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ShiftersUnbound
PRIDEMATES
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THESEDUCTIONOFELLIOTMCBRIDE
THEUNTAMEDMACKENZIE
THEWICKEDDEEDSOFDANIELMACKENZIE
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ShiftersUnbound
JenniferAshley
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TitlePage
Copyright
ChapterOne
ChapterTwo
ChapterThree
ChapterFour
ChapterFive
ChapterSix
ChapterSeven
ChapterEight
ChapterNine
ChapterTen
ChapterEleven
ChapterTwelve
ChapterThirteen
Epilogue
ChapterOne
ThefightclubhadmovedsinceJaceWardenhadlastvisitedtheAustin
Shiftertown.TheShiftersusedtomeetfortheirforbiddenboutsinanabandoned
haybarnnestledintofoldsofahill,butthelandhadbeenpurchased,anda
developerhadbuiltoverit.
OnhisborrowedHarley,Jaceturnedfromthediscreetplanethathadflown
himthisfarandheadeddownahighwaythatledtodriercountryawayfromthe
river.Theworldhaddarkenedwhilehe’dflowneastfromNevadatolandatan
airfieldthathadsupposedlybeenclosed.
DylanMorrissey,theAustinShiftertownliaison,hadleftamessageforJaceto
meethimatthefights,andhe’dalsoleftthebikeforJace’stransportation.Tired
andhot,andhavinghauledhimselfhalfwayacrossthecountryatDylan’s
request,thelastthingJacewantedtodowastorideouttothefightclub.But
DylanhadsummonedhimtoworkontheproblemofgettingtheCollarsoff
Shiftersonceandforall,andhadextendedhishospitality,soJacehidhis
irritation,thankedthehumanswhohadhelpedhimgetthisfar,andmountedthe
motorcycle.
Jaceturnedoffwherethedirectionshadinstructed,thepavedroadquickly
turningtodirt,thebikebouncingandskiddingovergravelandthroughruts.The
roadgrewnarrowerandnarrower,untilitpeteredtonothing.Jacecontinued
downashorthillandaroundabend,andfoundtheShifterfightclubbehinda
slightrisethathiditfromtheroad.
Hesmelleditlongbeforehesawtheelectriclanterns,firedancingingarbage
cans,andflashlights.Anythingthatcouldbequicklydousedwasbeingusedto
illuminatethescene.
JacewouldhaveknownitwasaplaceofShifters,eveninthepitch-dark.
Shiftersworkingoffadrenalinerushesandfightinginstinctshadacertain
interesting—andpungent—odor.
Jacekilledtheengineofthebike,parkingitamongthepackofmotorcycles,
pickups,andsmallercars.Hehungthehelmetfromtheseatandmadesurehis
backpackwaswellstashedinthesaddlebagbeforeheapproachedthefightarea.
Hewasn’tworriedaboutShiftersstealinghischangeofclothesandtoothbrush—
Shiftersdidn’tstealfromoneanother,becauseasimplesnatchcouldendupina
fighttothedeath.Possessionswereterritory,andterritorywasrespected.But
humansalsocametothefightclubs,andsomelikedtoabscondwiththings.
Thenewfightingarenawasabroadslabofconcreteaboutahundredfeetlong
andjustaswide.Probablyanoldbuildingoraneventareaofsomekind,
abandonedbyitsownerswhenmoneyranout.Everythinghadbeenpulledaway
excepttheslab.
Ringswereoutlinedbyconcreteblocks,andfirelightflickeredwildly,making
itascenefromhell,completewithdemons.ButthedemonswereonlyShifters
havingfunandworkingoffsteam;thosenotfightingwerecheering,drinking
beer,orfindinghook-ups—humanorShifter—andsneakingintothedarknessto
workoffsteamadifferentway.
Jacemadehiswayaroundcars—afewofthembeingusedforliaisons—and
towardthefirelight.Hedidn’tworryaboutlocatingDylaninthechaos,because
Dylan,aFelineShifterwhowasmostlylion,alwaysmadehimselfknown.
WhatJacedidn’texpectwasthewolfwhosprangoutoftheshadowsina
desertedstretchoftheparkingareaandlandedonJacefullforce.
Jaceswungaroundwiththeimpact,handscominguptodigintothewolf’sfur
andthrowhimdown.TheLupinelandedinthedust,hisCollarsparkingand
sizzling.TheCollar’sshocksdidn’tslowthewolfmuch,becauseherolledtohis
feetandchargedJaceagain.
Jacedidn’tknowwhothehellthewolfwas.Notthathehadmuchofachance
ofidentificationastheLupinelandedonJaceagain,hisCollar’ssparksburning
Jace’sskin.ThewolfwentforJace’sthroat,andJace’shandsturnedtoleopard’s
pawstorakeacrossthewolf’sface.Thewolftooktheblow,landedonhisfeet,
shookhimself,andsprangagain.
Jace’sCollarhadn’tshockedhimyet,buthefeltthebuild-up.Collarswere
madetospikepainintoShiftersassoonastheybecameseriouslyviolent,but
JacehadlearnedtechniquestofooltheCollarandkeepitdormant.Itwastough
todo,however,especiallywhenhewastakenbysurprise.Jacehadtofocusin
ordertokeeptheCollarquiet,andrightnowhewasbusytryingtokeepthis
bloodyLupinefromkillinghim.
Jacewhackedthewolfasideagain,spinningaroundasheshedhisdenim
jacketandhalfshiftedtohiswildcat.Hisshirtsplit,jeansfallingashisbacklegs
elongatedintopowerfulfelinehaunches.Heemergedfromhisshreddingclothes
asafullyformedsnowleopard—creamyfur,blackspots,iceblueeyes—and
thoroughlypissedoff.
Jacewentforthewolf.Thewolfwasbigger,almosttwiceJace’sbulk,but
leopardshadn’tmadeittothetopofthewildcatpyramidbecauseofsize.
Leopardsmightbeamongthesmallerbigcats,buttheywereswift,agile,and
smart,andtheydidn’ttakeshitfromanyone.
Thiswolfwantedtogivehimshit,though.HecameatJaceagain,furup,his
caninejowlsfrothing,hisgoldeneyesfilledwithrage.ThescentthathitJace
reekedofchallenge.Thiswasawolfwhowantedtomoveupinrank,never
mindthatJacewasadifferentspeciesandnotevenfromthisShiftertown.
Dominancechallengesweren’tallowedinsidetheringatthefightclub;oneof
thebiggestruleswasthatfightswereforrecreationandshowingoff—that,and
nokilling.Outsidetheringwasadifferentstory.
Jacegotreadytoteachhimalesson.
Ashedrewbacktorenewhisattack,anotherwolfsprangfromtheparkinglot
andhurleditselfatthefirstwolf.Afemale,Jacescented,onehehadn’tmet
before.
Shewasn’trushingtodefendthewolf,however.SheattackedtheLupinein
fury,teethbared,nearmadnessinhereyes.
ThefirstLupineswungtomeether,andthetwowentdowninanexplosionof
furandsnarls.Jacesatbacktocatchhisbreath,surprised.Thetwowolveswere
evenlymatched,themaleabitlargerthanthefemale,butthefemalewasplenty
strongandagile.Probablydominanttothemaletoo.
Jaceletthefemalegetherfirstangeroutofhersystem,thenhewadedbackin
torescuehisrescuer.
ThemaleLupinehadtheshe-wolfonthegroundbynow.Hepinnedthe
femalewithonebigpaw,snarlingasheturnedtoJace.
Jacegavehimawarninggrowl.Thegrowlsaidthat,upuntilnow,Jacehad
beenholdingback;thatJacewasdominantinhispride,hisclan,andhis
Shiftertown;andthewolfmightwanttothinkaboutitbeforecontinuingthe
fight.
TheLupineignoredthewarningandwentforthekill.Jacemethimhead-on,
hislithebodyandfastpawstakingthewolfdowntothegroundbeforethe
Lupinecouldusehissuperiorweighttohisadvantage.
Theshe-wolfrosebehindthemale,landedonthewolf’sback,andsankher
teethintohisneck.HerCollarwassparkingfrantically,andshegothitbythe
arcsfromtheotherwolf’sCollar,butshekeptbiting.
Jacedrewbackhispawandwhackedthemalewolfacrossthethroat.The
wolfspunwiththeblow,knockingthefemaleloose.ThemaleLupinerolled
acrossthedustanddyinggrassalongwaybeforehewasabletostop.Herighted
himselfbutstayeddownonhisbelly,pantinghard,concedingthefight.
Jacewalkedtohimwithastiff-leggedFelinestalk.Whenhereachedthe
Lupine,heloweredhisheadtothewolf’seyelevelandgrowledagain.Staythe
fuckdown.
WhetherornottheLupineunderstoodFelinerumblesandbodylanguage,
Jace’sglaremusthavegottenthemessageacross.Thewolfsnarled,teethbared,
butheplasteredhisearsflatonhisheadanddidn’tmove.
Jaceturnedbacktotheshe-wolf.Shelaylimplyonthegrass,andJacewentto
her,givingheracat’slickacrossherface.Shegrowledsoftly,andJacelicked
heragain,feelinganeedtothankandreassureher.
Theneeddidn’tleavehimwhenheshiftedbacktohuman.Hestrokedher
head,likingthewiryfurofherwolf.
Thefemalewolflookedupathiminawashofconfusion.Shewasagray
wolf,withgrayeyes.ShebreathedinJace’sscent,wrinklinghernose,clearly
wonderingwhohewas.
Jacegaveherheadanotherstroke,wishingshe’dturnbacktohumansohe
couldtalktoher.She’druntohisrescue,aLupinetakingthesideofaFeline,
andJacewantedtoknowwhy.
Theshe-wolfremainedwolf,stillgrowlingsoftly.Jacetouchedherheadone
lasttimeandwalkedbacktothemalewolf.“Newwayofgreetingguestsin
Shiftertown?”heasked.“Letmeintroducemyself.I’mJaceWarden.Aguestof
Dylan’s.”
Jaceknewhedidn’tneedtoexplainthathisownfatherwasleaderofanother
Shiftertown.ThefactthatDylansanctionedJace’svisitshouldbeenoughfor
thiswolf.
Thewolfmorphedintohishumanform,amanwithshortblackhairandlight
grayeyes.“Hey,IsawastrangeFelinetryingtosneakintothefightclubwhen
hewasn’tinvited,andwhennoonebutregularsaresupposedtoknowaboutthe
newplace.Whatdidyouexpect?”
“SoyouweredefendingalltheShiftershere?”Jaceaskedwithevident
skepticism.“Commendable.”
“Askthatcrazybitchwhatshewasdoing,”theLupinesaid,scowlingatthe
she-wolf.“Nurturingfemales,myass.She’sallspitandvinegar.”
“Letmeguess.”Jacefeltmirth.“Sheturneddownyourmate-claim.”
TheLupinegaveJaceanincredulouslook.“Iwouldn’tmate-claimher.Notif
shewerethelastfemaleinShiftertown.She’soutofhermind.Youcannevertell
whatshe’sgoingtodo.”Themanmadeabroadgestureinherdirection.“You
sawher.”
“Ithoughtitwasniceofhertohelpmeout.”
“Nah,shesawafight,itsparkedherloonyside,andshedovein.Lookather.
She’snotevensurewhathappened.”
Jaceturnedhisgazetotheshe-wolfagainandsawthatthemanwasright.She
watchedJaceandtheLupine,tremblingbuttryingtohideitwithagrowlanda
glare.Jacesawfearinhereyesalongwithdeepanger—awomanhurtingfrom
somethingandnotwantinganyoneelsetoknowit.
“IkeeptryingtotellLiamsheshouldbeputdown,”theLupinesaid.“She’sa
dangertotherestofus.”
Theshe-wolfsnarledagain.ScentandbodylanguagetoldJacewhathe
neededtoknow—thefemalewasdominantbutofadifferentclanthanthemale
wolf;themalewasaggressive,cocky,andhatedtobebested.Themalewolf
wouldbedominantinhisclanaswell.Jaceoutrankedbothofthem,though.
Jacelookedintotheotherman’seyes.“Whydon’tyoushutyourhole,get
dressed,andgothehellhome?You’retoounstabletobeheretonight.”
ThemantriedtomeetJace’sgaze.Hedidprettywell,butintheendhadto
slidehiseyessideways.“What,youwantsomeprivacywithher?Don’tsayI
didn’twarnyou.”
“Justgo,”Jacesaid.
Thewolfsnorted.“Whatever.”Heclimbedtohisfeetandstrolledaway,not
worriedthathewasnaked.
Thefighthadn’tattractedanyattention.Asuddenroarofvoiceswithinthe
arenatoldJacewhy—theremustbeanintensematchgoingdown.Thehuman
voiceswereaccompaniedbyroarsandgrowls,sincehalfthewatcherswouldbe
inanimalform.
Jaceretrievedhistornclothing,gruntinginirritation.He’donlybroughttwo
changesofclothes,thinkinghewouldn’tbeinAustinthatlong.
Thejeanshadescapedtheworstoftheshredding,andhepulledthemon,the
rippedseamsstretchingashecroucheddowntolookattheshe-wolfagain.
“Youallright?”heaskedher.“Whowasthatasshole?”
Thedisgustinhisquestionreachedpasttheferalfearinhereyes.Hesaw
clarityreturn,andthenthewolfshiftedintoafemalewithalush,lovelybody,
close-cutwheat-coloredhair,andlargegrayeyes.
Sheremainedinacrouch,coveringherself,butJace’sgazetracedthecurveof
heramplebreasts,hisnaturalneedrising.She’dbeworthsneakingoffintothe
darknesswith,maybehavingabouncewithinthebedofapickup.
No,she’dbeworthmorethanthat.Thiswasn’taladyJacewoulduseto
relievehorninessandthenforget.Notwiththatgorgeousgazepinninghimflat.
“Hisname’sBroderick,”shesaidinavoiceJacewantedtoembrace.“He
usuallywinsAssholeoftheMontharoundhere.”
“Nodoubt.Whatdidyoujumpinfor?He’srightaboutonething—itwasa
crazythingtodo.Twomaleswiththeirbloodupcouldhavehurtyou.”
“Isawhimbestingyou.NoonedeservestobepoundedbyBroderickforno
reason.”
“Hewasn’tbestingme,”Jacesaid,givingheragrin.“Ihadhim.Andthenhe
startedkickingyourass.”
Shefrowned.“Oh,please.Iwasafewbitesawayfrommakinghimcrawl
awaywhimpering.”
AsJacehoped,hisneedlingmadeherirritationeraseherfearandpain.“Not
tomention,yourCollarwasgoingoff,”Jacesaid.“Areyousureyou’reall
right?”
Heplacedhishandonthesideofherneck,overtheCollarinquestion.
Ordinarily,Jacewouldn’ttouchuninvited,especiallynotcross-species,but
somethinginthiswomancriedouttohim.Sheneededsoothing.
Hereyeswidenedalittle,butshedidn’tjerkaway.“Whataboutyou?Your
Collardidn’tgooff.Youcandampenitseffect,can’tyou?LikeLiamdoes?”
Jacelethisfingerscaressherneckashechosehiswords.“That’snot
supposedtobecommonknowledge.Need-to-knowbasis.”
“MaybeIneedtoknow.Dylan’stryingtoteachme,butIcan’tdoityet.”
“Inthatcase,I’llgiveyousomepointers.”JacetracedherCollartothefront,
pausingwhenhisfingersrestedonitsCelticcrosslyingagainstherthroat.“But
I’dbetterfindDylanandtellhimI’mherebeforethepaybackforcontrollingmy
Collarhitsme.”
“Dylan’sfightingrightnow,”thewomansaid.“Hisboutsarealwayspopular.
Butshort.Heshouldbedonesoon.”
Jaceplacedhishandonhers.Hewantedtokeeptouchingthiswomanfor
somereason,asthoughbreakingcontactwithherwouldlessenhimsomehow.
“Comewithme.We’llwatchhimwintogether.”
“No.”Thewomanstartedtorise,andJaceunfoldedhimselfandhelpedherto
herfeet.Shedidn’thideherselfanymore,aShifterwomanunembarrassedbyher
body.“Ihavetogo.AreyouJace?You’vebeentoShiftertownbefore,haven’t
you?”
“Yeah,butwhyhaven’tImetyou?”Jacestilldidn’twanttoreleaseherhand.
“I’vemadelotsoftripsouthere,butIdon’trememberseeingyou.”
“I’vebeen...sick,”shesaid.“I’mDeni.DeniRowe.”
Deniwatchedhimanxiously,asthoughgauginghisreactiontothename.
“EllisonRowe’ssister?”Jaceasked.
“Yes.”Denistillpeeredathim,waiting.
Jacetightenedhishandonhers.“Whydoyouhavetogo?Staywithmeand
watchDylankickass.YoucankeepotherLupinesfromjumpingme.”
Denididn’tsmile.Sheglancedatthearenaandthemassoffiguresthere,and
Jacescentedhernervousness.“Ican’t.Sometimesthefighting...”
“Callstotheferalinyou?Makesyoulosecontrol?”
Shegavehimastartledlook.“Howdidyouknowthat?”
“BecauseIsawyoureyeswhenyouattackedBroderick.Youdidn’tdiveinto
thefightonlytorescueme.Youdiditbecausewatchingmadeyouwanttofight
too.IwaslikethatduringmyTransition.”Jacecaressedthehandhehadn’t
released.“Allyouhavetodoisholdontosomeone.Thetouchwillcalmyou
andkeepyoutethered.”
Anotherstartledlook.“Thatdoesn’twork.Evenmycubs...”
“Betme,”Jacesaid.“Youhangontoadominant,andhetakestheheatand
coolsyoudown.Works.That’swhatdominantsarefor.”
AsparkofpridereturnedtoDeni’seyes.“Andyou’resayingyou’redominant
tome?”
“Yep.It’sobvious.YououtrankBroderick—Ibetyououtrankalotofwolves
—butyou’renotdominanttothisFeline.”Hetouchedhischest.
Shegavehimahalfsmile.“Andyou’renotfullofyourselfaboutthat.”
“Juststatingfacts.”Jacedidnotwanttoletgoofherhand.“Let’sfindyour
clothesandgo.Unlessyouwanttowatchaswolf.”
Denisenthimanotherhaughtylookthatmadehereyesbeautiful,butshe
didn’tpullaway.“I’llfindmyclothes.”
“Good.”
Jacelefthisshreddedshirtbehind—whybotherwithit?—butcaughtuphis
jacketandfollowedherintothedarkness,herhandonhislikealifeline.A
warm,sweetlifeline.HedefinitelywantedtoknowthisLupinewomanbetter.
***
Deni’sheartbeatswiftlyasshepulledonthesarongshe’dthrownofftorush
intothefightwithBroderick.Broderick’sscentofarrogancehadenragedher,
andshe’dwantedtopummelhimforjumpingtheotherShifterwithout
challenge.
Thenshe’dfelthermemoryslideaway,theferalthinginsidehertakingover.
Sheshivered.Herwildnesshadn’trecededuntilJacehadsmackedthewolf
downhimself,andDenihadfallenawayfromthefight.
Jacehadn’tthenturnedaroundandkickedherbutt,ashe’dhadarighttofor
interfering.Insteadhe’dtouchedher,lickedherwithhisstrangeFeline
sandpaperytongue,thenheldherhandaftershe’dchangedbacktohuman.
Deniwasstillshakyastheyenteredthefightclub’smainarea.Jacekepthold
ofherhand.Itwasabighand,warmbutcallused,hisgripstrong.Hewasa
fighter,awarrior.
IfDenirememberedright,JaceWardenwasthesonofEricWarden,leaderof
theLasVegasShiftertown.Jacewasthirdincommandthere,thesecondin
commandbeingEric’ssister.JacewouldbeinthemostdominantFelineclanof
hisShiftertown,andinthemostdominantFelineprideofthatclan.Thetopof
thetop.
AlphasusuallybuggedDeni,becausetheycouldbearrogantshits,butonly
concernandprotectionflowedfromJace.Analphainterestedintakingcareof
others.Whataconcept.
Thebiggestcrowdgatheredaroundthecentralring—theothertworingswere
empty.Fromthroats,beastandhuman,camewildcries,delightinwhoeverwas
winning,groaningfromthosefoolishenoughnottobackDylan.
Jacemovedthroughthethrongtothering.Shiftersmovedasideforhim,most
withoutnoticingtheydidso.Instinct,Deniguessed—sensingthattheyshould
getoutofJace’swaybeforehemadeitanorder.
Alargemanstoodattheperimeterofthering,armsfolded,theSwordofthe
Guardianonhisback.Denialwaysfeltafrissonofdreadwhenshesawthe
sword,whosepurposewastobedriventhroughtheheartsofdeadordying
Shifters.Theswordpiercedtheheart,andtheShifterturnedtodust,hisorher
soulfollowingthepathwaytotheSummerland.
Theswordshimmeredalittleintheflickeringlight.OtherShiftersgavethe
Guardianawideberth,alsouncomfortablewithhim.KindofhardonSean,Deni
alwaysthought,butSeanhadbeenmuchlesshauntedsincehe’dtakenamate.
AhumanwomanstoodnexttoSean—nothismate.Shewasthescrappy
womanwho’dtiedherselftoRonan,aKodiakbear,whowasevennowinthe
ring,fightingDylan.Thewoman—Elizabeth—dancedontopofthecement
blocks,cheeringforRonanatthetopofherlungs.
SeanwouldbestandingassecondforDylan,hisfather.Asecond’sjobwasto
makesurethatnooneinterferedwiththefightandthattheothersidedidn’t
cheat.DylanandRonanwouldgoforafair,straightfight,butotherShifters
couldbecunning.Thesecondswerethereforareason.
Dylanwastheblack-manedlionsnarlinginthemiddleofthering,hispaws
movinglightningfastashebattledthebiggerbulkoftheKodiak.Ronanwas
fullyshiftedtobear,hisruffstandingup,hiseyesalightwithfightingfury.
Ronan’sCollarsparkeddeepintohisfur,butDylan’swasquiet.
“Unfairadvantage,”JacesaidintoDeni’sear.“Dylanknowshowtokeephis
Collarfromgoingoff.”
DenihadtoturnherheadandstandontiptoetoanswerintoJace’sear.His
handinherswaswarm,andsheleanedclose.“That’swhyheonlyfightsthe
strongest:Ronan,orSpike,who’sthechampion.SometimesDylanletshis
Collargooffonpurpose,tokeepthingsinteresting.”
“Butheusuallywinsanyway,”Jacefinished.
Hehadarumblingbaritonethattickledinsideherear,hishotbreathmaking
Denitingleevenmore.Shesqueezedhisfingersalittle,andwasrewardedwith
anansweringsqueeze.
Ronanroared.HisCollarwassparking,hismateyellingherencouragement,
butDenisawherworry.Thesematchesweren’ttothedeath,butShifterscould
bebadlyhurtinthem.
DenicouldscentandsenseElizabeth’sexcitementtingedwithfear.Shealso
caughtSean’stensenessashewatchedhisfatherbattle.Ifsomethingwent
wrong,ifoneoftheShifterswashurtsomuchtheGuardianwasneeded,Sean
wouldhavetoplungehisswordintotheheartofeitherhisfatherorhisclose
friend.
Denicaughthissorrow—Seanhadhadtosendoneofhisbrotherstodusta
dozenyearsago—whichlacedthroughthesorrowinherownheart.Deniwished
hercubswerehere,herboys,buttheywereworkingattheirjobsinthecity,
earningwhatlittlemoneyShifterswereallowedtoearn.
DylanbackedawayfromRonan’sonslaught,earsflatonhishead.Hedidn’t
roar—Dylan’sroarcouldshakeapartthetown—buthisgrowlsfilledthespace.
ThesoundcaughtinDeni’snerves,callingtotheferalinsideher.AllShifters
hadtheinstincttothrowoffanypolishofcivilization,toreverttotheirwild
forms,toreturntothetimewhenthey’dbeenbredtofightandhunt.Evenaftera
thousandandmoreyears,Shiftersretainedthesamebasicinstincts—fightorbe
killed,huntorbehunted.
Shiftershadcomeupwithstrictrulesmadetotametheirinnerbeasts.Tokeep
themselvesfromtearingeachotherapartafterthey’dfoughtfreeoftheirFae
masters,Shiftershadagreedtocertainritualsthatmustbeperformedinregardto
mating,fighting,andevendeath.Takethoseaway,andtheyweresimplyanimals
whocouldmakethemselveslookhuman.
Deni’smotorcycleaccidentlastyearhadrobbedheroftheveneerofcalm
Shiftersstrivedtolearn.ThewreckmusthavejarredsomethinglooseinDeni’s
brain,becauseshe’dbeenfightingherinstinctseversince,oftenlosing.
Knowingthebastardwho’drunherdownwasdeadhadhelpedherbegintoheal,
butshewasn’tthereyet.
Inthemidstofthegrowls,snarls,roars,andcheers,withthescentofblood
andsweatpouringfromthering,Deni’sthoughtsbegantotangle.Herscent
senseheightened,bringingintheexcitementoftheShifters,thebloodlustin
Dylan,thesinged-fursmellfromthesparkingCollars,thestrongmalescentof
JaceWardennexttoher.
SheprobablywouldhavebeenallrightwithJace’scalminghandinhers,if
thefightingShiftershadbeenanyoneelse,butDylanhadapowerfulShifter
presence.Beingalphadidn’tsimplymeanwinningfightsandscaringShifters
intosubmission.ItwasanindefinablesomethingabouttheShifter—scent,
timbreofvoice,subtlecompulsiontofollowthismale.Inanimalform,itwas
moreapparent,andDylanwasbroadcastinghisforceloudandclear.
Sincetheaccident,Denihadbeenabletouseheranimalsensesfullyinher
humanform.AllShiftersretainedsomeoftheirsuperiorsensesofhearing,
scenting,andtrackingabilitywhenhuman,buttheyweremuted,distant,ableto
bepushedasidesotheShiftercouldliveashumanwithoutgoingcrazy.
NotsoforDeni.Shehadtoconstantlyfightherselfnottoshift,attack,oreven
killwhenshewasconfused,afraid,orangry.Goingferalwastheterm.Her
Collartriedtoshocksenseintoher,butthatonlyresultedinmorepain,more
confusion,moreanger.
DenismelledDylan’sfightingblood,whichannouncedtoeveryonetherehe
wasfarstrongerandmeanerthanthegiantbearhebattled.Ronancontinued
swinginghisenormouspaws,landingblowsonthesmallerlion.Dylan’slithe
bodymovedandflowedwiththehitsthatwouldhavecrushedanyShifterwho’d
stoodstillandtakenthem.Dylan’slion’spawsmovedinaflurry,battingback
thebearwiththeswift,manicstrengthofacat.
Deni’swolfhowledtolife.Shewantedtoleapintothering,rushtoDylan’s
side,andhelphimfight.Hewasheralpha—he’dbeenleaderofallShiftersfora
longtimebeforeconcedinghispositiontohisson.RonanwaslesserthanDeni,
andhedaredtoconfrontDylan.NowRonanmustpay.
Deniclenchedherfreehandintoafist,jawsotightitached.Sheshouldn’tbe
here—sheshouldhavegonehomeandnotletthecompellingJacetalkherinto
watchingthebattle.Shenowwantedmorethananythingtobreakalltherulesof
thefightclubandrunintothering.Ronanwouldknockhersenselessbeforehe
couldstophimself,butherwolfdidn’tcare.Thebearneededtogodown.
Denistartedtogrowl,thesoundrisinginherthroat.HerCollarsnappeda
sparkintoher,butshedidn’tstop.Shecouldn’tstop.Andthatterrifiedhermost
ofall.
“Hey,”adeepvoiceinherearrumbled.“Holdittogether.”
Jace.Hiswarmthcoveredherside,hissterncommandreachingherinner
beastandstillingtheneedtoshift.Denirealizedherfingershadalreadychanged
towolfclaws,andfurranfromherheaddownherback,whichwasbaredbythe
sarong.
Jacedidn’tletgoofherhand,thoughshefeltherclawspiercehisskin.Heran
hisotherhand,warmandbroad-palmed,upanddownherback,whichreturned
tohumansmoothness.
“Wanttogo?”heaskedher.
Deninodded.Shecouldn’tseemuchanymore—thefiresandlanternsblurred
intoonewhirlinglight,theshoutsandgrowlsblendingintoamassofanimal
sound.
Jacetuggedheraway,againbecomingthelifelinethatdrewherthroughthe
crowd.Inthehowling,swirlingmadness,Jacewasaconstant,hiswarmth
pullingheronward.
Hetookherintotheparkinglot,turningherawayfromthelights.Oncethe
coolnightairtouchedher,darknesserasingthemaddeninglights,Denidrewa
longbreath.Herfurandclawsreceded,leavingheronherhumanfeet,shaking.
“Ishouldn’thavedonethat,”Jacewassayingastheythreadedtheirway
throughparkedvehicles.Sheheardhisvoicebutdidn’tpaymuchattentiontothe
words.“Ishouldn’thavetakenyouinthere.Ididn’trealizeitwasthatbad.”
“It’sbad,”Denisaid,nodding.Shewasn’tconcentratingonherwordseither.
“Ishouldhavestayedhometonight,butIneeded...”Sheshivered.“Idon’t
knowwhatIneeded.”
Nottrue.Denihadneededescape,life,nothidinginthedark.Hersonshad
gonetowork,Ellisonhadtakenhismate,Maria,outfordinnerandprobably
sex,andtherestofShiftertownhademptiedtoattendthefightclub.Sitathome
andmopeorgooutandbewithherfriendsandneighbors?She’dbeentiredof
moping,sohereshewas.
Deni’suncontrolledinstinctswerepunishinghernow.Jacehadknowntotake
heroutoftherebeforeshedidsomethingstupid,butthewildnessinherdidn’t
calm.Itneededrelease.
Deni’swolfneededtofight,tohunt,tokill.Robbedofthat,theshe-wolfin
herwantedthenearestthingtoit.
SheswungtoJace,hisscentfillingher,hisstrengthcallingtoher.Hewas
solid,strong,alpha,male,andhewasherewithherinthedark.Shecouldn’t
havestoppedherselfevenifshe’dwantedto.
DenislammedbothhandstoJace’schest.Hecaughtherwithastronggripbut
fellagainstthesideofapickup,carryingherbackwithhim.Hehadamusky
malescent,alittlewild,likethewoodsonamoonlitnight.Themoonwashigh
andfulltonight,alwaysirresistibletoawolf.
Jace’seyeswereunusual,jadegreen,thecolorheightenedbyhistannedface
andbrownblackhairhe’dbuzzedshort.Hewaslargetoo,butagileandathletic.
Hewatchedher,notshovingheraway,notangry.Justwatching.
Anothersurgeofsoundcamefromthearena,humanandanimalcryingoutfor
blood.Denisnarled,pinnedJaceagainstthetruck,andkissedhimhardonthe
mouth.
ChapterTwo
Jacefoundhimselfwithhisarmsfullofgorgeouswoman.Ahungrygorgeous
woman.Herkisspushedhimflatagainstthetruck,theridgesofitsdoordigging
intohisback.
Againsthisfront,hefeltnothingbutsoftwoman—breasts,hands,thighs.
Deni’smouthwasalloverhis,lipsseeking,tongueswipingintohismouth,
givinghimatasteofspiceandwildness.
Jacetoldhimselftopushheraway,buthecuppedherwaistandendedup
dragginghercloser.Anotherroarcamefromthearena,galvanizingher,winding
upJace’sheatinresponse.
Thesarongbaredmuchofherflesh—thegarmentclaspedatoneshoulderand
wrappedherhips,leavingDeni’sneck,arms,andmostofherbackbare.Her
warmskinwassilkenunderJace’sfingers,curveslush.Afull-bodiedShifter
woman.
Deniwastall,asShifterwomenwere,butJacewastaller.Hescoopedherinto
him,likinghowshefitagainsthim.Herbuttockswereahandful,herbreaststhe
bestcushions.
Heopenedhismouthtohers,welcominghergreedykisses.Shewashotinhis
arms,shesmelledgood,andherhairwassilkenagainsthisskin.
Itwasexcitinganderotic,pullingawomanhe’djustmetintohisarms,the
twoofthemwoundupfromthefighting,wantingtorelievethemselvesinthe
shadowswithfervent,hardsex.Herbodyrubbedhishard-on,tinglingraw
pleasurethroughhim.SomeShifterswerealreadyscratchingtheiritchestonight
inthisparkinglot,withhumansorotherShifters.Bythesoundsandscents,they
wereatitincarsorintheshadowsbeyond.Frantic,basiccoupling.
Denigropedforthebuttonofhisjeans,fingersslidingalongthezipper.Ina
fewseconds,she’dhavehishotcockinherhands,andhe’dbedonefor.
“Nothere,”Jacemanagedtosay.Hehadjustenoughpresenceofmindtonot
wanttobecaughtbangingEllisonRowe’ssisterupagainstthesideofaShifter’s
pickup.Afewstepsandthey’dbeindeepshadow,onhardTexasearth.
Deninodded,hereyesthelightgrayofherwolf.Jaceswungheroffherfeet
andranwithherbeyondthecircleoflight.
Hedidn’tbothertryingtofindasoftplacetoliedowninthedarkness.Jace
couldholdthebothofthemup—hewasplentystrong.Onetugofstringsandthe
sarongfell,baringhertohim.Jaceburiedhisnoseinherneckashenippedher
flesh.Helovedhowshesmelled.Feminine,strong,beautiful.
Denimanagedtogethisjeansopen.Jaceletthemslitherdownhislegs,then
hisunderwearfollowed.Heliftedher,cradlingherhips,andsheslidstraight
ontohim.
Hereyeswidened.Beautifulsilverwhiteeyes,moonlighteyes.Jacecaught
herheadwithonehand,lovingthefeelofherhairagainsthisfingers,andhe
kissedher.
Hot,amazingwomanwrappedaroundhim,ashungryashewas.Jacewas
deepinsideher,thepenetrationsatisfying,fillinghimupasmuchashefilled
her.
Denimoanedalittleagainsthismouth.Jacereleasedherfromthekiss,buthe
wantedtogoonkissingher,hermouthhot.Goddess,howluckywashethat
she’druntojoininhisfight?
Jacethrustwhatlittlehecould,liftingherwithhandsunderherbuttocksand
loweringherontohimagaininsmall,swiftjerks.Theywerebothmakingnoises
now,andnotbeingquiet.AnyonepassingwouldknowtwoShifterswerefinding
reliefouthereinthedark.
Thiswasraw,roughsex.Nofinesse,noromance.Justamanandawoman
doingwhattheGoddesshadmadethemtodo.Cometogether,join,mate,create.
“Jace.”
Denicriedhisname,thenherheadwentback,passionmakingherincoherent.
Jaceheldontoher,takingtheircombinedweightonhisplantedfeet,rockingto
seekmoreandmoreofher.
Hegatheredherhardagainsthim,feelinghisseedbuildinitsneedtoreach
her.ShifterswantedmorethananythingtomakemoreShifters,andJace’sbody
knewit.Instinct,desire,whateverhewantedtocallit.Ittookover,andhe
couldn’tfightit.
“Sonofabitch,”hewhisperedashisclimaxhithim,harderthananyhe’dhad
inhislife.Hefelthisseedgoandfelthertakeit,heardhisownshoutsdrowned
inhersandanother,finalvictoryroarfromthearena.
Jaceshuddered,whateverthehellhesaidlosttothenight.Deniclungtohim,
hergaspsofpleasurenotmuffled.Shehungontohimuntilthelastthrust,and
thenJacesimplyheldher,wonderingthathe’dfoundsomethingsobeautifulso
unexpectedly.
Hisbodywasstillcrazedwithneed.Hefelthiscockriseagain,notthatithad
deflatedmuch.
Oh,hellno.Jacewascrawlingwithheat,desirerampagingthroughhisbody.
Hethoughthe’dbesatedwithaquickcoupling—thatbothofthemwouldbe
sated.
ButtheShifterinhimhadotherideas.Mate.Take.Mine.“Sonofabitch,”he
whisperedagain.
Thiswasnotthetimeformatingfrenzy—thatbasicShifterneedtotakea
matesomeplacesafewheretheycouldscrewfordays.Anddays.Weeks,even
monthsifneedbe.Nottocomeoutuntiltheywerebothhalf-starvedand
exhausted,andthefemalewasplumpwithcubs.
Shifterscouldfollowtheirrituals,ceremonies,laws,protocol—whateverthey
calleditthiscentury—butthetruthwasthatthematingfrenzycouldstillgrab
thembytheballsatanytimeandnotletthemgo.
ThewomaninJace’sarmshadawakenedhisfrenzyasnootherfemalehad
before.Thiswascrazy.Jacehadonlyjustmether—hehadn’tknownhermore
thananhour.
Thematingfrenzydidn’tcare.
Witheffort,Jacemadehimselfloosenhisholdonher.Atleasthecouldgive
Denithechancetorun.
ThenIcanhunther,theleopardinhimsaidwithglee.Chaseher.Catchher.
Makehermine.
Hewassoscrewed.
Denigasped.Jacehadn’tbeenabletolookawayfromher,herlighthairand
faceapalesmudgeinthedarkness,butnowhereyeswereroundwithfearasshe
gazedoffatsomethingbehindhim.Jaceturnedhisheadtoseewhathadcaught
herworry,andhisownbreathconstricted.
Acrosstheflatplainbehindthearena,aboutamileawayJacewouldguess,
camelights.Flashinglights—redandblue—andthewhitepulsesofheadlights.
Atonofthem,sirensblaring,allheadingtowardthearena.
***
“Shit.”Jacesnarledandgrabbedathisjeans,zippingthemasDenigropedfor
herfallensarong.Shewrappedtheclotharoundherself,fasteningitquickly,her
heartpounding.
Humanpolicepouredtowardthem,racingfortheShifters’veryillegalfight
club.Notgood.Notgoodatall.
EvenasJacepulledonhisdenimjacketandstartedatarunforthearena,
Denifollowing,herbodythrummedwithelation.Forayearnow,she’dbeen
walkingaroundinahalf-awarestate,butatthismoment,inspiteofthe
imminentdanger,shewasalive.
Shewasalittleembarrassedshe’dgrabbedJacelikethat,barelyableto
controlhermatingurge,butdearGodandGoddess,he’dtakenherinastorm.
Deniwasn’tastrangertocasualsex—Shiftersoftenneededtoburnoffsteam—
butthisencounterwentbeyondinintensityanythingshe’dexperiencedbefore.
Denicouldn’tstopwatchingJace’slithebodyasheran,thegraceofhis
wildcatevidenteveninhishumanform.Hesmelledoftheroad,ofTexasdust,
ofhimself,andnowofwhatthey’ddonetogether.ThecombinationmadeDeni
wanttocatchhim,throwhimdown,andflingherselfontopofhim.Shewas
shameless,buthewasbeautiful,virile,andstrong,andDeniwantedhimwitha
mindlessnessthatunnervedher.Eventhestringoflightsandsirenscouldn’t
dampenherneed.
DenisprintedintothearenaalongsideJacetofindthatDylan’smatchhad
finished,thoughthenoisehadn’tmuchlessened.Ronanwassittingheavilyona
bench,humanagain,breathinghardandlookingrueful.Hismatewaswipinghis
nakedbodywithatowel,givinghimit’s-all-right-I-still-love-youcaresses.
Dylantookhistriumphinstride,butquietly,withoutgloating.Hismate,on
theotherhand,atallblondenamedGlory,watchedDylanadmiringly,hergaze
rovingDylan’shonedbody.Sheopenedhermouth,probablytoboastthather
matewasundefeatable,butJace’svoicecutoverthedin.
“Cops!”heboomed.“Coming.Now!”
TheShifterswho’dbeencelebrating,orgrumblingaboutRonan’sloss,came
alert.Shiftersstopped,jerkedaround,staredatJaceorgazedbeyondhim.
Stillness,silence,andanimalwarinesstookover,erasinganythinghumanabout
them.
ThenoneoftheShiftersyelled,“Gotoground!”andthearenaeruptedagain
intonoise.
“No!”Jacebellowedoverthemall.“Stop!”
ThepowerofhisvoicesentahushripplingacrosstheShiftersagain.Jacehad
thecompellingpresenceofaleader,Deninotedwithadmiration,theabilityto
makeothersstandstillandlisten,nomatterhowdirethesituation.
Jacehadhishandsup.“Ifwerun,theychase,”hesaid,hiswordscarrying
acrossthearena.“Theslowestwillbecaught.”
TheShifters’uneasedidn’tlessen,Denisaw,andthesmelloffearwashigh.
Theywantedtoflee,anddamntheconsequences.
“Thelad’sright,”Dylansaid.Inspiteofhisbruisedandabradedbody,he
stoodupright,hisblueeyeshot.“Noonegetstaken.Westand.”
“Thenweallgetarrested,”someoneelseshouted.
Noonemoved,though.Theywouldn’tignoreDylan.
“No,wewon’t,”Denisaid.Shesteppedupontooneofthecementblocks,
usingJace’sshouldertosteadyherself.“They’regoingtofindus—notimetoget
away.Butwecandecidewhattheyfind.Ihaveanidea.”
Inafewbriefsentences,Denioutlinedwhatshehadinmind.Thehumans
lookedbewildered,butShifterfacesbegantorelax,smilesstartingtotakethe
placeoffear.
“You’recunning,sweetheart,”Jacesaid.Hishandonherbackwaswarmas
heslantedheragrin.“Anythingyou’renotgoodat?”
Deniwenthotallover,herfaceflamingashiseyessparkled.Shewasn’tsure
whattheconsequenceswouldbeofhercrazedmatingintheparkinglotwith
Jace,butthelookhewasgivinghermadeherdecidethatlosingcontrolhadbeen
worthit.
“Youheardher,”Dylansaid.“Thisiswhatwedo.”
Shiftersbrokeoff,organizingthemselvesasonlyShifterscouldwhentheneed
wasuponthem.Thepolicecarsandlightscamenearer,sirenscuttingtheair.
Denistillsenseddeepfear,thehumansbarelycontainingit,theShiftersstriving
tosuppressit.
Thewavesofpaniccaughther,jarringDeni’salready-heightenednerves.The
wolfinhergrowled,wantingtoshift,toconfrontherenemiesandmakethem
run.Tochasethemifneedbeandbringthemdown.
Deniclenchedherhands,shuddering,abeadofsweatrunningdownherback.
Damnit.Ifshelostitnow,she’dcondemnthemall.
Acomfortingtouchwarmedhershoulder.“Easy,”Jacesaid,hisbreathinher
ear.
Hewasleaningclose,hisbodyheatwrappingaroundher,hisscentrelaxing
thetightnessinsideher.Deni’sfeareasedbeforeawashofreliefandalsodesire.
Jaceputhishandinhers,andsheleanedintohim,wantingtotwineherself
aroundhisbigbodyagain.
Seancametothem,swordonhisbackglinting,andtookDeni’sotherhandas
theShiftersformedcircles.“Smartidea,Deni.Icommendyou,”hesaid.Then
hisnostrilswidened,takinginherscentcombinedwithJace’s.Hisgaze
sharpenedasitmovedoverJace’smussedhairandDeni’shastilytiedsarong.
“Shite,”hesaidtoJace.“You’vebeeninAustin,what,twentyminutes,lad?You
didn’tevenstopforamealfirst.”
Deniwenthotagain,thoughshekeptherheadupunderSean’sscrutinyand
madeherselfmeethisgaze.
“Keepitdown,”Jacesaid.“Don’tembarrassthelady.”
“Onlyifyoucankeepitdown.”Seandidn’tburstintolaughter,buthisbig
smileshowedamusementenough.
“Shutup,bothofyou,”Denisaid,certainherfacemustbeburgundyred.
“They’rehere.”
Everylawenforcementagencyinthiscountymusthaveansweredwhatever
callhadreportedShiftersuphere.CarsandSUVssurroundedthearena,
floodlightsglaringoverthecirclesofShifters,gleamingineyes,glintingon
Collars.Policeinbulletproofvestsswarmedoutofthevehiclesandintothe
arena,carryingguns,chains,nets,andtranqrifles.They’dcomepreparedto
roundupallofthem.
Thecopsstoppedwhentheyfound,notShiftersfightinginprimitivefrenzy,
butShiftersandhumansstandinginquietcircles.Thelargestcircle,whereDeni
andJacestood,outlinedtheperimeterofthearenafloor,withconcentriccircles
insideit,smallerandsmallerastheynearedthemiddleofthearena.Thecircles
ofShiftersmovedslowly,eachoneinthedirectionoppositeoftheonebeforeit,
theShifterswalkinginaslow,shufflinggait.Thesmallestcircleringedaround
Dylan,Glory,andDylan’sgrandson,Connor,whostoodinfrontofatrashcan
fulloffire.
Shiftersheldhands—orhadtailswrappedaroundhands,iftheywerestillin
animalform—andchantedaprayertotheGoddessastheymoved.EachShifter
spokequietly,buttheminglingvoicesreverberatedtothestarrysky.
DeniclaspedJace’shandtightlyononeside,Sean’sontheother.Seanshould
technicallybeintheinnermostcirclewithhisfatherandnephew,buthe’d
stoppedtomakesureDeniwasallrightandhadn’thadtimetoreachit.
Seanhadhisgazeontheinnercircleandhisfather,butJacelookedatthe
ground,hisshouldershunching.Theposturemadehimappearsmallerthanhe
was,lesschallenging,justanotherShifterinthebunch.Deniunderstoodwhy.
Jacewasn’tsupposedtobeinTexasatall.Ifthehumanpolicediscoveredhe
wasfromtheLasVegasShiftertown,herewithoutofficialpermission,he’dbe
arrested,andthingscouldonlygodownhillfromthere.
Shiftersweren’tallowedtoleavethestateswheretheirShiftertownswere
locatedwithoutspecialpermits,andJacedidn’thaveone.Deniknewthat
withoutasking—permissionwasdifficulttoobtainandtookforever.Jacehad
beencomingandgoingfromtheAustinShiftertownwhenhepleasedforthelast
yearorso,toworkwithDylanandLiamontheCollars.ShifterslikeJacehad
figuredouthowtogowheretheywantedwhenevertheywanted,buthumans
didn’tneedtoknowthat.IfoneofthecopsrealizedthatJacewasn’tfromaround
here...
DenimovedherbodysobothsheandSeanshieldedJacefromthecopswho
stoppedclosesttothem.
Thepolicehadhaltedinuncertainty,buttheykepttheirweaponstrainedon
theShifters,tranqgunsattheready.Thetwocopsincharge,amananda
woman,pushedtheirwaythroughthecirclesofShiftersuntiltheyreached
Dylaninthecenter.
“Tellmewhatthehellisgoingonhere,”themansaid,hispistoltrainedon
Dylan.
Dylangavehimacoldlook.“AShifterreligiousceremony.”Hiswordscame
clearly,andtheShiftersstoppingchantingandfellsilent.“Whatdoesitlook
like?”
“Whatkindofreligiousceremony?”themalecopasked,notimpressed.
“Explainittome.”
“It’sprivate.”Dylan’svoiceheldanedge.
“Keepittogether,Dad,”SeanwhisperednexttoDeni.HisgazewasonDylan,
asthoughhecouldwillhisfathertostaycalm.
“Icanarresteveryone,”thecopsaidtoDylan.“Andquestioneachandevery
oneofyou.Ihavethemanpowerandthetime.OrIcanarrestyoubyyourself,
Morrissey.Yourchoice.”
Connorspokeup,hisvoiceshrillandsoundingafewyearsyoungerthanhe
was.“It’samemorialceremony.Formydad.”
Afewofthecopsmoveduneasily,butmostofthemwentmorerigid.
“Who’syourdad?”themalecopasked.
Dylananswered,“KennyMorrissey.Myson.Hediedtwelveyearsago.We’re
rememberinghimtonight.”
“Rememberinghimhow?”
Dylanshrugged,keepinghisvoicesteady.“Prayers,thecircledance.We
usuallyburnphotosorothermementoes.”Hegesturedattheflamesinthe
trashcannexttothem.“Kennywaswellliked,andhisbrotherisnowthe
Shiftertownleader.Everyonewantedtocome.”
“Whataboutfights?”thecopasked.“BoutsbetweenhumansandShifters?”
Dylanscowled.“Idon’tknowwhatshitpeoplehavebeentellingyou,but
Shifterreligiousceremoniesarepeaceful.”Thatwasabsolutetruth.“Noviolence
inanyofthem.”
“NotwhatIheard,”thecopsaid.“Cuffhim,”hetoldthefemalecopbeside
him.
ConnorstartedforwardinanguishbutbothDylanandGlorysteppedinhis
way.“It’sallright,lad,”Dylansaid.Hegavethetwocopsanod.“Youdon’t
havetocuffme.I’mhappytocomewithyouandexplaineverything.Ibet
someonetoldyouabunchofShiftershadgatheredhere,anditmadeyour
higher-upsnervous.”
“Somethinglikethat,”thecopsaid,histonestillsharp.
Thewomanmovedforwardwiththecuffs.Dylangaveheraresignedlook
andheldouthishands.“IfIcomewithyou,theothersgohome.”
“Youdon’thaveachoice,”themalecopsaid.“But,sure,theotherscango
home.Infact,theyneedtogo,now.Myofficerswillescortthemout.IfIlike
whatyousaydowntown,thentheycanstayhome.”
SeanreleasedDeni’shand.“I’dbettergowiththem,”hesaidinalowvoice.
“Dadcanscaretheshiteoutofpeoplejustbylookingatthem.I’mmore
diplomatic.”Hesaiditwithoutboasting.“Ronan,”hecalled.“MakesureConnor
andGlorygethomeallright.”
“Yougotit,Sean,”Ronansaid.
“Ridewithme,”JacewhisperedtoDeniasSeanwalkedawayandtheShifters
andhumansbegantodisperse.Thecopsstartedherdingeveryoneouttothe
parkinglot,Shiftersgrowlingandrumblinginannoyance,butnotarguing,their
humanfriendswalkingalongquietly.
“IcamewithRonanandElizabeth,”Denisaidnervously.SheknewJacehad
riddeninonamotorcycle—she’dhearditwhenhe’dpulledup.
“IneedtopretendIdidn’tcomealone.RonanandElizabethwillunderstand.”
DeniknewJacewastryingtomakehimselflookasthoughhebelongedinthis
Shiftertown.IfhewentoffwithDeni,asthoughpartofthecommunity,hemight
escapescrutiny.ButthatmeantDeniwouldhavetoclimbontothebackofa
motorcycle.
“Whathappenedtoyou?”anothercopaskedbeforeDenicouldanswerJace.
Denistoppedshort,butthemanwasn’ttalkingtoher.Hewaslookingbehind
them,atRonan,histranqriflepointedatthebigman.
Ronandidlookbad,hisarmscutandbruised,oneeyeswollen.He’dskimmed
onclotheswhilethecopswereclosingin,andElizabethnowhadherarmfirmly
aroundhim.“I’mabouncer,”Ronansaid.“Atabar.Humansliketothrow
punchesatme.”Heshrugged.“Iletthem.”
Thecopgavehimalookofsuspicion,buthedidn’tpursueit.Insteadhe
steppedinfrontofJaceandgavehimabelligerentscowl.“Whataboutyou?You
lethumanstakepunchesatyoutoo?”
Jace’sface,neck,andtorso,baredbyhisopenjacket,borebruisesfromhis
fightwithBroderick.Denirealizedsomethingshehadn’tearlier—afewofthe
marksonJace’sneckwerefromherfingers,somefromherteeth.Sheflushed.
Jacegavethecopalazysmilewithoutliftinghisheadalltheway.Hedraped
hisarmaroundDeniandpressedakisstoherhair.“Religiousceremoniescanbe
boring,”hesaid,hisvoiceslightlyslurred.“Foundsomethingbettertodofora
while.”
Thecopgotaknowinglook,andDeniblushedharder.Well,Jacewasn’t
lying.Whatthey’ddoneinthedarknesshadbeenswift,hot,andglorious,not
boringatall.
“Yeah,well,keepitathome,”thecopsaid.
“Loveto.”Jacekeptuphiscarelessslouch,leaningonDeni,hisarmaround
her.
Thecop,fortunately,leftthemalone,lookingaroundforotherstoharass.
“You’llhavetodrive,”Jacesaidwhentheyreachedthebike.Denithoughtshe
recognizeditasbelongingtoLiam,whomusthavelentittoJace.“Iactedalittle
drunksohe’dleaveusalone,butifhe’swatching,Idon’twanttogivehiman
excusetostopmeforDUI.”Hegaveheragrinanddangledthekeysinfrontof
her.“Sotonightyou’remydesignateddriver.”
ChapterThree
DenilookedatthekeysJacepressedintoherhand,andblindpanicwashed
throughher.“Ican’t.”Shecouldn’tdrawabreath.“Jace,I’msorry.Ican’t.”
“Can’t?”Jacefrowneddownather,hisexpressionamixtureofcompassion,
curiosity,andtheneedtohurry.“Why?Neverdrivenamotorcyclebefore?”
“Ihave.Iownone.Or,Idid.It’sjust...”Deni’sbodywascold,fearpumping
throughher.“Iwasinawreckonmymotorcycle,”shesaidinarush.“Aman
ranmeofftheroadlastyear,onpurpose.Iwasbadlyhurt—tookmealongtime
torecover.Ihaven’tbeenabletorideamotorcyclesincethen.PlusIhave...
episodes.Idon’tknowwhatI’mdoingforstretchesoftime—I’veevenattacked
myownfamily.Istarttogoferal.Liketonight,whenIfought,andwhenwe—”
“Hey,”Jaceinterruptedherhurriedflowofwords,hisvoicewarminthe
darkness.“Stop.It’sallright.”
“It’snotallright.It’salongwayfromallright.”Denidrewashuddering
breath.“Ihaven’tbeenabletosomuchasgetonamotorcycle,noteventoride
withsomeoneelse.Ipanic—Ican’tdoit.Sorry,Ishouldhavetoldyou.”
“Yeah,well,wedidn’tgetmuchchancetotalk,didwe?”Jace’seyesglinted,
theteasinglightinthemmakingherbothembarrassedandrelieved.
Shehandedthekeysouttohim.“Thanksforunderstanding.”
Jacedidn’ttakethem.“Imean,Igetthatthisishardforyou,Den,butyou’re
stillgoingtohavetodrivethebike.Sorry,sweetheart,Ican’triskgetting
stoppedorarrested,orevenquestioned.IftheyfindoutwhoIam,thingscould
getbad.Notonlyforme,butmyfather,Liam,Dylan—maybeallShifters.”He
slowedhiswords,asthoughsensingDeni’sfearescalateagain.“You’llbeall
right.I’llbewithyou.”
Thekeyswereheavyinherhand.“Oh,right.SoIwon’tblackoutandcrash
us,becauseyou’llbeontheseatbehindme?”
“Somethinglikethat.”Jacebrushedhishandoverherarm,hisfingersblunt
andwarm.
Deni’sfearwastoorawtobeeasilycalmed,butshewasgratefultohimfor
trying.Sheknewshehadtogetonthedamnedbikeandtakethemoutofthere—
hewasrightaboutthat—butshecouldn’tmakeherfeetmove.
Oneofthecopswaslookingtheirway.Themanwaitedabeatortwo,then
startedforthem.
JacegaveDeniasmallshovetowardthemotorcycle.“We’vegottogo.”
Anotherpush,movingheranotherstep.“Onlyforafewmiles.Oncewe’reoff
theirradar,wecanswitch.”
“Ican’trideinthis.”Denigesturedtoherself,thefabricwrappedaroundher
body.Shehad,infact,riddeninasarongbefore,butthewindwouldbecoldand
chafing.Maybehe’dtakepityonherandfindsomeoneelsetotakehimto
Shiftertown.
Jaceslidoutofhisdenimjacketanddrapeditaroundhershoulders.Thatleft
historsobare,buthedidn’tseemthemorevulnerableforit.“Youcanwear
this.”
Thejacketheldhisbodyheatandhisscent.Deniclosedhereyes.Shelooked
forsomethingpeacefulinsideherself,aplacesheusedtobeabletofind.Jace
wouldbewithher.He’dmakesuretheyreachedShiftertown.Shewilledherself
tobelieve.
“Now,”Jacesaidinherear.
Denijumped,buthisvoicegalvanizedher.Shetookadeepbreathandstarted
toswingherlegoverthebike.
Itgotstuckhalfway.Deni’sheartthumped—hurry,hurry—butshecouldn’t
makeherleggoovertheseat.Sheclenchedhermuscles,willingherbodyto
obey,butshewasshaking,herbreathleavingher.
Jaceswarmedontothebikebehindher,shovingherlegallthewayoverwith
his.There,shewason,withJacewrappinghiswarm,barearmsaroundher.
Themotorcyclewasbig—Liam,whoownedit,wasabigman—butShifter
womenweretall.Denicouldrideit.
Denitrembledalloverasshestartedthebike,herbodybrushingbackagainst
thesolidwarmthofJace’s.Themotorcyclerumbledbeneaththem,thedeep
throbofawell-tunedHarley,whichleteveryvehiclenearitknowwhata
powerhouseitwas.
Jacetightenedhisarmsaroundher,pretendingtohavetoclinghardbecause
hewasdrunk,butheturnedtheholdintoasteadyingone.Denirelaxedalittle,
enoughtoglidethebikeforward,liftingherfeetsmoothlyastheywent.
Thenarrowroadbacktothehighwaywasdark,rutted,andunnerving.The
headlightslicedthroughblackness,theTexasnightvast.Farahead,tinylights
markedwhereotherShiftersweredrivingaway.
Denistartedtocalmevenmore.Herbodyinstinctivelyknewhowtobalance
thebike,howtoguidethebigmachine,evenwhentheroadwasrough.Her
paniclessened,butthen,outhere,therewerenoothercars,nocitystreets,no
humansrunningtheirvehiclesintoShiftersandruiningtheirlives.
Jace’sarmsaroundDeni,hiswarmbodyatherback,remindedheroftheir
wildcoupling,beautifulforallitsbrutality.Jacehadatall,strongbody,oneDeni
wouldbewillingtoclimbagain.Andagain.DeniwishedsheandJacecouldbe
trulyalone,racingdowntheroad,nothingontheirmindsbutthewind,stars,and
whatthey’ddotogetheratthejourney’send.
Theyreachedthehighway,thetrafficsparse.Deniswungthebiketotheright,
headingforthelightsofcivilization.Austinglowedonthehorizon,thecity
beckoning.
DenihadgrowntoloveAustinanditsquirkiness—themusic,SixthStreeton
aSaturdaynight,barsthatrangedfromupscaletoshabbyhonky-tonks,thebats
emergingeverysunsetfromtheCongressAvenueBridge,thetown’ssenseof
beingdifferentfromeveryplaceelseintheworld,evenfromtherestofTexas.
Denihadfoundsomethinglikehappinesssettlinghere,withherbrother,Ellison,
andhersons,WillandJackson.Notthegreatestexistence,livinginShiftertown,
butatleasttheyweretogether.
Andthenthebastardhuman,who’dbeeninvolvedinsomenastybusiness
regardingShiftersthatEllisonandDenihadhelpedclearup,haddeliberatelyrun
downDenionhermotorcycle,robbingherofcontrolandanysenseof
tranquility.Tonight,couplingwithJaceandnowhavinghimholdontoherwas
theclosestshe’dcometofindingpeaceagain.
Deniturnedontothe183andheadednorth.ShewassureJacewouldtellher
topulloveranyminutesohecouldtakeoverthedriving,buthedidn’t.Jacekept
hisarmsaroundher,hisbodyleaningwithhersasshemadetheturnandjoined
traffic.
Denistartedtoshakeagainastrafficthickened,carsandtruckssurgingaround
themtoheadforAustinfrompointseastofSanAntonio.Jace’swarmhands
movedonDeni’sbelly,asthoughheknewsheneededhisreassuringtouch.Deni
feltalittlebetter,butwhentheyreachedLockhart,shepulledofftoagasstation.
“Youcantakeovernow,”shesaid,slidingoffthehelmet.
Jacedidn’tdismount.“You’redoingfine.Keepgoing.”
“Jace,comeon.I’mscared.Thewreckreallymessedmeup.Theguywhodid
itwastryingtograbme—hewaskidnappingShifters.”
Jace’seyesnarrowed.“Iheardabouthim.Hedidn’tgetyouthough,right?”
“Onlybecausethereweretoomanyotherpeoplearound.Henearlykilled
me.”
“Buthe’sdeadnow.”Jacespokewithconviction.Dylanmusthavetoldhim
someofthatstory.
“Yes.”Deniswallowed,hermouthdry.ShewonderedifDylanhadtoldJace
exactlyhowthemanhaddied,andDeni’spartinit.“MymindknowsthatI’m
safe,butmyinstinctsdon’t.Thewolfinsidemehasn’tfullyprocessedityet,I
guess.”
Jacekeptfrowning.“Iseethat.ButI’mrightherewithyou.Showyourself
youcandoit.Don’tlethimwin.”
Deniwantedto—shetrulydid.Herbrotherhadgivenhersimilaradvice:
Don’tlettheassholetakeeverythingawayfromyou.
Wisewords,butstill,itwashard.“WhatifIblackout?”
Jaceshotheragrin.“I’llwakeyouup.”
“Jace,Ican’t.”
“You’rewrong.Youcan.”
Denigraspedthehandlebars.Sheusedtolovetoride,sheandEllisongoing
alloutonthebackroads,sidebyside,racing.Shemissedit.
ShegaveJaceachallenginglook.“WhatifIgetoffrighthereandrefuseto
ride?”
Jaceshrugged.“ThenItakethebikebacktoLiamandsendyouacab.Oryou
canshifttowolfandgocross-country.”
“Oh,thanks.”
Thegrinreturned.“Or,youcandrive.”
Hewasashithead.Asexyone.Damnit.
EverythinginDeniwantedtodothis.Waitingatthisgasstationforacab
certainlydidn’tappealtoher,especiallynotwiththefewgoodoldboysstarting
toeyethem.HumansandShiftersweren’tsupposedtotangle,butoutinfarm
andranchcountry,inthemiddleofthenight,rulesdidn’talwaysstopanyone.
Denislappedthehelmetbackonherhead.Sherevvedthebikeandpulledout
ofthegasstation,openinguptheengineonceshegotoutoftowntomakeit
throb.
Windrushedpasther,thebikerumbledunderher,andJace,hard-bodiedand
hot,hungontoher.Denistillfelttheacheoftheirroughlovemaking,andknew
shecarriedhisseedinsideher.Whatwouldhappenifthatseedtookroot?The
thoughtofhavinganothercubfrightenedheralmostasmuchasridingdid,butit
elatedheratthesametime.
Deninavigatedthemontothe130thenoffwhenthe183splitfromitagain,
andkeptonstraightnorthforAustin.Shewassweatingbythetimetheyhit
Austinproper,Jace’sjacketcuttingthebracingwind.Theincreasingtraffic
madeherpanicriseoncemore,butJacewasthere,caressingher,histouch
calming.
ExcitementhitDeniwhensherolledintothemostlydesertedstreetsaround
ShiftertownandpulledthemotorcycleupbehindthebarLiammanaged.She
swungoffthebikeafterJacedismounted,andyankedoffherhelmet.
“Ididit.Goddess,Jace—Ididit!”
“Yeah,youdid.”Jaceswepthisarmsaroundherandpulledheragainsthim.
“Youweregreat.Andyoudidn’tevenpassout.”
Deniwastoobuoyedtorespondtotheremark.Shegavehimahardkisson
themouth,lovingthetasteofhim.Herexcitementincreased,herneedforhim
notslaked.Jacedidn’tdiscourageher.Hiskissturnedhard,hishandsonher
backstrong.
Denimadeherselfeaseawayfromhim,thoughheremainedholdinghera
moment,hiseyesdarkgreeninthemoonlight.Shakingalittle,Denistepped
back,slidhisjacketoff,andhandeditbacktohim,thoughitwasashameto
watchhimcoverhimself.
Jaceshruggedthejacketonthentookabackpackfromoneofthesaddlebags
andslungitoverhisshoulder.HeputhisarmaroundDeni.“Comeinandhavea
beerwithme?”
ThiswasDeni’schancetotellhimsheneededtogohome,towaitforhersons
togetinfromwork,herbrotherandhismatetoreturnfromtheirdate.Togo
backtowatchingeveryoneelselive,whileshesatinthecornerandtriedtostay
sane.
Tohellwiththat.Denisquaredhershoulders,slidherhandthroughJace’s
offeredarm,andwalkedinwithhimthroughthebackdoor.
Theyemergedintotheloudbar,halffullofShifters.AtallShiftercoveredin
tattsspiedthemandsteppedinfrontofJace.
“Liamwantstoseeyou,”hesaidwithhischaracteristicbrevity,thenturned
aroundandwalkedaway.
“That’sSpike,”Denisaid.“Manoffewwords.”
“I’vemethim.”JacetookDeni’shandandledherthroughthecrowd,making
hiswaytotheblack-hairedIrishmanleaningonthebar.Hewasn’ttendingit—
Shiftersweren’tallowedtoservealcohol.Ahumanbarmandidthat.
LiamMorrisseyturnedastheyapproached,asthoughsensingthemcome,
whichheprobablyhad.Hewouldn’thavebeenabletohearthemoverthe
jukebox,orsmellthemovertheodorsofsmoke,alcohol,sweatyhumans,and
Shifterswho’dalsojustreturnedfromthefightclub.ButLiamhadtheuncanny
knackofknowingwhereeveryonewasatalltimes.Liamwastall,likehis
brother,Sean,andhadthesameintenseblueeyes.ThoseeyestookinJace,then
Deni,thenLiamleanedforwardandpulledJaceintoaShifterwelcoming
embrace.
JacedroppedhisbackpackonabarstoolandletLiamenfoldhim.Becausethe
twohadmetbeforeandlikedeachother,thehugwasmorecordialandlesswary
thanmanyalphamaleexchanges.Noveiledhintthateachwouldripoutthe
other’sthroatiftheyhadhalfachance.Justfriendshipandcamaraderie,arms
tighteningoneachother’sbacks.
LiamreleasedJace,turnedtoDeni,andpulledherintohisarmsaswell.This
hugwasmorereassuring,theShiftertownleadertryingtocalmoneofhisown.
“Welldone,”Liamsaidquietlyintoherear,andDeniwarmedwithpleasure.
LiamreleasedDeniandfoundJacerightnexttohim.Rightnexttohim,asin
slapupagainsthim.Jace’seyeshadtightened,andhepinnedLiamwitha
warningstare.
LiamreachedpastJaceforahalf-filledbottleofbeerhe’dleftonthebarand
helditwithoutdrinking.“SpikeandRonantoldmewhathappenedoutthere
withthecops.”HegaveDeniagrin.“Iseeyoutwoalreadycelebrated.”
AsshehadunderSean’sscrutiny,Deniflushed,butJacelookedunworried.
“HaveyouheardanythingfromDylan?”Jaceaskedhim.
Liamlosthissmile.“TheytookDaddowntown.Mymateiswithhim,andso
isSean.Theytoldmenottocome.”Henodded,asthoughheagreed.“Kim
knowswhatshe’sdoing.”
Liam’smatewasadefenselawyerwhonowspecializedindefendingShifters.
Liamwasrightthatshewasplentycompetent,andDylanandSeanweregoodat
keepinghumanattentionawayfromShifters.DenisawthetightnessinLiam,
however,sensedhisneedtoracetothepolicestationanduseanymeans
necessarytoextracthisfather.
“Didthepolicetalktoyou?”Jaceaskedhim.
“Aye,theydid.Camerushinginhere,demandingtoknowaboutthisfight
clubthey’dheardabout.Ofcourse,Iknewnothing,didI?”Liam,asleader,had
decidedtolooktheotherwayaboutthefightclub,whichwentagainstShifter
lawsaswellashuman.Thoughthefightclubshadrules,theyweredangerous,
butLiamhadacknowledgedlongagothathecouldn’tpreventthem.“A
detectiveandhalfadozenuniformscameinherethesametimethearenawas
beingraided,orIwouldhavewarnedmydadandSean.”Denisawtheoutrage
inhiseyesthathe’dbeenblindsided.
“Well,theyfounditsomehow,”Jacesaid.“Youhavealeak.Justtoreassure
you—itisn’tme.”
“Didn’tthinkitwas,lad.”
IfLiamhadthoughtJacewastheonewho’dbetrayedthewhereaboutsofthe
fightclub,Jacewouldn’tbestandingherespeakingcalmlytoLiam.He’dhave
beenstoppedatthedoor,andLiamwouldnowbedisembowelinghiminthe
parkinglot.
“Dowelielow?”Jaceasked.
Liamansweredwithonequickshakeofhisheadbutnowords.Notall
ShifterswereprivytotheworkLiamandhisfamilyweredoingontheCollars.
Needtoknowonly.MostShiftersweretrustworthy,butastonighthadproved,
leakshappened.
LiamlookedatDeniagainandstartedtosmile.“Amemorialservice.Good
thinking,lass.”Hechuckled.
“ItwasthefirstlogicalthingIcouldthinkof,”Denisaid.“I’msorryIused
yourfamily’sgriefasadistraction.”
Liamshookhishead,hiseyesbrightwithmirth.“Kennywouldhavelaughed
hisballsoff.Healwayslovedagoodjoke,didKenny.”
Liamwasgrinning,butDenisawthemoistureinhiseyes,hissorrowforhis
deadbrotherneverfaraway.
“Thenwe’llmeetasappointed,”Jacebrokein.“Unlessyouwavemeoff.”
“Aye,getsomerest.”Liam’samusementreturnedasheturnedtoDeniagain.
“Rest,mind.Lookslikeyouneedit.”Hegaveheraquietnod.“LikeIsaid,well
done,lass.”
“Leader’spet,”JacewhisperedinDeni’searasheguidedherthroughthe
crowdedbar,hishandonthesmallofherback.Hislaughdidwarmthingsto
her.“Let’sgetyouhome.”
***
WalkingDenihomewasdelayedwhenBroderickcameintothebar,followedby
Shifterslookingenoughlikehimtobehisbrothers.JacefeltDeni’srageand
worryincrease,herbodyvibratingunderhishand.
“Wedon’tlikeoutsiders,”oneofBroderick’sbrotherssaid,steppinginfront
ofJace.“Don’tlikethemcominginandtakingourwomen.”
DeniwasaroundJacebeforehesawhermove.“Suckonit,”Denisaid.“I
thoughtIwastoocrazyforyouall,anyway.”
Broderickshowedhisteethinasmile.“She’sgotgoodreflexes,fora
nutcase.”
JacepulledDenibackbehindhimandmovedtoBroderick,theclearleaderof
thisbunch.“Keepyourshittoyourselfandyourbrothersquiet,”hesaid,“orI’ll
wipethefloorwithyourass.Again.”
BroderickglancedaroundJacetoDeni,andhiseyeswidenedasherealized
whatotherShiftershadbeenallnight—thatJaceandDenihadgottentoknow
eachotherinthedarkoutatthefightclub.Broderickliftedhishands.“Hey,if
you’rethatfrenziedbyher,youtakeher.You’llbedoingusallafavor.Hope
youcankeepherundercontrol.”
JacehadBroderickbythethroatbeforeBroderickcouldblink.Jacesurprised
evenhimselfwiththemove,andhisspeed.“WhatdidIjusttellyou?”
JacewasawareofShiftersturning,watching,stilling.Themusicpumpedon,
aloudcountrysong,buttheShiftersstoppeddancing,talking,anddrinkingto
watch.
Broderick’sbrotherwasrightaboutonething—Jacewasanoutsider.Hewas
adominantandsanctionedbyDylanandLiam,butthatwouldn’tmatterifthe
entireShiftercommunitydidn’twanthim.Apack,enmasse,couldkillanalpha
andnotcare.
HefeltDenibehindhim—closebehindhim—pressedagainsthisback,but
shewasn’ttryingtosoothehimoutofhisrageorstophim.Jacesensedher
excitement,heruncontrolledneedtofight.Ifhefolloweduphisthreaton
Broderick,Deniwouldberightbesidehim,battlingitoutwithhim.Thethought
madehimwarm,gavehimstrength.
Liamwasstillatthebar,watching.Doingnothing.HewantedtoseehowJace
wouldhandlethis.
LettingBroderickgowoulddecreaseJace’sstandinginthisShiftertown.Not
lettinghimgomightgethimkilled.
AverylargehandlandedonJace’sshoulder,anotheronBroderick’s.Jacegot
awhiffofanannoyedKodiakbearShifterwhohadn’tshoweredsincehisarena
fight.
“Takeitoutofthebar,boys,”Ronansaid.“Betteridea—Broderick,youstay
hereandgetrat-faceddrunklikeyoudoeverynight,andyou...”HegaveJace
theslightestshake.“Yougoandsleepitoff.You’resupposedtobeholingupat
Dylan’shouse,buthe’sofftryingtostayoutofjail.TakeDenihome,andcrash
onEllison’scouch.”
Ronan,asbouncer,wasbreakingtheimpasse.Smart.Ronan’sinterventionlet
Jacesaveface,andBroderickdidn’tgethisasshandedtohim.Jacehadnodoubt
thatLiamhadsignaledRonansomehow,butLiamstillwatchedasthoughonly
mildlyinterested.
JaceeasedthepressureofhisfingersaroundBroderick’sthroat.Broderick’s
Collarsparkedonce,jumpingelectricityintoJace’shand,butJacedidn’tjerk
away.Heopenedhisfingersslowlyandloweredhisarm.Broderickremained
wherehewas,notsteppingbackorrubbinghisneck,whichwasimprintedwith
Jace’sfingermarks.
Jacedeliberatelyturnedawayfromhim.“Goodidea,”JacesaidtoRonan.“By
theway,youfoughtagoodfightoutthere.”
Ronangavehimabriefnodofthanks,buthemovedhimselfsolidlybetween
JaceandBroderick.Iftheydecidedtogoforeachotheragain,they’dhavetodo
itaroundthewallofRonan.JacemightoutrankRonanindominance,butthere
wasnodisputingthatRonanwashuge.
Jacetookastepback,showinghewouldn’tpushit,andheldhishandoutto
Deni.
HesensedDeni’sreliefasshetookhishand,butalsoherdisappointmentthat
anotherfightwithBroderickwouldn’tensue.ShesaidnothingtoJace,onlygave
Broderickafinalglare,andthenJaceledDenitothedoorandoutintothenight.
Denistartedwalkingswiftlyoncetheyleftthebar,movingfasterandfaster,
untilshewasnearlydraggingJaceacrosstheemptylotandtowardthestreetsof
Shiftertown.Inthemiddleofthedusty,weed-chokedfield,Jacepulledhertoa
halt.
“Holdup,”hesaid.“Tellmesomething—whatthehellwasthat?”
Deni’sgrayeyesgleamedinthedarkness.“Whatthehellwaswhat?”
“You.”Jacepointedhisfingeratherface.“Eggingmeoninthere.NotBe
careful,Jace,youdon’twanttogetyourselfintotrouble.Morelike,Goon,Jace.
Kickhisass!Youwantedtoseemegettakendownbythatwholebar,didyou?”
“No.”Deniclenchedherhands,asthoughresistingtheurgetonibbletheend
ofhisfinger.“Broderickjustpissesmeoff.Andyouwouldn’thavebeentaken
downbythewholebar.Isawyoufight—they’dhavebackedoff.”
“Wereyouthisbloodthirstybeforeyouraccident?”
Denihesitated,herchestrisingwithherbreath.“Idon’tknow.”
Jaceputhishandsonherarms,whichwerecold.Thenightwascooling,and
herflesh,baredbythesarong,roseingoosebumps.“Yousaidfightingmakes
youwanttofight,”hesaid.“Butweweren’tfightinginthere.Notyet.”
“Butyouwantedto.”DenirestedherfingersonJace’sforearms.“Isensed
thatloudandclear.YouwerereadytoripoutBroderick’sthroat.Icantakehis
crap,butyoucouldn’t.Areyoualwaysthisbloodthirsty?”
Notuntiltoday.Hemadehimselfgrin.“EveryoneathomethinksI’m
reasonableandapeacemaker.”GoodoldJace.He’llcalmeveryonedown.
“Yeah?NotsureI’dwanttomeetyourfamily,then.”
“Youwould.You’dlikemydad,andhismate.”Herubbedherarms.“Too
coldouthere.Let’sgetyouhome.”
Denishivered,asthoughrealizinghowlightlydressedshewas.“Fine.Though
I’mnotsureaboutyousleepingonthecouch.Liammighthaveroomathis
house.OrSpikemight.”
Shestartedtoturnaway.Jacethoughtaboutfindingspaceinadarkhousethat
didn’tcontainher,andsomethingkickedhiminthegut.
Jacedraggedherbacktohim.Denilandedagainsthischest,hergrayeyes
goingwide.Hefeltherheartbeatingrapidlyashescoopedhertohim,slidhis
handtothebackofherneck,andpulledherupforahardkiss.
ChapterFour
Theirmouthsmetinafrenzy.DeniclungtoJace,herbreathhotonhislips,her
kisseswild,hungry.
Jacewrappedhisarmsaroundher.Thiswoman,thisdeliciousfemale,was
awakeningsomethinghe’dneverfeltbefore—need,primalandintense,which
allShifterspossessed,butwhichJacehadonlyexperienceddimlybeforethis.
EventhehormonalcrazinessofhisTransitiontoadulthoodhadn’tspikedthe
intensedesirethroughhimthatkissingDenidid.
Asherstronghandspulledhimdowntoher,Jacerealizedsheneededhimin
return.Neededhim,Jacetheman,notJacetheShifterleader’sson—shehadn’t
knownwhohewaswhenthey’dmet.Nothinginherbehavior,herscent,her
voicehadtoldhimshecaredwherehewasinthefoodchain.
Sheroseontiptoes,runningfingersthroughhisshorthair,kissinghimas
thoughshecouldn’tgetenough.Jacefelthisfrenzyreply—need,mate,don’tlet
go.
Denipushedawayfromhimwithasuddennessthatrobbedhimofbreath.
Coldairfilledinwhereshe’dbeen,andJacefeltsuddenlyempty.
Deniwasstaringupathim,herchestrisingwithheragitation.“Sorry.Ican’t
control—”
Jace’sreturningbreathhurthim.“It’snotcontrolI’mlookingfor.”
“Iam.”
Becauseofheraccident,shemeant,herfearitwasmakinghergoferal.“Iget
that,”Jacesaid.Heclaspedherelbows.“Butthat’sover,Deni.Yousurvived.I
won’tletyouloseitwhenyou’rewithme—Ipromise.”
Sheshuddered.“Ijustwish—”
“Wishwhat?”Jacedrewhercloseragain,runninghishandsupherarmsto
cuphershoulders.“Tellmewhatyouwant.”
“Tobenormalagain.Ayearago,Iwouldhavesnatchedupsomeonelikeyou,
takenyousomewhereprivate,andnotcomeoutuntilweweredoneenjoying
ourselves.”
Jacegrinneddownather.“Metoo.Withyou,Imean.”
“Butnow.”Denishudderedbutshedidn’tpullaway.“I’mafraidtoletmyself
go.”
“Yeah,”Jacesaid,hisvoicequieter.“Metoo.”That’swhythey’dsentJaceto
AustintoliaiseandtesttheCollarcontrolproblem.Jacewastrustworthy,
dependable.Couldkeepasecret.Couldtakepainandnotgocrazyfromit.He
didn’tneedanyonetoholdhishand,neverhad.
Helikedtostayincontrol,bestrong.Buttonight...
“Comeon,”Denisaid.Shelacedherhandthroughhis,tugginghimalong
withher.“BestIgethome.”
Jace’sheartstillthrummedfromthekiss—Deni’staste,herscent,thewarmth
ofherbodyimprintedonhis.Theferalbeingdeepinsidehimgrowledin
frustration,wantingout.
Keepittogether.HewassupposedtobehelpingDenistaycalm.ButasJace
walkedbehindher,watchingherhipsswaywhileherhandwashotinhis,he
wonderedwhichofthemwouldprovetobethestronger.
***
WillandJackson,Deni’ssons,werehome.Deni’sheartlightenedwhenshesaw
theirpickupinthedrivewayandthelightsglowinginthehouse.Home.Safety.
Jace’sscentlikewildsagewrappedaroundherassheledhimupontothe
porch.HerideathathecouldgosleepatLiam’sorSpike’sdidn’tseemasgood
now.Denididn’tlikethethoughtofhimsayinggood-byeandwalkingaway.
“Sweetride,”Jacesaid,gesturingatthemotorcycleparkednexttothepickup.
“Yours?”
Deninodded,herheartsqueezing.“Ellisonboughtitformeafterminewas
totaled.”Sheglancedatitandturnedresolutelyaway.
“Andyouhaven’triddenit,”Jacesaid.“Shame.”
“Isn’tit?”Denijerkedopenthedoortothehouse.Shewasnotgoingtolet
Jacetalkherintogettingonthemotorcycletonight.She’ddonewellriding
Liam’sbikehome,butshestillshookfromit.Toomuchtoosoon.
Jacefollowedherinsidewithoutfurtherword.Denienteredherhaven,filled
withthescentsofhersons,herbrother,andhismate.Soonherbrotherandmate
wouldhavetheirfirstcub,andmorelaughterwouldfillthehouse.
“Mom.”
Will,heryoungest,alreadytwenty-four,cametoDeniassheenteredthe
kitchenandwrappedhisarmsaroundher.Shehuggedhimback,herbeloved
son.Afteralongtime,Willliftedhishead,lookedherupanddown,andasked,
“Whatthehellhappenedtoyou?”
“Fight,”Denisaid.“ButI’mokay.Irode,Will.Liam’sbike—allthewayfrom
thefightclub.”
Will’seyeswidened,butJackson,twoyearsolderthanWill,said,“Andyou
wereatthefightclubwhy?”Hecameforward,greetingDenibygivinghera
hugfromtheside.Willhadn’tmoved.
NeithersonacknowledgedJacestandingquietlynearthedoor.Willand
Jacksonwerestilltechnicallycubs,thoughtheywereintheirtwenties—adultsin
humanterms.Theyhadn’tgonethroughtheirTransitionsyet.Theywere
clingingtoDeniasinstinctivelyastheyhadwhenthey’dbeentiny,waitingfor
hertoeithertellthemthestrangeShifterwasafriend,orforthemtojoin
togethertoattackhim.
DenialsoknewtheyscentedJaceonher,andheronhim,andknownwhat
they’ddone.Beforetheaccident,they’dhavestartedteasingher.Nowthey
waited,uncertain.
“ThisisJaceWarden,”shesaid.“He’sstayingwithustonight.”
“Ohyeah?”JacksonfinallyeyedJace,thoughhedidn’tgosofarastopinhim
withadefiantstare.“Why’sthat?”
“Dylaninvitedhimouthere,”Denisaid.“ButDylan’sbeenarrested.”
Asshe’dguessed,theannouncementmadetheboysputasidetheir
nervousnessandbarrageherwithquestions,startingwithWhat?Areyou
serious?
JacehelpedDenifilltheminonthestory.OnceWillandJacksonweremore
relaxedwithJace,Deniwenttoherroom,washedup,changedherclothes,then
returnedtothekitchenandstartedputtingtogethersandwiches.Bigones.She
washungry.
TheboysandJacedevouredeverythingshesetdownonthetable.Deni
watchedhersonsrelaxevenmoreasJacetalked.Hereallydidhavetheknackof
puttingeveryoneatease.
Thesightofhimhulkingatthetable,shovelingdownroastbeef,ham,and
turkeyonthreedifferentkindsofbreadwhileWillandJacksonhungonhis
wordsmadeDeni’sheartacheagain.Thisiswhatsheshouldhavehadwithher
mateandcubs—afamily,laughing,talking,eating,sharing.Deni’smatehad
diedofillnesslongago,robbingDeniofthelifeshe’dwanted.Beingshoveled
intoaShiftertownhadbeenevenmorebewildering.Butthey’dmadeit,she,
Ellison,Jackson,andWill.
Heretheywere,andnowJaceseemedtocompletethepicture.
“Seriously,Mom,”Willsaid,hismouthfull.“Whydidyougotothefight
club?Youknowwhathappens...”
Denireachedacrossthetableforthebutterandslappedsomeontoherslabof
bread.“BecauseIwastiredofsittingathomehuddledupinashawl.Ronanand
Elizabethofferedtogivemealiftouttothefightclub,andItookthemuponit.
Ithoughtitwoulddomegoodtogetoutandhavefun.”
“Youcouldhavegonetothebar,”Jacksonsaid,frowning.“Safer.”
“Notreally.ToomanyhumangroupieslookingforaShiftertogrope.Plus,all
myfriendswereatthefightstonight.Iwantedtogo.”DenigaveJacksona
motherlyglare,andheshrugged.
“Speakingofgroping...”Jacksontrailedoff,deliberatelynotlookingatJace
orDeni.Willsnortedashetookanotherbite.
“Noneofyourbusiness,”Denisaid.
Jacesaidnothingatall,onlylookedamused.Hebetrayednoshame,noregret
fortheirquickencounterinthedarkness.
Theboysgottheirsnickeringin,butDenicouldtelltheywererelieved.Had
theythoughttheirmomwaswashed-up?Outoflifebecauseshesometimeswent
outofhermind?ThatmaybenootherShifterwouldwanther?
Jaceremainedsilent,lettingthemlaugh.Atonepoint,hecaughtDeni’sgaze
andwinked,andDeni’sbloodstartedtosimmer.Itreallywasdangeroustohave
himhere.
JacksonandWillretreatedtotheirroomafterthemealtowatchvideosand
sleep.JacecametoDeniwhereshelookedoutthewindowacrossthestreet,
wonderingifDylanwouldreturntonight,andwrappedhisarmsaroundherfrom
behind.
“Theyloveyou,”hesaid.
Denileanedbackintohiswarmth.“They’remycubs.”
“It’sgoodtosee.”Jaceletouthisbreath,heatticklingherear.“Ineverknew
mymother.Shediedbringingmein.”
Deniheardthesorrowinhiswords.Shepressedherhandoverhis.“I’mso
sorry.”
“It’salwaysmademealittletouchy,youknow?”Jaceheldhertighter.“Afraid
togettooclosetoanyone.Itcanhappensofast,losingsomeone.”
Sotrue.“Youhaveyourdad,”shesaid.“Andtherestofyourfamily.”Though
sheknewnoonecouldevertaketheplaceofalostlovedone.
“Ido.Andmydadhasdonesomeshitthat’sscaredmetodeath,trustme.”
Jacegavealittlechuckle.“Butit’smademecareful.”
Careful.Denihadlearnedtobethataswell.
Hisclosenessmadehernervous,andnotbecauseshedidn’tlikeit.Denibroke
hisholdandturnedaround.“Hopethecouchiscomfortable.Linensareinthe
closetinthehall.”
Hisgazesoughthers.“I’msureitwillbe.”Hetouchedherthroataboveher
Collar,fingertipscaressing.Hisjadegreeneyesdarkened,buthedidn’tspeak.
Whateverhisthoughtswere,hekeptthemtohimself.
“Goodnight,then.”Deniroseonhertiptoesandgentlykissedhislips.
Jaceslidonearmaroundher,turningthekissintosomethingdeeper.His
mouthwasapointofheatinthedarkness,theirlipsmeetinginsilence.
Jaceeasedaway,takinghishandsfromDeniandballingthemintofists,as
thoughstoppinghimselffromreachingforheragain.“Goodnight,”hesaid.
Deniswallowed,butdidn’tmove.“Goodnight.”
Jacetookastepback.“You’dbettergo.”
Goodthinking.IfDenistayed,she’dgrabhim,andthey’dgodownrighthere
inthelivingroom.Anotherchanceforthembothtolosecontrol.
“Sure,”shesaid.“Ifyouneedanything...”
Jacehelduponehand,fingersstiff.“Don’tsaythat.Toodangerous.Good
night,”herepeated,firmly.
Deninoddedandmadeherselfturnaround,walkdownthesmallhallway,and
enterherbedroom.Shelookedbackbeforesheclosedthedoor,seeingJace
standinginthelivingroom,rigid,large,solid.
Shuttingthedooronhimwasoneofthehardestthingsshe’deverdone.
***
Inthemiddleofthenight,CollarpaybackhitJace.
Heopenedhiseyesinthedark,sweatrollingdownhisface,painsmacking
himinthegut.Hestifledhisgroans—nousewakinguptherestofthehouse.
PaybackhappenedwhenaShifterpreventedhisCollarfromgoingoffwhile
hewasfighting.Helpedalotduringthefight,butafterwardtherewasalwaysa
backlash.Thesystemsrelaxed,theShifter’sadrenalinedissipated,andthe
suppressedpainwokeupandsaidhello.
Jace’snerveswereonfire.Thepainstartedathisthroatandpouredfromthere
intohisbody.Hedoubledup,stillonthecouch,rollingontohissideandsilently
fightingtheagony.
Smooth,coolhandstouchedhisskin.Jacehadstrippeddowntohisjeansto
sleepbuthadn’tputonanythingelse—he’dfoundenoughblanketsinthelinen
cupboardtokeephisbaretorsocomfortablywarm.
Deni’stouchcutthroughhispain.Shekneltonthefloornexttohim,the
fabricofherlongT-shirtbrushinghisbody.Sheworeabraceletonherright
wrist,athingoldchainwithasmallcharmthatsoothedwhenittouchedhim.
Shehadn’tbeenwearingitearliertonight,butmaybeshehadn’twantedtoriskit
gettinglostatthefightclub.
Jacetookadeepbreath,tryingtostillhisracingheartbeat.Denidrewher
handsuphischestandacrosshisshoulders.Afewhoursago,Jacewouldhave
foundthetouchsexual,invigorating.Samehands,samewoman,butnowshe
calmed.
Helaidhisheadonthearmofthesofa,forcinghisbodytoopenupfromits
crampedposition.Denimovedherhandsdownhischestandtohisabdomen,her
touchfirmbutcaressing.
Jacedrewinanotherbreath.Denileftswathsofreliefasshepulledherhands
acrosshim,pathsfreefrompain.
Sheleaneddownandkissedhischest.Jacewoundanarmaroundherand
pulledhercloser.Itfeltsonaturaltoholdhertohimlikethis.Maybehe’d
knownthiswomaninanotherlife,perhapsthey’dhadalovefortheagesthere.
Shiftersdidn’tbelieveinreincarnation,butJace’sfoggedbrainlikedtheidea.
Denikeptkissinghisbody,keptstrokingwithherhands.Herlipsweresoft
pointsonhishotskin,herhandssobeautifullyskilled.IfJaceweren’tinso
muchpainhe’dbearoused.He’dlovetopullheruptostraddlehim,toholdher
whileshefoundpleasureinhim.
Heletoutawhisperedgroan.Denikissedhislips,stiflingthesmallsound.
Jaceheldher,movinghislipstokissherback.Wonderful,sweetwoman.Her
touchunclenchedthetightnessinhim,featheringcomfortthroughhisbody.
She’drisenfromherbed,somehowknowinghewasinpain,andhadcome
outhere,evenafterthewarygoodnightthey’dshared.Jacehadmadesurehe’d
beenasquietaspossible,butshemusthaveheardhimorsensedhispain.
Jacekissedherlipsagain,strokingherhair.Iftheyhadtimeandfreedom,
they’dfindsomuchtogether.HewasFeline,sheLupine,hefromtheVegas
Shiftertown,shefromtheAustin.Distance,family,andlawskeptthemapart,but
atthismoment—whocared?
Deniraisedherhead.ShekissedthetipofJace’snoseandbrushedherhands
downhischestoncemore,thegoldchainwhispering.
“Better?”sheasked.
“Much.”
“Good.”Sheunfoldedtoherfeet,thehemofherlongT-shirtbrushingher
knees.Sheleaneddown,bathingJaceinherscent,andkissedhislipsoncemore.
Thenhertouchandkissweregone,Denimovingdownthehalltoherbedroom.
Jacelayback,thevestigesofhispainfading.“Goodnight,”hewhispered,and
fellintoadeep,untroubledsleep.
***
JacewalkedoutofthehousethenextmorningwithEllisonRowe,Deni’s
brother.Hewalkedout,eventhoughDeniwasn’tupyet,becauseEllison
escortedhimout.
JacehadbeensleepinghardafterDenihadgonetobedthesecondtime,when
he’dbeenjerkedoutofslumberbyabigShiftersittingdownonhim.
Bothmenhadcomeoffthecouchwithayellofrage,thenthey’dfacedeach
otheracrossthelivingroomrug.Ellison’spalehairhadgleamedinthe
moonlight,hisbigfistsclenched,hiseyeswolfwhite.Jacestoodbarefootin
jeansinanotherShifter’shouse,andforthat,thispackleaderhadarighttotear
himup.
Ellison’smate,asmallhumanwomannamedMaria,hadsteppedbetween
themandcalmlyaskedJacewhathewasdoinghere.Jacehadmetherbefore—
thewomanhadbeenrescuedfromaferalShifterinMexicoandbroughthere,
andEllisonhadfallenonhisassinlovewithher.
OnceJaceexplainedabouthisvisit,Dylan,andthefightclub,Ellisonhad
backedoffalittle.EllisonhadheardaboutDylan’sarrestandconcededthatJace
couldstay.ButthelookonhisfacewhenhescentedDenionJacewaspurefury.
Denihadn’twokenupduringthealtercation,butthen,they’dconductedmost
ofitaftertheirinitialshoutinsilence,withonlyalittlegrowling.Jacedecidedto
takeashower,tiredofpeoplesniffinghim,andbythetimehe’dcomeout,the
sunwasup.EllisonpointedlywalkedJaceoutofthehouseandstartedalongthe
streetwithhim.
“Mysister,”Ellisonsaid,“isgoingthroughsomeshit.”
“Shetoldmesomeofit.”Jacehoistedhisbackpackonhisshoulder,reflecting
thathe’dprobablyneedtofindsomeplaceelsetostaytonight.
“She’sscaredandstillhealing.Shedoesn’tneedtobeconfused.”
Thepissed-offferalinJacestartedrisingagain.Whydideveryoneassumehe
wasreadytotakeadvantageofDeni?Theyallneededtoleaveheralone,give
hersomespace.
“I’mnotheretoconfuseher.”Jacestopped,forcingEllisontofacehim.
Ellisonhadhiscowboyhatandbootson—helikedtoplaythebig,badTexan.
“Deni’sagoodwoman.”
“Iknow.I’velivedwithherallmylife.”Ellison’sgrayeyesheldworry
behindhisanger.“Keepitcool.Don’tlether...”
Hetrailedoff,asthoughunabletofindthewordstodescribehisgut-
wrenchingfears.
Jacedaredtoclosethespacebetweenthem,daredevenmoretoputhishand
onEllison’sshoulder.“I’dneverhurther,”hesaid.“Icanseeshe’sspecial.”
EllisonheldJace’sgazebutsoftenedit.“Sheis.”
Jacesqueezedhisshoulder.“Thenwe’regood.”
Ellisongavehimanotherlook,thenputhishandonJace’sshoulderinreturn.
Hissqueezewasalittleharderthannecessary,buthewasconceding.Two
Shiftersagreeingnottofight.Atleast,notrightnow.
EllisonwalkedawayfromJaceafterthat,andJacecontinuedonafewblocks
toahousethatwassetbackbehindanother.Behindthat,completelyhidden
fromthestreet,wasabrickgaragethatlookedlikenothingmorethananormal
garage.Jaceopenedthedoorandwalkedin,tobegreetedbyLiamMorrissey
andhisbrotherSean.
“Excellent,”Liamsaid.“Dadsendshisregrets...obviously.We’llget
started.”
ChapterFive
“TheystillhaveDylan?”Jaceasked.
Thegaragehestoodinhadbeenconvertedtoaworkshop.Twolongtablesran
thelengthoftheroom,flankedbyafewstools.Boltedtothebencheswerea
scrollsaw,adrillpress,andwhatlookedlikearouterinastand.Attheendof
onebenchwasajeweler’svisethatrotatedonahugeballbearingsotheworker
couldlookatapiecefromeveryangle.
Thebenchesalsoheldtools—everystyleofpliersandvisegrips,wiresnips,
knives,gauges,squares,rulers,andothermeasuringdevices.Boxesholding
silverbitsandjumplinkswerearrangedonthebenches,andasolderingironlay
nexttoacanofflux.
Afewhalf-builtpiecesoffurnitureandsometraysofjewelryhadbeensetup
inthecornersoftheroom,butJaceknewthosewereforverisimilitudeshould
humansfindthisworkshop.Thetrueprojectslayintheboxesofsilverpieces.
LiamandhisfamilyweremakingfakeCollarsandalsoresearchinghowto
removerealCollarsfromShifterswithoutmakingsaidShiftersinsane.
SeannoddedtoJace’squestion.“Dad’sstillinjail.Theywantedtokeephim
overnight.Kim’sworkingonit.”
“She’sgood,ismymate,”Liamsaid.“She’llmakethemseereason,oratleast
shovelegaleseatthemuntiltheychoke.”
SeanandLiam,inspiteoftheirhopefulwords,wereworried,Jacesaw.Both
menhaddeepshadowsundertheireyesandmovedabitstiffly.They’dprobably
beenupallnight.
“Sureyouwanttobeexperimentingonmyneckwhenyou’vehadnosleep?”
heasked,onlyhalfjoking.
“Don’tworry,lad.Wewon’tdomuchtoday.”
SeanunbuckledtheSwordoftheGuardianfromhisback,slidthebladeoutof
itsleathersheath,andlaidtheswordonthetable.Runesthatlookedancientand
powerfulweretracedalloverthesword,bladeandhiltalike.
JacehadseentheswordbelongingtotheGuardianinhisownShiftertown,but
thisone,heknew,wastheoriginal.Thefirst,madebyShifterswordmakerNiall
O’ConnellandwovenwithspellsbytheFaewomanAlanna,hadbeenpassed
downthroughthegenerationstoSean—themenoftheMorrisseyfamilywere
O’Connell’sheirs.
Shiftersdidn’tmuchgoinformagic,butJaceknewthetingleofitwhenhe
feltit.Therewasmagicinthesword,anditsvibrationpermeatedtheairofthe
room.
“Collars,”Liamsaid,seatinghimselfononeofthestools.“Faemagicand
humantechnologywoventogether.Crackingthatcodeisthetoughestthing.”
“How’sitgoing?”Jaceasked.“Anyprogress?”
“Some,”LiamcontinuedwhileSeansatdown,laidafewpiecesofsilver
togetheronthejeweler’sanvil,andclickedonthelightofthemagnifieraboveit.
“WecangettotheCollar’schip.”Liamtappedtheroundblack-and-silver
piecethatwasaCelticcrossrestingonhisthroat.“It’sinthere,wiredupand
readytogo.ThemagicpartisinthesilverthatweavesthroughtheCollar—most
ofthemagicisinthere,thatis.Whatwehaven’tfiguredoutishowthemagic
andtechnologytietogether.That’simportant,becausewhatfusesthemisalso,
wethink,whatfusestheCollartotheShifter’sneck.Itbitesintoournervous
systemandstaysthere.That’swhy,whenthefirstexperimenterssimplyripped
Collarsfromnecks,theShifter’sadrenalinesystemkickedintohighgear,
sendingthatShifterferal.Itwasasthoughyearsofinstinctsbeingsuppressedby
theCollarssuddenlysprangout,withtwentyyearsofragefuelingthem.”
Jacehadheardabouttheexperimentsofafewyearsago,donebyanidiotwho
hadn’tcaredthattheShifterswentcrazywhentheCollarscameoff.He’donly
wantedtheShiftersfreeofCollarsandunderhisthumb.Liamhadbeencaught
upinthebattletostopit.Liam,hisfather,andSeanhadtakenoverthe
experimentingandwerebeingmuchmorecarefulaboutit.
Liamcontinued,“WehavetofigureoutwhatitisthatmakestheCollarswork
asonepiece.Whatthatthirdelementis,sotospeak.Magic,technology...and
somethingthatslidesinbetween.”
“AndI’mtheguineapig?”Jaceasked.
“Onlyifyouwanttobe,lad.Wewon’tforceyou.”
ButthiswaswhyJacehadcome.He’dlearned,slowlyoverthelastyear,how
tocontrolhisCollar.He’dbeenteachinghisfatherandothersinhisShiftertown
howtodoit,andpreparinghimselfforCollarremoval.TheMorrisseyshad
learnedtomakefakeCollarsthatwouldfoolhumans,butonlytwoShiftersthus
farworethem—Andrea,Sean’smate,andTiger,aShifterwho’dbeencreatedby
humans.TigerhadneverwornaCollarbeforehecametoShiftertown,andwhen
they’dtriedtoputoneon,he’dgoneevencrazierthanhealreadywas.Liamhad
decidedafakeCollarforTigerwasthebestsolution.
AndreahadwornarealCollarmostofherlife,butstrangely,ithadnever
workedonher.AndreawashalfFae.Sean’stheorywasthatherFae-ness
somehowcounteractedthemagicinsidetheCollar.Orelseherhealingmagicdid
—Andreawasahealer.Andrea’sCollarhadcomeoffeasily,inanycase.
TheMorrisseysweretryingtoapplywhatthey’dlearnedfromAndreatoother
Shifters,buttheystillhadn’tfiguredoutthedetails.ItwastoughtofindShifters
stableenough,trustworthyenough,andwillingenoughtoletthemselvesbelab
ratsfortheCollarexperiments.Hence,Jace’stripstoAustin.
Jaceopenedhisarmsandshrugged.“Whatdoyouwantmetodo?”
Seanpickedupasolderingiron.“Bebestifyouheldstill.”
Jacelookedatthepencil-thindevice,whichhummedalittleasSeanturnedit
on.Thetipwouldbeturningbrutallyhot.
“Seriously?”Jaceaskedhim.
Seanattemptedtokeepaworriedlookoffhisfaceasheapproached,which
didn’tmakeJacefeelanybetter.“We’retryingtobothfindasafewaytoremove
theCollarsanddiscovertheirsecretatthesametime,”Seansaid.“Ivolunteered
myself,butDadandLiamwon’tletme.”
“Becauseyou’retheGuardian,”Jacesaidassweatbrokeoutonhisface.“If
thiskillsyou,rippleswillbefeltthroughoutShiftertown—theShifterworld,
even.Killme,andtherippleswillbesmaller.”
“Nokilling,”Seansaidquickly.“We’llstopshortofkilling.”
“Whew.”Jace’sheartbeatfaster,buthekepthisvoicelight.“Thankthe
Goddessforsmallfavors.”
“I’dlovetotellyouthiswon’thurt,”Seansaid.Heraisedthesolderingiron.
LiamclosedinonJace’sotherside.“Yougoingtobeallright,lad?Noripping
intous,Imean?”
AbeadofsweattrickleddownJace’sback,andhecurledhishandstofists.
“Let’sfindout.”
“Dadshouldbehere,”Liamsaid.“Buthetoldusnottowait.”
“Howdidhetellyou?”Jacekepthiseyesonthehottipoftheiron.“He’sin
jail.”
“He’sgoodatgettingmessagestous,”Seansaid.“Hewantsustostart.He
mustknowsomething.”
“Possibly,”Jacesaid.Heclenchedhisjaw,fiststightening.
SomethingcoldtouchedthesideofJace’sneck.Aknife—averysmall,
delicateone,wieldedbyLiam.Seanheldtheironcompetentlybetweensteady
fingersandbroughtitclosetoJace’sthroat.
“Theheatloosensthemetalwithouttearingyou,”Liamsaid.Hisknifenicked
Jace’sskin,justbarely.
“Youknowthishow?”Jaceasked.NeitherSeannorLiamanswered.Jace
didn’twanttomovehisthroatbyswallowing,buthecouldn’thelpbutlickhis
drylips.“Ah,soyoudon’tknow.”
“We’vedonealotofthinkingonthis,”Liamsaid.“Someone’sgottobethe
first.”
“SeansaidyoutookAndrea’soffwithaknifealone.”
“True,butAndrea’swasn’tfusedtohernervoussystem.Trustme,we’lldo
thisslowly.Onlyalinkortwotoday.Moretomorrowifitworks.”
“Ifitworks,”Jacerepeated.“Yourskillsatreassuranceareterrific,Liam.
WhatahellofaShiftertownleaderyoumustmake.”
“Stoptalking,”Liamsaid.“Stayvery,verystill.”
JacewasdoingthisforthegoodofallShifters,heremindedhimself.Shifters
foryearstocomewouldbenefitfromJace’ssacrifice.
Itwasthatword—sacrifice—thatJacewashavingtroublewithatthemoment.
Theknifebladecut.Atthesametime,Seandartedinwiththeiron.Searing
heatradiatedacrossJace’sneckanddownhisspine.Hefeltawildcatsnarlbegin
deepinsidebuthetampeditdownashardashecould.Ifheshiftednow,who
thehellknewwhatwouldhappentohim?
LiamandSeanbackedoffasswiftlyasthey’dgonein.Jaceopenedhiseyes
andshookhishead,thepaineasing.Heblinked,realizingheviewedtheother
twothroughcat’seyes.Herelaxedhishandsandfoundhe’dgougedhisown
palmswithleopardclaws.
Hedrewaraggedbreath,willingallofhimselftoresumehumanform.“Isthat
it?”
Liamshookhishead.“Startedit.Alittlebitmore,andwe’llhavealinkortwo
off.Thendrinksareonme.”
“It’seightinthemorning.”
“I’mthinkingyouwon’tcarewhattimeitiswhenwe’redone,lad.Plus,you
hadonehellofanightlastnight.Sodidwe.Beerisagoodthing.”
Jacedrewinadeepbreaththroughhisnose.“Allright,”hesaid.Hereleased
thebreath.“I’mready.”
SeanjammedtheironontoLiam’sknifeblade,andthesearingknifeslid
underJace’sskin.“Oh,sonofaf—”Jace’swordsbecameawildcatsnarl.He
slammedhiseyesshut,notwantingtoseetheworldrockifheshifted.
Theprocesstooklongerthistime.Liam’sbreathbrushedJace’sneckashe
leanedclose,hislion’sscentdifferentenoughfromtheFelinescentsJacehad
grownupwithtomakehisleopardalittlecrazy.
Afteranagonizingstretchoftime,Liamsteppedback,Seantookawaythe
iron,andthepain,mercifully,letup.Jaceopenedhiseyesagain,takingdeep
breathsuntilhiskillinginstinctscalmeddown.
Hisclothesweredrenchedwithsweat,hisbodyshaking.Jacewipedhisface
withthebackofhishandandmovedhisfingerstowardhisneck.
“Careful,”Liamsaid.“That’sgoingtobealittletender.”
Alittle?Jacebarelybrushedhimselfandjerkedhishandawayattherawpain.
“Isitoff?”
“Alinkandahalf,”Liamsaid.“Goodfortoday.”
“Alinkandahalf?”Jacespuntoagrimymirroroverasink.Sureenough,a
linkhadloosenedontherightsideofhisneck.Beneathitwasanangryred
mark.“Wecan’tletanyoneseethis.”
“No,”Liamagreed,whileSeanturnedofftheiron.“Isuggestascarfora
jacket.”
Jacket.Jacehadbroughtahoodieforcoolernights,andLiamhadpulledthe
linkwheresuchathingcouldhidethetraces.
Jacerummagedinhisbackpack.Theclothofthejacket,whenitsettled
againsthisneck,stung,butthesmallhurtwasnothingtowhathadgonethrough
himbefore.
“Whatnow?”Jaceasked.
“Beer,”Seansaid,slidinghisswordbackintoitsscabbard.“Lotsofit.And
tryingtospringmydadfromjail.”
***
DenikeptbusyinheryardafterWillandJacksonleftforwork.Mariahadgone
offtoschool,andEllisonwasback,snoringinhisbedroom,sleepingoffhis
night,leavingDenirelativelyalone.Shedidn’twanttositinthehousewaiting
toseewhetherJacewouldcomeback—thatwayledtobrooding,thento
craziness,andtoherferalwolfcomingout.
InshortsandaT-shirt,DeniplantednewbeddingflowersWillhadbrought
homeforher.TheweatherinAustinwasusuallydryenoughandwarmenough
forhertomixaridclimateplantslikeautumnsagewithwetterweatherplants
likepetuniasandroses.ManyShifterswentinforgardening,keepingtheirsmall
yardscolorfulthroughouttheyear.Anantidote,Denifigured,totherestlessness
thatmadethemwanttoroamandfight.Nestingascompensation,shesupposed.
Deniwasstraighteningupfromclippingoffafewdeadredroseswhen
warmthcoveredherfrombehind.
“Ipreferasarong,”Jacesaid,hisbreathhotinherear.
“Doyou?”Deninestledbackintohim.“I’llgetyouoneforyourself,then.Bet
you’dlookcuteinit.”
Hislaughstartedallkindsoffiresinsideher.Deniturnedinhisarms,still
holdingherpruningscissors.Shestartedtosmileathim,butshebrokeoff,
seeingthestreakofbloodonthesideofhisneck.
“Areyouallright?”
Jacemovedthecollarofhisjacketoverthewound.“Priceofwisdom.We
won’tknowwhatremovingtheCollarswilldountilweremovethem.”
“It’sstillon.”DenipointedattheCelticcrossatthehollowofhisthroat.Her
bracelet,whichshelikedtowearasoftenasshecould,clinkedlightlyagainst
thecross.Deni’smotherhadleftherthebracelet,areminderofhappierdays.
“Babysteps.IthinktheMorrisseyboysarethroughtorturingmefortheday,
oratleastthemorning.”
DenitouchedherownCollar.“Dotheyreallythinktheycangetthemoff?I
wonderif...”
JaceclosedhisfingersoverherhandasshestartedtotugatherCollar.“If
takingyoursoffwillstopyourepisodes?Idon’twantyouriskingthat,Den.
Whattheyjustdidtomehurtlikehell.Idon’twantyougoingthroughituntil
theyknowwhatthey’redoing.”
Denisqueezedhishand.“Whyareyougoingthroughit,then?Idon’twant
youhurtinglikehelleither.”
Jaceshrugged.“Someoneneedstogofirst.Whynotme?”
“Whyshoulditbeyou?”sheaskedindignantly.“LetLiamandSeantorture
themselves.”
“Thinkaboutit.”JacelacedhisfingersthroughDeni’s.“Sean’stheGuardian.
Liam’stheShiftertownleader.DylanneedstobeintactincaseLiamneeds
backup.Connortheirnephewistooyoungforthiskindofpain.Liam’strackers
—Ronan,Spike,Ellison—arematednow,withlittleones,orlittleonesonthe
way.I’mastrongenoughShiftertotaketheexperiment,andifsomething
irreversiblehappenstome,mydadandmyauntCassarealreadyrunningour
Shiftertown.I’munmated,havenocubs...”
“Meaningyou’reexpendable?”Denisnatchedherhandaway,angerrising
fromsomeplacedeep.“Noone’sexpendable,Jace.”
Jacegaveheratolerantlook.“You’renicetoworryaboutme.Now,how
aboutputtingonthesarong?”
Denimadeanoiseofexasperationandsmackedathimwithheremptyhand.
Jacecaughtherhandagainandtuggedhercloser,upagainsthishardbody.
Hisfacelostitsteasingexpression,andhisgriptightened.“Deni,youmake
megladtobealive.”
Shelookedupintohiseyes,whichheldfire,andsomethinginherthatshe
hadn’trealizedwastightunwounditself.
Denispreadherfingersonhischest.“Don’tletthemhaveitalltheirown
way.”
Jacegaveherastartledlookasthoughsurprisedatherdefenseofhim.He
leaneddownandkissedher,drawingthefirethathadalreadybeguninsideher.
Herestedhischeekagainsthersafterthat,rockingalittleasheheldher,warmth
towarmth.
Jaceliftedhishead,brushingDeni’shairfromherface.“I’mbeat.Toobad.I
washopingtodootherthingsthismorning.”
Thelightinhiseyeswassuggestive,buthedidlooktired.Exhausted.He
hadn’thadmuchsleepinthenight,andhe’dbeengoneatdawn.Deniwas
willingtobethehadn’teatenanythingeither.
“Takealoadoff,”shesaid,gesturingtotheporch.“Letmefinishhere,andI’ll
makealatebreakfast.Orearlylunch.Whateveryouwanttocallit.”
Jacegaveherasmileandkissedherforehead,tighteninghisgriponheragain,
butfinallyhelethergo.“LiamandSeanwenthometoconsumeaboatloadof
Guinness,”hesaid,movingtotheporch.Heshookhishead.“Irishmen.”
Helaughed,butDenigrewirritated.LiamexpectedJacetositstillwhilehe
andSeanpokedathim,andthentheydidn’tevenbothertofeedhim.
Shejerkedonhergardeningglovesastheporchswingcreaked—Jaceletouta
sighasherelaxedonit—andwentbacktohertaskofspreadingmulcharound
hernewplants.Afewrosestodeadhead,andthenshe’dgowhipupamountain
ofeggsandastackofbacon.Ellisonwouldbeupsoontoo,andsheknewhow
muchmaleShifterslovedtoeat.
Asmallcarpulledupacrossthestreet.DenistraightenedtowatchasKim
Morrisseydescendedinaneatskirtandblousewithlow-heeledshoes.Deni
sensedotherShiftersinyardsandonporchesdownthestreetcomingalert,
watchingtoo.
KimlookedoverandgaveDeniabriefwave,butherusualsmilesweregone,
herfacesetingrimlines.ThepassengerdoorhadopenedasKimgotout,and
Dylanemerged.
Deniletoutabreathofrelief.Dylanwassafe.ShesensedtheotherShifters
relaxaswell,andsawthemturnbacktotheirmorningtasks.
DylanglancedatDenithenwalkedswiftlyacrosstheroadtowardDeni’s
yard.Hepausedattheedgeofthebrowninggrass,toomuchaShiftertoinvade
Ellison’sterritorywithoutinvitation.HeonlycontinuedtowardDeniather
flowerbedwhenshegavehimanod.
Dylanlookedterrible.Hischeekswerecoveredwithblackstubble,thegray
thatbrushedhistemplesmoreprevalentthismorning.Hisfacewaslinedwith
dirt,hishairlank,hisclothessmellingofstalesmokeandsweat.
“Youallright?”Dylanaskedher.
“Ishouldbeaskingyouthat,”Denisaid,pullingoffherdirtyglovesand
droppingthemtotheground.Dylan’sblueeyeswerealwaysdifficulttolook
into,butDenimethisgazeforafewbeats.
“I’mgood,”Dylansaid,thoughitwasobvioushewasn’t.Heputafirmhand
onDeni’sshoulderandpulledherintoahug.“Youdidwelllastnight,lass,”he
said.Hisarmstightened,thealphagivingoneofhisfrightenedShifters
reassurance.
Agrowlsounded.Lowandvicious,itrolledoutfromtheshadows,itsthreat
clear.
Dylanjerkedaround,releasingDeni.Anansweringgrowlcamefromhis
throat,Dylantootiredtoworryaboutanykindofprotocol.AShifterthreatened
him—Dylanwasgoingtostrikehimdown.
IttookDeniasecondtorealizethattherumblehadcomefromJaceonthe
porch.Hewasstillsittingontheporchswing,butalert,upright,hiseyesglinting
intheshadows.
Shiftersinanother’sterritorywerealwayscarefulaboutwhattheydid—this
entireShiftertownwastechnicallyMorrisseyclanterritory,thoughthey
respectedtherightsandprivacyofindividualfamilies,packs,andprides.Buta
Shifterfromoutoftowncouldn’tthreaten,challenge,orcauseanyproblems
whenhewasaninvitedguest.Itwasn’tpolite,anditwasdangerousbesides.
SowhythehellwasJaceWardenleaningforward,hisgazefastonDylan,
growlingwithfullmenaceandreadytoattack?
ChapterSix
Don’ttouchher,Jace’sgrowlsaid.
HeknewDylanunderstoodhim,becauseDylanwasstaringbackatJacewith
fullcomprehension.Dylanwasalsoangry,theshortfuseofhistempernot
helpedbyhisnightinjail.
Jaceknewhewasviolatingallkindsofprotocol,buthedidn’tgiveacrap.
DylanhadputhishandsonDeni,andJacehadseenherfirst.
Afaint,logicalvoicedeepinsideJacetoldhimDylan’sreassuranceofDeni
wasnatural,andtheintruderinthispicturewasJace.
Jacekickedatthevoiceuntilitshutup.Heknewifherosefromtheswing,
there’dbeafight,andhewasn’tsurehewouldn’twelcomeit.IfDylanwasa
goodShifterandwentalonghome,Jacewouldlethimgo.Otherwise...
Dylanstartedfortheporch.Jacerecognizedthedeterminationinhisstride,
havingseenitinhisownfatheroftenenough.Dylanwascomingtoteachthe
upstartJacealesson.
Jaceheldhisplaceontheporchswing.Thelogicalvoicehadjustenough
volumetotellhimthatnooneinthisShiftertownwouldtakehissideinafight
againstDylan.Notinarealone.Thiswasn’tthefightclub—fightclubrules
didn’tapplyhere.
Dylanwasonthesteps,movingslowlybutmenacingly.Jacesawaflashout
ofthecornerofhiseye,andthenDeniwasleapingfromtheground,upandover
theporchrailingwithLupinegrace.Thefactthatshe’dcrushedoneofhernewly
plantedpetuniasasshemadethevaulttoldJaceofherapprehension.
DenimovedswiftlyinfrontofJace,facingDylanbeforehereachedtheporch
floor.
“He’stiredandhurt,”DenisaidtoDylan,wordscomingfast.“Likeyouare.
Letitgo.”
True,Jacewas.Buthewasalsoenraged.AfightwithDylanwouldbefun.
Lionagainstleopard—brutestrengthagainstfinesse.Whichwouldprevail?
DylanlookedatDeni,willinghertomove.Deniheldherground—goodfor
her.Dylangrowledalittle,thenhelookedaroundDenitoJace,hisblueeyes
goingShifterwhite.“Denisright,”Dylansaid,everywordslowanddeliberate.
HewasholdinghimselfbackfromthrowingDeniasideandgoingforJace,and
makingitclearhewasholdingback.“We’rebothexhausted.”Dylan’sgazewent
toJace’sneck,whereJace’sjackethadslidbackagaintorevealtheloosened
Collarlink.“Andyou’reinpain.Eatsomething.Sleepitoff.”
“Goodadvice,”DenisaidtoDylan.“Takeityourself.Neitherofyougot
muchsleeplastnight.”
Jaceremainedsilent,buthegaveDylanaslownod.Dylanrestedhisgazeon
Jaceforafewmomentslonger,theweightofhisstarepalpable,beforeheturned
andwalkedofftheporch.Hesaidnothing,notagood-byeoran
acknowledgment,onlystrodeawayandbackacrossthestreettowhereKim
waitedanxiously.
DeniwatchedDylango,herhandsonhershapelyhips.Jacecouldreachup
andclaspthosehips,pullingherbacktohislap.
Deniswungaroundbeforehecouldmove.“Areyouallright?Whyinthe
Goddess’snamedidyoudothat?”
Jaceshrugged,whichrubbedhisjacketagainsthissoreneck.“Ididn’tlikethe
wayhetouchedyou.”
“He’sShiftertownleader.”Denifoldedherarmsandglareddownathim.“It’s
hisjobtoreassureusall,tomakesureeveryone’sokay.”
“He’snotleaderanymore.”
“Nottechnically,no.ButLiamstillreliesonhimprettyheavilytokeepthe
peace.Didn’tDylaninviteyouhereinthefirstplace?”
“Hedid.”JacekneweverythingDenisaidwastrueandreasonable.Butthe
matingfrenzyonlyknewmateandstayawayfrommymate.
Timetoapologize,makeamends,tellDylanhedidn’tmeantobeanidiot.But
Jacedidn’twantto.HestillhurtfromLiam’sknifeandSean’ssolderingiron,
andheneededabreak.
Jacepressedhishandstohisthighsandrosetohisfeet.HelikedthatDeni
didn’ttakeastepbackbutremainedinhispersonalspace,asthoughshe
belongedthere.
“We’rebothtired,”Jacesaid.“Likeyousaid.Now,aboutthisbreakfast.Let’s
getsomethingstarted.I’mstarving.”
***
DeniwatchedJaceeat.Andeat,andeat.Sheputawayaplateofeggs,bacon,
andTexastoastherself,butJacekeptshovelingitin.Ellisonwokeupandjoined
them,ashungryasJace.
“Iguessnomorefightclubforawhile,”Ellisonsaidaftertheydiscussedwhat
hadhappenedwiththecops.“Damn.Shiftersneedtoworkoffsteamsomehow
orelsewecombust.”
“Youcanworkoffsteambycleaningouttheguttersandfixingtheroof,”Deni
said,pilingmoreeggs,cheese,andsalsaontobothmales’plates.“Thatwillcool
youdown.”
Jacelaughedoutloud.Hewassweetandsexy,fillinguptheplaceatthetable
asthoughhebelongedthere.
Ellisongrimaced.“Don’tbesoliteral,woman.”
“Justgivingyouanalternative,”Denisaid,resumingherseat.Jaceclosedhis
handoverhers,squeezingit,beforehereturnedtohisfood.“Iwouldn’twant
youtoburstintoflames.”
EllisonlookedoverJaceandDeni,hisgrayeyesshrewd.Hedidn’tpretend
nottonoticethesignalsbetweenthem,howcomfortabletheyweresittingclose
together.
Aknocksoundedonthebackdoor,andJacecameinstantlyalert.Hishand
jerkedonDeni’s,hiseyeslosingtheirdeepgreennessforalighterhue.
Atthesametimeapolicecarwentbythehouse,itsblackbodyandwhite
doorsslidingpastinsilence.Ellisonwentnoiselesslyforthedoorandopenedit
tofindasmallboywithwhitehairandblackeyesstandingonthedoorstep.
“Olaf,”Ellisonsaid,hisbodyrelaxing.“Maria’snothomeyet.”Maria,
Ellison’smate,oftenbabysatforeleven-year-oldOlaf,whowasapolarbearcub,
aswellasotherShifterkids.Shelookedafterthemwhiletheirparents—orin
Olaf’scase,fosterparents—worked.
“Ronansentmetotellyouthepolicearehere,”Olafsaid.
“Weseethat.”Ellisonturnedtowatchasecondcargopastthefrontwindows.
“They’regoingdoor-to-door,”Olafsaid.“CheckingID.”Helookedpast
EllisonandintothekitchenatJace.“Everyone’sID.”
Deni’sheartbeatspedinalarm.“DoesRonanknowifthey’relookingfor
someoneinparticular?”
Olafshookhishead.“No.They’rejustaskingforID.”HepeeredatJace,his
smallfaceblank.“What’sthematterwithhim?”
“Nothing,”Denisaidquickly.“Longnight.”
Olafdidn’tnod.HekeptstaringatJace,hisbrowpuckering.“He’snotright.”
Withthatdeclaration,Olafturnedfromthedoorandraninalopingstride
downtheporchstepsandacrossthebackyardtothenexthouse.
Ronanhadbeensmarttosendhimasanearlywarningsystem,Denithought
asEllisonclosedthedoor.Ifthepolicestoppedhim,allOlafhadtodowaslook
cuteandinnocent,andcharmthemsenseless.Hedidthatsowell.
Ellisoncamebacktothekitchen,hisshoulderstight.“Don’twehaveanew
ShifterBureauliaisontopreventthiskindofharassment?Ineedtohaveatalk
withTiger.”
“Maybeit’scomingfromadifferentdepartment,”Denisaid.“Notourbiggest
concernatthemoment.”
BothsheandherbrotherturnedtolookatJace.
“Shit,”Ellisonsaid.Deniwaited,tense.TheycouldhelpJace,butonlyif
Ellisonagreed.
Jacehelduphishands.“Ipromisenottotouchanything.”
EllisonwentpastDeniandintothehallbetweenkitchen,livingroom,and
bedrooms.“Shit,”hesaidagain,hisTexasaccentthickening.
“Nochoice,”DenisaidtoEllisonassheandJacefollowed.“Hedoesn’thave
timetogetaway.”
Ellisonputhishandonthefalsewallpanelinthemiddleofthehall.“You
knowthisisasacredtrust,”hesaidtoJace.“Right?”
“I’mfamiliarwiththeconcept,”Jacesaidimpatiently.
“Damnit,”Ellisonsaidunderhisbreath.“IfIstillhadapack,they’dkillme.”
“Iamyourpack,”Denisaid.“AndI’llspeakformysons.Jacegoesto
ground.”
WereJaceanyoneelse,DeniwouldbeasreluctantasEllisontoopenthedoor
behindthepanelingandletJaceseewhatwasinthere.ButthiswasJace,and
she’dlethimsootheherinthedarknessatthefightclublastnight.He’dkepther
fromgoingferal,hadgottenherhomesafely,andprovedshecouldstartgoing
backtohernormallifewithoutfear.Sheowedhim.
Theopeningdoorrevealedasetofcementstairsheadingdownintodarkness.
Thethreeofthempausedatthetopamoment,lettingtheairfrombelowcool
them.
Secretspaces.EveryShifterhousehadthem.Traditionallybuiltbelowthe
mainhouse,theyheldsecretsofthatShifterpackorclan,thingscollectedand
cherished,thepack’swealth.Shiftershadsurvivedallthesecenturiesbecauseof
thethingscontainedintheirvaults.Shiftersnowlivedtogetherabovegroundin
relativepeace—differentclansandspeciesrubbingelbows,orpaws—because
theykeptthispartofthemselves,placesonlyclosefamilywent,safely
underground.
ToletanunrelatedShifterseethesecretspaceswasunthinkable.Jacewasn’t
familyorclan—hewasn’tevenLupine.
Anotherknockcame,thisoneonthefrontdoor,andmuchfirmerthanOlaf’s.
“Mr.Rowe?”aman’svoicesounded.
Ellisonletoutagrowlandheadedforthefront.Jace,insteadofgoingdown
thestairs,spunandstartedafterhim,steppinginfrontofDeniasthough
protectingher.
“No!”Deniwhispered.ShegrabbedJacebythejacketandshookhim.“Get
downthere.”
Jaceswungaroundandgaveherastartledlook,asthoughhe’dhadnoidea
he’dgoneintohisprotectivestance.Hiseyeswerethelightgreenagain,his
Shifterrageapparent.
Deniknewhedidn’twanttogodownthestairswithouther,toleaveher
vulnerable.Butthiswasn’tthewild.Thiswasthehumanworld,andatthe
moment,sheandJacehadtoplaybytheirrules,orriskeverything.
“Down,”Deniwhisperedagain.
Jacefinallynodded,letherpushhimtothefirststair,andheldhergazeasshe
shutthedooronhim.Denihadthefalsepanelbackinplaceandwaswalkingout
towardthelivingroombythetimetwopoliceofficers,onearmedwithatranq
rifle,strodeinanddemandedtoseeherandEllison’sIDs.
***
Jaceremainedinthestairwell,pressinghisfiststothestonewall,draggingin
deepbreaths.Heknewhecouldn’triskthepolicefindinghim,buttheneedto
keepthemawayfromDenihadrisenswiftly,hisprimalfearforherdrivingaway
commonsense.
Hecouldhearthepolicethroughthethinpaneling,talkingtoEllisonand
Deni,askingwhereMariawas,andaboutDeni’ssons.Humanhearingwasn’tas
goodasShifters’,butJaceknewtheymightbeabletohearanynoisehemadeif
hewasn’tcareful.
Insilence,hewalkedtherestofthewaydownthestairs,hisFelineeyes
lettinghimseeinthedark.Atthebottomwasadoor,unlocked.Jaceopeneditas
noiselesslyashecould,slippedinsidethebasementroom,andclosedthedoor
behindhim.
Onlythendidhefliponeoftheswitchesbesidethedoor,onlyone.Asingle
lightcameoninthemiddleoftheroom.
Jacelookedaround.Nice.Themainroomheldsoft-lookingfurnitureand
openedtoakitchenlargerthantheoneupstairs,withmoreupscaleappliances.
Therefrigeratorwasstocked,hesawwhenheopenedit.AShiftercouldlive
downherecomfortablyforweeks.
AflatscreenTVhadbeenmountedtoawall,andagameconsoleandcontrols
satunderit.Jacesmiled.WillandJacksonmusthavefundownhere.Probably
Ellisontoo.JacethoughtaboutCassidyathishouse,andherprowessatthepool
table.Denilikelyheldherown.WhyShifterslikedtoplayRPGs,Jacehadnever
figuredout—theywereshapeshiftersandfightersinreallife—butgiventhe
opportunitytotakeanewidentityandkickatroll’sass,theycouldn’tresist.
Gameswereoff-limitsrightnow.Jacecouldn’triskthatthehumansupstairs
wouldn’thear.Shifterspaceswereusuallysoundproofed,butsoundproofingwas
onlysogood.
JacefiguredEllisonwouldwantJacetostandwithhiseyesclosedinthe
middleoftheroomandnotsmell,see,ortouchanything.Andthensomehow
wipehismemoryofeverythingthemomentheleft.Hehadtosmile.
Inanyothersituation,JacemighttrytokeepclearoftheRowefamily’s
secrets.ButthiswasDeni’splace.Itheldtheessenceofher,evenmorethanthe
houseupstairsdid.
Jacecouldn’tresiststoppingbythetallcabinetthatheldbooksanda
collectionofframedphotographs.Familyphotos.AtallcoupleJacedidn’t
recognizemustbeEllisonandDeni’sparents.Thephotowasold,butkeptwith
care.
AnotherolderphotoshowedDeni,muchyounger,probablyjustpasther
Transition,withamaleShifter.TheShiftermale,whohadblackhairandgray
eyes,wasaLupine,bigandrawboned,likemostofthewolves.Denileaned
againsthim,asmileonherface,lookinghappy.Deni’snamewasstillRowe,
though,Jasonmused.Shehadn’ttakenhermate’sfamily’sname,whichmeant
hermatehadbeenoflesserdominancethanher,probablymuchless.Thesedays,
itwasafemale’schoicewhichnametotake,butinthepast,thatchoicehadbeen
madeforherbywhicheverfamilywasdominant.Evennow,moredominant
familieswouldfighttokeeptheirdaughtersundertheirname.Denihadbeen
matedlongagoenoughthatshe’dlikelygonealongwiththetradition.
AnotherpictureofDenishowedherholdingtwowolfcubs,thepairbright-
eyed.WillandJackson,aspups.Deni’smatemusthavetakenthephoto,because
Denismiledoutofthepictureathim,hereyesfulloflove.
MorerecentphotosshowedDeniwithWillandJacksonastallyoungmen,all
ofthemwearingCollars.ThenoneofEllisoncuddlingthesmallhumanwoman,
Maria,bothgrinning.EllisonworeamorerelaxedexpressionthanJacehadever
seenonhim.
AnotherwasofDenialone.Theriverwasinthebackground,Deniina
bathingsuitandwrap,herhairwet,thegoldbraceletshelikedtowearonher
wrist.Shesmiledwithalltheanimationshe’dshowedwhenshe’dheldhercubs.
ThiswasDenihappy,withoutthehauntedlookinhereyes.Beforetheaccident,
Jacefigured.
Asuddensavagefuryroseupinhim,fillinghisthroatwithgrowls.She’d
beendeliberatelyrundownbyahumantryingtokidnapher.Thoughtheman
hadbeenkilled,Jacewantedtheculpritinfrontofhim,sohecouldhavethe
pleasureofrippinghisheadoff.
Hisragerosesoquicklythathestartedtoshift.ThenhisCollarshockedhim.
Thepainwasfierce.Jacedughisfistintohismouthtocutoffthescreamthat
hadwelledup,readytoburstout.
Sonofabitch.Heclosedhiseyes,tryingtobreathe,rapidlyrepeatingthe
meditationmantratocalmtheCollar.TheCollarshockedhimagain,andhe
balledhishandsinagony.
Whatthefuck?
Jacefoundhimselfonthefloor,armscurledaroundhislegsasherockedin
pain.Flashesofragewentthroughhim,followedbyjustasintenseflashesof
need.NeedforDeni.
Heneededhertouch,herkiss,tobreatheherscent.Herbodyagainsthis.
Anothertimeofpassionwithher,anothertimewhenhe’dburyhimselfinside
herandbe,foronceinhislife,complete.
“Shit,”hesaidoutloud.Thiswasn’tmatingfrenzy.Ormaybeitpartlywas.
ButJacerecognizedhissymptomsfromseeingtheminanunfortunatefew.
Rabidhunger.Intenseneedforsex.Quicktoanger,readytokill,especiallyto
protectwhatwashis.
OnlytwolinksofhisCollarhadbeenpulledaway,noteventhat,butithad
triggeredtheferalinhim.
Shouldn’tsurprisehim,hereflected.LiamhadsaidtakingofftheCollars
madetheinstinctssuppressedbyyearsofwearingthemburstoutinavolcanic
flare.Thetrickwouldbefiguringouthowtonegatetheeffect.
Fornow,Jacehadtocontrolhimself.Somehow.Thepoliceupstairswere
interrogatingthewomanhewanted...buthecouldn’tthinkaboutthat.Ifhe
did,he’drushupthereanddestroythemall.
Keepittogether.
Funny,ithadbeeneasytotellDenitokeepherselfcalm.Difficulttoconvince
himselftodosonow.
Jaceyankedopenthedoorofthecabinet—hestoppedhimselffromsimply
smashingtheglassandputtinghishandthroughit.Hetookoutthephotoof
Denibyherself,smilingcheerfullyoutathim.
Hetouchedherfacewithhisfingers,drawingadeepbreath.LookingatDeni
kepthimcool,butbarely.
Jacehadtoknowwhatwashappeningupstairs.WeretheytakingawayDeni
inapatrolcar,arrestingherforwhateverreason?
Heclutchedthepicturetohischest,tryingtostillhisneedtorunupthestairs
anddragDenitosafety.Hehadtothink.
Jacewassmart—he’ddesignedmostoftheundergroundspaceanditsgadgets
inthehousehesharedwithhisdadandfamilyintheVegasShiftertown.He’d
beenrecruitedtodesignthespacesinthenewhousesbeingbuiltoutthereas
well.Whathadhedonetomakesuretheywouldn’tgettrappedintheirown
hidingplaces,withoutknowingwhatwasgoingonintheoutsideworld?
HemovedtotheTV,madesurethesoundwasallthewaydown,andclicked
iton.Alittlebuttonpushingontheremote...yes,they’ddoneittoo.Ormaybe
they’dfollowedJace’sdesign,whichEriclikedtobragabout.
OneoftheTVchannelsmonitoredtheupstairs.Ellisonmusthaveputcameras
inthebiglivingroomandoneonthefrontporch.Theyfocusednow,showing
DenistandingnexttoEllison,bothsheandherbrotheruprightbuteasy,without
defiance.
Fourcopsbarredtheirwayoutoftheroom,thefemaleonewiththetranqrifle
talkingtothem.EllisonandDenianswered,standingcasually,tryingnotto
betraynervousnessthroughbodylanguage.Humanswerenotasgoodatreading
nonverbalsignalsasShifters,butsomecouldbegoodatit,especiallythepolice
senttodealwithShifters.
Jaceinchedupthevolume,butthesoundwastoomuffledforhimtomakeout
whattheyweresaying.NoonewaslungingtoputEllisonorDeniincuffs,
fortunately.Justcopstalkingtocitizens,citizenswhohappenedtobeShifters.
Jacesatdownonthecouch,unwillingtolookaway.HehuggedDeni’spicture
tohimalmostwithoutrealizingit.Hewasstillhuggingitwhenthecopsfinally
leftthehouseandDenicamedownstairstofindhim.
***
JacewasoffthecouchandatthebottomofthestairsassoonasDenisteppedoff
them.Denifoundherselfcaughtinahardhug,Jaceliftingherfromherfeet.
“It’sallright,Jace,”shesaidquickly.“I’mallright.”
Jacegrowledandburiedhisfaceinherneck.Deniheldhim,thesolidnessof
hisbodyagainsthersslowingherracingheart.
“Youtouchedstuff,”Ellisonsaid,halfjoking.HewentpastJace,snatchedthe
remoteoffthecouch,andclickedoffthetelevision.Hestartedtoclosethe
cabinetdoorandstopped.“Youtouchedmorestuff.”
DenitooktheframedphotoofherselffromJace’shand.Shehadtotugatit
beforeheblinkedandletitgo,asthoughhe’dforgottenhewasclutchingitso
tightly.DenihandedittoEllison,whorestoredittothecabinet,notbefore
givingJaceasharplook.
“Didyouhearwhattheysaid?”Deniasked.
“Notwell.”Jacereleasedherfromthehugandtookafirmholdofherhand.
“Ionlysawtheydidn’tarrestyou,thanktheGoddess.Whathappened?”
“They’reinterestedinwhatShiftershavebeenuptolately,”Ellisonsaid.
“Veryinterested.Lookingatidentification,askingwherewe’reworking,what
we’redoingwhenwe’renot.”
“Havetowonderwhythey’reaskingallthesudden,”Jacesaid.“RightafterI
arrived.Idon’tbelieveincoincidences.”
“NeitherdoI.”EllisonandJacesharedagrimlook.“Ihatetosaythis,but
you’dbetterstaydownhereawhile.They’rerovingShiftertown,andprobably
won’tbeleavingsoon.”
DenisawtheflashinJace’seyes,thewildlookshesawinherselfsometimes.
Trapped.
Shetouchedhisarm.“I’llstayherewithyou.”
Jace’slookchangedinaninstanttosomethinghungryandraw,hiseyesgoing
verylightgreen.“Youshouldn’t.”
“You’rehurting.”DeniputherfingerstotheredmarksaroundhisCollarbut
shedidn’ttouchthem.“Becauseofthis?”
“Idon’tknow.”Jace’shandwassweating,slickagainsthers.“Ithinkso.”
“IknewLiamwascrazy,”Ellisonsaid.“Goingonaboutreleasingusfrom
Collars.I’mgoingtogogetDylan,havehimlookinonyou.”
“Becareful,”Denisaid.
Ellisontippedanimaginarycowboyhat.“I’malwayscareful,ma’am,”he
drawled,thenwentpastthemandupthestairs.
“Let’ssitdown.”DenistartedtoleadJacetothesofa,buthedidn’tbudge.His
bodywasstrong,abouldershecouldn’tmove.
“Den,youshouldgetoutofhere.”Hisgripwastight,hishandhot.
Deni’sheartbeatfasterasshetouchedhiswristandfoundhispulsebanging
beneathherfingers.“IthinkIshouldstay.Ellisonwillberightback.”
“No,go!”Jacepushedather,hisbreathcomingfast.“Ifyoustay,Idon’t
knowwhatI’lldo.Iwantyou—lastnightwasn’tenough.Iwantithard,andI
wantitnow.Don’tletmetakeitfromyou.”
Deniletgoofhishand,butsheremainedsquarelyinfrontofhim.AShifter
goingferalandfeelingmatingfrenzywasadangerousthing.Jacecoulddo
anything,evenkillher,ifhewascrazedenough.Sheunderstoodthat.
Ontheotherhand,inmatingfrenzy,onlythematekeptaShifterfrom
completelylosinghismind.ShethoughtofJacebehindheronthemotorcycle,
warmingherandgivingherthestrengthtocutthroughherfearsandgetthem
home.He’dbeenwithhereverysecond,andhe’dheldherinvictorywhenshe’d
madeit.WhenJacehadtohidedownhere,Denihadreasonedthatsheowed
him.Shestillbelievedthat.
“I’mnotleaving,”shesaid.
Jace’seyesturnedallthewaywhite.HegrabbedDenibythewristsand
hauledheragainsthim.
ChapterSeven
DenilandedagainstJace’schest,hisskinhotthroughhisthinshirt.Hisjacket’s
zipperrubbedDeni’sarms,thefrictionofitreleasingtheheatinherownbody.
Jace’skisswashard,openinghermouth,hisgriponherwristscrushing.But
Deniwasstrong,hadalwaysbeenstrong.Shecouldnothaveenduredsomuch
withoutstrength.Sheroseonhertiptoes,kissinghimback,herbodyfittingto
his.
Jaceraisedhishead,breakingthekiss.Hislipswereparted,themoisture
insidehismouthbeckoningher.Deniknewhistastenowandcravedmore.She
alsoknewwhathefeltlikeinsideher,andshewantedthatagain.Shewantedhis
firmbodyontopofhers,wantedtheheatofhisthruststofillher.Denireached
forthebuttonofhisjeansandsliditopen.
Jacetightenedhisfingersonherwristagain.“Don’tplaywithfire.”
“I’mcold,”Denisaidinalowvoice.“Warmmeup.”
Jacewasstrugglingwithcoherence.“Ellisonwillbebacksoon,yousaid.”
Shegavehimahotsmile.“Thenweshouldhurry.”
“Bloodyhell.”
Deniunzippedhisjeans.Hehadn’tbotheredwithunderwearthismorning,she
foundasshedippedherhandinside.Hiscock,hardandhot,tumbledintoher
hand.
Jaceletoutagroan.HejerkedDeniagainsthim,hisarmsolidlybehindheras
shelightlystrokedhim.“Gods,woman.”
“Youwokemeup,Jace,”shesaid.“Iwanttothankyouforthat.”
“Inthemiddleoflastnight,youmean?”Hiswordswerestrained.“Iwas
feelingpaybackfromthefight.Triedtokeepitquiet.”
“YouknowIdon’tmeanthat.”Denisqueezedhiscockuntilheletoutanother
noiseofpleasure.
“Damn.”Jacetuggedherhandfromhimbutonlytoliftherintohisarms,
kissingherwithaferocitythattastedoffire.
Thesofawasnear.JacetippedDenibackoveritsarmuntiltheybothfellonto
itscushions,armsandlegsbumpingandtanglingineachother’s.Denilaughed.
Thelaughterprobablysavedher,shethoughtlater.Jaceshookhishead
slightlyasthoughclearinghismind,andhiseyestookonajadehueagain.He
slowedhiskissestosomethingtender,lipssoftonDeni’s.Sheranherfingers
throughtheshortendsofhishair,likingthewarmbrushofit.
Jaceunbuttonedhershorts,tuggingthemdownandoffwithacontortionof
bodiesthathadthemlaughingagain.Hisjeanslandedonthefloorontopofthe
shorts,andthentheywerebodytobody.Denitookhandfulsofhisjacket,but
beforeshecouldstarttocoaxitoff,Jaceslidinsideher.
Allthewayin.Lastnighthadbeenwildandfast,arawcouplingattheedge
ofaparkinglot.Noweverythingstopped.JacelookedintoDeni’seyes,theferal
Shiftersofteningintoaman,hard-facedbutwarm-eyed.
Hefilledher,hisbreathslowingashelayonher,touchingherface.The
pressureofhiminsideherloosenedherentirebody,andDeniwrappedherself
aroundhim,drawinghimin.
Jaceclosedhiseyes,lettingoutanothersoftmoan.Hekissedhermouth,
givinganiptothecornerofit.
Afteramoment,heopenedhiseyesagainandstartedtomove.Slowthrusts,
intensitybuildingaseachonecompleted.Jaceheldhergaze,hiseyesadark
greennow.Thefrenziedanimalhadcalmed.NowitwasjustDeniandJace.
Deniarchedunderhim,Jace’sthrustscomingfaster.Herbackpressedintothe
sofa’ssoftfoamcushions,allthewaydowntothesprings.Sheheldhimclose,
laughingintohishairasthespringsstartedtosqueak.
“Goddess,youarebeautiful,”Jacewhispered,featheringkissesoverherface.
“Icameheretofindyou;IknowIdid.”
He’dbeentothisShiftertownbefore,butDeniknewwhathemeant.They’d
beenreadytomeetlastnight.
ThesoftfleeceofJace’sjacketfeltgoodtoDeni’shands,thezipperrough
againstherpalms.Ashekissedher,shecouldagainseewhereonelinkofhis
Collarandpartofanotherhadbeentakenoff,hisskinangryredbeneath.
He’dbeenreadytokillDylanontheporch,andthepolicewhenthey’d
knockedonthedoor.ThelooseningCollarwaslettingouthisferalinstincts,she
guessed.Liamhadexplainedtoherwhenshe’dfirstconsideredtryingtotake
herCollaroffthatsuchathingmighthappen.Butfornow,Jacegentledhimself,
lovingherwithoutmadness.
Hekeptthrusting,andDenimovedunderhim,meetingthosethrusts.His
jacketheldhisheat,andsheslidherhandsintoit,findinghishardbackbeneath.
Jace’shonedbodywassleekunderhertouch,thelithedanceofhismuscles
exciting.
Theywerebothbreathinghard,utteringlittlegroans,holdingontoeachother
whenheavyfootstepssoundedontheothersideofthecouch.
Apairofbrawnyfistsjammedtothebackofthesofa,andDenilookedupin
timetoseeEllisonspinawayinhalfdisgust,halfirritation.“Areyoukidding
me?”Ellisongrowled.
Jacesaid,“Shit,”andtheferalwhitenessreturnedtohiseyes.Hewasupoff
thesofa,hisjacketfalling,butitwasn’tlongenoughtohidehisprivates.Deni
sawhiscock,stilldarkandhardfromwhatthey’dbeendoing,blackhaircrispat
itsbase.
DeniknewDylanwasupstairs,awayfromtheirbasementsanctuary,of
course.Ellisonkepthisbacksquarelyturned.Thatbackwasquivering,butDeni
couldn’ttellwhetherfromrageorlaughter.Alittleofboth,probably.
“Goddess,Den,he’saFeline,”Ellisonsaid.Heshookhisheadwithout
turningaround,theoverheadlightgleaminginhisblondhair.“Bothofyouget
yourassesupstairs.Afteryou’vecoveredthem.”
Hegaveonemoreshakeofhisheadandstartedforthesteps.Hiscowboy
bootsgratedonthecementstairs,thenhewasgone.
Deniswallowed,tampingdownherneedtoburstintohystericallaughter.“I
guesshewasfasterthanIthoughthe’dbe.”
Jacedidn’tsmile.“Heneedstorespectyou.”
Denisatup,pushingherhairfromherface.“Hejustcaughtyoumakingthe
beastwithtwobackswithhislittlesister.Givehimabreak.”
Jacegrowledagain,thenhereacheddownandhelpedDenitoherfeet.Asshe
cameoffthecouch,hepulledheragainsthim.“Youallright?”
“Yes.”Denitrulywas.Sheshouldbeembarrassedatbeingcaughtbyher
brother—atbeingrecklesslikethis.Butshewasn’t.Itseemednaturaltobe
couplingwithJace.Shifterscelebratedsex,becauseitmeantlife,cubs,
continuance.Shewouldn’tapologizeforit.
“Whataboutyou?”Deniasked.Jacewasshaking,buthisholdonherwas
strong.
“I’llbeokay.”Jacetookalongbreathandpulledherintoatighterhug.His
barecocktouchedherabdomen.“Igetitnow—whatyoumustgothroughwhen
youstartlosingtrackofwhoyouare.Ishouldn’thavemadelightofit.”
Denilookedupathiminalarm.“Areyoulosingtrackofwhoyouare?”
“Notquite.”Jacekissedherhairandrestedhischeekonthetopofherhead.
“Butalmost.YoukeepremindingmewhoIam,though,allright?”
***
“They’relookingforsomeone,”Dylansaidwhentheyemergedupstairs.
Theyspokeinthekitchen,wherethewindowswerehigh,small,curtained,
andlookedouttothebackyard.Thewidewindowsofthebungalow’sliving
roomwereoutofbounds.
Jacedidn’tlikehumanpolicerovingShiftertown,butrightnow,hisbody
hummedfromthenearnessofDeni,andtherememberedjoyofbeinginherone
moretime.
Helovedthesweetnessofherscent,todaycoupledwithfreshearthfromher
digginginthedirt.Thetasteofherfilledhimlikeheadywine.Hewasimprinted
withhernow,thefeelofhersoftthighsagainsthislegs,thewayshesqueezed
himwhenhepressedinsideher.
“Jace?”Denisaid.
Shewasn’ttryingtogethisattention,herealizedafteraheartbeat.Shewas
askingDylanifJacewastheShifterthepolicewerelookingfor.
“Theydidn’tsay,”Dylananswered.“Idon’tevenknowifthey’relookingfor
aShifter.Theyhadatip-off,Igotoneoftheofficerstotellme,aboutthefight
club.Itoldthemthere’salwaysrumorsofaShifterfightclub,becausehumans
findittitillating.SameasrumorsofShifterhookers.”
Shifterwomenneversoldsex,neverhad.ButShifterwomencouldbe
promiscuous,becauseShiftersdidn’tfindsexshameful.AslongasaShifterwas
unmated,theycouldhaveasmanypartnersastheywanted.Notalllikedtogo
roaming,butsomeShifterwomenspreaditaround.Humansconfusedthatwith
thesextrade;hence,therumors.
“Tip-offfromahuman?”Ellisonasked.
“Theywouldn’ttellmethat.”Dylan’seyesglinted.“WhatShifterwould
betrayus?”
Ellisonshrugged.“Onepissedoffforsomereason.AtotherShifters,orat
you.Broderickspringstomind.”
“Hesprangtomymindtoo.I’llbehavingatalkwithhim.”Dylan’sIrish
accentmadethewordssoundcasual,butJaceheardthesteelbehindthem.
“Ifthey’regoingdoor-to-door,whatabouttheworkshop?”Jaceasked.
Dylanshookhishead.“Theyhaven’tfoundityet.Lielowhere,andI’llsend
foryouwhenit’sclear.Ifitis.”DylanlookedJaceupanddown.“Wemight
wanttostoptheexperimentanyway.It’saffectingyou.”
“Agreed,”Denisaidquickly.
Jaceshookhishead.“No,we’llnevergettheCollarsoffbybeingafraidto
havethemoff.Iwanttokeepatit.”Itwastemptingtoturnhisbackonthe
agony,andSeanwithhissolderingiron,andrunforhome,butlearningallthey
couldabouttheCollarswastooimportant.Besides,Deniwashere.
“We’llsee.”Dylangavehimanotherhardlook.Jaceknewhisdisplayonthe
porchhadnotwonhimanyfavorsfromDylan,butJacehaddefinitelynotliked
DylantouchingDeni,eveninnocently.
“Whydidyouwantmetomeetyouatthefightclub?”Jaceaskedhim.“I
couldhavecometoShiftertownandwaitedforyou.”
Dylan’sfaceshuttered.“Forreasonsthatarenolongerimportant.Don’tleave
thishouseuntilIletyouknowit’sallright.Catchuponsleeporsomething.”
DylanglancedfromJacetoDeni.“Imeanrealsleep.”
Jacedidn’tbothertoanswer.Deniwentpink,butonlybecauseEllisonwas
rollinghiseyes.
***
EllisonagreedthatJacecouldstaydownstairsuntilDylangavetheallclear.
Safer,hesaid,incasethecopstriedtosurprisethem.Policehadbeenknownto
walkrightintoShifterhouses,therulesaboutwarrantsbeingalittlerelaxed
whenShifterswereconcerned.
DeniwasgladEllisonsharedherworryforJace,thoughEllisonwasabit
grumpyaboutit.FindingJaceandDeniinflagrantehadn’tbeenthehighlightof
hisday,hesaid.
“It’snotlikeI’venevercomehometoyouandMariainthelivingroom,”
Deniremindedhim.
Ellisongaveheraninnocentlook.“That’sdifferent.”
“Myass,”Denisaid,sendinghimasmile.
“Iknowitwas,andIdon’twanttoseeitagain,”Ellisonsaid.“OrJace’s.
Yetch.”
Atleasthewasteasingnow,evenifhewasannoyed.
WhenWillandJacksonreturnedhome—Jacksonworkedforamoving
companyandWillatawarehouse;humanslikedShifterstrength—Ellison
apprisedthemofthesituation.Maria,nowgrowingplumpwithEllison’sfirst
cub,washomebythattimetoo.Shewastakingclassesatacommunitycollege
inpreparationforenteringtheuniversitynextyearandspenttherestofherday
takingcareofShiftercubs.Mariahadlostthehauntedlookshe’dwornsince
she’dbeenrescued,andEllisonhadlosthislookofdeeploneliness.NowifDeni
couldjustlosehers.
Theyplayedvideogamesinthebasement,Jaceprovingtobeverygoodat
them.Will,whowasturningouttobeacomputergenius,hadahardtime
keepingupwithhim.
DeniworriedthatthegamesmightstartdrawingoutJace’sferalanger,but
theydidn’t.Maybeknowingitwasn’treal,onlypixelsonascreen,madea
difference.Deniwasneverupsetbythegameseither.Butthen,gameshadno
scent,notexture.Shiftersweremorestimulatedbythingsthatassaultedallthe
sensesatonce.
BythetimeWillandJacksonwenttobed,they’dexpressedmorerespectfor
Jace.Hemightbetwentyyearsolder,buthisknowledgeofgamesandcomputer
programminghelpedhimriseintheirestimation.
BeforeDenicouldstartarguingwithEllisonthatshewantedtostay
downstairsandsleepwithJace,Seanarrivedatthebackdoortotellthemthe
policehadgone,hadbeenforseveralhours.
“Butwewantedtowaituntilwewerecertain,”Seansaid,loungingagainstthe
kitchendoorframe,hisswordgleamingundertheporchlight.“Didn’twantthem
doublingbackandsayingjustfooling.”HeglancedatJace,whostoodbehind
Ellison,JaceconcedingEllison’splacetoguardthehouse.“Youreadyformore
torture,lad?”
“You’renotgoingtodomoretonight,areyou?”Deniaskedsharply.“Leave
Jacealone.Heneedstorest.”
“Liamwantstocontinueundercoverofdarkness,”Seansaid.“We’llleave
sleepingfortheday.Felinesaremostlynocturnalanyway,lass.”
“It’sallright,”Jacesaid.“Iwanttofinishthis.”Helookedlesscrazed—
maybegamingdidhaveagoodeffectonthemind.“Liam’swaitingthere?”
“Liam’satthebar,asusual,incasewhoeveriscallingintip-offsreportsany
out-of-the-ordinaryactivity.MeandDadwillbeworkingonyoutonight.Plusa
littleextrahelp.”SeanlookedatEllison.“LiamsaysyouandMariaaretogoto
thebar.Laughitup,talktoyourfriends,havefun.Youtoo,Deni.”
“Nope.”DenitookastepclosertoJace.“I’mgoingwithhim.YouMorrisseys
aretooeagertodigknivesintohim.Someoneneedstobetherewho’sonhis
side.”
Seanliftedbothhandsanddidn’targue.OfthetwoMorrisseybrothers—
muchalikewiththeirdarkhairandblueeyes—Seanwasthemoreeasygoing.If
DeniwantedtothrowherlotinwithJace,Seanwassaying,whowashetostop
her?
Ellisonwasn’thappytoletDenigototheworkshop,butMariatookDeni’s
side,sayingshewouldn’tletEllisongoaloneifshehadtomakethesamekind
ofchoice.Theladiesprevailed,toDeni’ssatisfaction.
Theyleftthehousetogether,EllisonandMariabreakingawaytowalktothe
bar,Ellison’sarmfirmlyaroundMaria’swaist.SeanandDeniputJacebetween
them,withJacewalkinginthehunchedmannerhe’dbeentakingon,thehoodof
hisjacketuptohidemostofhisface.
Denicaughtawhiffofastrangescentwhentheyapproachedtheworkshop’s
door,onethathadherhacklesrising.Thewolfinherwasgrowling,andshefelt
thebiteofnauseathatwasapreludetoherlosingherself.SheclutchedJace’s
arm,andhesteppedawayfromSeantoher.
“Whatisit,sweetheart?”
“There’ssomeone...”
“Iknow,”Jacesaid.“Ismellit.”
Itwasanacridodor,oneripewithancestralmemory.Seansaid,“Noworries.
Thatwillbethefather-in-law,”andheusheredtheminside.
ChapterEight
Jacesteppedintotheroomandfacedastrangeapparition.Atallman,sotallhe
lookedstretched,turnedtowardthem,ametallicwhispersoundingashemoved.
Hewasdressedinchainmail,whichwascoveredwithacloaksoblackitwas
likeanopeningintodarkness.Theman’shair,incontrast,waspalewhite,and
fellindozensofbraidspasthiswaist,buttheeffectwasn’teffeminate,norwas
heelderly.Theman’sfacewassharp,hisdarkeyesrivalinghiscloakforthe
deepesthueofblack.Heworeabroadswordonhisback,onelargerthanthe
SwordoftheGuardian,itshiltstickingupabovehishead.
Deniwasstillgrowling,andJace’ssnarlsfilledhisthroat.Anancientenemy
stoodbeforethem,andthoughJacehadseenthismanbeforeonothertripsto
Austin,theshockofhimbeingheremadehiswildcatalittlecrazy.
“YourememberFionn,”Seanwassaying.HeeyedJacewarily,asthough
readytostopJace’sattack.“Mymate’struefather.”
AndreaMorrissey,Sean’smate,appearedontheothersideoftheFae,
flankinghiminaprotectivemove.Andrea’sdarkheadwasup,hergrayeyes
daringJaceandDenitodoanythingagainstFionn.
AndreawashalfFae,halfShifter.Fionn,Jacehadbeentold,hadcometothe
humanworldfortyorsoyearsago,seekingrefugeduringsomeunknownFae
war.He’dmetandfalleninlovewithaShifterwoman,aLupine,who’dthen
borneAndrea.ForcomplicatedFaereasons,hehadn’tbeenabletostay,and
AndreahadbeenraisedbyhermotherandaShifterstepfather.Andreahadhadit
toughasahalfFaegrowingupamongShiftersandhadn’tmethertruefather
untilafewyearsago.NowAndreawasmatetotheGuardian,andnoone
hassledheraboutherorigins.Nottoherface,anyway,andneverwithinSean’s
hearing.
FionnhadprovedhimselftobeontheShifters’sideinmanycases,butthe
sightofaFaestillmadeJacewanttoshift,fight,andkill.TheFaehadcreated
thefirstShiftersmanycenturiesago,breedingthemtobefightingslaves.The
ShiftershadfinallybrokenawayfromtheirFaecaptors,stayinginthehuman
worldwhiletheFaeretreatedpermanentlytoFaerie.TheShifter-Faewarhad
endedsevenhundredyearsago,butstillShiftershadatoughtimeevenlooking
ataFae.
Jaceclearedhisthroat.“IassumeyoucametohelpwiththeCollars?”
Fionncurledhislip—Faewerealwayspronetosneering.“No,Icamefora
barbeque.Haven’tgotmyfillofTexasribs.”Heturnedhisdisdainfuldarkeyes
toSean.“WhyyouthinkIcanhelp,Idon’tknow.I’mawarrior,notamagician.
Idon’tknowanythingabouttheFaemagicintheseCollars.”
AndreaputherhandonFionn’sarm.Fionnsoftenedasheturnedtohis
daughter—theonlypersonJacehadeverseenFionnbeniceto.“Butyoumight
havesomeinsightintotheirconstruction,”Andreasaid.“It’sFaetechnologyas
wellasFaemagic.”
Fionnpattedherhand.“We’vehadthisdiscussionbefore.Idon’tknow
anythingaboutwhatFaedidwithShifters.ShifterswereoutofFaerie,neverto
return,beforeIwasborn.IcanseewhereShifterswouldhavebeenusefulin
battle,butIforonewouldn’twanttoputupwiththembetweenwars.I’dhaveto
cagethemuptokeepthemfromkillingme,andthey’dcostafortunetofeed.”
Denimadeagrowlingnoiseinherthroat.“GoodthingwewontheShifter-Fae
war,then.”shesaid.
“Yes,goodthing,”Fionnanswered.“Savedmealotofbother.”
AndreashotFionnafrown.“Sorry,myfatherenjoysbaitingShifters.He
thinksit’sfun.”
“Imaybelookingforamusementinthesituation,butIalsospeakthetruth,”
Fionnsaid.
FromwhatJaceunderstood,Fionnwasaformidablewarriorinhisworld,
leadingthearmiesofhisclaninvictoryoverotherFae,andpossessingalotof
power.OtherFaehadlearnednottomesswithhim.JacenotedthatFionnkept
hiseyeoneverythingintheroom,includingalltheexits,thehighwindows,and
anythingthatcouldbecomeaweapon.Hemightbeheretohelp,buthecouldn’t
stopbeingafighterbyinstinct.
Dylanopenedalockedcabinetandremovedasilverandblackchain.Jace
recoiledinside,andhefeltDenimoveclosertohim.EvenSeanshivered.This
wasatrueCollar,andDylancarriedittoFionn.
“We’relookingforthethirdelement,”Dylansaid.“Faemagic,computer
chips,andsomethingelse.”
FionntooktheCollargingerlybetweenhisfingers,heldituptohiseyelevel,
andscannedit.ThesmallcircleoftheCelticcrossglitteredintheharshlightof
barebulbs.
“Interesting.”Fionnranafingertipdownthelinks.“Silverandblacksilver,
whichisaFaemetal.Noiron.”Ifithadcontainediron,Fionncouldn’thaveheld
it—ironmadeFaesick,couldevenkillthemiftheyhadtoomuchcontactwith
it.FionnlookedtheCollaroveragain,frowning.“Sorry,Idon’tknow.My
experiencewithmetalsisconfinedtoswordsandotherbladedweapons.Not
jewelry.”
“Well,”Seansaid,lettingoutadisappointedsighasDylantooktheCollar
back,“let’sseewhatwecandotonight.”
HeunsheathedtheSwordoftheGuardianagainandlaiditonthetable.Jace
thoughtFionnwouldwalkout,backtothecircleoftreesthattookhimtoFaerie,
butFionnsettledhimselfagainstthewallnearAndreaandfoldedhisarms,ready
towatch.
“Youdidthatbefore,”JacesaidtoSean,sittingonastoolandtryingtostem
hisnervousness.“Tookouttheswordbeforewestarted.Why?”
Seanshrugged.“Ithoughtthemagicinitmighthelpfigureoutthemagicin
theCollars.Magicvibrationsorsomething.Theswordhasdonesome
interestingthings.”HeglancedatAndrea,whonodded.Thetwotogetherhad
performedamazingboutsofhealing,whenbothofthemhadbeentouchingthe
sword.
“Ready?”SeanaskedJace.
“No.Butlet’sdothis.”
DylanheldtheknifeLiamhadused,plusanelectricprobe,whileSeanstuck
withthesolderingiron.Jaceballedhisfists,settinghisteethagainstthecoming
pain.
Asoothingcoolnesscutthroughtheheatinhisbody,originatingatapointon
hiswrist.Openingeyeshehadn’trealizedhe’dclosed,JacesawDeni’shand,
tannedfromTexassun,restingonhisforearm.Shelookedathim,givinghima
littlenodandsmile,hergrayeyeswarm.AnansweringwarmthstirredinJace’s
heart,wrappingaroundhisnervesandbreakingthroughhisfearofthepain.
“Hurryup,Sean,”JacesaidwithouttakinghisgazefromDeni.“OtherthingsI
wanttodotonight.”
“Yougotit,lad.”SeanbroughtthesolderingironcloserasDylantouchedthe
electricprobetoJace’sCollar.
Avibratingbuzzwentaroundthechain,andthenJacefeltthenickofthe
knife.Theironheatedthesilver,andthesecondlinkLiamhadalreadyloosened
camefree.Dylanquicklyliftedathird,thenafourth.
Thepainwasthere,butnotasintenseaslasttime.Thatis,untilDylantriedto
loosenafifthlink.TheCollarsnappedbackahugearcthatjoltedDylan
backwardandshockedhotpainintoJace.Denijumpedaswell,caughtinthe
current,butshedidn’tletgoofJace.
Jacetriedtoclenchhisteethoverhisyell,tokeepquiet,buthisbodyhad
takenover.Darknessclampedhisbrain,andthroughithesawtheCollar,awhite
bandaroundhisneck,everynerveoutlinedwithfire.
Hisyellturnedtoascream.TheCollardidn’twanttoletgoofhim.Itclung
tightertoJace’sneck,thelinkDylanhadjustpulledofffusingagaintohisskin.
Jacefellfromthestooltothefloor,landingonhisknees,brutalpaintheonly
thinginhisworld.Everynervewascrackling,coldwashingthroughhim
followedbyheatsopowerfulheburnedfromtheinsideout.Hestartedtoshift,
buteverybitoffuremergingfromhisskinhurt,doublinghisagony.
“Jace.”Deni’svoicecutthroughthefog.Hertouchfelllikecoolwateronhis
burningskin.“Holdon.”
Jaceheardothervoices,toofaintandfarawaytobotherwith.“Shit.”“Andrea,
canyouhelphim,lass?”“Haveyoukilledhim?”cameFionn’sdisdain.“Well
done,Shifters.”
TheonlyimportantwordswerebreathedinDeni’svoice.“I’mhere,Jace.
Hangon.”
Jaceclungtohervoice,needingitswarmcadence.Hisbraincouldn’tformthe
syllablesofhername,butitdidn’tmatter.Heknewhertouch,herwarmthasshe
putherarmsaroundhim,onherkneestoo.Heknewherscent,thelow
sweetnessofhervoice,thesoftgrayofhereyes,whichwentalightergraywhen
hemadelovetoher.Jacetookalongbreath,takinginthegoodnessofher.
Thehurtingeasedtheslightestbit.Underneaththepain,thetightnessinJace’s
chestradiatedadifferentkindoftingling—itstillhurt,butwithoutthebrutal
sharpnessoftheCollar.
Jaceheldhisbreath,wonderingifthesecondpressurewaswhathethoughtit
was.Throughpaincameamazinghappinessandatthesametimedismay.Not
now.Nothere.Wrongtime.Wrongplace.
“Jace.”Thewordcutthroughhisagony.
Deni.ShewasDeni,lithe,beautiful.AndaLupine,forcryingoutloud.Their
kidswouldn’tknowwhethertobarkormeow.
“Helpme,”hecroaked.
Deni’swarmthcoveredhim,herbreastssoftagainsthisburningchest.“Hold
ontome.”
Shehadbothhishandsbetweenhers,herheadonhisshoulder.TheCollar
keptsparking,bitingintoheraswell.Shetookupthedregsofthepain,jumping
alittleasthesparksbitdeep.
AnotherfemalehandtouchedJace,thisoneinflictinganewkindofpain.His
nervesballedintooneplaceoffire,Jaceshoutingwithit,thenslowly,iteased.
Jacedrewalongbreathandopenedhiseyes.
Hefoundhimselfflatonhisbackinthemiddleofacircleoffaces—Andrea,
Sean,Dylan,Fionn,Deni.AndreahadonehandonthebladeoftheSwordofthe
Guardian,whichwashumming.Fionn’slong,thinbraidsbrushedJace’slegs,
Fionn’sconcernmixedwithcuriosityandfascination.
DeniraisedherheadandtouchedJace’sface,herlittlebraceletmakingafaint
jinglingnoise.Sheexhaledinrelief.
“Sorry,Jace,”Seansaid,hisvoicerumblingwithsympathy.“Youallright,
lad?”
Jaceopenedhismouthtosayhe’dlive,butnothingcameout.Hedroppedhis
headbackinexhaustion.
“Leavehimbe,”Denisaid,suddenlybrisk.“Sean,handmethatblanket.You
allhavetorturedhimenoughtonight.”
Sweetofhertotakecareofhim.Jacedidn’tmove—mostlybecausehe
couldn’t—andlethimselfenjoyDenidrapingathickblanketoverhimand
liftinghisheadinhercompetenthandtoslideacushionunderneathit.
Shestartedtogetherfeetagain,butJacegrabbedherhand.No.Stay.
Denicaughthisgaze,herownfilledwithpainandworry.Shegavehimanod
andsankdownbesidehim,foldingherlovelylegsunderher.
“Weneedtofindthelink,”Dylansaid.“Nousehalfkillinghimtryingtopull
anymoreofftonight.”
“Agreed,”Seansaid,soundingrelieved.
“Ifyoupullitoffallatonce,hegoesferal?”Fionnasked,soundinginterested.
Theliltingaccentinhisvoice,differentfromanyJacehadeverheard,madehim
starttogrowl.
“Aye,that’swhathappens,”Seansaid.“Haveseenitmyself.IftheShifteris
toofargone,hecan’tcomeback.Bestyoucandoiskillthepoorbugger.”
Jacegrowledagain.Deniheldhimtighterandkissedhislowerlip.“Iwon’t
letthem,”shesaid.
Jaceremainedstill.Hedidn’ttrusthimselfnottoattackeveryoneintheroom
ifhemoved,withtheexceptionofDeni.HemightevengoforAndrea,butonly
afterhesmackeddowntheFaewhostankuptheplace.
“Jaceneedstorest,”Denisaid.“Leavehimbe.”
“Iknow,”Seansaid,puttingahandonJace’sshoulder.Hequicklytookit
awayasJace’sgrowlturnedtoasnarl.“Youtakeaslongasyouneed,lad.We
won’tstartagainuntilyou’reready.”
“No,you’llfindyourselvesanothervictim,”Denisaidsharply.Shesatup,but
keptherselfbetweenJaceandtheothers.
“Notvictim,”Seansaid.“Volunteer.”
“IknowwhatIsaid.”Deniglaredatthem,Lupinedefianceinthefaceof
powerfulFelines.Whatasweetheart.“Leavehimaloneandfigureoutyour
problemwithsomeoneelse.Likeme,forinstance.I’malreadyhalfcrazy,soI
mightnotnoticethedifference.”
“No!”JacecameupoffthefloortofoldhimselfprotectivelyaroundDeni.
“No.”Hestillhadtothinkabouthowtoformwords.“Won’tletyou.Toomuch
pain.”
Denigavehimastartledlook,thenastubbornone.“Well,Iwon’tletthemput
youintoomuchpaineither.”SheswitchedherangerbacktoSeanandDylan.
“He’snotexpendable.”
BothSeanandDylantookastepaway,asthoughsensingsomethinghad
changedaboutDeni,andaboutJace.Andreaunfoldedtoherfeetandturnedto
thesinktorunsomewater.TheSwordoftheGuardianhadcutherhand.Brave
woman,sayingnothing.
“Interestinghowthefemaledefendsthemale,”Fionnsaid.“Faewomen,on
theotherhand,canturnontheirmeninaheartbeat,runningthemthroughand
joiningtheirenemiesiftheyfinditexpedient.Shifterfemales,Inote,willstick
withtheirmatesevenwhenthemateisdefeated.She’lldieforhim.”
“Isn’tthatwhatattractedyoutomymother?”Andreaaskedfromthesink.
Fionnwentsilentamoment,andwhenhespokeagain,thearrogancehad
gonefromhisvoiceandasadnoteenteredit.“Yes.Oneofthemanythings.”
“JaceandDeniaren’tmated,”Seansaid.HeslidtheSwordoftheGuardian
backintoitsscabbardandmovedtoAndreaasthoughdrawntoher.
Fionn’sarrogancereturned.“AndI’mconstantlyamazedathowdense
Shiftersareabouttheirownkind.”
“That’senough,Father,”Andreasaidfirmly.
JacepulledDenibacktohim.Hedidn’tcareanymoreabouttheCollars,about
freeingShifters,abouthelpingLiam.HewantedDeni—wantedtoburyhimself
inherandnotcomeout.Whethershefeltthesameabouthim,Jacedidn’tknow,
buthewouldfindout.Ifshedidn’tcareabouthim,ifhe’dsimplybeenawayfor
hertodefusepressure,he’dlethergo.
ThethoughtoflettingDenigomadehisferalsidewanttoburstoutagain.
Jacekissedhershoulder,drawinginherscentuntilitcalmedhimabit.
Thiswasthewrongtimeandplaceforamate-claim.Hewantedittobe
special,right,withhisfamilypresent,andhersaswell.Theywerefromtwo
differentShiftertowns,whichwouldbeaproblem,buttheycouldworkitout
somehow.
AftertheyfiguredoutthisstupidCollarsituation,Jacewouldgetofficial
permissiontovisitandmate-claimDeni.Denicouldalwaysturnhimdown,her
choice,butJacewouldtakesometimetopersuadeher.
Hewasbusythinkingoffunwaystodothepersuadingwhentheworkshop
doorslammedopentoadmitConnorMorrissey,agitatedandoutofbreath.
“They’reback,”Connorsaid.“Thecops.Liamsaystoshutdownthe
workshop,andfortheGoddess’ssake,hideJace.”
ChapterNine
AnotherthingShifterscoulddo,ifFionnwassointerested,wasgalvanize
themselvestomoveswiftlywhenneedbe.DylanandSeanslidCollarsandtools
intohidingplaceswiththesmoothnessoflongpractice,quicklyplacingthehalf-
finishedwoodworkingprojectsonthetables,scatteringabouttoolsandused
sandpaperasthoughawoodworkerhadabsentlythrownthemdown.
SeanandAndreadepartedwithoutmuchofagood-bye,headingtowherever
they’dprefertobefound.DenihelpedJaceupfromthefloor,hertouchtheonly
thingkeepinghimfromrushingoutthedoortoconfrontthecopsandkeepthem
awayfromher.
“Wherearethey,Connor?”Deniwasasking.“IneedtogetJacebacktomy
house.”
Connorshookhishead.“Notime.Toomanycopsbetweenhereandthere.”
“IcanhidetheShifter,”Fionnsaid.Hewasthecalmestofall,asthoughthe
situationwasonemoreinterestingtidbitinhisobservationofhumansand
Shifters.“Idon’twanthumanstofindmeeither.”
“Hidemehow?”Jaceasked,everynervealineoffire.“Idon’ttrustFae.”
“Verywiseofyou,”Fionnsaid.“Faearetreacherousbastards,everysingle
oneofus.Ishouldknow.Comewithmenow,orendupinacagetobepokedat
byhumans.Yourchoice.”
“Go.”Denikissedhischeek.“Dylanwilltakecareofme.”
Dylan,thepowerfulalphaFelinewholikedtohugDeni.Jacewouldrather
caveinDylan’sfaceandpullDeniwithhimtowherevertheFaewastakinghim.
ButputtingDeniundertheFae’spowerwasn’twhathewantedeither.Jace
huggedhisarmsoverhischest,hisinstinctstearingthroughhim,warringwith
hiscommonsense.Itwashellgoingferal.
“Now,”Fionnsaid.Hedidn’ttouchJace,asthoughheknewJacewould
attackhimifhedid,buthisvoicegalvanized.Jacecouldwellbelievethisman
wasageneral.
JacecaughtDeniaroundthewaist.Hergrayeyeswerelarge,filledwithfear,
butbehindthefear,Jacesawhermatingfrenzyansweringhis.Hekissedher,
savoringthetasteofherwarmlips,thenhecuppedhercheek,pulledonhis
jacketagain,andfollowedFionnintothenight.
***
“Andyouare?”thefemalepoliceofficeraskedDeni.Thewomanworea
bulletproofvestandariothelmetandcarriedtwopistols,whilehermale
counterparthadapistolandatranqrifle.They’dcomepreparedtodobattle
againstShiftersifneedbe.TheyfoundmostShifterspeacefullycookingout,as
SeanwasdoingbehindLiam’shouse.
“DeniRowe.”DenihandedthefemalecopherIDcard,whicheachShifter
hadtoupdateeveryyear.“Sameaslasttime,”shecouldn’thelpadding.Both
theseofficershadbeeninthegroupthathadcometoDeni’sandEllison’shouse.
“Hmm.”ThefemaleofficerpeeredatDeni’sID,shiningablacklightonit,
pretendingshewasn’tnervous.DylanstoodbehindDeni,notwantinghertoface
thecopsalone.Dylansaidnothinganddidn’ttrytointerfere,butDylancould
unnervemosthumans—nottomentionmostShifters—simplybystandingthere.
Boththemaleandfemaleofficerweresweatingunderhisscrutiny.
“Seemsokay.”ThefemaleofficerhandedthecardbacktoDeni.“Nice
bracelet,”shesaid,glancingatthegoldchainonDeni’swrist.
“Itwasmymother’s,”Denisaid.ShetuckedtheIDintothebackpocketof
hershorts.
“Looksexpensive.”Shiftersweren’tallowedtowearcostlyjewelry,and
shouldn’tbeabletoaffordtobuyit.
“Handeddownthroughthefamily,”Denianswered.“Ihavephotosofmy
motherandmygrandmotherwearingit,ifyouwanttoseethem.”
“Hmm.”Anotherskepticalsound.“Where’stheotherguy?TheoneIsawyou
withbefore?”
Deniprayedthesetwoweren’tgoodatreadingbodylanguageasshe
answerednonchalantly,“Ellison?He’smybrother.He’satthebarwithhis
mate.”
“Imeantheotherone.Thedrunkoneyouwerewithatthe...ceremony.”
Damnit.“Idon’tknow,”Denisaid.ShetookastepbacktoDylan,putting
herselfintotheradiusofhiswarmth.“I’mwithDylantonight.”
Denismiledatthefemalecop,asthoughwillinghertounderstand.Ifhumans
likedtobelieveShifterwomenwerepromiscuous,Deniwoulduseittoher
advantage.Thefemaleofficer’slookturnedtodisgust,butDenididn’tcarewhat
thiswomanthoughtofheraslongasJacewassafe.
BothcopslookedDylanandDenioverandexchangedknowingsmirks.
They’dseenDylanwithGloryatthefightclub.TheymustthinkShiftertown
wasonebigsexfest.
DylanputhisarmaroundDenianddaredthemtosayanything.Thecopsall
butsnickeredastheymovedofftowardanothersetofShifterswalkingonthe
darkstreet.
“Sorry,”DenisaidinalowvoicetoDylan.
Dylansqueezedhershoulder.“You’regoodatthinkingonyourfeet.Nothing
tobesorryabout.”Anothersqueezeofreassurance,thenhelethergo.“Butlet’s
don’tmentionthistoGlory.”
Denismiled.“Nofear.”
“Shewouldunderstandeventually,butit’sthe‘eventually’thatwouldbe
uncomfortable.”Dylansentheroneofhisraresmiles.“Let’sgohavesome
barbeque.”
Theyhadto,tokeepuptheverisimilitude.DenionlyhopedJacewassafe,and
thatthehalf-crazedwolfinsideherwouldn’tmakeherbreakawayfromDylan
andracearoundShiftertownuntilshecouldfindandprotecthimagain.
***
“SothisisFaerie?”Jacewrinkledhisnoseatthesmell.“Idon’tlikeit.”
“Asmydaughterwouldsay...Suckitup.”
ShiftershadleftFaerieforeversevenhundredyearsago,notthatthey’dever
embraceditashome.Thoughthey’dbeencreatedhere,Shiftershadcultivateda
healthyloathingoftheplace.
JacehadfollowedFionntoagroveoftreesbetweenthebackyardsofShifter
houses.Intheglowofthefewstreetlights,he’dseenpoliceofficerswalking
fromhousetohouse,andpatrolcarsandvanscreepingalongthestreets.
Thedarknessinthegroveoftreeshadbeendeep,inky.Amistrosefrom
nowhereinthemiddleoftheringoftrees,onethatsmelledacridtoJace.A
tinglinghadbeguninJace’sbrainthathadhimsnarling,hisclawscomingout,
beforeFionnhadgrabbedhimandshovedhimintothemiddleofthemist.
Jacehadblinked,thetinglingdying,andfoundhimselfinanotherringof
trees,theseold,towering,anddamp.Hisbootssquishedinmudcoveredwith
graygreenweedsanddeadleaves.ThethicktreesranasfarasJacecouldsee,
thelandwet,dank,andmuddy.
“Boring,”Jacesaid.“Nowondermyancestorschosetoliveinthehuman
world.”
Fionnmadeanimpatientnoise.“Thisisonlyonetinycornerofonewoodsin
Faerie.Ilivemilesfromhereinavalleythatwouldputanythingfoundinyour
worldtoshame.Mountainsreachingtotheskies,snowcapsburnishedbythe
sun,meadowsofgrasssogreenitmakesyouweep,andpackedwithwildflowers
ineverycolor.Mygardenisdesignedtorunrightintothemeadows,soit’sas
thoughIstepintoparadiseeverytimeIwalkoutmydoor.Mymanorhousehas
marblefloors,andwallsveinedwithFaegold,whichhumanshaveneverseen—
andneverwill.FaegoldisrareevenfortheFae.Humanswouldkilleachother
—andFae—overit.”
“Wallsveinedwithgold,”Jacesaid.“Nooverkillthere.”
Fionnstartedwalkingintothetrees,ignoringhim.“WhenIcometothisarea,
however,Iliveroughinatent.Thisway.”
“Waitaminute.”Jacejoggedtocatchupwithhim.TheFae-manwasfast.
“Howdoyouknowwherethegateway,orwhateverthatwas,is?Allthesetrees
lookalike—andsmellalike—tome.”
Fionndidn’tlookback.“Thenyou’dbetterstickwithme,hadn’tyou?”
Great.“HowdoIknowyou’renotleadingmetoFaewarriorswithbigswords
who’dloveaShiftersnowleopardheaddecoratingtheirfireplace?”
“Youdon’t,”Fionnsaid.“Youhavetotrustme.”
“Thanks.Ifeelsomuchbetter.”
ItwasthenthatJacenoticedhedidfeelbetter.Theferalrestlessnesshadeased
fromhim,thepainofhisCollarlessening.Whenheputhishandtohisneck,he
stillfeltthesoreness—didheever—butthecertaintyhe’ddropdeadanysecond
hadgone.
Fionnledhimaroundthreegigantictreesgrowingclosetogetherandstopped
infrontofapavilion.Tent,Fionnhadcalledit.Ballroom-sizedlivingspace,Jace
wouldtermitinstead.
HefollowedFionninside,thoughhisShifterinstinctsdidnotwanthimto.
Theinteriorofthepavilionwasaslavishastheexterior.Ithadbeendividedinto
roomsbytapestrieshungfromsolidrods,andcarpetedwithrugsthatlookedas
thoughtheyweremadeofwovensilk.Lowcouches,chairs,andtableswere
scatteredeverywhere,andalargebrazierburnedwithafirethatcutthedamp.
“Youcallthislivingrough?”Jaceasked,turninginacircle.Everywherehe
sawlight,color,andshimmeringtexture.
“You’vebeenlivinginhumanrejectstoolong.Thisiswhatyoucouldhavein
Faerie,andmuchbetterthanthis.”
“NotasaShifterslaveIcouldn’t,”Jacepointedout.
“Possiblynot.ThoughIdon’tkeepslaves.AnyShifterswholivedinmy
realmwouldbefreetocomeandgoastheypleased.”
Afair-mindedFae?“Goodtoknow,”Jacesaid.
“Ican’tspeakforotherFae,though,”Fionnsaid.“Soifyouwentoutsidemy
territory,yes,you’dprobablyendupaslaveoramantelpiecedecoration.”
“You’resocomforting.”
“Wine?”Fionnpouredagolden,smoothlytricklingliquidintoacup.“BestI
cangetouthere.Thegoodstuffdoesn’ttransportwell.”
NeverdrinkanythingofferedbyaFae.TheoldtalesaboutFae,passeddown
byShifters,ranginJace’shead.Hisdadusedtotellhimthestories,ashadAunt
Cass.Jacesaidnothing,butcouldn’tstophimselffromtakingastepback.
Fionnlaughed.“You’resuperstitious.Butprobablywise.IknowFaewhotry
todrug,poison,orspelleveryonetheymeet.You’reluckyI’mnotinterested.IfI
wantsomeoneundermythrall,I’lltakeovertheirterritoryandletthemchoose
betweenfollowingmeorbeingputtothesword.”
“Whataniceguy,”Jacesaiddryly.Fionnheldoutthecup,butJaceshookhis
head.EvenifFionnprovedtobetrustworthy,Jacecouldn’tbecertainwhatFae
winewoulddotohissystem,especiallyastraumatizedasithadbeenlately.
Fionnshrugged,liftedthewinecuptohislips,anddraineditscontents.
Jacelookedaroundthelushlivingquarters,againreflectingthathefeltmuch
better.Hewasafraidtopursuewhy.IflivinginFaeriewastheonlywaytostop
ShifterswhohadtheirCollarsremovedfromgoingferal,he’drathertakehis
chancesbeingferal.
“Sotellme,”Jacesaid,asFionnpouredhimselfmorewine.“Ifthisismoreor
lessthearmpitofFaerie,whydoyoucomeouthere?”
Fionnloweredhiscup.Whenhespoke,hisvoicewassofter.“Tobenearmy
daughter.”
“Oh.”
Fionnraisedhisbrowsanddrankdeeplyagain.“Yes,Iamthatmaudlin.ButI
hadtogiveupAndreaformorethanfortyyears.Iwanttospendasmuchtime
withherasIpossiblycan.Andmygrandson.”
“Igetthat.”
Thehard-facedwarriorsuddenlylookedmucholderandmorevulnerable.
“That’swhyIconqueredthispartofFaerie.SoIcouldseeherwithoutanyone
beingthewiser.I’malonenow,butAndreamakeslifeworthliving.”
“Youoldsoftie,”Jacesaid,grinning.
“Iam.Iadmititwithoutshame.Makeyourselfcomfortable,Shifter.This
mighttakesometime.Dylanwillsendwordwhenthewayissafe.”
***
Denididn’twanttoeat,butshemanagedtochokedownaburgerSeanprepared
forher,madewithsautéedmushroomsandHavarticheese,whichDeniloved.
Mouthwateringgoodness,buttonight,Denihadnoappetite.
ThepolicestillroamedShiftertown.They’dinterrogatedtheShiftersin
Liam’syard—includingDeni,again—andnowtheywanderedtheblocks.
Deninoticedthatthey’dleftthecubswho’dgatheredatLiam’salone.Alarge
numberofcubshadfoundtheirwayhere,sentbytheirparentsforsafety,and
nowtheysatontheporchanditssteps,devouringSean’sburgers.Spike’scub,
Jordan;Olafthepolarbear;theolderbeargirlnamedCherie;LiamandKim’s
littlegirl,sittingonKim’slap;andothersfromaroundthetown.Andreacarried
hersonandhelpedKimlookafterthekids,butmostlythecubshadbeensent
herebecauseofTiger.
Thepolicehadn’ttalkedtoTigermuch,leavinghimandTiger’smate,Carly,
prettymuchalone.Theyhadn’tgonenearthecubsatall,becauseTigerhad
positionedhimselfbetweenthepoliceofficersandthecubsontheporch.The
officers,aftertakingonelookatTiger,hadseemedtotacitlyagreetostopeven
lookingatthekids.
Thecopsmighthavethebadges,armor,guns,andauthority,Denireflected,
butinthiscornerofShiftertown,Tigerhadthepower.Thepoliceseemedto
knowit,justassmallanimalsknewtheywerepreyforthecatthatstrolledby,
evenifthecatwasn’tattacking.They’dfeelbetteroncethecatwasgone,and
theycouldduckinsidetheirholesagainforsafety.
Evenafterthepolicefinallylefttheyard,Tigerremainedonguard.Thehuge
manwithblackandorangehairunnervedeventheShifters.Theonlyadulttruly
comfortablewithhimwasCarly,aTexasgirlwithhoneybrownhairwho
wrappedherhandsaroundTiger’sbigarmandsmiledupathim.Shewasjust
beginningtoshowherpregnancy,andthelookTigergaveherwarmedDeni’s
heart.Thosetwohadfoundlove.KnowingwhatTigerandCarlyhadgone
through,Denifeltalickofhopethatshetoocouldfindhappiness—evenwith
theFelineShifterwhowasrightnowhidingoutinFaerie,andwhocouldn’t
legallybeinherShiftertown.
“He’llhavetogo,”DylansaidtoSeannottwofeetawayfromDeni.
Deniturnedtothem,notbotheringtopretendnottolisten.Iftheyhadn’t
wantedhertohear,Dylanwouldn’thavesaidanythingwhileshewasstanding
soclose.
Sean,turningburgerswithtongs,nodded.“We’llhavetotryagainlater.”
TheyweregoingtosendJacehome,whilehewashalf-crazedwiththe
partiallyremovedCollar,andwaitforwhoknewhowlong.Sheopenedher
mouthtoargue,butDylanshookhishead.
“YouknowI’mright,Den,”Dylansaid.“Wecan’triskthatthecopswon’t
starttakingrollcallinallShiftertowns.I’llgethimhomeassoonasI’mable.”
Deninodded.True,JacewouldbesaferathisownShiftertown,wherehehad
hisfatherandfamilytotakecareofhim.ButDeni’sheartfeltlikeastoneinher
chest,andherfoodtastedlikedust.
Shesettheplatedown,noddedatSeanandDylan,andwalkedinadaze
towardtheporchandthecubs.DeniwishedEllisonandhersonswerehere—she
neededtowrapherselfinherfamilytoeasethesuddenpain.
Andreaseemedtosenseherneed.ShehandedherlittleboytoKimandmet
Deniintheyard,pullingherintoahug.
“Iknow,”Andreasaid.“Isawitinyoureyeswhenyoulookedathimtonight.
Don’tworry.I’lltellLiam,andwe’llmakeitsoyoucanseehimagain.”
Andreawassweet;shetrulywas.Andreaherselfhadbeengivenspecial
permissiontomovefromaColoradoShiftertowntothisone,whichprovedit
couldbedone,butshe’dhadtojumpthroughmanyhoopstodoit.Deniknew
shecouldseeJaceagain,butitwouldbetough,andbothLiamandJace’sfather
wouldhavetobeconvincedthatitwasnecessaryforeitherJaceorDenitomove
permanently.
AndreareleasedDeni,givingherareassuringsmile,andreturnedtotheporch
tolifthercubfromKim’slap.Thelookofjoysheturnedonhersonsqueezed
Deni’sheart.
“Don’tlethimgo.”
Denijumpedandswungaround,herwolf’ssensessendingherintoa
defensivecrouch.Tigerhadmovedtohersideinthatstealthywayhehad,and
nowhestoodrightnexttoher,alone,hisbulkfillingthespaceAndreahad
vacated.
“Tiger.”Denistraightenedupandclenchedherhands.“Don’tdothat.”
“YoushouldnotletJacegohome,”Tigersaid.“Keephimwithyou.”
“Ican’t,”Denisaid.“Hedoesn’tbelonghere,andiftheycatchhim...”
Tigershookhishead.Hereachedouthishand,carefully,andtouchedtheair
infrontofDeni’schest,asthoughhesawsomethingthere.Denifeltthewarmth
insideher,thetinglingneedshe’dbeenpretendingnottonotice.“Youhaveit,
don’tyou?”Tigersaid.“Don’tletitgo.”
Deniswallowed.Ifsheadmittedthematebondrightnow,she’dfallina
crumpledheapandbeginweeping.“I—”
“Tiger,honey,”Carlystrolledtohimandlacedherhandsaroundhisarm
again.“Don’tscareher.She’sbeenthroughalot.”
TigeronlylookedatDeniwithhisintenseyelloweyes,asthoughwillingher
tounderstandandobey.HeletCarlyleadhimaway,butheglancedatDeniover
hisshoulder,hisgazepenetratingDenitothemostfrightenedpartofher.
ChapterTen
WhenJaceemergedfromFaerieintothegroveoftreesinShiftertown,itwas
dawn.Shiftertownwasquiet,thenocturnalShiftershavingturnedintosleep,the
oneswholivedbyhumanschedulesnotupyet.
Dylanmethim.Dylan’sfacewascoveredwithnew-growthbeard,andlines
haddeepenedabouthiseyes.Hehadn’tsleptallnight.
TimemoveddifferentlyinFaerie,FionnhadtoldJace,sometimesslower,
sometimesfaster.Jacehadspenttwiceasmanyhoursthereasthetimehad
movedhere.Scary.WhatifhepoppedintoFaerieoneday,livedaweek,and
cameouttofindeveryonelongdead?OrheagedinFaeriewhileDenihadlived
onlyoneday?Tooweirdtocontemplate.ThesolutionwasnottogotoFaerie
again,whichwasfinewithJace.
Hestillfeltbetter,evenwiththeCollar’slooselinkschafinghim.He’dhave
tofigureoutwhyheseemedtohaverecoveredfromhisneedtogoferal,andif
whateverhediscoveredcouldhelpwithremovingtheCollars.
ThepolicehadgivenupharassingtheShiftersandgoneagain,Dylansaid,but
therewasnotellingwhenthey’dbeback.BestJacegohome,tohisown
Shiftertown.Jacecouldn’targuewithhisreasoning,thoughleavingmeant
leavingDeni,andthatthoughtthreatenedtomakehisferalragereturn.
Fionnhadn’taccompaniedJace.DylantoldJacetowaitforhimthere,while
hearrangedtransportationtotheairstrip.Hewalkedaway,leavingJacealone.
Notforlong.AssoonasDylanleftthegrove,Denihurriedintoit.
Jacesaidnothing,onlyopenedhisarms,andDeniranstraightintothem.Jace
caughtherup,turningaroundwithher,holdingherhard,breathinginher
warmth,herscent.
“Idon’twantyoutogo,”Denisaid.ShecurledherhandsagainstJace’schest,
wherehisheartwaspounding.
“Idon’twanttogoeither.”
Theirmouthsmet,lockingtogether,heatjoiningheat.Jacedrankherhungrily,
imbibingherspice.Helickedthecornerofhermouth,andmovedonehandto
herlushbreast.
“Den,”hesaidsavagely,“Ihaven’t...Findingyou...”
Isalltheworldtome,Denifinishedinsideherhead.Iwasdrowning,farfrom
shore.Andthenyoucame.
“Tigertoldmenottoletyougo,”shewhispered.
Jaceliftedhishead,hisgreeneyesdark.“Ihaveto.Iftheyfindme,itwillbe
badforeveryonehere,notonlyme.”
“Iknow.Iknow.”
“Ican’tletyougethurtbecauseofme.”Jacetracedhercheekwithafirm
thumb.“ButI’llfixthis.I’llfindawaytocomebackassoonasIcan.”
Deninodded,tearsfillinghereyes.Noreasontocry,shetoldherself.This
wassmart,andhe’djustpromisedtocomebackforher.
SheheardTiger’sgruffvoiceinherhead.Don’tlethimgo.
EveryoneknewTigerwasalittlenuts,buthe’dlookedatDeniasthoughhe
couldseethethreadsofthematebondaroundherheart.Hewastellingherto
latchontothebondandnotletgo,damntheconsequences.ButDenineededto
besensible.Iftheydideverythingbythebook,askingforofficialpermissionfor
Jacetomovehere,orsheandhersonstogowithhim,thenthehumanscouldn’t
legallykeepthemapart.Butpermissionwasdifficulttoobtain—thehuman
governmentmightdenyitforanynumberofreasons,andthenitwouldbemore
difficultforJaceorDenitosneakawaytobetogether.
“Youcouldalwayshidehereuntiltheygettiredoflooking,”Denisaid,
thoughwithoutmuchhope.
Jaceshookhishead,pressinghercloser.“Dylan’sright.Thepolicemightstart
checkingtheotherShiftertowns.Mydadcan’tcoverformeforlong.”
“Iknow.”Hiswordsmadesense,butDeni’sheartached.Shetriedtosmile.
“Thenexttimeyoucome,we’lltakemymotorcycleoutononeofthebackroads
andseewhatitcando.We’llopenitup—justusandthewind.”
“Yeah.”Jacecuppedhercheek.“Thatsoundsgood.”
Theykissedagain,mouthsseeking,needy,eachofthemholdingontight.
DenimemorizedJace’sscentandhisgoodness,histaste,hishardbodyagainst
hers.Hewaslarge,strong,whole,theanswertoheremptiness.
Frombeyondthem,Dylanclearedhisthroat,thesoundrollingfromtheedge
ofthegrove.Jacebrokethekiss,liftingslowlyawayfromDeni.Hisgreeneyes
heldanguish.“Ihavetogo.”
“Wait.”Denifumbledwiththecatchofherbracelet,anold-fashionedclasp.
Thebracelethadbeeninherfamilyforsolong,noonerememberedwhereithad
comefrom.ShetookoffthebraceletandpresseditintoJace’shand.“Keepthis
forme.Bringitbacktome.”
Jacestartedtoshakehishead.“It’sspecialtoyou,Icantell.”
“Itis.ButifIknowyouhaveit,thatwillbespecialtoo.”
Jacehesitatedanothermoment,thenheclosedhisfingersaroundit.“I’llkeep
itsafe.Ipromise.”
Deninodded.Shesteppedbackfromhimandclaspedherhands.“The
Goddessgowithyou.”
“No.”Jacereachedforheroncemore,hisarmscominghardaroundher.
“That’swhatyousaytosomeoneyou’llneverseeagain.”
Hiskisswasfierce,wild.DeniheldontoJaceandkissedhimbackwithas
muchforce,herheartpoundingandaching.
AtlastJaceeasedaway,andDenimadeherselflethimgo.Jacelaidhishand
onherchest,betweenherbreasts.
“Bewell,myheart,”hesaid,thenheturnedandwalkedaway,following
DylanintotheTexasdawn.
***
TherewasnoquestionofDenicomingwithJacetotheplane.Jaceunderstood—
thefewerShifterswholeftShiftertownthebetter.
JacehunkereddownwithabunchofjunkinthebedofDylan’ssmallpickup,
andDylantiedatarpoveritall.ThenDylandroveoutofShiftertownwithout
ceremony,headingeastalongtheBastropHighway.
Afteralongtime,Dylantookaturnoffthemainroad,pulledover,andlifted
thetarp.Theroadwasdeserted,andJaceclimbedout,stretchinghiscramped
limbs.DylanwouldleaveJaceheretowaitforahumanmantocomebywho
wouldtakehimtherestofthewaytotheairstrip—they’ddonethisonJace’s
previoustripsaswell.SaferforallconcernedifaShifterwasn’tspotteddriving
outtoanabandonedairfield.
“Bewell,”Dylansaid,claspingJaceinabriefbuttighthug.“I’llworkon
thingsfromhere.”
Jacenoddedhisthanks,joggedintothetallgrasses,andcroucheddown,
hidinghimself,towait.Dylangotbackintohistruckanddrovesmoothlyaway
beforeanyothervehiclescamedowntheroad.
Jacedidn’twaitlong,thoughitfeltlikeforeverashelayinthedew-laden
grass.Anotherpickup,whichwasdrivenbyoneofthemenhe’dseenthistripat
thelandingstrip,sloweddownandwaitedforJacetoclimbinsidethecab.
Fifteenminutesandanunpavedroadlater,Jacewasbackattheairstrip,
boardingthesmall,oldcargoplaneamannamedMarloflew.Marlohadlong
agoworkedforverybadmen,transportingthingsforthemfromMexico,buthad
givenitup.NowhesmuggledShiftersanywhereinthecountrytheywantedto
go.
“Let’sgetupintheair,”Marlosaid,usheringJaceupthelittlestairintothe
bodyoftheplane.“Thewindisgettingbad.Wanttogetoutofthissystem.”
ToJace,theskywasclearandbeautiful,onlyalittlebreezestirringthe
grassesaroundthem.Butpilotsspokeadifferentlanguage.Jacestowedhis
backpack,thentookthecopilot’sseatinthecockpit.Hedidn’tknowhowtofly,
butMarlotendedtotalkalotonthetrips,andJacealwaysfeltbetterifMarlo
facedforward,lookingathisinstruments,thanifheconstantlyturnedaroundto
yellatJaceintheback.
Marlodidhischecks,startedup,checkedsomemoreinstruments,wavedat
thegroundcrew,andtaxiedouttothegrown-overairstrip.Thetwomenatthe
tinyshedwavedback,thenreturnedtothepickupthathadbroughtJaceand
droveaway.
Marlospedtheplanedownthelittlerunway,bouncingoverruts,thenlifted
offwithoutmuchofabump.Theplanefloppedaroundalittleastheyclimbed,
buffetedbythewindsMarlohadmentioned,butsoontheywererunningina
fairlysmoothlayerofair.ThecityofAustinspreadouttothenorthofthem,
huggingtheriveranditshills,therivercountryrecedingtoastreakofvivid
greenintheotherwisedryTexasbrown.
Jaceopenedhishandandstudiedthebraceletrestinginhispalm.Delicate,yet
strong,likeDeniwas.Herubbedhisthumboverthesmoothgold,determinedto
seehersmileathimwhenhebroughtitbacktoher.
Hegrowled.Jacealreadymissedherlikecrazy,andthewildcatinhimsnarled
athimforwalkingaway.Thetornskinonhisneckhurtagain,thesoreness
makinghisbeastthatmuchangrier.WhatevermitigatingeffectsbeinginFaerie
hadgivenhimmustbewearingoff.
Interestingaboutthat.Jaceletthebracelettrickleoverhishandashethought.
MaybetheyshouldtrytakingofftheCollarsinsideFaerie.Thenagain,whatif
insideFaerieShiftersbehavednormallyandthenwentinsanewhentheywalked
outoncemore?
Jaceletoutasigh.He’dbeenfullofenthusiasmaboutremovingtheCollars
whenhe’dcometoAustin,butthingshadchanged.Henolongerwantedtorisk
himselfforwhatmightbe.Hehadsomethingtolosenow.IftheMorrisseys
wantedtoexperimentwiththeCollarssomuch,theycould,asFionnmightsay,
suckitup,andtestitonthemselves.
Hisgazereturnedtothebracelet,andheimagineditstillwarmfromDeni’s
wrist...
Theplanebouncedonce,hard,asthoughithadhitsomekindofairborne
speedbump.Marloshouted,“Whoa!”andgrabbedforthestickasdialsstarted
spinning.
“Whoa,what?”Jaceyelledovertheenginesthathadstartedtoroar.“Youcan
fixthat,right?”
“Shit,”Marlosaid.Headdedquickly,“Nothingtoworryabout—thishas
happenedbefore.Ineedtosetdown.Helpmelookforaplace.”
“Nothingtoworryabout?”Theplanewasheadingdownward,leavingJace’s
stomachbehind,everythinginbackbangingandclattering.Anotherbumpshook
theplane,whichnosedharderdownward.Thesmallairplanegaveaprofound
rattleandsmokepouredouttheleft-sideengine,flameslickingthewing.“The
engine’sonfire!”Jaceshouted.“Youcallthatnothingtoworryabout?”
“Thewindwillputitout.Helpmelook!”
“Aw,craponacrutch,”Jacesnarled.
Hewrappedhishandaroundthebraceletandheldithard,asthoughitwerea
linktoDeniherself.Goddess,Goddess,greatandgood,Jacebegantheritual
prayer,thengaveuptryingtorememberthewords.Helpme.Letmebewith
Deniagain.Ifeelthematebond,forcryingoutloud.
Thewarmthinhishearthe’dtoldhimselfhedidn’tyethavetimetothink
about,nowsuffusedhisbody.Sayinggood-byetoDenihadbeenoneofthe
hardestthingsJacehadeverdone.Jacehadbeenrippingouthisheartand
walkingawaybleeding,buthe’dmadehimselfdoit,believingleavingwasthe
rightthingtodo.
Thematebondmeantyougaveyourselftothatotherperson,bodyandsoul.
Youprotectedthem;theyhealedyou,andyouhealedthemwhiletheyprotected
you.Jacedidn’tknowifDenifeltthematebondforhim—sometimesboth
partiesdidn’tshareit—butherememberedthelookinhergrayeyesbeforehe’d
lefther.
Shehadtofeelit.They’dgrownfromacquaintancestoloverstomates
rapidly,butitoftenhappenedlikethatwithShifters.Shiftersformedthemate
bond,thentheygottoknoweachother—throughouttheirlong,happylives.
Andnow,withMarlofightingthistinybird,firewhippingaroundthewing,
andtheflatgroundofWestTexascomingupfast,Jacemightnevermove
beyondknowingthematebondhadsettledinhisheart.
Tigertoldmenottoletyougo.
Tiger,damnhiscrazy,stripedass,hadbeenright.Hemightnothavepredicted
this,specifically,buthe’dknownJaceshouldhavemadesurehestayednextto
Deniandfiguredthingsoutfromthere.
Somethingcuthispalm.Jaceopenedhishandandsawhe’dclutchedthegold
braceletsohardithadpressedintohisskin.
JaceclenchedthebraceletagainandshookhisfistatMarlo,theendsofthe
chainsdancing.“Fixthisdamnedthing.I’mtakingthisbacktoher.”
“Youarefuckingcrazy,Shifter.Ineedalandingstrip,orI’mnotfixing
anythingeveragain.”
“Shit,”Jacesaid.He’dbeenscanningtheground,butwhatdidheknowabout
goodplacestoputdownaplane?Thenhesawit,aflatstretchofland,unbroken,
adirtroadwithoutanoilwellattheendofit.Theywerelowenoughnowthat
hecouldseethewaywasn’tfullofrocksorhiddenwashes.“Whataboutthat?”
“Goodenoughforme.”
Theplanewasrattlingwithbone-jarringintensity,somethingpoppinginthe
backlikearowoffireworks.Jaceprayeditwasn’treallyfireworks.
Theroadcameatthem,Marlodesperatelypullingatthesticktoliftthenose
enough.Thewheelsweredown,atleast,becauseMarlohadneverpulledthem
up.
“Hangon!”Marloyelled.
Towhat?Jacebracedhimselfontheinstrumentpanel,tryingnottolookatthe
dialsgoingaroundandaround.
Theyhittheroadwithanupwardburstofdust,grindingitsothickitcoated
thewindows,blockingtheirvisibility.Thatwasfine,becausegrassandwhatever
hugeweedsthispartofthestategrewcameupoutofthegroundandbashedinto
them,windingaroundtheburningengineandspewingtheflamehigher.
Theplanehitsomethingandskiddedsideways,throwingMarloontopof
Jace,andwhippingJaceintothewindow.Thewindowcracked,andflameraced
inside.
Atthelastminute,Jaceyankedoffhisseatbelt,hauledhimselfoutofthe
chair,threwthealreadyunconsciousMarlotothebottomoftheplane,and
landedontopofhim.AroarofexplosionmetJace’sears,andthennothing.
ChapterEleven
Deniwasrestlessallmorning.Shetriedtoworkintheyard,neateningher
garden,butshefoundherselfstabbingthetrowelintothedirtagainandagainfor
noreason.Denithrewdownthetrowelandstrippedoffhergloves,dropping
themaswell.
Herarmfeltbareandstrangewithoutthebraceletsheworeallthetime.She
touchedherskintherebutsmiled.ThebraceletwassafewithJace.He’dcome
backtoher.
Still,shewasgrowlingbythetimeshereachedthehouse.Jacksonhadn’tbeen
scheduledtoworktoday,butWillnowgaveDeniagood-byehugandwentoff
tothewarehouse.
“Youallright,Mom?”Jacksonsaid,peeringatDeniaftertheywavedoffWill.
Jacksonlookedsomuchlikehisfather,hishairdarkinsteadoflightlikehers
andEllison’s,hiseyesalightershadeofgray.Denipulledhimintoahug,
feelingafloodofloveforhim.Butsherememberedwhenhermatehadbeen
dying,howthematebondhadpulledatherandsickenedher...asitwasdoing
now.
AreactiontoJaceleavingsoabruptly,shetoldherself.Nothingiswrong...
“I’mfine,”shesaid.
“It’sjustthatyoulookatlittlebit,youknow...”Jacksonfrownedinworry.
“Likeyoudowhenyoustarttogoferal...”
Hetrailedoff,andnauseabitDeni,theworldspinning.ShegrippedJackson’s
shoulder.“No,don’tletme...”Forgetwhoeveryoneis,trytoattackmyown
children.Goddess,please!
Shesmelledastrong,malesmell,onedifferentenoughfromotherShiftersto
makeherwolf’shacklesrise.Denigrowledandspunaround,instinctively
steppinginfrontofJackson,protecting.
Tigerstoodattheedgeoftheyard,havingsuddenlyappearedasheusually
did.Denitookadeepbreath,willingherselftocalm.
“Youlethimgo,”Tigersaid.
Denishookherhead,thenauseastillchurning.“Ididn’thaveachoice.”
Hewaiteduntilshecametohim,notviolatingEllison’sterritory.Denifelt
herselfdrawntohim,though,asthoughsheneededtogotohim.Unnerving.
Tigerlethishandhoverafewinchesfromherchest,ashe’ddonelastnight.
“Somethingiswrong.”
Fearwashedcoldthroughher.“Howdoyouknow?”
“Thematebond.”Tigerclosedhisfingersoveremptyair.“It’stellingyou.”
ThelogicalDeniwantedtoargue,todeny.TheferalbeastinsideDeniknew.
Jacewasindanger.
Tigerpinnedherwithhisyellowstare,thenturnedaroundandwalkedaway.
Deni’sheartbeatfaster,andshealmostsnarledwhenshefeltJackson’swarmth
suddenlybehindher.
Sheblinked,Jackson’sworriedfacecomingbackintofocus.“I’mallright,”
shesaidtohim,drawingadeepbreath.“Ineedtomakeaphonecall.”She
hurriedintothehouse,foundhercellphone,andrushedacrossthestreetafter
TigertoaskforthephonenumberofEricWardenandhisson,Jace.
***
Thesnowleopardchokedontheblacksmoke,pawsscrabblingattheholeinthe
fuselagetofindair,anyair.Heburnedhimselfonthehotmetalandsnarled,but
heneededtogethisnoseoutoftheplaneandbreathe.
Morescrambling,usingShifterwildcatstrengthandhugeclawstotearinto
themetal.HiscatbrainreflectedthathavingsomeonelikeRonantheKodiak
beararoundwouldbeveryusefulrightnow,thenhewentbacktothetaskat
hand.Humanthoughtfled,andanimalonestookover.
Holewider.Heavefrombacklegs,wrigglespine,pullwithshoulders,
scrambleout.Jacelandedontopofthewreckage—onthesideoftheplanethat
hadtippedover—andtriedtotakeadeepbreath.Toomuchsmoke.Hehadtoget
away.
Theenginewasburningmerrily,andJace’scatnosesmelledfuel.Heneeded
torun,now.
Agroanmadehimturnback,hisclawsrakingagainstmetal.Ahumanlayin
thewreckage,aleanmanwithascragglybeardwhowasalittlebitsmelly.
Marlo,hisbrainremindedhim.
JacewasShifter.Hedidn’tneedahumanslowinghimdownandreturning
himtocaptivity.Nowwashischancetorun,tobefree,tofindaplacewhere
humanswouldneverhunthimdown.He’dgetwordtohismatesomehow,she’d
cometohim,andthey’dliveinblissfulsolitudeforever.
Anothergroan.Jace’searswentflatonhishead,hiscatinstinctstellinghimto
runandnotstop.Butheturnedandloweredhisbodybackintothewreck.
HefoundMarlotrappedunderapileofmetalandjunk,barelyalive.Jace
shovedatthedebris,tryingtoreachhim.SomethinginJace’sbraintoldhimto
shiftbacktohumansohecouldliftMarlo,buthisbodywouldn’tobey.Being
animalwasthebestwaytosurvive,soanimalhestayed.
Fireflaredhigh,andthetemperatureinthewreckdoubled.Thesmoke
thickened.Jacecouldn’tbreathe,couldn’tcough,couldnolongersee.Heputhis
moutharoundthebackofMarlo’sneckandheaved.
Thetroublewithhumanswastheyhadnoscruff.IfJacebitdowntoohard,
he’dsevertheman’sspineandkillhim.Notenough,andhewouldn’tbeableto
carryhim.
JacefinallygotadecentholdonMarlo’sneckandshirt,anddraggedhimout
fromunderthedebris.Withthelastbreathinhislungs,Jaceclawedhiswayup
throughtheholeagain,weighteddownbytheextrabody.HedroppedMarloon
topoftheplane,seeingthathe’dcutgashesintotheman’sneck.
OuthereJacecouldgethisbreath,butitwasstilltaintedwiththeheavy
smoke.Marlolayunmoving,andJacecouldn’ttellwhetherhewasbreathing.
Hegothisjawsaroundtheman’sshirtandneckagainandscrambledoffthe
wreckagetotheground.Oncehefeltthedirtunderhisfeet,heran,loping
almostsidewaysashedraggedMarlowithhim.Marlo’sfeetbump-bumpedover
thedryTexasgrasses.
Whentheywereaboutfiftyfeetfromtheplane,thefirecaughtthefuel’s
fumesandexploded.FirewashedoverJace,whothrewhimselfontopofMarlo.
Jacesmelledhisfurburninganddrewinalungfulofvolcanicair.Burningmetal
rainedaroundthem,sparkingonthedrygrass,whichobliginglycaughtfire.
Jacehauledhimselfup,knowinghewasonfire,anddraggedMarlodowninto
thesparserocksthatlinedashallowwash.Thewashwasdry,nowaterunderthe
blankbluesky,butitmightprotectthemfromtheflames.
JacedroppedMarloandrolledovertherocks,writhingdesperatelytogrind
outthefireinhisfur.Marlolayunmoving,bloodyandburned,buthedidn’t
smelldead.
Nowthathewasn’tburningaliveandcouldbreathe,Jacenoticedallthehurts
inhisbody,cutsfromcrawlingoutoftheplane,abrasionsandrawnessfrom
shieldingMarlo.Hisleftpawhurtlikehell,astingingpainthatmeanthe’dcut
himselfdeeply.
Jacerosestifflyfromhiscrouchinthewashandlookedaround.Theplane
burnedbyitselfinthemiddleofnothing.WestTexassprawledaroundthem,
emptyasfarasJace’sleopardeyescouldsee.Someonelikelyownedthisland,
maybeitwaspartofagiganticranch,butouthere,entirecountiesmighthave
onlyahandfulofhousesinthem.
Jaceshookhimself,achingallover,butheconsideredhimselflucky.He
hadn’tbrokenanythingasfarashecouldtell,andthoughchunksofhisfurhad
burnedoffandhisskinsmarted,hewouldheal.
Hisleftpawhurtlikehell,though.Thelastthingherememberedwas
clutchingDeni’sbraceletastheplanehittheearth.Jaceflexedthepadsofhis
emptypawandlookedbackattheburningwreck.He’ddroppedthebracelet.
Deni’sbracelet,whichhe’dpromisedtokeepsafeforher.No.
Hestartedtorunbacktowardtheplanebeforehisleopardbrainstoppedhim.
Letitgo.Thematebondwrappinghimwhimpered.Thatbracelethadbeenpart
ofher,andshe’dentrustedittohim.
Letitgo.Think.Survive.
Flee.
Jacewasfree.Nooneknewwherehewas.Whenhumanscametofindthe
plane,theywouldn’tevenknowhe’dbeeninit.He’dbeensmuggledgoods.
Shifters,includingDeniandhisfamily,wouldthinkhimdeadinsideit.Deni
wouldcry.Sowouldhisdad.
GriefbitatJace,butinhiscatform,survivalcamefirst.Hescannedthe
groundagain.Thefirstthinghenoticedwasacoyote,thin-leggedandmangy,
waitingtoseeifthetwofromthewreckwoulddie.Easierpickingsthanrabbits
thecoyotehadtochase.
Darkspecksappearedintheskyaswell,circlinghigherastheyspottedJace
lookingatthem.Turkeybuzzards,bigandblack,theyalsowaitingtosee
whetherthey’dfeasttoday.Thiswasthekill-or-be-killedwildouthere,norules
insight.
Jacesnarledandrushedatthecoyote.Theflea-bittenbeastsnarledinresponse
butfled.Notfar,though.OutofreachofJace’scharge,thecoyotestoppedand
waited.
Jacegrowledhischallenge.Inspiteofbeinghalf-burnedandthrownarounda
wreck,Jacefeltstrong,moresothanhehadinalongtime.Thepainofhis
Collarwascompletelygone,andinfact,hecouldn’tevenfeeltheCollarbiting
intohimanymore.Heshookhimselfagainandsatdowntolethisbackpaw
reachuptohisnecktoscratch.
Hestopped.Hisdelicatebacktoesdidn’tfindachain,burnedorloose,ortight
andwhole.Heswipedhisneckwithafrontpaw,withthesameresult.
Jacetoldhimselftoshift,tomakesure,andhewould—whenhecould
rememberhowto.Theleopardwantedtostayinthisform,soJacewasstaying
inthisform.
Hewrithedaround,tryingtofindtheCollarwitheachofhispawsinturn,
probablytotheamusementofthecoyote.Actually,thecoyotedidn’tcare—he
wassimplywaitingtoseewhetherJacewouldbefoodordanger.
No,wait—thecoyotehadvanished.Damnhim,he’dbeensneakingupon
MarlowhileJacewentthroughhiscontortions.Thecoyotedartedin,readyto
dragMarlo—orpiecesofhim—awaytohispack.
Jacewentforthecoyote.Earsup,pawsmovinginperfectrhythm,Jacerushed
thescavenger.Hedidn’tsnarlormakeanynoise—hedidn’thaveto.
ThecoyotebarelygotawayfromJace’sstrikingpaw.Jacecaughthistailwith
aclaw,causingthecoyotetoyelpandrun.Jacechasedhim,theleopardrejoicing
inthehunt,untilherealizedthatthebuzzardshadtakentheopportunitytoland
nearMarloandseeiftherewereanygoodpickings.
Jaceturnedandbarreledtowardthebirds,whoflappedawaywithslow
disdain.Hesnarledthistime,makinghisfurstandupsohe’dbelargeand
menacing.
HeknewforcertainthathisCollarwasgonewhenhefinallystoppedand
plantedhimselfnearMarlo.He’dbeenreadytokillthecoyoteandsavageits
body,andtheCollarhadn’ttriedtostophim.Jacehadmasteredthemeditation
technique,yes,butouthere,chasingawayscavengerswhiletryingtostayaway
fromaburningplane,hehadn’texactlybeenmeditating.
TheCollarwasgone.Completely.Itmusthavefallenoffinthewreckageor
whileJacehadbeendraggingMarloawayfromit.
ThatmeantthatsomehowintheburningmessthathadbeenMarlo’sairplane,
Jace’sCollarhadslippedoff,everylinkofit,withouthurtinghimandwithout
makingtheworldspinintoinsanity.
Jacesat,blinking,evenhisleopardrealizingtheenormityofit.Now,ifhe
couldshiftbacktohuman,findhiswayhome,andtrytofigureoutexactlyhow
ithadhappened,allShifterswouldbenefit.
Orhecouldstayinthewild.Forthefirsttimeintwentyyears,Jacewasfree.
NomoreCollar,nomorerules,noShiftertowns,justwind,earth,sky,andsmall-
brainedpredators.
Free,herepeated.
Theonlythingthatkepthistriumphantwildcatfromtakingoveranderasing
hishumanthoughtscompletelywasoneword:Deni.
Jacewouldfindherandfreehertoo.Thenhe’dliveouthislifewithher,the
mateofhisheart.Nooneinthiswidewildernesswouldbeabletoprevail
againstawolfandasnowleopard.HeandDeniwouldbefreetobealone
together,matesinthewild,asShiftersweremeanttobe.
Eveninthisvastplace,someonewouldhavereportedacrashingplaneby
now.Thehumanswouldbecoming.Jacedidn’tintendtoletthemfindhimhere.
HegrabbedMarlobytheshirt,draggedhimclosertotheburningwreckage,
whichwouldkeepthescavengersawayforawhile,thenturnedandlopedoff
intothetallTexasgrasses.Hispawstillhurthim,butthatwasaminor
inconvenience.
***
Erichadn’theardfromhissonallday,hetoldDeni,andJacelikelyhadhiscell
phoneoff.Ericwasworriedtoo,butMarlo’splanewasoldandslow.Itwouldn’t
landinLasVegasuntillateintheevening,butEricwouldkeephisearout.He
soundedplentyanxious,buttriedtocalmDeni’sfears,asagoodShifteralpha
should.
Liamtooreassuredher.Flyingundertheradartooktime,Marlooftenstopped
torefuelorlielowforafewhours.Marlohadacellphone,buthewasn’t
answeringeither,andhedidn’talways.
AfterLiamlefttoopenthebarintheafternoon,Denipaced,snappedat
everyone,andgotnothingdone.Anypatsonthebackorcalmingwordsonly
irritatedher.EricandLiamwereprobablyright—butTiger’swordsaboutseeing
somethingwrongwiththematebond,plusthetightnessinDeni’schestmadeher
halfcrazy.
EllisonleftforthebarafterLiam,tellingDeniandhismatethatLiamhad
calledatrackermeeting.Thatmeanttrackersonly—theShifterswhoworkedfor
Liamasbodyguards,investigators,orpeacekeepersasneedbe.Ronan,Ellison,
Spike,Sean,Tiger,andDylanmadetheirwaythere,leavingDenirestlessand
barelyincontrolofherself.
Atfive,shecouldn’tstanditanymore.Deniwalkedoutofthehouseand
downtheblock,makingherwaytothebarontheedgeofShiftertown.
Theparkinglotwasalreadyfull.Thisbarwasapopularstoponthewayhome
fromworkforhumanswholikedShifters.Groupieswerealreadythere,lounging
aboutsuggestively,waitingforShifterstocomelooking.Withthefightclubshut
downforawhile,thegroupieshaddecidedtopileonhere,itseemed.
ThehumanbartendershotDeniasharplookwhenshewalkedin.Theother
Shiftersalreadytherewerecagey,butwhenDeniaskedwhy,theydidn’thavean
answer.Theyknewsomethingwasup,buttheydidn’tknowwhat.Thetrackers
hadgoneintoLiam’sofficeandshutthedoor,theytoldher,thenallexceptLiam
andDylanhadcomeoutandleftthebar.Wherethetrackers,includingEllison,
hadgone,nooneknew.
DenihadnobusinessconfrontingLiam,whowasn’tinherfamilyandheld
plentyofrankoverher.Histrackermeetingmighthavenothingtodowithheror
Jace,orthepolice.ShitinvolvingShiftersandShiftertownhappenedallthe
time.
Oneofthegroupiegirlssatinaboothbyherself,talkingonherphone.And
talkingandtalking.She’dlookaround,andthenstarttalkingagain.Ifshewasn’t
talking,shewastexting.
Theyoungwomandidn’tlookmuchdifferentfromtheothergroupies.She
woreashort,skintightpinkdresswithmile-highblackheels,hadshortdyed-
blackhairthathadbeencutintocutewisps,andshe’dpaintedherfacewithcat’s
eyesandwhiskers.Heroutfitshouted,Comeandgetme,Shifter,Iliketopurr,
butherlooksandactionsspokeofextremenerves.
AfterDenihadwatchedhercovertlyforatime,sherealizedanotherthingthat
madethiswomandifferent.TheothergroupieswereeyeingShiftershungrily,or
sashayinguptothemwithoutshame.Mostgroupieswerefemale,asmanyofthe
Shiftershereweremale,butsomeyoungmalegroupieswereeyeingthemale
Shifters—andDeni—withthesamekindofinterest.
TheyoungwomanintheboothwasdoingherbestnottocatchanyShifter’s
attention.Whichmadenosenseifshedressedlikeagroupieandhungoutina
Shifterbar.
Denipickedupthebottleofbeerthebartenderhadslidtoherandcarriedit
withhertothebooth.Deniplunkedthebottleontothetableandsatdown
oppositetheyoungwoman.
Theyoungwomanjumpedasthoughstruckbysparks.Deniheldhergaze,the
girltryingtoevadehereyes.
“ThatShifteroverthere.”Denipointed.“Broderick.He’slookingforsome
action.”
WhetherBroderickwasornot,Denididn’tknow,buttheyoungwoman’s
reactionwastelling.Sheflinchedanddidn’tlookwhereDeniindicated.Infact,
shemovedalittlesoDeniwouldblockBroderick’slineofsightfromher.
“I’mwaitingforsomeone,”theyoungwomanmumbled.“Leavemealone,
Shifter.”
“Yeah?Whoareyouwaitingfor?”
Thewomanstaredather.Shehadlightblueeyesandsmelledstronglyoffear,
andevenmoreofanger.
“Noneofyourbusiness.”Shehaddefianceherwordsandeyes,buthervoice
shook.
“Interesting,”Denisaid.Shesnatchedthewoman’scellphonefromherhand
andstoodup.
Thegirlshrieked.“Hey,givethatback!”
Denisteppedawayfromherreachinghandsandscrolleddownherlistof
recentcalls.Onlyonehadbeenmadetoday,muchearlierthisafternoon,which
meantshe’dbeenfakingtalkingtosomeone.Stalling.She’dmadeplentyofcalls
yesterday,though,andthedaybeforethat,andonintothepreviousweek.Allto
theCityofAustinpolice.
“Don’tthinkso,”Denisaid.
Broderickturnedaround,scowling,notlikingtohavehisbeerdrinkingwith
hisbrothersinterrupted.“Whothehellismakingallthenoise?”Broderick
growled.
Deniignoredhim.Sheswungawayfromthegroupielungingforherphone
andwentforLiam’sofficedoor.ThiswastooimportantforrespectingLiam’s
privacy.“Broderick,don’tletherleave,”Denisaid,thenwasthroughthedoor
andintotheoffice.
Liamwasonthephoneathisdesk,Dylanhoveringnexttohim,listening.
UsuallyLiamsatbackherewithhisfeetup,casuallygoingoverbilling,
invoices,payroll,andthelike,buttodayhesatstraightupinhischair,hishand
overhiseyes,andhewasspeakingrapidlyintothephone.
“Haveyoupinpointedwhere?”heaskedwhoeverwasontheotherend.“Well,
damnit,findit.”
“Findwhat?”ColdwashedthroughDeni,triggeringthedizzinessshe’dbeen
fightingallday.“Liam?”
DylancamequicklyaroundDeniandclosedthedoor.“Keepitdown,lass.We
can’tlettheworldknow.”
“Knowwhat?Damnit,tellme.”
Liamglancedupather,hisfacestrainedashelistenedtothestreamofwords
comingfromhisphone.Heshotalookathisfatherandnodded.
DylantookDeni’shandbetweenhis,pressingwarmthintoit.“Wedidn’twant
youtoknowuntilweweresure,Den.Marlo’splanewentdown,somewherein
WestTexas.Wedon’tknowwhereyet,andwedon’tknowwhosurvived.”
ChapterTwelve
Deni’sworldstopped—ormaybeitkeptspinning,whirlingoutofcontrolwhile
shefrozeinoneplace.ShecouldbarelyseeDylanasshestaredathim,onlythe
blueofhiseyesasheheldhergaze.
Shockandthenpanicsweptthroughher,andherwolfstartedtohowl,agrief-
stricken,wildhowlthatonlyhappenedwiththedeathofamate.
“Deni,”Dylan’svoicecutthroughthenoise.“Keeplookingatme.”
ThevoicethatcameoutofDeni’smouthwassnarlingandwrong.“Whereis
he?”
“SouthoftheI-10,”Liamsaid.“SomewherebetweenhereandFortStockton.
Great,”hesaidintothephone.“Coversahellofalotofground.”
Deniheardavoiceontheotherend—Ronan,shethought,fromthedeep
timbre.“That’sallweknow,”Ronansaid.“Wecan’tasktoomanyquestions.”
“Ask,”Denisnarled.“Findhim.”
“Lass,”Dylansaid.
“Don’t‘lass’me.Findhim.He’smymate.”
BothDylanandLiamfocusedonher,asthetruthofitfilledDeni,hurtingher
andelatingheratthesametime.Mymate.Hurt.Lost.Find!
Deniwasgrowlingagain,theedgesofherworldgoingconcaveashereyes
changedtoherwolf’s.Dylanpriedthecellphoneshe’dtakenfromthegirlout
ofherhand,whichDenihadclampeddownonsohardtheplasticwasstartingto
crack.
“Wheredidyougetthis?”Dylanasked,lookingatthesmartphone,whichno
Shifterwouldcarry.
“Spy,”Denisaid,forcingouttheword.“Broderickhas.”
Dylan’seyesmovedashereadthephonenumbers,thenhegaveafurious
snarlandshovedhiswaypastDeni,bangingoutoftheoffice.
DeniyankedLiam’sphonefromhishands.“Ronan.Youtellmewhereheis.”
“Deni?”Ronan’stonesoftened.“Yeah,thoughtso.Sean’shackingasfastas
hecan.He’stryingtopindownthelocationbasedonreports.”
“Whereareyou?”
“Don’tknow.”Ronanturnedawayfromthephone,exchangingquestionswith
others.“Lookslikewe’reaboutwherethe55runsintothe277,whereverthatis.
Alittlewestofthat.Ellisonsaysdon’tyoudarecomeouthere.”
“TellEllison...”
Deni’scoherencelefther.Shedidn’trememberdroppingthephoneorsaying
anythingtoLiam.Sheonlyknewshewaswalkingoutthroughthebar,past
Dylan,whohadthepseudo-groupiepinnedbetweenhimselfandBroderick,
ignoringthemwhentheytriedtostopher.Shewalkedandwalkeduntilshe
foundherselfinfrontofherownhouse,pullingoutthenewmotorcycleEllison
hadboughtherandmountingit.
Denimusthavefoundthekeys,putonherhelmet,jeans,andboots.Shedidn’t
remember.Inafewminutes,shewaspullingoutofShiftertown,skimming
throughtraffictotheroadsthatledwestoutoftown.
Denididn’tknowTexaslikeEllisondid,butsheknewhowtogetfromAustin
acrossHillCountrywest,headingthroughFredericksburgtowardthe10.Atthe
onramptotheinterstate,shepaused,debatingwhethertogonorthorsouth.She
pickednorth,turningagainafteraboutthirtymilestothe377andcuttingsouth.
Notuntilshewaswelldownthehighway,headingsouthandwestasfastas
shecould,didsherealizeshewasridinghermotorcycle.
Alone.Outontheroad,underthesky,throughtheflatTexaslandsanddust.
Onherown.Noonewithher,noJaceholdingherandtellinghershecoulddoit.
She’dnavigatedtrafficthatmovedthicklytoFredericksburgandthenthe
speedingtrucksonthe10,andnowtheopenhighwaywithoutanyfearexcept
thatwhichfilledheraboutJace.
Thesunwasstillhigh,thougheveningwascomingon.Notmuchtrafficout
herenow.Deniopenedthebikeupalltheway,thehigh-poweredmachinetaking
herswiftlydowntheroad.Shiftersweren’tallowedtobuynewvehicles,but
DenialwaysthoughtHarleyswerebetteroncetheywerebrokenin.Ellisonhad
tinkeredwiththisoneuntilitpurredlikealion,ormaybeasnowleopard.
Deniranitsofastshealmostmissedthe55,whichjoggedfromthisroadwest
andalittlenorth.Shespeddownit,squintingagainstthebrightsun,niceandhot
stillinlateJuly.
The55endedinaTjunctionwiththe277,onelegoftheTgoingnorth,the
othergoingsouth.Denistoppedatalittlepulloffatthecrossroadsandlooked
around.Onetruckrumbledpastsouth,andacarspednorth,itsheadlightsturned
onagainstthegatheringtwilight.Noroadwentwestfromhereexceptforadirt
trackthatheadedoffintothewilderness.
ButRonanhadsaidtheywerewestofthisintersection,andsothatwaswhere
theywere.
Deniwaiteduntiltheroadwasclear,thensheglidedthebikeacrossthe
highwayandontothefaintdirtpaththatledintonothing.Herwolfsenseskicked
inassherode.She’dtakenoffherhelmetatthecrossroads,andnowshecould
see,hear,andsmellasaShifterwhileherhumanbodynavigatedthebike.
Astheskydarkened,thehugearchofitbrushedwithstars,Denisawatiny
orangelightfartoherleft.Thenarrowdirtroadbenttoherright,takingher
awayfromit,andshehadnowayofknowingwhetherthetrackwouldcurve
aroundagaintowhereshewantedtogo.
Denishutoffthebike,strippedoffherclothes,stretchedherlimbs,and
changedtoherwolf.
Onceinwolfform,shesmelledthegreasysmokefromfarawayburningfuel,
thescentmakinghergag.Denitrottedintotheemptyland,hominginonthefire.
Shepassedoilwells,starkmetalgiantsagainstthetwilitsky,theirheadsmoving
upanddown,clankingastheypumped.Buttheywereinsignificant,an
affectationofhumans.Deniwaswolfnow,nothingmore,andthenightflowed
toher.
Afteralongtimeofunceasingtrotting,shemadeittowhatshenowsawwas
thesmolderingwreckofasmallairplane.Insidetheperimeterofthefire’slight,
shesawthehulkingformsofRonanandTigerandthetalloneofSpikebending
overaheapontheground.
Jace?Deni’sheartpoundedasshespedup.No,Denisawandscentedasshe
nearedtheothers.Themanonthegroundwashuman,probablythepilot,Marlo.
Shesmellednostenchofdeath,soMarlowasstillalive.RonanandSpikewere
lashinghimontoastretcher,preparingtoloadhimintoapickupthatwasparked
nearby.Tigersawherandgaveheralonglookthenheturnedbacktohelping
withMarlo.
AnotherwolfranoutofthedarknessandstraighttoDeni—Ellison,largeand
gray,hiswolf’seyesmeetinghers.Ellisonshowedsorrowbutalsoanger.
Whatthehellareyoudoinghere?hisbodylanguagesaid.Whatpartof‘don’t
youdarecomeouthere’didn’tyouunderstand?
Where’sJace?Denisnappedback,stoppingherselffromthrowingherselfat
himandhowlinginanguish.
Don’tknow.Losthisscent.
Denigrowledandrushedpasthim.SheheardEllisonsnarlacursebehindher
andfollow.
Denidashedintothefirelight,earningastartledlookfromtheShiftersthere.
Sean,swordonhisback,startedtostepinfrontofher,butDeniranaroundhim
toTiger.You’resupposedtobesogoodatsearchandrescue,shegrowledupat
Tiger.Whereishe?Deniglaredathim,willinghimtounderstand,butshewasa
wolf,andheatiger,andwhoknewwhatgotthrough?
Tigerwatchedher,hisbrowsfurrowedoverhisgoldeneyes.“Youhaveto
findhim,”hesaid.
Whyhaven’tyou?
Tigerkeptstaringather.“Youhaveto.”
“Tiger,alittlehelphere,”Ronancalledtohim.
TigerlockedgazeswithDeniabeatlongerthenheturnedawaytowhere
Ronanwasdoingsomethingneartheburningdebris,Denihadnoideawhat.
Denigrowledinfrustrationandranfromthefirelight,searchingtheperimeterof
thecrashsiteforJace’sscent.
Shepickeditupalittlewaybeyondthewreck,whenthewindblewthesmoke
fromherface—Jace,loudandclear.Shestartedoffafterhim.
Alreadytriedthat,cameEllison’sgrowl.Lostitprettyquick.
Deniwasn’tlistening.EachspeciesofShifterhadanadvantageoverthe
others.Felinescouldseebrilliantlyinthedark,andtheywerefast.Bearshad
greatstrengthandalsostamina,probablybecausetheysleptsomuch,Denihad
alwaysprivatelythought.
ButwolvesbeatbothbearsandFelinesintheabilitytofollowscent.No
ShiftercouldoutdoaLupineonascenttrail.Awolf’ssecondprowesswas
communication.Wolveshowledfromhilltohill,passinginformation,warning,
claimingterritory.TheirnonverbalskillswerethebestofanyShifter.
Rightnow,Denineededonlyscent.LetEllisonhowlather—shehadamate
tofind.
ShelostJace’strailfairlysoon,asEllisonhadwarnedher,nearanotheroil
well,thisonecapped.Themetallicstenchofoldoilandrustingmachinery
cancelledoutthewarmerscentofShifter,andDenisatdownonherhaunches,
bereft.
Jacehadcomethisway,though,thatwascertain.Whetherhe’ddoubledback,
orwaslyinghurtsomewhere,Denicouldn’ttell.
ButJacewashermate.Theysharedthematebond—nodoubtaboutit.Deni
feltitinsideher,itswarmtharoundherheart,fillingherwithstrength.
Deni’saccidenthadrobbedherofmostofherconfidence.She’dgonethrough
episodeswhereshe’dforgottenwhoshewasanddidn’tknowanyonearoundher
—she’dattackedEllison,andshe’dturnedonherfriendsandsometimesher
owncubs.Terrifiedofhurtingthosesheloved,she’dlockedherselfintoatiny
world,whereshewentoutlittle,andkeptherselffromfighting,orevenenjoying
herselftoomuch.She’dnotbeenabletorideamotorcycle,evenbehind
someoneelse,asshe’dexplainedtoJace,aftershe’dbeenrundown,growing
terrifiedevenatthethought.Seeingthedangerousmanwho’dhurtherdiehad
helpedherbegintofindclosure,butthelingeringfearsdiedhard.
Thelossofcontrol—theferalrisingupinherandtakingover—botheredher
themost.Butinthisplace,inthedarkness,Denirealizedthattheonlywayshe
wouldfindhermatewouldbetosurrendertothebeastinsideher.
Shemovedawayfromtheoilwell,thensatdownandclosedhereyes.Deni
drewlongbreaths,scentingpastthebarrieroftheoilandthefire,searchingthe
night.
Sherememberedwhathadgonethroughherwhenshe’dseenBroderickattack
Jaceatthefightclub.Shehadn’tknownJacewashermatethen,butsomething
inDenihadmadeherattackBroderick,tofightalongsideJaceandprotecthim.
Denibroughttolifetheragethathadwashedoverherthen,rememberingthe
feelandtasteofit.Sheletgoofallrationalthought,andletthebeastcome.
HerCollarsparkedonce,buthercoherencelefther,andinstincttookover.
Thewolfputherheaddownandsniffedtheground,walkingatfirst,then
movingfaster.Shecrisscrossedbackandforthoveropenearthandthendowna
rockywash.
Shefoundnothing,butDeni’swolfwouldn’tlethergrowfrustrated.Tracking
byscenttookpatienceandtime.Sheclimbeduptheothersideofthewash,
continuingtohunt,coveringeveryinchofgroundshecould.Shemovedfarther
andfartherfromthewreck,leavingtheotherShiftersfarbehind.Stillshefound
nothing.EitherJacehadleftsomeotherwaythanhisownfeet,orhe’dhidden
himselfwell.
Denisatdowninthedarkness,hearingtheslitherofsnakesinthedriedgrass,
theygivingherawideberth.Shecouldscentnothingbutthenightnow—the
grainsofdustonthewind,thecoolnessofwaterfaraway,thewilddrynessof
Texas,unchangedforcenturies.Nowildcats,exceptthoseatthewreckbehind
her,noShiftersatall.
Maybescentwasn’twhatsheshouldbefollowing,thedimthoughtcame.
Denicontemplatedthatinherquietwolfway,thensheclosedhereyes,wrapped
herselfaroundthematebond,andsentitoutward.
There.Anansweringtug,fartothewestandsouthofwhereshestood.Jace
wasthere.Falsescentscouldbelaid,andscentscouldbecovered,butnothing
coulddisguisethealmostpainfultugofthematebond.
Denilopedbackthewayshe’dcome,acrossthewash,andstartedrunning,
drawntoJacewithsurety.
SheheardEllisonhowlinfrustrationsomewherebehindher.He’dlosther
scentandcouldn’tfindherinthedarkness.Nomatter.Deniwouldfindhermate
andbringhimhome,andallwouldbewell.
***
Jacesensedhercoming.Thesnowleopardstoppedinmidrun,pulledupshortas
thoughsomeonehadsnappedatetheronhimandyankedhimtoahalt.
He’dbeenrunning,puttingasmuchdistancebetweenhimselfandthewreck
ashepossiblycould.Whoeverfoundhim—Shifterorhuman—wouldwantto
draghimbacktocaptivity,Collars,andrules.Shifterstamingthemselves,Jace
wasrealizing,didn’tmeansafety.Itmeantsubmission.
Buthismatewascoming.
Jacestoppedonalittlerise,ararethinginthisflatworld.Hesatdown,
panting,wrappinghiscattailaroundhimashewaitedforher.
Deniracedoutofthedrygrasses,herbodyastreakofgrayunderthe
moonlight.Shecamefast,runninguptherise,notstopping.Sheletoutajoyful
yipandbarreledintoJacesohardtheyrolledtogetherdowntheothersideofthe
littlehillandendedupinaheaponthebottom.
Denishiftedintoherhumanform,naked,herbodyoutlinedbystarlight.Tears
streakedherface.
“Ifoundyou.”ShewrappedherarmsaroundJace’sleopard,whohuffedand
nuzzledher.“Ifoundyou.”
Jacelickedherface,tastinghertears,andDenilaughedashisroughtongue
nearlypushedherover.Comewithme,mylove,Jaceurged.Intothewild,where
webelong.
Denipulledback,studyinghim.“Areyouallright?Itlookslikethey’retaking
Marlotoahospital.Youshouldgetlookedattoo.”
Foranswer,Jacejumpedonher,knockinghertotheground.Deni’smouth
curvedtolaughterassheheldanarmfuloffur.“Seriously,Jace.Iwasworried
aboutyou.Everyoneis.Ithoughtyouweredead.”
Thetearsreturned.Jacelickedthemawayagain,thistimebeinggentle.
“IwassoscaredforyouthatIjumpedonmymotorcycleandrodeaway
withoutrealizingit.Didyouhearme?Irode.Mymotorcycle.Bymyself.AndI
wasn’tafraid!”
Jacelickedheragain.I’mglad,myheart.Youarehealing.
“Ridebackwithme.Thatwillbeevenbetter.”
Nope.Notgoingback.
“Jace.”Denistrokedhishead,andJacewantedtopurr.“Idon’tspeakFeline
verywell.Changeandtalktome.”
Jacedidn’twanttochange.He’dstaycat,she’dstaywolf,andthey’dmakea
densomewhere.Theyweresmartenoughtohuntandevadehunters,andto
teachtheircubstodothesame.Helovedherscent,whichwasstirringhis
matingfrenzy.
“What’swrong?”Deniaskedhim,strokinghimagain.“Iletgoofmybiggest
fearjustnow—losingcontrolofmyself—toletmywolftakeoversoIcouldfind
you.Andyouknowwhat?I’mfine.Look.”Shespreadherarms.“Ididn’tgo
feral.Ifoundyou,andIdidn’tlosemyself.Idon’thavetobeafraidanymore.”
SheheldJaceagain,hismatestrongandwarm.“Thecrashmusthavebeen
horrible.Butdon’tloseyourself,Jace.Please.Comebacktome.”
TherewasnothingwrongwithJace.Hewasfree,andCollarless.Butitwas
darkandDenihadn’ttouchedhisneck.Shedidn’tunderstandyet.
“Please,Jace.Ineedyou.”
Tearstrickledfromhereyesagain,tuggingJaceoutofhisanimalfocus.He
shifted,notassmoothlyasheusuallydid,butjerkingandgroaningwiththepain
ofit.Hiscatdidnotwanttoletgo.
“Itcameoff,”Jacesaid,thewordsbearingaFelinegrowl.“Look.TheCollar.
Gone.”
HetookDeni’shandandputittohisneck.
Deni’seyeswidened.ShebrushedJace’sbareneck,whichdidn’thurtatall,
skimmingherfingersaroundtohisthroat.“Whathappened?”
“Don’tknow.WasoutofthewreckbeforeIrealized.Maybethefire.Maybeit
takesintenseheattomeltthemoff.”
JacetouchedDeni’sface,hisneedforherkickinghimhard.Denimovedto
histouch,thenshegrabbedhishandandstaredatit.“Whatisthat?”
Jaceglancedathispalm.Itstillhurt,andnowhesawwhy.Hispalmwas
burnedbutcrossedbyagoldstreak,whichherealizedwasDeni’sbracelet.The
slendergoldbandhadbeenfusedintohisskin.
ChapterThirteen
“Hurts,”Jacesaid.Anditchedtoo.
Denikissedhispalm,herlipscool.“Icanseethat.Whathappened?”
“Itmusthaveheatedandmelted,”Jacesaid.“Sorry,Den.IpromisedI’dbring
itbacktoyou.”
“Youdid.”Denitouchedhisfaceandgavehimasmilethattightenedthebond
aroundhisheart.“Let’sgohome.”
“Wearehome.”Deniwasunderhim,herbodysoft,herscentandwarmth
makinghimforgetpain.“Stayherewithme.”
Shelookedworriedagain.“Weneedtogoback.Youhavefriendsandfamily
wholoveyou,andthey’reafraidforyou.”
Jacenuzzledher.“ButI’mfreeofeverything.I’mdonewithbeingused,hurt,
experimentedon.I’mfinishedbeingeasygoingJace,inthebackground.Ihave
mymate,mylife.Ihaveyou.”
Deni’sexpressionsoftened.“Yes.”
Thematingfrenzywaskickinginwithhertoo;Jacesawitinhereyes.Her
fingerswerehotasshebrushedhisface,findinghishurts.
Thetouchofthematehealed.Jaceclosedhiseyesandknewhiswoundswere
closing,hisburnseasing,hisShiftermetabolismhelpedbythegentlecaressof
histruemate.
“Jace,staywithme.”
Jaceopenedhiseyes,realizinghe’dstartedtoreverttohisleopard.Heforced
himselfintohumanshapeagain.Heneededtostayhumanrightnow,becausehe
wantedtohaveher.
Hegrowledlowinhisthroat.Denirecognizedthesound,hereyesbecoming
darker,filledwithneed.Sheranherhandsuphisbackandtohisneck.
Jaceknewthatoncehestartedkissingher,he’dnotbeabletostop,andhe
didn’tcare.Heslantedhismouthoverhers,tastingherheat,herfrenzy.Itbuilt
andgrew,callingtohisownfrenzy,whichanswered.
Thekissesturnedfierce.JacebitdownonDeni’slowerlip,elicitingagasp
fromherbutalsolaughter.Shearchedagainsthimwhileshelaughed,herbody
movinginwonderfulways.
Jaceheldherdownwithastronghandandenteredher.Asheslidinside,his
worldchanged.
Theselfishwildnessthathadinfusedhimwhenhe’drealizedhe’dlostthe
Collarwhirledintoonetightfocus.Deni.Shealonemattered.Hewantedtobe
withher—forever—andnowhereelse.EvenifhehadtoreturntoShiftertown
withher,tostillbeacaptive,itdidn’tmatteranymore.Jacewouldfindawayto
bewithher,hevowedthis.AndwithDeni,he’dalwaysbefree.
Hefitintoherasthoughshe’dbeenmadeforhim.Jacekissedherlips,her
face,herlipsagainashedrewbackthenstrokedinsideherevendeeper.
Denisuckedinherbreathandthenshesmiled,hereyesdarkeninginpleasure.
Shetouchedhischeekasshelikedto,herfingertipsasoftcounterparttothe
crazedneedinsidehim.
Jacerockedintoher,herbodysqueezingdownonhimandturninghimwild.
Rawneedfloodedhim,relievedonlybythewonderfulfeelingofthrustinginto
her.Strokeafterstroke,lovingher,cradlingherbodywithonearmsothehard
dirtwouldn’tcutintoher.
“Mymate,”hewhispered.“Isawyou,andneverwantedtobewithoutyou.”
Denishookherhead,fingersthreadingthroughhishair.“Jace.”
“Bemine,”Jacesaid.“Sayit.Alwaysmine.”
Denismiled.“Mine.”
Hereturnedthesmile,hisfierce.“Forever.”
“Yes.”
Thewordturnedintoagroan.Deni’sgripbitintohisshoulders,andsheheld
himwhilesheshudderedandcriedhisname,herthrustsmeetinghis.Jacebent
hisheadandnippedherneck,tastingthemetallictangofherCollar.
He’dhaveitoffher—he’dfigureouthow.Andshe’dbefree,withhim.The
painwouldbegone,andDeniwouldheal.He’dbewithher,nexttoher,helping
heralltheway.
“Jace.”
Deni’sgroanfilledhimwithfrenzy.Histhrustsgrewfaster,hisgrowlsdeeper.
He’dgotogroundwithher,andthey’ddothisalldaylongandintothenight.
She’dsmileathim,beautifulandsensual,andwrapherarmsaroundhim,
wantingtodoitagain.
“Deni.Goddess.”Jacelosthisseedintoher,pumpinghishipswhileshe
laughedtothestars.
Jaceraisedhishead,hisbodyslickwithsweat,andkissedherlips,hermouth
hotwithafterglow.“Iloveyou,”hesaid,hisheartineveryword.
“Iloveyoutoo,Jace.Alwaysmymate.”
Jacewasstillhard,pulsingwithneedforher.Hegaveheraferalsmileashe
thrustintoheragain,beginningtherhythmoncemore.
Denigavehimastartledlook,andthenshelaughed.Thelaughtersoonturned
togroans,andtheygavethemselvesovertothefrenzy,theircriesringingagainst
themillionsofbrightstars.
***
EllisonfoundJaceandDeniwheretheylaytogetherinthewarmTexasnight.Of
coursehedid—Deniknewthey’dgivenhimplentyoftimetofindtheirscent,
andtheymusthavebeenthrowingoffpheromoneslikecrazy,providinganeasy
trailtofollow.
Ellisoncametrottingupashiswolf,thenshiftedtohumanandgroaned.“Not
again.Iswear,Ican’tcomenearyoutwowithoutfindingyoutangledtogether.”
Hisvoiceheldreliefthough,evenrejoicing.
JacehelpedDenitoherfeetandputherbehindhiswarmbody,butwhenhe
facedEllison,hewasn’tdefensiveandangry—heshowedhisopenhands,a
postureofpeace.
“Congratulateus,Ellison,”Jacerumbled.“I’mmate-claimingyoursister,
DeniRowe,underthelightofthemoon,theGoddess,andinfrontofawitness
—you.IplantoaskLiamormydadtoperformthematingritualsassoonas
theycan.”
Ellisonstopped,moonlightgleamingonhislighthairandwolf-grayeyes.He
wasDeni’salpha,theleaderofhersmallpack,butansweringthemate-claim
wasDeni’schoice.“Yougoodwiththat,Den?”Ellisonasked,hisvoicegoing
soft.
“Yeah.”DenislidherarmsaroundJacefrombehind,lovingthetallsolidness
ofhisbody,hiswarmscent,thefeelofhisskinasshekissedhisshoulder.“I’m
goodwiththat.Iacceptthemate-claim.Jace?”Sheheardtheshakinginher
voice.“Youreadytogohome?TomyhomeImean—it’scloserrightnow.We
cancallyourdadfromthere.Ibehe’sworriedsick.”
Deniheldherbreath,waitingforJacetowanttoreturntotheleopard,toinsist
Denicomewithhimintothewild,orleaveonhisownifshewouldn’t.Hewore
noCollarnow—therewasnothingtostophim.
Evenso,lifeinthewildwasdangerous.Jacecouldbefound,hunted,killed.
Andhecouldstillgoferal—Shifterswholivedontheirown,lettingtheirbeasts
takeover,oftendidgoferal.TheShiftersEllison’smate,Maria,hadbeen
rescuedfromhadrefusedtotakeCollars,hiddenout,andbecomeferaland
cruel.Collars,fortheirpain,andtheShifterlaws,fortheirrestrictions,atleast
workedtohelpkeepShifterssane.
JaceturnedinDeni’sarmsandlookeddownather,hisfaceinshadow.Ellison
waitedbehindhim,tense,uncertain.
Deni’sheartached,bothwiththebondandwithworry.Jacelookedbetter,his
burnspalestreaksinthemoonlight.Helookedstrongertoo,andmoreatease,
anyuncertaintyhemighthavefeltforhisplaceintheworldgone.
Thenhesmiled.Everybitoflovewasinthesmile,everybitoftenderness.He
brushedbackalockofDeni’shair,hisfingerswarm.
“We’llwanttotellyourcubsyouacceptedmymate-claim,”Jacesaid.“So
yeah.Let’sgohome.”
***
AShiftermeetingwascalledinLiam’shousethenextday,afterJaceandDeni
hadrestedfromthelongdrivebacktoAustin—well,Denirememberedwitha
blush—they’ddonemorethanjustrest.ThemeetingincludedEricWarden,
Jace’sfather.
Deni’sheartsqueezedasEricstrodeacrossthehousetomeetJacewhenhe
camein,fatherenfoldingsoninalong,hardembrace.Eric’smate,Iona,who
washeavywithEric’schild,alsohuggedJace,wipingawayhertearswhenshe
releasedhim.
JacereachedforDeni,who’dhungbackfromthefamilygreeting,andpulled
herforward.“YourememberDeniRowe,Ellison’ssister.”
EricunderstoodtheirconnectionassoonashelookedatDeni,andIona
caughtonasecondlater.EricgazedatDeniwitheyesthesamecolorashis
son’s,thenheputhisbigarmsaroundDeniandpulledherintoanembrace
equallyastightastheonehe’dsharedwithJace.
“Thankyou,child,”Ericsaid,hisvoicerumblingintoherear.“Welcometo
thefamily.”
HestoodDenibackandstudiedher,asatisfiedlookinhiseyes.Ionaslidpast
EricandhuggedDeniherself.
“Congratulations,youtwo.”IonawinkedatDeniasshesteppedawayfrom
her.“Jaceisasweetheart.Akeeper.”
Denismiledheragreement.“Ithinkso.”
“AndnowCollar-free,”Ericsaid.“ThanktheGoddess.”
DeniunderstoodEricwasthankingtheGoddessformorethanJace’sCollar
beingoff.AshudderwentthroughEric,whichDenirecognizedasafather’s
reliefthathiscubwassafeandwhole.
“Jacehasatheoryaboutthat,”Liamsaidfromwhereheloungedonawindow
seatinthelivingroom.Heheldhisblack-haireddaughterinthecurveofhis
arm,littleKatrionawatchingtheadultswithinterest.“Carryon,lad.”
Jacehelduphishand,whichborearedstreak.Lastnight,whenthey’d
returnedtotheAustinShiftertownandafterSeanandDylanhadgottenMarloto
ahospital—theresilientmanwasonthemend—SeanandJacehadpainfullydug
theremnantsofthegoldchainfromJace’shand.Andreahadquicklydonea
healingonhim,thenDenihadcompletedthehealingintheprivacyoftheRowe
family’ssecretbasement.
“FionnsawthebraceletlastnightwhenhewasvisitingAndrea,”Jacesaid.
“AndreatoldmethismorningthatFionntoldherthatthisbraceletismadeof
Faegold.PasseddownthroughthefemalelineofmanygenerationsofDeni’s
mother’sfamily.ShiftersusedtoliveinFaerie—whycouldn’toneofthemhave
hadaccesstoFaegold?”JaceslidhisarmaroundDeni.“Iwasholdingthe
bracelet,whichDenigavemeasakeepsake,whentheplanewentdown.Iwent
throughhell,nearlyburnedalive.Theheatmusthavemelteditintome,whereit
enteredmynervoussystemorbloodstream,orskincells,orsomething.Ihaven’t
figuredthatpartout.Butsomehow,myCollarloosenedandfellaway,without
hurtingme.ThoughmaybeIdidn’tnoticethepainwhilemyfurwasbeingfried
off.”
“Thethirdelement,”Seansaid.HedangledaCollarfromhishand,Jace’s
Collar,whichSeanhadfoundinthewreckage.“Silverandhumantechnology,
fusedtogetherbyFaegold.WhetherthegoldisalreadyintheCollaroronlyput
intoitwhentheCollargoesontheShifter’sneck,wedon’tknowyet.”
“OrhowtousethatknowledgetogettheCollarsoff,”Jacesaid.
SeanstudiedJace’sCollar,whichlookedremarkablyintactforitstimeinthe
crucibletheplanehadbecome.“Maybeasyringeoftheliquidgoldcarefully
injectedintotheShifterwillloosenit?Orsimplyrubbedontheskin?Willbe
tricky,this,sinceFaegold’sprettyhardtofind,accordingtoFionn.Fionnsays
he’llhelpus,butevenhesaysit’sveryrare.”
“Heclaimshehasitinthewallsinhishouse,”Jacesaid.“Tellhimtodigit
outforus.”
“Heexplainedthattome,”Seansaid,withoutsmiling.“Hesaidwhenitwas
allchippedawayitwouldonlybeanounceorso.Butwe’llworkonfindinga
source.Andstarttryingouttechniques.Itmightstillbeverypainful.”
JacetouchedthefakeCollararoundhisneck,puttherecourtesyofLiamand
Dylanthismorning.“Well,youcantryitonsomeonenotme.I’mdonemessing
withCollars.”
Seannoddedinunderstanding.“You’vegotit,lad.Volunteersonly.ButI’m
thinkingsomewillputupwithalittlehotgoldontheirskintobefreeofthese
bloodydevices.”
“Me,”Denisaid.“Youcantryitfirstonme.Usewhateverisleftinthe
bracelet.I’msuremymotherwouldbefinewithmeusingittofreemyselfand
mymate.”
Jace’sholdonhertightened.“No.Notuntiltheyknowwhatthey’redoing.”
“Seanwillfigureitout.”DenileanedintoJace,feelingwarmandprotected.“I
wantthisdamnedCollaroff.Iwanttohealalltheway.Withyou,andwithout
theCollar.”
Jacegrowled,butshesawsympathyinhiseyes.“Allright,butI’mwithyou
everystepoftheway.Everysecond.AndifSeanhurtsyoumorethannecessary,
heanswerstome.”
“Oh,good,”Seansaid.“Nopressure.Don’tworry,lass.I’llbetryingthese
ideasonmeselfaswell.IhaveamatewhocanmakeusallbetterifIscrewup.”
“IhopeIcan,”Andreasaid.Sheheldhersonclose,hisgrayeyessomuchlike
hismother’s.
“I’mjustfeelingbetteraboutthisallthetime,”Seansaid.
“WecandovolunteersfromourShiftertowntoo,”Ericsaid.“Thosewho
wouldmostbenefit.IfthereprovestobesolittleFaegold,theweakerShifters
shouldbereleasedfirst,thosewhoseCollarshurtthemthemost.Thoseofus
whocancontroltheCollars’effects—we’llsuckitupforawhile.”
“SpeakingofyourShiftertown,”Denisaid,andEricfocusedonher.
“Don’tworry—I’llmakesureJacecanmovehereofficially,”Ericsaid.“And
haveleavetovisitmeandbringyouwithhimasoftenaspossible.”Eric
swallowed,thelightinhiseyesdimming.“I’llmisshim,butIknowwhatamate
bondislike.”HishanddriftedtoIona’s,andhismateroseontiptoeandkissed
hischeek.
AnotherthingJacewasdoingforher,Denireflected.Traditionally,Shifter
womenmovedintothehomesoftheirmates,leavingtheirownfamiliesbehind.
ButitwouldbedifficulttoobtainpermissiontomoveDeniandhertwocubsto
theLasVegasShiftertown,anditwouldalsomeanleavingEllison.Toprevent
Denihavingtoleavehersonsbehind,Jacehadvolunteeredtomovehere
instead.Abreakwithtradition,butakindone.
“Well,”Liamsaid,pushinghimselffromthewindowseatandhanding
KatrionatoKim.“I’mlookingforwardtoconductingyetanothermating
ceremony.UnlessEricfightsmeforthehonor.Butwehaveotherbusinessat
hand.Tiger.”
Tigerunfoldedhisbigarmsandmovedtothebasementdoor—thedoortothe
truebasement,nottheMorrisseys’secretspace.TheShiftersatthismeeting
wereLiamandfamilyandLiam’strackers,plusEricandIona.Liamhadasked
forEric’sadviceonthestickyproblemDenihaduncoveredattheShifterbar.
TigerunlockedandopenedthedoortorevealtheyoungwomanDenihad
caughtwiththephonethatshowedshe’dmademanycallstothepolice.She’d
washedofftheShiftergroupiemakeupbutstaredaroundattheShifterswith
defianceinhereyes.Broderick,who’dinsistedonguardingher,broughtherup
thelastofthestairswithhishandlightlyonhershoulder.Broderick’sgrayeyes
sweptthetrackers,andhelookedalmostasdefiantastheyoungwoman.
“ThisisJoanneGreene,”Liamsaid.“She’sbeenfollowingShiftersaround
andreportingthingstothepolice—thefightclub,whatShiftersdoatthebar—
andaskingthecopstotalktoShiftersandwatchthem...”
DenihadwonderedwhatLiamwoulddowiththeyoungwoman.Dylannow
wenttoher,andthewoman’sdefiancedissolvedintoterror.Dylanstoppedafoot
infrontofher,inherpersonalspace.“Tellmysonwhatyoutoldme,”Dylan
said.
Herchincameup.“WhyshouldI?”
Shewasyoung,evenforahuman.Inhermidtwenties,Deniguessed,ifthat.
Connor,whowasonlyalittleyoungerthanJoanne,shookhishead.“I’dtellhim.
IfyouthinkGrandda’sscary,wait’tilyoufaceUncleLiam.”
Brodericksqueezedhershoulder.“Bestgetitoverwith.”Hesounded
sympathetic,interestinglyenough.
Joannetookadeepbreath.“Becauseyoutookmysister,”shesaid.
Liamblinkedinsurprise,andsodidmostoftheShifterspresent.“Your
sister?”
“Mysister,Nancy,”Joannesaid.“She’sthetrueShiftergroupie.Lovesto
chaseShifters.Shewashere,inShiftertown.Thenshedisappeared.Whatdid
youdowithher?”
Liamgaveherablanklook.“Wedidn’tdoanythingwithher,lass.Wherewas
shelast?WithwhatShifter?”
“Idon’tknow.”Joanne’seyesflashedanger.“DoesitmatterwhatShifter?She
wasatyourbar,thenshewenttoyourfightclub.Thatwasafewweeksago.She
hasn’tcomehomesince.”
“AndthehumanpoliceagreewithyouthataShiftermusthavetakenher?”
Denicouldn’thelpasking.
Joannelookedevenangrier.“Theysaytheyhavenoevidenceofharm.They
thinksheranoffonherown.”
Dylandidn’tmoveanyclosertoJoanne,buthislookofmenacewashard.
“AndsoyoustiruptroubleforallShifters,endangeringus,ourmates,ourcubs,
withoutcomingtousandaskingaboutherfirst?”
Joannesteppedbackinfear,bumpingintoBroderick,butshespokeinaclear
voice.“Cometoyou?WhyshouldIcometoyou?”
Dylanstartedtoanswer,butBrodericktookastepsideways,puttinghimself
inapositionwherehecoulddefendJoanneagainsttheothersifneedbe.“Go
easyonher,”hesaidtoDylan.“She’safraidforhersister.Don’ttellmeyou
wouldn’tdothesamethingifyoulosttrackofsomeoneyoulovedinsideanother
Shiftertown.”
Dylan’sexpressionhardened.“No,whatIwoulddoisfindtherightculprit
andshakehimuntilhecoughedupwhatheknew.Andthendecidewhethertolet
himlive.”
“She’sbeentellingmeaboutit,”Brodericksaid,asJoannegazedatDylanin
fear.“Idon’tthinkaShiftertookhersister,butitlookslikesomethinghappened
aroundaShifterevent.YouandLiamhaveallkindsofresources.Helpher.”
LiamgaveBroderickathoughtfullook.“Maybewewill.Dad.”
DylanlookedoverBroderickandJoanne,thenheturnedaway.Withouta
word,hewalkedoutofthelivingroomandthenoutthefrontdoorwithaneven
stride.Thebangofthedoorinhiswakewasloud,andforamoment,noonesaid
anything.Dylanoftendidsuchthings—keepinghisowncouncilandwalking
awaytosolveproblemsonhisown.HewasolderthanmostShiftersin
Shiftertown,andhadexperienceandwisdomnooneelsehad.TheShiftershad
learnedtotoleratehisabruptness.
Liamclearedhisthroat.“Sinceyoulikehersomuch,Broderick,you’rein
chargeofher,”hesaid.“Idon’twanthertalkingtothepolice,orgoing
anywhereordoinganythingwithoutmeknowing.Gotit?”
“Sure,”Brodericksaid.“Lightenup,Liam.”
Liamblinkedagain.DenisawLiamdeliberatelyletBroderick’sadmonition
gobeforehegaveJoanneaslownod.“We’regoingtohelpyoufindoutwhat
happenedtoyoursister.Butyoubehave—understand?”
Joannewasbewildered—shemusthavethoughttheShifterswouldkillher,or
atleastimprisonheranddoterriblethingstoher—butshenodded.Broderick
stayedprotectivelyinfrontofher,andLiamendedthemeeting.
“Ithinkhe’ssmitten,”DenisaidtoJaceastheywalkedbacktoherhouse
acrossthestreet.“Broderick,Imean.”
TheymountedtheporchstepsofDeni’shouse,andJacepushedDeniagainst
aporchpost.“SoamI.Smittenisagoodwordforit.”
Hiskissstirredfiresthathadn’tgoneout.Deniwoundherarmsaroundhis
neckandenjoyedhimforamoment.
“ImeantwhatIsaid,”shemurmuredastheirmouthsdrewapart.“Aboutthe
Collar.I’llletSeandowhatheneedsto.Iwantitoff.”
“Idotoo.”Jacetouchedthechainonherneck.“I’llbewithyou,Den.And
whenyou’refree,we’lldosomecelebrating.”
“Whywait?”Denismiledintohisface,andJace’sseriouslookdissolvedinto
awickedgrin.
“Wildwoman,”Jacesaid.
“Always.”
Jaceledherintotheemptyhouseandtothebasement,thetwoofthem
laughingastheystumbleddownthestairs.Jacekickedthedoorclosedatthe
bottomashekissedheragain.Theywaltzedtheirwayintothebedroomthey’d
beenusing,handsstrippingoffeachother’sclotheswhiletheirmouthslocked
intolong,hotkisses.
“Iloveyou,JaceWarden,”Denisaidastheywentdownontothebed.
“Iloveyoutoo,DeniRowe.Somuch.”Jacedrewheruptohim,stokingthe
firesinsideher.“Thankyouforfindingme.”
“Youfoundme,”Denisaid.“Healedmetoo.”
“Mmm.”Jaceclosedhiseyesasheslidinsideher.Hisvoicewentlow.“You
healedme.Wehealedeachother.”Heputhishandonhers,thestreakwherethe
bracelethadburnedhimalreadyclosedtoaredscar.Theirfingerstouched,
spread.“Youandme.One.”
Jacelacedhisfingersthroughhers,andDeniclosedtheirhandstogether.
“One,”shesaid,thensheletoutacryasJacethrustintoherwithafirmerstroke.
“Always.”
“Always,”Jacesaid,andthentherewasnothingbutthesoundsof
lovemaking,andhappiness.
Sorrowfled,andDeniprovedtoherselfwhatabeautifulthingitwaslosing
controlinthearmsoftheShiftersheloved.
Epilogue
DeniandJacewerematedinthefull-sunceremonythenextday,bringingdown
theblessingsoftheFatherGodontheunion.Thefull-moonceremony,thefinal
sealingofthemates,happenedafewnightslater,afterDenihadhadherCollar
removed,atherinsistence.
Itwasseverelypainful,andhowSeangottheremaininggoldfromthe
bracelettoblendwiththeCollarandloosenit,Deniwasn’tquitesure.Sheonly
knewthattheCollarhadcomeoff,linkbyslowlink.Ithadhurt,yes,butDeni
knewherreleasehadcomewithnowhereneartheagonythathadsuffusedJace
whenthey’dtriedtotakehisCollaroffhim.She’dalsonotfelttheneedtoshift
toherbeasttogiveintoherferalinstincts,asJacehad.TheFaegoldmadethe
difference.
Jacehadbeenthere,rightnexttoher,snarlingatanervousSeaneveryminute.
WhenSeanhadliftedtheCollarfreeandDenitookalongbreath,Jacehad
pulledherhardintohisarms,hiseyeswet.
Deni,nowfittedwithafakesilverCollar,stoodwithJaceinthegrovebehind
thehousesunderthemoonlight,withEricandLiaminfrontofthem.Bothhad
decidedthey’djointlyperformthefull-moonceremony—Liambecauseitwas
hisShiftertownandhewasfondofDeni;EricbecauseJacewashisson.
Shiftersgatheredincircles,thechantingalreadybeginning.Sowasthe
drinkingandpartying.EllisonstoodnexttoDeni,proudandgrinning,Mariaon
hisarmsmilinghersweetsmile.BehindDeniwereJacksonandWill,deliriously
happyfortheirmother,butplentywillingtoteasebothherandJace.
Ionahadcome,standingnexttoEric,withEric’ssister,Cassidy,andhermate,
ahumannamedDiego,nexttoher.Marlo,recoveredfromhisbang-upbut
lamentingaboutthelossofhisbelovedplane,hadalsocome.
SohadtheyoungwomancalledJoanne,whowasbeinglookedafterby
Broderickandhisbrothers.She’drelaxedabitaroundShifters,atleastaround
Broderick’sgrufffamily.Shewasstillworriedabouthersister,butDylan
alreadyhadthingsinmotion.They’dfindher.
Asthemoonrose,itscoollightfloodingtheclearing,Liamhelduphishands
forsilence.HeandEricsteppedforward,Ericsmilinginhiswarmway.
“BythelightoftheMotherGoddess,”Liambegan.
“Iacknowledgethismating,”Ericfinished.“TheblessingsoftheGoddessgo
withyou,Son.”HeputhisarmsaroundJace.“AndDaughter.”Ericturnedand
embracedDeni,Jace’shandonDeni’sbackasshehuggedEricinreturn.
Andthentherewaslaughter,manymorehugs,withDenialmostsquashedby
theenthusiasticoneshersonsgaveher.Ronan’sgiantbearhugcompetedwith
Will’sandJackson’sforforce.Tigerevenhuggedher,thengaveheranod,as
thoughsatisfiedshe’dfinallywisedupanddonetherightthing,bringingJace
home.
Shifterswhooped,howled,screamed.Thematingceremonywasafertility
feast,andShiftertownwouldbefertiletonight.
Denihadn’tfeltthedizzinessorbeginningsofnauseathathadtriggeredher
episodesofnear-madnesssinceJacehadbeenbroughthomesafelyto
Shiftertown.She’dmadeabreakthrough,shethought,outinthewild,choosing
togiveintoherinstincts,whichhadhelpedherfindhermate.Thefactthat
she’dbeenabletopullherselfoutoftheinstinctivestateonceshe’dfoundJace,
andhadn’tgoneinsane,hadrestoredsomeofherconfidence.Thematebond
alsohelpederaseherfear,andsohadtheremovaloftheCollar.Denididn’t
knowexactlywhenshe’dbeenhealed,butsheknewtheprocesshadbegunwhen
she’dmetJacethatnightatthefightclub.
Musicpouredintothenight.Denidancedwithhersons,thenEllison,Liam,
andEric,withacircleofgirls—Andrea,Kim,Iona,Glory,Elizabeth,Myka,
Carly.Thecubsranaround,undisciplined,shoutingandscreamingintheirown
games.
Finally,DeniendedupwithJaceagain.Hetuggedherclose,hiseyesgoing
palegreenwithbarelycontainedmatingfrenzy.
“Rememberhowthisstarted?”heasked.
“Yougettingyourasskicked?”Denianswered,laughing.
“Mesavingyourass,”Jacesaid.“Andthenhavingit.”
“Don’tyouwish.”
“Ido.”Jaceleanedclose.“Iwantedyouagainandagain,Deni.Iwentthrough
alottokeepyoubymyside,didn’tI?”
Deninodded.“I’mgladyoudid.”
Jacekissedheragain,hissmilesgone.“It’sdarkoutheretonight.Noone
wouldmissus.”
Shegavehimateasingsmile.“Maybeweshouldbemorecivilizedaboutit,
nowthatwe’remated.”
“Screwthat.”Jace’sholdtightened,hishandwarmingthesmallofherback.
“Ilikebeingwildwithyou,Den.Myheart.”
“Mmm.”Denikissedhim,thenwrenchedherselfoutofhisarms.“Let’sbe
wild,then.”Shetookthegarlandfromherheadandthrewit,spinning,away
fromher.Shifterwomenshoutedlaughterandscrambledafterit.
“Catchmeifyoucan,Feline,”DenisaidtoJace,andsheswungaway,
dashingintothenight.
Sheheardagrowloffrustratedwildcat,thenanotheroneofdetermination.
Deniran,butsheknewshe’dneveroutdistancealeopardwho’ddoanythingto
bringdownhisprey.Shedidtry,though,soJacewouldhaveachallenge.
Butwhenhisstrongarmscamearoundherinthedarknessbeyondthe
bonfires,Jace’skissesfranticallyfallingonherflesh,Deniknewshe’dnever
beensohappytobecaught.
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GrahamMcNeilslammedhismassivefistintothejawoftheattackingwolfjust
ashiscellphonerang.
Hegotthewolfintoaheadlockandtriedtoreachforthephone,butthewolf
foughtandclawed,drawingblood,itsbreathlikesouracid.Graham’sCollar
sparkedheavypainintohisthroat,whiletheCollaronthewolfhefoughtwas
dormant.
Wasthiswherethingsweregoingwiththestupid-assideathatallShifters
shouldhavetheirpain-shockingCollarsreplacedwithinertones?Shiftersatthe
bottomofthefoodchainwouldusetheirfakeCollarsasanexcusetotrytoclaw
theirwayup,likethisLupinewas.Theshitheadwasfromthefamilyofoneof
Graham’strackersandwassupposedtobeloyaltoGraham,buttodaythewolf
haddecidedtowaitinGraham’shouseuntilGrahamwalkedinalone,andjump
him.
Idiot.Grahamhadterritoryadvantage,evenifhestillworehistrueCollar,
whichblastedpainintohimwitheveryheartbeat.Timetoshowtheattacking
wolfwhowastrulyalpha.
Graham’sphonekeptringingagainsthisbelt.BecauseShifterswereonly
allowedtocarry“dumb”phones,hedidn’thaveafancyringtonetotellhimwho
wascalling.Thedamnthingjustrang.
GrahamgrabbedtheLupinebythethroatandthrewitagainstthewall.The
wolfhowled,butdiditstaydown?Notforlong.
Asthewolfpreparedanotherattack,Grahamyankedthephoneoffhisbelt
andflippeditopen.“What?”
“Graham,”camethebreathlessvoiceofhismore-or-lessgirlfriend,ahuman
calledMisty.
Everythingslowed.Grahamsawinhismindthecurvyyoungwomanwith
lightbrownhairsheworeinponytail,hersoftface,andhersweetbrowneyes.
Everythoughtofherwaslikeabreathofair,snakingintohismessed-upbrain
andtryingtosoothehim.Grahamwishedhewaswithhernow,teasingher,
kissingher,insteadoftryingtobeataninsubordinatewolfintosubmission.
“I’malittlebusyrightnow,sweetheart,”Grahamsaidloudlyasthewolf
landedonhim.Awoodenchairsmashedunderthemastheybothslammedtothe
floor—damn,helikedthatchair.“YoubreakmyTV,you’redead,”Graham
snarled.
“What?”
“Notyou,sweetie.I’llhavetocallyouback.”
“Youcan’t.Graham,listen,Ineedyou.They’re...Oh,crap.”
“What?”Grahambellowed.“Slowdown.Whatareyousaying?”
“Ihavetogo.Idon’tknowwhenIcancallyouagain.”
Graham’sshiftwascoming.Inafewseconds,hewouldn’tbeabletoholdthe
phone,letalonetalk.“Wait!”heyelledather.
“Ican’t.I’vegottogo.Graham,Ilo—”
Thephoneclicked,andGrahamwasshoutingatadeadline.“What?Wait!
Misty!Fuck.”
Hethrewthephoneacrosstheroomandliftedtheattackingwolfbythescruff
oftheneck.“Wouldyoustop,youasshole?”
Thewolfsnarled,teethsnappingatGraham’sthroat.ThewolfinGraham
responded.Hefelthisbodychange,musclesbecomingharderandleaner,face
elongatingtoaccommodateteeth,clawsjuttingfromfingersthatquicklybecame
paws.
Withanear-splittingsnarl,Grahamwentfortheotherwolf’sthroat,snapping
teetharoundfur.
Atthelastminute,thealphainhimtoldhimnottokill.Grahamwasthis
wolf’sprotector,notitsenemy.Thewolfneededtobetaughtitsplace,not
destroyed.
NotthatGrahamwouldn’troughitupabit.Butquickly.Heneededtofindout
whatwaswrongwithMisty.Thefearinhervoicehadbeenclear,thedesperation
palpable.They’re...What?Here?Coming?Killingme?
Graham’sCollarkeptsnappingarcsintohisneck.Heheldontothethroatof
thefightingwolf,notlettingtheCollarstophim.
Dominancedidn’thaveanythingtodowithCollars,orpain,orfighting.
Dominancewasaboutputtingfull-of-themselves,arrogantLupineShiftersin
theirplace.Grahamgotthewolfonthefloorandsteppedonit,andthenshifted
tohumanagain,breathinghard,hisclothesintatters.
“Staydown.”Thewordswerehard,final.
Thewolfsnarledagain,thenbecamehuman—lanky,dark-haired,gray-eyed—
typicalLupine.Exceptthisonewasfemale.
Shelookedupathim,rageinhereyes.“Thisisn’tover,McNeil.”
“Famouslastwords.Yourdadsentyou,didn’the?ThoughtmaybeI’dmate-
claimyouifyoucouldn’tbestme,right?”
ThewayshelookedquicklyawaytoldGrahamhe’dhituponthetruth.She
wasnaked,andnotbad,butGrahamhadn’tbeenabletothinkaboutanyother
femalesincehe’dmetMisty.
Hehadn’tmate-claimedMisty,orevenhadsexwithher.Grahamhadnever
hadsexwithahumanbefore,andhefearedhe’dnotbeabletogentlehimself
enoughforMisty.Thelastthinghewantedtodowashurther.
Also,hispositionasleaderoftheLupinesinthisShiftertownwasprecarious.
HiswolvesexpectedhimtomatewithaLupine,toprovideacubwhowouldbe
theirnextleader.Ifhewentintomatingfrenzywithahuman,themoreold-
fashionedofhiswolvesmighttrytosolvetheproblembykillingMisty.
ButMisty’sphonecallhadhisgutchurning.Grahamclimbedtohisfeet.“I’ve
gottogo,”hesaidtothewoman.“IwantyououtofherebythetimeIgetback.
Nomoreambushes.Ifyouwantamate,gochasesomebears.They’realways
horny.”
Grahamturnedaroundandwalkedaway.Thebestwaytoshowsubmissives
theyweresubmissivewastoindicateyoudidn’tfearthemjumpingyouthe
minuteyourbackwasturned.Makingthemknowthatiftheydidjumpyou,
you’dstopthem.Again.
Hishearthammeredwithworry,thewolfforgotten,ashedetouredtohis
bedroomtograbclothestoreplacetheoneshe’dshreddedwithhisshift.
Grahamleftthroughthebackdoor,mountedhismotorcycle,startedit,and
rodenoisilyawayfromhishouseandShiftertown.
***
“I’maskingyouonemoretime,whereishe?”
“Isaid,Idon’tknow.”
ThegangleaderwhoheldMistyagainstthewallbythethroatdidn’tbelieve
her.He’dcaughtherrunningoutofthebackoftheshop,andhe’dtakenhercell
phone,thrownittotheground,andsmasheditwithhisbootheel.She’dnever
seenthemanbefore,butsheguessedwhohewas—aguycalledSamFlores
who’dbeeninprisonwithherbrother—andwhyhe’dcome.
“Youdoknow.”Flores’sbreathwasfoulwithcigarettesandbeer.“Thathim
youhadonyourphone?”
“No—”Mistybrokeoffwithagruntasherheadsmackedintothewall.“I
don’tknowwherePaulis.Hetookoff.”
“Lyingbitch.”Floreshadblueeyesinasun-darkenedface,anddarkhair
streakedbystrongdesertsunlight.“I’mgoingtobeatyouuntilyoutellme
wherethatassholeis.Thenmyboysandmewillmakeyouunderstandwhyyou
don’tmesswithus.”
Mistywassocoldwithfear,shecouldn’tfeelanythinganymore.She
struggled,thoughsheknewshe’dnevergetaway.Paulhadbeenoutmaking
deliveries,andMistyreallydidn’tknowwherehewas.She’dcalledhimbefore
she’dcalledGraham,butshe’dhadtoleaveavoicemail,tellingPaultolielow.
Paulhadhidingplaces,butMistydidn’tknowwhereallofthemwere.
Floresheldherinplace,theprisontattsonhisfingersupcloseandpersonal.
Behindhim,hisfriendsweresmashingupherflowershop.Baseballbats
smackedintotheclearglassrefrigeratordoorsthatheldherstock;potsfilled
witharrangementswerethrownagainstthecounter.Glasssplinteredandflew,
theflowers,innocent,scatteredeverywhere.Brokenstemsandariverofpetals
litteredthefloor.
Thegangboysgotintotherefrigeratorsandsmashedthevasestheretothe
floor.Watergushedacrossthecementandtilealongwithalltheflowers.Cool,
dankair,scentedwithroses,carnations,calendulas,daisies,andbaby’sbreath
waftedacrosstheshop.
“Youknowyouaren’twalkingoutofhere,”Floressaid.“Youmightaswell
tellmewhereheis.”
Mistydidn’tbothertoanswer.Ifshewoulddiehere,thelastthingshe’ddo
wouldbetokeepherlittlebrother,Paul,safe.She’dtakencareofhimallher
life,andshewasn’tabouttostopnow.
“Idon’tthinkyouunderstand,”Floressaid.“Itwon’tbeeasy.You’llbeinso
muchpainbythetimewe’redonewithyou,you’llbebeggingtodie.”
Fine,thenMistywouldbegtodie.Atleastshe’dbeenabletohearGraham’s
gruff,take-no-shitShiftervoiceonelasttime.Shethoughtabouthisstrength,the
tattsoffireonhisarms,hishardface,andbuzzeddarkhair.Everyonethought
Grahamtootough,toomean,andtoowildtotame,butMistyhadseenwhatwas
inhiseyeswhenhewasaroundthetwoorphanedwolfcubsinhispack.
She’dstartedtotellGrahamthesecretinsideherheartwhenthemanwiththe
callusedfingershadsnatchedawayherphone.
Theyweregoingtodowhatevertheywantedwithher,andMistywoulddie.
Shewasscared,butatleastPaulhadgottenaway,andGraham’svoicehadgiven
herstrengthtofacewhatshehadto.
Notthatshe’dgiveupwithoutafight.Godownswinging,herdadhadlikedto
say.Heshouldknow;he’dhadtofightforeverythinghisentirelife.
Themeninherstore—fiveofthem—werearmed,carryingpiecesstuffedinto
backholsters,knivesinbootsandonbelts.Mistyhadnothingbutherfistsand
herflowers.
“Cops’recoming,”oneofthemenbythedoorsaid.
Mistyheardsirens.ProbablyPedroattheconveniencestoreacrossthelothad
seenthebreak-inandcalledthepolice.ButMistyknewbetterthantorelaxand
bethankfulthepolicewereontheirway.Therewouldbeastandoff,probablya
gunbattle,andsomeonewouldbeshot.MostlikelyMisty.
Shestruggledtogetaway.Florespunchedhertwiceintheface.Misty’shead
snappedback,andbloodflowedfromhermouth.
Floresclampedhishandoverherthroat,cuttingoffherbreath.Hesqueezed,
notenoughtochokeher,butblockingoffenoughairtomakeMistydizzyand
sick.
Hedraggedherwithhimoutthebackdoortothealley,theotherfour
following.Twooftheguyshadmotorcycles;theothertwoandthemanwho
heldMistywentforapickup—aFord250,allshinyandnew.Bigenoughto
shoveMistydownintoitsbackseat,tossingacigarette-smoke-infestedtarpon
topofher.
Thetruckrumbledunderherasitstarted.Thenthepickupjerked,tires
squealing,asitheadeddownthealleythatranbehindthestripmall.Another
turnontothestreet,andtheywereoff,carryingMistywho-knew-where.
***
Misty’spickupwasn’tinhercarport.GrahamkilledtheengineonhisHarley,
steppedawayfromtheengine’ssmell,andinhaled.
Everyhacklehehadwentup,thewolfinhimstartingtosnarl.Mistywas
gone—Grahamcouldscenthowshe’dleftthehousethroughthebackdoornot
longago,gotintohertruck,anddroveaway.Allasnormal.She’dhavegoneto
herstore,asearlyasitwas,todowhateveritwasshedidbeforeopeningforthe
day.
Whyhadn’tthewomantoldhimwhereshewascallingfrom?Graham’scell
phonehadindicatedwhatnumberhadcalledhim,butMistyhadbeenonher
cell,whichmeantshecouldbeanywhere.
Grahamscentednostrugglehere,nofearorworry.JustMisty’sfreshscent,
overlaidwiththeflowerssheworkedwithallthetime.Grahamcouldn’tcatcha
whiffofrosesthesedaysorthestrongodorofwhatshesaidwereAsiaticlilies
withoutthinkingofMisty.
No,thinkingofherwasn’ttherightwaytoputit.Thescentsconjuredupher
sultryvoice,heruninhibitedlaughter,hersoftface,andbrowneyesthatwent
shinywhenshelookedathimsometimes.
Theimages,sounds,andscentsofherwokeupGraham’sneedstoo.Hehadn’t
touchedthewoman,buthedreamedalmosteverynightaboutrunninghishand
upthelooseskirtsshelikedtowear,freeingherhairfromtheponytail,licking
betweenherbreasts...
Mistyhadsoundedterrified.Someonehadbeencomingforher,andshewas
scaredoutofhermind.
Grahamswungbackontohisbike,startedit,androareddownthestreetagain.
Hesawthepeoplewho’dcomeoutofhousestowatchhim,wonderingwhatthe
hellaShifterwasdoingintheirnicecornerofthecity,butGrahamdidn’tcare
rightnowwhattheythought.
Heturnedoutoftheneighborhoodandjoinedtrafficonthe215beforehe
racedoffonFlamingo,headingtotheflowershopinthismiddle-classsideof
town.Shiftersdidn’tcomeheremuch,confiningthemselvestothenorthsideof
LasVegasandthedesertnotfarbeyond.ThebighotelsontheStripand
downtowndidn’twantShiftersscaringawaytourists,soShiftersmostlystayed
away,eventhoughsomeShifterwomendancedatnightclubsasthe
entertainment.PissedGrahamoff,howEricWarden,theShiftertownleader,was
allrightwithShifterfemalesdoingexoticdancingforhumans.Oneofthemany
reasonsEricwasadickhead.
Misty’sflowershop—FlamingoFlowers—wasinastripmallwithothersmall
retailers,whichshouldhavebeenquietthisearlyonaSaturdaymorning.
Grahamknewsomethingwasseriouslywrong,evenbeforehesawthesmashed
glassinMisty’sdoorwayandthecopcarsalloverthelot.
Acoupleofcopssawhim,andGrahamhesitated.Heshouldgetthehelloutof
thereandhavenothingtodowiththecitypolice,butifheleft,he’dnotbeable
tohelpMisty.Shemightbeinthere,andifshewasn’t,heneededtogetinside
andsniffaroundtofigureoutwhereshe’dgone.
Hedecidedtoapproachasthoughhehadeveryrighttobethere.Shifters
weren’tbannedfromeverystoreintown,justmostofthem.Butnotthisone.
MistyhadsenseenoughtoknowthatShiftersweregoodcustomers.
Grahampulledhismotorcyclenexttooneofthecopcarsanddismounted.
Nextthingheknew,hewassurroundedbyfivecops,who’dallpulledtheir
weaponsonhim.OnecopbackedthoseupwithaTaser.
Graham’swolffoughttogetout,wantingtogointoafrenzythatwouldland
thecopsontheground,theirweaponsbroken.Heclenchedhisfists,fightingthe
aggressionhealwayshadahellofatimetaming.Whenhe’dlivedinmiddle-of-
nowhereNevada,inaShiftertownwherehiswordhadbeenlaw,Grahamhad
neverbothereddampingdownhiswolfinstincts.Nowhewasexpectedtolivein
acityofhumanswhotreatedhimlikehewassomebigscaryanimalthathad
escapedfromthezoo.
Hewantedtograbthegunsfromthecopsandbreakthem,justtoscarethem,
butGrahamdialeditback.HeneededtofindMisty.
Heliftedhishandstoshowtheywereempty.“Hey,thisismyfriend’sstore.I
needtomakesureshe’sallright.”
“Ahumanownsthisstore,”thecopclosesttoGrahamsaid.
“Well,noshit.Hername’sMisty—MelissaGranger.Shecalledme,scared.
Sheinthere?Issheallright?”
MaybewatchingEricdealwithhumansforthelasteightmonthshadtaught
Grahamsomething.Thecopsstilleyedhimwarilybutbelievedhisworriedtone.
“Noone’sinside,”theleadcopsaid.Hehadblackhairbuzzedshort,aflat
facewithacnescars,andabignose.HeheldhisBerettasteadily,stillpointingit
atGraham.“Placeistornup.”
“Buthertruck’shere.”Grahampointedattheblackpickupsittingquietlyina
spacealittlewayfromthecops.“Shewashere.Whereisshenow?”Hisfears
mountedashespoke.Hecouldn’tstopthegrowlinhisthroat,couldn’tstopthe
sparksonhisCollar.
“Thisisacrimescene,”theleadcopsaid.“Youdon’tneedtobehere,
Shifter.”
“No?Thisstorebelongstomyfriend.Myfriendmightbeintrouble.Idon’t
seeyoudoinganythingaboutit.”
Thepistoldidn’twaver.“Whydon’tyougobacktoShiftertownsowecando
ourjobs?”
“Whydon’tIgoonintheresoIcanlookaround?Maybefigureoutwhereshe
is?”
“Turano,callShifterDivision,”theleadcopsaid.“Weneedtocontainone.”
GrahamstaredathimandthenmovedhisgazetotheonecalledTurano,who
wasreachingforhisradio.
“Aw,screwthisshit.”
Thecopstensed,expectinghimtochargethroughthem,butGrahamturned
hisbackandwalkedaway,makingforhismotorcycle.Hemadeashowof
startinghisbike,givingthecopsacollectivedirtylook,beforehepulledoutof
theparkinglot.
Grahamrodedownthestreetandaroundthecorner,thentookthedelivery
entranceintothealleybehindtheshops.Therewasonecopcarbackthere,and
onecop.Grahamroaredup,dismountedhisbike,andheadedforthebackdoor.
“Hey!”
WhenGrahamdidn’tstop,thecopdrew.Grahamwhirledaroundandhadthe
pistoloutoftheman’shandandbrokenintotwopiecesbeforethemancould
react.
Whenthecopopenedhismouthtoyell,Grahampunchedhim,onceinthe
face,thenonceinthetemple.Thecopfoldedup,andGrahamloweredhim
gentlytorestagainstthewall.
“Sweetdreams.”Grahamsteppedaroundthecopandthroughthedoor,which
ledtothebackofficeandstorage.
Thethicksteeldoorhadn’tbeenforced,whichmeantithadbeenopenedfrom
theinside.Probablybywhoeverhadbrokenintakingthebackwayout.Aglance
intotheshoprevealedamess:flowers,glass,andwaterallovertheplace.A
dripperthatranconstantlyinsidetherefrigeratedsectionhadbrokenopen,
turningtherefrigeratorintoalake.Thewaterwasn’tgushinganymore,which
meantsomeonehadbeensmartenoughtoturnitoff.
Grahamstayedoutofsightofthecopspickingtheirwaythroughthesceneat
thefrontdoor.Hedidn’thavetogoallthewayintotheshopthough.Hesmelled
Misty’sblood,alongwiththescentsoffour—no,five—humans.Humanswho
smokedheavily,hadn’tbathedinacoupleofdays,andonewho’dbeen
partakingofweed.
Grahamgotallthatfromafewlongsniffs.Healsoscentedthatthey’dtaken
Mistyoutbackandloadedherintoavehicle.Hegrowled,hisbloodheatingwith
rage,andwentbackoutside.
Thedaywasalreadywarm,AugustinsouthernNevada.Heatmadescents
brighter.Grahamsmelledmotorcyclesandacarortruck,andthesehadtaken
Mistyaway.Toobadscentcouldn’ttellhimthemakeandmodelsofthevehicles
andwherethey’dbeenheading.Grahamonlyknewthey’dtakenMisty.
Hesteppedovertheunconsciouscop,starteduphisbike,androdeout.Amile
downtheroad,hepulledintoanotheremptyparkinglot,tookouthiscellphone,
andmadeacall.
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