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DRAGONHEAT
THEBLACKDRAGON
THEDRAGONMASTER
MORTALTEMPTATIONS
MORTALSEDUCTIONS
STORMWALKER
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One
IknewshewasaChangertheminuteshewalkedintomylittlehotel.Wolf,Ithoughtfromhergraywhite
eyes,butherhumanfeatureswereNativeAmerican.Herdarkskinandblackhairmadeherincongruous
eyesallthemoreterrifying.Sodidthefactthatshewasshiftingevenassheracedacrossthelobby,
grabbedmebytheshirtfront,andslammedmeagainstthepolishedreceptioncounter.
Ilookedupintothefaceofanightmare.Half-changed,hernoseandmouthelongatedintothatofa
wolf’s,fangscoatedwithsalivajuttingfrombloodredgums.
Ihadnodefenses.Therewasn’tacloudinthesky,nostormtochanneltofightherwith.Thewardsin
mywallsfunctionedtokeepevilbeingslikeskinwalkersandNightwalkersfromenteringthehotel,but
Changersweren’tinherentlyevil,justarrogant.Butwhenprovoked,theytendedtoattackfirst,ask
questionsoftheshreddedcorpselater.
Ibroughtupmyfisttoslamherjaw,butsheshookoffthepunchandhungontome.Icouldn’tscream
forMick,becauseMickhadvanishedintothenightthreeweeksago,andeventhemagicmirrordidn’t
knowwherehewas.
Therewasnoonewasinthehotelbutmeandmynewmanager,Cassandra,inherneatturquoise
businesssuit,herblondhairinasleekbun.Thetouristswereoutornotyetcheckedin,thesaloonclosed.
Itwasjustusgirls:acrazedChanger,apowerlessStormwalker,andawitchwhostaredacrossthe
receptiondeskinshock.
“JanetBegay,”thewolf-womansaid,hervoiceclottedwiththechange.
“Whowantstoknow?”Itriedtokickheroff,butsheheldontome,clawspoisedtotearoutmythroat.
OntheothersideofthedeskCassandracrossedherarms,placedherpalmsonhershoulders,and
startedtochant.Aninkycloudsnakedoutofhermouth,shotacrossthecounter,andwrappedaroundthe
Changer.TheChangersnarled.SheshovedawayfrommeandleaptoverthecounteratCassandra.
Cassandrawentdownwiththewolf-womanontopofher,thetwograpplinginatangleofrawsilkand
blackleather.IchargedbehindthecounterandgrabbedtheChangerbythehair,hersleekblackbraid
givingmesomethingtogrip.Ipulled,butshewasdamnstrong.ShehadCassandra’sheadinherhands,
readytobeatherskullontheSaltillotile.
Igrabbedatalismanfrommypocket,clencheditinmyhand,andscreamed,“Stop!”
TheChangerhaltedinmid-slam.Cassandra’sheadfellfromherslackgripandbumpedtothefloor.
Iwavedthetalisman—abundleofrosemaryboundwithwireandonyx—intheChanger’sfaceandsaid
inahardvoice,“Obey.”
TheChangerstraightenedup,fangsandclawsreceding,herfacebecominghumanagain.Hereyes
remainedgray,thefuryinthemelectric.
Cassandrarosebesideherinthesamerigidcompulsionandfixedmewithafrustratedstare.
Oops.ButIcouldn’treleaseCassandrawithoutalsoreleasingtheChanger.MickandIhadmadethis
spellforemergencies,suchasahordeofskinwalkersattacking.Itwasablanketspellthatwouldn’tstop
theattackersentirelybutmightatleastslowthemdownuntilhelparrived.
“Inthere,”Ipanted,pointingatmylittleofficebehindreception.“Goin.Sitdown.”
TheChangermarchedinside,stillgrowlingsoftly.Cassandrafollowedherlikearobot.
TheChangerandCassandrasatnexttoeachotheronmynewsofa,bothwomenradiatingfury.They
lookedoddtogether,thesophisticatedhotelmanager,onlyalittledisheveledinspiteofthefight,andthe
Changerinblackleatherpantsandjacket.Bothstruggledtobreakthespell,bodiesswayingalittleasthey
willedtheirmusclestoobey.ButthetalismanheldbothMick’sdragonmagicandmyStormwalkermagic,
apotentcombination,sothey’dhavetoputupwithit.
“Whoareyou?”IaskedtheChanger.
“PamelaGrant.”
“CassandraBryson.”
“Whatareyoudoinghere?”
Cassandrastartedtellingmeaboutwhateverjobshe’dbeendoingbeforetheChangerattacked,but
Pamelasaid,“Iwassent.”
“Whosentyou?Todowhat?”
Theybothstartedtalkingatonce.ItunedoutCassandraandfocusedonPamela.“Ihaveamessagefor
you,Stormwalker.”
“Isthatall?Thenwhydidyouattackme?”
WhileCassandraprotestedthatshehadnointentionofattackingme,Pamelasaid,“Ihadto,topasson
themessage.ThenthisWiccanbitchtriedtoparalyzeme.”
“Whatthehellisthismessage?Youcouldn’tjusttellme?”
Foranswer,Pamelapulledoutashort-bladedknife.Myeyeswidened,andIshookthetalisman.“Stop!
Obey!”
Cassandrawentrigid.Pamelacameatme,hereyesfixed,asthoughshelistenedtoavoicemoredistant
thanmine.Irealizedasshejumpedmethatshewasunderanothercompulsionspell,onestrongenoughto
canceloutmine.Thatcouldn’tbegood.
Ifought.Cassandraremainedseated,eyesfixedinagony.Pamelapinnedmetothedeskwithherstrong
bodyandextendedmyleftarmacrossthetopofit.
“Cassandra,getheroffme!”Ishouted.
Cassandrasprangtoherfeetbutfellbackasthoughaninvisiblehandhadshovedher.Atthesametime
Ismelledabiteofsulfur,hotwind,fire—thescentsofdragonmagic.
IstaredatPamelainshockasshenickedmypalmwithherknife.Sheflippedmyhandoverand
squeezedapuddleofmybloodontoapristinepieceofCrossroadsHotelnote-paper.Dippingmy
forefingerintheblood,sheforcedmetowritethewords,Helpme.
Assoonaswe’dformedthelast“e”in“me,”Pamelawentlimp,andhereyesrolledbackinherhead.I
loweredherslumpedbodytothefloor,mypalmstingingwhereshe’dcutit.Asthecompulsionspell
releasedher,theChangerwomandrewapeacefulbreath.
Istraightenedup.Myveinsburnedlikefire,andmytemplesstartedpoundingasthecompulsionspell
latchedontome.IunderstoodnowwhyPamelahadn’tsimplyrelayedthemessageverballyoratleast
reachedforsomethingasconventionalasapen.She’dneededtotransferthespellthroughmyblood.
Helpme.Thewordsscreamedatmefromthepaperandbroughtmyownfearsboilingtothesurface.
I’dbeenworriedsickaboutMick,eventhoughI’dtoldmyselfhe’dsimplygoneofftodowhatever
dragonthingheneededtodo.Mickcameandwentashepleased,healwayshad,althoughlatelyhe’d
beenniceabouttellingmewherehewasgoing.
Pamela’smessagemeantthatMickwasintrouble.Trapped.Ill.Maybedying.IfMickwasbeggingfor
myhelp,hewasindeepshit,indeed.
Myheadturnedofitsownaccord,andmygazemovedoutthewindowtothewest,wherethedistant
moundoftheSanFranciscoPeaks,thetraditionalboundaryoftheNavajolands,layinmistysilhouette.
Thespellmademewanttoraceoutofthehotel,leaponmyHarley,andrideofftowardthemountains,
now,now,now.ButMickwouldwantmetobesmart.Ineededsupplies,Ineededtoplan,andI’dneed
help.ThefactthatthespellletmecalmmyselfandthinkthisthroughmeantthatIwasright.
IforcedmygazebacktoCassandra,whowasstillsittingstifflyonthesofa.Iliftedthetalisman,broke
it,andsaid,“Befree.”
Cassandraleapttoherfeet,facedarkwithrage,andkickedtheinertChangerinthebuttockswithher
Blahnikheel.“That’sforcallingmeabitch.”
Pamelaopenedhereyes.Thewhiteinthemhadfadedtohumanbrown,andthoughsheretainedthe
arrogantscornoftheChanger,shenolongerlookedterrifying.
Shepushedherselfintoasittingpositionandsmoothedbackhairthathadfallenfromherbraid.“Hey,
doesn’tmeanIwouldn’twanttosleepwithyou.”
Cassandraflushedandfoldedherarms,butshedidn’tlookasoffendedasshecouldhave.
“Shewasunderaspell,”Isaidtightly.“Andnowit’sgone.Right?”
TheChangerwomanrubbedthebackofherneck.“Finally.Yourboyfriendisdamnstrong.”
“Canyougivememorespecificdirectionsthan‘headwest’?”
Pamelashookherhead.“IwasonthenorthwestsideofDeathValleywhenyourdragonman’sspell
grabbedme.Buttheremustbeamemorycloudspellontheplace,becauseIdon’trememberexactly
where.Iwasdoingsomehunting,mindingmyownbusiness,andthenextthingIknow,I’mdiggingmy
waythroughatunnelandtalkingtoadragon.Hecouldn’ttalkback;hejustinvadedmewiththatdamned
spell.Bastard.”
“Whenwasthis?”Iasked.
“Middleoflastnight;thenIrodestraighthere.”
“Mickwasalone?Nootherdragonsaround?”
“Onewasenough.I’dneverseenadragonbefore,neverbelievedtheyexisted.”Hereyesflickeredto
grayandbacktobrownagain.“Imaginemysurprise.”
ThatwasChangerfor“Itscaredtheshitoutofme.”Changersdidn’tliketoadmitfear.Fearmeant
weakness,submission,andtheytookdominance-submissionrolesveryseriously.
Pamelapulledherselftoherfeetwithlithegrace.ShewastallforaNativeAmerican,butmost
Changersweretall.Shetoweredagoodfootoverme.“Compulsionspellsmakemehungry.Isthere
anythingtoeatinthisgodsforsakentown?”
“Thesaloon’scloseduntilfive,”IsaidwhileIstaredagainattheclearblueofthewesternsky.“But
there’sadinerinMagellan.Twomilessouth.”
“It’llhavetodo.Comewithme,Wiccan?”
Cassandragaveherawitheringglance.“Inyourdreams,wolf-girl.”
Pamelagaveherahalfsmile,shrugged,andsaunteredoutoftheoffice.Cassandrafollowedclose
behind,herspikedheelsonthelobbytilesastaccatocontrasttothethudofPamela’smotorcycleboots.
Throughthewindow,IwatchedtheChangerwomanwalkoutofthehotel,mountherbike,andrideoff
towardMagellan.
Onceshewasgone,Cassandrareturnedtomyofficeandshutthedoor.Shelookednonetheworsefor
wearforthefight,exceptforafaintbruiseonherlowerlipandonestrandoffairhairfallenfromherbun.
“Whatareyougoingtodo,Janet?”sheasked.“Youcan’tchargeofflookingforMickonthewordofa
Changer.”
“It’snotjustherword.”Ipressedmyfingerstomytempleswherethespellthrobbedmercilessly.“I
havetogo.Ihavenochoice.Mickmustbedesperate,orhewouldn’thavesenther.”
“Don’tgoalone.”
Cassandra’seyeswerelightblue,beautifulinherpaleface.ShewasfromLosAngeles,whereshe’d
heldahigh-profilejobataluxuryhotelchain.Whyshe’dwantedtomoveouttothemiddleofnowhereto
helprunmyhotel,Ihadnoidea,butIneverasked.Shewasgoodwiththetourists,knewthehotel
business,andsheputupwithmymagicmirror.Ididn’twanttoloseherbyaskingawkwardquestions.
“Iwon’tbegoingalone,”Isaid.“Canyoukeepthingstogetherhere?”
“Ofcourse.”
Ofcourseshewould.CassandraranthisplacebetterthanIevercould.
“KeepaneyeontheChanger,”Isaid.
Cassandragavemeanoddsmile.“Oh,Iwill.”Sheturnedandwalkedoutoftheoffice,smoothingher
hairasshewent.
Ifloppedintothechairbehindmydeskandputmyheadinmyhands.Iachedallover,wouldacheuntil
thespelltookmetoMick.
Iglancedattheframedphotoofmyfatherthatrestedonthedesk,aslimNavajoinaformalvelvet
shirt,hishairneatlybraided.I’dtakenthepictureonmylastvisittoManyFarms,andhe’dinsistingon
dressingupforit.Myfatherdidn’tbelieveincandidshots.Hiswiseeyesheldnoadvice,onlyquiet
confidencethatI’dknowwhattodo.
Ididknowwhattodo.Orrather,whototurnto.Ihadn’tseenCoyote,whowouldhavebeenthemost
help,inalongtime,noteveninmydreams,andIhadnoideahowtosummonhim.JamisonKee,a
mountainlionChanger,wasthemaninMagellanItrustedthemost,buthehadawifeandstepdaughterto
takecareof,andIcouldn’tbringmyselftoputhimindanger.
ThatlefttheonemanIdidn’ttrust,buthewaspowerfulasallget-out.Ididn’tunderstandhispower,
andneitherdidMick,butifIcouldconvincehimtohelp,IknewI’dhaveapotentally.
Ipulledthephonetowardmeandpunchedinthenumberofthesheriff’sofficeinFlatMesa.Thedeputy
atthedeskputmestraightthrough.Thephonemadeacoupleofclicks,andthenthesheriff’svoice
soundedinmyear.
“Jones,”hesaid.Dark,biting,laconic.
“Hey,Nash.It’sJanet.”
Therewasalongsilence.
“Fuck,”NashJonessaidclearly,andhehunguponme.
Two
DidImentionthatthesheriffofHopiCountywasanasshole?EveryonecutsNashJonessomeslack
becausehespenttimeinIraqandhadbattledwithPTSD,buthecouldbethemostarrogant,in-your-face
bastardthateverlived.
Myheadstillthrummingwiththespell,Ibuckledmotorcyclechapsovermyjeansandleftthehotel.I
rolledoutmyHarley,anicelittletwelvehundredccSportster,midnightblue,andtookthehighwaynorth
toFlatMesa.
Itwascool,theSeptemberwindchilldespitethebluesky,andIwasgladofmyjacket.It’sdesertout
here,butwehavealtitude,nearlysixthousandfeet,whichmakesforcrispautumnsandcoldwinters.I
keptlookingwest,yearningtoturnthebikethatwayandrideflatout.IneededtogettoMick,neededit
withmywholebody,andIwouldhave,evenwithoutthespell.
MickandIhadourdifferences,andhewasuneasyaboutthelatentmagicI’dinheritedfrommybitch-
queengoddessmother,butthethoughtthatsomeoneheldhimcaptiveworriedmesenseless.Mickwasa
strong,powerfuldragon,whocouldwieldfiremagiceveninhishumanform.Beingsstrongenoughto
imprisonhimwouldbeterrifyinglypowerful.
Mickhadangeredhisdragoncouncilthisspring,andthoughwehadn’tseenahintofthemallsummer,
dragonsrankeduptherewiththekindsofbeingscapableoftrappingMick.Andtheyseriouslywantedto
killhim.
IcoveredthetwentymilesbetweenMagellanandFlatMesaquicklyandpulledintothesheriff’s
departmentparkinglot.LopezgrinnedatmeasIwalkedin,andhewavedmethroughwithoutstopping
me.Lopezlikedme.IthinkwhathelikedwasthatIstuckinSheriffJones’scraw,andanythingthatcould
getunderhisboss’sskinmadehimhappy.
IdidJonesthecourtesyofknockingonhisdoor.Athisbittenoff,“Come,”Iflungopenthedoorand
wentinside.
NashJonesglancedupatmewithhishabitualscowl,fluorescentlightgleamingonhisveryshortblack
hair.Nashwasaboutthirty-twoandhadahardbuthandsomefaceandgrayeyesthatcouldpierceaperp
atfortypaces.I’dseencriminalsbackdown,whimpering,fromthatice-coldstare.Hiskhakisheriff’s
uniformwasspotlessandwrinklefree,hisbadgeshining.Evenhiscreaseshadcreases.
“I’mbusy,Begay,”hegreetedme.
Ileanedmyfistsonhisdesk,rightoverthenameplatethatread“NashJones.”“Ineedyourhelp,”Isaid
inarush.“Mick’sbeingheldagainsthiswill,outinDeathValleysomewhere.”
Nashdidn’tevenblink.“Wayoutofmyjurisdiction.”Hereturnedtothefileonhisdesk.“Getthe
policeuptheretodealwithit.”
“It’snotasimplekidnappingcase.ThisisMick,mygiantdragonboyfriend.Thepolicewouldn’tstand
achanceagainstanythingthatcansnatchandholdMick.Comeon,Jones,please.Ican’tdothisalone.”
Hegavemeaflatstare.“YouandMicknearlygotmekilled,remember?Youandyourstormsandfires
andearthquakesanddragons.Infact,forthesafetyofeveryoneinHopiCounty,Ishouldhaulyoubackto
yourreservationandtellthetribalpolicetokeepyouthere.”
Nashthreatenedmelikethisallthetimeandhadn’tyetmadegoodonit,butIknewthathisbitereally
wasasbadashisbark.SomedayhemightjustarrestmeandshipmebacktotheNavajoNation,andthe
tribalpolice,who’dhadtodealwithmeasakid,wouldlockmeupwithglee.
“Believeme,ifIthoughtIcouldrescuehimalone,Iwould.IfIcouldturntosomeoneelse,Iwould.
HowaboutifIremindyouthatMickoncesavedyourass?”
“Yes,hesavedmyassfromyou.IfyouthinkI’lltravelalonewithyoutosomeplaceasremoteasDeath
Valley,you’recrazierthanIthought.”
IconsideredthiswhileIhungoverhisdeskandmetthehardnessinhiseyes.Itwastruethatlast
spring,NashhadgottencaughtupinthemadnesswhenmyevilgoddessmotherfromBeneath—theshell
worldbelowthisone—hadpossessedmeandforcedmetoopenthevortexesandletherout.She’dhad
nefariousplansforNashtoo,becauseNash,forsomereason,wasn’taffectedbymagic,anymagic,no
matterhowpowerful.MymotherhadwantedmetomakeachildwithNash,toproduceababysteepedin
bothmymagicandNash’sabilitytoresistmagic.Needlesstosay,Nashhadn’tcooperated.
Nashhadalsotakenafullblastofmymother’spower,nottomentionMick’sfire,whichshouldhave
obliteratedanyhumanbeing.ButnotonlyhadNashsurvivedtheattacks,he’dbrushedthemoffandlived
tobesarcasticaboutit.
Playingnicewasn’tworking.Ineededtoplaydirty.“Tellyouwhat,”Isaid.“Youhelpme,andI’ll
keepitquietaboutyouandMaya.”
Thatgotmealookofoutrage.MayaMedina,abeautifulLatinawomanwhowasmyelectricianand
moreorlessmyfriend,hadoncehadathinggoingwithNash,aprettyseriousone.WhenNashhadcome
homefromwar,they’dbrokenup—splitattheseamswasabetterwayofputtingit.Evenbetter,exploded
intofieryfragments.WhatsheandJoneshadnowcouldn’tbecalledarelationship—moreaseriesof
one-nightstands—butJoneswanteditkeptquiet.ThishurtMaya,butshewasproudandrefusedto
acknowledgethatshecared.
“LeaveMayaalone,”washisswiftresponse.
“Idon’tthinkshe’dmindifeveryoneknewyouwenttobedwithher.”
“Don’tthreatenme,Begay.Noonewouldbelieveyou,anyway.You’reanoutsider,andeveryonethinks
you’realittlecrazy.”Histonesaid,They’renotwrong.
“Maybenot,”Isaid,producingmyace.“Butthey’dbelieveFremont.”
Jonesjerkedhisheadupagain,andIknewIhadhim.FremontHansen,myplumber,wasaniceguy,but
hewasalsothebiggestgossipinHopiCounty.IfItoldFremonttheinterestingtidbitaboutJonesand
Maya,itwouldbealloverMagellanandFlatMesabymorning,andNashknewit.
“Don’tbluffme,Janet.”
“I’mperfectlyserious.Ineedyou.Youdothisforme,andyoursecretstayssafe.”Ihadnointentionin
theworldofembarrassingMaya,butdamnit,Iwasdesperate.
“Idon’thavetimetogotraipsingthroughthedesert,”hetried.
“Nottraipsing.It’sastraightshotthroughLasVegas,bigwidefreewaysandhighwaysthewhole
route.”AtleastuntilwegottoDeathValleyitself.Thenwe’dhavetosearchtheknife-sharpmountainsto
findthetunnelPamelahadmentioned.IknewthatonceIgotthere,thespellwouldpullmetoMick’s
preciselocation,butIdidn’tthinkNashwantedtohearthatIhadnoideawheretostartlooking.“It’sfive
orsixhoursthere.Wecanbebackbymorning.”
Hegavemeaseverelook.“Ican’tleaverightthisminute.Maybenotuntilseven,oreveneight.Ihave
ajobtodo.”
Oh,forfuck’ssake.Whatwastheuseofbeingsheriffofthewholeplaceifyoucouldn’tcomeandgo
asyoupleased?“There’sthatmuchcrimearoundherethatyoucan’ttakeanafternoonoff?”
“Youwantmetocomewithyou,ornot?”
Iheldupmyhands.“Fine.Fine.Youtakeyourtime.”
“GobacktoMagellan.I’llpickyouupwhenI’mfinishedhere.”Nashopenedhisfolderagainand
lookeddeterminedlyatit.Discussionover.
“You’llbedriving?”Iasked.
“I’mnotridingallthewaytoDeathValleyonthebackofyourmotorcycle.Besides,we’llneedaway
tobringMickbackwithus.”
Hewasgoingtodoit.Myhearthammeredinrelief.Iwantedtolungeacrossthedeskandhughim,but
IsuspectedthatifIdid,he’dbreakoutthehandcuffs.“Good.I’llbewaiting.”
Ididn’tmisshisglareasIhurriedout.
Nashshowedupinfrontofthehotelatseven-thirty,andIwaspackedandready.Itwasalreadydark,
starsprickingtheclearSeptembersky.I’dbeenchafingwithimpatienceandthespell,drivingCassandra
crazy.Shewavedmeoffinobviousreliefbuttoldmetokeepintouch—throughthemagicmirrorifcell
phoneswereoutofrange.
Nashdrovehisnewtruck,ashiningblackF-250withacabandahalfandtintedwindows.Itlooked
freshlywashedandpolished,asthoughhe’dreadieditspecificallyforthetrip.Itossedmyduffelbag
behindthefrontseatandclimbedinside,sighingwithreliefthatwewerefinallygoing.Nashsaidnothing,
onlywaiteduntilI’dbuckledmyseatbeltbeforehedrovecarefullyoutoftheparkinglot,fartooslowly
formytaste.Butatleastwewereoff.
“Can’tyougoanyfaster?”Iasked,asNashdroveupthehighwayatasedatefiftymilesanhour.
“No,”Nashansweredwithoutlookingatme.
HedidthespeedlimitallthewaytoWinslow,andIwasclenchingmyfistsandbitingthesideofmy
mouthbythetimewefinallymadeitontotheI-40headingwest.Trafficpickedupasweapproachedthe
Flagstaffexits,thetowntwinklingunderthedarkbulkofitsvolcanicmountains.Theairgrewchill,
ponderosapinessoaringagainstthenightsky.AfterFlagstaff,trafficdiedoffagain,andwerodedown
fromgreenhillstorollingdesertmountains.
Nashdidn’ttalk.Hedidn’tlistentotheradio;hedidn’tofferconversation;hejustdrove.Eyesonthe
road,oncomingheadlightsglitteringinhiseyes,theredglowofthedashboardlightinghisface.Henever
surpassedthespeedlimit—ofcoursenot—butthen,heneversloweddown,either.
Iwasapersonwholikedsilence;mydadandIhadenjoyeddrivingforhoursthroughemptylands
withoutwords.ButwithNash,thesilencewasstrained.Ittookonitsownpersonality—likeahostile
relativewhoglaredataroomuntilthehappychatterdiedaway.Itpressedonyou,thatsilence,waitedto
beatyoutodeath.
OntheoutskirtsofKingman,Isaid,“IhearthatMaya’sbirthdayisnextweek.”
“Idon’twanttotalkaboutMaya.”
Theanswer,swiftandabrupt,shutmedown.Nashdidn’tevenadjusthishandsonthewheel.
HestoppedforgasinKingmanandgrudginglyletmeusethebathroom,andthenwetookthehighway
thatclimbednorthoutoftown,curvingalongthesideofamountain.Lightstwinkledinthevalleytoour
left,becomingsparseraswemovedon.Withinafewmiles,thedesertnightwasblackagain,theroad
straightandmonotonous.
Ifoldedmyarmsandslumpedagainstthedoor,tryingtograbsomesleepwhileIcould.Icouldn’t.My
eyesstayedopen,thespellpullingmeonward.
Afteraboutanotherhour,theroadbeganrollingthroughsteepcuts,hardrockhammeredoutby
dynamitelongago.Toourleft,beyondthehillsthatlinedtheroad,wasasteepdroptotheColorado
River,whichsnakeditswaysouthwardthroughbone-dryland.
Orangeconesgleamedaheadofus,directingusintoonenarrowlanethatledtoacheckpoint.There
wereonlyafewcarsaheadofusthislate,redtaillightssilhouettingdriversandpassengersinsidethe
cars.
IdrummedmyfingersonthedashboardasNashslowed,buthehadnochoice.Theroadwetookled
overthemassiveHooverDamintoNevada,andacheckpointhadbeensetupbythenicefedstomake
surewedidn’tdoanythingcutelikecarryexplosivestothemiddleofthedamandsetthemoff.
Thecarsinfrontofusmovedthroughanddroveon,butoneoftheofficershelduphishand,signaling
Nashtostop.Nashhaltedandrolleddownthewindow,lettinginablastofcoolnightairandtheacrid
scentofexhaust.Ifoldedintomyselfandtriednottoscreaminimpatience.
Theuniformedmanstrolledthefewfeettous,flashlightshining.Everyhairprickledonmyskin,the
latentBeneathmagicinmescreamingawarning.
“Nash,gunit,”Iwhispered.“Getusoutofhere.”
“Janet,ifIspeedoutofhere,everystateandfederalcopwithinrangewillbeafterus,andtheywon’t
beafraidtousedeadlyforce.”
“I’mtellingyou,there’ssomethingnotright.”
“Iknowthat.I’mnotstupid.”Nashwaitedcalmly,hishandsonthewheel,asthefedapproached.
Gods,hedrovemecrazy.
“CanIseesomeID?”theofficerasked.
Myinsidescrawled.Icouldfeeltheman’saura,thick,black,andinky.Ihadnoideawhatoneofthem
wasdoingouthereinthemiddleofthehighwayatabrightlylitcheckpoint—aneasywaytofindvictims,
maybe?
Theofficershonehislightonthedriver’slicenseandsheriff’sIDJoneshandedhim.Themanliftedhis
browsandspokeinthefriendlywayofapatrollerjustdoinghisjob.“Sheriff,eh?Officialbusiness?”
“Personal.Vacation.”
Theflashlightmovedtome,andhesmirked.“Vacation.Isee.Pulloverthere,sir,andgetoutofthe
truck.”Hegesturedtoapull-offjustbeyondtheglareofthegeneratorlights.
“Nash,”IsaidfranticallyasNashdrovethefewyardsintothedarkness.“Wecan’tstop.Thisisn’t
whatitlookslike.”
“Iknow,butI’mnotrunningfromtrigger-happyfeds,”Nashsnapped.“Besides,hestillhasmyID.”
IseethedasNashsetthebrake.Theofficerwalkedtouswithoutfear,puttingNash’struckbetween
himselfandhisfellowofficersatthecheckpoint.Itwaspitch-blackouthereawayfromthelights,onlythe
glowofNash’sheadlightsandtheofficer’sflashlighttoilluminateus.
“Ifyou’llgetoutofthetruck,sir,”hesaid.“Youtoo,ma’am.”
Ihoppedout,searchingforsomesparkofmagicwithintohelpmeout.Theskywasdeep,velvetblack,
thestarsstretchingacrossitinaropysmudge.AStormwalkerwithoutastormwasuseless,andthere
wasn’tacloudinsight.Iscowledattheemptyskybeforetheofficershonehisflashlightinmyface.
“Youhavedocumentationonyou,ma’am?Greencard?Naturalizationpapers?”
Hewaseitherawise-assorjustignorant.“Myancestorshavebeenhereahellofalotlongerthan
yours,”Igrowled.“Where’syourgreencard?”
“Justgivehimyourdriver’slicense,Janet.”Nashsoundedweary.
Ipulleditoutandhandeditover.Sourly.Theofficer’sflashlightmovedacrossit.“Clearedfor
motorcycleoperation,eh?Youabiker,sweetie?”
“Nottonight.”
Themangrinned.“Funny.”Hehadeyesofdarkness,andIsmelledthebloodonhim.
HeswitchedtheflashlightbacktoNash.“Putyourhandsonthetruck.”Nash,damnhim,obeyed.
“Youtoo,ma’am.”
Ididit,mutteringundermybreath.Ineededmagic.Something.Anything.
TheofficerpatteddownNash;thenhereachedthroughthepassengerwindowtotheglovecompartment
andfishedoutNash’snine-millimeter.“Yougoonvacationarmed?”
“I’manofficerofthelaw,”Nashsaid.“IneverknowwhenImighthavetohelpout.”
Themansetthegunonaboulderbehindhim,outofreach,thenmovedtome.Handsrovedupand
downmylegs,slidbetweenmybuttocks,cuppedmycrotch.
“Pervert,”Isnarled.
Nashcametolife.“Watchwhatyou’redoing.”
“Oh,you’llwatchme.”Themantookhisownpistoloutofitsholster,cockedit,andshoveditinto
Nash’sneck.“You’llwatchwhileIfeedoffher,knowingthatnext,I’lldothesametoyou.”Helaughed,
hisunnaturallyblackeyesglittering.“Gods,Ilovethetasteofmundanesinthemoonlight.”
Three
“Nightwalker,”Igrated.
“YouknowaboutNightwalkers?”TheNightwalkersniffedme,nevermovingthegunfromNash.
“Funny,youdon’tsmellmagical.”
“WhatthehellisaNightwalker?”Nashaskedme.“Andwhatdoeshemean,feedoffyou?”
TheNightwalkerchuckled.“Hedoesn’tknow?Thisshouldbefun.”
Verycleverofoneofthethingstofigureouthowtoworkacheckpoint.He’dprobablybeenafederal
officerbeforehe’dbecomeabloodsucker,likelystilldidhisjobwellifhedidn’tmakemanyfullkills.
Hecouldonlypartiallydrainhisvictimsandletthemgo,unawareofwhathadhappened,andhe’dstillbe
abletohidehistruenaturefromhiscolleagues.Butbloodlustlithiseyes,andIhadthefeelingthatthis
wasgoingtobeoneofhiskills.
Iwantedtokickthethingintheballsandgetthehelloutofthere.ButNightwalkersarestrongandhard
tokill,andIdidn’thaveahandywoodenstakeorswordwithme.Iwouldpackbetternexttime.Atthe
moment,Ihadnowayoffightinghimexceptwithmyfists,whichwouldn’tdoanythingbuthurtmyfists.
Butsomethingstrangewashappeninginsideme.Ifeltaburningsensationinmyfingertips,which
movedallalongmyveins,anditwasn’tfromMick’scompulsionspell.Thecompulsionspellwasadull
ache;thiswasrawandcoldandnew.
Ihadaswiftvisionofmybodygrowlingtaller,shootinguptotowerovertheNightwalker,abright
whitenessglowingaroundmetolightthenight.Isawmyselfraisingmyhands,heardmymouthissuing
commandsinalanguageIdidn’tunderstand.IsawtheNightwalkerscreaming,hisredmouthopen,his
bodytwistinginexcruciatingpain.Hewasdyingbutcouldn’tdie.Iwassomehowholdinghimtogether,
makinghimrelivethetormentofeveryvictimhe’deverdrained,overandoveragain.Itwasheady;it
wasexhilarating.Ilaughed.
NashJones’svoicecutintomybrainlikeascalpel.“Don’tloseit,Begay.”
Iblinked.Thevisiondied,andIwasstandingwithmyhandsonNash’struck,sweatinginsidemy
leathercoat.TheNightwalkerwasverymuchaliveandlookingatmewithatingeoffear,asthoughit
sensedmyvisionbutwasn’tquitecertainithad.
“Whateveryouare,”Nashwassaying,“leaveheraloneandlethergo.I’lldowhatyouwant.”
Whatahero.TheNightwalkerwouldneverletmego,becauseI’drunscreamingtohisfellowfeds,and
he’dhavetoabandonthissweetlittlesetuphe’dmade.Nashwaseyeingtheotherofficers,butthey’d
surroundedadieselpickupthathadpulledup,itsnoisedrowningoutallothernightsounds.Nash’struck
wasbetweenusandthem—theNightwalkerhadperfectedhismethods.
ButNash’sheroismgavemeanidea.Ididn’tknowwhetheritwouldwork,andifnot,I’dhavetotryto
pryablood-frenziedNightwalkeroffofNash,butitwasworthatry.
“Dohimfirst,”Isaid,makingmyvoiceweakandwhiny.“Please.Taketheedgeoff.ThenI’llmakeit
funwhenyoudome.”
TheNightwalker’ssmilereturned,andIswallowedmydisgust.“IthinkIlikeyou,sweetheart.What
didyouhaveinmind?”
“Anythingyouwant.I’vebeentoldIhavestamina.”
NashwasstaringatmeasthoughI’dlostmymind,buthekeptquiet.EitherhethoughtIhadlostmy
mind,orhewastrustingthatIhadaplan.
TheNightwalkertouchedmycheek,andIstoodstillandtriednottogag.“Sweet,”hesaid.“Ifyou
pleaseme,Navajogirl,Imightjustletyoustayalive.Withme.”
“Sure,”Isaid,tryingtokeepmyvoicefromshaking.
TheNightwalkergrabbedNashbytheneck.Hismouthopened,baringfangsonbothupperandlower
jaw,hismouthnarrowlikeacat’s.Nashstruggled,buttheNightwalkeryankedNash’sheadtotheside
andsnappedthathideousmouthoverhisthroat.
Nashdidn’tgodowneasy.Hefought,andhefoughthard,smackingtheguyintheheadwithhisfists,
whichdidaboutasmuchgoodaspunchingabuilding.IgrabbedtheNightwalker’spistolasthefeeding
frenzytookhim,eventhoughIknewbulletswouldn’tkillhim,andstoodbackashesuckeddownNash’s
bloodingreedy,wetgulps.
TheNightwalkerkeptfeeding,andmyheartpoundedinterror.Ifmyhunchwaswrong,Nashcoulddie.
Wordstoadozenspellsranthroughmyhead,butnonewouldbepowerfulenough,especiallywhenI
didn’thaveastormtodrawon.Thegunwasprettymuchuseless.ANightwalkerfullofbulletswasjust
anangryNightwalker.
Andthenithappened.TheNightwalkerjerked,hiseyeswideninginsuddenagony.Nightwalkers,Ihad
thescarstoprove,heldfasttotheirvictimswhentheywereinbloodfrenzy,notlettinggoevenwhen
someoneranthemthroughwithastake.ThisNightwalkershuddered,snarling,Nash’sbloodrunningfrom
hismouth,buthewouldn’trelease.Nashwaswhite,holdingontothetrucktokeeptohisfeet.
Idroppedthegun,wrappedmyarmsaroundtheNightwalker’smiddle,andhauledbackward.Atfirstit
wasliketryingtomoveahugeboulder,butthentheNightwalkercameawayfromNashsosuddenlythatI
fell,theNightwalkerlandingontopofmelikeawetrag.TheNightwalkerkeened,asharp,piercing
soundthatrosetoaninhumannote.
Thethingcrawledoffme,tearingathislips,hishandssproutingclawsthatrakedintohisownface.
Nashgaspedforbreath,hishandclampedtohisbloodyneck,watchingwithastunnedlook.
TheNightwalker,stillscreaming,fellapart,collapsedintosteaming,stinkingpiecesoffleshandgore,
blackbloodmakingariverinthesand.Hisfacewentlast,hisscreamdyingintoagurgleashisflesh
meltedintoamessofbloodandveins.
Bilebubbledinmythroat,andIscrambledtomyfeetandlungedforthetruck.IheardNashbehindme,
hissoft,“Janet,whatthefuck?”
“Youkilledit,”Ipanted.
“Ikilledit?How,bystandingtherelettingitsuckmedry?”
“Canwetalkaboutitlater?Weneedtogetthehelloutofhere.”
Iyankedopenthedoor,butNash’sheavyhandlandedonmyshoulder.“Easy,Janet.Takeiteasy.We
driveawayslowlyanddon’tattractattention.”
Igroundmyteeth,furiousthathecouldbesocalm.Iknewhewasright,butmypanicwantedmeto
diveintothetruck,startitup,andpeeloutofthere.
ImademyselfclimbslowlyintothepassengerseatwhileNashretrievedhisgunandtheNightwalker’s
andgotinside.Heleanedovermetostowbothpistolsintheglovecompartment,bloodstillstaininghis
neck.
“Youallright?”heaskedme.
“AmIallright?You’retheonebleedingtodeath.”
“I’lltakethatasayes.”Nashsatup,putthetruckingear,andpulledslowlyontothehighway,thesame
asanyothervehiclethatwasapprovedtoproceed.Theotherpatrollersneverevenlookedatus.
Notuntilwewerewelldownthedarkroad,dippingandclimbingalongcanyonwalls,didIseethat
Nash’shandsshookashegrippedthewheel,hisfacegray.
“Shit,Nash,stopandletmedrive.”
“NowayamIlettingyoubehindthewheelofmybrand-newtruck.There’safirstaidkitbehindthe
seat.Shouldhavesomegauzeandantibacterialsprayinit.”
Idugaroundintherearofthecab,foundapristinewhiteboxwitharedcrossonit,draggeditontomy
lap,andopenedit.Bandages,antibacterial,aspirin,sterilegauze,tape,andotherusefulitemswere
stowedinsideinneatcompartments.
“Thisisn’tafirstaidkit,”Isaid.“It’samobileemergencyroom.”
Nashdidn’tanswer.Iextractedawadofgauzeandscootedacrosstheseattowipethebloodfromhis
neck.
Ihadtoreacharoundhim,becausetheNightwalkerhadbittentheleftside,andNashgrunted
impatientlywhenIinadvertentlyblockedhisviewoftheroad.Therewasnoplacetopulloffonthis
stretch,thehighwaymovingthroughcutsthatleftmaybeafootofspaceoneithersideofthepavement.
Besides,Idon’tthinkeitheroneofusmuchwantedtostop.
IsquirtedNash’sneckwithalittleantibacterialandpressedmoregauzeoverthewound,fasteningit
withsteriletape.
NashreturnedbothhandstothewheelwhenIsatbackandstartedcleaningup.“Whatthehellwasthat
thing?”heasked.
“ANightwalker.Inlayman’sterms,avampire.Exceptit’sreal.”
“Avampire.”Nashdigestedthiswithafewsoftswearwords.“Andyou’resayingIkilledit?”
Ifinishedputtingthesuppliesbackintothefirstaidkitandclosedthelid.“TheNightwalkerisa
creatureofmagic,butyoucanceloutmagic.Anull,Coyotecalledyou.TheNightwalkergotenoughof
yourmagic-negativeessenceinit,whichdestroyedit.”ThatwaswhatIhadthoughtwouldhappen,andI
wasgut-wrenchinglyrelievedthatI’dbeenright.
“Ifeltsomethingchangeinme,”Nashsaid.“Iwaslosingblood,Iwasdying,andthenitallstopped.It
wasasifsomethingfreezingcoldformedinsidemeandmovedtohimthroughmyblood.”
“Interesting.”I’dspeculatedwithMickoverthesummerhowNashhadbecomeamagic-absorber,and
neitherofuscouldfigureitout.I’dnevermetanythinglikehim,thatwasforsure.
Nashcontemplatedtheroadinsilence,andIknewthiswashardforhim.Upuntilafewmonthsago,he
hadbeenthebiggestUnbelieverinallofHopiCounty.Thenhe’dseendragons,watchedCoyoteshift
frommantoanimal,foughtskinwalkers,seenwhathadcomeoutofthevortexes,andhadmeattackhim
withstormmagic.
“Idon’twantittobereal,”hesaidafteratime.“I’mtryingnottoletitbereal.It’snotwhatIgrewup
believing.”
“Iknow.”Inodded.“Believeme,whenastormfirstreachedouttome,itscaredtheshitoutofme.I
thoughtIwaschindi,asorceressfilledwithevil.Thesadthingis,Iwasn’tfarfromwrong.”
“WhatamI,then?”
“We’renotsure.Coyotecalledyouanull,awalkingmagicvoid.You’vetakenthebruntofsome
amazingpowerandneverbrokenasweat.”
“DidyouknowforsurethatIcouldkillthatNightwalkerthing?”
Ihesitatedbutdecidedtobetruthful.“Ifigureditwasworthashot.”
Heshotmeascathingglance.“Whatthehellwereyougoingtodoifitdidn’twork?”
“Shoothim,maybe.Runforhelp.”
“WhileIstayedbehindandturnedintoavampire?”
“Nightwalkersdon’tturntheirvictims,”Isaid.“Usually.Theydrainthemuntilthey’redead,orthey
cankeepthemaliveiftheywantto.Somedrinkonlyalittlefromeachvictimandthenmakethemforgetin
ordertonotleaveatrailofbodies.Someevenbecomecivilizedandlearntodrinkanimalblood,live
amonghumansalmostnormally,aslongastheyavoiddirectsunlight.Thecrossesandgarlicthingisalla
myth,though.IoncemetaNightwalkerwhowasamonk.Heprobablystillisone.”
“Damnit,”NashsaidwhenIwounddown.Hishandsweresteadiernow.I’dneverseenanyonehealso
fastfromaNightwalkerattack.
“Thisonebitthewrongneck,tonight,”Isaid.
Nashbangedhisfistsonthesteeringwheel.Nottoohard—hewouldn’twanttodamagehisnewtruck.
“Mylifemadesomuchmoresensebeforeyoucameintoit.Whatthehelldidyoudotome?”
“Sorry.”Ireallydidfeelsorryforhim.MovingfromUnbelievertoacceptancewasn’teasy.“Butit
didn’treallymakesense,andyouknowit.”
NashhadbeeninjuredintheIraqWar,whenabuildinghe’drushedintohadcollapsedonhimandall
hismen.He’dbeentheonlyonewho’dmadeitout.He’dsufferedfromflashbacksandhadgonethrough
allkindsofhell.
“So,educateme,”Nashsaid.“ThereareStormwalkerslikeyou;Nightwalkers,whicharevampires;
andthenskinwalkers,thosecreaturesIfoughtoutatthevortexes.Whatarewerewolves—dogwalkers?”
“You’rehilarious,Jones.Therearen’tanywerewolves,justChangerswhocanbecomewolves.”
Wewereapproachingthedam,theroaddescendingsharplyaroundhairpincurves,trafficslowingtoa
crawl.“IlikedbeinganUnbeliever,”Nashsaid.“Ilikednotknowingthisshitwasoutthere,ontopofall
theothershit.ButIfeltthatthingdiewhilehewasdrinkingme,andIsawitdisintegrateinawayno
humancould.”
Isaidnothingbutstaredupatthearchofthebridgethathungagainstthesky.Litupbyconstruction
lights,theman-madesteelwassuspendedbetweensheercliffshundredsoffeetabovetheColorado
River.
“Itisn’ttheworldIgrewupin,”Nashsaid,butIknewhe’dresignedhimself.
“Yes,itis,”Isaidquietly.“ButIknowwhatyoumean.”Mymagicalcherryhadbeenbrokenatage
eleven.Nashwasthirty-two,withalifetimeofstubborndisbelieftogiveup.Icouldn’tdecidewhich
wouldbemoredifficult.
Nashfellsilentagainashecrossedthedamandnavigatedupthecliffsontheotherside.Thenwewere
headingdownthehighwaytotheglowofLasVegas,Nashmaintainingthespeedlimitandproperlyusing
histurnsignals.Thecityspreadoutatthebottomofthevalley,itslineofbrightcolorstemptingtravelers
toitspleasures.Nashstucktothefreeway,passingthetallhotelsthatreachedouttouswithpromisesof
easymoney,delectablefood,andtantalizingglimpsesoffleshofbothgenders.
Ontheothersideofthecity,thedesertwasstarkandempty,lonelyandcold.Aftermoremilesof
endlessnight,Nashturnedoffonanarrowsliceofroadthatheadedduewest.
WedrovethroughacreaseinthemountainsintoCaliforniaanddownintoDeathValleyitself,where
moonlightdancedonalkalibedsthatspreadacrossthevalleyfloor.Mountainssoaredaroundus,ten
thousandfeethigh,cuttingoffmoisturefromthisbleakgashoftheland.Atthesametimeitwascold,the
hardcoldofahigh-desertnight.
“So?”Nashaskedme.“Whereto?”
Ilookedoutintoallthedarkness,feelingthespellpullingmenorthward.“Keepfollowingthisroad.
Pamelasaidshewasonthenorthwestsideofthevalley.”
“WhothehellisPamela?”
IfNashhadletmeindulgeinconversationbefore,Icouldhavetoldhimthewholestory.Igavehima
truncatedversionnow.
“Weneedtoturnoffsomewherearoundhere,”Ifinished.
“Thisistheonlypavedroadoutthisway,ifyouhadn’tnoticed.Iwon’ttrytonavigateunfamiliardirt
onesatnight.”
Whichmeanthedidn’twanttogethispreciousnewtruckdirtyor,godshelpus,stuck.Iagreedhewas
probablyrighttobecautious;inthedarkitwouldbeeasytorunoffadirtroadstraightintodesert.Desert
floorsaren’tnecessarilyhardorsandy—pocketsexistunderthecrustthatcanswallowanunwaryhiker’s
foot,orbike,orhalfacar.Beingstrandedoutherewhenthesuncameupwasnotagoodidea.
“We’llgoonfoot,then,”Isaid.
Nashgruntedbutpulledthetruckontotheroad’sshoulder.“Youdon’thaveamorespecificdirection
than‘somewherearoundhere?’”
“I’mluckyPamelacouldtellmethismuch.Thereareprobablyspellsallovertheplacetoprevent
peoplelikemefromfindingMick,compulsionornocompulsion.Sono,Idoubtsheleftmeadetailed
trail.”
Nashsetthebrakeandturnedofftheignition.Hegotoutandrummagedinthebackofthecab,then
begantopilestuffonhisseat.
Myeyeswidenedatthecache:athinthermalblanket,filledcanteensplusapacketofwater-purifying
tablets,foodrations,asmallerversionofhiscar’sfirstaidkit,flashlights,extrabatteries,waterproof
matchesandacouplecandles,chemlights,sunscreen,alengthofrope,crampons,acompassandan
electronicGPSdevice,apocketknife,socksandhikingboots,andaWindbreakerthatwoulddeflectthe
night’scoldaswellastomorrow’ssun.Hedroppedallthisonhisseatplusammunitionforhisnine-
millimeter.Heretrievedbothpistolsfromtheglovecompartment,addingtheNightwalker’sguntothe
growingpileandholsteringhisown.
“Shit,Nash,”Isaidashebeganstuffingalltheaccoutrementsintoabackpack.“Wereyouplanningto
invadeacountry?”
“It’sopendesert,andyoudon’tknowwherewe’regoingorhowlongitwilltake.Wereyougoingto
comeouthereandlookaroundwithoutwaterorlight?”
Ihadn’t,butNashcouldmakeaneliteopsunitlookunderprepared.“Ibroughtenoughforyoutoo,”he
said.“Canwegetamoveon?Dawn’satseven.”
Itwasalreadytwo.FivehourstofindMickbeforedaylight,whenthedesertfloor,eveninSeptember,
wouldbecomebrutallyhot.I’dlivedmyentirelifeinandarounddesertsandknewthatheatstrokewas
swiftanddeadly.
IstoodonthegravelwaitingwhileNashlockedallthedoorsandsetupawarningtriangle,sothat
anyonedrivingupthisroadwouldbesuretoseehisprecioustruck.
Awashribbonedupthesideofthehillafewyardsfromtheroad,rockyandtreacherous,butIknewI
hadtoascendit.Therewasnoothertrail.
“Upthere?”NashaskedinadisbelievingvoicewhenIpointeditout.Hegavemeanirritatedlook,but
hestartedclimbing.Takingadeepbreath,Iscrambledupafterhim.
Thewashwasfullofgravelanddifficulttonavigate.Islippedandslid,bloodyingmyhandswhenI
grabbedboulderstosteadymyself,keepingasharpeyeoutforsnakes.
NashreachedthetopofthefirstridgeandwaitedwhileIclamberedupthelastfewyards,thedry
limbsofcreosotescratchingme.Nashwasindamnedgoodshape,barelybreathinghardashestoodin
shadowandsurveyedthelandscape.Silhouettedagainstthesky,helookedformidable,bicepsbulging,his
shoulderholsterandgunemphasizingthefactthathewasawalkingdangerzone.
Thetruckalreadylookedsmallandfaraway,thevalleyemptyandwideinthedarkness.Nashflicked
onhisflashlight,checkedhisGPS,andplayedthelightaroundtheridge.Themountainroseinfolds
aroundus,thenarrowridgelinerunningalongwaynorthintothehills.
Wewalkedon,followingtheridgeuntilwefoundanotherwashthatledupanotherfoldofthe
mountain.Nashmovedswiftlyalongtheunevenground,melaggingfartherandfartherbehind.Itwasa
goodthingthenightremainedcloudless,brilliantlyclear—washesliketheonewetraversedwould
explodewithwaterafterarain,pouringwhitewateranddebrisdownthehill,sweepingusalonglikeso
muchflotsam.
Arockclickedonrocksomewherebelowme,andIhalted,tense.Itmightbelizard,Ireasoned,
slitheringtoasafershelter,oranightbirdlookingforameal.Ididn’tsenseanythingdownthere,noauras
ofevilorevenplainhuman.Afteramoment,Irelaxedalittle,andthenIrealizedthatNashhadvanished.
Shit.Ilookedaroundwildlybutsawnosignofhim.“Nash,”Icalledinawhisper.
Thesmallsoundwasloudinthestillness.Ihurriedforward,dislodginggravelinmyhaste,andfinally,
afterafewyardsofscrambling,Ispottedhim.
Windandwaterhadcarvedoutanicheintherockwallalittlewayupthetrail,yearsoferosion
formingashelter.Nashhadhisbacktothecliff,deepinshadow,hisshirtapalesmudgeinthedarkness.
AsIdrewcloser,Isawstarlightgleamsoftlyonhisdrawnweapon.
“Whatisit?”Iasked,keepingmyvoicesoft.
Nashremainedmotionless.
Isteppedcloserbeforerealizingmymistake.Nashwaswatchingmeapproach,deadlypurposeinhis
eyes.Whoeverhethoughtwascomingforhim,hewasn’tseeingme.
“Nash,it’sJanet,”Isaiddesperately,butmywordsweretoolate.
ThelastthingIsawwasthebuttofNash’spistolcomingtowardmyhead,andthenthestartledhorror
inhiseyeswhenitconnectedwithmyskull.
Four
Iresistedwakefulness,becausewakingmeantpain.Ididn’twantpain.Thedarknesswassomuchnicer.
Iheardsomeonecallingmyname,andsomethingcoldtouchedmyforehead.
“Janet,sonofabitch,wakeup.”ItwasNash’svoice,swift,worried,urgent.
“Areyougoingtohitmeagain?”Itriedtoask.Noactualwordscameout,onlyagroan.
“Openyoureyes,damnyou.”
Icouldn’t.Itriedtomakemyeyelidsobey,buttheyremainedheavyandsealedshut.
IfeltahandinmyhairandNash’svoiceinmyear,bothgentlerthanI’dthoughtpossible.“Janet,I’m
so,sosorry.”
Ifloatedoffagain,dreamingthatIwasinalovely,warmbed,snuggleduptoMick,whoheldme
againsthislarge,sexybody.Wewerenaked,settlingdownintoanafterglowoflovemakingasfrenziedas
onlyMickcouldmakeit.WhatNashwasdoingthere,Ididn’tknow.Arrestingusforhavingtoomuchfun
inbed?IwasprettysurethatsomeofthethingsMicklikedtodowereillegalinafewstates.
“Janet,comeon.”Tendernomore,theflatofNash’spalmconnectedwithmycheek.
“Wouldyoustophittingme?”Igrowledandopenedmyeyes.
Ilayflatonmybackonhard-packedearthunderaskyfullofstars.Nashwassilhouettedagainstthe
brightpatternofthestarsuntilhisflashlightplayedintomyeyes.ThewarmdreamofmeinMick’sarms
dissolvedtomist,andasuddenheadachestabbedmytemples.
“Ow.”
“Youneedtositup.Slowly.”
Ifeltlikesomethingwastryingtobangmyheadintoadifferentshapefromtheinside,butNash’stouch
wasalmosttenderashehelpedmetosit.Ifhewaslikethisasalover,nowonderMayahadfallenfor
him.
“Whydidyouhitme?”Iputmyhandtomyheadandflinchedatthepain.Myfingerscameawaywet
withblood.
Nashlookedashamed,anexpressionI’dneverseenonhimbefore.“Ididn’tmeanto.Ithoughtyou
were...No,Idon’tknowwhatIthought.”
“Youwerehavingaflashback.”I’dunderstoodthatthesecondbeforehe’dbrainedme.Ishouldhave
hungbackandtalkedtohimbeforeIapproached.Iwasluckyhe’ddecidedtodisablehisenemywithout
makingnoise,orI’dbedeadrightnow,abulletthroughmyhead.Nash’saimwasaccurateandsure.
“Yes,”heanswered,almostinawhisper.
Iwassittingupnow,mythrobbingheadmakingmedizzyandnauseated.“Sorry,Ishouldn’thave
startledyou.”
“Don’ttaketheblameonyourself,Janet.I’mtheonewhohityou.”
“Youshouldn’ttaketheblame,either.”Itriedasmile.“It’snotyourfaultthatyou’recrazy.”
Hedidn’tlookamused.“Ihaven’thadaflashbackinoverayear.IthoughtIwasfinishedwiththem.”
“Maybeit’ssomethingyounevergetover.”
Nashshookhishead.“WhenMayatoldmetogethelp,Iwouldn’tlistentoher.IthoughtIwasstrong
enoughtohandleit.Butshewasright.”
“Youdon’twanttobeweak.Igetthat.”
Jonessnappedoutofhisself-pity.“Ineedtogetyoutoanemergencyroom.Doyouthinkyoucanmake
itdown,ordoIneedtocarryyou?”
“Oh,no,youdon’t.I’mnotleavinguntilIfindMick.”
“Don’tbeanidiot.You’reconcussed.Youneedstitchesandadoctor.”
“Thenpatchmeupwithyourstate-of-the-artfirstaidkit.WefindMick,andthenIpromiseyoucan
drivemetothenearestER.”Icouldn’tleaveMickaftercomingthisfar.EvenifIweren’tsoworried
abouthim,thespellhadmeinitsgripandwouldn’tletmego.IfeltlikeIwasbeingsqueezedbyagiant
octopus.
“Ican’triskthat,”Nashsaid.
“Toobad.Icandohealingspellsonmyself.I’vedonethembefore.”Somany,manytimesbefore.What
didthatsayaboutmylife?“Theywon’tcuremecompletely,butI’llbeabletogoon.Ihavetofind
Mick.”
Nashheardthepanicinmyvoice;maybeheevenunderstoodit.Withagrowl,hereturnedtohisfirst
aidkit,whichalreadylayopenontheground.HetookouttheantibacterialI’dusedonhimandcleaned
mywoundwithgauze.Ithurtlikehell.
Iquicklywhisperedthewordsofahealingspell,someoftheminormagicIcoulddowhenthere
wasn’tanearbystorm,butnothinghappened.Foramoment,fearsqueezedmyheart,andthenIrealized
thatNash’sbodytouchedmineashewipedbloodfrommyhead.
“Couldyoumoveawayalittle?”Iasked.“Ithinkyou’rekillingmyhealingspells.”
Hestopped.“What?”
“You’reawalkingmagicvoid,remember?Mypowersaren’tstrongenoughtoovercomethenegative
fieldthatisyou.”
Nashstaredatme,bloodygauzehovering.“Howfar?”
“Ihavenoidea.Startwalking,andI’lltellyouwhentostop.”
NoonecouldpinsomeonewithasuspiciousglarelikeNashJonescould.Criminalswhocamethrough
MagellanandFlatMesa,thinkingtohideoutinsmalltowns,endedupbeggingtobeturnedovertothe
fedsorstatepoliceonceNashgotholdofthem.ThetimesI’dbeeninNash’scustody,hisdeputies
claimedNashhadgoneeasyonme.Thethoughtmademeshiver.
“Seriously,”Isaid.
Nashgavemeonefinalicylook,thenunfoldedtohisfeetandstarteduptheridge.
Iwhisperedmorespellstomyselfashewent,andfinally,Ifeltmyscalpprickleandthepaineasea
little.“Farenough,”IcalledtoNash.
HewaitedwhileIgottomyfeet,brushedoffthegravelthathadcutmyskin,andpackedupthefirstaid
kit.Myhandsshook,andmynausealetmeknowthehealingspellshelpedonlysomuch.
NashpushedoneofthecanteensintomyhandwhenIreachedhim.“Don’tdehydrate.Idon’twantto
havetocarryyoudownthismountain.”
“Youhaveaheartofgold,Jones,”Isaidbutsuckedgreedilyattheplastic-tastingwater.
Wewenton.Ihadtostopoften.Myhealingspellcouldkeepmybloodinsidemybody,butIwasn’ta
strongenoughmagetocuremyselfcompletely.Thenightremainedblissfullyclearandquiet,thewind
comingoffthemountains,chilly.
“Nash,”Icalledsoftly.
Nashstopped,handonweapon.“What?”
“Hewantsustogothatway.”Ipointedtoaridgeofftoourleft,onethatthispathwouldn’ttakeusto.
Nash’seyesglitteredinthebeamofhisflashlight.“Howcanyoubesure?”
“Ijustknow.”Itouchedmytemple,winced,andrubbedit.ThecloserIgot,themorethecompulsion
spellhauledmetoit,likeafishinanet.
“Wehavetobacktrackaboutamiletogetthere.”
IstartedbackdownwhatIlaughinglycalledour“trail.”“Betterthangoingthewrongdirectiontherest
ofthenight.”
Nashgruntedsomething,buthecameafterme.Rocksslippedandslidundermyfeet,asIpickedmy
waydownthesteeptrail.Nashcamebehind,hisstepsslow,deliberate,thelightofhisflashlightbobbing
behindmine.Themountainswereclosingaroundus,theoccasionaltreestraightandstarkinthe
moonlight.
Wefoundthesidetrailthatledacrossasaddle,foldsofjaggedrocktumblingawaytoeithersideofus.
IfIcouldhaveseenbetter,I’dhavebeennervousaboutthesheerdropstotherightandleft.Asitwas,we
concentratedonthenarrowribbonoflandbeneathourfeetandmovedslowly.
Ourmakeshifttrailwidenedwhenwereachedtheothersideofthesaddle,andweclimbedagain.I
wasgladofNash’sGPSdevice,becauseI’dlosttrackofwherethehellwewere.
Moreclimbingforanothermileortwo.ThespellgrewstrongerasIascended,whichincreasedboth
myhopeandimpatience.
NashstoppedsoabruptlyIalmostranintohim.Hestoodstill,sayingnothingwhileheplayedflashlight
overthetrail.
Aheadofus,theridgeended,droppingintoacraggymorassthatconnectedtothehigherwallof
mountainbeyond.Thegapwasn’twide—Nash’sflashlightbeamreachedtheotherside—butitwaswide
enough.Oneofthebighornsheepthatpopulatedthisplacemighttraverseit,butnevertwohumanswithout
rappellinggear.Flyingwouldbeanotherasset,butneitherofuscouldturnintosomethingwithwings.
Iwasbreathinghard.We’dclimbedfromthebelow-sea-leveldesertfloortothreethousandfeet
accordingtoNash’sdevice,andthenextridgelinewasanothercouplethousandfeethigherthanthat.
“Whatnow?”Nashaskedme.
Ididn’tknow.Thespellwasstrongerthanever,butnowayinhellcouldIclimbdownthoserockswith
myheadspinninglikeamerry-go-round.
Nashstartedexploringthetopoftheridge,whileIsanktoaboulderandtriedtofeelthesourceofthe
spell.Ifishedachamoisbagfrommybackpack,carefullypulledoutashardofmagicmirror,andsetiton
myknee.
Thevoidinsidethemirrorwasblack,nocolor,nolight.Onebignothing.
Achillwentthroughme.Mickalsocarriedapieceofthebrokenmagicmirrorwithhimincasehe
neededtocommunicatewithme.Magicmirrorsbeatcellphoneseverytime.Butlately,wheneverI’d
triedtofocusonhisshard,Igotthis.
“Anything?”Iaskedit.
Theblacknesscleared,andthemirrorreflectedmyanxiousbrowneyesintheglowofmyflashlight.
“Sorry,sweetcakes,”themirroransweredmeinadrag-queendrawl.“OurMicky’sjustnot
answering.”
“Youcan’ttellwhereheis?”
“It’sdark.”Themirror’stonewasworried,andthatworriedme.
“Thanksfortrying,”Isaid.
“Surething,sugar.Hey,tellthesherifftocomeoverhere.”
“Why?Canhehelp?”
“Idon’tknow.Ijustwanttolookathisprettyass.”
Igrowledandstuffedthemirrorbackintothebag.
“Whoareyoutalkingto?”Nashstoodoverme,hisflashlightlikeaninterrogator’slamp.
“Noone,”Isaid.“Didyoufindanything?”
“Theremightbeacaveoverthere.Oranoldmineshaft.”
Shaftsdottedthelandaroundhere,leftoverfromthedayswhenthesemountainswerepickedoverfor
gold,silver,talc,andborax.Noonemineduphereanymore,theshaftsplayedoutandabandoneddecades
ago.
Nashhauledmetomyfeetandledmetoasmallholethatyawnedfromthebaseofaboulder.When
Nashcroucheddownandshonehislightinside,Isawthattheholedroppedalongwaybelowthesurface.
Afoul-scentedbreezerosefromit,tobeblownawaybytheincreasingwind.
Thespellwrenchedmewithamightythrob.“Yes,”Igasped.“Downthere.”
“Areyousure?Oldshaftsareunstableandfullofpoisonousgases.”
Igottomyhandsandkneesbesidehimandpeereddowntheshaft.Onceuponatime,woodplankshad
shoredupthehole,butthey’drottedaway,leavingafewgrayslivers.Thepullofthespellwasdamn
strong.
“I’msure.Ineedtogodownthere.”
Nashmovedback.“Janet,youcameuphereonthewordofawomanyou’venevermet,whocharged
intoyourhotelandstartedactingcrazy.Shecouldhaveluredyououthereonpurpose—tokillyou,
maybe.Haveyouthoughtofthat?”
“OfcourseI’vethoughtofthat.It’sonereasonIdidn’twanttocomealone.ButIcan’ttakethechance
thatMickisn’tintrouble.Ihavetoknow.Ican’tleavehimoutherewithouthelp.”
Nashplayedtheflashlightontheholeagain,thenonme.“You’rereadytogetyourselfkilledforhim,
andyoudon’tevenknowifhe’sreallydownthere?”
“Mick’snearlygottenhimselfkilledformelotsoftimes,”Isaid.Myvoiceborderedonhysteria.“He’s
beenlivinghiswholelifeonthelineforme.”
Nashshonehislightintotheshaft,buthewaslookingatme,notthehole.“Ifhe’sriskedhislifefor
you,he’dnotwantyoutodienow.It’sfoolishtoputyourselfindangerbecauseofguilt.”
Itriedasmile.“SaysthemanwithPTSD.”
“Iknowallaboutguilt.Icrawledoutofapileofrubblethatshouldhavecrushedme,theninemenI
wassupposedtoleadandprotectdeadbehindme.Ilosteveryman,andtothisday,Idon’tknowwhyI
lived.ButI’velearnedthepainfullessonthatthrowingawaymylifewon’tbringthemback.Jumpinginto
thatholeandchokingtodeathonsulfurfumesisn’tgoingtosaveMick.”
“Youhavesomebetterideas?”Iaskedhim.
“Wegototherangerstationandtellthemwe’velostsomeoneuphere.They’llhavetheequipmentto
getinthereandfindhim.”
“Ifitwerethatsimple,don’tyouthinkMickwouldbeoutbynow?He’sadragonandprettydamned
resilient.So,ifhehasn’tbeenabletoblowhimselfoutofthisplace,he’sseriouslytrapped,magicallyas
wellasphysically.Norangerstationwillbeequippedtohandlethat.”
“Andyouare?”
“No,I’mnot.That’swhyIbroughtyou.”
“BecauseI’mthismagicvoid,”hesaid,soundingskeptical.
“That,andyou’regoodinanemergency.Please,Nash.Anyway,ifyouwanttotalkaboutguilt,you’ve
justhitmeontheheadwithyourgun.IthinkI’mentitledtosomehelpforthat.”
Nashgrowledatme,butIwaspastcaring.
Hedumpedhisbackpackonthegroundandstartedrummagingthroughit.Hetookoutaspooloftwine
andacandleandtiedthecandlesecurely.Leaningoverthehole,helitthecandleandstartedunwinding
thetwinedownintotheshaft.Iwatchedthecandleburningmerrilyasitwentdown,theflamehigh,
steady,andbrightyellow.
“Whathappensifthere’smethanedownthere?”Iaskedworriedly.“Won’tthatexplode?”
“Thenwe’llknowit’snotsafe.”
Ibackedquicklyfromthehole.“You’reafundate,Nash.”
Nothingdirehappened.Thecandlecontinuedtoburn,theflamelookingnormalandhappy.
Nashbroughtthecandlebackupandblewitout.“Soweknowwecanbreathe,atleastthatfarin.That
stilldoesn’tmeanit’ssafe.”
“I’mlightandnimble,andPamelagotinandoutallright.”
“Soshesays.”
Whilehespoke,Nashwastakingoutaropeandharness,soIknewhewasgoingtohelp;hewouldjust
becrabbyaboutit.Finewithme,aslongashehelped.
Heturnedtome,helduptheharness,andgavemeacoldsmile.“SinceI’mbiggerthanyou,yougetto
godownfirst.”
Five
Iwasneveratmybestinenclosedspaces.AsNashloweredme,wrappedintheropeandharness,I
secretlyagreedthatNashwasright.Thiswascrazy.
IhadnowayofknowingwhetherMickwasreallydownhereorwhetherthiswasanelaboratetrap,
Pamelaapartofit.Butthespelltuggedmeon,andmyhearttoldmethatMickwaitedformeattheendof
theline.
Afterwhatseemedalongtime,myfeettouchedfirmground.Iplayedmyflashlightaroundandfound
thatahorizontalshaftrantomyright,slopingalittledownward,shoredupinplaceswithrottingtimber
orrough-hewnstones.Lovely.Thisplacecouldcollapseatanymoment,andonlythecrushedremainsof
anex-Stormwalkerwouldbefound,ifanyonebotheredtodigmeoutatall.
IcalledbackuptoNashthatIwantedtoexplorethetunnel.Hekeptafirmhandontherope,andI
realizedthatifhedidn’twantmelookingaround,he’dsimplyhaulmebackupwhetherIlikeditornot.I
unhookedtheharnessandslidoutofit.
“Janet!”heshouteddownatme.“Don’tbestupid.”
Iignoredhimandstartedwalking,thecompulsionspellnowtoostrongformetofight.
Afteralongtimeofsteppingoveroldtimbers,rottedsacking,andfallenstones,aswellasstirringup
thestinkofbatdroppings,Ifeltheat.Theshaftbentleft,runningdeeperintothemountainuntilitendedin
awallofsolidstone.
BeforeIcoulddespair,myflashlight’sbeamfoundalong,verticalcrack,aboutthreeincheswide,that
ranfromthestone’sbasetotherottedtimbersabovemyhead.Throughthatcrack,somethingglowed.
Iputmyeyetothecrack.Itwentallthewaythroughstoneaboutafootthick,andbeyondthat,Isawa
vastcavernrisinghighintothemountain,aspelunker’sdelight.TheheatIfeltcamefromawallofflame
thatdividedthecavernneatlyinhalf.Behindthatflame,cutofffromme,layadragon.
“Nash!”Ishoutedbackupthetunnel.“Getdownhere!Ifoundhim.IfoundMick!”
IheardthefearinNash’svoiceashecalleddowntome—afterbeingburiedinthatbuildinginIraq,he
musthateenclosedspacesevenmorethanIdid.ButIcouldneverfaultNash’scourage.Iheardhim
climbingdown,cursingalltheway.
“Youdon’thaveapickaxinthatbackpack,doyou?”Iaskedwhenhereachedme.
“Don’tbefunny.”
Ilookedaroundtheflooroftheshaft,searchingforsomething,anything,thatwouldhelpmebreak
throughthewall.Nashmightnothaveapickax,butminersdid.Ifoundone,buriedundergravel.The
handlehadrottedaway,buttheheadhadbeenmadeofgoodsteel.Alittlerusty,yes,butitwoulddothe
trick.
Nashtookthepickaxawayfrommewithhisglovedhands.Hecarefullyjabbedthepointoftheaxinto
thestoneandworkedituntilrubblestartedtofall.Therockwasn’tsolidgranite,justcrustthathadfilled
theendoftheshaft.
IscrapedgravelasideasittrickledawayuntilNashandIhadmadeaholebigenoughformetocrawl
through.Isqueezedintothecavern,ignoringthepainoftherocksscrapingmyflesh.
Thecavernfloorslopeddownwardtothewallofflame.Isawaholeinthewalloppositemine,though
onthissideofthefire,muchbiggerthantheoneI’djustcrushedthrough.ThatmustbewherePamelahad
entered,andIwonderedwhythecompulsionspellhadn’ttakenmethatway.Butmaybeminehadbeenthe
easierrouteforme;afterall,Pamelacouldchangeintoawolfanddig.
Thedragonbehindthewalloffirewasfoldedsotightlythatitturnedbackonitselfseveraltimes,the
endofatailsnakingaroundtotouchitslongsnout.Icouldn’tseehiswings,butIknewtheyhadtobe
there,largeandleathery,amidthepileofhisbody.Hisheadwaslong,lipsslightlypulledbackfrom
enormous,jaggedteeth.
Iknewthatifhe’dbeenabletoshifttohishumanformandgivehimselfmorespace,hewouldhave.As
itwas,thedragoncouldopenonlyoneeye,abulboussilverandblackorb,andfixitonme.
“Mick,”Iwhispered.
Thespellthrummedbetweenus,vibratingtheair.Mick’seyegleamedashelookedatme,buthewas
jammedintheresotightlythathecouldmakenoothermove.Isawfuryintheeye,plusrelief,worry,and
theimpatiencetobeoutofthere.
Asheblinkedatme,hiscompulsionspelldiedaway.Thereleasesentmetomykneesasdidevery
otherhurtthespellhadstavedoffsoIcouldgethere.
Nashpressedhimselfintothecaveandswitchedoffhisflashlight.“Youallright,Janet?”
Ilaystilltocatchmybreath.“Iwillbe.”
NashstudiedthemotionlessMick.“He’sadragon.Whydoesn’thejustflyout?Idoubtthefirewould
burnahidethatthick.”
Icouldn’treadMick’sthoughts,butIsensedhisvastirritation.Heliftedhisheadwhatlittlehecouldin
thetightspaceandshotasuddenstreamoffiretowardus.
Iduckedinstinctively,andsodidNash.Thewhite-hotfirestrucktheflames,andthewallofthem
bulged,swelling,growinghotter.Myskinburned,myhairsinged,andNashthrewuphisarmtowardoff
thebrightness.Anysecondnow,theflamewouldburstout;anysecondnow,we’dbeincinerated...
Andthen,weweren’t.Aswewatched,thefiresuckedMick’sdragonflamestraightintoit,absorbedit,
inhaledit.Thewholethingflaredred-hotforafewseconds,thensettledbackdowntoasteadyroar.
Iblewoutmybreath.“It’smagicalfire,”Isaid.“Itfeedsonmagic,thesamewayMickcansiphonoff
mystormpower.Anymagicthrownatitwilljustmakeitstronger.”
Thedragonloweredhisheadwithalittlewhumpofbreath,happywe’dfiguredouttheobvious.
Inudgedarockthatwasaboutafootindiameter,checkingforscorpionsorspidersbeforeIhauledit
intomyhands.Ibent,swungtherockbackbetweenmylegs,andheaveditintotheflames.
Thefiredisintegratedtherockintheblinkofaneye.NothingreachedMick’ssidebutatrickleofdust
andash.
“EvenMick’shidewouldn’tsurvivethat,”Isaid.
Nashstudiedtheflamewallasthoughhewastryingtofigureoutawaytoarrestit.“So,didyoubringa
magicfireextinguisher?”
Sothemanhadasenseofhumor.“Sortof,”Isaidinaquietvoice.“Ibroughtyou.”
Heturned.“AndIcandowhat?”
“Youdrawoffmagic,likeyoudidtotheNightwalker.Maybeyoucandrawoffthat.”
Nash’sbrowsshotupovercoldgrayeyes.“Youwantmetotouchfirethatburnsrocktoashtosee
whathappens?Forgetit.Ilikemyhand,nottomentiontherestofmybody.We’llfindanotherway.”
“Thereisnootherway.Idon’thavemagicwithoutastorm,andevenifIdid,thefirewouldprobably
justabsorbthattoo.”
AsNashturnedbacktothefire,anothervisionhitmewiththeforceofahurricane.InitIwasstanding
inthiscave,myarmsraisedabovemyhead,thesamekindofwhitelightI’dseeninthelastvision
pouringfrommyhands.Thiswasn’tmystormmagic—itwasdifferent,moreintense,likethedifference
betweenacheerfulfireonahearthandastreamofmoltenlava.
Inthevision,thewallofflamebowedbeforemeinterror.Thecaveshookwithmypowerandthen
collapsed.TherubbleburiedNashandMick,butbouldersglancedoffmeasIroselikethesunoutofthe
mountain.
IheardmyselfscreamingandthenIwasonmyhandsandkneesonthebone-hardfloor,Nashbending
overme.
“Janet?Whatthehell?”
Isatdownhard,myspinningheadmakingmesick.“It’snothing.Nothing.It’sjustmyheadache.”
Iwassuchaliar.Mick’seyefocusedonme,thedarkslitofhispupilglowingorangered.Ifelthis
sharpinterest,hisworry,andnotjustformyphysicalwell-being.DespiteeverythingMickandIhadbeen
through,despitewhatwehadtogether,IknewthatMickstillwatchedmewithwariness.Helovedme,
protectedme,sharedabedwithme,yes.HadcompletefaiththatIwasn’tadangertoeverylivingbeing
ontheplanet,no.
Nash’sfaceglistenedwithsweatashecontemplatedtheflamesagain.Thenhequicklyloweredhis
backpackandwalkedtowardthem.
“Wait!”Ishouted.Likehim,Iwasn’tentirelysurethefirewouldn’tannihilateNashthesameasithad
theboulder.AsmuchasIwantedhishelp,Ididn’twanttowitnesshisfierydeath.
Nashignoredme.Hereachedtowardtheflameasthoughmesmerized,fingersextended.Iscrambledto
myfeet,ranathim,grabbedhimaroundthewaist,andtriedtoyankhimback.
Nashhadgoodinstincts.Hegrabbedmeandswungmeoutoftheway,andthemomentumputhim
squarelyintotheflames.
Thefireflaredwithglee.Nashwaslostinsideit,theflamescoveringhimlikeablanket.Iwatchedin
horror,andsodidMick,mecradlingmyarmthathadcometooclosetothefire.Bothofusknewwe
couldn’thelphim;wecouldonlywaitandseewhathappened.
Afterafewlong,sickeningminutes,Nash’sformbecameasolidsilhouetteinsidethefire,pushingthe
flamesaside.
No,notpushingthemaside.Absorbingthem.Yellowfireoutlinedhisbody,andflamesstreamedfrom
thewallsandceilingintohiscore.MickandIwatchedinastonishment,butNashstoodstillandtookit;
hedidn’tscream,andhedidn’tdie.
Assoonasthefirebeganpullingawayfromthecavernwalls,Mickmoved.Hisdragonbodyshrankin
onitself,thesinuouscurvesunwindinginfastmotion,hislongsnoutflatteningdowntoahumanface.And
thenhewasMick,thetallmanIlovedwithglitteringdragontattooscurlingdownhisarms.
Mickburstoutthroughtheholeinthefire,grabbedme,shovedmebackthroughthecrackintherock,
andhauledassbackuptheshaft.
Foranakedmanwho’djustbeenadragon,Mickcouldmove.Ilethimhalfcarry,halfdragmedown
thenarrowtunnel,thebeamofmyflashlightbouncingcrazilyoffthewalls.Myarmhurtlikehell,butmy
skinwasred,notblack.Nashhadtossedmeoutofthewayjustintime.
“WhataboutNash?”Ishouted.
Wereachedtheverticalshaft.Mickgrabbedtheharnessandsnappeditaroundme,notlisteningtomy
breathlessprotests.Hegrabbedtheropethathungfromaboveandstartedtoclimbout,handoverhand,
feetmovingonthewall,asthoughhewasborntoclimb,evenbare-assednaked.Ihadaverygoodview
ofhisbareassashescrambleduptheshaft.
Mickgainedthetopandstartedtopullmeup.Ibracedmyselfagainstthewallandtriedtohelp,butI
wasexhaustedandburned,andmyheadthrobbedlikefury.
Mickmercilesslydraggedmeupward.Finallytherope,harness,andIwentoverthelipoftheshaft
withoutimpediment,andthenMickrippedopenthebuckleswithstronghandsandhauledmeagainsthim.
Oh,gods,itfeltsogoodtohavehimholdmeagain.Mickwasabigman,madeofmuscle,hisflatface
andonce-brokennosesodamnbeautifultome.Iwrappedmyarmsaroundhimandheldon,lovingthe
heatofhisbodyandthesaltscentofit.
Hestartedkissingme,lipsrough,handsrovingmybodyasthoughhewantedtofeelallofmeatonce.I
kissedhimback,mytongueinhismouth,strokinghim,tastinghim.I’dnevergetenoughofhim.
Therisingsuntouchedmyface,andIfinallypulledback,pantingandbreathless.“WhataboutNash?”I
repeated.
Mickburiedhisfaceinmyneck.“Ifthefiredidn’tgethim,he’llbecoming.”
“Ifthefiredidn’tgethim,he’llbepissedatme.”
Hischucklewarmedmyheart.“Thattoo.”Heheldmyfaceinhishands,studiedmewithdarkblue
eyes.“Imissedyou,baby.”
Weheardagruntandagratingofrope,andNashappearedintheshaft,clingingtotheropeMickhad
tossedbackdown.Helookedunburned,hisclothesinplaceasthoughnothingworsehadhappenedtohim
thanahikethroughanoldmineshaft.
“Ihatetobreakupthehappyreunion,”hesaid,voiceasdryandsarcasticasusual,“butyouneedtolet
himgetdressedbeforewegodown,Begay.Idon’twanthisbareassonmynewseats.”
I’dhopedMickwouldturnbackintoadragonandflyusdown,butheshookhishead.“Thefuelforthat
firewasme.Itsiphonedoffeverybitofmymagic,andshiftingtohumantooktherestofit.Thedragon
councilfixeditsoIlockedmyowncage.”
“So,itwasthedragons?”Istudiedthenightskyworriedly,expectingtoseeflamesonthehorizonany
second.
“Don’tworry,”Micksaidbesideme.“Theywon’tcomeback.”
“Howdoyouknow?”
Insteadofanswering,Micktouchedthewhitebandageonmyhead,hisexpressiongrave.“What
happened?”
“Ihither,”Nashsaid.
Mickmightbedrainedofmagic,buthisfurywhenheswungonNashwouldhavemadealesserman
backdown.“Whatthefuck,Jones?”
NormallyI’ddelightinmysix-foot-sixbikerboyfriendglaringatNashwithdeath-promisingrage,butI
wasexhaustedandachingandIwantedtobeoutofthere.
“Hedidn’tmeanto,”Isaidquickly.“HethoughtIwasaninsurgent.”
“What?Shit.”
“ItriedtogethertogotoanER,”Nashsaidashestashedthingsinhisbackpack.“Sherefused.”
“Youshouldhavetriedharder,”Mickgrowled.
Tearsfilledmyvoice.“Notandleaveyououtheretrappedinsideamountain.Besides,Iwasunderthis
compulsionspell,remember?”
Mickcuppedmyfaceinhishandsagainandpeeredintomyeyes.“Itwasalightone;thatwasallI
couldcast.Itwouldn’thaveletyoudietryingtofulfillit.”
Irealizedthetruthofitatthesametimehesaidthewords.Thecompulsionspellhadledmetohim,but
ithadbeenmyownemotionsthathadmademesodeterminedtogettohim.“Doesn’tmatter.Icouldn’tgo
andleaveyououthere.”
Mick’stouchsoftenedonmyface.“Well,you’regoingnow.”
HesnatcheduptheclothesI’dbroughtforhimandquicklydressed,coveringhisnakedbody.I’d
broughthimhisleatherjacketaswell,notknowinghowcolditwouldbeuphere.Despitetherisingsun,
achillwindblewfiercelyalongtheridge,andMickshruggedintothejacket.
“Whichway?”heasked.
Nashsnappedofftheflashlight.Themountainstotheeastcastdeepshadows,buttheskyabovewas
alreadybrighteningtoblue.We’dmakeittolowerelevationsaboutthesametimethesundid,andthen
we’droast.
Nashsignaledustofollowhim,andwestartedbackdownthetrail,mestumblingandclingingto
Mick’shand.
“Howdoyouknowthedragonswon’tcomeback?”Irepeated.
“BecauseIknowthedragoncouncil,”Micksaid.“Escapingwasmepassingatest.Puttingmeback
wouldbecheating,andthey’dneverdoanythingsodishonorable.”
“Passingatest?”Thatdidnotsoundgood.
“Sortoflikememakingbail,orthemhonoringatruce.”
“Butwhatwouldhappenwhenyourmagicranout?”Iasked.“Thefirewoulddie?”
“No,I’dbedead,”Micksaid,notsoundingworried.“Buttheywouldn’thavekeptmeintherethat
long.WeneedtocatchuptoNash.”
Endofconversation.Nashwasmarchingataswiftpace,thesoldierinhimeatingupdistance.Mick
propelledmealong,keepingmetoobreathlesstoaskmorequestions,butnomatter.I’dgrillhimlater.
WecaughtuptoNashonthenarrowsaddlethatledtothenextchainofhills.Withoutthinking,Ilooked
overtheedgeoftheridge,andIbitbackahystericalcry.Thedawnlightshowedmewhatthedarkness
hadhidden—toeithersideofthepath,cliffsfellawayinripplesofgrayandblack,down,down,down
throughclumpsofsagebrushandcreosotetothedarknessatthebottom.
Isawsomethingelsedownthere.Eyes.Hundredsofthem.Faintwhitelightswirledatthebottomofthe
hilllikemist.Avortex.
Fromthevortex,demonswerecrawling.Theshardofmirrorinmypackstartedshrieking,drowning
outmyowncryofhorror.
Micklookedovertheside,sawwhatIsaw.“Aw,damnit.Up!”heshoutedatNash.“Backup!”
Hestartedhustlingmealongthepathbacktowardthemineshaft.Nashdidn’twastetimeasking
questionsandsprintedwithusupthetrail.
Thedemonsboiledafterus.I’dfoughtcreatureslikethisbefore,downinthedarkdesertofNevada,
foughtformylife.ThatwasthenightI’dmetMick,butthatnightI’dhadagoodstormtohelpmeout.This
morning,theskyaboveremainedstubbornlyclear,notevenabreathofwindtostirthedust.
Mickshovedmebehindhimandfacedtheonslaught.Hewasexhausted,Isawitintheslumpofhis
shoulders,andhe’djustsaidhewasdrainedofmagic.Nashpassedmethegunhe’dtakenfromthe
Nightwalkerplustwomagazines,butIknewitwouldn’tdomuchgoodagainstahordeofcrazeddemons.
Nashsighteddownhisnine-millimeteratthebeingswithleatherybodies,clawedhands,andbloodred
eyes.“Whatarethey?”
“Demons,”Mickansweredcurtly.
“Notthesteal-your-soul,take-you-to-hellkindofdemons,”Iputin.“Justthegarden-variety,kill-and-
eat-youdemons.”
Nashgavemearesignedlook,sighteddownhispistolagain,andfired.Theboomofthepistolechoed
intothemorning,andaroarfromahundreddemonthroatsansweredit.
Nash’sbullethitthefirstdemonsquareinthechest,andittumbledbackintoitsfellowsinashowerof
blood.Thedemonscameon.Nashfiredagain.
FlamesdancedinMick’shands,butIcouldtellhismagicwasatlowebb,verylittlerestoredyet.I
aimedthegunNashhadgivenme,sightingdownthebarrel.Ihatedguns.Iknewhowtouseone,because
Mickhadtaughtme,butwhenIfinallymademyselfpullthetrigger,thekicksentmereeling.Ifellflaton
myback,alreadyoffbalancefrommyheadinjury.Theacridsmellofthegun,plustheroarofit,mademe
wanttopuke,andIcouldn’teventellifI’dhitthedemon.
Mickwasfightingwithfists,Nashshooting,andstillthethingscameon.Atthisrate,thedemonswould
leaveourshreddedbitsoverthemountain,andtherangerswouldassumewe’dbeenmauledbybearsora
puma.Iwonderedifanybitswouldbeidentifiable.
DemonsboiledatNashlikeahordeofcockroaches,andhewasswearingandshooting,fallingtohis
knees.Micksagged,hisbodygleamingwithsweat,hisfirefading.Thedemonsswarmedoverhim,
jumpingonhisback,dragginghimdowntofeastonthefleshofthemanIloved.
Itossedmygunintothepackandstoodup,somethingwildsurginginsideme.Isuddenlyfeltstrong,
adept,fearless;thesuretythatIcouldkillthedemonsandsavethedayrisinginanamalgamofwhite-hot
heatandblindinglight.Iraisedmyhands,andlightpouredoutofmypalms,justasinthevisionsI’dhad
tonight.
Aterribleglowlitupthemountainandflowedlikeadelugetowardthedemons.Thewhitelight
engulfedthedemons,Mick,Nash,theridge.Rocksexplodedintorubbleandrainedintothecrevice,and
thedemonsscreamedastheybegantofallwithit.Treesontheridgeaboveusburstintoflame,grasses
cracklinginthegraymorninglight.
AssoonasthedemonsfellfromMick,hesprangtohisfeet,grabbedNash,anddraggedhimawayfrom
themewling,desperatedemonsandthewhitelight.Iliftedmyhandshigher,mylaughterbooming.Words
cameoutofmymouth,andIdidn’tunderstandoneofthem.Iwasn’tspeakingDinéoranyotherIndian
languageIknew,orEnglish,orLatin,orSpanish.
Thedemonsranfromme,plungingovertheprecipice,screamingastheydropped.Mywalloflight
followedthemdown.Itkilledallofthedemons,andthenthelightincineratedthem.Themagicinme
killedeverysingledemon,allthewaydownintothevortex,andoncetheywerenothingbutash,my
magicsnappedthevortexclosed.
IturnedtofaceNashandMick,whowatchedfromalittlewayaway,bothofthemcoveredwithbloody
bitemarks.Mick’seyeshadgoneblackallthewayacross,andthewayhelookedatmeshouldhave
terrifiedthehelloutofme.
Ilaughed.“Hi,boys,”Isaid,raisingmyhandsagain.“Wanttoplay?”
Therocksinfrontofthemexploded.Thetwomenscrambledoutofthewayoftheensuingrainof
gravel,andNashtrainedhispistolonme.“Whythehellarehereyesgreen?”Iheardhimshout.
“Janet.”Mick’svoicewasharshwithwarning.“Stop.”
Ihadnocluehowtostop.I’dkilledthedemons,allofthem,completingthetaskIshouldhave
completedthatnightsixyearsago.NowIwantedtocrushtheentiremountain,findthedragonswho’d
imprisonedMickinitandimprisonthemtoo.
Mickstartedforme.Braveman.IknewIcouldstophim,enslavehim,makehimobeyme.Mickhad
theabilitytoabsorbmystormpowersandnotbehurtbythem,butIknewgoodandwellthathecouldn’t
survivethemagicinmenow.
“Icommandyou,”Isaid,powerboilingupinsideme.“Youaremine.”
ThewhitelightwrappedaroundMick,andhesnarled.Andthen,withoutwarning,themagicblinked
out.
Thelightdied,andwithitwentthelastofmystrength.Ifellandstartedslidingtowardtheedgeofthe
gorge,myfatalplungestoppedbyasingleboulderthathookedmearoundthewaist.Beneathme,the
rockstumbledovertheside,bouncingandrattlingforhundredsoffeettothemistsofthevortex,which
fadedintotherisingsun.
Six
IwokeuphangingfacedownonMick’sback.Itwasdamnhot,andIfeltasthoughsomeonehadpoured
cleanserintomybodyandscrubbedmyinsideswithawirebrush.
AssoonasIgroaned,Mickstoppedandlaidmegentlyontheground.BothMickandNashwere
breathinghardandsweating,smearedwithdriedbloodwherethedemonshadclawedandbittenthem.
Mick’swildlycurlyblackhairhungacrosshisface,andhisblueeyesglitteredbehindit.
“Areyouallright?”Icroaked.
“Weshouldbeaskingyouthat,”Nashsaidinclippedtones.
MickwaswatchingmeinawayIdidn’tlike.Hisfaceborethewarylookofamanwhosetrained
animalhadsuddenlyremembereditswildnessandturnedonhim.
“Mick,don’t,”Isaid.
“Youreyeschangedcolor,”hesaid.“Toverylightgreen.Likeice.”
Fearkickedmeinthegutandkeptonkicking.“Mymotherisn’tinsideme,Isweartoyou.Iknowhow
thatfeels.Wesealedhervortex,Mick,youandme.Eventhecracksaresealed.She’strapped.”
Nashcrouchednexttous,hisgunout.“Whatthehellareyoutwotalkingabout?”
MickbrokeinbeforeIcoulddrawbreathtoanswer.Justaswell.Explainingthiswasbeyondme.
“Theentityyousawcomingoutofthevortexlastspring,”Micksaid.“Sheisagoddess,trappedinthe
worldBeneath.ShecreatedJanet,eventhoughJanetwasbornofhumanparents.Sheis,inessence,
Janet’smother.Shehastheabilitytopossesswomen.Orhad.”
Nashstaredatme.“Thatthingwasyourmother?”
“We’renotresponsibleforourparents,”Itriedtojoke.
“You’vealwayshadherBeneathmagicinyou,”Micksaid.“Whendidyoulearntochannelitso
well?”
Hisvoicewasquiet,dark,waiting.“Ididn’t,”Isaid.“IhavenoideahowIusedthatmagic,Ipromise
you.Ijustdidit.”
Nashunfoldednexttome.“Goodthingyoudid.Wewouldn’thavesurvivedthatattack.”
Istilldidn’tlikethewayMickwatchedme.Hewasn’tgoingtoletitgo,andIhadthefeelingthatme
bustinghimoutofthatcaveandthensavinghislifewouldn’tmitigatethings.Myconnectiontomy
goddessmotherandthepowersofBeneathweretheveryreasonsalldragons,including,atonetime,
Mick,wantedmedead.
“We’lltalkaboutitlater,”hesaid.“It’sgoingtogethothere,quick.”
Itwasalreadyhot,thesunstreamingovertheeasternmountains,bringinganotherdayofheattothe
valleyfloor.Mickcarriedmeagain,anditgothotteraswedescended,thewhitealkaliflatsreflectingthe
sunlightinbrightwaves.IrememberedreadingastatisticthatthegroundtemperatureinDeathValley
couldreachtwohundreddegreesduringtheday.Youcouldmakefrybreadonthat.Salty,sandyfrybread.
Igiggled.
Mickstoppedandfedmewater.“She’sdelirious,”hesaid.
“Notmuchfarther,”Nashpromised.
Lowerandlowerwewent,asthemorninggrewhotter.IhungupsidedownoverMick’sshoulderand
quietlystarteddying.Sunplayedonthepalesanddunesanddryflats,forcingmyeyesshutagainstthe
brightness.
Mickfinallystoppedandloweredmetomyfeet.Westoodonblackpavement,aroad,andmyheart
leapt.IneverthoughtI’deverbesohappytoseeasphaltinmylife.
Whentherushingsoundinmyearsclearedalittle,IheardNashswearing.
“What’swrong?”Itriedtoask.
Nashwasshoutingfoulandfilthywords.Paralleltiretracksshowedwhereatruckhadbeendrivenoff
theroad,butofNash’sshinynewblackpickup,therewasnosign.
“Sonofabitch!”Nashkickedthedirt,sendingupspraysoffinegravel.Iknewhewasn’tangryabout
beingstrandedinthemiddleofDeathValleywithnotransportationandlittlewater—hewaspissedthat
someonehaddaredtotouchhisbelovedtruck.
Mickgavemewateragain,andIslumpedagainsthissidetodrink.“Wherearewe?”Iheardhimask.
“AboutthirtymilesfromStovepipeWells,”Nashsaid.
“Wewalkit,then.Wecan’taffordtowait.”
Ididn’twanttohearthat,andIwasabouttoarguewithhim,tobeghimtoletmeliedownrighthere
andgotosleep,whenIheardtheblissfulsoundofacarengine.Itwasn’tNash’sbigtruckbutanolder,
dust-coveredpickupwithitswindowsdown,bumpingtowardusalongtheroad.Threepeoplecrowded
intothecabandseveralmorerodeinthebed.
Thetruckstoppedbesideus,itsenginechugginglikeasteamboat’s.ANativeAmericanmanleanedout
thewindowandlookedusover.“Hey,youfolkslost?”
Mickdidn’thesitate.“Sheneedsadoctor.”
Ayoungwomanpeeredoverthedriver’sshoulder.“We’regoingintoBeatty,”shesaid.“Comeonwith
us,ifyouwant.”
Achubbyyouthobliginglyvacatedhisseatinthecabandhoppedintothetruckbed.Theyoungwoman
remained,helpingMickslidemeinnexttoher.Mickbuckledaseatbeltaroundmebeforehekissedmy
forehead,shutthedoor,andclimbedintothebackwithNash.
Thetruckhadnoair-conditioning,buttheopenwindowsadmittedadrybreezethatstillheldmorning
coolfromthemountains.Myrescuersdiscussedsomethingaswepulledaway,usingaNativeAmerican
languageIdidn’tknow.IftheywerefromDeathValleyitself,they’dbeShoshone,fromthetribethatlived
inthesouthernpartofthevalley.
Thegirlturnedtome.“I’mBeth,”shesaid.“That’smydadandmygood-for-nothingbrothersinthe
back.”
“Janet,”Icroaked.“Really,reallypleasedtomeetyou.”Bethwascollegeage,Iguessed,maybeabout
twentyortwenty-one.Sheshotmeagrin.“Thatwhiteguywiththegrayeyesiscute.Whoishe?”
“HisnameisNashJones.ThesheriffofHopiCounty.InArizona,”Iaddedwhenshelookedblank.
“Yeah?”Beth’sdadsaid.“What’shedoingouthere?”
“Hiking.”Well,itwaspartlytrue.
BethlookedthroughthebackwindowatNashagain.“Well,heissurecute.Hehaveagirlfriend?”
DidMayaMedinaqualifyashisgirlfriend?“It’shardtosay.Haveyouseenabrand-newblackFord
250outhere?IthinkNashlovesitmorethananygirlfriend.”
“Nope,”Beth’sdadsaid.“You’refromArizona,huh?Whattribe?”
“Diné,”Isaid,copyinghislaconicstyle.
Hedidn’tmakeanyreplytothat,andneitherdidBeth,andmyeyelidsdrooped.AsIdriftedtoward
sleep,myvisionstartedtoplaytricksonme.ThroughmyeyelashesIsawBeth,butIalsosawa
shimmeringlightsuperimposedonherandananimalshape—withfeatherywings?Wings?Werethey
Changers?
Beth’sdadglowedalittletoo.Hewasatonceablack-hairedNativeAmericanindustyjeans,anda
shiningcreatureIcouldn’tidentify.Weretheyaliens,maybe?Igiggled.
“Youokay?”Bethaskedme.
IthinkInodded,buttheworldwasgoingdark.Itoccurredtomethatwe’dbeenveryluckythatthey’d
happenedbyjustatthetimewe’dmadeittotheroad,asthoughthey’dknownwe’dbeintroubleand
exactlywheretofindus.
Guardianangels?
“Didmygrandmotherputyouuptothis?”Itriedtoask.
Bethgavemeaworriedlookandtouchedmyforehead.ShewhisperedsoothingwordsinShoshone,
andmyeyesdriftedclosedagain.Whentheyopened,Iwaslyingaloneinahospitalbedwithwhite
curtainsaroundit,andtherideinthepickupwasfadinglikeadream.
IfirstnoticedthatIwascoolandnotthirsty,andthenInoticedthatIfeltnopain.Notaniota.Infact,Ifelt
prettygood.
“Mm,”Isaidinsatisfaction.
Thecurtainopened,andtherewasMick,cleanedupalittle,butstillintheT-shirtandjeansI’dstuffed
intomybackpackforhim.Hisarmsandfacewerecoveredwithgougesfromthedemons,butthewounds
wereclosed.
“Hey,Mick.”Iheldoutmyhand.“Comeandgetintobedwithme.”
Mick’ssmilewarmedhisface—gods,howI’dmissedthatsmile—buthiseyeswerestillwatchful.
“Soundslikeyou’refeelingbetter.”
Iwantedtothrowmyarmsaroundhimandpullhimdowntome,butmyarmsfeltlikerubber,andthey
werefilledwithtubes.Ialsohadabigbandageonmyhead.Nopain,butthebandagewasawkward.
“Shesoundshigh.”IsawNashJonesonachairbehindMick,amagazineinhishands.“Whatdidthey
giveher?”
Ismiled.“Whateveritis,Ilikeit.”
“Youhadaconcussion,sweetheart,”Micksaid.“Plusdehydration,thebeginningofsunstroke,anda
third-degreeburnonyourarm.Liebackandtakeiteasy.”
Inotherwords,IwasluckymyguardianangelsgotmeherebeforeIkeeledover.“Youfindyourtruck,
Nash?”
“No.”Theanswerwasshort,irritated.“IhavetheparkrangersandsheriffsinbothNevadaand
Californiaonalertforit.”
“Mustbenicetohavesomuchpower.”
Hegavemeanoncommittalgrunt.
“Iwanttogohome,”Isaid.
Micksmoothedmyhair.“Notjustyet,baby.Yougetbetter,thenwe’llgo.”
“Turnaround,”Isaid,mymindrelaxing.“Iwanttolookatyourass.I’vemissedyourass.”
“Canyougagher?”Nashgrowled.
“Hey,yourassisn’tsobadeither,”Itoldhim.
“Please,gagher,”Nashsaid.
Fearworkeditswaythroughthesoothingdrug.“Mick,whyareyousocertainthedragonswon’tcome
afteryou?Whatwereyoutalkingabout—makingbail?Whatthehelldoesthatmean?”
“Janet.”Micksatontheedgeofthebedandtookmyhandsinhiswarmones.Withmusclesandhis
tattooshelookedlikeabig,badbiker—andhewas—buttome,hecouldbegentlenessitself.Evenso,
therewassomepartofhimalwayswaryaroundme,andmylittledisplayonthemountainhadheightened
that.“LikeItoldyou,itwasatestofmyresources,theequivalentofahumanputtingtogetherenough
moneytogetoutonbail.Theywon’tlockmeinagain,butI’mhonor-boundtoturnupatthetrial.They
knowI’llshowup;it’sadragonthing.”
Mymouthpoppedopened.“Trial?”
“Forbreakingdragonlaw,forlettingyoulive.”Mick’sgazeheldmine,thatdeep,ancientgazethat
betrayedhownonhumanhetrulywas.“Whentheyconvictmeatthetrial,thentherewillbenoescape
fromthat.”
Theproblemwithgooddrugsisthattheywearoff.BythetimethedoctorsdecidedIwaswellenoughto
gohomethenextmorning,Iwashungoverandaching.Ihadmedstostaveofftheworstofthepain,butI
wasstiffandsore,myskinsmartingfromboththefireinthecaveandthebrutalsunofDeathValley.
IdiscoveredonceIwascoherentthatweweren’tinBeatty,asmalltownjustinsidetheNevadaborder,
butinLasVegas.
“YoumadethosepeopledriveusallthewaytoLasVegas?”Iaskedinsurprise.
“Theywantedto,”Micksaid.“Theywereworriedaboutyou,andIwantedyouatthebestpossible
hospital.”
IrememberedmyconvictioninthetruckthatBethandherfamilyweresomekindofmysticalbeings,
likeangelsorgods.Hadthatbeenreal?Orpainhallucination?I’dbeenhalf-goneonsunstrokeatthetime,
sowhoknewwhatI’dreallyseen.
MickrentedanSUVtogetushome,butNashinsistedondriving.IwantedtogrillMickaboutthe
dragontrial,butthemedskeptmetoodrowsy,andIsleptfitfullyinthebackseat,myheadonMick’slap.
AnytimeIslidfromsleep,IfoundMick’scomfortinghandonmyshoulder,heardhimwhisperinghealing
spellsoverme.I’ddriftoffagain,dreamingofchasingNightwalkersanddemonsaroundMagellan,
demandingthattheypaytheirhotelbills.
WhenInextwoke,IwasinMick’sarms,beingcarriedintothehotelthroughthebackdoor.Ashorthall
ledtomybedroomandbathroom,withadoorbeyondmysuiteleadingintothehotelitself.Throughthis
entranceIcouldcomeandgowhenIpleased,withouthavingtopassanyoftheguestsorreception.
IblessedtheprivacyasMickcarriedmeinfromthewarmafternoontothecoolshadowsofmy
bedroomandlaidmeonthebed.Hequicklyandcompetentlyundressedme,whileIlaythereandenjoyed
it.Whathealingspellshe’ddoneonmeduringthedrivemademefeelbetter,thoughIstillhadalongway
togo.
Micktuckedmeintobedanddisappearedintothebathroom,andIheardtheshowergoon.Ilistenedto
himcleaninghimselfupandwasstillawakewhenhecameout.
“Mick.”
Helookeddownatmewhilehetoweledhishair,injeansbutwithhistorsobare.Hehadthebestbody
I’deverseen,six-packabsandmuscularchest,hisbicepshardandsmooth.Adragontattoocurleddown
eacharm,theirblackeyesseemingtoglitterwithlife.Theykepthisdragonessence,he’doncetoldme,
holdingthatpartofhimwhilehewalkedaroundinhumanform.
“Youneedtotellmemoreaboutthisdragontrial,”Isaid.
Mickwrappedthetowelaroundhisneckandheldontobothends.“No,whatyouneedistosleep.”
“I’mtiredofsleeping.Whatdidyoumeanwhenyousaid,whentheyconvictyou?Don’tyoumeanif?”
“That’snothowdragontrialswork.Guiltisalreadyproved.Thetrialismoretocleartheair,butthe
factthatthey’reholdingoneatallgivesmesomehope.”
Howhecouldtalksocalmlyaboutit,Ihadnoidea.“Hope?Howcanatrialinwhichthey’vealready
foundyouguiltygiveyouhope?”
“Becauseeventhoughyouopenedthevortexes,astheyfeared,wesealedthemagain,mitigatingthe
threat.Thatactchangedtheorderforimmediateexecutiontooneofatrial.Itgivesmeachance.”
“Thisisbullshit.”Iwantedtoleapoutofbed,huntdownthisdamneddragoncouncil,andtellthem
whatIthought.“Takemetothedragons.Letmetalktothem.”
WryamusementdancedinMick’seyes.“I’mnotlettingyouanywherenearthedragoncouncil,orthem
anywherenearyou.Whatyou’regoingtodoisstayoutofitandgetbetter.”
Likehell.Ididn’thavethevaguestideahowtofindthedragonsandtheircouncil,butI’dhuntthem
downandwringtheirscalynecksifitwasthelastthingIdid.
“Damnit,Mick,”Isaid.“Yousaidtheyknowyou’llshowupatthetrialeveniftheydon’tforceyou
there.Whywouldyougo?WhynotflyawaytoAntarcticaorsomething?”
“IfIdon’tappearonthetrialdate,I’llbeimmediatelyhunteddownandkilled.Antarcticawouldn’t
help,andbesides,it’stoocoldforme.”Hesmiled,asthoughhefoundmyhumanignorancefunny.“I
wouldalsobedishonoredifIdidn’tgo,andhonoriseverythingtoadragon.Evenifmysentenceis
execution,myhonorwillremainintact.”
“Well,thankthegodsforthat.”
“Iknowyoudon’tunderstand.ButtherearethingsIcandoinmydefense,andImightbeableto
persuadethemtogivemeapunishmentIcansurvive.”
“Shit,Mick,don’tblindmewithyouroptimism.”
“Youwon’thavetoworryaboutthis,sweetheart.Whentheyschedulethetrial,I’llgo,takemy
punishment,anddomydamndesttogetbacktoyou.”
“You’renotgoingalone.Thedragonsareallhottokillyoubecauseofme,andI’mgoingwithyou.”
Micklosthissmile.Heturnedfromthebedandreachedforhisshirt.“No,youarenot.It’sfartoo
dangerousforahuman,andIdon’ttrustthatoneofthemwon’ttrytokillyouassoonasmybackisturned.
Theydon’tlikeyou,andyourlittledisplayupontheridgehasn’tmadethingsanybetter.”
“My‘littledisplay’savedyourlife.Whichyou’reabouttothrowawaywhenyougotothisfucking
trial.”
“Idon’thaveachoice,”hesaid,wordsclipped.
Iputmyhandstomyachinghead.“Shit,Mick.Idon’twantthis.Idon’twantanyofthis.Whycan’twe
justhaveanormalrelationship?”
Mick’sfacesoftened.“AStormwalkerandadragon?Notinthisworld.”Heleanedtome,hisbody
hardandwarm,hisfistsfirmonthemattress.“Janet,sweetheart,I’dathousandtimesratherhavewhatI
havewithyouthanany‘normal’relationshipwithanyoneelse.”
ThatwasmorewhatIwantedtohear.Hisskinwashotanddamp,hisbreathwarm,andI’dmissedhim
somuch.Ibrushedmythumboverhiswrist.“Stayanddosomehealingmagicwithme?”
Tomyvastdisappointment,Mickshookhisheadandstraightenedup.“Sorry,sweetheart.I’mstill
prettyweak.ThelittlehealingIdidonthedrivebackwasallIhadfornow.”
Ishiftedoverinthebed,givinghimplentyofroom.“Youdoknowthataskingyoutodohealingmagic
ismysubtlewayofsaying‘cometobedandscrewmybrainsout’?”
Mickdidn’tsmile.“You’retired,love.Idon’twanttohurtyou.”
“Justhavingyouinbedwithmewillhelpmefeelbetter.Imissedyou,Mick.Iwassoworriedabout
you.”
“Janet.”
Iheardthe“no”inhisvoice.Myheartached.NeversinceI’dmetMickhadhebeenanythingbuthappy
toslidebetweenthesheetswithme.Ineededtoreassuremyselfthathewasbackwithmeandunhurt.
Ifoldedmyarms.“NexttimeI’llleaveyouatthebottomofthedamnedshaft.”
Mickleanedtomeagain,closerthistime,hisbreathhot.“Whatyoudon’tunderstand,Janet,isthatI
wantyousobadrightnowthatIwouldn’tbeabletostopmyself.ThethingsI’dwanttodotoyouwould
hurtyou,maybeputyoubackinthehospital.Isthatwhatyouwant?”
Theroughnoteinhisvoicerippledagreeableheatthroughme.Igavehimatiredsmile.“IthinkI
wouldn’tmind.”
Mickwasstrong,nevermindthathismagicwasatalowebb.Gods,thatturnedmeon.
“ButI’dmind.”Hestoodup.“I’dhurtyou,baby,becauserightnowIwouldn’tbeabletocontrol
myself.I’mstrong,andyou’reinjured,andI’dtakeadvantage.Idon’twanttohavetolivewiththat.”He
turnedaway,butnotbeforeIsawhishandsshaking.
“Mick,”Icalledbeforeheopenedthedoor.
Helookedback,somuchpainonhisfacethatIalmostrelented.Almost.
“Youdohavethesweetestass,”Isaid.
Hegrowledsomething,duckedoutintothesunlight,andslammedthedoor.
Igruntedandlostmysmile.Mickwassexyassin,butIstillhadonehellofaheadache.
WhenIwokeupagain,thesunwassetting,andIfeltbetter.ThehealingspellsMickhaddoneonmein
theSUVhadhelped,andIdidafewonmyselfwhileIshowered,butIcouldhavedonesomuchmoreif
Mickhadstayed.He’dtaughtmethepowerofTantra,andtogetherwe’dworkedsomebrilliantmagic.
Thewardsthatsecuredthishotelwerefullofit.
IstillhadabandageonmyheadwhenIwalkedouttothereceptionarea,thoughmyarmfeltwell
enoughthatIcouldleavethatbandageoff.Itwassixintheafternoon,andthehotelandlobbywerequiet.
Touristseasonwaswindingdown,andweweren’tfull,whichwasfinewithmetoday.
Cassandrasatbehindthereceptiondeskathercomputer.Thebruiseshe’dsustainedinthefightwith
Pamelawasgone,probablymagickedaway.Sheworeanelegantblacksilkpantsuitwitharust-colored
blouse,herblondhairinitsusualFrenchbraid.Apairoftastefulsilverandonyxearringsclaspedher
lobes,andsheworeonesilverringwithHopidesignsonhermiddlefinger.
“Micktoldmeabouttherescueandthedemonattack,”Cassandrasaid,flickingmeaglancefromher
screen.“Areyouallright?”
IwonderedhowmuchMickhadrelatedaboutmyroleinit,butCassandraonlylookedconcerned.“I’ll
live.”Ishrugged.“WhereisMick?”
CassandrahadgottenusedtothefactthatIdidn’talwaysknowwheremyboyfriendwas.“Hesaidhe
haderrandstoruninFlatMesa.”
Fine.Hemightbelievethedragonswouldn’tcapturehimagain,butIstillworried.
“Anydisastershere?”IaskedCassandra.
“Dependsonwhatyoumeanbydisaster.Hadaproblemwithafaucetinroomsix,butFremontfixedit.
Iwasjustpayinghisinvoice.Butthemagicmirrordidrunoffoneoftheguestslastnight.”
Igrippedthecounter,bracingmyselffortheworst.Normalhumanbeingscouldn’thearthemirror,but
Cassandra,beingmagical,ofcourse,could.
“Tellme,”Isaid.“Howdidthemirrormanagetorunoffaguest?”
“Itwasodd.”Cassandrafinishedtheinvoiceasshetalked,amodelofmultitaskingefficiency.“Ididn’t
thinkthemanwasasupernatural.HeregisteredasJimMohan,saidhewasfromSouthDakotaoutvisiting
theSouthwest.Hiscreditcardcheckedout,andhisauralookednormal—humanandunthreatening.He
wasquiet,interestedinthetouristattractions,andaskedthewaytotheHomol’oviruins.Itoldhimthat
theparkwasclosed,buthesaidhe’dcomeallthiswaytophotographthem.Hewentupthereanyway,
yesterdayafternoon,andshowedmehispictureswhenhecameback.Lastnight,whenhewalkedintothe
saloonforadrink,themirrorwentballistic,shriekingandscreamingandswearinglikeI’veneverheard
before.Itriedtoshutitup,butitwouldn’tlistentome.Pamelaeventhrewherdrinkatit.”
Iliftedmybrows.“Pamela’sstillhere?”
“Shedecidedshewantedtostayacoupleofdays,”Cassandrasaid,hervoiceneutral.“Wehadaroom,
soshebookedit.Imadesureshewasgoodforthefee.”
Ihadnodoubt.“SowhatwasthisJimguy?Asorcerer?”
“That’sjustit.Idon’tknow,butJimcoulddefinitelyhearthemirror.Hewentsheetwhite,andthe
mirrorkeptyellingathim,callinghimnamesandspewingthefilthiestlanguageI’veeverheard.Jimran
outofthesaloondoortotheparkinglot,andIneversawhimagain.”
“Stiffinguswiththebill,youmean.”
“Ichargedhiscardforthetwonightshe’dbooked.Ifhewantstodisputeit,fine,buthe’llhavetogo
throughhiscreditcardcompany.”
ThatwasCassandra,cuttingtotheessentials.“Didheleavehisstuff?”
“Yes;IwasgoingtohaveJuanapackeverythingupandputitinstorage,buttheroom’snotbookedfor
anothercoupleofdays.”
“LeavehisthingsuntilIhaveachancetolookthroughthem,”Isaid.“I’dliketoknowwhatheis.Nota
Nightwalker?”
“Definitelynot.I’dhavesensedthat.Plus,heateplentyoffoodandwentoutinbroaddaylight.Nota
Changer,either,orsoPamelasays.”
“Whatdidthemirrorsayhewas?”
“Itdidn’t.Ihaven’tbeenabletogetausefulwordoutofitabouttheincident.”
Thatdidn’tbodewell.ThemirrorusuallylistenedtoCassandra,eventhoughtechnically,itwas
supposedtoobeyonlymeandMick,becausewe’dwokenitfromitsdormancywithoneofourTantric
spells.WheneverIthreatenedtomuzzlethething,themirrorwouldburble,“Oh,honey,youwouldn’tdo
that,”andwouldkeeprightontalking,butwhenCassandratoldittoshutup,itdid.Itwasinaweof
Cassandra,andifshehadn’tbeenabletomakeitspeak,itmusthavebeenscaredinabadway.
ThankingCassandra,Iwentintothesaloon.
Therestoredsaloonwasallpolishedwoodandbrass,old-fashionedbutnotkitschy.Weservedlight
mealsinherestartingatbreakfastanddrinkswellintothenight.
Thebrokenmagicmirrorhungoverthebar.Aholehadbeenblowninthemiddleofit,andspiderweb
cracksradiatedouttotheframe.Ineededtogetitfixed,buttherewerefewmagesinthecountrywho
could,andIwasstilllookingforone.
Afewguestssatatatablenearthewindow,butthebartenderhadduckedoutsomewhere.Inoddedto
thecoupleandwentbehindthebar,pickeduptheicetongsandaglass,andhelpedmyselftoacooldrink
ofwater.
“Sowhatwashe?”Imurmuredtothemirror.“Theguyyouscaredofflastnight.JimfromSouth
Dakota.”
“Idon’twanttotalkaboutit,sweetcheeks,”themirrorsaidinasmallvoice.
Iheldontomypatience.“Iorderyoutotellme.”
“Oh,honey,that’ssounfair.”Iheardtinklingasthemirrorshuddered.“Hisaura—ohmyGod,itwas
likeatarpit.Bewarehim,sugar-pie.He’spureevil.”
Seven
Pureevil.Terrific.
Ikeptmyvoicecalm,notwantingtosendthemirrorintoanincoherentpanic.“Washedemon?”
“He’sadangertoyou.Toallofus.”
“Howdoyouknowthat?”
Themirror’svoicedroppedtoawhisper.“BecauseIcanseethedarkontheotherside.”
“Cutthedrama.Hewasn’tfromBeneath,washe?”
“Idon’tknow,girlfriend.Similarfeel,butdifferent.”
Veryclear.IdidnotwanttodealwithanymorebeingsfromBeneath,buttherewasstillplentyofevil
upherewiththerestofus.“Youreallydon’tknowwhathewas?”
“No,hotpants.Sorry.”
“Well,ifyourememberanythingelse,letmeknow.”
“Surething.Tellyouwhat,givemealittletongue,andI’llseewhatIcanthinkof.”
Thethingneverstopped.“You’reamirror,”Iremindedit.“Youdon’thavebodyparts.”
“Hey,honey,Icandream.”
Thebartendercamebackin.HewashumanandhadnoideawhyIkeptabrokenmirroronthewallthat
Isometimestalkedto.Liketherestofmynon-magicalstaff,hethoughtIwasalittlecrazy.Ismiledathim,
putmyemptyglassinthesink,andleftwithoutsayinggood-byetothemirror.
Iwasitchy,andIwashungry,butIdidn’twanttodisturbthetemperamentalchefwhowaspreppingfor
dinnerinthevastkitchen.ShewasanApachewomanwithagiftforcuisine,who’dtrainedatthebest
restaurantsinNewYorkandChicago.Whenaskedwhyshewantedthejobhere,shesaidshewanted
somethingnearhergrandchildreninWhiteriver.Elenawasn’tthemostpleasantwomantobearound,but
hersweetcorntamalesweretodiefor.
IwantedtotalktoMickagainnowthatIwasmorecoherent,andIwantedMickforother,morebasic
reasonsaswell.Buthe’dnotreturned,soIleftthehotelandrodemyHarleythroughabrilliantsunsetto
thedinerinMagellan.
Thedinerwasfulloflocalstonight,includingthechiefofpoliceandhiswife.Theplacewascramped
becausepartofithadbeenbarricadedbyatemporarywall,anextendeddiningroombeingbuiltbehind
it.Therestoftheroomwasplentycrowded.
Itookthelastopenseatatthediner’scounternexttoamanwhowasastallandmuscularasMick.He
worejeansandajeansjacket,hisblackcowboybootsproppedontherailunderthestools.Hewas
NativeAmerican,andhisblackhairhunginathickbraiddownhisback.
“Wherethehellhaveyoubeen?”Iaskedhim.
Coyoteshruggedhismassiveshoulders.“Around.”Hisliquiddarkeyestookinmybandages.“Where
thehellhaveyoubeen?”
“FindingMick.Icouldhaveusedyourhelp.”
Thewaitresswhizzeddownthecounter,coffeepotinhand,andaskedmewhatIwanted.Isaid,“The
usual,”andsheshouted,“Burger,extracheese!”intothekitchen.
“Iseeyoumadeitbackalive,”Coyotesaidaftershe’dgone.
“Andalmostdiedalongtheway.Abighordeofdemonsattackedus.”
“You’restillinonepiece,obviously.”
“ButifI’dhavehadsomeonealong,like—Idon’tknow—agod,torescueMick,I’dbehappyand
wholeandnotonmedication.”
Coyoteshotmeagrin.“Adversitybuildscharacter.”
“Ihaveplentyofcharacter,thanks.”
Hissmilefaded,andCoyotelookedatmewithhisgodeyes,theonesthatsawintoeverycornerofmy
being.“YourBeneathmagiccameouttoplay,didn’tit?”
Imovedmywaterglassandtracedtheringitleftbehind.“Andhowdidyouknowthat?”
“It’smarkedyou.Youneedtolearntonotuseit,Janet.It’sdangerous,andthere’ssomuchcoming.”
“IfIlivethatlong,”Isaid.
“Yes.Ifyoulivethatlong.”
Neverturntoatrickstergodforcomfort.BeforeIcouldaskwhathemeant,thewaitressslidmyburger
infrontofmeandslappedthechecknexttoit.SheknewIneverordereddessert.
Itookabigbiteofjuicyburger,thecheesemeltedjustright.Isighedinsatisfaction.Hospitalfoodhad
beenJellOandcrackers.
Thecouplewho’dbeensittingtomyleftdeparted,andawomaninwhitecoverallsslidintooneof
theirvacatedseats.Shetookherwhitecapfromherhead,shookoutherlongblackcurls,andfixedme
withanaccusingstare.
“Whatthehell,Janet?”shesaid.“HalfthetownwashappytotellmethatyourodeoffwithNashinhis
newtrucktwonightsago.”
Iwipedburgergreasefrommylips.“IneededhishelptorescueMick.”
MayaMedinagavemeanothermeasuredstare.She’dalwayshadthenotionthatNash,herformer
boyfriend,wasinterestedinmesexually.Hewasn’t.
“So,isMickallright?”sheaskedme.
“Heisnow.”
“Good.”
Itookanotherbiteoftheburger,chewed,andswallowed,savoringthewarm,gooeycheese.“Nashgot
histruckstolenoutinDeathValley.”
Maya’sgrinbrokeoutlikesunshineafterrain.“Good.”Shetossedherhattothecounter.“Buymea
drink,andIwon’tkillyou.”
IstoppedthewaitressandorderedMayaabeer.Nottequila—Iknewfromexperiencethatshedidn’t
handleitwell.
AsMayatippedherheadbackandsavoredthebeer,IturnedbacktoCoyote,buttheseatnexttome
wasempty.
“Ihatewhenhedoesthat,”Igrowled.
“Whenwhodoeswhat?”Mayaasked.
“Coyote.Whenhevanisheslikethat.”
Shegavemeaconfusedlook.“Coyote?”
“Hewasjusthere.Pleasedon’ttellmehestuckmewithhisbill.”
Maya’sfrowndeepened.“Whatareyoutalkingabout?Noonewassittingnexttoyou,andIhaven’t
seenCoyoteinweeks.”
Iopenedmymouthtoargue;thenIcloseditagainandtouchedthebandagepeekingoutfromundermy
hair.“Nevermindme.Igothitonthehead.”
Isensedanotherpresencebehindme,andMayasaid,“Hey,Mick,”amomentbeforeMickslidontothe
stoolwhereCoyotehadbeen.Heputhishandonmythighandkissedmeonmyketchup-smearedlips.
“Youallright?”heaskedme.
“Hungry.”Ilickedmyfingers.“DidyouseeCoyoteonyourwayin?”
“Coyote?”Micklookedpuzzled.“No.”
“Ihatewhenhedoesthattoo,”Imuttered.
“Doeswhat?”
“MakesmethinkI’mcrazy.”IknewCoyotehadreallybeenthere,warningmeinhiscrypticwayof
somemysteriousdanger.Butgodscanrevealthemselvestowhomevertheypleaseandhidewhenthey
wantto.Iwonderedifhe’dgottenawaywithstiffingthedinerforhismeal.
Mickslidhishandupmythigh.“Readytogo?”heasked.
“Don’tyouwantsomethingtoeat?”
“IhadsomethinginFlatMesa.Icameheretofindyou.”
Myheartbeatfaster.Icouldtellhewasfeelingbetter,hisaurarestoredtoitsfierytingle,andIwas
feelingbettertoo.MickpaidforbothmymealandMaya’sbeer,andweleftthediner.
“Ridewithme,”Micksaidwhenwereachedtheparkinglot.
MyexcitementbuiltasIswungontothebackofMick’sbike,settlingintothefamiliarseat.Iknewno
onewouldbothermymotorcycleifIleftithere,notwiththechiefofpolicesittinginsideandeveryonein
townknowingthelittleHarleybelongedtome.IalsoknewwhyMickwantedtoleaveitbehind—
whereverweweregoing,whateverMickwantedtodo,hedidn’twantthepieceofmagicmirrorhe’dhad
groundintomybike’smirrormakingsmart-asscomments.
MickrodesouthoutofMagellan,theoppositedirectionfrommyhotel.Itwasdarknow,thestars
bright,themoonhangingonthenortheasternhorizon.Mickturnedontoadirtroadthatledbacktoa
coupleofranches,drovedownthisforabouthalfamile,andstopped.
Theroadwasempty,thedesertdark.Ismelleddust,theexhaustfromMick’sbike,andMick.
“Imissedyou,baby.”Mick’svoicewasrawanddark.Hepulledmefromthebikeandagainsthim,his
fingersbitingintomyarms.“Iwaslockedawayforweeks,andallIcouldthinkaboutwasyou.”
“Notaboutfoodandwaterorfreedom?”
“Funny.Dragonscangoalongtimewithoutsustenance.Wecanexistforyearscurledawayinthe
dark.”Hebrushedbackalockofmyhair.“Butallthisbad-assdragoncoulddoiscravethehuman
womanhe’sfallenfor.”
“Imissedyoutoo,”Isaid.
Insilence,Mickkissedme.Thekisswe’dsharedinDeathValleyafterwe’dcrawledoutofthemine
shafthadbeenoneofgladdesperation.ThistimeMickkissedmeslowly,takinghistimetodoitright.He
pressedmetohimwithhispalmonthebackofmyneck,hislipshard,thetasteofhismouthdarkand
spicy.
Gods,Iwantedhim.Ipriedloosehisbelt,tuggedopenhiswaistband,finallyfelthiminmyhand,hard
andready.Hewasunbuttoningmyjeansaswell,andthenhiswarmhandsslidtomybackside.
“Iwanttotasteyou,”hewhisperedagainstmymouth.
HewaskissinghiswaydownwardevenasInodded.IhalfleanedagainstthebikeasMicksanktohis
knees,pullingmyjeansandunderweardownashewent.Itippedmyheadbackashismouthstartedits
dancebetweenmythighsandgazedatthestarsspreadoutinwhitegloryaboveme.
WhatMickdidblottedoutallthought.Myachingbrainfocusedontheheatofhisbreath,theheady
frictionofhistongue,hishardfingersonmythighs.Ifurrowedhishair,pressinghimtighttome,letting
mycriesringuptothestars.
WhenIcouldthinkagain,hewasonhisfeet,pullingmeagainsthim.Ireachedintohisjeans,wanting
toreturnthefavor,buthestilledmyhandsandkissedmeagain.
“Turnaroundandfacethebike,”hemurmured.
Heartbeatinginexcitement,Ididashewanted,leaningmypalmsonthebike’sseat.Hishandswentto
mybarewaist,andIfelthiskissonmyneck,hisbreathhotinmyhair.
Hemadelovetomerightthere,mebentoverhisbike,heliftingmyhipsandslidingintome.Ismelled
thevinylofthebikeseat,thepungentodorofdriedgrassesastheywitheredforthecomingwinter,andI
smelledthescentofourloving.Mickstretchedmegloriously,fillingmewithhishardnessatthesame
timecoolairtouchedmyskin.
“Iloveyou,Janet,”Micksaid,hisvoicethickwithsex.“Loveyousomuch,baby.”
Iwasbeyondwords.Hemovedfasterandfaster,andIclungtothebikeandmadenoisesofhappiness.
Wecouldbeasloudaswewantedtoouthere,whichwaspartofhispointinbringingmehere.Theother
partwastheexcitementofdoingitoutside,atnight.HeknewI’dloveit.
Hethrustintome,andIpushedmyhipsback,wantingmoreandmore.Hishandswerehardonmyhips,
thefeelofhisthighssmackingmybuttockssoerotic,mybreastshotandachingwithit.Mickhadbeenmy
firstandonlylover,andheknewexactlyhowtomakemefeelthedeepestkindofpleasure.
Icouldn’tseeandcouldn’tthinkbythetimeIshoutedmyclimax,butMickwentonandon,ourbodies
sweatingevenintherapidlycoolingnight.HedroveintomeuntilIcameagain,andthistimehecame
withme,sayingmynameoverandover,hisvoicehoarse.
ThenMickturnedmearoundandheldmetight,strokingmyskin,kissingmyhair.Ikissedhisneck,
feelinghispulsethrobhardbeneathmylips.Hewassohuman,andyet...
“Howdodragonsdoit?”Iasked,outofbreath.
Hishandswarmedmyhipsashechuckled.“Carefully.”
“Seriously.”
“Iamserious.Afemaledragoncanturnonherlover,killhimassoonashe’sdonewhathe’stherefor.
Femalesaremoreinterestedintheirclutchthantheirmates.”
“Mmm,sothat’swhyyoudecidedIwasyourmate.Becauseyoudon’thavetoworryaboutmegoing
blackwidowonyou.”
Mickkissedmyforehead,lipsscalding.“You’reprettydangerousyourself,JanetBegay.”Hewas
laughing,butIsensedhistensiondespiteourlovemaking.
Headlightsslicedabruptlytowardusoutofthedark.Mickhadmyjeansupintwosecondsflat,sothat
theonlyonecaughtinthelightwithhisbuttbarewashimself.Mickcalmlypulledupandzippedhispants
asanSUVwithflashingredandbluelightsstoppedafewyardsfromus.
“Damnhim,”Isaid,asNashJonesopenedthedoor.“Can’thegiveustwosecondsofprivacy?”
“Hehelpedgetmeoutofthatcaveandbacktoyou,”Micksaid,unperturbed.“I’llcuthimalotofslack
forthat.”
Nashapproached,theSUV’sheadlightsthrowinghimintostarksilhouetteandgleamingonhis
holsteredgun.
“Howlonghaveyoutwobeenouthere?”heaskedashereachedus.Hedidn’taskwhatwe’dbeen
doing—heknewdamnwellwhatwe’dbeendoing.
Mickcoollyfinishedbucklinghisbelt,notintheleastembarrassed.“Anhour?”hesuggested.“Maybe
longer.”
“Ihavesomethingtoshowyou,”Nashsaid.“Youneedtofollowme.”
Withoutwaitingforus,hewalkedbacktohisSUVandgotinside,theenginewhiningashebackedit
untilhefoundaplacetoturnaround.Mickswungontohisbikeandstarteditup.
Ididn’tmovetojoinhim.“You’rejustgoingtodowhathesays?”
Mickshrugged.“I’mcurious.”Hepulledonhisdrivingglovesandrestedhishandsonthehandlebars,
waiting.Iheavedasighofexasperationandscrambledupbehindhim.
MickturnedthebikeandheadedafterNash’sretreatingvehicle.Nashledusouttothemainhighway
andthenturnedwestonadirtserviceroad.IcoughedfromthedusthisSUVkickedup—ithadn’trained
outhereinacoupleweeks.
Nashstoppedaboutahalfmilealongthisroad,andMickdrewthebikealongsidehim.Nashwas
alreadyclimbingout,gesturingwithhisflashlightforustofollowhim.Wewalkedwithhimdownthe
road,theSUV’sspotlightblottingoutthemoonlight.
Abouttenyardsalong,Nash’sflashlightreflectedonanorangehazardcone.Theconewascleanand
bright,notaspeckofdustorascratchonit.Nashhadprobablyhadhisdeputiespolishitbeforehecame
outhere.Hesteppedofftheroadattheconeandledusacrosshardearthandclumpsofbristlygrass.
ThestenchhitmebeforeIsawtheblood.Nashdidn’tprepareme,didn’ttellmewhatwewereabout
toview.Hesimplyplayedhisbrightlightonthebloodymessstretchedoutonthedesertfloor.
“Deargods,”Iwhispered.
Theperson,whoeverithadbeen,hadbeenturnedinsideout.Theboneswereontop,brokenand
smashed,restingonabedofblood,organs,andskin.Itwasaparodyofahumanbody,deaderthandead
underthebrightstarsofthedesertsky.
“HaveeitherofyouseenCoyotetonight?”Nashaskedusafterwe’dlookedatitforawhileinstunned
silence.
“Coyote?”Iaskedsharply.“Why?”
Nashgavemeagrimlook,eyesicycold.“Becausehe’smyprimesuspect,”hesaid.“Coyotewasseen
onthisroadrightaboutthetimewhoeverthisiswouldhavebeenkilled.I’dlikeverymuchtotalkto
him.”
Eight
IstaredatNashinshock.“Seenbywho?”Iasked.
Thekillhadbeenfairlyrecent,anhourorsoagoatmost.Whoeverthatpoorpersonwas,heorshe
hadn’tlaintherelong.
“Areliablewitness.”WhichmeantNashwasn’tabouttotellme.“ThiswitnessgaveCoyotearide
fromtheCrossroadsBaranddroppedhimoffhereanhourandahalfago,athisrequest.”
“Coyotecouldn’thavedonethis,”Isaid.Hewasunpredictable,cryptic,annoying,sexuallyblatant,and
sometimesfrightening,butIcouldn’tseehimrippingsomeoneopenlikethis.
Thenagain,whatdidIknowabouthim?Hewasagod,apowerfulbeingwhodidn’tnecessarilyfollow
humanrules.Mybloodchilled.
Nashcontinued,“Coyotehasnoknownaddress,hehangsaroundMagellanbotheringpeople,andhe
wasdroppedoffonthisroadtonight,asthoughhe’dcomeoutheretomeetsomeone.Thatmakeshima
suspiciouspersoninmybook.”
“Buthewasatthediner,sittingnexttomeanhourandahalfago,”Isaid.Hehadbeen,hadn’the?
Mickdidn’tmeetmyeyes.Nashdid,hisgrayiriseslikechipsofice.“Areyoucontradictingmy
reliablewitness?”
Ididn’tknowhowtoanswer.NoonehadseenCoyoteinthedinerbutme—atleast,MayaandMick
hadn’t.Couldhebeintwoplacesatonce?Ihadnoidea.
“Idon’tknow,”Isaid.
Nashfrowned,andMickstillwouldn’tlookatme.
“So,you’reputtingthetimeofdeathtoanhourandahalfago?”Iasked.
“TheMEwillsayforcertain,butI’dguessnolongerthanthat.”
“Andyouhavenoideawhoitis?Thevictim,Imean.”Thebones,stringsofmuscle,andbloodagainst
thegrassweregruesome.IdoubtedI’dbeeatingmeatforawhile.
“Ididn’tfindanyobviousID.Walletgone,nodriver’slicense,anythinglikethat.ItwillbeDNAand
dentalrecordsthattelluswhoitwas.”
IranthrougheveryoneI’dseenatthediner:Maya,theMcGuires,thewaitress,othertownspeopleI
recognized.They’dbeensafeandwhole,notturnedinsideoutonthedesertfloor,norhadtheybeenout
herecommittingmurder.
Butplentyofpeoplehadn’tbeenthere:JamisonKeeandhiswife,Naomi;Cassandra;FremontHansen;
AssistantChiefSalas;Nash’sdeputiesfromFlatMesa;anynumberofothers.I’dseenCoyote,butnoone
elsehad.Whyhadhechosentonightofallnightsnottorevealhimselftopeople?
“Coyoteisonlyonepossibility,”Mickwassaying.“Thiswasaprettypowerfulkill,butanynumberof
supernaturalkillerscouldhavedonethis.Adragon,forinstance.”
IknewMickspokerhetorically,butNashwasthekindofsheriffwhowouldarrestandinterrogateina
heartbeat.
“Whatotherkindsofsupernaturalkillers?”Nashaskedhim.“TheseskinwalkersorNightwalkersJanet
toldmeabout?”
Ishookmyhead.“Skinwalkerseitherjustkill,ortheyflaythecorpseandstealtheskin.Nightwalkers
sucktheirvictimsdry.Changerswouldmaul,inwhateveranimalformtheychangeinto.Itwouldlooklike
ananimalkill.”IglancedatMick.“Wouldn’tadragonjustfrysomeone?”
“Usually,yes,”Micksaid.Ofthethreeofus,hewasthecalmest,lookingatthiswithalmostclinical
interest.“Mostoften,dragonsignorehumans.Notworththetrouble.”
Mickspokewitheasyconvictionaboutthearroganceofhiskind.Ididn’tknowhowtorespond,soI
askedNash,“Whydidyoubringmeoutheretoseethis?”
“Because,whetherIlikeitornot,youhavethereputationforfindingoutthetruthaboutweirdcrimes.I
decidedtotakeashotandaskyouwhatyouthoughtaboutthisone.”
ThatNashhadevenconsideredaskingmemyopinionspokevolumesastohowfarhe’dunbentsince
he’dfirstmetme.WhenI’darrivedinMagellanfivemonthsago,he’dmadeitclearhethoughtmeacon
artistwho’dbamboozledtheMcGuiresintobelievingIcouldfindtheirmissingdaughter.Itflooredme
thatNashwasextendingthissmalltetheroftrust.
Ilookedatthebodyagain,atthestickyblackaurasurroundingit.Itradiateddeath,buttheonlythingI
couldsenseaboutthevictimwashisorheracutesurprise.Whoeverhadkilledhaddonesoquickly,and
thevictimhadprobablybeenunawareithadevenhappened.
Themagicresiduefromthekillerwasincrediblypowerful.Ithadawhiffofgodlikepower—notgood,
solidearthmagic—butitwasuncertain.Itmightnotbegodmagicatall,or,indeed,Beneathmagic.The
factthatIcouldn’tseeanythingclearerbotheredmealot.
Irubbedmystill-achinghead.“Hardtosay.Ifyou’rehopingI’llconfirmthatCoyotedidthis,Ican’t.”
Nashopenedhisnotebookandstartedwriting.“That’sit?”
“Somethingorsomeoneishidingtheauraofthemurderer.Whoevercandothatwouldbevery
powerful.”
“Likewho?”theliteral-mindedNashasked.
Coyoteforone,Ithoughtbutdidn’tsay.“Ahumanmage,possibly.Iftheywerepowerfulenough.”
Nashlookedatmeoverhisnotebook.“Mage?”
“Awitch,you’dcallthem.NotnecessarilyWiccan,butsomeonewithsomehard-assmagic.”Someone
likethat,Ididn’twanttomeet.
Nash’seyesnarrowed.“HeatherHansenclaimstobeawitch.”
Heatherownedthelocalwoo-woostorecalledParadox,whichsoldcrystals,tarotcards,incense,and
otheraccoutrementsformagicworking.“Idon’tthinkso.Heatherthoroughlyembracesthecreedofdoing
noharmtoothers.Sheworksspellsofprotection,leavesgiftsfortheweefolk,organizestheGhostTrain
festival.Shehaspower,morethansheknows,butshedoesn’thavethetemperamenttokillwithit.
Especiallynotlikethis.”
Nashlistenedwithalookofdoubt,butIknewIwasright.Heather’saurahadnodarkness.Shewasa
trulykindpersonanddidn’thavethepowerIsensedhere,butIwatchedNashnotingdownHeather
Hansenasapersontobequestioned.
“Anyoneelse?”
Cassandra,Ithoughtbutdidn’twanttosay.ShewasWiccan,butIdidn’tknowherwellenoughto
knowwhatshewascapableof.Shewasstrong,Iknewthat,anddamngoodatherjob,butIcouldn’t
knowwhethershehaditinhertokill.
IwasdebatingwhethertomentionhertoNash,whowouldprobablywhipherunderhotlightswithout
drawingbreath,whenthearrivaloftherestofthepoliceinterruptedus.Acarmarked“CityofMagellan
Police”pulleduptodisgorgeEmilioSalasandauniformcop.Lopezandtwootherdeputiesfromthe
countypulledinrightbehindthem,LopezandSalasgreetingeachotherliketheoldfriendstheywere.
“Don’tleaveyet,”Nashsaidtome.“Ineedstatementsfrombothofyou.”
“Statements?Whatfor?”
Nash’sbadgewinkedinthelightoftheflaresSalaswassettingout.“Iamstillpinningmysuspicions
onCoyote,buteitherofyoucouldhavedonethis.Youonlyalibieachother.”HelookedfrommetoMick,
whonoddedthoughtfully.
“Icouldn’t,”Isaid.“Notwithoutastorm.”
MickandNashlookedatmeatthesametime,andIknewtheywererecallingwhatI’ddonetothe
demonsinDeathValley.Bothgavemehardstares,andIdidn’thavetobepsychictoknowtheythought
meperfectlycapableofthishorrificdeed.
“Idon’tknowhowIcalledthatmagic,”Isaidirritably.“Itjusthappened,probablybecausewewere
goingtodie.Ican’tconjureitatwill.”
Nashdidn’tbelieveme,butthen,Nashneverbelievedme.
HedirectedustogivestatementstoLopez,andthenheturnedawaytotakeSalasandhisdeputiesover
thescene.Lopez’slipsquirkedasIhadtotellhimexactlywhattimeIleftthediner,whoI’dseenthere,
andwhyI’ddecidedtoridewithMickintothemiddleofthedesert.Everyoneintownwouldknowby
tomorrowthatMickandIhadbeenengagedinsexualactivityoutthereinthedark,becauseLopezwas
almostasgoodagossiperasFremontHansen.Finally,LopezfinishedwithusandtoldmeandMickto
go.
Mickstoppedbythedineronthewaytothehotel,whereIpickedupmybike.Everyonehadalready
heardaboutthecorpse,ofcourse,andtownspeopleintheparkinglottriedtogetoutofuswhatweknew.
MickandImanagedtoevadequestionsandheadhome.
MickhadknownmelongenoughtounderstandwhatIneeded.Hepulleddowntheblindsand
undressedmehimself,andthenhecarriedmeintothebathroomandsetmeunderawarmshower.His
clothescameoff,andhesteppedinwithme,hislargebodyenvelopingmine.
Wedidn’tmakelovethereaswesometimesdid;wejustsoakedupthehotwater.Iclosedmyeyesto
thefeelofMick’sbighandssmoothingsoapovermybody,openingthemwhenherinsedmeoffandlifted
meout.Hewrappedmeinatowel,carriedmeintothebedroom,andlaidmeonthebed.
Nowhemadelovetome,slowandeasy.Bythetimehewasdone,Iwaspleasantlydrowsy,thehorror
ofthecrimescenefadingalittle.AshadbeenMick’sintention,Idriftedofftosleepinhiswarmembrace.
WheneverIencounteredCoyoteinoneofmydreams,Iseemedtobenaked.Thistimewasnoexception.
Westoodsidebyside,heinhisanimalform,lookingdownattheremainsofthebody,mehumanand
naked.Turkeyvulturesmovedinslowhopsaroundthecorpse,likehoodeddemonsfeastingontheir
victim.Coyotes,luredbythescentofblood,circledatasafedistance,theireyesshininginthedarkness.
“Didyoudothis?”IaskedCoyote.Hesatonhishaunches,acoyoteasbigasawolf,exceptthathehad
therail-thinlegsandpointednoseofhisspecies.
Iamcapableofsuchathing.
“Don’tgoallcrypticonmeagain,”Igrowled.“Wereyoureallyinthedinertonight?”
Wereyou?
“OfcourseIwas.Iwaseatingdinner.”Iglancedatthecorpse.“KindofsorryIdid,now.”
Thereisyouranswer.
“Nooneelsecouldseeyou.Mayacouldn’t.Didyoupullaglamtogetfreefood?”
Hisansweringlaughwasfullofamusement.Iwantedtotalktoyouwithoutanyoneknowingaboutit.
“Why?Youdidn’tsaymuchofanything.”
Ididn’thavetime.IknewMickwascomingforyou.BecarefulofMick.He’smoredangerousthan
youknow.
“Youtoldmethatbefore.I’veseenhowdangerousheis.”
Youknowonlywhatyou’vewitnessed.Whatgoesoninhismindisunfathomabletoyou.Ifhemakes
thedecisiontokillyou,hewillwithoutwarning.Hewillbeswiftandmerciless.Youlovehimwithyour
humanemotions,butheisnothuman.Heneverhasbeen.Hisemotionsare...complicated.
“Likeyours?”
Nooneisascomplicatedasme.
“Nokidding.”Iknewbetterthantoignorehiswarnings,butIhadmanyimmediatethingstothinkabout,
likethedragonstakingMicktotrialfornotkillingmeandnowacorpseattheedgeoftown.Worrying
aboutwhatMickmightdointhefuturewouldhavetowait.
YouneedtoendyourBeneathmagic,Coyotesaid.Beforeitendsyou.
“Easyforyoutosay.”
Youwerebornwiththemagic,butithasbeenbidingitstime,unabletogrowhereinthisworldof
earthmagics.NowithasbeentriggeredbyyourjourneyBeneath.
Ifeltcold,butInodded.“Ifiguredasmuch.Ithoughtmaybeyoucouldhelpmegetridofit.”
No,Stormwalker.Itispartofyou.Butyoumustcontrolit,oritwillconsumeyou.Andpossibly
everythingelseonearth.
“Howcoulditdothat?Mymotheristhemonster,notme.”
Don’tworry.I’lldestroyyoubeforeyoucandotoomuchdamage.Iloveyou,JanetBegay,butthat
doesn’tmeanIwon’tputasidemyfeelingsandkillyou.
“Itisalwayssocomfortingtotalktoyou.”
Coyotechuckled.Icoulddomorethancomfort,ifyou’dletme.Sexwithyouwouldbewicked.
“Restrainyourself.”Iglancedatthecorpse.“Doyouknowwhoitis?”
Iknow.Andyes,agodwouldmakethiskilliftheythoughtitnecessary.
“Andyou’ddothattome?Ifyouthoughtitnecessary?”
Yes.
Istareddownatthepileofbonesandgoreindisquiet.Thevulturesmovedaboutitunhurriedly,their
wingsspreadforbalance.Thedreamwasmercifullyfreeofsmell,butIrememberedthestench.
“Tellmeonething,”Isaid.“ThosepeoplewhogaveusarideinDeathValley,theShoshone.They
weren’twhattheyseemed,werethey?Didyousendthemtohelpus?”
Coyote’stonguelolledfromhismouthashestartedtopant.Forthatone,you’llhavetoaskthelady
Crow.
Thecrow.Ihadn’tseenherinawhile.“I’llgiveheracall.”
Shedoesn’tliketotalkonthephone.
“Iknow.I’llaskherwhenIdriveupagain.”
Coyotewinced.She’squiteawoman,yourgrandmother.Shedoesn’tlikecoyotes,andshewieldsa
meanbroom.
Ihadthesatisfactionoflaughing.“Ifshewentafteryou,I’msureyoudeservedit.”
Coyotedidn’tbothertoanswerthat.Timetowakeup,Janet.ButIhavealittlegiftforyou.
“Don’tgivemeanything.Really.”Giftsfromgods,especiallytrickstergods,weren’talwayswhatthey
seemed.
You’lllikeit,Janet.Trustme.
Famouslastwords.Inoticedaswetalkedthatthecorpsehaddisappeared,andsohadthescavengers.
Thunderrumbledinthedistance,followedbyawaftofrain-drenchedair.Iinhaled,mymindcalming.
Thedreamdissolved,andIwokeupinmybed.Itwasearlymorning,theskygray,andrainpoured
downoutsidethewindow.Mickwasgone,buthe’dleftmecocoonedinanicewarmbedthatsmelledof
him.
Iliftedmyhandaslightningstruckafewmilesawayandletsparksdancebetweenmyfingers.Agift
indeed.
IrealizedasIrolledoutofbedandsteppedoutmybackdoortoenjoythestormthatCoyotehadnever
answeredmedirectlyabouteithertheidentityofthevictimorwhetherhehimselfhaddonethemurder.
Nine
Thestormwasanautumnstorm,notaswildasthemonsoonsthatsweptthroughduringspringand
summer,butonethatbroughtsteadyrainandlanguidrumblesofthunder.Ithrewbackmyheadandinhaled
thecleanair.
MagellansitsonaplateauthatslopesslowlyfromtheMogollonRimandtheten-thousand-footWhite
MountainstothevistasofthePaintedDesert.Wide,deepwashesandgorgeslikeChevelonCanyon
crisscrossthedesertfloorontheeastsideoftheoldrailroadbed,fissurescutbyeonsofflowingwater.
Mostofthetime,thesewashesweredry,butthey’dstartfillingifthiskeptup.Ashallowoneranright
throughMagellan,thehighwaycurvingalongsideit.AfewofthesidestreetshadbridgesoverMagellan
Wash,butmanyweresimplycutoffwhenitflooded.Mosttownsinthedeserthaveawashortwoor
threetoworryabout,butbridgesareexpensive,andmostlywejustputupwithit.
Thestormenhancedmyhealingspells,andIfeltmuchbetter.Mybathroommirrorshowedmethatthe
woundonmyheadhaddwindledtoayellowgreenbruise,andtheskinonmyburnedarmwashealthyand
brownagain.
Iwantedtogobacktothesceneofthecrimenowthatthebodywouldbegone,toseeifIcouldread
anything,especiallywithmystormpowerstohelpme.Thekillinghadbeencruelandnasty,andIneeded
toknowwhatkindofbeinghaddonethisandwheretohuntitdown.
Cassandravolunteeredtheinformationthatshe’dseenMickrideawaynorthonhisbike,soI’dhaveto
goonmyown.Ipassedthroughthesaloononthewayout,wheremyguestswerewhisperingaboutthe
death.Iwantedtoreassurethemthatiftheystayedinmyheavilywardedhotel,they’dbefine,butnotall
ofthemwerebelievers.
IpassedthelittlebreakfastbarCassandrasetupeverymorningwiththefreshbreadsandmuffinsfrom
Magellan’sbakeryandtookuponeofthebigsugar-crustedblueberrymuffins.InmyyouthI’dlistenedto
auniversityprofessorexplainthatindigenouspeopleshaddifficultyeatingsimplecarbohydrates,because
untilveryrecentlyourdiethadconsistedmostlyofwholegrains,beans,squash,nuts,andleanprotein.
There’dbeennodoublecheeseburgers,milkshakes,orbeerinthetimesofmyDinéancestors.Our
metabolismhadn’tevolvedtotolerateprocessedflour,sweets,and,evenmoreproblematic,alcohol,
she’dexplained,whichwaswhyNativeAmericanshadahigherriskfordiabetes.Themoreisolatedthe
tribe,thehighertheincidence.
Therefore,IknewIshouldn’tdowntheblueberrymuffinslatheredwithbutterandchaseitwithlemon
poppyseedpoundcake,buttheyweresodamngood.Besides,alongroadtrip,nearlydyingofahead
woundandheatstroke,andviewinganastymurderscenemademehungry.
RainpeltedmeasIrodemymotorcycleintotown.Thespeedlimitwasthirty-fiveonthemainhighway
throughMagellan,andtheyweren’tkidding.Magellanalwaysneededmoney,andspeedingticketswere
lucrative.Irodeslowlyandpulledinatthetown’sonegasstation.
Mystormmagic,toolongsilent,jumpedalongmynerves,makingmewishI’dhadthesensetofillup
whiletheweatherwasstillgood.Ididn’tneedtobesparkinglightningatthegaspump.
NaomiKeewasthereinherbigredpickup.Naomiownedthetown’splantnursery,Hansen’sGarden
Center,sohertruckwasoftenloadedwithbagsofdirt,flatsofbeddingplants,orwholetreesasshe
madedeliveries,buttodaythetruckbedwasempty.
“You’resoaked,Janet,”shegreetedme.“CanIdriveyousomewhere?”
“Thanks,butIdon’tmind.”Islidmycreditcardintothegaspumpslotandstartedfillingmysmall
tank.
“Imind.I’mshiveringjustlookingatyou.”
Therainwascomingdownharder.Imademyselfcarefullyfinishgassingupandputthenozzleback.
Mypowerswantedtograbthedistantlightningandallthisrainandplaywithit,butIrestrainedmyself
aroundthegasfumes.MyStormwalkerancestorsneverhadtoworryaboutgaspumps,Ithoughtgrumpily,
justastheyhadn’thadtoworryaboutsimplecarbohydrates.
“I’mheadingtolookatthecrimesceneagain,”ItoldNaomi.
“Inthepouringrain?”
“Beforeeverythinggetscompletelywashedaway,yes.Ididn’thavetimetogooveritlastnight.”
Naomi’sbluegreeneyesnarrowed.“That’sit.I’mdrivingyou.Idon’twantyougoingouttherealone.”
Istartedtoargue,butlightningforkedaboutamiletotheeast,andIbarelystoppedmyselffrom
reachingforit.Ineededtoclosemyeyesandconcentratetokeepmyselfundercontrol.ButIalsowanted
togettothecrimescene,soItookNaomiuponheroffer.
Naomiusedthehydraulicliftonthebackofhertrucktoloadmybike,andshecoveredtheSportster
withatarp.Shepulledoutontothemainroad,alsocarefullydrivingthespeedlimit.ChiefMcGuire’s
boyshadustrained.
Naomiaskedmewhetherthebodyhadbeenidentified,andIhadtosayIdidn’tknow.IdoubtedNash
wouldrushtheinformationtome,butIsuspectedthathedidn’tknoweither.InthegossipmillofHopi
County,someonewouldhaveleakedanametheminutethecorpsewasID’d.Iwonderedifitwasmy
missingguest,JimMohan,butuntilNashgotthedentalrecords,Ihadnowayofknowing.Ialso
wonderedwhetherJim,who’dscaredthemirrorsomuch,haddonethekilling.Andwhy.
“HaveyouseenCoyotelately?”Iasked.NaomiandherdaughterJuliewerefriendswithCoyote,as
muchashecouldbesaidtohavefriends.CoyotehadasoftspotforJulie,who’dbeenbornwithtotal
hearingloss.
Naomithrewmeastartledlook.“Igavehimaridetothesouthedgeoftownlastnight.Droppedhim
offattheendofthatserviceroadwherebodywasfound.”
“SoyouareNash’sreliablewitness?”Well,Icouldn’targuewithNaomi’sreliability.
“Didhecallmethat?”Shelookedamused.“IpickedupCoyoteoutsidetheCrossroadsBar.Iwas
drivingbackwithaloadofflatsfromWinslow,andIsawhimhitchhiking.Juliewaswithme.Hehopped
inandaskedmetodrivehimdownhere.”
Naomislowedthetruckatthenarrowdirtturnoff.Gravelshoreduptheentrancetotheroadtokeepit
frombeingwashedout,butbeyondthat,therutsandholesinthehardearthwerealreadyfullofwater.
“Don’tdrivedownthere,”Iadvised.“You’llgetstuck.”
“Whatareyougoingtodo?”
“Walk.”
Naomipulledthetruckoffthehighwayandsetthebrake.“I’mcomingwithyou.”
“Noneed.”
Shegavemeastubbornlook.“Janet,IknowIdon’thaveanymagic,butImightbeabletospot
somethingwithmyregularhumaneyes.Besides,there’sbeenonemurderouthere,anddamnedifI’lllet
youbeasecondvictim.”
Thatsettledit.Naomiwasnice,butnotapushover.Shewascomingwithme.
Thesceneofthemurderwaslessgruesomenowthatthecoronerhadremovedthecorpseandrainwas
washingawaytheblood.AloneturkeybuzzardwanderedaroundthescenecheckingincasetheME’s
teamhadleftsomethingbehind.
Thebodymightbegone,butthemiasmaofdeathlingered.I’dgrownupinahouseholdthatheldto
traditionalways—whensomeonediedinahogan,thebodywaspushedoutthroughthenorthwall,the
waytotheancestors,andoftenthehoganwasabandoned.Non-Dinédidn’talwaysunderstandwhy,but
I’dseenfirsthandhowmuchdamageaspiritinunrestcoulddototheliving.
Ismelledthestenchofpowerthathoveredoverthespotand,again,sensedthevictim’ssurprise.
Whoeverthepersonhadbeenhadn’trealizedhowclosetodeathheorshewas.Thatwascomforting—he
orshehaddiedtooquicklytobeafraid—butthenagain,itmeantthatIwasdealingwithsomethingthat
couldstrikeswiftly,mercilessly,andefficiently.Igazedattheemptylandaroundme,feelinganitch
betweenmyshoulderblades.
“Thisishorrible,”Naomisaid.
Naomihadnomagic,soshesawonlytherain-drenchedgrassesandredearthturningtomud,the
loweringgraysky,thebuzzard,andtheleftoverblood.Isawallthatplusthefouldarknessthatcoatedthe
spotliketar,thestinkofdecayandhardmagic.
TheheadacheI’dfinallymanagedtogetridofthrobbedanew.Stormpowertingledthroughmybody,
andIfelttheBeneathmagicstirinresponse.TheBeneathmagicurgedmetofindoutwho’ddonethisand
destroythem,tokillastheyhadkilled,exceptslowly,sotheycouldexperienceeverynuanceofthe
unknownperson’sdeath.
AllIhadtodo,themagicwhisperedtome,wassendmystormpowerthrougheveryhousein
Magellan,seekingevilanddestroyingit.EvenifIhadtokilleverysingleperson,I’dbesuretogetit,
wouldn’tI?
Iclosedmyeyes,tryingtoshutoffthevoice,butthatletmeviewthecrimescene’saurawithout
obstruction—denseblackandshotthroughwithred,crimsonlikethickblood.Ipoppedmyeyesopen
again,preferringthegrayrainstreamingintomyface.Waterwaslife.Therainwouldwashawaythe
blood,cleansetheair,givelifebacktotheearth.
Butyoucouldkilleverypersoninthistown,themagicofBeneathtoldme.Youknowhow.Andnoone
couldstopyou.
Iheardarushofwings.Abigblackcrowsailedintolandnotfarfromthebuzzardandgavethelarger
birdadisapprovingeye.Thecrowturneditsheadandregardedmewithsimilardisapproval.
“I’mnotgoingtodoit,”Itoldher.IclenchedmyfistsagainstanotherwaveofBeneathmagicthat
showedmehowtoturnthecrowintoalittlepileoffeathers.“Ipromise.”
Thecrowkeptherbeadyeyeonme,thesteady,watchfulgazethathadbeenonmesincebabyhood.
“Crossmyheart.”I’dsaidthatasachildwhenmygrandmothersuspectedIwasuptonogood.She’d
usuallybeenright.“They’remyfriends.Iwon’thurtthem.”
Thecroweitherdidn’tbelieveme,orshewasjustacrowwonderingwhyahumanwastalkingtoit.
Naomiwatchedmeworriedly.“Youallright,Janet?”
Iturnedmybackandstartedfortheroad.“I’mfinishedhere.Ineedtogo.”
Naomifellintostepbesideme.“Aterriblethinghappenedhere,”shesaid.“I’msorryyouhadtosee
it.”
Shewassorryforme,theStormwalkerwhospecializedinsolvingmagicalcrimes?Naomiwastoo
sweettobebelieved.“Thevortexesdrawtheterrible.Anyplacemagicaldoes.”
“IgrewupinMagellanandnevernoticed.”Naomigavemeafaintsmile.“Ithoughtallthevortexstuff
wasjustastorytoattracttourism.ButI’veseensomebadthingssinceIstoppedbeinganUnbeliever.I’ve
watchedaskinwalkernearlykillJamison.Jamisonhadtoburntheskinwalkeralivetodestroyit,and
Jamisonnearlydiedhimself.ThingslikethatmakemewishIwereanUnbelieveragain.”
“Trustme,Naomi,youhaven’tseenanythingasbadasme.”
“You’renotevil,Janet.Notlikethatskinwalker.”
“Lookscanbedeceiving.”
“NashJonesthinksCoyotedidthis,”Naomisaid,staringoffintothedistance.“Hequestionedme
prettyhardaboutwhattimeI’dpickedupCoyoteandwhenIdroppedhimoff.Healsowantedtoknow
everythingCoyotesaidtome.HeevenwantstointerviewJulie.ButCoyotecouldn’thavedonesomething
likethis.Iknowhewouldn’t.”
“He’sagod,Naomi.Ifhefeltjustified,hewould.”
Naomigavemeastubbornlook.“Idon’tbelieveitforasecond.YouseehowheiswithJulie.Coyote
hasalotofkindnessinhim,andhe’ssavedJamison’slife—andmine—morethanonce.”
Ididn’targue.ItwastruethatCoyotecouldexhibitamazingcompassion,buthewasdangerous,despite
hisaffablepersona.Icouldimaginehimlaughingwhilehekilledwhoeverhethoughtheneededtokill.
WesloggedthroughmudtoNaomi’struck,whichsatuntouchedonthesideofthehighway.Ifeltlike
shit,butItoldNaomiIwantedtoridethebikehome.Ineededthewindandraininmyfacetoclearmy
brain.
Sheliftedthetarpfromthemotorcycle.Idon’tknowwhyshe’dfeltitnecessarytocoveritup—I’d
riddenmyHarleythroughplentyofsnowandrainandhail.
Assoonasthetarpcameoff,themirroronthebikecried,“OhmyGod,sugar,youneedtogethome!”
Whatnow?“Why?”Iaskedirritably.
Naomithrewmeanotheranxiouslook.That’sit;I’dconvincedherthatIwasthoroughlynuts.
“Seriously,girlfriend,weareindeepdoo-doo.”
Damnit.Istartedupmybike,putonmyhelmet.“Gohome,Naomi.KeepJuliethere,anddon’tgo
anywherewithoutJamison.Anywhere,allright?”
“Thatbad?”
“Idon’tknow.”Frustrationandfearmademeimpatient.
“Assumetheworst.AskJamisonifhe’snoticedanythingweirdaroundherelately—anythingatall—
andtellhimtocallme.”
Naominodded.She’ddowhatIasked,beingsmart.
Irodebackthroughtown,themirrorurgingmetohurryalltheway,butIdidn’tdarebreakthespeed
limit.Salasoroneoftheuniformcopsstoppingmetocheerfullyhandmeaticketwouldjustslowme
down.
TherainwascomingdownharderasIreachedtheCrossroads,parkedthebike,andstrodeintothe
hotel.Cassandrawasn’tbehindthedesk,buteverythinglookedquiet.Pullingoffmyhelmet,Iheadedto
thesaloon.
Thesaloonwasdesertedexceptforalargemanwithahardfaceandlongblackbraidwhosatatoneof
thetables,sippingfromabottleofbeer.Hisdenimbikervestandsleevelessshirtshowedthathis
musculararmsandneckwerecoveredwithinterlockedtattoos.AsIwalkedin,unnoticed,hemovedthe
beerbottlefromhislipsandglaredatthemirror.
“Hey,magicmirror,”hesaid.“Shutthefuckup.”
“Youjustcomeoverhereandmakeme,youbigbully,”themirrorsaid.
Themanhelduphishand,flamedancinginhispalm.“Shutup,orImeltyou.”
Themirrormadeanoiselikeewp,butIfeltthethingsensemeandrelax.Momwashome.
“Letmeguess.”Iputmyhandsonthetableandleanedtostudymyvisitor,whoreturnedthelookwith
eyesofchillylightblue.“Dragon?”
Ten
Thedragon-manlookedmeupanddown,thenfixedablatantgazetomycleavage.“IgetwhyMicky
wantstokeepyoualive,girl.You’reonefine-lookinglady.”
“Thesaloonisn’topenyet,”Isaidcoldly.
“It’sopenforme,darling.Bytheendoftheday,you’llopenformealltheway.”
Inhisdreams.“Iownthishotel.Getoutofit.”
Themanhookedabootedfootaroundachairleg,slidoutthechair,andplantedbothfeetonit.“Not
untilI’mdone.”
Iheldupmyhand,drawingonthelightningoutsideuntilsparkscrackledanddancedonmyfingertips.
“You’redonenow.”
Thelickofflamesprangbackintohispalm.“Youwanttoplay,littleStormwalker?”
Iwasn’tcertainIcouldhurthim,butI’dnevertellhimthat.ThenightI’dmetMick,I’dslammedhim
withaboutninethousandvoltsoflightning,andhe’djustlaughedandsuckeditin.Mypower,unlessIwas
intheheartofastorm,madedragonsstronger.ButBeneathmagic,thelittlevoicewhispered,isthe
antithesisofallthingsdragon.
BeforeIcouldfigureoutwhatthehellthatmeant,somethingmovedpastmewithincrediblespeed.The
chairthedragon-mansatonwasscrapedbackanddraggedaroundtofaceafuriousMick.
“Out,”Micksaid.“Now.”
Thestrangergrinned,showingwhite,slightlypointedteeth.“Aw,comeon,Micky,Icametohelpyou.
Screwingyourwomanwillbejustabonus.”
I’dseenMickangry,butneverlikethis.“Getawayfrommymateandthefuckoutofmyterritorybefore
Ikillyou.”
Thedragon-manliftedhishands,nowfreeoffire.“Hey,I’mnotheretocopyourplace.Ifthatwasmy
intention,itwouldbeburnedalltohellalready,andyouknowit.”
“Notthroughmywardsitwouldn’tbe.”
“True,you’vegotsomegoodmagichere.Andamagicmirror.Mouthylittleshit.”
Ibrokein.“Mick,whoisthisguy?”
Themangrinnedatme.“Thename’sColby.Mick’safriendinneed.”Hisgrinwidened.“AndI’ma
friend,indeed.”
“Colbythedragon?”Iaskedinadubiousvoice.“Nicename.”
“It’stheonehumanscanpronounce,”Colbysaid.“But,hey,sweetheart,he’sthebadguy.Whenthe
dragoncouncilwashandingouttheassignmentoftrackingyoudownandoffingyou,Irefused.Cold-
bloodedmurder’snotmything.ButMickyherevolunteered.Jumpedatthechance.Saidhecouldn’twait
tobreakthestormbitch’ssweetlittleneck.Thestormbitchwouldbeyou,bytheway.”
OfcourseColbywouldsaysomethinglikethat.He’dwalkedinhererightthroughourwards,scared
mymirror,andchallengedmeandMick.Iwasn’tabouttowhirlaroundandscream,Mick,isthistrue?
That’swhathewanted.Divideandconquer.
“Janet,gorunyourhotel,”Micksaid.Eventheeyesofhisdragontattoosglitteredwithrage.“Ineedto
talktoColby.”
“Forgetit.”Ifoldedmyarms.“Iwanttoknowwhoheisandwhathe’sdoinghere.AndIdon’twantto
seeanyfire.Toomanyflammablethingsinhere,andIalreadyhadtorestoretheplaceonce.”
“Iheardaboutthat,”Colbysaid.“Goodfight.I’msorryImissedit.”
“Talkorgetout.”
“She’safeistyone.”Justtopissmeoff,Colbyshotaflameskyward,butitwasasmalloneand
dissipatedbeforeitreachedthetinceiling.“Shethisfeistyinbed?”
Iletelectricitydanceonmyfingersonceagain.“HaveyoueverseenaStormwalker’spowerenhanced
byamagicmirror?”Ihadn’t,butitmightbefuntofindoutwhatwouldhappen.
“Allright,allright.”Colbyliftedhishandsinsurrender.“Ireallyamheretohelpyou,Micky.The
dragonswanttoburnyoutoacrisp,andwhileIwouldn’tmindseeingthat,they’redeterminednottolet
youhavealltherightsthatgowithatrial,andIdon’tliketheprecedentthatsets.NowaydoIwantusall
tobelittleslavestothedragoncouncil.SoI’mheretotakeyourside.”
“Whatdoyoumean,notalltherightsthatgowithatrial?”Iaskedinalarm.
Colby’seyesnarrowed,buthisangerwasn’tdirectedatme.“Thecouncilconsistsofthreesticks-up-
their-assesdragonswhohavebeenalivesincethebeginningoftimeandthinktheyownus.Theywantto
controleverythingeverydragondoes.Theyneedtolearnthatthetimes,theyarea-changing.”
“So,what,youcameheretogangupwithMickandfightthem?”
“She’sprecious,Micky.No,I’mgoingtobehisdefenseattorney,sortof.Findprecedentsandstuffthe
rulesdowntheelders’throats.Imayneedyourhelp,honey,thoughyoumightnotdowellinfrontofthe
council.You’rewaytoosmart-ass.”
InspiteofColby’snonchalance,Isensedhisnervousness.Mick’seyeshadgoneblackalltheway
across,andColbydidn’tlikethat,inspiteoftheloose-limbedwayheloungedinthechair.Toanordinary
human,theymightlookliketwobikerbuddiestheretocatchuponoldtimes.ButColby’suneasiness
screameditselftome—hewaslikeawolfwho’dwanderedintoanotherwolf’sterritoryandhad
unhappilycomeface-to-facewiththeheadwolfofthepack.
Ipulledbackachairandsatdown.“So,talk.Whatexactlydoyouhaveplanned?”
IcouldtellMickdidn’twantmethere,buttherewasnowayIwaslettinghimkeepmeoutofthis.I
foldedmyarmsandwaited,andfinallyMickgaveColbyaresignedlook.
“Whythehellyouaresointerestedingettingmefree?”Mickaskedhim.
Colbyshrugged.Heleanedbackandputhisfeetupagain,andMicksatcasuallyontheothersideofthe
table,butthetwomenmightaswellhavebeencirclingeachother,hacklesraised.
“Becausethistrialcouldmakelifebadforme,foralldragons.Whattheydotoyou,theycandoto
everyone.”
“Idon’tplantoletthemwin,”Micksaid.
“Theyweren’tevengoingtoletyouhaveateam,didyouknowthat?Ihadtogotothearchive,pull
records,prostratemyselfinfrontoftheMightyThreetoconvincethemthey’dgetlynchediftheydidn’tat
leastpretendtofollowdragonlaw.”
Mickwatchedhimnarrowly.“Youdon’tcareaboutthegreatergood;you’rehelpingmesoyoucan
saveyourownassoversomething.Whatdidyoudotopissoffthecouncil?Thistime,Imean.”
Colbylaughed,butthelaughwasnervous.“Coupleofthings.LikeIsaid,Idon’twantthemtoseta
precedentoffryingadragon’shidewithoutadefense.”
“Whatmakesyousosureyoucanhelpme?”
“Ihavesomeideas.AndIknowthings.Thingsthatcouldgiveyouleverage.”
“Andwhatdoyouwantinreturn?”
Colbychuckledagain.“You’llowemeone,Micky.AndI’llcallinthefavorwhenit’sthemosthellfor
you.”
“Aslongasthatfavordoesn’tinvolveJanet.”
Colby’sgazeflickedtomycleavage,baredbymytightblacktop.“She’satastymorsel.I’dliketolick
herfromnecktoknees,andIdon’tevenlikehumans.”
“JustwhatIwant,”Isaid.“Dragondrool.”
Colbychuckled,butMickleanedforward.“Janetismymate.Touchheranddie.”Hedidn’tevenhave
toraisehisvoice.Iknewhe’ddoit,andsodidColby.
“Hey,youkillme,noonewillbeonyoursideatthetrial.”
“Iwon’tcare.SolongasJanetissafefromyou,I’lldiehappy.”
Colbyshookhisheadinamusement.“Oh,man,she’sreallyknockedyouonyourass,hasn’tshe?”
“Morethanonce.”
Ididn’tknowwhethertowarmatMick’sfondglanceorgetirritatedatthemfortalkingaboutmeas
thoughIweren’tthere.“Excuseme,”Isaid.“Canweconcentrateonyousurvivingthetrial?AndIchoose
whatdragonIendupwith,noteitherofyou.”
Colbychortled.“Oh,Ilikeher.Ireallydo.Irememberwhenyouwereallhottokillher,Micky.You
saidwehadtodoanythingtokeeptheBeneath-goddess’sgetfromopeningthevortexes,evenifthegirl
hadtobeslaughtered.Youwerereadytooffherwithoutasecondthought.Sowhathappened?”
“Yes,Mick,”Isaidinahardvoice.“Whathappened?”
Mick’sgazewasallforme,andthistime,Ichosetowarmtoit.“Iwatchedyoufighting,”hesaid.“You
werealone,upagainstassholeswhowerereadytothrowyouonthefloorandgangbangyou.Youboiled
withpower,buttheywerehuman,magicless.Youcouldhavewipedouteverysingleoneofthemand
broughttheroofdowntoburythem.”Mick’seyeswentblueandhot,thehintofhissmilemakingme
rememberhimhardandgoodinsidemelastnight.“Butyoudidn’t.Youpulledyourpunches,triednotto
hurtthem.”
“Stupidofyou,”Colbysaidaroundasipofbeer.
“Ididn’thavealotofchoice,”Isaid.MickmightclaimI’dbeenoozingpowerthatnight,andIhadjust
comeoffabigstorm,butI’dfeltsickandweakanddesperate.
“Janetwascornered.Sheknewshemighthavetokilltogetaway,andIsawonherfacethatshedidn’t
wantto.”
“Andthismadeyouwanttoclaimherasmate?”Colbysoundedskeptical.“Igetthatshe’sahotlay,but
mateisforever,Micky.”
Igavehimadeprecatinglook,butMickwasstillstudyingmewithatendernessthatheatedmyblood.
“Matecamelater,”hesaid.“AfterIgottoknowherbetter.”
Ishiftedinmychair,wishingColbyfarawaysoIcouldtellMickhowmuchIappreciatedhis
sentiments.
Colbyheavedanexaggeratedsigh.“Ihopeyouknowwhatthehellyou’redoing,Micky.Mateorno,
youdidletheropenthevortexes.Thedragoncouncilplanstoscrewyoutothewallforthat.”
“Andyouwanttokeepmealive,”Micksaid,turningfromme.“Whendidyoufallinlovewithme?”
“Trustme,Idon’tcarewhathappenstoyou,myoldfriend.Ionlycarethatyougetafairtrialandaby-
the-bookdefense.Idon’tgiveademon’sdickiftheyenduppinningoneofyourwingstothewallinthe
trophyroom.”
“Youinspireconfidence.”Mickleanedacrossthetable,puttinghisfaceclosetoColby’s.“Butyou
touchJanet,andyou’retoast.Idon’tcareifwe’reinthemiddleofthedragonhighcourt.”
Colbyliftedhishands,tippingbackinhischair.“Fine.Igetit.Talonsoffyourmate.”Heflashedmea
grin.“Oh,girl,thisisgoingtobefun.”
MickescortedColbyoutofthehotel,sayinghewantedtofindColbyaplacetostay,andIletthemgo.It
waswithmixedfeelingsthatIleanedonthebarintheemptysaloonwatchingthemrideoffon
motorcyclestowardMagellan.Colbydidn’texactlyinspiretrust,buthe’dalreadytoldmeahellofalot
moreaboutthetrialthanMickhad.InspiteofMick’swarmpraiseofmeandmycompassion,Ididn’tlet
thatblindmetothefactthathewasstubbornlytryingtokeepmeoutofallthis.
“Hescaredme,”themirrorsaidovermyshoulder.“But,sugar,whatabod.Iwonderifthosetattoosgo
allthewaydown?”
“Whydidn’tyouaskhimtodoastriptease?”Iaskedsourly.
“Ooh,doyouthinkhewould?”
“Ithinkhereallywouldmeltyouifyousuggestedit.Canyoutellwherethey’vegone?”
“Wanttodoalittleeavesdropping,doyou?”
Ishrugged.“Itcouldn’thurt.”
“Well,Idon’tknow,sugar.Mickynevertakeshispieceofmeoutofhispocket.Ilikeitinthere,butI
can’tseewhereheis.Sorry.”
OfcourseMickwouldrealizeIcouldusethemagicmirrortospyandmakesurehekepthisshard
hidden.“That’sallright.Nevermind.”
“TellMickytogocommando,”themirrorsaid.“Andworkalittleholeinhispocket...”
Iwasdebatingwhetherornottobotherwithananswerwhensomewhereupstairs,awomanbegan
screaming.Ijumped,andthemirrorshriekedresponse.
“Shutup!”Ishoutedatitandranouttoreception.
Cassandrawasalreadyhalfwayupthestaircase.Thelobbyitselfwasmercifullyfreeofguestsatthe
moment,noonetheretohearourmaidJuana’sscreamsdieoffintoastringofunhappySpanish.
Thestairswentuptoarailedgalleryaroundthemainlobby,theguestroomsopeningontoit.The
screaminghadcomefromroomnine,theverylastone,whichlaynexttothestairsuptothethirdfloor.
AsCassandraandIranalongthegallery,theChangerPamelaemergedfromanotherguestroom,
watcheduspass,andfollowedus.
Roomninewasmymostspacious.Twoopenshoulderbagslayontheking-sizedbednexttoapileof
clothingandwhatIknewtobeanexpensivecamera.Apairofdustyhikingbootsrestedonthefloor.
Assoonasshesawus,Juanaranforme,hereyeswide.“It’sterrible,it’sevil.Idon’ttouchit.Idon’t
touchthisroom.”
Sheduckedpastusandout,andneitherCassandranorItriedtostopher.
Pamelasniffed.“Ismellblood.Dry,notfresh.”
“ThisisJimMohan’sroom,”Cassandrasaid.“IaskedJuanatopackuphisclothes.Iwasgoingtohave
youlookoverthebagsandtheroomandthenputthebagsdowninstorage.”
Iapproachedthebed.Juanahadbeensortingthroughclothesandhadfoldedshirts,pants,andsocks
intoneatpiles.Therestshe’ddroppedinanunorganizedheap.
Itwasn’tdifficulttofindwhathadscaredJuana.AT-shirtlaycrumpledonthesmallpileoffolded
underwear.Thelogoonitread“Sedona,”thetownsouthwestofherethatalsoboastedvortexesand
mysticalenergies.TheshirthadbeendyedwhatwascalledSedonared,thecolorofiron-richearth.
Iliftedtheshirtandshookitout.Thebackofitwasentirelycoatedwithdriedblood.
Idroppedtheshirtastheauraofitcrawledupmyarmsandtriedtoinvademybody.Isawmovement
inamirroracrosstheroom,darknessthatroseandswallowedthereflectionofmyblood-drainedface
andwildeyes.
Theblacknesssqueezedmeinafreezingembrace,mycracklingstormmagictryingtodriveitaway.
Theauraheldmetighter,andcoldlipstouchedmyear.
“Helpme,”itwhispered,andthenitdispersedandwasgone.
“Janet?Areyouallright?”
IfoundbothCassandraandPamelastaringdownatmeinconcern,Pamela’seyesshiftingtowolf
white.
Iblewoutmybreath.Thedarknessdispersed,andIwasleftsittingonthebed,holdingaT-shirtin
whichamanhadbeenmurdered.
Eleven
“So,didthisshirtbelongtoJim?”Iasked.“Ordidhekillwhoeverwaswearingit?”
Theshirtinquestionlayonmydeskinmyoffice,bathedinsunlightthathadstartedtearingthroughthe
clouds.Cassandrarefusedtotouchit,butPamelaspreadtheclothinbacktoshowustheslitinit.
Someonehadbeenstabbedtodeathinthatshirt.Maybeclawed,Pamelasuggested,butifso,veryneatly.
AChanger,whohadhumanintelligenceandcouldcontrolitsstrike,coulddothat.
“CanyousmellwhetherthebloodisJim’s?”
Ipushedtheshirttoher,butPamelashookherhead.“Idon’tneedtoburymynoseinit.Itsmellslike
everythingelseJuanawaspacking.ThatcouldmeanitbelongedtoJimorsataroundhisthingslong
enoughtotransferthescent.Asfortheblood—Iwasn’tpayingattentiontoJimcloselyenough.Humans
smellaliketome,unlessI’mfocusingonaspecificone.”
Cassandrafoldedherslenderarms.“IfthisJimskeweredsomeone,whynotleavetheshirtonthe
victim?Whytakeitoff,bringitbackhere,andputitinthecloset?AndifJimisthevictim,same
question.”
“MaybetherewassomethingincriminatingontheT-shirt,”Pamelasuggested.“Likethekiller’sown
bloodorhair.ADNAtestwouldfindthedifference.”
Ishookmyhead.“Thenwhywouldn’thegotoalaundryandwashit?Orburnit?”
Pamelawentonspeculating.“WhatifJimmurderedwhoeveritwasinhisroomandhadtoremovethe
shirttotakethebodyawaywithoutleavingatrailofblood?”
“No,Jim’sroomwasclean,”Cassandrasaid.“WhenIwentupthereafterhedidn’treturnthatnight,
therewasnoblood,nomess.Onlyonetowelusedinthebathroom.Thekillerwouldn’thavecleanedthe
placefromtoptobottomandthenleftabloodyT-shirtforustofindwhenwepackedup.Thatdoesn’t
work.”
Whileshespoke,avoicewhisperedinmyhead.Youcanfindoutwhathappened.It’seasy.
AndIknewexactlyhowtodoit.
“Reveal,”Isaid.
DarknesspouredoutofmyhandsandengulfedtheT-shirt.Thedarknesscoalescedaroundtheshirtlike
abubble,andmovementflickeredinsideit.
IknewrightawaythatPamelacouldn’tseethemagic.Sheremainedsittingpassivelyontheloveseat
withanuninterestedlook.Ontheotherhand,Cassandra’seyeswidened,andsheleanedforwardto
watch.
Thedarknessclearedalittle,andamanIdidn’trecognizestoodinprofiletous.Hehadthelean,ropy
buildofarunner,limbstannedfromthesun,carriedhisstate-of-the-artcamerainonehand,andworethe
SedonaT-shirt,walkingshorts,socks,hikingboots,andabaseballhat.InthebackgroundIsawtheblocks
ofstonethatformedancientpuebloruins,reddishdirt,anddrydesertgrass.
Theman’sarmswereoutslightly,hischestthrustforward,andhehadaknifeburiedtothehiltinhis
back.
AsCassandraandIwatched,mesmerized,themanfoldedquicklyandsilentlytotheground,thecostly
cameralandingbesidehim.Themanlayinamotionlessheap,windstirringtheendsofhishairandthe
grassesaroundhim.Ahandcameintoview,aman’smuscularhand.Heyankedthebloodyknifefromthe
man’sbacktorevealtheslit,coveredinblood,thatwe’dfoundintheshirt.
Icouldn’tseewhoheldtheknife,butthehandandforearmwasdefinitelyaman’s.Thegoldenbrown
skincouldbelongtoanIndian,buthecouldalsobeAsian,Latino,Mediterranean,orofmixeddescent.
Theknifewasplain,dullsteel,nothingdistinguishedaboutitexceptthatithadbeeninanotherman’s
back.Thekillertookitwithhimashesteppedback,outofsight.
Thecorpselaythereforalongtime,butbythewaythewindmovedthroughthegrass,Icouldtellthat
timehadspedup,asthoughwewerewatchingafilminfastmotion.Iwasabouttoblink,totrytobanish
thevision,whenJim’seyespoppedopen.
CassandraandIbothjumped.Jimslowlyliftedhimselffromtheground,limbsstiff,andthenhestood
upstraight,blinkingatthehorizon.Hedrewadeepbreath,puthishandtohisback,andthenstaredin
amazementatthebloodthatcoatedhisfingers.
Theimageandthemagicvanishedthenextsecond,leavingmebreathlessandstaringataT-shirt
coveredwithbloodonmydesk.Pamelawasonherfeet.
“Allright,whatthehelljusthappened?”shedemanded.“Youtwojerkedlikeyousawsomethingthat
scaredyou.Whatwasit?”
Cassandraputherhandtoherface,turningthenervousgestureintosmoothingheralreadysmoothhair.
“Wejustwitnessedamurder.”
“So,whodidit?”Pamelademanded.
“Someonewithaknife.Icouldn’tseewho.”IpretendedtobelessunnervedthanIwas.“Notvery
helpful.”
Cassandrastudiedtheshirtwithabewilderedlook.“Idon’tunderstand.ThatwasJimMohan,
definitely.ButI’dswearthatwhenJimcheckedintothehotel,hewasn’tsupernatural;hewashuman.I’d
stakemyreputationonit.”
“Andnowhe’sadeadhuman?”Pamelaasked.
“Wealsojustwitnessedhimcomingbacktolife.”Cassandra’svoicewasfaint.
“Notpossible,”Pamelasaidwithconviction.“Cassandra’sright;theguywashuman,andhewasn’t
magical.Hedidn’tsmelllikeasorcerer.”
“Letmethink.”Imassagedmyachingtemples.Mymouthwasdry,andIlongedtosuckdownabouta
gallonofwater.“I’mprettysurethatwastheHomol’oviruinsinthebackground.Andyousaidthemagic
mirrorwentcrazywhenJimwentintothesaloon,afterhe’dbeenoutatHomol’oviallday.”
“Yes,”Cassandrasaid.“Buthewasverymuchalivewhenhecameback,notstabbedorcoveredwith
blood.”
IlookeddownattheT-shirt.Jimhadwornitwhenhedied,andnowthebloodyshirtwasinhisroom.
WhendidamurdererremoveaT-shirtfromacorpseandthrowthebloodyshirtintoacloset?HadJim
somehowsurvivedandwasnowwalkingaround,aliveandfineandthinkinghewasgettingawaywithnot
payinghishotelbill?Thevisionmightnothaveshownmeeverything.
OrthemagicmirrorandCassandramighthaveseenhisghost.Cassandraandthemirrorwerebothvery
magical;theywouldseethingsthatPamelaandotherhumanscouldn’t.
Butinthevision,whenJimhadclimbedtohisfeet,he’dbeenbreathing,ifbloody.He’dnotbeena
ghostbutverymuchalive.
Thenextalternativeonthelistleftmestonecold.
So,whendidamurdererremoveaT-shirtfromacorpseandthrowthebloodyshirtintoacloset?When
thecorpsedidithimself.
“Hewasresurrected,”Isaidslowly.“Jimwasresurrectedbeforehereturnedtothehotel.Heprobably
didn’tevenknowit,wassurprisedhe’dsurvived,butthemagicmirrorknewsomethingwaswrongwith
him.”
Cassandralookedsick.“Youmeanresurrectedbyanecromancer?Can’tbe.I’veseenresurrected
slavesbefore.They’rezombies,animateddead.Jimwasalive.Breathing,drinking,sunburned,excited,
andalive.”
“Thenaverygoodresurrectionist,”Pamelabrokein.“Isthatpossible?”
“Onlyifhewereagod,”Isaid.Agod.
Oh,gods.
IwithdrewmyhandsfromtheT-shirtandwassuddenlyvery,veryafraid.
CassandraandPamelaleftmyofficetogether,bothofthemalittledazed.Imusthavelookedthesame.I
foldedtheshirtandstasheditinthebottomdrawerofmydesk.IclickedthroughallthepicturesonJim’s
digitalcamerabutsawnothingexceptinnocentpicturesofancientruins.
Shockandthestrangesurgeofmagicleftmenauseated.Istashedthecameraandlefttheoffice,heading
upthestairstothethirdfloorandouttotheroof,whereIstoodinthewindandthesunshine.
Thestormwasracingaway,afewraggedcloudsdriftinginitswake.Theairwassweet,washedclean
bytherain,notchargedwithmagic.Iinhaledthefreshness,lettingitcalmmyroilingstomach.
Butmyworrydidn’tleaveme.Acompleteresurrectioncouldbedoneonlybysomeoneextremely
powerful,andthevisionhadn’tshowedmewho’ddoneit.Irememberedthefast-forwardpartofit—how
longJimhadactuallylainthere,dead,Ididn’tknow,andI’dseennooneapproachhim.Butanyonewho
wasstrongenoughtobringsomeonebacktolifewouldhavethemagictostayoutofanyvisionIcould
conjure.
ThefactthatI’dbeenabletocallupsuchaprecisevisionatallbotheredme.Icouldreadaurasand
sensepasteventsiftheyweretraumatic,butneverwiththatclarity.
Ilookedeastpasttheabandonedrailroadbedthatmarkedtheedgeoftown.Thevortexeslaybeyondit,
swirlingmagnetsofmysticalenergy,gatewaystoBeneath.ThevortexMickandIhadsealedlastspring
wasstillthere,buttheenergyfromitwasgone.Completelyshutoff.Wemadeitapointtohikethemile
orsotoitonceaweektomakesure.
IwantedtoblamethevortexesfortheBeneathmagicthathadbeensurginginmelately,butIcouldn’t.
WhatCoyotehadtoldmeinmydreamIknewinmyheartwasright—theBeneathmagichadbeenthere
sincemybirth,giventomebymygoddessmother.Butinthepast,themagichadalwaysbeensomewhat
dormant,fightingmystormmagicinsideme,butdoingnomoredamagethantogivemeahangover.
NowtheBeneathmagicletmekillhordesofdemonsinonestrokeandreplayaman’sdeathinliving
colorbymysimplyfocusingontheshirthe’ddiedin.Ithadalsotriedtoconvincemetocatchamurderer
bykillingeveryoneinMagellan.
Isatdown,puttingmybackagainstthewallthatmadeupthepartialthirdfloor.Thewallwaswarm
fromthesun,butIstillshivered.TheBeneathmagicmademefeelpowerful,unstoppable,invincible,and
thatscaredtheshitoutofme.
“Youshouldbescared.”
Ishrieked,jumpedhalfwaytomyfeet,andsliddownthewallagain.“Damnit,Iwishyouwouldn’tdo
that.”
Coyotegrinneddownatme.“Iliketomakeanentrance.”
Atleastthistimewewerebothdressed.Coyoteworehisjeansanddenimjacket,ashehadatthediner,
turquoisebuckle,andcowboyboots.“Iwanttokeepyouonyourtoes,”hesaid.
“NotwhenIfeellikethis.”Irubbedmytemples,wishingthisdamnheadachewouldgoaway.
Coyotecrouchednexttome,jeansstretchingoverhardthighs.“StopusingtheBeneathmagic,Janet.”
“Itusesme.Itsurgesupandtellsmehowtodothings,andIjustdothem.”Igavehimahopefullook.
“Canyouteachmetocontrolit?”
“No,ImeanstopusingtheBeneathmagic.Idon’twantyoucontrollingit.Iwantyounotusingit.”
“Ican’thelpit...”
“Letmeputitthisway.Stopusingit,orI’lldestroyyou.Idon’twantto—I’drathersleepwithyou.But
IwillkillyouifIhaveto.”
Ilookedupintothefaceofagod.Coyote,theaffableIndianwhomadethetouristslaughandwas
friendswithyoungJulie,hadfaded.Hiseyesweredarkandhard,thepowerinhimunmistakable.He
couldsquashmeandnotbreakasweat.
No,hecan’t,mymagicwhispered.Youhavethestrengthtostopevenhim.
Coyote’seyeswentblack.
Iquicklyheldupmyhands.“Don’t.I’mtrying.”
“Tryharder.”
Thewayhelookedatmemademewanttorunfarandfast.“DidyouresurrectJim?”Iaskedhim.
Coyoteblinked.“Who?”
“Theguyinmyhotelthatthemirrorscaredaway.Hegotstabbedandbroughtbacktolife.Iknowyou
knowwhoI’mtalkingabout.Didyouresurrecthim?”
“No.”Hisvoicewasflat.“Idon’tbelieveinthatshit.”
“Butyoucoulddoit?”
“Icould.ButIdidn’t.”
“Doyouknowwhodid?”
“Nope.”Hedidn’tlookmuchinterested.Butthen,Coyotewasn’talwaysforthcomingwithhisfeelings,
exceptaboutsex.
“You’vebeenalotofhelp.Asusual.”
“I’mnotheretohelp,Janet.I’mheretokeepthebalance.”
“Andscrewasmuchasyoucan.”
Aflickerofhisusualgrincrossedhisface.“Thattoo.”Coyotegottohisfeet,stillthegod.“Don’tuse
themagicagain.”
“Idon’tknowifIcanstopit.”
“Ifyoudon’t,Iwill.”
Damnit,thiswassounfair.Ididn’twantmymother’smagictobeinme,butIhadn’tbeengiventhe
choice.
Iopenedmymouthtoarguesomemore,butafierypresenceburstontotheroof.Mickwasacrossitin
thespaceofthreeseconds,andbysecondnumberfour,hehadhishandaroundCoyote’sneckandCoyote
againstthewall.
“Leaveheralone,”Micksaid.HiseyeswereasblackasCoyote’s,andfireflickeredonthelinesofthe
dragontattoos.
“Dragon,”Coyotesaidwithoutchangingexpression.“Youwanttotanglewithmeagain?”
“No,Iwanttothrowyouofftheroof.LeaveJanetalone.”
Mickradiatedpower,butsodidCoyote.Afightbetweenthemwouldblowaholeinmyhotel.Just
whatIneeded,myhotelobliteratedbyagodandadragon.
Igottomyfeet.“Woulditdomeanygoodtoaskthetwoofyoutostopit?”
“No,”Coyotesaid.“It’ssweetthathewantstoprotectyou.Evenasdangerousasyouare.”
“Idon’tcareifshe’squeenofthedamned,”Micksnarled.“Youwon’ttouchher.”
Coyoteneverlosthissmile.IknewhimcapableofkillingmeandMickbothwithoutblinking,buthe
justkeptgrinning.“I’llgothroughyoutogettoher,dragon.”
“You’llhaveto.”Mick’svoicewasice-cold.
“Justmakesureshedoesn’tusethatcrazymagicfromtheworldbelow,andI’llleaveheralone.”
MickfinallyeasedhishandawayfromCoyote’sthroat.Coyotestraightenedhisshirtbutmadenoother
indicationthatMickhadhurthim.Hewinkedatme,turnedaway,andwentbackinside,whistling.
Mickwatchedhimgo,hiseyesstillhard,beforeheturnedtome.“Youallright?”
Ileanedbackagainstthesun-drenchedwall.“Hedidn’thurtme,ifthat’swhatyou’reasking.”
“Iwon’tlethimtouchyou,Janet,Ipromise.”
“Whatcanyoupossiblydoagainsthim?He’sagod.”
Tomysurprise,Micksmiledhisbad-asssmile.“Rememberwhenhetoldyouwe’dmetinthepast?It
wasalongtimeago,maybeahundredyears.Iwonthatfight,notCoyote.”
I’dbeencuriousabouttheencountersincethedayI’dlearnedaboutit.“Whathappened?”
“Dragonsdon’tstandinaweofanygodsbuttheirown.Coyotewasexploring—helikestoexploreand
getintootherpeople’sbusiness.Heinvadedmyterritory,andIobjected.Strongly.Iprotectedwhatwas
mineandranhimoff.Godsarepowerful,butyoudon’tmesswithadragononhisterritory.”
Ifoldedmyarms,theaircooldespitethesunshine.“Whereisyourterritory?”
“Volcano.OnaPacificisland.”
Iliftedabrow.“You’reaPolynesiandragon?”
“Sortof.There’svolcanicactivityallaroundthePacificRim.There’sareasonthevolcanoesare
namedaftergods.”
“Becausethosegodsarereallydragons.”
“No.Therearegods.Anddragons.”Hesmiledatme,hiseyesbecomingsparklingblueagain.“That
wasmyterritory—stillis.Butthisismyterritorynowtoo.Andyou’remymate.”Hesteppedinfrontof
me,cuppedmyshoulderswithhiswarmhands.“Idefendyou,andit,againstallcomers.IncludingNative
AmericantrickstergodsandassholedragonslikeColby.”
Iswallowed.“SpeakingofColby,whereishe?”
“MagellanInn.Iwasn’tabouttolethimstayhere.”
“Becauseit’syourterritory?”
“Damnright.He’sadragonandmychiefrival.Itwouldbeinhisnaturetotrytotakeoverifhestayed
here.Ifhe’sholedupintown,lessofatemptation.”
Mickwasfirmlyinfrontofme,thewalljustasfirmlybehindme.“Youknow,Mick,thishotelactually
belongstome,”Isaid.“Iboughtitwithmyownmoney.”
Hisbreathsmelledofmintandwaswarmonmyface.“Territoryisn’taboutwhoownswhat.You
shouldknowthat.”
“Andwe’venevertalkedabouttheconnotationsofthis‘mate’thing.”
“ItmeansItakecareofyou.”Mickgentlypriedmyarmsapartandskimmedhishandstomywrists.“I
defendyoufromyourenemies.Ikeepyousafe.”
Howniceitwouldbetomeltintothatprotectivewarmthandlethimeasemytroubles.Ididn’tthinkit
couldbedoneanymore,butitwasafinefantasy.
Mickeasedawayfromme,tomydisappointment.“Coyoteisn’twrong,though.Youcan’tusethe
Beneathpoweranymore.”
Iblewoutmybreathinexasperation.“Iwishthetwoofyouwouldgetit.Idon’tdoitonpurpose.I
needtodosomething,andthemagicjustcomestome.”
“Butwhathappenswhenyoucan’tstopit?Whenyouneedtofightsomething,andyouendup
destroyingtheentiretowntodoit?”
Ifoldedmyarms,suddenlycold.Themagichadwantedmetodestroytheentiretowntoprevent
anotherpersongettingturnedinsideout.Andnowsomeonewasresurrectingcorpses.Abeingwhocould
dothatcouldalsocommitthatawfulmurder.
“I’mtryingtoexplaintoyouthatIdon’tknowhowI’mdoingit.Themagiccomes,andthenitjustgoes.
Believeme,Ihaven’tdonehalfthethingsit’swantedmetodo.”
Hiseyesnarrowed.“Ittalkstoyou?”
“Somethingorsomeonedoes.It’sunnerving.I’veresisted.”
“Whathappenswhenyoucan’t?”
“ThehellifIknow.That’swhyIkeepaskingforhelp,damnit.”
Mickcuppedmyelbows,steppingagainstmeagain.“Iknow,baby.I’lldoeverythingIcantokeepyou
safe.”
“FromCoyote?Whokeepsmesafefromyou?”
Hehesitated.We’dgonethroughthis,hisorderstokillmeandhisdecisiontonotobeythoseorders.
Hencethedragoncouncilputtinghimontrialtodeclarehimofficiallyguilty.
ButIknewinmyheartthatMickdidn’tthinkthedragonswrongforworryingaboutadangerousthing
likeme.Thedragons’ancestorshadn’tcomefromBeneath,asmineandmostofhumanity’shad.Dragons
hadbeenbornofthisearth,infieryvolcanoes.Theydidn’thaveanounceofBeneathinthem,andthey
likeditthatway.Longago,they’dhelpedCoyotetrapsomeofthemoreevilgodsBeneath,tokeepthem
fromemergingintothisworld,andit’snoexaggerationtosaythatthosegodswoulddoanythingtotake
theirrevenge.
AndhereIwas,thedaughterofoneofthoseevilgoddesses,wanderingtheearthaliveandwell.
ProtectedbyMick,oneofthedragons’own.Nowonderthedragonswantedtoputhimtodeath.
ButMickwasn’tanyhappierwithBeneathgoddessesandtheirpowersthanhisfellowdragonswere.
He’dhappenedtostartlikingme—luckyme—orhe’dhavefriedmealongtimeago.Iwasalivebecause
Mickhaddecidedheadmiredmycourage.
“Canyouanswerme,Mick?WhathappenstomewhenyoudecideI’mtoodangerousforthisworld?”
Hisgriptightenedonmyelbows,hishandsstrongenoughtobreakmybones.“That’swhyIwantyouto
try,baby.SoIdon’thavetomakethatdecision.”
“Don’trushtoreassuremeoranything.”
Micktouchedhisforeheadtomine,eyestroubled,breathwarmonmyface.“I’lldoeverythinginmy
powertokeepyoualive,Janet.Isweartoyou.”
Iknewhewould.ThatwasMick,protectingmefromeverythingandeveryone,evenfrommyself.But
Mickwastellingmethatthemomenthethoughttheworldwouldbebetteroffwithmedead,he’ddothe
deedhimself,muchashehatedthethought.
Ipressedhimawayfromme.“Ihaveworktodo.”
Micksteppedback,andIslidoutfromunderhimandheadedforthedoor.Hewasallowingmetogo;I
knewthat.Ihadn’twonanythinghere.
Hisvoicesoundedbehindme,lowanddeep.“Iwon’talwaysletyouwalkawayfromme,Janet.”
Inspiteofmyself,ashiverrandownmyspineasIcontinuedintothehotelandshutthedoorbehindme.
Twelve
TheMagellanInnwasasingle-storymoteltuckedintoacurveofthehighwayrightinthecenteroftown.
AssistantChiefSalas’sbrother,whoownedandmanagedthemotel,recognizedmeandwashappytolet
meknowthatmyfriendColbyhadbookedintoroomtwenty.
Ihadn’tbotheredtotellMickaboutthiserrand,andI’dborrowedFremontHansen’strucksothemagic
mirroronmybikewouldn’ttattleonme.Iknockedonthedoorofroomtwenty,whichwaswrenched
openafterasecondbyColby.Hewasshirtless,hishairdamp,asthoughhe’djustcomeoutoftheshower.
Hischestandbackwereascoveredwithtattoosashisarms.Iwonderedifanyinchofhisbodywasn’t.
Thetelevisionblaredsomesatellitechannel,whichColbyswitchedoffwithaclickoftheremote.
“So,didyoucometoyoursensesandleavethatSOB?”heaskedasIshutthedoor.“Course,you’d
havetokillhimifyouhave,orhe’lljustdragyoutohislairandkeepyouthere.”
“I’mnotadragon.”
“Idon’tthinkhegivesarat’sass.NotthatIblamehim.Iwouldn’twanttoletyougoeither.Wanta
beer?”Colbyopenedthemini-fridgeandtookoutacouplecansofKirin,holdingoneouttome.Itookit,
andhesnappedopenthetopofhis.
“AreyouaJapanesedragon?”Iasked,rollingthechilledcanbetweenmyhands.
“No,I’madragondragon.Wedon’thavenationalities.”
“It’sjustthatyouhavefull-bodytattoosanddrinkKirinbeer.”
“SothatmakesmeJapanese?”Colbychuckled.“WithanamelikeColby?YournameisJanet,not
Runs-With-Coyotesorsomething.NotthatColby’smyrealone;it’sjusteasierforhumanstopronounce.”
Hesatdownonthebed,takingagulpofbeer.“IwasborninJapan,though.Istilllikeit.Thoughtabout
doingsomesumowrestling,butIcouldn’tputonthepoundage.Flyingaroundasadragonkeepsyou
lean.”
“I’llbet.”
Hegavemeanaffablegrin,butitheldwariness.“Whatdoyouwant,Stormwalker?Cometoscoldme
abouthowmeanItalkedtoMicky?”
“No,Iwanttoknowexactlyhowyouplantohelphim.PlusIwanttoknowwhyyou’rewillingtohelp
him.Youfedhimyourpreparedstory;nowIwanttoknowthetruth.”
Colbysippedhisbeer.Hedidn’treachtoputonashirt,buthisbodywassoinkeditwasasthoughhe
woreliving,paintedfabric.
“Dragontrialsareseriousshit,littleStormwalker,”hesaid.“Youshouldstayoutofit,likeMicky
wantsyouto.”
“I’llbedraggedintoitwhetherIlikeitornot.I’dratherwalkinmyself,onmyownterms.”
Colbygavemealookofnewrespect.“Youdohavestones,girl.Allright,here’sthedeal.Thedragons
willallowadefense,notoftheactualcrime,butoftheaccused.Kindoflikecharacterwitnesses,tostate
whytheydon’tthinktheaccusedshouldbeexecutedforthecrime.”
“Inotherwords,the‘trial’ismorelikeahearingtodecideMick’ssentence?”
“Prettymuch.Ifthedefensehappenstoprovetheaccused’sinnocenceintheprocess,thedragon
councilcanreverseitsverdict.”Heshrugged.“It’shappened.Onceortwiceinacouplethousandyears.”
Iopenedmybeerandtookacasualsip.“Itakeityoudon’tholdouthopeforthat.”
“It’sobviousthatMick’sguiltyinthiscase.Heagreedthathe’dwatchoveryouunlessyouwentforthe
vortexes,andthenhe’dkillyou.Youdid;hedidn’t.”
“Ican’tbetooupsetaboutthat.”
“Plushecan’tsolvetheproblembysimplykillingyounow.”Colbyleanedbackonhiselbowsonthe
bed,beerheldnegligently.“Thatwon’tnegatethefactthatheshouldhavedoneittheminuteyoutriedto
openthevortex.No,hisonlychanceistomakethemunderstandwhyhedidit,andtoproveyou’reno
longeradangertothedragons.”
“Andsoyourushedouttotrytoreasonwiththedragoncouncilonhisbehalf?Why?ObviouslyMick
thinksofyouasanenemy.Tellmewhathappenedbetweenyoutwo.”
Colbygavemeanothergrin.“Now,forthat,you’llhavetoaskMicky.It’sold,oldhistory,butdragons
havelongmemories.”
“ThenwhyshouldMicktrustyou?”
“Becausethistime,I’monhisside.Irushedouttohelphim,becausethedragoncouncilwasgoingto
haveashamtrialandexecutehimwithoutdefense.Alreadydecided.Ifigured,whattheydotohim,they
candotome,soIpetitionedforthemtogivehimareal,legaltrial,stickingtotheletterofdragonlaw.
Thewholeworks.”
“Andyoudon’tcarewhetherhe’sexecuted,onlythathehasafairhearing.”
Colbyraisedhisbeertomeandtookasip.“That’saboutthesizeofit.”
Isetmybeercanonthetablebesidethetelevision,cametohim,leaneddown,andgotinhisface.“Let
metellyousomething,Colby.You’dbetterdamnwellcare.You’dbetterpulloutallthestopstosavehis
butt,orIguaranteetherewon’tbeanyonewhocansaveyours.”
“Hey,I’mnotafraidofyou,Stormwalker.Ifyouthrowlightningatme,I’lljustlapitup.I’dloveto,in
fact.I’dlapanythingoffyou,anydayoftheweek.”
Icouldn’tgrabhimbytheshirtsincehewasn’twearingone,soIreachedbehindhimforhislongbraid.
Hishairwaswarmandthick,likecoarsesilk.Mick’swasmuchthesame.Nothingdragonyaboutit.
“ButI’mmorethanjustaStormwalker,”Isaid.“Youknowthat.Plus,Ihavesomeverypowerful
friends.”Ilookedstraightintohiseyes.“Someofthemaregodswhodon’tmuchlikedragons.”
UneasinessflickeredinColby’sgaze,buthedidn’tdrophisbravado.“Youkeeptalkinglikethat,and
you’llcondemnMick,nomatterwhatItrytosaytothecouncil.Mylineofdefensewasgoingtobethat
you’reharmless,thatMickyunderstoodthattheordertokillyouwasunnecessary,andbesides,you
helpedsealupthevortexesandendthethreat.Dragonshatewaste,andtheydon’tlikearbitrarymurder,
especiallynotofinnocents.”
“Howethicalofthem.”
“Soyousee,sweetheart,inordertosaveMicky’shide,wehavetoconvincethedragonsthatyou’reno
threat.Nottothem,nottoanyone.”
“ButI’mnotathreat.”Ismiled.“Atleast,nottodragonsasawhole.Justtoyou.”
“No,darling,youare.You’rebubblingwithpower,andsoonerorlater,you’regoingtoblow.Iwas
willingtogiveMickythebenefitofthedoubtfornotoffingyou,andthenImetyou.”Hissmilewasgone,
hiseyesdarkeninglikeMick’sdid.“NowIthinkitwasn’thisfaulthecouldn’tkillyou.I’mbettingyou
wouldn’tlethim.”
IrememberedthenightI’dmetMick,himandmeinaseedymotelroomhe’ddraggedmetoafter
pullingmeoutofabigbarfight.Mickhaddaredmetotrytohurthim,andI’dbeenangryenoughand
scaredenoughtohithimwithlightning.I’dwatchedinshockwhileheabsorbedmystormpowerlikeit
wasnothing,andthenhe’dlaughedandtakenmeouttodinner.
Colbywaswrong.AllthedecisionsthatnighthadbeenMick’s,notmine.ThenightI’dopenedthe
vortexes,Mickhadstoodwithmeintherain,readytobreakmyneck.He’dhavedoneit;I’dfeltitinhim,
andhe’dhadthestrengthtodoit.Colbywastalkingoutofhisass.
IreleasedColby’sbraidandstraightenedup.“IfMickwantedmedead,hecouldhavekilledme
anytimesinceImethim.”
“Bullshit.Iseeinyoureyesthatyouwouldneverhavelethim.You’reapowerfulbeing,JanetBegay,
andyoulookdownontherestofus.I’llliemyassoffanddefendMicky,becauseIdon’twantthedragon
councilgettingtoouppity.Butyou,girl,areanotherstory.Thedragonswererighttoputoutadeathorder
onyou.”
“Youtoldmethatwhenthedragonsfirstaskedyoutokillme,yourefused.”
“Hell,yes.I’mnottheirpuppet.Letthemdotheirowndirtywork.Plus,then,Ididn’treallybelieve
youwereathreat.WhatcouldaStormwalkerdoagainstthemightofthedragons,evenifyoudohavea
bitofgoddessinyou?”Helookedmeupanddownagain.“NowthatI’vemetyou,Ithinkyoucoulddoa
lotofdamage,nomatterhowsmallyouare.”
“Idon’tcareaboutanyofthat.Ihavenointentionofmessingwiththedragons;Ionlywanttosave
Mick.I’mnotlettinghimdiebecauseofme.Understand?”
“Oh,Iunderstand.So,helpmeconvincethedragonsthatyou’reharmless.That’sallyouhavetodo.”
Iwantedtorageathim.Ofcourse,Iwasharmless.Ofcourse,Icouldconvincethemofthat.
SowhydidIjuststandthere,doubtsflyingthroughmyhead?IhadtheawfulfeelingthatifMick’sfate
dependedonmybeingasweetandgoodlittleStormwalker,Mickwassoscrewed.
IleftColbyputtinguphisfeetandskimmingthroughthesatellitechannelsthemotelprovided.He’dgiven
mealottothinkabout,ideasthathadn’toccurredtome.I’dsomehowpreventedMickfromkillingme?
Couldn’tbe.MyBeneathmagichadalwaysbeendormantuntilrecently,andMickwasdamnpowerful,
whateverColbythoughtabouthim.
AssistantChiefSalascameoutoftheofficeasIpreparedtoclimbintoFremont’struck.“Hey,Janet.
Luistoldmeyouwerehere.Needtotalktoyou.”
Iwasimpatienttogo,butIlikedEmilioSalas,soIwaitedforhim.
“What’sup?”Iasked.“IknowthisisFremont’struck,butheletmeborrowit,honest.”
Salassmiled,eyescrinkling.Hewasgood-looking,aboutthirty,withblueblackhairanddarkeyes,
anddidhisjobwithquietefficiency.“It’snotaboutthetruck.It’sapersonalquestion.Youmind?”
Ishrugged.Ididn’treallylikepeopleaskingmepersonalquestions,butSalaswasaniceguy,and
besides,Icouldalwayschoosenottoanswer.
“I’mthinkingofaskingMayaout,”hesurprisedmebysaying.“Youknowherprettywell.Isitwortha
shot,orisshestillhunguponJones?”
ItoyedwiththekeyswhileIconsideredhowtoanswer.IrememberedhowNashhadbrushedoffany
questionaboutMayaduringourroadtrip,andthehurtinMaya’seyeswhenshe’dapproachedmeaboutit
atthediner.Iknewtheirproblemswerenoneofmybusiness,butNashneededakickinthepants,and
maybeSalaswouldgivehimthatkick.IhatedtowatchMayawastingherlifewaitingforNash.
“Isaygoforit,”Isaid.“Askher.IfMayadoesn’twanttogooutwithyou,she’lltellyou.”
“That’swhatI’mafraidof.Mayaspeakshermind,doesn’tshe?”
Icouldn’thelpsmilingback.Mayahaddecidedopinionsanddidn’tkeepthemtoherself.“Joneshad
hischance,andheblewit.There’sanoldNavajosayingthatIthinkapplieshere:‘Yousnooze,youlose.’
”
Salasburstoutlaughing.“Thanks,Janet.I’llaskher.IneverknowuntilItry,right?”
“Right.”
“I’lltakeachance.Seeyou,Janet.”Salasgavethetruckapatandwalkedaway,singingunderhis
breath.AtleastI’dmadeonepersonhappytoday.
NashJoneshimselfwaswaitingformeatmyhotel.Cassandrabehindthedesklookedlikethunder,andI
concludedthatNashhadpissedheroffinhisusualcharmingway.
“Office?”Nashstalkedtomycubbyholebehindreceptionwithoutwaitingformyreply.
“HegrilledmeaboutwhatkindofwitchcraftIdid,”Cassandramuttered.“Ishoulddoaspelltomake
hisballsfalloff.”
“I’dpaytoseethat,”Isaidandwentintomyofficeandshutthedoor.
Nashwaitedformeonhisfeetlikeagentlemanandgesturedformetositdown.Ileanedmyhip
againstmydeskandfoldedmyarms,waiting.
Nashtookhislittlenotebookfromhispocketandflippedafewpages.“Whydidn’tyoumentionthat
CassandraBrysonwasawitch?WhenIaskedyouatthecrimescenewhatkindofapersoncouldhave
killedthevictim,yousaidwitches.YoutoldmeyouthoughtHeatherHansenincapableofthecrime,but
youneverbotheredtomentionthatyouemployawomanwhocallsherselfawitch.”
“Ididn’thavethechance.Lopezshowedup,andyoushovedusoffonhim.”
“Youhavethechancenow.WhatdoyouknowaboutMs.Bryson?”
“Thatshe’sadamngoodhotelmanager.That’snotwitchcraft;that’sknow-how.She’sgoodwiththe
customers.”
“IfshekilledthepersonIfoundoutinthedesert,Idon’tcarehowgoodsheiswithyourcustomers.”
“Untilyouhavecause,Jones,couldyounotinterrogatemyemployees?Ihaveahoteltorun.”
Nash’sgrayeyesflickedtomeoverthenotebook.“Ihaveamurdertosolve,andmylistofsuspectsis
prettyshort.Youassuredmethatthiswasamagicalcrime,andthatonlycertaintypesofpeoplecould
havedoneit.SofarIhaveCassandraBryson,Coyotewithnolastname,MickBurns,andyou.”
“Icouldneverhavedonethat.Thatwasawful.”
Hisgazesharpened.“IsawhoweasilyyoukilledthosethingsattackingusinDeathValley.Fora
moment,Ithoughtyouweregoingtoturnonus.”
Igrewcoldatthememory,notsomuchofkillingthedemonsbutofhowI’dbeentemptedtotestmy
newpowersagainstadragonandamanwhocouldabsorbmagic.
Iclearedmythroat.“Foronething,theyweredemons,readytoeatusalive.”Igesturedtotheredscabs
onhisarms.“Foranother,itwasn’t‘easy.’Mickhadtocarrymedownthemountain,remember?AndI
didn’tnoticeyougettingtooupsetthatthedemonsweredead.”
“Iwasn’tsorrytoseethedangereliminated,no.ButIalsosawyoustruggletocontainyourself.The
incidenttellsmethatyouhavethepowerormagicneededtokillthepersonatmycrimescene,andMick
admittedtomethatadragoncouldhavedonethesame.”
“Mickhadnoideathebodywasoutthere,”Isaidquickly.“Hewaswithmeatthetimeinquestion,
remember?It’sinLopez’sstatement,I’msureinluriddetail.”
“Soyousay.Butyou’relovers.You’dcorroborateeachother.”
“Thisisano-winsituation,isn’tit?”
Nashflippedanotherpageofhisnotebook.“IfyouorMickdidit,I’llfindtheevidencetoproveit.
SamegoesforCoyote,ifIcaneverfindhim.”
“ThenwhyareyoubotheringCassandra?Shewashere,runningthehotellastnight.”
“Atthetimeofthemurder,Cassandraclaimstohavegoneforawalkalongtherailroadbedtotakea
breakandclearherhead.Noonesawher,andshemetnoone.”
“It’sthreeorfourmilesfromheretothecrimescene.What,shejoggedthereandback?”
“Shecouldeasilyhavedrivenhercarandmadeupthestoryofthewalk.Peopledotendtoliewhen
they’vecommittedacrime.Iwillbeverifyingthestory.Meanwhile,whydon’tyoutellmewhatyou
knowaboutCassandra?Besidesthefactthatshe’sgoodatrunningyourhotel.”
“Askheryourself,”Isaid.
“Idid.NowI’maskingyou.Don’tholdoutonme,Begay,orI’llaskyou—andher—inaninterrogation
room.”
Gods,hedrovemecrazy.
Ontheonehand,Ididn’twanttofeedmymanagertoJones.Ontheother—whatdidIreallyknow
aboutCassandra?She’dworkedforaluxuryhotelchaininCalifornia,whichwasthemainreasonI’d
hiredher.WhenI’dquestionedherdecisiontomovefromLosAngelestomiddle-of-nowhereMagellan,
she’dsaidsheneededabreakfromtheratraceandthatshelikedtheenergyofthevortexes.I’dtakenthis
atfacevalue.IlikedCassandra,neededherhelp,anddidn’twanttoprytoomuch.
IgaveNashanabbreviatedversionofherworkhistory,whichhenoted.“That’snotmuchmorethan
shesaid.”
“It’sallIknow.Maybeshe’scomingoutofabadrelationshipanddoesn’twantthemaninvolvedto
knowwheresheis.”Orwomaninvolved,Iaddedsilently,thinkingoflookspassedbetweenherand
Pamela.
Nashclosedhisnotebook.“WhenpeoplemovetoMagellanfornoapparentreason,itinterestsme.It’s
notasthoughMagellanisthegardenspotoftheworld.”
ForinterestsIknewhemeantannoys.Nashlikedtokeephisfingeronthepulseofeverythingthatwent
oninHopiCounty.Nashhadthreedeputiesunderhim,andbothFlatMesaandMagellanhadpolice
departments,butNashmanagedtopatroleverymileofhisterritory.HopiCountywassmall,squeezed
betweenthelargerentitiesofNavajoandCoconino,soitwasn’tdifficulttodriveitsperimeters,butIhad
towonderwhentheguyslept.
“Areyoudonegrillingme?”Iasked.“Ihavethingstodo.”
“WhataboutCoyote?”
Iblinked.“Whatabouthim?”
“Whatdoyouknowabouthim?Wheredoeshegowhenhe’snotinMagellan?”
“Ihaven’tthefaintestidea.He’sagod.Maybehelivesoutinthedesertasacoyote.Maybehehasa
den.”
Hesparedmeanirritatedglance.“He’sNativeAmerican.”
“Wedon’tallknoweachother,”Isaid.“Besides,he’snotDiné.He’snotanytribespecifically.He’s
Coyote.”
“Itdoesn’texcusehimofmurder.Notinmyjurisdiction.”
IcouldimaginetheNorsegodstryingtohaveRagnarok,andNashliftinghishand,cop-style,and
saying,“No,youdon’t.Notinmyjurisdiction.”
Isaid,“Well,ifyoudomanagetofindhim,youcanaskhimwhetherhedidit.Goodluckgettinga
straightanswer.Now,Ireallyhavethingstodo.”
Nashdidn’tlikebeingdismissed.“Whatthingsdoyouhavetodo?”
“Hotelthings.Ihaveabusinesstorun.”
Nashtuckedhisnotebookandpenintohispocket.“Don’tleavetown.”
“What?Whythehellnot?”
“You’reasuspect.Don’tgoanywhereuntilI’veclearedyou.”
Damntheman.IwantedtogouptoHomol’ovitoseeifIcouldfigureoutwhathadhappenedtoJim
Mohan.
Nashgavemeasuspiciousstare,butthen,hisstaresweremostlysuspicious,soitwasdifficultto
decidewhathewasthinking.Atlastheleftmealone,andIsatdowninthedeskchairandstaredoutthe
windowatthewide,sunlitsky.
IknewIhadn’tkilledwhoeverhadlaininthedesertgrassessouthoftown,butNashwasright;Icould
have.Ifeltthepowercrawlinginsideme,dancingwithglee,wantingawayout.Likewise,Icouldhave
crushedColbyanytimeIwantedtotoday,andhe’dknownit.Coyotehadwarnedmeaboutmymagic,and
sohadMick,andnowNashbelievedittoo.
Theywereallwaitingformetogoonarampage,tokilleveryoneinmypath,andthetroublewas,I
hadnoideawhethertheywerewrong.Isqueezedmyeyesshutandclenchedmyhands.I’dlearned
controlovermystormpowers;Icouldlearncontroloverthis.Couldn’tI?
ThebestthingIcoulddo,Ireasoned,wastofigureoutwhathadhappened.Ifthemurdervictimwas
Jim,myhotelguest,orifJimhadbeenthekiller,Ineededtofindout.IcouldpresentthesolutiontoNash
andclearmyself,Mick,Coyote,andCassandra.
IfNashdidn’tlikethehumancrimesofmurderanddrugdealinginhiscounty,Ididn’tlike
unaccounted-forsupernaturalbeingsrunningaroundmyterritory.Ilefttheoffice,toldCassandraI’dbe
gonetherestoftheday,andfetchedoneofouroldmapsofHomol’ovi.
Thirteen
Iwaitedforty-fiveminutesbeforeIleftthehoteltomakesurethatJoneswasreallygone.Iwouldn’tputit
pasthimtodoublebacktocheckuponme.WhenIfiguredhewouldbesafelyharassingthenextperson
onhislist,ImountedmybikeanddroveupthehighwaytoWinslow.
OnthenorthsideofWinslow,Iturnedontothenarrowroadthatledtheshortdistancetotheruinson
thebanksoftheLittleColorado.Homol’oviwasthesiteofsettlementsdatingbackabouteighteen
hundredyears,thelargeabovegroundpueblosbeingbuiltduringthetwelvehundreds.Archaeologists
calledtheculturethatbuiltthemtheAnasazi,andtheyweretheancestorsofthecurrentpueblopeoples,
includingtheZunisandHopis.
Thestateparkwasclosedfornow,butthatdidn’tstopdeterminedpeoplefrompokingaroundtheruins.
Iparkedmymotorcyclewellofftheroadandlookedaround,usingthemaptotoorientmyselftowhatI’d
seeninthevisionaswellasinthephotosonJim’sdiscardedcamera.
AgreenstreakofvegetationonredbrownlandshowedtheflowoftheLittleColorado,whichsnaked
acrossthedesertwithlife-givingwater.Ihikedthatway,keepingthemoundsofthepuebloruinsinsight.
Jamisonhadtoldmethatthosebuildings,partofacomplexcivilization,hadcontainedmorethana
thousandrooms.
Theruinswereemptyandsilent,buttheriverteemedwithlife.Birdscalledinthetrees,andwater
birdswadedthroughthestream,anoasisinanaridland.Fivestepsbehindme,thedampbanksgaveway
toharddesert,buthere,thewetwasacoolandwelcomerelief.
Ifoundnothing,however,noclueaboutJimorwhathadhappenedtohim.OnceI’dambledalongthe
riverabit,Iclimbedbacktodrierlandandwalkedtowardtheexcavationsites.Abouthalfwaybetween,
Istopped.Here,Ithought.Itwashere.
Asinthevision,IsawthewallsofwhatwascalledHomol’oviIIinfrontofme,theriverbehindme.
TherewasnothingthattoldmewhyJimhadstoppedhere,butmaybehe’dwantedtotakeadistanceshot
oftheruinsagainsttheearthandsky.Theprofessionalphotographerinmewouldn’thavechosenthis
angle;therewerebetterplacesfromwhichtoshoot.Butthen,asfarasIknew,Jimhadjustcomehereto
takeprettypictures,notgethisfineartsdegree.
ButIknewI’dfoundtheplaceofhisdeath.Ismelledithere,theacridsweetnessofdecay,similarto
whathadbeenatthemurderscenesouthofMagellan,butthishaddissipatedwithtime.Ialsofelta
residueofpower,strongpower,againthatgodlikebutuncertainmagicI’dfeltattheothercrimescene.
Somethingevilhaddisturbedthesacrednessofthisplace.
Asawaflashofmovement,andIrememberedthattheparkwasclosed,butpeoplewhoworriedabout
theruinswatcheditclosely.IhopedIwasn’tabouttobearrestedforbeingasuspectedlooter—itwasa
felonytopocketsomuchasapotsherdorobsidianblade.Wouldn’tNashlovethat?
Anotherflash,andamansprangfromnowheretolandonhisfeetinfrontofme.Hehadawhiteand
blackfaceandagapingredmouth,andIscreamed.
Themanputhishandstoeithersideofhisfaceandmimedmyscreamback.Istopped,outofbreath,
andthenIstartedtolaugh.
Hewasaclown,aKoshare,hismostlynakedbodypaintedwithblack-and-whitestripes,two
ridiculousblack-and-whitestripedhornsrisingfromhishead.KosharesappearedwiththeHopikachina
dancers,whodressedinelaboratecostumestoactthepartsofgodsandspirits,excepttheKoshare
weren’ttechnicallykachinasbecausetheydidn’twearmasks.Thedancersbelieved,andsodidI,thatthe
spiritofthekachinatheyportrayedfilledthemwhiletheyperformed.Kosharesweretheclownsofthe
group,theretomakepeoplelaughbutalsotoprovideadmonitiononbadbehaviorthroughtheirjokesand
antics.
Iwonderedwhyonewaswayouthere.Kachinadancesusuallyhappenedinthespring,duringgrowing
season,andnon-Indianswerenotalwaysprivilegedtowatch.Butmaybehe’djustcomeouthereto
communewiththespiritsinthisquietplaceortokeepaneyeonit.
TheKosharejumpedupanddownonbothfeet,clutchinghisheadandlookingterrified.Thenhedida
cartwheel,whirledaround,stuckouthisbackside,andbrokewind.IlaughedashardasIhadasalittle
kid,whenI’dbeenhappilyinnocentofstormmagic,Beneathmagic,dragons,andotherterrifyingthings.
Thepaintedmandidabackflipwithenviableathleticism.Hisloinclothswungwide,baringeverything
tome,butIwastheonlyonearoundtosee.
Iclappedmyhandslikethefive-year-oldI’dbeen.“Again,”Iurgedhim.
Themanspunononeleg,theotherstraightoutlikeadancer’s.Heputhisfootdowninabigstomp;
thenhearchedforwardinasuddenthrust,andIstoppedlaughing.
TheKosharefroze,armsflungout,thrustslightlyforward,exactlyasJimhaddoneinmyvision.Then,
againinanidenticalmanner,theKosharefelltohiskneesandbuckledontotheground.
Irantowherehelayunmoving,theblack-and-whitepaintonhisbodynowcoveredwithdust.I
crouchednexttotheman,unsurewhetherIshouldhelphimup.
“Yousawhim,didn’tyou?Whathappened?”
Themanjerked,hiswholebodyliftingofftheground.Isprangoutoftheway,andhestoodup,limbs
stiff,lookingdisoriented,justasJimhad.
TheKosharehadseenJimdieandcomebacktolife.
“Tellmewhathappened,”Isaid.
Foranswer,themancoweredaway,raisinghisarmsinaprotectivegesture.Helookedterrifiedofme,
eyeswidebehindhispaint.HebackedupasIcametowardhim.
“Ididn’tkillhim,”Isaid.“Ihadnothingtodowithit.”
Heputhisfingersinhismouthandmimedhisteethchattering.Thenhethrewopenhisarmsandspun
around,pretendingtobepickedupbyawhirlwindandslammedtotheground.TheKosharelaythereina
limpheap,thedustkickedupbyhisbodysettlingontohiswideandstilleyes.
Oh,shit,hereallylookeddead.Irantohimagain,sweattricklingdownmyface,andreachedtocheck
hispulse.
Abigpaintedhandclosedovermywrist.Theguywasbig,hishandenvelopingmyarminahardgrip.
Hecouldsnaptheboneanytimehewantedto.
TheKosharepulledmeupwithhimasherosetohisfeet.Hegrabbedmyotherhand,crossedour
wrists,andstartedpullingmearoundinacircle.Fasterandfasterwetwirled,myfeetdancingtokeepup
withhim.Istartedtofall,buthisstronghandspulledmebackup.Theworldwhirledaroundme,bluesky,
redearth,greenlineoftheriver,puebloruins,emptyhorizon.
“Stopit,”Ipanted.“I’mgoingtobesick.”
Hewentfaster,andtheworldspuninablur.Panictookover.Iclawedathishands,tryingtogetaway,
buthewasdamnstrong.Hehadbrowneyes,NativeAmericaneyes,buthewidenedthemsofarthatI
startedseeingonlywhite.
TheKoshareletmego.Ispunaroundbymyselfandfellhardtothedirt.HewasontopofmebeforeI
couldgaspforbreath,pinningmywristswithhishands.Ilookedintohisterriblewhiteeyes,andavoice
rolledthroughmyhead.
Wearewatchingyou.We,thelordsofthesky,willnotletyouwin.
Oh,hell,hewasnolongeramaninpaint;hewasagod,arealone.Hecouldannihilatemewitha
singlethought.
Asifinanswer,myBeneathmagicroseinme,likingthechallenge.Meoragod?IfIbestedhim,who
wouldn’tbowdowntome?
Hismouthopenedwide,wider,asthoughhewoulddevourme.Ilookeddownaredgulletandasilent
scream,andmyownscreamechoedacrossthevalley.
Iheardthepoundingofpawsonearth,thesnarlofananimal,andtheKosharerolledoffmeright
beforeahundredandmorepoundsofcoyotehithim.TheKosharescrambledtohisfeetandstarted
running,movinginacomicallopewithkneesupandfeetout.Coyotechasedhim,andtheKoshare
sprintedaway,limbsflying.
TheKoshareandCoyotedisappearedunderthetreesthatlinedtheriver,whileIsat,myarmsaround
myknees,tryingtocatchmybreath.
Afterafewminutes,Coyotetrottedbackaloneandfloppedtothegroundnexttome,panting.Earlier
today,he’dthreatenedmylife,butrightnowIwasgladtoseehim.Ithrewmyarmsaroundhisneck,
sinkingmyfaceintohisroughcoat.Hesmelledlikesunshineanddust,warmandcomforting.
Theywilldoit,Coyote’svoicesaidinmyhead.ButnotuntilIpermitit.
“Thanks.Ifeelsomuchbetter.”Isatupandwipedmyeyes.“Pleasedon’ttellmeyouhavefleas.”
Coyotescratchedathissidewithabackfoot,andhislaughterrumbledthroughmyhead.
“ThatKosharewitnessedJim’smurder,”Isaid.“Correction,murderandresurrection.Ordoyouthink
hefoundJimandbroughthimbacktolife?”
No.Theclownisharmlessotherthanbeingannoying.Butsomethingevilhasbeenhere.Youfeelit.
Idid,thoughnotasstronglyasIhadattheothermurdersite.“Idonotneedthisontopofworrying
aboutthedragons.WhatamIgoingtodoaboutthedragons?”
ThatoneIcan’thelpyouwith.Dragonshavetheirownlaws,theirowngods,theirownhang-ups.
“Thenwhatgoodareyou?Yougivemecrypticwarningsandthreatenmylife,butwheneverIaskfor
advice,youbrushmeoff.”
I’mCoyote.It’swhatIdo.
“Whatyoureallymeanis,youdon’tknow.”
Hechuckled.Idon’tknowshitaboutdragons;Iadmitit.Theoneyousleepwithisapowerful
bastard.Morepowerfulthanthedragoncouncilwantstobelieve.
“Ishe?Inwhatway?”
Coyoteignoredme—ofcoursehedid.Henarrowedhiseyes,focusingonthetreesaroundtheriver.I
lookedthatwayinalarm,andafewsecondslater,theKoshareburstoutofthebrush,leavesflying,and
startedrunningtowardthepueblo,awayfromus.Helookedsmallersomehow,andgenuinelyspooked.
“He’sthemannow,”Isaid,realizing.“Thegodinhabitedhim,butnowit’sgone.”
WhentheKosharewashalfwaybetweenusandtheruins,Coyotejerkedhismuzzle,andthebackofthe
Koshare’sloinclothburstintoflame.Heranfaster,thenjumpedintotheairandcamedownonhis
backside,bumpingupanddownonthegrounduntilthefirewentout.
Coyotegaveasatisfiedchuckle.I’vealwayshatedclowns,hesaid.
Iwalkedintothehotel’sbackentrancetobestoppedbyMick’sstrongarmbarringthewaydownthehall.
Thesettingsuntouchedhiseyes,whichhadchangedfrombluetodeepblack.
“Hey,Mick,”Isaidtiredly.Itriedtoduckpasthim,butMicksteppedinfrontofme,wrappedhisarm
aroundmywaist,andpulledmeoffmyfeet.
“Itoldyou,”hesaid.“Iwon’talwaysletyouwalkaway.”
“I’mnottryingtowalkaway.I’mtryingtogotakeashower.”
Mick’shumanbodywastwicethesizeofmineandabouttentimesasstrong.Heliftedmewithease
andcarriedmethroughthebedroomandtothebathroom,wherehesetmeonthefloorandpulledoffmy
shirt.
“Youcantellmeaboutwherethehellyou’vebeenwhileIwashyou,”hesaid.
“Mick...”
Hesnappedontheshowertofullyhotanddivestedmeofmyclothes.Ididn’tresistmuch,becauseI
wassweatyandmuckyandwantedsoapandwater.Micksatmeonthelipofthetubwhilehetuggedoff
mybootsandsocks,thenmypants.NotuntilhisbighandswerepullingdownmypantiesdidItrytopush
himaway.
“Icandothat.”
Hiseyeswentdarker.Hebattedmyhandsoutofthewayandyankedmypantiesdownovermybutt.
Thenhepushedmylegsapartandlickedbetweenmythighs,hiswhiskersscrapingmysensitiveskin.
Ileanedback,andtheshowersprayedovermyface.“Mick,no.”
Mickraisedhishead,andtheabsoluterageinhiseyesnearlystoppedmyheart.“Wherewereyouthat
yougotbangeduplikethis?”Heturnedmywristsover,showingmebruisesandabrasions.
“Homol’ovi.”
“Whatthehellwereyouuptherefor?Whowereyoufighting,archaeologists?”
“Veryfunny.AKoshare.”
Mick’seyesnarrowed,andItoldhimthestoryofmyvisionandhowI’dgoneuptoHomol’ovito
investigatethedeathofJim,despiteNashtryingtoconfinemetotown,andwhathadhappenedthere.I
sensedMick’sangergrowasIspoke.
“IsecondNash’srequestthatyoudon’tleavetown,”hegrowledwhenIfinished.“Oreventhehotel.I
especiallydon’twantyounearColby.Youwenttoseehim.”
“Whyshouldn’tIhave?Iwantedanswers.”
“Idon’twantyouinvolvedinthis.”
“Soyouwantmetostandbyandwatchwhiletheykillyou?”Icouldyelljustasloudashecould.
“Whatareyougoingtodo,Mick?TellthemtospareyoubecauseyourealizedIwasyoursoulmate?”
“Somethinglikethat.”
“Howunbelievablystupid.”
“Youletmeworryaboutthat,”Micksaid.
Ihatedthis.HereIwassitting,naked,ontheedgeofmytub,whiletheshowerstreameddownbehind
me,arguingwithamanIwasbothfuriouswithandtryingtokeepalive.Mick,stilldressedandhalf-wet,
kneltinfrontofme.
“They’regoingtokillyou,”Irepeated.“They’vealreadydecidedtheverdict.You’llbeasheep
walkingtoitsownslaughter.”
“I’mnotasweakasthedragonsandColbythinkIam.IknowwhatColbysaidhewasupto,tryingto
defendme,butthatdoesn’tmeanhecanbetrusted.”
“Andyet,heturneddownthedragoncouncil’staskofhuntingmedownandkillingme.”
“Becausehe’safuckingcoward.Helikestopretendtoberebellious,sohetoldthedragoncouncilto
screwthemselves.Butonlybecausehedidn’thavetheballstofaceyou.”
“Andyoudid?”Iasked.
“Yes.”
Ibelievedthat.I’donlyeverseenMickafraidonce,andeventhenhe’dlaughedashegotreadytodie.
Itshouldamusemethatallthesebad-assdragonsweresoafraidofme.I’dbeenexhaustedandterrified
thenightMickhadmetme,surprisedthatIcouldmusterenoughmagictofighthim.
Butifthey’dthoughtmeanythinglikemyhell-goddessmother,thentheywererighttobeafraid.Lucky
forthem,I’dgrownupwithmygrandmother,whoprobablycouldgotoe-to-toewithmymotherinabattle
ofsarcasmandstrongwills.Inacontestofmagic,however,mygrandmotherwouldn’tstandachance.
NeitherwouldMick,orColby,ortheirdragoncouncil.
“Yousaidyouchangedyourmindwhenyousawmefight,”Isaid.“WhenIdidn’ttrytokillthose
assholesinthebar.”
Mickliftedmeintohisarmsandcradledmeonhislap,hisjeansroughonmynakedbackside.“Iwas
readytokillyouwithoutthought.Iadmitthat.UntilIsawyoustandingaloneagainstthoseidiotsinthat
bar.Thatwasthemomentmyworldchanged.YouwerethemostamazingthingI’deverseen.”
“That’swhyyouletmelive?”
Hekissedmyhair,lipssogentle.“Irealizedthatthedragoncouncilwerefools.They’rearrogantand
ruledbytheiregosandtheirfear.Youareastonishing,Janet.You’resomethingtobetreasured,andI
wantedtoprotectyouforaslongasyoulived.”
Thehollowofhisthroatwasrightatmylips,soeasytolick.Ilovedthesalttasteofhimonmytongue.
“YoutoldmeonceyouwereafraidI’dglammedyou.”
“Damnright.Ididn’ttrustmyselfaroundyou.”Hekissedmyhairagain,histouchalittlerougherthis
time.
Iwasgoingtolosehim.Iknewthatwithcertaintyasateartrickledintomymouth.Notsomuchfrom
theupcomingdragontrial,butbecauseofmeandwhatIwas.
Youcanhavehimalways,inanywayyoulike.
Whatevervoicewhisperedtome,Mickdidn’thearit.Helaidmedownonthebathroomrug,thesoft
whitenapticklingmyback.Mickkissedmeasheunfoldedhisbigbodyovermine,pinningmefirmly.
Hekeptkissingmeasheslidhishandsdowntomybarebreasts,palmsroughagainstthem.Iarchedto
meethim,wantingtotwinearoundhimandpullhiminside.Ilovedhisbody,alwayswarmandhardand
readyformine.
Youcanmakehimdowhateveryouwant,andyoucanmakethedragonsleavehimalone.
Micklickedhiswaytomybreastsandtookonedarkpointbetweenhisteeth.Hishairfelltomyskin,
thecurlscoarseundermyfingertips.
“Mick.”Ipressedupintohim,andheopenedhismouthovermybreast.
Iwassuddenlynotafraid.NotofMick,notofColby,orthedragoncouncil,orevenCoyote.Ihad
powertomatchthemandtobestthem.IcoulddoanythingIpleased.Nomorehiding,nomoreshame
aboutmyorigins.Itdidn’tmatter.Ihadmorepowerthanallofthemputtogether.
AsuddenimageoftheKoshareslammedintomyhead.Hisredmouthopenedinhisblack-and-white
face,andtheeyesofagodburnedintomybrain.
Iscreamed.Mickjerkedhismouthfrommybreastandpeereddownatmeinworry.“Whatisit,baby?
AmIhurtingyou?”
“No.”Iclutchedathim,myheartpoundingcrazilyinfear.“Dome,Mick.Now.Please.”MaybeifI
lostmyselfinsexwithhim,thevisionsandthewhisperswouldstop.
Mick’sansweringsmilerippedatmyheart.Hepulledoffhisshirt,thenstoodandstrippedoffhis
pants,boots,andunderwearinrecordtime.Hewashardandready,hiscockdarkandlifting.Isatupand
tookitinmymouth.
“Damnit,”Mickgroaned.
Hehadn’tseenanythingyet.Islidmyhandbetweenhislegs,gentlyplayingwithhisballs,and
stretchedmymouthoverhim.
Mickwasn’tquiet.Heheldontotheshowerrodandstartedtellingme,betweennoisesofpleasure,all
thedirtythingshewantedtodowithme.“I’mgoingtofuckyouuntilyoucan’twalk,Navajogirl.Then
I’mgoingtotieyoutothebedanddoitsomemore.”
Finebyme.Iwastootiredtogoanywhere,anyway.
“ThenI’mgoingtobendyourassoverthisbathtubandgiveyoueveryinchofme.”
Iprettymuchhadeveryinchofhimnow.Iplayedwithhimwithmytongueandfingersforafew
momentslonger;thenIslidmybodyuphis,twinedmyarmsaroundhisneck,andkissedhim.
Mickarousedwasabeautifulsight.Hiseyesdarkenedtoblackagain,hisbad-boysmilesgone.Isaw
usinthemirror,aslimgirlwithblackhairandatallmanwithdarkskinenvelopingher.
HewasmuchbiggerthanIwas,soitwasalittlelikeclimbingatree,butImanagedtoworkmyway
intohisarms,mylegsaroundhiships.Mickheldmeunderthebuttocks,hissmileshiningoutagainashe
slidhimselfinsideme.
Ishoutedashewentintome,hardanddeep.Heheldmetightlyandrockedwithme,screwingme
solidlyrightthereinthebathroom.Hisbackwastothemirror,andIwatchedoverhisshoulderashisass
moved,myeyesshiningwiththejoyofit.
Theonlyproblemwiththeeroticpicturewasthatthegleamundermyhalf-closedlidswasn’tmyusual
brown,butalighticegreen.
Mickactuallydidallthosewonderfulthingshe’dpromisedme.Oursexlifehadneverbeenconventional,
notfromdayone.
Iwokeupasthesunrose.Micksnoredsoftlybesideme,hisbodykeepingminewarm.Theaircoming
throughtheopenwindowhadabitetoit,thepromiseofwinter.
Idrowsed,tryingtosummontheenergytoriseandperformmymorningritualoutsidethebackdoor.
EverymorningIscatteredcornandsaidaprayertotheeast,greetingtherisingsun.Itwasimportantto
me.Butsomedays,liketoday,afteranall-nightrampagewithMick,itwasdifficulttogetgoing.
I’dalmostconvincedmyselftomovewhenabrightflamesquirtedthroughthedoorlock,followedby
Colbyswingingopenthedoor.
Mickwasonhisfeetinaninstant,allsix-foot-sixofhim,hishandsfulloffire.Iwascovered,atleast,
butIglaredatColbyovertheblankets.
“Don’tyouknock?”Isnapped.
“Ifiguredyou’dbetoobusytoopenthedoor.”Colbycloseditbeforeearly-risinghotelguestscould
lookdownthehallandseemewithmynakedboyfriend.Micklethisfirerecede,buthedidn’tmove.
“Whatdoyouwant?”Iasked,sinceMickdidn’tlookinclinedtotalk.Kill,yes;talk,no.
“Iheardfromthedragoncouncilthismorning.Theyfinallysetadateforthetrial—tendaysfromnow
ashumanscounttime.Plustheytoldmewhatkindofsentencethey’llgiveyou.”Colbylookedboth
disturbedandslightlygleeful,astrangecombination.“I’msorry,Micky.ItwillbeOrdeal.”
Fourteen
“Youaredamnwellgoingtotellmewhatitmeans,”IsnarledatColbywhenthethreeofusshut
ourselvesinthesaloon,MickandIdressed.“Whatkindofordeal?”
“Adeadlyone,”Colbysaid.“Theyalwaysare.”
Mickseemedtheleastdisturbedbythenews.Heleanedagainstthebar,underthemagicmirror,which
Iknewwaslisteningwithfullattention.
“Elaborate,”Isaid.
Colbyshrugged.“Can’t.TheOrdealwon’tbedetermineduntilwereachthetrial.Eveniftheydecide
beforehand,theywon’ttellus.”
“Thenwhatisthepointofadefense?”
“Oh,now,sugar,”themirrordrawled.“Iknowthatone.Thedefenseistoconvincethedragoncouncil
togiveMickyanordealhemightpossiblysurvive.That’swhytheydon’tdecideuntilhe’sthere.”
“You’vegottobekiddingme.”
“No,honeybunch.It’swhatdragonsdo.Ferociouslittlebeasties.”
“Thisisbullshit.”Iverymuchwantedtogetmyhandsaroundthenecksofthedragoncouncil.“So,
they’lleithergiveyouatestyou’llneversurviveor,iftheylikeColby’sdefense,they’llgiveyouoneyou
haveaslightchanceofsurviving?”
“Yep,”Colbysaid.“Yougotit.”
“Idon’tbelievethis.”
“It’stheirjobtomakeitdamnhardonadragonwhobreaksthelaw,”Micksaidtoocalmlyformy
taste.“Dragonsarepowerfulbeings.Wehavetostayundercontrolsomehow.”
Iclenchedmyfists.“AndyourdefenseisgoingtobethatI’mnotreallyathreattodragons?NotthatI
don’twanttostranglethetwointhisroomrightnow.”
“AndJanetisathreat,”themirrorputin.“There’snothingstrongerouttherethanher.She’sa
superbitch,thoughIlovehertopieces.”
Iglaredatthemirror.“Don’thelp.”
“Sorry,sugar.IcallthemasIseethem.”
“Themirror’snotwrong,”Colbysaid.“Yougottacontrolyourself,orMicky’stoast.”
Mickliftedhishandsandletfiregatherinthem.“Getout.”
“I’monlytryingtohelp,oldfriend.”
“Thehellyouare,”Micksaid.“Iwouldn’tputitpastthecounciltosendyouheretofigureoutmy
plans,sotheycanprepareforcontingencies.”
“Aw,nowI’mhurt.”Colby’sfingersstartedtoburn.“Idon’ttakeordersfromthefriggingdragon
council.”
“Thatdoesn’tmeantheydidn’tsendyou.Forpunishmentmaybe.Whatdidyoudo?”
Iwantedtobreakintotheargument,butColbylookedsoguilty,Istopped.“Wait,youmeanMick’s
right?”
“Ididn’tliewhenIsaidI’mworkingtomakethemgiveyouafairtrial.Yes,theysentmetosussyou
out,butItoldyou,Idon’ttakeordersfromthem.I’mnottellingthedragoncouncilshit.”
SomehowIbelievedhim.Evenifithadn’tbeenColby’scompletelyaltruisticideatocomehere,he
didn’tseemthetypetorushoutandtellanauthorityfigureeverythingheknew.
“Sowhatdidyoudo?”Irepeatedthequestion.
“MaybeIpoachedoneofthedragoncouncil’sbitonthesideformyself.”
Mickshothimalookofdisgust,butthemirrorlaughed.“Now,thisIwanttohear,”itcrooned.
“Iwanttohearittoo,”Isaid.Colbywasanasshole.HereI’dhopedthattherewassomethinghecould
dotohelpMick,andnowthefingersofworryweretighteningaroundmeagain.
“Issheacutedragon?”themirrorasked.“Alittlerednumber,maybe?”
“She’shuman,”Colbysaid.“ShelivesinTexas,andshedoesn’tknowwe’redragons.Theheadofthe
dragoncouncilishersugardaddy,eventhoughhe’smated.Ijustshowedheralittlefun.”
“Andgotcaught,”Ifinished.
“Somethinglikethat.SoI’mputtingmyassonthelineforyou,Micky.Theysentmetospyonyou,sure,
butIdidn’tliewhenIsaidIdon’twantthemoffingmewithoutatrial.SoI’mhelpingyou,notthem.”
“Why?”IaskedColby.“Whyriskdeathbetrayingthedragons?”
Colbyshrugged,histattoosmoving.“Screwthem.”
Mickleanedbackagainstthebar.“Youdon’tchange,doyou?”
“Hey,lovemeasIam.”
“Youknow,”Isaid,keepingmyvoicemild.“IfIfriedyounow,itwouldsaveusallalotofbother.
MaybethedragoncouncilwouldspareMickifIdid.”
Colbydidn’tlookworried.“Don’tbetonit.Besides,youdon’tknowyourwayaroundadragon
counciltrial.Ido.Andifyouuseyourgoddess-from-Beneathmagiconme,youcankissyourhopesof
savingMickygood-bye.Youcanmurdertheentiredragoncouncil,ofcourse,butwhatwouldthatmake
you?”
“Don’tthinkIhadn’tthoughtofit,”Isaid.
“You’dbetterkeepyourlittleStormwalkerundercontrol,Micky.She’llbethedeathofusall.”
Mick’slipsweretightwithrage.“Let’stalkoutside,Colby.”
“Whatfor?”
“Now.”
“Gods,youarestillabastard.Whatdon’tyouwantJanettohear?”
“I’dliketoknowthattoo,”Isaid.
Mickwaspissed.HestrodebymeandcaughtColby’sshoulder,propellinghimout.Iknewhedidn’t
wanttotalktoColbyinfrontofthemirror,becauseIcouldeitherlisteninusingmyshardorcommandthe
mirrortoreportwhattheysaidlater.
BeforeMickandColbyreachedthedoor,itopened,andMayaMedina,inherwhitecoverall,stopped
andstaredatthethreeofus.Colbyletoutanappreciativewhistle.
“Hey,senorita,wanttothrowbacksomemargaritaswithme?”
MayagavehimascornfullookasonlyMayacould.“Whothehellareyou?”
“Yourdreamcometrue,sweetheart.”
“Imightpuke.”Mayashovedpasthim,hertoolboxjustmissinghisgroin.“It’stooearlyinthemorning
forassholes.”
Mick’sangersoftenedenoughforachucklebeforeheshovedColbyoutthedoor.Icloseditbehind
themand,justtobeannoying,lockedit.
“Really,whoisthatguy?”Mayaaskedme.“Mickisfriendswithsomeonelikehim?”
“Mickisenemieswithsomeonelikehim.”Istillhadn’tgottenoneofthemtotellmewhathadgoneon
betweenthem,butIwould.“Ithoughtyou’dfixedthatshortinhere.Don’ttellmetherearemore.”
“Justcheckingonit.Actually,Icametotalktoyou.”
“Atsixinthemorning?”
“Ithoughtyou’dbeoutsidethrowinggrainaround.Iwantedtoseeyoubeforeanyoneelsewasup.”
“Myoffice,”Isaidwithoneeyeonthemirror.
Themirrorgavemearaspberry.“Beeyotch.”
Maya,notbeingmagical,didn’thearit.IgaveitthefingerbehindMaya’sbackasweleftthesaloon
andwalkedthroughtheemptylobby.Cassandrawasn’tdueinuntilsix-thirtywiththepastries,when
early-risingguestswouldstartcheckingoutorlookingforbreakfastorboth.
MayathumpedhertoolboxtomydeskasIshuttheofficedoor,andsheplopped,cross-legged,ontomy
couch.Eveninherbody-hidingcoverallwithherworkcaponherpinned-uphair,MayaMedinawasa
beautifulwoman.
“EmilioSalasaskedmeout,”shesaid.
Ah,girltalk.TheincongruitybetweenthatandthediscussionI’djusthadinthesaloonalmostmademe
wanttolaugh.Ididn’t,though.Mayalookedtoounhappy.
Isatdownnexttoherandrestedmyfeetonthecoffeetable.“Didhe?”
“Iknowyou’renotsurprised,becausehetoldmeheaskedyouifheshould.”
“Whatdidyoutellhim?”
“Isaidyes.”
Ismiled.“Goodforyou.”
“Idon’tknow.I’vealwayslikedEmilio,but...”Mayaslammedherhattothetableandrubbedahand
throughherebonyhair.“I’mlyingtomyselfifIthinktherewilleverbeanythingmorebetweenmeand
Nash.Whatwehadwasoveralongtimeago.Wehadachance,andweblewit.”
Maya’slowerlashesweredamp,buthermouthwasset,asthoughshe’dbedamnedifshecriedover
this.
“Youreallylovehim,don’tyou?”Iasked.
“Yes.”Thewordtoreoutofher.“Idon’tknowwhy;NashandIaretotallyincompatible.Wefoughtall
thetimeweweregoingout,andwefightnow.It’swhatIgetforfallingforawhiteguy,Iguess.Atleast
SalasisLatino.TheJoneses,theybleedwhite.”
“Nash’swhitenessneverbotheredyoubefore,”Isaid.“Besides,hehasanicetan.”
“Exceptonhisass.Healwayswearsshorts,evenifnoonecanseehim.”Ateartrickleddownher
cheek.
Mayawasn’tthekindofwomanwholikedsquishygirlhugs,andneitherwasI,soIdidn’treachfor
her.Itwasonereasonwewerestartingtogetalong.“Didyoucometoaskmewhetheryoushouldgoout
withSalas?”
“Idon’tknowwhatIcameherefor.”Mayaunfoldedherlegstostandup.“Stupididea.”
“No,stay.We’regoingtofixthis.”
Mayashookherheadbutslumpedbacktothecouch.“There’snothingtofix.Nashisn’tinterestedin
me.Ithoughtwemightpickupagain,buthehasn’tbotheredtocall,tostopby.Hebarelyspeakstome
whenheseesme.”Shewipedhereyes.“Well,fuckhim.I’llgooutwithEmilioandenjoymyself.”
“Good,”Isaidwithconviction.
Mayalookedcrestfallen.“Bad.It’snotfairtoEmilio.”
Istretchedmyarmacrossthebackofthesofa.“You’regoingtohavetomakeupyourmind,Maya.If
Nashdoesn’trealizewhatabeautifulwomanyouareandlosesyoutosomeoneelse,it’shisownfault.
Youcan’twaitaroundtherestofyourlifeforNashtogethisheadoutofhisass.”
AnothertearrandownMaya’sface.“Butit’sareallyniceass.”
True.I’dseenit.Nashhadagreatbody,andmaybeifIdidn’tknowMick,andMayawasn’tinlove
withhim,andNashdidn’tdespiseme,Imightletmyselfgrowinterested.
Mayaangrilywipedawayhertearsandslappedherhatonherhead.“Forgetthis.Iwon’tgooutwith
eitheroneofthem.Tomorrow’sSaturday.Let’syouandmeputonourpartydressesandgoouttothisclub
IknowinFlagstaff.Screwallmen.”
“Nashdoesn’twantmeleavingtown,”Isaidglumly.I’dalreadylefttown,butI’dsneakedoutandback
andgonebarelythirtymiles.“Mickdoesn’teither,forthatmatter.”
Mayagavemeanincredulouslook.“Andyou’relisteningtothem?Ithoughtyouhadmoreballsthan
that,Janet.Whyletmenpushyouaround?”
Isatupwithher,fanningmyannoyance.“You’reright.Ididn’tdoanything,andit’snotlikeI’m
skippingthecountry.Whyshouldn’tIhavesomefun?”
Mayaheldupherhand,andwehigh-fived.
Myelationlastedalloftenseconds.“Oh,wait.Idon’thaveanythingtowear.”Ihadjeansandleather
chapsforHarleyriding,andwhileIlikedmybody-huggingtops,turquoisejewelry,andhigh-heeled
boots,I’dneverhadthetimeorreasontoshopforpartydressesandpumps.
Mayawavedthisaway.“Don’tworryaboutthat.I’llfixyouup.You’resmallerthanme,butIhave
somethingperfectforyou.”
Igotupwithher,excited.I’dneverhadagirls’nightoutbefore,neverhavinghadatruegirlfriendin
mylife.
Mayadeparted,lookingmuchhappierthanwhenshe’dcomein.IknewdamnwellNashwouldgiveme
hellifIwenttoFlagstaff,andsowouldMick,butIwasbeyondcaring.Whyshouldn’tIsnatchfive
minutesoffun?Oratleastaneveningoutinatownbarelyanhouraway?Nashcouldyellatmeallhe
wanted—afterIgotback.AndbetweenmyStormwalkerandBeneathmagics,therewasn’tabeingout
therewhowouldmesswithMayaandme,ifheorsheweresmart.
MayaandImetatFremont’shousethenextnight,becauseoneofNash’scousinslivedacrossthestreet
fromMaya,andMayadidn’twanttotaketheriskofhimreportingouractivitytoNash.
WeshutourselvesinFremont’sbacksparebedroom,whileheprovideduswithmorechipsanddip
thanwecouldevereat.Hewasexcitedtobeinontheconspiracy,andMayahadagreattimefixingme
up.
Mayaworeaturquoisebody-huggingdressandmatchingpumps,andshegotmeintoabrightredtube
dressthatbaredmyshoulders,arms,andalotofmylegs.Thedresswasalittleloose,butMayamoreor
lesssewedmeintoit,anditstayedput.MayahadfinagledapairofstrappysilverheelsfromNaomiKee,
sinceNaomiandIworethesamesize,without,ofcourse,tellingNaomiweweresneakingoutoftown.
Mayaputmakeuponmeandcombedoutmylongblackhair.WhenIlookedatmyselfinthemirrorI
sawacomelyyoungwomanwithstraightblackhairhanginginashimmeringswathdownherback.I
wishedMickcouldseeme,butthen,ifhedid,he’dlockmeintomyroominthehotel.Iwantedmynight
out.
WhenweemergedintoFremont’slivingroom,heflippedoffhistelevision.“Wow.”
“Aren’twegorgeous?”Mayagrinned,pivoting.
Fremontdrapedhisarmsaroundourshoulders.“Man,I’vegottwobeautifulwomeninmyhouse,and
theywanttogooutwithoutme.”
“Youhaveagirlfriend,”Iremindedhim.FremonthadbeendatingawomanfromHolbrookforawhile
now,thoughI’dnevermether.
“True.”Fremontwithdrew.“She’dkillme.”
“That’swhyyou’renotgoingtotellanyone,”Mayasaid.“Youdon’ttellMickandNashwe’regoing
out,wedon’ttellyourgirlfriendyouletuschangeoverhere.”
Fremontrubbedhisbaldinghead,ahabithehadwhenconcerned.“Janet,areyousureaboutthis?
There’ssomeonekillingpeopleoutthere.WhynotsticktotheclubinFlatMesa?”
Mayasnorted.“Becausewewanttohavefun,Fremont.Wecan’tdothatunlessweleavethisentire
boringcounty.”Shewavedathimasweleftthehouse.“Don’twaitup.”
TheSeptembernightwascoolandwouldbeevencolderinFlag,soIslidmyleatherjacketovermy
partydressaswewalkedout.WestashedmybikeinFremont’sgarageanddroveoutinMaya’sredtruck,
undercoverofdarkness.
MayaandIdidn’ttalkmuchuntilwereachedWinslow,asthoughwehadtokeepthechatterdownin
ordertosneakoutoftown.Assoonaswepulledontothefreewayandheadedwest,Mayathrewbackher
headandlaughed.
“It’sabouttimeIgotoutofthathellhole,”sheshoutedtothenight.
“WhydoyoustayinMagellan?”Iasked.“You’reagoodenoughelectriciantoworkinanyofthebig
cities.Youcangoanywhereyouwant.”
Mayashruggedanddidn’tanswer,butIknewwhy.AsmuchassherailedaboutNash,Mayadidn’t
wanttoliveanywherewithouthim,andNashwouldbegluedtoHopiCountyuntilhedied.
Byeight,wewerenearingFlagstaff,thecity’slightsspillingaroundthepileofmountainsthatthrustout
oftheplateau.IexpectedMayatopulloff,buteachexitwentbywithouthersomuchasturningherhead.
“Wherearewegoing?”Iasked.“We’releavingFlagstaffinthedust.”
“We’renotgoingtoFlagstaff,”Mayaannouncedcalmlyasshemovedouttopassaslow-movingtruck.
“Okay.”Idrewthewordoutslowly.“Whereareyoutakingme,then?”
Mayaflashedmeasmile,herteethwhiteinthedarkness.“Flagstaffisboring,Janet.We’regoingtoLas
Vegas.”
Fifteen
“Maya!”
“Whatthehell?”Mayapressedherfoottotheaccelerator,andhertruckleaptforward.“IsaidIwanted
tohavesomefun.”
ItriedtobesensibleJanet,well-thinkingJanet,ever-mindful-of-dangerJanet.Anysecondnow,I’dtalk
Mayaoutofit,makeherturnoffatthenextexitanddrivesedatelybacktoMagellan.Anysecond.
ThenIburstoutlaughing.“Whatthehell?”
“TheclubIhaveinmindstaysopenallnight,”Mayasaid.“We’llhaveagoodtimeandbebackhome
bymorning.”
Convincedme.Ileanedbacktoenjoytheride.
IgotalittlenervousasweshotthroughKingman,rememberingtheNightwalkerlyinginwaitonthe
roadtothedam.Hehadtohavebeenaone-off;therecouldn’tbeagangofthemsuckingpeopledryatthe
checkpoint.
MayamadethepointmootbytakingtheturnofftoLaughlin,bypassingthedamaltogether.Thetraffic
waslightbythistime,andMaya’sspeedateupthemilestoLaughlinandacrosstheriverintoNevada.
ThehighwayshotacrosstheflatnessofadrylakebedontheNevadasideandeventuallyclimbedasteep
hilltomeetupwiththemainhighwayintotown.
Mayalaughedagainasthecitylightsspreadoutbeforeus.“Partytime,”sheshouted.Shecrankedon
theradio,lettingmusicpourintothetruck.
BythetimewereachedtheclubontheStripandlefthertruckinthecareofvaletparking,wewere
bothboilingoverwithexcitement.Theclubwasperfect,crowdedandnoisyanddark,withmusic
pumpinghigh.Wewereinahigh-dollarhotel,andthemenandwomeninsideweredressedtokill.The
retireecrowdwaseitherinbedbynoworplantedattheslotmachinesinthecasino,thehardgamblers
wereatthebaccaratandpokertables,andthepartierslikeuswereintheclub.
Afteradashtotheladies’roomtofreshenup,MayaandIsqueezedintoatinytableandordereddrinks.
Thenwehitthedancefloor.Ihadn’tletgoinalong,longtime.Onesipofmyfancymartini,andIwas
readytoexplode.
Ihadfungyratingtothemusic,butMayacouldreallydance.Sheraisedherarmsandrolledherhips,
herskin-tightdressshowingoffherbeautifulbody.IfI’dbeenaman,I’dhavebeenalloverher.Asit
was,itwasapleasuretowatchherasshegaveherselfentirelytothemusic.IwishedNashcouldseeher,
becausehe’dwanttosweepherintohisarmsandcarryherofftomakelove.No,wait,Nashwould
swearatherandprobablyfindsomeexcusetodragherbackhome.Asshole.
Weattractedattention.Andmen.Wecouldn’thelpit.Mayawasasiren,undulatinglikethebestharem
dancer.Menflockedtoher,eachtryingtocutinanddancewithher.Afewtriedtodancewithmeaswell,
butitwasMayatheywanted.Mayafoiledthembysidesteppingthemallanddancingwithme.
“They’regoingtothinkwe’regay,”Ishoutedather.
“Idon’tcare.Letthesonsofbitcheseattheirheartsout.”
Iunderstood.Shewasn’theretopickupmenbuttomakeherselfrememberthatshecouldattractthem
anytimeshewantedto.
Wedanced,wedrank,andwedancedsomemore.NoNightwalkerstriedtopickusoff,nodragons
triedtoburntheplacedown,andnogodscametoadmonishme.MayaandIsimplyhadagoodtime.
“I’mtired,”IsaidintoherearasIslumpedintomychairafterhoursofdancing.Ihadnoideawhat
timeitwas,andIdidn’tcare.“We’retoodrunktodrivehome.”
“That’sokay.Ibookedusaroom.You’resplittingthecostwithme.”
Somuchforourplantomakeitbackhomebeforeanyonenoticedweweregone.Butrightnowasoft
bedsoundedgood.“Ididn’tbringatoothbrush.”Igiggled.
“Thehotelsellsthem,andIpackedcleanunderwearinmypurse.Ibroughtsomeforyou.”
Herpursewastiny,andIimaginedtheunderwearwastoo.Istartedlaughing,drinkandexhaustion
makingeverythinghilarious.
Mayawantedtodancesomemore.Iwatchedher,baskingonthecushionofmusic,half-asleep.Aguy
satdownnexttomeandtriedtopickmeup,butIstonewalledhim.Hewasgood-looking,tall,obviously
richifhe’dpaidforthatsuit,butIwasn’tinterested.Ipreferredbig,hard-muscledbikerswhotiedmeto
thebed.
IwasinthemiddleoflettinghimdowneasywhenMayagrabbedmebythehandanddraggedmeup.
“Sorry,”shesaidtotheguy.“It’stimeforbed.”
Weleftthemansittingtherewithhismouthopen.IwaslaughingandhangingonMayatokeepmyself
uprightaswesnakedthroughthestill-busycasinototheelevatorsatthebackofthehotel.
“Thatwasmean,”Isaid.
“So?Hewassleazy.”
“Ibethiswalletwasprettythick.”
“Idon’tcare.”BlessMaya,shereallydidn’t.WhileIlikedbikerswithwickedsmiles,sheliked
crabbysheriffsincrisplypresseduniforms.
Theelevatorarrived,andweglidedupalone.“Nashisgoingtokillus,”Isaid.
“Serveshimright.Ishouldhavesleptwiththatguy,maybestolenhisboxersorsomethingtoshowto
Nash.”
TheideaofMayawavingherprizesilkshortsinfrontofafuriousNashmademedoubleoverin
laughteragain.I’dnevermakeitdownthehallway.
Theelevatorspilledusout,andMayaputherarmaroundmetohelpmetoourroom.Ishouldn’ttouch
alcohol.I’dfeellikecrapinthemorning,andIknewit.Oh,wait,italreadywasmorning.
Mayawasshovingherkeycardintothedoorslotwhentheelevatordingedsoftly.Iheardatreadonthe
carpet,andthenaman’svoice.“Quepasa,ladies.”
Theguywho’dtriedtopickmeupwasstandingbehindus.Myheartthumpedalittleinmyalcohol
haze.
“Sureyouwanttosleepalonetonight?”heaskedus.
Mayatightenedherarmaroundme,andIfailedmiserablyatkeepingastraightface.“We’resure,”
Mayasaid.
“Idon’tmindwatching,”hesaid.“Tellyouwhat,whydon’tyoushowmealittlerightnow?Kissher.
I’dliketoseethat.”
“Ewwww,”Mayasaid.
IpushedawayfromMaya,triedtostandupright,andendedupsaggingagainstthewall.“Goaway.I
don’tcarehowrichyouare.”Imighthavesaidthat.Thewordswereprettyslurred.
“Really.Kisseachother.”Hisvoicehadchangedfromeageridiocytosomethinghardandnasty.
“Hurryup.”
“No,”Mayasaid.
“Bitches.”ThemancorneredMayaagainstthedoor.Hishandmoved,Isawthebarrelofagunpointed
atMaya’sgut,andmyalcoholfogliftedabruptly.Mayadidn’tseethegunandwentoncursinghim.
ThemanshovedMayainsidetheroom,hercallinghimasonofabitchatthetopofhervoice.Iranin
afterthem,andtheheavydoorswungclosedbehindme.
“Maya,”Isaidsharply.
“What?”
Shelookeddown,sawthegun,andfroze.
Peoplehavedifferentreactionstogunsbeingdrawnonthem.Somestareindisbelief,notbelievingit
real.Peoplepullinggunsonlyhappensontelevision.Otherspanic.Stillothersflyintoarage.
Mayachosethesecondreaction.Shescreamed.Theguypressedhishandoverhermouthandshoved
herintoawall.
HethoughtIwasthelesserthreat,thesmallIndianwomanteeteringinherhigh-heeledsandals.Too
badforhim.Ichosethethirdreaction—rage.
TheBeneathmagicinmesurgedupwiththeforceofatornado.Oneflickofmyfingerstwistedhis
pistolinhalf.Thenextsentthemanflyingacrosstheroomatasickeningspeeduntilhesmashedagainst
thewindow.Theheavy-dutywindowheld,andhesliddownittogroaninaheaponthefloor.
WhileMayastaredinshock,Ihurriedtothemanandleanedoverhim.Hebreathedevenly,knocked
out,nothingmore.IgrabbedMaya’shandanddraggedheroutoftheroom.
“Wait!”shecried.“Wherearewegoing?I’mgoingtopuke.”
“Out,”Isaid.Theelevatoropenedwithamachine’squietindifference.IpulledMayainside,andwe
zoomeddowntothelobby.
“Idon’twanttogobackout.Myfeethurt.”
“Doyouwanttobeintheroomwhensecurityfindsthatguy?We’llbearrestedforassault.I’mnotsure
howhardIhithim.”Iglancedupatashiningblackhalf-sphereintheceiling,behindwhichIknewwasa
spycamera,aswehurriedoutoftheelevatorandjoinedthecrowdinthecasino.
Mayastoppedarguing.Sheletmeleadherbythehandataquickwalkoutthemainentranceandalong
thelineoftaxis.Luckyus,wewereabletojumpintothebackofthefirstone.We’dleftourcoatsin
Maya’struck,butthenightsinLasVegasweremildinSeptember,andweslidunencumberedintothe
cab’sbackseat.
“Whereto,ladies?”
“Someplacewithmalestrippers,”Isaidonimpulse.“NotlikeChippendales.Somethingsmaller,more
intimate.”
Thecabbygrinnedthroughhisrearview.“Gotcha.”Hezippedsmoothlydownthedriveandintothe
nearlygrid-lockedtraffic.
“They’llchargemefortheroom,”Mayacomplained.“Theyhavemycreditcard;theyknowwhoIam.”
“I’llpayforit.”Myadrenalinewashigh,mybodycharged.“Besides,”Iwhispered,“iftheyfindthat
guyinourroom,withagun,they’llarresthim.Wejustgotscaredandranoff.Right?Youreadytogo
homeyet?”
Mayapushedherhairoutofherfaceandsatup.“No.Fuckhim.Iwanttohavesomefun.”
Iheldherhandandwhoopedasthetaxiscootedintothefarlaneandmaneuvereddownthepacked
Strip.HedroppedusinfrontofaclubnearolddowntownVegas,theneighborhoodkindofseedy,butI
didn’tcare.Iwasstrongandpowerful.Noonewouldmesswithus.
Theclubwasstillgoingstrong,themenonthelittlestagestrippeddowntowhatwaslegal.Iwentlight
onthedrink,thoughMayahadanothermartini,butIletmyselfenjoytheshow.ItookmostofthecashI’d
broughtwithmeandsliditintotheG-stringofaguywholookedlikeMick.Herewardedmewitha
beautifulsmile.
“Thisisboring,”Mayayelledinmyear.“Iwanttodance.”
Aclubablockawayprovidedmoredancing.Itwasevenseedier,butbythistime,MayaandIhad
decidedwecouldhandleanything.Wedancedtogether,attractingthesameamountofattentionaswehad
attheupscaleclub.Theguysherewereworking-classandahellofalotmorefriendlythantherichones.
Noonepulledagunonus,anyway.
Thensomethingevilenteredtheclub.
Mayacontinueddancing,andtwoguysundulatedwithher.Theairwentthick,themusicdimming,as
thoughIwatchedthescenefrombehindtexturedglass.Asmellcametome:death,decay.
Noonenoticedbutme.Themusicgroundon;thedancingcontinued.Iscannedthecrowd,tensing,
waiting.Isawnoskinwalker,sensednoauraofaNightwalker.Notadragoneither,cometoscoopmeup
andcarrymeoff.Dragonssmelledgood,anyway,fieryandhot,andthisthingborethestinkofrot.
Hewalkedthroughthecrowdtowardme.Peoplepartedforhimwithoutrealizing,asthoughtheir
subconsciousnotedhispresence,buttheirconsciousmindsdidnot.Heslidthroughuntilhestoppedin
frontofwhereIwaited.Hisbodywaswiry,likearunner’s,andhislightblueeyesheldnosparkofevil,
butIknewwhohewas.
“Jim?”
Hewasthemanfrommyvision,theonethemagicmirrorhadclaimedwasevilincarnate.
“Youleftyourcameraatmyhotel,”IsaidwithacalmIdidn’tfeel.“Nicepiece.Iwouldn’thaverun
offandleftthatbehind.”
“Idon’tneeditanymore,”Jimsaid.“Youtakeit.”
Thecamerawasstillstashedinmydeskdrawer,becauseIfeltqueasyeventouchingit.“Howdidyou
findmehere?”
“Ifollowedyou.”JimMohanspokeinanormalvoice,butIcouldhearhimevenoverthemusic.“I
sensedyouwereindanger,andIwasright,wasn’tI?Thatguytriedtokillyou.Icametomakesureyou
wereallright.”
Myheartsqueezed.“Whyshouldyouwanttoprotectme?”
“Becauseyouhelpedme.Yourmagicbroughtmebacktolife.”
“What?”Istaredathim.“Thehellitdid.”
“Youusedthesamemagictonight,whenyoufoughtthemaninthehotel.”
Themusichaddimmedtoalmostnothing,althoughpeoplekeptondancing.ItwasasthoughJimandI
stoodinabubblesurroundedbylightandnoise,butnoneofittouchedus.
“Whatdoyouknowaboutthemaninthehotel?”Iasked.
“Itoldhimnottohurtyou.Ididn’tmeantokillhim.”
Ifrozeinhorror.“Oh,gods.”
“They’resofragile,humanbodies.Evenminewas.”Helaughedalittle,hisleanfacesonormal.
“Guessit’snot,anymore.”
Ifeltsick.“Youkilledhim?”Ithoughtofthebodyoutinthedesert,alltheblood,thesmell,theterror.
“LikeyoudidthatpersoninMagellan?”
Jimnodded.“Theybothwerejustguys.LikeIusedtobe.Ireallydidn’tmeantodoanythingtothe
hiker.Hewashurt—he’dsprainedhisankle,andhedidn’thaveacellphone.Iwantedtohealhim,like
youhealedme.”
“Ihadnothingtodowiththat,”Isaid.
“They’relookingforyou.Thepeopleatthehotel.Icametowarnyou.”
AsMayahadmentioned,thehotelhadhername,heraddress,hercreditcardnumber,allthepertinent
factsaboutMayaMedina.Ididn’tknowwhethershe’dindicatedshe’dbesharingtheroomwithJanet
Begay,butitdidn’tmatter.Itwasonethingfortwogirlstorunawayfromamanwho’dshovedhisway
intotheirroomwithagun,anotherwhenthegirlsleftbehindamangledcorpse.Wehadtogo.
Jimtouchedmewithahandthatwaswarm.Heshouldhavebeenice-cold,dead,buthewasalive.A
living,breathingcreature,butnotright.
“They’recoming,”hesaid.
Isawredandbluelightsthroughtheopendooroftheclub.IturnedtofindMaya,butshe’dworkedher
waytotheothersideofthefloor.“Stayhere,”ItoldJim,andstartedwormingmywaythroughthecrowd.
Themusicandnoisecamebackwitharush.IgottoMayaandpulledherawayfromaLatinoshe’d
wrappedherarmsaround.Shesworeatme.
Atthesametime,mymidsectiongaveasuddenlurch,andmagicflaredthroughthebuilding.Themusic
diedwithascreech,andpeoplestartedtoscream.
Jimwasstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,hishandout,palmpressedforward.Thesickeningstench
ofmagic—amixtureofdeathandgodlikepower—flowedfromhimtocollapsethedoorandburyitin
rubble.
Peoplestartedmakingadashfortheemergencyexit.Lightscameonoverhead,tobeextinguisheda
secondlater,andtheclubplungedintodarkness.IstillhadmyhandaroundMaya’sarmandshepulledat
me,tryingtogetmetotheemergencyexit.Analarmsounded,theconstantnoteofitlodginginsidemy
head.
“Stop!”IscreamedatJim.
Hepouredmoremagicatthefrontdoor.Iheardthecrunchofcars,andplasterraineddowntheinside
oftheclub.Bricksexplodedinward,fallingonthepeopletryingtocramtheirwayout.
Ihadtostophim.IdugformyBeneathmagicandfounditveryclosetothesurface.Coyote’swarnings
andtheKosharescaringmehadn’tdampeneditatall.Mypromisetotrytocontrolitwasalie,andI
knewit.Icouldn’tcontrolittakingmeover,andrightnow,Ididn’twantto.
Ididn’tevenneedtoraisemyhandthistime.IshotthemagicaroundJim,bindinghimandhismagic
intoalittlebubble.Hestaredatmeandstartedshouting,buthissoundsweremuffledbythecrackling
magic.
Hispowermetwithmine,andtheairaroundusexpanded,unabletotakethepressure.Everybottleand
glassbehindthebarexploded.Shardsofglassslicedmyface,andthesmellofliquorcutsharplythrough
themustysmelloftheclub.
Mostoftheguestshadmadeitoutofthedarkclub,andMaya,afteronewildlookatme,ranafterthem,
thelastoneout.Nowpoliceofficersstartedinthroughtheemergencyexit.Islammedupanothershield
overthatdoortokeepthemoutoftheclubandsafe.
“Letmego,”Jimscreamed.
Ihadn’tthefaintestideawhattodowithhim—givinghimtothepolicewouldonlycondemnthenice
officerstoabloodyanduntimelydeath.I’dhavetokillhimtostophim.Myinsidesroiledatthesame
timemyBeneathmagicrejoiced.Itwantedmetobeabitch-queengoddesslikemymother.Itwantedme
totakemymother’splace.
“No,”Isaidinaloudvoice.“Iwon’t.”
Younolongerhavethechoice.
“Coyote!”Iyelled.“Helpme!”
Jimturnedhismagiconme.Mybubbleexpandedandburst,andtheemergencylightsintheclub
exploded.Sodidtheflashlightsthecopshadbroughtinwiththem,andweweresentbackintodarkness.
Inthatdarkness,somethinginkyandclutchingcrawledupmylegs,weavingaroundmythighs,stretching
fingersintomyunderpants.
Iwasn’tputtingupwiththat.“Dust,”Iscreamed,andthevineliketentaclesdissolved.
Jimwaspoundingmewithmagiclikethatofgods.MyStormwalkerpowerswouldhavecrumbledand
diedbeforeit,butmyBeneathmagicresisteditwell.
AdetachedpartofmythoughtswonderedwhyJimthoughtI’dresurrectedhim.Becausehesensed
goddesspowerinme?Hadhebeenbroughtbacktolifebyanothergod?Bymymother?Ineededtofind
out.
WhateverhadcreatedJim,hewascurrentlytryingtodestroyme.IthoughtofMick,howmuchIloved
him,evenwhenhedrovemeinsane.Ithoughtabouthisfire,howhecouldcallflamewithoutthought.
“Burn,”Iyelled.ThemagicJimwasshovingatmeburstintoflames.Hescreamedandbeatatthefire
thatstartedinhishairandclothes.
Iyankeddownthebarrierbetweenusandsmotheredtheflameincold.Jimtriedtofight,andhewas
strong,buthehadn’tfiguredouthowtocontrolhispower.Ididn’tknowhowtocontrolmineeither,butI
hadtheadvantageofyearsbattlingtokeepmystormpowersfromkillingme.
Jimwithstoodmymagic,buttheclubcouldn’t.Thewallsstartedtofall,theceilingtocomedown.Jim
wasalreadydead—mydetachedthoughtswonderedwhetherhe’dgetupafterbeingcrushed.Onething
wasforcertain:iftheclubfellonme,Iwouldn’triseagain.I’dbeverymuchdead.
Isprintedforthebackexitaspipesburstandfell,lightsandwirestumblingdown.Theroofcameapart
slowly,piecebypiece,givingmemeresecondstorunfortheemergencydoor.Thepolicewerestill
there,waitingontheothersideofthemagicbarrierI’derected.
Herewasmychoice:runintotheirarmsandliveouttherestofmylifeinprison,orstayinhereand
takemychancesbeingburiedalive.
Neitheroptionexcitedme.Ashowerofbricksjustmissedme,kickingupaheavycloudofdust.Jim
hadvanishedintothedarknessandrubble.Icouldtrytoclimboverit,headforwherethewallsgaped
opentothenight,andgetoutthatway.
Iturnedtoscrambleupapileofbrick,pipe,andglasswhenNashJoneswalkedinrightthroughmy
magicbarrier.Hisbodysuckedthemagicintoitwithalittlepop,allowingMick,hishandsfulloffire,to
followhimin.
Nashhadhisgunoutandtraineditonme.“Standdown,Janet.”
Ikeptscramblingfortheopeninginthewall.WouldNashshootme?Icouldlosehiminthedark,make
mywaytothemainroads,hitcharidesomewhere.ToMexicoCity,maybe.Brazilwassoundinggood.
MickmovedbetweenmeandNash’sgun,grabbedmearoundthewaist,andhauledmeoffmyfeet.One
ofNaomi’sprettysandalsgotleftbehindastherubblewrencheditfrommyfoot.
MyBeneathmagicsurgedtostophim.“Mick,letmego!”Icried.“Idon’twanttohurtyou.”
Flamelickedhishandsbutdidn’tburnme.Mickhadamazingcontrol,andIfoughttokeepmyflaring
magicfromobliteratinghim.
MayawaitedbyNash’ssheriff’sSUV,huddledinNash’scoat,tearsandmascarablackrivuletsonher
cheeks.Mickputmedownandtookmyfacebetweenhishands.“Janet,stop.”
MyteethwerechatteringsohardIcouldbarelyspeak.“Idon’tthinkIcan.”
Ilookedintoblueeyesfilledwithanguish.Mickwasscared,notforhimself,butforme.“I’msorry,
baby.”
IthappenedsoquicklythatmyBeneathmagichadnotimetoanswer.Oneminute,Mickwaslookingat
meinsorrow,thenext,Ihadnoair.Irecognizedthetentaclesofaquickanddirtybindingspell,felt
Mick’shandsonmyneckandovermymouth,buttoolate.Spotscrashedintomyvisionandthendarkness.
Sixteen
Iswamtowakefulnessinsideamovingvehicle.Itwasmercifullyquiet,exceptfortheoccasionalburstof
staticfromapoliceradio.Myheadwascushionedagainstastrongthigh,andanequallystronghand
smoothedmyhair.
Openingmyeyesdidn’thelpmuch.Itwasdaylight—Ithought—butIstaredatthedark,bare
floorboardsofsomeone’sbackseat.Igroaned.
“Canyouknockheroutagain?”Nashaskedfromthefront.
Mickleanedoverme,histouchgentle.“Youokay,sweetheart?”
“No.”
Theworddraggedoutfrommytightmouth.Icouldbarelymovemylips,oranythingelseforthat
matter.IlayonMick’scomfortablelapforalongtime,gettingmybearingsandfeelingabsolutelyshitty.
TheBeneathmagicwasgone—where,Ididn’tknow—andithadleftmewithahellofahangover.Or
maybethatwasthemartinis.
“Itoldyoutentimesalready,”Mayasaidfromsomewhereinfrontofme.“Idon’tknowanythingabout
adeadguyinthehotelroom.Ibookedtheroom,butwedecidednottogoin.Wewenttoastripclub
instead.Withmalestrippers.Ipaidahundredbucksforalapdance.”Mayawaslying—she’dnever
gottennearthestrippers.
“Idon’twanttohearit,”Nashsaidinatightvoice.
“Hisasswaswaybetterthanyours.”
Ilaughed,whichquicklyturnedintoacough.“CanIhavesomewater?”
Mickhelpedmesitupagainsthimandfedmewaterfromasportsbottle.Ialmostchokedonit.
Hepatientlywipedmymouthwithatissue,andIlookedupintohisworriedeyes.“It’sgone,”Isaid.
“TheBeneathmagic.Idon’thaveadropleft.”
Ididn’t.Outsidethewindows,deepbanksofcloudshuggedtheapproachingmountains,agoodold-
fashionedstormbuilding.Thestormtingledthroughmyblood,buttheBeneathmagichadfled.Not
forever;Iknewthat.
“Janet,Nashthinkswekilledsomeone,”Mayasaid.“Youandme.Canyoubelieveit?”Hervoice
beggedmetosupportherinthelie.
Nash’shandstightenedonthewheel.“Therewasabloodycorpseonthehotelroomfloor.Theonly
reasonyoutwoaren’tlockedbehindheavybarsisbecauseIvouchedforyou.Itlookedliketheguyhad
beenturnedinsideout.Soundfamiliar?”
IleanedbackagainstMick.“Ididn’tkillhim,andneitherdidMaya.Jimdid.Hekilledtheguyin
Magellantoo,ahiker.Idon’tknowwhothehikerwas.”
Nashgavemeafuriousglanceintherearviewmirror.“WhothehellisJim?”
“JimMohan.Hewasaguestatmyhotel.He’sdeadtoo,stabbedupatHomol’oviacoupledaysago.
Notbyme,”Iaddedquickly.
“Ifhewasstabbedacoupledaysago,howthehelldidhekillsomeoneinMaya’shotelroomtonight?”
“Hegotresurrected.Idon’tknowwhoby.Nowhe’sundeadandoutofcontrol.”
“Undead,”Nashrepeated.“Right.”
“Whereishe?”Iasked.“Jim,Imean.Hewasintheclubwhenitcamedown.”
“Theydidn’tpullanyoneout,”Micksaid.
Ipushedmyselfupintoasittingposition.Outside,desertmountainsrushedby,rollingArizona
mountains,notstarkNevadapeaks.ThemotionoftheSUVmademystomachunhappy,andmyneckhurt
too.Irubbedit,andIsuddenlyrememberedMick’sfiercelystronghandtwistingit;thatplushisbinding
spellandhispalmovermyfacerenderingmeunconscious.Hecouldhavesnappedmyneckrightthere,
endofJanetproblem.
Iscootedawayfromhim.“Don’ttouchme.”
Mickdidn’tlookcontrite.Iknewhewouldn’tbotherexplainingorapologizing,andIknewhe’d
decidedthatitwastheonlywaytostopme.Ifoldedmyarmsandstaredoutthewindow.Iwasgetting
tiredofbeinggratefultoMickfornotkillingme.
I’dgrownupbeingdistrustedbymyownfamily,bymyownpeople,andI’dlefthomeassoonasI
could.WhenI’dmetMickontheroad,I’dthoughtI’dfinallyfoundsomeoneforme.He’dprotectedme
andtreasuredme,andI’dbaskedinhisattention.Buthe’dkeptsomuchfromme,andwhenI’dfoundout
whyhe’dreallypickedmeup,thehurtofthathadstungforalongtime.I’dtalkedmyselfintoputtingit
behindus,startingourrelationshipafresh.
AndherewasMick,stillwatchingme,stillwaitingformetogowrong.Hewasmyguardianandmy
loverbutalsomyparoleofficer.WhenhethoughtIwasgettingdangerous,he’dstepinandrenderme
harmless.Thensay,“I’msorry,baby,”kissme,andmakelovetomeuntilIforgotaboutit.
Whatthehellkindofrelationshipwasthat?
“Nash,stop,”Isaid.
Nashcontinueddrivingatapreciseseventy-fivemilesperhour.“Why?”
“Juststop.Iwanttogetout.”
“Whatfor?Ihaveairsickbagsbackthereifyouneedtothrowup.”
“You’reallheart.No,IwanttogetoutbecauseIdon’twanttobearoundyoupeople.IfI’msofucking
dangerous,I’llleave.I’llgotoGreenlandorsomething,andyou’llneverhavetoworryaboutmeagain.”
“I’llgowithyou,”Mayasaid.
“Nooneisgoinganywhere,”Nashsaidfirmly.“You,Maya,aregoinghometosleepitoff,andyou,
Janet,arestayingputinyourhotelwhileyoutellmeeverythingthat’sreallygoingon.”
“You’reabastard,”Mayasaid.“Wewentdancing.Wedidn’taskforsomeguytopullagunonus,or
forsomeonetoattackusintheclub.”
“Agun?”Nashroared.“Whatthehell?”
“Stopthetruck,”Micksaid.“I’llgetout.”
Myarmswerejammedovermychest,fistsburiedinmysides.MythroatwassotightIcouldn’tspeak.
“We’remilesfromanywhere,”Nashsaid.
“Doesn’tmatter.Pulloff.”
Nashwentsilent,whichmeanthedidn’thavealegitimateargumentfordraggingMickbackto
Magellanwithus.EvenMayastoppedberatingNashandsatsilently.AttheAshForkexit,Nashleftthe
freeway,pullingoveratthebottomoftheramp.
MickopenedthedoorbeforetheSUVstopped.Iwantedtobesick.Ithoughtofthedragonswaitingto
makehimgothroughgods-knew-whatordeal.Ithoughtofotherdangerslurking,likeanundeadmanwho
couldn’tcontrolhishomicidaltendencies.IwasscaredforMickandfuriousathim,andmadatmyselffor
caringsomuch.
MickhoppedfromtheSUV.Heheldthedoor,hisbodysilhouettedagainstthemorningsky.“Janet,tell
Colbythatifhebringsyoutothetrial,Iwillkillhim.”
“Mick,”Isaid.“It’sdangerousoutthere.”
“SoamI.”Heslammedthedoor.Nashgavehimaninquiringlookouthisopenwindow,butMick
shookhisheadandwalkedaway.
Nashpulledoff,andMickstarteddownthehighwaythatsnakedsouthwardtoChinoValley.Iwatched
hislone,uprightfigureaslongasIcould,untilNashroundedacurve,andMickwaslosttosight.
IhadtoexplaintoNaomiwhyI’dlefthershoebehindinLasVegas.Nashhadsentadeputytoretrieve
Maya’struck,butofcourseNaomi’ssandalwasburiedunderrubble.Naomididn’tcareabouttheshoes,
butshewasnothappywithmeforrunningoffaswehad,afterI’dadmonishedhertobecareful.Imeekly
offeredtobuyheranotherpair,butIcouldseethatshewasmadashellatme.
IfNaomiwasangry,Jamisonwasfurious.Atme,notMaya.Jamisoncametothehoteltheeveningwe
gothome,whileIwasinmyofficestillnursingonehellofahangover.I’dalreadyrelatedtheentiretale
toNash,includingeverythingIknewabouttheundeadJimMohan.WhenJamisonstarteddemanding
explanations,Ilostit.
“Mickisthegodsknowwhere,”Ishouted.“Withdragonsbreathingdownhisneck,andalunaticout
thereturningpeopleinsideout.Micklooksatmelikehe’sscaredtodeathofwhat’sinsideme,andunless
you’vehadsomeonedothattoyou,youcan’tunderstandit.I’msorrysomeidiottriedtorapeusinLas
VegasandthatUndeadJimtriedtokillus.Ithappenstome,allright?I’mdoingthebestIcan.”
Jamisonlistenedtomewithhisusualstoicism.He’dknownmesincehighschool,whenhe,a
handsomeNavajoacoupleofyearsolderthanme,hadhelpedmecometotermswithmystormpowers.
Then,he’dbeenaminorshaman;nowhewasaChanger.ItwasbecauseofJamisonthatI’dmovedto
Magellaninthefirstplace,andhefeltresponsibleforme.
“NoneofthatiswhyI’mangryatyou,”Jamisonsaid.
“Justtellme,then.I’mnotinthemoodforcryptic.”
Jamisonfoldedhisstronghands,thesamehandsthatcouldsculptlikeagodandtouchNaomiwith
tenderness.“You’rebattlingsomething,andyou’redoingitalone.Ithoughtwewerefriends.”
“IfyoumeantheBeneathmagic,it’spowerfulshit,Jamison.Idon’twantyouanywherenearit.
Besides,IthinkIcancontrolitnow.”
“I’mrememberingafifteen-year-oldgirl,oneeatenupwithstormmagic.Soscaredshewasafraidto
gotoschool,andshe’drunawayfromhomesohergrandmotherwouldn’tmakehergo.Shewassittingon
aledgeoverlookingSpiderRockandcryingbecauseshecouldn’tmakethelightningstop.”
Iremembered.Thestormhadbeenamajorone.Electricityhadcrawledallovermybody,anditwas
comingoutofmeinbursts.TerrifiedthatI’dburndownmyhouse,theschool,andeveryonewithinreach,
I’dstolenmydad’spickupanddrivendowntoCanyondeChelly,figuringIcoulddirectthelightninginto
thechasm.Thestormwouldkeeppeopleaway,andIwouldn’thurtanyone.
ThenJamisonhadarrived,theyoungshamanouttocommunewithnature.Thegodshadbeenlooking
outformethatday.BecauseofJamison,I’dfinallybelievedIcouldliveasomewhatnormallife.
“Ihelpedyouthen,”Jamisonsaid.“Icanhelpyounow.”
“Thisisdifferent.Stormmagicisearthmagic,wholesomeevenifit’sdeadly.Beneathmagicisn’tlike
thatatall.It’slikealivingentity.Itwantstodestroy,anditwantstousemetodoit.Ihearwordsinmy
head.”
“Yourmother’swords?”
“No.It’snother.It’sme.OrsomepartofmeIneverknewexisted.”
“Soweexplorewhatitis.Youhavetolookatit,Janet.Youcan’trunawayfromit.”
Myheadachegaveasharpjab,oritmighthavebeenmyfear.“It’snothingyouwanttohaveanythingto
dowith.Youcan’tunderstandwhatthisislike.”
Jamisongaveashortlaugh.“IfoundoutIwasaChangerwhenmybodymorphedintoamountain
lion’s,justlikethat.”Hesnappedhisfingers.“IspenttwoyearslockedinacageinMexicowhilecrazy
peopletaughtmehowtocontrolthechangeandthepower.Thatordealknockedthearroganceoutofme.I
dothinkyourpower’sdangerous,whichisexactlywhyyouneedtofindoutwhatitisandhowtodeal
withit.”
Iclenchedmyhandsonmydesk.Myfathergazedoutofhispictureatme,seemingtoagreewith
Jamison.
“Ihateitwhenyou’relogical,”Isaid.
Hegrinned.“Getsomesage.Let’sdothis.”
Wewentupstairstotheroof,underthetwilitsky.EastofMagellan,therailroadbedmadeastraight
borderbetweentownanddesert.Beyondthat,theworldrolledawaytothehorizon.Thegroundlooked
flat,butscoresofwashesandarroyoscutthroughit,alongwiththewidecrevicethathousedChevelon
Creek.Chevelonwasaplaceofmysteries,whereancientpeopleshadleftpetroglyphsalongthewalls,
depictingstrange-lookingbeings.Ilikedtowalkthereindryweather,lookingatthepictogramsandtrying
tofigureoutwhattheymeant.Iwasprettysurethatmanyofthemdepictedthegoddessesanddemonsfrom
Beneath,thoughsomeNewAgerslikedtobelievetheywerealiens.Butthen,Beneathwasanotherworld,
somaybetheNewAgersaren’ttoofaroff.
JamisonandIfacedeachother,cross-legged,andhelitasagestickanddroppeditintoastonebowl.
I’dbroughtashardofthemagicmirrorincaseitcouldhelp,thoughIwarneditsternlytostayquiet.
Jamisontookmyhandsandheldtheminthesmoke.Thepungentsagewaftedintothecoolingair,andI
inhaleddeeply.
JamisonspokeintheDinélanguage,whisperingwordsofmagic.IlovedJamison’svoice,velvetand
lilting.Hewasonehellofagoodstoryteller.Naomihadfalleninlovewithhimthenighthe’dcometo
tellstoriesinMagellan,andIunderstoodwhy.
“Letyourthoughtsgo,”hemurmuredtome.“Letthemdriftwherevertheywill.”Hishandstightened.
“Andstopconcentratingonsex.”
Howdidhealwaysknow?“IwasthinkingaboutyouandNaomi.”
Jamisonflushedbutdidn’tlookallthatembarrassed.“Ineverthoughtofyouasavoyeur.”
“Imeantthatwhatyoutwohaveisgreat.”
“Mmm,”theshardofmagicmirrorsaidatmyfeet.“Pleasetellmeeverythingyou’rethinking,soIcan
imagineittoo.Don’tholdback.”
Jamisonsqueezedmyhandsagain.“You’reavoidingwhatwe’resupposedtodo.Letyourthoughtsgo.
Concentrateonthesmellofsmokeandthesoundsofthenight.”
WhatJamisonwantedmetodoscaredme.IcouldpretendthatI’dalreadylearnedtodirecttheBeneath
magicinme—hadn’tIdonewellfightingattheclub,nottomentionknockingouttheguyinthehotel
room?ButIknewJamisonwasright;themagicinsidemewaslikeabeast,waitingtogetout.
Jamison’slowNavajowordsmademyBeneathmagicstir.Notinfear,inanger.
Thedesertatourfeetwasalsohometoskinwalkers,hideouscreaturesofmassivestrengththat
wrappedthemselvesintheskinsofanimalsorpeopletheykilledtotaketheirform.MyBeneathmagic
couldsummonthem.Iknewthisinstantly,althoughI’dneverthoughtaboutitbefore.
Youcansummonthem,controlthem,usethemtodestroyyourenemies.
Ididn’thaveenemies.Ididn’thavetimeforthat.
Imagesofpeopleflashedbeforeme,everyonewho’deverhurtme.Girlsatschoolwhomadefunof
me.Highschoolboyswhowerenicetomeuntiltheyrevealedtheyonlywantedafreegrope.My
grandmotherandherstrictadmonitions.NashJones,wholikedtolockmeinhisjail.Thedragons,vast
wingedcreatureswhowantedmetoceasetoexist.Mick.
Youcancommandanyofthem.Skinwalkers,Nightwalkers.Yousummonedtheonewhotriedtokill
Nash.
LikehellIhad.Iopenedmyeyes,whichhaddriftedshut.Thesageglowedwithhotsparks,orangeand
angryinthedarkness.Jamison’svoicewenton,lowwordsinNavajothatenvelopedusinprayerand
protection.
I’dhadnothingtodowiththatNightwalkeratthecheckpoint.HowcouldIhave?He’dbeenthere
lookingforeasypickings,hadn’the?
Butthen,theNightwalkerhadlookedatmewithsomethinglikefearinhiseyesafterI’dhadthestrange
visionofgrindinghimtodustwithabeamoflight.WhatifmylatentangeratNashhadmanifestedinme
callingonaNightwalkertofinishhimoff?Nash’suniqueresistancetomagichadkilledit,butI’dbeen
uncertainaboutthatoutcome.
OrmaybeI’dsummonedtheNightwalkertotestNash’sabilitytonullifyitsmagic.Useditandletitdie
tosatisfymycuriosity.
“No!”Isaidoutloud.
Jamisonjumpedandopenedhiseyes.
Ijerkedmyhandsfromhisgrasp.“Thisiscrazy.Itwon’twork.Leaveitalone.”
“Whatareyouafraidof,Janet?”
Hisvoicewastoogentle,toounderstanding.Itdrovemecrazy.
“Me.”Igottomyfeet.“ThemagictellingmehowevilIam,howIcanmakethatevilworkforme.”
“Demonslie,Janet.Theytellfrighteningliestobringyouundertheirpower.That’sall.You’restrong
enoughtoresist.”
“Itisn’tdemons.It’sme.AndIdon’tthinkit’swrongaboutmebeingevil.”
Jamisongottohisfeet,bootsgrating.“Itiswrong.Iknowyou.Youneedtolearntoseparateyourself
fromit,toobserveit,tonotletithavepoweroveryou.”
“IsthiswhattheytaughtyoudowninMexico?”MyvoicehadasneertoitIdidn’tlike.
“No,theytriedtokeepmewastedondrugsdowninMexico.Ilearnedcontrolthehardway.Butit
works.Trustme.”
“Youcanteachmetocontrolthis?”
Themagicleaptintomyhands,whitelightsohotthatitmademyhangoverbeatthroughmybrain
afresh.TheagonyinmyheadwassofierceIfearedIwashavingastroke,butatthesametime,thepain
wasdetachedandfaraway.
Jamisonsteppedback,warinessinhiseyes.IscentedtheChangerinhim,thewildcatwaitingtobreak
freeincaseitneededtoattack.
Ikickedthebowlwiththesage,scatteringherbsandashes.“Youdon’tknowthefirstthingaboutme,
JamisonKee.Yourarroganceneverleftyou,nomatterwhatyouclaim.Theyshouldhavelockedyouina
strongercageandsparedallofusyoucomingbackhere.”
“Janet.”Jamisonbackedanotherfootortwo.“Thisiswhatyouneedtocontrol.Focus.”
“Youfocusonthis.”
Iscoopedthewhitelightintoonehand,squishingitintoaball.ThenIthrewit,notatJamison,butat
thepieceofmagicmirror.
Themirrorscreamed,“Oh,no,girlfriend!”andthenthelighthitit.Themirrordidn’tbreakbut
reflectedthelightback,doubledinsizeandstrength.
Assoonasthemagicleftmyfist,itreleasedmybody,andIsatdownhard.Myheadpoundedlikefury,
andIwantedtovomit.
“No,”Icroakedatthelight.“Stop.”
Jamison’sdarkeyeswidenedinfearasthelightswepthisfeetoutfromunderhim.Icriedout,tryingto
getup,tryingdesperatelytostopit.ThenthemagicliftedJamison,myoldestanddearestfriend,and
threwhimfromtheroof.
Seventeen
Weepingandscreaming,Icrawledtotheedgeandpeeredintothedarknessbelow.TheBeneathmagic
haddissipatedandvanished,leavingmeweak.Behindme,themagicmirrorsobbed.
“Jamison!”Ishouted.
Thegrowlofamountainlionansweredme.Isaweyesinthedark,glowingfaintlyinthetwilight.
Iscrambledtomyfeetandstumbledbackinside,downthestairs,aroundthegallery,anddowntothe
firstfloor.Acouplewascheckingin,andtheystoppedandstaredasIranpast,myclothesfilthyandmy
eyeswild.IheardCassandrabehindme,reassuringtheguestsinsoothingtones.Ihadtowonderwhat
excuseshewascomingupwithforme.
Itoreoutthebackdoorandheadedfortherailroadbed.Amountainlionwaslimpingtowardit,
leavingatrailofJamison’sclothesbehindhim.
“Jamison!”
Heclimbedtotherailroadbedandstopped,sidesheaving.Therisingmoonlightshowedmepiecesof
Jamison’sshirtstillclingingtohisback.
“I’msorry,”Ibabbled.“It’sgone.Themagichasgone.Areyouallright?”
Thankthegodshe’dhadthepresenceofmindtochangeashefell,landinglikeacat.Theair
shimmered,andJamisonroseonbarefeettohismanshape.Hemovedhisshirtragstocoverhisprivates
andregardedmewithamixtureofangerandfear.
“Areyouallright?”Irepeated.
“I’lllive,”hesaidwearily.“Youwereright.Iamarrogant.I’mnotstrongenoughtohelpyou.My
magicsarenowherenearwhatyoursare.”
“Thatwasn’tmesayingthat.Itwasthemagic,whateverisinsideme.Ilied.Ican’tcontrolit.Jamison,
whatthehellamIgoingtodo?”
Jamison’sangrylooksoftened.Maybehewasrememberingthescaredfifteen-year-oldagain.NowI
wastwenty-sixandjustasscared.
“Coyotecanhelpyou.He’sstrongenough.”
“Right.HekeepsthreateningtokillmeifIdon’tstopusingthemagic.ButIdon’tknowhowtostopit.”
“Mick,then.”
Ihuggedmyarmstomychest,theeveningairturningchilly.“Hesaysthesamething.Besides,he’s
gone.Wehadafight.”
“Makeupwithhim.Youneedhim.”
“WhenIsaidgone,ImeantgoneasinIhavenoideawhereheis.ThelastIsawhimhewasheading
downthebackroadsofArizona.Hecouldhavehitchedaridetoanywherebynow.”
“Nash,then.Ifhe’sthisnull,maybehecanhelpyoumufflethemagics.”
Ihadthoughtofthatbutwasunsurehowitcouldwork,orwhetherIcouldconvinceNashtohelpme.
“Idon’tknow.I’llthinkaboutit.”
Jamisonstartedtoreachforme,buthethoughtbetterofitanddroppedhishand.
Thegesturecutmyheart.JamisonhadbeentheonepersonIcouldturnto,theonefriendIcouldtrust.
Nowhedidn’twanttotouchme,andIcouldn’tblamehim.
“Ifeellikeshit,”Isaid.
“Youneedtorest.Whatyou’regoingthroughis...Well,Idon’treallyknowwhatyou’regoing
through,butexhaustionwon’thelp.”Jamison’stonesoftened.“Myshamanadvicetoyouistogotobed.
Beforeyoudo,willyoucallNaomiandtellherIneedaridehome?IfIwalkhomeasamountainlionin
thistown,I’llprobablygetshot.AndifIdoitasanakedman,I’llneverliveitdown.”
IretreatedtomybedroomafterIhadCassandracallNaomi,andlockedthedoor.Isatwithmyback
againsttheheadboardforalongtime,thethoughtsinmyheadwringingmedry.
I’dhurtoneofmybestfriendsintheworld.IfJamisonhadn’tbeenaChanger,hadn’tmanagedtosave
himselffromthefall,he’dbelyinginabrokenheap,possiblydead.I’ddonethat.Thehorrorinhiseyes
hadbrokenmyheart.
Thiswasthethingthedragonssawandfeared,whatMickhadbeensenttostop.Thispastspring,
they’dwantedtopreventmefrommeetingwithmyhell-goddessmother,butIrealizednowitwentdeeper
thanthat.Theydidn’twantmetobecomeher.
Ididn’twanttoeither.Stupidme,thinkingIhadthemagicundercontrol.JustbecauseIwasnowable
tofightwithit,tochannelittobattleathreat,IthoughtI’dmasteredit.HowcouldIbesuchanidiot?This
powerwasbeyondme.Itwasgodpower,andIwasahumanbeing.
Thoughagoddesshadbroughtmeintoexistence,I’dbeenbornofhumanparents,withhumanfrailty.
Godpowerwouldripmeapart.
Ipressedmyhandsbetweenmyknees,mykneestomychest.CouldIbeterrifiednow?WhatwasI
goingtodo?Jamisonhadtriedtoteachmetoobservethemagicandunderstandit,butIdidn’tthink
chantingandmeditationwasgoingtohelpthistime.
IneededMick.He’dtaughtmetocontainmyStormwalkerpower,tomakeitpartofme.Hismethods
hadbeenharshattimes,butthey’dworked.ButIhadnoideawhereMickhadgone.I’dthoughtabout
callinghimearliertoday,butwhenI’dwalkedintomybedroom,I’dfoundhiscellphonesittingsquareon
mydresser.Thesightofithadwashedpainallthroughme.
IcouldusethemirrortocalltoMick,butonlyifMickhadn’tthrownhispieceawayorwouldeven
takeitoutofhisdamnedpocketifheheardit.I’dlefttheshardupontheroof,butIhadanotherinits
chamoisbaginthepocketofmyleatherjacket.Icouldfeelthemirror’sterrorfromitaswellasallthe
wayfromthesaloon.BecauseI’dawakenedit,ithadtoobeyme,whetheritlikeditornot.Rightnow,it
fearedme,andIdidn’thavethehearttoforceittowork.
IfeltsoalonerightthenIthoughtI’ddie.
Isatforhourswhilethenightgrewdarkandthemoonfloatedacrossthesky,changingtheshadows.I
feltthemagicwantingtocomeoutandplay,butifIheldmyselftightlyenough,Icouldfenditoff.Maybe.
Akeyturnedinthelock,andthedoorswunginward,thebrightrectangleofthedoorwaypiercingmy
eyes.Mayacamein,leavingthedooropenbehindher.
“Youallright,Janet?”Shesatonthefootofthebed.“Everyone’sworriedaboutyou,butthey’reafraid
tocomeinhere.”
“Andyouaren’t?”
“No.”Mayaworejeansandashirtthisevening,butshemanagedtolookaslovelyinthatasshehadin
herturquoisepartydress.“Theonlythingsthatfrightenmearemymother’slecturesaboutgettingmarried
andhavingchildren.ShesaysI’mgoingtobefatanduglyinafewyears,soI’dbetterhavesnaredaman
andpushedoutacoupleofkidsbythen.”
Iwantedtosmile,butmymouthwastootight.“Ifyouworkoutandtakecareofyourself,yourlooks
willstayaroundforawhilelonger.”
“Haveyoueatenanythingsincewegotback?”
Ishookmyhead.I’dintendedtograbsomelunchinthekitchen,butnevergotaroundtoit.
Mayaheldoutherhand.“Comewithme.We’regoingtogetyoudinner.”
“Ican’t.”
“I’mnotgoingtobringyouatray.Yourcookisascarybitch,andIdon’twanttointerruptherwhen
she’sanywherenearherknives.”
“Maya,Ican’t.IthrewJamisonofftheroof.Icouldhavekilledhim.”
“Isthatwhyhewasstandingoutontherailroadbedmostlynaked?Youknow,he’sreallyhot.Ifhe
wasn’tmarried...”
“Thisisn’tajoke.”
Mayagrabbedmyhandandpulledmetomyfeetwithsurprisingstrength.“Ifyou’retryingtoget
throughsomething,noteatingwilljustmakeyouweaker.”
RightnowIfeltweakasaflea.Weaker—fleascanbemean.
Forsomereason,Ididn’ttrytostopMayatowingmeoutfrontandthroughthelobby.Atleastshelet
mebringmyjacket.Cassandrawatchedmefromthereceptiondeskbutmadenomovetointerceptme.
Pamelastoodnearher,armsfolded,lookingformidable.ShewasprotectingCassandra,Irealizedwitha
jolt.Fromme.
Mayatookmeouttowhereherowntrucksatinthelot,backfromitsLasVegasadventure.The
CrossroadsBarwasgoingstrong,theparkinglotfullofmotorcycles,aknotofbikermenandwomen
clusterednearthedoor.NashJoneslikedtoraidtheplaceonceinawhile,lookingfordrugsandarms
dealers.Ihopedhedidn’ttonight,becauseIdidn’twanttoseehim.
IthoughtMayamighttakemetothedinertostuffacheeseburgerandmilkshakeintome,butshepassed
thedinerandturneddowntheroadthatledtoherownhome.Thewhiteframehousestoodbackfromthe
roadinaneatpatchoflawn,flowersbloominginthetinygardenunderthefrontwindow.
Mayaletusin.“Gocleanyourselfup.I’llmakeusdinner.”
Ilookedintothebathroommirrorandbitbackascream.Myfacewasdrainedofcolorandstreaked
withdirtfromcrawlingacrosstheroof.Myshirtwasrippedandjustasdirty.Myeyes,though,terrified
me.Anicegreenglintglowedoutatmebeforerecedingtomyusualdarkbrown.
MyhandsshookasIwashedmyfaceanddriedmyselfwithMaya’scleantowels.WhenIwalkedout,
Mayawascookingsomethingthatsmelledgood.Shepointedwithaspatulaatapileofshirtsonthecouch
andtoldmetopickoneout.
“Whyareyoubeingsonicetome?”IaskedherasIstrippedoffmytopandpulledonablackonewith
aspangleddesign.Itwasalittlebigformebutatleastcleanandwhole.“WhenIfirstmovedhere,you
hatedme.”
“Withgoodreason.Youcanbeatruebitch,Janet.ButyoualsosavedmyassupinLasVegas,and
you’refuntopartywith.”
“Goodforme.”
“Shutupandeat.IonlyknowhowtocookMexicanfood,sothat’swhatyou’regetting.Mymother
wouldn’tteachmeanythingelse.”
“IlikeMexican.”
“That’sgood.”
Theplatesheputinfrontofmetemptedmeinspiteofmymood.Shehadn’tmadeyouraveragetacosor
burritosbutasavorymeatinathicksauceladledoveracoupleoffreshcorntortillas.Acornandrice
pilafhadbeenpiledbesideit.Idugin,myeyeswateringfromthechiles,mymouthveryhappy.
“Youshouldopenarestaurant,”Isaid.
“Noway.Ilikeworkingwithwiringbecauseitdoesn’tcomplain.Peopleinrestaurantsdo.Allthe
time,abouteverything.”
True.I’dalreadyencounteredpeoplewhocouldn’tbehappywithanythinginmyhotel,nomatterhow
hardItried.
Iwasshovelinginthelastmouthful,thinkingIcouldfallinlovewithMaya,whensheglancedsharply
outofthewindow.“Whothehellisthat?”
Iwhirled,nearlysendingmyplatetothefloor.Alongblacklimousinehadstoppedinthestreetoutside,
anincongruousvehicleinthisneighborhoodofpickupsandmodestfamilysedans.
Adark-hairedmanemergedfromthefrontpassengersideandopenedthebackdoorofthelimo.
Anotherdarkmangotout,thisonewithsleekblackhairinaponytailthatglitteredunderthestreetlight.
Heworealongleathercoat,andIsawlinesoftattoossnakingaroundhisnecktodisappearintohisshirt.
Hisauraboresparksoffire,asdidtheauraofthesimilarlydressedmenbehindhim.
Myheartsqueezedintoatinyball.“Maya,youshouldgetoutofhere.”
“Why?Whoarethey?”
Dragons.Heretoslayme?ButIwasunderprotectionasMick’smate,wasn’tI?Whichonlylastedas
longasMickwasalive,Iremembered.ThefineaftertasteofMaya’sfoodturnedbitter.
HadthedragonsbypassedthetrialandsimplykilledMick?Foundhimwalkingaloneanddecidedto
takehimouttogettome?AndwherethehellwasColby?
Thetwotallmeninleatherdusterskeptcomingupthewalk.TheBeneathmagicstirredinme,readyfor
battle.
ThefirstdragonsteppedsquareintoMaya’sflowerbed,squashingblossoms,andshewasoutofthe
houselikeashot.“Hey.Watchwhatyou’redoing!”
Theman’seyeswereblackdark,likeMick’swhenthedragoninhimrosetothesurface.Hisponytail
baredhisneck,andIsawthatthetattoolinesweretheendsofsharpwings.Hemustbeinkedalldown
hisback,withtheedgesofthetattsrisinguphisneck.
“We’renothereforyou,”themansaidtoMayaandflickedhisgazetome.Thedragon-manbehindhim
waseventaller,hishairshorter,atattooflowingupthesidesofhisneckandoverhisears.Helooked
olderthanthefirstman,moreregal.
Mayaregardedthemcoldly.“No?Whothehellareyou?”
“They’rehereforme,”Isaid.
Isteppedoutpasthertofacethefirstdragon,whowasastallasMick.Ifoldedmyarmsandgazedup
athim,tryingfortheprotectivelookPamelahadassumedwhileshe’dwatchedoverCassandra.
Mayaduckedbackinside,andIsawhergoingforherphone.She’dcallthecops,maybeNash.The
firstdragonglancedin,raisedhishand,andthephoneburstintoflame.Mayashrieked.
“Leaveheralone,”Isaidinahardvoice.“Whatdoyouwant?”
“Foryoutocomewithus,”thefirstdragonsaid.
“That’salinefromabadmovie.WhyshouldI?”
“WeneedtotalkaboutMick’strial.”
Iwentcold,althoughsomerelieftouchedme.Iftheyweretalkingaboutthetrial,thenMickmuststill
bealive.
“It’sstraightforward,isn’tit?”Iasked.“You’vealreadydecidedthatMick’sguilty.Youonlyneedto
decidewhethertogivehimachancetosurvivehispunishment.HisOrdeal,whateverthatturnsouttobe.”
“Thathasyettobedetermined.”
“You’rethedragoncouncil,Itakeit.”
“Heis.”Thefirstmanjerkedathumboverhisshoulderatthetallerdragon.“Hewantstomeetwith
youinprivate.It’sperfectlywithindragonlaw.”
“I’msorelieved.”LikehellIwasgoingtogetintoacarwiththem.“Wecanhaveourlittlemeeting
righthere.”
“No.”Thetallermanspokeforthefirsttime.Hisvoicewasdeep,withundertonesofdarkness,far
richerandfullerthanthefirstman’s.Hewasmucholder,Iguessed,withtimetodevelopatimbrelike
that.“Wewillspeakinaplaceofmychoosing.”
“WhatguaranteedoIhavethatI’llmakeitbackfromthisplaceofyourchoosing?”
Hisflunkyansweredme.“Youareprotectedunderdragonlaw.Youarematedtoadragon,andyouare
akeywitness.Untilthetrial,youareuntouchable.”
“Andafterit?”
Themanraisedhisshouldersinaleather-cladshrug.“Thatremainstobeseen.”
“Youknowhowtomakeagirlfeelgood.”
Ithoughtthecornersofthecouncilman’smouthtwitched,butIcouldn’tbesure.Theflunkydidn’tlook
amused.“Youcancomewithusvoluntarily,orwecanforceyou.”
“IthoughtyoujustsaidIwasuntouchable.”
Hegavemeabriefnod.“Wearenotallowedtokillyou.Butwecankidnapyouifwelaterreleaseyou
unharmed,especiallyifitmightbeforyourowngood.”
“NowIknowyou’redragons.Youhavethattwisteddragonlogic.”
Mayawasontheporchagain,lookingscaredbutscowling.“You’renotleavingwiththem,Janet.”
“Yes,Iam,”Isaid,deciding.“Iwanttohearwhattheyhavetosay.”
Ididn’ttrustthem,butIdidknowbynowthatdragonsfelldownandworshippeddragonlawand
honor.IalsoknewthatmyBeneathmagicwasuptotakingthemiftheygotcocky.Ikeptthatthoughtoutof
thefrontofmyhead,incasetheycouldsenseitsomehow,butthemagicwasamused.
Iwassotiredofthinkingofmymagicasaseparateentity.Iwantedtoconqueritorgetridofit.Ididn’t
likeittalkingtome.
Thecouncilmanstartedwalkingbacktothecar.Theflunkygesturedmetoprecedehim.Imadethem
waittofetchmycoat,andtheflunkyinsistedMayabringittome.
“Janet,”Mayasaidasshehandedmemywarmleatherjacket.
Ishruggediton.“GototheMagellanInnandaskforColby.TellhimwhatI’mdoing.”
“PuttingyourtrustinColbyisfoolish,”theflunkysaid.
“Yes,well,he’sadragon,andIfigureatleasthe’llknowwhereyou’vetakenme.Andhowtofindme
ifIdon’tcomeout.”
Nowtheflunkylookedannoyed.Ididn’tlikegoingwiththem,butIwantedtopicktheirbrainsasmuch
astheywantedtopickmine.
“Tellhim,”IsaidtoMaya.
Shenodded,andIwalkeddownthedriveaheadoftheflunky.Thechauffeur’sassistanthadtheback
dooropen,aportaltoadark,plushinterior.
Thecouncilmanenteredthecar.Theflunkystoodbackandwaitedformetogetin.Suchagentleman.I
hadonefootinthedoorwhensomethingwrappedaroundmefrombehindandyankedmeoutagain.Nota
hand,notanarm,abandofwhitemagicthattriedtosqueezemeintwo.
Iheardshouting—theflunky,thechauffeurwho’djumpedoutofthecar,hisassistant,Maya.Theband
oflightliftedmehighandthendroppedme.
IlandedatthefeetofJimMohan,whodidnotlookgood.Hisfaceandarmswerecoveredwith
abrasionsandbruisesfromtheclubhavingfallenonhim.Healingabrasions—whichwasweird.His
woundshadhealedevenmorethanminehad,andI’ddonehealingspellsonmyself.
Igotspeedilytomyfeet.Thedragonsrushedus,andtheflunkygrabbedmebythearmstohaulme
awayfromJim.
“No!”Jimshouted.“Leaveheralone!”
Theflunkydraggedmeaway.Thechauffeurandhisassistantpulledoutpistols.Irealizedwithajolt
thatthosetwoweren’tdragons—theywereashumanasMaya.
IhadnoideawhetherbulletswouldkillJimorjustpisshimoff.He’dbeenresurrected,buthecould
obviouslybehurt.Couldhebekilledagainbyhumanweapons?
TheflunkyshovedmeagainstthecarandmovedtoJim,handsflaming.Thecouncilmanhimselfcame
behindhim.
IfJimignoredthepistols,hedidn’tignorethedragonfire.Heswungtofacethetwodragons,hands
raised.
“Don’tattackhim!”Iyelledatthedragons.“Getinyourdamncar,andgetoutofhere!”
Theydidn’tlistentome.Ofcoursenot.Stubborn,arrogantdragons.Thecouncilmanandflunkywent
forhim,flamesstreamingfromtheirhands,tattoosglowingundertheirclothes.
Ithappenedsofast,Icouldn’ttellhowhedidit.Onemomentthetwodragonswereadvancing,readyto
burnJimtoacinder.Thenext,thedragoncouncilmanroseintotheairandstartedtoscream.
Hisbodycrackedstraightdownthemiddle.Crimsonbloodsprayedovermelikewater,the
councilman’sscreamdiedtoagurgle,andhisbodyfell,rippedinsideouttolandonMaya’spristinefront
lawn.
Eighteen
Theflunkylethisflamedieandstaredatthecouncilmaninhorror.Thechauffeurandassistantstarted
unloadingtheirgunsintoJim.Jimflinchedfromtheimpactofbullets,buthedidn’tfall,didn’tdie.
IgrabbedatthemagicIfeltdancinginmybodyandhurleditatJim.“Stop!”
“No,”hesaid.“They’llkillyou.”
“Juststop!”Ishouted.
Thechauffeur’sassistanttookadvantageofthedistractiontoplugJimrightinthehead.Again,Jim
flinched,buthestayedverymuchalive.Heturned,madeaslicingmotionwithhishand,andthe
chauffeur’sassistantfelltothegrass,dead,hisbodycutinhalf.
“No!”Iscreamedmyselfhoarse.
Jimgavemeawildlook.“I’msorry.I’msorry.”Heturnedandranoffintothedarkness.
Whatwasleftofthecouncilmanlayinasteamingheap,andthechauffeurwasbentdouble,sobbingand
puking.Mayahaddisappeared,theonlysmartonearoundhere.
Theflunkywasstandingstill,hisdarkeyeswide,thefireunderhisskinredinthedarkness.Igrabbed
hisshoulders,shookhim.
“Makehimturnintoadragon,”Ipanted.“Makehimturnintoadragon.”
Ididn’tevenknowifthatwouldhelp.ButwheneverMickgotbadlyhurtasahuman,heshiftedtohis
dragonformtosavehimself.Ihadnowayofknowingwhetherthecouncilmancouldstillshift,orwhether
hewasalreadydeadandbeyondsaving.
Theflunkynodded.Hestrippedoffhiscoatandthenhisshirt,sweatpouringdownhisfaceashe
hastilygotridofhisclothes.Oncehewasnaked,heraisedhisarmsouttohissidesandletfirepourout
ofhishands.Thefirewrappedaroundwhatwasleftofthecouncilman,encasinghimlikeasheath.
Thedragonflunky’sbodygleamedwithsweat,thetattooofafulldragononhisback.Thetattoo
wrappedallthewayaroundhistorso,thewingsrunningdownhisarms;whatI’dseenonhisneckwere
thebarbedspikesatthebendofthewings.
Thetattooglowedandrippled.Itseemedtoabsorbtheflunky’sbodyintoit,untilablackdragon,
shininginthestreetlights,spreadrealwingsandroseonthem.Thedragonshotintotheair,expandingas
hewent;thenhesnakedonetalondownandscoopedupthecocoonoffire.Thedowndraftofhiswings
bombardedmewithhotair,andthenthedragonwasrisingintothenight.
Aseconddragonswoopedoutofthedeserttomeethim,thisonesofieryreditglowedwithitsown
light.Hewasn’tMick—Mickwashugeandblackallover.Thedragonsexchangedscreechesbefore
wingingofftogetherovertheemptydesert.Silencesettledonthestreet,andthebreezestirredthedead
man’scoat.
SirenseruptedfrombothsidesofMagellanatonce,boththetownandcountypoliceresponding.
IturnedshakilytowardMaya’shouseandfoundmyselfstaringdownthebarrelofasemiautomatic.The
Beneathmagichadleftme,vanishingasquicklyasithadcome.Theeyesofthechauffeuroverthebarrel
werehuman,terrified,andenraged.
“Getin,”hesaid.
“What...?”
“Getinthefuckingcar!”
Iraisedmyhandsandbackedquicklyintothelimo,andthechauffeurslammedthedoor.Igrabbedthe
handleassoonashestartedforthedriver’sside,buthe’dlockedthedoor,andtherewasnobuttonor
latchtoletmeout.Ibouncedtothefrontofthelimo,readytocrawloutthatway,butthickglassseparated
backfromfront,firmlyinplace.They’dnotwantedtheirprisonertoescape.
ThedriverslammedhimselfinsidethecarandsquealedawayfromMaya’shousejustastwoMagellan
policecars,twosheriffs’cars,andNash’sofficialSUVspedtowardus.Thechauffeurdrovethrougha
yardtoavoidthemandthendownMaya’sstreettothemainhighway.
Onesheriff’scarturnedtopursueus,andIsawaflashofLopez’sfaceatthewheel.Theotherfour
vehiclescontinuedtheirchargetoMaya’slit-uphouse,Nashleadingtheway.
Meanwhile,Lopezchasedthelimo.ThechauffeurdrovethroughMagellanattriplethelegalspeed,and
LopezhunginthereaswebarreledoutoftownpastmyhotelanduptheroadtowardFlatMesa.About
halfwayalong,thechauffeurjerkedthewheeltotheright,spinningusontoaroadIhadn’tevenknown
existed.Itwasnarrowandtreacherous,whatwasknownasaprimitiveroad.Thatmeantithadn’teven
beengraded,anddroppedintoandoutofwasheswithjarringabruptness.
Therewasnowaywecouldmakeitdownthisroadinthiscarandnotgetstuck.Raisedpickupswith
four-wheeldrivecoulddoit,butnotalimousine.Therecentrainshadmadethegroundsoft,andwashes
outherewouldbefullofwater.Ididn’tcarehowbigthiscarwas;agoodwhitewaterwashwouldsweep
usawayinseconds.
“Wherethehellareyougoing?”Ishouted.
Ifthechauffeurheardmethroughtheglass,hemadenosign.Herocketedthroughthedesertataninsane
speed.Lookingback,IsawLopez’slightsswervewildly,andthengostill.He’dhitmudorsoftdirt,and
hiswheelswouldbespinninginplace.Ihopedhewasallright.
Afewmomentslater,thechauffeurslammedonthebrakes.Iwentflyingforward,barelystopping
myselffromslammingintotheglassbetweenus.Redlightsblinkedoutofthedarkness,andIheardthe
thrub-thrubofahelicopter.
Thechauffeuryankedopenmydoor,shovinghisguninmyfaceagain.Idon’tknowwherehethoughtI
wasgoingtorun,butIlethimherdmetowardthehelicopter.
Iapproacheditwithmyheartpounding.Ihatedflying,andI’dheardbadthingsabouthelicopters.Yes,
Ihadmanymorethingstoworryaboutrightnowthanfearofflying,butwiththemachinevibratinginfront
ofmeandaguninmyback,Idevelopedabadcaseoftheshakes.
Withnostormtohelpme,andmyBeneathmagichibernatingagain,Ihadnochoice.Iclimbedontothe
step,thechauffeurpushedmein,andIlandedonaseatthatwasmuchlikeacarseat.Icouldn’thear
anythingovertheblades,couldn’tseeanythingbuttheglowofcockpitlightsinthefront.
Thechauffeurdroppedintotheseatnexttome,gunstillaimedinmydirection.Hejammedonaheadset
andstartedshoutingsomething.Thepilotlookedoverhisshoulder,arguingwithhim,butIcouldn’thear
muchofwhattheyweresaying.Thepilotswungaroundtohiscontrols,andthehelicopterliftedwitha
slightjerkandglidedupintothenight.
Ihunkeredintotheseatwithmyarmsfolded.Myfacewassticky,andIrealizedIstillhadthe
councilman’sbloodalloverit.Myjacketwasspatteredwithittoo.
Weflewforalongtime.Ihadnoideahowfarorhowfasthelicopterscouldgo;IjustknewthatIwas
scared,uncomfortable,unhappy,andhadtopee.Ifiguredifthechauffeurhadwantedmedead,he’dhave
shotme,sohemustbeunderorderstotakemesomeplacespecific.OnceIgotthere,Imightbeexecuted,
butuntilthenIwasrelativelysafe.Suchcomfortingthoughts.
Bytheclockinthecockpit,itwasabouttwoa.m.whenwestartedtodescend.Ilookedoutthewindow
andsawacityinthedistance,fartoobigtobeanythinginnorthernArizona.Ihadnoideawhichdirection
we’dgone,butIknewIwasn’tlookingatLasVegasortheenormoussprawlofPhoenix.Thatleft
AlbuquerqueorSantaFe—wecouldn’thavegonefarenoughtohavereachedSaltLakeCityorL.A.
Sobyprocessofelimination,IwasprobablyinNewMexico.Thatwasconfirmedaswestartedto
land—IsawthetwistystreetsofoldSantaFeflashunderusandthevastbulkoftheSangredeCristo
Mountainsinthedarkness.I’dbeentoSantaFeplentyoftimesinmywanderingsbeforeI’dmovedto
Magellan,andIknewwe’dheadednorthandwestofthecity.
Welandedjustoutsideawalledcompound.Thechauffeurhadtoliftmeoutofthehelicopter,becauseI
wastooexhaustedandshakytomanageonmyown.
Thecompoundturnedouttobealargehousesurroundedbyanequallylargewall.Theouterwalls
wereadobe,smooth,plain,andunbroken.Insidethegate,thehouseitselfformedanotherbarrier,with
smallwindowsfacingtheapproach.
Oncethroughthenextgatedbreezeway,Ifoundparadise.Thecourtyardwasavastopenspacethat
followedthenaturalcontoursoftheland,withdesertmountainplantsandtreesinabundance.Walkways
ledthroughthislushgarden,andatiledarcaderanalongallfoursidesofthehouse.
Thechauffeurtookmeinside,stillatgunpoint,andledmethroughcooltiledhalls.Thehousehadbeen
builtintheoldSpanishstyle,withstaircasesbendingupwardbeyondarches,roomsopening
unexpectedly,andfewwindowsexceptthosethatoverlookedthecourtyard.TheroomIwastakento,
aftertheysearchedme,hadabalcony,butbelowitwasasheerdropdowntheclifffacethatthehousehad
beenbuiltupon.
Thechauffeurclosedthedoorandlockedmein.Thebalconydoorswereeasilyopened,whichmeant
theydidn’tworrythatIcouldescapethatway.
Idroppedapieceofloosetileoverthewrought-ironbalconyrailandwaitedasickeninglylongtime
beforeIheardaclickofrockonrockbelow.Unlessmyjailershadconvenientlystashedclimbinggear
underthebathroomsink,Iwasstuck.
Iexploredtheroom,findingphoneandcomputerjacks,butnophonesorcomputers.They’dtakenmy
cellphonewhenthey’drudelypattedmedown,butthey’dleftmypieceofmagicmirrorinitschamois
bag.TheyprobablythoughtIkeptitsoIcouldcheckmymakeuponmydaringadventures.Everyperson
I’dseenheresofarhadbeenhuman,luckyme.Asupernaturalbeingwouldhavesensedthemirror’s
magic.
Isatdownonthebed,whichwasamazinglycomfortable.I’dvacationhereifIwasn’tbeingheld
captive.
Afull-lengthmirrorinaheavy,carvedframehungonthewalltotheleftofthebed.Igazedintoitfora
fewminutes,notingthesplotchesofdriedbloodonmyfaceandMaya’sprettyshirt,theblackmessofmy
hair,myeyeswideandbrown.Brown,thankfully.Nogreengleaminsight.Ofcourse,nowthatIcould
haveusedmagictohelpmeescape,ithaddesertedme.
Itookoutthepieceofmagicmirrorandangledittowardthemirroronthewall.
Themagicmirrorpurred.“Oh,girlfriend,thisisnice.HereIwasallworriedaboutyou,andyou’re
sittinginsplendor.Sonotfair.”
“Lockedinsplendorismorelikeit.”
Ikeptplayingwiththemirroruntilawhitesparkflashedbetweenthemagicmirrorandthemundane
one.Magicmirrorscouldenhancethepropertiesofordinarymirrors,orsoI’dheard.Ihadn’ttakenthe
timetodiscovereverythingIcoulddowithamagicmirror,beingbusywiththehotelandBeneathmagic
anddragonsandbeingkidnappedandall.Plus,workingwiththemagicmirrormeantlisteningtoit.
“Canyouletmeseethroughallmirrorsinthehouse?”Iasked.“Channelthemintothisone?”
“Idon’tknow.Itdependsonthemirrorsandwheretheyare.”
“Well,try,”Isaidimpatiently.
“Givemeasecond.Thisispowerfulmagic,honey,notsimplechantingandincense.”
Lightdancedbetweenthetwopiecesofglass,glintinginthewaymirrorsdidwhentheycaughtthe
sunlight.Itwaspitch-darkbeyondthewindows,exceptforthecitylightsIcouldseeinthedistance.The
airthroughthebalconydoorsI’dleftopenwascrispandcold.Winterbeginsearlyatseventhousandfeet.
Akeyscrapedinthelock.Iquicklydroppedthemirrortotherugandsliditunderthebedwithmy
heel.“Givemeabreak,sugar,”themirrorsaid.“Ican’tworkifIcan’tseeanything.”
Theyoungmanwhowalkedindidn’thearthemirror.Hisauratoldmehewashuman,onewithout
magic.Hewasmaybetwenty-twoorsoandgood-looking.Verygood-looking.Goodthingthemirror
hadn’tseenhim,orI’dbelisteningtoapanegyricabouthisflawlessface,hischocolatebrownhair,his
lightblueeyes,hisfirmbody,andhisassintightjeans.HehadaTaserinhisbelt,andthetwomen
standingoutsidethedoorheldautomaticrifles.
“Allthathardwareforme?”Iasked.
“You’redangerous,”theyoungmansaid.Heclosedthedoorbehindhim,andsomeoneoutsidelocked
it.“Don’tbothertryingtotakemehostage.Theywouldn’tcareifyoukilledme.I’mexpendable.”
Istoodup.“Andthisdoesn’tbotheryou?”
“It’sagoodjob,withlotsofperks.”Theyoungmanshookatableclothoveratableinthecornerand
startedlayingoutsilverwareandglasses.“ImakewaymoremoneythanIwouldinanofficejob;plusI
getlotsoftimeoff.Theydon’tmindifIpartyherewhenthey’reout,andImeetalotofwomen.”
“Paradise,”Isaid.
Hegrinnedinanun-self-consciousway.“Itisforme.Butreally,ifyoukilledme,they’djusthire
someoneelse.”
“Iguesswhenyouworkforbigreptiles,youhavetoexpectthemtobecold,”Isaid.
Hegavemeapuzzledlookandthenshruggedashesetacovereddishonthetableandopenedabottle
ofwine.“Yeah,Iguess.I’mTodd,bytheway.Thisispolloenmole,oneofthecook’sspecialties.”
“Ialreadyate.”
“Thewine’sfromalocalvintner.It’sprettygood,thoughI’mnotreallyawineguy.”
“Youcantakeallofitawaywhenyougo,Todd.I’mnotabouttoeatanddrinkanythingservedtomeby
dragonswhowantmedead.Iftheycan’tfrymewithfire,poisonmightwork.”
Toddlookedblank.“Theydon’twanttokillyou;theyjustwanttotalktoyou.Look,I’lleatsomefirst.”
Hepickedupaforkandscoopedadrippingbiteofthechickendishintohismouth.“Mmm.Damngood.I
lovepoblanochiles.They’renotashotasthehabanerosbutstilltasty.Trysome.”
“Maybelater,”Isaid.
Isankdownonthebedagain,tryingtodecidewhattodo.IbelievedToddwhenhesaidthedragons
wouldn’tcareifIkilledhim.Hewasanotherflunky,ahouseboy,ifawell-paidone.Theycountedonme
beingniceenoughtonothurtaninnocent.IfIdidhurthim,takehimhostage,throwhimoverthebalcony,
orkillhim,thenI’dconfirmtothedragonsthatIwasthemonstertheybelievedmetobe.
Toddtookasipofwinetoshowmethatitwasn’ttainted.Heputthecoverbackovertheplatetokeep
itwarm.Verythoughtful,wasTodd.
“Youallright?”heasked.Hecameandsatbesidemeonthebed,switchinghisTasertothesideofhis
beltoppositeme.“I’mtrainingtobeamassagetherapist,soIcangiveyouamassageifyouwant.Neck
andshouldersorfullbody,clothesonoroff.Orifyouneedsex,I’mhereforthattoo.”
Igavehimanirritatedlook.“Doyouofferthattoallguests?Andprisoners?”
“Sure.It’spartofmyjob.”
“WhatifIwereaman?”
Toddlaughed.“Thenthey’dhavesentinawoman.Oragayman.”
“Theyreallytakecareoftheirguests,don’tthey?”
“Theydo.Liebackandenjoyit.They’lltalktoyouandreleaseyouinacoupleofdays.There’sclean
towelsinthebathroomifyouwanttoshower,plusrobesinyoursize.Icantakeyourclothesdowntobe
cleaned.”
“WhatIreallywant,Todd,isaphone.”
“Sorry.Nocando.”
“Doesn’titbotheryouthatthey’reholdingmehereagainstmywill?”
Toddstoodup,makingsureIhadagoodviewofhisbehindashelookedintothemirrortosmoothhis
hair.“No,becausetheytoldmeyou’retheirenemy,andthesearesomeprettycoolguys.They’renotdrug
dealersoranythinglikethat.Justbusinessmen.Soiftheydon’twantyouleavingbeforetheycantalkto
you,they’vegotagoodreason.”
“Sure.Whydon’tyougoaway,now,Todd,soIcaneat?Orshower?Orjumpoffthebalcony,whatever
Iwanttodo?”
Hegrinnedatmethroughthemirror.“Youdon’tlooklikethetypewho’dkillherself;youlooklikethe
typewho’dtrytotalkherwayout.That’swhythey’reallowingyououtonthebalcony.It’skindofcold
tonight,though.Youmightwanttoclosethewindows.”
“Thanksforthetip.”
“Sure.”Toddheadedforthedoor.“You’reprettygood-looking,though,soifyouchangeyourmind
aboutthesex,justthumponthedoorandtelltheguardtoletmebackin.”
“I’llthinkaboutit,”Isaid,deadpan.
“Great.Goodnight.”
Toddtappedonthedoor,itopenedfromtheoutside,andmyaffablejailerwaltzedout.Themen
stationedinthehalldidn’tbothertolookinorgivemeanevilglareoranythingelsevillainousbeforeone
ofthemshutthedoorandlockeditagain.
Isnatchedthemirroroutfromunderthebed.“Iassumeyouheardallthat.”
“Yes.Pleasetellhimyouwantsex,andpleaseletmewatch.Hesoundsdivine.”
Iheldtheshardupinfrontoftheothermirror.“Concentrate.”
“Oh,you’renofun.”
Ididn’twanttobefun;Iwantedtogetfree.“Showmewhat’sgoingoninthisdamnhouse.Andwhile
you’reatit,yellatMick.Ineedtofindhim.”
“Well,whichdoyouwantfirst,sugar?I’mnotpowerfulenoughtodoboth.EspeciallysinceMicky
hatestopullmeoutofhispocket.Ilikeitinthere,asIsaid,butIcanneverseehim.”
“Showmethehouse,first.”I’dhavemoreinformationtoimparttoMickifIdidreconnaissance,and
besides,Mickmighthavetossedawayhismirrorshard.Thelookinhiseyeswhenhe’dleftusonthe
highwayhadbeenbleakandempty.
“Gotsomething,”themirrorsaid.“Oh,nice.”
Thebigmirrorcloudedasthoughshowersteamcoatedit.Thenitcleared,showingmeapictureofa
bathroom.Toddhadjustopenedhispantstotakealeakandpreenhimselfinthemirroratthesametime.
“Somethingalittlemoreimportant,”Isaidinirritation.
“Can’thelpit,sweetie.I’mfixingonhimbecausehewasinhere,andhe’seasiesttofollow.He’llgo
somewhereelseinaminute.”
Toddtookhistimeatthetoilet;thenhemovedtowashhishandsandpreensomemore.Hedidn’tlook
self-absorbed,justanxioustopresentthebestpossiblepicturetotheworldwhenheleftthebathroom
again.
Finally,afterhe’dcombedhishair,anxiouslyscrutinizedit,andcombeditagain,Toddlefttheroom.
Theimageofthebathroomdissolved,andIcaughtaglimpseofToddstridingdownalong,tiledhall.I
guessedIwaslookingatthecorridorfromanornamentalmirroronthewall.
“He’soutofrange,”themirrorsaid.“Wantmetokeepfollowinghim?”
“Stayhereforawhile.Let’sseeifwecanseesomeoneelse.”
Wewaitedforthelongesttimewhilethehallremainedboringlyempty.Iduckedintothebathroomafter
twentyminutesandwashedmyface,hands,andarmscleanofblood,butIrefusedtodiscardmyclothes.
TogivemyselfsomethingtodoItookafewbitesofthefoodToddhadleft.Itwaslukewarmnowbut
quitegoodaspromised.Ilikedmole,whichwasasmoothsauceofchilesandunsweetenedchocolate,
withvariousvegetablesandotheringredients,dependingonwhatthecookhadhandy.Thisonehadthe
biteofhazelnutsinit.IwonderedifthechefwasalsolikeTodd,workinghereforhighpaybutknowing
heorshewasexpendable.
Ididn’thavetheappetiteorthetimetoappreciatethefood.Aftermysecondbite,themirrorsaid,
“Who’sthat?”
Iglancedatthemirrorandletmyforkclattertotheplate.Thedragonflunkywasstridingdownthehall
awayfromus,hisleatherdustermoving,hisponytailinplace.
“Him,”Isaid.“Focusonhim.”Imovedtothemirrortowatchtheflunkydisappeararoundthecorner.
“Followhim!”
“Allright,keepyourpantson.Ornot,ifyou’rewearingthatcutelittleblacksatinnumber.”
Ididn’tbothertotellthemirrortoshutup.Itneverlistenedanyway.
Thebigmirrorcloudedagain,andwhenitclearedIsawtheflunkyenteringalong,darkroom.Theend
waslitbyafireplace—no,itwasthecocoonoffiretheflunkyhadwrappedaroundthecouncilman.So
he’dmadeithere.
Theroomwasdark,thewindowshighintheceilingandcoveredwithwoodenshutters.Theonlylight
camefromthefierycocoon.
Anotherman,adragon,steppedfromtheshadowsbesideit.Hewasastallasthecouncilman,tattoos
coveringhisneckandreachinguptohischeekbones.“Draconilingius,”hesaid.
Thewordappearedtobetheflunky’sname,becausehestoppedandbowed.“Sir.”
“TheStormwalkerdidthis,didn’tshe?”thenewdragonsaid.Hisvoicewasdeeplikethe
councilman’s,thoughalittlemoregravelly.
“No,sir.Anothercreaturedid.Helookedhuman,buthestankofpowerfulmagic.”
“Inleaguewithher,then.”
“I’mnotcertain,”Draconil—whateverhisnamewassaid.I’dhavetocallhimDrake.“Shejoinedin
theattempttofighthimoff.”
“IfhehadanyBeneathmagic,thenshewasthecauseofit.Sheshouldbekillednow.Whereisshe?”
Drakehesitated.Heglancedatthefireasthoughaskingforguidancefromtheflames.“Idon’tknow,
sir.Welostherinthedarkness.”
Isatbackinsurprise.DrakemustknowIwashere,musthavebeentheonetogivetheorderformeto
bebroughthere.Whywashelying?
Theotherdragonsnarled.“Findher.Idon’tgiveadamnifsheisMicalerianicum’smate;she’snota
dragon.Iwantherobliterated.Endofproblem.”
Drakebowedagain,hisentirebodydeferential.“Yes,sir.Willyoubestayinghere,sir?Icanhave
accommodationreadiedforyou.”
“No,Ihaveamatetoreturnto.I’llseeyouatthetrial.”
Theflunkylookedstartled.“That’sstillgoingthrough?Eventhough...”Heglancedagainatthecocoon
offire.
“Youassuredmehe’drecover.We’llelectanothertothecouncilifwehaveto,butIhopethatitwon’t
benecessary.”
“Yes,sir.”
Theseconddragonturnedawayandstrodeoffintodarknesswithoutsayinggood-bye.Iheardadoor
clang,andIwonderedifitopenedrightoutintothecliffs.Dragonswouldn’tneedtoworryaboutsheer
drops.
Theflunky,Drake,turnedawayfromhismasterandstareddirectlyintothemirror.Hiseyesmetmine,
althoughIknewtherewasnowayhecouldseeme.Drake’sfaceset,andhestrodepastthemirroronhis
wayoutthedoor.
“Hesensedyou,”Isaid.
“Ican’thelpthat.He’smagicalandverypowerful.”Themirrorhummed.“Andcute.”
Thelockrattledagain,andthedoorswungopen.Thetwomenwithgunspointedtheirweaponsatme.
Oneworeanearpiece,throughwhichDrakedownstairscouldeasilygivehimorders.
“Youaretocomewithme,”hesaid.
Idroppedthemirrorshardontothebed.“KeeptryingtofindMick,”Iwhisperedtoit,coveringby
pretendingtostraightenmyshirt.
Ifollowedtheearpieceguydownthestaircase,fullyawareoftheothermanwithanequallylargegun
comingbehindme.Wewentthroughanotherhalltoalargediningroom.Awidewoodentablewith
heavilycarvedlegsranthelengthofit,surroundedbyequallyheavilycarvedchairs.Thetablewasbare.
Draketheflunkystoodatoneendoftheroom,waiting.Themenwithrifleswalkedmetohim,then
closedinbehindmewhileIfacedhim.
Drakelookedunhappy.Linestightenedaroundhisblackeyes,strandsofhairhadcomeoutofhis
ponytail,andhisbreathingwasuneven.Hefoldedhisarms,closinghimselfofftomewhilehescrutinized
me.
“Stormwalker,”hesaid.“IsHisHonorright?ShouldIjustobliterateyouwhileIhavethechance?”
“No,”Isaid,tryingforaconfidenceIwasfarfromfeeling.“BecauseI’mtheonlyonewhocansave
yourmaster.Willyouletmetry?”
Nineteen
Drake’smouthtightened,buthiseyestookonuncertainty.“Letyounearmymasterwithyourhell-magic?
WhatsortoffooldoyouthinkIam?Whatistostopyoufromkillinghim,andme,andeveryoneelsein
thisplace?”
“He’sstillalive,then?”Ihadn’tbeenabletotell.
“Onlyjust.”
“Icanhealhim.”Ididn’tknowhowIknewthat.ButIcould—ifIcouldchanneltheBeneathmagic,and
ifitwouldwakeupandanswermybidding.“Ifyoudon’tletme,hewilldie.Notgreatchoices,Iknow.”
“Youareaskingmetotrustyou.”
“Yeah,Iam.”
Drakewatchedmeamoment.“Why?”
“Whydidn’tyoutelltheotherdragonIwashere?”Ihopedthehiredmenbehindmewereloyalto
Drakeandwouldn’trushoffandblabtotheotherdragonaboutmethemomenttheylefttheroom.
Drakedidn’tseemconcerned.“Youaremyresponsibility.Mycouncilmanwantedtoseeyoubeforethe
trial,apartfromtheothers.Hewantstoassessthesituationforhimself.Theothersnowknowhewashurt,
butnothowithappenedorwhyyouwerenear.Itishiswish.”
“Thenhonorhiswish.Letmetry,atleast.Youknowhe’lldieotherwise,don’tyou?”
“Wehavehealers...”
“I’velearnedthingsaboutdragonslivingwithMick,”Iinterrupted.“Shiftingtodragonhelpsyouheal
fromhuman-inducedwounds—gunshots,forinstance.Magicallyinducedwoundsaredifferent.Dragon
healersarepowerful,Micktellsme,butthey’reearth-magiccreatures.Thepersonwhodidthishasmagic
giventohimbyagod.Ithink.Idotoo.”
Drakelookedanguished,poorguy.Hedidn’ttrustmeaninch,butIcouldseethathedesperately
wantedtosavehismaster.Finallyhejerkedanodatmeandgesturedthegunmentoleadmeout.
Theroomhetookmetodeepinthebowelsofthecomplexwasthesizeofasmallhangar.Theroom
wasfurnishedforcomfort,Icouldsee,butwasalsoabigenoughtohouseafull-sizeddragonif
necessary.Atightfit,ifIwentbyMick’ssize,butadragoncouldshifthere.
Ilookedintothebigmirrorthathungnearthedoor.“Ready?”Iaskedit.
Dimly,asthoughfromaradioplayinginanotherroom,camemymagicmirror’svoice.“Readyanytime
youare,girlfriend.”
AmusclemovedonDrake’sjaw.“Theyshouldhavesearchedyoubetter.”
“That’swhathappenswhenyouemployhumans,”Isaid.“Theydon’tknowamagicalimplementfroma
pieceofglass.”
Hiseyesglittered.“Theyshouldhaveconfiscatedeverything.”
“Shouldhave,butdidn’t.Goodthing.Myknowledgeandmyconnectiontothemirrorcanhelpyou.”
“Theyhadbetter.”
IhadnodoubtthatDrakewouldorderhismentoopenfireonmetheminuteIdidanythingwrong.
Sweattrickleddownmyback,andmyhandsachedfrommeclenchingthemsohard.Iwasallbluff,andI
knewit.
TheheatincreasedasIapproachedthelivingflameattheendofthebigroom.I’dneverseenanything
likethis.Mickmightbeabletoexplainwhatwashappeningbeneaththefierycasing,maybeeventellme
whattodo.Drakestoodsilently,watchingmelikethemenacehewas.
Iaskedthemirror,“Didyoufindhimyet?”
“No,honey.Sorry.Helikestoplayhardtoget.”
“Ifsomethinghappenstomehere,IbequeathyoutoCassandra.”
Magicmirrorscouldbeownedbyonemageatatime—twoinourcase,becauseMickandIhad
wakenedittogether.Whenamageleftamirrortoanothermageuponhisorherdeath,themirror
automaticallyobeyedtheinheritor,nomatterwhatothermagicalcreaturewaslyinginwaittoenslaveit.
BequeathingittoCassandrameantthatDrakecouldn’tgrabtheshardandstartusingittheminuteIwas
dead.
“Cassandrahatesme,”themirrorcomplained.
“Shehasstrongearthmagics,andshe’lltakecareofyou.Andyou’llstillbeloyaltoMick.”
“IfIcaneverfindhissweetass.”
IturnedtoDrake,who’dbeenwatchingmenarrowly.“Doyouhaveanysage,orincense?Sticksare
betterinthiscase.”
“That’switchmagic.”
“Canyoustopbeingallsuperior-raceforfiveminutesandseeifyouhaveany?”
Drakelookedannoyed,buthepickedupanearpiece,putiton,andgaveorders.IimaginedTodd
scramblingaroundthekitchensearchingforsage.Iwonderedifheevenknewwhatitlookedlike.
Whilewewaited,Iclosedmyeyesandtriedtostillmymind,butthatwasawasteoftime.Mythoughts
couldn’tsettle.CoyotewouldknowthatI’dcalledontheBeneathmagic—healwaysdid.Infact,Iwas
surprisedhewasn’talreadyhere,readytostopme.
ButifIdidn’ttrytosavethedragoncouncilman’slife,thedragonswouldcertainlykillme.Toddmight
havebeentoldthatthecouncilmanhadbroughtmeheretotalk,butDrakehadmurderinhiseyes.He’d
sentawaytheotherdragon,yes,butprobablybecausehewantedfirstdibsonrippingmeapart.
Theincensestickscameatlast,broughtnotbyToddbutbyayoungwoman.Shewasblondandas
beautifulinthefemininewayasToddwasinthemasculine.Iassumedherjobwastowaitonthemale
guests.ShehandedDrakeaboxofincensesticks,gavehimaquickbow,andlefttheroom.Shenever
oncelookedatmeorshowedanyinterest.HergazehadbeenonlyforDrake.
IheldupthreesticksofincenseandaskedDraketolightthem.Hedidsowithaflickofdragonfire,
thoughIcouldtellhewasirritatedatmyrequest.Iproppedthesticksinacopperbowlononeofthe
tables,andhelookedevenmoreirritated.Likelythebowlwasapricelessantique.
Theendsofthesticksstartedtoglow.IthoughtaboutsittingonmyrooftopwithJamison—haditbeen
onlythisafternoon?—andhowI’dawakenedtheBeneathmagicbywatchingsparksonthelitsage.
No,I’dawakeneditbythinkingabouthowpowerfulIwas,howeasilyIcouldsummonbeingstodomy
bidding:skinwalkers,Nightwalkers.Dragons.
Dragonswerehugecreatures,bornoffireandrock.Noonehadcreatedthedragons,Micktoldme—
they’dcomefromthevolcanoesthemselves.Dragonsansweredtotheearthalone,nottomagicofthe
godsofthisworldortomagicfromBeneath.
JamisoncalleddragonsFirewalkers,beingsthatcouldsummonandcontrolfire,makeitdotheir
biddingasIusedstormstodomine.Therewasnostormtonight,butastrengthinsidetoldmethatIno
longerneededone.
WithJamisonthisafternoon,I’dusedthemirrortoenhancetheBeneathmagic,thattimetopushmybest
friendofftheroof.I’dactedinanger.CouldIhealthisdragonindesperationtosavemyownlife,or
wouldmyBeneathmagictakeoverandtrytokill?
IfIkilledthecouncilman,Drakewouldsignalhismentounloadtheirgunsintome.CouldIstopthem
beforeIfelldeadattheirfeet?Themagicinsidemechuckled,thinkingitanicechallenge.
Shit.
Ifocusedontheincense,tryingtocalmmyselfbyobservingtheshapeandintensityoftheorangeglow
attheendofeachstick.Thedragonfirearoundthecouncilmanragedon,preservinghimandkeepinghim
alive.I’dhavetoremovethefire,whichwaspowerfulearthmagic,beforeIcouldusetheBeneathmagic
onhim.Icoulddoitmyself,butIdecideditwasagoodideatoletthedragonsthinkIcouldn’tnegate
theirpower.
“Shutitoff,”IsaidtoDrake,gesturingtothefire.
“He’lldie,”Drakesnapped.
“Youhavetotakethatchance.”
Isteppedbackandwaited.Drake’sfaceshonewithperspirationandanger,andhiseyes,tomy
surprise,werewetwithtears.
Givingmeafinalwarningstare,Drakeliftedhishandoverthefire.Theflamesstreamedupwardinto
hispalm,muchasthefierybarrierhadintoNashwhenwe’drescuedMick.Drake’stattoosglowedwhere
theypeekedfrombeneathhisclothes,andhiseyestookonaredtinge.
Thefirecameawaytorevealthebloodymessthatwasthecouncilman’sbody.IflinchedwhenIsawit,
andIheardoneofthegunmenswearunderhisbreath.Ihadnoideahowthecouncilmancouldstillbe
alive,butIsensedhisredandblackaura,stillsmellingofheatandashbutlacedwiththestenchofdeath.
“Ish,”themagicmirrorsaidinthedistance.“Hedoesn’tlookgood.”
Imademyselftouchthecouncilman’saura.Itwascold,deathsoclose.Ilettheaurawraparoundmy
hand,shiveringasthedeath-chilltouchedmyskin.Withmyotherhand,Itriedtosummonawhiteballof
Beneathmagic,similartotheoneI’dthrownatJamison.
Itwouldn’tcome,ofcourse.Iswallowedhard,triedagain.Nothing.
Iglancedwildlyatthemirror,butitdidn’thelpme.Themirrorreflectedme,aslenderNavajowoman
indirtyjeans,herhairdisheveled,withonehandheldouttoherside,theotherinfrontofher.
Drakestartedtogrowl.I’dheardgrowlinglikethatbefore,fromMickwheneverhegotreadytofight
something.
Comeon.
Makethedragonsbowtoyou,myinnerselfwhispered.Holdtheelder’slifeinyourhand,andmake
thedragonsworshipyouforsavinghim.Demanditofthem,orthey’llneverrespectyou.
Idon’twanttheirdamnedrespect,Isnarledinreturn.Iwantthemtoletmegohomeandtoleave
Mickalone.
Andtheywill,whenyoucommandthem.
“I’msickofpeopletellingmewhattodo!”Ishoutedoutloud.
Drakeblinked,wonderingwhothehellIwastalkingto.Therewasarestlessnoisebehindmeandthe
smallmetallicsoundofgunscocking.Gunsmademesodamnnervous.
“Tellthemtobackoff,”IsaidtoDrake.“Tellthemtoputtheweaponsdown—inanotherroom
preferably—orhedies.”
Drakehatedme.Isawthehatreddeepinsidehim,inhisfire,andinhisaura.Hewantedmetodrop
deadathisfeet.
“Doit,”hesaidtohislackeys.“Leavetheroom.DonotreturnuntilIsummonyou.”
Inthemirror,Isawthetwogunmen’sreluctancetoobey.Drakekepthisglareonthem,untiloneofthem
saidaresigned,“Yes,sir,”andledtheotheroneout.
Irelaxedafraction.“Idon’tlikeguns.”
“NeitherdoI.”Drakecalledflametodanceinhishand.“Savehimoryoufry.”
Iwilledthemagicagain.Hecan’tresistyou,itsaid.Youcansnuffhispunyfirewiththeflickofyour
finger.
Icould.AndIdid.
Draketookseveralhastystepsbackastheflamesinhishanddied.Heopenedhismouthtoshoutforthe
guardsagain,butIsaid,“Wait.”
Awhiteballroseabovemyhand.Itossedit,almostcasually,towardthemirror.
TheballshotdownthelengthoftheroomasthoughIwereaprobaseballplayer.Ithitthemirrorand
returnedlikeabeacon,arrowingtowardthecouncilman’storn-apartbody.
Thelightsurroundedthebody,encasingitinwhitenessthesamewayithadbeenencasedinfire.Istill
heldthecouncilman’saura,andnowIdirectedthewhitelighttoit.Holdingboththedyingauraandthe
light,Ifoundthecompassioninsidemyselfthatmycrazymotherhadn’tmanagedtocrush.
“Live,”Iwhispered.
Thelightbrightened.Thecouncilman’sauragrewhot,hotter,sosearinghotIwantedtoflingitfrom
me.Igrittedmyteethandheldoninspiteofthepain,knowingthatifIletgonow,thedragonwoulddie.
Finallyandcompletely.
Drake’seyeswidenedbehindthewhiteglowasthecouncilman’smusclesbegantoknit.Aswe
watched,thebloodypulpofhisbodystartedtoclose,healthyskingrowingtoreplacethatwhichhadbeen
tornapart.Icouldnowseetherealshapeofthecouncilman’shumanbodyinsteadofapileofbonesand
muscle.Hisfacesolidified,becamerecognizableasthatofthesternmanwho’dapproachedMaya’s
housewiththeintentofkidnappingme.
Youcanstilldestroyhim.You’replentystrongenough.
ButIwasalsostrongenoughtosavehim.
Ikeptthemagicgoing.Drakehadclenchedhisfists,histensionandworrypalpable.Ifeltinvincible,
powersurgingthroughmeuntilIknewIcouldsprintaroundtheworldandnevergettired.IfIjumped
fromthecliffsbehindthehouse,Iwouldsoarintotheairlikethedragons.
ThesensibleStormwalkerinmetoldmethatthemagicsaidthisbecauseitwantedmetotryjumping
offthecliff.TheBeneathmagicwouldthinkitfunnyifIdidn’tsucceed.
Thatmakesnosense,Ithoughtinannoyance.IfI’mdead,itistoo.
Beneathmagicisthemagicofgods.Itdoesn’tunderstandmortality.
Andthat,anotherlittlethoughtsaidtome,mightbewhatsavedme.
“Gods,”Drakewhispered.“He’salive.”
Thecouncilmanlayonhisbier,wholeandunbloody,surroundedbymylight.Ireleasedhisaura,which
wrappedaroundhisbodylikelovinghands.Iclosedbothmyfists,andthebeaconshotbackintothe
mirror,likeafilminreverse,kickingtheoriginalballoflightaroundbacktome.
Assoonasthelighthitme,themagicwinkedoutandreleasedme.Ifelltothegroundlikeawrung-out
rag,mystrengthgone.EitherIbangedmyheadonthefloor,orDrakekickedthehellofoutme,because
myheadfilledwithstunningpain,andthentherewasnothing.
Twenty
Iwoketoawarm,barebodyatmyback.IthoughtIwashome,snuggleddownunderthecoverswith
Mickspoonedupbehindme,hislargehandcuppingmyhip.Lipsgrazedthebackofmyneck,sowarm,so
loving.
Iopenedmyeyestoanunfamiliarroomwithpricelessartworkonthewallsandfaintlightcoming
throughbalconywindows.Amirrorinaheavyframereflectedmeunderthickquiltswithamanlying
behindme.
“Todd?”Isaidinalarm.IjumpedawaytofindMicknexttome,watchingmewithbad-boyblueeyes.
“Todd?WhothehellisTodd?”
“Ahouseboywithawiderangeofresponsibilities.”Ipressedashakinghandtomyhair.“Mick,what
areyoudoinghere?”
“Themirrortoldmewhereyouwere.”
“Imean,whatareyoudoingheregivingyourselfuptothedragons?”
“WhosaysI’mgivingmyselfup?Theoutsidedoorsaren’tlocked,andIcanfly.”
Isatupstraight.“Thenwhydidn’tyougrabmeandhaulmeoutofhere?Wecouldbehavingthis
conversationbackatmyhotel.”
Mickshrugged.“IwanttohearwhatBancrofthastosay.”
“Bancroft?”
“Bancroftisthedragoncouncilmemberwhoselifeyouhappenedtosave.Iwanttoknowwhyhe’sso
interestedintalkingtoyou.”
“Couldn’tyoucallhiminstead?Iwantoutofthisplace.”
Mick’shandonmyarmwaswarm,caressing.“Janet,love,ifyouplaybytheirrules,thedragonswill
becivilized.Theywon’timprisonmehere.I’mhonor-boundtoappearatmytrial,andthey’rehonor-
boundtoletmegetthereunimpeded.Honormeansahellofalottodragons.”
Ididn’tfeelbetter.“Theymightbehonor-boundtoyou,butnottome.ThedragonwhovisitedDrake
lastnighttalkedaboutobliteratingme.What’stosaythisBancrofthasn’tdecidedthesamething?Whatif
heordersyoutoobliteratemeforhim?”
“ThenI’lldisobey,andthey’llhavetogothroughmetogettoyou.”
Ifloppedbackdownonthemattress,stilldrainedandsickinspiteofmyheavysleep.Ialsohada
tenderspotonmyhead,whichIwasprettysurehadbeenputtherebyDrake’sboot.
“WhatguaranteedoIhavethatyoudon’tagreewiththem?”Iaskedtiredly.“IsawyourfacewhenI
crawledoutoftheclub,Mick.It’sunnervingtoknowthatthemanyoulovethinkstheworldmightbe
betteroffwithyoudead.”
Micktouchedmyface,andIwastooexhaustedtorollawayfromhim.“I’vespentalotoftimethinking
sinceIlastsawyou,Janet.Walkingandthinking.Youhavesomecrazymagicinsideyou,butyoudid
whenImetyoutoo.Youlearnedtodealwiththat,andyou’lllearntodealwiththis.”Thetouchturnedto
acaress,hisfingersonmylips.“AndIwanttobeheretowatchyougrow.”
Hiswordswarmedme,butIcouldn’trelax.“Yousuddenlyhavealotoffaithinme.”
“Notsuddenly.Themagicsarepartofyou,nomatterhowfrighteningtheyare.Theyarewhatmakeyou
uniquelyyou.”
“Luckyme.”
Mickroseonhiselbowtogazedownatme.“You’reabeautifulwoman,JanetBegay.Youhave
amazingstrengthbutamazinggentlenesstoo.IsawthatwhenIfirstmetyou—youtemperedyourstrength
tokeepfromhurtingothers.ThisBeneathmagicisn’tbetterthanyou.It’sstrong,butyou’restronger.”
IthoughtofthewaythelittlevoicetalkedtomewhenevertheBeneathmagicwokeup,theterrible
knowledgethatthevoicebelongedtome,notsomethingoutsideofme.
“Themagic’svoiceismine,butit’sherwords,”Isaidworriedly.“Mick,I’msoafraidofturninginto
her.”
“Intoyourmother?”
Mymother,inherrealmBeneath,wasawomanofastonishingbeautyandcoldcruelty.Shewas
powerful—there.Above,shecouldbarelyfunctionandhadtopossessotherstodoit.Shewassealedin
now,butshewasn’tdead.Ianticipatedshe’dfindawayoutagainsomeday.
“You’renothinglikeher,”Micksaid.“Imether,remember?”
“Youweren’ttheretheentiretime.Iwasjustlikeher.Wecan’teverreallygetawayfromourgenetics,
canwe?”
Micktwinedhisfingersthroughmine.“Whenwe’refinishedhere,I’mtakingyoutoManyFarms.”
Iwantedtolaugh.“Whatfor?Mygrandmotherwon’thaveanythinggoodtosaytome,especiallynot
afterI’vebeenusingmymother’smagic.”
“Iwanttoremindyouwhatelseyouinheritedthroughyourgenetics.Yourfatherisakindandgentle
man,andyourgrandmotherhassomepowerfullystrongearthmagic.They’reapartofyou,andyou’rea
partofthem.You’realsoapartoftheland,theDinetah.Bothnaturesareyou,bothareequallyimportant.”
Iunwoundenoughtosmile.“Whendidyoubecomesuchaphilosopher?”
“WalkingdownthatroadallthewaytoPrescott.It’salongwayonfoot,throughincrediblecountry.All
thatbeautyremindedmeofyou,andwhyIneededyoutostayalive.Theworldwouldnotbeabetter
placewithoutyouinit,Janet,anditwilljusthavetolearntolivewithyou.”
Again,thewarmth,accompaniedbyheatinhisdamngorgeousblueeyes.Mickalwaysknewwhatto
say.“EvenifI’madangerouskiller?”Iasked.
“Areyou?”Micksatup,provingthathewasmother-nakedunderthecovers.“YoustoppedUndeadJim
fromkillingpeopleintheclub.Youstoppedhimbeforehecoulddestroythedragonswhocameforyou,
andyouhealedBancroft.”
“Onemandied.”Ithoughtofthechauffeur’sassistant,whosenameI’dneverlearned,lyingdeadon
Maya’sfrontlawn.Hisonlycrimehadbeentoopenthecardoorforme.
“Morewouldhaveifyouhadn’tintervened.”
“No,hewouldn’tbedeadatallifnotforme.Jimrushedouttheretopreventthedragonsfromtaking
me.”
Mickfrowned.“Why?”
“Goodquestion.HellifIknow.MaybehesensesmyBeneathmagicwhenIuseit,likeCoyotedoes,
andcomestofindme.”
“Doyouthinkyourmotherwastheonewhoresurrectedhim?”
“Idon’tknow.Thevortexissealed.Ihaven’tsensedhercomeout,andshehasn’ttriedtofindme.If—
when—shecangetoutagain,IthinkI’dbethefirstpersonshehunteddown.I’dknowifshewerefree.”
“AnothergodfromBeneath,then?”
“Couldbe.That’swhatI’mgamblingon.Butthereareplentyofgodsabovetoo,aren’tthere?Coyote
forone.SpiderWoman.Thekachinas.Theycanbebenevolentbutalsoscary.Andpowerful.”
“Coyotedoesn’tadmittoit?”Mickasked.
“Hesaysno,butdoesCoyoteneverlie?He’satrickstergod.Hedoeswhathepleases,forhisown
reasons.”
Outside,thesunlightbegantodimascloudsgatheredonthemountains.Theywereblack,denseclouds,
fullofwaterandlightning.Thestormmagicinmereachedouttothethickeningstormlikeanoldfriend,
andasparkoflightningdancedbetweenmyfingers.
Mick’seyesstartedtodarken.“Wantmetodrawitoff?”heaskedinalowvoice.
Mickknewhowtoheatmybloodwithonlyalook.He’ddonethattomethenightI’dmethim,overa
mealinaLasVegasrestaurant.Withinanhour,I’dbeeninbedwithhim,surrenderingmyvirginitytoa
manwithwickedeyes.
“Mick,”Isaidslowly,“I’mnotsureI’veforgivenyou.Fornottrustingme.”
“Iknow.”Helaidhishandonmybellyandeasedthesheetdownsohecouldtoywiththetinystudat
mynavel.
“AndIthinkyou’rerighttonottrustme,”Isaid.
“Idon’tagree.”Hemovedtoplaywiththestudwithhistongue.
Hishotbreathonmyskinmademegowarmandpliantinspiteofmyself.“Mick,whydoyoualways
dothistome?”
“BecauseIloveyou.AndbecauseIwanttofeastonyouwheneverIseeyou.”
Heproceededtofeast.Icouldhavestoppedhim,Isuppose,couldhavetoldhimtogetout,or,better
still,toflymeoutofherewithhim.Butno,Ileanedbackagainstthepillowsandmoanedsoftlyashe
lickedhiswayfrommynavel,takinghistime,untilhismouthclosedovermycleft.
Mickdidthingstomewithhistonguethatnomanshouldknowhowtodo.Myhipsmovedashelicked
me,hismouthsendinggrittyheatallupanddownmybody.Outside,thestormbuilt,coldwinddrivingthe
cloudsfromthetoweringmountains.Lightningsparkledinmyfingertips,andMickraisedhisheadand
suckedthatoutofmetoo.
Mick’seyeswerenowblackallthewayacross.HeloweredhisheadagainanddevouredmeuntilI
washoldingontotheheadboard,cryingmyecstasytotheceiling.HekeptonuntilI’dcomeonce,twice.
Rightbeforethethirdtime,Mickshovedtherestofthecoversfromthebedandclimbedoverme,his
bodyhotandhardwithwanting.Icaughthisshaftinmyhandtostrokehim,toreturnthepleasurehe’d
givenme,butheshovedmyhandaway,pressedmedown,andenteredme.
Gods,itfeltsogoodtohavehiminsideme.I’dfearedI’dneverfeelthatagain.IarchedtomeetMick’s
thrusts,mynailsrakingdownhisback.Thetattoothatsnakedacrossthesmallofhisback,fromhiptohip,
washotundermytouch,mydragon-manbarelycontaininghisfire.Thoughtsofwhatwouldhappenwhen
hedecidedtoletgoexcitedthehelloutofme.
Herodemeuntilhespilledhisseed,bothofusgroaninginrelease.ButIknewhewasn’tfinished.
Mickcouldsexmeallnightandwellintothenextdayifhewantedto,andhe’donlystopformysake.
Hewasn’toneforunadventuroussex,andthethingswedidonthatbed—nottomentiontheusewe
madeoftheheadboard,thechairacrosstheroom,andthebalconyrailing—createdmorehotmemoriesI
couldsavorwhenIwasoldandgray.
WhenMickfinallyfinished,hourslater,andlaidmegentlyonthebed,coveringmewiththetumbled
quilts,myheadhadstoppedhurting,myscouredbodyrefreshed.Mickhadhealedmeashe’dlovedme,
andIhadn’tevennoticed.
Drakesenthisgunmenforusabouttenminutesintoourafterglow.IwonderedifDrakehadtheroom
monitored,andthenIdecidedIdidn’tcare.They’dkidnappedmeandheldmecaptive;theycouldeat
theirheartsoutwatchingmyboyfriendenjoyme.
Whenthenicemenwithautomaticrifleswalkedintotheroom,theonewhoseemedtobeinchargetold
ustogetdressedandaccompanythemtoDrake.Noofferofbreakfast,noToddbreezinginwithatrayand
freshtowels.
Igotoutofbedandputonmyclothesrightinfrontofthegunmen,figuringitwouldsavethemfrom
searchingmelater.Ilefttheshardofmirrorwhereitwasnexttothebed.Drakealreadyknewaboutit,
andithadkeyedintoallthemirrorsinthehousebynow.Ifthingsgotbad,itcouldsendamessageto
Cassandra,whomightbeabletofindCoyote,whomightgetoffhisbuttandsaveus.
Might,might,might.Nothingwascertain.
Asweweremarchedthroughthehouse,IwonderedaboutJim.I’dtoldMickthatIthoughtJimwas
sensingwhenIusedmyBeneathmagic,andI’duseditbig-timetohealBancroftlastnight.Iwonderedif
JimweresomewherearoundhereorwhetherBancroft’smenshootinghimfullofholeshadslowedhim
downany.
IfeltsorryforJim.Hehadn’taskedtoberesurrected,andhecouldn’thandlethepowerthatran
throughhisbody.Butalthoughhedidn’tmeantokillpeople,hestilldidit.Hehadtobefoundand
stopped.
Theroomthegunmentookustoopenedontothecourtyard,whereafountainplayed,itswatersoothing
music.Rainpatteredintothecourtyard,thunderrumbledinthedistance,andthebreezebroughtusthefine
scentsofrainandwind.
Bancroftthecouncilman,nowwearingablacksuitsimilartotheoneI’dfirstseenhimin,stoodbythe
openwindowwithhisbacktous.Drake,waitingnearhim,saidnothingwhenweentered,onlymotioned
withaflickofhisfingersforthegunmentoleaveus.
“Micalerianicum,”Bancroftsaid.“I’msurprisedtoseeyouhere.”
“Notsurprisingatall.Janetismymate.”
“YoualwaystoldmeyournamewasMick,”Isaidundermybreath.
Mickgavemeasmile.“Ididn’twanttoscareyouaway.”
Drakesnorted.“Humanshavedifficultywithnamesthatarelongerthanafewsyllables.”
“Youhaven’tmetsomeNativeAmericansIknow,”Isaid.“ButIagreethatMick’sfullnameisalittle
ridiculous.Soisyours.”
“Andyoursissobriefitisfinishedbeforeonetakesinitsmeaning,”Drakereturned.“Whatdoesit
mean,thisJanetBegay?”
“JustJanet.”Ihadanothername,infact,thespiritnamemyfatherhadgivenmethedayofmybirth,but
noonewasallowedtoknowit.Namescouldbetrickythings.Ifyougavesomeoneyourtruename,they
coulduseittogainpoweroveryou.
“Thesewordsarenotourrealnames,”Micksaid,asthoughhereadmythoughts.“Ourtruenamesare
likemusicalnotes,sungtousbeforewe’rehatched.They’repartofthemagicthatmakesdragonswhat
theyare.”
Drakescowled.“Youwouldgivethisknowledgetoabeinglikeher?”
“Thebeinglikehersavedyourmaster’sass.”
Bancroftfinallyturnedaround.“Iwastoldwhathappened,andyourmagicmirrorreplayedtheincident
forme.”Bancroftgavemeastiffbow.“Iamgratefulforyourassistance.”
“Shehealedyou,”Micksaid.“Pureandsimple.”
“Sheshouldn’thavebeenableto,”Drakesaid.
“Noonecanbestrongerthanthemightydragons?”Iasked.“That’swhatthisisallabout,isn’tit?”
Drakewentafineshadeofpurple.He’drecoveredwellfromlastnight,hisdarksuitpristine,his
ponytailsleek,everyhairinplace.“You’veknownoftheexistenceofdragonsforwhat,fourmonths?
Howcanyouevenbegintoknowwhatbeingadragonis?”
“IknowyouwereterrifiedI’dopenthevortexesandreleaseagoddessfromBeneath,endangeringthe
dragons.”
“Endangeringeveryone,”Bancroftsaid.“Humansaswell.”
“Oh,you’refinallygettingaroundtomentioninghumans,areyou?”Iasked.“AllIeverhearisthatthe
dragonsfearthemagic,thatreleasingitwillbetheendofthedragons.Youdon’tgivearat’sassabout
therestofhumanity.Thereareplentyofdangerstohumans,butIdon’tseeyourunningaroundtryingto
putastoptothem.Butwhenthedragonsareintrouble,suddenlypeoplehavetodie,andMickgetsputon
trialfornotdoingmurder.”
Bancroftgavemeafrostylook.“Youknownothing,girl.”
“She’snotwrong,”Micksaid.“Youtwoknowverylittleabouthumans.Youdon’twalkamongthem.
JanethasfarmorecompassionthananydragonIknow.”
“Wewalkamongthem,”Drakesaid.“Welivehere,outsideahumancity.Weemployhumans.”
“Outsidethecity,”Mickanswered.“Employthem.Youdon’tlivewiththem.Youdon’tgototheirbars
andplaypoolwiththemandlistentowhattheyhavetosay.You’velockedyourselvesinyourfortresses
solongyoudon’tknowwhatgoesonoutsidethem.”
Bancroftbrokein.“Shemighthavecompassionasyousay,butthemagicfromBeneathwillconsume
herifshedoesnotlearntosuppressit.Butthatisaseparateissue.You,Mick,willstandtrialfor
breakingyourwordtothecouncilanddisobeyingdragonlaw.I’vetriedtofindsomewayaroundit,butI
can’t.Theothercouncilorsareadamant.”
“That’sfine,”Micksaidinamildvoice.“I’llbethere.”
“It’sridiculous,”Isaid.
“Thatdoesn’tmatter.”Bancroft’stonewashard.“Whetherahumangirlthinksourlawsarerightor
wrongisirrelevant.Hehasbrokenhispledge,andhemustanswerforit.”
Damnbuttheywerestubborn.Mickwasn’tmuchbetter,simplyansweringwithanod.Hewasgoingto
letthemconducttheirshamtrialanddecidewhatkindofordealhehadtowithstandforthecrimeof
sparingmylife.
“Whydidyoubringmehere?”Iasked.“BeforeJimwentonhiskillingrampage,youplannedtokidnap
meanddragmeoffhereforsomereason.You’venevergottenaroundtotellingmewhat.”
Bancroftsurprisedmewithalittlesmile.Hereallywasagood-lookingmanwhenhedidthat.Sowas
Drake,thoughIdoubtedI’devercatchDrakesmiling.
“IbroughtyouheretointerrogateyouaboutwhatMick’sdefensewouldbe.”
Mybrowsshotup.“Really?Andyouexpectedmetotellyou?”
“IexpectedtopryitoutofyouusingwhatevermethodsIhadathand.SothatIcanprepare.”
“Well,forgetit.”Iletlightningcracklethroughmyfingers.Iknewthiswouldn’tscaredragons,who
couldeatstormpowerandenjoyit,butthesparksdancinginmyhandsmadeaniceshow.“Whydidn’t
youkidnapColbyandinterrogatehim?Orhaveyoualready?’
Bancroftshookhishead.“Thatisforbidden.”
“Butinterrogatingmeisn’t?”
“You’rehuman.”
Igrowled,tossedthelightningaroundtheroom,andsmiledwhenDrakeandBancroftjumped.The
electricitydissipatedharmlessly,buttheairsmelledofozoneandpower.“I’dhavedisappointedyou
evenifyoudidtortureme.Ireallydon’tknowwhatColbyisplanning.”
Shoutsoutsidethedoorinterruptedus.Iheardtheheadgunmanyell,“Standdown!Standdown!”anda
snarledresponse.Athirdmanouttherewastryingtoapologizeatthetopofhisvoice.
BancroftjerkedahandatDrake,butDrakewasalreadymoving,apistolcomingoutfromunderhis
coatasheflungopenthedoor.
“Yousendherouthere,unhurt,andI’llgoaway,”asharpvoicesaid.“Withher.”
“Oh,forthegods’sake,”Iwhispered.
“Mr.Bancroft,Iamsosorry,”anothermanwassaying.“Itoldhimwecouldn’tburstinhere,thatyou
wereaprominentcitizeninyourprivatehome,notacriminal.”
“Whereisshe?”
IpeeredoverDrake’sshoulder.Nashstoodtherewithhisnine-millimeterpointedattheleadgunman’s
head,hishandunwavering.BehindNashwasanothermaninasheriff’sdeputy’suniform,lookingred,
apologetic,andoutofbreath.
“I’mallright,Nash,”Isaid.“Wewerejustchatting.”
Nash’sgundidn’tmove.“Letherwalkouthere.”
“Explainthis,”Bancroftsnappedatthem.
“I’msorry,sir,”theheadgunmansaid.“Hechargedthefrontdoorandshovedhiswayin.”
“Heshouldn’thavebeenableto,”Bancroftsaid.“Notthroughmywards.”
IknewdamnwellhowNashhadwalkedinthroughthedragon’sheavyspells,butIwasn’taboutto
volunteertheinformation.
“Mickgotinthroughyourwards,”Ipointedout.
“Weallowedhimin,”Drakesaid.“Andknewwhenhearrived.”
“Letherwalkoutofhereandgetintomytruck,”Nashsaid,ignoringus.“Ifyoudothat,Iwon’tcharge
youwithkidnappingandassault.”
“Micktoo,”Isaid.
Nashdidn’tbetrayanysurprisetoseeMickotherthanaminuteflickerofhisgrayeyes.“Micktoo.”
“Standdown,”Bancroftsaidtohisgunmen.“Lethergo.”
Thegunmenloweredtheirweaponswithoutarguing.Iknewtheydidn’tgiveashitwhetherBancroft
showeredmewithgiftsororderedmeshot.TheywerelikeTodd—eitherway,theygotpaid.
Drake,withgreatreluctance,loweredhisgunaswell.IlostnotimesteppingaroundhimandNash,
puttingmyselfoutofthelineoffire.Mickwasrightbehindme,hishandonmybacktoguideme.
Wedidn’tstopwalkinguntilwe’dreachedNash’sfamiliarSUV,parkedjustoutsidetheopengatesof
thecompound.IwasgladI’dgrabbedmycoatwhenI’dgonedowntoseeBancroft,butI’dlefttheshard
ofmirrorinthebedroom.Nomatter.Themirrorcouldn’tobeythemifIordereditnotto,butitwasfreeto
showerthemwithsnarkycomments.Ismiled.
NashcameoutwithDrakeandBancroft.He’dholsteredhisweapon,buthewasclearlyincharge.The
deputyfollowed,continuingtoapologize.IwonderedhowmuchBancroftpaidhim.
MickhadalreadyhelpedmeintoNash’sfrontseatandtakenaplaceinthebackbythetimeNash
climbedintohisSUV.Hesaidnothingtousashedrovedownthewindingroadthatledtoahighway.
Nashpickeduphissunglassesfromthedashboardandshovedthemon,one-handed,butnotbeforeIsaw
thedarksmudgesunderhiseyes.
“Hedoanythingtoyou?”heaskedmeashepulledontothefreeway.
“Nothingdire,”Isaid.“Youdidn’thavetocomeallthewayouthere,youknow.”
“It’smyjob.Mayatoldmethatyou’dbeenkidnappedatgunpoint,andLopezlostyououtinthedesert.”
Mickspokefromthebackseat,soundingtired.“Ithinkshemeansyoucouldhavereportedtheabduction
andlettheSantaFepolicetakecareofit.”
“Idid.Lopezsawthenumberofthehelicopter,andtheSanteFeCountysheriff’sdepartment
recognizeditasbelongingtooneMr.Bancroft,reclusivebillionaire.Theentiredepartmentrefusedto
botherhimandmakesureyouwereallright,soIdecidedtobotherhimforthem.ThankMaya.Shewas
hystericalaboutwhathappened,adamantthatIgoafteryou.”
Icouldimagine.Mayacouldbeloudandresoluteanddidn’ttireeasily.LikelyNashhadcometofind
metogethertoshutup.
“I’llbesuretothankherwhenwegetbacktoMagellan.Maybeyoushouldgoseehertoo,totellher
whathappened.”
Nashgavemeaflatstarefrombehindhissunglasses.“I’mnottakingyoutoMagellanyet.”
“No?”Ireallywantedtoseemyownbed.“Where,then?”
“FlatMesa.Ihaveinmycustodyamanwhohasconfessedtokillingyourhotelguest,JimMohan.”
Twenty-one
ANativeAmericanmansatacrossthemetal-toppedtablefrommeintheinterrogationroomintheHopi
Countyjail.Mick,surprisingly,agreedtowaitoutsidewhenNashtoldusthatthemanrefusedtospeakto
anyonebutJanetBegay.Nashwasn’tabouttoletmestayaloneinherewiththesuspect,sohetookan
intimidatingseatattheendofthetable.
ThesuspectwasaHopi,largeandmuscular,andhesatwithhisheadbowed.Hisblackhairwas
brushedwithdustbutpulledneatlybackintoabraid.Heworenondescriptclothes—jeansandaloose
shirt—andhislargehandswerescarred.
Whenhelookedupatmehisdarkeyeswerefilledwithsorrowandshame,hismouthpulleddownat
thecorners.I’drarelyseenamoremiserable-lookinghumanbeing.Andhewascompletelyhuman.No
auraofthesupernaturalhunganywhereabouthim.
“ThisisBenKavena,”Nashsaid.“Earlythismorning,hewalkedintoatribalpolicestationand
confessedtokillingawhitetouristattheHomol’oviruins.ThepoliceknewI’dbeenlookingintoJim
Mohan’sdisappearanceanddeathandcalledme.IshowedMr.KavenaapictureofJimMohan,andhe
confirmeditwasthesameman.”
IlookedatBen,notNash.“Why?”Iaskedhim.
“Iwasveryangry,”Bensaid.“Heviolatedasacredplace,andIbecamecrazywithanger.”Tears
stoodinhiseyes.“ButIcommittedaworseviolation.Ihavelivedwiththeknowledgeeversince.”
“WhatdidJimdo?”Iasked.
Foranswer,Nashshovedalidlesscardboardboxatme.“WefoundMr.Kavenawiththese.”
Benmadeanoiseofprotest.“Iwasnotstealingthem.Iwantthemputbackwheretheybelong.”
Ilookedinsideatseveralsubstantialchunksofclaypots.Theylookedold,veryold,andhadyellow
andblackdesignsonthem.
“Jimwaspothunting,”Isaid.“Theasshole.Thephotographystorywasjustacover.”
Pothunters—looters—grazedout-of-the-wayplacesforancientpottery,whichcouldfetchlargeprices
inmuseumswhosecuratorsmightnotpaymuchattentiontolawsorethics.ThepotteryintheHomol’ovi
areabelongedtothepueblopeoplesanddatedbackathousandyearsandmore,andtheseartifactscould
besoldforhighdollartocollectors.
Butthesamepotsthatpeopleprizedforintrinsicvalueweresacredtothepueblotribes.Thepottery
hadbelongedtotheirancestors,usedbothforeverydaytasksandinburials.Someonediggingapotoutof
agravewaslikesomeoneremovingyourgreat-grandmother’stombstoneandfloggingittoacollector.
IcouldimagineBenwitnessingthisrapeofhisancestorsandgrowingfurious.Ifheconsideredhimself
adescendantofthepeopleofHomol’ovi,he’dbeevenmoreenraged.
Studyinghisface,Irealizedthathisangerwentevendeeperthanthat.
“You’retheKoshare,”Isaid,realizing.“Theonewhoscaredmeuptheretheotherday.Atleast,you
werehischannel.”
Bennodded.“Ihadgoneuptheretolookaround,tokeepaneyeontheplace.Thereisnoonenowto
keepthestealersofthesacredaway.AndIsawthisMr.Mohannexttotheriver,puttingpiecesofpots
intoabox.Whenhelefttheboxandwentbackupthehilltolookformore,Ifollowedhim.Helaughedat
mewhenIdemandedhereturnwhathewasstealing,thinkingIwasjustastupidHopi.WhyshouldI
worryaboutafewpiecesofbrokenpottery?Ihadaknifewithme.Whenheturnedaround,Istruckout.”
Irememberedmyvision,Jimfallingforwardwiththeknifeinhisbackandaman’smuscularhand
graspingthehilt.Thehandhadn’tbeencoveredintheKoshare’sblack-and-whitepaint.Benhaddonethe
killing,nottheKosharethatsometimesinhabitedhim.
“Ihavetakenalife.”TearsspilleddownBen’sleatherycheeks.“Ihavedestroyedmyself.”
“AfteryoukilledJim,whatdidyoudo?”Iasked.
“Ranaway.Iwasacoward.Igrabbedthepotsherdsandwenthome.Icouldn’trisklingeringtoputthe
potsback.Iwasgoingtodoitlater.”
“Imeanbeforethat.”Imulledoverhowtoputit.“DidtheKoshare—thespiritthatfillsyou—didhe
cometoyou?MaybetriedtohealJim?”
Bendidn’tchangeexpressionasheshookhishead.“TheKosharedidn’tdarecometome.Iwas
unworthyofhim.”
“ButhecametoyouwhenIwentuptoHomol’ovitoinvestigate.Hewasinyouwhenhefrightened
me.”
“Idon’tknowwhyhecameback.Yes,Iwastherewhenyoucame.I’dputonmypaint,hopinghe
wouldcometomeinthatsacredplaceandforgiveme,butwhenheenteredme,hewassoangry.Hewas
angryatyoutoo,andafraid.Afterthatday,hehasleftmeandnotreturned.”
Hefinished,silentlyweeping.
DamnJim,anyway.Ifhehadn’tgoneoutlookingforwhathethoughtwaseasymoney,Benwouldn’t
havebeendriventomurder,andwewouldn’tbestuckwithanundeadmaniacturningpeopleinsideout.
Butthen,BenshouldhavesimplyreportedJimtothepolice,nottakenituponhimselftoseek
retribution.Pottheftwasacrime,andJimcouldhavedonetimeforit.NowBenwoulddotimefor
murder.
“What’sgoingtohappentohim?”IaskedNash.
“I’mnotsure.YouandIbothhaveseenJimMohanaliveandwell,afterhewassupposedtohavebeen
killed.”
Benlookedup,puzzled.“Themanwasdead.I’veseendeath;Iknowwhatitlookslike.”
“Heisn’talive,”Isaidsoftly.“Hewasresurrected.”
Ben’stearsceased,andhiseyeswidenedinhorror.“No.”Hemoanedit,rockingslightlybackand
forth.“No.”
“DidtheKoshareresurrecthim?”Iasked.
“No.No.Hewouldnotdosuchathing.”
“Doesheknowwhodid?”
Benshookhishead.“Idon’tknow.Idon’tknow.”
Nashpulledtheboxofpotsherdsbacktowardhimandstoodup.“BenKavena,I’mgoingtoholdyou
untilIcanfindthisJimMohanandfigureoutwhatreallyhappened.I’lltellyounowthattheleastyou’ll
bechargedwithisassaultandattemptedmurder.”
Isprangtomyfeet.“Nash,don’ttrytofindUndeadJimyourself.Don’tsendyourdeputiesouttohunt
himeither.He’sakiller.He’lldestroywhoevertriestoapproachhim.”
Nashgavemeanannoyedlook.“Ican’tverywelltellajudgethatIwanttopresschargesagainstBen
formurder,butsorry,Ican’tproducethebodybecauseit’sbeenresurrected.”
“IbetajudgewhowasraisedinMagellanwouldbelieveyou.”
Nashscowled,notfindingmefunny.“IstillneedtofindthisJim.HekilledthemaninMaya’sfront
yard,nottomentionthehikersouthoftownandyourassailantinLasVegas.”
Benlookedterrified.“Ifsuchaonefindsme,hewillkillme.Hewilltearmeopen.”
“Canyouputagoodguardonhim?”IaskedNash.“OratleastletMickwardhiscell?”
“Yes,”Bensaid.“Please,Iwillstayhereunderyourprotection.”
Nashwantedtoarguesomemore,butIwalkedoutbeforehecouldandwenttofindMick.BenKavena
wassmarttobeafraid.IneededtofindUndeadJim,soonerratherthanlater.Herespondedtome—fine,
I’dlethimcometome.
WhatI’ddowithhimafterthat,andhowI’dstophim,Ididn’tknow.IverymuchfearedI’dhavetokill
him,andIwasn’tatallcertainIwasstrongenoughforthat.Whatworriedmeevenmorewasthat
somethingouttherewaspowerfulenoughtoresurrectahumanbeing,andIstillhadn’tfiguredoutwho.
Nashwouldn’tletmegountilI’dsignedformsandpromisedtonotdiscusswhatI’dheardwiththepress.
NotthatMagellanorFlatMesahadmuchpress,anditdidn’tmatteranyway,becausetherumormillwas
farquickerandmoreaccurate.ButIsignedthepaperstomakehimhappy.
“HowisMaya?”Iasked.
“FinewhenIlefther,”wasNash’sabruptanswer.Nashlookedawful,runningonadrenalineandpure
stubbornness.Idoubtedhe’dsleptinthelasttwenty-fourorsohours.
“Whichwas?”
“Lastnight.IaskedLopeztomakesureshedidn’tneedanymedicalattentionorcounseling.”
“Youaresucharomantic,Nash,”Isaid.
“Ifollowedprocedure.Getthehelloutofhereandletmekeepfollowingit.”
Igaveupandlefthim.IdidtellMickeverythingI’dlearnedfromBenKavena,andMickagreedtoset
wardsonthecell.Hestayedbehindtodothat,andoneofthedeputiesranmebacktotheCrossroads
Hotel.
Cassandrawasrelievedtoseeme,althoughPamelagavemeasteadylookandsaidnothing.I
wonderedhowlongtheChangerwomanwasgoingtostay.UntilsheconqueredCassandra?Lookingatthe
twoofthem,Icouldn’ttellwhetherthathadhappenedornot.
“Dragonscan’tbetrusted,”CassandratoldmeinalowvoiceafterI’dshoweredandchangedmyfilthy
clothes.“Theytalkalotabouthonor,buttheydon’textendthathonortohumans.Don’ttrustthem.”
“Idon’t,much.”
“Good.ThenmaybeyoucouldpersuadeColbytoleavethesaloonandreturntohishotel.Hesetsthe
wrongtone.”
Cassandraturnedawaytogreetacouplecheckinginwithacourteoussmileonherface.AsImovedto
thesaloon,IwonderedhowCassandraknewsomuchaboutdragons.Mickhadtoldmetheypreferredto
remainhiddenfromhumans,andyetCassandraspokeheropinionsaboutthemwithconviction.I
wonderedwhereshe’dencounteredthembeforeandwhathadhappened.
BothColbyandMicksatatatableinthesaloon,MickhavingreturnedfromFlatMesawhileI’dbeen
intheshower.I’dbeenalittledisappointedhehadn’tcomeintowashmeagain,butnowIwasgladto
seehiminherekeepinganeyeonColby.
AsIsatdown,Mickflashedmeawarninglookandsaid,“Themagicmirrorshowedhimeverything.”
“Everything.”Colby’sgrinbecamealeer.“Youhavestaminainthesack,girl.Itwasstimulating,even
ifIhadtowatchthroughalotofcracks.”
Myfaceheated.“IswearI’mmeltingthatthing.”
“Don’tbeembarrassed.Itwasbeautiful.WaybetterthananypornIcanfindonthatmotelTV.”
Mick,damnhim,didn’tlookashamedatall,orevenangryatColbyforhavingseenmeinmynaked
glory.Maybeitwasadragonthing—havingColbywatchMickmakingsuchhardlovetomereinforced
theideathatIwasMick’smate.
“Interesting,though,”Colbysaid,takinganothersipofbeer.“ImeanaboutBancroftwantingtogrill
you.SoundslikethedragoncouncilisnotatallunitedintheiropinionsaboutMickyorthistrial.Wecan
usethattoouradvantage.”
“How?”
Colbyshrugged.“Trustme,darling.”
“YourdefensewasgoingtobethatIwasharmless,”Isaid.“Butthat’sout.BancroftandDrakehave
seenwhatIcando.EvenifIsavedBancroft’slife.”
“True.Youfuckedthatup.Doesn’tmatter.Ihaveafewotherthingsupmysleeves.”
“Likewhat?”
Colbygavemeanothershrug.“HavetothinkaboutwhatIcando.”
IglancedatMick,butheandColbyexchangedalook.Igraspedthatthetwoofthemknewexactlywhat
Colbyhadinmind,andneitherwouldbothertotellme.
Irritated,Istoodup.“Fine.Whileyou’replottingtogether,trytothinkofawayIcanfindUndeadJim.
Onethatwon’thurtanyone.”
IstalkedoutandnearlyranintoPamelaatthedoorcomingin.Shelookedmeupanddown,andforthe
firsttime,shesmiledatme,evenifitwasapredatorysmile.
“IheardwhatColbysaid.”Hereyessmoldered.“He’sright.You’rehot,Janet.”
Boilingwatercouldn’thavemademeanymoreuncomfortable.“I’msurprisedthemirrordidn’tsell
ticketsandservepopcorn.”
“Itwasagoodshow,believeme.”
“IthoughtyoulikedCassandra,”Isaid.
“Ido.”Pamelagrinned.“ButIstillhaveeyes.”Shewalkedoninsidethesaloon,andIhauledmyself
outofthere.
Cassandrahadnomoreguestsathercounter.Shewastypingupsomething,herfingersskimmingacross
thecomputerkeyboardwitheaseandgrace.SheflickedherlightbluegazetomeasIapproached.
“YouneedtofindJimMohan,”shetoldme.
“Ido.”Iwonderedifshetoohadseentheshowthroughthemirror,butifshehad,Iknewshe’dnever
mentionit.“He’sattractedtomymagic,butIuseditplentyinSantaFeandneverheardapeepfromhim.”
AsmallpuckerappearedbetweenCassandra’sbrows,andshelightlycaressedthelipofthecounter.
“Perhapsbecauseyouweren’tindanger.”
“ButIwasindanger.I’dbeenkidnappedandheldagainstmywill.”
“IfIunderstandwhathappenedcorrectly,thedragonscapturedyoutotalktoyouaboutMick’strial.
Theyhadnoplanstokillyou.PerhapsJimsensedthat.”
“Theotherdragoncouncilorwantedmedead.Hesaidso,mostemphatically.”
“ButDraconilingiusprotectedyou.Hedidn’tletonthattheyhadyouincustody,whichmeanstheyhad
nointentionoflettingyoubehurt.”
“Gods,youcanevenpronouncetheirnames.”
Cassandra’sshrugwaselegant.“Istudiedupondragons.”
“Ineverknewtheyexisteduntilafewmonthsago.”
“You’renotawitch,andIwasadiligentstudent.Dragonscanbeusefultowitches,ifthewitchis
powerfulenough.”
FirstI’dheardofit.“MyimmediateproblemistofindandstopJim.IfIcangethiminfrontofa
magistrate,aHopimanmightbesparedalifesentence.Thenagain,Jimisunstable,andifhe’shauled
intocourt,hemightjustkillthemagistrate,theHopiman,Nash,andme.”
“Wecantrytobindhim.”
“Hismagicisprettydamnpowerful,Cassandra.Icanbarelyslaphim.”
“Iknowsomespellsthatareprettydamnpowerfultoo.”
Ileanedcasuallyonthecounter.“Isthatwhyyou’reworkingatatinyhotelinabackwatertowninthe
middleofnowhere?”
Cassandragavemethetiniestofsmiles.“Imadesomemistakes.ButIenjoyworkinghere.Ilikethe
quiet.”
“Withhornydragons,attackingChangers,andanundeadmanfilledwithdestructivemagicwreaking
havoc?Sure,Icanseewherethatwouldberestful.”
Hersmilewidened.“Ienjoyachallenge.”
Itampeddownmycuriosityandreturnedtotheproblemathand.“Icouldfindaplaceoutinthedesert,
workalittlemagic,seeifhecomes.Someplacefarfromtown,farfromthevortexes,farfrompeople.If
wecandoabindingspell,great.Itwouldhavetobeaverypowerfulone.”Irememberedthebinding
spellMickhadusedonmetostopmeinLasVegas.Thatspellhadbeendecentlystrong,butifI’dseenit
coming,IknewI’dhavebeenabletoresistit.WeneededsomethingmorepowerfulforJim.
“Icandoit,”Cassandrasaid.“Givemealittletimetoprepare.Butwillyoubeabletotakeaway
what’sanimatinghim?Ifyoucandothat,he’lldieofhisownaccord,hisbodyrespondingtothenatural
forceofdeath.”
Igrimaced.“Idon’tknow.Idon’tknowifMickcaneither,orevenwhetherMickandIcombinedcan
doanything.Mymagicdoesn’talwayscomeatwill.”
IwonderedwhetherIcouldcombinemystormmagicwiththeBeneathmagictodefeatJim.WhetherI
couldornot,thatprocesswouldbecontingentonhavingapowerfulstormragingatthetime.Icouldn’t
countontheweathercooperating,andIcouldn’tcountonmyBeneathmagicworkingperfectlyeither.
Ipushedawayfromthecounter.“I’mgoingtogoscoutalocation.”
Cassandragavemeawarninglook.“Don’ttryanythinguntilIcanperfectabindingspell.”
Iagreedandleftthehotel.Ididn’tbothertellingMickwhereIwasgoing.Ihadpickedupanothershard
ofmagicmirrorfrommybedroomnightstand,thisonealittlelargerthantheothers.Ireflectedthatmaybe
Ishouldn’tbothergettingthemirrorrepairedatall.Havingpiecesofittocarryaroundwastoouseful.
Iclimbedtherailroadbedandheadedeastoftown,tothevortexes.Magellanhadbeenbuiltonan
ancientcrossroads,andthevanishedtribesthathadoncepopulatedthisplacehadleftpetroglyphsthat
indicateditsmysticalenergy.Ithadbeennocoincidence,Jamisonhadtoldme,thattherailroadhadbeen
laidwhereithad,alongalineofmysticalenergy,andnocoincidencethattherailwayhadgonebrokeand
shutdown.
Thetiesandrailshadbeenstrippedawaydecadesago,toleavealong,flattrailfromFlatMesaallthe
waytothesouthernendoftown.Ihadnoideahowfarthebedwent,nothavingexploredthatfaryet.
Ontheothersideoftherailroadbedlaythevortexes.IhadnointentionofluringJimouthere.Ifhehad
godlikemagicinhim,Ididn’twanthimthrowingitaroundandmaybeunlockingoneofthegateways;no
tellingwhatwouldcomeoutofone.
I’dcomehereforadifferentreason.Imademywaydowntheothersideoftherailroadbedand
climbedtothetopofarise.FromhereIhadagoodviewofMagellan,thetownstrungoutalongthe
curvinghighway.Behindme,thedesertstretcheditsemptinesstothehorizon.Awashhadonceflowedat
thebottomofthelittlehillIstoodon,butnomore.Thesidesofithadcollapsed,andfallentreeslay
encasedinbakedearthwherethemudfromaterriblestormhaddried.
MickandIhaddonethis,destroyedthewashandsealedthevortexbeneathit.Iclosedmyeyes,calmed
mymind,lettingnothingbutthesounds,scents,andfeeloftheplacetouchme.
Ibreathedcleanairthatboreonlythescentofdryinggrassesandthepungentodorofjuniper.Nothing
more.Notingleofmagic,noshiverofdanger.
WhenIopenedmyeyes,Isawacrowhoppingnearmyfeet.Itstoppedandcockedablackeyeatme.
“She’sstilltrapped,isn’tshe?”Iaskedit.
Thecrowdidn’tanswer.Ithalfhopped,halfwalkedinitsungainlywaytothemiddleofthenow-
closedwashandpeckedthegroundwithahaughtymanner.
“Stilltrapped,”Isaidwithcertainty.WhoeverorwhateverhadbroughtUndeadJimbacktolife,it
hadn’tbeenmymother.Thatrelievedme,butitalsoleftopenfartoomanypossibilities.
WhenIturnedaround,Coyotewasstandingrightbehindme.
“Damnit,willyoupleasestopdoingthat?”
Coyoteregardedmewithglitteringdarkeyes,notraceofhisusualhumoranywhere.“Itoldyou,Janet,
nottousetheBeneathmagic,everagain.Notforanyreason.”
Twenty-two
Mysmart-assretortdiedinmymouth.Coyotehadmademenervousbefore,butrightnowhelooked
terrifying.TherewasnothinginhiseyesoftheCoyoteIknew,nothingbutdeeprageandvastpower.
“Ihadto,”Ibegan.“Thedragon—Bancroft—wouldhavedied.Hecouldn’thealhimself.”
“Thenheshouldhavedied.It’sthenaturalorderofthings.Dragonsaremortal—they’rehurt,they
bleed,andtheydie.”
“Ididn’thaveachoice.Firstofall,Icouldn’tstandtoseeacreaturediebecauseofme;second,I
neededtodosomethingtokeepDrakefromkillingme;andthird,Bancroftseemsmorereasonableabout
thistrialthantheothers.Icouldn’trisknothavinghimthere.”
“Isee.Youhealedthedragontosaveyourboyfriend.”
“Notjustthat.IsavedBancroft’slifetosavehislife.”
“EvenwhenItoldyounottousethemagic?”
IregardedhimwithacourageIdidn’thave.“Itwasnecessary.”
“No,itwasn’t.Youdon’tgettochoosewholivesandwhodies,JanetBegay.”
“Andyoudo?”
“I’magod.Oneofthefirstgods.I’veexistedsincethefirstworld.Someconsidermetheembodiment
ofallthatisevil,butI’mnot.I’mjustagod,andgodscanbecapricious.”
Nokidding.“ImadethebestdecisionIcouldgiventhecircumstances.”
“Youwentwithyouremotions,andyouthoughtmefaraway,whereI’dneverknow.”
“Butyoudidknow.”
Ahintofawickedglimmerreturnedtohiseyes.“Yourmirrorputonagoodshow.”
“Hell,”Isaid.
“You’reabeautifulwoman,Janet.You’repassionate,andyou’reinlove.Butyou’rehuman.Leavethe
godforcesalone.”
“ButamItrulyhuman?Iwasconceivedbyawomanpossessedbyagoddess,borntoamanwith
Stormwalkermagicinhisfamily.Mygrandmotherispowerfulenoughtoprojectherselfasacrowa
couplehundredmilesfromhome.Ididn’tasktoinheritbothpowers.I’dhavebeenhappybeingplain
Janet,onewitharealmotherandfather,whofoundsimplejoyinwalkingtheland.”
“Ioncetoldyouthatwedon’tchoosewhatweare,”Coyotesaid.“Weonlychoosewhatwedowith
whatwe’vebeengiven.”
“AndIchosetosavethedragon’slife.AndtohelpMick,andthosepeopleinLasVegas.AndI’ll
chooseagaintofindthatundeadmenaceandstophimbeforehehurtsanyoneelse.”
Coyotegavemeathoughtfullook.“Youknow,Janet,IfeelaboutyouthewayyoufeelaboutJim.”
“No,there’sonethingdifferent,”Isaid.“Idon’twanttohavesexwithJim.”
“Touché.”
“Damnit,Iwishyou’dstopthreateningmeandhelpme.We’vegottofindthisguy.Doyouknow
whereheis?”
“No.Youplantotakeawayhislife?”
“Whatchoicedowehave?IfIthoughthecouldcontrolthemagicinhim,thenitwouldbedifferent,but
Idon’tthinkthere’smuchchanceofthat.”
“Exactly.”
Thewayhesaidthewordmademyheartsqueezeinfear.ButIknewthatifIran,Coyotewouldjust
catchme.He’dtumblemetotheground,andwithoneflickofhisbigpaw,he’dkillme.Janetwouldbe
dust,floatingawayonthewind.
“AreyousayingthatifIgiveJimachance,you’llgivemeone?”Iasked.
“I’msayingthatI’mwatchingyou,andthatyoudon’thavethatmanychancesleft.”
Iknewhemeantit.Coyoteheldmylifebetweenhisfingers,andallhehadtodowassnapthem,and
I’dbegone.
Iclosedmyeyes.Ithoughtofthevoicethatspokewithinmeeverytimethemagicstirred,theevilit
urgedmetodo.CouldIstopthewhispers?CouldIsomehowkillthatpartofmypowerandchannelthe
resttodowhatIbadeit?OrwouldtheBeneathmagicsimplyconsumemeintheend?Mymotherwas
evil,andthatevilwasinme.Coyote,thedragons,mygrandmother—noneofthemwerewrongaboutthat.
Iheardvoices,humanones,andopenedmyeyes,exhalinginrelief.NaomiKeeandJamison,withJulie
betweenthem,wereclimbingdowntherailroadbedtomaketheirwaytowardus.Juliebrokefromher
motherandstartedrunningwiththelong-legged,coltishlopeofaneleven-year-old.ShereachedCoyote
andthrewherarmsaroundhim,andhespunheroffherfeet.
“Hello,Julie.”Coyote’svoicewasgentlenessitselfashesetherdown.
“Hello,Coyote.”Juliebothspokeandsignedatthesametime.“Whatareyoudoingwayouthere?Are
youandJanetwalkingtoChevelonCanyon?That’swherewe’regoing.Canwecomewithyou?”
Ididn’treallywanttoseeJamison,buthegavemeanot-unfriendlynodwhenheandNaomireached
us.Iwantedtohughim,toapologizeoverandoverforwhatI’ddone.
CoyotegavemealookoverJulie’sheadthattoldmeI’dpassedsomekindoftest.“Sure,Julie,”he
said.“I’llcomewithyou.ButJanet,shehasthingssheneedstodo.”
Itookthehint.IstoodbackandwatchedasthethreeadultsandJuliewalkedoffintothedesert,thesun
haloingJulieasthoughshewereasacredbeing.
MickwasstillwithColbywhenIreachedthehotelagain.Ididn’twanttolistentoColbygoingonabout
myprowessinbed,soIgotonmybikeandtoldCassandraIwasrunningerrands.Ireallydidhave
errandstorun—Iwasbehindonsomuch—butIusedthemasanexcusetogetawayfromthethingsthat
unnervedme.
IhadtoeitherconvinceCoyotethatIwasinfullcontrolofmymagicandwoulduseitonlywhen
entirelynecessary,orgiveintowhathewantedandstopusingitaltogether.Iwasn’tcertainIcoulddo
either.
Istoppedatthetouristboardtoarrangetohavemynewbrochuresdisplayedthere.Theofficewas
abouttoclose,thesunalreadysetting,butIgotinjustintime.ThenIvisitedthetinysuitebehindthepost
officewhereawomanwhoprintedcutemapsforthetouristsacceptedmymoneytolistmyhotelonone
ofthemaps.Advertisingwasanever-endinggame.
Idecidedtograbsomefoodatthediner,andthat’swhereAssistantChiefSalasfoundme.Stillinhis
policeuniform,heslidintotheboothwithmeandorderedcoffeewhenthewaitressbroughtmyusual
cheeseburger.
“Sowhat’supwithMaya?”heasked.
Iliftedmybrowsandmycheeseburgeratthesametime.“Sheturnedyoudown?”
“Yes.”
“Sorry.”Ididfeelbadforhim,becauseEmiliowasaniceguy.“She’sstillhunguponNash.Giveher
time.”
“No,Imean,Iwenttoseeherthisafternoon,andshebarelyopenedthedoor.Shejustsaidthroughthe
crackthatsheappreciatedmeaskingherout,butshedidn’twanttogo.”Salasthankedthewaitressforthe
coffeebuttoyedwiththecupinsteadofdrinking.“Ionlywentovertheretoseeifshewasallright.You
know,aftertheshitthatwentdownlastnight.”
“YoumeanwhenIgotabducted?I’mfine;thanksforasking.”
Salas’scheekbonesstainedred.“Iknowyou’reokay,Janet.LopeztoldmeNashbroughtyouhome;
plusyou’reprettytough,andyouhaveMicklookingoutforyou.Maya...”
“Isadelicateflower?”Igrinnedathim.“Youhaveitbad,Emilio.”
“I’mjustworriedabouther.Shelookedlikeshehadn’tsleptatall,almostlikeshewassick.Andshe
slammedthedoorinmyfacewithoutevensayinggood-bye.”
“Shesawsomeonebeslicedinhalfonherfrontlawn,”Isaid.“Nashsaidshewasprettyhysterical.”
“Iknow.”Salasleanedforwardandspokeinalowvoice.“AndIhatetosaythis,butitkindofsmelled
inthere.Likerottingfoodorsomething.That’snotlikeMaya.She’susuallyso...prolijo.Whatisitin
English?Fastidious.”
Idroppedmyburger.KetchupandgreasesplashedoutandhitSalas’scoffeecup,andhejumped.“You
allright,Janet?”
“Yes,fine.IjustrememberedsomethingIhavetodo.Finishtheburgerifyouwantit.”
Islappedtenbucksonthetableandhustledoutofthediner,leavingSalasstaringaftermeinconcern.
Mayadidn’tlivefarfromthediner,butIrodemybiketheblockorsothroughthedarkeningstreets,
makingalotofnoisesoshe’dknowI’darrived.Theshadesweredownoverherfrontwindows,thougha
lightglowedbehindone,theflowersinherlittlegardenstillsmashedwhereDrakehadsteppedonthem.
Iwenttotheporchandknockedonthedoor.Mayadidn’tansweruntilI’dstartedknockingthethird
time.Sheswitchedontheporchlight,openedthedoorabouttwoinches,andlookedoutatme.
IsawwhatSalashadmeant.Maya’sfacewaspaleanddrawn,herdarkeyesburninginsunken
hollows.Herhairwasamess,herT-shirtstainedwithcoffee.Icouldn’tseebeyondher,butSalashad
beenrightaboutthesmell.Itwasnotthestenchofdeath,asI’dfeared,butmorelikesomeonehadn’t
takenoutthegarbageinawhile.
“Janet,”shesaidinaclippedvoice.
“Hey,Maya.Icametoseeif...ifyoustillwantedtogoshoppingwithmetomorrow.”
Mayadidn’tblink.“No.Sorry,I’mtoobusy.Ihavealotofcleaninguptodo.”
SheopenedthedooranotherinchuntilIcouldseethekitchensinkpiledwithdishes.Fartoomany
dishesforoneperson,evenifshe’dgoneonacookingspree.
Withoutturningherhead,Mayaflickedhergazedownthehall.Shehadtwobedroomsbackthere,her
ownandonesheusedasadenandguestroom.Bothdoorswereclosed.
“That’sallright,”Isaidloudly.“Howaboutifyoucallmelater?”
“Myphone’sstillbroken.”
“Oh,yeah.Well,comeoverwhenyouhavetime.”
“Sure.”
Shestartedclosingthedoor.IwishedIcouldtellhersomethingtoreassureher,tomakesomegesture
thatIunderstood,butherlifehungonabreath,andIdidn’twanttosayordothewrongthing.
Iletherclosethedoor,andImademyselfwalkcalmlytomybike,putonmyhelmet,starttheengine,
andrideaway.IrodesteadilyasIpassedthediner,incaseSalaswaslookingoutthewindow.Ididn’t
wanthimgettingworriedandhurryingdowntoMaya’shouseagain.
AroundthenextcurvewasthegasstationandHansen’sGardenCenter.Ipulledintotheemptylotofthe
gardencenterandtookoutmycellphone.WhenIreachedtheHopiCountySheriff’sDepartment,Lopez
toldme,amazingly,thatNashhadgonehometosleep.
“AnythingIcandoforyou,Janet?”Lopezasked.
MyhearthammeredasIdithered.IfIbehavedasthoughthiswastheemergencyitwas,Lopezwould
sendcarsdownandalerttheMagellanpolice.Ifthathappened,whoknewwhatkindofchaoswould
erupt?Onethingwascertain—Mayawouldbethefirsttodie.Thishadtobedealtwithquietly.
“No,”Isaid.“Ijustwantedtoaskhimaquestion.”
“Allright,goodnight.”Lopezhungup.
IparkedandwalkedaroundthegardencenterandthroughNaomi’sbackyard,whichabuttedit.
Jamison’sstudiowaslocked,Jamisonnowhereinsight.Julieansweredthebackdoorwithdelight,and
Naomigreetedmefromthekitchen.Jamisonwasthere,leaningonthebreakfastbar,watchingNaomi
cook.IfIhadn’tbeensopanicked,Iwouldhaveenjoyedsoakingupthecoziness.
Juliestartedtellingmeaboutthewalkthey’dtakenwithCoyoteandthepetroglyphshe’dshowedthem:
whirlingstars,strange-lookingmen,andwhathe’dsaidwerecoyotes.Naomisensedmyhurryandtold
JulietosavethestoriesuntilIcouldstaylonger.Shedidn’thaveNash’snumber,shesaid,butshegave
medirectionstohishouseinFlatMesa.
IcouldtellthatNaomiandJamisonwerecurious,butmydearfriendsdidn’task.ForthatI’dreturnand
letJulietalktomeforhoursaboutanythingshewanted.
MyhandssweatedinsidemyglovesasIdrovethroughtherestofMagellanatpreciselythirty-five
milesperhour.ThestarswereoutbythetimeIhitthetownlimits,andIopeneditupontheroadtoFlat
Mesa.
SheriffJoneslivedinamodestneighborhoodinahousebuiltaboutacenturyago.Itwasone-story,
longandlow,withaporchthatranthelengthofthefrontofthehouse.Thepeakedroofhadbeenbuiltto
letthewintersnowslidefromitandalsotocastdeepshadeovertheporchinsummer.
Nash’ssheriff’sSUVwasparkedinthedriveway,andIrememberedthathe’dnotyetrecoveredhis
newpickupstoleninDeathValley.ItwasprobablyinMexicobynow,andunrecognizable.
Nashcametothedoorinsweatpantsandasweat-soakedgrayT-shirt.Hehadabottleofwaterinone
handandatowelintheother,anddidnotlookhappytoseeme.
“Letmein,”Isaidinacalmvoice.“Closethedoor,andkeepyourvoicedown.”
Nash’slipspinched,buthedidasIasked.EvenNashcouldbeperceptive.
Heclosedthedoorbehindmeandlockedit.Nash’shousewasverymuchabachelor’s—hisliving
roomheldanall-in-oneweightmachineandnotmuchelse,andonestoolwasdrawnuptoabreakfastbar.
Hisreadingmaterial,stackedneatlyonthebreakfastbar,wasmagazines,mostlyaboutguns.Nash’sown
gunwasnowhereinsight;beingNash,Ihadnodoubthekeptitresponsiblylockedaway.
Nashdranksomewaterandwipedhisfacewiththeendofthetowel.“What?”
“IknowwhereJimMohanis.”
Nashfroze,thetowelathisface.“Where?Tellmenow.”
“He’satMaya’s.”
Nashstaredatmeforastunnedmoment,hispupilsdilatingtodarkenhislightgrayeyes.Thenhe
explodedpastme,anditwasallIcoulddotogettothedoorbeforehedid.
Twenty-three
Nashwasdamnstrong,butIwasdesperateenoughtojammyhandsagainstthedoorframeandresisthis
attemptstochargeoutofthehouse.
“Nash,no!Ifyougorunninginthere,he’llkillher.Hewillevenifhedoesn’tmeanto.”
Nashstaredatmeinfury,butIsawhisinstinctiveragerecedeandterriblefeartakeover.Heswung
backintohislivingroomandslammedhisfistontohisexercisemachine.Metalcracked.
Shakingouthishand,Nashstrodeswiftlydownalonghallwaythatranbehindhislivingroom.Icaught
uptohiminasmall,darkroomwithagunsafe.Nashremovedhisnine-millimeterfromitandslappedin
amagazine.
“Nash!”
“Hewon’thurtherifIkillhimfirst.”
Iblockedhisexit.“Jimisalreadydead.Iftwomenpummelinghimwithbulletsdidn’ttakehimdown,
thatlittlegunwon’teither.Idon’tcarehowaccurateyouare.”
FromthelookNashgaveme,Iwassurprisedhedidn’tshootmethenandthere.He’dhappilystepover
mydyingbodyandraceofftosavethewomanheloved.
“Allright,”hesaid,hisjawrigid.“Allright.Damnit.”Nashsnatchedupashoulderholsterand
bucklediton,jammingtheguninsideit.“Ihavetobelieveyou.Thisguycanrippeopleinsideout;I’ve
seenthat.Whatcanwedoagainsthim?”
“Wecan’t.Ican.Butthere’sareasonIcametogetyou.”
“BecauseIcanabsorbandnegatemagic.”
Inodded.“Youaretheonlyonewhomightbeabletotakehisattackandsurvive.”
Nash’smouthtightened.“Andhe’sintherewithMaya.”
InolongerneededtoaskwhetherNashcaredforMaya.Itwasinhiseyesandineverylineofhim,the
terrorthatshe’dbehurt,killed,nolongerinhislife.
Hepulledoutandloadedanotherpistolandtuckeditintoasecondshoulderholster.Nash’sguncabinet
heldabouttenhandguns,allneatlylinedupintheircases.Hedidn’tofferonetome.
Nashlockedthecabinet,andwelefthishouseforhisSUV.Hisradiocrackledwhenheturnediton,a
deputycallinginfromaremoteareaofthecountytoreportnotmuchofanything.Nashdidn’tanswer.I
thinkheunderstoodasmuchasIdidwhyheandIweretheonlyoneswhocouldgotoMaya’srescue.
AnyoneelsewasapotentialcasualtyandwouldincreasetherisktoMaya’slife.
WerodeinsilencethroughthedarkenedbackstreetsofFlatMesa,avoidingthesheriff’sdepartment.
Nashflooreditonthehighwaybetweenthetowns,thefirsttimeI’deverseenhimbreakthespeedlimit.It
wasfifty-fiveonthisnarrowroad,andNashpushedittoeightyandninety,eatingupthemilesinamatter
ofminutes.
Heslowedtolegalspeedaswepassedmyhotel,notwantingtodrawattention,andcontinuedthisway
allthewaytoMaya’s.Nashdrovethroughthealleybehindthehousesandparkedinfrontofavacantlot.
Maya’sstreetwasdark,thebackneighborhoodsofMagellanhavingfewstreetlights.NashandIcrept
quietlythroughMaya’sunfencedyard,goingslowlyinthedarkness.Mayahadalittleporchintheback
withlawnchairsforwarmdays.Hummingbirdfeedershungatintervals,allfilled.
FrenchdoorsledtoMaya’sbedroom,buttheywerelocked,theblindsdrawnsowecouldn’tseein.I
didn’tsenseanywardsaroundthewindows—butthen,Jimwashuman;hewouldn’tknowhowtowarda
house.HecountedonhisgodmagictokeepMayapennedinandothersout.ThemomentItriedtouse
magictounlockthedoors,Jimwouldknowit.
Iwasponderinghowwe’dgetinwithoutalertingJimorMaya,whenNashpulledoutakey.
Ifiledthatfactawaytothinkaboutlater.Nashquietlyslippedthekeyinthelockandturnedit.Hehad
hisgunout,ready,ashequicklypushedopenthedoorandsteppedsidewaysintotheroom.Icopiedhis
movements,duckinginbehindhim.
Theroomwasempty.Ifamagicbarrierhadexistedtokeepoutthemagicallyinclined,Nashwould
havejustnegatedit.
Nashmovedsoundlesslytotheclosedbedroomdoor,listened,andeasedthedooropen.
“Maya!”amancalledfromthesecondbedroom.“Bringmemorecoffee.”
“I’mallout,”Mayasaid.“Ihavetogogetsome.”
“Youarenotleavingthishouse.”Jim’svoicetookonanoteofpanic,andheflungopenthesecond
bedroom’sdoor.
Jimlookedthesameasheeverhad,tallandthin,afaceneitherhandsomenorugly,brownhairand
browneyes.Aplain,ordinaryman.Hesteppedoutoftheroomandfoundhimselffacingthebarrelof
Nash’sgun.
Jimstopped.Foronefrozen,soundlessmomentJimstaredatNashandme,andwestaredbackatJim.
Thenhethrewmagicatus.
Jimhadgrowninstrengthandskill.HisballofmagichitNashfullinthechest,theimpactsending
Nashcrashingintothewall.ButNashdidn’tfalldowndead,ashewassupposedto.Awaveofmagic
emergedfromNash’sbackashestaggeredupright;thenthemagicslammedbackintohim,dissipated,and
wasgone.
Jim’seyeswidened.“Holyshit.How’dhedothat?”
Mayaappearedattheendofthehallway.“Nash?Whatthehell?”
IsteppedpastNashandshovedMayabackintothelivingroom.“Getout,”Isaid.Ifumbledwiththe
locksofthefrontdoor,pusheditopen.“Run.”
“Thisismyhouse!”
“Ifyouwanttoliveinitsomemore,runnow.Go!”
Mayacastananguishedlookdownthehall.“Nash,”shecried.“Iloveyou!”Tearsonherface,sheran
outthedoor.
“No!”Jimshouted.HetriedtoblastMayawithawaveofmagic,butNashgotinhisway.Onceagain
Nash’sbodyabsorbedthemagic,butNashdrewasharpbreathwiththeimpact.Iwonderedhowmuchof
Jim’spowerhe’dbeabletotakebeforehewasspent.
“Youdon’tdeserveher,”Jimsnarledathim.“Afinegirllikethat,andyouignoreher.”
Nash’slipswerewhite.“Ifyoutouchedher,Iwilltwistyourheadfromyourbodyandkickitdownthe
street.”
“She’shunguponyou,man.Itriedtopersuadehertodropyou,butshewon’t.”
“Whatdoyouwant?”IaskedJim.
Nashwouldn’tputdownhisdamngun.Iknewbulletswouldn’thurtJim,butNashprobablyfeltmore
comfortablewiththeheavinessofaweaponinhishands.
Jimfacedme.“Whatdoyoumean,whatdoIwant?”
Magicburnedinsideme,needingrelease.ThemagicurgedmetocrushJim,endofproblem.
ButCoyotewasright—ifIdidthat,I’dbenodifferentfromJim.IrealizedthatCoyotecouldhave
killedmelongago,whentheBeneathmagicfirstmanifestedinme—no,hecouldhavekilledmeatbirth,
orwheneverhe’drealizedthatmymotherhadsuccessfullymadeachild.ButCoyotehadgivenmea
chance,manychances.IhadtostepbackanddothesamewithJim.
“Whenyoucamehere,youwerelookingtogetrich,”Isaid.“You’dstealafewoldpots,sellthemfor
bigmoneyontheblackmarket.Butthatgotyoukilled,andyouaren’tinterestedinpothuntinganymore.
So,whatareyouinterestedin?”
Jimshrugged.“Figuringoutwhathappenedtome.”
“ThenwhytakeMayahostage?”
“Ididn’ttakeherhostage.Ijustneededaplacetocrashwherenoonewastryingtoshootme.Youall
ranoffandleftheralonelastnight,andIneededtoheal.”
“You’vekilledthreepeople,”Ipointedout.
“Ididn’tmeanto.”
“Butyoudidit,”Nashsaid.“Andyou’llanswerforit.”
“Whatabouttheguywhokilledme?Willheanswerforit?”
“Yes,”Nashsaidinasteadyvoice.
“Whataboutwhoeverbroughtmebacktolife?Mademeakillingmachine?Whathappenstoher?It’s
notmyfault.”
“Her?”Iasked.“Whydoyousayher?”
“Becauseitwasaher.Ithoughtitwasyou.”
Notme,notmymother.Thenwho?Cassandra?Ichilled.No,couldn’tbe.She’dbeenasamazedasI
waswhenshe’dseenthevisionofJim’sresurrection.
“Well,itwasn’tme.”Iburiedmyspeculations,butIwouldremembertheclue.“Youhavetocontrol
thismagic.You’rehurtingpeoplewhoneverdidanythingtoyou.”
“Whataboutthemanwhotriedtoshoveyouintothatlimoatgunpoint?Iwastryingtosaveyou.And
thatguyinthehotelinLasVegas—hewantedtorapeyouandMaya.WasIsupposedtoletthatgo?You’re
myonlyfriends.”
ThefactthathedescribedmeandMayaashisfriendsmademeslightlysick.“We’dalreadygotten
awayfromtheguyinLasVegas.Securitywouldhavefoundhimandtakencareofhim.”
“Hetriedtohurtyou,”Jimargued.“Icouldn’tletthatgo.”
“Damnit,whyareyousodeterminedtobemyavengingangel?”
“Avengingangel.Ilikethat.Becauseyou’relikeme,andthey’retryingtokillyoutoo.Ithoughtyou
mademe...”
“AtthetimeofyourdeathandresurrectioninHomol’ovi,IwasinDeathValleywithNashandMick.
Nowherenearyou.”
Hedidn’tlookconvinced.“MaybeIwasbroughtbackforareason.”
“No,”Isaid.“Itwasamistake.”
Jim’sfacedarkened.“Howthehelldoyouknowthat?”
“Becausenohumancanhandlethemagicthatwasdumpedintoyou.Idon’tknowwhywhoeveritwas,
whatevergoditwas,decidedtobringyoubacktolife,buttheyshouldneverhave.You’renoteven
botheringtocontrolyourself.”
“Ididatfirst.Itscaredme,andI’msorryaboutthehiker.Ireallywastryingtohelphim.Theothers—
theydeservedit.”
“Noonedeservesthat.”
“No?”Jimliftedhisbrows.“Sowhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?”
“Ifyoucancontrolthemagic,ifyoustophurtingpeoplewithit,maybeIcanhelpyou.”Coyotemight
notlethimoffsoeasy,butJimdidn’tneedtoknowthat.IjustwantedhimoutofMaya’shouse.
“Whilehe’sinprison,”Nashsaidtightly.“He’skilledthreepeople.”
Jimsmiled.“I’mnotgoingtoprison,Sheriff.I’mstayingherewithMaya.She’llcomeback.Shelikes
me.”
Nash’sfingermovedonthetrigger.
“Takesomeadvice,”IsaidquicklytoJim.“Ifyouwanttoliveapeaceful,happylife,don’tpissoff
NashJones.”
“ScrewNashJones,”Jimsaid,andheblastedbothofuswithmagic.
Nashshothim.ThebulletwentrightintoJim’sbrain,andheflinched,buthedidn’tfallorstop.Nothing
showedhe’dbeenshotbutasmall,redholeinthesideofhishead.
Youdon’thavetotakethis.
Atthesametimemylittlevoicespoke,IraisedashieldofwhitelightbetweenmeandJim.Icouldkill
him.Ihadthepower.Daysago,attheclubinLasVegas,Icouldbarelyfendhimoff.Today,Iknew
exactlywhattodo.
“Jim,”Isaid.“Stop.”
Jim’seyeswidenedwhenhispowercouldn’tbreakthroughmybarrier.Hestaredatmethroughitfora
second,andthenheswungaroundandranforhisbedroomwindow.
Nashshothimagain,plugginghimatthebaseofthespine.Jimthrewopenthewindowanddove
throughitasthoughhedidn’tfeelathing.
Swearing,NashranbackthroughMaya’sbedroomandouttheFrenchdoors.Irushedtothewindowin
Jim’sbedroomandslidmyslimbodythroughit.
Jimfoundhimselfcaughtbetweenthetwoofus.Hegaveusawildlookbeforeboltingthroughthe
neighbors’sideyard.Nashwentrightafterhim,mecomingbehind.Jimranbetweenhouses,dodging
gardensheds,kids’toys,andbarkingdogs.Hehittheedgeoftheneighborhoodandkeptrunningoutinto
thedesert.
Hisrunner’sbodymadehimfast,andthemagicmadehimstrong.ButNashhadstamina.Hekeptaflat-
outpace,astiredashemustbe.Ifeltlikecrap,butmymagicwasawakeandexcitedandpropelledme
along.
Jimscrambledovertherailroadbedandheadedforthevortexes.Shit.Ifhestartedusinggod-magic
aroundthem,hemightopenoneandletoutwhoknewwhat.Thelastthingtheworldneededwasmy
motheremergingtogoonarampage.
Theskywasbeautifullyclear,themoonsobrightitwaslikeanincandescentlight.Themoonlight
outlinedJimagainstthedarkdesert,andNashtookafewmoreshotsathim.Notthatitdidanygood.
Jimkeptrunning.Iwaspanting,lagging,realizingIneededtogetintobettershape.IsawJimdisappear
intotheearth,Nashafterhim.Hearthammering,Imadeittowherethey’dvanishedandrealizedthey’d
jumpednotintoavortexbutdownintothecanyonthathousedChevelonCreek.Thewallsweresteep,the
bottomwideandrocky,theflatedgesofthecreekitselfthickwithscrubseekingwater.
NashhadJimcorneredagainsttherockwallontheothersideofthecanyon.Ijoggedthroughweeds
andwateruntilIcaughtuptothem.
“Leavemealone,”Jimsaid.Hisfacewaswaninthemoonlight,hisbodyfullofbulletholes,sagging
againsttherock.“I’llgosomewhereelse,neverbotheryouagain.”
“Wecan’tletyougo.”Irestedmyhandsonmythighs,tryingtocatchmybreath.“Youknowwecan’t.
You’retoodangerous.Youhavetolearncontrol.”
“Likeyoudo?”Jimaskedwithasneer.“Youcan’tcontrolyourmagiceither.”
Ishookmyhead,straighteningup.“ButI’mwillingtolearn.Willingnottouseitatall.”
“Butyouhavetouseit,ifyou’regoingtostopme.Adilemma,isn’tit?”
Atthatmoment,IhatedJim,hatedCoyoteformakingmesoscaredofhimandmyself,andhatedmy
motherforbestowingthismagiconmeatall.TheBeneathmagichadgivenmenothingbuttroublesince
themomentI’dfirstfeltitstir.
Justkillhim,myvoicesaid.
“No.Iwon’t.I’llfindanotherway.”
“Youcan’t.”Jimsoundedsmug.“Nooneisstrongenoughtokillmebutyou.I’mgoing.”
“Likehellyouare,”Nashsaid.
“Andhowdoyouintendtostopme?”
Nashglancedupward.“Withthem.”
Ijerkedmygazetowherehepointed.Fourgiantbeastsfilledthesky,andtheywereanglingtowardour
position.Fourjetsofdragonflameburstintothenight,thedragonswingingintosolvetheproblem.
Ibreathedasighofrelief.Iwouldbesparedthedecision.Coyotecouldn’tblamemeifMickledthree
dragonsinformationtoeliminatethedeadlyundead.IsuddenlylovedMickvery,verymuch.
Thedragonscameon,theblackbulkofMickinfront.Streamsofdragonfiremetandmeshed,
becomingonesingleflamethatarrowedtowardJim.Iwatchedthebrightfire,mesmerized,untilNash
grabbedmeandyankedmeoutoftheway.
Welandedankle-deepinthecreekasallfourflamesshotintoJim.Jimshoutedandflailed,lookinglike
amanmadeoffire,hisscreamshorrible.Iwatched,unabletolookaway,asJim’sskinmelted,draining
awaytotheearth.
Nashstillheldme,thebuttofhisgunpressedintomystomach.IkneweventhenthatIcouldhave
savedJim.Iwaspowerfulenoughtodoit.Icouldhavedampedthedragonfireandlethimlive,butI
chosetostandwithNashandwatchJimdie.
Exceptthathedidn’tdie.Theflamesstartedtodim,althoughthedragonscontinuedtopourthemon.
ThefireandsmokedampenedmoreandmoreuntilIcouldseethatJimwasgrabbingtheflamesintohis
ownhands,squishingthemdownintoasmallerandsmallerball.Thethingglowedlikeadwarfstarthat
longedtobeasupernova.
Ishouted.IfoughtmyawayoutofNash’sholdandchargedatJimjustashereleasedthefirebackinto
theair.
Thedragonsshriekedandbrokeapart.Mickstreamedpastme,hisblackhidegleaminginthemoonlight
asthefourdragonsregroupedandre-formed.TheystreakedagaintowardJim,fasterandfaster,flaming
himasplitsecondbeforetheyreachedhim.
Thistime,Jimwasreadyforthem.Thedragonflamesburstagainstawallofnothing,whileJim,
burnedandblackened,hidbehindthewallandsuckedthedisperseddragonfireintohishands.Asthe
dragonsrolledawayandclimbedtotheskyagain,Jimhurledthefirebackatthem.
Theflamescaughtareddragononthetail.Hescreechedandsaileddownward,landingsomewhereout
inthedarkness.Micksoaredoverthespotwherehiscomradehadfallen,andthenheturnedbacktothe
canyonandcameatJimlikeabulletfromagun.
Mickwasfurious.Ireaditinthetightlineofhishugebody,inhisintensespeed,intheredofhiseyes
ashezoomedbetweenthecanyonwalls.HewentforJimwithhismouthopen,readytofinishthisinthe
dragonway—withonebite.
Jimgatheredeverybitofgod-magicinhimandthrewitatMick.
Nashtriedtojumpintheway,totakeit,butMickwascomingtoofast.Mick’stalonbattedNashoutof
theway,andthewhitelightgrabbedMickfullforce.ThemagiccarriedMickupandup,higherand
higher.Desperately,Ithrewmyownmagicathim,andJimandIhadawrestlingmatchforMick’sdragon
bodywhileithunginmidair.
Theforcesofourfightrippledthroughthedarkness,expandingtheairuntilasonicboomfloatedover
thedesert.Mickwasbeingtornapart.Hewasscreamingandwrithing,tryingtoescapethebothofus.I
hadtoletgo,butifIdid...
Gasping,IsnappedmymagicfromMickandthrewitdirectlyatJim.Jimcollapsed.
Butthesecondbeforehismagicwinkedout,Jimgaveatwistofhishand.Mick’sbodywrenchedin
twodifferentdirectionsatonce.Iheardthecrunchofbonesandcartilage,twohundredfeetaboveme.
ThenJim’smagicvanished,andMickplummetedtotheground.
ItriedtograbMick,tocushionhisfall,buthehithard.ThegroundshookasMick’shugedragonbody
landedatthetopofthecanyonwall,theimpactcascadingbouldersandgravelintothecreek.
IwasracingtoMick,scramblingupthesideofthecanyon,stumblingandfalling,rackedwithsobs.
DragonstoucheddownaroundmeasIreachedthetop,becamehuman.Thesmallerredthathadgotten
burnedwasColby;theotherblack,Drake,thelargeredorange,Bancroft.TheyconvergedaroundMickas
helaymotionlessinthedarkness.Mickopenedonehugesilverandblackeye,whichflickeredwithflame
andthenstartedtofilmover.
Thedragonssurroundedhim.Airshimmered.Mickshiftedfromdragonintothenakedandlimphuman
bodyofthemanIlovedandsoughtmewitheyesthatcouldnolongersee.Ithrewmyselfonmykneesnext
tohim,whereIcouldtouchhishair,kisshisface,lethimknowIwasthere.
Hissmiledatmewithahintofhisbad-boysmile.“Sorry,baby,”hewhispered.
“Mick.”Myvoicegrated,barelyworking.
Theotherdragonscircledaroundus.Colbywasinkedallover,onlyhishands,feet,andfacefreeof
tattoos.Drake’sdragontattoocoveredhisbackwithawingdowneacharm.Bancroft,older,hadmore
modesttattoos,likeMick,dragonsencirclinghisbicepsandflowingupwardaroundhisneck.Igazedat
themallthroughmytears.
“Helphim,”Isaid.
Bancroftputagentlehandonmyback.“He’stoofargone.There’snothingtobedone.”
“Hecanturnbackintoadragon.Thatwillsavehim,right?”
Colbyanswered,hisgravellyvoicesomber.“It’stoolate,Janet.Ifthatwouldhavehelped,he’dhave
stayeddragon.”
“Youdon’twanttohelphim,”Isaid.“Youallwanthimdead.”
Theydidn’tcontradictme,andmyangerflowedanew.IwasabouttoscreamatthemwhenIsaw
movementoutofthecornerofmyeye.Alargecoyotewasboundingtowardus,hisbodysurroundedbya
bluenimbus.
HebecamethemanCoyoteashestoppedandlookeddownatMickwithprofoundsorrow.
“Janet,”hesaid,hisdarkeyesfilledwithsadness.Forme,forMick.“I’msosorry.”
“Don’tbesorry.Helphim!Youcanbringhimbacktolife.I’veseenyoudoit.”
“Mickismortal,”Coyotesaid.“Itoldyou.Youcan’tchangesomeone’stimetodie.”
Icouldn’tbelievethis.Myloverwasdying,andthemostpowerfulmenI’devermetwerestanding
aroundshakingtheirheadsandfeelingsorryforme.IflungmyselfawayfromCoyotejustasIheardmore
shotsinthecanyon.
Don’tlethimgetaway,myvoicesaid.
Isprintedfortheedgeofthecanyon.Coyoteincoyoteformboundedafterme,plantedhimselfinfront
ofme,andsnarled.
“Fuckyou!”Iscreamed.IshovedCoyoteaside.Itdidn’tevenhurt.
AsIscrambledtothebottom,NashwasshootingfranticallyatJim,whowasracingdownthecreek,
splashingwaterasheran.Ireachedoutwithmymagic,lassoedJimaroundthemiddle,andjerkedhimto
ahalt.
Jimlookedhorrible,halfhisskinburnedaway,hisbodyabloodymess.Bonepokedthroughhismelted
flesh,andstillhefacedme,hisburnedmouthformingaparodyofasmile.
NeverpissoffaStormwalkerwho’sbeenfilledwiththepowerofthegods.
“Jim,”Isaid.Iheldupmyhand.Asmallballofwhitelighthoveredabovemypalm.
“Janet,no,”Coyote,humanagain,growled.Thecommandwasclear.
“Thisisyourlife,”IsaidtoJim,pointingatthesilverwhiteball.“Andnow,it’sover.”
Ipinchedtheballbetweenmythumbandforefinger.Itwentoutlikeaspark,andUndeadJimdied.
Twenty-four
Coyoteblastedmewithmagic.Ishouldhavediedonthespot,butNashsteppedbetweenhimandmeand
tookthebruntofCoyote’spower.
DamnedifNashdidn’tabsorbitall,thefullmagicofapowerfulgodlikeCoyote.Coyote’seyes
widenedinsurpriseasNashsuckedthebluelightintohisbodyuntilthemagicflickeredoutand
disappeared.
AtleastNashwasbreathinghardthistime.“Isthatallyou’vegot?”heasked.
“Well,fuckme,”Coyotewhispered.
Jimwasdead.Unmistakably,irrevocablydead.Thepileofhisboneslaymotionlesslyinafewinches
ofwater,hisskinhalf-rotted,thedecompositionthatshouldhavestarteddaysagofinallycatchingupto
him.
I’dkilledhim.AndifIhadtodoitalloveragain,Iwould.
Still,IkeptNashbetweenmyselfandCoyote,justincase.IglaredatCoyote.“SaveMick.”
“Janet...”
Iknewmyeyeswereicegreenwithoutlookingintoamirror.“Savehim.All-powerfulgod,can’tyou
evenhealadragon?”
“It’stoolate.”Coyote’svoicewassodamncalmitmademelivid.
“No,itisn’t.Andifyoucan’t,Iwill.”
Coyotetookasteptowardme,butNashremainedplantedinhisway,afirm,protectivewall.
“Lookathim.”CoyotepointedanangryfingeratJim’sremains.“MickwouldbecomeasJimwas.Is
thatwhatyouwant?”
“WhoeverresurrectedJimdidn’tknowwhattheyweredoing,”Isaid.“Theygavehimlife,animation,
butnotasoul.IknowhowtorestoreMickcompletely.”
Coyote’seyesnarrowed.“Nomortalknowshowtobestowasoul.Onlythegodscandothat.”
“You’dbetterstartlearningwhatmortalscando,Trickster.Especiallythismortal.I’mthedaughterofa
goddess;whyshouldn’tIhaveagoddess’spower?”
“Becauseifyouuseit,shewillhavewon.”
Somethingcoldburnedinmystomach,fearchurningwithdread.“It’sworthit.WorthittosaveMick.”
“Janet,”Nashsaid.“Youknowthatyou’reactingmorecrazythanyounormallydo,right?”
IswitchedmygreengazetoNash.“Mymotherwantedmetomatewithyou.Tocreateachildthat
combinedmypowerandyours,becauseshesaidthatsuchachildwouldbeunstoppable.Iunderstand
whatshemeantnow.You’reinfusedwithmorepowerthananyofusputtogether.”
“Good.”Nashclearlydidn’tknowwhatthehellIwastalkingabout,butthatdidn’tmatter.“Thenlet’s
gohelpMick.”
Hetookmyhand,andwestartedclimbingoutofthecanyon.Coyotewatchedusgo,neitherinterfering
norhelping.Justwatching.Hewaslettingmemakemychoice.
NashandIpulledeachotherthroughdirtandrock.IwassotiredIcouldbarelymove,andNashwas
shakyalso.Whenwescrambledoverthetop,wewalkedtothedragonswhoencircledMick’smotionless
body.
WhenIsawMick,myheartbrokealloveragain.Hishumanlimbswereaskew,hischestnolonger
risingwithbreath.Hestaredatnothing,hisblackhairflowingoverhislifelessface.
Idroppedtomykneesbesidehimandliftedhisheadintomylap.Ismoothedhiswildhairfromthe
faceIlovedsomuch,themouthI’dkissedsomanytimes.“Mick,doyoutrustme?”
Colbymovedbehindme,hisvoicesubduedforthefirsttimesinceI’dmethim.“Janet,he’sdead.”
“Hewillhaveadragonfuneral,”Bancroftsaid.“Withfullhonors.”
“Screwthat,”Isaid.“He’scominghomewithme.”
“Stopher,”Drakegrowled.Iflungthesmallestamountofmagicathim,andDrakefrozeinhistracks.
ItouchedMick’sfaceagain.WhatIhadtodowascomplicated,requiringgreatstillnesswithinmyself.
Mythoughtshadtobeorderlyandstraight.Onewrongword,onewrongsyllable,andMickwouldbe
lost,beyondsaving,orelsemesseduplikeJim.
NashkneltonMick’sotherside.He’dholsteredbothhispistols,andhelookedatmeingrave
sympathy.“Whatdoyouwantmetodo?”
“Keepthemoffme.”
Nashgottohisfeetandwalkedtowardthethreedragons,armsout,likeapoliceofficerkeepinga
crowdfromacrimescene.“Standback,gentlemen.Letherwork.”
“Whatshe’sdoingviolateseverylawoflifeanddeath,”Bancroftsaid.“ThisiswhywesentMickto
killherinthefirstplace.”
“Mickismyfriend,”Nashanswered.“Ihavetoletherhelphim.”
IwastouchedbyNash’scompassion.Ialsodidn’tknowwhatthehellIwasdoing.Iclosedmyeyes
andtriedtolookinsidemyself,asJamisonhadwantedmeto.He’dwantedmetofindmytwonatures,to
observethem,tolearnaboutthem,tomakethemplaynicelytogether.
IwishedIwasbetteratmeditation.IknewIneededtofocusonsomethingspecific—asound,astring
ofwords,mybreathing.ButallIheardwasbuzzinginmyears,Icouldn’tthinkofamantratosayto
myself,andmybreathingwasallovertheplace.
It’ssimple,themagicsaid.PushthepunyStormwalkerpowerout,andletthisonetakeover.Youcan
doanything.RememberwhatitfeltlikewhenyouwereBeneath.
Thatexperiencehadbeenheady.WhenI’dbeenBeneathandwantedsomethingtohappen,itjust
happened.Ihadbuttosayaword.
Andyoudon’tevenreallyneedtheword.
BeingaStormwalkeriswhatIam.Thestormsdrivemecrazy,butifIcouldn’tridethem,whowould
Ibe?
Adamnpowerfulhell-goddess,themagicanswered.
Ahell-goddesswhohasargumentswithherself.Bothmagicsarepartofme.I’mnotalloneorthe
other.
Youcan’tsaveMickwiththestormmagic.
Whynot?Stormmagicmakesdragonsevenstronger.
Becausethere’snostorm,yousimple-mindedbitch!
Well,thatwastrue.Thenightwascloudless,cold,crisp.
Watchwhoyou’recallingabitch,Ithoughtgrumpily.Youwanttoruleme,totakeoverandusemeto
workyourownwill.Well,I’mnotlettingyou.WimpyJanetdoesn’tlivehereanymore.
Youmustembracethegoddesspowerentirely,oryou’llneverbeabletosaveMick.
Wannabet?
Forjustaninstant,Ifelttheothervoicewaver.Thenitwenton.
ForgetaboutMick.He’sweak.Theotherdragon,Drake,hasanicebody,andhe’dmakeagood
slave.Orthehuman,Nash.Youknowyouwanthiminbedwithyou.Justtoseewhatitwouldbelike.
Avisiontookme.Mickgone,ashesscattered,Nashconsolingme.Hismouthonmine.Meontopof
himontheexercisemachineinhislong,lowhouse.
ThenIthoughtofthewayheusuallylookedatme—invastirritation.IthoughtaboutMaya,thelookon
herfacewhenshe’dcalleddownthehalltonight:Nash,Iloveyou.
Thevisionfled.Notlikely.
Youwon’tbeabletosaveMick.Notbyyourself.
Ihadthefeelingthevoicewasright.ButtalkingtoitletmestarttoseparateitfromtheStormwalker
withinme.Thefeelingofeachmagicwasdifferent.TheBeneathpowerwasbright,sharp,brittle.The
stormpowersmelledlikedamp,cleanearth;itwasthick,substantial,solid,andstrong.TheBeneath
powercameandwent,buttheStormwalkerpowerwasalwaysthere,centeringme.
Itouchedboth,marvelingatthedifference.IfIwoundthemtogether,groundingmyselfwiththe
StormwalkermagicwhilewieldingtheBeneathmagiclikeasword,Icoulddothis.Icoulddoanything.
Idrewabreath.WithmyfeetIreachedfortheearth,forthecorethatboundtheworldtogether.With
myhandsIreachedfortheBeneathmagic.Itwinedthedarknessofthestormpowerwiththebrightnessof
Beneath,andtwisteditintosomethingthatsparkledlikeblackonyx.
Beneathmyfingers,Micktwitched.
Atthesametime,allthebreathwasabruptlysqueezedoutofme.MystormpowerandtheBeneath
powersqueakedlikethemagicmirrorwhenitwasscared,andbothvanished.Iopenedmyeyes,weak,
sick,andsuddenlymagicless.
Cassandrastoodnotfarfromme,protectedbyDrakeandColby.Sheworeabusinessskirtsuit,which
lookedridiculousouthereinthemiddleofdust,rocks,andscrub.Pamelastoodbehindher,armsfolded.
Cassandra’sglowinghandswerepressedtogetherwhileshechantedwordsIdidn’tunderstand.Iknelt
besideMick,rigid,unabletomove.
Thebindingspell.CassandrahadbeenworkingononetoweavearoundJim,exceptnowshe’d
decidedtoworkitonme.Anditwassodamnedpowerfulthatmyownmagic,bothStormwalkerand
Beneath,hidbehindmeandwhimpered.
Thedragonsstoodbackandletherwork.IsawCoyoteatthelipofthecanyoninhiscoyoteform,
simplywatching.
Beyondthedragons,MayaMedina’sredtruckthrewupdirtasitspuntoahalt,andMayaleaptoutof
it.Sherantowardus,slippingandstumblingongravel.Nashmetherhalfway,andsheflungherarms
aroundhisneck.
Itshouldhavebeenabeautifulmoment.NashheldMayatight,tight,liftingherfromherfeet,holding
herclose.WhenMayaraisedherheadtolookathim,hecuppedonehandaroundherfaceandkissedher.
Myattentionwasdraggedfromthembythesoundofwings.Notleatherdragonwings,butfeathered
wings.Iexpectedthecrow,buttherewastoomuchnoiseforjustonebird.
Icouldn’tlookaround,couldn’tspeak.Thebindingspellcertainlywouldn’tallowmetotalk.Somany
magescommandedwordsofpower,coulddestroytheirenemiesintwoorthreesyllables.Asmartwitch
wouldincludespeechsuppressioninherbindingspell,andCassandrawassoverysmart.
Whenthewingedbeingssurroundedme,Inearlyscreamedinspiteofthespell.Icouldn’t,ofcourse,
andsothesoundplungedbackdownmygulletandrestedlikearockinmystomach.
Theyweremenwithmaskspaintedinpatternsofred,turquoise,white,black,andyellow.Theywore
loinclothsandsoftboots,andtheirwingedbodieswerepaintedaswell.Thesewerethekachinas,thereal
ones,godsnotveryhappywithonesmallNavajowoman.
Theysurroundedme,cuttingoffmyvisionfrommyfriends,myenemies,andmylover.Icouldn’ttell
whethertheshudderI’dfeltinMickwasthemagicworkingorjustaresidualsparkofhisownlifeforce.
I’dneverknow.ThekachinaswhirledaroundmeuntilIcouldseenothingbutfeatherywings,andthen
thedesertandthenightvanished.Ifoundmyselfinasmall,enclosedspace,inthedark,andutterlyalone.
There’snothinglikebeingwalledinalivingtombtomakeyouappreciatethesmallthingsinlife.
Isatoncoldstone,andcoldstonesurroundedme.Icouldstandupandwalkafewfeetfromwallto
wall,butsharppebbleslitteredthefloor,makingfootingtreacherous.AfterI’dfallenandcutmyhandsa
fewtimes,Idecideditwassafertojustsit.
IwipedmyhandsonmyshirtandtoyedwiththepebbleI’dpickedup.Itwaslightbutsharp—lava
rock.MytiredmindtoldmethatthekachinasdwelledintheSanFranciscomountains,whichNavajocall
theDiichilíDzilandtheHopicallNavatekiaoui.TheSanFranciscoPeakswereextinctvolcanoes,the
cinderconeofSunsetCraterandthelavatubesarounditremindersofthatfact.
WasIthere,underthosemountains?Orinanotherworldentirely?Wouldthekachinashaverisked
takingmetotheirspiritworld?Orhadtheysimplywalledmeinhereandleftmetostarvetodeath?
Strangely,Ididn’tpanic.Theroomwasdarkandcoolbutnotfreezing,andIhadair.Icouldn’tfeelany
breeze,buttheairwasn’tstaleandIdidn’tstruggletobreathe,soIfiguredoxygengottomefrom
somewhere.
ItwascalmhereafterthecrazyfightwithJim,afterfighting,terrified,againstthestasisspell.InhereI
wasalone,dirty,sore,tired,andtrapped—butatleastIwassafe.
Needlesstosay,mycellphonedidn’twork,noteventotellmethetime.Iwassurprisedithad
survivedintact.Ihadthehabitofbeinghardoncellphones.
IpulledoutthechamoisbagIkeptthemirrorinandpulledouttheshard.Evenintheabsolutedarkness,
themirrorglintedwithasparkofitsown.
“So,whereamI?”Iaskedit.
“Haven’tthefaintestidea,sugar.It’sdark.”
“Well,thankthegodsyouwereheretotellmethat.Yourbestguess,then?HowfaramIfrom
Magellan?”
“Idon’tknow.Distancemeansnothingtome.”
Irefrainedfromputtingtheshardundermybootheelandgrindingittopowder.“Willyouatleastgive
mesomelight?”
“ThatIcando.Comingrightup,sweetie.”
Themirrorglowed,thewhitelightstabbingintomydark-accustomedeyes.Isnappedmyeyelidsshut
andthenopenedthemafractionofaninchatatime.
ThepalelightrevealedwhatI’dguessed—Iwasinasmall,cavelikeroomwithnoentranceanywhere
tobeseen.ThefloorwaslitteredwithblacklavarockandglitteringApachetears,whichwere
translucentobsidianstones.IpickeduponeoftheApachetears,likinghowIcouldholdittomyeyeand
seethelightthroughit.
“Whereiseveryone?”Iaskedthemirror.“Whatishappeningatthehotel?”IavoidedthequestionI
mostwantedtoask,butthemirrorcaughton.
“Idon’tknowwhetherMicky’sallright,honey.IfheweretheonlymageIansweredto,I’dknow,
becauseI’dgodarkifheweredead.ButIanswertoyoutoo,soI’mstillhere,andIcan’ttell.”
Painlancedmyheart.“Canyoujustshowmethehotel?”Iasked.
Theshardofmirrorcloudedforafewseconds,andwhenitcleared,Ilookedthroughaspiderwebof
cracksintothesaloonofmyhotel.Theroomwasdark,thechairsuponthetables,theplaceclosed.
IwasabouttotellthemirrornottobotherwhenCassandrawalkedin,tookdownachair,andsankinto
it,restingherheadinherhands.Cassandra,whosedamnedbindingspellhadlandedmehere.
Anotherfigurefollowedher:Pamela,tallandstronginjeansandsleevelessshirt.Shestoodbehind
Cassandraandputherhandsonhershoulders.
“Itwasn’tyourfault,sweetheart,”Pamelasaid.“Youweretryingtohelp.”
“No,Iwastryingtostopherfromusingthemagic.Ididn’tknowtheyweregoingtotakeher.HowdoI
knowshe’sevenalive?Mylocatorspellshaven’tworked.They’rebeingblocked.”Shelaughedalittle.
“Godscandothat,youknow.”
PamelasoftlykneadedCassandra’sshoulders.“Ididn’trealizeJanetwasthatspecialtoyou.”
“Shegavemeachancewithoutquestion,neverpriesaboutmypast.She’sgivenmewhatIneed,a
placetolickmywoundsandbealone.”
“Isthatwhatyouneed?Tobealone?”
“IthoughtsowhenIfirstcamehere.”CassandralaidherhandoveroneofPamela’s.“Notsosure
now.”
Pamelaleaneddown,slidingherarmsallthewayaroundCassandra.“We’llfindher.Thatwassome
damnpowerfulmagicyoudidoutthere.You’llworksomemore.”
Cassandralookedmiserable.“Idon’tknowifIcan.I’msotired.”
I’dneverseenCassandraanythingbutcalmandcool,alwaysknowingexactlywhattodo.Nowshe
raisedatear-streakedfacetoPamela,andPamelabentandkissedherlips.
“Turnitoff,”Itoldthemirror.“Leavethemalone.”
“Noway,sugarpie.Thosetwoladiesarehot.”
Iputmyhandovertheglass.“Whatisitwithyourobsessionwithsex?”
“I’mamirror.Icanonlybeavoyeur,soIhavetogoforit.”
“Willyougettheirattention?Whenthey’reready;don’trush.”
“Hangon,they’recomingupforair.”
WhenCassandra’sfacefilledthebrokenmirror,Iletgoofmyangerather.Hereyeswereredand
anxious,herusuallysleekhairintangles,hermakeupsmearedbytears.
“Janet?Whereareyou?”Shepeeredintothemirror,butIcouldtellshesawonlyherownreflection,
notme.
Shewasmagicalenoughtohearme,though.“Iwashopingyoucouldtellme,”Isaid.
“Mylocatorspellswon’twork.Theyfizzleout.SheriffJonestriedtoactivatetheGPSonyourphone,
butthatdidn’tworkeither.”
“I’msomewhereunderground.Probablytoodeepforsatellitesorphonesignals.It’slava,though.An
oldvolcano.Thatshouldnarrowitdowntoafewhundredplacesintheworld.”
“Keepthemirrorgoing,”Cassandrasuggested.“Maybemyspellswillworkthroughthat.”
“Worthatry.”Mymatter-of-fact,bravetonefaltered.“Mick?”
ThelinesonCassandra’sfacedeepened.“Idon’tknow.Thedragonstookhimaway.Janet,I’msorry.I
thinkhe’sgone.”
Ithoughthewastoo.Irememberedthefilmoverhiseyes,thelastbreathhedrewwhenhesmiledatme
andsaid,Sorry,baby.Iputmyhandovermymouth,stiflingasob.
“Janet?”Cassandrakepttryingtofindmeinthemirror.“Youallright?”
Iwipedmyeyes.“I’llkeepthemirrorout,andyoukeeptryingthosespells.”
“Iwill.”SheturnedawayandstartedtalkingrapidlytoPamelaasthetwoofthemmovedoutofsight.
Idrewmyfeetupandhuggedmyknees.Icouldn’tconcentrateanymoreontryingtofigureoutwhereI
was;Ididn’ttrytowakeupmymagicthatseemedtohavegonedormant;IstoppedworryingabouthowI
wasgoingtogetout.
IcouldonlythinkaboutMick.
Memoriesaremostvividwhenthereisnothingelsetointerferewiththem.Perhapsthat’swhythevery
oldremembertheiryoungeryearssowellwhileforgettingthemonotonousdroneoftheircurrent,day-to-
dayexistence.
IrememberedthefirstnightI’dmadelovewithMick,howhe’dsurprisedmewithhisgentleness.He’d
beenpatientwithaninexperiencedyoungwoman,neverhurryingme,neverlaughingatme.He’d
introducedmetotheastonishingpleasurethatcouldbefoundinbed,andI’dfallenhardandfastinlove
withhim.
Ithoughtofhissmile,theonethatsaidhewasawickedmanwhowantedtodonaughtythingswithme.
Ithoughtofhisblueeyesthatcouldturnblackwhenhewasangryoraroused,hiscrazyhairthatwould
neverstayput.Anysuggestionhecuthisshoulder-lengthhairsohewouldn’thavetobotherwithitwas
metwithanamazedstare.Maybewhenheswitchedfromdragon,that’sjustthewayhishairwent.I’d
notedthattheotherdragons—Colby,Bancroft,Drake—woretheirhairlongtoo.
Myminddredgedupthehalcyondaysafterwe’dfirstmet,whenMickandItraveledupanddownthe
country.They’dbeenthehappiestofmylife.Irememberedstandingonarockypromontoryoverlooking
thenorthernPacific,windbuffetingmybodywhileMickstoodrock-solidbehindme.He’dheldontome,
andI’dbaskedinhiswarmthwhilewewatchedthebeautyofthecoldsea.We’dgonefromthereupand
downthecountry,graduallymakingourwayacross.Werodeformilesduringtheday,stayedinmotelsat
night.Welaughed,talked,fought,madeup,andmadelove.
IrememberedmyastonishmentwhenIfoundoutMickwasadragon.I’dbeenblindtoitbeforethat,
becauseIhadn’tknownthatdragonsexistedatall.Skinwalkers,Nightwalkers,magicmirrors,yes.
Dragons,no.
Myworldhadchangedthatnight,andithadchangedagaintonight.I’dwalkedawayfromMickalittle
overfiveyearsagobecauseI’dbeenyoungandafraid,butsomehowI’dneverthoughtofhimas
completelyoutofmylife.Andhehadn’tbeen;Ijusthadn’tbeenabletoseehim.
Thememoriesflewatmefasterandfaster,untilmyemotionswerealltwistedaround,andIcouldn’t
stopcrying.Whogaveadamnaboutthemagicinsideme,whenMickwasdeadbecauseofit?
Iheardatinynoise,thebarestclickofrockonrock.Iopenedmyeyes,andthroughmytearssawthe
Kosharesittingonaboulderoppositeme,thelightofthemagicmirrorbetweenus.
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“Haven’tyoutorturedmeenough?”Myvoicecameoutaharshcroak.“Ithoughtclownsweresupposedto
makepeoplelaugh.”
Hesatstill,hisgodpowerfillingtheroomwithcracklingintensity.Imightgetashockjusttouchingthe
air.TheKoshare’sdarkeyesfixedonme,buthisredmouthwasclosed,withoutsmiles.
“DoyouspeakEnglish?”Iasked.“IonlyknowafewwordsinHopi,andallofthemaredirty.”
Ispeakalllanguages.IncludingthatoftheDiné.
Thekachinaswerebenevolentgods,comingtotheHopipeopletohelpthemfindthebountyoftheland.
Asakid,I’dlovedwatchingthestatelykachinadances,andtheclownsandtheirantics.SowhywasIso
afraidofthemnow?
Thenitstruckme:because,inthisstory,theywerethegoodguys,andIwastheevilbeing.Mymother
hadbestoweduponmeherpowers,herruthlessness,andherevil.IcouldpretendallIwantedtothatmy
stormpowermitigatedtheeffectsoftheBeneathmagic,thatIcouldhandleboth.ButasIlookedintothe
Koshare’seyes,Iknewitforthelieitwas.
“Sonowwhat?”Iasked.“Areyougoingtoleavemehere?Orkillme?Isupposeitdoesn’tmakemuch
difference,butkillingmeoutrightwillbequickerthanleavingmeheretostarve.”
Isthatwhatyouwant?Death?
“No,butit’swhatyou’regoingtogiveme.”
Itisyourchoice,Stormwalker.Youchoosethepath.
“Now,see,thisiswhatIdon’tlikeaboutgods.Iaskastraightquestion,andyougivemesomecryptic
answer.”
Youcandie.Orwecantakethemagicfromyou.
Istared,shocked.“Youcantakeawaythemagic?”
Wecan.YourStormwalkermagicisnatural,inheritedfromyourDinéancestors.Itisapartofyour
world.Theothermagicisnot.Wecantakeitfromyou,returnittotheworldtowhichitbelongs.
Iopenedmymouthtobellow,Yes!WithouttheBeneathmagicvyingformasteryinsideme,Icouldgo
backtobeingonlyhalf-crazy.IcoulduseonlythestormmagicasI’dlearnedto,knowingIcontrolledit,
nottheotherwayaround.MaybeIcouldgetridofthehangoversIgotafterastorm—I’ddiscoveredthat
theycamefromtheBeneathmagicfightingmyStormwalkerpower.I’dbeabletosleepbetter,andCoyote
andallthedragonswouldceasetalkingaboutkillingme.
Butthenatruthhitme,andIclosedmymouthagain.IftheStormwalkermagicwasanaturalpartofme,
sowasmymother’smagic.ItmighthavelainquietlyinsidemeuntilI’dawakenedittravelingBeneath,
butithadalwaysbeenthere.
Ididn’twanttobeevil.Iwastiredofgodsanddragonsfollowingmearound,watchingmyevery
move.IwantedtobeplainoldJanet,who’dspentafewyearswanderingthecountryphotographingthe
remotestpartsofit,andwhonowwastakingonthechallengeofrunningasmallhotelinthemiddleof
nowhere.Butontheotherhand,ifsomethingsodeeplyingrainedinmewasrippedout,whatwould
happentome?
“You’reafraidthattheBeneathmagicwilltakemeover,”Isaid.“ThatI’llbetoogreatathreattoyou.
Coyotefearsthattoo.Butthat’sbecausenoneofyouunderstandwhatitistobehuman.Wemake
mistakes,andthenwefixthem.”
TheKosharewatchedmeinsilence.Hewassupposedtobecomicalwithhisstripedpaintandknobby
horns,buthisgravestillnessgavehimdignity.
“IfIdidn’thavethismagic,UndeadJimwouldhavekilledsomanymorepeople,”Isaid.“Youcan’t
blamehisexistenceonme.Ididn’tbringhimbacktolife.”
Humansliketoargue.Tojustifytheirdeeds.
“Whenmylifedependsonit,hellyes.”
Itwaseasytobeintouchwithmyearthmagicinthisplace—theearthwasallaroundme.I’dmanaged
totwinethetwomagicstogetherwhenIwastryingtosaveMick,andlookinginsidemyself,the
interwovenmagicwasstillthere,warmandquiet.Partofme.
IknewrightthenIcouldn’tseparatethem,thatiftheKoshareandthekachinasorCoyotetriedto
removetheBeneathmagicfromme,I’dceasetoexist.Thetwomagicswouldfighttoremaintwinedinto
mypsyche,astheyhadalwaysbeen,andIwouldendupempty,dead,nothing.
Beforethisawfuldaystarted,myBeneathmagicwouldhavetoldmethatIcouldbestthispunygodand
thengoadmeintodoingit.NowIknewthatIcouldn’tbesthim—theattemptwouldbethedeathofme—
butIalsoknewthatIwasn’taspowerlessasIfeared.
Igatheredthewovenmagicandletmysensesreachthroughtheheavyrockaboveme,up,up,andup
untilIfoundtheopenair.Itsmelledpungentwithhumidityandgreenery,theairsharpandcool.
“Astormoutside.”Ismiled.“Ilikestorms.”
TheKosharejustwatchedme.
“Youdon’twanttokillme,youknow,”Isaid.“Youdidn’tevenwanttokillJim,andhewasawalking
destructiveforce.”
TheKoshare’seyeswidenedinsurprise.Iknewtheclown,forhistalk,didnotreallywanttodo
murder.Hisjobwastomakepeoplelaugh,ortoadmonishthembymakingfunofthem.Iwasn’tsocertain
aboutthekachinas,someofwhomwereprettydamnpowerful,buthehadbeensenttomebecausehe’d
tryeverymethodhecouldbeforehehadtogiveupandkillme.Becausehehadcompassion.
ButhiscompassionmeantthathemightkeepmestuckinheretherestofmynaturallifeifIdidn’t
cooperatewithhim.Ireachedwithmymindthroughthehundredsoffeetofrockandtouchedwater,wind,
lightning.
IwasaStormwalker,astrongone.LightningstrucktheearthwhereIguidedit,tearingaholeinthe
rock.TheKosharejumped,buthemadenoattempttostopme.EitherhewantedtoseewhatI’ddo,orhe
waswaitingforhisbrethrentodragmeoutandcrushmeintolittlepieces.
Themountainrumbled,anddustandpebblesraineddown.Isnappedoffmymagiccurrentinalarm.
BringingthecavedownonmyheadwasnotwhatIhadinmind.
Therumblingdidn’tcease.TheKosharelookedupinalarm,andthemagicmirrorsaid,“Oh,honey
bun,thisdoesnotlookgood.”
Isnatchedupthemirrorandthrustitintoitsbag.Thecaveplungedintodarkness.
Idon’tknowwhethertheKosharestayedorvanished,butIwasonmyfeet,tryingtodivertthestorm
elsewhere.Maybetryingtohaveitdigmeouthadbeenabadidea.
Moredirtrainedonme,andIheardaloudboom.Iscreamedashalftheceilingcrasheddown,andI
fell.IexpectedtolandontheKoshare,buthewasn’tthere.He’dleftmetomyfate.
Abovemetherockswererippedaside,anddirtstartedtosmotherme.Ididn’twanttodielikethis.I
grabbedmymagicandforceditintoabubbleshape,withmeinside.Whatgooditwoulddomeinthe
longrunIdidn’tknow,butIneededtobreathenow.
Somethingrippedatmybubble,andtheairburnedredwithfire.Great,justgreat.Iwasinsidealive
volcanothathaddecidedtoerupt.I’dneverseemyfatheragain.Ormygrandmother.Orthemoonrising
overthestarkhillatManyFarms.Ormyhotelandmynewfriends.Iwhimperedlikeababy.
Or...notavolcano.Myprotectiveshellwastornapart,notbytheforcesofaneruption,butbyahuge
talon.Adragontalon.
MynameisJanetBegay,anddragonswanttoslayme.
NowthatMickwasdeadandnolongerprotectedmeashismate,therewasnodragonlawtostopthem
findingmeandflamingmeoutofexistence.
Ifought.Thetroublewithfiguringouthowtoserenelyblendmymagicswasthateachonegrewalittle
lesspowerfulasitcombinedwiththeother.Thewholewasstrongerthanitsparts,butdragons,creatures
ofairandfire,couldabsorbmystormmagic.Theyatelightningforbreakfast.Sothey’dswallowhalfmy
magic,andtheotherhalfwouldnolongerbestrongenoughtobestthem.
That’swhatI’dwanted,wasn’tit?AStormwalkerwhocoulduseherBeneathpowersforbenevolence
andgoodness?
Thedragonwhopulledmeoutofthemountainwasn’tinterestedinbenevolenceorgoodness.He
yankedmestraightthroughadragon-sizedhole,wingsbeatingtheairtogainheight.Itwasablack
dragon,abigone,butnotMick.ItwasDrake,theflunkytoBancroftofthedragoncouncil,theflunkywho
reallydidn’tlikeme.
Oncewehitthestarrynight,Isawflameshighinthesky,brightstreamslikecomets.Dragons,dozens
ofthem,werefightingwingedbeingswhodartedanddodgedthefires.
MystomachlurchedasDrakedoveswiftlydownandsideways,avoidingafireballthateruptedinthe
exactplacewe’dbeen.Whatthehell?
ThenIrealizedIwasn’tseeingasimplebattleouthere.Dragonswereflamingdragons.Thewinged
creatures,thekachinas,zappeddragonswithwhitemagic,butnotallthedragons.Icouldn’tworkoutwho
wasonwhoseside,andDrakedippingandwhirlingdidn’thelp.AllIcoulddowashangonandpray.
Adragontookthebruntofanother’sfire.Hescreamedonthewaydown,untilhemetakachina’swhite
lightanddisappeared.Dead?Orsentsomewhere?Alive?Orincinerated?
“Whyaretheyfighting?”Ishouted.“Whatdotheywant?”
Thewindtoreawaymywords.EitherDrakedidn’thear,orhehadnointerestinanswering.
Thebattleheated,firelashingthenight,whiteheatanswering.Ididn’tunderstandhowithappened,but
aformationofdragonssuddenlycuthigh,roaringintriumph.Thedragonsbelowthembeganstreakingfor
thehorizon.Thekachinaschasedthosedragons,thegods’huge,featherywingsflashinginthesunrise.
Thendragonsandkachinasalikewereswallowedintothecomingdawn.
Theformation,aboutadozendragonsinaperfectphalanx,headedourway.Drake’swingswhooshed,
andweshotbackwardatleastacouplethousandfeet.Iscreamed,thensnappedmymouthshutasbile
boiledupfrommystomach.
Ihadnoideawho’dwonthebattle,orwhetherthephalanxofdragonsformingbehindonescreaming
leaderwasonDrake’ssideornot.Igotmyanswerastheformationstreamedpastus,thedragonsa
wingedblur,andDraketookhisplaceattheendofoneofthelines.
Wholedthem,Iwondered.Bancroft?OradragoninterestedinkillingoffaninterferingStormwalker?
Drakecarriedmethroughgrayinglightattheendofthedragonline.Idecidedagainsttryingtohithim
withmagic,becauseifhedroppedme,itwasalongwaydown.CouldBeneathmagickeepmefrom
splattingontheground?Ididn’twanttofindout.
ThedragonsangledawayfromcitylightsIcouldseetothesouthofusandoutacrosstheblacknessof
desert.IfI’dbeenrightaboutbeinginsidetheSanFranciscoPeaks,thenthetownwewerespeedingnorth
andwestfromwasFlagstaff.WhichmeantifDrakedroppedmenow,I’dfallaboutamileandahalfor
moretothebottomoftheGrandCanyon.
Thewindwasfreezing.IhunkeredbehindthedragontalontokeepwarmthebestIcould.
“Couldn’tbothertobringmeasweater?”Iaskedbetweenchatteringteeth.Drakedidn’tanswer,butI
hadn’treallythoughthewould.
Weflewalongway,overanothercityoflightsandoffagainintodarkness.Thedragonsbeganto
circle,andaswedescended,therisingsunoutlinedsharp,highmountainsandglitteredonwhitealkali
flats.
Agoodplacetodie:DeathValley.
ThedragonsflewovermountainsfromwhichI’drescuedMicknotmanydaysagotolandinthevery
centerofadrylakebed.Drakesetmeonmyfeetwithathump,andwhenmyheadstoppedspinning,I
understoodwherewewere.
TheycallittheRacetrack.Notbecausethereareanyracesonit,orevenpavementonwhichtorace.
Thedrylakebedwasanovaltwoandahalfmileslong,anditsfloorconsistedofflat,baked,cracked
earth.Bouldersstoodlikesentinelsatoneend;behindeachofthemwasalong,palesmearinthedirt.
Thebouldersmovedbythemselveswhennoonewaslooking—nooneknewhoworwhy,although
therewereplentyoftheories.Itwaseerietoseethetrailseachhadtakenstretchingoutbehindthem,like
stonecreatureswhoglidedacrossthelakebedandthenfrozethemomentsomeonelookedatthem.
Dragonstoucheddownaroundus,stillinformation,changingfrombeasttohumanastheylanded.
Thereweretallwomenamongtheequallytallmen,andallwerewelltattooed.
Myeyesrivetedtotheleaderofthephalanx,thedragonwho’dbeenthepointoftheformation.Not
Bancroft,asI’dthought,ortheseconddragoncouncilor,asI’dfeared.
Thephalanx’sleaderhaddragontattooswindingdownhisarmsandaflametattooacrossthesmallof
hisback,wildlycurlyblackhair,andamazingblueeyes.Draketriedtoholdmeback,butIshookhimoff
andwasrunning,running,kickingupachokingwhitecloudofdustasIsprintedacrossthelakebed.
IlaunchedmyselfatMicksohardhestumbledashecaughtme,andwewentdown,tangledtogether,to
theparched,crackedearth.
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IkissedMick’slips,hisface,hisneck,hislipsagain,tearsofreliefandjoystreamingdownmycheeks.
Mickcuppedmyfaceandreturnedthekisses,hisowneyeswet.Idrewadeep,chokingbreath,
swallowingthedustI’dkickedup.
“Damnyou,”Icried.“Whyaren’tyoudead?”
Mickwrappedmeinarmsthatwerewholeandunbroken.“Itwasaclose-runthing,sweetheart.But
yougavemethesparkthatkeptmealive.”
Isplayedonehandagainsthischest,feelinghisheartbeatinghardandstrong.“You’renotundead,are
you?”Iasked,worried.
Hesmiledhisbad-boysmile.“No.Youjump-startedmeandmyhealingmagic.KindoflikeCPR—ora
shocktoabattery.ColbyandDraketookmeoffandhelpedmeheal.Don’tbetoohardonthem.”
“I’lllovethemtopiecesiftheybroughtyoubacktome.”
Handsseizedmyshoulders.IfoughtastheytriedtopullmeoffofMick.Mickclimbedtohisfeetand
liftedmewithhim.“It’sallright,”hetoldtheotherdragon,oneIdidn’tknow.“She’snotattackingme.”
“Notyet,”Ipromised,mysmilehot.
Mickturnedmearoundandgavemealongkiss.Hisskinwascoveredwithwhitedust,whichstuckto
himlikepowder,andmyskinwascoveredwithblackvolcanicdust.I’msurewelookedhilarious.
Theotherdragonsremainedinplace,asthoughtheywerewaitingforMicktotellthemwhattodo.
Drakehadmaintainedhisposition,andColbywasthere,naked,inked,andgrinning.
Noneofthedragonshadclothes,Inoticed,andnoneofthemseemedbotheredbyit.Ifaparkranger
happenedalong,whatwouldheorshethinkofagroupofpeoplestandinginnakedformationinthe
middleofthelake?
Onlyonepersonwasclothed,NashJones,whostoodnexttoColby.Hemusthavebeencarriedhereas
well—Iwonderedhowhe’dfared.
“Whydidyoubringushere?”IaskedMick.“Youwerefightingkachinasandotherdragons.Weren’t
you?Whatthehellisgoingon?”
“We’reherebecausethisiswheremytrialwilltakeplace.”
“Yourtrial?”IsoughtoutColby,whonoddedconfirmation.“Why?Youalmostdied.Isn’tthatgood
enoughforthem?”
Micksmoothedalockofhairfrommyface.“It’sdragonlaw.Istillhavetofacethecharges,nomatter
whatelsehashappened.”
“Whatelsedidhappen?BesidesDrakerescuingme?ShouldIbethankinghim?”
“Cassandrafoundmethroughthemirror.Shesaidyou’dtoldheryouthoughtyouwereinsidea
volcano.Weflewtotheonesacredtothekachinas,andthenalightningboltstruckthemountain,pointing
theway.Iknewyou’dcalledittoyou.”
“SoyouhadDrakedigmeout?”
“Yes.Thereareotherdragonswhowantyoudead—theythoughtmedeadandgone,sotheydecidedto
goforyou.Iandmydragonsgottherefirst.”
“Thenwhowerethekachinasfighting?”
“Theotherdragons.Thekachinasweretryingtoprotectyou.”
“Protectme,”Irepeated.“Notkillme?”
“Theydon’twanttheotherdragonstogettheirhandsonyourpower.Iknowtheirleader;ifhethought
hecouldcontrolanduseyou,he’dkeepyoualiveanddojustthat.”
“Controlme?”
Micksmoothedmyhairagain.“Isaidhe’dtry.Whenhedidn’tsucceed,he’dkillyou.Butdon’tworry.
I’llneverletthathappen.”ThiswasthemanIloved.Cryptic,evasive,hidingthingsfrommeuntilhe
thoughtIneededtoknow.
“Thekachinasarefinewithyouhavingme?”Iasked.
“Youseemedtomakeagoodimpressiononthem.”
IthoughtaboutmydebateinthecavewiththeKoshare.Ididn’trememberwinningtheargument,but
maybeithadmadehimthink.Goodgods,didthatmeansomeonehadactuallylistenedtome?
Ihadotherworriesatthemoment.
“Whyisthedragontrialnow?”Iasked.“Ithoughtitwasinaweek—notthatIknowwhatdayitis.”
“Thedragoncouncilcalledanemergencysession.Firstorderofbusiness,mytrial.”
Ilookedaroundatthedragonswho’dbrokenformationandstoodtalkingtogetherinclumpslikepeople
waitingatanairport.
“Whataretheygoingtodo?”
“They’reheretoobserve.Notmuchelsetheycando.Thecouncilofthreewillpreside,andonlythey
andmydefensecandoanytalking.”
“Whataboutyou?Thedefendant?Doyougettotalk?”
Mickshookhishead.“Theprisonerismute,becausethecouncilcan’ttrustthathewon’tlietosave
himself.Aneutraldefensewilltellthetruth.”
“AndColbyisyourdefense.Iwouldn’tcallhimneutral.Whydon’tweflyawaynowandgoto
Australia?”
“Thenwe’dhavethetrialinAustralia.Therearedragonstheretoo.”
Itouchedthemagicinsidemyself,thebeautiful,solid,hardcoreofit.“Whatdoyouwantmetodo?I
cantakeoutthedragoncouncilifyouwant.Icandoit,youknow.Theyneedtounderstandthat.”
“Theydounderstandit.”Hebrushedmyskinwithhisthumbs.“Tellmesomething.WhenDrake
snatchedyou,whydidn’tyou,asyousay,‘takehimout’?”
“Ididn’twanthimtodropme.”
“Youcouldhavehurthimbeforehesnatchedyou.Whydidn’tyou?”
Ishrugged.IlovedMick’shandsonmyshoulders,warmthroughthechillofthedesertnight.“Ididn’t
knowwhohewasatfirst,orwhichsidehewason.”
Micktouchedhisforeheadtomine,breathonmyface.“Andthat’swhyIbelieveinyou.Youcould
wipeawayanyoneyouwantwiththesweepofyourhand,butyouwait,incasetheyturnouttobe
innocent.”
“Notalwayssmart.”
“Butyou’drathertaketheconsequencesonyourselfthandestroysomeonewhodoesn’tdeserveit.Jim
couldn’tmakethatdistinction.”
Igavehimashakysmile.“Isthatwhyyou’drathergotobedwithmethanhim?”
Mick’swickedgrinanswered.“That,andsomanyotherreasons.”
Ifeltsomeonebreathingdownmyneck.Colby.“Thisisverysweet,”hesaid.“Butthecouncilis
arriving.”
Threedragonslandedalittlewayawayfromourgroupandchangedtohumanform.OnewasBancroft;
anotherwasthemanI’dseenDraketalkingtoatBancroft’sstrong-holdinSantaFe.Thethirdwasa
woman,tallandbroad-shoulderedwithwhitehairsweepingtoherwaist.
ThedragonsthathadfollowedMickstartedmovingawayfromthethree,retreatingadistance,
arrangingthemselvestowatch.
ExceptforNashJones,whohadwalkedoverwithColby.“Whatareyoudoinghere?”Iaskedhim.
Helookedincongruous,theonlymandressedandnottattooed.Heworehissheriff’suniform,thestar-
shapedbadgeglintinginthemorningsunlight.
“Thedragonswantedaneutralhumanobserver,sincetherewasanotherhumaninvolved.Colbyasked,
Ivolunteered.”
“Anotherhuman...meaningme?”
“Yes.”
IglancedatColby.“I’mmagical.”
“Butmortalhuman,”Colbysaid.“Andyou’rewhatthistrialisallabout.You’reentitledto
representationbyahuman.”
“Besides,Ididn’ttrustthemtoreturnyousafely.”Nashspokematter-of-factly,asthoughbeingcarried
hundredsofmilesbyadragontothemiddleofDeathValleywaspartofhisjob.“NeitherdidMayaor
Cassandra.”
Iimaginedbothladieshadgivenhimhell.“Youknow,Nash,you’reagoodguy,underneathitall.”
Nashfrownedatmeandreturnedtowatchingthedragoncouncil.“Don’tpushit,Begay.”
Ididn’twanttowaitthroughthedamnedtrial.Ihadnowayofknowinghowlongitwouldtake.Twenty
minutes?Twentydays?IwantedtograbMickandtakeoffwithhimsomewhere,toholeupwithhimand
makeloveforaweek.I’dgrievedforhim;nowIneededtoreassuremyselfthathewashere,alive,nota
dream.Iwantedtotouchandtastehim,toholdhimandreconnectwithhim.Andyes,ImostofallI
wantedtohavehard,heavy,andsweat-soakedsexwithhim.
Thedragonsdidn’tdoanythingsoformalascallthemeetingtoorder.Thedragoncouncilsimplystood
inplace,andMickandColbyledmeandNashtostandbeforethem.
Thefemalecouncilorhadfine-linedtattoosdownherarmsandlegsplusonesnakingacrossherperfect
belly.Herauratoldmeshewasolderthantheothertwo,butI’dneverknowitfromherlinelessbodyand
face.
“That’sAine,”Colbysaidinmyear.“Atleastthat’stheshortenedversionofhername.She’swhowe
havetowatchoutfor.She’sold,experienced,smart,anddoesn’thaveanounceofcompassioninherice-
coldbody.”
“Comforting,”Isaid.“Worsethantheotherguy?Theonewhowantsmeobliterated?”
“Farrell.He’sgotanastytemper,buthecanbereasonable—ifthestarsarealigned.He’sthesenior.”
“Theonewhose—whatdidyoucallit—‘bitontheside’youstole?”
Colbygrinned.“Yep.Themanhatesme.”
Bancroftwasthethirdofthecouncil.“WillitmakeanydifferencethatIsavedBancroft’slife?”I
whisperedtoColby.
“Nope.Thedragoncouncillikestobelievethatthey’reblindjustice,impartialjudges.Huh.”
“Thistrialwillbefair,won’tit?”Nashaskedhim.
“Indragonterms,sure,”Colbysaid.“Inhumanterms,notsomuch.”
Micksaidnothing.Hestoodalittleapartfromus,hisstancecalm,thewindfromthemountainsstirring
hishair.Hiseyesweredragon-black,andthejaggedtattoothatsnakedacrosshislowerbackglowedwith
fire.
Thewoman,Aine,spoke.“Micalerianicumhasbeenchargedwithdisobeyingadirectorderfromthe
dragoncounciltokilltheStormwalkerJanetBegaywhenshecommittedanactthatcouldhavebrought
dangertoalldragon-kind.MickhadpledgedhislifetobecontingentupontheStormwalker’sgood
behavior,whichshethenviolatedbyopeningavortex.However,Mickstillinsistedshebekeptalive
evenafterthat,andtookherasmatetoprotectherunderdragonlaw.Howdoesheplead?”
Colbysteppedforward.Whitedustclungtohistattooedbody,makinghimlookalittlelikethe
Koshare.
“Hepleadsguilty,”Colbysaid.
“Damnit,Colby.”IknewMickhadalreadybeenfoundguilty,butitwasanotherthingtohearColbyso
gleefullysayit.
“PleaseadvisetheStormwalkerthatshemaynotspeakuntilrecognized,”Ainesaid.
“Fuckyou,lady,”Imuttered,butNashputhislipsclosetomyear.
“It’satrial,Janet,rifewithruleswedon’tunderstand.Foronceinyourlife,shutup.”
Iclosedmymouth,knowinghehadapoint,butthiswasMick’sfateweweretalkingabout.Losinghim
lastnighthadnearlydestroyedme,andIdidn’twanttogothroughthatagain.
Micksaidnothinganddidn’tmove,amanawaitinghisfate.He’dtoldmehehadideasonhowtoget
outofhissentence,buthehadn’tsharedthemwithme.Besides,whatcouldhepossiblydoifhewasnot
allowedtosayanything?
Farrellspoke.“Doesthedefensecounselhaveanythingtosaybeforesentenceispassed?”
“Oh,Ihaveplentytosay.”Colbywalkedforwardapace.“ButI’llkeepitbrief.Myfirstideawasto
claimthatMickywasinsane,whichwaswhyhechosetobelievethattheStormwalkerwasharmless,but
Ithinkthatwon’twash.”
“No,”Aineagreed.
“ThesecondwastoprovethattheStormwalkerreallyisharmless,anditwasallrightthatMicky
didn’tkillher.Butaftereverythingthat’shappened,everythingthecouncilhasseenherdo,thatwon’t
washeither.”
Obviouslynot.Allthreecouncilmembersnodded.
“SomythirdandfinalideaistolettheStormwalkerherselfpleadforMick’slife,”Colbycontinued.
“Totellyouwhyhewasjustifiedinsparingher.ThereforeIgiveyoutheStormwalker,JanetBegay.”
Alleyesturnedexpectantlytome.
“Colby,whenIgetyoualone...”Isaidundermybreath.
Colbyrubbedhishands.“Ican’twait.”
Isteppedforward,puttingmyselfunderthescrutinizingstareofthreetalldragons.BancroftandFarrell
hadlettheireyesbecomedragon-black;Aine’swereachilllightgray.
Themagicinsidemewascalm,serene,likethesheetofwaterthatmusthavecoveredthislakeeons
ago.Iimaginedapoolofclear,deepbluethathadreflectedthesky.Ifeltmymagicwaiting,readyformy
command.Thedawnskywasemptyofclouds—nomorestorms—butthatnolongermattered.The
Beneathmagicwouldpullwhatitneededfromthestormmagicandviceversa.
Mymouthwasdry,butnoonehadbotheredtobringanywater.Iclearedmythroat.
“Micksacrificedeverythingwhenhedecidednearlysixyearsagonottokillme,”Isaid.“Ididn’t
knowitatthetime,butlettingmelivewentagainsteverythinghesincerelybelievedin.Dragonlawand
dragonhonorareveryimportanttohim—Iknowthisbecausehewouldn’thaveshowedupatthisstupid
trialiftheyweren’t.”
Farrell’seyesnarrowed.“Youareinsolent.”
“IknowIam.Ithinkthat’swhyColbywantsmetospeak,sohecanseeyourfaceswhenIsaywhat
I’vegottosay.”Colby’ssmirkconfirmedmysuspicion.“Ididn’tcoerceMickorglamhimintokeeping
mealive.WhenImethimIhadnoideahewasadragon—noideathatdragonsevenexisted—andnoidea
whathe’dcometodo.Ionlysawhimasamanwho’dcometomyrescue,amanwhoseemedtolikeme,
amanwhocouldtakemyStormwalkermagicandlive.Mick’shadtomakesometoughdecisions
regardingme,decisionsthatnoneofyoupeoplecouldhavemade.Youfollowyourrulesandneverstop
tothinkabouttheconsequences.”
Aine’slipcurled.“Areyoufinished?”
“Notquite.”Iwaswarmingup,beginningtoenjoymyself.“YoufearedmebecauseImightopenthe
waytoBeneath.Well,ifMickhadfollowedhisrulesandkilledme,mygoddessmotherwouldstillbe
wanderingarounduphere,tryingtocreateanotherdaughtertohelpher,onewhowouldhavedone
whatevermymotherwanted.AndifMickhadstucktohispledgeafterIopenedthevortexandkilledme,
Iwouldn’thavebeenaroundwhenUndeadJim,whocouldn’tcontrolhismagic,starteddestroying
people.HecouldhavekilledeverysinglepersoninMagellanandgoneonamurderingrampage.You
couldn’thavestoppedhim.”Istillhadn’tfiguredoutwho’dresurrectedJim,butthatwasaworryfor
anothertime.
“However,”Farrellbrokein,“ifnotforyou,andifnotforBancroftgoingbehindourbacks,this
undeadpersonwouldhavecomenowhereneardragons.Thepointismoot.”
“Gee,whatcompassionyouhave,”Isaid.“MaybeJimwouldn’thavegonenearanydragonsif
Bancrofthadstayedhome,buthewasstillkillinghumanbeings.Nowonderdragonsliketostayhidden
fromhumans—you’dbelockedupforbeingsociopaths.Mick’sactkeptalotofpeoplealiveandeven
savedBancroft’sass.”
“Butthisdestructivehumanwouldnothavebeenwalkingaboutatall,haditnotbeenformagiclike
yours,”Farrellsaid.
“Magiclikemine,”Ireturned.“Notmine.AtthetimeJimMohanwasgettinghimselfresurrected,Iwas
pullingMickoutofajailofyourmaking,inamountainridgenotfarfromthisone.NashJonesiswitness
tothat.IknowyouwanttopinJim’ssecondlifeonme,butyoucan’t.AndIbetthatpissesyouoff.”
“Easy,Janet,”Colbywarned.“Don’tletthemgetyouforcontemptofcourt.”
“ButIhaveeverycontemptforthiscourt.”
Ainespoke.“WeacknowledgethatyoudidnotcreatethecreatureyourefertoasUndeadJim.Butyou
mustknowwhodid.”
“Ihaven’tthefoggiestwhoresurrectedhim.Agodwithanagenda,maybe?Someonetryingtohelphim
andscrewingup?Thepowerdidn’tcomefrommymother.Imadesureofthat.”Allthisbuggedme.IfI
hadn’tdoneit,andmymotherhadn’tdoneit,andCoyotehadn’tdoneit—thatmeantthatsomeothergod
orgoddessfromBeneathmusthavebroughtJimbacktolifeandgivenhimBeneathpowers.ButI’dhave
toconcentrateonfiguringoutwhomadeJimafterIgotMickoutofthis.
Bancroft,whohadn’tspokenatallyet,raisedhishandforsilence.“Thegistofyourargumentis,
therefore,thatMick’sdecisiontodisobeyanorderfromthedragoncouncilresulted,inthelongrun,ina
fewbenevolentactsfromyou.However,manyofthesituationsinwhichyourbenevolentactswere
performedwouldnothaveoccurredatallhadyoubeenterminatedatonce.”
“Yes,thingsdotendtohappenaroundme,”Isaid.“I’maStormwalker,andIhavealotofmagicinme.
Peopletendtoaskmetohelpthembecauseofit.”IfeltasthoughI’dswallowedhalfthedrylake’sdust
andclearedmythroatagain.“MyargumentisthatMickismorefarsightedandcompassionatethanyou
givehimcreditfor.Hedisobeyedbecausehe’ssmarterthananyofyou.No,letmerephrasethat—smarter
thanallofyouputtogether.”
Aine’slipsthinned.“Youdoknowthatthepenaltyforcontemptofcourtisinstantdeath?”
Ihadn’tknownthat,butwhywasInotsurprised?
“Tryit.”Iwasangryandexhausted,scaredandunhappy.“Iwouldn’tmindalittleworkout.”
“No,youwouldn’t,”Colbysaid.EvenMickshotawarninglookatme.
Ainedrewherselfup.“Donottoywiththerageofdragons,littleStormwalker.Youareverysmall
comparedtous.”
“Thenwhyareyousoafraidofme?”Ibravelymethercoldgaze.“Thisiswhatthistrialisreally
about,isn’tit?Fear.Youdon’twanttoacknowledgethatanyforceintheworldmightbemorepowerful
thanthemightydragons.Thatsomeonemightnotallowyoutogetawaywithwhateveryouwanttoget
awaywith.Suchasholdingatrialforsomeonewhenyou’vealreadydecidedhe’sguilty.Suchasordering
ahitonayoungwomanwhomightbeyouronlydefenseagainstwhatevermightcomeoutofthevortexes.
Didyoueverstoptothinkofthat?Thatyoumightneedme?Orareyoutooafraidtoneedanyone?Why,
becauseImightcallinthefavorsomeday?”
“Ithinkthat’senough,”Farrellsaidinahardvoice.
“Iagree,”Bancroftsaid.Aine’seyeswerenarrowinrage,butshekeptsilent.
“Notquite,”Isaid.“Wouldyouliketotellthedragonsgatheredherethatyou’drathermebedeadthan
alivetohelpwhenyouneedit?Ordoyounotwantthemtorealizethatyou’renotstrongenoughtodefend
themfromcertainforces?”
“Okay,nowevenIthinkthat’senough,”Colbysaid.“Shutupbeforeyougetmefriedtoo.”
Aine’slipsbarelymoved.“Youdie,Stormwalker.Rightnow.”
Sheraisedherhands.ForoneawfulsecondIimaginedred-hotdragonfirerippingthroughmebeforeI
couldevenbringmymagictobear,whenbothNashandMicksteppedinfrontofme.
IwassureMickhadjustbrokenallkindsofdragonrulesdoingso,butheremainedasolidwallof
muscle,thetattooonhisbackglowingred.Hedidn’tsayaword,justletthecouncilknowbyhisstance
thattheysureashellweren’tkillingmewithoutgoingthroughhim.Iprayedthatitwouldbeahugedragon
gaffeiftheyfriedhiminthemiddleofhisowntrial.
Nashwasjustasformidable,andjustasmuchintheway.“Micktriedtoexplainalittleabouta
dragon’sperceptionofhonor,”hesaidtothedragons.“Killingawitnessbeforeatrialisoverdoesn’t
seemveryhonorabletome.”
Farrellstaredathimindisbelief.“Whatdoyouknowofdragonhonor,humanman?”
“Idon’tknowmuchaboutdragons—hell,Ididn’tevenbelieveinthemuntilIsawMickturnintoone—
butIknowabouthonor.Ifapersonthinksanorderiswrongandharmful,thatpersonhastheobligationto
questiontheorderanddisobeyifnecessary.Mickmadeadecisionbasedonthebestintelligencehehadat
thetime,anditturnedouttobeacorrectone.”
“Whydoyoudefendher?”Bancroftlookedpuzzled.“Fromourobservations,youdon’tregardthe
witnesswithmuchwarmth.”
“IagreethatJanetBegayisapainintheass,hasasmartmouth,andseemstoattracttroublewherever
shegoes,”Nashsaid.
“Thanks,”Imurmured.
“ShealsoshowsgreatcourageunderpressureandhassavedthelivesofseveralpeopleIcareabout.I
keepextensiverecordsonheractivitiesanddiscoveredthatbeforeshecametoliveinMagellanshe
helpednumerouspeoplewithseriousproblems.Shefoundmissingpersonsandsolvedpuzzlesthat
eludedothers.Ifshehadn’tbeenavailabletodothat,thewrongpeoplewouldhavebeenpunishedfor
thosecrimes,orthemissingwouldstillbelostandindanger.”
Myheartwarmed.I’dneverheardNashbesoeloquent.Iknewbetterthantothinkhespokeoutofgreat
likingforme—Nashwaskeenlyawareofrightandwrong,ofharmversusgood.He’dthoughtaboutthis
logicallyandappliedhisuniqueknowledgetoit.
Still,Iwantedtohughim.
“Wewilltakethatintoconsideration.”Aine’svoicewasfrosty.“Defensecounsel,doyouhave
anythingtoadd?”
Nashremainedinfrontofme,asdidMick,toabsorbanydragonfirethatmightcomemyway.Iwasn’t
foolishenoughtoleavetherelativeprotectionoftheirbodies.
Colbytookanotherstepforward.Strange,I’dstoppednoticingthateveryonewaswithoutclothes
exceptmeandNash.Thedragonsweresocomfortablewiththeirbodies,justasMickhadalwaysbeen.
Theydidn’tseetheneedtoattachshametobareskin.
“Thedefensehasonemorethingtoadd.”ColbyglancedatMick,andhisgringrewbroad.
Micktensed,openedhismouthasiftospeak,thensnappeditshutagain.Damneddragontrialrules.
“Micalerianicumcameheretodaybecausehonormandatedit,”Colbysaid.“He’dneverskipoutona
trialcalledbythedragoncouncil.Butyouknowdamnwellhe’shereonlytobecourteoustoyou,andnot
becauseyoucancommandhim.Heneveruseshisstatusforpersonalprivilege.”
ColbyturnedtoMickagain.Mick’salarmedlookhadvanishedtobereplacedwithmixedannoyance
andanger.
“Mickywasthedragonwhowonthebattleforyouagainstdemonstwohundredyearsago,onethat
happenednotfiftymilesfromhere.Ifnotforhim,twoofyougoodcouncilmembers—AineandFarrell—
wouldbelittledragonsmearsonrocksinthemiddleoftheSierras.Mickwasdecoratedforvalorand
giventhehigheststatusadragoncanachieve:lordandgeneral.Oneoftheperksofthisstatusisthatitcan
beusedtolessenanypenaltiesleviedagainsthimbythedragoncouncil.Ashumanswouldsay,aGetOut
ofJailFreecard.Oralmostfree.Thereasonforthisrelativeimmunityfromthedragoncouncilrulingis
thatit’sthoughtadragonlordwouldn’tbestupidenoughtogoagainstthecouncilwithoutadamngood
reason.Orelse,hewouldn’tbeadragonlord.Circularlogic,butIdon’tmakeuptherules.”
IstaredatColbywithmymouthopen.“Adragonlord?”
Colbywinkedatme.“Oneofthehighest.Damnedarrogantbastard.”
“Thisisyourdefense?”Aineaskedinafreezingvoice.
“Surething,yourladyship.IfMickydecidedthatthedragoncouncilwasatriumvirateofidiotsfor
wantingtokillJanetBegay,thenhewasprivilegedtomakethatchoice.Youcanstillpunishhimfordoing
it,ofcourse,butyouhavetotakehisstatusintoaccountwhenyoupassyoursentence.”
Colbygavethemabowandsteppedback,finished.
“That’sit?”Iasked.“Theywillstillfindhimguilty,butbecausehe’sadragonlordtheycanpassa
lessersentence?Soinsteadofcertaindeath,itwillbealmostcertaindeath?”
“BestIcando,”Colbysaid.
“Damnit.”IreleasedthemagicI’dbeenholdingback,lettingitrippletotheedgesofthelakebed.
Iwasinthemoodfordestruction,butIwasn’tgoingtogivethedragoncouncilthesatisfactionof
confirmingthatIwasthebad-assevilbeingtheythoughtIwas.Instead,Ibroughtallthebouldersthat
litteredthelakebedslidingrapidlytosurroundthethreearrogantdragons.
“I’mnotheretochangeyourlaws,”Isaidastheystaredatme.“Asstupidastheyare.ButasmuchasI
amMick’smate,byyourterms—soheismine.Ifhedies,youanswertome.Isthatwhatyoureally
want?”
Ihadthesatisfactionofseeingthethreedragonslookworried.Isensedtheirdeep-seatedfearthat
somehowIwoulddestroythem,nottomentiontheirpower,theirworld,andeverythingtheywere.
AndmaybeIcould.Themagicinmewasprettydamnedstrong,andIdidn’tknowyetwhatIcoulddo
withit.Dragonswerepowerful,butIwasnowmorethanthenaïveStormwalkerthatMickhadmetall
thoseyearsago.I’dlearnedtomastermystormpowers,andI’dhelpedmanypeople,asNashhadsaid.
I’dgrownstronger,morecapable,lessafraid.
Mickhadbeenresponsibleforsomeofmygrowth,butmuchofithadbeenbecauseofme,myself.I
wasNavajo,tiedtothisearth,butmyspiritsoaredintothestormsandtappedthemagicoftheworldthat
createdus.
IfoldedmyarmsandsteppedawayfromNashandMick.Yes,Istillbelievedthedragonscouldburn
metoacrisp,butIwasfinishedwithbeingfrightenedofthem.Iwasfilthy,bruised,cut,andsotiredI
couldbarelystand,yetthedragonswatchedmeintrepidation.
“Decide,”Isaid.“Andhurryup.Iwanttogohome,andI’mtiredofbeingmessedwith.”
Bancroftgavemeanod,thoughhislookwasanythingbutapproving.“Wewilldeliberate.”
Heandtheothertwoturnedtheirbacksonme,andIcouldtellthatitscaredthepissoutofthemtodo
so.
Tweenty-seven
“Greatassist,Janet,”Colbygrowledatmehalfanhourlater.“Iwashopingtogothehellhome.Butno,
I’mstucksurvivingMick’sstupidsentencewithhim.Walkingoutofthisplacewithyou,nomagicandno
shape-shiftingallowed.”
Iwasn’tmuchhappier,beingalreadyhotandthirsty.Mick’sarmscamearoundmefrombehind,his
bodyhardandwarmandoh-so-good.“Janetjustsavedallourasses,Colby.AsOrdealsgo,it’snotabad
one,sosuckitup.Besides,wasn’titworthittowatchherembarrassthedragoncouncil?”Hechuckled
andpressedablood-tinglingkisstomyneck.“IneverthoughtI’dlivetoseethat.”
Colby’sfacerelaxed,evenashewipedsweatfromit.“Yeah,thatwasprettygood.Janet,sweetie,want
tobemydefenseifIhavetogototrial?”
“No,”Isaid.
Nashsnatchedsunglassesoutofhispocketandshovedthemon.“Ifyou’reallfinishedwithself-
congratulations,weneedtogetgoing.Thatsun’sgoingtobeprettyfierce.”Helookedonceattheglare
comingoverthemountainsandthenstartedwalking.
Thedragoncouncil’ssentence,passedafterabouttwentyminutesofheatedargument,wasforMickand
hiscounselforthedefense—Colby,me,andNash—towalkoutoftheRacetrackandmakeitbackto
civilizationthebestwecould.Noshape-shiftingandflyingout,nomagic.Justus,themercilesssun,and
nowater.Onedragontrustedbythecouncilwastoaccompanyustoactasourwatcher:Drake.Tosayhe
wasn’thappyaboutitisasevereunderstatement.
Onarelativescale,itwasalightsentence,aslaponthewrist.Mick,Nash,Colby,andDrakewerein
goodshape,andwemightwellrunintosomeonedrivingaroundouthere.Iheldoutfainthope,however,
thatthecouncilwouldletushaveitthateasy.RememberingBancroft’shordeofdevotedlackeys,
includinghiscountysheriff,Iimaginedthecouncilcouldensure,bydeviousmethods,thatnoonedrove
upthesebackroads.Itwasatwenty-five-or-so-milewalkacrossthedesertandoversteephillsonadirt
road.Wecouldstilldieofdehydrationandheatstroke,notaterrificprospect.
Nashledtheway.Heremovedhisbutton-downshirtanddrapeditoverhishead,thewhiteT-shirthe
worebeneathbrightinthesunlight.Hehadsunglasses,butIhadnothingwithwhichtoshieldmyeyes,
andthesunbeatdownonmewithoutmercy.
ItrudgedbehindNash,withMickandColbybehindme,andDrakebringinguptherear.Drakewas
angryashell,butwithhisstoicloyalty,Iknewhewouldn’tsimplysay,Screwthis,andflyoff.He’dstay
anddiewithusifthatwaswhathehadtodo.Itwasthatdragonhonorthingagain.IalsoknewMick
wouldobeytheedictofnomagicandnoshape-shifting,andhe’dmakedamnsureColbyobeyedittoo.
Mickmustbeonehellofadragonlord.Iwasstilladjustingtothat.
Icouldn’tusemycellphone,andneithercouldNash,becausebothofourswereinexplicablydead.I
hadmypieceofmagicmirror,butusingittocommunicatewiththeoutsidewasforbidden—thatwould
violatetheruleofnomagic.Thedragonshadthoughtofeverything.
IcaughtuptoNash,whowassettingaswiftpace.“Thanksforthethingsyousaidaboutmeback
there.”
“Theyweretrue.”Hisvoiceheldnoinflection.
“Itwasrealsweet.”Icouldn’tresistsayingthat.“Ididn’tknowyoulovedmesomuch.”
Nash’sglance,eventhroughsunglasses,couldhavecrumbledbouldersintodust.“WhatIsaidabout
youbeingapainintheasswithasmartmouthwastruetoo.Thatandthefactthatyoucausetrouble.”
“Ican’tdenyit.”IshruggedasIstrodenexttohim.“So,howarethingsbetweenyouandMaya?Isaw
thepassionatekissyougaveher.”
“Noneofyourbusiness.”
Igavehimadry-lippedsmile.“That’sallright.I’lljustaskher.”
Nashscowled.Hepickeduphispacetoaquick-timemarch,hislonglegseatingdistance.IfIwanted
tokeepupwithhim,I’dhavetotrot,panting,athisside.
IdroppedbacktowalkwithMickandColby.Mickslantedmeasmilethatmademehot,evenunder
theburningsun,andtookmyhand.Ilookedforward,inmorewaysthanone,togettinghomeagain.
Drakealsogavemealook,butoneofundisguisedfury.Iknewheblamedmeforhisbeingchosento
carryoutthesentencewithus.WouldIhaveproblemswithDrakeinthefuture?Probably.Ididn’thave
theenergytocontemplateitrightnow.
AlreadyIneededwater,havingdrunknothingsincesometimethedaybefore.Iwasgoingtobehalf-
deadbeforeweevenreachedtheedgeofthelakebed.Thebouldersstoodinnocentlybehindus,where
I’dleftthem.Icouldimaginethegeologistsscratchingtheirheadsatthepatternthey’dleft,drawnfrom
theedgesofthelaketoacircleinthecenter.ItwouldgivemyghostsomethingamusingtowatchwhenI
wasapileofdriedbonesinthedust.
Whenwefinallyreachedthenarrowdirtroadthatledintoapassbetweenthehills,therewereno
vehiclesinsight.AnyapproachingtruckorSUVwouldkickathinspiralofdusthighintotheairbehind
it,buttheskyremainedaclearandbrightblue.Noonewouldcome.Itwouldbejustthefiveofus
traipsingacrossopendesertundertheblindingsun.
Colbysaidbehindme,“Ifyougethot,Janet,feelfreetotakeoffyourtop.”
Iignoredhim,tootiredtobanter.
Forthefirstmileorsoafterthat,Iwasfine.Thedragonshadmadeittooeasy,Ithought.Ifinishedthe
nexttwomilesdrenchedinsweat,feelingasunburn.Whatlittleshadethesidesofthemountainshad
madeinthepassvanishedasthesunclimbedoverhead.
Bymileseven,Iwasstumbling.Mytonguewasgluedtotheroofofmymouth,andmybreathingwas
labored.Werested,takingourtime,butitdidn’thelpmuch.
Atmileten,oratleastIthinkitwasmileten,Mickpickedmeupandcarriedme.We’dseennocars,
trucks,SUVs,parkrangers,hikers,campers,oranyone.Theplacewasdeserted,eerilyso.Iwondered
howmuchBancrofthadpaidofftheparkemployees.
Mickcarriedmewithoutcomplaint,hisstrongarmsneverfaltering.ButevenNashwasslowing—
twentymileswaslikelynotthatfarforhim,butbeingwithoutwater,whilethetemperatureclimbedpast
onehundreddegrees,tookitstoll.Talkhadceased,eachofussavingbreathandmoistureforthejourney.
Acarrioncrowglidedoverhead,onthelookoutforfreshkill.Iwavedtoit.
“Overhere,”Icroaked.
“Don’tinviteit,”ColbysaidbehindMick.“Itmightwanttogetanearlystartonpickingmeatoffus.”
Thecrowdidn’tseemtoseeus.Idugintomypocket,andMickhadtoputmedown.Barelyableto
stand,Ipulledoutthepieceofmagicmirror.Icouldn’tuseitmagically,butIcoulduseitforwhatitwas
—amirror,apieceofsilveredglass.Imovedituntilitcaughtthesun,flashingabrightwhitestaroflight.
Thecrowsawit.Itwheeledoverusonce,headcockedtoinvestigate,thenflewawayintosearingblue
sky.
“Whatthehellwasthatabout?”Nashasked.
“Youneverknow,”Isaid.
“Aharbinger,”Colbysaid,andthenweallfellsilentagain.
Mickcarriedmeagainaswemovedupanotherhillandwalkeddownintothetroughontheotherside.
Iheardrattlinglikeametalshedinawindstorm,andIstartedtolaugh.
“Iknewshewouldn’tletmedown.”
Mywordswereunintelligible,eventome.Mickleanedtome.“What,baby?”
Ididn’tanswer.Abatteredwhitepickupcrestedtheriseaheadofus,bangingandclatteringdownthe
ruttedroad.Itwasfullofpeople,threeinthecab,acoupleinthebed.Nashstopped,handsonhips,and
waited.
ThepickuppulledtoahaltnexttoNash,andaNativeAmericanmanwithalinedfaceleanedoutand
calledtoMick,“Hey,whathappenedtoyourclothes?”Hechortled.“Musthavebeensomewindstorm.”
Twogrinningyoungmenjumpedoutoftheback,tossingpantsandshirtsatMick,Colby,andDrake.
Colbycaughtthemwithanamazedlook.“Youcarryextrasetsofclothes,incaseyoumeetnakedmen
ontheroad?”
Insidethecab,theyoungwoman—Beth,Irememberedhernamewas—leanedaroundherfather.“The
crow,shetolduswhatyou’dneed.ShesaidFirewalkersdidn’thaveanysenseofdecency.”
Thatwasmygrandmother.Colbychuckledashepulledonthewornpairofjeans.“She’sright.
Whoeversheis.”
Mickdidn’tmovetopickuptheclothesorcoverhimself.Hecarriedmearoundtheothersideofthe
truckandwaitedforBethtoopenthedoor.“Doyouhavewater?”heasked.“She’sdehydrated.”
“Surething.”AsMicksetmegentlyontheseatnexttoher,Bethproducedathermos,pouredouta
trickleofbeautifulwater,andhandedmethecup.Shehadtohelpmeraiseittomyswollenlips.
Sweet,clear,coolliquidfilledmymouth.Iwantedtosavorit,butmyneedybodysuckeditdown,andI
nearlychokedasIswallowed.
“Easy,”Bethsaid.Shepouredmeanothercup.
Ifeltthetrucklistastheothersclimbedintotheback.Inmyhalf-dazedstate,Ionceagainsawother
beingssuperimposedonBethandherfather.Whiteswirlinglights,ahintoffeather.
“Areyoukachinastoo?”Iasked.
Beth’sfatherchuckled.“Nah.We’resimilar,butweuseadifferentterm.Whereyouneedtogo?”
“Home,”Isaid.“Although,anyplacewithaphoneisfine.”
“That’seasy.”Beth’sfatherputthetruckingearandstartedtodrive.
BethglancedthroughtheopenbackwindowatMick,Colby,Drake,andNash.“Hey,cutewhite
sheriff,”shecalled.“Ithinkwefoundyourtruck.”
Nashwasatthewindow,rippingoffhissunglasses.“Didyou?Black?Ford250?Arizonaplates?”He
rattledoffthelicensenumber.
“Yeah,Ithinkthat’sit,”Beth’sfathersaid.“Wantmetotakeyoutoit?”
“Please.”Nashsatback.“Yes.Thankyou.”
Idrankmorewater.“He’shappiertofindhistruckthanheistogetoutofherealive.”
“Menandtheircars,”Bethagreed.“Buthestilliscute.”
Webangedandbouncedoverthedirtroadforaverylongtime.ThenBeth’sfatherturnedacorner,and
theroadeasedintothesmoothnessofpavement.Thetruck’shorriblejouncingdiedintosuddencalm.
Iclosedmyeyesasweglideddowntherestfulhighway.Beforewe’dgonefar,Beth’sfatherturnedoff
onanotherdirtroad,thisonewiderandbettergradedthantheonefromtheRacetrack.
Westopped,andIpeeledopenmyeyes.Wewereontopofalittlebridgethathadbeenconstructed
overanarroyo,thebridgejusthighenoughsothatamildrainstormwouldn’twashitout.Anything
stronger,andthisroadwouldbeflooded.
Anintenserainhadobviouslycomeandgone.Thebottomofthearroyowasfilledwithsiltandloose
brush,thoughmuchofithadpiledoveranobstacleupstreamofthebridge.Fromthisjetsamprotrudeda
dust-coveredblackcab.Nash’sbeautiful,shinynewpickupinwhichI’driddenoutheretosearchfor
Mickwasnowhalf-buriedinwhitesand.
Tensiondrained,andasuddenwaveofsleephitme.ThelastthingIheardbeforeIdriftedaway,
smiling,againstBeth’scomfortableshoulderwasNashJonesswearingandswearinghard.
TwomorningslaterIwanderedoutofmybedroomandsankintoaleathercouchinmylobby.Itwasquiet
—guestshadbreakfastedandeithercheckedoutorgoneoffsightseeing.Wehadafewhours’respite
beforelunch.
Mickcameoutoftheback,hairwetfromhisshower,andsatnexttome,ourbodiestouching.He
twinedhisfingersthroughmine.
“Howareyoudoing?”heaskedme.
“Better.”
Hewassilentforawhile,justholdingmyhand.He’ddonethisalotsincewe’dgottenhome.The
ShoshonehaddrivenustoFurnaceCreek,andMickhadsomehowbookedthetwoofusintotheluxury
innthere.Coolsheets,air-conditioning,gourmetfood...Itreinforcedmybeliefthatthereisnowherein
theworldsoremotethatsomeonewon’ttrytobuildaresortinit.
I’dsleptforalongtime,andMickleftmetoit.IhadnoideawhathadbecomeofDrake,Colby,and
Nash,butwhenMickreturnedtotakemetodinner,hetoldmethatNashhadgottenparkrangersplusthe
CaliforniaHighwayPatroltohelphimrescuehistruck.Apparently,joyridershadtakenitwhilewe’d
beenrunningaroundthemountainsandthenabandoneditinthewash.Ithadbeenhot-wired,theunderside
ofthedashbroken,andanicetorrentofrainhaddonetherest.PoorNash.
“SowhatdidColbydotoyouallthoseyearsago?”IaskedMickoveraquiettableintherestaurant.
“Tomakehimyourenemy,Imean?”
Micklookeduncomfortable.“Longstory.”
“Wehavetime,”Isaid,sippingmycoolwine.Nomartinis.
Micktoyedwiththefrostedglassofhisbeermugforawhile.Iwaited.Iwasn’tgoinganywhere,not
whileIwascoolandfedandhydrated.
FinallyMicktookasipofbeerandsatback.“Hestolemymate.”
Iblinkedinsurprise.“Wait,IthoughtIwasyourmate.”
“Alongtimeago.Shewasadragon.Ishouldn’tstrictlysayshewasmymate—Iwascourtingher,in
thedragonway,andColbydecidedtocutin.Wefought.Hewon.”
“Colbywon?Butwhyishesoafraidofyou?”
“Becausehefoughtdirty,andheknowsit.Istupidlyclungtohonorandtherules,whilehewentbehind
myback.Hedestroyedmylair,stoleeverythingIhad—anditturnsoutthatthisladywaslookingfora
matebasedonhisworth.Iwasyoungenoughtothinkitwasmeshewanted.WhenIdiscoveredhertrue
colors,IwithdrewfromthecontestandletColbyhaveher.”
“Whathappenedtotheladydragon?IsshestillwithColby?”
“Shedied.”
“Oh.”ThoughI’dalreadylabeledthedragonasashe-bitch,thatwassad.“How?”
“Battlewithanotherdragonfaction.We’renotallbestfriends.”
IrememberedthefightwhenDrakehadpulledmeoutofthemountain.“SoIgathered.”Itoyedwiththe
stemofmywineglass.“I’msorry.Abouttheladydragon,Imean.”
“SheandColbyhadn’tmatedyet.Nobondthere.Butstillitwashardonhim.”
“Andyou?”
Henodded.“Andonmetoo.”
Itgavemesomethingtothinkaboutlaterwhileheheldmesotenderlyinbed.MickfightingColbyfora
ladydragon.Irememberedhimtellingmethatfemaledragonscouldturnontheirmatesandtrytokill
them.IffemaledragonswerealllikeAine,Ibelievedit.IwonderedhowMickviewedmein
comparison.
Fast-forwardtwodaystothecoollobbyofmyhotel,mesittingcomfortablywithMickandwatchingday-
to-daybusinesscommence.Fremontcameintocheckaleakinthekitchen,hischeerfulaffability
soothing.PamelaleanedoverthecountertotalktoCassandra.Ididn’tseeMaya,butIwouldvisither
laterandgrillheraboutherandNash.Nashhaddamnwellbetterhavegonetoseeherbythistime.
Ihadn’tseenCoyotesincethebigfightinthewash.Hadheforgivenme,easedhisstrictures,andletme
go?Ineededtoknow.
IalsowantedtotwisthisfurtohelpmefigureoutwhohadmadeUndeadJiminthefirstplace.Now
thatthedragontrialwasover,I’dtakemoretimetopursuethequestion.Ifsomeothergoddesswiththe
samekindofpowersasmymotherwaswalkingarounduphere,I’dneedtoknow.Ialsowantedtoknow
whythey’dbroughtJimbacktolifeandgivenhimBeneathpowers.And,moreimportant,wouldtheytry
again?
Ididn’tthinkCoyotehaddoneit,butheneededtohelpmetrackthispersondown.Wecouldstartatthe
vortexesandworkourwayfromthere.
Worryingaboutallthiswasastrain,soItoldMickIneededtotakeawalk.
Mickdidn’twanttoletmeoutofhissight—hehadthatlook.
“Totherailroadbed,that’sall,”Isaid.“Youwonagainstthedragons,andthekachinaswillkeepaway
thedragonswhostillwanttokillme.Soyoutoldme.”
Mickdidn’tlikeit,buthe’dlearnedsomethingaboutme—thatifhetriedtotetherme,I’dstrugglethat
muchhardertobreakfree.IgavehimasmilethatsaidthatwhenIgotback,hecouldtethermeinamore
funway.Ikissedhimandleft.
Thesunwaswellupinabluesky,buttheairwascool.ThebrutalheatofDeathValleyhadnoplace
hereinthemile-highelevationofmydesert.Iclimbedtothetopoftherailroadbedandbreathedinclean
scentsofscrubandgrasses,cedarandjuniper,freshearth,dust,andwind.Thevortexeslayoutthere
underthesun,closed,quiet.
Thecrowflewtothejuniperitlikedandgavemetheeye.Ismiledatit.“Thanks,Grandmother.”
Shegavemeher“humph”look,butIsworeIsawaffectionintheglitteringblackorb.
“JanetBegay?”
Atthewoman’svoice,thecrowgaveahoarsecawandflappedintotheair.Iturnedtofaceayoung
womanwhowasmyage,perhapsafewyearsyounger.
ShewasNativeAmerican,butIdidn’tthinkNavajo.Shewasaboutaninchshorterthanme,andher
facewasrounderthanmine.Sheworeherhairinastraightponytailandhadonordinaryclothes—jeans
andatight-fittingblacktop.Theonlythingoutoftheordinarywasthelovelysilvernecklacearoundher
neck,heavydisksdecoratedwithswirlsandanimalsymbols.Ifitwasartisan-created,itwouldbeworth
athousandorso.
“Yes?”Ianswered.
“I’vebeenwantingtomeetyou.”ShestuckherhandsinherpocketsasIsometimesdid,andgrinnedat
me.“Myname’sGabrielleMassey.FromWhiteriver.”
“MychefisfromWhiteriver,”Isaid.IwonderedifthiswasoneoftheApachewoman’sdaughtersor
grand-daughters.
“Iheard.”Gabriellesmiledatmeagain,thesmilewrinklinghernose.Shelookedfriendly,butina
standoffishway,ifthatmadeanysense.AsthoughshewaitedtoseehowIreactedtoherandwas
preparedtofindthereactionamusing.
“Areyoulookingforaroom?”Iaskedpolitely.Itneverhurttobenicetoapotentialguest.
“Notthistime.”Hersmilebroadened.“Youdon’tknowwhoIam,doyou?Andyouthinkyou’reso
goodatreadingauras.”
Ilookedathers—no,Ilookedforhersanddidn’tsenseone.Thatwasweird.Theonlybeingwhose
auraIcouldn’talwayssensewasCoyote’s,becauseheknewhowtosuppressit.That’showhealways
snuckuponme.
Shelaughed.“Ilearnedthetrick.Youshouldtoo.Yourauraismessy.Blackandwhite,likesmokein
sunshine.Twonaturesstrugglingagainsteachothersohard.I’mlucky.Ionlyhaveonekindofmagic.”
Istaredather,confusedashellandgettingnervous.Iwasn’treadytoexperimentwithmynewlymixed
magic,butIstartedimagininganice,imperviousbarrierrisingbetweenherandme.
“I’mnotheretohurtyou,”shesaid,asthoughshesensedwhatIwantedtodo.“Ijustwantedtomeet
you,really.Andforyoutomeetme.It’sbeenalongtimecoming.”
Igaveuponpoliteness.“Well,sinceIdon’tknowwhothehellyouare,Ican’tsayI’vebeenwaiting.”
“Iwantustobefriends,”Gabriellesaid,“whichiswhyI’vedoneitthisway.Butifyouwanttosee...”
Shedroppedwhatevershieldsshe’dbeenusing,andIgotthefullblastofheraura.Itwaswhite,
glittering,hardasiceandjustascold.Iswallowedascream,anditnearlychokedme.I’dfeltthiskindof
aurabefore,andIknewexactlywhere.Ithadhappenednotamilefromthisplaceaboutfourmonthsago,
onapowerfullystormynight.
TheswiftglimpsewasallIgot.BythetimeI’ddrawnasinglebreath,Gabrielle’sshieldswerebackin
place.
“Ilearnedtohide,”shesaid.“Becausetherearethingsouttherethataresoeasilyfrightened.”
Mebeingoneofthem.Iswallowedondryness.“Youcan’tbe...ShesaidIwastheonlyonethat
survived.”
Gabrielle’seyescrinkledinthecorners.“ThethingaboutMother,Janet,isthatshelies.She’svery,
verygoodatit.”
Ifeltasthoughoneofthelocomotivesthatusedtotraversethistrackhadjustslammedintome.My
mother,thegoddessfromBeneath,hadmadeitahabittopossesswomen,getthemwithchildthrough
unsuspectingmales,thenwithdraw.Theresultingchild,likeme,oftenhadtoomuchmagicinherforthe
innocentwomantocarry.Themothermostoftendied,takingthebabywithher.Thegoddesshadtoldme
thatinalltheyearsshe’dbeentrying,therehadonlybeenme.
Theyoungwomanwhostoodbeforeme,half-Apache,half-goddess,wasanother.
Anotherme.
AnotherJanet.
Theworldjustgotvery,verycomplicated.
“YoumadeUndeadJim,”Isaid,knowingIwasright.
“Verygood.Ifeltsorryfortheguy,lyingtherestabbedtodeath,andallhe’ddonewasdigupafew
pots.IknewIcouldbringhimbackbeforehewastoofargone,soIdid.Ididn’trealizehe’dgoona
killingrampage.”
IunderstoodnowwhyJimthoughtI’dresurrectedhim,whythekachinashadthoughtI’dmadehim.
They’dsensedBeneathmagic,Gabrielle’smagic,andthoughtitwasmine.
“Youdidn’trealize?”Irepeated.“Threepeopledead,andyoudidn’trealize?”
Gabrielleshrugged.“I’dneverresurrectedanyonebefore.Don’tgoallmoralizingonme,Janet.Imade
amistake.Youfixedit.Everything’sfinenow.”
“AfterIgotburiedalivebykachinas,nearlyfriedbydragons,andthreatenedwithdeathbyCoyote.
Sure,everything’sfine.”
“Overreact,whydon’tyou?Icamehereasacourtesy,becauseIwantedtomeetmysister.”Gabrielle
grinned.“SoI’mmeetingyou.I’llgoawaynow,soyoudon’tkeepgettingbeatupforwhatIdo.”
“Goawaywhere?”Iaskedinalarm.
“Idon’tknow.Somewhere.Don’tworry,I’llcomebacktovisit.”Gabrielletookherhandsoutofher
pocketsandsmiled,sunshineglisteningonherblackhair.“Seeyou,Janet.”
Andshevanished.
Notinapuffofsmokeoranythingdramaticlikethat.Shewassimplythere,andthenshewasn’t.
Istoodthereforastunned,frozenmoment,andthenIscrambledbackdowntherailroadbedand
sprintedbacktothehotel,shoutingforMick.
Twenty-eight
Gabrielledidn’tmakeareappearance,butIhadMickandCassandrahelpmeputextrawardsalloverthe
hotel.Ispentthenextseveraldayslookingformy“sister,”checkinguponmyfriendstomakesureshe
hadn’tcomenearthem,andwardingtheirhousesaswell.
Coyotedidn’tcometometomakegoodonhispromisetokillmeforusingtheBeneathmagictokill
JimandsaveMick,butthecrowstartedhangingaroundalot.
MygrandmotherwaspissedashellaboutGabrielleandletmeknowit.ThefactthatGrandmother
calledmeonthephoneabouther,voluntarily,theafternoonafterI’dencounteredGabrielle,toldmehow
upsetshewas.Grandmotherhadnotbeenthrilledaboutmyexistence,butatleastIwaspartofherblood
andcarriedherearthmagic.ThisGabrielle—Ihadn’tsensedanyothermagicinherbutthatofBeneath,
whichmeantherbiologicalfatherandmothermusthavebeenordinaryhumans.IdrovehometoMany
Farms,takingMickwithme,totrytoreassureGrandmotherplusstrengthenthewardsonmyfamilyhome.
MymotherhadneverbeenabletoreachasfarasManyFarms,butGabrielle,bornofthisearth,couldgo
anywhereshewanted.
Inspiteofmyworries,Iwentthroughweeksofnothingverytraumatichappeningatmyhotel.Guests
cameandwent,Isoldsomeofmyartphotos,Pamelastartedrentinganapartmentintown,andCassandra
movedinwithher.Theonlyexcitementcamewhenasoft-spokenNightwalkerappearedatmyheavily
wardeddoorandaskedifhecouldspendthenight.Hehadthehollowlookofoneofthetameones,soI
lethim,providedhewaswatched.Hekepttohimself,didn’tmakeanytrouble,didn’ttrytosucktheother
guestsdry,andsoIputthestakesbackintomydeskdrawer.
Coyotefinallydidcometome,inadreamofcourse.
WestoodinthecutofChevelonCanyon,thepetroglyphsonitssteepwallsglowingwiththeirown
light.Thestrangecreaturesinthepicturesseemedtowritheandwhirl,dancingintheirownlittlefrenzy.
Thecreekfloweddownthemiddle,quietinthemoonlight.
Asusual,Iwasnaked.SowasCoyote,inhismanshapethistime.
“Youdidgood,Janet,”Coyotesaid,lookingmeupanddown.“I’mproudofyou.”
“IsthatwhyI’mstillaliveandwalkingaround?”
Coyotegavemeagrin.“Yep.”
“HowdidIdogood?”Iasked,fedup.“YouwerereadytoblastmeintoatomsthelasttimeIsawyou.
Youdidtry,andonlyNashjumpinginfrontofmesavedme.”
“Iwasn’tgoingtokillyou,sweetie,justslowyoudownalittle,butNashmisunderstoodandgotinthe
way.Yousee,youpassedmytest.”
“Yourtest?”Iglaredathim,foldingmyarmsovermybarebreasts.“Whatdoyoumean,yourtest?”
“Ineededtoknowwhatyou’ddoonceyourealizedhowpowerfulyouwere.ThoughIwasn’tlying
whenIsaidI’dkillyouifyouscrewedup.Butyoudidn’t.Youchosetoshowcompassion,evenfor
someoneasmindlesslyevilasUndeadJim.Igetthatyouhadtodestroyhimintheend.Hewaswrong,
andhehadtobestopped.”
Damnhim.Heregardedmewithcalm,darkeyes,stillpowerful,stillagod.StillCoyote.
Iglaredbackathiminrage.“Woulditkillyoutotellmethesethingsatthetime?I’vebeenlosingsleep
worryingaboutwhatyouweregoingtodotome.”
“Poorbaby.StayingawakesoMickcanhelprelaxyou.Damn,Ishouldhavebeenlookinginthe
window.”
“Bastard,”Isaid.
“Hey,itwasforyourowngood,andyouknowit.Youneededtolearnhowtosilencethatvoiceinyour
head.”
Thelittlevoicehadgoneaway.Ithink.Ihadn’thearditinawhileanyway,notsinceI’dlearnedto
braidtheBeneathmagicandthestormmagicintooneentity.Thegood,thebad,andtheugly,coming
togethertomakeausefulwhole.
“Youlearned,yougrew,”Coyotesaid.“Ihadfaiththatyouwould,myStormwalker.”
“AndifIhadn’t,youwouldhavekilledme?”
“Yep.”Coyoteputhisstrongarmaroundme.“Butyoushowedyourtruecolors.Iloveyou,Janet.”
“Thanks,”Isaiddrily.“ButI’mstillnothavingsexwithyou.”
“Hey,agod’sgottatry.”
Alizardscurriedby,scatteringgravelasitscrambledforitsnextspotofcover.“Ineedtotellyou
something,”Isaidslowly.
“Aboutyoursister?”
Imadeanexasperatednoise.“Howlonghaveyouknownaboutthat?Willitdomeanygoodtoaskwhy
youdidn’tbothertotellmeabouther?”
“Relax.Ididn’tknowuntilshecametoyou.Iwaslurkingatthebottomofthewash,watchingyou.I
heardwhenyouheard.”
“You’retellingmeyoudidn’tknowsheexisted?Youknewallaboutme.”
“That’sbecauseyoublunderedaroundburningdownbuildingsassoonasyourstormmagicmanifested.
Yousureknowhowtoattractattention,Janet.AndthenyourBeneathmagicflaredupallsparklyonceyou
metyourmother.Stealthwasneveryourstrength.ThisGabrielle,now,she’slearnedsomehowtohide
whatsheisandhideitdamnwell.Shemusthavebeenraisedbysomeonepowerfulandverysmart.We’ll
havetokeepoureyeonourGabrielle.”
“Nokidding.”
“Don’tworry,sweetie.Youhavealotoffriendsreadytoprotectyou.Me,forone.Him,foranother.”
HimwastheKosharecartwheelingdownthewash.Hedidafinalcartwheelinfrontofus,misjudged,
andfellonhisbackside.HegazedupatmewithalooksocomicalIhadtolaugh.
Thiswasn’tBenKavena;itwastherealKoshare,who’dcometomeinthecave.Inoticedhe’dleftoff
theloincloth.WhatwasitaboutnakedfleshinCoyote-instigateddreams?
“Myfriend?”IaskedtheKoshare.“Theonewhoburiedmeinsideavolcano?”
TheKosharemimedgrievousweeping.Hefellonhisbackandkickedhisheelslikeakidinacrying
tantrum.
“Yes,afriend,”Coyotesaid.“Youpassedhistesttoo.”
“I’mgladIwassuchastarstudent.”
“Youshouldbe.”
TheKosharestoppedkicking,archedback,andleaptforwardtohisfeet.Hegrabbedmyhandsand
spunmearound,butonlyoncethistimebeforelettingmego.
Youarepowerful,hesaidinmyhead.Youhavethemagicofthestorms—goodmagicofthisearth—
andthemagicfromtheplaceoforigin.Youhaveprovedthatyouarestrongenoughtocontainboth.
Youhaveearnedthegreatrespectofmybrothersandsisters.
“Gladtohearit.”
Ifyouhaveneed,ever,youcallonme.
“Thankyou.”Iwasgratefulforthat,intruth.Kachinaswerepowerfulentities,andI’dmuch,much
rathertheyregardedmeasafriendthananenemy.
“We’regoodtogo,then?”Coyoteaskedme.“Howaboutsomecelebratorynookie?”
Ilaughed,finallyrelaxing.“Youneverstop,doyou?”
Coyotewinked.“Okay,then.HowaboutabeerattheCrossroadsBar?”
“Now,thatIcando.CanIbringMick?”
“Sure.YouknowI’malwaysupforathreesome.”
TheKosharemadeasnortingnoise.HestudiedCoyoteinmockdisgustandshookhishipssothathis
penisrockedbackandforth.
Coyote’sgrinvanished.“Oh,yeah?”
Hemorphedintohiscoyoteform,abluenimbussurroundinghislankybody,andleaptattheKoshare.
TheKosharesprangintotheairandstartedrunningfortheshallowcreek,Coyoterightbehindhim.
Halfwaythere,theKosharespunaroundandpointedatCoyote,andCoyote’slongtailburstintoflames.
Coyote’shigh-pitchedyowlsechoedupanddownthecanyon,andheranflatoutforthecreek.Ihearda
heavysplashandthehissofsteam.
TheKosharemimedsidesplittinglaughter,sprangintotheair,andvanished.IrantothebankasCoyote
climbedfromthewater,hislimbsstiff,tailsodden.Heshookhimselfout,glaringattheairwherethe
Kosharehadbeen,andsnarled.
Ifuckinghateclowns.
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Shadowwalker
ComingsoonfromBerkleySensation!
One
Nothingquitemakesyournightlikefallingtwohundredfeetintoasinkhole.
Mymotorcyclespunasthesolidpavementofthehighwayopenedupunderme,andthenIwasfalling
down,down,down,intothebowelsoftheearth.Anavalancheofrocks,dirt,trees,andthespeeding
sheriff’sSUVfollowedmeintotheabyss.
MybikeandIseparated,anditsmashedagainstthesideoftheholeandbrokeintomanypieces.Itried
tostopmyfall,tograbontotherootsthatprotrudedfromthebreakingwall,butIfellsofast,myhands
couldcloseonnothing.TheSUVgrounditswaydownwiththeboulders,metalgroaning,glassflyingto
mixwiththeshowerofdirtandgravel.
I’dbeenwearingpaddedleatheragainsttheJanuarycold,whichprotectedmesomewhat,butallmy
paddingwouldn’thelpmeifNashJones’sSUVfellontopofme.Itriedtoreachintomyselfanddrawon
mymagic,butI’mforemostaStormwalker,whichmeansIcanchannelthepowerofastorm,butIneeda
stormtobepresenttoworkthemagic.Thenight,thoughrawwithcold,wasstubbornlyclear.
IalsohadBeneathmagicinmefromtheworldbelowthisone,butIhadtobeinasteadyframeofmind
totemperitwithmyStormwalkermagic,orI’dsimplyblowupthesinkholeandmeandNashwithit.
FallingacouplehundredfeetdownasheerdropwithanSUVdidnothingtoputmeintoacalmframe
ofmind.Icouldonlyflailandclaw,gaspingforbreathasdirtleakedundermyhelmetandthreatenedto
suffocateme.
Idon’tknowwhyIdidn’tdie.Maybethegodsandtheuniversehadotherplansforme.Itumbledover
andover,andatlastcametorestonanupthrustboulder,whilemud,roots,grass,andgravelpouredon
aroundme.Aboneinmyarmsnapped,thepainsharpandnumbing.
Thesinkholeprovedtobeawideone,andtheSUVlandedaboutfivefeetfromme,wedgedonitsside
betweentwocolossalboulders.Isprawledlikeabugontopofthemud-coatedboulder,amazedthatmy
heartstillbeat.
Thelandslideceasedbutsentupachokingcloudofdustthatcutoffallairandlight.TheSUVwent
silentexceptforthecreaksandhissesofengineparts.
Ipulledoffmyhelmetwithmygoodhand—whichsoundseasy.WhatIreallydidwasfruitlesslyclaw
atit,cryingwithfear,untilitatlastunstuckfrommyhead.
IthankedeverygodandgoddesswhomightcarethatI’dbotheredwiththehelmetatall.SometimesI
rodebare-headed,whichwasperfectlylegalinthisstate,butI’dbeentravelingbackfromChinle,andI
didn’tliketorideontheinterstatewithoutmyhelmet,especiallyatnight.IfIhadn’tbotheredwithit,my
brainswouldnowbewetsmearsontherocksaroundme.
Itwaspitch-blackdownhere,themoonlightblottedoutbythedust.Coughing,IcrawledtotheSUV,
hissingthroughmyteethwhenItouchedthehotmetaloftheengine.Thevehiclewaswedgedintight,the
passengerdoorfacingupward.Iclimbedontothedoor,myhurtarmclenchedagainstmyside,mylegs
clumsy.Thewindowglasshadbrokenaway,leavingagapinthedarkness.
“Jones,”Icroaked.Itdidn’tevensoundlikeaword,justagutturalsound.
Nothingmoved.Everythinginsidewasdark,thesheriff’sradioandcomputerinterfacedead.TheSUV
wasnothingbutasilenthunkofmetal,plastic,andfiberglass.IgropedforNash,halffallingintothe
slantedcab.
SheriffNashJoneshadbeenchasingmeoutonthatlonelyhighway,becausewhenI’dtakentheturnoff
toFlatMesa,I’ddrivenrightthroughhisspeedtrap.Ihadn’tbeenpayingattention,thinkingaboutthenice
dayI’dspentatCanyondeChellysnappingphotosafteranequallynicevisittomyfatherinManyFarms.
I’dflownpasttheclumpofcedarsonthedesertedroad,andNashhadburstoutfrombehindthem,lights
flaring,topursuemelikeahungrylion.
Damnyou,Jones,don’tyouhaveanythingbettertodowithyournightsthantoparkbehindatree
witharadargun?Youseriouslyneedtogetlaid.
Itouchedawarmbody,NashJonesinanunmovinghuddleagainstthefardoor.Ituggedoffmyglove
andfoundhisface,hisneck,butIcouldn’tfeelapulse.Iputmyfingersunderhisnoseandexhaledin
reliefwhenIfeltatinybreathtouchmyskin.Hewasalive.
Nowwhat?
Noradio,nocellphone,becauseI’dleftminebehindatmyhotelandNash’s,onceIdugitfromhis
belt,didn’twork.Thepieceofmagicmirror,whichhadbeengroundintothemirroronmymotorcycle,
musthavebeensmashedalongwitheverybitofmybike.ThemirrorwaswhyIhadn’tbeencarryingmy
cellphone—magicmirrorsweremorereliable.
Thefullmagicmirror,whichhungoverthebarinmyhotel,wouldknowthatitsslicehadfallenintothe
sinkhole—if,thatwas,thedamnedthingwasawake.Itlikedtonodoffattheworstoftimes.Ihopedit
wasscreamingatthetopofitsobnoxiousvoicethatsomethingwaswrong,alertingMick,mydragon
shifterboyfriend,andCassandra,myWiccanhotelmanager.Onlythemagicalcouldhearthemirror,andI
wantedthemtohearitnow.
Withoutbeingabletoseepastthedensecloudofdust,Ihadnowayofknowinghowfardownwe
were.Orwhetherwe’dcontinuetofalliftherocksshifted.Hadwehitbottom,orhadtherubblebuilta
shelfthatwouldstabilizeawhilebeforeagainbreakingapart?
I’dreadsomewherethatsinkholeswereformedwhengroundwaterfinishedeatingawayattheroofof
giganticcavernsfarbelowthesurface.Oncethelayerisgone,theuptoathousandorsofeetofrock
aboveitcollapsesstraightdown,draggingeverythingonthesurfacewithitandleavingasheer-facedsink
foreveryonetoponder.Theuplanddesertsareriddledwiththethings.They’reveryinterestingwhenyou
readabouttheminabook,butnotsomuchwhenoneformsrightbeneathyourfeet.
WasthisSUVriggedtosendoutadistresssignalifitcrashed?Nash’sdeputieswouldnoticethat
they’dlostradiocontactwithhim—wouldn’tthey?Ihadnoideawherepolicetechnologystoodthese
days,orwhetherHopiCountyhadenoughmoneytokeepupwiththerestoftheworld.AllIknewwas
thateverycommunicationdeviceintheSUVwasdeadandsilent.Nashhimselfstillwasn’tmoving.
“Comeon,Mick,”Iwhispered.“Cassandra.Someone.”
Thetruckshiftedandmyheartraced,myadrenalineoffthescale.IfeltmyrawBeneathmagicwanting
tostrikeoutinresponse,togetmethehelloutofthere.Ittensedlikeacoiledrattlesnakeandwasjustas
deadly.
Iclosedmyeyestotrytostillmymind,butmyheartwaspoundingsoharditmademesick.The
Beneathmagicresponded,brightandwhiteandstrongenoughtodestroytheworld.Ididn’twantto
destroytheworld:Ijustwantedtogetoutofthisdamnedhole.
Lightflickeredthroughmyclosedlids,andIpoppedmyeyesopen,hopeflaring.Wasitthemoonlight
filteringthroughdust,ortheflashlightsofrescueworkers?
Neither.Theglowdidn’tcomefromthesurface,butfromtherocksaroundme.AsIwatched,thinlines
oflightbeganmovingacrosstheboulders.Thelineslookedlikepetroglyphs,picturesleftfromthe
ancientpeopleofthisland,buttheseglowedwithphosphorescent-likelight.
Thelinesthickened,multiplied,stillglowingfaintly,andthen,undermywatchinggaze,theysprouted
skeletalhands.Iwentutterlystill.Bonyfingersstartedflowingacrossrocks,makingnosound,groping,
searching.
IgrippedtheseatofNash’struckandswallowedbile.I’dneverseenanythinglikethembefore.Were
theythegodsofBeneath,tryingtogetoutthroughavortexdownhere?Orwasthissomenewhorror?
ItouchedmyBeneathmagicagain,myonlyweapon.Usingitwithoutbeingabletotwineitwithmy
stormmagicmighteitherripaholeinrealityormakemybrainimplode.Iwasn’tsurewhich.ButIknew
withever-increasingcertaintythatIdidn’twantthoseskeletalfingerstouchingme.
Thehandsmultipliedastheypouredacrossthesurfaceoftheboulders,slidingthroughthemlikefish
throughwater.Thesicklylightincreaseduntilitlitupthewholeinsideofthecab,illuminatingtheblood
thatwasblackonNash’sheadandface.Hisskinwaspasty,hislipsbloodless.He’ddieifIdidn’tget
himoutofhere.
Mentally,IclosedmyfistaroundaballofBeneathmagicanddrewittothesurface.Oh,ithurt.Ithurt
likeholyhell,asthoughsomeonehadthrustalitfireworkintomychest.IheldontothemagicashardasI
could,knowingthatifIlostcontrolofit,itmightkillme,Nash,andeverylivingcreaturewithinamile.
ButatleastIcouldtrytosendupasignal,likeamagicalflare.
Iopenedmyimaginaryfingers,releasingabitoflight.Theskeletalhandsstopped,fingersmoving
slightly,eachhandpulsinginexacttimewiththeother.Likeaheartbeat,Irealized.Myheartbeat.
Inpanic,Iletoutmoreofmymagic,andthemomentIdidthat,thehandsorientedsharplyonme.
Thescreamthatcameoutofmymouthwasmoreofacroak.IclosedmymindovertheBeneathmagic,
franticallyshuttingitdown.Assoonasmymagicretreatedbelowthesurface,thehandsstopped,stilling,
waiting.
Shit,shit,shit.IftheBeneathmagicexcitedthem,andIhadnostorm,thenIwasseriouslyscrewed.All
Icoulddowassitherewiththedyingsheriffandwatchthehandsfillthesinkholetotherightandleft,
aboveusandbelow.Theystartedmovingagain,enclosingtheSUVinabubbleoflight,andIwasso
scaredIwantedtopuke.
Afaceappearedinthemiddleoftheunnaturalglow,ananimalface,long-nosedandpointed-eared.It
lookedmorelikeaglyphofananimalratherthanarealone,butIgraspedthehope.
“Coyote?Damnit,helpus!”
Theanimalfaded,butthebonyfingersdidn’t.TheyweretouchingtheSUVnow,slidingthroughthe
metalandfiberglass,andthewholetruckbegantogroan.
IgrabbedNashandliftedhimthebestIcould,cradlinghimagainstmychest.Ifearedtomovehim,but
Ifearedthosehandsevenmore.Nashhimselfwasawalkingmagicvoid—whichmeantthathisbody
somehownegatedallmagicthrownhisway,eventhemostpowerfulstuff.Whetherhecouldnegatethese
evilhands,Ididn’tknow,butIhadtotakewhatIcouldget.Theywereallaroundusnow,crawling
acrossthehoodtowardthebrokenwindows.
Icouldn’tjustsithereanddonothing.ThehandshadhomedinonmyBeneathmagic,butmaybe,ifI
werefastenough,Icouldtakethemoutbeforetheycouldtouchme.
Ireachedintomyselffortheballofwhitemagicagain.Coyotehadtoldmehedidn’twantmetousemy
BeneathmagicunlessItempereditwithstormmagic,butCoyotewasn’there,washe?Anditwasn’tmy
faulttherewasnoragingstormoverhead.Iwasstuckinasinkholewithweirdpetroglyphscomingforme,
andIwantedtogohome.
IhadtoletgoofNash—Iknewfromexperiencethathecouldnegatemymagic,eventhestrongestofit.
Ilaidhimgentlyagainstthefardoorandbracedmyselfonthedashtopushupthroughthebroken
passengerwindow.
IscreamedasIthrewthesnakeofBeneathmagicatthehandsonthetruck.Screamsechoedthroughthe
sinkhole—myscreams—absorbedbythehandsandthrownbackatme.ThehoodoftheSUVmelted,
hosesbreakingandfluiderupting.Andthehandskeptcoming.
Idrewbackforanotherstrikewhenredlightandsuddenheatbursthighaboveme.Hotorangelight
poureddowntheholelikeathousandbonfiresstrungtogether,burningthedustintolittleyellowsparks.
Theskeletalhandsfroze,andasIheldmybreath,clenchingtheBeneathmagic,theyretreated.Inthe
distance,Iheardthebellowofagiganticbeastandthenfeltadowndraftasahugedragonflappedhis
wings.
Istartedtolaugh,tearsstreamingdownmyface.“Mick,”Itriedtoshout,butallIcouldmanagewasa
cloggedwhisper.
“Mick,”Iwhisperedagain.“Downhere.”
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