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Contents
Chapter1
T
iffanysawhiminthedistance,ridingthebigblackstallionthathadalreadykilledoneman.She
hatedthehorse,evenassheadmittedsilentlyhowregalitlookedwiththetall,taciturnmanonits
back.Akillerhorseitmightbe,butitrespectedKingmanMarshall.MostpeoplearoundJacobsville,
Texas,did.HisfamilyhadlivedontheGuadalupeRivertheresincetheCivilWar,onaranchcalled
Lariat.
Itwasspring,andthatmeantroundup.ItwasnothingunusualtoseetheownerofLariatinthe
saddleatdawnlendingahandtoropeastraycalforhelpworkthebranding.Kingkeptfitwithranch
work,anddespitethefactthathesharedanofficeandabusinesspartnershipwithherfatherinland
andcattle,hisstaffdidn’tseealotofhim.
Thisyear,theywereusinghelicopterstomassthefar-flungcattle,andtheyhadacorralsetup
onawideflatstretchoflandwheretheycoulddipthecattle,checkthem,cutoutthecalvesfor
brandingandseparatethemfromtheirmothers.Itwasphysicallydemandingwork,andnojobfora
tenderfoot.Kingwouldn’tletTiffanynearit,butitwasn’tafront-rowseatatthecorralthatshe
wanted.Ifshecouldjustgethisattentionawayfromthemillingcattleonthewide,rollingplainthat
ledtotheGuadalupeRiver,ifhe’djustlookherway…
Shestooduponaricketylowerrungofthegraywoodfence,avoidingthestickybarbedwire,
andwavedhercreamyStetsonathim.Shewasapictureofyoungeleganceinhertanjodhpursand
sexypinksilkblouseandhighblackboots.Shewasadebutante.Herfather,HarrisonBlair,was
King’sbusinesspartnerandfriend,andifshechasedKing,herfatherencouragedher.Itwouldbea
marriagemadeinheaven.Thatis,ifshecouldfindsomewaytoconvinceKingofit.Hewaselusive
andquiteabrasivelymasculine.Itmighttakemorethanayoungladyofalmosttwenty-onewitha
sheltered,moniedbackgroundtolandhim.But,then,Tiffanyhadconfidenceinherself;shewas
beautifulandintelligent.
Herlongblackhairhungtoherwaistinback,andsherefusedtohaveitcut.Itsuitedhertall,
slenderfigureandmadeanelegantframeforhersoftovalfaceandwidegreeneyesandcreamy
complexion.Shehadasunnysmile,anditneverfaded.Tiffanywasalwaysfulloffire,burningwitha
loveoflifethatherfatheroftensaidhadbeenreflectedinherlong-deadmother.
“King!”shecalled,hervoiceclear,anditcarriedintheearly-morningair.
Helookedtowardher.Evenatthedistance,shecouldseethatcoldexpressioninhispaleblue
eyes,onhislean,hardfacewithitsfinelychiseledfeatures.Hewasarichman.Heworkedhard,and
heplayedhard.Hehadwomen,Tiffanyknewhedid,buthewasnothingifnotdiscreet.Hewasa
man’sman,andhelivedlikeone.Therewasnoplayfulboyinthattall,fitbody.He’dgrownupyears
ago,theboyishnessburnedoutofhimbyarich,alcoholicfatherwhodemandedblindobedience
fromtheonlychildofhisshallow,runawaywife.
Shewatchedhimridetowardher,easyeleganceinthesaddle.Hereinedinatthefence,smiling
downatherwithfaintarrogance.Hewaspowerfullybuilt,withlonglegsandslimhipsandbroad
shoulders.Therewasn’tanounceoffatonhim,andwithhischeckedredshirtopenatthethroat,she
gotfascinatingglimpsesofbronzedmuscleandthickblackhairontheexpanseofhissexychest.
Jeansemphasizedthepowerfulmusclesofhislegs,andhehadbig,eleganthandsthatherslongedto
feelinpassion.Notthatshewaslikelyto.Hetreatedherlikeachildmostofthetime,oratbest,a
minorirritation.
“You’reoutearly,tidbit,”heremarkedinadeep,velvetyvoicewithjustahintofTexasdrawl.
Hiseyes,undertheshadeofhiswide-brimmedhat,wereapale,grayishblueandpiercingasonly
blueeyescouldbe.
“I’mgoingtobetwenty-onetomorrow,”shesaidpertly.“I’mhavingabigbashtocelebrate,and
youhavetocome.Blacktie,anddon’tyoudarebringanyone.You’remine,forthewholeevening.
It’smybirthdayandonmybirthdayIwantpresents—andyou’reit.Mybigpresent.”
Hisdarkbrowsliftedwithamusedindulgence.“YoumighthavetoldmesoonerthatIwasgoing
tobeabirthdaypresent,”hesaid.“IhavetobeinOmahaearlySaturday.”
“Youhaveyourownplane,”sheremindedhim.“Youcanfly.”
“Ihavetosleepsometimes,”hemurmured.
“Iwouldn’ttouchthatlinewithaten-footpole,”shedrawled,peekingathimbehindherlong
lashes.“Willyoucome?Ifyoudon’t,I’llstuffapillowupmydressandaccuseyouofbeingthe
culprit.Andyourreputationwillberuined,you’llbedrivenoutoftownonarail,they’lltarand
featheryou…”
Hechuckledsoftlyatthevividsparkleinhereyes,theradiantsmile.“Youwitch,”heaccused.
“They’dprobablygivemeamedalforgettingthroughyourdefenses.”
Shewonderedhowheknewthat,andreasonedthatherproudparenthadprobablytoldhimall
aboutherreputationforcoolnesswithmen.
Helitacigarette,tookalongdrawfromandblewitoutwithfaintimpatience.“Littlegirlsand
theirlittlewhims,”hemused.“Allright,I’llwhirlyouaroundthefloorandtoastyourcoming-of-
age,butIwon’tstay.Ican’tsparethetime.”
“You’llworkyourselftodeath,”shecomplained,andshewassolemnnow.“You’reonlythirty-
fourandyoulookforty.”
“Timesarehard,honey,”hemused,smilingattheintensityinthatgloweringyoungface.
“We’vehadlowpricesanddrought.It’sallIcandotokeepmyfinancialheadabovewater.”
“Youcouldtaketheoccasionalbreak,”sheadvised.“AndIdon’tmeananightonthetown.You
couldgetawayfromitallandjustrest.”
“They’refullupattheHome,”hemurmured,grinningatherexasperatedlook.“Honey,Ican’t
affordvacations,notwithtimessohard.Whatareyouwearingforthiscoming-of-ageparty?”he
askedtodiverther.
“Adreamofadress.Whitesilk,verylowinfront,withdiamantéstrapsandawhitegardeniain
myhair.”Shelaughed.
Hepursedhislips.Hemightaswellhumorher.“Thatsoundsdangerous,”hesaidsoftly.
“Itwillbe,”shepromised,teasinghimwithhereyes.“YoumightevennoticethatI’vegrown
up.”
Hefrownedalittle.Thatflirtingwasn’tnew,butitwasdisturbinglately.Hefoundhimself
avoidinglittleMissBlair,withoutreallyunderstandingwhy.Hisbodystirredevenashelookedather,
andhemovedrestlesslyinthesaddle.Shewasyearstooyoungforhim,andavirgintoboot,
accordingtoherdoting,shelteringfather.Allthoseyearsofobsessiveparentalprotectionhadledtoa
veryimmatureandunavailablegirl.Itwouldn’tdotolethertooclose.Notthatanyoneevergotclose
toKingmanMarshall,notevenhisinfrequentlovers.Hehadgoodreasontokeepwomenata
distance.Hisupbringinghadtaughthimtoowellthatwomenwereuntrustworthyandtreacherous.
“Whattime?”heaskedonaresignednote.
“Aboutseven?”
Hepausedthoughtfullyforaminute.“Okay.”Hetiltedhiswide-brimmedhatoverhiseyes.“But
onlyforanhourorso.”
“Great!”
Hedidn’tsaygoodbye.Ofcourse,heneverhad.Hewheeledthestallionandrodeoff,manand
horsesodamnedarrogantthatshefeltlikeflingingsomethingathistallhead.Hewasdelicious,she
thought,andherbodyfelthotalloverjustlookingathim.Onthegroundhetoweredoverher,lean
andhard-muscledandsexyasallhell.Shelovedwatchinghim.
Withalong,unsteadysigh,shefinallyturnedawayandremountedhermare.Shewondered
sometimeswhyshebotheredhero-worshipingsuchaman.Oneofthesedayshe’dgetmarriedand
she’djustdie.Godforbidthathe’dmarryanybodybutherself!
Thatwaswhenthefirstshockofrealityhithersquarelybetweentheeyes.Why,shehadtoask
herself,wouldamanlikethat,amaturemanwithalltheworldlyadvantages,wantayoungand
inexperiencedwomanlikeherselfathisside?Thequestionworriedhersobadlythatshealmostlost
controlofhermount.She’dneverquestionedherchanceswithKingbefore.She’dneverdared.The
truthofhersituationwasunpalatableandalittlefrightening.She’dneverevenconsideredalife
withouthim.Whatifshehadto?
Assherodebacktowardherownhouse,onthepropertythatjoinedKing’smassiveholdings,
shenoticedthecolorofthegrass.Itwaslikebarbedwireinplaces,verydryandscant.Thatbodedill
forthecattle,andifraindidn’tcomesoon,allthatnewgrasswasgoingtoburnupunderahotTexas
sun.Sheknewalotaboutthecattlebusiness.Afterall,herfatherhadownedfeedlotssinceheryouth,
andshewasanonlychildwhoworkedhardtosharehisinterests.Sheknewthatiftherewasn’t
enoughhaybytheendofsummer,Kingwasgoingtohavetoimportfeedtogethiscattlethroughthe
winter.Thecostofthatwasprohibitive.Ithadsomethingtodowithblackfiguresgoingredinthelast
column,andthatcouldmeandisasterforsomeonewithacow-calfoperationthesizeofKing’s.
Ah,well,shemused,ifKingwentbust,shesupposedthatshecouldgetajobandsupporthim.
Justthethoughtofitdoubledheroverwithsilverylaughter.King’spridewouldneverpermitthatsort
ofhelp.
EventheGuadalupewasdown.Shesatonasmallriseinthetrees,lookingatitswaterywidth.
Theriver,likethispartofTexas,hadalotofhistoryinit.ArchaeologistshadfoundIndiancampson
theGuadalupethatdatedbackseventhousandyears,andbecauseofthat,partofithadbeendesignated
aNationalHistoricShrine.
Inmorerecenthistory,freighthandlersontheirwaytoSanAntoniohadcrossedtheriverin
DeWittCountyonaferryboat.InCuero,anicedrivefromLariat,wasthebeginningoftheChisolm
Trail.InnearbyGoliadCountywasthesmalltownofGoliad,whereTexaspatriotswereslaughtered
bytheMexicanarmybackin1836,justdaysafterthebloodbathattheAlamo.Lookingatthe
landscape,itwaseasytoimaginethefirstSpanishsettlers,therobedpriestsfoundingmissions,the
MexicanArmywithproud,arrogantSantaAnnaatitsfore,theTexaspatriotsfightingtothelast
breath,thepioneersandthesettlers,theIndiansandtheimmigrants,thecowboysandcattlebarons
anddesperadoes.Tiffanysighed,tryingtoimagineitall.
King,shethought,wouldhavefittedinverywellwiththepast.Exceptthathehadablaséattitude
towardlifeandwomen,probablyaresultofhavingtoomuchmoneyandtimeonhishands.Despite
hishardworkatroundup,hespentalotoftimeinhisoffice,andonthephone,andalsoontheroad.
Hewassogearedtomakingmoneythatheseemedtohaveforgottenhowtoenjoyit.Sherodehome
slowly,alittledepressedbecauseshe’dhadtoworksohardjusttogetKingtoagreetocometoher
party.AndstillhauntingherwasthatunpleasantspeculationaboutafuturewithoutKing.
Herfatherwasjustonhiswayoutthedoorwhenshewalkedupfromthestables.Thehousewas
stucco,abigsprawlingyellowranchhouse.Ithadasmallformalgardenoffthepatio,aswimming
poolbehind,agaragewhereTiffany’sredJaguarconvertibleandherfather ’sgrayMercedes-Benz
dwelled,andtoweringliveoakandpecantreesallaround.TheGuadalupeRiverwasclose,butnot
tooclose,andTexasstretchedlikeayellow-greenboltofclothinalldirectionstoanopen,spacious
horizon.
“Thereyouare,”HarrisonBlairmuttered.Hewastallandgray-headedandgreen-eyed.Very
elegant,despitehisslightpaunchandhishabitofstoopingbecauseofabadback.“I’mlatefora
boardmeeting.Thecaterercalledaboutyourparty…somethingaboutthecheesestrawsnotdoing.”
“I’llgiveLettiearing.She’lldothemforherifIaskhernicely,”shepromised,grinningasshe
thoughtoftheelderlyladywhowashergodmother.“King’scomingtomyparty.Iranhimtoground
attheriver.”
Helookedoverhisglassesather,hisheavilylinedfacevaguelyreminiscentofananorexic
bassetthound;notthatshe’deverhavesaidanythinghurtfultoherparent.Sheadoredhim.“Youmake
himsoundlikeafox,”heremarked.“Careful,girl,oryou’llchasehimintoahollowstumpandlose
him.”
“Notme,”shelaughed,herwholefacebrightwithyoungcertainty.“Youjustwait.I’llbe
danglingadiamondoneofthesedays.Hecan’tresistme.Hejustdoesn’tknowityet.”
Heonlyshookhishead.Shewassoyoung.Shehadn’tlearnedyetthatlifehadawayofgiving
withonehand,onlytotakebackwiththeother.Oh,well,shehadplentyofyearstolearnthosehard
lessons.Letherenjoyitwhileshecould.HeknewthatKingwouldneversettleforachild-womanlike
hisbeautifuldaughter,butitwassomethingshewasgoingtohavetoacceptoneofthesedays.
“Ihopetobebackbyfour,”hesaid,reachingdowntopeckheraffectionatelyononecheek.
“Arewehavingchampagne?Ifweare,Ihopeyoutoldthecaterer.I’mnotbreakingoutmyprivate
stockuntilyougetmarried.”
“Yes,weare,andyes,Itoldthem,”sheassuredhim.“Afterall,Idon’tbecometwenty-oneevery
day.”
Hestudiedherwithquietpride.“Youlooklikeyourmother,”hesaid.“She’dbeasproudofyou
asIam.”
Shesmiledfaintly.“Yes.”Hermotherhadbeendeadalongtime,butthememorieswere
bittersweet.ThelateMrs.Blairhadbeenvivaciousandsparkling,asapphireinadiamondsetting.Her
fatherhadneverremarried,andseemednottobeinclinedtowardthecompanyofotherwomen.He’d
toldTiffanyoncethattruelovewasaprettyrarecommodity.Heandhermotherhadbeensoblessed.
Hewascontentenoughwithhismemories.
“Howmanypeopleareweexpecting,bytheway?”heaskedasheputonhisStetson.
“Aboutforty,”shesaid.“Notanoverwhelmingnumber.Justsomeofmyfriendsandsomeof
King’s.”Shegrinned.“I’mmakingsurethey’recompatiblebeforeIrailroadhimtothealtar.”
Heburstoutlaughing.Shewasincorrigibleanddefinitelyhischild,withherkeenbusiness
sense,hetoldhimself.
“Doyoureckonthey’llhavealotincommon?”
Shepursedherprettylips.“Moneyandcattle,”sheremindedhim,“arealwaysagoodmix.
Besides,King’sfriendsarealmostallpoliticians.Theypridethemselvesonfindingthingsin
commonwithpotentialvoters.”
Hewinked.“Goodthought.”
ShewavedandwenttocallLettieaboutdoingthecheesestrawsandthecatererstofinalizethe
arrangements.Shewasagoodhostess,andsheenjoyedparties.Itwasachallengetofindcompatible
peopleandputthemtogetherinahospitableatmosphere.Sofar,she’ddonewell.Nowitwastimeto
showKinghoworganizedshewas.
Theflowersandthecatererhadjustarrivedwhenshewentdownthelonghalltoherroomto
dress.Shewasnibblingatachickenwingonthewayup,hopingthatshewouldn’tstarve.Therewas
goingtobeanhorsd’oeuvrestableandadrinksbar,butnosit-downdinner.She’ddecidedthatshe’d
ratherdancethaneat,andshe’dhiredacompetentlocalbandtoplay.Theywereintheballroomnow,
tuningup,whileCass,thehousekeeper,waswatchingsomeoftheranch’slean,faintlydisgusted
cowboyssetupchairsandclearbackthefurniture.Theyhatedbeingusedasinsidelaborandtheir
accusingglancesletherknowit.Butshegrinnedandtheymelted.Mostofthemwereolderhands
who’dbeenwithherfathersinceshewasalittlegirl.Likeherfather,they’dspoiledher,too.
Shedartedupthestaircase,wildwithexcitementabouttheeveningahead.Kingdidn’tcometo
thehouseoften,onlywhenherfatherwantedtotalkbusinessawayfromwork,oroccasionallyfor
drinkswithsomeofherfather ’sacquaintances.Tohavehimcometoapartywasnewandstimulating.
Especiallyifitendedthewaysheplanned.Shehadhersightswellandtrulysetonthebigrancher.
Nowshehadtotakeaim.
Chapter2
T
iffany’seveninggownwascreatedbyaSanAntoniodesigner,whoalsohappenedtoowna
boutiqueinoneofthelargermallsthere.SinceJacobsvillewashalfwaybetweenSanAntonioand
Victoria,itwasn’ttoolongadrive.Tiffanyhadfalleninlovewiththegownatfirstsight.Thefactthat
ithadcosteverypennyofherallowancehadn’tevenslowedherdown.Itwassimple,sophisticated,
andjustthethingtomakeKingrealizeshewasawoman.Thelow-cutbodiceleftthecurveofherfull
breastsseductivelybareandthediamantéstrapswerehardlyanysupportatall.Theylookedasifthey
mightgivewayanysecond,andthatwasthecharmofthedress.Itssilkywhitelengthfellsoftlytojust
thetopofheroystersatinpumpswiththeirrhinestoneclips.Sheputherlonghairinanelaborate
hairdo,andpinneditwithdiamondhairpins.Thesmallsilkgardeniainasoftwavewasalast-minute
addition,andtheeffectwasdynamite.Shelookedinnocentlyseductive.Justright.
Shewasalittlenervousasshemadeherwaydownthecurveoftheelegant,gray-carpeted
staircase.Guestswerealreadyarriving,andmostoftheseearlyoneswerearoundKing’sage.They
weresuccessfulbusinessmen,politiciansmostly,withexquisitelydressedwivesandgirlfriendson
theirarms.Forjustaninstant,Tiffanyfeltyounganduneasy.Andthenshepinnedonherfinishing-
schoolsmileandthrewherselfintothejobofhostessing.
Shepretendedbeautifully.Nooneknewthatherslenderlegswereunsteady.Infact,afriendof
oneoftheyoungerpoliticians,abachelorclerknamedWyattCorbin,tookthesmileforaninvitation
andstucktoherlikeglue.Hewasgood-lookinginatall,ganglyredheadedway,buthewasn’tvery
sophisticated.Evenifhehadbeen,TiffanyhadherheartsetonKing,andshedartedfromgroupto
group,tryingtoshakeheradmirer.
Unfortunatelyhewasstubborn.Heledherontothedancefloorandintoagaywaltz,justasKing
cameintotheroom.
Tiffanyfeltlikescreaming.Kinglookedincrediblyhandsomeinhisdarkeveningclothes.His
tuxedoemphasizedhisdarkgoodlooks,andthewhiteofhissilkshirtbroughtouthisdarkeyesand
hair.HesparedTiffanyanamusedglanceandturnedtomeettheonslaughtoftwounattached,
beautifulolderwomen.Hissecretary,CarlaStark,hadn’tbeeninvited—Tiffanyhadbeenresolute
aboutthat.Therewasenoughgossipaboutthosetwoalready,andCarlawasunfaircompetition.
Itwastheunkindestcutofall,andthankstothisredheadedclowndancingwithher,she’dlosther
chance.Shesmiledsweetlyathimandsuddenlybroughtdownherfootonhistoewithperfect
accuracy.
“Ouch!”hemoaned,suckinginhisbreath.
“I’msosorry,Wyatt,”Tiffanymurmured,battinghereyelashesathim.“DidIsteponyourpoor
foot?”
“Myfault,Imovedthewrongway,”hedrawled,forcingasmile.“Youdancebeautifully,Miss
Blair.”
Whatacharmingliar,shethought.SheglancedatKing,buthewasn’tevenlookingather.He
wastalkingandsmilingatadevastatingblonde,probablyapolitician’sdaughter,wholookedasif
she’djustdiscoveredthebestpresentofallunderaChristmastree.Nothankstome,Tiffanythought
miserably.
Well,twocouldplayatignoring,shethought,andturnedthefulleffectofhergreeneyeson
Wyatt.Well,happybirthdaytome,shethoughtsilently,andaskedhimabouthisjob.Itwasassistant
cityclerkorsomesuchthing,andheheldforthabouthisdutiesfortherestofthewaltz,andtheone
thatfollowed.
Kinghadmovedtothesofawiththevivaciouslittleblonde,wherehelookedasifhemightset
uphousekeeping.Tiffanywantedtothrowbackherheadandscreamwithoutrage.Whosepartywas
this,anyway,andwhichpoliticianwasthatlittleblondewith?Shebeganscanningtheroomfor
unattachedoldermen.
“IguessIoughttodancewithBecky,atleastonce,”Wyattsighedafteraminute.“She’smy
cousin.Ididn’thaveanyoneelsetobring.Excusemeasecond,willyou?”
HeleftherandwentstraighttowardtheblondewhowasdominatingKing.Butifheexpectedthe
blondetosacrificethatprize,hewassadlymistaken.Theyspokeinwhispers,whileKingglancedpast
WyattatTiffanywithamocking,worldlylook.Sheturnedherbackandwenttothepunchbowl.
Wyattwasbackinaminute.“Shedoesn’tmindbeingdeserted,”hechuckled.“She’sfounda
cattlebarontotryherwileson.That’sKingmanMarshalloverthere,youknow.”
Tiffanylookedathimblankly.“Oh,isit?”sheaskedinnocently,andtriednottoshowhow
furiousshereallywas.BetweenWyattandhiscousin,they’druinedherbirthdayparty.
“Iwonderwhyhe’shere?”hefrowned.
Shecaughthishand.“Let’sdance,”shemuttered,anddraggedhimbackontothedancefloor.
Fortherestoftheevening,shemonopolizedWyatt,ignoringKingaspointedlyasifshe’dnever
seenhimbeforeandnevercaredtoagain.Lethimflirtwithotherwomenatherparty.Lethimbreak
herheart.Hewasnevergoingtoknowit.She’dholdherchinupifitkilledher.ShesmiledatWyatt
andflirtedoutrageously,theverylifeandsoulofherparty,rightuptotheminutewhenshecutthe
cakeandaskedWyatttohelpherserveit.Kingdidn’tseemtonoticeorcarethatsheignoredhim.But
herfatherwaspuzzled,staringatherincomprehensibly.
“Thispartyissoboring,”Tiffanysaidanhourlater,whenshefeltshecouldn’ttakeanother
singleminuteoftheblondeclingingtoKingonthedancefloor.“Let’sgoforaride.”
Wyattlookeduncomfortable.“Well…Icameinatruck,”hebegan.
“We’lltakemyJag.”
“You’vegotaJaguar?”
Shedidn’tneedtosayanotherword.WithoutevenaglanceinKing’sdirection,shewavedather
fatherandblewhimakiss,draggingWyattalongbehindhertowardthefrontdoor.Notthatheneeded
muchcoaxing.Heseemedoverwhelmedwhenshetossedhimthekeysandclimbedintothepassenger
seatofthesleekredcar.
“Youmean,Icandrivethis?”heburstout.
“Sure.Goahead.It’sinsured.ButIliketogofast,Wyatt,”shesaid.Andfortonight,thatwastrue.
Shewassickoftheparty,sickofKing,sickofherlife.Shehurtinwaysshe’dneverrealizedshe
could.Sheonlywantedtogetaway,toescape.
Hestartedthecarandstooddownontheaccelerator.Tiffanyhadherwindowdown,lettingthe
breezewhipthroughherhair.Shedeliberatelypulledoutthediamondhairpinsandtuckedtheminto
herpurse,lettingherlong,blackhairfreeandflyonthewind.Thechampagneshe’dhadtodrinkwas
beginningtotakeeffectandwasmakingherfeelverygoodindeed.Thespeedoftheelegantlittlecar
addedtoherfalseeuphoria.Why,shedidn’tcareaboutKing’sindifference.Shedidn’tcareatall!
“Whatacar!”Wyattbreathed,wheelingitoutontothemainroad.
“Isn’tit,though?”shelaughed.Sheleanedbackandclosedhereyes.Shewouldn’tthinkabout
King.“Gofaster,Wyatt,we’repositivelycrawling!Ilovespeed,don’tyou?”
Ofcoursehedid.Andhedidn’tneedasecondprompting.Heputtheacceleratorpeddletothe
floor,andtwelvecylindersjumpedintoplayastheelegantvehicleshotforwardlikeitssleekand
dangerousnamesake.
Shelaughed,silverybellsinthedarkness,enjoyingtheunbridledspeed,thefuryofmotion.Yes,
thiswouldblowawayallthecobwebs,allthehurt,thiswould…!
Thesoundofsirensbehindthembroughthertohersenses.Sheglancedovertheseatandsaw
bluebubblesspinningaround,atopapolicecar.
“Oh,forheaven’ssake,wheredidhecomefrom!”shegasped.“Ineversawthecar.Theymust
parachutedownfromtreetops,”shemuttered,andthengiggledatherownremark.
Wyattslowedthecarandpulledontotheshoulder,hisfacerapidlybecomingthecolorofhis
hair.HeglancedatTiffany.“Gosh,I’msorry.Andonyourbirthday,too!”
“Idon’tcare.Itoldyoutodoit,”sheremindedhim.
AtallpolicemancametothesideofthecarandwatchedWyattfumbletopowerthewindow
down.
“GoodGod.Wyatt?”theofficergasped.
“That’sright,Bill,”Wyattsighed,producinghisdriver ’slicense.“TiffanyBlair,thisisBill
Harris.He’soneofournewestlocalpolicemenandacousinofmine.”
“Nicetomeetyou,officer—althoughIwishitwasunderbettercircumstances,”Tiffanysaid
withaweaksmile.“Ishouldgettheticket,notWyatt.It’smycar,andIaskedhimtogofaster.”
“Iclockedyouateighty-five,youknow,”hetoldWyattgently.“Isuredohatetodothis,Wyatt.
Mr.Clarkisgoingtobeprettysoreatyou.Hejusthadamouthfultosayaboutspeeders.”
“Themayorhatesmeanyway,”Wyattgroaned.
“Iwon’ttellhimyougotaticketifyoudon’t.”Billgrinned.
“Wanttobethe’llfindoutanyway?Justwait.”
“It’sallmyfault,”Tiffanymuttered.“Andit’smybirthday…!”
Asleek,newblackEuropeansportscarslidinbehindthepolicecarandcametoasmooth,
instantstop.Aminutelater,Kinggotoutandcamealongtojointhesmallgroup.
“What’sthetrouble,Bill?”heaskedthepoliceman.
“Theywerespeeding,Mr.Marshall,”theofficersaid.“I’llhavetogivehimaticket.Hewas
mortallyflying.”
“Icanguesswhy,”Kingmused,staringpastWyattatapaleTiffany.
“Nobodyheldagunonme,”Wyattsaidgently.“It’smyownfault.Icouldhaverefused.”
“Thefirstlessonofresponsibility,”Kingagreed.“Learningtosayno.Comeon,Tiffany.You’ve
causedenoughtroubleforonenight.I’lldropyouoffonmywayout.”
“Iwon’tgoonestepwithyou,King…!”shebeganfuriously.
HewentaroundtothepassengersideoftheJag,openedthedoor,andtuggedherout.Hislean,
steelyfingersonherbarearmraisedchillsofexcitementwheretheytouched.“Idon’thavetimeto
argue.You’vemanagedtogetWyattinenoughtrouble.”HeturnedtoWyatt.“Ifyou’llbringtheJag
back,Ithinkyourcousinisreadytoleave.Sorrytospoilyourevening.”
“Itwasn’tspoiledatall,Mr.Marshall,”WyattsaidwithasmileatTiffany.“Exceptforthe
speedingticket,Ienjoyedeveryminuteofit!”
“Idid,too,Wyatt,”Tiffanysaid.“I…King,willyoustopdraggingme?”
“No.Goodnight,Wyatt.Bill.”
Achorusofgood-nightsbrokethesilenceasKingledanunwilling,sullenTiffanybacktohis
ownleathertrimmedsportscar.Hehelpedherinside,gotinunderthewheelandstartedthepowerful
engine.
“Ihateyou,King,”shegroundoutashepulledontothehighway.
“WhichisnoreasonatallformakingacriminalofWyatt.”
Sheglaredathimhotlythroughthedarkness.“Ididnotmakehimacriminal!Ionlyofferedto
lethimdrivetheJaguar.”
“Andtoldhimhowfasttogo?”
“Hewasn’tcomplaining!”
Heglancedsidewaysather.Despitetherigidsetofherbody,andthetemperonthatlovelyface,
sheexcitedhim.Onediamantéstrapwashalfwaydownasilkysmootharm,revealingmorethana
littleofatip-tiltedbreast.Thesilkfabricoutlinedeverycurveofherbody,andhecouldsmellthe
floralperfumethatwaftedaroundherlikeaseductivecloud.Sheputhisteethonedge,anditirritated
himbeyondallreason.
Helitacigarettethathedidn’tevenwant,andabruptlyputitout,rememberingbelatedlythat
he’dquitsmokingjustlastweek.Andhewasdrivingfasterthanhenormallydid.“Idon’tknowwhy
inhellyouinvitedmeoverhere,”hesaidcurtly,“ifyouplannedtospendthewholeeveningwiththe
damnedcityclerk.”
“Assistantcityclerk,”shemumbled.Shedartedaglanceathimandpressedastrandoflonghair
awayfromhermouth.Helookedirritated.Hisfacewasharderthanusual,andhewasdrivingjustas
fastasWyatthadbeen.
“Whateverthehellheis.”
“Ididn’trealizeyou’devennoticedwhatIwasdoing,King,”sherepliedsweetly,“whatwith
Wyatt’sprettylittlecousinwrappedaroundyoulikearibbon.”
Hiseyebrowsarched.“Wrappedaroundme?”
“Wasn’tshe?”sheasked,avertingherface.“Sorry.Itseemedlikeittome.”
Hepulledthecarontothesideoftheroadandturnedtowardher,lettingtheengineidle.The
handholdingthesteeringwheelclenched,buthisdarkeyesweresteadyonhers;shecouldseethem
inthelightfromtheinstrumentpanel.
“Wereyoujealous,honey?”hetaunted,inatoneshe’dneverheardhimuse.Itwasdeepand
smoothandlow-pitched.Itmadeheryoungbodytingleintheoddestway.
“Ithoughtyouweresupposedtobemyguest,that’sall,”shefaltered.
“That’swhatIthought,too,untilyoustartedvampingWyattwhats-his-name.”
Hisfingertoyedwiththediamantéstrapthathadfallenontoherarm.Shereachedtotugitup,
buthislean,hardfingersweresuddenlythere,preventingher.
Hereyeslevereduptomeethisquizzically,andinthesilenceofthecar,shecouldhearherown
heartbeat,likeafaintdrum.
Theleanforefingertracedthestrapfrombacktofront,softlybrushingskinthathadnever
knownaman’stouchbefore.Shestiffenedalittle,tofeelitsolightlytracingtheslopeofherbreast.
“They…they’llmissus,”shesaidinavoicethatsoundedwildlyhigh-pitchedandfrightened.
“Thinkso?”
Hesmiledslowly,becausehewasexcitingher,andhelikedit.Hecouldseeherbreastsrising
andfallingwithquick,jerkybreaths.Hecouldseehernipplespeakingunderthatsilkysoftfabric.
Thepulseinherthroatwasquick,too,throbbing.Shewascoming-of-agetonight,inmorewaysthan
one.
Hereachedbesidehimandslowly,blatantly,turnedofftheenginebeforeheturnedbackto
Tiffany.Therewasafullmoon,andthelightofitandthesubduedlightoftheinstrumentpanelgave
himalltheilluminationheneeded.
“King,”shewhisperedshakily.
“Don’tpanic,”hesaidquietly.“It’sgoingtobedelicious.”
Shewatchedhishandmove,asifshewereparalyzed.Itdrewthestrapevenfurtheroffherarm,
slowly,relentlessly,tugginguntilthatsideofhersilkybodicefelltothehardtipofhernipple.And
thenhegaveitawhisperofapushanditfellcompletelyaway,baringherprettypinkbreasttoeyes
thathadseenmorethantheirshareofwomen.Butthiswasdifferent.ThiswasTiffany,whowas
virginalandyoungandcompletelywithoutexperience.
Thatknowledgehardenedhisbody.Hisleanfingerstracedhercollarbone,hiseyesliftedto
searchherquiet,faintlyshockedface.Hereyeswereenormous.Probablythiswasallnewtoher,and
perhapsalittlefrighteningaswell.
“You’reofage,now.Ithastohappenwithsomeone,”hesaid.
“Then…Iwantittohappen…withyou,”shewhispered,hervoicetrembling,likeherbody.
Hispulsejumped.Hiseyesdarkened,glittered.“Doyou?Iwonderifyourealizewhatyou’re
gettinginto,”hemurmured.Hebenttowardher,noticinghersuddentension,herwide-eyed
apprehension.Hecheckedtheslowmovement,foraninstant;longenoughtowhisper,“Iwon’thurt
you.”
Sheleanedbackagainsttheleatherseatasheturnedtowardher,herbodytautening,tremblinga
little.Butitwasn’tfearthatmotivatedher.Asshemethissmolderingeyes,sheslowlyarchedher
back,tolettherestofthebodicefall,andsawthemaledesireinhisdarkeyesastheylookeddownat
whatthemovementhaduncovered.
“Yourbreastsareexquisite,”hesaidabsently,thattracinghandmovingslowly,tenderly,down
onetip-tiltedslope,makinghershudder.“Perfect.”
“Theyache,”shewhisperedonasob,hereyeshalfclosed,inthralltosomephysicalparalysis
thatmadeherthroballoverwithexquisitesensations.
“Icandosomethingaboutthat,”hemusedwithabriefsmile.
Hisforefingerfoundtheverytipofonesmallbreastandtracedarounditgently,watchingitgo
evenharder,feelingitshudderwiththetinyconsummation.Heheardthefaintgaspbreakfromher
lipsandlookedupatherface,atherwide,mistyeyes.
“Yes,”hesaid,asifherexpressiontoldhimeverything.Anditdid.Shewantedhim.She’dlet
himdoanythinghewantedtodo,andhefelthotallover.
Shemovedagainsttheseat,herbodyinhelplesscontrolnow,beggingforsomething,formore
thanthis.Herheadwentback,herfulllipsparting,hungry.
Heslidhisarmunderherneck,bringingherbodyclosertohis,hismouthpoisedjustabove
hers.Hewatchedherashishandmoved,andhisleanfingersslowlyclosedoverherbreast,takingits
softweightandteasingthenipplewithhisthumb.
Shecriedsoftlyattheunexpectedpleasure,andbitherlowerlipinhelplessagony.
“Don’tdothat,”hewhispered,bending.“Letme…”
Hishardlipstouchedhers,bitingsoftlyatthem,tracingthemwarmlyfromonesidetotheother.
Hisnosenuzzledagainsthers,relaxingher,gentlingher,whilehishandtoyedsoftlywithherbreast.
“Openyourmouth,baby,”hebreathedashisheadloweredagain,andhemetheropenmouthwithhis.
Shemoanedharshlyatthewildexcitementhewasarousinginher.She’dneverdreamedthata
kisscouldbesointimate,sosweetlyexciting.Histonguepushedpastherstartledlips,intothesoft
darknessofhermouth,teasinghersinasilencebrokenonlybythesoundsofbreathing,andcloth
againstcloth.
“King,”shebreathedunderhislips.Herhandsbitintohishair,hisnape,tugging.“Hard,King,”
shewhisperedshakily,“hard,hard…!”
Hehadn’texpectedthatflashofardor.Itcausedhimtobefarrougherthanhemeantto.He
crushedhermouthunderhis,theforceofitbendingherheadbackagainsthisshoulder.Hissearching
handfoundfirstonebreast,thentheother,savoringthewarmsilkoftheircontours,thehardtipsthat
toldhimhowarousedshewas.
Heforgotherageandthetimeandtheplace,andsuddenlyjerkedheracrosshim,hishands
easingherintothecrookofhisarmashebenthisheadtoherbody.
“Sweet,”hewhisperedharshly,openinghismouthonherbreast.“God,you’resweet…!”
Shecriedoutfromtheshockofpleasurehismouthgaveher,apiercinglittlesoundthatexcited
himevenmore,andherbodyarcheduptowardhimlikeasilkypinksacrifice.Herhandstangledin
histhickblackhair,holdinghimthere,tearsofmingledfrustrationandsweetanguishtrailingdown
herhotcheeksasthenewnessofpassionrackedher.
“Don’t…stop,”shewhimpered,herhandscontractingathisnape,pullinghimbacktoher.
“Please!”
“IwonderifIcould,”hemurmuredwithfaintself-contemptashegaveintotheexquisite
pleasureoftastinghersoftskin.“Youtasteofgardeniapetals,exceptright…here,”hewhisperedas
hislipssuddenlytuggedatahardnipple,workingdownuntilhetookhersilkybreastintohismouth
inawarm,softsuctionthatmadehermoanendlessly.
Hissteelyfingersbitintohersideashemovedthedressfurtherdownandshiftedher,lettinghis
mouthpresswarmlyagainstsoftskin,tracingherstomachintothesoftelasticofherbriefs,tracing
thebriefstoherhipsandwaistandthenbackuptothetremblingsoftnessofherbreasts.
Shefoundthebuttonsofhisjacket,hissilkshirt,andfumbledatthem,whimperingasshe
struggledtomakethemcomeapart.Shewantedtotouchhim,experiencehimashewasexperiencing
her.Withoutaclueastowhathemightwant,shetuggedattheedgesuntilhemovedherhandaside
andmovedthefabricawayforher.Sheflattenedherpalmagainstthickhairandpureman,caressing
himwithachingpleasure.
“Here,”hewhisperedroughly,movinghersothathersoftbreastswerecrushedagainstthe
abrasivewarmthofhischest.
Hewrappedheruptight,then,movingheragainsthishair-roughenedskininadeliriumof
passion,savoringthefeelofherbreasts,thesilkinessofherskinagainsthim.Hisbodywas
demandingsatisfaction,now,hardwithurgentneed.Hishandsliddownherbacktoherspineandhe
turnedherjustalittlesothathecouldpresshersofthipsintohis,andletherknowhowdesperatelyhe
wantedher.
Shegaspedasshefelthiminpassion,feltandunderstoodthechangedcontoursofhisbody.Her
faceburieditselfinhishotthroatandshetrembledallover.
“Areyoushocked,Tiffany?”hewhisperedatherear,hisvoicealittleroughasifheweren’t
quiteincontrol.“Didn’tyouknowthataman’sbodygrowshardwithdesire?”
Sheshiveredalittleashemovedherblatantlyagainsthim,butitdidn’tshockher.Itdelighted
her.“It’swicked,isn’tit,todothistogether?”shewhisperedshakily.Hereyesclosed.“Butno,I’mnot
shocked.Iwantyou,too.Iwant…tobewithyou.Iwanttoknowhowitfeelstohaveyou…”
Heheardthewordswithmingledjoyandshock.Hiswhirlingmindbegantofunctionagain.
Want.Desire.Sex.Hiseyesflewopen.Shewasonlytwenty-one,forGod’ssake!Andavirgin.His
businesspartner ’sdaughter.Whatthehellwashedoing?
Hejerkedawayfromher,hiseyesgoinghelplesslytoherswollen,tautbreastsbeforehe
managedtopullherarmsfromaroundhisneckandpushherbackinherseat.Hestruggledtogetout
ofthecar,hisownachingbodyfightinghimashetriedtoremovehimselffromunbearable
temptationintime.
Hestoodbythefrontfender,hisshirtopen,hischestdampandthrobbing,hisbodyhurting.He
bentoveralittle,lettingthewindgettohishotskin.Hemustbeoutofhismind!
Tiffany,justcomingtoherownsenses,watchedhimwitheyesthatdidn’tquiteregisterwhatwas
goingon.Andthensheknew.Ithadalmostgonetoofar.He’dstartedtomakelovetoher,andthen
he’drememberedwhotheywereandhe’dstopped.Hemustbehurtingliketheverydevil.
Shewantedtogetoutofthecarandgotohim,butthatwouldprobablymakethingsevenworse.
Shelookeddownandrealizedthatshewasnudetothehips.Andhe’dseenherlikethat,touchedher…
Shetuggedherdressbackupinasuddenflurryofembarrassment.Ithadseemedsonaturalat
thetime,butnowitwasshameful.Shefeltforthestrapsandpulledthebodiceup,keepinghereyes
awayfromherhard,swollennipples.Kinghadsuckledthem…
Sheshudderedwiththememory,withnewknowledgeofhim.He’dhatehernow,shethought
miserably.He’dhateherforlettinghimgosofar,forteasinghim.Therewerenamesforgirlswho
didthat.Butshehadn’tpulledaway,orsaidno,sherecalled.He’dbeentheonetocallahalt,because
shecouldn’t.
Herfacewentscarlet.Shesmoothedbackherdisheveledhairwithhandsthattrembled.How
couldshefaceherguestsnow,likethis?Everyonewouldknowwhathadhappened.AndwhatifWyatt
shouldcomealongintheJaguar…?
Shelookedbehindthem,buttherewasnocarinsight.Andthensherealizedthattheywereon
King’sproperty,nothers.Hadheplannedthis?
Afteranotherminute,shesawhimstraightenandrunahandthroughhissweatyhair.He
rebuttonedhisshirtandtuckeditbackintohistrousers.Hedidthesamewithhiseveningjacketand
straightenedhistie.
Whenhefinallyturnedbacktogetintothecar,helookedpaleandunapproachable.Tiffany
glancedathimasheclimbedbackinandclosedthedoor,wonderingwhattosay.
“I’lldriveyouhome,”hesaidtersely.“Fastenyourseatbelt,”headded,becauseshedidn’tseem
tohaveenoughpresenceofmindtothinkofitherself.
Hestartedthecarwithoutlookingatherandturneditaround.Minuteslater,theywerewellon
thewaytoherfather ’shouse.
Itwasablazewithlights,althoughmostofthecarshadgone.ShelookedandsawtheJaguar
sittingnearthefrontdoor.SoWyattwasback.Shedidn’tknowwhatkindofcarhewasdriving,so
shecouldn’ttellifhe’dgoneornot.Shehopedhehad,andhiscousinwithhim.Shedidn’twanttosee
themagain.
Kingpulledupatthefrontdoorandstopped,buthedidn’tcuttheengine.
Shereachedforthedoorhandleandthenlookedbackathim,herfacestiffandnervous.
“Areyouangry?”sheaskedsoftly.
Hestaredstraightahead.“Idon’tknow.”
Shenibbledherlowerlip,andtastedhimthere.“I’mnotsorry,”shesaiddoggedly,herface
suddenlyfullofbravado.
Heturnedthen,hiseyesfaintlyamused.“No.I’mnotsorry,either.”
Shemanagedafaintsmile,despiteherembarrassment.“Yousaidithadtohappeneventually.”
“Andyouwantedittohappenwithme.Soyousaid.”
“Imeantit,”sherepliedquietly.Hereyessearchedhis,butshedidn’tfindanysecretsthere.“I’m
notashamed.”
Hisdarkeyestraileddownherbody.“You’reexquisite,littleTiffany,”hesaid.“Butyearstoo
youngforanaffair,anddespitetonight’sshowing,Idon’tseducevirgins.”
“Isanaffairallyouhavetooffer?”sheaskedwithnewmaturity.
Hepursedhislips,consideringthat.“Yes,Ithinkitis.I’mthirty-four.Ilikemyfreedom.Idon’t
wantthecommitmentofawife.Notyet,atleast.Andyou’renotoldenoughforthatkindof
responsibility.Youneedafewyearstogrowup.”
Shewasgrownup,butshewasn’tgoingtoarguethepointwithhim.Hergreeneyestwinkled.
“Notinbed,Idon’t.”
Hetookadeepbreath.“Tiffany,there’smoretoarelationshipthansex.Aboutwhich,”headded
shortly,“youknowpreciouslittle.”
“Icanlearn,”shemurmured.
“Damnedfast,judgingbytonight,”heagreedwithawickedsmile.“Butphysicalpleasuregets
oldquickly.”
“Betweenyouandme?”sheasked,hereyesadoringhim.“Idon’treallythinkiteverwould.I
canimagineseducingyouinallsortsofunlikelyplaces.”
Hisheartjumped.Heshouldn’task.Heshouldn’t…“Suchas?”heaskedinspiteofhimself.
“Sittingup,”shebreatheddaringly.“InthefrontseatofareallyelegantEuropeansportscar
parkedrightinfrontofmyhouse…”
Hisbloodwasbeatinginhistemple.Shemadehimgohotalloverwiththosesultryeyes,that
expression…
“You’dbettergoinside,”hesaidtersely.
“Yes,IsupposeIhad,”shemurmureddryly.“Itreallywouldn’tdo,wouldit,whatwiththerisk
ofsomeonecomingalongandseeingus.”
Itgotworsebythesecond.Hewasbeginningtohurt.“Tiffany…”
Sheopenedthedoorandglancedbackathishard,setface.Hewasverydark,andshelovedthe
wayhelookedineveningclothes.Althoughnow,she’drememberhimwithhisshirtundoneandher
handsagainstthatsexy,muscularchest.
“Runwhileyoucan,cattlebaron,”shesaidsoftly.“I’llbetwostepsbehind.”
“I’manoldfox,honey,”hereturned.“Andnoteasygame.”
“We’llseeaboutthat,”shesaid,smilingathim.“Goodnight,lover.”
Hecaughthisbreath,watchingherclosethedoorandblowhimakiss.Hehadtogetaway,to
think.Thelastthinghewantedwastofindhimselfonthereceivingendofashotgunwedding.Tiffany
wasalltootempting,andthebestwaytohandlethiswastogetawayfromherforafewweeks,until
theybothcooledoff.Amanhadtokeepalevelhead,inbusinessandinpersonalrelationships.
Heputthecaringearanddroveoff.Yes,thatwaswhatheshoulddo.He’dfindhimselfanice
businesstrip.Tiffanywouldgetoverhim.Andhe’dcertainlygetoverher.He’dhadwomen.He’d
knownthisraginghungerbefore.Buthecouldn’tsatisfyitwithavirgin.
Hethoughtabouther,thewayshe’dlethimseeher,andtheachingstartedalloveragain.His
facehardenedashesteppeddownontheaccelerator.Maybealongtripwoulderasethatimage.
Somethinghadto!
Tiffanywentbackintothehouse,breathlessandworriedthathernewexperienceswouldshow.
Buttheydidn’tseemto.WyattcameandaskedwheresheandKinghadbeenandshemadesomelight,
outrageousreply.
Fortherestoftheevening,shewasthebelleofherownball.Butdeepinsideshewasworried
aboutthefuture.Kingwasn’tgoingtogiveinwithoutafight.Shehopedshehadwhatittooktoland
thatbigTexasfish.Shewantedhimmorethananythinginthewholeworld.Andshewasn’tagirlwho
wasusedtodisappointments.
Chapter3
“W
ell,King’sleftthecountry,”HarrisonBlairmurmureddrylythreedaysafterTiffany’sparty.
“Youdon’tseemabitsurprised.”
“He’srunningscared,”shesaidpertly,grinningupatherfatherfromtheneatcrochetstitches
shewasusingtomakeanafghanforherroom.“Idon’tblamehim.IfIwereamanbeingpursuedby
somepersistentwoman,I’msurethatI’drun,too.”
Heshookhishead.“I’mafraidheisn’trunningfromyou,”hemused.“Hetookhissecretary
withhim.”
Herheartjumped,butshedidn’tmissastitch.“Didhe?IhopeCarlaenjoysthetrip.Wheredid
theygo?”
“ToNassau.King’stalkingbeefexportswiththeministeroftrade.ButI’msureCarlatooka
bathingsuitalong.”
Sheputinthreemorestitches.CarlaStarkwasaredhead,veryprettyandveryeligibleand
certainlynovirgin.Shewantedtothrowherheadbackandscream,butthatwouldbejuvenile.Itwasa
temporarysetback,thatwasall.
“Nothingtosay?”herfatherasked.
Sheshrugged.“Nothingtosay.”
Hehesitated.“Idon’twanttobecruel,”hebegan.“Iknowyou’vesetyourheartonKing.But
he’sthirty-four,sweetheart.You’reaveryyoungtwenty-one.Maturitytakestime.AndI’vebeenjusta
tadoverprotectiveaboutyou.MaybeIwaswrongtobesostrictaboutyoungmen.”
“Itwouldn’treallyhavemattered,”sherepliedruefully.“ItwasKingfromthetimeIwas
fourteen.Icouldn’tevengetinterestedinboysmyownage.”
“Isee.”
Sheputthecrochethookthroughtheballofyarnandmovedit,alongwiththepartiallyfinished
afghan,toherworkbasket.Shestoodup,pausinglongenoughtokissherfather ’stannedcheek.
“Don’tworryaboutme.Youmightnotthinkso,butI’mtough.”
“Idon’twantyoutowearyourheartoutonKing.”
Shesmiledathim.“Iwon’t!”
“Tiff,he’snotamarryingman,”hesaidflatly.“Andmodernattitudesorno,ifheseducesyou,
he’shistory.He’snotplayingfastandloosewithyou.”
“Healreadytoldmethathimself,”sheassuredhim.“Hedoesn’thaveanyillusionsaboutme,and
hesaidthathe’snothavinganaffairwithme.”
Hewastakenaback.“Hedid?”
Shenodded.“Ofcourse,healsosaidhedidn’twantawife.Butallrelationshipshavetheselittle
minorsetbacks.Andnomanreallywantstogetmarried,right?”
Hisfacewentdark.“Nowlistenhere,youcan’tseducehim,either!”
“IcanifIwantto,”shereplied.“ButIwon’t,sostoplookinglikeathundercloud.Iwantahome
ofmyownandchildren,notafewmonthsofhappinessfollowedbyadiamondbraceletanda
bouquetofroses.”
“HaveImissedsomethinghere?”
“Lettiesaidthat’showKingkissesoffhiswomen,”sheexplained.“Withadiamondbraceletand
abouquetofroses.Notthatanyofthemlastlongerthanacoupleofmonths,”sheaddedwitharueful
smile.“Kindofthem,isn’tit,tolethimpracticeonthemuntilhe’sreadytomarryme?”
Hiseyesbulged.“Whateverhappenedtothedoublestandard?”
“Itoldyou,Idon’twantanybodyelse.Icouldn’treallyexpecthimtolivealifeoftotal
abstinencewhenhedidn’tknowhewasgoingtomarrymeoneday.Imean,hewaslookingforthe
perfectwomanallthistime,andhereIwasrightunderhisnose.Nowthathe’sawareofme,I’msure
therewon’tbeanybodyelse.NotevenCarla.”
Harrisonclearedhisthroat.“Now,Tiffany…”
Shegrinned.“Ihopeyouwantlotsofgrandchildren.Ithinkkidsarejustthegreatestthingsinthe
world!”
“Tiffany…”
“Iwantanicecupoftea.Howaboutyou?”
“Oolong?”
Shegrimaced.“Green.IranoutofoolongandforgottoaskMarytoputitonthegrocerylist
thisweek.”
“Green’sfine,then,Iguess.”
“Betterthancoffee,”sheteased,andmadeaface.“Iwon’tbeaminute.”
Hewatchedherdartofftothekitchen,aprettypictureinjeansandablueT-shirt,withherlong
hairinaneatponytail.Shedidn’tlookoldenoughtodate,muchlessmarry.
Shewasstarry-eyed,thinkingofahomeandchildrenandhardlyconsideringtherealityoflife
withamanlikeKing.Hewouldn’twantchildrenstraightoffthebat,evenifshethoughtshedid.She
wasfartooyoungforinstantresponsibility.Besidesthat,Kingwouldn’tbehappywithanimpulsive
childwhowasn’tmatureenoughtohandlebusinessluncheonsandthelonelinessofahomewhere
Kingspenttimeonlyinfrequently.Tiffanywouldexpectconstantloveandattention,andKing
couldn’tgiveherthat.Hesighed,thinkingthathewasgoingtogogray-headedworryingabouthis
onlychild’supcomingbrokenheart.Thereseemednowaytoavoidit,nowayatall.
Tiffanywasn’tthinkingaboutbusinesslunchesorhavingKinghomeonlyonceinabluemoon.
Shewasweavingdreamsoflittleboysandgirlsplayingaroundherskirtsonsummerdays,andKing
holdinghandswithherwhiletheywatchedtelevisionatnight.Overandabovethat,shewasplotting
howtobringabouthisdownfall.Firstthingsfirst,sheconsidered,andnowthatshe’dcaughthiseye,
shehadtokeepitfocusedonherself.
Shephonedhisofficetofindoutwhenhewascomingback,andwrangledtheinformationthat
hehadameetingwithherfatherthefollowingMondayjustbeforelunchaboutastocktransfer.
Shespenttheweekendplanningeverymoveofhercampaign.Shewasgoingtolandthatsexy
fightingfish,onewayoranother.
ShefoundanexcusetogointoJacobsvilleonMondaymorning,havingspentherentire
allowanceonanewsultryjadesilkdressthatclungtoherslendercurvesasifitwereasecondskin.
Herhairwasputupneatlyinanintricatehairdo,withajadeclipholdingawaveinplace.Withblack
highheelsandamatchingbag,shelookedelegantandexpensiveandfranklyseductiveasshewalked
intoherfather ’sofficejustasheandKingwerecomingoutthedoorontheirwaytolunch.
“Tiffany,”herfatherexclaimed,hiseyeswideningatthesightofher.He’dneverseenherappear
quitesopoisedandelegant.
Kingwasdoinghisshareoflooking,aswell.Hisdarkeyebrowsdovetogetheroverglittering
paleeyesandhisheadmovedjustafractiontothesideashisgazewentoverherlikeseekinghands.
“Idon’thaveapennyleftforlunch,”shetoldherfatheronapitifulbreath.“Ispenteverythingin
mypurseonthisnewdress.Doyoulikeit?”Sheturnedaround,herbodyexquisitelyposedfor
King’sbenefit.Hisjawclenchedandshehadtorepressawickedsmile.
“It’sverynice,sweetheart,”Harrisonagreed.“Butwhycan’tyouuseyourcreditcardfor
lunch?”
“BecauseI’mgoingtogetsomethingsforanimpromptupicnic,”shereplied.Hereyeslowered
demurely.
“Youcouldcometolunchwithus,”Harrisonbegan.
Kinglookedhunted.
Tiffanysawhisexpressionandsmiledgently.“That’ssweetofyou,Dad,butIreallyhaven’t
time.Actually,I’mmeetingsomeone.Ihopehelikesthedress,”sheadded,loweringherhead
demurely.Shewaslyingherheadoff,buttheydidn’tknowit.“CanIhaveaten-dollarbill,please?”
Harrisonsweptouthiswallet.“Taketwo,”hesaid,handingthemtoher.Heglaredather.“Itisn’t
Wyatt,Ihope,”hemuttered.“He’stooeasilyled.”
“No.It’snotWyatt.Thanks,Dad.Seeyou,King.”
“Whoisit?”
King’sdeep,half-angryvoicestoppedheratthedoorway.Sheturned,hereyebrowsliftedasif
he’dshockedherwiththequestion.“Nobodyyouknow,”shesaidhonestly.“I’llbeinbybedtime,
Dad.”
“Howcanyougoonapicnicinthatdress?”Kingaskedshortly.
Shesmoothedherhanddownoneshapelyhip.“It’snotthatsortofpicnic,”shemurmured
demurely.“We’regoingtohaveitonthecarpetinhislivingroom.Hehasgaslogsinhisfireplace.
It’sgoingtobesoromantic!”
“It’sMay,”Kinggroundout.“Toohotforfiresinthefireplace.”
“Wewon’tsittooclosetoit,”shesaid.“Ta,ta.”
Shewentoutthedooranddivedintotheelevator,barelyabletocontainherglee.She’dshaken
King.Lethimstewoverthatliefortherestoftheday,shetoldherself,andmaybehe’dfeelas
uncomfortableasshe’dfeltwhenhetookhissecretarytoNassau!
Ofcoursetherewasnopicnic,becauseshewasn’tmeetinganyone.Shestoppedbyafishand
chipsplaceandgotasmallorderandtookithomewithher.Anhourlater,shewassprawledinfront
ofherownfireplace,unlit,withatrendyfashionmagazine.Lyingonherbellyonthethickbeige
carpet,intight-fittingdesignerjeansandalow-cuttanktop,barefootandwithherlonghairloose,
shelookedthepictureofyouth.
King’ssuddenappearanceinthedoorwayshockedher.Shehadn’texpectedtobefoundout,
certainlynotsoquickly.
“Whereishe?”heasked,hishandsinhisslackspocket.Heglancedaroundthespaciousroom.
“Hidingunderthesofa?Behindachair?”
Shewasfrozeninpositionwithasmallpieceoffishinherhandasshegapedathim.
“Whatatangledwebweweave,”hemused.
“Iwasn’tdeceivingyou.Well,maybealittle,”sheacknowledged.Hereyesglaredupathim.
“YoutookCarlatoNassau,didn’tyou?Ihopeyouhadfun.”
“Likehellyoudo.”
Heclosedthedoorbehindhimabruptlyandmovedtowardher,resplendentinagraysuit,his
blackhaircatchingthelightfromtheceilingandglowingwithfaintbluelights.
Sherolledoverandstartedtogetup,butbeforeshecouldmoveanotherinch,hestraddledher
pronefigureandwithamovementsosmooththatitdisconcertedher,hewassuddenlyfull-length
overherbodyonthecarpet,balancingonlyonhisforearms.
“Isupposeyou’lltasteoffish,”hemutteredashebentandhishardmouthfastenedroughlyon
herlips.
Shegasped.Hishipsshiftedviolently,hislonglegsinsistentastheypartedherthighsandmoved
quicklybetweenthem.Hishandstrappedherwrists,stillingherfaintinstinctiveprotestatthe
shockingintimacyofhisposition.
Heliftedhismouthabreathawayandlookedstraightintohereyes.Oneleanlegmoved,just
briefly,andhepushedforwardagainsther,hisbodysuddenlyrigid.Heletherfeelhimswellwith
desire,andsomethingwickedlymasculineflaredinhispale,glitteringeyesasnewsensations
registeredonherflushedface.
“Nowyouknowhowithappens,”hemurmured,droppinghisgazetohersoft,swollenmouth.
“Andhowitfeelswhenithappens.Drawyourlegsupalittle.Iwantyoutofeelmecompletelyagainst
youthere.”
“King!”
Heshiftedinsistently,makingherobeyhim.Shefelttheintimacyofhisholdandgasped,
shiveringalittleatthepowerandstrengthofhimagainsthersointimately.
“Pity,thatyoudon’thaveanybodytocomparemewith,”hemuseddeeplyashisheadbent.“But
thatmightbeagoodthing.Iwouldn’twanttofrightenyou…”
Hismouthtwisted,partingherlips.Itwassodifferentfromthenightofherparty.Then,she’d
beentheaggressor,teasingandtemptinghim.Now,shewasverymuchonthedefensive.Hewas
arousedandinsistentandshefeltyounganduncertain,especiallywhenhebegantomoveinavery
seductivewaythatmadeherwholebodytingleandclenchwithsensualpleasure.
Heheardthelittlegaspthatescapedthelipsunderhishardmouth,andhisheadlifted.
Hesearchedhereyes,readingveryaccuratelyherresponsetohim.“Didn’tyouknowthat
pleasurecomesofsuchintimacy?”hewhispered.
“Onlyfrom…books,”sheconfessedbreathlessly.Sheshiveredashemovedagain,justenough
tomakehertotallyawareofherbody’sfeverishresponsetothatintimatepressure.
“Isn’tthismoreexcitingthanreadingaboutit?”heteased.Hismouthnibbledatherlips.“Open
them,”hewhispered.“Deepkissesarepartoftheprocess.”
“King,I’mnot…not…sure…”
“You’resure,”hewhisperedintohermouth.“You’rejustapprehensive,andthat’snatural.They
toldyouitwasgoingtohurt,didn’tthey?”
Sheswallowed,awareofdizzinessthatseemedtopossessher.
Histeethnibbledsensuallyatherlowerlip.“I’llgiveyouallthetimeyouneed,whenit
happens,”hemurmuredlazily.“IfIcanarouseyouenough,youwon’tmindifIhurtyoualittle.It
mightevenintensifythepleasure.”
“Idon’tunderstand.”
Hisopenmouthbrushedoverhers.“Iknow,”hemurmured.“That’swhatexcitesmeso.Slide
yourhandsupthebackofmythighsandholdmeagainstyou.”
“Wh…what?”
Hismouthbegantomovebetweenherlips.“Youworethatdresstoexciteme.Allright.I’m
excited.Nowsatisfyme.”
“I…butI…can’t…”shegasped.“King!”
Hishandswereunderher,intimate,touchingherinshockingways.
“Isn’tthiswhatyouwanted?It’swhatyouimpliedwhenyoustruckthatseductiveposeand
invitedmetoravishyourightthereonthefloorofyourfather ’soffice.”
“Ididnot!”
Histhumbspressedagainstherinaviciouslyarousingway,sothatwhenhepusheddownwith
hiships,sheliftedtomeetthem,groaningharshlyattheshockofdelightthatwasonlythetipofsome
mysteriousicebergofecstasy.
“Tellmethatagain,”hechallenged.
Shecouldn’t.Shewasburningup,dying,inanguish.Astranger ’shandsfoughthertanktopand
thetinybraunderit,pushingthemoutofthewayonlysecondsbeforethosesamehandstuggedathis
shirtandmanagedtogetunderit,againstwarmmuscleandhair.
Whilehekissedher,shewrithedunderhim,shiveringwhenshefelthisskinagainstherown.
Deliriouswithfeveredneed,sheslidherhandsdownhisflatbellyandevenashedraggedhismouth
fromherstoprotest,theypressed,trembling,againsttheswollenlengthofhimthroughthesoft
fabric.
Hemoanedsomething,shuddered.Herolledabruptlyontohissideanddrewherhandbackto
him,movingitsoftlyonhisbody,teachingherthesensualrhythmheneeded.
“DearGod,”hewhispered,kissingherhungrily.“No,baby,don’tstop,”hegroanedwhenher
movementsslowed.“Touchme.Yes.Yes.Oh,God,yes!”
Itwasfascinatingtoseehowhereactedtoher.Encouraged,shemovedcloserandhermouth
pressedsoftly,sensually,againstthethickhairthatcoveredhischest.Hewasshakingnow.Hisbody
wasstrangelyvulnerable,andtheknowledgeinhibitedher.
Herolledontohisback,theveryactionbetrayinghisneedtofeelhertouchonhim.Helaythere,
stillshivering,hiseyesclosed,hisbodyyieldingtohersoft,curioushands.
Shelaidhercheekagainsthishotskin,awashinnewsensations,touchesthathadbeentabooall
herlife.Shewaslearninghisbodyasaloverwould.
“Tellmewhattodo,”shewhisperedasshedrewhercheekagainsthisbreastbone.“I’lldo
anythingforyou.Anything!”
Hishandheldherstohimforonelong,achingminute.Thenhedrewituptohischestandheldit
therewhilehestruggledtobreathe.
Herbreastsfeltcoolastheypressednakedlyintohisribcagewherehisshirtwaspulledaway.
Hereyesclosedandshelaythere,closetohim,closertohimthanshe’deverbeen.
“Heavens,thatwasexciting,”shechoked.“IneverdreamedIcouldtouchyoulikethat,andin
broaddaylight,too!”
Thatrawinnocencecaughthimoffguard.Laughterbubbledupintohischest,intohisthroat.He
begantolaughsoftly.
“Dohush!”shechided.“WhatifMaryshouldhearyouandwalkin?”
Heliftedhimselfonanelbowandlookeddownatherbarebreasts.“She’dgetaneyeful,
wouldn’tshe?”Hetracedatautnipple,arrogantlypleasedthatshedidn’tobjectatall.
“I’msmall,”shewhispered.
Hesmiled.“No,you’renot.”
Shelookeddowntowherehisfingersrestedagainstherpaleskin.“Yourskinissodark
comparedtomine…”
“Especiallyhere,whereyou’resopale,”hebreathed.Hislipsbenttothesoftskinhewas
touching,andhetookherinsidehismouth,gentlysucklingher.
Shearchedup,moaningharshly,herfistsclenchedbesideherheadasshetriedtodealwiththe
mountingdelightofsensation.
Heheardthatharshsoundandreactedtoitimmediately.Hismouthgrewinsistent,hotand
hungryasitsuckledhardatherbreast.Herbodyclenchedandsuddenlywentintoashockingspasm
thatshecouldn’tcontrolatall.Itneverseemedtoend,thehot,shamefulpleasurehegaveherwiththat
intimatecaress.
Sheclutchedhim,breathless,buryingherhotfaceinhisneckwhileshefoughttostillher
shakinglimbs,thefaintlittlegaspsthathemustcertainlybeabletohear.
Hismouthwastendernow,calmingratherthanstirring.Hepressedtender,briefkissesallover
herskin,endingonlyreluctantlyathertremblinglips.
Hershamedeyesliftedtohis,fulloftearsthatreflectedheroverwhelmedemotions.
Heshookhishead,dabbingatthemwithahandkerchiefhedrewfromhisslackspocket.“Don’t
cry,”hewhisperedgently.“Yourbreastsarevery,verysensitive.Ilovethewayyoureacttomy
mouthonthem.”Hesmiled.“It’snothingtoworryabout.”
“It’s…natural?”sheasked.
Hishandsmoothedherdarkhair.“Forafewwomen,Isuppose,”hesaid.Hesearchedher
curiouseyes.“I’veneverexperienceditlikethis.I’mglad.Thereshouldbeatleastoneortwofirsts
forme,aswellasforyou.”
“IwishIknewmore,”shesaidworriedly.
“You’lllearn.”Hisfingerstracedhernose,hersoftlyswollenlips.“Imissedyou.”
Herheartfeltasifitcouldfly.Shesmiled.“Didyou,really?”
Henodded.“NotthatIwantedto,”headdedwithsuchdisgustthatshegiggled.
Heproppedhimselfonanelbowandstareddownatherforalongtime,hisbrowsdrawn
togetherindeepthought.
Shecouldfeeltheindecisioninhim,alongwithatensionthatwasnewtoher.Hersofteyes
sweptoverhisdark,leanfaceandbackuptomeethiscuriousgaze.
“You’rebindingmewithvelvetropes,”hemurmuredquietly.“I’veneverfeltlikethis.Idon’t
knowhowtohandleit.”
“NeitherdoI,”shesaidhonestly.Shedrewaslowbreath,awaresuddenlyofhershameless
nudityandthecoolnessoftheaironherskin.
Hesawthatdiscomfortanddeftlyhelpedherbackintoherclotheswithaneconomyof
movementthatwassomehowdisturbing.
“Youmakemefeelpainfullyyoung,”sheconfessed.
“Youare,”hesaidwithouthesitation.Hispaleeyesnarrowed.“Thisisgettingdangerous.Ican’t
keepmyhandsoffyoulately.AndthelastthingonearthI’lleverdoisseducemybusinesspartner ’s
onlydaughter.”
“Iknowthat,King,”shesaidwithanoddsortofdignity.Hegottohisfeetandshelaiddown
again,watchinghimrearrangehisownshirtandvestandjacketandtie.Itwasstrangelyintimate.
Heknewthat.Hiseyessmiled,evenifhislipsdidn’t.
“Whatarewegoingtodo?”sheadded.
Hestareddownatherwithanunnervingintensity.“IwishtoGodIknew.”
Hepulledherupbesidehim.Hisbighandsrestedwarmlyonhershoulders.“Wouldn’tyoulike
togotoEurope?”heasked.
Hereyebrowslifted.“Whatfor?”
“Youcouldgotocollege.Orhaveaholiday.Lettiecouldgowithyou,”hesuggested,naming
hergodmother.“She’dspoilyourottenandyou’dcomebackwithaheftyknowledgeofhistory.”
“Idon’twanttogotoEurope,andI’mnotallthatenthralledwithhistory.”
Hesighed.“Tiffany,I’mnotgoingtosleepwithyou.”
Herfull,swollenlipspoutedupathim.“Ihaven’taskedyouto.”Sheloweredhereyes.“ButI’m
notgoingtosleepwithanyoneelse.Ihaven’teventhoughtaboutanyoneelsesinceIwasfourteen.”
Hefelthismindwhirlingattheconfession.Hescowleddeeply.Hewasgettinginoverhishead
andhedidn’tknowhowtostop.Shewastooyoung;yearstooyoung.Shedidn’thavethematurity,the
poise,thesophisticationtosurviveinhisworld.Hecouldhavetoldherthat,butshewouldn’thave
listened.Shewaslivingindreams.Hecouldn’taffordto.
Hedidn’tanswerher.Hishandsweredeepinhispocketsandhewaswatchingherworriedly,
amazedathisownheadlongfallintoruin.Nowomaninhisexperiencehadeverwoundhimupto
suchafeverpitchofdesirebyjustparadingaroundinasilkdress.He’daccusedheroftemptinghim,
butitwasn’tthewholetruth.Eversincethenightofherbirthdayparty,hehadn’tbeenabletogether
softbodyoutofhismind.Hewantedherviolently.Hejustdidn’tknowwhattodoaboutit.Marriage
wasoutofthequestion,evenmoresowasanaffair.Whateverelseshewas,shewasstillhisbusiness
partner ’sdaughter.
“You’rebrooding,”shemurmured.
Heshrugged.“Ican’tthinkofanythingbettertodo,”hesaidhonestly.“I’mgoingawayfora
while,”headdedabruptly.“Perhapsthiswillpassifweignoreit.”
Sohewasstillgoingtofight.Shehadn’texpectedanythingelse,butshewasvaguely
disappointed,justthesame.
“Icanlearn,”shesaid.
Hiseyebrowwentup.
“Iknowhowtobeahostess,”shecontinued,asifhe’dchallengedher.“Ialreadyknowmostof
thepeopleinyourcircle,andinDad’s.I’mnotfifteen.”
Hiseyesnarrowed.“Tiffany,youmayknowhowtobeahostess,butyouhaven’tanyideainhell
howtobeawife,”hesaidbluntly.
Herheartjumpedwildlyinherchest.“Icouldlearnhowtobeone.”
Hisfacehardened.“Notwithme.Idon’twanttogetmarried.Andbeforeyousayit,”headded,
holdingupahand,“yes,Iwantyou.Butdesireisn’tenough.Itisn’tevenabeginning.Imaybethe
firstmanyou’veeverwanted,Tiffany,butyouaren’tthefirstwomanI’vewanted.”
Chapter4
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hemockingsmileonhisfacemadeTiffanylividwithjealousrage.Shescrambledtoherfeet,her
faceredandtaut.
“Thatwasn’tnecessary!”sheflungathim.
“Yes,itwas,”herepliedcalmly.“Youwanttoplayhouse.Idon’t.”
Totallyataloss,sheknottedherhandsathersidesandjuststaredathim.Thissortofthingwas
totallyoutofherexperience.Herbodywasallthatinterestedhim,anditwasn’tenough.Shehad
nothingelsetobargainwith.She’dlost.
Itwasanewfeeling.She’dalwayshadeverythingshewanted.Herfatherhadspoiledherrotten.
Kinghadbeenanotherimpossibleitemonherlistofluxuries,buthewastellingherthatshecouldn’t
havehim.Herfathercouldn’tbuyhimforher.Andshecouldn’tflirtandteaseandgethimfor
herself.Defeatwasstrangelycold.Itsatinthepitofherstomachlikeablackemptiness.Shedidn’t
knowhowtohandleit.
Andheknew.Itwasinhispale,glitteringeyes,inthatfaint,arrogantsmileonhishardmouth.
Shewantedtorantandrave,butitwasn’tthesortofbehaviorthatwouldsavetheday.She
relaxedherhands,andherbody,andsimplylookedathim,fullofinadequaciesandinsecuritiesthat
she’dneverfeltbefore.
“PerhapswhenI’mCarla’sage,I’lltryagain,”shesaidwithtornprideandthevestigesofa
smile.
Henoddedwithadmiration.“That’sthespirit,”hesaidgently.
Shedidn’twantgentleness,orpity.Shestuckherhandsintoherjeanspockets.“Youdon’thave
toleavetowntoavoidme,”shesaid.“Lettie’stakingmetoNewYorknextweek,”shelied,having
arrangedthetripmentallyinthepastfewminutes.Lettiewoulddoanythinghergodchildasked,and
shehadthemeanstotravelwhereversheliked.Besides,shelovedNewYork.
King’seyesnarrowedsuspiciously.“DoesLettieknowshe’sgoingtraveling?”
“Ofcourse,”shesaid,playingherparttothehilt.
“Ofcourse.”Hedrewinaheavybreathandslowlyletitout.Hisbodywasstillgivinghimhell,
buthewasn’tgoingtoletherknowit.Ultimatelyshewasbetteroffoutofhislife.
“Seeyou,”shesaidlightly.
Henodded.“Seeyou.”
Andheleft.
Latethatautumn,TiffanywaswalkingdownarunwayinNewYorkwearingthelatestcreationof
oneDavidMarron,ayoungdesignerwhoseSpanish-inspiredfashionswereasensationamong
buyers.ThetwohadmetthroughamutualfriendofLettie’sandDavidhadseenincredible
possibilitiesinTiffany’slongblackhairandelegance.Hedressedherinagownthatwasreminiscent
oflacySpanishnoblewomenofdayslongpast,andshebroughtthehousedownathisfirstshowing
ofhisnewspringline.Shemadethecoverofamajorfashionmagazineandjumpedfroman
unknowntoafamiliarfaceinlessthansixmonths.
Lettie,withherdelicatelytintedredhairandtwinklingbrowneyes,waselatedather
accomplishment.IthadhurtherdeeplytoseeTiffanyinsuchanagonyofpainwhenshe’d
approachedhergodmotherandallbutbeggedtobetakenoutofTexas.Lettiedotedontheyounger
womanandwhiskedherawaywithaminimumoffuss.
TheysharedaluxuriousParkAvenueapartmentandwereseeninallthemostfashionable
places.Inthosefewmonths,Tiffanyhadgrownmoresophisticated,moremature—andincredibly
morewithdrawn.Shewasice-coldwithmen,despitetheenhancementofherbeautyandherelegant
figure.LearningtoforgetKingwasafull-timejob.Shewasstillworkingonit.
JustwhenshewasachingtogohometoherfatherwhereherchancesofseeingKingeveryweek
wereexcellent,alingeriecompanyofferedheralucrativecontractandatwo-weekholidayfilming
commercialsinJamaica.
“Icouldn’tturnitdown,”shetoldLettiewithagroan.“What’sDadgoingtosay?Iwasgoingto
helphimwithhisChristmasparty.Iwon’tgethomeuntilChristmasEve.Afterwegetbackfrom
Jamaica,Ihavetodoaphotolayoutforamagazineadcampaignduetohitthestandsnextspring.”
“Youdidtherightthing,”Lettieassuredher.“Mydear,atyourage,youshouldbehavingfun,
meetingpeople,learningtostandalone.”Shesighedgently.“Marriageandchildrenareforlater,
whenyou’reestablishedinacareer.”
Tiffanyturnedandstaredattheolderwoman.“Younevermarried.”
Lettiesmiledsadly.“No.IlostmyfiancéinVietnam.Iwasn’tabletowantanyoneelseinthat
way.”
“Lettie,that’ssosad!”
“Onelearnstolivewiththeunbearable,eventually.Ihadmycharitiestokeepmebusy.And,of
course,Ihadyou,”sheadded,givinghergoddaughteraquickhug.“Ihaven’thadabadlife.”
“Somedayyouhavetotellmeabouthim.”
“Someday,Iwill.Butfornow,yougoaheadtoJamaicaandhaveawonderfultimefilmingyour
commercial.”
“You’llcomewithme?”sheaskedquickly,faintlyworriedatthethoughtofbeingsofaraway
withoutanyfamiliarfaces.
Lettiepattedherhand.“OfcourseIwill.IloveJamaica!”
“IhavetocallDadandtellhim.”
“Thatmightbeagoodidea.Hewascomplainingearlierintheweekthatyourletterswerevery
farapart.”
“I’lldoitrightnow.”
Shepickedupthereceiveranddialedherfather ’sofficenumber,twistingthecordnervously
whileshewaitedtobeputthrough.
“Hi,Dad!”shesaid.
“Don’ttellme,”hemuttered.“You’vemetsomedethronedprinceandyou’regettingmarriedin
themorning.”
Shechuckled.“No.I’vejustsignedacontracttodolingeriecommercialsandwe’reflyingto
Jamaicatostartshooting.”
Therewasastrangehesitation.“When?”
“Tomorrowmorning.”
“Well,whenwillyoubeback?”heasked.
“Intwoweeks.ButI’vegotmodelingassignmentsinNewYorkuntilChristmasEve,”shesaidin
asubduedtone.
“WhataboutmyChristmasparty?”Hesoundedresignedanddepressed.“Iwascountingonyou
toarrangeitforme.”
“YoucanhaveaNewYear ’sEvepartyforyourclients,”sheimprovisedwithlaughterinher
voice.“I’llhaveplentyoftimetoputthattogetherbeforeIhavetostartmynextassignment.Infact,”
sheadded,“I’mnotsurewhenitwillbe.Thelingeriecontractwasonlyforthespringline.They’re
doingdifferentmodelsfordifferentseasons.Iwasspring.”
“Icanseewhy,”hemurmureddryly.“Mydaughter,themodel.”Hesighedagain.“Ishouldnever
haveletyougetontheplanewithLettie.It’sherfault.Iknowshe’satthebackofit.”
“Now,Dad…”
“I’mhavingherstuffedandhungonmywallwhenshecomesback.Youtellherthat!”
“Youknowyou’refondofLettie,”shechided,withawinkatherblatantlyeavesdropping
godmother.
“I’llhavehershot!”
ShegrimacedandLettie,readingherexpression,chuckled,unabashedbyHarrisonBlair ’sfury.
“She’slaughing,”shetoldhim.
“Tellhertolaughwhileshecan.”Hehesitatedandspoketosomeonenearby.“Kingsaidtotell
youhemissesyou.”
Herheartjumped,butshewasn’tleavingherselfopentoanyfurtherhumiliationathishands.
“Tellhimtopulltheotherone,”shechuckled.“Listen,Dad,Ihavetogo.I’llphoneyouwhenwe’re
backfromJamaica.”
“Waitaminute.WhereinJamaica,andisLettiegoingalong?”
“Ofcoursesheis!We’llhaveaball.Takecare,Dad.Bye!”
Hewasstilltryingtofindoutwhereshewasgoingwhenshehunguponhim.Heglancedat
Kingwithagrimace.
Theyoungermanhadanoddexpressiononhisface.ItwasoneHarrisoncouldn’tremember
everseeingtherebefore.
“She’ssignedacontract,”Harrisonsaid,shovinghishandsintohispocketsasheglaredatthe
telephone,asifthewholethinghadbeenitsfault.
“Forwhat?”Kingasked.
“Lingeriecommercials,”hispartnersaidheavily.“Justthink,mysheltereddaughterwillbe
paradingaroundinsheernightiesforthewholedamnedworldtosee!”
“Likehellshewill.Whereisshe?”Kingdemanded.
“OnherwaytoJamaicafirstthinginthemorning.King,”headdedwhentheothermanstarted
toleave.“She’sofage,”hesaidgently.“She’sawoman.Idon’thavetherighttotellherhowtolive
herownlife.Andneitherdoyou.”
“Idon’twantothermenoglingher!”
Harrisonjustnodded.“Iknow.Idon’t,either.Butit’sherdecision.”
“Iwon’tletherdoit,”Kingsaiddoggedly.
“Howdoyouproposetostopher?Youcan’tdoitlegally.Idon’tthinkyoucandoitanyother
way,either.”
“DidyoutellherwhatIsaid?”
Harrisonnoddedagain.“Shesaidtopulltheotherone.”
Paleblueeyeswidenedwithsheershock.IthadneveroccuredtohimthathecouldloseTiffany,
thatshewouldn’talwaysbeinHarrison’shousewaitingforhimtobereadytosettledown.Nowshe’d
flownthecoopandtheshoewasontheotherfoot.She’ddiscoveredthepleasureofpersonalfreedom
andshedidn’twanttosettledown.
HeglancedatHarrison.“Issheseriousaboutthisjob?Orisitjustanotherploytogetmy
attention?”
Theothermanchuckled.“Ihavenoidea.Butyouhavetoadmit,she’saprettything.Itisn’t
surprisingthatshe’sattractedamodelingagency.”
Kingstaredoutthewindowwithnarrowed,thoughtfuleyes.“Thenshe’sthinkingaboutmaking
acareerofit.”
Harrisondidn’ttellhimthathermodelingcontractmightnotlastverylong.Heavertedhiseyes.
“Shemightaswellhaveacareer.Ifnothingelse,itwillhelphermature.”
Theothermandidn’tlookathim.“Shehasn’tgrownupyet.”
“Iknowthat.Itisn’therfault.I’veshelteredherfromlife—perhapstoomuch.Butnowshewants
totryherwings.Thisisthebesttime,beforeshehasareasontofoldthemaway.She’syoungandshe
thinksshehastheworldatherfeet.Letherenjoyitwhileshecan.”
Kingstareddownatthecarpet.“Isupposethat’sthewisechoice.”
“It’stheonlychoice,”camethereply.“She’llcomehomewhenshe’sready.”
Kingdidn’tsayanotherwordaboutit.Hechangedthesubjecttobusinessandpursuedit
solemnly.
Meanwhile,TiffanywenttoJamaicaandhadagrandtime.Modeling,shediscovered,washard
work.Itwasn’tjustamatterofstandinginfrontofacameraandsmiling.Itinvolvedwardrobe
changes,pausesfortheproperlightingandequipmentsetup,minorirritationslikeanunexpected
burstofwindandartistictemperamentonthepartofthecameraman.
Lettiewatchedfromadistance,enjoyingTiffany’senthusiasmfortheshoot.Thetwoweeks
passedalltooquickly,withverylittletimeforsight-seeing.
“Justmyluck,”TiffanygroanedwhentheywerebackinNewYork,“Isawthebeachandthe
hotelandtheairport.Ididn’trealizethateveryfreeminutewasgoingtobespentworkingorresting
upforthenextday’sshoot!”
“Welcometotheworldofmodeling.”Lettiechuckled.“Here,darling,haveanothercelerystick.”
Tiffanygrimaced,butsheatetheveggieplattershewasofferedwithoutprotest.
Atnight,shelayawakeandthoughtaboutKing.Shehadn’tbelievedhisteasingassertionthat
he’dmissedher.Kingdidn’tmisspeople.Hewasentirelyself-sufficient.Buthowwonderfulifithad
beentrue.
Thatdaydreamonlylasteduntilshesawatabloidatthedrugstorewhereshewasbuyinghair-
careproducts.TherewasagloriouscolorphotoofKingandCarlarightonthefrontpageofone,
withthelegend,“Doweddingbellsfigureinfuturefortycoonandsecretary?”
Shedidn’tevenpickitup,tohercredit.Shepassedoveritasifshehadn’tseenit.Butshewentto
bedthatevening,shecriedallnight,almostruiningherfaceforthenextday’smodelingsession.
Unrequitedlovetookitstollonherintheweeksthatfollowed.Theonegoodthingaboutmisery
wasthatitattractedothermiserablepeople.SheannexedoneMarkAllenby,amalemodelwho’djust
brokenupwithhislong-timegirlfriendandwantedashouldertocryon.Hewasincrediblyhandsome
andsensitive,andjustwhatTiffanyneededforhershatteredego.
Thefactthathewasawildmanwascertainlyabonus.
Hewasthesortofpersonwho’dphoneheronthespurofthemomentandsuggestaneveningat
aretrobeatnikcoffeehousewherethepatronsreadbadpoetry.Helovedpracticaljokes,likeputting
whoopeecushionsunderacoupleposingforaromanticad.
“Icanseewhyyou’resingle,”Tiffanysuggestedbreathlesslywhenshe’dhelpedhimoutrunthe
furiousphotographer.“AndI’llbetyounevergettoworkforhimagain,”sheindicatedtheheavyset
madmanchasingthem.
“Yes,Iwill.”Hechuckled.“Whenyoumakeittomyincomebracket,youdon’thavetocall
photographerstogetwork.Theycallyou.”Markturnedandblewthemanakiss,grabbedTiffany’s
hand,andpulledheralongtothesubwayentrancenearby.
“Youneedamakeover,”heremarkedontheirwaybacktoherapartment.
Shestoppedandlookedupathim.“Why?”
“Youlooktoogirlish,”hesaidsimply,andsmiled.“Youneedamorehautecoutureimageifyou
wanttogrowintomodeling.”
Shegrimaced.“I’mnotsureIreallydo,though.Ilikeitallright.ButIdon’tneedthemoney.”
“Darling,ofcourseyouneedthemoney!”
“Notreally.Moneyisn’tworthmuchwhenyoucan’tbuywhatyouwantwithit,”shesaid
pointedly.
Hepushedbackhiscurlyblackhairandgaveherhisfamousinscrutablehe-manstare.“Whatdo
youwantthatyoucan’tbuy?”
“King.”
“Ofwhichcountry?”
Shegrinned.“Notroyalty.That’shisname.Kingman.KingmanMarshall.”
“Thetycoonofthetabloids?”heasked,pursinghischiseledlips.“Well,well,youdoaimhigh,
don’tyou?Mr.Marshallhasallthewomenhewants,thankyou.Andifyouhaveanythingmore
seriousinmind,forgetit.Hisfathertaughthimthatmarriageisonlyforfools.Rumorhasitthathis
mothertookhisoldmanforeverycenthehadwhenshedivorcedhim,andthatitdrovehisfatherto
suicide.”
“Yes,Iknow,”shesaiddully.
“NotthatMarshalldidn’tgeteven.Youprobablyheardaboutthat,too.”
“Often,”shereplied.“Heactuallytookhismothertocourtandchargedherwithculpabilityin
hisfather ’ssuicideinacivilcase.Hewon.”Sheshivered,rememberinghowKinghadlookedafter
theverdict—and,moreimportantly,howhismotherhadlooked.Shelosttwo-thirdsofherassetsand
thehandsomegigolothatshe’dbeenlivingwith.ItwasnowonderthatKinghadsuchalowopinion
ofmarriage,andwomen.
“Whateverbecameoftheex-Mrs.Marshall?”heaskedaloud.
“Sheoverdosedondrugsanddiedfouryearsago,”shesaid.
“Asadend.”
“Indeeditwas.”
“Youcan’tblameMarshallfortreatingwomenlikeindividuallywrappedcandies,”he
expounded.“Idon’timaginehetrustsanythinginskirts.”
“Youweretalkingaboutamakeover?”sheinterrupted,anxioustogethimoffthesubjectof
Kingbeforeshestartedscreaming.
“Iwas.I’lltakeyoutomyhairdresser.He’llmakeanewwomanofyou.Thenwe’llgoshopping
foraproperwardrobe.”
Herpaleeyesglitteredwithexcitement.“Thissoundslikefun.”
“Believeme,itwillbe,”hesaidwithawickedgrin.“Comealong,darling.”
TheyspenttherestofthedayremakingTiffany.Whenhetookheroutthatnighttooneofthe
morefashionablenightspots,oneofthemodelsshe’dworkedwithdidn’tevenrecognizeher.Itwasa
complimentofthehighestorder.
Lettiewasstunnedspeechless.
“It’sme,”Tiffanymurmuredimpishly,whirlinginherblackcocktaildresswithdiamond
earringsdrippingfromherlobes.Herhairwascutveryshortandfeatheredtowardhergamineface.
Shehadjustahintofmakeup,justenoughtoenhanceherhighcheekbonesandperfectbonestructure.
Shelookedexpensive,elegant,andsixyearsolderthanshewas.
“I’mabsolutelyshocked,”Lettiesaidafteraminute.“Mydear,youaretheimageofyour
mother.”
Tiffany’sfacesoftened.“AmI,really?”
Lettienodded.“Shewassobeautiful.Ialwaysenviedher.”
“IwishI’dknownher,”shereplied.“AllIhavearephotographsandvaguememoriesofher
singingtomeatnight.”
“Youwereveryyoungwhenshedied.Harrisonneverstoppedmourningher.”Hereyeswere
sad.“Idon’tthinkheeverwill.”
“YouneverknowaboutDad,”Tiffanyremarked,becausesheknewhowLettiefeltabout
Harrison.Notthatshewasgaucheenoughtomentionit.“Whydon’tyougooutwithustonight?”
“Three’sacrowd,dear.Markwillwantyoutohimself.”
“Itisn’tlikethatatall,”Tiffanysaidgently.“He’smourninghisgirlfriendandI’mmourning
King.Wehavebrokenheartsandourworkincommon,butnotmuchelse.He’safriend—andImean
thatquitesincerely.”
Lettiesmiled.“I’mratherglad.He’sverynice.Buthe’llendupinEuropeonedayinavilla,and
thatwouldn’tsuityouatall.”
“Areyousure?”
Lettienodded.“Andsoareyou,inyourheart.”
Tiffanyglancedatherselfinthemirrorwithaquietsigh.“Finefeathersmakefinebirds,but
Kingisn’tthesorttobeimpressedbysophisticationorbeauty.Besides,thetabloidsarealready
predictingthathe’sgoingtomarryCarla.”
“Inoticed.Surelyyoudon’tbelieveit?”
“Idon’tbelievehe’llevermarryanyoneunlesshe’strappedintoit,”Tiffanysaidhonestly,and
hereyesweresuddenlyveryold.“He’sseennothingofmarriagebuttheworstside.”
“It’sapityaboutthat.It’swarpedhisoutlook.”
“Nothingwilleverchangeit.”ShesmiledatLettie.“Sureyouwon’tcomewithus?Youwon’tbe
acrowd.”
“Iwon’tcometonight.Butaskmeagain.”
“Youcancountonit.”
Markwasbroodyashepickedathisminticecream.
“You’reworried,”Tiffanymurmured.
Heglancedatherwryly.“No.I’mdistraught.Mygirlisbeingseenaroundtownwithaminor
moviestar.Sheseemssmitten.”
“Shemaybedoingthesamethingyou’redoing,”shechided.“Seeingsomeonejusttonumbthe
ache.”
Hechuckled.“IsthatwhatI’mdoing?”
“It’swhatwe’rebothdoing.”
Hereachedhishandacrossthetableandheldhers.“I’msorrywedidn’tmeetthreeyearsago,
whileIwasstillheart-whole.You’reunique.Ienjoyhavingyouaround.”
“Samehere.Butfriendshipisallitcaneverbe.”
“Believeitornot,Iknowthat.”Heputdownhisspoon.“WhatareyoudoingforChristmas?”
“I’llbetryingtogetbackfromalocationshootandprayingthatnoneoftheairlinepilotsgoon
strike,”shemurmuredfacetiously.
“NewYear ’s?”
“Ihavetogohomeandarrangeabusinesspartyformyfather.”Sheglancedathimandhereyes
begantosparkle.“I’vehadanidea.HowwouldyouliketovisitTexas?”
Hiseyebrowsarched.“DoIhavetorideahorse?”
“NoteveryoneinTexasrides.WeliveinJacobsville.It’snottoofarfromSanAntonio.Dad’sin
businessthere.”
“Jacobsville.”Hefingeredhiswineglasswithelegantdarkfingersthatlookedverysexyinthe
adshemodeledfor.“Whynot?It’salongwayfromManhattan.”
“Yes,itis,andIcan’tbeartogohomealone.”
“MayIaskwhy?”
“Ofcourse.Myownheartbreakerlivesthere.Itoldyouabouthim.Iranawayfromhomesothat
Icouldstopeatingmyheartoutoverhim.Butmemoriesandheartacheseemtobeportable,”she
addedheavily.
“Icouldattesttothatmyself.”Helookedupatherwithwickedlytwinklingblackeyes.“Andwhat
amIgoingtobe?Thecompetition?”
“Wouldyoumind?”sheasked.“I’llgladlydothesameforyouanytimeyoulike.Ineedyour
moralsupport.”
Hepausedthoughtfullyandthenhesmiled.“Youknow,thismightbetheperfectanswertoboth
ourheadaches.Allright.I’lldoit.”Hefinishedhiswine.
“I’vebeenaskedtofillalotofroles.That’sanewone.”Heliftedhisglassandtookasip.“What
thehell.I’lltanglewithKingmanMarshall.Idon’twanttoliveforever.I’myours,darling.Atleast,
forthedurationoftheparty,”headdedwithagrin.
Sheliftedherownglass.“Here’stopride.”
Heansweredthetoast.Asshedrankit,shewonderedhowshewasgoingtobearseeingKing
withCarla.Atleastshe’dhavecompanyandcamouflage.Kingwouldneverknowthatherheartwas
breaking.
Chapter5
T
iffanyandMarkboardedtheplanewithLettiethedaybeforeNewYear ’sEve.Tiffanylookedsleek
andexpensiveinablackfigure-huggingsuitwithsilveraccessoriesandablack-and-whitestriped
scarfdrapedoveroneshoulder.Mark,inadarksuit,wasthepictureofmaleelegance.Women
literallysighedwhenhewalkedpast.Itwasoddtoseeamanthathandsomeinperson,andTiffany
enjoyedwatchingpeoplereacttohim.
LettiesatbehindthemandreadmagazineswhileMarkandTiffanydiscussedtheirrespective
assignmentsandwheretheymightgonext.
Itwasn’taslongaflightasshe’dexpectedittobe.TheywalkedontotheconcourseattheSan
Antonioairportjustintimeforlunch.
Tiffanyhadexpectedherfathertomeetthem,andsureenough,hewaswaitingnearthegate.
TiffanyrantohimtobehuggedandkissedwarmlybeforesheintroducedMark.
Harrisonscowledasheshookhandswiththeyoungman,buthegatheredhiscomposurequickly
andtheworriedlookvanishedfromhisfeatures.HegreetedLettiewarmly,too,andledthethreeof
themtothelimousinenearthefrontentrance.
“Mark’sstayingwithus,Dad,”Tiffanysaid.“We’rebothworkingforthesameagencyin
Manhattanandourholidayscoincided.”
“We’llbegladtohaveyou,Mark,”HarrisonsaidwithaforcedwarmththatonlyTiffanyseemed
tonotice.
“HowisKing?”Lettieasked.
HarrisonhesitatedwithalightningglanceatTiffany.“He’sfine.Shallwego?”
Tiffanywonderedwhyherfatherwasactingsopeculiarly,butshepretendednottobeinterested
inKingorhisfeelings.OnlywithMark.
“Didyoumanagetogetthearrangementsfinalized?”Harrisonaskedhisdaughter.
Shegrinned.“Ofcourse.Longdistanceisn’tsolonganymore,anditwasn’tthathard.I’vedealt
withthesamepeopleforyearsarrangingthese‘do’s’foryou.Thecaterer,theflowers,theband,even
theinvitationsareallset.”
“You’resure?”Harrisonmurmured.
Shenodded.“I’msure.”
“Youdidn’tforgettosendaninvitationtoKingandCarla?”herfatheradded.
“Ofcoursenot!Theirswerethefirsttogoout,”shesaidwithmagnificentcarelessness.“I
wouldn’tforgetyourbusinesspartner.”
Harrisonseemedtorelaxjustalittle.
“What’swrong?”sheasked,sensingsomeproblem.
“He’soutoftown,”hesaidreluctantly.“Rather,they’reoutoftown,andnotexpectedbackuntil
sometimenextweek.OrsoKing’sofficemanagersaid.Ihadn’theardfromhim,andIwonderedwhy
hewaswillingtoforgotheparty.Henevermissestheholidaybash.Or,atleast,heneverhasbefore.”
Tiffanydidn’tbetrayherfeelingsbysomuchasthebattingofaneyelashhowmuchthat
statementhurt.Sheonlysmiled.“Isupposehehadotherplansandwasn’twillingtochangethem.”
“Perhapsso,”hesaid,buthedidn’tlookconvinced.
MarkreachedbesidehimandcaughtTiffany’shandinhis,pressingitreassuringly.Heseemed
tosense,asherfatherdid,howmiserableshefeltatKing’sdefection.ButMarkaskedHarrisona
questionaboutalandmarkhenoticedastheydrovedownthelonghighwaythatwouldcarrythemto
Jacobsville,andgothimoffonasubjectdeartohisheart.Bythetimetheyreachedthetoweringbrick
familyhomelessthananhourlater,MarkknewmoreaboutthesiegeattheAlamothanhe’dever
gleanedfrombooks.
TiffanywastoobusywithherarrangementstokeepMarkcompanythatdayorthenext,sohe
borrowedasedanfromthegarageandsetaboutlearningthearea.Hecamebackfulloftidbitsabout
thehistoryofthecountryside,whichheseemedtoactuallyfindfascinating.
HewatchedTiffanydirectingthetrafficofimportedpeoplehelpingwiththepartywithamused
indulgence.
“You’reactuallyprettygoodatthis,”hemurmured.“Wheredidyoulearnhowtodoit?”
Shelookedsurprised.“Ididn’t.Itjustseemedtocomenaturally.Iloveparties.”
“Idon’t,”hemused.“Iusuallybecomeadecoration.”
Sheknewwhathemeant.Shelearnedquicklythatveryfewofthepartiesmodelsattendedwere
anythingbutanopportunityfordesignerstoshowofftheirfashionsinarelaxedsetting.Themore
wealthyclientswhowerepresent,thebettertheopportunitytosellclothes.Butsomeoftheclients
foundthemodelsmoreinterestingthantheirregalia.TiffanyhadgravitatedtowardMarkformutual
protectionatfirst.Afterward,they’dbecomefastfriends.
“Youwon’tbeadecorationhere,”shepromisedhimwithasmile.“Whatdoyouthink?”
Shesweptherhandtowardtheballroom,whichwaspolishedandpackedwithflowersandlong
tableswithembroideredlinentablecloths,crystalandchinaandcandelabras.Buffetswouldbesetup
thereforsnacks,becauseitwasn’tasit-downdinner.Therewouldbedancingonthehighlypolished
floortomusicprovidedbyaliveband,andmixeddrinkswouldbeservedatthebar.
“It’sallveryelegant,”Markpronounced.
Shenoddedabsently,rememberingotherpartieswhenshe’ddancedanddanced,whenKinghad
beencloseathandtosmileatherandtakeheroutontothedancefloor.Shehadn’tdancedwithhim
often,buteachtimewasindeliblyimprintedinhermind.Shecouldclosehereyesandseehim,touch
him.Shesighedmiserably.Well,shemightaswellstoplookingback.Shehadtogoon,andKing
wantednopartofher.Hisabsencefromthismostspecialofallpartiessaidso.
“Ithinkit’lldo,”sherepliedafteraminute.Shegavehimawarmsmile.“ComeonandI’llshow
youthewayI’vedecoratedtherestofthehouse.”
Tiffanyworealongsilver-sequineddressfortheparty,withadiamondclipinhershorthair.
She’dlearnedhowtowalk,howtomove,howtopose,andevenpeoplewho’dknownherforyears
weretakenabackathernewimage.
Mark,atherside,resplendentindarkeveningdress,drewfeminineeyeswithequalmagnetism.
HisItalianancestrywasveryevidentinhisliquidblackeyesandolivecomplexionandblack,black
hair.OneofTiffany’sacquaintances,aprettylittleredheadnamedLisa,seemedtobetotally
captivatedbyMark.Shestoodinacornerbyherself,juststaringathim.
“ShouldItakepityonherandintroduceyou?”sheaskedMarkinateasingwhisper.
Heglancedtowardthegirl,barelyoutofherteens,andsheblushedasredasherhair.Seconds
later,sherushedbacktowardherparents.Hechuckledsoftly.
“She’sveryyoung,”hemused.“Afriend?”
Sheshookherhead.“Herparentsarefriendsofmyfather ’s.Lisaisaloner.Asarule,she
doesn’tcareasmuchfordatingasshedoesforhorses.Herfamilyhasstablesandtheybreed
racehorses.”
“Well,well.Allthat,andnobeaux?”
“She’sshywithmen.”
Hiseyebrowsarched.Helookedattheyoungwomanasecondtime,andhiseyesnarrowedas
theycaughthervividblueonesandheldthemrelentlessly.Lisaspilledherdrinkandblushedagain,
whilehermotherfussedattheskirtofherdresswithahandkerchief.
“Howwicked,”TiffanychidedtoMark.
“Eyeslikehersshouldbeillegal,”hemurmured,buthewasstillstaringatLisajustthesame.He
tookTiffany’sarmandurgedhertowardthegroup.“Introduceme.”
“Don’t…”shebegan.
“I’mnotthatmucharake.”Hecalmedher.“Sheintriguesme.Iwon’ttakeadvantage.Ipromise.”
Hesmiled,althoughhiseyesweresolemn.
“Allright,then.”ShestoppedatMrs.McKinley’sside.“Willitstain?”sheaskedgently.
“Oh,Idon’tthinkso,”theolderwomansaidwithasmile.“Itwasmostlyice.Lisa,you
rememberourTiffany,don’tyou?”sheadded.
Lisalookedup,veryflusteredashereyesdartednervouslyfromMark’stoTiffany.“H…hi,
Tiffany.Nicetoseeyou.”
“Nicetoseeyou,Lisa,”Tiffanyrepliedwithagenuinesmile.“I’msorryaboutyourdress.Have
youmetMarkAllenby?Heworkswithme.We’rebothrepresentedbythesamemodelingagencyin
NewYork.Youmighthaveseenhiminthesnackfoodcommercialswiththepuppet…?”
“G…goodLord,wasthatyou?”Lisachoked.“Ithoughthe…you…lookedfamiliar,Mr.
Allenby!”
Hesmiledlazily.“Niceofyoutorememberit,MissMcKinley.Doyoudance?”
Shelookedasifshemightfaint.“Well,yes…”
Heheldoutahand.“You’llexcuseme?”hesaidtoTiffanyandLisa’sparents.
Lisaputherhandintohisandlethimleadherontothedancefloor.Hereyesweresofullof
dreamsanddelightthatMarkcouldn’tseemtostoplookingdownather.
“Hedancesbeautifully,”Mrs.McKinleysaid.
“Notbad,”hergruffhusbandagreed.“Ishegay?”
“Mark?”Tiffanychuckled.“Notachance.He’squiteasuccessstory,infact.Hisparentsare
Italian.Hecametothiscountryasababyandhisfatherhelddowntwojobswhilehismotherworked
asawaitressinacafeteria.Hemakesenoughtosupportbothofthemnow,andhisthreeyoung
sisters.He’sveryresponsible,loyal,andnotaseducerofinnocents,justincaseyouwondered.”
Mrs.McKinleycolored.“I’msorry,buthewasanunknownquantity,andit’sveryeasytoseethe
effecthehasonLisa.”
“Iwouldn’tworry,”shesaidgently.“He’sjustbrokenupwithhislong-timegirlfriendandhis
hearthurts.He’snotinthemarketforanaffair,anyway.”
“That’sarelief,”theolderwomansaidwithasmile.“She’ssounworldly.”
Becauseshe’dbeenasshelteredasTiffanyherselfhad.Thereweregreatdisadvantagestothat
overprotectionintoday’sworld,Tiffanythoughtmiserably.Shestaredintoherchampagneand
wonderedwhyKinghaddeclinedtheinvitationtotheparty.Perhapshewasmakingthepointthathe
coulddonicelywithoutTiffany.Ifso,he’dsucceededbeyondhiswildestdreams.
Shegotthroughthelongeveningonchampagneandsheerwillpower.Markseemedtobe
enjoyinghimselfimmensely.HehardlyleftLisaallevening,andwhensheandherparentsgotready
toleave,heheldontoherhandasifhecouldn’tbeartoletitgo.
Theyspokeinterse,quiettonesandassheleft,herblueeyesbrightenedconsiderably,although
Mrs.McKinleylookedworried.
“I’mgoingovertheretomorrowtoseetheirhorses.Youdon’tmind?”heaskedTiffanyasthe
otherguestswerepreparingtoleave.
Shestaredupathimcuriously.“She’sveryyoung.”
“Andinnocent,”headded,hishandsdeepinhispockets.“Youdon’tneedtotellmethat.Ihaven’t
everknownanyonelikeher.She’sthesortofgirlImighthavemetbackhome,ifmyparentshadn’t
immigratedtoAmerica.”
Shewasstartled.“Ithoughtyouweregrindingyourteethoveryourgirlfriend?”
Hesmiledvaguely.“SodidI.”Hisheadturnedtowardthefrontdoor.“She’sbreakable,”hesaid
softly.“Vulnerableandsweetandshy.”Hisbroadshouldersroseandfell.“Strange.Ineverliked
redheadsbefore.”
Tiffanybitherlowerlip.Shedidn’tknowhowtoputintowordswhatshewasfeeling.Lisawas
thesortofgirlwho’dnevergetoverhavingherhopesraisedandthendashed.Didheknowthat?
“Shedanceslikeafairy,”hemurmured,turningaway,hisdarkeyesintrospectiveandoblivious
tothepeoplemillingaroundhim.
Harrisonjoinedhisdaughteratthedoorasthelastguestsdeparted.
“Yourfriendseemsdistracted,”hemurmured,hiseyesonMark,whowasstaringoutadarkened
window.
“Lisaaffectedhim.”
“Inoticed.Sodideverybodyelse.He’sarake.”
Sheshookherhead.“He’sahardworkingmanwithdeepfamilytiesandanoverworkedsenseof
responsibility.He’snorake.”
“Ithoughtyousaidhehadagirlfriend.”
“Shedumpedhimforsomebodyricher,”shesaidsimply.“Hispridewasshattered.That’swhy
he’sherewithme.Hecouldn’tbearseeingheraroundtowninallthenightspotswithhernewlover.”
Harrison’sattitudechanged.“Poorguy.”
“Hewon’thurtLisa,”sheassuredhim,mentallycrossingherfingers.Shesawtroubleahead,but
shedidn’tknowquitehowtowarditoff.
Hestudiedherface.“You’remuchmoremature.Iwouldn’thaverecognizedyou.”Heaverted
hiseyes.“PityKingdidn’tgetbackintimefortheparty.”
Shefrozeover.“Ididn’texpecthim,soit’snogreatloss.”
Hestartedtospeak,andsuddenlyclosedhismouth.Hesmiledather.“Let’shaveanightcap.
Yourfriendcancomealong.”
Shetookhisarmwithagrin.“Thatsoundsmorelikeyou!”
Thenextday,MarkborrowedHarrison’ssedanagainandmadeabeelinefortheMcKinleyplace
outsidetown.Hewaswearingslacksandaturtle-neckwhitesweaterandhelookedbothelegantand
expensive.
AsTiffanystoodontheporchwavinghimoff,acarcamepurringupthedriveway.Itwasa
blackLincoln.Shefoughtdowntheurgetorun.Shedidn’thavetobackawayfromKinganymore.
Shewasoutofhisreach.Shefoldedherarmsovertheredsilkblouseshewaswearingwithelegant
blackslacksandleanedagainstapostinadistinctiveposetowaitforhim.Itsurprisedherjustalittle
thathedidn’thaveCarlawithhim.
Kingtookthestepstwoatatime.Hewaswearingdarkeveningclothes,asifhe’djustcome
fromaparty.Sheimaginedhewasstillwearingtheclotheshe’dhadonthenightbefore.Probablyhe
didn’tkeepanythingtochangeintoatCarla’splace,shethoughtvenomously,certainthatitexplained
hisstateofdress.
“Well,well,whatbringsyouhere?”shedrawled,withoutanyparticularshyness.
Kingpausedatthelaststep,scowlingashegotagoodlookather.Thechangewasphenomenal.
Shewasn’ttheyounggirlhe’dleftbehindmonthsbefore.Shewaspoised,elegant,somehowcynical.
Hereyeswereolderandtherewasnowelcomeorhero-worshipinthemnow.Hersmile,ifanything,
wasmocking.
“IcametoseeHarrison,”hesaidcurtly.
Shewavedahandtowardthefrontdoor.“Helpyourself.IwasjustseeingMarkoff.”
Heseemedsuddenlyverystill.“Mark?”
“MarkAllenby.Weworktogether.Hecamehomewithmeforourholidays.”Shegavehima
coolglance.“You’veprobablyseenhimincommercials.He’sincrediblyhandsome.”
Hedidn’tsayanotherword.Hewalkedpastherwithoutspeakingandwentrightintothehouse.
Tiffanyfollowedafewminuteslater,andfoundhimwithherfatherinthestudy.
Harrisonglancedoutthedoorasshepasseditonherwaytothestaircase.“Tiffany!Comein
hereaminute,wouldyou,sweetheart?”
Henevercalledherpetnamesunlesshewantedsomething.Shewanderedintotheroomasif
King’spresencemadenodifferenceatalltoher.“Whatdoyouwant,Dad?”sheaskedwithasmile.
“Kingneedssomepapersfromthesafeatmyoffice,andIpromisedI’ddriveLettiedownto
Floresvilletovisithersister.Wouldyou…?”
Sheknewthecombinationbyheart,somethingherfatherhadentrustedherwithonlytwoyears
before.Butshesensedaplothereandshehesitated.Kingnoticed,andhisfacefrozeover.
“Youdon’thaveanythingpressing,doyou?”Harrisonpersisted.“NotwithMarkaway?”
“Isupposenot.”Shegavein.“I’lljustgetmyjacket.”
“Thanks,sweetheart!”
Sheonlyshrugged.Shedidn’tevenglanceatKing.
ItwasashortdrivetothedowntownofficeherfathersharedwithKing.Itseemedalittlestrange
toherthatKingdidn’thavethecombinationtoHarrison’ssafe,sincetheywerepartners.She’dnever
reallywonderedwhyuntilnow.
“Doesn’thetrustyou?”shechidedastheywentintothedarkofficetogether.
“Asmuchashetrustsanyone,”hereplied.“Butincaseyouwondered,hedoesn’thavethe
combinationtomysafe,either.Ourrespectivelawyershaveboth.It’sasafeguard,ofasort.”
Heturnedonthelightsandclosedthedoor.Thesprawlingofficeswerevacantonthisholiday
andshewasmoreawarethaneverofbeingtotallyalonewithhim.Itshouldn’thavebotheredher,
knowingwhatshedidabouthisrelationshipwithCarla,butitdid.Ithadn’tbeenlongenoughforher
toforgetthepleasureofhiskisses,beinginhisarms.
Sheignoredhertinglingnervesandwentstraighttotheconcealedsafe,openingitdeftly.“What
doyouwantoutofhere?”sheasked.
“AbrownenvelopemarkedInternetProposals.”
Shesearchedthroughthedocumentsandfoundwhathewanted.Sheclosedthesafe,replacedthe
paintingthatcoveredit,andhandedtheenvelopetoKing.
“Isthatallyouneededmefor?”sheasked,turningtowardthedoor.
“Notquite.”
Shehesitatedafewfeetawayfromhim.Hereyesaskedthequestionforher.
Hewasn’tsmiling.Thefriendlymanofyearspastwasmissing.Hiseyeswerewaryand
piercing.Hedidn’tmoveatall.Hejuststaredatheruntilshefeltherheartbeataccelerate.
Sheliftedherchin.“Well?”
“Wasitdeliberate?”
Sheblinked.“Waswhatdeliberate?”
“LeavingusofftheguestlistfortheNewYear ’sEveparty.”
Shefeltanuncomfortabletensionintheair.Shefrowned.“YouandCarlawereinvited,”she
said.“Ifaxedthelistofinvitationsstraighttotheprinters.Thetwoofyouwerethefirsttwonameson
thelist.Infact,theywentstraighttomyfather ’ssecretaryfromtheprinter ’s,tobemailed.Carla
knowsRita,Dad’ssecretary.I’msuresheknewthatyouwereonthelist.”
Hiseyesnarrowed.“Shesaidthatshecheckedthelist.Ournamesweren’tthere.”
“Someone’slying,”Tiffanysaidquietly.
Hemadeasounddeepinhisthroat.“Idon’tneedtwoguessesforaname.”
“YouthinkIdidit.Why?”
Heshrugged.“Spite?”heaskedwithamockingsmile.“Afterall,Isentyoupacking,didn’tI?”
Monthsofconditioningkeptherfacefromgivingawayanyofherinnerfeelings.Shepusheda
handintoherjacketpocketandliftedaneyebrow.“Youdidmeafavor,asithappens,”shesaid.“You
needn’tworry,I’mnolongerathreattoyou.MarkandIarequiteanitemabouttownthesedays.We
bothworkforthesameagency.Weseealotofeachother.Andnotonlyonthejob.”
Hisnarrowgazewentoverher,lookingfordifferences.“You’vechanged.”
Hershouldersroseandfell.“I’veonlygrownup.”Hersmileneverreachedhereyes.“Ihavea
brightfuture,theytellme.Itseemsthatmybodyisphotogenic.”
Somethingflashedinhiseyesandheturnedawaybeforeshecouldseeit.“Ithoughtyouwere
goingonaholiday,nottofindajob.”
“Ididn’thavemuchchoice,”shesaid,turningbacktothedoor.“Therewasnothingforme
here.”
Hisfistclenchedathisside.Heturned,abouttospeak,butshe’dalreadyopenedthedoorand
goneoutintothehall.
Hefollowedher,surprisedtofindherheadednotfortheexit,butforRita’scomputer.Shesat
downbehindthedeskthatherfather ’ssecretaryused,turnedonthecomputer,fedinaprogram,and
searchedthefilesfortheinvitationlist.Shefounditandpulledituponthescreen.Sureenough,
King’snamewasn’tonit.NeitherwasCarla’s.Butoneoftheagencymodelswasacomputerwhiz
andshe’dbeentutoringTiffanyontheside.
“Itoldyouournamesweren’tthere,”hesaidgrufflyfrombehindher.
“Oh,don’tgiveupyet.Waitjustasec…”Sheputupanotherprogram,onedesignedtoretrieve
lostfiles,andsetitsearching.Aminutelater,shepulledupthedeletedfileandthrewituponthe
screen.There,atthetopofthelist,wereKing’sandCarla’snames.
Kingscowled.“Howdidyoudothat?Ididn’tseeyourhandstypingonthekeyboard.”
“Theydidn’t.Thisfilewasdeliberatelyerasedandreplaced.I’msureifIlookforthefax,I’ll
discoverthatit’sbeenredoneaswell.”Shesavedthefile,cutoffthecomputer,andgottoherfeet.She
methiseyescoldly.“TellCarlanicetry.Butnexttime,she’dbetterpracticealittlemoreonher
technique.”
Sheretrievedherpurseandwentoutthedoor,leavingKingtofollow,deepinthought.
“WhydoyouthinkCarlatamperedwiththelist?”heaskedonthewayhome.
“She’sagirlwithaspirations.NotthatI’manythreattothem,”sheaddedfirmly.“Ihavealifein
NewYorkthatI’mlearningtolove,andamantoshoweraffectionon.Youmighttellherthat,before
shedreamsupanynewideastoputmeinabadlight.”
Hedidn’tanswerher.Buthishandstightenedonthesteeringwheel.
Shewasoutofthecarbeforehecouldunfastenhisseatbelt.
Thehousewasempty,sheknew,becauseHarrisonwassupposedtobeout,andshewascertain
thatMarkwasstillatLisa’shouse.Shedidn’twantKinginside.
Shepausedontheloweststep.“I’lltellDadyougottheinformationyouneeded,”shesaid
firmly.
Hisnarroweyeswentfromhertothefrontofthehouse.“Isheintherewaitingforyou?”he
askedcoldly.
“Ifheis,it’snothingtodowithyou,”shesaidsolemnly.“Asyousaidonthatmostmemorable
occasion,Iwantedtoplayhouseandyoudidn’t.Fortherecord,”sheaddedwithcoldeyes,“Ino
longerwanttoplaywithyou,inanymannerwhatsoever.Goodbye.”
Shewenttothedoor,unlockedit,letherselfin,andthrewthebolthomeafterher.Ifheheardit,
somuchthebetter.Shedidn’twanthimwithinthreefeetofher,everagain!
Chapter6
T
iffanywentupstairs,almostshakingwithfuryatCarla’streacherousaction,becausecertainlyno
oneelsecouldbeblamedfortheomissionofthosenamesontheguestlist.Carlawasplayingtowin
andthoughtTiffanywascompetition.Itwasfunny,inaway,becauseKingwantednopartofher.Why
didn’tCarlaknowthat?
Shewentintoherroomandopenedhercloset.ItwasNewYear ’sDay,andtomorrowsheand
MarkwouldhavetoflybacktoNewYorkandgetreadytobeginworkagain.Itwasgoingtobea
hecticfewweeks,withthespringshowingsinthenearfuture,andTiffanywasalmostcertainthat
she’dbeabletolandanewcontract.Shewasyoungandphotogenicandheragentsaidthatshehad
greatpotential.Itwasn’tasheadyaprospectasalifewithKing,butitwouldhavetosuffice.
Lonelinesswassomethingshewasjustgoingtohavetogetusedto,soshe…“Packingalready?”
Thedrawledquestionsurprisedherintogasping.Shewhirled,ahandatherthroat,tofindKing
lounginginthedoorway.
“Howdidyougetin?”shedemanded.
“Kittyletmeinthebackdoor.She’scleaningthekitchen.”Heclosedthedoorfirmlybehindhim
andstartedtowardTiffanywithastrangeglitterinhispaleblueeyes.“Itisn’tlikeyoutorunfroma
fight.Youneverusedto.”
“MaybeI’mtiredoffighting,”shesaidthroughatightthroat.
“MaybeIam,too,”herepliedcurtly.
Hebackedheragainstthebedandsuddenlygaveheragentlepush.Shewentdownontothe
mattressandhislean,hardbodyfollowedher.Hebracedhimselfonhisforearmsbesideherheadand
staredintohereyesatabreathlessproximity.
“I’mexpectingMark…”Shechoked.
“Really?Kittysayshe’satLisaMcKinley’shouse,andverysmitten,too,fromthelookofthem
atthepartylastnight.”Hishandsmoothedawaythelapelsofherjacket.Hisbighandskimmedsoftly
overherbreastandhisthumblingeredtherelongenoughtomakethetipgohard.Hesmiledwhenhe
feltit.“Somethings,atleast,neverchange.”
“Idon’tknowwhatyou…oh!”
Shearchedcompletelyoffthebedwhenhismouthsuddenlycoveredherbreast.Eventhrough
twolayersofcloth,itmadehershiverwithpleasure.Herhandsclenchedatherearsandhereyes
closedasshegaveinwithoutevenastruggle.
Hishandsslidunderherclothingtothetwofasteningsatherback.Heloosenedthemandhis
handsfoundthesoftnessofherbreasts.“GoodGod,it’slikerunningmyhandsoversilk,”he
whisperedashisheadlifted.“Youfeellikesweetheaven.”
Ashespoke,hishandsmoved.Hewatchedherpupilsdilate,herlipspartonwhisperylittlesighs
thatgrewsharpwhenhisthumbsbrushedherhardnipples.
“Thehellwithit,”hemurmuredroughly.Hesatup,drawingherwithhim,andproceededto
undressher.
“King…youcan’t…!”
“Iwanttosuckleyou,”hesaidquietly,staringintohershockedeyesashefreedherbodyfrom
theclothes.
Thewordsfannedtheflamesthatwerealreadydevouringher.Shedidn’tspeakagain.Shesat
breathinglikeatrackrunnerwhilehetossedherjacketandblouseandbraoffthebed.Thenhishands
atherribcagearchedherdelicatelytowardhim.Hebentandhismouthslowlyfastenedonherbreast.
Therewasnopast,nopresent.TherewasonlythegloryofKing’shardmouthonherbody.She
sobbedbreathlesslyasthepleasuregrewtounbelievableheights.
Hehadheracrosshisknees,herheadfallingnaturallyintothecrookofhisarm,whilehefedon
herbreasts.Thenuzzling,sucklingpressurewasthesweetestsensationshe’deverknown.Ithadbeen
solongsincehe’dheldherlikethis.Shewasaliveagain,breathingagain.
“Easy,darling,”hewhisperedwhenshebegantosobaloud.“Easy,now.”
“King…!”Hervoicebroke.Shesoundedasfranticasshefelt,herheartbeatsmotheringher,the
pressureofhishandsallofheavenasheheldhertohischest.
“Baby…”Heeasedherontothebedandslidalongsideher,hisfacesolemn,hiseyesdarkwith
feeling.Hismouthfoundhers,helditgentlyunderhiswhilehishandssearchedouttheplaceswhere
sheachedandbegantosoothethem…onlythesoothingmadethetensionworse.
Shemoaned,tearsoffrustrationstinginghereyesashiscaressesonlymadethehungermore
unbearable.
“Allright,”hewhispered,easingdownagainsther.“It’stoosoon,Tiffany,butI’mgoingtogive
youwhatyouwant.”
Heshiftedherandhishandmovedslowlyagainstherbody.Shestiffened,buthedidn’tstop.He
kissedhershockedeyelidsclosedandthensmotheredthewordsofprotestshetriedtovoice.
Shehadnocontroloverherbody,noneatall.Itinsisted,itdemanded,itwaswantonasitsought
fulfillment.Hereyesremainedtightlyclosedwhileshearchedandarched,pleading,whisperingto
him,prideshornfromherinthegripofamadnesslikenoneshe’deverexperienced.
Sheopenedhereyesallatonceandwentrigidasaflashofpleasurelikehotlightningshot
throughherflesh.Shelookedathiminshockandaweandsuddenlyshewasflyingamongthestars,
falling,soaring,inashudderingecstasythatnoneofherreadinghadeverpreparedherfor.
Afterward,ofcourse,shewept.Shewasembarrassedandshockedbythisnewestlessonin
passionanditsfulfillment.Shehidherfaceagainsthim,stillshiveringgentlyintheaftermath.
“Itoldyouitwastoosoon,”hewhisperedquietly.Heheldherclose,hisfacenuzzlingherthroat.
“Itookittoofar.Ionlymeanttokissyou.”Hisarmstightened.“Don’tcry.There’snoreasontobe
upset.”
“Nobody…ever…”Shechoked.
Histhumbpressedagainstherswollenlips.“Iknow.”Hismouthmovedontoherweteyelidsand
kissedthetearsawayslowly.“Andthatwasonlythebeginning,”hewhispered.“Youcan’timagine
howitreallyfeels.”
Hecarriedherhandtohisbodyandshiveredashemoveditdelicatelyagainsthim.“Iwantyou.”
Shepressedherlipstohisthroat.“Iknow.Iwantyou,too.”
Histeethnippedherearlobegentlyandhisbreathcaught.“Tiffany,yourfatherismybusiness
partner.There’snowaywecansleeptogetherwithouthavinghimfindout.Itwoulddevastatehim.He
doesn’treallybelongtothiscentury.”
“Iknow.”Shegrimacedslightly.“NeitherdoI,Isuppose.”
Heliftedhisheadandlookeddownathersofthandrestingsonervouslyagainsthisbody.He
smiledgentlyeventhroughthepleasureofhertouch.Hishandpressedherscloserashelookedinto
hereyeshungrily.“I’mstarving,”hewhispered.
Sheswallowed,gatheringhernerve.“Icould…?”
Hesighed.“No.Youcouldn’t.”Hetookherhandawayandheldittightlyinhis.“Inmyway,I’m
prettyold-fashioned,too.”Hegrimaced.“Isupposeyou’dbettercomeintotownwithmetomorrow
andpickoutaring.”
Hereyelidsfluttered.“Awhat?”
“Anengagementringandaweddingband,”hecontinued.
“Youdon’twanttomarry.Yousaidso.”
Helookeddownathimselfruefullyandthenbackatherflushedface.“It’sbeenseveralmonths,”
hesaidpointedly.“I’mnotamantowhomabstinencecomesnaturally,toputitmodestly.Ineeda
woman.”
“IthoughtyouwerehavingCarla,”sheaccused.
Hesighedheavily.“Well,that’soneofthelittleproblemsI’vebeendealingwithsinceyouleft.
Shecan’tseemtoarousemy…interest.”
Hereyeswidened.Thiswasnews.“Iunderstoodthatanywomancanarouseaman.”
“Readingfictionagain,arewe?”hemurmureddryly.“Well,booksandinstructionmanuals
notwithstanding,mybodydoesn’tseemtobeabletoread.Itonlywantsyou.Anditwantsyou
violently.”
Shewasstilltinglingfromherownpleasure.Shegrimaced.
“What?”heasked.
“Ifeelguilty.Thiswasalljustforme,”shefaltered,stillalittleembarrassed.
“I’llrunaroundthehousethreetimesandhaveacoldshower,”hemurmureddryly.“Noneedto
fret.”
Shelaidbackonthebed,watchinghimsketchhernuditywithquick,possessiveeyes.“Youcan,
ifyouwantto,”shewhisperedwithawickedsmile,neversosureofhimasshewasatthemoment.
“I’llletyou.”
Hishighcheekbonesactuallyflushed.“WithKittyinthekitchenandawarethatI’muphere?”He
smiledmockinglyandglancedathiswatch.“I’dsaywehaveabouttwominutestogo.”
“Untilwhat?”
“Untilyouhaveaphonecall,orIhaveaphonecall,”heremarked.“Whichwillhavestrangely
beendisconnectedtheminutewepickupthereceiver.”
Shegiggled.“You’rekidding.”
“I’mnot.”Hegotupandrearrangedhistie,staringdownatherwithpureanguish.“Iwantto
burymyselfinyou!”hegrowledsoftly.
Sheflushed.“King!”
Itdidn’thelpthathereyeswentimmediatelytothatpartofhimthatwouldperformsuchatask
andshewentevenredder.Shethrewherselfoffthebedandbegantofumbletoputherclothingback
on.
Hechuckled.“Allthatmagnificentbravado,gonewithoutawhimper.Whatasurpriseyou’vegot
instoreonourweddingnight,”hemurmured.
Shefinishedbuttoningherblouseandgavehimawrylook.“Youreallyarearake.”
“Andyou’llbegladaboutthat,too,”headdedwithaknowinglook.“Ipromiseyouwill.”
Shemovedclosetohim,hereyeswideandeloquent.“Itwon’thurtafterwhatwe’vedone,will
it?”
Hehesitated.“Idon’tknow,”hesaidfinally.“I’llbeascarefulandgentleasIcan.”
“Iknowthat.”Shesearchedhiseyeswithadeepsadnessthatshecouldn’tseemtoshake.“It’s
onlybecauseyouwantmethatwe’regettingmarried,isn’tit?”
Hescowled.“Don’tknockit.Sexisthefoundationofanygoodmarriage.YouandIarehighly
compatibleinthatrespect.”
Shewantedtopursuetheconversation,buttherewasasuddenknockatthedoor.
“Yes,whatisit,Kitty?”Tiffanycalled,distracted.
“Uh,there’saphonecallforMr.Marshall,MissTiffany,”shecallednervously.
“I’lltakeitdownstairs,Kitty.Thanks!”headdedwitharoguishlookinTiffany’sdirection.
“You’rewelcome!”Kittycalledbrightly,andherfootstepsdiedaway.
“Yourfatherputsheruptothat,”hemused.
“He’sshelteredme.”
“Iknow.”
Shepursedherlipsandeyedhimmischievously.“I’vebeensavedupforyou.”
“I’llbeworththeeffort,”hepromised,adark,confidentgleaminhiseyes.
“Oh,Iknowthat.”Shewenttoopenthedoor,pushingbackherdisheveledhair.“Areyou
comingtodinnertonight?”
“Isyourmalefashionplategoingtobehere?”
“I’mnotsure.Lisawasverytakenwithhim,andviceversa.”
Hesmiled.“Istartedupherebristlingwithjealousy.IcouldhavedancedajigwhenKittystopped
metotellmeaboutyourhouseguestandLisa.”
“Youwerejealous?”sheasked.
Heliftedaneyebrowandhiseyesslidoverherlikehands.“Webothknowthatyou’vebelonged
tomesinceyou’vehadbreasts,”hesaidblatantly.“Ikeptmydistance,almostfortoolong.ButIcame
tomysensesintime.”
“Ihopeyouwon’tregretit.”
“SodoI,”hesaidwithoutthinking,andhelookeddisturbed.
“I’lltrytomakeyouglad,”shewhisperedinwhatshehopedwasacoquettishtone.
Hegrinned.“Seethatyoudo.”
Sheopenedthedoorandhefollowedheroutintothehall.
Markwasmoreamusedthananythingwhenhediscoveredthathisgalpalwasengagedtoher
dreamman.HeandLisahadfoundmanythingsincommonandaromancewasbloomingthere,sohe
hadonlygoodwishesforTiffanyandherKing.ButtherewassomethinginthewayKinglookedthat
madehimuneasy.Thatmandidn’thavehappilyeverafterinmind,andhewasn’tpassionatelyinlove
withTiffany—anditshowed.Hewantedher;thatwasobvioustoablindman.Butitseemedlessthan
honestforamantomarryawomanonlybecauseofdesire.Perhapsherfatherwastheflyinthe
ointment.Hecouldn’tseethedignifiedMr.Blairallowinghisonlydaughtertobecomethemistress
ofhisbusinesspartner.
Ofcourse!Thathadtobethereasonforthesuddenmarriageplans.Kinghadmanipulated
Tiffanysothatshewasdoneoutofafairytalewedding,sothatshewassettlingforasmall,intimate
ceremonyinstead.ItwasunkindandMarkwishedhecouldhelp,butitseemedtheonlythinghecould
doforhisfriendwaswishherthebestandstepaside.Kingdidn’tseemlikeamanwho’dwantamale
friendinhisvirginbride’slife….
LifechangedforTiffanyovernight.ShewenttooneofthebiggestjewelersinSanAntoniowith
King,wheretheylookedatringsforhalfanhourbeforeshechoseawideantiquegoldweddingband
inyellowandwhitegold,withengravedroses.
Kinghesitated.“Don’tyouwantadiamond?”heasked.
“No.”Shewasn’tsurewhy,butshedidn’t.Sheletthesalesmantrytheringonherfinger.Itwasa
perfectfitandshewasenchantedwithit.
Kingheldherhandinhisandlookeddownatit.Thesentimentoftheold-fashioneddesignmade
himstrangelyuneasy.Itlookedlikeanheirloom,somethingawifewouldwanttopassdowntoa
child.Hiseyesmethersandhecouldn’thidehismisgivings.He’dmoreorlessbeenforcedinto
proposingbythesituation,buthehadn’tthoughtpastthehoneymoon.HerewasproofthatTiffanyhad
years,notmonths,ofmarriageinmind,whileheonlywantedtosatisfyaraginghunger.
“Don’tyoulikeit?”sheaskedworriedly.
“It’sexquisite,”herepliedwithadeterminedsmile.“Yes,Ilikeit.”
Shesighed,relieved.“Don’tyouwanttochooseone?”sheaskedwhenhewavedthesalesman
away.
“No,”hesaidatonce.Heglanceddownather.“I’mnotmuchonrings.I’mallergictogold,”he
addeduntruthfully,thinkingfast.
“Oh.Oh,Isee.”Shebrightenedalittle.Ithadhurttothinkhedidn’twanttowearavisible
symbolofhismarriedstatus.
Innotimeatall,theywerecaughtupinweddingarrangements.Kingdidn’twantabigsociety
wedding,andneitherdidTiffany.Theysettledforasmall,intimateserviceinthelocalPresbyterian
churchwithfriendsandfamily.Aministerwasengaged,andalthoughtraditionallythegroomwasto
providetheflowers,Tiffanymadethearrangementsforthemtobedelivered.
Heroneregretwasnotbeingabletohavetheelegantweddinggownshe’dalwaysimaginedthat
she’dhave.Suchadressseemedsomehowoutofplaceatasmallservice.Shechosetoweara
moderndesignersuitinwhite,instead,withanelegantlittlehatandveil.
Shewishedthatherlong-timebestfriendhadn’tmarriedamilitarymanandmovedtoGermany
withhim.Shehadnoonetobemaidormatronofhonor.Thereagain,inasmallserviceitwouldn’t
benoticeable.
Kingbecameirritableandwithdrawnastheweddingdateapproached.Hewasforeverawayon
businessorworkinglateattheoffice,andTiffanyhopedthiswasn’tgoingtobecomeapatternfor
theirmarriedlife.Shewasrealisticenoughtounderstandthathisjobwasimportanttohim,butshe
wantedabigpartinhislife.Shehopedshewasgoingtohaveone.
Thenightbeforethewedding,KinghadsupperwithTiffanyandherfather.Hewassoremote
evenHarrisonnoticed.
“Notgettingcoldfeet,areyou?”Harrisonteased,andtensedatthelookthatracedacrossthe
youngerman’sfacebeforehecouldconcealit.
“Ofcoursenot,”Kingsaidcurtly.“I’vehadalotonmymindlately,that’sall.”
TiffanypausedwithherglassinmidairtoglanceatKing.Shehadn’treallynoticedhowtauthis
facewas,howuneasyheseemed.He’dneverspokenofmarriageinanyone’smemory.Infact,he’d
beenquitehonestabouthismistrustofit.He’dhadgirlfriendsforaslongasTiffanycouldremember,
buttherehadneverbeenareasontobejealousofanyofthem.Kingneverlethimselfbecomeserious
overawoman.
“Don’tdropthat,”Kingmurmured,noddingtowardtheloosegripshehadontheglass.
Sheputitdowndeliberately.“King,youdowanttomarryme,don’tyou?”sheaskedabruptly.
Hiseyesmethersacrossthetable.Therewasnotraceofexpressioninthem.“Iwouldn’thave
askedyouifIhadn’tmeanttogothroughwithit,”hereplied.
Thephrasingwasodd.Shehesitatedforafewseconds,tracingpatternsonherglass.“Icould
workforawhilelonger,”shesuggested,“andwecouldputofftheceremony.”
“We’regettingmarriedSaturday,”heremindedher.“Ialreadyhaveticketsforaresorton
Jamaicaforourhoneymoon.We’rescheduledonanonstopflightSaturdayafternoontoMontego
Bay.”
“Planscanbechanged,”shereplied.
Helaughedhumorlessly.“Nowwho’sgotcoldfeet?”hechallenged.
“Notme,”shelied.Shesmiledanddrainedherglass.Butinside,butterflieswereriotinginher
stomach.She’dneverbeenmoreunsureofherownhopesanddreams.ShewantedKing,andhe
wantedher.Buthiswasaphysicalneed.Hadshepushedhimintothismarriageafterall,andnowhe
wasgoingtomakethemostofit?Whatifhetiredofherbeforethehoneymoonwasevenover?
Shestoppedthistrainofthought.Itwasabsurdtohavesolittlefaithinherownabilities.She’d
vampedhimathertwenty-firstbirthdayparty,tosucheffectthathe’dcomehomefromhisbusiness
tripoutofhismindoverher.Ifshecouldmakehimcrazyonce,shecoulddoittwice.Shecouldmake
himhappy.Shecouldfitinhisworld.Itwas,afterall,hers,too.AsforCarla,andthecomplications
shemightprovoke,shecouldworryaboutthatlater.IfshecouldkeepKinghappyathome,Carla
wouldn’thaveaprayerofsplittingthemup.
Hercovetouseyeswentoverhimasiftheywerecurioushands,searchingouthischiseled
mouth,hisstraightnose,theshapeofhishead,thedarknessofhishair,thedeep-seteyesthatcould
sparkleorstun.Hewaselegant,devastatingtolookat,aphysicalpresencewhereverhewent.Hehad
powerandwealthandthearrogancethatwentwiththem.Butwashecapableoflove,withthesortof
lovelessbackgroundhe’dhad?Couldhelearnit?
Asshestudiedhim,hisheadturnedandhestudiedher,hiseyesadmiringherbeauty,hergrace.
Somethingalteredintheeyesthatsweptoverherandhiseyesnarrowed.
“AmIslurpingmysoup?”sheaskedwithanimpishgrin.
Caughtoffguard,hechuckled.“No.Iwasthinkingwhatabeautyyouare,”hesaidhonestly.
“Youwon’tchangemuchintwentyyears.Youmaygetagrayhairortwo,butyou’llstillbea
miracle.”
“Whatanicethingtosay,”shemurmured,puttingdownhersoupspoon.“Yourememberthat,in
aboutsixyears’time.I’llremindyou,incaseyouforget.”
“Iwon’tforget,”hemused.
Harrisonletoutafaintsighofrelief.SurelyitwasonlyprenuptialnerveseatingatKing.The
manhadknownTiffanyforyears,afterall,therewouldn’tbemanysurprisesforthem.Theyhad
thingsincommonandtheylikedeachother.Eveniflovewasmissingatfirst,heknewitwouldcome.
Itwouldhaveto.NothingshortofitwouldholdamanlikeKing.
Tiffanyglancedatherfather ’ssomberexpressionandliftedaneyebrow.“It’sawedding,nota
wake,”shechided.
Hejerkedandthenlaughed.“Sorry,darling,Iwasmilesaway.”
“ThinkingaboutLettie?”sheteased.
Heglaredather.“Iwasnot,”hesnappedback.“Iftheyeverbarbecueher,I’llbringthesauce.”
“Youknowyoulikeher.You’rejusttoostubborntoadmitit.”
“She’saconstantirritation,likeamoleatthebeltline.”
Tiffany’seyeswidened.“Whatacomparison!”
“I’vegotabetterone,”hesaiddarkly.
“Don’tsayit!”
“Spoilsport,”hemuttered,attackinghissliceofapplepieasifitwerearmed.
Kingwaslisteningtothebyplay,notwithanyrealinterest.Hewasdeeplythoughtfuland
unusuallyquiet.HeglancedatTiffanyoccasionally,butnowhisexpressionwasoneofvagueconcern
andworry.Washekeepingsomethingfromher?Perhapssomethingwasgoingoninhislifethatshe
didn’tknowabout.Ifshecouldgethimalonelater,perhapshe’dtellherwhatitwas.
Butaftertheyfinishedeating,Kingglancedquicklyathiswatchandsaidthathehadtogetback
totheofficetofinishupsomepaperwork.
Tiffanygotupfromthetableandfollowedhimintothehallway.“Ithoughtwemighthavea
minutetotalk,”shesaidworriedly.“We’regettingmarriedtomorrow.”
“WhichiswhyIhavetoworklatetonight,”herepliedtersely.“It’sbeenaverylongtimesince
I’vegivenmyselfaweekoff.Askyourfather.”
“Idon’thaveto.Iknowhowhardyouwork.”Shelookedupathimwithrealconcern.“There’s
stilltimetobackout,ifyouwantto.”
Hiseyebrowsshotup.“Doyouwantto?”
Shegnawedtheinsideofherlip,wonderingifthatwaswhathewantedhertoadmit.Itwasso
difficulttryingtoreadhisthoughts.Shecouldn’tbeginto.
“No,”shesaidhonestly.“Idon’twantto.Butifyoudo…”
“We’llgothroughwithit,”hesaid.“Afterall,we’vegotplentyincommon.Anditwillkeepthe
businessinthefamily.”
“Yes,itwillgotoourchildren…”shebegan.
“GoodGod,”helaughedwithoutmirth,“don’tstarttalkingaboutafamily!That’syearsaway,
forus.”Hescowledsuddenlyandstaredather.“Youhaven’tseenadoctor,haveyou?”
“Forthebloodtest,”sheremindedhim,diverted.
“Forbirthcontrol,”hestatedflatly,watchinghercheekscolor.“I’lltakecareofitfornow.But
whenwegetbackfromourhoneymoon,youmakeanappointment.Idon’tcarewhatyouchoose,but
Iwantyouprotected.”
Shefeltasifhe’dknockedherdownandjumpedonherfeetfirst.“Youknowalotaboutbirth
controlforabachelor,”shefaltered.
“That’swhyI’mstillabachelor,”herepliedcoldly.Hesearchedhereyes.“Childrenwillbea
mutualdecision,notyoursalone.Ihopewe’veclarifiedthat.”
“Youcertainlyhave,”shesaid.
“I’llseeyouatthechurchtomorrow.”Hiseyeswentoverherquickly.“Trytogetagoodnight’s
sleep.We’vegotalongdayandalongtripaheadofus.”
“Yes,Iwill.”
Hetouchedherhair,buthedidn’tkissher.Helaughedagain,asifatsomecoldpersonaljoke.
Heleftherinthehallwaywithoutabackwardglance.Itwasaforebodingsortoffarewellforacouple
ontheeveoftheirwedding,andbecauseofit,Tiffanydidn’tsleepatall.
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henextdaydawnedwithpouringrain.ItwasagloomymorningthatmadeTiffanyevenmore
depressedthanshehadbeentostartwith.Shestaredatherreflectioninthemirrorandhardly
recognizedherself.Shedidn’tfeelliketheolddevil-may-careTiffanywhowoulddareanythingto
getwhatshewantedfromlife.Andsherememberedwithchillingprecisionthewordsofanold
saying:becarefulwhatyouwishfor;youmightgetit.
Shemadeupherfacecarefully,camouflagingherpalenessandtheshadowsunderhereyes.She
dressedinherneatwhitesuitandrememberedbelatedlythatshehadn’tthoughttogetabouquetfor
theoccasion.Itwastoolatenow.Sheputonherhatandpulledthethinveiloverhereyes,pickedup
herpurse,andwentouttojoinherfatherinthedownstairshall.Thehouseseemedemptyand
unnaturallyquiet,andshewonderedwhatherlatemotherwouldhavethoughtofthiswedding.
Harrison,inanexpensivedarksuitwithawhiteroseinhislapel,turnedandsmiledathis
daughterasshecamedownthestaircase.
“Youlooklovely,”hesaid.“Yourmotherwouldhavebeenproud.”
“Ihopeso.”
Hecamecloser,frowningashetookherhandsandfoundthemice-cold.“Darling,areyousure
thisiswhatyouwant?”heaskedsolemnly.“It’snottoolatetocallitoff,youknow,evennow.”
Foronemadinstant,shethoughtaboutit.Panichadsetinfirmly.Butshe’dgonetoofar.
“Itwillworkout,”shesaiddoggedly,andsmiledatherfather.“Don’tworry.”
Hesighedimpotentlyandshrugged.“Ican’thelpit.Neitherofyoulookedmuchlikeahappy
coupleoverdinnerlastnight.Youseemedmorelikepeoplewho’djustwonachanceonthe
guillotine.”
“Oh,Dad,”shemoaned,andthenburstoutlaughing.“Trustyoutocomeupwithsomething
outrageous!”
Hesmiled,too.“That’sbetter.Youhadaghostlypallorwhenyoucamedownthestairs.We
wouldn’twantpeopletomistakethisceremonyforawake.”
“Godforbid!”Shetookhisarm.“Well,”shesaid,takingasteadyingbreath,“let’sgetitover
with.”
“Commentslikethataresoreassuring,”hemutteredtohimselfasheescortedheroutthedoor
andintothewhitelimousinethatwastotakethemtothesmallchurch.
Surprisingly,theparkinglotwasfullofcarswhentheypulledupatthecurb.
“Idon’trememberinvitinganyone,”sheventured.
“Kingprobablyfeltobligedtoinvitehiscompanypeople,”heremindedher.“Especiallyhis
executivestaff.”
“Well,yes,Isupposeso.”Shewaitedforthechauffeurtoopenthedoor,andshegotout
gingerly,keenlyawarethatshedidn’thaveabouquet.Sheleftherpurseinthelimo,inwhichsheand
Kingwouldbeleavingfortheairportimmediatelyaftertheservice.Areceptionhadn’tbeenpossible
inthetimeallocated.Kingwouldprobablyhavearrangedsomesortofrefreshmentsforhisoffice
staff,ofcourse,perhapsatalocalrestaurant.
Tiffanyenteredthechurchonherfather ’sarm,andtheypausedtogreettwoofKing’svice
presidents,whomtheyknewquitewell.
Kingwasstandingatthealtarwiththeminister.Thedecorationswereunsettling.Insteadofthe
bowerofrosesshe’dhopedfor,shefoundtwosmallandratherscruffy-lookingflowerarrangements
gracingbothsidesofthealtar.Carelesslytiedwhiteribbonsfestoonedthefrontpews.Familywould
havebeensittingthere,ifsheandKinghadanycloserelatives.Neitherdid,althoughTiffanyclaimed
Lettieasfamily,andsureenough,thereshesat,inasuit,andespeciallyahat,thatwouldhavemade
fashionheadlines.Tiffanysmiledinvoluntarilyatthepictureherfashionablegodmothermade.Good
thingthenewspapersweren’trepresented,shethought,orLettiewouldhaveovershadowedthebride
andgroomforsplendorinthatexquisitesilkdress.And,ofcourse,thehat.
TheministerspottedTiffanyinthebackofthechurchwithherfatherandnoddedtotheorganist
who’dbeenhiredtoprovidemusic.Thefamiliarstrainsofthe“WeddingMarch”filledthesmall
church.
Tiffany’skneesshookassheandherfathermadetheirwaydowntheaisle.Shewonderedhow
manycoupleshadwalkedthisaisle,inloveandwithhopeandjoy?Godknew,shewasscaredtodeath
ofwhatlayahead.
Andjustwhenshethoughtshecouldn’tfeelanyworse,shespottedCarlainthefrontpewon
King’ssideofthechurch.Withdisbelief,sheregisteredthatthewomanwaswearingawhitelacy
dresswithawhiteveiledhat!Asifshe,notTiffany,werethebride!
Shefeltherfathertenseashisowngazefollowedhers,butneitherofthemwereunconventional
enoughtomakeanypublicscene.ItwasunbelievablethatKingwouldinvitehisparamourhere,tohis
wedding.But,then,perhapshewasmakingastatement.Tiffanywouldbehiswife,buthewasmaking
noconcessionsinhispersonallife.Whenconfrontedbythepitifulfloralaccessories,andherlackof
abouquet,shewasn’tparticularlysurprisedthathe’dinvitedCarla.Sheandherdresswerethefinal
indignityoftheday.
Kingglancedsidewaysasshejoinedhim,herfatherrelinquishingherandgoingquicklytohis
ownseat.King’seyesnarrowedonhertrimsuitandtheabsenceofabouquet.Hescowled.
Shedidn’treact.Shesimplylookedattheministerandgavehimallherattentionashebeganthe
ceremony.
Therewasaflutterwhen,neartheendoftheservice,hecalledforKingtoputtheringon
Tiffany’sfinger.Kingsearchedhispockets,scowlingfiercely,untilhefounditlooseinhisslacks’
pocket,wherehe’dplaceditearlier.HesliditontoTiffany’sfinger,hisfacehardeningwhenhe
registeredhowcoldherhandwas.
Theministerfinishedhisservice,askedifthecouplehadanyspecialthingthey’dliketosayas
partoftheceremony.Whentheylookeduneasy,hequicklypronouncedthemmanandwifeand
smiledasheinvitedKingtokissthebride.
Kingturnedtohisnewwifeandstaredatherwithnarrowedeyesforalongmomentbeforehe
pulledupthethinveilandbenttokisshercarelesslywithcold,firmlips.
Peoplefromthefrontpewssurgedforwardtooffercongratulations.Lettiewasfirst.Shehugged
Tiffanywarmly,actinglikeamotherhen.Tiffanyhadtofighttears,becausehernewstatuswould
takeherawayfromtheonlysurrogatemothershe’deverknown.Butsheforcedawaterysmileand
startedtoturntoherfatherwhenshesawalaughingCarlaliftherarmsaroundKing’sneckandkiss
himpassionately,fullonthemouth.
TheministerlookedassurprisedasTiffanyandherfatherdid.Harrisonactuallystarted
forward,whenLettietookhisarm.
“Walkmetomycar,Harrison,”Lettiedirected.
Secondslater,Kingextricatedhimselfandshookhandswithseveralofhisexecutives.Tiffany
gaveCarlaalookthatcouldhavefriedanegganddeliberatelytookherfather ’sfreearm.
“Shallwego?”shesaidtohertwoelderlycompanions.
“Really,dear,thisismost…unconventional,”LettiefalteredasTiffanymarchedthemoutofthe
church.
“Nothalfasunconventionalasforgettingwhichwomanyoumarried,”shesaidloudlyenough
forKing,andtherestoftheonlookers,tohearher.
Shedidn’tlookathim,althoughshecouldfeelfuriouseyesstabbingherintheback.
Shedidn’tcare.Heandhisloverhadhumiliatedherbeyondbearing,andonherweddingday.
Shewastemptedtogohomewithherfatherandgetanannulmentonthespot.
AsshestoodnearthelimousinewithHarrisonandLettie,debatinghernextmove,Kingcaught
herarmandparceledherunceremoniouslyintothelimousine.Shebarelyhadtimetowaveasthe
drivertookoff.
“Thatwasafauxpasofthehighestorder,”hesnappedather.
“Trysayingthatwithlesslipstickonyourmouth,darling,”shedrawledwithpurepoison.
Hedugforahandkerchiefandwipedhismouth,comingawaywiththevividorangeshadethat
Carlahadbeenwearing.
“Myownwedding,”shesaidinachokedtone,herhandsmanglinghersmallpurse,“andyou
andthat…creature…makeaspectacleofthewholething!”
“Youdidn’thelp,”hetoldherhotly,“showingupinasuit,withoutevenabouquet.”
“Thebouquetshouldhavecomefromyou,”shesaidwithshreddedpride.“Iwasn’tgoingtobeg
forone.Judgingbythoseflowerarrangementsyouprovided,ifyou’dorderedabouquetforme,it
wouldhavecomewithdandelionsandstingingnettle!Asforthesuit,youdidn’twantabigwedding,
andafancygownwouldhavebeenhighlyinappropriateforsuchasmallceremony.”
Helaughedcoldly,glaringather.“Youdidn’tsayyouwantedabouquet.”
“YoucangiveCarlaonelaterandsaveherthetroubleofhavingtocatchmine.”
Hecursedroundly.
“Goahead,”sheinvited.“Ruintherestoftheday.”
“Thiswholedamnedthingwasyouridea,”hesnappedather,tuggingroughlyathisconstricting
tie.“Marriagewasneverinmymind,untilyoustartedthrowingyourselfatme!Godknew,anaffair
wasneveranoption.”
Shesearchedhisavertedprofilesadly.Asshe’dfeared,thishadbeen,inmanyways,ashotgun
wedding.Shemournedfortheolddays,whentheywerefriendsandenjoyedeachother ’scompany.
Thosedaysweregoneforever.
“Yes.Iknow,”shesaidheavily.Sheleanedbackagainsttheseatandfeltasifshe’dbeendragged
behindthecar.She’dlosthertemper,butitwasn’treallyhisfault.Hewasasmuchavictimasshe
was,atthemoment.“Idon’tknowwhyIshouldhaveexpectedyoutojumpwithjoy,”shesaidwhen
she’dcalmedalittle.“You’reright.Ididforceyouintoamarriageyoudidn’twant.Youhaveevery
righttobefurious.”Sheturnedtohimwithdeadeyesinafacelikericepaper.“There’snoneedtogo
onwiththisfarce.Wecangetanannulment,rightnow.Ifyou’lljusthavethedrivertakemehome,I’ll
startitrightaway.”
Hestaredatherasifhefearedforhersanity.“Areyououtofyourmind?”heaskedshortly.
“We’vejustbeenmarried.Whatthehelldoyouthinkitwillsaytomyexecutivesandmystockholders
ifIannulmymarriageanhouraftertheceremony?”
“Noonehastoknowwhenit’sdone,”shesaidreasonably.“YoucanflytoJamaicaandI’llgo
backtoNewYorkwithLettieuntilthisallblowsover.”
“Backtomodeling,Isuppose?”heaskedcurtly.
Sheshrugged.“It’ssomethingtodo,”shesaid.
“Youhavesomethingtodo,”hereturnedangrily.“You’remywife.”
“AmI?”sheasked.“Notonepersoninthatchurchwouldhavethoughtso,afteryoukissed
Carla.Infact,Imustsay,herdresswasmuchmoreappropriatethanminefortheoccasion,right
downtotheveil.”
Heavertedhiseyes,almostasifhewereembarrassed.Sheleanedbackagainandclosedher
owneyes,toshuthimout.
“Idon’tcare,”shesaidwearily.“Decidewhatyouwant,andI’lldoit.Anythingatall,except,”
sheadded,turningherheadtostareathimwithcoldeyes,“sleepwithyou.ThatIwillnotdo.Not
now.”
Hiseyebrowsarched.“Whatthehelldoyoumean?”
“ExactlywhatIjustsaid,”sherepliedfirmly.“Youcanget…that…fromCarla,withmy
blessings.”Shealmostbitthroughherliptellingtheflatlie.Pridewasveryexpensive.Sheclosedher
eyesagain,tohidethefearthathemighttakeheruponit.“I’vebeenlivinginafool’sparadise,
lookingforhappilyeverafter,dreamingofsatinandlaceanddeliciousnightsandbabies.Andall
I’vegottoshowforitisasecondhandlustwithouteventheglossoffriendshipbehinditandan
absoluteedictthatI’mnevertothinkofhavingachild.”
Hesatbackinhisownseatandstaredstraightahead.Yes,he’dsaidthat.He’dbeenemphatic,in
fact,aboutnothavingchildrenrightaway.He’dwithdrawnfromherinthepasttwoweeks,so
deliberatelythathe’dgiventheimpressionofamanbeingforcedtodosomethingheabhorred.He’d
arrangedaquickceremony,buthehadn’tlethissecretary—Carla—arrangetheflowers.He’dleftthat
dutytoanothersubordinate.Hewonderedwhatthehellhadgonewrong.Onlytwosparseandnot-
very-attractiveflowerarrangementshadgracedthechurchandTiffanyhadbeendeniedabouquet.He
knewthatitwasdeliberate,thatCarlawassomehowinvolved,buttherewasnowaytoundothe
damage.Bythetimehesawtheflowersitwasfartoolatetodoanything.Carla’sdressandthekiss
hadbeenasmuchasurprisetohimasithadtoTiffany.Shewouldn’tbelieveit,though.Shewas
thinkingofthethingshe’ddeniedher.
She’dbeendeniedmorethanjustflowers,atthat.Shehadn’thadaphotographer,aringbearer,
flowergirlsandattendants,areception—she’dlackedallthoseaswell.Andtotopitalloff,itlooked
asifhe’dwantedtokisshissecretaryinsteadofhisnewbride,infrontofthewholeassembly.
Hiseyessoughtheravertedfaceagain,withbitterregret.He’dfoughtmarryingherfromthe
start,hatinghisweaknessforher,punishingherforit.Thishadbeenatravestyofawedding,all
around.Shewasbitterandwounded,anditwashisfault.Hestudiedherdrawncountenancewith
hauntedeyes.HerememberedTiffanyallaglitterwithhappinessandthesheerjoyofliving,teasing
him,laughingwithhim,temptinghim,lovinghim.Hecouldhavehadallthat,justforhimself.But
he’dlethisfearsandmisgivingscloudtheoccasion,andTiffanyhadsufferedforthem.
Hedrewinalongbreathandturnedhiseyesbacktothewindow.This,hethoughtwearily,was
goingtobesomehoneymoon.
Infact,itwassomehoneymoon,butnotatallthesortTiffanyhadoncedreamedabouthaving.
MontegoBaywasfulloflife,acolorfulandfascinatingplacewithalonghistoryandthefriendliest,
mostwelcomingpeopleTiffanycouldeverrememberinherlife.
Theyhadasuiteatanexpensiveresortonthebeach,andfortunatelyitcontainedtworooms.She
didn’taskKingwhathethoughtofherdecisiontosleepinthesmallerofthetworooms;shesimply
movedin.Shepaidhimthesameattentionshe’dhavepaidafemaleroommate,andshedidn’tcare
whathethoughtaboutthat,either.Itwasherhoneymoon.She’dhadnorealwedding,butshewas
goingtohaveahoneymoon,evenifshehadtospenditalone.
Kinghadbroughtalonghislaptopwithitsbuilt-infax-modem,andhespenttheevening
workingatthesmalldesknearthewindow.
Tiffanyputonaneatbeigetrousersuitandfixedherhairinasoftbunatopherhead.Shedidn’t
evenworrywithmakeup.
“I’mgoingtotherestauranttohavesupper,”sheannounced.
Helookedupfromhismonitor,withquiet,strangelysubduedeyes.“Doyouwantcompany?”
“Notparticularly,thanks.”Shewentoutthedoorwhilehewasgettingusedtobeingan
unwelcometourist.
Shesataloneatatableandateaseafoodsalad.Shehadapiñacoladawithhermeal,andthe
amountofrumitcontainedsentherheadspinning.
Shewasveryhappy,allofasudden,andwhenasteelbandbegantoplaytotheaudience,she
joinedinthefun,clappingandlaughingwiththecrowd.
Itwasn’tuntilatall,swarthymantriedtopickherupthatsherealizedhowherbehaviormight
bemisinterpreted.Sheheldupherlefthandandgavethemanasmilethatheldjusttherightportions
ofgratitudeandregret.Hebowed,nonplussed,andshegotuptopayherbill.
Kingwasoutonthepatiowhenshereturned,buthelookedathercuriouslywhenshestumbled
justinsidethecloseddoorandgiggled.
“Whatthehellhaveyoubeendoing?”heasked.
“Gettingsoused,apparently,”shesaidwithavacantsmile.“Doyouhaveanyideahowmuch
rumtheyputinthosedrinks?”
“Youneverdidhaveaheadforhardliquor,”heremarkedwithafaintsmile.
“Amantriedtopickmeup.”
Thesmileturnedintoacoldscowl.Hecamebackintotheroomslowly.He’dchangedintowhite
slacksandapatternedsilkshirt,whichwashangingopenoverhisdark-hairedchest.Helookedrakish
withhishaironhisforeheadandhiseyesglitteringather.
“Ishowedhimmyweddingring,”shesaidtoplacatehim.“AndIdidn’tkisshim.Itis,afterall,
myweddingday.”
“Ahellofaweddingday,”herepliedhonestly.
“IfIhadn’tgoneallmushy,we’dstillbefriends,”shesaidwithasadlittlesighastheliquor
madeherhonest.“Iwishwewere.”
Hemovedalittlecloserandhischestroseandfellroughly.“SodoI,”headmittedtersely.He
searchedhersadeyes.“Tiffany,I…didn’twanttobemarried.”
“Iknow.It’sallright,”shesaidconsolingly.“Youdon’thavetobe.Whenwegetback,I’llgo
andseeanattorney.”
Hedidn’trelax.Hiseyesweresteadyandcurious,searchingoverherslenderbody,seekingout
allthesoftcurvesandlinesofher.“Youshouldn’thavegrownup.”
“Ididn’thavemuchchoice.”Shesmotheredayawnandturnedaway.“Goodnight,King.”
Hewatchedhergowithanacheinhisbellythatwouldn’tquit.Hewantedher,desperately.Butan
annulmentwouldbeimpossibleifhefollowedherintoherroom.Andshe’dalreadysaidthatshe
didn’twanthim.Heturnedbacktothecoolbreezeonthepatioandwalkedoutside,lettingthewind
coolhishotskin.He’dneverfeltsorestless,orsocoldinside.
Tiffanyawokewithablindingheadacheandnauseathickinherthroat.Shemanagedtositupon
thesideofthebedinhersimplewhitecottongown.Itcoveredeveryinchofher,andshewasglad
nowthatshe’ddecidednottopackanythingsuggestiveorglamorous.Shelookedveryyounginthe
gownandwithouthermakeup,withherdarkhairinatanglearoundherpaleface.
Kingknockedatthedoorandthenwalkedin,hesitatinginthedoorwaywithanexpressionof
faintsurprisewhenhesawthewayshelooked.Hisbrowsdrewtogetheremphatically.
“Areyouallright?”heaskedcurtly.
“Ihaveahangover,”sherepliedwithoutlookingathim.“Iwanttodie.”
Hebreathedroughly.“Nexttime,leavetherumtotheexpertsandhaveasoftdrink.I’vegot
sometabletsinmycasethatwillhelp.I’llbringyouacouple.Wantsomecoffee?”
“Black,please,”shesaid.Shedidn’tmove.Herheadwassplitting.
Whenhecameback,shestillhadn’tstirred.Heshooktwotabletsintoherhandandgavehera
glassofwatertoswallowthemwith.Shethankedhimandgavebacktheglass.
“I’llbringthecoffeeinassoonasroomservicegetshere,”hesaid.“Idon’tsupposeyouwant
breakfast,butitwouldhelpnottohaveanemptystomach.”
“Ican’teatanything.”Sheeasedbackdownonthebed,curleduplikeachildwithhereyes
closedandapillowshovedoverherachinghead.
Heleftheragainsthisbetterjudgment.Acaringhusbandwouldhavestayedwithher,heldher
hand,offeredsympathy.He’dfouledupsomuchforherinthepastfewweeksthathedidn’tthinkany
overturesfromhimwouldbewelcomed.Shedidn’tevenhavetotellhimwhyshe’dhadsomuchto
drinkthenightbefore.Healreadyknew.
Minuteslater,heenteredtheroomwiththecoffeeandfoundTiffanyonthefloor,gaspingfor
breath.Shecouldn’tseemtobreathe.Herfacewasswollen.Red-rimmedeyeslookedupathimwith
genuinepanic.
“GoodGod.”Hewenttothephonebyherbedandcalledforadoctor,intonesthatmadethreats
ifonewasn’tforthcoming.Thenhesatonthefloorbesideher,hisexpressiononeofsubduedhorror,
tryingtoreassureherwithoutasingleideawhattodo.Shelookedasifshemightsuffocatetodeath
anyminute.
Thequickarrivalofthedoctorrelievedhisworry,butnotforlong.
WithoutevenlookingatKing,thedoctorjerkedupthetelephoneandcalledforanambulance.
“Whatdidsheeat?”thedoctorshotathimashefilledasyringefromasmallvial.
“Nothingthismorning.Shehadahangover.Igaveheracoupleofaspirinsafewminutes
ago…”
“Issheallergictoaspirin?”heaskedcurtly.
“I…don’tknow.”
Thedoctorgavehimalookthatcontainedequalpartsofcontemptandanger.“Youareher
husband?”heaskedwithveiledsarcasm,thenturnedbacktoputtheneedledirectlyintotheveinather
elbow.
“Whatareyougivingher?”Kingaskedcurtly.
“Somethingtocounteractanallergicreaction.You’dbettergooutanddirecttheambulancemen
inhere.Tellthemnottolagbehind.”
Kingdidn’targue,foronce.Hedidexactlyashewastold,coldalloverashetookonelast,
fearfulglanceatTiffany’spoorswollenface.Hereyeswereclosedandshewasstillgaspingaudibly.
“Willshedie?”Kingchoked.
Thedoctorwascountingherpulse.“NotifIcanhelpit,”hesaidtersely.“Hurry,man!”
Kingwentouttothebalconyandwatched.Heheardtheambulancearriveaneternityofseconds
later.Almostatonceambulanceattendantscameintoview.Hemotionedthemupthestairsandinto
Tiffany’sbedroom.
Theyloadedherontoagurneyandcarriedherout.Hercolorwasalittlebetterandshewas
breathingmuchmoreeasily,butshewasapparentlyunconscious.
“Youcanrideintheambulancewithher,ifyoulike,”thedoctorinvited.
Kinghesitated,notbecausehedidn’twanttogowithher,butbecausehe’dneverbeeninsucha
positionbeforeandhewasstunned.
“Followinacab,then,”theothermanrapped.“I’llridewithher.”
Hemutteredunderhisbreath,grabbedhiswalletandkey,lockedthedoor,andwentdownto
catchacabatthefrontofthehotel.Itwasasimpleexercise,therewasalwaysacabwaitinganda
doormantosummonit.
Minuteslater,hewaspacingoutsidetheemergencyroomwaitingforthedoctortocomeout.
Strangehowquicklyhisprioritieshadchangedandrearrangedinthepastfewminutes.Allithad
takenwasseeingTiffanylikethat.Heknewthataslongashelived,thesightofheronthefloor
wouldcomebacktohaunthim.Ithadbeensounnecessary.He’dneverbotheredtoaskifshewas
allergictoanything.Hehadn’twantedtoknowherinanyintimateorpersonalway.
Nowherealizedthatheknewnothingatall,andthathisignorancehadalmostcostherherlife
thismorning.Nothingwasasimportantnowasseeingthatshehadthebestcare,thatshegotbetter,
thatsheneverhadtosufferagainbecauseofalackofinterestorcaringonhispart.Hemightnot
havewantedthismarriage,butdivorcewasnotfeasible.Hehadtomakethebestofit.Andhewould.
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utthethingthathadn’toccurredtohimwasthatTiffanymightnotcareonewayortheotherforhis
concern.Whenshewasreleasedfromthehospitallaterthatday,withawarningnottoevertouch
aspirinagaininanyform,herwholeattitudetowardherhusbandhadchanged.Everyounceofspirit
seemedtohavebeendrainedoutofher.
Shewasquiet,unusuallywithdrawnonthewaybacktothehotelinthetaxi.Herpalenesshadn’t
abated,despitehertreatment.Theswellinghadgone,butshewasweak.Hehadtohelpherfromthe
taxiandintothehotel.
“Ineveraskedifyouhadallergies,”Kingsaidashesupportedherintotheelevator.Hepushed
thebuttonfortheirfloor.“I’msorrythishappened.”
“Thewholethingwasmyfault,”shesaidwearily.“Myheadhurtsobadthatitneveroccurredto
metoquestionwhatyouweregivingme.Ihaven’thadanaspirinsinceIwasthirteen.”
Hestudiedherassheleanedbackagainstthewalloftheelevator,lookingasifshemight
collapseanyminute.“Onewayoranother,you’vehadahellofawedding.”
Shelaughedmirthlessly.“Yes,Ihave.”
Theelevatorjerkedtoastopandthedoorsopened.Kingabruptlyswungherupintohisarms
andcarriedhertotheirroom,puttingherdownonlylongenoughtoproducethekeyandopenthe
door.
Sheletherheadrestonhisbroadshoulderandclosedhereyes,pretendingthathelovedher,
pretendingthathewantedher.She’dlivedondreamsofhimmostofherlife,butrealityhadbeena
staggeringblowtoherprideandherheart.Theyweremarried,andyetnotmarried.
Hecarriedherintothesittingroomanddepositedhergentlyonthesofa.“Areyouhungry?”he
asked.“Doyouthinkyoucouldeatsomething?”
“Acoldsalad,perhaps,”shemurmured.“Withthousandislanddressing,andaglassofmilk.”
Hephonedroomservice,orderingthatforherandasteakandsaladandabeerforhimself.
“Ididn’tknowyoueverdrankbeer,”shemusedwhenhehungup.
Heglancedathercuriously.“We’velivedineachother ’spocketsforaslongasIcan
remember,”hesaid.“Amazing,isn’tit,howlittleweactuallyknowabouteachother.”
Shepushedbackherdisheveledhairwithasighandclosedhereyes.“Idon’tthinkthere’sadrop
ofanythingleftinmypoorstomach.Icouldn’teatlastnight.Ididn’tevenhavebreakfastthis
morning.”
“Andyoudon’tneedtoloseweight,”hestatedsolemnly.Hescowledashesearchedoverher
body.“Tiffany,you’vedroppedafewpoundslately.”
“Ihaven’thadmuchappetiteforseveralmonths,”shesaidhonestly.“Itwasn’tencouragedwhen
Iwasmodeling.AfterIcamehome,andwe…decidedtogetmarried,Iwastoobusytoeatalot.It’s
beenahecticfewweeks.”
Hehadn’tmissedthehesitationwhenshespokeoftheirdecisiontomarry.Hehatedthewayshe
looked.Thechangeinherwassodramaticthatanyonewho’dknownherevenayearbeforewouldn’t
recognizeher.
Hisheavysighcaughtherattention.
“Doyouwanttogohome?”sheasked.
Thesadnessinhereyeshurthim.“Onlyifyoudo,”hesaid.“Thereareplentyofthingstosee
aroundhere.WecouldgoupandwalkaroundRoseHall,forexample,”headded,mentioningawell-
knownhistoricalspot.
Butsheshookherhead.“Idon’tfeellikesight-seeing,King,”shetoldhimhonestly.“Couldn’t
wegohome?”
Hehesitated.Shewasworn-outfromtherushedwedding,thetripoverhere,herexperiencewith
theallergicreaction.Hewantedtotellherthatanight’ssleepmightmakeallthedifference,butthe
sightofherfacewasenoughtoconvincehimthatshe’ddobetterinherownenvironment.
“Allright,”hesaidgently.“Ifthat’swhatyouwant.We’llleaveattheendoftheweek.I’lltryto
getticketsfirstthinginthemorning.”
Shenodded.“Thankyou.”
Roomservicecamewiththeirordersandtheyateinastrainedsilence.Tiffanyfinishedhersalad
andcoffeeandthen,pleadingtiredness,gotuptogotobed.
Shestartedforherownroom.
“Tiffany.”
Hisdeepvoicestoppedheratthedoorway.Sheturned.“Yes?”
“Sleepwithme.”
Herheartjerkedinherchest.Hereyeswidened.
“No,”hesaid,shakinghisheadashegottohisfeet.“Idon’twantyouthatwayyet,honey,”he
saidsoftly,tolessentheblowofthestatement.“Youdon’tneedtobealonetonight.It’saking-size
bed,andyouwon’tneedtoworrythatI’lltakeadvantage.”
Itwasverytempting.He’dhardlytouchedherinalmostamonth.Andalthoughhedidn’tknowit,
anyfearofhavinghimtakeadvantageofthesituationwasnonexistent.Shesometimesfeltthatshe’d
havegivensixmonthsofherlifetohavehimthrowherdownontothenearestavailablesurfaceand
ravishhertothepointofexhaustion.Shewonderedwhathe’dsayifsheadmittedthat.Probablyit
wouldbejustonemorecomplicationhedidn’twant.AndtherewasstillCarla,waitingbackhome.
“Allright,”shesaidafteraminute.“Ifyoudon’tmind…”
“Mind!”Hebitoffthewordandturnedawaybeforeshecouldseehisstrainedface.“No,”he
saidfinally.“Idon’t…mind.”
Hewasbehavingveryoddly,shemusedassheshoweredandthenputonanotherofherwhite
embroideredgowns.Thegarmentwasveryconcealingandvirginal,andtherewasacottonrobethat
matchedit,withcolorfulpastelembroideryonthecollarandthehem,andevenonthebeltthat
secureditaroundhertrimwaist.
WhenshewalkedintotheotherroomandapproachedKing’s,throughtheslightlyopendoor
sheheardhimtalkingonthetelephone.
“…behometomorrow,”hewassaying.“I’llwanteverythingreadywhenIgettotheoffice.Yes,
we’lltalkaboutthat,”headdedinacold,bitingtone.“No,Iwouldn’tmakeanybetsonit.Youdothat.
Anddon’tfoulthingsupthistimeoritwillbethelastmistakeyoumakeonmypayroll.Isthatclear?”
Heputdownthereceiverwithanangrybreathandranahandthroughhisowndamphair.He
waswearinganincrediblysexyblackvelourrobewithsilvertrim.Whenheturned,Tiffany’sknees
wentweakatthewideswathofhair-roughenedchestitbaredtoherhungryeyes.
Hewaslookingather,too.Thegownandrobeshouldhavebeendampeningtoanyman’sardor,
becauseshelookedasvirginalasheknewshewas.Butitinflamedhim.Withherfacesoftinthe
lamplight,hereyesdowncast,shemadehimache.
“Whichsideofthebeddoyouwant?”heaskedcurtly.
“Iliketheleft,butitdoesn’tmatter.”
Hewavedhertowardit.Tryingnottonoticethathewaswatchingherobsessively,shedrewoff
therobeandspreaditacrossthebackofanearbychairbeforesheturneddownthecoversand,
tossingoffherslippers,climbedunderthesheet.
Helookedatherwithdarkening,narrowedeyes.Shecouldseehisheartbeat,itwassoheavy.
Whileshewatched,hishandwenttotheloopthatsecuredthebeltofhisrobeandloosenedit,catching
therobeoveronearmtotossitaside.Hestoodthere,completelynude,completelyaroused,andlet
herlook.
Herlipsparted.Itwasablatant,arrogantaction.Shedidn’tknowwhattodoorsay.Shecouldn’t
managewords.Hewas…exquisite.Hehadabodythatwouldhavemadethemostjadedwomanswoon
withpleasure.And,rememberingtheheatedmasteryofhislovemaking,herbodythrobbedallover.It
wasinhereyes,herflushedface,hershakingheartbeat.
“Takeitoff,”hesaidinahuskysofttone.“Iwanttolookatyou.”
Shewasn’tabletothinkanymore.Sheclammeredoutfromunderthesheetandontoherknees,
strugglingtothrowofftheyardsofconcealingcotton.Atlast,shetuggeditoverherheadandthrew
itontothefloor.Herbodywasasarousedashis.Heknewthesigns.
Hemovedaroundthebed.Ashecamecloser,hecaughttherosescentofher.Forgottenwasthe
rockystarttotheirhoneymoon,theaccusations,thesuddenillness.Heapproachedherlikeapredator.
Shemadeahelplesslittlesoundandabruptlyreachedbesidehertosweepbothpillowsoffthe
bedandontothefloorasshesurgedbackward,flatonthesheet,herlegsparted,herarmsbesideher
head.Shetrembledthere,waiting,alittleafraidoftheoverwhelmingmasculinityofhim,buthungry
andwelcomingdespiteit.
Hecameontothebed,slowly,stealthily,asifhestillexpectedhertobolt.Onelean,powerfulleg
inserteditselfbetweenbothofhers,hischesthoveredabovehers,hisarmsslidbesideher,hisfingers
interlacedwithherownandpinnedthembesideherears.
“It’s…pagan.”Shechoked.
Heunderstood.Henoddedslowly,andstillhiseyesheldhers,unblinking,ashislegmoved
againsttheinsideofhersinasinuous,sensualtouchthatechoedthepredatoryapproachofhismouth
toherpartedlips.
Itwaslikefencing,shethoughthalf-dazed.Hisbodyteasedher,hismouthteasedher,everypart
ofhimwasaninstrumentofseduction.Itwasnothingliketheirearlierlovemaking,whenhe’dkissed
her,touchedher,evenpleasuredher.Thiswastherealthing,aprowling,tenderlyviolentstalkingof
thefemalebythemale,acontrolledsavageryofpleasurethatenticedbutneversatisfied,thataroused
anddeniedallatthesametime.
Herbodyshookasifwithafeverandshearched,pleaded,pulled,twisted,tryingtomakehim
endit.Thetensionwasatalevelfarbeyondanythathe’deversubjectedherto.
Hetouchedherverybrieflyandthen,finally—finally!—moveddownintotheintimacythat
she’dbeggedfor.Butevenasitcame,itfrightenedher.Shestiffened,hernailsdiggingintohis
musculararms,herteethbitingatherlowerlip.
Hestilled.Hisheartwasbeatingfuriously,buthiseyes,despitetheirfierceneed,weretender.
“Firsttimesarealwaysdifficult,”hewhispered.Heheldhereyesashemovedagain,verygently.
“Canyoufeelme,there?”hemurmuredwickedly,bendingtobrushhissmilinglipsagainsthers.
Theyrestedthereashemovedagain.“Talktome.”
“Talk?”Shegaspedasshefelthiminvadingher.“Good…Lord…!”
“Talktome,”hechided,laughingassheclutchedhim.“Thisisn’taritualofsilence.We’re
learningeachotherinthemostintimatewaythereis.Itshouldn’tbeanordeal.Lookdownmybody
whileI’mtakingyou.Seehowitlookswhenwefittogetherlikepuzzlepieces.”
“Icouldn’t!”shegasped.
“Why?”Hestilledanddeliberatelyliftedhimselfforafewseconds.“Look,Tiffany,”hecoaxed.
“Itisn’tfrightening,orsordid,orugly.We’rebecominglovers.It’sthemostbeautifulthingaman
andwomancanshare,especiallywhenit’sasemotionalasitisphysical.Lookatus.”
Itwasapowerfulenticement,anditworked.Buthershockedeyesdidn’tlinger.Theywent
quicklybacktohis,asiftoseekcomfortandreassurance.
“You’remywife,”hewhisperedsoftly.Hecaughthisbreathashisnextmovementtookhim
completelytotheheartofher,andhiseyesclosedandheshivered.
Seeinghimvulnerablelikethatseemedtorobheroffearandtheslightdiscomfortoftheir
intimateposition.Oneofherhandsfreeditselfandmovedhesitantlytotouchhisdrawnface,tosift
throughhisthick,coolblackhair.Hiseyesopened,asifthecaressstartledhim.
Itwasincredible,tolookathimandtalktohimwiththelightsonwhiletheyfusedinthemost
shockingway.Buthedidn’tseematallshocked.Infact,hewatchedherthewholetime.Whenhiships
begantomovelazilyagainsthersandtheshockofpleasureliftedhertightagainsthim,andshe
gasped,heactuallylaughed.
“For…shame!”Shechoked,shiveringwitheachmovementasunexpectedpleasurerippled
throughher.
“Why?”hetaunted.
“Youlaughed!”
“Youdelightme,”hewhispered,bendingtonibbleherlipsashismovementslengthenedand
deepened.“I’veneverenjoyeditlikethis.”
Whichwasanuncomfortablereminderthathewasnonovice.Shestartedtospeak,butasifhe
sensedwhatshewasgoingtosay,hesuddenlyshiftedandshewasoverwhelmedbythemost
staggeringpleasureshe’deverfelt.
Itpossessedher.Shecouldn’tevenbreathe.Shearchedup,helpless,hermouthopen,hereyes
dazed,gaspingwitheachdeliberatemovementofhisbody.Shewastryingtograspsomethingelusive
andexplosive,reachingtowarditwitheverythreadofherbeing.Itwasjustoutofherreach,almost,
almost,tantalizinglyclose…
“Oh…please!”shemanagedtosayinashudderinglittlecry.
Helookedsomber,almostviolentinthatinstant.Hesaidsomething,butshedidn’thearhim.Just
asthetensionabruptlysnappedandsheheardherownvoicesobbinginunbearablepleasure,hisface
burieditselfinhersoftthroatandhisownbodyshudderedwiththesamesweetanguish.
Foralongtimeafterward,hisbreathingwasaudible,raspyandunsteadyatherear.Shegasped
forair,butshewasstillclingingtohim,asifshecouldretainjustafragmentofthatextraordinary
waveofpleasurethathaddrownedherforendlessseconds.
“Itdoesn’tlast,”shewhisperedshakenly.
“Itcouldn’t,”herepliedheavily.“Thehumanbodycanonlybearsomuchofitwithoutdying.”
Herhandsspreadonhisdampshoulderswithasortofwonderatthefeelofhimsodeepinher
body.Shemovedherhipsandfeltthepleasureripplethroughherunexpectedly.
Shelaughedatherdiscovery.
Heliftedhisdarkheadandhiseyes,satednow,searchedhers.“Experimenting?”
Shenodded,andmovedgentlyagain,gaspingasshefoundwhatshewassearchingfor.But
alongwithitcameanewandunfamiliarstingingsensationandshestilled.
Hebrushedbackherdamphairgently.“Yourbodyhastogetusedtothis,”hemurmured.“Right
now,youneedrestmorethanyouneedme.”Hemovedveryslowlyandbalancedhimselfonhis
hands.“Trytorelax,”hewhispered.“Thismaybeuncomfortable.”
Whichwasanunderstatement.Sheclosedhereyesandgroundherteethtogetherashelifted
awayfromher.
Heeasedoverontohisbackwithaheavybreathandturnedhisheadtowardher.“Andnowyou
knowafewthingsthatyoudidn’t,before,”hemused,watchingherexpressions.“Wantabathorjusta
wetcloth?”
Thematter-of-factquestionshouldn’thaveshockedher,butitdid.Hernudityshockedher,too,
andsodidhis.Withouttheanestheticofpassion,sexwasveryembarrassing.Shegottoherfeetand
gathereduphergown,holdingitoverherfront.
“I…IthinkI’dlikeashower,”shestammered.
Hegotoutofbed,completelyuninhibited,andtookthegownfromherfingers,tossingitonto
thebed.“Noneofthat,”hetauntedsoftly.“We’reanoldmarriedcouplenow.Thatmeanswecanbathe
together.”
Herexpressionwascomplicated.“Wecan?”
“Wecan.”
Heledherintothebathroom,turnedontheshowerjets,andploppedherinbeforehim.
Itwasanadventuretobathewithsomeone.Shewasalternatelyembarrassed,intrigued,amused,
andscandalizedbyit.Butshelaughedwithpuredelightatthisunexpectedfacetofmarriedlife.Ithad
neveroccurredtoherthatshemighttakeashowerwithKing,eveninhermosteroticdreams.
Afterward,theydriedeachotherandhecarriedherbacktobed,placingherneatlyunderthe
covers,nude,beforehejoinedherandturnedoffthelights.
Hecaughtherwanderinghandanddrewittohishairychestwithachuckle.
“Stopthat,”hemurmured.“You’reusedup.Nomoreforyoutonight,orprobablytomorrow,
either.”
Sheknewhewasright,butshewasstillbristlingwithcuriosityandthenewnessofintimacy.
Hishandsmoothedhersofthair.“Wehaveyearsofthisaheadofus,”heremindedherquietly.
“Youdon’thavetorushinasiftonightwasthelastnightwe’deverhavetogether.”
Shelayagainsthimwithoutspeaking.Thatwashowithadfelt,though.Therewasasortof
desperationinit,afuriousseekingandholding.Shedidn’tunderstandherownfears,exceptthatshe
wasfatallyuncertainofKingmanMarshall’sstayingpower.Carlastillloomedinthebackground,and
evenifhe’dfoundTiffanyenjoyableinbed,hewasstillgettingusedtoamarriedstatusthathe’d
neverwanted.Shedidn’tkidherselfthatitwassmoothsailingfromnowon.Infact,theintimacy
they’djustsharedmightprovetobemoreofadetrimentthananadvantageinthecoldlightofday.
Theworryslowlydriftedaway,though,asshelayinherhusband’swarmarmsandinhaledthe
expensivescentofhiscologne.Tomorrowwouldcome,butfortonight,shecouldpretendthatshe
wasamuch-lovedwifewithalonghappymarriageaheadofher.Kingmustknowthatshehadn’thad
timetoseeadoctoraboutanysortofbirthcontrol.Butheapparentlyhadn’ttakencareofitashe’d
saidhewould.He’dbeentoohungryforhertotaketimetomanageithimself.
Shethoughtofachildandherwholebodywarmedandflushed.Hedidn’twantchildren,butshe
did,desperately.IfhedidleaveherforCarla,she’dhaveasmallpartofhimthattheotherwoman
couldnevertakefromher.
Frompipedreamstorealitywasahardfall.Butshewokealonethenextday,withhergown
tossedhaphazardlyonthebedwithher.Kingwasnowhereinsight,anditwasoneo’clockinthe
afternoon!
Sheputonthegownandherslippersandrobeandpaddedslowlyoutintothesittingroomofthe
suite.Itwasempty,too.Perturbed,shewentacrossintoherownroomandfoundsomewhitejeans
andared-and-blue-and-whitejerseytoslipinto.Shetiedherhairbackinaredribbon,slippedonher
sneakers,andstartedtogooutandlookforKingwhenshesawtheenvelopeonthedresser.
Hernamewasonthefrontinafamiliarboldblackslash.Shepickeduptheenvelopeandheldit,
savoringforamomentthenightbefore,becausesheknewinsideherselfthatwhateverwasinthat
envelopewasgoingtoupsether.
Shedrewoutapieceofhotelstationeryandunfoldedit.
Tiffany,
I’veleftyourpassport,andmoneyforareturnticketandanythingelseyouneedinyour
purse.I’vepaidthehotelbill.Anemergencycameupbackhome.Imeanttotellyoulast
nightthatIhadtoleavefirstthingthismorning,butitslippedmymind.Imanagedtoget
thelastseatonaplanetoSanAntonio.We’lltalklater.
King.
Shereadittwicemore,foldedit,andputitintotheenvelope.Whatsortofemergencywasso
pressingthatamanhadtoleavehishoneymoontotakecareofit?
Thatwaswhensomethingniggledatthebackofhermind,andsherememberedthesnatchof
conversationshe’doverheardbeforethey’dgonetobed.Kinghadsaidthathe’dbehometomorrow
—today.Shedrewinaharshbreath.Carla.Carlahadphonedhimandhe’dlefthiswifetorushhome.
She’dhavebetherlastdollarthattherewasnoemergencyatall,unlessitwasthathewasmissinghis
oldlover.Apparently,shethoughtwithdespair,eventheheatedexchangeofthenightbeforehadn’t
beenenoughforhim.Andwhyshouldit?Shewasanovice,onlyanewexperienceforhim.Carlawas
probablyasexpertashewas.
Withwoundedpridestiffeningherbackbone,shepickedupthetelephoneanddialedthe
internationalcodeandherfather ’sprivateofficenumber.
“Hello?”heansweredafteraminute.
Thesoundofhisvoicewassodearandcomfortingthatshehesitatedafewsecondstochoke
backhurttears.“Hi,Dad,”shesaid.
“Whatthehell’sgoingon?”hedemanded.“Kingphonedmefromtheairportandsaidhewason
hiswayintothecitytosortoutsomeuniondisputeatoneofthebranchoffices.Sincewhendowe
haveauniondispute?”heaskedirritably.
“Idon’tknowanymorethanyoudo,”shesaid.“Heleftmeanote.”
Hesighedangrily.“Icouldhavedealtwithadispute,iftherehadbeenone.I’vebeendoingit
longerthanhehas,andI’mtheseniorpartner.”
Hedidn’thavetosaythat.Shealreadyknewit.“I’mcominghometomorrow,”shetoldhim.“I,
uh,sortofhadaboutwithsomeaspirinandI’mfeelingbad.Iwasreadytoleave,buttherewasonly
oneseatavailableonthemorningflight.WeagreedthatI’dfollowtomorrow,”sheliedglibly.
ItsoundedfishytoHarrison,buthedidn’tsayawordaboutit.“You’reallergictoaspirin,”he
saidpointedly.
“Iknow,butKingdidn’t.Ihadasplittingheadacheandhegavemesome.Hehadtotakemeto
thehospital,butI’mfinenow,andheknowsnottogivemeaspirinagain.”
“Damnation!”herfathergrowled.“Doesn’theknowanythingaboutyou?”
“Oh,he’slearningallthetime,”sheassuredhim.“I’lltalktoyoutomorrow,Dad.Canyouhave
thecarmeetmeattheairport?I’mnotsureifKingwillrememberme,ifhe’sinvolvedinmeetings.”
OrwithCarla,shethought.Kinghadn’tsaidanythingabouthercominghomeatallinhisterselittle
note.Shewasgoingtobeasurprise.
Therewasanominouspause.“I’llrememberyou.Phonemewhenyougetin.Takecare,
darling.”
“You,too,Dad.Seeyou.”
Heputdownthereceiver,gotoutofhischair,andmadethedoorintwostrides.Hewentpasthis
secretaryanddownthehalltoKing’soffice,pushedopenthedooronastartledCarla,andslammedit
back.
Sheactuallygasped.“Mr….Mr.Blair,canIdosomethingforyou?”
“Youcanstoptryingtosabotagemydaughter ’smarriage,youblack-eyedlittlepitviper,”he
saidwithfuriouseyes.“Firstyoufouleduptheflowers,thenyouworeadresstotheceremonythat
eventothemostunprejudicedpersonintheworldlookedlikeaweddinggown.Youkissedthe
groomasifyouwerethebride,andnowyou’vemanagedtogetKingbackhereonsometomfool
excuse,leavinghisbridebehindinJamaica!”
Carla’seyesalmostpopped.“Mr.Blair,honestly,Inevermeant…”
“You’refired,”hesaidfuriously.
Shemanagedtogettoherfeetandhercheeksflamed.“Mr.Blair,I’mKing’ssecretary,”shesaid
throughherteeth.“Youcan’tfireme!”
“Iownfifty-onepercentofthestock,”hetoldherwithpurecontempt.“ThatmeansIcanfire
whomIdamnedwellplease.Isaid,you’refired,andthatmeansyou’refired.”
Shedrewanindignantbreath.“I’llfileacomplaint,”shesnappedback.
“Gorightahead,”heinvited.“I’llcallthetabloidsandgivethemastorythatyou’llhaveyearsto
livedown,aftertheydoalittlecheckingintoyourbackground.”
Itwasonlyashotinthedark,butshedidn’tknowthat.Herfacewentpaperwhite.Sheactually
shivered.
“Yourseverancepaywillbewaitingforyouonthewayout,”hesaidshortly.
Hewentouttheofficedoor,almostcollidingwithKing.
“I’vejustfiredyourdamnedsecretary!”HarrisontoldKingwithuncharacteristiccontempt.
“Andifyouwantadivorcefrommydaughtersoyoucangochasingafteryoursweetlittleparamour,
here,I’llfootthebill!Thetwoofyoudeserveeachother!”
HeshoulderedpastKingandstormedawaydownthehall,backintohisownoffice.Thewalls
actuallyshookundertheforcewithwhichheslammedthedoor.
KinggaveCarlaapenetratinglook.Hewalkedintotheoffice,andclosedthedoor.Harrisonhad
beatenhimtothepunch.HewasgoingtofireCarla,butfirsthewantedsomeanswers.
“Allright,”hesaid.“Let’shaveit.”
“Havewhat?”shefaltered.Shemovedclosetohim,usingeverywileshehadforallshewas
worth.“Youaren’tgoingtolethimfireme,areyou?”sheteased,movingherhipsgentlyagainsthis
body.“Notafterallwe’vebeentooneanother?”
Hestiffened,butnotwithdesire,andsteppedback.“WhatwehadwasoverlongbeforeImarried
Tiffany.”
“Itneverhadtobe,”shecooed.“She’sachild,alittleprincess.Whatcanshebetoamanlike
you?Nothingmorethananewexperience.”
“Youphonedandsaidtherewasalabordispute,”heremindedher.“Ican’tfindatraceofit.”
Sheshrugged.“TomsaidtherewererumorsofastrikeandthatI’dbetterletyouknow.Askhim,
ifyoudon’tbelieveme.”Shestruckaseductivepose.“Areyougoingtolethimfireme?”sheasked
again.
Heletoutaharshbreath.Harrisonwasbreathingfire.Apparentlyhe’dgotthewrongendofthe
stickandCarlahaddonenothingtochangehismind.
“You’vemadeanenemyofhim,”Kingtoldher.“Abadone.Yourbehaviorattheweddingis
somethinghewon’tforget.”
“Youwill,”shesaidconfidently.“Youdidn’twanttomarryher.Youdidn’tevencheckaboutthe
flowersorasillybouquet,becauseyoudidn’tcare,andsheembarrassedyoubywearingasuittoget
marriedin.”Shemadeamoueofdistaste.“Itwasafarce.”
“Yes,thankstoyou.”Hestuckhishandsintohispocketsandgloweredather.Hewonderedhow
faroutofhismindhe’dbeentogetinvolvedwiththissmilingboaconstrictor.She’dbeenexciting
andchallenging,butnowshewasanuisance.“I’llseewhatIcandoaboutgettingyouanotherjob.But
nothere,”headdedquietly.“I’mnotgoingagainstHarrison.”
“Isthatwhyyoumarriedher?”sheasked.“Sothatyoucouldbesureofinheritingthewhole
companywhenhedies?”
“Don’tbeabsurd.”
Sheshrugged.“Maybeit’swhyshemarriedyou,too,”shesaid,plantingaseedofdoubt.“She’ll
havesecuritynow,evenifyoudivorceher,won’tshe?”
Divorce.Harrisonhadsaidsomethingaboutadivorce.“IhavetotalktoHarrison,”hesaid
shortly.“You’llworkyourtwoweeksnotice,despitewhathesaid,andI’llseewhat’sgoingatanother
office.”
“Thankyou,sweet,”shemurmured.Shemovedcloseandreacheduptokisshim.“You’rea
prince!”
Hewentoutthedoorwithahandkerchieftohismouth,wipingoffthetasteofheronhiswayto
hispartner ’soffice.
Chapter9
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arrisonjustglaredatKingwhenhewentintotheofficeandclosedthedoorbehindhim.
“Idon’tcarewhatyousay,she’shistory,”Harrisontoldtheyoungerman.“She’smeddledinmy
daughter ’saffairsforthelasttime!”
Kingscowled.Hedidn’tlikethelookofhispartner.“Ihaven’tsaidaword,”hesaidsoftly.
“Calmdown.Ifyouwanthertogo,shegoes.Butletherworkouthernotice.”
Harrisonrelaxedalittle.Hiseyeswerestillflashing.Helookeddeathlypaleandhisbreathing
wasunusuallystrained.Heloosenedhistie.“Allright.Butthat’sall.Thatsillywoman,”hesaidina
raspyvoice.“She’scaused…Tiffany…noendofheartachealready,andnowI’vegot…tocauseher…
more…”Hepausedwithahandtohisthroatandlaughedinsurprise.“That’sfunny.Mythroathurts,
rightuptomyjaw.Ican’t…”Hegrimacedandsuddenlyslumpedtothefloor.Helookedgrayand
sweatcoveredhisface.
KingbuzzedHarrison’ssecretary,toldhertophonetheemergencyservicesnumber
immediatelyandgetsomehelpintoHarrison’soffice.
ItwasterriblyapparentthatHarrisonwashavingaheartattack.Hisskinwascoldandclammy
andhislipswereturningblue.KingbeganCPRatonce,andinnotime,hehadtwootherexecutives
ofthecompanystandingbytorelievehim,becausehehadnoideahowlonghe’dhavetokeepitup
beforetheambulancecame.
Asithappened,lessthanfiveminuteselapsedbetweenthecallandtheadventoftwoEMTswitha
gurney.TheygotHarrison’sheartbeatstabilized,hookedhimuptooxygenandrushedhimdownto
theambulancewithKingrightbesidethem.
“Anyhistoryofhearttroubleinhimorhisfamily?”theEMTaskedabruptlyashecalledthe
medicalfacilityfororders.
“Idon’tknow,”Kingsaidirritably.Forthesecondtimeinlessthanaweek,hecouldn’tanswera
simplequestionaboutthemedicalbackgroundsofthetwopeoplehecaredformostintheworld.He
feltimpotent.“How’shedoing?”heasked.
“He’sstabilized,butthesethingsaretricky,”theEMTsaid.“Who’shispersonalphysician?”
Finally,aquestionhecouldanswer.Hegavetheinformation,whichwaspassedontothedoctor
answeringthecallatthemedicalcenter.
“Anyfamilytonotify?”themanrelayed.
“I’mhisson-in-law,”Kingsaidgrimly.“MywifeisinJamaica.I’llhavetogetherbackhere.”
Hedreadedthat.He’dhavetotellheronthephone,anditwasgoingtodevastateher.Butthey
couldn’taffordthelossoftimeforhimtoflydownthereafterher.Harrisonmightnotlivethatlong.
Theambulancepulledupatthehospital,andHarrison,stillunconscious,wastakeninsidetothe
emergencyroom.Kingwentwithhim,pausingjustlongenoughtospeakwiththephysicianbeforehe
foundapayphoneandcalledthehotelinJamaica.Butmorecomplicationslayinstore.Mrs.
Marshall,hewastold,hadcheckedoutthatverymorning.No,hedidn’tknowwhereshe’dgone,he
wassorry.
Kinghungup,runninganangryhandthroughhishair.Playingagrimhunch,hetelephoned
Harrison’shouseinsteadofhisown.Amaidansweredthecall.
“ThisisKingmanMarshall.Ismywifethere?”heasked.
“Why,yes,sir.Shegotinabouttwohoursago.ShallIgetherforyou?”
Hehesitated.“No.Thankyou.”
Thiswasonethinghecouldn’tdoonthephone.Hetoldthedoctorwherehewasgoing,haileda
taxiandhaditdrivehimtoHarrison’shome.
Tiffanywasupstairs,unpacking.ShepaledwhenshesawKingcomeinthedoor.Shehadn’t
expectedherfathertobeathome,sinceitwasaworkingday.Shehadn’texpectedtoseeKing,either.
“Lookingforme?”sheaskedcoolly.“I’vedecidedthatI’mgoingtolivehereuntilthedivorce.”
Divorce!Everythinghewasgoingtosaywentrightoutofhismind.He’dleftherafterthemost
exquisitelovingofhislife.Hadn’theexplainedtheemergencythathadtakenhimfromherside?It
wasn’tasifhehadn’tplannedtoflyrightback.He’dhadnoideaatallthatCarlahadmanufacturedthe
emergency.
“Tiffany,”hebegan,“Iflewbackbecausetherewasanemergency…”
“Yes,andIknowwhatitwas,”shereplied,havingphonedtheofficejustawhileago.“Myfather
firedyoursecretary,andyouhadtorushbacktosaveherjob.I’vejustheardallaboutitfromthe
receptionist,thanks.”
“Thereceptionist?”
“Iwantedtoknowifyouwerein.ShetalkedtosomeoneandsaidIshouldcallback,youwerein
themiddleofsomesortofargumentwithmyfather…”
Heletoutashortbreath.“We’lltalkaboutthatlater.There’snotime.Yourfather ’shadaheart
attack.He’sintheemergencyroomatcitygeneral.Getyourpurseandlet’sgo.”
Shegraspedherbedpost.“Ishealive?Willhebeallright?”
“HewasseeingthedoctorwhenIlefttofetchyou,”hereplied.“Comeon.”
Shewentoutwithhim,numbandshockedandfrightenedtodeath.Herlifewasfallingapart.
Howwouldshegoonifshelostherfather?Hewastheonlyhumanbeingonearthwholovedher,
whoneededher,whocaredabouther.
Throughwavesoffearandapprehension,shesatmotionlessashedroveherJaguartothe
hospital.Whenhepulledupattheemergencyentranceandstopped,sheleaptoutandranforthe
doors,notevenpausingtowaitforhim.
Shewentstraighttotheclerk,rudelypushinginfrontofthepersonsittingthere.
“Please.”Shechoked,“myfather,HarrisonBlair,theyjustbroughthiminwithaheart
attack…?”
Theclerklookedveryworried.“Youneedtospeakwiththedoctor,MissBlair.Justone
minute…”
Kingjoinedherintimetoheartheclerkusehermaidenname.Underdifferentcircumstances,
he’dhavebeenfuriousaboutthat.Butthiswasn’tthetime.
TheclerkmotionedTiffanytowardanotherdoor.Kingtookherarmfirmlyandwentwithher,
sensingcalamity.
Awhite-coatedyoungdoctorgesturedtothem,buthedidn’ttakethemintothecubiclewhere
Kinghadleftherfather.Instead,hemotionedthemfartherdownthehalltoasmallclusterof
unoccupiedseats.
“I’msorry.Ihaven’tdonemuchofthisyet,andI’mgoingtobeclumsyaboutit,”theyoungman
saidsolemnly.“I’mafraidwelosthim.I’mverysorry.Itwasamassiveheartattack.Wedid
everythingwepossiblycould.Itwasn’tenough.”
Hepattedherawkwardlyontheupperarm,hisfacecontortedwithcompassion.
“Thankyou,”Kingsaidquietly,andshookhishand.“I’msureit’shardforyoutoloseapatient.”
Thedoctorlookedsurprised,butherecoveredquickly.“We’llbeatthesethingsoneday,”hesaid
gently.“It’sjustthatwedon’thavethetechnologyyet.Theworstthingisthathisfamilyphysiciantold
ushehadnohistoryofheartproblems.”Heshookhishead.“Thiswasunexpected,I’msure.Butit
wasquick,andpainless,ifthat’sanycomfort.”HelookedatTiffany’sstiff,shockedfaceandthen
backatKing.“Bringheralongwithyou,please.I’llgiveyousomethingforher.She’sgoingtoneed
it.Anyallergiestomedicines?”heaskedatonce.
“Aspirin,”Kingsaid.HeglanceddownatTiffany,subduinghisownsorrowatHarrison’sloss.
“Areyouallergictoanythingelse,sweetheart?”headdedtenderly.
Sheshookherhead.Shedidn’tsee,didn’thear,didn’tthink.Herfatherwasdead.Kinghad
arguedwithhimoverCarla.HerfatherwasdeadbecauseofKing.
Shepushedhishandaway.Hereyes,filledwithhatred,searedintohismindasshelookedupat
him.“Thisisyourfault.”Shechoked.“Myfatherisdead!WaskeepingCarlaworthhislife?”
Hesuckedinasharpbreath.“Tiffany,thatwasn’twhathappened…”
Shemovedawayfromhim,towardthecubiclewherethedoctorwaswaiting.Shewascertain
thatsheneverwantedtospeaktoherhusbandagainforaslongasshelived.
Thenextfewdayswereatotalblackvoid.Therewerethearrangementstobemade,aserviceto
arrange,minordetailsthatsomehowfellintoplacewithKing’shelp.TheBlairhomebecamelikea
greatemptytomb.Lettiecametostay,ofcourse,andKingdid,too,inspiteofherprotests.Hesleptin
abedroomdownthehallfromTiffany’s,watchinghergothroughlifeinatrancewhilehedealtwith
friendsandlawyersandthefuneralhome.Shespoketohimonlywhenitbecamenecessary.He
couldn’treallyblameherforthewayshefelt.Shewastooupsettoreason.Therewouldbeplentyof
timetoexplainthingstoherwhenshe’dhadtimetorecover.Meanwhile,Carlawasonherwayoutof
theofficedespiteherpleatoworkouthernotice.Onthatonepoint,Kinghadbeenfirm.Shehadher
severancepayandaterseletterofrecommendation.Ifonlyhecouldhaveforeseen,yearsago,the
troubleitwasgoingtocausehimwhenheputheroutofhislife,allthisanguishwithTiffanymight
havebeenavoided.Butatthattime,Carlahadbeenanexcitingcompanionandhe’dneverconsidered
marryinganyone.Nowhewaspayingthepriceforhisarrogance.
Undauntedbyherfiring,Carlashowedupatthefuneralhome,onlytobeescortedrightbackout
againbyKing.Shemadesomeveiledthreataboutgoingtothetabloidswithherstory,andheinvited
hertodoherworst.Shewasoutofhislife.Nothingshedidwouldevermattertohimagain,andhe
saidso.Sheleft,butwithadangerousglintinhercoldeyes.
Shedidn’tcometothefuneralservice,Tiffanynoted,ortothegravesideservice.Apparently
she’dbeentoldthatitwasn’tappropriate.Somepeople,Lettiehadsaidhuffily,hadnobreedingand
nosensitivity.Shesaiditdeliberately,andwithinKing’shearing.Hedidn’treactatall.Whateverhe
felt,hewaskeepingittohimself.
Theonlychipinhisstonyfrontcamethenightofthefuneral,whenhesatinHarrison’sstudy
withonlyalampburninganddownedathirdofabottleofHarrison’sfineScotchwhiskey.
Lettieintrudedlongenoughtoaskifhewantedanythingelsefromthekitchenbeforethe
housekeepercloseditup.
Heliftedtheglasstowardher.“I’mdrinkingmysupper,thanks,”hedrawled.
Lettieclosedthedoorbehindherandpausedinfrontofthebigantiqueoakdesk,wherehis
bootedfeetwereproppedonitsaged,pittedsurface.
“Whatareyougoingtodoaboutthehouse?”sheaskedabruptly.Hereyeswerered.She’dcried
forHarrisonalmostasmuchasTiffanyhad.Nowheronlyconcernwasthegirl’sfuture.
“Whatdoyoumean,whatamIgoingtodo?”heasked.“ItbelongstoTiffany.”
“No,itdoesn’t,”Lettiesaidworriedly.“Harrisonwascertainrightupuntilthewedding
ceremonythatyouweren’tgoingtogothroughwiththemarriage.HewantedTiffanyprovidedforif
somethinghappenedtohim,andhedidn’twanthertohavetobedependentonyou.Sohewenttosee
hispersonalaccountantabouthavingeverythingheownedputintrustforher,includingthehouse
andhishalfofthebusiness.”Shefoldedherhandsatherwaist,frowningworriedly.“Butthe
accountantcouldn’tbelocated.ThenHarrisonfoundoutthatthemanhadbeensteadilyembezzling
fromhimforthepastthreeyears.”Sheliftedherhandsandspreadthem.“Justthisweek,helearned
thatanewmortgagehadbeentakenoutonthehouseandgroundsandthemoneytransferredtoan
accountinaBahamianbank.”ShegrimacedasKingloweredhisfeettothefloorandsatup.“He’d
hiredaprivatedetectiveandwastoseehisattorneythisafternoonafterfilingalawsuitagainstthe
manbeforeheskipsthecountrywithwhat’sleftofHarrison’sfortune.Ifyoucan’tstophim,Tiffany
willbebankrupt.”
“GoodGod!”Kinggottohisfeet,weavingalittle.“Nowonderhewassoupset!Lettie,whythe
helldidn’tyousaysomethingbeforethis?”
“BecauseIwasn’tsurethatIhadtherighttoinvolveyou,exceptwherethebusinessis
concerned,”shesaidflatly.“YoumustknowthatTiffanydoesn’twanttocontinueyourmarriage.”
Hisfacewasdrawntautlikearope.“Iknowit.”
Sheshrugged.“Butthere’snooneelsewhocandealwiththis.Icertainlycan’t.Ican’teven
balancemycheckbook.Iwouldn’tknowhowtoproceedagainsttheman.”
Kingleanedforwardwithhisheadinhishands.“Getmeapotofstrongcoffee,”hesaidthrough
heavybreaths.“ThenIwanteveryscrapofinformationyouhaveonthemanandwhatHarrison
planned.”
Lettiebrightenedjustalittle.“We’llallmisshim,”shesaidgentlyassheturnedtowardthedoor.
“ButTiffanymostofall.Hewasbothparentstoher,formostofherlife.”Shehesitated.“Sheneeds
you.”
Hedidn’treply.Shedidn’tseemtoexpecthimto.Shewentoutandclosedthedoorbehindher.
Tiffanywassittingonthebottomstepofthestaircase,lookingpaleandworn.Hereyeswerered
andshehadacrumpledhandkerchiefinherhand.Thelongwhitegownandrobeshewaswearing
seemedtoemphasizeherthinness.
“Child,youshouldbeinbed,”Lettiechidedsoftly.
“Ican’tsleep.”Shestaredatthestudydoor.“Isheinthere?”
Lettienodded.
“What’shedoing?”
“Gettingdrunk.”
Thatwasvaguelysurprising.“Oh.
“Iwanttoknowwhymyfatherhadaheartattack,”shesaidgrimly.“Thereceptionistwouldn’t
letmespeakwithKingthedayDaddydiedbecauseheandmyfatherwerearguing.Thenatthe
funeral,oneofhiscoworkerssaiditwasapityabouttheblow-up,becauseitwasonlysecondslater
whenhecollapsed.IknowhefiredCarla.WasthatwhyKingarguedwithhim?”
“Idon’tknow.Tiffany,”shesaid,approachingthegirl,“thisisavulnerabletimeforallofus.
Don’tsayanything,doanything,thatyou’llhavecausetoregretlater.King’shurt,too.Herespected
Harrison.Eveniftheydidargue,theywerefriendsaswellasbusinesspartnersforalongtime.”
“TheywerefriendsuntilImarriedKing.”Tiffanycorrectedher.“Myfatherthoughtitwasa
mistake.Hewasright.”
“Washe?It’searlydaysyet,andsomemarriagescanhavearockybeginning.It’snoeasything
tomakealifewithanotherperson.Fairytalesnotwithstanding,eventhemostlovingcoupleshaveto
adjusttoasharedcoexistence.”
“Ithelpsifbothpartnersworkatit,”Tiffanysaid.
“Iagree.Getinthereanddoyourpart,”hergodmotherprodded,jerkingherredheadtoward
theclosedstudydoor.“Ifyouwantanswers,he’stheonlypersonwho’sgotthem.”
Tiffanystaredatthecarpetforaminuteandthengotslowlytoherfeet.
“That’stheidea,”Lettiesaid.“I’mgoingtomakehimapotofcoffee.Wehaveafew
complications.Gethimtotellyouaboutthem.Sharedproblemsareanotherpartofbuildinga
marriage.”
Tiffanylaughed,butwithoutmirth.ShewenttothedoorafterLettievanisheddownthehalland
openedit.
Kingglancedatherfrombehindthedeskasshecameintotheroom.“Ididn’tplantostrandyou
inMontegoBay,”hesaidpointedly.“Iwouldhavebeenonmywaybackthatnight.”
“Wouldyou?”Shewenttothechairinfrontofthedesk,acomfortableburgundyleather
armchairthatshe’doccupiedsomanytimeswhensheandherfatherhadtalked.Shesighed.“The
wholeworldhaschangedsincethen.”
“Yes.Iknow.”
Sheleanedback,slidingherhandsoverthecoldleatherarms,overthebrassstudsthatsecuredit
totheframe.“Tellmehowhedied,King.”
Hehesitated,butonlyforasecond.Hischiseledmouthtuggedintoamockingsmile.“Sothey
couldn’twaittotellyou,hmm?I’mnotsurprised.Gossiplovesawillingear.”
“Nobodytoldmeanything.Itwasinferred.”
“Samedifference.”Hespreadhishandsonthedeskandstoodup.“Okay,honey,youwantthe
truth,hereitis.HefiredCarlaandtheyhadaroyalrowoverit.Iwalkedinandhestartedonme.I
followedhimtohisofficeandgottherejustintimetowatchhimcollapse.”
Sheletoutthebreathshe’dbeenholding.Hernailsbitintotheleatherarmsofthechair.“Why
didyoufollowhim?Wereyougoingtotalkhimoutofit?”
“No.Butthere’smoretothisthananargumentoverCarla,”headded,searchingfortheright
waytoexplaintoherthetangledanddevastatingfactofherfather ’slossofwealth.
“Yes,thereis.We’vealreadyagreedthatImaneuveredyouintoamarriageyoudidn’twant,”she
saidcurtly.“WecanagreethatwhathappenedinMontegoBaywasaformofexorcismforbothofus
andletitgoatthat,”sheaddedwhenhestartedtospeak.“Chargemewithdesertion,mentalcruelty,
anythingyoulike.LetmeknowwhenthepapersarereadyandI’llsignthem.”
Hiseyesflashedlikeblackfires.“Therewon’tbeadivorce,”hesaidshortly.
Shewassurprisedbythevehemenceinhistone,untilsherememberedbelatedlyjustwhather
statuswas.Asherfather ’sheir,byaquirkoffateshewasnowhisbusinesspartner.Hecouldn’tafford
todivorceher.Whatanirony.
Shecockedherheadandlookedathimwithcoldcuriosity.“Oh,yes,Iforgot,didn’tI?We’re
businesspartnersnow.Hownicetohaveitallinthefamily.Youwon’tevenhavetobuymeout.
What’smineisyours.”
Thelookonhisfacewasarevelation.Amazinghowhecouldpretendthatthethoughthadnever
occurredtohim.
“That’sanicetouch,thatlookofsurprise,”shesaidadmirably.“Iexpectyoupracticedinfront
ofamirror.”
“Whyareyoudownstairsatthishourofthenight?”heasked.
“Icouldn’tsleep,”shereplied,andwassuddenlyvulnerable.Shehatedhavingitshow.“My
fatherwasburiedtoday,”shedrawled,“incaseyouforgot.”
“Wecandowithoutthesarcasm,”hesaid.“Waitaminute.”Hereachedintoherfather ’stopdesk
drawerandextractedabottle.“Comehere.”
Shestoppedwiththewidthofthedeskbetweenthemandheldherhandout.Heshooktwo
capsulesintoherhandandrecappedthebottle.
“Don’ttrustmewiththewholebottle?”shetaunted.
Thatwasexactlyhowhefelt,althoughhewasn’tgoingtoadmitit.She’dhadonetoomany
upsetsinthepastfewweeks.Normallyassoundasarock,evenTiffanycouldbepushedoverthe
edgebygriefandworry.Hecouldn’taddthefearofbankruptcytoherstoreofproblems.Thatonehe
couldspareher.Letherthinkhimaphilanderer,ifithelped.Whenshewasstrongenough,he’dtell
herthetruth.
“Takethoseandtrytosleep,”hesaid.“Thingswilllookbrighterinthemorning.”
Shestaredatthecapsuleswithwoundedweteyes.“Hewasmyrudder,”shesaidinahusky
whisper.“Nomatterhowbadthingsgot,hewasalwaysheretorunto.”
Hisfacehardened.Once,he’dbeentheretorunto,beforetheymarriedandbecameenemies.
“You’llneverknowhowsorryIam,”hesaidtightly.“Ifyoubelievenothingelse,believethatIdidn’t
causehimtohavethatheartattack.Ididn’targuewithhimoverCarla.”
Sheglancedathimandsawthepaininhiseyesforthefirsttime.Ittookmostofthefightoutof
her.Sheseemedtoslump.“Iknowyoucaredaboutmyfather,King,”shesaidheavily.
“Andincaseyou’rewondering,”headdedwithamockingsmile,“she’sgone.Shehasher
severancepayandsomesortofreference.Youwon’tseeheragain.”
Shestudiedhimsilently.“Why?”
“Why,what?”
“Whydidmyfatherfireher?”
Itwaslikewalkingoneggshells,buthehadtotellherthetruth.“Becauseshedraggedmehome
fromJamaicawithanonexistentemergency,justtointerferewithourhoneymoon,andheknewit.He
saidhe’dhadenoughofhermeddling.”
“SohadI,”shereturned.
“NothalfasmuchasIhad,”hesaidcurtly.“Harrisonbeatmetothepunchbyfiveminutes.”
“Hedid?”
“Comehere.”
Helookedfaintlyviolent,andhe’dbeendrinking.Shehesitated.
Hegotupandcamearoundthedesk,watchingherbackaway.“Oh,hell,no,youdon’t,”hesaid
inavoicelikesilk.Hisarmsslidunderherandheliftedherclearofthefloor.“I’velistenedtoyou
untilI’mdeaf.Nowyoucanlistentome.”
HewentbacktohischairandsatdownwithTiffanycradledstifflyinhisarms.
“Noneedtodoyourimitationofaplank,”hechided,makinghimselfcomfortable.“Drunkmen
makebadlovers.I’mnotinthemood,anyway.Now,youlisten!”
Shesquirmed,butheheldherstill.
“Carlawasn’tsupposedtohaveanythingtodowiththeflowersforourwedding,”hesaid
shortly.“IgavethattasktoEdna,whoheadsthepersonneldepartment,becauseshegrewupina
florist’sshop.ButIwasoutoftheofficeandCarlawenttoherwithaforgedletterthatsaidIwanted
Carlatodoitinstead.”
Tiffanyactuallygasped.
Henoddedcurtly.“Andshedidn’tgetthosearrangementsfromaflorist,shedidthemherself
withwiltedflowersthatsheeithergotfromaflorist,orfromaflorist’strashcan!Sheneverhadany
intentionofbringingyouabouquet,either.Thewholethingwasdeliberate.”
“Howdidyoufindout?”
“IwenttoseeEdnawhenIflewbackfromJamaicaandfoundtherewasnoemergency.Igave
herhellabouttheflowers,”hesaid.“Shegaveitback,withinterest.Thenshetoldmewhathadreally
happened.Iwaslivid.I’dgonestraighttomyofficetohaveitoutwithCarlawhenIfoundyourfather
there.”
“Oh.”
Hesearchedherstunnedeyes.“Youdon’tthinkmuchofme,doyou?”heaskedquietly.
“RegardlessofhowIfeltaboutthewedding,Iwouldn’thavedeliberatelyhurtyoulikethat.”
Shegrimaced.“Ishouldhaveknown.”
“Youworeasuittobemarriedin,”headded.“Thatwasablowtomypride.Ithoughtyouwere
tellingmeinanonverbalwaythatyouwerejustgoingthroughthemotions.”
“AndIthoughtthatyouwouldn’tmindwhatIwore,becauseyoudidn’twanttomarrymeinthe
firstplace.”
Thearmbehindhershoulderscontracted,andthebig,warmhandattheendofitsmoothedover
herupperarminanabsent,comfortingmotion.“Idrewawayfromyouatatimewhenweshould
havebeentalkingaboutourinsecurities,”hesaidafteraminute.“Wehadtoomanysecrets.Infact,we
stillhavethem.”Hetookaquickbreath.“Tiffany,yourfather ’spersonalaccountantjustdidaflitwith
themajorityofyourinheritance.I’llbetthat’swhatreallysetyourfatheroff,notCarla,althoughshe
helped.Hewasupsetbecauseheknewhe’dhavetotellyouwhathadhappenedwhenyoucame
home.”
Tiffany’seyeswidened.“Youmean,Daddywasrobbed?”
“Inanutshell,”heagreed.Hesmiledfaintly.“So,alongwithallyourotherwoes,mywife,you
mayhavebankruptcyloomingunlessIcanfindthataccountantandprosecutehim.”
“I’mbroke?”shesaid.
Henodded.
Shesighed.“Theregoesmyyacht.”
“Whatdoyouwantwithoneofthose?”
Shekepthereyeslowereddemurely.Herheartwasracing,becausetheyweretalkingasthey’d
nevertalkedbefore.“IthoughtI’ddangleitonthewaterfrontforbaitandseeifIcouldcatchanice
mantomarry.”
Thatsoundedlikethegirlheusedtoknow.Hiseyesbegantotwinklejustfaintlyandhesmiled.
“Whatareyougoingtodowiththehusbandyou’vealreadygot?”
Shestudiedhisleanfacewithpursedlips.“Ithoughtyouweregoingtodivorceme.”
Oneeyebrowleveredup.Hiseyesdroppedtoherslenderbodyandtraceditwitharrogant
possession.“Thinkagain.”
Chapter10
T
helookinhiseyeswaselectricandTiffanywatchedhimwatchingherforlong,exquisiteseconds
beforehisheadbegantobend.
Shelayinhisarms,waiting,barelybreathingashedrewhercloser.Itseemedlikeforeversince
he’dkissedher,andshewantedhim.Shereachedup,barelybreathing,waiting…
ThesuddenintrusionofLettiewithatrayofcoffeeandcookieswasasexplosiveasabomb
goingoff.Theybothjerked.
Shehesitatedjustinsidethedoorandstaredatthem.“ShallIgoaway?”sheasked,chuckling.
Kingrecoveredwithapparentease.“Notifthosearelemoncookies,”hesaid.
Tiffanygasped,buthegotupandhelpedhertoherfeetwitharakishgrin.“Sorry,honey,but
lemoncookiesaremygreatestweakness.”
“Dotell,”shemurmuredwithherhandsonherhips.
Hegaveherathoroughgoing-overwithacquisitiveeyes.“Mysecondgreatestweakness,”he
said,correctingher.
“Toolatenow,”shetoldhimandmovedalittleself-consciouslytowardLettieasKingswept
forwardandtooktheheavytrayfromher.
HeputitonthecoffeetableandtheygatheredarounditwhileLettiepouredcoffeeintothin
chinacupsanddistributedsaucersandcookies.
“I’mgoingtobepoor,Lettie,”TiffanytoldLettie.
“Notyet,you’renot,”Kingmurmuredashesavoredacookie.“I’llgetintouchwiththeprivate
detectiveyourfatherhiredtotrailyourelusiveaccountant,nottomentionInterpol.He’llbecaught.”
“PoorDaddy,”Tiffanysighed,tearingalittleasshethoughtofherloss.“Hemusthaveonly
foundout.”
“Abouttwodaysbeforetheheartattack,Ithink,”Lettiesaidheavily.Sheleanedovertopickup
hercoffee.“Itriedtogethimtoseeadoctoreventhen.Hiscolorwasn’tgood.Thatwasunusual,too,
becauseHarrisonwasalwayssorobust—”Shebrokeoff,fightingtears.
Tiffanyputanarmaroundher.“There,there,”shesaidsoftly.“Hewouldn’twantustocarryon
likethis.”
“No,hewouldn’t,”Kingadded.“Butwe’llallgrieve,justthesame.Hewasagoodman.”
Tiffanystruggledtogetinadeepbreath.Shebithalfheartedlyintoacookieandsmiled.“These
aregood.”
“There’sabakerydowntown,wheretheymakethemfresheveryday,”Lettieconfided.
“Iknowwhereitis,”Kingmused.“Istopbytheresomeafternoonstobuyacoupletogowith
mycoffee.”
Tiffanyglancedathimalittleshylyandsmiled.“Ididn’tknowyoulikedcookies.”
Helookedbackather,buthedidn’tsmile.“Ididn’tknowyouwereallergictoaspirin.”
Hesoundedasifnotknowingthatfactaboutherreallybotheredhim,too.
“It’stheonlything,”shereplied.Shesearchedhisdrawnfeatures.“King,youcouldn’thave
knownaboutDaddy’sheart.Ididn’tevenknow.Youheardwhatthedoctorsaid.Therewasnohistory
ofhearttrouble,either.”
Hestaredathishalf-eatencookie.“Itdidn’thelptohavehimupset…”
Shetouchedhishand.“Itwouldhavehappenedanyway,”shesaid,andshewassureofitnow.
“Youcanonlycontrolsomuchinlife.Therearealwaysgoingtobethingsthatyoucan’tchange.”
Hewouldn’tmeethereyes.Hisjawwasdrawntight.
“Yes,Iknow,youdon’tlikebeingoutofcontrol,inanyway,”shesaidgently,surprisinghim.
“Butneitherofuscouldhavepreventedwhathappened.Irememberreadingaboutapoliticianwho
hadaheartattackrightinhisdoctor ’soffice,andnobodycouldsavehim.DoyouseewhatImean?”
Hereachedouthisfreehandandlinkeditwithhers.“Isupposeso.”
Lettiesippedcoffee,lostinherownthoughts.ShemissedHarrison,too.Thehousewasempty
withouthim.Shelookedupsuddenly.“GoodLord,youonlyhadaone-dayhoneymoon,”she
exclaimed.
“Itwasagoodday,”Kingmurmured.
“Yes,itwas,”Tiffanysaidhuskily,andhisfingerscontractedaroundhers.
“We’llfinishitwhenwesolveourproblemshere,”Kingreplied.“Wehaveallthetimeinthe
world.”Tiffanynodded.
“Itwillbeashameifyoucan’tcatchthatcrook,”Lettiesaid,lookingaroundheratthebeautyof
thestudy.“Thishouseisthebeginningofalegacy.Harrisonhadhopedtoleaveittohis
grandchildren.”
TiffanyfeltKingstiffenbesideher.Slowly,sheunlinkedherhandwithhisandputbothhands
aroundhercoffeecup.
“Wehaveyearstotalkaboutchildren,”shetoldLettiedeliberately.“Somecouplesdon’tever
havethem.”
“Oh,butyouwill,dear,”Lettiemurmureddreamily.“Irememberhowweusedtogoshopping,
andthenurserydepartmentwasalwaysthefirstplaceyou’dstop.You’dtouchlittlegownsandbooties
andsmileandtalkaboutbabies…”
Tiffanygottoherfeet,hopinghersuddenpalenesswouldn’tupsetLettie.Shehadnowayof
knowingthatKingdidn’twantachild.
“I’msotired,Lettie,”shesaid,andlookedit.Shesmiledapologetically.“I’dliketotrytogo
backtosleep,ifyoudon’tmind.”
“Ofcoursenot,dear.Canyousleepnow,doyouthink?”
TiffanyreachedintothepocketofherrobeandproducedthetwocapsulesKinghadgivenher.
Shepickedupherhalf-fullcupofcoffeeandswallowedthem.“Iwillnow,”shesaidasshereplaced
thecupinthesaucer.“Thankyou,King,”sheaddedwithoutlookingdirectlyathim.
“Willyoubeallright?”heasked.
Shefeltthathewastryingtomakeherlookathim.Shecouldn’tbearto,notyet.Shewas
thinkingaboutthelong,lonelyyearsaheadwithnobabies.Shedidn’tdarehopethattheironlynight
togetherwouldproducefruit.Thatonelapsewasn’tenoughtobuildadreamon.Nobodygot
pregnantthefirsttime.Well,somepeopledid,butshedidn’thavethatsortofluck.Shewonderedif
Kingrememberedhowcarelesshe’dbeen.
“Ihopeyoubothsleepwell,”shesaidasshewentfromtheroom.
“You,too,dear,”Lettiecalledafterher.Shefinishedhercoffee.“I’lltakethetraybacktothe
kitchen.”
“I’lldoit,”Kingmurmured.Hegotupandpickeditup,lessrockyonhisfeetnowthathe’d
filledhimselffullofcaffeine.
“Areyougoingtotrytosleep?”
Heshookhishead.“I’vegottoomuchworktodo.Itmaybethemiddleofthenighthere,butI
canstilldobusinesswithhalftheworld.Ihavetowrapupsomelooseends.Tomorrow,I’mgoingto
havemyhandsfulltracingthataccountant.”
Lettiewentwithhimtothekitchenandsortedoutthethingsthatneededwashing.
Kingpausedatthedoor,hisfacesolemnandthoughtful.“StayclosetoTiffanytomorrow,will
you?”heasked.“Idon’twantheralone.”
“Ofcourse,Iwill.”Sheglancedathim.“AreyouworriedaboutCarla?”
Henodded.“She’salwaysbeenhigh-strung,butjustlatelysheseemsoffbalancetome.Idon’t
thinkshe’dtrytodoanythingtoTiffany.Butthere’snoharmintakingprecautions.”
“Iwish…”shebeganandstopped.
“Yes.IwishI’dnevergotteninvolvedwithher,either,”hereplied,finishingthethoughtforher.
“Hindsightisagrandthing.”
“Indeeditis.”Shesearchedhisbloodshoteyes.“Youaren’tsorryyoumarriedTiffany?”
“I’msorryIwaitedsolong,”hecountered.
“Buttherearestillproblems?”sheprobedgently.
Hedrewinalongbreath.“ShewantsbabiesandIdon’t.”
“Oh,King!”
Hewinced.“I’vebeenabachelorallmylife,”hesaidshortly.“Marriagewashardenough.I
haven’tstartedadjustingtoityet.Fatherhood…”Hisbroadshouldersroseandfelljerkily.“Ican’t
copewiththat.Notforalongtime,ifever.It’ssomethingTiffanywillhavetolearntolivewith.”
Lettiebitdownonharshwords.Shesighedworriedly.“Tiffany’sstillveryyoung,ofcourse,”
shesaidpointedly.
“Youngandfullofdreams,”Kingagreed.Hestaredatthesink.“Impossibledreams.”
Outsidethedoor,theobjectoftheirconversationturnedandmadeherwayslowlybackupstairs,
nolongerthirstyfortheglassofmilkshe’dcometotaketobedwithher.Sothereitwas.Kingwould
neverwantachild.Ifshewantedhim,itseemedthatshe’dhavetogiveupanyhopesofbecominga
mother.Somewomendidn’twantchildren.ItwasapitythatTiffanydid.
Shedidn’thavetoavoidKinginthedaysthatfollowed.Hesimplywasn’thome.Businesshad
becomeoverwhelminginthewakeofHarrisonBlair ’sdeath.Therewereallsortsoflegalitiestodeal
with,andKinghadanewsecretarywhohadtolearnherjobthehardway.Hewasveryseldomhome,
andwhenhewas,heseemedtostayonthetelephone.
Lettiewasstillinresidence,becauseTiffanyhadbeggedhertostay.Thehousewasbigand
emptywithoutHarrison,butLettiemadeitbearable.AndontherareoccasionswhenKingwashome,
theirmealsweren’tsilentones.Lettiecarriedonconversationswithherselfifnooneelse
participated,whichamusedTiffanynoend.
Shehadn’tpaidmuchattentiontothedate.She’dgrievedfortwolongweeks,cryingeverytime
shesawfamiliarthingsofherfather ’s,adjustingtolifewithouthim.Butjustasshewasgettingused
tothelonelyhouse,anotherunexpectedcomplicationpresenteditself.
Tiffanysuddenlystartedlosingherbreakfast.She’dneverhadanysuchproblemsbefore,and
evenifitwastoosoonfortests,deepinsidesheknewthatshewaspregnant.Shewentfromboundless
joytostiflingfearinamatterofsecondsassherealizedhowthisnewswasgoingtoaffecther
husband.Herhandswentprotectivelytoherflatstomachandshegroanedoutloud.
Shecouldn’ttellhim.Hewouldn’twantthebaby,andhemightevensuggest…alternatives.There
wasn’tanoptionshewaswillingtodiscuss.Shewasgoingtohaveherbaby,evenifshehadtoleave
himandhideitaway.Thatmeantthatshehadtokeepherconditionsecret.
Atfirstitwaseasy.Hewasneverhome.Butasthedemandsofbusinessslowedacoupleof
weekslater,hebegantocomehomeearlier.Andhewasattentive,gentlewithTiffany,asifhewere
tryingtoundotheirrockybeginningandstartover.
Itwoundedhertothequicktohavetowithdrawfromthosesweetovertures,becausesheneeded
himnowmorethanatanytimeintheirsharedpast.Butitwastoogreatarisktolethimcomeclose.
Herbodywaschanging.Hewasn’tstupid.Ifhesawherunclothed,therewerelittlesignsthatevena
bachelormightnotice.
Herbehaviorsurprisedhim,though,becausethey’dbecomemuchcloserafterHarrison’sdeath.
He’dhadbusinessdemandsthathadkepthimawayfromhome,andhe’ddeliberatelymadeveryfew
demandsonTiffanyjustafterherfather ’sdeath,togivehertimetoadjust.Butnow,suddenly,shewas
talkingaboutgoingbacktomodelinginNewYork,withLettietokeephercompany.
Kingworriedaboutherattitude.He’dbeenkeptbusywiththetransferofauthorityandstocks
andtheimplementationofHarrison’swill,nottomentiontrackingdowntheelusiveaccountant.
Perhapsshe’dthoughthewasn’tinterestedinherfeelings.Thatwasn’ttrue.Butwhenhetriedtotalk
toher,shefounddozensofexcusestogetoutofhisvicinity.
EvenLettiewaspuzzledandremarkedaboutTiffany’scoldnesstotheman,whenhe’ddoneso
muchforthem.ButTiffanyonlysmiledandignoredeverywordshesaid.EvenfromLettie,thebouts
ofnauseawerecarefullyconcealed.Noonewasgoingtothreatenherbaby,Tiffanytoldherself.Not
evenLettie,whomightunwittinglyletthecatoutofthebag.
ShetalkedaboutgoingtoNewYork,butallthewhile,shewascheckingintopossibleescape
routes.Shecouldflyanywhereintheworldthatshewantedtogo.Evenwithoutherfather ’sfortune,
shehadalegacyfromhermother,whichguaranteedheratidyfixedsumeverymonthpaidintoher
personalcheckingaccount.Shecouldlivequitewellandtakecareofherchild.Allsheneededwasa
placetogo.
Kingfoundheroneafternoonporingovertravelbrochures,whichshegatheredwithuntidy
hasteandstuffedbackintoafolderasifshe’dbeencaughtstealing.
“Planningatrip?”heasked,scowlingashestoodoverher.
Shesatforwardonthesofa.“Who,me?No!”Sheclearedherthroat.“Well,notimmediately,at
least.Ithought…”Shehesitatedwhileshetriedtoformulateananswerthatwouldthrowhimoffthe
track.
“HeardfromyourfriendMark?”heaskedabruptly.
“Mark?”She’dallbutforgottenhermodelingfriend,althoughshesawLisaoccasionally,and
Lisacertainlyheardfromhim.Theywerebecominganitem.“Ibelievehe’sinGreece,”sheadded.
“Doingacommercialforsomeswimwearcompany.”
“Yes,heis,”Kingrepliedthoughtfully.“IsawLisa’sfatheratacivic-clubmeetingthisweek.He
saidthatthetwoofthemarequiteserious.”
“I’mglad,”Tiffanysaid.“Mark’shadahardlife.SohasLisa,insomeways.She’salwayshad
money,butherfatherisaverydomineeringsort.Ihopeheisn’tplanningtothrowastickintotheir
spokes.”
“ApparentlyLisa’sthreatenedtorunawayifhedoes,”hemused,andsmiled.“Lovedoesmakea
womanbrave,Isuppose.”
ShecouldhavemadeanastyremarkaboutCarla,butsheletitgoandmadesomecareless
remark.
“Don’tyoueatbreakfastanymore?”heaskedabruptly.
Shejumped.“I…Well,no,Idon’t,really,”shestammered.“I’vegottenintobadhabitssince
Daddydied,”sheaddedwithanervouslaugh.“Breakfastremindsmetoomuchofhim.”
“Whichisstillnoreasontostarveyourself,isit?”
Sheshifted,tracingaflowerinthepatternonherskirt.“I’mnotstarvingmyself.Ijustdon’tlike
eatingbreakfastatthetable.Ihaveitinmyroom.”
Hestoodtherewithoutspeaking,frowning,jinglingtheloosechangeinhispocket.
Sheglancedattheclockandthenathim.“Aren’tyouhomeearly?”sheasked.
“Yes.”Hemovedtothearmchairbesidethesofaanddroppedintoit.“Ithoughtyoumightliketo
knowthatwe’vefoundtherunawayaccountant.”
“Haveyoureally!”
Hechuckledatherradiance.“Vengefulgirl.Yes,hethoughthe’dgottencleanaway.Hewas
passingthetimeinluxurioussplendoronaprivateislandintheBahamaswhensomeroguepoppeda
bagoverhishead,trussedhimuplikeaduck,andcartedhimofftoasailboat.Hewashauledontothe
beachinMiamiandsummarilyarrested.”
“Doweknowrogueswhowoulddosuchathing?”sheasked.
Hechuckled.“Ofcoursewedo!”
“Doeshestillhaveanymoney?”
“Allbutafewthousand,”hereplied.“Heconfessedwholeheartedlywhenfacedwithalong
prisontermforhispains.Heofferedtogivethemoneybackwithoutanyprompting.Todohim
credit,hewassorryaboutHarrison.”
“Myfathermightstillbehere,ifithadn’tbeenforthatskunk.Iwon’tshedanytearsforhim,”
shemuttered.“Ihopeheisn’tgoingtogetoffwithaslaponthewrist.”
“Notachance,”hereplied.“He’llservetime.Andhe’llnevergetanotherjoboftrust.”
“Isupposethat’ssomething.Butitwon’tbringDaddyback.”
“Nothingwilldothat.”
ShecrossedherlegsandglancedatKing.Hewasrestlessandirritable.“What’swrong?”she
asked.
“IwishIdidn’thavetotellyou.”
Shesatup,bracingherselfforanything.Afterwhatshe’djustcomethrough,shefeltthatshe
couldtakeitonthechin,though,whateveritwas.Shewasstrongerthanshe’deverbeen.
“Goahead,”shesaid.“Whateveritis,Icantakeit.”
Helookedather,sawthenewlinesinherface,thenewmaturity.“Howyou’vechanged,
Tiffany,”hemurmuredabsently.
“Stopstalling,”shesaid.
Heletoutahollowlaugh.“AmI?Perhapsso.”Heleanedforward,restinghisforearmsacross
hisknees.“Iwantyoutoseeadoctor.”
Hereyebrowsarched.“Me?Whatfor?”
“Becausewe’remarried,”herepliedevenly.“AndI’vegonewithoutyouforaslongasIcan.
Thatbeingthecase,youhavetomakesomesortofpreparationaboutbirthcontrol.Wecan’thaveany
morelapses.”
Steady,girl,shetoldherself.Youcan’tgivetheshowawaynow.Sheswallowed.“Yousaidthat
you’dtakecareofit,”shehedged.
“Yes,Idid,didn’tI?”hereflectedwithalaugh.“AndyourememberhowefficientlyIdidit,
don’tyou?”heaskedpointedly.
Sheflushed.“Itwas…unexpected.”
“Andexquisite,”hesaidquietly.“Idreamabouthowitwas.I’vetriedtowait,togiveyoutimeto
getoverthetraumaoflosingHarrison.But,toputitbluntly,I’mhurting.Iwantyou.”
Shefelthercheeksgohot.Shestillwasn’tsophisticatedenoughforthissortofbluntdiscussion.
“Allright,”shesaid.“I’llseethedoctor.”
“Goodgirl.”Hegotupandmovedtowardthesofa,reachingdowntopullherupintohisarms
withalongsigh.“Imissyouinmybed,Tiffany,”hemurmuredashebenttohermouth.“Iwantyou
sobadly…!”
Hismouthopenedonhersandshemoanedharshlyatthepleasureofhisembrace.Shereached
upandheldhimaroundtheneck,pressingherbodytohis,movingprovocatively,involuntarily.
Hegroanedharshlyandhishandswenttoherwaisttopullhercloser.Then,suddenly,hestilled.
Holdingherrigidly,heliftedhishead.Hisbreathseemedtocatchinhisthroat.Hiseyeslooked
straightintohers.Andwhileshewastryingtodecidewhathadmadehimstop,hishandssmoothed
withdeliberationoverherthickwaistand,slowly,downoverthefaintswellofherstomach.
Hisfacechanged.Sheknewtheinstanthebegantosuspect.Itwasallthere,thetautness,the
shock,thehorror.
Shejerkedawayfromhim,herfacestiffwithpain.Thebreathshedrewwaspainful.
Helethisarmsfalltohissides.Thelookhesenttoherbellywouldhavewonaphotocontest.
“No,Iwon’t.”Shechokedoutthewordsbeforehecouldspeak.Shebackedtowardthedoor.“I
won’tdoanythingaboutit,Idon’tcarewhatyousay,whatyoudo!It’smine,andI’mgoingtohaveit!
Doyouhearme,I’mgoingtohaveit!”
Shewhirledandrantowardthestaircase,desperatetoreachthesanctuaryofherroom.She
couldlockthedoorandhecouldn’tgetin,shecouldoutrunhim!Butoutofthecornerofhereye,she
sawhimracingtowardher.She’dnevermakethestaircase,notatthespeedhewasrunning.
Sheturnedatthelastsecondandwenttowardthefrontdoor,panicinhermovements,nauseain
herthroat.Shejerkedopenthefrontdoorandforgottherainthathadmadethebrickporchasslickas
glass.Herfeetwentoutfromunderherandshefellwithahorrible,sickeningthud,rightonherback.
“Tiffany!”
King’sexclamationbarelyregistered.Shekneweveryboneinherbodywasbroken.She
couldn’tevenbreathe,muchlesstalk.Shehadthebreathknockedcompletelyoutofher.Shestaredat
hiswhitefaceanddidn’treallyseeitatall.
“My…baby,”shemoanedwiththeonlybitofbreathshecouldmuster.
Kingkneltbesideher,hishandsrunningoverhergently,feelingforbreakswhilehestrangled
oneverybreathhetook.Therewasafainttremorinhislongfingers.
“Don’ttrytomove,”hesaiduneasily.“DearGod…!”Hegotupandwentbacktothedoorway.
“Lettie!Lettie,getanambulance,she’sfallen!”
“Issheallright?”Lettie’swailcameoutthedoor.
“Idon’tknow.Callanambulance!”
“Yes,dear,rightnow…!”
KingkneltbesideTiffanyandtookhercold,nervelesshandinhis.Therainwascomingdown
steadilybeyondtheporch,likeacurtainbetweenthetwoofthemandtheworld.
Tiffanysuckedinshallowbreaths.Tearsrandownhercheek.Onehandliftedtoherstomach.
Shebegantosob.“Mybaby,”shewept.“Mybaby!”
“Oh,God,don’t!”hegroaned.Hetouchedherwetcheekswiththebacksofhisfingers,tryingto
drythetears.“You’reallright,sweetheart,you’regoingtobefine.You’regoingtobefine…Lettie!
ForGod’ssake!”
Lettiecameatarun,pausingattheslickporch.“I’vephoned,andthey’reonthewayrightnow.”
ShemovedontothewetsurfaceandlookeddownatTiffany.“Oh,mydear,”shegroaned,“I’mso
sorry!”
Tiffanywasbeyondwords.Shecouldn’tseemtostopcrying.ThetearsupsetKingmorethan
she’deverseenanythingupsethim.Hefoundhishandkerchiefanddriedherweteyes,murmuringto
her,tryingtocomforther.
Sheclosedhereyes.Shehurtallover,andshe’dprobablylostthebaby.She’dnevergetanother
one.He’dmakesurethatshetookprecautionsfromnowon,she’dgrowoldwithoutthecomfortofa
child,withoutthejoyofholdingherbabyinherarms…
Thesobsshookher.
Kingeaseddownbesideher,regardlessofthewetfloor,andhisbighandflattenedgentlyover
herflatstomach,pressingtenderly.
“Trynottoworry,”hewhisperedatherlips.Hekissedhersoftly,andhishandmoved
protectively.“Thebaby’sallright.Iknowheis.”
Chapter11
T
iffanycouldn’tbelievewhatshe’djustheard.Hereyesopenedandlookedstraightintohis.
“Youdon’twantit,”shewhispered.
Hedrewinaroughbreathandhishandspreadevenmore.“Yes,Ido,”hesaidquietly.“Iwant
bothofyou.”
Shecouldbarelygetenoughbreathtospeak,andbeforeshecouldfindthewords,theambulance
drownedoutevenherthoughtsasitroaredupatthefrontstepsandtwoEMTsdisembarked.
Shewasexaminedandthenputintotheambulance.Kingwentwithher,promisingLettiethat
he’dphonetheminuteheknewanything.
Tiffanyfelthimgraspherhandastheambulancestartedupagain.“You’reforevertakingme
awayinambulances,”shewhisperedbreathlessly.
Hebroughtherhandtohismouthandkissedthepalmhungrily.“Whereveryougo,Igo,
Tiffany,”hesaid.Buthiseyesweresayingotherthings,impossiblethings.Theytooktherestofher
breathaway.
Shewastakentothelocalemergencyroomandcheckedthoroughly,bythefamilyphysician
whowasdoingrounds.
Dr.Briggschuckledatherwhenhe’dfinishedhistestsandhadtheresults,overanhourlater.“I
heardaboutyourwildrideinMontegoBay.Now,hereyouareinafall.Maybemarriagedoesn’t
agreewithyou,”heteased,havingknownherfromchildhood.
“Itagreeswithher,”Kingmurmuredcontentedly,watchingherwithopenfascination.“Sowill
havingababytonurse.”HeglancedatBriggs.“Isshe?”
Henodded,smilingcomplacentlyatTiffany’sgaspandradiantsmile.“Idon’timaginewe’ll
havemuchtroublecomputingadeliverydate,”headdedwickedly.
TiffanyflushedandKingchuckled.
“Onetime,”hemurmureddryly.“Andlookwhatyoudid,”heaccused.
“WhatIdid!”sheexclaimed.
“Ionlyplant.Idon’tcultivate.”
Sheburstoutlaughing.Shecouldn’tbelievewhatshewashearing.Allthattalkaboutnot
wantingbabies,andherehesatgrinninglikeaCheshirecat.
“He’llstrutforawhile,”thedoctortoldher.“Thenhe’llstartworrying,andhewon’tdoany
morestruttinguntilafterthedelivery.You’llhavetoreassurehimatfrequentintervals.Expectant
fathers,”hesaidonasigh,“areveryfragilepeople.”
“She’llhavetohaveanobstetrician,”Kingwasmurmuringaloud.HeglancedatBriggs.“No
offense.”
“Nonetaken,”thedoctormused.
“Agoodobstetrician.”
“Idon’treferpregnantwomentoanyotherkind,”hewasassured.
“We’llneedtofindagoodcollege,too—”
Tiffanystartedtoprotest,butKingwasatthewindow,talkingtohimselfandDr.Briggsheldup
ahand.
“Don’tinterrupthim,”hetoldTiffany.“He’sconsideringalltheotherappropriatefamiliesin
townwhohavebabydaughters.He’llhavetohavetherightwife—”
“Itcouldbeagirl,”sheinterjected.
“Heresy!”thedoctorsaidinmockalarm.
“Shouldn’twepointthatout?”shecontinued,glancingatKing.
Dr.Briggsshookhishead.“Amanhastohavedynasticdreamsfromtimetotime.”Hesmiled.
“You’refine,Tiffany.Afewbruises,butnothingbrokenandthatbabyisfirmlyimplanted.Justdon’t
overdoduringthefirsttrimester.CallmeMondayandI’llreferyoutoanobstetrician.Idonot,”he
added,“deliverbabies.Ilikesleepingatnight.”
“Arebabiesbornatnight?”
“FromwhatIhear,almostallofthem,”hesaidwithachuckle.
Kingtookherhome,stillreelingwithhisdiscoveries.Hecarriedherinside,cradlingherlikea
treasure.
Lettiemetthematthedoor,wringingherhands.“Youdidn’tphone,”shesaidaccusingly.
“Hewastoobusyarrangingthewedding,”Tiffanyreplied.
Lettielookedblank.“Wedding?”
“Ourson’s.”
“Son.”Lettiestilllookedblank.Thenherfaceflushedwithglorioussurprise.“You’re
pregnant!”
“Yes,”shesaid.
LettiegnawedherlipandshotaworriedglanceatKing.
“Iknow,”hesaidwearily.“I’llhavetoeatboiledcrowforthenextmonth,andIdeserveto.”He
shrugged,holdingTiffanycloser.“Ididn’tknowhowitwasgoingtofeel,”hesaidinhisown
defense,andhesmiledwithsuchtendernessthatelectricityseemedtorunthroughherrelaxedbody.
“Whatanincrediblesensation.”
Tiffanysmiledandlaidhercheekagainsthisshoulder.“I’msleepy,”shesaid,yawning.
KingglancedatLettie.“I’mgoingtoputhertobed.”
“That’sthebestplaceforher,”Lettiesaidwithawarmsmile.“Letmeknowifyouneed
anything,dear,”shetoldTiffany,andbenttokisstheflushedcheek.
“I’llbefine.Thankyou,Lettie.”
Kingwasgrinningfromeartoearallthewayupthestaircase,andheneverseemedtofeelher
weightatall,becausehewasn’tevenbreathinghardbythetimetheyreachedthetop.
“Youdon’twantchildren,”shemurmureddrowsily.“Yousaidso.”
“We’reallentitledtoonestupidmistake.”Hecarriedhertohisroom,nothers,andlaidher
gentlyonthecoverlet.Hiseyesweresolemnashelookeddownather.“Forwhatit’sworth,Idowant
thischild.Iwantitverymuch.AlmostasmuchasIwantyou.”
Sheflushed.“King,Dr.Briggssaid—”shebegancautiously.
Heputafingeroverherlips.“Hesaidthatthefirsttrimesteristricky,”hereplied.Henodded.
“Wewon’tmakeloveagainuntilthebabyisathome.”Hebentandkissedherwithachingtenderness.
“Butwe’llsleepineachother ’sarms,asweshouldhavebeendoingfromthefirstnight,whenyou
wereavirginbride—mybeautifulprincessbride.Ifyou’recold,I’llwarmyou.Ifyou’reafraid,I’ll
cuddleyou.”Hepushedbackhersofthair.Hiseyeslookeddeeply,hungrilyintohers.“Andifyou
wanttobeloved,I’llloveyou.Likethis.”Hislipsdrewsoftlyagainsthermouth,cherishing,tasting.
Hischeekrestedonhersandhesighed.“I’llloveyouwithallmyheart,”hewhisperedalittle
roughly.“Forallmylife.”
Hercaughtbreathwasaudible.“Youloveme?”
“Asmuchasyouloveme,”heagreed.Heliftedhisheadandsearchedhereyes.“Didn’tyou
thinkIknew?”
Shesighed.“No.Notreally.”
“That’stheonlythingIwaseversureof,withyou.Andsometimes,Iwonderedwhyyouloved
me.I’vebeenalotoftrouble.Stillwanttokeepme,inspiteofeverything?”
Shesmiledslowly.“Morethanever.Somebodyhastoteachthebabyhowtotakeover
corporationswhenheorsheisoldenough.”
Hechuckled.“Well,you’restuckwithme,whetheryouwantmeornot.”Hetouchedhercheek
andlookedatherwithpaleeyesthatmirroredhisaweanddelight.“Ineverdreamedthatitwouldfeel
likethistobelongtosomeone,tohavesomeonewhobelongedtome.”Hesighed.“Ididn’tthinkI
could.”
“Iknowwhy,”shereplied,tracinghismouthwithherfingertip.“Butwe’renotlikeyourparents,
King.Wewon’thavetheirproblems.We’llhaveeachotherandourchild.”
Hebegantosmile.“Sowewill.”
Shedrewhimdowntoherlipsandkissedhimwithpurepossession.“Now,trytogetaway,”she
challengedunderherbreath.
Hechuckledashemetherlipswithhis.“Thatworksbothways.”
ShethoughtwhatawonderfulgodmotherLettiewouldbetothenewarrival,andhowproudher
fatherwouldhavebeen.Itmadeheralittlesadtothinkofhim.
Butthenherhusband’swarm,strongarmstightenedgentlyaroundherandremindedherthatin
life,foreachpain,thereisapleasure.Sheclosedhereyesandherthoughtsturnedtolullabiesasthe
rainbeatsoftlyontheroof.
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