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(Nightshade)Summary:“EverythingConatusstandsforisatrisk,andEmbermustinvolveherselfina
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ALWAYSLEARNING
PEARSON
ForCharlie,Richard,andLyndsey:
ThoseMusketeershavenothingonyouguys
Theroadtohellispavedwithgoodintentions.
—SaintBernardofClairvaux
TableofContents
ALISTAIRCOULDREMEMBERscreamingonlyoncebefore,atleastsincehe’dbecomeaman.The
shrillcryhadforceditswayfromhisthroatwhenhe’dbeenpinnedtothefloorofthewinecellar.Three
hobgoblinsheldhimdown,cackling,whileafourthstretcheditslong,clawedfingerstowardhiseyeball.
Thatscreamhadbeenabrittle,stranglingyowlofhorror.
Thesoundescapinghislipsnowwasbrighterthanshatteringglass,jaggedshardsofpainandloss.
Emberwasgone.
Lessthananhourearlier,restlessaftertheeventsoftheday—andofthenight—Alistairhadgazedat
thestoneceilinginhiscell.Hispalletwasunsympathetictohispains,offeringnoeaseorcomforttolull
himintoslumber.Witheyesopen,Alistairdidn’tseetherough-cutgrayblocksabovehim.Neitherdidhe
seedarknesswhenheclosedhiseyes.
Animagehadburneditselfuponhisvision.SkinrevealedaslinenslippedfromEmber’sslenderbut
strongshoulders.WeekswithConatushadchiseledherarms,makingthemhardasaman’s,butAlistair
rememberedthesoftnesshe’dglimpsed.Herhairwasfire,flameslickingthesnowofhernakedbody,its
suddencurvesappearingashergarmentfell.
Itwasascenestolenfromhisverydreams.Emberbaringherselftohim.Wantinghim.Alistairwould
havegivenhissoultorelivethemoment.Andchangethewayithadended.
Nomatterhowoftenheturnedinbedorsummonedotherthoughts—fortherewasmuchtothinkon:
LadyEira’splanshadbeensetinmotionandeverythingwasabouttochangeinTearmunn—hefailed.
Ember’sbareskin,capturedintheglowofcandlelight,heldhimhostage.
Unabletobearthetormentanotherminute,Alistairrosefrombed.Hehadn’tbotheredtochangefrom
hisuniformintoasleepshirt.WithConatusreelingfromSorcha’sdeathandEiratakingcontrolofboththe
CircleandtheGuard,thenightportendedchaos.Alistairhadevenkepthisswordbeltedtohiswaist.
Shouldafightarise,hewouldbereadytoassureLadyEira’ssuccessfulascensiontosoleruleoftheir
order.
Ashelefthiscell,AlistairbrieflyconsideredseekingoutEira.Perhapsshehadneedofhishelp
maintainingorder.Buthereadilydismissedthatthought.Shouldshedesire,LadyEirawouldhaveno
qualmsaboutsummoninghim.Havinggiventhisbriefattentiontoduty,Alistairsuccumbedtothesiren
songthatcalledhimthroughthedimcorridor.
PassingthefewdoorsthatseparatedhiscellfromEmber’s,Alistairpausedinfrontofherdoor.What
tookplacewithinthischamberonceheenteredwoulddeterminethenatureofhisrelationshipwith
Ember.Alistairknewthistruth.Heleanedagainstthedoor,lettingtheimageofherhalf-clothedfigure
slideintohismind’seye,coaxinghimtoaction.
Embermusthaveknownhewastheoneatthedoorearlierthatnight.Onlyatrustedfriendwould
intrudeuponheratsuchalatehour.Shehadn’tdroppedhergowninsurprise.Thechemisehadbeen
falling,releasedwithpurposebyEmber’sownhand.She’dbeenwaiting.
AlistairrefusedtobelieveEmberhadanticipatedthearrivalofanother.Howcouldshe?
Despitethesicktwistofhisgutthethoughtprovoked,Alistaircouldn’tstoptheneedlingdoubt
followinghisquestion.Barrowhadcomeuponthem.TheknighthaddisruptedwhatEmber’sskin
promisedAlistair.
CouldEmberhavebeenwaitingforBarrow?
Alistair’sroilingstomachtangleditselfintoahardknot.No.Itwasn’tpossible.Barrowhadabandoned
Ember.He’dcastheroff,forsakinghisroleashermentor.Andhadn’tAlistairrestoredhisown
friendshipwithherinthewakeofBarrow’srejection?Hadn’theandEmbergrownevercloser,slowly
returningtotheintimacyandtrustthey’dsharedaschildren?
Thathistory,theknowledgethatheknewEmberbetterthananyoneelse,assuredAlistairofwhathe’d
alwaysbelieved.Emberwasboundtohim,anddespitehercharacteristicstubbornness,shelovedhim.
Theywouldmarry,andshewouldbehis.AlistaircouldimaginenootherroleforEmberinhislife,and
hisloyaltytoLadyEirahadsecuredhisfuturewithEmber.Eirahadpromisedtobringchangesto
Conatus,whichAlistairwouldsoontakeadvantageof.Nolongerheraldingtiestothosemonkwarriors,
theKnightsTemplar,theConatusGuards’vowswouldbeoffealtytoLadyEiraandLordBosqueMar
andnothingmore.TheneworderofferedAlistairallhedesired.
Fortifiedbythisthought,herappedlightlyonthedoor.Andwaited.Heknockedagain,daringtousea
bitmoreforce.WithSorcha’ssuddendeath,mostoftheGuardwouldbeawayfromtheircells,holdinga
vigilinthehallbelow.Wakingsomeonewasofsmallrisk,andsinceEmberhadkeptawayfromthe
gatheringofknightswhenhe’dsoughtheroutearlierthatevening,Alistairwageredthatshe’dremained
secludedinherbedchamber.
Evenaftermoreinsistentknocks,Alistaircouldn’thearEmberstirringwithin.Perhapshersorrowover
Sorchahaddrivenherintodeepsleep.Orstillgrieving,Embermightbeweepinginhercell,tooashamed
tosharerawemotionwithanother.AlistairthoughtEmberalltooconcernedaboutshowingabraveface
totheworld.Shewasstrongenough.Maybeabittoostrong.EmbercouldbeaknightofConatusifit
suitedher.Butshewasstillawoman.
ConvincedthatEmberwasmostlikelyhidingherfeelings,asshewaswonttodo,Alistairslowly
openedthedoor.Asherdearestfriend,itwashisplacetocomforther.Hethoughtofpullingherintohis
arms,ofstrokingherauburntressestosootheher.Hisbodytightenedwhenhismindpusheditsmusings
further,makinghimimaginehishandspushingtheloosenecklineofEmber’schemiseoverhershoulders.
Watchingitfallasithadafewhoursbefore.ThistimeAlistairwouldcatchherhandsinhisownifshe
feignedmodesty.Hewouldclaspherfingerstightlyandlookuponherbodyashelongedto.
InthedarknessofEmber’scell,Alistairclenchedhisjawsohewouldn’tgroan.Theideaofoffering
solacetoEmberasshemournedhadbeenmuscledoutbydesirethatfeltasoldashisbones.Hemoved
forward,slowlythroughtheblack.
“Ember,”Alistairwhispered.
Shegavenoanswer.
Hestartedtowardherpallet,handsoutstretched.Ashereachedtorouseherfromsleep,cloudspeeled
back,uncoveringthemoon.Translucentbeamsstretchedthroughthenarrowwindow,givinglighttothe
cell.
Alistairstaredatthepallet.Thewoolblanketlayinacrumpledheapatitscenter.Thebedwasempty.
Hewasreachingtowardnothing.
Theshockofembarrassmentwastrampledbysuddenrage.WherecouldEmberbe?
Atthevigil?Herpresencetherewouldmakesense.Afterall,SorchahadtakenuptheroleofEmber’s
mentorafterBarrowhadforsakenit.ButifEmberintendedtospendthenighthourshonoringherdead
friend,whyhadshebeenreadyingforsleepwhenAlistairlastsawher?
Emberwasn’toneforcomplacency.Ifshehadn’tbeenabletosleep,shemighthavelefthercell.But
Alistairdoubtedshe’djoinedtheknights’vigil.Emberwouldbemoreinclinedtocontendwithher
sorrowdirectly.Shecouldbeoutwalkingthegrounds.Orridingthathorsesheloved.
TwinspikesoffearandagitationlodgedinAlistair’schest.Foolishgirl.LadyEirahadn’tyetbeen
abletobringEmberintoherfold.Thatmadetheyoungwarriorvulnerable.ItwouldtaketimeforEirato
quellthepanicinthevillage,toreassurethemthatConatushadbeencleansedofitswickedelementsand
anewreignofjusticewasabouttobegin.
Asudden,unwelcomevisioncrowdedoutAlistair’sfantasies.Anunwantedsoundfilledhisears.
Ember’sscreams.Herpaleskinblisteringandblackening,splittingopenlikeold,dryleather.Herhair
engulfedinrealflames.Villagersdancingastheyreveledinbloodlust,havingcapturedandpunished
anotherwitch.Forwhatwomanbutawitchwouldrideoutaloneintheblackestofnight?
Alistairwasrunningbeforehereachedthecourtyard.Onceoutside,hesprintedtothestable,praying
hewouldn’tfindwhathesuspected.Rushingalongthestalls,AlistairpulledupatCaber’sholdingpen.
Seeingthatthestallwasempty,Alistairbentover,spewingcursesandtryingtodeterminehisnextmove.
Howcouldshebesoreckless?
ButAlistairknewEmber’swildnaturewouldcompelhertogallopoffwithoutthoughtsofsafety.He
cravednothingmorethantotetherandtameher.
Frustrated,Alistairresignedhimselftosaddlehisownhorseandgooutinpursuit.Hecouldn’trisk
Emberfallingafoulofwitchhunters.
Beforehe’dreachedthetackroom,Alistairabruptlyhalted,goingsilentandperfectlystill.Aflickerof
movementhadslippedintohisperipheralvision.Alistairdrewhissword,turningtofacetheshapethat
coweredinshadows.
“Showyourself,”Alistairsaid.
“Beggingyourmercy,mylord,”aquakingvoiceanswered.
“Fitch?”Alistairpeeredatthehunchedfigure.“Isthatyou?”
“Itis,LordHart!”Fitchgaveacryofrelief.
Alistairkepthisswordattheready.“Whyareyouskulkinginthestables?”
Fitchcreptforward,gruntingwiththeeffort.Inthedark,hisbodyappearedwideandmisshapen.When
hewalked,hisfeetscrapedacrossthedirt—orsoAlistairthought.Amomentlater,Fitchwasclose
enoughforAlistairtoseewhyFitchhadbeenhiding.
Hewasdraggingabody.
Withahissofbreath,Alistairjumpedback.“Whatisthemeaningofthis?”
“Please,LordHart.”Fitchletthebodygoanddroppedtohisknees.
AlistairgruntedindisgusttoseeaknightofConatusgroveling.HejerkedawaywhenFitchreachedas
thoughtograspAlistair’stabard.
“WhatI’vedonewastoserveConatus.Iswear!”FitchshookhisbloodiedfistsatAlistair.“They’ve
gonemad.They’lldestroyus!”
Makingsurehisbladewasbetweenthecoweringknightandhimself,Alistairtookacloserlookatthe
unmovingmanbesideFitch.
“Mercer.”Alistairbreathedtheknight’sname.Mercer’sfacewasbloodied,hisfleshswellingasit
tookonvioletandgrayhues.ItwaswellknownthatMercerandFitchhadlongbeenfriends.Whatcould
haveprovokedFitchtoattackafellowknight?
AsifsensingAlistair’sscrutiny,Mercergroaned.Fitchliftedahandtostrike.
“No!”Alistair’scommandstoppedFitch’sblow.TheybothwatchedMercer,buttheknightremained
unconscious.
“Youdidthis?”Alistairforcedthetremoroutofhisvoice.
“Ihadto.”BeadsofsweatstoodoutonFitch’sbrow.“He’satraitor,Alistair.They’realltraitors.”
Alistairdidn’tknowwhethertotakeFitch’suseofhisfamiliarnameasagoodsignornot.Butthe
wordtraitormadehisknuckleswhitenashegrippedhisswordhilttighter.
“Speakquickly,Fitch,”Alistairsaid.“OrIshalldealwithyouonlyasacurwhodishonorshis
companionswithunprovokedviolence.”
“TakemetoLadyEira,”Fitchpleaded.“Shefavorsyou.She’llgrantmeanaudienceifyouask.When
Mercerwakes,hecanbequestionedandmywordswillprovetrue.”
Alistairgrimaced.“I’lltakeyourconfessionandpassitontoLadyEira.I’dsoonerseeyouwaitinthe
barracksforherjudgment.”
“No.”FitchfelloverinthedirtwhenAlistairtookamenacingsteptowardhim.Fitchlolledonthe
groundlikeabeatendogshowingitsbelly.“Beggingyourpardon,LordHart,butIfearthatImightbe
implicatedinthistreachery.IonlywishtotellLadyEiramyselfsoshecanseemycontritionandrestore
metomystation.IriskedmylifetooverpowerMercersoIwouldhaveproofofthisconspiracyagainst
Conatus.Pleaseconsiderthat.”
Alistairfounditdifficulttofeelanythingbutcontemptforthisman.Yethisbloodiedhandsand
Mercer’slimpformpromisedanintriguingtale.Andifthistreacheryhespokeofwastrue…
“Verywell,”Alistairtoldhim.“LadyEirawillhearyourwords.Nowgetupandstopshamingyourself
withthispitifuldisplay.IneedyourhelptocarryMercer.”
Fitchscrambledtohisfeet,castingafearfulglanceatMercerasthoughtheunconsciousmanmight
reviveandgrabhim.
AlistairseizedFitchandgavehimaroughshake.“ActliketheGuardyou’resupposedtobe,Fitch.
Takehisfeetandleadtheway.I’llcarryhimattheshoulders.”
FitchturnedawayfromAlistairandkickedMercer’slegsapart.Tuckingacalfoneithersideofhis
waist,Fitchliftedtheunconsciousman’slowerhalfwhileAlistairtookcareofhistorso.
“That’sgood,”AlistairtoldFitch.“Headintothecourtyard.Andbequickaboutit.”
AmantwitchingandquaveringthewayFitchdidwasn’tsomeoneAlistairwantedathisback.Thetwo
knights,onetallandwary,theotherbentoverasifonthevergeofbeingsick,madetheirwayacrossthe
courtyard.
“She’slikelyinthegreathall,”Alistairsaid,directingFitchtothemanor.“AndiftheCircleiswith
her,allthebetter.Iftraitorsareinourmidst,it’samattertobeaddressedwithoutdelay.”
Fitchmutteredsomethingunintelligibleinresponse,butAlistairdidn’tbotheraskinghimtorepeat
himself.HewasalreadyquestioninghisdecisiontobringFitchtoEira.Whatifthemanhadtakenilland
themadnessoffeverhadturnedhimonhisfriends?
StillprovinghisworthtoEira,Alistairdetestedthethoughtofraisingalarmwithoutreason.Itwasthe
cooltouchoffear,lightonhisskin,thatkeptAlistairmovingataswiftpacetowardthegreathall.No
matterhowunstableFitchmightappear,somethingreallaybeneathhiswords.Somethingrealandvery
wrong.
Thecorridorsofthemanorwerestill.TheGuardwouldbeoccupiedwiththeirvigil,andthestaffmust
havesoughttheirbedsforthenight.Allforthebest,Alistairthought.Toomanyquestionswereboundto
chaseafterapairofknightscarryingthebrokenbodyofoneoftheirfellows.WithSorcha’sdeathraising
alarmonlyafewhoursearlier,furtherbadnewscouldincitepanicthroughoutthekeep.
Whentheyreachedthethickdoubledoors,Alistairpivotedtotheside,bracingMerceragainsthim
whilehefreedhisotherarmandpulledthedooropen.Hetookcaretoleavespaceonlywideenoughto
carrythebodyinside.
“Thisisaprivatesession!”Claudio’sshoutstoppedAlistairinthedoorway,leavingFitchandthe
otherhalfofMercerstillinthehall.
DespitehismanyyearsasoneoftwoCirclemembershailingfromcraft,Claudiostillborethestrength
ofyearsworkingwithhishands.HestrodetowardAlistair.
“Peace,Claudio,”LadyEiracalledtohim.“LordHartiswelcomehere.”
Claudiohesitated,butdidn’tcounterEira’swords,andAlistairquicklypulledtherestofMercer,and
Fitchalongwithhim,intotheroom.
“What’sthis?”ClaudiogapedatMercer.
AlistairglancedbackatFitch.“Let’sputhimdown.Andthenshutthatdoor.”
TheylaidMerceronthefloorwhiletheotheroccupantsofthehallgatheredaround.Fionn,perhis
officeasacleric,carriedascrollinhishand.HegazedcalmlyatMercerasthoughtheunconsciousman
wereapuzzletobesolved.
LadyEiraspokefirst.“WhathappenedtoMercer?”
BeforeAlistaircouldanswer,Fitchblurtedout,“Havemercy,mylady.IswearI’llconfessall.”
“Whatdoyouhavetoconfess,Fitch?”Eiraasked,hervoicecool.
“I’vedonewrong.Ithoughttobetraythecause.ButIknowIwasmislednow.Iseektomakeamends.”
Fitchgulped,butwhenheopenedhismouthtospeakagain,hesuddenlyyelped.
AhandhadwrappedaroundFitch’sankle.Mercer’seyeswereopen.Withajerkofhisarm,Mercer
pulledFitchoffbalance.Fitchtumbledtotheground,andMercerwasonhim,snarlinglikeawildcat.
Claudioshoutedinsurpriseandbackedawayfromthestrugglingpair.Fionnranacrossthehalltotake
coverbehindthesacredtree.Eiradidn’tmove,butneitherdidshetrytointerfere.
“Traitor,”MercerspatashestruckFitch.“I’llseeyouinhellforthis.”
“I’mnotraitor.”FitchgraspedMercer’stabard,tryingtoshoveMerceroff.“You’remadforbelieving
them.They’llbethedeathofus.”
“Stop!”Cian’sclearvoicerangout.
Alistair,who’dbeenabouttograspMercerfrombehindandwrestlehimawayfromFitch,wheeled
around.Hehadn’tnoticedLadyEira’ssisterinthehall.Cianleaptfromthefarcorneroftheroomand
closedthedistancebetweenherselfandthetangledknightsinafewlongstrides.
WithamovementofsuchgraceandstrengththatitstunnedAlistair,CiantookholdofMercerandFitch
—oneineachhand—andthrewtheminoppositedirections.Mercerrolledoveroncebeforejumpingto
hisfeet.Hehadnoweapontodraw,buthisfistswereraised.Fitch,eitherreelingfromCian’ssudden
interventionorstillshockedthatMercerhadregainedconsciousness,fellbackontohishandsandheels.
Cian’sswordhissedoutofitsscabbard.“Whatisthistalkoftreachery?”
Mercerstaredather,andwithoutbreakinghergaze,hepointedatFitch.“Thereisyourtraitor.”
WhenCianglancedatFitch,hiseyesbulged.Hebegantocrawlbackwardlikeacrab.“You…you—”
“Yes,traitor.”CianmovedtowardFitch.“Youshouldfearme.”
WhenAlistairrealizedCian’sintention,herushedather.“No!Wait!”
Hedidn’treachherintime.Cianbroughtherbladedowninacleanarc,andFitch’sheadtoppledfrom
hisbody.
“Damnyourimpatience!”AlistairwatchedbloodpouroutofFitch’sseveredneck.“Hewastheone
whocametomeseekingaid.Whywouldyoukillhim?”
UnruffledbyAlistair’sfury,Ciansaid,“Yourcompanionclaimedhehadaconfessiontomake.One
mustsintorequireconfession.Fitch’sfacespoketomeplainlyofhisguilt.I’venodoubtthathissins
weregreat.”
Alistairwasshakingwithoutragewhenshewalkedawayfromhim.
Mercerstoodstill,facepaleandfistsraised.Hisexpressionwasresigned,asthoughheexpectedto
meetthesameendbyCian’ssword.
“You’veseenhowwedealwithtraitors.”CianspokeslowlytoMercer,holdinghisgaze.“Perhapsyou
wouldlikeachancetoconfess,andifyourcontritionprovesgenuine,you’llbeshownmercy.”
Drawingasharpbreath,Mercersaidquietly,“Youcuthimdownlikeacommonthief.Idesirenoneof
yourmercy,andIhavenothingtoconfess.”
“Verywell.”Cianraisedhersword.
“Putdownyoursword,Cian,”Eiracommanded.“Whendidmysisterbecomeabarbarian?”
Cianpaused,glancingatEira.“Deathisthepenaltyfortraitors.”
“Ofcourseitis,”Eiraanswered.“Butwe’veyettolearnthecauseoftheseaccusations.”
“LordHartbroughtthemen.”CianturnedtoAlistair.“Iassumehehastheanswersweneed.”
Alistairjumpedforward,speakingasquicklyashecould.“IfoundFitchinthestables.He’dbeaten
MercersenselessandclaimedtherewasaconspiracyagainstConatus.”
“Isthereanytruthtohisstory?”Eiraaskedhim.
AlistairlookedwithregretatFitch’sheadlessbodybeforeheanswered.“Idon’tknow,mylady.Fitch
desiredtomakeafullconfessiontoyoupersonally.That’swhyIbroughthimhere.”
“Youshouldn’thavekilledhim,”EiratoldCian.“Itwasreckless.”
CianreturnedEira’sstarewithoutflinching.“Tomymind,they’rebothtraitors.Theonlydifference
betweenthetwoisthatFitchwasclearlythecoward.Itookhisheadtomakeapoint.Anecessaryone.”
“Youletyourtempergetthebestofyou,andyoudishonoryourselfbymakingexcusesforit.”Eira
regardedhersistercoolly.“GowithAlistairandtakeMercertothestockade.Securehimthereuntilwe
knowthetruthofthis.”
CianpursedherlipsandthensaidtoAlistair,“Waithere.I’llbringironstobindhimbeforewegoto
thestockade.”
Alistairnodded.Thechaosintheroomgavewaytoanuneasyquiet.AlistairheardFionnretching
behindthetree.
Claudioapproachedthemcautiously.HeeyedMercer,gaugingwhetheranythreatremained.
Mercerstaredblanklyahead,givingnosignofworrythatAlistairstoodclosebywithhissworddrawn
incaseofanytrouble.
“You’regoingtoquestionhim,then?”ClaudioaskedEira.
“IknowonemoresuitedtothetaskthanI,”Eiraanswered.“I’llaskLordMartojoinusshortly.”
EirawalkedinaslowcirclearoundMercer,lookingtheknightupanddown.HersmilemadeAlistair
shiver.
STEAMROSEFROMTHEhorses’bodies,mirroringthemiststhatveiledthehillsides.Thesun
wouldn’tshowherfacetoday,Emberthought.Thoughitwasstillnight,Embercouldalmostfeelthe
weightoflowcloudspressingdownuponthem.
LeaningintoCaber’sstrides,Embertriedtogatherherwits.Thestallion’shoovesthrewclodsofdamp
soilintotheairwitheachstrikeagainsttheearth.Thoughthewindbroughttearstohereyes,Emberhada
hardtimeshakingthesensethatshewascaughtinadream.ThisbreakneckflightfromtheConatuskeepof
Tearmunnwastoowildandfrighteningtobereal.
Butitwasthatfear,churningbeneathherribs,thatmadeEmberalltooawarethatthismidnightride
wasnotthestuffofdreams.Glancingoverathercompanion,Embertriedtomustercourage.Shecould
barelymakeoutBarrow’sfeaturesinthedark,butshecouldseewellenoughtotakeinhisunusuallyrigid
poseastrideToshach.Hekepthiseyesonthepathahead,urgingToshachtoanevenfasterpace.Asshe
watchedBarrow,conflictingimpulseswrestledwithinher.Barrowseemedincapableoffear.Heledthem
intothenightwithouthesitation.Embertrustedhim.Inbriefmomentswhentheterrorofwhatshe’ddone
releasedherfromitsgrip,shereveledintheknowledgethatshewasridingabreastofthemanwhose
company,whosetouch,she’dcometobelievewassomethingshewouldneverhave.Nomatterhowmuch
shewantedit.
JoysurgedinEmber’sblood,likelightningstrikes,butthatecstasywaschasedawaybythechillof
doubt.Theywererunningfromfriends.Fromswornallies,besidewhomshe’dfoughtandbled.Froma
dutyshe’dcometobelievewassacred.HowcoulditbethattheywerefleeingConatus?Foryears,
Emberhadlongedforalifeotherthanthatwhichherfatherhadplannedforher.AtTearmunn,Emberhad
beengrantedthatonce-impossibledream,andshe’donlybeguntoglimpsethewondersthatserving
Conatusoffered.Now,onlyafewweekssinceshe’darrivedinGlenShiel,shewasrunningawayfrom
everythingshe’deverwanted.
Everythingexcepttheknightwhorodebesideher.Ifitweren’tforBarrow,Emberwonderedifshe
wouldhavebeenabletoleaveTearmunn.
DespiteherfaithinBarrow,Emberwasn’tateasewiththeeventsofthelastseveralhours.Ithadall
happenedsofast,andinablurofsuchconfusion.FromtheheatofBarrow’skissinthewoodstothe
attackonthevillagethathadledtoSorcha’sdeath,thenighthadbroughtEmberheavenandhell.Andthen
therehadbeenAlistair’sunexpectedappearanceinEmber’scell.Hermouthwentdrywhenshe
rememberedthewayhe’dstaredather,hisfacetightwithdesireashetookinherhalf-nakedform.
Ithardlyseemedpossible,butAlistair’swordshadbeenevenmoredisconcertingthanhisintrusionin
herchamber.Notonlyhadhespokenofthembeingtogether,aslovers,buthewasinafrenzyover
Conatusitself—theplansEirahadlaid,thepossibilitiesofaneworder.Noneofithadmadesense.
Emberwantedtofacethenightwithcourage,butasthehoursofhardridingtooktheirtoll,shefoughta
losingbattleagainstheruncertaintyoverthechoicetoleave.Thoughshetriedtorememberthereasons
she’dbeencompelledtojointhesmallbandofrebelsintheirescape,Emberwishedthatthebearerofill
tidingshadbeensomeoneinwhomshehadasmuchfaithasshedidinLukaszandFatherMichael.But
theirinformanthadbeenastranger,awoodcutterwhosemindseemedfrayedatbest.
Couldanyofwhatthatdisturbedmanhadtoldthembetrue?EmberwouldreadilyadmitthatEira
exudedstrengthandambition,buthowcouldshesurvive—ararewomanamongtheleadersofConatus—
withoutsuchtraits?Whatcoulddrivehertodoanythingtoputthosethingsmostsacredtoheratrisk?
AsEmberponderedthesequestions,shefeltherconfidenceslippingaway.Ashoutroseinherthroat.
Shecouldstopthis.AllsheneededtodowascallouttoBarrowandhalttheirmaddashfromthekeep.
ButwhenEmberlookedathercompanion,thepanicswellinginherchestlessened.Howcouldshe
behavewithsuchcowardice?
“Thatisallyourstrengthandnoneofmine,”Barrowhadtoldherjustbeforethey’dfledTearmunn.
He’dsaidmore,aswell:“AndthatiswhyIloveyou.”
Thememoryofhiswords,thequietstrengthbehindthem,kepttheearlymorningchillatbay.Ember
welcomedthefreshresolvethatshecouldbethewarriorBarrowbelievedshewas.
Asuddenshoutjoltedheroutofherthoughts.Toshachhadstumbledandsquealed,eitherinpainor
fright,knockingintoCaber’sshoulder.BarrowhadcalledoutasheworkedtosteadyToshach.Caber
pinnedhisearsback,butEmberquicklycheckedtheyoungstallionbeforehecouldbitetheotherhorse.
ReiningToshachin,Barrowslowedtheirpacetoawalk.Thehorsesblewcloudsofhotair,andtheir
chestswerelatheredfromthehardrun.BarrowkeptToshachmovingforward.Hesattenseinthesaddle,
waiting.Amomentlater,hesworeandswungdownfromthesaddle.
EmberbroughtCabertoahalt,watchingasBarrowkneltbyToshach’srightforeleg.
“He’sfavoringthisfoot,”Barrowtoldherwithoutlookingup.“Ifwekeepriding,he’llpulluplame
soonenough.”
Barrowcursedagain.“I’msorry,Ember.Iknewitwasarisktopressthehorsesthishardatnight.It’s
tooeasyforthemtobeinjuredbystonesorbranchesonapaththeycan’tsee.”
“Whatshouldwedo?”Emberasked,tryingtoremaincalm.
“IhavethemeanstomakeanherbpoulticethatshouldgiveToshachsomerelief,”Barrowanswered.
“Butwe’llneedtoresthimforafewhours,andwhenwecontinue,we’llbetravelingmuchmore
slowly.”
Embernodded,swallowingthehardlumpinherthroat.
“We’vecoveredalotofground,”Barrowsaid.“Withluck,thisdelayshouldn’tputusinanymore
dangerthanwealreadyface.”
Hescannedthevalleyfloorthatbuttressedthenarrowpath.“Let’sheadtothatcopseofpines.We
shouldn’tstayintheopen.”
BarrowledToshachfromthepathandtowardtheclusteroftrees.Emberstayedinthesaddlebut
followedataslightdistance.Cabersnortedandtossedhishead,confusedandfrustratedbythesudden
changeofpace.Leaningforwardtorestherheadagainstthestallion’sneck,Embermurmuredsoothing
soundsuntilCaber’sprotestssubsided.
WhenBarrowledToshachintothecopse,thepairsuddenlyvanishedfromsight.Arrivingjustbehind
them,Emberwasgratefulfortheshelterthetreesprovided.Huddledtogetherasifforcomfort,thetall
pinesbentinward.Attheirupperreaches,thebranchesandneedlestangledtogether.Embermighthave
wageredthatifshejumpedfromthetopofonetreetowardthecenterofthering,thebrancheswereso
tightlywoventhey’dbreakherfall,catchingherinanetoffragrantgreenery.
“ShouldIunsaddlehim?”EmberaskedassheswungoutofCaber’ssaddle.
Barrowshookhishead.“We’renotlikelytobesurprisedbyanenemy,butitwouldbefoolishtotake
anythingforgranted.Weshouldbereadytoleaveatamoment’snotice.”
EmbersettledforfreeingCaberofhisbridleandgivinghisearsagoodscratching.Barrowgathered
herbsandastripofclothfromToshach’ssaddlebags.Helaidtheclothflatontheground,measuringthe
herbsintoaheapatthecenter.Hehuntedthesoiluntilhefoundastonethatmatchedthesizeofhishand
and,addingabitofwaterfromoneoftheskins,crushedtheherbsintoapaste.
“Ember.”BarrowbeckonedhertojoinhimashecrouchedbesideToshach’sinjuredleg.
ShekneltalongsidehimasToshachwatchedthem,flickinghisearsincuriosity.Barrowheldthe
poulticeinonehandandgesturedforEmbertocrouchbesidethestallion.Hepressedherpalmagainstthe
musclesjustaboveToshach’sfetlock.
Toshachsnorted,andBarrowspoketohimgently.“Easy,oldboy.We’reonlytryingtohelp.”
BarrowlookedatEmber.“Doyoufeelthatheat?”
Embernodded.BeneathToshach’scoat,hismusclesradiatedastrangewarmththatpulsedagainst
Ember’sskin.
“That’stheinjury,”Barrowtoldher.“Theonlywaytocureitisagoodrest,butthepoulticewillease
theswellingandsomeofthepain.”
EmberwatchedasBarrowwrappedthepoulticetightlyaroundToshach’sleg.Whenhefinished,
Toshachwhickered,loweringhisheadandblowingintoBarrow’sface.
“Iknow,friend.”Barrowlaughed.“It’snotyourfault.”Hepattedthestallion’sbowedneck.
ToshachswishedhistailandwanderedtothespotwhereCaberwasforagingforspringshoots.
Thoughthecopseofpinesfeltwellprotected,itwasalsoverydark.Emberrubbedherarms,tryingto
chaseawaythesenseofisolationthatcreptoverher.
“Wecan’triskafire,”Barrowtoldher.“I’msorryforthechill.”
“Don’tworryaboutme,”Embersaid.“Ofcoursewemuststayhidden.”
Thoughshedidn’twantto,sheshivered.Thetremorhadn’tbeenbroughtonbycold,butbya
heightenedawarenessthatmanymorenightsofhidingawaitedher.
Tentatively,BarrowreachedoutforEmber.Shesmiled,surprisedthathe’dworryshe’ddoanything
otherthanstepintohisembrace.
OnceEmberwasclose,Barrowfoldedherintohisarms.Shetookadeepbreath,noticingthewaythe
astringentscentofpinemixedwiththewarmspiceofhisskin.Heheldontoher,hisfingersrunningover
herhair,downherneck.
Emberliftedherchin.Barrowlookeddownather.Shecouldbarelyseehisfaceinthedarkness.
Raisingherhand,shefoundthecurveofhischeekandletherfingertipsrunovertheroughstubbleofhis
jaw.Whenshetouchedhismouth,hislipspartedinasigh.
“Kissme,”shebreathed,takenabackatherwillingnesstovoiceherdesiresoboldly.
ButBarrowwasalreadybendingclose.Shefelthisbreathonherlipsforthebarestmomentbeforehis
mouthtouchedhers.Herhandmovedfromhisfacetowraparoundhisneckashekissedherhungrily,
discoveringthecontoursofherlipsandneckwithhisteethandtongue.
Ember’slimbsbegantoquake.ShegrippedBarrow’sshoulders,nolongertrustingherlegstoholdher
upright.Assheswayed,Barrowslidhisarmaroundherwaistandliftedheroffherfeet.Hewasstill
kissingherwhenhetookthemtotheground.Emberlookedupatthetangleofbranchesthatstretchedover
theirhidingplacelikeacanopyofebonylace.Barrowpaused,lookingdownather,hesitating.
Graspingthefrontofhistabard,EmberpulledBarrowtoher.Whenhisweightpushedheragainstthe
earth,Emberswallowedamoan.
“Ember.”Barrowkissedhertemple,herear.Hishandmovedoverher,tracingtheshapeofherbody
fromhercollarbonetoherhip.Hisotherarmslidbetweenherbackandtheground,liftingherupagainst
him.
“Please,”shemurmured,shudderingasthisstrangelongingtookholdofherbody.
BarrowunbuckledtheleatherbeltthatheldSilenceandSorrow.Itfellawayandheslippedhishand
beneathhertabardandthenhershirt.Hisfingersrestedbrieflyonherstomach,makingherdrawasharp
breath.Hislipstouchedherssoftlyashishandmovedup.Whenhefoundtheedgeofthecloththatbound
herbreaststoherribs,hetracedthelineoffabric.
Emberswore,andhelaughed.
“Ididn’tknowthatwasawordyouused,LadyMorrow.”
“Onlywhenit’sappropriate,”sheanswered.“I’llhavetotakemytabardandshirtoff.There’s
unwindingtobedone.”
Shefelthissmilewhenhekissedheragain.“Perhaps…or…”
Barrow’shandmovedawayfromthetightwrappingofclotharoundherchest,hisfingerstraveling
alongherskin,overherstomachanddown.Emberwentverystill,suddenlyunabletobreathe.
Herhipsmoved,andshedrankinthecoolnightair,itscontrastsweetagainsttheheatofherblood.
EmberreachedforBarrow’ships,drawinguphistabard.Herpalmsmoldedagainstthestrengthofhis
thighs.Sheslidherfingersup,wantingtolearnwhatitwastotouchhim.
Butbeforeshecould,Barrowpulledbackand,insteadofholdingher,kneltbesideher.
Startled,Emberscooteduptorestonherelbows.Notsureifsheshouldworryorjustshoutathim,
Emberdidneither,becauseBarrowspewedoutsuchanarrayofcursesthatshealmostblushed.
“Barrow?”Emberrolledontoherside,watchinghim.
“Byallthatlivesonearthandinheaven,”hesaidroughly.“ThereisnothingIwantsomuchasyou.”
Shereachedforhim,andBarrowpulledherintohisarms,butwhenEmbertriedtokisshim,heturned
hisfacefromher.
“Thisisn’tthetimeforus,Ember,”hetoldher.“Nothere.”
Emberlaughed.“DoyouhonestlybelieveI’mstillattachedtothethoughtofmakingloveonlyina
featherbed?I’mnotaspoilednoblewoman,Barrow.Youknowthat.”
“That’snotit,”Barrowsaid.“Iwouldmakelovetoyouhere,inabed,inariver.Noplacewould
thwartmydesireforyou.”
“Good.”Embermovedtokisshimagain.Thistimehislipslingeredagainsthers,butnotforlong.
“Theonlythingthatcouldstopmeisputtingyouatrisk.”Barrowheldherslightlyapart,hishands
strongonhershoulders.
“Whatrisk?”Emberfrowned,herbodythrummingfromhistouchandherfrustrationgrowingfrom
beingkeptatbay.
“Thatyoucouldconceive,”Barrowsaidquietly.
Silencefilledthesmallspacebetweenthem.Foratime,Embercouldhearonlytherapidbeatingofher
heart.
FinallyBarrowsaid,“Tofatheryourchildwouldbeagreathonor,Ember.Butthisisadangeroustime.
Ifyouweretobecomepregnant,youmightfallillassomewomendo.Andyoumustbestrongnow,ready
tofight.”
“Iknow,”Emberanswered.Shecouldn’timaginecarryingachildinherbelly.Notnow.Perhapsnot
ever.
WhenBarrow’sfingerslightlytouchedhercheek,shecoveredhishandwithhers.
“Doesthatmean…Ican’tbewithyou?”Emberasked,notsureshehadthewilltokeepherdistance
fromhim.
“No,”Barrowsaidquickly,withaforcedlaugh.“MercifulGod,no.”
“But—”
Barrowlaughedagain,pullingheragainsthim.“Youdon’tremember?”
“Rememberwhat?”
“YouaskedmeonceifmembersoftheGuardevertooklovers.”
HeatrushedintoEmber’scheeksassherecalledtheconversation,theconfusionshe’dfeltthatday,and
howmuchhadchangedsince.
Barrowcontinued,“ItoldyoutoseekadvicefromSorchaaboutgettingherbsthatwouldallowyouto
makeyourchoiceswithoutriskofachild.”
“Inever—Ididn’t—”Emberspluttered.Barrowwastheonlymanshe’dwantedinthisway.When
he’dpassedhertrainingtoSorchaandkepthimselfdistant,Emberhadassumedthatheheldherin
disdain.Achildwithamisguidedinfatuation.Onlywhenhe’ddrawnherintohisarmsamidadownpour,
beneaththeshelterofagreatoak,hadshelearnedthathereturnedherfeelings.
“SorchaandInevertalkedofthesethings,”Emberfinishedawkwardly.
“Mmmmm.”Barrowmadeasoundthatblendedfrustrationanddisbelief.“Whenyouaskedmeifanyof
theguardtooklovers,Ithoughtyoumighthavesoughtacompanionforyourbed.”
Embernearlychokedonherownbreath.FortunatelyBarrowcontinuedspeaking,sparingherthe
embarrassmentofanattemptatsplutteringaresponse.
“Anditwasthatday”—Barrowpaused,holdingEmberinhisgaze—“thatIwasforcedtoadmitmy
jealousy.ThoughIthoughtIcouldfightmyowndesires,Ilearnedquicklythatmyonlychoicewastokeep
myselfawayfromyou.”
“Ithoughtyoudespisedme,”Embersaid.
“Despisedyou?”Barrowsaid.“Howcouldyouthink—”
“Youleftme,”sheansweredsharply.“Youweremyteacher,myfriend,andthenyouweregone.What
elsewasItothink?”
“IthoughtyouwouldtakemetobeabrutenodifferentfromAlistair,”Barrowcontinued,“whotriedto
forcehiswayintoyourbed.”
“YouarenothinglikeAlistair.Ilongedforyoutocometome.”Emberleanedtowardhim,herpulse
thrummingwiththeboldnessofherwords.
“Istillfearedyou,”Barrowtoldher.“WhatwouldhappenifI…”
Herestedhishandonherknee.Veryslowly,Barrow’stouchmovedupherthigh,followingthecurve
ofherhipandfinallyrestingonherwaist.Hespreadhisfingerswide,pressingfirmlyfromthebottomof
herribcagetoherlowerback.Emberdidn’tbreakfromhisintentgaze,buthereverybreathwasshort
andtrembling.
“Icouldeaseyourfears,”Embermurmured.
“Yes.”Barrowkissedthecrownofherhair.“Butonlywhentheriskismitigated.”
Emberturnedherfaceup.Barrowlookeddownather,takingherchininhishand.Afteramoment,he
kissedher,lettinghismouthlingeronhers,tastingher.Hedidn’tpushherawaywhenshemovedcloser,
settlingontohislapandwrappingherlegsaroundhim.
Whentheirlipsparted,Emberwasbreathless.Barrow’sfingersdugintoherhips.Shedidn’twanthim
toletgo.
“WhenwereachKrakdesChevaliers,I’llfindsomeonewhoknowsoftheherbsyouneed.”Heletall
hisbreathoutinahuff.“Believeme,I’llfindsomeone.”
“Good.”Emberbackedaway,toyingwiththelacingsofhischausses.
Hecaughtherhand,pullingherfingerstohislipsandkissingthemsoftly.“Ionlyhavesomuchwill,
Ember.Bekind.”
Thatmadeherlaugh,andtodemonstrateherkindness,shemovedtositbesidehim,herarmsandlegs
nolongerholdinghimhostage.Barrowsmiled,andshenestledherheadagainsthischest,afraidtolookat
himasshenextspoke.
“IneverknewIcouldwantlikethis.”
Barrowdidn’tanswer,buthepulledhercloser,lettinghisfingercirclethehollowofherthroat.
Withablush,Emberasked,“Isit…supposedtohurt?Wantingyou?Becauseitdoes.Alittle.”
Barrow’sdeeplaughrumbledinherear.“BeassuredthatIshareinyoursuffering.Nowrest.I’llwake
youinanhourorsototakeoverwatch.”
Emberthoughttoprotest,butthewarmthofhisbodydrainedthetensionfromhermindandmuscles.
HereyelidsflutteredonlyoncebeforeshenoddedagainstBarrow’schestandslept.
EIRAPACEDTHEGREAThall,herrighthandgraspingandreleasingthehiltofherswordinagitation.
“Tellmeagain,”EirasaidtoCian,whowasstandingnearthesacredtree.
Ciansighed.“Youknowthenames.”
Eiracutasharplookathersister.Frustratedthatshecouldn’tsilencethebuzzoffearthatchasedher
likeaswarmofflies,Eiratriedtorecallthemomentsofthisnightwhenshe’dfelttriumphant.
Beforetonight,onlyAlistairhadwitnessedherabilitytosummonBosque.Butlessthananhourago,
theCirclehadwitnessedherpower…andtrembled.ClaudioandFionnhadalreadybeenpresent,and
EirasummonedThomasandEwan—who’djoinedtheGuards’vigilasasignoftheCircle’sgriefand
respect—tothegreathall.ThegatheredleadersofTearmunnwatchedasshespoketheinvocation,
standinginthepoolofFitch’sbloodthatstainedthefloor.
WhenBosqueappearedatherside,bowingtoher,Fionnhadcollapsedtohisknees.Claudiostoodhis
ground,butEiranoticedthethrobbingpulseathistemples.Ewantookseveralstepsback,makingthesign
ofthecross,andThomasgaveastartledcry.Cian’sswordhissedoutofitssheath;sheheldherground,
musclesquiveringasshepreparedtoattack.
BosquetookEira’shand,kissingthetipsofherfingers.“Mylady,Iamheretoserveyou.”
“CircleofTearmunn,IwouldpresenttoyouLordBosqueMar,”Eiraannouncedwithoutbreaking
Bosque’ssilvergaze.
ItwasthenarrowingofthoseliquidmetaleyesthatdrewhergazetoCian.
Eiralaughedathersister.“Youneedn’thavedrawnyoursword.Herestandsourgreatestally.”
Cianhesitantlyreturnedherweapontoitssheath.
Afterherdemonstration,EiragaveordersthattheyshouldwritetotheirpeersacrossConatus,bringing
moreoftheorderintothefold,andhadsenttheotherCirclemembersaway—allsaveCian,whomEira
wantednearby.Itwasarelieftofinallyconfideinhersister,thoughCian’sresponsehadbeenmuch
coolerthanEirahadhoped.
EiraandCianhadtakenBosquetothestockade,whereAlistairstoodwatchoverMercer.Sheasked
BosquetostaywithAlistair,confidentthatBosquewouldhavenotroublelooseningMercer’stongue.
AndhowmuchthebetterforyoungAlistairtobearwitness.Eirahadgreatconfidenceintheboy.Trust
burgeoningintoaffection.Ifshe’deverhadanephew—orperhapsevenason—sheimaginedhewouldbe
muchlikeLordHart.
Thatthoughtsettledhermindabitasshefocusedontheproblemathand.Eirastoppedherpacingand
glaredatCian.“I’veaskedyoutotellmetheirnames.Nevermindthatyou’vespokenthembefore.”
Cianansweredwearily.“Lukasz,Kael,Barrow,andEmber—allfromtheGuard.FitchandMercer
wouldhavemadetheirpartysix.”
“Andyou’recertainnootherssupportedthem?”Eiraasked.“Noneoftheclericsorcraftsmen?”
Ifthetraitorshadtakenaclericcapableofweaving,Eiradreadedthepossibilities.Lukaszandhis
bandoffellowscouldalreadybeinAsia.
CiancrossedtoEira,placingherhandsonhersister’sshoulders.“Calmyourself,Eira.Thefewwho
fleddidsosuddenlyandinthedeadofnight.Theyhadlittletimetoplan,muchlesswinallies.”
EiratwistedoutofCian’sgrip.“Wecan’tbetoocareful.Thisisadelicatetime.”
“Nowthatthey’reaway,whatdoyouhavetofear?”Cianasked.“Youhavethegreaterforce,notto
mentionthesecurityofthekeep.”
“Areyousuchafool?”Eirasnapped.“ThosewhoareawayarethebestoftheGuard.ForGod’ssake,
thecommanderisamongthem.”
“AndwhatisitthatyoufearLukaszwillaccomplish?”CianfrownedatEira.“Isthereanythinghecan
do,giventhepoweryou’vealreadydemonstrated?”
“IfIknowLukasz,he’llseekaidfromotherConatusstrongholds,”Eiratoldher.
“Butwewillinfiltratethosefortressesbeforeyourcommanderhasevenleftthisshore,”BosqueMar
interruptedasheenteredthehallwithAlistairHartathisheels.“Conatusisyourstorule.”
EiranoticedthetighteningofCian’sjawwhensheansweredBosque.“Andisthatmysister’sfate?To
ruleConatus?”
Thetall,dark-hairedman’sreplywasserene.“Eira’sfateiswhatevershewishesittobe.”
CianturnedtoEira.“Areyoutoruleus?”
“Wewillrule,justaswehavebefore,”Eiratoldhercalmly.“Butwithoutsufferingthepettywhimsand
greedofthoseweoncewerebeholdento—likeAbbotCrichton.”
“Doyoudoubtyoursister’svision?”BosquesteppedtoEira’sside,butleveledhisgazeonCian.
“Mysisterwillalwayshavemyloveandloyalty,LordMar.”Cianspokethroughgrittedteeth.“But
what’shappenedconstitutesarevoltandwillcarryheavyconsequences.”
“TheconsequenceforthoseloyaltoConatuswillonlybeagreatreward,”EiratoldCian.“Butfor
thosewhostandinourway—”
“Willyoutrulymakewaronyourown?”Cianbrokein.“CanyoutaketheswordtoLukasz,whohasso
longbeenourfriend?”
Eirapursedherlips,givingCianameasuredlook.“Ihopethatourcommandermayyetseehow
shortsightedhisactionsare.Ifherepents,Iwillgladlywelcomehimhome.”
“Myadviceisthatyoubringhimhomebeforeheislosttouscompletely,”Bosqueinterjected.
Cian’sbrowknit.“Andhowwillyoufindthem?Dawnisstillhoursaway.”
“Thedawnisofnoconsequence,”Bosquesaid.HeturnedtoAlistair,whowasstandingquietlyaside.
EiranoticedthatwhileAlistair’sbackwasstraightandhisshoulderssetwithstrength,hisfacewas
paleandhiseyeswereempty.
“HasMercerrevealedtheroutethey’vetaken?”EiraaskedBosque,thoughanewconcernfor
Alistair’shealthunsettledher.
“IwouldgivethistasktoLordHart,”Bosquetoldtheminaquiet,soothingvoice.“Forthoughthe
commander’sflightthreatensourcause,itisthisyoungknightwhosuffersthemostfromhiscompanions’
departure.”
Alistairgavethebarestofflinches.
Bosqueapproachedhim,speakingcalmly.“Isthisnottrue,youngknight?”
Clearinghisthroat,Alistairsaid,“Itis,mylord.”
“Whenthatwhichismostprecioushasbeenstolenfromyou,thereisevengreaterpleasureintakingit
back.”BosquesmiledatAlistair.
AlistairlookedatBosque,adesperatehopeetchedonhisface.
Withafrown,Cianinterrupted.“Iaskagain,howwillyoufindthem?”
BosqueignoredherandinsteadconsideredAlistair’sstrickenexpression.“Iwouldeaseyourpain,
LordHart.Doyoucraveahunt?”
“Ahunt?”Alistairrepeated.
“You’rethesonofanobleman,”Bosqueanswered.“Surelyyou’veenjoyedhuntswithyourfatherand
brothers.”
“Ihave,mylord,”Alistairsaid,thoughhisbrowfurrowedinconfusion.
“I’llneedsomethingthatbelongstotheoneyouseek,”BosquetoldAlistair.“Canyouprovidesuchan
item?”
“I—yes,”Alistairsaid,thedoubtinhisvoicegivingwaytoexcitement.
Bosquesmiledathim.“Collectitandjoinusinthecourtyard.”
Alistairgaveashortbowanddashedfromthehall.BosquepivotedtostandsquarelyfacingCian.
“Ifyouwish,Icanshowyouexactlyhowwewillfindyourrunaways,”BosquetoldCian.
“Thecourtyard,yousay?”Cianasked,andBosquelaughed.
“Tobringmyhuntersherewouldbequitehazardous.”Bosqueglancedatthewoodenbeamsofthe
ceiling.“Andtolosesuchalovelyhallwouldbeashame.”
CiancastaquestioningglanceatEira,butEirahadnoanswersforhersister.WhenBosqueofferedhis
arm,Eiratookitandlethimleadthemfromthehall.ShecouldseehesitationandfearwrittenonCian’s
face,butsheknewhersisterwouldsoonunderstandandcometolovethewondersBosqueMarwrought.
Forherownpart,EirawasnolongeranxiousaboutLordMar’smysteriousplansorhisstrange
confidenceinsolvingcomplexproblems.She’dwitnessedhisfinesse,hispower,hiscontrolsomany
timesoverthatshefeltanalmostchildishjoyinanticipatingwhathemightmanifestnext.
Cianwouldcometoknowthatsamecrackleofexpectation,andthenthetwosisterswouldwieldthe
greatweaponsBosqueprovided.Allwouldbeasitshould.Eirawascertainofthat.
Whentheyenteredthecourtyard,Alistairwasalreadythere.HehurriedtoBosque,andwhenthetall
manhelduphisopenpalm,AlistairdroppedadelicateobjectintoBosque’shand.
Eirarecognizedthenecklace,andsheknewBosquewouldaswell.He’denchantedthependant
himself,promisingAlistairthatEmberwouldfacenothreatfromthewraithssenttoattackthevillage.
AssuringAlistairofLadyMorrow’ssafetyhadbeentantamounttosecuringhisallegiance.
AsimilarpendanthadbeengiventoSorcha,butforadifferentpurpose.WhenEirahadspokento
Sorcha,she’dpresentedthenecklaceasapeaceoffering.AtokentoremindSorchaofthebondthat
womenwarriorsshared,andanapologyfromEirafortheargumentsthey’dhadaboutthefutureof
Conatus.Sorchahadgraciouslyacceptedthenecklace,notknowingthatitmeantherdoom.
Sorcha’sfatecouldhavebeenEmber’s.HadEmberreachedthevillageandattemptedtotakeon
Bosque’swraithsonlytohavetheshadowcreaturessubmittoher,astheydidtoSorcha,thevillagers
wouldhavetakenEmberforawitchtoo.Thus,Eira’staskofthenighthadbeentofindthegirlandkeep
heroutofharm’sway.Thathadbeeneasyenough,thoughEirahadn’tfoundEmberalone—butshehad
determinedtokeepwhatshe’dseenfromAlistair.Theboywasbrokenheartedenough,thinkingthat
EmberhadgonewithLukasz,butEiraknewthatthegirl’sreasonsforleavingwerelikelymoretiedtothe
strengthofBarrow’sembracethanherloyaltytothecommander.
“LadyCian,ifyou’dbringmeatorch.”BosquegesturedtoEira’ssister.
Cianfetchedatorchfromoneofthesconcesthatframedthemanor’sdoor,andBosquetookitfromher.
Hisgazelingeredonthedancingflame.CiangaspedwhenBosquethrusthishandintothefire.Hedidn’t
flinchashisskincrackledandsizzled.Whenhepulledhishandfree,theflamescrawledoverhis
blackenedfingerslikealivingglove.
Makingafist,Bosqueswunghisarminseveralarcs.Hisfieryhandleftatrailofflameandsmoke.
Ratherthandissipate,theflamesformedacircle,swirlingcrimsonandgold,shimmeringwithheat.
Withfingersstillalight,Bosquepointedhishandatthecenteroftheblazingring.Hiswordswere
strange,raspsandclickssyncopatedoverthelowbassofhisvoice.
Eirasquintedatthecircleofflames,confusedbywhatshesaw,forshecouldswearthatwithinthe
fieryringlaytheblackdepthsofatunnel.Asshepeeredintothedarkcore,somethingwinkedather,like
theflickerofacandleinadraft.Thentwosmallpointsoflightcaughthereye.Thenthree.Thetiny
dancingflamesgrewlarger,takingformastheydrewcloser.
Ciangaveacry,andbothsistersjumpedbackasfierybodiesleaptfromBosque’scircle.
Alistairstoodhisground,buthiseyeswerewideashewatchedthreeshapescircleBosque.Though
fleshandbloodhadbeentradedforfireandsmoke,therewasnomistakingwhatthesecreaturesBosque
hadsummonedwere.Wolves.
Wherefurshouldhavebeen,flameslickedthebodiesofthebeasts.Whentheyopenedtheirmouths,
plumesofsmokespewedout.Witheachstep,theyleftcharredpawprintsontheearth.
Bosqueloweredhisflame-coveredhand,andthewolvesapproached.Withtonguesoffire,theylicked
hisfingers,showingsubmission.OnlywhenBosque’shandnolongerburneddidthewolvesstepaway
andreturntocirclingthetallman.
EiraglancedatCian,whowasstaringatBosque’shand.Eiraknewwhyhersisterwasriveted.The
blackenedskin,burningforsolong,hadhealed,leavingnotraceofdamage.
IfonlyyouknewthatBosque’spowertohealalsosavedyourlife,Eirathought.
ThatsecretEirawithheldforsafekeeping.ShehopedtowinCianoverwithoutrelyingonthefactthat
hersisterowedBosqueherlife.Butifneedbe,Eirawouldrevealthattruthintime.
“Yourhounds,mylord.”BosquesmiledatAlistair.
“Whatarethey?”Alistairbreathed.Thewolves’fierybodieswerereflectedinhisgaze.
“Lyulf—loyalandferocious,apreciousresourcedrawnfrommyhomeland.Thefireandfleshwith
whichIsummonedthemgivesthempurchaseonthisworld,”BosquetoldAlistair.“Buttheycan’tsurvive
herewithoutaconstantsourceofheat.Youmustactquickly,lestyoulosethem.”
“Howlongwilltheylast?”Eirabrokein.“Afewhours’headstartisnothingtoscoffat.”
“Indeed,”Bosquereplied.“AndnoneofyourhorseswillbearthecompanyoftheLyulf.”Heturnedto
Alistairagain.“Thus,Ihaveanothergiftforyou,mylord.”
Therewasnofierycirclecalledforthistime.Bosquereachedintothedarknessitself,andwherethere
hadonlybeenshadow,theshapeofahorsematerialized.
Thestallion—ifitcouldbecalledthat—wasfamiliartoEira.Bosque’ssteedhadalwaysputhermare,
Geal,onedge.Thehorsewaseerilybeautiful,butfrightening.Eiradidn’tknowifshe’dbeeagertoclaim
theshadowsteedasamount.
Alistair,however,gazedatthehorsewitheyesthatswamindarkdreamsofpossession.
“Hewillcarryyou,andthewolveswillrunathisside,”BosquetoldAlistair.“Youwillmovethrough
timeinawaythatthehorsesofthisworldcannot.Itwillbeanexceptionalhunt.”
DespiteAlistair’sapparentconfidence,Eiraasked,“Yourstallionwillobeyhim?”
Bosquestrokedtheshadowstallion’snose.“Thehorsedoesmybidding.Hewilllistentotheboy.”
AtagesturefromBosque,Alistairstrodetothestallion’sside.Withoutfurthercommand,heclimbed
intothesaddleandtookthereins.Thehorsestoodcalmly,barelygivinghisnewridernotice.
“OnceIputthewolvesonLadyMorrow’sscent,theywillbeoff,”Bosquesaidtohim.“Andthehorse
willfollowthewolves’trail.Donotloseyourgriponthereinsorattempttostophimanddismount.The
meansbywhichyoutravelputsyouatriskforbeingforeverlost,shouldyoustrayfromtheintended
path.”
Alistairblanched,causingEiratosmile.Thoughshewantedtheyoungknighttobecourageous,his
quicksenseofmortalperilre-assuredherthathewasn’tsimplyabravefool.
“IfIcan’tleavethehorse,”Alistairsaidwithhesitation,“howwillIfight?”
“Leavethefightingtothewolves,”Bosqueanswered.WhenAlistairlookedaway,Bosquecontinued.
“TheywillknowtoleaveLadyMorrowunharmed.YourtaskistocollectherwhiletheLyulfengageher
fellows.YoumustplayHadestoherPersephone.”
AbriefsmilecrossedAlistair’smouth.“Verywell.”
Ciansteppedforward,shakingherhead.“Doyousendyourwolvestokill,then?Whatofmercy,of
prisonerstoquestion?”
“Youalreadyhaveaprisonertoquestion,”Bosqueanswered.“Doyouwishtoshowmercytosucha
smallbandoftraitors?”
Cianbrokehisgaze,castingapleadingglanceatEira.“Doyouwishtosendmonstersafteryourfellow
Guardsmen?Youwouldgivethemthisdoom?”
“Iwouldremindyouthattheyarenolongerourfellows.”Eiragavehersisterasteelygaze.“Anddid
notyourownbladeofferFitchthesamejusticethatIsendafterhiscollaborators?Lukaszandhis
followerschosetheirownfate.Mercycannotbegrantedwhenitisnotdeserved.”
Asthetwosistersfacedeachother,bothofthemstonelikeinanger,BosquedangledEmber’spendant
fromitschain.Onebyone,thethreewolvescametohim,sniffingthegoldandrubynecklace.Satisfied
thattheLyulfhadherscent,BosquetossedthependanttoAlistair.
“Keepthiswithyou,”Bosqueordered.“Ifthewolvesandyourmounthaltandlooktoyoufor
instruction,itmaymeantheyneedtotakethescentagain.”
Alistairnodded,thoughheregardedthefirewolveswithwaryeyes.
“Iftheycomeclose,you’llsufferburns,”Bosquetoldhim.“ButIcanhealyouuponyourreturn.It’s
unlikelythatyou’llneedtocallthemtoyou.RarelydoLyulfloseascent,andthenonlyiftheonethey
seekiswardingtheirhuntbyspellwork—butthisnightthepreydoesnotknowofthehunter’sapproach.”
“Yes,mylord.”Alistairslippedthependantintothepocketofhiscloak.
“Thenightwanes,”Bosquesaidtohim,ignoringthestill-silentsisters.
WhenEirafinallysighed,turningawayfromCiantoanswerBosque,Alistairandthewolveswere
gone.Onlythelingeringshimmerofheatandacridperfumeofsmokeremained.
“EMBER,YOUMUSTWAKE.”
BarrowtookbothofherhandsandpulledEmbertoherfeetbeforehereyeswerefullyopen.
“Ofcourse,”shesaiddrowsily.“HowlongshouldIletyourest?”
“IwishI’dwokenyouforthatreason,”Barrowtoldher.“You’vesleptbarelyanhour,butsomethingis
amiss.Looktothewest.”
Duckingoutfromunderthecloakofpinetrees,Embersearchedthevalleyfloor.Wheretheglencurved
sharply,puttingthepaththey’dtakenoutofsight,ahazeofrustinfusedtheheavymist.Thestrangelight
shifted,itshuesbathingthedarkhillsidesincopperandbronze.
Emberwouldhavenamedthecolorsaharbingerofdawn,butmorningcamefromtheeast,andtheeast
waspresentlyatherback.
“Whatisit?”sheaskedinawhisper.
“Idon’tknow,”Barrowanswered.“ButIdarenothopeforsomethinggood.”
Withoutspeakingfurther,EmberandBarrowsoughtthehorses,whoweredozingnearby.
BarrowpattedToshach’sneck.“I’dwantedtogiveyoumorerest,butI’mafraidwecan’twait.”
ToshachwhickeredandstoodpatientlyasBarrowputonthebridle.
EmberwasalreadyastrideCaberwhenBarrowmounted.
“We’llstayoffthepath,”Barrowsaid,“keepingthecoveroftheforestifwecan.”
EmberlookedatToshach,andBarrowansweredherquestionbeforesheaskedit.
“I’dliketostartatawalk,”Barrowtoldher.“Whateverthoselightsare,they’restillwellbehindus.If
theygaintoomuchground,we’llhavetorunandhopeforthebest.”HerestedhishandonToshach’s
shoulder.Thestallionsnortedandtossedhishead.
Barrowlaughed,reachinguptoscratchToshach’sear.“Iknowyou’dbehappytorun,oldboy.Butthe
harderwepressyou,thelongeritwilltaketorecoverfromyourinjury.”
Caberwasrestlessaswell,keepingEmberbusyasheprancedandtriedtocatchthebitinhisteeth.
“Youweresoundasleepafewminutesago,”Emberchidedtheyounghorse.“Settledown.”
CabercontinuedtosnortandshakethereinsasEmbergrippedthem,buttheriderssetoutatafast
walk.Thehorsesthreadedtheirwaythroughtheforest’sedgesothestrangelightsinthewestremainedin
partialview.Everyfewminutes,Barrowturnedinhissaddle,frowning.
“Itisgettingcloser,”hesaid.“ButIcan’tmakeanyguessesatwhatitis.”
PuttinghisheelstoToshach,Barrowbroughtthemtoatrot.Ember’spulsesped,jumpinginherthroat
eachtimesheglancedoverandsawthegrimsetofBarrow’sjaw.
Heturnedinthesaddleagain,andthesuddensharpintakeofhisbreathmadeEmberturnaswell.
Thelightshadclearedtheglen’scurvingshape.Thoughhervisionwaspartlyblockedbytreetrunks
andbranches,Ember’smouthstillwentdryatwhatshesaw.Rollingdownthevalleyfloorwasa
thundercloud,itsblackshapelikeroilingsmoke,thedarknessbrokenbyflashesoflightningthatexploded
inthecolorsofflameandblood.
Thestormcloudmovedwithimpossiblespeed,racingtowardthem.
“Run!”Barrowshouted.
Toshachleaptforward,hishoovestearingintotheground.Givenfreerein,Caberbuckedonceforgood
measureandthenbrokeintoaflatrun.Thetwohorsesgallopedsidebyside.
Emberkepthereyesahead,tooafraidtolookback.Sheknewthecloudwasgettingcloserbecauseshe
couldhearit.Butthestormclouddidn’tthunderafterthem—thenoiseswithinitcouldonlybecalled
snarls.
BarrowurgedToshachtoabreakneckpace.Caber’searsflattenedashestretchedhisneckforwardto
matchToshach’sstride.
Thehorsesbothsquealedwhen,fromveryclosebehind,therecameahowl,longandechoingthrough
theglen.Onewolf’scrywasjoinedbytwomore.Toshach’seyesrolled,showingtheirwhites.Caber
jerkedhisheaddownsharply,rippingthereinsfromEmber’shands.Shegrabbedhismane,reachingfor
theflappingleathercord.
Beforeshecouldgraspit,Toshachgavealoudbellow.Withhorror,EmberturnedtoseeToshach
falling.Barrowcoulddonothingasthestallionfelltohisknees.TheforceoftheirpacesentToshach
somersaulting,rollingoverontohisneck,back,flank.EmberscreamedasBarrowwaspinnedbetween
horseandearth.Dragginghisrideralong,Toshachskiddedovertheground,atlastcomingtoastop.
Thesoundoftheotherhorse’sdistressbroughtCaber’sheadup,andEmberthrewherselfforward,
grabbingthereinsandwheelinghimaround.Whenthestallionsawwhatwascomingforthem,hereared,
strikingtheairwithhishooves.Embergrabbedthepommel,managingtokeepherseatasshestaredin
disbelief.
Thestormcloudhadslowed,butonlybecauseitwasuponthem.Shapeswereformingwithinthe
swirlingsmokeandfire.Wolves—andbehindthem,adarkhorseman.
WhenCaber’sfeetreturnedtotheearth,sheforcedhimtothespotwhereToshachstruggledtohisfeet.
Barrowlayonthegroundcloseby,unmoving.
“Pleasedon’trunfromme,”EmberwhisperedtoCaberasshejumpedfromhersaddle.Shewouldn’t
haveblamedtheyoungstallionforfleeing.Ember’severyboneshriekedathertorun.Andshedidrun,
butitwastowardBarrow.
Beforeshecouldgetthere,aflamingcreatureburstfromthecloud.Thewolfwasmadeoffire.Ember
didn’tknowhowitcouldbepossible,buthereyestoldherthebeastwasreal,hernosebreathedinits
scentofchar,andevenatthisdistance,herskinfeltthetouchofitsheat.Entrancedbythesight,Ember
failedtowatchherstepand,catchingherfootonaroot,shestumbled.Expectingthissignofweaknessto
lurethewolftoher,Emberrolledtoacrouch,drawingSilenceandSorrowfromtheirleathersheaths.
Thewolf,however,paidhernomind.ItspitlikeeyesfixedonBarrow’sstillform.Hungry,thebeastlet
itsjawdropopen,anditdrooledliquidfirethatsizzledonthedampground.
“No!”Embertensed,readytojumpbetweenBarrowandthewolf.Herchestconstricted,knowingthat
SilenceandSorrowwereforgedtobattlecreaturesofflesh.Thismoltenwolfseemedunlikelytofeara
blade…oranyweaponEmbercouldimagine.
Abouttopushoffonherheels,EmbersuddenlyrolledtothesidetoavoidbeingtrampledbyToshach’s
hooves.Thestallionshriekedasitboredownonthefirewolf.Thewolfsnarled,gnashingitsblazing
fangs.
Toshachreared.Hisearswerepinnedback.Whenhelanded,hestampedtheearth,squealingatthefire
wolf.
Thewolfsprang,andToshachrearedagain.Asthestallion’shoovesstruckthewolf,Toshach’sclarion
callbecameabellowofpain.Thewolf’sjawsclosedonthehorse’sthroat,andhecollapsed,hiswhinny
cutoffbeforehisbodyhittheearth.
Embertookupthefelledstallion’scry.Heedlessofthewolf,EmberthrewherselfontopofBarrow.
Shelaidherheadonhischest.Whensheheardhisheartbeat,shecouldbreatheagain.Embermovedinto
acrouch,SilenceandSorrowheldlowandawayfromherbodytofendoffattack,nomatterhowfutile
suchadefensemightbe.
Toshach’scorpsemadeabarrierbetweenEmberandBarrowandthefirewolf.Thewolfstoodstill,
assessingitswork.Asitwaited,twomorewolvesjoinedit,standingatitsflank.
Ember’smindwasablur.Whatshefacedwasworsethananynightmarethathadstolenhersleepasa
child.Wolvesmadeoffire.
Theirblackeyeswereonher,yettheydidn’tattack.Emberstayedverystill,hermusclesburningwith
tension.
Frombehindthewolves,thedarkriderapproached.
Emberriskedlookingawayfromthewolves.Whenshesawwhosatastrideahorsethatwassmoketo
thewolves’fire,shethoughtshewouldretch.
AlistairlookedatthegapingholeinToshach’sthroat.Thestallion’sfleshhadburnedaway,revealing
thebonesofhisjaw.
“IamsorryaboutToshach,”Alistairsaid,thoughheseemedtobespeakingtotheairratherthanto
Ember.
WhenAlistairdidlookatEmber,hisfacewascalm.“Theywon’thurtyou.”
Emberstaredathim,onlyrealizingafteramomentthathewasreferringtothefirewolves.Thewolves
continuedtostandtheirground,givingnosignthattheywishedtomenaceEmber.Thoughtheirblackeyes
seemedhungrywhentheylookedatToshach’sbody…andBarrow’s.
Forcinghercrackedvoicefromherthroat,Embermanagedtwowords.“Alistair,please.”
Hewincedandthenclenchedhisjaw.“IdowhatImust.”
“Whatyoumust?”EmberkeptherbodycoveringBarrow’s,growingconvincedthatshouldsheleave
him,thewolveswouldbeonhiminaninstant.“Youwoulddestroyme?”
“I’vealreadytoldyouthattheLyulfwon’tattack,”Alistairsaid.“Notwithoutmycommand.”
Hestraightened,takinganimperiousstance.“Youunderstandlittleofwhat’shappening,Ember.I
remainyourfriend.Letmehelpyou.”
“Youhuntwithmonsters,”Emberspat.“Iunderstandthatwellenough.”
“Iactedonlytoprotectyou,”Alistairsaid.“Youknowofmyloveforyou.Iwoulddoanythingfor
you.”
“Youattackedus,”Emberargued.“YourwolveskilledToshach.AndIknowifIleaveBarrow,they
willkillhimaswell.”
“Barrowisatraitor.Andhedeludedyouintofollowinghimonapaththatwillmeanyourdeath.”
Emberbitbackherreply.DefendingBarrow,makingplainherloveforhim,wouldonlyincense
Alistair.
“Youmustcomewithme,Ember,”Alistairurgedquietly.“It’stheonlyway.”
Feigningindecision,Emberdroppedhergaze.
Whenshedidn’tspeak,Alistairsaid,“You’vebeenmisled.IfyoureturntoTearmunn,you’llseewhat’s
trulyhappening.ItoldyouthatLadyEirawishedtospeakwithyou,butthetraitorsreachedyoubefore
shecould.AndI’vebeenforcedtothis.”
“Iknowyouloveme,Alistair,”Embersaid,choosingherwordscarefully.“Andyouknowmebetter
thananyone.You’veknownmesincewewerechildren.”
“Idoknowyou,”Alistairreplied.“That’swhyyoumustlistentomeandnottothosewhowoulduse
youfortheirselfishpurposes.”
Emberlookedupathim.“MaybeI’vemadethewrongdecision,buttoleaveTearmunnwasmy
choice.”
ThesmilethathadbeguntotouchAlistair’slipsvanished.
“ToknowmeistoknowhowbullheadedIam,”Emberhurriedon.“Iwon’tlietoyou,Alistair.You
attackedus.Toshachstumbled,butitcouldjustaseasilyhavebeenCaber.Icouldhavebeenkilled,no
matteryourintentions.”
“Youareunharmed.”Alistairspokethroughgrittedteeth,andEmberknewshehadlittletime.
“Ibelievethatyouwanttoprotectme,butIcan’treturnwithyoutonight,”Embersaid.“Notlikethis.If
Ireturn,itmustbemychoice.Don’tyousee?”
EmberheldherbreathasAlistairstaredather.
“Andwhywouldyoureturnbyyourownwillwhenyoufledthekeepthisverynight?”
“ImadethechoicetoleaveingriefandconfusionoverSorcha’sdeath,”Embertoldhim.“Lukaszismy
commander,andhiswordswereconvincing…butIhadlittletimetomakemychoice.”
Alistairnodded,andEmberpushedontotheriskiestbitofherploy.“Barrowisn’tdead,buthe’s
gravelyinjured.Imustgethimhelp.”
“WhathappenstoBarrowdoesn’tmatter,”Alistairsaid.
“Iknowyouhaveaquarrelwithhim,”Emberreturned.“Buthewasmyfriend,andIwillnotabandon
him.”
Sheglancedatthefirewolves.“NorwillIleavehimtoyourhellhounds.”
Alistairwassilent,andEmberknewhewasuncertainofwhattodo.Thewolvesstirred,growlingtheir
discontent.
“IfIgiveyoumywordthatIgonottojoinLukasz,butinsteadtomysisterinFrance,”Embersaid,
“willyouleavemeinpeace?”
“Andthenwhat?”Alistairaskedbitterly.
“ThenIwillhavethetimetoknowmyownheart,”Embertoldhim.“BothabouttheladyEiraand
Conatus,andaboutyouandme.”
Alistairpeeredather.“Youandme?”
“Ican’tforgetourhistory,Alistair.”Emberspokesoftly.“Andallyou’vedonetoproveyourlovefor
me.Youtakegreatrisksonmybehalf.”
“Iwouldneverdoless,”Alistairanswered.“Isweartoyou.”
“ThenletmesweartoyouthatIgotomysister.”Ember’spulsewaspounding.“ToleaveBarrowwith
ahealerandseektheanswersImust.ImayyetreturntoTearmunnandtoyou,butthenitwouldbemy
choice.Ifyoutakemetherebyforce,Iwillnotforgiveyou.”
Emberwonderedifshe’dpushedhimtoofar,forAlistairwasquietalongwhile.Thewolves’growls
wereloudernow,andtheysnappedattheairwiththeirflamingjaws.
Alistairreachedintohiscloak,thentossedsomethingintheair.ItsailedtowardEmber,andshe
reachedouttocatchit.Openingherhand,sheshiveredwhensherecognizedthependantAlistairhad
givenher.AgiftfromLadyEira.
“ThatwasgivenasasignofLadyEira’sfaithinyou,”Alistairsaid.“Letitbeasignnotonlyofmy
faithaswell,butalsoofmylove.Thinkonusandonyourfuture,Ember.”
“Thankyou.”Ember’slimbswantedtocollapseinrelief,butshedarednotmovewiththewolvesso
close.
“Ipraythatyou’llmaketherightchoice,”Alistairtoldher,hisfacegrim.“Ifyoudonotreturnto
Tearmunnwithinthemonth,youwillbecomethehuntedagain.AndIwillnolongerprotectyou.”
Wheelingtheshadowhorsearound,Alistairdidn’tlookbackatEmber.Thewolveshowledinprotest,
theircriesbecomingwhiningsnarlsastheyfollowedhim,tetheredbysomeinvisibleleash.Alistairput
hisheelstothedarkhorse,andinablur,thewolvesandriderbecameacloudofsmokeandblood
lightningthatsoaredeastwarduptheglenandfinallyfadedfromsight.
WHETHERITWASAFEWminutesorhours,Embercouldn’tbesure,butforatimeshecouldn’t
move.ShedroppedontoherkneesbesideBarrowandstaredintonothing.Shehadavaguesenseofbeing
cold,butthechillwasnegligiblecomparedtothehollownessbeneathherribs.
Caberfinallyrousedherfromthestupor.Shedidn’tknowwhatthestallionhaddoneduringthefight:
whetherhe’dboltedandjustnowreturned,notknowingwhereelsetogo,orifhe’dbeenparalyzedby
shockashewatchedhisfriendToshachdie.
Whereverhe’dbeenandwhateverhe’dwitnessed,CabernowapproachedToshachtentatively.Ember
watchedastheyoungstallionwhickeredtothefallenhorse.CaberblewoutonToshach’sneck,
whinnyingsoftly,thengivingalowsquealofsorrow.Stompingthegroundtwicewithhisfronthooves,
Cabersnortedandjumpedawayfromthedeadhorse.
“I’msosorry.”Emberheardherownvoicebeforeshe’dmadethedecisiontospeak.Caberlookedat
her,tossinghismaneandwhinnyingindistress.
Shakily,Emberstoodup.Thestallioncametoheroutstretchedhand.Hisnosewasvelvetsoftonher
palm.
“HedidittosaveBarrow.”Herwordscameoutthick.“AndnowBarrowneedsourhelp.”
Thoughittookagooddealofcoaxingandpleading,EmbermanagedtoconvinceCabertolieonthe
groundalongsideBarrow.EvenwithCaber’sbackincloseproximity,EmberstruggledtodragBarrow
intothesaddle.SheheldhisbodyinplaceassheurgedCabertohisfeet.
Aftershe’dcollectedthesaddlebagsfromToshach’sbody,Emberscrambledintothesaddlebehind
Barrow.EasingCaberintoawalk,EmberheldontoBarrowwithonearm.Shetriedtokeephermind
blank.FearthatmovingBarrowatallwasharminghimfurtherthreatenedtounravelherdetermination.
Thoughhisheartbeatwassteadyandhisbreathingnormal,Embercouldn’tknowtheextentofhisinjuries.
Abrokenriborcrushedorganwouldmeanhisbodywasbleedingontheinside,invisiblewoundsthat
nonethelessmeantdeath.Butwhatchoicedidshehave?
EmberhadbrieflyweighedtheoptionofridingaheadinhopesofbringinghelptoBarrow,butit
seemedmuchmoredangeroustoleavehimunconsciousandalonethantoriskmovinghim.Movingata
ploddingpacefrustratedhersothatherbonesached,butafastergaitthanwalkingwouldjostleBarrow
toomuch.
Steelingherself,Emberloosenedthereins,lettingCabertakeupaswiftwalkwithoutallowinghimto
trot.Dawnwasbreakingoverthehillstotheeast,andEmberrodetowardthelight,prayingthatthecoast
wasascloseasthepromiseofmorning.Despiteherexhaustion,fearkeptEmberalert.Shesurveyedthe
landscape,alwayswatchingforthelandmarksthatBarrowhadmentionedwouldmarktheirpathtothe
sea.Shouldshemissanyofthem,Emberknewshe’deasilylosedayswanderingaimlesslyinthehills.
Whenthesunhadcrestedthetopoftheglenandspilledpalegoldandroselightdowntheslopes,
Embercaughtherfirstglimpseoftheeasterncoast:adark,roilingblue.ThesightfilledEmberwithmore
forebodingthanhope.AsCaberkeptuphissteadygait,thevastblueexpanseroseuptomeetthem,
stretchingfartherandfartherintotheeast.Ember’smindwasfullofbrittlethoughts,tooeasilybrokeninto
sharpbitsofemotionthatcuthertothecore.Shehadalmostreachedthesea,butthenwhat?Theirtiny
bandwouldsailtoastrangelandandhopeforaid?Thecausealreadyseemedlosttoher.
Cabersnorted,hisearsflicked,andamomentlater,hegavealoudwhinny.Emberstraightenedinthe
saddle,strivingtocalmthestallion,who’dbeguntoprance.AnotherwhinnyreturnedCaber’scall,
drawingEmber’sgazetothewoodsthatlinedthepath.
Keepingatightholdonthereins,Emberwatchedtheforestedge.Ifbanditshopedforanambush,she’d
behard-pressedtoprotectBarrowandfightthemoff.
WhenagraymarecarryingLukaszemergedfromtheshadowsfollowedbyKaelandhismount,Ember
gaveashoutofrelief.ShejumpeddownfromCaber’sbackandwavedthecommanderovertothem.
“Wethoughttheworstwhenyouweredelayed,”Kaeltoldher.HiseyesrestedonBarrow’sunmoving
form,andhewasalreadyclimbingfromhissaddle.
“He’salive,”Embersaid,answeringKael’sunspokenquestion.“Toshachfell,andBarrowwas
crushedbeneathhim.”
Lukaszdismounted,andthetwomenliftedBarrowfromCaber’sback,settinghimcarefullyonthe
ground.
“Wereyouattacked?”Lukaszasked.“WasToshachstruckdown?”
“Yes,butthefallhappenedwhenwetriedtoflee,”Embersaid.“Toshachhadpulleduplame,slowing
us.Whenwewereforcedtorun,hemanagedashortwhilebutthenhebrokedown.”
“Whopursuedyou?”LukaszspoketoherasKaelunbeltedBarrow’sswordandliftedhistabardand
shirt.
Ember’smouthwentdrywhenshesawthemottledskinofBarrow’schestandabdomen.
“Ember,”Lukaszsaid,drawinghergazefromBarrow.
“Alistair,”sheanswered.“Hehad…creatureswithhim,huntingus.Wolvesmadeoffire.Theymoved
withimpossiblespeed,asifridingastorm.Wecouldn’toutrunthem.”
Kaelswore,andEmberfearedhe’dassessedBarrowtobebeyondhelp,buttheblondknightwas
lookingatEmber.
“Firewolves?”
Shenodded.“Barrowwasunconscious,andthewolveswouldhavebeenonhim.Toshachattackedthe
wolvesbeforetheycouldreachBarrow.Ahorsehadnochanceagainstthem.Idon’tknowifanything
couldhurtthem.”
“Liketheshadowcreatures,”Lukaszsaidquietly.“Beastswedonothavethemeanstofightarebeing
raisedagainstusbyEira.”
“Howdidyouescape?”KaelfrownedatEmber.
Shehesitated,notknowingifthetruthwouldsufficeasananswer.Hercheeksgrewhotwhenshetold
Kael,“ItookadvantageofAlistair’sfavorandwasabletoconvincehimthat,giventime,Imightreturnto
Tearmunn.”
EmberlookedatKael,expectinghimtodoubthertale.ButKaelofferedherawrysmile.
“Enoughsaid.”HeshotaknowingglanceatLukasz.“Isufferedmany,manyhourslisteningtoAlistair
proclaimhisloveforyou.”
Ember’sblushdeepened.
“Itservedourpurpose,”Lukaszadded.“Youwerewisetoexploitthatweakness.”
Thecommander’swordsdidlittletoennobleEmber’sstrategy,butatleasttheyunderstoodwhyithad
worked.
“DidAlistairrevealhowourflightwasdiscovered?”Kaelaskedher.“Werewebetrayed?”
“Hedidn’tsay,”Emberanswered.“ButwithBarrow’sinjury,Iwasforcedtocontinueataslowpace.
FitchandMercerneverovertookme,astheyshouldhave.”
Kaelsighed.“We’llassumethemlost,then?”
“Wemust,”Lukaszsaid.“WewaitedlongerthanIlikeinthehopesthatweweren’taloneinmakingan
escape.ThoughAlistairwaspersuadedtogiveyoufreedom,Eirawillsoonsendothersafterus.”
Athinvoicetrilledfromtheforest.“Mylords?Isitsafe?”
Kaelgroaned.“ForaminuteI’dforgottenabouthim.”
“Kindness,”Lukaszchided,buthesmiledatKael.“Theman’sbeenthroughmuch.”
“Andwehaven’t?”Kaelreplied.“I’vehadpuddingmadeofstrongerstuffthanhim.”
Lukaszlaughedquietly,thencalledout,“Cometous,Sawyer!There’snodangerhere.”
Emberwatchedasthewoodcutterwho’drevealedtheextentofEira’streacheryscuttledfromthe
forest.Sawyerhurriedtojointhem.HehuddledonthegroundnexttoLukasz.Theman’sentirebodywas
tautandquivering.
BobbinghisheadindeferencetoEmber,SawyerlethiseyesroamoverBarrow’sbruisedtorso.Fora
moment,thetremblingofhislimbsceasedandthewildbulgingofhiseyesrelented.
“IfImay,mylord,”SawyeraskedLukasz,“haveacloserlook?”
Kaelrockedbackonhisheels.“Forwhatpurpose?”
“Mymotherwasahealer,”Sawyeranswered.“I’venotherskill,butImightbeabletohelpsome.”
“Ifyoucouldtellushowseveretheinjuriesare,we’dbeinyourdebt,”Lukaszsaid,makingspacefor
SawyertokneelbesideBarrow.
Withlight,probingfingers,SawyerworkedhiswayoverBarrow’sshoulders,chest,andabdomen.
EmberwincedwhenhetouchedthepurpleandredcontusionsthatwebbedoverBarrow’sskin.Sawyer
bentdown,placinghisearagainstBarrow’schest,listening.HeroseandcarefullyliftedBarrow’shead,
moldinghishandstotheshapeofBarrow’sskull.
Embernoticedthat,whilehewasoccupied,Sawyer’stremulouscharactervanished.Heministeredto
hispatientwithcalm,steadymovements.Purposeofferedasalveforhisfear,puttinghismindatease.
“He’shadagoodknockonthehead,”Sawyertoldthem.“Quitethelumpbackhere.Noblood,though.”
“Whatabouttherest?”EmberpointedtothebruiseonBarrow’storso.
Sawyershrugged.“Ican’tsayforsure,butmymothertoldmethatifaman’sheartbeatisstrongandhis
breathdoesn’tsoundlikehe’shalfdrowning,thenhe’sgotachance.Bestthingistogivehimrest.”
LukaszandKaelnodded,apparentlysatisfiedbySawyer’sassessment,butEmberwishedSawyer
couldoffermoreassurance.
“He’llgetrestontheship,”LukasztoldSawyer,butheglancedatEmber,sensingherconcern.“And
whenwereachKrakdesChevaliers,theirhealerswillattendhim.”
“Yes,”Emberreplied,becausetherewasnothingelsetosay.Allshecoulddowaswaitandhopethat
Barrow’swoundswouldmend.
“MymarewillbearthedoubleburdenofmyselfandBarrowtillwereachtheport,”Lukaszsaid.
“She’sastouterhorsethanCaber.”
KaelandLukaszcarriedBarrowtothecommander’shorse.AtEmber’sside,Sawyerhadrevertedto
hisformerstate.Hetwitchedashestood,oftenmutteringunderhisbreath.Pityforthewoodcutterfilled
Ember.
“Perhapsyoucouldridenearme,”shesaidtohim,“andtellmemoreofyourmother’swork.”
“Asmyladywishes,”Sawyeranswered.“Myhorseisstilltetheredintheforest,wherewewere
waiting.”
SawyeryelpedwhenKaelslappedhimontheshoulder.“Andthat’swhyyoushouldgogetthebeast.”
Withawhimper,Sawyerscamperedaway.
“Youshouldbegentlerwithhim.”EmberfrownedatKael.
“RidewithhimforasmanyhoursasIhave,andwe’lltalk.”Kaelgrinnedather.
Astheycontinuedtomakeslowbutsteadyprogresstowardthesea,Emberkeptherword.Sherode
alongsideSawyer,engaginghimwithquestions.Atfirstthewoodcutterseemedreluctanttoconverse,but
asEmberaskedhimtorecounthismemoriesofhismother,Sawyerbegantorelax.Thefrightenedwhine
withwhichheoftenmarkedhiswordsfaded.Hesmiledasherecalledthedaysofhischildhood.Ember
wascarefulwithherquestions,makingsuretokeephismindonthedistantpastandwellawayfromthe
traumaofrecentdays.
ThoughEmberhadbelievedthecoastlinepromisinglyclose,theyhadfarthertotravelthanshe’d
thought.OnlyasdawnbrokeontheseconddayoftheirsojourndidtheyreachtheportofInverness.
KaelrodeattheheadoftheirsmallbandwhileSawyerandEmbermovedtorideabreastofLukaszin
thehopesofshelteringBarrow’sdirestatefrominquisitivegazes.Kaelguidedthemtotheharbor,which
reekedofbrineandkelp.
“Doyouwanttosecureourpassage,orshallI?”KaelaskedLukasz.
“Goahead,”Lukasztoldhim.“We’lllikelyneedtomakeashortervoyagetooneoftheFrenchports
beforewecanfindavesselthatwilltravelasfartotheeastaswewish.”
Kaelswungoutofthesaddle,givingchargeofhismounttoEmber.Hishorsehardlyneededtending.
AlltheirmountsweresoexhaustedthattheyweremorethanpleasedtostandanddozewhileKaelfound
aship.
FromwherehewasslumpedinthesaddleagainstLukasz,Barrowstirred,groaning,andthenwentstill.
“Oh!”Emberwasreadytodismount,butLukaszstayedherwithhishand.
“It’sagoodsign,”Lukasztoldher.“Ithinkhe’llwakesoon,butthere’snothingtobedonerightnow.
Staywhereyouare,lestyoudrawunneededattentiontous.”
Grudgingly,Emberremainedinthesaddle,thoughshekeptaclosewatchonBarrow,hopingfor
anothersoundormovement.
Kaelreturnedinlessthananhour,lookingquitepleasedwithhimself.
“Well?”Lukaszaskedhim.ThecommanderappraisedKael’sself-satisfiedsmirkuneasily.
“Foundaship,”Kaeltoldthem.“She’lltakeustoBordeaux.”
“AndisthereaberthforuswhereBarrowcanrest?”EmbertossedthereinsforKael’smountbackto
him.
“Thereis,mylady.”Kaelflashedacoysmileather.
Lukasz’seyesnarrowedfurther.“Amerchantvessel?”
“Theyhavesomecargo,”Kaelsaid.“Buttheshipwillmostlybefilledwithpassengers.”
“Whatsortofpassengers?”Lukaszasked.
“Humblepilgrims,”Kaelanswered.“Likeourselves.”
“Kael—”Lukaszbegan,butKael’slaughtercuthimoff.
“Protestifyoulike,butit’safineplan,andyouknowit,”Kaeltoldthecommander.“Joiningthe
BordeauxtoConstantinoplepilgrimagewillgiveusaperfectcoverfortravel.Thesailorswillbefarless
likelytorememberafewadditionalpiouspassengersthantheywouldasmallgroupofknightspaying
goodcoinfortransport.”
“Amerchant’svesselwouldbefaster,”Lukaszsaid.
“Fasterisn’tbetterinthiscase,”Kaeltoldhim.“Arguingisjustawasteofourtime,anditkeepspoor
Barrowfromhisberth.Besides,thepilgrimvesselsailstomorrowmorning.Thefirstmerchantshipto
departleavesintwodays.”
LukaszheldKaelinastonyglareforafewmomentsbeforehesaid,“Verywell.Leadon.”
ALISTAIRFOUGHTNOTTOcowerinthefaceofEira’scoldfury.
“Youlethergo.”Thequietslitherofherwordswasmuchworsethanifshe’dbeenscreamingathim.
“Yes,mylady,”Alistairanswered,readytoacceptpunishment.Hecouldn’tmusterwordstodefendhis
actions.Bosque’sshadowsteedhadcarriedhimbacktoTearmunnsoswiftlythathe’dhadlittletimeto
contemplatetheconsequencesofhischoice.Whenthestrangevoidthehorsetraveledthroughhad
vanished,revealingthefamiliarslopesofGlenShiel,AlistairhadgazedattheConatuskeep,feelingit
toweroverhimlikehisdoom.
DespiteEira’sincredulousexpression,AlistairheldfasttohisreasonsforgivingEmberherfreedom.
Emberhadspokentrue:Alistairknewherwell.Thoughthetemptationtoseizeher,restoringherto
Tearmunnasacaptiveandhispersonaltrophy,hadbeenoverwhelming,Alistairknewthatvictorywould
havebeenbittersweetandshort-lived.Embercouldn’tbeconqueredorcoaxed.Ifsheweretoreturnto
thekeepandaccepthisaffections,itmustbebyherownwill.
Alistairdidn’tbelieveEirawouldtaketohispleasoftruelovekindly.Hestoodinaweandfearofthe
warriorwoman.Shewasthegreatestofleaders,andhewouldfollowhertotheendsoftheearth,forto
beatEira’ssidewastoknowtruepower.ButEira’sstrengthwasrootedinambitionandfearlessness,
andAlistairdoubtedshe’deverfelttheflamesoflovethatburnedinhisbloodatanythoughtofEmber
Morrow.
“Iaskyourforgiveness,mylady,”Alistairsaidquietly.“Iamsorrytohaveearnedyouranger.”
Eirasnorted,halfturningfromhimtolookatCianasthoughforguidance.
Cianstoodquietly.HerfaceshowedlinesoftensionthatAlistairreadasdisappointment.
“Youractionsaredifficulttounderstand,LordHart,”Ciansaid.“Doyouhavedoubtsaboutmysister’s
plansfortheorder?”
Eira’seyebrowsshotupandshewheeledonAlistair.“Doyou?”
Droppingtooneknee,Alistairsaid,“Never,mylady.Iamyourstocommand.”
“Areprieveisinorder.”
AlistairlookedupinsurprisetoseeBosquecomingtowardhim.He’dbeensilentasastatueupon
Alistair’sreturntothegreathall.AlistaircouldseethatBosquehadbeenlisteningtoallthatwassaid,
butBosquehadn’tspokenuntilnow.
EirafrownedatBosque.“Areprieve?”
“Hisdeedstonightmayhavebeenmisguided,buthisloyaltytoyouremainstrue,”Bosquesaidwithan
airoffinality.
MeetingBosque’ssteadygaze,Eiraslowlynodded.ShesteppedbackwhenBosquemovedtostand
beforeAlistair.
“Rise,LordHart.”
Alistairstoodup.Bosquewasunsettlinglyclose,hissilvereyesboringintotheyoungknight.
“Doyouknowwherethetraitors’pathleads?”Bosqueasked.
“Embergoestohersister’snewhome,”Alistairtoldhim.“TheestateofCountdeLaMarchein
France.”
Eirabrokein.“Doesshegoaloneorwiththeothers?”
“Ican’tsay,”Alistairanswered.“IonlyknowthatEmbergavemeherwordthatshewouldseekrefuge
withAgnes.”
“AndyoutrusttheladyMorrow’sword?”Eiramadealownoiseofdisgust.
Alistairfellsilent.Hedidn’tknowifhefullybelievedwhatEmberhadsaid,buthe’dbelievedher
enoughtolethergo.Hishearthadassuredhimtheriskwasworthwhile.
“Whethershereachesthatdestinationoranother,shetravelstothecoast,”Bosqueoffered.“Andwill
taketothesea.”
“Yes,”Alistairsaid.“ItwouldseemmorelikelythatshesailswithLukaszandKaelratherthanalone.”
“AndwhatofBarrow?”Cianinterrupted.“Youhaven’tspokenofhim.WashenotwithLady
Morrow?”
Alistaircastagrimsmileather.“Hefell.”
“He’sdead?”Cianpaled.
“Hemaywellbe,”Alistairanswered.“Hishorsewentdownandrolledoverhim.Helayashenand
unconsciouswhenIleftthem.”
“WhetherBarroworhiscorpsetravelstothecoastisofnomoment,”Bosquetoldthem.“Another
mattermustbeattendedtofirst.”
HefixedhissilvereyesuponEira.“Theritualthatwediscussed.”
“Whatritual?”Cianasked.
“Canwesparethetime?”EiraignoredCian’squestion,speakingtoBosque.“Ifyoutrulybelievethey
canbeintercepted,weshouldleavenow.”
“Thereisnoneedtohurry,”BosquetoldEira.“Oncethey’reuponthesea,theyaremine.Whenyou’ve
performedthistaskforme,wecanevenseekourbedsandridetothecoastonthemorrow.”
Bosque’ssmileremindedAlistairofanassassin’sknifebladeflashingundermoonlight.Hewantedto
askwhatBosquemeant,andhefearedforEmber’slife.Fistsclenched,Alistairremainedsilent.After
whathe’ddone,hecouldrequestnomorefavorswithouttheriskofundoingBosque’spardon.
AsifsensingAlistair’sdistress,Bosquelaidahandontheknight’sshoulder.
“Itseemsfitting,LadyEira,”Bosquesaid,“thatthesetwo—yourmostloyalknightandyourownblood
—areheretobearwitnessasyouascend.”
Eira’squickglanceatAlistairtoldhimthatshewasn’tasassuredofhisfidelityasBosquewas,butshe
answered,“Isupposeitis.”
Cianmovedwarilytowardhersister.“Whatisthis,Eira?Ofwhatdoeshespeak?”
“Itisthebeginning,”Eiraanswered.
“Wait,”BosquetoldCianandAlistair.“Andwatch.”
CianliftedherchininirritationatBosque’sorder,butAlistair’spulsethrummedwithanticipationas
EiratookBosque’shandandtogethertheywalkedtothesacredtree.
Takingpostslikesentinelsoneachsideofthecedar’smassivetrunk,EirafacedBosque.Shekepther
gazefixeduponhimasshedrewadaggerfromherbelt.AlistairheardCian’ssharpintakeofbreathwhen
Eiracalmlydrewthebladeacrossherflesh.Bloodwelledinstantly,fillingEira’spalmlikeacup.
WithoutbreakinghergazefromBosque’s,Eirabegantochant:
Insanguinenostrimundiconcurrunt.
Persanguineportapatet.
Insanguineremane.
Turningherhand,Eiraletherbloodpouroverthewidthofthedagger.Thecrimsonliquidflowedover
thebladeanddrippedtothefloor.Withoutspeaking,EiraofferedthedaggertoBosque.
Acceptingtheblade,BosquelikewisecutintohispalmandechoedEira’schant.
Alistairlistenedcloselythistime,silentlytranslatingthewordsfromLatintofullygrasptheirmeaning.
Inbloodourworldsmeet.
Bybloodthegateopens.
Inblooditremains.
WhenBosquefinishedthechant,hebathedthedaggerinhisblood,drowningthesheenofthebladein
richredhues.BosquesteppedtowardEira,andshemovedtomeethim.Theylacedtheirwoundedhands
togetheruponthehiltofthedaggerandturnedtofacethetree.
Movinginunison,EiraandBosquesuddenlythrustthedaggerintothebaseofthetree,wherethetrunk
splitintoroots.AsoundfilledtheroomthatsetAlistair’steethonedge.Itwasn’tthecrackofsplintering
wood,butastrangetearingoftightlywovenfabric.Alongwiththerippingnoisecamealowwail,
buildingintoascreechthatdrovenailsintoAlistair’sears.Besidehim,Ciandoubledover,wrappingher
armsaroundherheadtoblockoutthetree’sscream—ifthat’swhatitwas.
Thensuddenly,silence.
EiraandBosquestoodbesidethetree,butthesacredtreewasnomore.Thegoldenbarkhadblanched
—thesurfaceofthecedarwaswhiteasthebonetreestheGuardhadcomeuponnearDorusduain.But
morestrikingthanthetransformedskinofthetreewasthewoundatitsbase.
FromtheplacewhereBosqueandEirahadstabbedthetree,stretchinguptoaheightjustabove
Bosque’shead,wasagapinghole.Itwaswideatthebaseandtaperedatitshighestpoint.Whathadonce
beenalivingtreenowappearedtobedeadandhollow.Peeringintotheblackgapinthetrunk,Alistair
perceivedmorethanasimplehole.Strangelightsmovedwithinthedarkness,illuminatingtheshadows
withthedullgreenofanovergrownswamp.
EiragraspedthedaggerinherlefthandwhilesheofferedherwoundedpalmtoBosque.Hecovered
herhandwithbothofhis,healingthecut.Hisowninjuryhadalreadydisappeared.
“Whathaveyoudone?”CianspokeinaraggedvoicethatwasmuchtooquietforanyonebutAlistairto
hear.
Abitshakenhimself,AlistairlookedatCian.Herfacewascalm,andhewonderedifhe’dmisheard
her.TheywaitedquietlyasBosqueandEirawalkedbacktothem.
“Ataskwelldone,mylady,”BosquesaidtoEira.
Unabletocontainhiscuriosity,Alistairasked,“Whatisit?Whathappened?”
Withasmile,BosquenoddedatEira.“Showthem.”
Eiraliftedherhandandtracedashapeintheair.Flamestrailedinherfingers’wakeuntilafiery
symbolwassuspendedbeforeher.Thesymbolshuddered,expanding,thencontractingbeforeadark
shapeburstoutoftheflames,consumingthefireasitwasborn.
Alistairswore,jumpingbackfromtheshadowguard.
“Howisitpossible?”Cian’shandwasonherswordhilt,butshestoodherground.Thewraithhovered
besideEira,givingnosignofimminentattack.
Eiraadmiredthecreatureofsmokeandshadow.Hersmilewasfullofpleasurewhileshegazedupon
thethingshe’dsummoned.
Cianspokeagain.“Youcommandthesecreaturesnow?”
“Assheshould,”BosqueansweredCian.“Thepowerwasherstotakeandminetogive.”
“Butshegaveyousomethinginreturn,”Ciansaidslowly.“Didn’tshe?”
“Yoursistersimplystrengthenedthebondwealreadyshare.Indoingso,sheopenedadoorbetween
theearthandthenether,”Bosquetoldher,gesturingtothesplittrunkofthesacredtree.“Nowwemay
enjoyatruealliance.”
“Analliance?”Cianwasgrippingherswordhiltnow,herknucklesbloodless.
“Anendtothiswarwe’vewagedforsolong,dearCian.”Eiraspokecalmly,butanewfeverburnedin
hereyes.“Forthatwhichwe’vetoiledagainstnowservesatourpleasure.”
Cianreleasedhersword,buthershouldersremainedtense.“Idon’tunderstand.”
“ThenIshallexplain,”Eirareplied.“Butletusspeakalone,assisters.”
“Andwillyourcreatureaccompanyus?”Cianasked.Alistairassumedshereferredtothewraith,but
Cian’seyesflittedtoBosque.
“Isaidalone.”Eirawavedherhandandtheshadowguardvanished.
Ciandrewaslowbreath.“You’repowerful.”
Eira’slaughwasalmostgirlish,hercheeksflushedwithexhilaration.“What’smineshallbeyours,too.
Comewithmeandlearn.”
TakingCian’sarm,Eiradrewhersistertothedoorandintothecorridor.
Stillmarvelingatwhathe’dseen,Alistairmovedasifinatrance.Hethoughttoseekhisbedandquiet
hismind.
“Amoment,LordHart.”Bosque’scallstoppedAlistairfromfollowingthesistersfromthehall.
AlistairwaitedforBosquetoapproach.JustasEirahadseemedmorewildandalive,Alistairsawthat
thetallmanhadbeenchangedbytheritual.Thesilverofhiseyesgleamedbrighter;theairaroundhim
shimmeredasthoughmovedbyafirethatburnedwithinBosque’sform.
Seizingonanunexpectedsurgeofcourage,Alistairsaid,“There’smoretoit,isn’tthere?”
Bosquedidn’tanswer,butwatchedAlistaircalmly.
Encouragedthathe’dmetnoresistance,Alistaircontinued.“LadyEiracansummonyourcreatures
now,andcandosowithoutyouraid.”
“Ishernewtalentsomethingyouenvy,LordHart?”
ItwasAlistair’sturntoremainsilent.
Withastiffsmile,Bosquetoldhim,“OpeningtheriftimbuedLadyEirawithpowerdrawnfromthe
nether.ShecancommandsomeofthosebeingsIrule.”
“Onlysome?”Alistairasked.
“Eiraisstillhuman,”Bosqueanswered.“Ofthisworld.Thoughshe’smingledherbloodwithmine,
therearecreatureswhowouldoverwhelmher.Thosebeastscanbesummonedandcommandedbymy
willalone.”
AlistairconsideredBosque’swords,thensaid,“TheLyulf.DidItrulycommandthem?”
Bosque’slaughwasalowrumble.“You’reclever,LordHart.ThatiswhyIseesomuchpotentialin
you.”
“Thefirewolvesobeyedmeonlybecauseyouorderedthemtodoso,”Alistairsaid,abitcrestfallen.
“AndEirawouldnotbeabletosummonthemtoserveher.”
“No,”Bosquesaid.“TheLyulfaretoopurelylinkedtothenethertoberuledbyamerehuman.”
CatchingAlistair’sflinch,Bosquequicklyadded,“EvenonesogreatasLadyEiraoronesoperceptive
asyou.”
AlistairnoddedandBosquespokeagain.“Openingtheriftfreesmetomovethroughyourworld
withoutbeingtetheredtotheonewhosewillfirstbroughtme.”
“Ifyou’refreetoleaveEira,whywouldyouremaintoaidus?”Alistairasked,takenaback.
“Thisisyourworld,LordHart,”Bosquesaid.“Notmine.Analliancewithanorderaspowerfulas
ConatusmayserveEira’spurposehere,butitalsoservesmyownpurposesinthenether.Thatismy
home,andwhileIwillgiveallthatIcantoseeEiraruleassheshouldandConatustakeitsrightfulplace
inthisworld,myaimistosecuremylegacyinmyworld.”
“Isee,”Alistairsaidquietly,thoughhewasquiteoverwhelmedbythepictureBosquehadpaintedof
anotherworldthatexisted—onceseparate,nowconnectedtotheearth.
“Theriftoffersanotheradvantage,”Bosquecontinued.“TheLyulfandmywraithswouldhavebeenthe
bestweaponsIcouldofferifEirahadrejectedmyofferofanalliance.”
“Youneedyetgreatertoolsofwar?”Alistairbalked.“NoweaponcandestroyLyulforwraith.”
Bosquefrowned.“Noneofyourweapons,butthatisn’ttheconcern.Terrainis.”
“Terrain?”
“Thoughinsubstanceandpowermyworlddiffersfromyours,itslandscapewouldhavesomefamiliar
features,”Bosquetoldhim.“Therearemountainsoffire,desertsspottedwithbouldersclearasglassand
sharpasrazors,forestsofchokingvines.Andtheseas…withwatersthecolorofthenightsky.”
MurkyvisionsofthisplaceswaminAlistair’shead,asifBosquewereapainterfillingthecanvasof
Alistair’smindwithsomeimaginedhell.
“Warsarefoughtonlandandatsea,”Bosquecontinued.“ThewraithsandLyulfservenopurposewhen
thebattletakestowater.”
Alistair’sthroatconstrictedasherememberedwhatBosquehadtoldEirajustbeforetheritual.
Oncethey’reuponthesea,theyaremine.Whenyou’veperformedthistaskforme,wecanevenseek
ourbedsandridetothecoastonthemorrow.
“Whatwillyousendafterthem?”Alistairaskedhoarsely.FearforEmber’slifeneedledhim.
“Inthemorningyouwillsee.”Bosquegavehimameasuredlookandsaid,“Iwouldspeakwithyou
furtheraboutLadyMorrow.Andthechoicesyoumadetoday.”
Alistair’sjawclenched,buthenodded.Itwaslikethemancouldreadhismind.
“I’vealreadyshownmyfaithinyou.Youhaveaplaceofhonorinthisneworder,andIwouldseeyou
riseevenhigher.”Bosqueofferedwhatalmostlookedlikeagentlesmile,thoughbeneathhissilvereyes,
theexpressionwasmorefrighteningthanreassuring.“Butyourpassionforthegirlswaysyou.Itputsyour
futureatrisk.”
Alistairturnedhisface,shameandoutragechurninginhisblood.
“Iunderstandbetterthanyousurmise,”Bosquetoldhim.“Youneedhertocometoyou.Itisnotenough
tosimplytakeher.”
Alistairlookedup,hiseyessuspicious,yetgrateful.“Yes.”
“Thatchoiceshowsyoutobemoremanthanchild,andmeritsrespect.Foryourpains,Ihopethelady
findsherwaybacktoyou.”Bosquepausedbeforeheadded,“Shouldshenot,youmustletyourlove
followitsnaturalcourse,allowingittotransformasitwill.You’llbethestrongerforit.”
“Transform?”Alistair’sbrowfurrowed.
“Ifyourheart’swishisnotfulfilled,theheatofyourpassionwillinsteadburnasacoldfire.”Bosque
tiltedhishead,regardingAlistairwithamusementasafatherwouldanaivechild.“Thatiswhathappens
whenloveturnstohate.”
ALLTHETALKEMBERhadheardofsailorsdescribedthemassour,drunkenbrutes.Thecrewof
theirship,however,overturnedthosetales.Whetheritwasareflectionoftheirusualnatureoran
exceptionmadeoutofrespectfortheholymissionoftheircurrentpassengers,theburlymenwho
occupiedtheshipweresubduedandsober.
Emberlearnedquicklythatshemuchpreferredstandingonthedeck,whereshecouldtastesaltairand
listentotheshipsluicethroughthedarksea.Belowdecksshesufferedthroughtheongoingargument
betweenKaelandLukaszaboutwhetherornottheyshouldactuallyjointhepilgrimageuponreaching
Bordeauxratherthanseekanothershiptocarrytheirpartyeast.
Theirbickeringtiredher,butBarrowrestedbelowdecksaswell.AsmuchasEmberenjoyedthewind
inherface,shedidn’twanttoleavehissideforlong.Takinganotherdeepbreathofsea-tingedair,Ember
sighedanddescendedtoBarrow’sberth.
KaelandLukaszwerethere,stillarguing.Sawyerwasmakingdowiththecrampedspace.He’dsorted
throughtheherbsinBarrow’ssaddlebags,alongwithadditionalingredientsthatKaelandLukaszoffered,
renderingthemintotonicsthatmightbringBarrowsomerelief.
Occupiedwithcrushingherbsandmixingthemwithwaterandatouchofwhisky,Sawyerworked
happily,oblivioustothebittervoicesthatfloatedintheairnearby.
“I’mnotaskingthatwegoallthewaytoConstantinoplewiththem,”Kaelsaid.“Butifwejointhemon
theroutesouththroughFrance,youknowthey’llstopatSainte-Eulalie-de-Cernon,wherewecanremain.”
“OrwecanhireashipandsaildirectlytoKrakdesChevaliers,”Lukaszansweredbrusquely.“Why
delay?”
“Itwon’tbeadelayiftheclericsatCernonweaveusaportal,”Kaelreplied.“Walkingthroughadoor
totheeastwillbemuchfasterthansailingaroundItaly.”
Lukaszstoodup,shakinghishead.“IfweappearatCernonrequestingaportal,wordwillgetbackto
Eira.ShehasmanyfriendsinFranceandfewerintheHolyLand.”
“BarrowwouldbenefitfromtheHospitallers’skills,”Kaelsaid.“Hedoesn’tneedtospendanother
weekaboardaship.”
“AndcartinghimacrosstheFrenchcountrysidewouldbebetter?”Lukaszshotback.
Listeningtothepairbicker,Emberwonderedhowtheirdisputecouldbesocontrarytothetenderness
shehadseenthemsharethenightofSorcha’sdeath.ThesecrecyLukaszandKaelwereforcedtomaintain
mustbeaheavyburden,particularlynowthatdeathchasedtheireverystep.Perhapsarguingovertheir
modeoftravelofferedtheonlyreleaseofthefrustrationtheysurelyfelttobesocloseastheyescaped
fromTearmunn,yettobeunabletotakecomfortineachotherbecauseSawyerhadbeenplacedintheir
care.
EmberdoubtedherresolvewouldbeunshakenwithoutthereassuranceofBarrow’sstrongarms
enfoldingherandthewarmthofhiskisstokeepfear’scoldembraceatbay.
LookingatBarrowwherehelayinhisberth,Embergasped.Hiseyeswereopenandhewaswatching
LukaszandKaelastheirfightdronedon.
“I’llnotbetakingacartanywhere,”Barrowsaid,voicegroggy.
“ThankGod.”LukaszkneltbesideBarrow.“Howdoyoufeel?Istherepain?”
Barrowpushedhimselfupontohiselbows,wincing.“There’spain.ButnotworsethanI’vehad
before.”
“Good,”KaelsaidfrombehindLukasz.HeglancedatSawyer.“Isthattonicalmostready?”
“Yes,mylord,”Sawyeransweredwithoutlookingupfromhiswork.“Inamoment.”
Comingfullyawake,Barrowfrownedashetookinhissurroundings.“Aship?Whathappened?How
longhaveIbeenawayfromyou?”Hegrippedthesidesofthewoodenberth,eyesgoingwide.“Whereis
Ember?”
Emberrushedfromwhereshe’dbeenhoveringinthedoorway.“Here.I’mhere.”
ShekneltoppositeLukasz,restingherhandslightlyonBarrow’sforearm.
Barrowtriedtoreachforher,reliefetchedonhisface,butthemovementmadehimdrawasharp
breathofpain.
“Youmustbestill,mylord.”SawyerstoodoverEmber.Shelookedupatthewoodcutterinsurprise,
neverhavingheardsuchstrengthintheman’svoice.“Anddrinkthisuntilit’sgone.Idon’twanttohear
complaintsaboutthetaste.Justdrinkit.”
Lukasz’seyebrowswentup,buthetoldBarrow,“OurfriendSawyerhasbeenministeringtoyou.He
hassomeknowledgeofthehealingarts.”
“ThenIaminyourdebt,GoodmanSawyer.”BarrowtookthecupSawyeroffered,thoughhiseyes
stayedonEmber’sface.
“Tellmewhathappened,”Barrowaskedher.“AllIcanrememberisToshachstumbling.”
AlumpformedinEmber’sthroat,painfulassheswallowedit.“Toshachfellandrolledoveryou.You
lostconsciousness.”
Barrowtookasipofthetonicandmadeaface,butasSawyerhadrequested,hemadenocomplaint
andcontinuedtodrinkit.
“TheywereonusbeforeIcouldgettoyou,”Embertoldhim.
“Whatwasit?”Barrowasked.“Whopursuedus?”
“Alistair.”Embertookadeepbreathandplungedintothetale.Shestruggledtokeephervoicesteady,
watchingBarrow’sfacepaleasshedescribedthefirewolves.WhenshetoldhimwhatToshachhad
done,Barrowlookedaway.
“ThewolveswouldhavekilledyouifToshachhadn’tstoppedthem,”Embersaid.
Barrowdidn’tanswer.NeitherdidheaskhowsheandCaberhadcarriedhimtosafety.
“We’llleaveyoutorestnow,”LukaszsaidtoBarrow.“I’llreturnlatertofurtherdiscussourcurrent
predicament.”
Thecommanderstood,tellingSawyer,“Comewithus.We’llfindsomethingtoeat.”
SawyernoddedandfollowedLukaszfromthesmallroom.
“Goodtohaveyouback,friend,”Kaelsaid,andthenleftwiththeothers.
Stillsilent,Barrowlayonhisback,givingnoacknowledgmentthatheknewEmberwasstillthere.
Embertookthecupfromhishand.
“Youneedtofinishthis.”
Barrowstaredatthewoodplanksabovehim,hiseyesfullofunshedtears.
“Hediedbecauseofmyfoolishness,”hesaidquietly.
EmberplacedherhandoverBarrow’s.“Hediedbecausewewereforcedtoruninthedeadofnight.”
WhenBarrowdidn’treply,Emberdippedherfingersinthetonicandbroughtthemtohislips.He
startedathertouch,butthenclaspedherwristtightlyinhisfingersasheopenedhismouth,halfkissing,
halfdrinkingthetonicfromherskin.
Shivering,Emberleaneddown,pressinghermouthtohis.Barrow’stonguetouchedhers.Hisarmcame
aroundherback,drawingheragainsthim.Throughthekiss,Emberfelthimtensewithpain,andshe
quicklypulledaway.
“Don’t,”Barrowwhispered.“Icanbearit.”
“Yourlietemptsme.”Embersmiledathim.“ButIwon’triskhurtingyou.Pleasefinishthis.”
Shehandedhimthecup.Barrowsatupanddrainedit,shudderingasheswallowed.
“Vile,”hetoldher.“StrangehowIdidn’tmindwhenIsippeditfromyourfingers.”
Takingthecupandsettingitaside,Embersaidsoftly,“Don’ttrytoholdme…butIneedtotouchyou.”
Meetinghergaze,Barrownoddedandbecameverystill.Hesatquietly,watchingasshereachedfor
him.TheirquietbreathingwastheonlysoundasEmbermovedherhandsthroughhishair.Shetouchedhis
neck,slidingherhandsupandtracingtheshapeofhisjawwithherfingertips.Thencuppedhisfaceinher
palms.
AsEmberspoke,hercheeksbecamewetwithtears.“IamsosorrythatyoulostToshach.ButIcannot
regretwhathedid,forIcouldnotbeartoloseyou.”
Barrowdrewaraggedbreath,loweringhiseyes,andafewteardropsescapedontohischeeks.
“Iloveyou,”Emberwhispered.Nowordsshe’dspokenhadeverfeltsoimportantorsofrightening.“I
havelovednoonebutyou.”
BarrowlookedatEmber,andshesawthathisdeepgrayeyeswerethecoloroftheseauponwhich
theynowsailed.
“Kissme,Ember.”
Shewascarefultoholdherselfabovehimwhenshemovedclose.Hismouthwasgentleandwarm,
tastingher,breathingherbreath.Ember’seyeswereclosed,herbodycaughtbetweenthesweetnessofhis
kissandtheacheofneedingmore.Shebrokethekiss,murmuring,“Healswiftly,formypatienceis
short.”
“Asmyladywishes,”Barrowanswered.Hisvoicewasdrowsy,andEmberrealizedthatthetonic
Sawyerhadmademostlikelycontainedasleepdraught.
“Willyoutellmenowhowyoucametomyrescue?”heasked.
Emberbackedawayslightly,wonderingwhatBarrowwouldmakeofhertacticwithAlistair.Lukasz
andKaelhadseentheexpedienceofherdecision,butBarrowalreadyboreagrudgetowardAlistair
whenitcametoEmber’saffections.
“BecauseitwasAlistair,”Embertoldhim,“Iwasabletopersuadehimtoletmego,but—”
Shehesitated,waitingforhisresponse.Whenhelaughedlazily,Embersatup,bangingherheadonthe
lowwoodenbeamthatcurvedovertheberth.
“Ow!”
Barrowdidn’treact,andshesawhowquicklyhewasdriftingoff.
Beforehiseyelidsfullyclosed,herolledoutafewwords,thoughexhaustionputstrangelapsesinhis
speech.“Poorlad.Ofcoursehecameafteryou…Iwouldhave…Hecan’thaveyou…killhim…sorry
bastard…”
Smiling,EmberstretchedoutonthebedbesideBarrow,closeenoughsoherbodytouchedhisbut
keepingherweightfromleaningtooheavilyagainsthisbruisedchest.Theirfingerslacedtogether.Ember
restedherchinonBarrow’sshoulder,listeningtohisbreathslowastherockingshiplulledhimbackto
sleep.
Herowneyelidsheavy,Emberwasabouttoletslumbertakeherwhensheheardastirringatthedoor.
Liftingherhead,EmbermetLukasz’sgaze.Thecommanderpausedinthedoorway.HelookedatEmber
andBarrowlyingtogetheronthenarrowberth.Emberstartedtorise,butLukaszliftedhishandandgave
abriefshakeofhishead.Thecommandersteppedoutofthedoorway,pullingthedoorshut.Ashedid,
Emberthoughtshesawhimsmile.
ALISTAIRWALKEDTHEperimeterofthegreathall,takingnoteofthechangesEirahadmadeinthe
chamber.NolongeragatheringspaceforConatus,Eirahadcommandeeredthehallforherownpurposes.
TheroomnowservedasameetingplacefortheCirclebutfeltmorelikeathroneroominwhichEira
heldcourt.Amassive,ornatelycarvedebonychairhadbeenplacedinfrontofthedeadtreethatharbored
Bosque’srift.Theglossyblackpolishofthethronelikeseatofferedastarkcontrasttothebone-white,
lifelesstrunk.Alistairdidn’tknowwherethechairhadcomefrom,thoughhesuspectedithadonce
belongedtoAbbotCrichton.
Eirahadotherchairsandatablecarvedintheshapeofacrescentmoonaddedtothehallaswell.The
innercurveofthetablefacedEira’sseatandtherift,whiletheouteredgefeaturedmuchmorediminutive
chairsfortherestoftheCircle.TherewasnochairforBosque.WheneverEirareceivedvisitors,thetall
manstoodatherside,justbehindherleftshoulder.Alistairdidhaveaseat,oneoftheplainchairs
designatedforCirclemembers.AtEira’sdecree,AlistairhadbeennamedtotheCircle,anewvoicefor
theGuardintheabsenceofthecommander.Noonehadcomplained.
ThesechangessuitedAlistair.Hemuchpreferredthattheorderberuledbyasingle,strongvoice.Eira
hadexplainedhowoftenaccommodatingthediverseopinionsoftheCirclehadweakenedConatus.Better
tobefinishedwithsuchaburdensomeformofleadership.Whilebuildinghervisionfortheirfuture,Eira,
enforcedbyBosque’spower,wouldnotmakeanyconcessions.
Butthatdidn’tmeanthetransitiontoaneworderwouldoccurwithoutincident,unexpectedturnsof
eventsthatweresometimeshelpfulandsometimesirksome.Suchwasthecasewiththetwothingsthat
delayedtheirtraveltoInvernessintotheafternoon.Thefirstdelaywasoftheirksomesort.
Mercerwasdead.Whentheguardhadopenedhiscelltogivetheprisonerhismorningmeal,Mercer
layunmovingonthefloor,hisglassyeyesopenwide.
Thoughbynomeasureadevastatingloss,Mercer’sdemisewasnonethelessfrustrating.He’dgivenup
nousefulinformation,despiteBosque’sextraordinarymeansforextractingdesiredanswers.More
troublesomewerethequestionsthatremainedabouthowMercer’slifehadcometoanend.
“Youcannottrustyourpeers,”BosquetoldEira.“Someonetookthetraitor’slife.”
EiracastadoubtfulglanceonMercer’scorpse,whichshe’dorderedtobebroughttoherinthegreat
hallforfurtherexamination.“Perhapshisbodycouldn’twithstandthetorment.Manymendieunderthe
torturer’scare.”
Bosquesmiledbriefly.“No.”
“Howcanyoubesure?”Eiraasked.
“Mywraithscanfeedoffamanforyears,”hetoldher.“Theywouldnotbesocarelesswithafine
meal.Andtheydonotkillprisonerswithoutmycommand.”
AlistairpeeredatMercer’sstiffbody.“Therearenomarksonhisbody.”
“Poisonistheassassin’sfavoriteweapon,”Bosqueansweredhim.“Whohadaccesstotheprisoner’s
food?”
Withashrug,Alistairtoldhim,“Anynumberofpeople.Thekitchensaren’tguarded.Itwouldhave
beeneasyforsomeonetoaddafatalseasoningtothemealwithoutgarneringattention.”
“ThatiswhatIsuspecthappened,”Bosquesaid.“Itwouldbewisetoquestionthekitchenstaff.”
“Whenyousayquestion—”AlistairlookedtoEira,wonderingifBosquemeanttosethiswraithson
thecooks.
CatchingAlistair’smeaning,Bosquesmiled.“Fearnot,youngLordHart.Ionlyuseextrememeasure
onthosewhoseactionshaveearnedthatreward.Untilwehavethesuspectedassassinidentified,asimple
reviewofthepersonswhowereinthekitchenwhenMercer’slastmealwaspreparedwilldo.”
“I’llhaveCiandoit,”Eirasaid.“SheseemedreluctanttotravelwithustoInverness.”
“Andwhyisthat?”Bosqueaskedher.
“HuntingherfellowGuardsmenturnsmysister’sstomach,I’mafraid,”Eirasaid.WhenBosqueraised
aneyebrow,Eiraadded,“She’llcomearound.”
“I’msure,”Bosquereplied,thoughAlistairthoughthistoneskepticalatbest.“PerhapsClaudioshould
assistherinthetask.”
“Ifyouthinkso,”Eirasaid.“ItwouldaddmoreweighttotheinvestigationiftwoCirclemembers
conductedthesearch.”
Bosquenodded.“Givetheordersandmeetusatthestables.We’lldepartwhen—”
Asharprappingatthedoorstoppedtheirconversation.
“Come!”Eiracalled.
Oneoftheguardspostedoutsidethegreathallsteppedintotheroom.Hiseyesbrieflypassedover
Mercer’scorpse,andheswallowedvisibly.
“Pardonme,LadyEira,”hesaid.“Butavisitorhasarrivedandpleadsthatshemustbeseen.”
“Verywell,”Eirasaid.
Theguardclearedhisthroat.“Mylady,thevisitorasksnotforyou,butforLordHart.”
EiraturnedtoAlistair.“Areyouexpectingaguest,LordHart?”
Alistairshookhishead,buthisheartgaveawildflailofhope.Perhapsinreachingthecoast,Ember
hadlookedovertheseaandrealizedhowpointlessthevoyagewouldbe.
“LordHart?”theguardasked,shiftinghisweightashehoverednearthedoor.
Openingandclosinghismouth,Alistaircouldn’tfindbreathtoanswer.
“Sendthevisitorin,”Eiraansweredwithalaugh.“LordHartistakenbysurpriseandcan’tfindhis
voice.”
Theguardbowedandslippedoutthedoor,returningamomentlaterwithaslightfigurewhowas
coveredheadtotoeinatravelingcloak.Thevisitorliftedpale,tremblinghandsandpushedbackthe
cloak’shood.
Thefacerevealedwasn’ttheoneAlistairhadhopedfor,butwasnonethelessfamiliar.
AgnesMorrowhurriedforwardandthenawkwardlydroppedtoherknees.
“MylordHart,Iamyourhumbleservantwhobegsforyourmercyandtherefugeofthisplace,”
Ember’ssistersaid.
Takenaback,Alistairreacheddowntohelpherrise.“LadyMorrow,youneednotkneelbeforea
longtimefriend.”
AsAgnesturnedgratefuleyesonhim,Alistairsawhowcolorlessherskinwasandthewayherface
waspinchedwithweariness.Hewonderediftheillnessshe’dexperienceduponherlastvisitto
Tearmunnhadworsened.
“Whyareyouhere,LadyMorrow?”Alistairasked.“Ithoughtyouwouldbesettlinginatyournew
Frenchestate.”
“Andwhypleadingforrefuge?”Eiracutin.“Areyounotthedaughterofalord?”
AgneswobbledabitwhenshecurtsiedtoEira.“Mylady,Ihavebroughtdishonoruponmyfamilyand
havebeencastout.”
“What?”Alistaircouldn’tbelieveherwords.IfanydaughtermeritedLordMorrow’sire,itwas
Ember.Agneshadalwaysbeentheobedientchild.
Eira’seyesnarrowed.“Dishonor?”
Hangingherhead,Agnesmurmured,“Yes,mylady;thus,Icometoyouaskingformercyandshelter.I
maynolongerclaimmyformerstation.WhateverworkyoumightfindformeIwoulddowithathankful
heart.”
“Don’tberidiculous,Agnes,”Alistairsaid,flustered.“Youwillnotshameyourselfthroughcommon
labor.Yourfatherisknowntohaveaquicktemperandoftenspeaksrashly.Whateverthequarrelbetween
youis,wewillresolveitsoonenough.”
EirasteppedclosertoAgnes.“Pushbackyourcloak.”
“Mylady?”Agneslookedatherwithwideeyes.
“Youheardme.”UnderEira’shawkishgaze,Agnesseemedatremblingrabbit.
Withshakinghands,Agnesunfastenedherheavycloak.Sheletitdropintoaheapatherfeet,lowering
herheadoncemore.
EiralookedAgnesupanddown,hereyesstoppingontheunmistakableswellofAgnes’sbelly.“You’re
withchild.”
Alistairbegantoswear,drawingstartledlooksfromEiraandBosque.Strugglingtocomposehimself,
Alistairsaid,“LordMarandLadyEira,ifyou’dpleasegivemeamomentalonewithLadyMorrow.”
Eiraseemedreadytoobject,butBosquelaidhishandonhershoulder.
“Ofcourse,LordHart,”Bosquetoldhim,leadingEirafromthehall.
Whentheyweregoneandthedoorclosed,AlistaircametoAgnes,takingherhands.
“IsitasIsuspect?”heasked,histhroattight.
Agnesbegantocry.“Ithoughthelovedme.”
“Mybrotherisbrash,”Alistairsaid,pepperinghiswordswithanotherroundofcurses.“Tooquickto
makedeclarationshehasnointentionsoffollowingthrough…buthowwereyoutoknowthat?”
“WhenIarrivedatChâteaudeLusignan,IhadconvincedmyselfIcouldstillbecomethecount’swife.”
Agnesstruggledtospeakthroughhertears.“Iinsistedonkeepingmyownladies-in-waiting,andwith
theirhelp,Iwasabletohidemyconditionthroughthewedding.Butinthemarriagebed,therewas
nothing—”Agnesbrokedown.
“Thecountreturnedyoutoyourfather?”Alistairaskedwhenherweepingsubsided.
Shenodded.“Themarriagewasannulled,ofcourse,andmyfatherwasfurious.Mymotherpleaded
withhimtohavemercy,buthisconditionoflettingmestaywastoconfessthenameofthefather.”
“Andwhydidn’tyou?”Alistairhadlittlesympathyforhisolderbrother’sactions.
HenryhadindulgedhisdesireforAgnesfullyawarethathewouldmarryanother.Thearrangementfor
theirfather’ssecondsontobecomethehusbandofLadyHowardofYorkshirehadbeenmadewhenthey
weresmallchildren.LadyHoward’sestatewasmuchgreaterthanLordMorrow’s,thoughtheladyherself
washalfasprettyasAgnes.HenryhadtakenfulladvantageofhisproximitytoAgnes,anddistancefrom
LadyHoward,aslongashecould.Oncethetimefortheweddinghadarrived,however,Henrydiscarded
Agneswithoutexplanationorapology.
ThatAgneswouldcontinuetoprotectHenry’snamebespokeherloveforhim…andhernaiveté.
Thoughhewouldn’ttellAgnesforfearofbreakingherheartevenmore,AlistairwageredthatifHenry
weretofaceaccusationsoffatheringanillegitimatechild,hewoulddenythebastardwashiswithoutcare
thatitmeantbringingfurthershametoAgnes.
ThoughAlistaircouldn’tundohisbrother’schurlishdeeds,hecouldhonorhisfamilyandAgnesby
protectinghernow.
“Youwillhaveyourrefuge,Agnes,”Alistairtoldher.“Igiveyoumyword—whichismuchtruerthan
Henry’s.”
Heguidedhertoachair.“Waithere.I’llreturnshortly.”
AlistairleftAgnessnifflingatthecrescenttabletojoinBosqueandEirawheretheywaitedinthehall.
Beforespeakingtothem,Alistairaddressedtheguardatthedoor.“GofindamaidtoshowLady
Morrowtoaroominthemanorandattendtoher.Makesuresheunderstandsthisishernewposition.
Someoneelsewilltakeoverherformerresponsibilities.”
“Yes,mylord.”Theguardbowedandwenttofindamaidservant.
EiralockedeyeswithAlistair.“You’regivingordersnow?”
“I’mhelpingafriend,”Alistairsaid,unwavering.“It’sthechivalrousthingtodo.”
“Sendhertoanunnery,”Eirasaidwithasnort.“We’reinthemidstofourowntroublesandcan’t
worryoverthehealthofagirlandherbastard.Chivalrybedamned.”
“LadyEira,”Alistairsaidthroughclenchedteeth,“Iwouldnotarguewithyou,butIaskthatyounot
insultLadyMorrow.Sheisanaivegirl,misledbyanother.Thedishonorisnotherstobear.”
“Butthechildis,”Eiraansweredcoolly.
“IfImay.”Bosque’ssmoothvoiceslippedbetweenthem.“LadyMorrow’sarrivalpresentsan
advantage,notaburden.”
“How?”Eiraturnedonhim,seething.
“Icanthinkoftwothings,”Bosquetoldher.“Ifyou’llforgivemeforsayingso,yoursister,Cian,seems
reluctanttoembracethechangesyou’vemadeinConatus.”
Eiradidn’tanswerhim,butshenodded.
“Perhapsanactofcharitywouldreassureher?”Bosquesaid.
“Itmight,”Eirasaid.“Andthesecondthing?”
“OfcoursetheutmostcarewillbegiventoaladyofAgnesMorrow’sstationandtosomeoneinher
condition,”Bosquereplied.“Butthatsamecaremightalsobeprovidedforavaluablehostage.”
“What?”Alistairsaidsharply.
Bosquesilencedhimwithaglance.
“Ahostage?”EirafrownedatBosque.
“LadyMorrowmayhavebeendisownedbyherfather,butI’mcertainheexpectednothinglessthanfor
Conatustoprotecther,”Bosqueexplained.“Andinprotectingherfrompublicshame,we’redoinghima
service.”
Withanassessinggaze,BosquesaidtoAlistair,“Yourinterestinthelady’sconditionsuggestsan
intimateknowledgeofthesituation.”
“Thechildisn’tmine,”Alistairreplied.“Iswearit.”
Bosquedidn’tlookaway,andAlistairrelentedundertheforceoftheman’ssilverstare.
“MybrotherHenry.”Alistair’sshouldersslumped.“Hetookadvantageofherlonginfatuation.”
“Andyourbrotherisnowmarried?”Bosqueasked.
Alistairnodded.“HeisalordinYorkshire.”
TurningtoEira,Bosquesaid,“Asyouplotyournewcourseandbreakfromtheruleofthechurch,
you’llwantthesupportofnobles—bothincoinandmen.Useeveryadvantageyouhave.”
“Icanseethewisdomofwhatyousay,”Eiratoldhim.“LadyMorrowwillbegivenahomein
Tearmunn.”
“AlistairwillsendalettertoLordMorrow,informinghimofourgenerosity,”Bosquesaid.“Andhe
willalsorequestthatAgnessendaletter.”
“WhatwouldyouhaveAgnessaytoherfather?”Alistairasked,thinkingthatsuchaletterwouldfind
itswayintoLordMorrow’sfirewithoutbeingread.
Bosquesmiledathim.“Theletterisnotforherfather.Shewillwritetohersister.”
AlistairgapedatBosque,whosaid,“IfyourabsentEmberkeepsherword,shewillgotoChâteaude
Lusignan.Shouldshearrivetheretofindhersistermissingandaletterexplainingwhat’shappened,the
youngerladyMorrowmightbepersuadedtoreturntoTearmunnmorequicklythanotherwise.”
“Yes,”Alistairbreathed,asuddenfeverwashingoverhim.
“Ifshesurvives,”Eiramuttered,earningawarningglarefromBosqueandafearfullookfromAlistair.
“Thatliesinthehandsoffate,”Bosquesaid.“AsdoAlistair’shopes.”
“Mylordsandmylady.”Theguardhadreturnedwithamaidservant.
“Seetoit,”EiratoldAlistair.“AndI’lldealwiththeothertaskwediscussed.We’llmeetinthestables
thereafterandmakeourwaytoInverness.”
AlistairhadthoughtthatBosquewouldemployhismysticalmeansoftransporttospeedtheirtripto
Inverness,butitwasnotso.
“Theriftfreesmetodomanythings,”BosqueexplainedtoAlistairandEira.“Butthatformoftravel
presentsgreatrisktoyou.OnecompanionIcanwatchover,butwithmorethereistoomuchchance
someonewouldbelostinthenether.”
ShudderingatthethoughtofbecomingtrappedinBosque’sworld,Alistairhappilyenduredthejourney
toInverness.Relyingonthespeedoftheirhorses,theyreachedthecoastwellafterdarkofthefollowing
day.Thenightskywasclear;starslookeddownonthemlikeamillionwitnesses.
UponBosque’sadvice,they’dlefttheroadbeforetheyreachedCraigDunain,travelingnorthtoan
isolatedshorelinewestoftheportofInverness.Theyleftthehorsesashortdistancefromtherockycoast,
tetheringAlistair’sandEira’smountssothebeastswouldnotattempttofleefromBosque’sshadow
steed.
Withlittlewind,thefirthlaycalm,mirroringthemidnightbluesky.
ThedelaysofthedayandBosque’srefusaltoleaveAlistair—freeingherselfandBosquetotravelin
thenether—hadputEirainafoulmood.
“Havewelosttoomuchtime?”Eiraaskedastheywalkedtothestone-coveredbeach.
“No,”Bosqueanswered.“Iwelcomedthedelay.Thisworkisbetterdoneatnight.”
Eiramadeanoncommittalsound,butAlistairgazedworriedlyatthefirth’sdarkwaters.He’dput
AgnestowritingherlettertoEmberbeforethey’dleftTearmunn.Nowhismindwasfixedonherwords
andhowtheymightbringEmberbacktohim.
Butnotifsheislostatsea.
AlistairpulledhiseyesfromthewaterandfoundBosquewatchinghim.
“Emberwillsoonfacetrialswroughtbyherchoices,”Bosquesaid.“Foryoursake,Ihopesheisable
toovercomethem.”
Alistairnodded,nottrustinghimselftospeak.HesentthestarsasilentwishtowatchoverEmberand
carryhersafelytoFrance.Astohercompanions,Alistaircouldjusthaveeasilywishedfortheirdemise.
HelaidtheblameforherimminentendangermentatthefeetofLukaszandKael…andespeciallyBarrow.
IfBarrowescapedtheseawithhislife,theonlysweetnessAlistairwouldfindinhisbeingsparedwas
thethoughtthathecouldslayBarrowhimselfoneday.
“Waitonthebeach,”BosqueorderedEiraandAlistair.“DonottouchthewateruntilIreturn.”
Withoutanotherword,hestrippedoffhisclothes,revealingawarrior’sbody.Thelonglinesofhis
musclesandgraceofhismovementsmadeAlistairthinkthatBosque’smagicwasn’thisonlyweapon.
Thestrangemanmightproveaworthyadversaryonamartialpracticefield.
Forgettingherself,EiragaveastartledcryasBosquebrazenlytossedherhisshirt,chausses,and
breeches.Bosquestoodtall,facingher,thoughhewasfullynaked.“Youblushlikeamaid,LadyEira.I’m
surprised.”Hegrinned,andAlistairwonderedhowBosquecouldseearosyhuepaintEira’scheeksin
thisdarkness.“Still,Itrustyoucankeepmyclothesdry?”
Shestoodparalyzed,staringasheturnedandwadedintothesea.Alistairwatchedindisbelief.The
firth’swaterswerecoldenoughtokillaman,yetBosqueappearedascomfortableasifhe’denteredahot
bath.
Havingreachedwaist-deepwater,Bosquesuddenlydove,vanishingbeneaththeblue-blacksurface.
Onlytheslightripplesattheplacehe’dsubmergedgaveevidencethatthewaterhadbeendisturbed.The
nightwassilent.AlistairandEirastoodtransfixed,waiting.
Bosquedidn’tsurface.Whenhe’dbeenunderwatertwiceaslongasanymancouldmanagewithout
drowning,Alistairforcedhimselftospeak.
“Canhesurvivethis?ShouldIswimouttosearchforhim?”Alistairdidn’trelishthethoughtof
followingBosqueintothesea.Thewaterwouldcutlikeknivesofice.
“Hesaidnottotouchthewater,”Eirasaid.“Wemustobey.”
AlistairthrewastartledlookatEira,surprisedtohearherspeakofobediencetoanyone.EvenLord
Mar.
“There.”
Alistair’sgazefollowedEira’spointingfinger.
Farfromshore,thedarkwatersofthefirthstirred.ItbeganasrippleslikethoseBosquehadcreated
whenhedove.Concentriccirclesformedinthewaterandbegantomove,turninginonthemselves.Soon
theseawaschurning,andwherethefirthhadbeenstillanddark,itfrothedintoaviolentmaelstrom.The
vortexofwaterroared,agapingandhungrymouth.
Alistairgaveastartledcrywhen,fromthecenterofthewhirlpool,ahugetentaclelashedout.Then
another.Amassivedarkshapebrokefreeofthemaelstrom,swimmingeasttowardtheopensea.Alistair
staredafterit.Ifnotforthetentacles,hewouldhavethoughtthecreatureawhale.
“Howdoyoulikemykraken?”Bosque,drippingseawater,waswadingbacktoshore.“Shehasno
rivalinthesea.”
Alistaircouldonlynod.Bosquesmiledhisapproval.Thenightwascold,andBosque’sskinwasslick
asaseal’s,butheneithershiverednorwerehislipsfrigidblueastheyshouldhavebeen.
Shakingwaterfromhisthick,darkhair,BosqueturnedtoEira.“IsmyladyEiraalsopleasedwiththe
night’stask?”
Eiradidn’tanswerhisquestion,insteadshovingthecontentsofherarmsathim.“Yourclothing,Lord
Mar.”
Bosquetooktheclothesbutdidn’tmovetoputthemon,insteadstandingbeforeEira,watchingher
closely.Shemanagedtoholdhisgazeforamoment,butthenlookedaway.
“Ismybodysoobjectionable?”Bosqueaskedher,steppingintohisbreeches.
Stillturnedfromhim,Eirasaid,“Ofcoursenot.”
“Thenwhywon’tyoulookuponme?”
“Whydoyoucare?”Eiraasked,liftingherchinindefianceasshefacedhim.Herfaceshowedvisible
reliefwhenhetiedhischaussesandslidhisshirtoverhishead.
Alistaircoughed.Hewasnoteagertoknowwherethisconversationwouldlead.
“Yes,LordHart?”Bosqueturnedhisattentiontoputtingonhisboots.
“Yourkrakenhuntsthetraitors’vessel?”Alistairaskedwithaslightfrown.
Bosqueshrugged.“Initsownway,yes.”
Feelingatwistinhisgut,Alistairasked,“Howwillitknowwhatshiptowreck?”
“Itwillnotknow,”Bosqueanswered.“Thekrakenwillsinkthemall.”
“Allofthem?”TheshockinEira’squestionechoedAlistair’s.
“Atleastallshefindsbeforeshedesirestoreturntoherslumberincavernsatthebottomofthesea.”
Bosquestoodup,fasteninghiscloak.“Thatwillbeinaweek’stime,possiblyadayortwolonger.”
“ButtherearecountlessshipsthatsailthewesternseatotheFrenchports,”Eirasaidsoftly,bowing
herheadandfallingsilentlyintoherownthoughts.
“I’mcertainthereare,”Bosqueanswered.
AlistairwaitedforEiratoobject,toaskLordMartofindawaytosendthekrakenaftersingularprey
insteadofdestroyinganentireherd.
WhenEiraliftedherfacetothenightsky,shebegantolaugh.
BYTHEIRSECONDDAYatsea,Barrowinsistedongoingabovedecktobreathefreshair.Emberhad
assumedshe’dbetheonewhowasmostconcernedaboutBarrow’srecovery,butSawyerkeptacloseeye
ontheknight,likeawatchfulmotherhen.Barrowindulgedthewoodcutter’sattention,thoughEmber
couldtelltheknightweariedofSawyer’sinsistencethathespendmoretimeinhisberththanwalking
abouttheship.
Thefourofthemstoodinthesmallroom.Barrowwassittingup,shirtless,asSawyerinspectedhis
chest.Thedarkcontusionshadlightenedbuttakenonsicklyyellowhues.SawyerassuredEmberthatthe
changewasagoodsign,despiteitsunpleasantappearance.ThoughhecontinuedtoofferBarrowtonicsto
helphishealing,theconcoctionsnolongerputtheknighttosleep.
WhileBarrowadjustedtohisrestrictedmovements,therestofthemweremakingother
accommodations.PackingawaytheirConatustabards,Kaelbarteredhiswaytomoreinconspicuous
clothing.MuchtoEmber’schagrin,thatmeantshehadtotradeinherfightinggearforapeasantdress.
WhileshescowledatKael,hesaid,“It’seitherthedressoryouwearahelmetallthetimesonoone
wonderswhyagirlisgoingaboutinmen’sclothes.”
“Thedisguisesareonlynecessarysolongaswe’reamongthepilgrims,”Lukaszreassuredher.“You
candressinthemanneroftheGuardwhenwe’reawayfromthesestrangers.”
Embergrudginglytookthedress.
“There’sagoodlass.”Kaelgrinnedather.
“EvenifI’mwearingadress,Icanstillhityou,”Embertoldhim.
LukaszlaughedandaskedKael,“Didyoulearnanythingusefulwhileyouprocuredournewclothing?”
“Nothingmorethanwhatwealreadyknow,”Kaelanswered.“TheFrenchandEnglishkeeptheirfocus
ontheWelshuprising.SomesaytheFrenchhavetakentoraidingtheEnglishcountryside,andFrench
vesselsbearWelshsoldierstowar.”
“OwainGlyndwrproveshimselfacapablekinganddiplomat,”Lukaszmused.“Andafesteringthorn
inEngland’sside.”
“Goodnewsforus,”Kaelreplied.“WiththeattentiononWales,thepilgrimagerouteshouldn’tbe
hinderedbyarmiestrampingaboutFrance.”
“Weshouldmakelandfalltomorrow,”Lukaszsaid.
“We’dbetheretonightifthecaptaindidn’tkeepsoclosetothecoast,”Kaeladded.
Lukaszshookhishead.“Abalingerdoesn’tlovetheopensea.”
“Whydon’tyouallgomeasureourprogresssoIcandonthislovelydress,”Embersaid,pushingKael
towardthedoor.
Laughing,LukaszfollowedKael.
“Mylord,remember,youmustrest,”SawyertitteredatBarrow.“Bepatientasyouheal,lestyou
aggravatethewounds.”
“Thankyou,Sawyer.”Barrownodded.
Handinghimabrimmingcup,Sawyersaid,“Anddrinkthisdown.”
Barrowgrimacedbutacceptedthetonic.SawyermadeaquickbowtoEmberandlefttheroom.
Holdingthedress,EmberglancedatBarrowandthenatthestill-opendoor.
“Youdon’tthinkSawyerwouldgivemesomethingthatimpedesmyrecovery,”Barrowsaid.“Because
he’sawfullyfondofpracticinghismedicinesonme.”
“Don’tbewicked.”Emberlaughed.“DrinkthetonicandbegratefulSawyerpossesseshealingskill.”
Barrowmadeasullenface,buthetookthetonicinafewswallowsandsetthecupaside.“Hecouldat
leastsweetenitwithhoney.”
“Andwherewouldhegethoney?”
Barrowshrugged,andEmberfrownedathim.“Aren’tyougoingtoleave?”
“Didn’tyouhearSawyer?”Heleanedbackonhiselbows.“I’mtorest.”
“Youwanttostay,”Embersaidslowly.
Barrowdidn’tanswer,butthebarestofsmilesgracedhislips.Emberclosedthedoor.
Withoutspeaking,Emberlaidthedressonthebedsidetable.SheremovedthebeltuponwhichSilence
andSorrowweresecuredandhungtheleatherstrapandweaponsfromawallhook.Afterpullingher
tabardoverherhead,shefoldeditandsetitbesidethedress.Standinginherkirtleandchausses,Ember
lookedatBarrow.Hecontinuedtowatchher,silent.
Emberslowlyliftedherkirtleandthesoftchemisebeneath,slidingthemoverherheadandshoulders.
Placingthekirtlewithhertabard,Emberreachedforthetightclothbindingherchestfromunderherarms
toherlowribs.Looseningthefabric,Emberunwoundthelongstripoflinenandletitdroptothefloor.
WhenthebandsofclothfellawayandEmberwasbarefromshouldertowaist,Barrowletoutan
audiblebreath.
“Doyouwantmetocovermyself?”Ember’sfingerswereatthelacingofherchausses,butshecould
easilydonherchemiseagainbeforeundressingherlowerbody.
“ThatisthelastthingIwant,”Barrowansweredquietly.
Nodding,Emberworkedfreetheknotsatherwaist,thenpusheddownbothherchaussesandbreeches
andsteppedoutofthem.
Shereachedforthedress,butBarrowmurmured,“Wait.Letmelookonyouforamomentlonger,my
love.”
Hiseyesslowlymovedoverher,andEmber’sskintingled.Shewasquiet,butherthoughtswereof
howmuchshewantedhishandstolingeruponherbodyashisgazedid.
Whenshecouldn’tbeartheacheanylonger,Emberretrievedherchemiseandslippediton.Thedress
wasstiff,graywoolwithascoopingnecklinethatrevealedtheembroideryatthetopofherpalechemise.
Emberreachedaroundtotightenthedress’slacing.
“Letmehelpyou,”Barrowsaid.“Turnaround.”
Givinghimherback,EmberletBarrowtakethelacesfromherhands.
“Iamanovice.”EmberheardthesmileinBarrow’svoice.“Howtightshouldthisbetied?”
“Thedressismeanttofitclosetomyfigure,”Embertoldhim,“butitshouldn’tpinchorbind.”
Barrowpulledthelacesuntilthebodicewassnugatherwaistandmoldedtothecurveofherbreasts,
roundingthemagainstthethinfabricofherchemise.Itwasn’tanuncomfortabledress,butitwasstrange
tohaveherfeminineattributessoemphasizedwhentheGuards’wardrobestrovetominimizethem.
WhenshefeltBarrowtieaknotatherlowerback,sheturnedtofacehim.Hersmilewasimpish.
“You’dbeafinelady-in-waiting.”
“IliketothinkIhavemanyhiddentalents.”Helaughed,buthiseyesweretakingherinagain.
“Doyoupreferthedresstomyothergarb?”Shesmoothedthegrayfabricoftheskirt.
“Youarecomely,nomatterwhatclothesyouwear,”Barrowsaid.“Aswellaswhenyouwearnoneat
all.”
Heleanedinandlightlybrushedhislipsoverhers.Emberputherhandsonhischest,wantingtofeel
hisbareskin.Shetouchedhimlightly,waryofhisbruisedflesh.
“Doesitpainyou?”sheasked,fingerscarefullyfollowingthepatternofcolorsthatmarbledhisskin.
“Muchlessthanitdid.”Barrowwatchedherhandmoveoverhischestandstomach.“Whenyoutouch
me,Icouldforgetaltogetherthatmybodystillmends.”
“Thatwouldbeunwise,”Embersaid,regretfullypullingherhandaway.
“Sowouldthis.”
EmbergaveastartledcrywhenBarrowtuckedhisarmaroundherback,hisotherbelowherknees,and
liftedher.Carefultoholdherawayfromhisbruisedbody,hebroughthertotheberthandsetherdownon
herback.Barrowkneltoverher.
“You’remeanttoberesting,LordHess,”Emberchided,smilingupathim.
Heleaneddown.“And,alas,IcannotexertmyselfthewayIwish.”
Emberpartedherlipswhenhebenttokissher.
“Letmeshowyou,”hesaid,“thatIamnotentirelyinfirm.”
Slidinghishandunderherback,Barrowliftedherhips.Hisotherhandpulledtheheavywoolskirtup
toEmber’swaist.Hereachedforthehemofherchemise.
“Butwemustwait,”Emberbreathed,catchinghishandasitmovedupherthigh.
“Somethingsmustwait.”Barrowkissedhercheek,thenherthroat.“Butnotallthings.”
Hismouthlingeredattheswellofherbreastsbeforehecontinueddown.Emberclosedhereyeswhen
Barrowpushedherchemiseoverherhips.Hislipstouchedherinnerthigh.Higher.
Ember’shandstangledinthebedclothesasBarrowcoaxedherbodyintorevealingitssecrets.And
thoughEmberknewthattheartofloveofferedevenmorethanthis,shehardlybelievedthatitcouldbe
so.
Muchlater,afterBarrowactuallyhadrested,heandEmberjoinedKaelandLukaszattheship’srail,
gazingwestwardtowatchtheseaswallowthesun.Thoughthewooldressofferedenoughwarmthagainst
thestiffbreeze,EmberhaddonnedacloaksoshecouldwearherbeltwhilestillkeepingSilenceand
Sorrowhidden.
Barrow’sarmwrappedaroundEmber’swaist,andsheleanedintohim.Kaelglancedatthem,
chucklingandnudgingLukaszwithhiselbow.
“Letthembe,”Lukaszsaidwithasmile.Emberwatchedthecommander’sfingersmeetKael’sbeneath
theshiprail,andherheartwarmedatthesight,thoughsheworriedattheburdenofsecrecytheywere
forcedtobear.WhileBarrowseemedunafraidtoshowhisaffectionforher,KaelandLukaszcouldnever
riskthesame.
Kaelleanedtowardthecommander,whispering.Lukaszlaughedquietlytohimself,andKaelleftthe
railtogobelowdecks.
“Youlookmuchbetter,myfriend,”LukasztoldBarrow,stillsmilingatwhateverKaelhadsaid.
Barrownodded.“Ifeelittoo.”
“Good.”ThemirthfadedslightlyfromLukasz’sface.“Idoubtitwillbelongbeforeyou’reneededina
fight.”
“Thatseemslikely,”Barrowanswered.“I’llbeready.”
“Enjoythetwilight,”Lukasztoldthem.Thenhetoowentbelow.
Emberwatchedthecommanderdisappearintothedarkinnercompartmentsoftheship.
“Doyouknow?”sheaskedBarrow.
“I’vebeeninjuredbefore,”Barrowanswered.“I’llrecoversoonenough.Don’tworry.”
“That’snotwhat—”Emberpaused.“IwasspeakingofLukaszandKael.”
Barrowtensed,castingasidelongglanceather.“Whatofthem?”
Sheturnedtofacehim.“Youdoknow.”
Hedidn’tanswerher,soshepressedhimfurther.“Howlonghavetheybeenlovers?”
“Hush,Ember,”Barrowsaid.“Howdidyoulearnofthis?”
Inalowvoice,Embertoldhim,“Isawthemtogether.AfterSorcha’sdeath.”
“Andhaveyouspokenofthistoanyoneelse?”Barrowasked.
“No.”Emberfrownedathim.“Ofcoursenot.”
Barrowleanedoutovertherailing,visiblyrelieved.“Good.”
“WhatdidIdototroubleyou?”Emberhadthoughtherquestionsimple.
“Whatyousawisnotsomethingtobespokenofwhereothersmightoverhear,”Barrowtoldher.
Ember’sbrowfurrowed.“Imeantnoharm,onlywondered—”
“Yourwonderingcouldcosttheirlives,Ember.You’reforgettingyourhistory,Conatus’shistory,why
theTemplarsburned.”
Whenhesawthepainedlookonherface,Barrowpulledherclosertohim.“Iknowyoumeantno
harm,butwhatyousawandnowknowaboutKaelandLukaszmustbekeptsecret.”
Shelaidherheadonhisshoulder,thinkingaboutthelossshewouldfeelifshewereforbiddentoenjoy
thecomfortofhisembracelestothersseeit.
“Itfeelswrong,”Embersaid.
“Loveislove,”Barrowansweredsharply,droppinghishandfromherwaistandpullingawayfrom
her.
“Notthat!”Ember’scheeksreddenedathissuggestionshewouldpassjudgmentontheircompanions.
“WhatIintendedtosaywasthatitfeelswrongtobefilledwithhappinesswhensomuchstrifeand
sorrowsurroundsme.”
“Ah,”Barrowsaid.“Thatisamuchmorefittingsentiment,butifguiltoveryourjoysisaburden,I’m
certainwecanfindapriestinFrancesoyoucangiveconfession.”
“Areyousoimpiousastomakefunofmylamentation?”Emberteased.
“Pietyhasnothingtodowithit,”Barrowansweredwithabriefsmile.“Isimplythinkthatwringing
yourhandsovertheevilsoftheworldwilldrainyourheartofitscourage.Wemustembracewhat
happinessisgranteduswhenwecan,orelsewespendourlivesawaitingthenextsorrow.”
Embergraspedtheship’srail,ponderingBarrow’swordsasshelookedoutoverthesea.Thesunwas
anorangesliveronthehorizon.Itsrustylightthrewadistantislandintostarkrelief.
“Whatifwesailedthere?”EmberlookedatBarrow.“Andmadeourrefugeonanisland,hiddenfrom
theworld.”
“Idoubtyou’dbewillingtoforsaketheworldforlong,”Barrowsaid.“Ofwhatislanddoyouspeak?”
Emberpointedtothedarkridgeoflandthatrosefromthepaintedsea,butherarmwasoutstretched
towardnothing.Thewaterslayflatallthewaytothehorizon.
Frowning,Embersaid,“Isawanisland.Justamomentago.”
“Atrickoflightandshadow,”Barrowtoldher.
ButasEmberwatchedthesundisappear,thelastofitslightspillingupintothewesternsky,thedark
islandreappeared.Largerthistime.Embersquintedintothedistance.Thoughtheshipsailedawayfrom
theisland,shecouldswearitwascloser.
“Thereitis!”Emberpointed,andBarrowlookedouttosea.Ashedid,theislandsankbelowthe
waves.“Butwhat—”
“Ithinkyourislandisawhale,mylove,”Barrowsaid.
“I’veneverseenawhale,”Embertoldhim,delighted.Sheleanedoutovertherailing,hopingtocatch
anotherglimpseofthebeast.
“Becareful,Ember,”Barrowsaid.“Ifaswellpitchestheship,youcouldloseyourfooting.”
“I’mholdingtherail,”sheanswered.Thewhalehadn’tresurfaced,andshesighed,butasshewas
abouttoturnawayfromthesea,theremaininglightofthesunsetcapturedashadowbelowtheocean’s
surface.
Emberdrewastartledbreathandsteppedback.Thewhalewasmassive,twicethesizeoftheirship.
“Doyouseesomething?”Barrowwasstillsearchingthedistantwaves.
“It’sgonebelowtheship,”sheanswered.“Ijustsawitbeneathus.”
“What?”Barrow’salarmbroughthereyestohim.
Beforeshecouldaskwhatputsuchpanicinhisvoice,theshiplurched.Emberfellagainsttherailing
andBarrowstumbledbackwardtowardthecenterofthedeck.
Theshippitchedviolentlyagain,andEmberflewovertherail.Sheplummetedintothefrothingwaters,
whichwerestirredbysomeunseenforce.
Ifshehadn’tbeensubmerged,hittingthewaterwouldhavemadeEmberscream.Theseawasfilled
withfrigidtalonsthatslashedherskin.Kickinghard,sheforcedherwaytothesurface,gaspingforbreath
andgratefulthatshe’dforcedAlistairtoteachhertoswim.
Wavesmanifestedwithoutwindroiledaroundher,makingitdifficulttokeepherheadabovewater.
Sheheardscreamingassheturnedtoswimbacktotheship,butthenshescreamedtoo.
Hugetentacleswerewrappedaroundthebalingerfromprowtostern.Someofthecrewslashedatthe
thickappendageswiththeirswordstonoavail.Theshipgroanedastheshrillsoundofsplinteringwood
piercedtheair.Pilgrimssurgedfrombelowdecks,flingingthemselvestothesea’smercy.
“Barrow!”Embercouldn’tseehimonthedeckorinthewater.
AterriblescreechandboomfilledEmber’searsjustbeforetheshipbuckled.Thegreattentacleshad
torntheshipintwo.Itreleasedtheseveredprowinfavorofrippingwhatremainedofthehulltopieces.
Withhorror,Emberwatchedasthemonster’ssucker-coveredlimbsgraspednotonlytimberbutbodies,
somelivingandshrieking,somelimp.Somepeopleweredraggedbeneaththewaves;others,tossedfar
outtosea.
ThenshesawBarrow.Hewasfloatingonthewater,faceupbutunconscious.
Withacry,Emberswamtowardhim.Herlimbsnolongerfeltcold;theywereonfire,andEmberknew
howdangerousthatwas.Sheforcedherselftomovethroughthewaveswhilewreckageswirledaround
her.ReachingBarrow,Emberhookedherarmthroughoneofhisandprayedshehadthestrengthtotow
himtoshore.
Strugglingthroughthewavesandforcingherselftoshutoutthecriesofothervictims,Emberdragged
Barrowtowardthecoast.Thefiredevouringherskinhaddiminishedtoadullneedling.Herlimbsfeltso
heavy.
“Ember!”
Thecallcamefrombehindher.EmberturnedtoseeLukaszswimmingtowardher.
Whenthecommanderreachedthem,helookedgrimlyatBarrow.“Didhetakewaterintohislungs?”
“Idon’tknow,”Embersaid.“WhenIfoundhim,hewasfloatingonhisback.”
“We’llhopeforthebest,then,”Lukaszsaid.“Letmehelpyou.”
ThreadinghisarmbeneathBarrow’soppositeshoulder,hebegantoswim.
“Kael?”Emberasked.
“He’sgettinghelp,”Lukaszanswered.“Don’tstopmoving.Theoceanwillkillusasquicklyasthat
beast.”
Emberobeyed,thoughshewasalarmedwhenLukaszsteeredthembacktowardtheshipwreck.The
creaturewasstillhuntingforintactsectionsoftheshiptoobliterate,andithadtakentopluckingmenand
womenfromthewateraswell.
“WhataboutSawyer?”Ember’steethhadbeguntochatter.
“Idon’tknow,”Lukaszsaid.“KaelandIwereintheberthwhenoneofthosetentaclestorethebeams
fromaboveourheads.Sawyerwasn’twithus,andI’veseennosignofhim.”
Asharpwhistlesoundedinthewatersahead.
“Here!”Lukaszshouted,thenhesaidtoEmber,“Kickhard.Wehavetocatchthem.”
Followingthecommander’sintentgaze,Embersawtheirgoal.Kaelcutthroughthewaterwithhard
strokes,buthewasn’talone.Fourlongnecksbobbedalongsidehim.Thehorses’eyeswererolling,wild
withfright.
LukaszandEmberswamatadiagonal,workinghardtointerceptKaelandthehorses,whowere
swimmingdirectlyforthecoast.Thoughshewantedtobestrong,Embergroanedwithpain,fightingto
keepherarmandlegsmoving.
“Courage,Ember,”Lukaszsaid,hisjawclenchedagainstthecoldslapofwaves.“Whenwereachthe
horses,we’llhaverelief.”
Theywereclosingthedistance,butEmbercouldfeelherbodyshuttingdownasthecoldseacocooned
herlimbs.
Feelingherslow,Lukaszsaid,“CallouttoCaber.Hemayhearandwaitforyou.”
Indesperation,Embershrieked,“Caber!”
Shewhistledandcalledhisnameagain.Thestallion’schestnutheadturnedinherdirection.Caber
gaveashrillwhinny.Hisnostrilsflared.
“Again,”Lukaszordered.
“Caber!”Embersawthatthestallionhesitated,watchingherasKaelandtheotherhorsescontinued
towardtheshore.
“Good,”Lukaszsaid,andEmbercouldhearhowstrainedhewas.“Nowswim.”
Withallshehadleft,Emberplowedthroughthewater,matchingthecommander’sfuriouspace.When
theyreachedthehorse,Emberwept.
“HoldontoBarrowandtoCaber’stail,”Lukasztoldher.“He’llfollowtheotherhorsesandtowboth
ofyoutotheshore.”
FreedofEmberandBarrow,Lukaszswamquicklyahead.
“Go,Caber!”Embercriedout.Thestallionwhinnied,hislegschurningbeneaththewaves.Nottrusting
hergriptohold,EmberwrappedthelengthofCaber’stailaroundherforearm.Thehorsedraggedthem
throughthewater.
Ahead,EmbersawLukaszreachKaelandtheotherhorses.Thetwomengraspedthetailsoftheir
mountsandlettheswimminghorsespullthemtowardthecoast.Withthesinglepurposeofswimming
takenfromher,Emberdaredtolookback.
Theshipwasgone.Floatingtimberandscattereddebrisweretheonlyevidencethatavesselhadonce
sailed.Theturbulentwatershadstilled,andEmbersearchedthewreckageforsignsthatthebeast
remained.Butitsflailingandgraspingtentacleshadvanishedbeneaththewaves.AsdreadfilledEmber
atthethoughtofwhatlurkedinthedarknessbelow,Caber’sfeethitground.Hesnortedanddragged
EmberandBarrowintotheshallows.
Despitereachingtheshore,Embercouldn’tfindthestrengthtomove.SheheldBarrowagainsther,
relievedwhenLukaszandKaelsplashedthroughthewatertoreachthem.GivingupBarrowtoKael’s
care,EmbersuccumbedtoherownexhaustionasLukaszpulledherfromthegraspofthefrigidsea.
EIRA’SIMPATIENCEWITHhersisterwasunbearable.WhenCianhadaskedtomeetaloneintheir
formerquarters,Eirahadknownthisfightwasinevitable.ItseemedthatanytimeBosqueorAlistairwas
absent,CianwasdeterminedtoquestioneverythingthatEirahadworkedfor.AtleasttodayEirahad
questionsofherown.
“You’velearnednothing?”Eiraaskedhersister.
Cianletherheaddropbackagainstthetopofthechair.Eiranoticedthenewlinesofstrainand
exhaustiononhersister’sface.
“Notforlackoftrying,”Ciansaid.
Unwillingtoshowsoftness,Eiraanswered,“Tryharder.”
Ciansatup.“Isityourwishformetohandoverourentirekitchenstafftoyourpetmonsters?Perhaps
they’llatlastconfessthesecretblendofherbsforthesavorystewyoucrave.”
AwaveoffuryroseinEira’schest,butsheforceditback.“Sister,thecreaturesarethemeanstoan
end.Thatisall.”
“AndLordMar?”Cianasked.“Whatishe?”
“Anally.”Eiraturnedaway,angryandunsettledbyCian’squestion.
Risingfromherchair,CiancametoEira’ssideandtookherhand.“Ifearthiscourseyou’veplotted,
Eira.”
EiraclaspedCian’sfingers.“WhymustyouquestioneverythingIdo?Can’tyouseehowmuchgood
hascomeofthis?”
“Tellmewhat’sgood,”Ciansaid.“Youhavepower,yes.Morecometoyoueachdayfromallcorners
oftheworldtosweartheirallegiance.Butitisn’tforloveofyou.”
“Ihaveneverneededlove,”Eirasnapped,shakingherhandfreeofCian’s.
Ciansighed.“Youstillhavemine.”
“Iknow.”Eirarelented.“Andyouhavemine.ButIswearyourreluctancetoembracethisnewpathis
pointless.Thisconstantbickeringweariesbothofus.”
“IonlywishtofullyunderstandthenatureofanalliancewithLordMar,”Ciansaid.“Youquickly
forgetthatheislordofallthatwehavesworntodestroy.ThatisthemissionofConatus.”
“Youdon’tunderstandbecauseyoukeepmeandLordMaratadistance,”Eiratoldher.“Ifyou’djoin
us—asAlistair,Thomas,andClaudiohave—you’dknowthewonderthatitistocommandthenether
beasts.”
Cianshookherhead,butEirapressedon.“Yourefusetoseeallthat’schanged.LordMar’said
transformsourpurpose.Heisnolongerforcedtoscavengeourworldforwhatheneeds.Weareno
longerbeholdentotheChurchortokings.Weruleall,includingBosque’sminions.Hisservantsbowto
us,serveus.”
“Buthestillhasneedofthisworld,”Ciansaid.“Hiscreaturesstillfindnourishmenthere,dothey
not?”
“Yes.”Eira’sshouldersachedfromtension.They’dhadthisargumentsomanytimes.“Butwedecide
—”
“Youdecide.”Ciancutheroff.“YouandthisBosque.Howcanyoutrusthimso?”
“BecauseIknowhimasyoudonot.”Eira’smindflashedtotheforestoutsideDorusduain.She
rememberedcradlingCianinherarms,hersister’sbodybrokenbeyondrepair.IfnotforBosque.
ApoliteknockwasfollowedbythesoundofAlistair’svoice.“LadyEira?”
“Comein,LordHart,”Eiraanswered.SheignoredCian’slowsoundofdisgust.
Alistairenteredtheroom,offeringashortbowtothesisters.
“Theclericswhowishtomaketheoathhaveassembledinthegreathall,”Alistairtoldthem.“Lord
Marawaitsyouthereaswell.”
EiracuthereyesatCian.“I’msopleasedthatourscholarlypeershavecomeforward,embracingthe
pathofvisionaries.”
“Howmany?”Cianaskedquietly.
“Seven,”Alistairanswered.“ThoughinspeakingtoHamish,whobroughttheirrequest,Ibelievemore
willpartakeintheritualsoon.They’rewaitingtoseehowthefirstfare.”
“Somanysheep.”Eiralaughedcoldly.
“That’shardlyfair,”Ciansaid.“Cautiondoesnotbespeakcowardice.”
Eiraturnedhardeyesonhersister.“Sospeaksthequeenofcaution.”Withasmile,shecontinued,“I
thinkIhaveafittingtaskforyou.”
Ciandidn’trespond,butherlipsthinnedasshewatchedEira.
“We’vebeenwaitingforthesheeptocometous,”Eirasaid.“Butarewenottheshepherds?”
“Mylady?”Alistairasked.
“LordMaroffersanincrediblegifttothosewhoswearfealty,”Eiratoldhim.“Whyshareitwithonlya
fewwhenallcouldbenefit?”
SheturnedtofaceCian.“Ihaveanewtaskforyou,sister.SinceyourattemptstofindMercer’s
assassinhavebeenfruitless.”
Cianworeastonyexpression.“Whatwouldyouhavemedo?”
“TakeLordHartandClaudio,”Eirasaid.“ThethreeofyoushallbeemissariesoftheCircletoallof
Tearmunn.Lettheclerics,craftsmen,andGuardknowthatatsunsetonthemorrow,theyareinvitedto
joinourneworder.Tobecomepartofthefuture.”
Ciannoddedslowly.
Withasmile,EirasaidtoAlistair,“LordHart,youwilltakenoteofallwhorefusethisgift.”
“You’reforcingloyalty.”Cian’sfacehadgonepale.“Thereisnohonorinthat,sister.”
Eiraapproachedhersisterand,withoutwarning,slappedherhardacrossthecheek.“Youwillnot
speaktomethatwayagain.”
Alistair’seyeswerewide,buthestayedsilent.
“We’reawaitedinthegreathall,”Eirasaid,passinghimasshewenttothedoor.
HenoddedandfollowedwhileCianstoodsilentintheroom,herhandpressedtotheredweltonher
face.
AsEiraandAlistairdescendedthestaircase,Alistairsaid,“Forgiveme,LadyEira,butwasit
necessarytoshameyoursisterso?”
Eiraglancedathim.“Mysisterbehavesasachild,anduntilthatchanges,Iwilltreatherso.Her
doubtsarelikeasicknessthatwillspreaddissentthroughTearmunn.Itforcesmetodealharshlywith
her.”
“Yes,mylady,”Alistairsaid.
“Whatdoyouthinkofyournewtask?”Eiraaskedhim.HerfuryatCianhadinspiredtheideaofforcing
thewholeofTearmunntoswearfealty,butasherangerwaned,sherecalledtheplanwithameasureof
uncertainty.
“It’swise.”Alistair’sunwaveringtonereassuredher.“LordMarspoketomeofforminganew
commandwithintheGuard.Andthatwillrequiremoreofournumberwhocansummonnethercreatures.”
“LordMarhasalreadyspokentoyouofthis?”Eiraaskedinsurprise.SheknewBosquefavored
Alistair,butshewastakenabackthathewouldhaveapproachedAlistairaboutnewplansfortheorder
withoutspeakingtoherfirst.
“Onlyinpassing,”Alistairrespondedquickly.“HewonderedifIwouldaspiretoleadtheGuard.”
“Andwouldyou?”Eirasmiledathim,wonderinghowfartheyoungknight’sambitionsstretched.
Alistairduckedhishead,suddenlyshy.“Ifitwouldserveyourgreaterpurpose,mylady.”
“Itmay,”Eirarepliedthoughtfully.“SeewhoamongtheGuardareeagertojoinus.Reporttomewhat
youmakeofthemandhowyouwouldproceedastheircommander.”
“Itwouldbeanhonor.”Alistair’sboyishgrinmadeEiralaugh.Hewasyoung,butsohungryfor
acknowledgment.Itwasnowonder,giventhathewasthethirdsonofanobleman,leftwithonlyaname
andnoteventhescrapsofanestatetoinherit.
Whentheyreachedthegreathall,Eirapaused.“Alistair,haveyouwrittentoyourfamilysinceLady
Morrowcametous?”
AblushcoloredAlistair’scheeks.“Ihavenot,mylady.”
“Sendthemaletter,”Eiratoldhim.
Alistair’seyeswidened.“Whatwouldyouhavemesay?”
Eiratouchedhischeek.Itwasanoddgestureforher,almostmotherly.“Ourtaskistosecureloyalty
withinConatus,butalsotoensuresubserviencewithout.StartingwithAbbotCrichton,we’ve
demonstratedthatweshallnotberuledbytheChurch.Whoelsemightcontendwithus?”
“Thenobles,”Alistairanswered.“Youwouldbeginwithmyfamily?”
“Theyshouldknowhowfartheirsonwillriseinourranks,”shetoldhim.
Alistairnodded,hisfacealightwithsuddenpride.
Eiracontinued.“YoushouldwritetoyourbrotherHenryaswell.”
WhenAlistair’sdelightbecameascowl,Eirasaid,“Listentome,Alistair,andyouwillhavejoyin
yourbrother’sfolly.”
“How?”Alistairaskedher.
“LordMaralreadyshowedustheway,”Eiratoldhim.“WecareforAgnesasahostage.Itseemstome
thatEmberisn’ttheonlyonewhowouldbeconcernedforhersister.”
Alistairshookhishead.“Youplacetoomuchfaithinmybrother’scharacter.HewillcallAgnesa
whorebeforeheacknowledgesthechild.”
“Doyounotthinkwehavethemeanstopersuadehimotherwise?”Eirasaid.“IfHenrybehaveswith
dishonor,IbelieveavisitfromLordMarwouldbeinorder.”
“Thatwouldbeinteresting.”Alistairlaughed.
“YourfamilywillbringusnoblehousesinScotlandandEngland,”Eiratoldhim.“Theywillbethe
firsttoalignwithus,butnotthelast.”
WhenAlistairdroppedtooneknee,Eirawassurprisedanddelighted.Hetookherhand,kissingit.
“Whereveryoulead,mylady,”Alistairmurmured,“Ishallfollow,fortheworldisyourstotake.”
“Yes.”Eirahelpedhimrise.“Itis.”
EMBERWOKETOcomfortingwarmth.Thebonfire,aramshacklepileofdriftwood,spitandcrackled
asitburned.Shesatup,turningwhenshefeltahandonhershoulder.
“Howareyoufeeling?”Barrowasked.
Withacryofrelief,Emberthrewherselfonhim.Barrowgruntedandflinched.
Emberpulledaway.“I’msorry.”
“Don’tbe,”heanswered.“Thedaywhenthesebruisesarehealedcan’tcomesoonenough.”
“Goodtoseeyouawakeandlessblueintheface,LadyMorrow.”Kaelsatontheothersideofthe
bonfire.
“Thankyou,”Embersaidwitharuefulsmile.
“That’stwiceEmber’ssavedyourlife,Barrow,”Kaeltoldhim.“Ithoughtyouweretheoneteaching
hertobeawarrior.”
Barrowgrimaced.“Thelastfewdayshaven’tbeenmybestasaninstructor.”
“Youdohaveatendencytogetknockedoutatinopportunetimes,”Emberteased.
“Aterriblehabit”—Barrowreturnedhersmile—“thatIpromisetobreak.”
“Gladtohearit.”Shelaughed,searchingthebeachnearthecampfireforherothercompanions.“Where
isthecommander?”
“Guardingthehorses,”Kaeltoldher.“They’rethemostpreciouscargotosurvivetheshipwreck.We
can’triskthembeingstolen.”
“Howdidyousavethehorses?”Ifsheclosedhereyes,Embercouldstillseetheheavingdeck,spikes
oftimberjuttingtowardtheskyastheshipwashalved.
“Astrokeofluck,”Kaelsaid.“Wewerebelowdeckswhentheroofoftheberthwasrippedaway,
leavingonlyskyaboveourheads.Lukaszwenttofindthetwoofyou.Iwenttothehorses.Ireachedthem
justastheshipbrokeup,andfortunesmiledonus.Thebeastopenedaholetotheseathatletmeswimout
withthehorses.Ifthathadn’thappened,we’dhavedrowned.”
“AndSawyer?”Emberasked,lookingforanysignsofhimelsewhereonthebeach.
“Hewasn’twithusatthetimeoftheattack.”Kaelbowedhishead.“Wefoundhisbodywashedashore.
Atleastwewereabletoburyhim.”
Embernodded,butherchestwastightwithgrief.
“Hewasagoodman,buttroubledbytheevilhe’dseen,”Barrowsaidquietly.“Iwouldhopethathe’s
atpeacenow.”
“Whatwasthatthing?”Emberasked,forcinghersorrowaside.
“SomewouldcallitLeviathan,”Kaeltoldher.“Othersakraken,Lothan,Scylla,orTethys.Ithasmany
names,thoughIwouldn’tclaimtoknowthetrueone.”
ApartofEmberwantedtoaskplaintivelyifthemythsofseamonstersweretrue,butshe’dseenenough
ofmythcometolifesinceherarrivalatConatustoquellthatimpulse.
Insteadsheasked,“Haveyoufoughtthiscreaturebefore?”
Barrowsaid,“YoucannotfightLeviathan.”
“Especiallynotwhenyou’reunconscious.”Kaelgrinnedathim.
“Trueenough.”Barrowlaugheddarkly.“Evenbearingthegreatestofweapons,however,thekraken
hastheadvantage.”
Kaelshiftedforward.Thebonfirecastastrangemaskoflightandshadowonhisface.“Wehaven’t
encounteredaseamonsterourselvesbeforenow.Therecordswehaveoftheirattacksarerare.From
whatweknow,thekrakenkeeptotheopensea,takingshipsinfrequentlyandmoreinfrequentlyleaving
survivorstotellthetale.”
“Itdoesn’tbodewell,”Barrowsaid.
“Whatdoesn’t?”Emberasked.
“Thisattackhappenedclosetoshore,”Kaelanswered.“Onthissearoute,shipsarelosttostorms,war,
orpirates,butnottoLeviathan.”
Embertookinthestrainontheirfaces.Battle-wornknightsmadefearful.
“Youthinkitwassentafterus?”sheasked.
Kaelnodded.“Ifwolvesoffirehuntedyouonland,itisn’thardtobelievethatthegreatestofsea
monsterswasawakenedfromthedeepstocontinuethechase.”
Pullingherkneestoherchest,Embershivered.“Howisitthatthesethings—beastsoffire,shadow,
andlegend—cometolifenowasneverbefore?Whathaschanged?”
“Thatwemustlearn,”Barrowsaidquietly,“beforewearedestroyed.”
Kaelstood,brushingsandfromhisclothes.“Andnowthatyou’reawake,weshouldbeonourway.
Somethingishunting,andI’dprefertoletitbelieveusdeadthanhaveitcomeafterusagain.”
Therewerefewothersurvivors.OfthefortysoulswhoembarkedfromInverness,onlytwosailorsand
fivepilgrimsbesidesthefourConatusrefugeeshadescapedtotheshore.Emberwatchedthemhuddle
aroundtheirownfiresasshe,Barrow,andKaelwenttojoinLukaszandthehorses.
“Anytrouble?”Kaelaskedastheycrestedthebeachslopeandfoundthecommander.
“Thetwocrewmenwhomadeittoshorecameskulking,”Lukasztoldhim.“Buttheydidn’tstaylong.”
“Reaver’sgoodthatway.”Kaellaughed.
“Who?”EmberfrownedatKael.
Lukaszansweredher.“Thenameofmysword.”Hepattedthehiltofthemassiveclaymorestrappedto
hisback.
WhenCabercaughtsightofEmber,hesnorted,comingtoherandbumpinghershoulderwithhisnose.
“Thanksforgettingmetoshore,friend.”Shestrokedhisneck.
Barrowstoodbesideher.“He’sveryloyaltoyou.”
Embersmiledathim,claspinghishandinhers,butcouldn’tbringherselftospeak.Thesorrowshesaw
inhiseyeswastoomuch.IfCaberhaddied,Emberknewthelosswouldcutherdeeply.Yetshe’dknown
thestalliononlyashortwhile.BarrowandToshachhadbeenbondedforyears.Barrowreturnedher
smilesadlybeforegoingtohisnewmount,aroangeldingLukaszhadhurriedlypurchasedinInverness
beforethey’dsetsail.
“Doyouknowwhereweare?”Barrowaskedthecommanderastheymounted.
“Afairlygoodidea,”Lukasztoldhim.“Shortlybeforethewreck,oneofthecrewmentoldmethey’d
sightedtheÎledeRéonthesouthernhorizon.ThatmeansourbesthopeisLaRochelle.”
Kaelshiftedinhissaddle,agitated.“Willthecachestillbeintact?”
“IftheknightsatCernonhavehonor,itwill,”Lukaszanswered.“I’venothadneedofthesanctuary
beforenow.We’llhavetochanceit.”
Thecommanderledthemforwardatatrot.EmberreinedCaberclosetoBarrow’smount.
“Whatisthisplacewe’reseeking?”
Barrow’smouthsetinagrimline.“Aslenderhope,butasthecommandersaid,thebestwehave.Inthe
twelfthcentury,untiltheirdemise,LaRochellewasaTemplarstrongholdandthehomeoftheirfleet.”
“AndnowthattheTemplarsaregone?”Emberasked.
“Whentheorderwascondemnedforheresy,agroupofTemplarscollectedwhattheycouldoftheir
wealthandarcaneknowledgeandloadedships,”Barrowcontinued.“Theymadetheirescapesoasnotto
burnwiththerestoftheirbrethren.”
“Wheredidtheygo?”EmbercheckedCaberashetriedtonipBarrow’sgelding.
BarrowglancedatCaber’spinnedears.“Notfriendsyet,arethey?”
“HemissesToshach,”Embersaid,thenbitherlip,regrettingherwords.
“SodoI,”Barrowsaidquietly.Then,afterabreath,hecontinued,“Thestoryoftheirescaperemainsa
mystery.Itmayevenbealegend.IftheTemplarsonthoseshipsdidlandonanothershore,they’vekept
thelocationasecret.”
Heleanedforwardtopathismount’sneckastheroanbecameirritatedwithCaber’sthreatening
posture,nostrilsflaringandheadtossing.“Easy,now.”
EmberreinedCaberslightlyfartherfromBarrow’shorse.“Ifwedon’tknow,howdoesthathelpus?”
“ThestoryoftheTemplars’voyagewaspasseddowntoConatus,”Barrowanswered.“Butwe
receivedanothertaleaswell:thatbecauseLaRochelleofferedsalvationforafewofthepersecuted,it
wouldforeverremainasanctuaryforthoseofourorderinneed.Thisplaceisreputedlyprotectedby
Templarspellworksothatonlywarriorsloyaltotheircausemayenter.”
“WhydidLukaszmentionCernon?”Emberasked.
“LaRochelle’ssanctuarywascreatedoveracenturyago,”Barrowsaid.“TheGuardofCernonare
supposedlyitscaretakers,butgiventhemythicnatureofthestory,wecan’tbesurethey’vemaintainedit
—ifiteverexisted.ThoughtheTemplarsweredestroyed,Conatuswasneverindanger.Wehaven’thad
needofsuchaplace.”
“Untilnow,”Embersaidquietly.
Theytraveledinsilence,atasteadybutrestrainedpacetoavoidstrainingthehorsesaftertheirordeal
atsea.Whenthesunreacheditsmiddaypinnacle,Lukaszbroughtthemtoahalt.Thehorseshadtheirfill
ofripeningspringgrasseswhiletheirriderstookturnsresting.Theirprovisionslosttothesea,Ember
triedtoignoreherrumblingbelly.Ifhercompanionscouldbearhungerwithoutcomplaint,shewas
determinedtodothesame.ThoughasshewatchedCaberrelishhismouthfulsofgreens,shewishedthat
thegrassescouldfeedhertoo.
Lukasztookthemoverland,insightofbutnotonthemainroad.Thoughtheytraveledwithoutspeaking,
Embercouldfeelthetensionthatboundthemtogether.Thesightofotherriderssentripplesofalarm
throughtheirparty,palpableenoughforthehorsestosenseit,makingthemsnortandprancenervously.
AstheynearedLaRochelle,theroadbecamemorecongested,andLukaszdeemeditsafeenoughfor
themtoblendinwiththeothertravelers.Bedraggledastheywere,Embersupposedtheydidn’tappear
toostrangeforroad-wearypilgrims.
StoutwallsformedabarrierbetweenLaRochelleandthecountryside.Thestonefortificationswere
enhancedbytalltowersthatcastwatchfulshadowsoverthecity.Lukaszledthemsouthwestthroughthe
narrowstreets.Thepungentscentofseawaterpermeatedthecity.Thoughthetowncorridorsstillbustled
withpeople,duskhadlongsincefallen,andthemerchantshadclosedtheirstallsfortheday.Ember’s
stomachhadgrownvengefulclaws,butherhopesforencounteringabakersellingbreadwererapidly
waning.
Whentheyreachedtheharbor,Lukaszdismountedandwaitedfortherestofthemtodothesame.
Leadingthehorsesalongthewatersideuntilitbecameacanalthateasedbetweenthestonebuildings,
Lukaszpointedatatallchurch.
“Saint-Sauveur,”hetoldthemquietly.“Thesanctuaryweseekisthere.”
Theypassedbythebelltower,turningdownasidestreetbarelywideenoughtoaccommodatethe
horses.Thecorridorendedabruptly,leavingLukasztostopinfrontofacarvedstonefaçade.Twotorches
blazedinsconces,throwingtheirfirelightontoanimagetallerthanthecommander.Apairofknightsrode
togetheronasinglehorse,thewordsSigillumMilitumXpistiringingthelife-sizesoldiersandtheir
steed.
“TheTemplarseal.”Peeringattheimageofthesebrethreninarms,Embercontendedwithadmiration
andsorrow.Thelegacysheaspiredtofulfillwasonethathadendedwithbloodandfire.Somanylives
lost.
“Ihopethisworks,”Lukaszsaid.
Standingbeforeoneofthetorches,heswiftlypassedhishandthroughitsflame.Astheywatched,the
firelightblazedanew—itsflamessilver-white.Stonegratedonstone,andthetworidersslowlypulled
awayfromthemintoahiddenrecess.
Lukaszduckedintotheshadows,reemergingafewmomentslater.“There’sashortstaircase,butit
opensintostablesbelow.Wecanbringthehorses.”
“Stablesunderground?”EmberlookedatBarrow.
Heshrugged.“It’sarefugeforknights,andknightshavehorses.See?”HepointedattheTemplarseal.
“Hilarious,”Emberreplieddrily.
“Ionlyspeakthetruth,”Barrowsaidseriously,buthiseyeswerelaughing.
BarrowandKaelblindfoldedthehorsessonotimewaswastedcoaxingtheanimalsintothedark
stairwell.Lukaszenteredlast,takingthewhite-flamedtorchwithhim.Whentheyreachedthebottomof
thestaircase,thegreatstonesealgroaned,returningtoitsoriginalplace.
KaelglancedatLukasz.“Ihopeyouknowhowtoopenthatupagain.”
“You’lljusthavetotrustme,”Lukasztoldhim.“Getthehorsessettled.”
ThelightfromLukasz’ssilver-brighttorchrevealedanopenspace.Embercouldn’tdiscernwhetherit
wasanaturalcaveoraman-madehollow.Ironringswereboltedintotherockwalls,offeringtieoffsfor
thehorses.
Barrowfoundapitchforkinanookaswellasfreshhayandasackofgrain.
“Someone’sbeenkeepingthisplaceinorder,”hetoldthem.“Andagoodthingthatis.Ourhorses
hardlyneedamealofmoldyhayandrottengrain.”
AsBarrowapportionedfoodforthehorses,KaelandEmbertookturnsleadingtheirmountstoa
carvedstonetroughintowhichbubbledasteadystreamoffreshwater.Whenthehorseswereunsaddled
andfed,Lukaszbeckonedtheotherknightstofollowhim.
Oppositethestairs,thecavenarrowedintoashorttunnelthatranupagainstasolidwoodendoor.
Findingitunlocked,Lukaszopenedthedoorandledthewayintoanotheropenspace.
Astorchlightilluminatedtheroom,Kaelclappedhisapproval.
“I’mgladthehorsesaren’ttheonlyonesprovidedfor.”
Theroomwassmall,butfurnishedwithalltheycoulddesire.Atableandsixchairswereladenwith
breadandfruit.Sixpalletsweretuckedagainstthewalls.Emberwenttoatallwoodencupboard,where
shediscovereddriedmeat,herbs,andacloth-boundhardcheese.Hermouthwateredwhileherstomach
crampedwithhunger.
“There’swine.”Kaelhootedwithdelightasheopenedabarrel.
EmberbroughtthemeatandcheesetothetablewhileLukaszpreparedafireinthehearth.
“Wheredoyouthinkthesmokeisreleased?”Barrowaskedthecommander.
“Somewhereinconspicuous,”Lukaszansweredwithawrysmile.“Orthepurposeofthisplaceisill
served.”
Thoughravenous,Emberforcedherselftoeatslowly,chewingherbreadandcheesethoroughlyinstead
ofwolfingdownlargechunksasshewantedto.ThelackoftalkatthetableconfirmedthatEmber’s
companionswereashungryasshe.
Thesilentmealwasinterruptedbythesoundofakeyturninginalock.Emberjumpedupinsurprise.
She’dbeensofixatedonherrumblingstomachthatsheonlynownoticedtheseconddoorintheirhiding
place—thedoorthatwasslowlyopening.
Lukaszbrandishedtheknifehe’dbeenusingtoeat.Leavinghischair,Barrowpouncedontothetable’s
edge,usingitssurfacetopropelhisjumptothepalletwherehe’dlefthissaber.EmberandKaelrushedto
thewallwherethedoorwasopening,placingthemselvesbehindthedoorsothey’dbehiddenfrom
whoeverhadturnedthekey.
“Quiestici?”Thequestionfloatedfrombehindthehalf-openeddoor.
Tiltinghisheadatthesoundofthespeaker’svoice,Lukaszspoke.“Jérôme?Isthatyou?”
“Lukasz?”thehiddenmanreplied,andthedooropenedabitfurther.
Tensionmeltedfromthecommander’sshoulders.“Yes.Youdon’thowgladIamthatyou’vecometo
meetus.”
WhenLukaszlethisknifefalltothetable,KaelandEmberretreatedfromtheirhidingplace,and
Barrowrosefromwherehe’dbeencrouchedbythepallet.
Thedoorswungopen,andalankyknightwithlongchestnuthairgatheredatthenapeofhisneckcame
intotheroom.LukaszroundedthetabletoreceivetheFrenchknight’sembrace.
“It’sgoodtoseeyou,friend.”Jérôme’svoiceliltedwithhisaccentedEnglish.
“Thesame,”Lukaszanswered.Hegesturedtohisthreecompanions.“Myfellowknights,BarrowHess,
KaelMacRath,andEmberMorrow.It’smyhonortopresentJérômeFauré,Cernon’sfinestGuard.”
“Yourpraiseisundeserved.”Jérômeshookhishead.HisgazelingeredonEmber,andhiseyes
narrowedslightly.ShewonderedifhefoundthepresenceofawomanamongConatus’sknightsunsettling.
SheknewwomenoftheGuardwereararity,butshedidn’tknowhowexceptionalherrolemightbe.
“You’vealwaysbeentoohumble,Jérôme,”Lukaszanswered.“We’reindebtedtoyouforthefoodand
shelter.Ourneedisgreat,andwefearedthatthesanctuaryofLaRochellemighthavebeenlong
neglected.”
Jérômenodded,hissmileshort-lived.“Youwererighttobeanxious.Untilveryrecently,LaRochelle
wasviewedasaworthlessvestigeofdayslongpast.”
“Whatchanged?”Kaelasked.
“Somuch,itseems,andsoquickly,”Jérômesaid.“Ifearedthisplacemightbeneeded,soItookit
uponmyselftorestoreitsprovisions.”
“Alone?”Barrowreturnedtothetable.
Withasigh,Jérômetoldhim,“Yes.IregrettoconfessIcannottrustmybrethrenasIwouldlike.Itook
overthewatchatLaRochelle,whichhadbeenanunfilledpostforsomeyears,butIdidsoinsecret.”
“Howdidyouexplainyourpresencehere?”Lukaszfrowned.“Youdon’thavedutiesatCernon?”
“TheGuards’tasksatCernonarerapidlyshifting,”Jérômesaid.“Ourcommanderrequestedan
emissarybesenttothecitytolaygroundworkforreassertingConatus’scontroloftheharbor.Mysister’s
husbandliveshereandisawealthymerchantwithtiestotheregion’snobility.Ivolunteeredforthepost
—tolearnmoreofwhatmysuperiorshaveplanned,aswellastoensurethatthissanctuarywasmade
availabletoanywhofoundthemselvesexiled.”
TheimplicationsofJérôme’swordschokedtheroom.
“Youwereexpectingus,then?”Lukaszaskedwhenthesilencehadbecometoomuchtobear.
Jérômetookacupfromthetableandfilleditatthewinebarrel.“Iconsideredthetaskpreparingforthe
worst.”
“We’retheworst,then,”Kaelmuttered.“Wonderful.”
“Whatdoyouknow?”Lukaszreturnedtohischair,andJérômesatoppositethecommander.
“Onlythatthedarknesscreepingacrossmyhomelandnowbeganinyours,”Jérômesaid.“Ihopeyou
cantellmehowthatcametobe.”
“OneofourCircle,”Lukasztoldhim,“theladyEira,pursuedadangerouscoursethathasovertaken
Tearmunn.”
“It’sgonemuchfurtherthanthat,butIknewnotthatawomanwasbehindallofthis.”Jérômetooka
longpullfromhiscup.“ThoughIconfessitdoesn’tsurpriseme.”
“Ibegyourpardon?”EmbermovedtostandbesideLukasz.
Archinganeyebrowather,Jérômesaid,“It’swellknownthatwomenfalltothedevil’stemptations
morereadilythandomen.”
“Isit?”EmberglaredattheFrenchknight.
BarrowapproachedJérôme,handonhissaber’shilt.“YouwillapologizetoLadyMorrow.Ormy
bladewilldefendherhonor.”
Jérômestoodup,reachingforhisscabbard.
“Stop!”Lukaszraisedhishand.“Iwillnothavequarrelsbetweenalliesthataresofew.Jérôme,Lady
Eiraisanexception,notarulebywhichtojudgeallwomen.Evennow,Eira’ssister,Cian,worksatgreat
risktosupportusfromTearmunn.”HestoodandplacedhishandonEmber’sshoulder.“LadyMorrowis
amongthebravestknightsI’vehadtheprivilegetofightbeside.”
“Verywell,Ishallholdmytonguewhenitcomestowomen’sweaknesses.”JérômeofferedBarrowa
haughtysmile.“YoushouldbegratefulIcallyourcommandermyfriend.”
“Jérôme.”Lukaszpointedtoachair,andJérômereturnedtohisseat.
Barrowstoodby,hishandstillgrippinghisswordhilt.
“Beatpeace,LordHess.”LukaszwatchedBarrowuntilheletgoofthehilt.“Fillwinecupsforeach
ofus,Kael.Wewilldrinktogetherasbefitsbrethren—andsisters—inarms.”
Lukaszpulledoutthechairbesidehim,gesturingforEmbertositathisrighthand.Barrowtookthe
chaironthecommander’sleft.Afterdistributingbrimmingcupsaroundthetable,KaelsatbesideJérôme.
Liftinghiscup,Lukaszintoned,“Todrivingbackthedark.”
Theyraisedtheirglassestohistoast,butafterdrinking,Jérômemurmured,“Ifearitistoolatefor
that.”
“What’shappenedhere?”KaelaskedJérôme.
Jérômeleanedbackinhischair,hisformerarroganceoverwhelmedbyweariness.“We’vehadmany
visitorsfromacrossthesea.”
“FromTearmunn?”Lukaszfrownedathim.
“Yes,”Jérômeanswered.“OneoftheeldestmembersofyourCircle—theclericcalledThomas—has
beenhereseveraltimes.”
Barrowscowledintohiswinecup.“IthoughtThomasbetterthanthis.”
“Hewasn’talone,”Jérômesaid.“HecamewithanofficialmissivefromtheChurch,carriedbyyour
abbot.”
“Crichton?”KaelgapedatJérôme,thenshookhishead.“Ithoughthewasaprisonerinhisown
manor.”
“ApparentlyEirahasseenfittosendhimoutinherstead,”Barrowreplied.“Albeitonaleash.”
“Thomasdoesmostofthetalking,”Jérômeadded.“Mysenseisthattheabbot’spresenceconveysthe
Church’sinterestinthechangesatworkinourorder.”
“WhatmessagedidThomasbring?”Emberasked,weatheringthesnidelooksheearnedfromJérôme.
“HespokeofagreatdiscoveryatTearmunn,”Jérômetoldthem,makingashowofaddressingLukasz
ratherthanEmber.“Amysterysolvedthatwouldforeverchangeourplaceintheworldandendour
struggleagainstthedarkcreatureswithwhichwehavesolongcontended.”
Barrowdidn’tlookatJérôme,butasked,“Didanyonehaveearstohearthismessage?”
“Many,”Jérômeansweredinirritation.“ToThomas,mycompanionsatCernonshowedgreatrespect,
andtheabbottheywerealltoohappytofawnover.”
“I’msureAbbotCrichtonwelcomedtheirattention.”Kaeldrainedhiscupandwentinsearchof
another.
“Whatdidtheyaskofyou?”Lukaszstoodup,followingKaeltothewinebarrel.
Jérômehandedhisemptycuptothecommanderwhenhepassedby.“Topreparethewayforthe
future.”
LukaszplacedafullcupofwineinfrontofJérôme.
“Thankyou,”Jérômesaid.“IhopeyounoticedthatIprovidedabarrelofverygoodwine.”
“Wenoticed,”Kaelsaid,pointingathisnewlybrimmingcupashesettledintothechairbesideJérôme.
Jérômetookasipofhiswine,thencontinued.“Thomassaidheandtheabbotweretheforerunnersof
muchmoreimportantvisitors.WhentheseguestshespokeofcometoCernon,we’retopartakeinaritual
thatwillimbueuswithnewpower.”
“ItmustbeEirawho’scoming,”Barrowsaidquietly.
Lukasznodded.“AndthisBosqueMarshe’ssummoned.”
“Who?”Jérôme’sbrowfurrowed.
“LadyEirahasbecomeobsessedwithharnessingthepowerofthenether,”LukasztoldJérôme.“And
sheseemstohavefulfilledherdesirebyallyingwithastranger.AmanwhocallshimselfBosqueMar.”
Swirlingtheredliquidinhiscup,Jérômesaid,“ThomasmadenomentionofLadyEiraorthisBosque
Mar.Heonlywarnedusthatwithgreatchangecomesresistanceandthatwemustbewatchfulforany
whowouldstandinthewayofourascension.”
“Thatwouldbeus.”Kaellaugheddarkly.
Jérômehalfsmiled.“Youdon’tsay.”
“WerenoobjectionsraisedwhenThomasspokeofthesethings?”EmberaskedJérôme.
“Thinkofwhereyousit.”Jérômespokeharshly.“Whereyoufindrefuge.TheTemplarsweredestroyed
bytheonestheyserved,bypriestsandmonarchswhohadbeentheirmostardentsupporters.Manyin
Conatusliveinfearthatonedayweshallmeetthesamefate.YourEirahasbecometheirchampion.Like
aweed,shesendstendrilsoutineverydirection.Findingfertileground,theytakeroot.”
“Thisnewallegiancegrowsoutoffear,nothonor.”Barrowspatthewords.
“Fearholdsmoreswaythanhonor,”Jérômetoldhim.“Doesthattrulysurpriseyou?”
“IhadhopedmybrethrenofConatuswouldprovebetter,”Barrowanswered.
JérômetiltedhiscupatBarrow.“Theyarebutmen,pronetosinandselfishness.”
“Andyetyou’rehere,”Embersaidquietly.
Jérômemethersteadygazeandsmiledslowly.
Unflinching,Emberwenton,“Doesthatmeanyoustillhavehonor?”
“I’dliketothinkso.”Jérôme’slaughwasbrittle.“Itrustmyinstincts,andmyheartwhispersthatthe
futureThomasheraldsisforgedofbloodandshadow.IwillnotalignmyselfwiththatwhichItooka
sacredoathtofight.”
“Norshallwe.”Lukaszraisedhiscup.Thistimetheydranktheirtoastinsolemnity.
“Icameheretonighttowarnyou.”Jérômewipedhismouth.“ThehousesofConatusoffernorefuge.
LadyEira’semissarieshavetraveledfarandwide,spreadingtheirmessage.Idoubtthereisanykeep
wherewordofyourarrivalwouldn’tbeswiftlydispatchedtoTearmunn.”
Barrowleanedforward.“Areyoutellingustohide?”
“Fornow,”Jérômeanswered.
“We’renotcowards,”Barrowsnapped.
“I’msureyou’renot,”Jérômereplied.“ButIhopeyou’renotfoolseither.Ifyourwhereaboutsare
known,you’llbehunted.Youcan’thopetomakeastandifyou’reforeverrunningfromEira.”
“He’sright,”LukaszsaidtoBarrow,whosatbackinhischair,thoughhisjawremainedsetinanger.
Jérômespoketothecommander.“Thereareotherslikemewhoseetheevilinthis.Andmorestillwho
havelittlecareforoursacredmission,butseetheriseofapowerfulorderofknights—theTemplars
restored—asworkingagainsttheirinterests.Thesemerchantsandnobleswillaiduswhencalledupon.”
“It’sastart,”Kaelsaid.“Butitsoundslikeyou’repreparingforawar.”
“Isthatnotwhatthisis?”Jérômefinishedhiswine.
Lukaszpassedahandoverhistiredeyes.“Notyet.Itmaycometothat.”
“AndIwouldhaveanarmyready,”Jérômereplied.
Barrowleanedforward.“AnarmywilldonogoodagainstthecreaturesatEira’scommand.These
thingsarenotknowntous,andourweaponscannotharmthem.”
Jérômestraightenedinalarm.“Isthistrue?”
“Itis,”Lukaszanswered.“Wedon’tknowhowtobattlethisnewenemy.”
Takingalongbreath,Jérômesaid,“Thenthatisyourtask.Iwillcontinuetogatherallies,butyoumust
findawaytofightthecreaturesEirahasbroughtintoourworld.Searchforaplacewhereyoucanget
wordtotheEast.TheoldTemplarfortresseshavelibrariesthathousethemysteriesofourorder.You
mightfindtheanswerwithinthoseancienttexts.”
“I’dhopedtoreachKrakdesChevaliersbyship,”Lukasztoldhim.“Butourvesselsankafteritwas
attackedbyLeviathan.”
Jérôme’seyeswentwide.Recovering,hesaid,“LetuspraythatEirabelievesyoulieatthebottomof
thesea.”
“That’sindeedwhatI’vebeenprayingfor.”Kael’sspeechwasabitslurred,andEmbernoticedhe’d
refilledhiswinecupyetagain.
Lukaszrestedhisheadinhishands.“Butwheretogo?”
“Iknowwherewemightfindrefuge,”Emberofferedquietly,herideaformingasshespoke.
Barrowlookedatherinsurprise.“Where?”
EmbermetBarrow’sgaze,steelingherself,forsheknewhewouldn’tlikewhatshewasabouttosay.“I
haveapromisetokeep.”
KaelandLukaszexchangedaworriedglance.
“Youdon’tmean—”Kaelbegan.
“Yes,”Embercuthimoff.“ItoldAlistairIwouldgotomysisterattheChâteaudeLusignan.”
Barrowwasshakinghishead.“Ifhebelievesyougothere,howcoulditpossiblybeasafeplacefor
us?”
“BecauseAlistairexpectsI’llgothereonlyifI’veleftyou,”Embertoldhim.“IcanaskAgnestowrite
tohim,andshe’lltellhimI’vearrivedaloneifIaskherto.Shewouldn’tbetrayyourpresence.”
Lukaszturnedhiswinecupinhishands.“Thatmaywork.”
“IstheCountdeLaMarchefriendlytoConatus?”EmberaskedJérôme.
“Hehaslittleinterestinourwork,”Jérômetoldher.“Ourdealingswithhimhavebeenlimited.”
“Good,”Embersaid.“Thenhe’sunlikelytoreportourarrival.”
Jérômeshrugged.“Trueenough.”
“Idon’tlikeit.”Barrowsulked.
Kaeltradedhishalf-fullwinecupforBarrow’semptyone.“Ofcourseyoudon’t,myfriend.Butthat’s
notbecauseit’sapooridea.”
Barrowtookthecup,butgaveKaelapuzzledlook.
“Drinkup,LordHess.”Kaelwinkedathim.“Jealousydoesn’tlookgoodonyou.”
WHENEMBERWOKE,LukaszwasalreadysittingatthetablewithJérôme.TheFrenchknighthadleft
themtorestwhilehewenttogatheradditionalprovisionsthey’dneedforthetriptoLusignan.
Emberrosefromherpalletandwenttojointhem.Whenshesat,Lukasztoreahunkofbreadfroma
loafandhandedittoher.
“Breakyourfastwithus,LadyMorrow.”
Stilldrowsy,EmberchewedonthebreadwhilethecommanderandJérômecontinuedtheir
conversation.
“Itwilltakeyouthedaytoreachthechâteau,”Jérômesaid.“Butifyoufollowmyadvice,you
shouldn’thavetrouble.”
“That’sEmber’sdecision,”Lukaszanswered.“Iwon’tmakeitforher.”
Emberlookedupfromherbreakfast.“WhatmustIdecide?”
Jérômestoodupandwenttocollectabundlethathadbeenleftnearthetunneltothestables.Barrow
andKaelwerestirringontheirpallets.
“Wakeup,youtwo!”Lukaszcalledtothem.“Weshouldbeontheroadatdawn.”
Withyawnsandsomegrumbling,KaelandBarrowmadetheirwaytothetable.
Kaelgroanedashesatdown.“Ihateridingonasourstomach.”
“Thenyoushoulddrinkless,”Lukaszsaid,offeringKaelaskinofwaterandahardsmile.
“Youcanbeacruelman.”Kaeltookthewater.
Lukasz’ssmilesoftened.“Iknow.”
BarrowsatbesideEmber.Hequietlyacceptedthebreadandcheesesheoffered.Beneaththetablehe
restedhishandonherknee,histhumbgrazingherlowerthigh,andEmberwassuddenlyverymuch
awake.
Attheendofthetable,Jérômeunwrappedthebundletorevealtightlypackedclothing.Heseparated
thepieces.Hepulledoutchaussesandbreeches,shirtsandcloaks.WhatmadeEmberchokeonabitof
breadwastheappearanceofagown.
Jérômeshooktherichemerald-greenbrocadeuntilitunrolledtoitsfulllengthandheldthedressupfor
Embertosee.Shebitbackagroan.
“Doesitpleaseyou?”heasked.“Ithoughtitwouldmatchyoureyes.”
Emberdidn’tanswerhim,insteadholdinghimwithacoldgaze.
Withasigh,Jérômesaid,“Iamnotjesting,LadyMorrow.Ibroughtthegownforapurpose.Youcannot
gotoyoursister’shusbandinthatraggeddressyou’rewearing.”
“Ithoughtnottogoinadressatall,”Emberanswered.
Jérôme’seyebrowswentup.“Well,thatwouldbeinteresting.”
Embermadeasoundofdisgust,andBarrowrose,hishandsbecomingfists.Beforehecouldspeak,
Jérômesaid,“Peace,friend.Imeantnoharm—Ionlythoughttolightenthespiritofthisdarkmorning.”
“Sitdown,Barrow.”KaelthrewahardbreadcrustatBarrow.“It’stooearlyforchivalry.You’re
makingmyheadacheworsewithsuchnobleposturing.”
BarrowstaredinsurpriseatKael,butafteramomenthelaughed.“Ishallspareyourachinghead,
then.”
“Ember.”Lukasztookuptheconversation.“Jérômediscussedatacticwithme,andIthinkyoushould
hearit.”
EmberlookedattheFrenchknight.
“DoyouwanttoarriveatCountdeLaMarche’sestateasanoblewomanorawarrior?”Jérômesaid,
gesturingtothedressandthenthepileofmen’sclothes.“Ileavethechoicetoyou,butconsidertowhom
thecountwillrespondmorewarmly—acontingentofknightsorhiswife’snoblesisterandherretinue.”
Shelookedatthetwosetsofclothing.Resigned,Emberreachedforthedress.
Jérômenoddedhisapproval,buthisexpressionwasn’tgloating—agoodthing,forifhehadwatched
heracquiescencewithasnidesmile,Emberwouldhavewantedtodonapairofbreechesjusttospitethe
Frenchman.
“It’sthewisercourse,Ember,”Lukasztoldher.“Youcandresshere.We’lltaketheclothesJérôme
broughtforusandchangeinthestables.Thenwe’llreadythehorsesandwaitforyou.”
Hestoodup,gesturingtoBarrowandKael.“Comeon,then.”
“Ihaven’tfinishedmybreakfast,”Kaelsaid,pointingtoahalf-eatenwedgeofcheese.
“Bringitwithyou.”ThecommanderdisappearedintothetunnelwithJérômebehindhim,hisarmsfull
ofclothing.
Mutteringunderhisbreath,Kaelboundupthebreadloafandcheeseinaclothandwentafterthem.
“Whatyouweardoesn’tchangewhoyouare,”BarrowwhisperedinEmber’sear.“Neverforgetthat.”
“Thankyou,”shesaid.
Hekissedherlightlyandleftthetable.
“Barrow,”Embercalledafterhim.Whenheturned,shesaid,“Ialsohaven’tforgottenwhathappened
thelasttimeIexchangedmywarrior’sclothesforadress.”
“NorhaveI,”hesaid,smiling.“Wouldthatourcompanionsweren’tawaitingme,orIwouldgiveyou
moretoremember.”
Hedisappearedintothetunnel,andEmberhuggedthesilkbrocadetoherbody,lettingthewarmthof
thememoryshedidhavewashoverher.Afterfinishingherbread,Emberspreadthegownononeofthe
pallets.Shecouldn’tdenythatthedresswasbeautiful.Itsdeepgreenhueremindedherofthedarkpines
thatcoveredScottishhills.
Emberpulledoffherroughwooldressandputitaside.Thesilkbrocadewasaspleasingtoherhands
astohereye.Thegownslidoneasily.Itslow,broadscoopingneckrevealedherchemiseatthebodice
andshoulders.Embergrimaced,knowingthatthedingypaleclothcontrastedpoorlywiththefinenessof
thegreensilk,buttherewasnothingtobedoneaboutit.
ThelacingforthisgownwasatEmber’ssideratherthantheback.Shetightenedthecords,tyingthem
offwhenthesilkwrappedhertorsoinasnugembrace.
Justasshecouldn’timprovethestateofherchemise,Emberhadlittlelucktidyingherhair.Shepulled
herfingersthroughitslengthuntilherauburntresseswerefreeoftanglesanddecidedthatwasgood
enough.
Thesoundofaman’scoughdrewhereyestothetunnelopening.Jérômestoodwatchingher,aplayful
smileonhislips.
“Iseetherewasanoblewomanhidingbeneaththepeasantdress,”hesaid.“Andabeautifuloneat
that.”
Ratherthanreply,EmberbeltedonSilenceandSorrow,fasteningacloakoverherdresssothe
weaponswouldbehidden.
Jérômesteppedasidetogiveherentrytothetunnel.“Yourcompanionsawait.Imustleavebytheother
door,butI’llseeyouatthecanalshortly.”
HeboweddeeplywhenEmberbrushedpasshim,butshedidn’tbothertoacknowledgethegesture.Her
patiencewiththearrogantknighthadworntoothin,andshedidn’ttrusthertonguetobeanythingother
thanvenomous.
WhenEmberreachedthesubterraneanstables,thehorsesweresaddled,bridled,andonceagain
blindfolded.
Lukaszledtheirascent,carryingthewhite-flamedtorchthathadburnedceaselesslysincethe
commanderhadtakenitup.Whenhereachedthetopofthestaircase,thestoneslabgroaneditswayopen.
Theyledthehorsesoutintoacityfilledwiththelavender-graylightthatwarnedofdawn’sapproach.
Returningthetorchtoitssconce,Lukaszspokequietwordsandswepthishandthroughthewhitefire.
Emberblinkedandtheflameshadreturnedtotheirnormalcolors.TheTemplarsealthathidtheir
sanctuaryclosed,restoringtheappearanceofasolidwall.
“JérômeawaitsusatthecanalontheothersideofSaint-Sauveur,”Lukasztoldthem.
Theyretracedtheirstepsalongthenarrowsidepassage,enteringthestreetsofLaRochelle.Athinveil
ofmisthungoverthecanal.Theotherknightsmounted,butEmberstruggledtofindawaytogetherfoot
intothestirrupwithoutpullingherskirtsuptoherwaist.
“Letmehelp.”Barrowhadswungoutofhissaddleandnowwasbehindher.Hegrabbedheraround
thewaistandliftedherup,allowinghertoslipherlegoverthesaddlewithease.
“Thankyou,”shesaid,rearrangingthebothersomeskirtssotheyfellproperlyoverherlegsasshesat
astrideCaber.
Barrowsmiledather.“Ofcourse,mylady.”Hishandslidbeneathherskirt.Foramoment,heseemed
tobemakingsureherfootwassecureinthestirrup,butthenhisfingerswereonherbarecalf.
“Ifindittroubling,”hesaidinalowvoiceonlyforher,“tobesocloseandyetsorarelybeableto
touchyou.”
“Yes.”EmbergrippedthereinsasBarrow’shandmovedslowlyupherleg.“Itistroubling…”
“LadyMorrow,areyouready?”Lukaszcalledtothem.
Barrowlaughedquietly,leavingEmber’slegtinglingwhenhereturnedtohishorse.
Jérômewaitedforthembetweenthechurchandthewaterway,holdingthereinsfornotonebuttwo
mounts.
Thefirst,adarkbrownsteed,stoodquietlybutcastannoyedglancesatitsequinecompanion,afilly
whocouldn’tseemtokeepstill.Thefillywhinniedwhenshesawotherhorsesapproachingandtossed
herheadsothatJérômehadtotakeafirmerholdofherreins.
“You’renotalone?”KaelaskedJérôme.
TheFrenchmanshookhishead.“I’vesimplybroughtthelastoftheprovisionsyouneedforyour
journey.LordHess,couldItroubleyoutoleaveyoursaddle?”
Barrowdismountedandcameforward,leadinghisroan.
Jérômenoddedatthefilly.“HernameisTempête.”
“Thestorm.”Barrowlookedthefillyover.“Appropriateforasilverdapple.”
“Hercoatislesscauseforthenamethanherspirit,”Jérômetoldhim.“Howdoyoulikeher?”
“She’sabeautifulfilly,”Barrowanswered.“Lithe.Iimagineshe’sarunner.”
“Herspeedrivalsthewind.”JérômeglancedatLukasz.“Iwastoldyoulostafinestallion.”
Barrow’sshoulderstensed,buthenodded.
“Pleaseacceptthisfillyasagift,”JérômesaidtoBarrow.“Asymbolofouralliance.”
TakingthereinsofBarrow’sroan,Jérômeofferedthoseofthehigh-spiritedfilly.Emberfoundithard
totakehereyesofftheyounghorse.Thoughthesunhadyettorise,eachtimeTempêtemoved,hercoat
rippledlikelightningflashingwithinthedepthsofathunderhead.
“Yourmountisserviceable,”JérômesaidtoBarrow.“ButaknightofConatusneedsawarrior’ssteed.
Acompanion.ThoughImustwarnyou,Tempêteisasmuchachallengeasanoffering.Perhapsyou’renot
uptothetask?”
Barrowwatchedtheskittishfillydanceonthepath.HeacceptedTempête’sreinsfromJérôme,andthe
silversteedeyedhimasheapproached.Hernostrilsflared,andshegaveashrillwhinny,warningthe
knightoff.
“Lukaszregardsyourhorsemanshiptobethebesthe’severseen.”JérômeobservedBarrow’sslow
movementsashedrewnearertothefilly.“NoneofmyGuardcanmasterTempête.Shefavorsherown
willoverherrider’swishes.Yourcommandersuggestedthatyoumightsucceedwhereothershave
failed.”
“Thattheytriedtomasterherwaslikelytheproblem,”Barrowanswered,thoughhiseyesneverleftthe
horse.
EmberleanedovertoLukasz,whispering,“IsnowthebesttimetogiveBarrowsuchanunpredictable
mount?”
“Heneedsthis,”Lukaszanswered.“OurfriendsuffersgreatlyfromthelossofToshach.Anddespite
Jérôme’snarrowmindtowardthoseofyoursex,IwouldpreferthathebeinBarrow’sfavor.Jérômemay
becarelesswithhisspeech,butheismatchlesswithhissword.”
Tempêtesnortedandstampedtheground.ThoughEmbercouldn’tmakeouthiswords,shecouldtell
Barrowwasquietlyspeakingtothefilly.Whenhewasstandingcloseenoughtotouchher,hepaused,
standingcompletelystillbutmurmuringallthewhile.Tempêtereared,givingashrillwhinny.Herhooves
trampledthegroundahairbreadthfromBarrow’sfeet,buthedidn’tmove.Sherearedagain,herneck
snakingthroughtheair.
Tempêtepawedattheearth,buthersquealdiedinalowwhinnyofconfusionasallheranticsfailedto
provokethetallknightstandingbeforeher.Bowingherhead,shestretchedhernosetowardhim.He
remainedstillasTempêteblewintohisface,shoulders,andchest.Herearsflickedincuriosity.
Asshetookinhisscent,BarrowslowlyreachedupandlaidhishandonTempête’sneck.
“Ithinkhe’sthefirstmanshehasn’ttakenabiteoutof,”JérômesaidtoLukasz.
Thecommandersmiled.“WhenItoldyouofhisskill,Iwasn’texaggerating.”
“Icanseethat,”Jérômereplied.
TempêtewasbobbingherheadwithdelightasBarrowscratchedbetweenherears.
“Afinegift,”Barrowsaidwithoutturningawayfromthehorse.“I’mhonoredtoaccept.”
LukaszclappedJérômeontheshoulder.“Thankyouforofferingshelterandsupplies.Wewereindire
need.”
“Iwishyouwellonyourjourney,”Jérômesaid,handingLukaszasealedletter.“Sendwordthroughmy
sisterofyourwhereabouts.IwillkeepyouinformedasIcontinuetodrawalliestoourcause.”
Theknightsmountedtheirhorses,withtheexceptionofBarrow,whowasstillspeakingquietlyto
Tempête.
“Iwouldleaveyouwithonelastthought,”JérômesaidtoBarrow.“Youwon’tlikemywords,Lord
Hess.ButImeannooffense.”
“Sayon,”BarrowtoldhimashemovedfromstandinginfrontofTempêtetoherside,rubbingherneck
andshouldersallthewhile.
“Youshouldleavetheladywithhersister.”JérômeglancedatEmber.“Inwhat’stocome,there’sno
placeforamaidwhoplaysatswordsbecauseherfatherofferedConatusenoughcointotakeher.Iknow
wellhowsucharrangementswork.”
“Thankyouforthehorse,”Barrowsaid,swingingintoTempête’ssaddle.Thefillyreared,butBarrow
kepthisseatwithease.“Asforthelady,shedoesnotwieldswords,andshe’ssavedmylifetwice.When
youseehertakethefield—asonedayyoushall—youwillbegherforgivenessforyourhastilyspoken
words.”
TurningtoEmber,Jérômesaid,“Ihopehisfaithinyouisnotmisplaced.”
Bitingbacksomechoicewords,EmberinsteadputherheelstoCaber,andthestalliontrottedaway.
ALISTAIRKNEWHEwasn’tashappyasheshouldbe.He’ddoneeverythingthathadbeenaskedof
him.Youngashewas,LordMarandLadyEiralookedtoAlistairforadviceoverthatofanyother
memberoftheCircle.NotevenCianwastreatedwiththeesteemAlistairenjoyed.
HisswiftascensionhadbeennoticedbyhisfellowsintheGuard.Battle-seasonedknightsbowedwhen
hepassed.Theycametohiminprivate,askingforhishelpingainingfavorfromLadyEira.
Allaroundhim,servants,scholars,craftsmen,andwarriorsacknowledgedAlistair’splaceofhonorin
theneworderatTearmunn.
Buthetooklittlejoyinanyofit.
He’dwokenthismorningcoveredinsweat.Theresultofanothernightwheredreamsheldhimcaptive,
tormentinghim.Nomatterwhathadtakenplaceinhiswakinghours,whenAlistairgavehimselfoverto
sleep,hebecameaplayer,actingoutanimpossiblescene.
Itwasthenightthathe’dvisitedEmber’sroomandfoundhergone.Butinthisdream,Emberhadn’t
fledwithBarrow.WhenAlistairenteredhercell,shesatonherpallet,waitingforhim.Herplainsleep
shirthadbeentradedforasheerchemise.
Ashewatched,sherose,andthedelicategarmentslippedfromherbody.Embersteppedoutofthe
chemiseandlayonthebed.Herarmsreachedouttohim,herfacefullofyearning.
Alistairapproachedslowly,savoringthemomentforwhichhe’dwaitedsolongandsufferedsomuch.
Herskinwassopaleintheshadows,butheldaninnergleam,apromisesubtleandalluringasmoonlight.
Hisskinwashotwithanticipationashekneltoverher.Thoughhehadfleetingthoughtsthatheshould
treathergently,bepatient,hecouldn’twaitanylonger.
Butashereachedforherskin,hisfingersfoundnofleshtocaress.HishandpassedthroughEmber’s
body,meetingwiththeroughfibersoftheblanketbeneath.Hecouldstillseeher.ShelaybeforeAlistair,
waiting,wantinghim.Herlipsparted,breathsshortandshallow.
Graspingforhershoulders,Alistaircollapsedagainstthebed.Emberwasthere,butshewasnot.He
couldn’tholdher.Couldn’ttouchher.Longingwrenchedhislimbsasthoughhewerebeingstretchedona
torturer’srack.
Heflungthelengthofhisbodyontopofhers,buthepressedintoanemptypallet.Alistairwrithedand
sobbed,unabletoquellthedesperationofhisheartortheterriblehungerofhisbody.
Itwasn’tthesortofnightmarefromwhichhewokesuddenly,sittinguponhispalletinamomentthat
cleanlyseveredthedreamworldfromthereal.Thisdreamlingered,clingingtohisskinlikeafoulodor.
Ember’sface,thecreamofherskin,thefullnessofherlips—everydetailfollowedhimlongafterhe’d
lefthisbed.Eachtimereignitingtheslowburnofunquencheddesireinhisbody.
Hemovedthroughhisdayswithmethodicprecision.Allhistaskswereaccomplishedwithoutflaw.
Buteachnightthedreamreturned,andthenextdayhefeltmorelikethehuskofasoulthanamanof
muscleandbone.
Onthismorning,Alistairmadehiswaytothegreathall.Eirahadsummonedhimtogaugethefealtyof
craftsmen,whowouldbenexttotaketheiroaths.Ithadgonewellwiththeclerics.Ofthefortymenand
womenwhodevotedtheirlivestostudyingesoterictomes,devisingspells,orimprovingtheirpracticeof
healingarts,mosthadbeenalluredbyEira’spromisesforthefuture.Afewhaddeclined,butThomashad
carefullynotedtheirnames,andappropriatestepshadbeentaken.
Ifanyonehadnoticedthedisappearanceofthreeorfouroftheircompanions,nonefoundcourage
enoughtospeakofit.Aspowershifted,Alistairobserved,theresidentsofTearmunnprovedmorelikely
toletthenewcurrentcarrythemratherthanfightagainstit.
WhentheguardpostedatthedoorstothehallletAlistairpass,hewasn’tsurprisedtofindLordMar
waitingwithin.LadyEira’sabsence,however,wasasurprise.
“Goodday,LordHart.”Bosquestoodbesidethesacredtree.ThoughAlistairhadassumedthedead
treewouldbegintorot,thehugetrunk,alongwithitssprawlingbranchesandroots,hadn’tdeterioratedat
all.Insteadthesacredtreehadossifiedinitsnewform,asthoughalife-sizeivorysculptureofacedarof
Lebanonhadbeencommissionedtooccupythisroom.
AlistairnoddedagreetingtoBosque,butlookedoverhisshoulder,expectingEiratoappearinthe
doorwayatanytime.
“LadyEiracontendswithanunforeseendilemma,”Bosquesaid.“She’llbedelayed.”
Alistairabandonedhiswatchofthedoor,walkingtowardthetallman.“What’swrong?”
“Thewayyoutravel”—Bosquestrokedthebone-whitetrunkofthetreelikeitwasafavoritepet—“has
beendisrupted.”
FrowningashetriedtodiscernBosque’smeaning,Alistairsaid,“Ihaven’theardofanytroubleatthe
stables.”
Withaquietlaugh,Bosquetoldhim,“Theproblemisnotyourhorses.It’syourclerics.”
“Doyoumeantheportalweavers?”Alistair’seyeswidened.“What’shappenedtothem?”
“Theycannolonger,asyouputit,weave.”BosqueshowedlittleconcernoverwhatAlistair
consideredgravenews.
“Yourscholarsandmagiciansaredistraught,”Bosquecontinued.“ButasIassuredEira,theywillsoon
knowmuchgreaterpowerthanthesimpleactofopeningadoor.”
“Thosedoorstakeusallovertheworld—”Alistairbegantoargue,buttakinginBosque’splacid
smile,heinsteadasked,“Didyouknowthiswouldhappen?”
Bosqueleftthetreetostandface-to-facewiththeknight.“Iknewtherewouldbeconsequences.The
powerIgiveisdrawnfromthenether,nottheearth,whenceConatuscalledforthmagic.Wherethereis
one,theothercannotbe,asoilremainsseparatefromwater.”
“Noneoftheoldmagicswillwork?”Alistairasked.Hiseyesfoundtheblackabyssthatmaimedthe
sacredtree.“Becausetheriftisopen?”
“Youhavenewpower.”Bosqueshrugged.“Greaterpowerthatdoesn’trequireconcessionstothis
world.”
Alistairdidn’tfullyunderstand.Asaknight,hehadlimitedexperiencewiththearcanepracticesofthe
clericsandwouldneverclaimtounderstandtheintricaciesoftheirspellcraft.Yetthelossofportalsand,
withthem,theabilitytotravelgreatdistancesinaninstanttroubledAlistair.
SensingAlistair’sagitation,Bosquefoldedhisarmsacrosshisbroadchest.Alistairwas
uncomfortablyawareofhowtallandimposingBosquewas.Hetookastepback.
“Whatdoyouwant,LordHart?”Bosqueasked,hissilvereyesintent.
Alistairtriedtoanswer,butstumbledoverhiswords.Whatdidhewant?Ember’sbodyflashedacross
hismind,leavingbitternessinitswake.Onlywhat’sbeendeniedme.
“Ibelieveyourtalentshaven’tbeenputtoasmuchuseastheycouldbe,”Bosquesaid.“I’dlikethatto
change,butIwouldpreferthatyouchoosethetaskthatfullydemonstratesyourworth.”
“Mylord?”AlistairshookoffthefrustrationthatbuiltfromthoughtsofEmber.
BosquewalkedinaslowcirclearoundAlistair.“Youareoftendistracted,Alistair.Andsomething
clearlypainsyou.”
Alistairnoddedandheatcreptintohisneck.LordMardisplayednoweakness,novulnerability.Shame
athoweasilyhecouldbeprovokedbyunrequitedlovechurnedbeneathAlistair’sribs.
“Passionisagreatforce,”Bosquetoldhim.“Harnessyours,setittogoodpurpose,andIbelievethe
resultswouldbeastonishing.”
Grindinghisteethoutofimpatiencewithhimself,Alistairaskedsullenly,“HowcanIdothatwhenmy
passioniswastedon—”Hestoppedhimself,chokingontheragehefelttowardEmber.
“Itisonlyawasteifyouletitbe,”Bosquesaid.“Asforthewoman—Ican’thelpyouuntilshe
reappears.”
“Ifshe’salive,”Alistairmuttered,hisangerspiralingintoahollowsadness.Itwasalwayslikethis
whenhethoughtofEmber:heloved,hated,andmournedherwithinthespaceofaheartbeat.Itwasagony.
BosqueignoredAlistair’scomment.“Therehavebeenmomentsoftriumph.Yourtriumph.Thatiswhat
youmustbuildyourlegacyupon.”
Alistairstaredathim.“Alegacy?”
“Youwillhaveagreatlegacy,Alistair,”Bosquesaidquietly.“Butitmustbeginwithademonstration
ofyourcunning.”
AsAlistairmulledoverBosque’swords,Bosquecontinued.“Canyoutellmewhenyoufeltstrongest
sinceyoujoinedEira?Themostpowerful?”
“WhenIrodetheshadowhorseandranwiththeLyulf,”Alistairansweredwithoutpause.Thememory
ofrushingthroughtimeonariverofdarkness,ofseeingthefirewolvesputEmberandBarrowathis
mercy,madeAlistair’spulsespike.
Bosquenodded.“Considerthis:I’vetoldyouthattheLyulfarebeyondhumanmastery.”
ThefeverishlightinAlistair’sblueeyesdiminished.“Iremember.”
“Buttherearemanybeastsinmydominionthatarenot,”Bosquesaid.
MeetingBosque’ssearchinggazewithafurrowedbrow,Alistairsaid,“Youwouldhavemecommand
othercreaturesofthenether?”
“Ihavegivenyoupiecestoapuzzle,LordHart,”Bosqueanswered.“Thatisall.EvenIdon’tknow
whatpicturewillemergewhenyouputthemtogether.”
Bosquereturnedtothetree.Hedippedhishandintotheriftanddrewforthshadowthatranfromhis
cuppedpalmlikewater.
“WhatIhaveisyoursforthetaking,”Bosquesaidwithoutturningawayfromthetree.“Tellmewhat
youwilldowiththisgift.”
ArushofimagesfilledAlistair’smind.Shadowandfire.Thehowlofwolves.Avillageinchaos.A
forestofbone.
AndBosque.Summonedbyblood.Yetwithhisownblood,drawingCian’sbrokenbodybackfromthe
edgeofdeath.
WhatIhaveisyoursforthetaking.
I’vebeenactingthechild,Alistairthought.WhenoneaspowerfulasBosqueseesthemanIshould
be.
Thenhesmiled,knowinghisdreamswouldbedifferentthatnight.
ThemanIshallbe.
ONCETHECITYWASbehindthem,Lukaszsettheirpaceataswiftgallop.Emberwassurprisedat
howgladshewastobefreeofLaRochelle.Thewalledcityanditsfortifiedharborwereimpressiveand
beautiful,butwhatshe’dlearnedtherehadleftachillinherbones.
Thehorsesappeareddelightedtobeoutofthecavelikestableinwhichthey’dspentthenight.Whether
itwastheappearanceofthesunorthewarmwindsfulloflushgreenscents,theirhoovespoundedthe
roadeasttirelessly.Despitethefastpaceatwhichthecommanderledthem,Caberremainedrestless.
Grabbingforthebit,sothatEmberhadtotakeextracareinhandlinghim,hemadeitobviousthathe
wantedtorunfasteryet.
“Wouldyousettledown!”Emberchidedthestallion,whoinsistedontossinghishead,pullinghardon
thereins.Intermittentlowwhinniesrumbledfromhischest.
BarroweyedCaber’sarchedneck.“He’sshowingoff.Whenthisfillycomesintoseason,we’llhavea
problem.”
ThesilverhorseJérômehadgiventoBarrowmovedasthoughshewerefloatingabovetheground.Her
strideswereeffortless,thoughthey’dsetoutatafiercegallop.
“Perhapsweshouldlethimburnoffsomeofthataggression,”BarrowsaidtoEmber.
“Whatdoyouhaveinmind?”Emberasked.Tempêtesensedachangeinherriderandsnortedin
anticipation.
Barrowgrinned.“IfIsignalyou,justtrytocatchme.”
Easingthereins,BarrowletTempête’sstridelengthenuntilshewasabreastofLukasz’smare.Ember
couldseethetwoknightsspeaking,buttheirwordsweredrownedbythehorses’hoofbeats.
Thecommanderlaughed,andBarrowturnedinhissaddle.CatchingEmber’seye,Barrowpointedto
theroadahead.TempêteboltedbeforeBarrowhadfullyturnedtofacetheroad.Caberwentwildbeneath
Ember,andshesworeunderherbreath.
“Allright,lad,”shesaidthroughclenchedteethasCaberbucked,hisbacklegskickingatthesky.
“Let’schasethem.”
Sheloosenedthereins,andCaberstoppedthrashingbetweenstrides,startledtofindhenolonger
foughtEmberforcontrol.
“Goon!”shecalledtohim,leaningforward.“Lookhowfaraheadsheis!”
CaberbellowedandhishoovesshreddedthegroundashetookoffinpursuitofBarrowandTempête.
KaelandLukaszgaveshoutsofencouragementasCabertorepasttheirmounts.Ontheroadahead,
Tempêteflashedlikelightning.Herspeedwasasimpressiveasthegracewithwhichsheran.Though
deadlyquick,herlimbsmovedfluidly,herbodyflowinglikeariver.Emberdidn’tknowifCaberwould
catchthefilly.
ButwhereTempêtewasbuiltforspeed,Caberwasdrivenbyprideanddetermination.Embercould
scarcelybelieveit,butstridebystride,hegainedground.LikeEmber,Barrowseemedtohaveassumedit
wouldbesometimebeforethepursuerscaughtthem.WhenCabergaveatrumpetingcallasheclosedon
Tempête’sflank,Barrow’sheadwhippedaroundinsurprise.
Laughingathisstartledexpression,EmberputherheelstoCaber,challengingthestalliontoovertake
Tempête.Thesilverfilly,equallyalarmedbythesuddenraceshe’dbecomepartof,snortedandputona
freshburstofspeed.ShepulledaheadofCaber,butherefusedtoconcede.CabermatchedTempête’s
strideuntilthefillyandstallionwererunningsidebyside,astormofhooves,manes,andtailswhipping
inthewind.
Theriderscrestedahill,horsesstillneckandneck,andBarrowfinallyreinedinTempête.Caber,who
wasmoreinterestedinkeepingclosetothesilverfillythancontinuingathisfuriousgallop,didn’tgive
Emberanytroubleassheslowedhim.Theycontinuedatamilderlope,thenatrot,andfinallyaneasy
walk.Caberwasabitlatheredfromtherun,butTempête,lookingasifshe’donlytakenaquickturn
aroundthepasture,showednosignsofweariness.
Barrowpulledonthereinsagain,bringingTempêtetoastopinthemiddleoftheroad.Helookedback
towardthehillthey’djusttopped.KaelandLukaszwerehiddenontheotherside.
“Goodrun,”Embersaid,abitbreathlesswiththeexhilarationoftheride.
Withasmile,BarrowmaneuveredTempêteclosetoCaberandthenreachedforEmber.Hedidn’tquite
pullherfromthesaddle,butalmost.Embercouldn’tworryaboutfallingfromherhorsewhenBarrow’s
armswerearoundherandhewasbendingtokissher.Hebracedheragainsthimwithonearmwhilehis
otherhandtangledinherhair.
EmberdroppedCaber’sreinssoshecouldrunherhandsoverBarrow’sneckandshoulders.Hiskiss
wasfullofthedesperateachethatovertookherlimbs.Sheneededtobeclosertohim.
Ashrillwhinnysounded,andBarrowwaspulledsuddenlyfromEmber’sarms.FortunatelyEmber
grabbedCaber’sreinsandrightedherselfinthesaddlebeforethestallionbegantopranceinacircle,
snortingatTempête.Fromthewayherearswerepinnedbackandhernostrilsflared,Embercouldonly
guessthatTempêtehadgrowntiredofstandingsoclosetoCaber.
“Whowon?”Kaelshoutedtothem.
Theircompanionshadjustcrestedthehillandlopeduptojointhem.
“Ithinkitwasadraw,”Barrowanswered,offeringEmberaknowingsmile.
Emberlaughed.“Thatsoundsaboutright.”
Settingoutatasteadylope,theirpartycontinuedthroughtheFrenchcountryside.Theymadeidle
chatterastheyrode,jokesandlaughteraccompanyingtherhythmichoofbeatsoftheirmounts.Asthesun
madeitsarcacrossthespringsky,watchingovertheirjourney,Embercouldalmostforgetthattheywere
exiles.
ThefirstshadowsofduskhadfallenwhentheChâteaudeLusignanrosebeforethem.Ember’sbreath
caught.She’dheardherfather’sextensiveboastsabouthowgrandhersister’smatchhadbeen,butEmber
hadtakenmostofhisclaimsasbluster.
She’dbeenwrong.
Thechâteauclaimedabroadswathofthecountryside.Fortifiedbyanouterwallandasecondinner
wallthatfeaturedbarbicantowers,thecastlewarnedawayintrudersandatthesametimeproclaimedthe
wealthandstandingofitsoccupants.
“Yoursistermarriedintogreatfortune,”Barrowobserved.
AllEmbercoulddowasnod.TimidAgneswastheladyofthismassiveestate.Hadmarriageandthe
accompanyingresponsibilitieschangedhersister?HadAgnesfoundjoyinbecomingacountess?
ThechaosofrecenteventshadkeptEmberfromconsideringanythingotherthanherowncircumstance.
NowthatAgnes’shomelaybeforeher,Emberwaseagertobereunitedwithhersister.Thehappinessof
theirreunionwaspairedwithanewspringinghopethattheadvancementofhersister’spositionwould
meanAgnescouldgivethemrealaid.
“Thisbodeswellforus.”EmbervoicedherthoughtstoBarrow.“Mysisterremainsingoodstanding
withmyfather.Perhaps,learningofwhat’shappened,hewillrallytoourcause.”
“Yourfathercastshislotwiththephysicalworld,theworldofmen.”Barrowfrowned.“Notwiththe
mysticalwarwewage.Idoubthecanhelpus.”
“Hehaspowerfulfriends,”Emberpressed.“Evenifhealonecan’tprovideassistance,atleasthe
couldrallytheScottishnoblesagainstEira.”
Barrowstillseemeddoubtful,butLukaszspokeup.“Whateverhelpisoffered,wewillaccept
gratefully.”
Theyreachedtheouterwallsofthecastlejustastwilightovertookthesunset.Passingbythe
householdsthatwereclumpedbetweentheouterandinnerwalls,theymadetheirwaytothegatethatled
tothecount’smanor.Theestatebustledwithactivity.Servantshurriedabouttheirtasks.Theringingofa
blacksmith’shammercaughtEmber’sear.Firesroaredintheopenkitchens.Hensandroostersavoided
crossingpathswiththemassivehuntingdogsthatroamedthecourtyard.
WhenLukaszdismounted,therestofthepartyfollowedsuit.Thecommandercalledtoanearby
servant.Themanapproachedthetallknightapprehensively.Aftertheyexchangedafewwords,the
servanthurriedtothemanor.
“Shouldwefollow?”Emberasked.
“Ifwe’replayingatnobility,wemustwaittobeinvited,”Lukaszsaid.“Thecountshouldofferyouan
officialwelcomeandmakeashowofhishospitality.”
Kaelgrinned,rubbinghisstomach.“Ihopethatshowinvolvesaroastpheasant.”
Emberlaughed,therumbleofherownstomachremindingherthatdinnerwouldbeappreciated.
Themanordooropened,andEmberhandedherreinstoBarrow,expectingtorunintoAgnes’sopen
arms.Buthersisterdidn’tappear,onlyaman.HewasdressedmorefinelythantheservantwhomLukasz
hadsentintothegreathouse,butnotrichlyenoughtobethecount.
HewalkedstraighttoEmber.Athinmanwithaclose-clippedbeardandapinchedface.
ThoughEmberhadafaircommandofFrench,shewasstillrelievedwhenthecount’smanspoketoher
inEnglish.
“Hisexcellencywillnotseeyou,”hetoldher.SomuchdisdainfilledhisgazethatEmberhadtolook
away.ShesensedBarrowmovingcloser,loomingoverhershouldersoastoremindthemanservantthat
hecontendednotonlywithayounglady.
Lukaszcrossedtostandatherelbow.“LadyMorrowmeritsamoregraciouswelcomethanthis.Isyour
mastersolackinginmanners?”
Theservantsnorted,hislipscurling.
“Ifthecountisindisposed,Iunderstand,”Embersaidquickly.“Ionlywishtospeakwithmysister.”
Theservantthrusthischinout,hisfacesour.“Yoursisterisnothere.”
“Nothere?”Emberstaredathim.“Butshemustbe.She’sthecount’swife.Hashesenthertocourt?”
ThatAgnescouldhavegonetoParishadn’tcrossedEmber’smind.Shegroundherteeth,knowingthat
asideexcursiontotheFrenchcourtwasn’tpossible.
“TheladyAgnesisreturnedtoherhomeinScotland,”themancontinued.HebegantosmileatEmber,
hismouthtwistinginwickeddelight.“Onmylord’sweddingnight,hediscoveredtohishorrorthathis
bridewasnot…pure.”
BarrowsteppedaroundEmber,menacingtheservant.“Takecarewithyourwords,sir,lestyoufind
yourselflackingatonguetospeakthem.”
TheFrenchmangrimaced,butdidn’tbackdown.“Mytonguespeaksonlythetruth.”Hesquintedat
Ember.“Yourfamilywastoodisgracedtotellyou?”
“Tellmewhat?”Emberasked,moreanxiousforhersister’swell-beingbytheminute.
“Yoursister,theladyAgnesMorrow,waswithchild.”
Emberrockedback,asiftheservanthaddeliveredablow.
Lukaszspokeinalow,dangeroustone.“Iwillaskthisbutonce:doyoubesmirchtheelderlady
Morrow’sname,orareyouspeakingthetruth?”
TheservanteyedLukasz’sheightandthehiltthatpeekedoverhisshoulders.“Idonodishonortothe
lady’sname,”hesaid.“Thatwasherowndoing.”
“Ember.”Barrowputanarmaroundhershoulders,seeingthatshe’dgoneweakintheknees.
AbitoftheFrenchman’shaughtydemeanorleftwhenhesawhowdistressedEmberwas.Clearinghis
throat,heofferedheraletter.
“Mymasterreceivedthisletterandnowgivesittoyou,forwhomitwasintended.”Withacurtbow,he
halfturnedtowardthemanor.“Andthatwillbetheextentofhishospitality.Youwillfindaninnonthe
roadleadingnorthfromthechâteau.Itshouldprovideaccommodationssuitableforyourparty.”
WhethertheirpurposenowlackeditsformerurgencyoroutofrespectforEmber’sshock,Lukaszled
themonataploddingpace.Emberdidn’trememberBarrowhelpingherintothesaddle,northewayhe
foldedCaber’sreinsintoherlefthand.Herrighthandclaspedtheunopenedlettertoherchest.
Emberhadlittlesenseofhowmuchtimepassedbeforetheyreachedtheinn,onlythattheeveninghad
growndark.Numbly,sheslidfromCaber’sback.BarrowguidedhertotheentrancewhileKaeland
Lukaszmadearrangementsforthehorses.SettlingEmberatatable,Barrowwenttospeaktothe
innkeeper.
Breakingtheletter’sseal,Emberopenedthepagesandrecognizedhersister’shandwriting.Theink
blurredasEmberstaredatthewords,tooafraidtoreadthemandknowwhathadbefallenAgnes.
Acupplunkedinfrontofheronthetable.
“Drinkthis,”Barrowsaid.
Emberstartedtoshakeherhead,herthirstandappetitesmotheredbyworry.
“Drinkit,Ember.”Hetooktheletterfromher,puttingthecupinitsplace.
Tooweariedtoargue,Embertookalargeswallowandimmediatelybegantocough.Theliquidburned
allthewaydownherthroatandlitafireinherbelly.
Wheezing,shepushedthecupawayandglaredatBarrow.
“Youweren’tsupposedtodrinkthatmuch,lass.”Hecouldn’tquitehidehissmile.“Butitdidthejob.”
Temptedtothrowtherestofthedrinkinhisface,Emberhadtoadmitthattheconcoctionhadpulledher
outofherstupor.“Whatisit?”
“Aquavitae,”Barrowanswered.“Muchstrongerstuffthanwine.Youneededabitofajolt.”
KaelandLukaszjoinedthematthetable.Emberglancedaroundthesmallinn.Themainfloorhelda
clusteroftablesandchairs,onlyoneotherofwhichwasoccupied.Theclothesofthepairofmensitting
theresuggestedtheyweremerchants.Alargefireplacewarmedandcheeredtheroom,andtheairhelda
pleasantmixofscents:spice,smoke,andhops.
Theinnkeeperappearedattheirtablewithaplatterofcoldroastduckandapitcherofale.Theyate
quietly.Whenthemeatwasgoneandtheyweresippingattheircupsofale,Barrowplacedtheletterin
frontofEmber.
“You’llhavetoreadit,”hesaid.“Wecan’ttarryinLusignanwhenthecountoffersnosanctuary.”
Embernodded,thoughherheartwashardandcoldinherchest.Shebegantoread.Soonherhands
wereshaking.Thepagesdroppedfromherhandsandtearsescapedfromthecornersofhereyes.
“Youmusttelluswhathastakenplace,”Lukaszsaidtoherquietly.“Whetheritconcernsourfateor
simplytounburdenyourspirit.”
Coveringherfacewithherhands,Embersqueezedhereyestight,willingherselftospeakthroughher
horror.
“Shecarriesanillegitimatechild,”Embertoldthem,“andmyfatherhascastheroutofhishouse.”
“Hecastouthisownchild?Whereisshenow?”Kaelasked,hisusualmirthreplacedbyoutrage.“Is
shedestitute?Withoutshelterorsustenance?”
WhenEmberanswered,shelookeddirectlyatBarrow.“AgneshasgonetoTearmunn.”
Lukaszbowedhishead.“Shewritestoyouasahostage,then.”
“No.”Embertriedtokeephervoicesteady.“Shespeaksonlyofthecareshe’sbeengiven…by
Alistairinparticular.”
Sheglancedatthepagesagain.“ThechildwasfatheredbyAlistair’selderbrotherHenry.”
AgrowlofdisgusteruptedfromBarrow’sthroat.“DoesAlistairhopetoprotecthisbrotherfrom
dishonor?”
FrowningatBarrow,Embersaid,“AgnessayslittleofHenry,onlythatshewenttoTearmunnwith
nothingandhasbeentreatedasifsheretainshernoblestation.”
Emberhesitated,thenquietlyshesaid,“MysisteraskswhenIreturntoTearmunn.Sheisafraidand
heartbrokenandbegsformypresence.”
“No.”Barrowstaredatherinalarm.
“Sheismysister,”Emberreplied.“Andshehaswanderedunknowingintoalion’sden.Imustgoto
her.”
Lukaszcoveredherhandwithhis.“Considerthis,Ember.Yoursistermighthavebeencoercedinto
puttingthesewordstothepage.Whatiftheletterisonlyasnaresetforyou?”
“Yes,”Barrowsaidurgently.“Lukaszspeaksreason,Ember.Takeheed.”
“IknowAgneswell.”EmberpulledherhandfromLukasz’s.“Thesearethesecretsandsorrowsofher
heart.Theletterisnotatrap.”
“Thatdoesn’tmeanthatherwelcomeatTearmunnisnotaploytolureyouback,”Kaelargued.
Embersighed.“Ican’targuewiththat,butitdoesn’tchangethatshehasgonetothekeepandImust
follow.”
“Why?”Barrowdemanded.“Howcanyouaidyoursisterbyputtingyourselfindanger?”
Loweringhergaze,Emberspokesoftly.“Iwon’tbeindanger.NotifIreturnonapremisebesidesthat
ofsisterhood.”
“Forwhatotherreasonwouldyouputyourselfinthehandsofourenemy?”Kaelaskedher.
FixinghereyesonLukasz,butnotdaringtolookatBarrow,Embersaid,“ForthereasonsthatAlistair
wishes.Thereasonshedidn’ttakemebacktoTearmunnbyforcethenighthehunteduswithwolvesof
fire.”
“Youcan’tbeserious,”Barrowhissedthroughhisteeth.
“Therecouldbemoretogainherethanmysister’swell-being.”Embercontinuedtospeaktothe
commander,thoughshecouldfeeltheweightofBarrow’sgaze.
Lukasznodded,andshewenton.“We’vebeencutofffromTearmunn,andJérômetellsusthatEira’s
influenceisspreadingwellbeyondourhome.WithoutsupportfromtheothersitesofConatus,youhave
nomeanstocommunicatewiththosewithinTearmunnwhowouldresistEira.”
“Cianwillfindawayintime,”Lukasztoldher,butEmberheardtheedgeofdoubtinhisvoice.“She’ll
sendword…somehow.”
“Butsoonenough?”Emberpressed.“Eiraworksquickly.Whilewehide,sheralliesmoretoherside.
IfIgotoTearmunn,Icanserveasanenvoytoourallieswithinthekeep.”
“Andhowwillyousendwordtous,”Kaelasked,“whentheotherscannot?”
“Theyknownotwhereyouare,orwhatyoudo,”Emberanswered.“Ialreadyhavethemeanstoreach
you—throughJérôme’ssisterinLaRochelle.Ithinkyoushouldreturntothecityandseekrefugeinher
home.Ifshe’salreadyassistingJérôme,itseemsunlikelythatshe’dturnyouaway.”
Quietovertookthetable.Glancingateachman’sface,Embercouldtellshe’dconvincedLukasz,Kael
remaineduneasy,andBarrowwasalostcause.
Whenshecouldbearthesilencenolonger,Embersaid,“InthemorningIridetoCernon.Oncethere,
I’llinformJérômeofwhat’shappenedandinquireabouthissisterprovidingyoushelter.”
“Youwantustohideinamerchant’shousewhileyouthrowyourselfintothefire?”Barrowsaid
angrily.
Embersteeledherselfbeforeshereplied.“Youwon’tjustbehiding.YouwillbeworkingwithJérôme
toconsolidatearesistance.Whenyou’reready,wecanmoveagainstEira.Youfromwithout,Ifrom
within.”
“YouarenottheTrojanhorse,Ember,”Barrowtoldher.
“Thisismywill,”Emberanswered,holdinghisgaze.
Lukasztookadeepbreath.“Barrow,Iknowitpainsyou,butEmberisright.Weneedawayinto
Tearmunn,tounderstandwhatEiraisplanning.”
“Isn’tthatwhyFatherMichaelandCianremained?”Barrowsaid,fistsclenching.“AndwhatofFionn
andLora?”
“Theyknownotwhetherwesurvivedthejourney,”Kaelinterrupted.
“Andwedon’tknowwhathasbefallenthem,”Lukaszcontinued,noddingatKael.“Haveyousosoon
forgottenthatwewerepursuedontheverynightwefledthekeep?Ourrebellionwasdiscoveredbefore
itbegan.Ourfriendsmaybeimprisoned,orworse.”
Barrowpushedhischairbackfromthetable,slamminghiswayouttheinn’sdoorwithoutanother
word.
LukaszandKaelexchangedalonglook.
“I’llgoafterhim,”Kaelsaid,standingup.“Youwouldn’tthinkit,butBarrowhassomethingofa
penchantfordrama.”
HepattedEmber’sshoulder.“You’reabravelass,LadyMorrow.”
Emberofferedhimaweaksmile.She’dspokenwithcertitude,butnowthatBarrowhadstormedout
andtheimplicationsofherwordsweresinkingin,Emberbegantofeelmuchlessthancapableof
followingthepathshe’dsetforherself.
“Hedoesn’t,youknow.”Thecommander’svoicebroughtEmberbacktothetable.
“What?”Sherubbedhertiredeyes,hopingtoclearherthoughts.
Lukaszsmiled.“Haveapenchantfordrama.Neitherishequicktoanger.Barrowfearsforyou,thatis
all.”
“Idon’tmeantohurthim,”Embersaid.
“Heknowsthat.”Lukaszstoodup,leavingheratthetable,andwenttospeakwiththeinnkeeper.
Embertoyedwithheremptycup,wonderingifsheshouldfollowKaelandtrytoreasonwithBarrow.
Lukaszreturnedtohischair,pressinganironkeyintoherhand.“Yourroomisupstairs—thekeyopens
thewesternmostdoor.Andtheinnkeeper’sdaughterwillbringacoppertubandheatedwatersoyoucan
bathe.”
Embershookherhead.“Idon’tneedsuchfinetreatment.”
“Westilltravelasyourladyship’sretinue,”Lukasztoldher.“It’swiserthatwekeepupthat
appearance.”
“IfI’mtoreachCernontomorrow,Imustriseearly.”EmberroseandtookLukasz’shand.“I’llsay
goodnightnow.”
“Goodnight,LadyMorrow.”Lukaszclaspedherfingers.“AndrememberKael’swords.”
“Whatwerethose?”Emberasked,thinkingofKael’sjests.
“You’reverybrave,”heanswered.“Ithinkwemaysoonalloweyourcourageagreatdebt.”
Takingleaveofthecommander,Emberclimbedthestairsandwenttoherroom.Likethesimple
comfortoftheinn’smainfloor,herchamberwassparelyappointedwithabedandatablewithasingle
chair.She’dnosoonersettledontotheedgeofthebedthanatentativeknockbroughthertothedoor.
Openingit,shewasgreetedbyagirlnomorethantenyearsofage.Alittlebitofherbrownhair
peekedoutfrombeneaththekerchiefthatcoveredherhead.ShelookedupatEmberwithlargeeyesanda
shysmile.
Embersteppedbackandthegirlcarriedinacoppertubhalfasbigasshewas.Aftersettingthetub
down,shetookabundlefrominsidethebasinandsetitonthefloor.ThegirlgaveEmberafoldedcloth
thatshe’dheldtuckedunderherarmandthenhurriedfromtheroom,returningafewminuteslaterwitha
pailofsteamingwater.Thegirlpouredthescaldingwaterintothetub.Afterseveraltripsbackandforth,
thetubheldsufficientwaterforbathing.
Thegirllookedatthefulltub,theclothbundle,andthenatEmber.WhenEmbersmiledandnodded,the
girlbeamed,gavealittlecurtsy,andlefttheroom,swingingherpail.
Aloneandexhausted,Emberfoughtherwayoutoftheheavybrocadegownandslippedoffher
chemise.Shesteppedintothecoppertubandthenknelt.ThesteamingwatercoveredEmbertoherwaist.
Goosefleshroseonherarmsfromthechilloftheroomonherbareskin,whileherlowerbodybaskedin
thebath’sheat.Reachingoverthesideofthetub,Embercollectedtheboundcloth,unwrappingitto
revealaroughlumpofsoap.Despiteitsmisshapenappearance,whenEmbersniffedthesoap,shefoundit
burstingwiththescentoflavender.
Embersettoscrubbingherselffromheadtotoe,washingawaydaysoftravelbylandandsea.Withher
skinfreeofdirtandherhairheavy,soppingwet,foramomentEmberletherbodymelt,forgettingthe
fearsandstrainsthatshestillcarried.Thetubwasn’tlargeenoughforhertoliedown,butsheleaned
over,restingherforearmsalongthecurvededgeofthebathandlayingherforeheadagainstthem.Steam
caressedherface,andshetookdeepbreathsofthecleansinghotair.
Anotherreluctant-soundingknockatthedoorrousedEmberfromherdreamyrepose.Assumingthatthe
girlhadreturnedtoseeifEmberwasthroughwiththetub,orpossiblyifshewantedmorewaterheated,
Emberstoodup,gatheredtheplainsheetoflinenthegirlhadprovided,andgaveherselfacursorydrying.
Wrappingherbodyinthecloth,Emberwenttothedoor.
“Whoisit?”
“Barrow.”
Emberglancedoverhershoulderatherdiscardeddress,butswiftlyabandonedtheideaofputtingiton.
Sheopenedthedooronlyslightly,keepingherselfhiddenbehindit.
“Ember?”Barrowasked,stillinthehall.
“Comeinquickly,”shesaid,pullingthedooropenabitfarther.
Barrowsteppedinside,andEmberclosedthedoorafterhim.Hisbrowwasfurroweduntilhelooked
ather.Barrow’ssurprisewasquicklyreplacedbyamischievoushalfsmile.
“Ihadabath,”Embersaid,straighteningsoshe’dlookmoredignified.Asdignifiedasshecouldwhen
wearingonlyasheetofundyedlinen.
Barrowansweredgravely,thoughhiseyesdancedwithmirth.“Icanseethat.”
Hetookasteptowardher,butEmberbackedaway.Shehadn’tforgottenhisangrydeparturefromtheir
table.Hiswordshadleftastingthatstillfestered.
WatchingEmber’sdefensivemovement,Barrowalsotookastepback.Hisgazeavoidedherwarning
glare.“I’msorry.”
“Forwhat?”Emberasked.Shedidn’twanthisapologyifhethoughtshe’dsomehowrevertedto
playingthepartofanoblemaidwhowasoffendedbyhisadvances.
“Forlettingmyloveforyoubecomepossession,”hetoldher.Hisvoicewasquiet,regretful.“WhatI
desirecan’tstandinthewayofthegreaterpurposeweserve.”
Liftinghiseyestomeethers,Barrowsaid,“Iwon’tlietoyou.Idon’twanttoseeyoudothis.”
“Iknow,”Emberanswered.“ButyouunderstandwhyImust?”
Henodded,andshewenttohim.BarrowfoldedEmberinhisarms,restinghischeekagainstherwet
hair.Heheldherquietlyforsometime,butwhenshefelthimtense,Emberasked,“Whatisit?”
“I’mafraidmyjealousyisabeastIfinddifficulttotame,”hesaidwithasigh.
Embersteppedback,liftingherhandtotouchhisface.“Youhavenothingtobejealousof.”
Hiseyesweretightwithstrain,andEmber’sfingersslidalongthetensesetofhisjaw.“Tellmewhat’s
troublingyou.IsitsomethingmorethanmyreturntoTearmunn?”
“It’swhatthatreturnmeansforyou,”Barrowtoldher.Hisarmstightenedaroundherback.
Shesmiledathim.“Idon’tthinkI’llbeinasmuchdangerasyoubelieve.Peoplewouldalwaysrather
seemeasaspoilednobleman’sdaughterthanasoldier.AllIhavetodoisbewhatJérômethinksIam.”
“Thatdoesn’tworryme.”Barrowcontinuedtoholdherclose,buthelookedawayfromher.
“Thenwhatdoes?”
“Alistair.”Barrow’steethwereclenchedwhenhespoketheotherknight’sname,makingtheword
soundlikeagrowl.
Emberstartedtolaugh,butwhenshesawfearinBarrow’savertedeyes,shestopped.Risingtoher
tiptoes,shekissedhischeekandwhisperedinhisear,“YouhavenothingtofearfromAlistair.”
“NotI.You.”OneofBarrow’shandscameuptocradleherhead.“Ifearforyou.”
ThoughapartofEmberwantedtopushhimawayandlaughagain,thewayheheldhersentacool
pricklingoffearthroughherveins.
“Why?”ShewrappedherarmsaroundBarrow’sneck,lettingthefulllengthofherbodypressintohim.
Barrowwassilent,hisarmsstrongaroundhersothat,whilehertoesbrushedtheground,shewasno
longerstandingonherown.
“Tellme.”Shecurledherfingersinhisdarkhair.
“Ember,yougotohimwithwordsofloveonyourtongue.Ofloyaltytohiscause.”Barrowsether
downandwalkedaway.Foramoment,Emberworriedhewouldleave,butheturnedbacktofaceher,
andshesawhowashenhisfacewas.
“Whatwillyoudowhenheseekstoclaimtheloveyouoffer?”
RatherthanwalkingtoBarrow,Emberwenttothebed.Shesettledonit,keepingthelinensheet
wrappedaroundherbodyandtuckingherlegsbeneathher.
“Iunderstandyourfears,butIwouldtrytoassuagethem.”
Barrowstayednearthedoor,frowningather.
“Please,comesitwithme.”Emberheldoutherhand,andBarrowcametothebed.Hetookherhand,
sittingontheedgeofthefeather-stuffedtickbutnotmovingtoembraceher.
Holdinghisfingersinatightclasp,Embersaid,“IwillgivehimonlywhatImusttopersuadehimof
mylove,butnothingmore.”
Staringatthefloor,Barrowaskedinahoarsewhisper,“Andwhatdoyouthinkthatwillbe?”
“Sweetwords,”Embersaidquietly.“Briefembracesandlightkisses.”
Barrowshookhishead.“IworrythatyouunderestimateAlistair’sobsessionwithyou.Hesoughtyour
bedbeforeyouwerewilling.”
“Ihaven’tforgotten,”Emberanswered.“Iwillneverforget,norwillIgiveAlistairanychanceto
attemptsuchfolly.”
“Thenhowwillyou—”Barrowlookedather,frowning.
“Twothingsworkinmyfavor,”Embertoldhim.“ThefirstisAgnes.Herillegitimatechild,fatheredby
Alistair’sownbrother,offerssoundreasonformenottosharemybedwithhimbeforemarriage.The
secondismyownvirtue.AsIwillhavereembracedmyroleasapropernoblewoman,thatservesthe
samepurposeasmysister’smisfortune.”
AlittlecolorreturnedtoBarrow’sface.“Andyouthinkhe’llbepersuaded?”
“Ido.”
Barrowdroppedhishead,coveringhiseyeswithhishands.“Idon’twantthis.IwishIcouldbe
strongerforyou,Ember.ButI’mnot.”
Embercrawledtohimandrestedherchinonhisshoulder.“Iwouldbemoretroubledifyousentmeto
Alistairwithacheerfulheartandgoodtidings.”
AlowsoundrumbledfromBarrow’sthroatthatEmberslowlyrealizedwaslaughter.Whenheturnedto
lookather,hewassmiling.
“Youhaveamarvelousspirit,”hesaid.“LikenoneI’veeverknown.”
Emberleanedin,kissinghim.Hisarmscamearoundherwaist,andshetangledherfingersinhishair
whilehertonguetastedthesweatandspiceofhisjawandneck.
Barrow’svoicewastightwhenhesaid,“Icantarryhere.Orfindaroomofmyown.”
“IfyouthinkIwillspendthisnightwithoutyou,youareafool.”Ember’slipsreturnedtohis.
“Hopefullynotafool,”heanswered,withaslightsmile.“ButIknowtoowellthatmypenchantfor
jealousymakesmeweakwhenImustbestrong.”
“Meaning?”Emberfrowned.
“Iwouldstaywithyou,”Barrowtoldher.“Butweshouldseeksleep.Ifyoukissmeagain,Iwillbe
tootemptedtotakethingsfurtherthanwedare.”
Embernodded,atightnessgrippingherlimbs.Thoughshedidn’tvoiceherthoughts,Emberknewshe
couldn’tovercomethatsametemptation.ShealsoknewBarrowthoughtherresolvegreaterthanitwas.A
partofEmberhadhopedhewouldsharethislastnightmakinglovetoher,possessingherashewantedto
beforeshewenttoTearmunnprofessingafalselove.
Butthosewereimpulsesshecouldn’tgiveinto.Asmuchasshewantedhim,Emberreluctantly
concededherowndesires’defeat.Whatlayaheadborefarmoreimportthanindulginginonenight’s
passion.
SoEmberletBarrowpulltheheavyfursovertheirbodies.Shestayedwrappedinherlinensheet.He
slippedoffhisboots,butotherwiseremainedclothed.Theironeconcessiontolovewastheintimacyof
theirslumber.AsEmber’seyesclosed,shecouldfeelBarrow’sbreathonthebackofherneck.Hisbody
curledaroundthelengthofhers,andhisarmheldherclose.Shetwinedherfingerswithhis.
“Iloveyou,”Emberwhispered,frowningatthestrangeechoshethoughtshe’dheard.Untilsherealized
thatBarrowhadwhisperedthesamewordsinherearwithinthesamebreathshe’dspokenthem.
BOSQUE’STASKOFFEREDAlistairawelcomedistraction,butitwasn’talwaysenough.Though
he’dsethimselftospendinglonghoursinthescribes’quarters,jottingnotesandsketchingvisionsofhis
ultimategoal,hismindstillfoundoccasiontowanderuntilitcameuponEmber.
He’dmadeanefforttoavoidconfrontinghisworstfearsabouther.AsEirasentheremissariesto
entreattheircounterpartsacrossEuropeandAsiatojoinher,they’dhadafewreportsaboutwhatmight
havebefallenthesmallbandofrebelswhofledTearmunn.Arashofshipwreckshadplaguedthewestern
Europeancoast,withthefewsurvivorsrelatingstrangetalesoftheirdoomedvoyages.Somespokeofa
terribleseamonsterthatattackedtheirship,whileothersrecalledonlyamaelstromsuddenlyappearing
beneaththeirvessel,thevortexpullingthecrewandpassengersintoawaterydeathspiral.
Thestoriesofchaosanddeathabounded,butnoreportsofstrandedknightsappearedintheflurryof
news,leavingAlistairtowonderaboutEmber’sfate.Settinghisquillonthedesk,Alistairstretchedhis
armsback.Hismuscleshadgrownsorefrommaintainingahunchedpositionsolong.
“Interestingwork.”
Alistairgaveayelp.Hehadn’theardBosqueenterthelibrary,butnowthetallmanwasleaningover
hisshoulder,peeringatthedrawingsAlistairhadscratchedoutonalengthofvellum.
Recoveringhimself,AlistairturnedtofaceBosque.“Willyousit?IhavesomeideasI’dliketoshare
withyou.”
“I’dbehonored.”Bosquesettledintothescribe’sdesknexttoAlistair’s.
AlistairhandedBosqueasheetofnoteshe’dalreadycutfromthevellumscroll.Hewaitedwhile
Bosque’seyesflittedoverthepage.
“Anambitiousplan.”
“Butpossible.”AlistairconsideredputtinghiswordstoBosqueasaquestion,buthaddecidedtodoso
wouldmakehimsounddoubtfulabouthiswork.
“Yes.”Bosquesetthepageonthedesk.“Whatdoyouneedfromme?”
Pickingupthequill,Alistairstrokedthelengthoftheswanfeathertocalmhisnerves.“Ifyou’vefound
anyoftheclericswhohaveswornfealtytoEiraparticularlyskilled,I’dliketohavetheirnames.”
Bosquenodded,butwatchedAlistairexpectantly.
Ofcourseheknowsthat’snotall,Alistairthought.Bosquehadanuncannyabilitytosensethingsthat
remainedunsaid.
“And…”Alistair’smouthhadgonedry.“Yourblood.”
ThoughAlistairhadn’tknownwhatreactiontoexpect,hedidn’tknowwhattosaywhenBosquesimply
tiltedhishead,asthoughamused.
“It’sthekeytotheirhealing,”Alistaircontinued,tappinghisquillonthepage.
“Iunderstand,”Bosquereplied.“That’sveryclever.”
Alistairduckedhisheadinrespect.“Thankyou,LordMar.”
Rising,Bosquesaid,“Hamishhasconsiderablepower,buthasbeendisconsolatesincelosinghis
abilitytoweave.Heneedsanewfocusforhismagics.Iwillsendhimtoyou.”
Bosqueplacedhishandsbehindhisback,takingaturnaroundthedesk.“Youshouldfindsomewhereto
putyourenchantmentsthroughtrials.Itshouldbehidden.I’dsuggestthecatacombsbeneaththechapel.
FatherMichaelcanshowyoutheentrance;itisknownonlytoafewwithinthekeep.”
“I’dliketobeginthetrials,”Alistairsaid,gazingatthesketchhe’djustfinished.HeglancedatBosque
andhisheartconvulsedwithfear.“Butwho—”
BosqueansweredbeforeAlistairhadfinishedhisquestion.“Thestockadeshavebeguntofillwith
thosewhosereluctancetojoinushasmadethemsuspect.Startthere.”
“Wedon’tneedthemforquestioning?”Alistairasked.
“I’llsendyouthosewhohavenothingtoofferusbutcannotbetrustedtogofree,”Bosquetoldhim.
“Theyareprisonersnowandwillremainprisonersunderyour…care.Bepreparedtoreceivethemon
themorrow.”
Alistairstoodandgaveaquickbow.“Iwill,mylord.”
AshepassedAlistairtodepartthelibrary,Bosquesaid,“I’mpleasedyoudidn’tlimityourvision.
Ambitionisthefertilesoilinwhichtruepowercanbecultivated.”
WhenBosquewasgone,Alistairsettledbackintothedesk.Hefoundhecouldn’treturnimmediatelyto
hisdrawing,duetotheshakingofhishands.Itwasn’tfearthatcausedthetremorthroughhislimbs,but
excitementcracklingbeneathhisskin.NotonlyhadBosquebeenpleasedwithhiswork,buthebelievedit
wouldcometofruition.
Myvision.Mycreation.
Liftinghisstill-tremblinghand,Alistairdelicatelytouchedtheimageonthevellum.Ataglance,the
sketchmighthaveappearedtobesomeone’sdreamofstrangeknightswhorodetowaruponwolves.
ButwolfmountswerenotwhatAlistairaimedtocreate.Notatall.
Alistairopenedandclosedhisfingersseveraltimes,hopingtostillthem.
“LordHart!”Aservantburstintothelibrary.“LordHart!Youmustcome!”
Jumpingtohisfeet,Alistairrushedtomeetthebreathlessservant.“Whatisit?”
“Inthearmory,”theboypanted.“Aportalhasopened.”
“Fromwhere?”Alistairasked.Hegrabbedtheboy’sshirt,tugginghimalongashemadequickstrides
throughthemanor.
“Theydidn’ttellme,”theservantanswered.
Alistairgruntedinfrustration,hismindarushofpossibilities.Eirahadbeenwaitingforaportalto
open.Theywouldsendagroupofemissariesthrough,tocontinuetheworkthatthefirstenvoyshad
begun.NolongerabletoopenportalsatTearmunn,they’dbeenforcedtorelyonconventionalmeansof
travel,slowingtheirabilitytoreachthefurthestoutpostsofConatus.
“HasLadyEirabeenalerted?”Alistairaskedastheycrossedthecourtyard.
Theboywheezed,tryingtocatchhisbreath.“Ithinktheysentanotherservant.”
“Ifyoudon’tknowforcertain,thenmakesure.”Alistairletgooftheboyandshovedhiminthe
directionofthemanor.“Gotothegreathall.”
Theservantdartedaway,andAlistairbrokeintoarun.Heslammedhiswaythroughthebarracks,
ignoringthestartledcriesoftheservantsheplowedoverasheboltedtothearmory.
Aclusterofguardsandclericshadgatheredthere,andAlistairhadtopushhiswaythroughthemto
reachtheportal.Hestoppedwhenhereachedtheedgeofthecrowd,pausingtotakeintheshimmering
doorway.Twoguardswithweaponsdrawnhadtakenupsentinelpostsoneachsideoftheportal.They
stoodupabitstraighterwhenAlistairapproached.
“Whendiditopen?”Alistairaskedthem.
“Abouttenminutesago,”oneoftheknightsanswered.“LadyEira’sorderswerefollowed—twoofthe
Guardwentthroughsotheportalwouldnotbeclosed.”
“Verygood.”Alistairgazedatthegleamingdoor.“Hasanyonecomethrough?”
Theotherknightshookhishead.“Notfromtheirsideyet.Isuspecttheappearanceoftwoofoursonthe
othersidethemomentthedoorwasopenshockedthem,andtheywantedtoknowwhy.Ourmenwill
explainquicklyenough.”
“Whereisit?”Peeringatthedoor,Alistaircouldseethehazyimageofaroomnotunlikethemany
hallsofTearmunn,butnoidentifyingdetailswereinview.
“I’mnotsure,mylord,”theknightanswered.
AknightwearingtheConatustabardcameintosightontheothersideofthedoor,followedbya
hooded,cloakedfigure.Alistairsteppedback,makingwayforthetravelerstopassthroughtheportal.
Whentheknightemergedinthearmory,heeyedthegatheredcrowdandhistwoarmedcounterparts
withsurprise.
“Havethingsgonesobadlyherethatyouexpectenemiestocomethroughourportals?”theknight
asked,hiswordsinflectedwithaheavyFrenchaccent.
Alistairsteppedforward.“Notso,myfriend.Wearewell.IamLordHart,commanderoftheGuardat
Tearmunn.”
TheFrenchman’smouthtwitchedwhenAlistairnamedhimselfcommander,buthedidn’tofferareply.
“MayIhaveyourname?”Alistairpushedhiscloakback,puttinghisswordhiltinplainview.
“JérômeFauré,oftheCernonGuard,”theknightanswered.“Itookituponmyselftoconductalostsoul
backtoyourkeep.”
Jérômemovedaside,beckoningtothehoodedfigurewaitingontheothersideoftheportal.Fromthe
swayofthestranger’ships,AlistairtookJérôme’scompaniontobeawoman.
“Whoseeksus?”AlistairaskedJérôme,frowningasthewomanpassedthroughtheshimmeringdoor.
Hercloakandhoodflaredwithlightassheleftthedoor.
Frombeneaththeshadowofthehood,sheansweredAlistair,“Afriend.”
ThoughthevoicewasfamiliarenoughtomakeAlistair’sthroatconstrict,hisheartdidn’tdaretohope
untilslenderhandspushedbacktheheavywoolhood.
EmbersanktoherkneesbeforeAlistairandbegantoweep.
AGNESHADALWAYSBEENmorelikelytocrythanEmber,butnowEmberfounditalltooeasyto
summontears.She’dbeensavingthem.
AteachmomentbeforeshesteppedthroughtheportaltoTearmunn,Emberhadheldbackherever-
wellingsorrow.Whenshe’ddisentangledherselffromBarrow’sarmsbeforesunlighttouchedtheirroom
attheinn,Emberhadbittenbacktears.Ridingawayfromhercompanions,she’dswallowedthehard
stoneinherthroat.MeetingJérômeatCernon,she’dconveyedtheeventsatChâteaudeLusignanandher
plantoreturntoTearmunnwithoutgivinganysignofherdistress.
Butnowshewashere,facingAlistair,whoneededtobelievethatshecamebacktohimfullofremorse
andperhapsevenshame.SoEmberclosedhereyesandcalledupeachmomentoffearandsorrowthat
hauntedher.Andthetearscame.
Throughherblurredvision,EmberlookedupatAlistair,buthestoodfrozen,staringather.
Emberbowedherhead,suddenlyterrifiedthatshe’dpresumedtoomuchfeelingonAlistair’spart.
Whatifinthespaceofdayssincehe’dlethergo,he’dregrettedhisdecision?Whatifhisbriefmomentof
empathyhadturnedintowrath,andallhewouldofferEmbernowwasretribution?
Asshechokedonasobprovokedbyhernewbornfear,Emberfelthandsgrasphershoulders.
Alistairhelpedherstand.“Itdoesn’tbefitaladyofyourstationtogrovellikeaservant.”
Hiswordswereflat,makingEmberclutchathercloak,heranxiousfingersdiggingintothewool.
Bendingclosetoher,Alistairaskedinalowvoice,“Whyhaveyoucomehere,LadyMorrow?”
EmberdrewAgnes’sletterfromherpocket,givingittoAlistair.“IwenttoChâteaudeLusignanand
wasgiventhis.”
Alistairtooktheparchmentfromherhand.“YouwenttoLaRochelle.”
“Mylord.”JérômedrewAlistair’sattention.“Iwouldreturntomydutiesifyouwilltaketheladyinto
yourcare.”
“Youmayreturn,”Alistairtoldhim.“Buttheportalmustremainopenuntilyoureceiveotherorders.”
Jérômefrowned,glancingattheopendoorwaybehindhim.“LordHart,theclericscannotsustaina
portalforlong.Itsverypresencedrawsfromtheirspirit.”
“I’mawareofthat.”AlistairgaveJérômeahardlook.“Theorderstands.”
Squaringhisshoulders,Jérômeasked,“DoesTearmunngiveorderstoallofConatusnow?”
Embertensed,knowingshecouldn’trisktryingtowarnJérômeoffhislineofquestions.Shesilently
willedthathewouldabandonhisrebellioustonebeforedoinghimselfharm.
“NotTearmunn.”Awoman’sclear,strongvoicefilledthearmory.Thecrowdmassedaroundtheportal
parted,openingapathforEira.“Theordersaremine.”
ToEmber,LadyEirahadalwaysbeenfierceandintimidating,butinthetimeEmberhadbeenaway
fromTearmunn,thosecharacteristicshadbeenamplifiedtenfold.
ThewarriorwomanoftheCircledrewalleyesasshestrodetotheportal.Herbearingwasimperious,
hereyessharperthanahawk’s.AthershoulderstoodatallmanwhoseappearancestruckEmberas
nagginglyfamiliar,butshecouldn’trecallwhereshewouldhaveseenhimbefore.Hishairwasdarkas
freshlyturnedearth,whichemphasizedthegreen-goldtonesofhisoliveskin.Hisfacewashard,sharp
linesandafull,sensuousmouth.AndhiseyeswereonEmber.Silvereyesthatstoppedherbreath.
Besidethem,Jérômebowedlow.“MyladyEira.AllConatusmarvelsatyourdeeds.”
“Dothey?”Eira’ssmilewasknifethin.SheplacedherhandonAlistair’selbow.“Iseeyou’vemetmy
commander,LordAlistairHart.”
“Yes,mylady.”JérômeofferedacursorybowtoAlistair.“Iapologize,mylord.Asyouwereunknown
tome,Itreatedyourwordswithreservation.IfI’dknownyourorderscamefromLadyEira,Iwouldnot
havequestionedthem.”
AlistairmetJérôme’swordswithsilence,butEiraanswered,“Thesesmallconfusionswilldoubtless
happeninsuchatumultuoustimeforourorder.”
“Indeed,”Jérômereplied.
“TellyourCirclethatIwillonlykeeptheportalopenlongenoughtosendanenvoythroughtoCernon,”
EiratoldJérôme.“Theywillbereadywithinthehour.”
Jérômebowedagain.“Iwillgivethemyourmessage.”
“Myorders,”Eirasaid.
“Ofcourse.”WithoutlookingatEmber,Jérômereturnedtothedoorway.
WiththeFrenchknightgone,EiralookedfromAlistairtoEmber.
“LadyMorrow,”Eirasaidquietly,“Ihadn’texpectedtoseeyouagain.”
Emberduckedherheadandtriedtogatherherthoughts.Herpulsewasfrenzied.She’dhopedtohave
sometimetopersuadeAlistairofthereasonsforherreturnbeforeshefacedEira.KnowingthatEira
respondedfavorablytostrengthoverfragility,EmberforcedherselftolookdirectlyintoEira’seyes.
“Ihavereturnedtoreapwhatevermyactionshavesown,”Embersaid,hopingthesteadinessofher
voicecontrastedwithhertear-streakedfacetopresentanimageofremorseandcourage.“Forgoodor
ill.”
“Wewerequitegrievedwhenyouleftus,”Eirareplied.“Whatcouldhaveledyoutosuchareckless
act?”
Emberkeptherchinlifted.“IwasmisledbythoseIplacedmytrustin.Iwaswrong.”
Smiling,Eiraraisedherhand,commandingthosegatheredinthearmorytolisten.“Speakagain,Ember,
foralltohear.”
Theroomfellsilent.Ember’sfistsclenched,butshespokeloudly.“Ifledthiskeepinthecompanyof
menwhospokeillofLadyEira.InthetimeI’vebeenawayfromTearmunn,myhome,I’vepaiddearlyfor
thissinagainstLadyEiraandConatus,andI’vereturnedinthehopesofabsolution.”
“Absolutionrequirespenance,”thetallmanbehindEirasaid,andEmbershiveredunderthesilverlight
inhiseyes.
Sheforcedherselftoanswerhim.“ThenIshalldopenance.”ShelookedatEira.“Asmylady
commands.”
AftergivingEmberameasuredgaze,Eirasaid,“I’llconsideryourwords,butfornowyouareLord
Hart’scharge.”
Embercurtsied,andEiratookAlistair’sarm,pullinghimasideintoaquietconversation.Keepingher
headbowed,Emberstaredatthearmoryfloor,butallthewhileshecouldfeelthetallstranger’seyes
uponher.
Thensuddenlysheknewhewascloser,standingnotahandbreadthaway.
“LordHartspeakshighlyofyou.”Hisvoicewaslowandrich.
Withoutlookingathim,Embersaid,“Thenhedoesmehonor.”
Aquietlaugh,witharingassilverashiseyes,floatedaroundEmber’shead.“Iwonder,LadyMorrow,
willyoushowhimhonor?”
Startledbyhisquestion,Emberlookedup,onlytobemetbyhiseyes,whichflaredlikelightning.The
strangerdidn’tspeakagain,butneitherdidhereleaseherfromhisgazeuntilAlistairreturnedtothem.
“LordMar.”Headdressedthetallman.“MayIintroduceyoutoLadyEmberMorrow?”
Quellingtheshudderthatwantedtoripplethroughherlimbs,EmbergazedatthemanwhomLukaszhad
namedasthesourceofthisrisingdark.LordMar.Emberdughernailsintoherpalms,forcingherselfto
bestill.BosqueMar.
“Youmay,”Bosqueanswered.HiseyesmovedslowlyupanddownEmber,asifsearchingfor
something,andmadeherwanttosquirm.Evenashisexaminationprogressed,Embercouldn’ttellifhe
viewedherasasimplecuriosityorathreat.
“Ember,thisisLordBosqueMar,”Alistairtoldher.Shecouldhearthetouchofaweinhisvoice.“He
providesLadyEiracounsel.”
EmbercurtsiedtoBosque,tryingherbesttomakeitseemshehadnoknowledgeofhim.“Whencedid
youcometoTearmunn,LordMar?”
Bosquedidn’tanswer,andAlistairtookherarm.“Youhaven’tearnedsuchquestionsyet,Ember.Come
withme.”
ThecrowdpartedagainwhenAlistairpulledEmberoutofthearmory.Astheirwhispersfollowedher,
Embersearchedtheirfaces,lookingforanysignofherallies.ShecouldfindneitherCian,norLora,nor
FatherMichael.
Alistair’sgriponherarmwastight,butnotbruising,ashetookheracrossthecourtyard.Thoughshe
hadn’texpectedtoremaininthebarracks,restoredtoherpositionintheGuard,Emberwasrelievedthat
Alistairsteeredhertothemanorandnotthestockade.
WhatunsettledEmberthemostwashissilence.Sincehewasaboy,Alistairhadchattedasconstantly
asababblingbrook.Hehadn’tsaidawordtohersincethey’dleftthebarracks.AccustomedtoAlistair
initiatingmostoftheirconversations,Emberdidn’tknowhowtoreacttohistaciturnity.Sheworriedthat
speakingwouldprovokehisanger,butshealsowasafraidthatifshewaitedtoolongtotellthetaleshe’d
concocted,itwouldloseitssenseofurgencyandverity.
Astheyenteredthemanorandbeganascendingthestairs,Alistairstillhadn’tspoken.
Maybehewantedtohearhertaleonlywhentheywerealone,Emberthought.Butwhythendidhetake
hertothemanorandnottohiscellinthebarracks?
Alistairstoppedinfrontofthefirstdooratthetopofthestairs.Openingthedoor,hesteppedback.
“I’llcomeforyoulater.”
EmberstaredatAlistair,notunderstandingwhyhewouldleaveherinthisroom.Alone.
“Ember?”
Atthesoundofhername,Embersteppedforwardtolookintotheroom.Sittinginachairfacingthe
doorwasAgnes.
ForgettingAlistair,Embergaveasmallcryandrantohersister.Shedidn’thearthedoorcloseand
lockbehindher.
HoldingAgnesclose,Emberwasremindedofhowmanyofhersister’straitsshefoundcomforting.
Thesilkofherpaleblondhair,theroseofherperfume.ButEmbernoticedthechangeinhersisteras
well.Hercheeksandbreastswereplumpandlessgirlish,andwhiletheywerepressedclose,Ember
couldfeeltheswellofAgnes’sstomach.
“Wherehaveyoubeen,Ember?”Agnesaskedwhenthey’dfinallyleteachothergo.
EmberkneltbesidethechairwhereAgnesrested.“Alistairdidn’ttellyou?”
Agnesshookherhead.“Onlythatyouwereawayandthathecouldn’tbesureofwhenyou’dreturn.”
Takinginthisnews,Emberhesitated.Shouldsherevealthetruth?Couldshetrusthersisterwiththese
secrets?
Hermindstilldivided,Emberchangedthecourseoftheirconversation.“Areyouwell?”
Agnes’slowerliptrembled,butshedidn’tbegintoweepagain.“AswellasIcanbe.Thesicknessthat
troubledmewhenwewerelasttogetherhaspassed.”
Sheplacedherhandonherbelly.“SometimesIfeelhimkick.”
“Him?”EmberwatchedAgnessmilesadly.
“OfcourseIdon’tknow,”Agnesanswered.“ButIwishforaboy,onlyforthechild’ssake.Thisisa
worldformen,Ithink.Notwomen.”
Ember’sthroattightened.“Henrytreatedyouwithdishonor.”
“Hedid.”ThehardnessinAgnes’sreplysurprisedEmber.Itwasn’tatoneshe’deverheardinher
sister’svoice.“ButIwasasmuchthefoolforbelievinghiswordsoflovetobeanythingotherthan
flattery.”
“Don’tjudgeyourselfsoharshly,”Embercountered,takingAgnes’shand.“Henryknewyouwere
infatuatedwithhimandtookadvantage.”
“Infatuated.”Agnessighed.“That’sagoodwordforit.”
“Ididn’tmeantoinsultyou,”Embersaidquickly.
Agnessmiledather.“Iknowyoudidn’t.IwishIcouldbelikeyou,Ember.You’resomuchstronger
thanIam.Sounafraidtotakewhatyouwantfromtheworld.”
“Ihavemorefearsthanyouknow,”Emberanswered.“Butmygreatestfearisforyourwelfare.Tellme
what’shappenedsinceyouarrived.”
“Verylittle.”Agnesshrugged.“AlistairaskedthatIstayinmyroomsoasnottobeinthewayofthe
keep’sbusiness.He’sbeensokindtome.”
“Alistair?”EmberwantedtofireabarrageofquestionsatAgnes,butsheforcedherselftobepatient.
“Ofcourse,Alistair.”Agnesgavealittlelaugh.“Icameherehopingtobeshownpity.Iwouldhave
workedformyfoodandshelter,butAlistairwouldhearnoneofit.”
“He’smakingupforHenry,”Embermuttered,unabletokeepthebitternessoutofhervoice.
Agnesblanched,andEmberregrettedherwords.
“I’msorry,Agnes,”Embersaid.“It’sjustthat…sinceI’vebeenatConatus,AlistairandIhavehad
somequarrels.He’smademyroleheredifficultattimes.”
“Ifindthathardtobelieve,”Agnestoldher.“Headoresyou.”
Emberlookedaway,trappedbyherownwords.IfshewastoconvinceAlistairthatshe’dreconsidered
herfeelingsforhim,shewouldneedAgnestobelieveittoo.OrshecouldtellAgnesthetruth.
Forthemoment,Embersimplysaid,“Iknow.”
“Soit’ssimplelovers’quarrelsthen?”Agnes’scheekswererosywithmirth,andEmberwasgladto
seethat,despitehermisfortunes,Agneshadn’tfallenintodespair.
Anglingforambivalence,Emberdidn’tdenyAgnes’squestion.“Soyoustayinyourroom.Whatelse?”
“Therecan’tbemuchelseifI’malwayshere,”Agnesquipped.“ButIhaveamaidservantwhocares
formeandservesmeals.WhenIneedfreshair,shewalkswithmethroughthecourtyard,andAlistair
seemsnottomind.Helooksinonmeeveryday.SometimesevenLordMarcomestoaskaftermy
welfare.”
EmbergrippedAgnes’shandtootightly,andAgnescriedout.Droppinghersister’sfingers,Ember
said,“I’msorry,Agnes.Youstartledme.”
“Withwhat?”Agnesshookherfingerstoloosenthem.
Emberchoseherwordscarefully.“LordMarisastrangertome.Ifinditoddthathewouldtakean
interestinmysister.”
“Ithinkitsimplyakindness,”Agnesanswered.“HeisclosetoAlistairandLadyEira.Perhapshe
takesaninterestinwhatmatterstothem.”
“Perhaps.”
AgnesleanedtowardEmber,hersmileconspiratorial.“He’sratherfascinating,isn’the?”
“LordMar?”Emberwrappedherarmsaroundherself,suddenlycold.
Nodding,Agneswhisperedthoughtherewasnoonetohearthem.“I’veneverseenamanlikehim.So
tallandstrong.He’snotaslovelyassomemen,butstillhandsome.Hisfaceisjust…compelling.Those
eyes.”
Embercouldn’tstopherself.“Theydon’tfrightenyou?”
Ratherthanlaughather,Agnespausedtoconsiderthequestion.“Theymightifhehadn’tbeenso
gallanteachtimeI’vespokenwithhim.”
“Whatdoyoutalkabout?”Emberfrowned,fearingwhattheanswerwouldbe.
“Heasksaboutourfamilyandmyhealth.Hewantedtoknowaboutthefatherofmychild,soItoldhim
aboutHenry.”Agnesblushed.“Iknowitisn’tfittingformetospeakofthesethingstoanearstranger,but
Ihavesofewfriendsnow.”
Emberasked,“WhatdidLordMarsayaboutHenry?”
“Itwasstrange,”Agnesansweredwistfully.“HesaidthatHenry’sdishonorwouldhaunthimallthe
daysofhislife.”
“Youdon’tthinkHenryfeelsanyshame?”Embercouldn’tputsuchheartlessnesspastHenry,butshe
wantedtobelieveotherwise.
Agnesfoldedherhandsinherlap.“Itwasn’twhatLordMarsaid.Itwashowhesaidit.”
WhenAgnespaused,hergazegoingtothewindowwhererainbatteredtheglass,Emberasked,“How
didLordMarsayit?”
Agneslookedathersister.“Likeapromise.”
ALISTAIRSLIPPEDTHEIRONkeyintohispocket,buthedidn’treturntothestairs.Hestoodinfront
ofthedoortoAgnes’schamberforalongwhile,unmoving.
Whydidshereturn?
AlistairhadimaginedEmbercomingbacktohimtoomanytimestocount.Nowthatshewashere,real,
hewasstrickenwithdoubt.Tugginghishandsthroughhisdarkcurls,Alistairresistedtheurgetounlock
thedoorandtakeEmberfromhersistersohecoulddemandtheanswershewanted.
ButAgneswasthereasonEmberwashere.Ithadtobe.AsmuchasAlistaircovetedthethoughtthat
Embercametohim,itwastheletterthathadbroughthertoTearmunn.
Andyet.Andyet.
EmberhadgonetoChâteaudeLusignan,asAlistairhadasked.She’dreturnedtoTearmunnandhad
giventestamenttothosegatheredinthearmorythatherdecisiontoleavehadbeenmisguided.
Andshe’dcomealone.
Wherearetheothers?
TohopeforevenamomentthatEmberhadcomebacktohimandnotsimplyforAgnes’ssakeseemed
toogreatarisk.Forcinghimselfawayfromthedoor,thoughunconvincedhe’daccomplishanythingelse
ofworththatdayduetothedistractionofhismind,Alistairreturnedtothemanor’sgroundfloor.
Whenhereachedthebottomofthestairs,hewassurprisedtofindBosquewaitingforhim.
“Wouldyoubeinclinedtowardahunt,LordHart?”Bosqueasked.
“When?”AlistairfounditstrangethatBosquewouldsuggestahuntamidsomuchactivityinthekeep.
“Now.”Bosquetookafewstepstowardthemanordoor,thenturned,waitingforAlistairtofollow.“If
you’lljoinme,we’llfindspecialprey.Ourbountywillaidyourworkimmensely.”
Bosqueexitedthemanor,andAlistairhurriedtocatchhim.
“Mywork?”AlistairaskedwhenhereachedBosque.
“Youwillhaveyourprisonersfortrialstomorrowmorning.”Bosquekeptuphisswift,longstrides
towardthestables.“Buttheyalonewillnotbeenough.”
“No.”Alistairhadtojogtokeepupwiththetallerman.“You’retakingmetohuntwolves,then?”
Bosquecastanamusedglanceathim.“Howelsedidyouthinktoprocuretheanimals?”
“Iwasgoingtosendwoodsmenouttosetsnares,”Alistairanswered.
“Thistaskistooimportantforservants,”Bosquesaidwhentheywerejustoutsidethestables.“Ready
yourhorse.”
“Willyoubringthehounds?”Alistairtossedthequestionoverhisshoulderashewenttogather
Alkippe’stack.
Bosquecalledtohim,“We’llhavenoneedofhoundswhoseonlyhopeisthedestructionofour
quarry.”
Alistairgrimacedatthefoolishnessofhisquestion.Tobeginhistrials,heneededwolveswholeand
alive,nottorntopiecesbyapackofhuntingdogs.WhenAlkippewassaddledandbridled,Alistairled
hismarefromthestable.Bosquehadalreadymountedtheshadowsteed.Alkippebalked,snorting,but
Alistairhadn’texpectedthemaretobehaveotherwise.NomatterhowmanytimesAlistairrodeoutwith
Bosque,Alkippewouldn’tsettlewiththeshadowmountnear.
OncewhenAlkippewasparticularlytroublesomeandAlistairhadgrownwearyofbattlingthereins,
he’dsuggestedthatBosquemightbebetteroffusingoneofGuards’mountswheninthecompanyofother
horses.Bosquehadthrownbackhishead,laughingdeepandlong.
WhenhefinallyansweredAlistair,itwastosay,“Wouldyougiveupyourmountupontheofferofa
muchlesserbeast?”
Bosque’squestionhadmadeAlistairhunchupwithshame.AlkippehadalwaysfilledAlistairwith
pride.ShewasasfineamountasanyinConatus’sstables.Evenso,Alistaircouldn’tfaultBosque’s
assertion.Toridetheshadowsteedwastoharnessastorm.
SwingingintothesaddlewhileAlkippesidledawayfromBosque’smount,Alistairasked,“Howshall
wehuntwhenweaimnottokill?”
“Ihadn’twantedtospeakofittoyouuntilIfoundwhatI’dbeenseeking,”Bosquetoldhim.
“Andwhatwasthat?”AlistaircheckedAlkippewhenshebegantossingherhead.
“You’llseesoonenough.”Bosqueglancedattherestlessmare.“Keepherclose.”
Alistairnodded,grittinghisteethasheforcedAlkippetorideabreastofBosque’shorse.Hefound
himselfwishingtherewereawaytoexplaintothemarethatbyfleeingthecompanyofBosque’ssteed,
shewoulddoomherselfandherridertowanderlostinaspacebetweenworlds.Sincereasonwasn’tan
option,Alistairhadtoresignhimselftotheongoingstrugglebetweenhimandhismountastheairaround
themswirled,veilingthetwohorsemeninmist.
“AreyoupleasedbyLadyMorrow’sreturn?”Bosque’squestiontookAlistairbysurprise.
Stillstrugglingtoanswerthatquestionforhimself,Alistairsaid,“I’mgladshelives.”Thatwastrue
enough.
Bosquelaughedquietly.“Thoseweren’tthewordsIexpected.”
Weariedbyhisowndoubts,aswellashismount’sagitation,AlistaircasthisfearsuponBosque.“I
don’tknowifItrusther.ThatshewouldcomeforAgnesIunderstand,andthoughIwantmorefromher,I
darenotassume.”
“Theladymusthavedoneyourbidding,though,”Bosqueoffered.“HadshenotgonetoLaMarche,she
wouldneverhavereceivedhersister’sletter.”
AlistairnoddedatBosque’srecitationofthepossibilitieshe’dbeenmullingoversinceEmber
appeared.
“You’vebeensteadfastandcunning,”Bosquecontinued.“I’vepromisedyourewards.Doyounotthink
LadyMorrowshouldbeamongthem?”
Alistairbarkedalaugh,imaginingEmber’sreactiontobeingcalledareward.Bosquewatchedhim,
waitingforareply.
“Onthatfront,whatIthinkhasnevermattered,”Alistairsaid,hislaughtergrowingtinny.“Ember’s
mindhasruledourfriendship,alwayskeepingitfromgrowingintosomethingmore.”
“Butshehaschanged.ThinkingherselfanAmazon,shediscoveredsheisonlyafrightenedmaid,”
Bosquetoldhim.“Theworldhastreatedherbrutally,andnowsheseeksaprotector.Thewallsofa
fortresswon’tservewellenoughforatremblinggirl.Ibelieveshe’lllooktoyouinherneed…ifshe
speaksthetruthabouthermotivesforreturningtoTearmunn.”
“Andifshelies?”Alistairblewoutafrustratedsigh.“Somuchisatstake.IfearIcan’tindulgemy
hopeswhentheymightundermineEira’splan.”
“Noblyput,”Bosquereplied.“Butwhyshouldtheburdenoftrustfalltoyou?”
“Coulditbeanyotherway?”AlistairglancedatBosque.
Withashrug,Bosquesaid,“Idon’tseewhynot.TakewhatyouwantfromLadyMorrow.Bethehero
shelongsfor.Leavethematteroftruthversusliestome.”
“Doyouthinkshereturnedforloveofme?”Alistairknewhesoundedlikealovesickboy,but
Bosque’swordsenlivenedamadhopewithinhim.
“Idon’tknow.”Bosquedidn’tlookatAlistair,buthesmiledintothemist.“Ishallenjoyfindingout.”
Alistairshiftedinhissaddle,uneasyatthethoughtthatBosquecouldharmEmberasheinvestigated
hertrustworthiness.
“ThereisonemorepieceofadviceIwouldgiveyou,”Bosquesaid,turningtogazeatAlistair.The
silverflareofhiseyesilluminatedthemist.
“Please.”
“Behardonher,”Bosquetoldhim.“Emberknowsofyourloveforherandyettakesitforgranted.
Makeherbelieveyouarelosttoher.Forcehertowinyouback.Whatshehasfoughtforshewillmore
likelytreasure.”
BeforeAlistaircouldquestionhimfurther,Bosqueleanedforward,peeringatthegrayveilthat
envelopedtheriders.“Ah.Thisisit.”
Themistsparted,revealingthickclustersofpinetreesandamossybankthathuggedashallowstream.
“We’llleavethehorseshere,”Bosquesaid,slidingfromtheshadowstallion’sback.Hewaitedas
AlistairdismountedandtetheredAlkippetoatree.
Bosqueledthemacrosstheripplingbrookandupaslope.Theforestgrewquietastheywalked.When
theyreachedthetopoftherise,Bosquehalted.Alistair’seyesfollowedtheotherman’spointingfinger,
whichdirectedhissighttoahollowbeneaththetrunkofagreatfallentree.
“There,”Bosquesaid,hisvoicerichwithsatisfaction.
“Aden?”Alistairfrowned.
“Wolvesaremuchlikemen—theyareruledbykingsandqueens.”Bosquegazedatthegapbelowthe
treetrunk.“Withoutthepackleader,chaosensues.”
BosqueturnedtoAlistair.“Tocompleteyourvision,youneedanalphawolf’sblood.”
“Andthat’swhywe’rehere?”Alistairsquintedattheden,butcouldseeonlydarkness.
“Partly.”Bosqueheldabloodiedrabbitinhishands.Alistairhadnoideawherethedeadrabbithad
comefrom.“Shelieswithin.Andsheishungry.Herpackwenttohuntforher.”
“Andiftheycomeback?”Alistairaskedhim.
“Theyaren’tcomingback.”BosquemotionedforAlistairtobestill.“Waithere.”
WhileAlistairwatched,Bosquelaidhiskilljustbeyondtheden’sopeningandcrepttotheotherside
ofthemassivedeadtree.Theywaited.
Alistaircouldn’trememberthelasttimehe’dbeenstillforsolong.Hislimbstwitched,eagertomove
again.Bosqueheldhispositionasifhe’dbeencarvedofstone.
Aflickerofmovementwithintheden’sshadowdrewAlistair’sgaze.Astirringofshadowsbecamea
shape.Theshapebecameahead.Thefemalewolfemergedfromtheden,hoveringatitsedge.Herbody
washeavy,teatspeekingoutfromthefurofherbelly.
Cubs.Andfromthelooksofthemother,she’dveryrecentlygivenbirth.
Alistairwantedtoshoutintriumph.Itwasexactlywhatheneeded.
Bosqueneverfailedtokeephispromises.Thiswasspecialprey.
Theshe-wolfsniffedtheair.Herearsandeyeswerealert,seekingdanger.Hungerwonoutover
caution,andthewolfproceededfromthesafetyofherden.She’dtakentherabbitcarcassintoherjaws
whenshesuddenlyyelped.Droppinghermeal,shescrambledbacktotheden.Herheadandshoulders
wereengulfedbythedarkopeningwhenherbacklegswentoutfromunderher.Thewolfcollapsedon
hersideandlaystill.
Burstingfromhishidingplace,Alistairrushedtowardtheden.Hedidn’tknowwhathadmadethewolf
fall,buthelamentedthethoughtthathe’dlostheratthesamemomentshe’dbeenfound.Perhapsshe’d
alreadybeensick.
Alistairkneltbesidethetunnelandwrappedhisarmsaroundthewolf.Herfurwasthick,amottlingof
grayhues.Runninghishandsoverherfur,Alistair’sfingersmetwithsomethingcoolandhard.Something
metal.
Wrappinghishandaroundtheslenderobject,Alistairpulleditfromthewolf’sshoulder.Hepeeredat
thedart’sneedlepointtip.
“Takecarenottoprickyourself,LordHart.”Bosquewasstandingbesidehim.
Alistairsworeunderhisbreath,thensaid,“Youmovewithoutasound.”HeofferedthedarttoBosque.
“Thisisyours?”
“Afavoredweapon,”Bosqueanswered.HeshowedAlistairaslimlengthofwoodthathadbeen
hollowedinthecenter.“Poisononthedarttookthewolfdown.”
“Youkilledher?”Alistaircouldn’timaginewhyBosquewouldhavewantedthewolfdead.
“Ofcoursenot,”Bosquereplied.“Moreofthepoisonwouldhavetakenherlife.WhatIusedknocked
hersenseless.Youdidn’twantherchewingthroughthenetsontheridehome,didyou?”
WithoutwaitingforAlistairtoanswer,Bosquecroucheddownandgatheredthewolfintohisarms.He
liftedhereffortlessly.
“Gointothedenandgatherthecubsintoyourcloak,”BosquetoldAlistair.“They’llbesmallenoughto
bundlewithinthefabricuntilwereturntoTearmunn.”
Alistairpokedhisheadintothedarktunnel.Thetinymewlingsoundsofthecubscallingfortheir
motherfilledhisears.Hisshouldersbarelyfitintotheden’sentrance,butthehollowedspacewidenedas
hesquirmeddeeperintotheearth.Blindedbyshadows,Alistairusedhisearstolocatethecubs.Covered
infursoftasdownandbarelylargerthanhishand,thewolveswereeasyenoughtogatherintohiscloak
beforehepulledupthecornersintoasack.
HefoundBosquewatchingtheden’sentranceexpectantlyasAlistaircrawledbackintothedaylight
withthissquirming,whimperingbundle.
“Weshouldreturn.”Bosquestarteddowntheslope.“Ontheridehome,we’lldiscussthemother’s
feedingandtheprocessforweaningthecubsoffhermilk.”
Alistairfollowed,numbedbytheonslaughtofevents.Ember’sarrival.Prisonersandwolvesstashed
beneaththemanor,awaitinghispurpose.Forcinghismindawayfromunwieldyquestionsaboutwhatthe
futureheld,Alistairfocusedonthemundane:hoppingoverthecreek,preparingfortheridehome.
Astheynearedthehorses,Alistairlaughedquietly.
“Whatisit?”Bosqueglancedoverhisshoulder.
“Betweenyourhorseandthewolves.”Alistairgrinned.“IwonderifAlkippewillsurvivethereturn
triptoTearmunn.”
Bosque’ssmilematchedAlistair’s.“Wouldyouliketowageronit?”
EMBERWOKEASAHANDcoveredhermouth.
“Don’tscream.”
ThecrywellinginEmber’sthroatdied,butonlybecausesherecognizedthespeaker’svoice.
WhenCiansawthatEmberwouldn’tpanic,sherosefromhercrouch.TakingEmber’sarm,Cianpulled
herfromthebedwhereshe’dbeensleepingalongsideAgnes.CianhandedEmberaheavycloak,which
theyoungerwomanfastenedoverhersleepinggown.Theyquietlystolefromtheroom.
TheseasonedwarriortookEmberonlysofarasafewdoorsalongthemanorcorridortoanother
chamber.HurryinginsidethedoorthatCianhadopened,Emberclaspedherfingersinfrontofherlipsso
shewouldn’tgiveajoyfulcry.
FatherMichaelsatatadeskonthefarsideoftheroom,watchingherinthesoftglowoflightcastby
thelanternathisside.Thoughshestayedquiet,Emberflungherselfattheelderlypriestwhenhestoodup,
wrappinghiminanembrace.FatherMichaelstaggeredbackfromherunexpectedgreeting,butsoonhe
wasclaspinghertight.
“Myheartisgladtoseeyouwell,LadyMorrow.”
Embarrassedbyherunrestraineddisplay,EmberletgoofFatherMichaelandscuttledback,bowing
herheadinrespect.
“ItakeitthatyourresponsetoFatherMichaelmeansyourlittlespeechthisafternoonwasanact?”Cian
askedfrombehindEmber.
Turningtoanswer,EmbernoticedforthefirsttimethatCianwasfullyarmed,despitethelatehour.And
herhandwasonthehiltofhersword.Emberstiffened,realizingthatCianmighthavebelievedthatEmber
wouldbetraytheirsecret.
“Itwas,”EmbertoldCian.
Cianrelaxedslightly,butkeptaclosewatchonEmber.“Haveyoureturnedonlytoseetoyoursister?”
“IdidcometoensureAgnes’ssafety.”Emberpulledthecloaktighteraroundher.“Butthatisnotall.”
“Sit,child.”FatherMichaelgesturedtoanotherchair,andEmbergratefullyacceptedhisoffer.Cian
remainedclosetothedoor.
Thepriest’skindeyesputEmbermoreatease.
“Whatcanyoutellusoftheothers?”FatherMichaelaskedher.
“Barrow,Lukasz,andKaelareinFrance,”Embersaid.“Sawyerwaslostatsea.Idon’tknowwhat
becameofFitchandMercer.TheyneverjoinedourpartyontheroadfromTearmunn.”
Ciangruntedindisgust.“Fitchprovedspineless.HebetrayedMercerandwouldhaverevealedour
presence.”
“Howdidyoustophim?”Ember’seyeswerewide.
“Ikilledhimbeforehecouldtellhistale,”Ciananswered,andEmberflinched,knowingthatifshe’d
beensuspectedofthesame,Fitch’sfatewouldhavebeenherown.
FatherMichaelfoldedhishandsonthedesk.“Wemustknow,Ember.Doesitgoasbadlyabroadas
LadyEira’sboastswouldmakeitseem?”
Reluctantly,Embernodded.Anycomfortshe’dtakeninseeingCianandFatherMichaelfadedas
quicklyastheglimmersofhopeontheirfaces.
“Theyallgotoher.”Cianshookherhead.“Andthereisnaughtwecando.”
“Wemustnotdespair,”FatherMichaelsaidcalmly,thoughEmbersawagreatsadnessinhiseyes.
Cianmethisgaze,butdidn’tanswer.
“WhatofTearmunn?”Emberasked.“Havewenoallieshere?”
“ThosewhowouldjoinushaveeitherbeencowedbyfearintosubmittingtoEira’swill,”Ciantold
her,“ortheyarelockedinthestockade.”
Emberspoke,thoughshewasafraidtolearnmore.“Lora?Ewan?”
“EwanremainspartoftheCircle,buthecannotdelaytakingtheoathformuchlongerwithoutriskof
beingputinirons,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Lorahasdisappeared.Ipraythatshesimplyfledthekeep,
knowingshewouldbeimprisonedforrefusingtogiveEirafealty.ButIfearsomethingworsehasbefallen
her,forIfindithardtobelieveshewouldhaveleftwithoutsharingherplanwithus.”
Maderestlessbythisnews,Emberstoodup.“Iknowitwouldn’tbeidealtoforswearoneself.”She
glancedwithguiltatFatherMichael.“Butcouldn’ttheoathbetakenfalsely?”
FatherMichaelanswered,“Ifitweresoeasy,Iwouldgladlyabsolvethosewhopledgedthemselvesto
Eira’sneworder,buttheoathismuchmorethanwords.Itchangesthosewhotakeit.”
“Changesthemhow?”Emberfrownedatthepriest.
Cianhissedthroughherteeth.“Itbindsthemtohim.”
Herbrowstillfurrowed,EmberlookedatCian.
“ToBosque,”Ciansaid,anticipatingEmber’squestion.
“LordMar?”Rememberingthereachofhissilvergaze,Emberfidgeted,suddenlyanxious.
“Hecallshimselflord,”Ciantoldher.“Andhewalksandspeaksasaman,buthisbodyandhiswords
areanillusionthatheusedasanettosnaremysisterandthoseguilelessenoughtobedrawninbyhis
promises.”
“Whatdoesheoffer?”Emberasked.
“Whatmendesirethemost,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Aneasypathpavedingold.”
Embershiftedherweight,unabletofightthecoldseepingbeneathherskin.“Buttheremustbeacost.”
“Thecostiseverythingweare,”Ciansaid.“Thesacredtreeisprofaned.Wearecutofffromthe
magicsthatsustainus.”
FatherMichaelnodded,lookingatEmber.“AnywhotakeEira’soathlosethegiftsofferedbythis
earth.Allwe’vestudied.Thecraftswe’vehoned.”
“Thenwhywouldanyonetakethisoath?”Emberasked.
“Thepricewasn’tclearatfirst,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Itwasn’tuntiltheclericsfoundthemselves
unabletoweaveportalsthatwelearnedhowstrongthisBosque’spoisonis.”
Emberlookedbackandforthfromknighttopriest,trappedbyherowndisbelief.“Andtherewasno
outcryagainstthis?”
“BythenEirahadtoomanyfollowersforthosewhobalkedtosway,”FatherMichaelsaid.
“Andmysister’spethadotherenticementstoassuagethosewhoweredisturbedbythelossoftheir
magics,”Cianadded.
Ember’smindbeckonedimagesthatshe’dburied,knowingthattorevisitthemwouldbelikeopening
scabbed-overwounds.Theshadowcreaturesintheforest.
WatchingasEmberwentstill,FatherMichaelsaid,“IwishIcouldallayyourfears,Ember,butyour
mindhassettledonthetruth.ThosewhotakeEira’soathareinstructedinartsdarkerthanthosepracticed
byanyconjurertheGuardeverhunted.”
Appalledasshewas,EmbercouldunderstandhowBosquehadluredsomanyfollowers.Whoever
commandedanarmyofinvinciblewarriorshadnoearthlyenemytofear.
“Buttodothis,EirahasalliedherselfwiththeverythingConatusissworntodestroy,”Ember
protestedweakly.Theappealofpoweraside,Embercouldn’tforgetEira’sstrengthandcourage.Her
thirstforjustice.
Cianslumpedagainstthedoor.LikeEira,CianhadbeenchangedinEmber’sabsence.ButwhileEira
seemedtaller,morealive,Cianhaddiminished.Hereyesweretightwithlinesanddeeplyshadowed,her
skinsallow.
“Thefaultlieswithme,”Ciansaid.
FatherMichaelshushedher.
“No.”Cianlookedawayfromthepriest.“IknewhowthinEira’spatienceworewithCrichton’sabuses
andthefighttogivewomenmorepowerinConatus.Ididn’twatchhercloselyenough.Ididn’tsee.”
Cianclosedhereyes,andatearslippedalonghercheek.
“Eiramadeherownchoices,”FatherMichaelsaid,“asweallmustdo—andonedayshewillanswer
forthem.Butthatburdendoesnotrestuponyourshoulders.”
“Isthereanythingwecando?”EmberthoughtofBarrow,Lukasz,andKael,exiledinFranceand
awaitingnews.Thusfar,Emberhadnothingbutgrieftoofferthem.
FatherMichaelroseandwenttoCian,takingherhandsinhis.“Pleasesit,mylady.Iknowhowrarely
yourest.”
Cianlethimguidehertothechair,andshesat,silentbutsheddingnomoretears.
TurningtoEmber,thepriestsaid,“WesearchdayandnightforameanstodefeatBosque,forheisthe
vesselthatcarriesusintoshadow.”
“That’swhattheothersdoaswell.”Embernodded.“They’reatasafehouseinLaRochelle.”
“Notthehiddensanctuary?”FatherMichaelaskedinalarm.
“No,”Embertoldhim.“Wesoughtrefugethereafterourshipwaswrecked,andalongtimefriendof
thecommander’s,aknightbythenameofJérômeFauré,cametous.Hegaveusaidbutalsotoldusthat
anysiteassociatedwithConatusortheTemplarswouldbeunsafe.”
“Yourshipsank?”Cianbrokein.“WhenyousaidSawyerwaslostatsea,Ididn’tthink…how?”
“Aseamonster,”Emberanswered.“Barrowcalleditakraken,Leviathan.Ittoretheshiptopieces.”
“ByGod’smercyalone,yousurvived.”FatherMichaelmadethesignofthecross.
Embercouldn’tdisagree.Thatshe’dmadeittothebeachwithBarrowintowwasnothinglessthana
miracle.“Wemadeittoshore,butwelosteverythingexceptthehorses.”
“Anothermercy,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Withouthorses,youmightnothavereachedLaRochelle.”
Returningtoherhiddencompanions,Embersaid,“JérômeadvisedLukasztotrytocontacttheclerics
oftheHolyLand.Hebelievesthatonlytheoldest,mostsecrettomeswillrevealthemeanstodefeatour
enemy.”
“Ihopehe’sright,”Ciansaid.“We’vefoundnothinghere.Atleastnothinggood.Sofarwe’velearned
moreaboutBosque’spowerbyhisownhandthanourstudies.”
“HaveyoureceivedwordfromLukasz?”Emberasked.“Willhebeabletosafelycontactyouifthey
findsomething?”
“We’restillworkingonthat,”FatherMichaeladmitted.“ThesuccesswithwhichEirahasrecruited
followerstookusbysurprise.YourfriendJérômewasright.Anyoftheusualplaceswe’dsendword
havebeencompromised.PerhapsthissafehouseinLaRochellewillsuffice.”
“That’swhatLukaszhopedfor,”Emberreplied.
“Howdoyouplantofitinhere,Ember?”Ciansaidbitterly.“DoyouthinktoreturntotheGuard?”
“No,”Emberanswered.“IserveLukasz,notAlistair.”
“YouspeaklikeatrueknightofConatus.”Cian’stoneremainedsharp.
Emberstoodupstraighter.“DoyouthinkIamnot?”
“Eirafavoredyou,”Cianansweredher.“AndthoseEirafavoredhavebecomehergreatest
supporters.”
Nodding,EmbersaidtoCian,“AlistairspokeofEira’shopesforme,butIneveraspiredtowinher
admiration.AllIwantedtodowasserveConatuswithmyblades.”
“AndhowwillyouserveConatusnow?”Cianasked.
“ImustconvinceAlistairthatIreturnednotonlyforAgnes,butforhim,”Embersaidcalmly,thoughher
heartgaveaheavythudasshespoke.Beforeshe’dcometoTearmunn,herplanhadbeennothingmore
thanwordsspokenwithconviction.Nowthatshewashere,shewouldhavetoact.
“That’sadangerousgame.”CianreturnedEmber’ssteadygaze.“Areyoupreparedtoseeitthrough?”
“Ihavetobe.”ItwasthemosttruthfulanswerEmbercouldgive.
FatherMichaelclaspedhishandsasifinprayer,holdingthemtohischest.“It’sagreatriskyoutake,
butifyougainAlistair’strust,itmayhelpusimmensely.”
“Thatthoughtoccurredtomeaswell,”Cianadded.
Emberforcedherselftosmile,affirmingtheirwords.Insideshewasajumbleofdoubtsandsecond
guesses.Sinceherreturn,Alistairhadn’tsomuchaslookedatherwithwarmth.Herofferstoaidthemby
becomingAlistair’sconfidantemightproveempty.
Cianrose,gesturingtothedoor.“I’lltakeyoubacktoAgnes’sroom.You’vehadalongjourney
already,andI’mafraidtheroadaheadgrowsonlyrougher.”
BeforeshefollowedCian’sdirection,Emberasked,“Thisoath.DoesEiranotpresseachofyoutotake
it?”
“Myfaithismyshield,”FatherMichaeltoldher.“Icannottakeanoaththatwouldcompromisethe
vowsI’vealreadytakenintheserviceoftheChurch.”
Embersuddenlywasveryafraidforhim.“AndEiradoesn’tobject?”
“Fortunately,EiraandBosqueseemeasadodderingoldpriestandnotathreat,”FatherMichaelsaid.
“SincetheythinkIhavenothingtoofferthem,theycarenotwhethertheytakesomethingfromme.”
Abitrelieved,EmberlookedatCian.
“Icurrentlyenjoyareprieve,”Ciansaid.“DuetomygeneralstubbornnessandthefactthatIamEira’s
sister.Butmytimewillcome.”
Forseveralheartbeats,EmberfoundhereyeslockedwithCian’s.Sherealizedthattheyshareda
commongoalbeyondthatofsavingConatus:eachwomanremainedwithinTearmunnatherperil,allin
thehopesofsavinghersister.Cianbroketheirgazefirst,reachingforthedoorhandle.
“IfIneedtospeakwithyou…”Embertrailedoff,thinkingherselfilladvisedtogoknockingonCian’s
doororsneakingintoFatherMichael’shumblequartersnearthechapel.
CianandFatherMichaelexchangedaknowinglook.
“Whereelse,mychild?”ThepriestsmiledatEmber.“Confession.”
AWEEKPASSEDBEFOREAlistairsoughtEmber’scompany.Inthosesevendays,Emberbecame
increasinglyconvincedthatshe’dtraveledbackwardthroughtime.Haditnotbeenforthesightofthe
steephighlandslopesthatshecouldspyfromAgnes’s,andnowherown,windoworthefactthatEmber
andhersisterhadgrownintowomenandwerenolongeryounggirls,Embercouldhavebeenconvinced
thatshewasagainatherfather’sestate,livingoutthelifethatshe’dknownmostdaysofherchildhood.
Evenherdresseswerefamiliar.OnEmber’sfirstmorningafterherreturntoTearmunn,allthechestsher
fatherhadinsistedaccompanyEmbertothekeephadappeared.
Emberwasn’thappyathowquicklysherememberedwhyshe’dhatedthedaysspentcoopedupinher
father’smanor.Sincetheirmovementswererestricted,Agneshadsuggestedthattheyembroiderclothing
forherunbornchild.Wantingtopleasehersister,Emberassentedbeforesherecalledhowmuchshe
despisedworkingwithaneedleandthread.
Whenenoughofherfingerswerebleedingfromtiny,invisibleneedlepricks,Embergaveup.Her
embroiderysatinherlap,unfinished,whileAgneschattedorsangsweetsongs.Embergazedoutthe
window,knowingshemustbeinthisroom,inthiskeep,butwishingshewerenot.Afterthefirst
clandestinenightvisit,EmberhadnofurthercontactwithCianorFatherMichael.Thoughsheoffered
Agnesplacidsmiles,Ember’sthoughtsmoreoftenthannotwereofBarrow.Sometimessheclosedher
eyes,tryingtorememberwhatitwasliketopassthenightinhisarms,wakingtothescentofhisskinon
hers.Shecapturedbriefglimpsesofhisfaceinherdreams—thesoftnessofhislipsandtheroughstroke
ofstubbleonhisjaw,thecolorofhiseyesasdarkasthewintersea,thestrengthofhishands.
Knowingshecouldn’tloseherselfinthefantasiesofelsewhere,Embertriedtokeepherattentionon
Agnes.Surprisingly,giventhecircumstances,Agnesblossomedwithherpregnancy.Thesicknessthathad
plaguedherearlyonhadpassed,andwhileherbellygrew,sodidtheglowinhercheeks.ThoughEmber
washappytoseehersisterwell,Agnes’sconditionraisedtroublingquestions.Alistairhadofferedto
careforhernow,butwhendidhishospitalitycometoanend?Wouldheprovideforherchildaswell?
WouldAgnesliveforeveratTearmunn?
Evenifsuchanarrangementhadbeenmade,Emberknewitwasn’tviable.Tearmunncouldneverbea
safeplaceforeitherAgnesorEmber.NotsolongasEiraruledandBosquestoodatherside.Becauseof
this,Embersetherselfanothertask.NotonlymustshefindawayintoAlistair’sgoodgraces,butshealso
neededawayoutofTearmunnforAgnes.
EmberponderedthesetwoproblemswhileAgnesembroideredthehemofaminusculeshirt.Both
sisterslookedupwhenthedooropened.Agnes’smaidcurtsiedandsteppedaside.WhenAlistairwalked
in,Emberjumpedtoherfeet,smoothingherpalebluegown.BosquefollowedAlistairthroughthedoor,
butEmbermanagedtokeepapleasantsmileonherface.
AgnessetherembroideryasideandrosewithmuchmoredignityandgracethanEmberhadshown.
Sinceitwasherroomandshewastheeldersister,EmberdeferredtoAgnes,leavinghertogreettheir
visitors.
“Goodmorning,LordHartandLordMar.”Shecurtsied,andEmbermimickedhersister’saction.
Alistairgaveabriefnod.“Goodmorning,Agnes.Ihopeyouarewell?”
“Iam,Alistair.”Agnesblushedwhenshebeamedathim,pickinguphernearlyfinishedshirt.“Lookat
whatwe’vemade.”
EmberofferedAlistairawrysmile.“Mysisterisbeingtoogenerouswithheruseofwe.”
“I’msuresheis,”Alistairanswered,barelylookingatEmber.
ThesmilevanishedfromEmber’sfaceasquicklyasifAlistairhadslappedher.Shedidn’tunderstand.
Jokinghadalwaysbeentheirway,andhisbrusquemannerwasstrange.Emberwassurprisedathow
deeplyitstungher.
Bosquecameforward,leaningdowntoexaminethehem.“Howlovely.Youmusthavedelicatehands
tocreatesuchfineneedlework.”
Agnescurtsiedagain.“You’reverykind,LordMar.”
“Ihatetotroubleyou,Agnes,butI’dliketoaskforabitoftimealonewithyoursister.”Alistairdidn’t
lookatEmber,thoughhewasspeakingabouther.
Underanyothercircumstances,EmberwouldhaveshoutedatAlistairuntilhisearswereredfor
treatingherthus.Butnowshefelthelpless;shecoulddonothingbutstandquietlywhileplansweremade
abouther.Hernightmaresofferedmorekindnessthanthis.
“Ofcourse.”Agnesputtheshirtdown,butclearlydidn’tknowwhattodowithherself.
Bosqueofferedherhisarm.“IthoughtIcouldtakeyouforawalkaroundthegrounds.Thedayisfine,
andsomeairwoulddoyougood.”
Agnessmiledupatthetallmanasthoughhewerethesunitself.Emberwantedtostompherfeetand
scream.Woodenandmiserable,shewatchedBosqueleadhersisterfromtheroom.Beforehepassed
throughthedoor,BosquecastaglancebackatEmber,onecornerofhismouthcurvingupinawaythat
madeEmber’slegsquake.Shedroppedbackintoherchair,feelingcoldandbreathless.
“Areyouill,LadyMorrow?”Alistairhadn’tmovedfromwherehestood.
“No.”Embersatup,pretendingshewasn’tasunsettledasshefelt.“Isleptpoorly,that’sall.”
“I’msorrytohearthat.”Alistairmadeashowoflookingthechamberover.“Perhapsyourequirea
separateroom.”
Emberchewedherlip.Aroomofherownwouldgiveherprivacy,bothforattemptingtowinAlistair
andforsneakingoutinthenightifneedbe.ButshewasalsoinstinctivelyprotectiveofAgnesand
reluctanttocreatedistancebetweenthem.
“I’vesharedaroomwithAgnesallmylife,”Embertoldhim.“Youneedn’tmakespecialarrangements
formenow.”
“Noarrangementswouldbeneeded,”Alistairreplied.“Wehaveanemptyroomthatyoumayuseifyou
like.”
“I—”AgaincaughtoffguardbyAlistair’scolddemeanor,Emberstruggledforanewapproachtotheir
conversation.
“AndyoumightconsiderthatwhenyousharedaroomwithAgnes,youwerebothgirls,”Alistair
continued.“Ifyouhaven’tnoticed,yoursisterisawomanwithchild,andyou…well,Ican’tsaywhat
youare.”
Emberblanched,completelyunsureofherself.Themanspeakingtohernowwasnothinglikethe
Alistairshe’dknown.Gonewastheteasingboywho’dtaughthertofightwithasword.
Alistairgaveheratiredlook.“You’llstillhaveampletimetospendinAgnes’scompany,butyou’ll
conductyourselfasawomanofyourstationshould—atleastonthesurfaceofthings.”
“Ifyouthinkitbest—”Emberbegan,butthenshecouldnolongerhelpherself.Asobwelledfromthe
verypitofherstomach,bringingwithittearsthatrequirednoplayactingtosummon.“Whyareyouacting
likethis?”
ShefeltexactlylikethepetulantlittlegirlAlistairaccusedherofbeing.
Stiffly,Alistairsaid,“Ember,collectyourself.You’rebetterthanthis.”
ThatonlymadeEmbersobagain.Notonlywassheconfused,shewasmortifiedbyherownunexpected
outburst.
Withanoiseofdisgust,Alistairfinallybrokefromhiswatchfulposeandcametoher.Grabbingher
arms,heforcefullyliftedhertoherfeet.
“Stop,Ember.”Alistairgaveheralightshake.“Youshameyourselfwiththisdisplay.”
Embercouldn’thalthertears,butshechokedbackanothersob.Throughherblurredvision,shemet
Alistair’ssky-blueeyesandfoundthemjudgingher.
Heheldontoherarmwithonehandwhiletheothertookherchin.Histhumbrakedteartracksfromher
rightcheek.Shakinghisheadindisappointment,Alistairfrowned.“Whydidyoucomeback?”
Emberstaredathim,hereyesbrimming.“Ithoughtyouwanted—”
“WhenhaveyouevercaredaboutwhatIwant?”Alistairsnapped.
“Iwaswrong.”Emberhadbeguntotrembleallover.“Ididn’tknow.”
Alistair’sarmslidaroundherback,grippinghertightatthewaistandhip.“Wheredidyougo?”
“ToLaMarche.”Embertriedtofocus,torecallthestorysheneededtotell.Hermindwasdrowningin
tearsandcruelwords.Shecouldbarelysensetheroomaroundthem.Allshecouldseewasthepiercing
blueofAlistair’sgaze.
Alistair’slipcurled,haughty.“Why?”
“Youtoldme…yousaid…”Emberwasshakingsobadlythatshecouldn’tstandup.Shedidn’tneedto,
asAlistairwasnowholdingheragainsthim.
“DiditeveroccurtoyouthatImighthaveregrettedwhatmerciesIofferedyouthatnight?”Alistair
hissedintoherear.“Didasinglethoughtcrossyourmindotherthanwhatwouldmakeyourlifethe
easiest?Whatyouwanted?”
“Stop.”EmbergraspedAlistair’sshirt,clingingtohim.“Please.”
“Tellmewhyyoulefttheothers.”Alistairspokeinalow,harshvoice.“Aretheydead?”
Ember’sthroatclosed.Herheadwasspinning.Whatwasshesupposedtosay?Whatshouldhave
befallenhercompanions?Whatstorywouldkeepthemsafe?
“Ordidtheyleaveyoubehind?”ThesweetnessofAlistair’squestionwaslikevenom.“Didyouprove
toogreataburden,themaidwhoheldbacksuchgreatknightsofConatus?”
Shuttinghereyes,stillburningfromhertears,Embersaid,“Ileftthem.”
Wasthatwrong?ShouldshehavetoldAlistairthey’dperished,drowned?Barrow’sfaceglaredather,
accusing.EmberburiedherheadagainstAlistair’sshoulder.
“You’relying.”Alistair’slipswereatherear,hotandunrelenting.“Tellmethetruth.”
Embertwistedherhandsinhisshirt,pullingherbodyclosertohis.“Ileftthem.”
“Why?”
Hisfacewaswarmagainsthers,andEmberdidn’tknowhowthey’dcometobesoclose.Shecouldn’t
besureofanything,exceptthatifshelethimgo,shewouldfall.
“BecauseIwaswrongtoleave,”shewhispered,hervoicecracking.
Alistairlaughed,hisbreathbeatingagainstherneck.“Youexpectmetobelievethat?”
“I’mherenow.”EachwordEmberspokefeltmorepatheticthanthelast.
“You’rehereforAgnes,”Alistairtoldher.“Whichistheonenobleactyou’veaccomplishedsinceyou
firstsetfootinConatus.Icanhonorthat.”Hisfingersliftedherchin.“Butyouarenothereforme.”
Emberopenedhermouth,butherprotestdiedinherthroat.She’dfailed.Failedbeforesheevermade
thedecisiontoreturn.Alistairdespisedher.
Moretearsstungastheygatheredatthecornersofhereyes,andEmberhatedherselfforit.Shelether
eyelidscloseindefeat.Amomentlater,shefeltAlistair’slipsonhers.Thesuddenwarmthandsilken
touchofhismouthprovokedaninstinctivereactionfromEmber;herhandsreleasedhisshirt,sliding
aroundhisnecktopullhimcloserstill.Whenhistongueslippedintohermouth,shedidn’tfighthim,
desperatelyneedingareprievefromhishostility.Seekinganysignthathestillwantedher,shewasnot
readytofacewhatitwouldmeanifhedidn’t.
Alistairbrokeoffthekisssuddenly.Ember’seyeswerestillclosedwhenhepushedherbackintoher
seat.Helefttheroomwithoutspeakingorlookingbackather.
Embersat,grippingthearmsofthechair.Herbodystilltrembledaswavesofheatandcoldcoursed
throughher.Shestaredatthedoor,terrifiedbythefactthatshehadnoideawhathadjusthappened.
ALISTAIRHADKNOWNTHEencounterwouldbeastruggle,butithadbeenmoretryingthanhe’d
imagined.Hehadn’tplannedtokissEmber,ormoreaccurately,hehadplannedtoavoidkissingher.Inhis
firstrealinteractionwithEmbersinceherreturn,Alistairhadhopedtoshowheronlydisdain.
Temptationhadprovedtoogreat.ThekisshadbeenprovokednotbecauseEmberhadbeenmolded
againsthim,norbecausehewatchedthewayherbreastsroseandfellwitheachshortbreathshetook.It
washerdesperationthathadpushedhimovertheedge.Thewayshe’dheldontohimasifherlife
dependedonit.
Insomeways,Alistairsupposed,Ember’slifediddependonhim.Butthewayshehadneededhimto
givehersomething.Thesmallesttokenthatsheremainedofsomeworthtohim.Emberhadalwaysbeen
defiant.Toseeherquakingwithfearmadehimfeelstronger,morealive.Andmoredetermined.
ThoughhehungeredformoreofEmber,Alistairknewthatgivingintohisdesiremeanthewouldhave
tokeephimselfawayfromheragain.Atleastforalengthofdaysthatwouldleaveherillatease.He
neededhertobeunsureofhim.
Asusual,Bosque’sadvicehadprovenwiseandeffective.Alistairmeanttospendthemajorityofhis
hoursbecomingtheprotégéthatwouldgiveLordMarthemostpride.
Makinghiswaytothecatacombs,AlistairnoddedashepassedFatherMichaelworkingatascribe’s
tableinthechapel.Thepriestbowedslightlyinresponseandthenreturnedtohisstudies.
Alistairenteredthecellardoor,rapidlydescendingthestaircase.Hehurriedpastthewinecasks.He
hatedbeinginthisdark,mustyroom,sofilledwithmemoriesoffearandhumiliation.Histrialagainst
thosewretchedhobgoblinshadbeenanexerciseincruelty,Alistairhaddecided.Anunfairgamesetup
fortheentertainmentofLukaszandBarrow,whowerepredisposedtodislikeAlistairbecauseofhis
nobleblood.
ThoughKaelhadleftwiththem,Alistairfoundithardtofaulthismentor,insteadpreferringtobelieve
that,likeEmber,Kaelhadbeendeludedbytheirlies.Behindtherowsofwoodencasks,Alistairranhis
handsovertheflooruntilhisfingersfoundtheironring.Alistairtuggedhardonthering,andthetrapdoor
groanedopen,revealinganother,mucholderstaircase.
Happytoleavethecellarbehind,Alistairdisappearedbeneaththefloor,pullingthetrapdoorshut.He
wasplungedintodarknessbutdidn’tmind,knowingitwouldsoonabate.Alistairhadmadethisjourney
oftenenoughthathenolongerhadtofollowthecurveofthewall.Heknewthepreciseangleanddistance
ittooktoreachthenextdoor.Eveninthepitch-black,Alistairhadnotroublefindingthedoorhandle.He
pushedthedooropenandenteredtherealmofthedead.
BeforeBosque’sinstructiontousethem,Alistairhadn’tknownofthecatacombs’existence.He
gatheredthatfewinTearmunndid.Theever-curvingpassageslopedsteeplydownasifthecorridorled
toHadesitself.Alistairhadwondereduponhisfirstentryintothecatacombshowmanyyearshadpassed
sinceanymanhadfiredthetorchesthatnowlithispath.
Alistairkeptuphisquickpaceuntilhereachedthelowestandlastsection.Herethenarrow,tomb-
linedcorridorwidenedintoanopenchamber.Morehollowshadbeencarvedintherockofthechamber’s
fourwallstoofferholdingplacesforsarcophagi.Themostornaterestingplacesforthedeadwere
featuredoncarvedplatformsatregularintervals.
Steppingintothebroadchamber,Alistairtookadeepbreath,lettingtensionmeltfromhisbody.This
washisworkplace.TheonlysolacehecouldfindfromEmber’spull.
Hamishwasalreadyatwork.Amortarandpestle,bundlesgivingoffpungentscents,andcopperbowls
ofvaryingsizeswerespreadbeforethecleric.
Withoutlookingupfromhisnotes,HamishsaidtoAlistair,“Thefirstoneisdead.”
“Butyouexpectedthat,”Alistairanswered,leafingthroughhisownpileofscribbled-uponparchment.
Hamishnodded.“Theproblemwasinthemerge.Toomanyorgansortoofew.Iwon’tknowuntilI
openhimup.”
“You’lldothattoday?”
“Beforetherotsetsin,”Hamishreplied.“Doyouwantmetowaittobeginthethirdtrial?Toseewhat
Icanlearnfromtakingapeekinsidethefirst?”
Alistairgrunted,notlikingthedelay,butconcedingthatitwasprudent.“Yes.”
“Verywell.”Hamishpickedupaserratedblade.“I’llgettoit.”
Ahigh-pitchedyippiercedthechamber,bouncingoffthecatacombwalls.Soonachorusofwhining
barkswereringingintheair.
“They’rehungry,”Hamishsaid,lookingatAlistair.
“Thatonlymeansthey’reawake,”Alistairanswereddrily.“Theyhavetwowaysofbeingrightnow.
Asleepandhungry.”
Hamishturnedtoleave,butAlistaircaughthisarm.“How’sthemother?”
“She’sabitch,”Hamishanswered.
Grimacing,Alistairtoldhim,“Eventhefirsttime,thatjokewasn’tveryfunny.”
Hamishgrinnedinreturn.“Istilllikeit.”
Alistairkeptstonyeyesonthecleric.“Howisshe?”
“Notfondofme,asusual.”Hamishliftedhischintowardoneofthewalls.“ProbablybecauseIkeep
stealingherblood.”
“She’snotweakening,though?”Alistair’sgazemovedtothesealedearthenwarecarafesthatlineda
shelf.Inanotherplacetheymighthavebeenusedtoservewine,butnothere.
Hamishshookhishead.“She’safighter.”
“Good,”Alistairsaid.
Stickingafingerinhisear,HamishshooktheknifeatAlistair.“Nowwillyoushutthemup?”heasked.
Hewalkedoff,mutteringunderhisbreath.
Thecleric’sperpetualsourmoodmighthavedissuadedAlistairfromtakinghimonasacollaborator.
SomedaysitstillgratedonAlistair’snerves,butAlistaircouldn’tdenythatBosquehadbeenrightin
identifyingHamish’spotential.
TheclerichadstudiedAlistair’snotesandsketchesexhaustively.WithinaweekofhisjoiningAlistair,
Hamishhadalreadybroughttheknight’svisiontolife.
Oraroughrenderingthereof.
Alistairrefusedtobefrustrated.Trialsofthissortrequiredpatience,thewillingnesstofailandbegin
again.
TakinganoppositecoursefromHamish,Alistairmovedthroughthechamber.Thepipingcallsforfood
greweverlouderasAlistairwalked.Pausingatthelarder,Alistaircollectedstripsofvenisontofillthe
hungrybellies.Therewereothersoundsintheroomtoo,comingfromthecagesthatwerehiddenina
cornerchamberthatwasasmallerversionofthemaintomb.Alistairignoredthosesounds,unpleasantas
theywere.
Whentheyipsbecamemoreferventandfaster,Alistairknewthey’dspottedhimcoming.Hedeposited
thevenisoninthehollowclosesttotheholdingpen,thencontinuedonhisway.
Alistairpausedattheedgeofthepen.Smallpawstriedtoscrambleupthesidesofthepenastails
waggedfuriously.Sixfurryfacesandshinyblacknoseslifted,seekinghisattention.Lookingdownatthe
wolfcubs,Alistairmarveledathowmuchtheychangedwitheachday.Thecubs,fourmalesandtwo
females,stilltotteredabitastheyjostledagainsteachother,tryingtoreachhim,buttheymovedwith
muchgreatercontroloftheirfeet.Theireyeswerebrightandalert,everobservingtheirworld.
Alistairopenedthegateandjoinedthecubs,whoswarmedaroundhisfeet.Theywereanarrayof
shadesrangingfrommottledgrayliketheirmothertothesilver-whiteofthemoon.Alistairscoopedup
themalewhohadsteel-grayfuronhisbackbutawhitechestandstomach.Hecouldeasilyholdthecubin
onehand.Thelittlebeastwriggled,itsyipsmixingwithtinygruntsandmewling.Alistairletthecubrest
againsthischest,anditgaveitselfovertolickinghisneckincessantly.Theticklingsensationmade
Alistairlaugh,andthecubbarkedinreply.
Hecarriedthecubintothechamberfromwhichplaintivecriesemerged,pickinguphisstashof
venisonstripsontheway.
Concentrate,Alistairremindedhimselfasheforcedonefootinfrontoftheother.Focus.
Thefeedingwasn’ttroubling,buttheplacethemealhadtooccurwas.Thecriesfellsilentwhen
Alistairenteredtheroom.Sixcageshadbeenplacedinthechamber,threealongeachwall.Thevillage
children’swide,frightenedeyesfixedonAlistair.Thoughherefusedtolookathiscaptives,Alistair
couldfeeltheirstares,sensethequiveringoftheprisoners’limbsashereachedthecenterofthechamber.
Settlingontothefloorwiththecubinhislap,Alistairtookhistimefeedingthecubsmallmorselsofthe
rawmeat.Thegray-and-whitewolfgulpedthevenisondowngreedily,hisattentionfullyconsumedbythe
bloodyflesh.Notoncewasthecubdistractedbythecagedchildrenwhoshrankagainstthebarsatthe
backoftheircages,awayfromthemanandyoungpredatorinhisarms.Alistairwaspleased.
Afterthecubhadhisportionofmeat,Alistairsatwiththewolf.Heletthecubplayatchasinghimor
wrestlingwithhisarmuntilittired.Onlywhenthelittlewolfclimbedintohislapandcurledintoaball
tosleepdidAlistairreturnhimtothepen.Settingthesleepycubdown,Alistairpickeduphissister.He
wentthroughthesamecyclewitheachofthesixcubs.He’dbeenwiththemeachdaysincetheirbirth.He
wouldcontinuetobethereeachdayastheygrew.Andwitheachmeal,they’dbecomeaccustomedtothe
scentsofthesixcagedchildren,astheyneededtobe.
ItwasHamish’stasktobringAlistair’svisiontolife.ButAlistair’sworkwouldensureitssuccess.
EIRAHADHEARDASMANYcomplaintsasshecouldbearforthatday.Thescragglyshepherdbowed
asshepromisedforthetwelfthtimethatdaytoaddresssomevillager’sconcern.Mostoftheirfearswere
petty,bornofsuperstitionsthathadrunwildsinceBosque’swraithshadattackedthevillage.Since
Bosquekeptherinformedofwhatcreatureshadcrossedoverfromthenethertotheearth,Eiracould
quicklydiscernthoseofthevillagers’talesthatweretrueandthosethatwereonlytheirnightmares
spokeninthelightofday.
OtherpleasbroughtbeforeEirawereofamoreseriousnature.Thosepetitionswerewhatprovoked
EiratoaskBosquetoaccompanyhertoherchamberaftershe’dheldcourt.
“Isufferthroughthisonyouradvice,”Eiratoldhimafterhe’dclosedthedoor.
Bosquenodded.“AndthoughI’msorryforyourpain,Iwouldgivethesamecounselifaskedagain.”
“Whydoyouthinkthevillagersmatter?”Walkingbackandforththroughtheroom,Eirastretchedher
armsandneck.She’dbeensittingfartoolongthatday.Castinghergazetowardthewindow,Eira
wonderedwhereCianwasandifhersistermightbegameforanhourortwoonthepracticefield.
“Thevillagersdomatter,”Bosquetoldher.“Iftheyfearyou,theywillsubmittoyou,butiftheylove
andfearyou,theywillfightforyou.”
“Withpitchforksandbrooms?”EiraarchedherbrowatBosque.
“Don’tunderestimatethem,”Bosquereplied.
“Verywell,”Eirasaidwearily.“Whataboutthechildren?”
“Whataboutthem?”
Eirafrowned.“Don’tbecoy.”
“Childrengomissingallthetime,”Bosquesaid.“Theydrowninthelake.Theyfallfromcliffs.They
arelostinthewoods.”
Pursingherlips,Eirasaid,“WhatareAlistairandHamishdoingwiththem?”
“Makingprogress,”Bosqueanswered.
“Areyoutryingtoannoyme?”Eira’shandswenttoherhips.
Bosquesmiledather.“Perhaps.ButmorelikelyIseektodelayyou.”
“Whywouldyoudothat?”Shewenttoherdesk.Thestackofparchmentsgrewtallereachday.Each
newletterconfirmingthespreadofhermessageacrosstheknownworld.
“YouknowLordHartasasoldier,”Bosquesaid.“ButI’veaskedhimtobecomeanartist.Thisishis
greatwork.Iwouldn’thaveitspoiledforyoubecauseyousawanunfinishedmasterpiece.”
“Hmmm.”Eiralookedup.“WestillhavelittlenewsfromtheHolyLand.”
Bosquemadeanoncommittalsound.“Iexpectthey’llresistthelongest.Theplaceswherethingsbegin
oftenprovethemostreluctanttoletthosethingsgo.”
WhenEiradidn’treply,Bosquelaughed.“WhydoIsuspectyoulongforanuprising?”
Eira’sfurrowedbrowgavewaytoasmile.“Isthatwhatyouthink?”
“Ithinkyourhandwouldrathergripaswordthanaquill,”Bosquereplied.“AndIdon’tfaultyouforit.
Thebusinessofpoliticsisoftendull.”
Lookingathimwithcuriosity,Eirasaid,“Aretherepoliticsinyourworld?”
“Thereisnowarwithoutpolitics,”hesaid.
Turningawayfromherletters,Eiraasked,“WillyouspeculateastowhenIcanseethismasterpiece
thatAlistaircreates?”
“Anotherweek,”Bosqueanswered.“Perhapsafewmoredaysthanthat,butnotlong.”
“I’mintrigued,”Eiratoldhim.“You’veguardedthissecretlikeahoardoftreasure.”
“Iassureyou,”Bosquesaid,“it’smuchbetterthantreasure.”
Eiralaughed.“Ifyouwanttokeepmefromspoilingyourgreatdayofrevelation,youshouldn’tentice
mewithsuchpromises.”
“Alistair’sworkpointstothefuture,”Bosquesaid,brushingasideherplayfultonewithhisnewly
seriousmanner.“Itbringstomindsomethingyoushouldalsobeconsidering.Somethingtodowith
politics.Andwar.”
“Howso?”Eirabegantounbraidherhair,whichshe’dboundtootightlyinthemorning;ithadcaused
herheadtoache.
Bosquewatchedaswaves,copperbright,fellsectionbysectionuponEira’sshoulders.“Yourlegacy.I
wouldseeyousecureit.”
“Mylegacy,”Eiramurmured.Sherubbedhertemples.
“Whowillrulewhenyouaregone?”Bosquecontinued.“ThoughIassureyou,thatwillbemanyyears
fromnow.”
Thoughhereyeswereclosed,Eirasmiled.“Youarealwayssocertain,LordMar.”
“Iam.”Hisvoicewasmuchcloser.Eiraopenedhereyestofindhimstandingbeforeher.
Bosque’sgazelingeredonherface.“Iwouldlikeyoutothinkaboutyourheir.”
Eiralaughed.“Anheir?”
WhenBosqueshowednosignofjoiningherboutofmirth,Eirasaid,“YouspokeofAlistair.Isityour
wishthatIshouldnamehimmysuccessor?”Shedidn’tdisliketheidea.Thoughheoftenfrustratedher
withhisyouthfulwhimsandirritatingobsessionwithEmberMorrow,EiraheldAlistairinhighregard.
Heraffectionforhimgrewdaily.
AhintofasmiletouchedBosque’smouth.“YouneedAlistairtobeyourgeneral,andinthatrole,he
willserveyouwell,butsomeoneelseshouldtakeyourthrone.”
Eirafrownedathim.“Who?”
“Whynotyourownchild?”Bosqueasked.
Shetookastepback,halfturningfromhim.Twistingherfingersinherloosehair,shesaidquietly,“My
yearstobearchildrenarepast.Ichoseanotherlifethanthatofwifeandmother.”
Unsettled,Eirasmoothedherhairback,intendingtobraiditoncemore.ButBosquewassuddenlyat
herside,pushingherhandaway.
“Leaveitdown,”hesaidinavoicethatreachedbeneathherskin,makinghertremble.
Shedrewastartledbreathwhenheplacedhispalmlowonherbelly.Leaningclose,hemurmured,
“Lifewouldstillquickenwithinyou.”
“Whydoyouspeaktomeofthis?”Eiracouldn’tmove.Nomanhadtouchedher,desiredtodrawclose
toher,beforenow.
Butheisn’ttrulyaman.
Hermindtriedtograspthatsmall,fearfulvoice,butherbodyrespondedtothewarmthofBosque’s
handandthecaressofhisbreathonherneck.Whensheclosedhereyes,attemptingtofocus,theimageof
Bosqueappeared,emergingnakedfromthewaters,rivuletsofseawaterchasingeachotherdownthe
carvedlinesofhischestandabdomen.
Eira’seyelidsflutteredopenandsheshookherhead,tryingtodispelthememory.
“Doesmytouchoffendyou?”Bosqueasked.Hisfingerspressedintoherasheslidhishandfromher
stomachtograspthecurveofherhip.BosquedrewEiraclose.Herbackfittedagainsthischest,andshe
couldfeelthestrengthofthebodyhermind’seyehadmemorizedsowell.
“Iaskedaquestion,”Eirasaid,notwantinghimtoknowhowfaroffbalancehe’dputher.Shelaidher
handoverhis,thinkingtopushitawayfromher,butthemomentherfingerstouchedhiswarmskin,they
curledaroundhishandasifbyinstinct.
“Yourfutureisalsomine,Eira.”Hewoundloosestrandsofherhairaroundhiswristlikeaserpent.
“Andourbondisalreadyformed,joiningourtwoworlds.Isuggestonlythatthereisafurtherpathwe
mightwalktogether.”
“Doyouwantmeasalover?”Eirapulledawayfromhim.“Ordoyousimplywishformetobearyour
child?”
“IsthereareasonIcan’tdesireboth?”Bosqueasked.Shekeptherdistance,andhedidn’tattemptto
drawnearagain.“Andthechildwillnotbemine,butours.”
“I—”EirastaredatBosque.Herskinwasstillflushedandstrangelyhotfromtheirbriefcloseness.
“ConsiderwhatI’vesaid.”Bosqueretreatedtothedoor.“WhenIspeakofthisagain,I’llrequireyour
answer.”
Whenhe’dgone,Eirawenttoherbed.Shelaydownandclosedhereyes,ponderingaquestionshe
neverhadexpectedtobeasked.
DAYAFTERDAYPASSED,butEmbercouldn’tshakeAlistair’svisitfromhermind;norcouldshethink
ofanypriorincidentinherlifethatshe’dgivensuchscrutiny.OnceAlistairwasoutoftheroom,Ember
hadbeenabletocatchherbreathandcollectherwits,onlytofindherselfutterlybewilderedbywhathad
transpired.
Inamatterofminutes,Emberhadbrokendown,beenreducedtoapathetic,weepinglumpofagirl.All
becauseAlistairhadtreatedhermorecoldlythanshe’deverbelievedhewould,orcould.Hiswordshad
bruisedherspiritaswellasherheart.Thoughshedidn’tlovehiminthewayhewished,Alistairhad
beenheronlyfriendbesidesAgnesthroughoutherchildhood.He’dbeentheonlyonewhohadn’t
chastisedherforlongingtowieldaswordandbecomeasaccomplishedahorsemanasanyboy.
Shockedandhumiliatedbyherownnaiveté,Emberhadtoadmitthat,whileshehadbelievedshe
wouldhavetopersuadeAlistairthatshehadreturnedtoTearmunnforhissakeaswellashersister’s,she
hadneverimaginedthatshewouldarrivetofindhimturnedagainsther.
Butwhatbotheredhermostofallwasthekiss.ItwastooeasytorememberthefeelingofAlistair’s
mouthonhersandthewayshe’dresponded.EmberrecalledthefirsttimeAlistairhadkissedher,how
invasivehisardorhadfelt.ThislatestkissEmberhadwanted,butnotbecauseshewantedAlistair.In
beatingherdownwithhiswords,dashingherhopestoinsinuateherselfintohisconfidence,Alistairhad
renderedEmberahollowshell,desperatetobefilledwithsomeaffirmation.Thekisshadservedthat
purpose,andEmberwasdeeplyshamedbyherbehavior.
Evenso,shecouldn’tunderstandwhythekisshadhappened.AsmuchasEmberlongedforsomesign
thatAlistairstillcaredforher,shehadn’tbroughtherlipstohis.Alistairhadkissedher.Ifhedespised
her,ashiswordsandmannerimplied,whywouldhewanttokissherlikethat?Perhaps,believingthat
Emberhadatlastreturnedhisaffectionswhenhisownhadcooled,he’dofferedthekissasafinalinsult.
Areminderofwhatshewouldnowbedenied.
Thethoughthadbeenlikeafistinherbelly.
AllEmbercoulddowaswaitforAlistairtoreturn,andwhileshewaited,shesworetoherselfthata
scenelikethefirstwouldneverbeactedoutagain.
ButAlistairdidn’treturn,leavingEmbertowonderifshewastrulyheldcaptiveinTearmunnbyher
enemiesorifshe’dsimplyimprisonedherself.
ServantscameandrelocatedEmbertochambersofherown.BosqueMardidvisitthemagain,
informingAgnesandEmberthattheywerefreetomovethroughthemanorastheypleased,butifthey
desiredtogoelsewhereinthekeep,theymustbeaccompanied.
Overthecourseofthenextweek,EmberandAgnesshareddaysthatAgnesgreetedwithcheerand
Emberfoundmonotonous.WhileAlistairdidn’tappear,LordMardidvisitthemseveraltimes.Onsome
occasions,hewouldconversewiththemforhourswhileAgnesembroideredandEmbersatwithaneedle
andthreadinherhands.Agneschatteredcontentedly,showingnosignofbeingunnervedbytheman’s
strangeeyesormysteriousorigin.ThoughEmbersupposedAgnesknewnothingofBosque’struenature,
shenonethelessabhorredhoweasilyAgnesacceptedhisinvitationstowalkthegroundsofthekeepor
visitthescribes’library.Forherownpart,EmberfounditdifficulttospeakatallinBosque’spresence.
Shemadeeveryefforttoavoidmakingcontactwithhissilvereyes.WhatLordMar’sassessmentofher
was,Embercouldn’tknow.
WheneightdayshadpassedwithnosignofAlistair,Emberbegantowonderifhewouldevervisit
again.Restingherforeheadagainstthewindow,Emberstareddownatthepracticefield.Shewatched
pairsoftheGuardbattleeachother.Herfingerstwitched,wishingfortheleathergripsofSilenceand
Sorrow.She’dleftherbladesinBarrow’scare,fearingthatiftheyarrivedwithheratTearmunn,the
weaponswouldbelostforever.
Emberdidn’tturnatthelightknockuponherdoor.“Comein,Agnes.”
“Mylady?”Emberwhirledattheman’svoice,theburgundysilkofhergownrustlingwithquick
movement.AGuardstoodintheopendoor.EmberworriedathowmanyoftheGuardwerenowstrangers
toher.Eirahadbeenrecruitingknights,expandingtheGuardwellbeyonditstraditionalnumber.
“Yourpresenceisrequiredinthegreathall.”TheGuardbidherfollowhim.
Emberleftherroomanddescendedthestairsathisheels.Aflurryofpossibilitiesswirledthroughher
mind.Embersuspectedanyleniencyshehadbeenaffordeduponherarrivalhadrunitscourseandnow
shewouldfaceaninterrogation.
TheGuardopenedoneofthedoorstothegreathall,lettingEmberpass,andcloseditbehindher.Only
afewstepsintotheroom,Emberfroze,stunnedbythechangesthathadtakenplacesinceherdeparture.
Structurally,theroomwasthesame,buthadshenotknownthatthishadoncebeentheTearmunnhallin
whichshe’dbegunherinitiationtoConatus,Embermightnothaverecognizedit.
Thehallhadbeentransformedintoathroneroom,LadyEira’sthroneroom.Thewarriorwomansatin
ahigh-backedchairelaboratelycarvedfromebony.WhenEmberentered,Eirabeckonedtoher.Ember
cameforwardbutstoppedagain,gaspingwhenshesawwhatstooddirectlybehindthethrone.
ThecedarofLebanon’slushgreencanopywasgone.Thesacredtree’srichlytexturedbarkhadbeen
strippedaway,asifthetrunkandbrancheshadbeenflayed.Whatstoodinthetree’splacewasa
monstrosity,paleasdrybonesanddevoidoflife.Atthebaseofthetreewasagapingwound.Thetree’s
hearthadbeendestroyed,leavinganemptycarcassbehind.
Gazingatthedesecratedtree,Embersawthatwhatshe’dassumedtobetheguttedtrunkteemedwith
movement.Shadowsrevealededgesofsicklygreenanddullbronzeastheypooledandeddiedwithinthe
deadtree.
“Welcome,LadyMorrow.”
Embergaveasmallcry,jumpingawayfromBosqueMar,whohadappearedwithoutwarningbeside
her.
“I’msorrytohavestartledyou,”Bosquesaid.Hissmilegavenosignofrealconcernforher.Pushing
herforward,Bosquesaid,“Youlingernearthedoorwhenyou’vebeeninvitedtojoinus.”
EmberwalkedquicklytowardEirasoBosque’shandswouldnolongerbeabletoguideher.Histouch
madebeadsofcoldsweatformonthebackofherneck.
Ember’seyeskeptreturningtothenestofshadowsthatmarredthesacredtree.Evenwithoutknowing
whatthedarknesswas,shefearedit.
AlistairwasstandingatEira’srighthand.BosquewalkedpastEmbertotakeupapostonherleft.
EmberdaredtolookatAlistair;hemethergaze,buthisfacegavenoindicationastowhetherhewas
pleasedordispleasedtoseeher.Embercouldn’tstopherselffromsearchingforanysignofemotionin
Alistair’seyes,oranycurveofhislips,andwheretherehadbeencold,heatimmediatelyracedupher
neckandintohercheeks.Staringatthefloor,Emberclenchedherfists.Shedidn’twanttothinkaboutthe
kiss.Shehadn’tenjoyedit.Hadshe?
Keepingherheadbowed,Emberdidn’tbothertoturnwhenthedoortothegreathallopenedand
closedagain.
“Ah,FatherMichael.Thankyouforcoming.”WhenEiraspokethepriest’sname,Emberwasso
relieved,herkneesthreatenedtocave.GratitudefilledherwhenFatherMichaelstoppedatherside,
holdingherwithhiskindeyes.
“Goodmorning,mychild.”
AlistairhadonearmproppedonthetopofEira’sthrone.Heleanedagainsttheornatechair,almost
lounging.“Well,FatherMichael,yousaidyouhadanurgentmatterinvolvingLadyEmberMorrowto
discuss?”
FatherMichaelnodded.“IreceivedamissivefromLordMackenzie.Hecurrentlyplayshostto
Ember’sfatherandofferstoactasamediatorbetweenLordMorrowandhiselderdaughter.”
“Towhatpurpose?”Eiraaskedthepriest.
“Thetonguesofmenlovetowagoverthemisfortunesoftheirfellows,”FatherMichaelanswered.
“MackenzieknowsofAgnes’ssorrowsandwishestoseeherrestoredtoherfather’sgoodwill,provided
foronceagainbyherownfamily.Mackenziehasalwaysbeenaclanleaderwhovaluesloyaltyover
grudges.HebelievesitmorehonorableforAgnesandherunbornchildtobeacknowledgedbyherfather
thanforLordMorrowtocontinuetoshamehisownfleshandblood.”
Bosquefoldedhisarmsacrosshischest.“AndwhatdoesLadyMorrowthinkofthis?”
“OfcourseI—”
“LordMarspeaksofAgnes,notyou,”Alistaircutheroff.
Foramoment,Emberfelttherushofshameandconfusionthathadoverwhelmedherwhenshe’dlast
metAlistair,butbeforeshepulledhereyesfromhim,shecaughtthewayonecornerofAlistair’smouth
hookedupinpleasureatthewayshereeledfromhisreproach.
Ember’sself-doubtdwindledasoutragespreadthroughherveins.Alistairwasenjoyingmakingher
suffer.Wrappingherarmsaroundherwaistandbowingherhead,EmberfeignedthesubmissionAlistair
doubtlesswantedtosee.Intruth,shewasholdingherselfback,longingtopummelhissmugface.
StilladdressingFatherMichael,Bosquesaid,“I’vehadthepleasureofspendingmanyhourswith
Agnesandhavefoundhertobequitehappyhere.Doyouthinkitworthwhiletoevenattemptreunitingher
withafatherwhohasalreadyshownhisdisregardforher?”
EmberlistenedtoBosquespeakofAgneswithrisingalarm.Heshowedfartoomuchinterestin
Agnes’swelfare,andEmbercouldn’tpuzzleoutwhyhersisterwouldbeofanyconsequencetohim.
“Thereiswisdominyourcounsel,LordMar,”FatherMichaelanswered.“ButIamtaskedtorestore
alllostsheeptotheflock.LordMorrowisquick-temperedandstubborn.Hemaywellalreadyregrethis
mistreatmentofAgnes,butmentoofullofprideneedhelpinrightingthewrongsthey’vedone.Iwould
lendmyaidtothiscauseandseethegirlandherfamilyreconciled.”
“Iwon’tsendpoorAgnestoamanwhohasabusedherso,”Alistairtoldthepriest.“Sheisingood
healthandspiritshere.Ifheharanguesheragainforhercondition,itcouldendangertheladyandher
child.”
FatherMichaelbowedhisheadinassent.“Ofcourseyou’reright,LordHart.ThatiswhyIasktogoas
envoytomakepeacewithLordMorrow.AndIwouldbringEmberwithmetospeakonbehalfofher
sister.”
“YouwanttotakeEmbertoMackenzie’scastle?”Eiraleanedforwardonthethrone,likeahawk
lookingdownatpreyfromitsperch.
“IamlittlemorethanastrangertoLordMorrow,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Mywordsalone,Ifear,
cannothopetosoftenhisheart.”
“But—”Emberhesitated;shelookedtoFatherMichaelwithafrown.Thethoughtofleavingthekeep
wasmorethanappealing,thoughEmberfearedshewouldputheelstohermountandruntothecoast
withoutlookingback.
“Sayyourpiece,Ember,”LadyEiraordered.
Keepinghereyesdowncasttoappearastimidasshecould,Embersaid,“Itoowouldseemysister’s
honorrestoredandmyfamily’swoundshealed,butmyownrelationswithmyfatherarehardlyideal.”
FatherMichaeltouchedherarm.Whensheliftedhereyestomeethis,shefoundhissmilemischievous.
“Youforgetyourowntransformation,LadyMorrow.YourfatherragedhiswayoutofTearmunnbecause
youpledgedyourselftotheGuard.Nowyou’veforsakenthatrole.”
Embernodded,andFatherMichaelsaid,“IrememberthatLordMackenzieoncehopedyoumight
becomethewifeofhisson,Gavin.Perhapsthatmatchcouldstillbemade,pleasingyourfatherand
Mackenzie.”
“No!”Alistairstraightened,allthehaughtinessdrainingfromhisface.Withthatsingleword,Ember
knewthatAlistairhadconcealedhistruefeelingsforher.Herpulsejumpedbothwithrenewedfuryanda
thrillofresolve.Bylettinghismaskslipinthatmoment,heaffirmedEmber’sbeliefthatshecouldmake
herwayintohisheartandthusbepositionedtoplayavitalrolewhenthemomentofEira’sdownfallwas
athand.
BosquecheckedAlistairwithasternlook.Recoveringhiscomposure,Alistairsaid,“Emberremains
undersuspicionforcolludingwithtraitors.Doyouthinkmarryingheroffandreleasingherfrom
Tearmunniswise?”
“Forgiveme,LordHart,”FatherMichaelreplied,“butI’dbeenledtounderstandthatLadyMorrow’s
storyhadbeenverifiedbytheCircleatCernon.Areyouquestioningtheirassessment?”
Thoughshewantedtosmirk,Emberkeptherfaceblank.Alistairglaredatthepriest,butdidn’tanswer.
FatherMichaeltookEmber’shandsinhis.“Wouldyouconsidermakingpeacewithyourfatherby
offeringtomarryMackenzie’ssonandfulfillinghisformerwishesforyou?”Hesqueezedherfingers
tight,hisgazeintent.
Ember’seyeswidenedatFatherMichael’squestion.He’dplannedforthismoment,givingheran
opening.Makingthemwaitforheranswer,Emberlookedathershoesandbitherlowerlipwhileher
fingerstangledtogetherasiffromanxiety.
“Iwoulddothisformysister,ifthereisnootherway.”Withthosewords,shestoleaglanceat
Alistair.
Assheanticipated,hisgazewasfixedonher,fearfulandhungry.Whentheireyesmet,Alistair’slips
parted,andheleanedforwardasifhewasabouttocomeforherinthatverymoment.
Emberbroketheirgaze,returningtohertimidpose.
“LadyEira.”FatherMichaelreleasedEmber’shandsandfacedthethrone.“Willyouallowmeto
travelwithEmbertoEileanDonan?”
WhenEirahesitated,thepriestadded,“I’vebeentoldthatanumberofboththehighlandandlowland
clanchiefsareassembledatthecastletosettledisputesanddiscussthesuccession.Theyofferacaptive
audiencetowhichIcouldpresenttheworthinessofyourcause.”
“Icanhandletheclansmyself,”Eiraanswered,hereyesnarrowed.
“Mylady,Ihavenodoubtyoucanandwill,”FatherMichaelreplied.Hegesturedtotheemptychairs
attheCircle’screscenttable.“Butyou’vesenttherestoftheCircleasenvoysintoEuropeandAsia.I
wouldspeakforyouclosertohomeifyouwouldnamemeasanotherofyourmessengers.”
Eirarelaxedintoherthrone.“Verywell,butIdoubtyou’llmeetwithsuccess.LordMorrowisaboor
ofaman.Youcan’ttravelwithoutescort.ThoughItrustourbrethrenofCernon,LadyMorrow’srecent
trespassesstillcastdoubtuponher.Iwouldn’thaveyouattackedontheroadwestandleftfordead,
Father.”
Emberhadtoholdherbreathsoshewouldn’tlaughatthesuggestionthatshecouldeverattackaman
asgoodasFatherMichael.
“I’llaccompanythem.”Alistairhadreassumedhisdisdainfulattitude,butnowthatEmberknewhis
guise,shecouldlookrightthroughit.Still,shequicklyavertedhereyesandbegantofidgetasshehad
whenhe’dsuccessfullyunderminedhersensibilitiesaweekbefore.ThemoreAlistairbelievedhewas
manipulatingEmber,thebettershecouldmoldhisactionstoherowndevices.
FatherMichaeltookastepforward,liftinghishandsimploringlyasifbeggingforreprieve.“Lord
Hart,Iwouldnotinsultyou,butconsiderthis:wegotoLordMorrowinhopesofrestoringhischild.A
daughterwhohasbeenshamedbecauseofyourbrother’sactions.”
“Iamnotmybrother,”Alistairansweredthroughgrittedteeth.
“Noonehassuggestedyouare,”Eirainterjected.“ButFatherMichaelisright.IfyouappearatEilean
Donan,allthatwillcomeofthisisabrawl.”
SilencedbyEira’sjudgment,Alistairwentstill,buthisfistswereclenchedathissides.
“Iwillserveasescort.”Ciansteppedfromtheshadowsbeneaththegallery,andEmberswalloweda
gasp.Herattentionhadbeenheldsofullybythetransformationofthehallandthosewhostoodatits
centerthatshehadnevernoticedEira’ssisterlurkingtothesideoftheirconversation.
CianapproachedEira’sthrone,givingashortbow.“LikeFatherMichael,Ihavenotyettraveledas
yourenvoy.Iamhappytoserveyouthusnow.”
EmberwassurprisedwhenitwasLordMarwhoansweredCian.“Thereisareasonyouhavenotbeen
sentabroad.”Hiswordscarriedmorethanthehintofanaccusation.
OfferinganotherstiffbowtoLordMar,Ciansaid,“Ihavenotadequatelyexpressedmythanksforyour
patienceregardingtheoath.”
“Mypatienceisnotendless,”Bosqueanswered.
Eiraraisedherhand.“Stopthis.”SheturnedtoBosque,andanunspokenagreementseemedtopass
betweenthem.
Addressinghersister,Ciancontinued,“Theclanchiefsknowme.Andasyoursistertheywill
acknowledgemyrighttospeakforyou.”
HoldingCianinaspeculativegaze,Eirafinallysaid,“Yes.”ShelookedtoFatherMichael.“Whendo
youtravel?”
“Ifitpleasesyou,Iwouldtravelonthemorrowatdawn,”FatherMichaelanswered.
“Makeyourarrangements,”Eiratoldhim,thensaidtoEmber,“Speakwithyoursisterofthesethings.If
shewishestoreturntoherfamilyandLordMorrowassentstoreclaimher,Iwillsendhertohim,butI
willnotforcehertoreturntoafamilythatcastheroffunlessshechoosestogo.”
Embernodded,takenabackbyEira’swillingnesstoprotectAgnes.Thewordsweighedheavyon
Ember’sshouldersassherecalledwhyshehadfirstadmiredLadyEira.Thoughshecouldnotunderstand
thenewcourseEiraplotted,EmberstillsawtheferocityanddeterminationthatmadeEirasucha
formidablewarriorandexceptionalleader.
“Mylady.”Embermadealowandgracefulcurtsy.Beforesheturnedaway,shelethergazeflickerto
Alistaironelasttime.Hewatchedher,eyesintent.
LEAVINGTHEGREATHALLalone,Emberclimbedthestairsslowly.Witheachstep,herbodyfelt
moreandmorelikeithadbeenwrungoutasclothesafterwashing.ThestressofstandingbeforeEira,
Bosque,andAlistair,notknowingwhattheywantedofher,wouldhavebeenenough,butnewfissuresin
Ember’sresolvewereopening.
ThesmallglimpseofEira’sformerselfhadstirredEmbermorethanshewantedtoadmit.And
witnessingtheremnantsofthosecharacteristicsEmberhadenviedinEiraprovokedothermemoriesshe’d
storedaway.MemoriesofAlistair.
Itwastooeasytorecallthejoyshe’dfeltwhenhe’darrivedatherfather’smanor,surprisingherinthe
veryplacehe’dsecretlyinstructedherinswordsmanship.HerhopesforrisinginConatushadbeenhopes
forbothofthem.Emberhadalwaysimaginedtheywouldfighttogetherandcareforeachother,notas
loversbutasfriends.SheknewAlistairhadfeltbetrayedwhenshe’drejectedhisprofessionsoflove,but
toEmberitwasAlistairwhohadplayedthetraitor.Alistair’sdesireforherforeveralteredtheir
relationship.Shecouldneverreturnhisfeelings,andhewouldalwaysresentherforthat.
ThoughhehadalliedhimselfwithEiraandBosque,Embercouldn’tforgettheboyshe’dgrownup
with.Aboyshestillcaredforandwasloathtohurt.Thesweettriumphshe’dknownwhensherealized
Alistairstilllovedhernowtastedrotten.Yes,Emberwouldbeabletogoforwardwithherplan—a
strategythatLukasz,Kael,FatherMichael,Cian,andevenBarrowdeemedcunning—butshecouldn’t
stoptherisingdisgustshefelttowardherself.Alistair’slovehadbeentwistedbyhisjealousy.Itwasn’t
theloveBarrowshowedher;thatrarepassionthatcouldonlygrowoutofrespectandadmirationaswell
asthefireofattraction.Butbeneaththesulliedlayersofpossessivenessandlust,EmberbelievedAlistair
didloveher.ThatlovehadspurredhimtoprotectAgneswhenmostwouldhavecondemnedher.Still,any
warmthEmberfelttowardAlistairwastemperedbythelikelihoodthatdesiretoprotecthisfamilyname
hadalsomotivatedhim.
Nevertheless,thatshemustuseAlistair’sloveasanimplementofwarunsettledherdeeply.Andyet
Embercouldseenootherpath.
“Thereyouare!”AgnespeekedoutofherroomandrushedtomeetEmber.“I’vebeenwaitingforyou
allmorning.”
“Iwassummonedtothegreathall,”Embertoldher.“Willyousitwithme?Imustspeakwithyou.”
“Ofcourse.”Agnesbeamedatheryoungersister.“Letmegetmysewing.”
Withagroan,Emberpushedthroughherchamberdoor,leavingitajarforAgnes.Sheslumpedintoa
chair,afloatinhergrowingself-pity.
Agnesclosedthedoorbehindher,settlingintothechairbesideEmber’s.
“Youshouldn’tsitlikethat,Ember.It’suncomely.Andyou’llwrinkleyourdress.”
“Iknow”wasallEmbersaid.
Shakingherheadindisapproval,Agnesreturnedtohersewing.
“I’mridingwithLadyCianandFatherMichaeltothecoasttomorrow,”EmbertoldAgnes.“We’re
goingtoMackenzie.”
“AtEileanDonan?”Agnes’sfingersflewassheembroidered,carryingontheconversationwithout
erringonasinglestitch.“Whydoyougothere?”
“Fatheristhere,”Embersaidquietly.
OnlyaslighthitchintherhythmofAgnes’sneedleandthreadindicatedherdistress.“Ishe?”
“FatherMichaelwishestopleadyourcasetohim,”Embercontinued,watchingAgnesclosely.But
Agnesdidn’tlookup.Herfaceremainedapictureofcalm.“Soyoucanberestoredtoourfamilyand
returntoFather’sestate.”
“IfLadyEiraandLordMarbelievethatwise,Iamhappytogo,”Agnessaid.“ImissMother.”
Emberfrowned.“Youdon’tquestionthecounselofLordMar?”LadyEiradidn’ttroubleEmberhalfas
much.
“WhyshouldI?”Agnes’sneedleslidupanddown,upanddown.“Hehasshownmenothingbut
kindness.Iamgratefulforhim.”
Embersputtered.“Youareasimperingchild,Agnes.Haveyounothingmoretosayaboutyourown
futurethantoleavesuchdecisionstoastranger?Howcanyouspendeachdayhappy?Isallyouneed
fromlifeaspoolofthreadandasilverneedle?”
Theneedlestopped.WhenAgneslookedup,Emberbarelyrecognizedhersister’sface.Gonewasher
pacificsmile;therosyglowofherskinhaddimmed.
“Youhavealwaysbeenimpetuous,Ember,”Agnessnapped,“butIneverthoughtyouafool.”
StaringatAgnesindisbelief,Emberwasrenderedspeechless.Agnes,itseemed,stillhadplentyof
wordstooffer.
“DoyouthinkItakepleasureinthis?”
EmbershrankbackasAgnesthrewherembroiderythefulllengthoftheroom.
“I—”
“Doyouknowwhatitisliketocarrythechildofamanwhocastyouoffandyetstillfeellovefor
him?”Agneshissed.“DoyouthinkIcanhelpbuthatemyselfforthat?
“Ihavenothing,”Agnescontinued,hervoicequietwithrage.“Notitle.Nofamily.Ihavenomeansto
provideformyselformychild.IcametoTearmunnabeggar,carriedherebyanagpurchasedwiththe
littlemoneyMothersecretedtomebeforeFatherdrovemefromhishome.”
Agnescuppedherfaceinherhand,recomposingherexpressionintothatopen,innocentbeautythathad
drawnpraiseaslongasEmbercouldremember.“IwearthismaskbecauseitisallIhavetobarterwith.
WouldAlistairhavetakenmeinifIcametohimbearingbitternessandawitheredspirit?”
EmberreachedforAgnes’shands,butAgnesdrewthemback.“Ifeignhappiness,foritistheonlykind
ofjoythatIhave.”
Thoughshetriedtofightit,Ember’seyesflittedoverhersister’sbelly.
Withabrokensmile,Agnessaid,“No.Idonothatethechild.”Shelaidherpalmagainsttheswellof
herabdomen.“ThoughIamashamedthatIcannotforgetmyloveforHenry,becausehedoesn’tdeserveit,
thischildisinnocentofhisfather’ssin.Ishallnotforgetthat.”
Agneslookedaway,andhervoicehardened.“Andbecauseofthat,IwillgowhereverEirawishesto
sendme,solongasIcanfindprotectionformeandmychild.Whetherthatistoremainhere,toreturnto
Father’shouse,ortobepackedoffbyhimtobecomeanotherman’swife—ifanymanwouldsufferto
raiseabastard.”
“Agnes!”EmberhadneverheardanythingresemblingacursepassfromAgnes’slips.
“IsittoomuchtobearwhenIspeakthetruth,dearsister?”Agnessaid,chastisingEmberwithhergaze.
“ShallIreturntowearingmymaskforyou?”
EmberthrewherselfatAgnes.TearswelledinEmber’seyes.“Whyhaveyoukeptthisfromme?Ilove
you.HaveIbeensopoorasister?”
Withasigh,AgnestouchedEmber’scheek.“Myloveforyoukeptmefromburdeningyouwithmy
heartaches.”
“Yourpainsaremine.”EmberlaidherheadinAgnes’slap.“Iwouldhelpyoubearthem.”
“Oh,Ember.”Agnes’svoicewasthick,butwhenEmberlookedup,hersister’seyesweredry.Tracing
thelineofEmber’stearswithherfingertips,shesaid,“Ihavenotearsleft,Ithink.”
Hervoicedroppingtoahush,AgnessaidtoEmber,“Pleasedon’tpityme.Icouldn’tbeartheshameof
it.”
“Never,”Emberpromised.TakingAgnes’shands,Embersaid,“Imusttellyousomething—”
Shefellsilent,hearingfootstepsapproachingthedoor.Emberquicklyrose,rubbinghertear-stained
cheeks.Agnesalsostoodupandhurriedtocollecttheembroideryshe’dthrownacrosstheroom.
Thesoundstopped,andbothwomenlookedtothedoor,buttheknocktheywaitedfordidn’tcome.
InsteadEmberheardafaintrustlingonstone.
“Oh!”AgnespickedupthescrapofparchmentslippedunderEmber’sdoorbeforeEmberhad
identifiedthesourceofthequietsound.
“Doyouoftenreceivenotesinthismanner?”Agnesraisedherbrow.
Emberhadn’treceivedanyanonymousnotes.Thatwaspartofthereasonshewassoeagertogether
handsontheoneAgneshadclaimed.
Holdingoutherhand,Embersaidcrossly,“Giveittome.”
“That’sveryrude,”AgneschastisedEmberinamockingtone.“IthinkIshouldreadit,don’tyou?”
EmberfrownedatAgnes,surprisedbyhersuddenchangeindemeanor.“Arewesimplymovingon,
then?”
“There’snothingmoretosay,Ember.”AbitofsadnesscreptbackintoAgnes’svoice.
Buttherewasmoretosay.Beforethenote’swriterhadapproachedherdoor,Emberhadbeenonthe
vergeofconfessingeverything:Eira,Bosque,Barrow,Alistair—thecomingviolenceEmbersawnoway
toavoid.ByremainingatTearmunn,Agneswouldbeinterribledanger.Agneshadtoknowthetruth.But
nowEmbercouldonlythinkofwhatmightbewrittenontheparchmentinhersister’shand.
Agnescontinued,“Iwillnotactthehelpless,fallenwomaninyourcompanyanylonger.Notwhenit’s
onlythetwoofus.”
“Good.”
Withoutwarning,EmberleaptforwardandsnatchedtheparchmentfromAgnes’sfingers,twistingaway
fromhersisterandskippingacrosstheroominvictory.Agnesdidn’tbothertoattempttoretrieveit.
“I’daskwhatitsays,butIknowyouwon’ttellme.”Agneswenttothedoor.“I’minneedofanapasit
is.”
“Agnes,wait,”Embersaid,thensheglanceddownatthenoteinherhand.
Standingwiththedoorpartlyopened,AgneslookedbackatEmber,hereyesquestioning.
“Nevermind,”Embermumbled,hereyesfixedontheparchment.“It’snothing.”
Agnesclosedthedoor,leavingEmberalone.Numbnesscreptoverherskin,andshewenttositonthe
edgeofherbed.Shegazedatthesinglelineofwordsscratchedininkontheparchment.
Cometomeinthegreathallwhentheothershavesoughttheirbeds.
Thenotewasn’tsigned.Nordiditneedtobe.
WELLAFTERNIGHTFALL,AlistairstillwonderedifleavingEmberanotehadbeenamistake.He
didn’tknowwhathewouldsaytoher.Whathewoulddo.ButAlistairhadbeenconsumedbythenotion
thathecouldn’tletEmberleaveTearmunnwithoutspeakingtoherfirst.GoingtoEmber’sroomwould
havebeeneasier,butheneededhertocometohim.
ThemanorcorridorswerequietbutforAlistair’sfootfall.Heopenedoneofthedoorstothegreathall,
butleftitslightlyajarasheentered—asignaltoEmberthathewaswithin.Lackingtorchesordaylight,
theemptyhallprovedaseerieasthecatacombsinwhichAlistairspentmostofhistime.
Thinbeamsofmoonlightcasttheirglowonthestained-glasswindows,renderingcolorsduskyas
wiltedflowers.Themoon’spalefaceofferedlightenoughtosee,butAlistair’sgazewasdrawnto
anotherlightsource.
Walkingtowardtheskeletaltree,Alistairpeeredintotherift.He’dbeenreluctanttoexamineitclosely,
knowingitwasagatewaybetweenworlds.Alistairhadnodesiretoriskbeingdraggedfromtheearth
intothenetherfromwhichBosquehailed.Alistairassociatedtheriftwithdarkness,butbycoverofnight
hewitnessedthesubtleplayoflightwithintheundulatingshadows.Metallicthreadsappearedand
disappearedwithinthegapinghole,chasingoneanotherlikeglowingminnowsinablackpond.
“Alistair?”
Emberhesitatedinthedoorway,thetorchlightfromthecorridoroutliningherbody.
Alistairclearedhisthroatandtookadeepbreathbeforeheanswered,“Here.”
Closingthedoor,Embertookcautiousstepsintothehall.
“Youreyeswilladjusttothedimness,”Alistairtoldher.Hisvoicewassteady,unlikethethrummingof
hisheart.She’dcome.Butnowwhat?
EmberstoppedjustshortofAlistair,butshelookedpasthimattherift.“Whatisit?”
“Adoorbetweenworlds,”Alistairanswered.“EiraopenedittosealourfatewithLordMar’s.”
Noddingslowly,Embersaid,“Heisnotofthisworld.”
“Hasittakenyousolongtorealizethat?”AlistairmeanttoteaseEmber,butsheflinched.He’dbeen
tooharshwithher,andnowlikeapupthathadbeenbeaten,sheexpectedmoreabuse.
Alistairtriedtomakeupforhisgaffebygivingherananswer.“ByjoiningforceswithLordMar,Eira
hasincreasedourpowerbeyondimagining.Thebeastsweoncefoughtnowserveus.Itistrulya
marvelousthing.”
Emberdidn’tanswer,butshestaredattheripplesoflightthatmovedthroughBosque’sgateway.
FinallyshelookedatAlistair.“Youaskedmetocomehere.”
“Iknow.”Histhroattightening,Alistairhuntedforhisnextmove.
Ember’sfingerslacedtogether,twistingnervouslyagainsthergown.“Iamsorrytohaveearnedyour
hate,Alistair.Inevermeantittobeso.”
HerwordssurprisedAlistairenoughtokeephimsilent,andshespokeagain.
“I’vewatchedforyouonthepracticefieldeachdayfrommywindow,buthaveyettofindyouthere.”
“Irarelytaketothefield,”Alistairtoldher.“Bosquehasgivenmeamoreimportanttaskthatconsumes
mydays.”
Emberspokewithhesitation,hervoicejustquietenoughtoshowsubmission.“Iwantedtoseeyouand
hadgivenuphopethatyouwouldvisitme.”
“Youwantedmetoreturntoyou?”Alistairasked.
Emberstaredathertangledfingers.“OnlytotellyouthatIunderstandwhyyourheartturnedfromme.I
wasnaivetoconvincemyselfitcouldbeotherwise.”
Lettingherwordssinkin,Alistairturnedtheconversationinanotherdirection.“Doyoulookforward
tovisitingEileanDonan?”
“Ishallenjoytherideandthehighlandair,”Embersaid.“Idonotrelishmyfather’scompany.”
“AndGavinMackenzie?”AlistairwatchedEmber’sfaceclosely,seekinganyreaction.
“I’venevermetLordMackenzie’sson,”Emberanswered,droppinghergaze.“Iknownotwhatto
expect.”
Alistairloweredhisvoice.“Irememberatimewhenyouagreedtorunawaywithmeratherthanbe
marriedoffbyyourfather.”
Emberbegantosmile,butthesmallsignofmirthquicklyvanished.“Ihadreasontochoosemywords
withlesscare.Inolongerhavetheluxuryoffloutingmyfather’splans.”
“You’llassenttohim,then.”Alistairhadtroublecontrollingtheangerthatboiledunderhisskin.“And
marryashecommands.”
“WhatamItodootherthanmarry?”Embercried,walkingawayfromhim.“Inolongerfightwiththe
Guard.IforsookmyplaceinConatus.TheonlyadvantageIhaveoverAgnesisthatnoman’schildgrows
inmybelly.”
“Ifyoumustmarry,thenmarryme,”Alistairsaidhoarsely,reelingfromhisownoutburst.
Emberwentverystill.
BloodroaredinAlistair’sears.Whathadhedoneotherthangiveheranotheropportunitytocrushhis
hopes?Whileshestoodsilently,herfacehiddenfromhim,Alistairgroundhisteeth.
“Youarecrueltotauntme,”Emberfinallywhispered.
AwaveofemotionscrashedthroughAlistair.HegraspedEmber’sshoulders,turninghertofacehim.“I
saythistruly.”Alistaircuppedherchininhishand.“Marryme.”
“Afterallthat’shappened”—Ember’svoiceshook—“everythingI’vedone,youwouldstilltakemeas
yourwife?”
“IhavelovedyousinceIwasaboy.”Hestrokedherhair;itsfieryshadehadbecomeraveninthelow
light.“IcanhardlyrememberadaybeforeIlovedyou.”
Emberlookeddown.Tearscaughtinherlashesbeforetrailingoverherpaleskin.
Bendingtoher,Alistairtastedthesaltwateronhercheeks.Hebroughthislipstohers,agentletouch.
Ember’smouthopened,andhedrankinherbreath.Alistairkissedherslowly,waitingwitheach
movementforEmbertorespond.Whenshereturnedhisembrace,Alistairstruggledforcontrol.He
wantedtotakeher.Allofher.
Buthe’derredinthatwaybefore.Pushedhertoosoon.ThewisestchoiceAlistairhadmadeabout
Emberwaslettinghergo.Shecouldn’tberuled,atleastnotknowingly.WhenAlistairhadactedasthe
aggressor,Emberhadpushedhimaway,thinkinghimatyrant.Nowhewasherchampion,andshe
welcomedhiskiss.
Knowingthesethings,AlistairpulledEmber’sarmsfromaroundhisneckandforcedhertotakeastep
back.
“WillyouletyourfathermakeyouthewifeofGavinMackenzie?”
Embershookherhead.“IwillonlybecomethewifeofAlistairHart.”
“Ember,”Alistairbreathed.
“Iwillmarryyou,Alistair.”WhenEmberreachedforhim,Alistairdidn’ttrytostopher.Whenshe
liftedherface,hekissedher.Overwhelmedbythetasteofher,thesoftnessofherskin,Alistairgaveinto
hiscravingforEmber.Hislipsmoveddownherneck,lingeringatherthroat.Butwhenhishandsmolded
totheswellofherbreasts,Emberstiffened.
“Areyouafraid?”Alistairdidn’tmovehishands,butkeptthemstill.Hecouldfeelherheartracing.
“Becauseitisnotinmymindtohurtyou,mylove.”
Emberswallowedhard,herpulsejumpingatherthroat.Notwantingtopushhertoofar,andreminding
himselfthatEmberwasstillamaid,Alistairconqueredhisimpulseandslidhishandstoherwaist.Her
breatheased,andAlistairkissedhertenderly.
“Youhavenothingtofearfromme,”hemurmuredagainstherlips.“Ionlywanttopleaseyou.”
Shenodded,andhereturnedtothepathhislipshadtakenoverherskin.Thenhekneltbeforeher.
“Ember.”Alistairwrappedhisarmsaroundherthighs,hischeekpressedtoherstomach.Heclosedhis
eyes,revelinginthegentletouslingofherfingersinhishair.“MyEmber.”
ForthefirsttimeAlistaircouldremember,hebaskedinthesensethatallwasasitshouldbe.
“Idon’twanttoleaveyou.”Ember’svoicewasthick,whetherwithdesireorregretAlistaircouldn’t
tell.“ButImustreturntomychamberandreadyfortravel.Weleaveatdawn.”
AlistairroseandkissedEmberoncemore.“Ofcourse.Wewillspeakmoreofthiswhenyoureturn.”
Embernoddedandliftedhishandtoherlips.“Iamunworthyofyoursteadfastlove.”
Aftershe’dkissedhispalm,Emberstolefromtheroom.Alistairstoodquietly.Hecouldstilltasteher,
smellher.Alistairwantedtoholdontothisnightforever.
“Welldone,LordHart.”
WhereAlistairwouldhaveswornonlyshadowshadbeen,Bosquestood.
“Howlonghaveyoubeenhere?”Alistairstaredatthetallman.
“IamoftenherewhenIamnotneededelsewhere.”Bosquesmiledathim.“Youmustbeverypleased,
havingwonyourprize.”
Alistairriskedspeakinginanger,realizingthatBosquehadwitnessedtheentiretyofhismeetingwith
Ember.“Youshouldhavemadeyourselfknown.Thesewereprivatemoments.”
Stillsmiling,Bosqueshookhishead.“Itisunwisetokeepsecretsfromme,Alistair.Ouraimsareso
intertwined.”
WhenAlistairdidn’treply,Bosquesaid,“Willyoutrulybegrudgemyinterestinyourhappiness?”
TheinitialshockofBosque’sappearancefading,Alistairquelledhisobjections.“Iwouldbegratefulif
youdidn’tmakeahabitofspyingonme.”
“Iwasn’thidingfromyou,”Bosqueanswered.“Youweretheonetoooccupiedwithhisownthoughts
tonoticeIwasintheroom.”
“That’sonewayoflookingatit,”Alistairsaiddrily.
“Itis,”Bosquereplied.“IamgladforyournewarrangementwithLadyMorrow.Uponherreturn,you
mustdiscoverwhatyoucanaboutthisjourneyshemakestotheMackenziestronghold.”
“Doesitconcernyou?”Alistairasked.“Asinglewordfromyouwouldhavepreventedtheirtrip.”
“Tostopthemisnotmydesire,”Bosquetoldhim.“I’veoftenreapedgreaterrewardsbyassistingmy
adversariesinsteadofhinderingthem.Theclosertheyaretotheirgoal,themorelikelythey’llrevealtheir
intentions.”
Alistairglancedatthedoor,hishappinesscompromisedbytheimplicationsofBosque’swords.“You
thinkEmberisyouradversary?”
“No,”Bosqueanswered.“I’mnotcertainwhatyourLadyMorrowistomeyet.Myconcerniswith
anotherwoman.”
“Cian?”Alistairwentrigid.“Mylord,IknowCianhasbeenreluctanttoembraceyou,butsheisLady
Eira’sownblood.”
“Thatiswhyshemaybeathreat,”Bosquesaid.“CianholdsEiraback,encourageshertoquestionme.
Sheseekstoimpedeourwork.”
“AreyoucertainCianwishestoundermineyou?”Alistairasked.“Shehasacautiousspirit.Idoubther
hesitationregardingthechangesinConatusareanythingmorethanareflectionofthattrait.”
“Ihopeyou’reright,”Bosqueanswered.“LearnwhatyoucanfromEmber.”
“Yourwill,LordMar.”Alistairinclinedhishead,startingtowardthedoor.
“Beforeyouseekyourbed—”
Alistairturned,wonderingifBosqueeverslept.“Yes?”
Bosquewalkedtowardtherift,gazingatitwithwhatappearedtobelonging.“It’sgoodthatyouhave
whatyouwant,butIspokeintruthwhenIsaidIhaven’tyetdiscernedwhatEmber’splacewillbeamong
us.Don’tletyourheartrunaheadofyourinstincts.”
THATTHECHILDHADTOdiemadeAlistairuneasy,butheunderstoodthenecessityofit.He’dbeen
relievedthatHamishhadtakenituponhimselftoselecttheboyoutofthesixchildren,twogirlsandfour
boysallbetweenoneandthreeyearsofage,thathadbeenstolenfromthevillage.Alistairdidn’tknow
thathewouldhavehadthestomachforit.Atleastthetoddler’sdeathhadbeenaskindasitcouldbe.
Aftertheboyhadbeenlulledtosleepbyoneofthecleric’stonics,Hamishhadsmotheredtheslumbering
child.
Thoughtheday’sworkwashardlypleasant,Alistairwasgratefulforit.Theimportofthistaskkepthis
mindfromwanderingtothepreviousnightandhisrancoroverhavingfinallywonEmber’sloveonlyto
haveherrideawayfromhimforseveraldays.
WhileAlistairwatched,Hamishsetaboutdrainingallthebloodfromtheboy’scorpse.Theyoungwolf
besideAlistairsniffedtheair,lickingitsmuzzleatthescentoffreshblood.
“That’snotforyou.”Alistaircrouchedbesidethewolf,anditturnedtolickhischeeks,makingAlistair
laugh.
LordMarstoodnearthesarcophagus,oppositeHamish.
“Willithurtthewolf?”AlistairaskedBosque.
“Thechangewillbeconfusingandnodoubtunpleasant,”Bosqueanswered.“ButifHamishis
successful,noharmwillcometothebeast.”
Alistairfrowned,lookingintothejuvenilewolf’sgoldeneyes.Heheldouthisarmsothewolfcould
chewatthethickleathergauntletAlistairwore.Thiswolfhadfivebrothersandsisters.IfHamishfailed,
theworkwouldcontinue.ButAlistairhadgrowndeeplyattachedtothecubs—allofwhichhadgrown
fromyippingballsoffurintoganglypups.Hewouldmournthelossofanyofthem.
WatchingAlistairwiththewolf,Bosquesaid,“Don’tfearforyourchildren,Alistair.Hamishwillnot
fail.Willyou,Hamish?”
Hamishgruntedinreply,swappingabowlbrimmingwithbloodforanemptyone.
KnightandclerichadgonetogetherseekingBosque’sadvice.Alistair’sworkwiththewolfcubs
couldn’thavebeenmoreedifying.ThatBosquehaddescribedthemasAlistair’schildrenuncannily
echoedthefeelingsthatAlistairharboredforthewolves.Hespenteachdaywiththem.Hefedthem,
playedwiththem,letthemhuddlearoundhimwhentheytiredoftheirwrestlinganddriftedtosleep.
Hamish’sendeavorsofferedanoppositeresult.Despitehistirelessstudiesandinnovationswiththe
trials,HamishcouldnotmanifestaviableformofAlistair’svision.Witheachnewattemptcamenew
failures.AlistairandHamishconsulted,foundfreshinspirations,andstrovetocompletetheirworkagain.
Andagaintheyfailed.
WhenAlistairdecidedHamishteeteredontheedgeofmadnessbecauseofhisfrustrations,theknight
broughtHamishtoLordMar.Bosqueaccompaniedthemtothecatacombstoobservetheirwork.
“Iseetheproblem,”BosquetoldthemwithinminutesofexaminingHamish’snotesandtheoutcomesof
histrials.
“Youdo?”Hamishtuggedathisruddy,gray-streakedhair.Fromthelookofit,Hamishhadn’tpickedup
acombinweeks.
Nodding,Bosquesaid,“Twobodiescannotexistinsamespace.Eachwillstruggleagainsttheotherfor
dominanceuntiltheyarebothdestroyed.That’swhat’shappenedhere.”
AstranglingwhinepouredoutofHamish’sthroat.“Thenweattemptallinvain.Whydidyounottellus
thatAlistair’screationhasalwaysbeenanimpossibility?”
“Becauseitisnot,”Bosquetoldhim.“You’resimplyviewingtheworldintoolimitedaway.”
SinceHamish’seyeswerebulgingdangerouslyatthesuggestionthathisthinkingwaslimited,Alistair
quicklysaid,“Whatdoyoumean,LordMar?”
“You’vebeentryingtoforcewolfandmanintoasinglebeinginthisworld,”Bosqueanswered.“When
yourveryabilitytomanifestthiscreaturerequirestheaidoftwoworlds.”
“Butwehaveyourblood,”Hamishspluttered.
“You’renotusingitcorrectly.”
AlistairputhishandonHamish’sshoulder,restrainingafurtheroutburst.
“Youonlythinkofmybloodforitsvalueinlettingthebeastsrestoretheirhealth,”Bosquecontinued.
“Butyouforgettheotherpurposeitserves.”
“Thegate,”Alistairsaidquietly.
Bosquesmiledathim.“Ofcourse.ConsiderthebloodoaththatallwhofollowEiramusttake.Blood
bindsustogether,strengthensthechannelthatflowsbetweenmyworldandyours.”
Hamish’swhite-faceddisbeliefbegantowaneasfascinationovertookhim.“Bodiesbetweenworlds?”
“Yes.”Bosquepickedupapieceofparchment,gazingatthemonstrousimagesHamishhaddrawn.
“Thewolfinone,themanintheother.”
“Howcanacreaturebethusdivided?”Hamishasked,afeverburninginhiseyes.Hegraspedablank
parchmentandquill.“Woulditnotbedrivenmadtoexistintwoplanes?”
“Onlythebodyisdivided,”Bosqueanswered.“Mindandspiritarealwayspresentinthebodythat
livesintheactiveplane.”
“Theactiveplane?”Alistairfrowned.
“Theworldswheremenandbeastsareborn,live,anddie,”Bosqueexplained.“Wherewecarveour
willsintothefabricofexistence.”
SettingHamish’sbizarresketchesaside,Bosquesaid,“Yourwolveswillbecreatedtoserveyouhere,
inthisworld.Butthebodythatwaits,ahollowvesseluntilfilledwithmindandspiritonceagain,must
bideitstimeinanemptyplane.”
“Suchplacesexist?”HamishscribblednotesasBosquespoke.
“LordHarthasvisitedonesuchplaceseveraltimes.”
“Ihave?”AlistairlookedatBosqueinsurprise.
Bosquelaughed.“Whenyourodetheshadowsteedortraveledinthemistalongsideme.Thespace
between,whichspeedsthejourney,isanemptyplane.Andthatistheplaceyoumustinvoketobringyour
visiontolife.”
Hamishdroppedhisquillashisfingerstrembled.“CanIaccomplishthistask?”
“IwouldnothavesentyoutoLordHarthadIanydoubtthatyoucould.Thepremiseisn’tdifficult,”
BosquetoldHamish.“Inthemagicsyou’vepracticed,youcouldtakefromtheearthbutonlyifyougave
inreturn.Nowyouwilltakewhatyouneedbutkeepit.”
Hisbushyeyebrowshunchingtogether,Hamishsaid,“Forgiveme,mylord.Idonotunderstand.”
“Howdidyouweaveyourportals?”Bosqueasked.“Recitetheprinciplestome.”
“TheoldmagicofConatuswasbasedintheelementsofearth,”Hamishanswered,regretcreepinginto
hiswords.“Thedoorscouldbewovenbypullingvariousthreadsofthoseelementstogether,honoringthe
connectionsthatbindthewholeworldtogether,liketherootsofasinglegreattree.”
Alistairgroundhisteethasanunwantedmemoryofthesacredcedarflashedintohismind.Thetreehad
beenalivingsymbolofthatmagicbeforeithadbeenalteredtoserveBosque.
“Tocompleteyourwork,youwillagainbepullingthreads,”BosquetoldHamish.“Butinsteadofusing
threadsfromtheearth,youwillunravelthethreadsoflife.Youwilltaketheessenceofacreature’sbeing
andbindittothebodyofanother.”
“Bindthewolftotheman?”Hamishspokeinawe.“Butthebodiesremainseparate.”
Bosquenodded,smilinginapprovalatthecleric.“Thereceivingvesselmustbeempty—thespiritgone
andtheblooddrained.Thewolflives,itsessencepossessingthebody.”
“Whytheblood?”Alistairasked.
“Bloodbinds,asI’vealreadysaid,”Bosqueanswered.“Theemptiedbodywillhavetobeinfused
withmybloodtogainentrytotheemptyplane.”
TurninghisgazeonHamish,Bosqueasked,“Doyouunderstand?”
Hamishnoddedeagerly.
“Thenletusseetoit.”Bosqueledthemfromtheroomthatreekedofdeathtothemainchamberofthe
catacombs.
Nowtheystoodaroundthesarcophagus,waitingforthechild’sbodytogiveupthelastofitsblood.
“There,”Hamishsaid,settingathirdbrimmingbowltotheside.Takingalong,hollowedneedlethat
wasthinasahairatitspointandwideasaman’shandatitsbase,Hamishpiercedthecenteroftheboy’s
chestwithitstip.Withcarefultapshehammeredtheslenderspikeintothechild’sheart.Keepingthe
needleinplacewithonehand,HamishsetafunneloverthebaseandlookedatBosque.
Holdinghishandoverthefunnel,Bosqueusedadaggertoopenadeepgashinhispalm.Hisblood
welled,drippingintothefunnel.Bosqueallowedhisbloodtorunfreelyforaboutaminutebeforehe
closedhishand.
“Thatwillbeenough,”hetoldthem,lookingatAlistair.“Nowthewolf.”
Alistairnodded,thoughhisjawwasclenched.Hemovedaroundthesarcophagustostandbeside
Hamish;thewolffollowed.
Goingtoonekneebesidetheyoungwolf,Alistairsaidinafirmvoice,“Bestill.”
Thewolfwatchedhim,earsperkedupincuriosity.Alistairreachedaroundthewolf,loopinghisarms
arounditsbackandchest.Thewolf’stailbegantowaginanticipationofawrestlingmatch.
AlistairlookedatHamishandnodded.Thecleric’smotionsweresomewhatfamiliar,likethedance
thatwoveadoor,butaltered.Hamishmovedmoreslowlythanaweavingclericwould.Hisarmsswept
throughtheairindeliberatemotions,asifheweregatheringobjectsinvisibletotherestofthem.
ClaspedinAlistair’sarms,thewolfgrowledandthenbegantowhine.Steelinghimself,Alistair
tightenedhisholdonthebeastasitbegantostruggle.Itswhiningbecamemoreurgent.Alistairmade
soothingsounds,hopingtocalmthewolf.Heknewitdidn’thelpthathispulsewasflying,whichthewolf
couldsurelyfeel.
Thewolfstoppedsquirmingbutcontinuedtowhine,thesoundofitsdistressgrowingsofter,butmore
plaintive.Alistairbenthishead,thinkingthatifhelaidhischeekagainstthewolf’sshoulders,itmight
soothethebeast.Butashedidso,theanimalinhisarmsbegantoglow.Thewolf’sgrayfurglimmered,
becomingmoltensilver.
“Letthebeastgo,”Hamishsaid,sweatpouringdownhisface.“Thewolfmusttakepossessionofthe
emptybodythatawaitsit.”
Alistairreleasedthecub,anditroseintotheair.Wherefur,flesh,andbonehadbeennowwasa
creatureofpurelight,asifthemoonhadgivenbirthtoawolf.WhileHamishfilledtheairwithasteady
streamofchanting,thewolfcubfloatedawayfromAlistairtohoveroverthesarcophagus.Itbeganto
descend,andwhenitsgleamingpawsmetwiththedeadchild’scoldskin,thewolfvanished.
Hamishdroppedhishandsandbentover,coughingandgaspingforbreath.Alistairleaptupandwentto
thesarcophagus.Thechild’seyeswidenedbeforeitopeneditsmouthandbegantowailinfear.Alistair
gavealowcrywhenhenoticedtheboy’sgoldenirises.Theboyturnedatthesound,hisfrightenedgaze
findingAlistairstandingbesidehim.
Holdinghisbreath,Alistairstretchedhisarmsouttothecryingchild.Withouthesitation,theboy
crawledintohisembrace.
PERCHEDATTHEJUNCTIONofLochDuichandLochAish,theMackenziecastlecalledEilean
Donankeptwatchoverlandandsea.Cian,FatherMichael,andEmberrodeinsilence,theirmounts’
hoovescloppingonthestonebridgethatjoinedthemainlandtothecastle’ssmallisle.
ThejourneyfromTearmunnamountedtolessthanahalfday’sride,butforEmberthetripworeonand
on.Whilethehorsesherodeuponwasasensiblepalfreywithasmoothgait,EmbermissedCaber’s
livelyspirit.Hercompanionstraveledinsilence,notdeigningtospeakoftheirerrandtothewestern
lord’scastlenorofanyothermattersthatburdenedEmber’sthoughts.
Atseveralpointsontheroad,EmberhadlookedatFatherMichaelwiththeintentionoftellinghim
aboutAlistair’sproposal,seekinghisadviceastohowsheshouldproceed.ButEmberfoundthatshe
struggledtobringanywordsfromherthroat.Shedidn’tquestiontheresultofhermeetingwithAlistairin
thegreathallthenightbefore,butspeakingthewordsaloudmadethemrealinawayEmberwasn’t
preparedtoface.ShehadplayeduponAlistair’saffectionsandearnedtheresultshedesired,butnow
Emberwasn’tsuresheknewwhatthatwouldmean.
Mackenzie’sstablehandsawaitedtheridersinsidethecastlegate.Whentheyhaddismounted,oneof
Mackenzie’swarriorsescortedthemtoEileanDonan’smainhall.Thesombergraystoneofthekeep
enclosedcorridorslinedwithdarkwood,givingthecastleanairofsolemnity.
ThehallintowhichtheywereledwouldhavebeendwarfedbyTearmunn’sgreathall,yettheroom
wasfilledtoburstingwithpeople.Embersawquicklythatnotonlywereahandfulofclanchiefsin
attendance,buttheyhadalsobroughtlargecontingentsoftheirwarriors.Searchingthecrowdforher
father,Embercouldn’tfindhimorLordMackenzie.Butamongtheclansmen,threefiguresstoodoutto
her,allwearingdressthatidentifiedthemashailingfromthekingdomsoftheeast.
Twoofthemweremen,eachwearingasteelhelmwithaspikeatthecrownoftheheadandatrainof
chainmailthatcoveredhisneckandshoulders.Theirlong,colorfulrobesofferedonlyglimpsesofthe
platemailgauntletsandgreavesbeneath.Theirfemalecompanionworeaflowinggraygownthatfitmore
looselythantheEuropeanfashion.Herhair,neck,andshoulderswerecoveredbyapaleblueheadscarf.
BesideEmber,Cianmurmured,“Theyhavecome.Idarednothopeitwastrue.”
“Whoarethey?”Emberasked.
“ThemenareMamluks,”Ciananswered.“Thewomanisacleric;theysecretedhertousatgreatrisk
tothemselves.”
“Wearen’theretomeetmyfather,arewe?”Emberasked.
“Yourfatherishere,andwewilldiscussAgneswithhim,”Ciantoldher.“Butthatmeetingprovided
theexcuseforourrealreasonstojourneyhere.”
FatherMichaelhadalreadypushedhiswaythroughthecrowdtogreetthestrangers.Thepriestandthe
womanembraced,andFatherMichaelbeckonedtoCianandEmber.
“LadyEmberMorrowandLadyCian.”FatherMichaelpresentedthetwowomen.“PleasemeetLord
KurjiiandLordTamur,oftheKrakdesChevaliersGuard,andtheirmostreveredcleric,LadyRebekah.”
KurjiiandTamurofferedcrispbows.TheknightsremindedEmberoffalcons,withtheirclear,sharp
eyesandthetalonlikesabersbeltedattheirwaists.Thesightofthewicked,curvingblades,solike
Barrow’ssword,madeEmber’schestpinch.Rebekah’shairwasdarkbrownshotthroughwiththreadsof
silver,herfacedeeplylined,andEmberguessedshewasonlyafewyearsyoungerthanFatherMichael.
Embercurtsied,andCianreturnedtheirbow.
“It’sanhonor,”CiansaidtoKurjiiandTamur.“Yourreputationsinthefieldproceedyou.”
“Asdoesyours,”Tamuranswered.“Andyoursister’s.”
Kurjiinoddedgrimly.“We’redeeplygrievedthatshehasbeenseducedbythisnethercreature,Bosque
Mar.”
“Hegrowsbolderbytheday,”Cianreplied.“Thewayhelooksatmysisterterrifiesme.Shebelieves
heanswershercommands,buthethinksonlytoruleher.”
“Fromwhatwe’vebeenabletodiscoverofBosqueMar,yoursuspicionsaretrue,”Rebekahtoldher.
FatherMichaelclaspedhishandstogetherprayerfully.“Godbepraised.Youhavefoundsomething,
then?”
Rebekahsmiledatthepriest,butitwasn’tamirthfulexpression.“Wehave,butIfearwedon’tbring
goodtidings.”
“Butyouhavefoundawaytodefeathim?”Cianaskedthecleric.
“Possibly,”Rebekahanswered.“Butonlybycobblingtogetherlorefromsomeofthemostancienttexts
inourarchives.Thereisnowaytobecertainitwillconquerhim.”
“Howisitthatyou’vecomehere?”Emberasked.
KurjiiandTamurexchangedaglance,andCiansaid,“EmberisoneoftheGuard,forcedtohideher
trueallegianceforourpurpose.Youmayspeakfreely.”
Withacurtnod,Tamursaid,“Hidingiswhatmanyareforcedtodonow.Thosewhoopenlyholdtothe
truemissionofConatushavebeenlabeledtraitors.Theyrotinourdungeons.Orworse.”
“Worse?”Emberasked.
“LadyEira’sclerics-turned-conjurersdemandallegiancewhileshadowbeastshoverattheirside,”
Kurjiisaid,mouthturneddownindisgust.“Anywhoresistorrefusetosweartheirfealtytoherruleof
ourorderarehandedtothewraiths.Mostwhowitnessthetormentabandontheirconvictionsinorderto
avoidasimilarfate.”
Tamursighed.“Upontheirfirstarrival,Eira’semissariesimpliedtheoathtakingwouldbevoluntary,
butnowtheyhavenoqualmsaboutforcinganimmediatechoice.TheorderscamefromEirathatanywho
questionordelayjoiningwithherareenemies.Shedismantlesaresistancebeforeitcanbegathered.”
“Thenwhatareyou?”EmberaskedTamur.“Ifnotresistance?”
“Thelastchance.”RebekahansweredEmber,thoughhergazemetFatherMichael’s.“BeforeConatus
islost.”
AstirringofthecrowdnearthehallentranceturnedEmber’sattentiontothedoor.Thegathered
warriorsquieted,steppingbackasLordMackenzieenteredtheroomwithEmber’sfatherathisside.
ButEmber’seyesfixeduponthetriothatfollowedthetwoScottishlords.
Tamurleanedforward,murmuringintoherear,“Youaskedhowitwasthatwecamehere,Lady
Morrow.Itwasduetotheeffortsofyourformercompanions.”
Lukasz,Kael,andBarrowhaltedjustinsidethedoor.LordMackenzieliftedhishands,commandingthe
attentionofallassembled.
Payingtheclanchiefnomind,Emberwasalreadypushingherwaypastburlywarriors,elbowingthem
roughlytogetthrough.Asmengruntedwhenshejostledandshovedthem,Ember’sadvancegained
notice.
Barrowsawhertryingtoreachhim.Hisfacepaled,andheranforward.Emberbrokethroughthe
crowdandthenshewasinBarrow’sarms.Withthecastle’slord,herfather,andahundredsomeof
Scotland’sbattle-hardenedmenwatching,EmberdrewBarrow’sfacetohers.Barrowheldhergazefora
momentbeforehekissedher.Herfingersdugintohisshouldersasshebreathedthescentofhisskin.
TheyonlypartedwhenKaelsaidloudly,“AndIthoughtwe’dcomeheretofight.”
Hiswordsdidn’tmakeEmberblush,andwhilesheforcedherselftostepoutoftheembrace,shetook
Barrow’shand,holdingittight,needingtofeelthathewashere,alive,safe.
“Well,then.”LordMackenzienoddedatBarrow.“Atleastnotalloftheday’stalkwillbeofsorrow.”
Emberriskedlookingatherfather.Tohersurprise,hehadn’ttransformedintoared-facedtroll,but
insteadappearedtobeonthevergeoflaughter.WhenhewinkedatEmber,shegasped.
Followinghergaze,Barrowwhispered,“I’vebeenspeakingwithyourfatherandamhappytoreport
I’moutofhisillfavor,asareyou.”
Emberglancedupathim,wonderingexactlywhatBarrowhadtoldherfather.
“Wouldyouliketokissthelassagain,LordHess?”LordMackenziecalledtoBarrowwithaguffaw.
“Orcanwegettothebusinessofwar?”
Heartylaughterfilledtheroom,andBarrowsaid,“IwillalwayswanttokisstheladyMorrow,butout
ofrespecttoyourlordship,Iwillwait…forawhile.”
Atthat,Emberdidblush,andthewarriorsroared,snickeringandslappingoneanotherontheback.
Emberduckedherhead,butBarrowslidhisarmaroundherwaist,holdingherclose.
“Rebekah!”LordMackenziestretchedhishandout,andtheclericcametojoinhim.Addressingthe
crowd,Mackenziesaid,“ThoughIamproudtocallmyselfchiefofmyclan,Iamnotsuchafoolasto
believemyselfmasterofspiritsanddevils.Wheneverthosefoulthingsthatarenotmen,yetpreyupon
them,havetroubledthoseundermyprotection,IhavecalleduponConatusforaid.Nowtheveryorder
thathaskeptthedarkestofthingsfrominfestingourlandsfallsundertheswayofnefariousforces.”
LordMackenzie’sarmswepttheroom.HepausedtopointatFatherMichael,Cian,theMamluk
knights,EmberandBarrow,andlastly,KaelandLukasz.
“Afewbravesoulswouldresistthisrisingdarkthatthreatensnotonlytheirorderbutthefutureofall
men.Ihavecalledyoutothiskeepaskingthatyourbrawnandsteeljoinintheirfight.”
Hisfacedarkening,theclanchiefcontinued,“Youmaynoticethatnotallofyourclanbrethrenarehere.
SomehavealreadypledgedtheirheartstoLadyEiraandherdevilishhordes.ButIknoweachofyou,
knowthatyourclanshavebeensteadfastintheoldways.Thisnew,risingtidewilldrownusall.Those
whowelcomeitarefools.”
Asomber,butaffirmingtitterpassedthroughthecrowdandMackenzienodded,pleased.
TheScottishlordpushedwarriorsasideuntilhestoodnexttoRebekah.Restinghishandonher
shoulder,theclanchiefsaid,“Thiswomanbringsushope.Wordsdrawnfromtheoldestoffaithsandthe
chancetobeatbackwickednessthatwouldruleus.”
BowingtoRebekah,Mackenziesteppedback,andtheclericliftedhervoice.
“Theysurroundmanonallsidesastheearthdoestherootsofthevine;athousandareonhisleft,and
tenthousandonhisrightside.”
Pausing,Rebekahletheraudienceabsorbthewords,thensaid,“Sooursacredtextsspeakofdemons.”
Warriorsshiftednervously,glancingaroundtheroomasifthehordesRebekahspokeofmight
materializeatanymoment.
“Wemakethemistakeofpresumingthattheworldsinvisibletouscanbenothinglikethisearth,”
Rebekahtoldthem.“Butthroughourstudy,weknowthatthosestrangeworldstouchingoursshouldbe
seenasadarkerreflectionofourown.Weknowwellhowkingsandprincesstriveforpower.Whenhas
therebeenatimewithoutwarintheland?”
Murmursandnodsansweredher.
“Soitisforthosecreaturesthatinhabitthenetherrealm,”Rebekahsaid.“Likeours,theirlivesare
ordered.Somebeastslivelikepeasants,othersmakewarinthewayofknights.Andlikeus,theyserveat
thepleasureofkings.”
Rebekahbowedherhead,asifovercomebygreatsadness.“Oneofoursistershasfallenunderthe
swayofsuchacreature:akingofthenetherwhoseekstowinthewarsofhisworldbyinfiltratingours.
LadyEiraservesacreaturewhonameshimselfLordBosqueMar.Itishewhomwemustdefeat.”
Agrizzledwarriorwithtwoaxesstrappedacrosshisbackcalledout,“IdonotlikewhatLadyEirahas
done,butwehaveallheardthetalesoftheshadowarmyshecansummon.Thiscreaturesheserves
imbuesherwithpower.Allsaythatsheisbecomeinvincible.”
“Noweaponcanharmherwraiths!”anotherwarriorshouted.“IfwegotowaragainstEira,weoffer
ourselvesupforslaughter.”
Uneasywhispersandsullenexpressionsfollowedtheobjections.
Mackenziemotionedforsilence.“Ourswordsmaynotkillthesecreatures,butRebekahoffersaway
bywhichwemaydrivethembackwhencetheycame.”
“How?”Thequestionwasshoutedfromsomewhereinthecrowd.
“Theoldestofmagics,drawnfromtheearthherself,”Rebekahreplied.“Anywhoallythemselveswith
Eiraaretainted.Thepoweruponwhichtheydrawisadiseasetothisworld,andtheearthwouldseethe
infectionpurged.BosqueMargainedpurchaseofthisworldbyopeningagatetothenether—arifttornin
thefabricofcreation.Wemusthealthewoundandtherebyridourselvesofthisplague.”
“Wearenotmagicians,”theax-bearingwarriorobjected.
Mackenzierepliedtohim,“Norneedwebe.ButthegateofwhichRebekahspeakslieswithin
Tearmunn.”
“DoyousuggestwelaysiegetoTearmunn?”thewarriorshotback.“Eirawillsummonherwraithsto
destroyusbeforewereachthekeep’swalls.”
Noddinggravely,Mackenzieanswered,“Yourwordsaretrue.Theattackmustbeasurprise,orweare
defeatedbeforethebattlebegins.”
Theroomgrewquiet.Emberlookedatthesternbutfearfulfacesoftheassembledwarriorsandsether
jaw,knowingwhatshehadtodo.
SlippingawayfromBarrow,Embertookafewstepstowardtheclanchief.“IfImay,Lord
Mackenzie.”
“LadyMorrow?”Mackenzie’sbushyeyebrowswentupinsurprise.
Ember’sheartwasslammingagainstherribs.Sheclenchedherfists,wishingshecouldhavespoken
privatelywithBarrowbeforethismoment.
“IbelieveIcanofferawayfortheclansmentoenterTearmunnwithoutraisingsuspicion.”
Mackenzienodded,waitingforhertocontinue.
“LordEdmundMorrowwillsummonthemtothekeep”—Emberlookedatherfather—“toattendhis
daughter’swedding.”
“GoodGod,lass,”herfathersaid,thunderstruck.“HowdidyoufindahusbandforAgnes?”
Embershookherhead.“NotAgnes.Ispeakofmyownwedding.”
Mackenzieandherfatherexchangedadoubtfulglance.Behindher,Barrowcoughed.Whensheturned,
hewassmilingather.
“I’mpleasedyou’reeagertomarryme,LadyMorrow,butIdon’tthinkI’dbewelcomeatTearmunn.
Evenasyourbridegroom.”
“No.”Embercouldn’tmeethisgaze.“Idonotspeakofamarriagetoyou,LordHess.”
FacingMackenzieandherfatheragain,Embersaid,“LastnightIagreedtobecomethewifeofLord
AlistairHart.”
EMBERWASGLADHERbackwasturnedtoBarrow.Shecouldn’tbearseeinghisface.
“Alistair?”Herfather’sfacegainedamottledpurplehue.“YouthinkIwouldgivemyyoungerdaughter
totheworthlessbrotherofthecurwhoshamedmyelderdaughterbyputtingabastardinherbelly?”
“Ofcoursenot.”Emberwasgladtoshout,wantingBarrowtohearwhatshewasabouttosay.“Idonot
wishtomarryAlistair,onlytoinsinuatemyselftohistrust.Hehaslongadmiredme.Byassentingto
becomehiswife,IgainfreedomfromsuspicionaboutmyreasonsforreturningtoTearmunn.”
EdmundMorrow’sfacereturnedtoanormalcolor,buthelookedtoMackenzieforguidance.
Theclanchiefscratchedathisbeardwhilehethought.“Awedding.Youareanobleman,Edmund.You
dohavetherighttocalltheclanstohonoryourdaughteratamarriagefeast.”
“Iwouldgivemysupporttothisstrategy.”ItwasLukaszwhospoke.ThecommandercametoEmber’s
side.“Thefestiveairofaweddingwillprovideampledistractionsothatwecaninfiltratethekeep.”
“Areweonlytobeweddingguests,then?”Theever-doubtfulwarriorlaughed.“ShallIleavemyaxes
athome?”
Rebekahansweredhimcoolly.“Ifearnot,mylord.Thespellworkrequiredtoclosetherifttakestime.
YourweaponswillbeneededtodrawEira’sforcesawayfromasecond,stealthpartythatwillprotect
mewhileIperformthenecessaryrites.”
“Makenomistake,”Mackenzieadded,“evenwiththeadvantageofsurprise,thefightwillbehard,our
lossesmany.”
Lukaszsaidtothemansofullofobjections,“Considerthechoices.Riskyourlifenoworwaitforthe
wraithstopreyuponyourfamilies.”Thecommanderraisedhisvoice.“Ibearwitnesstotheslaughterof
Dorusduain!Anentirevillageemptiedofmen,women,andchildren.Notasinglesoulwasspared—allto
satisfythecravingsofthosebeastsruledbyBosqueMarandwelcomedintothisworldbyLadyEira.”
“Dorusduain!”Areturningshoutfilledtheroom.
“Dorusduain!Dorusduain!”Achorusofboomingvoicesechoedthroughthehall.
Mackenzienoddedhisapproval,lettingthebattlecriesgoonforsomeminutesbeforeheonceagain
liftedhisarmstoquietthewarriors.
“Yourcouragespeaksofyourhonor!”Mackenzielethisgazesweeptheroom.“Returntoyourclans
andawaitnewsofLadyMorrow’swedding.Whenthedateisset,Iwillsendwordofhowtheattackwill
proceed.Now,resthereandenjoymyhospitality.Foodanddrinkwillfillthesetableswithinthehour.”
Acheerwentupfromthecrowd.Asthemoodofthehalltransformedfromtensetojovial,Ember
returnedtoBarrow.Hisfacewasunreadableassheapproached.
“Ihadnotimetoexplain,”Embersaid.“Ortotellyouwhat’stranspired.I’msosorry.”
Barrow’ssmilewasthin.“Youshouldn’tapologize,thoughIcannotfeignhappinessatthisnews.”
“Nordoesitbringmejoy,”Emberreplied.“IdonotloveAlistair,thoughitpainsmetodeceivehimin
thisway.Oncehewasmydearestfriend,buthehasbeentwistedbyEiraandBosque.”
“Itisapettything,butIwouldbemoreateaseifyoudespisedLordHart.”Barrowdrewalongbreath.
“IcannothateAlistair,”Embersaid.“Butmyheartisyoursalone.”
Thoughsadnessstilltouchedhiseyes,Barrowbenttokissher.
“Betrothedtooneman,yetkissinganother?”EdmundMorrowbrokeintothetendermoment.“Conatus
hastrulycorruptedmyyoungerdaughter.”
Emberturnedacoldgazeonherfather.Onceshewouldhavefearedhisjudgment,butnolonger.
Raisinghisbrowatherwitheringglare,Edmundlaughed.
“Iteaseyou,Ember,andyetyouthrowdaggersatmewithyoureyes.”
“Mymemoriesofyourhumormustbefaulty,”Emberanswered.“ForIcanonlyrecallyour
reprimands.”
“Ah,lass,youarehardonyourfather.”Edmundsighed.“ButIsupposeIhaveearnedyourwrath.”
Emberfrownedathim.“Yourgoodspiritsarestrangetome,Father.Atourlastmeetingyoucondemned
mydecisiontojointheConatusGuard.”
“Istillwouldseeyoumarriedratherthanchargingintobattle,”herfatherreplied.“Butthegriefofyour
motheratlosingbothherdaughtersinsuchquicksuccessionhassoftenedthegristleofmyheart.”
“YouwouldrestoreAgnestoyourhome,then?”Emberasked.Shehadnointerestinmakingpeacewith
herfatherunlessheplannedtomakeamendswithhersister.
“Aye,”Edmundsaid,thoughhelookedasifhe’dswallowedsomethingterriblysour.“Ican’thavejoy
inyoursister’scondition,butIknowhertobeasweet,lovinggirl.ThatdamnableHenryistoblamefor
hermisfortune.”
“You’vetreatedherhorribly,”Embersaid,unwillingtoforgivehimtooeasily.“Andshesufferedlong
forit.”
“Willyoutorturemebyharpingonmypoorjudgments,Ember?”herfatherasked.
“Imay,”Emberanswered,meaningit.
“You’reahardlass.”
Embernoddedinanswer.Withagroan,EdmundlookedtoBarrow.“Mydaughterisswayedbyyou,
LordHess.Willyouspeakonmybehalf?”
Barrowsmiledathim.“I’velearnedtotrustinEmber’schoices.Icannotspareyouherwrathforfear
ofearningitmyself.”
“Verywell.”Edmundshrugged.“Iwilldomypenance.”
LordMackenziejoinedthem,saying,“Ibidyoucomewithmetomyquarters.Therearematterstobe
discussedawayfromthisthrong.”
Followingtheclanchieffromthehall,theyweremetbyLukasz,Kael,FatherMichael,Cian,andthe
visitorsfromKrakdesChevaliers.Mackenzieledtheirsmallpartythroughthecastle,thedinofthe
clansmen’sfeastfadingtoamurmur.WhentheywereensconcedinMackenzie’sprivatequarters,theclan
chiefcollapsedintoachair.HiswearygazerolledovertoCian.
“Youhavetheclans,mylady.”
“Andyouhaveourgratitude,”Cianansweredwithashortbow.
“Theweddingshouldtakeplaceasquicklyaspossible,”Mackenziesaid,lookingatEmber.“Willyour
betrothedassenttothat?”
Embernodded,dreadsnakingthroughherbelly.“Ibelievehewill.”
“WeshouldconsiderthatIhavenolovelostforthosewhoruleTearmunn,”Edmundinterjected.“IfI
seemtooamenabletothisarrangement,itcoulddrawsuspicion.”
“Demandtheamountthatwouldhavebeenyourdaughters’dowriesinsteadbepaidtoyou,”Father
Michaelsuggested.“Alistairhasnofortune,butEiraandBosquewillseetoitthathishappinessis
ensured.Theywillagreetoyourterms,andyouwillstillappeartoobjecttothemarriage,butforyour
owngreed.”
“Thatsoundslikeme.”Edmundsmirked.“Doesn’tit,Ember?”
“Yes,”Emberansweredtruthfully.She’dremainedskepticalofherfather’schangeofhearttoward
herselfandAgnes,andasshewatchedhim,sherealizedtherehadbeenlittlechangeatall.WhatEdmund
Morrowtookjoyinwasvengeance.ThwartingEira’splansconstitutedretributionfortakinghisyounger
daughterfromhishomeandofferinghiselderdaughteraplaceofcomfortandhonorwhenhe’ddenied
herthesame.
Wishingshecouldspitbileintoherfather’sface,Emberinsteadkeptsilent.Nomatterhismotivations,
herfather’scooperationwasvitaltotheirsuccess.Untilshecouldberidofhimagain,shewouldhaveto
pretendshebelievedherfamilyfullyreconciled.
“It’ssettled,then.”Edmundbeamedather.“I’llsendforyourmothertojoinmeatEileanDonan.We
willaccompanyMackenzieonthedayofthewedding.”
“You’rebringingMother?”Embergapedathim.“There’snoplaceforherinthis.Whatoftheattack?”
Herfathershrugged.“Idonotwishtoendangermywife,butdoyounotthinkitwouldraisequestions
ifyourmotherwasn’tinattendanceatyourownwedding?”
Shefrowned.“Makeanexcuse.Saysheisillandcannottravel.”
“AndwhatofAgnes?”hereplied.“Willyoukeepyoursisterfromtheweddingaswell?”
Emberglaredathim,caughtbythetruthofhiswordsbuthatingthem.
“LadyMorrow,”Mackenzieofferedgently,“noneofuswantharmtobefallyourmotherorsister.Iwill
assignoneofmymosttrustedmentoprotectthemwhenthebattlebegins.”
Resignedtothestrengthoftheirargument,Emberasked,“Andwhowillgototherift?”
Kaelsmiledather.“Thoseofuswhowouldn’tdareshowourfacestocongratulateyouonyour
wedding.”
“Andhowwillyougainaccesstothekeep?”MackenziefrownedattheConatusknights.“Iknowof
onlytwoentrances,neitherofwhichwouldletyoupassunnoticed.”
“Wehaveunusualmeansoftravelthatwillallowustobypasstheguardedentryways,”Lukasz
answered.
“Hmpf.”EdmundeyedLukaszwarily.“Moreofthismagic,Isuppose.Idonotwishtoknowofit,forI
blamesuchthingsforourcurrentsorrows.Witchesandsorcerersbedamned.”
“Notallmagicsbringeviltotheworld,”Rebekahchided,earningabitterglarefromEmber’sfather.
“We’llrelyonyourstoclosethegate,”Mackenzieadded.
Tamurspokeup,frowningatthegroup.“Youareallfamiliarwiththiskeep.Areyoucertaintheroom
inwhichtheriftisfoundwillbeunguarded?”
“Mysisteronlypostsguardsatthedoorwhensheisholdingcourt,”Ciananswered.
“Eiraholdscourtnow?”Kael’seyeswidened.
Cian’sjawclenched,andshenodded.
“Herlustforpowerhasoverwhelmedallelse,”FatherMichaelsaidsadly.
“Andthiscreature,BosqueMar.”Kurjiifrowned.“Thoughheisnothuman,youexpecthewillbe
presenttowitnessthemarriage.”
“BosquehastakenaspecialinterestinAlistair,”Emberanswered.“Icannotimaginehewouldbe
absentforsuchanimportantevent.”
“I’mafraidthatraisesanothermatter,”FatherMichaelsaid,hisvoicetroubled.“ThoughIknownotif
itaffectsourplans,Iwouldnotbeblindtoathreatthatmayexist.”
“Whatisit?”Lukaszaskedthepriest.
“AsLadyMorrowsays,BosqueMarfavorsLordHart,”FatherMichaelreplied.“Andhehasput
AlistairtoworkwithinthecatacombsandgivenhimtheassistanceofHamish,whowasoncea
formidablecleric.”
Embertiltedherhead,lookingthoughtfullyatFatherMichael.“Alistairspoketomeofthiswork.He
saiditwasaspecialtaskgiventohimbyBosque.”
“IfearwhatoccursinthetombsbeneathTearmunn’smanor,”FatherMichaelsaid.HemetEmber’s
gaze.“LadyMorrow,thoughIdonotwishtofurtherendangeryou,youarethemostlikelypersonto
discoverwhatoccupiesAlistair’sdays.”
“IwilldowhatIcan,”Embersaidquickly.Itwasn’tthatshewaseagertotakerisks,butthatthe
strategythey’dadoptedathersuggestionwouldmeaneverydaywasadayclosertoaweddingshedidn’t
want.UncoveringthemysteryofAlistair’sworkforLordMarwouldofferawelcome,ifdangerous,
distraction.
“Verywell.”Mackenziegrunted,pushinghimselfoutofhisseat.“Ibelievewehavesettledallthatwe
canfornow.Ahardroadliesahead,andIsuggestwefeastwhilewecan.”
Mackenzieleftthechamberandtheothersfiledoutafterhim.Emberbegantofollow,butahandcaught
herwrist,holdingherback.Barrowlookeddownather.He’dbeenunusuallysilent,butEmberdidn’t
havetoaskwhy.
Whentheywerealoneintheroom,heturnedhertofacehim.Hishandsrestedonherhipsandhe
pulledherclose.Insilence,hisfingersmovedupthesidesofherbody,overhershoulders,downher
armstobrieflyclaspherhands.Thenheslidhishandsthroughherhairashebenttokissher.Emberknew
theirembracewouldbebrief,thatneithertheircircumstancenorthiscastleaffordedthemtimeandspace
enoughfortheintimacyshecraved.Nothingcouldbedonetochangethat.Whentheirlipsparted,Ember
feltahollowachebeneathherribs.
Barrowkissedhercheekbeforerestinghisforeheadagainsthers.Theydidn’tspeak,andEmberdidn’t
wantto.Wordswouldn’tbringwhatshelongedfor.
EIRAGAZEDATALISTAIR.Theyoungknighthadbeenholdinghisbreathwhilesheconsideredhis
petition.Shebrieflytoyedwiththeideaofseeingwhetherhe’dturnblueinthefacebeforeshegave
answer.Lovemadesuchfoolsofotherwiseworthwhilemen.
“Thisiswhatyoutrulydesire?”Eiraasked,frowningathim.
“Iknowit’salargesum,mylady.”Alistairgaspedthewords.“I’msorrythatLordMorrowseeksto
punishyoubecauseIwouldmarryEmberinsteadofseeingherthewifeofGavinMackenzie.”
EiratappedEdmundMorrow’sletteronthearmofherthrone.Ember’sfatherwasapathetic,selfish
man,butmoneywasoflittleconsequencetoEira.“Thatisn’twhatIasked.”
“Iloveher,”Alistairsaidquietly,loweringhisgaze.
“Verywell.”EiralookedtoEmber,whostoodalongsideAlistair.Theyoungcouplehadrequestedan
audiencethemomentEmberhadreturnedfromEileanDonan,despitethelatehour.Eirahaddeignedto
seetheminherownbedchamberandhadsummonedBosquetoattendthemeetingaswell.
Thepairkeptstealingglancesateachother,likechildrenwho’dbeencaughtbreakingrules.Eira
observedthemwithamixtureofamusementandbefuddlement.
“LadyMorrow,yourfatherasksfortheweddingtotakeplacewhileheremainsatMackenzie’scastle.”
“Yes,mylady.”EmbersmiledshylyatAlistair.“ButIdonotmind.IwouldsoonerbemarriedtoLord
Hartthanwaitanotherday.”
WhenEmberlookeduponhimwithlove,Alistairthoughthisheartwouldburst.“Ialsodonotwishto
wait.”
Eiracrumpledtheletterinherhandsoshewouldn’tgroanattheirsickeninglysweetwords.
“Aweekfromtodaywillprovideenoughtimeforarrangementstobemade,”FatherMichaeloffered.
“NextFriday?”EiraglancedatBosque,whoasusualstoodtoherleft.“Whatsayyou,LordMar?”
Bosquesmiledather,mischiefdancinginhissilvereyes.“IbelieveLordHartshouldnotbedeniedhis
heart’sdesire.LettheweddingtakeplaceFriday.”
Eiraheldhisintentgaze,wonderingwhathewasupto.
“Ishallmakearrangements.”FatherMichaelbowed.
“TakeLadyMorrowwithyou,”Bosquetoldthepriestabruptly.“Werequireaprivateaudiencewith
LordHart.”
AflickerofdiscontentpassedlikeashadowoverEmber’sface,butshecurtsiedandfollowedthe
priestoutofthegreathall.
Alistairwatcheduntiltheyweregone,thenturnedtoBosque.“Issomethingamiss?”
“Idon’tknow,”Bosqueanswered.“WhathasshetoldyouofthegatheringatMackenzie’scastle?”
“Thatherfatherhaschangedlittle.”Alistair’svoicewasgruff,indignantonhisbeloved’sbehalf.“He
wouldhavemarriedhertoMackenzie’ssonbutforherpleastobewedtome.Andasyouknow,he
assentedtothatonlybypromiseofpayment.”
“Andnothingelse?”BosquefrownedatAlistair.
“There’sthematterofAgnes,”Alistairoffered.
BosquelaidhisarmoverthebackofEira’sthrone.“ThebriberequestedforAgnesshouldbedenied.”
“What?”Alistairrepliedinalarm.
“Don’tfearforyourwedding,LordHart.”Bosquesmiledathim.“Wewon’trevoketheoffertopayto
restoreAgnestoherfatheruntilafteryouandEmberarewed.”
EiraturnedinherseattolookupatBosque.“Youwanttokeepthegirlhere?”
Bosquenodded,hiseyesthoughtful.“Sheremainsvaluable.Particularlyasameansofpreventingany
misstepsonthepartofAlistair’snewbride.”
“YouwanttocontinuetoholdAgnesasahostage?”Alistairasked.
“That’sonewayoflookingatit,”Bosquereplied.“ButAgnesoffersarareopportunityforyou,
Alistair.I’msurprisedyouhaven’tthoughtofityourself.Yourmindistoofulloflove,Isuppose.”
Alistairgrimaced,andEiralaughed.
Straighteninginanefforttorestorehisdignity,Alistairasked,“WhathaveImissedwithregardto
Agnes?”
“You’vedoneamarvelousthing,”Bosquetoldhim.“Andtherewardyoushallreapisaterriblearmy
liketheworldhasneverseen.Anarmyfearsomeforitsstrengthanditsabsoluteloyaltytoyou.”
“Thankyou,mylord,”Alistairsaid,buthisbrowwasfurrowedinconfusion.
“Butnowyouhaveonlysixwarriorstoraiseforthispurpose,”Bosquesaid.“Howdoyouproposeto
increasetheirranks?”
Alistairopenedandclosedhismouth,butcouldgivenoanswer.
BosquesmiledatEira.“AsIsaid,hismindistoofulloflove.”
Eiranodded,butasked,“IconfessIdonotseehowAgnesfitsintohisvision.”
“Submission,duty,andloyaltyarequalitiesnotonlyofwarriorsthatservetheirking,”Bosquesaid,
answeringAlistairratherthanEira.“Suchtraitsareevenstrongerwithinfamilies.”
“Families,”Alistairrepeated.
“WitnessLadyMorrowherself,”Bosquetoldhim.“Sheriskedherlifetoreturntohersister,toprotect
her…andtobewithyou,ofcourse.”
OnecornerofBosque’smouthturnedup,andEirawonderedifBosquewasmockingAlistair.
WhenAlistairstilldidn’tspeak,Bosquebegantoshowfrustration.“Agnesiswithchild.Achildthat
willbedevotedtoitsmotherandtothosetowhomitsmothersubmits.”
Alistair’seyessuddenlywentwide.
“Yes.”AslowsmilespreadacrossBosque’smouth.“Iwantyoutocontinueyourtrials,LordHart…
withAgnes.”
“ButEmber—”Alistairshiftedonhisfeet.
“Ifyouworrythatmycounselwouldangeryourbeloved,”Bosquesaidsmoothly,“considerthis:if
Emberistobeyourwife,shemustserveyou,obeyyou.Howdoyouthinkshewouldrespondtothe
miraculousworkyou’veaccomplishedthusfar?”
Alistairblanched,makingitobvioustoEirathathe’dkepthisloveforEmberstrictlyseparatefromhis
collaborationwithBosque.
“Iagree,”BosquetoldAlistair.“Shemaynotunderstandthegreatnessofit,onlybecauseitwillbe
strangetoher.Butifyoumakehersisterapartofit,shewillbeforcedtoacceptwhatyou’vedone.”
“Iwillthinkonthis,LordMar.”Alistair’sfacehadgonegray,buthebowed.“MayItakemyleave
now?”
“Yes.”
WhenAlistairwasgone,Eiraasked,“AreyouworriedthatLordHartwillfalterinhisloyalty?”
Bosqueshookhishead.“Ifheharborsdoubts,theywillfadewiththenoveltyofhislove.”
“Ihopeyou’reright,”Eirasaid.Shestoodupandstretched,wearyfromthelongday.
“Iam.”
“SoonyouandLordHartmustshowmethismarvelhe’screated.”Eirabegantounbraidherhair,
thinkingtoseekherbed.
“Alistairwilltakeyoutothecatacombssoon.”BosquecameclosetoEira,andwhenhereachedupto
touchherloosecopperwaves,shebecamestill.“Heiswisetoletthebeastsknowhimalone,totrusthim
completely,beforeheintroducesthemtoothers.”
Eiradidn’tanswer.Bosquecontinuedtostrokeherhair.
“Ishouldsleep.”Hervoicehitchedwhenshespoke,andshesteppedawayfromhim.
“Whydoyoushrinkfromme?”Hisvoicewaslikesilk.
“I—”Herheartwasbeatingmuchtooquickly,makingherbreathless.Shelookedaway,gazingatthe
windowbutnotfocusingonanything.
Followingherretreat,Bosquestoodverynear,butdidn’ttouchher.“Eira.”
Layinghisfingersagainsthercheek,heturnedherfacetolookathim.“Ihavenotknowndesirefora
womanbeforeyoucalledmeforthfromthenether.NowIfinditconsumesme.Icanthinkoflittleelse.”
Eirafeltdizzy.ShemovedawayfromBosqueagain,butherpathledhertothesideofherbed.She
turnedaroundandfoundherselffacinghim.
“Willyoudenyme?”
ThedoubtschurningbeneathEira’sribsfinallysurfaced.“Iconfess,LordMar,Ifindyourwordsof
passiondifficulttobelieve.Nomanhaseverspokentomethus.”
“Whatmanwouldhavecourageenoughtobelievehecouldwinyou?”Bosquelaughed.“Youexude
power.Menaresmallcreatures,easilycowedbythosewhochallengetheirsenseofself-importance.”
Heleanedcloser,hisbreathtouchinghercheek.“Menfearyou,butIpromisetheyhavealsowanted
you.”
Sheturnedherface,andhislipsmethers.Bosquepulledback,andEiragaspedwhenhetookoffhis
shirt.
“Ihaven’tassentedtosharemybedwithyou.”Sheputsteelintohervoice,buthergazetraveledover
hisbroadshoulders,thestrengthofhischestandabdomen.
“AndIhaven’tforgottenthat.”Bosquesmiledather.“Butifyouwouldconsenttotouchme,Iwould
liketoknowthefeelingofyourhandsonmyskin.”
Eira’sfingerstwitched,achingtotracethelinesofmusclethatcoveredhisbaretorso.Shedaredtorest
herpalmjustbelowhiscollarbone.Hisskinwassowarmunderherfingers.Heatseemedtoflowfrom
thepointofcontactupherarm,spreadingoverherlimbs.
“Liewithme,Eira,”Bosquemurmured,holdingherinhisgaze.“Perfectourunion.Makeitcomplete.”
Slowly,waitingforhertoobject,Bosquereachedforthefrontofhertabard.Whenshedidn’ttryto
stophim,hepulledthelonggarmentoverherhead.Heleaneddown,kissingthespotwhereherpulsebeat
rapidlyatherthroat.
Eira’shandstolearoundBosque’sneck,herfingertipsbrushinghissofthair.
“IspoketoAlistairoftheloyaltyinherentwithinfamilies,sealedbysharedblood,”Bosquewhispered
againstherskin.“Aslongasachildbornfromthelineofourunionwalkstheearth,agatewaybetween
thisworldandminecanbeopened.”
“HowcanyoubesureI’llconceive?”Eiraplacedherpalmonherstomach.She’dabandonedany
thoughtsofbearingachildyearsago;theideastillstruckherasabsurd.
“Therewillbemoreatworkherethanpassion,”Bosquesaid,liftinghisheadtolookather.“Thereis
alsothepowerthatIbring.Consenttothisunionofbodyandblood,andyouwillbearmychild.”
“Noonehaslimitlesspower,”Eiratoldhim.Whenhiseyesnarrowed,sheworriedshe’dgonetoofar.
“Imeantnoinsult.”
“YouaretheonlycreatureinthisworldormineIwouldletspeaktomethus,”Bosquetoldherwitha
thinsmile.“Yourwordsaretrueenough.Mypowersdohavelimits,butinthematterathand,thoselimits
arenaught.”Regret,orperhapssadness,creptintohiseyes.“WhatIcannotdoisgrantyoueternallife.”
Takenaback,Eirasaid,“Ineverwantedimmortality.”
“Thenyouareunlikemostmenandwomen,”Bosquetoldher.“Whenwizardsandconjurerscallupon
theleastofmycreatures,immortalityisoftenthefirstthingtheydemand.”
Hefoldedherhandinhisstronggrasp.“Icangiveyouthreefoldyearsbeyondothermen,andinthese
years,youwillnotage.Youwillremainasyouarenow.Strong.”
Movinghisgriptoherwrists,hepulledhercloser.“Beautiful.”Hislipsnearlytouchedhers.
Eiraaskedwithhesitation,“IfIwillnotage,whymustIbearthischildnow?”
“Iwouldgiveyouleavetowaitaslongasyoulike,”Bosquetoldher.“Wereitnotfortheriskoflosing
you.”
“YouthinkIwilltrytoseverourbond?”Eiracouldn’timaginewantingtoridherselfofBosque.She
cravedhispresence,feltlostwhenhewasabsent.Shewouldn’tnametheirbondoneoflove,butitwas
nonethelesspowerful,irresistibleeven.
Bosquereleasedoneofherwristsandtracedthelineofhercollarbone.“Youareloyal,Eira.Andwe
desirethesamethings.Idonotfearyourleaving.Iknowyouwouldnotabandonme,justasIwould
neverforsakeyou.”
“Thenwhatdoyoufear?”Eiraasked,tryingnottobedistractedbythelighttouchofhisfingersonher
skin.
“Youareandalwayswillbeawarrior,”Bosqueanswered.“Andtherearemanybattlestocome.
ThoughIcanofferyoupowerfulallies,helpingtosecureyourvictories,whenmyqueengoestowar,she
mayloseherlife.”
Eiranodded.Bosque’swordswonhimyetmoreofheradmiration.Despitehishopesforher,hedidn’t
suggestshestayhiddenawayinakeep,safelydistantfromanybloodshed.Hewouldn’tdenyhertrue
nature,herhungerforthefight.
Asshefellsilent,Bosquebentcloser.Hislipsfollowedthepathofhisfingertips.Thetouchofhis
mouthonherskinstirredanewhungerinEira,oneshe’dneverexpectedtofeel.Bosquetrailedhislips
overherthroatandupherneck.Histongueflickedhercheek,andhisteethclosedlightlyonherearlobe.
“Tellme,Eira.”Bosquerepositionedhimself,placinganarmoneithersideofher,trappingheragainst
him.“Whatisityouwantfromme?”
Adriftinaseaofsensation—thesoundofherquickbreaths,therisingheatofherskin—Eiraknewtoo
wellwhatherbodycraved,buthermindbalked.Sheturnedherfacefromhim,tryingtosteadyherself.
“Yourtouchisthatofaman.”Eiraforcedthewordsout.“But—”
Bosquefinishedforher.“YoufearwhatItrulyam.”
Eiramethisgaze.“Ido…ShouldI?”
“Idon’tknow,”Bosquesaid,hisexpressionthoughtful.“Ican’tpredictwhatyourreactionwouldbeto
theformItakeinmyownworld.”
Heglanceddownathisbarechest.“Butitwouldnotlikelyappealtoyouasthisbodydoes.”
Eirafeltbloodrushtohercheeksasshefacedthetruthofhiswords.Washerdesiresoplain,theache
withinhersoeasyforhimtodetect?
“Fortunately”—Bosquesmiled—“thisisthebodythatwouldenactourunion.Youneedneverlook
upontheother.”
Drawingaquickbreath,Eirasaid,“ButwhenIfirstopenedthewayforyoutobeinthisworld,you
mademeturnaway,forfearofwhatIwouldsee.”
“Myotherformwasrequiredforthecrossingbetweenworlds,”Bosquetoldher.“Thatbodytookyour
bloodasapactsothatthisbodycouldbesustainedhere.Butwiththecrossingcomplete,Imayremaina
manforsolongasIchoose.”
Heleanedforward,movingherontothebed.“Toprovidewhateveryouneed.”Hislipstouchedthe
hollowbetweenherearandherjaw.“Ordesire.”
Eirafeltherwilltoresistgivingway,butthereremainedonethingsheneededtoknow.“Wait.”
Bosquestayedclose,buthebecamestill,nolongerenticingherwithhiskisses.
“Thisunionisadeepeningofourbond,”Eirasaid.
“Yes.”
Sheputherhandtohischest,holdinghimback,thoughhehadn’ttriedtoclosethelittledistancethat
remainedbetweenthem.“Ourbondhasalwayscarriedaprice.”
“Anofferingofblood,”Bosquerepliedcalmly.
“Andnow?”Eiraasked,unsettledbyhiscasualtone.
“Thesamewillberequired.Andasbefore,Icannothealyourwound,”heanswered,hissmilealmost
teasing.“Butyouneeddonothingtomakeyouroffering.Thattaskfallstome.”
Eirastiffened.“Whatwillyoudotome?”
“Onlywhatyouwantmeto.”Reachingdown,Bosquegatheredthehemofherkirtle.“Unless—”
Bosquebegantoliftherkirtle.Eiraclosedhereyes,barelybreathing.“Unless?”
“Hasanothermantakenyourmaidenhead?”
“No!”Hereyelidssnappedup,andsheglaredathim.“Didyouthinkotherwise?”
“Ididnot,”heanswered,stillsmiling.“Butyouweretheonewhopressedmeaboutthenatureofthe
sacrifice.”
“The—”Graspinghismeaning,Eirachokedontheremainingwords.
ThistimeBosquedidbearherdownontothebed,hisfullweightpushingagainsther.Eirabeganto
speak,buthestoppedherwordswithakissthatbegangentlyandgrewinurgency.Herlingering
questionsweresoonforgotten.
EMBERHADWORRIEDthatAgneswouldtakethenewsofherweddingbadly,buttheopposite
provedtobetrue,whichmadeEmbersickwithguilt.
Secretsweighedheavyonthetipofhertongue,readytobeconfessed.Butshefearedthatrevealingthe
comingbattlewouldendangerAgnesmorethanleavingherinignorance.Agneswasn’ttheissue.Bosque
Marwas.
Thetall,silver-eyedmanvisitedAgnesalmostdaily,despitethefactthatthetwosisterswerebusy
withpreparationsforthewedding.Bosquewouldappearwithoutnotice,sometimessittingwiththem,
othertimesinvitingAgnestojoinhimforawalkthroughthecourtyard.Emberhatedit.Butshecould
makenoexcusethatwouldkeepAgnesfromacceptingBosque’soffersofcompanionshipwithouttelling
herabouthisorigins,andthatverysubjectwaswhatmadeEmbersoreluctanttoshareherfearswithher
sister.Bosque’sgazewasuncanny.Embersensedthateachmomenthespentintheircompanywasonein
whichhedelvedforinformation,likeapredatorsniffingoutitsnextmeal.
IfEmberalertedAgnestothedanger,Bosquewouldnoticeherchangedbehavior,throwingsuspicion
onbothsisters.Tryasshemight,Emberfoundnogoodchoicesinthismatter.
Thisparticularafternoon,BosqueandAgnesweredeeplyinvolvedinadiscussionofthemeritsofa
varietyofspringflowers.Whyalordofthenetherrealmwouldhaveanyopinionsonblossoms,Ember
couldn’tfathom,andshewasrelievedwhenaservantappearedwithamessagefromFatherMichael
remindingherthatsheshouldmakeconfessionbeforetheweddingmass.
Hurriedlyexcusingherself,Emberfledthechamberandmadeherwaytothechapel.Shewascertain
thatFatherMichaelhadn’ttrulysummonedhertomakeconfessionordiscussthewedding.Theonly
benefitofsomuchflurryaroundtheeventwasthatthepremiseofpreparationenabledEmbertoavoidher
betrothed.EachinteractionwithAlistairhadbecomemoredifficult.Hewasconstantlytouchingher,
holdingherhands,leaninginforachastekiss.OntheoneoccasionwhenAlistairhadpursuedamore
aggressiveapproachtothephysicalsideoftheirbetrothal,Emberinsistedthatshewouldn’tcompromise
hervirtueandwouldonlysurrendertoherpassionontheirweddingnight.Hadthatbeenmorethanfour
dayshence,Alistairmighthavepersistedinhiseffortstoseduceher.ToEmber’srelief,herelented.
Alistair’stouchdidn’trevolther,norwashiscompanyunpleasant.Butthosetwotruthsmade
everythingworse.ToseehimandknowwhatwascomingtwistedaknifeinEmber’sbelly.Each
interactionburdenedhermorethanthelast,sothatEmberfearedshemightbecomephysicallysickfrom
thetensionmercilesslywringingherbody.
WhenEmberenteredthechapel,shefoundFatherMichaelatprayer.Shewalkedalongthepews
quietly,waitinguntilherosetospeak.
Thepriestmusthaveheardherapproach.Themomenthestood,heturnedtogreether.
“Thankyouforcomingsoquickly,Ember.”Gesturingforhertofollow,FatherMichaelcrossedinfront
ofthestained-glasswindowfromwhichthearchangelthatsharedthepriest’snamewatchedoverthem.
Settlingintooneofthefrontpews,FatherMichaelpattedthewoodenbench.“Pleasesit.”
Embertookherplacebesidethepriest.“Istherenews?”
“That’swhyI’vesummonedyou,”FatherMichaelanswered.“Withyourweddingdaysoclose,you
mustbepreparedforwhatwillhappen.Iwouldnothaveyouenterthebattlelikeablindlamb.”
Emberclaspedherhandstightinherlap.
“Theceremonywilltakeplaceatthecourtyard,”FatherMichaeltoldher.“Atthesignal,yourfather
andMackenziewillbegintheirattack.Cianwillassisttheminleadingtheclanwarriors.”
“Whatisthesignal?”Emberasked.
“WhenAlistairplacestheringonyourfinger.”
Withashudder,Emberdroppedherheadbackagainstthepew.Whiletheclansmenraisedtheir
swords,she’dbeadornedinherweddinggownandflowers.Feelingalighttouchonherarm,Ember
turnedtomeetFatherMichael’sgaze.
“Donotbelittleyourroleinthisplan,Ember,”hesaidgently.
Forcingaweaksmile,Emberasked,“Whatelsewillhappen?”
“Whilechaosreignsoutofdoors,Rebekahwillopenadoorinthegreathall,”FatherMichaeltoldher.
“OurhopeisthatthebattlewillholdEira’sattentionlongenoughforRebekahtocompleteherspell,
closingtherift.”
“AndBarrow?”Emberloweredhereyesasherpulsejumped.
“HewillbewithLukasz,Kael,andtheMamluks,guardingRebekah.”
Emberlethereyesclose.She’dknownitwouldn’tbepossibleforBarrowtostandamongthe
clansmenwhogatheredforherwedding.Thechanceofhimbeingrecognizedwastoogreat.Buta
stubborn,irrationalpieceofEmber’smindinsistedthatsheneededhiminthecrowd,thatoncethebattle
began,shewouldwanttoshoveAlistairawayandrushovertofightatBarrow’ssidesohewouldknow
withoutquestionthattheringencirclingherfingerwasnothingbutaruse.Byheraction,shewouldrefute
theceremonyshe’dtakenpartin,purgingthefalsepromisesshe’dutteredasshefoughtatBarrow’sside.
FatherMichaelmusthavesurmisedthenatureofherthoughts,forhesaid,“Whenthefightingbegins,
youshouldseetoyoursafetyandthatofyourmotherandsister.”
Emberlookedathim,nodding,thoughhermindclungtothehopeofsomehowfindingBarrow.
“Mackenziepromisedmentoprotectyourfamily,”FatherMichaelremindedher.“Whentheyreach
you,stayclosetothem.Justasyouare,theywillbeunhappytobeexcludedfromthebattleatlarge.Let
thesewarriorsfulfillthetasktheirclanchiefhasgiventhem.”
Findingallhercounterargumentsignoble,Emberresignedherselftoplayingtheroleofspectatorinthe
comingfight.
FatherMichaelstoodup.“Beforethatdayarrives,however,Ihaveanothertaskforyou.”
Withoutfurtherexplanation,hewalkedaway.Surprised,EmberhoppedupandfollowedFather
Michaeloutofthechapel,intohisprivatequarters.Hepausedinfrontofatall,narrowbookcase,looking
backather.
“LordHartcametomakeconfession,”FatherMichaelsaid.“Fromwhathesaid,Iunderstandyou’ve
spentlittletimewithyourbetrothed.”
Emberavoidedthepriest’sgaze.“Ifinditdifficulttobeinhiscompany,knowingIdeceivehim.”
“Idonotenvyyou,LadyMorrow,”hesaid.“You’veplacednotonlyyourbodybutyourheartand
spiritatgreatrisk.”
FatherMichaelpulledabookfromthemiddleshelfandreachedintotheemptyspace.“Forthatreason,
Iamsorrytoaskyoutoriskmore,butfearImust.”
Emberheardaclick,andthebookcasewhined.FatherMichaeltookseveralstepsbackasitswung
forward.“DoyourememberwhatIaskedofyouatEileanDonan?”
“YouspokeoffearovertheworkAlistairhadbeendoingforBosque,”Embersaid.
Nodding,FatherMichaelcontinued,“AndsinceyouhavefounditnecessarytoavoidLordHart,I
assumeyouhavenotspokenwithhimofthismatter.”
Mutewithembarrassmentthatshe’dchosenherownneedsoverthepriest’srequest,Embershookher
head.
Seeingthewayhercheekscolored,FatherMichaelsaid,“Don’tchastiseyourself,mychild.Iwouldbe
farmoreconcernedifyoupretendedloveforAlistairwithoutaheavyheart.”
Hereyesdowncast,Embermurmured,“Thankyou.”
FatherMichaelbeckonedEmbercloser.Whenshereachedhisside,Embersawadarkopeninginthe
wallthathadbeenhiddenbythebookcase.“ThispassageleadstothecatacombswhereeachdayAlistair
performshiswork.Heentersthroughatrapdoorinthecellar,butonlyIknowofthisentrance.Alistair
tookLadyEiraintothecatacombsthismorning.”
“Youwouldhavemeenter?”Embergazedatthedarktunnel.“Whentheyarestillwithinthetombs?”
“Theanswersweseeklieinthecorridorsandchambersbeneaththismanor,”heanswered.“Your
weddingtakesplaceinfourdays.Alistairmakesconfessionofhiscarnaldesires,butnotofwhathidesin
thedarknessbelowthismanor.Iftherearesecretsthatwillcompromiseoursuccesswithintheresting
placeofthedead,wemustknow.Stayhiddenintheshadowsandlearnwhatyoucanfromlistening.”
FatherMichaeldrewadaggerfromthefoldsofhisrobes.
“Takethissoyouhavemeanstodefendyourself.”HepressedthehiltintoEmber’shand.“Ipraythat
youwon’tneedtouseit.”
Ember’sfingersclosedaroundthehilt.Shecalledtomindthegatheredwarriorsoftheclans,therisk
theywouldtakebystagingadecoyattack.Shedrewfurtherresolvefromthefacesofherfriends.Lukasz,
Kael,Cian,andBarrowwouldprotectRebekahassheattemptedtoclosetherift.Ifthecatacombshoused
someunknownweapon,itcouldcompromiseeverything.
Takingadeepbreath,shenoddedafarewelltoFatherMichaelandenteredthetunnel.Thelightfrom
thepriest’squartersfadedquickly,leavingEmberindarkness.
Blinkingintothedark,Emberturnedtofollowthedirectionalchangeofthetunnelandnoticedaruddy
glowfartheralongthepassage.Shemadeherwayforwardcautiously.Ashervisionadjustedtothelack
oflight,shebegantoseethecontoursofthepassage.Whenshereachedthelight’ssource,atorchinan
ironsconce,thetunnelcurvedagain,pitchingsharplydownward.Embertookthetorchfromthewalland
continuedonherpath.Themoreshewalked,thenarrowerthepassagebecame,andabruptlyEmberwas
facingadeadend.
Frowning,shegazedatthewallbeforeherandwonderedifFatherMichaelhadeverusedthistunnel
andknewthatitcameoutsomewhere.Sheliftedthetorch,searchingthewallforanythingshe’dmissed—
adepressionorhiddendoor.Whensheexaminedthecornerofthewall,theshadowsdancinginthe
torchlightgrewmorepronounced.
Emberpressedherhandtothewall,feelingitsshape.Withoutwarning,thestoneshetouchedwasgone
andherfingersgraspedatair.Thegapinthewallwasnearlyinvisible,madetotricktheeyeintoseeinga
barrierwhereasmallspaceexisted.Theholebetweenthewallshefacedandtheonetohersidebarely
accommodatedEmber.Shesqueezedthroughandcameoutatthebackofastatue.AneffigyoftheVirgin
MaryatprayerloomedoverEmberanddisguisedtheplacefromwhichshe’dcome.
Slippingaroundthestatue,Embersawthatshe’denteredwhatmustbethemaincorridorofthe
catacombs.Thetunnelwaswider,andthestonewallsfeaturedhollowsatregularintervalsoccupiedby
sarcophagi.Thecorridorhadasteepslope,andEmberbegantofollowthedownwardtiltofthepath.She
kepthereyesahead.Surroundedbysomanysoulslaidtorest,Embercouldn’tshakethesensethatspirits
watchedasshepassedbytheirburialsites.
AsoundrisingfrombehindthecurvingwallinfrontofherbroughtEmbertoahalt.Shelistenedmore
closelyandheardvoices.EveryfoulcursesheknewjumpedontoEmber’stongue,butshedarednotcry
out.Thevoicesweremuchtoocloseforcomfort,andoutofthecornerofhereye,Embercaughtthesoft
glowoflanternlightspillingalongthecorridor.Shesearchedthewalluntilshefoundanemptyiron
sconce.Quicklyrestoringhertorchtoaninconspicuousplaceonthewall,Embercringed,realizingthat
she’dbeforcedtohidebehindasarcophagus.Shescrambledoverthecold,carvedstoneandrolledinto
thecrevicebetweenthewallandthecoffin.Hershoulderdroppedhardagainstthecornerofthetomb,
andshehadtobitehertonguesoshewouldn’tshoutinpain.
Emberhopedtheshadowswereenoughtokeepherhidden.Therewasn’tspacetocurlintoaball.Asit
was,shecouldbarelymoveandworriedshewouldn’tbeabletoleverageherselffromthetightspace.
Panichitherlikeablowtothechest.Whatifshecouldn’tgetout?Fear,rollingthroughherlimbs,almost
madeheryelltowardthesoundoftheapproachinggroup.Bettertobecaughtthantobetrappedbythis
sarcophagusuntilitbecamehergraveaswell.
Forcingherselftoclosehereyesandbreathe,Emberbeatbackheranxiety.Insteadofthinkingaboutthe
roughstone,itscoldtouchreachingthroughherdressandmakinghershudder,Emberlistenedtothe
voicesthatgrewevercloser.
“Imustsay,Alistair,”Eiramused,“Ineverexpectedthis.You’requitetheinnovator.”
Alistair’sreplywasbarelyaudible.“Ionlyhopetopleaseyou,LadyEira.”
“Youneedn’tworryaboutthat,”sheansweredhim.“You’veprovenyourworthmanytimesover.I’ll
readilyadmitthatIfindyouquite…essential.”
“I’mhonored,”Alistairreplied.
“Andwhatdoyouthinkofouryoungknight?”Eiraasked.
Asmooth,lowreplycame.“I’vealwaysseengreatpotentialinLordHart.”
Emberwentrigid.BosqueMar’svoiceneverfailedtomakeherpulsespike.Shewasstartledthathe
wasinthecatacombs.HemusthaveleftAgnesshortlyafterEmberwenttoseekFatherMichael.
Keepingasstillasshecould,Emberprayedthatthedarknesswasenoughtohideher.Shecouldhear
theirfootsteps.Lanternlightslidalongthewalloppositehercrevice.EiraandAlistaircameintoview
first.Bosquefollowed,atallguardianloomingovertheirshoulders.
“Wewon’tknowuntilthey’reunleashed,”AlistairsaidtoEira.“ButIthinktheycouldmakeallthe
differencewhenitcomestoafight.Thetraitorswillneveranticipatethisdevelopment.”
“Iagree,”Bosquesaid.“It’sanincrediblefeat.Somethingtocelebrateatyourweddingfeast?”
BileroseinEmber’sthroatasshewaitedforAlistair’sreply,butitwasEirawhospoke.
“Thoughwecannotshareyourtriumphwiththeweddingguests,weshalltoastyouinsecret,”Eira
replied.
“Iamgrateful,LadyEira.”Alistairadded,“IhopethatRhyswillsoonbeabletojoinmeinthemanor.
Hehasyettolearncontrol,butthechildiseager.”
“Anddeeplyattachedtoyou,”Eiranoted.“Thatservesourpurposewell.”
Therewasapause,thenAlistairasked,“Whenwillshewake?”
“Afteranhourorso,”Bosqueanswered.
Eiraadded,“I’mmoreinterestedinwhenwe’llknowwhetherRhyswasabletocompletetheriteas
youenvisioneditcouldoccur.”
“AsamI.”Alistair’svoicewastight.“Wesimplyhavetowait.”
“Asyouwish,”Bosquereplied.
AblurofquestionsseizedEmber’sthoughts:Whosleptwhilethethreeplottersacted?WhowasRhys,
andwhatritedidtheyspeakof?Sherealizedonlyafterthelanternlightbegantofadethatthetriohad
passedherwithoutincident.Shewaiteduntilshecouldnolongerheartheirvoices,thenbeganthetaskof
dislodgingherselffromthetomb.Asshe’dfeared,inherhastetohide,Emberhadwedgedherselffirmly
betweenthesarcophagusandthewall.Thoughpanictriedtokeepherimprisonedbythecoffin,Ember
methodicallysquirmedandwriggleduntilthestonesgaveuptheirhostage.Hoistingherselfontothe
sarcophagus,Embercrawledbackoutofthetomb.SheglancedinthedirectionthatAlistair,Eira,and
Bosquehadgone.TheirpathledtowardthepassagebywhichEmberhadenteredthecatacombs.
Givenherneardiscovery,Emberbrieflyconsideredreturningtothepassageandgettingawayfromthe
tombsasquicklyaspossible.Butthesnippetsofconversationshe’doverheardweretootroublingto
ignore.WhathadAlistairdonetosogreatlypleaseEiraandBosque?Andhowcouldtheybesoconfident
thatwhateveritwas,itsignifiedthedemiseofEmber’sallies?
Turningherbackonthewaytosafety,Emberinsteadfacedtheslightdownwardpitchoftheground.
Shereclaimedhertorchfromthewallandfollowedthepathdeeperintotheearth.
Thespiralingtunnelheldnothingbutthedead,andEmber’sheadachedwithfrustrationuntilshe
reachedthepointwherethepassageended,openingintoabroadchamber.Atfirstglance,thiswasalso
simplyatomb—albeitalargerone—butthesarcophagiintheroomhadbeenchanged.Theirsurfaces
werecoveredwithobjects,asthoughthey’dbeenusedastables.
Emberwanderedthroughtheroom,takingnoteofjars,vases,tools,knives,herbs,parchment,ink,and
quills.Shecouldn’tmakesenseoftheoddassortmentofitems,sosheleftthelargeroomtosearchthe
adjoiningchambers,whichwereconnectedtothefourcornersoftheroom.
Assheapproachedtheopeningtothefirstsidechamber,Emberslowed,hernosewrinkling.Disturbing
odorswaftedfromthearchedopening—stalebloodandcloyingdecay.Thoughherstomachflopped
unpleasantlyattheonslaughtofsickeningscents,Emberforcedherselfforward.
Therectangularchamberheldfoursarcophagi.Upontwoofthestonecoffinsrestedabodyshroudedin
cloth.Tighteninghergriponthedagger,Embercreptforward.Theodorinthechamberindicatedthat
thesecorpseshadlainhereforsometime,butEmberknewthattheyhadn’tbeenplacedherebecausethey
weremeanttobeburiedinthecatacombs.
Whenshereachedthefirstsarcophagus,Emberforcedherselftopeeltheshroudback.Withashoutof
fear,Emberjumpedbackandthenclenchedherjawforallowingherselftogivesuchaloudcry.
Remindingherselfthatthecreaturewasdead,Emberignoredherscreaminginstinctsandmovedto
examinethecorpse.She’dseennothinglikeit.Fromheadtotail,shewouldhavecalleditawolf.Butits
armsandlegswerethoseofaman,theironlywolfishcharacteristicbeingthethickfurthatcoveredthe
limbsandtheclawlikenailsextendingfromthefingertips.
Aftercoveringthebodyagain,Emberwenttothesecondsarcophagus.Preparedforanothershock,
Emberliftedtheshroud.Thiscorpsewassimilartothefirst,thoughitsanatomyrevealedthecreatureto
befemale.Thefaceofthebeastwaslesswolflikeandmorehuman.Emberpeeredatitsfeatures,a
naggingfamiliaritybuzzingwithinhermind.Bendingclosetogivethefaceamorecarefulexamination,
Embersuddenlyfrozeashorrorcrawledoverherskin.Itcouldn’tbe.
Dizzyandsick,Emberhidthefacethatsodisturbedher,hurryingoutofthechamber.Asshestumbled
towardthenextsideroom,dreadingwhatshe’dfindbutcompelledbynecessitytocontinueher
investigation,Embertriedtoshutoutthewhisperthatchasedafterher.
Lora.Lora.Lora.
Emberwasdesperatetopurgethecleric’snamefromhermind,wantingtodenywhatsheknewtobe
true.Thedeadwoman’sface,thoughmutilatedbybeingsomehowterriblyweddedtothefeaturesofa
beast,hadbeenLora’sface.CianandFatherMichaelsaidLorahadvanished,butanydeathEmbermight
haveimaginedfortheclericseemedpreferabletothis.Howsuchanabominationofmanandwolfcame
tobecreated,Embercouldn’tfathom—thoughshehadnodoubtastowheretheblameshouldfall.
Everythingshe’dlearnedofBosqueMarrevealedthewayhecorruptedtheearth,twistingittohis
purpose.ThatLordMarhadthepowertoeffectsuchahorribletransformationofmenandwomeninto
monstersdidn’tsurpriseEmber,butshedidn’tunderstanditspurpose.Hadthesecatacombsbeenthesite
ofsomehorriblytwistedpunishmentandexecution?WasAlistairapartofit?Thiscouldn’tbethe
creationthathadpleasedBosqueandEira,couldit?
Embershivered,pushingbackthewaveofpanicthatthreatenedtooverwhelmher.Approachingthe
nextchamberwithtrepidation,Emberclungtothesliverofreliefshefeltwhenthenoxiousodorsofthe
lastroomweren’tpresent.Shecreptinside,herdaggerliftedandreadytostrike.
Ratherthanhousingmultiplegraves,thisroomfeaturedasinglesarcophagusuponaraisedstone
pedestal.Itwasn’tthestonetombthatdrewEmber’sgaze,butthecagebesideit.
ThelargeironcageofferedenoughspacethatEmberwouldhavebeenabletostandandwalkasmall
circlewithinitsconfines.Behindthebars,Embersawanestofblanketsandpillows.Curledupasleep
withinthepileofsoftfabricswasachild.
Theboycouldbenomorethanthreeyearsold.Hisdarkbrownhaircurledsoftly,andinthetorchlight,
ithadrichpewtertones.Emberkneltbesidethecage,staringatthesleepingboy.
Whowouldcageachildinthishorribleplace?
Settingthedaggeronthefloor,Embergrippedtheironbarswithherrighthand.Thecagewassturdy
andfreeofrust.Shewouldonlybeabletoopenitwithakey.
Theboy’sfacescrunchedup;hisnosetwitched.Hiseyelidsflutteredandthenopened.Emberstifleda
gasp,notwantingtofrightenthechild.Thecolorofhiseyeswasstartling,agoldshadethatabsorbedthe
lightfromhertorchandgrewbrighter.
“Dearone,”Embermurmured,stretchingherhandintothecage,“I’mheretohelp.Don’tbeafraid.”
Theboyshrankfromherhand.
“Shhh,”Emberwhispered.Shecouldalmostgrasphishand.“Tellmewhobroughtyouhere.”
Blinkingatherwiththosegoldeneyes,theboysnarledandthenhewasaboynomore.Thewolfcubin
thecagesnappedatheroutstretchedfingers.
Emberreeledbackontotheheelsofherhandsandscrambledawayfromthecage.Sherolledover,
strugglingtoherfeet.ThewolfcontinuedtogrowlitswarningasEmberfledtheroom.Sheranuntilshe
reachedthehiddenpassage.Notoncedidshelookback.
EMBERBENTOVER,wheezingasshetriedtofightofftheshockandpanicthatjoinedforcesto
strangleher.Thoughshedesperatelywantedtogetoutofthetunnel,Emberleanedagainstthebookcase
thatledtoFatherMichael’squarterstomakesuretheroomwassilentandlikelyunoccupiedbyanyone
otherthanthepriest.
HerpulsewasstillrattlingwhenEmberpushedthebookcaseforward.“FatherMichael?”
Noanswercame,butEmberwasfilledwithreliefsimplybecauseofthegentledaylightfillingthe
room.
Emberslippedfromthetunnelandmovedthebookcaseagainstthewalluntiltheholewasonceagain
hidden.Thechamberwasempty.Aftertakingafewminutestocollectherself,awareofhowdisheveled
shemustlookafterfleeingthecatacombs,Emberwentinsearchofthepriest.
Makingeveryefforttosteadyherbreath,Embercouldn’tstaveoffthehorrificimagesthatflashed
throughhermindwitheveryblink:Lora’smutilatedfeatures,achildbecomingananimal.Theywere
nightmaresbroughttolife,andEmber’smindwantedtorejectthepossibilityoftheirexistence.She
wantedtopurgeeverymomentshe’dspentinthetomb.
Assheenteredthechapel,herthroatclosedup.Shedidn’tknowifshecoulddescribewhatshe’d
witnessedinthecatacombs—howcouldsheconveythetwistedviolenceofbeastandmanforcedintoa
singleentity?
Voicesthatechoedoffthechapel’svaultedceilingdisruptedEmber’stroubledthoughts.
“Areyoucertainyouwishtokeepthisfromtheothers?”FatherMichaelasked.
ThereplycamefromCian.“Wecan’triskdissent.Thealliancesweclingtonowaretenuousatbest.
AsRebekahexplained,thisistheonlywaytoclosetherift,toridourselvesofLordMar.”
“IagreewithCian.”HavingmetRebekahonlyonce,Emberdidn’trecognizehervoicebutcouldonly
assumeitwasshewhospoke.“Cianmakesanoblesacrifice,buttherearethosewhooutoflovewould
seektostopher.”
FatherMichael’sreplywassad.“IconfessIamoneofthose.LadyCian,youareneededinthisfight.”
“Ifallgoeswell,myfinalbattlewillendthisconflict,”Ciananswered.“Andyouwillneedmysword
nolonger.”
“Howwillyoureachthegreathall?”FatherMichaelasked.“Yourabsenceattheweddingwouldbe
noticed.”
“I’llwaituntilthebattlebegins,”Ciansaid.“Whenfightingtakesoverthecourtyard,I’llslipaway.”
“Trytogetclosetotheriftitself,”RebekahtoldCian.“Ifthespellisdisrupted,thepiecesofthecross
willscatter,returningtothefourcornerswhencetheywerecalled.”
“I’lldoasyousay,”Ciananswered.“Letusbegin.”
“Ifitmustbeso,”FatherMichaelmurmuredsadly.
Emberduckedbehindastonecolumn,peekingoutasfarasshedared.
CiankneltbeforeFatherMichael,wearingonlyherkirtle.RebekahstoodatCian’sback.Thepriest
spokeinlow,rhythmictones,butEmbercouldn’tmakeoutthewordsofhischanting.Heheldacarved
woodenbowlinhishands.
EmberbitherliptokeepfromgaspingwhenCianbowedherheadandpushedherkirtlefromher
shoulders.Thegarmentpooledatherhips,leavinghertorsobare.
FatherMichaeldippedhishandintothebowl.Stillchanting,hebegantomarkherbody.Withred-
stainedfingers,hedrewfirstonherleftcollarboneandherrightlowerabdomen.Hehandedthebowlto
Rebekah,whomarkedCian’srightshoulderandherleftlowerback.
CianremainedstillandsilentasFatherMichaelreturnedtofaceher.
“Youmakethissacrificewillingly?”heasked.
“Igivemybodyandspirittostemtherisingtide,toturnbackthedark.Bloodagainstblood,”Cian
answered.“Icallonthefourcornersoftheearthweseektoprotect.Giveustheaidweneed.”
FatherMichaelandRebekahjoinedhands,theirarmsformingaringaroundCian.
“Cruxancoravitae,”thepairintonedinunison.
Cianbowedherhead.“Cruxancoravitae.”
WithinthecircleofFatherMichael’sandRebekah’sarms,Cian’sskinbegantoglow.Theairaround
hershimmered,comingalivewithcolors:ochreandbronzeshiftedtosilverandpalebluethatdarkened
untiltheywerethedeepestshadesofvioletandsapphire;thoseinturnburnedfromwithinuntilthey
gleamedcrimsonandgold.Thecloudofever-changingcolorsroseaboveCian,veilingherbodywithits
light.Thenebuloushuestwistedaroundeachother,formingadistinctshapethatfloatedaboveCian’s
head.Itappearedtobeacross,butwasunlikeanycrucifixEmberhadseen.Thetwoendsofthelengths
endedinpointssharpasthetipofasword,whiletheoppositeendsofthebeamswereblunt.
ThecrosshungoverCianforamoment,thenitdescended.Oneofthesharptipstouchedthebackof
Cian’sneck,andsheshuddered.Thestrangecrossvanished,butEmbersquinted,convincedthatshehad
seentheidenticalshapebrandedontothebareskinofCian’sneck.
Ciancollapsedtoherhandsandknees,andFatherMichaelcrouchedbesideher.
“Itisfinished,”hesaid.“Letusgetyoutoyourchambers.Youneedrest.”
FatherMichaelglancedatRebekah.“Weaveyourportalinmyquarters.Wecannotriskyourpresence
hereanylonger.”
“Iknow,”Rebekahreplied,thenshebowedtoCian.“Yourcouragehumblesme,mylady.”
Emberpressedherselfagainstthecolumn,holdingherbreathandflatteningherbodyasmuchasshe
couldtoescapenotice.Rebekahstrodepastherwithouthesitation,enteringFatherMichael’schamber
andclosingthedoor.
Whenshepeekedaroundthecolumnagain,FatherMichaelandCianhadleft.Emberhardlybelievedit
couldbepossible,butshewasmoreshakennowthanshe’dbeenwhensheemergedfromthecatacombs.
Theritualshe’dwitnessedfrightenedher.Shedidn’tknowwhatitcouldmean,norwasshepleasedthatit
hadbeenperformedinsecret.
She’dthoughttotellFatherMichaeleverythingaboutherstrangeencountersinthecatacombs,butnow
herconfidenceinthepriestwasundermined.ToomanysecretsandhiddenagendasmadeEmberquestion
thetrustshe’dplacedinothers.
AsEmberleftthechapel,herheadachedwithindecision.Herbodyfeltheavy,encumberedbyfearand
sorrow,butshecouldn’tthinkofanyonewithwhomshemightsharethisburden.Toconfesseverythingto
Agnes,Emberstillworried,wouldplacehersisteringreaterdanger.Shehadnootherfriendsat
Tearmunn.
EmberpausedoutsideAgnes’sdoor,herheartsqueezingtightinpainasshewishedBarrowwerenear,
readytoholdherandhelpherbeartheweightoftheseordeals.Emberletthesorrowanduncertainty
washoverher,weakeningherkneesandmakinghereyesbrim.Then,havinggiveninforafewmoments,
shestraightened,suckedinacool,longbreath,andcarefullyreconstructedtheplaciddemeanorshewas
forcedtoadoptaslongasthesedeceptionswereneeded.
Rappingquicklyonthedoor,EmberwaiteduntilsheheardAgnes’scall.
“Whoisit?”
Emberfrowned,notlikingthethickslurofhervoice.“It’sEmber.”
“Comein.”
Lettingherselfintothechamber,Emberfoundhersisterdrapedacrossherbed.Agnesdidn’tsitup,but
sherolledontoherside,blearilygazingatEmberthroughheavy-liddedeyes.
Emberhurriedtoherside.“Haveyoutakenill?”
“Idon’tthinkso.”Agnesfrowned,hervoicestillwobbling.“I’mnotsure.”
“Howdoyoufeel?”Emberasked.ShepressedherhandtoAgnes’scheekandwasrelievedwhenshe
feltnofever.
Agnesrubbedhereyes.“Itwassostrange.IrememberspeakingwithLordMar,butthenImusthave
fallenasleep.”Sheputherhandonherbelly.“Thischildhasmenappingfartoooften.”
“Youshouldrestasyouneedto,”Embertoldher.
“Yes,”Agnesmurmureddrowsily.“It’sstrange.Idreamedofwolves.”
“What?”Emberaskedinalarm.Herheartbeatplungedintoabreakneckpaceastheboyinthecage
dancedbeforehereyes.
“Wolves,”Agnesrepeated.“Andyetitwasn’tafrighteningdream.Itwasbeautiful.Iwasrunning
besidethem.Ifeltsofree.”
Shelaughed,touchingherstomachagain.“Ithinkmybodyfearsitwillbeweigheddownwiththebabe
forever,enoughthatitprefersthelotofawildbeast.”
“Perhaps.”Emberforcedasmile.
Agnesyawned.“You’llthinkmeaninvalid,butmyeyesaretooheavytokeepopen.”
Embershookherhead.“Youpushyourselftoohard.Thinkofallthetasksyou’vetakenontoprepare
formywedding.”
“Thatisallmypleasure.”Agneslaughed.“Atleastoneofusshouldfindsomejoyinlove.”
Ember’seyesburnedatAgnes’swords.Shequicklylookedaway,buttherewasnoneedtohideher
suddentears.ThesoftsoundofdeepbreathingtoldEmberthathersisterhadalreadydriftedbackto
sleep.
Feelingutterlyalone,Embercouldn’tbearthesolitudeofherchamber,sofullofevidenceofher
imminentmarriageandthefalsenessofherheart.Shecrawledontothebedandcurledupagainsther
sister.Agnesmadeaquietsoundofcomfort.Closinghereyes,EmberpushedawayTearmunnand
Conatus,recallingyearslongbefore,whensheandAgneswerechildrenandshedidn’tfearherdreams.
Withthepresentheldatbay,Emberletherselfdriftoff,hopingthat,unlikeAgnes,nowolveswouldvisit
whilesheslept.
EIRALAYAWAKE,WAITINGforBosque.Shedidn’tcareforit—thewaiting.Abandoningherbedin
frustration,Eiracrouchedbeforethefireplaceinherchamber.Shestirredtheglowingemberswithan
ironpokerandtriedtothinkofsomethingotherthanthemanshehopedwouldsoonjoinher.
Lovewasn’tsomethingEirahadeverlongedfor.Norwaspassionsomethingsheadmired.Bothstruck
Eiraaswastesofstrengthandloyaltybetterspentonthebattlefield.
Sothisnewflutteringbeneathherribs,thesuddenshorteningofherbreathwheneverLordMarwas
near,troubledherdeeply.Everythingshe’ddreamedofbecomingsincejoiningConatuslaywithinher
grasp.
ButEirahadneverdreamedoflove.NowherbodywassubjecttospikesofheatifBosquesomuchas
brushedagainsther.Ifshelethisvoiceorvisageenterherthoughts,herheadwassoonswimmingasif
sheweredrunk.SometimesEirafearedshewaslosingcontrol.WhenBosqueheldherinhisarms,she
didn’tthinkshewouldhavethewilltodenyanythingheaskedofher.Buttherewerealsomomentswhen
theheadinessofhiskissandcaresssatedEiralikenofoodordrinkevercould,andforthefirsttime,she
knewtruejoy.
ButBosquewasoftencalledaway,drawnintohisownaffairsinthenetherortheworkwithAlistair
aboutwhich,beforetonight,he’dremainedsosecretive,leavingEiraaloneor,worse,inthecompanyof
herever-sullensister.Inhisabsence,doubtcreptintoEira’sheart,coldandslippery,makingherunsure
ofherchoices.Withdoubtcameresentment,stirringdeepwithinherlikearestlessbeast.
WhenatlastherdoorcreakedopenandBosque’stallshadowslippedintoherroom,Eirastoodup,
brandishingthepokerlikeaweapon.
Bosqueclosedthedoor,smiling.“Didyouthinkmeanintruder?”
“It’slate.”Eirakeptthepokeraloft.
“IhadtowatchoverAgneswhileAlistaircompletedhisexperiment,”Bosquereplied.Hecame
forward,eyeinghermakeshiftweaponwithamusement.
Eirashifted,hergriptighteninguntilherknuckleswerewhite.“YouareoftenwithAgnes.”
Bosquenodded,continuinghiscautiousapproach.
“Tellme,LordMar,”Eirawhisperedinadangeroustone.“Howisitthatourdisgracedguesthascome
totrustyousomuch?”
OnecornerofBosque’smouthtiltedup.“You’veheardthatshetrustsme?”
Eiralookedaway,fixinghergazeonthecharred,smolderingwoodinthefireplace.“I’veseenyou
walkingtogether.Adayrarelypasseswhenyou’renotwithher.”
“That’strue.”Hepaused,Eiranoted,justoutofreachshouldshetakeaswingathim.
“Andshelooksupatyouwithachildliketrustthatbordersonadoration.”Eirachewedonthe
unpleasantwords.
Bosquefoldedhisarmsacrosshisbroadchest.“You’vebeenveryobservant.Ithoughtyouhadlittle
interestinLadyMorrow’sfate.”
“Icarenotofthegirlandherbastard,”Eirareplied.“Ionlyaskwhyyoushowsomuchcare.”
“Imustsay,Eira”—Bosquelaughed—“jealousybecomesyou.Itputsfireinyourbloodandgivesyour
skinadeliciousscent.Honeyandspice.”
Eirabalkedforamomentbeforesherecovered,thrustingthepokerathischest.“Iamnotjealous.”
“Youare.”Bosquegrabbedtheendofthepoker,payingnoheedtothefactthatitwasstillhotfromthe
fireandsearedhisskin.Withaswifttug,hepulledEiraforward.Whenshewaswithinhisreach,Bosque
grippedherleftarm,holdingherstill.Hewrestedtheironpokerfromherrighthandandreturnedittoits
placebythefire.
Eiratriedtowrestlefromhisgrasptonoavail.
“Whyareyouwrigglinglikeasnaredrabbit?”Bosquegrinnedather.“Areyousoeagertogetaway
fromme?”
“Iwastryingtohaveaconversation,”Eirasaid.Shestoppedfightinghim.
“Youwantedtorunmethroughwiththatironrod,”Bosquecountered.“Ihadnochoicebuttodisarm
you.”
Eiraglaredathim.“Ididnotwanttorunyouthrough.”
“Youdid.”Bosque’sinfuriatingsmilewidened.“Andallbecauseofapale-hairedgirlwholooksupon
mewithdoeeyes.”
“Youadmitit!”Eirasnapped.“Nowletmegoandgetoutofmyroom.”
Hedidn’tlethergo.Insteadheliftedherupandcarriedhertothefireplace.Layingheronthe
sheepskinrugthatwaswarmedbyitsproximitytotheflames,Bosqueheldherstillwhilehelookeddown
ather.
“MylovelyEira,”hemurmured.“Youmistakegratitudeforaffection.Agnesisasorrowfulgirlwho
hasbeenilltreatedbythisworld.Mykindnessisarefugeforher,thatisall.”
“Butwhymustyoubesokind?”Eiraasked.“WhynotletAlistaircareforthegirl?”
“AlistairistoobusytoattendtoAgnes,”Bosquereplied.“Itookituponmyselftoearnhertrust.”
“Towhatend?”Eirafrownedathim.
“You’veseenityourself,”Bosquesaid.“AgneshasapricelessroletoplayinLordHart’scausewith
Ember.Agneswillbeforevertiedtous;thus,Emberwillbeboundaswell.”
Eiraturnedherfacetowardthefireandawayfromhisgaze.Sheshudderedwhenhisfingersstroked
herjaw.
Notwantingtoadmithowhislighttouchaffectedher,Eirasaid,“I’mcold.”
Bosquestretchedhishandtowardthefireplaceandthesmolderingembersroaredintoflames.
“Better?”Bosqueleaneddown,hislipsbrushingherear.
Shenodded.
“WhysomanyquestionsaboutAgnes?”Bosquetookherchininhishand,forcinghertolookintohis
eyes.“Thetruth,Eira.”
Eiraswallowedhard,butansweredhonestly.“Agnesisyoung…andobviouslyfertile.Shecouldgive
youtheheiryoudesire.I—”
Bosquestoppedherwordswithakiss.
“Stop.”Eirapushedhimaway.
Strokingherhair,Bosqueaskedquietly,“Hasyourdesireformewaned?”
“No.Never.”Eirashivered.Shereacheduptotouchhismouth,tracingitsshape.“Youplacesomuch
faithinme.IworryIcannotgiveyouwhatyouneed.Iamolderthanmostbrides.”
“ThisweddingofAlistair’shasmuddledyourthoughts,Ithink.DoyoulongtobeabridelikeEmber?
ShallIprovemylovebymarryingyou?”Bosquelaughed,catchingherwristwhenshetriedtoslaphim
formakingfunofher.
“Youragemeansnothingtome.”Bosquerolleduptoasittingposition,liftingEiraontohislap.“And
nootherwomanissuitedtobearmychild.Onlyyou.”
“Idonotwishtobeanyman’sbride.”Eirakepthereyesdowncast.“ButIwouldbecertainofyour
feelings.”
“HaveIgivenyoucausetodoubt?”Bosqueasked.Hisarmswerearoundher,warmandstrong.
Eirashiftedinhislap.“Doesloveholdswayinyourworldasitdoeshere?”
BosquewasquietuntilEiralookedupathim.
“Inmyworldloveisearned,proven,”Bosquesaid.“Itisnotproclaimedorprofessed.”
Hesmiled,pushingastraylockofhairfromEira’sforehead.“Andifyou’repesteredbythese
questions,Ihavenotdoneenoughtoprovemyaffectionforyou.”
Eiraopenedhermouthtoprotest,buthedrankinherwordswithakiss.
“HowshallIprovemyself?”hemurmuredagainstherlips.“Likethis?”
Bosquekissedheragain.
Ashesettledherbeforethefire,Eiraasked,“Andwhatofmylove?HaveIprovenittoyou?”
“Witheverybreath,Eira,”Bosquesaid.“Witheverybreath.”
ALISTAIRDIDN’TBOTHERtoseekhisbedthenightbeforehiswedding.Heknewsleepwouldelude
himduringthelastnighthehadtosufferthroughbeforeEmberwouldbeinhisarms.Hiswife.Belonging
tohimatlast.
Forsakinghischambers,whichweretoofullofanticipationtobear,Alistairsoughtdistractioninthe
catacombs.Hestrodequicklydownthetunnel,eagertoberidofhisembarrassinglyboyishfixationonhis
weddingnight.
Despitethelatehour,AlistairfoundRhysawake.Theyoungwolfwaschewingcontentedlyonalarge
oxbone.WhenAlistaircrouchedbesidethecage,Rhyslookedup,hisgoldeneyesintent.
“Iwouldspeakwithyou,”Alistairsaid.Heunlockedthecageandopenedthedoor.
Rhyslefttheboneandtrottedtothedoor.Heonlyshiftedintohumanformwhenhewasfreeofthe
cage.TheboysmiledasAlistairsatonthefloor.Rhysdroppedintoacross-leggedsittingpositionbeside
him.
“Soonyou’llleaveyourden,”Alistairtoldhim.“Doyoufeelready?”
Rhys’sbrowknittogether.“WherewillIgo?”
“Outside,”Alistairsaid.“Withme,ofcourse.”
“Ifyouarethere,Father,”Rhysreplied,“Iamhappytogo.MayIstillsleepinmyden?”
Alistair’smouthtwitchedintoasmile.Theboywassowolfishitwasuncanny,butAlistairsupposedit
wasonlylogicalthatheshouldbe,givenhisorigin.
“Ifyoupreferyourden,youmayspendnightshere,”Alistairtoldhim.“ButI’llletyouchoosewhatyou
wishafteryou’veseentheotherplacesyoumightsleep.”
“Anewden?”Rhys’sgoldeneyesgleamedwithcuriosity.
Alistairlaughed.“Yes.Anewden.”
Rhysshrugged,lookingathisironcagewithafondnessAlistaircouldn’tunderstand.“Maybe.”
“Thisdenisn’tlargeenoughtosharewithyourbrothersandsisters,”Alistairpointedout.“Andthey’ll
bejoiningyousoon.Areyoureadytohelpmeteachthem?”
Rhysnoddedeagerly.
“Good.”Alistairsmiled.“Wouldyouliketorunthroughthecatacombs?”
Instantlytheboywasawolfoncemore,wagginghistail.
AlistairjumpedupandwasabouttoleadRhysfromtheroomwhenheheardtheboy’svoice.
“Istheladycomingback?”
Alistairturned,surprisedthatRhyshadshiftedbacktohishumanform.
“LadyEira?”Alistairasked.“I’msureshe’llvisitagain,butshe’sverybusy.”
“No.”Rhysfrowned,histhickpewter-browncurlsframingtherosypoutonhislips.“Nottheserious
lady.Theotheronewhowasafraid.”
“Afraid?”Alistair’sstomachclenched.“Ofwhomdoyouspeak?Didshecomealone?”
“Iwassleeping.”Rhysnodded,wrinklinghisnose.“Butthescentofherfearwassostrong,itwokeme
up.Shewastryingtogetintomyden.”
Alistaircouldbarelyhearovertheroaringofbloodinhisveins.“Tellme,Rhys.Whatdidshelook
like?”
“Shewasyoungerthantheseriouslady,”Rhysanswered.“Butshehadthesamefirehair,onlydarker.”
Alistairhadtobracehimselfinthearchedchamberopening.
Rhyswhimpered.“What’swrong,Father?”
“I’msorry,Rhys,”Alistairsaid,forcinghispanicdown.Thechildwasterriblysensitivetothemoods
ofthosearoundhim,andAlistairdidn’twanttodistresshim.“Butyouwon’tbeabletorunnow.Ihaveto
leaveyou.”
Awolfoncemore,Rhyswhined.Heloweredhisheadinsubmission.
“Youhaven’tdoneanythingwrong,”Alistairreassuredthewolf.“Gotoyourden.IpromisethatI’ll
cometotakeyoutorunsoon.Andyoushallrununderthemoon.”
Rhysstoodup.HelickedAlistair’shandenthusiasticallybeforereturningtothecageandsettlingback
intochewtheoxbone.
Alistairmanagedtolockthedoorandclearthemainchamberbeforehebegantorun.Hisjawwas
clenchedsohard,themusclesshriekedinpain,butAlistairneededthethrobbingachetostayincontrolof
hismindandheart.EveryfiberofhisbodyscreamedthatheshouldgotoEmber’schamber.Hewantedto
pinherwhereshesleptanddemandanswers.Butthatwastheimpulseofaboy,andAlistairhadtomake
thechoicesamanwould.Theknowledgethatshe’dbeeninthecatacombsslicedAlistair’shopesto
ribbons.She’dseenRhys,butwhatelsehadshediscovered?Whyhadshebeeninthetombstobegin
with?
WhenAlistairreachedLadyEira’schamber,hebangedonthedoorhard,expectinghewouldhaveto
wakeher.
Thoughhe’dbeenreadytoburstintotheroom,hewasstartledenoughtotakeseveralstepsbackwhen
Bosqueansweredthedoor.LordMar’storsowasbare,andasheethadbeenhastilywrappedaroundhis
hips.
“LordHart?”Bosquesmiledlazily.“Youlookdistressed.Areyouhavingsecondthoughtsaboutyour
bride?”
TherewasanunintendedbutcrueltruthinBosque’swordsthatsentAlistairpushingpasthiminto
Eira’sbedchamber,regardlessofwhathadbeentranspiringwithin.
Eiragasped,gatheringblanketstocoverherselfwhereshelayonthebed.“LordHart,youdonotenter
withoutpermission!”
“Forgiveme,LadyEira.”AlistairglancedbackandforthbetweenBosque,whoclosedthedoorand
wenttositontheedgeofEira’sbed,andLadyEira,whosecheekswerecoloringwiththerosyblushofa
maid.Despitethenewquestionsraisedbythisstrangescene,Alistairshovedthemaside.“Ihadtospeak
withyouatonce.”
TheamusedexpressiononBosque’sfacevanished.“Whatisit,Alistair?”
Alistairclenchedhisfists,remindinghimselfthathewasn’taloverbetrayedbutacommanderofmen.
TherighthandofLadyEiraandLordMar.
“Wehaveaproblem.”
EMBERWENTTHROUGHTHEmotionsofabridereadyingforherweddingday,butshefeltas
thoughshewatchedfromabove,aspiritfreedfromherbody.Agnesstoodclose,smilinganddabbingat
hereyes,whilemaidservantshelpedEmberintoagownofgoldsilk.Herhairhadbeencarefullyarranged
intoamixofbraidsandcurlsthattumbleddownherback.
“Yourivalthesun,sister.”AgnesbeamedatEmber.“Yourhairisflames,andthegowndaylight.You
haveneverlookedsobeautiful.”
Emberforcedasmile.“Thankyou.”
Agnestookherhandwhiletheservantsdrewthelacesofthegowntight.“Youlookfrightened.”
EmbersqueezedAgnes’sfingers,unabletoanswer.AgneslookedintoEmber’seyesandthensaidto
themaidservants,“I’llfinishthis.Pleasegiveussometimealone.”
Whentheservantshadgone,AgnesstooddirectlyinfrontofEmber.“Iknowmanymaidsfearthefirst
nightwiththeirhusbandsbecauseitisknownthattheweddingnightcanbepainful.”
Ember’seyeswidened.Shewasafraid,yes,butheranxietyhadnothingtodowithanticipationofa
weddingnight.IfEmbereversharedabedwithAlistair,everythinginherlifewouldhavegone
unimaginablywrong.
TakingEmber’sstartledexpressionforconfirmationofherwords,Agnescontinued,“Youneednot
worry,Ember.Alistairlovesyou.Hewillnottreatyoulikesomebrutesmight.Hewillbetenderand
ensurethatyouhavepleasure.”Agneswassuddenlyblushing.“DespiteallthesorrowsI’veborne,Istill
rememberthewondersthatHenrywroughtfrommybody.Atthetime,Ithoughtittobelove,whenitwas
onlylust.”Theblushgavewaytogrief’sshadow,andsheshookherhead.“ButAlistairdoesloveyou,so
youcantakejoyinthesecretsofloveaboutwhichmaidenswhisper.”
Bewilderedbyhersister’sassumptions,Emberjustnodded.Hermindwasfilledwithbladesand
betrayal,whileAgnesspokeoflove.
AgnesturnedEmbertofaceawayfromherandfinishedsecuringthelacesofherweddinggown.
Ember’sguttwistedwithguilt;shecouldbearhersecretsnolonger.
“Agnes,there’ssomethingImusttellyou—”
Alightknocksounded,andAgnescalled,“Comein!”
Thedoorswungin,andoneofthemaidservantscurtsiedbeforesteppingasidetoallowOssiaMorrow
entry.
“Mother!”Agnescried,rushingintoLadyMorrow’sopenarms.
Emberstoodstill,thesoon-to-unfoldplotagainstEiraandBosquewaitingonherlips.Herfatherheld
fasttothenotionthatwomenhadnobusinessinmatterspoliticormilitary,butinthisrarecase,couldhe
havesharedthetruthwithhiswife?IfEmberdisclosedherallies’planstohermotherandsister,would
OssiaMorrowreactwithsolemnknowingorhorrifiedshock?Moreimportantly,ifitwerethelatter,
wouldshebetrayEmber’sconfidence?
OssiastrokedAgnes’shair.“Myheartisfullofjoytoseeyousowell,Agnes.”
Agnesdrewherselfup,leavingherchildishoutburstbehindtoplaythepropermatron.“Iamgreatly
indebtedtoLadyEira,LordBosque,andespeciallytoEmber’sbetrothed.Ihavebeenaffordedevery
comfortsincemyarrivalatTearmunn.”
“Thenweareindebtedtothemaswell,”LadyMorrowanswered.
Ember’smotherleftherelderdaughtertostandbeforeEmber.Emberfeltrigid,unabletorespondwith
warmthtohermother’sarrival,asshecouldthinkonlyoftheperilhermotherwouldfaceoncethe
clansmenbegantheirattack.
OssiatouchedEmber’scheek.“Oh,youarepale,mydear.Don’tbefrightened.Thisisawonderful,
wonderfulday.”
Emberhuggedhermother,buttheembracefeltstiff.She’dseentheshiningdelightinOssia’sgaze;her
fatherhadgivenhiswifenobitoftruthregardingthisshamofawedding.NeitherAgnesnortheirmother
hadanyinklingoftheimminentdanger.ThoughMackenziehadpromisedmentoprotectthem,theonly
smallcomfortEmbertookwasinthestilettoshe’dslippedintohergarterwhenthemaidsandAgneswere
distracted.Ifallelsefailed,Emberwouldprotecthermotherandsisterherself.
“It’stimetojointheothers,”OssiatoldEmber.“I’mheretoescortyoutotheceremony.”
Embertookhermother’sarm,andAgnesfollowedthemfromtheroom.Whentheyreachedthebottom
ofthestaircase,Ember’skneeswentweak.Hermothergrabbedheraroundthewaisttightlyandpropped
herupastheywalked.
“There,there,mydear,”Ossiawhispered.“Don’tletitoverwhelmyou.”
AgnescametoEmber’soppositeside,takingherarmtogivetheirmotheraid.
Thoughrainhadfallenovernight,leavingthecourtyardmuddy,thedaywasthebestMaycouldoffer.A
cloudlessskyheraldedEmber’sarrival.Thelightbreezethattouchedherskinwaswarm,itsbreath
sweetenedbyblossomsthatfestoonedthemanorentryway.
EvenonthemostbustlingdaysatTearmunn,Emberhadneverseenthecourtyardsofull.Dancers
whoseheadswerewreathedwithflowersspunandjumpedwhilepipesandbodhranfilledtheairwitha
soaring,frenziedmelody.
Servantswoveamongtheguests,bearingplattersofroastedmeatsandbrimmingcupsofwine.Men
andwomenjostledeachother,liftingontotheballsoftheirfeettoglimpsetheapproachingbride.Ember
searchedthecrowd,herchesttightening.Theclansmenhadgatheredenmasse.Cian,Ember’sfather,and
LordMackenziestoodatthefrontoftheirranks.
Thewarriorsheldwinecups,butnotoncedidEmberseeamanamongthemdrink.Shefoundlittle
comfortintheirnumbersassherealizedthatgenuineguestswereinattendance.Thesecelebrantsraised
theircupswhenEmberpassed,shoutingblessingsandbawdysuggestionsfortheweddingnight.Ember
bowedherhead,wonderinghowmanyhaplessguestswouldhavetheirbloodspilledthatdayforreasons
they’dnevercomprehend.
Ember’sgazeroamedthefaces,findingmostlystrangers.SheknewshesearchedforBarrowinvain,
butstillshelooked.Meetinghisgrayeyes,ifonlyforasecond,wouldbolsterhercourage,inthefaceof
thishorridday.Nolongerabletobearthehollowingbeneathherribs,Emberabandonedhersearchto
facewhatshefearedmost.
FatherMichaelandAlistairawaitedheronawoodendaisthathadbeenerectedbetweenthemanor
andthebarracks.AtAlistair’sleftshoulderstoodBosqueMar,stillandimposingasamonument.On
Alistair’sright,LadyEirawatchedthebridalpartyapproach,atightsmilefixeduponherlips.Butthe
figurestandingatAlistair’ssidemadeEmberstumble.
Theboyinthecage.Hestooddressedinthefineclothingofanobleman’schild.Alistair’shandsrested
onhisshoulders.
Ember’sglanceshottothestables.Ifshebrokefromhermotherandsisternow,shecouldgettoahorse
andride.CaberhadbeenlefttoBarrow’scareinFrance,butforthispurpose,anyswiftmountwoulddo.
Ifsheran,Alistairwouldsurelychaseher.Maybethatwouldbedistractionenough,servingthesame
purposeastheattackbutavoidingthebloodbaththiscrowdpromised.
“Youmustremembertobreathe,Ember,”Agneswhisperedinherear.“You’reterriblypale.”
Shakingoffhercoward’sdreamofflight,EmberdidasAgnesbid,drawinglong,deepbreathsto
steadyherself.IfEmberweretorun,shewouldhavelittlechanceofmakingitasfarasthestables.Too
manypeoplefilledthecourtyardtogiveheraclearpath,andAlistair’smen,ifnotAlistairhimself,
wouldcatchherbeforeshecameclosetofleeingthekeep.
AgneskissedEmber’scheekastheysteppedontothedaisandthenshepassedhersisterintoAlistair’s
waitinggrasp.AlistairtookbothofEmber’shandsinhis,bringinghergazetohisface.Hebroughther
fingerstohislips.“You’retrembling,mysweet.”
Embercouldonlynod.Suddenlysheblurtedout,“I’mnotwell.IworryIwillfaint.”
“I’llonlykeepyouhereabitlonger,”Alistairreplied.“Itwillallbeoversoon.”
Emberstaredathimashesquelchedherlastploytostoptheceremony.Ithadtobethisway,Ember
desperatelyremindedherself.Theweddingandthesurpriseattackweretheonlythingsthatcouldprovide
Rebekahthetimesheneededtoclosetherift.
Alistairgesturedtotheboyathisside.“Ember,thisisRhys.You’llsoonknowhimasyou’dknowyour
ownchild.”
TheboylookedatEmberwithsolemnyelloweyes.“She’sstillafraid,Father.”
EmbergaspedatthewayRhysaddressedAlistair.Whowasthischild?
Rhyswatchedher,calmandcurious.Emberreturnedhisgaze,wonderingifshe’dimaginedhis
transformation.Howcouldthissweet-facedchildhavebecomeawolf?
AlistairleaneddowntomurmurinEmber’sear.“Oncewearemarried,youwilllearnwhoRhysisto
us,andyouwilllovehimasIdo.”Hespokeasifthewordswereathreat,andEmberblanched.
“Letusbegin,FatherMichael,”Eiracommandedwithasweepofherhandtowardthethrongofguests.
Thepriestutteredthefamiliarwordsoftheweddingceremony,buttoEmbertheywerean
unintelligiblejumbleofsounds.Shestoodstillasstone,trappedinthisnightmare,ableonlytostareatthe
boywhomAlistaircalledRhys.
Whenthepriestpromptedher,Embermanagedtorespondasrequired,butshebecameawareofthe
progressoftheceremonyonlywhenAlistairslippedaringontoherfinger.Shelookeddownasthecool
goldbandtouchedherskin.
Thesignal.
EmbermetAlistair’sgaze.Inhisbrightblueirisesshesawmanythings:lust,possession,regret—but
nothopeorjoy,andcertainlynotlove.Shetriedtopullherhandback,butAlistairsteppedcloser,
grabbingherwristwithbruisingforce.
“Notyet,mylove,”hemurmured,andEmbercouldn’tbreathe.
Heknew.
AbattlecryrosefromthecrowdatEmber’sback,followedbyanother.Thewarcallsmingledwith
shoutsofalarmandfear.Thebrightringofsteelrosetojointhescreams.Wrenchinghernecktolook
behindher,Embersawthemadnessofwarfloodthecourtyard.ClansmenhackedatEira’sguard.
Weddingguestsnotcomplicitintheattackscrambledfromtheflurryofswordsandaxes.Therain-soaked
groundchurnedbeneathtramplingfeet.Bodiesfellinthemud,somedead,otherslivingonlylongenough
tobecrushedinthestampede.
Agnesshriekedandclungtohermother.
Bosquelookedatthehuddledwomenandlaughed.“Don’tbeafraid,dearladies.You’requitesafe,I
assureyou.”
Bosqueliftedhispalmandthemuddygroundinfrontofthedaisbegantoboil.Wraithsbubbledup
fromthemuck,theirshadowbodiesslitheringforwardtotakepostsassentinelsbetweenthewedding
partyandtheembattledmass.
Rhyssnarledattheappearanceofthewraiths—Emberglanceddownandsawtheboy’slipscurlback.
Histeethflashedinthesunlight,caninessharpasawolf’sfangs.
“Bestill,”Alistairsaidtothechild.“Remember.NotuntilIsay.”
Ballinghisfists,RhyslookedupatAlistairandnodded.
SeizingonAlistair’sdistraction,Emberthrustherfootup,sweepinghislegsfrombeneathhim.Witha
cry,Alistaircollapsedtothedais,andEmberwasfree.
Withouthesitation,shewhirledaround,grabbinghermotherandsisteranddraggingthemtowardthe
manor.Mackenziemighthavemencomingtotheiraid,butnowarriorwouldgetpastBosque’swraiths.
EmberhuggedtheouterwallofthebuildingasshepulledAgnesandOssiathroughthemud.Notdaringto
lookbehindherforfearthatBosquewouldsendawraithinpursuit,EmbercouldonlyhopethatAlistair
stillwantedheralive.
“Keeprunning!”Embershoutedassheflungthemanordooropen.Thethreewomenstumbledinside,
andEmbersaid,“Thisway.”
Ember’smotherandsisterweresobbingasEmberpulledthemdownthecorridortothegreathall.All
EmbercouldthinkofwasgettingAgnesandOssiatosafety,andthatmeantawayfromTearmunn.The
onlywayoutwasRebekah’sportal.
Whenshereachedthedoubledoorsofthegreathall,Emberheardrapidfootstepsbehindher.
“Getinside,”Emberhissed,crackingthedoorsoAgnesandtheirmothercouldslipthrough.Onlywhen
theywereinthegreathalldidEmberturntoseeAlistairrunningather.Ayoungwolflopedathisheels.
Emberthrewherselfintothegreathall,slammingthedoorsatherback.Shedesperatelysearchedthe
roomforabarricade.Hergazefelluponthecrescenttableanditsaccompanyingchairs.
“Mother,getachair!”EmbershoutedtoOssia.“Wehavetoblockthedoorway.”
Emberlurchedforwardassomethingorsomeonecrashedintothedoors.Bracingherself,Ember
struggledtokeepthedoorsfromopening.
Itwasn’tenough.
Anincredibleforcecrashedagainstthedoors,andEmberwassentsprawlingacrossthestonefloor.
Thewindknockedfromherlungs,Emberwheezed,rollingontoherside.Thetwodoorshadbeen
blowntosplinters.Inthecloudofdebris,EmbersawEira,Bosque,Alistair,andthewolfstandingover
her.
“Whereverareyougoing,LadyMorrow?”Eiradrewhersword.“Yourweddingdayhasjustbegun.”
Glancingatthewolf,Alistairsaid,“StayhiddenuntilIcall.”Thewolfboweditshead.Withears
pinnedback,itslunkintotheshadowedcornerofthehall.
Emberscrambledtoherfeet,hopingtoreachhermotherandsister,butAlistairlungedintotheroom,
grabbingheraroundthewaistandpullingherback.
“Youwillnotescapeme,”hehissedinherear.
Atthefarsideoftheroom,adooroflightappeared.
Alistair’sgriptightenedonEmberwhenhesawtheportal,andshecoughed,strugglingforbreath.
“Moreguests,”Alistairwhispered.“Howlovely.”
HedraggedEmbertowardthedoor.Shewrithedinhisarms,tryingtofreeherselfandcatchingonly
glimpsesofthefiguresthatemergedfromRebekah’sgleamingdoor.
Abattlecryfilledtheroom,andLukaszrushedfromtheportalwieldinghisclaymore.Kurjiiand
Tamurwereathisflank.
EmberkickedatAlistairashewrenchedheraroundtofaceEiraandBosque.Shetwistedasfarasshe
couldandsawRebekahappearfromwithintheportal,hangingbackwhileKaelstayedatherside.After
Rebekahclosedthedoor,Kaelguidedhertotheshadowedstaircaseatthefarendofthehallthatledto
thegallery,hopingtokeepheroutofharm’swaywhilesheperformedtheritual.Theportalwasgone,but
Barrowwasnowheretobeseen.Emberdidn’tknowifshewasrelievedbyhisabsenceordisheartened.
Alistairhadalmostreachedhiscompanionswhenanewcryofragesoundedfromtheouterhall.Eira
whirled,raisingherswordjustintimetomeetCian’sdeadlystrike.Eira’sfacewhitenedandthenher
eyeshardenedwithfuryassheglaredatCian.
“Youbetrayyourownblood?”Eirahissed.
“Thebetrayalisyours,”Ciananswered.“AndIhavenochoicebuttomakeyouanswerforit.”
FatherMichaelappearedatCian’sback,red-facedandhuffingforbreath.Hetookinthesceneand
triedtoslidepastthesword-lockedpairandintothegreathall.
Bosque’ssilvereyesnarrowed.Takingonelongstride,hisarmshotoutandstruckFatherMichael,
sendingthepriestflyingacrossthechamber.FatherMichael’sbodyslammedintothewallandfelllimp
onthefloor.Pivotingtofacethesisters,BosquestretchedhishandtowardCian,hisfingersclawlike.
“No!”Eirashouted,catchinghismovementbutnottakinghereyesoffCian.“Dealwiththeothers,but
sheismine.”
“Asyouwish.”Bosqueturnedhispalmover,andthreewraithsrosefromthestonefloor,theirbodies
curlinglikesmoke.HeflickedhiswristatLukasz,Kurjii,andTamur.“Killtheintruders.”
Thewraithsoozedliketartowardtheknights.
TwistinginAlistair’sgrasp,Embershoutedtohersisterandmother,“Gettothegallery!Run!”
IfAgnesandhermothercouldreachKael,theywouldatleasthavesomeprotection.Asliverofrelief
stolethroughEmberwhenshesawAgnesstiffenwithresolveandpulltheirmothertowardthegallery
staircase.
Liftinghismassiveclaymore,Lukaszshouted,“Thesecreaturescannotbekilled.Don’tletthemtouch
you.”
Bosquethrewbackhisheadandlaughed.“Ishallenjoywatchingyoutrytorunfrommywraiths.You
willtire.Theywillnot.”
AtanodfromLukasz,thetrioofknightssplit.Thewraithsseparatedtofollowthem,pursuingtheir
victimswithaslowdetermination.
EiraandCian’sfighthadprogressedfromthecorridorintothegreathall.Thesistersdancedaround
eachother,theirbladesflashingthroughtheairlikestreaksoflightning.Eirashovedhard,sendingCian
staggeringback.Eiraleaptfromthethrone,flippingintheairtolandwithdeadlygraceatCian’sback.
Cianwhirledandthesisters’bladesmetagain.Theroomsangwithsteel’sbrightcriesasEiraandCian
rainedblowsuponeachother.
“Cometome,LordHart!”Bosquecalledfromthedoorway.
EmbercriedoutwhenAlistair’sgrasptightened.Heswungheraround,draggingherawayfromthe
swordplay.
LukaszandTamurhadtakentoweavingthroughoutthehall,keepingadistancebetweenthemselvesand
thewraithsthathuntedthem.Kurjii,however,backedtoofarintoacorner,andbeforehecoulddartout
again,thewraithsnakedforward,wrappingitselfaroundtheknight.Hisswordclatteredtotheflooras
hisscreamsfilledtheroom.
“No!”EmbershoutedastheMamlukwarriorthrashedinthewraith’sclutches.
AlistaircuffedEmber,makingherheadringfromtheblow.
“Forgetthem!Youarestillmine,asyoualwayswillbe,”hegrowledather.“Andinmypossession,
youwilllearnthepriceofbetrayal.”
Eventhroughthefogofherblurredvision,Emberwassickenedbythehatredinhiseyes.She’ddone
thistohim,atleastpartly.
“Don’tdothis,Alistair,”shepleaded.“You’rebetterthanthis.”
“You’vebarelybeguntoknowwhoIam.Submittome,andI’llspareyourmotherandsister,”Alistair
replied.“Fightme,andyou’llwatchthemdie.”
EmbersawafigureloomingatherleftsideamomentbeforeAlistairdid.AlistairshovedEmberaway
sohardthatshefell;hereachedforhissword,buthecouldn’tdrawthebladebeforeBarrowslammed
intohim,sendingthembothtumblingalongthefloor.
Scramblingtoherfeet,Emberreachedunderherskirtandwithdrewthestiletto.Lockedinawrestling
match,BarrowandAlistairpummeledeachother,bothstrugglingtogettheupperhand.Emberheldher
daggerlowandspunaroundquickly,surveyingtheroom.Bosqueblockedthewaytotheouterhall.
LukaszandTamurstilldodgedthewraithsthatpursuedthem.Bosquekepthisplaceinthedoorway,
watchinginamusementandseeminglycontenttoletthewraithscontinuetheircat-and-mousegamewith
theknights.
Ember’sgazereturnedtoBarrowandAlistair.Theywerestillatangleoflimbsandfistsontheground.
Grippingherstiletto,foramomentEmberthoughttointervene,butshethrusttheimpulseaside.Barrow
wasinlessdangerthantheotherswhomshelovedhere.Emberrantothestairs,swearingthatwithher
lastbreathshe’dfighttosavehermotherandsister.
EIRADODGEDANOTHERblow,grittingherteethwhenCianparriedhernextstrike.
“I’mhappytoseeyou’llstillfightyourownbattles,”CianspatatEira.“IthoughtI’dbereducedto
slashingatBosque’shideouspets.”
“Iwouldn’tmissthesatisfactionofremindingyouthatI’vealwaysbeenstronger,”Eirasnapped.“In
allways.”
Theirswordsmetagain,steelraspingasbothsisterspushedtowardeachother.
“Youmistakeyourambitionforstrength.”Ciansurgedforward,sendingEirastaggering.
BosquewasimmediatelyatEira’sside,steadyingher.Hissilvereyesflashedasheleveledhisgazeon
Cian.
“Stop.”Eirapulledawayfromhim.“Thisismyfight.”
“Itisanunnecessaryrisk,mylove,”Bosquemurmured,butCianheardhim.
“Whatcanacreaturelikeyouknowoflove?”Cianscreamedathim.“Youseducedmysisterwithlust
andpower.Youhavecorruptedher!”
Withascreechofoutrage,EiralaunchedherselfatCian.Theirbladesmethighintheair,descending
intoaflurryofblows.
Pantingfromtheeffortofherattack,Eirasaid,“Howcanyoubesonaive?Wouldyouliveunderthe
thumbofmenforever?”
“Mendonotruleme,”Cianrepliedastheirbladesgratedagainsteachother.“Mylifehasalwaysbeen
myown,aswasyours.”
“You’reblind.”Eira’sretortcamewithanotherblow.“Gainingpermissiontowieldabladeisnot
enough.Icouldhavegivenyousomuchmore.”
Eirabroughthersworddowninasweepingarc;Cianducked,rollingacrossthefloortoescapethe
fatalblow.
“Youarethepawnoftheenemy,”Ciansaid,breathless.“IwillneverserveBosqueasyoudo.”
“Idonotservehim.”Eirastalkedtowardhersister.“Ilovehim.”
ThoughEirahadn’treachedher,Cianreeledasiffromablow.“Itisnotlove,sister.Lovewouldnot
makeyoubetraywhoyouare.”
Eira’slaughwasbrightasherblade.“YounolongerseewhoIam,Cian.ButIwillshowyou.”
AdvancingonCian,Eirabroughthersworddownwithincredibleforce.Cianrosetomeettheblow.
EirasuddenlytwistedandflickedCian’sswordfromhergrasp.Eira’sfootlashedout,hittingCianinthe
chestandsendinghersprawling.AsEirastalkedtowardher,Cianrose,butonlytoherknees.
“Yield,”Eirahissed.
“Iyieldonlytodeath,”Ciananswered.
LevelingherbladeatCian’schest,Eirasaid,“Whenyoudrawyourlastbreath,rememberthatyou
chosethisfate.”
Cianbowedherhead,whisperingrapidwords.
“It’stoolatetoprayforsalvation,mysister.”
Eirathrust,andastheswordslidintoCian’sheart,sheheardBosquecryout,“No!”
Cian’sbodyslumpedoverEira’ssword.Grimly,Eirawithdrewtheblade.Thebloodthatcoveredher
swordbegantoglow.Withacry,Eiradroppedtheweaponandstumbledbackasthestrangelight
blossomedfromthepoolingblooduntilitsurroundedCian’sbodylikeacocoon.
EirafeltBosque’sarmsaroundher,pullingherawayfromhersister’scorpse.
Anabundanceofcolorssuffusedthespherethatrosefromtheground,carryingCianwithit.Spearsof
lightshotoutfromthegleamingcircle,strikingthewraithsintheroomandmakingthemshriek,theirdark
massbubblinglikepitchuntiltheyburstandweregone.
Bosqueroared,andthesoundreverberatedthroughthehall,itsfuryshakingtheground.Thestonefloor
beneathLukaszandTamurshiftedandcracked,sendingtheknightstumbling.
“Takecover,”BosquegrowledatEira.Hepushedhertowardtheedgeofthehallandadvancedonthe
sphereoflight.
Eirasawthatitmovedwithpurpose,itsbeamsgrowingwiderandbrighterasitapproachedtherift.As
thesphere’slightreachedthemassivedeadtree,Eiragasped.Thescenebeforeherflickered;withone
blink,thetreestoodasitwas—bone-whiteandbearingthegapingwoundoftherift—butinthenext
moment,Eiracouldseethetreeasithadbeen,mightyanddrapedintheemeraldtonesofitsvitality.
Thespherebegantodescend;therecouldbenomistakingitsdestination.Eirasawthatitwouldfillthe
voidperfectly,itslightblockingthedarkness.Sealingthegatetothenether.
SuddenlyBosqueloomedinfrontoftherift.Hereachedintotheundulatingshadowsathisback,and
fromwithintherift,hedrewasword.TheweaponwaslargerthanevenLukasz’sclaymore,andlike
Bosque’ssteed,thisbladeappearedtobeforgedofshadow.
Asheliftedthesword,Bosqueraspedinfury,“Thiswillnotcometopass.”
Withonestride,Bosquelaunchedhimselfintotheair,everymuscleinhisbodyworkingtopowerthe
strokeofhisblade.Hisswordhitthesphere,barelypiercingthesurfaceofshimmeringlights.
Thesphereshudderedandburst.Theexplosionwasdeafening.ItsentBosquehurtlingthroughtheair
untilhelandedinaheaponthefarsideoftheroom.Thestained-glasswindowsofthehallshattered.
Thickbranchesofthedeadtreecracked,groaningastheyshearedoffthetrunkandslammedtothestone
floor.
Eirafelltoherknees,butnotbecauseoftheexplosion.Wherethespherehadbeen,Cianwasfloating
intheair.Eiraknewitwasn’ttrulyhersister.Whateverthisspiritwas,ithadCian’sfeatures,butthe
hoveringfigurewastransparent.
Cianwasspeaking,herwordsinLatin,fillingtheroomasloudlyasBosque’sroarhad,butnotwitha
furiouscry.InsteadtheairtrembledasCian’swordsbecameasong,amelodythatblendedachingsorrow
andunflagginghope.
Stunnedbyhersister’stransformation,Eiracouldn’tmakesenseofwhatCian’sspiritsongmeant.She
wasonlyabletodiscernthefinalphrases:
Prolemcrucesferat.
Cruxancoravitae.
MaytheScionbeartheCross.
TheCrossistheanchoroflife.
Cianspreadherarmstotheside,andherbodybecamelight,sobrightthatEiracouldbarelylookat
her.AsEirawatched,thelightseparatedintofourdistinctpieces.Theygrewlarger,takingonthe
characteristicsoftheportalsthatConatus’sclericswove.Througheachshimmeringdoorway,Eira
glimpsedadifferentlandscape.Thefirstrevealedapine-coveredslopeandthedarkopeningofacave.
Haldis.
EiraheardCian’swhisper.Ithungintheairforamoment.Thentheportalcurledinonitself,becoming
aflaringballoflight.
ThroughthenextdoorwayEirasawthesnowcappedpeaksofmountainsandthesilver-blueofice.
Tordis.
Likethefirstportal,atCian’swhisper,thedoorshuddered,contractinguntilittoohadbeenreducedto
aballoflight.
ThethirddoorwayopenedtothebluestseasEirahadeverseteyeson.Morelustrousthanthe
Mediterranean,thewatersweresurroundedbydenseforestsofakindEiradidn’trecognize.Thetrees
wereshort,ropelikevinestwistingbetweentrunks.Theleaveswerethickandbroad,gleamingjade
green.
Eydis.
Eiragasped,steppingbackatthevividimageryheldwithinthefourthportal.Glossyblackrockand
riversoffire.Theearthbelchingashandmoltenflame.
Pyralis.
Whenthefinaldoorswirledintoaballoflight,thefourspheresbrightenedtothepointthatEirafound
ithardtolookatthem.Likefallingstars,theyshotfromtheroom,blastingthroughstone,wood,andglass
astheyescapedthegreathall,eachflyinginadifferentdirection.
Andthentheyweregone.Thechamberwassilent,andCian’sbodywasnowheretobeseen.
THEEXPLOSIONFINALLYrippedAlistairandBarrowapart.Theirfighthadbeenrelentlessand
ugly.Afightwithnohonor,onlyanimosity.Toocloseforclearblows,theknightshadbeenreducedto
biting,ripping,andtearingateachotherlikewildbeasts.Neithergainedtheadvantage,butbothwereso
consumedbyhatredthattheywillinglyembracedthefutilityoftheirstruggle.
Alistairdidn’tseeEiraslayhersister.HetooknonoteofthestrangeobjectthatconsumedCian’sbody.
Allhedidseewasthemanhedespised,amanwhowantedtostealwhatwashis.Hekickedandtwisted
inBarrow’sgrasp.Cursingandspitting,theywrangledeachotheralongthestonefloor.
Whentheroomfilledwithlightandsound,anunknownforcethrewAlistairandBarrowagainstthe
wall.Forafewminutes,Alistairwasknockedsenseless.Whenheopenedhiseyes,theroomwas
blurred,andthegroundfeltasifitwereshiftingbeneathhim.
“Fallback!”Lukasz’scommandreachedAlistair’sringingear.“Gettotheportal!”
MoreshoutsandthepoundingoffeetabovehiminthegallerycompelledAlistairtorise,despitethe
waveofnauseaanddizzinessthatcrashedthroughhim.Hestumbledforward,drawinghissword.A
singlethoughthadtakenholdofAlistair’smind.
HecouldnotletEmberleave.
Alistairbegantorun,gulpingairtohelpclearhisheadandclingingtohissingularpurpose.
“Rhys!”heshouted.Thewolfleaptfromtheshadowstorunathisheels.
Reachingthegallerysteps,Alistairtookthemtwoatatime.Atthetopofthestaircase,hethrew
himselfforward,hurtlingwildlyaheadashesawashimmeringdoorappearatthefarendofthehall.
BarrowhadreachedthegalleryjustaheadofAlistair.Embergaveacryofreliefasshethrewherself
intoBarrow’sarms.Heliftedherup,hismouthcrushingintoEmber’sasshewrappedherselfaroundhim,
welcominghisembraceinawayAlistairwouldneverknow.
Alistairopenedhismouthandwhatemergedfromhismouthwasahowlofsuchanguishthatitsounded
inhuman.
Emberbrokefromthekissatthesoundofhiscry.Griefetchedacrossherface.PushingBarrowtoward
hersister,EmbertookasteptowardAlistair.
“Ember!”Barrowcalledinwarning.
Lookingoverhershoulder,Embersaid,“Getmysisterandmothertosafety.”
“I’mnotleavingwithoutyou.”BarrowglaredatAlistair.
“Givemeoneminute.”Embertookanotherstepforward,awayfromBarrow.“I’llberightbehind
you.”
SomethinginEmber’svoicemusthavesilencedBarrow’sprotests.Henoddedgrimly.TakingOssia
Morrow’shand,Barrowguidedhertothewaitingportal.
“Alistair,”Embersaidsoftly,comingtowardhim.HereyesflickednervouslytowardRhys.“Idon’t
knowwhat’shappenedtoyou,howBosquehastwistedyourheart,butIcan’tbelieveyoufullybelongto
him.Iremembertheboywhotaughtmetofight.Iremembermyfriend.”
Alistairloweredhissword,watchingEmberapproach.
“Comewithus.”Emberstopped,justoutofreach,andextendedherhand.“Icannotgiveyouwhatyou
want,butIswearyouwillalwayshavemyloveinfriendship.Isthatnotenough?”
“Enough?”Alistairrepeated.Castinghisgazeuponthewolfathisside,Alistairsaid,“Yourtimehas
come,Rhys.Retrievemyring.”
EmberflinchedwhenAlistairlookedatthewolf,butnotquicklyenough.Inaflashoffurandfangs,the
wolfleaptather.Shethrewherhanduptoguardherthroat,butthatwaspreciselywhatRhyswanted.
Thewolf’sjawsclosedonthefingersofEmber’slefthand.Shescreamed,andRhysjerkedhishead
back.
BarrowhadbeenshepherdingAgnestowardRebekah’sportal,butturnedatEmber’scry.Heliftedhis
sword,butAgnesmovedevenfaster.HereyeshadlockedontheyoungwolfthathadknockedEmberto
theground.
Andsuddenlyitwasn’tEmber’ssisterlungingatRhys,butasnarlingshe-wolf.Herfurshonewith
threadsofpalegold;herbodywasheavywiththebabyshecarried.Agnessnappedherteeth,andRhys
jumpedback.
“Tome!”Alistairshouted,andRhysdartedtohisside,matchingAgnes’ssnarlswithhisown.
Transfixed,Alistairstoppedandthentookastepback,thenanother.Agnesbristled,herteethbaredas
shestaredhimdown.Alistair’sragegavewaytoasurgeoftriumph.
Despiteherwound,Emberutteredatremulouscryofshock.ThesoundbroughtAgnes’sheadaround,
herearsflickingtowardEmber.ThenAgneswasawomanagain,andherbodybegantoshake.
“Barrow!”Lukaszshoutedtothehuddledtriofromtheedgeoftheportal.
BarrowscoopedupEmberwithonearmandstretchedhisotherhandtoAgnes.Shestumbledtoward
Barrow,graspinghisfingers.AlistairwatchedasBarrowdraggedAgnesandcarriedEmbertothe
waitingdoor.Lukaszstoodguardastheyrushedthroughtheportalandthenhefollowed.Thegleaming
doorvanished;theyweregone.
“Yourfriendshipwouldneverbeenough,mylove.”Likeamanentranced,Alistairputouthishand,and
RhysdroppedEmber’stwoseveredfingersintoAlistair’spalm.Onewasencircledbyagoldenband.
THESUNDISAPPEAREDbehindthemountainsasEmberjoinedAgnesatthewater’sedge.
“Thestewisready,”Embersaidquietly.“Ifyou’rehungry.”
Agnesnodded,butherexpressionwasdistant.
“It’snotsodifferentfromhome,isit?”Agnesgazedoutoverthefjords.
“Isupposenot,”Emberanswered,notwantingtodisagreewithhersister,butalthoughtheNorse
countrywaswildandruggedlikethehighlands,theaircarriedunfamiliarscents,theslopeofthehills
wasabittoorough,andtheskywastoobright.Itwasn’thome,andEmberdoubtedshe’deverfeelatrue
senseofhomeagain.
Agnessighed,herhandmovingtoherswollenbelly.
“Areyouunwell?”Emberasked.
“No,”Agnessaid.“Justtired.”
Shehesitated,theskinaroundhereyestightening.“Ember,doyoubelievemychildtobeanythingother
thanamonster?”
Emberthoughtoftheboyinthecage.Theboywhoabruptlyvanishedandleftasnarlingyoungwolfin
hisplace.RhyshadattackedheratAlistair’scommand.Thewolf-childhadtakentwoofherfingers.But
Emberchosetorememberthefearshe’dseenintheboy’slargeyelloweyeswhenshe’dfirstencountered
him.Inamomentofcrisis,Agneshadtransformedfromwomantowolf,butshe’ddonesotoprotecther
sister.Therewasnothingmonstrousinthat.
“You’renotamonster,despitewhatAlistairandBosquedidtoyou,”Embersaid.“Whyshouldyour
childbesocondemned?”
“Theothersareafraidofme,”Agnesanswered.“Iftheyfearme,theymustfearwhatgrowswithin
me.”
“Nooneknowswhetherthemagicsworkedonyouhaveaffectedyourchild,”Embertoldher.“And
theyaren’tafraidofyou,they’reafraidforyou.”
“Youbelievethatbecauseyouaremysister.”Agnessighed.“Butyoudon’tseehowtheylookatme.
Youcan’tsmelltheirfear.”
Findingnoreply,EmbertookAgnes’shand.“Cometothefire.”
AgnesclaspedthefingersofEmber’srighthand,buthergazedriftedtotheslingthatcradledherleft
arm.Herlefthandwasenshroudedwithbandages.“Doyouhealwell?”
“RebekahtellsmeIdo,”Emberreplied.“BarrowthinksthatI’mbestofffightingwithashield
strappedtomyleftarmandaweaponintheright.”
Agnescastasidelongglanceather.“Areyousoeagertoreturntobattle?”
Embernodded,offeringAgnesagrimsmile.Shecouldthinkoflittleelse.Beforethelastbattleat
Tearmunn,she’dbeenpartofaresistance.Nowtheyweretrulyexiles,wanderingtheearthuntilthey
couldfinishtheworkCian’ssacrificehadbegun.
BarrowstooduptomeetEmberwhensheandAgnesreachedtheencircledwarriors.Hekissedher,
andshejoinedhimbesidethefire.Agneswanderedslightlyapart,butRebekahbeckonedtoher.
Emberglancedaroundthefireatthefacesofhercompanions.Theyweresofew.LukaszandRebekah
hadhopedthattheywouldgathermoreallies,warriorsandclericswillingtoaidthemastheysearched
forwhatRebekahcalledtheElementalCross—thekeytosealingtheriftandthemagictiedtoCian’s
deathathersister’shand.
Eachnightastheygatheredfortheeveningmeal,RebekahrepeatedtheLatinwordsthatCian’sspirit
hadintonedbeforeherbodyhadbecomelikefourstars.Thosewordsweretheirhope,Rebekahclaimed,
theirnewpurpose.WhileBosque’sattackhaddisruptedthespellbeforeitcouldbecompleted,thepower
ofCian’sactremained.HerbodyhadbecomethatwhichcouldstilldefeatBosqueandclosethegate
betweentheearthandthenether.
Rebekahfinishedthisnight’srecitationasdarknessclosedaroundthem.
“WithouttheElementalCross,theriftcannotbeclosed.Conatusisnomore,”Lukaszsaid.“Thebattle
lost.”
“Butthewarhasjustbegun,”Emberreplied,andBarrowtightenedhisarmsaroundher.
“Thepieceshaveflowntothefourcornersoftheearth,wheretheywillrestuntiltheScionclaims
them,asCian’sprophecyforetells.”RebekahnoddedatEmber.“Thatiswhenthewarwillend.”
Solemnmurmursofaffirmationansweredher.Itwassuchanimpossiblehopetoclingto.Butitwasall
theyhad.Emberclosedhereyes.Thoughshe’dbeenconsumedbythebattle,shecouldsummonthefinal
melodyandwordsofCian’sspiritatwill.Theyallcould.
OnlyRebekahseemedunruffledbythestrangesongthathadbeenburnedintothememoryofeach
personwho’dbeeninthegreathall.Itwasthenatureofprophecy,Rebekahhadtoldthemaseasilyasif
she’dbeenremindingthemthatthesunroseeachmorning,toensureitsremembrance.
AgneshuddledontheothersideofthefirebesideRebekah.Embernoticedhowoftenhersisterraised
herheadasifcatchingscentsonthewind,orstaredintothedarkforestlikeitwascallingtoher.
Thecampfirespitandcrackled.EmberleanedintoBarrow’schest,nestlingherheadbeneathhischin.
Shegazedintotheleapingflamesandsawonlywolves.
Thebattleragesonin
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ONE
I’DALWAYSWELCOMEDwar,butinbattlemypassionroseunbidden.
Thebear’sroarfilledmyears.Itshotbreathassaultedmynostrils,fuelingmybloodlust.BehindmeI
couldheartheboy’sraggedgasp.Thedesperatesoundmademynailsdigintotheearth.Isnarledatthe
largerpredatoragain,daringittotrytogetpastme.
WhatthehellamIdoing?
Iriskedaglanceattheboyandmypulseraced.Hisrighthandpressedagainstthegashesinhisthigh.
Bloodsurgedbetweenhisfingers,darkeninghisjeansuntiltheylookedstreakedbyblackpaint.Slashes
inhisshirtbarelycoveredtheredlacerationsthatmarredhischest.Agrowlroseinmythroat.
Icrouchedlow,musclestensed,readytostrike.Thegrizzlyroseontoitshindlegs.Iheldmyground.
Calla!
Bryn’scrysoundedinmymind.Alithebrownwolfdartedfromtheforestandtoreintothebear’s
unguardedflank.Thegrizzlyturned,landingonallfours.Spitflewfromitsmouthasitsearchedforthe
unseenattacker.ButBryn,lightningfast,dodgedthebear’slunge.Witheachswipeofthegrizzly’strunk-
thickarms,sheavoideditsreach,alwaysmovingasplitsecondfasterthanthebear.Sheseizedher
advantage,inflictinganothertauntingbite.Whenthebear’sbackwasturned,Ileaptforwardandrippeda
chunkfromitsheel.Thebearswungaroundtofaceme,itseyesrolling,filledwithpain.
BrynandIslunkalongtheground,circlingthehugeanimal.Thebear’sbloodmademymouthhot.My
bodytensed.Wecontinuedourever-tighteningdance.Thebear’seyestrackedus.Icouldsmellitsdoubt,
itsrisingfear.Iletoutashort,harshbarkandflashedmyfangs.Thegrizzlysnortedasitturnedawayand
lumberedintotheforest.
Iraisedmymuzzleandhowledintriumph.Amoanbroughtmebacktoearth.Thehikerstaredatus,
eyeswide.Curiositypulledmetowardhim.I’dbetrayedmymasters,brokentheirlaws.Allforhim.
Why?
MyheaddroppedlowandItestedtheair.Thehiker’sbloodstreamedoverhisskinandontothe
ground,thesharp,copperyodorcreatinganintoxicatingfoginmyconscience.Ifoughtthetemptationto
tasteit.
Calla?Bryn’salarmpulledmygazefromthefallenhiker.
Getoutofhere.Ibaredmyteethatthesmallerwolf.Shedroppedlowandbelliedalongtheground
towardme.Thensheraisedhermuzzleandlickedtheundersideofmyjaw.
Whatareyougoingtodo?herblueeyesaskedme.
Shelookedterrified.IwonderedifshethoughtI’dkilltheboyformyownpleasure.Guiltandshame
trickledthroughmyveins.
Bryn,youcan’tbehere.Go.Now.
Shewhinedbutslunkaway,slippingbeneaththecoverofpinetrees.
Istalkedtowardthehiker.Myearsflickedbackandforth.Hestruggledforbreath,painandterror
fillinghisface.Deepgashesremainedwherethegrizzly’sclawshadtornathisthighandchest.Blood
stillflowedfromthewounds.Iknewitwouldn’tstop.Igrowled,frustratedbythefragilityofhishuman
body.
Hewasaboywholookedaboutmyage:seventeen,maybeeighteen.Brownhairwithaslightshimmer
ofgoldfellinamessaroundhisface.Sweathadcakedstrandsofittohisforeheadandcheeks.Hewas
lean,strong—someonewhocouldfindhiswayaroundamountain,asheclearlyhad.Thispartofthe
territorywasonlyaccessiblethroughasteep,unwelcomingtrail.
Thescentoffearcoveredhim,tauntingmypredatoryinstincts,butbeneathitlaysomethingelse—the
smellofspring,ofnascentleavesandthawingearth.Ascentfullofhope.Possibility.Subtleandtempting.
Itookanothersteptowardhim.IknewwhatIwantedtodo,butitwouldmeanasecond,much-greater
violationoftheKeepers’Laws.Hetriedtomovebackbutgaspedinpainandcollapsedontohiselbows.
Myeyesmovedoverhisface.Hischiseledjawandhighcheekbonestwistedinagony.Evenwrithinghe
wasbeautiful,musclesclenchingandunclenching,revealinghisstrength,hisbody’sfightagainstits
impendingcollapse,renderinghistorturesublime.Desiretohelphimconsumedme.
Ican’twatchhimdie.
IshiftedformsbeforeIrealizedI’dmadethedecision.Theboy’seyeswidenedwhenthewhitewolf
who’dbeeneyeinghimwasnolongerananimal,butagirlwiththewolf’sgoldeneyesandplatinum
blondhair.Iwalkedtohissideanddroppedtomyknees.Hisentirebodyshook.Ibegantoreachforhim
buthesitated,surprisedtofeelmyownlimbstrembling.I’dneverbeensoafraid.
Araspingbreathpulledmeoutofmythoughts.
“Whoareyou?”Theboystaredatme.Hiseyeswerethecolorofwintermoss,adelicateshadethat
hoveredbetweengreenandgray.Iwascaughtthereforamoment.Lostinthequestionsthatpushed
throughhispainandintohisgaze.
Iraisedthesoftfleshofmyinnerforearmtomymouth.Willingmycaninestosharpen,Ibitdownhard
andwaiteduntilmyownbloodtouchedmytongue.ThenIextendedmyarmtowardhim.
“Drink.It’stheonlythingthatcansaveyou.”Myvoicewaslowbutfirm.
Thetremblinginhislimbsgrewmorepronounced.Heshookhishead.
“Youhaveto,”Igrowled,showinghimcaninesstillrazorsharpfromopeningthewoundinmyarm.I
hopedthememoryofmywolfformwouldterrorizehimintosubmission.Butthelookonhisfacewasn’t
oneofhorror.Theboy’seyeswerefullofwonder.Iblinkedathimandfoughttoremainstill.Bloodran
alongmyarm,fallingincrimsondropsontotheleaf-linedsoil.
Hiseyessnappedshutashegrimacedfromasurgeofrenewedpain.Ipressedmybleedingforearm
againsthispartedlips.Histouchwaselectric,searingmyskin,racingthroughmyblood.Ibitbacka
gasp,fullofwonderandfearatthealiensensationsthatrolledthroughmylimbs.
Heflinched,butmyotherarmwhippedaroundhisback,holdinghimstillwhilemybloodflowedinto
hismouth.Graspinghim,pullinghimcloseonlymademybloodrunhotter.
Icouldtellhewantedtoresist,buthehadnostrengthleft.Asmilepulledatthecornersofmymouth.
Evenifmyownbodywasreactingunpredictably,IknewIcouldcontrolhis.Ishiveredwhenhishands
cameuptograspmyarm,pressingintomyskin.Thehiker’sbreathcameeasilynow.Slow,steady.
Anachedeepwithinmemademyfingerstremble.Iwantedtorunthemoverhisskin.Toskimthe
healingwoundsandlearnthecontoursofhismuscles.
Ibitmylip,fightingtemptation.Comeon,Cal,youknowbetter.Thisisn’tlikeyou.
Ipulledmyarmfromhisgrasp.Awhimperofdisappointmentemergedfromtheboy’sthroat.Ididn’t
knowhowtograpplewithmyownsenseoflossnowthatIwasn’ttouchinghim.Findyourstrength,use
thewolf.That’swhoyouare.
WithawarninggrowlIshookmyhead,rippingalengthoffabricfromthehiker’stornshirttobindup
myownwound.Hismoss-coloredeyesfollowedmyeverymovement.
Iscrambledtomyfeetandwasstartledwhenhemimickedtheaction,falteringonlyslightly.Ifrowned
andtooktwostepsback.Hewatchedmyretreat,thenlookeddownathisrippedclothing.Hisfingers
gingerlypickedattheshredsofhisshirt.Whenhiseyesliftedtomeetmine,Iwashitwithanunexpected
swellofdizziness.Hislipsparted.Icouldn’tstoplookingatthem.Full,curvingwithinterest,lackingthe
terrorI’dexpected.Toomanyquestionsflickeredinhisgaze.
Ihavetogetoutofhere.“You’llbefine.Getoffthemountain.Don’tcomenearthisplaceagain,”I
said,turningaway.
Ashocksparkedthroughmybodywhentheboygrippedmyshoulder.Helookedsurprisedbutnotatall
afraid.Thatwasn’tgood.Heatflaredalongmyskinwherehisfingersheldmefast.Iwaitedamomenttoo
long,watchinghim,memorizinghisfeaturesbeforeIsnarledandshruggedoffhishand.
“Wait—”hesaid,andtookanothersteptowardme.
WhatifIcouldwait,puttingmylifeonholdinthismoment?WhatifIstolealittlemoretimeand
caughtatasteofwhathadbeensolongforbidden?Woulditbesowrong?Iwouldneverseethisstranger
again.Whatharmcouldcomefromlingeringhere,fromholdingstillandlearningwhetherhewouldtryto
touchmethewayIwantedtohimto?
Hisscenttoldmemythoughtsweren’tfaroffthemark,hisskinsnappingwithadrenalineandthemusk
thatbelieddesire.I’dletthisencounterlastmuchtoolong,steppedwellbeyondthelineofsafeconduct.
Withregretnippingatme,Iballedmyfist.Myeyesmovedupanddownhisbody,assessing,remembering
thefeelingofhislipsonmyskin.Hesmiledhesitantly.
Enough.
Icaughthimacrossthejawwithasingleblow.Hedroppedtothegroundanddidn’tmoveagain.Ibent
downandgatheredtheboyinmyarms,slinginghisbackpackovermyshoulder.Thescentofgreen
meadowsanddew-kissedtreelimbsflowedaroundme,floodingmewiththatstrangeachethatcoiled
lowinmybody,aphysicalreminderofmybrushwithtreachery.Twilightshadowsstretchedfartherup
themountain,butI’dhavehimatthebasebydusk.
Alone,batteredpickupwasparkedneartheripplingwaterwaythatmarkedtheboundaryofthesacred
site.Blacksignswithbrightorangeletteringwerepostedalongthecreekbank:
NOTRESPASSING.PRIVATEPROPERTY.
TheFordRangerwasunlocked.Iflungopenthedoor,almostpullingitfromtherust-bittenvehicle.I
drapedtheboy’slimpformacrossthedriver’sseat.HisheadslumpedforwardandIcaughtthestark
outlineofatattooonthebackofhisneck.Adark,bizarrelyinkedcross.
Atrespasserandtrendhound.ThankGodIfoundsomethingnottolikeabouthim.
Ihurledhispackontothepassengerseatandslammedthedoor.Thetruck’ssteelframegroaned.Still
tremblingwithfrustration,Ishiftedintowolfformanddartedbackintotheforest.Hisscentclungtome,
blurringmysenseofpurpose.Isniffedtheairandcringed,anewscentbringingmytreacheryintostark
relief.
Iknowyou’rehere.Asnarltraveledwithmythought.
Areyouokay?Bryn’splaintivequestiononlymadefearbiteharderintomytremblingmuscles.Inthe
nextmomentsheranbesideme.
Itoldyoutoleave.Ibaredmyteethbutcouldn’tdenymysuddenreliefatherpresence.
Icouldneverabandonyou.Brynkeptpaceeasily.AndyouknowI’llneverbetrayyou.
Ipickedupspeed,dartingthroughthedeepeningshadowsoftheforest.Iabandonedmyattemptto
outrunfear,shiftedforms,andstumbledforwarduntilIfoundthesolidpressureofatreetrunk.The
scratchofthebarkonmyskinfailedtorepelthegnat-likenervesthatswarmedinmyhead.
“Whydidyousavehim?”sheasked.“Humansmeannothingtous.”
IkeptmyarmsaroundthetreebutturnedmycheektothesidesoIcouldlookatBryn.Nolongerinher
wolfform,theshort,wirygirl’shandsrestedonherhips.Hereyesnarrowedasshewaitedforananswer.
Iblinked,butIcouldn’thalttheburningsensation.Apairoftears,hotandunwanted,sliddownmy
cheeks.
Bryn’seyeswidened.Inevercried.Notwhenanyonecouldwitnessit.
Iturnedmyfaceaway,butIcouldsenseherwatchingmesilently,withoutjudgment.Ihadnoanswers
forBryn.Orformyself.
TWO
WHENIOPENEDTHEFRONTDOORtomyhouse,mybodywentrigid.Icouldsmellthevisitors.
Agedparchment,finewine:LumineNightshade’sscentexudedanaristocraticelegance.Butherguards
filledthehousewithanunbearableodor,boilingpitchandburnthair.
“Calla?”Lumine’svoicedrippedwithhoney.
Icringed,tryingtogathermywitsbeforeIwalkedintothekitchenwithmymouthgluedshut.Ididn’t
wanttotastethecreaturesaswellassmellthem.
Luminesatatthetableacrossfromherpack’scurrentalpha,myfather.Sheremainedimpossiblystill,
postureperfect,chocolatetressescaughtinachignonatthebackofherneck.Sheworehertypical
immaculateebonysuitandcrisphigh-collaredwhiteshirt.Twowraithsflankedher,loomingshadow-like
justoverherslimshoulders.
IsuckedinmycheekssoIcouldbitetheinsides.Itwastheonlythingthatkeptmefrombaringmyteeth
atthebodyguards.
“Haveaseat,mydear.”Luminegesturedtoachair.
Ipulledthechairclosetomyfather,crouchingratherthansittinginit.Icouldn’trelaxwiththewraiths
nearby.
Doesshealreadyknowabouttheviolation?Issheheretoordermyexecution?
“Littlemorethanamonthofwaitingleft,lovelygirl,”shemurmured.“Areyoulookingforwardtoyour
union?”
IletoutthebreathIdidn’tknowI’dbeenholding.
“Sure,”Isaid.
Luminebroughtthetipsofherfingerstogetherinfrontofherface.
“Isthattheonlywordyouhavetoofferaboutyourauspiciousfuture?”
Myfatherbarkedalaugh.“Calla’snottheromantichermotheris,Mistress.”
Histoneremainedconfident,buthisgazefellonme.Iranmytonguealongmycanines,whichwere
sharpeninginmymouth.
“Isee,”shesaid,eyesmovingupanddownmybody.
Icrossedmyarmsovermychest.
“Stephen,youmightteachherbettermanners.Iexpectmyalphafemalestoembodyfinesse.Naomihas
alwayshadtheutmostgraceintherole.”
Shecontinuedtowatchme,soIcouldn’tbaremyteethatherthewayIwantedto.
Finesse,myass.I’mawarrior,notyourchildbride.
“Ithoughtyoumightbepleasedwiththematch,deargirl,”shesaid.“You’reabeautifulalpha.And
therehasn’tbeenaBanemalethelikesofRenierbefore.EvenEmileadmitsthat.Theunionbodeswell
forallofus.Youshouldbegratefultohavesuchamate.”
Myjawclenched,butImethereyeswithoutblinking.
“IrespectRen.He’safriend.We’llbefinetogether.”
Afriend…sortof.RenwatchesmelikeI’macookiejarhewouldn’tmindbeingcaughtwithhis
handin.Andhe’snottheonewho’dpayforthattheft.ThoughI’dbeenstuckwithlockandkeyfromday
oneofourbetrothal,Ihadn’tthoughtplayingpolicemanoverourrelationshipwouldbethathard.ButRen
didn’tliketoplaybytherules.Hewasjusttemptingenoughtomakemewonderwhethergivinghima
tastemightbeworththerisk.
“Fine?”Luminerepeated.“Butdoyoudesiretheboy?Emilewouldbefuriousattheideayoumight
scoffathisheir.”Shedrummedherfingersonthetable.
Istaredatthefloor,cursingtheflamesthatracedovermycheeks.Howthehelldoesdesirematter
whenI’mnotallowedtodoanythingaboutit?InthatmomentIhatedher.
Myfatherclearedhisthroat.“Mylady,theunionhasbeensetsincethechildren’sbirth.TheNightshade
andBanepacksremaincommittedtoit.AsaremydaughterandEmile’sson.”
“LikeIsaid,we’llbefine,”Iwhispered.Thehintofagrowlescapedwithmywords.
TinklinglaughterbroughtmyeyesbacktotheKeeper.Asshewatchedmesquirm,Lumine’ssmilewas
patronizing.Iglaredather,nolongerabletoholdinmyoutrage.
“Indeed.”Hergazemovedtomyfather.“Theceremonymustnotbeinterruptedordelayed.Underany
circumstances.”
Sheroseandextendedherhand.Myfatherbrieflypressedhislipstoherpalefingers.Sheturnedtome.
Ireluctantlytookhervellum-likeskininmyownhand,tryingnottothinkabouthowmuchIwantedtobite
her.
“Allworthyfemaleshavefinesse,mydear.”Shetouchedmycheek,lettinghernailsscrapehardenough
tomakemeflinch.
Mystomachlurched.
Herstilettoheelsstruckasharpstaccatoonthetileassheleftthekitchen.Thewraithstrailedbehind
her,theirsilencemoredisturbingthantheunnervingrhythmofhersteps.Idrewmykneesuptomychest
andrestedmycheekagainstthem.Ididn’tbreatheagainuntilIheardthefrontdoorclose.
“You’reawfullytense,”myfathersaid.“Didsomethinghappenonpatrol?”
Ishookmyhead.“YouknowIhatewraiths.”
“Weallhatewraiths.”
Ishrugged.“Whywasshehereanyway?”
“Todiscusstheunion.”
“You’rekidding.”Ifrowned.“JustmeandRen?”
Myfatherpassedawearyhandoverhiseyes.“Calla,itwouldbehelpfulifyouwouldn’ttreatthe
unionlikeahooptojumpthrough.Farmoreisatstakethan‘justyouandRen.’Theformationofanew
packhasn’toccurredfordecades.TheKeepersareonedge.”
“Sorry,”Isaid,notmeaningit.
“Don’tbesorry.Beserious.”
Isatupstraight.
“Emilewashereearliertoday.”Hegrimaced.
“What?!”Igasped.“Why?”
Icouldn’timagineacivilconversationbetweenEmileLarocheandhisrivalalpha.
Myfather’svoicewascold.“ThesamereasonasLumine.”
Iburiedmyfaceinmyhands,mycheeksonceagainonfire.
“Calla?”
“Sorry,Dad,”Isaid,swallowingmyembarrassment.“It’sjustthatRenandIgetalongfine.We’re
friends,sortof.We’veknowntheunionwascomingforalongtime.Ican’tseeanyproblemswithit.And
ifRendoes,thatwouldbenewstome.Butthiswholeprocesswouldbemucheasierifeveryonewould
justlayoff.Thepressureisn’thelping.”
Henodded.“Welcometoyourlifeasanalpha.Thepressureneverhelps.Italsonevergoesaway.”
“Great.”Isighedandrosefrommychair.“Ihavehomework.”
“Night,then,”hesaidquietly.
“Night.”
“AndCalla?”
“Yeah?”Ipausedatthebottomofthestaircase.
“Goeasyonyourmother.”
Ifrownedandcontinuedupthestairs.WhenIreachedmybedroomdoor,Ishrieked.Clotheswere
strewneverywhere.Coveringmybed,onthefloor,hangingfromthenightstandandlamp.
“Thiswillneverdo!”Mymotherpointedanaccusingfingeratme.
“Mom!”
OneofmyfavoritevintageT-shirts,fromaPixiestourintheeighties,hungfromherclenchedfists.
“Doyouownanythingbeautiful?”SheshooktheoffendingT-shirtatme.
“Definebeautiful,”Ireturned.
Iswallowedagroan,searchingforanyclothesIparticularlywantedtoprotect,andsatontopofmy
RepublicansforVoldemorthoodie.
“Lace?Silk?Cashmere?”Naomiasked.“Anythingthatisn’tdenimorcotton?”
ShetwistedthePixiesshirtinherhandsandIcringed.
“DoyouknowthatEmilewasheretoday?”Hereyesmovedoverthebed,assessingthepileofclothes.
“Dadsaidthat,”Irepliedquietly,butinsideIwasscreaming.
Istrokedmyfingersalongtheropeofhairthathungovermyshoulder,liftedtheend,andcaughtit
betweenmyteeth.
MymotherpursedherlipsanddroppedtheT-shirtsoshecouldextractmyfingersfromthetwisted
hair.Thenshesighed,tookaseatonthebedjustbehindme,andpulledtheelasticfromtheendofthe
braid.
“Andthishair.”Shecombedoutthewaveswithherfingers.“Whyyoubinditupallthetimeisbeyond
me.”
“There’stoomuch,”Isaid.“Itgetsintheway.”
Icouldhearthechimeofmymother’schandelierearringswhensheshookherhead.“Mylovely
flower.Youcan’thideyourassetsanymore.You’reawomannow.”
WithadisgustedgruntIrolledacrossthebed,outofherreach.
“I’mnoflower.”Ipushedthecurtainofhairbackbehindmyshoulders.Freeofthebraid,itfelt
cumbersomeandheavy.
“Butyouare,Calla.”Shesmiled.“Mybeautifullily.”
“It’sjustaname,Mom.”Ibegantogatherupmyclothes.“NotwhoIam.”
“Itiswhoyouare.”Istartedatthewarningnoteinhervoice.“Stopdoingthat.It’snotnecessary.”
MyhandsfrozeontheT-shirtI’dgrabbed.ShewaiteduntilIplacedthehalf-foldedshirtbackonthe
coverlet.Istartedtosaysomething,butmymotherheldupasilencinghand.
“Thenewpackformsnextmonth.You’llbethealphafemale.”
“Iknowthat.”Ifoughtofftheurgetothrowdirtysocksather.“I’veknownthatsinceIwasfive.”
“Andnowit’stimeforyoutostartactinglikeit,”shesaid.“Lumineisworried.”
“Yeah,Iknow.Finesse.Shewantsfinesse.”Iwantedtogag.
“AndEmileisconcernedaboutwhatRenierwants,”shesaid.
“WhatRenwants?”Isaid,wincingattheshrillnessofmyvoice.
Mymotherliftedoneofmybrasfromthebed.Itwasplainwhitecotton—theonlykindIowned.
“Weneedtothinkaboutpreparations.Doyouwearanydecentlingerie?”
Theburninginmycheeksbeganagain.Iwonderedifexcessiveblushingcouldcausepermanent
discoloration.
“Idon’twanttotalkaboutthis.”
Sheignoredme,mutteringunderherbreathasshesortedmythingsintopiles,which,sinceshe’d
orderedmetostopfolding,Icouldonlypresumewere“acceptable”and“tobediscarded.”
“He’sanalphamaleandthemostpopularboyatyourschool.AtleastbyallaccountsI’mprivyto.”
Hertonebecamewistful.“I’msurehe’saccustomedtocertainattentionsfromgirls.Whenyourtime
arrives,youmustbereadytopleasehim.”
IswallowedsourbilebeforeIcouldspeakagain.
“Mom,I’manalphatoo,remember?”Isaid.“Renneedsmetobeapackleader.Wantsmetobea
warrior,notthecaptainofthecheerleadingsquad.”
“Renierneedsyoutoactlikeamate.Justbecauseyou’reawarriordoesn’tmeanyoucan’tbe
enticing.”Thesharpnessofhertonecutme.
“Cal’sright,Mom.”Mybrother’svoicepipedin.“Rendoesn’twantacheerleader.He’salreadydated
themallforthelastfouryears.He’sprobablyboredashell.Atleastbigsiswillkeephimonhistoes.”
IturnedtoseeAnselleaningagainstthedoorframe.Hiseyessweptovertheroom.
“Whoa,HurricaneNaomistrikes,leavingnosurvivors.”
“Ansel,”mymothersnapped,handsonherhips.“Pleasegiveyoursisterandmesomeprivacy.”
“Sorry,Mom.”Anselcontinuedtogrin.“ButBarrettandSashaaredownstairswaitingforyoutogo
withthemonnightpatrol.”
Hereyelidsflutteredinsurprise.“Isitthatlatealready?”
Anselshrugged.Whensheturnedaway,hewinkedatme.Icoveredmymouthtohidemysmile.
Shesighed.“Calla,I’mseriousaboutthis.IputsomenewclothesinyourclosetandIexpectyouto
startwearingthem.”
Iopenedmymouthtoobject,butshecutmeoff.
“NewclothesstartingtomorroworI’llgetridofallyourT-shirtsandrippedjeans.Endofdiscussion.”
Sheroseandsweptfromtheroom,herskirtswirlingaroundhercalvesasshemoved.WhenIheardher
stepsonthestaircase,Igroanedandflippedoveronthebed.ThemoundofT-shirtsofferedaconvenient
placetoburymyhead.Iwastemptedtoshiftintowolfformandripthebedapart.Butthatwouldgetme
groundedforsure.PlusIlikedmybed,andatthemomentitwasoneofthefewthingsthatmymother
wasn’tthreateningtotossout.
Themattresscreaked.IproppedmyselfuponmyelbowsandlookedatAnsel.Heperchedonthe
cornerofthebed.
“Anotherheartwarmingmother-daughterbondingsession?”
“Youknowit.”Irolledontomyback.
“Areyouokay?”heasked.
“Yeah.”Iputmyhandsonmytemples,attemptingtomassagethenewthrobbingpainaway.
“So—”Anselbegan.Iturnedtolookathim.Mybrother’steasingsmilehadvanished.
“Sowhat?”
“AboutRen…”Hisvoicethickened.
“Spititout,An.”
“Doyoulikehim?Imeanforreal?”heblurted.
Icollapsedbackontothebed.Myarmscoveredmyeyes,blottingoutthelight.
“Notyoutoo.”
Hecrawledtowardme.
“It’sjust,”hesaid.“Ifyoudon’twanttobewithhim,youshouldn’tbe.”
Beneathmyarmsmyeyessnappedopen.ForamomentIcouldn’tbreathe.
“Wecouldrunaway.I’dstaywithyou,”Anselfinishedinavoicealmosttoolowtohear.
Isatboltupright.
“Ansel,”Iwhispered.“Don’teversayanythinglikethat.Youdon’tknowwhat…Justdropit,okay?”
Hefiddledwiththecoverlet.“Iwantyoutobehappy.YouseemedsomadatMom.”
“IammadatMom,butthat’sMom,notRen.”Iwoundmyfingersthroughthelongwavesthatspilled
overmyshouldersandthoughtaboutshavingmyhead.
“Soyou’reokaywithit?WithbeingRen’smate?”
“Yeah.I’mokaywithit.”Ireachedout,rufflinghissandbrownhair.“Besides,you’llbeinthenew
pack.SowillBryn,Mason,andFey.Withyouguysatmyback,we’llkeepReninline.”
“Nodoubt.”Hegrinned.
“Anddon’tbreatheawordaboutrunningawaytoanyone.An,that’swayoutofline.Whendidyou
becomesuchafreethinkeranyway?”Myeyesnarrowed.
Hebaredsharpenedcaninesatme.“I’myourbrother,right?”
“Soyourtraitorousnatureismyfault?”Ismackedhimonthechest.
“EverythingIneedtoknowIlearnedfromCal.”
Hestoodupandbeganjumpingonthebed.Ibouncedclosetotheedgeandthenrolledoff,landing
easilyontheballsofmyfeet.Igrabbedtheedgeofthecoverletandgaveitasharpjerk.Anselfell
laughingontohisbackandbouncedonceonthemattressbeforehelaystill.
“I’mserious,Ansel.Notaword.”
“Don’tworry,sis.I’mnotstupid.IwouldneverbetraytheKeepers,”hesaid.“Unlessyouaskedme
to…alpha.”
Itriedtosmile.“Thanks.”
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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
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MyhomewithinahomeatPYRGisPhilomel.MichaelGreenkeepsmesmilingandoffersconsolation
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