhosharedherinterestin
Shifters,butshe’ddecided,assoonasshe’dwalkedintotheroadhousebetween
AustinandSanAntonio,thatshe’dmadeamistake.
She’dhadtimetoorderonedrink,whichshehadn’tevenfinished,for
cryingoutloud,beforetheotherwomenconvergedonher.TheShifters,who
seemedabitwilderthantheonesshe’dencounteredinNewOrleans,hadn’t
cometoheraid.Theydidn’tknowher,andShiftersavoidedhumanstheyhadn’t
vetted.
BeforeBreecoulddecidethatretreatwasthebetterpartofvalor,thegroupie
womenhadtakenherbythearmsandforciblydraggedheroutthebackdoor.
Shefought,butlost.
“Isthishowyougreetnewpeoplearoundhere?”Breeaskedthewomenas
shetriedtocatchherbreath.“Realhospitableofyou.I’msogladIventuredout
tonight.”
“Justtakeahike,”oneofthewomenwithcat’searssaid.“Theseareour
Shifters.Wetakecareofthem.”
Meaningtheywereveryprotective.Ofcourse—Breemightbeaspyforthe
police,reportingonwhichShifterswerebreakingthemanyrulestheyhadto
follow.
“I’mnotathreat,”Breesaidinahardvoice.“I’dneverdoanythingtohurt
them.”
Thethreewomenweren’tconvinced.“YoucomeherewithaShifterofyour
own,andmaybewe’llbelieveyou,”thewolfwomansaid.“Fornow,getout
whileyoucan.”
Breeheavedasigh.She’dneverwinafull-blownfightagainstthesethree
andknewit.Shedecidedtoleavewhileshestillhadsomedignity.“Fine.I’m
going.”
Shehadtopushpastthem.Thewomenfoldedtheirarms,expressions
unyieldingasBreebumpedbythemandheadedtotheendofthelotwhereshe’d
parkedhertruck.Shefelttheirgazesonheralltheway,thensheheardthe
thumpofthebackdoorslamming.Shelookedbacktofindthewomengone,the
doorclosed,shuttingherout.
So…thathadgonewell.TheseTexaswomenwerecrazybitches.Notlike
thefun-lovingShifter-stalkersthatwereherNewOrleansfriends.Breeandher
girlfriendsweren’tShifterwhoresoranything—theyjustlikedtolookatthetall,
gorgeousalphaguyswhocouldturnintoanimals.Theywantedtotalktothem,
hangoutwiththem,bearoundthem.OneofBree’sfriendsevenkeptawebsite
aboutShiftersandamuch-readblog.
BreeandhermomhadmovedoutherefromLouisianathiswinter,but
betweenBreemakingsurehermotherwassettlingin,nottomentionbothof
themcopingwithRemy’sdeath,shehadn’thadachancetogettoknowmany
people.She’dthoughtshecouldcomeheretonightandmeetladies,andguys,
whosharedherinterestinShifters,butapparently,she’dbeenwrong.
Herlonelinessroseuponherwaveofanger,andsheblinkedbacktears.
Damn,Imissyou,Remy.
Bree’scellphonerangassheclimbedintotheblackF250pickupthathad
belongedtoherbrother—Godresthissoulandkeephimsafe.Sheknewthat
ringtone.Figures.
Breeansweredasshesettledintothedriver’sseat.“Hello,Mom.”She
saggedbackandstudiedherselfintherearview,dustylightreflectingfromthe
parkinglot.“Yes,I’mfine.”Aslightexaggeration.Hermakeupwassmeared,
oneofherfakecat’searstorn,andhertailhadbeenpulledoff,lostsomewhere
inthedarknessofthebar.“Yes,I’llremembertostopandpickupyoursmokes.
No,Ididn’tmakeanynewfriends,notyet.”Anotherpausewhilehermother
reallygotgoing.Breestartedthepickup.“No,Mom,I’mfine.Isweartoyou,
it’saperfectlynormalShifterbar.”Foronewithabunchofmaniacalgroupies
andcrazyShiftersinit.“Nomethheads,nodrugsatall.It’sanice,quietlittle
place…Reallyquietandnice—”
SomethinghitBree’spickupfullforce.
Breewhippedherheadaroundasamanlandedinthepickup’sbedand
swarmeduptothecab.Shewatchedinnumbastonishmentasheswunghislong
bodyfeet-firstintothecabthroughtheopenpassengerwindow.
“Bree?Areyoustillthere?”camethestridenttonesofhermother.“If
you’vehunguponme…”
Themanlandedontheseat,closedahugehandaroundBree’scellphone,
andthrewthephoneouttheopenwindow.
Bree’sfrozenmomentofamazementbroke.Sheclungtothesteeringwheel,
openedhermouth,andscreamedasloudlyasshecould.
Themanwasacrosstheseatinaheartbeat,clappingastronganddirt-
streakedhandoverhermouth.“Drive,”hesaid,hisvoicesogutturalshecould
barelyunderstandtheword.“Now!”
NowayinhellwasBreegoinganywherewiththisguy.She’dfighthimoff,
runbackinsidethebar,yellforhelp.Whocaredthatthegroupieswere
unfriendly?She’dhideoutinthebathroomandletthebouncersdealwithhim.
Twomoremenmaterializedoutofthedark.Theyhadshotguns,andthey
pointedthematthemanandatBree.
“Go!”themanroared.
Theshotgunsboomed.Bree’struckwasn’ttheretoreceivetheblast,though,
becauseshe’dstompedonthegas.
Thepickupjumpedforwardandhittheground,wheelsspinning.Athick
cloudofdustboiledupbehindthemasBreeshotoutoftheparkinglottothe
road.
Theroaditselfwasdirt,washboardrough,slipperywithdustthatweeks
withoutrainhadmadebonedry.Anothershotrangoutbehindthem,andBree’s
rightmirrorshattered.
Shescreamedagainandpushedharderonthegas.Thetruckshimmiedand
danced,butBreehadhelpedRemyrebuildthisbaby,andsheknewitinsideand
out.Sheexpertlymaneuveredupanddownthewashesandouttoapavedroad.
Breeraceddownthisemptystretchofbackhighwayforaminuteorso,until
multipleglancesbehindthemtoldhernoonewasfollowing.Notyet,anyway.
Sheswungtothegrassatthesideandslammedthetrucktoahalt.“Get
out,”shesaidfirmly.
Themanwholookedbackatherinthedarkdidn’tmove.HewasaShifter
—she’dguessedthatthemomenthe’dleaptwiththegraceofanacrobatintothe
cab.Hislargebodytookupmostofthepassengerseat,darkT-shirtstretching
overatightchestandarmsthatcouldliftthispickupifhewantedto.Hishair
wascutshortbutamess,black,shethought,thoughitwashardtotellinthis
light.
Hiseyes…Theyweregolden,intense,pinningherasBreestaredathimin
shock.Lioneyes,whisperedthroughherhead.
TheShifterwildcats—Faecats,theycalledthemselves—hadbeenbredto
mixthebestqualitiesofbigcats,butindividualFelineclanstendedtofavorone
speciesorother.Leopards,jaguars,cheetahs,andmountainlionsweremost
common.Tigerswerevery,veryrare—sorareBreeknewaboutonlyoneof
them.
Andthentherewerethelions.TheMorrisseyfamily,whorantheAustin
Shiftertown,wereblack-manedlions.She’dseenphotosofthemenofthatpride
ontheInternet,butshe’dneverseenthisShifter.
Hecrankedaroundinhisseattolookbehindthem.“It’snotsafetostop
here,”hesaidinanaccentthatsoundedfaintly...Scottish?Irish?Breewasno
expertonaccentsotherthanthosearoundherhometown.“Keepgoing.”
Breedidn’tanswer.Shewasstaringathisneck,moreofitrevealedwhen
he’dturnedhishead.
Hewasn’twearingaCollar.
AllShiftersworeCollars.Itwasthelaw.Collarshadsomekindofchipin
themthattriggeredaseriesofnastyshockswhentheShifterwhoworeitbecame
violent.TherewerethosewhoclaimedthattheCollarsalsocontainedFae
magic,meanttocontroltheShifters,thoughBreewasalittleskepticalaboutthe
magicpart.Butthen,shape-shiftershadturnedouttobereal,sowhoknew?
ThisShifterhadnochainofsilver-and-blacklinksaroundhisneck,no
Celticknotathisthroat.Noredlinearoundhisnecktoshowthathe’dpulledhis
offeither—theCollarswereembeddedintotheskinforlife.
Breewasterrifiedatthesametimeherinsatiablecuriosityroseand
demandedtobesatisfied.Itwouldgetherkilledoneday,thatcuriosity,her
motheralwayssaid.Well,maybetodaywastheday.
“Areyouferal?”sheaskedcautiously.
FeralShifterswerethosewhohadleftanycivilizedbehaviorbehindand
werebecomingwildanimals,nothingmore,nomatterwhattheirshape.Bree
hadheardtheyusuallystoppedbathingandwearingclothes,andthisguywas
definitelydressed—jeans,T-shirt,andmotorcycleboots.Thoughshesawblack
smearsonhisskin,hedidn’tlooklikehe’dmissedmanyshowers.
Hestaredatherwiththosegolden,lioneyes,andsaid,“Maybe.Notyet.
Now,go.”
“Or,Icango,andyoucangetthehelloutofmytruck.”
“Damnyou,”hesaid,hisvoicequietlydesperate.“I’mdeadtheminuteIhit
theground.”
Bree’sheartpoundedsickeningly,butsheremainedinplace.“Youweren’t
atthebar.AreyoufromoneoftheShiftertownsaroundhere?”
HewasovertheseatandrightnexttoBreebeforeshecouldblink.Hisfoot
slidalongsidehersandpushedthegas.
Thetruckleapt.Breegrabbedthesteeringwheel,crankingitaroundbefore
theyslidintotheditch.Thepickuphitthepavement,shimmyinguntilBree
righteditandsentthemdowntheroadinthecorrectlane.
AtleasttheShifterhadmovedhisfootonceshe’dgotthetruckgoing.
“Idon’tcarewhereyoutakeme,”hesaid.“Justgetmeawayfromthe
hunters.”
Breepeereddownthedarkroad,astraightstretch,emptythislate.They
werealongwayfromAustin,alongwayfromanywhere,really.
Lightsappearedbehindher.Thehunters?Hardtotell,butthelightswere
cominguptoofast.TheShifternexttohertwistedintheseattolookbackat
them.“Hell—go!”
Theheadlightsgotlarger,farquickerthantheyshouldhave.Bree’sbreath
cametoofast,herbloodpumping.She’dbeenchasedbefore.Shehadn’tlikedit
then,andshedidn’tlikeitnow.
“Allright,allright.”Breeshovedherfootdownonthegas,thetruck
rushingforward.Thespeedometercreptpastsixty,seventy,eighty.
“Whoareyou?”sherepeatedovertheengine’snoise.“WhatShifterclanare
youwith,andwhyaren’tyouwearingaCollar?”
Themansaidnothing.Breeriskedturningherheadtofindherselfpinnedby
hisgoldenstare.
“WhydoyouknowsomuchaboutShifters?”hedemanded.
Breewavedherhandathermade-upfaceasshefocusedontheroadagain.
Hereyelinerhadstartedtorun,formingblacktears.“Hello?I’maShifter
groupie.WeknoweverythingaboutShifters.Theclans,thepridesandpacks,the
familytrees.Whatyoucandoandcan’tdo,whereyoulive,whoyourmatesare,
whattheCollarsdo.I’mnotasintoitassomeofmyfriendsbackhome—they
wouldknowexactlywhoyouwereandwhereyoucamefrom.Kindofcreepy,
right?”
Hekeptscrutinizingher,likeabigcattryingtodecidewhetherornotto
pounceonagazelle.“Myname’sSeamus.”
“NiceIrishname.YouIrish?”
“No.”
Hesnarledit.Breeletoutherbreath.“Allright.Noneedtobitemyhead
off.”
Morescrutinizing.Maybesheshouldn’thavementionedbiting—hewasthe
mostpredatoryShiftershe’devermet.Probablybecausehedidn’thaveaCollar.
Whydidn’the?What…
Theblacktruckinherrearviewputonasuddenburstofspeed.Thecrazy
drivershovedthetruckbetweenBreeandtheright-handsideoftheroad,onthe
verynarrowshoulder.Onewrongbump,andthey’dbothflip.
Apparently,thedriverdidn’tcare.Threeguysinthebedoftheothertruck
hadshotguns,andtheyliftedthemandpointedthematBreeandSeamus.
“Shit!”Breeyelled.Herinstinctwastoslamonthebrakesandlettheother
truckshootforward,butthetruckmighthither,andthey’dallbewhirlingacross
theroadtolikelydeath.
“PulloverandgiveustheShifter!”thedrivercalledthroughhisopen
window.
“Nowayinhell!”Breeshoutedback.Onlyonethingtodo.“Holdon,”she
toldSeamus.
Seamusmusthaveseensomethinginherexpression,becausehestopped
snarlingandclosedhishandsaroundtheseat.
Whatthehuntersdidn’tknowwasthatthistruckhadbelongedtoRemy
Fayette,Bree’sbrother,beforehismilitarystintintheMiddleEasthadendedhis
life.Amissilehadtakenoutthehelicopterheandhisteamhadbeenin,while
carryingoutarescuemission.ThearmyhadgivenRemyahero’sburial,and
theirmomaflagandalittlemoneyinthebankeverymonth.Breekeptthetruck
inhismemory.
BeforeRemyhadgivenuphiswildlifeforthedisciplineofthearmy,he’d
spenthistimemodifyingcarsandtrucksandracingthem—legallyandnotso
legally.Breesenthimasilentblessingassheflippedaswitchtodeploythe
nitrousoxideboost.
Thepickupshotforward,jerkingBreeandtheShifter.Thetruckfollowing
themdroppedinstantlybehind.Ninetymilesanhour,ahundred.Breehungonto
thesteeringwheelfordearlife.
Theheadlightsbehindthemswiftlygrewsmaller.Seamuswasclutchingthe
seatsohardhisfingerstoretheupholstery.
“Whoo—hoo!!”Breeyelled.“Eatthat,dirtbags!Thankyou,RemyFayette.
Iloveyou!”
Asusual,whenBreethoughtofherbrother,hereyesfilledwithinstanttears.
Notnow.Shehadtodrive,toseetheroad.
Shealsohadtogetthemtogroundsomewhere.Breecouldn’tkeepthis
speedwithoutattractingeveryhighwaypatrolinthecounty,butifsheslowed
down,theguyschasingSeamusmightfindthem.
Nothingforit.
“I’lltakeyoutoaShiftertown,”shesaid.“Whichoneareyoufrom?”
Seamus’sgazewasonheragain,unrelenting.“No.NoShiftertowns.Justput
enoughdistancebetweenusandthem.”Hehadahandonthedoorhandle,as
thoughcontemplatingwhenitwouldbesafetojumpout.Whatthehell?
Somethingbadwasgoingonhere.Atthesametime,SeamuswasaShifter,
andthoseguyschasinghimwerereadytoshoothim.He’dbesafeina
Shiftertown,wherehuntersdidn’tdarego—theyweren’tallowedtobother
CollaredShifters.ButifSeamusrefusedtogotoaShiftertown,thenwhere?
“Ihaveanidea,”Breesaid.“Iknowaplaceyoucanlielow.Notthebest
choice,butnoonewillthinkoflookingforyouthere.”
Seamusdidn’tanswer.Heglancedbehindthemagain,andhisbodyfinally
relaxed.Theheadlightsweregone.
Breeturnedofftheextrajuice.Thetruckslowedabruptly,rattlingand
bumping.Remyhadtaughtherhowtodrivearodthough,andBreemaneuvered
thetrucktohandlethesuddenchangeinspeed.Shetookthenextcorner,
headingoffintothedarknessofthebackroads.
“Where?”Seamusasked,hisvoiceharsh.
“You’llsee,”Breeanswered.“I’mjusttellingyounow,though—yougetto
explainwhyyouthrewawaymycellphonewhileIwastalkingtomymom.”
ChapterTwo
TheyoungwomantookSeamustoahousecomfortablyfarawayfromany
Shiftertown.Seamuswasn’tsureexactlywherehewas,buthecouldsensethat
noShifterswerenearby,norhadtheyeverbeenthere.
Thehorizonshowedasmudgeoflight—reflectedlightofacity—butthe
half-miledrivetheyoungwomanwithsmearedmakeupturnedupwasbathedin
darkness.
Thatisuntilshepulledthetrucktoastop.Instantly,floodlightsburstonto
surroundthetruck,theyoungwoman,awhitepaintedhouse,andawhite-fenced
flowergardeninharshyellowlight.
Thescreendoorofthehouse’sporchbangedopenandawomancradlinga
slimshotgunemerged.“Who’sthere?”
“It’sme,”theyoungerwomansaidinirritationassheslidfromthepickup’s
cab.“Whodoyouthink,inthistruck?Putthatawaybeforeyouhurtyourself.”
Theshotgun’sbarrelmovedtoSeamus.“Who’she?”
“AShifter,”theyoungwomancontinuedassheapproachedthehouse.“This
isSeamus.Heneedsaplacetocrash.Geez,Mom,wouldyouturnoffthelights?
It’slikeLasVegasouthere.”
Thewomanontheporchhadshort,veryblondhairthatstuckupinpoints,
andworeacolorful,flowinggarmentthatreachedherfeet.Shecompetentlyheld
thegun,theeyesoveritahardblue.Awomanwho’dseentoughtimes.Her
daughter’sshort,curlyhairwasagoldenwheatcolor,soitwaslikelythe
mother’sblondwasnotnatural.Motheranddaughtersharedthesameeyes,but
thedaughter’slookwassadratherthanhard.
Theyoungerwomanwasnicelyshaped,withcurvesoutlinedbyhershort
leatherskirtandawhitetopthatbaredplumpshouldersandamodestamountof
cleavage.Theyoungwomancarriedacat’searsheadbandandhadpainted
slantedpointstohereyesandwhiskersaroundhernoseandmouth.
Shiftergroupieslikedtodresslikethis,soSeamushadheard,thoughhe’d
notencounteredgroupiesmuchbeforetonight.Kendrick’sShiftershadtobe
carefulwhatbarstheywentto,andSeamushadalwaysbeentoobusywith
trackerdutiestogooutmuch.
Theyoungwomanwalkedconfidentlyuptotheporch,tooktheshotgunout
oftheolderwoman’shands,anduncockedit.
“Comeonin,Seamus,”shecalledbacktohim,hereyesmeetinghisina
sweepofblue.“Myname’sBree,bytheway,andthisismymom.Youcancall
herNadine,oryoucancallherMom.Whicheverismostcomfortableforyou.”
Bree’smotherscowled.“Noneofyourlip,Bree.Youshouldhavetoldme
youwerebringinghomeaguest.Iwouldhavefixedsomething.”
BreeignoredhertowaveSeamustofollow.“Noonechasingyouwithguns
here.Atleast,notanymore.”Shedisappearedinsidethroughthescreened
porch.
Seamushesitated.Hedidn’tbelievethatBreeorhermotherwereadanger,
atleastnonethathecouldimmediatelyperceive.Buthecouldbringthem
danger.Morethantheyunderstood.
Nadinecalledafterherdaughter.“Whydidyouhanguponmeoutthere?I
wastalkingtoyou.”
“Askhim,”Breesaidfromsomewhereinsidethehouse.
NadinesnappedaroundtoSeamusandgavehimanimpatientlook.“Are
youcomingin,orwhat?IfIleavethisdooropenanylonger,everybuginTexas
willgetinside.Anddamn,theyhavealotofbugsouthere.”
“Liketheydon’tinLouisiana?”Bree’svoicefloatedout.Shesaidthestate’s
namewithallthevowelsslurred,likeLooziana.
Nadinereachedonehandinsidethehouse.Thelightsdied,leavingonlya
smallglowoverthedoor.
Seamus’stensioneased—hepreferredtobeindarknessastheobserver,not
litupandobserved.Hemadehisdecision,quicklyskimmeduptheporchstairs
pastNadine,andenteredthehouse.
Nadinebangedthescreendoorshut.“’Bouttimeyoumadeupyourmind.
Bree,didyoupickupmycigarettes?”
Asoundofannoyanceandrunningwatercamefrombehindadoorundera
flightofstairs.“No,Ididnotgetyourcigarettes.Iwasbusy!”
“BusychasingShifters?”NadinelookedSeamusupanddown,herhandson
herhips.“Iseeyoucaughtone.Bree,youarenothavingsexwithhiminyour
bedroom.Youhearme?”Nadinebrokeoff.“What’shedoing?”
Seamuswasmovingthroughthehouse,checkingeverything.Apainfully
neatlivingroomranfromfrontdoortoback,analcovewithadiningtablelay
behindthestaircase,andadoorinthediningarea’swallopenedtoaverylarge
kitchen.
Anotherdoorinthekitchenledtothebackyard.Seamuscrossedthekitchen
andopenedthedoortofindallquietoutside,exceptforastripedcatwhocame
patteringupthebackporch’stwostepstoSeamusassoonasheemerged.
Thecatfollowedhiminside,twiningaroundhislegsashewalkedthrough
thekitchentothelivingroomagain.CatslikedFelineShifters,andSeamusin
particular.
SeamuswalkedpastNadineandstartedupthestairsasBreeemergedfrom
theground-floorbathroom,wipingherdrippingface.
NadinecalledafterSeamus.“WhatdidIjustsay?NoShiftersinthe
bedrooms.”
“Leavehimalone,”Breesaid.“He’swalkinghisbounds.”
Seamusallowedhimselftofeelatouchofamusement.Hewasangry,scared
shitless,andinpain,butthisgirl,Bree,was…interesting.
Therewasmoretoherthanmettheeye,thatwascertain.Whenhe’djumped
intohertruck,Breehadbeenterrified,butshe’dquicklyralliedintoangerand
thenresourcefulness.She’dunderstoodthedangertheShifterhuntersposed,and
shecouldthinkonherfeet.
UpstairsSeamusfoundtwobedroomsandabathroom,eachasneatasthe
roomsdownstairs.Thefurniturewascomfortable,notshowy,butcleanandtidy,
thehardwoodfloorspolished.
Asquareofceilingonthelandinglikelyledtoanatticabove.Seamuswas
tallenoughtoreachupandpushthesquareasidetorevealadarkhole.No
ladderwasinsight,soSeamusleapt,caughttheedgesoftheopening,and
hoistedhimselfupandinside.Thecatsatdownonthelandingandmeowed.
Theattic,unliketherestofthehousewasdusty,dark,unused.Seamuscould
seewellenoughinthedimlight,evenwithoutshiftingtohiswildcat,todiscover
whatwasupthere.
Notmuch.Boxessmellingmusty,pipesfortherestofthehouse,debristhat
lookedasthoughithadbeenleftoverfromthehouse’slastremodeling.
Seamusdidn’tliketheslightlyacridsmell,sodifferentfromthecleanhouse
downstairs.Hewonderedwhythetwowomenhadn’tcomeuphereandthrown
awayallthisjunk.
Nomenwereinthehouse.Breeandhermotherlivedalone,andoneofthem
smoked—alot.Seamuswonderedwhyhumanslovedinhalingtoxicchemicals.
Hecouldseethebandsofpoisonslidingintothemandnotcomingout.
Heslidbackdownthroughthehole,landingonhisbootedfeet.Breeandher
motherhadjoinedthecat,threestaresonSeamusashestraightenedupand
dustedoffhishandsonhisjeans.
Bree’seyes,nowfreeofgroupiemakeup,wereundisguised,soft,andblue.
Shelookedhimover,takinginthestreaksofdirtonhisarms,whichhidthe
now-driedblood,hishair,whichmustbeamess,hisfacethathadtobeasfilthy
astherestofhim.Hisclotheskeptherfromseeinghowhurthewas,whichhe
wouldshutupaboutuntilhedecidedwhattodo.
Breemovedherscrutinyfromhimtotheattic.“What’supthere?Ihaven’t
hadthechancetolook.”
“Oldstuff,”Seamussaid.“Youshouldhaveaclearout.”
“Ghosts,”Nadineputindecidedly.Shehadacigaretteinhermouth,a
lighterclicking.“Theplaceishaunted.Youcanhearthembangingaroundup
thereatnight.Thishousebelongedtomyuncle.Whenhedied,wegotanice
yard,apaid-forhouse,andghosts.”
Breerolledhereyes.“It’snothaunted.Birdsgetinthroughthevents.”
“Well,there’ssomethingupthere.Whatdidyousee,Shifter?”
“Noghosts,”Seamussaid.“Notatthemoment.We’realone.”
Breeandhermotherexchangedaglance.Theywereuncomfortable,
uncertainofhim,thoughnotcompletelyafraid.
Whoeverhe’dbeenfightinginthedarktonighthadbeensoafraidof
Seamustheterrorhadrolledoverhiminwaves.Ragehadflowedoverhimas
well—orhadthatbeenhisown?Thefearaswell?Therememberedfeelofterror
andangerstartedtobringhisdarknessback,thelackofair,theblurringofhis
brain.
Seamuswassuddenlyexhausted,thepainmakinghimweak.Heneededto
sleep,toheal—hedidn’tknowifhecouldtrustthesetwotoguardhimwhenhe
did.Oreveniftheycould.
Nadinetookover.“Well,wearemarchingbackdownstairs.Andyou,young
man,aregoingtotelluswhyyoumadeBreebringyouhere.”
“Hedidn’t…”Breeflippedherhandsinagestureofsurrender.“Never
mind.Ineedcoffee.AndIwanttohearwhythoseguyswerechasingyoutoo.
Downstairs.Go.”
Seamusdidnotobey,butBreebrushedpasthim,fillinghimwithascentlike
violets.Heturnedhisheadtowatchhergodown,noticingthewayherhips
swayedundertheleatherskirt.
Whenheturnedback,hefoundNadinerightunderhisnose.Sheblewout
cigarettesmoke,makinghiseyesscrewup.Seamusheldbackacough.
“Ihavemyeyeonyou,”Nadinesaidseverely.“Yougoeasyonmygirl.
She’sgrieving.Ifyouhurtherinanyway,I’llshootyouthroughtheheart.”
“Mom!”Theexasperatedwordcameupthestairs.“Leavehimalone.”
TheendofthecigaretteglowedasNadinetookanotherpull.“You
understandme?”
Seamuswastoofatiguedtoargue,sohegaveheranod,turnedaway,and
wentdownstairsafterBree.Nadinefollowedhim.Closely.Hercloudofsmoke
engulfedhim.
SeamuscheckedthegroundflooragainasBreeclankedthingsinthe
kitchen.Theshotgunwasnowhereinsight—Breemusthavesecuredit.She’d
knownhowtocarryitsafely,respectfully.Seamushatedguns,asmostShifters
did,andhewasgladthatatleastBreewasn’tcarelesswithit.
Thefrontdoorwasthemostdefensible—anintruderwouldhavetonavigate
theporch’sscreendoor,theporchitself,andthemaindoorinordertoenter.
PlentyoftimeforSeamustohearthemcoming,togetthefemalestosafety,to
counterattack.
Thefloodlightshadamotionsensor,Seamusdiscoveredwhenheandthecat
walkedoutsidetocheckthetruckandscanthegrounds.Anyoneapproaching
wouldbeinstantlyseen.
Allwasquiet.Alineofhousesbegantothewestaboutamileaway,
separatedfromthishousebyanemptyfield.Theotherthreedirectionsalsoheld
emptyfields—onehadwhatlookedlikealarge,uprightsigninthemiddle.Trees
denselylinedthefarsideofthefieldtothenorth,showingthepresenceofwater,
mostlikelyacreek,oneofthemyriadofwaterwaysinthisarea.
Seamuswalkedaroundthehousetotheback,wonderingwhatthehelltodo.
Heneededtomakesurehispeopleweresafe,buthecouldn’triskleading
anyonetothemrightnow.Hewastooweaktofight,wouldbetooslowtoget
themtoanotherplace.Andhewasrunningoutofsafehouses.Atsomepoint
tonight,he’dsimplyfallover,andheneededtosecurehimselfbeforethen.
Whototrust?CouldhetrustanyonewhilewaitingforKendrick’ssignal?He
couldn’triskrevealingthewronginformationtothewrongpeople.
ThenameDylanMorrisseywastalkedabout,butDylanwasaCollared
Shifter,highinpower.TheMorrisseyscapturedrogueShifters,he’dheard,
broughtthemin,putCollarsonthem,triedtotamethemiftheywereferal.
Killedthemiftheycouldn’tbetamed.No,theMorrisseyswerenotanoption,
especiallywhenSeamusfearedhemightbegoingferalhimself.
IfhecouldgetwordtoKendrick…SeamuswasoneofKendrick’strackers
—afighter,guard,scout,andspy.
Hehadresponsibilities,protocoltofollownowthatthey’dhadtogoto
ground.Keephisheaddown,protectthosehewasassignedtoprotect,staysane
andfree,regroup.Standingprocedure.
Atallothertimes,standingprocedureworkedwell.Thistime…
Seamusswallowedanothergruntofpainandlethimselfinthekitchendoor.
Thisentrancewasthemostvulnerable,withnoscreenandonlyasmallporch
withstepsleadingtoit.Ifhebatteredthestairsaway,hedecided,anenemy
wouldhavetojumporclimbtogettothedoor,givingSeamussomeadvantage.
BreeandNadinelookedupfromwhereBreewassettingcoffeeonthetable.
Somanywindowsinthisroom,intheentirehouse.Toomanyplacesashot
couldcomethroughandinjurethosewithin.Bunkersweremuchsafer.
NotthatthebunkerSeamushadbeenlivinginuntilrecentlyhadn’tbeen
breachedbyaKodiakshe-bear,ahumansoldier,andacrazywolfShifter.
Hence,Seamuswasontherun,cutofffromhisclanandleader,tryingtoguard
thoseinhiscareandnotgoinsaneatthesametime.
Thecoffeesmelledgood.ThebeveragewasahumanaffectationSeamus
hadtakenupwithpleasure.Hedroppedintoachair,grabbedthecup,andpoured
thesteamingbrewdownhisthroat.
BreeandNadinewatchedhiminalarm.Nadinewasstubbingouther
cigarette,thesmokethankfullydissipating.
BreesatdownacrossthetablefromSeamusandliftedhercuptoherlips.
Blueeyesfleckedwithgreenregardedhimwithinterest.SeamuswatchedBree’s
redmouthtouchthecoffeecup,narrowtoapuckerasshesipped,andthenher
tonguecomeoutasshelickedawayalingeringdrop.
Despitehispain,Seamuswenttight.Ithadbeenalongtime,thiswoman
hadrescuedhim,whethershe’dmeanttoornot,andhisprogressingmadness
heightenedallfrenzy—matingaswellaskilling.
Thepainwasn’tdampeninghissuddenneedeither.Seamusdrainedhiscup,
thumpeditbacktothetable,andcouldn’tstopasoundofdiscomfort.Heneeded
tocrawlawayandsleep,heal.
“Areyouhurt?”Breewasupandathisside,hereyesfilledwithconcern.
“I’mShifter,”Seamussaidthroughhisteeth.“Imendfast.”
“Letmesee.”Bree’stopslid,lettinghimglimpseapillowofbreastasshe
bentoverhim.Wispsofhershorthairbrushedhischeekasherhandwent
unerringlytotheplaceSeamushurtmost.
Hecouldn’tstophisgasp.Fightersandtrackerscouldn’tshowweakness,
eventothefemalesofthepack.Theyhadonejobtodo,andthey’dgodown
doingit.
BreemanagedtopeelSeamus’sblackshirtuptoexposethedriedbloodand
bruisingonhisribs.“Shit,”sheexclaimed,hereyeswidening.“Youdidn’t
mentionyou’dbeenshot.”
ChapterThree
Bree’sfingerswentcoldasshestudiedthesmallholesinSeamus’sskin,the
blackenedblood,thepurple-blackofthebruises.Thewayhe’dmovedgetting
intohertruck,thewayhe’dwanderedrestlesslyinandaroundherhousehad
betrayednopainordiscomfort.NotuntilSeamushadstartedtorelaxhadhe
showedanyhurt.
Seamus’shandcurledtoafistasBreepriedtheshirtaway,butotherthan
that,hebreathedwithoutahitch,andtherestofhisskinwassmoothandwhole,
ifalittlepalefromthewound.
Theabstheshirthadclungtowerehardandwell-formed,anarrowofdark
hairpointingtohisbeltbuckle.Hewasabigman,asmostShiftermaleswere,
buthewasmorelithe,likeagymnastoracrobat.Oldscarsandonemottled
chunkofskingonefromhisrightsideinalong-agoinjurytoldBreehewasa
fighter.Asoldier,likeRemy.
Asoldierwho’ddefinitelytakenabullettonight,ortwo,orthree.
Bree’smomwasup,cigarettesabandoned.ShebentoverSeamus,gavethe
woundaglance,andrushedoutofthekitchen,hermuumuufluttering.
“Howlongago?”Breeasked.
Seamuswasregardingherinquietsurprise.He’dprobablythoughtshe’d
turngreenandpassoutatthesightofhisblood.“RightbeforeIfoundyouand
yourtruck.”
ItwasBree’sturntobesurprised.“Seriously?Thislooksdaysold—but
wait,you’reShifter.Youhealdifferentlythanwedo.”
“Faster,”Seamussaid.“Notmuchdifferent.Healingishealing.”Hewinced.
“Itstillfuckinghurts.”
“Ibet.”Breetouchedhisskinasclosetothewoundasshedared.“Mom’s
gettingherfix-upkit.We’llgetyoutakencareof.”
SheheardNadineclatterdownthestairs,andinamoment,hermotherwas
back,settingthebigtackleboxthatwastheirfirst-aidkitonthetable.
“Howmanybullets?”NadineaskedSeamus.
“Three.”Seamus’svoicewasgettingweaker.“Andafewscattersofshot.”
Helookedprettygoodforsomeonewho’dtakenthreebulletsandsome
pellet.Breekeptstrokinghissidebelowthewound,likingthewarm,tautfeelof
hisskin.
“Getyourshirtallthewayoff,”Nadineordered.
Seamusobeyedwithoutquestion,hissupplearmsmovingquicklyashe
bunchedtheshirtinhishandsandpulleditoverhishead.Amanusedtobeing
givencommands,butknowingwhichcommandswerewisetofollow.Asoldier,
asBreehadsurmised.
Seamusballedtheshirt,asthoughhedidn’twanttodropitonthefloor.“I
don’thaveanythingtoknockyououtwith,”Nadinewassaying.“Unlessyou
wanttogetroaringdrunk.”
“No,”Seamussaidtightly.
Nadinelaidouttweezers,alcohol,ascalpel,andbandages.“BreeandIare
goingtotakeoutthebullets.Shiftersmighthealfast,butyoucan’tdoitwith
slugslodgedinyou.You’reluckythey’reshallow,justbytheribs.Don’tworry,
Iwasanursewaybackwhen,andI’vetaughtBreeeverythingIknow.Camein
handy,livingoutinthemiddleofnowherelikeweusedto.Mysonmanagedto
gethimselfpepperedwithshotmorethanonceinhiswilderdays,andmedical
helpwashoursaway.Easiertopatchhimupandthendrivehimtothehospital.”
Remyhadsureyelled,Breerememberedwitharushoffondness,but
concededitwashisownstupidfault—he’dtrespassonlandsofcrazypeopleor
walkinfrontofahunternotoriousforshootinganythingthatmoved.
TearsmoistenedBree’seyes.Remyhadbeengoodatdodgingandducking,
managingtoavoidtheworstofit.Buthehadn’tbeenabletododgewhenthe
missilehadcomeforthehelicopter,explodingitinthemiddleofthesky.
Ahandonhersclearedthefoginhermind.Breeblinked,findingSeamus’s
large,warmfingerswrappingthebackofherhand.Hesentheralook,notof
sympathy,butunderstanding,hiseyesquiet.
NadinestuckhertweezersintoSeamus’sside.HeclampeddownonBree’s
hand,thenrealizedandtriedtoletgo.Breefirmedhergripbeforehecouldpull
away,holdingontohim.
Clink.Onebullethitthetray.Clink.Another.
Seamus’sgoldengazefixedonBree,asthoughfocusingonhereasedthe
pain.
Clink.
“Nowholdstill,”Nadinesaidasshepickedoutthetinypellets.“Ifyouwere
myboy,I’dgiveyoustitches,butyou’reoneofthoseShifters,andwhoknows
whatwouldhappenifIstuckabunchofthreadinyou?I’lljustbandageyouup,
butyou’llneedtostayquiet.Norunningaroundforawhile.”
SeamusmovedwithFelinerestlessness,buthedrewabreathand
deliberatelycalmedhimselfasNadinedabbedhimwithdisinfectant.Healso
didn’tletgoofBree’shand.
“Thoseguyschasingusdidthis,right?”Breeaskedhim.“Whywerethey
shootingatyou?”
“They’reShifterhunters.”SeamusgruntedasNadinepulledathiswound.
“Whichmeansthey’llbecoming.”
“Thishouseisfairlyisolated,”Breesaid.“That’swhyIbroughtyouhere—
they’llneverthinktolookoutthisway.”
Seamus’seyeswerefilledwithcertainty.“I’manun-CollaredShifter.Fair
game.They’lllook.”
Breesupposedaveryresourcefulhunterwouldhavetakendownthemake
andmodelofhertruck,maybememorizedherlicenseplateandhaveawayto
lookitupatthedepartmentofmotorvehicles.She’dalreadyobtainedTexas
platesforhertruck,whichwouldhelpwithanonymity.Therehadtobeseveral
millionpickupswithTexasplatesinthisstate.Orthehuntershadgottenlucky
andfoundthecellphoneSeamushadtossedoutintothedarkness.
However,BreeunderstoodfromotherShiftersthatShifterhuntersweren’t
verybright.TheywereallowedtogoafterferalShiftersandtherareShifter
withoutaCollar,butCollaredShifterswhofollowedtheruleswereofflimits.
Hunters,intruth,wouldtakeashotatanyShifter,andclaimlaterthatthey
hadn’tseentheCollar.
SeamusflinchedagainasNadinepulledabandagetightlyaroundhistorso.
“You’vedonethisalot,”hesaidtoher.
Nadinereturnedthethingstoherboxandcarriedthetweezersandanything
bloodytothesink.She’dwashthemthenboilthemandwipethemwithalcohol.
“You’dbeamazedhowmanyidiotswithgunsgetthemselvesshot.Includingmy
ownson,Godblesshim.”
Bree’semotionssurgedagain,whichshehidbyquicklylookingaway.
“Ifyou’reaShifter,”NadinesaidtoSeamusfromthesink.“Whydon’tyou
haveoneofthoseCollars?”
“Mom.”Breeraisedherheadtoglarehermothertosilence.“Iwastrying
nottomentionit.”
“Well,weneedtoknow.”Nadinekeptherattentionhertask.“Ithoughtthey
allhadtoweartheCollarstokeepthemfromturningintowildbeastsor
something.”
Seamushadgoneverystill,andhiseyes…changed.Onemomentthey
lookedashumanasRemy’s,thenextthey’dflickedtothetawny,slit-pupilled
eyesofacat.Awildcat,holdinghimselfquietuntilhedecidedtostrike.
“Iwon’thurtyou,”Seamussaid.
“Damnrightyouwon’t.”Nadinedriedherhandsandextractedanother
cigarette.“Ijustpatchedyouup.Itwouldbeverybadmanners.”
SeamusstillhadholdofBree’shand.Hisfingerstightenedonhers,as
thoughheworriedshe’dpullawayandrun.
Breewasn’tsurewhatshewantedtodo.Ontheonehand,noCollarmeant
noshockdevicestocontrolSeamusifhewentcrazyviolentandstartedtotear
uptheplace.CollarsweresupposedtokeepShiftersfromrevertingtotheirwild
ways.AShifterwho’dneverwornaCollar…
She’dneverseenaShifterwithoutone.MostShiftershadbeenCollared
twentyandmoreyearsago—thosewhohadn’twererumoredtobedeadand
gone.ButthereSeamussat,hisneckclearandfreeofanychain.
Ontheotherhand,SeamushadjumpedintoherpickupandforcedBreeto
drivehimaway.He’dessentiallyabductedher.
Onthethirdhand,hehadn’thurther,andheobviouslyneededhelp.Seamus
heldontoBreenotsomuchtokeepherfromrunning,butasthoughholdingher
soothedhim.She’dheardthatthetouchofamatecouldhealaShifter.
Onthefourthhand—Breehadnoideawhattothink.Whatthehell?Ifshe’d
beenbackinLouisiana,she’dhavecalledsomeoneinaShiftertown—she’d
madeenoughfriendstogetholdofone—andaskedthemwhattodoabouta
ShifterwithoutaCollarsittinginherkitchen.
Breehadn’thadachancetomeetanyShiftershere,whichwaswhyshe’d
goneouttonight.Here,shehadnocontacts,nofriends,nothing.Theemptiness
ofthatkickedherinthegut.
Seamusbrokethesilence.“I’veneverhadaCollar.Iwasseparatedfrommy
clanwhenIwasveryyoung—theyweretaken,andIescaped.”
Nadineopenedhermouth,smokecurlingoutofit,toaskmorequestions,
butBreeshookherheadtheslightestbit,andhermothersubsided.
Seamus’smatter-of-factstatements,whichclearlyhidmuchmore,spoketo
her.Seamuswasalone,hisfamilygone.Hewashurt,down,scared,thougha
manlikehimwouldrefusetoshowit.
Breeknewaboutthatloneliness,whenyou’dlostwhatyoulovedand
wantedtocurlupandhideuntilyoustoppedhurting.Itneverwentaway,that
hurting.
“Youcanstayheretonight,”Breesaidquietly.“Momwillmakeupabedfor
youonthecouch.Wewon’tsayanythingtoanyone,allright?Itwouldn’tbe
hospitable.You’rehurt,andyouneededourhelp.Inthemorning,ifyoustill
thinkyouneedtogo,yougo.Youwereneverhere.”
Nadineranwaterfromthesinkandsetapotonthestove.“It’skindofan
unwrittenruleintheFayettefamily.Ifyou’reunderourroof,wetakecareof
you,evenifyou’reafugitive.”
SeamuscaughtBree’sgazewithhisShifterone,andBreecouldn’tlook
away.Hisgoldeneyesboreflecksofgreen,theirisesringedwithdeepergold.
Thenhiseyeschangedtohumanagain,andSeamusgaveBreeanod.“Iam
grateful.”
Breeletoutabreathshehadn’trealizedshe’dbeenholding.Seamusdidn’t
loosenhisgrip,andhedidn’tlookaway.
“Good.”Nadineclatteredherinstrumentsintothepot.“Bree,getoutsome
cleansheets.”
***
Seamuslayonthecouchinthedark,asheetpulledupoverhisjeanstohis
bandagedchest.Hewaswideawake,staringatthelivingroomceiling.Hisbare
feetstuckoutovertheendofthesofa,hisframetoolongforhimtostretchout.
Breehadtakenhisruinedshirtaway,dartingintoalaundryroomoffthe
kitchentotossitintothewashingmachine.ThebandagearoundSeamus’storso
itched,butitwasahellofalotbetterthanthehotbulletsinhisside.
Heowedthesepeoplehislife.Breehadgottenhimawayfromthehuntersin
thenickoftime—givinghimacrazy,wildride.Nadinehadcompetently
removedthebullets,whichwouldallowSeamustohealcleanly.HisShifter
metabolismmighthaveclosedflesharoundtheshots,buttheycouldhave
festered.Shiftersweretoughtokill,butinfectionhappened.
Directlyabovehim,separatedfromhimbytheceiling,Breelayinherbed.
Seamussensedherwithhisentirebeing,imaginedherbreathingquietly,covers
overherbody.Hergoldenhairwouldberumpledonherpillow,herhandcurled
underonecheek.
Hisheartbeatfaster,butSeamustriedtosuppressthevision.Hedidn’thave
timeforanamorousencounterrightnow,didn’tmatterthatthesimpleactof
holdingBree’shandhadbotharousedhimandeasedhispain.
Breewasnotforhim.Seamushadbiggerthingstoworryaboutthan
cuddlingupwithawoman,nomatterhowenticingshewas.
Hesmiledinthedarkness.Breewasn’tameek,weakcreature.She’dmake
someoneagoodmate.
Seamussawthedeepsorrowinher.Thebrother,Remy,Breespokeof,who
wasveryobviouslynothere,wasdead.SeamusrecognizedthegriefinBree’s
eyesandthatofthemother.Photosinthelivingroomshowedayoungmanina
uniform.ProbablyRemyhadbeenkilledinoneoftheendlesswarshumans
wagedwithoneanother.Ineverydecadetherewasone,thenewwarusually
segueingfromthepreviousone.
NotthatShifterscouldn’tfightbloodybattleswhentheyhadto.Thetime
wascoming,Seamusknew,whensuchathingwouldhavetohappenagain.
Farabovehim,Seamusheardasoftthumpandarustle.Hewasalreadywide
awake,buthisShifterselfwokeupfurther.
Thesoundhadn’tcomefromBree’sbedroom,orNadine’s.Itcamefrom
higher,atthetopofthehouse—theattic.
Quietly,Seamuspushedbackthesheetandrosetohisfeet.Therustlecame
again,asthoughsomeonehadgoneuptolookthroughtheboxesofjunkleft
above.
Insilence,heflowedupthestairs,alreadyknowingwhichstepscreakedand
howtoavoidthem.Hewouldn’tbeabletoavoidmakingnoisepullingopenthe
atticdoor,though,soifhecouldn’tbestealthy,he’dsimplyhavetobequick.
Seamuscroucheddownonhisheels,andinonemovement,sprangthe
distancebetweenfloorandceiling,shovingthedooroutofhiswayashewent.
Hecaughttheframearoundtheatticdoorandswunghimselfupward,half
scrambling,halfleapingintotheattic.Hisfeetfoundbeamsonwhichtoland,
hisvisionchangingtohislion’sashelookedaroundthepitch-darkspace.
Acrosstheatticwasawaveringlight,whichbrightenedintooneclearbeam
asSeamuslookedatit.Inthatlighthesawthatboxeshadbeenupended,books
andpapersstrewnabout.
Thenthelightwinkedabruptlyout,bathingtheroomindarkness.Afew
papersflutteredtothefloor.
“Shit!”cameBree’swhisperedvoice.Seamuslookeddown,findingher
directlybeneaththeattic’strapdoor.Bree’seyeswerewide,hercheeklinedwith
creasesfromherpillow.“Pleasedon’ttellmemymom’sright,andtherereallyis
aghost.”
ChapterFour
Seamusslidbackthroughtheopening,bracinghimselfonthetrapdoor’s
framebeforelettinggo.Helandedonthefloorbelow,rightnexttoBree,who
didn’tmoveaninch.
Sheworeathinshirtthatreachedtoherknees,opaqueenoughthatSeamus
couldseetheshapeofherlimbsbeneathit.Shesmelledofwarmthandsleep.
Seamusdidn’ttouchher—itwasenoughfornowtobebesideher,breathing
herscent.“Idon’tknowwhatitwas,”hesaid,keepinghisvoicequiet.“The
lightshortingout,maybe.”Hedidn’ttrulybelievethat,andhewaspuzzledbyit.
Hehadn’tsenseddanger,exactly,butitwasodd.
Breeglancedatthedarkspaceabovethem.“Well,closeitup,willyou?It
givesmethecreeps.”BeforeSeamuscouldmovetoputthedoorbackinplace,
Breetookastepclosertohim.
“Areyouallright?”sheaskedinasoftvoice.“Youshouldbekeepingstill.”
ShetouchedSeamus’sside,wherethebulletshadbeen.
Thesorenessthere,whichhadbeenbuggingSeamusashetriedtosleep,
easedabit.Bree’sfingersweresmall,herfingertipssmooth.
Shekepthergazeonhissideasshetracedthebandageoverthenow-closing
holes,ranherfingersalongribsthathadbeenblackwithbruises.Thebruises
wereagreenyyellow,andtheirsorenessfadedasBreetouchedthem.
Seamusliftedhishandandcuppedherface.Breestarted,thenleanedinto
histouch,hercheeksflushing,eyessweepingdownward.Herplumpfeatures
weresmallagainsthispalm.Seamusranhisthumbacrosshercheekbone,liking
thesoftnessofherskin.
Breetookalongbreathandletitout,thebrushofitsendingawaveof
pleasureallthewaydownhisbody.Seamusmovedhisthumboverher
cheekboneagain,morefirmlythistimeashelearnedthefeelofher.
Hereyesweresoft,theblueofthemalmostblackinthedarkness.Seamus
slidhisfingertipsacrossherbrows,brushingoverherlashesashecamebackto
hercheek.
Bree’sthroatmoved.Shetouchedhissideagain,nearthewounds,thenran
herfingersaroundthelinesofhispectoralsanduptohisshoulders.
Theleisurelytouchhadhimburningmorethanifshe’djumpedonhimand
bornehimtothefloor.Notthathe’dmindifshedidthat.Seamuswouldcradle
heragainsthim,soothehereagernesswithslowkisses...
Herfingersmovedacrosshisshoulders,Bree’sgazeonthehollowofhis
throat,whereaCollarwassupposedtorest.Sheleanedforwardtheslightestbit
andtouchedhertonguetohisskinthere.
Seamusstarted,hisbloodigniting.Herhairbrushedhisnose,theviolets
smellcomingtohimagain.Wantinggreaterthanhe’deverfeltrushedthrough
him.Seamushadbeenholdinghimselfsotightlyforsolong,thatlooseningwas
goingtokillhim.
Heclosedhiseyes,inhaledthegoodnessofBree,andpressedakisstoher
hair.
Ineedthiswoman.Ineedhertoholdme,tohelpcalmthisthingraging
insideme.Ineedhertohealme,tomakemewholeagain...
TherewasasuddenclatterfromNadine’sroom,andsheyankedopenher
door,notsixfeetfromSeamus.
Breewrenchedherselfawayfromhim,herfaceflaming.Theshockofher
vanishingwarmthjerkedagrowlfromSeamus’sthroat.Timehadslowed,
thickening,ashe’dtouchedher.Nowitrolledforwardwithakick.
“Iheardit,”Nadinesaid.Shestruggledtotiearobearoundhersubstantial
form.“WhatdidItellyou?Seamus,helpmegetupthere.Iwantalook.”
***
Seamusatfirstrefused.Toodangerous,hesaid.Breeprivatelyagreedwith
him,buthermotherwouldn’ttakenoforananswer.NowBreewaited,heart
beatingrapidly,asSeamusmaneuveredtheladderhe’dbroughtfromthegarage
underthehole.
Breewasonfirefromhistouch,herfingerstinglingwiththeneedtoreach
forhim,totastehimagain.Hisskinhadbeenvibrantunderhertongue,smooth,
withabiteofsalt.She’dneversensedthevitality,thealiveness,forwantofa
betterword,inanyotherShifterthatshesensedinSeamus.
Maybebecausehedidn’thaveaCollar?Didn’thavetocurbhimselftoavoid
painasotherShiftersdid?Orwasitsomethingabouthim,Seamushimself?
AllBreeknewwasthatifhe’dledherbackinsideherbedroom,slidoffher
shirt,andmadeswiftlovetoheronherbed,shewouldn’thavestoppedhim.
Wouldhaveencouragedhimalltheway.Stillmight.
Nadinesnappedonthelightsintheatticfromtheswitchinthehall.Seamus
hadsuggesteditwasthelightshortingoutuptherethathadcausedthe
flickering,butnope.Thelightcameon,beamingasmallcircledownatthem.
Seamusstartedclimbingtheladder,whichlookedrickety,thoughNadine
claimeditwasperfectlygood.AsfirmlyasSeamushelditfromabove,Bree
frombelow,itrockedaroundasNadinescrambledup.
“Getuphere,Bree,”NadinecalleddownonceSeamushadhelpedherinto
theattic.“Comeandsee.Don’tworry;you’llbefine.”
SeamusgaveBreeareassuringnod.Breerolledhereyesandputherfooton
thefirstrung.
Theladdershook,swayed,creaked,assheascended.Breedidn’tmuchlike
ladders,havingfallenoffoneandbrokenheranklewhenshewassix.Theankle
inquestiongaveathrob,questioninghersanity.
Breeheldherbreath,clungtotheladder,andmadeittothetop.Seamus
caughtherhandsandsteadiedherasshesteppedfromtheladderontothebeams
oftheattic.
Therewasplentyofroomtostandup,Breefoundasshestraightened,the
roofpeakinghighabovethem.Thecloselyspacedfloorbeamswerethesturdiest
thingstostandon,thoughboardshadbeenlaidbetweenthem.
Keepingherfeetonthebeams,Breecarefullymadeherwaytowhereher
motherwaspickinguppapersfrombesideabox.“Thisiswhathewaslooking
at,”Nadinesaid.“Thisiswhatfell.”
ShethrustthepapersatBree.Breefoundherselflookingatacopyof
Remy’sordersfromthearmyandhispaperworkfromafterhe’dbeenkilled.The
boxheldafewbooksandthingshe’dsavedfromhighschool—hisyearbook,a
boutonnierehisgirlfriendhadgivenhimathislastHomecomingdance,racing
carpostersthathadhunginhisroom,completewithbuxomfemalesdrapedover
saidcars.
“ItwasRemy,”Nadinesaid,beaming.“Hewaslookingforsomething.
Thesearehisthings.”
“YoustuffedRemy’sthingsuphereintheattic?”Breelookedathermother
insurprise.AfterRemy’sdeath,NadineandBreehadbeenverycarefulwith
anythinghe’devertouched.Whenthey’dmovedintothistwo-bedroomhouse,
Nadinehadfittedouttheclosetbetweenthebedroomswithshelvesandneatly
placedthethingsthey’dkeptinit—photos,T-shirts,letters,Remy’suniforms,
trinketsthathadbeenspecialtohim.Paperworkwasinastrongbox.
“No,Ididn’t,”Nadinesaid,scowling.“DoyouthinkIwould?Don’tyou
see?Hemusthavebroughtthemhere.”
“Mom.”Breefoldedherarms.ShewasstillswayingfromSeamustouching
herwiththegentlesthands.She’dnotbeenabletoresisttouchinghiminreturn
—hisside,thenhischest,feelingsolidmuscledustedwithgoldenhair,hisheart
beatingbeneathhisbones.
HermotherinsistingthatRemy’sghostwasuphere,comebacktoseethem
forwhateverreason,wasn’thelpingBreeregainherequilibrium.Thefactthat
Seamuswaitedquietlyassheandhermotherplayedoutthedrama,silentand
uprightlikeasentinel,didn’thelpeither.
“Itwasn’tRemy,”Breesaidinahardvoice.“He’sgone.”
Nadinewasunfazed.“Whowasitthen?OfcourseRemywouldwanthis
things.”
Breestartedtoanswerthenbrokeoff.Sheknewhermotherwasstill
grieving,asBreewas.NotlongafterRemy’sdeath,Nadinehadgonetoa
psychicneartheirlittletowninLouisiana,awomanwho’dtakenhermoneyto
letherreceivemessagesfromRemyontheotherside.
WhenBree—andthepolice—hadprovedthewomanafraud,Nadinehadn’t
beenangrywiththepsychic.TalkingtoRemyhadcomfortedher,she’dsaid.
Justbecausethatpsychichadbeenbogusdidn’tmeanthesupernaturaldidn’t
exist.Andanyway,didn’tBreehaveathingforpeoplewhocouldturninto
animals?
Breehadconcededthepoint,butevenso,triedtodiscourageherfrom
believingRemywastryingtocommunicatewiththem.Shewonderedifher
momhadputthesethingsuphere,tobuildthefictionthatRemywaslookingout
forthem.Perhapsshe’d“prove”itandfeelbetter.
ButRemywasgone,asmuchasBreehatedtokeepsayingit.Theyneeded
tolearntoacceptit,andmoveon.Maybethenthepainwouldlessen—though
Breedoubtedit.
Seamuscameoutofhissilentstanceandmovedtowardtheboxes,looking
likeafertilitygodofoldwithhiswell-muscled,baretorso,evenwiththe
bandages.Nadinestarted,asthoughshe’dforgottenhewaswiththem.
“Doyouwantmetotakethethingsdownstairs?”Seamusoffered.Hisvoice
wasquiet,understanding.
Nadineblinked,hereyeswet.Thenshefrownedandputonherusualno-
nonsenseexpression,whichshedidwhensheneededtopullherselfbacktothe
present.“Youcan’tbeliftingboxesafteryou’vebeenshot.”Shelookedhimup
anddown.“Thoughyouseemalotbetter.IguessShiftersreallydohealfast.”
Sheshookherhead.“No.Let’sstraightenupbutleaveeverythinghere.I’msure
Remyputithereforareason.Ifhecomesback,maybehe’lltellmewhy.”
BreeexchangedaglancewithSeamus,whogavehertheslightestshakeof
head.Itwasaninterestingday—ornight—whenawildShifterwithoutaCollar
who’dkidnappedBreeandwasnowhidingoutwithhermademoresensethan
Bree’smessed-uplife.
“Wecanstraightenitouttomorrow,Mom,”Breesaid,tryingtosound
soothing.“I’llmakesometea,andthenwe’llgobacktobed.”
Seamushadalreadystartedliftingthestrewnpapersandbooksandsetting
themneatlybackintotheboxes.Nadinemustbetired,becauseshelethim.
“Goodidea,”Nadinesaid,soundingweary.“Aniceherbaltea,maybewitha
littleshot,soI’llsleepniceandcozy.”
Seamusfinishedandwentdowntheladderfirst.Hedidn’tuseeveryrung;
hislithebodymovedquicklydownward,slidingthelastyardwithhisbarefeet
oneithersideoftheladder.Hebetrayednoawarenessofhisnimbleness—he
wascomfortablewithhisbody,notshowingoff.
HeheldtheladderasfirstNadinethenBreedescended.Seamusputhis
handsonBree’swaisttoliftherdownthelastfewfeet,hisgripstrong.Bree
leanedintohim,asshehadwhenhe’dtouchedhersotenderly,beforehermother
hadinterrupted.Shehadn’tmistakentheneedinhiseyesthen,andshedidn’t
mistakeitnow.
Seamus’shandscompressedtheslightestbitonhersides,ahiddencaress.
Breedrewabreath,tryingnottolikethatsomuch.
Seamusreleasedherandturnedawaytocarrytheladderdownstairs.Bree
watchedhistightback,whichwascrisscrossedwithscars,ashewentdown,
hoistingtheladderasthoughitweighednothing.
Nadinesnappedofftheatticlight.“Bree.”
BreejerkedhergazefromSeamusashedisappearedthroughthedoortothe
garage,wheretheladderwasstored.“What?”
“He’sgoodlooking.”Nadineappearedwrungout,buthervoicewasas
steelyasever.“He’ssexywithoutknowingit,andyou’relonely.Buthe’s
Shifter,andthere’ssomethingwrongwithhim,morethanjustthefactthathe
doesn’thaveoneofthoseCollars.HeseemsdifferentfromtheotherShifters
I’veseen,andnotonlybecauseoftheCollarthing.”
“Iknow.”Breesighed.“Allthat.Iknow.”
NadineputahandBree’sshoulder.“Ijustdon’twanttoseeyougethurt,
honey.You’vedoneenoughhurtingforthreewomenyourage.Inthemorning,
Seamuswillwanttomoveon.Youlethimgo.”
Breeshiveredinherthinnightshirt,inspiteofhermother’swarmtouch,but
sheknewNadinewasright.Seamushadneededhelptonight,he’dchosenBree
tohelphim,andthenhe’dleave.Hecouldn’triskbeingcaughtwithoutaCollar.
Seamuscameinfromthegarage.Nadinewentondownthestairspasthim
tothekitchen,andBreequicklyfollowedher.Shedidn’ttrustherselfalonewith
Seamus,soshewasrightbehindhermotherastheyenteredthekitchenfortheir
soothingcupsofspikedtea.
***
WhenSeamusawokeinthemorning,backonthecouchandtangledin
sheets,thetabbycatwaslyingonhisankles.
Italwaysamazedhim,Seamusthoughtashecarefullysatupandstrokedthe
blinkingcatbetweenitsears,howheavyverysmallcatscouldbe.
Thecatyawned,stretched,pokeditsneedleclawsthroughthesheet,and
kneadedSeamus’sbareleg.He’dtakenoffthejeansthistime,lyingdownto
sleepafterhe’dcleanedupthebestthebandageswouldlethiminthetub
upstairs.
Seamuspriedthecatup,detachingitfromthesheet,andcradleditagainst
hischest.Thecat,knowingasuckerwhenshesawone,purredandsoakedup
thepetting.
Itwasearly,aroundfivethirty,Seamusjudgedfromthegraylight.Itwas
autumn,November,andthesunwouldn’tbeupforalittlebityet.Noonestirred
above—SeamushadthefeelingthatNadineandBreeweren’twomenwhoshot
outofbedatthecrackofdawn.
HelookedforwardtoseeingBreestumblingdownthestairs,mussedfrom
hersleep,givinghimherlopsidedsmile.
Strange,Seamushadallhislifefearedandevenhatedhumans.Theywere
physicallyweakerthanShiftersandyethadmanipulatedthemselvestohave
masteryofthisworld.Theiranimalstrengthhadbeenreplacedbycunning,
whichinthelongrunhadprovedthemorecapabletraitforthem.Ifyouknew
exactlyhowfasttorunandpreciselywheretohidefromthestronger,stupider
predators,youcouldoutlastthem.
Thiscathadthesamekindofcunning.Herancestorshadbeenquickand
resourceful,andhaddiscoveredthatbeingadorablycutehaditsbenefits.A
dangerousShifterwhocouldhavemadeshortworkofthiscatwasnowcuddling
it,protectingit,makingitfeelgood.
Thecatsuddenlyliftedherhead,herclawscomingouttoburythemselvesin
Seamus’smusculararm.Hetensedbutdidn’tdropherortossheraway.
AnanimalcomingalertmeantsomethingSeamuscouldn’tignore.Hisown
sensesprickled.
Seamusverycarefullysetthecatonthefloorthenraisedhishead,partedthe
sheercurtainofthelivingroomwindow,andpeeredout.
ThehousewassurroundedbyShifters.
ChapterFive
Seamusveryslowlyeasedbackdowntothesofaandreachedfortheclean,
whole,olive-greenT-shirtNadinehadbroughthim—belongingtoherson,he
understood.Seamussliditonandthenhisjeans.Hedidn’tbotherwithhisboots,
becauseifhehadtoshiftandfight,bootswouldonlygetintheway.
Hedidn’trecognizetheShiftersoutthere,butheknewwhotheymustbe.
Howthey’dtrackedhimhere,Seamusdidn’tknow,butCollaredShifterswere
crafty,likethehumanshe’djustbeenthinkingof.
Seamusneededtobejustascraftyhimself.Hehadtogetawayfromthe
Shiftersbutalsonotallowthemtofollowhimtothosehewasprotecting.Keep
themsafe.Thatisthemission.
Dressed,hequietlymadeforthefrontdoorandcrouchedagainstthewall
besideit.Hecouldn’tfightthemall,buthecouldleadthemastrayandthenfind
awaytosliparoundthemandmakehisescape.Maybe.Gettingawayfrom
Shifterswasn’taseasyasevadingtrigger-happyhumans.
TheShiftersoutsideweredeathlysilent.Theyonlyhadtowaititout,and
theyknewit.
Fromsomewhereabovehim,awindowscrapedopen.Asecondlater,
Nadineyelled,“Getoffmyproperty¸allofyou,oreatlead!”
Shite.Seamuswasacrosstheroomandupthestairsinaninstant,goingon
allfourstokeephisheaddown.
HenearlyslammedintoBreeonthelanding.Shewasindeedmussedand
warmfromsleep,herhairtousled,hereyesbleary.“Whatthehellisgoingon?”
sheaskedinconfusion.“Mom,whatareyoudoing?”
Nadine,inarobe,herbleachedhairstickingouteverywhichway,was
standingatherbedroomwindowoverlookingthefrontofthehouse,shotgunin
hand.
“I’mabouttoshootsomeShifterswho’vedecidedtocampoutonmylawn.”
Nadinesaidtestily.“Youallbackoff!”shecalleddowntothem.“Allthewayto
thestreet.OrIcallthecops.”
NoneoftheShiftersmoved.Nadineliftedtheshotgun,sighted,andpulled
thetrigger.
TheboomofthegunrocketedthroughSeamus’ssenses.Breescreamedand
clappedherhandsoverherears.Thecat,who’dfollowedthem,streakedfrom
thisbedroomandintoBree’s.
Outside,therewasshouting,acoupleoftheShiftersboilingapartfrom
whereNadinehadaimed.Shehadn’thitany,Seamussawfromaquickglance.
She’dshotattheground,awarning.
SeamuspositionedthemirroronNadine’sdressersothathecouldseeout
thewindowwithoutanyoftheShiftersbelowbeingabletoseehim.Hecounted
fourinfrontofthehouse.Probablythesamenumberwereinback,withmore
outofsightontheperimeter.That’showhewouldhavepositionedhistrackers.
Seamusknewwhotheleaderwas,theonewhosteppedforward,hishands
raisedinaplacatinggesture.Notsurrender—thisShifterdidn’tknowthe
meaningoftheword.
“IknowyouhaveaShifterinthere,”themansaid,hisrumblingvoice
carrying.ThehintofIrishaccentwasclear.“Sendhimout,andwegohome.We
havenowishtoharmyou.”
SeamushadnevermetDylanMorrissey,butheknewalotabouthim.All
Shiftersdid.ThemanusedtobeleaderoftheAustinShiftertown.Whenhisson
tookover,Dylanbecamemoreofanoverseer,roamingtheShifterterritoriesin
SouthTexas,makingsureallShifterskeptinline.RogueandferalShifterswere
toberoundedup,broughtin,Collared,andprocessed.Dylanandhistrackersdid
alotofthat.
Dylanhadbeeninstrumentalinshuttingdownthebunkerthathadhoused
KendrickandhisShifters.He’ddestroyeditandleftKendrick’sShiftersinthe
wind.Darkangerspiraledinsidehim.
“You’restillonmyproperty,”Nadineshouteddown.“Nowgetthehelloff
it.Wantmetohaveyouroundedupandcaged?”
Dylandidn’tmove.Hewasflankedbyamanwithasword—aGuardian.
Probablyhisson,SeanMorrissey,theGuardianoftheAustinShiftertown.
TheverylargeShifterstandingbehindthetwoofthemhadtobeabear.
Onlybearshadthatmuchbulk.Thefourthwastallandhard,withtattoosall
overhim,hisheadshaved.
Trackers,Seamussurmised,andtoughones.Thebearwouldbestronger
thanallofthemputtogetherbutnotasfast.TheMorrisseyswerelions,like
Seamus—he’dbemoreorlessevenlymatchedagainsteachofthem
individually,thoughDylanhadarepofneverbeingbeaten.
Seamuswasn’tsureaboutthetattguy.Felinebythelookofhim,but
Seamuscouldn’ttellwhatkindofcathewas.Ifsomethinglikecheetah,thenthe
guycouldoutrunSeamusbutprobablynotoutfighthim.Theguylookedlikehe
couldholdhisown,however.Heradiatedself-assurance.
AfifthShifterwalkedaroundthehousetojointhem.Hewasbiglikethe
bear,butwithclose-cutblackhair,tatts,andanattitudethatcouldonlybe
Lupine.
Dylantriedagain.“IknowyouhaveaShifterinthere.Wecanscenthim.
Sendhimout,andwe’llbegone.”
“Idon’tknowwhatyou’retalkingabout,”Nadinesaid.“Yougetoffmy
property,thenwe’lltalk.”
Dylanmadeaminutesignaltothetrackers.NadineandBreewouldn’tcatch
it,butSeamusrecognizedthebodylanguage.Itwas,Findawayinandtake
him.
Seamusturnedfromthemirror,thoughheremainedoutofsightofthe
windows.“I’llgodown,”hesaidquietlytoNadineandBree.“Idon’twantthem
tohurtyou.”Notthatheplannedtosubmitwithoutafight.He’dgo,butthey’d
havetocatchhim.
Seamussuitedactiontoword,withoutwaitingforresponse,headingforthe
stairs.
Asoftbodybrushedby,andthenBreewasinfrontofhim,blockinghisway.
“Likehellyou’regivingyourselfup.”Breescowled,blueeyesglitteringwith
anger.“TheymightbeShifters,buttheydon’tlookliketheywanttohandyoua
beerandwelcomeyouwithopenarms.”
Seamusputhishandonhershoulder.Damn,damn,damn.Heshouldn’t
havedonethat—onetouch,andhedidn’twanttoletgo.Hewantedtostayhere,
sinkintoBree’ssoftness,lethermakehistroublesmeltaway.Oratleastgive
himtheillusionthathistroublesnolongerexisted.Lethimfloatinpurebliss.
Butifhedidn’tleave,Breemightbehurt,andsocouldotherswhodepended
onhim.Hedidn’tknowwhattheShiftersoutsidewoulddotoBreeandNadine
iftheycamestormingintograbSeamus.WhileShifterswereusuallycareful
withhumans,theydidsomostlytoavoiddrawingtheattentionofthehuman
policeandShifterBureau.Theyweren’tnecessarilykind.
“Ididn’tsayI’dgiveup,”SeamustoldBree,reluctantlyliftinghishand
away.“I’lldistractthemandrun.Drawthemawayfromyou.”
Atthewindow,Nadinesaid,“Oh,I’llgivethemadistraction.”
Notabadidea.“WaituntilI’mready,”Seamussaid.“I’llsignal,youdo
yourthing,andI’llgo.”
HepushedaroundBreeandwentdownthestairsbutheardhercoming
behindhim.
“Seamus.”Breegrabbedthetailofhisshirt.Seamusturnedback,caught
morebyherpresencethanherhold.“Youcan’t.”
“Ican,”Seamussaid.“I’mfast.I’llbegonebeforetheyrealize.”
“That’snotwhatImeant.Whatwilltheydotoyouiftheycatchyou?”
“They’refromtheAustinShiftertown,”Seamussaid—noreasonforhernot
toknow.“TheywanttoputaCollaronmeandsequesterme.They’vebeen
chasingme...us...foraboutamonthnow.”
BreetightenedherhandontheT-shirt’shem.“Wherewillyougo?”
“Somewherenothere,”Seamussaid.“Understand?They’llchasemeaway
fromyou.It’swhatIdo.Youandyourmotherdon’tneedabunchofpaininthe
assShiftersgivingyougrief.”
Bree’sblueeyestookonableaklook.Withoutthemakeup,wakingupfrom
sleep,Seamussawthatshewasalittleolderthanhe’dfirstthought—notthathe
wasanexpertonhumanages.Shewasoldenoughtohaveamateandcubofher
own,oldenoughtohavehadlifekickather.
Breetookastepclosertohim.“WhatImeanis,willIeverseeyouagain?”
Seamusstudiedherforafewbeats.Inthatmoment,hisbody,whichhad
beencooperativeupuntilnow,becameamassiveknotofpain.
He’dbeencalmersincehe’dbeeninthishouse,givinghimacrumbofhope
thathe’dconqueredthewildnessbubblinginsidehim.HerealizedasBree’s
bodybrushedhis,thathe’dconquereditbecauseofher.Assoonashe’dfound
her,hernearness,hertouchhadstartedtoquiethimdown.
Ifhelefther,wouldthepain,theconfusion,comerushingback?
ButifSeamusstayed,he’dleaveBreeopentodanger.Nomatterwhat,
Seamushadtogo.
SeamuspeeledBree’sholdfromhisshirt,wrappedhisarmaroundher,and
draggedherclose.WarmthofwomancametohimasBree’sbodycurvedagainst
his,thethinshirtlettinghimfeelherlimbs,herfullbreasts,thesupplebendof
herspine.
Seamusleaneddownandkissedhermouth,afullkiss,notpreparingher,not
goingslowly.Heneededtokissherrightnow,mightneverhaveanotherchance.
Breecurledherfistsonhisshouldersbutdidn’tpushaway.Sheopenedher
lipstohim,accepting.Hertonguemovedagainsthis,shetastinghim,pushing
herselfupintohim.
Seamusdeepenedthekiss,takingwhathecould.Breetastedofspiceandthe
night,heatandeverythingthatwasgood.Hetastedherdeepsorrowaswell,a
sadnessshecouldn’tshake,andherneed.Breehadsomuchneed.Shewas
hungry,thiswoman,andnoonehadfilledthatcravingwithinher.
Painsnatchedathimandwouldn’trelent.Seamuscouldtakeherwithhim,
keephernexttohim,whateverhappened.Boundasone,mates.
Hetightenedhisembrace,kissingherharder.Breeansweredwithasbolda
kiss.Sheneededhim,andheher.Primal,basicneed.
Breewrappedherarmsaroundhisneck,herunfetteredbreastsscooping
againsthim.Bree’sbackwasapliantline,drawinghishandsalongittoher
buttocks.Softfleshmethistouch,theirpositionrubbingherabdomenrightover
hiscock.
IffiveandmoreShiftershadn’tbeenreadytochargethehouseandbreak
downthedoor,SeamuswouldhaveloweredBreetothestairsandrelievedhis
frenzythenandthere.Swiftthrustswhilesheclungtohim,thesoundsBree
madeinherthroatescalatingtofullcriesastheyreachedthebreakingpoint
together.
Fornow,Seamuscouldonlytouchher,kissher,drinkinherwarmthagainst
thecoldnessthatwastocome.
“Anytimeyou’reready,Seamus.”
Nadine’squietvoicecamefromabove.Breeabruptlybrokethekiss,her
eyeswide,faceflushed,herbreathingrapid.
Nadinepeeredoverthebanistersatthem,theshotgunheldcarefullysothe
barrelpointedupward.
Seamusturnedhisbackandwalkedaway,movingondownthestairs.Ifhe
stayed,ifhelookedatBreeonesecondlonger,he’dnevergo,andheknewit.
***
Breehadforgottenhowtobreathe,talk,maybeevenstand.Sheheldherself
upagainstthewall,tryingtofindherbalance,whileherentirebodyrejoicedat
thekiss.
Seamushadheldherlikealover,asthoughthey’dbeentogetherforyears
insteadofmeetingforthefirsttimelastnightunderdirecircumstances.Hiskiss
hadbeenhot,strong,thorough,hintingatwhatfevercouldbehadfromanight
inbedwithhim.
Abovehim,hermotherwaswatchingindisapproval.Breecouldn’traiseher
headtolookupatNadine,buttheweightofthedisapprovalwaslikeablanket
droppingonherhead.
WorsestillwasthecoldslapofSeamuswalkingaway.Hewasrunningfrom
herintodanger—nowaycouldheevadethatbunchofscary-lookingShifters
waitingforhimoutside.
Breeshovedherselfawayfromthewallandranonshakinglegsafterhim.
Fromthekitchen,Seamusyelled,“Nadine...now!”
Hermothermusthavegottenherselfbackinposition,becausetheshotgun
wentofftwice—bang!bang!NextcameafewmomentsofsilencewhileNadine
reloaded,thenthegunwentoffagain.
TheShiftersoutsidewereshouting.Breehitthekitchenintimetosee
Seamusslipoutthebackdoor.Breerantothedoorandshelteredherselfbehind
itwhileshelookedoutintothedawn.
Seamushadalreadyvanished.Onesmudgeofdirtonthewoodensteps
showedhe’dpassed,butwherehe’dgone,Breecouldn’tsee.
Herheartwrenched,herextremitiesgoingnumb.Whenthey’dgottenword
aboutRemy,she’dfeltabitlikethis—theentireworldchangingwhileshestood
there,unabletostopit.She’dlostRemy,andshewaslosingSeamus,andthere
wasn’tadamnthingshecoulddoaboutit.
Aroarlikethatofaprimevalbeastrolledacrossthefieldbeyondthehouse.
ItcaughtBree,vibratedthewindows,shooktheporch.Anotherroaransweredit,
thisonedifferent,quicker,touchedwithrage.
Alioncameboundingoutofthefield.Ithadablackmane,alithemuscular
frame,giantpaws,andtawnyeyes.Lioneyes.Seamus’seyes.
RightbehinditwasthebiggestBengaltigerBreehadeverseeninherlife.
Notthatshe’dseenmany,butshe’dstoodbytheirenclosuresinzoos.Those
tigershadbeenbigandintimidatingenough—thistigerwasgigantic.
Andfurious.Hisearswereflatonhishead,hiseyesawildgold.Withintwo
bounds,itwasonthelion—Seamus—whoturnedandfoughtforhislife.
Anotherlionracedaroundthehouse.Thisonetoohadablackmane,butit
waslarger,older,withmassiveconfidenceinhiseyes.Heranrightbetweenthe
tigerandSeamus,plantinghisfeetandbarkingaroarthatpoundedinBree’s
ears.Seamusroaredananswer,butthetigerwentdeathlysilent.
Thetiger,hiseyesstillsparkinganger,retreatedafewsteps,turnedinaslow
circle,andstoodpoised,readytospring.Thetigercouldhavewipedoutboth
lionswithonesweepofhisbigpaws,butnowhesimplywaited,watching.
Almostlikehewasbeingpolite.
Theolderlion,ontheotherhand,wasadvancingonSeamus,mouthcurling
withhissnarls,theintentinhiseyesunmistakable.
Giveup,orwekillyou.
“No!”Breeshouted.
Shewasoutofthehouse,downthesteps,andrunningtothembeforeshe
realizedwhatshewasdoing.ShestoppedinfrontofSeamusandfacedtheother
lion,whosegrowlsincreased.
“No,”Breerepeated,tryingtocatchherbreath.Shewasscaredshitless—the
lionShifterwasgigantic,mean-looking,andcouldkillherwithoutbreakinga
sweat.Notonlythat,butthetigercouldcomebehindhimandstampout
whateverbitsofherwereleft.
Seamuswassnarling,tryingtopushherasidewithhisbody,butBreestayed
put.
“Youleavehimalone,”sheyelledattheolderlion.“Understandme?Yougo
away,andleavehimalone.”Breetookthefinalsteptothesecondlionand
smackedhimhardacrossthenose.
ChapterSix
Whattheholyhellwasshedoing?
ThewordsflittedthroughacornerofSeamus’sbrain,alongwithasurgeof
frustratedrage.Astrongerangerandincredulitywashedafterthat,emotions
flyingsofasttheconfusionmadehimblink.
Thenhismindcleared,leavingonlyonesharp,focusedidea:Protect.
SeamushadalreadyshovedhimselfbetweenBreeandDylan,hisearsback,
snarlsunceasing.He’dgoforDylanthemomentDylanputapawtowardBree,
didn’tmatterthatDylanwasanalphaandoneofthemostdominantShifters
Seamushadeverencountered.
Thiswasdifferent.Thiswasamatething.
SeamussawthatacknowledgmentinDylan’seyesbehindtheabsolutefury.
Dylanstoodhisground,neithercontinuingtheattacknorbackingoff.
Bree,damnher,wastryingtopushherselfinfrontofSeamusagain.“He
isn’thurtingyou,”sheyelledatDylan.“Orme.Oranyone.Whatthehelldoyou
wantfromhim?”
Seamusturnedhisgrowlsonher.Breeneededtostaybehindhim,lethim
defendher.Dylanhadconcededthemateidea,withaflashofsurprise,butthat
didn’tmeanhemightnotswatBreetothegroundtomakehershutup.
BreeonlydrewanotherbreathtocontinueberatingDylan.Atthatmoment,
thetigershiftedsmoothlyintoahugemanwithmottledred-orangeandblack
hairandgoldeneyes.HewrappedgiantarmsaroundBree,liftedherfromher
feet,andcarriedheraside,Breeflailingandprotestingalltheway.
TheLupine,theGuardian,thebear,andthetattooedguyhadcomearound
thehouse,stillintheirhumansforms.
“Standdown,”theGuardiangrowledatSeamus,hisaccentasIrishas
Dylan’s.“We’retryingtohelpyou,man.”
TheLupine,inamuscleshirtandjeans,foldedhisarms.“Yeah,wecando
thisthehardway,orwecandothisthehardway.”Hebrokeoffandchuckled.
“I’vealwayswantedtosaythat.”
“Andallofyoucanbackoff!”Breeshoutedatthem.
She’dstoppedfighting—thetigerheldherfirmly—butshewasn’taboutto
bequiet.Seamusbothadmiredthatandfounditworrying.
Nadineburstoutofthebackdoor,hershotgunready.“Thismightnotkill
Shifters,”shesaidinafirmvoice.“ButI’veseenthedamageitcancause.
Anyonewanttospendthedaygettingpelletspickedoutofthem?”
“Mom,gobackinside!”Breecriedinalarm.
Nadinecockedthegun,pointingitatthetiger.“AndIreallydon’tlikenaked
mentramplingmygarden.Letmydaughtergo.”
Thetiger-manlookedatDylanthenatNadine.Finally,hefocusedhisall-
tigerstareonSeamus.Dylansnarledathim,clearlytellingtheBengaltokeep
holdofBree.
Thetigerwaitedafewmoreheartbeats,thenheslowlyreleasedBree,setting
heronherfeet.Heturnedhisbackonthemall,flowedintohistigerform,and
walkedaway,huffingunderhisbreath.
SeamushadneverseenaShiftersoeasilychangeshapebefore.Seamushad
struggledwiththeshiftmightilyasacub,findingitpainfuluntilhegrewintoit.
Evennowtheshiftwastoughforhim.Kendrickwasmuchbetteratit,ableto
changenearlyasinstantaneouslyasthisBengal.Maybeitwasatigerthing.
Nadinewasn’tfinished.“Now,therestofyou,getbackintowhatever
vehiclesbroughtyouhereandgo.Iwon’taskyouagain.”
TheGuardian,sunlightcatchingonhissword’shilt,tookafewcautious
stepstowardher.“Iwould,lass,butthatbiglionismydad,andhe’llneverlet
meheartheendofitifIdon’tfinishthis.WejustwanttotakethisShifterback
homewithus.Hewon’tbehurt.He’soneofus.”
BreeroundedontheGuardian,herfistsclenched.“Howcanyousayhe
won’tbehurt?You’llputaCollaronhimandkeephiminShiftertown.Why
wouldyouwanttodothat?Hehasn’tdoneanythingwrong.”
“Oh,”theLupinesaidwithalowgrowl.“Ilikeher.”
Thebearrumblednexttohim.“Metoo.”
TheGuardiandidn’tjointheirmirth.Hiseyesweresternasheregarded
Bree.“LastnightaferalShifterrippedaparttwohumanhunters.Wegotword
thatmorehunterswerechasingaShiftertheysawatthescene—allevidencewe
foundpointstothatShifterbeinghim.”HejerkedathumbatSeamus.“Weneed
tocontainthisbeforethehumanpolicecomeafterhim.”
Bree’smouthdroppedopen,andNadineblinked.
Breerecovered.“Hedidn’tkillanyone,”shesaidhotly.“Seamuswaswith
usalllastnight.Hehadcoffee,sleptonthecouch.Thehunterswerechasing
Seamus,nottheotherwayaround.”
“Seamusishisname,isit?”theGuardianasked.“SeamusMcGuire?”
Breelookedathimblankly—Seamushadnevertoldherhisfamilyname.
ThattheGuardianknewitdidn’tsurpriseSeamusallthatmuch.Guardianshada
secretdatabasethatlistedallShifters—names,locations,details—accessible
onlybyGuardians.
TheLupinegrowledatSeamus.“That’syou,right,Feline?”
“Whatevidence?”Breeinterrupted.“Ithadbetterbegood.”
TheGuardianpulledasmallobjectfromhispocket.“Seamusatonepoint
hadhishandonthis.Wefounditnotfarfromwhereatruckhadbeenparked.It
belongstoyou.”
Breestaredinsurprise.“That’smycellphone.”
Hedidn’tgiveittoher.“Indeed,itis.WitnessessaidaShiftergothimself
intoyourtruck,thephoneflewout,andthetruckstormedaway,chasedby
anotherfullofhumans.ThephonehasSeamus’sscentandabitofhisbloodon
it,nottomentionhisfingerprints,andthelastcallwaslistedascomingfrom
yourmum.Nothardafterthattotraceyoubackhere.”Heshowedahintof
smile.“NotforaGuardian,anyway.”
Dylancouldhaveshiftedbacktohumanandjoinedthediscussion,buthe
stayedanimal.Smart—itgavehimthebestchancetotakedownSeamusif
Seamustriedtorun.Thetigerremainedinhisbeastformaswell,buthewas
walkingtheboundary,notlisteningtotheconversation.
Seamusknewthattheminuteheshiftedtohuman,they’dtakehim.He
couldn’tfightthemall,evenifheremainedinbigcatform,buttheyseemedto
thinkhewasatbayfornow.
Hisadvantage—theyhadCollars,andSeamusdidnot.
Seamusdidn’twaittocalculatetrajectory,speed,whatever.Ifhedid,Dylan
wouldsenseit,andbealloverhimbeforehecouldtakeonestep.
Sohesimplyran.OnemomenthewasinadefensivepostureagainstDylan,
clawsdugintothedirt,thenext,hewasrunning.
Hisonlythoughtwastoleadthemfaraway.They’dchaseSeamus,leave
Breealone.Breewasn’tstupid—she’dtakehermothertosafetyassoonasthe
Shifterscameafterhim.
Texasweedsanddirttorelooseunderhisfeet,billowingupaconcealing
cloud.Seamusincreasedhisspeed,makingfortheopenfieldsthatledtorolling
hillcountry...
...andfoundagiantBengaltigerpinninghimdown.
Damn,thetigerwasstrongandfeckingfast.TigerpawscrushedSeamus’s
back,andamouthwithmassiveteethclosedaroundhisneck.Nothingbrokethe
skin,buthehadSeamusflat.Seamuswasn’tgoinganywhereanytimesoon.
Dylancamejoggingup,inhishumanformnow.Hewasstrong-bodied,with
darkhairgoinggrayatthetemples,andblueeyesthathadobservedmuchfor
manyyears.
“Shift,”Dylanordered.
HisdominancewassocompletethatSeamusstartedtoobeybeforehe
stoppedhimself.TheTigerstillhadhispawsfirmlyonSeamus’sback,the
pressureofwhichwouldcrushhishumanform.
“Tiger,easeoff,”Dylansaid.“Seamus,Ineedyouabletotalktome.”
Seamusdidn’tgiveadamn.Hedidn’twanttotalk,hewantedtogetthehell
awayfromhere.
WhatsoldhimwasthefactthatthebearhadcaughtholdofBree.Heheld
herloosely,nothurtingher,buthisstancetoldSeamusthatheknewhowto
containpeople,nomatterwhattheytried.
Behindthem,thebigLupinehadstartedforNadine,hishandsup,asthough
insurrender.Whilehepretendedtocomeatherpeacefully,TattManslidsilently
behindNadineandhadtheshotgunoutofherarmsbeforesheunderstoodwhat
washappening.Felinescouldbedamnstealthy.
Tatt-Manuncockedtheshotgun,andtheLupineblewoutabreath.“Thanks,
Spike.”
NadineturnedonSpike,lungingforthegun,buttheLupinecaughtandheld
herinaneasygrip.“Notsofast,Mom.Let’sgoinside,andyoucanmakeus
coffee.”
“Fuckyou!”Nadinestated.
TheLupinelookedamused.“Youknow,youremindmeofmyaunt.”
Thebearpulledhisattentionbackfromthem.“I’mRonan,”hesaidtoBree.
“Thefull-of-himselfLupineisBroderick,thenwehaveSpikewiththetattoos,
Seanwiththesword,and...Tiger.He’sjustcalledTiger.Dylan’stheotherlion
wholikestotellpeoplewhattodo.”
Breefoldedherarms,notcaring.“Nicetomeetyou,Ronan.Now,getlost.”
“Wecan’tdothat,lass,”Seansaid.“WereallyareheretohelpSeamus.Ifhe
didn’tdothemurders,fineandgood.Ifhedid—wehavetofigureoutwhyand
whattodobeforethehumanpolicegethereandtakehim.”
Breehesitated.Seamusfelttheindecisionpouringoffher—theneedto
believeSeamushadnothingtodowithitwarringwithherfearsthatmaybehe
had.
Seamuswouldlovetoreassureher,buthestillcouldn’trememberwhathad
happened.Easyenoughtorecallamomentofwild,hottriumph,thetasteof
blood,themadsnarling,thentheneedtorunandthepainoftheshots.Hitting
theparkinglotoftheroadhouse,searchingforescape,andfindingBreewaiting
...
Seamusshifted,hismusclesstretchingandachingashemovedagainto
humanform.“Allright,”hesaidashestraightenedtohisfullheight,hisvoice
stillholdingthegrowlofhislion.“Let’sgoinside,andtalk.ButnomatterwhatI
did,leaveBreeandNadineoutofit.Theyhadnothingtodowithanything.”
Dylanwatchedhimamoment,thengavehimanod.“Understood.Ronan,
Spike,Broderick,covertheoutside.Nadine...”HepinnedNadinewithanalpha
stare,whichapparentlydidnotimpressher.“Mayweenteryourhouse?”
***
BreewatchedhermotherweightheprosandconsoflettingtheShifterstalk
versustryingtograbtheshotgunbackfromSpikeandopeningfire.Nadine
hatedobeyingorders,especiallyfrommen.Backinheryoungerdays,Nadine
hadn’thadtofightforherrightsasawoman—she’dsimplytakenthem,tohell
withanyonewhogotinherway.
Finally,Nadineshruggedandheadedintothehouse.Shewantedtoknow
whatwasgoingonasmuchasBreedid.
BreewentstraighttoSeamus.He’dshiftedfromliontohumanbeforeher
eyesandnowstoodtallinthedustandweedsbeyondtheirsmallyardwithouta
stitchon.He’dbeenhotenoughinonlyhisjeans,butnow...
Thebandageshadrippedawaywhenhe’dshifted—pieceslayscattered
acrossthepatchoflawnbehindthehouse.Thebruisesonhisribshadfaded,the
holeswherethebulletshadbeen,nowsmall,redmarks.
SeamusbetrayednoembarrassmentbeingunclothedinfrontofBreeorthe
others.FromwhatBreehadlearned,Shiftersweremoreanimalintheiremotions
thanhuman—shiftingwasnatural,nothingtobeashamedof.
Breesawnothingatalltoshamehim.Seamus’sthighsweretightunderflat,
hardabs,andwhathungbetweenthosethighsmadeherbreakintoasweat.
Shifterswerebiggerthanhumanmen,inallways.Seriously.
Breerealizedshewasstaringandraisedhergazefromhisnetherregions,
butSeamushadseen.Fromthelookonhisface,hedidn’tmind.
Behindhismildsatisfactionthatshelikedlookingathim,Breereadneedin
hiseyes,anddespair,anddeepfear.Seamuswasafraidhetrulyhadkilledthe
hunters,Breesaw,andtheideahauntedhim.
“Idon’tremember,”hesaidfiercely.HelookeddirectlyatBree,nooneelse.
“Idon’trememberanything.Onlyfightingsomething,runninghardandfast,the
shots,theroadhouse,andthenyou.”
Breesteppedclosertohim,thegroundcoldandsharpunderherbarefeet,
andclosedherhandsaroundhisforearms.“Iwon’tletthemtakeyouaway.”She
lookedstraightupintohisface,willinghimtobelieveher.“Iwon’tletthemlock
youupforsomethingyoudidn’tdo.”
Seamus’sgoldeneyesglitteredinthemorninglight.“Idon’tknowifIdidn’t
doit.”
“Comeinside,”Breesaidsoftly.“We’llfindout.”
Seamuskepthisgazeonher,inspiteoftheotherShiftersdriftingtocircle
them—Dylanwasn’tabouttolethimgetawayagain.OnlyheandBreemightbe
standingthereintheTexasdawn,acoldbreezepluckingatthem,whiletherest
oftheShifters,thehouse,thesigninthefieldpromisinganewdevelopment
comingsoon—thesignhadbeenthereforfiveyears,theirneighborshadtold
them—theentireworld,floatedaway.
BreegaveSeamus’sarmsasqueeze.Hisskinwashot,smoothovermuscle,
satinoversteel.Seamusstoodimpossiblystillwhilehiseyesbetrayedthat,
inside,hewasonemassofpain.
Breerememberedwhenhe’dfirstjumpedintohertruck,thewildnessinhis
eyes,theanger,thefear.
Areyouferal?she’daskedhim.
Maybe,he’danswereddistractedly.Notyet...
Buthefearedhewasbecomingso.AferalShiftermightnotrememberthat
he’dkilledtwomenandfled,comingtohimselflongenoughtoforceawoman
inatrucktohelphimgetaway.
“Iwon’tletyou,”Breetoldhim,hervoicefirm.“Iwon’tletyoubeferal.
Understandme?”
Seamusonlywatchedher,whateverthoughtswarringinhismindmaking
hiseyesfillwithfear,hisskinbeadwithsweat.
Heabruptlyclosedhishandsoverherarmsinreturn,hislargefingers
foldingaroundher.“Ineed...”
Whateverheneeded,hecouldn’texpresswithspeech.Hishandsbitdown,
thegriptight,andmercilesslystrong.
Butnottohurther—Seamuswastryingtoholdontosomethingthatwasn’t
whirling,rushing,andtumblingoverhim.Breemethisgaze,wantingtotellhim
shebelievedinhim,wasthereforhim,butnotfindingtherightwords.
Hedidn’tneedwords,sherealized.Hertouchwasenough.
BehindBree,Ronanwasrumblinginhisdeepvoice.“Ithinkit’stoolatefor
aninvestigation,Dylan.They’recoming.”
Ronandidn’tspecifywhotheywere,buttherewasn’tmuchmistakingthe
sirensthatwailedacrossthefieldsandfromtheendofthedrivetothehouse.
Dylanhadpulledonjeansandabutton-downshirt.“Inside,”he
commanded.“Now.”
SeamusgrabbedBree’shandandhustledheracrossthedamplawntoward
thehouse,sweepingupthepileofhisclothesontheway.Breestumbledupthe
stepsandintothekitchenastheharshsoundofsirenscoatedtheair.
ChapterSeven
“Seriously—whocalledthecops?”NadinedemandedasSeamusandBree,
Dylan,Sean,andTigerenteredthekitchen.Dylanclosedthedoorbehindthem
andlockedit.TheotherShiftershadfadedfromsightoutside,blendingintothe
earlygraylight.
Bree’sheartwaspounding.Seamusstillhadholdofherhand.Theywere
boundtogetherthroughtheclasp,asthoughSeamuswouldn’tgoferalaslongas
theydidn’tpart.
SpikehadhandedDylantheshotgun.Dylanpoppedthecartridgesoutand
gavetheunloadedgunbacktoNadine.Shetookit,tight-lipped,butlockedthe
gunintothecabinetinsidethebasementdoor.Shewasn’tfoolishenoughtogo
wavingitaroundinfrontofpolice—well,notagain,anyway.Anightinjailin
Louisianahadcuredherofthat.
“Who,isagoodquestion,”Dylansaid.Hemovedtothefrontroom,his
wordstrailingbehindhim.
SeamusreleasedBreetoresumehisclothes,buthedidn’tmovefarfromher.
HewassettlingtheT-shirtasSeanunstrappedtheswordfromhisback.
Theswordwasgigantic,withabroadhilt,andlookedveryold.LettersBree
couldn’tdecipherwereetchedonthehiltandthecrosspiece,runningdowninto
thesheath.
TheSwordoftheGuardian,Breeknew,thoughshe’dneverseenone.The
bladewasdriventhroughtheheartofaShifterwho’ddiedorwasdying,toturn
hisorherbodytodustandreleasethesoultotheSummerland,theafterlife.
Thissword,whichlookedancient,musthavegonethroughmanyShiftersin
itstime.BreetookastepbackasSeanhelditacrossbothhands,andshenoticed
thatSeamusdidaswell.
“Willyelockthisinyoncabinetwithyourweapons,lass?”Seanasked
Nadine.“Can’tbelettingthecopsgetholdofit.”
Nadineheavedasighandbeckonedhimtofollow.Seanwentwithhertothe
basementdoor.
Dylanreturnedtothekitchen.Breecouldn’tseetheotherShiftersoutside,
butthen,Shiftersweregoodathidingthemselves.
TheeasiestthingDylancoulddowashandoffSeamustothecops.Hecould
claimthatNadineandBreehadbeenSeamus’shostages,andDylanandhis
ShiftershadcomeheretorescuethemandtakeSeamusinthemselves.
Everyonewouldbehappy,exceptSeamus,who’dbetranquedandtaken
away,likelytobeputintoacageandthenterminated.Breewaswellawarewhat
humansdidtoShifterswhowereconsidereddangerous.
BreesentDylananarrowlook.“Don’tyoudare.Youdon’tevenknowif
he’sguilty.”
Dylanignoredher.He’dtakenwhatlookedlikeachainfromhispocket,and
nowhedangleditinfrontofSeamus.
Thechainwasofsilverandblackmetal,wovenintothicklinks.Atitsend
hungapendant,theCelticknot,whichwouldrestagainstSeamus’sthroat.
Dylanworeanidenticalchain,asdidalltheShiftershere.ACollar.
Seamus’sfacewentgray.“No,Ican’t.”
“Suckitupandputiton,”Dylansaidsternly.“Thepolicecan’tseeyou
withoutone.”
“It’sfake.”TheslowgrowlofTiger’svoicefilledtheroom.Thebigman
witheyesasgoldenasSeamus’stouchedtheCelticknotonhisownCollar.
“Likemine.”
SeanreturnedtothemasNadinemovedbehindhimand,ofallthings,
startedmakingcoffee.“That’ssupposedtobeasecret,bigguy,”Seansaidto
Tiger.
“Theyneedtoknow,”Tigeranswered.
Fake?SeamuswasstudyingtheCollaringravesuspicion.Itsurelooked
realtoBree,nodifferentthantheonesaroundSean’sorDylan’snecks...and
evenTiger’s.
BreewentcoldassherealizedtheimplicationsofwhatTigerhadsaid—his
Collarwasn’treal.Thatmeanttherewasnothingtostophimfrombecomingthat
hugeBengalagainandtearingintoeveryone,includingDylan.
Cometothinkofit,whenTigerhadjumpedonSeamustobringhimdown,
hisCollarhadn’tsparked.TheCollarsweresupposedto,wheneveraShifter
startedtoseriouslyfight.ItwouldjerkpainthroughtheShifter’sentirenervous
system,shuttinghimdown.
BreeandhergroupiefriendsknewgoodandwellthattheShiftershad
adaptedtothatpain—hadtooritwouldhavekilledthemlongago.Theycould
fighteachotherattheillegalandsecretfightclubs,ignoringtheCollarsthebest
theycouldtobattleitoutwithintherings.
Thefightclubshadsomerules—nokillingwasthebiggestone.Second
biggest,fightswereforexhibitiononly.Theiroutcomesdidnotchangea
Shifter’splaceinthedominancehierarchy.Breehadattendedafewfightclubs
inNewOrleansbuthadnotyetbeentotheoneinSouthTexas.Shewasn’teven
surewhereitwasheld,butsheknewitexisted.Wordgotaround.
Seamusslowlyreachedforthechain.Heflinchedwhenheclosedhisfingers
aroundit,thoughtheCollardidnothing.Hestaredatitforalongtime,a
swallowmovingthethroattheCollarwouldbind.
“Ican’t,”hesaidinanearwhisper.“I’msorry,butIcan’t.”
“Itwon’tdoanythingbutrestonyourneck,”Dylanassuredhim.“You’re
goingtohavetotrustme,son.IftheyseeyouwithoutaCollar,they’llarrestyou
onthespot.Ormaybethey’lljustshootyou.”
Seamuscouldn’ttakehiseyesofftheCollar.Hewasn’tstupid—Breecould
seehefullyunderstoodthatthehumanpolicewouldgoballistictheminutethey
sawSeamuswithabareneck.Buttheideaofwearingitwasmakinghimalittle
crazy.He’dneverwornone,hadsomehowescapedthecaptivitythatallShifters
nowhadtoendure.
Seancontrivedtolookhurt.“ImadethatCollarmeself,lad.Putmeheart
intoit.Looksjustliketherealthing,doesn’tit?I’manartist.”
Seamusignoredhim.HesnappedhisgazetoBreeandheldthechainoutto
her.“Youdoit.”
Breeblinked.“Me?Why?”
Seamus’sgazesoftened.“Iwon’tmindsomuchifit’syourtouchonmy
skin.”
“Ah,”Seansaidquietly.“That’showitis,isit?”
Breedidn’tanswer.ShenotedTigerwatchingthemintentlywithoutseeming
to—Tigerwasanenigma.
SeamushadhisgazeonBreeagain,silent,trustingher.Breeletoutabreath
andtooktheCollarfromhim.
Thechainwaswarmtothetouch,whereshe’dexpectedittobecool.The
pendanthadaCelticknotinraiseddesignonthefront,aflatdiskinback.Bree
assumedthatthependantheldthechipsontherealCollarsthatsomehow
measuredachangeinaShifterwhenhewasabouttogetviolent.Breehadno
clearideahowtheCollarsworked—Shifterswillingtodiscussthembelievedin
thetheorythattheyhadmagicinsidethemaswellaselectronics.
BreeputherhandonSeamus’sshoulder.Hisskinrippledundertheshirtas
heheldhimselfbackfromshifting.Hischestrosewithalong,worriedbreath.
UnderBree’sguidinghand,Seamussankdowntooneofthekitchenchairs.
TheotherShiftersandhermotherdidn’tmove,watchingwithintensescrutinyas
BreetouchedthechaintoSeamus’sneck.
Hesnappedhiseyesclosed.Breecaressedhisshoulder,tryingtosoothe
him,thensheveryslowlyslidtheCollararoundhisneck.
Seamusfroze,thebreathhe’dbeendrawinghaltinginhischest.Hisbody
shudderedonce,thenwentrigid.
BreewasabouttoaskSeanhowtheCollarclippedtogetherintheback,
whentheendsjoinedandfusedunderherfingers.Sheblinkedatthechain,
whichwasnowsmoothandwhole,encirclingSeamus’sneck,pressingintohis
skin,indentingit.
“It’stootight,”Breesaidquickly.
“Therealonesaretighter,lass,”Seansaid.“Seamus,man,youallright?”
Seamusopenedhiseyes,hisbodystiff,hisgoldengazefixingonDylan.
“Youlethumansputtheseonyourfamily?”Ragefilledhisvoice.“Whenthey
cameforyou,yousurrenderedandletthemdothis?”Hepointedastifffingerat
theCollar.“Howdoesthatmakeyouagoodleader?”
Sean’sfaceclouded.“Steady,lad.”
Dylansaidnothing.Thoughhisexpressiondidn’tchange,Breethoughtshe
sawsomethinguneasyinsidehim.ThechoicetotaketheCollar,tomakehis
family,pride,andclanwearthem,musthavebeenpainfulforhim.
“Itwasnecessary,”Dylansaid,histoneneitheradmonishingnorashamed.
“I’veheardthearguments.”Seamuspeeledhimselfoutofthechair,
unfoldingtohisfullheight.TheCollarcaughtagleamoftherisingsun,
glisteningaroundhistannedthroat.“ThattakingtheCollarandlivingin
ShiftertownshelpedShiftersnotstarve,tohavemorecubs,growstronger,”he
wenton.“Dowelookstrongerrightnow?Ihavetopretendtobeoneofyou,to
bowmyheadandbetakenawayinsteadoffightingmywayfree.Howdoesthat
makeusstronger?”
“Wecandiscussitlater,”Dylansaid,mouthtight.“You’repretendingtobe
oneofussohelldoesn’traindownonallShiftersinSouthTexas.Whenthe
policecomein,youwillshutup,andIwilltalktothem.”
Nadineshovedherwaythroughtothetablewithcupsofcoffee,twoineach
hand.Shesetthemdown,andSeanimmediatelygrabbedone,lookingrelieved.
NadineglaredatDylan.“Whatdoyoumean,whentheycomein?Police
don’tcomeintomyhousewithoutawarrant.Iknowmyrights.I’mnotletting
themtrampinhere,gettingmycarpetsdirty.Youletmetalktothem.”
Withoutwaitingfordissent,Nadineheadedtothefront,hermuumuu
swirlingaroundher.Shehadn’tbotheredtogetdressed.
Breehurriedafterherinalarm.Hermotherdidn’tlikepolice,andBree
picturedthemallbeingarrestedtogetherandthrownintoasqualidcellafter
Nadinegavethemapieceofhermind.“Mom,wait.”
“Don’tworry.”Nadinemadeitacrossthelivingroomandyankedopened
thefrontdoor.
Thefloodlightshadcomeon,fightingwiththelightsfromthecops’carsin
thelighteninggrayness.Thegarishglowilluminatedthefouruniformedpolice
who’dclimbedoutofthecarsandaimedhandgunsatthehouse.
“Oh,lordy,”Breesaidsoftly.
“CanIhelpyou,officers?”Nadinesteppedoutontotheporch.Shehada
cigarettebetweenherfingersbutdidn’treachforthelighterinherpocket.“Is
somethingwrong?”
Awomaninasuitwithaguninahipholsterstrolledpasttheuniformsand
towardtheporch.“Ma’am,weheardwordthatShiftershadconvergedonthis
house.Wecametoseeifyouwereallright.Aretheyinthere?”
BreewatchedhermotherdebatewhethertolieandsaytheShiftershadgone
orhadneverbeenthereatall,versushavingthepolicepushtheirwayin,
claimingtheyhadarighttowhentherewasacleardanger.
BreecaughtNadine’seye,andgaveherafaintnod.Tellthemthetruth.
Thetruth,Breehadlearned,meantdifferentthingstodifferentpeople.
“Yes,they’rehere,”Nadinesaid.“Butthey’remydaughter’sfriends.They
cametobreakfast.”
Breestolebackintothelivingroomandrantothekitchen.“Make
breakfast,”shesaidrapidlytotheShifters.“Ihaveanidea.GowithwhateverI
sayanddo.”
Seamusstaredatherasecondortwo,thenheseemedtounderstand.He
cuppedherfacewithhisbighandthenlethergo.
“Right,”Seansaidbehindhim.“Someonefindmeamessofeggs.”
***
Seancooked.Seamusrummagedinthecupboardsandremovedplatesand
things,enoughforbreakfastforsix.Dylanhadtakenupastanceattheback
door,watchingoutthewindow.
Seanhadeggsandbacongoingintwofryingpans,instructingSeamusto
bringhimingredientsfromtherefrigerator—salsa,peppers,limes,whatever
Seamuscouldfind.
Tigerwasthemostrestless,pacingtheroom,checkingthedoorsand
windowsasthoughcalculatingthebestwayoutiftheplacewasstormed.
Bree,who’drunupstairs,camebarrelingbackdownjustasSeamusheard
Nadinefinallyconsenttoletsomeofthepoliceintoherhouse.Breeslidintothe
kitchen,nearlyshovedSeamusdownontoachair,andslammedherselftohis
lap.
She’dputonthetightesttopandskirtimaginable,theskirtshowingoffher
legsfromhiptoankle.Hereyeswereoncemoremadeupwitheyepencilto
lookcatlike,andshe’ddrawnwhiskersonherface.Thelineswerewobbly,but
solid.She’dalsoputonanewsetoffakecat’sears.
She’dbecomethegroupieagain.Seamuscouldn’tdecidewhethershe
lookedadorableorsexyashell.
Breenuzzledhisneck,herarmswrappedwellaroundhimasNadineledthe
policeintothekitchen.AroundBree,whocontinuedtonuzzleandkisshim,
Seamussawawomaninasuitflankedbytwouniformedpolicemen.
Thepresenceofthepoliceshouldsendhimintoapanic,butSeamusviewed
themasthoughthroughahaze.Heathadstartedinhisheartandwasbusily
workingitswaydownhisbody.NotonlywasBreesexyashell—okay,thatwas
aneasydecisiontomake—shewasdoingthistoprotecthim.Matesdidthat.
“Bree,”Nadinesaidinexasperation.“Itoldyou,Idon’tlikethatgroupie
stuffatthetable.”
BreeslidfromSeamus’slap,lookingonlyslightlyembarrassedasshe
straightenedherbriefskirt.“Iknow,but...”ShecircledbehindSeamusandslid
herarmsaroundhim.“Ican’tresisthim.”
NotonlydidherclaspcalmSeamus,itkepthimfromfingeringtheCollar,
whichwastoodamnedtight.Ifhegaveintoinstinctandgrabbedatit,he’d
maybedislodgeit,revealingthatitwasn’treal.
Seanturnedfromthestove.“Breakfastisup.Dad?”
Dylanmovedslowlytowardthetable,eyeingthepolice.ThiswasaFeline
usedtobeingincharge,Seamusknew,buthe’dbeenaroundlongenoughto
knowwhentobeforcefulandwhentobackoff.Hehatedbackingoff,Seamus
saw,butaShifterdidn’tgettobeleader—andthenkeephislifeafterhe
concededleadership—byattackingwhenitwasn’tprudent.
Tigerunderwentthebiggestchange.Assoonasthepolicehadenteredthe
kitchen,he’dceasedpacing,satdownonachair,andwentstillasstone.Hisbig
facewasacarefulblank,hisyelloweyesfixedonthetable.
“ThisisDetectiveReder,”Nadinesaidbrightly.“She’sworriedaboutrogue
Shiftersinthearea.”
Rederwasonthetallsideforahumanwoman,herblackhairtuckedintoa
neatbun,herbrowneyesquicklytakingintheShifters,Bree,theroom,theexits,
andSeanatthestove.
Seamuswonderedhowthedetectivehadknowntheywerehere.Hecouldn’t
imagineDylanandhistrackersbeingsoclumsyastoletthemselvesbefollowed,
orlettingthemusetheGPSonBree’sphone—aGuardianlikeSeanwouldhave
beenwiseenoughtodisablethat.Ormaybeithadbeenassimpleasoneofthe
hunterswho’dbeenchasinghimgivingthepolicethelicensenumberofBree’s
truck.
DylanfoldedhisarmsanddeliberatelydidnotmeetReder’seyes.“These
Shiftersworkforme.Nonearerogues,asyoucansee.”
“Whoarethey?”DetectiveRederaskedcrisply.“Names?”
“I’mDylanMorrissey,”Dylanansweredinaneventone.“MysonSeanis
cookingbreakfast,TigerhereisaliaisonwithShifterBureau,andSeamus
McGuireisoneofmytrackers.”
“Andyouareallhere,because...”Thedetectivepaused,herdarkgaze
impenetrable.
“Becauseofme,”Breesaid.ShelookedupatRederandgaveheraninane
littlelaugh.“Icouldn’tletSeamusgolastnight—wewerehavingsomuchfun.
Dylanandtheotherscametofindhimthismorning,tomakesurehewentback
toShiftertownlikeagoodboy.”SheturnedanannoyedlookonDylanandstuck
hertongueoutathim.“Spoilsport.”
ChapterEight
RedertransferredherinterestedgazetoBree,andBreepoppedhertongue
backintohermouth.
Beneathher,Seamussatrockstill,hisheadturnedsohisgazerestedon
Bree.Saferthatway.Astormofemotionsroiledinhiseyes,whichwouldbetray
himifhelookedatReder.
“Explainallthis,”RedersaidtoBree.“Shiftersaresupposedtospendtheir
nightsinShiftertown.”
BreekissedSeamus’scheekwhileshethoughtthroughwhattosay.The
buzzofunshavedwhiskerswaspleasantonherlips,butshecouldn’tletherself
getdistracted.
“Seamusandmegottodancing.”BreeliftedherheadbutgaveSeamus
anothersqueeze.“Icouldtellhelikedme,andIaskedhimtocomehomewith
me.”Sheshrugged.“Welosttrackoftime,Iguess.Sohisfriendscamelooking
forhim.”
“Trustme,”Nadinesaidwearily.“Theydidlosetrackoftime.Butwhatcan
youdowithadaughterwho’saddictedtoShifters?”Sheshookherhead,the
sadnessoftheworldweighingonhershoulders.
“I’mgoingtoneedtoconfirmthat,”Redersaid,stillfocusedonBree.“Who
didyouseeattheroadhouse?”Shedidn’tgetoutanotebookoranything,only
watchedBreeasthoughmemorizingeverythingabouther.
“Oh,lotsofpeople.”Breescrewedupherface,asthoughthinkingthen
givingup.“I’mnewhere.Idon’tknoweveryone’snames.”
“Buthewould.”Reder’sglancefellonSeamus.“Whowasthere,Shifter?”
BeforeSeamuscouldspeak,Seanbrokein.“Me,forone.HowelsedidI
knowwheretostartlookingforthelad?Broderick,Ronan,Spike...oh,lotsof
peoplefromShiftertown.”Breehadn’tseenanyoftheShiftershereatthebar,
butshehadnodoubtthatSeanwouldmakesuretheyallsworethey’dbeen
there.
Rederrockedontheballsofherfeet.“Theproblemisthatthere’sbeentwo
deaths.”Hervoicefilledwithsteel.“Twomenhavebeenfounddeadnearthe
roadhouse,theirbodiesrippedupasthoughbywildanimals.Thesetwomen
werearmed,buttheirshotgunswerelikewisetornapart.Nohumanwouldhave
beenstrongenoughtodothis,soweimmediatelyknew...Shifter.”
Seamusstiffened.Breerubbedherhandsoverhisarmsandpressedakissto
hisshoulder.Keepittogether,shewilledsilently.You’reallright.
Seancontinuedspeakingforthegroup.“YouhaveDNAtestsnow,don’t
you?Totellyouwhowasatthescene?TheDNAofeveryShifterisonrecord,
youknow.Samplesweretakenwaybackwhenwewerefirstroundedup.”
SpotsofredburnedinReder’scheeks.“Wehaven’tbeenabletoisolatethe
ShifterDNAyet.It’snotaseasyasitlooksonTV.”
“Ah.Maybethere’snonetheretoisolate,”Seansaid.
“We’llsee.”Redersoundedconfident.“AllotherevidencepointstoShifter.
That’swhyI’llhavetotakeyouallinuntilwediscoverwhat’sgoingon.”
Crap.Atapolicestation,witheveryonegettingstripsearchedandthelike,
Seamuswouldn’tbeabletomaintainthepretensethattheCollarwasreal.
They’dalsofindoutSeamuswasn’tfromtheAustinShiftertownatallwhen
theybegangoingthroughrecords.SeanMorrisseymightbegoodat
verisimilitude,butShifterscouldn’tworkmagic.
AchairscrapedasTigerclimbedtohisfeet.Rederstartedandtookastep
back,thenanotherasTigerrosetohisfullheight.Thetwouniformedcops
swallowed,handsonweapons.
“Whatishedoing?”Rederaskednervously.
Tiger,inhisfatiguepantsandblackT-shirtlookedlikeawar-experienced
soldieryoudidnotwanttomesswith.Hismixedblackandorangehairwent
wellwithhishardfaceandunmovinggoldeneyes.
“ShifterBureau,”Tigersaidcalmly.
Rederwatchedhimnervously.“ShifterBureauwhat?Whatareyoutalking
about?”
“ShifterBureaumustbenotifiedifanyShiftersaretakenin,”Tigersaid.
“Thereisaprocedure.CallMajorWalkerDanielson,thecommandingofficer.”
“Thisisn’tamilitarything,”Redersnapped.“It’sfirstdegreemurder.Onmy
watch.”
Tigershookhishead.“Allpoliceinvolvementinanythingtodowith
ShiftersmustbecoordinatedwithandclearedbyShifterBureau.”
RederlookedtoBree,ofallpeople,forconfirmation.Breeshrugged,
leaningdownagaintorestagainstSeamus.Itfeltnaturaltocradlehim,as
thoughtheybelongedtogether.
Dylanbrokein.“Tigerhasapoint.PutinacalltoShifterBureautoconfirm
ifyouwantto.Youhavetowaitfortheirokay.”
Reder’stemperwasonitslastfrayedthread.“TohellwithShifterBureau.
I’marrestingallShiftersinthisroomonsuspicionofmurder.I’dreadyouyour
rights,butyoudon’thaveany.Youtwo.”ShepointedatBreeandNadine.“I’ll
needyoutostayintown,whereIcanputmyhandsonyouandquestionyouif
necessary.”Redernoddedathertwouniforms.“Cuffthem.”
Theuniformedcopsdidn’twanttodoit,Breecouldsee,buttheyreluctantly
tookcuffsfrombehindtheirbacks.NoneoftheShiftersmoved,including
Seamus,whowastenseasacoiledrattlesnake.
ItwasinterestingtoseethatbothuniformedcopstriedtogoforSeanfirst—
heseemedtheleastthreatening.Seanfounditinterestingtoo,apparently.He
grinnedandstartedbackingawayfromthem.
Reder,furious,wentforTiger.
Tigerreachedout,andwithoutchangingexpression,tookthecuffsfrom
Reder’shandsandbrokethem.Redershrieked,oneoftheuniformsspunaround,
drewhisweapon,andshotTiger.
Tigerjuststoodthere.Hedidn’tevenlookdownattheredholethat
blossomedinhissidenordidhetrytotouchit.
Themanwhofiredwentsheetwhite.Rederdrewhergunandfoundit
pluckedfromherhandbyTiger’sbigone.Anothershotrangout,thisone
grazingTiger’sarm,butTigerstilldidn’tflinch.
Tigersaid,“Dylan,”thenhisclothesweresplitting,andanenormousman-
beastwithTiger-stripedfurfilledthekitchen.
Breeexpectedthecopsoutsidetocomechargingin,alertedbygunfireand
Reder’sshouts,butshesawandheardnosignofit.
Theuniformsaimedagain.“Stop!”Dylan’svoicerangthroughthekitchen.
“Don’tprovokehim.CallShifterBureau.Doit.Now!”
“I’monit,”Seansaid.
“Seamus,”Dylansaid.“Seewhat’shappeningoutside.”
“Nooneleavesthisroom!”Redershouteddesperately.
“Ithinkyou’vebeenoutranked,honey,”Nadinesaid.Shetappedacigarette
onthecounterandputitbetweenherlips.“Betterletthemfindoutwhyyour
backupisn’tcoming.”
Redersnappedherfingersatoneoftheuniformsandgrabbedtheradiohe
handedher.“Gonzales,Smith,respond.”
Noanswerbutthecracklingofstatic.
BreereluctantlyslidherarmsfromaroundSeamusashegottohisfeetto
obeyDylan.Hestartedforthelivingroom,butBreewentwithhim,because
Seamuswouldn’tletgoofherhand.
***
Theyhadtogetoutofhere.Seamus’sskinwasroastinghot,crazyimages
tearingthroughhishead,hisbodystartingtoshiftofitsownaccord.Heclamped
downontheneedtobecomelion,holdinghimselfinhumanformwithallhis
strength.
WatchingTigertakingtheshots,breakingthepistolandthecuffs,andthen
burstingintohisbetweenbeast,hadsurgedSeamus’sadrenalinehigh.Tigerwas
nearlyferal,unstoppable,un-Collared,andtheferalinsideSeamusrespondedto
that.
Aglanceoutthefrontwindowshowedthecopsandthecarswerestillthere.
Butthetwouniformsweretalkingquietly,notlookingatthehouse,obviously
hearingnothing.
“Huh,”Breesaidbesidehim.“Maybesomethingisjammingthesignals.”
Oneofherfakecat’searsbrushedSeamus’sarm.Adeepshiverwent
throughhim,aneedsostrongheknewhe’dnotcontainitforlong.
Breehadnoideahowgoodshelookedintheskirtthathuggedherample
curves,themakeupshe’dalreadysmeared,eventhesillycat’sears.Seamus
wonderedwhyeverymaleintheroadhouselastnighthadn’ttriedtocarryher
off.
Thethoughtmadehimrumblewithgrowls.Eventhebriefestimageof
anotherShiftertouchingherhadSeamus’sangersoaring.
TohellwithDylanandhistameShifters,tohellwiththehumancopsand
thehunters.SeamusneededBree—didn’twanttobewithouther,everagain.
Anythingelsegoingoninthishouserightnowwasirrelevant.
Seamusgraspedherarm.“Comewithme,”hesaid,hisvoicebarely
working.
Bree’sblueeyesbehindtheblackpaintwidened.“Comewithyouwhere?”
“Outofhere.Away.We’llgofarfromhere,holeup,staytogether.”
Bree’smouthformedaroundO.Seamusexpectedhertolookterrified,to
yankherselffromhim,tofighthimwiththecouragehe’dseeninher.
Nofearfilledhereyes.Instead,Seamussawinterest,curiosity,andlonging.
ThenBree’sfacefell.“Ican’t.Ican’tleavemymomtodealwithShifters
andthecopsbyherself.”
No,shecouldn’t.Bree’sfamilymightbeverysmall,butSeamushadseen
thefierceloyaltybetweenmotheranddaughter,thesharedgriefoverthebrother,
thewaytheytookcareofeachother.
“Bringher,”Seamussaid.“I’llprotecthertoo.ButIhavetogo,nowthat
I’mhealed.Ihavenochoice.”
Bree’smouthdroppedopenagain.“Wait,youwantmetorunawaywithyou
and‘holeup,’asyousaid...withmymother?”
“Wewilltakecareofher.It’stheShifterway.”
“TheShifterwayisthecrazyway.”Bree’ssmileheldincredulity.“Anyway,
itdoesn’tmatter.We’llnevergetoutpastthecops.”
“Ican.”
“Yeah,Ibetyoucan.”Breelookedhimupanddown.“ButIcan’t.”
“I’llworkonit.Bree...”Seamuscouldn’thelptouchingher,skimmingher
hairbackfromherface.Theheadbandsnaggedonhisfingers.“There’ssomuch
Ineedtotellyou.ButIhavetogetawayfromhere,now,can’tbearrested.It’s
important.”
Bree’sexpressionwasserious.“Didyoureallykillthehunters?”
Confusedmemoriesbeatintohisbrain.Theblood,thepain,snarling,
screams,thesmell...“Idon’tknow.It’s...unclear.”SeamustookBree’shand
again,pressingdown.“NowthatI’vefoundyou,Ican’tletyougo.Ican’t.I
neverwouldhavehealedthisfastifnotforyou.”
“Yousaidthatlastnight.Butifyouneededtoleavesobad,whydidn’tyou
go?Imean,thismorningbeforewewokeup?BeforetheShifterscame.Ifyou’d
goneinthenight,theymightnothavefoundyou.”
Seamuswasalreadyshakinghishead.“BecauseIdidn’twanttoleave
withoutyou.Iwantedtoconvinceyoutocomewithme.”Humortrickled
throughhisfrustration.“Iwasstupid.Whichisalsodowntoyou—mybrains
wentoutthewindowwhenIlandedinyourtruckandlaideyesonyou.There’s
thingsIhavetodo.Ihavetoknowthey’resafe—Goddess,pleaseletthembe
safe—butI’mrunningoutoftime.”Hiswordstumbledout,hisworryescalating.
“Ifyoureallyneedtoleave,”Breesaid.“Icandistractthem.You’reShifter
—I’mprettysureyoucanbegonefasterthantheycanthinktostartlookingfor
you.”
Seamuspulledhisattentionbacktowhatshewassaying.Offeringtostay
behind,totakethewrathofthepolicesoSeamuscouldslipoutandgo.
Sacrifice.
DidSeamushaveachoice?Eitherway,helost.IfheleftwithoutBree,he’d
likelyneverseeheragain.Ifhestayed,he’dfailhismissionandthosewho
countedonhim.Can’thaveboth.
WhatthehumancopsandShifterBureaudidn’tunderstandwasthatShifters
weremorethananimals.Eonsago,whenShiftershadbeencreatedasfighters
fortheFae,thoseShiftersweremoreprimal.Ifhe’dlivedbackthen,Seamus
mighthavesaidtohellwithhisresponsibilitiesandBree’sfamily,grabbedher,
andheadedoff.They’dgosomewhereremote,losethemselves,neverreturn.
ButsincethenShiftershadlearnedaboutcommunities.Didn’tmatterabout
Collars,noCollars,orwhatspecieseachShifterwas—anotherthinghumans,
andeventheCollaredShifters,didn’talwaysunderstand.Seamuscouldbeas
protectiveofthoseinhiscommunity—theLupines,bears,andFelinesnot
remotelyrelatedtohim—ashewaswithhisownfamily.
Whowereallgone.Kendrick’sbandofShiftershadbeenmadeupofthose
leftontheirown.Kendrickhadknownhowtodrawthemtogethersothey
formedonebigclan,nomatterwhattheirorigins.
Nowtheclanhaddissipated,eachShifterhavinghisorherdesignated
responsibilitiestocarryoutbeforetheyreunited.Kendrickseemedtohave
vanishedoffthefaceoftheearthfornow,butitdidn’tmatter.He’dbeback.He
alwayscameback.
Comeawaywithme.Seamuswantedthatmorethananything.ForBreeto
becomepartofhisfamily,partofhispride.
SeamusopenedhismouthtotellBreehehadabetterideawhenahuge
noisesoundedbehindtheatticceilinginthestairwellabovethem.
Witharushandaroar,theplasterandboardsoftheceilingcamedown,
alongwithadelugeofwater,theentiretyofitcrashingintothestairsandthe
floorbelow.
ChapterNine
Breescreamed.Dust,boards,sheetrock,andwaterpoureddownthestairs,
andSeamusslammedhimselfoverBree,feelingdebrispoundhisback.He
smelleddirt,water,blood.
Tigerwasthefirstoneoutofthekitchen.Hewasafulltigernow,giant
pawssendingupplumesofwaterasheboundedacrossthefloodedlivingroom,
shovingasidewoodandpiecesofwallboardtogettothem.Oncetheywerefree,
Tigerstoodoverthem,staringdownwithintenseyelloweyes.
Breewascoughing,butunhurt.Seamusfeltastingonhisfaceandwiped
awayblood,butitwasonlyfromcutsfromtheexplodingpiecesofwallboard
andplaster.
“We’reallright,”Seamussaid.
Tigerturnedfromthemandleaptupthestairs.DylanandSeanhademerged
afterTigerandhadalreadystartedfortheattic.Rederwascloseontheirheels,
slippingonthenowsoakedrugsandfloorboards.Oneoftheuniformsfollowed,
hisweapondrawn,Nadinecomingbehind.Whathadhappenedtothesecond
uniformcopwasunclear.
“Youwon’twanttogoupthere.”NadinecalledafterthemasRederandthe
copheadedupstairs.“It’sdangerous.”
“Whoeverisupthereiscomingdown,”DetectiveRederdeclared.
“It’smyson,”Nadinesaid.She’dstoppedatthefootofthestairs,restingher
handsonthenewelpost.
Rederglareddownather.“Thenyoutellhimtocomeoutquietly.”
“Can’t.He’spassed.Killedinaction.Imeanit’shisghost.He’swatching
overus.”
Reder’sfacewasamixtureofsympathyandanger.“I’msorrytohearabout
yourson,ma’am.Butwhoeverisupthereisnoghost.”
SheturnedawayleavingSeamus,Bree,andNadinealone.
“Mom.”Breesignaledhermotheroverandspokeinarapidwhisper.“We
needtogo.MeandSeamus.Hehasthingshehastodo.”
Seamusbrusheddebrisfromhisshirt.“Breedoesn’twanttoleaveyou
behind.Comewithus.”
Nadinelookedhimoverinsurprise,thenshegaveasnort,hershortcurls
bouncing.“LikeI’mgoingtogorunningthroughemptylotsorhidinginthe
backofRemy’spickup.Youdowhatyouneedto,but—”Shestucktwofingers
againstSeamus’schest.“Youlookaftermydaughter.Bringherhomeinone
piece.Yougotme?Iknowyoudidn’tkillthosemen,soyouproveit.Nowgo.”
Nadineglancedattheceilingandsmiled.“Youknowwhytheirradiosare
jammed?It’sRemy,messingwiththesignals.Thatwashisjobinthearmy,
remember?”
Sheturnedandstartedupthestairs.Above,theShifterswerescrambling
intotheattic,Rederdemandingtoknowwhattheysaw.
SeamustookBree’shand,ledherthroughthekitchen,andoutthebackdoor.
***
Breealreadyknewthatgoingforthepickupwouldbeimpossible.Remy’s
truckwasparkedinfrontandcurrentlysurroundedbycops.Theuniformwho
hadn’tcomeoutofthekitchenwasouttherewiththeothertwo,explainingwhat
wasgoingon.
Breehadgrabbedherpursefromthekitchencounterasthey’dspedout,and
nowshetuckedthebulkythingunderherarm.“Well,youwantedadistraction,”
shesaidtoSeamus.“Thisway.”
Sheledhimoutoftheirsmallyardandacrossafieldtoastrandofliveoaks
growingthicklyalongacreek.Thecreekwaslow,onlyatrickleinit,butthe
dampbedandthetreesgavethemcover.Breewasgladshehadn’tputonspike
heelstocompletehergroupiecostume.She’dgrabbedplainflatsinstead,
needingtohurrythroughthehouse.
Sheworriedaboutleavinghermotherbehind,butonethingBreeknew
aboutNadineFayettewasthatshecouldholdherown.She’draisedtwokidsby
herselfaftertheirdaddied,haddealtwithahellofalotofstuff.AShifterlike
Dylanmightbepowerful,butBreedoubtedhe’dhadtodealwithanyonelike
hermother.
Afterthey’dhikedabouthalfamile,Breeinthelead,shesaid,“Allright,
Seamus.Wehavealittletimeaswerunforourlives.Tellmewhatthisisall
about.Yousaidyoudidn’tknowifyoukilledthehunters.Howcouldyounot
know?”
Seamusdidn’tspeakforamomentandwassoquietBreefearedhe’d
slippedawayandlefther.Shequicklyturnedaround,buthewasastepbehind
her,sunlighttouchinghisdarkhairandglitteringinhiseyes.
“Everythingisablur,”hesaid,hisvoicealowgrowl.“Iwasbeingchased,I
thoughtbythehunters.Butwhensomeoneattackedme,IthoughtitwasShifter,
andIdidn’tholdback.Icouldn’tseeclearly,andscentwasonemassof
confusion.Ineverwouldhavekilledhumanslikethat.Icouldonlyhavedone
thatifI’dgoneferal.”
“OryoureallywerefightingaShifter,andhekilledthehunters.”
“I’veconsideredthattoo.”Seamusletoutaheavysigh.“ButIdon’t
remember.”Hisvoicewentevenmoregrowling,asthoughhelongedtoshift
intohisanimalform.“Thingswereflickinginandoutallnight.Ichangedsafe
houses,becauseIsworewewerebeingstalked.Iwentbacktothefirstsafe
housetoambushtheattacker,todrawhimtofollowme.Everythingafterthat...
Ican’tbesure.UntilIsawthehuntersweredead,andIran,gettingshotalong
theway.Isawyousittinginyourtruckandheadedforit.”
“Andthenwhat?”Breejumpedasmalltrickleofwater,gratefulforSeamus
steadyingheronthemuddybank.“Everythingsuddenlyclearedup?”
“No.”Seamusgaveashortlaugh.“Iwasbeingchasedbyhuntersandinthe
carwithacrazywoman.”
“Notcrazy...well,notmuchcrazy.”
“Iwashalfpassedoutwithpain,”Seamussaid.“ButeverythingsinceImet
you,Iremember.Ihaven’tfadedoutagain.”
“That’sgood.Whereisthissafehouse?Isthatwherewe’regoing?”
“Onlyifwecanmakesurewearen’tfollowed.”Seamuspausedtopusha
branchoutofherway.Itwasquietbackhere,andhumid,Bree’shairalready
damp.“Ihavetogetthere,checkonit,butIcan’triskleadinganyonethere.It’s
veryimportant.”
“I’llmakesure,”Breesaid.“Ididn’texactlyhaveanangelicchildhood.”
Seamusdidn’trespondtothat,andBreeglancedbehindher.Seamuswas
followingclosely,andagain,heputoutahandtohelpherkeepherbalance.
“Sowhatdoyouthinkhappenedinmyattic?”sheaskedastheytrudged
along.“Waterpipebursting?Aleakwouldexplaintheshortinglightyousaw.”
“Idon’tknow.”Seamussoundedtroubled.“Ididn’tlikethesmell.”
“Yeah?Ihaveafeelingyoudon’tmeanlikeananimalthatcrawledinthere
anddied.”
“No,itwassharper,”Seamussaid.“AscentnoShifterwantstosmellinhis
lifetime.Ifyourhouseisonaleyline,itcouldbeagateintotheFaelands.The
scentwasn’tstrong,sotheopeningmightbeweak.Butifyourhouseisonaley
line,Iwantyoutomove.”
“Oh,right.Idon’tthinkmymomwillgoforthat.Thehouseispaidfor.”
Breenavigatedoveraboulder,clingingtoSeamus’sstronghand.“I’veheard
ShifterstalkabouttheFae.Theymadeyoualongtimeago,right?Andnowyou
hatethem?”
“ShiftershavealwayshatedFae.It’snothingnew.”
Seamuspulledhertoahalt.Standingwithhim,Breefeltright,nomatter
thattheywerehurryingthroughacreekbedevadingcopsandShifterswith
Collarsorwhoever.Shebelongedhere,leaningagainsthim.
“Idon’thearanyonefollowing,”Seamussaid.“Weneedtostopandthink.
Whereareyoutryingtotakeme?”
Breeshrugged,likingthewarmthofhisshirtagainsthershoulder.“Tofinda
car,onethatwon’tbemissedforawhile.”Onethatwouldn’tlandonapolice
reportuntiltheywerelonggone.“Remytaughtmehowtohotwire.”
“Youmisshim,”Seamussaid.
“Yeah.”Breeblinkedsuddenlymoisteyes.“Ido.Healwayshadtimeforhis
peskylittlesister.Losinghimputabigholeinmylife,youknow?”
Seamusdrewhishanddownherback.“Idoknow.Ilostmybrotherand
sister,mymom.ItwasbeforeShifterswereroundedup.Whentheystarted
comingafterShifters,planningtoshuttheminShiftertowns,Iranandhidout.I
rantoalotofplacesbeforeIfoundsomeShifterstostaywith.I’dbeenalonea
longtime,butI’mnotanymore.Theytookmein.”
Seamusclosedhismouthtoathinlineasthoughhewantedtosaymorebut
stoppedhimself.
Oneday,Breevowed,she’dmakehimtellhertheentirestory.Rightnow,
though,theycouldn’tstaydowninthiscreekbedforever.
“Thisway,”shesaid,pointingdownasidetrail.“Itwilltakeustoamore
populatedarea,wherewecanfindanoldcar.”
Seamuspressedakisstothetopofherhead.“Howdoyouknowyourway
aroundhere?Ithoughthumansstucktosidewalks.”
Breegavehimalaugh.“Igrewupinthebayous.Learnedtoexplorethe
backwoodswhenIwastiny.WhenImovedhere,thefirstthingIdidwasfigure
outwherealltheselittlepathsoutherewent.Easierthanthebayous,trustme.
ThereareplentyofsnakesinthispartofTexas,butnoalligators.That’saplus.”
Seamusdidn’tlaugh,onlylistenedasthoughsheimpartedimportant
information.Hegaveheranotherkissonthehead,thenpulledawayasthough
worriedhewouldn’tletgoifhedidn’tmakehimself.
WhileBreewasnothappytheyhadtowalkon,puttingdistancebetween
themselvesandherhouse,sheknewnowwasnotthetimeandplacetoindulge
inhergrowingdesiresforSeamus.Inmovies,peoplestoppedandhadsexinthe
middleofrunningawayorfighting,butthatwasthemovies.Thiswasreallife,
anddangerous.
Breeheadeddownanovergrownpath,thetwoofthemduckingunderlow-
hangingbranches.Abouthalfamilelater,theyemergedinaweed-chokedditch
thatwasbridgedoverfortheroadaboveit.
TheywereonthesouthwesternoutskirtsofAustin,whichhadbuiltupso
muchinthelasttenyears,peoplehadtoldBree,thatitwasrunningintothe
townsaroundit.Bree,newtothearea,onlysawstripmalls,housing
developments,restaurants,andgianthardwarestores.
Attheendofastringofstoressellingfarmequipment,buildingequipment,
andlumber,Breefoundcarssittingemptyandforlorninaparkinglot.Thedirt
onthemandthegroundaroundthemtoldherthey’dbeenthereforsometime.
Possiblybecausetheydidn’twork,ormaybetheownersjustdidn’tknowhowto
haulthemoff.
Onlyonewaytofindout.Breewenttothemostwhole-lookingofthemand
openedtheunlockeddoor.
SeamuscroucheddownnexttoherasBreepriedopenthepanelunderthe
steeringwheelandtuggedoutthewiring.Oldcarswereeasiertohotwirethan
newones,whichwerecomputerizedandmighthavefailsafestokeepthecar
fromworkingifthesteeringcolumnwasbroken.Aprocarthiefcouldget
aroundit;anamateurlikeBreecouldnot.
Thiscarwasoldenoughfortheirneeds.Bree’shandsgrewmoist,her
fingersshakingasshestrovetorememberwhatwiresRemyhadtaughtherto
touchtogether.
There.Asparkjumpedfromwiretowire.Thecarsputteredtolife,andthen
died.Breetappedthewiresagain,gettingsparks,buttheenginedidn’tmakea
sound.
“Damnit.”
Seamussaidnothing,onlyroseandhelpedherup.ThenextoneBreetried
hadthesameresult.Theblastedthingshadbeenheretoolong.
Seamus,whocouldhavebeenyellingathertohurryorberatingherfornot
beingabletodowhatsheclaimedshecould,onlypatientlyescortedhertothe
nextcar.Nooneelsewasinthelot,thoughthesunwaswellupnow;noone
seemedtospotthemflittingfromvehicletovehicle.
ThefourthcarBreetriedfinallystruggledtolife.Sherevvedtheengine,
rewardedbyasteadyhum,notgurglingdeaththroes.Sheletoutherbreath.
“Finally.”
Thetankwasalmostempty,andBreewouldhavetofillit.Shewasgrateful
she’dhadsenseenoughtobringherpurse,whichheldalittlebitofcash.Credit
cardsorbankcardswouldbeofflimits—thosewereeasilytraced.Goodthing
therewereenoughpeopleinTexas—ashadbeeninthebayous—whodidn’t
trustcreditcardsandbanks,soBreemakingcashpurchaseswouldn’tbe
regardedasunusualandmemorable.
First,togetthere.
“Allright,”BreesaidasSeamusslidintothepassengerseat.“Wehave
transportation.Wherearewegoing?”
“North,”Seamussaid.
“Canyoubemorespecific?”Breeputthecaringearandcarefullydroveout
ofthelot.Nooneyelled,noonecamerunning,nooneseemedtonotice.
BreeglancedatSeamus,sittingsocasuallynexttoherashehadinhertruck
lastnight,butwashedandnearlyrecoveredthismorning.Hewaswatchingthe
surroundingareaandothercars,sunglintingonthefakeCollarrestingagainst
histhroat.
“I’mnotsurefromhere,”heansweredafteratime.“Gonorth,towardthe
city.”
Breewasn’tasfamiliarwiththisareaasshewantedtobe,butshepickeda
large,high-traffickedroadandturnedthedirectionshethoughtwasnorth.A
greensignwith“Austin”onitplusanarrowpointingthewaydidn’thurt.
“OfalltheShiftersinalltheworldwhocouldjumpintomytruck,”Bree
muttered,“Igotonewho’sdirectionallychallenged.”
Seamusslantedheralookfromhisgoldeneyes.“AndIgotaShiftergroupie
withsmearedmakeup.”Heranagentlefingerdownhercheek.
Breewenthot.“SmearedbecauseIwassavingyourass.”
“Iknow.Byshowingoffyoursweetass.”
Breewenthotterstill.“Oh,youlikeit,doyou?”
“Yes.Andwhatyoufeltlikeunderyoursleepshirt,whenIkissedyoulast
night.”Heskimmedhistouchtohershoulder.“Ilikedit.”
“Yeah?”Breesoftenedherbanter.“Well,sodidI.”
“Good.”Seamuslookedaroundagain,butshesawtheflushonhisface,the
needinhiseyes.“Irememberthisnow.Takethatroad.”
ThatroadwasMopac,whichledrightthroughtheheartofAustin.Seamus
wassearching,searchingastheyspedupthehighway—andthensloweddown
foratonoftraffic.Itwaseightinthemorning,andMopacwasclogged.
Seamuskeptquietuntilthey’dcrossedtheriver.Thenhecamealert,
pointingtoasigntheywerefastapproaching.“Enfield,thatwasit.”
Breepulledhurriedlyacrosstwolanes,earninghonks,yells,andfingers,
divingfortheexit.Seamusdirectedhereast,andtheydroveonagain.Enfield
wasaquieter,ifnarrowstreet,headingupahillbeforeitdescendedagaintoward
thetallbuildingsofdowntown.
Seamuswaspeeringcarefullyaroundagain,directingherdownasidestreet
andthentoanotherlittlearterythatseemedtogonowhere.
“Youknow,we’realmostoutofgas,”Breepointedout.
“Notfarnow,”Seamussaidabsently.
TheyendedupatLamar.Seamusdirectedhersouthonthisstreet,thenintoa
smallerneighborhood.Thehousesherewerenearlyobscuredwithovergrown
treesandbushes.Oldhousesperchedonrisesabovethestreet,stonestairs
leadinguptothem.
“Areyousurethisisright?”Breeasked.“Thisislikethemiddleof
downtownAustin.Well,veryclose,anyway.Youknow,withpolicestationsand
everything.”
“Iknow,”Seamussaid.“Here.”Hepointed.
Breeguidedtheoldcartothecurb,orrather,thesideoftheroad.There
werenosidewalks,justthenarrowstreethiddenamongtreesandbehindacurve
ofhillthatfollowedtheColoradoRiver.Breeknewthattheywereinthemiddle
ofthecity—withpeopleincarsrushingeverywhere—butinthislittlearea,
hiddenfromalleyes,theymighthavebeeninthequietcountryside.
“NotwhatIexpected,”Breesaidinahushedvoice.
Seamusclimbedoutofthecarandcarefullyshutitsdoor—noslamming.
Breejoinedhim,takingthesameamountofcare.
Seamusgaveherahalfsmileashewaitedforher.“DidyouthinkI’dbring
youtoaburned-outshackinthemiddleofnowhere?EvenrogueShifterslike
runningwaterandelectricity.”
“Funny.”Breewrinkledhernose.“Leadon.”
Seamustookhertoaflightofstepsthatwentupthehill,eachindividual
stepnestledintotheearth.Theyclimbedaboutfifteenofthese,treesclosing
aroundthemtoshieldthemfrompassers-byontheroad.NotthatBreesawor
heardanyone.
SeamuspulledoffhisfakeCollarastheywalked,theendsunfusingathis
touchaseasilyasthey’djoined.BreewonderedhowonearthSeanhadmadeit
todothat.Hetrulywasanartist.
Attheendofthestepslayanarrowdirtpath,attheendofthepathahouse.
Thehousewassmall,white,andneedingpaint,withawideporchofthe
bungalowstyle.Thewindowswereframedbyblackshutters,alsoneedingpaint.
Theyardaroundithadseenbetterdays,thegrassyellownowwithcoming
winter.Atonetime,though,Breecouldtell,flowerbedshadlinedthepathand
theperimeterofthehouse.Thewholeplacewasquaint,tiny,andthekindof
placeBreewouldlovetolive.
Seamuswalkeduptothefrontporch,tookakeyfromhispocketatthesame
timehestuffedtheCollarintoit,andunlockedandopenedthedoor.Heentered
thehousefirsttomakesureallwaswellwithin,asShiftersdid.
“Allright,Francesca?”hecalledsoftlyinside.
Francesca?Whothehellwas...
Mustbethetallwomanwithamassofbrownhaircomingdownthestairs,
herrangylooktellingBreeshewasLupine.
TheShifterwhocamegallopingfromthebackatthesoundofSeamus’s
voicewasn’tLupine—orFelineeither.Itwasabear,abrownone,andvery,very
small.He,orshe,barreledtowardSeamusonshortlegswithoversizedpaws,
andransmackintohim.
ChapterTen
Seamusrockedalittleasthecubslammedintohislegs,thenhepausedtolet
himselffeelvastrelief.Katiewasallright.
Bree,behindhim,stoppedinastonishment.Seamusfeltthewavesofher
confusionandwonderrolloffher.
“Andwhoisthis?”Breeaskedwitheagerinterest.
ThelittlebearwasclingingtoSeamus’sleg,clawscomingthroughhisjeans,
asBree’scat’shaddonethismorning.
“ThisisKatie,”Seamussaid,hisvoicealowrumble.“I’mlookingafter
her.”
Katielookedupathername.Thecubwasabouttwoyearsoldinhuman
terms,whichwasbarelyborninShifter.Sheneededconstantcare.
“Butwhatisshedoinghere?”Breeasked,amazed.“She’sShifter,right?
Whathappenedtoherparents?Orareyou...?”Shebrokeoff,lookingat
Francesca.Crossspeciesmatingdidhappen.
Francescaunbentenoughtobarkalaugh.“Notmine.Seamusfoundher.”
“Foundher?”BreeswungherfocustoSeamus.
“Moreorless,”Seamussaid.
Hedidn’twanttodescribehowhe’dcomeacrossKatie’sbearShifter
mother,deadfrombringingKatiein.He’dfoundthemallaloneinthewildsin
northernManitoba,nearHudsonBay.Katie’smotherhadbeenCollared—all
SeamuscouldfigurewasthatshehadescapedherShiftertownforwhatever
reasontohaveherchildalone.
SeamushadfetchedKendrick,who’dsentthemothertodustwithhisSword
oftheGuardianthentakenthecubtofosterwithothers.Kendrick’sShiftershad
manyfostercubs,rescuedfromsimilarsituations.Thecubsweresplitupamong
theShifterswhohadtheabilitytotakecareofthem.
Seamuswasn’tfosteringKatie—Francescawas.WhenKendrick’s
compoundhadbeenraidedanddestroyed,theprotocolwasthatcertaintrackers
wereputinchargeofmakingsurecubsandtheirmothers,naturalandfoster,
weretakencareof.Seamuswasoneofthosetrackers,hisassignment,Katieand
Francesca.
“Anytrouble?”Seamusasked.
Francescashookherhead.“Notapeep.Katie’sgettingrestless,though.She
wantstorun.”
Breecroucheddown,andKatiegamboledovertoher.ShesniffedBreeover,
whileBreewatched,enraptured,thenBreeputoutatentativehandtopether.
KatiegaveababygrowlandrubbedherheadagainstBree’shand.
ThenKatiereacheduponepawandpluckedthecat’sears,forgottenby
Bree,fromherhead.Thecubadjustedtheheadbandonherownheadwithgreat
dexterity,thenreturnedtofourpawsandstartedlopingaroundtheroom.Bree
satback,astunnedlookonherface.
“IfyoutakeheroutrunninginZilkerPark,peoplewillnotice,”shesaid,her
voicefaint.“You’llbeinundatedwithquestions.Andpossiblyarrested.”
Francescabrokein.“Allright,Seamus,whoisthiswoman,andwhydidyou
bringahumantoasafehouse?”
SeamusreturnedFrancesca’slookwithacalmone.“ThisisBreeFayette.
Shesavedmylifelastnight.Bree,Francesca.”
“Mmm.”Francescadidn’tlookhappy,butshegaveBreeanod.“Nowthat
sheknowsaboutus,youknowyoucan’tlethergo.”
“Iwon’tkeepherprisoner,”Seamussaid.Francesca,unfortunatelywasone
ofthoseall-or-nothingShifters.Shiftersshouldkeeptothemselves,nohumans
trusted,unlesstheywerebroughtinandconfined.
BreegaveFrancescaalookofannoyancewithhercat-outlinedeyes.
“Seriously?Ihelpedpickbulletsoutofhimandgothimawayfromabunchof
cops—youreallythinkI’llratyououtnow?”
“You’reoneofthosegroupies,”Francescasaid,hernostrilspinching.
“WhichmeansIlikeShiftersandwantwhat’sbestforthem,”Breereturned.
ShelookedupatSeamusfromthefloor.“Yousurewe’resafehere?”
“Prettysure,”Seamussaid.“AssoonasIditchthecar.”
Bree’seyeswidened.“Leavinguswithnotransportation?”
“Wewon’tneedit,”Seamussaid.“We’lllielowhereforawhile.”Until
Kendrickcontactedthem.Thoseweretheorders.
“I’llditchit,”Francescasaid.“Keys?”
“Nokeys,”Breesaid.“It’swired.Ishoulddoit.”
“Icandealwiththat.”Francescawasalreadyonherwayoutthedoor.“I’ll
hideitsomewherewecangettoitifweneeditagain.”
Thescreendoorbanged.Katiestoppedherrunningandlookedoutthe
screenafterFrancesca,thencametoBreeandclimbeddecidedlyontoherlap.
Breeclosedherarmsaroundbearfur,andKatieleanedintoher.
“Poorlittlething,”Breesaid.“Francescaseems...intense.Areyousureyou
trusther?”
Seamusfoldedhimselfdownnexttothem.“She’satracker.OurShifter
leaderbelievesfemalesareasgoodattrackingasmales.Francescaisnaturally
suspiciousofanyoutsider,withgoodreason.”Heletouthisbreath.“Bree,I
don’tknowwhatthehellisgoingtohappen.It’salwaysbeensosimplebefore.”
BreescratchedthetopofKatie’shead.“Whyisitcomplicatednow?”
“Becauseofyou.”Seamusgaveheranopenlook.“Idon’tknowhowmuch
Icanrisktellingyou.Idon’tknowifthingswillplayoutformyShifterslike
theydidbefore.Idon’tknowifI’mgoingferalorifit’satemporarything.I
don’tknowifIkilledthosehunters.Idon’tknowifI’llhavetodisappearand
neverseeyouagain.”HetouchedBree’shair.“That’skillingmemostofall.”
***
Breestaredupathim,lipsparted.Herentirebodysqueezedintoonetight,
painfulpoint.Embracingthebearcubsentawarm,soothingtricklethroughher,
butSeamus’sdeclarationhadherheartaching.
Hiseyes,intentonher,weregoldenandwarm,histouchelectric.Herethey
were,sittinginarundownhouseinthemiddleoftown,strandedinthisislandof
calm—withabearcubandaLupinewomanwho’dcomebackinsideanytime.
AndBreeknewrightthenshewasfallinginlovewithaShifter.
Shebarelyknewhim,andafterSeamusgothimselfandKatiesafe,she
mightneverseehimagain.Thiscouldbeoneofthoseencountersshe’d
remembertherestofherlife,somethingtoreliveinthemiddleofalonelynight.
Thegreatlovethatwasn’tmeanttobe.
Katie,restlessagain,slidoutofBree’slapandwaddledaway,thecat’sears
stillonherhead.Shesatdownonherbottom,tookthemoff,andstudiedthem
everywhichway.Thenshecurleduparoundthemandclosedhereyes.Inafew
moments,sheemittedababysnore.
SeamuscamedowntoBree,foldinghisbodyaroundher,armscradlingher.
HislipsbrushedBree’sneck,movingupunderherear,hisbreathhot.Bree
turnedherheadandcaughthismouthwithhers.
Thekissbeganslowly,asavoring,alearning.Seamussmelledofthewet
greenstreamthey’drunalong,sweat,himself.Hecuppedherneckinhisstrong
hand,hislipspartinghers,thekissdeepening.
ThecornersofBree’sheart,emptyandsad,begantofill.Thewarmthinside
herchangedtoheatthatflaredandstartedtoconsumeher.
ShewoundherhandbehindSeamus’sneck,pullinghimcloser.Seamus
camereadily,hisarmsenfoldingher,hismouthafineplace.
Theykissedwithoutfrenzy,desirealeisurelyburnbetweenthem.Thefew
days’growthofSeamus’swhiskersscrapedBree’slips,hismouthintoxicating.
Seamusspreadhishandonthebackofherneck,cradlingherintohim.Hischest
washardunderBree’stouch,hisheartbeatingrapidly.Armsandlegsaroundher
heldhersecurely,hisbodyshieldingherfromtheworld.
ThedoorbangedopenandFrancescastrodebackinside.Breeexpected
Seamustojumpaway,buthedidn’t.HekepthisarmsaroundBree,slowly
finishingthekissbeforeheraisedhishead.
Katiedidn’twake.Thecubseemedtounderstandthatshewassafewith
Seamushere,hersidesrisingandfallingindeep,evenbreaths.
Francescapausedinthedoorway,hersharpgazetakinginSeamusandBree
onthefloor.SeamuskepthisarmaroundBreeasthoughitwasthemostnatural
thingintheworld.
Francescaletthedoorclose.“Yourtimingsucks,Seamus,”shesaid.
Seamusmovedoneshoulderinashrug.“Thingshappenwhentheyhappen.”
“Howmuchdoessheknow?”Francescaasked.
“Sheissittingrighthere,”Breesaid.“Iknowyou’rehidingoutfromthe
entireworld,becauseyou’reun-CollaredandI’mguessingyouwanttostaythat
way.Howyouare,Ihaven’tfiguredout.Idon’tthinkyoupulledyourCollars
off.”LikeSeamus,Francescahadnoredlinearoundhernecktoindicateshe’d
rippedaCollaroutofherskin.ThesmallindentationthefakeCollarhadlefton
SeamuswasnothingtowhatarealCollarwouldhavedone.
Francescascowled,herLupinegrayeyesfiery.“Youdon’tneedtoknow
that.”
“Doesn’tmatter,”Breesaid.“You’restuckhere,andyouhavetotakecareof
Katie.What’sgoingtohappenwhenyouneedfood?You’lldriveastolencarto
thegrocerystoredownthestreet?NoteveryhumanrecognizesShifters,butyou
bothwillstandout.Youhavealook.”
EvenmorethanmostCollaredShiftersBreehadknown,evenmorethanthe
Shiftersshe’dmetthismorning,FrancescaandSeamushadawildnessabout
themthatotherShifterslacked.
“Well,wehaveyounow,”Francescasaidtoher.“Youcanshopforus.”
“Right,”Breecountered.“IjustsneakedaShifterawayfromabunchof
cops.TheyprobablyputoutanAPBonme.Everystoreclerkwillbeonthe
lookout,hopingforareward.”
“Enough.”Seamus’sonegrowledworddidn’thavetobeloud.Heroseto
hisfeet—straightupfromasittingposition,noscrambling.Francescasnapped
hermouthclosed,thoughhereyesshowedherfury.“Breeisoneofus,nota
hostage.Shesavedmylife—twice.Ioweher.”
Francescagrowled.“Isawyougivingheralittlepayback.”
AlionsnarlcamefromSeamus’sthroat.HetookonesteptowardFrancesca,
whodancedafewpacesbackonquickfeet.
Francescawasn’tasdominantasSeamus,Breerealized,watchingthem.
She’dseenenoughdominanceskirmishesattheShifterbarsinNewOrleansto
understandwhatwasgoingonhere.
ButFrancescawasn’tlessdominantsimplybecauseshewasfemale.Plenty
offemaleswerehigherthanmalesinthehierarchy.Shewassimplynotashigh
asSeamus.Shewastestinghim,maybetryingtoseeifhe’dmuscleherinto
obedienceoverBree.
FromSeamus’ssoftgrowls,hewasgoingtoprotectBree.Francescasaw
thatandstartedbackingoff,hershouldersrounding,herheaddroopingasshe
conceded.
SeamuswenttoFrancesca,stoodsilentlyinfrontofherforafewseconds,
thenpulledherintoanembrace.Notasensualone,notlikethetenderway
SeamushadheldBree.Thiswasreassurance,likeafathergivinghiscubalick.
Seamusdidn’texactlylickFrancesca,buthepressedherintothehug,
holdinghertight.Francesca’sarmscamearoundhim,hugginghimback,the
tensiongoingoutofher.
Whenhereleasedher,hetouchedhershoulder,thenreturnedtoBree.
Dominancereestablished,SeamuswasshowingFrancescahe’dtakecareofher.
Allwaswell.
Throughitall,Katieslept.Thebearcubwasbonelessonthecarpet,her
smallsnoresbothadorableandcomforting.Completetrust.
FrancescacametoBree,andwhenshespoke,hertonewasmuchmore
respectful.“Katielikesyou,”Francescasaid.“Shedoesn’ttaketoeveryone.”
“Isithardtolookafterabear?”Breeaskedintruecuriosity.“Beinga
wolf?”
“Hell,yeah,”Francescasaid.“Inthewild,I’dneverhavedreamedit.But
Katieisjustso...well,cute.”
Francescastillwasn’thappywithSeamusbringingBreehere,Breecould
see,butFrancescasaidnothingmoreaboutit.Breehadsomesympathy—forall
Francescaknew,BreewassomekindofundercoverspyforShifterBureau,who
wouldwormtheirsecretsoutofthemandturnthemin.Bureaupolicewould
comeoutwithnetsandtranqgunsandroundupSeamus,Francesca,andKatieto
stuffthemintocagesanddecidewhattodowiththem.
“Iknowyoudon’ttrustme,”Breesaid.“Butreally,I’mnotfromShifter
Bureauoranythinglikethat—Idon’tevenknowwheretheirofficesare.I’m
BreeFayette,fromatowninLouisianayou’veneverheardof,Imovedouthere
withmymomwhenweinheritedahousefrommygreat-uncle,andtherewasn’t
anythingleftforusathome.I’maShiftergroupie,ofasort.IloveShiftersand
everythingaboutthem.I’dneverhurtyou,orhelpanyonehurtyou,nomatter
howbitchyyouget,andI’dcertainlyneverdoanythingtoharmacublikeKatie.
Youdon’thavetobelieveme,butthat’sthenakedtruth.”
Francescalistened,browsrising.Seamuswasn’texactlysmiling,buthis
eyeswerefullofwarmth.
“Yeah,well,”Francescasaid.“Don’tsaynaked.Seamusmightgointo
matingfrenzywithyourighthereonthecarpet,andIsodon’tneedtoseethat.”
***
Katieslepton.AtSeamus’ssuggestion,Breecarriedherintoanupstairs
bedroomandlaydownwithher.Francescaletthemgo,sayingnothing.
SeamusknewFrancescahadsnarledathimtoseehowfarhe’dlethergo,to
discoverwhatBreewastohim.He’dtoldher,allright.
FrancescahadwatchedwithcautiouseyesasSeamusescortedBreeand
Katieupstairs,butdidn’ttrytointerfere.Shewastrustinghim.
SeamuskissedBreebrieflyonthelipsaftershesettledonthebedwith
Katie.HepulledablanketoverBreeandwentoutintotheupstairshall,wherea
windowlethimkeepwatchonthefrontperimeter.Francescaprowledrestlessly
downstairs.
NowtosettleinandwaitforKendrick.
Seamushadnodoubthisleaderwouldbeintouch,tellingthemwhereto
regroup—itwasjustamatteroftime.Thiswasthetoughestpartofall,though,
thewaiting.Seamushadbeentrainedtosittightandwaitfororders,butthat
timecouldbebrutal.
WhenKendrickfinallyrevealedwherehisShifterswouldmeetagain,
SeamuswouldaskBreetocomewithhim.Hewasprettysureshe’dsayno,
becauseaccompanyinghimwouldmeangoingintohidingwithhimsomewhere
intheworld,leavinghermotherandeverythingsheknewbehind.Breewould
havetomakethatchoice,andtherewasnoreasonshewouldchoosehim.
Seamuswouldloseher,whenhe’donlyjustfoundher.
Thatthoughthurt.Waitinghereinthishousewasgoingtobehard—leaving
wouldbeharder.
Thedayworeon.BreeandKatiesleptsoundly.Francescaceasedher
prowlingandtookanap,leavingSeamustostandguard.
Ataboutfiveintheafternoon,Seamussawmovementintheshadowsunder
thetreesthatlinedthefrontyard.
Hestiffenedastheshadowslippedfromthetreesaroundtothesideofthe
house.Seamusransilentlydownthestairs,imaginingthepaththeintrudermust
havetaken.Hegothimselfbehindthebackdoorjustasafloorboardonthe
porchcreaked.Theintrudertookonestep,thentwo,thenreachedthedoor.
Seamusflungitopen,grabbedtheShifterontheothersideofit,andhauled
himinside.ItwasaLupine,theonehe’dseenatBree’shousethismorning—
Broderick.
JustasSeamusregisteredthatfact,thelockonthefrontdoorbrokewithout
fanfare,andthedoorbangedopen.TheBengaltigerShifterwalkedinside.
“Breeishere,”Tigerannouncedinhisslowvoice.“Andacub.”
ChapterEleven
Francescacameoffthesofa,snarling,andattackedTiger.Tigerturnedhis
head,putoutonemassivearm,andshoved.Francescasoaredstraightback
throughtheair,landingheavilyonthesofa,andstartedtoshift.
SeamusgotbetweenherandTiger.“Stop!”hecommanded.
Francesca’seyesnarrowed.“Wecantakehim,”shesaid,hervoiceclogged
withthechange.“He’sCollared.”
Broderickansweredfromthekitchendoorway.“Notreally.Tiger’skindof
...special.”
TigergaveBroderickaflatyellowstare,thenFrancesca,thenSeamus.
Francescadrewabreath,droppedbacktothesofa,andstayedhuman.“Whatthe
hellishe?”sheaskedSeamus.
“We’renotsure,”BrodericksaidbeforeSeamuscouldspeak.“Okay,I’mnot
sure.Hismatethinkshe’sallsweetandcuddly,butCarly’sabouttobringinhis
cub,soshe’sgushyrightnow.Therestofusknowhe’sjustcrazy.”Broderick’s
sharpgazewenttoSeamus.TheLupinemightseemnonchalantandasmartass,
buthewasn’tstupid.“Where’sBree?”
“Here.”Breestoodonthestairs.“Whatdoyouwant?”
Seamusgrowled.“Iknowwhattheywant.Howdidyoufindus?”heasked
Broderick.“Nowayyoutrackedus.”
Broderickshrugged.“NowaymostShifterscouldhavetrackedyou.You
wenttogroundfastandprettygood.Buttherearetrackers,andthenthere’s
Tiger.”
Tigerstoodquietly,offeringnoexplanation.“Thereisacubhere.”
“Seamus,whothehellarethey?”Francescademanded,scared.Shewas
afraidforKatie,terrifiedthecubwouldbetaken.Hermission,andSeamus’s,
wastokeepthecubsfree.TigershouldnothaveknownKatiewashere.Seamus
hadn’tbetrayedherexistencewithwordordeed.Hehadn’teventoldBree,as
muchashe’dbeentemptedtotrusther,untilhe’dbroughtherhere.
Broderickhadn’tknown—helookedsurprised.“Tigerjustseemstoknow
wherecubsareandwhenthey’reintrouble.Hehasthisthissearch-and-rescue
thinggoingon.”
Tigerstartedforthestairs.Seamusgrabbedforhimtostophim,butfound
himselfholdingemptyair.
BreegotinfrontofTigerandblockedthewayupthestairs.“Youleaveher
alone!”
SeamuswentforTigeragain,landingonthebiggerman’sback.He
rememberedthecopsshootingTigeratthehouse,andTigerjuststaringatthem.
Seamusknewitwasameanthingtodo,buthejabbedhishandwherehe
rememberedthebulletwoundhadbeen.
Tigersnarled.Heswungaround—fast—thenrapidlybecameatiger,his
clothessplittingandfallingaway.Francescacameoffthesofaagainandtriedto
tacklehim.SeamusendedupontopofherasTigerthrewthembothoff.
Breewasyelling.Tigersimplybumpedheroutofthewayasheflowedup
thestairs.Breegrabbedhistailashepassed,butTigerkeptgoing,pullingBree
alongwithhim.
Seamuswasupandafterthem,Francescarightbehindhim.Broderick
leisurelybroughtuptherear.“She’sgotTigerbythetail,”hesaid.“Notagreat
placetobe.”
SeamusreachedthesecondfloortoseeTigermovingunerringlyintothe
bedroomwherethey’dleftKatie,Breeclinginggrimlyontohistail.
Seamusmadeittothedoor.Inside,Katiewasstandinguponthebed,her
beareyeswide.Whentheenormoustigerstoppedatthebedside,Katiereached
outandputonepawonhisnose.
Tigerrumbledlowinhisthroat.HeclosedhiseyesandletKatiesniffhim
thengivehishugefaceaninquisitivelick.BreeletgoofTiger’stail,staying
verystillasshewatched.
Seamusheldhisbreath.HefeltnodistressatallfromKatie.Curiosity,
wonder,trust.AmazementthatTigerwassobig,butnoworriesatall.
Tigersankdownonhisbellywithahuffofbreath.Hewassobigthat,lying
down,hisbackwasinlinewiththetopofthemattress.Katiekeptsniffinghim,
thensheclimbedonhisback,clingingwithherlittlebearclaws,andrestedher
chinontopofhishead.Tigerhuffedagainandsettleddown,doingnothingthat
woulddisturbKatie.
“SeewhatImean?”Brodericksaidbehindthem.“Thecubs,theylovehim.
It’ssomeprogram,orsomegeneticwhatever-the-hell-they-did-to-his-headkind
ofshitinthelabwheretheyraisedhim.Anyway,letmecuttothechase.”He
leanedhisbigLupinebodyagainstthedoor,tattsmovingonhisupperarmsas
hefoldedthem.“Tigerwassenttotrackyoudown,metotalk—Tigersometimes
talksandsometimesdoesn’t.Dylanwantsyoutocomein.ToShiftertown,I
mean.We’llfixyouupwithfakeCollars,andSeanwillputyouinthedatabase
soitwilllooklikeyou’vealwaysbeenthere.He’sprobablyalreadydoneit.You
stoprunning,thecubissafe.”
Francescagrowledathim,glaringwithgraywolfeyes,testinghis
dominance.Broderickreturnedherlookwithoutconcern.Seamuscouldtell
Broderickwasprettyhighinthedominancechainhimself,aboutlevelwith
Seamus.NotashighasSeanMorrissey,definitelynotinthesameclassas
Dylan.
“LikehellI’mtakingKatietoaShiftertown,”Francescasnarled.“She’sonly
twoyearsold.I’mnotlettingyouputaCollaronher—ever.She’snotlivingin
captivity.She’sawildbear,andshe’sstayingthatway.”
AngerflashedinBroderick’seyes—aShifterwhodidn’tlikebacktalk.Well,
he’dalwaysgetitfromFrancesca.She’dacknowledgeherplaceinthehierarchy,
butifshethoughtsomeoneaboveherwasanasshole,she’dsayso.
“YouthinkI’dstickarealCollaronababy?”Broderickasked,voiceharsh.
“NoCollarsforcubs.DylanandLiamwon’tletithappen.She’llgetafakewhen
she’saroundfiveorsix,tokeepthehumansfooled.YouandSeamusherewill
havetowearfakestoo.Wecan’tletonthatyou’veneverbeenCollared.”
“Howaboutthis?”Seamuscountered,hiscalmervoiceacontrastto
Francesca’sfierceone.“Yougiveusaridesomewherefarfromhere,where
Katiewillbesafe.Thenturnaroundandleaveusalone.Wehavethingstodo.”
HefeltBreewatchinghim.Nowwasthetimeforchoice.WouldBreecome
withhimifheasked?Orrefuse?AndthenwhatwouldSeamusdo?Runwith
FrancescaandkeepKatieprotected,orstaywithBree,whowasbondingwith
hisheart?
Hecouldn’tleaveKatie,ahelplesscub,buttakingBreewiththemwould
putherindangeraswell.Breealsohadalife,amom,friends,ahome.She’dbe
secureandhappyinhernormalexistence—aslongasshestayedawayfrom
Shifters.
Katieisn’tyours,avoiceinhisheadwhispered.She’snotevenaFeline.You
havenoreasontotakecareofher.Breeisyourmate.Grabheranddon’tlether
go.
IfSeamuslistenedtothevoices,he’dtrulygoferal.
Katiemadeasmall,happynoise.SeamusrememberedcominguponKatie’s
mother,deadandcold,hertinycubcryingoutindistress.Katiehadclungonto
Seamuswhenhe’dpickedherup,hermouthseekingfoodfromhisshirt.She’d
becomeSeamus’srightthenandthere.Hecouldn’tabandonher,andheknewit.
“TakeBreetosafety,”SeamussaidtoBroderick.“Andletusgo.Thoseare
myterms.”
“Screwthat.”BreefacedBroderick,handsonhips.“Goawayandleave
themthehellalone,allright?Whycan’tyoupeskyShiftersmindyourown
business?”
Broderickdidn’tlookintimidated.“What,areyougoingtoslapmeonthe
nose,likeyoudidDylan?”Theairvibratedwithhischuckle.“I’dhavepaidto
seethat.”HisgazereturnedtoSeamus.“There’snochoice,myfriend.Iknow
you’rewaitingtojoinupwithKendrickagain,buthe’snotcomingback.Notfor
awhile.Dylandidsomethingwithhim—wedon’tknowwhat.We’retryingto
rounduphisShifters,makesurethey’reallright.Thatmeansyouthree—unless
there’smoreofyouhidinginthebasement?”
Seamus’smouthwentdry,Broderick’slastwordsfadingintogarbled
syllables.DylanhadcapturedKendrick?When?How?Kendrickwasashard-ass
anddominantasDylanwas—hewouldn’tsimplylaydownhisswordandbow
hishead,noteventoDylan.Kendrickwasagoodleader.He’dneverleavehis
Shifterstofendforthemselves.
Francescawasfurious.“Youseriouslywantustobelievethat?”
Broderickgaveheranod.“I’vegotoneoftheun-Collaredonesfromyour
bunkerlivinginmyhousealready.”Hegrimaced.“Mateofmygirlfriend’s
sister.Well,maybeshe’smygirlfriend.ThisShifter,he’shalfferal,andwe’re
nursinghimbacktohealth.He’sdrivingmebatshitcrazy,andIcan’twaituntil
he’sbetterandoutofthere.Butwhatdoyoudo?MygirlfriendwouldkillmeifI
tossedhimoutwhilehe’sstillnuts.”
SeamusknewexactlywhichShifterhewastalkingabout.AFelinecalled
Aleckhadstartedtodeteriorateintotheferalstatetheyallfeared.He’dhooked
upwithagroupieonenight—Nancy,Seamusthoughthernamewas.She’d
stayedwithhim,helpinghim.AleckhaddisappearedthenightKendrick’s
compoundhadbeenraided.
NowBroderickwassayingAleckwasathishouse.InaShiftertown.
“Howishe?”Seamuscouldn’tstopthequestion.
“Aleck?”Broderickconsidered.“Better.BeingwithNancyhelpshim.We’re
hopingwewon’thavetoputarealCollaronhim—Seanthinksitmightmake
himworse.Butwe’reworkingonit.”
SeamusfelttheweightofFrancesca’sgaze.Shewaswaitingforhimto
makethedecision,tochoosewhetherthey’dlettheseShifterstakethemorfight
itout.
Shite.TherewasKatietoconsider.IfSeamuslettheCollaredShiftershave
her,she’dbestuckinaShiftertowntherestofherlife.She’dneverbeallowedto
leave.Katie’smotherhadfledherShiftertowntohaveKatie,presumablyhoping
Katiewouldbeforeverfree.CouldSeamusbreakthesilentpromisehe’dgiven
tothedeadwomantomakesureKatiewasunharmedandhappy?
Ontheotherhand,wherewouldSeamustakeKatienow?IfBroderickspoke
thetruth,andKendrickwasn’tcomingforthem,atleastnotrightnow,then
Seamusneededtofindanotherplaceforher.Buthesureashelldidn’tknow
where.
He’dputtogetherthesafehouseswhilehe’dbeenlivinginthecompound,
againstthedaythey’dhavetoflee.He’dbeencareful,findingplacesthatwere
abandonedorsecluded,makingcashdealsunderthetablewiththeownerswhen
heneededto.
Allhishidingplaceswereburnednow.Bree’shouselikewisewas
compromised.SeamuscouldtakeFrancescaandKatieandrunforit,butthey’d
havetogetpastBroderickandTiger.Seamuswaswillingtobetthereweremore
Shiftersoutside,likeSpikeandRonan,waitingtosweepthemupiftheyran.
Theindecision—orthefutilityofhischoices—nudgedtheferalinhimto
life.Seamusfeltthesurgeofadrenaline,hisfight-or-flightinstinctrisingtotake
over.Hecouldfight,kill,run.HeturnedslowlytoBroderick,feelinghisbody
ripple,wantingtochange,hissightshiftingtohislion’s.
Theworldtookoncurvededges,slightlyfuzzy.Withthatcurvingvision,
SeamussawBroderickstraightening,comingalert,hiswolf’seyestingedwith
red.Fight,crush,break,kill...
Atouchjerkedhimawayfromthespinningthoughts.Seamuslookeddown
toseeBreenexttohim.Theonlythingleftofhercatmakeupwassmudges
aroundhereyes,abitofblackonthetipofhernose.
Herscentwaswarm.Violets,he’dthoughtlastnight.Nowshewasmore
honey-like,tingedwithlemon.
Bree’sblueeyesheldhim,pullinghimin.Hecoulddrowninthatblue.
“Seamus,”shewassaying,hervoicesoft.“I’vehungoutwithalotof
Shifters.Istalkthem,remember?”Herlittlesmiletoreathim.“OnethingI’ve
learnedisthatnomatterhowwildtheyget,orhowbadasstheypretendtobe,
Shiftersdon’thurtthecubs.Theyprotectthemagainsttheentireworld.Humans,
ShifterBureau,otherShifters.Ifthere’sasafeplaceforKatietobe,it’sa
Shiftertown.”
Seamus’smouthwasstiff,buthemadehimselfanswer.Hewassurprisedhe
couldstilltalk.“Onceshegoesin,she’llneverbeletout.”
“Hey,we’reworkingonthat,”Brodericksaid.Hespokecalmly,buthiswary
stancehadn’tchanged,andhewasn’ttakinghiseyesoffSeamus.“Shifterswon’t
becaptivesforever.Atleast,that’swhattheMorrisseysarealwaysspouting.I
knowyoualllikedlivinginyourcrazy-assundergroundbunkerwithno
windows,butsomeday,we’regoingtowalkaroundinthelightwithoutCollars.
Youwanttobearoundwhenthathappens?”
“Soundslikeaspeechyou’vemadebefore,”Seamussaid.
“Yeah,well,yougotme.I’mnotgoodwithwords.Andyoushouldhearmy
girlfriendcomplainaboutthat.Anyway,itsoundsbetterthanComewithusor
wetranqyouandtakeyouanyway.Doesn’tit?Youdon’thaveachoice,my
friend.”
“IthinkTigeralreadydecided,”Breebrokein.“AndIthinkKatielikes
him.”
Tigerhadclimbedsilentlytohisfeetandwasmakingforthedoor.Katie
clungtoTiger’sback,herdarkeyessparklingwithexcitement.
Tigerdidn’twaitforanyonetogetoutofhisway.Hejustwent.Breeand
Francescahadtoscuttleaside,andBrodericksteppedquicklyintothehallas
Tigermovedthroughthedoor.Broderickdidn’ttrytostopTigeroreventalkto
him.
BroderickdidtrytostopSeamusgoingafterTiger,steppinginfrontofhim
asSeamuslefttheroom.SeamusabruptlyshovedtheLupineagainstthenearest
wall.HesawtheflareoffightingrageinBroderick’sgrayeyes,andthen
Broderick’sdeliberatedecisionnottodobattle,notrightnow.
Seamusreleasedhimandskimmeddownthestairs,Breebehindhim.Tiger
wasalreadyinthekitchen,makinghissilent,swiftwayoutofthehouse,Katie
hangingontohisback.
Seamuschargedoutofthehouse...andstraightintoaringofwaiting
Shifters.Ronan,SeantheGuardian,Spikeofthemanytattoos,anotherLupine
dressedlikeacowboy.SeamussensedmoreShiftersinthefrontofthehouse,
othershiddenallaroundtheproperty.Theyweretakingnochances.
Tigersimplywalkedpastthem,carryingKatieaway.Ronan,thebear
Shifter,liftedatranqrifleandpointeditatSeamus.
Breebarreledoutofthehousebehindhim.“Wait!Don’tshoothim!”
SeangaveRonananodandspokeinhisdark,Irish-accentedvoice.“Stand
down,Ronan.Idon’tthinkwe’llbeneedingthat.”
“No,”Seamussaid.Thewordheldfinality,andalsogreatsadness.“You
won’t.”
ChapterTwelve
TheyrodetoShiftertowninaseriesofvehicles.Thecowboy,Ellison,who
introducedhimselftoBreewiththetipofhishatandabigsmile,droveablack
pickupwithTigerhunkeredintheback,coveredbyatarp.Katiewasunderthere
withhim,withFrancesca,whorefusedtogounlessshecouldstaywithKatie.
SeanhadSeamusandBreerideinasmallwhitepickupwithhim.Theothers
cameonmotorcyclesortrucks,noneofthempullingoutoftheneighborhoodat
thesametime.Theydispersed,ratherthanridinginaconvoy.
“We’llhavetofigureoutwheretoputyouall,”Seansaid,soundingcheerful
asheturnedontoastreetthatheadeddowntown.Itwasn’tamainstreet,and
Breewasn’tsurewheretheywere.
“KatiewillprobablygoinwithRonanandthebears,”Seanwenton.“Ronan
andRebeccafosterorphanedcubs,andtheyknowhowtotakecareoflittle
bears,whocanbeahandful,Idon’tmindtellingyou.Wemighthaveroomfor
you,Seamus,atourplace,butyou’dhavetolivewithDylan,andevenscarier,
Glory.Youhaven’tliveduntilyou’vestumbledintoGloryfirstthinginthe
morningbeforeshe’shadhercoffee.Mybrother,Liam,mightbeabletosqueeze
youin,butTigerlivesinhishouse,andsodoesTiger’smate,who’sexpecting.
Butdon’tworry,we’llfindsomewhere.”Seanrelayedallthiswhilezipping
expertlythroughthenarrowstreets,headingevereastward.“You,Bree,already
haveahome.UnlessyouwanttostaywithSeamus...”
Heleftithanging.BreeknewSeanhadsensedsomethingbetweenherand
Seamus—allright,they’dmadeitprettydamnobvious.Shehadnoideahowfar
itwouldgo.WouldSeamusfleeonceKatiewassafe?Whatroomwouldhehave
inhislifeforBree?
“Whathappenedatmyhouse?”sheaskedSeanaroundSeamus.“Whenwe
left,thecopswerereadytotakeyouin.Apparently,theydidn’t.Ismymomall
right?”
“Thatsheis,”Seansaid.“Dylanwenttothestationwiththepolice—his
suggestion.He’sgoodattalkingpeople’round,isDad.Butwe’lldiscussitwhen
wegethome.”SeanshotBreealook.“Yourmum’salmostasscaryasGlory,
youknow?IdrovehertoShiftertown.”
Bree’seyeswidened.“YoutookmymothertoShiftertown?”Shegavea
mockshudder,hidingherreliefthatfornow,hermomwasokay.“You’reright;
thatisscary.”
“Shewouldn’tstayhomeuntilweguaranteedthatyouwerewell.SoDylan
madethecall,andwetookherwithustoShiftertown.She’sfine,onlyalittleput
outthatshecan’tsmoke.”
“Oh.”Breerubbedthebridgeofhernose.“Inthatcase,shemightexplode.”
“She’swaitingforyouatLiam’shouse.Yourmumwasabitmoreobliging
aboutthesmokingwhenshesawthatTiger’smatewaspregnant,andthatLiam
hasaweeoneunderfoot.ShedecidedthesmokewouldbebadforCarlyandthe
cubs—butshedecided,mind.IfyourmumwasaShifter,Ibetshe’dgiveevery
alphaarunfortheirmoney.”
Breehadtoagree.ShesqueezedSeamus’sthighwherehesatbetweenher
andSean.Heputhishandonhers,andBreedidn’tpullaway.Theyrodeinto
Shiftertown,fingersentwined.
***
SeamushadneverbeentoaShiftertown.He’davoidedthemwithevery
breath,makingsurehenevercamewithinmilesofthem.Nowhewasheading
rapidlytowardone.
ThisShiftertownwastotheeastofthe35,neartheoldairport.While
Muellerwasnowbeingbuiltupwithhousesandoffices,largestretchesofitstill
remainedemptyorhalfdemolished.TheShiftertownwasnorthofthat,in
neighborhoodsashiddenastheonethey’djustleft.
TheypassedabarSeansaidwasafavoritehangoutandturnedintothe
streetsoftheneighborhood.Seamus’sbreathstuckinhischest.Hecouldn’t
move,couldn’tthink.Ahazerosebeforehiseyes,whichobscuredthetrees,
bungalows,andShifters.
Itwasdusk,thesunsettingearlyinthewinter.Lightswereoninwindows
andporches,Shifterscomingoutside—mostFelinesandLupineswere
nocturnal.
AllstoppedtowatchSean’swhitetruck,andEllison’sblackone,whichhad
caughtuptothem,comingslowlydowntheroad.Theyknew.Thewholetown.
Shiftercommunitieswerelikethat.Seamusneverunderstoodhowit
worked,butnewsflashedfromoneShiftertoanotherwithastonishingspeed.A
growlhere,alookthere,andrumorcouldflowfasterthanaShiftercouldrun.
Thestreetswerequiet,notrafficatall,thoughvehicleswereparkedatcurbs
orindriveways.Thehouseswereoldbungalowswithdeepporches,neatlykept
yards,nofences.Largetreesoverhungthehouses,trimmed,butthickenoughto
hidewhateverFelineShifterinbigcatformmighthaveclimbedintoonetorest
onabranch.
Seanpulledtoahaltinfrontofatwo-storybungalowwithconcretestrips
thatservedasadriveway.Treestoweredintheyard,obscuringthetopofthe
house.Kids’toyslitteredtheporch,Seamussawasheclimbedthesteps,
followingSean,hisheartpounding,thoughanattempthadbeenmadetoorder
theminthecorner.AShiftercublivedhere.
BreewasdirectlyagainstSeamus’sback,butshelookedaroundwith
interest.HerpresencewastheonlythingkeepingSeamuscalm.Everyfearhe’d
everhadinhislifewasswampinghim,tellinghimtorun,tofighthiswayfree.
OnlyBree’stouchandhisconcernforKatiekepthiminplace.
Tigerwasoutoftheblacktruckassoonasitstopped.Francescaclimbedout
afterhim,rubbingherarmsandlookingaroundinsuspicionandfear.
KatiebarreledoutfromunderthetarpandlandedonTiger’sback.Seamus
startedforthem,worriedaboutwhatTigerwoulddowhenthesmallmissile
landedonhim,butallTigerdidwasglanceonceatKatieasthoughmakingsure
shewassecure.Hethenwalkedupthestepsofthebungalow,ignoringSeamus.
Thefrontdooropened,lettingoutawarmsquareoflight,andatallShifter
lookedoutatthem.Tiger,withoutwaitingforinvitation,walkedrightinside.
“Comeonin,”theFelineShifterinthedoorwaysaid,hisIrishaccent
mirroringSean’s.“I’mLiam.You’rewelcomeinmyhouse.”
I’mopeningmyterritorytoyou,hemeant.Butyou’rehereonmysufferance
untilIknowyoubetter.Becareful.
Seamusacknowledgedthiswithanod.Yourterritory.Yourrules.
Liamreturnedtheacknowledgmentwithouthavingtospeakorevenmakea
gesture.Seamusfounditveryeasytounderstandthisman,ashehadwithSean
andDylan.Butthen,theywerealllionstogether.Thetigerandthetattooed
Spikewerestillenigmas.
Seamussteppedintothehouse,followingLiam,drawingBreewithhim.The
housewasfull,andSeamus’sshynesskickedin.Hewasn’tusedtobeingaround
somanystrangers.
Heknewhe’dneverrememberalltheirnamesrightaway,sofornowhe
didn’tbothertotry.TheimportantoneswereLiam;hismate,Kim,whowas
human;atallblondfemaleShifter—Glory—whowasDylan’smate;andCarly,
humanandverypregnant.
ThetwohumanwomenconvergedonBree.“Hey,”Carlysaid.Shehad
honey-coloredhair,awidesmile,andanabdomenthatannouncedhercubwas
growinglarge.“Welcometotheneighborhood,honey.IbettheseShiftershave
beenrunningyouragged,notevenofferingyouaglassofsomething.Comeon.
KimandIwillfixyouup.”
Tigerslidbetweenthethreeofthem,hisbigheadrubbingonCarly’s
extendedbelly.Carlyrumpledhisfurandplayedwithhisear,somethingSeamus
couldn’timagineasanepersondoing.Shewashismate,allright.
“Aw,lookwhatTiger’sbroughtus,”Carlysaid,hergazeonKatie.“Acutie,
cutiecub.”
Anotherlittlegirlwithblackcurlyhairshotoutfromthekitchen.“Tigger!”
shecried,herarmsoutstretched.Shestoppedshortandstaredatthebearcub.
“Who’sthat?”
Breeansweredher.“ThisisKatie.Isn’tshethesweetestthing?Whoare
you?”
“K’triona,”thesmallgirlanswered.“I’mgoingtobealion.Likehim.”She
pointedafingeratSeamus.
FrancescahadhaltedatSeamus’sside.Sheshivered,herterrorand
uncertaintypalpable.Seamusputanarmaroundher,rubbinghershoulderand
coaxinghertorelax.Difficultto,whenhisownawarenesswasoneofcrackling
tension.
Thenexthourwaschaotic.Nadinewasthere,motheranddaughter
embracingthentalkingatthesametime.Seamuscouldn’thearwhattheysaid,
theirwordsdrownedoutbythevoicesofthemaleShifterssurroundingSeamus
andFrancesca.
Liam,wholookedlaid-backanduninterestedintheworld,provedtobe
anythingbut.ThegleaminhisblueeyestoldSeamushewaseverybitas
formidableasDylan.IfSeamuswantedtoescapeShiftertown,itwouldbethis
manhe’dhavetogetpast,didn’tmatterhowbigTiger,Ronan,andtheothers
were.
BreeandhermomwerenowdrinkingwinewithKim,Carlystickingto
water.Breehadbeenabsorbedintothegroup,alreadylaughingandtalkingas
thoughsheandthesewomenwho’dmatedwithShiftershadbeenfriends
forever.Humanfemalescoulddothat.Shifterfemales,likeFrancesca,were
goingtoneedmoretime.
SeamusknewFrancescawantedtoshift,tofight,toflee.Shewasholding
herselfback,onlybecausesheknewshe’dneverwin,andshe’ddonothingto
jeopardizeKatie.Asitwas,shewouldnotstrayastepfromSeamus.
ThatchangedwhenRonanarrivedwithmorewomen,twoofwhomwere
human—hismateandhersister.Mateandsisterjoinedtheladiesinwineand
laughter.Thesister,whohadhairstreakedhotpinkandorange,wasalready
hangingontoBree.
“Oh,sweetie,yourtopisdarling.IwishI’dknownyoulikedShifterbars;I
couldhavegonewithyou.You’dhavehadagreattime.Someofthosegirlscan
berealbitches,butonceyougetpastthem,it’sfun.”
Hersister,Elizabeth,gaveheraseverelook.“Mabel,whatdidwetalkabout
yougoingtotheroadhouses?”
Mabelrolledhereyes.“Please,I’magrownwoman.”Barely,Seamus
thought.“Besides,IgowithConnor,andeverything’sfine.”
ThetallnephewofLiamandSean,wholookedtobeafewyearsyounger
thanTransitionage,joinedthegroup.“Now,don’tgotellingtalesonme,”
Connorsaid.“UncleLiamandUncleSeanwillbeputtingmeinacage.”
Thethirdfemalewho’dcomewithRonanwasdefinitelyShifter.Abear,
Seamusfigured,abigone.ShewasofRonan’sclan,hesensedbythewaythey
weretogether,butshewasmatedtothehumanmaleinblackfatiguesatherside.
ThisShiftertownwascrazy.
“Tellyouwhat,”theshe-bear,Rebecca,saidtoSeamusandFrancesca.“I’ll
takeyouovertoourplace.We’llintroduceKatietoourfamily,andfixuprooms
foryou.Katie’sgoingtogettooupsetwithallthisruckus.”
Francescafoldedherarms,tryingtohunkerinonherself.“What’stosay
Katiewon’tgetupsetbeingwithyou?”
“Becausewehavebearcubstoo,”Rebeccasaid.“She’llfitrightin.Wehave
thebestandbiggestbearhouseinShiftertown.”
Rebecca’sdominancewasclear.Butthoughthemanwithhermightbe
human,hewasn’thersecond.Hewasquietbecausehechosetobe.
“Whoareyou?”Seamusaskedhim.
Theman,WalkerDanielson,withhispale,buzzedhairandlightblueeyes,
metSeamus’sgazewithastrongone.“ShifterBureau.”
Seamus’sferalinstinctsroseagain,thehaze,whichhadclearedabitwhen
meetingShifterswhoseemedfriendlyifwary,returned.HeturnedtoSean.“You
broughtinShifterBureau?Whatthehellhaveyoudonetome?”
“Nothing,”WalkersaidbeforeSeancouldanswer.“Butweneedtotalk.”
***
Bree’snewbestfriendsandhermothertriedtogethertostayatLiamand
Kim’shousewhileSeamustookKatieawaywiththebears.Breesaidafirm
—“Sorry,wanttomakesureeverything’scool,”andwalkedawayfromthem.
Theyoungwomenshe’djustmetweremuchlikethegirlfriendsBreehad
leftbehindinNewOrleans.Awarmthbeganbehindherbreastbone.Itwasnice
tofindlike-mindedladiestotalktoafterbeinglonelyforsolong.
However,Breedidn’twanttostaythereandlosesightofSeamusandKatie.
SheknewtheseShifterswouldbegoodtothecub,despiteFrancesca’sand
Seamus’sfears,butshewasworriedaboutSeamus.Shecouldn’tshakethe
feelingthatifshelethimwalkaway,she’dneverseehimagain.
Carlyhadsaidthattheman,Walker,wasShifterBureau,thoughshesaidit
withoutconcern.“He’llleaveyoualone,sweetie,”Carlyreassuredher.“Just
mentionducttape.”
Theotherswentoffintolaughter,tellingBreetherewasastorythere,but
shedidn’thavetimetohearitnow.
TigeraccompaniedSeamusandBreetothebear’shome,Katieridingonhis
backagain.Rebeccaledthewaywithherlongstride,hervoiceandWalker’s
entwining.Theybantered,theylaughed—well,Rebeccalaughedloudlywhile
Walker’slaughterwasquieterandmoresubdued.
Atruecouple,Breethoughtwistfully.Withoutdoubt.
Thehousetheyapproachedwaslarge,square,two-story,setwellbackfrom
thestreet,andsurroundedbytrees.MoreShifterscameoutsideasthey
approached,butthesewereyounger,eagerandhangingbackatthesametime.
Cubs,threeofthem.
Onewasayoungmanwhowaswellbuiltandmoreconfidentthanthe
others.AfulladultinShifterterms,butnotbymuch,Breeguessed,maybejust
pastwhattheycalledtheTransition.TheyoungwomanwasaboutMabel’sage,
earlytwenties,butinShifterterms,shewasstillatruecub.Theboywithwhite
hairlookedtobeabouttenoreleven.
Francescahungback,butKatiehadnouncertainty.SheslidoffofTiger,
landedheavily,rolledtoherfeet,andboundeduptotheporch.
Thelittleboyleaneddowntoher.Breesensedtheotherstense,asthough
waitingtoseewhathe’ddo.
Theboystudiedthebearcub,porchlightsshiningonwhitehairandblack
eyesthatwerelikepiecesofthenight.Katiesatdownonherhindquartersand
staredrightbackathim.
“What’shername?”theboyaskedwithoutlookingawayfromher.
Francescaclearedherthroat.“She’sKatie.She’sanorphan.”
“Likeme,”theboysaid.“Hello,Katie.I’mOlaf.”
Katieblinkedsomemore,thenshegottoherfeetandbumpedherheadinto
theboy’sthinlegs.OlafputhisarmsaroundKatieandhuggedher.
Katiemadeoneofhercontented,growlynoisesandhuggedhimback.Bree
sensedtheotherShiftersrelax,asthoughsomethingimportanthadjust
happened.
Olafstraightenedandlookedaroundatthewaitingadults.“She’svery
little,”hesaid.“CanItakecareofher?”
“Ofcourseyoucan,sweetie,”Rebeccasaid,hervoicewarmingasshe
movedtotheporch.“Let’stakeherinside,allright?”
***
“Timeforsomeserioustalk,”Walkersaid.
BreeseatedherselfatthelongtableinRonan’shouse,foldedherhands,and
proceededtolisten.ShedidtrusttheseShifters—atleast,morethanSeamusdid
—butiftheyevenmentionedputtingaCollaronSeamusorcaginghim,they
weregoingtohearitfromher.Shewasn’tquitesurewhatshecoulddoagainst
them,ifanything,butshewouldn’tletthemhurtSeamus—orKatieorFrancesca
—withoutafight.
WalkerDanielsonremindedBreestronglyofherbrother,thoughWalkerwas
quieter.Remy,whileahardpartier,hadpossessedthesamecompetentstrength,
thesameairofself-assurancethatledotherstofollowhim.Sadnesstouchedher,
butatthesametime,thinkingaboutherbrothergaveherconfidence.
WalkerhadtriedtosuggestthatBreegobacktotheMorrisseys,oratleast
retiredtotheroomupstairsshe’dbeengiven,togetsomerest.Breerefused.
TheyweregoingtotalkaboutwhattodoaboutSeamus,andshewasn’tgoing
anywhere.
Seamusdidn’tsitdownbutwanderedtheroom,restless.Rebeccahadtaken
FrancescaandthecubstowhatshecalledtheDen,theconvertedgaragewhere
sheandWalkerlived.Walkerhadremainedbehind,andRonanhadreturned
withouthismatebutwithDylan.
Dylanhadspenttheafternoonwiththepolice,Walkertoldthem,convincing
themthathisShiftershadnothingtodowiththedeathsofthehunters.Walker
hadmethimtheretohelp,thepolicemoretrustingofahumanwhoworkedfor
ShifterBureau.
Nowthethree,Walker,Dylan,andRonan,facedSeamus.
“Theonlywaytoclearthisup,”Walkersaid,“istofindoutwhodidkill
thosehunters.IfitwasaShifter,heneedstobestopped.”
Seamusceasedhispacing.Breesawhisdistressinhistightbackand
shoulders,thehauntedlookinhisgoldeneyes.“Itmighthavebeenme,”hesaid.
Painfilledhisvoice.“Ijustdon’tknow.IthinkI’mgoingferal.”
“Fightingfrenzyhappens,”Dylansaid,hisblueeyesintentuponSeamus.
“WhetheryouwearaCollarornot.Collarsjustmakeithurtmore.”
“No,”Seamussaidtightly.“ImeanIthinkI’mgoingferal,rightnow.”
ChapterThirteen
Seamuscouldbarelysee,barelythink.ThepresenceofRonan,Walker,and
Dylan—abear,ahuman,andanalphaFeline—wasmakinghiminsane.
Breesataloneatthetable,abrightsmudgeoflightinthemiddleof
darkness.Thethreemales,enemiestokeepfromhismate.
SeamuswenttoBree’schairandsliditbackwithherinit,puttinghimself
betweenherandtheothers.DylanandWalkerwatchedhim,theirstances
betrayingtheirtension.
Onlythebear,Ronan,remainedcomfortableandunworried.“Yousureit’s
fightingfrenzythat’swrongwithhim?”heaskedinhisdeepvoice.
“Feral.”Seamusheardthesnarlinhisvoice.“Ican’tkeepitcontained.Lock
meupsomewhere.Don’tletmehurtBree.”
Breewasupandoutofthechair,hercoolhandsonSeamus’shotskin.
“Seamus,I’mnotgoingtoletthemdoanythingtoyou.”
Seamussuppressedashudder,Bree’stouchtheonlythinganchoringhimto
thepresent.“Bree,love.”Heturnedhertohim,brushedshakingfingersoverher
cheek.“Imighthavekilledthosemen.Iwasattacked,Iresponded.Thenext
thingIknewtheyweretornapart.Idon’twanttowakeupandfindoutI’vedone
thattoyou.”
Breewassupposedtolookathiminterror,runfromhim,gofarawaywhere
he’dneverfindher.That’swhathumanwomendidwhenShiftersfrightened
them.NomatterhowmuchgroupiespretendedtobefascinatedbyShifters,at
somepointtheexcitementwasover,andtruedangerbegan.
BreeclosedherhandsaroundSeamus’sforearmsanddrewherselfcloserto
him.“Iknowyoudidn’tkillthem.Youdon’thaveitinyou.”
Seamusknewheshouldjerkaway,putthedistanceoftheroombetween
them,demandWalkertohurryupandtakeheroutofthere.Instead,hestepped
toher,lettingtheirbodiestouch.
“Howdoyouknow?”heaskedinafiercevoice.“Youonlymetmelast
night.Iwasbloodyandshotup,andIforcedyoutohelpmegetaway.Howcan
yousayIdon’thaveitinme?”
Bree’slookwasfartoocalm.“BecauseIknow.Listen,everyonethoughtmy
brotherwasatotalfuck-up.Thathewasdangerous,nothingbuttrouble.They
saiditsomuchthatRemystartedtobelieveithimself.That’swhyhejoinedthe
army,toprovehewasagoodguyatheart.ButIknewitalready.Remyalways
wentoutofhiswaytomakesureIwasallright,thatmymomwas.Mydaddied
whenIwasfive—Ibarelyrememberhim.ButRemywasalwaysthere,taking
careofus.Shithappenedaroundhim,andpeopleblameditonhim,butitwasn’t
himstartingfiresorwreckingcars—hewasthebestdriverIevermet.Hestarted
drivingatthirteen,becausehowelsewerewegoingtogetgrocerieswhenmy
momhadtoworktwelve-hourshifts?Hetookcareofus.”
Shepaused,butshedidn’tletgo.“Ilookatyou,andseethesamethingin
you,”Breewenton.“Everythingyou’vedone,you’vedonetotakecareof
FrancescaandKatie.You’restilldoingit.Andnowyou’retakingcareofmeas
well.”
Hedidn’tsomuchhearBree’sindividualwordsasthesoundofhervoice.It
flowedoverhim,herscentandtouchcalminghim.
“It’sdifferentforShifters,”Seamussaid,wordscomingwithdifficulty.
“We’renothuman.We’reanimalfirst.Thatanimalalwayswantstotakeover.
It’showwewerebred.Wewanttofight,tokill.It’sournature.Wefightitsowe
cansurvive,havecubs,andcontinue.”
Breeshookherhead.“Itdoesn’tmatter.”Sheranherhandsuphimarms.
“You’reafighter,sure,andyou’regoodatsneakingaround,butyou’renota
killer.IdoknowaboutShifters—myfriendinLouisianahadablogIcontributed
to,weresearched,wehadchatswithpeopleallovertheworldaboutShifters,
peoplewhoknewalotofstuff.Heck,everythingthathappenedlastnightand
todaywouldhavemadeagreatpost,butIwon’twriteitbecauseitwouldput
youindanger,somethingI’dneverdo.MypointisthatI’velearnedaboutall
kindsofShiftersforyears.Theferalonesaren’tlikeyou.Youareexhausted,
worried,livingonadrenaline,whileyoutrytomakesureeveryone’sallright.
Thesearebadcircumstances.Iknowthat—”
“Bree.”Seamusputhisfingertipstoherlips.“Whatyouandyourgroupie
friendsknowaboutShiftersisthetipoftheiceberg.”
“Idon’tknow,”Ronansaid.“I’vereadsomeofthoseblogs.They’repretty
good.HelpingmakeShifterslookfun.’Cause,youknow,weare.”
Seamusignoredhim.“Iblankedout—myinstincttoprotectKatiekickedin
andwipedouteverything.Idon’tknowwhathappenedexactly.ButifIdidkill
thosemen,Ican’tknowifitwon’thappenagain.ImighthurtotherShifters.
Cubs.You.”
Bree’sholdtightened.“No,youwon’t.Whenyoujumpedintomytruckand
toldmetogetyouaway,youcouldhavehurtme.Youcouldhavepushedme
out,stolenthetruck,leftmetofendformyself.Youcouldhaveforcedmeto
driveoffintoafield,killedme,takenoff.Youdidn’tdoanyofthosethings.You
cametomyhouse,putupwithmymother,forheaven’ssake,protectedus.
Whenmymompickedthosebulletsoutofyou,yousatthere.I’dthinkthatpain
wouldhavemadeyougoferalifyouwereheadingthatway.AndFuzzlesliked
you.”
Seamustriedtoclearhishead.“Fuzzles?”
“Ourcat.Shedoesn’tlikejustanyone.Shewasalloveryouthesecondshe
laideyesonyou.”Breeranherhandsuphisarmsagain,whichwerewhole,if
scarred.“Can’tsayIblameher.”
Therestoftheworld,theShifters,Walker,thethreats,Seamus’sfears,
abruptlyspunaway.SeamussawonlyBree,herblueeyes,herroundfaceand
wispsofgoldenhair,herplumplipsthatcurvedwithhersmile.
Seamusslidhishandstoherwaist,thetightskirtbeckoninghistouch.He
movedhispalmsdownherspinetocupherbackside,softthroughtheleather.
Bree’sbreathquickened,warmonhislips.Seamus,stillintheworldwhere
nothingexistedbuther,leaneddownandkissedher.
Aslowkiss,takinghistime.Itwasakissofneed,andalsoofpossession,
tellingtheotherShiftersintheroomthatBreewashis.
Breekissedhimback,herarmscomingaroundhimassheopenedtohim
thoroughly,makingalownoiseinherthroat.Shescoopedherselftohim,breasts
andhipsfittingtohischestandthighs.
Thekissturnedfierce,Breepullinghimcloser.Heatskimmeddown
Seamus’sbodyandrestedinhiscock.
Hewantedtoexploreher,gettoknowher,findouteverythingabouther.
Everycurve,everycorner,everypartofher.HewantedtolayBreedownand
feelherbeneathhim,slideinsideher,lethermakehimwholeagain.
“Youcouldberight,Ronan,”cameWalker’sslowdrawl.“Maybenot
fightingfrenzy.”
Theyweren’twrong.Seamuswantedthemalltovanishintotheblueand
leavehimalonewithBree.Sotheycouldbetogether,onthetable,onthecarpet,
onthatbigcouchoverthere...
“I’mtakingyoubacktothescene,”Dylanannounced,hisvoicelikea
glacier.“Thesoonerwefigureoutwhathappened,thesoonerIcanmakethe
policehappy.Afterthat,youcandealwithyourmatingneed.”
“EvenDylanhastorespondtomatingneed,”Ronanputin.“Glorymakes
surehedoes.”
Forthefirsttime,SeamusheardDylan’stonesoften.“Shutit,Ronan.”
BreepressedherhandsflatagainstSeamus’schestandpushed.Seamus
reluctantlybrokethekiss.Hedidn’tlethergo,though,pullinghercloser.
Shiftersneededtouch,andSeamusneededitrightthissecond.
“Yes,let’sgofigureoutwhathappened,”Breesaid.Sheroseontiptoesand
whisperedintoSeamus’sear.“Andthenyoucanteachmeallaboutmating
frenzy.”
***
Seamusdidnotwanttobeinthecabofthewhitepickuponemoretime,
headingsouthinthedark,outofAustinandtotheareaaroundtheroadhouse.
Walkerdrove,whileRonanandDylanrodeinthebed,loungingeasily.
WhileDylanhadassuredSeamusthatthehumanshadfinishedwiththe
sceneofthekillingsfornowandwouldn’tbeanywherenear,thatwasn’tthe
point.Seamusworriedthatsimplybeinginthevicinityofthefightwouldtrigger
hisferalstate,makehimthecrazedfightingbeasthe’dbecome.
HehadthefeelingthatthiswasexactlywhatDylanwanted.Whatbetter
waytoproveSeamuswasgoingferalthantotrytotriggerit?
BreewasnexttoSeamus,holdinghishand.They’dbeendoingsoalmost
sincethey’dmet,Seamusmused.Asthoughthey’dinstinctivelyknowntheyhad
toholdontoeachother,nomatterwhat.
Notlettinggo,Seamusvowed.Neverlettinggo.
Theypassedtheroadhouse,whichwasalreadygoingforthenight,lights
floodingtheparkinglot.Shiftersandhumansmilledinandoutofthelitopen
doorway.
Walkerdroveon,takingaturnoffatSeamus’sdirectiontoheadtoward
Seamus’ssafehouse.Seamushadbeenattackedsomewherebetweenthesafe
houseandthebar,thoughhewasn’tquitecertainwhere.Darknessand
disorientationhadaddedtohisconfusion.
Walkerturnedoffonadirtroad,goingdownaslightrisethatwouldhide
themfromthemainhighway.Attheveryendofthisroadwasanother,narrower
roadthatledtothehouse,abandonedlongago.Thefarmthathadlainaroundit
wasnowfieldsofdust.
DylantoldWalkertostopthepickupsomewaybeforetheymadethehouse.
Walkerpulledtoahalt,shuttingofftheengineandlights.
Thesilenceoutherewasbreathtaking.Nocars,people,dogs,notevenair
trafficpassingoverheadinterruptedthepeace.Theskyabovewasthickwith
stars,asthoughnothingblockedthewaytothosedistantsuns.Hereyoucould
seestarsbetweenthestars.
Seamushadselectedthehouseforitsisolation.He’dhearanyonecominga
longwayoff,soonenoughforthemtogotogroundifnecessary.
Andyettherehadbeensomethingwrong.They’dspentseveralweeksthere,
SeamusandFrancescatakingturnsuneasilywalkingtheperimeterwhileKatie
sleptorplayed.
Finally,onemorningSeamushaddecidedtomovethem.Francescahadn’t
argued.He’dsensedthathidingoutinthemiddleofthecitywouldbemore
effectivethansittingherealone,waitingforanattack.
“Ihadapickupstashedaboutamileaway,”Seamussaid,breakingthe
stillness,thoughnoonehadaskedhimaquestion.“IdroveFrancescaandKatie
tothehouseinAustin,thenIcamebackalone.IwantedtomakesureIhadn’t
ledwhoeveritwasstraighttothem.IditchedthetruckontheoutskirtsofAustin
andreturnedtothehouseacrosscountry.Iprowledaround,actinglikewewere
stillstayingthere.”
Alightflared,Dylanflickingonapowerfulflashlight.ThoughShifters
couldseeinthedark,thetwohumanscouldnotverywell,plusDylanwas
lookingforminuteevidence.
“Thebodieswerehere,”Dylansaid,shiningthelightoverthearea.“The
policebroughtmeouthereearlier,hopingIcouldsolvetheriddleforthem.
Shotgunstornapart,aswerethemen.”
Dylanspokeclinically,butSeamuscouldn’tforgetthestenchofdeath,the
horrorofbloodandentrails,thekickoffeelingthathewasn’talone.
“Thissmellswrong,”Seamussaidabruptly.“Thisisn’twhereIfoundthem.”
Theothersliftedtheirheadsfromstudyingtheground.Breehadn’tleft
Seamus’sside,andshelookedupathimnow.“Whatdoyoumean?”sheasked.
Seamus’sheartbeatfaster.“Nothinginthisexactspottriggersmy
memories.EvenifIneverremember,I’datleastcatchmyownscent.Thebodies
weremovedhereafterIranfromthehunters.”
Dylangaveanod.“That’swhatIthoughttoo—thatthey’dbeenkilled
elsewhere.Ilookedforatrail,evidencethattheyweredraggedorcarriedina
vehicle,butfoundnothing.Itwasplentybloodyhere,sowhoeverbroughtthem
torethemupalittlemorewhentheydumpedthemhere.”
“Butitwasn’tme.”Seamus’sbodyrelaxedsofasthefearedhiskneeswould
buckle.“Iwasneverhere.”
Walkerbrokein,hismatter-of-facttoneremindingSeamusthatthesolution
wasnotthatsimple.Seamusstillcouldhavedonetheoriginalmurder,with
anotherShifterdraggingthebodiesfromthescene.“Telluswhatyoudo
remember.”
Seamusranashakyhandoverhishair.“Otherhunterswerecoming—they’d
seenmestandingoverthebodies.Irantotheroadhouseparkinglot.Weshould
backtrackfromtheroadhouse,seeifwecanfindtheplacethemenwereactually
killed.”
“Let’sdoitthen,”Dylansaid.Hesnappedoffthelightandmadeforthe
truck.
Walkerdrovethempasttheroadhouseagainandturnedoffontoadirtroad
thatcircledit.Hecertainlyknewhiswayaroundbackhere,butmaybeShifter
Bureaumadehimpatrolthearea.
Walkerstoppedthetruck.Theywerefarenoughfromtheroadhousethatthe
parkinglot’slightswouldn’treachthembutcloseenoughsoSeamuscould
searchouthisroute.
Seamus’sheartwassqueezingasheclimbedoutofthetruck,beatingsohard
itfeltlikeitwastryingtojumpuphisgullet.Sensationsrushedbackathim—
scents,thesoundsofscreaming,shouting,blood,darkness,pain.Ragesovastit
couldnotbehis.
“Therewassomethinginthedarkwithme,”hesaid,histhroatraw.Hestill
hadholdofBree’shand—heshouldreleaseherandnotmakehergothrough
this,buthecouldn’tseemtoletgo.Hewalkedwithherunerringlydownadry
ditch,whichwasthickwithdustatthebottom.“Here,”hesaid.
Thebloodsmellwasacrid,cloying.Ronanletoutawhistle.“Goddess,that’s
ripe.”
WalkerandBree,thoughtheydidn’thaveShiftersensitivitytosmell,both
backedupapace,Breewrinklinghernose.
“Iagree,thisiswhereitmusthavehappened.”Dylanseemedtheonlyone
notaffectedbythesmell.“Thescentsareright.Thehunterswerekilledinthis
ditchthencarriedaway,notdragged.Someoneverystrongdidthat.Thekiller
didn’tbothertocomebackandcleanupthescene.Buzzardshavebeenhere,just
becauseoftheblood.”
They’dhaveleftdisappointed,Seamusthought.Nobonestopick.
Thedizzinessthathadbeenbotheringhimreturnedwithawhack.Seamus
clampeddownonBree’shand,hisbreathingshallow.
“No,don’tletme...”
“You’renotgoinganywhere,”Breesaidquickly.Shesqueezedhishand.
“I’mrighthere.I’mnotlettingyougoferal,orbetakentoShifterprison,or
anythingelse.Iknowyoudidn’tkillthehunters.”
“Therewasanger,”Seamussaid.“Despair.Somuchofit.Killingrage.It
cameatme,sweptmeupinit.Ifought.”Theimpactoftheattackcamebackto
him,thenoiseandfury.“Ifoughthard,shifted—itwasinbetween-beastform.It
threwmeaside,beatmedownagainandagain.Icouldn’tprotectthem...”
Bree’stouchwastheonlythingthatkepthimconnectedtothepresent.
Withoutit,Seamuswouldhaveswirledinsidehismemoriesandnotcomeout.
Hisawarenessofher,likeabeaconathisside,groundedhim,allowinghimto
speakofitandnotreliveit.
“Itriedtoprotectthem,andthentheyweredead.”
“Protectwho?”Breeaskedinhersoftvoice.“Thehunters?”
“Yes.”Seamusgazeddownather,hereyesinthestarlighttheonlything
worthlookingat.“Stupidhumans.StalkingaShifter,tryingtokillit.Notme.
TheywerestalkingtheotherShifter,whowasafterme.Hewasferal.Whatever
isferalinmetriedtobecomelikehim.Itwassoreal,sovivid,Icouldn’ttell
whereheleftoffandIbegan.Itwastootemptingtogiveintothewildness.For
amoment,Iwascompletelygone.Feral.Nevercomingback.DearGoddess,it
wasoneoftheworstmomentsofmylife.ToknowIwasinsane,dangerous,a
killer...andnottocare.”
ChapterFourteen
“Butyouweren’t.”Bree’shandtightenedonhis.“Youdidn’tkillthosemen.
Youmadeittofindme.Ihelpedyou,andyouhelpedme.Youcamebackfrom
it.”
Seamusdraggedinalongbreath,findingthecoolsweetnessofthenight
beyondtheblood.“Yes.Icameback.Buttheotherhuntersthoughtthekiller
wasme.IthoughtIwas.”
Andsothey’dchasedhim,shooting,readytobringhimdown.
“Well,that’sarelief,”Ronanbrokein,cuttingthroughSeamus’shorror.
“Won’thavetokillyouthen.Ikindoflikeyou,Feline.”
Seamusreachedforgrimhumor.“Goodthing.I’msleepinginyourhouse
tonight.”
“Bree,”Dylansaidabruptly.“Howlongwereyouwereintheroadhouse?”
“Um.”Breepursedherlipsasshethought.Red,sweet-tastinglips.Nowthat
Seamusknew—ormostlyknew—whathadhappened,histhoughtswereturning
tohisotherpull.TheneedforBree.
“I’dsayalittleoveranhour.”Breesaid.“Iorderedonedrinkandlookedfor
someonetotalkto.Shifterswerestandoffishthere.”
Ronannodded.“Theydon’tmuchlikestrangers.CometoLiam’sbar.We’re
muchmorefriendly.I’mthebouncer—Imakesureeveryone’smorefriendly.”
SeamuspicturedBreeinthesmallbarthey’dpassedonthewayto
Shiftertown,swayingtomusicinhertightskirt,whileShiftersviedtogetnextto
her.Hegrowledandtightenedhisholdonher.
Breedidn’tseemtomind.SheansweredDylan,“Ifyou’reaskingmeifI
sawanyShiftersinthebarwhomighthavekilledthehunters,Idon’tthinkso.
NoneoftheShifterstherelookedinsane—well,notobviously,anyway.They
wereallCollaredandcomfortablewitheachother,asmuchasShiftersof
differentspeciesfromdifferentShiftertownscanbe.Ifonewasferal,I’msure
theywouldhavenoticed.”
Dylanonlygruntedandgaveheranodofthanks.
“Whichleavesuswhere?”Walkerasked.He’dbeenquiet,waitingand
listening.Seamuslikedtodothattoo.“Areyousayingthere’sanunknown,feral
Shifterontheloose?”
“Iwanttogobacktothesafehouse,”Seamussaid.“Theoneouthere.When
Iwasthere,Iknewsomethingwaswrong.IbetIwassensingtheferalwatching
us.Watchingme.”
Noonesuggestedthatitwasfutilerunningaroundinthedarkness.They
wentbacktothetruck,gotin,andWalkerdroveaway,followingSeamus’s
directionsagain.
Ideas,thoughts,worries,swaminSeamus’sbrain.Hetriedtokeephimself
calm,triedtosortthroughthem.Theferalbeastwho’dattackedhimhadtouched
somethingferalinsidehim.BreehadtoldSeamushewasn’takiller,andSeamus
wasstartingtobelieveit.Butsomethingferalinsidehimhadawakened,a
disturbingwildnesshecouldn’tignore.Somethingwasgoingonwithhim,and
heneededtofigureoutwhat.
Bree’sscentwrappedaroundhimasWalker’struckbumpeditswaydown
thewashboardroad.Shewasrightinaworldthatwaswrong.Alightinthe
darkness.Breeunderstoodaboutgrief,butshewaslivingherlife.Theholein
thatlife,leftbyherbrother’sdeath,wasn’tstoppingher.
Seamus’sneedforhercriedouttohim,acravingsostronghecouldseize
hernow,leapoutofthetruck,andrunoffwithhertosomeplacewherethey
couldbetogether.Alone.NotsurroundedbyShifters,hunters,killers,andaguy
fromShifterBureau.
Breeleanedagainsthim,hersleekhairbrushinghischin.Seamusslidhis
armsaroundherandrestedhischeekonherhead.
Thesafehousewasdifficulttoseeinthedarkness,whichwaswhySeamus
hadchosenit.Itwasasmallhouse,abandoned,thatmusthavestoodherefor
fiftyorsixtyyears.Seamushadshoreditupandputinnewwindowsand
plumbingwhenhe’dstilllivedinKendrick’scompound,fortifyingitagainsta
dayhe’dneedit.
Othertrackershaddonesimilarthingswiththehousestheyused,buteven
thetrackersdidn’tknowwhereeachother’ssafehouseswere.Kendrickliked
compartmentalization.Ifonetrackerwascompromised,hecouldn’tcompromise
themall.
WalkerstoppedwhereSeamusdirected.DylantookSeamus’skeyfromhim
andledthewayintothehouse,leavingRonantocircletheplace,lookingfor
signsofintrusion.They’dfoundnonesofar.Theplacelookedempty.
Evenso,Dylanwantedtogofirst,hisdutyasstrongestShifterintheparty
toleadtheway.Walkerinsistedonbringinguptherear,drawingadark,thick-
barreledpistol.Humanslikedtodothat,protectingfrombehind,whichdidmake
sense,especiallywithBreebetweenthem.
Thehouse,whichconsistedoftworoomsandanattic,wasempty.Seamus
caughtawhiffofhisownscent—damn,hemusthavebeennervous—Francesca,
equallyasnervous,andtherathersoothingscentofbabyKatie.
TheauraofKatie’spresencecalmedSeamus.Shewassuchahappycub,in
spiteofherbeginnings.Butthen,she’dbeensnatchedawayfromdeath,cared
for,loved.Katieenjoyedthehelloutofherlife.ShewaswithFrancescanow,in
Shiftertown,assafeasshecouldbeunderthecircumstances.
Overthescentsofhimself,Francesca,andKatie,Seamusdetectedthescent
ofanotherShifter.Theferal.Notstrong—theferalwasn’ttherenow—but
Seamus’sskincrawled.Hefelthiseyeschangetohiswildcat’s,tensionscraping
hisnervesraw.
Theycheckedouttheentiretyofthesmallhouse,butfoundnothing.The
Shifterhadn’tleftevidenceofhimselfbehind,nothinghelpfullikeanotewith
directionstowherehe’dgone.Theferalhadcomehere,lookedaround,and
departed.
TheyfoundnosignsthatSeamusandhischargeshadbeenlivinghereeither.
Seamushadn’tleftanythingtobetraytheirpresence.He’dlearnedlongagothe
importanceofbeingthorough.
Ronancameinthefrontdoor.“Hey,comeseewhatIfound,”hesaid.
Withoutanotherword,heturnedaroundandfadedbackoutside.
Seamusledthewaythistime,tooimpatienttowaitforDylantoplayalpha.
Ronantookthemaroundthehousetothebackthenmovedsomeboardsaway
fromthefoundationtoshowthemadark,gapinghole.
Thescentthatpouredoutofitwasstrong,fetid,disgusting.Seamusclapped
hishandoverhisnoseandmouth,andRonanturnedaway,hisfacegray.Even
Dylanbackedasteportwo,growlscomingfromhisthroat.
Noonewasthere.Walkervolunteeredtogoinsideandlookaround,since
hissenseofsmellwasn’tasstrongastheShifters’,andnoonearguedwithhim.
ThescentwasmakingSeamuswanttoshiftandgetthehelloutofthere,andhe
knewRonanhadtobefeelingthesameway.
Walkerflashedalightaroundinsidethencamebackandhoistedhimselfout
oftheopening.“Heusedthisspacetoaccesstheinsideofthehousebypopping
outthefloorboardsabovehim,”Walkerannouncedasheclimbedtohisfeetand
dustedhimselfoff.“Thenreplacedthemwhenheleftagain.That’swhythedoor
wasstilllocked,windowsunbroken.”
“Whatwashelookingfor?”Ronanasked.Hisvoicesoundednasallyashe
triedtobreatheonlythroughhismouth.“Seamus?Orjustaplacetostay?”
“Idon’tknow,”Seamussaid.“UnlesshewasoneofKendrick’sShifters,and
wentferalwhenwehadtogotoground.That’swhatIthoughtwashappeningto
me.Hemighthavebeenlookingformetohelphim,butbeentoocrazytolet
me.”
DylangaveSeamusathoughtfullook.“I’mthinkingthere’smoretothis
thanweunderstand,”hesaid.“Butnowthatweknowthere’sarogueferalout
there,I’llroundupmytrackers,andwe’llhunthim.We’llfindhim.”
“Letmejoinyou,”Seamussaid.“IfitisoneofKendrick’sShiftersgonebad
—I’llknowhim.Hemightrespondtome.”Seamuswouldtrytohelphim—
goingferalwasnoShifter’sfault—buttheguyhadtobestopped.Theferalwas
outofcontrol,hadmurderedthosemen,andhadtriedtokillSeamus,notto
mentionleavinghimtobeblamedforthekillings.Seamusdidn’thavealotof
sympathyforhumanswhohuntedShiftersforsport,buttheyhadn’tdeserved
suchadeath.
“Ofcourseyou’recomingwithus,”Dylansaid.“You’llknowhimwhenyou
encounterhim,andIwanttokeepaneyeonyou.”
DylanandhistrackerswouldhunttheShifter,figureoutwhohewasand
whathewas,andtrytobringhimbacktosanityiftheycould.
Iftheycouldn’t,thenthey’ddowhatShiftershadtowithferals—endhislife
andsendhimtotheSummerland.Afterthat,Seamuswouldbefreetodiscover
whathehadwithBree,tobewithher.
Maybe.HisfearthathemighthurtBreehadn’tentirelygone.Theferal
shouldnothavebeenabletodragSeamusintothemadnesswithhim.
SeamusalsoneededtofigureoutwhathadhappenedtoKendrick,whatto
dowithFrancescaandKatie,andwhetherBreewantedaCollarlessrogue
Shiftertofallinlovewithher.
IfhestayedinShiftertown,whatwouldhappentohim?Ifhemanagedto
escape,whataboutBree?AndFrancescaandKatie?
Toomanythings.Seamuswasafighter,asoldier.Hefollowedordersand
leftbigdecisionsuptoShifterslikeKendrickorDylan.
Seamushadthefeeling,though,thatthistime,thedecisionshadtocome
fromhim.AndBree.Thiswashislife,notsimplycarryingouttheordersofa
leader.Hisbrainhurt.
“Youallright?”Breeasked,takinghishandastheywalkedbacktothe
truck.
“No,”hesaid.Hedrewherclose,hisarmstealingaroundherwaist.“Butit’s
betterwhenI’mwithyou.”
***
BackinShiftertown,BreefilledFrancescainonwhathadhappened,while
DylanhadaquickconferenceinRonan’slivingroomwithalltheShifters.
BreeheardDylanandWalkerrelatingwhatthey’dfoundoutatSeamus’s
safehouse,thenDylancalledthehunttostartinthemorning,afterthey’drested.
MostferalShiftersrevertedtobeingentirelynocturnal,Dylansaid,andthey
wouldlikelycatchtheShifternapping—literally.TrackersfromSanAntoniohad
beenrecruitedaswell,Dylanfinished,towatchthesafehousetonighttosee
whethertheferalreturned.Dylanwouldbeonalert,aswouldLiamandSean.
Afterthat,thetrackersscattered,andSeamusnearlycrashedtothefloor.
Breecouldn’tconvincehimtogotobed,though,untilhewasone-hundred
percentcertainthatKatiewouldbeallright.She’dbeengivenabedintheroom
withCherie,agrizzlywhowasabouttwenty-oneinhumanyears,butstillacub
inShifterterms.Francescawouldsharetheroomaswell,andOlafinsistedthey
setupacotinitforhim.HewasdeterminedtolookafterKatie.Seamuschecked
theroom,thehouse,theDen,theyard,andtheperimeteroftheyardbeforehe
confessedhimselfsatisfied,fornow.
Finally,BreedraggedSeamustobed.
NoonequestionedthatSeamusandBreewouldshareabedroom.Theother
Shiftersonlysaidgood-nightandtrundledtotheirroomstosleep,andWalker
andRebeccaretiredtotheDen.
Breehadalow-voicedconversationwithhermotheraftershemarched
Seamusupstairs—shehadtouseRonan’slandlineinthekitchen,sinceSean
stillhadn’treturnedhercellphone.
“Really,Mom,I’mfine.Yousoundlikeyou’rehavingagoodtimewithKim
andCarly.We’llgohometomorrow.Tonight,IneedtomakesureSeamusis
okay.”
“Sureyoudo.”Nadineskepticismfloatedoverthephone.“Youknow,I
neverthoughtmygrandchildrenwouldbeShifter,butifthisistheonlywayIget
any...”
Breemadeanoiseofexasperation.“Mom,youaresoaheadofyourself.
Goodnight.”
“I’mjustsaying.Becarefuloverthere.”
“I’lltalktoyoutomorrow,”Breesaidfirmly.“Goodnight.”
“Goodnight,honey.Loveyou.”
“Loveyoutoo.”Breesaiditinallsincerity.Sheandhermomhadtheirups
anddowns,butthey’dsurvivedalottogether,hadmadeitbecauseunderneath
theirbanter,theyhadalovethatcouldn’tbebroken.
Breehungupthephoneandwalkedupstairsandintothebedroomthey’d
beengiven,asmallonethathadbelongedtoRebecca.
Seamuslayfacedownonthebed,soundasleep.
Breeclosedthedoorandstoodattheendofthebed,lookingathim.Seamus
wasstretchedoutinexhaustion,onehandflungacrossthecovers,theother
hangingoverthesideofthemattress.He’dmanagedtogethisbootsandsocks
off,andhisstrongbarefeetdangledoffthebottomofthebed.
Breehadbeenabletowashupandbrushherteethwithatoothbrush
Ronan’smatehadpurchasedforher,andnowshestrippedoutofherclothes,
slidingunderthesheetinherbraandpanties.Shesnappedoffthelightonthe
bedsidetableandsnuggleddown.
Seamusdidn’tmove.Afaintsnoretrickledintotheroom.Moonlight
touchedSeamus’stannedskinanddancedinthedarknessofhishair.
Breehadneverseenhimsorelaxed.Sinceshe’dmethim,Seamushadbeen
tense,woundtoonefocusedpoint.He’dbeenafraidandtryingtobottleuphis
feartoprotectnotonlyKatieandFrancesca,butBreeaswell.Andhermom.
Eventhecat.
Breeleanedacrossthebedandkissedhischeek.Shesavoredthewarmthof
hisskin,theroughburnofhiswhiskers.
Seamus’seyespoppedopen.Theyglitteredgoldinthedark,aShifter
comingfullyawakeandalert.
BeforeBreecouldsayword,Seamusroseoverherandboreherbackinto
thebed.Breefoundherarmsfullofstrong-bodiedShifter,whocoveredher
mouthwithaslowbutforcefulkiss.
Seamus’smouthwasahotplace,hislipsbothleisurelyandintense,as
thoughheplannedtokissherallnight.Breesurrendereddownintothemattress,
readytolethim.
ShetuggedathisT-shirt,draggingitupsoshecouldtouchhim.Seamus
impatientlybrokethekissandshruggedtheshirtoff,thennearlyrippedherbra’s
hookstoopenitandflingitaside.Herunderwearquicklyfollowed.
Barechesttobarechest,theycametogether,Seamus’sheartbeatinghard
abovehers.BreedrewherfingersdownSeamus’ssmoothbackandslidthem
underthewaistband,findingthetautmoundofhisbuttocksbeneath.No
underwear.She’dthoughtasmuch.
“Needyou,”Seamussaid.“Needyou,mymate.Can’tstopmyself.”
Breedidn’twanthimto.Sheworkedherfingersaroundtothefrontofhis
jeansandpoppedopenthebutton.Thezipperhissed,andBreeplungedherhand
insidetocloseitaroundhisveryhardcock.
Seamusfroze.Hiseyesbecamealightgoldencolor,asthoughhewantedto
shift,andbarelycontainedit.Ormaybehesimplylikedwhatshewasdoing.
Breestrokedhimonce,enjoyinghowlargehewas.Itwouldbeatightsqueeze
whenhecameinsideher,butshewouldn’tletthatstopthem.
Sheshovedathisjeans,whichhegothimselfoutof.Seamuskissedhisway
downherthroattoherbreasts,hiswarmmouthtricklingheatacrossherflesh.
Breearched,wantinghim.
“Thewholeofyou,”hesaid.Helickedbetweenherbreasts.“Youcalledout
tomefromthefirst.Ibelong...withyou.”
“I’mnotmindingthat,”Breewhispered.
Seamusliftedaway,repositioninghimselftofithisbodytohers.Hiscock
brushedheropening,thealreadysensitiveplaceshootingfiresalongevery
nerve.
So.ThiswasbeingwithaShifter.
No,thiswasbeingwithamanwhowasextraordinary,beautifulwithout
knowingit,gentleandcaringandatthesametime,withanedgeof
unpredictability.Hiseyestookherin,thedownwardsweepofhisgazetelling
herhelikedwhathesaw.
Breesmiledathim,likinghimtoo.Seamusdraggedinabreath,raisedhis
hips,andslidinsideher.
Large?Yes.Breegaspedashefilledher,openingpiecesofhershehadn’t
realizedwereclosed.
Seamusemittedasoftmoan,hiseyesflickingtoShifter,thegoldofthem
vivid.Thenheclosedhiseyes,hisfacerelaxingevenmoreashebeganasweet
rhythm.
Breewrappedherarmsaroundhim,twiningherlegswithhisashethrust
intoher,hisfirstmovementsslowandsensual.Theroomwascool,November
windtappingatthewindow,butwarmthswathedthem.Breepushedthesheet
away.
Baretothenight,theylovedeachother,Seamusincreasinghisthrusts,Bree
risingtomeethim.Heneededthis;sheneededit.Emptinesswasflowingaway,
herhearthealingforthefirsttimeinalong,longtime.
Slowsensationsfledasdesperationcameuponthem,Seamusmovingfaster,
Breeslidinghandstohisbuttocks,urginghimon.Seamus’sbicepsbunchedas
heheldhimselffromcrushingher;Breeclunghardtohim.
Madnesswascomingoverher,adarkwashofclimax—blissful,hotwaves
shegladlydrownedin.Sheheardhervoicerising,buteverythingwentaway,
everyworry,fear,andcaution.AllsheknewwasSeamusjoiningwithher,
spiralingherintoaplaceofbrightdelight,onehotpointofpleasure.
Itlastedsolong,bothofthemmeetinginthatplaceoffire,hisshouts
blendingwithhers.JustwhenBreethoughtshe’dneverenduremore—but
damn,shedidnotwantittoend—theycrashedtogetheronthebed,gasping,
kissing,sealedtogether.
Afterawhile,theyeasedintoquietude,catchingtheirbreaths.Seamus
smiledather—thefirsttimehe’ddoneso.Itwasawickedsmile,oneofboth
triumphandjoy.
“Beautiful,”hewhisperedashecamedowntoher.“I’veneverseenanything
asbeautifulasyou.”
“You’renotbadyourself,”Breemumbled,exhaustionstealingherpowersof
speech.“Infact,you’reprettyhot.”
Seamus’slowlaughtershookthebed,andtothisagreeablelullaby,Bree
droppedintosleep.
***
Awildscreambrokethedarkness.Breejumpedawake,herheartbanging.
Thesoundwasmorelikeawail,ahorriblenoisethatwoundhigh,boring
throughBree’sbrain.Thesoundcamefromoutside,butaninstantlater,itwas
echoedbySeamus,whothrewbackhisheadandroaredasthoughallthepainin
theworldhadgatheredwithinhim.
Breerolledawayandscrambledtoherfeetinsheerpanic.Seamuscameoff
thebed,hishandsoneithersideofhishead,hiseyessolightgoldtheywere
nearlywhite.
“Hurts,”hemoaned.“Hurts.”
Fromoutsidecameshouts,morescreams,animalcries.Breedidn’twantto
takehergazeoffSeamus,butsherantothewindowandlookedout.
Somethingcrashedpastthetreesthatlinedtheyard,abulkrunningstraight
forthehouse.TheDenwaslitup,Walkeroutside.Sheheardthesoundofa
pistolshot,andanother.
Seamusscreamedagain.Downbelow,BreesawtheglintofswordasSean
sprintedintotheyard,withwhatlookedlikeeverymaleinShiftertownbehind
him.TheywerechasingthegiantanimalthatbrokethroughRonan’sfrontdoor,
splinteringit,andchargedintothehouse.
ChapterFifteen
Pain.Emptiness.Rage.
AllpouredthroughSeamusastheferalcameupthestairs,heading
unerringlytowhatitneeded.
Thecub.
Screamssoundedintheroomwherethey’dputKatie—Cherieand
Francesca,Olafcryingout.SeamuswasbarelyawareofBreesnatchinguphisT-
shirttothrowonherownbodyasheslammedhimselfoutoftheroomand
acrossthehall.
ThedoortoKatie’sroomhadbeentornoffitshinges.SeamussawCherie
pressedintoafarcorner,herterrorsohighitcutthroughtherestoftheemotions
churningthroughSeamus’shead.
Thatclarityallowedhimtoseethesituationwithoutthehazeofmadness—
Francesca,hernightshirtflutteringtothefloorassheshiftedtowolf.Olaf,as
smallashewas,puttinghimselfinfrontofKatie’sbed,hishandsout
protectively.
Olaffacedanotherbear,itsbrownfurmattedwithmudandblood,giant
pawssportingbrokenclaws,itsdarkeyesfilledwithmadness.Thebearwas
male,Shifter,andferal.NoCollaradorneditsneck,Seamussawinthemoment
thebearturnedandcameforhim.
Seamuswasalreadyshiftingtolion.Thebear’sattackcaughthimmid-shift,
athismostvulnerable,whichhenowrealizedwashowthebearhadtakenhim
bysurpriseoutinthedark.Seamusspunbackintothehall,hislion’shindlegs
scrabblingforpurchase.Bree,wide-eyed,gotoutoftheway.
Seamusgainedhisfeet,fullylionnow,andwentforthebear.Thebear
hurtledoutofthebedroom,andtheyslammedtogetherinthehall.
ThestinknearlyknockedSeamusover,asdidtheferal’soutpouringofgrief,
anger,andhatred.Thebearstruck,andstruckagain,itsraggedclawsraking
Seamus’sside.ThescentofbloodwokeSeamus’sfrenzy,andthennothingwas
clear.
Teeth,claws,blows.Seamusrolled,withthebearonhim,thenhecameup
ontopofthebeartobethrownasidelikenothing.Francescaleapt,herwolf
landingfullforceonthebear’sback.AtthesametimeBreedartedinsidethe
room,headingtohelpthecubs.
SeamuswasawareofotherShiftersontheirwayupthestairs,Rebecca
included,Walkerbehindher.Ronanhadalreadychargedoutofhisownroom,
buttherewasnospaceforhimtoshiftintotheKodiakbearhewas.
Anotherlionjoinedthefray.Seamusheardaswordclattertothefloor,and
knewthiswasSean.Seanhitthebear,drivingitfromSeamus,whorolledout
fromunderit.Francescaranatthebear’shugebackfeet,herwolfsnappingand
clawing.
Seamussawtherageinthebear’seyeschangetodesperation.Itknewitwas
outnumbered,wouldnevergetaway.ItflungoffSeamusandSeanwithrenewed
strengthandburstintothebedroom.
Katiewasstandingonthebed,roaringinfearandsurprise.Onthefloornext
toherwasapolarbearcub.Hewasuponhishindlegs,hisblackeyessparkling,
histoo-smallmouthopeninawarningroar.Cheriehadturnedgrizzly,shetoo
risingonbackfeet.Herbearwasalittlemoreformidablethanthoseofthecubs,
butshewasstilltooyoungtotakeonthefull-grownferal.
TheferalbeardrewbackhishugepawsandsweptthemdownatOlafand
Katie.Seamusknewhe’dneverbeabletoreachthemintime.
ButBreewasthere,risingfromtheothersideofthebedlikeanavenging
angel.ShegrabbedKatieandyankedhertosafety,justasthebear’sblow
landed.Themattressrippedintwo,andthewoodenbedsteadclatteredapart,
strikingtheferalbutalsoOlafashescamperedoutoftheway.
ThebearturnedforKatie,andSeamustoreintohim.Theybothwentdown,
Seamusatlastgettinghisteethinthebear’sthroat.Heclampeddown,and
ripped.
Theferalbearroaredhispainandslammedhimselfdown,flailinguntilhe
dislodgedSeamus.Seamus,thebear’sbloodfoulinhismouth,rolledinthe
smallspace,smackingintopiecesofthebrokenbed.
Breewasup,holdingontoKatie,standingagainstCherieforprotection.
Cherie’sCollarwassparkinghard,aswasSean’sasheranin,thoughSean’s
didn’tslowhimdown.HeleaptoverSeamustograbthebearandhaulhimback.
Seamus,gaininghisfeet,joinedhim.Ashedid,Tigerbarreledintothe
room,plantedhispawsonthebear’sbackanddraggedhimtothefloor.
Thebearfoughtawhilelonger,weakernow,thencollapsedandlaystill,
panting.Thetwolionswerebloody,andbloodgushedfromthebear’sthickneck
andthroatwhereSeamushadgothim.Tigerkepthisimmensepawsonthebear,
holdinghiminplace.
Walkerwasinsidenow,sightingoverthebarrelofarifle.“Tranq,”hesaid.
“Getoutoftheway.”
BeforeSeamusorTigercouldmove,theferalbeneaththemshiftedto
human.
Seangotoffhimandbackedaway.Tigerremainedbutsatdownonhis
haunches,asthoughconcedingthatitwasSeamus’svictory.Seamus,stilllion,
heldthemaninplace.
TheShifterwasaboutSeamus’sageinbothhumanandShifterterms.His
shaggy,unwashedhairandlinesonhisfacemadehimlookolder,asdidthe
hauntedlightinhiseyes.MostofwhatSeamussawwascraziness,amindthat
hadlostsanity,thoughasparkoftheoriginalmanremained.
“My...cub.”
Thevoicewascracked,barelyunderstandable.KatiemovedinBree’sarms,
andBreedrewasharpbreath.“HemeansKatie.”
ThebearglaredupatSeamus,angry,maddened,andgrief-stricken.“Mine.”
Seamusslowlyshiftedbacktohuman.Hekeptafirmholdoftheman,
preparedtofightagainifhehadto.Francesca,stillwolf,tookupastanceat
Seamus’sside,alsoready.
Katiewasstrugglingtogetdown.Bree,afterexchangingalookwith
Seamus,setKatieonherfeet.
ThelittlebearclosedthesmalldistancebetweenherselfandtheShifter.She
lookeddownathimashelayonthefloor,hermouthcomingopeninalittle
growlofbothgreetinganddistress.
“Mycub.”Theman’svoicewasweakerbutclearer.“Ifound...”Heputout
onescarred,broken-nailedhandandtouchedherhead.“My...daughter.”
Katielaydownonherstomachandrestedherchinontheman’sshoulder.
Therewasnowayshecouldrecognizehim,Seamusthoughtdimly.They’d
foundKatiewhenshewasonlyadayortwoold,andshe’dknownnoparents
butFrancescaandtheotherShiftersinKendrick’sgroup.
Butsheseemedtoknow,withoutwords,withoutbeingoldenoughevento
shifttohumanyet,thatthisShifterwasherfather.
Hewascompletelyferal.He’dnearlykilledKatietryingtogettoher,had
rippedapartthehumanhunterswithoutremorse,haddonehisbesttokill
Seamus.Savinghim,iftheycould,wouldbetricky.
Somesanityflickeredinthebear’seyes.HecaughtSeamus’shand.“Take
careofher.Promiseme.”
Seamusnodded,claspingthehandthatwasscarredandbloody.“Likeshe
wasourown.”
“Thank...”
Thenreasoninhiseyesdied,andtheredglarereturned.Themansnarled,
thebearcomingback.
KatiescamperedawayinalarmandhidbehindCherie’sgrizzlybearlegs.A
whitestreakbuzzedbehindSeamus,OlafrushingtojointhebearsandBree.Not
fromfear,Seamussensedinamazement.Olafhadflunghimselfinfrontofthem,
thelittlepolarbearreadytoprotectthefemales.
“Sean!”Seamuscalled.
Seanwasthereatonce,inhumanform,thehugeswordoftheGuardianin
hishands.TheferalstruckoutatSeamus,hishandsbearclaws,thenhefell
back,spent,bloodgushingfromhistornthroat.
Seanraisedtheswordhighandbroughtitdown,straightintothebear’s
heart.
Theferalcriedout,akeeningthatshatteredtheair.Thenthebearshuddered
once,whispered,“Thankyou,”letoutalittlesigh,anddied.
Hisbodyshimmeredlikedustmotesinsunshine,andthenwithahiss,he
disintegratedtonothing.Abreathofwindstirredthedustandashes,andallwas
silence.
KatiecameoutfromunderCherie,satdownonherhaunches,andhowled.
Hernoseliftedtothesky,hergriefclawingatSeamus’sheart.
Francesca’showltwinedwithKatie’s,Francescamourningthelossofa
fellowShifter.TheShiftersinsideandoutsideofthehousejoinedthecry,a
sharedsoundofgriefthatonehadbeentakenfromthemtoosoon.
Seanbenthisheadoverthesword,hischestmovingwithhisdistressed
breath.Seamusflowedbackintohislion,androared.
Seamusabsorbedthegriefofthemall—Katie,Francesca,Sean,allthe
Shifters—pouringitbackoutinhisownvoice,feelinghimselfbreakingapart.
Awarmthstolethroughtheterriblepain,thefeelingofarmsaroundhim.
Breehadcometohissideandwrappedherselfaroundhislion’sbody,burying
herfaceinhismane.
Thetouchofamate.Theweightofheragainsthim,hernearness,soothed
thepain,grief,andmadness.AnythingferalinSeamusflowedawayandwas
gone.
Seamusshiftedbacktohishumanform,closedBreeintohisarms,andheld
ontight.
***
Nooneknewthebear’sname,wherehecamefrom,orwhathisclanwas.
Thenextmorning,BreesawthecompassionoftheShiftersastheygavethis
crazed,unnamed,wildbearasend-offtotheGoddess.
AllofShiftertowngatheredinthegreenbehindtheMorrisseys’bungalow,
formingconcentriccirclesaroundthebrazierinthemiddle.SeamusheldKatie
whileFrancescaplacedthewoodenboxthatcontainedthebearShifter’sashes
ontotheflames.
“GodandGoddess,receivethychild,”LiamMorrisseysaid,hisvoice
hushed,hisfacesober.
Anothercollectivehowlwentup,thisonemoresubduedthanhadbeenthe
criesofgrieflastnight.Theferalbearhadfoughtforhiscubandfoughtwell.
Nowhedeservedhisrest.
SeamuswalkedbacktoRonan’shousewithBree,thetwoofthemhandin
hand.BreehadborrowedclothesfromCarlythismorning,agraytopandpencil-
thinblackpantsthatCarlycouldn’twearatthemoment.Bree’sShifter-groupie
lookwasgone.
SeamushadsetKatiedowntowalkonherown.Shewasaccompaniedby
hernow-faithfulOlaf,ashispolarbearcub.Francescawasnevermorethana
stepawayfromthem,andRebeccaandWalkerkeptnearaswell.Katiewouldbe
wellcaredforhere,Breeconcluded.
SeamuswasmuchmoreateasewithhimselftodaythanBreehadseenhim
besofar.Lastnightafterthecleanupfromthefight,sheandSeamushadfallen
backintobed,touching,kissing,anddriftingintohardslumber.
They’dwokencurledaroundeachother,awareandwanting,butRonanhad
bangedonthedoorandtoldthemtheritualtosendthebeartotheGoddess
wouldstartimmediately.
Notimetotalk,tokissverymuch,ortomakewildloveasBreewantedto.
Andwhoknewifthey’deverhavetime?NowthatthethreattoKatiewas
gone,whatwouldSeamusdo?WouldBreehaveanypartofhisdecision?His
life?
Orwouldshegobacktobeingnewgirlintown,tryingtofindajobata
mechanicsshopwheretheymightletherdomorethanjustthepaperworkand
makingthecoffee?Tryingtotakecareofhermom,grieveforherbrother,and
forgetshe’devermetthehot-bodiedmanwithlioneyes.
Nope,forgettingSeamuswasoutofthequestion.
Seamus’shandtightenedonhersastheynearedRonan’shouse.Heknew
thiswasjourney’sendasmuchasshedid,andthatdecisionswouldhavetobe
made.
Dylanwaswaitingfortheminthebigdiningroom.SowasTiger,with
Carly.Tigerwashumannow,hiseyesasgoldenasSeamus’s.He’dpulledhis
chairnexttoCarly’sandhadhisarmaroundher,asthoughdaringanyonetotry
tokeepthemapart.
“Hey,sweetie,”CarlysaidtoBreeasshedroppedintothechairSeamus
pulledoutforher.“Youallright?”
“Tired.”BreetriednottofeelemptywhenSeamusleftherandwenttoSean,
who’daccompaniedthemhere.
Rebecca,Bree’smother,andRonan’smate,Elizabeth,cameoutofthe
kitchenwithplatespiledwithmuffins,scones,andothergoodthings.Theyset
themout,Nadinefussingalittle,whichBreeknewmeantshewasjonesingfora
cigarette.Shewouldn’tsmokearoundthecubsorCarly,butherfingerskept
twitching.
NadinestoppedtosmoothBree’shairandkissthetopofherhead.“Don’t
worry,honey.We’llgohome,andyoucanhaveahotbathandsleepallday.At
least,untilthehammeringstarts.ThatDylansaidhe’dsendhisShiftersoverto
fixtheatticandtheceiling.Isn’tthatniceofhim?”Sheploppedintothechair
nexttoBree.“Ofcourse,I’llbelieveitwhenIseeit.Repairmenalwayssay
they’llshowup,andthenyouwaitthreedays.”
“Ithinkthey’llcome,”Breesaid.Shifterskepttheirword.
“Well,I’mjustgladRemywastheretohelpout.Itoldyouhewas.”
Breehidasigh.“Itwasabrokenwaterpipe,Mom.”Orhaditbeen?Ifso,it
hadbrokenataveryconvenientmoment.Breedecideditwouldbeniceto
believe,withhermother,thatRemywasstillwatchingoverthem.Oneday,
she’dtakeSeamusuptotheatticwithhertoinvestigate—askhimabouthis
theorythatthehousewasonaleylinewithagatetotheFaelands...Thatis,if
hewasaroundforhertoask.
Nadineshrugged,reachingforasconeandtearingitopenononeofthelittle
platesElizabethwashandingaround.“Youseeityourway;Iseeitmine.”
Breedecidednottoarguewithher.She’dlethermotherbecomfortedby
Remy’spresence—realorimagined.Andwiththeweirdnessthey’dexperienced
thelastcoupledays…well,whoknew?
Dylanclearedhisthroat.Hebarelymadeasound,andyetallconversation
ceasedandalleyesturnedtohim.
“Sean,”Dylansaidtohisson.“Whatdidyoufindout?”
“ThatSeamusisourclan,”Seansaid.Prideranginhisvoice.“Acousin—
verydistant—andfromScotland,butwecanforgivehimforthatintime.”He
grinned.“TheGuardiannetworkdoesn’tlie.”
Seamussaidnothing.Hedidn’tlookhappytobeincludedintheMorrissey
family,butnotunhappyeither.Bewilderedandinshockwasabetterwayof
puttingit,Breedecided.
“Whataboutthebear?”Dylanasked.
“Hecouldhavebeenoneofmany,unfortunately,”Seansaid.“Thosewho
didn’ttaketheCollarandwerelefttothemselvesoftenwentferal.ButKatie’s
mum,shewasabearfromaclanupinManitoba,fromaShiftertown.She’drun
offwiththisun-Collaredbear,andtheShiftertowndidn’tknowwhere.Poorlass
obviouslydidn’tmakeitinthewild,andKatie’sfatheralreadymusthavebeen
onhiswaytoferal,orthemumwouldn’thavediedalone.SeamusfoundKatie
...andtherestwecanguess.ThefatherwentlookingforKatie,couldn’tfind
her,sinceKendrick’sShiftersweresogoodathiding.Buthecouldn’tgiveup,
nomatterhowlongittook.”
SeamusdriftedfromhimtostandbehindBree.Hiswarmthcushionedher,
thechairmovedwithhisstrengthasherestedhishandsonitsback.
“Notallun-CollaredShiftersgoferal,”Seamussaidinaquietvoice.
“Weknowthat,”Seansaid.“Imean,we’relearningthat.Knowingmore
aboutyouwouldhelpusalot.”
Seamus’shandstightenedonthechair.“I’mnotalabrat.That’sonereason
werefusedtocomeintwentyyearsago—theexperiments.Dissections.”
Francescamadeanoiseofagreement.
“No,no,”Seansaidquickly.“Shiftersdon’tdothattootherShifters.You’re
familynow.AndFrancescaandKatie,ourguests.You’rewelcomein
Shiftertownaslongasyouwanttobehere.NoCollars.Noneedles.Nodrugs.”
TigergaveSeanagrowl,asthoughremindinghim,Yougotthatright.
Broderick,who’dcomeinwithDylan,askedthequestionBreewantedto.
“WhataboutSeamusthinkinghewasgoingferal?Hewasreallyworriedabout
it.Iwastoo,ifyouwanttoknow.”
“Notferal,”Tigersaidatonce.“Morelikeme.”
“Oh,great,”Broderickgrimaced.“Youmeanhe’sanothercrazy?”
Tigergrowledagain,butmoreinamock-threateningway,asthoughthetwo
wentbackandforthlikethisallthetime.
“I’mnotsure,”Dylansaid,hisblueeyesonSeamus.“I’venevermetone,
andImightbewrong.”Hisgazesharpened.“Ithinkyou,son,areaShifter
empath.”
Seamuswentcompletelystill.“WhatthehellisaShifterempath?”
Dylandidn’tlookaway.“YoupickuptheemotionsofotherShifters.Use
themtohelptheotherShifter—eitherbydrawingitoff,oratleastunderstanding
whatthey’regoingthrough.Youweren’tbecomingferal.Youwereperfectly
finewhenyouwereinBreeandNadine’shousewithus.Youknewtherewas
somethingwrongatyoursafehouseinthemiddleofnowherewhenyournormal
Shifterinstinctsaidyouweresafe.Francescadidn’tnoticetheproblem,did
she?”
Francescashookherhead.ShewatchedSeamus,graygazewarybut
interested.“IthoughtSeamuswasbeingoverlycautions,thoughIdidn’t
disagreewithhim.”
“YoufoundKatie,”Dylanwenton.“Intheentirewilderness,youjust
happenedtofindherintimetosaveherlife.Ithinkyouhomedinonher
distress.”
Seamus’sholdonthechairtightenedevenmoreuntilBreewassurprisedthe
wooddidn’tsplinter.“Ifthat’strue,whyhaven’tInoticeditallthistime?Ithink
Iwouldhaveatsomepoint,don’tyou?”
Dylanshrugged.“MaybeitonlyflareswhentheanguishoftheShifteris
greatenoughtopullyouin.Maybeothertimes,it’ssubtleenoughthatyouthink
itonlynaturalcompassion.Inoticeyouhaven’tbeenabletostayawayfrom
Bree.Youfoundherandyou’rehangingontoher.”
Seamussaidnothing.HebenttoBree,touchinghislipstoherneck,and
didn’tanswer.
“Whatdoesallthismean?”BreewasgettingalittletiredofDylan’s
profoundannouncements.“Thatyou’regoingtomakeSeamusstayherewhile
youwatchhimandseewhathecando?Hespentallthistimesuccessfullynot
beingtrapped,andnowyouwanthimtolockhimselfinwithyousoyoucan
studythisempathicability?Orareyougoingtolethimgo?Ithinkyouneedto
answer,Mr.DylanMorrissey.Rightnow.”
ChapterSixteen
SeamusfeltBree’sanxiousnessandanger.Feltit,forreal,comingupinto
him.Healsofeltherdesire,bothphysicalandemotional.Forhim.
Empathy?OraShifterknowinghistruemate?
“Mydaughteraskedyouagoodquestion,”Nadinesaid,pluckinganother
sconetopieces.“Well?What’sitgoingtobe?”
SeanandDylanlookedonlyatSeamus,nooneelse.“Wediscussedit,”Sean
saidslowly.“MeandDadandLiam.Andwedecided...”Heletouthisbreath.
“Thatwe’dbesorryexcusesforShiftersifwemadeSeamusstay.You’refreeto
go,lad.Anywhereyouwish.We’dliketohangontoKatie,butonlyforherown
protectionuntilshe’sofanagetodecideforherself,butyou...”Seanliftedhis
hands.“It’swhateveryouwant.Francesca,youtoo.”
NoweveryonewasstaringatSeamus.Themanypairsofeyesonhim—the
intenseblueonesoftheMorrisseys,darkonesofRonanandRebecca,thelight
blueofWalker,interestedonesofCarlyandBree’smother,grayofBroderick
andalsoofFrancesca—madeSeamusalittlecagey.Theywerewaitingtosee
whathe’ddo.Accept?Orrun?
Francescasaid,afterdrawingabreath,“I’mstayingwithKatie.”
Seamusfiguredshewould.Katiewashersnow.
Theonlypersonwhodidn’tlookathimwasBree.Seamusdidn’twantto
havetheconversationheneededwithherinfrontofallthosestares,sohelifted
hertoherfeetandstilledherstartledquestionsbypullingheroutoftheroom.
Noneoftheothersfollowedorcalledafterthem.Theyknew.
SeamustookBreeupthestairstotheroomtheyweresharing.Behindthem,
heheardtheShiftersandtheirhumanmatesburstouttalkingatonce,thecrowd
makingenoughnoisetodrownoutanarmy.Allthebetter.
SeamusledBreeintothebedroomandclosedthedoor.Shefacedhiminthe
middleofthefloor,herlake-blueeyesenormous.
“Whatareyougoingtodo?”Breeaskedhim.
Seamusstrippedoffhisshirt.“Rightnow?MakelovetoyoulikeIcan’t
stop.LikeI’vewantedtosinceImetyou.LikeIwouldhaveifwehadn’tkept
gettinginterrupted.”
Hegrowledthelastwordsashekickedoutofhisjeans.He’dputon
underweartodayindeferencetotheceremony,andthatcameofftoo.
Breedidn’tsnaphergazeaway,orscream,ortrytorun.Shelookedhimup
anddown.“Nice.”
“Gladyoulikeit.Joinmeifyouwant.Yourchoice.Iwouldneverforce
you.”Seamustookasteptowardher,tendernesssweepingthroughhimalong
withneed.“Iwouldneverhurtyou.”HebrushedBree’shairfromherface,
revelinginthesilkentouchofherhair,herskin.“Never.”
Breeranherfingersuphischesttothehollowofhisthroat.“Andafter?”
Shestudiedhiscollarbone,notmeetinghiseyes.“Areyougoingtodisappear
forever?”
“Ihaven’tdecided.”Seamus’sheartbeatsped,thewarmthinhimbecoming
surgingheat.“WhateverIdecide,Iwantittobewithyou.Ican’tofferyoua
damnthing—lifeinabedroominShiftertown,orhidingoutinasafehouse...
somewhere.Itwouldsuck.”
“Thatalldepends.Ireallylikedthatbungalowyoufounddowntown.It’s
cute.Orwillbeafterwefixitup.”AsparklelitBree’seyes,thendimmed.
“WhatIdon’twantisforyoutobecaughtbecauseyoustuckaroundtobewith
me.Idon’twanttowatchyouberoundedup,orwhateverit’scalled,arrested
becauseyoudon’thaveaCollar,forcedtowearone,orkilled.”Shepushed
againsthischestandsteppedaway.“Iwon’tbethecauseofthat.I’dratherknow
youwereoutthere—free—evenifitmeansyoucan’tbewithme.”
Tearsbeadedonhereyelashes,andBreeclosedhermouth,asthoughfearing
tosaytoomuch.
Seamusputhishandsonhershouldersanddrewhertohimagain.Not
enough.Heputhisarmsallthewayaroundher,sinkingintoherwarmth,kissing
thecurveofherneck.
“Iknowwhatfreedomisnow.”SeamuskissedBree’sthroatandthenlifted
hisheadtolookintohereyes.“Truefreedomisbeingwiththeoneyoulove,no
matterwhat.It’snotaplaceoratime,orrunningthroughfieldslookingfor
somewheretohide.”Hebrushedakisstohermouth.“It’slovingwhoyouneed
tolove.”
Bree’slipsparted.“Areyousayingyouloveme,SeamusMcGuire?After
knowingmetwodays?Mostofthoseontherun?”
Seamusgaveherashrug.“Itcanhappenfast.Whenit’sright,itshoutsto
you.I’manempath;youknowI’mright.”
Breeputherhandsonherhips.“Isthatgoingtomakeyoufullofyourself?
Becausewe’llhavetoworkonthat.”
“Maybe.Noneofthatmatters,though,untilyouanswer.Doyouwanttobe
withme,love?”
Breelosthercockysmile.Sheroseontiptoesandheldhim,hertears
wettinghischeek.“Craponacrutch,Seamus.OfcourseIwanttobewithyou.
Always.Tohellwithusonlyknowingeachothertwodays—whogetstosetthe
time-limitrule?Iloveyou.Iknowthisbetterthananything.”
“Good.”Seamusletoutthebreathhe’dbeenholding,thedizzinessofit
smackinghim.Hestartedtofallandswungthembotharoundsotheylandedon
thebed,SeamusontopofBree.Hepressedherwristsintothemattress,andshe
smiledupathim.“BecauseI’vedecidedtostayinShiftertown.Idon’twantto
leaveKatie,andSean’sright.Icanhelpthem.”
Seanhadtoldhimtodayaboutafewthingstheywereworkingonwiththe
Collars,tryingtogetthemremovedfromallShifters.Goingferalwasadanger,
andSeamus’sabilitytosurvivewithoutonecouldmakeadifference.
“ButI’monlystayingifyou’llcomevisitme,”Seamussaid.“Anddothis
...”
Hekissedher.Breewrappedherselfaroundhim,openingtohim,deepening
thekiss.Thefabricofherpantsbrushedhisskinandliteveryfireinsidehim.
“I’lldomorethanvisit,”Breesaidwhenthekissended.“I’llshackupwith
you.I’maShiftergroupie,remember?Oratleast,Iusedtobe.That’swhatwe
groupiesdreamofdoing,youknow,movinginwithaShifter.NowthatI’vegot
aShifterofmyown,though,Iwon’tneedtodressupandhangoutanymore.”
“Idon’tknow.”Seamustracedaroundhereyeswherethecatmakeuphad
been.“Maybeyoucanwearthemakeupandcostumesometimes.Thecat’sears
aredamnsexy.”
“Ooh,kinky,areyou?Thissoundslikefun.”
Seamusdrewhisfingersdownherwhiteblouse,achingforher.“You’re
wearingtoomanyclothesrightnow.”
“They’reCarly’s.Cute,aren’tthey?Shehasgoodtaste.”
“You’llhavetobuyhermore,”Seamusgrowled.
Shifterscouldripintoclothesswiftlyandprecisely.Intheworkofafew
moments,theshirtandpantsandherunderwearlayinshredsaroundthem,Bree
squealingindelightedsurprise.
Hercriessoftenedtothoseofpleasure,andthenagroanasSeamusslid
insideher.
ThebedcreakedasBreedrewherhandsdownhisback.Seamusforgot
aboutpain,sorrow,grief,hurt,emptiness,andfilledhimselfwithBree.Her
generouslove,hersmiles,herbeauty,hersensuallittlegrowlashestartedto
move.
Seamuswasonewithhismate,feelingherjoy,herlovesurroundinghim
andmakinghimwhole.Everythingheneeded.
End
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WhiteTiger
ShiftersUnbound,Book8
ChapterOne
Itwasalmosttime.AddisonPriceslidthecoffeepotbackontheheater,
unabletokeephereyefromtheclock.Thedinerclosedatmidnight.Everynight
atelevenfifty-fiveonthedot,hecamein.
Tonight,though,elevenfifty-fivecameandwent.Andelevenfifty-six,fifty-
seven.
She’dhavetocloseup.Theownerlikedeverythingshutdownrightat
midnight.He’dcomeinaboutfifteenminuteslaterandstartgoingthroughthe
accountsfortheday.
Elevenfifty-eight.Thelastcustomer,afarmerinaJohnDeerecaphemust
havepickedupfortyyearsagofromallthegrimeonit,grinnedatherandsaid,
“Night,Addie.Timetogohometothewife.”
Hesaidthateverynight.Addieonlysmiledathimandwavedgood-bye.
Elevenfifty-nine.Inoneminute,she’dhavetolockthedoor,turntheOpen
signaroundtoClosed,helpwiththecleanup,andthengohome.Hersisterand
threekidswouldbeasleep,schooldaytomorrow.Addiewouldcreepinasusual,
takeasoothingshower,playontheInternetalittletounwind,andthenfall
asleep.Herunwaveringroutine.
Tonight,though,shewouldn’tbeabletoanalyzeeverysinglethingthe
white-and-black-hairedmansaidtoheranddecidewhetherhelikedherorwas
justmakingconversation.
Thesecondhandontheanalogclockabovethepasstothekitchenswept
downfromthetwelvetowardthesix.Eleven-fiftynineandthirtyseconds.Forty.
Forty-five.
Addiesighedandmovedtotheglassfrontdoor.
Whichopenedassheapproachedit,bringinginwarmthofaTexasnight,
andtheman.
Addiequicklychangedreachingforthedoor’slocktoyankingthedoor
openwideandgivinghimhersunniestsmile.“Hello,there.Y’allcomeonin.
Youmadeitjustintime.”
Thebigmangaveherhispolitenodandwalkedpastherwithanevenstride,
theblackdenimcoathealwaysworebrushingjeansthathuggedthemost
gorgeousbuttAddiehadseeninallherdays.Becausethisdiner’sclientelehad
plentyoffarmers,utilityworkers,andbikersjustpassingthrough,she’dseenher
fairshareofnot-so-goodbacksidesinjeans…orslippinginappropriatelyabove
waistbands.
Hermanwasdifferent.Hisbehindwasworthasecond,third,andfourth
look.Hewastallbutnotlanky,hisbuildthatofalinebackerinfinetraining,his
shouldersandcheststretchinghisblackT-shirt.Thefootwearundertheblue
jeanswasalwayseithergraycowboybootsorblackmotorcycleboots.Tonight,
itwasthemotorcycleboots,suppleleatherhugginghisankles.
And,asalways,Addie’smancarriedthesword.Hekeptitwrappedindark
cloth,alongbundleheheldinhishandandtuckedbesidehisseatwhenhesat
downandordered.AtfirstAddiehadthoughtthebundleheldagun—arifleor
shotgun—andshe’dhadtotellhimthattheowner,Bo,didn’tallowfirearmsof
anykindinhisdiner.She’dlockitupforhimifhewantedwhileheate.They
hadaspeciallockerforthehunterswhowereregulars.
Themanhadshotheraquizzicallookfromhisincrediblysexygreeneyes,
pulledbackthecloth,andrevealedthehiltofasword.
Asword,forcrap’ssake.Abigone,withasilverhilt.Addiehadswallowed
hardandsaidthatmaybeitwasokayifhekeptitdownbesidehischair.He’d
givenheracurtnodandcoveredthehiltbackup.
Butthatwasjusthim.HewaslikenomanAddiehadevermetinherlife.
Hiseyeswereanincrediblegreenshecouldn’tlookawayfromoncehecaught
herwithagaze.Theeyeswentwithhishardface,whichhadbeenknocked
aroundinhislife,buthestillmanagedtobehandsomeenoughtoturnthehead
ofwhateverwomanhappenedtobeinthislate.Which,mostnights,wasonly
Addie.
Hishair,though,wastheweirdestthing.Itwaswhite,likeaScandinavian
white-blond,butstripedwithblack.Asthoughhe’dgoneinforadyejobone
dayandleftithalffinished.Ormaybehesimplylikedthelook.
Except,Addiewouldswearitwasnatural.Dyesleftanunusualsheenor
lookedbrittleafterawhile.Hishairglistenedunderthelights,eachstrandsoft,
weavingwiththeothersinashortcutthatsuitedhisface.Addieoftenstudied
hisheadashebentoverhispie,andshe’dclutchheraprontokeepfrom
reachingoutandrunningherfingersthroughhisinterestinghair.
Insum—thismanwashotterthanaTexaswindonadrysummerday.Addie
couldfeelthesultryheatwhenshewasaroundhim.Atleast,shesurestartedto
sweatwhenevershelookedathim.
Forthelastmonthorso,he’dcomeineverynightneartoclosingtime,order
thelastpiecesofbananacreampieandtheapplepiewithstreuselandeatwhile
Addielockedthedoorandwentthroughherritualsforthenight.WhenBo
arrivedthroughthebackdoor,themanwouldgooutthefront,takinghissword
…andtheotherthingshealwaysbrought.
Theycameinnow,walkingbehindhim—threelittleboys,theoldestone
followingthetwoyoungerones.Theoldestone’snamewasRobbie,andhe
broughtuptherear,lookingaroundasthoughguardinghistwolittlebrothers
withhislife.
“Hello,Robbie,”Addiesaid.“Brett,Zane.Howareyoutonight?”
ThetwolittlestwouldchorusFine,butRobbieonlygaveherapolitenod,
mimickinghisfather.IfhewasRobbie’sfather.Theyoungestonesdidhavethe
man’sgreeneyesandwhite-and-blackhair,butRobbiedidn’tlooklikeanyof
them.Hehaddarkbrownhairandeyesthatweregray—astriking-lookingkid,
butAddiefiguredhewasn’trelatedtotheothers.Adoptedmaybe,oranephew.
Whatever,theguylookedafterallthreewithprotectivefierceness,notletting
anyonenearthem.
Theytookfourstoolsatthecounter,asusual.Robbiesatontheseatfarthest
fromthedoor,ZaneandBrettperchedinthenexttwoseats,withtheirdadnext
tothem,hisbulkbetweenthemandwhoevermightenterthediner.Theseseats
werealsonotinfrontofthediner’swindows,butattheveryendofthecounter,
almostinthehalltothebathrooms.
Addietookupthecoffeepotandpouredacupoffullycaffeinatedbrewfor
black-and-whiteguyandthreeicewatersfortheboys.She’dofferedthemcokes
whentheyfirstcamein,buttheirdaddidn’tlikethemhavingsugareddrinks.
Consideringhowmuchpietheyputaway,Addiedidn’tblamehim.Sweet
sodasontopofthatwouldhavethemwiredtothegillsallnight.
“Youalmostmissedthepie,”Addiesaidtotheboysasshesetthedripping
glassesofwateronthecounter.“Wehadarunonittoday.ButIsavedyouback
afewpiecesinthefridge.”Shewinkedatthem.“I’lljustrunandgetthem.
That’sthreebananacreamsandanapplestreusel,right?”
Shelookedintothefather’sgreeneyes,andstopped.
She’dneverseenhimlookatherlikethat.Therewasahungerinhisgaze,
powerfulandintense.Heskeweredherwithit,andAddielookedbackathim,
hermouthopen,herheartconstrictingbeforeitstartedpounding.
Menhadlookedatherwithsuggestionbefore,butthey’dalways
accompanieditwithahalf-amusedsmileasthoughlaughingatthemselvesor
tellingAddieshe’dhaveagreattimeifsheconceded.
Thiswasdifferent.Black-and-whitemanstudiedherwithawantingthatwas
palpable,asthoughanysecondhe’dclimboverthecounterandcomeather.
Afterasecond,heblinked,andthelookwasgone.Hehadn’tintendedherto
catchhim.
TheblinkshowedAddiesomethingelse.Behindtheinterest,hiseyesheld
greatdistractionanddeepworry.
Somethinghadhappenedtonight,somereasonhe’dcomeheregoingonfive
minuteslate.
Addieknewbetterthantoaskhimifeverythingwasallright.Hewouldn’t
answer.Themanwasnotoneforcasualconversation.Theboystalked,butkept
theiranswersgeneral.Theyhadnotbetrayedwithonewordwheretheywere
from,wheretheywenttoschool,whattheylikedtodoforfun,orwhytheirdad
keptthemupthislateeverynight.
Addiesimplygavethemallhersmile,said,“I’llberightback,”andducked
intothekitchentofetchthepieshe’dheldbackforthem.
Shetookoutpieces,alreadyslicedontheirplates,andsprinkledalittleextra
cocoapowderonthebananacreamonesfromthedentedshakerontheshelf.
Theguywhowasheddishes—Bowentthroughanewoneabouteverytwo
weeks—wasn’tthere.Helikedtoduckedoutforasmokerightatclosingtime,
comingbackinwhenBogottheretofinishthecleanup.Addiehummed,alone
inthekitchen,herpulsestillhighfromthatlookblack-and-whitemanhadgiven
her.
IfAddiemarchedoutthereandsaidtohim,sure,shewasinterested—ina
discreetwayinfrontofhiskids—wouldhebreakdownandtellherhisname?
Orwouldhetakehersomewhereandmakelovetoherwithsilentstrength,
thesamewayhewalkedandate?WouldAddiemindthat?
Shepicturedhimaboveherinthedark,hisgreeneyesonherwhilesheran
herhandsalloverhistight,beautifulbody.
Nope,shewouldn’tmindthatatall.
Shepickeduptwopiecesofpie,stillhumming.Atthesametime,sheheard
ascratchingatthebackdoor.
Bo?Addiesetdownthepieandwalkedover.Boalwaysusedhiskeytoget
in—theykeptthebackdoorlocked.Eveninthissmalltownthatwasprettysafe,
robberspassingthroughmightseizeanopportunity.
Booftencouldn’tgethiskeyintothelock—hishandsshookwithapalsy
thatraninhisfamily.Thedishwasheroftenhadtohelphim,orAddiewould
openthedoorforhim.
Bowasabitearly,buthewassometimes.Addiereachedforthedoor,justas
somethingbangedintoit.
“Bo?Youokay?”Addieunlockedthedeadbolt,carefullypulledthedoor
open,andpeekedout.
Thedoorfellinward,aheavyweightonit.Addielookeddown.
Acuriousdetachmentcameoverherasshesawthedishwasher,aguyof
aboutthirtywithgreasybrownhairandbeardstubble.Hewasdead,hisbrown
eyesstaringsightlessly.Sheknewhewasdeadbecausehehadagapingredhole
wherehisheartusedtobe.
Ifthishadbeenamovie,Addiewouldbescreaming,fainting,sobbing,
sayingOh,myGod,orrunningoutsidecrying,Somebody,help!
Instead,shestoodthere,asthoughcaughtintreacle,unabletomove,think,
talk,orevenbreathe.
Afaintnoisesoundedoutside,andAddieraisedherhead.Shesawtheround
muzzleofagun,oneoftheautomaticonesthatshothowevermanyroundsa
minute.Herbreathpouredbackintoherlungs,burning,andsheknewshewas
lookingatherowndeath.
Arushofairpassedher,andthedoorslammedclosed.Atthesametimea
pairofstrongarmsclosedaroundher,propellinghertothefloor,themanwith
black-and-whitehairlandingontopofher.
Inthefrontofthediner,everywindowshatteredasbulletsfiredthroughit.
Glassflewthroughtheopenpassbetweenkitchenanddiningarea,asdidbullets,
shardsofcupsandplates,tattersofnapkins.
Thekids,Addiethoughtinpanic.Whereweretheboys?
Theretheywere,huddledagainstthedoortothefreezer.Howthemanhad
gottentheminheresofastandoutofsightandthencomeforAddie.shedidn’t
know,butherbodywentlimpwithrelieftoseethem.
“Who’sdoingthis?”Addiesqueaked.“What—”
Themanclampedhishandoverhermouth.“Shh,”hesaid,hisvoicealow
rumble.“Ineedtoyoutobeveryquiet,allright?”
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