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RIFT

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(Nightshade)Summary:“EverythingConatusstandsforisatrisk,andEmbermustinvolveherselfina

deceptionthatultimatelybringsabouttheWitches’War”—Providedbypublisher.[1.Knightsand

knighthood—Fiction.2.Supernatural—Fiction.]I.Title.PZ7.C86385Rj2013[Fic]—dc232012012263

ISBN:978-1-101-60782-4

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ALWAYSLEARNING

PEARSON

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ForCharlie,Richard,andLyndsey:

ThoseMusketeershavenothingonyouguys

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Theroadtohellispavedwithgoodintentions.

—SaintBernardofClairvaux

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TableofContents

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Acknowledgments

Nigh†Shade

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ALISTAIRCOULDREMEMBERscreamingonlyoncebefore,atleastsincehe’dbecomeaman.The
shrillcryhadforceditswayfromhisthroatwhenhe’dbeenpinnedtothefloorofthewinecellar.Three
hobgoblinsheldhimdown,cackling,whileafourthstretcheditslong,clawedfingerstowardhiseyeball.
Thatscreamhadbeenabrittle,stranglingyowlofhorror.

Thesoundescapinghislipsnowwasbrighterthanshatteringglass,jaggedshardsofpainandloss.

Emberwasgone.

Lessthananhourearlier,restlessaftertheeventsoftheday—andofthenight—Alistairhadgazedat

thestoneceilinginhiscell.Hispalletwasunsympathetictohispains,offeringnoeaseorcomforttolull
himintoslumber.Witheyesopen,Alistairdidn’tseetherough-cutgrayblocksabovehim.Neitherdidhe
seedarknesswhenheclosedhiseyes.

Animagehadburneditselfuponhisvision.SkinrevealedaslinenslippedfromEmber’sslenderbut

strongshoulders.WeekswithConatushadchiseledherarms,makingthemhardasaman’s,butAlistair
rememberedthesoftnesshe’dglimpsed.Herhairwasfire,flameslickingthesnowofhernakedbody,its
suddencurvesappearingashergarmentfell.

Itwasascenestolenfromhisverydreams.Emberbaringherselftohim.Wantinghim.Alistairwould

havegivenhissoultorelivethemoment.Andchangethewayithadended.

Nomatterhowoftenheturnedinbedorsummonedotherthoughts—fortherewasmuchtothinkon:

LadyEira’splanshadbeensetinmotionandeverythingwasabouttochangeinTearmunn—hefailed.
Ember’sbareskin,capturedintheglowofcandlelight,heldhimhostage.

Unabletobearthetormentanotherminute,Alistairrosefrombed.Hehadn’tbotheredtochangefrom

hisuniformintoasleepshirt.WithConatusreelingfromSorcha’sdeathandEiratakingcontrolofboththe
CircleandtheGuard,thenightportendedchaos.Alistairhadevenkepthisswordbeltedtohiswaist.
Shouldafightarise,hewouldbereadytoassureLadyEira’ssuccessfulascensiontosoleruleoftheir
order.

Ashelefthiscell,AlistairbrieflyconsideredseekingoutEira.Perhapsshehadneedofhishelp

maintainingorder.Buthereadilydismissedthatthought.Shouldshedesire,LadyEirawouldhaveno
qualmsaboutsummoninghim.Havinggiventhisbriefattentiontoduty,Alistairsuccumbedtothesiren
songthatcalledhimthroughthedimcorridor.

PassingthefewdoorsthatseparatedhiscellfromEmber’s,Alistairpausedinfrontofherdoor.What

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tookplacewithinthischamberonceheenteredwoulddeterminethenatureofhisrelationshipwith
Ember.Alistairknewthistruth.Heleanedagainstthedoor,lettingtheimageofherhalf-clothedfigure
slideintohismind’seye,coaxinghimtoaction.

Embermusthaveknownhewastheoneatthedoorearlierthatnight.Onlyatrustedfriendwould

intrudeuponheratsuchalatehour.Shehadn’tdroppedhergowninsurprise.Thechemisehadbeen
falling,releasedwithpurposebyEmber’sownhand.She’dbeenwaiting.

AlistairrefusedtobelieveEmberhadanticipatedthearrivalofanother.Howcouldshe?
Despitethesicktwistofhisgutthethoughtprovoked,Alistaircouldn’tstoptheneedlingdoubt

followinghisquestion.Barrowhadcomeuponthem.TheknighthaddisruptedwhatEmber’sskin
promisedAlistair.

CouldEmberhavebeenwaitingforBarrow?
Alistair’sroilingstomachtangleditselfintoahardknot.No.Itwasn’tpossible.Barrowhadabandoned

Ember.He’dcastheroff,forsakinghisroleashermentor.Andhadn’tAlistairrestoredhisown
friendshipwithherinthewakeofBarrow’srejection?Hadn’theandEmbergrownevercloser,slowly
returningtotheintimacyandtrustthey’dsharedaschildren?

Thathistory,theknowledgethatheknewEmberbetterthananyoneelse,assuredAlistairofwhathe’d

alwaysbelieved.Emberwasboundtohim,anddespitehercharacteristicstubbornness,shelovedhim.
Theywouldmarry,andshewouldbehis.AlistaircouldimaginenootherroleforEmberinhislife,and
hisloyaltytoLadyEirahadsecuredhisfuturewithEmber.Eirahadpromisedtobringchangesto
Conatus,whichAlistairwouldsoontakeadvantageof.Nolongerheraldingtiestothosemonkwarriors,
theKnightsTemplar,theConatusGuards’vowswouldbeoffealtytoLadyEiraandLordBosqueMar
andnothingmore.TheneworderofferedAlistairallhedesired.

Fortifiedbythisthought,herappedlightlyonthedoor.Andwaited.Heknockedagain,daringtousea

bitmoreforce.WithSorcha’ssuddendeath,mostoftheGuardwouldbeawayfromtheircells,holdinga
vigilinthehallbelow.Wakingsomeonewasofsmallrisk,andsinceEmberhadkeptawayfromthe
gatheringofknightswhenhe’dsoughtheroutearlierthatevening,Alistairwageredthatshe’dremained
secludedinherbedchamber.

Evenaftermoreinsistentknocks,Alistaircouldn’thearEmberstirringwithin.Perhapshersorrowover

Sorchahaddrivenherintodeepsleep.Orstillgrieving,Embermightbeweepinginhercell,tooashamed
tosharerawemotionwithanother.AlistairthoughtEmberalltooconcernedaboutshowingabraveface
totheworld.Shewasstrongenough.Maybeabittoostrong.EmbercouldbeaknightofConatusifit
suitedher.Butshewasstillawoman.

ConvincedthatEmberwasmostlikelyhidingherfeelings,asshewaswonttodo,Alistairslowly

openedthedoor.Asherdearestfriend,itwashisplacetocomforther.Hethoughtofpullingherintohis
arms,ofstrokingherauburntressestosootheher.Hisbodytightenedwhenhismindpusheditsmusings
further,makinghimimaginehishandspushingtheloosenecklineofEmber’schemiseoverhershoulders.
Watchingitfallasithadafewhoursbefore.ThistimeAlistairwouldcatchherhandsinhisownifshe
feignedmodesty.Hewouldclaspherfingerstightlyandlookuponherbodyashelongedto.

InthedarknessofEmber’scell,Alistairclenchedhisjawsohewouldn’tgroan.Theideaofoffering

solacetoEmberasshemournedhadbeenmuscledoutbydesirethatfeltasoldashisbones.Hemoved
forward,slowlythroughtheblack.

“Ember,”Alistairwhispered.
Shegavenoanswer.
Hestartedtowardherpallet,handsoutstretched.Ashereachedtorouseherfromsleep,cloudspeeled

back,uncoveringthemoon.Translucentbeamsstretchedthroughthenarrowwindow,givinglighttothe
cell.

Alistairstaredatthepallet.Thewoolblanketlayinacrumpledheapatitscenter.Thebedwasempty.

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Hewasreachingtowardnothing.

Theshockofembarrassmentwastrampledbysuddenrage.WherecouldEmberbe?
Atthevigil?Herpresencetherewouldmakesense.Afterall,SorchahadtakenuptheroleofEmber’s

mentorafterBarrowhadforsakenit.ButifEmberintendedtospendthenighthourshonoringherdead
friend,whyhadshebeenreadyingforsleepwhenAlistairlastsawher?

Emberwasn’toneforcomplacency.Ifshehadn’tbeenabletosleep,shemighthavelefthercell.But

Alistairdoubtedshe’djoinedtheknights’vigil.Emberwouldbemoreinclinedtocontendwithher
sorrowdirectly.Shecouldbeoutwalkingthegrounds.Orridingthathorsesheloved.

TwinspikesoffearandagitationlodgedinAlistair’schest.Foolishgirl.LadyEirahadn’tyetbeen

abletobringEmberintoherfold.Thatmadetheyoungwarriorvulnerable.ItwouldtaketimeforEirato
quellthepanicinthevillage,toreassurethemthatConatushadbeencleansedofitswickedelementsand
anewreignofjusticewasabouttobegin.

Asudden,unwelcomevisioncrowdedoutAlistair’sfantasies.Anunwantedsoundfilledhisears.

Ember’sscreams.Herpaleskinblisteringandblackening,splittingopenlikeold,dryleather.Herhair
engulfedinrealflames.Villagersdancingastheyreveledinbloodlust,havingcapturedandpunished
anotherwitch.Forwhatwomanbutawitchwouldrideoutaloneintheblackestofnight?

Alistairwasrunningbeforehereachedthecourtyard.Onceoutside,hesprintedtothestable,praying

hewouldn’tfindwhathesuspected.Rushingalongthestalls,AlistairpulledupatCaber’sholdingpen.
Seeingthatthestallwasempty,Alistairbentover,spewingcursesandtryingtodeterminehisnextmove.
Howcouldshebesoreckless?

ButAlistairknewEmber’swildnaturewouldcompelhertogallopoffwithoutthoughtsofsafety.He

cravednothingmorethantotetherandtameher.

Frustrated,Alistairresignedhimselftosaddlehisownhorseandgooutinpursuit.Hecouldn’trisk

Emberfallingafoulofwitchhunters.

Beforehe’dreachedthetackroom,Alistairabruptlyhalted,goingsilentandperfectlystill.Aflickerof

movementhadslippedintohisperipheralvision.Alistairdrewhissword,turningtofacetheshapethat
coweredinshadows.

“Showyourself,”Alistairsaid.
“Beggingyourmercy,mylord,”aquakingvoiceanswered.
“Fitch?”Alistairpeeredatthehunchedfigure.“Isthatyou?”
“Itis,LordHart!”Fitchgaveacryofrelief.
Alistairkepthisswordattheready.“Whyareyouskulkinginthestables?”
Fitchcreptforward,gruntingwiththeeffort.Inthedark,hisbodyappearedwideandmisshapen.When

hewalked,hisfeetscrapedacrossthedirt—orsoAlistairthought.Amomentlater,Fitchwasclose
enoughforAlistairtoseewhyFitchhadbeenhiding.

Hewasdraggingabody.
Withahissofbreath,Alistairjumpedback.“Whatisthemeaningofthis?”
“Please,LordHart.”Fitchletthebodygoanddroppedtohisknees.
AlistairgruntedindisgusttoseeaknightofConatusgroveling.HejerkedawaywhenFitchreachedas

thoughtograspAlistair’stabard.

“WhatI’vedonewastoserveConatus.Iswear!”FitchshookhisbloodiedfistsatAlistair.“They’ve

gonemad.They’lldestroyus!”

Makingsurehisbladewasbetweenthecoweringknightandhimself,Alistairtookacloserlookatthe

unmovingmanbesideFitch.

“Mercer.”Alistairbreathedtheknight’sname.Mercer’sfacewasbloodied,hisfleshswellingasit

tookonvioletandgrayhues.ItwaswellknownthatMercerandFitchhadlongbeenfriends.Whatcould
haveprovokedFitchtoattackafellowknight?

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AsifsensingAlistair’sscrutiny,Mercergroaned.Fitchliftedahandtostrike.
“No!”Alistair’scommandstoppedFitch’sblow.TheybothwatchedMercer,buttheknightremained

unconscious.

“Youdidthis?”Alistairforcedthetremoroutofhisvoice.
“Ihadto.”BeadsofsweatstoodoutonFitch’sbrow.“He’satraitor,Alistair.They’realltraitors.”
Alistairdidn’tknowwhethertotakeFitch’suseofhisfamiliarnameasagoodsignornot.Butthe

wordtraitormadehisknuckleswhitenashegrippedhisswordhilttighter.

“Speakquickly,Fitch,”Alistairsaid.“OrIshalldealwithyouonlyasacurwhodishonorshis

companionswithunprovokedviolence.”

“TakemetoLadyEira,”Fitchpleaded.“Shefavorsyou.She’llgrantmeanaudienceifyouask.When

Mercerwakes,hecanbequestionedandmywordswillprovetrue.”

Alistairgrimaced.“I’lltakeyourconfessionandpassitontoLadyEira.I’dsoonerseeyouwaitinthe

barracksforherjudgment.”

“No.”FitchfelloverinthedirtwhenAlistairtookamenacingsteptowardhim.Fitchlolledonthe

groundlikeabeatendogshowingitsbelly.“Beggingyourpardon,LordHart,butIfearthatImightbe
implicatedinthistreachery.IonlywishtotellLadyEiramyselfsoshecanseemycontritionandrestore
metomystation.IriskedmylifetooverpowerMercersoIwouldhaveproofofthisconspiracyagainst
Conatus.Pleaseconsiderthat.”

Alistairfounditdifficulttofeelanythingbutcontemptforthisman.Yethisbloodiedhandsand

Mercer’slimpformpromisedanintriguingtale.Andifthistreacheryhespokeofwastrue…

“Verywell,”Alistairtoldhim.“LadyEirawillhearyourwords.Nowgetupandstopshamingyourself

withthispitifuldisplay.IneedyourhelptocarryMercer.”

Fitchscrambledtohisfeet,castingafearfulglanceatMercerasthoughtheunconsciousmanmight

reviveandgrabhim.

AlistairseizedFitchandgavehimaroughshake.“ActliketheGuardyou’resupposedtobe,Fitch.

Takehisfeetandleadtheway.I’llcarryhimattheshoulders.”

FitchturnedawayfromAlistairandkickedMercer’slegsapart.Tuckingacalfoneithersideofhis

waist,Fitchliftedtheunconsciousman’slowerhalfwhileAlistairtookcareofhistorso.

“That’sgood,”AlistairtoldFitch.“Headintothecourtyard.Andbequickaboutit.”
AmantwitchingandquaveringthewayFitchdidwasn’tsomeoneAlistairwantedathisback.Thetwo

knights,onetallandwary,theotherbentoverasifonthevergeofbeingsick,madetheirwayacrossthe
courtyard.

“She’slikelyinthegreathall,”Alistairsaid,directingFitchtothemanor.“AndiftheCircleiswith

her,allthebetter.Iftraitorsareinourmidst,it’samattertobeaddressedwithoutdelay.”

Fitchmutteredsomethingunintelligibleinresponse,butAlistairdidn’tbotheraskinghimtorepeat

himself.HewasalreadyquestioninghisdecisiontobringFitchtoEira.Whatifthemanhadtakenilland
themadnessoffeverhadturnedhimonhisfriends?

StillprovinghisworthtoEira,Alistairdetestedthethoughtofraisingalarmwithoutreason.Itwasthe

cooltouchoffear,lightonhisskin,thatkeptAlistairmovingataswiftpacetowardthegreathall.No
matterhowunstableFitchmightappear,somethingreallaybeneathhiswords.Somethingrealandvery
wrong.

Thecorridorsofthemanorwerestill.TheGuardwouldbeoccupiedwiththeirvigil,andthestaffmust

havesoughttheirbedsforthenight.Allforthebest,Alistairthought.Toomanyquestionswereboundto
chaseafterapairofknightscarryingthebrokenbodyofoneoftheirfellows.WithSorcha’sdeathraising
alarmonlyafewhoursearlier,furtherbadnewscouldincitepanicthroughoutthekeep.

Whentheyreachedthethickdoubledoors,Alistairpivotedtotheside,bracingMerceragainsthim

whilehefreedhisotherarmandpulledthedooropen.Hetookcaretoleavespaceonlywideenoughto

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carrythebodyinside.

“Thisisaprivatesession!”Claudio’sshoutstoppedAlistairinthedoorway,leavingFitchandthe

otherhalfofMercerstillinthehall.

DespitehismanyyearsasoneoftwoCirclemembershailingfromcraft,Claudiostillborethestrength

ofyearsworkingwithhishands.HestrodetowardAlistair.

“Peace,Claudio,”LadyEiracalledtohim.“LordHartiswelcomehere.”
Claudiohesitated,butdidn’tcounterEira’swords,andAlistairquicklypulledtherestofMercer,and

Fitchalongwithhim,intotheroom.

“What’sthis?”ClaudiogapedatMercer.
AlistairglancedbackatFitch.“Let’sputhimdown.Andthenshutthatdoor.”
TheylaidMerceronthefloorwhiletheotheroccupantsofthehallgatheredaround.Fionn,perhis

officeasacleric,carriedascrollinhishand.HegazedcalmlyatMercerasthoughtheunconsciousman
wereapuzzletobesolved.

LadyEiraspokefirst.“WhathappenedtoMercer?”
BeforeAlistaircouldanswer,Fitchblurtedout,“Havemercy,mylady.IswearI’llconfessall.”
“Whatdoyouhavetoconfess,Fitch?”Eiraasked,hervoicecool.
“I’vedonewrong.Ithoughttobetraythecause.ButIknowIwasmislednow.Iseektomakeamends.”

Fitchgulped,butwhenheopenedhismouthtospeakagain,hesuddenlyyelped.

AhandhadwrappedaroundFitch’sankle.Mercer’seyeswereopen.Withajerkofhisarm,Mercer

pulledFitchoffbalance.Fitchtumbledtotheground,andMercerwasonhim,snarlinglikeawildcat.

Claudioshoutedinsurpriseandbackedawayfromthestrugglingpair.Fionnranacrossthehalltotake

coverbehindthesacredtree.Eiradidn’tmove,butneitherdidshetrytointerfere.

“Traitor,”MercerspatashestruckFitch.“I’llseeyouinhellforthis.”
“I’mnotraitor.”FitchgraspedMercer’stabard,tryingtoshoveMerceroff.“You’remadforbelieving

them.They’llbethedeathofus.”

“Stop!”Cian’sclearvoicerangout.
Alistair,who’dbeenabouttograspMercerfrombehindandwrestlehimawayfromFitch,wheeled

around.Hehadn’tnoticedLadyEira’ssisterinthehall.Cianleaptfromthefarcorneroftheroomand
closedthedistancebetweenherselfandthetangledknightsinafewlongstrides.

WithamovementofsuchgraceandstrengththatitstunnedAlistair,CiantookholdofMercerandFitch

—oneineachhand—andthrewtheminoppositedirections.Mercerrolledoveroncebeforejumpingto
hisfeet.Hehadnoweapontodraw,buthisfistswereraised.Fitch,eitherreelingfromCian’ssudden
interventionorstillshockedthatMercerhadregainedconsciousness,fellbackontohishandsandheels.

Cian’sswordhissedoutofitsscabbard.“Whatisthistalkoftreachery?”
Mercerstaredather,andwithoutbreakinghergaze,hepointedatFitch.“Thereisyourtraitor.”
WhenCianglancedatFitch,hiseyesbulged.Hebegantocrawlbackwardlikeacrab.“You…you—”
“Yes,traitor.”CianmovedtowardFitch.“Youshouldfearme.”
WhenAlistairrealizedCian’sintention,herushedather.“No!Wait!”
Hedidn’treachherintime.Cianbroughtherbladedowninacleanarc,andFitch’sheadtoppledfrom

hisbody.

“Damnyourimpatience!”AlistairwatchedbloodpouroutofFitch’sseveredneck.“Hewastheone

whocametomeseekingaid.Whywouldyoukillhim?”

UnruffledbyAlistair’sfury,Ciansaid,“Yourcompanionclaimedhehadaconfessiontomake.One

mustsintorequireconfession.Fitch’sfacespoketomeplainlyofhisguilt.I’venodoubtthathissins
weregreat.”

Alistairwasshakingwithoutragewhenshewalkedawayfromhim.
Mercerstoodstill,facepaleandfistsraised.Hisexpressionwasresigned,asthoughheexpectedto

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meetthesameendbyCian’ssword.

“You’veseenhowwedealwithtraitors.”CianspokeslowlytoMercer,holdinghisgaze.“Perhapsyou

wouldlikeachancetoconfess,andifyourcontritionprovesgenuine,you’llbeshownmercy.”

Drawingasharpbreath,Mercersaidquietly,“Youcuthimdownlikeacommonthief.Idesirenoneof

yourmercy,andIhavenothingtoconfess.”

“Verywell.”Cianraisedhersword.
“Putdownyoursword,Cian,”Eiracommanded.“Whendidmysisterbecomeabarbarian?”
Cianpaused,glancingatEira.“Deathisthepenaltyfortraitors.”
“Ofcourseitis,”Eiraanswered.“Butwe’veyettolearnthecauseoftheseaccusations.”
“LordHartbroughtthemen.”CianturnedtoAlistair.“Iassumehehastheanswersweneed.”
Alistairjumpedforward,speakingasquicklyashecould.“IfoundFitchinthestables.He’dbeaten

MercersenselessandclaimedtherewasaconspiracyagainstConatus.”

“Isthereanytruthtohisstory?”Eiraaskedhim.
AlistairlookedwithregretatFitch’sheadlessbodybeforeheanswered.“Idon’tknow,mylady.Fitch

desiredtomakeafullconfessiontoyoupersonally.That’swhyIbroughthimhere.”

“Youshouldn’thavekilledhim,”EiratoldCian.“Itwasreckless.”
CianreturnedEira’sstarewithoutflinching.“Tomymind,they’rebothtraitors.Theonlydifference

betweenthetwoisthatFitchwasclearlythecoward.Itookhisheadtomakeapoint.Anecessaryone.”

“Youletyourtempergetthebestofyou,andyoudishonoryourselfbymakingexcusesforit.”Eira

regardedhersistercoolly.“GowithAlistairandtakeMercertothestockade.Securehimthereuntilwe
knowthetruthofthis.”

CianpursedherlipsandthensaidtoAlistair,“Waithere.I’llbringironstobindhimbeforewegoto

thestockade.”

Alistairnodded.Thechaosintheroomgavewaytoanuneasyquiet.AlistairheardFionnretching

behindthetree.

Claudioapproachedthemcautiously.HeeyedMercer,gaugingwhetheranythreatremained.
Mercerstaredblanklyahead,givingnosignofworrythatAlistairstoodclosebywithhissworddrawn

incaseofanytrouble.

“You’regoingtoquestionhim,then?”ClaudioaskedEira.
“IknowonemoresuitedtothetaskthanI,”Eiraanswered.“I’llaskLordMartojoinusshortly.”
EirawalkedinaslowcirclearoundMercer,lookingtheknightupanddown.HersmilemadeAlistair

shiver.

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STEAMROSEFROMTHEhorses’bodies,mirroringthemiststhatveiledthehillsides.Thesun
wouldn’tshowherfacetoday,Emberthought.Thoughitwasstillnight,Embercouldalmostfeelthe
weightoflowcloudspressingdownuponthem.

LeaningintoCaber’sstrides,Embertriedtogatherherwits.Thestallion’shoovesthrewclodsofdamp

soilintotheairwitheachstrikeagainsttheearth.Thoughthewindbroughttearstohereyes,Emberhada
hardtimeshakingthesensethatshewascaughtinadream.ThisbreakneckflightfromtheConatuskeepof
Tearmunnwastoowildandfrighteningtobereal.

Butitwasthatfear,churningbeneathherribs,thatmadeEmberalltooawarethatthismidnightride

wasnotthestuffofdreams.Glancingoverathercompanion,Embertriedtomustercourage.Shecould
barelymakeoutBarrow’sfeaturesinthedark,butshecouldseewellenoughtotakeinhisunusuallyrigid
poseastrideToshach.Hekepthiseyesonthepathahead,urgingToshachtoanevenfasterpace.Asshe
watchedBarrow,conflictingimpulseswrestledwithinher.Barrowseemedincapableoffear.Heledthem
intothenightwithouthesitation.Embertrustedhim.Inbriefmomentswhentheterrorofwhatshe’ddone
releasedherfromitsgrip,shereveledintheknowledgethatshewasridingabreastofthemanwhose
company,whosetouch,she’dcometobelievewassomethingshewouldneverhave.Nomatterhowmuch
shewantedit.

JoysurgedinEmber’sblood,likelightningstrikes,butthatecstasywaschasedawaybythechillof

doubt.Theywererunningfromfriends.Fromswornallies,besidewhomshe’dfoughtandbled.Froma
dutyshe’dcometobelievewassacred.HowcoulditbethattheywerefleeingConatus?Foryears,
Emberhadlongedforalifeotherthanthatwhichherfatherhadplannedforher.AtTearmunn,Emberhad
beengrantedthatonce-impossibledream,andshe’donlybeguntoglimpsethewondersthatserving
Conatusoffered.Now,onlyafewweekssinceshe’darrivedinGlenShiel,shewasrunningawayfrom
everythingshe’deverwanted.

Everythingexcepttheknightwhorodebesideher.Ifitweren’tforBarrow,Emberwonderedifshe

wouldhavebeenabletoleaveTearmunn.

DespiteherfaithinBarrow,Emberwasn’tateasewiththeeventsofthelastseveralhours.Ithadall

happenedsofast,andinablurofsuchconfusion.FromtheheatofBarrow’skissinthewoodstothe
attackonthevillagethathadledtoSorcha’sdeath,thenighthadbroughtEmberheavenandhell.Andthen
therehadbeenAlistair’sunexpectedappearanceinEmber’scell.Hermouthwentdrywhenshe

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rememberedthewayhe’dstaredather,hisfacetightwithdesireashetookinherhalf-nakedform.

Ithardlyseemedpossible,butAlistair’swordshadbeenevenmoredisconcertingthanhisintrusionin

herchamber.Notonlyhadhespokenofthembeingtogether,aslovers,buthewasinafrenzyover
Conatusitself—theplansEirahadlaid,thepossibilitiesofaneworder.Noneofithadmadesense.

Emberwantedtofacethenightwithcourage,butasthehoursofhardridingtooktheirtoll,shefoughta

losingbattleagainstheruncertaintyoverthechoicetoleave.Thoughshetriedtorememberthereasons
she’dbeencompelledtojointhesmallbandofrebelsintheirescape,Emberwishedthatthebearerofill
tidingshadbeensomeoneinwhomshehadasmuchfaithasshedidinLukaszandFatherMichael.But
theirinformanthadbeenastranger,awoodcutterwhosemindseemedfrayedatbest.

Couldanyofwhatthatdisturbedmanhadtoldthembetrue?EmberwouldreadilyadmitthatEira

exudedstrengthandambition,buthowcouldshesurvive—ararewomanamongtheleadersofConatus—
withoutsuchtraits?Whatcoulddrivehertodoanythingtoputthosethingsmostsacredtoheratrisk?

AsEmberponderedthesequestions,shefeltherconfidenceslippingaway.Ashoutroseinherthroat.

Shecouldstopthis.AllsheneededtodowascallouttoBarrowandhalttheirmaddashfromthekeep.
ButwhenEmberlookedathercompanion,thepanicswellinginherchestlessened.Howcouldshe
behavewithsuchcowardice?

“Thatisallyourstrengthandnoneofmine,”Barrowhadtoldherjustbeforethey’dfledTearmunn.
He’dsaidmore,aswell:“AndthatiswhyIloveyou.”
Thememoryofhiswords,thequietstrengthbehindthem,kepttheearlymorningchillatbay.Ember

welcomedthefreshresolvethatshecouldbethewarriorBarrowbelievedshewas.

Asuddenshoutjoltedheroutofherthoughts.Toshachhadstumbledandsquealed,eitherinpainor

fright,knockingintoCaber’sshoulder.BarrowhadcalledoutasheworkedtosteadyToshach.Caber
pinnedhisearsback,butEmberquicklycheckedtheyoungstallionbeforehecouldbitetheotherhorse.

ReiningToshachin,Barrowslowedtheirpacetoawalk.Thehorsesblewcloudsofhotair,andtheir

chestswerelatheredfromthehardrun.BarrowkeptToshachmovingforward.Hesattenseinthesaddle,
waiting.Amomentlater,hesworeandswungdownfromthesaddle.

EmberbroughtCabertoahalt,watchingasBarrowkneltbyToshach’srightforeleg.
“He’sfavoringthisfoot,”Barrowtoldherwithoutlookingup.“Ifwekeepriding,he’llpulluplame

soonenough.”

Barrowcursedagain.“I’msorry,Ember.Iknewitwasarisktopressthehorsesthishardatnight.It’s

tooeasyforthemtobeinjuredbystonesorbranchesonapaththeycan’tsee.”

“Whatshouldwedo?”Emberasked,tryingtoremaincalm.
“IhavethemeanstomakeanherbpoulticethatshouldgiveToshachsomerelief,”Barrowanswered.

“Butwe’llneedtoresthimforafewhours,andwhenwecontinue,we’llbetravelingmuchmore
slowly.”

Embernodded,swallowingthehardlumpinherthroat.
“We’vecoveredalotofground,”Barrowsaid.“Withluck,thisdelayshouldn’tputusinanymore

dangerthanwealreadyface.”

Hescannedthevalleyfloorthatbuttressedthenarrowpath.“Let’sheadtothatcopseofpines.We

shouldn’tstayintheopen.”

BarrowledToshachfromthepathandtowardtheclusteroftrees.Emberstayedinthesaddlebut

followedataslightdistance.Cabersnortedandtossedhishead,confusedandfrustratedbythesudden
changeofpace.Leaningforwardtorestherheadagainstthestallion’sneck,Embermurmuredsoothing
soundsuntilCaber’sprotestssubsided.

WhenBarrowledToshachintothecopse,thepairsuddenlyvanishedfromsight.Arrivingjustbehind

them,Emberwasgratefulfortheshelterthetreesprovided.Huddledtogetherasifforcomfort,thetall
pinesbentinward.Attheirupperreaches,thebranchesandneedlestangledtogether.Embermighthave

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wageredthatifshejumpedfromthetopofonetreetowardthecenterofthering,thebrancheswereso
tightlywoventhey’dbreakherfall,catchingherinanetoffragrantgreenery.

“ShouldIunsaddlehim?”EmberaskedassheswungoutofCaber’ssaddle.
Barrowshookhishead.“We’renotlikelytobesurprisedbyanenemy,butitwouldbefoolishtotake

anythingforgranted.Weshouldbereadytoleaveatamoment’snotice.”

EmbersettledforfreeingCaberofhisbridleandgivinghisearsagoodscratching.Barrowgathered

herbsandastripofclothfromToshach’ssaddlebags.Helaidtheclothflatontheground,measuringthe
herbsintoaheapatthecenter.Hehuntedthesoiluntilhefoundastonethatmatchedthesizeofhishand
and,addingabitofwaterfromoneoftheskins,crushedtheherbsintoapaste.

“Ember.”BarrowbeckonedhertojoinhimashecrouchedbesideToshach’sinjuredleg.
ShekneltalongsidehimasToshachwatchedthem,flickinghisearsincuriosity.Barrowheldthe

poulticeinonehandandgesturedforEmbertocrouchbesidethestallion.Hepressedherpalmagainstthe
musclesjustaboveToshach’sfetlock.

Toshachsnorted,andBarrowspoketohimgently.“Easy,oldboy.We’reonlytryingtohelp.”
BarrowlookedatEmber.“Doyoufeelthatheat?”
Embernodded.BeneathToshach’scoat,hismusclesradiatedastrangewarmththatpulsedagainst

Ember’sskin.

“That’stheinjury,”Barrowtoldher.“Theonlywaytocureitisagoodrest,butthepoulticewillease

theswellingandsomeofthepain.”

EmberwatchedasBarrowwrappedthepoulticetightlyaroundToshach’sleg.Whenhefinished,

Toshachwhickered,loweringhisheadandblowingintoBarrow’sface.

“Iknow,friend.”Barrowlaughed.“It’snotyourfault.”Hepattedthestallion’sbowedneck.
ToshachswishedhistailandwanderedtothespotwhereCaberwasforagingforspringshoots.
Thoughthecopseofpinesfeltwellprotected,itwasalsoverydark.Emberrubbedherarms,tryingto

chaseawaythesenseofisolationthatcreptoverher.

“Wecan’triskafire,”Barrowtoldher.“I’msorryforthechill.”
“Don’tworryaboutme,”Embersaid.“Ofcoursewemuststayhidden.”
Thoughshedidn’twantto,sheshivered.Thetremorhadn’tbeenbroughtonbycold,butbya

heightenedawarenessthatmanymorenightsofhidingawaitedher.

Tentatively,BarrowreachedoutforEmber.Shesmiled,surprisedthathe’dworryshe’ddoanything

otherthanstepintohisembrace.

OnceEmberwasclose,Barrowfoldedherintohisarms.Shetookadeepbreath,noticingthewaythe

astringentscentofpinemixedwiththewarmspiceofhisskin.Heheldontoher,hisfingersrunningover
herhair,downherneck.

Emberliftedherchin.Barrowlookeddownather.Shecouldbarelyseehisfaceinthedarkness.

Raisingherhand,shefoundthecurveofhischeekandletherfingertipsrunovertheroughstubbleofhis
jaw.Whenshetouchedhismouth,hislipspartedinasigh.

“Kissme,”shebreathed,takenabackatherwillingnesstovoiceherdesiresoboldly.
ButBarrowwasalreadybendingclose.Shefelthisbreathonherlipsforthebarestmomentbeforehis

mouthtouchedhers.Herhandmovedfromhisfacetowraparoundhisneckashekissedherhungrily,
discoveringthecontoursofherlipsandneckwithhisteethandtongue.

Ember’slimbsbegantoquake.ShegrippedBarrow’sshoulders,nolongertrustingherlegstoholdher

upright.Assheswayed,Barrowslidhisarmaroundherwaistandliftedheroffherfeet.Hewasstill
kissingherwhenhetookthemtotheground.Emberlookedupatthetangleofbranchesthatstretchedover
theirhidingplacelikeacanopyofebonylace.Barrowpaused,lookingdownather,hesitating.

Graspingthefrontofhistabard,EmberpulledBarrowtoher.Whenhisweightpushedheragainstthe

earth,Emberswallowedamoan.

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“Ember.”Barrowkissedhertemple,herear.Hishandmovedoverher,tracingtheshapeofherbody

fromhercollarbonetoherhip.Hisotherarmslidbetweenherbackandtheground,liftingherupagainst
him.

“Please,”shemurmured,shudderingasthisstrangelongingtookholdofherbody.
BarrowunbuckledtheleatherbeltthatheldSilenceandSorrow.Itfellawayandheslippedhishand

beneathhertabardandthenhershirt.Hisfingersrestedbrieflyonherstomach,makingherdrawasharp
breath.Hislipstouchedherssoftlyashishandmovedup.Whenhefoundtheedgeofthecloththatbound
herbreaststoherribs,hetracedthelineoffabric.

Emberswore,andhelaughed.
“Ididn’tknowthatwasawordyouused,LadyMorrow.”
“Onlywhenit’sappropriate,”sheanswered.“I’llhavetotakemytabardandshirtoff.There’s

unwindingtobedone.”

Shefelthissmilewhenhekissedheragain.“Perhaps…or…”
Barrow’shandmovedawayfromthetightwrappingofclotharoundherchest,hisfingerstraveling

alongherskin,overherstomachanddown.Emberwentverystill,suddenlyunabletobreathe.

Herhipsmoved,andshedrankinthecoolnightair,itscontrastsweetagainsttheheatofherblood.
EmberreachedforBarrow’ships,drawinguphistabard.Herpalmsmoldedagainstthestrengthofhis

thighs.Sheslidherfingersup,wantingtolearnwhatitwastotouchhim.

Butbeforeshecould,Barrowpulledbackand,insteadofholdingher,kneltbesideher.
Startled,Emberscooteduptorestonherelbows.Notsureifsheshouldworryorjustshoutathim,

Emberdidneither,becauseBarrowspewedoutsuchanarrayofcursesthatshealmostblushed.

“Barrow?”Emberrolledontoherside,watchinghim.
“Byallthatlivesonearthandinheaven,”hesaidroughly.“ThereisnothingIwantsomuchasyou.”
Shereachedforhim,andBarrowpulledherintohisarms,butwhenEmbertriedtokisshim,heturned

hisfacefromher.

“Thisisn’tthetimeforus,Ember,”hetoldher.“Nothere.”
Emberlaughed.“DoyouhonestlybelieveI’mstillattachedtothethoughtofmakingloveonlyina

featherbed?I’mnotaspoilednoblewoman,Barrow.Youknowthat.”

“That’snotit,”Barrowsaid.“Iwouldmakelovetoyouhere,inabed,inariver.Noplacewould

thwartmydesireforyou.”

“Good.”Embermovedtokisshimagain.Thistimehislipslingeredagainsthers,butnotforlong.
“Theonlythingthatcouldstopmeisputtingyouatrisk.”Barrowheldherslightlyapart,hishands

strongonhershoulders.

“Whatrisk?”Emberfrowned,herbodythrummingfromhistouchandherfrustrationgrowingfrom

beingkeptatbay.

“Thatyoucouldconceive,”Barrowsaidquietly.
Silencefilledthesmallspacebetweenthem.Foratime,Embercouldhearonlytherapidbeatingofher

heart.

FinallyBarrowsaid,“Tofatheryourchildwouldbeagreathonor,Ember.Butthisisadangeroustime.

Ifyouweretobecomepregnant,youmightfallillassomewomendo.Andyoumustbestrongnow,ready
tofight.”

“Iknow,”Emberanswered.Shecouldn’timaginecarryingachildinherbelly.Notnow.Perhapsnot

ever.

WhenBarrow’sfingerslightlytouchedhercheek,shecoveredhishandwithhers.
“Doesthatmean…Ican’tbewithyou?”Emberasked,notsureshehadthewilltokeepherdistance

fromhim.

“No,”Barrowsaidquickly,withaforcedlaugh.“MercifulGod,no.”

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“But—”
Barrowlaughedagain,pullingheragainsthim.“Youdon’tremember?”
“Rememberwhat?”
“YouaskedmeonceifmembersoftheGuardevertooklovers.”
HeatrushedintoEmber’scheeksassherecalledtheconversation,theconfusionshe’dfeltthatday,and

howmuchhadchangedsince.

Barrowcontinued,“ItoldyoutoseekadvicefromSorchaaboutgettingherbsthatwouldallowyouto

makeyourchoiceswithoutriskofachild.”

“Inever—Ididn’t—”Emberspluttered.Barrowwastheonlymanshe’dwantedinthisway.When

he’dpassedhertrainingtoSorchaandkepthimselfdistant,Emberhadassumedthatheheldherin
disdain.Achildwithamisguidedinfatuation.Onlywhenhe’ddrawnherintohisarmsamidadownpour,
beneaththeshelterofagreatoak,hadshelearnedthathereturnedherfeelings.

“SorchaandInevertalkedofthesethings,”Emberfinishedawkwardly.
“Mmmmm.”Barrowmadeasoundthatblendedfrustrationanddisbelief.“Whenyouaskedmeifanyof

theguardtooklovers,Ithoughtyoumighthavesoughtacompanionforyourbed.”

Embernearlychokedonherownbreath.FortunatelyBarrowcontinuedspeaking,sparingherthe

embarrassmentofanattemptatsplutteringaresponse.

“Anditwasthatday”—Barrowpaused,holdingEmberinhisgaze—“thatIwasforcedtoadmitmy

jealousy.ThoughIthoughtIcouldfightmyowndesires,Ilearnedquicklythatmyonlychoicewastokeep
myselfawayfromyou.”

“Ithoughtyoudespisedme,”Embersaid.
“Despisedyou?”Barrowsaid.“Howcouldyouthink—”
“Youleftme,”sheansweredsharply.“Youweremyteacher,myfriend,andthenyouweregone.What

elsewasItothink?”

“IthoughtyouwouldtakemetobeabrutenodifferentfromAlistair,”Barrowcontinued,“whotriedto

forcehiswayintoyourbed.”

“YouarenothinglikeAlistair.Ilongedforyoutocometome.”Emberleanedtowardhim,herpulse

thrummingwiththeboldnessofherwords.

“Istillfearedyou,”Barrowtoldher.“WhatwouldhappenifI…”
Herestedhishandonherknee.Veryslowly,Barrow’stouchmovedupherthigh,followingthecurve

ofherhipandfinallyrestingonherwaist.Hespreadhisfingerswide,pressingfirmlyfromthebottomof
herribcagetoherlowerback.Emberdidn’tbreakfromhisintentgaze,buthereverybreathwasshort
andtrembling.

“Icouldeaseyourfears,”Embermurmured.
“Yes.”Barrowkissedthecrownofherhair.“Butonlywhentheriskismitigated.”
Emberturnedherfaceup.Barrowlookeddownather,takingherchininhishand.Afteramoment,he

kissedher,lettinghismouthlingeronhers,tastingher.Hedidn’tpushherawaywhenshemovedcloser,
settlingontohislapandwrappingherlegsaroundhim.

Whentheirlipsparted,Emberwasbreathless.Barrow’sfingersdugintoherhips.Shedidn’twanthim

toletgo.

“WhenwereachKrakdesChevaliers,I’llfindsomeonewhoknowsoftheherbsyouneed.”Heletall

hisbreathoutinahuff.“Believeme,I’llfindsomeone.”

“Good.”Emberbackedaway,toyingwiththelacingsofhischausses.
Hecaughtherhand,pullingherfingerstohislipsandkissingthemsoftly.“Ionlyhavesomuchwill,

Ember.Bekind.”

Thatmadeherlaugh,andtodemonstrateherkindness,shemovedtositbesidehim,herarmsandlegs

nolongerholdinghimhostage.Barrowsmiled,andshenestledherheadagainsthischest,afraidtolookat

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himasshenextspoke.

“IneverknewIcouldwantlikethis.”
Barrowdidn’tanswer,buthepulledhercloser,lettinghisfingercirclethehollowofherthroat.
Withablush,Emberasked,“Isit…supposedtohurt?Wantingyou?Becauseitdoes.Alittle.”
Barrow’sdeeplaughrumbledinherear.“BeassuredthatIshareinyoursuffering.Nowrest.I’llwake

youinanhourorsototakeoverwatch.”

Emberthoughttoprotest,butthewarmthofhisbodydrainedthetensionfromhermindandmuscles.

HereyelidsflutteredonlyoncebeforeshenoddedagainstBarrow’schestandslept.

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EIRAPACEDTHEGREAThall,herrighthandgraspingandreleasingthehiltofherswordinagitation.

“Tellmeagain,”EirasaidtoCian,whowasstandingnearthesacredtree.
Ciansighed.“Youknowthenames.”
Eiracutasharplookathersister.Frustratedthatshecouldn’tsilencethebuzzoffearthatchasedher

likeaswarmofflies,Eiratriedtorecallthemomentsofthisnightwhenshe’dfelttriumphant.

Beforetonight,onlyAlistairhadwitnessedherabilitytosummonBosque.Butlessthananhourago,

theCirclehadwitnessedherpower…andtrembled.ClaudioandFionnhadalreadybeenpresent,and
EirasummonedThomasandEwan—who’djoinedtheGuards’vigilasasignoftheCircle’sgriefand
respect—tothegreathall.ThegatheredleadersofTearmunnwatchedasshespoketheinvocation,
standinginthepoolofFitch’sbloodthatstainedthefloor.

WhenBosqueappearedatherside,bowingtoher,Fionnhadcollapsedtohisknees.Claudiostoodhis

ground,butEiranoticedthethrobbingpulseathistemples.Ewantookseveralstepsback,makingthesign
ofthecross,andThomasgaveastartledcry.Cian’sswordhissedoutofitssheath;sheheldherground,
musclesquiveringasshepreparedtoattack.

BosquetookEira’shand,kissingthetipsofherfingers.“Mylady,Iamheretoserveyou.”
“CircleofTearmunn,IwouldpresenttoyouLordBosqueMar,”Eiraannouncedwithoutbreaking

Bosque’ssilvergaze.

ItwasthenarrowingofthoseliquidmetaleyesthatdrewhergazetoCian.
Eiralaughedathersister.“Youneedn’thavedrawnyoursword.Herestandsourgreatestally.”
Cianhesitantlyreturnedherweapontoitssheath.
Afterherdemonstration,EiragaveordersthattheyshouldwritetotheirpeersacrossConatus,bringing

moreoftheorderintothefold,andhadsenttheotherCirclemembersaway—allsaveCian,whomEira
wantednearby.Itwasarelieftofinallyconfideinhersister,thoughCian’sresponsehadbeenmuch
coolerthanEirahadhoped.

EiraandCianhadtakenBosquetothestockade,whereAlistairstoodwatchoverMercer.Sheasked

BosquetostaywithAlistair,confidentthatBosquewouldhavenotroublelooseningMercer’stongue.
AndhowmuchthebetterforyoungAlistairtobearwitness.Eirahadgreatconfidenceintheboy.Trust
burgeoningintoaffection.Ifshe’deverhadanephew—orperhapsevenason—sheimaginedhewouldbe
muchlikeLordHart.

Thatthoughtsettledhermindabitasshefocusedontheproblemathand.Eirastoppedherpacingand

glaredatCian.“I’veaskedyoutotellmetheirnames.Nevermindthatyou’vespokenthembefore.”

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Cianansweredwearily.“Lukasz,Kael,Barrow,andEmber—allfromtheGuard.FitchandMercer

wouldhavemadetheirpartysix.”

“Andyou’recertainnootherssupportedthem?”Eiraasked.“Noneoftheclericsorcraftsmen?”
Ifthetraitorshadtakenaclericcapableofweaving,Eiradreadedthepossibilities.Lukaszandhis

bandoffellowscouldalreadybeinAsia.

CiancrossedtoEira,placingherhandsonhersister’sshoulders.“Calmyourself,Eira.Thefewwho

fleddidsosuddenlyandinthedeadofnight.Theyhadlittletimetoplan,muchlesswinallies.”

EiratwistedoutofCian’sgrip.“Wecan’tbetoocareful.Thisisadelicatetime.”
“Nowthatthey’reaway,whatdoyouhavetofear?”Cianasked.“Youhavethegreaterforce,notto

mentionthesecurityofthekeep.”

“Areyousuchafool?”Eirasnapped.“ThosewhoareawayarethebestoftheGuard.ForGod’ssake,

thecommanderisamongthem.”

“AndwhatisitthatyoufearLukaszwillaccomplish?”CianfrownedatEira.“Isthereanythinghecan

do,giventhepoweryou’vealreadydemonstrated?”

“IfIknowLukasz,he’llseekaidfromotherConatusstrongholds,”Eiratoldher.
“Butwewillinfiltratethosefortressesbeforeyourcommanderhasevenleftthisshore,”BosqueMar

interruptedasheenteredthehallwithAlistairHartathisheels.“Conatusisyourstorule.”

EiranoticedthetighteningofCian’sjawwhensheansweredBosque.“Andisthatmysister’sfate?To

ruleConatus?”

Thetall,dark-hairedman’sreplywasserene.“Eira’sfateiswhatevershewishesittobe.”
CianturnedtoEira.“Areyoutoruleus?”
“Wewillrule,justaswehavebefore,”Eiratoldhercalmly.“Butwithoutsufferingthepettywhimsand

greedofthoseweoncewerebeholdento—likeAbbotCrichton.”

“Doyoudoubtyoursister’svision?”BosquesteppedtoEira’sside,butleveledhisgazeonCian.
“Mysisterwillalwayshavemyloveandloyalty,LordMar.”Cianspokethroughgrittedteeth.“But

what’shappenedconstitutesarevoltandwillcarryheavyconsequences.”

“TheconsequenceforthoseloyaltoConatuswillonlybeagreatreward,”EiratoldCian.“Butfor

thosewhostandinourway—”

“Willyoutrulymakewaronyourown?”Cianbrokein.“CanyoutaketheswordtoLukasz,whohasso

longbeenourfriend?”

Eirapursedherlips,givingCianameasuredlook.“Ihopethatourcommandermayyetseehow

shortsightedhisactionsare.Ifherepents,Iwillgladlywelcomehimhome.”

“Myadviceisthatyoubringhimhomebeforeheislosttouscompletely,”Bosqueinterjected.
Cian’sbrowknit.“Andhowwillyoufindthem?Dawnisstillhoursaway.”
“Thedawnisofnoconsequence,”Bosquesaid.HeturnedtoAlistair,whowasstandingquietlyaside.
EiranoticedthatwhileAlistair’sbackwasstraightandhisshoulderssetwithstrength,hisfacewas

paleandhiseyeswereempty.

“HasMercerrevealedtheroutethey’vetaken?”EiraaskedBosque,thoughanewconcernfor

Alistair’shealthunsettledher.

“IwouldgivethistasktoLordHart,”Bosquetoldtheminaquiet,soothingvoice.“Forthoughthe

commander’sflightthreatensourcause,itisthisyoungknightwhosuffersthemostfromhiscompanions’
departure.”

Alistairgavethebarestofflinches.
Bosqueapproachedhim,speakingcalmly.“Isthisnottrue,youngknight?”
Clearinghisthroat,Alistairsaid,“Itis,mylord.”
“Whenthatwhichismostprecioushasbeenstolenfromyou,thereisevengreaterpleasureintakingit

back.”BosquesmiledatAlistair.

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AlistairlookedatBosque,adesperatehopeetchedonhisface.
Withafrown,Cianinterrupted.“Iaskagain,howwillyoufindthem?”
BosqueignoredherandinsteadconsideredAlistair’sstrickenexpression.“Iwouldeaseyourpain,

LordHart.Doyoucraveahunt?”

“Ahunt?”Alistairrepeated.
“You’rethesonofanobleman,”Bosqueanswered.“Surelyyou’veenjoyedhuntswithyourfatherand

brothers.”

“Ihave,mylord,”Alistairsaid,thoughhisbrowfurrowedinconfusion.
“I’llneedsomethingthatbelongstotheoneyouseek,”BosquetoldAlistair.“Canyouprovidesuchan

item?”

“I—yes,”Alistairsaid,thedoubtinhisvoicegivingwaytoexcitement.
Bosquesmiledathim.“Collectitandjoinusinthecourtyard.”
Alistairgaveashortbowanddashedfromthehall.BosquepivotedtostandsquarelyfacingCian.
“Ifyouwish,Icanshowyouexactlyhowwewillfindyourrunaways,”BosquetoldCian.
“Thecourtyard,yousay?”Cianasked,andBosquelaughed.
“Tobringmyhuntersherewouldbequitehazardous.”Bosqueglancedatthewoodenbeamsofthe

ceiling.“Andtolosesuchalovelyhallwouldbeashame.”

CiancastaquestioningglanceatEira,butEirahadnoanswersforhersister.WhenBosqueofferedhis

arm,Eiratookitandlethimleadthemfromthehall.ShecouldseehesitationandfearwrittenonCian’s
face,butsheknewhersisterwouldsoonunderstandandcometolovethewondersBosqueMarwrought.

Forherownpart,EirawasnolongeranxiousaboutLordMar’smysteriousplansorhisstrange

confidenceinsolvingcomplexproblems.She’dwitnessedhisfinesse,hispower,hiscontrolsomany
timesoverthatshefeltanalmostchildishjoyinanticipatingwhathemightmanifestnext.

Cianwouldcometoknowthatsamecrackleofexpectation,andthenthetwosisterswouldwieldthe

greatweaponsBosqueprovided.Allwouldbeasitshould.Eirawascertainofthat.

Whentheyenteredthecourtyard,Alistairwasalreadythere.HehurriedtoBosque,andwhenthetall

manhelduphisopenpalm,AlistairdroppedadelicateobjectintoBosque’shand.

Eirarecognizedthenecklace,andsheknewBosquewouldaswell.He’denchantedthependant

himself,promisingAlistairthatEmberwouldfacenothreatfromthewraithssenttoattackthevillage.
AssuringAlistairofLadyMorrow’ssafetyhadbeentantamounttosecuringhisallegiance.

AsimilarpendanthadbeengiventoSorcha,butforadifferentpurpose.WhenEirahadspokento

Sorcha,she’dpresentedthenecklaceasapeaceoffering.AtokentoremindSorchaofthebondthat
womenwarriorsshared,andanapologyfromEirafortheargumentsthey’dhadaboutthefutureof
Conatus.Sorchahadgraciouslyacceptedthenecklace,notknowingthatitmeantherdoom.

Sorcha’sfatecouldhavebeenEmber’s.HadEmberreachedthevillageandattemptedtotakeon

Bosque’swraithsonlytohavetheshadowcreaturessubmittoher,astheydidtoSorcha,thevillagers
wouldhavetakenEmberforawitchtoo.Thus,Eira’staskofthenighthadbeentofindthegirlandkeep
heroutofharm’sway.Thathadbeeneasyenough,thoughEirahadn’tfoundEmberalone—butshehad
determinedtokeepwhatshe’dseenfromAlistair.Theboywasbrokenheartedenough,thinkingthat
EmberhadgonewithLukasz,butEiraknewthatthegirl’sreasonsforleavingwerelikelymoretiedtothe
strengthofBarrow’sembracethanherloyaltytothecommander.

“LadyCian,ifyou’dbringmeatorch.”BosquegesturedtoEira’ssister.
Cianfetchedatorchfromoneofthesconcesthatframedthemanor’sdoor,andBosquetookitfromher.

Hisgazelingeredonthedancingflame.CiangaspedwhenBosquethrusthishandintothefire.Hedidn’t
flinchashisskincrackledandsizzled.Whenhepulledhishandfree,theflamescrawledoverhis
blackenedfingerslikealivingglove.

Makingafist,Bosqueswunghisarminseveralarcs.Hisfieryhandleftatrailofflameandsmoke.

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Ratherthandissipate,theflamesformedacircle,swirlingcrimsonandgold,shimmeringwithheat.

Withfingersstillalight,Bosquepointedhishandatthecenteroftheblazingring.Hiswordswere

strange,raspsandclickssyncopatedoverthelowbassofhisvoice.

Eirasquintedatthecircleofflames,confusedbywhatshesaw,forshecouldswearthatwithinthe

fieryringlaytheblackdepthsofatunnel.Asshepeeredintothedarkcore,somethingwinkedather,like
theflickerofacandleinadraft.Thentwosmallpointsoflightcaughthereye.Thenthree.Thetiny
dancingflamesgrewlarger,takingformastheydrewcloser.

Ciangaveacry,andbothsistersjumpedbackasfierybodiesleaptfromBosque’scircle.
Alistairstoodhisground,buthiseyeswerewideashewatchedthreeshapescircleBosque.Though

fleshandbloodhadbeentradedforfireandsmoke,therewasnomistakingwhatthesecreaturesBosque
hadsummonedwere.Wolves.

Wherefurshouldhavebeen,flameslickedthebodiesofthebeasts.Whentheyopenedtheirmouths,

plumesofsmokespewedout.Witheachstep,theyleftcharredpawprintsontheearth.

Bosqueloweredhisflame-coveredhand,andthewolvesapproached.Withtonguesoffire,theylicked

hisfingers,showingsubmission.OnlywhenBosque’shandnolongerburneddidthewolvesstepaway
andreturntocirclingthetallman.

EiraglancedatCian,whowasstaringatBosque’shand.Eiraknewwhyhersisterwasriveted.The

blackenedskin,burningforsolong,hadhealed,leavingnotraceofdamage.

IfonlyyouknewthatBosque’spowertohealalsosavedyourlife,Eirathought.
ThatsecretEirawithheldforsafekeeping.ShehopedtowinCianoverwithoutrelyingonthefactthat

hersisterowedBosqueherlife.Butifneedbe,Eirawouldrevealthattruthintime.

“Yourhounds,mylord.”BosquesmiledatAlistair.
“Whatarethey?”Alistairbreathed.Thewolves’fierybodieswerereflectedinhisgaze.
“Lyulf—loyalandferocious,apreciousresourcedrawnfrommyhomeland.Thefireandfleshwith

whichIsummonedthemgivesthempurchaseonthisworld,”BosquetoldAlistair.“Buttheycan’tsurvive
herewithoutaconstantsourceofheat.Youmustactquickly,lestyoulosethem.”

“Howlongwilltheylast?”Eirabrokein.“Afewhours’headstartisnothingtoscoffat.”
“Indeed,”Bosquereplied.“AndnoneofyourhorseswillbearthecompanyoftheLyulf.”Heturnedto

Alistairagain.“Thus,Ihaveanothergiftforyou,mylord.”

Therewasnofierycirclecalledforthistime.Bosquereachedintothedarknessitself,andwherethere

hadonlybeenshadow,theshapeofahorsematerialized.

Thestallion—ifitcouldbecalledthat—wasfamiliartoEira.Bosque’ssteedhadalwaysputhermare,

Geal,onedge.Thehorsewaseerilybeautiful,butfrightening.Eiradidn’tknowifshe’dbeeagertoclaim
theshadowsteedasamount.

Alistair,however,gazedatthehorsewitheyesthatswamindarkdreamsofpossession.
“Hewillcarryyou,andthewolveswillrunathisside,”BosquetoldAlistair.“Youwillmovethrough

timeinawaythatthehorsesofthisworldcannot.Itwillbeanexceptionalhunt.”

DespiteAlistair’sapparentconfidence,Eiraasked,“Yourstallionwillobeyhim?”
Bosquestrokedtheshadowstallion’snose.“Thehorsedoesmybidding.Hewilllistentotheboy.”
AtagesturefromBosque,Alistairstrodetothestallion’sside.Withoutfurthercommand,heclimbed

intothesaddleandtookthereins.Thehorsestoodcalmly,barelygivinghisnewridernotice.

“OnceIputthewolvesonLadyMorrow’sscent,theywillbeoff,”Bosquesaidtohim.“Andthehorse

willfollowthewolves’trail.Donotloseyourgriponthereinsorattempttostophimanddismount.The
meansbywhichyoutravelputsyouatriskforbeingforeverlost,shouldyoustrayfromtheintended
path.”

Alistairblanched,causingEiratosmile.Thoughshewantedtheyoungknighttobecourageous,his

quicksenseofmortalperilre-assuredherthathewasn’tsimplyabravefool.

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“IfIcan’tleavethehorse,”Alistairsaidwithhesitation,“howwillIfight?”
“Leavethefightingtothewolves,”Bosqueanswered.WhenAlistairlookedaway,Bosquecontinued.

“TheywillknowtoleaveLadyMorrowunharmed.YourtaskistocollectherwhiletheLyulfengageher
fellows.YoumustplayHadestoherPersephone.”

AbriefsmilecrossedAlistair’smouth.“Verywell.”
Ciansteppedforward,shakingherhead.“Doyousendyourwolvestokill,then?Whatofmercy,of

prisonerstoquestion?”

“Youalreadyhaveaprisonertoquestion,”Bosqueanswered.“Doyouwishtoshowmercytosucha

smallbandoftraitors?”

Cianbrokehisgaze,castingapleadingglanceatEira.“Doyouwishtosendmonstersafteryourfellow

Guardsmen?Youwouldgivethemthisdoom?”

“Iwouldremindyouthattheyarenolongerourfellows.”Eiragavehersisterasteelygaze.“Anddid

notyourownbladeofferFitchthesamejusticethatIsendafterhiscollaborators?Lukaszandhis
followerschosetheirownfate.Mercycannotbegrantedwhenitisnotdeserved.”

Asthetwosistersfacedeachother,bothofthemstonelikeinanger,BosquedangledEmber’spendant

fromitschain.Onebyone,thethreewolvescametohim,sniffingthegoldandrubynecklace.Satisfied
thattheLyulfhadherscent,BosquetossedthependanttoAlistair.

“Keepthiswithyou,”Bosqueordered.“Ifthewolvesandyourmounthaltandlooktoyoufor

instruction,itmaymeantheyneedtotakethescentagain.”

Alistairnodded,thoughheregardedthefirewolveswithwaryeyes.
“Iftheycomeclose,you’llsufferburns,”Bosquetoldhim.“ButIcanhealyouuponyourreturn.It’s

unlikelythatyou’llneedtocallthemtoyou.RarelydoLyulfloseascent,andthenonlyiftheonethey
seekiswardingtheirhuntbyspellwork—butthisnightthepreydoesnotknowofthehunter’sapproach.”

“Yes,mylord.”Alistairslippedthependantintothepocketofhiscloak.
“Thenightwanes,”Bosquesaidtohim,ignoringthestill-silentsisters.
WhenEirafinallysighed,turningawayfromCiantoanswerBosque,Alistairandthewolveswere

gone.Onlythelingeringshimmerofheatandacridperfumeofsmokeremained.

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“EMBER,YOUMUSTWAKE.”

BarrowtookbothofherhandsandpulledEmbertoherfeetbeforehereyeswerefullyopen.
“Ofcourse,”shesaiddrowsily.“HowlongshouldIletyourest?”
“IwishI’dwokenyouforthatreason,”Barrowtoldher.“You’vesleptbarelyanhour,butsomethingis

amiss.Looktothewest.”

Duckingoutfromunderthecloakofpinetrees,Embersearchedthevalleyfloor.Wheretheglencurved

sharply,puttingthepaththey’dtakenoutofsight,ahazeofrustinfusedtheheavymist.Thestrangelight
shifted,itshuesbathingthedarkhillsidesincopperandbronze.

Emberwouldhavenamedthecolorsaharbingerofdawn,butmorningcamefromtheeast,andtheeast

waspresentlyatherback.

“Whatisit?”sheaskedinawhisper.
“Idon’tknow,”Barrowanswered.“ButIdarenothopeforsomethinggood.”
Withoutspeakingfurther,EmberandBarrowsoughtthehorses,whoweredozingnearby.
BarrowpattedToshach’sneck.“I’dwantedtogiveyoumorerest,butI’mafraidwecan’twait.”
ToshachwhickeredandstoodpatientlyasBarrowputonthebridle.
EmberwasalreadyastrideCaberwhenBarrowmounted.
“We’llstayoffthepath,”Barrowsaid,“keepingthecoveroftheforestifwecan.”
EmberlookedatToshach,andBarrowansweredherquestionbeforesheaskedit.
“I’dliketostartatawalk,”Barrowtoldher.“Whateverthoselightsare,they’restillwellbehindus.If

theygaintoomuchground,we’llhavetorunandhopeforthebest.”HerestedhishandonToshach’s
shoulder.Thestallionsnortedandtossedhishead.

Barrowlaughed,reachinguptoscratchToshach’sear.“Iknowyou’dbehappytorun,oldboy.Butthe

harderwepressyou,thelongeritwilltaketorecoverfromyourinjury.”

Caberwasrestlessaswell,keepingEmberbusyasheprancedandtriedtocatchthebitinhisteeth.
“Youweresoundasleepafewminutesago,”Emberchidedtheyounghorse.“Settledown.”
CabercontinuedtosnortandshakethereinsasEmbergrippedthem,buttheriderssetoutatafast

walk.Thehorsesthreadedtheirwaythroughtheforest’sedgesothestrangelightsinthewestremainedin
partialview.Everyfewminutes,Barrowturnedinhissaddle,frowning.

“Itisgettingcloser,”hesaid.“ButIcan’tmakeanyguessesatwhatitis.”
PuttinghisheelstoToshach,Barrowbroughtthemtoatrot.Ember’spulsesped,jumpinginherthroat

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eachtimesheglancedoverandsawthegrimsetofBarrow’sjaw.

Heturnedinthesaddleagain,andthesuddensharpintakeofhisbreathmadeEmberturnaswell.
Thelightshadclearedtheglen’scurvingshape.Thoughhervisionwaspartlyblockedbytreetrunks

andbranches,Ember’smouthstillwentdryatwhatshesaw.Rollingdownthevalleyfloorwasa
thundercloud,itsblackshapelikeroilingsmoke,thedarknessbrokenbyflashesoflightningthatexploded
inthecolorsofflameandblood.

Thestormcloudmovedwithimpossiblespeed,racingtowardthem.
“Run!”Barrowshouted.
Toshachleaptforward,hishoovestearingintotheground.Givenfreerein,Caberbuckedonceforgood

measureandthenbrokeintoaflatrun.Thetwohorsesgallopedsidebyside.

Emberkepthereyesahead,tooafraidtolookback.Sheknewthecloudwasgettingcloserbecauseshe

couldhearit.Butthestormclouddidn’tthunderafterthem—thenoiseswithinitcouldonlybecalled
snarls.

BarrowurgedToshachtoabreakneckpace.Caber’searsflattenedashestretchedhisneckforwardto

matchToshach’sstride.

Thehorsesbothsquealedwhen,fromveryclosebehind,therecameahowl,longandechoingthrough

theglen.Onewolf’scrywasjoinedbytwomore.Toshach’seyesrolled,showingtheirwhites.Caber
jerkedhisheaddownsharply,rippingthereinsfromEmber’shands.Shegrabbedhismane,reachingfor
theflappingleathercord.

Beforeshecouldgraspit,Toshachgavealoudbellow.Withhorror,EmberturnedtoseeToshach

falling.Barrowcoulddonothingasthestallionfelltohisknees.TheforceoftheirpacesentToshach
somersaulting,rollingoverontohisneck,back,flank.EmberscreamedasBarrowwaspinnedbetween
horseandearth.Dragginghisrideralong,Toshachskiddedovertheground,atlastcomingtoastop.

Thesoundoftheotherhorse’sdistressbroughtCaber’sheadup,andEmberthrewherselfforward,

grabbingthereinsandwheelinghimaround.Whenthestallionsawwhatwascomingforthem,hereared,
strikingtheairwithhishooves.Embergrabbedthepommel,managingtokeepherseatasshestaredin
disbelief.

Thestormcloudhadslowed,butonlybecauseitwasuponthem.Shapeswereformingwithinthe

swirlingsmokeandfire.Wolves—andbehindthem,adarkhorseman.

WhenCaber’sfeetreturnedtotheearth,sheforcedhimtothespotwhereToshachstruggledtohisfeet.

Barrowlayonthegroundcloseby,unmoving.

“Pleasedon’trunfromme,”EmberwhisperedtoCaberasshejumpedfromhersaddle.Shewouldn’t

haveblamedtheyoungstallionforfleeing.Ember’severyboneshriekedathertorun.Andshedidrun,
butitwastowardBarrow.

Beforeshecouldgetthere,aflamingcreatureburstfromthecloud.Thewolfwasmadeoffire.Ember

didn’tknowhowitcouldbepossible,buthereyestoldherthebeastwasreal,hernosebreathedinits
scentofchar,andevenatthisdistance,herskinfeltthetouchofitsheat.Entrancedbythesight,Ember
failedtowatchherstepand,catchingherfootonaroot,shestumbled.Expectingthissignofweaknessto
lurethewolftoher,Emberrolledtoacrouch,drawingSilenceandSorrowfromtheirleathersheaths.

Thewolf,however,paidhernomind.ItspitlikeeyesfixedonBarrow’sstillform.Hungry,thebeastlet

itsjawdropopen,anditdrooledliquidfirethatsizzledonthedampground.

“No!”Embertensed,readytojumpbetweenBarrowandthewolf.Herchestconstricted,knowingthat

SilenceandSorrowwereforgedtobattlecreaturesofflesh.Thismoltenwolfseemedunlikelytofeara
blade…oranyweaponEmbercouldimagine.

Abouttopushoffonherheels,EmbersuddenlyrolledtothesidetoavoidbeingtrampledbyToshach’s

hooves.Thestallionshriekedasitboredownonthefirewolf.Thewolfsnarled,gnashingitsblazing
fangs.

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Toshachreared.Hisearswerepinnedback.Whenhelanded,hestampedtheearth,squealingatthefire

wolf.

Thewolfsprang,andToshachrearedagain.Asthestallion’shoovesstruckthewolf,Toshach’sclarion

callbecameabellowofpain.Thewolf’sjawsclosedonthehorse’sthroat,andhecollapsed,hiswhinny
cutoffbeforehisbodyhittheearth.

Embertookupthefelledstallion’scry.Heedlessofthewolf,EmberthrewherselfontopofBarrow.

Shelaidherheadonhischest.Whensheheardhisheartbeat,shecouldbreatheagain.Embermovedinto
acrouch,SilenceandSorrowheldlowandawayfromherbodytofendoffattack,nomatterhowfutile
suchadefensemightbe.

Toshach’scorpsemadeabarrierbetweenEmberandBarrowandthefirewolf.Thewolfstoodstill,

assessingitswork.Asitwaited,twomorewolvesjoinedit,standingatitsflank.

Ember’smindwasablur.Whatshefacedwasworsethananynightmarethathadstolenhersleepasa

child.Wolvesmadeoffire.

Theirblackeyeswereonher,yettheydidn’tattack.Emberstayedverystill,hermusclesburningwith

tension.

Frombehindthewolves,thedarkriderapproached.
Emberriskedlookingawayfromthewolves.Whenshesawwhosatastrideahorsethatwassmoketo

thewolves’fire,shethoughtshewouldretch.

AlistairlookedatthegapingholeinToshach’sthroat.Thestallion’sfleshhadburnedaway,revealing

thebonesofhisjaw.

“IamsorryaboutToshach,”Alistairsaid,thoughheseemedtobespeakingtotheairratherthanto

Ember.

WhenAlistairdidlookatEmber,hisfacewascalm.“Theywon’thurtyou.”
Emberstaredathim,onlyrealizingafteramomentthathewasreferringtothefirewolves.Thewolves

continuedtostandtheirground,givingnosignthattheywishedtomenaceEmber.Thoughtheirblackeyes
seemedhungrywhentheylookedatToshach’sbody…andBarrow’s.

Forcinghercrackedvoicefromherthroat,Embermanagedtwowords.“Alistair,please.”
Hewincedandthenclenchedhisjaw.“IdowhatImust.”
“Whatyoumust?”EmberkeptherbodycoveringBarrow’s,growingconvincedthatshouldsheleave

him,thewolveswouldbeonhiminaninstant.“Youwoulddestroyme?”

“I’vealreadytoldyouthattheLyulfwon’tattack,”Alistairsaid.“Notwithoutmycommand.”
Hestraightened,takinganimperiousstance.“Youunderstandlittleofwhat’shappening,Ember.I

remainyourfriend.Letmehelpyou.”

“Youhuntwithmonsters,”Emberspat.“Iunderstandthatwellenough.”
“Iactedonlytoprotectyou,”Alistairsaid.“Youknowofmyloveforyou.Iwoulddoanythingfor

you.”

“Youattackedus,”Emberargued.“YourwolveskilledToshach.AndIknowifIleaveBarrow,they

willkillhimaswell.”

“Barrowisatraitor.Andhedeludedyouintofollowinghimonapaththatwillmeanyourdeath.”
Emberbitbackherreply.DefendingBarrow,makingplainherloveforhim,wouldonlyincense

Alistair.

“Youmustcomewithme,Ember,”Alistairurgedquietly.“It’stheonlyway.”
Feigningindecision,Emberdroppedhergaze.
Whenshedidn’tspeak,Alistairsaid,“You’vebeenmisled.IfyoureturntoTearmunn,you’llseewhat’s

trulyhappening.ItoldyouthatLadyEirawishedtospeakwithyou,butthetraitorsreachedyoubefore
shecould.AndI’vebeenforcedtothis.”

“Iknowyouloveme,Alistair,”Embersaid,choosingherwordscarefully.“Andyouknowmebetter

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thananyone.You’veknownmesincewewerechildren.”

“Idoknowyou,”Alistairreplied.“That’swhyyoumustlistentomeandnottothosewhowoulduse

youfortheirselfishpurposes.”

Emberlookedupathim.“MaybeI’vemadethewrongdecision,buttoleaveTearmunnwasmy

choice.”

ThesmilethathadbeguntotouchAlistair’slipsvanished.
“ToknowmeistoknowhowbullheadedIam,”Emberhurriedon.“Iwon’tlietoyou,Alistair.You

attackedus.Toshachstumbled,butitcouldjustaseasilyhavebeenCaber.Icouldhavebeenkilled,no
matteryourintentions.”

“Youareunharmed.”Alistairspokethroughgrittedteeth,andEmberknewshehadlittletime.
“Ibelievethatyouwanttoprotectme,butIcan’treturnwithyoutonight,”Embersaid.“Notlikethis.If

Ireturn,itmustbemychoice.Don’tyousee?”

EmberheldherbreathasAlistairstaredather.
“Andwhywouldyoureturnbyyourownwillwhenyoufledthekeepthisverynight?”
“ImadethechoicetoleaveingriefandconfusionoverSorcha’sdeath,”Embertoldhim.“Lukaszismy

commander,andhiswordswereconvincing…butIhadlittletimetomakemychoice.”

Alistairnodded,andEmberpushedontotheriskiestbitofherploy.“Barrowisn’tdead,buthe’s

gravelyinjured.Imustgethimhelp.”

“WhathappenstoBarrowdoesn’tmatter,”Alistairsaid.
“Iknowyouhaveaquarrelwithhim,”Emberreturned.“Buthewasmyfriend,andIwillnotabandon

him.”

Sheglancedatthefirewolves.“NorwillIleavehimtoyourhellhounds.”
Alistairwassilent,andEmberknewhewasuncertainofwhattodo.Thewolvesstirred,growlingtheir

discontent.

“IfIgiveyoumywordthatIgonottojoinLukasz,butinsteadtomysisterinFrance,”Embersaid,

“willyouleavemeinpeace?”

“Andthenwhat?”Alistairaskedbitterly.
“ThenIwillhavethetimetoknowmyownheart,”Embertoldhim.“BothabouttheladyEiraand

Conatus,andaboutyouandme.”

Alistairpeeredather.“Youandme?”
“Ican’tforgetourhistory,Alistair.”Emberspokesoftly.“Andallyou’vedonetoproveyourlovefor

me.Youtakegreatrisksonmybehalf.”

“Iwouldneverdoless,”Alistairanswered.“Isweartoyou.”
“ThenletmesweartoyouthatIgotomysister.”Ember’spulsewaspounding.“ToleaveBarrowwith

ahealerandseektheanswersImust.ImayyetreturntoTearmunnandtoyou,butthenitwouldbemy
choice.Ifyoutakemetherebyforce,Iwillnotforgiveyou.”

Emberwonderedifshe’dpushedhimtoofar,forAlistairwasquietalongwhile.Thewolves’growls

wereloudernow,andtheysnappedattheairwiththeirflamingjaws.

Alistairreachedintohiscloak,thentossedsomethingintheair.ItsailedtowardEmber,andshe

reachedouttocatchit.Openingherhand,sheshiveredwhensherecognizedthependantAlistairhad
givenher.AgiftfromLadyEira.

“ThatwasgivenasasignofLadyEira’sfaithinyou,”Alistairsaid.“Letitbeasignnotonlyofmy

faithaswell,butalsoofmylove.Thinkonusandonyourfuture,Ember.”

“Thankyou.”Ember’slimbswantedtocollapseinrelief,butshedarednotmovewiththewolvesso

close.

“Ipraythatyou’llmaketherightchoice,”Alistairtoldher,hisfacegrim.“Ifyoudonotreturnto

Tearmunnwithinthemonth,youwillbecomethehuntedagain.AndIwillnolongerprotectyou.”

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Wheelingtheshadowhorsearound,Alistairdidn’tlookbackatEmber.Thewolveshowledinprotest,

theircriesbecomingwhiningsnarlsastheyfollowedhim,tetheredbysomeinvisibleleash.Alistairput
hisheelstothedarkhorse,andinablur,thewolvesandriderbecameacloudofsmokeandblood
lightningthatsoaredeastwarduptheglenandfinallyfadedfromsight.

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WHETHERITWASAFEWminutesorhours,Embercouldn’tbesure,butforatimeshecouldn’t
move.ShedroppedontoherkneesbesideBarrowandstaredintonothing.Shehadavaguesenseofbeing
cold,butthechillwasnegligiblecomparedtothehollownessbeneathherribs.

Caberfinallyrousedherfromthestupor.Shedidn’tknowwhatthestallionhaddoneduringthefight:

whetherhe’dboltedandjustnowreturned,notknowingwhereelsetogo,orifhe’dbeenparalyzedby
shockashewatchedhisfriendToshachdie.

Whereverhe’dbeenandwhateverhe’dwitnessed,CabernowapproachedToshachtentatively.Ember

watchedastheyoungstallionwhickeredtothefallenhorse.CaberblewoutonToshach’sneck,
whinnyingsoftly,thengivingalowsquealofsorrow.Stompingthegroundtwicewithhisfronthooves,
Cabersnortedandjumpedawayfromthedeadhorse.

“I’msosorry.”Emberheardherownvoicebeforeshe’dmadethedecisiontospeak.Caberlookedat

her,tossinghismaneandwhinnyingindistress.

Shakily,Emberstoodup.Thestallioncametoheroutstretchedhand.Hisnosewasvelvetsoftonher

palm.

“HedidittosaveBarrow.”Herwordscameoutthick.“AndnowBarrowneedsourhelp.”
Thoughittookagooddealofcoaxingandpleading,EmbermanagedtoconvinceCabertolieonthe

groundalongsideBarrow.EvenwithCaber’sbackincloseproximity,EmberstruggledtodragBarrow
intothesaddle.SheheldhisbodyinplaceassheurgedCabertohisfeet.

Aftershe’dcollectedthesaddlebagsfromToshach’sbody,Emberscrambledintothesaddlebehind

Barrow.EasingCaberintoawalk,EmberheldontoBarrowwithonearm.Shetriedtokeephermind
blank.FearthatmovingBarrowatallwasharminghimfurtherthreatenedtounravelherdetermination.
Thoughhisheartbeatwassteadyandhisbreathingnormal,Embercouldn’tknowtheextentofhisinjuries.
Abrokenriborcrushedorganwouldmeanhisbodywasbleedingontheinside,invisiblewoundsthat
nonethelessmeantdeath.Butwhatchoicedidshehave?

EmberhadbrieflyweighedtheoptionofridingaheadinhopesofbringinghelptoBarrow,butit

seemedmuchmoredangeroustoleavehimunconsciousandalonethantoriskmovinghim.Movingata
ploddingpacefrustratedhersothatherbonesached,butafastergaitthanwalkingwouldjostleBarrow
toomuch.

Steelingherself,Emberloosenedthereins,lettingCabertakeupaswiftwalkwithoutallowinghimto

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trot.Dawnwasbreakingoverthehillstotheeast,andEmberrodetowardthelight,prayingthatthecoast
wasascloseasthepromiseofmorning.Despiteherexhaustion,fearkeptEmberalert.Shesurveyedthe
landscape,alwayswatchingforthelandmarksthatBarrowhadmentionedwouldmarktheirpathtothe
sea.Shouldshemissanyofthem,Emberknewshe’deasilylosedayswanderingaimlesslyinthehills.

Whenthesunhadcrestedthetopoftheglenandspilledpalegoldandroselightdowntheslopes,

Embercaughtherfirstglimpseoftheeasterncoast:adark,roilingblue.ThesightfilledEmberwithmore
forebodingthanhope.AsCaberkeptuphissteadygait,thevastblueexpanseroseuptomeetthem,
stretchingfartherandfartherintotheeast.Ember’smindwasfullofbrittlethoughts,tooeasilybrokeninto
sharpbitsofemotionthatcuthertothecore.Shehadalmostreachedthesea,butthenwhat?Theirtiny
bandwouldsailtoastrangelandandhopeforaid?Thecausealreadyseemedlosttoher.

Cabersnorted,hisearsflicked,andamomentlater,hegavealoudwhinny.Emberstraightenedinthe

saddle,strivingtocalmthestallion,who’dbeguntoprance.AnotherwhinnyreturnedCaber’scall,
drawingEmber’sgazetothewoodsthatlinedthepath.

Keepingatightholdonthereins,Emberwatchedtheforestedge.Ifbanditshopedforanambush,she’d

behard-pressedtoprotectBarrowandfightthemoff.

WhenagraymarecarryingLukaszemergedfromtheshadowsfollowedbyKaelandhismount,Ember

gaveashoutofrelief.ShejumpeddownfromCaber’sbackandwavedthecommanderovertothem.

“Wethoughttheworstwhenyouweredelayed,”Kaeltoldher.HiseyesrestedonBarrow’sunmoving

form,andhewasalreadyclimbingfromhissaddle.

“He’salive,”Embersaid,answeringKael’sunspokenquestion.“Toshachfell,andBarrowwas

crushedbeneathhim.”

Lukaszdismounted,andthetwomenliftedBarrowfromCaber’sback,settinghimcarefullyonthe

ground.

“Wereyouattacked?”Lukaszasked.“WasToshachstruckdown?”
“Yes,butthefallhappenedwhenwetriedtoflee,”Embersaid.“Toshachhadpulleduplame,slowing

us.Whenwewereforcedtorun,hemanagedashortwhilebutthenhebrokedown.”

“Whopursuedyou?”LukaszspoketoherasKaelunbeltedBarrow’sswordandliftedhistabardand

shirt.

Ember’smouthwentdrywhenshesawthemottledskinofBarrow’schestandabdomen.
“Ember,”Lukaszsaid,drawinghergazefromBarrow.
“Alistair,”sheanswered.“Hehad…creatureswithhim,huntingus.Wolvesmadeoffire.Theymoved

withimpossiblespeed,asifridingastorm.Wecouldn’toutrunthem.”

Kaelswore,andEmberfearedhe’dassessedBarrowtobebeyondhelp,buttheblondknightwas

lookingatEmber.

“Firewolves?”
Shenodded.“Barrowwasunconscious,andthewolveswouldhavebeenonhim.Toshachattackedthe

wolvesbeforetheycouldreachBarrow.Ahorsehadnochanceagainstthem.Idon’tknowifanything
couldhurtthem.”

“Liketheshadowcreatures,”Lukaszsaidquietly.“Beastswedonothavethemeanstofightarebeing

raisedagainstusbyEira.”

“Howdidyouescape?”KaelfrownedatEmber.
Shehesitated,notknowingifthetruthwouldsufficeasananswer.Hercheeksgrewhotwhenshetold

Kael,“ItookadvantageofAlistair’sfavorandwasabletoconvincehimthat,giventime,Imightreturnto
Tearmunn.”

EmberlookedatKael,expectinghimtodoubthertale.ButKaelofferedherawrysmile.
“Enoughsaid.”HeshotaknowingglanceatLukasz.“Isufferedmany,manyhourslisteningtoAlistair

proclaimhisloveforyou.”

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Ember’sblushdeepened.
“Itservedourpurpose,”Lukaszadded.“Youwerewisetoexploitthatweakness.”
Thecommander’swordsdidlittletoennobleEmber’sstrategy,butatleasttheyunderstoodwhyithad

worked.

“DidAlistairrevealhowourflightwasdiscovered?”Kaelaskedher.“Werewebetrayed?”
“Hedidn’tsay,”Emberanswered.“ButwithBarrow’sinjury,Iwasforcedtocontinueataslowpace.

FitchandMercerneverovertookme,astheyshouldhave.”

Kaelsighed.“We’llassumethemlost,then?”
“Wemust,”Lukaszsaid.“WewaitedlongerthanIlikeinthehopesthatweweren’taloneinmakingan

escape.ThoughAlistairwaspersuadedtogiveyoufreedom,Eirawillsoonsendothersafterus.”

Athinvoicetrilledfromtheforest.“Mylords?Isitsafe?”
Kaelgroaned.“ForaminuteI’dforgottenabouthim.”
“Kindness,”Lukaszchided,buthesmiledatKael.“Theman’sbeenthroughmuch.”
“Andwehaven’t?”Kaelreplied.“I’vehadpuddingmadeofstrongerstuffthanhim.”
Lukaszlaughedquietly,thencalledout,“Cometous,Sawyer!There’snodangerhere.”
Emberwatchedasthewoodcutterwho’drevealedtheextentofEira’streacheryscuttledfromthe

forest.Sawyerhurriedtojointhem.HehuddledonthegroundnexttoLukasz.Theman’sentirebodywas
tautandquivering.

BobbinghisheadindeferencetoEmber,SawyerlethiseyesroamoverBarrow’sbruisedtorso.Fora

moment,thetremblingofhislimbsceasedandthewildbulgingofhiseyesrelented.

“IfImay,mylord,”SawyeraskedLukasz,“haveacloserlook?”
Kaelrockedbackonhisheels.“Forwhatpurpose?”
“Mymotherwasahealer,”Sawyeranswered.“I’venotherskill,butImightbeabletohelpsome.”
“Ifyoucouldtellushowseveretheinjuriesare,we’dbeinyourdebt,”Lukaszsaid,makingspacefor

SawyertokneelbesideBarrow.

Withlight,probingfingers,SawyerworkedhiswayoverBarrow’sshoulders,chest,andabdomen.

EmberwincedwhenhetouchedthepurpleandredcontusionsthatwebbedoverBarrow’sskin.Sawyer
bentdown,placinghisearagainstBarrow’schest,listening.HeroseandcarefullyliftedBarrow’shead,
moldinghishandstotheshapeofBarrow’sskull.

Embernoticedthat,whilehewasoccupied,Sawyer’stremulouscharactervanished.Heministeredto

hispatientwithcalm,steadymovements.Purposeofferedasalveforhisfear,puttinghismindatease.

“He’shadagoodknockonthehead,”Sawyertoldthem.“Quitethelumpbackhere.Noblood,though.”
“Whatabouttherest?”EmberpointedtothebruiseonBarrow’storso.
Sawyershrugged.“Ican’tsayforsure,butmymothertoldmethatifaman’sheartbeatisstrongandhis

breathdoesn’tsoundlikehe’shalfdrowning,thenhe’sgotachance.Bestthingistogivehimrest.”

LukaszandKaelnodded,apparentlysatisfiedbySawyer’sassessment,butEmberwishedSawyer

couldoffermoreassurance.

“He’llgetrestontheship,”LukasztoldSawyer,butheglancedatEmber,sensingherconcern.“And

whenwereachKrakdesChevaliers,theirhealerswillattendhim.”

“Yes,”Emberreplied,becausetherewasnothingelsetosay.Allshecoulddowaswaitandhopethat

Barrow’swoundswouldmend.

“MymarewillbearthedoubleburdenofmyselfandBarrowtillwereachtheport,”Lukaszsaid.

“She’sastouterhorsethanCaber.”

KaelandLukaszcarriedBarrowtothecommander’shorse.AtEmber’sside,Sawyerhadrevertedto

hisformerstate.Hetwitchedashestood,oftenmutteringunderhisbreath.Pityforthewoodcutterfilled
Ember.

“Perhapsyoucouldridenearme,”shesaidtohim,“andtellmemoreofyourmother’swork.”

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“Asmyladywishes,”Sawyeranswered.“Myhorseisstilltetheredintheforest,wherewewere

waiting.”

SawyeryelpedwhenKaelslappedhimontheshoulder.“Andthat’swhyyoushouldgogetthebeast.”
Withawhimper,Sawyerscamperedaway.
“Youshouldbegentlerwithhim.”EmberfrownedatKael.
“RidewithhimforasmanyhoursasIhave,andwe’lltalk.”Kaelgrinnedather.
Astheycontinuedtomakeslowbutsteadyprogresstowardthesea,Emberkeptherword.Sherode

alongsideSawyer,engaginghimwithquestions.Atfirstthewoodcutterseemedreluctanttoconverse,but
asEmberaskedhimtorecounthismemoriesofhismother,Sawyerbegantorelax.Thefrightenedwhine
withwhichheoftenmarkedhiswordsfaded.Hesmiledasherecalledthedaysofhischildhood.Ember
wascarefulwithherquestions,makingsuretokeephismindonthedistantpastandwellawayfromthe
traumaofrecentdays.

ThoughEmberhadbelievedthecoastlinepromisinglyclose,theyhadfarthertotravelthanshe’d

thought.OnlyasdawnbrokeontheseconddayoftheirsojourndidtheyreachtheportofInverness.

KaelrodeattheheadoftheirsmallbandwhileSawyerandEmbermovedtorideabreastofLukaszin

thehopesofshelteringBarrow’sdirestatefrominquisitivegazes.Kaelguidedthemtotheharbor,which
reekedofbrineandkelp.

“Doyouwanttosecureourpassage,orshallI?”KaelaskedLukasz.
“Goahead,”Lukasztoldhim.“We’lllikelyneedtomakeashortervoyagetooneoftheFrenchports

beforewecanfindavesselthatwilltravelasfartotheeastaswewish.”

Kaelswungoutofthesaddle,givingchargeofhismounttoEmber.Hishorsehardlyneededtending.

AlltheirmountsweresoexhaustedthattheyweremorethanpleasedtostandanddozewhileKaelfound
aship.

FromwherehewasslumpedinthesaddleagainstLukasz,Barrowstirred,groaning,andthenwentstill.
“Oh!”Emberwasreadytodismount,butLukaszstayedherwithhishand.
“It’sagoodsign,”Lukasztoldher.“Ithinkhe’llwakesoon,butthere’snothingtobedonerightnow.

Staywhereyouare,lestyoudrawunneededattentiontous.”

Grudgingly,Emberremainedinthesaddle,thoughshekeptaclosewatchonBarrow,hopingfor

anothersoundormovement.

Kaelreturnedinlessthananhour,lookingquitepleasedwithhimself.
“Well?”Lukaszaskedhim.ThecommanderappraisedKael’sself-satisfiedsmirkuneasily.
“Foundaship,”Kaeltoldthem.“She’lltakeustoBordeaux.”
“AndisthereaberthforuswhereBarrowcanrest?”EmbertossedthereinsforKael’smountbackto

him.

“Thereis,mylady.”Kaelflashedacoysmileather.
Lukasz’seyesnarrowedfurther.“Amerchantvessel?”
“Theyhavesomecargo,”Kaelsaid.“Buttheshipwillmostlybefilledwithpassengers.”
“Whatsortofpassengers?”Lukaszasked.
“Humblepilgrims,”Kaelanswered.“Likeourselves.”
“Kael—”Lukaszbegan,butKael’slaughtercuthimoff.
“Protestifyoulike,butit’safineplan,andyouknowit,”Kaeltoldthecommander.“Joiningthe

BordeauxtoConstantinoplepilgrimagewillgiveusaperfectcoverfortravel.Thesailorswillbefarless
likelytorememberafewadditionalpiouspassengersthantheywouldasmallgroupofknightspaying
goodcoinfortransport.”

“Amerchant’svesselwouldbefaster,”Lukaszsaid.
“Fasterisn’tbetterinthiscase,”Kaeltoldhim.“Arguingisjustawasteofourtime,anditkeepspoor

Barrowfromhisberth.Besides,thepilgrimvesselsailstomorrowmorning.Thefirstmerchantshipto

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LukaszheldKaelinastonyglareforafewmomentsbeforehesaid,“Verywell.Leadon.”

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ALISTAIRFOUGHTNOTTOcowerinthefaceofEira’scoldfury.

“Youlethergo.”Thequietslitherofherwordswasmuchworsethanifshe’dbeenscreamingathim.
“Yes,mylady,”Alistairanswered,readytoacceptpunishment.Hecouldn’tmusterwordstodefendhis

actions.Bosque’sshadowsteedhadcarriedhimbacktoTearmunnsoswiftlythathe’dhadlittletimeto
contemplatetheconsequencesofhischoice.Whenthestrangevoidthehorsetraveledthroughhad
vanished,revealingthefamiliarslopesofGlenShiel,AlistairhadgazedattheConatuskeep,feelingit
toweroverhimlikehisdoom.

DespiteEira’sincredulousexpression,AlistairheldfasttohisreasonsforgivingEmberherfreedom.

Emberhadspokentrue:Alistairknewherwell.Thoughthetemptationtoseizeher,restoringherto
Tearmunnasacaptiveandhispersonaltrophy,hadbeenoverwhelming,Alistairknewthatvictorywould
havebeenbittersweetandshort-lived.Embercouldn’tbeconqueredorcoaxed.Ifsheweretoreturnto
thekeepandaccepthisaffections,itmustbebyherownwill.

Alistairdidn’tbelieveEirawouldtaketohispleasoftruelovekindly.Hestoodinaweandfearofthe

warriorwoman.Shewasthegreatestofleaders,andhewouldfollowhertotheendsoftheearth,forto
beatEira’ssidewastoknowtruepower.ButEira’sstrengthwasrootedinambitionandfearlessness,
andAlistairdoubtedshe’deverfelttheflamesoflovethatburnedinhisbloodatanythoughtofEmber
Morrow.

“Iaskyourforgiveness,mylady,”Alistairsaidquietly.“Iamsorrytohaveearnedyouranger.”
Eirasnorted,halfturningfromhimtolookatCianasthoughforguidance.
Cianstoodquietly.HerfaceshowedlinesoftensionthatAlistairreadasdisappointment.
“Youractionsaredifficulttounderstand,LordHart,”Ciansaid.“Doyouhavedoubtsaboutmysister’s

plansfortheorder?”

Eira’seyebrowsshotupandshewheeledonAlistair.“Doyou?”
Droppingtooneknee,Alistairsaid,“Never,mylady.Iamyourstocommand.”
“Areprieveisinorder.”
AlistairlookedupinsurprisetoseeBosquecomingtowardhim.He’dbeensilentasastatueupon

Alistair’sreturntothegreathall.AlistaircouldseethatBosquehadbeenlisteningtoallthatwassaid,
butBosquehadn’tspokenuntilnow.

EirafrownedatBosque.“Areprieve?”

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“Hisdeedstonightmayhavebeenmisguided,buthisloyaltytoyouremainstrue,”Bosquesaidwithan

airoffinality.

MeetingBosque’ssteadygaze,Eiraslowlynodded.ShesteppedbackwhenBosquemovedtostand

beforeAlistair.

“Rise,LordHart.”
Alistairstoodup.Bosquewasunsettlinglyclose,hissilvereyesboringintotheyoungknight.
“Doyouknowwherethetraitors’pathleads?”Bosqueasked.
“Embergoestohersister’snewhome,”Alistairtoldhim.“TheestateofCountdeLaMarchein

France.”

Eirabrokein.“Doesshegoaloneorwiththeothers?”
“Ican’tsay,”Alistairanswered.“IonlyknowthatEmbergavemeherwordthatshewouldseekrefuge

withAgnes.”

“AndyoutrusttheladyMorrow’sword?”Eiramadealownoiseofdisgust.
Alistairfellsilent.Hedidn’tknowifhefullybelievedwhatEmberhadsaid,buthe’dbelievedher

enoughtolethergo.Hishearthadassuredhimtheriskwasworthwhile.

“Whethershereachesthatdestinationoranother,shetravelstothecoast,”Bosqueoffered.“Andwill

taketothesea.”

“Yes,”Alistairsaid.“ItwouldseemmorelikelythatshesailswithLukaszandKaelratherthanalone.”
“AndwhatofBarrow?”Cianinterrupted.“Youhaven’tspokenofhim.WashenotwithLady

Morrow?”

Alistaircastagrimsmileather.“Hefell.”
“He’sdead?”Cianpaled.
“Hemaywellbe,”Alistairanswered.“Hishorsewentdownandrolledoverhim.Helayashenand

unconsciouswhenIleftthem.”

“WhetherBarroworhiscorpsetravelstothecoastisofnomoment,”Bosquetoldthem.“Another

mattermustbeattendedtofirst.”

HefixedhissilvereyesuponEira.“Theritualthatwediscussed.”
“Whatritual?”Cianasked.
“Canwesparethetime?”EiraignoredCian’squestion,speakingtoBosque.“Ifyoutrulybelievethey

canbeintercepted,weshouldleavenow.”

“Thereisnoneedtohurry,”BosquetoldEira.“Oncethey’reuponthesea,theyaremine.Whenyou’ve

performedthistaskforme,wecanevenseekourbedsandridetothecoastonthemorrow.”

Bosque’ssmileremindedAlistairofanassassin’sknifebladeflashingundermoonlight.Hewantedto

askwhatBosquemeant,andhefearedforEmber’slife.Fistsclenched,Alistairremainedsilent.After
whathe’ddone,hecouldrequestnomorefavorswithouttheriskofundoingBosque’spardon.

AsifsensingAlistair’sdistress,Bosquelaidahandontheknight’sshoulder.
“Itseemsfitting,LadyEira,”Bosquesaid,“thatthesetwo—yourmostloyalknightandyourownblood

—areheretobearwitnessasyouascend.”

Eira’squickglanceatAlistairtoldhimthatshewasn’tasassuredofhisfidelityasBosquewas,butshe

answered,“Isupposeitis.”

Cianmovedwarilytowardhersister.“Whatisthis,Eira?Ofwhatdoeshespeak?”
“Itisthebeginning,”Eiraanswered.
“Wait,”BosquetoldCianandAlistair.“Andwatch.”
CianliftedherchininirritationatBosque’sorder,butAlistair’spulsethrummedwithanticipationas

EiratookBosque’shandandtogethertheywalkedtothesacredtree.

Takingpostslikesentinelsoneachsideofthecedar’smassivetrunk,EirafacedBosque.Shekepther

gazefixeduponhimasshedrewadaggerfromherbelt.AlistairheardCian’ssharpintakeofbreathwhen

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Eiracalmlydrewthebladeacrossherflesh.Bloodwelledinstantly,fillingEira’spalmlikeacup.

WithoutbreakinghergazefromBosque’s,Eirabegantochant:

Insanguinenostrimundiconcurrunt.

Persanguineportapatet.

Insanguineremane.

Turningherhand,Eiraletherbloodpouroverthewidthofthedagger.Thecrimsonliquidflowedover

thebladeanddrippedtothefloor.Withoutspeaking,EiraofferedthedaggertoBosque.

Acceptingtheblade,BosquelikewisecutintohispalmandechoedEira’schant.
Alistairlistenedcloselythistime,silentlytranslatingthewordsfromLatintofullygrasptheirmeaning.

Inbloodourworldsmeet.

Bybloodthegateopens.

Inblooditremains.

WhenBosquefinishedthechant,hebathedthedaggerinhisblood,drowningthesheenofthebladein

richredhues.BosquesteppedtowardEira,andshemovedtomeethim.Theylacedtheirwoundedhands
togetheruponthehiltofthedaggerandturnedtofacethetree.

Movinginunison,EiraandBosquesuddenlythrustthedaggerintothebaseofthetree,wherethetrunk

splitintoroots.AsoundfilledtheroomthatsetAlistair’steethonedge.Itwasn’tthecrackofsplintering
wood,butastrangetearingoftightlywovenfabric.Alongwiththerippingnoisecamealowwail,
buildingintoascreechthatdrovenailsintoAlistair’sears.Besidehim,Ciandoubledover,wrappingher
armsaroundherheadtoblockoutthetree’sscream—ifthat’swhatitwas.

Thensuddenly,silence.
EiraandBosquestoodbesidethetree,butthesacredtreewasnomore.Thegoldenbarkhadblanched

—thesurfaceofthecedarwaswhiteasthebonetreestheGuardhadcomeuponnearDorusduain.But
morestrikingthanthetransformedskinofthetreewasthewoundatitsbase.

FromtheplacewhereBosqueandEirahadstabbedthetree,stretchinguptoaheightjustabove

Bosque’shead,wasagapinghole.Itwaswideatthebaseandtaperedatitshighestpoint.Whathadonce
beenalivingtreenowappearedtobedeadandhollow.Peeringintotheblackgapinthetrunk,Alistair
perceivedmorethanasimplehole.Strangelightsmovedwithinthedarkness,illuminatingtheshadows
withthedullgreenofanovergrownswamp.

EiragraspedthedaggerinherlefthandwhilesheofferedherwoundedpalmtoBosque.Hecovered

herhandwithbothofhis,healingthecut.Hisowninjuryhadalreadydisappeared.

“Whathaveyoudone?”CianspokeinaraggedvoicethatwasmuchtooquietforanyonebutAlistairto

hear.

Abitshakenhimself,AlistairlookedatCian.Herfacewascalm,andhewonderedifhe’dmisheard

her.TheywaitedquietlyasBosqueandEirawalkedbacktothem.

“Ataskwelldone,mylady,”BosquesaidtoEira.
Unabletocontainhiscuriosity,Alistairasked,“Whatisit?Whathappened?”
Withasmile,BosquenoddedatEira.“Showthem.”
Eiraliftedherhandandtracedashapeintheair.Flamestrailedinherfingers’wakeuntilafiery

symbolwassuspendedbeforeher.Thesymbolshuddered,expanding,thencontractingbeforeadark
shapeburstoutoftheflames,consumingthefireasitwasborn.

Alistairswore,jumpingbackfromtheshadowguard.

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“Howisitpossible?”Cian’shandwasonherswordhilt,butshestoodherground.Thewraithhovered

besideEira,givingnosignofimminentattack.

Eiraadmiredthecreatureofsmokeandshadow.Hersmilewasfullofpleasurewhileshegazedupon

thethingshe’dsummoned.

Cianspokeagain.“Youcommandthesecreaturesnow?”
“Assheshould,”BosqueansweredCian.“Thepowerwasherstotakeandminetogive.”
“Butshegaveyousomethinginreturn,”Ciansaidslowly.“Didn’tshe?”
“Yoursistersimplystrengthenedthebondwealreadyshare.Indoingso,sheopenedadoorbetween

theearthandthenether,”Bosquetoldher,gesturingtothesplittrunkofthesacredtree.“Nowwemay
enjoyatruealliance.”

“Analliance?”Cianwasgrippingherswordhiltnow,herknucklesbloodless.
“Anendtothiswarwe’vewagedforsolong,dearCian.”Eiraspokecalmly,butanewfeverburnedin

hereyes.“Forthatwhichwe’vetoiledagainstnowservesatourpleasure.”

Cianreleasedhersword,buthershouldersremainedtense.“Idon’tunderstand.”
“ThenIshallexplain,”Eirareplied.“Butletusspeakalone,assisters.”
“Andwillyourcreatureaccompanyus?”Cianasked.Alistairassumedshereferredtothewraith,but

Cian’seyesflittedtoBosque.

“Isaidalone.”Eirawavedherhandandtheshadowguardvanished.
Ciandrewaslowbreath.“You’repowerful.”
Eira’slaughwasalmostgirlish,hercheeksflushedwithexhilaration.“What’smineshallbeyours,too.

Comewithmeandlearn.”

TakingCian’sarm,Eiradrewhersistertothedoorandintothecorridor.
Stillmarvelingatwhathe’dseen,Alistairmovedasifinatrance.Hethoughttoseekhisbedandquiet

hismind.

“Amoment,LordHart.”Bosque’scallstoppedAlistairfromfollowingthesistersfromthehall.
AlistairwaitedforBosquetoapproach.JustasEirahadseemedmorewildandalive,Alistairsawthat

thetallmanhadbeenchangedbytheritual.Thesilverofhiseyesgleamedbrighter;theairaroundhim
shimmeredasthoughmovedbyafirethatburnedwithinBosque’sform.

Seizingonanunexpectedsurgeofcourage,Alistairsaid,“There’smoretoit,isn’tthere?”
Bosquedidn’tanswer,butwatchedAlistaircalmly.
Encouragedthathe’dmetnoresistance,Alistaircontinued.“LadyEiracansummonyourcreatures

now,andcandosowithoutyouraid.”

“Ishernewtalentsomethingyouenvy,LordHart?”
ItwasAlistair’sturntoremainsilent.
Withastiffsmile,Bosquetoldhim,“OpeningtheriftimbuedLadyEirawithpowerdrawnfromthe

nether.ShecancommandsomeofthosebeingsIrule.”

“Onlysome?”Alistairasked.
“Eiraisstillhuman,”Bosqueanswered.“Ofthisworld.Thoughshe’smingledherbloodwithmine,

therearecreatureswhowouldoverwhelmher.Thosebeastscanbesummonedandcommandedbymy
willalone.”

AlistairconsideredBosque’swords,thensaid,“TheLyulf.DidItrulycommandthem?”
Bosque’slaughwasalowrumble.“You’reclever,LordHart.ThatiswhyIseesomuchpotentialin

you.”

“Thefirewolvesobeyedmeonlybecauseyouorderedthemtodoso,”Alistairsaid,abitcrestfallen.

“AndEirawouldnotbeabletosummonthemtoserveher.”

“No,”Bosquesaid.“TheLyulfaretoopurelylinkedtothenethertoberuledbyamerehuman.”
CatchingAlistair’sflinch,Bosquequicklyadded,“EvenonesogreatasLadyEiraoronesoperceptive

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asyou.”

AlistairnoddedandBosquespokeagain.“Openingtheriftfreesmetomovethroughyourworld

withoutbeingtetheredtotheonewhosewillfirstbroughtme.”

“Ifyou’refreetoleaveEira,whywouldyouremaintoaidus?”Alistairasked,takenaback.
“Thisisyourworld,LordHart,”Bosquesaid.“Notmine.Analliancewithanorderaspowerfulas

ConatusmayserveEira’spurposehere,butitalsoservesmyownpurposesinthenether.Thatismy
home,andwhileIwillgiveallthatIcantoseeEiraruleassheshouldandConatustakeitsrightfulplace
inthisworld,myaimistosecuremylegacyinmyworld.”

“Isee,”Alistairsaidquietly,thoughhewasquiteoverwhelmedbythepictureBosquehadpaintedof

anotherworldthatexisted—onceseparate,nowconnectedtotheearth.

“Theriftoffersanotheradvantage,”Bosquecontinued.“TheLyulfandmywraithswouldhavebeenthe

bestweaponsIcouldofferifEirahadrejectedmyofferofanalliance.”

“Youneedyetgreatertoolsofwar?”Alistairbalked.“NoweaponcandestroyLyulforwraith.”
Bosquefrowned.“Noneofyourweapons,butthatisn’ttheconcern.Terrainis.”
“Terrain?”
“Thoughinsubstanceandpowermyworlddiffersfromyours,itslandscapewouldhavesomefamiliar

features,”Bosquetoldhim.“Therearemountainsoffire,desertsspottedwithbouldersclearasglassand
sharpasrazors,forestsofchokingvines.Andtheseas…withwatersthecolorofthenightsky.”

MurkyvisionsofthisplaceswaminAlistair’shead,asifBosquewereapainterfillingthecanvasof

Alistair’smindwithsomeimaginedhell.

“Warsarefoughtonlandandatsea,”Bosquecontinued.“ThewraithsandLyulfservenopurposewhen

thebattletakestowater.”

Alistair’sthroatconstrictedasherememberedwhatBosquehadtoldEirajustbeforetheritual.
Oncethey’reuponthesea,theyaremine.Whenyou’veperformedthistaskforme,wecanevenseek

ourbedsandridetothecoastonthemorrow.

“Whatwillyousendafterthem?”Alistairaskedhoarsely.FearforEmber’slifeneedledhim.
“Inthemorningyouwillsee.”Bosquegavehimameasuredlookandsaid,“Iwouldspeakwithyou

furtheraboutLadyMorrow.Andthechoicesyoumadetoday.”

Alistair’sjawclenched,buthenodded.Itwaslikethemancouldreadhismind.
“I’vealreadyshownmyfaithinyou.Youhaveaplaceofhonorinthisneworder,andIwouldseeyou

riseevenhigher.”Bosqueofferedwhatalmostlookedlikeagentlesmile,thoughbeneathhissilvereyes,
theexpressionwasmorefrighteningthanreassuring.“Butyourpassionforthegirlswaysyou.Itputsyour
futureatrisk.”

Alistairturnedhisface,shameandoutragechurninginhisblood.
“Iunderstandbetterthanyousurmise,”Bosquetoldhim.“Youneedhertocometoyou.Itisnotenough

tosimplytakeher.”

Alistairlookedup,hiseyessuspicious,yetgrateful.“Yes.”
“Thatchoiceshowsyoutobemoremanthanchild,andmeritsrespect.Foryourpains,Ihopethelady

findsherwaybacktoyou.”Bosquepausedbeforeheadded,“Shouldshenot,youmustletyourlove
followitsnaturalcourse,allowingittotransformasitwill.You’llbethestrongerforit.”

“Transform?”Alistair’sbrowfurrowed.
“Ifyourheart’swishisnotfulfilled,theheatofyourpassionwillinsteadburnasacoldfire.”Bosque

tiltedhishead,regardingAlistairwithamusementasafatherwouldanaivechild.“Thatiswhathappens
whenloveturnstohate.”

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ALLTHETALKEMBERhadheardofsailorsdescribedthemassour,drunkenbrutes.Thecrewof
theirship,however,overturnedthosetales.Whetheritwasareflectionoftheirusualnatureoran
exceptionmadeoutofrespectfortheholymissionoftheircurrentpassengers,theburlymenwho
occupiedtheshipweresubduedandsober.

Emberlearnedquicklythatshemuchpreferredstandingonthedeck,whereshecouldtastesaltairand

listentotheshipsluicethroughthedarksea.Belowdecksshesufferedthroughtheongoingargument
betweenKaelandLukaszaboutwhetherornottheyshouldactuallyjointhepilgrimageuponreaching
Bordeauxratherthanseekanothershiptocarrytheirpartyeast.

Theirbickeringtiredher,butBarrowrestedbelowdecksaswell.AsmuchasEmberenjoyedthewind

inherface,shedidn’twanttoleavehissideforlong.Takinganotherdeepbreathofsea-tingedair,Ember
sighedanddescendedtoBarrow’sberth.

KaelandLukaszwerethere,stillarguing.Sawyerwasmakingdowiththecrampedspace.He’dsorted

throughtheherbsinBarrow’ssaddlebags,alongwithadditionalingredientsthatKaelandLukaszoffered,
renderingthemintotonicsthatmightbringBarrowsomerelief.

Occupiedwithcrushingherbsandmixingthemwithwaterandatouchofwhisky,Sawyerworked

happily,oblivioustothebittervoicesthatfloatedintheairnearby.

“I’mnotaskingthatwegoallthewaytoConstantinoplewiththem,”Kaelsaid.“Butifwejointhemon

theroutesouththroughFrance,youknowthey’llstopatSainte-Eulalie-de-Cernon,wherewecanremain.”

“OrwecanhireashipandsaildirectlytoKrakdesChevaliers,”Lukaszansweredbrusquely.“Why

delay?”

“Itwon’tbeadelayiftheclericsatCernonweaveusaportal,”Kaelreplied.“Walkingthroughadoor

totheeastwillbemuchfasterthansailingaroundItaly.”

Lukaszstoodup,shakinghishead.“IfweappearatCernonrequestingaportal,wordwillgetbackto

Eira.ShehasmanyfriendsinFranceandfewerintheHolyLand.”

“BarrowwouldbenefitfromtheHospitallers’skills,”Kaelsaid.“Hedoesn’tneedtospendanother

weekaboardaship.”

“AndcartinghimacrosstheFrenchcountrysidewouldbebetter?”Lukaszshotback.
Listeningtothepairbicker,Emberwonderedhowtheirdisputecouldbesocontrarytothetenderness

shehadseenthemsharethenightofSorcha’sdeath.ThesecrecyLukaszandKaelwereforcedtomaintain
mustbeaheavyburden,particularlynowthatdeathchasedtheireverystep.Perhapsarguingovertheir
modeoftravelofferedtheonlyreleaseofthefrustrationtheysurelyfelttobesocloseastheyescaped

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fromTearmunn,yettobeunabletotakecomfortineachotherbecauseSawyerhadbeenplacedintheir
care.

EmberdoubtedherresolvewouldbeunshakenwithoutthereassuranceofBarrow’sstrongarms

enfoldingherandthewarmthofhiskisstokeepfear’scoldembraceatbay.

LookingatBarrowwherehelayinhisberth,Embergasped.Hiseyeswereopenandhewaswatching

LukaszandKaelastheirfightdronedon.

“I’llnotbetakingacartanywhere,”Barrowsaid,voicegroggy.
“ThankGod.”LukaszkneltbesideBarrow.“Howdoyoufeel?Istherepain?”
Barrowpushedhimselfupontohiselbows,wincing.“There’spain.ButnotworsethanI’vehad

before.”

“Good,”KaelsaidfrombehindLukasz.HeglancedatSawyer.“Isthattonicalmostready?”
“Yes,mylord,”Sawyeransweredwithoutlookingupfromhiswork.“Inamoment.”
Comingfullyawake,Barrowfrownedashetookinhissurroundings.“Aship?Whathappened?How

longhaveIbeenawayfromyou?”Hegrippedthesidesofthewoodenberth,eyesgoingwide.“Whereis
Ember?”

Emberrushedfromwhereshe’dbeenhoveringinthedoorway.“Here.I’mhere.”
ShekneltoppositeLukasz,restingherhandslightlyonBarrow’sforearm.
Barrowtriedtoreachforher,reliefetchedonhisface,butthemovementmadehimdrawasharp

breathofpain.

“Youmustbestill,mylord.”SawyerstoodoverEmber.Shelookedupatthewoodcutterinsurprise,

neverhavingheardsuchstrengthintheman’svoice.“Anddrinkthisuntilit’sgone.Idon’twanttohear
complaintsaboutthetaste.Justdrinkit.”

Lukasz’seyebrowswentup,buthetoldBarrow,“OurfriendSawyerhasbeenministeringtoyou.He

hassomeknowledgeofthehealingarts.”

“ThenIaminyourdebt,GoodmanSawyer.”BarrowtookthecupSawyeroffered,thoughhiseyes

stayedonEmber’sface.

“Tellmewhathappened,”Barrowaskedher.“AllIcanrememberisToshachstumbling.”
AlumpformedinEmber’sthroat,painfulassheswallowedit.“Toshachfellandrolledoveryou.You

lostconsciousness.”

Barrowtookasipofthetonicandmadeaface,butasSawyerhadrequested,hemadenocomplaint

andcontinuedtodrinkit.

“TheywereonusbeforeIcouldgettoyou,”Embertoldhim.
“Whatwasit?”Barrowasked.“Whopursuedus?”
“Alistair.”Embertookadeepbreathandplungedintothetale.Shestruggledtokeephervoicesteady,

watchingBarrow’sfacepaleasshedescribedthefirewolves.WhenshetoldhimwhatToshachhad
done,Barrowlookedaway.

“ThewolveswouldhavekilledyouifToshachhadn’tstoppedthem,”Embersaid.
Barrowdidn’tanswer.NeitherdidheaskhowsheandCaberhadcarriedhimtosafety.
“We’llleaveyoutorestnow,”LukaszsaidtoBarrow.“I’llreturnlatertofurtherdiscussourcurrent

predicament.”

Thecommanderstood,tellingSawyer,“Comewithus.We’llfindsomethingtoeat.”
SawyernoddedandfollowedLukaszfromthesmallroom.
“Goodtohaveyouback,friend,”Kaelsaid,andthenleftwiththeothers.
Stillsilent,Barrowlayonhisback,givingnoacknowledgmentthatheknewEmberwasstillthere.
Embertookthecupfromhishand.
“Youneedtofinishthis.”
Barrowstaredatthewoodplanksabovehim,hiseyesfullofunshedtears.

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“Hediedbecauseofmyfoolishness,”hesaidquietly.
EmberplacedherhandoverBarrow’s.“Hediedbecausewewereforcedtoruninthedeadofnight.”
WhenBarrowdidn’treply,Emberdippedherfingersinthetonicandbroughtthemtohislips.He

startedathertouch,butthenclaspedherwristtightlyinhisfingersasheopenedhismouth,halfkissing,
halfdrinkingthetonicfromherskin.

Shivering,Emberleaneddown,pressinghermouthtohis.Barrow’stonguetouchedhers.Hisarmcame

aroundherback,drawingheragainsthim.Throughthekiss,Emberfelthimtensewithpain,andshe
quicklypulledaway.

“Don’t,”Barrowwhispered.“Icanbearit.”
“Yourlietemptsme.”Embersmiledathim.“ButIwon’triskhurtingyou.Pleasefinishthis.”
Shehandedhimthecup.Barrowsatupanddrainedit,shudderingasheswallowed.
“Vile,”hetoldher.“StrangehowIdidn’tmindwhenIsippeditfromyourfingers.”
Takingthecupandsettingitaside,Embersaidsoftly,“Don’ttrytoholdme…butIneedtotouchyou.”
Meetinghergaze,Barrownoddedandbecameverystill.Hesatquietly,watchingasshereachedfor

him.TheirquietbreathingwastheonlysoundasEmbermovedherhandsthroughhishair.Shetouchedhis
neck,slidingherhandsupandtracingtheshapeofhisjawwithherfingertips.Thencuppedhisfaceinher
palms.

AsEmberspoke,hercheeksbecamewetwithtears.“IamsosorrythatyoulostToshach.ButIcannot

regretwhathedid,forIcouldnotbeartoloseyou.”

Barrowdrewaraggedbreath,loweringhiseyes,andafewteardropsescapedontohischeeks.
“Iloveyou,”Emberwhispered.Nowordsshe’dspokenhadeverfeltsoimportantorsofrightening.“I

havelovednoonebutyou.”

BarrowlookedatEmber,andshesawthathisdeepgrayeyeswerethecoloroftheseauponwhich

theynowsailed.

“Kissme,Ember.”
Shewascarefultoholdherselfabovehimwhenshemovedclose.Hismouthwasgentleandwarm,

tastingher,breathingherbreath.Ember’seyeswereclosed,herbodycaughtbetweenthesweetnessofhis
kissandtheacheofneedingmore.Shebrokethekiss,murmuring,“Healswiftly,formypatienceis
short.”

“Asmyladywishes,”Barrowanswered.Hisvoicewasdrowsy,andEmberrealizedthatthetonic

Sawyerhadmademostlikelycontainedasleepdraught.

“Willyoutellmenowhowyoucametomyrescue?”heasked.
Emberbackedawayslightly,wonderingwhatBarrowwouldmakeofhertacticwithAlistair.Lukasz

andKaelhadseentheexpedienceofherdecision,butBarrowalreadyboreagrudgetowardAlistair
whenitcametoEmber’saffections.

“BecauseitwasAlistair,”Embertoldhim,“Iwasabletopersuadehimtoletmego,but—”
Shehesitated,waitingforhisresponse.Whenhelaughedlazily,Embersatup,bangingherheadonthe

lowwoodenbeamthatcurvedovertheberth.

“Ow!”
Barrowdidn’treact,andshesawhowquicklyhewasdriftingoff.
Beforehiseyelidsfullyclosed,herolledoutafewwords,thoughexhaustionputstrangelapsesinhis

speech.“Poorlad.Ofcoursehecameafteryou…Iwouldhave…Hecan’thaveyou…killhim…sorry
bastard…”

Smiling,EmberstretchedoutonthebedbesideBarrow,closeenoughsoherbodytouchedhisbut

keepingherweightfromleaningtooheavilyagainsthisbruisedchest.Theirfingerslacedtogether.Ember
restedherchinonBarrow’sshoulder,listeningtohisbreathslowastherockingshiplulledhimbackto
sleep.

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Herowneyelidsheavy,Emberwasabouttoletslumbertakeherwhensheheardastirringatthedoor.

Liftingherhead,EmbermetLukasz’sgaze.Thecommanderpausedinthedoorway.HelookedatEmber
andBarrowlyingtogetheronthenarrowberth.Emberstartedtorise,butLukaszliftedhishandandgave
abriefshakeofhishead.Thecommandersteppedoutofthedoorway,pullingthedoorshut.Ashedid,
Emberthoughtshesawhimsmile.

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ALISTAIRWALKEDTHEperimeterofthegreathall,takingnoteofthechangesEirahadmadeinthe
chamber.NolongeragatheringspaceforConatus,Eirahadcommandeeredthehallforherownpurposes.
TheroomnowservedasameetingplacefortheCirclebutfeltmorelikeathroneroominwhichEira
heldcourt.Amassive,ornatelycarvedebonychairhadbeenplacedinfrontofthedeadtreethatharbored
Bosque’srift.Theglossyblackpolishofthethronelikeseatofferedastarkcontrasttothebone-white,
lifelesstrunk.Alistairdidn’tknowwherethechairhadcomefrom,thoughhesuspectedithadonce
belongedtoAbbotCrichton.

Eirahadotherchairsandatablecarvedintheshapeofacrescentmoonaddedtothehallaswell.The

innercurveofthetablefacedEira’sseatandtherift,whiletheouteredgefeaturedmuchmorediminutive
chairsfortherestoftheCircle.TherewasnochairforBosque.WheneverEirareceivedvisitors,thetall
manstoodatherside,justbehindherleftshoulder.Alistairdidhaveaseat,oneoftheplainchairs
designatedforCirclemembers.AtEira’sdecree,AlistairhadbeennamedtotheCircle,anewvoicefor
theGuardintheabsenceofthecommander.Noonehadcomplained.

ThesechangessuitedAlistair.Hemuchpreferredthattheorderberuledbyasingle,strongvoice.Eira

hadexplainedhowoftenaccommodatingthediverseopinionsoftheCirclehadweakenedConatus.Better
tobefinishedwithsuchaburdensomeformofleadership.Whilebuildinghervisionfortheirfuture,Eira,
enforcedbyBosque’spower,wouldnotmakeanyconcessions.

Butthatdidn’tmeanthetransitiontoaneworderwouldoccurwithoutincident,unexpectedturnsof

eventsthatweresometimeshelpfulandsometimesirksome.Suchwasthecasewiththetwothingsthat
delayedtheirtraveltoInvernessintotheafternoon.Thefirstdelaywasoftheirksomesort.

Mercerwasdead.Whentheguardhadopenedhiscelltogivetheprisonerhismorningmeal,Mercer

layunmovingonthefloor,hisglassyeyesopenwide.

Thoughbynomeasureadevastatingloss,Mercer’sdemisewasnonethelessfrustrating.He’dgivenup

nousefulinformation,despiteBosque’sextraordinarymeansforextractingdesiredanswers.More
troublesomewerethequestionsthatremainedabouthowMercer’slifehadcometoanend.

“Youcannottrustyourpeers,”BosquetoldEira.“Someonetookthetraitor’slife.”
EiracastadoubtfulglanceonMercer’scorpse,whichshe’dorderedtobebroughttoherinthegreat

hallforfurtherexamination.“Perhapshisbodycouldn’twithstandthetorment.Manymendieunderthe
torturer’scare.”

Bosquesmiledbriefly.“No.”

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“Howcanyoubesure?”Eiraasked.
“Mywraithscanfeedoffamanforyears,”hetoldher.“Theywouldnotbesocarelesswithafine

meal.Andtheydonotkillprisonerswithoutmycommand.”

AlistairpeeredatMercer’sstiffbody.“Therearenomarksonhisbody.”
“Poisonistheassassin’sfavoriteweapon,”Bosqueansweredhim.“Whohadaccesstotheprisoner’s

food?”

Withashrug,Alistairtoldhim,“Anynumberofpeople.Thekitchensaren’tguarded.Itwouldhave

beeneasyforsomeonetoaddafatalseasoningtothemealwithoutgarneringattention.”

“ThatiswhatIsuspecthappened,”Bosquesaid.“Itwouldbewisetoquestionthekitchenstaff.”
“Whenyousayquestion—”AlistairlookedtoEira,wonderingifBosquemeanttosethiswraithson

thecooks.

CatchingAlistair’smeaning,Bosquesmiled.“Fearnot,youngLordHart.Ionlyuseextrememeasure

onthosewhoseactionshaveearnedthatreward.Untilwehavethesuspectedassassinidentified,asimple
reviewofthepersonswhowereinthekitchenwhenMercer’slastmealwaspreparedwilldo.”

“I’llhaveCiandoit,”Eirasaid.“SheseemedreluctanttotravelwithustoInverness.”
“Andwhyisthat?”Bosqueaskedher.
“HuntingherfellowGuardsmenturnsmysister’sstomach,I’mafraid,”Eirasaid.WhenBosqueraised

aneyebrow,Eiraadded,“She’llcomearound.”

“I’msure,”Bosquereplied,thoughAlistairthoughthistoneskepticalatbest.“PerhapsClaudioshould

assistherinthetask.”

“Ifyouthinkso,”Eirasaid.“ItwouldaddmoreweighttotheinvestigationiftwoCirclemembers

conductedthesearch.”

Bosquenodded.“Givetheordersandmeetusatthestables.We’lldepartwhen—”
Asharprappingatthedoorstoppedtheirconversation.
“Come!”Eiracalled.
Oneoftheguardspostedoutsidethegreathallsteppedintotheroom.Hiseyesbrieflypassedover

Mercer’scorpse,andheswallowedvisibly.

“Pardonme,LadyEira,”hesaid.“Butavisitorhasarrivedandpleadsthatshemustbeseen.”
“Verywell,”Eirasaid.
Theguardclearedhisthroat.“Mylady,thevisitorasksnotforyou,butforLordHart.”
EiraturnedtoAlistair.“Areyouexpectingaguest,LordHart?”
Alistairshookhishead,buthisheartgaveawildflailofhope.Perhapsinreachingthecoast,Ember

hadlookedovertheseaandrealizedhowpointlessthevoyagewouldbe.

“LordHart?”theguardasked,shiftinghisweightashehoverednearthedoor.
Openingandclosinghismouth,Alistaircouldn’tfindbreathtoanswer.
“Sendthevisitorin,”Eiraansweredwithalaugh.“LordHartistakenbysurpriseandcan’tfindhis

voice.”

Theguardbowedandslippedoutthedoor,returningamomentlaterwithaslightfigurewhowas

coveredheadtotoeinatravelingcloak.Thevisitorliftedpale,tremblinghandsandpushedbackthe
cloak’shood.

Thefacerevealedwasn’ttheoneAlistairhadhopedfor,butwasnonethelessfamiliar.
AgnesMorrowhurriedforwardandthenawkwardlydroppedtoherknees.
“MylordHart,Iamyourhumbleservantwhobegsforyourmercyandtherefugeofthisplace,”

Ember’ssistersaid.

Takenaback,Alistairreacheddowntohelpherrise.“LadyMorrow,youneednotkneelbeforea

longtimefriend.”

AsAgnesturnedgratefuleyesonhim,Alistairsawhowcolorlessherskinwasandthewayherface

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waspinchedwithweariness.Hewonderediftheillnessshe’dexperienceduponherlastvisitto
Tearmunnhadworsened.

“Whyareyouhere,LadyMorrow?”Alistairasked.“Ithoughtyouwouldbesettlinginatyournew

Frenchestate.”

“Andwhypleadingforrefuge?”Eiracutin.“Areyounotthedaughterofalord?”
AgneswobbledabitwhenshecurtsiedtoEira.“Mylady,Ihavebroughtdishonoruponmyfamilyand

havebeencastout.”

“What?”Alistaircouldn’tbelieveherwords.IfanydaughtermeritedLordMorrow’sire,itwas

Ember.Agneshadalwaysbeentheobedientchild.

Eira’seyesnarrowed.“Dishonor?”
Hangingherhead,Agnesmurmured,“Yes,mylady;thus,Icometoyouaskingformercyandshelter.I

maynolongerclaimmyformerstation.WhateverworkyoumightfindformeIwoulddowithathankful
heart.”

“Don’tberidiculous,Agnes,”Alistairsaid,flustered.“Youwillnotshameyourselfthroughcommon

labor.Yourfatherisknowntohaveaquicktemperandoftenspeaksrashly.Whateverthequarrelbetween
youis,wewillresolveitsoonenough.”

EirasteppedclosertoAgnes.“Pushbackyourcloak.”
“Mylady?”Agneslookedatherwithwideeyes.
“Youheardme.”UnderEira’shawkishgaze,Agnesseemedatremblingrabbit.
Withshakinghands,Agnesunfastenedherheavycloak.Sheletitdropintoaheapatherfeet,lowering

herheadoncemore.

EiralookedAgnesupanddown,hereyesstoppingontheunmistakableswellofAgnes’sbelly.“You’re

withchild.”

Alistairbegantoswear,drawingstartledlooksfromEiraandBosque.Strugglingtocomposehimself,

Alistairsaid,“LordMarandLadyEira,ifyou’dpleasegivemeamomentalonewithLadyMorrow.”

Eiraseemedreadytoobject,butBosquelaidhishandonhershoulder.
“Ofcourse,LordHart,”Bosquetoldhim,leadingEirafromthehall.
Whentheyweregoneandthedoorclosed,AlistaircametoAgnes,takingherhands.
“IsitasIsuspect?”heasked,histhroattight.
Agnesbegantocry.“Ithoughthelovedme.”
“Mybrotherisbrash,”Alistairsaid,pepperinghiswordswithanotherroundofcurses.“Tooquickto

makedeclarationshehasnointentionsoffollowingthrough…buthowwereyoutoknowthat?”

“WhenIarrivedatChâteaudeLusignan,IhadconvincedmyselfIcouldstillbecomethecount’swife.”

Agnesstruggledtospeakthroughhertears.“Iinsistedonkeepingmyownladies-in-waiting,andwith
theirhelp,Iwasabletohidemyconditionthroughthewedding.Butinthemarriagebed,therewas
nothing—”Agnesbrokedown.

“Thecountreturnedyoutoyourfather?”Alistairaskedwhenherweepingsubsided.
Shenodded.“Themarriagewasannulled,ofcourse,andmyfatherwasfurious.Mymotherpleaded

withhimtohavemercy,buthisconditionoflettingmestaywastoconfessthenameofthefather.”

“Andwhydidn’tyou?”Alistairhadlittlesympathyforhisolderbrother’sactions.
HenryhadindulgedhisdesireforAgnesfullyawarethathewouldmarryanother.Thearrangementfor

theirfather’ssecondsontobecomethehusbandofLadyHowardofYorkshirehadbeenmadewhenthey
weresmallchildren.LadyHoward’sestatewasmuchgreaterthanLordMorrow’s,thoughtheladyherself
washalfasprettyasAgnes.HenryhadtakenfulladvantageofhisproximitytoAgnes,anddistancefrom
LadyHoward,aslongashecould.Oncethetimefortheweddinghadarrived,however,Henrydiscarded
Agneswithoutexplanationorapology.

ThatAgneswouldcontinuetoprotectHenry’snamebespokeherloveforhim…andhernaiveté.

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Thoughhewouldn’ttellAgnesforfearofbreakingherheartevenmore,AlistairwageredthatifHenry
weretofaceaccusationsoffatheringanillegitimatechild,hewoulddenythebastardwashiswithoutcare
thatitmeantbringingfurthershametoAgnes.

ThoughAlistaircouldn’tundohisbrother’schurlishdeeds,hecouldhonorhisfamilyandAgnesby

protectinghernow.

“Youwillhaveyourrefuge,Agnes,”Alistairtoldher.“Igiveyoumyword—whichismuchtruerthan

Henry’s.”

Heguidedhertoachair.“Waithere.I’llreturnshortly.”
AlistairleftAgnessnifflingatthecrescenttabletojoinBosqueandEirawheretheywaitedinthehall.
Beforespeakingtothem,Alistairaddressedtheguardatthedoor.“GofindamaidtoshowLady

Morrowtoaroominthemanorandattendtoher.Makesuresheunderstandsthisishernewposition.
Someoneelsewilltakeoverherformerresponsibilities.”

“Yes,mylord.”Theguardbowedandwenttofindamaidservant.
EiralockedeyeswithAlistair.“You’regivingordersnow?”
“I’mhelpingafriend,”Alistairsaid,unwavering.“It’sthechivalrousthingtodo.”
“Sendhertoanunnery,”Eirasaidwithasnort.“We’reinthemidstofourowntroublesandcan’t

worryoverthehealthofagirlandherbastard.Chivalrybedamned.”

“LadyEira,”Alistairsaidthroughclenchedteeth,“Iwouldnotarguewithyou,butIaskthatyounot

insultLadyMorrow.Sheisanaivegirl,misledbyanother.Thedishonorisnotherstobear.”

“Butthechildis,”Eiraansweredcoolly.
“IfImay.”Bosque’ssmoothvoiceslippedbetweenthem.“LadyMorrow’sarrivalpresentsan

advantage,notaburden.”

“How?”Eiraturnedonhim,seething.
“Icanthinkoftwothings,”Bosquetoldher.“Ifyou’llforgivemeforsayingso,yoursister,Cian,seems

reluctanttoembracethechangesyou’vemadeinConatus.”

Eiradidn’tanswerhim,butshenodded.
“Perhapsanactofcharitywouldreassureher?”Bosquesaid.
“Itmight,”Eirasaid.“Andthesecondthing?”
“OfcoursetheutmostcarewillbegiventoaladyofAgnesMorrow’sstationandtosomeoneinher

condition,”Bosquereplied.“Butthatsamecaremightalsobeprovidedforavaluablehostage.”

“What?”Alistairsaidsharply.
Bosquesilencedhimwithaglance.
“Ahostage?”EirafrownedatBosque.
“LadyMorrowmayhavebeendisownedbyherfather,butI’mcertainheexpectednothinglessthanfor

Conatustoprotecther,”Bosqueexplained.“Andinprotectingherfrompublicshame,we’redoinghima
service.”

Withanassessinggaze,BosquesaidtoAlistair,“Yourinterestinthelady’sconditionsuggestsan

intimateknowledgeofthesituation.”

“Thechildisn’tmine,”Alistairreplied.“Iswearit.”
Bosquedidn’tlookaway,andAlistairrelentedundertheforceoftheman’ssilverstare.
“MybrotherHenry.”Alistair’sshouldersslumped.“Hetookadvantageofherlonginfatuation.”
“Andyourbrotherisnowmarried?”Bosqueasked.
Alistairnodded.“HeisalordinYorkshire.”
TurningtoEira,Bosquesaid,“Asyouplotyournewcourseandbreakfromtheruleofthechurch,

you’llwantthesupportofnobles—bothincoinandmen.Useeveryadvantageyouhave.”

“Icanseethewisdomofwhatyousay,”Eiratoldhim.“LadyMorrowwillbegivenahomein

Tearmunn.”

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“AlistairwillsendalettertoLordMorrow,informinghimofourgenerosity,”Bosquesaid.“Andhe

willalsorequestthatAgnessendaletter.”

“WhatwouldyouhaveAgnessaytoherfather?”Alistairasked,thinkingthatsuchaletterwouldfind

itswayintoLordMorrow’sfirewithoutbeingread.

Bosquesmiledathim.“Theletterisnotforherfather.Shewillwritetohersister.”
AlistairgapedatBosque,whosaid,“IfyourabsentEmberkeepsherword,shewillgotoChâteaude

Lusignan.Shouldshearrivetheretofindhersistermissingandaletterexplainingwhat’shappened,the
youngerladyMorrowmightbepersuadedtoreturntoTearmunnmorequicklythanotherwise.”

“Yes,”Alistairbreathed,asuddenfeverwashingoverhim.
“Ifshesurvives,”Eiramuttered,earningawarningglarefromBosqueandafearfullookfromAlistair.
“Thatliesinthehandsoffate,”Bosquesaid.“AsdoAlistair’shopes.”
“Mylordsandmylady.”Theguardhadreturnedwithamaidservant.
“Seetoit,”EiratoldAlistair.“AndI’lldealwiththeothertaskwediscussed.We’llmeetinthestables

thereafterandmakeourwaytoInverness.”

AlistairhadthoughtthatBosquewouldemployhismysticalmeansoftransporttospeedtheirtripto
Inverness,butitwasnotso.

“Theriftfreesmetodomanythings,”BosqueexplainedtoAlistairandEira.“Butthatformoftravel

presentsgreatrisktoyou.OnecompanionIcanwatchover,butwithmorethereistoomuchchance
someonewouldbelostinthenether.”

ShudderingatthethoughtofbecomingtrappedinBosque’sworld,Alistairhappilyenduredthejourney

toInverness.Relyingonthespeedoftheirhorses,theyreachedthecoastwellafterdarkofthefollowing
day.Thenightskywasclear;starslookeddownonthemlikeamillionwitnesses.

UponBosque’sadvice,they’dlefttheroadbeforetheyreachedCraigDunain,travelingnorthtoan

isolatedshorelinewestoftheportofInverness.Theyleftthehorsesashortdistancefromtherockycoast,
tetheringAlistair’sandEira’smountssothebeastswouldnotattempttofleefromBosque’sshadow
steed.

Withlittlewind,thefirthlaycalm,mirroringthemidnightbluesky.
ThedelaysofthedayandBosque’srefusaltoleaveAlistair—freeingherselfandBosquetotravelin

thenether—hadputEirainafoulmood.

“Havewelosttoomuchtime?”Eiraaskedastheywalkedtothestone-coveredbeach.
“No,”Bosqueanswered.“Iwelcomedthedelay.Thisworkisbetterdoneatnight.”
Eiramadeanoncommittalsound,butAlistairgazedworriedlyatthefirth’sdarkwaters.He’dput

AgnestowritingherlettertoEmberbeforethey’dleftTearmunn.Nowhismindwasfixedonherwords
andhowtheymightbringEmberbacktohim.

Butnotifsheislostatsea.
AlistairpulledhiseyesfromthewaterandfoundBosquewatchinghim.
“Emberwillsoonfacetrialswroughtbyherchoices,”Bosquesaid.“Foryoursake,Ihopesheisable

toovercomethem.”

Alistairnodded,nottrustinghimselftospeak.HesentthestarsasilentwishtowatchoverEmberand

carryhersafelytoFrance.Astohercompanions,Alistaircouldjusthaveeasilywishedfortheirdemise.
HelaidtheblameforherimminentendangermentatthefeetofLukaszandKael…andespeciallyBarrow.
IfBarrowescapedtheseawithhislife,theonlysweetnessAlistairwouldfindinhisbeingsparedwas
thethoughtthathecouldslayBarrowhimselfoneday.

“Waitonthebeach,”BosqueorderedEiraandAlistair.“DonottouchthewateruntilIreturn.”
Withoutanotherword,hestrippedoffhisclothes,revealingawarrior’sbody.Thelonglinesofhis

musclesandgraceofhismovementsmadeAlistairthinkthatBosque’smagicwasn’thisonlyweapon.

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Thestrangemanmightproveaworthyadversaryonamartialpracticefield.

Forgettingherself,EiragaveastartledcryasBosquebrazenlytossedherhisshirt,chausses,and

breeches.Bosquestoodtall,facingher,thoughhewasfullynaked.“Youblushlikeamaid,LadyEira.I’m
surprised.”Hegrinned,andAlistairwonderedhowBosquecouldseearosyhuepaintEira’scheeksin
thisdarkness.“Still,Itrustyoucankeepmyclothesdry?”

Shestoodparalyzed,staringasheturnedandwadedintothesea.Alistairwatchedindisbelief.The

firth’swaterswerecoldenoughtokillaman,yetBosqueappearedascomfortableasifhe’denteredahot
bath.

Havingreachedwaist-deepwater,Bosquesuddenlydove,vanishingbeneaththeblue-blacksurface.

Onlytheslightripplesattheplacehe’dsubmergedgaveevidencethatthewaterhadbeendisturbed.The
nightwassilent.AlistairandEirastoodtransfixed,waiting.

Bosquedidn’tsurface.Whenhe’dbeenunderwatertwiceaslongasanymancouldmanagewithout

drowning,Alistairforcedhimselftospeak.

“Canhesurvivethis?ShouldIswimouttosearchforhim?”Alistairdidn’trelishthethoughtof

followingBosqueintothesea.Thewaterwouldcutlikeknivesofice.

“Hesaidnottotouchthewater,”Eirasaid.“Wemustobey.”
AlistairthrewastartledlookatEira,surprisedtohearherspeakofobediencetoanyone.EvenLord

Mar.

“There.”
Alistair’sgazefollowedEira’spointingfinger.
Farfromshore,thedarkwatersofthefirthstirred.ItbeganasrippleslikethoseBosquehadcreated

whenhedove.Concentriccirclesformedinthewaterandbegantomove,turninginonthemselves.Soon
theseawaschurning,andwherethefirthhadbeenstillanddark,itfrothedintoaviolentmaelstrom.The
vortexofwaterroared,agapingandhungrymouth.

Alistairgaveastartledcrywhen,fromthecenterofthewhirlpool,ahugetentaclelashedout.Then

another.Amassivedarkshapebrokefreeofthemaelstrom,swimmingeasttowardtheopensea.Alistair
staredafterit.Ifnotforthetentacles,hewouldhavethoughtthecreatureawhale.

“Howdoyoulikemykraken?”Bosque,drippingseawater,waswadingbacktoshore.“Shehasno

rivalinthesea.”

Alistaircouldonlynod.Bosquesmiledhisapproval.Thenightwascold,andBosque’sskinwasslick

asaseal’s,butheneithershiverednorwerehislipsfrigidblueastheyshouldhavebeen.

Shakingwaterfromhisthick,darkhair,BosqueturnedtoEira.“IsmyladyEiraalsopleasedwiththe

night’stask?”

Eiradidn’tanswerhisquestion,insteadshovingthecontentsofherarmsathim.“Yourclothing,Lord

Mar.”

Bosquetooktheclothesbutdidn’tmovetoputthemon,insteadstandingbeforeEira,watchingher

closely.Shemanagedtoholdhisgazeforamoment,butthenlookedaway.

“Ismybodysoobjectionable?”Bosqueaskedher,steppingintohisbreeches.
Stillturnedfromhim,Eirasaid,“Ofcoursenot.”
“Thenwhywon’tyoulookuponme?”
“Whydoyoucare?”Eiraasked,liftingherchinindefianceasshefacedhim.Herfaceshowedvisible

reliefwhenhetiedhischaussesandslidhisshirtoverhishead.

Alistaircoughed.Hewasnoteagertoknowwherethisconversationwouldlead.
“Yes,LordHart?”Bosqueturnedhisattentiontoputtingonhisboots.
“Yourkrakenhuntsthetraitors’vessel?”Alistairaskedwithaslightfrown.
Bosqueshrugged.“Initsownway,yes.”
Feelingatwistinhisgut,Alistairasked,“Howwillitknowwhatshiptowreck?”

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“Itwillnotknow,”Bosqueanswered.“Thekrakenwillsinkthemall.”
“Allofthem?”TheshockinEira’squestionechoedAlistair’s.
“Atleastallshefindsbeforeshedesirestoreturntoherslumberincavernsatthebottomofthesea.”

Bosquestoodup,fasteninghiscloak.“Thatwillbeinaweek’stime,possiblyadayortwolonger.”

“ButtherearecountlessshipsthatsailthewesternseatotheFrenchports,”Eirasaidsoftly,bowing

herheadandfallingsilentlyintoherownthoughts.

“I’mcertainthereare,”Bosqueanswered.
AlistairwaitedforEiratoobject,toaskLordMartofindawaytosendthekrakenaftersingularprey

insteadofdestroyinganentireherd.

WhenEiraliftedherfacetothenightsky,shebegantolaugh.

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BYTHEIRSECONDDAYatsea,Barrowinsistedongoingabovedecktobreathefreshair.Emberhad
assumedshe’dbetheonewhowasmostconcernedaboutBarrow’srecovery,butSawyerkeptacloseeye
ontheknight,likeawatchfulmotherhen.Barrowindulgedthewoodcutter’sattention,thoughEmber
couldtelltheknightweariedofSawyer’sinsistencethathespendmoretimeinhisberththanwalking
abouttheship.

Thefourofthemstoodinthesmallroom.Barrowwassittingup,shirtless,asSawyerinspectedhis

chest.Thedarkcontusionshadlightenedbuttakenonsicklyyellowhues.SawyerassuredEmberthatthe
changewasagoodsign,despiteitsunpleasantappearance.ThoughhecontinuedtoofferBarrowtonicsto
helphishealing,theconcoctionsnolongerputtheknighttosleep.

WhileBarrowadjustedtohisrestrictedmovements,therestofthemweremakingother

accommodations.PackingawaytheirConatustabards,Kaelbarteredhiswaytomoreinconspicuous
clothing.MuchtoEmber’schagrin,thatmeantshehadtotradeinherfightinggearforapeasantdress.

WhileshescowledatKael,hesaid,“It’seitherthedressoryouwearahelmetallthetimesonoone

wonderswhyagirlisgoingaboutinmen’sclothes.”

“Thedisguisesareonlynecessarysolongaswe’reamongthepilgrims,”Lukaszreassuredher.“You

candressinthemanneroftheGuardwhenwe’reawayfromthesestrangers.”

Embergrudginglytookthedress.
“There’sagoodlass.”Kaelgrinnedather.
“EvenifI’mwearingadress,Icanstillhityou,”Embertoldhim.
LukaszlaughedandaskedKael,“Didyoulearnanythingusefulwhileyouprocuredournewclothing?”
“Nothingmorethanwhatwealreadyknow,”Kaelanswered.“TheFrenchandEnglishkeeptheirfocus

ontheWelshuprising.SomesaytheFrenchhavetakentoraidingtheEnglishcountryside,andFrench
vesselsbearWelshsoldierstowar.”

“OwainGlyndwrproveshimselfacapablekinganddiplomat,”Lukaszmused.“Andafesteringthorn

inEngland’sside.”

“Goodnewsforus,”Kaelreplied.“WiththeattentiononWales,thepilgrimagerouteshouldn’tbe

hinderedbyarmiestrampingaboutFrance.”

“Weshouldmakelandfalltomorrow,”Lukaszsaid.
“We’dbetheretonightifthecaptaindidn’tkeepsoclosetothecoast,”Kaeladded.

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Lukaszshookhishead.“Abalingerdoesn’tlovetheopensea.”
“Whydon’tyouallgomeasureourprogresssoIcandonthislovelydress,”Embersaid,pushingKael

towardthedoor.

Laughing,LukaszfollowedKael.
“Mylord,remember,youmustrest,”SawyertitteredatBarrow.“Bepatientasyouheal,lestyou

aggravatethewounds.”

“Thankyou,Sawyer.”Barrownodded.
Handinghimabrimmingcup,Sawyersaid,“Anddrinkthisdown.”
Barrowgrimacedbutacceptedthetonic.SawyermadeaquickbowtoEmberandlefttheroom.
Holdingthedress,EmberglancedatBarrowandthenatthestill-opendoor.
“Youdon’tthinkSawyerwouldgivemesomethingthatimpedesmyrecovery,”Barrowsaid.“Because

he’sawfullyfondofpracticinghismedicinesonme.”

“Don’tbewicked.”Emberlaughed.“DrinkthetonicandbegratefulSawyerpossesseshealingskill.”
Barrowmadeasullenface,buthetookthetonicinafewswallowsandsetthecupaside.“Hecouldat

leastsweetenitwithhoney.”

“Andwherewouldhegethoney?”
Barrowshrugged,andEmberfrownedathim.“Aren’tyougoingtoleave?”
“Didn’tyouhearSawyer?”Heleanedbackonhiselbows.“I’mtorest.”
“Youwanttostay,”Embersaidslowly.
Barrowdidn’tanswer,butthebarestofsmilesgracedhislips.Emberclosedthedoor.
Withoutspeaking,Emberlaidthedressonthebedsidetable.SheremovedthebeltuponwhichSilence

andSorrowweresecuredandhungtheleatherstrapandweaponsfromawallhook.Afterpullingher
tabardoverherhead,shefoldeditandsetitbesidethedress.Standinginherkirtleandchausses,Ember
lookedatBarrow.Hecontinuedtowatchher,silent.

Emberslowlyliftedherkirtleandthesoftchemisebeneath,slidingthemoverherheadandshoulders.

Placingthekirtlewithhertabard,Emberreachedforthetightclothbindingherchestfromunderherarms
toherlowribs.Looseningthefabric,Emberunwoundthelongstripoflinenandletitdroptothefloor.

WhenthebandsofclothfellawayandEmberwasbarefromshouldertowaist,Barrowletoutan

audiblebreath.

“Doyouwantmetocovermyself?”Ember’sfingerswereatthelacingofherchausses,butshecould

easilydonherchemiseagainbeforeundressingherlowerbody.

“ThatisthelastthingIwant,”Barrowansweredquietly.
Nodding,Emberworkedfreetheknotsatherwaist,thenpusheddownbothherchaussesandbreeches

andsteppedoutofthem.

Shereachedforthedress,butBarrowmurmured,“Wait.Letmelookonyouforamomentlonger,my

love.”

Hiseyesslowlymovedoverher,andEmber’sskintingled.Shewasquiet,butherthoughtswereof

howmuchshewantedhishandstolingeruponherbodyashisgazedid.

Whenshecouldn’tbeartheacheanylonger,Emberretrievedherchemiseandslippediton.Thedress

wasstiff,graywoolwithascoopingnecklinethatrevealedtheembroideryatthetopofherpalechemise.
Emberreachedaroundtotightenthedress’slacing.

“Letmehelpyou,”Barrowsaid.“Turnaround.”
Givinghimherback,EmberletBarrowtakethelacesfromherhands.
“Iamanovice.”EmberheardthesmileinBarrow’svoice.“Howtightshouldthisbetied?”
“Thedressismeanttofitclosetomyfigure,”Embertoldhim,“butitshouldn’tpinchorbind.”
Barrowpulledthelacesuntilthebodicewassnugatherwaistandmoldedtothecurveofherbreasts,

roundingthemagainstthethinfabricofherchemise.Itwasn’tanuncomfortabledress,butitwasstrange

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tohaveherfeminineattributessoemphasizedwhentheGuards’wardrobestrovetominimizethem.

WhenshefeltBarrowtieaknotatherlowerback,sheturnedtofacehim.Hersmilewasimpish.

“You’dbeafinelady-in-waiting.”

“IliketothinkIhavemanyhiddentalents.”Helaughed,buthiseyesweretakingherinagain.
“Doyoupreferthedresstomyothergarb?”Shesmoothedthegrayfabricoftheskirt.
“Youarecomely,nomatterwhatclothesyouwear,”Barrowsaid.“Aswellaswhenyouwearnoneat

all.”

Heleanedinandlightlybrushedhislipsoverhers.Emberputherhandsonhischest,wantingtofeel

hisbareskin.Shetouchedhimlightly,waryofhisbruisedflesh.

“Doesitpainyou?”sheasked,fingerscarefullyfollowingthepatternofcolorsthatmarbledhisskin.
“Muchlessthanitdid.”Barrowwatchedherhandmoveoverhischestandstomach.“Whenyoutouch

me,Icouldforgetaltogetherthatmybodystillmends.”

“Thatwouldbeunwise,”Embersaid,regretfullypullingherhandaway.
“Sowouldthis.”
EmbergaveastartledcrywhenBarrowtuckedhisarmaroundherback,hisotherbelowherknees,and

liftedher.Carefultoholdherawayfromhisbruisedbody,hebroughthertotheberthandsetherdownon
herback.Barrowkneltoverher.

“You’remeanttoberesting,LordHess,”Emberchided,smilingupathim.
Heleaneddown.“And,alas,IcannotexertmyselfthewayIwish.”
Emberpartedherlipswhenhebenttokissher.
“Letmeshowyou,”hesaid,“thatIamnotentirelyinfirm.”
Slidinghishandunderherback,Barrowliftedherhips.Hisotherhandpulledtheheavywoolskirtup

toEmber’swaist.Hereachedforthehemofherchemise.

“Butwemustwait,”Emberbreathed,catchinghishandasitmovedupherthigh.
“Somethingsmustwait.”Barrowkissedhercheek,thenherthroat.“Butnotallthings.”
Hismouthlingeredattheswellofherbreastsbeforehecontinueddown.Emberclosedhereyeswhen

Barrowpushedherchemiseoverherhips.Hislipstouchedherinnerthigh.Higher.

Ember’shandstangledinthebedclothesasBarrowcoaxedherbodyintorevealingitssecrets.And

thoughEmberknewthattheartofloveofferedevenmorethanthis,shehardlybelievedthatitcouldbe
so.

Muchlater,afterBarrowactuallyhadrested,heandEmberjoinedKaelandLukaszattheship’srail,
gazingwestwardtowatchtheseaswallowthesun.Thoughthewooldressofferedenoughwarmthagainst
thestiffbreeze,EmberhaddonnedacloaksoshecouldwearherbeltwhilestillkeepingSilenceand
Sorrowhidden.

Barrow’sarmwrappedaroundEmber’swaist,andsheleanedintohim.Kaelglancedatthem,

chucklingandnudgingLukaszwithhiselbow.

“Letthembe,”Lukaszsaidwithasmile.Emberwatchedthecommander’sfingersmeetKael’sbeneath

theshiprail,andherheartwarmedatthesight,thoughsheworriedattheburdenofsecrecytheywere
forcedtobear.WhileBarrowseemedunafraidtoshowhisaffectionforher,KaelandLukaszcouldnever
riskthesame.

Kaelleanedtowardthecommander,whispering.Lukaszlaughedquietlytohimself,andKaelleftthe

railtogobelowdecks.

“Youlookmuchbetter,myfriend,”LukasztoldBarrow,stillsmilingatwhateverKaelhadsaid.
Barrownodded.“Ifeelittoo.”
“Good.”ThemirthfadedslightlyfromLukasz’sface.“Idoubtitwillbelongbeforeyou’reneededina

fight.”

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“Thatseemslikely,”Barrowanswered.“I’llbeready.”
“Enjoythetwilight,”Lukasztoldthem.Thenhetoowentbelow.
Emberwatchedthecommanderdisappearintothedarkinnercompartmentsoftheship.
“Doyouknow?”sheaskedBarrow.
“I’vebeeninjuredbefore,”Barrowanswered.“I’llrecoversoonenough.Don’tworry.”
“That’snotwhat—”Emberpaused.“IwasspeakingofLukaszandKael.”
Barrowtensed,castingasidelongglanceather.“Whatofthem?”
Sheturnedtofacehim.“Youdoknow.”
Hedidn’tanswerher,soshepressedhimfurther.“Howlonghavetheybeenlovers?”
“Hush,Ember,”Barrowsaid.“Howdidyoulearnofthis?”
Inalowvoice,Embertoldhim,“Isawthemtogether.AfterSorcha’sdeath.”
“Andhaveyouspokenofthistoanyoneelse?”Barrowasked.
“No.”Emberfrownedathim.“Ofcoursenot.”
Barrowleanedoutovertherailing,visiblyrelieved.“Good.”
“WhatdidIdototroubleyou?”Emberhadthoughtherquestionsimple.
“Whatyousawisnotsomethingtobespokenofwhereothersmightoverhear,”Barrowtoldher.
Ember’sbrowfurrowed.“Imeantnoharm,onlywondered—”
“Yourwonderingcouldcosttheirlives,Ember.You’reforgettingyourhistory,Conatus’shistory,why

theTemplarsburned.”

Whenhesawthepainedlookonherface,Barrowpulledherclosertohim.“Iknowyoumeantno

harm,butwhatyousawandnowknowaboutKaelandLukaszmustbekeptsecret.”

Shelaidherheadonhisshoulder,thinkingaboutthelossshewouldfeelifshewereforbiddentoenjoy

thecomfortofhisembracelestothersseeit.

“Itfeelswrong,”Embersaid.
“Loveislove,”Barrowansweredsharply,droppinghishandfromherwaistandpullingawayfrom

her.

“Notthat!”Ember’scheeksreddenedathissuggestionshewouldpassjudgmentontheircompanions.

“WhatIintendedtosaywasthatitfeelswrongtobefilledwithhappinesswhensomuchstrifeand
sorrowsurroundsme.”

“Ah,”Barrowsaid.“Thatisamuchmorefittingsentiment,butifguiltoveryourjoysisaburden,I’m

certainwecanfindapriestinFrancesoyoucangiveconfession.”

“Areyousoimpiousastomakefunofmylamentation?”Emberteased.
“Pietyhasnothingtodowithit,”Barrowansweredwithabriefsmile.“Isimplythinkthatwringing

yourhandsovertheevilsoftheworldwilldrainyourheartofitscourage.Wemustembracewhat
happinessisgranteduswhenwecan,orelsewespendourlivesawaitingthenextsorrow.”

Embergraspedtheship’srail,ponderingBarrow’swordsasshelookedoutoverthesea.Thesunwas

anorangesliveronthehorizon.Itsrustylightthrewadistantislandintostarkrelief.

“Whatifwesailedthere?”EmberlookedatBarrow.“Andmadeourrefugeonanisland,hiddenfrom

theworld.”

“Idoubtyou’dbewillingtoforsaketheworldforlong,”Barrowsaid.“Ofwhatislanddoyouspeak?”
Emberpointedtothedarkridgeoflandthatrosefromthepaintedsea,butherarmwasoutstretched

towardnothing.Thewaterslayflatallthewaytothehorizon.

Frowning,Embersaid,“Isawanisland.Justamomentago.”
“Atrickoflightandshadow,”Barrowtoldher.
ButasEmberwatchedthesundisappear,thelastofitslightspillingupintothewesternsky,thedark

islandreappeared.Largerthistime.Embersquintedintothedistance.Thoughtheshipsailedawayfrom
theisland,shecouldswearitwascloser.

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“Thereitis!”Emberpointed,andBarrowlookedouttosea.Ashedid,theislandsankbelowthe

waves.“Butwhat—”

“Ithinkyourislandisawhale,mylove,”Barrowsaid.
“I’veneverseenawhale,”Embertoldhim,delighted.Sheleanedoutovertherailing,hopingtocatch

anotherglimpseofthebeast.

“Becareful,Ember,”Barrowsaid.“Ifaswellpitchestheship,youcouldloseyourfooting.”
“I’mholdingtherail,”sheanswered.Thewhalehadn’tresurfaced,andshesighed,butasshewas

abouttoturnawayfromthesea,theremaininglightofthesunsetcapturedashadowbelowtheocean’s
surface.

Emberdrewastartledbreathandsteppedback.Thewhalewasmassive,twicethesizeoftheirship.
“Doyouseesomething?”Barrowwasstillsearchingthedistantwaves.
“It’sgonebelowtheship,”sheanswered.“Ijustsawitbeneathus.”
“What?”Barrow’salarmbroughthereyestohim.
Beforeshecouldaskwhatputsuchpanicinhisvoice,theshiplurched.Emberfellagainsttherailing

andBarrowstumbledbackwardtowardthecenterofthedeck.

Theshippitchedviolentlyagain,andEmberflewovertherail.Sheplummetedintothefrothingwaters,

whichwerestirredbysomeunseenforce.

Ifshehadn’tbeensubmerged,hittingthewaterwouldhavemadeEmberscream.Theseawasfilled

withfrigidtalonsthatslashedherskin.Kickinghard,sheforcedherwaytothesurface,gaspingforbreath
andgratefulthatshe’dforcedAlistairtoteachhertoswim.

Wavesmanifestedwithoutwindroiledaroundher,makingitdifficulttokeepherheadabovewater.

Sheheardscreamingassheturnedtoswimbacktotheship,butthenshescreamedtoo.

Hugetentacleswerewrappedaroundthebalingerfromprowtostern.Someofthecrewslashedatthe

thickappendageswiththeirswordstonoavail.Theshipgroanedastheshrillsoundofsplinteringwood
piercedtheair.Pilgrimssurgedfrombelowdecks,flingingthemselvestothesea’smercy.

“Barrow!”Embercouldn’tseehimonthedeckorinthewater.
AterriblescreechandboomfilledEmber’searsjustbeforetheshipbuckled.Thegreattentacleshad

torntheshipintwo.Itreleasedtheseveredprowinfavorofrippingwhatremainedofthehulltopieces.
Withhorror,Emberwatchedasthemonster’ssucker-coveredlimbsgraspednotonlytimberbutbodies,
somelivingandshrieking,somelimp.Somepeopleweredraggedbeneaththewaves;others,tossedfar
outtosea.

ThenshesawBarrow.Hewasfloatingonthewater,faceupbutunconscious.
Withacry,Emberswamtowardhim.Herlimbsnolongerfeltcold;theywereonfire,andEmberknew

howdangerousthatwas.Sheforcedherselftomovethroughthewaveswhilewreckageswirledaround
her.ReachingBarrow,Emberhookedherarmthroughoneofhisandprayedshehadthestrengthtotow
himtoshore.

Strugglingthroughthewavesandforcingherselftoshutoutthecriesofothervictims,Emberdragged

Barrowtowardthecoast.Thefiredevouringherskinhaddiminishedtoadullneedling.Herlimbsfeltso
heavy.

“Ember!”
Thecallcamefrombehindher.EmberturnedtoseeLukaszswimmingtowardher.
Whenthecommanderreachedthem,helookedgrimlyatBarrow.“Didhetakewaterintohislungs?”
“Idon’tknow,”Embersaid.“WhenIfoundhim,hewasfloatingonhisback.”
“We’llhopeforthebest,then,”Lukaszsaid.“Letmehelpyou.”
ThreadinghisarmbeneathBarrow’soppositeshoulder,hebegantoswim.
“Kael?”Emberasked.
“He’sgettinghelp,”Lukaszanswered.“Don’tstopmoving.Theoceanwillkillusasquicklyasthat

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beast.”

Emberobeyed,thoughshewasalarmedwhenLukaszsteeredthembacktowardtheshipwreck.The

creaturewasstillhuntingforintactsectionsoftheshiptoobliterate,andithadtakentopluckingmenand
womenfromthewateraswell.

“WhataboutSawyer?”Ember’steethhadbeguntochatter.
“Idon’tknow,”Lukaszsaid.“KaelandIwereintheberthwhenoneofthosetentaclestorethebeams

fromaboveourheads.Sawyerwasn’twithus,andI’veseennosignofhim.”

Asharpwhistlesoundedinthewatersahead.
“Here!”Lukaszshouted,thenhesaidtoEmber,“Kickhard.Wehavetocatchthem.”
Followingthecommander’sintentgaze,Embersawtheirgoal.Kaelcutthroughthewaterwithhard

strokes,buthewasn’talone.Fourlongnecksbobbedalongsidehim.Thehorses’eyeswererolling,wild
withfright.

LukaszandEmberswamatadiagonal,workinghardtointerceptKaelandthehorses,whowere

swimmingdirectlyforthecoast.Thoughshewantedtobestrong,Embergroanedwithpain,fightingto
keepherarmandlegsmoving.

“Courage,Ember,”Lukaszsaid,hisjawclenchedagainstthecoldslapofwaves.“Whenwereachthe

horses,we’llhaverelief.”

Theywereclosingthedistance,butEmbercouldfeelherbodyshuttingdownasthecoldseacocooned

herlimbs.

Feelingherslow,Lukaszsaid,“CallouttoCaber.Hemayhearandwaitforyou.”
Indesperation,Embershrieked,“Caber!”
Shewhistledandcalledhisnameagain.Thestallion’schestnutheadturnedinherdirection.Caber

gaveashrillwhinny.Hisnostrilsflared.

“Again,”Lukaszordered.
“Caber!”Embersawthatthestallionhesitated,watchingherasKaelandtheotherhorsescontinued

towardtheshore.

“Good,”Lukaszsaid,andEmbercouldhearhowstrainedhewas.“Nowswim.”
Withallshehadleft,Emberplowedthroughthewater,matchingthecommander’sfuriouspace.When

theyreachedthehorse,Emberwept.

“HoldontoBarrowandtoCaber’stail,”Lukasztoldher.“He’llfollowtheotherhorsesandtowboth

ofyoutotheshore.”

FreedofEmberandBarrow,Lukaszswamquicklyahead.
“Go,Caber!”Embercriedout.Thestallionwhinnied,hislegschurningbeneaththewaves.Nottrusting

hergriptohold,EmberwrappedthelengthofCaber’stailaroundherforearm.Thehorsedraggedthem
throughthewater.

Ahead,EmbersawLukaszreachKaelandtheotherhorses.Thetwomengraspedthetailsoftheir

mountsandlettheswimminghorsespullthemtowardthecoast.Withthesinglepurposeofswimming
takenfromher,Emberdaredtolookback.

Theshipwasgone.Floatingtimberandscattereddebrisweretheonlyevidencethatavesselhadonce

sailed.Theturbulentwatershadstilled,andEmbersearchedthewreckageforsignsthatthebeast
remained.Butitsflailingandgraspingtentacleshadvanishedbeneaththewaves.AsdreadfilledEmber
atthethoughtofwhatlurkedinthedarknessbelow,Caber’sfeethitground.Hesnortedanddragged
EmberandBarrowintotheshallows.

Despitereachingtheshore,Embercouldn’tfindthestrengthtomove.SheheldBarrowagainsther,

relievedwhenLukaszandKaelsplashedthroughthewatertoreachthem.GivingupBarrowtoKael’s
care,EmbersuccumbedtoherownexhaustionasLukaszpulledherfromthegraspofthefrigidsea.

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EIRA’SIMPATIENCEWITHhersisterwasunbearable.WhenCianhadaskedtomeetaloneintheir
formerquarters,Eirahadknownthisfightwasinevitable.ItseemedthatanytimeBosqueorAlistairwas
absent,CianwasdeterminedtoquestioneverythingthatEirahadworkedfor.AtleasttodayEirahad
questionsofherown.

“You’velearnednothing?”Eiraaskedhersister.
Cianletherheaddropbackagainstthetopofthechair.Eiranoticedthenewlinesofstrainand

exhaustiononhersister’sface.

“Notforlackoftrying,”Ciansaid.
Unwillingtoshowsoftness,Eiraanswered,“Tryharder.”
Ciansatup.“Isityourwishformetohandoverourentirekitchenstafftoyourpetmonsters?Perhaps

they’llatlastconfessthesecretblendofherbsforthesavorystewyoucrave.”

AwaveoffuryroseinEira’schest,butsheforceditback.“Sister,thecreaturesarethemeanstoan

end.Thatisall.”

“AndLordMar?”Cianasked.“Whatishe?”
“Anally.”Eiraturnedaway,angryandunsettledbyCian’squestion.
Risingfromherchair,CiancametoEira’ssideandtookherhand.“Ifearthiscourseyou’veplotted,

Eira.”

EiraclaspedCian’sfingers.“WhymustyouquestioneverythingIdo?Can’tyouseehowmuchgood

hascomeofthis?”

“Tellmewhat’sgood,”Ciansaid.“Youhavepower,yes.Morecometoyoueachdayfromallcorners

oftheworldtosweartheirallegiance.Butitisn’tforloveofyou.”

“Ihaveneverneededlove,”Eirasnapped,shakingherhandfreeofCian’s.
Ciansighed.“Youstillhavemine.”
“Iknow.”Eirarelented.“Andyouhavemine.ButIswearyourreluctancetoembracethisnewpathis

pointless.Thisconstantbickeringweariesbothofus.”

“IonlywishtofullyunderstandthenatureofanalliancewithLordMar,”Ciansaid.“Youquickly

forgetthatheislordofallthatwehavesworntodestroy.ThatisthemissionofConatus.”

“Youdon’tunderstandbecauseyoukeepmeandLordMaratadistance,”Eiratoldher.“Ifyou’djoin

us—asAlistair,Thomas,andClaudiohave—you’dknowthewonderthatitistocommandthenether

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beasts.”

Cianshookherhead,butEirapressedon.“Yourefusetoseeallthat’schanged.LordMar’said

transformsourpurpose.Heisnolongerforcedtoscavengeourworldforwhatheneeds.Weareno
longerbeholdentotheChurchortokings.Weruleall,includingBosque’sminions.Hisservantsbowto
us,serveus.”

“Buthestillhasneedofthisworld,”Ciansaid.“Hiscreaturesstillfindnourishmenthere,dothey

not?”

“Yes.”Eira’sshouldersachedfromtension.They’dhadthisargumentsomanytimes.“Butwedecide

—”

“Youdecide.”Ciancutheroff.“YouandthisBosque.Howcanyoutrusthimso?”
“BecauseIknowhimasyoudonot.”Eira’smindflashedtotheforestoutsideDorusduain.She

rememberedcradlingCianinherarms,hersister’sbodybrokenbeyondrepair.IfnotforBosque.

ApoliteknockwasfollowedbythesoundofAlistair’svoice.“LadyEira?”
“Comein,LordHart,”Eiraanswered.SheignoredCian’slowsoundofdisgust.
Alistairenteredtheroom,offeringashortbowtothesisters.
“Theclericswhowishtomaketheoathhaveassembledinthegreathall,”Alistairtoldthem.“Lord

Marawaitsyouthereaswell.”

EiracuthereyesatCian.“I’msopleasedthatourscholarlypeershavecomeforward,embracingthe

pathofvisionaries.”

“Howmany?”Cianaskedquietly.
“Seven,”Alistairanswered.“ThoughinspeakingtoHamish,whobroughttheirrequest,Ibelievemore

willpartakeintheritualsoon.They’rewaitingtoseehowthefirstfare.”

“Somanysheep.”Eiralaughedcoldly.
“That’shardlyfair,”Ciansaid.“Cautiondoesnotbespeakcowardice.”
Eiraturnedhardeyesonhersister.“Sospeaksthequeenofcaution.”Withasmile,shecontinued,“I

thinkIhaveafittingtaskforyou.”

Ciandidn’trespond,butherlipsthinnedasshewatchedEira.
“We’vebeenwaitingforthesheeptocometous,”Eirasaid.“Butarewenottheshepherds?”
“Mylady?”Alistairasked.
“LordMaroffersanincrediblegifttothosewhoswearfealty,”Eiratoldhim.“Whyshareitwithonlya

fewwhenallcouldbenefit?”

SheturnedtofaceCian.“Ihaveanewtaskforyou,sister.SinceyourattemptstofindMercer’s

assassinhavebeenfruitless.”

Cianworeastonyexpression.“Whatwouldyouhavemedo?”
“TakeLordHartandClaudio,”Eirasaid.“ThethreeofyoushallbeemissariesoftheCircletoallof

Tearmunn.Lettheclerics,craftsmen,andGuardknowthatatsunsetonthemorrow,theyareinvitedto
joinourneworder.Tobecomepartofthefuture.”

Ciannoddedslowly.
Withasmile,EirasaidtoAlistair,“LordHart,youwilltakenoteofallwhorefusethisgift.”
“You’reforcingloyalty.”Cian’sfacehadgonepale.“Thereisnohonorinthat,sister.”
Eiraapproachedhersisterand,withoutwarning,slappedherhardacrossthecheek.“Youwillnot

speaktomethatwayagain.”

Alistair’seyeswerewide,buthestayedsilent.
“We’reawaitedinthegreathall,”Eirasaid,passinghimasshewenttothedoor.
HenoddedandfollowedwhileCianstoodsilentintheroom,herhandpressedtotheredweltonher

face.

AsEiraandAlistairdescendedthestaircase,Alistairsaid,“Forgiveme,LadyEira,butwasit

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necessarytoshameyoursisterso?”

Eiraglancedathim.“Mysisterbehavesasachild,anduntilthatchanges,Iwilltreatherso.Her

doubtsarelikeasicknessthatwillspreaddissentthroughTearmunn.Itforcesmetodealharshlywith
her.”

“Yes,mylady,”Alistairsaid.
“Whatdoyouthinkofyournewtask?”Eiraaskedhim.HerfuryatCianhadinspiredtheideaofforcing

thewholeofTearmunntoswearfealty,butasherangerwaned,sherecalledtheplanwithameasureof
uncertainty.

“It’swise.”Alistair’sunwaveringtonereassuredher.“LordMarspoketomeofforminganew

commandwithintheGuard.Andthatwillrequiremoreofournumberwhocansummonnethercreatures.”

“LordMarhasalreadyspokentoyouofthis?”Eiraaskedinsurprise.SheknewBosquefavored

Alistair,butshewastakenabackthathewouldhaveapproachedAlistairaboutnewplansfortheorder
withoutspeakingtoherfirst.

“Onlyinpassing,”Alistairrespondedquickly.“HewonderedifIwouldaspiretoleadtheGuard.”
“Andwouldyou?”Eirasmiledathim,wonderinghowfartheyoungknight’sambitionsstretched.
Alistairduckedhishead,suddenlyshy.“Ifitwouldserveyourgreaterpurpose,mylady.”
“Itmay,”Eirarepliedthoughtfully.“SeewhoamongtheGuardareeagertojoinus.Reporttomewhat

youmakeofthemandhowyouwouldproceedastheircommander.”

“Itwouldbeanhonor.”Alistair’sboyishgrinmadeEiralaugh.Hewasyoung,butsohungryfor

acknowledgment.Itwasnowonder,giventhathewasthethirdsonofanobleman,leftwithonlyaname
andnoteventhescrapsofanestatetoinherit.

Whentheyreachedthegreathall,Eirapaused.“Alistair,haveyouwrittentoyourfamilysinceLady

Morrowcametous?”

AblushcoloredAlistair’scheeks.“Ihavenot,mylady.”
“Sendthemaletter,”Eiratoldhim.
Alistair’seyeswidened.“Whatwouldyouhavemesay?”
Eiratouchedhischeek.Itwasanoddgestureforher,almostmotherly.“Ourtaskistosecureloyalty

withinConatus,butalsotoensuresubserviencewithout.StartingwithAbbotCrichton,we’ve
demonstratedthatweshallnotberuledbytheChurch.Whoelsemightcontendwithus?”

“Thenobles,”Alistairanswered.“Youwouldbeginwithmyfamily?”
“Theyshouldknowhowfartheirsonwillriseinourranks,”shetoldhim.
Alistairnodded,hisfacealightwithsuddenpride.
Eiracontinued.“YoushouldwritetoyourbrotherHenryaswell.”
WhenAlistair’sdelightbecameascowl,Eirasaid,“Listentome,Alistair,andyouwillhavejoyin

yourbrother’sfolly.”

“How?”Alistairaskedher.
“LordMaralreadyshowedustheway,”Eiratoldhim.“WecareforAgnesasahostage.Itseemstome

thatEmberisn’ttheonlyonewhowouldbeconcernedforhersister.”

Alistairshookhishead.“Youplacetoomuchfaithinmybrother’scharacter.HewillcallAgnesa

whorebeforeheacknowledgesthechild.”

“Doyounotthinkwehavethemeanstopersuadehimotherwise?”Eirasaid.“IfHenrybehaveswith

dishonor,IbelieveavisitfromLordMarwouldbeinorder.”

“Thatwouldbeinteresting.”Alistairlaughed.
“YourfamilywillbringusnoblehousesinScotlandandEngland,”Eiratoldhim.“Theywillbethe

firsttoalignwithus,butnotthelast.”

WhenAlistairdroppedtooneknee,Eirawassurprisedanddelighted.Hetookherhand,kissingit.
“Whereveryoulead,mylady,”Alistairmurmured,“Ishallfollow,fortheworldisyourstotake.”

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“Yes.”Eirahelpedhimrise.“Itis.”

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EMBERWOKETOcomfortingwarmth.Thebonfire,aramshacklepileofdriftwood,spitandcrackled
asitburned.Shesatup,turningwhenshefeltahandonhershoulder.

“Howareyoufeeling?”Barrowasked.
Withacryofrelief,Emberthrewherselfonhim.Barrowgruntedandflinched.
Emberpulledaway.“I’msorry.”
“Don’tbe,”heanswered.“Thedaywhenthesebruisesarehealedcan’tcomesoonenough.”
“Goodtoseeyouawakeandlessblueintheface,LadyMorrow.”Kaelsatontheothersideofthe

bonfire.

“Thankyou,”Embersaidwitharuefulsmile.
“That’stwiceEmber’ssavedyourlife,Barrow,”Kaeltoldhim.“Ithoughtyouweretheoneteaching

hertobeawarrior.”

Barrowgrimaced.“Thelastfewdayshaven’tbeenmybestasaninstructor.”
“Youdohaveatendencytogetknockedoutatinopportunetimes,”Emberteased.
“Aterriblehabit”—Barrowreturnedhersmile—“thatIpromisetobreak.”
“Gladtohearit.”Shelaughed,searchingthebeachnearthecampfireforherothercompanions.“Where

isthecommander?”

“Guardingthehorses,”Kaeltoldher.“They’rethemostpreciouscargotosurvivetheshipwreck.We

can’triskthembeingstolen.”

“Howdidyousavethehorses?”Ifsheclosedhereyes,Embercouldstillseetheheavingdeck,spikes

oftimberjuttingtowardtheskyastheshipwashalved.

“Astrokeofluck,”Kaelsaid.“Wewerebelowdeckswhentheroofoftheberthwasrippedaway,

leavingonlyskyaboveourheads.Lukaszwenttofindthetwoofyou.Iwenttothehorses.Ireachedthem
justastheshipbrokeup,andfortunesmiledonus.Thebeastopenedaholetotheseathatletmeswimout
withthehorses.Ifthathadn’thappened,we’dhavedrowned.”

“AndSawyer?”Emberasked,lookingforanysignsofhimelsewhereonthebeach.
“Hewasn’twithusatthetimeoftheattack.”Kaelbowedhishead.“Wefoundhisbodywashedashore.

Atleastwewereabletoburyhim.”

Embernodded,butherchestwastightwithgrief.
“Hewasagoodman,buttroubledbytheevilhe’dseen,”Barrowsaidquietly.“Iwouldhopethathe’s

atpeacenow.”

“Whatwasthatthing?”Emberasked,forcinghersorrowaside.

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“SomewouldcallitLeviathan,”Kaeltoldher.“Othersakraken,Lothan,Scylla,orTethys.Ithasmany

names,thoughIwouldn’tclaimtoknowthetrueone.”

ApartofEmberwantedtoaskplaintivelyifthemythsofseamonstersweretrue,butshe’dseenenough

ofmythcometolifesinceherarrivalatConatustoquellthatimpulse.

Insteadsheasked,“Haveyoufoughtthiscreaturebefore?”
Barrowsaid,“YoucannotfightLeviathan.”
“Especiallynotwhenyou’reunconscious.”Kaelgrinnedathim.
“Trueenough.”Barrowlaugheddarkly.“Evenbearingthegreatestofweapons,however,thekraken

hastheadvantage.”

Kaelshiftedforward.Thebonfirecastastrangemaskoflightandshadowonhisface.“Wehaven’t

encounteredaseamonsterourselvesbeforenow.Therecordswehaveoftheirattacksarerare.From
whatweknow,thekrakenkeeptotheopensea,takingshipsinfrequentlyandmoreinfrequentlyleaving
survivorstotellthetale.”

“Itdoesn’tbodewell,”Barrowsaid.
“Whatdoesn’t?”Emberasked.
“Thisattackhappenedclosetoshore,”Kaelanswered.“Onthissearoute,shipsarelosttostorms,war,

orpirates,butnottoLeviathan.”

Embertookinthestrainontheirfaces.Battle-wornknightsmadefearful.
“Youthinkitwassentafterus?”sheasked.
Kaelnodded.“Ifwolvesoffirehuntedyouonland,itisn’thardtobelievethatthegreatestofsea

monsterswasawakenedfromthedeepstocontinuethechase.”

Pullingherkneestoherchest,Embershivered.“Howisitthatthesethings—beastsoffire,shadow,

andlegend—cometolifenowasneverbefore?Whathaschanged?”

“Thatwemustlearn,”Barrowsaidquietly,“beforewearedestroyed.”
Kaelstood,brushingsandfromhisclothes.“Andnowthatyou’reawake,weshouldbeonourway.

Somethingishunting,andI’dprefertoletitbelieveusdeadthanhaveitcomeafterusagain.”

Therewerefewothersurvivors.OfthefortysoulswhoembarkedfromInverness,onlytwosailorsand

fivepilgrimsbesidesthefourConatusrefugeeshadescapedtotheshore.Emberwatchedthemhuddle
aroundtheirownfiresasshe,Barrow,andKaelwenttojoinLukaszandthehorses.

“Anytrouble?”Kaelaskedastheycrestedthebeachslopeandfoundthecommander.
“Thetwocrewmenwhomadeittoshorecameskulking,”Lukasztoldhim.“Buttheydidn’tstaylong.”
“Reaver’sgoodthatway.”Kaellaughed.
“Who?”EmberfrownedatKael.
Lukaszansweredher.“Thenameofmysword.”Hepattedthehiltofthemassiveclaymorestrappedto

hisback.

WhenCabercaughtsightofEmber,hesnorted,comingtoherandbumpinghershoulderwithhisnose.
“Thanksforgettingmetoshore,friend.”Shestrokedhisneck.
Barrowstoodbesideher.“He’sveryloyaltoyou.”
Embersmiledathim,claspinghishandinhers,butcouldn’tbringherselftospeak.Thesorrowshesaw

inhiseyeswastoomuch.IfCaberhaddied,Emberknewthelosswouldcutherdeeply.Yetshe’dknown
thestalliononlyashortwhile.BarrowandToshachhadbeenbondedforyears.Barrowreturnedher
smilesadlybeforegoingtohisnewmount,aroangeldingLukaszhadhurriedlypurchasedinInverness
beforethey’dsetsail.

“Doyouknowwhereweare?”Barrowaskedthecommanderastheymounted.
“Afairlygoodidea,”Lukasztoldhim.“Shortlybeforethewreck,oneofthecrewmentoldmethey’d

sightedtheÎledeRéonthesouthernhorizon.ThatmeansourbesthopeisLaRochelle.”

Kaelshiftedinhissaddle,agitated.“Willthecachestillbeintact?”

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“IftheknightsatCernonhavehonor,itwill,”Lukaszanswered.“I’venothadneedofthesanctuary

beforenow.We’llhavetochanceit.”

Thecommanderledthemforwardatatrot.EmberreinedCaberclosetoBarrow’smount.
“Whatisthisplacewe’reseeking?”
Barrow’smouthsetinagrimline.“Aslenderhope,butasthecommandersaid,thebestwehave.Inthe

twelfthcentury,untiltheirdemise,LaRochellewasaTemplarstrongholdandthehomeoftheirfleet.”

“AndnowthattheTemplarsaregone?”Emberasked.
“Whentheorderwascondemnedforheresy,agroupofTemplarscollectedwhattheycouldoftheir

wealthandarcaneknowledgeandloadedships,”Barrowcontinued.“Theymadetheirescapesoasnotto
burnwiththerestoftheirbrethren.”

“Wheredidtheygo?”EmbercheckedCaberashetriedtonipBarrow’sgelding.
BarrowglancedatCaber’spinnedears.“Notfriendsyet,arethey?”
“HemissesToshach,”Embersaid,thenbitherlip,regrettingherwords.
“SodoI,”Barrowsaidquietly.Then,afterabreath,hecontinued,“Thestoryoftheirescaperemainsa

mystery.Itmayevenbealegend.IftheTemplarsonthoseshipsdidlandonanothershore,they’vekept
thelocationasecret.”

Heleanedforwardtopathismount’sneckastheroanbecameirritatedwithCaber’sthreatening

posture,nostrilsflaringandheadtossing.“Easy,now.”

EmberreinedCaberslightlyfartherfromBarrow’shorse.“Ifwedon’tknow,howdoesthathelpus?”
“ThestoryoftheTemplars’voyagewaspasseddowntoConatus,”Barrowanswered.“Butwe

receivedanothertaleaswell:thatbecauseLaRochelleofferedsalvationforafewofthepersecuted,it
wouldforeverremainasanctuaryforthoseofourorderinneed.Thisplaceisreputedlyprotectedby
Templarspellworksothatonlywarriorsloyaltotheircausemayenter.”

“WhydidLukaszmentionCernon?”Emberasked.
“LaRochelle’ssanctuarywascreatedoveracenturyago,”Barrowsaid.“TheGuardofCernonare

supposedlyitscaretakers,butgiventhemythicnatureofthestory,wecan’tbesurethey’vemaintainedit
—ifiteverexisted.ThoughtheTemplarsweredestroyed,Conatuswasneverindanger.Wehaven’thad
needofsuchaplace.”

“Untilnow,”Embersaidquietly.
Theytraveledinsilence,atasteadybutrestrainedpacetoavoidstrainingthehorsesaftertheirordeal

atsea.Whenthesunreacheditsmiddaypinnacle,Lukaszbroughtthemtoahalt.Thehorseshadtheirfill
ofripeningspringgrasseswhiletheirriderstookturnsresting.Theirprovisionslosttothesea,Ember
triedtoignoreherrumblingbelly.Ifhercompanionscouldbearhungerwithoutcomplaint,shewas
determinedtodothesame.ThoughasshewatchedCaberrelishhismouthfulsofgreens,shewishedthat
thegrassescouldfeedhertoo.

Lukasztookthemoverland,insightofbutnotonthemainroad.Thoughtheytraveledwithoutspeaking,

Embercouldfeelthetensionthatboundthemtogether.Thesightofotherriderssentripplesofalarm
throughtheirparty,palpableenoughforthehorsestosenseit,makingthemsnortandprancenervously.

AstheynearedLaRochelle,theroadbecamemorecongested,andLukaszdeemeditsafeenoughfor

themtoblendinwiththeothertravelers.Bedraggledastheywere,Embersupposedtheydidn’tappear
toostrangeforroad-wearypilgrims.

StoutwallsformedabarrierbetweenLaRochelleandthecountryside.Thestonefortificationswere

enhancedbytalltowersthatcastwatchfulshadowsoverthecity.Lukaszledthemsouthwestthroughthe
narrowstreets.Thepungentscentofseawaterpermeatedthecity.Thoughthetowncorridorsstillbustled
withpeople,duskhadlongsincefallen,andthemerchantshadclosedtheirstallsfortheday.Ember’s
stomachhadgrownvengefulclaws,butherhopesforencounteringabakersellingbreadwererapidly
waning.

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Whentheyreachedtheharbor,Lukaszdismountedandwaitedfortherestofthemtodothesame.

Leadingthehorsesalongthewatersideuntilitbecameacanalthateasedbetweenthestonebuildings,
Lukaszpointedatatallchurch.

“Saint-Sauveur,”hetoldthemquietly.“Thesanctuaryweseekisthere.”
Theypassedbythebelltower,turningdownasidestreetbarelywideenoughtoaccommodatethe

horses.Thecorridorendedabruptly,leavingLukasztostopinfrontofacarvedstonefaçade.Twotorches
blazedinsconces,throwingtheirfirelightontoanimagetallerthanthecommander.Apairofknightsrode
togetheronasinglehorse,thewordsSigillumMilitumXpistiringingthelife-sizesoldiersandtheir
steed.

“TheTemplarseal.”Peeringattheimageofthesebrethreninarms,Embercontendedwithadmiration

andsorrow.Thelegacysheaspiredtofulfillwasonethathadendedwithbloodandfire.Somanylives
lost.

“Ihopethisworks,”Lukaszsaid.
Standingbeforeoneofthetorches,heswiftlypassedhishandthroughitsflame.Astheywatched,the

firelightblazedanew—itsflamessilver-white.Stonegratedonstone,andthetworidersslowlypulled
awayfromthemintoahiddenrecess.

Lukaszduckedintotheshadows,reemergingafewmomentslater.“There’sashortstaircase,butit

opensintostablesbelow.Wecanbringthehorses.”

“Stablesunderground?”EmberlookedatBarrow.
Heshrugged.“It’sarefugeforknights,andknightshavehorses.See?”HepointedattheTemplarseal.
“Hilarious,”Emberreplieddrily.
“Ionlyspeakthetruth,”Barrowsaidseriously,buthiseyeswerelaughing.
BarrowandKaelblindfoldedthehorsessonotimewaswastedcoaxingtheanimalsintothedark

stairwell.Lukaszenteredlast,takingthewhite-flamedtorchwithhim.Whentheyreachedthebottomof
thestaircase,thegreatstonesealgroaned,returningtoitsoriginalplace.

KaelglancedatLukasz.“Ihopeyouknowhowtoopenthatupagain.”
“You’lljusthavetotrustme,”Lukasztoldhim.“Getthehorsessettled.”
ThelightfromLukasz’ssilver-brighttorchrevealedanopenspace.Embercouldn’tdiscernwhetherit

wasanaturalcaveoraman-madehollow.Ironringswereboltedintotherockwalls,offeringtieoffsfor
thehorses.

Barrowfoundapitchforkinanookaswellasfreshhayandasackofgrain.
“Someone’sbeenkeepingthisplaceinorder,”hetoldthem.“Andagoodthingthatis.Ourhorses

hardlyneedamealofmoldyhayandrottengrain.”

AsBarrowapportionedfoodforthehorses,KaelandEmbertookturnsleadingtheirmountstoa

carvedstonetroughintowhichbubbledasteadystreamoffreshwater.Whenthehorseswereunsaddled
andfed,Lukaszbeckonedtheotherknightstofollowhim.

Oppositethestairs,thecavenarrowedintoashorttunnelthatranupagainstasolidwoodendoor.

Findingitunlocked,Lukaszopenedthedoorandledthewayintoanotheropenspace.

Astorchlightilluminatedtheroom,Kaelclappedhisapproval.
“I’mgladthehorsesaren’ttheonlyonesprovidedfor.”
Theroomwassmall,butfurnishedwithalltheycoulddesire.Atableandsixchairswereladenwith

breadandfruit.Sixpalletsweretuckedagainstthewalls.Emberwenttoatallwoodencupboard,where
shediscovereddriedmeat,herbs,andacloth-boundhardcheese.Hermouthwateredwhileherstomach
crampedwithhunger.

“There’swine.”Kaelhootedwithdelightasheopenedabarrel.
EmberbroughtthemeatandcheesetothetablewhileLukaszpreparedafireinthehearth.
“Wheredoyouthinkthesmokeisreleased?”Barrowaskedthecommander.

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“Somewhereinconspicuous,”Lukaszansweredwithawrysmile.“Orthepurposeofthisplaceisill

served.”

Thoughravenous,Emberforcedherselftoeatslowly,chewingherbreadandcheesethoroughlyinstead

ofwolfingdownlargechunksasshewantedto.ThelackoftalkatthetableconfirmedthatEmber’s
companionswereashungryasshe.

Thesilentmealwasinterruptedbythesoundofakeyturninginalock.Emberjumpedupinsurprise.

She’dbeensofixatedonherrumblingstomachthatsheonlynownoticedtheseconddoorintheirhiding
place—thedoorthatwasslowlyopening.

Lukaszbrandishedtheknifehe’dbeenusingtoeat.Leavinghischair,Barrowpouncedontothetable’s

edge,usingitssurfacetopropelhisjumptothepalletwherehe’dlefthissaber.EmberandKaelrushedto
thewallwherethedoorwasopening,placingthemselvesbehindthedoorsothey’dbehiddenfrom
whoeverhadturnedthekey.

“Quiestici?”Thequestionfloatedfrombehindthehalf-openeddoor.
Tiltinghisheadatthesoundofthespeaker’svoice,Lukaszspoke.“Jérôme?Isthatyou?”
“Lukasz?”thehiddenmanreplied,andthedooropenedabitfurther.
Tensionmeltedfromthecommander’sshoulders.“Yes.Youdon’thowgladIamthatyou’vecometo

meetus.”

WhenLukaszlethisknifefalltothetable,KaelandEmberretreatedfromtheirhidingplace,and

Barrowrosefromwherehe’dbeencrouchedbythepallet.

Thedoorswungopen,andalankyknightwithlongchestnuthairgatheredatthenapeofhisneckcame

intotheroom.LukaszroundedthetabletoreceivetheFrenchknight’sembrace.

“It’sgoodtoseeyou,friend.”Jérôme’svoiceliltedwithhisaccentedEnglish.
“Thesame,”Lukaszanswered.Hegesturedtohisthreecompanions.“Myfellowknights,BarrowHess,

KaelMacRath,andEmberMorrow.It’smyhonortopresentJérômeFauré,Cernon’sfinestGuard.”

“Yourpraiseisundeserved.”Jérômeshookhishead.HisgazelingeredonEmber,andhiseyes

narrowedslightly.ShewonderedifhefoundthepresenceofawomanamongConatus’sknightsunsettling.
SheknewwomenoftheGuardwereararity,butshedidn’tknowhowexceptionalherrolemightbe.

“You’vealwaysbeentoohumble,Jérôme,”Lukaszanswered.“We’reindebtedtoyouforthefoodand

shelter.Ourneedisgreat,andwefearedthatthesanctuaryofLaRochellemighthavebeenlong
neglected.”

Jérômenodded,hissmileshort-lived.“Youwererighttobeanxious.Untilveryrecently,LaRochelle

wasviewedasaworthlessvestigeofdayslongpast.”

“Whatchanged?”Kaelasked.
“Somuch,itseems,andsoquickly,”Jérômesaid.“Ifearedthisplacemightbeneeded,soItookit

uponmyselftorestoreitsprovisions.”

“Alone?”Barrowreturnedtothetable.
Withasigh,Jérômetoldhim,“Yes.IregrettoconfessIcannottrustmybrethrenasIwouldlike.Itook

overthewatchatLaRochelle,whichhadbeenanunfilledpostforsomeyears,butIdidsoinsecret.”

“Howdidyouexplainyourpresencehere?”Lukaszfrowned.“Youdon’thavedutiesatCernon?”
“TheGuards’tasksatCernonarerapidlyshifting,”Jérômesaid.“Ourcommanderrequestedan

emissarybesenttothecitytolaygroundworkforreassertingConatus’scontroloftheharbor.Mysister’s
husbandliveshereandisawealthymerchantwithtiestotheregion’snobility.Ivolunteeredforthepost
—tolearnmoreofwhatmysuperiorshaveplanned,aswellastoensurethatthissanctuarywasmade
availabletoanywhofoundthemselvesexiled.”

TheimplicationsofJérôme’swordschokedtheroom.
“Youwereexpectingus,then?”Lukaszaskedwhenthesilencehadbecometoomuchtobear.
Jérômetookacupfromthetableandfilleditatthewinebarrel.“Iconsideredthetaskpreparingforthe

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worst.”

“We’retheworst,then,”Kaelmuttered.“Wonderful.”
“Whatdoyouknow?”Lukaszreturnedtohischair,andJérômesatoppositethecommander.
“Onlythatthedarknesscreepingacrossmyhomelandnowbeganinyours,”Jérômesaid.“Ihopeyou

cantellmehowthatcametobe.”

“OneofourCircle,”Lukasztoldhim,“theladyEira,pursuedadangerouscoursethathasovertaken

Tearmunn.”

“It’sgonemuchfurtherthanthat,butIknewnotthatawomanwasbehindallofthis.”Jérômetooka

longpullfromhiscup.“ThoughIconfessitdoesn’tsurpriseme.”

“Ibegyourpardon?”EmbermovedtostandbesideLukasz.
Archinganeyebrowather,Jérômesaid,“It’swellknownthatwomenfalltothedevil’stemptations

morereadilythandomen.”

“Isit?”EmberglaredattheFrenchknight.
BarrowapproachedJérôme,handonhissaber’shilt.“YouwillapologizetoLadyMorrow.Ormy

bladewilldefendherhonor.”

Jérômestoodup,reachingforhisscabbard.
“Stop!”Lukaszraisedhishand.“Iwillnothavequarrelsbetweenalliesthataresofew.Jérôme,Lady

Eiraisanexception,notarulebywhichtojudgeallwomen.Evennow,Eira’ssister,Cian,worksatgreat
risktosupportusfromTearmunn.”HestoodandplacedhishandonEmber’sshoulder.“LadyMorrowis
amongthebravestknightsI’vehadtheprivilegetofightbeside.”

“Verywell,Ishallholdmytonguewhenitcomestowomen’sweaknesses.”JérômeofferedBarrowa

haughtysmile.“YoushouldbegratefulIcallyourcommandermyfriend.”

“Jérôme.”Lukaszpointedtoachair,andJérômereturnedtohisseat.
Barrowstoodby,hishandstillgrippinghisswordhilt.
“Beatpeace,LordHess.”LukaszwatchedBarrowuntilheletgoofthehilt.“Fillwinecupsforeach

ofus,Kael.Wewilldrinktogetherasbefitsbrethren—andsisters—inarms.”

Lukaszpulledoutthechairbesidehim,gesturingforEmbertositathisrighthand.Barrowtookthe

chaironthecommander’sleft.Afterdistributingbrimmingcupsaroundthetable,KaelsatbesideJérôme.

Liftinghiscup,Lukaszintoned,“Todrivingbackthedark.”
Theyraisedtheirglassestohistoast,butafterdrinking,Jérômemurmured,“Ifearitistoolatefor

that.”

“What’shappenedhere?”KaelaskedJérôme.
Jérômeleanedbackinhischair,hisformerarroganceoverwhelmedbyweariness.“We’vehadmany

visitorsfromacrossthesea.”

“FromTearmunn?”Lukaszfrownedathim.
“Yes,”Jérômeanswered.“OneoftheeldestmembersofyourCircle—theclericcalledThomas—has

beenhereseveraltimes.”

Barrowscowledintohiswinecup.“IthoughtThomasbetterthanthis.”
“Hewasn’talone,”Jérômesaid.“HecamewithanofficialmissivefromtheChurch,carriedbyyour

abbot.”

“Crichton?”KaelgapedatJérôme,thenshookhishead.“Ithoughthewasaprisonerinhisown

manor.”

“ApparentlyEirahasseenfittosendhimoutinherstead,”Barrowreplied.“Albeitonaleash.”
“Thomasdoesmostofthetalking,”Jérômeadded.“Mysenseisthattheabbot’spresenceconveysthe

Church’sinterestinthechangesatworkinourorder.”

“WhatmessagedidThomasbring?”Emberasked,weatheringthesnidelooksheearnedfromJérôme.
“HespokeofagreatdiscoveryatTearmunn,”Jérômetoldthem,makingashowofaddressingLukasz

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ratherthanEmber.“Amysterysolvedthatwouldforeverchangeourplaceintheworldandendour
struggleagainstthedarkcreatureswithwhichwehavesolongcontended.”

Barrowdidn’tlookatJérôme,butasked,“Didanyonehaveearstohearthismessage?”
“Many,”Jérômeansweredinirritation.“ToThomas,mycompanionsatCernonshowedgreatrespect,

andtheabbottheywerealltoohappytofawnover.”

“I’msureAbbotCrichtonwelcomedtheirattention.”Kaeldrainedhiscupandwentinsearchof

another.

“Whatdidtheyaskofyou?”Lukaszstoodup,followingKaeltothewinebarrel.
Jérômehandedhisemptycuptothecommanderwhenhepassedby.“Topreparethewayforthe

future.”

LukaszplacedafullcupofwineinfrontofJérôme.
“Thankyou,”Jérômesaid.“IhopeyounoticedthatIprovidedabarrelofverygoodwine.”
“Wenoticed,”Kaelsaid,pointingathisnewlybrimmingcupashesettledintothechairbesideJérôme.
Jérômetookasipofhiswine,thencontinued.“Thomassaidheandtheabbotweretheforerunnersof

muchmoreimportantvisitors.WhentheseguestshespokeofcometoCernon,we’retopartakeinaritual
thatwillimbueuswithnewpower.”

“ItmustbeEirawho’scoming,”Barrowsaidquietly.
Lukasznodded.“AndthisBosqueMarshe’ssummoned.”
“Who?”Jérôme’sbrowfurrowed.
“LadyEirahasbecomeobsessedwithharnessingthepowerofthenether,”LukasztoldJérôme.“And

sheseemstohavefulfilledherdesirebyallyingwithastranger.AmanwhocallshimselfBosqueMar.”

Swirlingtheredliquidinhiscup,Jérômesaid,“ThomasmadenomentionofLadyEiraorthisBosque

Mar.Heonlywarnedusthatwithgreatchangecomesresistanceandthatwemustbewatchfulforany
whowouldstandinthewayofourascension.”

“Thatwouldbeus.”Kaellaugheddarkly.
Jérômehalfsmiled.“Youdon’tsay.”
“WerenoobjectionsraisedwhenThomasspokeofthesethings?”EmberaskedJérôme.
“Thinkofwhereyousit.”Jérômespokeharshly.“Whereyoufindrefuge.TheTemplarsweredestroyed

bytheonestheyserved,bypriestsandmonarchswhohadbeentheirmostardentsupporters.Manyin
Conatusliveinfearthatonedayweshallmeetthesamefate.YourEirahasbecometheirchampion.Like
aweed,shesendstendrilsoutineverydirection.Findingfertileground,theytakeroot.”

“Thisnewallegiancegrowsoutoffear,nothonor.”Barrowspatthewords.
“Fearholdsmoreswaythanhonor,”Jérômetoldhim.“Doesthattrulysurpriseyou?”
“IhadhopedmybrethrenofConatuswouldprovebetter,”Barrowanswered.
JérômetiltedhiscupatBarrow.“Theyarebutmen,pronetosinandselfishness.”
“Andyetyou’rehere,”Embersaidquietly.
Jérômemethersteadygazeandsmiledslowly.
Unflinching,Emberwenton,“Doesthatmeanyoustillhavehonor?”
“I’dliketothinkso.”Jérôme’slaughwasbrittle.“Itrustmyinstincts,andmyheartwhispersthatthe

futureThomasheraldsisforgedofbloodandshadow.IwillnotalignmyselfwiththatwhichItooka
sacredoathtofight.”

“Norshallwe.”Lukaszraisedhiscup.Thistimetheydranktheirtoastinsolemnity.
“Icameheretonighttowarnyou.”Jérômewipedhismouth.“ThehousesofConatusoffernorefuge.

LadyEira’semissarieshavetraveledfarandwide,spreadingtheirmessage.Idoubtthereisanykeep
wherewordofyourarrivalwouldn’tbeswiftlydispatchedtoTearmunn.”

Barrowleanedforward.“Areyoutellingustohide?”
“Fornow,”Jérômeanswered.

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“We’renotcowards,”Barrowsnapped.
“I’msureyou’renot,”Jérômereplied.“ButIhopeyou’renotfoolseither.Ifyourwhereaboutsare

known,you’llbehunted.Youcan’thopetomakeastandifyou’reforeverrunningfromEira.”

“He’sright,”LukaszsaidtoBarrow,whosatbackinhischair,thoughhisjawremainedsetinanger.
Jérômespoketothecommander.“Thereareotherslikemewhoseetheevilinthis.Andmorestillwho

havelittlecareforoursacredmission,butseetheriseofapowerfulorderofknights—theTemplars
restored—asworkingagainsttheirinterests.Thesemerchantsandnobleswillaiduswhencalledupon.”

“It’sastart,”Kaelsaid.“Butitsoundslikeyou’repreparingforawar.”
“Isthatnotwhatthisis?”Jérômefinishedhiswine.
Lukaszpassedahandoverhistiredeyes.“Notyet.Itmaycometothat.”
“AndIwouldhaveanarmyready,”Jérômereplied.
Barrowleanedforward.“AnarmywilldonogoodagainstthecreaturesatEira’scommand.These

thingsarenotknowntous,andourweaponscannotharmthem.”

Jérômestraightenedinalarm.“Isthistrue?”
“Itis,”Lukaszanswered.“Wedon’tknowhowtobattlethisnewenemy.”
Takingalongbreath,Jérômesaid,“Thenthatisyourtask.Iwillcontinuetogatherallies,butyoumust

findawaytofightthecreaturesEirahasbroughtintoourworld.Searchforaplacewhereyoucanget
wordtotheEast.TheoldTemplarfortresseshavelibrariesthathousethemysteriesofourorder.You
mightfindtheanswerwithinthoseancienttexts.”

“I’dhopedtoreachKrakdesChevaliersbyship,”Lukasztoldhim.“Butourvesselsankafteritwas

attackedbyLeviathan.”

Jérôme’seyeswentwide.Recovering,hesaid,“LetuspraythatEirabelievesyoulieatthebottomof

thesea.”

“That’sindeedwhatI’vebeenprayingfor.”Kael’sspeechwasabitslurred,andEmbernoticedhe’d

refilledhiswinecupyetagain.

Lukaszrestedhisheadinhishands.“Butwheretogo?”
“Iknowwherewemightfindrefuge,”Emberofferedquietly,herideaformingasshespoke.
Barrowlookedatherinsurprise.“Where?”
EmbermetBarrow’sgaze,steelingherself,forsheknewhewouldn’tlikewhatshewasabouttosay.“I

haveapromisetokeep.”

KaelandLukaszexchangedaworriedglance.
“Youdon’tmean—”Kaelbegan.
“Yes,”Embercuthimoff.“ItoldAlistairIwouldgotomysisterattheChâteaudeLusignan.”
Barrowwasshakinghishead.“Ifhebelievesyougothere,howcoulditpossiblybeasafeplacefor

us?”

“BecauseAlistairexpectsI’llgothereonlyifI’veleftyou,”Embertoldhim.“IcanaskAgnestowrite

tohim,andshe’lltellhimI’vearrivedaloneifIaskherto.Shewouldn’tbetrayyourpresence.”

Lukaszturnedhiswinecupinhishands.“Thatmaywork.”
“IstheCountdeLaMarchefriendlytoConatus?”EmberaskedJérôme.
“Hehaslittleinterestinourwork,”Jérômetoldher.“Ourdealingswithhimhavebeenlimited.”
“Good,”Embersaid.“Thenhe’sunlikelytoreportourarrival.”
Jérômeshrugged.“Trueenough.”
“Idon’tlikeit.”Barrowsulked.
Kaeltradedhishalf-fullwinecupforBarrow’semptyone.“Ofcourseyoudon’t,myfriend.Butthat’s

notbecauseit’sapooridea.”

Barrowtookthecup,butgaveKaelapuzzledlook.
“Drinkup,LordHess.”Kaelwinkedathim.“Jealousydoesn’tlookgoodonyou.”

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WHENEMBERWOKE,LukaszwasalreadysittingatthetablewithJérôme.TheFrenchknighthadleft
themtorestwhilehewenttogatheradditionalprovisionsthey’dneedforthetriptoLusignan.

Emberrosefromherpalletandwenttojointhem.Whenshesat,Lukasztoreahunkofbreadfroma

loafandhandedittoher.

“Breakyourfastwithus,LadyMorrow.”
Stilldrowsy,EmberchewedonthebreadwhilethecommanderandJérômecontinuedtheir

conversation.

“Itwilltakeyouthedaytoreachthechâteau,”Jérômesaid.“Butifyoufollowmyadvice,you

shouldn’thavetrouble.”

“That’sEmber’sdecision,”Lukaszanswered.“Iwon’tmakeitforher.”
Emberlookedupfromherbreakfast.“WhatmustIdecide?”
Jérômestoodupandwenttocollectabundlethathadbeenleftnearthetunneltothestables.Barrow

andKaelwerestirringontheirpallets.

“Wakeup,youtwo!”Lukaszcalledtothem.“Weshouldbeontheroadatdawn.”
Withyawnsandsomegrumbling,KaelandBarrowmadetheirwaytothetable.
Kaelgroanedashesatdown.“Ihateridingonasourstomach.”
“Thenyoushoulddrinkless,”Lukaszsaid,offeringKaelaskinofwaterandahardsmile.
“Youcanbeacruelman.”Kaeltookthewater.
Lukasz’ssmilesoftened.“Iknow.”
BarrowsatbesideEmber.Hequietlyacceptedthebreadandcheesesheoffered.Beneaththetablehe

restedhishandonherknee,histhumbgrazingherlowerthigh,andEmberwassuddenlyverymuch
awake.

Attheendofthetable,Jérômeunwrappedthebundletorevealtightlypackedclothing.Heseparated

thepieces.Hepulledoutchaussesandbreeches,shirtsandcloaks.WhatmadeEmberchokeonabitof
breadwastheappearanceofagown.

Jérômeshooktherichemerald-greenbrocadeuntilitunrolledtoitsfulllengthandheldthedressupfor

Embertosee.Shebitbackagroan.

“Doesitpleaseyou?”heasked.“Ithoughtitwouldmatchyoureyes.”
Emberdidn’tanswerhim,insteadholdinghimwithacoldgaze.
Withasigh,Jérômesaid,“Iamnotjesting,LadyMorrow.Ibroughtthegownforapurpose.Youcannot

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gotoyoursister’shusbandinthatraggeddressyou’rewearing.”

“Ithoughtnottogoinadressatall,”Emberanswered.
Jérôme’seyebrowswentup.“Well,thatwouldbeinteresting.”
Embermadeasoundofdisgust,andBarrowrose,hishandsbecomingfists.Beforehecouldspeak,

Jérômesaid,“Peace,friend.Imeantnoharm—Ionlythoughttolightenthespiritofthisdarkmorning.”

“Sitdown,Barrow.”KaelthrewahardbreadcrustatBarrow.“It’stooearlyforchivalry.You’re

makingmyheadacheworsewithsuchnobleposturing.”

BarrowstaredinsurpriseatKael,butafteramomenthelaughed.“Ishallspareyourachinghead,

then.”

“Ember.”Lukasztookuptheconversation.“Jérômediscussedatacticwithme,andIthinkyoushould

hearit.”

EmberlookedattheFrenchknight.
“DoyouwanttoarriveatCountdeLaMarche’sestateasanoblewomanorawarrior?”Jérômesaid,

gesturingtothedressandthenthepileofmen’sclothes.“Ileavethechoicetoyou,butconsidertowhom
thecountwillrespondmorewarmly—acontingentofknightsorhiswife’snoblesisterandherretinue.”

Shelookedatthetwosetsofclothing.Resigned,Emberreachedforthedress.
Jérômenoddedhisapproval,buthisexpressionwasn’tgloating—agoodthing,forifhehadwatched

heracquiescencewithasnidesmile,Emberwouldhavewantedtodonapairofbreechesjusttospitethe
Frenchman.

“It’sthewisercourse,Ember,”Lukasztoldher.“Youcandresshere.We’lltaketheclothesJérôme

broughtforusandchangeinthestables.Thenwe’llreadythehorsesandwaitforyou.”

Hestoodup,gesturingtoBarrowandKael.“Comeon,then.”
“Ihaven’tfinishedmybreakfast,”Kaelsaid,pointingtoahalf-eatenwedgeofcheese.
“Bringitwithyou.”ThecommanderdisappearedintothetunnelwithJérômebehindhim,hisarmsfull

ofclothing.

Mutteringunderhisbreath,Kaelboundupthebreadloafandcheeseinaclothandwentafterthem.
“Whatyouweardoesn’tchangewhoyouare,”BarrowwhisperedinEmber’sear.“Neverforgetthat.”
“Thankyou,”shesaid.
Hekissedherlightlyandleftthetable.
“Barrow,”Embercalledafterhim.Whenheturned,shesaid,“Ialsohaven’tforgottenwhathappened

thelasttimeIexchangedmywarrior’sclothesforadress.”

“NorhaveI,”hesaid,smiling.“Wouldthatourcompanionsweren’tawaitingme,orIwouldgiveyou

moretoremember.”

Hedisappearedintothetunnel,andEmberhuggedthesilkbrocadetoherbody,lettingthewarmthof

thememoryshedidhavewashoverher.Afterfinishingherbread,Emberspreadthegownononeofthe
pallets.Shecouldn’tdenythatthedresswasbeautiful.Itsdeepgreenhueremindedherofthedarkpines
thatcoveredScottishhills.

Emberpulledoffherroughwooldressandputitaside.Thesilkbrocadewasaspleasingtoherhands

astohereye.Thegownslidoneasily.Itslow,broadscoopingneckrevealedherchemiseatthebodice
andshoulders.Embergrimaced,knowingthatthedingypaleclothcontrastedpoorlywiththefinenessof
thegreensilk,buttherewasnothingtobedoneaboutit.

ThelacingforthisgownwasatEmber’ssideratherthantheback.Shetightenedthecords,tyingthem

offwhenthesilkwrappedhertorsoinasnugembrace.

Justasshecouldn’timprovethestateofherchemise,Emberhadlittlelucktidyingherhair.Shepulled

herfingersthroughitslengthuntilherauburntresseswerefreeoftanglesanddecidedthatwasgood
enough.

Thesoundofaman’scoughdrewhereyestothetunnelopening.Jérômestoodwatchingher,aplayful

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smileonhislips.

“Iseetherewasanoblewomanhidingbeneaththepeasantdress,”hesaid.“Andabeautifuloneat

that.”

Ratherthanreply,EmberbeltedonSilenceandSorrow,fasteningacloakoverherdresssothe

weaponswouldbehidden.

Jérômesteppedasidetogiveherentrytothetunnel.“Yourcompanionsawait.Imustleavebytheother

door,butI’llseeyouatthecanalshortly.”

HeboweddeeplywhenEmberbrushedpasshim,butshedidn’tbothertoacknowledgethegesture.Her

patiencewiththearrogantknighthadworntoothin,andshedidn’ttrusthertonguetobeanythingother
thanvenomous.

WhenEmberreachedthesubterraneanstables,thehorsesweresaddled,bridled,andonceagain

blindfolded.

Lukaszledtheirascent,carryingthewhite-flamedtorchthathadburnedceaselesslysincethe

commanderhadtakenitup.Whenhereachedthetopofthestaircase,thestoneslabgroaneditswayopen.
Theyledthehorsesoutintoacityfilledwiththelavender-graylightthatwarnedofdawn’sapproach.

Returningthetorchtoitssconce,Lukaszspokequietwordsandswepthishandthroughthewhitefire.

Emberblinkedandtheflameshadreturnedtotheirnormalcolors.TheTemplarsealthathidtheir
sanctuaryclosed,restoringtheappearanceofasolidwall.

“JérômeawaitsusatthecanalontheothersideofSaint-Sauveur,”Lukasztoldthem.
Theyretracedtheirstepsalongthenarrowsidepassage,enteringthestreetsofLaRochelle.Athinveil

ofmisthungoverthecanal.Theotherknightsmounted,butEmberstruggledtofindawaytogetherfoot
intothestirrupwithoutpullingherskirtsuptoherwaist.

“Letmehelp.”Barrowhadswungoutofhissaddleandnowwasbehindher.Hegrabbedheraround

thewaistandliftedherup,allowinghertoslipherlegoverthesaddlewithease.

“Thankyou,”shesaid,rearrangingthebothersomeskirtssotheyfellproperlyoverherlegsasshesat

astrideCaber.

Barrowsmiledather.“Ofcourse,mylady.”Hishandslidbeneathherskirt.Foramoment,heseemed

tobemakingsureherfootwassecureinthestirrup,butthenhisfingerswereonherbarecalf.

“Ifindittroubling,”hesaidinalowvoiceonlyforher,“tobesocloseandyetsorarelybeableto

touchyou.”

“Yes.”EmbergrippedthereinsasBarrow’shandmovedslowlyupherleg.“Itistroubling…”
“LadyMorrow,areyouready?”Lukaszcalledtothem.
Barrowlaughedquietly,leavingEmber’slegtinglingwhenhereturnedtohishorse.
Jérômewaitedforthembetweenthechurchandthewaterway,holdingthereinsfornotonebuttwo

mounts.

Thefirst,adarkbrownsteed,stoodquietlybutcastannoyedglancesatitsequinecompanion,afilly

whocouldn’tseemtokeepstill.Thefillywhinniedwhenshesawotherhorsesapproachingandtossed
herheadsothatJérômehadtotakeafirmerholdofherreins.

“You’renotalone?”KaelaskedJérôme.
TheFrenchmanshookhishead.“I’vesimplybroughtthelastoftheprovisionsyouneedforyour

journey.LordHess,couldItroubleyoutoleaveyoursaddle?”

Barrowdismountedandcameforward,leadinghisroan.
Jérômenoddedatthefilly.“HernameisTempête.”
“Thestorm.”Barrowlookedthefillyover.“Appropriateforasilverdapple.”
“Hercoatislesscauseforthenamethanherspirit,”Jérômetoldhim.“Howdoyoulikeher?”
“She’sabeautifulfilly,”Barrowanswered.“Lithe.Iimagineshe’sarunner.”
“Herspeedrivalsthewind.”JérômeglancedatLukasz.“Iwastoldyoulostafinestallion.”

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Barrow’sshoulderstensed,buthenodded.
“Pleaseacceptthisfillyasagift,”JérômesaidtoBarrow.“Asymbolofouralliance.”
TakingthereinsofBarrow’sroan,Jérômeofferedthoseofthehigh-spiritedfilly.Emberfoundithard

totakehereyesofftheyounghorse.Thoughthesunhadyettorise,eachtimeTempêtemoved,hercoat
rippledlikelightningflashingwithinthedepthsofathunderhead.

“Yourmountisserviceable,”JérômesaidtoBarrow.“ButaknightofConatusneedsawarrior’ssteed.

Acompanion.ThoughImustwarnyou,Tempêteisasmuchachallengeasanoffering.Perhapsyou’renot
uptothetask?”

Barrowwatchedtheskittishfillydanceonthepath.HeacceptedTempête’sreinsfromJérôme,andthe

silversteedeyedhimasheapproached.Hernostrilsflared,andshegaveashrillwhinny,warningthe
knightoff.

“Lukaszregardsyourhorsemanshiptobethebesthe’severseen.”JérômeobservedBarrow’sslow

movementsashedrewnearertothefilly.“NoneofmyGuardcanmasterTempête.Shefavorsherown
willoverherrider’swishes.Yourcommandersuggestedthatyoumightsucceedwhereothershave
failed.”

“Thattheytriedtomasterherwaslikelytheproblem,”Barrowanswered,thoughhiseyesneverleftthe

horse.

EmberleanedovertoLukasz,whispering,“IsnowthebesttimetogiveBarrowsuchanunpredictable

mount?”

“Heneedsthis,”Lukaszanswered.“OurfriendsuffersgreatlyfromthelossofToshach.Anddespite

Jérôme’snarrowmindtowardthoseofyoursex,IwouldpreferthathebeinBarrow’sfavor.Jérômemay
becarelesswithhisspeech,butheismatchlesswithhissword.”

Tempêtesnortedandstampedtheground.ThoughEmbercouldn’tmakeouthiswords,shecouldtell

Barrowwasquietlyspeakingtothefilly.Whenhewasstandingcloseenoughtotouchher,hepaused,
standingcompletelystillbutmurmuringallthewhile.Tempêtereared,givingashrillwhinny.Herhooves
trampledthegroundahairbreadthfromBarrow’sfeet,buthedidn’tmove.Sherearedagain,herneck
snakingthroughtheair.

Tempêtepawedattheearth,buthersquealdiedinalowwhinnyofconfusionasallheranticsfailedto

provokethetallknightstandingbeforeher.Bowingherhead,shestretchedhernosetowardhim.He
remainedstillasTempêteblewintohisface,shoulders,andchest.Herearsflickedincuriosity.

Asshetookinhisscent,BarrowslowlyreachedupandlaidhishandonTempête’sneck.
“Ithinkhe’sthefirstmanshehasn’ttakenabiteoutof,”JérômesaidtoLukasz.
Thecommandersmiled.“WhenItoldyouofhisskill,Iwasn’texaggerating.”
“Icanseethat,”Jérômereplied.
TempêtewasbobbingherheadwithdelightasBarrowscratchedbetweenherears.
“Afinegift,”Barrowsaidwithoutturningawayfromthehorse.“I’mhonoredtoaccept.”
LukaszclappedJérômeontheshoulder.“Thankyouforofferingshelterandsupplies.Wewereindire

need.”

“Iwishyouwellonyourjourney,”Jérômesaid,handingLukaszasealedletter.“Sendwordthroughmy

sisterofyourwhereabouts.IwillkeepyouinformedasIcontinuetodrawalliestoourcause.”

Theknightsmountedtheirhorses,withtheexceptionofBarrow,whowasstillspeakingquietlyto

Tempête.

“Iwouldleaveyouwithonelastthought,”JérômesaidtoBarrow.“Youwon’tlikemywords,Lord

Hess.ButImeannooffense.”

“Sayon,”BarrowtoldhimashemovedfromstandinginfrontofTempêtetoherside,rubbingherneck

andshouldersallthewhile.

“Youshouldleavetheladywithhersister.”JérômeglancedatEmber.“Inwhat’stocome,there’sno

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placeforamaidwhoplaysatswordsbecauseherfatherofferedConatusenoughcointotakeher.Iknow
wellhowsucharrangementswork.”

“Thankyouforthehorse,”Barrowsaid,swingingintoTempête’ssaddle.Thefillyreared,butBarrow

kepthisseatwithease.“Asforthelady,shedoesnotwieldswords,andshe’ssavedmylifetwice.When
youseehertakethefield—asonedayyoushall—youwillbegherforgivenessforyourhastilyspoken
words.”

TurningtoEmber,Jérômesaid,“Ihopehisfaithinyouisnotmisplaced.”
Bitingbacksomechoicewords,EmberinsteadputherheelstoCaber,andthestalliontrottedaway.

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ALISTAIRKNEWHEwasn’tashappyasheshouldbe.He’ddoneeverythingthathadbeenaskedof
him.Youngashewas,LordMarandLadyEiralookedtoAlistairforadviceoverthatofanyother
memberoftheCircle.NotevenCianwastreatedwiththeesteemAlistairenjoyed.

HisswiftascensionhadbeennoticedbyhisfellowsintheGuard.Battle-seasonedknightsbowedwhen

hepassed.Theycametohiminprivate,askingforhishelpingainingfavorfromLadyEira.

Allaroundhim,servants,scholars,craftsmen,andwarriorsacknowledgedAlistair’splaceofhonorin

theneworderatTearmunn.

Buthetooklittlejoyinanyofit.
He’dwokenthismorningcoveredinsweat.Theresultofanothernightwheredreamsheldhimcaptive,

tormentinghim.Nomatterwhathadtakenplaceinhiswakinghours,whenAlistairgavehimselfoverto
sleep,hebecameaplayer,actingoutanimpossiblescene.

Itwasthenightthathe’dvisitedEmber’sroomandfoundhergone.Butinthisdream,Emberhadn’t

fledwithBarrow.WhenAlistairenteredhercell,shesatonherpallet,waitingforhim.Herplainsleep
shirthadbeentradedforasheerchemise.

Ashewatched,sherose,andthedelicategarmentslippedfromherbody.Embersteppedoutofthe

chemiseandlayonthebed.Herarmsreachedouttohim,herfacefullofyearning.

Alistairapproachedslowly,savoringthemomentforwhichhe’dwaitedsolongandsufferedsomuch.

Herskinwassopaleintheshadows,butheldaninnergleam,apromisesubtleandalluringasmoonlight.

Hisskinwashotwithanticipationashekneltoverher.Thoughhehadfleetingthoughtsthatheshould

treathergently,bepatient,hecouldn’twaitanylonger.

Butashereachedforherskin,hisfingersfoundnofleshtocaress.HishandpassedthroughEmber’s

body,meetingwiththeroughfibersoftheblanketbeneath.Hecouldstillseeher.ShelaybeforeAlistair,
waiting,wantinghim.Herlipsparted,breathsshortandshallow.

Graspingforhershoulders,Alistaircollapsedagainstthebed.Emberwasthere,butshewasnot.He

couldn’tholdher.Couldn’ttouchher.Longingwrenchedhislimbsasthoughhewerebeingstretchedona
torturer’srack.

Heflungthelengthofhisbodyontopofhers,buthepressedintoanemptypallet.Alistairwrithedand

sobbed,unabletoquellthedesperationofhisheartortheterriblehungerofhisbody.

Itwasn’tthesortofnightmarefromwhichhewokesuddenly,sittinguponhispalletinamomentthat

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cleanlyseveredthedreamworldfromthereal.Thisdreamlingered,clingingtohisskinlikeafoulodor.
Ember’sface,thecreamofherskin,thefullnessofherlips—everydetailfollowedhimlongafterhe’d
lefthisbed.Eachtimereignitingtheslowburnofunquencheddesireinhisbody.

Hemovedthroughhisdayswithmethodicprecision.Allhistaskswereaccomplishedwithoutflaw.

Buteachnightthedreamreturned,andthenextdayhefeltmorelikethehuskofasoulthanamanof
muscleandbone.

Onthismorning,Alistairmadehiswaytothegreathall.Eirahadsummonedhimtogaugethefealtyof

craftsmen,whowouldbenexttotaketheiroaths.Ithadgonewellwiththeclerics.Ofthefortymenand
womenwhodevotedtheirlivestostudyingesoterictomes,devisingspells,orimprovingtheirpracticeof
healingarts,mosthadbeenalluredbyEira’spromisesforthefuture.Afewhaddeclined,butThomashad
carefullynotedtheirnames,andappropriatestepshadbeentaken.

Ifanyonehadnoticedthedisappearanceofthreeorfouroftheircompanions,nonefoundcourage

enoughtospeakofit.Aspowershifted,Alistairobserved,theresidentsofTearmunnprovedmorelikely
toletthenewcurrentcarrythemratherthanfightagainstit.

WhentheguardpostedatthedoorstothehallletAlistairpass,hewasn’tsurprisedtofindLordMar

waitingwithin.LadyEira’sabsence,however,wasasurprise.

“Goodday,LordHart.”Bosquestoodbesidethesacredtree.ThoughAlistairhadassumedthedead

treewouldbegintorot,thehugetrunk,alongwithitssprawlingbranchesandroots,hadn’tdeterioratedat
all.Insteadthesacredtreehadossifiedinitsnewform,asthoughalife-sizeivorysculptureofacedarof
Lebanonhadbeencommissionedtooccupythisroom.

AlistairnoddedagreetingtoBosque,butlookedoverhisshoulder,expectingEiratoappearinthe

doorwayatanytime.

“LadyEiracontendswithanunforeseendilemma,”Bosquesaid.“She’llbedelayed.”
Alistairabandonedhiswatchofthedoor,walkingtowardthetallman.“What’swrong?”
“Thewayyoutravel”—Bosquestrokedthebone-whitetrunkofthetreelikeitwasafavoritepet—“has

beendisrupted.”

FrowningashetriedtodiscernBosque’smeaning,Alistairsaid,“Ihaven’theardofanytroubleatthe

stables.”

Withaquietlaugh,Bosquetoldhim,“Theproblemisnotyourhorses.It’syourclerics.”
“Doyoumeantheportalweavers?”Alistair’seyeswidened.“What’shappenedtothem?”
“Theycannolonger,asyouputit,weave.”BosqueshowedlittleconcernoverwhatAlistair

consideredgravenews.

“Yourscholarsandmagiciansaredistraught,”Bosquecontinued.“ButasIassuredEira,theywillsoon

knowmuchgreaterpowerthanthesimpleactofopeningadoor.”

“Thosedoorstakeusallovertheworld—”Alistairbegantoargue,buttakinginBosque’splacid

smile,heinsteadasked,“Didyouknowthiswouldhappen?”

Bosqueleftthetreetostandface-to-facewiththeknight.“Iknewtherewouldbeconsequences.The

powerIgiveisdrawnfromthenether,nottheearth,whenceConatuscalledforthmagic.Wherethereis
one,theothercannotbe,asoilremainsseparatefromwater.”

“Noneoftheoldmagicswillwork?”Alistairasked.Hiseyesfoundtheblackabyssthatmaimedthe

sacredtree.“Becausetheriftisopen?”

“Youhavenewpower.”Bosqueshrugged.“Greaterpowerthatdoesn’trequireconcessionstothis

world.”

Alistairdidn’tfullyunderstand.Asaknight,hehadlimitedexperiencewiththearcanepracticesofthe

clericsandwouldneverclaimtounderstandtheintricaciesoftheirspellcraft.Yetthelossofportalsand,
withthem,theabilitytotravelgreatdistancesinaninstanttroubledAlistair.

SensingAlistair’sagitation,Bosquefoldedhisarmsacrosshisbroadchest.Alistairwas

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uncomfortablyawareofhowtallandimposingBosquewas.Hetookastepback.

“Whatdoyouwant,LordHart?”Bosqueasked,hissilvereyesintent.
Alistairtriedtoanswer,butstumbledoverhiswords.Whatdidhewant?Ember’sbodyflashedacross

hismind,leavingbitternessinitswake.Onlywhat’sbeendeniedme.

“Ibelieveyourtalentshaven’tbeenputtoasmuchuseastheycouldbe,”Bosquesaid.“I’dlikethatto

change,butIwouldpreferthatyouchoosethetaskthatfullydemonstratesyourworth.”

“Mylord?”AlistairshookoffthefrustrationthatbuiltfromthoughtsofEmber.
BosquewalkedinaslowcirclearoundAlistair.“Youareoftendistracted,Alistair.Andsomething

clearlypainsyou.”

Alistairnoddedandheatcreptintohisneck.LordMardisplayednoweakness,novulnerability.Shame

athoweasilyhecouldbeprovokedbyunrequitedlovechurnedbeneathAlistair’sribs.

“Passionisagreatforce,”Bosquetoldhim.“Harnessyours,setittogoodpurpose,andIbelievethe

resultswouldbeastonishing.”

Grindinghisteethoutofimpatiencewithhimself,Alistairaskedsullenly,“HowcanIdothatwhenmy

passioniswastedon—”Hestoppedhimself,chokingontheragehefelttowardEmber.

“Itisonlyawasteifyouletitbe,”Bosquesaid.“Asforthewoman—Ican’thelpyouuntilshe

reappears.”

“Ifshe’salive,”Alistairmuttered,hisangerspiralingintoahollowsadness.Itwasalwayslikethis

whenhethoughtofEmber:heloved,hated,andmournedherwithinthespaceofaheartbeat.Itwasagony.

BosqueignoredAlistair’scomment.“Therehavebeenmomentsoftriumph.Yourtriumph.Thatiswhat

youmustbuildyourlegacyupon.”

Alistairstaredathim.“Alegacy?”
“Youwillhaveagreatlegacy,Alistair,”Bosquesaidquietly.“Butitmustbeginwithademonstration

ofyourcunning.”

AsAlistairmulledoverBosque’swords,Bosquecontinued.“Canyoutellmewhenyoufeltstrongest

sinceyoujoinedEira?Themostpowerful?”

“WhenIrodetheshadowhorseandranwiththeLyulf,”Alistairansweredwithoutpause.Thememory

ofrushingthroughtimeonariverofdarkness,ofseeingthefirewolvesputEmberandBarrowathis
mercy,madeAlistair’spulsespike.

Bosquenodded.“Considerthis:I’vetoldyouthattheLyulfarebeyondhumanmastery.”
ThefeverishlightinAlistair’sblueeyesdiminished.“Iremember.”
“Buttherearemanybeastsinmydominionthatarenot,”Bosquesaid.
MeetingBosque’ssearchinggazewithafurrowedbrow,Alistairsaid,“Youwouldhavemecommand

othercreaturesofthenether?”

“Ihavegivenyoupiecestoapuzzle,LordHart,”Bosqueanswered.“Thatisall.EvenIdon’tknow

whatpicturewillemergewhenyouputthemtogether.”

Bosquereturnedtothetree.Hedippedhishandintotheriftanddrewforthshadowthatranfromhis

cuppedpalmlikewater.

“WhatIhaveisyoursforthetaking,”Bosquesaidwithoutturningawayfromthetree.“Tellmewhat

youwilldowiththisgift.”

ArushofimagesfilledAlistair’smind.Shadowandfire.Thehowlofwolves.Avillageinchaos.A

forestofbone.

AndBosque.Summonedbyblood.Yetwithhisownblood,drawingCian’sbrokenbodybackfromthe

edgeofdeath.

WhatIhaveisyoursforthetaking.
I’vebeenactingthechild,
Alistairthought.WhenoneaspowerfulasBosqueseesthemanIshould

be.

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Thenhesmiled,knowinghisdreamswouldbedifferentthatnight.
ThemanIshallbe.

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ONCETHECITYWASbehindthem,Lukaszsettheirpaceataswiftgallop.Emberwassurprisedat
howgladshewastobefreeofLaRochelle.Thewalledcityanditsfortifiedharborwereimpressiveand
beautiful,butwhatshe’dlearnedtherehadleftachillinherbones.

Thehorsesappeareddelightedtobeoutofthecavelikestableinwhichthey’dspentthenight.Whether

itwastheappearanceofthesunorthewarmwindsfulloflushgreenscents,theirhoovespoundedthe
roadeasttirelessly.Despitethefastpaceatwhichthecommanderledthem,Caberremainedrestless.
Grabbingforthebit,sothatEmberhadtotakeextracareinhandlinghim,hemadeitobviousthathe
wantedtorunfasteryet.

“Wouldyousettledown!”Emberchidedthestallion,whoinsistedontossinghishead,pullinghardon

thereins.Intermittentlowwhinniesrumbledfromhischest.

BarroweyedCaber’sarchedneck.“He’sshowingoff.Whenthisfillycomesintoseason,we’llhavea

problem.”

ThesilverhorseJérômehadgiventoBarrowmovedasthoughshewerefloatingabovetheground.Her

strideswereeffortless,thoughthey’dsetoutatafiercegallop.

“Perhapsweshouldlethimburnoffsomeofthataggression,”BarrowsaidtoEmber.
“Whatdoyouhaveinmind?”Emberasked.Tempêtesensedachangeinherriderandsnortedin

anticipation.

Barrowgrinned.“IfIsignalyou,justtrytocatchme.”
Easingthereins,BarrowletTempête’sstridelengthenuntilshewasabreastofLukasz’smare.Ember

couldseethetwoknightsspeaking,buttheirwordsweredrownedbythehorses’hoofbeats.

Thecommanderlaughed,andBarrowturnedinhissaddle.CatchingEmber’seye,Barrowpointedto

theroadahead.TempêteboltedbeforeBarrowhadfullyturnedtofacetheroad.Caberwentwildbeneath
Ember,andshesworeunderherbreath.

“Allright,lad,”shesaidthroughclenchedteethasCaberbucked,hisbacklegskickingatthesky.

“Let’schasethem.”

Sheloosenedthereins,andCaberstoppedthrashingbetweenstrides,startledtofindhenolonger

foughtEmberforcontrol.

“Goon!”shecalledtohim,leaningforward.“Lookhowfaraheadsheis!”
CaberbellowedandhishoovesshreddedthegroundashetookoffinpursuitofBarrowandTempête.

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KaelandLukaszgaveshoutsofencouragementasCabertorepasttheirmounts.Ontheroadahead,

Tempêteflashedlikelightning.Herspeedwasasimpressiveasthegracewithwhichsheran.Though
deadlyquick,herlimbsmovedfluidly,herbodyflowinglikeariver.Emberdidn’tknowifCaberwould
catchthefilly.

ButwhereTempêtewasbuiltforspeed,Caberwasdrivenbyprideanddetermination.Embercould

scarcelybelieveit,butstridebystride,hegainedground.LikeEmber,Barrowseemedtohaveassumedit
wouldbesometimebeforethepursuerscaughtthem.WhenCabergaveatrumpetingcallasheclosedon
Tempête’sflank,Barrow’sheadwhippedaroundinsurprise.

Laughingathisstartledexpression,EmberputherheelstoCaber,challengingthestalliontoovertake

Tempête.Thesilverfilly,equallyalarmedbythesuddenraceshe’dbecomepartof,snortedandputona
freshburstofspeed.ShepulledaheadofCaber,butherefusedtoconcede.CabermatchedTempête’s
strideuntilthefillyandstallionwererunningsidebyside,astormofhooves,manes,andtailswhipping
inthewind.

Theriderscrestedahill,horsesstillneckandneck,andBarrowfinallyreinedinTempête.Caber,who

wasmoreinterestedinkeepingclosetothesilverfillythancontinuingathisfuriousgallop,didn’tgive
Emberanytroubleassheslowedhim.Theycontinuedatamilderlope,thenatrot,andfinallyaneasy
walk.Caberwasabitlatheredfromtherun,butTempête,lookingasifshe’donlytakenaquickturn
aroundthepasture,showednosignsofweariness.

Barrowpulledonthereinsagain,bringingTempêtetoastopinthemiddleoftheroad.Helookedback

towardthehillthey’djusttopped.KaelandLukaszwerehiddenontheotherside.

“Goodrun,”Embersaid,abitbreathlesswiththeexhilarationoftheride.
Withasmile,BarrowmaneuveredTempêteclosetoCaberandthenreachedforEmber.Hedidn’tquite

pullherfromthesaddle,butalmost.Embercouldn’tworryaboutfallingfromherhorsewhenBarrow’s
armswerearoundherandhewasbendingtokissher.Hebracedheragainsthimwithonearmwhilehis
otherhandtangledinherhair.

EmberdroppedCaber’sreinssoshecouldrunherhandsoverBarrow’sneckandshoulders.Hiskiss

wasfullofthedesperateachethatovertookherlimbs.Sheneededtobeclosertohim.

Ashrillwhinnysounded,andBarrowwaspulledsuddenlyfromEmber’sarms.FortunatelyEmber

grabbedCaber’sreinsandrightedherselfinthesaddlebeforethestallionbegantopranceinacircle,
snortingatTempête.Fromthewayherearswerepinnedbackandhernostrilsflared,Embercouldonly
guessthatTempêtehadgrowntiredofstandingsoclosetoCaber.

“Whowon?”Kaelshoutedtothem.
Theircompanionshadjustcrestedthehillandlopeduptojointhem.
“Ithinkitwasadraw,”Barrowanswered,offeringEmberaknowingsmile.
Emberlaughed.“Thatsoundsaboutright.”
Settingoutatasteadylope,theirpartycontinuedthroughtheFrenchcountryside.Theymadeidle

chatterastheyrode,jokesandlaughteraccompanyingtherhythmichoofbeatsoftheirmounts.Asthesun
madeitsarcacrossthespringsky,watchingovertheirjourney,Embercouldalmostforgetthattheywere
exiles.

ThefirstshadowsofduskhadfallenwhentheChâteaudeLusignanrosebeforethem.Ember’sbreath

caught.She’dheardherfather’sextensiveboastsabouthowgrandhersister’smatchhadbeen,butEmber
hadtakenmostofhisclaimsasbluster.

She’dbeenwrong.
Thechâteauclaimedabroadswathofthecountryside.Fortifiedbyanouterwallandasecondinner

wallthatfeaturedbarbicantowers,thecastlewarnedawayintrudersandatthesametimeproclaimedthe
wealthandstandingofitsoccupants.

“Yoursistermarriedintogreatfortune,”Barrowobserved.

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AllEmbercoulddowasnod.TimidAgneswastheladyofthismassiveestate.Hadmarriageandthe

accompanyingresponsibilitieschangedhersister?HadAgnesfoundjoyinbecomingacountess?

ThechaosofrecenteventshadkeptEmberfromconsideringanythingotherthanherowncircumstance.

NowthatAgnes’shomelaybeforeher,Emberwaseagertobereunitedwithhersister.Thehappinessof
theirreunionwaspairedwithanewspringinghopethattheadvancementofhersister’spositionwould
meanAgnescouldgivethemrealaid.

“Thisbodeswellforus.”EmbervoicedherthoughtstoBarrow.“Mysisterremainsingoodstanding

withmyfather.Perhaps,learningofwhat’shappened,hewillrallytoourcause.”

“Yourfathercastshislotwiththephysicalworld,theworldofmen.”Barrowfrowned.“Notwiththe

mysticalwarwewage.Idoubthecanhelpus.”

“Hehaspowerfulfriends,”Emberpressed.“Evenifhealonecan’tprovideassistance,atleasthe

couldrallytheScottishnoblesagainstEira.”

Barrowstillseemeddoubtful,butLukaszspokeup.“Whateverhelpisoffered,wewillaccept

gratefully.”

Theyreachedtheouterwallsofthecastlejustastwilightovertookthesunset.Passingbythe

householdsthatwereclumpedbetweentheouterandinnerwalls,theymadetheirwaytothegatethatled
tothecount’smanor.Theestatebustledwithactivity.Servantshurriedabouttheirtasks.Theringingofa
blacksmith’shammercaughtEmber’sear.Firesroaredintheopenkitchens.Hensandroostersavoided
crossingpathswiththemassivehuntingdogsthatroamedthecourtyard.

WhenLukaszdismounted,therestofthepartyfollowedsuit.Thecommandercalledtoanearby

servant.Themanapproachedthetallknightapprehensively.Aftertheyexchangedafewwords,the
servanthurriedtothemanor.

“Shouldwefollow?”Emberasked.
“Ifwe’replayingatnobility,wemustwaittobeinvited,”Lukaszsaid.“Thecountshouldofferyouan

officialwelcomeandmakeashowofhishospitality.”

Kaelgrinned,rubbinghisstomach.“Ihopethatshowinvolvesaroastpheasant.”
Emberlaughed,therumbleofherownstomachremindingherthatdinnerwouldbeappreciated.
Themanordooropened,andEmberhandedherreinstoBarrow,expectingtorunintoAgnes’sopen

arms.Buthersisterdidn’tappear,onlyaman.HewasdressedmorefinelythantheservantwhomLukasz
hadsentintothegreathouse,butnotrichlyenoughtobethecount.

HewalkedstraighttoEmber.Athinmanwithaclose-clippedbeardandapinchedface.
ThoughEmberhadafaircommandofFrench,shewasstillrelievedwhenthecount’smanspoketoher

inEnglish.

“Hisexcellencywillnotseeyou,”hetoldher.SomuchdisdainfilledhisgazethatEmberhadtolook

away.ShesensedBarrowmovingcloser,loomingoverhershouldersoastoremindthemanservantthat
hecontendednotonlywithayounglady.

Lukaszcrossedtostandatherelbow.“LadyMorrowmeritsamoregraciouswelcomethanthis.Isyour

mastersolackinginmanners?”

Theservantsnorted,hislipscurling.
“Ifthecountisindisposed,Iunderstand,”Embersaidquickly.“Ionlywishtospeakwithmysister.”
Theservantthrusthischinout,hisfacesour.“Yoursisterisnothere.”
“Nothere?”Emberstaredathim.“Butshemustbe.She’sthecount’swife.Hashesenthertocourt?”
ThatAgnescouldhavegonetoParishadn’tcrossedEmber’smind.Shegroundherteeth,knowingthat

asideexcursiontotheFrenchcourtwasn’tpossible.

“TheladyAgnesisreturnedtoherhomeinScotland,”themancontinued.HebegantosmileatEmber,

hismouthtwistinginwickeddelight.“Onmylord’sweddingnight,hediscoveredtohishorrorthathis
bridewasnot…pure.”

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BarrowsteppedaroundEmber,menacingtheservant.“Takecarewithyourwords,sir,lestyoufind

yourselflackingatonguetospeakthem.”

TheFrenchmangrimaced,butdidn’tbackdown.“Mytonguespeaksonlythetruth.”Hesquintedat

Ember.“Yourfamilywastoodisgracedtotellyou?”

“Tellmewhat?”Emberasked,moreanxiousforhersister’swell-beingbytheminute.
“Yoursister,theladyAgnesMorrow,waswithchild.”
Emberrockedback,asiftheservanthaddeliveredablow.
Lukaszspokeinalow,dangeroustone.“Iwillaskthisbutonce:doyoubesmirchtheelderlady

Morrow’sname,orareyouspeakingthetruth?”

TheservanteyedLukasz’sheightandthehiltthatpeekedoverhisshoulders.“Idonodishonortothe

lady’sname,”hesaid.“Thatwasherowndoing.”

“Ember.”Barrowputanarmaroundhershoulders,seeingthatshe’dgoneweakintheknees.
AbitoftheFrenchman’shaughtydemeanorleftwhenhesawhowdistressedEmberwas.Clearinghis

throat,heofferedheraletter.

“Mymasterreceivedthisletterandnowgivesittoyou,forwhomitwasintended.”Withacurtbow,he

halfturnedtowardthemanor.“Andthatwillbetheextentofhishospitality.Youwillfindaninnonthe
roadleadingnorthfromthechâteau.Itshouldprovideaccommodationssuitableforyourparty.”

WhethertheirpurposenowlackeditsformerurgencyoroutofrespectforEmber’sshock,Lukaszled

themonataploddingpace.Emberdidn’trememberBarrowhelpingherintothesaddle,northewayhe
foldedCaber’sreinsintoherlefthand.Herrighthandclaspedtheunopenedlettertoherchest.

Emberhadlittlesenseofhowmuchtimepassedbeforetheyreachedtheinn,onlythattheeveninghad

growndark.Numbly,sheslidfromCaber’sback.BarrowguidedhertotheentrancewhileKaeland
Lukaszmadearrangementsforthehorses.SettlingEmberatatable,Barrowwenttospeaktothe
innkeeper.

Breakingtheletter’sseal,Emberopenedthepagesandrecognizedhersister’shandwriting.Theink

blurredasEmberstaredatthewords,tooafraidtoreadthemandknowwhathadbefallenAgnes.

Acupplunkedinfrontofheronthetable.
“Drinkthis,”Barrowsaid.
Emberstartedtoshakeherhead,herthirstandappetitesmotheredbyworry.
“Drinkit,Ember.”Hetooktheletterfromher,puttingthecupinitsplace.
Tooweariedtoargue,Embertookalargeswallowandimmediatelybegantocough.Theliquidburned

allthewaydownherthroatandlitafireinherbelly.

Wheezing,shepushedthecupawayandglaredatBarrow.
“Youweren’tsupposedtodrinkthatmuch,lass.”Hecouldn’tquitehidehissmile.“Butitdidthejob.”
Temptedtothrowtherestofthedrinkinhisface,Emberhadtoadmitthattheconcoctionhadpulledher

outofherstupor.“Whatisit?”

“Aquavitae,”Barrowanswered.“Muchstrongerstuffthanwine.Youneededabitofajolt.”
KaelandLukaszjoinedthematthetable.Emberglancedaroundthesmallinn.Themainfloorhelda

clusteroftablesandchairs,onlyoneotherofwhichwasoccupied.Theclothesofthepairofmensitting
theresuggestedtheyweremerchants.Alargefireplacewarmedandcheeredtheroom,andtheairhelda
pleasantmixofscents:spice,smoke,andhops.

Theinnkeeperappearedattheirtablewithaplatterofcoldroastduckandapitcherofale.Theyate

quietly.Whenthemeatwasgoneandtheyweresippingattheircupsofale,Barrowplacedtheletterin
frontofEmber.

“You’llhavetoreadit,”hesaid.“Wecan’ttarryinLusignanwhenthecountoffersnosanctuary.”
Embernodded,thoughherheartwashardandcoldinherchest.Shebegantoread.Soonherhands

wereshaking.Thepagesdroppedfromherhandsandtearsescapedfromthecornersofhereyes.

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“Youmusttelluswhathastakenplace,”Lukaszsaidtoherquietly.“Whetheritconcernsourfateor

simplytounburdenyourspirit.”

Coveringherfacewithherhands,Embersqueezedhereyestight,willingherselftospeakthroughher

horror.

“Shecarriesanillegitimatechild,”Embertoldthem,“andmyfatherhascastheroutofhishouse.”
“Hecastouthisownchild?Whereisshenow?”Kaelasked,hisusualmirthreplacedbyoutrage.“Is

shedestitute?Withoutshelterorsustenance?”

WhenEmberanswered,shelookeddirectlyatBarrow.“AgneshasgonetoTearmunn.”
Lukaszbowedhishead.“Shewritestoyouasahostage,then.”
“No.”Embertriedtokeephervoicesteady.“Shespeaksonlyofthecareshe’sbeengiven…by

Alistairinparticular.”

Sheglancedatthepagesagain.“ThechildwasfatheredbyAlistair’selderbrotherHenry.”
AgrowlofdisgusteruptedfromBarrow’sthroat.“DoesAlistairhopetoprotecthisbrotherfrom

dishonor?”

FrowningatBarrow,Embersaid,“AgnessayslittleofHenry,onlythatshewenttoTearmunnwith

nothingandhasbeentreatedasifsheretainshernoblestation.”

Emberhesitated,thenquietlyshesaid,“MysisteraskswhenIreturntoTearmunn.Sheisafraidand

heartbrokenandbegsformypresence.”

“No.”Barrowstaredatherinalarm.
“Sheismysister,”Emberreplied.“Andshehaswanderedunknowingintoalion’sden.Imustgoto

her.”

Lukaszcoveredherhandwithhis.“Considerthis,Ember.Yoursistermighthavebeencoercedinto

puttingthesewordstothepage.Whatiftheletterisonlyasnaresetforyou?”

“Yes,”Barrowsaidurgently.“Lukaszspeaksreason,Ember.Takeheed.”
“IknowAgneswell.”EmberpulledherhandfromLukasz’s.“Thesearethesecretsandsorrowsofher

heart.Theletterisnotatrap.”

“Thatdoesn’tmeanthatherwelcomeatTearmunnisnotaploytolureyouback,”Kaelargued.
Embersighed.“Ican’targuewiththat,butitdoesn’tchangethatshehasgonetothekeepandImust

follow.”

“Why?”Barrowdemanded.“Howcanyouaidyoursisterbyputtingyourselfindanger?”
Loweringhergaze,Emberspokesoftly.“Iwon’tbeindanger.NotifIreturnonapremisebesidesthat

ofsisterhood.”

“Forwhatotherreasonwouldyouputyourselfinthehandsofourenemy?”Kaelaskedher.
FixinghereyesonLukasz,butnotdaringtolookatBarrow,Embersaid,“ForthereasonsthatAlistair

wishes.Thereasonshedidn’ttakemebacktoTearmunnbyforcethenighthehunteduswithwolvesof
fire.”

“Youcan’tbeserious,”Barrowhissedthroughhisteeth.
“Therecouldbemoretogainherethanmysister’swell-being.”Embercontinuedtospeaktothe

commander,thoughshecouldfeeltheweightofBarrow’sgaze.

Lukasznodded,andshewenton.“We’vebeencutofffromTearmunn,andJérômetellsusthatEira’s

influenceisspreadingwellbeyondourhome.WithoutsupportfromtheothersitesofConatus,youhave
nomeanstocommunicatewiththosewithinTearmunnwhowouldresistEira.”

“Cianwillfindawayintime,”Lukasztoldher,butEmberheardtheedgeofdoubtinhisvoice.“She’ll

sendword…somehow.”

“Butsoonenough?”Emberpressed.“Eiraworksquickly.Whilewehide,sheralliesmoretoherside.

IfIgotoTearmunn,Icanserveasanenvoytoourallieswithinthekeep.”

“Andhowwillyousendwordtous,”Kaelasked,“whentheotherscannot?”

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“Theyknownotwhereyouare,orwhatyoudo,”Emberanswered.“Ialreadyhavethemeanstoreach

you—throughJérôme’ssisterinLaRochelle.Ithinkyoushouldreturntothecityandseekrefugeinher
home.Ifshe’salreadyassistingJérôme,itseemsunlikelythatshe’dturnyouaway.”

Quietovertookthetable.Glancingateachman’sface,Embercouldtellshe’dconvincedLukasz,Kael

remaineduneasy,andBarrowwasalostcause.

Whenshecouldbearthesilencenolonger,Embersaid,“InthemorningIridetoCernon.Oncethere,

I’llinformJérômeofwhat’shappenedandinquireabouthissisterprovidingyoushelter.”

“Youwantustohideinamerchant’shousewhileyouthrowyourselfintothefire?”Barrowsaid

angrily.

Embersteeledherselfbeforeshereplied.“Youwon’tjustbehiding.YouwillbeworkingwithJérôme

toconsolidatearesistance.Whenyou’reready,wecanmoveagainstEira.Youfromwithout,Ifrom
within.”

“YouarenottheTrojanhorse,Ember,”Barrowtoldher.
“Thisismywill,”Emberanswered,holdinghisgaze.
Lukasztookadeepbreath.“Barrow,Iknowitpainsyou,butEmberisright.Weneedawayinto

Tearmunn,tounderstandwhatEiraisplanning.”

“Isn’tthatwhyFatherMichaelandCianremained?”Barrowsaid,fistsclenching.“AndwhatofFionn

andLora?”

“Theyknownotwhetherwesurvivedthejourney,”Kaelinterrupted.
“Andwedon’tknowwhathasbefallenthem,”Lukaszcontinued,noddingatKael.“Haveyousosoon

forgottenthatwewerepursuedontheverynightwefledthekeep?Ourrebellionwasdiscoveredbefore
itbegan.Ourfriendsmaybeimprisoned,orworse.”

Barrowpushedhischairbackfromthetable,slamminghiswayouttheinn’sdoorwithoutanother

word.

LukaszandKaelexchangedalonglook.
“I’llgoafterhim,”Kaelsaid,standingup.“Youwouldn’tthinkit,butBarrowhassomethingofa

penchantfordrama.”

HepattedEmber’sshoulder.“You’reabravelass,LadyMorrow.”
Emberofferedhimaweaksmile.She’dspokenwithcertitude,butnowthatBarrowhadstormedout

andtheimplicationsofherwordsweresinkingin,Emberbegantofeelmuchlessthancapableof
followingthepathshe’dsetforherself.

“Hedoesn’t,youknow.”Thecommander’svoicebroughtEmberbacktothetable.
“What?”Sherubbedhertiredeyes,hopingtoclearherthoughts.
Lukaszsmiled.“Haveapenchantfordrama.Neitherishequicktoanger.Barrowfearsforyou,thatis

all.”

“Idon’tmeantohurthim,”Embersaid.
“Heknowsthat.”Lukaszstoodup,leavingheratthetable,andwenttospeakwiththeinnkeeper.

Embertoyedwithheremptycup,wonderingifsheshouldfollowKaelandtrytoreasonwithBarrow.

Lukaszreturnedtohischair,pressinganironkeyintoherhand.“Yourroomisupstairs—thekeyopens

thewesternmostdoor.Andtheinnkeeper’sdaughterwillbringacoppertubandheatedwatersoyoucan
bathe.”

Embershookherhead.“Idon’tneedsuchfinetreatment.”
“Westilltravelasyourladyship’sretinue,”Lukasztoldher.“It’swiserthatwekeepupthat

appearance.”

“IfI’mtoreachCernontomorrow,Imustriseearly.”EmberroseandtookLukasz’shand.“I’llsay

goodnightnow.”

“Goodnight,LadyMorrow.”Lukaszclaspedherfingers.“AndrememberKael’swords.”

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“Whatwerethose?”Emberasked,thinkingofKael’sjests.
“You’reverybrave,”heanswered.“Ithinkwemaysoonalloweyourcourageagreatdebt.”
Takingleaveofthecommander,Emberclimbedthestairsandwenttoherroom.Likethesimple

comfortoftheinn’smainfloor,herchamberwassparelyappointedwithabedandatablewithasingle
chair.She’dnosoonersettledontotheedgeofthebedthanatentativeknockbroughthertothedoor.

Openingit,shewasgreetedbyagirlnomorethantenyearsofage.Alittlebitofherbrownhair

peekedoutfrombeneaththekerchiefthatcoveredherhead.ShelookedupatEmberwithlargeeyesanda
shysmile.

Embersteppedbackandthegirlcarriedinacoppertubhalfasbigasshewas.Aftersettingthetub

down,shetookabundlefrominsidethebasinandsetitonthefloor.ThegirlgaveEmberafoldedcloth
thatshe’dheldtuckedunderherarmandthenhurriedfromtheroom,returningafewminuteslaterwitha
pailofsteamingwater.Thegirlpouredthescaldingwaterintothetub.Afterseveraltripsbackandforth,
thetubheldsufficientwaterforbathing.

Thegirllookedatthefulltub,theclothbundle,andthenatEmber.WhenEmbersmiledandnodded,the

girlbeamed,gavealittlecurtsy,andlefttheroom,swingingherpail.

Aloneandexhausted,Emberfoughtherwayoutoftheheavybrocadegownandslippedoffher

chemise.Shesteppedintothecoppertubandthenknelt.ThesteamingwatercoveredEmbertoherwaist.
Goosefleshroseonherarmsfromthechilloftheroomonherbareskin,whileherlowerbodybaskedin
thebath’sheat.Reachingoverthesideofthetub,Embercollectedtheboundcloth,unwrappingitto
revealaroughlumpofsoap.Despiteitsmisshapenappearance,whenEmbersniffedthesoap,shefoundit
burstingwiththescentoflavender.

Embersettoscrubbingherselffromheadtotoe,washingawaydaysoftravelbylandandsea.Withher

skinfreeofdirtandherhairheavy,soppingwet,foramomentEmberletherbodymelt,forgettingthe
fearsandstrainsthatshestillcarried.Thetubwasn’tlargeenoughforhertoliedown,butsheleaned
over,restingherforearmsalongthecurvededgeofthebathandlayingherforeheadagainstthem.Steam
caressedherface,andshetookdeepbreathsofthecleansinghotair.

Anotherreluctant-soundingknockatthedoorrousedEmberfromherdreamyrepose.Assumingthatthe

girlhadreturnedtoseeifEmberwasthroughwiththetub,orpossiblyifshewantedmorewaterheated,
Emberstoodup,gatheredtheplainsheetoflinenthegirlhadprovided,andgaveherselfacursorydrying.
Wrappingherbodyinthecloth,Emberwenttothedoor.

“Whoisit?”
“Barrow.”
Emberglancedoverhershoulderatherdiscardeddress,butswiftlyabandonedtheideaofputtingiton.

Sheopenedthedooronlyslightly,keepingherselfhiddenbehindit.

“Ember?”Barrowasked,stillinthehall.
“Comeinquickly,”shesaid,pullingthedooropenabitfarther.
Barrowsteppedinside,andEmberclosedthedoorafterhim.Hisbrowwasfurroweduntilhelooked

ather.Barrow’ssurprisewasquicklyreplacedbyamischievoushalfsmile.

“Ihadabath,”Embersaid,straighteningsoshe’dlookmoredignified.Asdignifiedasshecouldwhen

wearingonlyasheetofundyedlinen.

Barrowansweredgravely,thoughhiseyesdancedwithmirth.“Icanseethat.”
Hetookasteptowardher,butEmberbackedaway.Shehadn’tforgottenhisangrydeparturefromtheir

table.Hiswordshadleftastingthatstillfestered.

WatchingEmber’sdefensivemovement,Barrowalsotookastepback.Hisgazeavoidedherwarning

glare.“I’msorry.”

“Forwhat?”Emberasked.Shedidn’twanthisapologyifhethoughtshe’dsomehowrevertedto

playingthepartofanoblemaidwhowasoffendedbyhisadvances.

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“Forlettingmyloveforyoubecomepossession,”hetoldher.Hisvoicewasquiet,regretful.“WhatI

desirecan’tstandinthewayofthegreaterpurposeweserve.”

Liftinghiseyestomeethers,Barrowsaid,“Iwon’tlietoyou.Idon’twanttoseeyoudothis.”
“Iknow,”Emberanswered.“ButyouunderstandwhyImust?”
Henodded,andshewenttohim.BarrowfoldedEmberinhisarms,restinghischeekagainstherwet

hair.Heheldherquietlyforsometime,butwhenshefelthimtense,Emberasked,“Whatisit?”

“I’mafraidmyjealousyisabeastIfinddifficulttotame,”hesaidwithasigh.
Embersteppedback,liftingherhandtotouchhisface.“Youhavenothingtobejealousof.”
Hiseyesweretightwithstrain,andEmber’sfingersslidalongthetensesetofhisjaw.“Tellmewhat’s

troublingyou.IsitsomethingmorethanmyreturntoTearmunn?”

“It’swhatthatreturnmeansforyou,”Barrowtoldher.Hisarmstightenedaroundherback.
Shesmiledathim.“Idon’tthinkI’llbeinasmuchdangerasyoubelieve.Peoplewouldalwaysrather

seemeasaspoilednobleman’sdaughterthanasoldier.AllIhavetodoisbewhatJérômethinksIam.”

“Thatdoesn’tworryme.”Barrowcontinuedtoholdherclose,buthelookedawayfromher.
“Thenwhatdoes?”
“Alistair.”Barrow’steethwereclenchedwhenhespoketheotherknight’sname,makingtheword

soundlikeagrowl.

Emberstartedtolaugh,butwhenshesawfearinBarrow’savertedeyes,shestopped.Risingtoher

tiptoes,shekissedhischeekandwhisperedinhisear,“YouhavenothingtofearfromAlistair.”

“NotI.You.”OneofBarrow’shandscameuptocradleherhead.“Ifearforyou.”
ThoughapartofEmberwantedtopushhimawayandlaughagain,thewayheheldhersentacool

pricklingoffearthroughherveins.

“Why?”ShewrappedherarmsaroundBarrow’sneck,lettingthefulllengthofherbodypressintohim.
Barrowwassilent,hisarmsstrongaroundhersothat,whilehertoesbrushedtheground,shewasno

longerstandingonherown.

“Tellme.”Shecurledherfingersinhisdarkhair.
“Ember,yougotohimwithwordsofloveonyourtongue.Ofloyaltytohiscause.”Barrowsether

downandwalkedaway.Foramoment,Emberworriedhewouldleave,butheturnedbacktofaceher,
andshesawhowashenhisfacewas.

“Whatwillyoudowhenheseekstoclaimtheloveyouoffer?”
RatherthanwalkingtoBarrow,Emberwenttothebed.Shesettledonit,keepingthelinensheet

wrappedaroundherbodyandtuckingherlegsbeneathher.

“Iunderstandyourfears,butIwouldtrytoassuagethem.”
Barrowstayednearthedoor,frowningather.
“Please,comesitwithme.”Emberheldoutherhand,andBarrowcametothebed.Hetookherhand,

sittingontheedgeofthefeather-stuffedtickbutnotmovingtoembraceher.

Holdinghisfingersinatightclasp,Embersaid,“IwillgivehimonlywhatImusttopersuadehimof

mylove,butnothingmore.”

Staringatthefloor,Barrowaskedinahoarsewhisper,“Andwhatdoyouthinkthatwillbe?”
“Sweetwords,”Embersaidquietly.“Briefembracesandlightkisses.”
Barrowshookhishead.“IworrythatyouunderestimateAlistair’sobsessionwithyou.Hesoughtyour

bedbeforeyouwerewilling.”

“Ihaven’tforgotten,”Emberanswered.“Iwillneverforget,norwillIgiveAlistairanychanceto

attemptsuchfolly.”

“Thenhowwillyou—”Barrowlookedather,frowning.
“Twothingsworkinmyfavor,”Embertoldhim.“ThefirstisAgnes.Herillegitimatechild,fatheredby

Alistair’sownbrother,offerssoundreasonformenottosharemybedwithhimbeforemarriage.The

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secondismyownvirtue.AsIwillhavereembracedmyroleasapropernoblewoman,thatservesthe
samepurposeasmysister’smisfortune.”

AlittlecolorreturnedtoBarrow’sface.“Andyouthinkhe’llbepersuaded?”
“Ido.”
Barrowdroppedhishead,coveringhiseyeswithhishands.“Idon’twantthis.IwishIcouldbe

strongerforyou,Ember.ButI’mnot.”

Embercrawledtohimandrestedherchinonhisshoulder.“Iwouldbemoretroubledifyousentmeto

Alistairwithacheerfulheartandgoodtidings.”

AlowsoundrumbledfromBarrow’sthroatthatEmberslowlyrealizedwaslaughter.Whenheturnedto

lookather,hewassmiling.

“Youhaveamarvelousspirit,”hesaid.“LikenoneI’veeverknown.”
Emberleanedin,kissinghim.Hisarmscamearoundherwaist,andshetangledherfingersinhishair

whilehertonguetastedthesweatandspiceofhisjawandneck.

Barrow’svoicewastightwhenhesaid,“Icantarryhere.Orfindaroomofmyown.”
“IfyouthinkIwillspendthisnightwithoutyou,youareafool.”Ember’slipsreturnedtohis.
“Hopefullynotafool,”heanswered,withaslightsmile.“ButIknowtoowellthatmypenchantfor

jealousymakesmeweakwhenImustbestrong.”

“Meaning?”Emberfrowned.
“Iwouldstaywithyou,”Barrowtoldher.“Butweshouldseeksleep.Ifyoukissmeagain,Iwillbe

tootemptedtotakethingsfurtherthanwedare.”

Embernodded,atightnessgrippingherlimbs.Thoughshedidn’tvoiceherthoughts,Emberknewshe

couldn’tovercomethatsametemptation.ShealsoknewBarrowthoughtherresolvegreaterthanitwas.A
partofEmberhadhopedhewouldsharethislastnightmakinglovetoher,possessingherashewantedto
beforeshewenttoTearmunnprofessingafalselove.

Butthosewereimpulsesshecouldn’tgiveinto.Asmuchasshewantedhim,Emberreluctantly

concededherowndesires’defeat.Whatlayaheadborefarmoreimportthanindulginginonenight’s
passion.

SoEmberletBarrowpulltheheavyfursovertheirbodies.Shestayedwrappedinherlinensheet.He

slippedoffhisboots,butotherwiseremainedclothed.Theironeconcessiontolovewastheintimacyof
theirslumber.AsEmber’seyesclosed,shecouldfeelBarrow’sbreathonthebackofherneck.Hisbody
curledaroundthelengthofhers,andhisarmheldherclose.Shetwinedherfingerswithhis.

“Iloveyou,”Emberwhispered,frowningatthestrangeechoshethoughtshe’dheard.Untilsherealized

thatBarrowhadwhisperedthesamewordsinherearwithinthesamebreathshe’dspokenthem.

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BOSQUE’STASKOFFEREDAlistairawelcomedistraction,butitwasn’talwaysenough.Though
he’dsethimselftospendinglonghoursinthescribes’quarters,jottingnotesandsketchingvisionsofhis
ultimategoal,hismindstillfoundoccasiontowanderuntilitcameuponEmber.

He’dmadeanefforttoavoidconfrontinghisworstfearsabouther.AsEirasentheremissariesto

entreattheircounterpartsacrossEuropeandAsiatojoinher,they’dhadafewreportsaboutwhatmight
havebefallenthesmallbandofrebelswhofledTearmunn.Arashofshipwreckshadplaguedthewestern
Europeancoast,withthefewsurvivorsrelatingstrangetalesoftheirdoomedvoyages.Somespokeofa
terribleseamonsterthatattackedtheirship,whileothersrecalledonlyamaelstromsuddenlyappearing
beneaththeirvessel,thevortexpullingthecrewandpassengersintoawaterydeathspiral.

Thestoriesofchaosanddeathabounded,butnoreportsofstrandedknightsappearedintheflurryof

news,leavingAlistairtowonderaboutEmber’sfate.Settinghisquillonthedesk,Alistairstretchedhis
armsback.Hismuscleshadgrownsorefrommaintainingahunchedpositionsolong.

“Interestingwork.”
Alistairgaveayelp.Hehadn’theardBosqueenterthelibrary,butnowthetallmanwasleaningover

hisshoulder,peeringatthedrawingsAlistairhadscratchedoutonalengthofvellum.

Recoveringhimself,AlistairturnedtofaceBosque.“Willyousit?IhavesomeideasI’dliketoshare

withyou.”

“I’dbehonored.”Bosquesettledintothescribe’sdesknexttoAlistair’s.
AlistairhandedBosqueasheetofnoteshe’dalreadycutfromthevellumscroll.Hewaitedwhile

Bosque’seyesflittedoverthepage.

“Anambitiousplan.”
“Butpossible.”AlistairconsideredputtinghiswordstoBosqueasaquestion,buthaddecidedtodoso

wouldmakehimsounddoubtfulabouthiswork.

“Yes.”Bosquesetthepageonthedesk.“Whatdoyouneedfromme?”
Pickingupthequill,Alistairstrokedthelengthoftheswanfeathertocalmhisnerves.“Ifyou’vefound

anyoftheclericswhohaveswornfealtytoEiraparticularlyskilled,I’dliketohavetheirnames.”

Bosquenodded,butwatchedAlistairexpectantly.
Ofcourseheknowsthat’snotall,Alistairthought.Bosquehadanuncannyabilitytosensethingsthat

remainedunsaid.

“And…”Alistair’smouthhadgonedry.“Yourblood.”
ThoughAlistairhadn’tknownwhatreactiontoexpect,hedidn’tknowwhattosaywhenBosquesimply

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tiltedhishead,asthoughamused.

“It’sthekeytotheirhealing,”Alistaircontinued,tappinghisquillonthepage.
“Iunderstand,”Bosquereplied.“That’sveryclever.”
Alistairduckedhisheadinrespect.“Thankyou,LordMar.”
Rising,Bosquesaid,“Hamishhasconsiderablepower,buthasbeendisconsolatesincelosinghis

abilitytoweave.Heneedsanewfocusforhismagics.Iwillsendhimtoyou.”

Bosqueplacedhishandsbehindhisback,takingaturnaroundthedesk.“Youshouldfindsomewhereto

putyourenchantmentsthroughtrials.Itshouldbehidden.I’dsuggestthecatacombsbeneaththechapel.
FatherMichaelcanshowyoutheentrance;itisknownonlytoafewwithinthekeep.”

“I’dliketobeginthetrials,”Alistairsaid,gazingatthesketchhe’djustfinished.HeglancedatBosque

andhisheartconvulsedwithfear.“Butwho—”

BosqueansweredbeforeAlistairhadfinishedhisquestion.“Thestockadeshavebeguntofillwith

thosewhosereluctancetojoinushasmadethemsuspect.Startthere.”

“Wedon’tneedthemforquestioning?”Alistairasked.
“I’llsendyouthosewhohavenothingtoofferusbutcannotbetrustedtogofree,”Bosquetoldhim.

“Theyareprisonersnowandwillremainprisonersunderyour…care.Bepreparedtoreceivethemon
themorrow.”

Alistairstoodandgaveaquickbow.“Iwill,mylord.”
AshepassedAlistairtodepartthelibrary,Bosquesaid,“I’mpleasedyoudidn’tlimityourvision.

Ambitionisthefertilesoilinwhichtruepowercanbecultivated.”

WhenBosquewasgone,Alistairsettledbackintothedesk.Hefoundhecouldn’treturnimmediatelyto

hisdrawing,duetotheshakingofhishands.Itwasn’tfearthatcausedthetremorthroughhislimbs,but
excitementcracklingbeneathhisskin.NotonlyhadBosquebeenpleasedwithhiswork,buthebelievedit
wouldcometofruition.

Myvision.Mycreation.
Liftinghisstill-tremblinghand,Alistairdelicatelytouchedtheimageonthevellum.Ataglance,the

sketchmighthaveappearedtobesomeone’sdreamofstrangeknightswhorodetowaruponwolves.

ButwolfmountswerenotwhatAlistairaimedtocreate.Notatall.
Alistairopenedandclosedhisfingersseveraltimes,hopingtostillthem.
“LordHart!”Aservantburstintothelibrary.“LordHart!Youmustcome!”
Jumpingtohisfeet,Alistairrushedtomeetthebreathlessservant.“Whatisit?”
“Inthearmory,”theboypanted.“Aportalhasopened.”
“Fromwhere?”Alistairasked.Hegrabbedtheboy’sshirt,tugginghimalongashemadequickstrides

throughthemanor.

“Theydidn’ttellme,”theservantanswered.
Alistairgruntedinfrustration,hismindarushofpossibilities.Eirahadbeenwaitingforaportalto

open.Theywouldsendagroupofemissariesthrough,tocontinuetheworkthatthefirstenvoyshad
begun.NolongerabletoopenportalsatTearmunn,they’dbeenforcedtorelyonconventionalmeansof
travel,slowingtheirabilitytoreachthefurthestoutpostsofConatus.

“HasLadyEirabeenalerted?”Alistairaskedastheycrossedthecourtyard.
Theboywheezed,tryingtocatchhisbreath.“Ithinktheysentanotherservant.”
“Ifyoudon’tknowforcertain,thenmakesure.”Alistairletgooftheboyandshovedhiminthe

directionofthemanor.“Gotothegreathall.”

Theservantdartedaway,andAlistairbrokeintoarun.Heslammedhiswaythroughthebarracks,

ignoringthestartledcriesoftheservantsheplowedoverasheboltedtothearmory.

Aclusterofguardsandclericshadgatheredthere,andAlistairhadtopushhiswaythroughthemto

reachtheportal.Hestoppedwhenhereachedtheedgeofthecrowd,pausingtotakeintheshimmering

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doorway.Twoguardswithweaponsdrawnhadtakenupsentinelpostsoneachsideoftheportal.They
stoodupabitstraighterwhenAlistairapproached.

“Whendiditopen?”Alistairaskedthem.
“Abouttenminutesago,”oneoftheknightsanswered.“LadyEira’sorderswerefollowed—twoofthe

Guardwentthroughsotheportalwouldnotbeclosed.”

“Verygood.”Alistairgazedatthegleamingdoor.“Hasanyonecomethrough?”
Theotherknightshookhishead.“Notfromtheirsideyet.Isuspecttheappearanceoftwoofoursonthe

othersidethemomentthedoorwasopenshockedthem,andtheywantedtoknowwhy.Ourmenwill
explainquicklyenough.”

“Whereisit?”Peeringatthedoor,Alistaircouldseethehazyimageofaroomnotunlikethemany

hallsofTearmunn,butnoidentifyingdetailswereinview.

“I’mnotsure,mylord,”theknightanswered.
AknightwearingtheConatustabardcameintosightontheothersideofthedoor,followedbya

hooded,cloakedfigure.Alistairsteppedback,makingwayforthetravelerstopassthroughtheportal.

Whentheknightemergedinthearmory,heeyedthegatheredcrowdandhistwoarmedcounterparts

withsurprise.

“Havethingsgonesobadlyherethatyouexpectenemiestocomethroughourportals?”theknight

asked,hiswordsinflectedwithaheavyFrenchaccent.

Alistairsteppedforward.“Notso,myfriend.Wearewell.IamLordHart,commanderoftheGuardat

Tearmunn.”

TheFrenchman’smouthtwitchedwhenAlistairnamedhimselfcommander,buthedidn’tofferareply.
“MayIhaveyourname?”Alistairpushedhiscloakback,puttinghisswordhiltinplainview.
“JérômeFauré,oftheCernonGuard,”theknightanswered.“Itookituponmyselftoconductalostsoul

backtoyourkeep.”

Jérômemovedaside,beckoningtothehoodedfigurewaitingontheothersideoftheportal.Fromthe

swayofthestranger’ships,AlistairtookJérôme’scompaniontobeawoman.

“Whoseeksus?”AlistairaskedJérôme,frowningasthewomanpassedthroughtheshimmeringdoor.

Hercloakandhoodflaredwithlightassheleftthedoor.

Frombeneaththeshadowofthehood,sheansweredAlistair,“Afriend.”
ThoughthevoicewasfamiliarenoughtomakeAlistair’sthroatconstrict,hisheartdidn’tdaretohope

untilslenderhandspushedbacktheheavywoolhood.

EmbersanktoherkneesbeforeAlistairandbegantoweep.

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AGNESHADALWAYSBEENmorelikelytocrythanEmber,butnowEmberfounditalltooeasyto
summontears.She’dbeensavingthem.

AteachmomentbeforeshesteppedthroughtheportaltoTearmunn,Emberhadheldbackherever-

wellingsorrow.Whenshe’ddisentangledherselffromBarrow’sarmsbeforesunlighttouchedtheirroom
attheinn,Emberhadbittenbacktears.Ridingawayfromhercompanions,she’dswallowedthehard
stoneinherthroat.MeetingJérômeatCernon,she’dconveyedtheeventsatChâteaudeLusignanandher
plantoreturntoTearmunnwithoutgivinganysignofherdistress.

Butnowshewashere,facingAlistair,whoneededtobelievethatshecamebacktohimfullofremorse

andperhapsevenshame.SoEmberclosedhereyesandcalledupeachmomentoffearandsorrowthat
hauntedher.Andthetearscame.

Throughherblurredvision,EmberlookedupatAlistair,buthestoodfrozen,staringather.
Emberbowedherhead,suddenlyterrifiedthatshe’dpresumedtoomuchfeelingonAlistair’spart.

Whatifinthespaceofdayssincehe’dlethergo,he’dregrettedhisdecision?Whatifhisbriefmomentof
empathyhadturnedintowrath,andallhewouldofferEmbernowwasretribution?

Asshechokedonasobprovokedbyhernewbornfear,Emberfelthandsgrasphershoulders.
Alistairhelpedherstand.“Itdoesn’tbefitaladyofyourstationtogrovellikeaservant.”
Hiswordswereflat,makingEmberclutchathercloak,heranxiousfingersdiggingintothewool.
Bendingclosetoher,Alistairaskedinalowvoice,“Whyhaveyoucomehere,LadyMorrow?”
EmberdrewAgnes’sletterfromherpocket,givingittoAlistair.“IwenttoChâteaudeLusignanand

wasgiventhis.”

Alistairtooktheparchmentfromherhand.“YouwenttoLaRochelle.”
“Mylord.”JérômedrewAlistair’sattention.“Iwouldreturntomydutiesifyouwilltaketheladyinto

yourcare.”

“Youmayreturn,”Alistairtoldhim.“Buttheportalmustremainopenuntilyoureceiveotherorders.”
Jérômefrowned,glancingattheopendoorwaybehindhim.“LordHart,theclericscannotsustaina

portalforlong.Itsverypresencedrawsfromtheirspirit.”

“I’mawareofthat.”AlistairgaveJérômeahardlook.“Theorderstands.”
Squaringhisshoulders,Jérômeasked,“DoesTearmunngiveorderstoallofConatusnow?”
Embertensed,knowingshecouldn’trisktryingtowarnJérômeoffhislineofquestions.Shesilently

willedthathewouldabandonhisrebellioustonebeforedoinghimselfharm.

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“NotTearmunn.”Awoman’sclear,strongvoicefilledthearmory.Thecrowdmassedaroundtheportal

parted,openingapathforEira.“Theordersaremine.”

ToEmber,LadyEirahadalwaysbeenfierceandintimidating,butinthetimeEmberhadbeenaway

fromTearmunn,thosecharacteristicshadbeenamplifiedtenfold.

ThewarriorwomanoftheCircledrewalleyesasshestrodetotheportal.Herbearingwasimperious,

hereyessharperthanahawk’s.AthershoulderstoodatallmanwhoseappearancestruckEmberas
nagginglyfamiliar,butshecouldn’trecallwhereshewouldhaveseenhimbefore.Hishairwasdarkas
freshlyturnedearth,whichemphasizedthegreen-goldtonesofhisoliveskin.Hisfacewashard,sharp
linesandafull,sensuousmouth.AndhiseyeswereonEmber.Silvereyesthatstoppedherbreath.

Besidethem,Jérômebowedlow.“MyladyEira.AllConatusmarvelsatyourdeeds.”
“Dothey?”Eira’ssmilewasknifethin.SheplacedherhandonAlistair’selbow.“Iseeyou’vemetmy

commander,LordAlistairHart.”

“Yes,mylady.”JérômeofferedacursorybowtoAlistair.“Iapologize,mylord.Asyouwereunknown

tome,Itreatedyourwordswithreservation.IfI’dknownyourorderscamefromLadyEira,Iwouldnot
havequestionedthem.”

AlistairmetJérôme’swordswithsilence,butEiraanswered,“Thesesmallconfusionswilldoubtless

happeninsuchatumultuoustimeforourorder.”

“Indeed,”Jérômereplied.
“TellyourCirclethatIwillonlykeeptheportalopenlongenoughtosendanenvoythroughtoCernon,”

EiratoldJérôme.“Theywillbereadywithinthehour.”

Jérômebowedagain.“Iwillgivethemyourmessage.”
“Myorders,”Eirasaid.
“Ofcourse.”WithoutlookingatEmber,Jérômereturnedtothedoorway.
WiththeFrenchknightgone,EiralookedfromAlistairtoEmber.
“LadyMorrow,”Eirasaidquietly,“Ihadn’texpectedtoseeyouagain.”
Emberduckedherheadandtriedtogatherherthoughts.Herpulsewasfrenzied.She’dhopedtohave

sometimetopersuadeAlistairofthereasonsforherreturnbeforeshefacedEira.KnowingthatEira
respondedfavorablytostrengthoverfragility,EmberforcedherselftolookdirectlyintoEira’seyes.

“Ihavereturnedtoreapwhatevermyactionshavesown,”Embersaid,hopingthesteadinessofher

voicecontrastedwithhertear-streakedfacetopresentanimageofremorseandcourage.“Forgoodor
ill.”

“Wewerequitegrievedwhenyouleftus,”Eirareplied.“Whatcouldhaveledyoutosuchareckless

act?”

Emberkeptherchinlifted.“IwasmisledbythoseIplacedmytrustin.Iwaswrong.”
Smiling,Eiraraisedherhand,commandingthosegatheredinthearmorytolisten.“Speakagain,Ember,

foralltohear.”

Theroomfellsilent.Ember’sfistsclenched,butshespokeloudly.“Ifledthiskeepinthecompanyof

menwhospokeillofLadyEira.InthetimeI’vebeenawayfromTearmunn,myhome,I’vepaiddearlyfor
thissinagainstLadyEiraandConatus,andI’vereturnedinthehopesofabsolution.”

“Absolutionrequirespenance,”thetallmanbehindEirasaid,andEmbershiveredunderthesilverlight

inhiseyes.

Sheforcedherselftoanswerhim.“ThenIshalldopenance.”ShelookedatEira.“Asmylady

commands.”

AftergivingEmberameasuredgaze,Eirasaid,“I’llconsideryourwords,butfornowyouareLord

Hart’scharge.”

Embercurtsied,andEiratookAlistair’sarm,pullinghimasideintoaquietconversation.Keepingher

headbowed,Emberstaredatthearmoryfloor,butallthewhileshecouldfeelthetallstranger’seyes

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uponher.

Thensuddenlysheknewhewascloser,standingnotahandbreadthaway.
“LordHartspeakshighlyofyou.”Hisvoicewaslowandrich.
Withoutlookingathim,Embersaid,“Thenhedoesmehonor.”
Aquietlaugh,witharingassilverashiseyes,floatedaroundEmber’shead.“Iwonder,LadyMorrow,

willyoushowhimhonor?”

Startledbyhisquestion,Emberlookedup,onlytobemetbyhiseyes,whichflaredlikelightning.The

strangerdidn’tspeakagain,butneitherdidhereleaseherfromhisgazeuntilAlistairreturnedtothem.

“LordMar.”Headdressedthetallman.“MayIintroduceyoutoLadyEmberMorrow?”
Quellingtheshudderthatwantedtoripplethroughherlimbs,EmbergazedatthemanwhomLukaszhad

namedasthesourceofthisrisingdark.LordMar.Emberdughernailsintoherpalms,forcingherselfto
bestill.BosqueMar.

“Youmay,”Bosqueanswered.HiseyesmovedslowlyupanddownEmber,asifsearchingfor

something,andmadeherwanttosquirm.Evenashisexaminationprogressed,Embercouldn’ttellifhe
viewedherasasimplecuriosityorathreat.

“Ember,thisisLordBosqueMar,”Alistairtoldher.Shecouldhearthetouchofaweinhisvoice.“He

providesLadyEiracounsel.”

EmbercurtsiedtoBosque,tryingherbesttomakeitseemshehadnoknowledgeofhim.“Whencedid

youcometoTearmunn,LordMar?”

Bosquedidn’tanswer,andAlistairtookherarm.“Youhaven’tearnedsuchquestionsyet,Ember.Come

withme.”

ThecrowdpartedagainwhenAlistairpulledEmberoutofthearmory.Astheirwhispersfollowedher,

Embersearchedtheirfaces,lookingforanysignofherallies.ShecouldfindneitherCian,norLora,nor
FatherMichael.

Alistair’sgriponherarmwastight,butnotbruising,ashetookheracrossthecourtyard.Thoughshe

hadn’texpectedtoremaininthebarracks,restoredtoherpositionintheGuard,Emberwasrelievedthat
Alistairsteeredhertothemanorandnotthestockade.

WhatunsettledEmberthemostwashissilence.Sincehewasaboy,Alistairhadchattedasconstantly

asababblingbrook.Hehadn’tsaidawordtohersincethey’dleftthebarracks.AccustomedtoAlistair
initiatingmostoftheirconversations,Emberdidn’tknowhowtoreacttohistaciturnity.Sheworriedthat
speakingwouldprovokehisanger,butshealsowasafraidthatifshewaitedtoolongtotellthetaleshe’d
concocted,itwouldloseitssenseofurgencyandverity.

Astheyenteredthemanorandbeganascendingthestairs,Alistairstillhadn’tspoken.
Maybehewantedtohearhertaleonlywhentheywerealone,Emberthought.Butwhythendidhetake

hertothemanorandnottohiscellinthebarracks?

Alistairstoppedinfrontofthefirstdooratthetopofthestairs.Openingthedoor,hesteppedback.
“I’llcomeforyoulater.”
EmberstaredatAlistair,notunderstandingwhyhewouldleaveherinthisroom.Alone.
“Ember?”
Atthesoundofhername,Embersteppedforwardtolookintotheroom.Sittinginachairfacingthe

doorwasAgnes.

ForgettingAlistair,Embergaveasmallcryandrantohersister.Shedidn’thearthedoorcloseand

lockbehindher.

HoldingAgnesclose,Emberwasremindedofhowmanyofhersister’straitsshefoundcomforting.

Thesilkofherpaleblondhair,theroseofherperfume.ButEmbernoticedthechangeinhersisteras
well.Hercheeksandbreastswereplumpandlessgirlish,andwhiletheywerepressedclose,Ember
couldfeeltheswellofAgnes’sstomach.

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“Wherehaveyoubeen,Ember?”Agnesaskedwhenthey’dfinallyleteachothergo.
EmberkneltbesidethechairwhereAgnesrested.“Alistairdidn’ttellyou?”
Agnesshookherhead.“Onlythatyouwereawayandthathecouldn’tbesureofwhenyou’dreturn.”
Takinginthisnews,Emberhesitated.Shouldsherevealthetruth?Couldshetrusthersisterwiththese

secrets?

Hermindstilldivided,Emberchangedthecourseoftheirconversation.“Areyouwell?”
Agnes’slowerliptrembled,butshedidn’tbegintoweepagain.“AswellasIcanbe.Thesicknessthat

troubledmewhenwewerelasttogetherhaspassed.”

Sheplacedherhandonherbelly.“SometimesIfeelhimkick.”
“Him?”EmberwatchedAgnessmilesadly.
“OfcourseIdon’tknow,”Agnesanswered.“ButIwishforaboy,onlyforthechild’ssake.Thisisa

worldformen,Ithink.Notwomen.”

Ember’sthroattightened.“Henrytreatedyouwithdishonor.”
“Hedid.”ThehardnessinAgnes’sreplysurprisedEmber.Itwasn’tatoneshe’deverheardinher

sister’svoice.“ButIwasasmuchthefoolforbelievinghiswordsoflovetobeanythingotherthan
flattery.”

“Don’tjudgeyourselfsoharshly,”Embercountered,takingAgnes’shand.“Henryknewyouwere

infatuatedwithhimandtookadvantage.”

“Infatuated.”Agnessighed.“That’sagoodwordforit.”
“Ididn’tmeantoinsultyou,”Embersaidquickly.
Agnessmiledather.“Iknowyoudidn’t.IwishIcouldbelikeyou,Ember.You’resomuchstronger

thanIam.Sounafraidtotakewhatyouwantfromtheworld.”

“Ihavemorefearsthanyouknow,”Emberanswered.“Butmygreatestfearisforyourwelfare.Tellme

what’shappenedsinceyouarrived.”

“Verylittle.”Agnesshrugged.“AlistairaskedthatIstayinmyroomsoasnottobeinthewayofthe

keep’sbusiness.He’sbeensokindtome.”

“Alistair?”EmberwantedtofireabarrageofquestionsatAgnes,butsheforcedherselftobepatient.
“Ofcourse,Alistair.”Agnesgavealittlelaugh.“Icameherehopingtobeshownpity.Iwouldhave

workedformyfoodandshelter,butAlistairwouldhearnoneofit.”

“He’smakingupforHenry,”Embermuttered,unabletokeepthebitternessoutofhervoice.
Agnesblanched,andEmberregrettedherwords.
“I’msorry,Agnes,”Embersaid.“It’sjustthat…sinceI’vebeenatConatus,AlistairandIhavehad

somequarrels.He’smademyroleheredifficultattimes.”

“Ifindthathardtobelieve,”Agnestoldher.“Headoresyou.”
Emberlookedaway,trappedbyherownwords.IfshewastoconvinceAlistairthatshe’dreconsidered

herfeelingsforhim,shewouldneedAgnestobelieveittoo.OrshecouldtellAgnesthetruth.

Forthemoment,Embersimplysaid,“Iknow.”
“Soit’ssimplelovers’quarrelsthen?”Agnes’scheekswererosywithmirth,andEmberwasgladto

seethat,despitehermisfortunes,Agneshadn’tfallenintodespair.

Anglingforambivalence,Emberdidn’tdenyAgnes’squestion.“Soyoustayinyourroom.Whatelse?”
“Therecan’tbemuchelseifI’malwayshere,”Agnesquipped.“ButIhaveamaidservantwhocares

formeandservesmeals.WhenIneedfreshair,shewalkswithmethroughthecourtyard,andAlistair
seemsnottomind.Helooksinonmeeveryday.SometimesevenLordMarcomestoaskaftermy
welfare.”

EmbergrippedAgnes’shandtootightly,andAgnescriedout.Droppinghersister’sfingers,Ember

said,“I’msorry,Agnes.Youstartledme.”

“Withwhat?”Agnesshookherfingerstoloosenthem.

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Emberchoseherwordscarefully.“LordMarisastrangertome.Ifinditoddthathewouldtakean

interestinmysister.”

“Ithinkitsimplyakindness,”Agnesanswered.“HeisclosetoAlistairandLadyEira.Perhapshe

takesaninterestinwhatmatterstothem.”

“Perhaps.”
AgnesleanedtowardEmber,hersmileconspiratorial.“He’sratherfascinating,isn’the?”
“LordMar?”Emberwrappedherarmsaroundherself,suddenlycold.
Nodding,Agneswhisperedthoughtherewasnoonetohearthem.“I’veneverseenamanlikehim.So

tallandstrong.He’snotaslovelyassomemen,butstillhandsome.Hisfaceisjust…compelling.Those
eyes.”

Embercouldn’tstopherself.“Theydon’tfrightenyou?”
Ratherthanlaughather,Agnespausedtoconsiderthequestion.“Theymightifhehadn’tbeenso

gallanteachtimeI’vespokenwithhim.”

“Whatdoyoutalkabout?”Emberfrowned,fearingwhattheanswerwouldbe.
“Heasksaboutourfamilyandmyhealth.Hewantedtoknowaboutthefatherofmychild,soItoldhim

aboutHenry.”Agnesblushed.“Iknowitisn’tfittingformetospeakofthesethingstoanearstranger,but
Ihavesofewfriendsnow.”

Emberasked,“WhatdidLordMarsayaboutHenry?”
“Itwasstrange,”Agnesansweredwistfully.“HesaidthatHenry’sdishonorwouldhaunthimallthe

daysofhislife.”

“Youdon’tthinkHenryfeelsanyshame?”Embercouldn’tputsuchheartlessnesspastHenry,butshe

wantedtobelieveotherwise.

Agnesfoldedherhandsinherlap.“Itwasn’twhatLordMarsaid.Itwashowhesaidit.”
WhenAgnespaused,hergazegoingtothewindowwhererainbatteredtheglass,Emberasked,“How

didLordMarsayit?”

Agneslookedathersister.“Likeapromise.”

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ALISTAIRSLIPPEDTHEIRONkeyintohispocket,buthedidn’treturntothestairs.Hestoodinfront
ofthedoortoAgnes’schamberforalongwhile,unmoving.

Whydidshereturn?
AlistairhadimaginedEmbercomingbacktohimtoomanytimestocount.Nowthatshewashere,real,

hewasstrickenwithdoubt.Tugginghishandsthroughhisdarkcurls,Alistairresistedtheurgetounlock
thedoorandtakeEmberfromhersistersohecoulddemandtheanswershewanted.

ButAgneswasthereasonEmberwashere.Ithadtobe.AsmuchasAlistaircovetedthethoughtthat

Embercametohim,itwastheletterthathadbroughthertoTearmunn.

Andyet.Andyet.
EmberhadgonetoChâteaudeLusignan,asAlistairhadasked.She’dreturnedtoTearmunnandhad

giventestamenttothosegatheredinthearmorythatherdecisiontoleavehadbeenmisguided.

Andshe’dcomealone.
Wherearetheothers?
TohopeforevenamomentthatEmberhadcomebacktohimandnotsimplyforAgnes’ssakeseemed

toogreatarisk.Forcinghimselfawayfromthedoor,thoughunconvincedhe’daccomplishanythingelse
ofworththatdayduetothedistractionofhismind,Alistairreturnedtothemanor’sgroundfloor.

Whenhereachedthebottomofthestairs,hewassurprisedtofindBosquewaitingforhim.
“Wouldyoubeinclinedtowardahunt,LordHart?”Bosqueasked.
“When?”AlistairfounditstrangethatBosquewouldsuggestahuntamidsomuchactivityinthekeep.
“Now.”Bosquetookafewstepstowardthemanordoor,thenturned,waitingforAlistairtofollow.“If

you’lljoinme,we’llfindspecialprey.Ourbountywillaidyourworkimmensely.”

Bosqueexitedthemanor,andAlistairhurriedtocatchhim.
“Mywork?”AlistairaskedwhenhereachedBosque.
“Youwillhaveyourprisonersfortrialstomorrowmorning.”Bosquekeptuphisswift,longstrides

towardthestables.“Buttheyalonewillnotbeenough.”

“No.”Alistairhadtojogtokeepupwiththetallerman.“You’retakingmetohuntwolves,then?”
Bosquecastanamusedglanceathim.“Howelsedidyouthinktoprocuretheanimals?”
“Iwasgoingtosendwoodsmenouttosetsnares,”Alistairanswered.
“Thistaskistooimportantforservants,”Bosquesaidwhentheywerejustoutsidethestables.“Ready

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yourhorse.”

“Willyoubringthehounds?”Alistairtossedthequestionoverhisshoulderashewenttogather

Alkippe’stack.

Bosquecalledtohim,“We’llhavenoneedofhoundswhoseonlyhopeisthedestructionofour

quarry.”

Alistairgrimacedatthefoolishnessofhisquestion.Tobeginhistrials,heneededwolveswholeand

alive,nottorntopiecesbyapackofhuntingdogs.WhenAlkippewassaddledandbridled,Alistairled
hismarefromthestable.Bosquehadalreadymountedtheshadowsteed.Alkippebalked,snorting,but
Alistairhadn’texpectedthemaretobehaveotherwise.NomatterhowmanytimesAlistairrodeoutwith
Bosque,Alkippewouldn’tsettlewiththeshadowmountnear.

OncewhenAlkippewasparticularlytroublesomeandAlistairhadgrownwearyofbattlingthereins,

he’dsuggestedthatBosquemightbebetteroffusingoneofGuards’mountswheninthecompanyofother
horses.Bosquehadthrownbackhishead,laughingdeepandlong.

WhenhefinallyansweredAlistair,itwastosay,“Wouldyougiveupyourmountupontheofferofa

muchlesserbeast?”

Bosque’squestionhadmadeAlistairhunchupwithshame.AlkippehadalwaysfilledAlistairwith

pride.ShewasasfineamountasanyinConatus’sstables.Evenso,Alistaircouldn’tfaultBosque’s
assertion.Toridetheshadowsteedwastoharnessastorm.

SwingingintothesaddlewhileAlkippesidledawayfromBosque’smount,Alistairasked,“Howshall

wehuntwhenweaimnottokill?”

“Ihadn’twantedtospeakofittoyouuntilIfoundwhatI’dbeenseeking,”Bosquetoldhim.
“Andwhatwasthat?”AlistaircheckedAlkippewhenshebegantossingherhead.
“You’llseesoonenough.”Bosqueglancedattherestlessmare.“Keepherclose.”
Alistairnodded,grittinghisteethasheforcedAlkippetorideabreastofBosque’shorse.Hefound

himselfwishingtherewereawaytoexplaintothemarethatbyfleeingthecompanyofBosque’ssteed,
shewoulddoomherselfandherridertowanderlostinaspacebetweenworlds.Sincereasonwasn’tan
option,Alistairhadtoresignhimselftotheongoingstrugglebetweenhimandhismountastheairaround
themswirled,veilingthetwohorsemeninmist.

“AreyoupleasedbyLadyMorrow’sreturn?”Bosque’squestiontookAlistairbysurprise.
Stillstrugglingtoanswerthatquestionforhimself,Alistairsaid,“I’mgladshelives.”Thatwastrue

enough.

Bosquelaughedquietly.“Thoseweren’tthewordsIexpected.”
Weariedbyhisowndoubts,aswellashismount’sagitation,AlistaircasthisfearsuponBosque.“I

don’tknowifItrusther.ThatshewouldcomeforAgnesIunderstand,andthoughIwantmorefromher,I
darenotassume.”

“Theladymusthavedoneyourbidding,though,”Bosqueoffered.“HadshenotgonetoLaMarche,she

wouldneverhavereceivedhersister’sletter.”

AlistairnoddedatBosque’srecitationofthepossibilitieshe’dbeenmullingoversinceEmber

appeared.

“You’vebeensteadfastandcunning,”Bosquecontinued.“I’vepromisedyourewards.Doyounotthink

LadyMorrowshouldbeamongthem?”

Alistairbarkedalaugh,imaginingEmber’sreactiontobeingcalledareward.Bosquewatchedhim,

waitingforareply.

“Onthatfront,whatIthinkhasnevermattered,”Alistairsaid,hislaughtergrowingtinny.“Ember’s

mindhasruledourfriendship,alwayskeepingitfromgrowingintosomethingmore.”

“Butshehaschanged.ThinkingherselfanAmazon,shediscoveredsheisonlyafrightenedmaid,”

Bosquetoldhim.“Theworldhastreatedherbrutally,andnowsheseeksaprotector.Thewallsofa

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fortresswon’tservewellenoughforatremblinggirl.Ibelieveshe’lllooktoyouinherneed…ifshe
speaksthetruthabouthermotivesforreturningtoTearmunn.”

“Andifshelies?”Alistairblewoutafrustratedsigh.“Somuchisatstake.IfearIcan’tindulgemy

hopeswhentheymightundermineEira’splan.”

“Noblyput,”Bosquereplied.“Butwhyshouldtheburdenoftrustfalltoyou?”
“Coulditbeanyotherway?”AlistairglancedatBosque.
Withashrug,Bosquesaid,“Idon’tseewhynot.TakewhatyouwantfromLadyMorrow.Bethehero

shelongsfor.Leavethematteroftruthversusliestome.”

“Doyouthinkshereturnedforloveofme?”Alistairknewhesoundedlikealovesickboy,but

Bosque’swordsenlivenedamadhopewithinhim.

“Idon’tknow.”Bosquedidn’tlookatAlistair,buthesmiledintothemist.“Ishallenjoyfindingout.”
Alistairshiftedinhissaddle,uneasyatthethoughtthatBosquecouldharmEmberasheinvestigated

hertrustworthiness.

“ThereisonemorepieceofadviceIwouldgiveyou,”Bosquesaid,turningtogazeatAlistair.The

silverflareofhiseyesilluminatedthemist.

“Please.”
“Behardonher,”Bosquetoldhim.“Emberknowsofyourloveforherandyettakesitforgranted.

Makeherbelieveyouarelosttoher.Forcehertowinyouback.Whatshehasfoughtforshewillmore
likelytreasure.”

BeforeAlistaircouldquestionhimfurther,Bosqueleanedforward,peeringatthegrayveilthat

envelopedtheriders.“Ah.Thisisit.”

Themistsparted,revealingthickclustersofpinetreesandamossybankthathuggedashallowstream.
“We’llleavethehorseshere,”Bosquesaid,slidingfromtheshadowstallion’sback.Hewaitedas

AlistairdismountedandtetheredAlkippetoatree.

Bosqueledthemacrosstheripplingbrookandupaslope.Theforestgrewquietastheywalked.When

theyreachedthetopoftherise,Bosquehalted.Alistair’seyesfollowedtheotherman’spointingfinger,
whichdirectedhissighttoahollowbeneaththetrunkofagreatfallentree.

“There,”Bosquesaid,hisvoicerichwithsatisfaction.
“Aden?”Alistairfrowned.
“Wolvesaremuchlikemen—theyareruledbykingsandqueens.”Bosquegazedatthegapbelowthe

treetrunk.“Withoutthepackleader,chaosensues.”

BosqueturnedtoAlistair.“Tocompleteyourvision,youneedanalphawolf’sblood.”
“Andthat’swhywe’rehere?”Alistairsquintedattheden,butcouldseeonlydarkness.
“Partly.”Bosqueheldabloodiedrabbitinhishands.Alistairhadnoideawherethedeadrabbithad

comefrom.“Shelieswithin.Andsheishungry.Herpackwenttohuntforher.”

“Andiftheycomeback?”Alistairaskedhim.
“Theyaren’tcomingback.”BosquemotionedforAlistairtobestill.“Waithere.”
WhileAlistairwatched,Bosquelaidhiskilljustbeyondtheden’sopeningandcrepttotheotherside

ofthemassivedeadtree.Theywaited.

Alistaircouldn’trememberthelasttimehe’dbeenstillforsolong.Hislimbstwitched,eagertomove

again.Bosqueheldhispositionasifhe’dbeencarvedofstone.

Aflickerofmovementwithintheden’sshadowdrewAlistair’sgaze.Astirringofshadowsbecamea

shape.Theshapebecameahead.Thefemalewolfemergedfromtheden,hoveringatitsedge.Herbody
washeavy,teatspeekingoutfromthefurofherbelly.

Cubs.Andfromthelooksofthemother,she’dveryrecentlygivenbirth.
Alistairwantedtoshoutintriumph.Itwasexactlywhatheneeded.
Bosqueneverfailedtokeephispromises.Thiswasspecialprey.

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Theshe-wolfsniffedtheair.Herearsandeyeswerealert,seekingdanger.Hungerwonoutover

caution,andthewolfproceededfromthesafetyofherden.She’dtakentherabbitcarcassintoherjaws
whenshesuddenlyyelped.Droppinghermeal,shescrambledbacktotheden.Herheadandshoulders
wereengulfedbythedarkopeningwhenherbacklegswentoutfromunderher.Thewolfcollapsedon
hersideandlaystill.

Burstingfromhishidingplace,Alistairrushedtowardtheden.Hedidn’tknowwhathadmadethewolf

fall,buthelamentedthethoughtthathe’dlostheratthesamemomentshe’dbeenfound.Perhapsshe’d
alreadybeensick.

Alistairkneltbesidethetunnelandwrappedhisarmsaroundthewolf.Herfurwasthick,amottlingof

grayhues.Runninghishandsoverherfur,Alistair’sfingersmetwithsomethingcoolandhard.Something
metal.

Wrappinghishandaroundtheslenderobject,Alistairpulleditfromthewolf’sshoulder.Hepeeredat

thedart’sneedlepointtip.

“Takecarenottoprickyourself,LordHart.”Bosquewasstandingbesidehim.
Alistairsworeunderhisbreath,thensaid,“Youmovewithoutasound.”HeofferedthedarttoBosque.

“Thisisyours?”

“Afavoredweapon,”Bosqueanswered.HeshowedAlistairaslimlengthofwoodthathadbeen

hollowedinthecenter.“Poisononthedarttookthewolfdown.”

“Youkilledher?”Alistaircouldn’timaginewhyBosquewouldhavewantedthewolfdead.
“Ofcoursenot,”Bosquereplied.“Moreofthepoisonwouldhavetakenherlife.WhatIusedknocked

hersenseless.Youdidn’twantherchewingthroughthenetsontheridehome,didyou?”

WithoutwaitingforAlistairtoanswer,Bosquecroucheddownandgatheredthewolfintohisarms.He

liftedhereffortlessly.

“Gointothedenandgatherthecubsintoyourcloak,”BosquetoldAlistair.“They’llbesmallenoughto

bundlewithinthefabricuntilwereturntoTearmunn.”

Alistairpokedhisheadintothedarktunnel.Thetinymewlingsoundsofthecubscallingfortheir

motherfilledhisears.Hisshouldersbarelyfitintotheden’sentrance,butthehollowedspacewidenedas
hesquirmeddeeperintotheearth.Blindedbyshadows,Alistairusedhisearstolocatethecubs.Covered
infursoftasdownandbarelylargerthanhishand,thewolveswereeasyenoughtogatherintohiscloak
beforehepulledupthecornersintoasack.

HefoundBosquewatchingtheden’sentranceexpectantlyasAlistaircrawledbackintothedaylight

withthissquirming,whimperingbundle.

“Weshouldreturn.”Bosquestarteddowntheslope.“Ontheridehome,we’lldiscussthemother’s

feedingandtheprocessforweaningthecubsoffhermilk.”

Alistairfollowed,numbedbytheonslaughtofevents.Ember’sarrival.Prisonersandwolvesstashed

beneaththemanor,awaitinghispurpose.Forcinghismindawayfromunwieldyquestionsaboutwhatthe
futureheld,Alistairfocusedonthemundane:hoppingoverthecreek,preparingfortheridehome.

Astheynearedthehorses,Alistairlaughedquietly.
“Whatisit?”Bosqueglancedoverhisshoulder.
“Betweenyourhorseandthewolves.”Alistairgrinned.“IwonderifAlkippewillsurvivethereturn

triptoTearmunn.”

Bosque’ssmilematchedAlistair’s.“Wouldyouliketowageronit?”

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EMBERWOKEASAHANDcoveredhermouth.

“Don’tscream.”
ThecrywellinginEmber’sthroatdied,butonlybecausesherecognizedthespeaker’svoice.
WhenCiansawthatEmberwouldn’tpanic,sherosefromhercrouch.TakingEmber’sarm,Cianpulled

herfromthebedwhereshe’dbeensleepingalongsideAgnes.CianhandedEmberaheavycloak,which
theyoungerwomanfastenedoverhersleepinggown.Theyquietlystolefromtheroom.

TheseasonedwarriortookEmberonlysofarasafewdoorsalongthemanorcorridortoanother

chamber.HurryinginsidethedoorthatCianhadopened,Emberclaspedherfingersinfrontofherlipsso
shewouldn’tgiveajoyfulcry.

FatherMichaelsatatadeskonthefarsideoftheroom,watchingherinthesoftglowoflightcastby

thelanternathisside.Thoughshestayedquiet,Emberflungherselfattheelderlypriestwhenhestoodup,
wrappinghiminanembrace.FatherMichaelstaggeredbackfromherunexpectedgreeting,butsoonhe
wasclaspinghertight.

“Myheartisgladtoseeyouwell,LadyMorrow.”
Embarrassedbyherunrestraineddisplay,EmberletgoofFatherMichaelandscuttledback,bowing

herheadinrespect.

“ItakeitthatyourresponsetoFatherMichaelmeansyourlittlespeechthisafternoonwasanact?”Cian

askedfrombehindEmber.

Turningtoanswer,EmbernoticedforthefirsttimethatCianwasfullyarmed,despitethelatehour.And

herhandwasonthehiltofhersword.Emberstiffened,realizingthatCianmighthavebelievedthatEmber
wouldbetraytheirsecret.

“Itwas,”EmbertoldCian.
Cianrelaxedslightly,butkeptaclosewatchonEmber.“Haveyoureturnedonlytoseetoyoursister?”
“IdidcometoensureAgnes’ssafety.”Emberpulledthecloaktighteraroundher.“Butthatisnotall.”
“Sit,child.”FatherMichaelgesturedtoanotherchair,andEmbergratefullyacceptedhisoffer.Cian

remainedclosetothedoor.

Thepriest’skindeyesputEmbermoreatease.
“Whatcanyoutellusoftheothers?”FatherMichaelaskedher.
“Barrow,Lukasz,andKaelareinFrance,”Embersaid.“Sawyerwaslostatsea.Idon’tknowwhat

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becameofFitchandMercer.TheyneverjoinedourpartyontheroadfromTearmunn.”

Ciangruntedindisgust.“Fitchprovedspineless.HebetrayedMercerandwouldhaverevealedour

presence.”

“Howdidyoustophim?”Ember’seyeswerewide.
“Ikilledhimbeforehecouldtellhistale,”Ciananswered,andEmberflinched,knowingthatifshe’d

beensuspectedofthesame,Fitch’sfatewouldhavebeenherown.

FatherMichaelfoldedhishandsonthedesk.“Wemustknow,Ember.Doesitgoasbadlyabroadas

LadyEira’sboastswouldmakeitseem?”

Reluctantly,Embernodded.Anycomfortshe’dtakeninseeingCianandFatherMichaelfadedas

quicklyastheglimmersofhopeontheirfaces.

“Theyallgotoher.”Cianshookherhead.“Andthereisnaughtwecando.”
“Wemustnotdespair,”FatherMichaelsaidcalmly,thoughEmbersawagreatsadnessinhiseyes.
Cianmethisgaze,butdidn’tanswer.
“WhatofTearmunn?”Emberasked.“Havewenoallieshere?”
“ThosewhowouldjoinushaveeitherbeencowedbyfearintosubmittingtoEira’swill,”Ciantold

her,“ortheyarelockedinthestockade.”

Emberspoke,thoughshewasafraidtolearnmore.“Lora?Ewan?”
“EwanremainspartoftheCircle,buthecannotdelaytakingtheoathformuchlongerwithoutriskof

beingputinirons,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Lorahasdisappeared.Ipraythatshesimplyfledthekeep,
knowingshewouldbeimprisonedforrefusingtogiveEirafealty.ButIfearsomethingworsehasbefallen
her,forIfindithardtobelieveshewouldhaveleftwithoutsharingherplanwithus.”

Maderestlessbythisnews,Emberstoodup.“Iknowitwouldn’tbeidealtoforswearoneself.”She

glancedwithguiltatFatherMichael.“Butcouldn’ttheoathbetakenfalsely?”

FatherMichaelanswered,“Ifitweresoeasy,Iwouldgladlyabsolvethosewhopledgedthemselvesto

Eira’sneworder,buttheoathismuchmorethanwords.Itchangesthosewhotakeit.”

“Changesthemhow?”Emberfrownedatthepriest.
Cianhissedthroughherteeth.“Itbindsthemtohim.”
Herbrowstillfurrowed,EmberlookedatCian.
“ToBosque,”Ciansaid,anticipatingEmber’squestion.
“LordMar?”Rememberingthereachofhissilvergaze,Emberfidgeted,suddenlyanxious.
“Hecallshimselflord,”Ciantoldher.“Andhewalksandspeaksasaman,buthisbodyandhiswords

areanillusionthatheusedasanettosnaremysisterandthoseguilelessenoughtobedrawninbyhis
promises.”

“Whatdoesheoffer?”Emberasked.
“Whatmendesirethemost,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Aneasypathpavedingold.”
Embershiftedherweight,unabletofightthecoldseepingbeneathherskin.“Buttheremustbeacost.”
“Thecostiseverythingweare,”Ciansaid.“Thesacredtreeisprofaned.Wearecutofffromthe

magicsthatsustainus.”

FatherMichaelnodded,lookingatEmber.“AnywhotakeEira’soathlosethegiftsofferedbythis

earth.Allwe’vestudied.Thecraftswe’vehoned.”

“Thenwhywouldanyonetakethisoath?”Emberasked.
“Thepricewasn’tclearatfirst,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Itwasn’tuntiltheclericsfoundthemselves

unabletoweaveportalsthatwelearnedhowstrongthisBosque’spoisonis.”

Emberlookedbackandforthfromknighttopriest,trappedbyherowndisbelief.“Andtherewasno

outcryagainstthis?”

“BythenEirahadtoomanyfollowersforthosewhobalkedtosway,”FatherMichaelsaid.
“Andmysister’spethadotherenticementstoassuagethosewhoweredisturbedbythelossoftheir

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magics,”Cianadded.

Ember’smindbeckonedimagesthatshe’dburied,knowingthattorevisitthemwouldbelikeopening

scabbed-overwounds.Theshadowcreaturesintheforest.

WatchingasEmberwentstill,FatherMichaelsaid,“IwishIcouldallayyourfears,Ember,butyour

mindhassettledonthetruth.ThosewhotakeEira’soathareinstructedinartsdarkerthanthosepracticed
byanyconjurertheGuardeverhunted.”

Appalledasshewas,EmbercouldunderstandhowBosquehadluredsomanyfollowers.Whoever

commandedanarmyofinvinciblewarriorshadnoearthlyenemytofear.

“Buttodothis,EirahasalliedherselfwiththeverythingConatusissworntodestroy,”Ember

protestedweakly.Theappealofpoweraside,Embercouldn’tforgetEira’sstrengthandcourage.Her
thirstforjustice.

Cianslumpedagainstthedoor.LikeEira,CianhadbeenchangedinEmber’sabsence.ButwhileEira

seemedtaller,morealive,Cianhaddiminished.Hereyesweretightwithlinesanddeeplyshadowed,her
skinsallow.

“Thefaultlieswithme,”Ciansaid.
FatherMichaelshushedher.
“No.”Cianlookedawayfromthepriest.“IknewhowthinEira’spatienceworewithCrichton’sabuses

andthefighttogivewomenmorepowerinConatus.Ididn’twatchhercloselyenough.Ididn’tsee.”

Cianclosedhereyes,andatearslippedalonghercheek.
“Eiramadeherownchoices,”FatherMichaelsaid,“asweallmustdo—andonedayshewillanswer

forthem.Butthatburdendoesnotrestuponyourshoulders.”

“Isthereanythingwecando?”EmberthoughtofBarrow,Lukasz,andKael,exiledinFranceand

awaitingnews.Thusfar,Emberhadnothingbutgrieftoofferthem.

FatherMichaelroseandwenttoCian,takingherhandsinhis.“Pleasesit,mylady.Iknowhowrarely

yourest.”

Cianlethimguidehertothechair,andshesat,silentbutsheddingnomoretears.
TurningtoEmber,thepriestsaid,“WesearchdayandnightforameanstodefeatBosque,forheisthe

vesselthatcarriesusintoshadow.”

“That’swhattheothersdoaswell.”Embernodded.“They’reatasafehouseinLaRochelle.”
“Notthehiddensanctuary?”FatherMichaelaskedinalarm.
“No,”Embertoldhim.“Wesoughtrefugethereafterourshipwaswrecked,andalongtimefriendof

thecommander’s,aknightbythenameofJérômeFauré,cametous.Hegaveusaidbutalsotoldusthat
anysiteassociatedwithConatusortheTemplarswouldbeunsafe.”

“Yourshipsank?”Cianbrokein.“WhenyousaidSawyerwaslostatsea,Ididn’tthink…how?”
“Aseamonster,”Emberanswered.“Barrowcalleditakraken,Leviathan.Ittoretheshiptopieces.”
“ByGod’smercyalone,yousurvived.”FatherMichaelmadethesignofthecross.
Embercouldn’tdisagree.Thatshe’dmadeittothebeachwithBarrowintowwasnothinglessthana

miracle.“Wemadeittoshore,butwelosteverythingexceptthehorses.”

“Anothermercy,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Withouthorses,youmightnothavereachedLaRochelle.”
Returningtoherhiddencompanions,Embersaid,“JérômeadvisedLukasztotrytocontacttheclerics

oftheHolyLand.Hebelievesthatonlytheoldest,mostsecrettomeswillrevealthemeanstodefeatour
enemy.”

“Ihopehe’sright,”Ciansaid.“We’vefoundnothinghere.Atleastnothinggood.Sofarwe’velearned

moreaboutBosque’spowerbyhisownhandthanourstudies.”

“HaveyoureceivedwordfromLukasz?”Emberasked.“Willhebeabletosafelycontactyouifthey

findsomething?”

“We’restillworkingonthat,”FatherMichaeladmitted.“ThesuccesswithwhichEirahasrecruited

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followerstookusbysurprise.YourfriendJérômewasright.Anyoftheusualplaceswe’dsendword
havebeencompromised.PerhapsthissafehouseinLaRochellewillsuffice.”

“That’swhatLukaszhopedfor,”Emberreplied.
“Howdoyouplantofitinhere,Ember?”Ciansaidbitterly.“DoyouthinktoreturntotheGuard?”
“No,”Emberanswered.“IserveLukasz,notAlistair.”
“YouspeaklikeatrueknightofConatus.”Cian’stoneremainedsharp.
Emberstoodupstraighter.“DoyouthinkIamnot?”
“Eirafavoredyou,”Cianansweredher.“AndthoseEirafavoredhavebecomehergreatest

supporters.”

Nodding,EmbersaidtoCian,“AlistairspokeofEira’shopesforme,butIneveraspiredtowinher

admiration.AllIwantedtodowasserveConatuswithmyblades.”

“AndhowwillyouserveConatusnow?”Cianasked.
“ImustconvinceAlistairthatIreturnednotonlyforAgnes,butforhim,”Embersaidcalmly,thoughher

heartgaveaheavythudasshespoke.Beforeshe’dcometoTearmunn,herplanhadbeennothingmore
thanwordsspokenwithconviction.Nowthatshewashere,shewouldhavetoact.

“That’sadangerousgame.”CianreturnedEmber’ssteadygaze.“Areyoupreparedtoseeitthrough?”
“Ihavetobe.”ItwasthemosttruthfulanswerEmbercouldgive.
FatherMichaelclaspedhishandsasifinprayer,holdingthemtohischest.“It’sagreatriskyoutake,

butifyougainAlistair’strust,itmayhelpusimmensely.”

“Thatthoughtoccurredtomeaswell,”Cianadded.
Emberforcedherselftosmile,affirmingtheirwords.Insideshewasajumbleofdoubtsandsecond

guesses.Sinceherreturn,Alistairhadn’tsomuchaslookedatherwithwarmth.Herofferstoaidthemby
becomingAlistair’sconfidantemightproveempty.

Cianrose,gesturingtothedoor.“I’lltakeyoubacktoAgnes’sroom.You’vehadalongjourney

already,andI’mafraidtheroadaheadgrowsonlyrougher.”

BeforeshefollowedCian’sdirection,Emberasked,“Thisoath.DoesEiranotpresseachofyoutotake

it?”

“Myfaithismyshield,”FatherMichaeltoldher.“Icannottakeanoaththatwouldcompromisethe

vowsI’vealreadytakenintheserviceoftheChurch.”

Embersuddenlywasveryafraidforhim.“AndEiradoesn’tobject?”
“Fortunately,EiraandBosqueseemeasadodderingoldpriestandnotathreat,”FatherMichaelsaid.

“SincetheythinkIhavenothingtoofferthem,theycarenotwhethertheytakesomethingfromme.”

Abitrelieved,EmberlookedatCian.
“Icurrentlyenjoyareprieve,”Ciansaid.“DuetomygeneralstubbornnessandthefactthatIamEira’s

sister.Butmytimewillcome.”

Forseveralheartbeats,EmberfoundhereyeslockedwithCian’s.Sherealizedthattheyshareda

commongoalbeyondthatofsavingConatus:eachwomanremainedwithinTearmunnatherperil,allin
thehopesofsavinghersister.Cianbroketheirgazefirst,reachingforthedoorhandle.

“IfIneedtospeakwithyou…”Embertrailedoff,thinkingherselfilladvisedtogoknockingonCian’s

doororsneakingintoFatherMichael’shumblequartersnearthechapel.

CianandFatherMichaelexchangedaknowinglook.
“Whereelse,mychild?”ThepriestsmiledatEmber.“Confession.”

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AWEEKPASSEDBEFOREAlistairsoughtEmber’scompany.Inthosesevendays,Emberbecame
increasinglyconvincedthatshe’dtraveledbackwardthroughtime.Haditnotbeenforthesightofthe
steephighlandslopesthatshecouldspyfromAgnes’s,andnowherown,windoworthefactthatEmber
andhersisterhadgrownintowomenandwerenolongeryounggirls,Embercouldhavebeenconvinced
thatshewasagainatherfather’sestate,livingoutthelifethatshe’dknownmostdaysofherchildhood.
Evenherdresseswerefamiliar.OnEmber’sfirstmorningafterherreturntoTearmunn,allthechestsher
fatherhadinsistedaccompanyEmbertothekeephadappeared.

Emberwasn’thappyathowquicklysherememberedwhyshe’dhatedthedaysspentcoopedupinher

father’smanor.Sincetheirmovementswererestricted,Agneshadsuggestedthattheyembroiderclothing
forherunbornchild.Wantingtopleasehersister,Emberassentedbeforesherecalledhowmuchshe
despisedworkingwithaneedleandthread.

Whenenoughofherfingerswerebleedingfromtiny,invisibleneedlepricks,Embergaveup.Her

embroiderysatinherlap,unfinished,whileAgneschattedorsangsweetsongs.Embergazedoutthe
window,knowingshemustbeinthisroom,inthiskeep,butwishingshewerenot.Afterthefirst
clandestinenightvisit,EmberhadnofurthercontactwithCianorFatherMichael.Thoughsheoffered
Agnesplacidsmiles,Ember’sthoughtsmoreoftenthannotwereofBarrow.Sometimessheclosedher
eyes,tryingtorememberwhatitwasliketopassthenightinhisarms,wakingtothescentofhisskinon
hers.Shecapturedbriefglimpsesofhisfaceinherdreams—thesoftnessofhislipsandtheroughstroke
ofstubbleonhisjaw,thecolorofhiseyesasdarkasthewintersea,thestrengthofhishands.

Knowingshecouldn’tloseherselfinthefantasiesofelsewhere,Embertriedtokeepherattentionon

Agnes.Surprisingly,giventhecircumstances,Agnesblossomedwithherpregnancy.Thesicknessthathad
plaguedherearlyonhadpassed,andwhileherbellygrew,sodidtheglowinhercheeks.ThoughEmber
washappytoseehersisterwell,Agnes’sconditionraisedtroublingquestions.Alistairhadofferedto
careforhernow,butwhendidhishospitalitycometoanend?Wouldheprovideforherchildaswell?
WouldAgnesliveforeveratTearmunn?

Evenifsuchanarrangementhadbeenmade,Emberknewitwasn’tviable.Tearmunncouldneverbea

safeplaceforeitherAgnesorEmber.NotsolongasEiraruledandBosquestoodatherside.Becauseof
this,Embersetherselfanothertask.NotonlymustshefindawayintoAlistair’sgoodgraces,butshealso
neededawayoutofTearmunnforAgnes.

EmberponderedthesetwoproblemswhileAgnesembroideredthehemofaminusculeshirt.Both

sisterslookedupwhenthedooropened.Agnes’smaidcurtsiedandsteppedaside.WhenAlistairwalked

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in,Emberjumpedtoherfeet,smoothingherpalebluegown.BosquefollowedAlistairthroughthedoor,
butEmbermanagedtokeepapleasantsmileonherface.

AgnessetherembroideryasideandrosewithmuchmoredignityandgracethanEmberhadshown.

Sinceitwasherroomandshewastheeldersister,EmberdeferredtoAgnes,leavinghertogreettheir
visitors.

“Goodmorning,LordHartandLordMar.”Shecurtsied,andEmbermimickedhersister’saction.
Alistairgaveabriefnod.“Goodmorning,Agnes.Ihopeyouarewell?”
“Iam,Alistair.”Agnesblushedwhenshebeamedathim,pickinguphernearlyfinishedshirt.“Lookat

whatwe’vemade.”

EmberofferedAlistairawrysmile.“Mysisterisbeingtoogenerouswithheruseofwe.
“I’msuresheis,”Alistairanswered,barelylookingatEmber.
ThesmilevanishedfromEmber’sfaceasquicklyasifAlistairhadslappedher.Shedidn’tunderstand.

Jokinghadalwaysbeentheirway,andhisbrusquemannerwasstrange.Emberwassurprisedathow
deeplyitstungher.

Bosquecameforward,leaningdowntoexaminethehem.“Howlovely.Youmusthavedelicatehands

tocreatesuchfineneedlework.”

Agnescurtsiedagain.“You’reverykind,LordMar.”
“Ihatetotroubleyou,Agnes,butI’dliketoaskforabitoftimealonewithyoursister.”Alistairdidn’t

lookatEmber,thoughhewasspeakingabouther.

Underanyothercircumstances,EmberwouldhaveshoutedatAlistairuntilhisearswereredfor

treatingherthus.Butnowshefelthelpless;shecoulddonothingbutstandquietlywhileplansweremade
abouther.Hernightmaresofferedmorekindnessthanthis.

“Ofcourse.”Agnesputtheshirtdown,butclearlydidn’tknowwhattodowithherself.
Bosqueofferedherhisarm.“IthoughtIcouldtakeyouforawalkaroundthegrounds.Thedayisfine,

andsomeairwoulddoyougood.”

Agnessmiledupatthetallmanasthoughhewerethesunitself.Emberwantedtostompherfeetand

scream.Woodenandmiserable,shewatchedBosqueleadhersisterfromtheroom.Beforehepassed
throughthedoor,BosquecastaglancebackatEmber,onecornerofhismouthcurvingupinawaythat
madeEmber’slegsquake.Shedroppedbackintoherchair,feelingcoldandbreathless.

“Areyouill,LadyMorrow?”Alistairhadn’tmovedfromwherehestood.
“No.”Embersatup,pretendingshewasn’tasunsettledasshefelt.“Isleptpoorly,that’sall.”
“I’msorrytohearthat.”Alistairmadeashowoflookingthechamberover.“Perhapsyourequirea

separateroom.”

Emberchewedherlip.Aroomofherownwouldgiveherprivacy,bothforattemptingtowinAlistair

andforsneakingoutinthenightifneedbe.ButshewasalsoinstinctivelyprotectiveofAgnesand
reluctanttocreatedistancebetweenthem.

“I’vesharedaroomwithAgnesallmylife,”Embertoldhim.“Youneedn’tmakespecialarrangements

formenow.”

“Noarrangementswouldbeneeded,”Alistairreplied.“Wehaveanemptyroomthatyoumayuseifyou

like.”

“I—”AgaincaughtoffguardbyAlistair’scolddemeanor,Emberstruggledforanewapproachtotheir

conversation.

“AndyoumightconsiderthatwhenyousharedaroomwithAgnes,youwerebothgirls,”Alistair

continued.“Ifyouhaven’tnoticed,yoursisterisawomanwithchild,andyou…well,Ican’tsaywhat
youare.”

Emberblanched,completelyunsureofherself.Themanspeakingtohernowwasnothinglikethe

Alistairshe’dknown.Gonewastheteasingboywho’dtaughthertofightwithasword.

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Alistairgaveheratiredlook.“You’llstillhaveampletimetospendinAgnes’scompany,butyou’ll

conductyourselfasawomanofyourstationshould—atleastonthesurfaceofthings.”

“Ifyouthinkitbest—”Emberbegan,butthenshecouldnolongerhelpherself.Asobwelledfromthe

verypitofherstomach,bringingwithittearsthatrequirednoplayactingtosummon.“Whyareyouacting
likethis?”

ShefeltexactlylikethepetulantlittlegirlAlistairaccusedherofbeing.
Stiffly,Alistairsaid,“Ember,collectyourself.You’rebetterthanthis.”
ThatonlymadeEmbersobagain.Notonlywassheconfused,shewasmortifiedbyherownunexpected

outburst.

Withanoiseofdisgust,Alistairfinallybrokefromhiswatchfulposeandcametoher.Grabbingher

arms,heforcefullyliftedhertoherfeet.

“Stop,Ember.”Alistairgaveheralightshake.“Youshameyourselfwiththisdisplay.”
Embercouldn’thalthertears,butshechokedbackanothersob.Throughherblurredvision,shemet

Alistair’ssky-blueeyesandfoundthemjudgingher.

Heheldontoherarmwithonehandwhiletheothertookherchin.Histhumbrakedteartracksfromher

rightcheek.Shakinghisheadindisappointment,Alistairfrowned.“Whydidyoucomeback?”

Emberstaredathim,hereyesbrimming.“Ithoughtyouwanted—”
“WhenhaveyouevercaredaboutwhatIwant?”Alistairsnapped.
“Iwaswrong.”Emberhadbeguntotrembleallover.“Ididn’tknow.”
Alistair’sarmslidaroundherback,grippinghertightatthewaistandhip.“Wheredidyougo?”
“ToLaMarche.”Embertriedtofocus,torecallthestorysheneededtotell.Hermindwasdrowningin

tearsandcruelwords.Shecouldbarelysensetheroomaroundthem.Allshecouldseewasthepiercing
blueofAlistair’sgaze.

Alistair’slipcurled,haughty.“Why?”
“Youtoldme…yousaid…”Emberwasshakingsobadlythatshecouldn’tstandup.Shedidn’tneedto,

asAlistairwasnowholdingheragainsthim.

“DiditeveroccurtoyouthatImighthaveregrettedwhatmerciesIofferedyouthatnight?”Alistair

hissedintoherear.“Didasinglethoughtcrossyourmindotherthanwhatwouldmakeyourlifethe
easiest?Whatyouwanted?”

“Stop.”EmbergraspedAlistair’sshirt,clingingtohim.“Please.”
“Tellmewhyyoulefttheothers.”Alistairspokeinalow,harshvoice.“Aretheydead?”
Ember’sthroatclosed.Herheadwasspinning.Whatwasshesupposedtosay?Whatshouldhave

befallenhercompanions?Whatstorywouldkeepthemsafe?

“Ordidtheyleaveyoubehind?”ThesweetnessofAlistair’squestionwaslikevenom.“Didyouprove

toogreataburden,themaidwhoheldbacksuchgreatknightsofConatus?”

Shuttinghereyes,stillburningfromhertears,Embersaid,“Ileftthem.”
Wasthatwrong?ShouldshehavetoldAlistairthey’dperished,drowned?Barrow’sfaceglaredather,

accusing.EmberburiedherheadagainstAlistair’sshoulder.

“You’relying.”Alistair’slipswereatherear,hotandunrelenting.“Tellmethetruth.”
Embertwistedherhandsinhisshirt,pullingherbodyclosertohis.“Ileftthem.”
“Why?”
Hisfacewaswarmagainsthers,andEmberdidn’tknowhowthey’dcometobesoclose.Shecouldn’t

besureofanything,exceptthatifshelethimgo,shewouldfall.

“BecauseIwaswrongtoleave,”shewhispered,hervoicecracking.
Alistairlaughed,hisbreathbeatingagainstherneck.“Youexpectmetobelievethat?”
“I’mherenow.”EachwordEmberspokefeltmorepatheticthanthelast.
“You’rehereforAgnes,”Alistairtoldher.“Whichistheonenobleactyou’veaccomplishedsinceyou

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firstsetfootinConatus.Icanhonorthat.”Hisfingersliftedherchin.“Butyouarenothereforme.”

Emberopenedhermouth,butherprotestdiedinherthroat.She’dfailed.Failedbeforesheevermade

thedecisiontoreturn.Alistairdespisedher.

Moretearsstungastheygatheredatthecornersofhereyes,andEmberhatedherselfforit.Shelether

eyelidscloseindefeat.Amomentlater,shefeltAlistair’slipsonhers.Thesuddenwarmthandsilken
touchofhismouthprovokedaninstinctivereactionfromEmber;herhandsreleasedhisshirt,sliding
aroundhisnecktopullhimcloserstill.Whenhistongueslippedintohermouth,shedidn’tfighthim,
desperatelyneedingareprievefromhishostility.Seekinganysignthathestillwantedher,shewasnot
readytofacewhatitwouldmeanifhedidn’t.

Alistairbrokeoffthekisssuddenly.Ember’seyeswerestillclosedwhenhepushedherbackintoher

seat.Helefttheroomwithoutspeakingorlookingbackather.

Embersat,grippingthearmsofthechair.Herbodystilltrembledaswavesofheatandcoldcoursed

throughher.Shestaredatthedoor,terrifiedbythefactthatshehadnoideawhathadjusthappened.

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ALISTAIRHADKNOWNTHEencounterwouldbeastruggle,butithadbeenmoretryingthanhe’d
imagined.Hehadn’tplannedtokissEmber,ormoreaccurately,hehadplannedtoavoidkissingher.Inhis
firstrealinteractionwithEmbersinceherreturn,Alistairhadhopedtoshowheronlydisdain.

Temptationhadprovedtoogreat.ThekisshadbeenprovokednotbecauseEmberhadbeenmolded

againsthim,norbecausehewatchedthewayherbreastsroseandfellwitheachshortbreathshetook.It
washerdesperationthathadpushedhimovertheedge.Thewayshe’dheldontohimasifherlife
dependedonit.

Insomeways,Alistairsupposed,Ember’slifediddependonhim.Butthewayshehadneededhimto

givehersomething.Thesmallesttokenthatsheremainedofsomeworthtohim.Emberhadalwaysbeen
defiant.Toseeherquakingwithfearmadehimfeelstronger,morealive.Andmoredetermined.

ThoughhehungeredformoreofEmber,Alistairknewthatgivingintohisdesiremeanthewouldhave

tokeephimselfawayfromheragain.Atleastforalengthofdaysthatwouldleaveherillatease.He
neededhertobeunsureofhim.

Asusual,Bosque’sadvicehadprovenwiseandeffective.Alistairmeanttospendthemajorityofhis

hoursbecomingtheprotégéthatwouldgiveLordMarthemostpride.

Makinghiswaytothecatacombs,AlistairnoddedashepassedFatherMichaelworkingatascribe’s

tableinthechapel.Thepriestbowedslightlyinresponseandthenreturnedtohisstudies.

Alistairenteredthecellardoor,rapidlydescendingthestaircase.Hehurriedpastthewinecasks.He

hatedbeinginthisdark,mustyroom,sofilledwithmemoriesoffearandhumiliation.Histrialagainst
thosewretchedhobgoblinshadbeenanexerciseincruelty,Alistairhaddecided.Anunfairgamesetup
fortheentertainmentofLukaszandBarrow,whowerepredisposedtodislikeAlistairbecauseofhis
nobleblood.

ThoughKaelhadleftwiththem,Alistairfoundithardtofaulthismentor,insteadpreferringtobelieve

that,likeEmber,Kaelhadbeendeludedbytheirlies.Behindtherowsofwoodencasks,Alistairranhis
handsovertheflooruntilhisfingersfoundtheironring.Alistairtuggedhardonthering,andthetrapdoor
groanedopen,revealinganother,mucholderstaircase.

Happytoleavethecellarbehind,Alistairdisappearedbeneaththefloor,pullingthetrapdoorshut.He

wasplungedintodarknessbutdidn’tmind,knowingitwouldsoonabate.Alistairhadmadethisjourney
oftenenoughthathenolongerhadtofollowthecurveofthewall.Heknewthepreciseangleanddistance
ittooktoreachthenextdoor.Eveninthepitch-black,Alistairhadnotroublefindingthedoorhandle.He

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pushedthedooropenandenteredtherealmofthedead.

BeforeBosque’sinstructiontousethem,Alistairhadn’tknownofthecatacombs’existence.He

gatheredthatfewinTearmunndid.Theever-curvingpassageslopedsteeplydownasifthecorridorled
toHadesitself.Alistairhadwondereduponhisfirstentryintothecatacombshowmanyyearshadpassed
sinceanymanhadfiredthetorchesthatnowlithispath.

Alistairkeptuphisquickpaceuntilhereachedthelowestandlastsection.Herethenarrow,tomb-

linedcorridorwidenedintoanopenchamber.Morehollowshadbeencarvedintherockofthechamber’s
fourwallstoofferholdingplacesforsarcophagi.Themostornaterestingplacesforthedeadwere
featuredoncarvedplatformsatregularintervals.

Steppingintothebroadchamber,Alistairtookadeepbreath,lettingtensionmeltfromhisbody.This

washisworkplace.TheonlysolacehecouldfindfromEmber’spull.

Hamishwasalreadyatwork.Amortarandpestle,bundlesgivingoffpungentscents,andcopperbowls

ofvaryingsizeswerespreadbeforethecleric.

Withoutlookingupfromhisnotes,HamishsaidtoAlistair,“Thefirstoneisdead.”
“Butyouexpectedthat,”Alistairanswered,leafingthroughhisownpileofscribbled-uponparchment.
Hamishnodded.“Theproblemwasinthemerge.Toomanyorgansortoofew.Iwon’tknowuntilI

openhimup.”

“You’lldothattoday?”
“Beforetherotsetsin,”Hamishreplied.“Doyouwantmetowaittobeginthethirdtrial?Toseewhat

Icanlearnfromtakingapeekinsidethefirst?”

Alistairgrunted,notlikingthedelay,butconcedingthatitwasprudent.“Yes.”
“Verywell.”Hamishpickedupaserratedblade.“I’llgettoit.”
Ahigh-pitchedyippiercedthechamber,bouncingoffthecatacombwalls.Soonachorusofwhining

barkswereringingintheair.

“They’rehungry,”Hamishsaid,lookingatAlistair.
“Thatonlymeansthey’reawake,”Alistairanswereddrily.“Theyhavetwowaysofbeingrightnow.

Asleepandhungry.”

Hamishturnedtoleave,butAlistaircaughthisarm.“How’sthemother?”
“She’sabitch,”Hamishanswered.
Grimacing,Alistairtoldhim,“Eventhefirsttime,thatjokewasn’tveryfunny.”
Hamishgrinnedinreturn.“Istilllikeit.”
Alistairkeptstonyeyesonthecleric.“Howisshe?”
“Notfondofme,asusual.”Hamishliftedhischintowardoneofthewalls.“ProbablybecauseIkeep

stealingherblood.”

“She’snotweakening,though?”Alistair’sgazemovedtothesealedearthenwarecarafesthatlineda

shelf.Inanotherplacetheymighthavebeenusedtoservewine,butnothere.

Hamishshookhishead.“She’safighter.”
“Good,”Alistairsaid.
Stickingafingerinhisear,HamishshooktheknifeatAlistair.“Nowwillyoushutthemup?”heasked.

Hewalkedoff,mutteringunderhisbreath.

Thecleric’sperpetualsourmoodmighthavedissuadedAlistairfromtakinghimonasacollaborator.

SomedaysitstillgratedonAlistair’snerves,butAlistaircouldn’tdenythatBosquehadbeenrightin
identifyingHamish’spotential.

TheclerichadstudiedAlistair’snotesandsketchesexhaustively.WithinaweekofhisjoiningAlistair,

Hamishhadalreadybroughttheknight’svisiontolife.

Oraroughrenderingthereof.
Alistairrefusedtobefrustrated.Trialsofthissortrequiredpatience,thewillingnesstofailandbegin

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again.

TakinganoppositecoursefromHamish,Alistairmovedthroughthechamber.Thepipingcallsforfood

greweverlouderasAlistairwalked.Pausingatthelarder,Alistaircollectedstripsofvenisontofillthe
hungrybellies.Therewereothersoundsintheroomtoo,comingfromthecagesthatwerehiddenina
cornerchamberthatwasasmallerversionofthemaintomb.Alistairignoredthosesounds,unpleasantas
theywere.

Whentheyipsbecamemoreferventandfaster,Alistairknewthey’dspottedhimcoming.Hedeposited

thevenisoninthehollowclosesttotheholdingpen,thencontinuedonhisway.

Alistairpausedattheedgeofthepen.Smallpawstriedtoscrambleupthesidesofthepenastails

waggedfuriously.Sixfurryfacesandshinyblacknoseslifted,seekinghisattention.Lookingdownatthe
wolfcubs,Alistairmarveledathowmuchtheychangedwitheachday.Thecubs,fourmalesandtwo
females,stilltotteredabitastheyjostledagainsteachother,tryingtoreachhim,buttheymovedwith
muchgreatercontroloftheirfeet.Theireyeswerebrightandalert,everobservingtheirworld.

Alistairopenedthegateandjoinedthecubs,whoswarmedaroundhisfeet.Theywereanarrayof

shadesrangingfrommottledgrayliketheirmothertothesilver-whiteofthemoon.Alistairscoopedup
themalewhohadsteel-grayfuronhisbackbutawhitechestandstomach.Hecouldeasilyholdthecubin
onehand.Thelittlebeastwriggled,itsyipsmixingwithtinygruntsandmewling.Alistairletthecubrest
againsthischest,anditgaveitselfovertolickinghisneckincessantly.Theticklingsensationmade
Alistairlaugh,andthecubbarkedinreply.

Hecarriedthecubintothechamberfromwhichplaintivecriesemerged,pickinguphisstashof

venisonstripsontheway.

Concentrate,Alistairremindedhimselfasheforcedonefootinfrontoftheother.Focus.
Thefeedingwasn’ttroubling,buttheplacethemealhadtooccurwas.Thecriesfellsilentwhen

Alistairenteredtheroom.Sixcageshadbeenplacedinthechamber,threealongeachwall.Thevillage
children’swide,frightenedeyesfixedonAlistair.Thoughherefusedtolookathiscaptives,Alistair
couldfeeltheirstares,sensethequiveringoftheprisoners’limbsashereachedthecenterofthechamber.

Settlingontothefloorwiththecubinhislap,Alistairtookhistimefeedingthecubsmallmorselsofthe

rawmeat.Thegray-and-whitewolfgulpedthevenisondowngreedily,hisattentionfullyconsumedbythe
bloodyflesh.Notoncewasthecubdistractedbythecagedchildrenwhoshrankagainstthebarsatthe
backoftheircages,awayfromthemanandyoungpredatorinhisarms.Alistairwaspleased.

Afterthecubhadhisportionofmeat,Alistairsatwiththewolf.Heletthecubplayatchasinghimor

wrestlingwithhisarmuntilittired.Onlywhenthelittlewolfclimbedintohislapandcurledintoaball
tosleepdidAlistairreturnhimtothepen.Settingthesleepycubdown,Alistairpickeduphissister.He
wentthroughthesamecyclewitheachofthesixcubs.He’dbeenwiththemeachdaysincetheirbirth.He
wouldcontinuetobethereeachdayastheygrew.Andwitheachmeal,they’dbecomeaccustomedtothe
scentsofthesixcagedchildren,astheyneededtobe.

ItwasHamish’stasktobringAlistair’svisiontolife.ButAlistair’sworkwouldensureitssuccess.

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EIRAHADHEARDASMANYcomplaintsasshecouldbearforthatday.Thescragglyshepherdbowed
asshepromisedforthetwelfthtimethatdaytoaddresssomevillager’sconcern.Mostoftheirfearswere
petty,bornofsuperstitionsthathadrunwildsinceBosque’swraithshadattackedthevillage.Since
Bosquekeptherinformedofwhatcreatureshadcrossedoverfromthenethertotheearth,Eiracould
quicklydiscernthoseofthevillagers’talesthatweretrueandthosethatwereonlytheirnightmares
spokeninthelightofday.

OtherpleasbroughtbeforeEirawereofamoreseriousnature.Thosepetitionswerewhatprovoked

EiratoaskBosquetoaccompanyhertoherchamberaftershe’dheldcourt.

“Isufferthroughthisonyouradvice,”Eiratoldhimafterhe’dclosedthedoor.
Bosquenodded.“AndthoughI’msorryforyourpain,Iwouldgivethesamecounselifaskedagain.”
“Whydoyouthinkthevillagersmatter?”Walkingbackandforththroughtheroom,Eirastretchedher

armsandneck.She’dbeensittingfartoolongthatday.Castinghergazetowardthewindow,Eira
wonderedwhereCianwasandifhersistermightbegameforanhourortwoonthepracticefield.

“Thevillagersdomatter,”Bosquetoldher.“Iftheyfearyou,theywillsubmittoyou,butiftheylove

andfearyou,theywillfightforyou.”

“Withpitchforksandbrooms?”EiraarchedherbrowatBosque.
“Don’tunderestimatethem,”Bosquereplied.
“Verywell,”Eirasaidwearily.“Whataboutthechildren?”
“Whataboutthem?”
Eirafrowned.“Don’tbecoy.”
“Childrengomissingallthetime,”Bosquesaid.“Theydrowninthelake.Theyfallfromcliffs.They

arelostinthewoods.”

Pursingherlips,Eirasaid,“WhatareAlistairandHamishdoingwiththem?”
“Makingprogress,”Bosqueanswered.
“Areyoutryingtoannoyme?”Eira’shandswenttoherhips.
Bosquesmiledather.“Perhaps.ButmorelikelyIseektodelayyou.”
“Whywouldyoudothat?”Shewenttoherdesk.Thestackofparchmentsgrewtallereachday.Each

newletterconfirmingthespreadofhermessageacrosstheknownworld.

“YouknowLordHartasasoldier,”Bosquesaid.“ButI’veaskedhimtobecomeanartist.Thisishis

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greatwork.Iwouldn’thaveitspoiledforyoubecauseyousawanunfinishedmasterpiece.”

“Hmmm.”Eiralookedup.“WestillhavelittlenewsfromtheHolyLand.”
Bosquemadeanoncommittalsound.“Iexpectthey’llresistthelongest.Theplaceswherethingsbegin

oftenprovethemostreluctanttoletthosethingsgo.”

WhenEiradidn’treply,Bosquelaughed.“WhydoIsuspectyoulongforanuprising?”
Eira’sfurrowedbrowgavewaytoasmile.“Isthatwhatyouthink?”
“Ithinkyourhandwouldrathergripaswordthanaquill,”Bosquereplied.“AndIdon’tfaultyouforit.

Thebusinessofpoliticsisoftendull.”

Lookingathimwithcuriosity,Eirasaid,“Aretherepoliticsinyourworld?”
“Thereisnowarwithoutpolitics,”hesaid.
Turningawayfromherletters,Eiraasked,“WillyouspeculateastowhenIcanseethismasterpiece

thatAlistaircreates?”

“Anotherweek,”Bosqueanswered.“Perhapsafewmoredaysthanthat,butnotlong.”
“I’mintrigued,”Eiratoldhim.“You’veguardedthissecretlikeahoardoftreasure.”
“Iassureyou,”Bosquesaid,“it’smuchbetterthantreasure.”
Eiralaughed.“Ifyouwanttokeepmefromspoilingyourgreatdayofrevelation,youshouldn’tentice

mewithsuchpromises.”

“Alistair’sworkpointstothefuture,”Bosquesaid,brushingasideherplayfultonewithhisnewly

seriousmanner.“Itbringstomindsomethingyoushouldalsobeconsidering.Somethingtodowith
politics.Andwar.”

“Howso?”Eirabegantounbraidherhair,whichshe’dboundtootightlyinthemorning;ithadcaused

herheadtoache.

Bosquewatchedaswaves,copperbright,fellsectionbysectionuponEira’sshoulders.“Yourlegacy.I

wouldseeyousecureit.”

“Mylegacy,”Eiramurmured.Sherubbedhertemples.
“Whowillrulewhenyouaregone?”Bosquecontinued.“ThoughIassureyou,thatwillbemanyyears

fromnow.”

Thoughhereyeswereclosed,Eirasmiled.“Youarealwayssocertain,LordMar.”
“Iam.”Hisvoicewasmuchcloser.Eiraopenedhereyestofindhimstandingbeforeher.
Bosque’sgazelingeredonherface.“Iwouldlikeyoutothinkaboutyourheir.”
Eiralaughed.“Anheir?”
WhenBosqueshowednosignofjoiningherboutofmirth,Eirasaid,“YouspokeofAlistair.Isityour

wishthatIshouldnamehimmysuccessor?”Shedidn’tdisliketheidea.Thoughheoftenfrustratedher
withhisyouthfulwhimsandirritatingobsessionwithEmberMorrow,EiraheldAlistairinhighregard.
Heraffectionforhimgrewdaily.

AhintofasmiletouchedBosque’smouth.“YouneedAlistairtobeyourgeneral,andinthatrole,he

willserveyouwell,butsomeoneelseshouldtakeyourthrone.”

Eirafrownedathim.“Who?”
“Whynotyourownchild?”Bosqueasked.
Shetookastepback,halfturningfromhim.Twistingherfingersinherloosehair,shesaidquietly,“My

yearstobearchildrenarepast.Ichoseanotherlifethanthatofwifeandmother.”

Unsettled,Eirasmoothedherhairback,intendingtobraiditoncemore.ButBosquewassuddenlyat

herside,pushingherhandaway.

“Leaveitdown,”hesaidinavoicethatreachedbeneathherskin,makinghertremble.
Shedrewastartledbreathwhenheplacedhispalmlowonherbelly.Leaningclose,hemurmured,

“Lifewouldstillquickenwithinyou.”

“Whydoyouspeaktomeofthis?”Eiracouldn’tmove.Nomanhadtouchedher,desiredtodrawclose

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toher,beforenow.

Butheisn’ttrulyaman.
Hermindtriedtograspthatsmall,fearfulvoice,butherbodyrespondedtothewarmthofBosque’s

handandthecaressofhisbreathonherneck.Whensheclosedhereyes,attemptingtofocus,theimageof
Bosqueappeared,emergingnakedfromthewaters,rivuletsofseawaterchasingeachotherdownthe
carvedlinesofhischestandabdomen.

Eira’seyelidsflutteredopenandsheshookherhead,tryingtodispelthememory.
“Doesmytouchoffendyou?”Bosqueasked.Hisfingerspressedintoherasheslidhishandfromher

stomachtograspthecurveofherhip.BosquedrewEiraclose.Herbackfittedagainsthischest,andshe
couldfeelthestrengthofthebodyhermind’seyehadmemorizedsowell.

“Iaskedaquestion,”Eirasaid,notwantinghimtoknowhowfaroffbalancehe’dputher.Shelaidher

handoverhis,thinkingtopushitawayfromher,butthemomentherfingerstouchedhiswarmskin,they
curledaroundhishandasifbyinstinct.

“Yourfutureisalsomine,Eira.”Hewoundloosestrandsofherhairaroundhiswristlikeaserpent.

“Andourbondisalreadyformed,joiningourtwoworlds.Isuggestonlythatthereisafurtherpathwe
mightwalktogether.”

“Doyouwantmeasalover?”Eirapulledawayfromhim.“Ordoyousimplywishformetobearyour

child?”

“IsthereareasonIcan’tdesireboth?”Bosqueasked.Shekeptherdistance,andhedidn’tattemptto

drawnearagain.“Andthechildwillnotbemine,butours.”

“I—”EirastaredatBosque.Herskinwasstillflushedandstrangelyhotfromtheirbriefcloseness.
“ConsiderwhatI’vesaid.”Bosqueretreatedtothedoor.“WhenIspeakofthisagain,I’llrequireyour

answer.”

Whenhe’dgone,Eirawenttoherbed.Shelaydownandclosedhereyes,ponderingaquestionshe

neverhadexpectedtobeasked.

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DAYAFTERDAYPASSED,butEmbercouldn’tshakeAlistair’svisitfromhermind;norcouldshethink
ofanypriorincidentinherlifethatshe’dgivensuchscrutiny.OnceAlistairwasoutoftheroom,Ember
hadbeenabletocatchherbreathandcollectherwits,onlytofindherselfutterlybewilderedbywhathad
transpired.

Inamatterofminutes,Emberhadbrokendown,beenreducedtoapathetic,weepinglumpofagirl.All

becauseAlistairhadtreatedhermorecoldlythanshe’deverbelievedhewould,orcould.Hiswordshad
bruisedherspiritaswellasherheart.Thoughshedidn’tlovehiminthewayhewished,Alistairhad
beenheronlyfriendbesidesAgnesthroughoutherchildhood.He’dbeentheonlyonewhohadn’t
chastisedherforlongingtowieldaswordandbecomeasaccomplishedahorsemanasanyboy.

Shockedandhumiliatedbyherownnaiveté,Emberhadtoadmitthat,whileshehadbelievedshe

wouldhavetopersuadeAlistairthatshehadreturnedtoTearmunnforhissakeaswellashersister’s,she
hadneverimaginedthatshewouldarrivetofindhimturnedagainsther.

Butwhatbotheredhermostofallwasthekiss.ItwastooeasytorememberthefeelingofAlistair’s

mouthonhersandthewayshe’dresponded.EmberrecalledthefirsttimeAlistairhadkissedher,how
invasivehisardorhadfelt.ThislatestkissEmberhadwanted,butnotbecauseshewantedAlistair.In
beatingherdownwithhiswords,dashingherhopestoinsinuateherselfintohisconfidence,Alistairhad
renderedEmberahollowshell,desperatetobefilledwithsomeaffirmation.Thekisshadservedthat
purpose,andEmberwasdeeplyshamedbyherbehavior.

Evenso,shecouldn’tunderstandwhythekisshadhappened.AsmuchasEmberlongedforsomesign

thatAlistairstillcaredforher,shehadn’tbroughtherlipstohis.Alistairhadkissedher.Ifhedespised
her,ashiswordsandmannerimplied,whywouldhewanttokissherlikethat?Perhaps,believingthat
Emberhadatlastreturnedhisaffectionswhenhisownhadcooled,he’dofferedthekissasafinalinsult.
Areminderofwhatshewouldnowbedenied.

Thethoughthadbeenlikeafistinherbelly.
AllEmbercoulddowaswaitforAlistairtoreturn,andwhileshewaited,shesworetoherselfthata

scenelikethefirstwouldneverbeactedoutagain.

ButAlistairdidn’treturn,leavingEmbertowonderifshewastrulyheldcaptiveinTearmunnbyher

enemiesorifshe’dsimplyimprisonedherself.

ServantscameandrelocatedEmbertochambersofherown.BosqueMardidvisitthemagain,

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informingAgnesandEmberthattheywerefreetomovethroughthemanorastheypleased,butifthey
desiredtogoelsewhereinthekeep,theymustbeaccompanied.

Overthecourseofthenextweek,EmberandAgnesshareddaysthatAgnesgreetedwithcheerand

Emberfoundmonotonous.WhileAlistairdidn’tappear,LordMardidvisitthemseveraltimes.Onsome
occasions,hewouldconversewiththemforhourswhileAgnesembroideredandEmbersatwithaneedle
andthreadinherhands.Agneschatteredcontentedly,showingnosignofbeingunnervedbytheman’s
strangeeyesormysteriousorigin.ThoughEmbersupposedAgnesknewnothingofBosque’struenature,
shenonethelessabhorredhoweasilyAgnesacceptedhisinvitationstowalkthegroundsofthekeepor
visitthescribes’library.Forherownpart,EmberfounditdifficulttospeakatallinBosque’spresence.
Shemadeeveryefforttoavoidmakingcontactwithhissilvereyes.WhatLordMar’sassessmentofher
was,Embercouldn’tknow.

WheneightdayshadpassedwithnosignofAlistair,Emberbegantowonderifhewouldevervisit

again.Restingherforeheadagainstthewindow,Emberstareddownatthepracticefield.Shewatched
pairsoftheGuardbattleeachother.Herfingerstwitched,wishingfortheleathergripsofSilenceand
Sorrow.She’dleftherbladesinBarrow’scare,fearingthatiftheyarrivedwithheratTearmunn,the
weaponswouldbelostforever.

Emberdidn’tturnatthelightknockuponherdoor.“Comein,Agnes.”
“Mylady?”Emberwhirledattheman’svoice,theburgundysilkofhergownrustlingwithquick

movement.AGuardstoodintheopendoor.EmberworriedathowmanyoftheGuardwerenowstrangers
toher.Eirahadbeenrecruitingknights,expandingtheGuardwellbeyonditstraditionalnumber.

“Yourpresenceisrequiredinthegreathall.”TheGuardbidherfollowhim.
Emberleftherroomanddescendedthestairsathisheels.Aflurryofpossibilitiesswirledthroughher

mind.Embersuspectedanyleniencyshehadbeenaffordeduponherarrivalhadrunitscourseandnow
shewouldfaceaninterrogation.

TheGuardopenedoneofthedoorstothegreathall,lettingEmberpass,andcloseditbehindher.Only

afewstepsintotheroom,Emberfroze,stunnedbythechangesthathadtakenplacesinceherdeparture.
Structurally,theroomwasthesame,buthadshenotknownthatthishadoncebeentheTearmunnhallin
whichshe’dbegunherinitiationtoConatus,Embermightnothaverecognizedit.

Thehallhadbeentransformedintoathroneroom,LadyEira’sthroneroom.Thewarriorwomansatin

ahigh-backedchairelaboratelycarvedfromebony.WhenEmberentered,Eirabeckonedtoher.Ember
cameforwardbutstoppedagain,gaspingwhenshesawwhatstooddirectlybehindthethrone.

ThecedarofLebanon’slushgreencanopywasgone.Thesacredtree’srichlytexturedbarkhadbeen

strippedaway,asifthetrunkandbrancheshadbeenflayed.Whatstoodinthetree’splacewasa
monstrosity,paleasdrybonesanddevoidoflife.Atthebaseofthetreewasagapingwound.Thetree’s
hearthadbeendestroyed,leavinganemptycarcassbehind.

Gazingatthedesecratedtree,Embersawthatwhatshe’dassumedtobetheguttedtrunkteemedwith

movement.Shadowsrevealededgesofsicklygreenanddullbronzeastheypooledandeddiedwithinthe
deadtree.

“Welcome,LadyMorrow.”
Embergaveasmallcry,jumpingawayfromBosqueMar,whohadappearedwithoutwarningbeside

her.

“I’msorrytohavestartledyou,”Bosquesaid.Hissmilegavenosignofrealconcernforher.Pushing

herforward,Bosquesaid,“Youlingernearthedoorwhenyou’vebeeninvitedtojoinus.”

EmberwalkedquicklytowardEirasoBosque’shandswouldnolongerbeabletoguideher.Histouch

madebeadsofcoldsweatformonthebackofherneck.

Ember’seyeskeptreturningtothenestofshadowsthatmarredthesacredtree.Evenwithoutknowing

whatthedarknesswas,shefearedit.

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AlistairwasstandingatEira’srighthand.BosquewalkedpastEmbertotakeupapostonherleft.

EmberdaredtolookatAlistair;hemethergaze,buthisfacegavenoindicationastowhetherhewas
pleasedordispleasedtoseeher.Embercouldn’tstopherselffromsearchingforanysignofemotionin
Alistair’seyes,oranycurveofhislips,andwheretherehadbeencold,heatimmediatelyracedupher
neckandintohercheeks.Staringatthefloor,Emberclenchedherfists.Shedidn’twanttothinkaboutthe
kiss.Shehadn’tenjoyedit.Hadshe?

Keepingherheadbowed,Emberdidn’tbothertoturnwhenthedoortothegreathallopenedand

closedagain.

“Ah,FatherMichael.Thankyouforcoming.”WhenEiraspokethepriest’sname,Emberwasso

relieved,herkneesthreatenedtocave.GratitudefilledherwhenFatherMichaelstoppedatherside,
holdingherwithhiskindeyes.

“Goodmorning,mychild.”
AlistairhadonearmproppedonthetopofEira’sthrone.Heleanedagainsttheornatechair,almost

lounging.“Well,FatherMichael,yousaidyouhadanurgentmatterinvolvingLadyEmberMorrowto
discuss?”

FatherMichaelnodded.“IreceivedamissivefromLordMackenzie.Hecurrentlyplayshostto

Ember’sfatherandofferstoactasamediatorbetweenLordMorrowandhiselderdaughter.”

“Towhatpurpose?”Eiraaskedthepriest.
“Thetonguesofmenlovetowagoverthemisfortunesoftheirfellows,”FatherMichaelanswered.

“MackenzieknowsofAgnes’ssorrowsandwishestoseeherrestoredtoherfather’sgoodwill,provided
foronceagainbyherownfamily.Mackenziehasalwaysbeenaclanleaderwhovaluesloyaltyover
grudges.HebelievesitmorehonorableforAgnesandherunbornchildtobeacknowledgedbyherfather
thanforLordMorrowtocontinuetoshamehisownfleshandblood.”

Bosquefoldedhisarmsacrosshischest.“AndwhatdoesLadyMorrowthinkofthis?”
“OfcourseI—”
“LordMarspeaksofAgnes,notyou,”Alistaircutheroff.
Foramoment,Emberfelttherushofshameandconfusionthathadoverwhelmedherwhenshe’dlast

metAlistair,butbeforeshepulledhereyesfromhim,shecaughtthewayonecornerofAlistair’smouth
hookedupinpleasureatthewayshereeledfromhisreproach.

Ember’sself-doubtdwindledasoutragespreadthroughherveins.Alistairwasenjoyingmakingher

suffer.Wrappingherarmsaroundherwaistandbowingherhead,EmberfeignedthesubmissionAlistair
doubtlesswantedtosee.Intruth,shewasholdingherselfback,longingtopummelhissmugface.

StilladdressingFatherMichael,Bosquesaid,“I’vehadthepleasureofspendingmanyhourswith

Agnesandhavefoundhertobequitehappyhere.Doyouthinkitworthwhiletoevenattemptreunitingher
withafatherwhohasalreadyshownhisdisregardforher?”

EmberlistenedtoBosquespeakofAgneswithrisingalarm.Heshowedfartoomuchinterestin

Agnes’swelfare,andEmbercouldn’tpuzzleoutwhyhersisterwouldbeofanyconsequencetohim.

“Thereiswisdominyourcounsel,LordMar,”FatherMichaelanswered.“ButIamtaskedtorestore

alllostsheeptotheflock.LordMorrowisquick-temperedandstubborn.Hemaywellalreadyregrethis
mistreatmentofAgnes,butmentoofullofprideneedhelpinrightingthewrongsthey’vedone.Iwould
lendmyaidtothiscauseandseethegirlandherfamilyreconciled.”

“Iwon’tsendpoorAgnestoamanwhohasabusedherso,”Alistairtoldthepriest.“Sheisingood

healthandspiritshere.Ifheharanguesheragainforhercondition,itcouldendangertheladyandher
child.”

FatherMichaelbowedhisheadinassent.“Ofcourseyou’reright,LordHart.ThatiswhyIasktogoas

envoytomakepeacewithLordMorrow.AndIwouldbringEmberwithmetospeakonbehalfofher
sister.”

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“YouwanttotakeEmbertoMackenzie’scastle?”Eiraleanedforwardonthethrone,likeahawk

lookingdownatpreyfromitsperch.

“IamlittlemorethanastrangertoLordMorrow,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Mywordsalone,Ifear,

cannothopetosoftenhisheart.”

“But—”Emberhesitated;shelookedtoFatherMichaelwithafrown.Thethoughtofleavingthekeep

wasmorethanappealing,thoughEmberfearedshewouldputheelstohermountandruntothecoast
withoutlookingback.

“Sayyourpiece,Ember,”LadyEiraordered.
Keepinghereyesdowncasttoappearastimidasshecould,Embersaid,“Itoowouldseemysister’s

honorrestoredandmyfamily’swoundshealed,butmyownrelationswithmyfatherarehardlyideal.”

FatherMichaeltouchedherarm.Whensheliftedhereyestomeethis,shefoundhissmilemischievous.

“Youforgetyourowntransformation,LadyMorrow.YourfatherragedhiswayoutofTearmunnbecause
youpledgedyourselftotheGuard.Nowyou’veforsakenthatrole.”

Embernodded,andFatherMichaelsaid,“IrememberthatLordMackenzieoncehopedyoumight

becomethewifeofhisson,Gavin.Perhapsthatmatchcouldstillbemade,pleasingyourfatherand
Mackenzie.”

“No!”Alistairstraightened,allthehaughtinessdrainingfromhisface.Withthatsingleword,Ember

knewthatAlistairhadconcealedhistruefeelingsforher.Herpulsejumpedbothwithrenewedfuryanda
thrillofresolve.Bylettinghismaskslipinthatmoment,heaffirmedEmber’sbeliefthatshecouldmake
herwayintohisheartandthusbepositionedtoplayavitalrolewhenthemomentofEira’sdownfallwas
athand.

BosquecheckedAlistairwithasternlook.Recoveringhiscomposure,Alistairsaid,“Emberremains

undersuspicionforcolludingwithtraitors.Doyouthinkmarryingheroffandreleasingherfrom
Tearmunniswise?”

“Forgiveme,LordHart,”FatherMichaelreplied,“butI’dbeenledtounderstandthatLadyMorrow’s

storyhadbeenverifiedbytheCircleatCernon.Areyouquestioningtheirassessment?”

Thoughshewantedtosmirk,Emberkeptherfaceblank.Alistairglaredatthepriest,butdidn’tanswer.
FatherMichaeltookEmber’shandsinhis.“Wouldyouconsidermakingpeacewithyourfatherby

offeringtomarryMackenzie’ssonandfulfillinghisformerwishesforyou?”Hesqueezedherfingers
tight,hisgazeintent.

Ember’seyeswidenedatFatherMichael’squestion.He’dplannedforthismoment,givingheran

opening.Makingthemwaitforheranswer,Emberlookedathershoesandbitherlowerlipwhileher
fingerstangledtogetherasiffromanxiety.

“Iwoulddothisformysister,ifthereisnootherway.”Withthosewords,shestoleaglanceat

Alistair.

Assheanticipated,hisgazewasfixedonher,fearfulandhungry.Whentheireyesmet,Alistair’slips

parted,andheleanedforwardasifhewasabouttocomeforherinthatverymoment.

Emberbroketheirgaze,returningtohertimidpose.
“LadyEira.”FatherMichaelreleasedEmber’shandsandfacedthethrone.“Willyouallowmeto

travelwithEmbertoEileanDonan?”

WhenEirahesitated,thepriestadded,“I’vebeentoldthatanumberofboththehighlandandlowland

clanchiefsareassembledatthecastletosettledisputesanddiscussthesuccession.Theyofferacaptive
audiencetowhichIcouldpresenttheworthinessofyourcause.”

“Icanhandletheclansmyself,”Eiraanswered,hereyesnarrowed.
“Mylady,Ihavenodoubtyoucanandwill,”FatherMichaelreplied.Hegesturedtotheemptychairs

attheCircle’screscenttable.“Butyou’vesenttherestoftheCircleasenvoysintoEuropeandAsia.I
wouldspeakforyouclosertohomeifyouwouldnamemeasanotherofyourmessengers.”

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Eirarelaxedintoherthrone.“Verywell,butIdoubtyou’llmeetwithsuccess.LordMorrowisaboor

ofaman.Youcan’ttravelwithoutescort.ThoughItrustourbrethrenofCernon,LadyMorrow’srecent
trespassesstillcastdoubtuponher.Iwouldn’thaveyouattackedontheroadwestandleftfordead,
Father.”

Emberhadtoholdherbreathsoshewouldn’tlaughatthesuggestionthatshecouldeverattackaman

asgoodasFatherMichael.

“I’llaccompanythem.”Alistairhadreassumedhisdisdainfulattitude,butnowthatEmberknewhis

guise,shecouldlookrightthroughit.Still,shequicklyavertedhereyesandbegantofidgetasshehad
whenhe’dsuccessfullyunderminedhersensibilitiesaweekbefore.ThemoreAlistairbelievedhewas
manipulatingEmber,thebettershecouldmoldhisactionstoherowndevices.

FatherMichaeltookastepforward,liftinghishandsimploringlyasifbeggingforreprieve.“Lord

Hart,Iwouldnotinsultyou,butconsiderthis:wegotoLordMorrowinhopesofrestoringhischild.A
daughterwhohasbeenshamedbecauseofyourbrother’sactions.”

“Iamnotmybrother,”Alistairansweredthroughgrittedteeth.
“Noonehassuggestedyouare,”Eirainterjected.“ButFatherMichaelisright.IfyouappearatEilean

Donan,allthatwillcomeofthisisabrawl.”

SilencedbyEira’sjudgment,Alistairwentstill,buthisfistswereclenchedathissides.
“Iwillserveasescort.”Ciansteppedfromtheshadowsbeneaththegallery,andEmberswalloweda

gasp.Herattentionhadbeenheldsofullybythetransformationofthehallandthosewhostoodatits
centerthatshehadnevernoticedEira’ssisterlurkingtothesideoftheirconversation.

CianapproachedEira’sthrone,givingashortbow.“LikeFatherMichael,Ihavenotyettraveledas

yourenvoy.Iamhappytoserveyouthusnow.”

EmberwassurprisedwhenitwasLordMarwhoansweredCian.“Thereisareasonyouhavenotbeen

sentabroad.”Hiswordscarriedmorethanthehintofanaccusation.

OfferinganotherstiffbowtoLordMar,Ciansaid,“Ihavenotadequatelyexpressedmythanksforyour

patienceregardingtheoath.”

“Mypatienceisnotendless,”Bosqueanswered.
Eiraraisedherhand.“Stopthis.”SheturnedtoBosque,andanunspokenagreementseemedtopass

betweenthem.

Addressinghersister,Ciancontinued,“Theclanchiefsknowme.Andasyoursistertheywill

acknowledgemyrighttospeakforyou.”

HoldingCianinaspeculativegaze,Eirafinallysaid,“Yes.”ShelookedtoFatherMichael.“Whendo

youtravel?”

“Ifitpleasesyou,Iwouldtravelonthemorrowatdawn,”FatherMichaelanswered.
“Makeyourarrangements,”Eiratoldhim,thensaidtoEmber,“Speakwithyoursisterofthesethings.If

shewishestoreturntoherfamilyandLordMorrowassentstoreclaimher,Iwillsendhertohim,butI
willnotforcehertoreturntoafamilythatcastheroffunlessshechoosestogo.”

Embernodded,takenabackbyEira’swillingnesstoprotectAgnes.Thewordsweighedheavyon

Ember’sshouldersassherecalledwhyshehadfirstadmiredLadyEira.Thoughshecouldnotunderstand
thenewcourseEiraplotted,EmberstillsawtheferocityanddeterminationthatmadeEirasucha
formidablewarriorandexceptionalleader.

“Mylady.”Embermadealowandgracefulcurtsy.Beforesheturnedaway,shelethergazeflickerto

Alistaironelasttime.Hewatchedher,eyesintent.

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LEAVINGTHEGREATHALLalone,Emberclimbedthestairsslowly.Witheachstep,herbodyfelt
moreandmorelikeithadbeenwrungoutasclothesafterwashing.ThestressofstandingbeforeEira,
Bosque,andAlistair,notknowingwhattheywantedofher,wouldhavebeenenough,butnewfissuresin
Ember’sresolvewereopening.

ThesmallglimpseofEira’sformerselfhadstirredEmbermorethanshewantedtoadmit.And

witnessingtheremnantsofthosecharacteristicsEmberhadenviedinEiraprovokedothermemoriesshe’d
storedaway.MemoriesofAlistair.

Itwastooeasytorecallthejoyshe’dfeltwhenhe’darrivedatherfather’smanor,surprisingherinthe

veryplacehe’dsecretlyinstructedherinswordsmanship.HerhopesforrisinginConatushadbeenhopes
forbothofthem.Emberhadalwaysimaginedtheywouldfighttogetherandcareforeachother,notas
loversbutasfriends.SheknewAlistairhadfeltbetrayedwhenshe’drejectedhisprofessionsoflove,but
toEmberitwasAlistairwhohadplayedthetraitor.Alistair’sdesireforherforeveralteredtheir
relationship.Shecouldneverreturnhisfeelings,andhewouldalwaysresentherforthat.

ThoughhehadalliedhimselfwithEiraandBosque,Embercouldn’tforgettheboyshe’dgrownup

with.Aboyshestillcaredforandwasloathtohurt.Thesweettriumphshe’dknownwhensherealized
Alistairstilllovedhernowtastedrotten.Yes,Emberwouldbeabletogoforwardwithherplan—a
strategythatLukasz,Kael,FatherMichael,Cian,andevenBarrowdeemedcunning—butshecouldn’t
stoptherisingdisgustshefelttowardherself.Alistair’slovehadbeentwistedbyhisjealousy.Itwasn’t
theloveBarrowshowedher;thatrarepassionthatcouldonlygrowoutofrespectandadmirationaswell
asthefireofattraction.Butbeneaththesulliedlayersofpossessivenessandlust,EmberbelievedAlistair
didloveher.ThatlovehadspurredhimtoprotectAgneswhenmostwouldhavecondemnedher.Still,any
warmthEmberfelttowardAlistairwastemperedbythelikelihoodthatdesiretoprotecthisfamilyname
hadalsomotivatedhim.

Nevertheless,thatshemustuseAlistair’sloveasanimplementofwarunsettledherdeeply.Andyet

Embercouldseenootherpath.

“Thereyouare!”AgnespeekedoutofherroomandrushedtomeetEmber.“I’vebeenwaitingforyou

allmorning.”

“Iwassummonedtothegreathall,”Embertoldher.“Willyousitwithme?Imustspeakwithyou.”
“Ofcourse.”Agnesbeamedatheryoungersister.“Letmegetmysewing.”
Withagroan,Emberpushedthroughherchamberdoor,leavingitajarforAgnes.Sheslumpedintoa

chair,afloatinhergrowingself-pity.

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Agnesclosedthedoorbehindher,settlingintothechairbesideEmber’s.
“Youshouldn’tsitlikethat,Ember.It’suncomely.Andyou’llwrinkleyourdress.”
“Iknow”wasallEmbersaid.
Shakingherheadindisapproval,Agnesreturnedtohersewing.
“I’mridingwithLadyCianandFatherMichaeltothecoasttomorrow,”EmbertoldAgnes.“We’re

goingtoMackenzie.”

“AtEileanDonan?”Agnes’sfingersflewassheembroidered,carryingontheconversationwithout

erringonasinglestitch.“Whydoyougothere?”

“Fatheristhere,”Embersaidquietly.
OnlyaslighthitchintherhythmofAgnes’sneedleandthreadindicatedherdistress.“Ishe?”
“FatherMichaelwishestopleadyourcasetohim,”Embercontinued,watchingAgnesclosely.But

Agnesdidn’tlookup.Herfaceremainedapictureofcalm.“Soyoucanberestoredtoourfamilyand
returntoFather’sestate.”

“IfLadyEiraandLordMarbelievethatwise,Iamhappytogo,”Agnessaid.“ImissMother.”
Emberfrowned.“Youdon’tquestionthecounselofLordMar?”LadyEiradidn’ttroubleEmberhalfas

much.

“WhyshouldI?”Agnes’sneedleslidupanddown,upanddown.“Hehasshownmenothingbut

kindness.Iamgratefulforhim.”

Embersputtered.“Youareasimperingchild,Agnes.Haveyounothingmoretosayaboutyourown

futurethantoleavesuchdecisionstoastranger?Howcanyouspendeachdayhappy?Isallyouneed
fromlifeaspoolofthreadandasilverneedle?”

Theneedlestopped.WhenAgneslookedup,Emberbarelyrecognizedhersister’sface.Gonewasher

pacificsmile;therosyglowofherskinhaddimmed.

“Youhavealwaysbeenimpetuous,Ember,”Agnessnapped,“butIneverthoughtyouafool.”
StaringatAgnesindisbelief,Emberwasrenderedspeechless.Agnes,itseemed,stillhadplentyof

wordstooffer.

“DoyouthinkItakepleasureinthis?”
EmbershrankbackasAgnesthrewherembroiderythefulllengthoftheroom.
“I—”
“Doyouknowwhatitisliketocarrythechildofamanwhocastyouoffandyetstillfeellovefor

him?”Agneshissed.“DoyouthinkIcanhelpbuthatemyselfforthat?

“Ihavenothing,”Agnescontinued,hervoicequietwithrage.“Notitle.Nofamily.Ihavenomeansto

provideformyselformychild.IcametoTearmunnabeggar,carriedherebyanagpurchasedwiththe
littlemoneyMothersecretedtomebeforeFatherdrovemefromhishome.”

Agnescuppedherfaceinherhand,recomposingherexpressionintothatopen,innocentbeautythathad

drawnpraiseaslongasEmbercouldremember.“IwearthismaskbecauseitisallIhavetobarterwith.
WouldAlistairhavetakenmeinifIcametohimbearingbitternessandawitheredspirit?”

EmberreachedforAgnes’shands,butAgnesdrewthemback.“Ifeignhappiness,foritistheonlykind

ofjoythatIhave.”

Thoughshetriedtofightit,Ember’seyesflittedoverhersister’sbelly.
Withabrokensmile,Agnessaid,“No.Idonothatethechild.”Shelaidherpalmagainsttheswellof

herabdomen.“ThoughIamashamedthatIcannotforgetmyloveforHenry,becausehedoesn’tdeserveit,
thischildisinnocentofhisfather’ssin.Ishallnotforgetthat.”

Agneslookedaway,andhervoicehardened.“Andbecauseofthat,IwillgowhereverEirawishesto

sendme,solongasIcanfindprotectionformeandmychild.Whetherthatistoremainhere,toreturnto
Father’shouse,ortobepackedoffbyhimtobecomeanotherman’swife—ifanymanwouldsufferto
raiseabastard.”

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“Agnes!”EmberhadneverheardanythingresemblingacursepassfromAgnes’slips.
“IsittoomuchtobearwhenIspeakthetruth,dearsister?”Agnessaid,chastisingEmberwithhergaze.

“ShallIreturntowearingmymaskforyou?”

EmberthrewherselfatAgnes.TearswelledinEmber’seyes.“Whyhaveyoukeptthisfromme?Ilove

you.HaveIbeensopoorasister?”

Withasigh,AgnestouchedEmber’scheek.“Myloveforyoukeptmefromburdeningyouwithmy

heartaches.”

“Yourpainsaremine.”EmberlaidherheadinAgnes’slap.“Iwouldhelpyoubearthem.”
“Oh,Ember.”Agnes’svoicewasthick,butwhenEmberlookedup,hersister’seyesweredry.Tracing

thelineofEmber’stearswithherfingertips,shesaid,“Ihavenotearsleft,Ithink.”

Hervoicedroppingtoahush,AgnessaidtoEmber,“Pleasedon’tpityme.Icouldn’tbeartheshameof

it.”

“Never,”Emberpromised.TakingAgnes’shands,Embersaid,“Imusttellyousomething—”
Shefellsilent,hearingfootstepsapproachingthedoor.Emberquicklyrose,rubbinghertear-stained

cheeks.Agnesalsostoodupandhurriedtocollecttheembroideryshe’dthrownacrosstheroom.

Thesoundstopped,andbothwomenlookedtothedoor,buttheknocktheywaitedfordidn’tcome.

InsteadEmberheardafaintrustlingonstone.

“Oh!”AgnespickedupthescrapofparchmentslippedunderEmber’sdoorbeforeEmberhad

identifiedthesourceofthequietsound.

“Doyouoftenreceivenotesinthismanner?”Agnesraisedherbrow.
Emberhadn’treceivedanyanonymousnotes.Thatwaspartofthereasonshewassoeagertogether

handsontheoneAgneshadclaimed.

Holdingoutherhand,Embersaidcrossly,“Giveittome.”
“That’sveryrude,”AgneschastisedEmberinamockingtone.“IthinkIshouldreadit,don’tyou?”
EmberfrownedatAgnes,surprisedbyhersuddenchangeindemeanor.“Arewesimplymovingon,

then?”

“There’snothingmoretosay,Ember.”AbitofsadnesscreptbackintoAgnes’svoice.
Buttherewasmoretosay.Beforethenote’swriterhadapproachedherdoor,Emberhadbeenonthe

vergeofconfessingeverything:Eira,Bosque,Barrow,Alistair—thecomingviolenceEmbersawnoway
toavoid.ByremainingatTearmunn,Agneswouldbeinterribledanger.Agneshadtoknowthetruth.But
nowEmbercouldonlythinkofwhatmightbewrittenontheparchmentinhersister’shand.

Agnescontinued,“Iwillnotactthehelpless,fallenwomaninyourcompanyanylonger.Notwhenit’s

onlythetwoofus.”

“Good.”
Withoutwarning,EmberleaptforwardandsnatchedtheparchmentfromAgnes’sfingers,twistingaway

fromhersisterandskippingacrosstheroominvictory.Agnesdidn’tbothertoattempttoretrieveit.

“I’daskwhatitsays,butIknowyouwon’ttellme.”Agneswenttothedoor.“I’minneedofanapasit

is.”

“Agnes,wait,”Embersaid,thensheglanceddownatthenoteinherhand.
Standingwiththedoorpartlyopened,AgneslookedbackatEmber,hereyesquestioning.
“Nevermind,”Embermumbled,hereyesfixedontheparchment.“It’snothing.”
Agnesclosedthedoor,leavingEmberalone.Numbnesscreptoverherskin,andshewenttositonthe

edgeofherbed.Shegazedatthesinglelineofwordsscratchedininkontheparchment.

Cometomeinthegreathallwhentheothershavesoughttheirbeds.
Thenotewasn’tsigned.Nordiditneedtobe.

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WELLAFTERNIGHTFALL,AlistairstillwonderedifleavingEmberanotehadbeenamistake.He
didn’tknowwhathewouldsaytoher.Whathewoulddo.ButAlistairhadbeenconsumedbythenotion
thathecouldn’tletEmberleaveTearmunnwithoutspeakingtoherfirst.GoingtoEmber’sroomwould
havebeeneasier,butheneededhertocometohim.

ThemanorcorridorswerequietbutforAlistair’sfootfall.Heopenedoneofthedoorstothegreathall,

butleftitslightlyajarasheentered—asignaltoEmberthathewaswithin.Lackingtorchesordaylight,
theemptyhallprovedaseerieasthecatacombsinwhichAlistairspentmostofhistime.

Thinbeamsofmoonlightcasttheirglowonthestained-glasswindows,renderingcolorsduskyas

wiltedflowers.Themoon’spalefaceofferedlightenoughtosee,butAlistair’sgazewasdrawnto
anotherlightsource.

Walkingtowardtheskeletaltree,Alistairpeeredintotherift.He’dbeenreluctanttoexamineitclosely,

knowingitwasagatewaybetweenworlds.Alistairhadnodesiretoriskbeingdraggedfromtheearth
intothenetherfromwhichBosquehailed.Alistairassociatedtheriftwithdarkness,butbycoverofnight
hewitnessedthesubtleplayoflightwithintheundulatingshadows.Metallicthreadsappearedand
disappearedwithinthegapinghole,chasingoneanotherlikeglowingminnowsinablackpond.

“Alistair?”
Emberhesitatedinthedoorway,thetorchlightfromthecorridoroutliningherbody.
Alistairclearedhisthroatandtookadeepbreathbeforeheanswered,“Here.”
Closingthedoor,Embertookcautiousstepsintothehall.
“Youreyeswilladjusttothedimness,”Alistairtoldher.Hisvoicewassteady,unlikethethrummingof

hisheart.She’dcome.Butnowwhat?

EmberstoppedjustshortofAlistair,butshelookedpasthimattherift.“Whatisit?”
“Adoorbetweenworlds,”Alistairanswered.“EiraopenedittosealourfatewithLordMar’s.”
Noddingslowly,Embersaid,“Heisnotofthisworld.”
“Hasittakenyousolongtorealizethat?”AlistairmeanttoteaseEmber,butsheflinched.He’dbeen

tooharshwithher,andnowlikeapupthathadbeenbeaten,sheexpectedmoreabuse.

Alistairtriedtomakeupforhisgaffebygivingherananswer.“ByjoiningforceswithLordMar,Eira

hasincreasedourpowerbeyondimagining.Thebeastsweoncefoughtnowserveus.Itistrulya
marvelousthing.”

Emberdidn’tanswer,butshestaredattheripplesoflightthatmovedthroughBosque’sgateway.

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FinallyshelookedatAlistair.“Youaskedmetocomehere.”
“Iknow.”Histhroattightening,Alistairhuntedforhisnextmove.
Ember’sfingerslacedtogether,twistingnervouslyagainsthergown.“Iamsorrytohaveearnedyour

hate,Alistair.Inevermeantittobeso.”

HerwordssurprisedAlistairenoughtokeephimsilent,andshespokeagain.
“I’vewatchedforyouonthepracticefieldeachdayfrommywindow,buthaveyettofindyouthere.”
“Irarelytaketothefield,”Alistairtoldher.“Bosquehasgivenmeamoreimportanttaskthatconsumes

mydays.”

Emberspokewithhesitation,hervoicejustquietenoughtoshowsubmission.“Iwantedtoseeyouand

hadgivenuphopethatyouwouldvisitme.”

“Youwantedmetoreturntoyou?”Alistairasked.
Emberstaredathertangledfingers.“OnlytotellyouthatIunderstandwhyyourheartturnedfromme.I

wasnaivetoconvincemyselfitcouldbeotherwise.”

Lettingherwordssinkin,Alistairturnedtheconversationinanotherdirection.“Doyoulookforward

tovisitingEileanDonan?”

“Ishallenjoytherideandthehighlandair,”Embersaid.“Idonotrelishmyfather’scompany.”
“AndGavinMackenzie?”AlistairwatchedEmber’sfaceclosely,seekinganyreaction.
“I’venevermetLordMackenzie’sson,”Emberanswered,droppinghergaze.“Iknownotwhatto

expect.”

Alistairloweredhisvoice.“Irememberatimewhenyouagreedtorunawaywithmeratherthanbe

marriedoffbyyourfather.”

Emberbegantosmile,butthesmallsignofmirthquicklyvanished.“Ihadreasontochoosemywords

withlesscare.Inolongerhavetheluxuryoffloutingmyfather’splans.”

“You’llassenttohim,then.”Alistairhadtroublecontrollingtheangerthatboiledunderhisskin.“And

marryashecommands.”

“WhatamItodootherthanmarry?”Embercried,walkingawayfromhim.“Inolongerfightwiththe

Guard.IforsookmyplaceinConatus.TheonlyadvantageIhaveoverAgnesisthatnoman’schildgrows
inmybelly.”

“Ifyoumustmarry,thenmarryme,”Alistairsaidhoarsely,reelingfromhisownoutburst.
Emberwentverystill.
BloodroaredinAlistair’sears.Whathadhedoneotherthangiveheranotheropportunitytocrushhis

hopes?Whileshestoodsilently,herfacehiddenfromhim,Alistairgroundhisteeth.

“Youarecrueltotauntme,”Emberfinallywhispered.
AwaveofemotionscrashedthroughAlistair.HegraspedEmber’sshoulders,turninghertofacehim.“I

saythistruly.”Alistaircuppedherchininhishand.“Marryme.”

“Afterallthat’shappened”—Ember’svoiceshook—“everythingI’vedone,youwouldstilltakemeas

yourwife?”

“IhavelovedyousinceIwasaboy.”Hestrokedherhair;itsfieryshadehadbecomeraveninthelow

light.“IcanhardlyrememberadaybeforeIlovedyou.”

Emberlookeddown.Tearscaughtinherlashesbeforetrailingoverherpaleskin.
Bendingtoher,Alistairtastedthesaltwateronhercheeks.Hebroughthislipstohers,agentletouch.

Ember’smouthopened,andhedrankinherbreath.Alistairkissedherslowly,waitingwitheach
movementforEmbertorespond.Whenshereturnedhisembrace,Alistairstruggledforcontrol.He
wantedtotakeher.Allofher.

Buthe’derredinthatwaybefore.Pushedhertoosoon.ThewisestchoiceAlistairhadmadeabout

Emberwaslettinghergo.Shecouldn’tberuled,atleastnotknowingly.WhenAlistairhadactedasthe
aggressor,Emberhadpushedhimaway,thinkinghimatyrant.Nowhewasherchampion,andshe

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welcomedhiskiss.

Knowingthesethings,AlistairpulledEmber’sarmsfromaroundhisneckandforcedhertotakeastep

back.

“WillyouletyourfathermakeyouthewifeofGavinMackenzie?”
Embershookherhead.“IwillonlybecomethewifeofAlistairHart.”
“Ember,”Alistairbreathed.
“Iwillmarryyou,Alistair.”WhenEmberreachedforhim,Alistairdidn’ttrytostopher.Whenshe

liftedherface,hekissedher.Overwhelmedbythetasteofher,thesoftnessofherskin,Alistairgaveinto
hiscravingforEmber.Hislipsmoveddownherneck,lingeringatherthroat.Butwhenhishandsmolded
totheswellofherbreasts,Emberstiffened.

“Areyouafraid?”Alistairdidn’tmovehishands,butkeptthemstill.Hecouldfeelherheartracing.

“Becauseitisnotinmymindtohurtyou,mylove.”

Emberswallowedhard,herpulsejumpingatherthroat.Notwantingtopushhertoofar,andreminding

himselfthatEmberwasstillamaid,Alistairconqueredhisimpulseandslidhishandstoherwaist.Her
breatheased,andAlistairkissedhertenderly.

“Youhavenothingtofearfromme,”hemurmuredagainstherlips.“Ionlywanttopleaseyou.”
Shenodded,andhereturnedtothepathhislipshadtakenoverherskin.Thenhekneltbeforeher.
“Ember.”Alistairwrappedhisarmsaroundherthighs,hischeekpressedtoherstomach.Heclosedhis

eyes,revelinginthegentletouslingofherfingersinhishair.“MyEmber.”

ForthefirsttimeAlistaircouldremember,hebaskedinthesensethatallwasasitshouldbe.
“Idon’twanttoleaveyou.”Ember’svoicewasthick,whetherwithdesireorregretAlistaircouldn’t

tell.“ButImustreturntomychamberandreadyfortravel.Weleaveatdawn.”

AlistairroseandkissedEmberoncemore.“Ofcourse.Wewillspeakmoreofthiswhenyoureturn.”
Embernoddedandliftedhishandtoherlips.“Iamunworthyofyoursteadfastlove.”
Aftershe’dkissedhispalm,Emberstolefromtheroom.Alistairstoodquietly.Hecouldstilltasteher,

smellher.Alistairwantedtoholdontothisnightforever.

“Welldone,LordHart.”
WhereAlistairwouldhaveswornonlyshadowshadbeen,Bosquestood.
“Howlonghaveyoubeenhere?”Alistairstaredatthetallman.
“IamoftenherewhenIamnotneededelsewhere.”Bosquesmiledathim.“Youmustbeverypleased,

havingwonyourprize.”

Alistairriskedspeakinginanger,realizingthatBosquehadwitnessedtheentiretyofhismeetingwith

Ember.“Youshouldhavemadeyourselfknown.Thesewereprivatemoments.”

Stillsmiling,Bosqueshookhishead.“Itisunwisetokeepsecretsfromme,Alistair.Ouraimsareso

intertwined.”

WhenAlistairdidn’treply,Bosquesaid,“Willyoutrulybegrudgemyinterestinyourhappiness?”
TheinitialshockofBosque’sappearancefading,Alistairquelledhisobjections.“Iwouldbegratefulif

youdidn’tmakeahabitofspyingonme.”

“Iwasn’thidingfromyou,”Bosqueanswered.“Youweretheonetoooccupiedwithhisownthoughts

tonoticeIwasintheroom.”

“That’sonewayoflookingatit,”Alistairsaiddrily.
“Itis,”Bosquereplied.“IamgladforyournewarrangementwithLadyMorrow.Uponherreturn,you

mustdiscoverwhatyoucanaboutthisjourneyshemakestotheMackenziestronghold.”

“Doesitconcernyou?”Alistairasked.“Asinglewordfromyouwouldhavepreventedtheirtrip.”
“Tostopthemisnotmydesire,”Bosquetoldhim.“I’veoftenreapedgreaterrewardsbyassistingmy

adversariesinsteadofhinderingthem.Theclosertheyaretotheirgoal,themorelikelythey’llrevealtheir
intentions.”

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Alistairglancedatthedoor,hishappinesscompromisedbytheimplicationsofBosque’swords.“You

thinkEmberisyouradversary?”

“No,”Bosqueanswered.“I’mnotcertainwhatyourLadyMorrowistomeyet.Myconcerniswith

anotherwoman.”

“Cian?”Alistairwentrigid.“Mylord,IknowCianhasbeenreluctanttoembraceyou,butsheisLady

Eira’sownblood.”

“Thatiswhyshemaybeathreat,”Bosquesaid.“CianholdsEiraback,encourageshertoquestionme.

Sheseekstoimpedeourwork.”

“AreyoucertainCianwishestoundermineyou?”Alistairasked.“Shehasacautiousspirit.Idoubther

hesitationregardingthechangesinConatusareanythingmorethanareflectionofthattrait.”

“Ihopeyou’reright,”Bosqueanswered.“LearnwhatyoucanfromEmber.”
“Yourwill,LordMar.”Alistairinclinedhishead,startingtowardthedoor.
“Beforeyouseekyourbed—”
Alistairturned,wonderingifBosqueeverslept.“Yes?”
Bosquewalkedtowardtherift,gazingatitwithwhatappearedtobelonging.“It’sgoodthatyouhave

whatyouwant,butIspokeintruthwhenIsaidIhaven’tyetdiscernedwhatEmber’splacewillbeamong
us.Don’tletyourheartrunaheadofyourinstincts.”

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THATTHECHILDHADTOdiemadeAlistairuneasy,butheunderstoodthenecessityofit.He’dbeen
relievedthatHamishhadtakenituponhimselftoselecttheboyoutofthesixchildren,twogirlsandfour
boysallbetweenoneandthreeyearsofage,thathadbeenstolenfromthevillage.Alistairdidn’tknow
thathewouldhavehadthestomachforit.Atleastthetoddler’sdeathhadbeenaskindasitcouldbe.
Aftertheboyhadbeenlulledtosleepbyoneofthecleric’stonics,Hamishhadsmotheredtheslumbering
child.

Thoughtheday’sworkwashardlypleasant,Alistairwasgratefulforit.Theimportofthistaskkepthis

mindfromwanderingtothepreviousnightandhisrancoroverhavingfinallywonEmber’sloveonlyto
haveherrideawayfromhimforseveraldays.

WhileAlistairwatched,Hamishsetaboutdrainingallthebloodfromtheboy’scorpse.Theyoungwolf

besideAlistairsniffedtheair,lickingitsmuzzleatthescentoffreshblood.

“That’snotforyou.”Alistaircrouchedbesidethewolf,anditturnedtolickhischeeks,makingAlistair

laugh.

LordMarstoodnearthesarcophagus,oppositeHamish.
“Willithurtthewolf?”AlistairaskedBosque.
“Thechangewillbeconfusingandnodoubtunpleasant,”Bosqueanswered.“ButifHamishis

successful,noharmwillcometothebeast.”

Alistairfrowned,lookingintothejuvenilewolf’sgoldeneyes.Heheldouthisarmsothewolfcould

chewatthethickleathergauntletAlistairwore.Thiswolfhadfivebrothersandsisters.IfHamishfailed,
theworkwouldcontinue.ButAlistairhadgrowndeeplyattachedtothecubs—allofwhichhadgrown
fromyippingballsoffurintoganglypups.Hewouldmournthelossofanyofthem.

WatchingAlistairwiththewolf,Bosquesaid,“Don’tfearforyourchildren,Alistair.Hamishwillnot

fail.Willyou,Hamish?”

Hamishgruntedinreply,swappingabowlbrimmingwithbloodforanemptyone.
KnightandclerichadgonetogetherseekingBosque’sadvice.Alistair’sworkwiththewolfcubs

couldn’thavebeenmoreedifying.ThatBosquehaddescribedthemasAlistair’schildrenuncannily
echoedthefeelingsthatAlistairharboredforthewolves.Hespenteachdaywiththem.Hefedthem,
playedwiththem,letthemhuddlearoundhimwhentheytiredoftheirwrestlinganddriftedtosleep.

Hamish’sendeavorsofferedanoppositeresult.Despitehistirelessstudiesandinnovationswiththe

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trials,HamishcouldnotmanifestaviableformofAlistair’svision.Witheachnewattemptcamenew
failures.AlistairandHamishconsulted,foundfreshinspirations,andstrovetocompletetheirworkagain.
Andagaintheyfailed.

WhenAlistairdecidedHamishteeteredontheedgeofmadnessbecauseofhisfrustrations,theknight

broughtHamishtoLordMar.Bosqueaccompaniedthemtothecatacombstoobservetheirwork.

“Iseetheproblem,”BosquetoldthemwithinminutesofexaminingHamish’snotesandtheoutcomesof

histrials.

“Youdo?”Hamishtuggedathisruddy,gray-streakedhair.Fromthelookofit,Hamishhadn’tpickedup

acombinweeks.

Nodding,Bosquesaid,“Twobodiescannotexistinsamespace.Eachwillstruggleagainsttheotherfor

dominanceuntiltheyarebothdestroyed.That’swhat’shappenedhere.”

AstranglingwhinepouredoutofHamish’sthroat.“Thenweattemptallinvain.Whydidyounottellus

thatAlistair’screationhasalwaysbeenanimpossibility?”

“Becauseitisnot,”Bosquetoldhim.“You’resimplyviewingtheworldintoolimitedaway.”
SinceHamish’seyeswerebulgingdangerouslyatthesuggestionthathisthinkingwaslimited,Alistair

quicklysaid,“Whatdoyoumean,LordMar?”

“You’vebeentryingtoforcewolfandmanintoasinglebeinginthisworld,”Bosqueanswered.“When

yourveryabilitytomanifestthiscreaturerequirestheaidoftwoworlds.”

“Butwehaveyourblood,”Hamishspluttered.
“You’renotusingitcorrectly.”
AlistairputhishandonHamish’sshoulder,restrainingafurtheroutburst.
“Youonlythinkofmybloodforitsvalueinlettingthebeastsrestoretheirhealth,”Bosquecontinued.

“Butyouforgettheotherpurposeitserves.”

“Thegate,”Alistairsaidquietly.
Bosquesmiledathim.“Ofcourse.ConsiderthebloodoaththatallwhofollowEiramusttake.Blood

bindsustogether,strengthensthechannelthatflowsbetweenmyworldandyours.”

Hamish’swhite-faceddisbeliefbegantowaneasfascinationovertookhim.“Bodiesbetweenworlds?”
“Yes.”Bosquepickedupapieceofparchment,gazingatthemonstrousimagesHamishhaddrawn.

“Thewolfinone,themanintheother.”

“Howcanacreaturebethusdivided?”Hamishasked,afeverburninginhiseyes.Hegraspedablank

parchmentandquill.“Woulditnotbedrivenmadtoexistintwoplanes?”

“Onlythebodyisdivided,”Bosqueanswered.“Mindandspiritarealwayspresentinthebodythat

livesintheactiveplane.”

“Theactiveplane?”Alistairfrowned.
“Theworldswheremenandbeastsareborn,live,anddie,”Bosqueexplained.“Wherewecarveour

willsintothefabricofexistence.”

SettingHamish’sbizarresketchesaside,Bosquesaid,“Yourwolveswillbecreatedtoserveyouhere,

inthisworld.Butthebodythatwaits,ahollowvesseluntilfilledwithmindandspiritonceagain,must
bideitstimeinanemptyplane.”

“Suchplacesexist?”HamishscribblednotesasBosquespoke.
“LordHarthasvisitedonesuchplaceseveraltimes.”
“Ihave?”AlistairlookedatBosqueinsurprise.
Bosquelaughed.“Whenyourodetheshadowsteedortraveledinthemistalongsideme.Thespace

between,whichspeedsthejourney,isanemptyplane.Andthatistheplaceyoumustinvoketobringyour
visiontolife.”

Hamishdroppedhisquillashisfingerstrembled.“CanIaccomplishthistask?”
“IwouldnothavesentyoutoLordHarthadIanydoubtthatyoucould.Thepremiseisn’tdifficult,”

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BosquetoldHamish.“Inthemagicsyou’vepracticed,youcouldtakefromtheearthbutonlyifyougave
inreturn.Nowyouwilltakewhatyouneedbutkeepit.”

Hisbushyeyebrowshunchingtogether,Hamishsaid,“Forgiveme,mylord.Idonotunderstand.”
“Howdidyouweaveyourportals?”Bosqueasked.“Recitetheprinciplestome.”
“TheoldmagicofConatuswasbasedintheelementsofearth,”Hamishanswered,regretcreepinginto

hiswords.“Thedoorscouldbewovenbypullingvariousthreadsofthoseelementstogether,honoringthe
connectionsthatbindthewholeworldtogether,liketherootsofasinglegreattree.”

Alistairgroundhisteethasanunwantedmemoryofthesacredcedarflashedintohismind.Thetreehad

beenalivingsymbolofthatmagicbeforeithadbeenalteredtoserveBosque.

“Tocompleteyourwork,youwillagainbepullingthreads,”BosquetoldHamish.“Butinsteadofusing

threadsfromtheearth,youwillunravelthethreadsoflife.Youwilltaketheessenceofacreature’sbeing
andbindittothebodyofanother.”

“Bindthewolftotheman?”Hamishspokeinawe.“Butthebodiesremainseparate.”
Bosquenodded,smilinginapprovalatthecleric.“Thereceivingvesselmustbeempty—thespiritgone

andtheblooddrained.Thewolflives,itsessencepossessingthebody.”

“Whytheblood?”Alistairasked.
“Bloodbinds,asI’vealreadysaid,”Bosqueanswered.“Theemptiedbodywillhavetobeinfused

withmybloodtogainentrytotheemptyplane.”

TurninghisgazeonHamish,Bosqueasked,“Doyouunderstand?”
Hamishnoddedeagerly.
“Thenletusseetoit.”Bosqueledthemfromtheroomthatreekedofdeathtothemainchamberofthe

catacombs.

Nowtheystoodaroundthesarcophagus,waitingforthechild’sbodytogiveupthelastofitsblood.
“There,”Hamishsaid,settingathirdbrimmingbowltotheside.Takingalong,hollowedneedlethat

wasthinasahairatitspointandwideasaman’shandatitsbase,Hamishpiercedthecenteroftheboy’s
chestwithitstip.Withcarefultapshehammeredtheslenderspikeintothechild’sheart.Keepingthe
needleinplacewithonehand,HamishsetafunneloverthebaseandlookedatBosque.

Holdinghishandoverthefunnel,Bosqueusedadaggertoopenadeepgashinhispalm.Hisblood

welled,drippingintothefunnel.Bosqueallowedhisbloodtorunfreelyforaboutaminutebeforehe
closedhishand.

“Thatwillbeenough,”hetoldthem,lookingatAlistair.“Nowthewolf.”
Alistairnodded,thoughhisjawwasclenched.Hemovedaroundthesarcophagustostandbeside

Hamish;thewolffollowed.

Goingtoonekneebesidetheyoungwolf,Alistairsaidinafirmvoice,“Bestill.”
Thewolfwatchedhim,earsperkedupincuriosity.Alistairreachedaroundthewolf,loopinghisarms

arounditsbackandchest.Thewolf’stailbegantowaginanticipationofawrestlingmatch.

AlistairlookedatHamishandnodded.Thecleric’smotionsweresomewhatfamiliar,likethedance

thatwoveadoor,butaltered.Hamishmovedmoreslowlythanaweavingclericwould.Hisarmsswept
throughtheairindeliberatemotions,asifheweregatheringobjectsinvisibletotherestofthem.

ClaspedinAlistair’sarms,thewolfgrowledandthenbegantowhine.Steelinghimself,Alistair

tightenedhisholdonthebeastasitbegantostruggle.Itswhiningbecamemoreurgent.Alistairmade
soothingsounds,hopingtocalmthewolf.Heknewitdidn’thelpthathispulsewasflying,whichthewolf
couldsurelyfeel.

Thewolfstoppedsquirmingbutcontinuedtowhine,thesoundofitsdistressgrowingsofter,butmore

plaintive.Alistairbenthishead,thinkingthatifhelaidhischeekagainstthewolf’sshoulders,itmight
soothethebeast.Butashedidso,theanimalinhisarmsbegantoglow.Thewolf’sgrayfurglimmered,
becomingmoltensilver.

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“Letthebeastgo,”Hamishsaid,sweatpouringdownhisface.“Thewolfmusttakepossessionofthe

emptybodythatawaitsit.”

Alistairreleasedthecub,anditroseintotheair.Wherefur,flesh,andbonehadbeennowwasa

creatureofpurelight,asifthemoonhadgivenbirthtoawolf.WhileHamishfilledtheairwithasteady
streamofchanting,thewolfcubfloatedawayfromAlistairtohoveroverthesarcophagus.Itbeganto
descend,andwhenitsgleamingpawsmetwiththedeadchild’scoldskin,thewolfvanished.

Hamishdroppedhishandsandbentover,coughingandgaspingforbreath.Alistairleaptupandwentto

thesarcophagus.Thechild’seyeswidenedbeforeitopeneditsmouthandbegantowailinfear.Alistair
gavealowcrywhenhenoticedtheboy’sgoldenirises.Theboyturnedatthesound,hisfrightenedgaze
findingAlistairstandingbesidehim.

Holdinghisbreath,Alistairstretchedhisarmsouttothecryingchild.Withouthesitation,theboy

crawledintohisembrace.

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PERCHEDATTHEJUNCTIONofLochDuichandLochAish,theMackenziecastlecalledEilean
Donankeptwatchoverlandandsea.Cian,FatherMichael,andEmberrodeinsilence,theirmounts’
hoovescloppingonthestonebridgethatjoinedthemainlandtothecastle’ssmallisle.

ThejourneyfromTearmunnamountedtolessthanahalfday’sride,butforEmberthetripworeonand

on.Whilethehorsesherodeuponwasasensiblepalfreywithasmoothgait,EmbermissedCaber’s
livelyspirit.Hercompanionstraveledinsilence,notdeigningtospeakoftheirerrandtothewestern
lord’scastlenorofanyothermattersthatburdenedEmber’sthoughts.

Atseveralpointsontheroad,EmberhadlookedatFatherMichaelwiththeintentionoftellinghim

aboutAlistair’sproposal,seekinghisadviceastohowsheshouldproceed.ButEmberfoundthatshe
struggledtobringanywordsfromherthroat.Shedidn’tquestiontheresultofhermeetingwithAlistairin
thegreathallthenightbefore,butspeakingthewordsaloudmadethemrealinawayEmberwasn’t
preparedtoface.ShehadplayeduponAlistair’saffectionsandearnedtheresultshedesired,butnow
Emberwasn’tsuresheknewwhatthatwouldmean.

Mackenzie’sstablehandsawaitedtheridersinsidethecastlegate.Whentheyhaddismounted,oneof

Mackenzie’swarriorsescortedthemtoEileanDonan’smainhall.Thesombergraystoneofthekeep
enclosedcorridorslinedwithdarkwood,givingthecastleanairofsolemnity.

ThehallintowhichtheywereledwouldhavebeendwarfedbyTearmunn’sgreathall,yettheroom

wasfilledtoburstingwithpeople.Embersawquicklythatnotonlywereahandfulofclanchiefsin
attendance,buttheyhadalsobroughtlargecontingentsoftheirwarriors.Searchingthecrowdforher
father,Embercouldn’tfindhimorLordMackenzie.Butamongtheclansmen,threefiguresstoodoutto
her,allwearingdressthatidentifiedthemashailingfromthekingdomsoftheeast.

Twoofthemweremen,eachwearingasteelhelmwithaspikeatthecrownoftheheadandatrainof

chainmailthatcoveredhisneckandshoulders.Theirlong,colorfulrobesofferedonlyglimpsesofthe
platemailgauntletsandgreavesbeneath.Theirfemalecompanionworeaflowinggraygownthatfitmore
looselythantheEuropeanfashion.Herhair,neck,andshoulderswerecoveredbyapaleblueheadscarf.

BesideEmber,Cianmurmured,“Theyhavecome.Idarednothopeitwastrue.”
“Whoarethey?”Emberasked.
“ThemenareMamluks,”Ciananswered.“Thewomanisacleric;theysecretedhertousatgreatrisk

tothemselves.”

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“Wearen’theretomeetmyfather,arewe?”Emberasked.
“Yourfatherishere,andwewilldiscussAgneswithhim,”Ciantoldher.“Butthatmeetingprovided

theexcuseforourrealreasonstojourneyhere.”

FatherMichaelhadalreadypushedhiswaythroughthecrowdtogreetthestrangers.Thepriestandthe

womanembraced,andFatherMichaelbeckonedtoCianandEmber.

“LadyEmberMorrowandLadyCian.”FatherMichaelpresentedthetwowomen.“PleasemeetLord

KurjiiandLordTamur,oftheKrakdesChevaliersGuard,andtheirmostreveredcleric,LadyRebekah.”

KurjiiandTamurofferedcrispbows.TheknightsremindedEmberoffalcons,withtheirclear,sharp

eyesandthetalonlikesabersbeltedattheirwaists.Thesightofthewicked,curvingblades,solike
Barrow’ssword,madeEmber’schestpinch.Rebekah’shairwasdarkbrownshotthroughwiththreadsof
silver,herfacedeeplylined,andEmberguessedshewasonlyafewyearsyoungerthanFatherMichael.

Embercurtsied,andCianreturnedtheirbow.
“It’sanhonor,”CiansaidtoKurjiiandTamur.“Yourreputationsinthefieldproceedyou.”
“Asdoesyours,”Tamuranswered.“Andyoursister’s.”
Kurjiinoddedgrimly.“We’redeeplygrievedthatshehasbeenseducedbythisnethercreature,Bosque

Mar.”

“Hegrowsbolderbytheday,”Cianreplied.“Thewayhelooksatmysisterterrifiesme.Shebelieves

heanswershercommands,buthethinksonlytoruleher.”

“Fromwhatwe’vebeenabletodiscoverofBosqueMar,yoursuspicionsaretrue,”Rebekahtoldher.
FatherMichaelclaspedhishandstogetherprayerfully.“Godbepraised.Youhavefoundsomething,

then?”

Rebekahsmiledatthepriest,butitwasn’tamirthfulexpression.“Wehave,butIfearwedon’tbring

goodtidings.”

“Butyouhavefoundawaytodefeathim?”Cianaskedthecleric.
“Possibly,”Rebekahanswered.“Butonlybycobblingtogetherlorefromsomeofthemostancienttexts

inourarchives.Thereisnowaytobecertainitwillconquerhim.”

“Howisitthatyou’vecomehere?”Emberasked.
KurjiiandTamurexchangedaglance,andCiansaid,“EmberisoneoftheGuard,forcedtohideher

trueallegianceforourpurpose.Youmayspeakfreely.”

Withacurtnod,Tamursaid,“Hidingiswhatmanyareforcedtodonow.Thosewhoopenlyholdtothe

truemissionofConatushavebeenlabeledtraitors.Theyrotinourdungeons.Orworse.”

“Worse?”Emberasked.
“LadyEira’sclerics-turned-conjurersdemandallegiancewhileshadowbeastshoverattheirside,”

Kurjiisaid,mouthturneddownindisgust.“Anywhoresistorrefusetosweartheirfealtytoherruleof
ourorderarehandedtothewraiths.Mostwhowitnessthetormentabandontheirconvictionsinorderto
avoidasimilarfate.”

Tamursighed.“Upontheirfirstarrival,Eira’semissariesimpliedtheoathtakingwouldbevoluntary,

butnowtheyhavenoqualmsaboutforcinganimmediatechoice.TheorderscamefromEirathatanywho
questionordelayjoiningwithherareenemies.Shedismantlesaresistancebeforeitcanbegathered.”

“Thenwhatareyou?”EmberaskedTamur.“Ifnotresistance?”
“Thelastchance.”RebekahansweredEmber,thoughhergazemetFatherMichael’s.“BeforeConatus

islost.”

AstirringofthecrowdnearthehallentranceturnedEmber’sattentiontothedoor.Thegathered

warriorsquieted,steppingbackasLordMackenzieenteredtheroomwithEmber’sfatherathisside.

ButEmber’seyesfixeduponthetriothatfollowedthetwoScottishlords.
Tamurleanedforward,murmuringintoherear,“Youaskedhowitwasthatwecamehere,Lady

Morrow.Itwasduetotheeffortsofyourformercompanions.”

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Lukasz,Kael,andBarrowhaltedjustinsidethedoor.LordMackenzieliftedhishands,commandingthe

attentionofallassembled.

Payingtheclanchiefnomind,Emberwasalreadypushingherwaypastburlywarriors,elbowingthem

roughlytogetthrough.Asmengruntedwhenshejostledandshovedthem,Ember’sadvancegained
notice.

Barrowsawhertryingtoreachhim.Hisfacepaled,andheranforward.Emberbrokethroughthe

crowdandthenshewasinBarrow’sarms.Withthecastle’slord,herfather,andahundredsomeof
Scotland’sbattle-hardenedmenwatching,EmberdrewBarrow’sfacetohers.Barrowheldhergazefora
momentbeforehekissedher.Herfingersdugintohisshouldersasshebreathedthescentofhisskin.

TheyonlypartedwhenKaelsaidloudly,“AndIthoughtwe’dcomeheretofight.”
Hiswordsdidn’tmakeEmberblush,andwhilesheforcedherselftostepoutoftheembrace,shetook

Barrow’shand,holdingittight,needingtofeelthathewashere,alive,safe.

“Well,then.”LordMackenzienoddedatBarrow.“Atleastnotalloftheday’stalkwillbeofsorrow.”
Emberriskedlookingatherfather.Tohersurprise,hehadn’ttransformedintoared-facedtroll,but

insteadappearedtobeonthevergeoflaughter.WhenhewinkedatEmber,shegasped.

Followinghergaze,Barrowwhispered,“I’vebeenspeakingwithyourfatherandamhappytoreport

I’moutofhisillfavor,asareyou.”

Emberglancedupathim,wonderingexactlywhatBarrowhadtoldherfather.
“Wouldyouliketokissthelassagain,LordHess?”LordMackenziecalledtoBarrowwithaguffaw.

“Orcanwegettothebusinessofwar?”

Heartylaughterfilledtheroom,andBarrowsaid,“IwillalwayswanttokisstheladyMorrow,butout

ofrespecttoyourlordship,Iwillwait…forawhile.”

Atthat,Emberdidblush,andthewarriorsroared,snickeringandslappingoneanotherontheback.

Emberduckedherhead,butBarrowslidhisarmaroundherwaist,holdingherclose.

“Rebekah!”LordMackenziestretchedhishandout,andtheclericcametojoinhim.Addressingthe

crowd,Mackenziesaid,“ThoughIamproudtocallmyselfchiefofmyclan,Iamnotsuchafoolasto
believemyselfmasterofspiritsanddevils.Wheneverthosefoulthingsthatarenotmen,yetpreyupon
them,havetroubledthoseundermyprotection,IhavecalleduponConatusforaid.Nowtheveryorder
thathaskeptthedarkestofthingsfrominfestingourlandsfallsundertheswayofnefariousforces.”

LordMackenzie’sarmswepttheroom.HepausedtopointatFatherMichael,Cian,theMamluk

knights,EmberandBarrow,andlastly,KaelandLukasz.

“Afewbravesoulswouldresistthisrisingdarkthatthreatensnotonlytheirorderbutthefutureofall

men.Ihavecalledyoutothiskeepaskingthatyourbrawnandsteeljoinintheirfight.”

Hisfacedarkening,theclanchiefcontinued,“Youmaynoticethatnotallofyourclanbrethrenarehere.

SomehavealreadypledgedtheirheartstoLadyEiraandherdevilishhordes.ButIknoweachofyou,
knowthatyourclanshavebeensteadfastintheoldways.Thisnew,risingtidewilldrownusall.Those
whowelcomeitarefools.”

Asomber,butaffirmingtitterpassedthroughthecrowdandMackenzienodded,pleased.
TheScottishlordpushedwarriorsasideuntilhestoodnexttoRebekah.Restinghishandonher

shoulder,theclanchiefsaid,“Thiswomanbringsushope.Wordsdrawnfromtheoldestoffaithsandthe
chancetobeatbackwickednessthatwouldruleus.”

BowingtoRebekah,Mackenziesteppedback,andtheclericliftedhervoice.
“Theysurroundmanonallsidesastheearthdoestherootsofthevine;athousandareonhisleft,and

tenthousandonhisrightside.”

Pausing,Rebekahletheraudienceabsorbthewords,thensaid,“Sooursacredtextsspeakofdemons.”
Warriorsshiftednervously,glancingaroundtheroomasifthehordesRebekahspokeofmight

materializeatanymoment.

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“Wemakethemistakeofpresumingthattheworldsinvisibletouscanbenothinglikethisearth,”

Rebekahtoldthem.“Butthroughourstudy,weknowthatthosestrangeworldstouchingoursshouldbe
seenasadarkerreflectionofourown.Weknowwellhowkingsandprincesstriveforpower.Whenhas
therebeenatimewithoutwarintheland?”

Murmursandnodsansweredher.
“Soitisforthosecreaturesthatinhabitthenetherrealm,”Rebekahsaid.“Likeours,theirlivesare

ordered.Somebeastslivelikepeasants,othersmakewarinthewayofknights.Andlikeus,theyserveat
thepleasureofkings.”

Rebekahbowedherhead,asifovercomebygreatsadness.“Oneofoursistershasfallenunderthe

swayofsuchacreature:akingofthenetherwhoseekstowinthewarsofhisworldbyinfiltratingours.
LadyEiraservesacreaturewhonameshimselfLordBosqueMar.Itishewhomwemustdefeat.”

Agrizzledwarriorwithtwoaxesstrappedacrosshisbackcalledout,“IdonotlikewhatLadyEirahas

done,butwehaveallheardthetalesoftheshadowarmyshecansummon.Thiscreaturesheserves
imbuesherwithpower.Allsaythatsheisbecomeinvincible.”

“Noweaponcanharmherwraiths!”anotherwarriorshouted.“IfwegotowaragainstEira,weoffer

ourselvesupforslaughter.”

Uneasywhispersandsullenexpressionsfollowedtheobjections.
Mackenziemotionedforsilence.“Ourswordsmaynotkillthesecreatures,butRebekahoffersaway

bywhichwemaydrivethembackwhencetheycame.”

“How?”Thequestionwasshoutedfromsomewhereinthecrowd.
“Theoldestofmagics,drawnfromtheearthherself,”Rebekahreplied.“Anywhoallythemselveswith

Eiraaretainted.Thepoweruponwhichtheydrawisadiseasetothisworld,andtheearthwouldseethe
infectionpurged.BosqueMargainedpurchaseofthisworldbyopeningagatetothenether—arifttornin
thefabricofcreation.Wemusthealthewoundandtherebyridourselvesofthisplague.”

“Wearenotmagicians,”theax-bearingwarriorobjected.
Mackenzierepliedtohim,“Norneedwebe.ButthegateofwhichRebekahspeakslieswithin

Tearmunn.”

“DoyousuggestwelaysiegetoTearmunn?”thewarriorshotback.“Eirawillsummonherwraithsto

destroyusbeforewereachthekeep’swalls.”

Noddinggravely,Mackenzieanswered,“Yourwordsaretrue.Theattackmustbeasurprise,orweare

defeatedbeforethebattlebegins.”

Theroomgrewquiet.Emberlookedatthesternbutfearfulfacesoftheassembledwarriorsandsether

jaw,knowingwhatshehadtodo.

SlippingawayfromBarrow,Embertookafewstepstowardtheclanchief.“IfImay,Lord

Mackenzie.”

“LadyMorrow?”Mackenzie’sbushyeyebrowswentupinsurprise.
Ember’sheartwasslammingagainstherribs.Sheclenchedherfists,wishingshecouldhavespoken

privatelywithBarrowbeforethismoment.

“IbelieveIcanofferawayfortheclansmentoenterTearmunnwithoutraisingsuspicion.”
Mackenzienodded,waitingforhertocontinue.
“LordEdmundMorrowwillsummonthemtothekeep”—Emberlookedatherfather—“toattendhis

daughter’swedding.”

“GoodGod,lass,”herfathersaid,thunderstruck.“HowdidyoufindahusbandforAgnes?”
Embershookherhead.“NotAgnes.Ispeakofmyownwedding.”
Mackenzieandherfatherexchangedadoubtfulglance.Behindher,Barrowcoughed.Whensheturned,

hewassmilingather.

“I’mpleasedyou’reeagertomarryme,LadyMorrow,butIdon’tthinkI’dbewelcomeatTearmunn.

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Evenasyourbridegroom.”

“No.”Embercouldn’tmeethisgaze.“Idonotspeakofamarriagetoyou,LordHess.”
FacingMackenzieandherfatheragain,Embersaid,“LastnightIagreedtobecomethewifeofLord

AlistairHart.”

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EMBERWASGLADHERbackwasturnedtoBarrow.Shecouldn’tbearseeinghisface.

“Alistair?”Herfather’sfacegainedamottledpurplehue.“YouthinkIwouldgivemyyoungerdaughter

totheworthlessbrotherofthecurwhoshamedmyelderdaughterbyputtingabastardinherbelly?”

“Ofcoursenot.”Emberwasgladtoshout,wantingBarrowtohearwhatshewasabouttosay.“Idonot

wishtomarryAlistair,onlytoinsinuatemyselftohistrust.Hehaslongadmiredme.Byassentingto
becomehiswife,IgainfreedomfromsuspicionaboutmyreasonsforreturningtoTearmunn.”

EdmundMorrow’sfacereturnedtoanormalcolor,buthelookedtoMackenzieforguidance.
Theclanchiefscratchedathisbeardwhilehethought.“Awedding.Youareanobleman,Edmund.You

dohavetherighttocalltheclanstohonoryourdaughteratamarriagefeast.”

“Iwouldgivemysupporttothisstrategy.”ItwasLukaszwhospoke.ThecommandercametoEmber’s

side.“Thefestiveairofaweddingwillprovideampledistractionsothatwecaninfiltratethekeep.”

“Areweonlytobeweddingguests,then?”Theever-doubtfulwarriorlaughed.“ShallIleavemyaxes

athome?”

Rebekahansweredhimcoolly.“Ifearnot,mylord.Thespellworkrequiredtoclosetherifttakestime.

YourweaponswillbeneededtodrawEira’sforcesawayfromasecond,stealthpartythatwillprotect
mewhileIperformthenecessaryrites.”

“Makenomistake,”Mackenzieadded,“evenwiththeadvantageofsurprise,thefightwillbehard,our

lossesmany.”

Lukaszsaidtothemansofullofobjections,“Considerthechoices.Riskyourlifenoworwaitforthe

wraithstopreyuponyourfamilies.”Thecommanderraisedhisvoice.“Ibearwitnesstotheslaughterof
Dorusduain!Anentirevillageemptiedofmen,women,andchildren.Notasinglesoulwasspared—allto
satisfythecravingsofthosebeastsruledbyBosqueMarandwelcomedintothisworldbyLadyEira.”

“Dorusduain!”Areturningshoutfilledtheroom.
“Dorusduain!Dorusduain!”Achorusofboomingvoicesechoedthroughthehall.
Mackenzienoddedhisapproval,lettingthebattlecriesgoonforsomeminutesbeforeheonceagain

liftedhisarmstoquietthewarriors.

“Yourcouragespeaksofyourhonor!”Mackenzielethisgazesweeptheroom.“Returntoyourclans

andawaitnewsofLadyMorrow’swedding.Whenthedateisset,Iwillsendwordofhowtheattackwill
proceed.Now,resthereandenjoymyhospitality.Foodanddrinkwillfillthesetableswithinthehour.”

Acheerwentupfromthecrowd.Asthemoodofthehalltransformedfromtensetojovial,Ember

returnedtoBarrow.Hisfacewasunreadableassheapproached.

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“Ihadnotimetoexplain,”Embersaid.“Ortotellyouwhat’stranspired.I’msosorry.”
Barrow’ssmilewasthin.“Youshouldn’tapologize,thoughIcannotfeignhappinessatthisnews.”
“Nordoesitbringmejoy,”Emberreplied.“IdonotloveAlistair,thoughitpainsmetodeceivehimin

thisway.Oncehewasmydearestfriend,buthehasbeentwistedbyEiraandBosque.”

“Itisapettything,butIwouldbemoreateaseifyoudespisedLordHart.”Barrowdrewalongbreath.
“IcannothateAlistair,”Embersaid.“Butmyheartisyoursalone.”
Thoughsadnessstilltouchedhiseyes,Barrowbenttokissher.
“Betrothedtooneman,yetkissinganother?”EdmundMorrowbrokeintothetendermoment.“Conatus

hastrulycorruptedmyyoungerdaughter.”

Emberturnedacoldgazeonherfather.Onceshewouldhavefearedhisjudgment,butnolonger.
Raisinghisbrowatherwitheringglare,Edmundlaughed.
“Iteaseyou,Ember,andyetyouthrowdaggersatmewithyoureyes.”
“Mymemoriesofyourhumormustbefaulty,”Emberanswered.“ForIcanonlyrecallyour

reprimands.”

“Ah,lass,youarehardonyourfather.”Edmundsighed.“ButIsupposeIhaveearnedyourwrath.”
Emberfrownedathim.“Yourgoodspiritsarestrangetome,Father.Atourlastmeetingyoucondemned

mydecisiontojointheConatusGuard.”

“Istillwouldseeyoumarriedratherthanchargingintobattle,”herfatherreplied.“Butthegriefofyour

motheratlosingbothherdaughtersinsuchquicksuccessionhassoftenedthegristleofmyheart.”

“YouwouldrestoreAgnestoyourhome,then?”Emberasked.Shehadnointerestinmakingpeacewith

herfatherunlessheplannedtomakeamendswithhersister.

“Aye,”Edmundsaid,thoughhelookedasifhe’dswallowedsomethingterriblysour.“Ican’thavejoy

inyoursister’scondition,butIknowhertobeasweet,lovinggirl.ThatdamnableHenryistoblamefor
hermisfortune.”

“You’vetreatedherhorribly,”Embersaid,unwillingtoforgivehimtooeasily.“Andshesufferedlong

forit.”

“Willyoutorturemebyharpingonmypoorjudgments,Ember?”herfatherasked.
“Imay,”Emberanswered,meaningit.
“You’reahardlass.”
Embernoddedinanswer.Withagroan,EdmundlookedtoBarrow.“Mydaughterisswayedbyyou,

LordHess.Willyouspeakonmybehalf?”

Barrowsmiledathim.“I’velearnedtotrustinEmber’schoices.Icannotspareyouherwrathforfear

ofearningitmyself.”

“Verywell.”Edmundshrugged.“Iwilldomypenance.”
LordMackenziejoinedthem,saying,“Ibidyoucomewithmetomyquarters.Therearematterstobe

discussedawayfromthisthrong.”

Followingtheclanchieffromthehall,theyweremetbyLukasz,Kael,FatherMichael,Cian,andthe

visitorsfromKrakdesChevaliers.Mackenzieledtheirsmallpartythroughthecastle,thedinofthe
clansmen’sfeastfadingtoamurmur.WhentheywereensconcedinMackenzie’sprivatequarters,theclan
chiefcollapsedintoachair.HiswearygazerolledovertoCian.

“Youhavetheclans,mylady.”
“Andyouhaveourgratitude,”Cianansweredwithashortbow.
“Theweddingshouldtakeplaceasquicklyaspossible,”Mackenziesaid,lookingatEmber.“Willyour

betrothedassenttothat?”

Embernodded,dreadsnakingthroughherbelly.“Ibelievehewill.”
“WeshouldconsiderthatIhavenolovelostforthosewhoruleTearmunn,”Edmundinterjected.“IfI

seemtooamenabletothisarrangement,itcoulddrawsuspicion.”

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“Demandtheamountthatwouldhavebeenyourdaughters’dowriesinsteadbepaidtoyou,”Father

Michaelsuggested.“Alistairhasnofortune,butEiraandBosquewillseetoitthathishappinessis
ensured.Theywillagreetoyourterms,andyouwillstillappeartoobjecttothemarriage,butforyour
owngreed.”

“Thatsoundslikeme.”Edmundsmirked.“Doesn’tit,Ember?”
“Yes,”Emberansweredtruthfully.She’dremainedskepticalofherfather’schangeofhearttoward

herselfandAgnes,andasshewatchedhim,sherealizedtherehadbeenlittlechangeatall.WhatEdmund
Morrowtookjoyinwasvengeance.ThwartingEira’splansconstitutedretributionfortakinghisyounger
daughterfromhishomeandofferinghiselderdaughteraplaceofcomfortandhonorwhenhe’ddenied
herthesame.

Wishingshecouldspitbileintoherfather’sface,Emberinsteadkeptsilent.Nomatterhismotivations,

herfather’scooperationwasvitaltotheirsuccess.Untilshecouldberidofhimagain,shewouldhaveto
pretendshebelievedherfamilyfullyreconciled.

“It’ssettled,then.”Edmundbeamedather.“I’llsendforyourmothertojoinmeatEileanDonan.We

willaccompanyMackenzieonthedayofthewedding.”

“You’rebringingMother?”Embergapedathim.“There’snoplaceforherinthis.Whatoftheattack?”
Herfathershrugged.“Idonotwishtoendangermywife,butdoyounotthinkitwouldraisequestions

ifyourmotherwasn’tinattendanceatyourownwedding?”

Shefrowned.“Makeanexcuse.Saysheisillandcannottravel.”
“AndwhatofAgnes?”hereplied.“Willyoukeepyoursisterfromtheweddingaswell?”
Emberglaredathim,caughtbythetruthofhiswordsbuthatingthem.
“LadyMorrow,”Mackenzieofferedgently,“noneofuswantharmtobefallyourmotherorsister.Iwill

assignoneofmymosttrustedmentoprotectthemwhenthebattlebegins.”

Resignedtothestrengthoftheirargument,Emberasked,“Andwhowillgototherift?”
Kaelsmiledather.“Thoseofuswhowouldn’tdareshowourfacestocongratulateyouonyour

wedding.”

“Andhowwillyougainaccesstothekeep?”MackenziefrownedattheConatusknights.“Iknowof

onlytwoentrances,neitherofwhichwouldletyoupassunnoticed.”

“Wehaveunusualmeansoftravelthatwillallowustobypasstheguardedentryways,”Lukasz

answered.

“Hmpf.”EdmundeyedLukaszwarily.“Moreofthismagic,Isuppose.Idonotwishtoknowofit,forI

blamesuchthingsforourcurrentsorrows.Witchesandsorcerersbedamned.”

“Notallmagicsbringeviltotheworld,”Rebekahchided,earningabitterglarefromEmber’sfather.
“We’llrelyonyourstoclosethegate,”Mackenzieadded.
Tamurspokeup,frowningatthegroup.“Youareallfamiliarwiththiskeep.Areyoucertaintheroom

inwhichtheriftisfoundwillbeunguarded?”

“Mysisteronlypostsguardsatthedoorwhensheisholdingcourt,”Ciananswered.
“Eiraholdscourtnow?”Kael’seyeswidened.
Cian’sjawclenched,andshenodded.
“Herlustforpowerhasoverwhelmedallelse,”FatherMichaelsaidsadly.
“Andthiscreature,BosqueMar.”Kurjiifrowned.“Thoughheisnothuman,youexpecthewillbe

presenttowitnessthemarriage.”

“BosquehastakenaspecialinterestinAlistair,”Emberanswered.“Icannotimaginehewouldbe

absentforsuchanimportantevent.”

“I’mafraidthatraisesanothermatter,”FatherMichaelsaid,hisvoicetroubled.“ThoughIknownotif

itaffectsourplans,Iwouldnotbeblindtoathreatthatmayexist.”

“Whatisit?”Lukaszaskedthepriest.

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“AsLadyMorrowsays,BosqueMarfavorsLordHart,”FatherMichaelreplied.“Andhehasput

AlistairtoworkwithinthecatacombsandgivenhimtheassistanceofHamish,whowasoncea
formidablecleric.”

Embertiltedherhead,lookingthoughtfullyatFatherMichael.“Alistairspoketomeofthiswork.He

saiditwasaspecialtaskgiventohimbyBosque.”

“IfearwhatoccursinthetombsbeneathTearmunn’smanor,”FatherMichaelsaid.HemetEmber’s

gaze.“LadyMorrow,thoughIdonotwishtofurtherendangeryou,youarethemostlikelypersonto
discoverwhatoccupiesAlistair’sdays.”

“IwilldowhatIcan,”Embersaidquickly.Itwasn’tthatshewaseagertotakerisks,butthatthe

strategythey’dadoptedathersuggestionwouldmeaneverydaywasadayclosertoaweddingshedidn’t
want.UncoveringthemysteryofAlistair’sworkforLordMarwouldofferawelcome,ifdangerous,
distraction.

“Verywell.”Mackenziegrunted,pushinghimselfoutofhisseat.“Ibelievewehavesettledallthatwe

canfornow.Ahardroadliesahead,andIsuggestwefeastwhilewecan.”

Mackenzieleftthechamberandtheothersfiledoutafterhim.Emberbegantofollow,butahandcaught

herwrist,holdingherback.Barrowlookeddownather.He’dbeenunusuallysilent,butEmberdidn’t
havetoaskwhy.

Whentheywerealoneintheroom,heturnedhertofacehim.Hishandsrestedonherhipsandhe

pulledherclose.Insilence,hisfingersmovedupthesidesofherbody,overhershoulders,downher
armstobrieflyclaspherhands.Thenheslidhishandsthroughherhairashebenttokissher.Emberknew
theirembracewouldbebrief,thatneithertheircircumstancenorthiscastleaffordedthemtimeandspace
enoughfortheintimacyshecraved.Nothingcouldbedonetochangethat.Whentheirlipsparted,Ember
feltahollowachebeneathherribs.

Barrowkissedhercheekbeforerestinghisforeheadagainsthers.Theydidn’tspeak,andEmberdidn’t

wantto.Wordswouldn’tbringwhatshelongedfor.

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EIRAGAZEDATALISTAIR.Theyoungknighthadbeenholdinghisbreathwhilesheconsideredhis
petition.Shebrieflytoyedwiththeideaofseeingwhetherhe’dturnblueinthefacebeforeshegave
answer.Lovemadesuchfoolsofotherwiseworthwhilemen.

“Thisiswhatyoutrulydesire?”Eiraasked,frowningathim.
“Iknowit’salargesum,mylady.”Alistairgaspedthewords.“I’msorrythatLordMorrowseeksto

punishyoubecauseIwouldmarryEmberinsteadofseeingherthewifeofGavinMackenzie.”

EiratappedEdmundMorrow’sletteronthearmofherthrone.Ember’sfatherwasapathetic,selfish

man,butmoneywasoflittleconsequencetoEira.“Thatisn’twhatIasked.”

“Iloveher,”Alistairsaidquietly,loweringhisgaze.
“Verywell.”EiralookedtoEmber,whostoodalongsideAlistair.Theyoungcouplehadrequestedan

audiencethemomentEmberhadreturnedfromEileanDonan,despitethelatehour.Eirahaddeignedto
seetheminherownbedchamberandhadsummonedBosquetoattendthemeetingaswell.

Thepairkeptstealingglancesateachother,likechildrenwho’dbeencaughtbreakingrules.Eira

observedthemwithamixtureofamusementandbefuddlement.

“LadyMorrow,yourfatherasksfortheweddingtotakeplacewhileheremainsatMackenzie’scastle.”
“Yes,mylady.”EmbersmiledshylyatAlistair.“ButIdonotmind.IwouldsoonerbemarriedtoLord

Hartthanwaitanotherday.”

WhenEmberlookeduponhimwithlove,Alistairthoughthisheartwouldburst.“Ialsodonotwishto

wait.”

Eiracrumpledtheletterinherhandsoshewouldn’tgroanattheirsickeninglysweetwords.
“Aweekfromtodaywillprovideenoughtimeforarrangementstobemade,”FatherMichaeloffered.
“NextFriday?”EiraglancedatBosque,whoasusualstoodtoherleft.“Whatsayyou,LordMar?”
Bosquesmiledather,mischiefdancinginhissilvereyes.“IbelieveLordHartshouldnotbedeniedhis

heart’sdesire.LettheweddingtakeplaceFriday.”

Eiraheldhisintentgaze,wonderingwhathewasupto.
“Ishallmakearrangements.”FatherMichaelbowed.
“TakeLadyMorrowwithyou,”Bosquetoldthepriestabruptly.“Werequireaprivateaudiencewith

LordHart.”

AflickerofdiscontentpassedlikeashadowoverEmber’sface,butshecurtsiedandfollowedthe

priestoutofthegreathall.

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Alistairwatcheduntiltheyweregone,thenturnedtoBosque.“Issomethingamiss?”
“Idon’tknow,”Bosqueanswered.“WhathasshetoldyouofthegatheringatMackenzie’scastle?”
“Thatherfatherhaschangedlittle.”Alistair’svoicewasgruff,indignantonhisbeloved’sbehalf.“He

wouldhavemarriedhertoMackenzie’ssonbutforherpleastobewedtome.Andasyouknow,he
assentedtothatonlybypromiseofpayment.”

“Andnothingelse?”BosquefrownedatAlistair.
“There’sthematterofAgnes,”Alistairoffered.
BosquelaidhisarmoverthebackofEira’sthrone.“ThebriberequestedforAgnesshouldbedenied.”
“What?”Alistairrepliedinalarm.
“Don’tfearforyourwedding,LordHart.”Bosquesmiledathim.“Wewon’trevoketheoffertopayto

restoreAgnestoherfatheruntilafteryouandEmberarewed.”

EiraturnedinherseattolookupatBosque.“Youwanttokeepthegirlhere?”
Bosquenodded,hiseyesthoughtful.“Sheremainsvaluable.Particularlyasameansofpreventingany

misstepsonthepartofAlistair’snewbride.”

“YouwanttocontinuetoholdAgnesasahostage?”Alistairasked.
“That’sonewayoflookingatit,”Bosquereplied.“ButAgnesoffersarareopportunityforyou,

Alistair.I’msurprisedyouhaven’tthoughtofityourself.Yourmindistoofulloflove,Isuppose.”

Alistairgrimaced,andEiralaughed.
Straighteninginanefforttorestorehisdignity,Alistairasked,“WhathaveImissedwithregardto

Agnes?”

“You’vedoneamarvelousthing,”Bosquetoldhim.“Andtherewardyoushallreapisaterriblearmy

liketheworldhasneverseen.Anarmyfearsomeforitsstrengthanditsabsoluteloyaltytoyou.”

“Thankyou,mylord,”Alistairsaid,buthisbrowwasfurrowedinconfusion.
“Butnowyouhaveonlysixwarriorstoraiseforthispurpose,”Bosquesaid.“Howdoyouproposeto

increasetheirranks?”

Alistairopenedandclosedhismouth,butcouldgivenoanswer.
BosquesmiledatEira.“AsIsaid,hismindistoofulloflove.”
Eiranodded,butasked,“IconfessIdonotseehowAgnesfitsintohisvision.”
“Submission,duty,andloyaltyarequalitiesnotonlyofwarriorsthatservetheirking,”Bosquesaid,

answeringAlistairratherthanEira.“Suchtraitsareevenstrongerwithinfamilies.”

“Families,”Alistairrepeated.
“WitnessLadyMorrowherself,”Bosquetoldhim.“Sheriskedherlifetoreturntohersister,toprotect

her…andtobewithyou,ofcourse.”

OnecornerofBosque’smouthturnedup,andEirawonderedifBosquewasmockingAlistair.
WhenAlistairstilldidn’tspeak,Bosquebegantoshowfrustration.“Agnesiswithchild.Achildthat

willbedevotedtoitsmotherandtothosetowhomitsmothersubmits.”

Alistair’seyessuddenlywentwide.
“Yes.”AslowsmilespreadacrossBosque’smouth.“Iwantyoutocontinueyourtrials,LordHart…

withAgnes.”

“ButEmber—”Alistairshiftedonhisfeet.
“Ifyouworrythatmycounselwouldangeryourbeloved,”Bosquesaidsmoothly,“considerthis:if

Emberistobeyourwife,shemustserveyou,obeyyou.Howdoyouthinkshewouldrespondtothe
miraculousworkyou’veaccomplishedthusfar?”

Alistairblanched,makingitobvioustoEirathathe’dkepthisloveforEmberstrictlyseparatefromhis

collaborationwithBosque.

“Iagree,”BosquetoldAlistair.“Shemaynotunderstandthegreatnessofit,onlybecauseitwillbe

strangetoher.Butifyoumakehersisterapartofit,shewillbeforcedtoacceptwhatyou’vedone.”

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“Iwillthinkonthis,LordMar.”Alistair’sfacehadgonegray,buthebowed.“MayItakemyleave

now?”

“Yes.”
WhenAlistairwasgone,Eiraasked,“AreyouworriedthatLordHartwillfalterinhisloyalty?”
Bosqueshookhishead.“Ifheharborsdoubts,theywillfadewiththenoveltyofhislove.”
“Ihopeyou’reright,”Eirasaid.Shestoodupandstretched,wearyfromthelongday.
“Iam.”
“SoonyouandLordHartmustshowmethismarvelhe’screated.”Eirabegantounbraidherhair,

thinkingtoseekherbed.

“Alistairwilltakeyoutothecatacombssoon.”BosquecameclosetoEira,andwhenhereachedupto

touchherloosecopperwaves,shebecamestill.“Heiswisetoletthebeastsknowhimalone,totrusthim
completely,beforeheintroducesthemtoothers.”

Eiradidn’tanswer.Bosquecontinuedtostrokeherhair.
“Ishouldsleep.”Hervoicehitchedwhenshespoke,andshesteppedawayfromhim.
“Whydoyoushrinkfromme?”Hisvoicewaslikesilk.
“I—”Herheartwasbeatingmuchtooquickly,makingherbreathless.Shelookedaway,gazingatthe

windowbutnotfocusingonanything.

Followingherretreat,Bosquestoodverynear,butdidn’ttouchher.“Eira.”
Layinghisfingersagainsthercheek,heturnedherfacetolookathim.“Ihavenotknowndesirefora

womanbeforeyoucalledmeforthfromthenether.NowIfinditconsumesme.Icanthinkoflittleelse.”

Eirafeltdizzy.ShemovedawayfromBosqueagain,butherpathledhertothesideofherbed.She

turnedaroundandfoundherselffacinghim.

“Willyoudenyme?”
ThedoubtschurningbeneathEira’sribsfinallysurfaced.“Iconfess,LordMar,Ifindyourwordsof

passiondifficulttobelieve.Nomanhaseverspokentomethus.”

“Whatmanwouldhavecourageenoughtobelievehecouldwinyou?”Bosquelaughed.“Youexude

power.Menaresmallcreatures,easilycowedbythosewhochallengetheirsenseofself-importance.”

Heleanedcloser,hisbreathtouchinghercheek.“Menfearyou,butIpromisetheyhavealsowanted

you.”

Sheturnedherface,andhislipsmethers.Bosquepulledback,andEiragaspedwhenhetookoffhis

shirt.

“Ihaven’tassentedtosharemybedwithyou.”Sheputsteelintohervoice,buthergazetraveledover

hisbroadshoulders,thestrengthofhischestandabdomen.

“AndIhaven’tforgottenthat.”Bosquesmiledather.“Butifyouwouldconsenttotouchme,Iwould

liketoknowthefeelingofyourhandsonmyskin.”

Eira’sfingerstwitched,achingtotracethelinesofmusclethatcoveredhisbaretorso.Shedaredtorest

herpalmjustbelowhiscollarbone.Hisskinwassowarmunderherfingers.Heatseemedtoflowfrom
thepointofcontactupherarm,spreadingoverherlimbs.

“Liewithme,Eira,”Bosquemurmured,holdingherinhisgaze.“Perfectourunion.Makeitcomplete.”
Slowly,waitingforhertoobject,Bosquereachedforthefrontofhertabard.Whenshedidn’ttryto

stophim,hepulledthelonggarmentoverherhead.Heleaneddown,kissingthespotwhereherpulsebeat
rapidlyatherthroat.

Eira’shandstolearoundBosque’sneck,herfingertipsbrushinghissofthair.
“IspoketoAlistairoftheloyaltyinherentwithinfamilies,sealedbysharedblood,”Bosquewhispered

againstherskin.“Aslongasachildbornfromthelineofourunionwalkstheearth,agatewaybetween
thisworldandminecanbeopened.”

“HowcanyoubesureI’llconceive?”Eiraplacedherpalmonherstomach.She’dabandonedany

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thoughtsofbearingachildyearsago;theideastillstruckherasabsurd.

“Therewillbemoreatworkherethanpassion,”Bosquesaid,liftinghisheadtolookather.“Thereis

alsothepowerthatIbring.Consenttothisunionofbodyandblood,andyouwillbearmychild.”

“Noonehaslimitlesspower,”Eiratoldhim.Whenhiseyesnarrowed,sheworriedshe’dgonetoofar.

“Imeantnoinsult.”

“YouaretheonlycreatureinthisworldormineIwouldletspeaktomethus,”Bosquetoldherwitha

thinsmile.“Yourwordsaretrueenough.Mypowersdohavelimits,butinthematterathand,thoselimits
arenaught.”Regret,orperhapssadness,creptintohiseyes.“WhatIcannotdoisgrantyoueternallife.”

Takenaback,Eirasaid,“Ineverwantedimmortality.”
“Thenyouareunlikemostmenandwomen,”Bosquetoldher.“Whenwizardsandconjurerscallupon

theleastofmycreatures,immortalityisoftenthefirstthingtheydemand.”

Hefoldedherhandinhisstronggrasp.“Icangiveyouthreefoldyearsbeyondothermen,andinthese

years,youwillnotage.Youwillremainasyouarenow.Strong.”

Movinghisgriptoherwrists,hepulledhercloser.“Beautiful.”Hislipsnearlytouchedhers.
Eiraaskedwithhesitation,“IfIwillnotage,whymustIbearthischildnow?”
“Iwouldgiveyouleavetowaitaslongasyoulike,”Bosquetoldher.“Wereitnotfortheriskoflosing

you.”

“YouthinkIwilltrytoseverourbond?”Eiracouldn’timaginewantingtoridherselfofBosque.She

cravedhispresence,feltlostwhenhewasabsent.Shewouldn’tnametheirbondoneoflove,butitwas
nonethelesspowerful,irresistibleeven.

Bosquereleasedoneofherwristsandtracedthelineofhercollarbone.“Youareloyal,Eira.Andwe

desirethesamethings.Idonotfearyourleaving.Iknowyouwouldnotabandonme,justasIwould
neverforsakeyou.”

“Thenwhatdoyoufear?”Eiraasked,tryingnottobedistractedbythelighttouchofhisfingersonher

skin.

“Youareandalwayswillbeawarrior,”Bosqueanswered.“Andtherearemanybattlestocome.

ThoughIcanofferyoupowerfulallies,helpingtosecureyourvictories,whenmyqueengoestowar,she
mayloseherlife.”

Eiranodded.Bosque’swordswonhimyetmoreofheradmiration.Despitehishopesforher,hedidn’t

suggestshestayhiddenawayinakeep,safelydistantfromanybloodshed.Hewouldn’tdenyhertrue
nature,herhungerforthefight.

Asshefellsilent,Bosquebentcloser.Hislipsfollowedthepathofhisfingertips.Thetouchofhis

mouthonherskinstirredanewhungerinEira,oneshe’dneverexpectedtofeel.Bosquetrailedhislips
overherthroatandupherneck.Histongueflickedhercheek,andhisteethclosedlightlyonherearlobe.

“Tellme,Eira.”Bosquerepositionedhimself,placinganarmoneithersideofher,trappingheragainst

him.“Whatisityouwantfromme?”

Adriftinaseaofsensation—thesoundofherquickbreaths,therisingheatofherskin—Eiraknewtoo

wellwhatherbodycraved,buthermindbalked.Sheturnedherfacefromhim,tryingtosteadyherself.

“Yourtouchisthatofaman.”Eiraforcedthewordsout.“But—”
Bosquefinishedforher.“YoufearwhatItrulyam.”
Eiramethisgaze.“Ido…ShouldI?”
“Idon’tknow,”Bosquesaid,hisexpressionthoughtful.“Ican’tpredictwhatyourreactionwouldbeto

theformItakeinmyownworld.”

Heglanceddownathisbarechest.“Butitwouldnotlikelyappealtoyouasthisbodydoes.”
Eirafeltbloodrushtohercheeksasshefacedthetruthofhiswords.Washerdesiresoplain,theache

withinhersoeasyforhimtodetect?

“Fortunately”—Bosquesmiled—“thisisthebodythatwouldenactourunion.Youneedneverlook

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upontheother.”

Drawingaquickbreath,Eirasaid,“ButwhenIfirstopenedthewayforyoutobeinthisworld,you

mademeturnaway,forfearofwhatIwouldsee.”

“Myotherformwasrequiredforthecrossingbetweenworlds,”Bosquetoldher.“Thatbodytookyour

bloodasapactsothatthisbodycouldbesustainedhere.Butwiththecrossingcomplete,Imayremaina
manforsolongasIchoose.”

Heleanedforward,movingherontothebed.“Toprovidewhateveryouneed.”Hislipstouchedthe

hollowbetweenherearandherjaw.“Ordesire.”

Eirafeltherwilltoresistgivingway,butthereremainedonethingsheneededtoknow.“Wait.”
Bosquestayedclose,buthebecamestill,nolongerenticingherwithhiskisses.
“Thisunionisadeepeningofourbond,”Eirasaid.
“Yes.”
Sheputherhandtohischest,holdinghimback,thoughhehadn’ttriedtoclosethelittledistancethat

remainedbetweenthem.“Ourbondhasalwayscarriedaprice.”

“Anofferingofblood,”Bosquerepliedcalmly.
“Andnow?”Eiraasked,unsettledbyhiscasualtone.
“Thesamewillberequired.Andasbefore,Icannothealyourwound,”heanswered,hissmilealmost

teasing.“Butyouneeddonothingtomakeyouroffering.Thattaskfallstome.”

Eirastiffened.“Whatwillyoudotome?”
“Onlywhatyouwantmeto.”Reachingdown,Bosquegatheredthehemofherkirtle.“Unless—”
Bosquebegantoliftherkirtle.Eiraclosedhereyes,barelybreathing.“Unless?”
“Hasanothermantakenyourmaidenhead?”
“No!”Hereyelidssnappedup,andsheglaredathim.“Didyouthinkotherwise?”
“Ididnot,”heanswered,stillsmiling.“Butyouweretheonewhopressedmeaboutthenatureofthe

sacrifice.”

“The—”Graspinghismeaning,Eirachokedontheremainingwords.
ThistimeBosquedidbearherdownontothebed,hisfullweightpushingagainsther.Eirabeganto

speak,buthestoppedherwordswithakissthatbegangentlyandgrewinurgency.Herlingering
questionsweresoonforgotten.

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EMBERHADWORRIEDthatAgneswouldtakethenewsofherweddingbadly,buttheopposite
provedtobetrue,whichmadeEmbersickwithguilt.

Secretsweighedheavyonthetipofhertongue,readytobeconfessed.Butshefearedthatrevealingthe

comingbattlewouldendangerAgnesmorethanleavingherinignorance.Agneswasn’ttheissue.Bosque
Marwas.

Thetall,silver-eyedmanvisitedAgnesalmostdaily,despitethefactthatthetwosisterswerebusy

withpreparationsforthewedding.Bosquewouldappearwithoutnotice,sometimessittingwiththem,
othertimesinvitingAgnestojoinhimforawalkthroughthecourtyard.Emberhatedit.Butshecould
makenoexcusethatwouldkeepAgnesfromacceptingBosque’soffersofcompanionshipwithouttelling
herabouthisorigins,andthatverysubjectwaswhatmadeEmbersoreluctanttoshareherfearswithher
sister.Bosque’sgazewasuncanny.Embersensedthateachmomenthespentintheircompanywasonein
whichhedelvedforinformation,likeapredatorsniffingoutitsnextmeal.

IfEmberalertedAgnestothedanger,Bosquewouldnoticeherchangedbehavior,throwingsuspicion

onbothsisters.Tryasshemight,Emberfoundnogoodchoicesinthismatter.

Thisparticularafternoon,BosqueandAgnesweredeeplyinvolvedinadiscussionofthemeritsofa

varietyofspringflowers.Whyalordofthenetherrealmwouldhaveanyopinionsonblossoms,Ember
couldn’tfathom,andshewasrelievedwhenaservantappearedwithamessagefromFatherMichael
remindingherthatsheshouldmakeconfessionbeforetheweddingmass.

Hurriedlyexcusingherself,Emberfledthechamberandmadeherwaytothechapel.Shewascertain

thatFatherMichaelhadn’ttrulysummonedhertomakeconfessionordiscussthewedding.Theonly
benefitofsomuchflurryaroundtheeventwasthatthepremiseofpreparationenabledEmbertoavoidher
betrothed.EachinteractionwithAlistairhadbecomemoredifficult.Hewasconstantlytouchingher,
holdingherhands,leaninginforachastekiss.OntheoneoccasionwhenAlistairhadpursuedamore
aggressiveapproachtothephysicalsideoftheirbetrothal,Emberinsistedthatshewouldn’tcompromise
hervirtueandwouldonlysurrendertoherpassionontheirweddingnight.Hadthatbeenmorethanfour
dayshence,Alistairmighthavepersistedinhiseffortstoseduceher.ToEmber’srelief,herelented.

Alistair’stouchdidn’trevolther,norwashiscompanyunpleasant.Butthosetwotruthsmade

everythingworse.ToseehimandknowwhatwascomingtwistedaknifeinEmber’sbelly.Each
interactionburdenedhermorethanthelast,sothatEmberfearedshemightbecomephysicallysickfrom

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thetensionmercilesslywringingherbody.

WhenEmberenteredthechapel,shefoundFatherMichaelatprayer.Shewalkedalongthepews

quietly,waitinguntilherosetospeak.

Thepriestmusthaveheardherapproach.Themomenthestood,heturnedtogreether.
“Thankyouforcomingsoquickly,Ember.”Gesturingforhertofollow,FatherMichaelcrossedinfront

ofthestained-glasswindowfromwhichthearchangelthatsharedthepriest’snamewatchedoverthem.

Settlingintooneofthefrontpews,FatherMichaelpattedthewoodenbench.“Pleasesit.”
Embertookherplacebesidethepriest.“Istherenews?”
“That’swhyI’vesummonedyou,”FatherMichaelanswered.“Withyourweddingdaysoclose,you

mustbepreparedforwhatwillhappen.Iwouldnothaveyouenterthebattlelikeablindlamb.”

Emberclaspedherhandstightinherlap.
“Theceremonywilltakeplaceatthecourtyard,”FatherMichaeltoldher.“Atthesignal,yourfather

andMackenziewillbegintheirattack.Cianwillassisttheminleadingtheclanwarriors.”

“Whatisthesignal?”Emberasked.
“WhenAlistairplacestheringonyourfinger.”
Withashudder,Emberdroppedherheadbackagainstthepew.Whiletheclansmenraisedtheir

swords,she’dbeadornedinherweddinggownandflowers.Feelingalighttouchonherarm,Ember
turnedtomeetFatherMichael’sgaze.

“Donotbelittleyourroleinthisplan,Ember,”hesaidgently.
Forcingaweaksmile,Emberasked,“Whatelsewillhappen?”
“Whilechaosreignsoutofdoors,Rebekahwillopenadoorinthegreathall,”FatherMichaeltoldher.

“OurhopeisthatthebattlewillholdEira’sattentionlongenoughforRebekahtocompleteherspell,
closingtherift.”

“AndBarrow?”Emberloweredhereyesasherpulsejumped.
“HewillbewithLukasz,Kael,andtheMamluks,guardingRebekah.”
Emberlethereyesclose.She’dknownitwouldn’tbepossibleforBarrowtostandamongthe

clansmenwhogatheredforherwedding.Thechanceofhimbeingrecognizedwastoogreat.Buta
stubborn,irrationalpieceofEmber’smindinsistedthatsheneededhiminthecrowd,thatoncethebattle
began,shewouldwanttoshoveAlistairawayandrushovertofightatBarrow’ssidesohewouldknow
withoutquestionthattheringencirclingherfingerwasnothingbutaruse.Byheraction,shewouldrefute
theceremonyshe’dtakenpartin,purgingthefalsepromisesshe’dutteredasshefoughtatBarrow’sside.

FatherMichaelmusthavesurmisedthenatureofherthoughts,forhesaid,“Whenthefightingbegins,

youshouldseetoyoursafetyandthatofyourmotherandsister.”

Emberlookedathim,nodding,thoughhermindclungtothehopeofsomehowfindingBarrow.
“Mackenziepromisedmentoprotectyourfamily,”FatherMichaelremindedher.“Whentheyreach

you,stayclosetothem.Justasyouare,theywillbeunhappytobeexcludedfromthebattleatlarge.Let
thesewarriorsfulfillthetasktheirclanchiefhasgiventhem.”

Findingallhercounterargumentsignoble,Emberresignedherselftoplayingtheroleofspectatorinthe

comingfight.

FatherMichaelstoodup.“Beforethatdayarrives,however,Ihaveanothertaskforyou.”
Withoutfurtherexplanation,hewalkedaway.Surprised,EmberhoppedupandfollowedFather

Michaeloutofthechapel,intohisprivatequarters.Hepausedinfrontofatall,narrowbookcase,looking
backather.

“LordHartcametomakeconfession,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Fromwhathesaid,Iunderstandyou’ve

spentlittletimewithyourbetrothed.”

Emberavoidedthepriest’sgaze.“Ifinditdifficulttobeinhiscompany,knowingIdeceivehim.”
“Idonotenvyyou,LadyMorrow,”hesaid.“You’veplacednotonlyyourbodybutyourheartand

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spiritatgreatrisk.”

FatherMichaelpulledabookfromthemiddleshelfandreachedintotheemptyspace.“Forthatreason,

Iamsorrytoaskyoutoriskmore,butfearImust.”

Emberheardaclick,andthebookcasewhined.FatherMichaeltookseveralstepsbackasitswung

forward.“DoyourememberwhatIaskedofyouatEileanDonan?”

“YouspokeoffearovertheworkAlistairhadbeendoingforBosque,”Embersaid.
Nodding,FatherMichaelcontinued,“AndsinceyouhavefounditnecessarytoavoidLordHart,I

assumeyouhavenotspokenwithhimofthismatter.”

Mutewithembarrassmentthatshe’dchosenherownneedsoverthepriest’srequest,Embershookher

head.

Seeingthewayhercheekscolored,FatherMichaelsaid,“Don’tchastiseyourself,mychild.Iwouldbe

farmoreconcernedifyoupretendedloveforAlistairwithoutaheavyheart.”

Hereyesdowncast,Embermurmured,“Thankyou.”
FatherMichaelbeckonedEmbercloser.Whenshereachedhisside,Embersawadarkopeninginthe

wallthathadbeenhiddenbythebookcase.“ThispassageleadstothecatacombswhereeachdayAlistair
performshiswork.Heentersthroughatrapdoorinthecellar,butonlyIknowofthisentrance.Alistair
tookLadyEiraintothecatacombsthismorning.”

“Youwouldhavemeenter?”Embergazedatthedarktunnel.“Whentheyarestillwithinthetombs?”
“Theanswersweseeklieinthecorridorsandchambersbeneaththismanor,”heanswered.“Your

weddingtakesplaceinfourdays.Alistairmakesconfessionofhiscarnaldesires,butnotofwhathidesin
thedarknessbelowthismanor.Iftherearesecretsthatwillcompromiseoursuccesswithintheresting
placeofthedead,wemustknow.Stayhiddenintheshadowsandlearnwhatyoucanfromlistening.”

FatherMichaeldrewadaggerfromthefoldsofhisrobes.
“Takethissoyouhavemeanstodefendyourself.”HepressedthehiltintoEmber’shand.“Ipraythat

youwon’tneedtouseit.”

Ember’sfingersclosedaroundthehilt.Shecalledtomindthegatheredwarriorsoftheclans,therisk

theywouldtakebystagingadecoyattack.Shedrewfurtherresolvefromthefacesofherfriends.Lukasz,
Kael,Cian,andBarrowwouldprotectRebekahassheattemptedtoclosetherift.Ifthecatacombshoused
someunknownweapon,itcouldcompromiseeverything.

Takingadeepbreath,shenoddedafarewelltoFatherMichaelandenteredthetunnel.Thelightfrom

thepriest’squartersfadedquickly,leavingEmberindarkness.

Blinkingintothedark,Emberturnedtofollowthedirectionalchangeofthetunnelandnoticedaruddy

glowfartheralongthepassage.Shemadeherwayforwardcautiously.Ashervisionadjustedtothelack
oflight,shebegantoseethecontoursofthepassage.Whenshereachedthelight’ssource,atorchinan
ironsconce,thetunnelcurvedagain,pitchingsharplydownward.Embertookthetorchfromthewalland
continuedonherpath.Themoreshewalked,thenarrowerthepassagebecame,andabruptlyEmberwas
facingadeadend.

Frowning,shegazedatthewallbeforeherandwonderedifFatherMichaelhadeverusedthistunnel

andknewthatitcameoutsomewhere.Sheliftedthetorch,searchingthewallforanythingshe’dmissed—
adepressionorhiddendoor.Whensheexaminedthecornerofthewall,theshadowsdancinginthe
torchlightgrewmorepronounced.

Emberpressedherhandtothewall,feelingitsshape.Withoutwarning,thestoneshetouchedwasgone

andherfingersgraspedatair.Thegapinthewallwasnearlyinvisible,madetotricktheeyeintoseeinga
barrierwhereasmallspaceexisted.Theholebetweenthewallshefacedandtheonetohersidebarely
accommodatedEmber.Shesqueezedthroughandcameoutatthebackofastatue.AneffigyoftheVirgin
MaryatprayerloomedoverEmberanddisguisedtheplacefromwhichshe’dcome.

Slippingaroundthestatue,Embersawthatshe’denteredwhatmustbethemaincorridorofthe

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catacombs.Thetunnelwaswider,andthestonewallsfeaturedhollowsatregularintervalsoccupiedby
sarcophagi.Thecorridorhadasteepslope,andEmberbegantofollowthedownwardtiltofthepath.She
kepthereyesahead.Surroundedbysomanysoulslaidtorest,Embercouldn’tshakethesensethatspirits
watchedasshepassedbytheirburialsites.

AsoundrisingfrombehindthecurvingwallinfrontofherbroughtEmbertoahalt.Shelistenedmore

closelyandheardvoices.EveryfoulcursesheknewjumpedontoEmber’stongue,butshedarednotcry
out.Thevoicesweremuchtoocloseforcomfort,andoutofthecornerofhereye,Embercaughtthesoft
glowoflanternlightspillingalongthecorridor.Shesearchedthewalluntilshefoundanemptyiron
sconce.Quicklyrestoringhertorchtoaninconspicuousplaceonthewall,Embercringed,realizingthat
she’dbeforcedtohidebehindasarcophagus.Shescrambledoverthecold,carvedstoneandrolledinto
thecrevicebetweenthewallandthecoffin.Hershoulderdroppedhardagainstthecornerofthetomb,
andshehadtobitehertonguesoshewouldn’tshoutinpain.

Emberhopedtheshadowswereenoughtokeepherhidden.Therewasn’tspacetocurlintoaball.Asit

was,shecouldbarelymoveandworriedshewouldn’tbeabletoleverageherselffromthetightspace.
Panichitherlikeablowtothechest.Whatifshecouldn’tgetout?Fear,rollingthroughherlimbs,almost
madeheryelltowardthesoundoftheapproachinggroup.Bettertobecaughtthantobetrappedbythis
sarcophagusuntilitbecamehergraveaswell.

Forcingherselftoclosehereyesandbreathe,Emberbeatbackheranxiety.Insteadofthinkingaboutthe

roughstone,itscoldtouchreachingthroughherdressandmakinghershudder,Emberlistenedtothe
voicesthatgrewevercloser.

“Imustsay,Alistair,”Eiramused,“Ineverexpectedthis.You’requitetheinnovator.”
Alistair’sreplywasbarelyaudible.“Ionlyhopetopleaseyou,LadyEira.”
“Youneedn’tworryaboutthat,”sheansweredhim.“You’veprovenyourworthmanytimesover.I’ll

readilyadmitthatIfindyouquite…essential.”

“I’mhonored,”Alistairreplied.
“Andwhatdoyouthinkofouryoungknight?”Eiraasked.
Asmooth,lowreplycame.“I’vealwaysseengreatpotentialinLordHart.”
Emberwentrigid.BosqueMar’svoiceneverfailedtomakeherpulsespike.Shewasstartledthathe

wasinthecatacombs.HemusthaveleftAgnesshortlyafterEmberwenttoseekFatherMichael.

Keepingasstillasshecould,Emberprayedthatthedarknesswasenoughtohideher.Shecouldhear

theirfootsteps.Lanternlightslidalongthewalloppositehercrevice.EiraandAlistaircameintoview
first.Bosquefollowed,atallguardianloomingovertheirshoulders.

“Wewon’tknowuntilthey’reunleashed,”AlistairsaidtoEira.“ButIthinktheycouldmakeallthe

differencewhenitcomestoafight.Thetraitorswillneveranticipatethisdevelopment.”

“Iagree,”Bosquesaid.“It’sanincrediblefeat.Somethingtocelebrateatyourweddingfeast?”
BileroseinEmber’sthroatasshewaitedforAlistair’sreply,butitwasEirawhospoke.
“Thoughwecannotshareyourtriumphwiththeweddingguests,weshalltoastyouinsecret,”Eira

replied.

“Iamgrateful,LadyEira.”Alistairadded,“IhopethatRhyswillsoonbeabletojoinmeinthemanor.

Hehasyettolearncontrol,butthechildiseager.”

“Anddeeplyattachedtoyou,”Eiranoted.“Thatservesourpurposewell.”
Therewasapause,thenAlistairasked,“Whenwillshewake?”
“Afteranhourorso,”Bosqueanswered.
Eiraadded,“I’mmoreinterestedinwhenwe’llknowwhetherRhyswasabletocompletetheriteas

youenvisioneditcouldoccur.”

“AsamI.”Alistair’svoicewastight.“Wesimplyhavetowait.”
“Asyouwish,”Bosquereplied.

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AblurofquestionsseizedEmber’sthoughts:Whosleptwhilethethreeplottersacted?WhowasRhys,

andwhatritedidtheyspeakof?Sherealizedonlyafterthelanternlightbegantofadethatthetriohad
passedherwithoutincident.Shewaiteduntilshecouldnolongerheartheirvoices,thenbeganthetaskof
dislodgingherselffromthetomb.Asshe’dfeared,inherhastetohide,Emberhadwedgedherselffirmly
betweenthesarcophagusandthewall.Thoughpanictriedtokeepherimprisonedbythecoffin,Ember
methodicallysquirmedandwriggleduntilthestonesgaveuptheirhostage.Hoistingherselfontothe
sarcophagus,Embercrawledbackoutofthetomb.SheglancedinthedirectionthatAlistair,Eira,and
Bosquehadgone.TheirpathledtowardthepassagebywhichEmberhadenteredthecatacombs.

Givenherneardiscovery,Emberbrieflyconsideredreturningtothepassageandgettingawayfromthe

tombsasquicklyaspossible.Butthesnippetsofconversationshe’doverheardweretootroublingto
ignore.WhathadAlistairdonetosogreatlypleaseEiraandBosque?Andhowcouldtheybesoconfident
thatwhateveritwas,itsignifiedthedemiseofEmber’sallies?

Turningherbackonthewaytosafety,Emberinsteadfacedtheslightdownwardpitchoftheground.

Shereclaimedhertorchfromthewallandfollowedthepathdeeperintotheearth.

Thespiralingtunnelheldnothingbutthedead,andEmber’sheadachedwithfrustrationuntilshe

reachedthepointwherethepassageended,openingintoabroadchamber.Atfirstglance,thiswasalso
simplyatomb—albeitalargerone—butthesarcophagiintheroomhadbeenchanged.Theirsurfaces
werecoveredwithobjects,asthoughthey’dbeenusedastables.

Emberwanderedthroughtheroom,takingnoteofjars,vases,tools,knives,herbs,parchment,ink,and

quills.Shecouldn’tmakesenseoftheoddassortmentofitems,sosheleftthelargeroomtosearchthe
adjoiningchambers,whichwereconnectedtothefourcornersoftheroom.

Assheapproachedtheopeningtothefirstsidechamber,Emberslowed,hernosewrinkling.Disturbing

odorswaftedfromthearchedopening—stalebloodandcloyingdecay.Thoughherstomachflopped
unpleasantlyattheonslaughtofsickeningscents,Emberforcedherselfforward.

Therectangularchamberheldfoursarcophagi.Upontwoofthestonecoffinsrestedabodyshroudedin

cloth.Tighteninghergriponthedagger,Embercreptforward.Theodorinthechamberindicatedthat
thesecorpseshadlainhereforsometime,butEmberknewthattheyhadn’tbeenplacedherebecausethey
weremeanttobeburiedinthecatacombs.

Whenshereachedthefirstsarcophagus,Emberforcedherselftopeeltheshroudback.Withashoutof

fear,Emberjumpedbackandthenclenchedherjawforallowingherselftogivesuchaloudcry.

Remindingherselfthatthecreaturewasdead,Emberignoredherscreaminginstinctsandmovedto

examinethecorpse.She’dseennothinglikeit.Fromheadtotail,shewouldhavecalleditawolf.Butits
armsandlegswerethoseofaman,theironlywolfishcharacteristicbeingthethickfurthatcoveredthe
limbsandtheclawlikenailsextendingfromthefingertips.

Aftercoveringthebodyagain,Emberwenttothesecondsarcophagus.Preparedforanothershock,

Emberliftedtheshroud.Thiscorpsewassimilartothefirst,thoughitsanatomyrevealedthecreatureto
befemale.Thefaceofthebeastwaslesswolflikeandmorehuman.Emberpeeredatitsfeatures,a
naggingfamiliaritybuzzingwithinhermind.Bendingclosetogivethefaceamorecarefulexamination,
Embersuddenlyfrozeashorrorcrawledoverherskin.Itcouldn’tbe.

Dizzyandsick,Emberhidthefacethatsodisturbedher,hurryingoutofthechamber.Asshestumbled

towardthenextsideroom,dreadingwhatshe’dfindbutcompelledbynecessitytocontinueher
investigation,Embertriedtoshutoutthewhisperthatchasedafterher.

Lora.Lora.Lora.
Emberwasdesperatetopurgethecleric’snamefromhermind,wantingtodenywhatsheknewtobe

true.Thedeadwoman’sface,thoughmutilatedbybeingsomehowterriblyweddedtothefeaturesofa
beast,hadbeenLora’sface.CianandFatherMichaelsaidLorahadvanished,butanydeathEmbermight
haveimaginedfortheclericseemedpreferabletothis.Howsuchanabominationofmanandwolfcame

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tobecreated,Embercouldn’tfathom—thoughshehadnodoubtastowheretheblameshouldfall.
Everythingshe’dlearnedofBosqueMarrevealedthewayhecorruptedtheearth,twistingittohis
purpose.ThatLordMarhadthepowertoeffectsuchahorribletransformationofmenandwomeninto
monstersdidn’tsurpriseEmber,butshedidn’tunderstanditspurpose.Hadthesecatacombsbeenthesite
ofsomehorriblytwistedpunishmentandexecution?WasAlistairapartofit?Thiscouldn’tbethe
creationthathadpleasedBosqueandEira,couldit?

Embershivered,pushingbackthewaveofpanicthatthreatenedtooverwhelmher.Approachingthe

nextchamberwithtrepidation,Emberclungtothesliverofreliefshefeltwhenthenoxiousodorsofthe
lastroomweren’tpresent.Shecreptinside,herdaggerliftedandreadytostrike.

Ratherthanhousingmultiplegraves,thisroomfeaturedasinglesarcophagusuponaraisedstone

pedestal.Itwasn’tthestonetombthatdrewEmber’sgaze,butthecagebesideit.

ThelargeironcageofferedenoughspacethatEmberwouldhavebeenabletostandandwalkasmall

circlewithinitsconfines.Behindthebars,Embersawanestofblanketsandpillows.Curledupasleep
withinthepileofsoftfabricswasachild.

Theboycouldbenomorethanthreeyearsold.Hisdarkbrownhaircurledsoftly,andinthetorchlight,

ithadrichpewtertones.Emberkneltbesidethecage,staringatthesleepingboy.

Whowouldcageachildinthishorribleplace?
Settingthedaggeronthefloor,Embergrippedtheironbarswithherrighthand.Thecagewassturdy

andfreeofrust.Shewouldonlybeabletoopenitwithakey.

Theboy’sfacescrunchedup;hisnosetwitched.Hiseyelidsflutteredandthenopened.Emberstifleda

gasp,notwantingtofrightenthechild.Thecolorofhiseyeswasstartling,agoldshadethatabsorbedthe
lightfromhertorchandgrewbrighter.

“Dearone,”Embermurmured,stretchingherhandintothecage,“I’mheretohelp.Don’tbeafraid.”
Theboyshrankfromherhand.
“Shhh,”Emberwhispered.Shecouldalmostgrasphishand.“Tellmewhobroughtyouhere.”
Blinkingatherwiththosegoldeneyes,theboysnarledandthenhewasaboynomore.Thewolfcubin

thecagesnappedatheroutstretchedfingers.

Emberreeledbackontotheheelsofherhandsandscrambledawayfromthecage.Sherolledover,

strugglingtoherfeet.ThewolfcontinuedtogrowlitswarningasEmberfledtheroom.Sheranuntilshe
reachedthehiddenpassage.Notoncedidshelookback.

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EMBERBENTOVER,wheezingasshetriedtofightofftheshockandpanicthatjoinedforcesto
strangleher.Thoughshedesperatelywantedtogetoutofthetunnel,Emberleanedagainstthebookcase
thatledtoFatherMichael’squarterstomakesuretheroomwassilentandlikelyunoccupiedbyanyone
otherthanthepriest.

HerpulsewasstillrattlingwhenEmberpushedthebookcaseforward.“FatherMichael?”
Noanswercame,butEmberwasfilledwithreliefsimplybecauseofthegentledaylightfillingthe

room.

Emberslippedfromthetunnelandmovedthebookcaseagainstthewalluntiltheholewasonceagain

hidden.Thechamberwasempty.Aftertakingafewminutestocollectherself,awareofhowdisheveled
shemustlookafterfleeingthecatacombs,Emberwentinsearchofthepriest.

Makingeveryefforttosteadyherbreath,Embercouldn’tstaveoffthehorrificimagesthatflashed

throughhermindwitheveryblink:Lora’smutilatedfeatures,achildbecomingananimal.Theywere
nightmaresbroughttolife,andEmber’smindwantedtorejectthepossibilityoftheirexistence.She
wantedtopurgeeverymomentshe’dspentinthetomb.

Assheenteredthechapel,herthroatclosedup.Shedidn’tknowifshecoulddescribewhatshe’d

witnessedinthecatacombs—howcouldsheconveythetwistedviolenceofbeastandmanforcedintoa
singleentity?

Voicesthatechoedoffthechapel’svaultedceilingdisruptedEmber’stroubledthoughts.
“Areyoucertainyouwishtokeepthisfromtheothers?”FatherMichaelasked.
ThereplycamefromCian.“Wecan’triskdissent.Thealliancesweclingtonowaretenuousatbest.

AsRebekahexplained,thisistheonlywaytoclosetherift,toridourselvesofLordMar.”

“IagreewithCian.”HavingmetRebekahonlyonce,Emberdidn’trecognizehervoicebutcouldonly

assumeitwasshewhospoke.“Cianmakesanoblesacrifice,buttherearethosewhooutoflovewould
seektostopher.”

FatherMichael’sreplywassad.“IconfessIamoneofthose.LadyCian,youareneededinthisfight.”
“Ifallgoeswell,myfinalbattlewillendthisconflict,”Ciananswered.“Andyouwillneedmysword

nolonger.”

“Howwillyoureachthegreathall?”FatherMichaelasked.“Yourabsenceattheweddingwouldbe

noticed.”

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“I’llwaituntilthebattlebegins,”Ciansaid.“Whenfightingtakesoverthecourtyard,I’llslipaway.”
“Trytogetclosetotheriftitself,”RebekahtoldCian.“Ifthespellisdisrupted,thepiecesofthecross

willscatter,returningtothefourcornerswhencetheywerecalled.”

“I’lldoasyousay,”Ciananswered.“Letusbegin.”
“Ifitmustbeso,”FatherMichaelmurmuredsadly.
Emberduckedbehindastonecolumn,peekingoutasfarasshedared.
CiankneltbeforeFatherMichael,wearingonlyherkirtle.RebekahstoodatCian’sback.Thepriest

spokeinlow,rhythmictones,butEmbercouldn’tmakeoutthewordsofhischanting.Heheldacarved
woodenbowlinhishands.

EmberbitherliptokeepfromgaspingwhenCianbowedherheadandpushedherkirtlefromher

shoulders.Thegarmentpooledatherhips,leavinghertorsobare.

FatherMichaeldippedhishandintothebowl.Stillchanting,hebegantomarkherbody.Withred-

stainedfingers,hedrewfirstonherleftcollarboneandherrightlowerabdomen.Hehandedthebowlto
Rebekah,whomarkedCian’srightshoulderandherleftlowerback.

CianremainedstillandsilentasFatherMichaelreturnedtofaceher.
“Youmakethissacrificewillingly?”heasked.
“Igivemybodyandspirittostemtherisingtide,toturnbackthedark.Bloodagainstblood,”Cian

answered.“Icallonthefourcornersoftheearthweseektoprotect.Giveustheaidweneed.”

FatherMichaelandRebekahjoinedhands,theirarmsformingaringaroundCian.
“Cruxancoravitae,”thepairintonedinunison.
Cianbowedherhead.“Cruxancoravitae.”
WithinthecircleofFatherMichael’sandRebekah’sarms,Cian’sskinbegantoglow.Theairaround

hershimmered,comingalivewithcolors:ochreandbronzeshiftedtosilverandpalebluethatdarkened
untiltheywerethedeepestshadesofvioletandsapphire;thoseinturnburnedfromwithinuntilthey
gleamedcrimsonandgold.Thecloudofever-changingcolorsroseaboveCian,veilingherbodywithits
light.Thenebuloushuestwistedaroundeachother,formingadistinctshapethatfloatedaboveCian’s
head.Itappearedtobeacross,butwasunlikeanycrucifixEmberhadseen.Thetwoendsofthelengths
endedinpointssharpasthetipofasword,whiletheoppositeendsofthebeamswereblunt.

ThecrosshungoverCianforamoment,thenitdescended.Oneofthesharptipstouchedthebackof

Cian’sneck,andsheshuddered.Thestrangecrossvanished,butEmbersquinted,convincedthatshehad
seentheidenticalshapebrandedontothebareskinofCian’sneck.

Ciancollapsedtoherhandsandknees,andFatherMichaelcrouchedbesideher.
“Itisfinished,”hesaid.“Letusgetyoutoyourchambers.Youneedrest.”
FatherMichaelglancedatRebekah.“Weaveyourportalinmyquarters.Wecannotriskyourpresence

hereanylonger.”

“Iknow,”Rebekahreplied,thenshebowedtoCian.“Yourcouragehumblesme,mylady.”
Emberpressedherselfagainstthecolumn,holdingherbreathandflatteningherbodyasmuchasshe

couldtoescapenotice.Rebekahstrodepastherwithouthesitation,enteringFatherMichael’schamber
andclosingthedoor.

Whenshepeekedaroundthecolumnagain,FatherMichaelandCianhadleft.Emberhardlybelievedit

couldbepossible,butshewasmoreshakennowthanshe’dbeenwhensheemergedfromthecatacombs.
Theritualshe’dwitnessedfrightenedher.Shedidn’tknowwhatitcouldmean,norwasshepleasedthatit
hadbeenperformedinsecret.

She’dthoughttotellFatherMichaeleverythingaboutherstrangeencountersinthecatacombs,butnow

herconfidenceinthepriestwasundermined.ToomanysecretsandhiddenagendasmadeEmberquestion
thetrustshe’dplacedinothers.

AsEmberleftthechapel,herheadachedwithindecision.Herbodyfeltheavy,encumberedbyfearand

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sorrow,butshecouldn’tthinkofanyonewithwhomshemightsharethisburden.Toconfesseverythingto
Agnes,Emberstillworried,wouldplacehersisteringreaterdanger.Shehadnootherfriendsat
Tearmunn.

EmberpausedoutsideAgnes’sdoor,herheartsqueezingtightinpainasshewishedBarrowwerenear,

readytoholdherandhelpherbeartheweightoftheseordeals.Emberletthesorrowanduncertainty
washoverher,weakeningherkneesandmakinghereyesbrim.Then,havinggiveninforafewmoments,
shestraightened,suckedinacool,longbreath,andcarefullyreconstructedtheplaciddemeanorshewas
forcedtoadoptaslongasthesedeceptionswereneeded.

Rappingquicklyonthedoor,EmberwaiteduntilsheheardAgnes’scall.
“Whoisit?”
Emberfrowned,notlikingthethickslurofhervoice.“It’sEmber.”
“Comein.”
Lettingherselfintothechamber,Emberfoundhersisterdrapedacrossherbed.Agnesdidn’tsitup,but

sherolledontoherside,blearilygazingatEmberthroughheavy-liddedeyes.

Emberhurriedtoherside.“Haveyoutakenill?”
“Idon’tthinkso.”Agnesfrowned,hervoicestillwobbling.“I’mnotsure.”
“Howdoyoufeel?”Emberasked.ShepressedherhandtoAgnes’scheekandwasrelievedwhenshe

feltnofever.

Agnesrubbedhereyes.“Itwassostrange.IrememberspeakingwithLordMar,butthenImusthave

fallenasleep.”Sheputherhandonherbelly.“Thischildhasmenappingfartoooften.”

“Youshouldrestasyouneedto,”Embertoldher.
“Yes,”Agnesmurmureddrowsily.“It’sstrange.Idreamedofwolves.”
“What?”Emberaskedinalarm.Herheartbeatplungedintoabreakneckpaceastheboyinthecage

dancedbeforehereyes.

“Wolves,”Agnesrepeated.“Andyetitwasn’tafrighteningdream.Itwasbeautiful.Iwasrunning

besidethem.Ifeltsofree.”

Shelaughed,touchingherstomachagain.“Ithinkmybodyfearsitwillbeweigheddownwiththebabe

forever,enoughthatitprefersthelotofawildbeast.”

“Perhaps.”Emberforcedasmile.
Agnesyawned.“You’llthinkmeaninvalid,butmyeyesaretooheavytokeepopen.”
Embershookherhead.“Youpushyourselftoohard.Thinkofallthetasksyou’vetakenontoprepare

formywedding.”

“Thatisallmypleasure.”Agneslaughed.“Atleastoneofusshouldfindsomejoyinlove.”
Ember’seyesburnedatAgnes’swords.Shequicklylookedaway,buttherewasnoneedtohideher

suddentears.ThesoftsoundofdeepbreathingtoldEmberthathersisterhadalreadydriftedbackto
sleep.

Feelingutterlyalone,Embercouldn’tbearthesolitudeofherchamber,sofullofevidenceofher

imminentmarriageandthefalsenessofherheart.Shecrawledontothebedandcurledupagainsther
sister.Agnesmadeaquietsoundofcomfort.Closinghereyes,EmberpushedawayTearmunnand
Conatus,recallingyearslongbefore,whensheandAgneswerechildrenandshedidn’tfearherdreams.
Withthepresentheldatbay,Emberletherselfdriftoff,hopingthat,unlikeAgnes,nowolveswouldvisit
whilesheslept.

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EIRALAYAWAKE,WAITINGforBosque.Shedidn’tcareforit—thewaiting.Abandoningherbedin
frustration,Eiracrouchedbeforethefireplaceinherchamber.Shestirredtheglowingemberswithan
ironpokerandtriedtothinkofsomethingotherthanthemanshehopedwouldsoonjoinher.

Lovewasn’tsomethingEirahadeverlongedfor.Norwaspassionsomethingsheadmired.Bothstruck

Eiraaswastesofstrengthandloyaltybetterspentonthebattlefield.

Sothisnewflutteringbeneathherribs,thesuddenshorteningofherbreathwheneverLordMarwas

near,troubledherdeeply.Everythingshe’ddreamedofbecomingsincejoiningConatuslaywithinher
grasp.

ButEirahadneverdreamedoflove.NowherbodywassubjecttospikesofheatifBosquesomuchas

brushedagainsther.Ifshelethisvoiceorvisageenterherthoughts,herheadwassoonswimmingasif
sheweredrunk.SometimesEirafearedshewaslosingcontrol.WhenBosqueheldherinhisarms,she
didn’tthinkshewouldhavethewilltodenyanythingheaskedofher.Buttherewerealsomomentswhen
theheadinessofhiskissandcaresssatedEiralikenofoodordrinkevercould,andforthefirsttime,she
knewtruejoy.

ButBosquewasoftencalledaway,drawnintohisownaffairsinthenetherortheworkwithAlistair

aboutwhich,beforetonight,he’dremainedsosecretive,leavingEiraaloneor,worse,inthecompanyof
herever-sullensister.Inhisabsence,doubtcreptintoEira’sheart,coldandslippery,makingherunsure
ofherchoices.Withdoubtcameresentment,stirringdeepwithinherlikearestlessbeast.

WhenatlastherdoorcreakedopenandBosque’stallshadowslippedintoherroom,Eirastoodup,

brandishingthepokerlikeaweapon.

Bosqueclosedthedoor,smiling.“Didyouthinkmeanintruder?”
“It’slate.”Eirakeptthepokeraloft.
“IhadtowatchoverAgneswhileAlistaircompletedhisexperiment,”Bosquereplied.Hecame

forward,eyeinghermakeshiftweaponwithamusement.

Eirashifted,hergriptighteninguntilherknuckleswerewhite.“YouareoftenwithAgnes.”
Bosquenodded,continuinghiscautiousapproach.
“Tellme,LordMar,”Eirawhisperedinadangeroustone.“Howisitthatourdisgracedguesthascome

totrustyousomuch?”

OnecornerofBosque’smouthtiltedup.“You’veheardthatshetrustsme?”
Eiralookedaway,fixinghergazeonthecharred,smolderingwoodinthefireplace.“I’veseenyou

walkingtogether.Adayrarelypasseswhenyou’renotwithher.”

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“That’strue.”Hepaused,Eiranoted,justoutofreachshouldshetakeaswingathim.
“Andshelooksupatyouwithachildliketrustthatbordersonadoration.”Eirachewedonthe

unpleasantwords.

Bosquefoldedhisarmsacrosshisbroadchest.“You’vebeenveryobservant.Ithoughtyouhadlittle

interestinLadyMorrow’sfate.”

“Icarenotofthegirlandherbastard,”Eirareplied.“Ionlyaskwhyyoushowsomuchcare.”
“Imustsay,Eira”—Bosquelaughed—“jealousybecomesyou.Itputsfireinyourbloodandgivesyour

skinadeliciousscent.Honeyandspice.”

Eirabalkedforamomentbeforesherecovered,thrustingthepokerathischest.“Iamnotjealous.”
“Youare.”Bosquegrabbedtheendofthepoker,payingnoheedtothefactthatitwasstillhotfromthe

fireandsearedhisskin.Withaswifttug,hepulledEiraforward.Whenshewaswithinhisreach,Bosque
grippedherleftarm,holdingherstill.Hewrestedtheironpokerfromherrighthandandreturnedittoits
placebythefire.

Eiratriedtowrestlefromhisgrasptonoavail.
“Whyareyouwrigglinglikeasnaredrabbit?”Bosquegrinnedather.“Areyousoeagertogetaway

fromme?”

“Iwastryingtohaveaconversation,”Eirasaid.Shestoppedfightinghim.
“Youwantedtorunmethroughwiththatironrod,”Bosquecountered.“Ihadnochoicebuttodisarm

you.”

Eiraglaredathim.“Ididnotwanttorunyouthrough.”
“Youdid.”Bosque’sinfuriatingsmilewidened.“Andallbecauseofapale-hairedgirlwholooksupon

mewithdoeeyes.”

“Youadmitit!”Eirasnapped.“Nowletmegoandgetoutofmyroom.”
Hedidn’tlethergo.Insteadheliftedherupandcarriedhertothefireplace.Layingheronthe

sheepskinrugthatwaswarmedbyitsproximitytotheflames,Bosqueheldherstillwhilehelookeddown
ather.

“MylovelyEira,”hemurmured.“Youmistakegratitudeforaffection.Agnesisasorrowfulgirlwho

hasbeenilltreatedbythisworld.Mykindnessisarefugeforher,thatisall.”

“Butwhymustyoubesokind?”Eiraasked.“WhynotletAlistaircareforthegirl?”
“AlistairistoobusytoattendtoAgnes,”Bosquereplied.“Itookituponmyselftoearnhertrust.”
“Towhatend?”Eirafrownedathim.
“You’veseenityourself,”Bosquesaid.“AgneshasapricelessroletoplayinLordHart’scausewith

Ember.Agneswillbeforevertiedtous;thus,Emberwillbeboundaswell.”

Eiraturnedherfacetowardthefireandawayfromhisgaze.Sheshudderedwhenhisfingersstroked

herjaw.

Notwantingtoadmithowhislighttouchaffectedher,Eirasaid,“I’mcold.”
Bosquestretchedhishandtowardthefireplaceandthesmolderingembersroaredintoflames.

“Better?”Bosqueleaneddown,hislipsbrushingherear.

Shenodded.
“WhysomanyquestionsaboutAgnes?”Bosquetookherchininhishand,forcinghertolookintohis

eyes.“Thetruth,Eira.”

Eiraswallowedhard,butansweredhonestly.“Agnesisyoung…andobviouslyfertile.Shecouldgive

youtheheiryoudesire.I—”

Bosquestoppedherwordswithakiss.
“Stop.”Eirapushedhimaway.
Strokingherhair,Bosqueaskedquietly,“Hasyourdesireformewaned?”
“No.Never.”Eirashivered.Shereacheduptotouchhismouth,tracingitsshape.“Youplacesomuch

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faithinme.IworryIcannotgiveyouwhatyouneed.Iamolderthanmostbrides.”

“ThisweddingofAlistair’shasmuddledyourthoughts,Ithink.DoyoulongtobeabridelikeEmber?

ShallIprovemylovebymarryingyou?”Bosquelaughed,catchingherwristwhenshetriedtoslaphim
formakingfunofher.

“Youragemeansnothingtome.”Bosquerolleduptoasittingposition,liftingEiraontohislap.“And

nootherwomanissuitedtobearmychild.Onlyyou.”

“Idonotwishtobeanyman’sbride.”Eirakepthereyesdowncast.“ButIwouldbecertainofyour

feelings.”

“HaveIgivenyoucausetodoubt?”Bosqueasked.Hisarmswerearoundher,warmandstrong.
Eirashiftedinhislap.“Doesloveholdswayinyourworldasitdoeshere?”
BosquewasquietuntilEiralookedupathim.
“Inmyworldloveisearned,proven,”Bosquesaid.“Itisnotproclaimedorprofessed.”
Hesmiled,pushingastraylockofhairfromEira’sforehead.“Andifyou’repesteredbythese

questions,Ihavenotdoneenoughtoprovemyaffectionforyou.”

Eiraopenedhermouthtoprotest,buthedrankinherwordswithakiss.
“HowshallIprovemyself?”hemurmuredagainstherlips.“Likethis?”
Bosquekissedheragain.
Ashesettledherbeforethefire,Eiraasked,“Andwhatofmylove?HaveIprovenittoyou?”
“Witheverybreath,Eira,”Bosquesaid.“Witheverybreath.”

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ALISTAIRDIDN’TBOTHERtoseekhisbedthenightbeforehiswedding.Heknewsleepwouldelude
himduringthelastnighthehadtosufferthroughbeforeEmberwouldbeinhisarms.Hiswife.Belonging
tohimatlast.

Forsakinghischambers,whichweretoofullofanticipationtobear,Alistairsoughtdistractioninthe

catacombs.Hestrodequicklydownthetunnel,eagertoberidofhisembarrassinglyboyishfixationonhis
weddingnight.

Despitethelatehour,AlistairfoundRhysawake.Theyoungwolfwaschewingcontentedlyonalarge

oxbone.WhenAlistaircrouchedbesidethecage,Rhyslookedup,hisgoldeneyesintent.

“Iwouldspeakwithyou,”Alistairsaid.Heunlockedthecageandopenedthedoor.
Rhyslefttheboneandtrottedtothedoor.Heonlyshiftedintohumanformwhenhewasfreeofthe

cage.TheboysmiledasAlistairsatonthefloor.Rhysdroppedintoacross-leggedsittingpositionbeside
him.

“Soonyou’llleaveyourden,”Alistairtoldhim.“Doyoufeelready?”
Rhys’sbrowknittogether.“WherewillIgo?”
“Outside,”Alistairsaid.“Withme,ofcourse.”
“Ifyouarethere,Father,”Rhysreplied,“Iamhappytogo.MayIstillsleepinmyden?”
Alistair’smouthtwitchedintoasmile.Theboywassowolfishitwasuncanny,butAlistairsupposedit

wasonlylogicalthatheshouldbe,givenhisorigin.

“Ifyoupreferyourden,youmayspendnightshere,”Alistairtoldhim.“ButI’llletyouchoosewhatyou

wishafteryou’veseentheotherplacesyoumightsleep.”

“Anewden?”Rhys’sgoldeneyesgleamedwithcuriosity.
Alistairlaughed.“Yes.Anewden.”
Rhysshrugged,lookingathisironcagewithafondnessAlistaircouldn’tunderstand.“Maybe.”
“Thisdenisn’tlargeenoughtosharewithyourbrothersandsisters,”Alistairpointedout.“Andthey’ll

bejoiningyousoon.Areyoureadytohelpmeteachthem?”

Rhysnoddedeagerly.
“Good.”Alistairsmiled.“Wouldyouliketorunthroughthecatacombs?”
Instantlytheboywasawolfoncemore,wagginghistail.
AlistairjumpedupandwasabouttoleadRhysfromtheroomwhenheheardtheboy’svoice.
“Istheladycomingback?”

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Alistairturned,surprisedthatRhyshadshiftedbacktohishumanform.
“LadyEira?”Alistairasked.“I’msureshe’llvisitagain,butshe’sverybusy.”
“No.”Rhysfrowned,histhickpewter-browncurlsframingtherosypoutonhislips.“Nottheserious

lady.Theotheronewhowasafraid.”

“Afraid?”Alistair’sstomachclenched.“Ofwhomdoyouspeak?Didshecomealone?”
“Iwassleeping.”Rhysnodded,wrinklinghisnose.“Butthescentofherfearwassostrong,itwokeme

up.Shewastryingtogetintomyden.”

Alistaircouldbarelyhearovertheroaringofbloodinhisveins.“Tellme,Rhys.Whatdidshelook

like?”

“Shewasyoungerthantheseriouslady,”Rhysanswered.“Butshehadthesamefirehair,onlydarker.”
Alistairhadtobracehimselfinthearchedchamberopening.
Rhyswhimpered.“What’swrong,Father?”
“I’msorry,Rhys,”Alistairsaid,forcinghispanicdown.Thechildwasterriblysensitivetothemoods

ofthosearoundhim,andAlistairdidn’twanttodistresshim.“Butyouwon’tbeabletorunnow.Ihaveto
leaveyou.”

Awolfoncemore,Rhyswhined.Heloweredhisheadinsubmission.
“Youhaven’tdoneanythingwrong,”Alistairreassuredthewolf.“Gotoyourden.IpromisethatI’ll

cometotakeyoutorunsoon.Andyoushallrununderthemoon.”

Rhysstoodup.HelickedAlistair’shandenthusiasticallybeforereturningtothecageandsettlingback

intochewtheoxbone.

Alistairmanagedtolockthedoorandclearthemainchamberbeforehebegantorun.Hisjawwas

clenchedsohard,themusclesshriekedinpain,butAlistairneededthethrobbingachetostayincontrolof
hismindandheart.EveryfiberofhisbodyscreamedthatheshouldgotoEmber’schamber.Hewantedto
pinherwhereshesleptanddemandanswers.Butthatwastheimpulseofaboy,andAlistairhadtomake
thechoicesamanwould.Theknowledgethatshe’dbeeninthecatacombsslicedAlistair’shopesto
ribbons.She’dseenRhys,butwhatelsehadshediscovered?Whyhadshebeeninthetombstobegin
with?

WhenAlistairreachedLadyEira’schamber,hebangedonthedoorhard,expectinghewouldhaveto

wakeher.

Thoughhe’dbeenreadytoburstintotheroom,hewasstartledenoughtotakeseveralstepsbackwhen

Bosqueansweredthedoor.LordMar’storsowasbare,andasheethadbeenhastilywrappedaroundhis
hips.

“LordHart?”Bosquesmiledlazily.“Youlookdistressed.Areyouhavingsecondthoughtsaboutyour

bride?”

TherewasanunintendedbutcrueltruthinBosque’swordsthatsentAlistairpushingpasthiminto

Eira’sbedchamber,regardlessofwhathadbeentranspiringwithin.

Eiragasped,gatheringblanketstocoverherselfwhereshelayonthebed.“LordHart,youdonotenter

withoutpermission!”

“Forgiveme,LadyEira.”AlistairglancedbackandforthbetweenBosque,whoclosedthedoorand

wenttositontheedgeofEira’sbed,andLadyEira,whosecheekswerecoloringwiththerosyblushofa
maid.Despitethenewquestionsraisedbythisstrangescene,Alistairshovedthemaside.“Ihadtospeak
withyouatonce.”

TheamusedexpressiononBosque’sfacevanished.“Whatisit,Alistair?”
Alistairclenchedhisfists,remindinghimselfthathewasn’taloverbetrayedbutacommanderofmen.

TherighthandofLadyEiraandLordMar.

“Wehaveaproblem.”

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EMBERWENTTHROUGHTHEmotionsofabridereadyingforherweddingday,butshefeltas
thoughshewatchedfromabove,aspiritfreedfromherbody.Agnesstoodclose,smilinganddabbingat
hereyes,whilemaidservantshelpedEmberintoagownofgoldsilk.Herhairhadbeencarefullyarranged
intoamixofbraidsandcurlsthattumbleddownherback.

“Yourivalthesun,sister.”AgnesbeamedatEmber.“Yourhairisflames,andthegowndaylight.You

haveneverlookedsobeautiful.”

Emberforcedasmile.“Thankyou.”
Agnestookherhandwhiletheservantsdrewthelacesofthegowntight.“Youlookfrightened.”
EmbersqueezedAgnes’sfingers,unabletoanswer.AgneslookedintoEmber’seyesandthensaidto

themaidservants,“I’llfinishthis.Pleasegiveussometimealone.”

Whentheservantshadgone,AgnesstooddirectlyinfrontofEmber.“Iknowmanymaidsfearthefirst

nightwiththeirhusbandsbecauseitisknownthattheweddingnightcanbepainful.”

Ember’seyeswidened.Shewasafraid,yes,butheranxietyhadnothingtodowithanticipationofa

weddingnight.IfEmbereversharedabedwithAlistair,everythinginherlifewouldhavegone
unimaginablywrong.

TakingEmber’sstartledexpressionforconfirmationofherwords,Agnescontinued,“Youneednot

worry,Ember.Alistairlovesyou.Hewillnottreatyoulikesomebrutesmight.Hewillbetenderand
ensurethatyouhavepleasure.”Agneswassuddenlyblushing.“DespiteallthesorrowsI’veborne,Istill
rememberthewondersthatHenrywroughtfrommybody.Atthetime,Ithoughtittobelove,whenitwas
onlylust.”Theblushgavewaytogrief’sshadow,andsheshookherhead.“ButAlistairdoesloveyou,so
youcantakejoyinthesecretsofloveaboutwhichmaidenswhisper.”

Bewilderedbyhersister’sassumptions,Emberjustnodded.Hermindwasfilledwithbladesand

betrayal,whileAgnesspokeoflove.

AgnesturnedEmbertofaceawayfromherandfinishedsecuringthelacesofherweddinggown.

Ember’sguttwistedwithguilt;shecouldbearhersecretsnolonger.

“Agnes,there’ssomethingImusttellyou—”
Alightknocksounded,andAgnescalled,“Comein!”
Thedoorswungin,andoneofthemaidservantscurtsiedbeforesteppingasidetoallowOssiaMorrow

entry.

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“Mother!”Agnescried,rushingintoLadyMorrow’sopenarms.
Emberstoodstill,thesoon-to-unfoldplotagainstEiraandBosquewaitingonherlips.Herfatherheld

fasttothenotionthatwomenhadnobusinessinmatterspoliticormilitary,butinthisrarecase,couldhe
havesharedthetruthwithhiswife?IfEmberdisclosedherallies’planstohermotherandsister,would
OssiaMorrowreactwithsolemnknowingorhorrifiedshock?Moreimportantly,ifitwerethelatter,
wouldshebetrayEmber’sconfidence?

OssiastrokedAgnes’shair.“Myheartisfullofjoytoseeyousowell,Agnes.”
Agnesdrewherselfup,leavingherchildishoutburstbehindtoplaythepropermatron.“Iamgreatly

indebtedtoLadyEira,LordBosque,andespeciallytoEmber’sbetrothed.Ihavebeenaffordedevery
comfortsincemyarrivalatTearmunn.”

“Thenweareindebtedtothemaswell,”LadyMorrowanswered.
Ember’smotherleftherelderdaughtertostandbeforeEmber.Emberfeltrigid,unabletorespondwith

warmthtohermother’sarrival,asshecouldthinkonlyoftheperilhermotherwouldfaceoncethe
clansmenbegantheirattack.

OssiatouchedEmber’scheek.“Oh,youarepale,mydear.Don’tbefrightened.Thisisawonderful,

wonderfulday.”

Emberhuggedhermother,buttheembracefeltstiff.She’dseentheshiningdelightinOssia’sgaze;her

fatherhadgivenhiswifenobitoftruthregardingthisshamofawedding.NeitherAgnesnortheirmother
hadanyinklingoftheimminentdanger.ThoughMackenziehadpromisedmentoprotectthem,theonly
smallcomfortEmbertookwasinthestilettoshe’dslippedintohergarterwhenthemaidsandAgneswere
distracted.Ifallelsefailed,Emberwouldprotecthermotherandsisterherself.

“It’stimetojointheothers,”OssiatoldEmber.“I’mheretoescortyoutotheceremony.”
Embertookhermother’sarm,andAgnesfollowedthemfromtheroom.Whentheyreachedthebottom

ofthestaircase,Ember’skneeswentweak.Hermothergrabbedheraroundthewaisttightlyandpropped
herupastheywalked.

“There,there,mydear,”Ossiawhispered.“Don’tletitoverwhelmyou.”
AgnescametoEmber’soppositeside,takingherarmtogivetheirmotheraid.
Thoughrainhadfallenovernight,leavingthecourtyardmuddy,thedaywasthebestMaycouldoffer.A

cloudlessskyheraldedEmber’sarrival.Thelightbreezethattouchedherskinwaswarm,itsbreath
sweetenedbyblossomsthatfestoonedthemanorentryway.

EvenonthemostbustlingdaysatTearmunn,Emberhadneverseenthecourtyardsofull.Dancers

whoseheadswerewreathedwithflowersspunandjumpedwhilepipesandbodhranfilledtheairwitha
soaring,frenziedmelody.

Servantswoveamongtheguests,bearingplattersofroastedmeatsandbrimmingcupsofwine.Men

andwomenjostledeachother,liftingontotheballsoftheirfeettoglimpsetheapproachingbride.Ember
searchedthecrowd,herchesttightening.Theclansmenhadgatheredenmasse.Cian,Ember’sfather,and
LordMackenziestoodatthefrontoftheirranks.

Thewarriorsheldwinecups,butnotoncedidEmberseeamanamongthemdrink.Shefoundlittle

comfortintheirnumbersassherealizedthatgenuineguestswereinattendance.Thesecelebrantsraised
theircupswhenEmberpassed,shoutingblessingsandbawdysuggestionsfortheweddingnight.Ember
bowedherhead,wonderinghowmanyhaplessguestswouldhavetheirbloodspilledthatdayforreasons
they’dnevercomprehend.

Ember’sgazeroamedthefaces,findingmostlystrangers.SheknewshesearchedforBarrowinvain,

butstillshelooked.Meetinghisgrayeyes,ifonlyforasecond,wouldbolsterhercourage,inthefaceof
thishorridday.Nolongerabletobearthehollowingbeneathherribs,Emberabandonedhersearchto
facewhatshefearedmost.

FatherMichaelandAlistairawaitedheronawoodendaisthathadbeenerectedbetweenthemanor

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andthebarracks.AtAlistair’sleftshoulderstoodBosqueMar,stillandimposingasamonument.On
Alistair’sright,LadyEirawatchedthebridalpartyapproach,atightsmilefixeduponherlips.Butthe
figurestandingatAlistair’ssidemadeEmberstumble.

Theboyinthecage.Hestooddressedinthefineclothingofanobleman’schild.Alistair’shandsrested

onhisshoulders.

Ember’sglanceshottothestables.Ifshebrokefromhermotherandsisternow,shecouldgettoahorse

andride.CaberhadbeenlefttoBarrow’scareinFrance,butforthispurpose,anyswiftmountwoulddo.
Ifsheran,Alistairwouldsurelychaseher.Maybethatwouldbedistractionenough,servingthesame
purposeastheattackbutavoidingthebloodbaththiscrowdpromised.

“Youmustremembertobreathe,Ember,”Agneswhisperedinherear.“You’reterriblypale.”
Shakingoffhercoward’sdreamofflight,EmberdidasAgnesbid,drawinglong,deepbreathsto

steadyherself.IfEmberweretorun,shewouldhavelittlechanceofmakingitasfarasthestables.Too
manypeoplefilledthecourtyardtogiveheraclearpath,andAlistair’smen,ifnotAlistairhimself,
wouldcatchherbeforeshecameclosetofleeingthekeep.

AgneskissedEmber’scheekastheysteppedontothedaisandthenshepassedhersisterintoAlistair’s

waitinggrasp.AlistairtookbothofEmber’shandsinhis,bringinghergazetohisface.Hebroughther
fingerstohislips.“You’retrembling,mysweet.”

Embercouldonlynod.Suddenlysheblurtedout,“I’mnotwell.IworryIwillfaint.”
“I’llonlykeepyouhereabitlonger,”Alistairreplied.“Itwillallbeoversoon.”
Emberstaredathimashesquelchedherlastploytostoptheceremony.Ithadtobethisway,Ember

desperatelyremindedherself.Theweddingandthesurpriseattackweretheonlythingsthatcouldprovide
Rebekahthetimesheneededtoclosetherift.

Alistairgesturedtotheboyathisside.“Ember,thisisRhys.You’llsoonknowhimasyou’dknowyour

ownchild.”

TheboylookedatEmberwithsolemnyelloweyes.“She’sstillafraid,Father.”
EmbergaspedatthewayRhysaddressedAlistair.Whowasthischild?
Rhyswatchedher,calmandcurious.Emberreturnedhisgaze,wonderingifshe’dimaginedhis

transformation.Howcouldthissweet-facedchildhavebecomeawolf?

AlistairleaneddowntomurmurinEmber’sear.“Oncewearemarried,youwilllearnwhoRhysisto

us,andyouwilllovehimasIdo.”Hespokeasifthewordswereathreat,andEmberblanched.

“Letusbegin,FatherMichael,”Eiracommandedwithasweepofherhandtowardthethrongofguests.
Thepriestutteredthefamiliarwordsoftheweddingceremony,buttoEmbertheywerean

unintelligiblejumbleofsounds.Shestoodstillasstone,trappedinthisnightmare,ableonlytostareatthe
boywhomAlistaircalledRhys.

Whenthepriestpromptedher,Embermanagedtorespondasrequired,butshebecameawareofthe

progressoftheceremonyonlywhenAlistairslippedaringontoherfinger.Shelookeddownasthecool
goldbandtouchedherskin.

Thesignal.
EmbermetAlistair’sgaze.Inhisbrightblueirisesshesawmanythings:lust,possession,regret—but

nothopeorjoy,andcertainlynotlove.Shetriedtopullherhandback,butAlistairsteppedcloser,
grabbingherwristwithbruisingforce.

“Notyet,mylove,”hemurmured,andEmbercouldn’tbreathe.
Heknew.
AbattlecryrosefromthecrowdatEmber’sback,followedbyanother.Thewarcallsmingledwith

shoutsofalarmandfear.Thebrightringofsteelrosetojointhescreams.Wrenchinghernecktolook
behindher,Embersawthemadnessofwarfloodthecourtyard.ClansmenhackedatEira’sguard.
Weddingguestsnotcomplicitintheattackscrambledfromtheflurryofswordsandaxes.Therain-soaked

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groundchurnedbeneathtramplingfeet.Bodiesfellinthemud,somedead,otherslivingonlylongenough
tobecrushedinthestampede.

Agnesshriekedandclungtohermother.
Bosquelookedatthehuddledwomenandlaughed.“Don’tbeafraid,dearladies.You’requitesafe,I

assureyou.”

Bosqueliftedhispalmandthemuddygroundinfrontofthedaisbegantoboil.Wraithsbubbledup

fromthemuck,theirshadowbodiesslitheringforwardtotakepostsassentinelsbetweenthewedding
partyandtheembattledmass.

Rhyssnarledattheappearanceofthewraiths—Emberglanceddownandsawtheboy’slipscurlback.

Histeethflashedinthesunlight,caninessharpasawolf’sfangs.

“Bestill,”Alistairsaidtothechild.“Remember.NotuntilIsay.”
Ballinghisfists,RhyslookedupatAlistairandnodded.
SeizingonAlistair’sdistraction,Emberthrustherfootup,sweepinghislegsfrombeneathhim.Witha

cry,Alistaircollapsedtothedais,andEmberwasfree.

Withouthesitation,shewhirledaround,grabbinghermotherandsisteranddraggingthemtowardthe

manor.Mackenziemighthavemencomingtotheiraid,butnowarriorwouldgetpastBosque’swraiths.
EmberhuggedtheouterwallofthebuildingasshepulledAgnesandOssiathroughthemud.Notdaringto
lookbehindherforfearthatBosquewouldsendawraithinpursuit,EmbercouldonlyhopethatAlistair
stillwantedheralive.

“Keeprunning!”Embershoutedassheflungthemanordooropen.Thethreewomenstumbledinside,

andEmbersaid,“Thisway.”

Ember’smotherandsisterweresobbingasEmberpulledthemdownthecorridortothegreathall.All

EmbercouldthinkofwasgettingAgnesandOssiatosafety,andthatmeantawayfromTearmunn.The
onlywayoutwasRebekah’sportal.

Whenshereachedthedoubledoorsofthegreathall,Emberheardrapidfootstepsbehindher.
“Getinside,”Emberhissed,crackingthedoorsoAgnesandtheirmothercouldslipthrough.Onlywhen

theywereinthegreathalldidEmberturntoseeAlistairrunningather.Ayoungwolflopedathisheels.

Emberthrewherselfintothegreathall,slammingthedoorsatherback.Shedesperatelysearchedthe

roomforabarricade.Hergazefelluponthecrescenttableanditsaccompanyingchairs.

“Mother,getachair!”EmbershoutedtoOssia.“Wehavetoblockthedoorway.”
Emberlurchedforwardassomethingorsomeonecrashedintothedoors.Bracingherself,Ember

struggledtokeepthedoorsfromopening.

Itwasn’tenough.
Anincredibleforcecrashedagainstthedoors,andEmberwassentsprawlingacrossthestonefloor.
Thewindknockedfromherlungs,Emberwheezed,rollingontoherside.Thetwodoorshadbeen

blowntosplinters.Inthecloudofdebris,EmbersawEira,Bosque,Alistair,andthewolfstandingover
her.

“Whereverareyougoing,LadyMorrow?”Eiradrewhersword.“Yourweddingdayhasjustbegun.”
Glancingatthewolf,Alistairsaid,“StayhiddenuntilIcall.”Thewolfboweditshead.Withears

pinnedback,itslunkintotheshadowedcornerofthehall.

Emberscrambledtoherfeet,hopingtoreachhermotherandsister,butAlistairlungedintotheroom,

grabbingheraroundthewaistandpullingherback.

“Youwillnotescapeme,”hehissedinherear.
Atthefarsideoftheroom,adooroflightappeared.
Alistair’sgriptightenedonEmberwhenhesawtheportal,andshecoughed,strugglingforbreath.
“Moreguests,”Alistairwhispered.“Howlovely.”
HedraggedEmbertowardthedoor.Shewrithedinhisarms,tryingtofreeherselfandcatchingonly

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glimpsesofthefiguresthatemergedfromRebekah’sgleamingdoor.

Abattlecryfilledtheroom,andLukaszrushedfromtheportalwieldinghisclaymore.Kurjiiand

Tamurwereathisflank.

EmberkickedatAlistairashewrenchedheraroundtofaceEiraandBosque.Shetwistedasfarasshe

couldandsawRebekahappearfromwithintheportal,hangingbackwhileKaelstayedatherside.After
Rebekahclosedthedoor,Kaelguidedhertotheshadowedstaircaseatthefarendofthehallthatledto
thegallery,hopingtokeepheroutofharm’swaywhilesheperformedtheritual.Theportalwasgone,but
Barrowwasnowheretobeseen.Emberdidn’tknowifshewasrelievedbyhisabsenceordisheartened.

Alistairhadalmostreachedhiscompanionswhenanewcryofragesoundedfromtheouterhall.Eira

whirled,raisingherswordjustintimetomeetCian’sdeadlystrike.Eira’sfacewhitenedandthenher
eyeshardenedwithfuryassheglaredatCian.

“Youbetrayyourownblood?”Eirahissed.
“Thebetrayalisyours,”Ciananswered.“AndIhavenochoicebuttomakeyouanswerforit.”
FatherMichaelappearedatCian’sback,red-facedandhuffingforbreath.Hetookinthesceneand

triedtoslidepastthesword-lockedpairandintothegreathall.

Bosque’ssilvereyesnarrowed.Takingonelongstride,hisarmshotoutandstruckFatherMichael,

sendingthepriestflyingacrossthechamber.FatherMichael’sbodyslammedintothewallandfelllimp
onthefloor.Pivotingtofacethesisters,BosquestretchedhishandtowardCian,hisfingersclawlike.

“No!”Eirashouted,catchinghismovementbutnottakinghereyesoffCian.“Dealwiththeothers,but

sheismine.”

“Asyouwish.”Bosqueturnedhispalmover,andthreewraithsrosefromthestonefloor,theirbodies

curlinglikesmoke.HeflickedhiswristatLukasz,Kurjii,andTamur.“Killtheintruders.”

Thewraithsoozedliketartowardtheknights.
TwistinginAlistair’sgrasp,Embershoutedtohersisterandmother,“Gettothegallery!Run!”
IfAgnesandhermothercouldreachKael,theywouldatleasthavesomeprotection.Asliverofrelief

stolethroughEmberwhenshesawAgnesstiffenwithresolveandpulltheirmothertowardthegallery
staircase.

Liftinghismassiveclaymore,Lukaszshouted,“Thesecreaturescannotbekilled.Don’tletthemtouch

you.”

Bosquethrewbackhisheadandlaughed.“Ishallenjoywatchingyoutrytorunfrommywraiths.You

willtire.Theywillnot.”

AtanodfromLukasz,thetrioofknightssplit.Thewraithsseparatedtofollowthem,pursuingtheir

victimswithaslowdetermination.

EiraandCian’sfighthadprogressedfromthecorridorintothegreathall.Thesistersdancedaround

eachother,theirbladesflashingthroughtheairlikestreaksoflightning.Eirashovedhard,sendingCian
staggeringback.Eiraleaptfromthethrone,flippingintheairtolandwithdeadlygraceatCian’sback.
Cianwhirledandthesisters’bladesmetagain.Theroomsangwithsteel’sbrightcriesasEiraandCian
rainedblowsuponeachother.

“Cometome,LordHart!”Bosquecalledfromthedoorway.
EmbercriedoutwhenAlistair’sgrasptightened.Heswungheraround,draggingherawayfromthe

swordplay.

LukaszandTamurhadtakentoweavingthroughoutthehall,keepingadistancebetweenthemselvesand

thewraithsthathuntedthem.Kurjii,however,backedtoofarintoacorner,andbeforehecoulddartout
again,thewraithsnakedforward,wrappingitselfaroundtheknight.Hisswordclatteredtotheflooras
hisscreamsfilledtheroom.

“No!”EmbershoutedastheMamlukwarriorthrashedinthewraith’sclutches.
AlistaircuffedEmber,makingherheadringfromtheblow.

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“Forgetthem!Youarestillmine,asyoualwayswillbe,”hegrowledather.“Andinmypossession,

youwilllearnthepriceofbetrayal.”

Eventhroughthefogofherblurredvision,Emberwassickenedbythehatredinhiseyes.She’ddone

thistohim,atleastpartly.

“Don’tdothis,Alistair,”shepleaded.“You’rebetterthanthis.”
“You’vebarelybeguntoknowwhoIam.Submittome,andI’llspareyourmotherandsister,”Alistair

replied.“Fightme,andyou’llwatchthemdie.”

EmbersawafigureloomingatherleftsideamomentbeforeAlistairdid.AlistairshovedEmberaway

sohardthatshefell;hereachedforhissword,buthecouldn’tdrawthebladebeforeBarrowslammed
intohim,sendingthembothtumblingalongthefloor.

Scramblingtoherfeet,Emberreachedunderherskirtandwithdrewthestiletto.Lockedinawrestling

match,BarrowandAlistairpummeledeachother,bothstrugglingtogettheupperhand.Emberheldher
daggerlowandspunaroundquickly,surveyingtheroom.Bosqueblockedthewaytotheouterhall.

LukaszandTamurstilldodgedthewraithsthatpursuedthem.Bosquekepthisplaceinthedoorway,

watchinginamusementandseeminglycontenttoletthewraithscontinuetheircat-and-mousegamewith
theknights.

Ember’sgazereturnedtoBarrowandAlistair.Theywerestillatangleoflimbsandfistsontheground.

Grippingherstiletto,foramomentEmberthoughttointervene,butshethrusttheimpulseaside.Barrow
wasinlessdangerthantheotherswhomshelovedhere.Emberrantothestairs,swearingthatwithher
lastbreathshe’dfighttosavehermotherandsister.

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EIRADODGEDANOTHERblow,grittingherteethwhenCianparriedhernextstrike.

“I’mhappytoseeyou’llstillfightyourownbattles,”CianspatatEira.“IthoughtI’dbereducedto

slashingatBosque’shideouspets.”

“Iwouldn’tmissthesatisfactionofremindingyouthatI’vealwaysbeenstronger,”Eirasnapped.“In

allways.”

Theirswordsmetagain,steelraspingasbothsisterspushedtowardeachother.
“Youmistakeyourambitionforstrength.”Ciansurgedforward,sendingEirastaggering.
BosquewasimmediatelyatEira’sside,steadyingher.Hissilvereyesflashedasheleveledhisgazeon

Cian.

“Stop.”Eirapulledawayfromhim.“Thisismyfight.”
“Itisanunnecessaryrisk,mylove,”Bosquemurmured,butCianheardhim.
“Whatcanacreaturelikeyouknowoflove?”Cianscreamedathim.“Youseducedmysisterwithlust

andpower.Youhavecorruptedher!”

Withascreechofoutrage,EiralaunchedherselfatCian.Theirbladesmethighintheair,descending

intoaflurryofblows.

Pantingfromtheeffortofherattack,Eirasaid,“Howcanyoubesonaive?Wouldyouliveunderthe

thumbofmenforever?”

“Mendonotruleme,”Cianrepliedastheirbladesgratedagainsteachother.“Mylifehasalwaysbeen

myown,aswasyours.”

“You’reblind.”Eira’sretortcamewithanotherblow.“Gainingpermissiontowieldabladeisnot

enough.Icouldhavegivenyousomuchmore.”

Eirabroughthersworddowninasweepingarc;Cianducked,rollingacrossthefloortoescapethe

fatalblow.

“Youarethepawnoftheenemy,”Ciansaid,breathless.“IwillneverserveBosqueasyoudo.”
“Idonotservehim.”Eirastalkedtowardhersister.“Ilovehim.”
ThoughEirahadn’treachedher,Cianreeledasiffromablow.“Itisnotlove,sister.Lovewouldnot

makeyoubetraywhoyouare.”

Eira’slaughwasbrightasherblade.“YounolongerseewhoIam,Cian.ButIwillshowyou.”
AdvancingonCian,Eirabroughthersworddownwithincredibleforce.Cianrosetomeettheblow.

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EirasuddenlytwistedandflickedCian’sswordfromhergrasp.Eira’sfootlashedout,hittingCianinthe
chestandsendinghersprawling.AsEirastalkedtowardher,Cianrose,butonlytoherknees.

“Yield,”Eirahissed.
“Iyieldonlytodeath,”Ciananswered.
LevelingherbladeatCian’schest,Eirasaid,“Whenyoudrawyourlastbreath,rememberthatyou

chosethisfate.”

Cianbowedherhead,whisperingrapidwords.
“It’stoolatetoprayforsalvation,mysister.”
Eirathrust,andastheswordslidintoCian’sheart,sheheardBosquecryout,“No!”
Cian’sbodyslumpedoverEira’ssword.Grimly,Eirawithdrewtheblade.Thebloodthatcoveredher

swordbegantoglow.Withacry,Eiradroppedtheweaponandstumbledbackasthestrangelight
blossomedfromthepoolingblooduntilitsurroundedCian’sbodylikeacocoon.

EirafeltBosque’sarmsaroundher,pullingherawayfromhersister’scorpse.
Anabundanceofcolorssuffusedthespherethatrosefromtheground,carryingCianwithit.Spearsof

lightshotoutfromthegleamingcircle,strikingthewraithsintheroomandmakingthemshriek,theirdark
massbubblinglikepitchuntiltheyburstandweregone.

Bosqueroared,andthesoundreverberatedthroughthehall,itsfuryshakingtheground.Thestonefloor

beneathLukaszandTamurshiftedandcracked,sendingtheknightstumbling.

“Takecover,”BosquegrowledatEira.Hepushedhertowardtheedgeofthehallandadvancedonthe

sphereoflight.

Eirasawthatitmovedwithpurpose,itsbeamsgrowingwiderandbrighterasitapproachedtherift.As

thesphere’slightreachedthemassivedeadtree,Eiragasped.Thescenebeforeherflickered;withone
blink,thetreestoodasitwas—bone-whiteandbearingthegapingwoundoftherift—butinthenext
moment,Eiracouldseethetreeasithadbeen,mightyanddrapedintheemeraldtonesofitsvitality.

Thespherebegantodescend;therecouldbenomistakingitsdestination.Eirasawthatitwouldfillthe

voidperfectly,itslightblockingthedarkness.Sealingthegatetothenether.

SuddenlyBosqueloomedinfrontoftherift.Hereachedintotheundulatingshadowsathisback,and

fromwithintherift,hedrewasword.TheweaponwaslargerthanevenLukasz’sclaymore,andlike
Bosque’ssteed,thisbladeappearedtobeforgedofshadow.

Asheliftedthesword,Bosqueraspedinfury,“Thiswillnotcometopass.”
Withonestride,Bosquelaunchedhimselfintotheair,everymuscleinhisbodyworkingtopowerthe

strokeofhisblade.Hisswordhitthesphere,barelypiercingthesurfaceofshimmeringlights.

Thesphereshudderedandburst.Theexplosionwasdeafening.ItsentBosquehurtlingthroughtheair

untilhelandedinaheaponthefarsideoftheroom.Thestained-glasswindowsofthehallshattered.
Thickbranchesofthedeadtreecracked,groaningastheyshearedoffthetrunkandslammedtothestone
floor.

Eirafelltoherknees,butnotbecauseoftheexplosion.Wherethespherehadbeen,Cianwasfloating

intheair.Eiraknewitwasn’ttrulyhersister.Whateverthisspiritwas,ithadCian’sfeatures,butthe
hoveringfigurewastransparent.

Cianwasspeaking,herwordsinLatin,fillingtheroomasloudlyasBosque’sroarhad,butnotwitha

furiouscry.InsteadtheairtrembledasCian’swordsbecameasong,amelodythatblendedachingsorrow
andunflagginghope.

Stunnedbyhersister’stransformation,Eiracouldn’tmakesenseofwhatCian’sspiritsongmeant.She

wasonlyabletodiscernthefinalphrases:

Prolemcrucesferat.
Cruxancoravitae.

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MaytheScionbeartheCross.
TheCrossistheanchoroflife.

Cianspreadherarmstotheside,andherbodybecamelight,sobrightthatEiracouldbarelylookat

her.AsEirawatched,thelightseparatedintofourdistinctpieces.Theygrewlarger,takingonthe
characteristicsoftheportalsthatConatus’sclericswove.Througheachshimmeringdoorway,Eira
glimpsedadifferentlandscape.Thefirstrevealedapine-coveredslopeandthedarkopeningofacave.

Haldis.
EiraheardCian’swhisper.Ithungintheairforamoment.Thentheportalcurledinonitself,becoming

aflaringballoflight.

ThroughthenextdoorwayEirasawthesnowcappedpeaksofmountainsandthesilver-blueofice.
Tordis.
Likethefirstportal,atCian’swhisper,thedoorshuddered,contractinguntilittoohadbeenreducedto

aballoflight.

ThethirddoorwayopenedtothebluestseasEirahadeverseteyeson.Morelustrousthanthe

Mediterranean,thewatersweresurroundedbydenseforestsofakindEiradidn’trecognize.Thetrees
wereshort,ropelikevinestwistingbetweentrunks.Theleaveswerethickandbroad,gleamingjade
green.

Eydis.
Eiragasped,steppingbackatthevividimageryheldwithinthefourthportal.Glossyblackrockand

riversoffire.Theearthbelchingashandmoltenflame.

Pyralis.
Whenthefinaldoorswirledintoaballoflight,thefourspheresbrightenedtothepointthatEirafound

ithardtolookatthem.Likefallingstars,theyshotfromtheroom,blastingthroughstone,wood,andglass
astheyescapedthegreathall,eachflyinginadifferentdirection.

Andthentheyweregone.Thechamberwassilent,andCian’sbodywasnowheretobeseen.

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THEEXPLOSIONFINALLYrippedAlistairandBarrowapart.Theirfighthadbeenrelentlessand
ugly.Afightwithnohonor,onlyanimosity.Toocloseforclearblows,theknightshadbeenreducedto
biting,ripping,andtearingateachotherlikewildbeasts.Neithergainedtheadvantage,butbothwereso
consumedbyhatredthattheywillinglyembracedthefutilityoftheirstruggle.

Alistairdidn’tseeEiraslayhersister.HetooknonoteofthestrangeobjectthatconsumedCian’sbody.

Allhedidseewasthemanhedespised,amanwhowantedtostealwhatwashis.Hekickedandtwisted
inBarrow’sgrasp.Cursingandspitting,theywrangledeachotheralongthestonefloor.

Whentheroomfilledwithlightandsound,anunknownforcethrewAlistairandBarrowagainstthe

wall.Forafewminutes,Alistairwasknockedsenseless.Whenheopenedhiseyes,theroomwas
blurred,andthegroundfeltasifitwereshiftingbeneathhim.

“Fallback!”Lukasz’scommandreachedAlistair’sringingear.“Gettotheportal!”
MoreshoutsandthepoundingoffeetabovehiminthegallerycompelledAlistairtorise,despitethe

waveofnauseaanddizzinessthatcrashedthroughhim.Hestumbledforward,drawinghissword.A
singlethoughthadtakenholdofAlistair’smind.

HecouldnotletEmberleave.
Alistairbegantorun,gulpingairtohelpclearhisheadandclingingtohissingularpurpose.
“Rhys!”heshouted.Thewolfleaptfromtheshadowstorunathisheels.
Reachingthegallerysteps,Alistairtookthemtwoatatime.Atthetopofthestaircase,hethrew

himselfforward,hurtlingwildlyaheadashesawashimmeringdoorappearatthefarendofthehall.

BarrowhadreachedthegalleryjustaheadofAlistair.Embergaveacryofreliefasshethrewherself

intoBarrow’sarms.Heliftedherup,hismouthcrushingintoEmber’sasshewrappedherselfaroundhim,
welcominghisembraceinawayAlistairwouldneverknow.

Alistairopenedhismouthandwhatemergedfromhismouthwasahowlofsuchanguishthatitsounded

inhuman.

Emberbrokefromthekissatthesoundofhiscry.Griefetchedacrossherface.PushingBarrowtoward

hersister,EmbertookasteptowardAlistair.

“Ember!”Barrowcalledinwarning.
Lookingoverhershoulder,Embersaid,“Getmysisterandmothertosafety.”
“I’mnotleavingwithoutyou.”BarrowglaredatAlistair.
“Givemeoneminute.”Embertookanotherstepforward,awayfromBarrow.“I’llberightbehind

you.”

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SomethinginEmber’svoicemusthavesilencedBarrow’sprotests.Henoddedgrimly.TakingOssia

Morrow’shand,Barrowguidedhertothewaitingportal.

“Alistair,”Embersaidsoftly,comingtowardhim.HereyesflickednervouslytowardRhys.“Idon’t

knowwhat’shappenedtoyou,howBosquehastwistedyourheart,butIcan’tbelieveyoufullybelongto
him.Iremembertheboywhotaughtmetofight.Iremembermyfriend.”

Alistairloweredhissword,watchingEmberapproach.
“Comewithus.”Emberstopped,justoutofreach,andextendedherhand.“Icannotgiveyouwhatyou

want,butIswearyouwillalwayshavemyloveinfriendship.Isthatnotenough?”

“Enough?”Alistairrepeated.Castinghisgazeuponthewolfathisside,Alistairsaid,“Yourtimehas

come,Rhys.Retrievemyring.”

EmberflinchedwhenAlistairlookedatthewolf,butnotquicklyenough.Inaflashoffurandfangs,the

wolfleaptather.Shethrewherhanduptoguardherthroat,butthatwaspreciselywhatRhyswanted.

Thewolf’sjawsclosedonthefingersofEmber’slefthand.Shescreamed,andRhysjerkedhishead

back.

BarrowhadbeenshepherdingAgnestowardRebekah’sportal,butturnedatEmber’scry.Heliftedhis

sword,butAgnesmovedevenfaster.HereyeshadlockedontheyoungwolfthathadknockedEmberto
theground.

Andsuddenlyitwasn’tEmber’ssisterlungingatRhys,butasnarlingshe-wolf.Herfurshonewith

threadsofpalegold;herbodywasheavywiththebabyshecarried.Agnessnappedherteeth,andRhys
jumpedback.

“Tome!”Alistairshouted,andRhysdartedtohisside,matchingAgnes’ssnarlswithhisown.
Transfixed,Alistairstoppedandthentookastepback,thenanother.Agnesbristled,herteethbaredas

shestaredhimdown.Alistair’sragegavewaytoasurgeoftriumph.

Despiteherwound,Emberutteredatremulouscryofshock.ThesoundbroughtAgnes’sheadaround,

herearsflickingtowardEmber.ThenAgneswasawomanagain,andherbodybegantoshake.

“Barrow!”Lukaszshoutedtothehuddledtriofromtheedgeoftheportal.
BarrowscoopedupEmberwithonearmandstretchedhisotherhandtoAgnes.Shestumbledtoward

Barrow,graspinghisfingers.AlistairwatchedasBarrowdraggedAgnesandcarriedEmbertothe
waitingdoor.Lukaszstoodguardastheyrushedthroughtheportalandthenhefollowed.Thegleaming
doorvanished;theyweregone.

“Yourfriendshipwouldneverbeenough,mylove.”Likeamanentranced,Alistairputouthishand,and

RhysdroppedEmber’stwoseveredfingersintoAlistair’spalm.Onewasencircledbyagoldenband.

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THESUNDISAPPEAREDbehindthemountainsasEmberjoinedAgnesatthewater’sedge.

“Thestewisready,”Embersaidquietly.“Ifyou’rehungry.”
Agnesnodded,butherexpressionwasdistant.
“It’snotsodifferentfromhome,isit?”Agnesgazedoutoverthefjords.
“Isupposenot,”Emberanswered,notwantingtodisagreewithhersister,butalthoughtheNorse

countrywaswildandruggedlikethehighlands,theaircarriedunfamiliarscents,theslopeofthehills
wasabittoorough,andtheskywastoobright.Itwasn’thome,andEmberdoubtedshe’deverfeelatrue
senseofhomeagain.

Agnessighed,herhandmovingtoherswollenbelly.
“Areyouunwell?”Emberasked.
“No,”Agnessaid.“Justtired.”
Shehesitated,theskinaroundhereyestightening.“Ember,doyoubelievemychildtobeanythingother

thanamonster?”

Emberthoughtoftheboyinthecage.Theboywhoabruptlyvanishedandleftasnarlingyoungwolfin

hisplace.RhyshadattackedheratAlistair’scommand.Thewolf-childhadtakentwoofherfingers.But
Emberchosetorememberthefearshe’dseenintheboy’slargeyelloweyeswhenshe’dfirstencountered
him.Inamomentofcrisis,Agneshadtransformedfromwomantowolf,butshe’ddonesotoprotecther
sister.Therewasnothingmonstrousinthat.

“You’renotamonster,despitewhatAlistairandBosquedidtoyou,”Embersaid.“Whyshouldyour

childbesocondemned?”

“Theothersareafraidofme,”Agnesanswered.“Iftheyfearme,theymustfearwhatgrowswithin

me.”

“Nooneknowswhetherthemagicsworkedonyouhaveaffectedyourchild,”Embertoldher.“And

theyaren’tafraidofyou,they’reafraidforyou.”

“Youbelievethatbecauseyouaremysister.”Agnessighed.“Butyoudon’tseehowtheylookatme.

Youcan’tsmelltheirfear.”

Findingnoreply,EmbertookAgnes’shand.“Cometothefire.”
AgnesclaspedthefingersofEmber’srighthand,buthergazedriftedtotheslingthatcradledherleft

arm.Herlefthandwasenshroudedwithbandages.“Doyouhealwell?”

“RebekahtellsmeIdo,”Emberreplied.“BarrowthinksthatI’mbestofffightingwithashield

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strappedtomyleftarmandaweaponintheright.”

Agnescastasidelongglanceather.“Areyousoeagertoreturntobattle?”
Embernodded,offeringAgnesagrimsmile.Shecouldthinkoflittleelse.Beforethelastbattleat

Tearmunn,she’dbeenpartofaresistance.Nowtheyweretrulyexiles,wanderingtheearthuntilthey
couldfinishtheworkCian’ssacrificehadbegun.

BarrowstooduptomeetEmberwhensheandAgnesreachedtheencircledwarriors.Hekissedher,

andshejoinedhimbesidethefire.Agneswanderedslightlyapart,butRebekahbeckonedtoher.

Emberglancedaroundthefireatthefacesofhercompanions.Theyweresofew.LukaszandRebekah

hadhopedthattheywouldgathermoreallies,warriorsandclericswillingtoaidthemastheysearched
forwhatRebekahcalledtheElementalCross—thekeytosealingtheriftandthemagictiedtoCian’s
deathathersister’shand.

Eachnightastheygatheredfortheeveningmeal,RebekahrepeatedtheLatinwordsthatCian’sspirit

hadintonedbeforeherbodyhadbecomelikefourstars.Thosewordsweretheirhope,Rebekahclaimed,
theirnewpurpose.WhileBosque’sattackhaddisruptedthespellbeforeitcouldbecompleted,thepower
ofCian’sactremained.HerbodyhadbecomethatwhichcouldstilldefeatBosqueandclosethegate
betweentheearthandthenether.

Rebekahfinishedthisnight’srecitationasdarknessclosedaroundthem.
“WithouttheElementalCross,theriftcannotbeclosed.Conatusisnomore,”Lukaszsaid.“Thebattle

lost.”

“Butthewarhasjustbegun,”Emberreplied,andBarrowtightenedhisarmsaroundher.
“Thepieceshaveflowntothefourcornersoftheearth,wheretheywillrestuntiltheScionclaims

them,asCian’sprophecyforetells.”RebekahnoddedatEmber.“Thatiswhenthewarwillend.”

Solemnmurmursofaffirmationansweredher.Itwassuchanimpossiblehopetoclingto.Butitwasall

theyhad.Emberclosedhereyes.Thoughshe’dbeenconsumedbythebattle,shecouldsummonthefinal
melodyandwordsofCian’sspiritatwill.Theyallcould.

OnlyRebekahseemedunruffledbythestrangesongthathadbeenburnedintothememoryofeach

personwho’dbeeninthegreathall.Itwasthenatureofprophecy,Rebekahhadtoldthemaseasilyasif
she’dbeenremindingthemthatthesunroseeachmorning,toensureitsremembrance.

AgneshuddledontheothersideofthefirebesideRebekah.Embernoticedhowoftenhersisterraised

herheadasifcatchingscentsonthewind,orstaredintothedarkforestlikeitwascallingtoher.

Thecampfirespitandcrackled.EmberleanedintoBarrow’schest,nestlingherheadbeneathhischin.

Shegazedintotheleapingflamesandsawonlywolves.

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ONE

I’DALWAYSWELCOMEDwar,butinbattlemypassionroseunbidden.

Thebear’sroarfilledmyears.Itshotbreathassaultedmynostrils,fuelingmybloodlust.BehindmeI

couldheartheboy’sraggedgasp.Thedesperatesoundmademynailsdigintotheearth.Isnarledatthe
largerpredatoragain,daringittotrytogetpastme.

WhatthehellamIdoing?
Iriskedaglanceattheboyandmypulseraced.Hisrighthandpressedagainstthegashesinhisthigh.

Bloodsurgedbetweenhisfingers,darkeninghisjeansuntiltheylookedstreakedbyblackpaint.Slashes
inhisshirtbarelycoveredtheredlacerationsthatmarredhischest.Agrowlroseinmythroat.

Icrouchedlow,musclestensed,readytostrike.Thegrizzlyroseontoitshindlegs.Iheldmyground.
Calla!
Bryn’scrysoundedinmymind.Alithebrownwolfdartedfromtheforestandtoreintothebear’s

unguardedflank.Thegrizzlyturned,landingonallfours.Spitflewfromitsmouthasitsearchedforthe
unseenattacker.ButBryn,lightningfast,dodgedthebear’slunge.Witheachswipeofthegrizzly’strunk-
thickarms,sheavoideditsreach,alwaysmovingasplitsecondfasterthanthebear.Sheseizedher
advantage,inflictinganothertauntingbite.Whenthebear’sbackwasturned,Ileaptforwardandrippeda
chunkfromitsheel.Thebearswungaroundtofaceme,itseyesrolling,filledwithpain.

BrynandIslunkalongtheground,circlingthehugeanimal.Thebear’sbloodmademymouthhot.My

bodytensed.Wecontinuedourever-tighteningdance.Thebear’seyestrackedus.Icouldsmellitsdoubt,
itsrisingfear.Iletoutashort,harshbarkandflashedmyfangs.Thegrizzlysnortedasitturnedawayand
lumberedintotheforest.

Iraisedmymuzzleandhowledintriumph.Amoanbroughtmebacktoearth.Thehikerstaredatus,

eyeswide.Curiositypulledmetowardhim.I’dbetrayedmymasters,brokentheirlaws.Allforhim.

Why?
MyheaddroppedlowandItestedtheair.Thehiker’sbloodstreamedoverhisskinandontothe

ground,thesharp,copperyodorcreatinganintoxicatingfoginmyconscience.Ifoughtthetemptationto
tasteit.

Calla?Bryn’salarmpulledmygazefromthefallenhiker.
Getoutofhere.Ibaredmyteethatthesmallerwolf.Shedroppedlowandbelliedalongtheground

towardme.Thensheraisedhermuzzleandlickedtheundersideofmyjaw.

Whatareyougoingtodo?herblueeyesaskedme.
Shelookedterrified.IwonderedifshethoughtI’dkilltheboyformyownpleasure.Guiltandshame

trickledthroughmyveins.

Bryn,youcan’tbehere.Go.Now.
Shewhinedbutslunkaway,slippingbeneaththecoverofpinetrees.
Istalkedtowardthehiker.Myearsflickedbackandforth.Hestruggledforbreath,painandterror

fillinghisface.Deepgashesremainedwherethegrizzly’sclawshadtornathisthighandchest.Blood
stillflowedfromthewounds.Iknewitwouldn’tstop.Igrowled,frustratedbythefragilityofhishuman
body.

Hewasaboywholookedaboutmyage:seventeen,maybeeighteen.Brownhairwithaslightshimmer

ofgoldfellinamessaroundhisface.Sweathadcakedstrandsofittohisforeheadandcheeks.Hewas

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lean,strong—someonewhocouldfindhiswayaroundamountain,asheclearlyhad.Thispartofthe
territorywasonlyaccessiblethroughasteep,unwelcomingtrail.

Thescentoffearcoveredhim,tauntingmypredatoryinstincts,butbeneathitlaysomethingelse—the

smellofspring,ofnascentleavesandthawingearth.Ascentfullofhope.Possibility.Subtleandtempting.

Itookanothersteptowardhim.IknewwhatIwantedtodo,butitwouldmeanasecond,much-greater

violationoftheKeepers’Laws.Hetriedtomovebackbutgaspedinpainandcollapsedontohiselbows.
Myeyesmovedoverhisface.Hischiseledjawandhighcheekbonestwistedinagony.Evenwrithinghe
wasbeautiful,musclesclenchingandunclenching,revealinghisstrength,hisbody’sfightagainstits
impendingcollapse,renderinghistorturesublime.Desiretohelphimconsumedme.

Ican’twatchhimdie.
IshiftedformsbeforeIrealizedI’dmadethedecision.Theboy’seyeswidenedwhenthewhitewolf

who’dbeeneyeinghimwasnolongerananimal,butagirlwiththewolf’sgoldeneyesandplatinum
blondhair.Iwalkedtohissideanddroppedtomyknees.Hisentirebodyshook.Ibegantoreachforhim
buthesitated,surprisedtofeelmyownlimbstrembling.I’dneverbeensoafraid.

Araspingbreathpulledmeoutofmythoughts.
“Whoareyou?”Theboystaredatme.Hiseyeswerethecolorofwintermoss,adelicateshadethat

hoveredbetweengreenandgray.Iwascaughtthereforamoment.Lostinthequestionsthatpushed
throughhispainandintohisgaze.

Iraisedthesoftfleshofmyinnerforearmtomymouth.Willingmycaninestosharpen,Ibitdownhard

andwaiteduntilmyownbloodtouchedmytongue.ThenIextendedmyarmtowardhim.

“Drink.It’stheonlythingthatcansaveyou.”Myvoicewaslowbutfirm.
Thetremblinginhislimbsgrewmorepronounced.Heshookhishead.
“Youhaveto,”Igrowled,showinghimcaninesstillrazorsharpfromopeningthewoundinmyarm.I

hopedthememoryofmywolfformwouldterrorizehimintosubmission.Butthelookonhisfacewasn’t
oneofhorror.Theboy’seyeswerefullofwonder.Iblinkedathimandfoughttoremainstill.Bloodran
alongmyarm,fallingincrimsondropsontotheleaf-linedsoil.

Hiseyessnappedshutashegrimacedfromasurgeofrenewedpain.Ipressedmybleedingforearm

againsthispartedlips.Histouchwaselectric,searingmyskin,racingthroughmyblood.Ibitbacka
gasp,fullofwonderandfearatthealiensensationsthatrolledthroughmylimbs.

Heflinched,butmyotherarmwhippedaroundhisback,holdinghimstillwhilemybloodflowedinto

hismouth.Graspinghim,pullinghimcloseonlymademybloodrunhotter.

Icouldtellhewantedtoresist,buthehadnostrengthleft.Asmilepulledatthecornersofmymouth.

Evenifmyownbodywasreactingunpredictably,IknewIcouldcontrolhis.Ishiveredwhenhishands
cameuptograspmyarm,pressingintomyskin.Thehiker’sbreathcameeasilynow.Slow,steady.

Anachedeepwithinmemademyfingerstremble.Iwantedtorunthemoverhisskin.Toskimthe

healingwoundsandlearnthecontoursofhismuscles.

Ibitmylip,fightingtemptation.Comeon,Cal,youknowbetter.Thisisn’tlikeyou.
Ipulledmyarmfromhisgrasp.Awhimperofdisappointmentemergedfromtheboy’sthroat.Ididn’t

knowhowtograpplewithmyownsenseoflossnowthatIwasn’ttouchinghim.Findyourstrength,use
thewolf.
That’swhoyouare.

WithawarninggrowlIshookmyhead,rippingalengthoffabricfromthehiker’stornshirttobindup

myownwound.Hismoss-coloredeyesfollowedmyeverymovement.

Iscrambledtomyfeetandwasstartledwhenhemimickedtheaction,falteringonlyslightly.Ifrowned

andtooktwostepsback.Hewatchedmyretreat,thenlookeddownathisrippedclothing.Hisfingers
gingerlypickedattheshredsofhisshirt.Whenhiseyesliftedtomeetmine,Iwashitwithanunexpected
swellofdizziness.Hislipsparted.Icouldn’tstoplookingatthem.Full,curvingwithinterest,lackingthe
terrorI’dexpected.Toomanyquestionsflickeredinhisgaze.

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Ihavetogetoutofhere.“You’llbefine.Getoffthemountain.Don’tcomenearthisplaceagain,”I

said,turningaway.

Ashocksparkedthroughmybodywhentheboygrippedmyshoulder.Helookedsurprisedbutnotatall

afraid.Thatwasn’tgood.Heatflaredalongmyskinwherehisfingersheldmefast.Iwaitedamomenttoo
long,watchinghim,memorizinghisfeaturesbeforeIsnarledandshruggedoffhishand.

“Wait—”hesaid,andtookanothersteptowardme.
WhatifIcouldwait,puttingmylifeonholdinthismoment?WhatifIstolealittlemoretimeand

caughtatasteofwhathadbeensolongforbidden?Woulditbesowrong?Iwouldneverseethisstranger
again.Whatharmcouldcomefromlingeringhere,fromholdingstillandlearningwhetherhewouldtryto
touchmethewayIwantedtohimto?

Hisscenttoldmemythoughtsweren’tfaroffthemark,hisskinsnappingwithadrenalineandthemusk

thatbelieddesire.I’dletthisencounterlastmuchtoolong,steppedwellbeyondthelineofsafeconduct.
Withregretnippingatme,Iballedmyfist.Myeyesmovedupanddownhisbody,assessing,remembering
thefeelingofhislipsonmyskin.Hesmiledhesitantly.

Enough.
Icaughthimacrossthejawwithasingleblow.Hedroppedtothegroundanddidn’tmoveagain.Ibent

downandgatheredtheboyinmyarms,slinginghisbackpackovermyshoulder.Thescentofgreen
meadowsanddew-kissedtreelimbsflowedaroundme,floodingmewiththatstrangeachethatcoiled
lowinmybody,aphysicalreminderofmybrushwithtreachery.Twilightshadowsstretchedfartherup
themountain,butI’dhavehimatthebasebydusk.

Alone,batteredpickupwasparkedneartheripplingwaterwaythatmarkedtheboundaryofthesacred

site.Blacksignswithbrightorangeletteringwerepostedalongthecreekbank:

NOTRESPASSING.PRIVATEPROPERTY.
TheFordRangerwasunlocked.Iflungopenthedoor,almostpullingitfromtherust-bittenvehicle.I

drapedtheboy’slimpformacrossthedriver’sseat.HisheadslumpedforwardandIcaughtthestark
outlineofatattooonthebackofhisneck.Adark,bizarrelyinkedcross.

Atrespasserandtrendhound.ThankGodIfoundsomethingnottolikeabouthim.
Ihurledhispackontothepassengerseatandslammedthedoor.Thetruck’ssteelframegroaned.Still

tremblingwithfrustration,Ishiftedintowolfformanddartedbackintotheforest.Hisscentclungtome,
blurringmysenseofpurpose.Isniffedtheairandcringed,anewscentbringingmytreacheryintostark
relief.

Iknowyou’rehere.Asnarltraveledwithmythought.
Areyouokay?Bryn’splaintivequestiononlymadefearbiteharderintomytremblingmuscles.Inthe

nextmomentsheranbesideme.

Itoldyoutoleave.Ibaredmyteethbutcouldn’tdenymysuddenreliefatherpresence.
Icouldneverabandonyou.Brynkeptpaceeasily.AndyouknowI’llneverbetrayyou.
Ipickedupspeed,dartingthroughthedeepeningshadowsoftheforest.Iabandonedmyattemptto

outrunfear,shiftedforms,andstumbledforwarduntilIfoundthesolidpressureofatreetrunk.The
scratchofthebarkonmyskinfailedtorepelthegnat-likenervesthatswarmedinmyhead.

“Whydidyousavehim?”sheasked.“Humansmeannothingtous.”
IkeptmyarmsaroundthetreebutturnedmycheektothesidesoIcouldlookatBryn.Nolongerinher

wolfform,theshort,wirygirl’shandsrestedonherhips.Hereyesnarrowedasshewaitedforananswer.

Iblinked,butIcouldn’thalttheburningsensation.Apairoftears,hotandunwanted,sliddownmy

cheeks.

Bryn’seyeswidened.Inevercried.Notwhenanyonecouldwitnessit.
Iturnedmyfaceaway,butIcouldsenseherwatchingmesilently,withoutjudgment.Ihadnoanswers

forBryn.Orformyself.

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TWO

WHENIOPENEDTHEFRONTDOORtomyhouse,mybodywentrigid.Icouldsmellthevisitors.
Agedparchment,finewine:LumineNightshade’sscentexudedanaristocraticelegance.Butherguards
filledthehousewithanunbearableodor,boilingpitchandburnthair.

“Calla?”Lumine’svoicedrippedwithhoney.
Icringed,tryingtogathermywitsbeforeIwalkedintothekitchenwithmymouthgluedshut.Ididn’t

wanttotastethecreaturesaswellassmellthem.

Luminesatatthetableacrossfromherpack’scurrentalpha,myfather.Sheremainedimpossiblystill,

postureperfect,chocolatetressescaughtinachignonatthebackofherneck.Sheworehertypical
immaculateebonysuitandcrisphigh-collaredwhiteshirt.Twowraithsflankedher,loomingshadow-like
justoverherslimshoulders.

IsuckedinmycheekssoIcouldbitetheinsides.Itwastheonlythingthatkeptmefrombaringmyteeth

atthebodyguards.

“Haveaseat,mydear.”Luminegesturedtoachair.
Ipulledthechairclosetomyfather,crouchingratherthansittinginit.Icouldn’trelaxwiththewraiths

nearby.

Doesshealreadyknowabouttheviolation?Issheheretoordermyexecution?
“Littlemorethanamonthofwaitingleft,lovelygirl,”shemurmured.“Areyoulookingforwardtoyour

union?”

IletoutthebreathIdidn’tknowI’dbeenholding.
“Sure,”Isaid.
Luminebroughtthetipsofherfingerstogetherinfrontofherface.
“Isthattheonlywordyouhavetoofferaboutyourauspiciousfuture?”
Myfatherbarkedalaugh.“Calla’snottheromantichermotheris,Mistress.”
Histoneremainedconfident,buthisgazefellonme.Iranmytonguealongmycanines,whichwere

sharpeninginmymouth.

“Isee,”shesaid,eyesmovingupanddownmybody.
Icrossedmyarmsovermychest.
“Stephen,youmightteachherbettermanners.Iexpectmyalphafemalestoembodyfinesse.Naomihas

alwayshadtheutmostgraceintherole.”

Shecontinuedtowatchme,soIcouldn’tbaremyteethatherthewayIwantedto.
Finesse,myass.I’mawarrior,notyourchildbride.
“Ithoughtyoumightbepleasedwiththematch,deargirl,”shesaid.“You’reabeautifulalpha.And

therehasn’tbeenaBanemalethelikesofRenierbefore.EvenEmileadmitsthat.Theunionbodeswell
forallofus.Youshouldbegratefultohavesuchamate.”

Myjawclenched,butImethereyeswithoutblinking.
“IrespectRen.He’safriend.We’llbefinetogether.”
Afriend…sortof.RenwatchesmelikeI’macookiejarhewouldn’tmindbeingcaughtwithhis

handin.Andhe’snottheonewho’dpayforthattheft.ThoughI’dbeenstuckwithlockandkeyfromday
oneofourbetrothal,Ihadn’tthoughtplayingpolicemanoverourrelationshipwouldbethathard.ButRen
didn’tliketoplaybytherules.Hewasjusttemptingenoughtomakemewonderwhethergivinghima

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tastemightbeworththerisk.

“Fine?”Luminerepeated.“Butdoyoudesiretheboy?Emilewouldbefuriousattheideayoumight

scoffathisheir.”Shedrummedherfingersonthetable.

Istaredatthefloor,cursingtheflamesthatracedovermycheeks.Howthehelldoesdesirematter

whenI’mnotallowedtodoanythingaboutit?InthatmomentIhatedher.

Myfatherclearedhisthroat.“Mylady,theunionhasbeensetsincethechildren’sbirth.TheNightshade

andBanepacksremaincommittedtoit.AsaremydaughterandEmile’sson.”

“LikeIsaid,we’llbefine,”Iwhispered.Thehintofagrowlescapedwithmywords.
TinklinglaughterbroughtmyeyesbacktotheKeeper.Asshewatchedmesquirm,Lumine’ssmilewas

patronizing.Iglaredather,nolongerabletoholdinmyoutrage.

“Indeed.”Hergazemovedtomyfather.“Theceremonymustnotbeinterruptedordelayed.Underany

circumstances.”

Sheroseandextendedherhand.Myfatherbrieflypressedhislipstoherpalefingers.Sheturnedtome.

Ireluctantlytookhervellum-likeskininmyownhand,tryingnottothinkabouthowmuchIwantedtobite
her.

“Allworthyfemaleshavefinesse,mydear.”Shetouchedmycheek,lettinghernailsscrapehardenough

tomakemeflinch.

Mystomachlurched.
Herstilettoheelsstruckasharpstaccatoonthetileassheleftthekitchen.Thewraithstrailedbehind

her,theirsilencemoredisturbingthantheunnervingrhythmofhersteps.Idrewmykneesuptomychest
andrestedmycheekagainstthem.Ididn’tbreatheagainuntilIheardthefrontdoorclose.

“You’reawfullytense,”myfathersaid.“Didsomethinghappenonpatrol?”
Ishookmyhead.“YouknowIhatewraiths.”
“Weallhatewraiths.”
Ishrugged.“Whywasshehereanyway?”
“Todiscusstheunion.”
“You’rekidding.”Ifrowned.“JustmeandRen?”
Myfatherpassedawearyhandoverhiseyes.“Calla,itwouldbehelpfulifyouwouldn’ttreatthe

unionlikeahooptojumpthrough.Farmoreisatstakethan‘justyouandRen.’Theformationofanew
packhasn’toccurredfordecades.TheKeepersareonedge.”

“Sorry,”Isaid,notmeaningit.
“Don’tbesorry.Beserious.”
Isatupstraight.
“Emilewashereearliertoday.”Hegrimaced.
“What?!”Igasped.“Why?”
Icouldn’timagineacivilconversationbetweenEmileLarocheandhisrivalalpha.
Myfather’svoicewascold.“ThesamereasonasLumine.”
Iburiedmyfaceinmyhands,mycheeksonceagainonfire.
“Calla?”
“Sorry,Dad,”Isaid,swallowingmyembarrassment.“It’sjustthatRenandIgetalongfine.We’re

friends,sortof.We’veknowntheunionwascomingforalongtime.Ican’tseeanyproblemswithit.And
ifRendoes,thatwouldbenewstome.Butthiswholeprocesswouldbemucheasierifeveryonewould
justlayoff.Thepressureisn’thelping.”

Henodded.“Welcometoyourlifeasanalpha.Thepressureneverhelps.Italsonevergoesaway.”
“Great.”Isighedandrosefrommychair.“Ihavehomework.”
“Night,then,”hesaidquietly.
“Night.”

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“AndCalla?”
“Yeah?”Ipausedatthebottomofthestaircase.
“Goeasyonyourmother.”
Ifrownedandcontinuedupthestairs.WhenIreachedmybedroomdoor,Ishrieked.Clotheswere

strewneverywhere.Coveringmybed,onthefloor,hangingfromthenightstandandlamp.

“Thiswillneverdo!”Mymotherpointedanaccusingfingeratme.
“Mom!”
OneofmyfavoritevintageT-shirts,fromaPixiestourintheeighties,hungfromherclenchedfists.
“Doyouownanythingbeautiful?”SheshooktheoffendingT-shirtatme.
“Definebeautiful,”Ireturned.
Iswallowedagroan,searchingforanyclothesIparticularlywantedtoprotect,andsatontopofmy

RepublicansforVoldemorthoodie.

“Lace?Silk?Cashmere?”Naomiasked.“Anythingthatisn’tdenimorcotton?”
ShetwistedthePixiesshirtinherhandsandIcringed.
“DoyouknowthatEmilewasheretoday?”Hereyesmovedoverthebed,assessingthepileofclothes.
“Dadsaidthat,”Irepliedquietly,butinsideIwasscreaming.
Istrokedmyfingersalongtheropeofhairthathungovermyshoulder,liftedtheend,andcaughtit

betweenmyteeth.

MymotherpursedherlipsanddroppedtheT-shirtsoshecouldextractmyfingersfromthetwisted

hair.Thenshesighed,tookaseatonthebedjustbehindme,andpulledtheelasticfromtheendofthe
braid.

“Andthishair.”Shecombedoutthewaveswithherfingers.“Whyyoubinditupallthetimeisbeyond

me.”

“There’stoomuch,”Isaid.“Itgetsintheway.”
Icouldhearthechimeofmymother’schandelierearringswhensheshookherhead.“Mylovely

flower.Youcan’thideyourassetsanymore.You’reawomannow.”

WithadisgustedgruntIrolledacrossthebed,outofherreach.
“I’mnoflower.”Ipushedthecurtainofhairbackbehindmyshoulders.Freeofthebraid,itfelt

cumbersomeandheavy.

“Butyouare,Calla.”Shesmiled.“Mybeautifullily.”
“It’sjustaname,Mom.”Ibegantogatherupmyclothes.“NotwhoIam.”
“Itiswhoyouare.”Istartedatthewarningnoteinhervoice.“Stopdoingthat.It’snotnecessary.”
MyhandsfrozeontheT-shirtI’dgrabbed.ShewaiteduntilIplacedthehalf-foldedshirtbackonthe

coverlet.Istartedtosaysomething,butmymotherheldupasilencinghand.

“Thenewpackformsnextmonth.You’llbethealphafemale.”
“Iknowthat.”Ifoughtofftheurgetothrowdirtysocksather.“I’veknownthatsinceIwasfive.”
“Andnowit’stimeforyoutostartactinglikeit,”shesaid.“Lumineisworried.”
“Yeah,Iknow.Finesse.Shewantsfinesse.”Iwantedtogag.
“AndEmileisconcernedaboutwhatRenierwants,”shesaid.
“WhatRenwants?”Isaid,wincingattheshrillnessofmyvoice.
Mymotherliftedoneofmybrasfromthebed.Itwasplainwhitecotton—theonlykindIowned.
“Weneedtothinkaboutpreparations.Doyouwearanydecentlingerie?”
Theburninginmycheeksbeganagain.Iwonderedifexcessiveblushingcouldcausepermanent

discoloration.

“Idon’twanttotalkaboutthis.”
Sheignoredme,mutteringunderherbreathasshesortedmythingsintopiles,which,sinceshe’d

orderedmetostopfolding,Icouldonlypresumewere“acceptable”and“tobediscarded.”

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“He’sanalphamaleandthemostpopularboyatyourschool.AtleastbyallaccountsI’mprivyto.”

Hertonebecamewistful.“I’msurehe’saccustomedtocertainattentionsfromgirls.Whenyourtime
arrives,youmustbereadytopleasehim.”

IswallowedsourbilebeforeIcouldspeakagain.
“Mom,I’manalphatoo,remember?”Isaid.“Renneedsmetobeapackleader.Wantsmetobea

warrior,notthecaptainofthecheerleadingsquad.”

“Renierneedsyoutoactlikeamate.Justbecauseyou’reawarriordoesn’tmeanyoucan’tbe

enticing.”Thesharpnessofhertonecutme.

“Cal’sright,Mom.”Mybrother’svoicepipedin.“Rendoesn’twantacheerleader.He’salreadydated

themallforthelastfouryears.He’sprobablyboredashell.Atleastbigsiswillkeephimonhistoes.”

IturnedtoseeAnselleaningagainstthedoorframe.Hiseyessweptovertheroom.
“Whoa,HurricaneNaomistrikes,leavingnosurvivors.”
“Ansel,”mymothersnapped,handsonherhips.“Pleasegiveyoursisterandmesomeprivacy.”
“Sorry,Mom.”Anselcontinuedtogrin.“ButBarrettandSashaaredownstairswaitingforyoutogo

withthemonnightpatrol.”

Hereyelidsflutteredinsurprise.“Isitthatlatealready?”
Anselshrugged.Whensheturnedaway,hewinkedatme.Icoveredmymouthtohidemysmile.
Shesighed.“Calla,I’mseriousaboutthis.IputsomenewclothesinyourclosetandIexpectyouto

startwearingthem.”

Iopenedmymouthtoobject,butshecutmeoff.
“NewclothesstartingtomorroworI’llgetridofallyourT-shirtsandrippedjeans.Endofdiscussion.”
Sheroseandsweptfromtheroom,herskirtswirlingaroundhercalvesasshemoved.WhenIheardher

stepsonthestaircase,Igroanedandflippedoveronthebed.ThemoundofT-shirtsofferedaconvenient
placetoburymyhead.Iwastemptedtoshiftintowolfformandripthebedapart.Butthatwouldgetme
groundedforsure.PlusIlikedmybed,andatthemomentitwasoneofthefewthingsthatmymother
wasn’tthreateningtotossout.

Themattresscreaked.IproppedmyselfuponmyelbowsandlookedatAnsel.Heperchedonthe

cornerofthebed.

“Anotherheartwarmingmother-daughterbondingsession?”
“Youknowit.”Irolledontomyback.
“Areyouokay?”heasked.
“Yeah.”Iputmyhandsonmytemples,attemptingtomassagethenewthrobbingpainaway.
“So—”Anselbegan.Iturnedtolookathim.Mybrother’steasingsmilehadvanished.
“Sowhat?”
“AboutRen…”Hisvoicethickened.
“Spititout,An.”
“Doyoulikehim?Imeanforreal?”heblurted.
Icollapsedbackontothebed.Myarmscoveredmyeyes,blottingoutthelight.
“Notyoutoo.”
Hecrawledtowardme.
“It’sjust,”hesaid.“Ifyoudon’twanttobewithhim,youshouldn’tbe.”
Beneathmyarmsmyeyessnappedopen.ForamomentIcouldn’tbreathe.
“Wecouldrunaway.I’dstaywithyou,”Anselfinishedinavoicealmosttoolowtohear.
Isatboltupright.
“Ansel,”Iwhispered.“Don’teversayanythinglikethat.Youdon’tknowwhat…Justdropit,okay?”
Hefiddledwiththecoverlet.“Iwantyoutobehappy.YouseemedsomadatMom.”
“IammadatMom,butthat’sMom,notRen.”Iwoundmyfingersthroughthelongwavesthatspilled

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overmyshouldersandthoughtaboutshavingmyhead.

“Soyou’reokaywithit?WithbeingRen’smate?”
“Yeah.I’mokaywithit.”Ireachedout,rufflinghissandbrownhair.“Besides,you’llbeinthenew

pack.SowillBryn,Mason,andFey.Withyouguysatmyback,we’llkeepReninline.”

“Nodoubt.”Hegrinned.
“Anddon’tbreatheawordaboutrunningawaytoanyone.An,that’swayoutofline.Whendidyou

becomesuchafreethinkeranyway?”Myeyesnarrowed.

Hebaredsharpenedcaninesatme.“I’myourbrother,right?”
“Soyourtraitorousnatureismyfault?”Ismackedhimonthechest.
“EverythingIneedtoknowIlearnedfromCal.”
Hestoodupandbeganjumpingonthebed.Ibouncedclosetotheedgeandthenrolledoff,landing

easilyontheballsofmyfeet.Igrabbedtheedgeofthecoverletandgaveitasharpjerk.Anselfell
laughingontohisbackandbouncedonceonthemattressbeforehelaystill.

“I’mserious,Ansel.Notaword.”
“Don’tworry,sis.I’mnotstupid.IwouldneverbetraytheKeepers,”hesaid.“Unlessyouaskedme

to…alpha.”

Itriedtosmile.“Thanks.”

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Risecameintobeingduringadifficultandtumultuouschapterofmylife.Withoutthedauntlesssupportof
friendsandcolleagues,thewritingofthisbookwouldhavebeenatbestastruggle.Thejoyofworking
withPenguinYoungReadersGroupsuppliesincredibleencouragementforeachstageofproducinga
novel.I’dliketogiveparticularthankstoDonWeisbergandJenLojafortheirunwaveringenthusiasm
andkindness.Theenergyandmadtalentofthesales,marketing,publicity,andschoolandlibraryteams
makemewanttograbpom-pomsandcheerthemonoutsidetheiroffices.ThanksespeciallytoShanta,
EmilyR.,Erin,Elyse,EmilieB.,Lisa,Jessica,Kristina,Molly,Courtney,Anna,Scottie,Jackie,and
Felicia.Abigshout-out,too,toallthesalesrepswhoworksohardtogettheNightshadeseriesinto
readers’hands.

ThebeautifuljacketsonalloftheUSeditionsarethankstoLindaandTheresa,andthestunninginterior

designisthankstoAmyandSemadar.ThelovelyPuffinteam,Eileen,JenB.,andDana,createdthe
gorgeouspaperbacks.ThankyoutoeveryonefortheadviceandencouragementaboutmovingtoNew
York!

MyhomewithinahomeatPYRGisPhilomel.MichaelGreenkeepsmesmilingandoffersconsolation

whenmysportsteamsare(often)inthegutter.Iwouldwaxhyperbolicforseveralpagesaboutmy
amazingeditor,JillSantopolo,butbeingthetalentededitorsheis,shewouldrightlyhavemecutallthat
purpleprose.ThankstoJuliaandKiffinforalloftheirhelpalongtheway,andtoCindy,Rob,Anaand
Karen,whosecopyeditskeptmycharactershonestandmywritingfreeofdoubleentendres.

Myfamilycontinuestosupportmydreamofawritinglifeandkeepmesteadythroughlife’sstorms.

Thankstomybrother,Garth,foralwayscheeringmeon.Thankstomymomanddadforunderstanding
theirsmall-town-raiseddaughter’slongingforthebigcity.EverydayI’mgratefulformyfriendsinthe
writingworld:DavidLevithan,EliotSchrefer,StephaniePerkins,andKierstenWhitemakemyheart
smile.BethRevis,MarieLu,andJessicaSpotswoodaretheBreathlessGodmothersofthisbook,and
theyknowmoreaboutbigtalentthananyoneelse.MydearfriendandcolleagueCaseyJarrinhasmadeall
thedifferenceasItransitionfromtheacademictoacreativeprofession.Sheisastar.

ThisbookisdedicatedtothetrioofagentsatInkWellManagementwho’vetransformedmynovelsfrom

sparkofideatopublishedreality.CharliesavedCallaandthepackfromaslushydeath.IfIfindthe
TARDIS,Charliewillbemyfirstphonecall.Lyndseyenabledglobalexcursionsforthewitchesand
wolves,andIhopesomedaywe’llhaveaninternationaladventuretogether.Richardisthebravestperson
Iknow:hedivesinunderwatercaves—also,Iadorehim.IoftenwonderhowIgotsoluckytobebacked
bythismarvelousteam.Thankyouforallthatyoudo.KnowthatIwouldstormacastleforyouguys.

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