Issue #167 • Feb. 19, 2015
“Madonna,” by Bruce McAllister
“Y Brenin,” by C. Allegra Hawksmoor
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MADONNA
by Bruce McAllister
Many have asked how the Child Pope and I, boys that we
were at the beginning of it all, first met the Sienese girl
Caterina, that she might become our companion and friend on
the long journey to that cold, northern lake. After all, had she
not joined us, we would not have had the power to defeat the
Drinkers of Blood on that lake’s shores and, by our victory, end
their dark communion before it reached all of Christendom.
The Oldest Drinker—born on the same night as our Lord fifteen
centuries ago, his first drink not milk but blood—and living
even then in the shadows of Rome—would certainly have
prevailed.
The minstrel who found me on the wharf one night in my
fishing village, carrying word from the father I had never seen,
certainly did not mention a girl. He said only that I must find
the Child Pope Bonifacio, who had been hidden on the windy
Island of Elba by his uncle, the Cardinal Vocassini; and that
from this boy no older than I obtain the holiest water in the
land. I was, the minstrel insisted, the emissary of La
Compassione’s spirit to the world, whether I knew it or not;
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and, as my body changed to serve her, I was essential to any
hope for the Drinkers’ defeat. I would (he explained) need the
holy water not only for what would occur at that lake but also
to save those who mattered to me most on my hurried journey
to the lake’s icy waters.
I did as I was told. I took what the minstrel gave me: the
pouch of florins, the tiny glass vials for the holy water, and on
its leather cord the tooth of a great beast. I also took my
beloved dog Stappo—big and ugly though he was. At Elba’s
abandoned monastery the Child Pope Bonifacio and I barely
escaped a monstrous Drinker that had once been a priest,
reaching the mainland again only by the blessings and winds of
La Compassione.
We did not know what to do next. If we traveled north at
night, the Drinkers would find us. Surely they sensed our
importance to their fate. Would my rash, and the light that
turned my skin into a blinding sun when a Drinker was near,
be enough to save us from more than one Drinker? Yet if we
traveled by day, we might be captured by the soldiers of the
Medici, whose territory this was, or by the interloping
mercenaries of the Venetian Doge, who wanted Bonifacio for
his own political machinations.
When, as we headed north in sunlight, we were nearly
captured by the Doge’s men, we turned south instead, and,
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hiding in olive groves, culverts, and tall wheat, began toward
Siena—whose walls, we told ourselves, might protect us from
both the Drinkers and the soldati of two states while we re-
thought our journey north.
Had we not turned south that day we would not have met
Caterina.
* * *
When we reached Siena’s great walls at last, we sat down
on the earth far from the main road and caught our breath.
Before too many minutes had passed, Stappo appeared with
the moldiest piece of bread we had ever seen. Bonifacio closed
his eyes as if to escape an alimentary nightmare, and I sighed,
but we both praised Stappo and took the bread. Hunger was
hunger, and weakness was not a blessing for any human on the
run.
Despite the crowds on the road entering Siena, the night
passed without boot steps or inhuman wailing in the darkness
around us. Whether the latter was because of the vials of holy
water within whose circle we slept, Stappo with us, or simply
that the Drinkers had not found us yet, we did not know; nor
did it, for the moment, matter. What mattered was that we
lived to arise the next morning at first light, gather up the vials,
eat the remaining bread (spitting out green pieces that tasted
like metal), take two drinks from a spring near a gully and
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prepare to enter the city along with the teeming hordes arriving
for the races.
“I have never seen a dirtier pope,” I said to my new friend.
He was indeed dirty. Bonifacio had abandoned his satin gowns
on Elba and donned a camicia, a vest and red leggings that
made him, chubby as he was, look like an odd fruit. His hands
belied his clothes. They were, even with earth smeared on
them, as pink as his cheeks. Nor did his imperious scowl,
something he had adopted from the adults of his world—the
cardinals and tutors, not a single woman among them—fit the
paesano he needed to be.
“And I have never seen a dirtier emissary,” he answered
pompously, feigning insult. “Though of course neither of us has
seen more than one of the other.”
Stappo for some reason looked clean, which made us feel
even dirtier.
“Dogs have useful tongues,” Bonifacio pointed out, “while
human beings need to bathe.”
“Our dirt will help us, I think,” I said.
“I certainly hope so.”
We indeed fitted into the crowds at the gate. It was Palio,
after all, and travelers were filling the roads into the city, riding
on horses and carts or simply walking to the city’s iron gates.
As we joined the crowd, no one looked at us in curiosity, as if to
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say, “Why were those boys walking by the wall instead of the
road?” Many had already imbibed enough celebratory uva to
paralyze a horse, and people either nodded at us with bleary
looks or ignored us completely. Who would imagine that two
boys and a dog were going to the Palio to hide from the soldiers
of two city-states, and, worse, from inhuman creatures few
people this far from Rome believed even existed.
* * *
The Palio—the horse race in honor of the Madonna of
Provenzano—was a fourteen-day affair. If our calculations were
right, this should be the twelfth day and the fourth of the
qualifying races. The seventeen neighborhoods of the city—the
“quarters,” the contrade—would be celebrating. The ten
neighborhoods chosen to compete this year would be
celebrating with particular enthusiasm and would be the best
to hide in. People would be eating day in and day out in the
open. The horses would be receiving the official blessing of
priests. The standard-bearers that represented each quarter
would be practicing their tricks, tossing their great flags with
their neighborhoods’ emblems into the air and catching them
until they got it right. The race itself, in which even a horse that
had lost its rider could win, would be in two days.
“What day should we leave?” Bonifacio asked when no one
could hear.
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“I am not sure, Bonifacio. If we leave before the final race,
the roads will be empty and we may look suspicious. We should
leave when everyone else is leaving.”
“Do the celebrants leave all at once?”
“I do not know. There are of course festivities after the
race, and much drunkenness, according to our village priest,
Father Tamillo, who does not approve of excessive drinking but
cannot disapprove of a race in honor of the Madonna of
Provenzano. But to answer your question, there may be a time
when more leave than not. We will have to watch for it.”
“We will be safe in the neighborhood we choose to hide
in?”
“We will have to be careful, Your Holiness. Father Tamillo
told us that sometimes neighborhoods try to poison one
another’s horses—even the riders—and we do not want to be
taken for poisoners or spies. We must be pretend to be, I would
think, relatives of a family in the quarter we choose.”
“Yes, that would be sensible. You say each neighborhood
has a design. Perhaps we should carry that design on our
persons and act exceedingly passionate about it.”
“We may have to steal those designs.”
“God will forgive us.”
“You are certain?”
“Yes, I am certain.”
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“You are the pope.”
“Yes, I am the pope, but He would forgive you just the
same.”
“That makes me happy.”
“If you are afraid of God at the moment, it is only that you
are tired. We both need sleep. And where will we do that,
Emissary?”
“That could be tricky, Bonifacio. Sleeping in the Piazza di
Campo will not work because that is where the soldiers, and
any townspeople working for them, would look. That is where
those not from the neighborhoods—from outside the city—
would sleep on the clay the horses run on, or on hay placed
there for both horses and travelers. Sleeping on the street
within a quarter would make us too visible. And we do not
know anyone we might stay with—inside a home—in any of the
neighborhoods.”
“Then perhaps we need to meet someone—someone with a
home.”
“I was thinking that exact thing myself, Bonifacio, and,
since Stappo always knows what it is that we are supposed to
do, I imagine that he, ugly though he is, was too.”
I had never seen so many people, and certainly not so
many drunk and happy people. The streets and alleys were full
of them. The Piazza di Campo overflowed with them.
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Everywhere was food, drink, dancing, hugging, drunk men and
women falling down, slightly less drunk friends picking them
up and laughing, children running, dogs barking. Most of these
of course were the carefree spectators, those who had come
from distant towns for the race and for whom the only serious
matter was the betting. The contrade were celebrating, too, but
would be doing it in the neighborhoods themselves, not out in
the Piazza or main streets; and they would, drunk or not, be
much more serious. There was much at stake. The honor and
pride of each quarter. The year-long blessing of the Madonna
to the quarter that won. The pride of the entire city, whose
horse race was in fact called “the portrait of the Madonna.”
Some of the most serious men might indeed poison a horse or
cripple a rider for such rewards, even if no Madonna could
possibly condone it.
“How will we know what neighborhood to choose?”
Bonifacio asked as we jostled our way through the crowd.
“If Stappo fails to tell us, we will still know.”
It was true. As we passed from the Tortoise Neighborhood
—with its central fountain and its marble tortoise spewing
water from its gaping beak—a different emblem appeared on
doorways, and we stopped. Stappo, at my side, was whining.
The new emblem was a seashell. A scallop. A pettine. And
there, to our right, above the fountain in this new
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neighborhood’s square, was the same seashell but as big as a
shield, carved from white marble. Water flowed from the shell,
filling the fountain, and the shell’s rays were like a sunrise, one
that might save the world if the world would only let it.
The rash on my arms and legs was tingling, but not in the
way it did when a Drinker was near. I did not understand, but I
knew I should listen. La Compassione, I had learned, had so
many ways of speaking, though never with words.
I couldn’t look away from the scallop.
“This one,” I said.
Bonifacio laughed. “Why am I not surprised, Emissary?”
“What do you mean?”
“A divine sign, is it not?”
He was, I knew, thinking of his seashell collection—the one
he’d shown me proudly on Elba—though a scallop was a clam,
and clams were not snails, and his collection was rare “left-
handed” snails, which he loved because (he explained) they
were as different from others of their kind as he often felt from
other boys. “Have you not always felt this way, too, Emilio?” I
had nodded.
“Yes,” I answered.
Bonifacio beamed. “A pope who collects mollusks and an
emissary from a fishing village whose skin has always been
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irritated by salt water. What a pair of travelers! And how
perfect a scallop is for them!”
I was nodding. Bonifacio was saying, “That fountain’s
water is not salty,” and before I knew it I had walked through
the crowd to the fountain, climbed in, and was sitting in the
cool water, my burning skin murmuring its gratitude.
Soon I was in a dream. People in the square had stopped
and were gawking at me, but I was no longer there, in an old
city called Siena. I was in a great, cold lake, swimming, my skin
cool, no longer tingling, blue sky and snow-covered peaks
above me. My father was close by, calling to me with a
cornamusa, a little bagpipe just like the one the minstrel had
played on the wharf to call me to him. I was swimming with
other great creatures like me, and there were other men playing
cornamuse on the shore, calling them as well. I was happy to
be there at last. I was happy to see my father’s face on the shore
and know he loved me.
“Emilio!” a voice called from somewhere.
The cold lake water parted around me like a song as I
swam.
“Emissary!” the voice said again, anxious, stern. I could
hear other voices too, shouting too, unhappy, hostile.
When I opened my eyes, the little square was packed with
people, everyone staring at me disapprovingly, some heckling
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with Sienese epithets, others calling for the city’s guards to
remove me from their fountain.
A horse snuffled.
I could not but blink. There, only a few strides away from
me, was a horse and rider, both decorated with the blue and
white silk of the scallop emblem. The rider was a boy perhaps a
year or two older than I, the horse a beautiful brown creature.
The boy gazed down at me while attendants, decorated with the
same emblem, fussed at the flanks of the horse, and behind
them stretched the citizens of this contrada in a procession
that had now come to a complete standstill.
I could not tell whether the rider was smiling or frowning.
There was an odd expression—though not an unkind one—on
his face, and his riding cap, which would keep his hair from his
eyes when he raced, seemed large, too big for his head.
He stared at me, head cocked as if in a question, but said
nothing.
I looked down at my arms and legs and saw what I had not
expected: Though my rash, reddish blue and scaly as it always
was, was no longer itching, there was more of it—much more.
It had spread on my arms and legs even as I sat in the fountain
dreaming.
A tall man rushed toward me from the procession.
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“What is the meaning of this?” he shouted, spittle on his
lower lip. “This is desecration!”
A priest followed behind the man; but rather than
shouting along with him about desecration and other offenses,
he simply looked back and forth between Bonifacio and me, as
if trying to understand something.
“Call the city’s guardie!” the tall man was saying. He
grabbed my arm.
As he did, the patches of rash on my arm grew hot again
and the man jerked back as if burnt. But because this made no
sense to him—that a boy’s skin might burn him—-he responded
in the only way he could:
“This boy is ill!” he cried. “Look at his skin! He defiles our
fountain!”
The priest had stepped forward to stand between me and
the tall man and three other men who had joined him, all of
them quite incensed. The priest was of course looking at me
but also at the rider, as if more interested in what the rider was
feeling than anything else.
Who was this rider—that a priest would be so interested in
a boy’s reaction?
The rider was dismounting. He was a thin boy, a little
taller than both Bonifacio and I, with a sharp nose, and hair in
the Tuscan style, almost to his shoulders. His hands, though
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roughened by a rider’s training, had long delicate fingers; and
there was something odd about him, I thought, though when I
looked at Bonifacio I saw nothing in his manner that suggested
he agreed.
The four angry men parted to let the rider approach the
fountain. When he reached it, he looked down at me with the
same expression—neither frown nor smile—and said simply,
“We would ask that you remove yourself from our fountain.”
The rider’s voice had cracked once as he spoke, and
sounded low for one his age. Perhaps, I told myself, he was
older than he seemed and was simply becoming a man. A boy’s
voice must change.
I obeyed, inspecting again at the new rash on my arms and
legs.
“Are you ill?” the rider asked matter-of-factly, glancing at
the priest. The priest looked back without expression.
“No,” I answered, feeling my face grow hot as I did. “It is
only an irritation. Fresh water relieves the discomfort.”
“Enough talk!” the tall man said. “Summon the guardia.
These boys are not Nicchio. They may be Tartaruga or
Leopardo. How are we to know? If they so willingly despoil our
fountain, they might just as easily despoil our food.”
“I am certain it does,” the rider was saying to me, ignoring
the man, “but does your fresh water have to be our fountain?”
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“No. I am sorry.”
A guard from the Piazza was approaching.
The rider, who had, I felt certain, almost smiled at me, was
looking again at the priest, who had been listening intently and
now stood by the rider and whispering in the boy’s ear.
The rider nodded, turned to the four irate men, and said:
“That will not be necessary, Tomaso. Father Salemi has
recognized these two boys as fourth cousins of the Borsinis.
They are from Terranova and of no threat, even though their
behavior be rude.”
The four men grumbled, deprived of their mission. The
rest of the procession was losing interest and moving back to
their apartments to prepare for the next neighborhood event.
“The procession,” the rider said, turning back to me, “is
over for the day, ragazzo, and our horse has been blessed.” He
was looking at Bonifacio now.
The priest whispered again into his ear.
“Our priest, who is rarely wrong, feels that I approve of
you,” the rider said quietly to Bonifacio and me, “and his
feeling is right.” Again, the boy’s voice cracked, as if he were
struggling with it; and again, I felt an oddness from him. “He is
right because when I first saw you both I felt you posed no
threat to our contrada; and so we must, if we are to behave as
the Madonna would have us behave—especially at this time of
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the year—welcome you as guests. I did utter a falsehood to
those who would remain suspicious and less than hospitable,
but you are indeed our cousins in spirit if not in physical fact.
You may stay with my father and me. Our abode is down that
alley.”
Why had the boy lied to the procession—to the citizens of
his neighborhood? Why had the priest collaborated in the lie?
And why would a priest care so much about what the boy felt?
There was, I knew, more than one thing the rider was not
telling us, but to press for it, I also knew, would not become the
guests of any contrada.
* * *
The apartment was much bigger and brighter than the one
I had grown up in with my mother, whose evening visitors—
unmarried or unfaithful men of the village—had made it seem
even smaller. While Bonifacio followed the rider into it, Stappo
and I stopped at the doorway and waited.
The rider looked back at us, stopping too.
“Thank you for the courtesy,” the rider said. “I am afraid
your dog must remain outside. My father is sick, and dogs
upset him even when he is well. He was bitten when he was a
boy and, because he lives now more in his childhood than in
the present, he fears dogs as much as a child would. We also
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need a good guard dog for our alley, and yours certainly has the
weight and teeth for it, does he not?”
The rider looked at Bonifacio for a moment.
“Were you bitten by a dog, too? You step away when the
dog nears you. It is a subtle thing—something that most would
not notice—but my father, when he could still walk, did the
same thing.”
“Yes,” Bonifacio answered, his own voice cracking a little,
too. “I was bitten when I was five years of age. I still carry the
scars.” He rolled up his sleeve to show what the four longest
teeth had done to his forearm.
This clearly surprised the rider—not that Bonifacio had
scars but that he was so willing to show his body to a stranger.
The rider looked at Bonifacio and said slowly: “How painful it
must have been.”
“At the time, yes. They do not bother me now.”
The rider was nodding with the faintest of smiles, amused
as he probably was by the forthrightness of this boy who looked
so silly in his leggings and did not act or sound like a peasant at
all.
Bonifacio did not seem bothered by the smile. He liked the
attention, I knew.
“Thank you,” the rider said at last. “This helps me
understand better my father’s fear.”
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I told Stappo to remain outside, and when he had lain
down, I entered the apartment and shut the door.
As I turned to face the rider, he said: “My name is Gian
Felice Rottini. I have ridden in the Palio for five years now, and
I was the winner for the city’s Madonna the last two years,
finishing last year with an arm broken in two places and the
year before that with a broken collarbone.”
He pulled his sleeve up, and there was the bony protrusion
proving it.
“But none of this should surprise you, cugini. As you must
know, all Sienese are willing to suffer such travails of flesh and
bone, not to mention mind and spirit, for the Madonna and for
the honor of our neighborhoods and families and city.”
The rider’s tone was not bragadoccio but only what he felt
we should know, guests that we were.
“My father rode when he was younger, and his father and
his two uncles before him. We have always known good horses
and good riders, our family, as you will see if you look at the list
posted in the Piazza. I had a sister, too....”
The rider paused, and I thought it odd—mentioning a
sister suddenly, out of the blue.
“She ran away with a young man from Capperchio, and
who knows where they are. It was a sad thing, but the human
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heart, when it is not in the service of God, does many sad
things....”
The rider had become contemplative, even wistful. What a
strange boy this was. Bonifacio was staring at him, too.
Something about the words “in the service of God” had made
him look at the rider hard. Did Bonifacio, because he was pope,
hear more in those words than I could?
“But our neighborhood, Il Nicchio, does not pass judgment
on the children of God, for that is for God to do, though God, in
his love, passes judgment not at all, leaving—”
“—leaving,” Bonifacio interrupted suddenly, as if quoting
someone, “mortals to judge themselves and make of those
judgments ‘sins’ which God, in His eternal compassion, need
not forgive—for they are not real. For ‘sin’ is but a mistake
which—”
“—the truth,” the rider finished for him, “can correct
simply by being the truth, if mortals will forgive both God and
themselves....”
It was the rider’s turn to stare now. Who was this dirty boy
who quoted heretical teologia too? I wished Bonifacio had
remained silent.
And yet what the rider himself had said was not, I knew,
what a boy from Siena, a rider in the Palio, or any boy from any
city—except perhaps a Child Pope—would say either.
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Who was this rider?
“You are not,” he said suddenly, using the plural you, “who
you appear to be—either of you.”
I said nothing. Bonifacio remained silent.
“And that is exactly what I felt when I first saw you.”
Stepping to Bonifacio so suddenly that the Child Pope
startled, he took Bonifacio’s arm and held it out for us to see.
“This is not the skin of a commoner,” the rider said. “These
hands have never dug dirt or hammered iron or fished. And
you, his friend, have both the hair of the devil—though I do not
believe in such superstitions—and a rash that makes you need
to sit in fountains to feel relief. You are not going to tell me who
you are—of that I am certain—but you can at least tell me your
given names, so that I might feel your truths within them.”
Feel your truths within them? What did this mean?
“I am Bonifacio,” Bonifacio said with a sigh, because he
knew he must. The rider was still holding his arm, and
Bonifacio did not wish a struggle.
“And I am Emilio.”
“You are fleeing from someone?” the rider asked.
“Yes,” I answered.
“May I ask from whom?”
“Soldiers.”
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“I would, were this an ordinary day and you ordinary boys,
answer that of course you are fleeing soldiers, or guards, or
property owners—someone—because you have no doubt stolen
something or injured someone. But not when your friend’s skin
is so white and smooth, and he walks like a prince....”
“We have committed no crime,” I answered. “They simply
wish to capture us.”
The rider laughed. “You might be better off if they did. A
city can be cruel.”
Bonifacio was scowling. All of this, I knew, would have
been insulting to him. To expect a pope to be good at stealing
or farming or living on the streets—what offense! Bonifacio
looked at me and I looked back, and we both knew he could not
afford to complain. The rider was not being unkind. He was
stating fact.
There was a strange look in the boy’s eyes now, eyes which
were almost closed, as if he were listening to something beyond
the room...and hearing it.
“There is more,” the rider said, and his voice was strange.
It was higher now, not cracking, not the voice of a boy-
becoming-a-man at all.
“Yes,” I answered, wondering why I had.
“But you do not feel comfortable telling me or anyone.”
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“That is true, Master Rottini,” I said. “It would also be
better for you perhaps if you did not know.”
“That may be true,” he said distractedly, still listening.
His eyes cleared, and he returned to us.
“Perhaps,” I heard myself say, “we should ask who you
are?”
The rider looked at me, then away, as he said, “My father
lies in one of the other two rooms of this appartamento. You
will hear his coughing. His lungs are full of fluid, and no one
can help him. How much longer he will live, we do not know,
but his illness is not the kind that sickens others. We have
blankets for you to sleep on in this room so that his coughing
will not interrupt your sleep. If you are hungry—which I can
tell you are—and because this is Palio, there is no shortage of
food anywhere in the city, including our home. So please
conduct yourselves not only as our guests, but as our family,
which you are as well.”
The rider turned and walked toward the room where
coughing had started up suddenly.
When he was gone, Bonifacio started to speak, but I put
my finger to my lips. “Are you not hungry, Bonifacio? And
thirsty?”
“Yes. Very.”
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“Then let us act in that spirit only, as members of this
hospitable family.”
* * *
As Bonifacio and I sat at the table eating bread and stew
from a pot that seemed to have been placed there for us, and
drinking all of the water we wanted from a beautiful Sienese
pitcher, the rider’s head poked around the corner.
“My father is sleeping now, and I must go to the Piazza to
register for the third qualifying race, which occurs this
afternoon. I would recommend that you not venture out into
the city this day—that you wait until the race itself two days
from now—but you have your own intuitions to guide you in
such matters, I am sure, and do not need mine. If you do leave
the apartment and have not returned by night, I will assume
that you have left the city on your own or been captured by
those you attempt to elude. I would hate to think the latter,
Emilio and Bonifacio, but I would have no choice....”
It was the strangest declaration of caring that I had ever
heard, but perhaps the Sienese spoke this way—roundabout
and formally.
Bonifacio was astonished, too, and not doing well at hiding
it.
“We...thank you,” he was saying.
“The gratitude is ours,” the rider answered.
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The Sienese were definitely an odd people.
When the rider was gone, a puzzled Bonifacio said, “I have
no reason to want to leave this apartment.”
“Neither do I,” I answered, and at that moment the
coughing started up again in the other room. We were silent,
expecting it to calm on its own accord and the father to fall
back asleep. It did not. It worsened. And though we tried to
distract ourselves with both talk and an inspection of the
apartment, nothing helped.
Without saying a word, we both headed for the father’s
room.
* * *
There, on a pallet of burlap, straw, and woolen blankets,
lay a small, thin man whose eyes stared at the ceiling and
whose body was far too frail to stop the terrible wracking of its
own coughs. He did not seem to be aware of us, but he did open
his mouth to say, “Caterina! Dove stai?” Catherine! Where are
you?
That night the man’s coughing grew even worse, and
Bonifacio and I could not help but lie on our blankets listening.
The rider was in the father’s room, of course, and spoke
tenderly to him throughout the night. It was a gentle, consoling
voice, one I would have indeed wanted to hear had I been ill,
but even the voice left me confused: who was this rider, and
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why did it feel as if he were hiding just as much as Bonifacio
and I? What would a Palio rider have to hide?
As Bonifacio and I stared at the dark ceiling and listened to
the coughing grow more violent and ragged—until our own
bodies hurt to hear it—we heard footsteps leave the father’s
room and, a moment later, a voice standing over us barely
holding back tears and saying, “He has made a turn for the
worse. I believe he is dying. I must bring the doctor!”
“We will sit with him,” I said.
“Yes, we will sit with him,” Bonifacio echoed.
“Thank you.” The rider composed himself. It was not
becoming a Palio competitor to cry. . “Give him sips of water if
he asks for them, but not too much. He cannot sit up. He may
ask for food, but do not give him any. Sometimes a hand on his
forehead is enough to calm the coughing, but tonight I doubt
that will be enough.”
Bonifacio and I rose as the footsteps left us and the front
door opened but did not close.
“Your dog is here,” the rider said, and we heard Stappo’s
feet coming toward us. “Keep him from my father, please.” The
door closed at last.
“Stappo!” I whispered, leaning down, finding him with my
hands and scratching him behind the ears. He whined a happy
whine.
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Bonifacio and I headed through the darkness to the
father’s room, where the candlelight was faint but did let us see
a little.
The coughing was terrible. A part of me wanted to leave, to
get away from it, and the room, and the entire city, but another
part knew I needed to stay.
It is important, a voice whispered.
What that meant, I did not know, but I could not leave.
Bonifacio was kneeling in the candlelight beside the father,
who sounded even frailer now, and whose chin glistened red
and wet.
“He is not going to survive the night, Emissary,” Bonifacio
said.
“You have seen men die like this?”
“Two. A Cardinal and a Bishop. They, too, coughed up
blood.”
“You helped them die? I mean, did you—”
“Yes. When a Cardinal, Archbishop or Bishop dies, it
should be the pope from whom they receive last rites. I have
given these rites sixty-seven times in my brief life, Emissary.”
What an amazing thing, I thought. To be a boy and yet to
have helped sixty-seven men die, helped their souls pass from
flesh to God’s grace.
“Can we wait for the doctor to arrive?”
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“The doctor is not a priest. We do not know whether the
rider will bring the priest as well.”
“No, we do not. Do you have what you need, Your
Holiness?”
“Not exactly. I do not have oil and will have to use holy
water. You have the vials in your pouch. Please give me one.
Once we open its wax seal, we should use it all. We can use the
rest of it to bless this house and the rider tomorrow morning.
We might even bless the rider, his horse and the race.”
When—fumbling in the dark like a blind man—I finally
produced a vial, Bonifacio was saying, “He is not able to
request absolution; he cannot perform Penance. I must
proceed to the Anointing and then the Viaticum. But if he is the
rider’s father, he is certainly a man of contrition, and I can give
him the forgiveness he believes he needs.”
“Though he does not...need it,” I heard myself say.
I could feel Bonifacio’s eyes on me in the dim light.
“I was listening to the heresy, Bonifacio, the rider’s....”
“And mine.”
“Yes. And I have always thought the same—about God and
‘sin’....”
“I am not surprised, Emissary,” he answered, and I could
not tell whether it was the boy or the pope speaking.
I handed him the vial.
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“In nomine clementiae patris inunctio te,” Bonifacio
began, making a cross with a wet finger on the man’s forehead.
I could barely hear the Latin over the coughing, and almost as
soon as Bonifacio began, the man began to squirm, as if to say,
Do not give up on me! Do not give me the last rites when I am
not dying! Allow me to fight a little longer!
Bonifacio stopped, looked at me again, but I had no advice
to give. Bonifacio was pope. He should know.
As if hearing my thought, Bonifacio said:
“I believe he is dying, and as pope I must trust what the
Holy Spirit tells me. Yet I do not want to help dispatch a man
prematurely from his body by the very words I might utter....”
There was a sound behind us, a familiar one. A dog’s paws
on a floor. But how had Stappo gotten in?
Then there was another sound, and I turned. A figure
stood in the doorway to the room, Stappo at its feet, and the
figure was saying, “The doctor is nowhere to be found. They say
he has gone to Valverde to minister to a cousin, and I—”
The voice stopped. Even in the dim light I could see the
rider’s eyes open wide as they took in the scene in the room: A
chubby boy with pale skin—who was not a commoner but was
fleeing from someone—kneeling on the floor by the rider’s
father and reciting Latin no boy should know. Reciting it with
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power and authority, one hand on the man’s forehead and in
his other a glass vial that glinted in the candle’s light.
The rider took a step. Still Bonifacio did not turn from the
father. The work at hand, which only he could do, had made
him deaf.
I looked at the rider and the rider looked back at me. The
boy, whose features looked even softer now in the dim light,
appeared to be fighting tears again. Stappo remained perfectly
still.
Then the father indeed began to die. The death rattle that
people always spoke of but that I had only witnessed once,
when my grandmother had died on a pallet in our church,
began as a raspy word that was not a word.
When I saw the expression on the face of the rider, the
sadness and yet the acceptance, I felt something move through
my body.
It was not an itch I felt, though indeed the feeling came
from the rash. It was a coldness and yet a warmth; and it was a
word, one I could have uttered with my lips, but one so
important that it was also a light I could not speak. It was the
light that had moved through me that night in Bonifacio’s room
on Elba when the Drinker had nearly taken him from me, but
even more of that light would be needed now. Stappo was
whining—
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—because light was beginning to fill the room. The light
was coming from me, as it had before, but this time it would be
different, I knew. It would bring something back, rather than
send something away. That is what the light was saying, and
the voice within it, and the spirit whose emissary I was and
would remain until my journey was over.
Bonifacio looked up now. He stood up and stepped back to
give me room, my light reflecting in his eyes as if it were bright
morning through a window.
Behind us, in the doorway, the rider made no sound.
I placed my hands on the father’s chest and, as I did, the
room was filled with such light that it was no longer a room,
and the five bodies in the room were no longer bodies. There
was only Truth and the beauty of it. These were all that was
needed. There was a singing now, too, a sound like a great
cornamusa, like a great body swimming toward what needed
to be done.
* * *
When I woke, I was standing over the father in the
candlelit darkness, the light gone. Bonifacio was speaking Latin
again, though calmly, and the rider was kneeling on the floor,
touching his father, wiping blood gently from the man’s chin.
The father was no longer coughing but instead breathed
steadily, eyes open and aware. I was looking at Bonifacio, and
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Bonifacio was looking back at me. The rider looked up at me
then, too, and in a voice that no longer cracked, that was high
and sounded happy to be what it was, finally said:
“You are the Emissary we have heard of....”
“Yes,” Bonifacio answered for me. “He is.”
“And you—” the rider said to Bonifacio. “You are—”
“I am Pope Boniface the Ninth. Il Papino.”
“Grazia alla Madonna!” the rider exclaimed, removing his
cap and pulling even more hair from underneath it, so that it
was longer than any boy’s should have been. Still kneeling, the
rider—who was not a boy at all, I could see—added in Latin, “In
nomine Clementiae mundus salvus semper est....” In the name
of La Compassione the world is forever saved....
At seeing the rider in truth a girl, I felt my knees turn to
water, and I collapsed into darkness.
* * *
When I woke again, I was looking up into a face which,
belonging as it now did to a girl, was much prettier than it had
been when it belonged to a boy. It was more than that,
however. The face was more willing to smile now, and to be as
soft as in truth it was. And when the face spoke, it relinquished
all pretense of a voice other than its own—a relief to my ears
and certainly to Bonifacio’s as well.
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“Are you all right, Emissary?” the girl asked, concerned but
happy. I was embarrassed, of course. This was a girl, after all,
and my head was in her lap—but I did not wish to move. I felt
like a child, in the caring presence of my mother, whom I did
miss, though I had not thought of her in days.
“Yes. Thank you.”
“If he speaks,” Bonifacio said from somewhere, “he must
be all right.”
Bonifacio’s voice carried an odd tone, one I had not heard
before. Getting up on one elbow, I looked at my friend. Could it
be? Bonifacio was standing by the doorway as if ready to leave,
and there appeared to be a pout on his lips.
“Where are you going, Bonifacio?”
“I am not needed here. I am going to the kitchen.”
Did I hear jealousy? A pope jealous of a girl’s attention?
As I thought about it, I understood: I had saved the girl’s
father; the girl was grateful; she was worried about me, and
was attending to me. Bonifacio, though a pope, was suddenly
not very important.
A boy-pope had as much right to be boy as pope, did he
not?
“You are indeed needed here. I can barely get up on one
elbow. I may need last rites at any moment.”
“You tease me.”
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“Yes, Your Holiness. That is what friends are for, is it not?”
Bonifacio nodded despite himself.
To the girl I said, “I am fine. Thank you—” I started to
address her by her real name, but did not know it.
“Caterina,” she said. “Caterina Rottini.”
“That is the name your father called out in his illness,”
Bonifacio said gruffly.
I had stood and was helping the girl up. Her long fingers
felt cool in my hand, and I did not want to let them go; but
Bonifacio, poor Bonifacio, was watching, and, even if no one
were, I would have grown embarrassed holding her hand too
long.
Bonifacio, I saw with relief, had moved from the doorway
and was standing beside me now.
“How is your father?” I asked her.
“He is sleeping. His lungs sound free of fluid.” She was
looking at me, and it seemed that her eyelashes were suddenly
longer, which was of course impossible. Her gaze made me
uncomfortable, especially in Bonifacio’s presence, but what
could I do?
“Yes,” I said, stepping to the sleeping man. “He looks
much better.”
“Thank you, Emissary.”
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“Please,” I answered. “I am Emilio. And now it is your
turn, wouldn’t you say, to tell us who you really are.”
* * *
“My twin brother’s name was Giovanni,” she began. We sat
at the apartment’s one table eating bread and sausage. “He was
the truly blessed rider, and, though a boy, better than most
men. Three years ago he was injured in the race—a terrible
injury to his head—and we took him home to be attended by
the Nicchio’s doctor. Nothing could be done for him; and when
he passed from this world, the families of the Nicchio—who
knew that I, too, rode well, though never in the Palio, and
wished the Madonna’s blessing of our neighborhood and city to
continue—swore our doctor to secrecy about my brother’s
death, the same secrecy to which they themselves swore.
I was dressed up to look like my brother, kept my face
dirty, put a little scar on it where my brother had had a scar,
and wore a cap (so our story went) to cover the much worse
scar on my head and the skin there that was so sensitive to
sunlight. Who the rider is in the Palio does not matter—it is the
horse who wins, not the rider; even a horse who has lost his
rider may win—but we knew that the Governors of the Race
would not allow a girl to compete. Our priest prayed to the
Signora to ensure that our pretense would not be an offense to
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her, and she appeared to him one night to bless both our plan
and our contrada....”
I looked at Bonifacio again and saw from my friend’s
expression that he was thinking the same: All of this might be
true—and probably was—but it could not be the entire truth.
We could both feel it in her words. For reasons only she knew,
Caterina Rottini was choosing not to tell us everything.
Bonifacio, bold as he often was in such matters (and
wishing, as any boy would, to be important), went ahead and
asked it: “That is all?”
“That is enough,” the girl answered just as boldly, but
averting her eyes, too. What a strange girl, I thought to myself.
So strong, confident and even brash, and yet gentle and
humble. How could one be all of these at once?
I stared at her; and as if sensing my look, she turned to
look at me, too. The instant our gazes met, I felt my heart jump
once, then again, and did not know why. Why did her look
make my body jump? How could eyes do that? And why was it
hard for me to look away?
There was a silence.
“How will you conceal your father’s recovery from the
Nicchio?” I asked.
“I will not need to.”
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“I do not understand,” Bonifacio said. “The miracle of his
healing must point somewhere, and we are the logical
direction.”
“They will know,” she answered, “that he was healed, but
not that—not that Emilio healed him.”
Bonifacio frowned and glanced at me. I shrugged. I did not
understand either.
“We still do not understand,” Bonifacio said.
The girl had gotten up, was tucking some of her hair under
her cap again and heading toward the front door with no
intention of explaining. At the doorway she turned.
“I have preparations to make—one more qualifying race
and then the race itself, which I wish you could attend—”
How strange, I thought. She was certain that she would be
in the final race. Everything—even her father’s recovery—she
seemed to take for granted.
“—but I would indeed be grateful if you would instead
watch over my father while I am gone. He will be hungry—
anyone who has returned from death is—and he may be able to
eat bread softened with broth, or broth alone, if he seems
weak.” She paused again, and when she spoke, it was with a
smile: “And when I return, it will be time for you both to tell
me whom a Child Pope and an Emissary of La Compassione
would, with their considerable authority, need to flee from?”
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Not knowing what else to do, we nodded; and as I turned
to look down at the girl’s father, who was muttering in his
sleep, something changed in the room. In the corner of my eye
Caterina was not a girl. Though it was impossible, there was a
woman in Caterina’s place, one wearing something in her hair,
her hair as bright as daylight. When I jerked my gaze back to
the doorway, however, it was Caterina again, her back to us as
she stepped outside and closed the door behind her.
* * *
“Did you see a woman?” I asked a moment later.
“I have seen many women, Emissary,” Bonifacio answered.
“You are sounding pompous, Bonifacio.”
“I will try to improve. What woman?”
“I am tired and imagining things. Forget that I asked....”
* * *
When the father woke at last, we had been sitting in his
room on stools carried in from the kitchen and were so nearly
asleep sitting on those stools that we startled when he said:
“Where is Caterina and who are you? And why is there a dog in
this room?”
Bonifacio and I both started at the man, who was up on
one arm and looking surprisingly well for one who should be
dead.
Bonifacio could not find the words.
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“We are friends of your daughter, Signore Rottini,” I said.
“When you experienced what could only be termed a
miraculous recovery, she told us her story and asked us to
remain and care for you while she went to the qualifying race. I
am Emilio Musetti and that is Bonifacio—Bonifacio....”
“Bonifacio da Grossacio,” Bonifacio completed for me, and
I thought the invention quite sonorous.
“And you do not need to fear our dog,” I added. “He will
protect you as he protects us.”
The man stared at Stappo for a moment, and then, with a
trusting if exhausted sigh, lay back on his pallet of blankets. “I
should have known it would happen.”
Was the man referring to his own miraculous healing or
something else?
“That what would happen, Signore?”
“That she would be able to do it.”
“What, Signore?” I asked just as Bonifacio asked, “Who,
Signore?” We sounded like a Commedia troupe, trying to get
laughs on the street for our daily bread.
“Heal me,” the man said impatiently. “Caterina, my
daughter. That she would heal me.”
Bonifacio and I looked at each other. We were doing this
frequently. The world held too many surprises for us not to.
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“You do not know who she is?” the man asked, puzzled
now. “You said she told you.”
“We met her only yesterday, Signore,” I explained. “We
have had only one talk with her, and she told us only a little.
We are new to Siena.”
When suspicion fell over the man’s face, I added quickly,
“Your priest felt your daughter’s approval of us, and so he
approved of us as well.” I was not sure what it meant exactly—
to phrase it this way—but this was how the people of this city,
or this neighborhood at least, put things, so why not put it this
way for a confused Nicchiaiolo who had just returned from the
dead?
“I see....” the man said.
“And so,” Bonifacio added, “all we really know about her is
that she is a remarkable horse rider—”
“And,” I continued, “that she took her twin brother’s place
—your son’s place, God rest his soul.”
“My son?”
“Yes, the one you lost to a terrible injury to his head in the
Palio three years ago.”
The man was speechless. A frown had taken over his face,
and all he seemed able to do was stare at us. I added, “At which
point your kind and dutiful daughter, with the blessing of your
priest and the Madonna of this city, adopted the identity of her
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twin brother and began to race successfully for your quarter
and for the Blessed Madonna, just as your blessed son did....”
The man’s expression did not change, nor did he speak.
Was he having a seizure?
“At least,” Bonifacio said, “that is what your daughter told
us.”
The frown changed into something else. The man was
looking at us now as if we were crazy. When he finally spoke, it
was to say: “I do not know why Caterina told you such a story,
but it is not true. If you are in our home and have the priest’s
blessing, and hers, which I do believe you have, then you are
welcome; and I thank you for attending to me in my illness. But
Caterina has not told you the truth. Her brother ran away with
a girl from Capo Montalbero. The entire Nicchio, at our priest’s
suggestion, kept it a secret and advised Caterina to take his
place. Her brother did not die of a terrible head wound.”
It was my turn to be speechless, though Bonifacio was
somehow able to say, “Why did your priest advise her thus?”
“Because....” The man hesitated, but then, as if finding
something in our faces that made him trust us, proceeded:
“Because we all believe—and have for many years now—that
she is the incarnation of the Madonna of Provenzano.
“Had she not approved of you,” the man went on, “the
priest would certainly not have done so, and you would not be
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sitting with me now.” He had gotten up easily on his own from
the pallet, and the three of us were now seated in the kitchen,
at the table, where he wolfed down bread and jerky and stew
like a starving animal. “Father Salemi,” the man went on, “once
told me that he would not be surprised if she showed an ability
to heal others, and so it has come to pass.”
I knew what Bonifacio was thinking. I remembered
Caterina’s strange words, too: The Nicchio will know that he
was healed, but not how....
“Even when she was little, she seemed able to foresee the
future, even to guide the events of the present to better ends
than they should have reached on their own. This gift had also
belonged, they say, to the Madonna of Provenzano. Father
Salemi saw it when Caterina was very young, and more than
one member of our quarter has seen the visage of the Madonna
in Caterina’s face, for a passing moment at least, and even the
Madonna’s figure walking beside her. This has only become
more pronounced as she has grown older. The Madonna
herself, people say, has appeared before Father Salemi to
confirm this....”
Having spent himself with words, the little man looked at
us silently, spoon in hand, stew dripping from it, and took a
deep breath.
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“I do not know why Caterina did not confess this to you
when she trusted you enough to let you both minister to me.
Why instead she told you a disturbing story about her brother,
whose departure from us was foolish but not so tragic, I have
no idea. She must have had a reason. Someone who can see the
future usually has reason....”
“Perhaps,” I said, “she is simply humble.”
The father snorted. “Some would say so, but others would
claim she is as obstreperous and rebellious as the boy she
pretends to be. I suspect, however, that you are right. She is
humble when it comes to matters of the spirit...at least when
the Madonna is guiding her.”
Silence fell again in the kitchen, so that all we could hear
was the revelers in the street below, and it lasted until Caterina
burst suddenly through the door, dirty and sweaty. She said,
“You are looking healthy, Father, and no longer hungry!”
“Yes, Caterina.”
“I qualified!”
“Of course you did,” her father said.
Of course she would, if she were the incarnation of the
Madonna and could foresee the future.
Turning to me, she said, “I must ask Emilio to be present
tomorrow for the race, even if there is risk of discovery for him.
Will you do this for me, Emilio?”
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Bonifacio was too stunned to look hurt or jealous. His
mouth popped open and remained that way until I said: “Of
course.”
* * *
Bonifacio and I—and Stappo, too, since the father was
unafraid of him—spent the night in the main room, while
Caterina slept as always on the floor not far from him.
Try as I would, I could not sleep. There was a question that
kept my eyes open, but what was it?
I had wanted, out of vanity, to think Caterina had chosen
me over Bonifacio to be at the Palio tomorrow because...well,
just because. Perhaps she thought me handsome. Perhaps she
could barely contain her gratitude for what I had done for her
father and so wanted me near her. Perhaps it was vanity on her
part, too, and she wanted me to be impressed with her prowess
in the race. Perhaps....
But this was not how a Madonna thought, I knew. Even a
mortal girl who could, at times at least, see the future might
have another reason.
* * *
When I woke on my own pallet, it was to a voice; and I was
certain an angel or something worse was standing over me.
From the look on Bonifacio’s face, he feared the same. But it
was only Caterina silhouetted by bright morning light through
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the room’s window. She had woken before us and dressed for
the race, and was again the boy she needed to be.
“You should rise now, too,” she said to us both. “I will
return in a few minutes.” Then she was gone, the door closing
quietly behind her.
What she meant by this, I had no idea, and neither did
Bonifacio.
As the father stumbled into the kitchen—no less steady
than anyone his age would be upon waking—he grumbled
“Buona mattina, ragazzi!” and began to prepare bread and
butter for himself.
“You have awakened a monster with your healing,”
Bonifacio whispered, short-changed on his holy rest and
irritable as a consequence.
“No wonder the son ran away—” I joked back, stopping
when the father glanced at us from the kitchen table.
Bonifacio stifled a laugh. The father was looking at us.
Just as we sat down with him in the kitchen, buttering our
own bread, the front door opened again and instead of one
figure—Caterina’s—two entered.
The Nicchio priest was with her. Why? Were our secrets
not to be kept?
“Do not be angry with me,” she began. “I have brought
Father Salemi, and for good reason. He is the one person I have
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told about the miracle of my father’s healing and your
identities, and I have done so because there is a need. He has
asked to meet you. I have agreed, but in return have asked a
favor of him.”
“Your Holiness,” the priest said, and he was so agitated,
his face so red, that I feared for a moment his heart might
explode. He knelt before the chubby Bonifacio, who looked
about as holy as a piglet, but who, of the two boys standing
before the priest, was obviously il Papino. Had the Child Pope
possessed orange hair, as I did, Rome would certainly have
spoken both tirelessly and tiresomely of it.
Bonifacio straightened, took on the bearing he had grown
up with—the boy-man who had given last rights to cardinals,
archbishops and bishops—and with sincerity and compassion
said: “Grazia a Lei, Father Salemi. May the blessings of the
Lord be upon you.”
The girl’s father, poor man, was struck dumb, the last
piece of bread he had put in his mouth still there, the chewing
of it ceased, the mouth open, the eyes darting from Bonifacio to
the priest to Caterina to me and back to Bonifacio again.
“Benedicat tibi Dominus et custodiat te,” the priest and
Bonifacio said together.
Caterina, solemn now, continued: “And this is Emilio
Musetti, the one by whose light my father was healed.”
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At this the father choked and the bread flew at last from
his mouth. His hand, horrified by what his mouth had done,
reached out wildly to grab the piece in midair but had no luck.
The morsel of bread fell to the floor not far from my left foot,
and there it lay until Stappo, wondering at the silliness of
humans, found it and ate it.
“Emilio is the emissary,” she went on, “we have heard
rumors of, even as we have heard rumors of the Drinkers of
Blood and chosen foolishly not to believe them. His light
healed my father, and that he carries such light is evidence not
only that he is emissary, but that the rumors are true: the
Drinkers do exist. They have, as we have heard, taken Rome,
turning five hundreds priests in the Holy City to their immortal
devices. And the hideous figures of the night that those priests
have become now travel throughout Christendom to bring
about its fall as well.”
The priest was nodding. His kneeling had become
awkward for everyone. I stepped to him and offered him a
hand. He hesitated, staring at my hand.
“It will not burn you,” I said.
He took it, rose and, with a tremble in his voice, said:
“Thank you for blessing us with your presence, Emissary.”
The girls’ father was up, too, and was trying to speak.
“Caterina. What is happening here? “
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“Father,” she answered lovingly but firmly. “You will tell
no one in the Nicchio what you have heard and seen and heard
in these rooms. I wished you to know the truth, so that you
might join me in giving thanks to the one who returned your
life to you and you to me.”
“But you are the Madonna!”
“I do not know who I am, Father; and if I do not, no one
does.” She paused, then looked at me. “Except perhaps the
Emissary....”
I thought that Bonifacio might frown, feeling slighted, but
he did not. He simply stared at her.
“We have a race to race today,” she said, “and I must leave
soon for the Piazza. I have asked Father Salemi to come here
this morning to meet you both. It is important for reasons that
will become clear. He will also lead you to the Piazza at the
right time, so that you do not get lost.”
Again, her tone was matter-of-fact, but beyond it, as
always, something else whispered too. Something not at all
matter-of-fact. Something immense and important.
Feeling like children, Bonifacio and I nodded and said, “Of
course.”
* * *
The Piazza di Campo was pure madness. Whether those
present were inebriated or merely enthusiastic mattered not,
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for either of those taken to an extreme produced madness. I
had seen this at the Carnevale in Viarreggio, south of our
village, on the two occasions my mother had taken me there:
men and women pummeling each other with leather batons.
Whether it was passion or wine or both that numbed their pain
had not been clear to me. In their madness they had laughed,
kissed, grabbed, fondled, slapped, pummeled, bled, and then
laughed even more.
But there was something especially insane about the Palio.
While the richest of the city readied themselves to watch the
race from windows high in the buildings around the piazza, the
rest were packed like over-heated cattle into its center, the race
course a circle of empty earth around them. The poor were
elbow-to-elbow with no room to stretch and only stale air to
breathe. How the crowd resisted panic, I did not know, but I
was starting to panic myself just looking at them from where
we stood by the track. Bonifacio looked even worse. We had
somehow made our way through the crowd at the piazza’s
center and were now pressed against the wooden barriers that
kept the revelers from the course.
Perhaps if this were your city—if you had grown up here
and in your father’s arms had watched every race from the year
you were born—if the Madonna of Provenzano, for whom this
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race was always run, was your Madonna—the insanity of the
crowd would not feel insane but instead beautiful?
“Are you going to faint, Bonifacio?”
“I am not sure, Emissary,” Bonifacio called over the din of
the crowd, looking somewhat green of face. “I have not been in
such circumstances before.”
“Nor have I.”
“Perhaps it is the Sienese. It is in their blood and they love
living like this. Perhaps they all sleep together as children in
little apartments, and Siena is one great family to them and
they prefer this to vast, empty piazze with endless elbowroom.
Perhaps they even die of loneliness in piazzas where is too
much—”
“You are starting to babble, Bonifacio.”
“Yes, but, if I speak, there is less chance I will faint.”
“Then please speak. I would hate to have to—”
A bell sounded from the great tower. Bonifacio and I
jumped, but the noise had absolutely no effect on anyone
around us. These simply continued with their yelling, their
affectionate or ill-tempered insults, their bad breath and
belches, and, of course, their wagers. “Twenty on Draco
because I love you, cugino!” “Tartaruga wins or your children
will be born with horns. Fifty on Tartaruga!” “Thirty on il
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Nicchio! The Madonna will deliver!” “Eighteen to your thirty—
the Madonna wants speed, not a porker!”
And then the horses tore by the barrier beside us in a cloud
of red dust, bright contrada colors and little clubs with which
the riders beat each other with determination.
“Did you see her?” I asked.
“I saw one long horse with forty-eight legs and twelve
riders.”
“They will spread out more, will they not?”
“Perhaps, but the race is only three laps. We only have two
more chances to see her.”
Before the horses could circle the course again, we heard a
cry go up from the crowd. Something had happened.
The crowd, I could see, was breaking through the low
wooden barriers at the other end of the piazza.
As I stood there, I sensed it was Caterina the cries were
about. A strange light was filling the piazza, one the crowd
seemed not to notice.
I squinted at it—the light. I did not know at first what was
making it, but then I saw it.
Where the light was brightest, a figure hovered in the air
high above the crowd.
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Even at this distance, I recognized the figure. I had seen
her in Caterina’s apartment, confusing her with Caterina
herself, but had assumed she was but imagination.
As she drifted closer, she looked at me in silence, and I
could see her face—the moon of it, her hair beautiful, a halo for
that moon. She was dressed in the finest gown, white and the
palest blue and the yellow of the smallest flowers on the hills
above my village in spring.
“Do you see her now, Bonifacio?” I asked, barely able to
speak.
Bonifacio looked around. “Who, Emissary?”
“Her. Over there.” I pointed above the crowd to the exact
place where she floated.
“Now you are babbling, my friend. Do you feel faint?”
I ignored him. I started pushing my way toward the
commotion. My legs wanted to run, but the bodies around me
would not let them. All I could do was push and keep pushing.
“Bonifacio,” I called back. “Caterina has been hurt! The
Madonna has come for her!”
As I pushed, the figure floated near me. It did not leave.
* * *
When I reached the far barrier, which the crowd had easily
toppled, I scrambled over it and was on the race course itself
now, earth not cobbles.
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The figure floated above me. It had been my guide.
I looked around, coughing from the dust, and there, in
front of me, was what I had most feared.
Caterina was lying on the earth unmoving, as if asleep. Her
horse was upright, apparently uninjured, its muzzle lowered to
her, pushing at her shoulder, trying to get her to rise.
I felt more fear than I could bear. Do not take her from us,
Nostra Signora—from her contrada—from her father and her
people—from Bonifacio and me—please!
I looked up and the light was gone. The figure was gone.
I looked down at Caterina again and saw what I’d
somehow known I would see: A wound on her head, the blood
seeping into the earth as if the soil were a rag.
This was why Caterina had wanted me to be here.
This was why she had insisted.
She had known this would happen, but why had she not
stopped it? She was the incarnation of our Lady, was she not?
She wanted you to be here with her when she died, but
why?
When I knelt by her side, no one tried to stop me. Those
standing on the track simply stared. She was still a boy to them.
Clothes and cap and hair of a boy. The boy who had won two
races for the Nicchio.
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The Madonna was there again, hovering high above us,
waiting, and that could mean only one thing: That I needed to
tell Caterina goodbye.
I could hear footsteps running toward us, but they were
not important. I sat down beside her, leaned over her, moved
her shoulders so that I could put her head gently in my lap,
held her head with both of my hands, and whispered to her,
“Thank you for being who you are, Caterina. For being in my
life even if briefly.”
“No!” a voice whispered hoarsely.
In astonishment I watched as one of Caterina’s eyes, the
one that was not so bloody, opened, and she whispered again:
“It is not time...”
I nodded, wondering whether I had fainted and was
dreaming, or we were both dead and in another world.
Someone with a wound like hers could not be speaking, could
not be thinking so clearly.
The footsteps were louder now, voices with them, and
Bonifacio knelt beside me.
“We must give her rites,” he was saying.
“No.”
“What do you mean ‘No’? She is dying if not already dead!”
“Help me carry her,” I said to him, to give him something
to do, to calm his frantic hands, to keep the Latin she did not
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want from his lips. But then others arrived, and they were the
civil guards of the Nicchio contrada. It was their arms that
began to lift her up and away.
“No one can live with a wound like that,” one man said.
I wanted to argue, but how could I?
* * *
As the men carried her back to the contrada, I stayed by
her side, and Bonifacio stayed by mine. Father Salemi was with
us, too, hurrying beside the guards.
“Why isn’t Father Salemi giving the rites to her, Emilio?”
“I do not know, Bonifacio.”
“Please do not let her die without them, Emissary.”
I could not find words with which to answer.
* * *
At the apartment the guards rushed the girl to her father’s
room. The priest was shouting, “Here, here! Put her here!”
When the men obeyed, placing her on the floor where her
father had lain so recently, the priest shouted, “Now leave!
Please!” The men stepped back, blinking, and confused.
“Leave!” the priest insisted.
Now he will try to give her the rites. I must stop him!
But the priest did not kneel beside her. No Latin came
from his lips.
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Caterina’s father was there now, standing behind Bonifacio
and me. Without a word he stepped to Father Salemi’s side.
Both of them just stood there looking at me, waiting.
“Father, please!” Bonifacio cried out. “If you do not give
her last rites, I will have to.”
“It is too late for that,” the priest said. “She died in the
piazza before I could reach her—even before you could reach
her, Your Holiness.”
I thought I might be sick there on the floor. How could she
have been dead on the track? I had heard her voice.
“Bring her back to us,” the priest said to me then.
“Yes, Emissary. Return her to us,” her father said.
I stared at them both. If the Madonna could not bring her
back to life, how could I? How could the spirit of La
Compassione, if the Madonna could not? This was not a
Drinker that only needed to be filled with fear. This was not a
father ill and dying on the floor. This was a girl, a wonderful
girl, and she was dead, her flesh already returning to the earth.
Even Bonifacio was looking at me, waiting.
“I cannot,” I said. “The Madonna will come for her. She
will take Caterina’s soul to a life beyond....”
The priest said: “No, the Madonna will not. That is not
why the Madonna was here, Emissary. Caterina foretold all of
this.”
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Then a voice—one without lips or throat or words—said:
Bring me back, Emissary.
I started to shake. I thought I would fall to the floor.
Bring me back, Emissary, the voice said again, and it was
Caterina’s voice, and a woman’s too. Only you can do what
must be done today. It is the only way you will become the
instrument of La Compassione the world needs you to be.
At her words, though for a moment I refused them, my
body began to change. My rash became a fire, just as it had
with the girl’s father, but now my arms began to glow like coals
as room brightened like the sun.
I stepped to Caterina’s body, knelt down, placed my right
hand upon her brow, and saw that my hand was no longer a
hand but something else, something a creature might need to
swim with—and something of fire that could both give life and
take it away, as it would soon on the blood-washed shores of a
distant lake.
Caterina’s face became the Madonna’s, and then a girl’s
again, because they were indeed the same. There was no blood
now on her head because tears—or the waters of a great lake—
had washed it away, so that her flesh might heal. The boy
inside me was crying, of course, but that meant nothing.
Mortals weep in the face of Truth, its beauty and the grace it is.
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When I opened my eyes, I was still kneeling, the light was
gone, my rash no longer hurt, my cheeks were still wet from
mortal tears.
Caterina was different. There was no blood on her. The
wound by her eye was gone, the gash in her skull had smoothed
over, and her skin was perfect once more. And she was
sleeping.
I stood up and looked from Bonifacio to the priest to the
father. Their faces looked as exhausted as those of soldiers after
a battle. What they had seen while I had dreamed a dream I
could not remember, I did not know.
* * *
“The story is complete,” the priest said.
I did not know what he meant, but then I did: The story
Caterina had first told us, the odd lie about her brother. How
he had died from a terrible head injury in a race two years ago
and how she, disguised as a boy, had taken his place because
she was a good rider, too.
“She knew this day would come,” I said.
“Yes, Emissary. And so it has happened, and now the
people of Siena will believe her brother died, just as she told
you he did, and in a race, while the sister will now run off with
a boy for the sake of love.”
“But the people of the Nicchio will know,” I said.
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“They will know only that she was brought back from
death. They will assume it was by the grace of the Madonna,
out of love for her daughter. Which is as it should be, Emissary,
if your presence here is to be kept a secret, and you are to
continue your journey.” The priest paused. “It is also, as you
might imagine, a gift to this contrada—to any contrada in this
city—for it to believe that the Madonna performed such a
miracle for those who love her.”
“We are all instruments of La Compassione, Father,” I
found myself saying. “The Madonna was present, overseeing it
all, I assure you. I saw her at the campo. She led me to
Caterina. I think I saw her in this room as well....”
The priest bowed his head. “Of course.”
We watched Caterina struggle up on one elbow. She was
not in pain. She was smiling, as if amused, and she was looking
at me. I blushed.
“What will you do now, Caterina?” Bonifacio asked, seeing
my reddening face.
“I will travel, as a boy, with you and Emilio to Assisi,”
Caterina answered, and in that tone we had heard before—one
that said no argument would be tolerated. “That is where you
must travel next, Emissary, if you are to elude those who seek
your capture.”
“You have seen it?” I asked.
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“I have.”
I was no longer surprised.
“This was your plan all along,” I said.
“Yes, Emilio. To make of our story the great circle it should
be.”
“But what will the Nicchio do now? Who will ride for
them?”
The priest answered for her. “There is a boy, Iacopo, who
is blessed by the Madonna. You can see it in his eyes. He was
too young to race three years ago when Caterina began riding
for us. He is old enough now, and he is gifted. It is his time...or
so the Madonna told me in a dream a year ago.”
“He will win next year,” Caterina said quietly. “He will win
for four years,” she went on, “and then another young man will
begin to ride for the Nicchio. He will be tall and loud, but a
good rider, and he will dream of the Madonna every night, as
we all do in Siena, whether we know it or not....”
I could only stare.
* * *
When we parted Siena the next morning, the road to Assisi
was packed with travelers, many of them bleary-eyed and
uncoordinated in their steps from the previous night’s
carousing, and more than a few quite irritable about the work
they needed to resume in the grain fields and mills and
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vineyards. As a consequence, few were in any condition to pay
attention to our little troupe—three boys and a dog—pretty as
one boy was, pink-cheeked as another, and rash-decorated as
the third.
Just before Montepulciano we heard the hooves of horses,
and a group of fifteen soldiers road by. Whether they were
looking for Bonifacio and me, there was no way to know. Later,
in Cittapieve, and after stopping to eat and drink, thanks to the
florins that remained in my pouch, we found ourselves exposed
in front of a church as another complement of soldiers road by;
but, again, we were not noticed. Was La Compassione
watching over us, or was it simply not our time?
Assisi lay before us—Caterina had seen it—but what lay
beyond Assisi’s pink-marble face remained a journey of fog and
doubt whose footsteps we could not see even as they took us
inexorably to the shores of a distant lake and the future of the
world.
Copyright © 2015 Bruce McAllister
Bruce McAllister’s science fiction and fantasy stories have
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appeared over the years in the field’s major magazines and
many “year’s best” volumes (like Best American Short Stories
2007, Stephen King ed.). His short story “Kin” was a finalist
for the Hugo Award; his novelette “Dream Baby” was a
finalist for the Hugo and Nebula awards; his novelette “The
Crying Child” was a finalist for the Shirley Jackson Award.
He is the author of three novels: Humanity Prime, a chronicle
of humanity on a water planet in the far future; Dream Baby,
an ESP-in-war tale; and 2013’s The Village Sang to the Sea: A
Memoir of Magic. His short stories have been collected in the
career-spanning The Girl Who Loved Animals and Other
Stories. He lives in Orange County, California, with his wife,
choreographer Amelie Hunter, and works as a writer, writing
coach, and book and screenplay consultant.
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Y BRENIN
by C. Allegra Hawksmoor
An eagle turned in a low gyre over the battlefield. The red
and cloying earth churned with rain and blood, turning
everything to ochre in the light of a late summer. The sound of
a hundred tiny battles between life and death caught in the
arms of the valley.
The knight pressed through the crush of the fighting and
the fallen. He fought as sunset swept unminded towards
evening. Until the air itself seemed to thicken every sound and
movement. And still the Red King did not yield.
Some long-forgotten blow had sheared the dulled gold
armour of the Red King’s cuisse, black blood boiling through
torn metal embossed with golden flowers. He stumbled in the
red mud like a dying calf. And still he did not yield.
The knight bulled forwards with his shield, stubbornness
and momentum overawing the Red King’s footing and
throwing him over the body of a dying horse. The knight drew
his sword back to make the killing blow. It took him some time
to realise that his arm would not obey. He stood still as a golem
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shaped from blood-red clay. Only moving to draw deep gulps of
air into his lungs.
The Red King’s sword fell from his hand, and he fumbled
with shaking fingers at the catches of his helm. His hair and
beard were the colour of polished mahogany, but his eyes were
pupiless, bottomless black.
“What are your orders?” he said. “What does my brother
say is to be done with me, Ser....”
“Mercher.”
The knight removed his own helm. His thoughts ached for
the dirty scrap of paper secured behind his breastplate. He
knew its words by heart, but the touch of the paper against his
skin gave him comfort.
“The Edling of the North would have me kill you,” the
knight said.
And take everything from the towns, his lord’s message
ordered. Empty their stores. The North must eat.
The eithin aur on the Red King’s armour caught the last of
the day’s light, gold petals of hammered metal glinting. The
knight’s hand reached involuntarily for its mirror-image,
shaped into his own breastplate. The eagle felt its way through
the blue emptiness above them, with a mind as clear as
polished glass held up before the sun.
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The knight was a creature forged of the same base
elements: his flesh and his bones, the blade in his hand, all
birthed out of the belly of the same earth. The same clarity of
purpose hammered clean through him.
He seized the Red King’s shoulder and wrenched him to
his feet.
“Begin walking,” he said, turning towards the ancient
forest that rolled over the foothills, beyond the slow quiet
seeping out into the battlefield.
* * *
They stopped quite close to morning, beside an ancient
trackway that had led them to a clearing by the river. The path
curved over a huge slab of grey stone that spanned the water,
pitted and worn with a thousand years of feet and wheels and
weather beneath the moss and lichen. On the other side, the
track cut up over the bank and disappeared back into the
woods.
The knight knelt beside the stream and washed the sweat
and dirt out of his hair while his courser drank deeply beside
him. He spread his hands and submerged them in the river
until bloody trails of red earth streamed from the knuckles of
his gauntlets. The sky glanced blue through sunburned leaves,
and early light caught on the metal in the water.
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“It is a dangerous thing for a knight to defy his lord,” the
Red King said from the shadow of a great old elm. He worked
an arrowhead from his armour and lashed it onto a straight
arm of fallen wood. “Aren’t you afraid of what my brother will
do when he finds out that I am still alive?”
Red water dripped from the knight’s hands and dissolved
into the current. “And why should I be afraid of Edling Gwyn
when I have the Red King at my back?”
“The Red King? It has been a long time since any
northerner has called me that, boy. Who are your family?”
“I wouldn’t know,” the knight said. “I never had any.”
The Red King took a limping step towards him, blood
oozing from the torn metal on his thigh. When he came out
from under the elm, he flinched and raised a hand to the sky.
Tears spilled over his lashes and quickened down his cheeks.
He cannot stand the light, the knight thought. Something
is wrong with his eyes. His lips parted to form a question, but
the question never came.
The Red King cursed the sun and turned away, snatching
up the arrow-headed spear and sliding down the bank into the
shallows under the shadow of the tree.
The knight set his gauntlets down. “Are you going to try to
kill me with that, Goch?”
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“I was going to try and eat.” The Red King tugged at the
knots holding the arrowhead in place. “Unless you would
rather that I starve. Where are you taking me? Do you even
know?”
The knight unfastened the catches of his breastplate and
laid his armour in the sun. Beneath it, his arming jacket was
sweat-yellow and blood-black. “To Dinas Pair yr Arfaeth.”
“Through the mountains?” The Red King drove the point
of his spear into the water. “Taking North Road with the rest of
your army would be safer.”
“The rest of my army want you dead.” The knight took his
courser’s bridle and untied the barding from around her neck.
“And every town and village we passed through would rather
free you. That does not sound as though it fits my definition of
‘safer’.”
The Red King crouched down in the water and clamped
the thrashing salmon between his hands as it died on the point
of his spear. He pulled it free and threw it up onto the bank.
Far enough out of the water to suffocate.
“And what will you do with me when we reach the city, Ser
Mercher?”
“I will bring you to the Edling of the North.”
The salmon spasmed once and gaped for air. The Red King
pulled himself up onto the bank and shelled its eyes into his
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mouth with his thumb. He pressed them between his teeth
until they burst and nodded to the curl of parchment stowed in
the hollow curve of the knight’s breastplate. “It seems to me as
though my brother would much rather you killed me,” he said.
“And pillaged my towns to feed his army.”
“You should not have read it,” the knight snapped, tugging
too sharply at his courser’s girth. The horse stamped and
flashed the whites of her eyes.
“And when would I have done that? I didn’t have to read it.
I know my brother, Ser Mercher. Better than you do.”
“You don’t know anything,” the knight growled, hauling
the saddle off.
“I know that he would very much like to murder me and
leave the south to ruin. I know that he expected you to break
open our grain stores and find them overflowing with all the
crops and livestock that we’ve taken, and that when he finds
that they are bare, his cities will starve for the sake of his army
just the same as mine.”
“What else could he do?” the knight demanded. “Your
people have been attacking our villages for months now. Why
haven’t you sent word of the blight to Dinas Pair?”
The Red King laughed and laid his hand upon the eithin
aur forged into his armour. “You think that when my brother
hears about the blight, he’ll open his granaries and forget about
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this precious war of his? No, he will notice that we are weak. If
he is smart, he will seize his chance to strike.”
“Gwyn doesn’t understand,” the knight said. “You’ve given
him no choice. When I bring him to you, you will tell him. Then
he can decide what he wants to do with you.”
He frowned and stared into the current. Then he can
decide what he wants to do with both of us.
The Red King cut the salmon with the point of his
makeshift spear and emptied out its innards. “Gwyn, is it
now?” he said. “Tell me, Ser Mercher, just how familiar are you
with my brother?”
“You should still your tongue,” the knight spat, his aching
shoulders bowstring-tight. “You may need it when we reach the
capital, but you do not need your fingers.”
The Red King sat back against the elm and linked his
hands behind his head. Metal intertwined with flesh.
“If you are so certain that all of this is a terrible
misunderstanding,” the Red King said at last, “then why have
you brought me all the way out here without so much as
sending him word?”
The knight glanced up at the tessellated sky, clear blue
behind the shifting leaves, and did not answer.
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Through much of the next two days the Red King sat
astride the knight’s warhorse, raising his hand to block the sky
from his black eyes while the knight walked along beside him.
The wound on his leg stopped bleeding when they made camp,
but overnight the flesh around it turned an ugly red.
On the second afternoon, it rained, starting in a few large
drops that resounded on the knight’s armour and pinged off
into the grass and soon pouring straight down in the windless
air.
They pressed on for almost an hour before the knight
relented, pulling up beside a ring of stones perched over the old
trackway—narrow shards of mountain slate projecting
outwards like a crown of purple thorns. The knight tethered his
horse to a twisted hawthorn that looked as though it had stood
there for a thousand years. The only part of it left alive was a
corona of dark green leaves clinging to its branches. The
courser twisted her head to tug at them, rainwater plastering
her mane against her neck.
The knight pulled the Red King from the saddle and set
about removing the mare’s caparison—a stained length of white
cloth emblazoned with a thousand golden flowers. “We’ll use
the stone circle for cover.”
“That isn’t a circle.” The Red King retrieved the body of the
young hare they had snared the night before from behind the
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saddle. “It’s a cairn. A group of farmers from Dirneb dug it up
when I was a boy. It was full of ash and bones. Human and
animal, all mixed in together.”
The knight shivered and stared into the centre of the
circle: a round and gaping mouth ringed with broken teeth and
half-smothered by low cloud. “Help me with this.”
The Red King took the edge of the caparison, and between
them they dragged it to the cairn and struggled to spread the
cloth over two of the leaning spears of stone as the rain
drummed down a steady cold. The knight drove his sword into
the ground to make a third hitch for the canopy and crawled
beneath.
The Red King stooped out of the rain to sit beside him. “Do
you even know where we are?”
The knight tried to make out the shapes of the dark
mountains drifting in and out of the cloud beyond the edge of
the caparison. “Heading north.”
“You realise that most of the Drysau are between us and
Dinas Pair,” the Red King said calmly. “Do you know these
mountains well, Ser Mercher? Because Gwyn and I grew up in
them. And, if he were here now....” He turned the limp, furry
body of the hare over in his hands. “He would be telling you the
same as me.”
The knight looked at him sidelong. “And what is that?”
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“That if you keep following this track....” The Red King
sawed the hare open on the edge of the impaled sword. “Then
you shall have to go over the shoulder of Y Brenin before you
reach Dinas Pair yr Arfaeth. He would tell you that between us
and that mountain, there is a valley at the foot of Caer Pwyll
filled with nothing but reeds and marsh that is difficult to cross
even on a fine day. For a horse, and two men in armour....”
The Red King held his hand out into the rain pouring off of
the caparison and rolled his shoulders in a shrug. The knight
wrapped his arms around himself, but wet metal-against-metal
brought him little comfort.
“And what would you suggest?”
“Take the east fork in the road, half a day from here.”
“Through Bannik and Gerwester?”
The Red King nodded.
“Through two villages sympathetic to you, and a stone’s
throw away from the North Road?” the knight asked stonily.
He shook his head. “We go north.”
The Red King sighed and spread his hands in frustration.
He studied them for a few moments, smeared with blood and
rain, then began to strip the fur away from the dead hare in his
lap. “You know,” he said, peeling the muscle away from the
bone and biting into the slick red meat. “I’m certain that I
recognise you.”
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The knight watched the Red King suck down raw flesh and
fought against a knot of nausea. The Red King chewed
methodically, staring out into the rain. This close, the knight
could see that his strange black eyes weren’t pupiless at all, but
rather that the pupils were so swollen that the brown of his
irises was almost swallowed up...
“Is there something that you want to ask, Ser Mercher?”
the Red King said.
The knight hugged himself little tighter and looked away.
“Caer Isel,” he said under his breath. “You wanted to know
where you’ve seen me before? You appointed me, and five
other guardsmen, to keep watch over Edling Gwyn when you
consigned him to live and die in that tower.”
“You’re the traitor.” The hard bark of a laugh lodged
somewhere in the Red King’s throat. He swallowed another
sliver of raw meat and shook his head. “The one who helped my
brother to escape and take the north from me. And Gwyn
knighted you for your trouble, did he? Well then, I suppose that
it turned out well enough for you.”
Well enough? the knight thought. It has ended in nothing
but war and blight and famine. It has broken this land more
deeply than you ever managed to alone.
“So, tell me.” The Red King wiped some of the bloodied fur
off of his hands. “I’ve heard that you sleep beside Gwyn. On the
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floor, like a trained dog. And that the two of you have spent the
last two summers bathing in the Ysprid together like a pair of
newly-weds. So, I’m intrigued. Does my brother fuck you well
enough to compensate you for all the trouble you have put
yourself through for his sake?”
The knight clamped down on the plume of rage and
embarrassment and watched the rivulets of rain catching on
blade of his sword. “You don’t know a damned thing about
me!”
Something quirked at the corner of the Red King’s mouth.
“I see. He hasn’t had you yet, then. Do you think that’s because
he’s ignorant of your feelings, or because he simply doesn’t
care?”
The knight swept to his feet, tearing the caparison aside
and drawing his sword out of the earth. The Red King watched
him calmly and did not move to stand. His lips and chin were
smeared with hare’s blood and water.
A gust of wind surged up the side of the mountain and
whistled between the leaning stones, turning the low cloud into
unformed shapes that hurried through the cairn. The knight
shivered and sheathed his sword at his side.
“Mount up, Goch,” he said. “If you freeze to death, I’ll
leave you for the crows.”
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“This is madness!” the Red King shouted from the saddle
as they crested the wide green saddle of Caer Pwyll and
descended down into the marsh, raising his hand to block out
the light. “We must turn back.”
They had abandoned most of their armour not long after
the cairn, but the sky was still grey and thunderous, and the
knight’s feet sank up to the ankle as the track became a stretch
of churned-up mud then petered out entirely.
The Red King dug his feet into the stirrups. “Mercher!”
The knight ignored him, leading the courser by the bridle
towards the mountain in the east: a low black tangle of granite
looming in grey sky. If I can reach that mountain, he thought.
Then perhaps the way will be a little easier over its feet.
After an hour, the knight’s legs burned. His courser’s feet
dragged in the stagnant water. And they had come less than
half a mile.
The knight stopped to swipe the sweat off of his brow, and
his courser’s feet bubbled down into the fluid earth.
“You’ll have to dismount,” the knight said, trying not to
draw too hard for breath.
The Red King eased his injured leg over the mare’s back
and lowered himself out of the saddle. Moss and marsh gave
way like flesh under his feet.
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“Lovely,” he said. “You know that you’ll kill us both before
we reach the city, don’t you?” The Red King checked the empty
waterskin on his belt, knelt, and drank from the grey mire with
cupped hands.
The knight grabbed the back of the Red King’s shirt and
hauled him to his feet. “You certainly will be if you insist on
eating every raw dead thing and drinking from every stagnant
pool between here and Dinas Pair,” he said. “What’s wrong
with you? Keep walking.”
The knight took another step towards the mountain, but
his courser was sunk almost up to her hindquarters. She
whickered with panic when she realised that she couldn’t move,
and the knight took her bridle in both hands to calm her. As
soon as she stopped fighting him, they pulled. Straining against
the air together, the mare occasionally freeing a foreleg only to
slap it back down into the swamp. Then the strength was out of
her and she just stood there, panting hard.
“Gather as many of these reeds as you can,” the Red King
said. “Give her something to stand on.”
The knight muttered a few half-believed words of
reassurance to her and did as he was bade. He’d only walked a
few heavy, aching steps when he came upon the bodies.
They were three, he thought. Two adults, and a child. But
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faces were bloated and fly-blown. Flesh wrinkled like the skin
of an elbow, and open eyes turned to the milk-white of cut
quartz. By his reckoning, they had been dead about a week.
The knight tried to remember how to breathe. “We are not
the first ones to try this way,” he said.
The Red King waded through needles of marsh grass to his
side. “Southerners,” he said. “Farmers, most likely. The blight
has driven most of them out of their homes. Since your great
and noble master has been turning back any refugees on the
North Road, most of them try the old paths through the hills in
the hope of better fortune.”
“Do you expect to make me pity these people?” the knight
demanded. “To turn my back on Gwyn?”
“No.” The Red King stood. “I don’t.”
They worked in silence after that, laying out whatever they
could find around the courser. Somewhere far away a peal of
thunder trembled in the mountains. When they had done all
that they could, the Red King put his palms to the mare’s
hindquarters and the knight took up her bridle. She was tired
now, and without her help they were soon sweating and
breathless.
“You never answered my question.” The Red King stood
back and rubbed his watering eyes.
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The knight gave one last pull, raised both hands in defeat,
and sank down to his haunches. “What do you want now,
Goch?”
“Where are you from?” the Red King asked. “Who were
you, before you became a bloody bane in my side and set my
brother back upon the north?”
“I was no one,” the knight said. “Just another unwanted
bastard weaned in an orphanage in the wildwood. A farmer
paid them for me when I was ten.” The courser slumped down
defeated, stretching her neck out until her nostrils were barely
above the water.
“Old enough to work,” the Red King said.
The knight made a soft sound of agreement. He put his
hand under the courser’s jaw, lifting her head enough to
breathe. “He wasn’t a cruel man,” he said. “But he wanted his
money’s worth from me. Worked me like a draught horse for
six years before I managed to slip away and enlist with your
guard. Six summers of the sun on my back and the breath of
the wind in me. Six winters digging in those blasted, frozen
fields.”
“Do you miss it?”
The knight looked towards the southern horizon.
“Sometimes.”
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“Let’s try again. Come here, maybe you can push better
than I can. Use those shoulders of yours, plough boy.”
The knight put the flats of his hands to her hindquarters
and pushed until his muscles shook. The courser shrieked and
thrashed at the pulled grass until she finally found footing.
Then she heaved forwards, screaming and kicking out with her
powerful back legs. As she came free, one of her shod hooves
slammed into the knight’s chest like cannonshot.
Concussion rang in his ears, and the marsh reached out to
catch him as he fell. He found that he was looking down on his
own body—his chest imploded, ribs dashed into the hollow
space of his lungs, and the whole marsh shifting and surging
underneath him like a wave.
An explosion of coughing pain brought him back into
himself. He strained for a breath that wouldn’t come, but the
front of his shirt was drenched with marshwater instead of
blood, and when he put his hand to the ache in his chest his
ribs did not feel broken. The Red King offered down his hand,
and the knight took it, pulling himself back up.
He followed the grim look on the Red King’s face to where
his courser stood, three-footed. One of her hind legs was
snapped at an impossible angle below the knee, bone
puncturing bay fur and blood dripping from her hoof.
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A deep calm drove down into the knight’s fingertips, and
he forced his voice to soften as he took her head up in both his
hands. He let the steadiness of his body pass into hers and
bowed his head until it touched her muzzle.
“Gwyn gave her to me,” he said softly, his voice twisted out
of shape. “I had her from a yearling.”
“Mercher....”
“Be quiet.”
The knight drew his sword slowly so as not to startle her. A
murmur of metal against leather, a few more gentle words, and
one sharp, deep thrust that drove the blade up to the hilt in her
chest. Her howl filled up the whole valley as she wrenched
away, overbalanced, and fell hard onto her side. A huge flower
of dark blood blossomed out into the grey water. The knight
knelt and put his hand on her neck. Her eyes rolled white. She
sucked down a lungful of mashwater, spasmed, and fell still.
“I’m sorry,” he said, catching his tongue between his teeth.
“I’m so sorry.”
He grasped the bloody hilt of his sword and worked the
blade out of her body.
“Come here,” he told the Red King. “I’ll need your help to
butcher her.”
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Y Brenin rose out of the valley like the arched back of a
fish: a high ridge of bare jagged granite sculpted by time and
weather into a host of peaks, buttresses, and gulleys. More a
wall than a mountain, dividing the southern high places from
rich northern lowlands with a serrated ridge of bare granite.
They approached it swathed in the fog of a grey morning,
rounding a scree slope that sank down into a high valley filled
with a crooked finger of black lake. A heron raised its head on
the far shore, poised between the worlds of fog and water,
looking more a spirit than any living thing.
The knight raised his eyes, tracing line from the quiet of
the water to the mountain looming in the cloud. His breath
tangled in his throat and a shiver of recognition cut through
him as an indistinct figure all but crawled over the ridge behind
him. Until he saw the colour of the hair and the blackness of
the eyes, the knight was certain that it was not the Red King
that walked towards him out of the mist but his lord.
“He looks fierce from down here, doesn’t he?” the Red
King said, the fog smothering the sound of his voice. “From the
north, Y Brenin’s as smooth as glazed ceramic and blue-grey as
a thundercloud. But the sun never touches the south face, and
so it’s gouged by ice and wind and water. Nothing more than an
accident of circumstance, when you think on it.”
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“You talk too much, Goch,” the knight said, his voice harsh
with dehydration and his tongue so swollen that he could
barely speak.
He shrugged the Red King’s hand away and glissaded
through the scree to the waterside, boots sliding in great strides
through loose sharp stones.
The water was smooth as jet, and when his fingers broke
the surface it was cold enough to hurt. He knelt and drank his
fill, until his stomach and his throat burned with cold and his
hands were white-numb.
The Red King slid down behind him, favouring his good
leg. “We shall have to go over the eastern slope,” he said.
“There’s a shepherd’s track that cuts down into the valley on
the other side. It’s steep, yes, but passable.”
The knight splashed the dark water into his face and stood.
“Do you not understand what it means to be a man’s prisoner,
Goch?”
“Someone may have tried to explain it to me once,” the
Red King said. “But I’m not sure I listened. I tend to forget
these things rather quickly when my captor seems determined
to lead us both into a certain, painful death. Or would you
rather ignore me and die the same way as your horse?”
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The knight turned around too quickly and grabbed the Red
King’s shoulder. “I’ve had my fill of you,” he growled, clenching
his jaw to stop his teeth from shivering.
“Why?” the Red King asked. “Because I am right and you
cannot bear to admit it? Or because I sound too much like my
brother, and you are afraid that you might fall pathetically in
love with me?”
The knight’s grip tightened until his arm shook.
“Tell me,” the Red King said. “When all of this is over and I
am returned to my throne, do you think that Gwyn will give up
his lands and his riches to live out his days with some ignorant
little plough boy? Until he is old and bitter and you must nurse
him to his death? Or do you think that he will continue
ordering you around like a kicked dog? Sending you off into
every pointless battle that he wages against me in the hopes
that one day you just don’t come back?”
“You think that I care?” the knight spat. “So long as I get to
stand at his side on the morning that they hang you?”
The Red King shrugged. “If you wanted me dead, then you
should have killed me on the battlefield and had your fill of it.
My brother might even have been grateful enough to let you up
into his lap for the night.” He frowned for a moment and made
a small, amused sound. “Only you don’t really care if I hang, do
you, Mercher? It isn’t me that you are in a rage with, it’s
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yourself. My brother might forgive you if you beg and grovel at
his feet for long enough, but it will all taste like ashes in your
mouth. You know that you’ve failed him by refusing to carry
out his order on that battlefield, and you shall always know it.
It will haunt you in the dark quiet of the night between now
and the day that you die.”
The knight seized the Red King’s shirt and found his lord
looking back at him accusingly.
His curled fist slammed into the Red King’s jaw. It would
have thrown the Red King from his feet if the knight hadn’t
gripped him by the hair and kissed him hard and full on the
mouth.
The Red King tensed in response. His body curling like a
windless flag, and his fingers running over the clinging
thinness of the knight’s shirt to the hilt of the knight’s sword.
Metal rasped on leather, and he broke away to draw the blade
into his hand. His laughter sang off of the south face of Y
Brenin.
A surge of humiliation snarled through the knight,
bleeding into the love and hate, loyalty, and the fury at his own
stupidity.
Then the edge of his own sword was coming for him.
Instinct pulled his body out of the way of the blow. His feet
touched the lake, and a deep quiet smoothed all his thoughts
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down into nothing. He reached for the shield slung across his
back and trusted his feet to keep him out of the way for long
enough to fasten the enarmes.
When another strike came, the knight was prepared. He
brought his shield out to block, and the sound of metal-against-
metal burst in his ears. The next swing was swift and terrible,
and the knight had no choice but to turn away to catch it. He
twisted fully, kicking up stones and water and drove the point
of his shield hard into the Red King’s belly.
The Red King laughed and heaved for breath, wiping the
blood from his mouth with the back of his hand and leaving a
long black streak up the length of his arm. “Do you expect to
beat me?” he said, stepping out and forcing the water to the
knight’s back.
“You’re half-crippled with that wound, half-crazed with the
infection, and I’ve already beaten you once,” the knight
retorted, crouching down to scoop up a handful of small wet
stones. “So yes, I rather rate my chances.”
The Red King feinted left then swung around hard right.
The knight brought his shield out to cover his flank, too late.
He barely noticed the notched sword tear through his hip but
felt the sudden weakness in his leg.
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Quick blood ran down his body into the water, and the Red
King touched the black wound on his own thigh. “Evened
things out a little, wouldn’t you say?”
The knight gritted his teeth and rolled his shoulders into a
shrug. “Only seemed fair, the way you’re flailing that sword
around,” he said. “It was either let you land a blow, or give up
my shield and see if you could fare any better against an
unarmed man.”
The Red King laughed, and when the knight thrust
forwards he stepped carelessly aside. “You have a quick tongue
on you, boy,” he said.
“And you have the eyes of a cave-dwelling rat. Shall we see
how well a rat fights blind?”
The knight moved to make another blow, but when the
Red King brought up his sword, he threw the handful of scree
and dirt into his face, then struck him with the shield’s edge.
The Red King crumpled down into the lake. His red hair drifted
into black water, and when he made to regain his feet the
knight straddled him and pressed the top edge of his shield
against the Red King’s throat. In response, the tip of the sword
pressed into the soft flesh under the knight’s jaw.
In the sudden quiet, their breath echoed off Y Brenin and
came back to them out of the fog.
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“I could lay your throat open,” the Red King said, spitting
water. “Leave you here to bleed to death.”
“The edge on that is as blunt as a tourney sword,” the
knight said calmly. “Do you think that I would die before I
broke your neck?”
“You need me,” the Red King insisted. “You’ve nearly
killed us both out here. You’ll die from exposure, like those
poor bastards in the marsh.”
“And you will be dead from infection long before you
manage to drag yourself back into the south.”
“I thought you meant to bring me before my brother alive.”
“Maybe,” the knight said. “Perhaps it would be easier to
carry out my lord’s will, rather than allow the disloyalty to...
what was it? ‘Haunt me in the dark quiet of the night between
now and the day that I die’?”
The Red King made a short, sharp sound that started as a
laugh but which quickly descended into coughs. “What are your
terms?”
The knight relaxed the pressure on the Red King’s throat,
although he noticed that point of the sword stayed firmly where
it was. “Show me the path around Y Brenin,” he said. “I’ll bring
you before Edling Gwyn and vouch for you. Ask him to spare
your life so that this war can end. For all of us.”
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“You had better hope that Gwyn has allies to the north
with deep grain stores and deeper pockets, little knight,” the
Red King said. “Nothing short of the goddess herself will save
this land from ruin now.”
The knight stared down over the silver flex of his shield
and pressed a little harder.
“What faith can I place in the word of a plough boy?” the
Red King complained. “Tell me, is my brother in the habit of
giving you everything you want, Ser Mercher?”
“I do not often ask,” the knight said quietly. “But he hasn’t
yet refused me.”
He drew back and offered down his hand. When the Red
King let go of the sword, the knight pulled him to his feet. They
stood together, shivering and bleeding, waiting for the other to
move.
Finally, the knight knelt for his sword—resting on the
black bottom of the lake, looking as though suspended in the
dark.
“Start walking,” the Red King said, turning towards the
mountain. “The path is treacherous by day, but deadly on a
moonless night. We need to be on the valley floor before the
sun sets. With us both limping like old men, it shall not be an
easy climb.”
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Across the lowland vale spread out beyond the foothills,
the city of Dinas Pair yr Arfaeth boiled with smoke and flame.
Voices rose from its cauldron and radiated into the morning
fog, while behind its curtain wall a dozen thatched roofs oozed
ugly smoke. Others were reduced to bones of blackened timber.
The knight and the Red King stood on a hillside swathed in
the yellow flowers of the eithin aur which rolled out into deep
folds of low pasture and bleating sheep. At their backs, Y
Brenin pierced the blue morning like smoked glass.
“You are at war, Ser Mercher,” the Red King said.
“Do you have a second army that you’ve sent north to lay
siege?” the knight said, trying to stop some unnamed thread
from tightening in his chest. “No. There is no war. The city has
fallen in upon itself. There is nothing to eat, and the guards
cannot keep order. The situation was bad when we marched
south. Now the vassal lords have returned with nothing to
show for all their battles. No relief, no salvation. Just the
coming winter, and the famine.”
The Red King tried vainly to keep the rising sun out of his
face, his black eyes watering painfully. “You can’t take me down
there,” he said. “That city is at war with itself. If you were to
bring the Red King into the middle it, you and he would both
be dead before we reach the keep.”
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The knight’s shirt clung to him, mottled with sweat and
dirt, marshwater, and blood. A low ache radiated out from his
hip, and his left leg trembled when he tried to put his weight on
it. But now they were out of the mountains, the ground was
more solid under his feet than it had been since he stayed his
blow on the battlefield. A shadow passed over their heads—was
that an eagle, gliding north towards the city?
The knight watched it go, and realised what he had to do.
“You must leave,” he said, very quietly.
The Red King frowned but did not turn his head. “Why
now? Why listen to me now, when you have spent the last week
ignoring every word I’ve said?”
“Give me your parole,” the knight said. “Return to this
place a year and a day from now to parley. Offer your word,
Goch, then follow the North Road until you find a village, and
take a cart back down into the south where you belong.”
The Red King rubbed his watering eyes. “And why would I
keep my word?” he asked. “Hasn’t Gwyn told you I don’t have a
shred of honour? What’s to stop me mustering whatever people
I have left and marching back along this road to give my
brother what he deserves?”
The knight studied the Red King. For the first time, he saw
the whole of him: the set of the Red King’s jaw that was so
much like his lord’s, and the same curl to his hair, but the
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narrowness of his black and watering eyes and the thinness of
his mouth that set him apart as something other.
The knight smiled. “What happened to your eyes?” he
asked.
The same smile twisted the corner of the Red King’s
mouth. He nodded and placed a hand on the knight’s shoulder.
“You aren’t as stupid as you look. For a plough boy.” The
Red King turned away. “A year and a day, then. For what it’s
worth, you have my word.”
* * *
The knight’s hands were sweating, and he could barely
hear the screaming of the crowd or the crack of burning houses
over the roaring in his ears as he climbed the stairs of the keep.
Three years ago, he had freed his lord from a tower much
like this one, one cold clear night at the very cusp of winter.
The guardsmen had feasted on soulcakes spiced with cinnamon
and made as offerings to the dead, while the crows croaked to
one another and the knight ascended the stairs of Caer Isel
with a key clutched in his gauntlet.
Now the crows had come to Dinas Pair yr Arfaeth as the
city collapsed into a heap of smoking timbers. This time the
knight did not hold the key in his hand but felt it in his chest as
he climbed. His fingers clenched and crept to the hilt of his
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sword. All of it evaporated the moment that he opened the door
to see his lord standing before the window.
The white light streamed in through thick glass, catching
in the silver strands of his lord’s dark hair and on the golden
flower of the eithin aur embroidered onto his surcoat.
Unnoticed, the door craned slowly shut, and the whole room
seemed to fill with an impenetrable silence.
The knight closed the space between them to kneel,
although his left knee buckled more than it folded.
“This is not the first time you have come when all my heart
has gone to ruin,” his lord said. “To deliver me from following
it.”
The knight drew his sword with clumsy hands and laid it
on the flagstones. “And I will always come, my Lord.”
His lord stared out into white light and warped glass.
“Where is my brother?”
Breath knotted in the knight’s throat. He forced it to come
slow and even. “I let him go.”
The crack of his lord’s palm against the stone sill was like
the sound of breaking bone. “Then you have cursed us all. I
trusted you. With my most important duty. And you have
betrayed me.”
“This city was cursed the moment that we sued for war,
when we should have been petitioning our allies for aid,” the
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knight said. “I have done everything you’ve asked... But that... I
couldn’t do that, Gwyn. And I could not bring him here. It
would have undone everything.
“The south is blighted. Even if I had killed your brother,
taken his lands, done everything you’d asked of me, all you
would have to show for it would be more dead bodies when the
snows come. There has to be a better way, Gwyn. A better way
than more suffering and death.”
“And who are you to decide what’s best for this land?”
The knight clenched his jaw. “You are alive now because of
me. Because of the night I freed you. But all that helping you to
escape has brought this kingdom is more pain. You are a better
man than that, Gwyn. If I didn’t believe it, I would have left us
both to rot up in that tower.”
“You have disobeyed my orders, and disappeared into the
mountains while my whole kingdom falls apart. I have not
known this last week whether you even lived.”
“I....” The knight ran his tongue over his lips and looked
back down at the floor. “I did not know the matter was of any
importance to you, my Lord.”
“You take my bastard brother captive and drag him off into
the hills, then set him free, and you don’t think that matter is of
importance to me?”
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“Of course,” the knight corrected quickly. “I should have
sent word. I’m sorry. That is....”
“Enough.” His lord’s expression creased with pain. On the
other side of the glass, a raven with gloss-black feathers
perched on the ledge and looked down into the burning city
dispassionately. His lord watched the raven watching the
kingdom burn and pushed his hand through his hair. “What
shall I do, love?”
“We have to leave this city,” the knight said.
His lord nodded slowly and drew a breath. “We can go
north,” he said. “Lady Freuddwyd has long been our ally. She
will give us sanctuary.”
Pain roared in the knight’s hip as he pushed himself to his
feet, but he gritted his teeth against it. “Her lands are three
weeks’ hard ride from here, Gwyn. We cannot go so far, not
while people are starving. Not while our homeland is on fire.”
“You would have me stay in my lands and die here?”
“I would have us stay and live, Gwyn.”
“You think I haven’t tried to seek aid?” his lord snapped.
“Every eagle that comes back from our so-called allies bears
nothing but excuses and apologies. Lord Michael is too sick to
care, and Cardington too greedy....”
“Then we can go south. Beyond Y Brenin,” the knight said.
“Into your brother’s own lands.
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“You know more about the things that grow in this country
than anyone I’ve ever met, Gwyn. We can stay on the road,
move from village to village and teach the people which things
they can take from the land to feed their families. Which ones
they can use for medicine. You and I can help this kingdom and
its people to recover, from what you and your brother have
done to it. You have a knack for healing, Gwyn. I’ve seen you do
it. I... I know you.”
“It’s suicide,” his lord whispered. “You want us to go into
his lands alone? My brother will throw everything he has after
us. I’ll not go back into that tower, Mercher. I can’t.”
The knight felt the weight of the memory more than he
saw it. A high place shaped from grey stone and hard wind. The
crows upon the battlements. The warmth of the key in his
hand.
“Edling Goch has given his sworn word to meet us a year
and a day from today,” the knight said. “To parley.”
“Parley?” His lord’s voice curled with anger. “Have you lost
your senses? You think that I will beg for scraps from the table
of the man who poisoned this land in the first place?”
“You shall have to, Gwyn,” the knight said, pushing the
window open. “Or all you shall get is more of this.”
The old-bonfire smell came first, then the sounds of raised
voices, breaking glass, and screams.
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Guilt and pain tore through his lord’s face, and he turned
aside too late to hide it. The knight reached out for his hand.
Fine bone china against hard skin, dried blood, and calluses.
“I will protect you, Gwyn,” the knight swore. “I freed you
from Caer Isel and I shall free you from this. But you must trust
me. If I am right, this land will eat again. Its people will
recover. They will thrive. Even flourish.”
His lord pressed his tongue against his teeth. “And if you
are wrong?”
“Then they shall have to sever every fighting part of me
before they harm you.”
His lord tried to smile. “It is a long road south. And if the
southern lands are blighted, then those furthest from here will
need our help the most,” he said, the white silence pierced by
the mounting certainty in his voice. “You’ll need your wound
tended. Fresh armour. A whetstone for your blade. If we can
last until a year from now, surely we will have earned this land
some peace. Although.... Although I shall have to re-learn
how.”
“In all the years I have known you, I have never once seen
you fail at something, once you have set your mind to it,” the
knight said, saluting with a closed fist to his heart. “It will be
done. By your will, my Lord.”
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“We shall have to pray that we will be alive to see it. The
North Road is not safe for two men travelling alone. Let alone
for you and I.” His lord watched the raven rise through the
smoke towards the dim disk of the sun, lips pressed together
into a bloodless line. “If something happened... before I could
do anything to fix this....”
“The North Road is not the only way into the south,” the
knight said, tightening his grip on his lord’s hand. “There is a
path beyond Y Brenin, through the marshes and the
mountains.
“I know where it lies, Gwyn. I will show you its way.”
Copyright © 2015 C. Allegra Hawksmoor
C. Allegra Hawksmoor is a writer, activist, and publisher
based in North Wales in the UK. She has a particular love of
fantasy, science fiction, social activism, gender-fluidity, post-
civilised environmentalism, and otherwise using fantastical
worlds to reflect on the injuries to this one. She is currently
serving as Fiction Editor at SteamPunk Magazine and as
editor-in-chief at micro-press of post-civilised Romanticism,
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Vagrants Among Ruins. She can be found online on Facebook
and Twitter and
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COVER ART
“Floating Town,” by Takeshi Oga
Takeshi Oga is a Japanese concept artist and illustrator. He
has worked on games including Siren 2, Siren: New
Translation, Final Fantasy IX Wings Of The Goddess, Final
Fantasy XIV, and Gravity Rush. View more of his work at his
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