THEHARPER’SISLANDDUET
ZANEMORROW
CONTENTS
Chapter1
Chapter2
Chapter3
Chapter4
Chapter5
Chapter6
Chapter7
Chapter8
Chapter9
Chapter10
Chapter11
Chapter12
Chapter13
ThePrincess,BookTwo
Chapter14
Chapter15
Chapter16
Chapter17
Chapter18
Chapter19
Chapter20
Chapter21
Chapter22
Chapter23
THEBESTMAN,BOOKONE
TheBestMan
Harper’sIsland:BookOne
by
ZaneMorrow
Copyright©2017byZaneMorrow
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on’tforgettocalltheprinter.CheckondeliveryoftheT-shirts.”Istareatmyassistant,Mandy.We
onlyhaveamonthbeforeourcampersarriveforthesummeratCampHope,whichmakesthisthe
worsttimetobegoneforaweek.Mandyismorethancapableofmanagingtheoperationinmyabsence,
butIliketobehandson.ThoughItrusther,I’mnotthrilledtobetakingoffrightnow.
“Grace,Igotthis.Goenjoyyourvacation.”Sherollshereyes.
“Vacation?Morelikehellonearth.Maidofhonorduties.”IsighwhileMandylaughsatme.Thefact
she finds this humorous does not help me. Mandy is aware that my life here conflicts with my life on
Harper’sIsland.IgrewupontheIslandthankstomystepfather,butIwasn’tmeanttobeatrophywife.
Eventhoughweweren’twealthylikemostoftheislandinhabitants,ourfamilywaswellrespected.
CampHopehasalwaysbeenmorethanajobforme.Mymothersentmeasachildafterfindingout
aboutthecampfrommystepfather’soldschoolfriend.BenMorgancreatedthecampforchildrenwho
had lost a parent due to war. The place was meant to be a solace, somewhere kids like me could feel
normalwhileweworkedthroughourgrief.BenbecamemymentorovertheyearsasIwentfromcamper
tocounselor.OnceIhadmydegreeinhand,hehiredmetotakeovertheday-to-dayoperationsofCamp
Hope.Whenhediedlastyearofasuddenheartattack,Iwasdevastated.
“Go,woman.”Mandypushesmetowardthedoor.
“Fine!Sheesh.”IlaughasIexitthebuilding.“I’llcometalktoyouoncemorebeforeIleave.”ThenI
walkacrossthedirtandpinestrawpathfromtheofficetomycabin.Ientermyhumbleabode,whichI’m
happytocallhome,andbeginquestioninghowIendeduphere.Mylifehasn’tbeenterriblychallenging,
butithasn’tbeenexactlyeasy,either.WhenIwasfiveyearsold,myfatherwaskilledinaskirmishfought
in Somalia while stationed overseas. Two years later, my mom married Doctor Lincoln Hightower. We
wentfromtypicalmiddle-classfamilytolivingintheworldofthefilthyrichovernight.Lifewasgood,
andbecauseIwasyoung,Iadaptedwell.Mystepfather’spositionasgeneralpractitionertothewealthy
ensuredacomfortablelifestylewhilewemingledwithbillionaires.
At the age of ten, I attended Camp Hope for the first time. There, I finally found friends who
understood what it was like to have lost parents in war; to truly understand they sacrificed their lives
whileprotectingourfreedomsandsavingothers.Ispentthenextsixyearsasacamper.ThetwoyearsI
was too old to be a camper, but not old enough to be a counselor were awful. I remember begging my
motherandLincolntotakemeupthereduringthesummersoIcouldgotohelpwiththeyearlyproduction
thecampersputon.
IfinishpackingupthelastfewitemsIneededfortheweek.Icarrymyluggageouttomycarandtoss
itinthetrunkbeforewanderingbackovertotheofficetosaygoodbyetoMandy.
“Grace,thiscamewhileyouwerepacking.”Shehandsmeasealedenvelope.
Thereturnaddressshowsit’sfromMorganEnterprises.Istepintomyofficeandsitdownatmydesk
asItearopentheenvelope.Iscanthebriefletter,andmyheartsinksintomychest.Iplaceitallbackin
theenvelope.
“I’llseeyouinaweek.Callmeifyouneedme.”IpasteasmileonmyfaceasItellMandygoodbye.
I’mnotabouttorevealthecontentsoftheletterandcauseherworry,butit’sallI’mgoingtothinkabout
asImakethedrivetoHarper’sIsland.ObviouslywhileIwasthere,IwasgoingtobelookingforoneMr.
BlakeMorgantoo.
I’donlydealtwithBlakeacoupleoftimessincehetookoverhisfather’sbusiness,buthewasn’tmy
favorite person. He had no idea who I really was, and the few times we’d interacted, he essentially
ignored me each time. In our social circle, he was notorious for his playboy ways and because of his
stature,themediaconstantlyspeculatedabouthislovelife.Hewastheguythemomsalwayschasedfor
their daughters, or maybe they searched for some extra marital fun. In the past, I never really cared
enough.Thisweek,IwouldbeborderlineobsessedwithBlakeMorgan.
MyhandsshakeasIgripthesteeringwheel.I’mfightingbackhotangrytears.BenMorganwouldbe
heart sick if he knew what his son was up to right now. Who did he think he was, announcing he’d be
closingthecampafterthissummerseason?Hehadnocluewhathewasdoing.Toomanykidsandtheir
familiesneededthiscampforsupportduringthegrievingperiod.
Iwasgoingtocomeupwithaplanifitkilledme.BytheendoftheweekI’dcomeupwithascheme
tosaveCampHopeandchangeBlakeMorgan’smind.Ihadnoideawhatthisbrilliantmasterplanwas
yet,butitwasgoingtohavetobegood.Iprobablyshould’vespokentoMandybeforeIleftthecamp,but
Ididn’tknowwhattosayatthetime.Ipressthebuttononmyearpiece.“CallMandy.”
It's not long before the phone is ringing and Mandy picks up on the other end. I don’t even take the
timetogreetherproperly.Instead,Iblurtout,“Ineedyourhelp.”
Mandyissoonfilledinwiththecontentsoftheletter.“Wow.”She’ssilentamoment,thensheasks,
“Isn’tBlakethebestmanatthewedding.”
“Sadly,yes.”Isigh,nowdreadingtheweddingevenmore.
“Doesn’tthismeanyou’llbepairedwithhimallweekend?”Shesoundsalmostgiddy.
“Yes,Mandy,”Igrumble.
Sheclapsherhandstogether.“Ithinkyoushouldseducehim.”
Ichuckle.“I’mnotsurethatwouldwork.Theguybarelyacknowledgesme.”
Shehuffs.“DoyouwanttosaveCampHopeornot?”
Myshouldersslump.Shehasapoint.“Fine.ResearchBlakeMorgan.Weneedtofigureoutwhathe
likes.IfI’mdoingthis,Ineedanin.”
“Gotit,boss.”ShegigglesandIcanhearthekeysonthelaptopclickingalready.
Theideaofsittingonthephonewhilesheresearchesmakesmeuncomfortable,soIendourcall.Even
thoughwedon’thaveasolutionyet,afterspeakingwithMandy,Ifeelbetteraboutthesituation.Wecan
worktogetheraswealwaysdoandfindawaytosavethecamp,whichmeanssomuchtous.
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he ferry pulls up to Harper’s Island. I stand on deck watching as the shoreline gets closer. It’s like
entering a parallel universe when on the Island. This is where the people with serious money have
summerhomesandvacation,alongwithafewwholivehereyear-round.I’vegrownuponthisIsland.My
stepfather’spractice was here.Of course, welived in a smallcottage compared tosome of the homes.
Withonlysixbedrooms,itwasconsideredsmallbyHarperIslandstandards.
Theheightofsummerseasonwasjustbeginning.I’dbestayingwithmymomandLincolnthisweek,
which would be a nice change, since we didn’t usually see each other during the summer at all. Camp
Hope kept me away and parties kept mom at the cottage. The rest of the bridal party was staying at
Brooke’sparent'ssummerplace,sincetheyweren’tfromhere.
The shoreline is beautiful with its white sandy beaches and environmentally designed docks and
buildingsonthewater.TheminuteIseethegorgeousstonewallaroundthedockingareaIgetexcited,the
sameasIalwaysdidasalittlegirl.Seeingitsignalsmyarrival.SoonIdrivemylittleSUVofftheferry
anddownmainstreet.Thequaintoldvillage,withitscobblestonepathsandstonebuildings,housessome
ofthebestclothingdesignersaswellasotheritemstheseriouslywealthylovetowastemoneyon.My
favoriteisthelittlebookstoreonthecornerofMainStreetandLighthouseLane.It’squaintwithitsbasic
coffeebarandoverstuffedfurnituredispersedthroughout.Ialmostwanttostoptherefirst,butI’msuremy
motherwouldhaveafitifshefoundoutIdidn’trushstraighttothecottage.
AsIpassit,Ivowtovisittheplaceonceortwicethisweek.Ispentmanyasummercurledupona
couch with my summer reading over the years. I make a left onto Dunes Drive and begin taking in the
familiarsitesofthebeachfrontMcMansions.I’mstruckbytheamountofmoneyspentonthesesummer
homes, which were only used a few months each year and muse what it must be like to afford this
lifestyle.Thisisahugecontrastcomparedtothebulkofmycamperswhosefamiliesliveinapartments
thesizeofabathroominoneofthesemansions.SinceI’veseenbothsidesoflife,Iworkhardtoliveon
mysalary.Ifmypaycheckdoesn’tcoverit,Idon'tbuyiteventhoughmymomandLincolnstillputmoney
intoanaccountformeeverymonth.Ihaven’ttoucheditsincecollege.
Instead,thismoneyhasturnedintoatidylittlesavings.TheydepositagrandamonthandIdon’ttouch
it, so it adds up. Maybe one day I’ll figure out what to do with it. Though the account makes me
uncomfortable, I’ve quit trying to talk Lincoln out of it. He says I’m his only child and he’s allowed to
spoilmeuntilImarry,andthenhe’llletmyhusbandtakeover.Thepoormaniscompletelyoutoftouch.
He’sagreatman,andIlovehimdearly,buthe’sonlyunderstandsthelifeoftheelite,sincehisfatherwas
alsoaphysicianonHarper’sIsland.Thisisafamilytradition.Iworrywhatwillhappenwhenheretires
somedaywithnoonetotakeoverthepractice.
MoneyissoonforgottenasI’mremindedofCampHopeclosing.Ijustdon’tunderstandwhatBlake
wasthinking.Iwonderiftheboardmembersknewhehaddonethisyet.I’mguessingprobablynot.Brett
cametothecampmorewithhisfatherthanBlakeeverdid.Irememberallthegirlsgatheringtogiggleand
stare at the handsome Morgan boys. I admit they are pretty men to look at even today. If Brett were in
charge of the camp, I’d probably have an easier time saving it. Instead, it’s Blake I have to deal and,
obviously,he’llbeatoughersale.
“Grace.”Mymomtapsonthedriver’swindow.
Ijump. I’ve beensitting in thedriveway, staring off intothe distance forseveral minutes. Slowly, I
shutmycaroffandgraduallyopenthedoor.
“Sorry,Iwaslostinthought.”AsIstepoutofthevehicleandfaceher,mymother’sarmswrapmein
agentlehugandthesmellofjasminesurroundsme.
“Inoticed.Iseverythingokay?”There’snomistakingtheconcerninhervoiceorthewayherbrows
nearlymeetinthecenterofherforehead.
“Notreally.”Isigh.“IreceivedsomebadnewsrightbeforeIdroveouthere.”Imovetothetrunkand
pullmyluggageout,settingitonthegroundasFrank,thebutler,comesrushingfromaroundthesideofthe
house.
“Myapologies,”hegushesashepicksupmybaggage.“Ididn’thearyoupullin.”
“Frank, relax! You know neither of us cares.” My mom chides him. Frank is always so prim and
proper.Despiteourabilitytofitinwiththeupperclass,mymomandInevertreatedanyofthestaffas
lessthanextendedfamily.“Takeyourtime.”Thensheturnsbacktome.“Tellmewhat’sbotheringyou.”
“BlakeMorganisclosingCampHope!”Iblurtoutastearsstingmyeyes,acombinationofsorrow
andfury.
“He’s what?” My mom takes a step back, clearly shocked. She taps her forefinger to her lips. “I
wonderifhismotherisawareofthis?Perplexingindeed.”
Hismom.Suddenly,IbegintoformulateanideaofhowtohandleBlakethisweek.I’mdeterminedto
change his mind no matter what it takes. With a nod, I relay the events. “He sent a letter.” I threw my
handsupintheair.“Iwasshocked.I’veonlyscannedthecoverpage,butthatwasenough.I’mnotsure
whattherestofthelittlebookletsays.”Iadmittomymother.“IguessIneedtoreadthroughit.”Igrabthe
dreadedenvelopeoffthepassengerseat,andclutchittomychest.
AsMomandIwalkintothehousetogether,sheturnstofaceme.“Wouldyouliketogotoyourroom?
Youmustbewornout.Me,I’llbesittingoutonthebackpatio.”Shelaysherhandonthehandletothe
Frenchdoorsandstaresatmeseriously.
“Nope.I’llgladlyjoinyouonthepatio.Icoulduseadrink.”IwrapmyarmsaroundmybodyasI
walkthroughthedoorsheopensforus.
Westepdownintothescreenedinporchwhichleadstothepatioandpoolarea.Icanseemymomhas
beenworkingasthereispaperstrewnalloverthetable.
“I was planning one of my benefit dinners for Camp Hope, of all things.” My mom frowns as she
looks at me sadly. “I wish I had something more comforting to say to you, but I’m simply shocked by
Blake’sdecision.”Sheshakesherheadandleansonthetablewhileshestaresatthepadfilledwithher
notes.“I’msuretheboarddidn’tvoteonthis,orLincolnwould’vementionedittome.”
“Iknow,mom.”Ilayahandonhershoulder.“Trustme.I’vethoughtaboutthisfromallanglesonmy
drivehere.”IstepbackandyankoutoneofthewickerchairstuckedunderthetablesoIcanplopdownin
it.“It’sinsanewhatBlake’sdoing.Ican’timaginewhathe’sthinking.”
WhileIspeak,mymothermovestothewheeledcartholdingapitcherofredliquidandpoursmea
large glass. “Here you are, dear.” My mom hands me a mixed drink of some kind. Apparently, she had
prepared ahead for my visit. Of course, there was no planning for my mood. What should’ve been a
celebrationofmyhomecominghasbecomesomethingmuchdarker.Shetakesherseatandmovessome
papersoutoftheway.“Well,let’sgiveBlakeachancetodefendhisactionsbeforewecrucifyhim.”
IpullthestackofpapersoutoftheenvelopeI’vebeenholding.Settingthembeforeme,Ipickupthe
cover letter and silently read it once more, hoping I missed something the first time. As I absorb the
words,itfeelsliketheairisbeingsuckedoutofme.
“Duetotheprofitsandlosses,emphasisonthelosses,IwillbeclosingCampHopeattheendof
thesummersessions.”
Those words shatter me. How can something which means so much to me be gone without even a
discussion?Irefusetorolloverandgiveupwithoutafight.
Withaflickofmywrist,IpassthecoverlettertomymotherandthenIscanthecontentsofthepacket.
Soon I realize it’s nothing but facts and figures showing Morgan Enterprises basically pays for the
completeoperationofthecamp.Therearenotenoughpayingcamperstomakeitaprofitableventure.The
bulkofthecampersarethereongrantsandscholarshipsprovidedbythecompany.Theratbastard!How
canhenotseeCampHopeisaboutsomuchmorethanthebottomline?Asthedirectorofthecamp,I’m
already familiar with the numbers. After all, I study them almost daily myself. A big part of my job is
tryingtostayonbudget.Therearenofrivolouspurchases.NotonlywouldIhavetheboardtoanswerto,
butalsomymotherwhoischairmanofthenon-profitfoundationwhichhelpssupportCampHope.She
holdsdinners,soiréesandcountlessotherfundraisersthroughouttheyeartomakemoneyforCampHope.
MybloodbeginsboilingagainasIthinkaboutthis.Ifocusmyattentiononthenextdocumentwhich
outlines the severance packages for Mandy and me. My eyes narrow. For some reason, this asshole
thoughtofferingusalargepayoutwouldhaveusleavingquietly.Hehasclearlyunderestimatedme.
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race!”Brookerushespasthermaidtogreetme.“I’msohappytoseeyou.”Immediately,wewrap
our arms around each other in a tight hug and give the obligatory air kisses in greeting while we
giggle.We’dstartedmimickingthekisseswe’dseentheadultsgivewhenwewerelittle,andhavealways
continuedthetradition.“I’vemissedyou,”Itellmyfriendsincerely.
BrookeandIhavebeenfriendssinceImovedtotheislandaftermymotherandLincolnmarried.She
was the first person to approach the new girl in third grade. We’ve been practically inseparable ever
since. Shoot, we even attended the same college, shared a dorm room, and eventually joined the same
sorority. There was little we hadn’t done together over the years. Acting as her maid of honor was a
naturaltransition.
“Howareyou,Grace?”Smiling,Brookestepsbacktolookmeover.“Howarethingsgearingupfor
campthissummer?”
Myownsmilefades.“Funnyyoushouldmentioncamp.”Ishakemyheadwarilythenglancearound.
“Is your future brother- in-law here yet?” I half expect him to pop out at any moment. After the letter,
nothingwouldsurpriseme.
“Um, no. He arrives tonight in time for dinner.” She looks at me carefully. No doubt she’s trying to
figureoutwhatI’dwantwithBlake.
“Ican’twait.”Irollmyeyesandwalkpasther.Withouthimaround,I’mdeterminedtosalvagethe
day.“Arewehangingoutpoolsidetoday?”
“Of course.” She leads the way out back. When we reach the patio, Brooke faces me, her brows
furrowed.“Iseverythingokay?”
I blow out a breath. Apparently if I want to get past this we need to discuss it. “Great,” I reply
sarcastically.“Ifyouconsidergettingnoticethecampclosesafterthissummer.”
“What?”Brooke’seyeswiden.“Hashelosthismind?”
“Itseemshehas.”IsighasIsetupaloungechairtolayouton.“Hesaysit’sallaboutthebottomline.
CampHopeisn’tprofitableforMorganEnterprisesandherefusestokeepsinkingmoneyintoit.”
“Oh,my.”Herhandtwiststhestrandofpearlsshe’swearing.“Thisisn’tgoodatall.”
“Noshit,”Ireply.
“Grace.”Shegiggles.
ey,I’mnotMissSocietylikeyou.Idon’thavesomeimpossibleimagetomaintain.”Iteasemydear
friend. I know she travels a different path than I do, and I have no issue with her choices, but it’s
funnyhowhardshetriestobeprimandproper.SomehowsheforgetsI’veseenherbothdrunkandather
worst.
“Seriously,Idon’tunderstandwhyhe’dclosethecamp.”Brookeplayswithherpearlsoncemore.
“Ihavenoidea.Itwashisfather’sbaby.”Ishakemyheadangrily.“You’dthinkhe’dwanttopreserve
his father’s legacy. I do. His father was a great man.” I cross my arms over my chest. “For that reason
alone,I’mgoingtogivehimhell.”
“Iwouldn’texpectanythingelse.”Shegivesmeaknowinggrin.“IalmostfeelsorryforBlake.”
“He’sabastard.Don’tfeelsorryforhim.”Iscowlather.“Feelsorryforthekidswhowon’thave
CampHopeintheirlivesifhehashisway.”
“Oh,I’mthinkingofthekids.”Shegiggles“Ofcourse,I’malsopicturingthestiffanduptightBlake
Morganbeingrippedanewonebyyou.”Shenearlydoublesoverwithlaughter.
“Right.SowhatcanyoutellmeaboutBlake?”Isitupandturntolookatherseriously.“Ineeddirtto
useagainsthimthisweek.Iplantochangehismind.”
“Grace,doyouplantochangehismindorblackmailhim?”HerhandmovestoherthroatandIcan
see the worry in her face. “Try to keep in mind, this is my groom’s brother. Please don’t ruin the
wedding.”
Ihuff.“Don’tworry.Ipromiseyou’llhaveaperfectwedding,butIalsopromisetosavethecamp.”I
shrug.“ThisiswhyI’llbeworkingontakingdowntheratbastardtoo.I’magirl.Icantotallymulti-task.”
Shefrownsandstaresatthecementpatioforamoment.Finally,Brooke’seyesmeetmine.“Isuppose
you’dliketocometodinnertonight?”
“Nah,tomorrowwillbesoonenoughformyliking.”Igrin.Thenathoughtoccurstome.“Wait.Heis
goingtobetheretomorrow,right?”IstareatherasIwaitforherresponse.
“Yes,Blakewillbeatthebrunch.”Shegrins,probablyatherreprieve.
“Perfect.”Inodhappily.
“Youmeantit,right?Aboutnotruiningthewedding?”Hereyesdroopwithworry.
“Ofcourse.Theweddingissafe.”Iholdupmypinky,justlikewedidwhenwewerekids.
She hooks hers through mine. “In that case, Brett and I can relax and enjoy the show at brunch
tomorrow.”Shewinksatme.“Thismightactuallybefun.”
“IhopeBrettdoesn’ttrytodefendhisasshatofabrother.”Ieyeherlookingforanyinsight.
“Oh,Idoubthewillbesupportiveofclosingthecamp.ChancesarehehasnoideawhatBlakehas
done.”Sheleansbackonherloungerandcloseshereyesforamoment.
Satisfied,theconversationhasended,IleanbackinmineandsmiletomyselfasIbegindaydreaming
abouthowI’mgoingtotakeoutBlakeMorgan.Figuratively,ofcourse.Orangeisn’tmycolor.“Sotherest
ofthegirlswillarrivetonightandinthemorning.AmIcorrect?”
“Uhhuh.NoteveryonehastheluxuryofahouseonHarper’sIslandlikewedo.”Sittingupabruptly,
Brookepracticallytwitchesinexcitement.“So,aboutthewedding.Iknowhoweasilyyoudistract.We’re
undersomeserioustimeconstraints.Doyouneedtheschedule?”
“Not necessary. I already programmed everything into my cell phone.” I open my calendar app and
holditupforherapproval.
“Yay!”Sheclapsherhandstogether.“Bestmaidofhonorever!”
“Well,Iwasn’tgoingtoberesponsibleforusmissingsomethingorbeinglate.I’mtakingthismaidof
honorgigseriously.”Ishowhermygameface,whichearnsmeagiggle.“NotonlydoIwantyoutohave
theperfectwedding,butIneedtogetcomfortableinthisrole.Youknow,alwaysthebridesmaid,never
thebride.”Iwink,butI’mmorethanalittleserious.
“Hey.”Brookelaysahandonmyarmtocomfortme.“Don’tworry.You’llfindsomeonewhenyou
leastexpectit.That’showitwasforme.”Sheshrugs.
“Really?WillI?”Ihopemygrinhidesmysorrow.“Let’sfaceit.Myjobdoesn’texactlyaffordmethe
opportunitytominglewitheligiblebachelors.”Ilaugh,butitsoundsholloweventomyears.“Thisismy
thirdweddingthisyear.”Isigh.“MychanceoffindingMr.Rightisprettymuchoutofthequestionthrough
work, but especially on Harper’s Island.” I shudder as I consider the kind of guys who mixed in our
circles.“I’llbehappytofindaMr.RightNow.”Iwagglemyeyebrowsplayfully.“Inthemeantime,I’ll
focus on changing Blake’s mind so we can enjoy the rest of wedding week.” No matter how relaxed I
triedtoseem,onethoughtisintheforefrontofmymind:Ican’tloseCampHope.
Aroundoneintheafternoon,Brooke’smaidbringsuslunchtotheumbrellacoveredtable.Weeata
GreekChickensaladanddrinkgobletsofsweettea,thenenjoyfruitfordessert.Afterall,webothhave
gownstofitin.It’sadelightfulmeal.Weenjoyourtimetogethersomuch;Istayandhangoutwithher
untilBrettarrives.
“Ladies.”HegreetsuswhilegivingBrookealingeringkissonthelipsthatmakesmesmileformy
friend.“Imissedyou,darling.”
Okay,thesetwomightmakemethrowup.Theyweregenuinelymyrelationshipgoal.Ilookawayand
pretendtobeintenselyinterestedinsomethingonthehorizon.
Brett’s phone chimes and breaks up their PDAs. He glances at it and makes an announcement. “My
brotherwillbeherewithinthehour.”
“That’smycuetoleave,”Isaysmilingwhilegatheringmystuffup.
“AmImissingsomething?”Brettquestions.Heglancesbackandforthbetweenus.
“Oh,youhavenoidea.”Brookerollshereyes.“I’llfillyouinlater.”
Imovetooffergoodbyehugstoeachofthem.“Don’tworry.”IgrinatBrooke.“IpromiseI’llbeat
theJasperInnforbrunchinthemorning.AndI’llbehave.”IraisetwofingersinmockGirlScoutpromise.
ThenIhurryhome,eagertotalktomymotheraboutCampHope.I’mpositivetogetherwecancomeup
withaplantowinoverBlakeatbrunchtomorrow.
“Mom!”IcalloutasIenterthecottage.
“She’sonthebackpatio.”Frankpopsoutfromaroundthecornerofthekitchenentry.
“Thanks,Frank.”IsmileasIrushtothepatiodoors,whichopentotheback.ThenIflingthedoors
wideopen.“Mom,Ineedyourhelp.”
Mymotherpastesasmileonherfaceandgivesmeapointedlook.“Grace,I’msohappyyou’rehere.
Wehaveaguest.”Shegesturestothewomansharingthetablewithher.Forthefirsttime,Inoticewe’re
notalone.“Icalledinbackup.Youremembermyclosepersonalfriend,ShelbyMorgan,ofcourse.”
“Ms. Morgan, it’s a pleasure.” I greet her with a smile, but my eyes nervously dart back and forth
betweenthem.
“Dear, please call me Shelby. I have a feeling we’ll be great friends by the end of this week.” She
winkedatme.
I watch as they share conspiratorial glances. “So.” I blow out a breath as I pull out a chair and sit
down.“What’sgoingon?Igetthefeelingyoutwoareuptosomething.”
“Well, I called my dear friend after reading through this packet of nonsense.” Mom tosses the
envelopeonthetable.“Shelbyhasalsoreadthiswasteofperfectlygoodtrees.”
Shelby leans back and crosses her legs. “Yes, and my son won’t be closing Camp Hope...no matter
whathethinks.”Sheraisesherbrow.
“Umokay…”IwanttobelievetheyhavesomeAceuptheirsleeve.IwanttoexhalebecauseI’ve
essentiallybeenholdingmybreatheversinceIreadthelettermyself.
“What’syourplan?”Shelby’sbrowarchesasshewaitsformyresponse.
“Well, that’s why I was looking for mom.” I sigh and slouch in my chair. “We have the brunch
tomorrow. I figured I’d talk to him then. I’d have the crowd on my side so he won’t make a scene.” I
shrug.“NowIjustneedtofigureoutwhattosay.”
“Oh,that’sperfect.”Momnodsinagreement.
“Let’sgetbusy.”Shelbyleansagainstthetable.
Over the next few hours we plot and plan my discussion with Blake. By the time we finish, I’m no
morecomfortableorconfidentthanIwasbefore.Isitinmyseat,wringingmyhands,wishingtheamber
coloredliquidinmyglasswasliquorinsteadofsweettea.
Finally,Shelbysmiles.“Relax,Grace!Yourmaintalkingpointsareflawless.Thekeyhereistosell
Blakeontheideaandmakehimthinkit’shis.”Sheslowlystandsandwalksovertome.“Mysonisabit
morestubbornthanhisfather,buthetakesafterhimallthesame.Thismeans...hecanbereasonedwith.
He’sagoodman.”
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heJasperInnhasbeenamainstayonHarper’sIslandforagoodnumberofyears.Iremembermymom
goingtosomeladies’luncheonheldattheInnatleastonceaweek.Eleganceseepsfromeverybrickin
thebuilding.Steppinginsideislikewalkingontoamovieset.Becauseofthis,Ialwayshatedtheplace
whenIwasyounger.Theglasseverywherescaredme.Asanadult,I’monlyslightlymorecomfortable.
“CanIhelpyou?”Ayoungmanstaresdownatmefromthepodium.
I’d grown accustomed to the attitude of Harper’s Island, even from the help. “I’m here for the
Morgan/Montgomerybrunch.”
Hesniffsbeforemurmuring,“Followme.”
Whenheturnshisbacktome,Irollmyeyes.Asweapproachthetable,IseebothMorganbrothers
sittingatthetablewithBrooke.Everyoneissmilingandtalkingexcitedly.
“Grace!” Brooke stands to hug me as do both Morgan brothers, who had clearly been raised to
practicethefinerpointsofchivalry.“Finally,thefuncanreallybegin.”
“Hush,Brooke.”IhissasItakemyseat.Blakeimmediatelytakesholdofthechairandholdsitfor
me.“Thankyou.”
“Imustadmit,Ms.Simmons,Iwasrathersurprisedtohearyouwerethemaidofhonor.”Blakegreets
meformally.
“Oh,whyisthat?”MybrowfurrowsasIawaithisexplanation.
“Truthfully,Ihadnoideawetraveledthesamesocialcircle.”Hestaresatmeevenly.
“Blake.”Brett’seyeswideninsurprise.
Decidingtoshakeoffhisintentionaljab,Ilaugh.“It’sfine.”Iwaveahandintheair.“Iadmit,I’ve
had few encounters with your brother through the years. No wonder he has no idea to whom I’m
connected.”
“Yes,itseemsIhaveunderestimatedyou.”Heeyesmethoughtfully.
“Whyareyoulookingatmethatway?”Iquestionhim.
Blake leans forward as he prepares to speak. “Well, my mother kept questioning me about you last
night,wantingtoknowhowIenjoyedworkingwithyouonCampHope.”
“Ohwell,isthatall?”Idismisshim.
“It’sraresomeonegetsanadvantageonme.”Hetugshischinthoughtfully.
Ifrown.“HowdoIhaveanadvantageoveryou,Mr.Morgan?”
“Please.CallmeBlake,MissSimmons.”Heleansonthearmofhischair.
Ipushbackastrandofhair.“Please,callmeGrace.Afterall,we’llbefastfriendsbytheendofthis
week.”
“Ilookforwardtoit.”Hisboredtonesuggestsotherwise.“Especiallysinceyou’vealreadygoneto
mymother.”Hisdisdainisevident.
“Ididnosuchthing.”Ihuff.
“Oh then, my young Grace, why was my mother questioning me about Camp Hope this morning at
breakfast?”Hisbrowsraise.
Ifighttohidethelaughbubblingupinmythroat.He’spoutinglikeaspoiledchildwhoisn’tgetting
hisway.“Well,it’snosecretourmothersarefriendsandonseveralcommitteestogether.WhenIreturned
frommyafternoonwithBrookeyesterday,theywerehavingdrinksonourpatio.”
“Howconvenient.”Hismoodfurthersours.
“Thisisexciting.”Brookeannouncesloudlywhileshewatchesuslikeatennismatch.Brettreaches
out,grabsherhandandliftsittohislips.
“Why did our parents have to wait so long to have you?” Blake shakes his head. “It leaves me
toleratingthecompanyofyoungbimbos.”
“Bimbo?” Heat rises in my cheeks. My body begins to tingle with the barely tempered anger
simmering.
Brooke gasps and covers her mouth with her hand. Then she looks to her future husband, probably
hopinghe’llintervene.
Brettshiftsinhisseatandglaresathisbrother.“Blake,apologize.First,nooneisfartherfrombimbo
statusthanGrace.”Helooksatmesadly.“Second,ifyou’resomature,startactinglikeit.”
“Areyouserious?”Blakescowlsatme.“You’residingwithher?Thelittletartconspiredwithour
mother.”
“NowI’matart?”Inarrowmyeyesathim.
“Apologize.” Brett leans toward his brother, a note of warning in his voice. “You’re wrong about
Grace.”
“Ohreally?Areyousureaboutthat?WhyelsewouldMomsuddenlystartgoingonandonaboutthat
stupidcamp?”Blakecrosseshisarmsoverhischestconfidently.
“Stupidcamp?”Igaspandtossmynapkinonthetablereadytoleave.“I’llhaveyouknowthatstupid
camphelpsfivehundredormorekidseachsummer.”
“Frankly,Idon’tcareaboutthekids.”Heshrugs.“I’mabusinessman.Forme,it’sallaboutthebottom
line.”
Ishakemyheadindisappointment.“Yourdadlovedthatcamp.Itwashisbaby.”
“Don’tIknowit.Myfatherspentmoretimewiththosekidsthanhedidhisown.”Blaketakesadrink
ofhismimosa.“Thatdoesn’tmakethemanasaint.”
I’m speechless. It’s like he doesn’t know his father at all. Ben Morgan loved his children and was
alwaysdisappointedinBlake’slackofinterestinCampHope.“Ihavenowords…youareperhapsthe
mostinfuriatingbastardIhaveeverencountered.”
Aloudgaspfromanearbytablehasmeturninginthatdirection.“Sorry,Ms.Dean.Iapologizeformy
unladylikespeech,butthismanisn’tworthyofalady.”Istandupwhiletryingtocontrolmyfury.
“Don’tworry,Grace.Blakehasthiseffectonalotofwomen.”Ms.Deansmiles.“Dotellyourmother
‘hello’forme.”
“Iwill.”Feelingsomewhatbetter,Inodandturnmyattentiontothebride-to-be.“Brooke,Iloveyou,
butIpromisednottoruinthewedding.Ineedsomeair.IfIstayheremuchlonger,I’mafraidthepromise
willbebroken.”
AsImovepastthetableMs.Deanshareswiththreeotherladies,Ioverhearoneofthemask,“Isthat
Dr.Hightower’sdaughter?”Foramoment,Ifreeze,thinkingI’vebroughtshameonmyfamily.
“Itis,”Ms.Deanmurmurswhileavoidingmyeyes.
“SeemstherearesomesparksbetweenherandyoungBlake.Shouldmakeforanexcitingweek.”The
womansnickers.Therestofthetablelaughs.
Shaking my head, I walk toward the back patio while thinking hell would freeze over before I let
Blakenearmeromantically.I’mstillstrugglingtoprocesswhathesaidabouthisfather.Itdoesn’tmesh
withanyversionofhisdadIknew.It’stimetoregroup.Yesterday,Ithoughtremindinghimofhisfather’s
devotiontothecampmightsoftenhisstanceonclosingit.Instead,I’mbeginningtothinkthecampclosure
ismorepersonalthanheletson.
Onceoutside,Istridedownthepathtothegarden.Naturehasalwayshadasoothingeffectonme.I
takeafewdeepbreathstryingtoregroup.Glancingatmycalendarapp,IrealizeIhavetogobackinside
and do my wedding duty. Brooke would never forgive me if I was late. I take a few laps around the
fountain before I walk back inside and join everyone at the table. They tension seems to have lessened
and I hope my presence doesn’t create more. Brett and Blake stand up as I take my seat. “Again, I’m
sorry.”Ibegintosaymore,butBrookeinterrupts.
“Noneedtoapologize.Youweresimplydefendingyourself.”Shegrins.“Blakeisn’tusedtoanyone
standinguptohim.Heneedsthatonceinawhile.”
BlakeshootsheralookandstartstoopenhismouthwhenIseeBrookeshift.Hewincesandgrabsat
hisshin.“Yes.Ido.”Thenhenarrowshiseyesathisfuturesister-in-law,whoeyeshiminnocently.
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uringtherestofbrunch,IignoreBlakeasmuchaspossible.Infact,Isaynothingtohimatallunless
hespeakstomedirectly.Mymindisracing.Ihavenoideawhattodo.Myoriginalplanwasblownin
seconds. There was no way he was saving the camp in memory of a father he seems to hold a lot of
resentmenttowards.
“Grace…”Brett’svoicebringsmebacktothepresent.“Howmanycampersaretherethisyear?”
“We’vemaxedoutagain.Afullcampoffivehundredkids!”Isaywithagenuinesmile.Talkingabout
thecampandthekidsmakesmehappy.
“That’sfantastic.”Henods.
“It is. I hate turning anyone away, so the wait list is almost never used.” I shrug and can feel my
cheekscoloringasIimagineBlakesilentlyjudgingme.
“Soundslikethecampneedstobeexpandedorasecondcampneedstobecreatedinanotherarea.”
Brettstaresatmeacrossthetablewhilehetakesanotherbiteofhisomelet.
Inresponse,IgiveBrettasharplook.He’sobviouslyuptosomething.IchanceaglanceatBlake,and
heeyeshisbrothercoolly.
“Thecampisclosing.”Hehuffs.
“SuchaScrooge!”Brettseemstoenjoygivinghisbrotherahardtime.
BrookeandIwatchthebrothers,withnoattempttohideouramusement.I’mnotevensurehowlong
wewatchedthebanterbeforeapresencesilencesourtable.
“Ijustwantedtowishthehappycoupleblessingsthisweekastheypreparefortheirwedding.”Ms.
Deanstandsoverus.“AndMissSimmons,Iwouldlovetohaveyouoversometimethisweek.Perhaps
tomorrowforlunch.Wouldyoubefree?”
Without hesitation, I open my calendar. Somehow, Brooke has failed to schedule anything around
lunchtimetomorrow.Therewouldbenoavoidingthis.“Ummyes,ofcourse,Ms.Deanwhattimewould
youlikemethere?”
“Noonsharp.”Shetapsherlittlecaneonthefloor.“Don’tbelate.”
“Yes,ma’am.”Shehastheabilitytomakemefeellikeachildagain.Ifoldmyhandsdemurelyinmy
lap.
Whenshewalksaway,Brookeleanstowardmeandmurmurs,“Oh,you’reintrouble.Waituntilyour
mom finds out you’ve been summoned by the Queen of Harper’s Island.” Her eyes sparkle with
enjoyment.
“Pfft. That old woman doesn't scare me…much.” I laugh. “Actually, we sat together at a private
fundraisingluncheonafewyearsago.Ireallylikeher.”
“Youwould.Thatoldbatiscrazy.”Blakeglowersatme.
“Really?I’llbesuretotellheryousaidsotomorrow.”Igivehimasaucygrin.
“Thehellyouwill,girl!Thatwouldbebusinesssuicide.”Thehorrifiedlookonhisfaceisenoughto
makemehappy.
“NowIcan’twaitforlunch.”IbeamatBrooke.
“Youaresobad.”AndyetIcatchalookofadmirationonherface.
“ApparentlyeveryoneisafraidofMildredDean.“IsaysmartlyasmyeyeslockonBlake.“Eventhe
greatBlakeMorgan.”
“TheonlypersonIfearismymotherandshe’dprobablykillmeifIoffendedtheQueen.”Hebows
hisheadindeference.
Ienjoythebanterbetweenus,actinglikeaceasefireaswebondovertheQueenofHarper’sIsland.
ThisisthewomaneverypersonontheIslandsucksupto.Shesetseverytrendandfadamongthewealthy.
“Well,IthinkMs.Deanhasspunk.”Icrossmyarmsovermychest.
“Spunk?”Blakecringes.“Shelordsovereveryone.”
“Don’tbesomean.”Iglareathim.
“Don’tbesuchachild.”Herollshiseyes.
“Whydoyoukeepreferringtousaschildren?”Iaskhimcuriously.
“You’reyoungerthanmebywhat--tenyears,correct?”
“Idon’tknow.Howoldareyou?”Isigh.
Hesetshisforkdownontheedgeofhisplate.“I’mthirty-four.”
“Okay. I’m twenty-four. I have a bachelor’s degree in counseling and I’m working on a master’s in
socialwork.Thisismorethanacamp.It’smycareer.”Ican’tseemtohidethehurtinmyvoice.
“Sofindanewcamp.”Heshrugs.
“Seriously? This is your solution?” I wad up my linen napkin and toss it on the table with great
fanfare. “You are closing a legacy over some misplaced anger. Maybe I should use my counseling
backgroundonyou.”Mybrowraisesinchallenge.
Hisfacecloudswithanger.“MissSimmons,IthinkyoumightwanttorememberI’myourboss.”
“Blake.”Brettinterrupts.
“Stayoutofthis,brother.”Hestaresatmeseriously.“Makenomistakeaboutit,Iwillfireyouifyou
talktomethatwayagain.”
I stand, causing the chair to scrape the floor loudly, and a few nearby patrons stare at us. “Blake
Morgan,bossornot,youcankissmyass!I’mnotafraidofyou.”Ichuckleandleancloser.“Ofcourse,if
youfireme,bepreparedtodealwithyourmotherbecauseminewillcertainlyletherknowwhatyou’ve
done.”Igathermypursefromthebackofmychair.“Brooke,I’llcallyoulater,butImustexcusemyself.”
NootherwordsarespokenasImakemyexit.I’mfuming.AsIstrideoutofthediningroommoments
later,Ihearsomeonecallingmyname.
“MissSimmons?”
Ilookaroundandseeaveryhandsomemaninasuitmovingtowardsme.I’destimatehimtobeinhis
mid-thirties.Helooksvaguelyfamiliartome,butIcan’tplacehim.“Yes?”Ianswerhesitantly.
“CouldIhaveamomentofyourtime?Perhapsaglassofwineinthegarden.”Hegesturestowardthe
doorstothepatio.
“What'sthisabout?”Ieyehimwarily.
“Excuseme,Iapologize.MynameisTrentSmith.”Hestudiesmeforareaction.
Instantly,I’mabletoplacehisname.“You’retheyoungmanBenusedtotalkabout.”
Helaughsandsmiles.“Iusedtobe,butI’mthirty-fiveyearsoldnow.”
Igiggle.“Yes,Iguessyou'renolongeraboy.”
“Shallwe?”Again,hegesturestowardtheFrenchdoorsonthebackofthebuilding.
Inod.“Ofcourse.”
Aswewalktowardthemtogether,Ican'thelpbutgiveaCheshirecatgrinasmyeyesmeetBrooke’s
andshesmileswidely.ThenIseeBlake’sfrownandfurrowedbrow.Hisreactionmademesogiddy,I
almostwanttokissTrent.
“Come, they’ll bring us some wine in the garden.” His hand lands on the small of my back as he
directsmethroughthedoors.“Ican’thelpbutnoticeyourbossdoesn’tlookthrilledtoseeme.”
“He’snotahugefanofme,either,atthemoment.”Ilaughquietly.
“Well,I’llclearupwhyI’mhereandthendealwithBlake,”hemurmursinmyear.
Ifindmyselfquitecuriousabouttheanimositybetweenthem.Hopefully,I’llunderstandsoon.
Wefindabenchunderashadetreeandtakeaseat.IgiveTrentasmile.Tomeetsomeonewhoonce
meanttheworldtoBenMorganfeelsalmostsurreal.
Leaningforward,Trent’selbowsrestonhisthighsashepreparestospeak.“I’veheardBlakewants
tocloseCampHope.”
MyheadtiltstothesideandIfindmyselfchoosingmynextwordscarefully.“Fromwhom?”
“Ihavesources,Grace.”Hesitsupsuddenlyandfixeshisgazeonme.
Ihidemyuneasewithalaugh.“I’msureyoudo.So,whataboutit?”
“Iwanttopurchasetheplace,butIknowhe’llneverselltome.”Herunsahandunderhischin.“I’m
afraidBlakeandIdidn’tgetalongasboys.Benmeantwellwhenhekeptpairingustogether,hopingwe’d
befastfriends,buthehadnocluehowcruellyBlaketreatedmeallthosesummersago.”Hestaresoffinto
thedistanceandfrowns.
Ishiftuncomfortably.“Well,IplantotalkhimoutofsellingthecampifIcan.Iwon’trolloverandlet
himtossBen’sdreamaway.Luckily,Shelbyisonmyside.”
“Iwishyouluck.Nowifyoucouldentertainmyproposalforamoment.”Hegrins.“I’dliketodonate
onemilliondollarstotheCampHopeCharity.ItwillreducetheexpensetoMorganEnterprises.Weall
knowthiscampisn’taboutmakingmoney.”
Blowingoutabreath,Inod.Thisisalotofmoney,enoughforBlaketoreconsiderifit’sreallyabout
thefinancialloss.“Trent,Ilikethewayyouthink.Wouldyouliketocomebymycottagefordinnerwith
myselfandmymothertonight?She’sactingchairoftheCampHopeFoundationandreallytheoneyou’d
needtospeaktoaboutthedonation.”
“That’sperfect.WhattimeshouldIcomeby?”Heclapshishandstogether.
I give Trent the address and wish him goodbye until this evening. Then I hurry home to prepare my
motherforthisturnofevents.
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nhourbeforedinneristobeserved,I’msittingwithmymotherintheparlor.Ithasbeenanenjoyable
afternoon.ThepossibilityofsavingCampHopeimprovedmymoodgreatly,andafterspeakingwithTrent
tonight,I’llbeabletopresentadetailedproposalatthenextboardmeeting.
“MissGrace?”Frankpopsintotheroom.“Mr.BlakeMorganisheretoseeyou.”
Immediately,mymoodsours.“Whatthehelldoeshewantnow?”Iscowl.
“Grace!”Mymotherfrownsatme.
“Mother,Ihatetheman.Ifyou’dheardthewayhespoketomeatlunch,youwouldn’tbedefending
him.”Isighheavily.“SendhiminFrank.”
Frankdisappearsbrieflyandthenreturnswithmynemesis.
“Forgivetheintrusion,butIneedtospeakwithyou.”Hiswordsaredirectedatmeandseemsincere,
butmydoubtsaren’tunfoundedgivenourrecenthistory.
“Whatdoyouneed,Blake?”Idecidetocuttothechase,sincewehavecompanycoming.
“Iowe you anapology. This afternoonI was rude anddisrespectful.” He crosseshis arms over his
chestashewaitsformyresponse.
“Why this sudden change?” My brow furrows and then a thought occurs to me. “Does this have
anythingtodowithTrent?”
“No.”Hisfacescrewsupatmentionofthename.“IwasdulychastisedbyMotheraftermybrother
filledherinonbrunch.”
“So,thisapologyisbecauseyourmomscoldedyou?”Hisearsturnpinkandheavoidsmeetingmy
eyes.“Seriously?Blake,takeyourcoercedapologyandshoveitwherethesundoesn'tshine.”
Gigglesescapemymother,whohasbeenwatchingourconversation.“Careful,Grace.”Thensheturns
herattentiontoBlake.“Mr.Morgan,youseemtobediggingyourselfabiggerholewithmydaughter.”
“Yes,ma’am.Soitseems.”Hesighsandrubsthebackofhisneckwhilemymotherscrutinizeshim.I
almostfeelsorryforhim.I’vebeeninthesameuncomfortablepositiononmorethanoneoccasion.
“Why do you two insist on butting heads when you should be working together?” She glances back
andforthbetweenus.
“I’mnotworkingwithhim.He’stryingtodestroytheplaceIlove.”Myeyesnarrow.
He stuffs his hands in his pockets and glares at me. “Yes, well, we might get along better if you
weren’tsodeterminedtosaveaplaceIhate.”
Myeyessuddenlywideninsurprise.HowcouldanyonehateCampHope?BeforeIcouldaddressthe
unspokenquestion,FrankenteredtheroomwithTrentintow.
“What’shedoinghere?”Blaketurnstome.
“Iinvitedhimfordinner.”Ishrug.“Likeme,TrentlovesCampHope.”Fromthecornerofmyeye,
Trent’schestpuffsoutslightly.“Noteveryoneisheartlesslikeyou,Blake.”Ican’tresistthelittledig.
“Well,IguessIshouldgo.”Hesighssadly.
“Nonsense,Blake.Stayandeat.There’salwaysplenty.”MothersmileswarmlyandIrecognizeher
effortstodiffusethetensions.“Frank,canyoumakesureanotherplaceissetatthetableplease?”Then
shestandsanddisappearsfromtheroomtotendtothedetailsofthemealleavingthethreeofusalonein
anuncomfortablesilence.
Still, I start giggling as soon as Blake’s shoulders sag and he realizes he’s stuck eating dinner with
Trenttonight.Thisshouldbeentertaining,andI’mgoingtomakethemostofit.
“You’resuchachild.”Hescowlsatme.
“Says the man who’s pouting!” I snicker. Then I smile at our newest guest. “Good evening Trent. I
trustyouhadnotroublefindingus?”
“No,theGPSgavemenoproblems.”Hegrins.“Iwasthinkingonthewayoverhere.Itoccurstome,
IbelieveIonceservedonsomeboardwithyourstepfather.”
“Oh,Ihopehereturnsintimeforyoutoseehimthen.”Iclaspmyhandsinfrontofmychest.“He’s
wonderful.Ilovehim.”Igushsincerely.
Blake looks slightly uncomfortable, and my background in psychology has me picking apart his
behaviors.Ofcourse,I’dneedmorebeforeIcouldaccuratelyassesswhatwasgoingonwithhim.Iwatch
asTrent’sattentionnowturnstothemanhe’dclaimedhadbeencrueltohim.
“Blake,ithasbeenalongtime.”Trentoffershishand.Blakelooksatitbrieflybeforetakingitina
veryfirmhandshake.
“Yes,itseemstheyearshavebeengoodtoyou.”HestaresatTrentblandly.
“They have. I took everything your father taught me and turned it into a multi-billion-dollar
corporation.”Heshrugs,butcan’thideasmugsmile.
“I’maware.”Blakeisspeakingalmostmonotone.
“That’s fantastic. I took everything Ben taught me and use it to run Camp Hope.” I glance at Blake,
who’s giving me the evil eye. Instead of being put off by his reaction, I’m actually bolstered. Then my
motherappears.
“Dinnerisready,”sheannouncesbeforesheturnstoleadtheway.
“Come along gentlemen.” I stand and the men do the same. Trent steps up beside me and offers his
arm.Igrinandloopminethroughhis.Together,weenterthediningroomwithBlakewalkingbehindus
dejectedly.
“Everyone please take your seats.” My mother leaves the seat at the head of the table open for my
stepfather.Instead,shetakesherusualseattohisrightandseatsmeinmyseatacrossfromher.ThenI
realize,forsomereason,shehasTrentseatedtoherrightandBlaketomyleft.
Everthegentleman,Blakehelpsmewithmychair.Igiveheradirtylookashedrapesmylinennapkin
acrossmylap.ShebetternotbeplottingwhatIthinkshe’splotting.Therewillbenomatchmaking.Blake
and I can’t get along for more than a few minutes at a time. Marriage between us would be a dreadful
idea.
“Mrs.Hightower,mycomplimentstothechef.”Trentnodsatmymother.
“Iagree.Themealwasexcellent.”Blakeplaceshisnapkinbesidehisplate.
Ieyebothmenquietly.Iamstudyingthem.Ican’thelpmyself.It’swhoIam.
“Shallweadjourntotheparlor?”Mymothermovestostand.“Wecanhavedrinksanddessertthere.”
Oh,goody.Thetorturecontinues. There’s rustling as all of us push our chairs back and stand. My
motherlatchesanarmthroughTrent’sandtheywanderofftowardtheparlor.IshakemyheadasIwatch
herstarttalkinghisearoffabouttheCampHopeFoundationandthecomingfundraisers.
“Shallwe?”Blakeoffersmehisarm.Ihesitateamomentbeforelinkingarmswithhim.Heplaceshis
handonmine.“Doyouthinkit’spossibleforustobeciviltherestofthenight?”
“I’m not sure.” I tilt my head as I stare up at him. A smile plays on my lips. “I rather enjoy getting
underyourskin.”
“Lovely.”Herollshiseyesatme,butthereisaslighttwitchlettingmeknowheisamusedbymeat
themoment.
“Listen, just because we ate a meal together without drawing blood, it doesn’t mean anything has
changed.I’mstillnotgoingtoletyouclosedownCampHopewithoutafight.”Isetmychindefiantly.
“I expected as much.” He sighs. “I’m actually looking forward to the fight.” He seems a bit
embarrassedsayingthis.
“Issomethingwrong?”Ifrown.
“Notexactly.Ithasbeenalongtimesinceanyonehasgonetoe-to-toewithmeinbusiness.”Hebites
hischeek.“I’mnotsurewhyithadtobeyou,though.”
“Ishouldprobablytakeoffenseatthat,butIdon’tfeellikeit.”Ishrug.“Enjoyyourmoment.”Ilaugh
asweenterthroughtheparlor.HeleadsmetothechairIhadoccupiedearlierandholdsmyhandasIsit.
“CanIbringyouadrink,mylady?”Blakebowsandwinksplayfully.
“Ashotoftequila.”Hiseyesgrowlarge.Ilaugh.“Relax,Dad!I’mjustjoking.”Irollmyeyes.“ButI
reallywilltakesomeofwhateverismixedinthatpitcher.”Iwavemyhandinthedirectionofthebar.
My mom stares at me from her spot on the couch. When I finally meet her gaze, she gives me a
knowinggrin.Irollmyeyesandmakeaface.Sheshakesherheadatme,whichcausesTrenttoturnmy
direction.I’mhopinghedidn’tcatchme.
“Hereyougo.”Blakehandsmeatumbler.
“Thankyou.”IsmileandtakeahealthysipofwhatturnsouttobeaHurricane.
Hesitsinanearbychairandtakesadrinkfromhisownglass.“Nice.”Henods.
Foldingherhandsinherlap,mymotherclearsherthroatandgarner’severyone’sattention.“So,let’s
getdowntobusiness.Grace,justrememberthisismybusiness,notyours.”
“Yes,Mom.Iknowwhorunsthecharitablefoundation.”Isigh.
Trentreachesintohisjacketpocket.“Sincewe’retalkingaboutthefoundation,I’dliketodonateone
milliondollars.”Hepassesmymotheracheck.
Foramoment,shestaresatit.“Thisisincrediblygenerous,Trent.”
“Well,Iwanttogivebackandpayitforwardallatthesametime.”HelooksatBlakepointedly.“Ben
Morganwasagreatman.ThisisthewayIplantohonorhim.”
A knot forms in my throat at Trent’s words. It’s amazing this man hasn’t forgotten where he started
eventhoughheverywellcouldhave.IpeekatBlake.He’sstudyingTrentcarefully.
“Ithinkthat’sagreatthingyou’redoing.”
“What?”IblurtasIwhiparound,soIcompletelyfaceBlake.
“Itis.”Heshrugs.
“ThenwhythehellareyouclosingCampHope?”MybrowfurrowsandIfeellikeI’mabouttojump
outofmyskin.
“Idon’thaveanydesiretopissawaymoneyonabunchofkidswhomeannothingtome.”Heshrugs.
Mymouthdropsopen.HowisthismanbeforemethesonofBenMorgan?
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wodayspassandIdon’tencounterTrentagain.Blakeisadifferentstory.I’veseenhimmorethanI
wanttorightnow.Sometimesit’sfungivinghimahardtimebutothertimesIfightthesuddenurgetokill.
Brooke,thethreeotherbridesmaidsandIareatsomeluncheonwiththewomeninthegroom’sfamily.I’m
notevensurewhatthepointofthisoneis.
“Justkeepsmiling.”Brookewhispersinmyear.
“Iam.I’msmilingsohardmyfacehurts.”ThenIcringeasMs.Deanapproachesus.
Brooke eyes me funny before her mouth forms a perfect ‘O.’ “Did you forget to tell me something
aboutyourlunchwiththequeen?”
“I’mprettysureIforgottotellyoueverythingaboutmylunch.Andforgoodreason.”Isighandlook
away.
“Andthatreasonwouldbe?”Brookesitsontheedgeofherseat,herhandgrippingthetableclothas
shewaitsformetorevealall.
I lick my lips. “Miss Milly has decided there should be a merger of the Hightower and Morgan
families.”IwatchasBrookeslamsbackintoherseatasshestrugglestodigestmywords.
Shepursesherlipsandblowsoutabreath.“AreyousayingshewantsyoutomarryBlake?”Hereyes
widen.
“Ohyes.”Inodfeverishly.“Andattheriskofsoundinglikeaninfomercial...butwait!There’smore!”
Brookegrins.“Soinformme,already.I’mnotknownformypatience.”Sheglancesatherglass.“For
example,whyismyglasshalfemptyandwhereisourmaincourse.I’vebeendonewiththissaladforat
leastthreeminutes.”Shesighsandthenlaughs.
I roll my eyes. “Yes. So anyway, and I’m glad you’re sitting.” I lean in conspiratorially. “I’m
supposed to be the next queen.” To my satisfaction, she looks appropriately shocked. I shrug as I lean
back.“That’severything.”
“Wow.Idon’tevenknowwhattosay.”Brookestudiesme.“Don’ttakethiswrong,Grace.YouknowI
loveyou,butyou’renotexactlyqueenmaterial.”ShebiteshercheekandIcantellshefearsshehashurt
myfeelings.
Instead,Ilaugh.“Iknow,right?That’swhatItoldher.”Ishakemyhead.“I’mjustasimplegirl,living
in a rich world, who prefers to stay in a cabin in the woods.” I take a sip of my sweet tea. “Hell, I’m
practicallyHenryDavidThoreau.”
Brookenodsasshetriestoflagdownaserver.“Agreed.AslongasThoreaulivedwithfivehundred
kids.”
“Notallatonce.”Ilaugh.“So,apparently,mygroominghasbegun.”
“There’sgrooming?”Brookegiggles.
“Yes.Andyouknowme.I’llprobablyrequirelotsofgrooming.Thisisn’tme.”Iblowatthewispsof
hairflutteringinmyface.
“Then…whydoit?”Herfacehadturnedserious.
Iswallowhard.“Ms.MillysaysifIdothis,Icansavethecamp.Noonewoulddarecloseitonme
andeveryonewilltripoverthemselvestosupportitfinancially.”Inodsadly.“ThethingsIdoforthese
kids.”
Foramoment,we’requiet,thenBrookelaysherhandonmine.“Youcansaveit,butwillyoustillbe
abletorunit?”Shelooksatmesadly.
Mystomachsinks.I’dneverstoppedtoconsiderthis.WhatifIsavedthecampandIcouldn’tevenbe
aroundtodowhatIenjoyedmost:helpthekids?
“Ah,there’smyPrincess.”Ms.Deaninterruptsmythoughts.
“Ms.Dean.”Mysmilefadesasshefrownsatme.“Imean...Ms.Milly.”WeexchangeairkissesandI
soonrealizetheroomhasgonesilentaseveryonestares.
“Remember,you’remysuccessor,”Ms.Millywarns.“Besuretoactthepart.Don’tslouch,dear.”
Isitupstraighterandsmiledemurely.“Yes,Ms.Milly.”
“Muchbetter.”Shenodsherapproval.“Alwayslovelytoseeyou,Brooke.”Ms.Millyoffersherhand
andBrooketakesitbriefly.Thenthequeenwandersbacktoherseat.
“Weneedtotalk.”Brookespeaksfrombehindclenchedteeth.
Beforewecandiscussanything,mymomjoinsusatthetable.“Iwasjustinformedinfrontofacircle
ofwomenthatIwasthemotherofthenextQueenofHarper’sIsland.”
Diggingdeep,IsomehowmanagetoremainerectwhenallIwanttodoissinkinmyseat.“Surprise,”
Imumble.
“Whendidallthishappenandwhywouldn’tyoutellme?”Mymotherisbothexcitedanddistraught
bythisnews.Icantell.I’veknownhermywholelife.
“It’snobigdeal.”Ishrug.
“Please. Queen of the Island is huge. Don’t downplay this.” Mom frowns at me. “What aren’t you
tellingme?”
Brookesmirks.“Askherwhoshe’ssupposedtomarry.Goon.”Thenshecovershermouthtohideher
laughter.
“Whohassheselectedforyou?”Mymother’seyesnarrowasshewaitsformyresponse.
Brookebeginstogiggle.“I’llgiveyouahint.”Sheleansinandwhispers,“We’regoingtobesisters-
in-law.”
“Hush!”IglareatBrooke.ThenIturnmyattentiontomymother.“Don’tworry.IalreadytoldherI
wasn’tmarryingBlake.”
Mymomsmilesandshakesherheadatme.“Honey,youknowhowitisontheIsland.I’mhonoredit’s
mydaughter,butIwishI’dhavehearditfromyou.Oh,andLincolnwillbebesidehimself.”
Somehow,Ifinallyprocessedwhatwashappening.“Oh,my,she’stellingtheladies,whichmeansthe
wholeislandwillknowinamatterofhours.”Iglancearoundtheroominapanic.“Everyoneisgoingto
know.IsshetellingthemsheexpectsmetomarryBlake?OMG,pleasesaysheisn't.”
“Honey.” My mother lays a hand on my shoulder then moves it to rub my back soothingly. “Calm
down.You’regettingallupsetovernothing.”
Idon’twantBlaketothinkthiswasmyscheme.Yes,IwanttosaveCampHope,butI’mnotwillingto
marryhimforit.IhavetofindhimandtellhimIwasblindsidedbyMs.Milly.Ihadnoideashe’dspread
herplan.Healreadythoughtshewascrazy.He’llunderstand.Ihavetomakehimunderstand.Numbly,I
standandstumbletowardthefrontdoor.
“Grace,whereareyougoing?”Mymothercallsafterme.“Wehaven’tfinishedlunchyet.”
“IneedtofindBlake,”Imumble.
Shesighs.“Wait.Let’sdolunchandthenyoucangofindloverboy.”
Brookegigglesatmymom’swords.Iturnandgiveheranevilglance.Shetriestostoplaughingby
coveringhermouth,butitdoesn’twork.
“Can’tstay.”Ishrug.“Sorry.”Thenwithoutlookingback,Istrideoutofthecountryclub.Icouldn’t
formulateacompletesentence.Howcouldmymotherexpectmetoeatatatimelikethis?
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knowthemenhavealuncheonoftheirowndowntheroad,soItakeoffonthecobblestonepathinthe
directionofthePub.Idon’tcarewhoisaround,Ineedhimtoknow.
StumblingthroughthefrontdoorofthePub,Istoptocollectmyselfinsidetheentryway.Attheclub,
alleyeshadbeenonme.Here,itisnodifferent.Theroomisfilledwithwealthymenofallages.Iscan
thecrowdandfinallyfindBlakestandingnexttohisbrother.Ibeginmakingmywaythroughthecrowd,
elbowingmywaypastguyswhowouldn’tstopstaringatme.
MarchinguptoBlake,Istop,alittlewinded,ashelooksatme,perplexed.BrettsmilesatmeandItry
tosmileback,butitfalters,asI’mdistractedbywhatIneedtosay.
“WhenyouhearwhatMs.Deanhasdone,pleaseknowIdidn’tagreewithit.Shedecidedit,andI
toldherno, butjustnow attheluncheon, shetold everyone.” I babble. Brett is thoroughly enjoying my
discomfort. His grin is ear-to-ear. Blake looks at me like I’m crazy, but once again his lips twitch in
amusement.
“Whatexactlyhasthecrazyoldbatdonenow?”Hecrosseshisarmsoverhischestandlooksmildly
amused.
A man whispers in Brett’s ear. As he listens, he claps a hand over his mouth and shakes his head
beforespeaking.“ItseemsMs.Deanhasnamedhersuccessor.”
“AndIshouldcareaboutthiswhy?”Blakelooksbored.
At the moment, I’m staring at the floor, willing it to open up and swallow me. Unfortunately, it
doesn’t.Shoot,Idon’tthinkasingleboardsomuchascreakedtheentiretimeIwalkedacrossthelength
oftheroom.
“Well, because we’re now in the presence of royalty.” He grins. “It seems Miss Simmons is the
PrincessofHarper’sIsland.”
Icanfeelmyfacegrowinghotter.Ipressahandtomycheek.Yes.I’mofficiallyonfire.
Blakerollshiseyes.“Bullyforher.”Hebeginstoturnhisattentiontothegentlemanstandingbeside
him,butBretttapshimontheshoulder.“What?”Hesoundscompletelyexasperated.
Withoutdrawinganyattentiontomyself,Ibegintoslowlybackaway.Instantly,Blakenotices,reaches
out,andgrabsmywrist.Hisbrowsraiseamoment.
“Oh, that’s not all. It seems the queen has also decreed who Grace will marry.” Brett chuckles,
enjoyingthebuildingsuspense.
IturnbacktoBlake.Hestraightensashereadsthehorroronmyface.Hiseyesnarrowandhefrowns
atme.
“Please,tellmeshedidn’t.”Hestaresatme,butIcan’tmeethisquestioninggaze.
“Blake Morgan will be the consort.” Then he laughs, clearly enjoying Blake’s discomfort. In an
instant,IrealizethebastardhasmoreenemiesthanIexpected.
“This isn’t funny,” I tell my childhood friend. Then I quickly glance at Blake, who has yet to say
anything.Thisisbad.Ireallydon’tknowhimwellenoughtoanticipatewhathe’sreallythinking.Mybest
guesswouldhavehimsuspectingI’dhadsomethingtodowiththiscrazyplan.
“Isthiswhathadyouflusteredwhenyoucamein?”Hetugsathischinashestudiesme.
Inodmyhead,butIsaynothing.I’matalossforwordsrightnow.WherewouldIevenbegin?
“Well, I guess The Princess and I should have a chat, since I want no part of this foolishness.” He
frownsdownatme.
“We don’t have to do what she says. We can just say no. I mean...it’s the twenty-first century.
And...and...”I’mflusteredanditshowsinmydisjointedspeech.
“Oh, we won’t be doing what she says. Mark my words.” He takes me by the elbow and begins to
pushthroughthethrongofbodieswatchingus.Thenherushesmeoutthefrontentrance.
We burst through the doors into the sunshine where the afternoon southern humidity slaps me in the
face.Istarttodiginmyheels,thinkingweweregoingtotalkhere,buthecontinuestodragmeacrossthe
parkinglot.Soon,Irecognizehisintendeddestinationisthenearbypier.
As soon as we reach the water’s edge, he releases my wrist and turns to face me. “What exactly
happenedatthislunchyesterday?”
“Wait.Howdidyouknowaboutthelunch?”Ifrown.“Areyoukeepingtabsonme?”
“No.I’mwatchingoutforyou.Obviously,youneedit.Nowstopevadingthequestion.”Hescowls.
“Tellmeeverything.”
“Letmebeginbysaying,I’mconfidentweunderestimatedthatwoman.”I'mbeingabitoverdramatic,
butIcan’thelpit.“She’snotbatshitcrazy,asyou’dliketobelieve.No,she’sashrewdandcalculating
she-devil.”Itakeadeepbreathbeforecontinuing.“SheannouncedIwastobecomethePrincesseffective
immediately,andthatyouwouldbemyconsort.Oh,andyes,sheusedthatword.Consort.”Itakeanother
breathashewatchesme,unblinking.“ThenItoldherIhadnodesiretogetmarriedrightnow or to be
marriedtoyouever.”Icrossmyarmsovermychestandstartpacingbackandforth.
Hislipsaretwitchinglikehecan’tdecidewhetherornottosmile.“Soletmegetthisstraight.Ms.
Deanhasdecidedyou’retheheirtoherkingdomandI’mtobeyourPrinceCharming.Areweallcaught
upnow?”
“Likethere’sanythingcharmingaboutyou,”Imutter.
“Whatwasthat?”Hiseyessparkleashestaresdownatme.
“Nothing.Yes.We’reallcaughtup.”Istoppacinglongenoughtoscowlathim.
“Good.”Hepurseshislips.
“Ireallydon’twanttomarryyou,youknow.”Mychinjutsoutangrily.
“Thenhowdidthishappen?”Blakethrowshishandsupintheair.“Clearly,thisisallyourfault.”
Igrowlinfrustration.“Actually,it’syours.”
“How’sthatagain?”Hisbrowsraise.“I’mdyingtoknowhowyouplantopinthisonme.”
“Obviously,sheusedmyweaknessagainstme.”Isigh.
Hegrins.“I’myourweakness?”
“Fuckno,asshole.”Irollmyeyes.“Thecamp.CampHope.Theoneyouwanttoclose.”Ijabhimin
the shoulder. “If you hadn’t wanted to close the place, I wouldn’t have been primed and ready to play
Let’s Make a Deal with the devil.” I turn on him. “See? All. Your. Fault.” I poke him in the chest to
punctuateeachword.
“Sothisisallmyfault?”Hislipsaretwitchingagain,butevenmorehiseyestwinklewithamusement,
whichonlyfurtherirritatesme.
Icantellhe’steasingme.“Ifailtoseethehumorinthis.”
“That’s too bad because at the moment, I find this to be hilarious.” Blake even manages a laugh or
two.
“Well, I’m glad you find this amusing, chuckles, because if we’re not careful we’ll end up married
and I’ll be running the island.” I huff. “So, do something useful for a change. You’re the shrewd
businessman.Fuckingformulateaplanalready.”
“DoesMs.Deanknowyouswearlikeasailor?”Heoffersmeahalfsmile.
“Actually,Ilearneditfromabusdriver.”Ishrug.“Nowwhat?”
“NowwegiveMrs.Deanwhatshewants.”Blakenods.
“Lookwho’sbatshitcrazynow.”Iclosemyeyesandrubmytemples.
“Listen,there’smoretoconsiderthanyourpreciouscamp.”Hereachesoutandlayshishandsonmy
shoulders.“IhavetoconsiderMorganEnterprisestoo.Ms.Deancandamagethebusiness.Let’saccept
shehasmadeanofferwecan’trefuse.”
“Whatwasthatvoice?WasthatyourMarlonBrandovoice?”Itiltmyhead.
“Yes.Didyoulikeit?Isoundjustlikehim,right?”Hegrinsproudly.
“No.”Ishakemyhead.“Notevenalittle.”
Hisshoulderssinkslightly.“Whatdoyoumean?I’madeadringer.”
“Stick to business. Acting...not your forte.” I blow out a breath. “So how do you plan to get out of
this?”
“We’ll start dating this week. Things will progress for a while and then I can cheat on you or
something,andbedeemedunworthyofthequeen’sconsort.”Heleansbackagainsttherailingconfidently.
“Andwon’tthiscauseproblemsforMorganEnterprises,smartypants?”Ifrown.
Blaketugsathischin.“Huh.So,whatdoesthatleave?”
“Howdoyoufeelaboutfallweddings?”Ishrug.
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ith no solution in sight, we decide to play along with Ms. Milly and hope for the best. Thus, we
beginourlittlecharadeimmediately.Wemeanderbacktothepubfromthepierholdinghands.Iexpectto
leavehimthere,butinstead,BlakewalksmetohisBMWRoadsterconvertible.
“Hop in, Princess.” He opens the door for me and I hesitate for the briefest of seconds before
climbingin.
Istareathimasheclimbsinbehindthesteeringwheel.“Nowwhat?”MyheartracesandIhopeit’s
outoffearbecauseifBlakeismakingmyheartpoundlikethis,I’mscrewed.
“Now,Idriveyoubacktotheclub.That’swhereyouleftyourvehicle,right?”Hegentlybrushesa
fewstrayhairsawayfrommyface.
Mystomachflutters.Fuckityfuckfuckfuck.Slowly,Ilickmylipsbeforeanswering,aploytogive
mesecondtocalmdown.“Yes,”Imurmur.
“Okay.Thenlet’sgo.”Blakegrinsandforamoment,Igetasensehecouldactuallybequitecharming
whenhewantedtobe.
Iclickmyseatbeltsecondsbeforeweraceoutoftheparkinglot.Withbrowsarched,Iglanceathim
andshakemyhead.
“What?”Hetriestoactinnocent,butIseethroughhim.
“Youknowwhat.”Isigh.“Easy,killer.I’mtooyoungandprettytodie.”
Blakepeeksatme.“Pretty?”
I sink slightly in my seat. Obviously, I’m not his type. Naturally, he wouldn’t find me attractive. I
respondwithashrugandavertmyeyes.
“Grace.”WhenIrefusetolookhisway,hereachesoverandtugsmyhairtogetmyattention.
“Hm?”Istareathimwideeyed.
Heshakeshishead.“Makenomistakeaboutit.You...arebeautiful,GraceSimmons.”ThenBlakeruns
hishandovermyheaduntilheholdsthebackofmyneckandrubsacircleovermyvertebraewithhis
thumb.
Foramoment,Iforgetwe’repretending.Forasplitsecond,Iletmyselfsuccumbtothefeelings.At
leastthreeyearshavepassedsinceI’vehadaboyfriend.OvertwoyearshavepassedsinceI’vehadsex.
Mybodycraveshisattention.I’mdoomed.
We pull up in front of the club. A group of ladies from the luncheon is gathered under the portico
waitingforthevalettoappearwiththeirvehicles.Assoonastheyseeus,jawsdropandheadsturn.Ican
feeltheheatinmyface.
“Holdittogether,Princess,”Blakemurmursasheleansoverandplantsagentlekissonmytemple.
Inhalingdeeply,InodeversoslightlyasIstarttoreachformydoor.Hishandshootsoutandstops
me.Iglanceathimquestioningly.
“I’m not sure what kind of heathen you’re accustomed to dating, but I’ll be opening all your doors.
JustoneofthemanyservicesIprovideasyourconsort.”Hewinksatmeandbringsasmiletomylips.
“My,haven’tyoutransitionedsmoothlyintoyournewrole.”Ishakemyheadinwonder.
“SweetGrace,”hemurmursashegrazesmyknuckleswithhislips.“Youdon’tgetityet,doyou?”
BlakecaressesmyhandandIalmostcan’tthink.
Ishakemyheadtoclearmythoughts.“Whatdon’tIget?”Ifrownandhopehecanmakesenseofthis
forme.
“Every bit of this life is about surviving behind a facade. I’m a savvy businessman. I’ve been the
consummatebachelor.Beforethat,Iwasthebillionaireplayboy.”Heshrugs.“NowIplayatconsort.No
bigdeal.”
Iblowoutabreath.Maybethisismyproblem.MaybeIneverfeltlikeItrulyfitinonHarper’sIsland
becauseIdidn’tpretendtobesomethingIwasn’t.“So,howdoIgettoknowtherealyou?”
BlakethrowshisheadbackandlaughslikeI’mhilarious.ItiltmyheadasIawaithisresponse.He
shakeshisheadandstaresatmeseriously.“Goodluck,Grace.Idon’tevenknowme.”
My mouth gapes open slightly as I consider what he said. For the first time in my life, I’m sad for
BlakeMorgan,eldestsonofthelategreatBenMorgan,andactingCEOofMorganEnterprises.Hislife
isn’tsowonderfulafterall.
WhileI’vebeenthinking,Blakewalkedaroundthecartomysideandslowlyopensmydoor.Thenhe
holdsoutahandandItakeitwhileItrulyconsiderhowitfeelswhenourskintouches.Ibitemylipto
hideagrin.AfterIstepout,Igivehimatenderkissonthelips.“I’llseeyoutonight.”
“Absolutely,Princess.I’llpickyouupatsix.”ThenhesmilesasIpassmytickettothevalet.Then,
whenhe’sconfidentI’mtakencareof,hehopsinhiscaranddrivesaway.
Atsixsharp,Blakearrivesatthecottageaspromisedtopickmeupandbringmebacktotheclub.A
dinnerfortheimmediatefamiliesofthebrideandgroom,alongwithagoodbitoftheweddingpartyhad
beenscheduled.Withthetensionsbetweenus,theconversationwasabitawkwardatfirst.Weweren’t
actinglikeacouple,butevenplayingnicefeltweirdnow.
AnhourintothedinnerIwhisper,“Ican’tstandthisfakeniceshit.CanIjustbenormalwithyouand
thenyoucantelleveryoneyoulikemyspunk?”
Blakesnickers,butnodshishead.“Sosticktothetruth.Goodplan.I‘dlovenothingmore,beautiful.”
Heliftsmyhandtohislipsandgrazesmyknuckleswithhislipsandsendshiversdownmyspine.
Theeffectiscompletelyunsettling.“Don’tdothat.I’mnotoneofyourcheapdates.”Iglareathim.
Hechucklesinresponse.“YouthinkI’ddothatwithoneofmycheapdates?”Blakethrowshishead
back,thenheleansinandmurmursinmyear.“Foracheapdate,wedon’tevenleavemypenthouse.”
“You’reawful.”Picturinghimwithotherwomensuddenlymakesmeseethe.BeforeIcancallhimout
onhisdistastefulbehavior,Shelbycallsmyname.
“Grace?”
Icanfeelhereyesonme.Mycheeksflush.“Yes,Ma’am?”
“Ihearyou’vehadanexcitingcoupleofdays.”Shesmilesgenuinelyatme.
Under her gaze, I shift uncomfortably. “You could say that.” I glance towards Blake to watch his
reaction. He wears a smug look. “Naturally, I told her I couldn’t possibly accept the title, or a consort
rightnow.”Ireachformywineandtookafortifyingswig.
Shelbyblinksatmethenfrowns.“Whyevernot,dear?”
“Well,I’mtoobusytryingtosaveCampHope,forstarters,butmostlybecauseIcan’tthinkofasingle
manI’dwanttospendtherestofmylifewith.”ThistimeItaketwobigswallows.I’djustliedtoBlake’s
mother.Inourtimeapart,I’dlaidonmybedandpicturedwhatlifewithhimwouldbelike.Itdidn’tmake
mepuke.
Smirking,Shelbymurmurs,“Yeswell,I’msuretherightmancouldsweepyouoffyourfeet.”
Clearly,sheseesrightthroughme.I’mgraspingnow.Ineedtosaysomething,anythingtothrowthem
off.“Imean,IcouldprobablysoftenmystanceforsomeonelikeTrentwhocaresaboutCampHopeas
muchasIdo.Hesupportsmyneedtosaveit.”IavertmygazebecauseIknowI’llcrumbleifIlookinto
Blake’seyes.
In an instant, his warm breath is tickling my ear. “We both know he’d never hold your interest for
long.”
“Areyoujealous?”Iaskwithmockinnocence.
He growls at me. I giggle. I almost forget for a moment this is a show designed to make Ms. Milly
thinkI’monboardwithsnaggingthemosteligiblebacheloronHarper’sIsland.
The waiter comes by with coffee for after our meal. I decline. There’s no reason for me to get any
morejitterythanIalreadyam.
Seizinganopportunity,hesmiles.“Whydon’tyoutakeawalkwithme?”Blakeasksashelayshis
handonthesmallofmyback.
“Sure. It will give me a chance to tell you more about the new program at Camp Hope.” I’m
determinedtogetbackontrack.Focus,Grace.Savethecamp.Istandandgivehimasaucygrin.Aswe
leave, I see Shelby laughing at us. When I glance back, I wish I hadn’t. His mother is staring at us
shrewdly.NowIfeelguiltyaboutwhatwe’redoing.Thenshesmiles.Notatme.Justinourdirection,and
Ifaceforwardquickly.ThoughI’mnotsurewhatshewasthinking,somethingtellsmeIwouldn’tlikeit
much.
“Areyoualright,Grace?”Blakeasksmesincerely.
“Yea.”Isighandrunahanddownmydress.“IthinkImaybeinovermyhead.”
“Howso?”Blaketugsathischinwhilestaringdownatme.
“Irealizeyouweren’tactuallypayingattentionwhileIwasgrowingup,butIwasneverlikeBrooke
ortheothergirls.”Ishrug,notsurehowtotrulyexplainwhatImeaninawayhe’llunderstand.
Hestopsandcrosseshisarmsoverhischest.“I’mlistening.”
“Lifewasdifferentforme.Ihadafatherkilledinthewar.Mymothermarriedintowealth,andIwas
alongfortheride.Ihadallthesameprivileges,butIneversharedtheirinterests.”Catchingmybreath,I
continue. “I didn’t care about my coming out or making the perfect match when I was older. I certainly
didn’tcarewhowasqueenbeeorworryaboutmakinganimpression.”Slowly,Iturnandleanoverthe
railofthelittlebridgewe’restandingon.Aduckpondisbeneathus,andthemoonlightshinesacrossit,
causingtheripplestotakeonasilversheen.“See,IspenteverymomentIcouldatCampHope.Theplace
helped me, healed me more than you can ever understand.” I shake my head to ward off the sadness.
“Whiletheywereshopping,gettingtheirnailsdoneandlookingthroughfashionmagazines,IwasatCamp
Hope where I fit in and I could give back.” I gaze at him with sadly. “I’m not equipped to take on the
Queen,oryou...forthatmatter.”Ifindmyselfavoidinghisgazeoncemore.
Blake leans casually on an elbow, his arm touching mine. I can feel his heat spreading through me.
Though I want to welcome the closeness, I fear it more than I care to admit. He’s staring at me, but I
refusetolook.Finally,heblowsoutabreathandspeaks.“IknowI’vegivenyouahardtime,butIcan
actually see why Miss Milly chose you to be queen. You’re just what the Island needs...someone who
thinksoutsidethebox.”
“Gee,thanks.”Idon’tbothertryingtohidethesarcasm.I’mnotsurewhatIexpectedforareaction,
butthiswasn’tit.
Dissatisfied,hecontinued.“It'sacomplimentreally.Wemaynotalwaysgetalong,butIadmiremany
ofthequalitiesyoupossess.Only,Idon’thaveanydesiretobetiedtoyoufortherestofmylife.”Blake
playswithmyhair,runninghishandsovermycurlytresses.
“Well,it’sagoodthingwearen’tmarryingthen,isn’tit?”Inoteinabitofahuff.Idon’tknowwhy
I’mupsetrightnow.Iguessbecausethisweekhasturnedmylifeupsidedown.
“Don’tpout,Princess.”Hishandisundermychintiltingmyfacetolookupathim.Iblinkafewtimes
asheholdsmygaze.Ishiftfromonefoottoanother.“You’rebeautifulandfulloffire,andifIhadany
desiretoevermarry,youmightbesomeoneI’dconsider.You’dmakeawell-matchedpartner.”
“That’salovelybackhandedcompliment.”Irollmyeyesandpulloutofhisgrasp.
Hegrinsatme.“I’mfullofthem.”Hislaughterfollows,andmyheartskipsabeatatthesound.
That’s not a good reaction. I’m not supposed to be attracted to this bastard. “Oh, you’re full of
somethingallright,andnotcompliments.”Mybrowraisesinchallenge.Thetensioncracklesbetweenus.
Ormaybeit’sjustme.Still,hiseyeskeeplookingatmylips.Icanalmostfeelhimmeasuringthedistance
betweenus.Partofmewantstorun,theotherpartismesmerizedbythewayhistonguedartedouttowet
his lower lip. Why is that sexy? Then his eyes go to my breasts. “Maybe…” I start. I glance over my
shoulder,lookingforanexcusetobolt.
“Shhh.”Hisarmsnakesoutandsecuresmywaist.Somuchforrunning.Myeyeswidenashishead
leansin.Abreathawayfromconnecting,hemurmurs,“Justonce.Itwon’thurt.Promise.”Hislipsmeet
mine,andtherestoftheworldmeltsaway.There’snomoredinnerparty,nomorehoveringmothers,no
moreMissMillylurking.Foronce,it’sjustBlakeandme.
Soonhistongueprobestheseamofmylips.Theypartquicklyforhim.Secondslater,ourtonguesare
dancingtogetherinsomeseductivewaltz.Somewhereinthebackofmymind,Ikeepthinkingthisisabad
idea,butitdoesn’tstopme.Ikisshimbecausethereisatinypartofmethatwantstoknow,ifonlyfor
once,whatitfeelsliketohaveamanwantme.Unfortunately,Ididn’tcountontheconnectionI’dfeelor
the passion fast developing between us. I figured it would be boring or lack any spark, but instead I’m
awareofeverybitofmybody’sbetrayal.
“Wow.”Igaspaswefinallypullapart.Myhandshootsuptotouchmylips.Thereshouldbeflames.
HowelsecouldIexplainalltheheat?
“Fire and ice, that’s what we're like.” Blake studies me, his brows knit in confusion. It’s as if he’s
strugglingtomakesenseofthisasmuchasIam.
Thekisswasn’tsupposedtofeelgood,butinfact,itwasliketastingheaven.Iwasgoingtohaveto
behave the rest of the week. A few more of those kisses and my resolve would disappear, my plan to
convincehimtosaveCampHopewouldsuddenlytakeabackseattoneedanddesire.
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hiswholeweddingthinghastakenovernow.IhavenotimetoworryaboutConsorts,queensorsaving
thecamp.Tonightwe’rehostingthebachelorandbacheloretteparties.Wedecidedtoholdittwonights
beforetheweddingsotheweddingpartywouldn’tbehungoveronthebigday.
BlakehadarrangedfortheguystomeetatThePub.IhadbookedusaprivateroomattheJasperInn
tobeginournight.Thiswouldbeanelegantaffair,forawhileatleast.
BrookeandIplottedtogetherabitinadvance,soIknewshe’dbeokaywithwhateverIcameupwith,
despitethefactitwouldshockthehelloutofeveryoneelsetonight.
I’mleaningintomytrunkwhenabodymovesupbehindme,causingmetojump.WhenIwhiparound,
IdiscoverBlakegrinningatme.“What?”Isnap,mynervesfrazzled.
“CanIhelpyou,Princess?”HeholdsouthishandstocarrywhateverIneed.
Iexhaleandsmile.He’swearingapairofblackdresspantsandawhitedressshirtwiththesleeves
rolled up, exposing some serious muscle tone. His tie is a beautiful hunter green. I close my eyes and
chastisemyselffordroolingoverthisman.
“Please.” I motion toward some boxes in my trunk. “All of this has to be taken into the Inn. The
decoratoriswaiting.”
Immediately, he begins to stack boxes in the trunk, then loads his arms. “Put that last one on top,”
Blakeinstructs.Thismanconstantlymanagestosurpriseme.Ihatethathe’sgrowingonme.
AfterImanagetoplantthelastboxontopasherequested,Igesture.“Followme,slaveboy.”
“YourealizeIcan’tseeyou,right?”Hechuckles.
“Justfollowthesoundofmyvoice.”Igiggle.
“I’dratherfollowtheswayofyourhips,”Blakemurmurs.
IpretendIdidn’thearhim,butmyheartispounding.WeentertheInnwherethemanagerhurriesfrom
behind the reception desk to greet me. “Miss Simmons. A pleasure always.” Judging from the way he
gushedoverme,themanhadheardI’dbeennamedasMissMilly’ssuccessor.“CanIgetabellboyto
helpyou?”
Istiffenbeforeresponding.“No,thankyou.Ithinkwehaveitundercontrol.”IdismissthemanasI
guideBlaketotheMagnoliaBallroom.
“You’reuncomfortablewiththewholePrincessthing,aren’tyou?”Hisvoicesoundsslightlystrained
ashestrugglesbehindme.
“Yes. I’m not from an old family. I’m not a blood relative to anyone important. Hell, other than my
mother,Idon’tevenhaveanyfamilyontheIsland.Sowhyme?”Ithrowmyhandsupindismay.
Blakechuckles.“We’vediscussedthis.You’rejustwhatHarper’sIslandneeds.”
Withasigh,Ishakemyhead.“No,I’mwhatCampHopeneeds.”Istopinmytracks.“Thecampcould
useabenefactorlikeyou,too.”
Hepeeksaroundtheboxeswearingafrown.“Iwaswaitingforthat.Youshouldknow,mystanceon
thecamphasn’tchanged.”
Ishrug.“Okay.”Iblowoutabreath.“Luckily,thecamphasTrent.”ThenIspinonmyheelsandstride
toward the room. A low growl sounds behind me and I know I’ve hit a nerve. “Well, it doesn’t matter
whetherornotIfitin.There’snowayIcanfulfillallthedutiesofPrincessifI’mrunningCampHope.”
“Yes,wellifitclosesyou’dhaveplentyoftime.”Hesnickers.
“Seriously?You’rethemostcold-heartedmanIevermet.”Iglareathimintently.Hejustlaughs.Fora
moment,Iwouldlovenothingmorethantokickhimintheshinwithmyverypointyheels.
“Darling,mypassionburnsonlyforonething.”Hesmilesashewhispersinmyear.“Money.”
“Ugh!”Istompawayinfrustration,buthefollowsbehindme.“Don’tyouhaveyourownpartytotake
careof?”Iaskunsurewhyhe’sstillherebuggingme.
“Yes, about that.” Blake tugs at his chin. “What do you think about the two parties hanging out for
aboutanhourtonight?”
Ieyehimsuspiciously.“Sure.Whatdidyouhaveinmind?”
Thewayheshifts,IcantellBlakealreadyhasaplan.“IthoughtwecouldallmeetatBarney's.”
Myjawdrops.Barney’sisahangoutgearedmoretowardmyagegroupthanhis.Afterstudyinghis
face,Irealizehe’sdeadserious.“Wow,youreallydocareaboutsomeoneotherthanyourself.”
“What’sthatmean,yourhighness?”Hecrosseshisarmsoverherchest.
Iholdmyhandsup.“Barney’s.It’sobviousanattemptatmakingyourbrotherhappy.”
“Naturally. Why wouldn’t I want my little brother happy? Despite popular belief, I love him.” He
rollshiseyes.
Inodandstudyhimfurther.Reluctantly,Iacquiesce.“Whattimeshouldwemeetthere?”
“Doesteno’clockworkforyou?”Blakerubshispalmstogetherwhilehewatchesme.
Imentallyrunthroughouritinerary.“Yes,itshouldworkfine.”Iblowoutabreath.“Oh,andthanks
forhelpingmebringoursuppliesinside.Ireallyappreciateit.”
Withaslightnod,Blaketurnsandwalksoff.WhileIprepareforthebignight,Itryhardnottothink
abouthimanymorethanIhaveto.
Eventually,thepartystarts,opentoanyonewhowantedtoattend.ThisisthepartIdreadmost.There
isnoescapingit.MissMillystoodnearmefornearlyanhour.Becauseofit,BrookeandIweregiventhe
royaltreatment,whichwasincrediblydisconcerting.
“I’m really starting to hate this,” I mutter later when we’re upstairs in the suite I rented us for the
night.
“Which part? Being the Princess, being ordered to marry Blake, or the fact you’re starting to like
him?”Brookesmirks,remindingmesheknowsmealltoowell.
“All of it!” I sigh as I plop down in a chair. “I just want to go back to my cabin in the woods,” I
whine.Brookelaughsatme.
“YoucandowhateveryouwantassoonasI’mmarried.”ShewearsaCheshirecatsmile.
Wechangeintodifferentoutfitsforthesecondhalfofthenight.Earlierinthenight,wehadtokeep
appearanceswiththeoldercrowd.Fortheafterparty,Brookewearsablacktankwith‘Bride’acrossthe
front,andwhitebootieshortsbarelycoveredbyablackandredtutu.Iboughtherthistackyveilwitha
devil horn headband, covered in condoms to wear. My outfit is similar, except my tank has ‘maid of
honor’onthefrontandtherestofthegirlswear‘bridesmaid’tanks.Eachofushadblackbootyshortsand
blacktutus.AsIslipontheblackbootsIboughttowearfortheevening,Iadmiremyselfinthefull-length
mirror.Tonight,Ilookkindofhot.MaybeI’llgetluckyforachange.
ThenIseeBrookeandgasp.“Girl,youaresmoking.Brett’seyesaregoingtopopoutofhisheadat
Barney’s.”
Brookegiggles.“I’msoexcitedandnervous.Ican’tbelieveI’mfinallymarryinghimafterallthese
years.”
“Ihadnoclueyouwerecrushingonhim.”Ishakemyhead.“Apparently,youcankeepsecrets.”
Sherollshereyesatme.IgrabthekeycardandtuckitintothebraI’mwearing.“Let’sgo.Thegirls
arewaitinginthehallforus.”
Assoonaswestepintothehallthesquealingbegins.It’salmostreminiscentofthosepartiesbackin
college.Oursororitylovedagoodcostumeparty.
“Let’sgetthiseventstarted!”Imoveusalltowardtheelevator.Whenthedoorsopenandwewalk
throughthelobby,alleyesareonus.Theplacehasgonestrangelyquiet,exceptforthesoundofourheels
tappingonthefloor.Ismileaswestridethroughthelobbyintothedarkness.Tonightpromisestobeepic.
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nce inside Barney’s, we easily locate the guys. Brett immediately moves to claim his future bride.
“Holyhell,woman.”Hepullsherintohisarmsforadeep,lingeringkiss.
“Yuck,”Ineedadrink,IteaseasIcrosstheroomandstridetowardthebar.SoonBlakejoinsme.
“Hello,Princess.Yousuredoknowhowtofightconvention.”Heholdstwoshotglassesandpasses
meone.“Foryou,”hemurmurswithoutevenbotheringtohidetheheatinhiseyes.
“Youseemtolikeit.”Mybrowraisesinchallenge.Tonight,Ifeelconfidentandpowerful,whichis
farmoreintoxicatingthananyliquorthebarcarries.
“MaybeIfinditamusing.”Heoffersalopsidedgrin.“Let’stoast.”
“Andwhatshallwedrinkto?”Ileancasuallyonthebar.
Inthedarkandnoise,Blakeleansclosertospeakintomyear.Hisbreathywordscausetinglesinside
me.“Howaboutmakingmemories?”
Ilaugh.“Withyou?”ThenIshakemyhead.“Betterwedrinktothehappycouple.”
“Tous,then.”Hesmirksandclinksmyglassbeforegulpingdownhisshot.
“We’renotacouple.AndI’lldrinktothat.”Ithrowbacktheamberliquid.Ithitsthebackofmythroat
andwarmsmeallthewaydowntomyemptystomach,whereitlandslikeabrick.“Damn.”
“Iknow.Damn,you’reharsh.WhatwouldMissMillysay?”Hewinksatme.
ItiltmyheadandtapmylipsafewtimeswhileIponderanappropriatelysarcasticresponse.“She’d
thinkIwasplayinghardtoget.”HechuckledandImethisgaze.“Oh,butI’mnotplaying.I’mimpossible
toget,especiallybyyou.”
AtfirstIthinkhe’sabouttoleaninandwhispersomethinginmyear.Instead,heleanspastmeand
pushesourglassestowardthewaitingbartender.“Twomore.”Blakeholdsuphisfingers.Myeyebrow
archesdangerouslyandhissmilewidens.“Knockitoff,Princess,orI’llmakethemdoubles,”hethreatens
while wearing a smoldering look. The shots are poured and he passes me one. “Drink, then tell me all
abouthowIdon’thaveachancewithyou.”Blakenodsandtogetherweslambackanotherdrink.
Myeyescloseinvoluntarily.“Whatisthis?”
“Tuaca.”Asmileplaysonhislips.“Vanillaandhintsofcitrus.Nice,right?”
Ishakemyhead.“It’sapussydrink.It’sturningmystomach.”Ipursemylips.“Ofcourse,there’sa
chanceit’sthecompanyandnotthealcohol.”Iblinkathimmeaningfully.
“Ireallydolikeyourspunk.”Hisarmsnakesaroundmywaistandhepullsmeupagainsthisbody.
Blakestaresintomyeyesforamomentasifsearchingforsomething.I’mnotsureifhefoundwhathewas
lookingfor,butsoonhislipsareonmyneckandhe’sbreathingonmythroat.
Somewhereinthemiddleofallthat,myhandsomehowfindsitswaytothebackofhisheadandIlean
backtosoakitallin.Damn,ithasbeenalongtime.Toolong,ifI’msuddenlysusceptibletohisweakass
charms.“Well,Idon’tlikeyouatall,”Igrumbleifonlytoremindmyself.
“I can tell,” Blake mumbles against my skin. “I bet if my hand found its way between your legs I’d
find…”
“ThatIhaveanamazingrighthook.”Ipushhimbackandscowl.
Hefrowns.“JustwhenIthoughtweweregettingsomewhere,comingtoanunderstanding,even.”
Ijabhiminthechest.“Understandthis.I’mhereforthewedding.I’mtoleratingyouforMissMilly
andCampHope.”
I watch as the smile on Blake’s face falters. There’s a myriad of emotions crossing his face. One
finallysettles.It’sthoughtful,asifhejustdiscoveredsomethingnew.
“What?”Iglareathim.Forsomereason,hedoesn’tseemtobetakingmeseriouslyenough.
“Iwantyou.”Hespeakssimplyandstaresatmeevenly.Hiseyesdrinkmein,startingwithmyface
andgraduallymovinglower.
“Excuseme?Eyesareuphere,asshole.”Isighinfrustration.“WhatmakesyouthinkI’dwantanything
todowithyou,evenifitwasjustonenightofanimalisticpassion?”Istudyhimandgrowl.“Fuckit.I
doubtyouhaveanightofpassioninyou.”Iturnandstarttostumbleaway.Theshotsdefinitelyhitme.
Guesstheyweren’tsoweakafterall.
Blakegrabsmyshoulderandspinsmebackaround.WhenIfacehim,hishandsgrabmyupperarms
andheeffectivelykeepsmefromhittingthefloor.“Youheardme.Iwantyouinmybedtonight.”
“Well,that’sromantic.”Ismirk.“Ibetyousaythattoallthegirls.”Iofferanexaggeratedwink.
Heshakeshishead.“Romancehasnothingtodowithit.We’retwoconsentingadultsgivingintoa
mutualattraction.”
“Wait.What?”Icanbarelywrapmymindaroundhiswords.“WhatmakesyouthinkI’mattractedto
you?”
“Grace,we’vebeenflirtingfordays.”Hisfacedarkensandhisgriptightens.“Youdon’tthinkIhave
anypassioninme.I’mreadytoproveyouwrong.Soveryverywrong.”
IbitemylowerlipasIstudyhiseyeswhichspeakofbothdesireanddetermination.“I’llthinkabout
it.”Iattempttoshrugnoncommittally,buthisholdpreventsit.
Finally, Blake releases me and takes a step back. Reaching into his pocket, he pulls out something
hardandflat,wrappedinpaper,andplacesitinmypalm.Thenhewrapsmyfingersaroundit,andbrings
myfisttohislipsforakiss.“Thisisforyou,Grace.Myspareroomkey.Takeit.”Heholdsmyhandin
bothofhiswhilestaringintomyeyes.Imayhavetorethinkmystanceonhisabilitytostirpassionwithin
mebecauserightnow,myladybitsareonfireandIdon’tbelieveforoneminute,it’sallalcoholrelated.I
swallowhard.“Afterthepartyisover,cometomyroom.Letmeshowyou.”
Ipullmyhandbackslowlytostudywhathehasplacedthere.Iseehisroomnumberiswrittenonthe
envelope.Tohideagrin,Ibitemycheek.JustasIsuspected.Thisisasplannedandcalculatedasany
othermoveBlakeMorganmakes.Isighandshakemyhead.“Waytobespontaneous,Blake.You’reoffto
a great start.” Still, we lock eyes as I tuck it into my bra. I watch as he licks his lips. Then, I strut off
withoutabackwardglance.
Two hours later, I lead the bachelorette party as we drunkenly return to the Jasper Inn. After some
struggle,ImanagetogetBrookeupstairsandintoourroom.Sheimmediatelyclaimsthebathroomtoget
readyforbed.Onceshewandersbackintotheroom,sheflopsdownonthebedandstaresatme.“So,are
yougoingtogodothenastywithBlake?”Shegivesmetheside-eye.“IwouldifIwasinyourposition.”
“Oh?Andwhatpositionisthat,Brooke?”Inarrowmyeyesather,daringhertorespond.
“Thatpositionwouldbe...fartoolongwithoutsomedick.”Herchinjutsoutforasecondbeforeshe
burstsoutlaughingandrollsontoherback.
I splutter for a moment, unable to find the words to express my shock. Unfortunately, she’s right.
“Seriously,it’sadamnshame,especiallysincethereseemstobesomanyassholesaround.”
Brookesnorts.“So,you’llbeleavingmetojoinhim,right?”
“Idoubtit.Comeon,thisisourlastchancetohangouttogether.Soonyou’llbehappilymarriedand
oursleepoverswillbe...justover.”Igigglebeforegrowingseriousagain.“MeetingBlakewouldjustbe
wrong.”Istrollovertomysuitcaseandstartriflingthroughthecontentsabsently.
“Please,Isawhimgiveyouthekey.”Herbrowarchesinchallenge.
“So?”Iavertmyeyes.
Shechuckles.“So,youtookit.”
“Ididn’twanttoberude,”Ilie.Inhonesty,thecardhasbeenburningaholeinmyskineversinceI
stuck it in my bra. As casually as possible, I grab my toiletry bag and wander into the bathroom. Once
inside, I study my reflection in the mirror. My makeup has all but melted off my face. Grabbing a
washclothfromthetowelbar,Iturnonthewaterandgentlywashitoff.ThenIblotmyskindryandapply
my moisturizer. If I decide to visit Blake’s room, I don’t want to look like I’m trying too hard. Then I
brushmyteethwhileIplayoverinmymindthevariousoutcomesofusingthekey.
BythetimeIexitthebathroom,I’vemadeupmymind.“I’mjustgoingtotalktohim.”Ishrugtoshow
it’snobigdeal,whichwould’vebeenalotmoreconvincingifIwasn’tshakingslightly.
“Talk?Isthatwhatyoukidsarecallingitnow?”Brookesnickers.
I inhale deeply, hoping to collect myself. “No, seriously, he has been drinking. Maybe he’ll listen
aboutthecamp.”
“We’veallbeendrinking.”Brookerollshereyes.
Igrabthekeytoourroomandstickitontheothersideofmybra.ThenIreachinandgrabBlake’s
keyfromwhereItuckeditbesidemyheart.AsIholdit,Ifindmyselfturningitoveragainandagain.My
decisionhasbeenmade.Iwanttosleepwithhimintheworstway.Myheartrootsmeonwhilemyhead
holdsmeback.ThiswilleitherbethebestorworstdecisionI’veevermade.“Yeah.So,I’llbeback.”
“Iwon’twaitup,”Brookemumbleswhilefacedownonthebed.
AsIpullthedoorshutbehindme,Ican’thelpbutnotethefinalityoftheclickofthekeep.
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anderingdownthehall,IsoonfindmyselfinfrontofBlake’shotelroom.Ieyethecardinmyhand,
butdecidetoknockanyway.
Heopensthedoor,hisbrowraised.“Igaveyouthekey,soyouwouldn’thavetoknock.”
“Icould’ve,butwe’renotthereyet.”Irollmyeyes.
Aftersmirking,hemotionsformetoentertheroom.“Please,byallmeans,comein.Nowthatyou’ve
alerted the whole floor to your presence, I feel rather foolish in my feeble efforts to protect your
reputation.”Blakeslowlyshutthedoorbehindmeandleanedagainstitcasually.
I look around and realize his suite is like the one Brooke and I are sharing. My brow furrows.
“Where’sBrett?”
Withagrin,heemergesfromthebathroom.“I’mhere,andI’mleaving.”
“Youdon’thaveto.”Ishrug.BrettandBlakeexchangealook.“Oh,soI’mherebecauseyouwanted
tospendthenightwithyourfuturewife.Gotit.”Isighanddisappointmentwashesoverme.
“Justgivemethekeytoyourroom,woman.”Brettlaughs.“We’regonnaswitchplacesfortonight.”
“Fanfreakingtastic,”Igrumble.
Brett snatches the key from my hand as soon as I peel it out of my bra. He leans down, gives me a
peckonthecheek,andhurriesoutthedoor.Foraminute,BlakeandIstandthereeyeingeachotheracross
theroom.Finally,hebreaksthesilence.“CanIgetyouadrink?”
Isigh.We’vebeendrinkingforhours.ThelastthingIneedisanotherdrink.Itiltmyhead.Actually,
thelastthingIneedistobehere.Iclosemyeyesandinhaledeeply.BrettandBrookeneedalonetime.
I’lltakeonefortheteam.
“Hey,Princess?Didyouhearme?”Blaketakesastepclosertome.
Myeyesflyopenandfixonhim.“Areyoualwaysthisimpatient?I’mtryingtodecidehowhungover
I want to be and how big a mistake I want to make, but I’m here, so it’s already too late for me,” I
grumble.
Hislipstwitch.“Isthatayes?”
“Sure,makemeyetanothermotherfuckingdrink.”Icrossmyarmsovermychestandscowl.
“Doyoukissyourmotherwiththatmouth?”Hemakesafeebleattemptatteasingmewhilehepopsa
bottleofbubblythatwassittingonthesidetable.
Irollmyeyes.“Ihaven’tkissedmymotherinyears.Oh,butIkissedyouearlieranditseemedperfect
forthat.”Isnicker.
Withagrin,Blakewandersovertomewithtwoflutesinhand.“Foryou,Grace.”Hepassesmethe
drinkandI’mtakenaback.Hehardlyeverusesmyname.
AsIwrapmyhandsaroundthestem,Istareupintohiseyes.“Whatarewedrinkingtonow?”
“Howabout...tothemostbeautifulgirlintheroom?”Blakeclinkshisglassagainstmineandprepares
todrinkwhenIinterrupt.
“I’m the only girl in the room unless you have someone hidden somewhere.” I pretend to glance
around.
“Notjustthisroom,Grace,everyroom.Everyroomyouenter,youstealthespotlight.”Hemust’ve
caughtmyfrownbecauseheliftsmychinandforcesmetomeethisgaze.“Imeanit.Iwastoosoberto
tellyoubefore.IknowwhyMissMillychoseyou.”Hisfingerstracemyjawlineandsooncurlaroundthe
back of my neck. “You have a presence. There’s something about you that elevates you to a whole
different level. No one can compete with you.” Blake leans in to kiss me, but I’m stunned by his
proclamation.
“Inevertried.Idon’tevenlikethespotlight.”Itrytotwistoutofhisgrasp,buthetightensitinstead.
“Idon’twanttobethePrincess.Idon’twanttorunHarper’sIsland.IwanttosaveCampHope.”
Hepurseshislips.“AndyourpreciousTrenthasdonethis,right?”
Ishrug.“Forayear.Iwanttosaveitforever.”
“Onenight.”Hesighs.“Can’twejusttablethisconversationforonenight?”Hesetshisfluteonthe
nightstand.
My chin juts out. “And then what? Say I agree to let it go for tonight. Say I don’t mention it again
until…”
“Afterthewedding,”Blakesuggests.“Notaword.Notawhimper.Noteventhe‘ca’soundcancome
out of your mouth.” His frown softens. “Do this for me, for us, and I promise we’ll have a serious
conversation on Monday. Hell, we could even have it on Sunday, if that makes you happy.” He rakes a
handthroughhishairthencollapsesonthebed.
Istaredownathim,andconsiderhiswords.“So...wetableit?”HenodsandIdecidetotesthim.“So
ca--”
Hisfacedarkens.“Noteventhe‘ca’sound,Grace.”Histoneisstern.
Foramoment,Idanceoutofreachfeelingwildlyempoweredbyhiswords.“Let’ssaywetableit.
Thenwhateverdowehavetotalkabout?”Ipursemylipsplayfully.
AsBlakeleansforward,hiseyessparklewithexcitement.“Bed.WetalkbedandeverythingIwantto
dotoyouinit.”
Frozen, I study him a second too long before reacting. I realize my mistake immediately. His arms
werelongerthanIanticipated.Blakegraspsmywrist,yanksmetowardhim,andknocksmecompletely
offbalance.Soon,I’mstumblingandhe’scatchingme.Ibitemylowerlipnervously.
Hehonesinonitandoffersawolfishgrin.“RelaxIwon’tbiteyou…unlessyouwantmeto.”
“I’mnotscared.”YetmybodybetraysmeandIcanfeelI’mtremblingslightly.
“Yousure?”Blakelowershisheadandburiesitinmythroat.
Insteadoftensing,Irelaxintohisattentions.“Yea.”Mywordsmeltintoamoan.
He draws me closer. My heart rate increases. Already, I can feel my panties getting damp and he
hasn’teventouchedmeinanyofmynaughtyspots.Howisthatevenpossible?
“Princess.”Blakewhispersagainstmyskin,ticklingmeandcausingtinglestotraveldownmyspine.
“Hm?”
Then he pulls my face towards his. Finally, our lips collide and I know. My eyes shoot open and I
swallowhard.I’minhugetrouble.NoguyhasevermademefeellikethisbeforeandIdon’tthinkit’sa
goodthing.Ipridemyselfonmyrestraint,mycontrol.Yetwithhim,itdisappears.Mostly,Idon’tcare,
whichabsolutelyterrifiesme.Thenweleanintoeachotherandagainlipsmeldandtonguesprobe.My
pussyiscompletelydrenched.Hishandrunsdownmyside,myskimpytanknothidingmuch.Hell,hecan
probably feel my goosebumps through the flimsy fabric. Maybe not though, since his hand continues
movingtowardmybreast.Atlast,hecupsitinhishand,massaginggently,elicitinganewmoanfromme.
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As we break apart, I sit back on the bed and stare at him. He stands, and without a word, begins
undressingme.“Hey!”Thisismylast-ditchefforttocreatesomedistance,tosavemyself.
“Yes,Princess.”AneyebrowshootsupasBlakecradlesmycalfandbeginskissinghiswayupmy
leg.
“Wait.”Thistimemywordislittlemorethanawhimperandheignoresmealtogether.Itrytotugout
ofhisgraspandI’mrewardedwithasigh.
“Somethingtroublingyou?”Hiseyesnarrow.
“There were supposed to be words. You were going to tell me…” My mind is cloudy and I can’t
concentrate.
Blakenods.“Iknow.”Hisvoiceturnsseductive.“Youwantsomepillowtalk.”
I open my mouth, but I can’t find the words. See, I want to object. I want to reject his attentions.
Unfortunately,mybodyrefusestofallinlinewithmyhead.Idon’tevenwanttoconsiderwheremyheart
standsonthematter.ThisguyisachallengeandjustlikeithasbeenawhilesinceI’vebeenwithaman,
I’vebeenfartoolongwithoutachallengetoo.
“You’resomuchmorethanIexpected.”Hereachesouttobrushmycheekwiththebackofhishand.
“You’renothinglikeanyoneI’veeverknown.IfeellikeIcouldspendforevertryingtogettoknowyou.”
“You’rewrong,”Iwhisper.“I’mnothinglikethat.I’msimple.I’mboring.I’m…”
“Deflectingandtryingtodistractmefrommyintentions.”Blakechuckles.“Itwon’twork.”
“Itwon’t?”Iswallowhard.
“I’dneverforcemyselfonyou,Gracie.”Heavertedhiseyes,positionedhimselfbetweenmylegsand
staredatthejunctureofmythighs.“Thetruthis,I’mcertainyouwantthistoo.”
“Ido?”Ibarelychokeoutthewords.
He nods. “Oh yes. You do.” As if to prove a point, his hands run down my inner thighs, under my
panties,andthenonefingerslidesbetweenmylabiaandgentlyslipsinsideme.Mybackarchesandmy
headfallsbackontothebed.“AmIwrong?”
“Nope.”Ilookawayandrefusetomeethisgaze.
I’magoner.I’mdonefor.Blakehelpsmeundressandremoveshisclothingtoo.Itrynottostare,but
themanishidingaseriouslyfitbodyunderthoseboringsuits.Withoutthinking,myfingersscrapeuphis
washboardabs.Whenheshivers,Idrawbackandbitemylip.
“Youcantouchme,sweetPrincess.Tonight,I’lldenyyounothing.”Heleansdownandpresseshis
nakedtorsoagainstmine.
Mybrowsraiseandpartofmewantstopresshim,butwe’dagreednocamptalk.Ican’teventhink
abouttheplaceatthemoment.No,I’mfaraway.I’mnolongerincontrol.Blakeis,andforthefirsttime,
I’mnotworried.
I watch as he rips open a condom and rolls it on with surprising deftness. He crawls into bed and
kissesthesideofmyneck.Thenhepositionshimselftoenterme.“There’llbemoreforeplaynexttime.
Thistime...Icanbarelyholdbackasitis.I’llmakeitupto...nexttime.”Withonethrustheentersme,
fillingme,makingmeforgeteverythingI’msupposedtoremember.
AllIcanthinkaboutisnexttime.
henIwakeupthenextmorningI’machinginalltherightplaces.Ididn’tdreamit.IfIneededfurther
proof,IonlyneededtolooktomyrightbecauseI’mcurledupnexttoBlake.Hisarmwrapsaroundmy
waistandholdsmeclosetohim.There’ssomethingremarkablyintimateabouthistouch.Somuchforthis
beingabouttwoconsentingadults.
Apparently,herealizesI’mawakebecausehe’ssoonwhisperinginmyear.“Morning,beautiful.”
ImumbleandmoaninresponsesinceIdon’twanttotalkyet.
“There’ssomethingIwanttodiscuss.”Blakereleasesmeandrollsoutofbed.He’sstillnakedand
I’m transfixed by his morning wood. When I glance at his face, I discover he’s grinning. “I’m going to
orderroomservice.Gogetdressed.”
IblinkafewtimesasItrytoprocesshiswords.Whatthehellisheupto?Ifindmyclothingwherehe
tosseditlastnight.OnceIdress,IshuffleouttothelivingroomwhereIfindBlakestaringoutthewindow
intothemorningsky.
“Coffeewillbehereshortly.”Heturnsandsettleshimselfonthecouch.
“Awesome.” I massage my temples. Drinking as much as I did last night was a terrible idea. Blake
answersaknockatthedoor,andauniformedwaiterrollsinacartloadedwithcoffeeandcovereddishes
ofsomekind.Ismellbacon,andcan’thelpbutsmile,despitetheearlymorning.
Blake pours me a cup of coffee, and we enjoy it in silence. Then he begins uncovering dishes to
revealanassortmentofbreakfastfood.“Imadesuretherewasalittleofeverything.Idon’tknowwhat
youlikeyet.”
His wording strikes me. It implies a continuation of whatever is between us. My heart pounds as I
imagine more nights like last night. “Thanks, that’s really nice.” I speak awkwardly, like we’re on our
firstdateinsteadofourfirstmorningafter.I’mgrosslyoutofpracticeandcanbarelyhandlebeinginhis
presence.WhydidIstay?Whydidn’tIreturntomyroom?Oh,yeah.Bretthasmykey.Ofcourse,Idoubt
anyonehasmybed,whichisoflittleconsolation,sincetheyprobablyarestillgoingatitlikerabbits.
“Haveyouhadenoughcaffeinetodiscussaproposition?”Blakeeyesmeseriously.
Isinkdowninthenearestchair.“Umsure,Iguess.”OnlyI’mnotsureatall.Myheartissuddenlyin
mythroatandmypalmsaresosweaty,Ihavetosetmymugdownonthecoffeetablebecauseit’sslipping
inmyfingers.
“IknowTrentboughtCampHopeayear.”Hebeginsspeakingcarefully,hispacesoslowIwantto
snapmyfingersathimandurgehimon,butinsteadIwaitpatiently,curledupinthechair.“Therewon’t
beasecondyear.”
“Youcan’tknowthis.”Iinterruptandthelookonhisfacesilencesme.
“I can know this.” He nods solemnly. “I’m not sure what you’re feeling is truly devotion. I rather
believeit’sfear.”Blakeleansforwardonthecouchandrubshispalmstogetherasheplanswhattosay.
Finally,hiseyesmeetmineandIbegintotremble.“Youdon’thavetobeafraidofwhatwillbecomeof
you,Grace.I’lltakecareofyou.”
Mybrowfurrows.“Idon’tunderstand.”Mymindracesatthepossibilities.
“MissMillywantstoseeusmarried.ShewantsyouinstalledasthePrincess,thefuturequeen.”He
studiesmewhileinhalingdeeply.
“What do you mean? We’ll get married?” I lay a hand on my heart. I never wanted it, but after the
passionbetweenuslastnight,I’mnotasopposedtotheideaasIhadbeenpreviously.
“Well, no. Not exactly.” Blake stares at the carpet a moment. It takes everything in me to not shout.
Patiencehasneverbeenoneofmyvirtues.Atlastheliftshiscoffeefromtheendtableandtakesasip.
“For all practical purposes, yes. I’ll buy you a place, near me. We’ll go out publicly. And privately, it
willbemuchlikelastnight.”Hegrins,convincedhehaswonmeoverwithhispracticalproposal.
I sit in stunned silence. Instead of marrying me or even dating me, he plans to set me up to be his
mistress.NeverinmylifehaveIbeensohurt,sodisappointed,soutterlyinsultedandhumiliated.“Soyou
wantmetomovetoaplacenearyouonceCampHopecloses?”
“Yes.”Henodsenthusiastically,confidenthehaspresentedmewiththedealofalifetime.
Mybloodboils,butmorethanthat,tearsstingmyeyes.Istandandstormtowardsthedoor.Forasplit
second, I stop a few feet from him. I open my mouth to speak, but I’m too afraid of what I’ll say, too
scaredI’llcryinfrontofhimandmyhumiliationwillbecomplete.
“Grace?Saysomething.”Hestandsandstartstoclosethedistancebetweenus.
Layingmyforeheadagainstthedoor,IblinkbacktearsbeforeIturnandconfronthim.Ilickmylips
andfacehim.“Yousureyouwantmetosaysomething?”
Heholdshishandsouttome,butsoontheydroptohissides,fallinglikehisface.“Please.”
“Fine.I’llsaysomething.”Iblowoutabreath.“Fuckyou,BlakeMorgan.”Iwatchwhatwasleftof
thehopefullookinhiseyescrumble.“That’sright.Fuck.You.I’mnotsomecommonwhore.”Ishakemy
head. “Thank you for reminding me why I despise you.” My eyes narrow. “Most of all, thank you for
strengtheningmyresolvetosavethecamp.”Mynostrilsflareandmyvoicelowers.“Nowyoucantake
yourofferandshoveitstraightupyourass.Gotit?”
Blakewon’tlookatme.Instead,hetakesastepbackandsinksontothecouchbehindhim.Iturnand
fling the door open, strut through it, and stomp down the hall to my room. I don’t care that they’re
probablysleeping.I’mnotconcernedwiththeirhappinessorcomfortatthemoment.Ineedtogetoutof
here,gohome,lickmywounds,andtrytofigureouthowIcanfacehimtomorrowatthewedding.
AssoonasI’minfrontofmyroom,Ipoundonthedoor.Brettopensit,andIbrushpasthim,rushing
tomybag.Withoutsayingaword,Ibeginthrowingallmystuffinside.
“Iseverythingokay,Grace?”Brettaskscautiously.
“Yourbrotherisacompletedouchebag.”ThetearsI’dtriedsovaliantlytohidearenowrollingdown
mycheeks.
Helooksstricken.I’mnotacrier.“Whatdidhedo?”
“Askhim.Idon’twanttotalkaboutit.”Ishakemyheadandattempttodrymycheeks.Iglancearound
the room and realize, once I hear water running in the bathroom, my best friend must be in the shower.
“TellBrookeI’llseeherattherehearsaltonight.”
Brett reaches out to stop me, but I hold up my hands and blow past him again. The elevator was
alreadyonourfloor,soImanagetomakeaquickexitfromthefloorandafastescapethroughthelobbyto
theparkinglot.ForthefirsttimesinceI’velivedonHarper’sIsland,Idon’tcareaboutmyattire.Forthe
firsttimesinceI’vebeennamedPrincess,Iignoreconvention.TheonlythingIcareaboutisgettingasfar
away from Blake as I can. If I didn’t have the wedding rehearsal later and the wedding tomorrow, I’d
leavetheIsland.
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y the time I had to report for the rehearsal, I was numb. I’d made sure to hire a driver because I
neededafewdrinksbeforeIcouldbearoundBlakeagain.Takingafewsteadyingbreaths,Iwalkedinto
thechurch.Practicallytheentireweddingpartyhadarrived.Bythis,Imeaneveryonebutthebestmanhad
arrived.
“Theresheis.”Brookeexhaled.“Wecanbeginnow.”
“Without…”IgesturedtotheemptyspacebesideBrett.
“Oh,business.He’llbeheretomorrow.”Brookeshrugged.
A reprieve. My shoulders sagged and for the first time since I’d dressed for the evening, I could
breatheandenjoymybestfriend’slastnightasasinglelady.Theministerwasconfidentinourabilities
to walk at the appropriate pace. Having been a bridesmaid on more than one occasion, I had my part
down.
Finally, we were released to enjoy the rehearsal dinner and drinks. Maybe I’d just stay pleasantly
buzzeduntilafterthewedding.Istaredoutthewindowofthetowncar.
“Whatareyouthinking?”Brookereachedoverandjabbedmeinthethigh.
Ishookmyhead.“Nothing,”Ilied.
“Something happened. You ready to talk yet?” I took too long to respond, so she poked me again.
“Comeon,Grace.Icandothisallnight.”
“Hepropositionedme.”Ipeekedatherfaceandsawherfrown.
Sheshookherhead.“Ikindathoughtyoutwoslepttogether.”
“Oh,wedid.Andthenhetriedtosetmeupashismistress.”Ishruggedlikeitwasnobigdeal.
“Grace…”Shehissedmyname.
“Right? It’s a damn shame because I was just starting to tolerate the guy.” I blew out a breath and
avoidedmeetingherstare.
Reachingover,shegrabbedmyhand,thenleanedoveranddroppedherheadontomyshoulder.“You
slepttogether,Grace.Iknowyou.Itmeanssomething.”
Isniffle.“Butnottohim.So...that.”
“He’sanasshole.Hedoesn’tdeserveyou.”Brookemurmurswordsofcomfortandtheysortofwork.
Igrabformyglassofchampagne.“Thisisyournight.Andtomorrowisyourday.We’lldealwithmy
bullshitlater.Okay?”
Brooke purses her lips and I can tell she’s considering it. “Okay, but we’re not dropping this. You
matter.Yourfeelingsmatter.”
InodinagreementasIdowntherestofmyglass.
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henextmorning,I roll outof bed witha headache. Soon enoughwe’d be gettingready in the bridal
suiteattheinnwhiledowningmimosas.Thiscouldn’thappenfastenoughformyliking.So,Ishowered
andgathermydress,shoes,makeup,andpursebeforerushingtomycar.
Onmydriveovertotheinn,I’dworkedonmygameface.There’snowayI’mgoingtoletBlakesee
hehurtme.I’mgoingtobethebestdamnmaidofhonorever.
“Howareyou?”BrookeasksasIenterthesuite.
“Whoa.Notasgoodasyou.Youlookamazing.”Ipasteagrinonmyface.
Sheeyesmecuriously,thennods.“Okay.Somyday.Notyourturn.Gotit.Well,inthatcase,hurryup
andgetdressed.It’syourturnforhairandmakeup.”
The morning passed in a blur. The next thing I know, we’re walking down the aisle and I’m doing
everything in my power to ignore his existence. We don’t make eye contact on my way to the altar. We
don’t exchange looks while the happy couple exchanged rings. We barely touch as we stroll down the
aislebehindthenewlyweds.Inthereceivingline,Imanagetostickanotherbridesmaidbetweenus.When
weloadintothelimofortheridetothereception,IsitontheothersideofBrooke,happilysquishedinto
acorner.
Infact,Iperformlikeapro.He’sclearlydisturbedbecausehepullsmeintoanalcoveatthereception
sitewhilewe’rewaitingtobeintroduced.“Thisisforyou,”hemurmursashestuffsanenvelopeintomy
hand.Igripitforamoment,weighingitinmypalm.
“IsweartoGod,ifIopenthisanddiscovermoney,you’llbeholdingafilettoyoureye.”Mychinjuts
outasIglareathim.
Blake chuckles. “It’s not cash. It’s not a check. It’s a deed.” He sighs heavily. “I treated you badly,
Grace.Iknowit.”
“Soyouthinkbuyingmeaplacewillhelpsmooththingsoverbetweenus.”Icanbarelyhidemyfury.
Withashakeofhishead,Blakebeginstoexplain.“It’snotlikethat,Princess.Thecamp.CampHope.
It’syours.”
I’mtryingtoprocesswhathesaidwhentheDJcallsoutournames.Iopenmymouth,buthefrowns.
“Iguesswe’llhavetofinishthislater.”Heholdsouthisarm.“Comeon.”
WewalkintothereceptionandBlakehelpsmetakemyplacetotheleftofthebrideattheheadtable.
TherearespoonstappingonglassesandsoonBrettandBrookearekissing.Foramoment,whenIglance
inBlake’sdirection,IthinkIseeregretinhiseyesandmaybeabitoflonging.Iunderstand.Ifeelittoo.
Tearsburnmyeyes,butmorethanthat,Iwanttostudythedeed.Ineedtoknowwhatitsays.Ihaveto
seeit,toknowit’sreal.“Willyouexcuseme?”IwhisperinBrooke’sear.
She nods, but looks confused as I pick up the envelope and exit the ballroom, waltzing through the
patiodoorsouttothegarden.IfindalowwallandsitonitasIpeelbacktheflap.
“Whatchahavethere?”Shelbyasksasshecomesandsitsbesideme.
“Oh.I’mnotsureyet.”IbitmylipasIpullthethickfoldedpapersout.IreadquicklywhileShelby
peersovermyshoulder.
“Isthatadeed?”Shenearlyshrieks.
Ijumpandlayahandagainstmychest.“Lookslikeit.Here.Youtellme.”IknowShelbywon’tsteer
mewrong.Sheandherhusbandhavealongloveaffairwiththecamp.
At first she frowns, then she scowls and the anger on her face is more evident with each flit of her
eyesacrossthepage.“SoitappearsmysonwouldliketogiveyouCampHope.”Shelbygripsthepapers
tightlyandherhandfallstoherlap.
Myeyesarewide,acombinationofhopeandfear.“Yes.That’swhathesaid.”Ibitemycheek.
“Well,sadly,hecan’t.”Sheshakesherhead.
“Oh really.” Blake saunters over. “I’m the acting CEO. Who says I can’t do with our assets what I
want?”
Shelbysighsangrily.“Me.Themajoritystockholder,headoftheboard,theonewhotrulyownsthis
company.Nextquestion.”
He splutters for a minute. “I’d think you’d be pleased, Mother. After all, by giving it to Grace, I’m
savingthecamp.”Hecrosseshisarmsoverhischest.
Shelby stands and moves to stand before her son. “Yes, but no matter how pleased I might be, you
can’tgiveawaysomethingyoudon’town,Blake.”Sheshakesherheadbeforesheturnstome.“I’msorry,
Grace.Iknowthisisdisappointing.”
“Youdon’tknowthehalfofit,”Imutter.
“True,butIwill.”Shecrossesherarmsoverherchestamomentandglancesbackandforthbetween
us.“I’llseeyoubothintheofficeonMonday.”
“Both?”Ifrown.
“Yes.We’llhaveanemergencyboardmeeting.Shouldn’tbetoohardtoorganize.”Shestaresintothe
ballroomandlaughs.“Youknow,sincetheentireboardisalreadyhereforthewedding.”
“Oh.”Iblowoutabreath.
“SeeyouonMonday.Nineinthemorning.Don’tbelate.”Shelbylaysahandonmyshoulder.“Don’t
worry, Grace. We’ll figure this out.” She winks at me then glides across the stone patio and enters the
buildingoncemore.
“Thisisafinemess.”Iscowl.
Blakesitsbesideme.WhenIdon’tstiffenormoveaway,hethrowsanarmaroundmyshoulder,leans
inandkissesmytemple.Iwanttomeltintoit,butIrememberhowbadlyhehurtmejustthedaybefore.
“Youheardmymother.We’llworkitout.”Hepullsbackandsmiles.“Shelovesyou,Grace.I’mtheone
whoshouldbeworried.”
THEPRINCESS,BOOKTWO
ThePrincess
Harper’sIslandDuet,BookTwo
By
ZaneMorrow
Copyright©2017byZaneMorrow
1stEdition
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Thisisaworkoffiction.Names,characters,places,andincidentsaretheproductsoftheauthor'simaginationorareusedfictitiously.Any
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houghItriedtoengageGraceinconversation,sheexcusedherselfandrushedinside.LaterIcaughther
talkingwithBrooke.Icouldactuallyfeeltheturmoilwithinher.Beingclosehadmystomachrolling.Or
maybethechurningcamefromthealcohol.I’ddefinitelyingestedaninordinateamountoflate.Whatelse
couldIpossiblydotosurvivethisantiquatedritualmybrotherhadinsisteduponexperiencing?Ofcourse,
therewasthepossibilitytheweddingwasallhisnewwife’sfault.Inarrowedmyeyesandstudiedher
while tugging at my chin. Yes, she seemed not only the marrying type, but the big church wedding huge
receptiontypeaswell.Whatofherbestfriendthough?WasGracedeterminedtomarry?Wasthiswhyshe
wassoputoffbymypracticalsuggestionwemaintainourrelationshipposthasteoncethecampclosed
notonlyforthesummer,butforgood.
Thistime,butterflies.TheideaofnomoreCampHopemademenearlygiddy.Toobadthesourceof
myjoybroughthersomuchgrief.Therewasapossibilityifwetalked,shemightunderstandmyproblems
with the place. Naturally, the prospect of getting all in touch with my feelings around the woman who
intriguedmesouredmymood.
Turningonmyheels,Istalkedoutoftheroomandreturnedtothegardens.Thefreshairmightgiveme
a fresh perspective. The quiet and alone time would definitely soothe my nerves. When I reached the
bridgeoverthekoipondandleanedontherailing,avoicebrokethesilence.
“I heard you tried to give Grace the camp.” Trent’s voice was low and I couldn’t quite detect his
moodfromthetone.
Slowly,Ishiftedandglancedhisway.“Whatofit?”Ilacedmyfingersandstaredatthewater,willing
thefluidmotionsofthefishtocalmme.
Trentmovedcloser,steppingupontothearchedbridgeandstoppinglessthanafootfromme.“The
movesurprisedmeIguess.”Hechuckledandshookhishead.“We’restillcompeting,Isee.”
Mybrowsarched.“Doyou?BecauseIdon’t.”Isetmyjawandstraightenedsometogriptherailing.
MyknucklesturnedwhiteasIstruggledtohidemyirritation.
Hegesturedtomyhands.“Oh,Ithinkyoudo.Lookatyou.Thepissedofflittleboyhasgrownintoan
angryman.”Trent’seyesflashedwhilehesmirkedatme.“NowonderBenspentsomuchtimewithme.”
Heleanedcloserandsneered.“Nowonderhespentsolittletimewithyou.”
Mychesttightened.Suddenly,Ifeltlikemylungsrefusedtofillwithair.Therewasmorethanalittle
truthtohiswords.Theproblem,however,camefromthefacts.Didheknow?Didhesuspect?Ilooked
away and refused to meet his eyes. There was a distinct possibility if I looked at him, I’d be sorely
temptedtobreakhisnose.Asmymindracedtofindasolution,awayoutofthissituationwhilesaving
face,anothervoicebrokethetensionintheair.
“Well,Ineverexpectedtofindyoutwotogether.”
Iwhippedaround,gratefultohearGrace’svoice.Shestoodonthecobbledpathafewfeetfromus.
Foramoment,Iwilledhertolookatme.IfIcouldsimplystareintohereyes,acalmwouldwashover
me. I knew it intrinsically. After all, the other night, she had been Xanax in human form. I couldn’t
rememberthelasttimeIfeltsorelaxedandateaseinmyownskin.
“Sogoodtoseeyou,Grace,”Trentmurmuredasheleanedinandplantedakissonhercheek.
My blood boiled and my hands fisted at my sides. The man knew what he was doing. Years of
practicehadtaughthimhowtogetundermyskin.Thecalculatingboyhadgrownintoamanipulativeman.
Iclosedmyeyesandblewoutabreath.Amomentlater,ahandwrappedaroundthebackofmyneckand
myeyesflewopentofindhernearlypressedagainstme.Istartedtospeak,butthegrimlookonherface
hadmyjawsnappingshut.
“BlakeandIhavesomeimportantmatterstodiscuss,Trent.Itwasnicerunningintoyou,butifyou
could excuse us…” Her voice trailed off as she dismissed him without so much as a glance in his
direction.
Using my peripheral vision, I could see Trent stiffen. “Of course.” He bowed slightly and backed
away,butIcouldfeelhimseethinginanger.
Wedidn’tevenacknowledgehim.Instead,myeyeswerefixedonher.“Grace.”Iwhisperedhername.
Ididn’ttrustmyvoicetonotcrackifIspokeanylouder.Inmynewestactofbravery,myhandsfoundher
tiny waist. I swear my fingers could nearly circle her. “Damn, you’re petite.” My fingers dug into her
morethanIintendedandIsawherwince.“Sorry.”Icouldfeelmyearsturnpink.
Herheadtiltedasshestudiedme.“What’sgoingonwithyou?Areyouokay?”Gracedrewherhand
awayfrommyneckandnowlaidthebackofitonmyforeheadbeforeshebrushedagainstmycheek.
Again,Ifoundmylidsloweringtosavorhertouch.Thiswoman.WhatwasIgoingtodo?Ineededto
findawaytowinher,tohelpheragreetobewithme.Grabbingherhand,Idraggedittomymouthwhere
Igrazedherknucklesandpressedthemagainstmylips.“Whatbringsyououthere,Princess?”
Her face softened. If I didn’t know better, I’d think she actually enjoyed my little nickname for her.
“Youbastard,”shegrumbled.“IalmostforgotIwasmadatyou.”
MybrowfurrowedandIfeignedinnocence.“You’remadatme?Howcouldyoueverbeangrywith
me?” I playfully flashed a smile. I’d been told it not only transformed my face, but had melted some
pantiesatimeortwo.ForGrace,Ihopedtohearovariesexploding.God,Iwantedher.
“I’mfurious.”Shepursedherlipsandnarrowedhereyes.
Ishrugged.“Sorry.Ijustdon’tseeit.Isthatyourangryface?”Inmychest,Icouldfeelmyheartbegin
tobeaterratically.
“Youcan’ttell?”Herbrowshotup.
Frowning,Ileanedin,handspoisedinchesfromherface.“MayI?”
Shesteppedback.“Mayyouwhat?”
“Just let me…” I reached out and started to play at molding her face. “There hold it like that.” I
pushedherbrowslower.“Nowlipslikethis.”Imodeledwithmyownwhiletryingtoforceherstopurse.
SheheldtheposewhileIsteppedbacktostudymymasterpiece.“Yes!Nowthat’samuchbetterfurious
face.”Igrinnedasasmilespread.“Stillfurious?”
“Terribly.”Gracesighedandwalkedintomyarms.
Themomentshelaidherheadagainstmychest,Icouldfeelthetensionmeltaway.“Neverleaveangry
again,Princess.”
Herheadleanedbackandshepressedherchinintomyribs.“Isthatanorder?”
Iwincedandshookmyhead.“Moreofasuggestion,really.”
“Well,here’smysuggestion.”Shestraightenedandsteppedback.
I braced. I couldn’t help it. I knew her enough to suspect where this was going. Grace didn’t
disappoint.
Herfingershotoutandshepokedmeinthesternum.“Nexttimeyougiveagirlsomeproperty,make
sureyouownitfirst.”
Noddingnumbly,Ibitmycheek.“Yougotit,Princess,”Imumbled.ThenIsaggedagainsttherailing.
Shesureknewhowtotakealotoutofaguyinandoutofbed.
“Good.”Shecrossedherarmsoverherchest.“SowhatdoyouthinkisgoingtohappenonMonday?”
GraceglancedupatmeandIcouldreadtheconcerninhereyes.MaybewehadmoreincommonthanI
thought.MaybeshehidherfearbehindamaskofangerlikeIdid.
MybrowsknitasIstruggledtofindananswertoherquestion.Thosepleadingeyeshadboredstraight
throughmysoul.Still,Icouldn’tbringmyselftolietoher.Itwasn’tmyway.Iknewtoowellthedamage
theycausedandIrefusedtoeverharmanyoneIcaredaboutinsuchashallowmanner.Igesturedtoward
thebenchontheothersideofthebridge.“Caretositforamomentwhilewetalk?”
Crossingherarmsoverherchest,sheglaredatme.“We’renottalking.Ijustaskedyouaquestion.”
“Right.” I chuckled. “And if I answer and you have a new question…at some point this is going to
passthroughthatgrayareastraightintoaconcreteacceptance.Admitit.Thisisaconversation.”Isighed.
“Come.Sitwithme,Grace.”Iofferedalopsidedsmile.Manywomenhadfoundthisboyishlookrather
disarming.Ihopedtheoneinfrontofmewouldfeelthesame.
Sheexhaled.“Idon’twanttogiveyouthewrongidea.”
“Thatwe’retalking?You’rejustborderingonridiculousnow.”Iheldupmyhandsinsurrenderwhile
I walked over and collapsed onto the bench leaving her plenty of room. “Look, you don’t even need to
touchme.”Imeasuredwithmyhands.“Look.Thismuchroom.”Iheldthemup,theywereagoodthree
feetapart.“AndIknowfromexperience,youonlytakeupthismuchroom.”Imeasuredmypelvis,this
time palms up, half cupped, much like they were the other night when I held her ass as she rode me.
Apparently,sheknewwhatIwasrecalling.Hercheeksturnedaflamingredasshefumed.
“YouwonderwhyIdon’twanttositnearyou?”Shehuffed.
Ishookmyhead.“Notatall.Mostly,IwonderwhatI’mgoingtohavetodotogetyoutostraddleme.
Ineedarepeatoftheothernight.”Iwinkedather.
Graceglaredatme.“Therewillbenorepeats,”shegrowled.
Mybrowsrose.“Ever?”
Shespokethroughherteeth.“Everever.”
“How can you be so certain?” I ran my fingers through my hair. “I was always taught the only
certaintiesinlifeweredeathandtaxes.”Ishrugged.“Andyetyouseemconvincedwe’llnevermakelove
again.”
“Make love?” She practically spat the words. “Is that what you’re calling it?” This time she didn’t
simplyrollhereyes.No,Graceinoneofhermoredramaticmovessomehowmanagedtorollherentire
head.Shewaslikesomedamnbobbleheaddoll.
“That’s not a good look for you,” I warned. “And what would you prefer I call it?” I frowned, but
insidemyheartfrozeinfear.
“Callitwasitwas.Iwasjustanotherfucktoyou.”Gracestaredatme.Iswearshewantedareaction,
buttheshockhadleftmewithoutwords.BeforeIcouldrecover,Inoticedthetearsinhereyes.
“Oh, Princess.” I hoped my pet name would appropriately soothe her. Instead, she stiffened more,
sniffledquicklyandbolteddownthepath.Sheseemedtobeblindedbytears,stumblingsome.Icouldn’t
leave her to her own devices, especially not when she’d proven herself to be so vulnerable. Case in
point,Trentappearedandshenotonlyranintohim,butsomehowmanagedtowindupinhisarms.
“Grace,darling.What’swrong?”Trentcradledheragainsthischest.
Sheshookherhead.“Somethinginmyeye,”shelied.
Okay,itwasn’tacompletelie.TherewerethosetearsI’dnotedmomentsbefore.“Icantakeitfrom
here,thanks.”Ireachedforher,butthatratbastardturnedherawayfromme.
“DidBlakesaysomethingtoupsetyou?Youcantellme,”hecooed.
Inthatinstant,ittookeverythinginmetonotslammyfistintohismouth.Isteppedcloser.“I’vegot
her,”Igrittedout.MynostrilswereflaringandTrentrespondedwithasmirk.
“IthinkweshouldletGracedecide.”Hetuckedhisfingerunderherchinandforcedhertolookat
him.Thenwhenhehadherattention,hereachedintohispocketandpulledoutahandkerchief.“Drythose
tears,love.Whatevertheproblem,I’msurewecansolveit.”
“I’msureyoucan’t.”Iscowledathim.
“Thecamp.”Shemanagedinbetweensniffles.
“Did Blake say something about the camp?” He frowned down at her intentionally ignoring me and
tryingtomakemeouttobethebadguy.
Graceshookherhead.“I’mjustfeelingemotionalaboutthecamp.”Shedabbedathereyesandmet
mystare.Imarveledather.Thoughshe’dbeenpresentedwiththeperfectopportunitytothrowmeunder
thebus,makemeouttobethevillain,shehadn’t.
Myheartswelledthenfilledwithfear.IfIwasn’tcareful,I’dfallforthewoman.Istoodthererubbing
mytemples.Ineededmorealcoholtodealwiththis,ormaybesomeibuprofen.Attheratethingswere
going,I’dbeonbloodpressuremedswithinaweek.
“There’s an emergency board meeting on Monday. I’ll take care of everything. I promise.” Trent
smileddownather,butIswearsheshudderedinresponse.
Hopeflaredinsideme.MaybeGracewasn’tsotakenwithhimafterall.
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ome inside,” Brooke urged. She grabbed Grace’s wrist with one hand then caught mine with the
other.“It’snearlytimefordinner.You’veallbutmissedtheappetizers.”
“I’m not hungry,” Grace murmured. She laid a hand on her stomach and I swear I heard it growl
despiteherobjections.
Withasigh,Ipulledawayfrommynewsister-in-lawandscoopedGraceupinmyarms.“Let’sgo,
Princess.Wecan’thaveyoupassingoutandruiningtheweddingnow,canwe?”Iwinkedatherandwas
pleasedtoseehersoftensome.
“I’daskyoutoputmedown,buthonestly,I’mfeelingratherweakatthemoment.”Shelaidherhead
onmyshoulderandnuzzledintomyneck.
IswallowedhardandwishedweweresomewhereprivatebecauseI’dgiveanythingtogetunderthis
gown.Iswearsheknewittoo.Beforelong,shewasteasingmyearwithhertongueandIwasshakingasI
triedtocontrolmynaturalurges.“You’reacold,cruelwoman,”Igrumbledundermybreath.Inresponse,
Iwasrewardedwithasnicker.Thelittlevixenknewpreciselywhatshewasdoing.“I’llrememberthis.
Turnaboutisfairplay…”
She paused for a moment. “I have no idea what that means.” Grace shrugged and resumed her sexy
ministrationsonmylobe.
“You’ll see. I don’t know how. I don’t know when, but I assure you, I’ll get you for this.” I could
barelyspeak.Mybreathcameinpants.Shiversrandownmyspineandallthebloodinmeranstraightto
mygroin.Myonlyhopetonotutterlyhumiliatemyselfinaminutewastoletmymindwander.Only,the
onethoughtIfocusedonwaswhetherornottherehadeverbeenanotherwomanwho’delicitedsucha
reaction from me. There had to be. No way was I peaking with Grace. I started mumbling names as I
compared.“Taylor.Emme.Shayne.”
“Onemore,”shewarned.“Sayonemorechick’snamewhileI’minyourarmsandseewhathappens
toyou.”
“Behave,youtwo,”Brookewarned.“We’reatthesteps.Anyoneglancingoutsidecanseeus.Ifthe
doorsareopenoranyoneisaround,therumorswillfly.”Shegaveusanexaggeratedwink.
“Whatwasthat?”Ifrowned,feelingutterlyconfused.
Grace giggled then wriggled out of my arms until I gently set her on the cobblestone path. “Brooke
wants us married. Everyone should be as happy as she and your brother are. Right?” She sighed at her
friend.
“Listen,fortwopeoplewhohateeachother,yousuredon’tactlikeit.”Brookeliftedthefrontofher
gownandpreparedtomountthefirststep.“Help,”shehissedathermaidofhonor.
“Yougotit.”Gracegatheredupthebackofthegownanddutifullyfollowedherfriendupthestairs.
Istoodthereadmiringtheswayofherhipsasshemovedwhenahandlandedonmyshoulder.Istared
at it disdainfully. Sure enough, it belonged to Trent. In business, we’re trained that he who speaks first
loses,soIsimplypastedaserenelookonmyfacewhileIwaited.Theassholedidn’tdisappoint.
“Don’tgettooattached,”hesneered.“Gracewillbemine.”
“Willshenow?’IcrossedmyarmsovermychestandsuckedonmycheeksasIrolledmyeyes.
“Absolutely.”Heremovedhishandfrommyshoulderandstuffeditinhispocketwhileherockedon
hisfeet.Trentseemedsoself-assured.LittledidheknowI’dalreadyspentthenightwithGrace.
ThenIfrowned.Clearly,however,Ihadn’tsealedthedeal,sotospeak.Thelittleprincesswasangry
with me, for reasons I couldn’t quite wrap my mind around. I tugged at my chin. “Just what makes you
thinkso?”
He chuckled. “I’m generous. We both love Camp Hope. It’s a solid foundation for a relationship.”
Trenthadbeentickingreasonsoffonhisfingers.
“That’sit?”Ilaughedandheldmystomachasifithurt.“That’swhatyou’vegot?”Ishookmyhead
andstartedtoturnandmountthesteps.
Hesplutteredaminute.“Whatmakesyouthinkshe’dchooseyou?”
Ipausedonthefirstriser,collectedmyemotions,andlazilymovedtorespond.IshruggedasIlooked
himintheeyes.“WhatmakesyouthinkIwanther?”Iwatchedhisreaction.Thelightwentoutinhiseyes.
Hisshoulderssagged.JustasIsuspected,hewasonlyinterestedinGracebecauseofme.Myheartached
as I imagined her as a pawn on some human chess board. How could this man be so cruel? People
weren’t property. I stepped down and closed the distance between us while maintaining eye contact. I
couldseehimsecond-guessingeverything.Heglancedaboutnervouslyasweathadbrokenoutacrosshis
brow.
“Youdon’twanther?”Helickedhislipsandsquintedatme.
This was my chance to save her. One lie could take her off the board. “Of course not.” I shook my
headvehemently.“WhywouldIwantsomeonelikeher?”
Thefrownonhisfacemorphed.Hischeeksturnedpinkandheseemedpositivelydelighted.Ifroze.A
chill ran down my spine as I swiveled and moved to make my way into the club. As I glanced up, I
realizedGracestoodtwostepsaboveme.Atthesightofher,mytensionmeltedaway.Iwantednothing
moretopickherupinmyarmsandrunawaywithher,butinsteadofreceivingmeawithaplayfulsmile
orevenawittyremark,hercheekswerepinkandhernostrilswereflaring.“Princess?”Mybrowarched.
Ihopedteasingherwouldlightenthemood.Inherhands,sheheldtwoflutesofchampagne.Istartedto
reachforone,butshedrewback.
“Ibroughtthistoyou.Openbar.”SheblinkedbacktearsandItiltedmyheadinconfusion.“Thought
youmightbethirsty.Heat,”shemumbled.
“Areyouokay?”MybrowfurrowedasIheldoutmyopenarms.
Graceshookherheadandtookastepback.“Don’t.”SheblewoutabreathandIwatchedherheel
catchonthehemofhergown.
“Careful.”Icaughtherelbowandtriedtohelpherfindherfooting.
Sheshookherheadandyankedoutofmygrasp.Somehowshemanagedtostumbleupthenextfew
stepstothelanding.“Don’ttouchme,”shehissed.
“Grace,letmehelpyou?”Trentglidedupthestairstowardher.
Iwatchedasshelookedbackandforthbetweenus.Atthemoment,itseemedshedidn’ttrusteitherof
us. She shook her head and bolted in the opposite direction. When Grace had disappeared inside the
building,Trentlaughed.“What?”Iscowled.
Heshookhisheadandgrinned.“Ihopeyoumeantitwhenyousaidyoudidn’twanther?”
Istiffened.“Oh,andwhyisthat?”Itriedtopasteaboredlookonmyface.
“Becausesheheardeveryword.Andnowshehatesyou.”ThenTrentpositivelydanceduptherestof
the steps and entered the building behind the one woman who’d ever been able to get under my skin,
whileIwasleftalongfeelinglikeI’dbeenpunchedinthegut.
Historicallyspeaking,thiswasaboutright.Foramoment,Istoodfrozen,staringdownatmyshoes
whileIcontemplatedmynextmove.IwantedtogorescueGrace.IfIcouldsimplyexplainthingsweren’t
asshe’dheard.Only…fornow,theyhadtobe.Throughtheyears,I’ddiscoveredhowpoisonousTrent
couldbe,thedamagehecoulddo,thehavochecouldwreak.IrefusedtoputGraceinharm’sway.
Instead,Iwalkeditoff.Iwanderedthroughthegardensatabriskpace.Itfeltmorelikedoinglapsin
atuxanddressshoes.Mysocksweresoaked,blisterswereforming,theheathaddriedmymouthtothe
extent I couldn’t have spoken had my life depended on it. Still, by the time I made my way to join the
reception,Ifeltnobetter.
Brettsawmefirst.“Takeaseat,”hemutteredunderhisbreath.
“Iseeyou’vebeenmisinformed.Again.”IsighedasIpulledoutmychairandtookmyplacetohis
right.
“Dependsonwhoyouask,”hegrumbled.Brettseemedintentoncuttinghisprimerib,butfinally,he
gaveup,sethissilverwaredownontherimofhisplateandglaredatme.“It’smyweddingday.”
I took a sip of my water before responding. I swallowed hard. “I know,” I replied blandly. “I was
there.”
“Stop.Juststop.”Herolledhiseyes.“Idon’tknowwhathappenedtoyou,tous.”Brettshiftedinhis
chairandinchedclosertome,whileIshrankinmine.
Iknew.Thecampchangedeverything.Idrapedthenapkinacrossmylap.“Theprimeribseemstobe
cookedtoperfection.”
“Tryingtodeflect?Really?”Herubbedhisforehead.
“Seemstoworkforpoliticians.”Iofferedasmilethatdidn’treachmyeyes.
“Just…leaveGracealone.Inthispastweek,you’vehurtherenoughforalifetime.So…stayaway.”
Brettseemedsatisfiedwithhisedict.
Picking up my fork and knife I began to saw through the meat on my plate. “I could do that, dear
brother,butIwouldn’twanttodisappointMissMilly.”Ieyedhimpointedly.“Wewouldn’twanttodo
anything to jeopardize Grace’s ability to save the camp now, would we?” I watched as he struggled to
processmywords.
“Ifyouhurther…”Hisvoicetrailedoff.Brettwasthekingofemptythreats.Hehadnothingtohold
overme.Iwasolder,stronger,tougher,andheadofthecompany.
“You’ll what? Seriously. What exactly will you do?” I stabbed a piece of the beef with my fork,
dippeditinhorseradishsauceandstuffeditinmymouth.ThenIchewedlazilywhileIwaited.
Brettshookhishead.“Idon’tknow,Blake.ButIswearifyouruinmywedding,we’rethrough.”
Irolledmyeyes.“Herewegoagainwiththeidlethreats.”
“No,Imeanitthistime.YouhurtGrace,ithurtsallofus.We’refriends.You…you’rejustanasshole.
How’dyouevengetthiscold?”
Amemoryflashedandthepainofithadmelookingaway.Ishivered,buttriedtoplayitoffasashrug.
“Don’tknow.JustluckyIguess.”
“Right.Likeyouwerebornthisway.”Heeyedmeevenasheleanedaway.“Onlythatcouldn’tbethe
case.Motherislovingandcaring.Fatherwastoo.Oh,butyou…you’recoldasice.”
Itookanotherbiteofmymeal,butIcouldn’ttasteit.Hiswordshadwoundedme.Hisdistrusthurt.
WatchingTrentafewtablesawaytryingtocatchGrace’sattentionmademychestache.Wewerehours
fromcakeandmytoast.Wouldthisnightneverend?
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n hour later and I’d downed roughly three rocks glasses of scotch. The great thing about scotch is
whenyou’reinaterribleplace,itgoeswitheverything.Forexample,therewasnoclashwithmybaked
potato,myasparagus,ortherestofmyprimerib.I’dhadmyfirstscotchinlieuofthesaladcourseI’d
missedandthebreadIcouldn’tbringmyselftoeat.NowthemusichadbegunandtheDJwascallingthe
weddingpartyoutontothefloortostarttheparty.Someparty.
Gracestoodofftothesideofthedancefloor.Shestaredatmeamomentandeveninmyseriously
buzzedstate,Icouldreadthereluctanceinherface.Iswallowedtherestofmyfourthglassandsecond
double.Inolongerfeltitburningonthewaydown,althoughIdidnotehowhardithitmystomach.Still,
thatlittlebitofliquidcouragehelped.
Wipingmymouthwiththebackofmyhand,IstrodeovertoherasecondafterTrentreachedherside.
“Stepoff,”Igrowledwithoutevenlookingathim.Graceheldmyattention,asmuchasIcouldfocus.
“Excuseme?”Therewasanoteofsurpriseinhisvoice.
Iwhirledaroundandstumbledslightly,butIsoonfoundmyfootingandconfrontedhim,sincethiswas
obviouslywhathewanted.“WasItoopoliteforyou?Hmmm?”Ileaneddownslightlysowewerenose-
to-nose,sinceIwasagoodthreeinchestaller.
“GoodLord.”Heheldahandinfrontofhisface.“It’slikesniffingastill.Howmuchhaveyouhadto
drink?”
“Aboutenoughtospeakmymind.”Inarrowedmyeyesonhim.“WanttoknowwhatI’mthinking?”
“Notespecially.”HeshruggedandworeasmuglookIwantedtopunchoffhisface.
Apparently,I’mameandrunk,orTrentbringsouttheworstinmebecauseI’veneverhitamaninrage
my whole life. Now, in self-defense was a different story. Father insisted we train in martial arts to
protectourselves.Beingwealthymadeustargets,heclaimed.Trustme,hewouldknow.“Well,I’mgonna
tell you anyway.” I licked my lips. “Fuck off.” His eyes widened. “That’s right. Fuck. Off. Trent.” I
gesturedtowardthedoor.“You’renotinthewedding,soIdon’tknowwhyyou’retryingtohedgeinon
thisdance.Hell,Idon’tevenknowwhyyouwereinvited.”
“I’montheboard.”HerolledhiseyesandexchangedalookwithGrace.
Thismerelyservedtofurtherinfuriateme.Ihadareallytinytriggeratthemoment.“Sogetoutofhere
andletmedancewithmybestgirl.”IsmiledatGrace.Ithinkitwasasmile.Myfacewasbeginningto
feelnumbandmymindgrewfoggyasthealcoholI’dconsumedatsucharapidpacefinallycaughtupto
me.
“Bestgirl?”Gracecrossedherarmsoverherchestandstaredatmewithpeakedbrows.“NowI’m
yourbestgirl.Anhouragoyouwantednothingtodowithme.Sohowdoesthatworkexactly?”
“Simple.”IwobbledsomeonmyfeetasIheldoutahandtothehauntinglybeautifulwomanbefore
me.“I’mthebestman,soyou’rethebestgirl.”Ichuckledatmycleverness.Gracedidn’t.
“Right.Pass.”Shelookedaway.
Shemightnotwantanythingtodowithmeatthemoment,butatleastshedidn’twantanythingtodo
with Trent either. This was of some comfort to me. “Come on, Gracie,” I whispered in her ear. “Don’t
ruinthewedding.Dancewithme.”
“Oh, so now if I refuse to let you drunkenly paw me on the dance floor in front of all of Harper’s
Island,I’mruiningthewedding?”Sheglaredatme,whichonlymademewanttokisshermore.Ireally
didlikeherallfeisty.
“Yes?” I tilted my head and she huffed in response. “I mean, no.” I shook my head and held onto a
nearbychairsoIdidn’tlosemytenuousbalance.Gravitywasnolongermyfriend.“Don’tmakemebeg,
Princess.”Iburiedmyfaceinherneckandplantedafewlingeringkissesinatrailuptoherear.ThenI
begantonibbleonherlobeasshe’ddonewithmineoutsideearlier.
Gracewhimpered.“Pleasedon’tdothishere.”Shegentlypushedmebackwithapalmtomychest.
Iperkedup.Thereseemedtobeadistinction.Shedidn’ttellmenottodoit.Shesimplydidn’twant
metodoithere.“Wheredoyouwanttogo?”Istraightenedandglancedabout.“Upstairs?Ibetwecould
get a room upstairs.” Suddenly nothing else mattered, nothing but the possibility of being with Grace
again.I’dforgottenimmediatelyaboutallmydutiesasbestman.Icouldcarelessforaboutthetoast,the
cake, and especially catching the garter. Everything was all about her, being with her, having another
chancewithher,holdinghernear.Ineededitmorethanair,oralcohol,ormoney.“Let’sgo.”Ishiveredin
excitement.
AfteraglanceatBrookeandBrett,shefrowned.“Iguessyou’reright.Weshoulddance.”
“Yes,”Iagreedlazily.
Gracetookmyhandanddraggedmeoutontothefloorandpositionedusinabackcornerinbetween
the speaker and the newlyweds. She wrapped her arms around my neck and we began to sway to the
music.I’magreatdancer,normally.Yearsoflessons,followedbycountlesssocialoccasionstoputthem
into practice and I was a younger, wealthier version of Fred Astaire. Tonight, Grace grunted under the
weightofme.
“Can’tyoustandatall?”Shesighed.
“Ofcourse.”IgruntedasIstruggledtorightmyself.I’dgrowntiredandlazy.“You’rejustsotinythat
Ihavetoleandowntodance.”
Sherolledhereyes.“Yes,ofcoursethat’sit.Oh,butwait,coulditpossiblyhaveanythingtodowith
thefifthofscotchyou’veconsumed.”
I jerked my head back. “It couldn’t possibly be that much.” Then I began to mentally tally before I
chuckled.“Okay,it’sclose.”Igrinneddownather,feelingallwarmandmushy.“GoodthingIcanhold
myliquor,huh?”
“Right.” Grace nodded. “Only somehow I suspect I’m going to be the one holding your hair back
later.”Shesighedheavily.
“I don’t have long…” I thought for a moment and laughed loudly. “You think I’ll be puking later.” I
shook my head. “Nah. I never do that. I’ve never been hung over.” I was ready to lay out all my best
attributeswhensheinterrupted.
“Yes,buthaveyoueverhadthismuchtodrink?”Sheeyedmecuriously.
My brow furrowed as I considered her question. “I went to college. I was a legacy in the family
fraternity.Imusthave.”
“Somehow, I can’t picture any of that.” She rested her head against my chest and I held her a little
closer.Afterafewsecondsofsilencepassedbetweenus,Iheardhermurmur,“Whydowefightso?Why
can’twegetalong?”Thensheburiedherfacemoredeeplyintomyjacket.“Whycan’tyoujustloveme,
dammit?”
IhadthefeelingIwasn’tsupposedtohaveheardanyofthat.Still,herwordsmademethink.“Idon’t
believeinlove,”Iadmitted.“I’veneverseenit.HowcouldIhopetoexperienceit?Oh,butbelieveme,
you’retheclosestI’vecome.”Ilaidmychinonthetopofherheadandinhaleddeeply.
ThemusicendedandIglanceddownatthewomaninmyarms,hopingIcouldconvincehertoendure
anotherdancewithme.Iwantedhercloseandshewasn’tgivingmemanyopportunities.BeforeIcould
ask,theDJmadeanannouncement.“Allthesingleladies,gatheraround.Timeforthebridetothrowthe
bouquet.”
Grace tugged my hand as I stood frozen in place, staring longingly at her. “Come on. Off the floor,
loverboy.”WhenIdidn’tmove,shebeganpullingme.“Seriously,youmaybesingle,butyou’renolady.”
WomenofallageswerevyingforpositionaroundBrooke.IwantednopartofthisritualsoIallowed
Gracetomoveme.“Hey,shouldn’tyoubeoverthere?”Ipointedtothethrongofdesperatewomen.
“Yeah…no.Idon’tseememarried.I’mtoocommittedtoCampHope.Whatmancouldevercompete
withthat?”Sheheldherhandsoutassheshruggedandthebouquetsailedoutofnowhere,bouncedoffmy
chest,andlandedinheropenpalms.“Well,fuck.”Sheclosedhereyesamomentandblewoutabreath
beforesheturnedherattentiontoBrooke,whowasdoingherbesttolookinnocent.
“Ithinkshedidthatonpurpose.”Inoddedwithagrimlookonmyface.“Goodnews.You’renext.
Isn’tthatwhatitmeans?”Imeantitasajoke,butforsomereason,thethoughtofGracebeingwithanother
manaboutknockedthewindoutofme.“Ineedair,”Igasped.
“Okay.Patio.Let’sgo.”Sheshovedmeinthebackasshedirectedmeoutthedoorwithonehand,the
bouquetclaspedintheother.
“You’resosweet,”ImurmuredasIinhaleddeeply.Iturnedtoherandsmiled.“It’ssoniceofyouto
comeouthereandbewithmewhenyoucouldbeinthere.”
Grace stared into the reception hall from the back patio. “Oh, I want no part of that. They’ll be
throwingthegartersoon.”Sheshivered.
MyhandsfistedatmysidesasIrealizedwhatthismeant.“Sosomeguyisgoingtocatchthegarter
andthenslideitontoyourthigh.”I’dhavetostandthereandwatchallthewhileplottingthepoorguy’s
demise,especiallyifheslidtoofartowardthejunctureofherthighs.IclosedmyeyesasIremembered
whattheexperiencehadbeenlikeformetheothernight.
Hershoulderssagged.“Yup.”
Ipushedupmysleeves.“Thehellheis.”ThenIstormedtowardsthedoor,flungitopen,andstomped
inside, determined. I glanced about, trying to get the lay of the room. I was ready to shove through all
theseassholestogetthegarter.Ontheedgeofthedancefloor,Ifeltatugonmyarm.Ilookedbehindme
tofindGracestandingtherepanting.
“Youdorealizeifyoucatchit,thiswillonlystrengthenMissMilly’sbeliefweshouldmarry.Thenthe
wholeislandwillbetalking.”Herhandswereclaspedinfrontofherwhileshepleadedhercase.“You
don’twanttomarryme,Blake.Youdon’twanttomarryanyone.”Sheshrugged.
“It’s just a silly superstition. It’s not like it’s a binding contract.” I watched as my brother reached
underBrooke’sgownandstartedtolazilypullthegarterdownherthigh.Allthewhiletheygazedateach
otherwithsuchlove,suchpassion,myheartbegantothumperratically.Conflictingthoughtsracedthrough
mymind.Whycouldn’tIhavethat?Oh,butwhywouldIwantto?
Awaiterbegantopassbywithatrayofchampagneflutes.Apparently,itwasnearlytimetotoast.In
onefluidmotion,Igrabbedonewithoutjostlingtherestoftheglasses,andbroughtittomylipswhereI
startedtogulpdownthebubblyliquidwhileGracemadeaface.“Iwouldn’tmix,ifIwereyou.Comeon.
Allfratboysknowthis.”
“Garter.” I pointed toward where Brett had been moments before. Only now he had disappeared.
MaybeI’dmissedthetoss.Iscannedthefloor.Therehestoodinthefarcorner,garterstretchedbackon
twofingersashepreparedtoslingshotitintotheair.WhileBrookehadsoughtoutGraceforthebouquet,
my brother had obviously selected another target. I followed his line of sight. Trent. Fucking Trent. No
damn way was he getting his hands anywhere near Grace. Suddenly, it was as if the rest of the room
meltedaway,orIwaswearingblinders.IhonedinonthemanIloathedforreasonsIcouldn’tsharewith
anyone.IyankedmyjacketoffandpassedittoGrace.“Holdthis.”Beforeshehadachancetorespond,
I’d rushed across the room. As the lacy elastic fabric above outstretched hands, I plowed through the
throngofmen.Afterall,I’dalsobeenareceiverforallofmyhighschoolandcollegecareers.Myhand
shotoutandasecondlater,myfingerswrappedaroundtheobjectIsought.Igrinnedandstartedtoliftmy
trophy,butTrenthadcaughtholdofpartofittoo.
“Letgo,”Igruntedasmysmilefaded.
“Youfirst,”hespat,hiseyesflashing.
Withouthesitation,Iyankedhardinanefforttoremoveitfromhisgrasp.Whenherefusedtobudge,I
elbowed him in the gut and we were soon scrapping on the floor. Trent may have been temporarily
surprised and slightly winded, but he recovered quickly and followed through with a sucker punch that
connectedwithmycheekbone.
“You went for the face, asshole?” I hissed and rolled him onto his back where I showed him my
groundandpound.Afterafewhits,he’dreleasedthegarter,moreinterestedincatchingthebloodgushing
fromhisnose.
Standing,Iturnedandheldupmytrophy.“Look!”IgrinnedatGrace,evenasmycheekburnedand
swelled.“Igotit.”
Her hands covered her mouth in a look of sheer horror. She turned away and I realized she was
checkingoutthenewlyweds’reaction.Ididthesame.Brooke’seyesandmouthwerewidewithshock.
Mybrother,however,wasfuming,hisfaceredwithrage.“Go!”Heroaredashepointedtowardthedoor.
MyheadhungasIstartedtomakemywayoutofthereceptionhall.Icouldn’tmeetanyone’sfaceon
mywayoutoftheroom.Afterall,I’dactedcompletelyoutofcharacter,andwhileI’dliketopretendit
wasallalcoholinduced,thetruthwasGracehadalottodowithittoo.Obviously,Ineededtostayfar
away from her or she’d completely ruin me. I’d taken no more than half a dozen steps when a delicate
hand slid into mine. I paused only to discover Grace had laced our fingers. It felt natural, nice, until I
notedthedisappointmentonherface…andsomethingelse.
“Why?”Herbrownsknittogether.
“Confused?”IstuffedthegarterinmypocketsoIcouldcuphercheek.“Metoo.”
Her face fell. Finally, she threw her shoulders back and stuck out her chin. “Let’s go. You’re in no
conditiontodrive.”
Istudiedhereyes,feelinghelpless,lost.“Butthewedding.”
Graceinhaleddeeply.“Ithinkwe’vedoneenoughdamageforoneday,don’tyou?”
AfterInodded,westrodecalmlyoutoftheroomandstraighttothevalet.
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hatdoyouwanttodo?”Iwatchedherforareactionwhilewewaitedonthevalet.Hecouldn’t
returnsoonenough.Ikeptglancingbehindusnervously.Forsomereason,Iimaginedtheresidents
of Harper’s Island gathering their pitch forks and lighting torches to chase after us. Forget that most of
themhadneverworkedadayintheirlives,havingbeenbornintomoney.Thepointhere:Iwassomekind
ofbeast.IeyedGrace.Shewascertainlymybeauty.HowhadIevermanagedtogainherattention?How
couldsomeonelikemeeverhopetokeepit?Hell,nomatterwhatIdid,Isomehowmanagedtofoulitall
up.
Graceshookherhead.“Nothing.Ithinkweneedtogetyouhome.”
I grinned. “Ah, coming back to my place. And I thought I was going to have to be all slick. You
surpriseme,Princess.”
Shegrimaced.“IneversaidIwascomingup.”
“So,youdon’twanttoseethefamilyestate?”Ituggedatmychin.“Oh,youmayalreadyhaveseenit
withyourmother.”
“Youreallywanttogobackthere?”Gracegavemetheside-eye.
“Ah.”Iconsideredherimplication.“Iseewhereyou’regoingwiththis.Goodthinking.Let’sgoback
tothecitythen.”
Hercarcametoahaltbesidethecurbwherewestood.Iopenedthepassengersidedoorandstepped
asideforhertotakeaseat.Sheshookherheadatmeandlaughed.“What?”
“How drunk are you?” She held the door and pushed me toward the interior. “You ride, I drive.” I
openedmymouth,butshesilencedme.“YouhadmoredrinksthanIcancountononehand.”Istartedto
mentallytallyinthehopesIcouldargue,butshedidn’tevengivemeachance.“Plus,it’smyvehicle.”
Ithrewmyhandsupintheair.“Fine.”Ilookedoverhershoulderfrommypositionintheseatand
sawTrentwalkingtowardus.“Getin.”Igrittedout.
Shepeeked,realizedwewereabouttobesetuponbymymortalenemy,andrushedtowardherdoor.
Hopping in the vehicle she tossed her bouquet in the backseat and settled in behind the steering wheel.
Graceevenmanagedtogetherseatbeltlatchedbeforethetappingonmywindowbegan.Sheignoredhim
a second, one hand on the gear shift, her foot on the brake pedal. I could feel her conflict. Finally, she
sighedandherhandfoundtheelectricwindowbutton.“Sorry,”shemutteredasshepastedaserenelook
on her face. The she looked past me to Trent, who was already leaning in the window. “Yes?” Grace
blinkedafewtimeswhileshewaitedforhisresponse.
“Leaving so soon?” He smiled at her, but I ignored his face and studied his body language. His
knuckleswerewhiteastheygrippedthedoorframe.
Irelaxedintotheseat.Trentwaspissed.Eversocasually,Iwrappedmyhandaroundhersonthegear
T
shifterandgrinnedathim.“We’regoingbacktomyplace.”
Forasplitsecondhisfaçadefaltered.“I’llseeyouwhenyougetdonedroppinghimoff.”
Slowly, I raised her hand and brought it to my lips without taking my eyes from her face. Then I
plantedakissinthecenterofherpalmandwatchedwithsatisfactionasherbreathingquickenedandshe
bitherlowerlip.“Whatever.Iplantotakemytime.”MylidsflutteredshutasIfocusedmyaffectionson
her wrist. I could feel her pulse racing and soon she gasped. While she was distracted, I reached over
withmyfreehandandpushedthebuttontoraisethewindow.
Immediately, Trent drew back and yanked his hands off the frame. Though the closed window now
muffledthissound,IswearIheardhimgrowl.IopenedmyeyesandsmiledatGrace.“Drive,Princess,”I
whispered as I gave her hand one final squeeze before laying it back on the shifter. To my surprise,
withoutsayingaword,shedidasIsuggested.
hedrivetothecitytookoveranhour,includingtheferryride.Idozedduringmostofit.Atfirst,Grace
wasnervousandmorethanalittleuptight.Thenasherconfidencegrewandhernervessettled,onceshe
wascertainIwaspassedout,shebegantosingalongwiththeradioandsomethinghappenedinsideme.I
don’tknowhowtodescribeit.AllIknowisoneminute,Iwassimplyfeelingpossessive,thenextminute
Iwasfeelingwarmandfuzzy.Imagesbegantoplayoutinsidemymind,Icouldabsolutelyimaginealife
withher.
Gracereachedoutandpetmyhair.Ittookeverythinginmetonotmove,tonotleanintohertouch.Her
voice,asshesangalongwiththeradio,startedsoftlyandthenwhensheknewthewords,shebeltedout
thetune.Icouldseeit,mecominghomefromtheofficetofindherrockingourbaby.She’dbedownthe
hallinthenurseryandI’denterthepenthousetohearhervoiceonthemonitor.Oh,andwe’dhaveoneof
thosevideoones,soI’dsoonseeher.Theideaofitmademyheartswell.We’dgiveourchildrenthekind
oflifeIneverhad.I’dbemadly,deeply,hopelesslyinlovewithmywife.Mychildrenwouldneverneed
a nanny while their mother volunteered to help every cause and everyone, but them. We’d tuck them in
together,readingthemstories.Ourplacewouldbefilledwithjoyandlove,theperfectenvironmentfor
childrentoflourish.ThiswouldbeacompleteoppositefromthemuseumIgrewupin,withthecoldstone
and marble finishes, where we weren’t allowed to touch anything and our parents barely touched each
other.WasitanywonderIwassostandoffish,sodetached?WasthereanydoubtwhyIwantednothingto
dowithmarriage?
Sherousedmewithagentlesqueezeofmyhand.“Blake,I’mnotsurewhereyoulive.”ThenwhenI
didn’tmove,shestartedmumblingunderherbreath.“Whydidn’tIaskhimbeforehefellasleep?”She
sighedheavily.“Nowwe’llbelostinthecity.”
Stretchingslightly,Imovedmystiffnecktoglanceather.“Relax,mysweet.We’llbeatmyplacein
lessthanthirtyminutes.”Isatupstraighterintheseatandhelpeddirecthertherestoftheway.
Finally, we pulled into the parking garage. I directed her to my assigned spot. She hesitated before
pullinginandIstruggledtomaintainmycool.“Ican’tcomein.”Graceshookherhead.
“Oh, you’d rather rush back to the Island? You wanted to answer questions from your mother and
stepfather all night?” I watched her shoulders sag some. “Oh, maybe you wanted to see those
disapprovingstares?Thosearemyfavorite.”
“It won’t be like that,” she objected. “I’m sure they have forgotten all about the garter belt scuffle
already.”Gracepeekedatmeandofferedalopsidedgrin.
“Ofcourse,I’msuretherearefarmoreinterestingthingstodiscuss…likehowwelefttogether,how
thePrincessisbehavingbadly,ormaybeaboutthecompanyshe’skeeping.”Ituggedatmychin.I’dbeen
aroundlongenoughtoknowhowthisworked.“Thoseoldbittieswillbetalkingaboutusforweeks.It’s
notliketheyhaveanythingelsetotaketheirmindsofftheirotherwiseemptyexistences.”Iwatchedher
headdropontoherchest.
“Icouldspendthenightatthecamp.Afterall,I’llbegoingbackthereforthesummeraftertheboard
meetingMondaymorninganyway.”Shebrightenedsome,thinkingshe’dfoundasolution.
Inodded.“It’snotabadidea,Grace.”Sheturnedtolookatmewide-eyed.“Still,Iwouldratheryou
wait until daylight to drive those dark country roads though. Please. For your safety.” I shrugged. “Just
comein.I’llfeedyou.I’llgiveyouachangeofclothes.Andtomorrow,we’llgobacktotheislandwhile
everyoneisinchurch.Youcandropmeattheclubtogetmycarandthenyou’llberidofme.”
“I’llstillhavetoseeyouonMonday.”Graceleanedbackinherseatandstaredatme.Iwondered
whatshewasthinking.WassheasupsetasIwasthatI’drunoutofexcusestospendtimewithher?
Idecidedtotestheralittle.“Yes,butwordwillprobablybeoutthatyou’reabletodateanyoneyou
please.Imean,afterthewedding,nowaywouldMissMillywantustiedtogether.”Itriedtosmile,but
thistime,evenasthealcoholwaswearingoffandthefeelingwasreturningtomyface,IknewI’dfailed
miserably.
“Right.”HernostrilsflaredandIswearhereyesgrewshiny.“Soyou’llbefree.”
Iswallowedhard.“WhatmakesyouthinkIwanttobefreeofyou?”
She looked away and stared out the window. Apparently, she needed a moment to collect herself.
Whenshefacedmeagainhermoodhadchangedentirely.Graceglaredatme.“Well,Ithinktheothernight
provedyoudon’twanttobetiedtome.Youofferedtotreatmelikeadamnwhore,soyousureashell
don’trespectme.”Shehuffed.“SowhythefuckwouldIwanttobetiedtoyou?”Shecrossedherarms
overherchest.
“Comeon.Admitit.I’vegrownonyou,Princess.”Mysmilewasgenuine.ThisGracewastheoneI
loved…er,theoneIknewhowtohandle.
“Likeafungus.”Sheleanedovertheconsole.“Luckily,there’sacure.”
“Oh? And how do you propose to forget me? I’m pretty memorable you know.” I reached out and
woundmyfingerinaloosewispofhairnearherface.
She laughed. “A summer at Camp Hope will fix everything. By the end of August, I’ll be saying,
‘Blakewho?’Andyou’llsimplybesomeguyIspentadrunkennightwith.”
“You’dstaywithmesober,Grace.Don’tlie.”Igrewserious.Theideaofbeingsoeasilyforgotten
woundedmypride.Thememoryofheralreadyhauntedmewheneverwewereapart.
“Well,Iguesswe’llneverknow,willwe?Onaccountofyou’realwaysdrunk!”Shegrowledasshe
unhookedherseatbelt.“Let’sgetthisoverwith.”
I followed her lead and stepped out of the vehicle. “That’s not the attitude I’d hoped for when you
finallyspentthenightatmyplace.Where’stheexcitementandenthusiasm?”
“Where’stheguyworthyofmyinterestandattention?”Herbrowshotupinchallenge.
I pointed to my chest. “Right here, Princess. Miss Milly was right to link us. No one else will
challengeyoulikethis.”
“Please.”Shestompedtowardtheelevatorthenpausedandwhirledaround,asmirkonherface.“I
betTrentwouldchallengeme.”
Icouldbarelyspeak.Luckilytheelevatordoorsopenedandacoupleexited.“Getin,”Igrumbled.
“Youdon’tthinkhewould?Ibethecouldbealotoffun.Ibethemightevenbethemarryingkind.”
Herlipspursedassheeyedme.
I grabbed her bicep. “Elevator,” I gritted out as I tugged her inside with me. Once the doors shut, I
releasedherarmandstuffedmyhandsinmypocket.Standingthere,Istaredatourreflectionsintheshiny
metaldoorwhileflexingmyfingersandstrugglingtocontrolmyemotions.She’dfoundmyAchillesheel
andwasusingitagainstme.Thissuckedballs.
“I’msorry,”Gracewhispered.
Irefusedtolookather.Instead,Inoddedtersely.Icouldn’tevenspeakyet.
Herheadhung.“Idon’tknowwhyIdidthatanymorethanIknowwhyyouhavesuchaproblemwith
Trent.”Shebitherquiveringlowerlip.“SometimesIthinkIjustliketogetareactionbecausethen,at
least,Iknowyoucare.”
Theelevatoropenedonmyfloorandwesteppedout,onlyfeetfromenteringmypenthouse.Ipulled
outmykey,unlockedthedoor,andpusheditopenforhertoenter.Whenshedidn’tmove,Igesturedfor
hertogoinside.
Gracestoppedlessthanfivefeetinsidemysanctum.“Saysomething,please.”Hervoicewashoarse.
Ishutthedoorandstrodepasther,throughthelivingarea,intomybedroom.Ilistenedforthesoundof
herfootstepsbehindme,buttherewerenone.So,Ifocusedonpickingoutat-shirtandgymshortsforher
towear.WhenIleftmyroomandsoughtherout,sheseemedtohavedisappeared,untilIlookeddown.
Gracewassittingonthefloorwithherbackagainstthewall,herfaceburiedinherhands.AsIneared,I
realizedshewascrying.Withoutthinking,Iscoopedherupinmyarmsandcarriedhertothecouchwhere
Isathard.Icradledheragainstmychest.“Don’tcry,mysweet.”Iburiedmyfaceinherhair.IswearI
couldactuallyfeelherpainanditwaswreckingme.
“Weshouldstayawayfromeachother.”Shespokeinbetweensniffles.
“Funny,Iwasthinkingtheexactopposite.”Idrewherevenclosertomychest.Icouldn’tgethernear
enoughformyliking.
Gracepulledbackandstaredatmeaghast.“Howcanyouthinkthat?Allwedoishurteachother.”
Shakingmyhead,Igrinned.“That’snotallwedo.AsIrecall,wemakeeachotherfeelprettygood
too.Wemakeeachotherhappy.”
“When?”ShestudiedmyfaceandIknewshewantedtometoconvinceher.
Pulling her close, I pressed my lips to her temple. “Sweet Grace,” I murmured. “Growing pains.
That’s what this is. Give it a chance.” I closed my eyes. How quickly I’d gone from wanting an out to
wantingmore.Whatwasitaboutthiswoman?Maybeintime,I’dfigureitout.“Nowdrythosetears.Get
changed.Wouldyoulikeahottea?”
Herheadtilted.“You’remakingmetea?”
“Ofcourse.It’swaterandateabag,notrocketscience.”Ishrugged.Herreactionhadthetipsofmy
earsturningpink.
“Okay.”Shesmiledshyly,slippedoffmylapontothefloor,andgrabbedtheclothesI’dgathered.“I’ll
berightback.”Thenshedisappearedintomybedroom.
Iheavedasighofrelief.Finally,somethingwasgoingright.Slowly,Ipriedmyselfoffthecouchand
wandered into the kitchen. I opened the cabinet door and pulled out my favorite mug for Grace. After
fillingitwithwater,Istuckitinthemicrowavefortwominutes,thenIleanedagainstthecounterandtried
nottothinkaboutthewomanchangingherclothesinmyroomwhenIwantedtobetheonetoundressher
whileplantingkissesovereverysquareinchofherskin.
Mythoughtswereinterruptedbymyphone.Forsomereason,Iansweredwithoutevenglancingatthe
screen.Fine.Gracewasthereason,mydistraction.Now,Iwasabouttolearnalesson.
“I’mactuallysurprisedyoupickedup,”mymothergrowled.
Iblewoutabreath.“Mother.”
“Sowhatdoyouhavetosayforyourself?”Shesatsilentforhalfasecond.“Well?”
ThemicrowavebeepedandIturnedtopullthemugoutanddropateabaginittosteep.“Whatwould
youlikemetosay,mother?”Myannoyancewasobvious.Shewasinterruptingmynight.
“Well, how about you start with an apology? Of course, you should be speaking to Brett, since you
ruinedhiswedding.”Shesighedangrily.
“I think that might be a bit of an exaggeration, don’t you? Did the wedding actually end because of
me?OrisitmorelikelyIsimplygaveallthelittlepeoplesomethingtotalkabout?”Mybedroomdoor
openedandGraceemergedlookingpositivelyadorableinmyclothes.AllIwantedtodowastakethem
offher.
My mother gasped. “How could I raise a child with so little compassion? How could you care so
littleaboutyourbrotherandhishappiness?”Icouldhearhershoetappingangrilyonthefloor.
‘Here,’ImouthedasIpassedthemugtoGrace.
Shesmiledweaklyandnodded.Thenshesigneda‘thankyou’bringingherhandtoherlips.
Ipassedherthesugardishandaspoonfromthedrawer.‘Mom,’Imouthed.
Again, she nodded her understanding. I watched her pour ridiculous amounts of sugar into the mug.
Witheachspoonful,mybrowsarched.Icouldtellshewasstrugglingtoholdbackagiggle.Itmademy
heartlightdespitethepressuresfromtheotherendofthephone.
“Areyouevenlisteningtome?”Mymothershrieked.
“Ofcourse,”Irespondedsmoothly.
“Then answer. Give me something. Show me you care about someone other than yourself.” She
hiccuppedandIimaginedthisastheprecursorfortears.
Irolledmyeyes.Gracewavedasshetookthemuganddisappearedintomybedroomagain.“Icare
aboutGrace,”Iadmittedquietly.
“Howcanyouevensaythisafteryouhumiliatedherinfrontoftheentireisland?Hermothermustbe
heartbroken, after the way you behaved.” She sniffled. “I bet Miss Milly is regretting that she ever
suggestedyouandGracemightmakeagreatmatch.”
“Idoubtit,”Igrumbled.AllIwantedwastogetoffthephoneandgospendtimewiththebeautiful
womanwaitingformeinmybedroom.
“Was that your plan?” Oh crap. Mother was angry again. “Did you want Miss Milly to change her
mind?Areyoureallythatdevious,thatdeceitful?”
“Ofcoursenot,Mother.I’dneverhurtGrace.”Imeantit.Imeanteveryword.
“You say this even as you try to close down the camp, the first love of her life.” She sighed.
“Sometimesyoudisgustme.Toomuchofyourfatherinyou.”
I stiffened. I was nothing like my father, but I knew better than to argue. This was a time when I’d
simplyhavetoridethewaveandhangonfordearlife.
“BeattheofficeMondaymorning,9am.Noexcuses.Thingsarechanging,son.I’mgonnarockyour
miserablelittleworld.”Shepracticallyspitthelastwords.Thenwithoutsayingsomuchas‘goodbye,’
sheendedthecall.
Isetmyphoneonthecounterandsteppedawayfromitasifitmightexplode.Foraminute,Ilookedat
itwarilywhileItriedtocalmdown.Shehadaterriblewayofgettingundermyskin,ofmakingmefeel
badlyaboutmylifeandchoices.IfsheonlyknewhowmanychoicesImade,whichweredictatedbymy
needtoprotecther.ShehadnoideathesacrificesI’dmadeforhersanity,herpeaceofmind,mostlyinan
effortnottorockher…miserablebigworld.Foramoment,Iclosedmyeyesandtriedtoshutoutthefear.
ThenIstraightened.Thistimewasdifferent.Iwasn’talone.Icouldwalkintomyroomandfindtherelief
Ineeded.Gracewouldmakeitallbetter.WhenIwaswithher,Iforgotallthebadstuff.
Smiling,Iwanderedintomybedroom.AsIenteredtheroom,Ifoundthemug,emptyonthenightstand.
Grace was curled up on the covers, sound asleep. While I was mildly disappointed, I really wasn’t.
Tonight,I’dbecontenttosimplyholdherclose,myhumanteddybear.So,Istrippeddowntomyboxer
briefs,slippedunderthecoversandpulledGraceunderthemtoo.Shecurledupagainstmeasifitwere
the most natural act in the world. “Careful, Princess,” I whispered. “I’m afraid of getting used to this.
Whenyou’regone,myworldwillseemsoempty.I’mgoingtomissyouinwaysyoucan’tevenimagine.”
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hen I woke long before sunrise, my bed was empty. Thinking Grace had gone to the bathroom, I
listenedforthesoundofrunningwater,buttherewasnone.Myheartstartedracing.Irecognizedthefear
behind my reaction. The thought of losing her had me panting and bolting from the bed. I skidded and
stumbled toward the bathroom door first, but the room was dark and empty. Then I rushed for the main
livingarea,hopingtofindhersittingonthecouchsippingatea.Gracewasn’tthereeither.
MyphonelayonthecounterwhereIleftit,buteventhatwasofnohelp.Ididn’thavehernumber.
Surprisingly enough, we hadn’t really reached that place in our relationship. I swallowed hard. Only
becauseweweren’treallyinarelationship.Ourtimetogetherhadmostlybeentheresultofgeography,
responsibility to friends or family, and sheer coincidence. Not once had we intentionally dated or even
intentionally planned to see one another. I sighed and collapsed on a bar stool at the end of the island
whilehopelesslyholdingthephoneinmyhand.
Threesighsandasolidminuteofgrumblinglater,myphonebeganvibratinginmyhand.Shocked,I
staredatitandoncemyeyesfocused,IrealizedIhadbeenincludedinagrouptextto…prettymuchall
thebigfamiliesonHarper’sIsland.MyfacescrunchedupasItriedtoprocessit.
roup:MissMillyisinthehospital.ShefellleavingtheMorganweddingandbrokeherhip.
Asecondtextappearedwithhospitalinformation.Ihadalreadyhoppedoffthestoolandrushedinto
thebedroomtogetready.IfMissMillywasintrouble,asheirtothethrone,surelyGracewasnearby.I
couldpleadmycasetobothoftheminonefellswoop.
Withouthesitation,Irushedintothecloset,selectedmyclothes,foundthegarterinmytuxedopants,
thenmovedontothebathroomformyshower.Somethingaboutthesteamclearedmyhead,andIquickly
realizedIhadnovehicle.OnceI’dhoppedoutoftheshower,dressed,andstuffedthegarterinmypocket,
Icalledforacar.Mydriverwasn’tthrilledtohearfrommeat7amonaSunday,butonceherealizedit
was an emergency and he’d be done as soon as he dropped me at my vehicle, we had come to an
agreement.TheheftybonusIpromiseddidn’thurteither.
Halfanhourlater,IexitedthebuildingandclimbedintothewaitingTownCar.Thedrivewasquiet,
whichwasperfectsinceIwasfeelingintrospectiveandstrugglingtopreparemydefense.NowaywasI
goingtoletMissMillydictatetheendofmypotentialrelationshipbeforeithadbegun.Anhourlater,we
arrivedatthecountryclubandIgavemydriveraheftyenvelopeofcashbeforestridingtomyvehicle.
Thenitwasontothehospital.IscannedthevisitorparkinggarageforGrace’scar,butdidn’tseeit
anywhere. I considered she might have ridden with her family, so I rushed into the hospital without
hesitation.Thetextmessagehadcontainedtheroomnumber,soIdidn’tneedtostopatinformation,but
instead walked directly to the elevator. I’d had hours by now to prepare for the conversation with the
QueenofHarper’sIsland,butstillfeltutterlyunprepared.
WhenIrappedlightlyonthedoorandpushedittoenter,IdiscoveredMissMillywasaloneinthe
room.OneeyelidroseasIclosedthedistanceuntilIstoodbesidethebed.
“Blake.”Shespokeevenlyandseemedremarkablysereneforsomeonewhohadbrokenabone.
“MissMilly.”Ileaneddownandplantedtheobligatorykissonhercheek.“Howareyou?”
Atthisbotheyesopenedandfixedonme.“Ithinkthebetterquestionwouldbe,howareyou?”Her
lips pursed a moment as she waited for my reaction. Though I hadn’t spoken my shoulders sank
involuntarily.“Ah,adequatelycontrite,Isee.”Shenodded.
“I have no idea what came over me,” I gushed honestly. “You must believe this is completely
uncharacteristic.”Iopenedmymouthtosaymore,butsheinterrupted.
“Young Blake.” Miss Milly grinned at me. “Do you think I haven’t watched you grow up? Do you
thinkIdon’tknowyou?”Shechuckledandshookherheadslightly.“Mydearboy,doyouthinkIdon’t
knowwhat’schanged?”
Myheadhung.“Idrankentirelytoomuch,”Iadmitted.
“That’snotit.”ShenarrowedhereyesandIswearshelookedintomysoul.
My frustration and shame grew. It was a dangerous combination. Historically speaking, it had a
tendencytomakemevolatile.AsmuchasIwantedtoholdittogether,Ihadlongagonearedmybreaking
point. “Well, if you’re so smart, then why don’t you enlighten me? What the hell is wrong with me?” I
realizedtheerrorofmywaysimmediatelyandmyjawsnappedshut.Glancingtomyleft,Isawachair
andcollapsedintoit.ThenIleanedforwardandrubbedmyhandsovermyface.“I’msorry,”Imuttered,
afraidtofaceher.
“You’re forgiven. It’s my fault really.” Miss Milly shook her head. “I knew you and Grace would
make an interesting match. I failed to anticipate the fireworks which might follow, however.” She
shrugged.“Sowhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?”
“Whatdoyoumean?Wait.Youdon’twantmetostayawayfromGrace?”Myeyeswidenedandmy
heartrateescalatedashopefilledme.
“Please.Youtwoareperfectforeachother…aslongasneitheroneofyouruinsit.”Shestudiedmy
face.“Youwon’truinit,willyou?I’mtrustingyou,BlakeMorgan.Graceisspecial.”
Ireachedouttoholdherhandbetweenbothofmine.“Don’tIknowit.”Iblewoutabreath.“Sowhat
doyousuggest?”
Herheadtilted.“Forone,easeuponthealcohol.”
“Done.”Inoddedeagerly.
“Two…andthisoneisimperative.Areyouready?”MissMillyfrownedandIknewthisnextbitof
advicewasgoingtobehuge.
“I’mready.”Isqueezedherhands.“Tellme.Anything.”Imeantit.Ireallydid.
“Good.Thenmarryher.”Sheclosedhereyesandleanedbackintothepillows.
“Justhowstrongarethosepainmeds?Didthedrugsgettoyou?Youcan’tbeserious.”Ispluttered,
evenasIwonderedwhyIwastrulyobjecting.
“Deadserious.”Shedidn’tevenglancemydirection.“I’mdying,Blake.”
“Miss Milly.” I sighed patiently. “You broke a hip. Sure, if you were a horse, you’d have been put
down, but you’re not. You’ll recover and terrorize many generations to come out on the golf course.” I
chuckledasIimaginedherdrivingaroundonherfancygolfcart.
Thistimesheturnedherheadandsighedwhilehersadeyestoreintomyheart.“Theyfoundcancer.”
“What?”Mybrowsfurrowed.
“WhenIfell.MyhipbrokebecausemybonewasweakenedfromacancerIdidn’tknowIhad.Now
my days are numbered. Double digits, Blake. That’s the time I have left.” She blew out a breath and I
watchedasingleteartricklefromoneeye.
“You’reserious.”Myheadfeltreadytoexplode.“So…”
“IneedtoknowGraceistakencareof.Ineedtoknowtheislandissecure.”Shetookabreathandthis
timeIwastheonetointerrupt.
“Secure. You make it sound like a battleground, a military installation. It’s the playground for the
wealthy,”Igrumbled.
“Yes.Andtheybattleconstantly.Ittakesafirmhandandastrongpersontoleadthem,keepthemin
line,makesuretheydon’tsuccumbtopettybickeringandidlepursuits.”MissMillysqueezedmyhand.
“They need Grace. They need you. Together, you can keep the island strong.” She laughed. “Who am I
kidding?Together,youcanmakeitbetterinawayInevercould.”Sheeyedmeseriously.“Together.You
mustbetogether.”
Herideawasmorethanalittletempting.Itwouldbesoeasytogivein,butIneededtoprotectGrace
fromme.“Idon’tknow,MissMilly.IthinkGracecandobetter.”Herresponsesurprisedme.
“Sheprobablycould,butIdon’twantthatforher.”Myfacehadfallenandshenoticed.“Blake,you
knowyourswon’tbeapeacefulunion.Youknowyoutwowillbickerandbanter.Thesechallengesare
whenshetrulyshines.”MissMillygrinned.“Withyou,she’llglow.”
I considered her words. “Sadly, it doesn’t matter what you want or even what I hope for. Grace…
well,shedrovemehomethismorningandleftwithoutsomuchasaword.Shedoesn’twantme.”
“Blamethatonme.”Shesighed.“Isummonedher.Sheworriedoveryou,worriedaboutleavingyou
thewayshedid,butIgavehernochoice.”Thistime,sheyawned.
“Isawthat.”Ireleasedherhand,stoodandleanedoverheronthebed.“I’llseewhatIcando.”Iwas
poisedtokissherforeheadwhenshespoke.
“Don’tsee.Makeithappen.IexpecttoattendonelastMorganweddingbeforeIpass.”Shesettled
intoherpillows.
“Double digits, you said. So, that’s what? Ninety-nine days, give or take?” My brows rose and
chewedonmycheek.
“Thedoctorsgavemeamonth.”Sheclosedhereyes,probablyrefusingtomeetmine.
“I’lldomybest.”Myshouldersdroopedundertheweightofherrequest.
“No,you’llmakeithappen.”MissMillycrossedherarmsoverherchest.
Inmythroat,Igrowled.“Rest.I’llcomeseeyousoon.”ThenIfinallypressedmylipstoherwrinkled
foreheadbeforeexitingtheroom.
Thirtydays.Inthatshortperiodoftimewe’dhavetodate,getengaged,andevenmarry.Nothingtoit.
AsItrudgedouttothevehicle,IswearIcouldfeelamigrainecomingon.
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hileIdidn’thaveaminutetolose,Ialsodidn’thaveaplantoputintoaction.Sundayendedupbeing
adayofrest,adayofrecovery,adayofcarefulconsideration.Afterall,Mondaypromisedtobesuper
painful. My mother’s looming threat to rock my world. Oh, make that my miserable little world. Then
therewasthepressureoftryingtofigureouthowtofixthingswithGrace.HowthehellwasIgoingto
furtherourrelationship?MaybehavingMissMillyonmysidewouldhelp.
Following a restless day, I called it an early night and turned in by nine. Naturally, I slept poorly,
wokewellbeforemyalarm,anddecidedtoworkout.Itwasmyfeebleattempttosweatoutthebad,and
getmyheadright.Mymothercouldbescary.
Finally,I’dkilledenoughtimetodrivetotheofficeandarriveatanacceptablehour,thesweetspot
betweenridiculouslyearlyanddangerouslyclosetoangeringthedragon.Forthefirsthour,Imanagedto
findenoughworktostaybusyinmyoffice.Thenmymotherarrivedanditwastimetofacetheboardand
themusic.Icalmlytookmyseatattheheadofthetablewithmymothertomyright.Apparently,allthis
timeshehadallowedmetobelieveIwasinchargegivenmypositionwithinthecompany.Followingour
discussionattheweddingInowrealizedIdidn'tholdthepowerIoncebelievedIdid.Gracesatatthe
opposite end of the table closer to Trent. At first, I hoped to catch her attention, but she seemed
determinedtoignoreme.Theheadoftheboardcalledthemeetingtoorderandgavemymotherthefloor.
Immediately, she stood and spoke while pacing around. “As many of you know, the question of the day
centers around the future of Camp Hope. Little more than a week ago, my son, Blake, planned to close
CampHopeattheendofthesummer.Thankstoagenerousdonationfromoneofourownmembers,for
thefirsttimeinseveralyearsthecampwon'tberunningonanausteritybudget.Let'sgiveTrentaroundof
applause.”
Everyone around the table began clapping politely. Soon my mother continued. This time she stood
behindmewithherhandsonmyshoulders.Ihaveneverfeltmoreuncomfortableinmylife.Alleyeswere
onme.Icouldfeelthejudgement,thetensionintheroomastheywaitedformymothertohavehersay.
While I couldn’t care less what others thought, worrying how Grace saw me was eating me up inside.
More than anything, I longed for a chance to explain everything, even if it meant revealing secrets I’d
vowedtokeepalifetimeago.
“ItismycontentionthatCampHopeisaboutfarmorethanturningaprofit.Thiscamphadbeenmy
husband's dream his way of giving back. The very last thing I want to see is his legacy destroyed. My
belief is that we can work together to find a way to fund this non-profit without devouring company
resources.”Hernailsbitintomyclavicles.Icouldactuallyfeelherthinly-veiledrage.
“Andjusthowdoyouproposetodothis,Mother?”Iturnedaroundinmyseattofaceher.Finally,she
releasedherholdonmeandclaspedherhandsinfrontofherchest.“Ithinkwehaveeffectivelyproven
through the charts and graphs I sent to every member of this board, the camp is a drain and we have
nowherenearenoughfundingtomakerunningitlongtermfeasible.”
Soon,shesettledbackintoherseat,crossedherlegselegantly,andsmiledatme.I'msureothersatthe
tablethoughtitwasalovinggesture,butIknewbetter.Thiswaswheremotherwaspreparedtoproveher
point. Her plans for rocking my world were about to be revealed. “Well, Blake. Since you asked, I
thoughtwemightbeginbystaffingthecampwithmorevolunteersandfewerpaidemployees.”
IwatchedasGraceshifteduncomfortablyinherseat.I'veknownherlongenoughbynowtorealize
sheprobablyimaginedhertimeatthecampwascomingtoanend.Asmuchastheplacemeanttoher,I'm
certainshefearedtheworst.EventhoughI'dbeentheonetosuggestclosingtheplaceanddestroyingthe
onethingshewasmostpassionateabout,nowIhadtofindawaytoensureshewouldn'tbehurt.“I'mnot
convinced that's the best idea, Mother. See, running the place truly requires experienced staff, educated
individualstrainedanddevotedtohelpingthesekids.Thisisoneareaweshouldneverconsidercutting
corners.Quitefrankly,I'msurprisedyou'devensuggestsuchathing.”
My mother cackled. And now everyone looked more than a little uncomfortable. “Oh, hear me out
first. This is your father's legacy and Grace’s livelihood. While we need to keep trained counselors on
staff, there are plenty of positions that can be filled by volunteers. For example, you'd make a fine
janitor.”Herbrowshotupinchallenge.
IpursedmylipsamomentasIcarefullyconsideredmynextwords.“Yes,I’vebeenonclean-upfor
years.” I sighed and looked down at my hands, now folded on the table. I was dangerously close to
revealingall.Mymotherhadbeenpushingmybuttonssincethemeetingstarted.Itookadeepbreathand
peeked toward the end of the table where Grace sat. Why was she so far away? I needed her soothing
touch.Foramoment,IrecognizedthepainedlookonherfaceandIhopedshewassympathizingwithme
atleastalittle.Still,regardlessofwhatherexpressionmeant,itmerelystrengthenedmyresolve.“While
I’dlovetohelp,I’malittlebusythesedays,youknow,runningthecompany.”
“Yes,andastheactingCEO,it’syourjobtoactasanexample,justasyourfatherdidforallthose
years.”Mymotherleanedinandglaredatme.“Youcouldlearnalotfromhim.Hewasashiningexample
ofeverythingyoushouldbe,butaren’t.”Sheshookherheadindisappointment.
Outofthecornerofmyeye,IcouldseeTrentsmirkingashesatbesideGrace.Itooksomecomfortin
herreaction,whichsuggestedshenotonlyhurtforme,butwasdisgustedbymymother.Slowly,Ilicked
mylips.“Ofcourse.Icouldtrythat.”
“Youwilltrythat.You’regoingtobethenextgenerationofshiningexamples.”Sheleanedbackinher
seatandcrossedherarmsoverherchestresolutelyasifithadalreadybeendecided.
The thought of returning to the camp froze the blood in my veins. “I’m a shining CEO. Let Brett
volunteer.Hehasnorealjob.”
“Brett’s on his honeymoon right now. You should know this. You were at the wedding.” Her eyes
narrowedonme.“Oh,that’sright.Youleftearly.”
Irubbedmyfacewithmyhands.Thiscouldn’tgetmuchmorepainful.Itriedtofiguredoutasuitable
objectiontoherdecision.Onlymotherwasn’tdoneyet.
“Grace,dear?”Motherwaitedforhertorespond.
“Yes,MissShelby?”Shefrowned,obviouslynervouswiththenewattentionshehadreceived.
“Doyouhaveinternetatthecamp?”MymotherleanedonthetableandsmiledsweetlyatGrace.
“Yes,ma’am.”Assheresponded,hereyesdartedbackandforthbetweenmeandmymother.
Iclosedmyeyesandtouchedmypocket.Forsomereason,thegarterhadbecomeatouchstoneforme,
soothinginitsownspecialway.Mymotherknewdamnwellwhatthecampdidanddidn’thave.We’d
discussedwaystocuttheoverheadonmorethanoneoccasion.Myfirstsuggestionhadbeentogetridof
someofthesecomforts,sinceitwasacampandnottheFourSeasons.
“Aretherephonesatcamp?”MymothereyedmewhileshewaitedforananswerfromGrace.
“Ofcourse.Thekidsturnintheircellsuponarrival.So,weallowthemtimeeachweektocallhome
onthecamplines.”Shesatupstraighterandfoldedherhandsinherlap.
I studied her as she spoke. If I didn’t know better, I’d say she was feeling guilty, as if she were
betrayingme.
“Whataboutprintersandafaxmachine?”Mothergrabbedasipofherwater.
Gracenodded.“Both.Yes,wehaveboth.”
“Cellservice?”
Anothernod.“We’refullyequipped.”
Mother turned to me. “There’s no reason why you can’t go. There’s about twenty reasons why you
should,startingwiththemostimportant,whichboilsdownto…Isaidso.”
“Mother,thatkindoftalkworkedwhenIwasakid.Now,I’manadult.Whatareyougoingtothreaten
mewithnow?Whatcouldyoupossiblytakeawaytoswayme?”Isighed.“Somehowithasescapedyour
noticehowmuchtimeandattentionmypositionrequires.”Iclosedthefolderinfrontofme,hopingI’d
mademypoint.
“SomehowithasescapedyournoticethattheonlyreasonyouhavethispositionisbecauseIgaveitto
you.”Herbrowroseinchallenge.
Iswallowedhard.Whiletherewassometruthtoherstatement,itwasequallytruethatI’dearnedit,I
deservedit,andIwasdamngoodatit.Surelythishadtoholdsomeweightinherdecisionmaking.
“YouwillspendopeningweekatCampHope,”sheordered.“YouwilldowhateverGracerequires
ofyou,andyou’lldoitwithoutevenahintofobjection.DoImakemyselfclear?”
“It’simpossible.”Ishookmyhead.“Ihavemeetings…plural…allthatweek.”
“Makeittwoweeks.”Sheshrugged.Ihadbarelyopenedmymouthwhensheliftedafingertosilence
me.“Sayonemoreword.Goahead.I’llmakeitthreeweeks.”
Silently, I stared at the floor and sulked. Scenes from summers past played out in my mind and I
rubbedmychestasifitcouldsoothemyachingheart.Fromtheotherendofthetable,IcouldfeelGrace
staringatme.Iknewshewantedtomakemefeelbetter,butnothingwouldrightnow.
Finally confident she’d had a breakthrough with me, my mother continued to address the rest of the
board.“I’dloveitifyou’dallconsiderdonatingsometimetoCampHope.Theplacemeansalottome.”
Thensheflashedasmile,thefirstgenuineoneofthemeeting.
I rubbed my hands together while I thought. This couldn’t be happening. I’d rather have my kidney
stoleninacockroachinfestedhotelroomandhavethesurgeryperformedwitharustyspoonthangoto
CampHope.I’dratherspendanightinapitfilledwithfireantsthanspendanhouratCampHope.Hell,
I’d rather donate all of my trust fund and ninety-nine percent of my future earnings to the camp than an
hourofmytime.Wasthereanywaythiscouldgetworse?
“I’llvolunteer!”
Islowlyraisedmyeyesoffthefloortoseewho’dspoken.ItwasTrent.Forthefirsttimeinalong
time,hedidn’tseemsmugorscared.Instead,heseemedtense,nervous.Icouldpracticallyseetheveinin
hisforeheadpoppingout.
“Thankyou,Trent,”mymothercooed.“I’llputyoudownforadayortwo.”
“No.”Heshookhisheademphatically.“I’llgoforthefirsttwoweeks.”
Mymotherlaughedandlookedatme.“Ofcourse.I’msureGracewillbehappytohaveyou.”
Thereitwas:thenailinmycoffin.ThelastthingIneededwastospendonemoresecondofmylife
withTrentatCampHope.
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heroomclearedprettyquicklyafterTrentvolunteered.Thereweremanywhomutteredthey’dhaveto
check their schedules. Most couldn’t even make eye contact with me. Luckily, none of them were from
Harper’sIsland,evenandespeciallyTrent.Ascowlhadtakenupresidenceonmyface.Thoughonlymy
motherremained,IlingeredasIconsideredmyoptions.SomehowIhadtokeepmymotherhappyorlose
my position. I needed to date Grace and the camp wouldn’t exactly be conducive to this. Most of all, I
neededtofigureouthowtohandleTrent.Clearly,henowhadhisheart…makethathisstone-coldheart…
setonthewomanIwasfallingforandexpectedtomarrybynonelessthantheQueenofHarper’sIsland.
Allthiswhilecopingwithaloomingdeadlinethatmightaswellbeatickingtimebomb,sincethiswas
whathaddevolvedinto.
“Packup.”MotherstoodovermewearingaCheshirecatgrin.
“Whatwasthat?”Ipretendedtolookbored,asifIhadn’theardher.ThenIcasuallyleanedbackin
myseat.
Herbrowarched.“Youheardme.Gohomeandpack.Youhaveabitofadriveifyouwanttomakeit
toCampHopetonightbeforethecampers.”
Ilaughedandshrugged.“Idon’t,really.”
Mother licked her lips and spoke carefully. “Well, maybe you at least want to make it there before
Trent,hm?”
Myeyesnarrowed.“Thatwascold.Evenforyou.”Istoodandgrabbedthefilefromthetablebefore
brisklywalkingtowardthedoor.
“Blake?”Iheardmymotherhuff.
Ipausedinthedoorway,butdidn’tturntofaceher.“Whatisit,mother?”
“Blake,Iloveyou.Thisisforyourowngood.”Sheswallowedhard.“I’mtryingtodomybesthere.
I’vebeentryingtotakecareofeverythingsinceyourfatherdied.”Iheardhersinkintoherchair.“Itake
somesmallcomfortinknowingheatleastdiedatthecamp,doingwhatheloved.”
Irubbedmyeyes.Shedidn’tknowthehalfofit.Thetruthwasfatherhaddiedatthecampandhehad
died doing what he loved. Unfortunately, what she didn’t understand was there was so much more to it
thanthat,somuchshecouldneverknow.Thesecretwasmeanttodiewithme,whichshouldn’ttakelong
nowsinceitwasabsolutelyeatingmeupfromtheinsideout.
Sadly,Inoddedinresponseandexitedtheconferenceroom.Backinmyoffice,Ipackedmybriefcase
asquicklyandefficientlyasIcould.WhetherIlikeditornot,motherhadmadeavalidpoint.Theway
Trentflewoutoftheoffice,Ihadnodoubthe’drushedbacktogatherwhatheneededandhe’dspeedto
CampHope.Theplacewashissecondhome,justasithadbeenmineduringthesummers.Itwasn’tabad
place,atfirst,butonceitwasruinedforme,itwasruinedforever.
Iexitedmyofficeandleftinstructionswithmyassistant.ThenImademywaydowntheelevatortothe
parkinggarage.ThiswasoneofthefewtimesIwishedI’dtakenmother’sadviceandhiredabutler.He
could’vehadmepackedupalready.ThenI’dmerelyhavetochangeandgrabmybag.Instead,myneed
forindependence,thedesiretoproveIwasself-reliantwouldhavemescramblingforagoodhour.
This is why I didn’t arrive at the camp until nearly lunch time. I parked in the staff lot and walked
overthewoodenbridgetothemainbuilding.AsIenteredtheoffice,Ifoundayoungwomanseatedatthe
frontdesk.HereyesbuggedoutasIheldoutahandtogreether.“HI,I’mBlake.”
“Iknowwhoyouare,Mr.Morgan.”Shenodded.“I’mMandy,Grace’sassistant.”
Itiltedmyheadtotheside.Sheprobablyknewmeasthebastardwhowantedtoclosethecamp.I
sighed.“Nicetomeetyou.IsGracearound?”
Mandy bit her lower lip a split second then spoke. “She’s preparing your accommodations. It’s not
what you’re used to and you’re going to have to share your cabin and and…” Before my eyes, the girl
brokedownandburstintotears.
“It’sokay.Iwenttocollege.Ihadaroommate.I’llbefine.”Ireachedoverandgrabbedatissuefrom
the box on the counter and then passed it to her. “Wipe. Blow. Something.” All this emotion made me
incrediblyuncomfortable.Rage,Iknewhowtohandle.TherewasalotofangeraroundthehousewhenI
wasgrowingup.Sadness,however,wastheequivalentofyankingtherugoutfromunderme.“Wanttotell
mewhat’swrong?”
“You’regoingtohatetheplace.Andthenyou’rereallygonnacloseusdownandwhatwillhappento
allthekids?”Shewailedandblewhernose.
I glanced about for support, but I truly seemed to be the only other body around the camp at the
moment.“Hush.Ialreadyhatedtheplace.Certainly,thiswon’tmakemehateitmore!”Ichuckled,hoping
she’dseethehumor,butinsteadmyremarkwasmetwithanewonslaughtoftears.Iblewoutabreath.
“Okay.Canyoupointmeinthedirectionofmycabin?”
“Takealeft.Fourthonedown.”Thenshepracticallyshooedmeoutoftheofficewithherwave.
Followingherinstructions,IturnedleftasIsteppedofftheporch.ThenIwalkeddownthewornpath
andcountedthecabins.Likemostcamps,thisonewasonalake.Thecounselorshadthecabinsclosestto
thelake,thecampershadtheonesfartherawayforpracticalreasons.Whoknows?Imightactuallyenjoy
beingonthewaterandenjoyingtheview.Harper’sIslandwasontheocean,anythingbutrustic,andan
entirelydifferentexperience.
WhenIreachedtheporchforthefourthcabin,Ifoundthedoorwideopenandheardrustlingaround
inside. I thought this might mean I was meeting my roommate. Instead, I discovered Grace inside,
strugglingtomovethemattressesintoplace.Idroppedmydufflebagonthefloor.“Here,letmehelpyou
withthis.”Withoutwaitingforherresponse,Igrabbedoneendasshemovedtotheotherandwehefted
thebulkymaterialontothebottombunk.
“Thankyou,”shemurmured.ShestaredatmeamomentandIcouldreadthepaininhereyes.“I’m
sorryyouhavetobehere.Iknowyouhatetheplace.IwishIunderstoodwhy.”Sheshruggedandbither
cheek.“IwishyoucouldseetheplacethewayIseeit.Thisplacesavedme.”
Ishookmyhead.“Idoubtthatverymuch.Ibetyousavedyourselfandsimplyhappenedtobehere
while you found your purpose.” I moved closer to her and lifted her chin with my finger. “You’re an
amazingwoman,Grace.”
Shelookedaway.“Youdon’tevenknowme.”
“Ido.Iknowalotaboutyou.IpaidalotmoreattentionthanIadmitted.”Ishrugged.ThenIbrushed
mylipsagainsthers.“Let’smakethemostofthistimetogether.”Iwrappedherinmyarmsandhuggedher
tomychest.ThisclosenessbetweenusfeltnaturalandIrelishedeverymomentofit.
“Yes.I’mlookingforwardtospendingmoretimewithyou.”Gracesighedhappilyagainstmychest.
“Idon’tsupposethismeansyou’remyroommate?”Ichuckled.Iheardafewheavystepsbehindme.
Thenalaugh.IturnedtoseeTrentstandingbehindme.“Youcanleavenow.”Idismissedhimandturned
away.
“Sure.I’llgoexploringassoonasIsetdownmystuff.”Hepassedmeandthrewhisbagonthetop
bunk then looked at me innocently. “Oh, sorry. Did you want top?” Trent laughed at his cleverness and
then murmured, “Hello, Grace. We’ll catch up later. I’m going to explore before the campers arrive.”
Thenhedisappearedthroughthedoor.
Forafewseconds,Ididn’tsayanything.Istuffedmyhandinmyrightpocketandgraspedthegarter.
Holding it helped soothe my nerves. Finally, I spoke. “Tell me you didn’t. Tell me we’re not sharing a
cabin.”ThenImethereyes…herguilt-filledeyes.
“I’moutofcabins.Yourmothersprangthisonmelastminute.Theonlyemptycabinshaveproblems.”
Shefrowned.
“Howbad?”Itiltedmyhead,readytoproblemsolve.“Biggerthantheproblemyou’llhaveifIhave
tosharethesamespacewithTrentforfourteenlongmiserabledays?”
Grace bit her lip while she considered. “A huge limb fell over the winter and went through the
ceiling.”
“Askylight.That’sanenhancement,notaproblem.”Ituggedatmychin.
“Ittookouthalfawallandoneofthepiersholdingitontheedgeofthehill.”Shethrewherhandup
intheair.
“SowehaveTrentstaythere.”Ichuckled.
“Blake…”Therewasanoteofwarninginhervoice.
“Fine.Theotherones?Youusedtheword‘cabins,’asinplural.”Isteppedbackandcrossedmyarms
overmychestasIlistened.
“One more. This one has been condemned until we can replace the subfloor. A kid almost went
throughitlastsummer.”Shesankdownonthebottombunk.“Soyoucanseethere’sonlyonesolution.”
“Imoveinwithyou.Brilliant!”Igrabbedmybagfromthefloorandtuggedonherhand.
Grace laughed and it warmed me. “Actually, no. We’re not married. Bad example. Impressionable
kids.”
“No,goodexample.Theyshouldseelovingrelationships.”Inuzzledherneck.“Butifitmeansthat
muchtoyou,callajusticeofthePeace.I’llmarryyou.”
Shepushedmebackandstaredatmeseriously.“Don’tjokeaboutmarriage.”
“Who’sjoking?I’dmarrytheshitoutofyou.”Ileanedbackinforakiss,butGracepracticallyleapt
fromthebed.
“As usual, I have a better idea. How about you and Trent use this time to work through your
differences?”Sheclappedmeontheshoulderthenrushedfromthecabin.
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hecampersbeganpouringinlateintheafternoon.“Thesessionsnormallywouldbeginontheprevious
Saturday,butthisyearwechangeditbecauseofthewedding,”Graceexplainedaswecheckedinthrongs
ofkids.
“Makessense.”Inodded,butdidn’tengageinconversation.Therewastoomuchelserequiringmy
attention.WhenI’daskedGraceearlierwhatI’dbedoing,shewasnon-committal.Myguesswouldbe
thewaymymothersprungthisonher,shedidn’thavemuchofanopportunitytodecidehowtousemy
limitedskillset.I’mabusinessman.WhatthehellwouldIdowithabunchofcampers?
Finally, once everyone was checked in, after dinner had been served, following the welcome
ceremonies and just before curfew, Grace pulled me and Trent aside. “Listen, I’ve given this a lot of
thought.Iwasn’texpectinganyotherhelp.Whileit’swelcome,I’veessentiallypassedoutalltheduties.”
Sheblewoutabreath.“Duringtheday,I’llhaveyouguysfloat,fillinasneeded.Whenwedowaterstuff,
Icanusemoreeyesinthewaterandonthedock.Whenwe’replayingsports,Icanuserefs.Thesekids
cheatlikeyoucan’timagineduringsoccerandflagfootball.”Sherolledhereyes.“Andmostimportantly,
I’llneedyoutwoondutyatnight.Thefirsttwohoursaftercurfewarecritical.Thisiswhenmostcampers
trytosneakout,especiallytheteens.”
“Really?BecauseIusedtosneakoutaroundtwointhemorning.Nevergotcaught.”Ismirked.
“Youwanttostayupallnight?”Herbrowsarched.“I’msuretherearethosewhodogetawaywithit,
butIwouldneveraskyoutodoanythingIwouldn’tdo.”Sheshrugged.
I clasped my hands in front of my chest. “Ask me to spend the night. Ask me to spend the night.” I
snickered.
“Behave.”Graceswattedatmeplayfully.
IcouldfeelTrentseething,buthesaidnothing.“Wantmetotakefirstshifttonightoryouwantbothof
uson?”
“Both,please.”Shegrinned.ThenMandycalledtoherfromtheoffice.
“Hey, boss! I neeeeeed you!” She held up a clipboard, which meant nothing to me, but had Grace
racingtowardherassistant.
“Alrighty then.” I clapped my hands together. “So…I’ll see you.” Then I all but ran away. I knew
whereIwasgoing.TherewasaspotIusedtovisitasacamperhere.Sure,Ihadn’tfitthecriteria.Both
myparentswerealive.I’dlostnoone…inthetraditionalsense.Oh,butsincemyfatherspentthebulkof
his summers here ‘volunteering,’ and because my mother needed a break from her stressful life of
fundraisersandgalas,BrettandIspentoursummersheresincethecampopened.
Naturally,goingfromhavingmyownroomtosharingaroomwithasmanyasfourotherboysmade
me claustrophobic and longing for my own space. So I found a place to relax and unwind. I found my
solace, my thinking spot. I paused for a moment, peeking over my shoulder to make sure no one had
followed,especiallyTrent.ThiswasmineandIdidn’tneedtobesurprisedbyhimwhenhewasprobably
theguyIwastryingtoescape.Iblewoutabreath.
Then I dove off the path and trekked through the woods. The hill was a little steeper than I
remembered.Iwounddownit,holdingontotreesforsupport.ThenIfoundit,rightwhereIremembered
it,myrock.Actually,thethingwasmoreofaboulder,butwithaflattop.Withnomoonintheskytohelp
mefindmyway,Ipulledmyphoneoutofmypockettousetheflashlightapp.That’swhenIdiscoveredI
wasn’talone.Curleduponmyboulderwasayoungboy.Ijumpedandnearlydroppedmyphone.“Hey,
whatareyoudoinghere?”Icrouchedlowersohecouldseeme,worriedhemightbescared.Oh,buthe
didn’tseemfrightenedatall.
“Sitting.I’mnothurtinganyone.”Hescowledatmeandturnedbacktostareoutoverthestilllake.
“Okay.Well,mindifIsithere?”Igrinned,ratherenjoyinghisspirit.
Theboyshookhishead.“Gofindyourownrock.Thisone’smine.”
Nowthisspiritedkidwasbeginningtoannoyme.“Youknow,angryisn’tagoodlookforyou.Oh,and
fortherecord,thiswasmyrocklongbeforeyouwereeverborn.SoI’llsithereifIwanttosithere.”
Withoutwaitingforareaction,Iclimbeddownontotherockandstretchedoutmylegs.
“Thiswasyourrockfirst?Idon’tbelieveyou.”Hecrossedhisarmsoverhischestandglaredatme.
“Well, how else would you explain my ability to find it in the dark?” I threw my hands up in
exasperation.
“Youcould’vefounditduringthedayandmadeyourwayhereinthedarkeasilyenough.”Theboy
huffed.
“I give up.” I chuckled. “What’s your name, kid?” He ignored me. “Okay, the way I see it, if I’m
hanging out with a friend, just talking, this is one thing. If I’m out here collecting stray campers, that’s
another. So are you a friend, or are you a stray?” My brow rose as I stared at him. I could feel him
measuringme,tryingtodecideifImeantwhatIsaid.Instead,hewastestingme.“Haveityourway,”I
grumbledasIstoodandreachedforhisbicep.
“Wait,”hehissedashemovedoutofmyreach.“Justgimmeasecond.”
I watched him and realized his eyes had begun to water. “Hey. You won’t be in trouble. I’m sure
Grace will just scold you a bit.” I reached out and laid a hand on his shoulder. “It’s no big deal. She
scoldsmeallthetime.”Ishrug.
“Ijustcan’tsleep.Ihavetrouble,evenathome.”HeblewoutabreathandIrecognizedhistactic,the
struggletocontrolhisemotions.
“Tellmeyourname.”Thistime,Ifeltmoreincontrol,morecollected.Isatpatientlyandwaited.
“Jack.MyfullnameisJackson,butmymomcallsmeJack.”Hestaredupatmesadly.
Iheldoutahandandweshook.“Nicetomeetyou,Jack.I’mBlake.Whatbringsyououtheretomy
rock?”IchuckledandclappedhimonthebackasIsettledinbesidehimagain.
Hegavemetheside-eyeandlookedawayasheusedhist-shirttodryhiseyes.“Ijustneedaplaceto
sit and think and relax sometimes.” Jack blew out a breath and I could tell he was struggling with his
emotions.
“That’swhyI’mhere.IhavetoshareacabinwiththisguyI’vehatedprobablysinceIwasyourage.
Hey,howoldareyou?”Ileanedbackonmyelbowsandglancedathim.
“I’mtwelve.”Heburiedhisheadintheholeofhisshirt.
“Practically a man.” I nodded. “So what’s keeping you up at night? Weight of the world on your
shoulders?”Iwashalfjoking,whichiswhyhisresponsewreckedme.
“Yeah.MydaddiedinAfghanistan.”Iheardhimchokebackasob.“Beforeheleft,hetoldmetotake
careofmymomandlittlebrother.NowhediedandImisshimandIdon’tknowhowtodothiswithout
him.I’mnotreadytobethemanofthehouse.”Jacksniffledloudlyandswipedathiseyes.
“Oh,man.Iunderstandthepressure.Ialsoknowsdads.”Igraspedforsomethinguseful.WhatIknew
ofmyfatherwouldn’texactlyhelphere.“See,theylovetheirfamilies.Theywantthemhappyandsafe.I
betwhenhewantedyoutotakecareofyourmomandbrother,hereallymeanthewantedtoyoutolove
themhard,toholdontoeachother.Youknow?”Icouldseetheflowoftearshadslowedsincehewasn’t
swipingathiseyeswiththesamefrequencyasbefore.“You’reonlytwelve,man.Hedidn’texpectyouto
quitschool,getajob,andsupportthemfinancially.”
Thistime,Jacksatupandturnedtowardsme.“Youthinkso?BecauseIspendalotoftimeworrying
about money and mom. She cries all the time at night when she thinks we’re asleep. I hear her on the
phone trying to figure out how to pay bills. What if we lose the house? What if something happens to
mom?”
Ifearedhewasabouttostartsobbing.Thiswasentirelytoomuchforonekidtohandle.“Listen,you
letyourmotherhandlethemoneystuff.Youjustbesuretogiveherlotsofhugs.Tellheryouloveher.”
“I’mnottobigforthat?”Hescruncheduphisface.
“You’re never too big to let those you love know you care. It’s a sign of strength, not weakness.” I
noddedseriously.“Besides,thisweekisyourbigchancetobeakidandhavefun,tomakenewfriends,
experiencenewthings.Youcan’tdothattiredandsad.”Ithrewanarmaroundhisshoulder.“Youknow
it’spastcurfew.”
“Yeah.Shouldn’tyoubeinbed?”Hesmirkedatme.
Ilaughed.“Iwish.Instead,I’monduty.Gottaroundupthestragglers,evenmyfriends.”
Jackstaredoutoverthewateramoment.“SoIneedtogotobed?Isthatwhatyou’resaying?”
“Youshouldtry,butI’dloveitifyouhadachancetomeetGracefirst.Sherunsthecampandshe’sthe
mostwonderful,lovingwomanIknow.Ibetshe’dknowjusttherightthingstosaytohelpyousleepand
feelbetter.”Igrinned,thinkingofher.
“Youloveher,don’tyou?”Jacklaughed.
“Whywouldyousaythat?”Mybrowfurrowed.DideveryoneknowhowIfeltabouther?Shoot,was
Ithattransparent.
Heshrugged.“Idon’tknow.Iguessbecausewhenyoutalkabouther,yougetthesamegoofylookon
yourfacethatmyfatherusedtogetonhiswhenhewasaroundmymom.”
Imarveledoverhisinsight.“You’resolucky.Youhaveparentsthatloveeachother.”
“Had,”hecorrectedme.
I shook my head. “No. That kind of love never dies, Jack. You hold onto it. Always.” I blew out a
breath.I’djustsurvivedmyfirstencounterwithacamper.“So,wannameetGraceordoyouwantmeto
walkyoubacktoyourcabin?”
“She’sreallynice?”Hiswordswerebarelymorethanawhisper.
“Thenicest.”Iclosedmyeyesandpicturedher.“Theprettiest.Thebest.Theveryverybest.”Istood
upandheldoutmyhand.“Comeon.”
Hetookitandtogetherweclimbedupthehillandeventuallyemergedonthewornpath.Iknewwhich
cabinwashers.I’dscopeditoutearlier.Togetherwemadeourwayupthestepsandontotheporch.The
lightswereonandIsawGracestanding,facingme.Slowly,shebackedawayandIrealizedshewasn’t
alone.Trentwasthereandshedidn’tlookhappyaboutit.
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ithoutthinking,Iflungopenthecabindoorandentered,draggingJackwithme.Trentjumpedandhad
thesensetolookguilty.Iglaredathimuntilhewitheredandmutteredsomethingabouthavingtogo.“Wait
outside,”Igrittedout.“I’llberightouttospeakwithyou.”
Jackstaredupatmewide-eyed.Ifeltbadlyaboutmyreaction,butmore…IwasworriedaboutGrace.
Sheseemedshaken.“Areyouokay?”Icrossedthewoodenfloortostandinfrontofher.Withoutthinking,
Ipulledherintomyarmsforahug.
“Camper,”shegrumbledagainstmychest.
Ilaughed,feelingbetternowthatI’dtouchedher.“Ialmostforgot.Jack,you’llunderstandoneday.”I
winkedatthetween.“SothisisGrace.”
“Whowasthat?”Hejerkedhisthumboverhisshouldertowardthedoor.
“That…istheguyIwastellingyouabout.”Isighed.“Nowfocus.Grace.Remember?”
“Thegirlyoulove?Theoneyousaidwasthebestintheworld?Yeah.Iremember.”Hesmiledshyly.
Graceglancedbackandforthbetweenus,hercheekspink.“Sowhatbringsyouhereaftercurfew?”
Ithrewanarmaroundhershoulder.“ImetJack.He’shavingaroughtimeofitlately,andItoldhim
you’reareallygreatlistener.Youmightknowhowtohelphim.”
“Isthatso?”Shesmiledathim.“Comeon,let’stalkwhileIwalkyoubacktoyourcabin.Ithinkbest
whenI’mmovingaround.Howaboutyou?”
“Ilikewalking.”Thekidnoddedatme.“Areyoucoming,Blake?”
I shook my head. “I’ll give you two time to chat. Don’t worry. You’ll see me plenty while you’re
here.”IlaidahandonhisshoulderandlookedoverhisheadtoGrace.“Talktoyoulater?”
Shenodded.Thenweallexitedhercabin.IcouldseeTrenthadn’tstuckaround.Isupposeitwastoo
muchtohopethathe’dgonebacktoourplacetopackandleaveinordertoescapedealingwithme.Just
tobesafe,Idecidedtocheck.Tomydisgust,Ifoundhimcasuallyloungingonhisbunk.
“Thanksforwaiting.”Iscowled.
Hechuckled.“Well,Ifiguredifwehadsomethingtotalkabout,weshoulddoitinprivate.”
“Didyou?”Igloweredathim.“It’snotgoingtobemuchofadiscussion.Ready?Heregoes.”Iblew
outabreath.“StayawayfromGrace.”Icrossedmyarmsovermychestandtriedtoappearcalm.MostlyI
wantedtopunchhim,butI’dtrythemoresophisticatedapproachfirstbeforegoingapeshitonhim.
“Ithoughtyoudidn’twanther,”hesneered.
Igroaned.“Ofcourse,Iwanther.I’mfallinghardforher.Ijustdidn’twantyoucomplicatingthings.
YoualwayswantwhatIhave,Trent.Always.It’slikeafuckinggametoyou.”Irakedmyhandthroughmy
hair.“Sonowyouknow.Nowyoustayaway.”
Trent sat up and casually dropped down from the bunk. “Is that all?” He shook his head. “In that
case…no.”
Mybrowrose.“Whatmakesyouthinkyouhaveachoice?”
“Whatmakesyouthinkyoucantellmewhattodo,brother?”Hesnickered.
Icrossedthedistancebetweenusintwogiantstridesandwatchedhiseyesbulge.Grabbingthefront
ofhisshirt,Iputhimupagainstthewall.“You’renotmybrother.”
Atfirsthespluttered,butquicklyrecovered.“OurfathersaidIam.”
“I don’t care what he said. He’s a selfish bastard. He lied to everyone all the time. Why should I
believethisisacasewherehesuddenlytoldthetruth?”Mycheekswerehotwithrage.“Andyou!Ifyou
wantedtobemybrother,ifyouwantedmylove,whydidyoudonothingbuttriggermyhatredwithyour
actions?Evennow!YouonlywantGracebecauseIloveher.Admitit,”Igrowled.
“Ilovewatchingyousquirm.Iloveupsettingyou.ThisishowIgetyourattention.”Hischinjuttedout
indefiance.“IlearnedlongagoI’dnevergainyourloveortrust.Hurtingyoumakesmefeelbetter.”
Ireleasedhisshirtandwatchedhimslidedownthewallsome.“Whatareyou…five?Growthefuck
up.Beaman.”Ishookmyheadathim.
“Iamaman,”heroared.“Lookatme!Ibuiltasuccessfulcompanyfromnothing.”
I rolled my eyes. “I’d hardly call the education my father paid for ‘nothing.’ Was the inheritance
‘nothing’also?”
“You’remadaboutthemoney,right?”Trentgrinned.“You’remadyouhadtoshare?You’remadhe
lovedmemore?”
“Noneofthatmatters,”Iscoffed.“Helied.Hemademelieforhimtoholdourfamilytogether.He
hurteveryone.Andyou…thewayyouact…you’rejustlikehim.”
Trentlaughedcoldly.“Andyou?You’recold,detached,justlikeyourmother.”
His words struck a chord. I was like my mother. What if all these years she’d known? What if she
actedlikeshedidtowardsusbecauseofmyfather?Whatifhisaffairwasn’ttheeffectofherbehavior,
butthecauseofhers?
Icouldn’tbreathe.Mylungsrefusedtofillwithair.Ineededtime,spacetosortthroughthis.Ineeded
tobeabletoreasonthisout,thinkthisthroughbasedoneverythingIknew.Withoutsayinganotherwordto
Trent,Irushedfromthecabin.IbarelynoticedGracestandingthere,butwhenIdid,Idiscoveredshehad
tearsstreamingdownherface.“I…Ican’t.”Iturnedawayfromher,andraceddownthepath.
Though she’d said nothing, I could hear feet behind me. I refused to look. I couldn’t face her. How
muchhadsheheard?Whatwouldshesay?Idoveoffthepath,intothewoodsasI’ddoneearlier.This
time,Iwasracingblindlytowardmyboulder.Allthosesummersincamp,ithadbeenmyrock.Noweven
moresoasIstruggledtofindsomethingsolidtoholdonto.ThenItrippedonsomerootsandlandedon
topofit,catchingmyself,butinjuringmyhandsandknees.
BythetimeGracejoinedme,I’dpluckedmostofthesandoutofmyscrapes.Still,IignoredherasI
triedtocontrolmybreathing.Theindescribableacheinmychesthurtmorethananything.
“Blake,” she whispered as she knelt beside me and ran her fingers through my hair. When I didn’t
respond,shepressedherheadagainstmineandkissedmycheek.“Talktome.”
“Ican’t,”Icroaked.MythroatfeltsoconstrictedIcouldbarelyspeak.
“Try,”shemurmuredagainstmyskin.“Rumorhasit,I’mareallygoodlistener.Maybethebesteven.”
Iknewwhatshewasdoing,tryingtosootheme,teasemewithmywords.Itwasactuallyworking.I
wantedtoholdherorbeheldbyher.Atthemoment,Iwasn’tparticular.“It’sasecret.”Ireachedoutand
wrappedmyarmsaroundher,drawinghercloser,lettinghertouchsootheme.
Inresponse,Gracekissedmytempleandsqueezedmetightly.“Isitasecretoraburden?”Herwords
washedoverme,spreadinglighttothedarkestplacesinmymind.
“It’saburden.”Myeyesstung,butIrefusedtocry.Mendon’tcry.Iblewoutabreath.“Howmuch
didyouhear,Grace?”
“Let’s just say I think I understand you a little better now.” She hugged me close, only this time I
pushedherback.
Istaredintohereyes.“Idon’twantpity,Grace.”
She frowned. “I didn’t say pity. I said understanding. So much makes sense now.” She bit her lip.
“YourfatherwasreallygoodtomeatatimewhenIneededit,butclearly…hewasterribletoyou.Ican’t
change that, and my apology fixes nothing, but I want you to know I get the issues you have with him.
You’renotwrong.”
Her words fractured something in me. This burden I’ve been carrying around for so many years
suddenlyseemedtodisappear.“Ifoundoutbyaccident.Theveryfirstsummerhere.Iwalkedinonhim
withtheolddirector.Didyouknowher?”
Grace scrunched up her face. “Hope, right?” Then she giggled. “Oh, she had the same name as the
camp.Funny.”
“Well,itmakessense.Henameditafterher.”Ishookmyheadandthenhelditinmyhands.
“Oh.”Shesathardonherbottom.“Nowonderyouhatethisplace.”
“Yeah.ThenIspentsummeraftersummerwatchinghimgiveTrentpreferentialtreatment,probablyout
ofguilt.Onlythat’snothowTrentreadit.Inhismind,hewasthefavoredson.”Isighed.“Herubbedmy
faceiniteverytimehehadthechance.UnderstandwhyIloathehimtoo?”
Shenodded,asadlookonherface.“Iheardhowhespoketoyou.Ihadnoidea.I’msorryIdoubted
you.”
Iliftedherchinandmethergaze.“Terribleasheis,Trentwasrightaboutonething.”Iswallowed
hard.“I’mcoldanddetached.”
Shakingherheadvehemently,Graceblurtedout,“Notwithme.Neverwithme.”
Without thinking, I leaned in and captured her lips, letting the warmth flow through me. I needed to
feelthemagainstmine,Ilongedtoconnectwithsomeone,notjustanyone,butalwaysher.WhenIfinally
pulledback,neitherofusseemedquiteassad.“Neverwithyou.It’strue,butit’sastruggle.Instincthas
mepushingeveryoneaway.Knowwhy?”
Gracetiltedherhead.“Why?”
“IfI’mclosetopeople,ifwetalkandinteract,Imightblurtoutthesecret.Imightruinthefamily,my
mother’smemoryofmyfather,everything.”Ifrowned.
“Hediedhere,didn’the?”Shestaredatmesadly.
“Yes, I joke he died doing what he loved. Unfortunately, that was Hope. Apparently, they had been
particularly amorous that night, and his heart gave out.” I wrapped my arms around my body while I
recalledthatterriblenight.“Hopecameandwokeme.Sheneededmetodresshimandmovehimbackto
hiscabinbeforeshecalledthepolice.”
Grace covered her mouth with her hand to hide her shock. “I’m so sorry,” she finally managed to
whisper.
“Soyeah.Ihateithere.AndI’mnotsofondofTrent.AndIhavenorelationshipwithmymotheror
Brettbecausetheydon’tknowanditwasmyjobtoprotectthem.”Iinhaleddeeply.“Worstofall,Iworry
aboutlosingyou.Idon’tknowhowtobethemanyoudeserve,butdamnifIdon’twanttotry.”Icupped
hercheekwithmyhand.“Please,Grace,letmetry.”
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race fell into my arms. “I’d like that so much.” She buried her face in my neck and I relished the
feelingofhershortpuffsofbreathagainstmyskin.
“WhydoIfeellikenothingbadcouldeverhappentomeaslongasIhaveyou?”Ilaidmychinonthe
topofherhead.
“Becausenothingwill.Ipromise.Wecanhandleanythinglifethrowsatus,together.”Shenoddedand
soundedsocertain,Iwantedtobelieveher.
Wesathuddledtogetherinsilenceforafewminutes.Icould’vestayedlikethatallnight,butmybutt
started going numb and I wanted more than anything to make love to her. “So what now?” I hoped my
wordswouldspurhertoaction.
“Nowweproblemsolve.Todothis,weneedyourmotherandBrettonboard.”Shereachedupand
wrapped an arm around the back of my neck. “They need to know you aren’t the cold-hearted bastard
you’veleteveryonebelieveyouare.”
Ishookmyhead.“Ican’t,Grace.”
“Stopprotectingyourfather,”shegrowled.“He’sdead.Andhesuredidmakeamessofthingswhile
hewasalive.Youwanteverythingtostayamess,orareyougoingtoletushandlethistogether?”
Ifroze.“Thesearemyoptions?Idon’twanttodragyouintothis.”
“Toolate.”Sheshrugged.“I’min.I’mallin.Plus,youhadyourwholelifetofixthis.Youneedme.
Admitit,Morgan.”
Irubbedmyforehead.Shemadeavalidpoint.“We’llfaceittogether,Iguess.”
Shegrinned.“Together,Iknow.”
Still,Ihadmoreworrisomethoughtsinmind.“Whatabouttonight,Grace?Whataboutthenexttwo
weeks?”
“Whatdoyoumean?We’rerunningthecamp.We’llfigureoutwhattodowithitaftersummer.”She
shrugged.
“Pleasedon’tmakemeroomwithTrent.”Istaredintohereyesandgavemymostpleadinglook.
“Gah.You’rekillingme.”Sheclosedhereyesandblewoutabreath.“Okay.Tonight,youstaywith
me.Tomorrow…we’llsee.”
“We’llsee?”Istartedticklingher,hopingsomegoodcleantorturewouldchangehermind.
“YouknowI’mnotticklish,right?”Herbrowarched.
“Well,thatdoeschangethings,”Ijoked.
Slowly,westoodandwanderedbackupthehillwhileholdinghands.Aswereachedherporch,our
phones chimed in unison. I looked at her curiously before we each pulled ours out to check the text
message.
Gracereaditfirst.“OhmyGod,MissMillyisn’tdoingwell.Sheneedsme.”Shestartedtoboltout
ofmygraspandrushintohercabin,butIheldherhand.
“Wait.Ihavethesamemessage.”Myshoulderssagged.“Comeon,Princess.Together,remember?”
Gracenodded.“PoorMissMilly.LetmetellMandywhat’sgoingon,thenweneedtohurry.”
“Okay.Grabyourpurse.Ihavemykeysandwallet.”Inudgedhertoactionandsoonenoughwewere
inmycar,drivingasquicklyasIdared,backtoHarper’sIsland.
Somehowwemanagedtocatchthelastferry.Onthisgorgeousstarrynight,weoptedtostandouton
thedeck.IwrappedmyarmsaroundGraceasweleanedagainsttherailingandlookedoutoverthewater.
“Doyoueverfeellikewe’llneverescapethisplace?”Gracesighed.
I tilted my head as I considered her words. “You know, a week ago, I would’ve agreed with you.
Now,Ifeeldifferently.”
“Whatchanged?”
Iwatchedherbitinghercheek,tryingtoholdbackasmile.“You.Obviously,you.”Ishrugged.“Miss
Millybelievesinyou,Grace.ShethinksyoucanchangeHarper’sIslandforthebetter.Ibelievethistoo.”
“Ineverfitinthere,”sheobjected.
Isqueezedhertightly.“Ithinkthat’sprettymuchthepoint.Fortherecord,Ineverdideither.Maybe
that’sthestruggle.Maybeeveryonefeelsthatway.Maybethat’sthechangeyouneedtomake.”
Sheleanedbackintome.“We’llsee.Idon’tseehowthisisgoingtowork.Ican’truntheislandand
thecamp.I’mjustoneperson.”
“This is true, but by now, I hope you see the support you have. It makes everything possible.” The
hornsoundedandwemadeourwaybacktothevehicle.
Aswesettledintoourseats,shewondered,“BecauseI’mtheprincess?”Thenshesnickeredsome.I
knewshestillstruggledtoacceptthisrole.
Leaningover,Igaveherakiss.“Nope.Becauseyou’regoingtobeaMorgan.”
Shelookedoveratme,hermouthformingaperfect‘O.’Beforeshecouldsayanything,itwasourturn
todrivedowntheramp.AsIheldherhand,Gracestaredoutthewindow,quietandintrospective.
Soonenough,wereachedthehospital.Thoughitwaswellpastvisitinghours,theQueenofHarper’s
Islandfollowedadifferentsetofrules,whichwasmorelikenorulesbutherown.Wewereusheredinto
herprivateroominICU.Thoughshewasnestleddeepinthepillows,MissMilly’seyesflutteredopen
whenwearrived.“Youcame,”shewhispered.“Together.”Shesmiled.
Grace reached her side first and leaned in to give her a kiss on the cheek. “What can we do, Miss
Milly?Isthereanythingthatwouldmakeyoumorecomfortable?”Hereyesfilledwithtears.
MissMillyshookherhead.“No.Theydidafullbodyscantoday.That’swhathappenswhenyouget
injuredontheweekend.Thedoctorsdon’torderthebigtestsuntilMonday.”Sherolledhereyes.“Turns
out,thecancerhasspreadandIhavelesstimethanIimagined.”
Isathardinthechairandrubbedmyfacewithmyhands.“I’msosorry.”
“Don’t be. You two make me happy. Seeing this blooming relationship helps more than you know.”
Shesighedhappily,thenturnedherattentiontoGrace.“Mylawyerwillbeintouch,dear.You’remysole
heir.”
In response, Grace hiccupped and I knew she had started to cry. I stood and gave her my seat, then
whisperedinherear,“Timetobestrong,Princess.”
Sheheldthebackofherhandtohermouthandnoddedasshesniffled.“Okay.Whatelse?CanIbring
yousomething?”
“You really shouldn’t bring me anything.” Miss Milly gestured around the room, which was filled
with flowers, balloons, and more than a few stuffed animals. “There’s only one thing I need and it’s
complicated.”
Graceblinkedbackhertears.“Anything.Tellme.”
MissMillyreachedoutandgrabbedherhand.“Ineedtoknowyou’retakencareof.Ineedtoknow
whenI’mgone,you’llbeloved,supported,andappreciatedfortheamazingwomanyouare.”
“Iabsolutelyhavethiscovered.”Irockedonmyheelsconfidently.
She turned Grace’s hand over and studied her fingers. “How can that be? I don’t see a ring.” Her
browroseinchallenge.
GracesnatchedherhandbackandIshookmyhead.“Listen,MissMilly.Thesethingscan’tberushed.
Iknowyou’dlovetoseeGracehappilymarried.Shewillbe.Ipromise.AndI’llloveandsupporther
too.”
“ThewordofaMorgan.”Sheshookherhead.“Itusedtomeansomething.”
“Withmebehindit,itwillagain.”Icroucheddownbesidethebed.FirstIsmiledatMissMilly,thenI
shiftedtofaceGrace.“Somethingscan’tberushed.”Ilaidahandonherbarethigh.“Ineverexpectedto
marry.Becauseofmyfather,Ineverwantedtomarry.ThenGracecamealong.”Iwatchedhercheeksturn
pink and my heart thumped erratically in my chest. “She has this fiery temper, a rapier wit, and eyes I
couldstareintoforever.So,naturally,Ihadtomessitupagainandagain,butIthinkwe’refinallyonthe
rightpath.”
“Thesamepath,together,”Gracewhispered.
“Yes. Together.” I nodded happily. “I’m not going to rush this. I’m going to take my time and do it
right.I’mgoingtodatethehelloutofyou,Princess.I’llbecometheprinceyoudeserve.Ultimately,we’ll
marry.Wehaveto.”Ishrugged.
“BecauseMissMillywantsusto.”Shesmiled,butitdidn’tfeelrealtome.
I shook my head. “No. We’ll marry, not because of expectation or superstition, but because of the
craziestreasonofall:love.Youmaketheimpossibleseempossible.Iloveyou,Grace.Sayyou’llmarry
mesomeday.”ThenIreachedintomypocketandpulledoutthegarterI’dbeencarryingaroundwithme
ever since the wedding. “I thought it might be early for a ring. How does this work?” Then I slowly
slippeditoverherflip-flop,pastherdelicateankle,uphersupplecalf,andfinallystoppeddangerously
highonhersleekthigh.
Hereyesglistened,buthercheeksburnedwiththeheatbetweenus.“WhatmakesyouthinkI’dwantto
marryyou?”Shebitherlowerlip.
“Because it’s time to put yourself first for a change. It’s time to do something not to please your
family, or care for campers, or meet someone’s expectation. Marry me because this is what you want.”
Withlittleregardforouraudience,Ikissedherthighabovethegarterandthenrosetocaptureherlips.
“Honey,ifyoudon’twanttomarryhim,Iwill,”MissMillyteased.
“Sorry.Thisone’sallmine,”Gracemurmuredasshepressedherforeheadtomine.
“Thinkhe’lltreatyouright?”MissMillyasked.
“Likeaprincess.She’llalwaysbemyprincess.”Igrinned.
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