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SHADOWY

figure leaned casually against the side of the

darkened  building.  Four  a.m.  had  come  and  gone,  and  the
city would soon be changing shifts. The law-abiding citizens
of the world would be waking up soon, while those who dwelt
in  darkness  hunkered  down  for  a  nice,  long  sleep.  But  not
him;  not  yet.  He  had  hours  to  go  as  carefully  laid  plans
either  came  to  fruition  or  failed  miserably.  He  only  hoped
that  when  it  was  all  over,  the  payoff  would  be  worth  what
he‟d risked.

A scrape of wood against wood, the click of an old

fashioned  lock,  then  the  steady  tap,  tap,  tap  of  his  quarry‟s
boot  heels  crossing  the  road,  leading  away  from  the
darkened  tavern.  My,  someone  is  working  far  too  late  these
days. The shadow blended with many others, following at a
distance.

The man for whom he‟d waited entered a secluded alley,

taking the shortcut home. The shadow chose that time to
reveal himself. “Hello, Peter.” A voice long unused gave his
words the smoky texture of fine whiskey.

“Y-you!” The man‟s eyes widened in fright, darting right

and left, seeking help.

The shadow knew his prey‟s habits well, and he‟d spent

the last few hours studying the lay of the land. They were
alone. “You didn‟t expect to see me again, did you?”

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“Wwwhaat, what are you?” Peter froze, following his

stalker with terrified eyes.

The shadow circled, wafting a fluttery breath against

Peter‟s nape. “A wraith, a phantom, a ghost of a ghost. Does
it matter?” Lips grazing the mortal‟s ear, the undead
whispered, “Aren‟t you glad to see me?”

Peter‟s tangled emotions poured out in great, pulsing

waves, the bittersweet taste lingering on the phantom‟s
tongue. He traced Peter‟s ear with his tongue, reveling in the
extra senses of his kind. To taste fear, to smell darkness, to
see music in the nighttime sky? How had he ever referred to
his former “life” as living? “I‟d far prefer your lust to your
fear,” he said, lowering his voice to a suggestive purr.

Applying his lips to Peter‟s skin, he lost himself in the

familiar  essence,  sensing  the  hope/despair/joy/sorrow  on
the  one  he‟d  gambled  for.  He  raised  a  finger,  stroking  it
lightly  over  a  firm  brow,  down  one  chiseled  cheekbone,
zigzagging  across  nose  and  chin,  then  back  up  the  other
cheek.  The  man  at  his  mercy  shivered  as  though  in  peril,
unaware of the rune of protection that now blazed like fire to
non-mortal  eyes.  Protection  bought  at  great  price,  a  price
that  might  cost  the  shadow  dearly,  yet  that  he‟d  pay
willingly, and never think it too great.

Although not part of the ritual, he followed the glowing

spell  with  his  lips,  relearning  his  former  lover‟s  face.  He
closed  his  eyes,  employing  senses  that  the  living  couldn‟t
comprehend, touching, tasting, seeing, hearing, being at one
with  another,  sliding  into  Peter‟s  mind  for  the  briefest  of
moments, then dancing away again, presence undetected.

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Grasping Peter‟s cheeks between his palms, he forced

their mouths together, hoping the rasping of his scaled
hands

didn‟t

abrade

that

beautiful

face.

Peter

mmmmppppph‟d, struggling against the onslaught of a
tongue stealing into his mouth.

Without pulling away, the shadow murmured, “Hush,

don‟t  fight  me.  Remember  me  as  I  was  before.”  A  few  more
struggles,  then  the  body  against  his  became  pliant,  the
tension  draining  away.  He’s  remembering.  Good.  He’ll  need
to.

“Martin.” That name, breathed on a sigh, sent

unexpected shivers up the shadow‟s spine.

“I am Martin no more.” Peter stiffened slightly in his

arms. “I‟m afraid you‟d find my new name unpronounceable.
Tonight, call me what you will.”

He left a trail of phosphorescent kisses down Peter‟s

neck, dipping into the V at the base with his forked tongue,
tasting this man‟s loneliness and the heady cocktail of
apprehension and elation. Pictures formed in his mind, as
they always did, of his prey‟s innermost thoughts and intent.

Sorrow filled him at what Peter had endured since

Martin-no-more had left their home one evening for the
market, never to return. The precious bundle of bittersweet
memory whimpered. “Hush, love. In human form or this, I‟d
die before I‟d harm you.”

One by one Peter‟s flimsy garments fell to the

cobblestones, gooseflesh rising on pale skin that the shadow
kissed and caressed away, marking the man “forbidden.” He

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wished  Peter  could  view  his  handiwork,  perceive  the
stunning,  intricate  patterns  of  the  runes.  From  this  night
forward,  no  shadow-dweller  would  dare  approach,  and  any
human planning ill intent would flee without knowing why.

Down work-muscled arms, across a well-made chest,

down a flat belly, tongue teasing a light dusting of hair, down
perfectly formed thighs, around the back to broad shoulders,
tapered waist, and the buttocks Martin had once praised in a
silly sonnet. No inch of Peter escaped the fluttering brush of
lips and soft words incanted in a language long ago lost to
the world of men.

Once satisfied he‟d performed the ritual properly, the

shadow began exploring. Peter‟s ball sac pulled tight to his
body in the chill of the early morn. The shadow flicked it
with his tongue, eliciting sweet moans.

He sucked the head of a full and leaking cock into his

mouth.  How  I’ve  missed  this!  Three  years‟  worth  of
otherworldliness  drifted  away  with  the  tendrils  of  fog  that
ventured,  curious,  into  the  alley,  banished  by  the  shadow‟s
low growl. Mine! Peter‟s human eyes missed the trio of lesser
imps hiding within the mist.

The well-remembered taste of Peter‟s fluid hit the

specter‟s tongue, so much sweeter/saltier/satisfying with his
new senses, sorrow tugging at his heart to realize that
Peter‟d saved it for him. No other‟s scent marked the well-
remembered body or mind. He‟d kept himself in mourning all
those years.

A fiery tear sizzled down the shadow‟s cheek. In the

distance a bell tolled five, reminding him how little time

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remained. Still, he‟d waited so long—this moment deserved
savoring, for the opportunity might never come again.

Sliding Peter‟s long-neglected member reluctantly from

his mouth, the shadow dipped lower, extending his tongue to
slither  it  back,  back,  back,  teasing  the  sensitive  muscles  of
his  once-lover‟s  opening.  No,  not  once  lover—always  lover.
The  angle  proving  too  awkward,  he  guided  Peter  to  turn,
pressing him against cool brick to resume the task at hand.

So gradually that he barely noticed when it began, the

muscles relaxed, Peter arching his back, wanting more,
pitiful whines begging, begging. The shadow rose, disrobing
with a thought, his attire merely an illusion.

He buried himself inside Peter‟s body, his organ

amazingly  unchanged  from  his  former  human  form,  and
commenced  the  time-honored  rhythm  of  the  mating  dance,
humming  a  broken,  disjointed  tune.  Sex  magic  blossomed
around  them,  his  thrusts  timed  perfectly  with  his  wordless
incantation.

Peter, so lost in the moment, either didn‟t notice or

didn‟t care. The shadow pumped with a sharp staccato beat,
the final notes of the spell trilled aloud, hidden in the wail of
completion. He wrapped his hand around Peter‟s shaft,
working it in time with his faltering tempo. Sweet seduction
filled his nostrils, the tangy scent of sex multiplied by Peter‟s
spurt against the brick wall that left a message for those who
could sense it. “Here I was claimed.”

The shadow held firm in the shudders of the aftermath,

chest plastered to Peter‟s heaving back, recalling the
numerous times he‟d done so before. The rising sun

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approached, tingeing the horizon with pink, banishing the
nocturnal ones to days spent cowering in whatever dark
sanctuary they could find.

The sands of time were running out; the question must

be asked. “Will you come with me?”

The sated body stiffened in his grip. “What? Where?”

A bitter smile thinned his lips. “I cannot tell you—yet.

Remember only what I said before: I‟ll never do you harm.”

No answer came. The bell tolled on the half hour.

With renewed urgency, the shadow hissed, “You loved

me once. While I‟ve changed in many ways, my heart hasn‟t.
That‟s why I came back to you. He who made me what I am
could not truly have me because—” Because I belonged to
another, and wish to still.

“And what are you?” Fear gave way to curiosity.

“The stuff of nightmares to some, sweet salvation to

others.”

“And what of your soul?”

“That I kept.” So far. His satisfied organ slipped from

Peter‟s body, and the shadow turned the man, sealing their
lips  together.  How  he  wish  he  could  properly  convey  the
importance  of  Peter‟s  next  words,  but  couldn‟t  without
breaking  the  terms  of  his  agreement.  The  decision  must  be
made  without  coercion.  The  stakes  were  too  high  to  risk  a
breach of promise.

Peter faltered. “I… I don‟t know.”

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In desperation, the shadow recited their long-ago vows,

“Wherever you go, I‟ll go. Whatever you do, I‟ll be by your
side.”

Hot tears burned his skin, Peter burying his face in the

shadow‟s neck. “Not a day goes by that I don‟t miss you.
When you disappeared, the priest said you might return for
me some day and that I must resist.”

Good advice, or so I once believed. “I loved you, Peter,

love you still. But the choice is yours.” Even if you doom me
for all eternity by saying no.

Wrapping his arms tightly around this man for whom

he‟d risk all, the shadow made the ultimate sacrifice. “Tell
me no, Peter, for I would not have you exist only in shadows,
lurking in hidden corners to rid the world of the evil that
men do.”

“What do you mean?”

“You asked what I am. To some I‟m the horror that lies

in wait, to others, a saving grace. My kind aren‟t what you‟ve
been told, not most of us. The priests call us demons
because they know only the ones who serve themselves first
and foremost, like the one who attacked me, wanting me for
his own.”

Peter gasped. “A… a demon stole you from me? What of

him?” His white-hot fury appeared to the shadow as blazing
spider-webbed strands, tinged with red and blue.

“I‟ve been keeping him at a distance, thus far.” Please

say yes, please say yes.

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“And if I say no?” Defiant until the end, that was Peter.

Answering a direct question didn‟t compromise the

terms of his bargain. “Then I cannot refuse him; the vows we
made will be broken.”

Gentle tears turned to racking sobs. Did Peter mourn for

what they‟d once shared or the humanity he‟d soon give up?
“I don‟t go back on my promises,” mingled with his cries.

Hope was something the shadow barely recalled. He

proceeded with caution. “Will you give up the life you live
now to come with me?”

Peter barked a bitter laugh. “What life? It ended the day

you left.”

Do I dare to dream? “Is that a yes?”

The word was softly spoken, but spoken nonetheless.

“Yes.”

The runes on Peter‟s body rivaled the rising sun‟s glow,

twisting, turning, writhing, etching themselves into his skin.
Where once a man had stood, now stood—something else.
Not completely man, but not fully demon either.

Peter stared in awe at his transformed body, and at the

one who‟d turned him. “What am I?”

For the first time in three years, the shadow smiled,

thinking his lover perfect in any form. “We‟re protectors. We
stop evil ones before they carry out their schemes. It doesn‟t
pay much, but you get all the scum you care to destroy.”

Steam hissed up through the cracks in the

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cobblestones,  assuming  the  vague  outline  of  a  man.  “We
have  no  further  dealing,  you  and  I,”  the  shadow  growled  at
the  new  arrival.  “Be  gone.”  The  thing  dissipated  into  smoke
with an angry snarl, a sudden gust of wind blowing it away.

“Wha… what? What was that?”

“Him,” the shadow replied, fighting the urge to crow in

relief. “The one who changed me. He didn‟t know I belonged
to  another,  and  when  I  denied  him  on  the  grounds  of  my
commitment  to  you,  he  planned  to  destroy  you.  I  made  a
bargain.  In  exchange  for  your  safety,  I‟d  become  his.  And  I
would  have  if  you‟d  chosen  to  end  our  vows.  You  see,  „til
death  do  us  part‟  matters—we  aren‟t  quite  dead  and  now
we‟re not parted. You get me, he doesn‟t.”

“So when I said yes….”

The shadow grinned. “You renewed our vows, love.” He

sealed their reunion with a kiss. “Come now, we have a lot to
talk about and the sun is rising. Let‟s go home.” Wrapping
his arms firmly around his husband, the shadow added,
“And I‟ll teach you our new names.”

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Somewhat of a nomad,

DEN

INTERS

has visited seven

countries so far. Her earliest memories include making up
stories for the family‟s pets, and through her academic years,
she wrote many short stories and poems. Dreams of writing
professionally were realized, only not as planned, with a good
dozen years spent as a technical writer.

She  began  reading  GLBT  fiction  as  a  way  to  better
understand the issues faced by a dear friend and fell in love
with  the  M/M  romance  genre.  During  a  discussion  of  a
favorite book, a fellow aficionado said, “We could do this, you
know.”  Eden  wrote  her  first  novel  shortly  thereafter  and
never looked back.

Currently,  Eden  calls  the  southern  US  home,  and  many  of
her  stories  take  place  in  the  rural  South.  She  lives  alone,
having successfully raised two children, and divides her time
between a day job, friends, writing, trying different varieties
of vegetarian cuisine, and outdoor adventures such as hiking
and  camping.  Her  musical  tastes  run  from  Ambient  to
Zydeco, and she‟s a firm believer that life is better with pets.
She  also  loves  cruising  down  the  road  on  the  back  of  a
Harley Davidson.

Visit Eden‟s website at

http://www.edenwinters.com

Contact her at

edenwinters@gmail.com

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