Allyson James 2 Firewalker (Stormwalker)

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TableofContents

TitlePage
CopyrightPage
Acknowledgements

One
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Nine
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Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Fourteen
Fifteen
Sixteen
Seventeen
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Nineteen
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Twenty-two
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Twenty-eight

Teaserchapter

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PraiseforthenovelsofAllysonJames

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scenesoftheother.Theactionconcerningeachneverslowsdown.”
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TitlesbyAllysonJames

DRAGONHEAT

THEBLACKDRAGON

THEDRAGONMASTER

MORTALTEMPTATIONS

MORTALSEDUCTIONS

STORMWALKER

FIREWALKER

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Acknowledgments

Iwouldliketothankmyeditor,KateSeaver,forsupportingthisseries,herassistant,KatherinePelz,for
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One

IknewshewasaChangertheminuteshewalkedintomylittlehotel.Wolf,Ithoughtfromhergraywhite
eyes,butherhumanfeatureswereNativeAmerican.Herdarkskinandblackhairmadeherincongruous
eyesallthemoreterrifying.Sodidthefactthatshewasshiftingevenassheracedacrossthelobby,
grabbedmebytheshirtfront,andslammedmeagainstthepolishedreceptioncounter.

Ilookedupintothefaceofanightmare.Half-changed,hernoseandmouthelongatedintothatofa

wolf’s,fangscoatedwithsalivajuttingfrombloodredgums.

Ihadnodefenses.Therewasn’tacloudinthesky,nostormtochanneltofightherwith.Thewardsin

mywallsfunctionedtokeepevilbeingslikeskinwalkersandNightwalkersfromenteringthehotel,but
Changersweren’tinherentlyevil,justarrogant.Butwhenprovoked,theytendedtoattackfirst,ask
questionsoftheshreddedcorpselater.

Ibroughtupmyfisttoslamherjaw,butsheshookoffthepunchandhungontome.Icouldn’tscream

forMick,becauseMickhadvanishedintothenightthreeweeksago,andeventhemagicmirrordidn’t
knowwherehewas.

Therewasnoonewasinthehotelbutmeandmynewmanager,Cassandra,inherneatturquoise

businesssuit,herblondhairinasleekbun.Thetouristswereoutornotyetcheckedin,thesaloonclosed.
Itwasjustusgirls:acrazedChanger,apowerlessStormwalker,andawitchwhostaredacrossthe
receptiondeskinshock.

“JanetBegay,”thewolf-womansaid,hervoiceclottedwiththechange.
“Whowantstoknow?”Itriedtokickheroff,butsheheldontome,clawspoisedtotearoutmythroat.
OntheothersideofthedeskCassandracrossedherarms,placedherpalmsonhershoulders,and

startedtochant.Aninkycloudsnakedoutofhermouth,shotacrossthecounter,andwrappedaroundthe
Changer.TheChangersnarled.SheshovedawayfrommeandleaptoverthecounteratCassandra.

Cassandrawentdownwiththewolf-womanontopofher,thetwograpplinginatangleofrawsilkand

blackleather.IchargedbehindthecounterandgrabbedtheChangerbythehair,hersleekblackbraid
givingmesomethingtogrip.Ipulled,butshewasdamnstrong.ShehadCassandra’sheadinherhands,
readytobeatherskullontheSaltillotile.

Igrabbedatalismanfrommypocket,clencheditinmyhand,andscreamed,“Stop!”
TheChangerhaltedinmid-slam.Cassandra’sheadfellfromherslackgripandbumpedtothefloor.
Iwavedthetalisman—abundleofrosemaryboundwithwireandonyx—intheChanger’sfaceandsaid

inahardvoice,“Obey.”

TheChangerstraightenedup,fangsandclawsreceding,herfacebecominghumanagain.Hereyes

remainedgray,thefuryinthemelectric.

Cassandrarosebesideherinthesamerigidcompulsionandfixedmewithafrustratedstare.
Oops.ButIcouldn’treleaseCassandrawithoutalsoreleasingtheChanger.MickandIhadmadethis

spellforemergencies,suchasahordeofskinwalkersattacking.Itwasablanketspellthatwouldn’tstop
theattackersentirelybutmightatleastslowthemdownuntilhelparrived.

“Inthere,”Ipanted,pointingatmylittleofficebehindreception.“Goin.Sitdown.”
TheChangermarchedinside,stillgrowlingsoftly.Cassandrafollowedherlikearobot.
TheChangerandCassandrasatnexttoeachotheronmynewsofa,bothwomenradiatingfury.They

lookedoddtogether,thesophisticatedhotelmanager,onlyalittledisheveledinspiteofthefight,andthe
Changerinblackleatherpantsandjacket.Bothstruggledtobreakthespell,bodiesswayingalittleasthey
willedtheirmusclestoobey.ButthetalismanheldbothMick’sdragonmagicandmyStormwalkermagic,
apotentcombination,sothey’dhavetoputupwithit.

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“Whoareyou?”IaskedtheChanger.
“PamelaGrant.”
“CassandraBryson.”
“Whatareyoudoinghere?”
Cassandrastartedtellingmeaboutwhateverjobshe’dbeendoingbeforetheChangerattacked,but

Pamelasaid,“Iwassent.”

“Whosentyou?Todowhat?”
Theybothstartedtalkingatonce.ItunedoutCassandraandfocusedonPamela.“Ihaveamessagefor

you,Stormwalker.”

“Isthatall?Thenwhydidyouattackme?”
WhileCassandraprotestedthatshehadnointentionofattackingme,Pamelasaid,“Ihadto,topasson

themessage.ThenthisWiccanbitchtriedtoparalyzeme.”

“Whatthehellisthismessage?Youcouldn’tjusttellme?”
Foranswer,Pamelapulledoutashort-bladedknife.Myeyeswidened,andIshookthetalisman.“Stop!

Obey!”

Cassandrawentrigid.Pamelacameatme,hereyesfixed,asthoughshelistenedtoavoicemoredistant

thanmine.Irealizedasshejumpedmethatshewasunderanothercompulsionspell,onestrongenoughto
canceloutmine.Thatcouldn’tbegood.

Ifought.Cassandraremainedseated,eyesfixedinagony.Pamelapinnedmetothedeskwithherstrong

bodyandextendedmyleftarmacrossthetopofit.

“Cassandra,getheroffme!”Ishouted.
Cassandrasprangtoherfeetbutfellbackasthoughaninvisiblehandhadshovedher.Atthesametime

Ismelledabiteofsulfur,hotwind,fire—thescentsofdragonmagic.

IstaredatPamelainshockasshenickedmypalmwithherknife.Sheflippedmyhandoverand

squeezedapuddleofmybloodontoapristinepieceofCrossroadsHotelnote-paper.Dippingmy
forefingerintheblood,sheforcedmetowritethewords,Helpme.

Assoonaswe’dformedthelast“e”in“me,”Pamelawentlimp,andhereyesrolledbackinherhead.I

loweredherslumpedbodytothefloor,mypalmstingingwhereshe’dcutit.Asthecompulsionspell
releasedher,theChangerwomandrewapeacefulbreath.

Istraightenedup.Myveinsburnedlikefire,andmytemplesstartedpoundingasthecompulsionspell

latchedontome.IunderstoodnowwhyPamelahadn’tsimplyrelayedthemessageverballyoratleast
reachedforsomethingasconventionalasapen.She’dneededtotransferthespellthroughmyblood.

Helpme.Thewordsscreamedatmefromthepaperandbroughtmyownfearsboilingtothesurface.

I’dbeenworriedsickaboutMick,eventhoughI’dtoldmyselfhe’dsimplygoneofftodowhatever
dragonthingheneededtodo.Mickcameandwentashepleased,healwayshad,althoughlatelyhe’d
beenniceabouttellingmewherehewasgoing.

Pamela’smessagemeantthatMickwasintrouble.Trapped.Ill.Maybedying.IfMickwasbeggingfor

myhelp,hewasindeepshit,indeed.

Myheadturnedofitsownaccord,andmygazemovedoutthewindowtothewest,wherethedistant

moundoftheSanFranciscoPeaks,thetraditionalboundaryoftheNavajolands,layinmistysilhouette.

Thespellmademewanttoraceoutofthehotel,leaponmyHarley,andrideofftowardthemountains,

now,now,now.ButMickwouldwantmetobesmart.Ineededsupplies,Ineededtoplan,andI’dneed
help.ThefactthatthespellletmecalmmyselfandthinkthisthroughmeantthatIwasright.

IforcedmygazebacktoCassandra,whowasstillsittingstifflyonthesofa.Iliftedthetalisman,broke

it,andsaid,“Befree.”

Cassandraleapttoherfeet,facedarkwithrage,andkickedtheinertChangerinthebuttockswithher

Blahnikheel.“That’sforcallingmeabitch.”

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Pamelaopenedhereyes.Thewhiteinthemhadfadedtohumanbrown,andthoughsheretainedthe

arrogantscornoftheChanger,shenolongerlookedterrifying.

Shepushedherselfintoasittingpositionandsmoothedbackhairthathadfallenfromherbraid.“Hey,

doesn’tmeanIwouldn’twanttosleepwithyou.”

Cassandraflushedandfoldedherarms,butshedidn’tlookasoffendedasshecouldhave.
“Shewasunderaspell,”Isaidtightly.“Andnowit’sgone.Right?”
TheChangerwomanrubbedthebackofherneck.“Finally.Yourboyfriendisdamnstrong.”
“Canyougivememorespecificdirectionsthan‘headwest’?”
Pamelashookherhead.“IwasonthenorthwestsideofDeathValleywhenyourdragonman’sspell

grabbedme.Buttheremustbeamemorycloudspellontheplace,becauseIdon’trememberexactly
where.Iwasdoingsomehunting,mindingmyownbusiness,andthenextthingIknow,I’mdiggingmy
waythroughatunnelandtalkingtoadragon.Hecouldn’ttalkback;hejustinvadedmewiththatdamned
spell.Bastard.”

“Whenwasthis?”Iasked.
“Middleoflastnight;thenIrodestraighthere.”
“Mickwasalone?Nootherdragonsaround?”
“Onewasenough.I’dneverseenadragonbefore,neverbelievedtheyexisted.”Hereyesflickeredto

grayandbacktobrownagain.“Imaginemysurprise.”

ThatwasChangerfor“Itscaredtheshitoutofme.”Changersdidn’tliketoadmitfear.Fearmeant

weakness,submission,andtheytookdominance-submissionrolesveryseriously.

Pamelapulledherselftoherfeetwithlithegrace.ShewastallforaNativeAmerican,butmost

Changersweretall.Shetoweredagoodfootoverme.“Compulsionspellsmakemehungry.Isthere
anythingtoeatinthisgodsforsakentown?”

“Thesaloon’scloseduntilfive,”IsaidwhileIstaredagainattheclearblueofthewesternsky.“But

there’sadinerinMagellan.Twomilessouth.”

“It’llhavetodo.Comewithme,Wiccan?”
Cassandragaveherawitheringglance.“Inyourdreams,wolf-girl.”
Pamelagaveherahalfsmile,shrugged,andsaunteredoutoftheoffice.Cassandrafollowedclose

behind,herspikedheelsonthelobbytilesastaccatocontrasttothethudofPamela’smotorcycleboots.
Throughthewindow,IwatchedtheChangerwomanwalkoutofthehotel,mountherbike,andrideoff
towardMagellan.

Onceshewasgone,Cassandrareturnedtomyofficeandshutthedoor.Shelookednonetheworsefor

wearforthefight,exceptforafaintbruiseonherlowerlipandonestrandoffairhairfallenfromherbun.

“Whatareyougoingtodo,Janet?”sheasked.“Youcan’tchargeofflookingforMickonthewordofa

Changer.”

“It’snotjustherword.”Ipressedmyfingerstomytempleswherethespellthrobbedmercilessly.“I

havetogo.Ihavenochoice.Mickmustbedesperate,orhewouldn’thavesenther.”

“Don’tgoalone.”
Cassandra’seyeswerelightblue,beautifulinherpaleface.ShewasfromLosAngeles,whereshe’d

heldahigh-profilejobataluxuryhotelchain.Whyshe’dwantedtomoveouttothemiddleofnowhereto
helprunmyhotel,Ihadnoidea,butIneverasked.Shewasgoodwiththetourists,knewthehotel
business,andsheputupwithmymagicmirror.Ididn’twanttoloseherbyaskingawkwardquestions.

“Iwon’tbegoingalone,”Isaid.“Canyoukeepthingstogetherhere?”
“Ofcourse.”
Ofcourseshewould.CassandraranthisplacebetterthanIevercould.
“KeepaneyeontheChanger,”Isaid.
Cassandragavemeanoddsmile.“Oh,Iwill.”Sheturnedandwalkedoutoftheoffice,smoothingher

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hairasshewent.

Ifloppedintothechairbehindmydeskandputmyheadinmyhands.Iachedallover,wouldacheuntil

thespelltookmetoMick.

Iglancedattheframedphotoofmyfatherthatrestedonthedesk,aslimNavajoinaformalvelvet

shirt,hishairneatlybraided.I’dtakenthepictureonmylastvisittoManyFarms,andhe’dinsistingon
dressingupforit.Myfatherdidn’tbelieveincandidshots.Hiswiseeyesheldnoadvice,onlyquiet
confidencethatI’dknowwhattodo.

Ididknowwhattodo.Orrather,whototurnto.Ihadn’tseenCoyote,whowouldhavebeenthemost

help,inalongtime,noteveninmydreams,andIhadnoideahowtosummonhim.JamisonKee,a
mountainlionChanger,wasthemaninMagellanItrustedthemost,buthehadawifeandstepdaughterto
takecareof,andIcouldn’tbringmyselftoputhimindanger.

ThatlefttheonemanIdidn’ttrust,buthewaspowerfulasallget-out.Ididn’tunderstandhispower,

andneitherdidMick,butifIcouldconvincehimtohelp,IknewI’dhaveapotentally.

Ipulledthephonetowardmeandpunchedinthenumberofthesheriff’sofficeinFlatMesa.Thedeputy

atthedeskputmestraightthrough.Thephonemadeacoupleofclicks,andthenthesheriff’svoice
soundedinmyear.

“Jones,”hesaid.Dark,biting,laconic.
“Hey,Nash.It’sJanet.”
Therewasalongsilence.
“Fuck,”NashJonessaidclearly,andhehunguponme.

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Two

DidImentionthatthesheriffofHopiCountywasanasshole?EveryonecutsNashJonessomeslack
becausehespenttimeinIraqandhadbattledwithPTSD,buthecouldbethemostarrogant,in-your-face
bastardthateverlived.

Myheadstillthrummingwiththespell,Ibuckledmotorcyclechapsovermyjeansandleftthehotel.I

rolledoutmyHarley,anicelittletwelvehundredccSportster,midnightblue,andtookthehighwaynorth
toFlatMesa.

Itwascool,theSeptemberwindchilldespitethebluesky,andIwasgladofmyjacket.It’sdesertout

here,butwehavealtitude,nearlysixthousandfeet,whichmakesforcrispautumnsandcoldwinters.I
keptlookingwest,yearningtoturnthebikethatwayandrideflatout.IneededtogettoMick,neededit
withmywholebody,andIwouldhave,evenwithoutthespell.

MickandIhadourdifferences,andhewasuneasyaboutthelatentmagicI’dinheritedfrommybitch-

queengoddessmother,butthethoughtthatsomeoneheldhimcaptiveworriedmesenseless.Mickwasa
strong,powerfuldragon,whocouldwieldfiremagiceveninhishumanform.Beingsstrongenoughto
imprisonhimwouldbeterrifyinglypowerful.

Mickhadangeredhisdragoncouncilthisspring,andthoughwehadn’tseenahintofthemallsummer,

dragonsrankeduptherewiththekindsofbeingscapableoftrappingMick.Andtheyseriouslywantedto
killhim.

IcoveredthetwentymilesbetweenMagellanandFlatMesaquicklyandpulledintothesheriff’s

departmentparkinglot.LopezgrinnedatmeasIwalkedin,andhewavedmethroughwithoutstopping
me.Lopezlikedme.IthinkwhathelikedwasthatIstuckinSheriffJones’scraw,andanythingthatcould
getunderhisboss’sskinmadehimhappy.

IdidJonesthecourtesyofknockingonhisdoor.Athisbittenoff,“Come,”Iflungopenthedoorand

wentinside.

NashJonesglancedupatmewithhishabitualscowl,fluorescentlightgleamingonhisveryshortblack

hair.Nashwasaboutthirty-twoandhadahardbuthandsomefaceandgrayeyesthatcouldpierceaperp
atfortypaces.I’dseencriminalsbackdown,whimpering,fromthatice-coldstare.Hiskhakisheriff’s
uniformwasspotlessandwrinklefree,hisbadgeshining.Evenhiscreaseshadcreases.

“I’mbusy,Begay,”hegreetedme.
Ileanedmyfistsonhisdesk,rightoverthenameplatethatread“NashJones.”“Ineedyourhelp,”Isaid

inarush.“Mick’sbeingheldagainsthiswill,outinDeathValleysomewhere.”

Nashdidn’tevenblink.“Wayoutofmyjurisdiction.”Hereturnedtothefileonhisdesk.“Getthe

policeuptheretodealwithit.”

“It’snotasimplekidnappingcase.ThisisMick,mygiantdragonboyfriend.Thepolicewouldn’tstand

achanceagainstanythingthatcansnatchandholdMick.Comeon,Jones,please.Ican’tdothisalone.”

Hegavemeaflatstare.“YouandMicknearlygotmekilled,remember?Youandyourstormsandfires

andearthquakesanddragons.Infact,forthesafetyofeveryoneinHopiCounty,Ishouldhaulyoubackto
yourreservationandtellthetribalpolicetokeepyouthere.”

Nashthreatenedmelikethisallthetimeandhadn’tyetmadegoodonit,butIknewthathisbitereally

wasasbadashisbark.SomedayhemightjustarrestmeandshipmebacktotheNavajoNation,andthe
tribalpolice,who’dhadtodealwithmeasakid,wouldlockmeupwithglee.

“Believeme,ifIthoughtIcouldrescuehimalone,Iwould.IfIcouldturntosomeoneelse,Iwould.

HowaboutifIremindyouthatMickoncesavedyourass?”

“Yes,hesavedmyassfromyou.IfyouthinkI’lltravelalonewithyoutosomeplaceasremoteasDeath

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Valley,you’recrazierthanIthought.”

IconsideredthiswhileIhungoverhisdeskandmetthehardnessinhiseyes.Itwastruethatlast

spring,NashhadgottencaughtupinthemadnesswhenmyevilgoddessmotherfromBeneath—theshell
worldbelowthisone—hadpossessedmeandforcedmetoopenthevortexesandletherout.She’dhad
nefariousplansforNashtoo,becauseNash,forsomereason,wasn’taffectedbymagic,anymagic,no
matterhowpowerful.MymotherhadwantedmetomakeachildwithNash,toproduceababysteepedin
bothmymagicandNash’sabilitytoresistmagic.Needlesstosay,Nashhadn’tcooperated.

Nashhadalsotakenafullblastofmymother’spower,nottomentionMick’sfire,whichshouldhave

obliteratedanyhumanbeing.ButnotonlyhadNashsurvivedtheattacks,he’dbrushedthemoffandlived
tobesarcasticaboutit.

Playingnicewasn’tworking.Ineededtoplaydirty.“Tellyouwhat,”Isaid.“Youhelpme,andI’ll

keepitquietaboutyouandMaya.”

Thatgotmealookofoutrage.MayaMedina,abeautifulLatinawomanwhowasmyelectricianand

moreorlessmyfriend,hadoncehadathinggoingwithNash,aprettyseriousone.WhenNashhadcome
homefromwar,they’dbrokenup—splitattheseamswasabetterwayofputtingit.Evenbetter,exploded
intofieryfragments.WhatsheandJoneshadnowcouldn’tbecalledarelationship—moreaseriesof
one-nightstands—butJoneswanteditkeptquiet.ThishurtMaya,butshewasproudandrefusedto
acknowledgethatshecared.

“LeaveMayaalone,”washisswiftresponse.
“Idon’tthinkshe’dmindifeveryoneknewyouwenttobedwithher.”
“Don’tthreatenme,Begay.Noonewouldbelieveyou,anyway.You’reanoutsider,andeveryonethinks

you’realittlecrazy.”Histonesaid,They’renotwrong.

“Maybenot,”Isaid,producingmyace.“Butthey’dbelieveFremont.”
Jonesjerkedhisheadupagain,andIknewIhadhim.FremontHansen,myplumber,wasaniceguy,but

hewasalsothebiggestgossipinHopiCounty.IfItoldFremonttheinterestingtidbitaboutJonesand
Maya,itwouldbealloverMagellanandFlatMesabymorning,andNashknewit.

“Don’tbluffme,Janet.”
“I’mperfectlyserious.Ineedyou.Youdothisforme,andyoursecretstayssafe.”Ihadnointentionin

theworldofembarrassingMaya,butdamnit,Iwasdesperate.

“Idon’thavetimetogotraipsingthroughthedesert,”hetried.
“Nottraipsing.It’sastraightshotthroughLasVegas,bigwidefreewaysandhighwaysthewhole

route.”AtleastuntilwegottoDeathValleyitself.Thenwe’dhavetosearchtheknife-sharpmountainsto
findthetunnelPamelahadmentioned.IknewthatonceIgotthere,thespellwouldpullmetoMick’s
preciselocation,butIdidn’tthinkNashwantedtohearthatIhadnoideawheretostartlooking.“It’sfive
orsixhoursthere.Wecanbebackbymorning.”

Hegavemeaseverelook.“Ican’tleaverightthisminute.Maybenotuntilseven,oreveneight.Ihave

ajobtodo.”

Oh,forfuck’ssake.Whatwastheuseofbeingsheriffofthewholeplaceifyoucouldn’tcomeandgo

asyoupleased?“There’sthatmuchcrimearoundherethatyoucan’ttakeanafternoonoff?”

“Youwantmetocomewithyou,ornot?”
Iheldupmyhands.“Fine.Fine.Youtakeyourtime.”
“GobacktoMagellan.I’llpickyouupwhenI’mfinishedhere.”Nashopenedhisfolderagainand

lookeddeterminedlyatit.Discussionover.

“You’llbedriving?”Iasked.
“I’mnotridingallthewaytoDeathValleyonthebackofyourmotorcycle.Besides,we’llneedaway

tobringMickbackwithus.”

Hewasgoingtodoit.Myhearthammeredinrelief.Iwantedtolungeacrossthedeskandhughim,but

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IsuspectedthatifIdid,he’dbreakoutthehandcuffs.“Good.I’llbewaiting.”

Ididn’tmisshisglareasIhurriedout.

Nashshowedupinfrontofthehotelatseven-thirty,andIwaspackedandready.Itwasalreadydark,
starsprickingtheclearSeptembersky.I’dbeenchafingwithimpatienceandthespell,drivingCassandra
crazy.Shewavedmeoffinobviousreliefbuttoldmetokeepintouch—throughthemagicmirrorifcell
phoneswereoutofrange.

Nashdrovehisnewtruck,ashiningblackF-250withacabandahalfandtintedwindows.Itlooked

freshlywashedandpolished,asthoughhe’dreadieditspecificallyforthetrip.Itossedmyduffelbag
behindthefrontseatandclimbedinside,sighingwithreliefthatwewerefinallygoing.Nashsaidnothing,
onlywaiteduntilI’dbuckledmyseatbeltbeforehedrovecarefullyoutoftheparkinglot,fartooslowly
formytaste.Butatleastwewereoff.

“Can’tyougoanyfaster?”Iasked,asNashdroveupthehighwayatasedatefiftymilesanhour.
“No,”Nashansweredwithoutlookingatme.
HedidthespeedlimitallthewaytoWinslow,andIwasclenchingmyfistsandbitingthesideofmy

mouthbythetimewefinallymadeitontotheI-40headingwest.Trafficpickedupasweapproachedthe
Flagstaffexits,thetowntwinklingunderthedarkbulkofitsvolcanicmountains.Theairgrewchill,
ponderosapinessoaringagainstthenightsky.AfterFlagstaff,trafficdiedoffagain,andwerodedown
fromgreenhillstorollingdesertmountains.

Nashdidn’ttalk.Hedidn’tlistentotheradio;hedidn’tofferconversation;hejustdrove.Eyesonthe

road,oncomingheadlightsglitteringinhiseyes,theredglowofthedashboardlightinghisface.Henever
surpassedthespeedlimit—ofcoursenot—butthen,heneversloweddown,either.

Iwasapersonwholikedsilence;mydadandIhadenjoyeddrivingforhoursthroughemptylands

withoutwords.ButwithNash,thesilencewasstrained.Ittookonitsownpersonality—likeahostile
relativewhoglaredataroomuntilthehappychatterdiedaway.Itpressedonyou,thatsilence,waitedto
beatyoutodeath.

OntheoutskirtsofKingman,Isaid,“IhearthatMaya’sbirthdayisnextweek.”
“Idon’twanttotalkaboutMaya.”
Theanswer,swiftandabrupt,shutmedown.Nashdidn’tevenadjusthishandsonthewheel.
HestoppedforgasinKingmanandgrudginglyletmeusethebathroom,andthenwetookthehighway

thatclimbednorthoutoftown,curvingalongthesideofamountain.Lightstwinkledinthevalleytoour
left,becomingsparseraswemovedon.Withinafewmiles,thedesertnightwasblackagain,theroad
straightandmonotonous.

Ifoldedmyarmsandslumpedagainstthedoor,tryingtograbsomesleepwhileIcould.Icouldn’t.My

eyesstayedopen,thespellpullingmeonward.

Afteraboutanotherhour,theroadbeganrollingthroughsteepcuts,hardrockhammeredoutby

dynamitelongago.Toourleft,beyondthehillsthatlinedtheroad,wasasteepdroptotheColorado
River,whichsnakeditswaysouthwardthroughbone-dryland.

Orangeconesgleamedaheadofus,directingusintoonenarrowlanethatledtoacheckpoint.There

wereonlyafewcarsaheadofusthislate,redtaillightssilhouettingdriversandpassengersinsidethe
cars.

IdrummedmyfingersonthedashboardasNashslowed,buthehadnochoice.Theroadwetookled

overthemassiveHooverDamintoNevada,andacheckpointhadbeensetupbythenicefedstomake

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surewedidn’tdoanythingcutelikecarryexplosivestothemiddleofthedamandsetthemoff.

Thecarsinfrontofusmovedthroughanddroveon,butoneoftheofficershelduphishand,signaling

Nashtostop.Nashhaltedandrolleddownthewindow,lettinginablastofcoolnightairandtheacrid
scentofexhaust.Ifoldedintomyselfandtriednottoscreaminimpatience.

Theuniformedmanstrolledthefewfeettous,flashlightshining.Everyhairprickledonmyskin,the

latentBeneathmagicinmescreamingawarning.

“Nash,gunit,”Iwhispered.“Getusoutofhere.”
“Janet,ifIspeedoutofhere,everystateandfederalcopwithinrangewillbeafterus,andtheywon’t

beafraidtousedeadlyforce.”

“I’mtellingyou,there’ssomethingnotright.”
“Iknowthat.I’mnotstupid.”Nashwaitedcalmly,hishandsonthewheel,asthefedapproached.

Gods,hedrovemecrazy.

“CanIseesomeID?”theofficerasked.
Myinsidescrawled.Icouldfeeltheman’saura,thick,black,andinky.Ihadnoideawhatoneofthem

wasdoingouthereinthemiddleofthehighwayatabrightlylitcheckpoint—aneasywaytofindvictims,
maybe?

Theofficershonehislightonthedriver’slicenseandsheriff’sIDJoneshandedhim.Themanliftedhis

browsandspokeinthefriendlywayofapatrollerjustdoinghisjob.“Sheriff,eh?Officialbusiness?”

“Personal.Vacation.”
Theflashlightmovedtome,andhesmirked.“Vacation.Isee.Pulloverthere,sir,andgetoutofthe

truck.”Hegesturedtoapull-offjustbeyondtheglareofthegeneratorlights.

“Nash,”IsaidfranticallyasNashdrovethefewyardsintothedarkness.“Wecan’tstop.Thisisn’t

whatitlookslike.”

“Iknow,butI’mnotrunningfromtrigger-happyfeds,”Nashsnapped.“Besides,hestillhasmyID.”
IseethedasNashsetthebrake.Theofficerwalkedtouswithoutfear,puttingNash’struckbetween

himselfandhisfellowofficersatthecheckpoint.Itwaspitch-blackouthereawayfromthelights,onlythe
glowofNash’sheadlightsandtheofficer’sflashlighttoilluminateus.

“Ifyou’llgetoutofthetruck,sir,”hesaid.“Youtoo,ma’am.”
Ihoppedout,searchingforsomesparkofmagicwithintohelpmeout.Theskywasdeep,velvetblack,

thestarsstretchingacrossitinaropysmudge.AStormwalkerwithoutastormwasuseless,andthere
wasn’tacloudinsight.Iscowledattheemptyskybeforetheofficershonehisflashlightinmyface.

“Youhavedocumentationonyou,ma’am?Greencard?Naturalizationpapers?”
Hewaseitherawise-assorjustignorant.“Myancestorshavebeenhereahellofalotlongerthan

yours,”Igrowled.“Where’syourgreencard?”

“Justgivehimyourdriver’slicense,Janet.”Nashsoundedweary.
Ipulleditoutandhandeditover.Sourly.Theofficer’sflashlightmovedacrossit.“Clearedfor

motorcycleoperation,eh?Youabiker,sweetie?”

“Nottonight.”
Themangrinned.“Funny.”Hehadeyesofdarkness,andIsmelledthebloodonhim.
HeswitchedtheflashlightbacktoNash.“Putyourhandsonthetruck.”Nash,damnhim,obeyed.
“Youtoo,ma’am.”
Ididit,mutteringundermybreath.Ineededmagic.Something.Anything.
TheofficerpatteddownNash;thenhereachedthroughthepassengerwindowtotheglovecompartment

andfishedoutNash’snine-millimeter.“Yougoonvacationarmed?”

“I’manofficerofthelaw,”Nashsaid.“IneverknowwhenImighthavetohelpout.”
Themansetthegunonaboulderbehindhim,outofreach,thenmovedtome.Handsrovedupand

downmylegs,slidbetweenmybuttocks,cuppedmycrotch.

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“Pervert,”Isnarled.
Nashcametolife.“Watchwhatyou’redoing.”
“Oh,you’llwatchme.”Themantookhisownpistoloutofitsholster,cockedit,andshoveditinto

Nash’sneck.“You’llwatchwhileIfeedoffher,knowingthatnext,I’lldothesametoyou.”Helaughed,
hisunnaturallyblackeyesglittering.“Gods,Ilovethetasteofmundanesinthemoonlight.”

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Three

“Nightwalker,”Igrated.

“YouknowaboutNightwalkers?”TheNightwalkersniffedme,nevermovingthegunfromNash.

“Funny,youdon’tsmellmagical.”

“WhatthehellisaNightwalker?”Nashaskedme.“Andwhatdoeshemean,feedoffyou?”
TheNightwalkerchuckled.“Hedoesn’tknow?Thisshouldbefun.”
Verycleverofoneofthethingstofigureouthowtoworkacheckpoint.He’dprobablybeenafederal

officerbeforehe’dbecomeabloodsucker,likelystilldidhisjobwellifhedidn’tmakemanyfullkills.
Hecouldonlypartiallydrainhisvictimsandletthemgo,unawareofwhathadhappened,andhe’dstillbe
abletohidehistruenaturefromhiscolleagues.Butbloodlustlithiseyes,andIhadthefeelingthatthis
wasgoingtobeoneofhiskills.

Iwantedtokickthethingintheballsandgetthehelloutofthere.ButNightwalkersarestrongandhard

tokill,andIdidn’thaveahandywoodenstakeorswordwithme.Iwouldpackbetternexttime.Atthe
moment,Ihadnowayoffightinghimexceptwithmyfists,whichwouldn’tdoanythingbuthurtmyfists.

Butsomethingstrangewashappeninginsideme.Ifeltaburningsensationinmyfingertips,which

movedallalongmyveins,anditwasn’tfromMick’scompulsionspell.Thecompulsionspellwasadull
ache;thiswasrawandcoldandnew.

Ihadaswiftvisionofmybodygrowlingtaller,shootinguptotowerovertheNightwalker,abright

whitenessglowingaroundmetolightthenight.Isawmyselfraisingmyhands,heardmymouthissuing
commandsinalanguageIdidn’tunderstand.IsawtheNightwalkerscreaming,hisredmouthopen,his
bodytwistinginexcruciatingpain.Hewasdyingbutcouldn’tdie.Iwassomehowholdinghimtogether,
makinghimrelivethetormentofeveryvictimhe’deverdrained,overandoveragain.Itwasheady;it
wasexhilarating.Ilaughed.

NashJones’svoicecutintomybrainlikeascalpel.“Don’tloseit,Begay.”
Iblinked.Thevisiondied,andIwasstandingwithmyhandsonNash’struck,sweatinginsidemy

leathercoat.TheNightwalkerwasverymuchaliveandlookingatmewithatingeoffear,asthoughit
sensedmyvisionbutwasn’tquitecertainithad.

“Whateveryouare,”Nashwassaying,“leaveheraloneandlethergo.I’lldowhatyouwant.”
Whatahero.TheNightwalkerwouldneverletmego,becauseI’drunscreamingtohisfellowfeds,and

he’dhavetoabandonthissweetlittlesetuphe’dmade.Nashwaseyeingtheotherofficers,butthey’d
surroundedadieselpickupthathadpulledup,itsnoisedrowningoutallothernightsounds.Nash’struck
wasbetweenusandthem—theNightwalkerhadperfectedhismethods.

ButNash’sheroismgavemeanidea.Ididn’tknowwhetheritwouldwork,andifnot,I’dhavetotryto

pryablood-frenziedNightwalkeroffofNash,butitwasworthatry.

“Dohimfirst,”Isaid,makingmyvoiceweakandwhiny.“Please.Taketheedgeoff.ThenI’llmakeit

funwhenyoudome.”

TheNightwalker’ssmilereturned,andIswallowedmydisgust.“IthinkIlikeyou,sweetheart.What

didyouhaveinmind?”

“Anythingyouwant.I’vebeentoldIhavestamina.”
NashwasstaringatmeasthoughI’dlostmymind,buthekeptquiet.EitherhethoughtIhadlostmy

mind,orhewastrustingthatIhadaplan.

TheNightwalkertouchedmycheek,andIstoodstillandtriednottogag.“Sweet,”hesaid.“Ifyou

pleaseme,Navajogirl,Imightjustletyoustayalive.Withme.”

“Sure,”Isaid,tryingtokeepmyvoicefromshaking.

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TheNightwalkergrabbedNashbytheneck.Hismouthopened,baringfangsonbothupperandlower

jaw,hismouthnarrowlikeacat’s.Nashstruggled,buttheNightwalkeryankedNash’sheadtotheside
andsnappedthathideousmouthoverhisthroat.

Nashdidn’tgodowneasy.Hefought,andhefoughthard,smackingtheguyintheheadwithhisfists,

whichdidaboutasmuchgoodaspunchingabuilding.IgrabbedtheNightwalker’spistolasthefeeding
frenzytookhim,eventhoughIknewbulletswouldn’tkillhim,andstoodbackashesuckeddownNash’s
bloodingreedy,wetgulps.

TheNightwalkerkeptfeeding,andmyheartpoundedinterror.Ifmyhunchwaswrong,Nashcoulddie.

Wordstoadozenspellsranthroughmyhead,butnonewouldbepowerfulenough,especiallywhenI
didn’thaveastormtodrawon.Thegunwasprettymuchuseless.ANightwalkerfullofbulletswasjust
anangryNightwalker.

Andthenithappened.TheNightwalkerjerked,hiseyeswideninginsuddenagony.Nightwalkers,Ihad

thescarstoprove,heldfasttotheirvictimswhentheywereinbloodfrenzy,notlettinggoevenwhen
someoneranthemthroughwithastake.ThisNightwalkershuddered,snarling,Nash’sbloodrunningfrom
hismouth,buthewouldn’trelease.Nashwaswhite,holdingontothetrucktokeeptohisfeet.

Idroppedthegun,wrappedmyarmsaroundtheNightwalker’smiddle,andhauledbackward.Atfirstit

wasliketryingtomoveahugeboulder,butthentheNightwalkercameawayfromNashsosuddenlythatI
fell,theNightwalkerlandingontopofmelikeawetrag.TheNightwalkerkeened,asharp,piercing
soundthatrosetoaninhumannote.

Thethingcrawledoffme,tearingathislips,hishandssproutingclawsthatrakedintohisownface.

Nashgaspedforbreath,hishandclampedtohisbloodyneck,watchingwithastunnedlook.

TheNightwalker,stillscreaming,fellapart,collapsedintosteaming,stinkingpiecesoffleshandgore,

blackbloodmakingariverinthesand.Hisfacewentlast,hisscreamdyingintoagurgleashisflesh
meltedintoamessofbloodandveins.

Bilebubbledinmythroat,andIscrambledtomyfeetandlungedforthetruck.IheardNashbehindme,

hissoft,“Janet,whatthefuck?”

“Youkilledit,”Ipanted.
Ikilledit?How,bystandingtherelettingitsuckmedry?”
“Canwetalkaboutitlater?Weneedtogetthehelloutofhere.”
Iyankedopenthedoor,butNash’sheavyhandlandedonmyshoulder.“Easy,Janet.Takeiteasy.We

driveawayslowlyanddon’tattractattention.”

Igroundmyteeth,furiousthathecouldbesocalm.Iknewhewasright,butmypanicwantedmeto

diveintothetruck,startitup,andpeeloutofthere.

ImademyselfclimbslowlyintothepassengerseatwhileNashretrievedhisgunandtheNightwalker’s

andgotinside.Heleanedovermetostowbothpistolsintheglovecompartment,bloodstillstaininghis
neck.

“Youallright?”heaskedme.
“AmIallright?You’retheonebleedingtodeath.”
“I’lltakethatasayes.”Nashsatup,putthetruckingear,andpulledslowlyontothehighway,thesame

asanyothervehiclethatwasapprovedtoproceed.Theotherpatrollersneverevenlookedatus.

Notuntilwewerewelldownthedarkroad,dippingandclimbingalongcanyonwalls,didIseethat

Nash’shandsshookashegrippedthewheel,hisfacegray.

“Shit,Nash,stopandletmedrive.”
“NowayamIlettingyoubehindthewheelofmybrand-newtruck.There’safirstaidkitbehindthe

seat.Shouldhavesomegauzeandantibacterialsprayinit.”

Idugaroundintherearofthecab,foundapristinewhiteboxwitharedcrossonit,draggeditontomy

lap,andopenedit.Bandages,antibacterial,aspirin,sterilegauze,tape,andotherusefulitemswere

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stowedinsideinneatcompartments.

“Thisisn’tafirstaidkit,”Isaid.“It’samobileemergencyroom.”
Nashdidn’tanswer.Iextractedawadofgauzeandscootedacrosstheseattowipethebloodfromhis

neck.

Ihadtoreacharoundhim,becausetheNightwalkerhadbittentheleftside,andNashgrunted

impatientlywhenIinadvertentlyblockedhisviewoftheroad.Therewasnoplacetopulloffonthis
stretch,thehighwaymovingthroughcutsthatleftmaybeafootofspaceoneithersideofthepavement.
Besides,Idon’tthinkeitheroneofusmuchwantedtostop.

IsquirtedNash’sneckwithalittleantibacterialandpressedmoregauzeoverthewound,fasteningit

withsteriletape.

NashreturnedbothhandstothewheelwhenIsatbackandstartedcleaningup.“Whatthehellwasthat

thing?”heasked.

“ANightwalker.Inlayman’sterms,avampire.Exceptit’sreal.”
“Avampire.”Nashdigestedthiswithafewsoftswearwords.“Andyou’resayingIkilledit?”
Ifinishedputtingthesuppliesbackintothefirstaidkitandclosedthelid.“TheNightwalkerisa

creatureofmagic,butyoucanceloutmagic.Anull,Coyotecalledyou.TheNightwalkergotenoughof
yourmagic-negativeessenceinit,whichdestroyedit.”ThatwaswhatIhadthoughtwouldhappen,andI
wasgut-wrenchinglyrelievedthatI’dbeenright.

“Ifeltsomethingchangeinme,”Nashsaid.“Iwaslosingblood,Iwasdying,andthenitallstopped.It

wasasifsomethingfreezingcoldformedinsidemeandmovedtohimthroughmyblood.”

“Interesting.”I’dspeculatedwithMickoverthesummerhowNashhadbecomeamagic-absorber,and

neitherofuscouldfigureitout.I’dnevermetanythinglikehim,thatwasforsure.

Nashcontemplatedtheroadinsilence,andIknewthiswashardforhim.Upuntilafewmonthsago,he

hadbeenthebiggestUnbelieverinallofHopiCounty.Thenhe’dseendragons,watchedCoyoteshift
frommantoanimal,foughtskinwalkers,seenwhathadcomeoutofthevortexes,andhadmeattackhim
withstormmagic.

“Idon’twantittobereal,”hesaidafteratime.“I’mtryingnottoletitbereal.It’snotwhatIgrewup

believing.”

“Iknow.”Inodded.“Believeme,whenastormfirstreachedouttome,itscaredtheshitoutofme.I

thoughtIwaschindi,asorceressfilledwithevil.Thesadthingis,Iwasn’tfarfromwrong.”

“WhatamI,then?”
“We’renotsure.Coyotecalledyouanull,awalkingmagicvoid.You’vetakenthebruntofsome

amazingpowerandneverbrokenasweat.”

“DidyouknowforsurethatIcouldkillthatNightwalkerthing?”
Ihesitatedbutdecidedtobetruthful.“Ifigureditwasworthashot.”
Heshotmeascathingglance.“Whatthehellwereyougoingtodoifitdidn’twork?”
“Shoothim,maybe.Runforhelp.”
“WhileIstayedbehindandturnedintoavampire?”
“Nightwalkersdon’tturntheirvictims,”Isaid.“Usually.Theydrainthemuntilthey’redead,orthey

cankeepthemaliveiftheywantto.Somedrinkonlyalittlefromeachvictimandthenmakethemforgetin
ordertonotleaveatrailofbodies.Someevenbecomecivilizedandlearntodrinkanimalblood,live
amonghumansalmostnormally,aslongastheyavoiddirectsunlight.Thecrossesandgarlicthingisalla
myth,though.IoncemetaNightwalkerwhowasamonk.Heprobablystillisone.”

“Damnit,”NashsaidwhenIwounddown.Hishandsweresteadiernow.I’dneverseenanyonehealso

fastfromaNightwalkerattack.

“Thisonebitthewrongneck,tonight,”Isaid.
Nashbangedhisfistsonthesteeringwheel.Nottoohard—hewouldn’twanttodamagehisnewtruck.

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“Mylifemadesomuchmoresensebeforeyoucameintoit.Whatthehelldidyoudotome?”

“Sorry.”Ireallydidfeelsorryforhim.MovingfromUnbelievertoacceptancewasn’teasy.“Butit

didn’treallymakesense,andyouknowit.”

NashhadbeeninjuredintheIraqWar,whenabuildinghe’drushedintohadcollapsedonhimandall

hismen.He’dbeentheonlyonewho’dmadeitout.He’dsufferedfromflashbacksandhadgonethrough
allkindsofhell.

“So,educateme,”Nashsaid.“ThereareStormwalkerslikeyou;Nightwalkers,whicharevampires;

andthenskinwalkers,thosecreaturesIfoughtoutatthevortexes.Whatarewerewolves—dogwalkers?”

“You’rehilarious,Jones.Therearen’tanywerewolves,justChangerswhocanbecomewolves.”
Wewereapproachingthedam,theroaddescendingsharplyaroundhairpincurves,trafficslowingtoa

crawl.“IlikedbeinganUnbeliever,”Nashsaid.“Ilikednotknowingthisshitwasoutthere,ontopofall
theothershit.ButIfeltthatthingdiewhilehewasdrinkingme,andIsawitdisintegrateinawayno
humancould.”

Isaidnothingbutstaredupatthearchofthebridgethathungagainstthesky.Litupbyconstruction

lights,theman-madesteelwassuspendedbetweensheercliffshundredsoffeetabovetheColorado
River.

“Itisn’ttheworldIgrewupin,”Nashsaid,butIknewhe’dresignedhimself.
“Yes,itis,”Isaidquietly.“ButIknowwhatyoumean.”Mymagicalcherryhadbeenbrokenatage

eleven.Nashwasthirty-two,withalifetimeofstubborndisbelieftogiveup.Icouldn’tdecidewhich
wouldbemoredifficult.

Nashfellsilentagainashecrossedthedamandnavigatedupthecliffsontheotherside.Thenwewere

headingdownthehighwaytotheglowofLasVegas,Nashmaintainingthespeedlimitandproperlyusing
histurnsignals.Thecityspreadoutatthebottomofthevalley,itslineofbrightcolorstemptingtravelers
toitspleasures.Nashstucktothefreeway,passingthetallhotelsthatreachedouttouswithpromisesof
easymoney,delectablefood,andtantalizingglimpsesoffleshofbothgenders.

Ontheothersideofthecity,thedesertwasstarkandempty,lonelyandcold.Aftermoremilesof

endlessnight,Nashturnedoffonanarrowsliceofroadthatheadedduewest.

WedrovethroughacreaseinthemountainsintoCaliforniaanddownintoDeathValleyitself,where

moonlightdancedonalkalibedsthatspreadacrossthevalleyfloor.Mountainssoaredaroundus,ten
thousandfeethigh,cuttingoffmoisturefromthisbleakgashoftheland.Atthesametimeitwascold,the
hardcoldofahigh-desertnight.

“So?”Nashaskedme.“Whereto?”
Ilookedoutintoallthedarkness,feelingthespellpullingmenorthward.“Keepfollowingthisroad.

Pamelasaidshewasonthenorthwestsideofthevalley.”

“WhothehellisPamela?”
IfNashhadletmeindulgeinconversationbefore,Icouldhavetoldhimthewholestory.Igavehima

truncatedversionnow.

“Weneedtoturnoffsomewherearoundhere,”Ifinished.
“Thisistheonlypavedroadoutthisway,ifyouhadn’tnoticed.Iwon’ttrytonavigateunfamiliardirt

onesatnight.”

Whichmeanthedidn’twanttogethispreciousnewtruckdirtyor,godshelpus,stuck.Iagreedhewas

probablyrighttobecautious;inthedarkitwouldbeeasytorunoffadirtroadstraightintodesert.Desert
floorsaren’tnecessarilyhardorsandy—pocketsexistunderthecrustthatcanswallowanunwaryhiker’s
foot,orbike,orhalfacar.Beingstrandedoutherewhenthesuncameupwasnotagoodidea.

“We’llgoonfoot,then,”Isaid.
Nashgruntedbutpulledthetruckontotheroad’sshoulder.“Youdon’thaveamorespecificdirection

than‘somewherearoundhere?’”

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“I’mluckyPamelacouldtellmethismuch.Thereareprobablyspellsallovertheplacetoprevent

peoplelikemefromfindingMick,compulsionornocompulsion.Sono,Idoubtsheleftmeadetailed
trail.”

Nashsetthebrakeandturnedofftheignition.Hegotoutandrummagedinthebackofthecab,then

begantopilestuffonhisseat.

Myeyeswidenedatthecache:athinthermalblanket,filledcanteensplusapacketofwater-purifying

tablets,foodrations,asmallerversionofhiscar’sfirstaidkit,flashlights,extrabatteries,waterproof
matchesandacouplecandles,chemlights,sunscreen,alengthofrope,crampons,acompassandan
electronicGPSdevice,apocketknife,socksandhikingboots,andaWindbreakerthatwoulddeflectthe
night’scoldaswellastomorrow’ssun.Hedroppedallthisonhisseatplusammunitionforhisnine-
millimeter.Heretrievedbothpistolsfromtheglovecompartment,addingtheNightwalker’sguntothe
growingpileandholsteringhisown.

“Shit,Nash,”Isaidashebeganstuffingalltheaccoutrementsintoabackpack.“Wereyouplanningto

invadeacountry?”

“It’sopendesert,andyoudon’tknowwherewe’regoingorhowlongitwilltake.Wereyougoingto

comeouthereandlookaroundwithoutwaterorlight?”

Ihadn’t,butNashcouldmakeaneliteopsunitlookunderprepared.“Ibroughtenoughforyoutoo,”he

said.“Canwegetamoveon?Dawn’satseven.”

Itwasalreadytwo.FivehourstofindMickbeforedaylight,whenthedesertfloor,eveninSeptember,

wouldbecomebrutallyhot.I’dlivedmyentirelifeinandarounddesertsandknewthatheatstrokewas
swiftanddeadly.

IstoodonthegravelwaitingwhileNashlockedallthedoorsandsetupawarningtriangle,sothat

anyonedrivingupthisroadwouldbesuretoseehisprecioustruck.

Awashribbonedupthesideofthehillafewyardsfromtheroad,rockyandtreacherous,butIknewI

hadtoascendit.Therewasnoothertrail.

“Upthere?”NashaskedinadisbelievingvoicewhenIpointeditout.Hegavemeanirritatedlook,but

hestartedclimbing.Takingadeepbreath,Iscrambledupafterhim.

Thewashwasfullofgravelanddifficulttonavigate.Islippedandslid,bloodyingmyhandswhenI

grabbedboulderstosteadymyself,keepingasharpeyeoutforsnakes.

NashreachedthetopofthefirstridgeandwaitedwhileIclamberedupthelastfewyards,thedry

limbsofcreosotescratchingme.Nashwasindamnedgoodshape,barelybreathinghardashestoodin
shadowandsurveyedthelandscape.Silhouettedagainstthesky,helookedformidable,bicepsbulging,his
shoulderholsterandgunemphasizingthefactthathewasawalkingdangerzone.

Thetruckalreadylookedsmallandfaraway,thevalleyemptyandwideinthedarkness.Nashflicked

onhisflashlight,checkedhisGPS,andplayedthelightaroundtheridge.Themountainroseinfolds
aroundus,thenarrowridgelinerunningalongwaynorthintothehills.

Wewalkedon,followingtheridgeuntilwefoundanotherwashthatledupanotherfoldofthe

mountain.Nashmovedswiftlyalongtheunevenground,melaggingfartherandfartherbehind.Itwasa
goodthingthenightremainedcloudless,brilliantlyclear—washesliketheonewetraversedwould
explodewithwaterafterarain,pouringwhitewateranddebrisdownthehill,sweepingusalonglikeso
muchflotsam.

Arockclickedonrocksomewherebelowme,andIhalted,tense.Itmightbelizard,Ireasoned,

slitheringtoasafershelter,oranightbirdlookingforameal.Ididn’tsenseanythingdownthere,noauras
ofevilorevenplainhuman.Afteramoment,Irelaxedalittle,andthenIrealizedthatNashhadvanished.

Shit.Ilookedaroundwildlybutsawnosignofhim.“Nash,”Icalledinawhisper.
Thesmallsoundwasloudinthestillness.Ihurriedforward,dislodginggravelinmyhaste,andfinally,

afterafewyardsofscrambling,Ispottedhim.

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Windandwaterhadcarvedoutanicheintherockwallalittlewayupthetrail,yearsoferosion

formingashelter.Nashhadhisbacktothecliff,deepinshadow,hisshirtapalesmudgeinthedarkness.
AsIdrewcloser,Isawstarlightgleamsoftlyonhisdrawnweapon.

“Whatisit?”Iasked,keepingmyvoicesoft.
Nashremainedmotionless.
Isteppedcloserbeforerealizingmymistake.Nashwaswatchingmeapproach,deadlypurposeinhis

eyes.Whoeverhethoughtwascomingforhim,hewasn’tseeingme.

“Nash,it’sJanet,”Isaiddesperately,butmywordsweretoolate.
ThelastthingIsawwasthebuttofNash’spistolcomingtowardmyhead,andthenthestartledhorror

inhiseyeswhenitconnectedwithmyskull.

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Four

Iresistedwakefulness,becausewakingmeantpain.Ididn’twantpain.Thedarknesswassomuchnicer.

Iheardsomeonecallingmyname,andsomethingcoldtouchedmyforehead.
“Janet,sonofabitch,wakeup.”ItwasNash’svoice,swift,worried,urgent.
“Areyougoingtohitmeagain?”Itriedtoask.Noactualwordscameout,onlyagroan.
“Openyoureyes,damnyou.”
Icouldn’t.Itriedtomakemyeyelidsobey,buttheyremainedheavyandsealedshut.
IfeltahandinmyhairandNash’svoiceinmyear,bothgentlerthanI’dthoughtpossible.“Janet,I’m

so,sosorry.”

Ifloatedoffagain,dreamingthatIwasinalovely,warmbed,snuggleduptoMick,whoheldme

againsthislarge,sexybody.Wewerenaked,settlingdownintoanafterglowoflovemakingasfrenziedas
onlyMickcouldmakeit.WhatNashwasdoingthere,Ididn’tknow.Arrestingusforhavingtoomuchfun
inbed?IwasprettysurethatsomeofthethingsMicklikedtodowereillegalinafewstates.

“Janet,comeon.”Tendernomore,theflatofNash’spalmconnectedwithmycheek.
“Wouldyoustophittingme?”Igrowledandopenedmyeyes.
Ilayflatonmybackonhard-packedearthunderaskyfullofstars.Nashwassilhouettedagainstthe

brightpatternofthestarsuntilhisflashlightplayedintomyeyes.ThewarmdreamofmeinMick’sarms
dissolvedtomist,andasuddenheadachestabbedmytemples.

“Ow.”
“Youneedtositup.Slowly.”
Ifeltlikesomethingwastryingtobangmyheadintoadifferentshapefromtheinside,butNash’stouch

wasalmosttenderashehelpedmetosit.Ifhewaslikethisasalover,nowonderMayahadfallenfor
him.

“Whydidyouhitme?”Iputmyhandtomyheadandflinchedatthepain.Myfingerscameawaywet

withblood.

Nashlookedashamed,anexpressionI’dneverseenonhimbefore.“Ididn’tmeanto.Ithoughtyou

were...No,Idon’tknowwhatIthought.”

“Youwerehavingaflashback.”I’dunderstoodthatthesecondbeforehe’dbrainedme.Ishouldhave

hungbackandtalkedtohimbeforeIapproached.Iwasluckyhe’ddecidedtodisablehisenemywithout
makingnoise,orI’dbedeadrightnow,abulletthroughmyhead.Nash’saimwasaccurateandsure.

“Yes,”heanswered,almostinawhisper.
Iwassittingupnow,mythrobbingheadmakingmedizzyandnauseated.“Sorry,Ishouldn’thave

startledyou.”

“Don’ttaketheblameonyourself,Janet.I’mtheonewhohityou.”
“Youshouldn’ttaketheblame,either.”Itriedasmile.“It’snotyourfaultthatyou’recrazy.”
Hedidn’tlookamused.“Ihaven’thadaflashbackinoverayear.IthoughtIwasfinishedwiththem.”
“Maybeit’ssomethingyounevergetover.”
Nashshookhishead.“WhenMayatoldmetogethelp,Iwouldn’tlistentoher.IthoughtIwasstrong

enoughtohandleit.Butshewasright.”

“Youdon’twanttobeweak.Igetthat.”
Jonessnappedoutofhisself-pity.“Ineedtogetyoutoanemergencyroom.Doyouthinkyoucanmake

itdown,ordoIneedtocarryyou?”

“Oh,no,youdon’t.I’mnotleavinguntilIfindMick.”
“Don’tbeanidiot.You’reconcussed.Youneedstitchesandadoctor.”

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“Thenpatchmeupwithyourstate-of-the-artfirstaidkit.WefindMick,andthenIpromiseyoucan

drivemetothenearestER.”Icouldn’tleaveMickaftercomingthisfar.EvenifIweren’tsoworried
abouthim,thespellhadmeinitsgripandwouldn’tletmego.IfeltlikeIwasbeingsqueezedbyagiant
octopus.

“Ican’triskthat,”Nashsaid.
“Toobad.Icandohealingspellsonmyself.I’vedonethembefore.”Somany,manytimesbefore.What

didthatsayaboutmylife?“Theywon’tcuremecompletely,butI’llbeabletogoon.Ihavetofind
Mick.”

Nashheardthepanicinmyvoice;maybeheevenunderstoodit.Withagrowl,hereturnedtohisfirst

aidkit,whichalreadylayopenontheground.HetookouttheantibacterialI’dusedonhimandcleaned
mywoundwithgauze.Ithurtlikehell.

Iquicklywhisperedthewordsofahealingspell,someoftheminormagicIcoulddowhenthere

wasn’tanearbystorm,butnothinghappened.Foramoment,fearsqueezedmyheart,andthenIrealized
thatNash’sbodytouchedmineashewipedbloodfrommyhead.

“Couldyoumoveawayalittle?”Iasked.“Ithinkyou’rekillingmyhealingspells.”
Hestopped.“What?”
“You’reawalkingmagicvoid,remember?Mypowersaren’tstrongenoughtoovercomethenegative

fieldthatisyou.”

Nashstaredatme,bloodygauzehovering.“Howfar?”
“Ihavenoidea.Startwalking,andI’lltellyouwhentostop.”
NoonecouldpinsomeonewithasuspiciousglarelikeNashJonescould.Criminalswhocamethrough

MagellanandFlatMesa,thinkingtohideoutinsmalltowns,endedupbeggingtobeturnedovertothe
fedsorstatepoliceonceNashgotholdofthem.ThetimesI’dbeeninNash’scustody,hisdeputies
claimedNashhadgoneeasyonme.Thethoughtmademeshiver.

“Seriously,”Isaid.
Nashgavemeonefinalicylook,thenunfoldedtohisfeetandstarteduptheridge.
Iwhisperedmorespellstomyselfashewent,andfinally,Ifeltmyscalpprickleandthepaineasea

little.“Farenough,”IcalledtoNash.

HewaitedwhileIgottomyfeet,brushedoffthegravelthathadcutmyskin,andpackedupthefirstaid

kit.Myhandsshook,andmynausealetmeknowthehealingspellshelpedonlysomuch.

NashpushedoneofthecanteensintomyhandwhenIreachedhim.“Don’tdehydrate.Idon’twantto

havetocarryyoudownthismountain.”

“Youhaveaheartofgold,Jones,”Isaidbutsuckedgreedilyattheplastic-tastingwater.
Wewenton.Ihadtostopoften.Myhealingspellcouldkeepmybloodinsidemybody,butIwasn’ta

strongenoughmagetocuremyselfcompletely.Thenightremainedblissfullyclearandquiet,thewind
comingoffthemountains,chilly.

“Nash,”Icalledsoftly.
Nashstopped,handonweapon.“What?”
“Hewantsustogothatway.”Ipointedtoaridgeofftoourleft,onethatthispathwouldn’ttakeusto.
Nash’seyesglitteredinthebeamofhisflashlight.“Howcanyoubesure?”
“Ijustknow.”Itouchedmytemple,winced,andrubbedit.ThecloserIgot,themorethecompulsion

spellhauledmetoit,likeafishinanet.

“Wehavetobacktrackaboutamiletogetthere.”
IstartedbackdownwhatIlaughinglycalledour“trail.”“Betterthangoingthewrongdirectiontherest

ofthenight.”

Nashgruntedsomething,buthecameafterme.Rocksslippedandslidundermyfeet,asIpickedmy

waydownthesteeptrail.Nashcamebehind,hisstepsslow,deliberate,thelightofhisflashlightbobbing

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behindmine.Themountainswereclosingaroundus,theoccasionaltreestraightandstarkinthe
moonlight.

Wefoundthesidetrailthatledacrossasaddle,foldsofjaggedrocktumblingawaytoeithersideofus.

IfIcouldhaveseenbetter,I’dhavebeennervousaboutthesheerdropstotherightandleft.Asitwas,we
concentratedonthenarrowribbonoflandbeneathourfeetandmovedslowly.

Ourmakeshifttrailwidenedwhenwereachedtheothersideofthesaddle,andweclimbedagain.I

wasgladofNash’sGPSdevice,becauseI’dlosttrackofwherethehellwewere.

Moreclimbingforanothermileortwo.ThespellgrewstrongerasIascended,whichincreasedboth

myhopeandimpatience.

NashstoppedsoabruptlyIalmostranintohim.Hestoodstill,sayingnothingwhileheplayedflashlight

overthetrail.

Aheadofus,theridgeended,droppingintoacraggymorassthatconnectedtothehigherwallof

mountainbeyond.Thegapwasn’twide—Nash’sflashlightbeamreachedtheotherside—butitwaswide
enough.Oneofthebighornsheepthatpopulatedthisplacemighttraverseit,butnevertwohumanswithout
rappellinggear.Flyingwouldbeanotherasset,butneitherofuscouldturnintosomethingwithwings.

Iwasbreathinghard.We’dclimbedfromthebelow-sea-leveldesertfloortothreethousandfeet

accordingtoNash’sdevice,andthenextridgelinewasanothercouplethousandfeethigherthanthat.

“Whatnow?”Nashaskedme.
Ididn’tknow.Thespellwasstrongerthanever,butnowayinhellcouldIclimbdownthoserockswith

myheadspinninglikeamerry-go-round.

Nashstartedexploringthetopoftheridge,whileIsanktoaboulderandtriedtofeelthesourceofthe

spell.Ifishedachamoisbagfrommybackpack,carefullypulledoutashardofmagicmirror,andsetiton
myknee.

Thevoidinsidethemirrorwasblack,nocolor,nolight.Onebignothing.
Achillwentthroughme.Mickalsocarriedapieceofthebrokenmagicmirrorwithhimincasehe

neededtocommunicatewithme.Magicmirrorsbeatcellphoneseverytime.Butlately,wheneverI’d
triedtofocusonhisshard,Igotthis.

“Anything?”Iaskedit.
Theblacknesscleared,andthemirrorreflectedmyanxiousbrowneyesintheglowofmyflashlight.
“Sorry,sweetcakes,”themirroransweredmeinadrag-queendrawl.“OurMicky’sjustnot

answering.”

“Youcan’ttellwhereheis?”
“It’sdark.”Themirror’stonewasworried,andthatworriedme.
“Thanksfortrying,”Isaid.
“Surething,sugar.Hey,tellthesherifftocomeoverhere.”
“Why?Canhehelp?”
“Idon’tknow.Ijustwanttolookathisprettyass.”
Igrowledandstuffedthemirrorbackintothebag.
“Whoareyoutalkingto?”Nashstoodoverme,hisflashlightlikeaninterrogator’slamp.
“Noone,”Isaid.“Didyoufindanything?”
“Theremightbeacaveoverthere.Oranoldmineshaft.”
Shaftsdottedthelandaroundhere,leftoverfromthedayswhenthesemountainswerepickedoverfor

gold,silver,talc,andborax.Noonemineduphereanymore,theshaftsplayedoutandabandoneddecades
ago.

Nashhauledmetomyfeetandledmetoasmallholethatyawnedfromthebaseofaboulder.When

Nashcroucheddownandshonehislightinside,Isawthattheholedroppedalongwaybelowthesurface.
Afoul-scentedbreezerosefromit,tobeblownawaybytheincreasingwind.

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Thespellwrenchedmewithamightythrob.“Yes,”Igasped.“Downthere.”
“Areyousure?Oldshaftsareunstableandfullofpoisonousgases.”
Igottomyhandsandkneesbesidehimandpeereddowntheshaft.Onceuponatime,woodplankshad

shoredupthehole,butthey’drottedaway,leavingafewgrayslivers.Thepullofthespellwasdamn
strong.

“I’msure.Ineedtogodownthere.”
Nashmovedback.“Janet,youcameuphereonthewordofawomanyou’venevermet,whocharged

intoyourhotelandstartedactingcrazy.Shecouldhaveluredyououthereonpurpose—tokillyou,
maybe.Haveyouthoughtofthat?”

“OfcourseI’vethoughtofthat.It’sonereasonIdidn’twanttocomealone.ButIcan’ttakethechance

thatMickisn’tintrouble.Ihavetoknow.Ican’tleavehimoutherewithouthelp.”

Nashplayedtheflashlightontheholeagain,thenonme.“You’rereadytogetyourselfkilledforhim,

andyoudon’tevenknowifhe’sreallydownthere?”

“Mick’snearlygottenhimselfkilledformelotsoftimes,”Isaid.Myvoiceborderedonhysteria.“He’s

beenlivinghiswholelifeonthelineforme.”

Nashshonehislightintotheshaft,buthewaslookingatme,notthehole.“Ifhe’sriskedhislifefor

you,he’dnotwantyoutodienow.It’sfoolishtoputyourselfindangerbecauseofguilt.”

Itriedasmile.“SaysthemanwithPTSD.”
“Iknowallaboutguilt.Icrawledoutofapileofrubblethatshouldhavecrushedme,theninemenI

wassupposedtoleadandprotectdeadbehindme.Ilosteveryman,andtothisday,Idon’tknowwhyI
lived.ButI’velearnedthepainfullessonthatthrowingawaymylifewon’tbringthemback.Jumpinginto
thatholeandchokingtodeathonsulfurfumesisn’tgoingtosaveMick.”

“Youhavesomebetterideas?”Iaskedhim.
“Wegototherangerstationandtellthemwe’velostsomeoneuphere.They’llhavetheequipmentto

getinthereandfindhim.”

“Ifitwerethatsimple,don’tyouthinkMickwouldbeoutbynow?He’sadragonandprettydamned

resilient.So,ifhehasn’tbeenabletoblowhimselfoutofthisplace,he’sseriouslytrapped,magicallyas
wellasphysically.Norangerstationwillbeequippedtohandlethat.”

“Andyouare?”
“No,I’mnot.That’swhyIbroughtyou.”
“BecauseI’mthismagicvoid,”hesaid,soundingskeptical.
“That,andyou’regoodinanemergency.Please,Nash.Anyway,ifyouwanttotalkaboutguilt,you’ve

justhitmeontheheadwithyourgun.IthinkI’mentitledtosomehelpforthat.”

Nashgrowledatme,butIwaspastcaring.
Hedumpedhisbackpackonthegroundandstartedrummagingthroughit.Hetookoutaspooloftwine

andacandleandtiedthecandlesecurely.Leaningoverthehole,helitthecandleandstartedunwinding
thetwinedownintotheshaft.Iwatchedthecandleburningmerrilyasitwentdown,theflamehigh,
steady,andbrightyellow.

“Whathappensifthere’smethanedownthere?”Iaskedworriedly.“Won’tthatexplode?”
“Thenwe’llknowit’snotsafe.”
Ibackedquicklyfromthehole.“You’reafundate,Nash.”
Nothingdirehappened.Thecandlecontinuedtoburn,theflamelookingnormalandhappy.
Nashbroughtthecandlebackupandblewitout.“Soweknowwecanbreathe,atleastthatfarin.That

stilldoesn’tmeanit’ssafe.”

“I’mlightandnimble,andPamelagotinandoutallright.”
“Soshesays.”
Whilehespoke,Nashwastakingoutaropeandharness,soIknewhewasgoingtohelp;hewouldjust

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becrabbyaboutit.Finewithme,aslongashehelped.

Heturnedtome,helduptheharness,andgavemeacoldsmile.“SinceI’mbiggerthanyou,yougetto

godownfirst.”

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Five

Iwasneveratmybestinenclosedspaces.AsNashloweredme,wrappedintheropeandharness,I
secretlyagreedthatNashwasright.Thiswascrazy.

IhadnowayofknowingwhetherMickwasreallydownhereorwhetherthiswasanelaboratetrap,

Pamelaapartofit.Butthespelltuggedmeon,andmyhearttoldmethatMickwaitedformeattheendof
theline.

Afterwhatseemedalongtime,myfeettouchedfirmground.Iplayedmyflashlightaroundandfound

thatahorizontalshaftrantomyright,slopingalittledownward,shoredupinplaceswithrottingtimber
orrough-hewnstones.Lovely.Thisplacecouldcollapseatanymoment,andonlythecrushedremainsof
anex-Stormwalkerwouldbefound,ifanyonebotheredtodigmeoutatall.

IcalledbackuptoNashthatIwantedtoexplorethetunnel.Hekeptafirmhandontherope,andI

realizedthatifhedidn’twantmelookingaround,he’dsimplyhaulmebackupwhetherIlikeditornot.I
unhookedtheharnessandslidoutofit.

“Janet!”heshouteddownatme.“Don’tbestupid.”
Iignoredhimandstartedwalking,thecompulsionspellnowtoostrongformetofight.
Afteralongtimeofsteppingoveroldtimbers,rottedsacking,andfallenstones,aswellasstirringup

thestinkofbatdroppings,Ifeltheat.Theshaftbentleft,runningdeeperintothemountainuntilitendedin
awallofsolidstone.

BeforeIcoulddespair,myflashlight’sbeamfoundalong,verticalcrack,aboutthreeincheswide,that

ranfromthestone’sbasetotherottedtimbersabovemyhead.Throughthatcrack,somethingglowed.

Iputmyeyetothecrack.Itwentallthewaythroughstoneaboutafootthick,andbeyondthat,Isawa

vastcavernrisinghighintothemountain,aspelunker’sdelight.TheheatIfeltcamefromawallofflame
thatdividedthecavernneatlyinhalf.Behindthatflame,cutofffromme,layadragon.

“Nash!”Ishoutedbackupthetunnel.“Getdownhere!Ifoundhim.IfoundMick!”
IheardthefearinNash’svoiceashecalleddowntome—afterbeingburiedinthatbuildinginIraq,he

musthateenclosedspacesevenmorethanIdid.ButIcouldneverfaultNash’scourage.Iheardhim
climbingdown,cursingalltheway.

“Youdon’thaveapickaxinthatbackpack,doyou?”Iaskedwhenhereachedme.
“Don’tbefunny.”
Ilookedaroundtheflooroftheshaft,searchingforsomething,anything,thatwouldhelpmebreak

throughthewall.Nashmightnothaveapickax,butminersdid.Ifoundone,buriedundergravel.The
handlehadrottedaway,buttheheadhadbeenmadeofgoodsteel.Alittlerusty,yes,butitwoulddothe
trick.

Nashtookthepickaxawayfrommewithhisglovedhands.Hecarefullyjabbedthepointoftheaxinto

thestoneandworkedituntilrubblestartedtofall.Therockwasn’tsolidgranite,justcrustthathadfilled
theendoftheshaft.

IscrapedgravelasideasittrickledawayuntilNashandIhadmadeaholebigenoughformetocrawl

through.Isqueezedintothecavern,ignoringthepainoftherocksscrapingmyflesh.

Thecavernfloorslopeddownwardtothewallofflame.Isawaholeinthewalloppositemine,though

onthissideofthefire,muchbiggerthantheoneI’djustcrushedthrough.ThatmustbewherePamelahad
entered,andIwonderedwhythecompulsionspellhadn’ttakenmethatway.Butmaybeminehadbeenthe
easierrouteforme;afterall,Pamelacouldchangeintoawolfanddig.

Thedragonbehindthewalloffirewasfoldedsotightlythatitturnedbackonitselfseveraltimes,the

endofatailsnakingaroundtotouchitslongsnout.Icouldn’tseehiswings,butIknewtheyhadtobe

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there,largeandleathery,amidthepileofhisbody.Hisheadwaslong,lipsslightlypulledbackfrom
enormous,jaggedteeth.

Iknewthatifhe’dbeenabletoshifttohishumanformandgivehimselfmorespace,hewouldhave.As

itwas,thedragoncouldopenonlyoneeye,abulboussilverandblackorb,andfixitonme.

“Mick,”Iwhispered.
Thespellthrummedbetweenus,vibratingtheair.Mick’seyegleamedashelookedatme,buthewas

jammedintheresotightlythathecouldmakenoothermove.Isawfuryintheeye,plusrelief,worry,and
theimpatiencetobeoutofthere.

Asheblinkedatme,hiscompulsionspelldiedaway.Thereleasesentmetomykneesasdidevery

otherhurtthespellhadstavedoffsoIcouldgethere.

Nashpressedhimselfintothecaveandswitchedoffhisflashlight.“Youallright,Janet?”
Ilaystilltocatchmybreath.“Iwillbe.”
NashstudiedthemotionlessMick.“He’sadragon.Whydoesn’thejustflyout?Idoubtthefirewould

burnahidethatthick.”

Icouldn’treadMick’sthoughts,butIsensedhisvastirritation.Heliftedhisheadwhatlittlehecouldin

thetightspaceandshotasuddenstreamoffiretowardus.

Iduckedinstinctively,andsodidNash.Thewhite-hotfirestrucktheflames,andthewallofthem

bulged,swelling,growinghotter.Myskinburned,myhairsinged,andNashthrewuphisarmtowardoff
thebrightness.Anysecondnow,theflamewouldburstout;anysecondnow,we’dbeincinerated...

Andthen,weweren’t.Aswewatched,thefiresuckedMick’sdragonflamestraightintoit,absorbedit,

inhaledit.Thewholethingflaredred-hotforafewseconds,thensettledbackdowntoasteadyroar.

Iblewoutmybreath.“It’smagicalfire,”Isaid.“Itfeedsonmagic,thesamewayMickcansiphonoff

mystormpower.Anymagicthrownatitwilljustmakeitstronger.”

Thedragonloweredhisheadwithalittlewhumpofbreath,happywe’dfiguredouttheobvious.
Inudgedarockthatwasaboutafootindiameter,checkingforscorpionsorspidersbeforeIhauledit

intomyhands.Ibent,swungtherockbackbetweenmylegs,andheaveditintotheflames.

Thefiredisintegratedtherockintheblinkofaneye.NothingreachedMick’ssidebutatrickleofdust

andash.

“EvenMick’shidewouldn’tsurvivethat,”Isaid.
Nashstudiedtheflamewallasthoughhewastryingtofigureoutawaytoarrestit.“So,didyoubringa

magicfireextinguisher?”

Sothemanhadasenseofhumor.“Sortof,”Isaidinaquietvoice.“Ibroughtyou.”
Heturned.“AndIcandowhat?”
“Youdrawoffmagic,likeyoudidtotheNightwalker.Maybeyoucandrawoffthat.”
Nash’sbrowsshotupovercoldgrayeyes.“Youwantmetotouchfirethatburnsrocktoashtosee

whathappens?Forgetit.Ilikemyhand,nottomentiontherestofmybody.We’llfindanotherway.”

“Thereisnootherway.Idon’thavemagicwithoutastorm,andevenifIdid,thefirewouldprobably

justabsorbthattoo.”

AsNashturnedbacktothefire,anothervisionhitmewiththeforceofahurricane.InitIwasstanding

inthiscave,myarmsraisedabovemyhead,thesamekindofwhitelightI’dseeninthelastvision
pouringfrommyhands.Thiswasn’tmystormmagic—itwasdifferent,moreintense,likethedifference
betweenacheerfulfireonahearthandastreamofmoltenlava.

Inthevision,thewallofflamebowedbeforemeinterror.Thecaveshookwithmypowerandthen

collapsed.TherubbleburiedNashandMick,butbouldersglancedoffmeasIroselikethesunoutofthe
mountain.

IheardmyselfscreamingandthenIwasonmyhandsandkneesonthebone-hardfloor,Nashbending

overme.

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“Janet?Whatthehell?”
Isatdownhard,myspinningheadmakingmesick.“It’snothing.Nothing.It’sjustmyheadache.”
Iwassuchaliar.Mick’seyefocusedonme,thedarkslitofhispupilglowingorangered.Ifelthis

sharpinterest,hisworry,andnotjustformyphysicalwell-being.DespiteeverythingMickandIhadbeen
through,despitewhatwehadtogether,IknewthatMickstillwatchedmewithwariness.Helovedme,
protectedme,sharedabedwithme,yes.HadcompletefaiththatIwasn’tadangertoeverylivingbeing
ontheplanet,no.

Nash’sfaceglistenedwithsweatashecontemplatedtheflamesagain.Thenhequicklyloweredhis

backpackandwalkedtowardthem.

“Wait!”Ishouted.Likehim,Iwasn’tentirelysurethefirewouldn’tannihilateNashthesameasithad

theboulder.AsmuchasIwantedhishelp,Ididn’twanttowitnesshisfierydeath.

Nashignoredme.Hereachedtowardtheflameasthoughmesmerized,fingersextended.Iscrambledto

myfeet,ranathim,grabbedhimaroundthewaist,andtriedtoyankhimback.

Nashhadgoodinstincts.Hegrabbedmeandswungmeoutoftheway,andthemomentumputhim

squarelyintotheflames.

Thefireflaredwithglee.Nashwaslostinsideit,theflamescoveringhimlikeablanket.Iwatchedin

horror,andsodidMick,mecradlingmyarmthathadcometooclosetothefire.Bothofusknewwe
couldn’thelphim;wecouldonlywaitandseewhathappened.

Afterafewlong,sickeningminutes,Nash’sformbecameasolidsilhouetteinsidethefire,pushingthe

flamesaside.

No,notpushingthemaside.Absorbingthem.Yellowfireoutlinedhisbody,andflamesstreamedfrom

thewallsandceilingintohiscore.MickandIwatchedinastonishment,butNashstoodstillandtookit;
hedidn’tscream,andhedidn’tdie.

Assoonasthefirebeganpullingawayfromthecavernwalls,Mickmoved.Hisdragonbodyshrankin

onitself,thesinuouscurvesunwindinginfastmotion,hislongsnoutflatteningdowntoahumanface.And
thenhewasMick,thetallmanIlovedwithglitteringdragontattooscurlingdownhisarms.

Mickburstoutthroughtheholeinthefire,grabbedme,shovedmebackthroughthecrackintherock,

andhauledassbackuptheshaft.

Foranakedmanwho’djustbeenadragon,Mickcouldmove.Ilethimhalfcarry,halfdragmedown

thenarrowtunnel,thebeamofmyflashlightbouncingcrazilyoffthewalls.Myarmhurtlikehell,butmy
skinwasred,notblack.Nashhadtossedmeoutofthewayjustintime.

“WhataboutNash?”Ishouted.
Wereachedtheverticalshaft.Mickgrabbedtheharnessandsnappeditaroundme,notlisteningtomy

breathlessprotests.Hegrabbedtheropethathungfromaboveandstartedtoclimbout,handoverhand,
feetmovingonthewall,asthoughhewasborntoclimb,evenbare-assednaked.Ihadaverygoodview
ofhisbareassashescrambleduptheshaft.

Mickgainedthetopandstartedtopullmeup.Ibracedmyselfagainstthewallandtriedtohelp,butI

wasexhaustedandburned,andmyheadthrobbedlikefury.

Mickmercilesslydraggedmeupward.Finallytherope,harness,andIwentoverthelipoftheshaft

withoutimpediment,andthenMickrippedopenthebuckleswithstronghandsandhauledmeagainsthim.

Oh,gods,itfeltsogoodtohavehimholdmeagain.Mickwasabigman,madeofmuscle,hisflatface

andonce-brokennosesodamnbeautifultome.Iwrappedmyarmsaroundhimandheldon,lovingthe
heatofhisbodyandthesaltscentofit.

Hestartedkissingme,lipsrough,handsrovingmybodyasthoughhewantedtofeelallofmeatonce.I

kissedhimback,mytongueinhismouth,strokinghim,tastinghim.I’dnevergetenoughofhim.

Therisingsuntouchedmyface,andIfinallypulledback,pantingandbreathless.“WhataboutNash?”I

repeated.

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Mickburiedhisfaceinmyneck.“Ifthefiredidn’tgethim,he’llbecoming.”
“Ifthefiredidn’tgethim,he’llbepissedatme.”
Hischucklewarmedmyheart.“Thattoo.”Heheldmyfaceinhishands,studiedmewithdarkblue

eyes.“Imissedyou,baby.”

Weheardagruntandagratingofrope,andNashappearedintheshaft,clingingtotheropeMickhad

tossedbackdown.Helookedunburned,hisclothesinplaceasthoughnothingworsehadhappenedtohim
thanahikethroughanoldmineshaft.

“Ihatetobreakupthehappyreunion,”hesaid,voiceasdryandsarcasticasusual,“butyouneedtolet

himgetdressedbeforewegodown,Begay.Idon’twanthisbareassonmynewseats.”

I’dhopedMickwouldturnbackintoadragonandflyusdown,butheshookhishead.“Thefuelforthat
firewasme.Itsiphonedoffeverybitofmymagic,andshiftingtohumantooktherestofit.Thedragon
councilfixeditsoIlockedmyowncage.”

“So,itwasthedragons?”Istudiedthenightskyworriedly,expectingtoseeflamesonthehorizonany

second.

“Don’tworry,”Micksaidbesideme.“Theywon’tcomeback.”
“Howdoyouknow?”
Insteadofanswering,Micktouchedthewhitebandageonmyhead,hisexpressiongrave.“What

happened?”

“Ihither,”Nashsaid.
Mickmightbedrainedofmagic,buthisfurywhenheswungonNashwouldhavemadealesserman

backdown.“Whatthefuck,Jones?”

NormallyI’ddelightinmysix-foot-sixbikerboyfriendglaringatNashwithdeath-promisingrage,butI

wasexhaustedandachingandIwantedtobeoutofthere.

“Hedidn’tmeanto,”Isaidquickly.“HethoughtIwasaninsurgent.”
“What?Shit.”
“ItriedtogethertogotoanER,”Nashsaidashestashedthingsinhisbackpack.“Sherefused.”
“Youshouldhavetriedharder,”Mickgrowled.
Tearsfilledmyvoice.“Notandleaveyououtheretrappedinsideamountain.Besides,Iwasunderthis

compulsionspell,remember?”

Mickcuppedmyfaceinhishandsagainandpeeredintomyeyes.“Itwasalightone;thatwasallI

couldcast.Itwouldn’thaveletyoudietryingtofulfillit.”

Irealizedthetruthofitatthesametimehesaidthewords.Thecompulsionspellhadledmetohim,but

ithadbeenmyownemotionsthathadmademesodeterminedtogettohim.“Doesn’tmatter.Icouldn’tgo
andleaveyououthere.”

Mick’stouchsoftenedonmyface.“Well,you’regoingnow.”
HesnatcheduptheclothesI’dbroughtforhimandquicklydressed,coveringhisnakedbody.I’d

broughthimhisleatherjacketaswell,notknowinghowcolditwouldbeuphere.Despitetherisingsun,
achillwindblewfiercelyalongtheridge,andMickshruggedintothejacket.

“Whichway?”heasked.
Nashsnappedofftheflashlight.Themountainstotheeastcastdeepshadows,buttheskyabovewas

alreadybrighteningtoblue.We’dmakeittolowerelevationsaboutthesametimethesundid,andthen
we’droast.

Nashsignaledustofollowhim,andwestartedbackdownthetrail,mestumblingandclingingto

Mick’shand.

“Howdoyouknowthedragonswon’tcomeback?”Irepeated.

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“BecauseIknowthedragoncouncil,”Micksaid.“Escapingwasmepassingatest.Puttingmeback

wouldbecheating,andthey’dneverdoanythingsodishonorable.”

“Passingatest?”Thatdidnotsoundgood.
“Sortoflikememakingbail,orthemhonoringatruce.”
“Butwhatwouldhappenwhenyourmagicranout?”Iasked.“Thefirewoulddie?”
“No,I’dbedead,”Micksaid,notsoundingworried.“Buttheywouldn’thavekeptmeintherethat

long.WeneedtocatchuptoNash.”

Endofconversation.Nashwasmarchingataswiftpace,thesoldierinhimeatingupdistance.Mick

propelledmealong,keepingmetoobreathlesstoaskmorequestions,butnomatter.I’dgrillhimlater.

WecaughtuptoNashonthenarrowsaddlethatledtothenextchainofhills.Withoutthinking,Ilooked

overtheedgeoftheridge,andIbitbackahystericalcry.Thedawnlightshowedmewhatthedarkness
hadhidden—toeithersideofthepath,cliffsfellawayinripplesofgrayandblack,down,down,down
throughclumpsofsagebrushandcreosotetothedarknessatthebottom.

Isawsomethingelsedownthere.Eyes.Hundredsofthem.Faintwhitelightswirledatthebottomofthe

hilllikemist.Avortex.

Fromthevortex,demonswerecrawling.Theshardofmirrorinmypackstartedshrieking,drowning

outmyowncryofhorror.

Micklookedovertheside,sawwhatIsaw.“Aw,damnit.Up!”heshoutedatNash.“Backup!”
Hestartedhustlingmealongthepathbacktowardthemineshaft.Nashdidn’twastetimeasking

questionsandsprintedwithusupthetrail.

Thedemonsboiledafterus.I’dfoughtcreatureslikethisbefore,downinthedarkdesertofNevada,

foughtformylife.ThatwasthenightI’dmetMick,butthatnightI’dhadagoodstormtohelpmeout.This
morning,theskyaboveremainedstubbornlyclear,notevenabreathofwindtostirthedust.

Mickshovedmebehindhimandfacedtheonslaught.Hewasexhausted,Isawitintheslumpofhis

shoulders,andhe’djustsaidhewasdrainedofmagic.Nashpassedmethegunhe’dtakenfromthe
Nightwalkerplustwomagazines,butIknewitwouldn’tdomuchgoodagainstahordeofcrazeddemons.

Nashsighteddownhisnine-millimeteratthebeingswithleatherybodies,clawedhands,andbloodred

eyes.“Whatarethey?”

“Demons,”Mickansweredcurtly.
“Notthesteal-your-soul,take-you-to-hellkindofdemons,”Iputin.“Justthegarden-variety,kill-and-

eat-youdemons.”

Nashgavemearesignedlook,sighteddownhispistolagain,andfired.Theboomofthepistolechoed

intothemorning,andaroarfromahundreddemonthroatsansweredit.

Nash’sbullethitthefirstdemonsquareinthechest,andittumbledbackintoitsfellowsinashowerof

blood.Thedemonscameon.Nashfiredagain.

FlamesdancedinMick’shands,butIcouldtellhismagicwasatlowebb,verylittlerestoredyet.I

aimedthegunNashhadgivenme,sightingdownthebarrel.Ihatedguns.Iknewhowtouseone,because
Mickhadtaughtme,butwhenIfinallymademyselfpullthetrigger,thekicksentmereeling.Ifellflaton
myback,alreadyoffbalancefrommyheadinjury.Theacridsmellofthegun,plustheroarofit,mademe
wanttopuke,andIcouldn’teventellifI’dhitthedemon.

Mickwasfightingwithfists,Nashshooting,andstillthethingscameon.Atthisrate,thedemonswould

leaveourshreddedbitsoverthemountain,andtherangerswouldassumewe’dbeenmauledbybearsora
puma.Iwonderedifanybitswouldbeidentifiable.

DemonsboiledatNashlikeahordeofcockroaches,andhewasswearingandshooting,fallingtohis

knees.Micksagged,hisbodygleamingwithsweat,hisfirefading.Thedemonsswarmedoverhim,
jumpingonhisback,dragginghimdowntofeastonthefleshofthemanIloved.

Itossedmygunintothepackandstoodup,somethingwildsurginginsideme.Isuddenlyfeltstrong,

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adept,fearless;thesuretythatIcouldkillthedemonsandsavethedayrisinginanamalgamofwhite-hot
heatandblindinglight.Iraisedmyhands,andlightpouredoutofmypalms,justasinthevisionsI’dhad
tonight.

Aterribleglowlitupthemountainandflowedlikeadelugetowardthedemons.Thewhitelight

engulfedthedemons,Mick,Nash,theridge.Rocksexplodedintorubbleandrainedintothecrevice,and
thedemonsscreamedastheybegantofallwithit.Treesontheridgeaboveusburstintoflame,grasses
cracklinginthegraymorninglight.

AssoonasthedemonsfellfromMick,hesprangtohisfeet,grabbedNash,anddraggedhimawayfrom

themewling,desperatedemonsandthewhitelight.Iliftedmyhandshigher,mylaughterbooming.Words
cameoutofmymouth,andIdidn’tunderstandoneofthem.Iwasn’tspeakingDinéoranyotherIndian
languageIknew,orEnglish,orLatin,orSpanish.

Thedemonsranfromme,plungingovertheprecipice,screamingastheydropped.Mywalloflight

followedthemdown.Itkilledallofthedemons,andthenthelightincineratedthem.Themagicinme
killedeverysingledemon,allthewaydownintothevortex,andoncetheywerenothingbutash,my
magicsnappedthevortexclosed.

IturnedtofaceNashandMick,whowatchedfromalittlewayaway,bothofthemcoveredwithbloody

bitemarks.Mick’seyeshadgoneblackallthewayacross,andthewayhelookedatmeshouldhave
terrifiedthehelloutofme.

Ilaughed.“Hi,boys,”Isaid,raisingmyhandsagain.“Wanttoplay?”
Therocksinfrontofthemexploded.Thetwomenscrambledoutofthewayoftheensuingrainof

gravel,andNashtrainedhispistolonme.“Whythehellarehereyesgreen?”Iheardhimshout.

“Janet.”Mick’svoicewasharshwithwarning.“Stop.”
Ihadnocluehowtostop.I’dkilledthedemons,allofthem,completingthetaskIshouldhave

completedthatnightsixyearsago.NowIwantedtocrushtheentiremountain,findthedragonswho’d
imprisonedMickinitandimprisonthemtoo.

Mickstartedforme.Braveman.IknewIcouldstophim,enslavehim,makehimobeyme.Mickhad

theabilitytoabsorbmystormpowersandnotbehurtbythem,butIknewgoodandwellthathecouldn’t
survivethemagicinmenow.

“Icommandyou,”Isaid,powerboilingupinsideme.“Youaremine.”
ThewhitelightwrappedaroundMick,andhesnarled.Andthen,withoutwarning,themagicblinked

out.

Thelightdied,andwithitwentthelastofmystrength.Ifellandstartedslidingtowardtheedgeofthe

gorge,myfatalplungestoppedbyasingleboulderthathookedmearoundthewaist.Beneathme,the
rockstumbledovertheside,bouncingandrattlingforhundredsoffeettothemistsofthevortex,which
fadedintotherisingsun.

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Six

IwokeuphangingfacedownonMick’sback.Itwasdamnhot,andIfeltasthoughsomeonehadpoured
cleanserintomybodyandscrubbedmyinsideswithawirebrush.

AssoonasIgroaned,Mickstoppedandlaidmegentlyontheground.BothMickandNashwere

breathinghardandsweating,smearedwithdriedbloodwherethedemonshadclawedandbittenthem.
Mick’swildlycurlyblackhairhungacrosshisface,andhisblueeyesglitteredbehindit.

“Areyouallright?”Icroaked.
“Weshouldbeaskingyouthat,”Nashsaidinclippedtones.
MickwaswatchingmeinawayIdidn’tlike.Hisfaceborethewarylookofamanwhosetrained

animalhadsuddenlyremembereditswildnessandturnedonhim.

“Mick,don’t,”Isaid.
“Youreyeschangedcolor,”hesaid.“Toverylightgreen.Likeice.”
Fearkickedmeinthegutandkeptonkicking.“Mymotherisn’tinsideme,Isweartoyou.Iknowhow

thatfeels.Wesealedhervortex,Mick,youandme.Eventhecracksaresealed.She’strapped.”

Nashcrouchednexttous,hisgunout.“Whatthehellareyoutwotalkingabout?”
MickbrokeinbeforeIcoulddrawbreathtoanswer.Justaswell.Explainingthiswasbeyondme.
“Theentityyousawcomingoutofthevortexlastspring,”Micksaid.“Sheisagoddess,trappedinthe

worldBeneath.ShecreatedJanet,eventhoughJanetwasbornofhumanparents.Sheis,inessence,
Janet’smother.Shehastheabilitytopossesswomen.Orhad.”

Nashstaredatme.“Thatthingwasyourmother?”
“We’renotresponsibleforourparents,”Itriedtojoke.
“You’vealwayshadherBeneathmagicinyou,”Micksaid.“Whendidyoulearntochannelitso

well?”

Hisvoicewasquiet,dark,waiting.“Ididn’t,”Isaid.“IhavenoideahowIusedthatmagic,Ipromise

you.Ijustdidit.”

Nashunfoldednexttome.“Goodthingyoudid.Wewouldn’thavesurvivedthatattack.”
Istilldidn’tlikethewayMickwatchedme.Hewasn’tgoingtoletitgo,andIhadthefeelingthatme

bustinghimoutofthatcaveandthensavinghislifewouldn’tmitigatethings.Myconnectiontomy
goddessmotherandthepowersofBeneathweretheveryreasonsalldragons,including,atonetime,
Mick,wantedmedead.

“We’lltalkaboutitlater,”hesaid.“It’sgoingtogethothere,quick.”
Itwasalreadyhot,thesunstreamingovertheeasternmountains,bringinganotherdayofheattothe

valleyfloor.Mickcarriedmeagain,anditgothotteraswedescended,thewhitealkaliflatsreflectingthe
sunlightinbrightwaves.IrememberedreadingastatisticthatthegroundtemperatureinDeathValley
couldreachtwohundreddegreesduringtheday.Youcouldmakefrybreadonthat.Salty,sandyfrybread.
Igiggled.

Mickstoppedandfedmewater.“She’sdelirious,”hesaid.
“Notmuchfarther,”Nashpromised.
Lowerandlowerwewent,asthemorninggrewhotter.IhungupsidedownoverMick’sshoulderand

quietlystarteddying.Sunplayedonthepalesanddunesanddryflats,forcingmyeyesshutagainstthe
brightness.

Mickfinallystoppedandloweredmetomyfeet.Westoodonblackpavement,aroad,andmyheart

leapt.IneverthoughtI’deverbesohappytoseeasphaltinmylife.

Whentherushingsoundinmyearsclearedalittle,IheardNashswearing.

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“What’swrong?”Itriedtoask.
Nashwasshoutingfoulandfilthywords.Paralleltiretracksshowedwhereatruckhadbeendrivenoff

theroad,butofNash’sshinynewblackpickup,therewasnosign.

“Sonofabitch!”Nashkickedthedirt,sendingupspraysoffinegravel.Iknewhewasn’tangryabout
beingstrandedinthemiddleofDeathValleywithnotransportationandlittlewater—hewaspissedthat
someonehaddaredtotouchhisbelovedtruck.

Mickgavemewateragain,andIslumpedagainsthissidetodrink.“Wherearewe?”Iheardhimask.
“AboutthirtymilesfromStovepipeWells,”Nashsaid.
“Wewalkit,then.Wecan’taffordtowait.”
Ididn’twanttohearthat,andIwasabouttoarguewithhim,tobeghimtoletmeliedownrighthere

andgotosleep,whenIheardtheblissfulsoundofacarengine.Itwasn’tNash’sbigtruckbutanolder,
dust-coveredpickupwithitswindowsdown,bumpingtowardusalongtheroad.Threepeoplecrowded
intothecabandseveralmorerodeinthebed.

Thetruckstoppedbesideus,itsenginechugginglikeasteamboat’s.ANativeAmericanmanleanedout

thewindowandlookedusover.“Hey,youfolkslost?”

Mickdidn’thesitate.“Sheneedsadoctor.”
Ayoungwomanpeeredoverthedriver’sshoulder.“We’regoingintoBeatty,”shesaid.“Comeonwith

us,ifyouwant.”

Achubbyyouthobliginglyvacatedhisseatinthecabandhoppedintothetruckbed.Theyoungwoman

remained,helpingMickslidemeinnexttoher.Mickbuckledaseatbeltaroundmebeforehekissedmy
forehead,shutthedoor,andclimbedintothebackwithNash.

Thetruckhadnoair-conditioning,buttheopenwindowsadmittedadrybreezethatstillheldmorning

coolfromthemountains.Myrescuersdiscussedsomethingaswepulledaway,usingaNativeAmerican
languageIdidn’tknow.IftheywerefromDeathValleyitself,they’dbeShoshone,fromthetribethatlived
inthesouthernpartofthevalley.

Thegirlturnedtome.“I’mBeth,”shesaid.“That’smydadandmygood-for-nothingbrothersinthe

back.”

“Janet,”Icroaked.“Really,reallypleasedtomeetyou.”Bethwascollegeage,Iguessed,maybeabout

twentyortwenty-one.Sheshotmeagrin.“Thatwhiteguywiththegrayeyesiscute.Whoishe?”

“HisnameisNashJones.ThesheriffofHopiCounty.InArizona,”Iaddedwhenshelookedblank.
“Yeah?”Beth’sdadsaid.“What’shedoingouthere?”
“Hiking.”Well,itwaspartlytrue.
BethlookedthroughthebackwindowatNashagain.“Well,heissurecute.Hehaveagirlfriend?”
DidMayaMedinaqualifyashisgirlfriend?“It’shardtosay.Haveyouseenabrand-newblackFord

250outhere?IthinkNashlovesitmorethananygirlfriend.”

“Nope,”Beth’sdadsaid.“You’refromArizona,huh?Whattribe?”
“Diné,”Isaid,copyinghislaconicstyle.
Hedidn’tmakeanyreplytothat,andneitherdidBeth,andmyeyelidsdrooped.AsIdriftedtoward

sleep,myvisionstartedtoplaytricksonme.ThroughmyeyelashesIsawBeth,butIalsosawa
shimmeringlightsuperimposedonherandananimalshape—withfeatherywings?Wings?Werethey
Changers?

Beth’sdadglowedalittletoo.Hewasatonceablack-hairedNativeAmericanindustyjeans,anda

shiningcreatureIcouldn’tidentify.Weretheyaliens,maybe?Igiggled.

“Youokay?”Bethaskedme.
IthinkInodded,buttheworldwasgoingdark.Itoccurredtomethatwe’dbeenveryluckythatthey’d

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happenedbyjustatthetimewe’dmadeittotheroad,asthoughthey’dknownwe’dbeintroubleand
exactlywheretofindus.

Guardianangels?
“Didmygrandmotherputyouuptothis?”Itriedtoask.
Bethgavemeaworriedlookandtouchedmyforehead.ShewhisperedsoothingwordsinShoshone,

andmyeyesdriftedclosedagain.Whentheyopened,Iwaslyingaloneinahospitalbedwithwhite
curtainsaroundit,andtherideinthepickupwasfadinglikeadream.

IfirstnoticedthatIwascoolandnotthirsty,andthenInoticedthatIfeltnopain.Notaniota.Infact,Ifelt
prettygood.

“Mm,”Isaidinsatisfaction.
Thecurtainopened,andtherewasMick,cleanedupalittle,butstillintheT-shirtandjeansI’dstuffed

intomybackpackforhim.Hisarmsandfacewerecoveredwithgougesfromthedemons,butthewounds
wereclosed.

“Hey,Mick.”Iheldoutmyhand.“Comeandgetintobedwithme.”
Mick’ssmilewarmedhisface—gods,howI’dmissedthatsmile—buthiseyeswerestillwatchful.
“Soundslikeyou’refeelingbetter.”
Iwantedtothrowmyarmsaroundhimandpullhimdowntome,butmyarmsfeltlikerubber,andthey

werefilledwithtubes.Ialsohadabigbandageonmyhead.Nopain,butthebandagewasawkward.

“Shesoundshigh.”IsawNashJonesonachairbehindMick,amagazineinhishands.“Whatdidthey

giveher?”

Ismiled.“Whateveritis,Ilikeit.”
“Youhadaconcussion,sweetheart,”Micksaid.“Plusdehydration,thebeginningofsunstroke,anda

third-degreeburnonyourarm.Liebackandtakeiteasy.”

Inotherwords,IwasluckymyguardianangelsgotmeherebeforeIkeeledover.“Youfindyourtruck,

Nash?”

“No.”Theanswerwasshort,irritated.“IhavetheparkrangersandsheriffsinbothNevadaand

Californiaonalertforit.”

“Mustbenicetohavesomuchpower.”
Hegavemeanoncommittalgrunt.
“Iwanttogohome,”Isaid.
Micksmoothedmyhair.“Notjustyet,baby.Yougetbetter,thenwe’llgo.”
“Turnaround,”Isaid,mymindrelaxing.“Iwanttolookatyourass.I’vemissedyourass.”
“Canyougagher?”Nashgrowled.
“Hey,yourassisn’tsobadeither,”Itoldhim.
“Please,gagher,”Nashsaid.
Fearworkeditswaythroughthesoothingdrug.“Mick,whyareyousocertainthedragonswon’tcome

afteryou?Whatwereyoutalkingabout—makingbail?Whatthehelldoesthatmean?”

“Janet.”Micksatontheedgeofthebedandtookmyhandsinhiswarmones.Withmusclesandhis

tattooshelookedlikeabig,badbiker—andhewas—buttome,hecouldbegentlenessitself.Evenso,
therewassomepartofhimalwayswaryaroundme,andmylittledisplayonthemountainhadheightened
that.“LikeItoldyou,itwasatestofmyresources,theequivalentofahumanputtingtogetherenough
moneytogetoutonbail.Theywon’tlockmeinagain,butI’mhonor-boundtoturnupatthetrial.They
knowI’llshowup;it’sadragonthing.”

Mymouthpoppedopened.“Trial?”
“Forbreakingdragonlaw,forlettingyoulive.”Mick’sgazeheldmine,thatdeep,ancientgazethat

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betrayedhownonhumanhetrulywas.“Whentheyconvictmeatthetrial,thentherewillbenoescape
fromthat.”

Theproblemwithgooddrugsisthattheywearoff.BythetimethedoctorsdecidedIwaswellenoughto
gohomethenextmorning,Iwashungoverandaching.Ihadmedstostaveofftheworstofthepain,butI
wasstiffandsore,myskinsmartingfromboththefireinthecaveandthebrutalsunofDeathValley.

IdiscoveredonceIwascoherentthatweweren’tinBeatty,asmalltownjustinsidetheNevadaborder,

butinLasVegas.

“YoumadethosepeopledriveusallthewaytoLasVegas?”Iaskedinsurprise.
“Theywantedto,”Micksaid.“Theywereworriedaboutyou,andIwantedyouatthebestpossible

hospital.”

IrememberedmyconvictioninthetruckthatBethandherfamilyweresomekindofmysticalbeings,

likeangelsorgods.Hadthatbeenreal?Orpainhallucination?I’dbeenhalf-goneonsunstrokeatthetime,
sowhoknewwhatI’dreallyseen.

MickrentedanSUVtogetushome,butNashinsistedondriving.IwantedtogrillMickaboutthe

dragontrial,butthemedskeptmetoodrowsy,andIsleptfitfullyinthebackseat,myheadonMick’slap.
AnytimeIslidfromsleep,IfoundMick’scomfortinghandonmyshoulder,heardhimwhisperinghealing
spellsoverme.I’ddriftoffagain,dreamingofchasingNightwalkersanddemonsaroundMagellan,
demandingthattheypaytheirhotelbills.

WhenInextwoke,IwasinMick’sarms,beingcarriedintothehotelthroughthebackdoor.Ashorthall

ledtomybedroomandbathroom,withadoorbeyondmysuiteleadingintothehotelitself.Throughthis
entranceIcouldcomeandgowhenIpleased,withouthavingtopassanyoftheguestsorreception.

IblessedtheprivacyasMickcarriedmeinfromthewarmafternoontothecoolshadowsofmy

bedroomandlaidmeonthebed.Hequicklyandcompetentlyundressedme,whileIlaythereandenjoyed
it.Whathealingspellshe’ddoneonmeduringthedrivemademefeelbetter,thoughIstillhadalongway
togo.

Micktuckedmeintobedanddisappearedintothebathroom,andIheardtheshowergoon.Ilistenedto

himcleaninghimselfupandwasstillawakewhenhecameout.

“Mick.”
Helookeddownatmewhilehetoweledhishair,injeansbutwithhistorsobare.Hehadthebestbody

I’deverseen,six-packabsandmuscularchest,hisbicepshardandsmooth.Adragontattoocurleddown
eacharm,theirblackeyesseemingtoglitterwithlife.Theykepthisdragonessence,he’doncetoldme,
holdingthatpartofhimwhilehewalkedaroundinhumanform.

“Youneedtotellmemoreaboutthisdragontrial,”Isaid.
Mickwrappedthetowelaroundhisneckandheldontobothends.“No,whatyouneedistosleep.”
“I’mtiredofsleeping.Whatdidyoumeanwhenyousaid,whentheyconvictyou?Don’tyoumeanif?”
“That’snothowdragontrialswork.Guiltisalreadyproved.Thetrialismoretocleartheair,butthe

factthatthey’reholdingoneatallgivesmesomehope.”

Howhecouldtalksocalmlyaboutit,Ihadnoidea.“Hope?Howcanatrialinwhichthey’vealready

foundyouguiltygiveyouhope?”

“Becauseeventhoughyouopenedthevortexes,astheyfeared,wesealedthemagain,mitigatingthe

threat.Thatactchangedtheorderforimmediateexecutiontooneofatrial.Itgivesmeachance.”

“Thisisbullshit.”Iwantedtoleapoutofbed,huntdownthisdamneddragoncouncil,andtellthem

whatIthought.“Takemetothedragons.Letmetalktothem.”

WryamusementdancedinMick’seyes.“I’mnotlettingyouanywherenearthedragoncouncil,orthem

anywherenearyou.Whatyou’regoingtodoisstayoutofitandgetbetter.”

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Likehell.Ididn’thavethevaguestideahowtofindthedragonsandtheircouncil,butI’dhuntthem

downandwringtheirscalynecksifitwasthelastthingIdid.

“Damnit,Mick,”Isaid.“Yousaidtheyknowyou’llshowupatthetrialeveniftheydon’tforceyou

there.Whywouldyougo?WhynotflyawaytoAntarcticaorsomething?”

“IfIdon’tappearonthetrialdate,I’llbeimmediatelyhunteddownandkilled.Antarcticawouldn’t

help,andbesides,it’stoocoldforme.”Hesmiled,asthoughhefoundmyhumanignorancefunny.“I
wouldalsobedishonoredifIdidn’tgo,andhonoriseverythingtoadragon.Evenifmysentenceis
execution,myhonorwillremainintact.”

“Well,thankthegodsforthat.”
“Iknowyoudon’tunderstand.ButtherearethingsIcandoinmydefense,andImightbeableto

persuadethemtogivemeapunishmentIcansurvive.”

“Shit,Mick,don’tblindmewithyouroptimism.”
“Youwon’thavetoworryaboutthis,sweetheart.Whentheyschedulethetrial,I’llgo,takemy

punishment,anddomydamndesttogetbacktoyou.”

“You’renotgoingalone.Thedragonsareallhottokillyoubecauseofme,andI’mgoingwithyou.”
Micklosthissmile.Heturnedfromthebedandreachedforhisshirt.“No,youarenot.It’sfartoo

dangerousforahuman,andIdon’ttrustthatoneofthemwon’ttrytokillyouassoonasmybackisturned.
Theydon’tlikeyou,andyourlittledisplayupontheridgehasn’tmadethingsanybetter.”

“My‘littledisplay’savedyourlife.Whichyou’reabouttothrowawaywhenyougotothisfucking

trial.”

“Idon’thaveachoice,”hesaid,wordsclipped.
Iputmyhandstomyachinghead.“Shit,Mick.Idon’twantthis.Idon’twantanyofthis.Whycan’twe

justhaveanormalrelationship?”

Mick’sfacesoftened.“AStormwalkerandadragon?Notinthisworld.”Heleanedtome,hisbody

hardandwarm,hisfistsfirmonthemattress.“Janet,sweetheart,I’dathousandtimesratherhavewhatI
havewithyouthanany‘normal’relationshipwithanyoneelse.”

ThatwasmorewhatIwantedtohear.Hisskinwashotanddamp,hisbreathwarm,andI’dmissedhim

somuch.Ibrushedmythumboverhiswrist.“Stayanddosomehealingmagicwithme?”

Tomyvastdisappointment,Mickshookhisheadandstraightenedup.“Sorry,sweetheart.I’mstill

prettyweak.ThelittlehealingIdidonthedrivebackwasallIhadfornow.”

Ishiftedoverinthebed,givinghimplentyofroom.“Youdoknowthataskingyoutodohealingmagic

ismysubtlewayofsaying‘cometobedandscrewmybrainsout’?”

Mickdidn’tsmile.“You’retired,love.Idon’twanttohurtyou.”
“Justhavingyouinbedwithmewillhelpmefeelbetter.Imissedyou,Mick.Iwassoworriedabout

you.”

“Janet.”
Iheardthe“no”inhisvoice.Myheartached.NeversinceI’dmetMickhadhebeenanythingbuthappy

toslidebetweenthesheetswithme.Ineededtoreassuremyselfthathewasbackwithmeandunhurt.

Ifoldedmyarms.“NexttimeI’llleaveyouatthebottomofthedamnedshaft.”
Mickleanedtomeagain,closerthistime,hisbreathhot.“Whatyoudon’tunderstand,Janet,isthatI

wantyousobadrightnowthatIwouldn’tbeabletostopmyself.ThethingsI’dwanttodotoyouwould
hurtyou,maybeputyoubackinthehospital.Isthatwhatyouwant?”

Theroughnoteinhisvoicerippledagreeableheatthroughme.Igavehimatiredsmile.“IthinkI

wouldn’tmind.”

Mickwasstrong,nevermindthathismagicwasatalowebb.Gods,thatturnedmeon.
“ButI’dmind.”Hestoodup.“I’dhurtyou,baby,becauserightnowIwouldn’tbeabletocontrol

myself.I’mstrong,andyou’reinjured,andI’dtakeadvantage.Idon’twanttohavetolivewiththat.”He

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turnedaway,butnotbeforeIsawhishandsshaking.

“Mick,”Icalledbeforeheopenedthedoor.
Helookedback,somuchpainonhisfacethatIalmostrelented.Almost.
“Youdohavethesweetestass,”Isaid.
Hegrowledsomething,duckedoutintothesunlight,andslammedthedoor.
Igruntedandlostmysmile.Mickwassexyassin,butIstillhadonehellofaheadache.

WhenIwokeupagain,thesunwassetting,andIfeltbetter.ThehealingspellsMickhaddoneonmein
theSUVhadhelped,andIdidafewonmyselfwhileIshowered,butIcouldhavedonesomuchmoreif
Mickhadstayed.He’dtaughtmethepowerofTantra,andtogetherwe’dworkedsomebrilliantmagic.
Thewardsthatsecuredthishotelwerefullofit.

IstillhadabandageonmyheadwhenIwalkedouttothereceptionarea,thoughmyarmfeltwell

enoughthatIcouldleavethatbandageoff.Itwassixintheafternoon,andthehotelandlobbywerequiet.
Touristseasonwaswindingdown,andweweren’tfull,whichwasfinewithmetoday.

Cassandrasatbehindthereceptiondeskathercomputer.Thebruiseshe’dsustainedinthefightwith

Pamelawasgone,probablymagickedaway.Sheworeanelegantblacksilkpantsuitwitharust-colored
blouse,herblondhairinitsusualFrenchbraid.Apairoftastefulsilverandonyxearringsclaspedher
lobes,andsheworeonesilverringwithHopidesignsonhermiddlefinger.

“Micktoldmeabouttherescueandthedemonattack,”Cassandrasaid,flickingmeaglancefromher

screen.“Areyouallright?”

IwonderedhowmuchMickhadrelatedaboutmyroleinit,butCassandraonlylookedconcerned.“I’ll

live.”Ishrugged.“WhereisMick?”

CassandrahadgottenusedtothefactthatIdidn’talwaysknowwheremyboyfriendwas.“Hesaidhe

haderrandstoruninFlatMesa.”

Fine.Hemightbelievethedragonswouldn’tcapturehimagain,butIstillworried.
“Anydisastershere?”IaskedCassandra.
“Dependsonwhatyoumeanbydisaster.Hadaproblemwithafaucetinroomsix,butFremontfixedit.

Iwasjustpayinghisinvoice.Butthemagicmirrordidrunoffoneoftheguestslastnight.”

Igrippedthecounter,bracingmyselffortheworst.Normalhumanbeingscouldn’thearthemirror,but

Cassandra,beingmagical,ofcourse,could.

“Tellme,”Isaid.“Howdidthemirrormanagetorunoffaguest?”
“Itwasodd.”Cassandrafinishedtheinvoiceasshetalked,amodelofmultitaskingefficiency.“Ididn’t

thinkthemanwasasupernatural.HeregisteredasJimMohan,saidhewasfromSouthDakotaoutvisiting
theSouthwest.Hiscreditcardcheckedout,andhisauralookednormal—humanandunthreatening.He
wasquiet,interestedinthetouristattractions,andaskedthewaytotheHomol’oviruins.Itoldhimthat
theparkwasclosed,buthesaidhe’dcomeallthiswaytophotographthem.Hewentupthereanyway,
yesterdayafternoon,andshowedmehispictureswhenhecameback.Lastnight,whenhewalkedintothe
saloonforadrink,themirrorwentballistic,shriekingandscreamingandswearinglikeI’veneverheard
before.Itriedtoshutitup,butitwouldn’tlistentome.Pamelaeventhrewherdrinkatit.”

Iliftedmybrows.“Pamela’sstillhere?”
“Shedecidedshewantedtostayacoupleofdays,”Cassandrasaid,hervoiceneutral.“Wehadaroom,

soshebookedit.Imadesureshewasgoodforthefee.”

Ihadnodoubt.“SowhatwasthisJimguy?Asorcerer?”
“That’sjustit.Idon’tknow,butJimcoulddefinitelyhearthemirror.Hewentsheetwhite,andthe

mirrorkeptyellingathim,callinghimnamesandspewingthefilthiestlanguageI’veeverheard.Jimran
outofthesaloondoortotheparkinglot,andIneversawhimagain.”

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“Stiffinguswiththebill,youmean.”
“Ichargedhiscardforthetwonightshe’dbooked.Ifhewantstodisputeit,fine,buthe’llhavetogo

throughhiscreditcardcompany.”

ThatwasCassandra,cuttingtotheessentials.“Didheleavehisstuff?”
“Yes;IwasgoingtohaveJuanapackeverythingupandputitinstorage,buttheroom’snotbookedfor

anothercoupleofdays.”

“LeavehisthingsuntilIhaveachancetolookthroughthem,”Isaid.“I’dliketoknowwhatheis.Nota

Nightwalker?”

“Definitelynot.I’dhavesensedthat.Plus,heateplentyoffoodandwentoutinbroaddaylight.Nota

Changer,either,orsoPamelasays.”

“Whatdidthemirrorsayhewas?”
“Itdidn’t.Ihaven’tbeenabletogetausefulwordoutofitabouttheincident.”
Thatdidn’tbodewell.ThemirrorusuallylistenedtoCassandra,eventhoughtechnically,itwas

supposedtoobeyonlymeandMick,becausewe’dwokenitfromitsdormancywithoneofourTantric
spells.WheneverIthreatenedtomuzzlethething,themirrorwouldburble,“Oh,honey,youwouldn’tdo
that,”andwouldkeeprightontalking,butwhenCassandratoldittoshutup,itdid.Itwasinaweof
Cassandra,andifshehadn’tbeenabletomakeitspeak,itmusthavebeenscaredinabadway.

ThankingCassandra,Iwentintothesaloon.
Therestoredsaloonwasallpolishedwoodandbrass,old-fashionedbutnotkitschy.Weservedlight

mealsinherestartingatbreakfastanddrinkswellintothenight.

Thebrokenmagicmirrorhungoverthebar.Aholehadbeenblowninthemiddleofit,andspiderweb

cracksradiatedouttotheframe.Ineededtogetitfixed,buttherewerefewmagesinthecountrywho
could,andIwasstilllookingforone.

Afewguestssatatatablenearthewindow,butthebartenderhadduckedoutsomewhere.Inoddedto

thecoupleandwentbehindthebar,pickeduptheicetongsandaglass,andhelpedmyselftoacooldrink
ofwater.

“Sowhatwashe?”Imurmuredtothemirror.“Theguyyouscaredofflastnight.JimfromSouth

Dakota.”

“Idon’twanttotalkaboutit,sweetcheeks,”themirrorsaidinasmallvoice.
Iheldontomypatience.“Iorderyoutotellme.”
“Oh,honey,that’ssounfair.”Iheardtinklingasthemirrorshuddered.“Hisaura—ohmyGod,itwas

likeatarpit.Bewarehim,sugar-pie.He’spureevil.”

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Seven

Pureevil.Terrific.

Ikeptmyvoicecalm,notwantingtosendthemirrorintoanincoherentpanic.“Washedemon?”
“He’sadangertoyou.Toallofus.”
“Howdoyouknowthat?”
Themirror’svoicedroppedtoawhisper.“BecauseIcanseethedarkontheotherside.”
“Cutthedrama.Hewasn’tfromBeneath,washe?”
“Idon’tknow,girlfriend.Similarfeel,butdifferent.”
Veryclear.IdidnotwanttodealwithanymorebeingsfromBeneath,buttherewasstillplentyofevil

upherewiththerestofus.“Youreallydon’tknowwhathewas?”

“No,hotpants.Sorry.”
“Well,ifyourememberanythingelse,letmeknow.”
“Surething.Tellyouwhat,givemealittletongue,andI’llseewhatIcanthinkof.”
Thethingneverstopped.“You’reamirror,”Iremindedit.“Youdon’thavebodyparts.”
“Hey,honey,Icandream.”
Thebartendercamebackin.HewashumanandhadnoideawhyIkeptabrokenmirroronthewallthat

Isometimestalkedto.Liketherestofmynon-magicalstaff,hethoughtIwasalittlecrazy.Ismiledathim,
putmyemptyglassinthesink,andleftwithoutsayinggood-byetothemirror.

Iwasitchy,andIwashungry,butIdidn’twanttodisturbthetemperamentalchefwhowaspreppingfor

dinnerinthevastkitchen.ShewasanApachewomanwithagiftforcuisine,who’dtrainedatthebest
restaurantsinNewYorkandChicago.Whenaskedwhyshewantedthejobhere,shesaidshewanted
somethingnearhergrandchildreninWhiteriver.Elenawasn’tthemostpleasantwomantobearound,but
hersweetcorntamalesweretodiefor.

IwantedtotalktoMickagainnowthatIwasmorecoherent,andIwantedMickforother,morebasic

reasonsaswell.Buthe’dnotreturned,soIleftthehotelandrodemyHarleythroughabrilliantsunsetto
thedinerinMagellan.

Thedinerwasfulloflocalstonight,includingthechiefofpoliceandhiswife.Theplacewascramped

becausepartofithadbeenbarricadedbyatemporarywall,anextendeddiningroombeingbuiltbehind
it.Therestoftheroomwasplentycrowded.

Itookthelastopenseatatthediner’scounternexttoamanwhowasastallandmuscularasMick.He

worejeansandajeansjacket,hisblackcowboybootsproppedontherailunderthestools.Hewas
NativeAmerican,andhisblackhairhunginathickbraiddownhisback.

“Wherethehellhaveyoubeen?”Iaskedhim.
Coyoteshruggedhismassiveshoulders.“Around.”Hisliquiddarkeyestookinmybandages.“Where

thehellhaveyoubeen?”

“FindingMick.Icouldhaveusedyourhelp.”
Thewaitresswhizzeddownthecounter,coffeepotinhand,andaskedmewhatIwanted.Isaid,“The

usual,”andsheshouted,“Burger,extracheese!”intothekitchen.

“Iseeyoumadeitbackalive,”Coyotesaidaftershe’dgone.
“Andalmostdiedalongtheway.Abighordeofdemonsattackedus.”
“You’restillinonepiece,obviously.”
“ButifI’dhavehadsomeonealong,like—Idon’tknow—agod,torescueMick,I’dbehappyand

wholeandnotonmedication.”

Coyoteshotmeagrin.“Adversitybuildscharacter.”

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“Ihaveplentyofcharacter,thanks.”
Hissmilefaded,andCoyotelookedatmewithhisgodeyes,theonesthatsawintoeverycornerofmy

being.“YourBeneathmagiccameouttoplay,didn’tit?”

Imovedmywaterglassandtracedtheringitleftbehind.“Andhowdidyouknowthat?”
“It’smarkedyou.Youneedtolearntonotuseit,Janet.It’sdangerous,andthere’ssomuchcoming.”
“IfIlivethatlong,”Isaid.
“Yes.Ifyoulivethatlong.”
Neverturntoatrickstergodforcomfort.BeforeIcouldaskwhathemeant,thewaitressslidmyburger

infrontofmeandslappedthechecknexttoit.SheknewIneverordereddessert.

Itookabigbiteofjuicyburger,thecheesemeltedjustright.Isighedinsatisfaction.Hospitalfoodhad

beenJellOandcrackers.

Thecouplewho’dbeensittingtomyleftdeparted,andawomaninwhitecoverallsslidintooneof

theirvacatedseats.Shetookherwhitecapfromherhead,shookoutherlongblackcurls,andfixedme
withanaccusingstare.

“Whatthehell,Janet?”shesaid.“HalfthetownwashappytotellmethatyourodeoffwithNashinhis

newtrucktwonightsago.”

Iwipedburgergreasefrommylips.“IneededhishelptorescueMick.”
MayaMedinagavemeanothermeasuredstare.She’dalwayshadthenotionthatNash,herformer

boyfriend,wasinterestedinmesexually.Hewasn’t.

“So,isMickallright?”sheaskedme.
“Heisnow.”
“Good.”
Itookanotherbiteoftheburger,chewed,andswallowed,savoringthewarm,gooeycheese.“Nashgot

histruckstolenoutinDeathValley.”

Maya’sgrinbrokeoutlikesunshineafterrain.“Good.”Shetossedherhattothecounter.“Buymea

drink,andIwon’tkillyou.”

IstoppedthewaitressandorderedMayaabeer.Nottequila—Iknewfromexperiencethatshedidn’t

handleitwell.

AsMayatippedherheadbackandsavoredthebeer,IturnedbacktoCoyote,buttheseatnexttome

wasempty.

“Ihatewhenhedoesthat,”Igrowled.
“Whenwhodoeswhat?”Mayaasked.
“Coyote.Whenhevanisheslikethat.”
Shegavemeaconfusedlook.“Coyote?”
“Hewasjusthere.Pleasedon’ttellmehestuckmewithhisbill.”
Maya’sfrowndeepened.“Whatareyoutalkingabout?Noonewassittingnexttoyou,andIhaven’t

seenCoyoteinweeks.”

Iopenedmymouthtoargue;thenIcloseditagainandtouchedthebandagepeekingoutfromundermy

hair.“Nevermindme.Igothitonthehead.”

Isensedanotherpresencebehindme,andMayasaid,“Hey,Mick,”amomentbeforeMickslidontothe

stoolwhereCoyotehadbeen.Heputhishandonmythighandkissedmeonmyketchup-smearedlips.
“Youallright?”heaskedme.

“Hungry.”Ilickedmyfingers.“DidyouseeCoyoteonyourwayin?”
“Coyote?”Micklookedpuzzled.“No.”
“Ihatewhenhedoesthattoo,”Imuttered.
“Doeswhat?”
“MakesmethinkI’mcrazy.”IknewCoyotehadreallybeenthere,warningmeinhiscrypticwayof

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somemysteriousdanger.Butgodscanrevealthemselvestowhomevertheypleaseandhidewhenthey
wantto.Iwonderedifhe’dgottenawaywithstiffingthedinerforhismeal.

Mickslidhishandupmythigh.“Readytogo?”heasked.
“Don’tyouwantsomethingtoeat?”
“IhadsomethinginFlatMesa.Icameheretofindyou.”
Myheartbeatfaster.Icouldtellhewasfeelingbetter,hisaurarestoredtoitsfierytingle,andIwas

feelingbettertoo.MickpaidforbothmymealandMaya’sbeer,andweleftthediner.

“Ridewithme,”Micksaidwhenwereachedtheparkinglot.
MyexcitementbuiltasIswungontothebackofMick’sbike,settlingintothefamiliarseat.Iknewno

onewouldbothermymotorcycleifIleftithere,notwiththechiefofpolicesittinginsideandeveryonein
townknowingthelittleHarleybelongedtome.IalsoknewwhyMickwantedtoleaveitbehind—
whereverweweregoing,whateverMickwantedtodo,hedidn’twantthepieceofmagicmirrorhe’dhad
groundintomybike’smirrormakingsmart-asscomments.

MickrodesouthoutofMagellan,theoppositedirectionfrommyhotel.Itwasdarknow,thestars

bright,themoonhangingonthenortheasternhorizon.Mickturnedontoadirtroadthatledbacktoa
coupleofranches,drovedownthisforabouthalfamile,andstopped.

Theroadwasempty,thedesertdark.Ismelleddust,theexhaustfromMick’sbike,andMick.
“Imissedyou,baby.”Mick’svoicewasrawanddark.Hepulledmefromthebikeandagainsthim,his

fingersbitingintomyarms.“Iwaslockedawayforweeks,andallIcouldthinkaboutwasyou.”

“Notaboutfoodandwaterorfreedom?”
“Funny.Dragonscangoalongtimewithoutsustenance.Wecanexistforyearscurledawayinthe

dark.”Hebrushedbackalockofmyhair.“Butallthisbad-assdragoncoulddoiscravethehuman
womanhe’sfallenfor.”

“Imissedyoutoo,”Isaid.
Insilence,Mickkissedme.Thekisswe’dsharedinDeathValleyafterwe’dcrawledoutofthemine

shafthadbeenoneofgladdesperation.ThistimeMickkissedmeslowly,takinghistimetodoitright.He
pressedmetohimwithhispalmonthebackofmyneck,hislipshard,thetasteofhismouthdarkand
spicy.

Gods,Iwantedhim.Ipriedloosehisbelt,tuggedopenhiswaistband,finallyfelthiminmyhand,hard

andready.Hewasunbuttoningmyjeansaswell,andthenhiswarmhandsslidtomybackside.

“Iwanttotasteyou,”hewhisperedagainstmymouth.
HewaskissinghiswaydownwardevenasInodded.IhalfleanedagainstthebikeasMicksanktohis

knees,pullingmyjeansandunderweardownashewent.Itippedmyheadbackashismouthstartedits
dancebetweenmythighsandgazedatthestarsspreadoutinwhitegloryaboveme.

WhatMickdidblottedoutallthought.Myachingbrainfocusedontheheatofhisbreath,theheady

frictionofhistongue,hishardfingersonmythighs.Ifurrowedhishair,pressinghimtighttome,letting
mycriesringuptothestars.

WhenIcouldthinkagain,hewasonhisfeet,pullingmeagainsthim.Ireachedintohisjeans,wanting

toreturnthefavor,buthestilledmyhandsandkissedmeagain.

“Turnaroundandfacethebike,”hemurmured.
Heartbeatinginexcitement,Ididashewanted,leaningmypalmsonthebike’sseat.Hishandswentto

mybarewaist,andIfelthiskissonmyneck,hisbreathhotinmyhair.

Hemadelovetomerightthere,mebentoverhisbike,heliftingmyhipsandslidingintome.Ismelled

thevinylofthebikeseat,thepungentodorofdriedgrassesastheywitheredforthecomingwinter,andI
smelledthescentofourloving.Mickstretchedmegloriously,fillingmewithhishardnessatthesame
timecoolairtouchedmyskin.

“Iloveyou,Janet,”Micksaid,hisvoicethickwithsex.“Loveyousomuch,baby.”

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Iwasbeyondwords.Hemovedfasterandfaster,andIclungtothebikeandmadenoisesofhappiness.

Wecouldbeasloudaswewantedtoouthere,whichwaspartofhispointinbringingmehere.Theother
partwastheexcitementofdoingitoutside,atnight.HeknewI’dloveit.

Hethrustintome,andIpushedmyhipsback,wantingmoreandmore.Hishandswerehardonmyhips,

thefeelofhisthighssmackingmybuttockssoerotic,mybreastshotandachingwithit.Mickhadbeenmy
firstandonlylover,andheknewexactlyhowtomakemefeelthedeepestkindofpleasure.

Icouldn’tseeandcouldn’tthinkbythetimeIshoutedmyclimax,butMickwentonandon,ourbodies

sweatingevenintherapidlycoolingnight.HedroveintomeuntilIcameagain,andthistimehecame
withme,sayingmynameoverandover,hisvoicehoarse.

ThenMickturnedmearoundandheldmetight,strokingmyskin,kissingmyhair.Ikissedhisneck,

feelinghispulsethrobhardbeneathmylips.Hewassohuman,andyet...

“Howdodragonsdoit?”Iasked,outofbreath.
Hishandswarmedmyhipsashechuckled.“Carefully.”
“Seriously.”
“Iamserious.Afemaledragoncanturnonherlover,killhimassoonashe’sdonewhathe’stherefor.

Femalesaremoreinterestedintheirclutchthantheirmates.”

“Mmm,sothat’swhyyoudecidedIwasyourmate.Becauseyoudon’thavetoworryaboutmegoing

blackwidowonyou.”

Mickkissedmyforehead,lipsscalding.“You’reprettydangerousyourself,JanetBegay.”Hewas

laughing,butIsensedhistensiondespiteourlovemaking.

Headlightsslicedabruptlytowardusoutofthedark.Mickhadmyjeansupintwosecondsflat,sothat

theonlyonecaughtinthelightwithhisbuttbarewashimself.Mickcalmlypulledupandzippedhispants
asanSUVwithflashingredandbluelightsstoppedafewyardsfromus.

“Damnhim,”Isaid,asNashJonesopenedthedoor.“Can’thegiveustwosecondsofprivacy?”
“Hehelpedgetmeoutofthatcaveandbacktoyou,”Micksaid,unperturbed.“I’llcuthimalotofslack

forthat.”

Nashapproached,theSUV’sheadlightsthrowinghimintostarksilhouetteandgleamingonhis

holsteredgun.

“Howlonghaveyoutwobeenouthere?”heaskedashereachedus.Hedidn’taskwhatwe’dbeen

doing—heknewdamnwellwhatwe’dbeendoing.

Mickcoollyfinishedbucklinghisbelt,notintheleastembarrassed.“Anhour?”hesuggested.“Maybe

longer.”

“Ihavesomethingtoshowyou,”Nashsaid.“Youneedtofollowme.”
Withoutwaitingforus,hewalkedbacktohisSUVandgotinside,theenginewhiningashebackedit

untilhefoundaplacetoturnaround.Mickswungontohisbikeandstarteditup.

Ididn’tmovetojoinhim.“You’rejustgoingtodowhathesays?”
Mickshrugged.“I’mcurious.”Hepulledonhisdrivingglovesandrestedhishandsonthehandlebars,

waiting.Iheavedasighofexasperationandscrambledupbehindhim.

MickturnedthebikeandheadedafterNash’sretreatingvehicle.Nashledusouttothemainhighway

andthenturnedwestonadirtserviceroad.IcoughedfromthedusthisSUVkickedup—ithadn’trained
outhereinacoupleweeks.

Nashstoppedaboutahalfmilealongthisroad,andMickdrewthebikealongsidehim.Nashwas

alreadyclimbingout,gesturingwithhisflashlightforustofollowhim.Wewalkedwithhimdownthe
road,theSUV’sspotlightblottingoutthemoonlight.

Abouttenyardsalong,Nash’sflashlightreflectedonanorangehazardcone.Theconewascleanand

bright,notaspeckofdustorascratchonit.Nashhadprobablyhadhisdeputiespolishitbeforehecame
outhere.Hesteppedofftheroadattheconeandledusacrosshardearthandclumpsofbristlygrass.

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ThestenchhitmebeforeIsawtheblood.Nashdidn’tprepareme,didn’ttellmewhatwewereabout

toview.Hesimplyplayedhisbrightlightonthebloodymessstretchedoutonthedesertfloor.

“Deargods,”Iwhispered.
Theperson,whoeverithadbeen,hadbeenturnedinsideout.Theboneswereontop,brokenand

smashed,restingonabedofblood,organs,andskin.Itwasaparodyofahumanbody,deaderthandead
underthebrightstarsofthedesertsky.

“HaveeitherofyouseenCoyotetonight?”Nashaskedusafterwe’dlookedatitforawhileinstunned

silence.

“Coyote?”Iaskedsharply.“Why?”
Nashgavemeagrimlook,eyesicycold.“Becausehe’smyprimesuspect,”hesaid.“Coyotewasseen

onthisroadrightaboutthetimewhoeverthisiswouldhavebeenkilled.I’dlikeverymuchtotalkto
him.”

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Eight

IstaredatNashinshock.“Seenbywho?”Iasked.

Thekillhadbeenfairlyrecent,anhourorsoagoatmost.Whoeverthatpoorpersonwas,heorshe

hadn’tlaintherelong.

“Areliablewitness.”WhichmeantNashwasn’tabouttotellme.“ThiswitnessgaveCoyotearide

fromtheCrossroadsBaranddroppedhimoffhereanhourandahalfago,athisrequest.”

“Coyotecouldn’thavedonethis,”Isaid.Hewasunpredictable,cryptic,annoying,sexuallyblatant,and

sometimesfrightening,butIcouldn’tseehimrippingsomeoneopenlikethis.

Thenagain,whatdidIknowabouthim?Hewasagod,apowerfulbeingwhodidn’tnecessarilyfollow

humanrules.Mybloodchilled.

Nashcontinued,“Coyotehasnoknownaddress,hehangsaroundMagellanbotheringpeople,andhe

wasdroppedoffonthisroadtonight,asthoughhe’dcomeoutheretomeetsomeone.Thatmakeshima
suspiciouspersoninmybook.”

“Buthewasatthediner,sittingnexttomeanhourandahalfago,”Isaid.Hehadbeen,hadn’the?
Mickdidn’tmeetmyeyes.Nashdid,hisgrayiriseslikechipsofice.“Areyoucontradictingmy

reliablewitness?”

Ididn’tknowhowtoanswer.NoonehadseenCoyoteinthedinerbutme—atleast,MayaandMick

hadn’t.Couldhebeintwoplacesatonce?Ihadnoidea.

“Idon’tknow,”Isaid.
Nashfrowned,andMickstillwouldn’tlookatme.
“So,you’reputtingthetimeofdeathtoanhourandahalfago?”Iasked.
“TheMEwillsayforcertain,butI’dguessnolongerthanthat.”
“Andyouhavenoideawhoitis?Thevictim,Imean.”Thebones,stringsofmuscle,andbloodagainst

thegrassweregruesome.IdoubtedI’dbeeatingmeatforawhile.

“Ididn’tfindanyobviousID.Walletgone,nodriver’slicense,anythinglikethat.ItwillbeDNAand

dentalrecordsthattelluswhoitwas.”

IranthrougheveryoneI’dseenatthediner:Maya,theMcGuires,thewaitress,othertownspeopleI

recognized.They’dbeensafeandwhole,notturnedinsideoutonthedesertfloor,norhadtheybeenout
herecommittingmurder.

Butplentyofpeoplehadn’tbeenthere:JamisonKeeandhiswife,Naomi;Cassandra;FremontHansen;

AssistantChiefSalas;Nash’sdeputiesfromFlatMesa;anynumberofothers.I’dseenCoyote,butnoone
elsehad.Whyhadhechosentonightofallnightsnottorevealhimselftopeople?

“Coyoteisonlyonepossibility,”Mickwassaying.“Thiswasaprettypowerfulkill,butanynumberof

supernaturalkillerscouldhavedonethis.Adragon,forinstance.”

IknewMickspokerhetorically,butNashwasthekindofsheriffwhowouldarrestandinterrogateina

heartbeat.

“Whatotherkindsofsupernaturalkillers?”Nashaskedhim.“TheseskinwalkersorNightwalkersJanet

toldmeabout?”

Ishookmyhead.“Skinwalkerseitherjustkill,ortheyflaythecorpseandstealtheskin.Nightwalkers

sucktheirvictimsdry.Changerswouldmaul,inwhateveranimalformtheychangeinto.Itwouldlooklike
ananimalkill.”IglancedatMick.“Wouldn’tadragonjustfrysomeone?”

“Usually,yes,”Micksaid.Ofthethreeofus,hewasthecalmest,lookingatthiswithalmostclinical

interest.“Mostoften,dragonsignorehumans.Notworththetrouble.”

Mickspokewitheasyconvictionaboutthearroganceofhiskind.Ididn’tknowhowtorespond,soI

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askedNash,“Whydidyoubringmeoutheretoseethis?”

“Because,whetherIlikeitornot,youhavethereputationforfindingoutthetruthaboutweirdcrimes.I

decidedtotakeashotandaskyouwhatyouthoughtaboutthisone.”

ThatNashhadevenconsideredaskingmemyopinionspokevolumesastohowfarhe’dunbentsince

he’dfirstmetme.WhenI’darrivedinMagellanfivemonthsago,he’dmadeitclearhethoughtmeacon
artistwho’dbamboozledtheMcGuiresintobelievingIcouldfindtheirmissingdaughter.Itflooredme
thatNashwasextendingthissmalltetheroftrust.

Ilookedatthebodyagain,atthestickyblackaurasurroundingit.Itradiateddeath,buttheonlythingI

couldsenseaboutthevictimwashisorheracutesurprise.Whoeverhadkilledhaddonesoquickly,and
thevictimhadprobablybeenunawareithadevenhappened.

Themagicresiduefromthekillerwasincrediblypowerful.Ithadawhiffofgodlikepower—notgood,

solidearthmagic—butitwasuncertain.Itmightnotbegodmagicatall,or,indeed,Beneathmagic.The
factthatIcouldn’tseeanythingclearerbotheredmealot.

Irubbedmystill-achinghead.“Hardtosay.Ifyou’rehopingI’llconfirmthatCoyotedidthis,Ican’t.”
Nashopenedhisnotebookandstartedwriting.“That’sit?”
“Somethingorsomeoneishidingtheauraofthemurderer.Whoevercandothatwouldbevery

powerful.”

“Likewho?”theliteral-mindedNashasked.
Coyoteforone,Ithoughtbutdidn’tsay.“Ahumanmage,possibly.Iftheywerepowerfulenough.”
Nashlookedatmeoverhisnotebook.“Mage?”
“Awitch,you’dcallthem.NotnecessarilyWiccan,butsomeonewithsomehard-assmagic.”Someone

likethat,Ididn’twanttomeet.

Nash’seyesnarrowed.“HeatherHansenclaimstobeawitch.”
Heatherownedthelocalwoo-woostorecalledParadox,whichsoldcrystals,tarotcards,incense,and

otheraccoutrementsformagicworking.“Idon’tthinkso.Heatherthoroughlyembracesthecreedofdoing
noharmtoothers.Sheworksspellsofprotection,leavesgiftsfortheweefolk,organizestheGhostTrain
festival.Shehaspower,morethansheknows,butshedoesn’thavethetemperamenttokillwithit.
Especiallynotlikethis.”

Nashlistenedwithalookofdoubt,butIknewIwasright.Heather’saurahadnodarkness.Shewasa

trulykindpersonanddidn’thavethepowerIsensedhere,butIwatchedNashnotingdownHeather
Hansenasapersontobequestioned.

“Anyoneelse?”
Cassandra,Ithoughtbutdidn’twanttosay.ShewasWiccan,butIdidn’tknowherwellenoughto

knowwhatshewascapableof.Shewasstrong,Iknewthat,anddamngoodatherjob,butIcouldn’t
knowwhethershehaditinhertokill.

IwasdebatingwhethertomentionhertoNash,whowouldprobablywhipherunderhotlightswithout

drawingbreath,whenthearrivaloftherestofthepoliceinterruptedus.Acarmarked“CityofMagellan
Police”pulleduptodisgorgeEmilioSalasandauniformcop.Lopezandtwootherdeputiesfromthe
countypulledinrightbehindthem,LopezandSalasgreetingeachotherliketheoldfriendstheywere.

“Don’tleaveyet,”Nashsaidtome.“Ineedstatementsfrombothofyou.”
“Statements?Whatfor?”
Nash’sbadgewinkedinthelightoftheflaresSalaswassettingout.“Iamstillpinningmysuspicions

onCoyote,buteitherofyoucouldhavedonethis.Youonlyalibieachother.”HelookedfrommetoMick,
whonoddedthoughtfully.

Icouldn’t,”Isaid.“Notwithoutastorm.”
MickandNashlookedatmeatthesametime,andIknewtheywererecallingwhatI’ddonetothe

demonsinDeathValley.Bothgavemehardstares,andIdidn’thavetobepsychictoknowtheythought

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meperfectlycapableofthishorrificdeed.

“Idon’tknowhowIcalledthatmagic,”Isaidirritably.“Itjusthappened,probablybecausewewere

goingtodie.Ican’tconjureitatwill.”

Nashdidn’tbelieveme,butthen,Nashneverbelievedme.
HedirectedustogivestatementstoLopez,andthenheturnedawaytotakeSalasandhisdeputiesover

thescene.Lopez’slipsquirkedasIhadtotellhimexactlywhattimeIleftthediner,whoI’dseenthere,
andwhyI’ddecidedtoridewithMickintothemiddleofthedesert.Everyoneintownwouldknowby
tomorrowthatMickandIhadbeenengagedinsexualactivityoutthereinthedark,becauseLopezwas
almostasgoodagossiperasFremontHansen.Finally,LopezfinishedwithusandtoldmeandMickto
go.

Mickstoppedbythedineronthewaytothehotel,whereIpickedupmybike.Everyonehadalready

heardaboutthecorpse,ofcourse,andtownspeopleintheparkinglottriedtogetoutofuswhatweknew.
MickandImanagedtoevadequestionsandheadhome.

MickhadknownmelongenoughtounderstandwhatIneeded.Hepulleddowntheblindsand

undressedmehimself,andthenhecarriedmeintothebathroomandsetmeunderawarmshower.His
clothescameoff,andhesteppedinwithme,hislargebodyenvelopingmine.

Wedidn’tmakelovethereaswesometimesdid;wejustsoakedupthehotwater.Iclosedmyeyesto

thefeelofMick’sbighandssmoothingsoapovermybody,openingthemwhenherinsedmeoffandlifted
meout.Hewrappedmeinatowel,carriedmeintothebedroom,andlaidmeonthebed.

Nowhemadelovetome,slowandeasy.Bythetimehewasdone,Iwaspleasantlydrowsy,thehorror

ofthecrimescenefadingalittle.AshadbeenMick’sintention,Idriftedofftosleepinhiswarmembrace.

WheneverIencounteredCoyoteinoneofmydreams,Iseemedtobenaked.Thistimewasnoexception.
Westoodsidebyside,heinhisanimalform,lookingdownattheremainsofthebody,mehumanand
naked.Turkeyvulturesmovedinslowhopsaroundthecorpse,likehoodeddemonsfeastingontheir
victim.Coyotes,luredbythescentofblood,circledatasafedistance,theireyesshininginthedarkness.

“Didyoudothis?”IaskedCoyote.Hesatonhishaunches,acoyoteasbigasawolf,exceptthathehad

therail-thinlegsandpointednoseofhisspecies.

Iamcapableofsuchathing.
“Don’tgoallcrypticonmeagain,”Igrowled.“Wereyoureallyinthedinertonight?”
Wereyou?
“OfcourseIwas.Iwaseatingdinner.”Iglancedatthecorpse.“KindofsorryIdid,now.”
Thereisyouranswer.
“Nooneelsecouldseeyou.Mayacouldn’t.Didyoupullaglamtogetfreefood?”
Hisansweringlaughwasfullofamusement.Iwantedtotalktoyouwithoutanyoneknowingaboutit.
“Why?Youdidn’tsaymuchofanything.”
Ididn’thavetime.IknewMickwascomingforyou.BecarefulofMick.He’smoredangerousthan

youknow.

“Youtoldmethatbefore.I’veseenhowdangerousheis.”
Youknowonlywhatyou’vewitnessed.Whatgoesoninhismindisunfathomabletoyou.Ifhemakes

thedecisiontokillyou,hewillwithoutwarning.Hewillbeswiftandmerciless.Youlovehimwithyour
humanemotions,butheisnothuman.Heneverhasbeen.Hisemotionsare...complicated.

“Likeyours?”
Nooneisascomplicatedasme.
“Nokidding.”Iknewbetterthantoignorehiswarnings,butIhadmanyimmediatethingstothinkabout,

likethedragonstakingMicktotrialfornotkillingmeandnowacorpseattheedgeoftown.Worrying

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aboutwhatMickmightdointhefuturewouldhavetowait.

YouneedtoendyourBeneathmagic,Coyotesaid.Beforeitendsyou.
“Easyforyoutosay.”
Youwerebornwiththemagic,butithasbeenbidingitstime,unabletogrowhereinthisworldof

earthmagics.NowithasbeentriggeredbyyourjourneyBeneath.

Ifeltcold,butInodded.“Ifiguredasmuch.Ithoughtmaybeyoucouldhelpmegetridofit.”
No,Stormwalker.Itispartofyou.Butyoumustcontrolit,oritwillconsumeyou.Andpossibly

everythingelseonearth.

“Howcoulditdothat?Mymotheristhemonster,notme.”
Don’tworry.I’lldestroyyoubeforeyoucandotoomuchdamage.Iloveyou,JanetBegay,butthat

doesn’tmeanIwon’tputasidemyfeelingsandkillyou.

“Itisalwayssocomfortingtotalktoyou.”
Coyotechuckled.Icoulddomorethancomfort,ifyou’dletme.Sexwithyouwouldbewicked.
“Restrainyourself.”Iglancedatthecorpse.“Doyouknowwhoitis?”
Iknow.Andyes,agodwouldmakethiskilliftheythoughtitnecessary.
“Andyou’ddothattome?Ifyouthoughtitnecessary?”
Yes.
Istareddownatthepileofbonesandgoreindisquiet.Thevulturesmovedaboutitunhurriedly,their

wingsspreadforbalance.Thedreamwasmercifullyfreeofsmell,butIrememberedthestench.

“Tellmeonething,”Isaid.“ThosepeoplewhogaveusarideinDeathValley,theShoshone.They

weren’twhattheyseemed,werethey?Didyousendthemtohelpus?”

Coyote’stonguelolledfromhismouthashestartedtopant.Forthatone,you’llhavetoaskthelady

Crow.

Thecrow.Ihadn’tseenherinawhile.“I’llgiveheracall.”
Shedoesn’tliketotalkonthephone.
“Iknow.I’llaskherwhenIdriveupagain.”
Coyotewinced.She’squiteawoman,yourgrandmother.Shedoesn’tlikecoyotes,andshewieldsa

meanbroom.

Ihadthesatisfactionoflaughing.“Ifshewentafteryou,I’msureyoudeservedit.”
Coyotedidn’tbothertoanswerthat.Timetowakeup,Janet.ButIhavealittlegiftforyou.
“Don’tgivemeanything.Really.”Giftsfromgods,especiallytrickstergods,weren’talwayswhatthey

seemed.

You’lllikeit,Janet.Trustme.
Famouslastwords.Inoticedaswetalkedthatthecorpsehaddisappeared,andsohadthescavengers.

Thunderrumbledinthedistance,followedbyawaftofrain-drenchedair.Iinhaled,mymindcalming.

Thedreamdissolved,andIwokeupinmybed.Itwasearlymorning,theskygray,andrainpoured

downoutsidethewindow.Mickwasgone,buthe’dleftmecocoonedinanicewarmbedthatsmelledof
him.

Iliftedmyhandaslightningstruckafewmilesawayandletsparksdancebetweenmyfingers.Agift

indeed.

IrealizedasIrolledoutofbedandsteppedoutmybackdoortoenjoythestormthatCoyotehadnever

answeredmedirectlyabouteithertheidentityofthevictimorwhetherhehimselfhaddonethemurder.

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Nine

Thestormwasanautumnstorm,notaswildasthemonsoonsthatsweptthroughduringspringand
summer,butonethatbroughtsteadyrainandlanguidrumblesofthunder.Ithrewbackmyheadandinhaled
thecleanair.

MagellansitsonaplateauthatslopesslowlyfromtheMogollonRimandtheten-thousand-footWhite

MountainstothevistasofthePaintedDesert.Wide,deepwashesandgorgeslikeChevelonCanyon
crisscrossthedesertfloorontheeastsideoftheoldrailroadbed,fissurescutbyeonsofflowingwater.
Mostofthetime,thesewashesweredry,butthey’dstartfillingifthiskeptup.Ashallowoneranright
throughMagellan,thehighwaycurvingalongsideit.AfewofthesidestreetshadbridgesoverMagellan
Wash,butmanyweresimplycutoffwhenitflooded.Mosttownsinthedeserthaveawashortwoor
threetoworryabout,butbridgesareexpensive,andmostlywejustputupwithit.

Thestormenhancedmyhealingspells,andIfeltmuchbetter.Mybathroommirrorshowedmethatthe

woundonmyheadhaddwindledtoayellowgreenbruise,andtheskinonmyburnedarmwashealthyand
brownagain.

Iwantedtogobacktothesceneofthecrimenowthatthebodywouldbegone,toseeifIcouldread

anything,especiallywithmystormpowerstohelpme.Thekillinghadbeencruelandnasty,andIneeded
toknowwhatkindofbeinghaddonethisandwheretohuntitdown.

Cassandravolunteeredtheinformationthatshe’dseenMickrideawaynorthonhisbike,soI’dhaveto

goonmyown.Ipassedthroughthesaloononthewayout,wheremyguestswerewhisperingaboutthe
death.Iwantedtoreassurethemthatiftheystayedinmyheavilywardedhotel,they’dbefine,butnotall
ofthemwerebelievers.

IpassedthelittlebreakfastbarCassandrasetupeverymorningwiththefreshbreadsandmuffinsfrom

Magellan’sbakeryandtookuponeofthebigsugar-crustedblueberrymuffins.InmyyouthI’dlistenedto
auniversityprofessorexplainthatindigenouspeopleshaddifficultyeatingsimplecarbohydrates,because
untilveryrecentlyourdiethadconsistedmostlyofwholegrains,beans,squash,nuts,andleanprotein.
There’dbeennodoublecheeseburgers,milkshakes,orbeerinthetimesofmyDinéancestors.Our
metabolismhadn’tevolvedtotolerateprocessedflour,sweets,and,evenmoreproblematic,alcohol,
she’dexplained,whichwaswhyNativeAmericanshadahigherriskfordiabetes.Themoreisolatedthe
tribe,thehighertheincidence.

Therefore,IknewIshouldn’tdowntheblueberrymuffinslatheredwithbutterandchaseitwithlemon

poppyseedpoundcake,buttheyweresodamngood.Besides,alongroadtrip,nearlydyingofahead
woundandheatstroke,andviewinganastymurderscenemademehungry.

RainpeltedmeasIrodemymotorcycleintotown.Thespeedlimitwasthirty-fiveonthemainhighway

throughMagellan,andtheyweren’tkidding.Magellanalwaysneededmoney,andspeedingticketswere
lucrative.Irodeslowlyandpulledinatthetown’sonegasstation.

Mystormmagic,toolongsilent,jumpedalongmynerves,makingmewishI’dhadthesensetofillup

whiletheweatherwasstillgood.Ididn’tneedtobesparkinglightningatthegaspump.

NaomiKeewasthereinherbigredpickup.Naomiownedthetown’splantnursery,Hansen’sGarden

Center,sohertruckwasoftenloadedwithbagsofdirt,flatsofbeddingplants,orwholetreesasshe
madedeliveries,buttodaythetruckbedwasempty.

“You’resoaked,Janet,”shegreetedme.“CanIdriveyousomewhere?”
“Thanks,butIdon’tmind.”Islidmycreditcardintothegaspumpslotandstartedfillingmysmall

tank.

“Imind.I’mshiveringjustlookingatyou.”

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Therainwascomingdownharder.Imademyselfcarefullyfinishgassingupandputthenozzleback.

Mypowerswantedtograbthedistantlightningandallthisrainandplaywithit,butIrestrainedmyself
aroundthegasfumes.MyStormwalkerancestorsneverhadtoworryaboutgaspumps,Ithoughtgrumpily,
justastheyhadn’thadtoworryaboutsimplecarbohydrates.

“I’mheadingtolookatthecrimesceneagain,”ItoldNaomi.
“Inthepouringrain?”
“Beforeeverythinggetscompletelywashedaway,yes.Ididn’thavetimetogooveritlastnight.”
Naomi’sbluegreeneyesnarrowed.“That’sit.I’mdrivingyou.Idon’twantyougoingouttherealone.”
Istartedtoargue,butlightningforkedaboutamiletotheeast,andIbarelystoppedmyselffrom

reachingforit.Ineededtoclosemyeyesandconcentratetokeepmyselfundercontrol.ButIalsowanted
togettothecrimescene,soItookNaomiuponheroffer.

Naomiusedthehydraulicliftonthebackofhertrucktoloadmybike,andshecoveredtheSportster

withatarp.Shepulledoutontothemainroad,alsocarefullydrivingthespeedlimit.ChiefMcGuire’s
boyshadustrained.

Naomiaskedmewhetherthebodyhadbeenidentified,andIhadtosayIdidn’tknow.IdoubtedNash

wouldrushtheinformationtome,butIsuspectedthathedidn’tknoweither.InthegossipmillofHopi
County,someonewouldhaveleakedanametheminutethecorpsewasID’d.Iwonderedifitwasmy
missingguest,JimMohan,butuntilNashgotthedentalrecords,Ihadnowayofknowing.Ialso
wonderedwhetherJim,who’dscaredthemirrorsomuch,haddonethekilling.Andwhy.

“HaveyouseenCoyotelately?”Iasked.NaomiandherdaughterJuliewerefriendswithCoyote,as

muchashecouldbesaidtohavefriends.CoyotehadasoftspotforJulie,who’dbeenbornwithtotal
hearingloss.

Naomithrewmeastartledlook.“Igavehimaridetothesouthedgeoftownlastnight.Droppedhim

offattheendofthatserviceroadwherebodywasfound.”

“SoyouareNash’sreliablewitness?”Well,Icouldn’targuewithNaomi’sreliability.
“Didhecallmethat?”Shelookedamused.“IpickedupCoyoteoutsidetheCrossroadsBar.Iwas

drivingbackwithaloadofflatsfromWinslow,andIsawhimhitchhiking.Juliewaswithme.Hehopped
inandaskedmetodrivehimdownhere.”

Naomislowedthetruckatthenarrowdirtturnoff.Gravelshoreduptheentrancetotheroadtokeepit

frombeingwashedout,butbeyondthat,therutsandholesinthehardearthwerealreadyfullofwater.

“Don’tdrivedownthere,”Iadvised.“You’llgetstuck.”
“Whatareyougoingtodo?”
“Walk.”
Naomipulledthetruckoffthehighwayandsetthebrake.“I’mcomingwithyou.”
“Noneed.”
Shegavemeastubbornlook.“Janet,IknowIdon’thaveanymagic,butImightbeabletospot

somethingwithmyregularhumaneyes.Besides,there’sbeenonemurderouthere,anddamnedifI’lllet
youbeasecondvictim.”

Thatsettledit.Naomiwasnice,butnotapushover.Shewascomingwithme.
Thesceneofthemurderwaslessgruesomenowthatthecoronerhadremovedthecorpseandrainwas

washingawaytheblood.AloneturkeybuzzardwanderedaroundthescenecheckingincasetheME’s
teamhadleftsomethingbehind.

Thebodymightbegone,butthemiasmaofdeathlingered.I’dgrownupinahouseholdthatheldto

traditionalways—whensomeonediedinahogan,thebodywaspushedoutthroughthenorthwall,the
waytotheancestors,andoftenthehoganwasabandoned.Non-Dinédidn’talwaysunderstandwhy,but
I’dseenfirsthandhowmuchdamageaspiritinunrestcoulddototheliving.

Ismelledthestenchofpowerthathoveredoverthespotand,again,sensedthevictim’ssurprise.

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Whoeverthepersonhadbeenhadn’trealizedhowclosetodeathheorshewas.Thatwascomforting—he
orshehaddiedtooquicklytobeafraid—butthenagain,itmeantthatIwasdealingwithsomethingthat
couldstrikeswiftly,mercilessly,andefficiently.Igazedattheemptylandaroundme,feelinganitch
betweenmyshoulderblades.

“Thisishorrible,”Naomisaid.
Naomihadnomagic,soshesawonlytherain-drenchedgrassesandredearthturningtomud,the

loweringgraysky,thebuzzard,andtheleftoverblood.Isawallthatplusthefouldarknessthatcoatedthe
spotliketar,thestinkofdecayandhardmagic.

TheheadacheI’dfinallymanagedtogetridofthrobbedanew.Stormpowertingledthroughmybody,

andIfelttheBeneathmagicstirinresponse.TheBeneathmagicurgedmetofindoutwho’ddonethisand
destroythem,tokillastheyhadkilled,exceptslowly,sotheycouldexperienceeverynuanceofthe
unknownperson’sdeath.

AllIhadtodo,themagicwhisperedtome,wassendmystormpowerthrougheveryhousein

Magellan,seekingevilanddestroyingit.EvenifIhadtokilleverysingleperson,I’dbesuretogetit,
wouldn’tI?

Iclosedmyeyes,tryingtoshutoffthevoice,butthatletmeviewthecrimescene’saurawithout

obstruction—denseblackandshotthroughwithred,crimsonlikethickblood.Ipoppedmyeyesopen
again,preferringthegrayrainstreamingintomyface.Waterwaslife.Therainwouldwashawaythe
blood,cleansetheair,givelifebacktotheearth.

Butyoucouldkilleverypersoninthistown,themagicofBeneathtoldme.Youknowhow.Andnoone

couldstopyou.

Iheardarushofwings.Abigblackcrowsailedintolandnotfarfromthebuzzardandgavethelarger

birdadisapprovingeye.Thecrowturneditsheadandregardedmewithsimilardisapproval.

“I’mnotgoingtodoit,”Itoldher.IclenchedmyfistsagainstanotherwaveofBeneathmagicthat

showedmehowtoturnthecrowintoalittlepileoffeathers.“Ipromise.”

Thecrowkeptherbeadyeyeonme,thesteady,watchfulgazethathadbeenonmesincebabyhood.

“Crossmyheart.”I’dsaidthatasachildwhenmygrandmothersuspectedIwasuptonogood.She’d
usuallybeenright.“They’remyfriends.Iwon’thurtthem.”

Thecroweitherdidn’tbelieveme,orshewasjustacrowwonderingwhyahumanwastalkingtoit.
Naomiwatchedmeworriedly.“Youallright,Janet?”
Iturnedmybackandstartedfortheroad.“I’mfinishedhere.Ineedtogo.”
Naomifellintostepbesideme.“Aterriblethinghappenedhere,”shesaid.“I’msorryyouhadtosee

it.”

Shewassorryforme,theStormwalkerwhospecializedinsolvingmagicalcrimes?Naomiwastoo

sweettobebelieved.“Thevortexesdrawtheterrible.Anyplacemagicaldoes.”

“IgrewupinMagellanandnevernoticed.”Naomigavemeafaintsmile.“Ithoughtallthevortexstuff

wasjustastorytoattracttourism.ButI’veseensomebadthingssinceIstoppedbeinganUnbeliever.I’ve
watchedaskinwalkernearlykillJamison.Jamisonhadtoburntheskinwalkeralivetodestroyit,and
Jamisonnearlydiedhimself.ThingslikethatmakemewishIwereanUnbelieveragain.”

“Trustme,Naomi,youhaven’tseenanythingasbadasme.”
“You’renotevil,Janet.Notlikethatskinwalker.”
“Lookscanbedeceiving.”
“NashJonesthinksCoyotedidthis,”Naomisaid,staringoffintothedistance.“Hequestionedme

prettyhardaboutwhattimeI’dpickedupCoyoteandwhenIdroppedhimoff.Healsowantedtoknow
everythingCoyotesaidtome.HeevenwantstointerviewJulie.ButCoyotecouldn’thavedonesomething
likethis.Iknowhewouldn’t.”

“He’sagod,Naomi.Ifhefeltjustified,hewould.”

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Naomigavemeastubbornlook.“Idon’tbelieveitforasecond.YouseehowheiswithJulie.Coyote

hasalotofkindnessinhim,andhe’ssavedJamison’slife—andmine—morethanonce.”

Ididn’targue.ItwastruethatCoyotecouldexhibitamazingcompassion,buthewasdangerous,despite

hisaffablepersona.Icouldimaginehimlaughingwhilehekilledwhoeverhethoughtheneededtokill.

WesloggedthroughmudtoNaomi’struck,whichsatuntouchedonthesideofthehighway.Ifeltlike

shit,butItoldNaomiIwantedtoridethebikehome.Ineededthewindandraininmyfacetoclearmy
brain.

Sheliftedthetarpfromthemotorcycle.Idon’tknowwhyshe’dfeltitnecessarytocoveritup—I’d

riddenmyHarleythroughplentyofsnowandrainandhail.

Assoonasthetarpcameoff,themirroronthebikecried,“OhmyGod,sugar,youneedtogethome!”
Whatnow?“Why?”Iaskedirritably.
Naomithrewmeanotheranxiouslook.That’sit;I’dconvincedherthatIwasthoroughlynuts.
“Seriously,girlfriend,weareindeepdoo-doo.”
Damnit.Istartedupmybike,putonmyhelmet.“Gohome,Naomi.KeepJuliethere,anddon’tgo

anywherewithoutJamison.Anywhere,allright?”

“Thatbad?”
“Idon’tknow.”Frustrationandfearmademeimpatient.
“Assumetheworst.AskJamisonifhe’snoticedanythingweirdaroundherelately—anythingatall—

andtellhimtocallme.”

Naominodded.She’ddowhatIasked,beingsmart.
Irodebackthroughtown,themirrorurgingmetohurryalltheway,butIdidn’tdarebreakthespeed

limit.Salasoroneoftheuniformcopsstoppingmetocheerfullyhandmeaticketwouldjustslowme
down.

TherainwascomingdownharderasIreachedtheCrossroads,parkedthebike,andstrodeintothe

hotel.Cassandrawasn’tbehindthedesk,buteverythinglookedquiet.Pullingoffmyhelmet,Iheadedto
thesaloon.

Thesaloonwasdesertedexceptforalargemanwithahardfaceandlongblackbraidwhosatatoneof

thetables,sippingfromabottleofbeer.Hisdenimbikervestandsleevelessshirtshowedthathis
musculararmsandneckwerecoveredwithinterlockedtattoos.AsIwalkedin,unnoticed,hemovedthe
beerbottlefromhislipsandglaredatthemirror.

“Hey,magicmirror,”hesaid.“Shutthefuckup.”
“Youjustcomeoverhereandmakeme,youbigbully,”themirrorsaid.
Themanhelduphishand,flamedancinginhispalm.“Shutup,orImeltyou.”
Themirrormadeanoiselikeewp,butIfeltthethingsensemeandrelax.Momwashome.
“Letmeguess.”Iputmyhandsonthetableandleanedtostudymyvisitor,whoreturnedthelookwith

eyesofchillylightblue.“Dragon?”

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Ten

Thedragon-manlookedmeupanddown,thenfixedablatantgazetomycleavage.“IgetwhyMicky
wantstokeepyoualive,girl.You’reonefine-lookinglady.”

“Thesaloonisn’topenyet,”Isaidcoldly.
“It’sopenforme,darling.Bytheendoftheday,you’llopenformealltheway.”
Inhisdreams.“Iownthishotel.Getoutofit.”
Themanhookedabootedfootaroundachairleg,slidoutthechair,andplantedbothfeetonit.“Not

untilI’mdone.”

Iheldupmyhand,drawingonthelightningoutsideuntilsparkscrackledanddancedonmyfingertips.

“You’redonenow.”

Thelickofflamesprangbackintohispalm.“Youwanttoplay,littleStormwalker?”
Iwasn’tcertainIcouldhurthim,butI’dnevertellhimthat.ThenightI’dmetMick,I’dslammedhim

withaboutninethousandvoltsoflightning,andhe’djustlaughedandsuckeditin.Mypower,unlessIwas
intheheartofastorm,madedragonsstronger.ButBeneathmagic,thelittlevoicewhispered,isthe
antithesisofallthingsdragon.

BeforeIcouldfigureoutwhatthehellthatmeant,somethingmovedpastmewithincrediblespeed.The

chairthedragon-mansatonwasscrapedbackanddraggedaroundtofaceafuriousMick.

“Out,”Micksaid.“Now.”
Thestrangergrinned,showingwhite,slightlypointedteeth.“Aw,comeon,Micky,Icametohelpyou.

Screwingyourwomanwillbejustabonus.”

I’dseenMickangry,butneverlikethis.“Getawayfrommymateandthefuckoutofmyterritorybefore

Ikillyou.”

Thedragon-manliftedhishands,nowfreeoffire.“Hey,I’mnotheretocopyourplace.Ifthatwasmy

intention,itwouldbeburnedalltohellalready,andyouknowit.”

“Notthroughmywardsitwouldn’tbe.”
“True,you’vegotsomegoodmagichere.Andamagicmirror.Mouthylittleshit.”
Ibrokein.“Mick,whoisthisguy?”
Themangrinnedatme.“Thename’sColby.Mick’safriendinneed.”Hisgrinwidened.“AndI’ma

friend,indeed.”

“Colbythedragon?”Iaskedinadubiousvoice.“Nicename.”
“It’stheonehumanscanpronounce,”Colbysaid.“But,hey,sweetheart,he’sthebadguy.Whenthe

dragoncouncilwashandingouttheassignmentoftrackingyoudownandoffingyou,Irefused.Cold-
bloodedmurder’snotmything.ButMickyherevolunteered.Jumpedatthechance.Saidhecouldn’twait
tobreakthestormbitch’ssweetlittleneck.Thestormbitchwouldbeyou,bytheway.”

OfcourseColbywouldsaysomethinglikethat.He’dwalkedinhererightthroughourwards,scared

mymirror,andchallengedmeandMick.Iwasn’tabouttowhirlaroundandscream,Mick,isthistrue?
That’swhathewanted.Divideandconquer.

“Janet,gorunyourhotel,”Micksaid.Eventheeyesofhisdragontattoosglitteredwithrage.“Ineedto

talktoColby.”

“Forgetit.”Ifoldedmyarms.“Iwanttoknowwhoheisandwhathe’sdoinghere.AndIdon’twantto

seeanyfire.Toomanyflammablethingsinhere,andIalreadyhadtorestoretheplaceonce.”

“Iheardaboutthat,”Colbysaid.“Goodfight.I’msorryImissedit.”
“Talkorgetout.”
“She’safeistyone.”Justtopissmeoff,Colbyshotaflameskyward,butitwasasmalloneand

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dissipatedbeforeitreachedthetinceiling.“Shethisfeistyinbed?”

Iletelectricitydanceonmyfingersonceagain.“HaveyoueverseenaStormwalker’spowerenhanced

byamagicmirror?”Ihadn’t,butitmightbefuntofindoutwhatwouldhappen.

“Allright,allright.”Colbyliftedhishandsinsurrender.“Ireallyamheretohelpyou,Micky.The

dragonswanttoburnyoutoacrisp,andwhileIwouldn’tmindseeingthat,they’redeterminednottolet
youhavealltherightsthatgowithatrial,andIdon’tliketheprecedentthatsets.NowaydoIwantusall
tobelittleslavestothedragoncouncil.SoI’mheretotakeyourside.”

“Whatdoyoumean,notalltherightsthatgowithatrial?”Iaskedinalarm.
Colby’seyesnarrowed,buthisangerwasn’tdirectedatme.“Thecouncilconsistsofthreesticks-up-

their-assesdragonswhohavebeenalivesincethebeginningoftimeandthinktheyownus.Theywantto
controleverythingeverydragondoes.Theyneedtolearnthatthetimes,theyarea-changing.”

“So,what,youcameheretogangupwithMickandfightthem?”
“She’sprecious,Micky.No,I’mgoingtobehisdefenseattorney,sortof.Findprecedentsandstuffthe

rulesdowntheelders’throats.Imayneedyourhelp,honey,thoughyoumightnotdowellinfrontofthe
council.You’rewaytoosmart-ass.”

InspiteofColby’snonchalance,Isensedhisnervousness.Mick’seyeshadgoneblackalltheway

across,andColbydidn’tlikethat,inspiteoftheloose-limbedwayheloungedinthechair.Toanordinary
human,theymightlookliketwobikerbuddiestheretocatchuponoldtimes.ButColby’suneasiness
screameditselftome—hewaslikeawolfwho’dwanderedintoanotherwolf’sterritoryandhad
unhappilycomeface-to-facewiththeheadwolfofthepack.

Ipulledbackachairandsatdown.“So,talk.Whatexactlydoyouhaveplanned?”
IcouldtellMickdidn’twantmethere,buttherewasnowayIwaslettinghimkeepmeoutofthis.I

foldedmyarmsandwaited,andfinallyMickgaveColbyaresignedlook.

“Whythehellyouaresointerestedingettingmefree?”Mickaskedhim.
Colbyshrugged.Heleanedbackandputhisfeetupagain,andMicksatcasuallyontheothersideofthe

table,butthetwomenmightaswellhavebeencirclingeachother,hacklesraised.

“Becausethistrialcouldmakelifebadforme,foralldragons.Whattheydotoyou,theycandoto

everyone.”

“Idon’tplantoletthemwin,”Micksaid.
“Theyweren’tevengoingtoletyouhaveateam,didyouknowthat?Ihadtogotothearchive,pull

records,prostratemyselfinfrontoftheMightyThreetoconvincethemthey’dgetlynchediftheydidn’tat
leastpretendtofollowdragonlaw.”

Mickwatchedhimnarrowly.“Youdon’tcareaboutthegreatergood;you’rehelpingmesoyoucan

saveyourownassoversomething.Whatdidyoudotopissoffthecouncil?Thistime,Imean.”

Colbylaughed,butthelaughwasnervous.“Coupleofthings.LikeIsaid,Idon’twantthemtoseta

precedentoffryingadragon’shidewithoutadefense.”

“Whatmakesyousosureyoucanhelpme?”
“Ihavesomeideas.AndIknowthings.Thingsthatcouldgiveyouleverage.”
“Andwhatdoyouwantinreturn?”
Colbychuckledagain.“You’llowemeone,Micky.AndI’llcallinthefavorwhenit’sthemosthellfor

you.”

“Aslongasthatfavordoesn’tinvolveJanet.”
Colby’sgazeflickedtomycleavage,baredbymytightblacktop.“She’satastymorsel.I’dliketolick

herfromnecktoknees,andIdon’tevenlikehumans.”

“JustwhatIwant,”Isaid.“Dragondrool.”
Colbychuckled,butMickleanedforward.“Janetismymate.Touchheranddie.”Hedidn’tevenhave

toraisehisvoice.Iknewhe’ddoit,andsodidColby.

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“Hey,youkillme,noonewillbeonyoursideatthetrial.”
“Iwon’tcare.SolongasJanetissafefromyou,I’lldiehappy.”
Colbyshookhisheadinamusement.“Oh,man,she’sreallyknockedyouonyourass,hasn’tshe?”
“Morethanonce.”
Ididn’tknowwhethertowarmatMick’sfondglanceorgetirritatedatthemfortalkingaboutmeas

thoughIweren’tthere.“Excuseme,”Isaid.“Canweconcentrateonyousurvivingthetrial?AndIchoose
whatdragonIendupwith,noteitherofyou.”

Colbychortled.“Oh,Ilikeher.Ireallydo.Irememberwhenyouwereallhottokillher,Micky.You

saidwehadtodoanythingtokeeptheBeneath-goddess’sgetfromopeningthevortexes,evenifthegirl
hadtobeslaughtered.Youwerereadytooffherwithoutasecondthought.Sowhathappened?”

“Yes,Mick,”Isaidinahardvoice.“Whathappened?”
Mick’sgazewasallforme,andthistime,Ichosetowarmtoit.“Iwatchedyoufighting,”hesaid.“You

werealone,upagainstassholeswhowerereadytothrowyouonthefloorandgangbangyou.Youboiled
withpower,buttheywerehuman,magicless.Youcouldhavewipedouteverysingleoneofthemand
broughttheroofdowntoburythem.”Mick’seyeswentblueandhot,thehintofhissmilemakingme
rememberhimhardandgoodinsidemelastnight.“Butyoudidn’t.Youpulledyourpunches,triednotto
hurtthem.”

“Stupidofyou,”Colbysaidaroundasipofbeer.
“Ididn’thavealotofchoice,”Isaid.MickmightclaimI’dbeenoozingpowerthatnight,andIhadjust

comeoffabigstorm,butI’dfeltsickandweakanddesperate.

“Janetwascornered.Sheknewshemighthavetokilltogetaway,andIsawonherfacethatshedidn’t

wantto.”

“Andthismadeyouwanttoclaimherasmate?”Colbysoundedskeptical.“Igetthatshe’sahotlay,but

mateisforever,Micky.”

Igavehimadeprecatinglook,butMickwasstillstudyingmewithatendernessthatheatedmyblood.

“Matecamelater,”hesaid.“AfterIgottoknowherbetter.”

Ishiftedinmychair,wishingColbyfarawaysoIcouldtellMickhowmuchIappreciatedhis

sentiments.

Colbyheavedanexaggeratedsigh.“Ihopeyouknowwhatthehellyou’redoing,Micky.Mateorno,

youdidletheropenthevortexes.Thedragoncouncilplanstoscrewyoutothewallforthat.”

“Andyouwanttokeepmealive,”Micksaid,turningfromme.“Whendidyoufallinlovewithme?”
“Trustme,Idon’tcarewhathappenstoyou,myoldfriend.Ionlycarethatyougetafairtrialandaby-

the-bookdefense.Idon’tgiveademon’sdickiftheyenduppinningoneofyourwingstothewallinthe
trophyroom.”

“Youinspireconfidence.”Mickleanedacrossthetable,puttinghisfaceclosetoColby’s.“Butyou

touchJanet,andyou’retoast.Idon’tcareifwe’reinthemiddleofthedragonhighcourt.”

Colbyliftedhishands,tippingbackinhischair.“Fine.Igetit.Talonsoffyourmate.”Heflashedmea

grin.“Oh,girl,thisisgoingtobefun.”

MickescortedColbyoutofthehotel,sayinghewantedtofindColbyaplacetostay,andIletthemgo.It
waswithmixedfeelingsthatIleanedonthebarintheemptysaloonwatchingthemrideoffon
motorcyclestowardMagellan.Colbydidn’texactlyinspiretrust,buthe’dalreadytoldmeahellofalot
moreaboutthetrialthanMickhad.InspiteofMick’swarmpraiseofmeandmycompassion,Ididn’tlet
thatblindmetothefactthathewasstubbornlytryingtokeepmeoutofallthis.

“Hescaredme,”themirrorsaidovermyshoulder.“But,sugar,whatabod.Iwonderifthosetattoosgo

allthewaydown?”

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“Whydidn’tyouaskhimtodoastriptease?”Iaskedsourly.
“Ooh,doyouthinkhewould?”
“Ithinkhereallywouldmeltyouifyousuggestedit.Canyoutellwherethey’vegone?”
“Wanttodoalittleeavesdropping,doyou?”
Ishrugged.“Itcouldn’thurt.”
“Well,Idon’tknow,sugar.Mickynevertakeshispieceofmeoutofhispocket.Ilikeitinthere,butI

can’tseewhereheis.Sorry.”

OfcourseMickwouldrealizeIcouldusethemagicmirrortospyandmakesurehekepthisshard

hidden.“That’sallright.Nevermind.”

“TellMickytogocommando,”themirrorsaid.“Andworkalittleholeinhispocket...”
Iwasdebatingwhetherornottobotherwithananswerwhensomewhereupstairs,awomanbegan

screaming.Ijumped,andthemirrorshriekedresponse.

“Shutup!”Ishoutedatitandranouttoreception.
Cassandrawasalreadyhalfwayupthestaircase.Thelobbyitselfwasmercifullyfreeofguestsatthe

moment,noonetheretohearourmaidJuana’sscreamsdieoffintoastringofunhappySpanish.

Thestairswentuptoarailedgalleryaroundthemainlobby,theguestroomsopeningontoit.The

screaminghadcomefromroomnine,theverylastone,whichlaynexttothestairsuptothethirdfloor.

AsCassandraandIranalongthegallery,theChangerPamelaemergedfromanotherguestroom,

watcheduspass,andfollowedus.

Roomninewasmymostspacious.Twoopenshoulderbagslayontheking-sizedbednexttoapileof

clothingandwhatIknewtobeanexpensivecamera.Apairofdustyhikingbootsrestedonthefloor.

Assoonasshesawus,Juanaranforme,hereyeswide.“It’sterrible,it’sevil.Idon’ttouchit.Idon’t

touchthisroom.”

Sheduckedpastusandout,andneitherCassandranorItriedtostopher.
Pamelasniffed.“Ismellblood.Dry,notfresh.”
“ThisisJimMohan’sroom,”Cassandrasaid.“IaskedJuanatopackuphisclothes.Iwasgoingtohave

youlookoverthebagsandtheroomandthenputthebagsdowninstorage.”

Iapproachedthebed.Juanahadbeensortingthroughclothesandhadfoldedshirts,pants,andsocks

intoneatpiles.Therestshe’ddroppedinanunorganizedheap.

Itwasn’tdifficulttofindwhathadscaredJuana.AT-shirtlaycrumpledonthesmallpileoffolded

underwear.Thelogoonitread“Sedona,”thetownsouthwestofherethatalsoboastedvortexesand
mysticalenergies.TheshirthadbeendyedwhatwascalledSedonared,thecolorofiron-richearth.

Iliftedtheshirtandshookitout.Thebackofitwasentirelycoatedwithdriedblood.
Idroppedtheshirtastheauraofitcrawledupmyarmsandtriedtoinvademybody.Isawmovement

inamirroracrosstheroom,darknessthatroseandswallowedthereflectionofmyblood-drainedface
andwildeyes.

Theblacknesssqueezedmeinafreezingembrace,mycracklingstormmagictryingtodriveitaway.

Theauraheldmetighter,andcoldlipstouchedmyear.

“Helpme,”itwhispered,andthenitdispersedandwasgone.
“Janet?Areyouallright?”
IfoundbothCassandraandPamelastaringdownatmeinconcern,Pamela’seyesshiftingtowolf

white.

Iblewoutmybreath.Thedarknessdispersed,andIwasleftsittingonthebed,holdingaT-shirtin

whichamanhadbeenmurdered.

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Eleven

“So,didthisshirtbelongtoJim?”Iasked.“Ordidhekillwhoeverwaswearingit?”

Theshirtinquestionlayonmydeskinmyoffice,bathedinsunlightthathadstartedtearingthroughthe

clouds.Cassandrarefusedtotouchit,butPamelaspreadtheclothinbacktoshowustheslitinit.
Someonehadbeenstabbedtodeathinthatshirt.Maybeclawed,Pamelasuggested,butifso,veryneatly.
AChanger,whohadhumanintelligenceandcouldcontrolitsstrike,coulddothat.

“CanyousmellwhetherthebloodisJim’s?”
Ipushedtheshirttoher,butPamelashookherhead.“Idon’tneedtoburymynoseinit.Itsmellslike

everythingelseJuanawaspacking.ThatcouldmeanitbelongedtoJimorsataroundhisthingslong
enoughtotransferthescent.Asfortheblood—Iwasn’tpayingattentiontoJimcloselyenough.Humans
smellaliketome,unlessI’mfocusingonaspecificone.”

Cassandrafoldedherslenderarms.“IfthisJimskeweredsomeone,whynotleavetheshirtonthe

victim?Whytakeitoff,bringitbackhere,andputitinthecloset?AndifJimisthevictim,same
question.”

“MaybetherewassomethingincriminatingontheT-shirt,”Pamelasuggested.“Likethekiller’sown

bloodorhair.ADNAtestwouldfindthedifference.”

Ishookmyhead.“Thenwhywouldn’thegotoalaundryandwashit?Orburnit?”
Pamelawentonspeculating.“WhatifJimmurderedwhoeveritwasinhisroomandhadtoremovethe

shirttotakethebodyawaywithoutleavingatrailofblood?”

“No,Jim’sroomwasclean,”Cassandrasaid.“WhenIwentupthereafterhedidn’treturnthatnight,

therewasnoblood,nomess.Onlyonetowelusedinthebathroom.Thekillerwouldn’thavecleanedthe
placefromtoptobottomandthenleftabloodyT-shirtforustofindwhenwepackedup.Thatdoesn’t
work.”

Whileshespoke,avoicewhisperedinmyhead.Youcanfindoutwhathappened.It’seasy.
AndIknewexactlyhowtodoit.
“Reveal,”Isaid.
DarknesspouredoutofmyhandsandengulfedtheT-shirt.Thedarknesscoalescedaroundtheshirtlike

abubble,andmovementflickeredinsideit.

IknewrightawaythatPamelacouldn’tseethemagic.Sheremainedsittingpassivelyontheloveseat

withanuninterestedlook.Ontheotherhand,Cassandra’seyeswidened,andsheleanedforwardto
watch.

Thedarknessclearedalittle,andamanIdidn’trecognizestoodinprofiletous.Hehadthelean,ropy

buildofarunner,limbstannedfromthesun,carriedhisstate-of-the-artcamerainonehand,andworethe
SedonaT-shirt,walkingshorts,socks,hikingboots,andabaseballhat.InthebackgroundIsawtheblocks
ofstonethatformedancientpuebloruins,reddishdirt,anddrydesertgrass.

Theman’sarmswereoutslightly,hischestthrustforward,andhehadaknifeburiedtothehiltinhis

back.

AsCassandraandIwatched,mesmerized,themanfoldedquicklyandsilentlytotheground,thecostly

cameralandingbesidehim.Themanlayinamotionlessheap,windstirringtheendsofhishairandthe
grassesaroundhim.Ahandcameintoview,aman’smuscularhand.Heyankedthebloodyknifefromthe
man’sbacktorevealtheslit,coveredinblood,thatwe’dfoundintheshirt.

Icouldn’tseewhoheldtheknife,butthehandandforearmwasdefinitelyaman’s.Thegoldenbrown

skincouldbelongtoanIndian,buthecouldalsobeAsian,Latino,Mediterranean,orofmixeddescent.
Theknifewasplain,dullsteel,nothingdistinguishedaboutitexceptthatithadbeeninanotherman’s

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back.Thekillertookitwithhimashesteppedback,outofsight.

Thecorpselaythereforalongtime,butbythewaythewindmovedthroughthegrass,Icouldtellthat

timehadspedup,asthoughwewerewatchingafilminfastmotion.Iwasabouttoblink,totrytobanish
thevision,whenJim’seyespoppedopen.

CassandraandIbothjumped.Jimslowlyliftedhimselffromtheground,limbsstiff,andthenhestood

upstraight,blinkingatthehorizon.Hedrewadeepbreath,puthishandtohisback,andthenstaredin
amazementatthebloodthatcoatedhisfingers.

Theimageandthemagicvanishedthenextsecond,leavingmebreathlessandstaringataT-shirt

coveredwithbloodonmydesk.Pamelawasonherfeet.

“Allright,whatthehelljusthappened?”shedemanded.“Youtwojerkedlikeyousawsomethingthat

scaredyou.Whatwasit?”

Cassandraputherhandtoherface,turningthenervousgestureintosmoothingheralreadysmoothhair.

“Wejustwitnessedamurder.”

“So,whodidit?”Pamelademanded.
“Someonewithaknife.Icouldn’tseewho.”IpretendedtobelessunnervedthanIwas.“Notvery

helpful.”

Cassandrastudiedtheshirtwithabewilderedlook.“Idon’tunderstand.ThatwasJimMohan,

definitely.ButI’dswearthatwhenJimcheckedintothehotel,hewasn’tsupernatural;hewashuman.I’d
stakemyreputationonit.”

“Andnowhe’sadeadhuman?”Pamelaasked.
“Wealsojustwitnessedhimcomingbacktolife.”Cassandra’svoicewasfaint.
“Notpossible,”Pamelasaidwithconviction.“Cassandra’sright;theguywashuman,andhewasn’t

magical.Hedidn’tsmelllikeasorcerer.”

“Letmethink.”Imassagedmyachingtemples.Mymouthwasdry,andIlongedtosuckdownabouta

gallonofwater.“I’mprettysurethatwastheHomol’oviruinsinthebackground.Andyousaidthemagic
mirrorwentcrazywhenJimwentintothesaloon,afterhe’dbeenoutatHomol’oviallday.”

“Yes,”Cassandrasaid.“Buthewasverymuchalivewhenhecameback,notstabbedorcoveredwith

blood.”

IlookeddownattheT-shirt.Jimhadwornitwhenhedied,andnowthebloodyshirtwasinhisroom.

WhendidamurdererremoveaT-shirtfromacorpseandthrowthebloodyshirtintoacloset?HadJim
somehowsurvivedandwasnowwalkingaround,aliveandfineandthinkinghewasgettingawaywithnot
payinghishotelbill?Thevisionmightnothaveshownmeeverything.

OrthemagicmirrorandCassandramighthaveseenhisghost.Cassandraandthemirrorwerebothvery

magical;theywouldseethingsthatPamelaandotherhumanscouldn’t.

Butinthevision,whenJimhadclimbedtohisfeet,he’dbeenbreathing,ifbloody.He’dnotbeena

ghostbutverymuchalive.

Thenextalternativeonthelistleftmestonecold.
So,whendidamurdererremoveaT-shirtfromacorpseandthrowthebloodyshirtintoacloset?When

thecorpsedidithimself.

“Hewasresurrected,”Isaidslowly.“Jimwasresurrectedbeforehereturnedtothehotel.Heprobably

didn’tevenknowit,wassurprisedhe’dsurvived,butthemagicmirrorknewsomethingwaswrongwith
him.”

Cassandralookedsick.“Youmeanresurrectedbyanecromancer?Can’tbe.I’veseenresurrected

slavesbefore.They’rezombies,animateddead.Jimwasalive.Breathing,drinking,sunburned,excited,
andalive.”

“Thenaverygoodresurrectionist,”Pamelabrokein.“Isthatpossible?”
“Onlyifhewereagod,”Isaid.Agod.

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Oh,gods.
IwithdrewmyhandsfromtheT-shirtandwassuddenlyvery,veryafraid.

CassandraandPamelaleftmyofficetogether,bothofthemalittledazed.Imusthavelookedthesame.I
foldedtheshirtandstasheditinthebottomdrawerofmydesk.IclickedthroughallthepicturesonJim’s
digitalcamerabutsawnothingexceptinnocentpicturesofancientruins.

Shockandthestrangesurgeofmagicleftmenauseated.Istashedthecameraandlefttheoffice,heading

upthestairstothethirdfloorandouttotheroof,whereIstoodinthewindandthesunshine.

Thestormwasracingaway,afewraggedcloudsdriftinginitswake.Theairwassweet,washedclean

bytherain,notchargedwithmagic.Iinhaledthefreshness,lettingitcalmmyroilingstomach.

Butmyworrydidn’tleaveme.Acompleteresurrectioncouldbedoneonlybysomeoneextremely

powerful,andthevisionhadn’tshowedmewho’ddoneit.Irememberedthefast-forwardpartofit—how
longJimhadactuallylainthere,dead,Ididn’tknow,andI’dseennooneapproachhim.Butanyonewho
wasstrongenoughtobringsomeonebacktolifewouldhavethemagictostayoutofanyvisionIcould
conjure.

ThefactthatI’dbeenabletocallupsuchaprecisevisionatallbotheredme.Icouldreadaurasand

sensepasteventsiftheyweretraumatic,butneverwiththatclarity.

Ilookedeastpasttheabandonedrailroadbedthatmarkedtheedgeoftown.Thevortexeslaybeyondit,

swirlingmagnetsofmysticalenergy,gatewaystoBeneath.ThevortexMickandIhadsealedlastspring
wasstillthere,buttheenergyfromitwasgone.Completelyshutoff.Wemadeitapointtohikethemile
orsotoitonceaweektomakesure.

IwantedtoblamethevortexesfortheBeneathmagicthathadbeensurginginmelately,butIcouldn’t.

WhatCoyotehadtoldmeinmydreamIknewinmyheartwasright—theBeneathmagichadbeenthere
sincemybirth,giventomebymygoddessmother.Butinthepast,themagichadalwaysbeensomewhat
dormant,fightingmystormmagicinsideme,butdoingnomoredamagethantogivemeahangover.

NowtheBeneathmagicletmekillhordesofdemonsinonestrokeandreplayaman’sdeathinliving

colorbymysimplyfocusingontheshirthe’ddiedin.Ithadalsotriedtoconvincemetocatchamurderer
bykillingeveryoneinMagellan.

Isatdown,puttingmybackagainstthewallthatmadeupthepartialthirdfloor.Thewallwaswarm

fromthesun,butIstillshivered.TheBeneathmagicmademefeelpowerful,unstoppable,invincible,and
thatscaredtheshitoutofme.

“Youshouldbescared.”
Ishrieked,jumpedhalfwaytomyfeet,andsliddownthewallagain.“Damnit,Iwishyouwouldn’tdo

that.”

Coyotegrinneddownatme.“Iliketomakeanentrance.”
Atleastthistimewewerebothdressed.Coyoteworehisjeansanddenimjacket,ashehadatthediner,

turquoisebuckle,andcowboyboots.“Iwanttokeepyouonyourtoes,”hesaid.

“NotwhenIfeellikethis.”Irubbedmytemples,wishingthisdamnheadachewouldgoaway.
Coyotecrouchednexttome,jeansstretchingoverhardthighs.“StopusingtheBeneathmagic,Janet.”
“Itusesme.Itsurgesupandtellsmehowtodothings,andIjustdothem.”Igavehimahopefullook.

“Canyouteachmetocontrolit?”

“No,ImeanstopusingtheBeneathmagic.Idon’twantyoucontrollingit.Iwantyounotusingit.”
“Ican’thelpit...”
“Letmeputitthisway.Stopusingit,orI’lldestroyyou.Idon’twantto—I’drathersleepwithyou.But

IwillkillyouifIhaveto.”

Ilookedupintothefaceofagod.Coyote,theaffableIndianwhomadethetouristslaughandwas

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friendswithyoungJulie,hadfaded.Hiseyesweredarkandhard,thepowerinhimunmistakable.He
couldsquashmeandnotbreakasweat.

No,hecan’t,mymagicwhispered.Youhavethestrengthtostopevenhim.
Coyote’seyeswentblack.
Iquicklyheldupmyhands.“Don’t.I’mtrying.”
“Tryharder.”
Thewayhelookedatmemademewanttorunfarandfast.“DidyouresurrectJim?”Iaskedhim.
Coyoteblinked.“Who?”
“Theguyinmyhotelthatthemirrorscaredaway.Hegotstabbedandbroughtbacktolife.Iknowyou

knowwhoI’mtalkingabout.Didyouresurrecthim?”

“No.”Hisvoicewasflat.“Idon’tbelieveinthatshit.”
“Butyoucoulddoit?”
“Icould.ButIdidn’t.”
“Doyouknowwhodid?”
“Nope.”Hedidn’tlookmuchinterested.Butthen,Coyotewasn’talwaysforthcomingwithhisfeelings,

exceptaboutsex.

“You’vebeenalotofhelp.Asusual.”
“I’mnotheretohelp,Janet.I’mheretokeepthebalance.”
“Andscrewasmuchasyoucan.”
Aflickerofhisusualgrincrossedhisface.“Thattoo.”Coyotegottohisfeet,stillthegod.“Don’tuse

themagicagain.”

“Idon’tknowifIcanstopit.”
“Ifyoudon’t,Iwill.”
Damnit,thiswassounfair.Ididn’twantmymother’smagictobeinme,butIhadn’tbeengiventhe

choice.

Iopenedmymouthtoarguesomemore,butafierypresenceburstontotheroof.Mickwasacrossitin

thespaceofthreeseconds,andbysecondnumberfour,hehadhishandaroundCoyote’sneckandCoyote
againstthewall.

“Leaveheralone,”Micksaid.HiseyeswereasblackasCoyote’s,andfireflickeredonthelinesofthe

dragontattoos.

“Dragon,”Coyotesaidwithoutchangingexpression.“Youwanttotanglewithmeagain?”
“No,Iwanttothrowyouofftheroof.LeaveJanetalone.”
Mickradiatedpower,butsodidCoyote.Afightbetweenthemwouldblowaholeinmyhotel.Just

whatIneeded,myhotelobliteratedbyagodandadragon.

Igottomyfeet.“Woulditdomeanygoodtoaskthetwoofyoutostopit?”
“No,”Coyotesaid.“It’ssweetthathewantstoprotectyou.Evenasdangerousasyouare.”
“Idon’tcareifshe’squeenofthedamned,”Micksnarled.“Youwon’ttouchher.”
Coyoteneverlosthissmile.IknewhimcapableofkillingmeandMickbothwithoutblinking,buthe

justkeptgrinning.“I’llgothroughyoutogettoher,dragon.”

“You’llhaveto.”Mick’svoicewasice-cold.
“Justmakesureshedoesn’tusethatcrazymagicfromtheworldbelow,andI’llleaveheralone.”
MickfinallyeasedhishandawayfromCoyote’sthroat.Coyotestraightenedhisshirtbutmadenoother

indicationthatMickhadhurthim.Hewinkedatme,turnedaway,andwentbackinside,whistling.

Mickwatchedhimgo,hiseyesstillhard,beforeheturnedtome.“Youallright?”
Ileanedbackagainstthesun-drenchedwall.“Hedidn’thurtme,ifthat’swhatyou’reasking.”
“Iwon’tlethimtouchyou,Janet,Ipromise.”
“Whatcanyoupossiblydoagainsthim?He’sagod.”

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Tomysurprise,Micksmiledhisbad-asssmile.“Rememberwhenhetoldyouwe’dmetinthepast?It

wasalongtimeago,maybeahundredyears.Iwonthatfight,notCoyote.”

I’dbeencuriousabouttheencountersincethedayI’dlearnedaboutit.“Whathappened?”
“Dragonsdon’tstandinaweofanygodsbuttheirown.Coyotewasexploring—helikestoexploreand

getintootherpeople’sbusiness.Heinvadedmyterritory,andIobjected.Strongly.Iprotectedwhatwas
mineandranhimoff.Godsarepowerful,butyoudon’tmesswithadragononhisterritory.”

Ifoldedmyarms,theaircooldespitethesunshine.“Whereisyourterritory?”
“Volcano.OnaPacificisland.”
Iliftedabrow.“You’reaPolynesiandragon?”
“Sortof.There’svolcanicactivityallaroundthePacificRim.There’sareasonthevolcanoesare

namedaftergods.”

“Becausethosegodsarereallydragons.”
“No.Therearegods.Anddragons.”Hesmiledatme,hiseyesbecomingsparklingblueagain.“That

wasmyterritory—stillis.Butthisismyterritorynowtoo.Andyou’remymate.”Hesteppedinfrontof
me,cuppedmyshoulderswithhiswarmhands.“Idefendyou,andit,againstallcomers.IncludingNative
AmericantrickstergodsandassholedragonslikeColby.”

Iswallowed.“SpeakingofColby,whereishe?”
“MagellanInn.Iwasn’tabouttolethimstayhere.”
“Becauseit’syourterritory?”
“Damnright.He’sadragonandmychiefrival.Itwouldbeinhisnaturetotrytotakeoverifhestayed

here.Ifhe’sholedupintown,lessofatemptation.”

Mickwasfirmlyinfrontofme,thewalljustasfirmlybehindme.“Youknow,Mick,thishotelactually

belongstome,”Isaid.“Iboughtitwithmyownmoney.”

Hisbreathsmelledofmintandwaswarmonmyface.“Territoryisn’taboutwhoownswhat.You

shouldknowthat.”

“Andwe’venevertalkedabouttheconnotationsofthis‘mate’thing.”
“ItmeansItakecareofyou.”Mickgentlypriedmyarmsapartandskimmedhishandstomywrists.“I

defendyoufromyourenemies.Ikeepyousafe.”

Howniceitwouldbetomeltintothatprotectivewarmthandlethimeasemytroubles.Ididn’tthinkit

couldbedoneanymore,butitwasafinefantasy.

Mickeasedawayfromme,tomydisappointment.“Coyoteisn’twrong,though.Youcan’tusethe

Beneathpoweranymore.”

Iblewoutmybreathinexasperation.“Iwishthetwoofyouwouldgetit.Idon’tdoitonpurpose.I

needtodosomething,andthemagicjustcomestome.”

“Butwhathappenswhenyoucan’tstopit?Whenyouneedtofightsomething,andyouendup

destroyingtheentiretowntodoit?”

Ifoldedmyarms,suddenlycold.Themagichadwantedmetodestroytheentiretowntoprevent

anotherpersongettingturnedinsideout.Andnowsomeonewasresurrectingcorpses.Abeingwhocould
dothatcouldalsocommitthatawfulmurder.

“I’mtryingtoexplaintoyouthatIdon’tknowhowI’mdoingit.Themagiccomes,andthenitjustgoes.

Believeme,Ihaven’tdonehalfthethingsit’swantedmetodo.”

Hiseyesnarrowed.“Ittalkstoyou?”
“Somethingorsomeonedoes.It’sunnerving.I’veresisted.”
“Whathappenswhenyoucan’t?”
“ThehellifIknow.That’swhyIkeepaskingforhelp,damnit.”
Mickcuppedmyelbows,steppingagainstmeagain.“Iknow,baby.I’lldoeverythingIcantokeepyou

safe.”

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“FromCoyote?Whokeepsmesafefromyou?”
Hehesitated.We’dgonethroughthis,hisorderstokillmeandhisdecisiontonotobeythoseorders.

Hencethedragoncouncilputtinghimontrialtodeclarehimofficiallyguilty.

ButIknewinmyheartthatMickdidn’tthinkthedragonswrongforworryingaboutadangerousthing

likeme.Thedragons’ancestorshadn’tcomefromBeneath,asmineandmostofhumanity’shad.Dragons
hadbeenbornofthisearth,infieryvolcanoes.Theydidn’thaveanounceofBeneathinthem,andthey
likeditthatway.Longago,they’dhelpedCoyotetrapsomeofthemoreevilgodsBeneath,tokeepthem
fromemergingintothisworld,andit’snoexaggerationtosaythatthosegodswoulddoanythingtotake
theirrevenge.

AndhereIwas,thedaughterofoneofthoseevilgoddesses,wanderingtheearthaliveandwell.

ProtectedbyMick,oneofthedragons’own.Nowonderthedragonswantedtoputhimtodeath.

ButMickwasn’tanyhappierwithBeneathgoddessesandtheirpowersthanhisfellowdragonswere.

He’dhappenedtostartlikingme—luckyme—orhe’dhavefriedmealongtimeago.Iwasalivebecause
Mickhaddecidedheadmiredmycourage.

“Canyouanswerme,Mick?WhathappenstomewhenyoudecideI’mtoodangerousforthisworld?”
Hisgriptightenedonmyelbows,hishandsstrongenoughtobreakmybones.“That’swhyIwantyouto

try,baby.SoIdon’thavetomakethatdecision.”

“Don’trushtoreassuremeoranything.”
Micktouchedhisforeheadtomine,eyestroubled,breathwarmonmyface.“I’lldoeverythinginmy

powertokeepyoualive,Janet.Isweartoyou.”

Iknewhewould.ThatwasMick,protectingmefromeverythingandeveryone,evenfrommyself.But

Mickwastellingmethatthemomenthethoughttheworldwouldbebetteroffwithmedead,he’ddothe
deedhimself,muchashehatedthethought.

Ipressedhimawayfromme.“Ihaveworktodo.”
Micksteppedback,andIslidoutfromunderhimandheadedforthedoor.Hewasallowingmetogo;I

knewthat.Ihadn’twonanythinghere.

Hisvoicesoundedbehindme,lowanddeep.“Iwon’talwaysletyouwalkawayfromme,Janet.”
Inspiteofmyself,ashiverrandownmyspineasIcontinuedintothehotelandshutthedoorbehindme.

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Twelve

TheMagellanInnwasasingle-storymoteltuckedintoacurveofthehighwayrightinthecenteroftown.
AssistantChiefSalas’sbrother,whoownedandmanagedthemotel,recognizedmeandwashappytolet
meknowthatmyfriendColbyhadbookedintoroomtwenty.

Ihadn’tbotheredtotellMickaboutthiserrand,andI’dborrowedFremontHansen’strucksothemagic

mirroronmybikewouldn’ttattleonme.Iknockedonthedoorofroomtwenty,whichwaswrenched
openafterasecondbyColby.Hewasshirtless,hishairdamp,asthoughhe’djustcomeoutoftheshower.
Hischestandbackwereascoveredwithtattoosashisarms.Iwonderedifanyinchofhisbodywasn’t.

Thetelevisionblaredsomesatellitechannel,whichColbyswitchedoffwithaclickoftheremote.
“So,didyoucometoyoursensesandleavethatSOB?”heaskedasIshutthedoor.“Course,you’d

havetokillhimifyouhave,orhe’lljustdragyoutohislairandkeepyouthere.”

“I’mnotadragon.”
“Idon’tthinkhegivesarat’sass.NotthatIblamehim.Iwouldn’twanttoletyougoeither.Wanta

beer?”Colbyopenedthemini-fridgeandtookoutacouplecansofKirin,holdingoneouttome.Itookit,
andhesnappedopenthetopofhis.

“AreyouaJapanesedragon?”Iasked,rollingthechilledcanbetweenmyhands.
“No,I’madragondragon.Wedon’thavenationalities.”
“It’sjustthatyouhavefull-bodytattoosanddrinkKirinbeer.”
“SothatmakesmeJapanese?”Colbychuckled.“WithanamelikeColby?YournameisJanet,not

Runs-With-Coyotesorsomething.NotthatColby’smyrealone;it’sjusteasierforhumanstopronounce.”
Hesatdownonthebed,takingagulpofbeer.“IwasborninJapan,though.Istilllikeit.Thoughtabout
doingsomesumowrestling,butIcouldn’tputonthepoundage.Flyingaroundasadragonkeepsyou
lean.”

“I’llbet.”
Hegavemeanaffablegrin,butitheldwariness.“Whatdoyouwant,Stormwalker?Cometoscoldme

abouthowmeanItalkedtoMicky?”

“No,Iwanttoknowexactlyhowyouplantohelphim.PlusIwanttoknowwhyyou’rewillingtohelp

him.Youfedhimyourpreparedstory;nowIwanttoknowthetruth.”

Colbysippedhisbeer.Hedidn’treachtoputonashirt,buthisbodywassoinkeditwasasthoughhe

woreliving,paintedfabric.

“Dragontrialsareseriousshit,littleStormwalker,”hesaid.“Youshouldstayoutofit,likeMicky

wantsyouto.”

“I’llbedraggedintoitwhetherIlikeitornot.I’dratherwalkinmyself,onmyownterms.”
Colbygavemealookofnewrespect.“Youdohavestones,girl.Allright,here’sthedeal.Thedragons

willallowadefense,notoftheactualcrime,butoftheaccused.Kindoflikecharacterwitnesses,tostate
whytheydon’tthinktheaccusedshouldbeexecutedforthecrime.”

“Inotherwords,the‘trial’ismorelikeahearingtodecideMick’ssentence?”
“Prettymuch.Ifthedefensehappenstoprovetheaccused’sinnocenceintheprocess,thedragon

councilcanreverseitsverdict.”Heshrugged.“It’shappened.Onceortwiceinacouplethousandyears.”

Iopenedmybeerandtookacasualsip.“Itakeityoudon’tholdouthopeforthat.”
“It’sobviousthatMick’sguiltyinthiscase.Heagreedthathe’dwatchoveryouunlessyouwentforthe

vortexes,andthenhe’dkillyou.Youdid;hedidn’t.”

“Ican’tbetooupsetaboutthat.”
“Plushecan’tsolvetheproblembysimplykillingyounow.”Colbyleanedbackonhiselbowsonthe

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bed,beerheldnegligently.“Thatwon’tnegatethefactthatheshouldhavedoneittheminuteyoutriedto
openthevortex.No,hisonlychanceistomakethemunderstandwhyhedidit,andtoproveyou’reno
longeradangertothedragons.”

“Andsoyourushedouttotrytoreasonwiththedragoncouncilonhisbehalf?Why?ObviouslyMick

thinksofyouasanenemy.Tellmewhathappenedbetweenyoutwo.”

Colbygavemeanothergrin.“Now,forthat,you’llhavetoaskMicky.It’sold,oldhistory,butdragons

havelongmemories.”

“ThenwhyshouldMicktrustyou?”
“Becausethistime,I’monhisside.Irushedouttohelphim,becausethedragoncouncilwasgoingto

haveashamtrialandexecutehimwithoutdefense.Alreadydecided.Ifigured,whattheydotohim,they
candotome,soIpetitionedforthemtogivehimareal,legaltrial,stickingtotheletterofdragonlaw.
Thewholeworks.”

“Andyoudon’tcarewhetherhe’sexecuted,onlythathehasafairhearing.”
Colbyraisedhisbeertomeandtookasip.“That’saboutthesizeofit.”
Isetmybeercanonthetablebesidethetelevision,cametohim,leaneddown,andgotinhisface.“Let

metellyousomething,Colby.You’dbetterdamnwellcare.You’dbetterpulloutallthestopstosavehis
butt,orIguaranteetherewon’tbeanyonewhocansaveyours.”

“Hey,I’mnotafraidofyou,Stormwalker.Ifyouthrowlightningatme,I’lljustlapitup.I’dloveto,in

fact.I’dlapanythingoffyou,anydayoftheweek.”

Icouldn’tgrabhimbytheshirtsincehewasn’twearingone,soIreachedbehindhimforhislongbraid.

Hishairwaswarmandthick,likecoarsesilk.Mick’swasmuchthesame.Nothingdragonyaboutit.

“ButI’mmorethanjustaStormwalker,”Isaid.“Youknowthat.Plus,Ihavesomeverypowerful

friends.”Ilookedstraightintohiseyes.“Someofthemaregodswhodon’tmuchlikedragons.”

UneasinessflickeredinColby’sgaze,buthedidn’tdrophisbravado.“Youkeeptalkinglikethat,and

you’llcondemnMick,nomatterwhatItrytosaytothecouncil.Mylineofdefensewasgoingtobethat
you’reharmless,thatMickyunderstoodthattheordertokillyouwasunnecessary,andbesides,you
helpedsealupthevortexesandendthethreat.Dragonshatewaste,andtheydon’tlikearbitrarymurder,
especiallynotofinnocents.”

“Howethicalofthem.”
“Soyousee,sweetheart,inordertosaveMicky’shide,wehavetoconvincethedragonsthatyou’reno

threat.Nottothem,nottoanyone.”

“ButI’mnotathreat.”Ismiled.“Atleast,nottodragonsasawhole.Justtoyou.”
“No,darling,youare.You’rebubblingwithpower,andsoonerorlater,you’regoingtoblow.Iwas

willingtogiveMickythebenefitofthedoubtfornotoffingyou,andthenImetyou.”Hissmilewasgone,
hiseyesdarkeninglikeMick’sdid.“NowIthinkitwasn’thisfaulthecouldn’tkillyou.I’mbettingyou
wouldn’tlethim.”

IrememberedthenightI’dmetMick,himandmeinaseedymotelroomhe’ddraggedmetoafter

pullingmeoutofabigbarfight.Mickhaddaredmetotrytohurthim,andI’dbeenangryenoughand
scaredenoughtohithimwithlightning.I’dwatchedinshockwhileheabsorbedmystormpowerlikeit
wasnothing,andthenhe’dlaughedandtakenmeouttodinner.

Colbywaswrong.AllthedecisionsthatnighthadbeenMick’s,notmine.ThenightI’dopenedthe

vortexes,Mickhadstoodwithmeintherain,readytobreakmyneck.He’dhavedoneit;I’dfeltitinhim,
andhe’dhadthestrengthtodoit.Colbywastalkingoutofhisass.

IreleasedColby’sbraidandstraightenedup.“IfMickwantedmedead,hecouldhavekilledme

anytimesinceImethim.”

“Bullshit.Iseeinyoureyesthatyouwouldneverhavelethim.You’reapowerfulbeing,JanetBegay,

andyoulookdownontherestofus.I’llliemyassoffanddefendMicky,becauseIdon’twantthedragon

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councilgettingtoouppity.Butyou,girl,areanotherstory.Thedragonswererighttoputoutadeathorder
onyou.”

“Youtoldmethatwhenthedragonsfirstaskedyoutokillme,yourefused.”
“Hell,yes.I’mnottheirpuppet.Letthemdotheirowndirtywork.Plus,then,Ididn’treallybelieve

youwereathreat.WhatcouldaStormwalkerdoagainstthemightofthedragons,evenifyoudohavea
bitofgoddessinyou?”Helookedmeupanddownagain.“NowthatI’vemetyou,Ithinkyoucoulddoa
lotofdamage,nomatterhowsmallyouare.”

“Idon’tcareaboutanyofthat.Ihavenointentionofmessingwiththedragons;Ionlywanttosave

Mick.I’mnotlettinghimdiebecauseofme.Understand?”

“Oh,Iunderstand.So,helpmeconvincethedragonsthatyou’reharmless.That’sallyouhavetodo.”
Iwantedtorageathim.Ofcourse,Iwasharmless.Ofcourse,Icouldconvincethemofthat.
SowhydidIjuststandthere,doubtsflyingthroughmyhead?IhadtheawfulfeelingthatifMick’sfate

dependedonmybeingasweetandgoodlittleStormwalker,Mickwassoscrewed.

IleftColbyputtinguphisfeetandskimmingthroughthesatellitechannelsthemotelprovided.He’dgiven
mealottothinkabout,ideasthathadn’toccurredtome.I’dsomehowpreventedMickfromkillingme?
Couldn’tbe.MyBeneathmagichadalwaysbeendormantuntilrecently,andMickwasdamnpowerful,
whateverColbythoughtabouthim.

AssistantChiefSalascameoutoftheofficeasIpreparedtoclimbintoFremont’struck.“Hey,Janet.

Luistoldmeyouwerehere.Needtotalktoyou.”

Iwasimpatienttogo,butIlikedEmilioSalas,soIwaitedforhim.
“What’sup?”Iasked.“IknowthisisFremont’struck,butheletmeborrowit,honest.”
Salassmiled,eyescrinkling.Hewasgood-looking,aboutthirty,withblueblackhairanddarkeyes,

anddidhisjobwithquietefficiency.“It’snotaboutthetruck.It’sapersonalquestion.Youmind?”

Ishrugged.Ididn’treallylikepeopleaskingmepersonalquestions,butSalaswasaniceguy,and

besides,Icouldalwayschoosenottoanswer.

“I’mthinkingofaskingMayaout,”hesurprisedmebysaying.“Youknowherprettywell.Isitwortha

shot,orisshestillhunguponJones?”

ItoyedwiththekeyswhileIconsideredhowtoanswer.IrememberedhowNashhadbrushedoffany

questionaboutMayaduringourroadtrip,andthehurtinMaya’seyeswhenshe’dapproachedmeaboutit
atthediner.Iknewtheirproblemswerenoneofmybusiness,butNashneededakickinthepants,and
maybeSalaswouldgivehimthatkick.IhatedtowatchMayawastingherlifewaitingforNash.

“Isaygoforit,”Isaid.“Askher.IfMayadoesn’twanttogooutwithyou,she’lltellyou.”
“That’swhatI’mafraidof.Mayaspeakshermind,doesn’tshe?”
Icouldn’thelpsmilingback.Mayahaddecidedopinionsanddidn’tkeepthemtoherself.“Joneshad

hischance,andheblewit.There’sanoldNavajosayingthatIthinkapplieshere:‘Yousnooze,youlose.’

Salasburstoutlaughing.“Thanks,Janet.I’llaskher.IneverknowuntilItry,right?”
“Right.”
“I’lltakeachance.Seeyou,Janet.”Salasgavethetruckapatandwalkedaway,singingunderhis

breath.AtleastI’dmadeonepersonhappytoday.

NashJoneshimselfwaswaitingformeatmyhotel.Cassandrabehindthedesklookedlikethunder,andI
concludedthatNashhadpissedheroffinhisusualcharmingway.

“Office?”Nashstalkedtomycubbyholebehindreceptionwithoutwaitingformyreply.

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“HegrilledmeaboutwhatkindofwitchcraftIdid,”Cassandramuttered.“Ishoulddoaspelltomake

hisballsfalloff.”

“I’dpaytoseethat,”Isaidandwentintomyofficeandshutthedoor.
Nashwaitedformeonhisfeetlikeagentlemanandgesturedformetositdown.Ileanedmyhip

againstmydeskandfoldedmyarms,waiting.

Nashtookhislittlenotebookfromhispocketandflippedafewpages.“Whydidn’tyoumentionthat

CassandraBrysonwasawitch?WhenIaskedyouatthecrimescenewhatkindofapersoncouldhave
killedthevictim,yousaidwitches.YoutoldmeyouthoughtHeatherHansenincapableofthecrime,but
youneverbotheredtomentionthatyouemployawomanwhocallsherselfawitch.”

“Ididn’thavethechance.Lopezshowedup,andyoushovedusoffonhim.”
“Youhavethechancenow.WhatdoyouknowaboutMs.Bryson?”
“Thatshe’sadamngoodhotelmanager.That’snotwitchcraft;that’sknow-how.She’sgoodwiththe

customers.”

“IfshekilledthepersonIfoundoutinthedesert,Idon’tcarehowgoodsheiswithyourcustomers.”
“Untilyouhavecause,Jones,couldyounotinterrogatemyemployees?Ihaveahoteltorun.”
Nash’sgrayeyesflickedtomeoverthenotebook.“Ihaveamurdertosolve,andmylistofsuspectsis

prettyshort.Youassuredmethatthiswasamagicalcrime,andthatonlycertaintypesofpeoplecould
havedoneit.SofarIhaveCassandraBryson,Coyotewithnolastname,MickBurns,andyou.”

Icouldneverhavedonethat.Thatwasawful.”
Hisgazesharpened.“IsawhoweasilyyoukilledthosethingsattackingusinDeathValley.Fora

moment,Ithoughtyouweregoingtoturnonus.”

Igrewcoldatthememory,notsomuchofkillingthedemonsbutofhowI’dbeentemptedtotestmy

newpowersagainstadragonandamanwhocouldabsorbmagic.

Iclearedmythroat.“Foronething,theyweredemons,readytoeatusalive.”Igesturedtotheredscabs

onhisarms.“Foranother,itwasn’t‘easy.’Mickhadtocarrymedownthemountain,remember?AndI
didn’tnoticeyougettingtooupsetthatthedemonsweredead.”

“Iwasn’tsorrytoseethedangereliminated,no.ButIalsosawyoustruggletocontainyourself.The

incidenttellsmethatyouhavethepowerormagicneededtokillthepersonatmycrimescene,andMick
admittedtomethatadragoncouldhavedonethesame.”

“Mickhadnoideathebodywasoutthere,”Isaidquickly.“Hewaswithmeatthetimeinquestion,

remember?It’sinLopez’sstatement,I’msureinluriddetail.”

“Soyousay.Butyou’relovers.You’dcorroborateeachother.”
“Thisisano-winsituation,isn’tit?”
Nashflippedanotherpageofhisnotebook.“IfyouorMickdidit,I’llfindtheevidencetoproveit.

SamegoesforCoyote,ifIcaneverfindhim.”

“ThenwhyareyoubotheringCassandra?Shewashere,runningthehotellastnight.”
“Atthetimeofthemurder,Cassandraclaimstohavegoneforawalkalongtherailroadbedtotakea

breakandclearherhead.Noonesawher,andshemetnoone.”

“It’sthreeorfourmilesfromheretothecrimescene.What,shejoggedthereandback?”
“Shecouldeasilyhavedrivenhercarandmadeupthestoryofthewalk.Peopledotendtoliewhen

they’vecommittedacrime.Iwillbeverifyingthestory.Meanwhile,whydon’tyoutellmewhatyou
knowaboutCassandra?Besidesthefactthatshe’sgoodatrunningyourhotel.”

“Askheryourself,”Isaid.
“Idid.NowI’maskingyou.Don’tholdoutonme,Begay,orI’llaskyou—andher—inaninterrogation

room.”

Gods,hedrovemecrazy.
Ontheonehand,Ididn’twanttofeedmymanagertoJones.Ontheother—whatdidIreallyknow

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aboutCassandra?She’dworkedforaluxuryhotelchaininCalifornia,whichwasthemainreasonI’d
hiredher.WhenI’dquestionedherdecisiontomovefromLosAngelestomiddle-of-nowhereMagellan,
she’dsaidsheneededabreakfromtheratraceandthatshelikedtheenergyofthevortexes.I’dtakenthis
atfacevalue.IlikedCassandra,neededherhelp,anddidn’twanttoprytoomuch.

IgaveNashanabbreviatedversionofherworkhistory,whichhenoted.“That’snotmuchmorethan

shesaid.”

“It’sallIknow.Maybeshe’scomingoutofabadrelationshipanddoesn’twantthemaninvolvedto

knowwheresheis.”Orwomaninvolved,Iaddedsilently,thinkingoflookspassedbetweenherand
Pamela.

Nashclosedhisnotebook.“WhenpeoplemovetoMagellanfornoapparentreason,itinterestsme.It’s

notasthoughMagellanisthegardenspotoftheworld.”

ForinterestsIknewhemeantannoys.Nashlikedtokeephisfingeronthepulseofeverythingthatwent

oninHopiCounty.Nashhadthreedeputiesunderhim,andbothFlatMesaandMagellanhadpolice
departments,butNashmanagedtopatroleverymileofhisterritory.HopiCountywassmall,squeezed
betweenthelargerentitiesofNavajoandCoconino,soitwasn’tdifficulttodriveitsperimeters,butIhad
towonderwhentheguyslept.

“Areyoudonegrillingme?”Iasked.“Ihavethingstodo.”
“WhataboutCoyote?”
Iblinked.“Whatabouthim?”
“Whatdoyouknowabouthim?Wheredoeshegowhenhe’snotinMagellan?”
“Ihaven’tthefaintestidea.He’sagod.Maybehelivesoutinthedesertasacoyote.Maybehehasa

den.”

Hesparedmeanirritatedglance.“He’sNativeAmerican.”
“Wedon’tallknoweachother,”Isaid.“Besides,he’snotDiné.He’snotanytribespecifically.He’s

Coyote.”

“Itdoesn’texcusehimofmurder.Notinmyjurisdiction.”
IcouldimaginetheNorsegodstryingtohaveRagnarok,andNashliftinghishand,cop-style,and

saying,“No,youdon’t.Notinmyjurisdiction.”

Isaid,“Well,ifyoudomanagetofindhim,youcanaskhimwhetherhedidit.Goodluckgettinga

straightanswer.Now,Ireallyhavethingstodo.”

Nashdidn’tlikebeingdismissed.“Whatthingsdoyouhavetodo?”
“Hotelthings.Ihaveabusinesstorun.”
Nashtuckedhisnotebookandpenintohispocket.“Don’tleavetown.”
“What?Whythehellnot?”
“You’reasuspect.Don’tgoanywhereuntilI’veclearedyou.”
Damntheman.IwantedtogouptoHomol’ovitoseeifIcouldfigureoutwhathadhappenedtoJim

Mohan.

Nashgavemeasuspiciousstare,butthen,hisstaresweremostlysuspicious,soitwasdifficultto

decidewhathewasthinking.Atlastheleftmealone,andIsatdowninthedeskchairandstaredoutthe
windowatthewide,sunlitsky.

IknewIhadn’tkilledwhoeverhadlaininthedesertgrassessouthoftown,butNashwasright;Icould

have.Ifeltthepowercrawlinginsideme,dancingwithglee,wantingawayout.Likewise,Icouldhave
crushedColbyanytimeIwantedtotoday,andhe’dknownit.Coyotehadwarnedmeaboutmymagic,and
sohadMick,andnowNashbelievedittoo.

Theywereallwaitingformetogoonarampage,tokilleveryoneinmypath,andthetroublewas,I

hadnoideawhethertheywerewrong.Isqueezedmyeyesshutandclenchedmyhands.I’dlearned
controlovermystormpowers;Icouldlearncontroloverthis.Couldn’tI?

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ThebestthingIcoulddo,Ireasoned,wastofigureoutwhathadhappened.Ifthemurdervictimwas

Jim,myhotelguest,orifJimhadbeenthekiller,Ineededtofindout.IcouldpresentthesolutiontoNash
andclearmyself,Mick,Coyote,andCassandra.

IfNashdidn’tlikethehumancrimesofmurderanddrugdealinginhiscounty,Ididn’tlike

unaccounted-forsupernaturalbeingsrunningaroundmyterritory.Ilefttheoffice,toldCassandraI’dbe
gonetherestoftheday,andfetchedoneofouroldmapsofHomol’ovi.

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Thirteen

Iwaitedforty-fiveminutesbeforeIleftthehoteltomakesurethatJoneswasreallygone.Iwouldn’tputit
pasthimtodoublebacktocheckuponme.WhenIfiguredhewouldbesafelyharassingthenextperson
onhislist,ImountedmybikeanddroveupthehighwaytoWinslow.

OnthenorthsideofWinslow,Iturnedontothenarrowroadthatledtheshortdistancetotheruinson

thebanksoftheLittleColorado.Homol’oviwasthesiteofsettlementsdatingbackabouteighteen
hundredyears,thelargeabovegroundpueblosbeingbuiltduringthetwelvehundreds.Archaeologists
calledtheculturethatbuiltthemtheAnasazi,andtheyweretheancestorsofthecurrentpueblopeoples,
includingtheZunisandHopis.

Thestateparkwasclosedfornow,butthatdidn’tstopdeterminedpeoplefrompokingaroundtheruins.

Iparkedmymotorcyclewellofftheroadandlookedaround,usingthemaptotoorientmyselftowhatI’d
seeninthevisionaswellasinthephotosonJim’sdiscardedcamera.

AgreenstreakofvegetationonredbrownlandshowedtheflowoftheLittleColorado,whichsnaked

acrossthedesertwithlife-givingwater.Ihikedthatway,keepingthemoundsofthepuebloruinsinsight.
Jamisonhadtoldmethatthosebuildings,partofacomplexcivilization,hadcontainedmorethana
thousandrooms.

Theruinswereemptyandsilent,buttheriverteemedwithlife.Birdscalledinthetrees,andwater

birdswadedthroughthestream,anoasisinanaridland.Fivestepsbehindme,thedampbanksgaveway
toharddesert,buthere,thewetwasacoolandwelcomerelief.

Ifoundnothing,however,noclueaboutJimorwhathadhappenedtohim.OnceI’dambledalongthe

riverabit,Iclimbedbacktodrierlandandwalkedtowardtheexcavationsites.Abouthalfwaybetween,
Istopped.Here,Ithought.Itwashere.

Asinthevision,IsawthewallsofwhatwascalledHomol’oviIIinfrontofme,theriverbehindme.

TherewasnothingthattoldmewhyJimhadstoppedhere,butmaybehe’dwantedtotakeadistanceshot
oftheruinsagainsttheearthandsky.Theprofessionalphotographerinmewouldn’thavechosenthis
angle;therewerebetterplacesfromwhichtoshoot.Butthen,asfarasIknew,Jimhadjustcomehereto
takeprettypictures,notgethisfineartsdegree.

ButIknewI’dfoundtheplaceofhisdeath.Ismelledithere,theacridsweetnessofdecay,similarto

whathadbeenatthemurderscenesouthofMagellan,butthishaddissipatedwithtime.Ialsofelta
residueofpower,strongpower,againthatgodlikebutuncertainmagicI’dfeltattheothercrimescene.
Somethingevilhaddisturbedthesacrednessofthisplace.

Asawaflashofmovement,andIrememberedthattheparkwasclosed,butpeoplewhoworriedabout

theruinswatcheditclosely.IhopedIwasn’tabouttobearrestedforbeingasuspectedlooter—itwasa
felonytopocketsomuchasapotsherdorobsidianblade.Wouldn’tNashlovethat?

Anotherflash,andamansprangfromnowheretolandonhisfeetinfrontofme.Hehadawhiteand

blackfaceandagapingredmouth,andIscreamed.

Themanputhishandstoeithersideofhisfaceandmimedmyscreamback.Istopped,outofbreath,

andthenIstartedtolaugh.

Hewasaclown,aKoshare,hismostlynakedbodypaintedwithblack-and-whitestripes,two

ridiculousblack-and-whitestripedhornsrisingfromhishead.KosharesappearedwiththeHopikachina
dancers,whodressedinelaboratecostumestoactthepartsofgodsandspirits,excepttheKoshare
weren’ttechnicallykachinasbecausetheydidn’twearmasks.Thedancersbelieved,andsodidI,thatthe
spiritofthekachinatheyportrayedfilledthemwhiletheyperformed.Kosharesweretheclownsofthe
group,theretomakepeoplelaughbutalsotoprovideadmonitiononbadbehaviorthroughtheirjokesand

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antics.

Iwonderedwhyonewaswayouthere.Kachinadancesusuallyhappenedinthespring,duringgrowing

season,andnon-Indianswerenotalwaysprivilegedtowatch.Butmaybehe’djustcomeouthereto
communewiththespiritsinthisquietplaceortokeepaneyeonit.

TheKosharejumpedupanddownonbothfeet,clutchinghisheadandlookingterrified.Thenhedida

cartwheel,whirledaround,stuckouthisbackside,andbrokewind.IlaughedashardasIhadasalittle
kid,whenI’dbeenhappilyinnocentofstormmagic,Beneathmagic,dragons,andotherterrifyingthings.

Thepaintedmandidabackflipwithenviableathleticism.Hisloinclothswungwide,baringeverything

tome,butIwastheonlyonearoundtosee.

Iclappedmyhandslikethefive-year-oldI’dbeen.“Again,”Iurgedhim.
Themanspunononeleg,theotherstraightoutlikeadancer’s.Heputhisfootdowninabigstomp;

thenhearchedforwardinasuddenthrust,andIstoppedlaughing.

TheKosharefroze,armsflungout,thrustslightlyforward,exactlyasJimhaddoneinmyvision.Then,

againinanidenticalmanner,theKosharefelltohiskneesandbuckledontotheground.

Irantowherehelayunmoving,theblack-and-whitepaintonhisbodynowcoveredwithdust.I

crouchednexttotheman,unsurewhetherIshouldhelphimup.

“Yousawhim,didn’tyou?Whathappened?”
Themanjerked,hiswholebodyliftingofftheground.Isprangoutoftheway,andhestoodup,limbs

stiff,lookingdisoriented,justasJimhad.

TheKosharehadseenJimdieandcomebacktolife.
“Tellmewhathappened,”Isaid.
Foranswer,themancoweredaway,raisinghisarmsinaprotectivegesture.Helookedterrifiedofme,

eyeswidebehindhispaint.HebackedupasIcametowardhim.

“Ididn’tkillhim,”Isaid.“Ihadnothingtodowithit.”
Heputhisfingersinhismouthandmimedhisteethchattering.Thenhethrewopenhisarmsandspun

around,pretendingtobepickedupbyawhirlwindandslammedtotheground.TheKosharelaythereina
limpheap,thedustkickedupbyhisbodysettlingontohiswideandstilleyes.

Oh,shit,hereallylookeddead.Irantohimagain,sweattricklingdownmyface,andreachedtocheck

hispulse.

Abigpaintedhandclosedovermywrist.Theguywasbig,hishandenvelopingmyarminahardgrip.

Hecouldsnaptheboneanytimehewantedto.

TheKosharepulledmeupwithhimasherosetohisfeet.Hegrabbedmyotherhand,crossedour

wrists,andstartedpullingmearoundinacircle.Fasterandfasterwetwirled,myfeetdancingtokeepup
withhim.Istartedtofall,buthisstronghandspulledmebackup.Theworldwhirledaroundme,bluesky,
redearth,greenlineoftheriver,puebloruins,emptyhorizon.

“Stopit,”Ipanted.“I’mgoingtobesick.”
Hewentfaster,andtheworldspuninablur.Panictookover.Iclawedathishands,tryingtogetaway,

buthewasdamnstrong.Hehadbrowneyes,NativeAmericaneyes,buthewidenedthemsofarthatI
startedseeingonlywhite.

TheKoshareletmego.Ispunaroundbymyselfandfellhardtothedirt.HewasontopofmebeforeI

couldgaspforbreath,pinningmywristswithhishands.Ilookedintohisterriblewhiteeyes,andavoice
rolledthroughmyhead.

Wearewatchingyou.We,thelordsofthesky,willnotletyouwin.
Oh,hell,hewasnolongeramaninpaint;hewasagod,arealone.Hecouldannihilatemewitha

singlethought.

Asifinanswer,myBeneathmagicroseinme,likingthechallenge.Meoragod?IfIbestedhim,who

wouldn’tbowdowntome?

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Hismouthopenedwide,wider,asthoughhewoulddevourme.Ilookeddownaredgulletandasilent

scream,andmyownscreamechoedacrossthevalley.

Iheardthepoundingofpawsonearth,thesnarlofananimal,andtheKosharerolledoffmeright

beforeahundredandmorepoundsofcoyotehithim.TheKosharescrambledtohisfeetandstarted
running,movinginacomicallopewithkneesupandfeetout.Coyotechasedhim,andtheKoshare
sprintedaway,limbsflying.

TheKoshareandCoyotedisappearedunderthetreesthatlinedtheriver,whileIsat,myarmsaround

myknees,tryingtocatchmybreath.

Afterafewminutes,Coyotetrottedbackaloneandfloppedtothegroundnexttome,panting.Earlier

today,he’dthreatenedmylife,butrightnowIwasgladtoseehim.Ithrewmyarmsaroundhisneck,
sinkingmyfaceintohisroughcoat.Hesmelledlikesunshineanddust,warmandcomforting.

Theywilldoit,Coyote’svoicesaidinmyhead.ButnotuntilIpermitit.
“Thanks.Ifeelsomuchbetter.”Isatupandwipedmyeyes.“Pleasedon’ttellmeyouhavefleas.”
Coyotescratchedathissidewithabackfoot,andhislaughterrumbledthroughmyhead.
“ThatKosharewitnessedJim’smurder,”Isaid.“Correction,murderandresurrection.Ordoyouthink

hefoundJimandbroughthimbacktolife?”

No.Theclownisharmlessotherthanbeingannoying.Butsomethingevilhasbeenhere.Youfeelit.
Idid,thoughnotasstronglyasIhadattheothermurdersite.“Idonotneedthisontopofworrying

aboutthedragons.WhatamIgoingtodoaboutthedragons?”

ThatoneIcan’thelpyouwith.Dragonshavetheirownlaws,theirowngods,theirownhang-ups.
“Thenwhatgoodareyou?Yougivemecrypticwarningsandthreatenmylife,butwheneverIaskfor

advice,youbrushmeoff.”

I’mCoyote.It’swhatIdo.
“Whatyoureallymeanis,youdon’tknow.”
Hechuckled.Idon’tknowshitaboutdragons;Iadmitit.Theoneyousleepwithisapowerful

bastard.Morepowerfulthanthedragoncouncilwantstobelieve.

“Ishe?Inwhatway?”
Coyoteignoredme—ofcoursehedid.Henarrowedhiseyes,focusingonthetreesaroundtheriver.I

lookedthatwayinalarm,andafewsecondslater,theKoshareburstoutofthebrush,leavesflying,and
startedrunningtowardthepueblo,awayfromus.Helookedsmallersomehow,andgenuinelyspooked.

“He’sthemannow,”Isaid,realizing.“Thegodinhabitedhim,butnowit’sgone.”
WhentheKosharewashalfwaybetweenusandtheruins,Coyotejerkedhismuzzle,andthebackofthe

Koshare’sloinclothburstintoflame.Heranfaster,thenjumpedintotheairandcamedownonhis
backside,bumpingupanddownonthegrounduntilthefirewentout.

Coyotegaveasatisfiedchuckle.I’vealwayshatedclowns,hesaid.

Iwalkedintothehotel’sbackentrancetobestoppedbyMick’sstrongarmbarringthewaydownthehall.
Thesettingsuntouchedhiseyes,whichhadchangedfrombluetodeepblack.

“Hey,Mick,”Isaidtiredly.Itriedtoduckpasthim,butMicksteppedinfrontofme,wrappedhisarm

aroundmywaist,andpulledmeoffmyfeet.

“Itoldyou,”hesaid.“Iwon’talwaysletyouwalkaway.”
“I’mnottryingtowalkaway.I’mtryingtogotakeashower.”
Mick’shumanbodywastwicethesizeofmineandabouttentimesasstrong.Heliftedmewithease

andcarriedmethroughthebedroomandtothebathroom,wherehesetmeonthefloorandpulledoffmy
shirt.

“Youcantellmeaboutwherethehellyou’vebeenwhileIwashyou,”hesaid.

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“Mick...”
Hesnappedontheshowertofullyhotanddivestedmeofmyclothes.Ididn’tresistmuch,becauseI

wassweatyandmuckyandwantedsoapandwater.Micksatmeonthelipofthetubwhilehetuggedoff
mybootsandsocks,thenmypants.NotuntilhisbighandswerepullingdownmypantiesdidItrytopush
himaway.

“Icandothat.”
Hiseyeswentdarker.Hebattedmyhandsoutofthewayandyankedmypantiesdownovermybutt.

Thenhepushedmylegsapartandlickedbetweenmythighs,hiswhiskersscrapingmysensitiveskin.

Ileanedback,andtheshowersprayedovermyface.“Mick,no.”
Mickraisedhishead,andtheabsoluterageinhiseyesnearlystoppedmyheart.“Wherewereyouthat

yougotbangeduplikethis?”Heturnedmywristsover,showingmebruisesandabrasions.

“Homol’ovi.”
“Whatthehellwereyouuptherefor?Whowereyoufighting,archaeologists?”
“Veryfunny.AKoshare.”
Mick’seyesnarrowed,andItoldhimthestoryofmyvisionandhowI’dgoneuptoHomol’ovito

investigatethedeathofJim,despiteNashtryingtoconfinemetotown,andwhathadhappenedthere.I
sensedMick’sangergrowasIspoke.

“IsecondNash’srequestthatyoudon’tleavetown,”hegrowledwhenIfinished.“Oreventhehotel.I

especiallydon’twantyounearColby.Youwenttoseehim.”

“Whyshouldn’tIhave?Iwantedanswers.”
“Idon’twantyouinvolvedinthis.”
“Soyouwantmetostandbyandwatchwhiletheykillyou?”Icouldyelljustasloudashecould.

“Whatareyougoingtodo,Mick?TellthemtospareyoubecauseyourealizedIwasyoursoulmate?”

“Somethinglikethat.”
“Howunbelievablystupid.”
“Youletmeworryaboutthat,”Micksaid.
Ihatedthis.HereIwassitting,naked,ontheedgeofmytub,whiletheshowerstreameddownbehind

me,arguingwithamanIwasbothfuriouswithandtryingtokeepalive.Mick,stilldressedandhalf-wet,
kneltinfrontofme.

“They’regoingtokillyou,”Irepeated.“They’vealreadydecidedtheverdict.You’llbeasheep

walkingtoitsownslaughter.”

“I’mnotasweakasthedragonsandColbythinkIam.IknowwhatColbysaidhewasupto,tryingto

defendme,butthatdoesn’tmeanhecanbetrusted.”

“Andyet,heturneddownthedragoncouncil’staskofhuntingmedownandkillingme.”
“Becausehe’safuckingcoward.Helikestopretendtoberebellious,sohetoldthedragoncouncilto

screwthemselves.Butonlybecausehedidn’thavetheballstofaceyou.”

“Andyoudid?”Iasked.
“Yes.”
Ibelievedthat.I’donlyeverseenMickafraidonce,andeventhenhe’dlaughedashegotreadytodie.
Itshouldamusemethatallthesebad-assdragonsweresoafraidofme.I’dbeenexhaustedandterrified

thenightMickhadmetme,surprisedthatIcouldmusterenoughmagictofighthim.

Butifthey’dthoughtmeanythinglikemyhell-goddessmother,thentheywererighttobeafraid.Lucky

forthem,I’dgrownupwithmygrandmother,whoprobablycouldgotoe-to-toewithmymotherinabattle
ofsarcasmandstrongwills.Inacontestofmagic,however,mygrandmotherwouldn’tstandachance.
NeitherwouldMick,orColby,ortheirdragoncouncil.

“Yousaidyouchangedyourmindwhenyousawmefight,”Isaid.“WhenIdidn’ttrytokillthose

assholesinthebar.”

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Mickliftedmeintohisarmsandcradledmeonhislap,hisjeansroughonmynakedbackside.“Iwas

readytokillyouwithoutthought.Iadmitthat.UntilIsawyoustandingaloneagainstthoseidiotsinthat
bar.Thatwasthemomentmyworldchanged.YouwerethemostamazingthingI’deverseen.”

“That’swhyyouletmelive?”
Hekissedmyhair,lipssogentle.“Irealizedthatthedragoncouncilwerefools.They’rearrogantand

ruledbytheiregosandtheirfear.Youareastonishing,Janet.You’resomethingtobetreasured,andI
wantedtoprotectyouforaslongasyoulived.”

Thehollowofhisthroatwasrightatmylips,soeasytolick.Ilovedthesalttasteofhimonmytongue.

“YoutoldmeonceyouwereafraidI’dglammedyou.”

“Damnright.Ididn’ttrustmyselfaroundyou.”Hekissedmyhairagain,histouchalittlerougherthis

time.

Iwasgoingtolosehim.Iknewthatwithcertaintyasateartrickledintomymouth.Notsomuchfrom

theupcomingdragontrial,butbecauseofmeandwhatIwas.

Youcanhavehimalways,inanywayyoulike.
Whatevervoicewhisperedtome,Mickdidn’thearit.Helaidmedownonthebathroomrug,thesoft

whitenapticklingmyback.Mickkissedmeasheunfoldedhisbigbodyovermine,pinningmefirmly.

Hekeptkissingmeasheslidhishandsdowntomybarebreasts,palmsroughagainstthem.Iarchedto

meethim,wantingtotwinearoundhimandpullhiminside.Ilovedhisbody,alwayswarmandhardand
readyformine.

Youcanmakehimdowhateveryouwant,andyoucanmakethedragonsleavehimalone.
Micklickedhiswaytomybreastsandtookonedarkpointbetweenhisteeth.Hishairfelltomyskin,

thecurlscoarseundermyfingertips.

“Mick.”Ipressedupintohim,andheopenedhismouthovermybreast.
Iwassuddenlynotafraid.NotofMick,notofColby,orthedragoncouncil,orevenCoyote.Ihad

powertomatchthemandtobestthem.IcoulddoanythingIpleased.Nomorehiding,nomoreshame
aboutmyorigins.Itdidn’tmatter.Ihadmorepowerthanallofthemputtogether.

AsuddenimageoftheKoshareslammedintomyhead.Hisredmouthopenedinhisblack-and-white

face,andtheeyesofagodburnedintomybrain.

Iscreamed.Mickjerkedhismouthfrommybreastandpeereddownatmeinworry.“Whatisit,baby?

AmIhurtingyou?”

“No.”Iclutchedathim,myheartpoundingcrazilyinfear.“Dome,Mick.Now.Please.”MaybeifI

lostmyselfinsexwithhim,thevisionsandthewhisperswouldstop.

Mick’sansweringsmilerippedatmyheart.Hepulledoffhisshirt,thenstoodandstrippedoffhis

pants,boots,andunderwearinrecordtime.Hewashardandready,hiscockdarkandlifting.Isatupand
tookitinmymouth.

“Damnit,”Mickgroaned.
Hehadn’tseenanythingyet.Islidmyhandbetweenhislegs,gentlyplayingwithhisballs,and

stretchedmymouthoverhim.

Mickwasn’tquiet.Heheldontotheshowerrodandstartedtellingme,betweennoisesofpleasure,all

thedirtythingshewantedtodowithme.“I’mgoingtofuckyouuntilyoucan’twalk,Navajogirl.Then
I’mgoingtotieyoutothebedanddoitsomemore.”

Finebyme.Iwastootiredtogoanywhere,anyway.
“ThenI’mgoingtobendyourassoverthisbathtubandgiveyoueveryinchofme.”
Iprettymuchhadeveryinchofhimnow.Iplayedwithhimwithmytongueandfingersforafew

momentslonger;thenIslidmybodyuphis,twinedmyarmsaroundhisneck,andkissedhim.

Mickarousedwasabeautifulsight.Hiseyesdarkenedtoblackagain,hisbad-boysmilesgone.Isaw

usinthemirror,aslimgirlwithblackhairandatallmanwithdarkskinenvelopingher.

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HewasmuchbiggerthanIwas,soitwasalittlelikeclimbingatree,butImanagedtoworkmyway

intohisarms,mylegsaroundhiships.Mickheldmeunderthebuttocks,hissmileshiningoutagainashe
slidhimselfinsideme.

Ishoutedashewentintome,hardanddeep.Heheldmetightlyandrockedwithme,screwingme

solidlyrightthereinthebathroom.Hisbackwastothemirror,andIwatchedoverhisshoulderashisass
moved,myeyesshiningwiththejoyofit.

Theonlyproblemwiththeeroticpicturewasthatthegleamundermyhalf-closedlidswasn’tmyusual

brown,butalighticegreen.

Mickactuallydidallthosewonderfulthingshe’dpromisedme.Oursexlifehadneverbeenconventional,
notfromdayone.

Iwokeupasthesunrose.Micksnoredsoftlybesideme,hisbodykeepingminewarm.Theaircoming

throughtheopenwindowhadabitetoit,thepromiseofwinter.

Idrowsed,tryingtosummontheenergytoriseandperformmymorningritualoutsidethebackdoor.

EverymorningIscatteredcornandsaidaprayertotheeast,greetingtherisingsun.Itwasimportantto
me.Butsomedays,liketoday,afteranall-nightrampagewithMick,itwasdifficulttogetgoing.

I’dalmostconvincedmyselftomovewhenabrightflamesquirtedthroughthedoorlock,followedby

Colbyswingingopenthedoor.

Mickwasonhisfeetinaninstant,allsix-foot-sixofhim,hishandsfulloffire.Iwascovered,atleast,

butIglaredatColbyovertheblankets.

“Don’tyouknock?”Isnapped.
“Ifiguredyou’dbetoobusytoopenthedoor.”Colbycloseditbeforeearly-risinghotelguestscould

lookdownthehallandseemewithmynakedboyfriend.Micklethisfirerecede,buthedidn’tmove.

“Whatdoyouwant?”Iasked,sinceMickdidn’tlookinclinedtotalk.Kill,yes;talk,no.
“Iheardfromthedragoncouncilthismorning.Theyfinallysetadateforthetrial—tendaysfromnow

ashumanscounttime.Plustheytoldmewhatkindofsentencethey’llgiveyou.”Colbylookedboth
disturbedandslightlygleeful,astrangecombination.“I’msorry,Micky.ItwillbeOrdeal.”

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Fourteen

“Youaredamnwellgoingtotellmewhatitmeans,”IsnarledatColbywhenthethreeofusshut
ourselvesinthesaloon,MickandIdressed.“Whatkindofordeal?”

“Adeadlyone,”Colbysaid.“Theyalwaysare.”
Mickseemedtheleastdisturbedbythenews.Heleanedagainstthebar,underthemagicmirror,which

Iknewwaslisteningwithfullattention.

“Elaborate,”Isaid.
Colbyshrugged.“Can’t.TheOrdealwon’tbedetermineduntilwereachthetrial.Eveniftheydecide

beforehand,theywon’ttellus.”

“Thenwhatisthepointofadefense?”
“Oh,now,sugar,”themirrordrawled.“Iknowthatone.Thedefenseistoconvincethedragoncouncil

togiveMickyanordealhemightpossiblysurvive.That’swhytheydon’tdecideuntilhe’sthere.”

“You’vegottobekiddingme.”
“No,honeybunch.It’swhatdragonsdo.Ferociouslittlebeasties.”
“Thisisbullshit.”Iverymuchwantedtogetmyhandsaroundthenecksofthedragoncouncil.“So,

they’lleithergiveyouatestyou’llneversurviveor,iftheylikeColby’sdefense,they’llgiveyouoneyou
haveaslightchanceofsurviving?”

“Yep,”Colbysaid.“Yougotit.”
“Idon’tbelievethis.”
“It’stheirjobtomakeitdamnhardonadragonwhobreaksthelaw,”Micksaidtoocalmlyformy

taste.“Dragonsarepowerfulbeings.Wehavetostayundercontrolsomehow.”

Iclenchedmyfists.“AndyourdefenseisgoingtobethatI’mnotreallyathreattodragons?NotthatI

don’twanttostranglethetwointhisroomrightnow.”

“AndJanetisathreat,”themirrorputin.“There’snothingstrongerouttherethanher.She’sa

superbitch,thoughIlovehertopieces.”

Iglaredatthemirror.“Don’thelp.”
“Sorry,sugar.IcallthemasIseethem.”
“Themirror’snotwrong,”Colbysaid.“Yougottacontrolyourself,orMicky’stoast.”
Mickliftedhishandsandletfiregatherinthem.“Getout.”
“I’monlytryingtohelp,oldfriend.”
“Thehellyouare,”Micksaid.“Iwouldn’tputitpastthecounciltosendyouheretofigureoutmy

plans,sotheycanprepareforcontingencies.”

“Aw,nowI’mhurt.”Colby’sfingersstartedtoburn.“Idon’ttakeordersfromthefriggingdragon

council.”

“Thatdoesn’tmeantheydidn’tsendyou.Forpunishmentmaybe.Whatdidyoudo?”
Iwantedtobreakintotheargument,butColbylookedsoguilty,Istopped.“Wait,youmeanMick’s

right?”

“Ididn’tliewhenIsaidI’mworkingtomakethemgiveyouafairtrial.Yes,theysentmetosussyou

out,butItoldyou,Idon’ttakeordersfromthem.I’mnottellingthedragoncouncilshit.”

SomehowIbelievedhim.Evenifithadn’tbeenColby’scompletelyaltruisticideatocomehere,he

didn’tseemthetypetorushoutandtellanauthorityfigureeverythingheknew.

“Sowhatdidyoudo?”Irepeatedthequestion.
“MaybeIpoachedoneofthedragoncouncil’sbitonthesideformyself.”
Mickshothimalookofdisgust,butthemirrorlaughed.“Now,thisIwanttohear,”itcrooned.

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“Iwanttohearittoo,”Isaid.Colbywasanasshole.HereI’dhopedthattherewassomethinghecould

dotohelpMick,andnowthefingersofworryweretighteningaroundmeagain.

“Issheacutedragon?”themirrorasked.“Alittlerednumber,maybe?”
“She’shuman,”Colbysaid.“ShelivesinTexas,andshedoesn’tknowwe’redragons.Theheadofthe

dragoncouncilishersugardaddy,eventhoughhe’smated.Ijustshowedheralittlefun.”

“Andgotcaught,”Ifinished.
“Somethinglikethat.SoI’mputtingmyassonthelineforyou,Micky.Theysentmetospyonyou,sure,

butIdidn’tliewhenIsaidIdon’twantthemoffingmewithoutatrial.SoI’mhelpingyou,notthem.”

“Why?”IaskedColby.“Whyriskdeathbetrayingthedragons?”
Colbyshrugged,histattoosmoving.“Screwthem.”
Mickleanedbackagainstthebar.“Youdon’tchange,doyou?”
“Hey,lovemeasIam.”
“Youknow,”Isaid,keepingmyvoicemild.“IfIfriedyounow,itwouldsaveusallalotofbother.

MaybethedragoncouncilwouldspareMickifIdid.”

Colbydidn’tlookworried.“Don’tbetonit.Besides,youdon’tknowyourwayaroundadragon

counciltrial.Ido.Andifyouuseyourgoddess-from-Beneathmagiconme,youcankissyourhopesof
savingMickygood-bye.Youcanmurdertheentiredragoncouncil,ofcourse,butwhatwouldthatmake
you?”

“Don’tthinkIhadn’tthoughtofit,”Isaid.
“You’dbetterkeepyourlittleStormwalkerundercontrol,Micky.She’llbethedeathofusall.”
Mick’slipsweretightwithrage.“Let’stalkoutside,Colby.”
“Whatfor?”
“Now.”
“Gods,youarestillabastard.Whatdon’tyouwantJanettohear?”
“I’dliketoknowthattoo,”Isaid.
Mickwaspissed.HestrodebymeandcaughtColby’sshoulder,propellinghimout.Iknewhedidn’t

wanttotalktoColbyinfrontofthemirror,becauseIcouldeitherlisteninusingmyshardorcommandthe
mirrortoreportwhattheysaidlater.

BeforeMickandColbyreachedthedoor,itopened,andMayaMedina,inherwhitecoverall,stopped

andstaredatthethreeofus.Colbyletoutanappreciativewhistle.

“Hey,senorita,wanttothrowbacksomemargaritaswithme?”
MayagavehimascornfullookasonlyMayacould.“Whothehellareyou?”
“Yourdreamcometrue,sweetheart.”
“Imightpuke.”Mayashovedpasthim,hertoolboxjustmissinghisgroin.“It’stooearlyinthemorning

forassholes.”

Mick’sangersoftenedenoughforachucklebeforeheshovedColbyoutthedoor.Icloseditbehind

themand,justtobeannoying,lockedit.

“Really,whoisthatguy?”Mayaaskedme.“Mickisfriendswithsomeonelikehim?”
“Mickisenemieswithsomeonelikehim.”Istillhadn’tgottenoneofthemtotellmewhathadgoneon

betweenthem,butIwould.“Ithoughtyou’dfixedthatshortinhere.Don’ttellmetherearemore.”

“Justcheckingonit.Actually,Icametotalktoyou.”
“Atsixinthemorning?”
“Ithoughtyou’dbeoutsidethrowinggrainaround.Iwantedtoseeyoubeforeanyoneelsewasup.”
“Myoffice,”Isaidwithoneeyeonthemirror.
Themirrorgavemearaspberry.“Beeyotch.”
Maya,notbeingmagical,didn’thearit.IgaveitthefingerbehindMaya’sbackasweleftthesaloon

andwalkedthroughtheemptylobby.Cassandrawasn’tdueinuntilsix-thirtywiththepastries,when

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early-risingguestswouldstartcheckingoutorlookingforbreakfastorboth.

MayathumpedhertoolboxtomydeskasIshuttheofficedoor,andsheplopped,cross-legged,ontomy

couch.Eveninherbody-hidingcoverallwithherworkcaponherpinned-uphair,MayaMedinawasa
beautifulwoman.

“EmilioSalasaskedmeout,”shesaid.
Ah,girltalk.TheincongruitybetweenthatandthediscussionI’djusthadinthesaloonalmostmademe

wanttolaugh.Ididn’t,though.Mayalookedtoounhappy.

Isatdownnexttoherandrestedmyfeetonthecoffeetable.“Didhe?”
“Iknowyou’renotsurprised,becausehetoldmeheaskedyouifheshould.”
“Whatdidyoutellhim?”
“Isaidyes.”
Ismiled.“Goodforyou.”
“Idon’tknow.I’vealwayslikedEmilio,but...”Mayaslammedherhattothetableandrubbedahand

throughherebonyhair.“I’mlyingtomyselfifIthinktherewilleverbeanythingmorebetweenmeand
Nash.Whatwehadwasoveralongtimeago.Wehadachance,andweblewit.”

Maya’slowerlashesweredamp,buthermouthwasset,asthoughshe’dbedamnedifshecriedover

this.

“Youreallylovehim,don’tyou?”Iasked.
“Yes.”Thewordtoreoutofher.“Idon’tknowwhy;NashandIaretotallyincompatible.Wefoughtall

thetimeweweregoingout,andwefightnow.It’swhatIgetforfallingforawhiteguy,Iguess.Atleast
SalasisLatino.TheJoneses,theybleedwhite.”

“Nash’swhitenessneverbotheredyoubefore,”Isaid.“Besides,hehasanicetan.”
“Exceptonhisass.Healwayswearsshorts,evenifnoonecanseehim.”Ateartrickleddownher

cheek.

Mayawasn’tthekindofwomanwholikedsquishygirlhugs,andneitherwasI,soIdidn’treachfor

her.Itwasonereasonwewerestartingtogetalong.“Didyoucometoaskmewhetheryoushouldgoout
withSalas?”

“Idon’tknowwhatIcameherefor.”Mayaunfoldedherlegstostandup.“Stupididea.”
“No,stay.We’regoingtofixthis.”
Mayashookherheadbutslumpedbacktothecouch.“There’snothingtofix.Nashisn’tinterestedin

me.Ithoughtwemightpickupagain,buthehasn’tbotheredtocall,tostopby.Hebarelyspeakstome
whenheseesme.”Shewipedhereyes.“Well,fuckhim.I’llgooutwithEmilioandenjoymyself.”

“Good,”Isaidwithconviction.
Mayalookedcrestfallen.“Bad.It’snotfairtoEmilio.”
Istretchedmyarmacrossthebackofthesofa.“You’regoingtohavetomakeupyourmind,Maya.If

Nashdoesn’trealizewhatabeautifulwomanyouareandlosesyoutosomeoneelse,it’shisownfault.
Youcan’twaitaroundtherestofyourlifeforNashtogethisheadoutofhisass.”

AnothertearrandownMaya’sface.“Butit’sareallyniceass.”
True.I’dseenit.Nashhadagreatbody,andmaybeifIdidn’tknowMick,andMayawasn’tinlove

withhim,andNashdidn’tdespiseme,Imightletmyselfgrowinterested.

Mayaangrilywipedawayhertearsandslappedherhatonherhead.“Forgetthis.Iwon’tgooutwith

eitheroneofthem.Tomorrow’sSaturday.Let’syouandmeputonourpartydressesandgoouttothisclub
IknowinFlagstaff.Screwallmen.”

“Nashdoesn’twantmeleavingtown,”Isaidglumly.I’dalreadylefttown,butI’dsneakedoutandback

andgonebarelythirtymiles.“Mickdoesn’teither,forthatmatter.”

Mayagavemeanincredulouslook.“Andyou’relisteningtothem?Ithoughtyouhadmoreballsthan

that,Janet.Whyletmenpushyouaround?”

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Isatupwithher,fanningmyannoyance.“You’reright.Ididn’tdoanything,andit’snotlikeI’m

skippingthecountry.Whyshouldn’tIhavesomefun?”

Mayaheldupherhand,andwehigh-fived.
Myelationlastedalloftenseconds.“Oh,wait.Idon’thaveanythingtowear.”Ihadjeansandleather

chapsforHarleyriding,andwhileIlikedmybody-huggingtops,turquoisejewelry,andhigh-heeled
boots,I’dneverhadthetimeorreasontoshopforpartydressesandpumps.

Mayawavedthisaway.“Don’tworryaboutthat.I’llfixyouup.You’resmallerthanme,butIhave

somethingperfectforyou.”

Igotupwithher,excited.I’dneverhadagirls’nightoutbefore,neverhavinghadatruegirlfriendin

mylife.

Mayadeparted,lookingmuchhappierthanwhenshe’dcomein.IknewdamnwellNashwouldgiveme

hellifIwenttoFlagstaff,andsowouldMick,butIwasbeyondcaring.Whyshouldn’tIsnatchfive
minutesoffun?Oratleastaneveningoutinatownbarelyanhouraway?Nashcouldyellatmeallhe
wanted—afterIgotback.AndbetweenmyStormwalkerandBeneathmagics,therewasn’tabeingout
therewhowouldmesswithMayaandme,ifheorsheweresmart.

MayaandImetatFremont’shousethenextnight,becauseoneofNash’scousinslivedacrossthestreet
fromMaya,andMayadidn’twanttotaketheriskofhimreportingouractivitytoNash.

WeshutourselvesinFremont’sbacksparebedroom,whileheprovideduswithmorechipsanddip

thanwecouldevereat.Hewasexcitedtobeinontheconspiracy,andMayahadagreattimefixingme
up.

Mayaworeaturquoisebody-huggingdressandmatchingpumps,andshegotmeintoabrightredtube

dressthatbaredmyshoulders,arms,andalotofmylegs.Thedresswasalittleloose,butMayamoreor
lesssewedmeintoit,anditstayedput.MayahadfinagledapairofstrappysilverheelsfromNaomiKee,
sinceNaomiandIworethesamesize,without,ofcourse,tellingNaomiweweresneakingoutoftown.

Mayaputmakeuponmeandcombedoutmylongblackhair.WhenIlookedatmyselfinthemirrorI

sawacomelyyoungwomanwithstraightblackhairhanginginashimmeringswathdownherback.I
wishedMickcouldseeme,butthen,ifhedid,he’dlockmeintomyroominthehotel.Iwantedmynight
out.

WhenweemergedintoFremont’slivingroom,heflippedoffhistelevision.“Wow.”
“Aren’twegorgeous?”Mayagrinned,pivoting.
Fremontdrapedhisarmsaroundourshoulders.“Man,I’vegottwobeautifulwomeninmyhouse,and

theywanttogooutwithoutme.”

“Youhaveagirlfriend,”Iremindedhim.FremonthadbeendatingawomanfromHolbrookforawhile

now,thoughI’dnevermether.

“True.”Fremontwithdrew.“She’dkillme.”
“That’swhyyou’renotgoingtotellanyone,”Mayasaid.“Youdon’ttellMickandNashwe’regoing

out,wedon’ttellyourgirlfriendyouletuschangeoverhere.”

Fremontrubbedhisbaldinghead,ahabithehadwhenconcerned.“Janet,areyousureaboutthis?

There’ssomeonekillingpeopleoutthere.WhynotsticktotheclubinFlatMesa?”

Mayasnorted.“Becausewewanttohavefun,Fremont.Wecan’tdothatunlessweleavethisentire

boringcounty.”Shewavedathimasweleftthehouse.“Don’twaitup.”

TheSeptembernightwascoolandwouldbeevencolderinFlag,soIslidmyleatherjacketovermy

partydressaswewalkedout.WestashedmybikeinFremont’sgarageanddroveoutinMaya’sredtruck,
undercoverofdarkness.

MayaandIdidn’ttalkmuchuntilwereachedWinslow,asthoughwehadtokeepthechatterdownin

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ordertosneakoutoftown.Assoonaswepulledontothefreewayandheadedwest,Mayathrewbackher
headandlaughed.

“It’sabouttimeIgotoutofthathellhole,”sheshoutedtothenight.
“WhydoyoustayinMagellan?”Iasked.“You’reagoodenoughelectriciantoworkinanyofthebig

cities.Youcangoanywhereyouwant.”

Mayashruggedanddidn’tanswer,butIknewwhy.AsmuchassherailedaboutNash,Mayadidn’t

wanttoliveanywherewithouthim,andNashwouldbegluedtoHopiCountyuntilhedied.

Byeight,wewerenearingFlagstaff,thecity’slightsspillingaroundthepileofmountainsthatthrustout

oftheplateau.IexpectedMayatopulloff,buteachexitwentbywithouthersomuchasturningherhead.

“Wherearewegoing?”Iasked.“We’releavingFlagstaffinthedust.”
“We’renotgoingtoFlagstaff,”Mayaannouncedcalmlyasshemovedouttopassaslow-movingtruck.
“Okay.”Idrewthewordoutslowly.“Whereareyoutakingme,then?”
Mayaflashedmeasmile,herteethwhiteinthedarkness.“Flagstaffisboring,Janet.We’regoingtoLas

Vegas.”

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Fifteen

“Maya!”

“Whatthehell?”Mayapressedherfoottotheaccelerator,andhertruckleaptforward.“IsaidIwanted

tohavesomefun.”

ItriedtobesensibleJanet,well-thinkingJanet,ever-mindful-of-dangerJanet.Anysecondnow,I’dtalk

Mayaoutofit,makeherturnoffatthenextexitanddrivesedatelybacktoMagellan.Anysecond.

ThenIburstoutlaughing.“Whatthehell?”
“TheclubIhaveinmindstaysopenallnight,”Mayasaid.“We’llhaveagoodtimeandbebackhome

bymorning.”

Convincedme.Ileanedbacktoenjoytheride.
IgotalittlenervousasweshotthroughKingman,rememberingtheNightwalkerlyinginwaitonthe

roadtothedam.Hehadtohavebeenaone-off;therecouldn’tbeagangofthemsuckingpeopledryatthe
checkpoint.

MayamadethepointmootbytakingtheturnofftoLaughlin,bypassingthedamaltogether.Thetraffic

waslightbythistime,andMaya’sspeedateupthemilestoLaughlinandacrosstheriverintoNevada.
ThehighwayshotacrosstheflatnessofadrylakebedontheNevadasideandeventuallyclimbedasteep
hilltomeetupwiththemainhighwayintotown.

Mayalaughedagainasthecitylightsspreadoutbeforeus.“Partytime,”sheshouted.Shecrankedon

theradio,lettingmusicpourintothetruck.

BythetimewereachedtheclubontheStripandlefthertruckinthecareofvaletparking,wewere

bothboilingoverwithexcitement.Theclubwasperfect,crowdedandnoisyanddark,withmusic
pumpinghigh.Wewereinahigh-dollarhotel,andthemenandwomeninsideweredressedtokill.The
retireecrowdwaseitherinbedbynoworplantedattheslotmachinesinthecasino,thehardgamblers
wereatthebaccaratandpokertables,andthepartierslikeuswereintheclub.

Afteradashtotheladies’roomtofreshenup,MayaandIsqueezedintoatinytableandordereddrinks.

Thenwehitthedancefloor.Ihadn’tletgoinalong,longtime.Onesipofmyfancymartini,andIwas
readytoexplode.

Ihadfungyratingtothemusic,butMayacouldreallydance.Sheraisedherarmsandrolledherhips,

herskin-tightdressshowingoffherbeautifulbody.IfI’dbeenaman,I’dhavebeenalloverher.Asit
was,itwasapleasuretowatchherasshegaveherselfentirelytothemusic.IwishedNashcouldseeher,
becausehe’dwanttosweepherintohisarmsandcarryherofftomakelove.No,wait,Nashwould
swearatherandprobablyfindsomeexcusetodragherbackhome.Asshole.

Weattractedattention.Andmen.Wecouldn’thelpit.Mayawasasiren,undulatinglikethebestharem

dancer.Menflockedtoher,eachtryingtocutinanddancewithher.Afewtriedtodancewithmeaswell,
butitwasMayatheywanted.Mayafoiledthembysidesteppingthemallanddancingwithme.

“They’regoingtothinkwe’regay,”Ishoutedather.
“Idon’tcare.Letthesonsofbitcheseattheirheartsout.”
Iunderstood.Shewasn’theretopickupmenbuttomakeherselfrememberthatshecouldattractthem

anytimeshewantedto.

Wedanced,wedrank,andwedancedsomemore.NoNightwalkerstriedtopickusoff,nodragons

triedtoburntheplacedown,andnogodscametoadmonishme.MayaandIsimplyhadagoodtime.

“I’mtired,”IsaidintoherearasIslumpedintomychairafterhoursofdancing.Ihadnoideawhat

timeitwas,andIdidn’tcare.“We’retoodrunktodrivehome.”

“That’sokay.Ibookedusaroom.You’resplittingthecostwithme.”

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Somuchforourplantomakeitbackhomebeforeanyonenoticedweweregone.Butrightnowasoft

bedsoundedgood.“Ididn’tbringatoothbrush.”Igiggled.

“Thehotelsellsthem,andIpackedcleanunderwearinmypurse.Ibroughtsomeforyou.”
Herpursewastiny,andIimaginedtheunderwearwastoo.Istartedlaughing,drinkandexhaustion

makingeverythinghilarious.

Mayawantedtodancesomemore.Iwatchedher,baskingonthecushionofmusic,half-asleep.Aguy

satdownnexttomeandtriedtopickmeup,butIstonewalledhim.Hewasgood-looking,tall,obviously
richifhe’dpaidforthatsuit,butIwasn’tinterested.Ipreferredbig,hard-muscledbikerswhotiedmeto
thebed.

IwasinthemiddleoflettinghimdowneasywhenMayagrabbedmebythehandanddraggedmeup.

“Sorry,”shesaidtotheguy.“It’stimeforbed.”

Weleftthemansittingtherewithhismouthopen.IwaslaughingandhangingonMayatokeepmyself

uprightaswesnakedthroughthestill-busycasinototheelevatorsatthebackofthehotel.

“Thatwasmean,”Isaid.
“So?Hewassleazy.”
“Ibethiswalletwasprettythick.”
“Idon’tcare.”BlessMaya,shereallydidn’t.WhileIlikedbikerswithwickedsmiles,sheliked

crabbysheriffsincrisplypresseduniforms.

Theelevatorarrived,andweglidedupalone.“Nashisgoingtokillus,”Isaid.
“Serveshimright.Ishouldhavesleptwiththatguy,maybestolenhisboxersorsomethingtoshowto

Nash.”

TheideaofMayawavingherprizesilkshortsinfrontofafuriousNashmademedoubleoverin

laughteragain.I’dnevermakeitdownthehallway.

Theelevatorspilledusout,andMayaputherarmaroundmetohelpmetoourroom.Ishouldn’ttouch

alcohol.I’dfeellikecrapinthemorning,andIknewit.Oh,wait,italreadywasmorning.

Mayawasshovingherkeycardintothedoorslotwhentheelevatordingedsoftly.Iheardatreadonthe

carpet,andthenaman’svoice.“Quepasa,ladies.”

Theguywho’dtriedtopickmeupwasstandingbehindus.Myheartthumpedalittleinmyalcohol

haze.

“Sureyouwanttosleepalonetonight?”heaskedus.
Mayatightenedherarmaroundme,andIfailedmiserablyatkeepingastraightface.“We’resure,”

Mayasaid.

“Idon’tmindwatching,”hesaid.“Tellyouwhat,whydon’tyoushowmealittlerightnow?Kissher.

I’dliketoseethat.”

“Ewwww,”Mayasaid.
IpushedawayfromMaya,triedtostandupright,andendedupsaggingagainstthewall.“Goaway.I

don’tcarehowrichyouare.”Imighthavesaidthat.Thewordswereprettyslurred.

“Really.Kisseachother.”Hisvoicehadchangedfromeageridiocytosomethinghardandnasty.

“Hurryup.”

“No,”Mayasaid.
“Bitches.”ThemancorneredMayaagainstthedoor.Hishandmoved,Isawthebarrelofagunpointed

atMaya’sgut,andmyalcoholfogliftedabruptly.Mayadidn’tseethegunandwentoncursinghim.

ThemanshovedMayainsidetheroom,hercallinghimasonofabitchatthetopofhervoice.Iranin

afterthem,andtheheavydoorswungclosedbehindme.

“Maya,”Isaidsharply.
“What?”
Shelookeddown,sawthegun,andfroze.

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Peoplehavedifferentreactionstogunsbeingdrawnonthem.Somestareindisbelief,notbelievingit

real.Peoplepullinggunsonlyhappensontelevision.Otherspanic.Stillothersflyintoarage.

Mayachosethesecondreaction.Shescreamed.Theguypressedhishandoverhermouthandshoved

herintoawall.

HethoughtIwasthelesserthreat,thesmallIndianwomanteeteringinherhigh-heeledsandals.Too

badforhim.Ichosethethirdreaction—rage.

TheBeneathmagicinmesurgedupwiththeforceofatornado.Oneflickofmyfingerstwistedhis

pistolinhalf.Thenextsentthemanflyingacrosstheroomatasickeningspeeduntilhesmashedagainst
thewindow.Theheavy-dutywindowheld,andhesliddownittogroaninaheaponthefloor.

WhileMayastaredinshock,Ihurriedtothemanandleanedoverhim.Hebreathedevenly,knocked

out,nothingmore.IgrabbedMaya’shandanddraggedheroutoftheroom.

“Wait!”shecried.“Wherearewegoing?I’mgoingtopuke.”
“Out,”Isaid.Theelevatoropenedwithamachine’squietindifference.IpulledMayainside,andwe

zoomeddowntothelobby.

“Idon’twanttogobackout.Myfeethurt.”
“Doyouwanttobeintheroomwhensecurityfindsthatguy?We’llbearrestedforassault.I’mnotsure

howhardIhithim.”Iglancedupatashiningblackhalf-sphereintheceiling,behindwhichIknewwasa
spycamera,aswehurriedoutoftheelevatorandjoinedthecrowdinthecasino.

Mayastoppedarguing.Sheletmeleadherbythehandataquickwalkoutthemainentranceandalong

thelineoftaxis.Luckyus,wewereabletojumpintothebackofthefirstone.We’dleftourcoatsin
Maya’struck,butthenightsinLasVegasweremildinSeptember,andweslidunencumberedintothe
cab’sbackseat.

“Whereto,ladies?”
“Someplacewithmalestrippers,”Isaidonimpulse.“NotlikeChippendales.Somethingsmaller,more

intimate.”

Thecabbygrinnedthroughhisrearview.“Gotcha.”Hezippedsmoothlydownthedriveandintothe

nearlygrid-lockedtraffic.

“They’llchargemefortheroom,”Mayacomplained.“Theyhavemycreditcard;theyknowwhoIam.”
“I’llpayforit.”Myadrenalinewashigh,mybodycharged.“Besides,”Iwhispered,“iftheyfindthat

guyinourroom,withagun,they’llarresthim.Wejustgotscaredandranoff.Right?Youreadytogo
homeyet?”

Mayapushedherhairoutofherfaceandsatup.“No.Fuckhim.Iwanttohavesomefun.”
Iheldherhandandwhoopedasthetaxiscootedintothefarlaneandmaneuvereddownthepacked

Strip.HedroppedusinfrontofaclubnearolddowntownVegas,theneighborhoodkindofseedy,butI
didn’tcare.Iwasstrongandpowerful.Noonewouldmesswithus.

Theclubwasstillgoingstrong,themenonthelittlestagestrippeddowntowhatwaslegal.Iwentlight

onthedrink,thoughMayahadanothermartini,butIletmyselfenjoytheshow.ItookmostofthecashI’d
broughtwithmeandsliditintotheG-stringofaguywholookedlikeMick.Herewardedmewitha
beautifulsmile.

“Thisisboring,”Mayayelledinmyear.“Iwanttodance.”
Aclubablockawayprovidedmoredancing.Itwasevenseedier,butbythistime,MayaandIhad

decidedwecouldhandleanything.Wedancedtogether,attractingthesameamountofattentionaswehad
attheupscaleclub.Theguysherewereworking-classandahellofalotmorefriendlythantherichones.
Noonepulledagunonus,anyway.

Thensomethingevilenteredtheclub.
Mayacontinueddancing,andtwoguysundulatedwithher.Theairwentthick,themusicdimming,as

thoughIwatchedthescenefrombehindtexturedglass.Asmellcametome:death,decay.

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Noonenoticedbutme.Themusicgroundon;thedancingcontinued.Iscannedthecrowd,tensing,

waiting.Isawnoskinwalker,sensednoauraofaNightwalker.Notadragoneither,cometoscoopmeup
andcarrymeoff.Dragonssmelledgood,anyway,fieryandhot,andthisthingborethestinkofrot.

Hewalkedthroughthecrowdtowardme.Peoplepartedforhimwithoutrealizing,asthoughtheir

subconsciousnotedhispresence,buttheirconsciousmindsdidnot.Heslidthroughuntilhestoppedin
frontofwhereIwaited.Hisbodywaswiry,likearunner’s,andhislightblueeyesheldnosparkofevil,
butIknewwhohewas.

“Jim?”
Hewasthemanfrommyvision,theonethemagicmirrorhadclaimedwasevilincarnate.
“Youleftyourcameraatmyhotel,”IsaidwithacalmIdidn’tfeel.“Nicepiece.Iwouldn’thaverun

offandleftthatbehind.”

“Idon’tneeditanymore,”Jimsaid.“Youtakeit.”
Thecamerawasstillstashedinmydeskdrawer,becauseIfeltqueasyeventouchingit.“Howdidyou

findmehere?”

“Ifollowedyou.”JimMohanspokeinanormalvoice,butIcouldhearhimevenoverthemusic.“I

sensedyouwereindanger,andIwasright,wasn’tI?Thatguytriedtokillyou.Icametomakesureyou
wereallright.”

Myheartsqueezed.“Whyshouldyouwanttoprotectme?”
“Becauseyouhelpedme.Yourmagicbroughtmebacktolife.”
“What?”Istaredathim.“Thehellitdid.”
“Youusedthesamemagictonight,whenyoufoughtthemaninthehotel.”
Themusichaddimmedtoalmostnothing,althoughpeoplekeptondancing.ItwasasthoughJimandI

stoodinabubblesurroundedbylightandnoise,butnoneofittouchedus.

“Whatdoyouknowaboutthemaninthehotel?”Iasked.
“Itoldhimnottohurtyou.Ididn’tmeantokillhim.”
Ifrozeinhorror.“Oh,gods.”
“They’resofragile,humanbodies.Evenminewas.”Helaughedalittle,hisleanfacesonormal.

“Guessit’snot,anymore.”

Ifeltsick.“Youkilledhim?”Ithoughtofthebodyoutinthedesert,alltheblood,thesmell,theterror.

“LikeyoudidthatpersoninMagellan?”

Jimnodded.“Theybothwerejustguys.LikeIusedtobe.Ireallydidn’tmeantodoanythingtothe

hiker.Hewashurt—he’dsprainedhisankle,andhedidn’thaveacellphone.Iwantedtohealhim,like
youhealedme.”

“Ihadnothingtodowiththat,”Isaid.
“They’relookingforyou.Thepeopleatthehotel.Icametowarnyou.”
AsMayahadmentioned,thehotelhadhername,heraddress,hercreditcardnumber,allthepertinent

factsaboutMayaMedina.Ididn’tknowwhethershe’dindicatedshe’dbesharingtheroomwithJanet
Begay,butitdidn’tmatter.Itwasonethingfortwogirlstorunawayfromamanwho’dshovedhisway
intotheirroomwithagun,anotherwhenthegirlsleftbehindamangledcorpse.Wehadtogo.

Jimtouchedmewithahandthatwaswarm.Heshouldhavebeenice-cold,dead,buthewasalive.A

living,breathingcreature,butnotright.

“They’recoming,”hesaid.
Isawredandbluelightsthroughtheopendooroftheclub.IturnedtofindMaya,butshe’dworkedher

waytotheothersideofthefloor.“Stayhere,”ItoldJim,andstartedwormingmywaythroughthecrowd.

Themusicandnoisecamebackwitharush.IgottoMayaandpulledherawayfromaLatinoshe’d

wrappedherarmsaround.Shesworeatme.

Atthesametime,mymidsectiongaveasuddenlurch,andmagicflaredthroughthebuilding.Themusic

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diedwithascreech,andpeoplestartedtoscream.

Jimwasstandinginthemiddleoftheroom,hishandout,palmpressedforward.Thesickeningstench

ofmagic—amixtureofdeathandgodlikepower—flowedfromhimtocollapsethedoorandburyitin
rubble.

Peoplestartedmakingadashfortheemergencyexit.Lightscameonoverhead,tobeextinguisheda

secondlater,andtheclubplungedintodarkness.IstillhadmyhandaroundMaya’sarmandshepulledat
me,tryingtogetmetotheemergencyexit.Analarmsounded,theconstantnoteofitlodginginsidemy
head.

“Stop!”IscreamedatJim.
Hepouredmoremagicatthefrontdoor.Iheardthecrunchofcars,andplasterraineddowntheinside

oftheclub.Bricksexplodedinward,fallingonthepeopletryingtocramtheirwayout.

Ihadtostophim.IdugformyBeneathmagicandfounditveryclosetothesurface.Coyote’swarnings

andtheKosharescaringmehadn’tdampeneditatall.Mypromisetotrytocontrolitwasalie,andI
knewit.Icouldn’tcontrolittakingmeover,andrightnow,Ididn’twantto.

Ididn’tevenneedtoraisemyhandthistime.IshotthemagicaroundJim,bindinghimandhismagic

intoalittlebubble.Hestaredatmeandstartedshouting,buthissoundsweremuffledbythecrackling
magic.

Hispowermetwithmine,andtheairaroundusexpanded,unabletotakethepressure.Everybottleand

glassbehindthebarexploded.Shardsofglassslicedmyface,andthesmellofliquorcutsharplythrough
themustysmelloftheclub.

Mostoftheguestshadmadeitoutofthedarkclub,andMaya,afteronewildlookatme,ranafterthem,

thelastoneout.Nowpoliceofficersstartedinthroughtheemergencyexit.Islammedupanothershield
overthatdoortokeepthemoutoftheclubandsafe.

“Letmego,”Jimscreamed.
Ihadn’tthefaintestideawhattodowithhim—givinghimtothepolicewouldonlycondemnthenice

officerstoabloodyanduntimelydeath.I’dhavetokillhimtostophim.Myinsidesroiledatthesame
timemyBeneathmagicrejoiced.Itwantedmetobeabitch-queengoddesslikemymother.Itwantedme
totakemymother’splace.

“No,”Isaidinaloudvoice.“Iwon’t.”
Younolongerhavethechoice.
“Coyote!”Iyelled.“Helpme!”
Jimturnedhismagiconme.Mybubbleexpandedandburst,andtheemergencylightsintheclub

exploded.Sodidtheflashlightsthecopshadbroughtinwiththem,andweweresentbackintodarkness.
Inthatdarkness,somethinginkyandclutchingcrawledupmylegs,weavingaroundmythighs,stretching
fingersintomyunderpants.

Iwasn’tputtingupwiththat.“Dust,”Iscreamed,andthevineliketentaclesdissolved.
Jimwaspoundingmewithmagiclikethatofgods.MyStormwalkerpowerswouldhavecrumbledand

diedbeforeit,butmyBeneathmagicresisteditwell.

AdetachedpartofmythoughtswonderedwhyJimthoughtI’dresurrectedhim.Becausehesensed

goddesspowerinme?Hadhebeenbroughtbacktolifebyanothergod?Bymymother?Ineededtofind
out.

WhateverhadcreatedJim,hewascurrentlytryingtodestroyme.IthoughtofMick,howmuchIloved

him,evenwhenhedrovemeinsane.Ithoughtabouthisfire,howhecouldcallflamewithoutthought.

“Burn,”Iyelled.ThemagicJimwasshovingatmeburstintoflames.Hescreamedandbeatatthefire

thatstartedinhishairandclothes.

Iyankeddownthebarrierbetweenusandsmotheredtheflameincold.Jimtriedtofight,andhewas

strong,buthehadn’tfiguredouthowtocontrolhispower.Ididn’tknowhowtocontrolmineeither,butI

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hadtheadvantageofyearsbattlingtokeepmystormpowersfromkillingme.

Jimwithstoodmymagic,buttheclubcouldn’t.Thewallsstartedtofall,theceilingtocomedown.Jim

wasalreadydead—mydetachedthoughtswonderedwhetherhe’dgetupafterbeingcrushed.Onething
wasforcertain:iftheclubfellonme,Iwouldn’triseagain.I’dbeverymuchdead.

Isprintedforthebackexitaspipesburstandfell,lightsandwirestumblingdown.Theroofcameapart

slowly,piecebypiece,givingmemeresecondstorunfortheemergencydoor.Thepolicewerestill
there,waitingontheothersideofthemagicbarrierI’derected.

Herewasmychoice:runintotheirarmsandliveouttherestofmylifeinprison,orstayinhereand

takemychancesbeingburiedalive.

Neitheroptionexcitedme.Ashowerofbricksjustmissedme,kickingupaheavycloudofdust.Jim

hadvanishedintothedarknessandrubble.Icouldtrytoclimboverit,headforwherethewallsgaped
opentothenight,andgetoutthatway.

Iturnedtoscrambleupapileofbrick,pipe,andglasswhenNashJoneswalkedinrightthroughmy

magicbarrier.Hisbodysuckedthemagicintoitwithalittlepop,allowingMick,hishandsfulloffire,to
followhimin.

Nashhadhisgunoutandtraineditonme.“Standdown,Janet.”
Ikeptscramblingfortheopeninginthewall.WouldNashshootme?Icouldlosehiminthedark,make

mywaytothemainroads,hitcharidesomewhere.ToMexicoCity,maybe.Brazilwassoundinggood.

MickmovedbetweenmeandNash’sgun,grabbedmearoundthewaist,andhauledmeoffmyfeet.One

ofNaomi’sprettysandalsgotleftbehindastherubblewrencheditfrommyfoot.

MyBeneathmagicsurgedtostophim.“Mick,letmego!”Icried.“Idon’twanttohurtyou.”
Flamelickedhishandsbutdidn’tburnme.Mickhadamazingcontrol,andIfoughttokeepmyflaring

magicfromobliteratinghim.

MayawaitedbyNash’ssheriff’sSUV,huddledinNash’scoat,tearsandmascarablackrivuletsonher

cheeks.Mickputmedownandtookmyfacebetweenhishands.“Janet,stop.”

MyteethwerechatteringsohardIcouldbarelyspeak.“Idon’tthinkIcan.”
Ilookedintoblueeyesfilledwithanguish.Mickwasscared,notforhimself,butforme.“I’msorry,

baby.”

IthappenedsoquicklythatmyBeneathmagichadnotimetoanswer.Oneminute,Mickwaslookingat

meinsorrow,thenext,Ihadnoair.Irecognizedthetentaclesofaquickanddirtybindingspell,felt
Mick’shandsonmyneckandovermymouth,buttoolate.Spotscrashedintomyvisionandthendarkness.

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Sixteen

Iswamtowakefulnessinsideamovingvehicle.Itwasmercifullyquiet,exceptfortheoccasionalburstof
staticfromapoliceradio.Myheadwascushionedagainstastrongthigh,andanequallystronghand
smoothedmyhair.

Openingmyeyesdidn’thelpmuch.Itwasdaylight—Ithought—butIstaredatthedark,bare

floorboardsofsomeone’sbackseat.Igroaned.

“Canyouknockheroutagain?”Nashaskedfromthefront.
Mickleanedoverme,histouchgentle.“Youokay,sweetheart?”
“No.”
Theworddraggedoutfrommytightmouth.Icouldbarelymovemylips,oranythingelseforthat

matter.IlayonMick’scomfortablelapforalongtime,gettingmybearingsandfeelingabsolutelyshitty.
TheBeneathmagicwasgone—where,Ididn’tknow—andithadleftmewithahellofahangover.Or
maybethatwasthemartinis.

“Itoldyoutentimesalready,”Mayasaidfromsomewhereinfrontofme.“Idon’tknowanythingabout

adeadguyinthehotelroom.Ibookedtheroom,butwedecidednottogoin.Wewenttoastripclub
instead.Withmalestrippers.Ipaidahundredbucksforalapdance.”Mayawaslying—she’dnever
gottennearthestrippers.

“Idon’twanttohearit,”Nashsaidinatightvoice.
“Hisasswaswaybetterthanyours.”
Ilaughed,whichquicklyturnedintoacough.“CanIhavesomewater?”
Mickhelpedmesitupagainsthimandfedmewaterfromasportsbottle.Ialmostchokedonit.
Hepatientlywipedmymouthwithatissue,andIlookedupintohisworriedeyes.“It’sgone,”Isaid.

“TheBeneathmagic.Idon’thaveadropleft.”

Ididn’t.Outsidethewindows,deepbanksofcloudshuggedtheapproachingmountains,agoodold-

fashionedstormbuilding.Thestormtingledthroughmyblood,buttheBeneathmagichadfled.Not
forever;Iknewthat.

“Janet,Nashthinkswekilledsomeone,”Mayasaid.“Youandme.Canyoubelieveit?”Hervoice

beggedmetosupportherinthelie.

Nash’shandstightenedonthewheel.“Therewasabloodycorpseonthehotelroomfloor.Theonly

reasonyoutwoaren’tlockedbehindheavybarsisbecauseIvouchedforyou.Itlookedliketheguyhad
beenturnedinsideout.Soundfamiliar?”

IleanedbackagainstMick.“Ididn’tkillhim,andneitherdidMaya.Jimdid.Hekilledtheguyin

Magellantoo,ahiker.Idon’tknowwhothehikerwas.”

Nashgavemeafuriousglanceintherearviewmirror.“WhothehellisJim?”
“JimMohan.Hewasaguestatmyhotel.He’sdeadtoo,stabbedupatHomol’oviacoupledaysago.

Notbyme,”Iaddedquickly.

“Ifhewasstabbedacoupledaysago,howthehelldidhekillsomeoneinMaya’shotelroomtonight?”
“Hegotresurrected.Idon’tknowwhoby.Nowhe’sundeadandoutofcontrol.”
“Undead,”Nashrepeated.“Right.”
“Whereishe?”Iasked.“Jim,Imean.Hewasintheclubwhenitcamedown.”
“Theydidn’tpullanyoneout,”Micksaid.
Ipushedmyselfupintoasittingposition.Outside,desertmountainsrushedby,rollingArizona

mountains,notstarkNevadapeaks.ThemotionoftheSUVmademystomachunhappy,andmyneckhurt
too.Irubbedit,andIsuddenlyrememberedMick’sfiercelystronghandtwistingit;thatplushisbinding

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spellandhispalmovermyfacerenderingmeunconscious.Hecouldhavesnappedmyneckrightthere,
endofJanetproblem.

Iscootedawayfromhim.“Don’ttouchme.”
Mickdidn’tlookcontrite.Iknewhewouldn’tbotherexplainingorapologizing,andIknewhe’d

decidedthatitwastheonlywaytostopme.Ifoldedmyarmsandstaredoutthewindow.Iwasgetting
tiredofbeinggratefultoMickfornotkillingme.

I’dgrownupbeingdistrustedbymyownfamily,bymyownpeople,andI’dlefthomeassoonasI

could.WhenI’dmetMickontheroad,I’dthoughtI’dfinallyfoundsomeoneforme.He’dprotectedme
andtreasuredme,andI’dbaskedinhisattention.Buthe’dkeptsomuchfromme,andwhenI’dfoundout
whyhe’dreallypickedmeup,thehurtofthathadstungforalongtime.I’dtalkedmyselfintoputtingit
behindus,startingourrelationshipafresh.

AndherewasMick,stillwatchingme,stillwaitingformetogowrong.Hewasmyguardianandmy

loverbutalsomyparoleofficer.WhenhethoughtIwasgettingdangerous,he’dstepinandrenderme
harmless.Thensay,“I’msorry,baby,”kissme,andmakelovetomeuntilIforgotaboutit.

Whatthehellkindofrelationshipwasthat?
“Nash,stop,”Isaid.
Nashcontinueddrivingatapreciseseventy-fivemilesperhour.“Why?”
“Juststop.Iwanttogetout.”
“Whatfor?Ihaveairsickbagsbackthereifyouneedtothrowup.”
“You’reallheart.No,IwanttogetoutbecauseIdon’twanttobearoundyoupeople.IfI’msofucking

dangerous,I’llleave.I’llgotoGreenlandorsomething,andyou’llneverhavetoworryaboutmeagain.”

“I’llgowithyou,”Mayasaid.
“Nooneisgoinganywhere,”Nashsaidfirmly.“You,Maya,aregoinghometosleepitoff,andyou,

Janet,arestayingputinyourhotelwhileyoutellmeeverythingthat’sreallygoingon.”

“You’reabastard,”Mayasaid.“Wewentdancing.Wedidn’taskforsomeguytopullagunonus,or

forsomeonetoattackusintheclub.”

“Agun?”Nashroared.“Whatthehell?”
“Stopthetruck,”Micksaid.“I’llgetout.”
Myarmswerejammedovermychest,fistsburiedinmysides.MythroatwassotightIcouldn’tspeak.
“We’remilesfromanywhere,”Nashsaid.
“Doesn’tmatter.Pulloff.”
Nashwentsilent,whichmeanthedidn’thavealegitimateargumentfordraggingMickbackto

Magellanwithus.EvenMayastoppedberatingNashandsatsilently.AttheAshForkexit,Nashleftthe
freeway,pullingoveratthebottomoftheramp.

MickopenedthedoorbeforetheSUVstopped.Iwantedtobesick.Ithoughtofthedragonswaitingto

makehimgothroughgods-knew-whatordeal.Ithoughtofotherdangerslurking,likeanundeadmanwho
couldn’tcontrolhishomicidaltendencies.IwasscaredforMickandfuriousathim,andmadatmyselffor
caringsomuch.

MickhoppedfromtheSUV.Heheldthedoor,hisbodysilhouettedagainstthemorningsky.“Janet,tell

Colbythatifhebringsyoutothetrial,Iwillkillhim.”

“Mick,”Isaid.“It’sdangerousoutthere.”
“SoamI.”Heslammedthedoor.Nashgavehimaninquiringlookouthisopenwindow,butMick

shookhisheadandwalkedaway.

Nashpulledoff,andMickstarteddownthehighwaythatsnakedsouthwardtoChinoValley.Iwatched

hislone,uprightfigureaslongasIcould,untilNashroundedacurve,andMickwaslosttosight.

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IhadtoexplaintoNaomiwhyI’dlefthershoebehindinLasVegas.Nashhadsentadeputytoretrieve
Maya’struck,butofcourseNaomi’ssandalwasburiedunderrubble.Naomididn’tcareabouttheshoes,
butshewasnothappywithmeforrunningoffaswehad,afterI’dadmonishedhertobecareful.Imeekly
offeredtobuyheranotherpair,butIcouldseethatshewasmadashellatme.

IfNaomiwasangry,Jamisonwasfurious.Atme,notMaya.Jamisoncametothehoteltheeveningwe

gothome,whileIwasinmyofficestillnursingonehellofahangover.I’dalreadyrelatedtheentiretale
toNash,includingeverythingIknewabouttheundeadJimMohan.WhenJamisonstarteddemanding
explanations,Ilostit.

“Mickisthegodsknowwhere,”Ishouted.“Withdragonsbreathingdownhisneck,andalunaticout

thereturningpeopleinsideout.Micklooksatmelikehe’sscaredtodeathofwhat’sinsideme,andunless
you’vehadsomeonedothattoyou,youcan’tunderstandit.I’msorrysomeidiottriedtorapeusinLas
VegasandthatUndeadJimtriedtokillus.Ithappenstome,allright?I’mdoingthebestIcan.”

Jamisonlistenedtomewithhisusualstoicism.He’dknownmesincehighschool,whenhe,a

handsomeNavajoacoupleofyearsolderthanme,hadhelpedmecometotermswithmystormpowers.
Then,he’dbeenaminorshaman;nowhewasaChanger.ItwasbecauseofJamisonthatI’dmovedto
Magellaninthefirstplace,andhefeltresponsibleforme.

“NoneofthatiswhyI’mangryatyou,”Jamisonsaid.
“Justtellme,then.I’mnotinthemoodforcryptic.”
Jamisonfoldedhisstronghands,thesamehandsthatcouldsculptlikeagodandtouchNaomiwith

tenderness.“You’rebattlingsomething,andyou’redoingitalone.Ithoughtwewerefriends.”

“IfyoumeantheBeneathmagic,it’spowerfulshit,Jamison.Idon’twantyouanywherenearit.

Besides,IthinkIcancontrolitnow.”

“I’mrememberingafifteen-year-oldgirl,oneeatenupwithstormmagic.Soscaredshewasafraidto

gotoschool,andshe’drunawayfromhomesohergrandmotherwouldn’tmakehergo.Shewassittingon
aledgeoverlookingSpiderRockandcryingbecauseshecouldn’tmakethelightningstop.”

Iremembered.Thestormhadbeenamajorone.Electricityhadcrawledallovermybody,anditwas

comingoutofmeinbursts.TerrifiedthatI’dburndownmyhouse,theschool,andeveryonewithinreach,
I’dstolenmydad’spickupanddrivendowntoCanyondeChelly,figuringIcoulddirectthelightninginto
thechasm.Thestormwouldkeeppeopleaway,andIwouldn’thurtanyone.

ThenJamisonhadarrived,theyoungshamanouttocommunewithnature.Thegodshadbeenlooking

outformethatday.BecauseofJamison,I’dfinallybelievedIcouldliveasomewhatnormallife.

“Ihelpedyouthen,”Jamisonsaid.“Icanhelpyounow.”
“Thisisdifferent.Stormmagicisearthmagic,wholesomeevenifit’sdeadly.Beneathmagicisn’tlike

thatatall.It’slikealivingentity.Itwantstodestroy,anditwantstousemetodoit.Ihearwordsinmy
head.”

“Yourmother’swords?”
“No.It’snother.It’sme.OrsomepartofmeIneverknewexisted.”
“Soweexplorewhatitis.Youhavetolookatit,Janet.Youcan’trunawayfromit.”
Myheadachegaveasharpjab,oritmighthavebeenmyfear.“It’snothingyouwanttohaveanythingto

dowith.Youcan’tunderstandwhatthisislike.”

Jamisongaveashortlaugh.“IfoundoutIwasaChangerwhenmybodymorphedintoamountain

lion’s,justlikethat.”Hesnappedhisfingers.“IspenttwoyearslockedinacageinMexicowhilecrazy
peopletaughtmehowtocontrolthechangeandthepower.Thatordealknockedthearroganceoutofme.I
dothinkyourpower’sdangerous,whichisexactlywhyyouneedtofindoutwhatitisandhowtodeal
withit.”

Iclenchedmyhandsonmydesk.Myfathergazedoutofhispictureatme,seemingtoagreewith

Jamison.

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“Ihateitwhenyou’relogical,”Isaid.
Hegrinned.“Getsomesage.Let’sdothis.”
Wewentupstairstotheroof,underthetwilitsky.EastofMagellan,therailroadbedmadeastraight

borderbetweentownanddesert.Beyondthat,theworldrolledawaytothehorizon.Thegroundlooked
flat,butscoresofwashesandarroyoscutthroughit,alongwiththewidecrevicethathousedChevelon
Creek.Chevelonwasaplaceofmysteries,whereancientpeopleshadleftpetroglyphsalongthewalls,
depictingstrange-lookingbeings.Ilikedtowalkthereindryweather,lookingatthepictogramsandtrying
tofigureoutwhattheymeant.Iwasprettysurethatmanyofthemdepictedthegoddessesanddemonsfrom
Beneath,thoughsomeNewAgerslikedtobelievetheywerealiens.Butthen,Beneathwasanotherworld,
somaybetheNewAgersaren’ttoofaroff.

JamisonandIfacedeachother,cross-legged,andhelitasagestickanddroppeditintoastonebowl.

I’dbroughtashardofthemagicmirrorincaseitcouldhelp,thoughIwarneditsternlytostayquiet.

Jamisontookmyhandsandheldtheminthesmoke.Thepungentsagewaftedintothecoolingair,andI

inhaleddeeply.

JamisonspokeintheDinélanguage,whisperingwordsofmagic.IlovedJamison’svoice,velvetand

lilting.Hewasonehellofagoodstoryteller.Naomihadfalleninlovewithhimthenighthe’dcometo
tellstoriesinMagellan,andIunderstoodwhy.

“Letyourthoughtsgo,”hemurmuredtome.“Letthemdriftwherevertheywill.”Hishandstightened.

“Andstopconcentratingonsex.”

Howdidhealwaysknow?“IwasthinkingaboutyouandNaomi.”
Jamisonflushedbutdidn’tlookallthatembarrassed.“Ineverthoughtofyouasavoyeur.”
“Imeantthatwhatyoutwohaveisgreat.”
“Mmm,”theshardofmagicmirrorsaidatmyfeet.“Pleasetellmeeverythingyou’rethinking,soIcan

imagineittoo.Don’tholdback.”

Jamisonsqueezedmyhandsagain.“You’reavoidingwhatwe’resupposedtodo.Letyourthoughtsgo.

Concentrateonthesmellofsmokeandthesoundsofthenight.”

WhatJamisonwantedmetodoscaredme.IcouldpretendthatI’dalreadylearnedtodirecttheBeneath

magicinme—hadn’tIdonewellfightingattheclub,nottomentionknockingouttheguyinthehotel
room?ButIknewJamisonwasright;themagicinsidemewaslikeabeast,waitingtogetout.

Jamison’slowNavajowordsmademyBeneathmagicstir.Notinfear,inanger.
Thedesertatourfeetwasalsohometoskinwalkers,hideouscreaturesofmassivestrengththat

wrappedthemselvesintheskinsofanimalsorpeopletheykilledtotaketheirform.MyBeneathmagic
couldsummonthem.Iknewthisinstantly,althoughI’dneverthoughtaboutitbefore.

Youcansummonthem,controlthem,usethemtodestroyyourenemies.
Ididn’thaveenemies.Ididn’thavetimeforthat.
Imagesofpeopleflashedbeforeme,everyonewho’deverhurtme.Girlsatschoolwhomadefunof

me.Highschoolboyswhowerenicetomeuntiltheyrevealedtheyonlywantedafreegrope.My
grandmotherandherstrictadmonitions.NashJones,wholikedtolockmeinhisjail.Thedragons,vast
wingedcreatureswhowantedmetoceasetoexist.Mick.

Youcancommandanyofthem.Skinwalkers,Nightwalkers.Yousummonedtheonewhotriedtokill

Nash.

LikehellIhad.Iopenedmyeyes,whichhaddriftedshut.Thesageglowedwithhotsparks,orangeand

angryinthedarkness.Jamison’svoicewenton,lowwordsinNavajothatenvelopedusinprayerand
protection.

I’dhadnothingtodowiththatNightwalkeratthecheckpoint.HowcouldIhave?He’dbeenthere

lookingforeasypickings,hadn’the?

Butthen,theNightwalkerhadlookedatmewithsomethinglikefearinhiseyesafterI’dhadthestrange

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visionofgrindinghimtodustwithabeamoflight.WhatifmylatentangeratNashhadmanifestedinme
callingonaNightwalkertofinishhimoff?Nash’suniqueresistancetomagichadkilledit,butI’dbeen
uncertainaboutthatoutcome.

OrmaybeI’dsummonedtheNightwalkertotestNash’sabilitytonullifyitsmagic.Useditandletitdie

tosatisfymycuriosity.

“No!”Isaidoutloud.
Jamisonjumpedandopenedhiseyes.
Ijerkedmyhandsfromhisgrasp.“Thisiscrazy.Itwon’twork.Leaveitalone.”
“Whatareyouafraidof,Janet?”
Hisvoicewastoogentle,toounderstanding.Itdrovemecrazy.
“Me.”Igottomyfeet.“ThemagictellingmehowevilIam,howIcanmakethatevilworkforme.”
“Demonslie,Janet.Theytellfrighteningliestobringyouundertheirpower.That’sall.You’restrong

enoughtoresist.”

“Itisn’tdemons.It’sme.AndIdon’tthinkit’swrongaboutmebeingevil.”
Jamisongottohisfeet,bootsgrating.“Itiswrong.Iknowyou.Youneedtolearntoseparateyourself

fromit,toobserveit,tonotletithavepoweroveryou.”

“IsthiswhattheytaughtyoudowninMexico?”MyvoicehadasneertoitIdidn’tlike.
“No,theytriedtokeepmewastedondrugsdowninMexico.Ilearnedcontrolthehardway.Butit

works.Trustme.”

“Youcanteachmetocontrolthis?”
Themagicleaptintomyhands,whitelightsohotthatitmademyhangoverbeatthroughmybrain

afresh.TheagonyinmyheadwassofierceIfearedIwashavingastroke,butatthesametime,thepain
wasdetachedandfaraway.

Jamisonsteppedback,warinessinhiseyes.IscentedtheChangerinhim,thewildcatwaitingtobreak

freeincaseitneededtoattack.

Ikickedthebowlwiththesage,scatteringherbsandashes.“Youdon’tknowthefirstthingaboutme,

JamisonKee.Yourarroganceneverleftyou,nomatterwhatyouclaim.Theyshouldhavelockedyouina
strongercageandsparedallofusyoucomingbackhere.”

“Janet.”Jamisonbackedanotherfootortwo.“Thisiswhatyouneedtocontrol.Focus.”
“Youfocusonthis.”
Iscoopedthewhitelightintoonehand,squishingitintoaball.ThenIthrewit,notatJamison,butat

thepieceofmagicmirror.

Themirrorscreamed,“Oh,no,girlfriend!”andthenthelighthitit.Themirrordidn’tbreakbut

reflectedthelightback,doubledinsizeandstrength.

Assoonasthemagicleftmyfist,itreleasedmybody,andIsatdownhard.Myheadpoundedlikefury,

andIwantedtovomit.

“No,”Icroakedatthelight.“Stop.”
Jamison’sdarkeyeswidenedinfearasthelightswepthisfeetoutfromunderhim.Icriedout,tryingto

getup,tryingdesperatelytostopit.ThenthemagicliftedJamison,myoldestanddearestfriend,and
threwhimfromtheroof.

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Seventeen

Weepingandscreaming,Icrawledtotheedgeandpeeredintothedarknessbelow.TheBeneathmagic
haddissipatedandvanished,leavingmeweak.Behindme,themagicmirrorsobbed.

“Jamison!”Ishouted.
Thegrowlofamountainlionansweredme.Isaweyesinthedark,glowingfaintlyinthetwilight.
Iscrambledtomyfeetandstumbledbackinside,downthestairs,aroundthegallery,anddowntothe

firstfloor.Acouplewascheckingin,andtheystoppedandstaredasIranpast,myclothesfilthyandmy
eyeswild.IheardCassandrabehindme,reassuringtheguestsinsoothingtones.Ihadtowonderwhat
excuseshewascomingupwithforme.

Itoreoutthebackdoorandheadedfortherailroadbed.Amountainlionwaslimpingtowardit,

leavingatrailofJamison’sclothesbehindhim.

“Jamison!”
Heclimbedtotherailroadbedandstopped,sidesheaving.Therisingmoonlightshowedmepiecesof

Jamison’sshirtstillclingingtohisback.

“I’msorry,”Ibabbled.“It’sgone.Themagichasgone.Areyouallright?”
Thankthegodshe’dhadthepresenceofmindtochangeashefell,landinglikeacat.Theair

shimmered,andJamisonroseonbarefeettohismanshape.Hemovedhisshirtragstocoverhisprivates
andregardedmewithamixtureofangerandfear.

“Areyouallright?”Irepeated.
“I’lllive,”hesaidwearily.“Youwereright.Iamarrogant.I’mnotstrongenoughtohelpyou.My

magicsarenowherenearwhatyoursare.”

“Thatwasn’tmesayingthat.Itwasthemagic,whateverisinsideme.Ilied.Ican’tcontrolit.Jamison,

whatthehellamIgoingtodo?”

Jamison’sangrylooksoftened.Maybehewasrememberingthescaredfifteen-year-oldagain.NowI

wastwenty-sixandjustasscared.

“Coyotecanhelpyou.He’sstrongenough.”
“Right.HekeepsthreateningtokillmeifIdon’tstopusingthemagic.ButIdon’tknowhowtostopit.”
“Mick,then.”
Ihuggedmyarmstomychest,theeveningairturningchilly.“Hesaysthesamething.Besides,he’s

gone.Wehadafight.”

“Makeupwithhim.Youneedhim.”
“WhenIsaidgone,ImeantgoneasinIhavenoideawhereheis.ThelastIsawhimhewasheading

downthebackroadsofArizona.Hecouldhavehitchedaridetoanywherebynow.”

“Nash,then.Ifhe’sthisnull,maybehecanhelpyoumufflethemagics.”
Ihadthoughtofthatbutwasunsurehowitcouldwork,orwhetherIcouldconvinceNashtohelpme.
“Idon’tknow.I’llthinkaboutit.”
Jamisonstartedtoreachforme,buthethoughtbetterofitanddroppedhishand.
Thegesturecutmyheart.JamisonhadbeentheonepersonIcouldturnto,theonefriendIcouldtrust.

Nowhedidn’twanttotouchme,andIcouldn’tblamehim.

“Ifeellikeshit,”Isaid.
“Youneedtorest.Whatyou’regoingthroughis...Well,Idon’treallyknowwhatyou’regoing

through,butexhaustionwon’thelp.”Jamison’stonesoftened.“Myshamanadvicetoyouistogotobed.
Beforeyoudo,willyoucallNaomiandtellherIneedaridehome?IfIwalkhomeasamountainlionin
thistown,I’llprobablygetshot.AndifIdoitasanakedman,I’llneverliveitdown.”

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IretreatedtomybedroomafterIhadCassandracallNaomi,andlockedthedoor.Isatwithmyback
againsttheheadboardforalongtime,thethoughtsinmyheadwringingmedry.

I’dhurtoneofmybestfriendsintheworld.IfJamisonhadn’tbeenaChanger,hadn’tmanagedtosave

himselffromthefall,he’dbelyinginabrokenheap,possiblydead.I’ddonethat.Thehorrorinhiseyes
hadbrokenmyheart.

Thiswasthethingthedragonssawandfeared,whatMickhadbeensenttostop.Thispastspring,

they’dwantedtopreventmefrommeetingwithmyhell-goddessmother,butIrealizednowitwentdeeper
thanthat.Theydidn’twantmetobecomeher.

Ididn’twanttoeither.Stupidme,thinkingIhadthemagicundercontrol.JustbecauseIwasnowable

tofightwithit,tochannelittobattleathreat,IthoughtI’dmasteredit.HowcouldIbesuchanidiot?This
powerwasbeyondme.Itwasgodpower,andIwasahumanbeing.

Thoughagoddesshadbroughtmeintoexistence,I’dbeenbornofhumanparents,withhumanfrailty.

Godpowerwouldripmeapart.

Ipressedmyhandsbetweenmyknees,mykneestomychest.CouldIbeterrifiednow?WhatwasI

goingtodo?Jamisonhadtriedtoteachmetoobservethemagicandunderstandit,butIdidn’tthink
chantingandmeditationwasgoingtohelpthistime.

IneededMick.He’dtaughtmetocontainmyStormwalkerpower,tomakeitpartofme.Hismethods

hadbeenharshattimes,butthey’dworked.ButIhadnoideawhereMickhadgone.I’dthoughtabout
callinghimearliertoday,butwhenI’dwalkedintomybedroom,I’dfoundhiscellphonesittingsquareon
mydresser.Thesightofithadwashedpainallthroughme.

IcouldusethemirrortocalltoMick,butonlyifMickhadn’tthrownhispieceawayorwouldeven

takeitoutofhisdamnedpocketifheheardit.I’dlefttheshardupontheroof,butIhadanotherinits
chamoisbaginthepocketofmyleatherjacket.Icouldfeelthemirror’sterrorfromitaswellasallthe
wayfromthesaloon.BecauseI’dawakenedit,ithadtoobeyme,whetheritlikeditornot.Rightnow,it
fearedme,andIdidn’thavethehearttoforceittowork.

IfeltsoalonerightthenIthoughtI’ddie.
Isatforhourswhilethenightgrewdarkandthemoonfloatedacrossthesky,changingtheshadows.I

feltthemagicwantingtocomeoutandplay,butifIheldmyselftightlyenough,Icouldfenditoff.Maybe.

Akeyturnedinthelock,andthedoorswunginward,thebrightrectangleofthedoorwaypiercingmy

eyes.Mayacamein,leavingthedooropenbehindher.

“Youallright,Janet?”Shesatonthefootofthebed.“Everyone’sworriedaboutyou,butthey’reafraid

tocomeinhere.”

“Andyouaren’t?”
“No.”Mayaworejeansandashirtthisevening,butshemanagedtolookaslovelyinthatasshehadin

herturquoisepartydress.“Theonlythingsthatfrightenmearemymother’slecturesaboutgettingmarried
andhavingchildren.ShesaysI’mgoingtobefatanduglyinafewyears,soI’dbetterhavesnaredaman
andpushedoutacoupleofkidsbythen.”

Iwantedtosmile,butmymouthwastootight.“Ifyouworkoutandtakecareofyourself,yourlooks

willstayaroundforawhilelonger.”

“Haveyoueatenanythingsincewegotback?”
Ishookmyhead.I’dintendedtograbsomelunchinthekitchen,butnevergotaroundtoit.
Mayaheldoutherhand.“Comewithme.We’regoingtogetyoudinner.”
“Ican’t.”
“I’mnotgoingtobringyouatray.Yourcookisascarybitch,andIdon’twanttointerruptherwhen

she’sanywherenearherknives.”

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“Maya,Ican’t.IthrewJamisonofftheroof.Icouldhavekilledhim.”
“Isthatwhyhewasstandingoutontherailroadbedmostlynaked?Youknow,he’sreallyhot.Ifhe

wasn’tmarried...”

“Thisisn’tajoke.”
Mayagrabbedmyhandandpulledmetomyfeetwithsurprisingstrength.“Ifyou’retryingtoget

throughsomething,noteatingwilljustmakeyouweaker.”

RightnowIfeltweakasaflea.Weaker—fleascanbemean.
Forsomereason,Ididn’ttrytostopMayatowingmeoutfrontandthroughthelobby.Atleastshelet

mebringmyjacket.Cassandrawatchedmefromthereceptiondeskbutmadenomovetointerceptme.
Pamelastoodnearher,armsfolded,lookingformidable.ShewasprotectingCassandra,Irealizedwitha
jolt.Fromme.

Mayatookmeouttowhereherowntrucksatinthelot,backfromitsLasVegasadventure.The

CrossroadsBarwasgoingstrong,theparkinglotfullofmotorcycles,aknotofbikermenandwomen
clusterednearthedoor.NashJoneslikedtoraidtheplaceonceinawhile,lookingfordrugsandarms
dealers.Ihopedhedidn’ttonight,becauseIdidn’twanttoseehim.

IthoughtMayamighttakemetothedinertostuffacheeseburgerandmilkshakeintome,butshepassed

thedinerandturneddowntheroadthatledtoherownhome.Thewhiteframehousestoodbackfromthe
roadinaneatpatchoflawn,flowersbloominginthetinygardenunderthefrontwindow.

Mayaletusin.“Gocleanyourselfup.I’llmakeusdinner.”
Ilookedintothebathroommirrorandbitbackascream.Myfacewasdrainedofcolorandstreaked

withdirtfromcrawlingacrosstheroof.Myshirtwasrippedandjustasdirty.Myeyes,though,terrified
me.Anicegreenglintglowedoutatmebeforerecedingtomyusualdarkbrown.

MyhandsshookasIwashedmyfaceanddriedmyselfwithMaya’scleantowels.WhenIwalkedout,

Mayawascookingsomethingthatsmelledgood.Shepointedwithaspatulaatapileofshirtsonthecouch
andtoldmetopickoneout.

“Whyareyoubeingsonicetome?”IaskedherasIstrippedoffmytopandpulledonablackonewith

aspangleddesign.Itwasalittlebigformebutatleastcleanandwhole.“WhenIfirstmovedhere,you
hatedme.”

“Withgoodreason.Youcanbeatruebitch,Janet.ButyoualsosavedmyassupinLasVegas,and

you’refuntopartywith.”

“Goodforme.”
“Shutupandeat.IonlyknowhowtocookMexicanfood,sothat’swhatyou’regetting.Mymother

wouldn’tteachmeanythingelse.”

“IlikeMexican.”
“That’sgood.”
Theplatesheputinfrontofmetemptedmeinspiteofmymood.Shehadn’tmadeyouraveragetacosor

burritosbutasavorymeatinathicksauceladledoveracoupleoffreshcorntortillas.Acornandrice
pilafhadbeenpiledbesideit.Idugin,myeyeswateringfromthechiles,mymouthveryhappy.

“Youshouldopenarestaurant,”Isaid.
“Noway.Ilikeworkingwithwiringbecauseitdoesn’tcomplain.Peopleinrestaurantsdo.Allthe

time,abouteverything.”

True.I’dalreadyencounteredpeoplewhocouldn’tbehappywithanythinginmyhotel,nomatterhow

hardItried.

Iwasshovelinginthelastmouthful,thinkingIcouldfallinlovewithMaya,whensheglancedsharply

outofthewindow.“Whothehellisthat?”

Iwhirled,nearlysendingmyplatetothefloor.Alongblacklimousinehadstoppedinthestreetoutside,

anincongruousvehicleinthisneighborhoodofpickupsandmodestfamilysedans.

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Adark-hairedmanemergedfromthefrontpassengersideandopenedthebackdoorofthelimo.

Anotherdarkmangotout,thisonewithsleekblackhairinaponytailthatglitteredunderthestreetlight.
Heworealongleathercoat,andIsawlinesoftattoossnakingaroundhisnecktodisappearintohisshirt.
Hisauraboresparksoffire,asdidtheauraofthesimilarlydressedmenbehindhim.

Myheartsqueezedintoatinyball.“Maya,youshouldgetoutofhere.”
“Why?Whoarethey?”
Dragons.Heretoslayme?ButIwasunderprotectionasMick’smate,wasn’tI?Whichonlylastedas

longasMickwasalive,Iremembered.ThefineaftertasteofMaya’sfoodturnedbitter.

HadthedragonsbypassedthetrialandsimplykilledMick?Foundhimwalkingaloneanddecidedto

takehimouttogettome?AndwherethehellwasColby?

Thetwotallmeninleatherdusterskeptcomingupthewalk.TheBeneathmagicstirredinme,readyfor

battle.

ThefirstdragonsteppedsquareintoMaya’sflowerbed,squashingblossoms,andshewasoutofthe

houselikeashot.“Hey.Watchwhatyou’redoing!”

Theman’seyeswereblackdark,likeMick’swhenthedragoninhimrosetothesurface.Hisponytail

baredhisneck,andIsawthatthetattoolinesweretheendsofsharpwings.Hemustbeinkedalldown
hisback,withtheedgesofthetattsrisinguphisneck.

“We’renothereforyou,”themansaidtoMayaandflickedhisgazetome.Thedragon-manbehindhim

waseventaller,hishairshorter,atattooflowingupthesidesofhisneckandoverhisears.Helooked
olderthanthefirstman,moreregal.

Mayaregardedthemcoldly.“No?Whothehellareyou?”
“They’rehereforme,”Isaid.
Isteppedoutpasthertofacethefirstdragon,whowasastallasMick.Ifoldedmyarmsandgazedup

athim,tryingfortheprotectivelookPamelahadassumedwhileshe’dwatchedoverCassandra.

Mayaduckedbackinside,andIsawhergoingforherphone.She’dcallthecops,maybeNash.The

firstdragonglancedin,raisedhishand,andthephoneburstintoflame.Mayashrieked.

“Leaveheralone,”Isaidinahardvoice.“Whatdoyouwant?”
“Foryoutocomewithus,”thefirstdragonsaid.
“That’salinefromabadmovie.WhyshouldI?”
“WeneedtotalkaboutMick’strial.”
Iwentcold,althoughsomerelieftouchedme.Iftheyweretalkingaboutthetrial,thenMickmuststill

bealive.

“It’sstraightforward,isn’tit?”Iasked.“You’vealreadydecidedthatMick’sguilty.Youonlyneedto

decidewhethertogivehimachancetosurvivehispunishment.HisOrdeal,whateverthatturnsouttobe.”

“Thathasyettobedetermined.”
“You’rethedragoncouncil,Itakeit.”
“Heis.”Thefirstmanjerkedathumboverhisshoulderatthetallerdragon.“Hewantstomeetwith

youinprivate.It’sperfectlywithindragonlaw.”

“I’msorelieved.”LikehellIwasgoingtogetintoacarwiththem.“Wecanhaveourlittlemeeting

righthere.”

“No.”Thetallermanspokeforthefirsttime.Hisvoicewasdeep,withundertonesofdarkness,far

richerandfullerthanthefirstman’s.Hewasmucholder,Iguessed,withtimetodevelopatimbrelike
that.“Wewillspeakinaplaceofmychoosing.”

“WhatguaranteedoIhavethatI’llmakeitbackfromthisplaceofyourchoosing?”
Hisflunkyansweredme.“Youareprotectedunderdragonlaw.Youarematedtoadragon,andyouare

akeywitness.Untilthetrial,youareuntouchable.”

“Andafterit?”

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Themanraisedhisshouldersinaleather-cladshrug.“Thatremainstobeseen.”
“Youknowhowtomakeagirlfeelgood.”
Ithoughtthecornersofthecouncilman’smouthtwitched,butIcouldn’tbesure.Theflunkydidn’tlook

amused.“Youcancomewithusvoluntarily,orwecanforceyou.”

“IthoughtyoujustsaidIwasuntouchable.”
Hegavemeabriefnod.“Wearenotallowedtokillyou.Butwecankidnapyouifwelaterreleaseyou

unharmed,especiallyifitmightbeforyourowngood.”

“NowIknowyou’redragons.Youhavethattwisteddragonlogic.”
Mayawasontheporchagain,lookingscaredbutscowling.“You’renotleavingwiththem,Janet.”
“Yes,Iam,”Isaid,deciding.“Iwanttohearwhattheyhavetosay.”
Ididn’ttrustthem,butIdidknowbynowthatdragonsfelldownandworshippeddragonlawand

honor.IalsoknewthatmyBeneathmagicwasuptotakingthemiftheygotcocky.Ikeptthatthoughtoutof
thefrontofmyhead,incasetheycouldsenseitsomehow,butthemagicwasamused.

Iwassotiredofthinkingofmymagicasaseparateentity.Iwantedtoconqueritorgetridofit.Ididn’t

likeittalkingtome.

Thecouncilmanstartedwalkingbacktothecar.Theflunkygesturedmetoprecedehim.Imadethem

waittofetchmycoat,andtheflunkyinsistedMayabringittome.

“Janet,”Mayasaidasshehandedmemywarmleatherjacket.
Ishruggediton.“GototheMagellanInnandaskforColby.TellhimwhatI’mdoing.”
“PuttingyourtrustinColbyisfoolish,”theflunkysaid.
“Yes,well,he’sadragon,andIfigureatleasthe’llknowwhereyou’vetakenme.Andhowtofindme

ifIdon’tcomeout.”

Nowtheflunkylookedannoyed.Ididn’tlikegoingwiththem,butIwantedtopicktheirbrainsasmuch

astheywantedtopickmine.

“Tellhim,”IsaidtoMaya.
Shenodded,andIwalkeddownthedriveaheadoftheflunky.Thechauffeur’sassistanthadtheback

dooropen,aportaltoadark,plushinterior.

Thecouncilmanenteredthecar.Theflunkystoodbackandwaitedformetogetin.Suchagentleman.I

hadonefootinthedoorwhensomethingwrappedaroundmefrombehindandyankedmeoutagain.Nota
hand,notanarm,abandofwhitemagicthattriedtosqueezemeintwo.

Iheardshouting—theflunky,thechauffeurwho’djumpedoutofthecar,hisassistant,Maya.Theband

oflightliftedmehighandthendroppedme.

IlandedatthefeetofJimMohan,whodidnotlookgood.Hisfaceandarmswerecoveredwith

abrasionsandbruisesfromtheclubhavingfallenonhim.Healingabrasions—whichwasweird.His
woundshadhealedevenmorethanminehad,andI’ddonehealingspellsonmyself.

Igotspeedilytomyfeet.Thedragonsrushedus,andtheflunkygrabbedmebythearmstohaulme

awayfromJim.

“No!”Jimshouted.“Leaveheralone!”
Theflunkydraggedmeaway.Thechauffeurandhisassistantpulledoutpistols.Irealizedwithajolt

thatthosetwoweren’tdragons—theywereashumanasMaya.

IhadnoideawhetherbulletswouldkillJimorjustpisshimoff.He’dbeenresurrected,buthecould

obviouslybehurt.Couldhebekilledagainbyhumanweapons?

TheflunkyshovedmeagainstthecarandmovedtoJim,handsflaming.Thecouncilmanhimselfcame

behindhim.

IfJimignoredthepistols,hedidn’tignorethedragonfire.Heswungtofacethetwodragons,hands

raised.

“Don’tattackhim!”Iyelledatthedragons.“Getinyourdamncar,andgetoutofhere!”

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Theydidn’tlistentome.Ofcoursenot.Stubborn,arrogantdragons.Thecouncilmanandflunkywent

forhim,flamesstreamingfromtheirhands,tattoosglowingundertheirclothes.

Ithappenedsofast,Icouldn’ttellhowhedidit.Onemomentthetwodragonswereadvancing,readyto

burnJimtoacinder.Thenext,thedragoncouncilmanroseintotheairandstartedtoscream.

Hisbodycrackedstraightdownthemiddle.Crimsonbloodsprayedovermelikewater,the

councilman’sscreamdiedtoagurgle,andhisbodyfell,rippedinsideouttolandonMaya’spristinefront
lawn.

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Eighteen

Theflunkylethisflamedieandstaredatthecouncilmaninhorror.Thechauffeurandassistantstarted
unloadingtheirgunsintoJim.Jimflinchedfromtheimpactofbullets,buthedidn’tfall,didn’tdie.

IgrabbedatthemagicIfeltdancinginmybodyandhurleditatJim.“Stop!”
“No,”hesaid.“They’llkillyou.”
“Juststop!”Ishouted.
Thechauffeur’sassistanttookadvantageofthedistractiontoplugJimrightinthehead.Again,Jim

flinched,buthestayedverymuchalive.Heturned,madeaslicingmotionwithhishand,andthe
chauffeur’sassistantfelltothegrass,dead,hisbodycutinhalf.

“No!”Iscreamedmyselfhoarse.
Jimgavemeawildlook.“I’msorry.I’msorry.”Heturnedandranoffintothedarkness.
Whatwasleftofthecouncilmanlayinasteamingheap,andthechauffeurwasbentdouble,sobbingand

puking.Mayahaddisappeared,theonlysmartonearoundhere.

Theflunkywasstandingstill,hisdarkeyeswide,thefireunderhisskinredinthedarkness.Igrabbed

hisshoulders,shookhim.

“Makehimturnintoadragon,”Ipanted.“Makehimturnintoadragon.”
Ididn’tevenknowifthatwouldhelp.ButwheneverMickgotbadlyhurtasahuman,heshiftedtohis

dragonformtosavehimself.Ihadnowayofknowingwhetherthecouncilmancouldstillshift,orwhether
hewasalreadydeadandbeyondsaving.

Theflunkynodded.Hestrippedoffhiscoatandthenhisshirt,sweatpouringdownhisfaceashe

hastilygotridofhisclothes.Oncehewasnaked,heraisedhisarmsouttohissidesandletfirepourout
ofhishands.Thefirewrappedaroundwhatwasleftofthecouncilman,encasinghimlikeasheath.

Thedragonflunky’sbodygleamedwithsweat,thetattooofafulldragononhisback.Thetattoo

wrappedallthewayaroundhistorso,thewingsrunningdownhisarms;whatI’dseenonhisneckwere
thebarbedspikesatthebendofthewings.

Thetattooglowedandrippled.Itseemedtoabsorbtheflunky’sbodyintoit,untilablackdragon,

shininginthestreetlights,spreadrealwingsandroseonthem.Thedragonshotintotheair,expandingas
hewent;thenhesnakedonetalondownandscoopedupthecocoonoffire.Thedowndraftofhiswings
bombardedmewithhotair,andthenthedragonwasrisingintothenight.

Aseconddragonswoopedoutofthedeserttomeethim,thisonesofieryreditglowedwithitsown

light.Hewasn’tMick—Mickwashugeandblackallover.Thedragonsexchangedscreechesbefore
wingingofftogetherovertheemptydesert.Silencesettledonthestreet,andthebreezestirredthedead
man’scoat.

SirenseruptedfrombothsidesofMagellanatonce,boththetownandcountypoliceresponding.
IturnedshakilytowardMaya’shouseandfoundmyselfstaringdownthebarrelofasemiautomatic.The

Beneathmagichadleftme,vanishingasquicklyasithadcome.Theeyesofthechauffeuroverthebarrel
werehuman,terrified,andenraged.

“Getin,”hesaid.
“What...?”
“Getinthefuckingcar!”
Iraisedmyhandsandbackedquicklyintothelimo,andthechauffeurslammedthedoor.Igrabbedthe

handleassoonashestartedforthedriver’sside,buthe’dlockedthedoor,andtherewasnobuttonor
latchtoletmeout.Ibouncedtothefrontofthelimo,readytocrawloutthatway,butthickglassseparated
backfromfront,firmlyinplace.They’dnotwantedtheirprisonertoescape.

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ThedriverslammedhimselfinsidethecarandsquealedawayfromMaya’shousejustastwoMagellan

policecars,twosheriffs’cars,andNash’sofficialSUVspedtowardus.Thechauffeurdrovethrougha
yardtoavoidthemandthendownMaya’sstreettothemainhighway.

Onesheriff’scarturnedtopursueus,andIsawaflashofLopez’sfaceatthewheel.Theotherfour

vehiclescontinuedtheirchargetoMaya’slit-uphouse,Nashleadingtheway.

Meanwhile,Lopezchasedthelimo.ThechauffeurdrovethroughMagellanattriplethelegalspeed,and

LopezhunginthereaswebarreledoutoftownpastmyhotelanduptheroadtowardFlatMesa.About
halfwayalong,thechauffeurjerkedthewheeltotheright,spinningusontoaroadIhadn’tevenknown
existed.Itwasnarrowandtreacherous,whatwasknownasaprimitiveroad.Thatmeantithadn’teven
beengraded,anddroppedintoandoutofwasheswithjarringabruptness.

Therewasnowaywecouldmakeitdownthisroadinthiscarandnotgetstuck.Raisedpickupswith

four-wheeldrivecoulddoit,butnotalimousine.Therecentrainshadmadethegroundsoft,andwashes
outherewouldbefullofwater.Ididn’tcarehowbigthiscarwas;agoodwhitewaterwashwouldsweep
usawayinseconds.

“Wherethehellareyougoing?”Ishouted.
Ifthechauffeurheardmethroughtheglass,hemadenosign.Herocketedthroughthedesertataninsane

speed.Lookingback,IsawLopez’slightsswervewildly,andthengostill.He’dhitmudorsoftdirt,and
hiswheelswouldbespinninginplace.Ihopedhewasallright.

Afewmomentslater,thechauffeurslammedonthebrakes.Iwentflyingforward,barelystopping

myselffromslammingintotheglassbetweenus.Redlightsblinkedoutofthedarkness,andIheardthe
thrub-thrubofahelicopter.

Thechauffeuryankedopenmydoor,shovinghisguninmyfaceagain.Idon’tknowwherehethoughtI

wasgoingtorun,butIlethimherdmetowardthehelicopter.

Iapproacheditwithmyheartpounding.Ihatedflying,andI’dheardbadthingsabouthelicopters.Yes,

Ihadmanymorethingstoworryaboutrightnowthanfearofflying,butwiththemachinevibratinginfront
ofmeandaguninmyback,Idevelopedabadcaseoftheshakes.

Withnostormtohelpme,andmyBeneathmagichibernatingagain,Ihadnochoice.Iclimbedontothe

step,thechauffeurpushedmein,andIlandedonaseatthatwasmuchlikeacarseat.Icouldn’thear
anythingovertheblades,couldn’tseeanythingbuttheglowofcockpitlightsinthefront.

Thechauffeurdroppedintotheseatnexttome,gunstillaimedinmydirection.Hejammedonaheadset

andstartedshoutingsomething.Thepilotlookedoverhisshoulder,arguingwithhim,butIcouldn’thear
muchofwhattheyweresaying.Thepilotswungaroundtohiscontrols,andthehelicopterliftedwitha
slightjerkandglidedupintothenight.

Ihunkeredintotheseatwithmyarmsfolded.Myfacewassticky,andIrealizedIstillhadthe

councilman’sbloodalloverit.Myjacketwasspatteredwithittoo.

Weflewforalongtime.Ihadnoideahowfarorhowfasthelicopterscouldgo;IjustknewthatIwas

scared,uncomfortable,unhappy,andhadtopee.Ifiguredifthechauffeurhadwantedmedead,he’dhave
shotme,sohemustbeunderorderstotakemesomeplacespecific.OnceIgotthere,Imightbeexecuted,
butuntilthenIwasrelativelysafe.Suchcomfortingthoughts.

Bytheclockinthecockpit,itwasabouttwoa.m.whenwestartedtodescend.Ilookedoutthewindow
andsawacityinthedistance,fartoobigtobeanythinginnorthernArizona.Ihadnoideawhichdirection
we’dgone,butIknewIwasn’tlookingatLasVegasortheenormoussprawlofPhoenix.Thatleft
AlbuquerqueorSantaFe—wecouldn’thavegonefarenoughtohavereachedSaltLakeCityorL.A.

Sobyprocessofelimination,IwasprobablyinNewMexico.Thatwasconfirmedaswestartedto

land—IsawthetwistystreetsofoldSantaFeflashunderusandthevastbulkoftheSangredeCristo

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Mountainsinthedarkness.I’dbeentoSantaFeplentyoftimesinmywanderingsbeforeI’dmovedto
Magellan,andIknewwe’dheadednorthandwestofthecity.

Welandedjustoutsideawalledcompound.Thechauffeurhadtoliftmeoutofthehelicopter,becauseI

wastooexhaustedandshakytomanageonmyown.

Thecompoundturnedouttobealargehousesurroundedbyanequallylargewall.Theouterwalls

wereadobe,smooth,plain,andunbroken.Insidethegate,thehouseitselfformedanotherbarrier,with
smallwindowsfacingtheapproach.

Oncethroughthenextgatedbreezeway,Ifoundparadise.Thecourtyardwasavastopenspacethat

followedthenaturalcontoursoftheland,withdesertmountainplantsandtreesinabundance.Walkways
ledthroughthislushgarden,andatiledarcaderanalongallfoursidesofthehouse.

Thechauffeurtookmeinside,stillatgunpoint,andledmethroughcooltiledhalls.Thehousehadbeen

builtintheoldSpanishstyle,withstaircasesbendingupwardbeyondarches,roomsopening
unexpectedly,andfewwindowsexceptthosethatoverlookedthecourtyard.TheroomIwastakento,
aftertheysearchedme,hadabalcony,butbelowitwasasheerdropdowntheclifffacethatthehousehad
beenbuiltupon.

Thechauffeurclosedthedoorandlockedmein.Thebalconydoorswereeasilyopened,whichmeant

theydidn’tworrythatIcouldescapethatway.

Idroppedapieceofloosetileoverthewrought-ironbalconyrailandwaitedasickeninglylongtime

beforeIheardaclickofrockonrockbelow.Unlessmyjailershadconvenientlystashedclimbinggear
underthebathroomsink,Iwasstuck.

Iexploredtheroom,findingphoneandcomputerjacks,butnophonesorcomputers.They’dtakenmy

cellphonewhenthey’drudelypattedmedown,butthey’dleftmypieceofmagicmirrorinitschamois
bag.TheyprobablythoughtIkeptitsoIcouldcheckmymakeuponmydaringadventures.Everyperson
I’dseenheresofarhadbeenhuman,luckyme.Asupernaturalbeingwouldhavesensedthemirror’s
magic.

Isatdownonthebed,whichwasamazinglycomfortable.I’dvacationhereifIwasn’tbeingheld

captive.

Afull-lengthmirrorinaheavy,carvedframehungonthewalltotheleftofthebed.Igazedintoitfora

fewminutes,notingthesplotchesofdriedbloodonmyfaceandMaya’sprettyshirt,theblackmessofmy
hair,myeyeswideandbrown.Brown,thankfully.Nogreengleaminsight.Ofcourse,nowthatIcould
haveusedmagictohelpmeescape,ithaddesertedme.

Itookoutthepieceofmagicmirrorandangledittowardthemirroronthewall.
Themagicmirrorpurred.“Oh,girlfriend,thisisnice.HereIwasallworriedaboutyou,andyou’re

sittinginsplendor.Sonotfair.”

“Lockedinsplendorismorelikeit.”
Ikeptplayingwiththemirroruntilawhitesparkflashedbetweenthemagicmirrorandthemundane

one.Magicmirrorscouldenhancethepropertiesofordinarymirrors,orsoI’dheard.Ihadn’ttakenthe
timetodiscovereverythingIcoulddowithamagicmirror,beingbusywiththehotelandBeneathmagic
anddragonsandbeingkidnappedandall.Plus,workingwiththemagicmirrormeantlisteningtoit.

“Canyouletmeseethroughallmirrorsinthehouse?”Iasked.“Channelthemintothisone?”
“Idon’tknow.Itdependsonthemirrorsandwheretheyare.”
“Well,try,”Isaidimpatiently.
“Givemeasecond.Thisispowerfulmagic,honey,notsimplechantingandincense.”
Lightdancedbetweenthetwopiecesofglass,glintinginthewaymirrorsdidwhentheycaughtthe

sunlight.Itwaspitch-darkbeyondthewindows,exceptforthecitylightsIcouldseeinthedistance.The
airthroughthebalconydoorsI’dleftopenwascrispandcold.Winterbeginsearlyatseventhousandfeet.

Akeyscrapedinthelock.Iquicklydroppedthemirrortotherugandsliditunderthebedwithmy

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heel.“Givemeabreak,sugar,”themirrorsaid.“Ican’tworkifIcan’tseeanything.”

Theyoungmanwhowalkedindidn’thearthemirror.Hisauratoldmehewashuman,onewithout

magic.Hewasmaybetwenty-twoorsoandgood-looking.Verygood-looking.Goodthingthemirror
hadn’tseenhim,orI’dbelisteningtoapanegyricabouthisflawlessface,hischocolatebrownhair,his
lightblueeyes,hisfirmbody,andhisassintightjeans.HehadaTaserinhisbelt,andthetwomen
standingoutsidethedoorheldautomaticrifles.

“Allthathardwareforme?”Iasked.
“You’redangerous,”theyoungmansaid.Heclosedthedoorbehindhim,andsomeoneoutsidelocked

it.“Don’tbothertryingtotakemehostage.Theywouldn’tcareifyoukilledme.I’mexpendable.”

Istoodup.“Andthisdoesn’tbotheryou?”
“It’sagoodjob,withlotsofperks.”Theyoungmanshookatableclothoveratableinthecornerand

startedlayingoutsilverwareandglasses.“ImakewaymoremoneythanIwouldinanofficejob;plusI
getlotsoftimeoff.Theydon’tmindifIpartyherewhenthey’reout,andImeetalotofwomen.”

“Paradise,”Isaid.
Hegrinnedinanun-self-consciousway.“Itisforme.Butreally,ifyoukilledme,they’djusthire

someoneelse.”

“Iguesswhenyouworkforbigreptiles,youhavetoexpectthemtobecold,”Isaid.
Hegavemeapuzzledlookandthenshruggedashesetacovereddishonthetableandopenedabottle

ofwine.“Yeah,Iguess.I’mTodd,bytheway.Thisispolloenmole,oneofthecook’sspecialties.”

“Ialreadyate.”
“Thewine’sfromalocalvintner.It’sprettygood,thoughI’mnotreallyawineguy.”
“Youcantakeallofitawaywhenyougo,Todd.I’mnotabouttoeatanddrinkanythingservedtomeby

dragonswhowantmedead.Iftheycan’tfrymewithfire,poisonmightwork.”

Toddlookedblank.“Theydon’twanttokillyou;theyjustwanttotalktoyou.Look,I’lleatsomefirst.”

Hepickedupaforkandscoopedadrippingbiteofthechickendishintohismouth.“Mmm.Damngood.I
lovepoblanochiles.They’renotashotasthehabanerosbutstilltasty.Trysome.”

“Maybelater,”Isaid.
Isankdownonthebedagain,tryingtodecidewhattodo.IbelievedToddwhenhesaidthedragons

wouldn’tcareifIkilledhim.Hewasanotherflunky,ahouseboy,ifawell-paidone.Theycountedonme
beingniceenoughtonothurtaninnocent.IfIdidhurthim,takehimhostage,throwhimoverthebalcony,
orkillhim,thenI’dconfirmtothedragonsthatIwasthemonstertheybelievedmetobe.

Toddtookasipofwinetoshowmethatitwasn’ttainted.Heputthecoverbackovertheplatetokeep

itwarm.Verythoughtful,wasTodd.

“Youallright?”heasked.Hecameandsatbesidemeonthebed,switchinghisTasertothesideofhis

beltoppositeme.“I’mtrainingtobeamassagetherapist,soIcangiveyouamassageifyouwant.Neck
andshouldersorfullbody,clothesonoroff.Orifyouneedsex,I’mhereforthattoo.”

Igavehimanirritatedlook.“Doyouofferthattoallguests?Andprisoners?”
“Sure.It’spartofmyjob.”
“WhatifIwereaman?”
Toddlaughed.“Thenthey’dhavesentinawoman.Oragayman.”
“Theyreallytakecareoftheirguests,don’tthey?”
“Theydo.Liebackandenjoyit.They’lltalktoyouandreleaseyouinacoupleofdays.There’sclean

towelsinthebathroomifyouwanttoshower,plusrobesinyoursize.Icantakeyourclothesdowntobe
cleaned.”

“WhatIreallywant,Todd,isaphone.”
“Sorry.Nocando.”
“Doesn’titbotheryouthatthey’reholdingmehereagainstmywill?”

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Toddstoodup,makingsureIhadagoodviewofhisbehindashelookedintothemirrortosmoothhis

hair.“No,becausetheytoldmeyou’retheirenemy,andthesearesomeprettycoolguys.They’renotdrug
dealersoranythinglikethat.Justbusinessmen.Soiftheydon’twantyouleavingbeforetheycantalkto
you,they’vegotagoodreason.”

“Sure.Whydon’tyougoaway,now,Todd,soIcaneat?Orshower?Orjumpoffthebalcony,whatever

Iwanttodo?”

Hegrinnedatmethroughthemirror.“Youdon’tlooklikethetypewho’dkillherself;youlooklikethe

typewho’dtrytotalkherwayout.That’swhythey’reallowingyououtonthebalcony.It’skindofcold
tonight,though.Youmightwanttoclosethewindows.”

“Thanksforthetip.”
“Sure.”Toddheadedforthedoor.“You’reprettygood-looking,though,soifyouchangeyourmind

aboutthesex,justthumponthedoorandtelltheguardtoletmebackin.”

“I’llthinkaboutit,”Isaid,deadpan.
“Great.Goodnight.”
Toddtappedonthedoor,itopenedfromtheoutside,andmyaffablejailerwaltzedout.Themen

stationedinthehalldidn’tbothertolookinorgivemeanevilglareoranythingelsevillainousbeforeone
ofthemshutthedoorandlockeditagain.

Isnatchedthemirroroutfromunderthebed.“Iassumeyouheardallthat.”
“Yes.Pleasetellhimyouwantsex,andpleaseletmewatch.Hesoundsdivine.
Iheldtheshardupinfrontoftheothermirror.“Concentrate.”
“Oh,you’renofun.”
Ididn’twanttobefun;Iwantedtogetfree.“Showmewhat’sgoingoninthisdamnhouse.Andwhile

you’reatit,yellatMick.Ineedtofindhim.”

“Well,whichdoyouwantfirst,sugar?I’mnotpowerfulenoughtodoboth.EspeciallysinceMicky

hatestopullmeoutofhispocket.Ilikeitinthere,asIsaid,butIcanneverseehim.”

“Showmethehouse,first.”I’dhavemoreinformationtoimparttoMickifIdidreconnaissance,and

besides,Mickmighthavetossedawayhismirrorshard.Thelookinhiseyeswhenhe’dleftusonthe
highwayhadbeenbleakandempty.

“Gotsomething,”themirrorsaid.“Oh,nice.”
Thebigmirrorcloudedasthoughshowersteamcoatedit.Thenitcleared,showingmeapictureofa

bathroom.Toddhadjustopenedhispantstotakealeakandpreenhimselfinthemirroratthesametime.

“Somethingalittlemoreimportant,”Isaidinirritation.
“Can’thelpit,sweetie.I’mfixingonhimbecausehewasinhere,andhe’seasiesttofollow.He’llgo

somewhereelseinaminute.”

Toddtookhistimeatthetoilet;thenhemovedtowashhishandsandpreensomemore.Hedidn’tlook

self-absorbed,justanxioustopresentthebestpossiblepicturetotheworldwhenheleftthebathroom
again.

Finally,afterhe’dcombedhishair,anxiouslyscrutinizedit,andcombeditagain,Toddlefttheroom.

Theimageofthebathroomdissolved,andIcaughtaglimpseofToddstridingdownalong,tiledhall.I
guessedIwaslookingatthecorridorfromanornamentalmirroronthewall.

“He’soutofrange,”themirrorsaid.“Wantmetokeepfollowinghim?”
“Stayhereforawhile.Let’sseeifwecanseesomeoneelse.”
Wewaitedforthelongesttimewhilethehallremainedboringlyempty.Iduckedintothebathroomafter

twentyminutesandwashedmyface,hands,andarmscleanofblood,butIrefusedtodiscardmyclothes.

TogivemyselfsomethingtodoItookafewbitesofthefoodToddhadleft.Itwaslukewarmnowbut

quitegoodaspromised.Ilikedmole,whichwasasmoothsauceofchilesandunsweetenedchocolate,
withvariousvegetablesandotheringredients,dependingonwhatthecookhadhandy.Thisonehadthe

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biteofhazelnutsinit.IwonderedifthechefwasalsolikeTodd,workinghereforhighpaybutknowing
heorshewasexpendable.

Ididn’thavetheappetiteorthetimetoappreciatethefood.Aftermysecondbite,themirrorsaid,

“Who’sthat?”

Iglancedatthemirrorandletmyforkclattertotheplate.Thedragonflunkywasstridingdownthehall

awayfromus,hisleatherdustermoving,hisponytailinplace.

“Him,”Isaid.“Focusonhim.”Imovedtothemirrortowatchtheflunkydisappeararoundthecorner.

“Followhim!”

“Allright,keepyourpantson.Ornot,ifyou’rewearingthatcutelittleblacksatinnumber.”
Ididn’tbothertotellthemirrortoshutup.Itneverlistenedanyway.
Thebigmirrorcloudedagain,andwhenitclearedIsawtheflunkyenteringalong,darkroom.Theend

waslitbyafireplace—no,itwasthecocoonoffiretheflunkyhadwrappedaroundthecouncilman.So
he’dmadeithere.

Theroomwasdark,thewindowshighintheceilingandcoveredwithwoodenshutters.Theonlylight

camefromthefierycocoon.

Anotherman,adragon,steppedfromtheshadowsbesideit.Hewasastallasthecouncilman,tattoos

coveringhisneckandreachinguptohischeekbones.“Draconilingius,”hesaid.

Thewordappearedtobetheflunky’sname,becausehestoppedandbowed.“Sir.”
“TheStormwalkerdidthis,didn’tshe?”thenewdragonsaid.Hisvoicewasdeeplikethe

councilman’s,thoughalittlemoregravelly.

“No,sir.Anothercreaturedid.Helookedhuman,buthestankofpowerfulmagic.”
“Inleaguewithher,then.”
“I’mnotcertain,”Draconil—whateverhisnamewassaid.I’dhavetocallhimDrake.“Shejoinedin

theattempttofighthimoff.”

“IfhehadanyBeneathmagic,thenshewasthecauseofit.Sheshouldbekillednow.Whereisshe?”
Drakehesitated.Heglancedatthefireasthoughaskingforguidancefromtheflames.“Idon’tknow,

sir.Welostherinthedarkness.”

Isatbackinsurprise.DrakemustknowIwashere,musthavebeentheonetogivetheorderformeto

bebroughthere.Whywashelying?

Theotherdragonsnarled.“Findher.Idon’tgiveadamnifsheisMicalerianicum’smate;she’snota

dragon.Iwantherobliterated.Endofproblem.”

Drakebowedagain,hisentirebodydeferential.“Yes,sir.Willyoubestayinghere,sir?Icanhave

accommodationreadiedforyou.”

“No,Ihaveamatetoreturnto.I’llseeyouatthetrial.”
Theflunkylookedstartled.“That’sstillgoingthrough?Eventhough...”Heglancedagainatthecocoon

offire.

“Youassuredmehe’drecover.We’llelectanothertothecouncilifwehaveto,butIhopethatitwon’t

benecessary.”

“Yes,sir.”
Theseconddragonturnedawayandstrodeoffintodarknesswithoutsayinggood-bye.Iheardadoor

clang,andIwonderedifitopenedrightoutintothecliffs.Dragonswouldn’tneedtoworryaboutsheer
drops.

Theflunky,Drake,turnedawayfromhismasterandstareddirectlyintothemirror.Hiseyesmetmine,

althoughIknewtherewasnowayhecouldseeme.Drake’sfaceset,andhestrodepastthemirroronhis
wayoutthedoor.

“Hesensedyou,”Isaid.
“Ican’thelpthat.He’smagicalandverypowerful.”Themirrorhummed.“Andcute.”

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Thelockrattledagain,andthedoorswungopen.Thetwomenwithgunspointedtheirweaponsatme.

Oneworeanearpiece,throughwhichDrakedownstairscouldeasilygivehimorders.

“Youaretocomewithme,”hesaid.
Idroppedthemirrorshardontothebed.“KeeptryingtofindMick,”Iwhisperedtoit,coveringby

pretendingtostraightenmyshirt.

Ifollowedtheearpieceguydownthestaircase,fullyawareoftheothermanwithanequallylargegun

comingbehindme.Wewentthroughanotherhalltoalargediningroom.Awidewoodentablewith
heavilycarvedlegsranthelengthofit,surroundedbyequallyheavilycarvedchairs.Thetablewasbare.

Draketheflunkystoodatoneendoftheroom,waiting.Themenwithrifleswalkedmetohim,then

closedinbehindmewhileIfacedhim.

Drakelookedunhappy.Linestightenedaroundhisblackeyes,strandsofhairhadcomeoutofhis

ponytail,andhisbreathingwasuneven.Hefoldedhisarms,closinghimselfofftomewhilehescrutinized
me.

“Stormwalker,”hesaid.“IsHisHonorright?ShouldIjustobliterateyouwhileIhavethechance?”
“No,”Isaid,tryingforaconfidenceIwasfarfromfeeling.“BecauseI’mtheonlyonewhocansave

yourmaster.Willyouletmetry?”

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Nineteen

Drake’smouthtightened,buthiseyestookonuncertainty.“Letyounearmymasterwithyourhell-magic?
WhatsortoffooldoyouthinkIam?Whatistostopyoufromkillinghim,andme,andeveryoneelsein
thisplace?”

“He’sstillalive,then?”Ihadn’tbeenabletotell.
“Onlyjust.”
“Icanhealhim.”Ididn’tknowhowIknewthat.ButIcould—ifIcouldchanneltheBeneathmagic,and

ifitwouldwakeupandanswermybidding.“Ifyoudon’tletme,hewilldie.Notgreatchoices,Iknow.”

“Youareaskingmetotrustyou.”
“Yeah,Iam.”
Drakewatchedmeamoment.“Why?”
“Whydidn’tyoutelltheotherdragonIwashere?”Ihopedthehiredmenbehindmewereloyalto

Drakeandwouldn’trushoffandblabtotheotherdragonaboutmethemomenttheylefttheroom.

Drakedidn’tseemconcerned.“Youaremyresponsibility.Mycouncilmanwantedtoseeyoubeforethe

trial,apartfromtheothers.Hewantstoassessthesituationforhimself.Theothersnowknowhewashurt,
butnothowithappenedorwhyyouwerenear.Itishiswish.”

“Thenhonorhiswish.Letmetry,atleast.Youknowhe’lldieotherwise,don’tyou?”
“Wehavehealers...”
“I’velearnedthingsaboutdragonslivingwithMick,”Iinterrupted.“Shiftingtodragonhelpsyouheal

fromhuman-inducedwounds—gunshots,forinstance.Magicallyinducedwoundsaredifferent.Dragon
healersarepowerful,Micktellsme,butthey’reearth-magiccreatures.Thepersonwhodidthishasmagic
giventohimbyagod.Ithink.Idotoo.”

Drakelookedanguished,poorguy.Hedidn’ttrustmeaninch,butIcouldseethathedesperately

wantedtosavehismaster.Finallyhejerkedanodatmeandgesturedthegunmentoleadmeout.

Theroomhetookmetodeepinthebowelsofthecomplexwasthesizeofasmallhangar.Theroom

wasfurnishedforcomfort,Icouldsee,butwasalsoabigenoughtohouseafull-sizeddragonif
necessary.Atightfit,ifIwentbyMick’ssize,butadragoncouldshifthere.

Ilookedintothebigmirrorthathungnearthedoor.“Ready?”Iaskedit.
Dimly,asthoughfromaradioplayinginanotherroom,camemymagicmirror’svoice.“Readyanytime

youare,girlfriend.”

AmusclemovedonDrake’sjaw.“Theyshouldhavesearchedyoubetter.”
“That’swhathappenswhenyouemployhumans,”Isaid.“Theydon’tknowamagicalimplementfroma

pieceofglass.”

Hiseyesglittered.“Theyshouldhaveconfiscatedeverything.”
“Shouldhave,butdidn’t.Goodthing.Myknowledgeandmyconnectiontothemirrorcanhelpyou.”
“Theyhadbetter.”
IhadnodoubtthatDrakewouldorderhismentoopenfireonmetheminuteIdidanythingwrong.

Sweattrickleddownmyback,andmyhandsachedfrommeclenchingthemsohard.Iwasallbluff,andI
knewit.

TheheatincreasedasIapproachedthelivingflameattheendofthebigroom.I’dneverseenanything

likethis.Mickmightbeabletoexplainwhatwashappeningbeneaththefierycasing,maybeeventellme
whattodo.Drakestoodsilently,watchingmelikethemenacehewas.

Iaskedthemirror,“Didyoufindhimyet?”
“No,honey.Sorry.Helikestoplayhardtoget.”

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“Ifsomethinghappenstomehere,IbequeathyoutoCassandra.”
Magicmirrorscouldbeownedbyonemageatatime—twoinourcase,becauseMickandIhad

wakenedittogether.Whenamageleftamirrortoanothermageuponhisorherdeath,themirror
automaticallyobeyedtheinheritor,nomatterwhatothermagicalcreaturewaslyinginwaittoenslaveit.
BequeathingittoCassandrameantthatDrakecouldn’tgrabtheshardandstartusingittheminuteIwas
dead.

“Cassandrahatesme,”themirrorcomplained.
“Shehasstrongearthmagics,andshe’lltakecareofyou.Andyou’llstillbeloyaltoMick.”
“IfIcaneverfindhissweetass.”
IturnedtoDrake,who’dbeenwatchingmenarrowly.“Doyouhaveanysage,orincense?Sticksare

betterinthiscase.”

“That’switchmagic.”
“Canyoustopbeingallsuperior-raceforfiveminutesandseeifyouhaveany?”
Drakelookedannoyed,buthepickedupanearpiece,putiton,andgaveorders.IimaginedTodd

scramblingaroundthekitchensearchingforsage.Iwonderedifheevenknewwhatitlookedlike.

Whilewewaited,Iclosedmyeyesandtriedtostillmymind,butthatwasawasteoftime.Mythoughts

couldn’tsettle.CoyotewouldknowthatI’dcalledontheBeneathmagic—healwaysdid.Infact,Iwas
surprisedhewasn’talreadyhere,readytostopme.

ButifIdidn’ttrytosavethedragoncouncilman’slife,thedragonswouldcertainlykillme.Toddmight

havebeentoldthatthecouncilmanhadbroughtmeheretotalk,butDrakehadmurderinhiseyes.He’d
sentawaytheotherdragon,yes,butprobablybecausehewantedfirstdibsonrippingmeapart.

Theincensestickscameatlast,broughtnotbyToddbutbyayoungwoman.Shewasblondandas

beautifulinthefemininewayasToddwasinthemasculine.Iassumedherjobwastowaitonthemale
guests.ShehandedDrakeaboxofincensesticks,gavehimaquickbow,andlefttheroom.Shenever
oncelookedatmeorshowedanyinterest.HergazehadbeenonlyforDrake.

IheldupthreesticksofincenseandaskedDraketolightthem.Hedidsowithaflickofdragonfire,

thoughIcouldtellhewasirritatedatmyrequest.Iproppedthesticksinacopperbowlononeofthe
tables,andhelookedevenmoreirritated.Likelythebowlwasapricelessantique.

Theendsofthesticksstartedtoglow.IthoughtaboutsittingonmyrooftopwithJamison—haditbeen

onlythisafternoon?—andhowI’dawakenedtheBeneathmagicbywatchingsparksonthelitsage.

No,I’dawakeneditbythinkingabouthowpowerfulIwas,howeasilyIcouldsummonbeingstodomy

bidding:skinwalkers,Nightwalkers.Dragons.

Dragonswerehugecreatures,bornoffireandrock.Noonehadcreatedthedragons,Micktoldme—

they’dcomefromthevolcanoesthemselves.Dragonsansweredtotheearthalone,nottomagicofthe
godsofthisworldortomagicfromBeneath.

JamisoncalleddragonsFirewalkers,beingsthatcouldsummonandcontrolfire,makeitdotheir

biddingasIusedstormstodomine.Therewasnostormtonight,butastrengthinsidetoldmethatIno
longerneededone.

WithJamisonthisafternoon,I’dusedthemirrortoenhancetheBeneathmagic,thattimetopushmybest

friendofftheroof.I’dactedinanger.CouldIhealthisdragonindesperationtosavemyownlife,or
wouldmyBeneathmagictakeoverandtrytokill?

IfIkilledthecouncilman,Drakewouldsignalhismentounloadtheirgunsintome.CouldIstopthem

beforeIfelldeadattheirfeet?Themagicinsidemechuckled,thinkingitanicechallenge.

Shit.
Ifocusedontheincense,tryingtocalmmyselfbyobservingtheshapeandintensityoftheorangeglow

attheendofeachstick.Thedragonfirearoundthecouncilmanragedon,preservinghimandkeepinghim
alive.I’dhavetoremovethefire,whichwaspowerfulearthmagic,beforeIcouldusetheBeneathmagic

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onhim.Icoulddoitmyself,butIdecideditwasagoodideatoletthedragonsthinkIcouldn’tnegate
theirpower.

“Shutitoff,”IsaidtoDrake,gesturingtothefire.
“He’lldie,”Drakesnapped.
“Youhavetotakethatchance.”
Isteppedbackandwaited.Drake’sfaceshonewithperspirationandanger,andhiseyes,tomy

surprise,werewetwithtears.

Givingmeafinalwarningstare,Drakeliftedhishandoverthefire.Theflamesstreamedupwardinto

hispalm,muchasthefierybarrierhadintoNashwhenwe’drescuedMick.Drake’stattoosglowedwhere
theypeekedfrombeneathhisclothes,andhiseyestookonaredtinge.

Thefirecameawaytorevealthebloodymessthatwasthecouncilman’sbody.IflinchedwhenIsawit,

andIheardoneofthegunmenswearunderhisbreath.Ihadnoideahowthecouncilmancouldstillbe
alive,butIsensedhisredandblackaura,stillsmellingofheatandashbutlacedwiththestenchofdeath.

“Ish,”themagicmirrorsaidinthedistance.“Hedoesn’tlookgood.”
Imademyselftouchthecouncilman’saura.Itwascold,deathsoclose.Ilettheaurawraparoundmy

hand,shiveringasthedeath-chilltouchedmyskin.Withmyotherhand,Itriedtosummonawhiteballof
Beneathmagic,similartotheoneI’dthrownatJamison.

Itwouldn’tcome,ofcourse.Iswallowedhard,triedagain.Nothing.
Iglancedwildlyatthemirror,butitdidn’thelpme.Themirrorreflectedme,aslenderNavajowoman

indirtyjeans,herhairdisheveled,withonehandheldouttoherside,theotherinfrontofher.

Drakestartedtogrowl.I’dheardgrowlinglikethatbefore,fromMickwheneverhegotreadytofight

something.

Comeon.
Makethedragonsbowtoyou,
myinnerselfwhispered.Holdtheelder’slifeinyourhand,andmake

thedragonsworshipyouforsavinghim.Demanditofthem,orthey’llneverrespectyou.

Idon’twanttheirdamnedrespect,Isnarledinreturn.Iwantthemtoletmegohomeandtoleave

Mickalone.

Andtheywill,whenyoucommandthem.
“I’msickofpeopletellingmewhattodo!”Ishoutedoutloud.
Drakeblinked,wonderingwhothehellIwastalkingto.Therewasarestlessnoisebehindmeandthe

smallmetallicsoundofgunscocking.Gunsmademesodamnnervous.

“Tellthemtobackoff,”IsaidtoDrake.“Tellthemtoputtheweaponsdown—inanotherroom

preferably—orhedies.”

Drakehatedme.Isawthehatreddeepinsidehim,inhisfire,andinhisaura.Hewantedmetodrop

deadathisfeet.

“Doit,”hesaidtohislackeys.“Leavetheroom.DonotreturnuntilIsummonyou.”
Inthemirror,Isawthetwogunmen’sreluctancetoobey.Drakekepthisglareonthem,untiloneofthem

saidaresigned,“Yes,sir,”andledtheotheroneout.

Irelaxedafraction.“Idon’tlikeguns.”
“NeitherdoI.”Drakecalledflametodanceinhishand.“Savehimoryoufry.”
Iwilledthemagicagain.Hecan’tresistyou,itsaid.Youcansnuffhispunyfirewiththeflickofyour

finger.

Icould.AndIdid.
Draketookseveralhastystepsbackastheflamesinhishanddied.Heopenedhismouthtoshoutforthe

guardsagain,butIsaid,“Wait.”

Awhiteballroseabovemyhand.Itossedit,almostcasually,towardthemirror.
TheballshotdownthelengthoftheroomasthoughIwereaprobaseballplayer.Ithitthemirrorand

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returnedlikeabeacon,arrowingtowardthecouncilman’storn-apartbody.

Thelightsurroundedthebody,encasingitinwhitenessthesamewayithadbeenencasedinfire.Istill

heldthecouncilman’saura,andnowIdirectedthewhitelighttoit.Holdingboththedyingauraandthe
light,Ifoundthecompassioninsidemyselfthatmycrazymotherhadn’tmanagedtocrush.

“Live,”Iwhispered.
Thelightbrightened.Thecouncilman’sauragrewhot,hotter,sosearinghotIwantedtoflingitfrom

me.Igrittedmyteethandheldoninspiteofthepain,knowingthatifIletgonow,thedragonwoulddie.
Finallyandcompletely.

Drake’seyeswidenedbehindthewhiteglowasthecouncilman’smusclesbegantoknit.Aswe

watched,thebloodypulpofhisbodystartedtoclose,healthyskingrowingtoreplacethatwhichhadbeen
tornapart.Icouldnowseetherealshapeofthecouncilman’shumanbodyinsteadofapileofbonesand
muscle.Hisfacesolidified,becamerecognizableasthatofthesternmanwho’dapproachedMaya’s
housewiththeintentofkidnappingme.

Youcanstilldestroyhim.You’replentystrongenough.
ButIwasalsostrongenoughtosavehim.
Ikeptthemagicgoing.Drakehadclenchedhisfists,histensionandworrypalpable.Ifeltinvincible,

powersurgingthroughmeuntilIknewIcouldsprintaroundtheworldandnevergettired.IfIjumped
fromthecliffsbehindthehouse,Iwouldsoarintotheairlikethedragons.

ThesensibleStormwalkerinmetoldmethatthemagicsaidthisbecauseitwantedmetotryjumping

offthecliff.TheBeneathmagicwouldthinkitfunnyifIdidn’tsucceed.

Thatmakesnosense,Ithoughtinannoyance.IfI’mdead,itistoo.
Beneathmagicisthemagicofgods.Itdoesn’tunderstandmortality.
Andthat,anotherlittlethoughtsaidtome,mightbewhatsavedme.
“Gods,”Drakewhispered.“He’salive.”
Thecouncilmanlayonhisbier,wholeandunbloody,surroundedbymylight.Ireleasedhisaura,which

wrappedaroundhisbodylikelovinghands.Iclosedbothmyfists,andthebeaconshotbackintothe
mirror,likeafilminreverse,kickingtheoriginalballoflightaroundbacktome.

Assoonasthelighthitme,themagicwinkedoutandreleasedme.Ifelltothegroundlikeawrung-out

rag,mystrengthgone.EitherIbangedmyheadonthefloor,orDrakekickedthehellofoutme,because
myheadfilledwithstunningpain,andthentherewasnothing.

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Twenty

Iwoketoawarm,barebodyatmyback.IthoughtIwashome,snuggleddownunderthecoverswith
Mickspoonedupbehindme,hislargehandcuppingmyhip.Lipsgrazedthebackofmyneck,sowarm,so
loving.

Iopenedmyeyestoanunfamiliarroomwithpricelessartworkonthewallsandfaintlightcoming

throughbalconywindows.Amirrorinaheavyframereflectedmeunderthickquiltswithamanlying
behindme.

“Todd?”Isaidinalarm.IjumpedawaytofindMicknexttome,watchingmewithbad-boyblueeyes.
“Todd?WhothehellisTodd?”
“Ahouseboywithawiderangeofresponsibilities.”Ipressedashakinghandtomyhair.“Mick,what

areyoudoinghere?”

“Themirrortoldmewhereyouwere.”
“Imean,whatareyoudoingheregivingyourselfuptothedragons?”
“WhosaysI’mgivingmyselfup?Theoutsidedoorsaren’tlocked,andIcanfly.”
Isatupstraight.“Thenwhydidn’tyougrabmeandhaulmeoutofhere?Wecouldbehavingthis

conversationbackatmyhotel.”

Mickshrugged.“IwanttohearwhatBancrofthastosay.”
“Bancroft?”
“Bancroftisthedragoncouncilmemberwhoselifeyouhappenedtosave.Iwanttoknowwhyhe’sso

interestedintalkingtoyou.”

“Couldn’tyoucallhiminstead?Iwantoutofthisplace.”
Mick’shandonmyarmwaswarm,caressing.“Janet,love,ifyouplaybytheirrules,thedragonswill

becivilized.Theywon’timprisonmehere.I’mhonor-boundtoappearatmytrial,andthey’rehonor-
boundtoletmegetthereunimpeded.Honormeansahellofalottodragons.”

Ididn’tfeelbetter.“Theymightbehonor-boundtoyou,butnottome.ThedragonwhovisitedDrake

lastnighttalkedaboutobliteratingme.What’stosaythisBancrofthasn’tdecidedthesamething?Whatif
heordersyoutoobliteratemeforhim?”

“ThenI’lldisobey,andthey’llhavetogothroughmetogettoyou.”
Ifloppedbackdownonthemattress,stilldrainedandsickinspiteofmyheavysleep.Ialsohada

tenderspotonmyhead,whichIwasprettysurehadbeenputtherebyDrake’sboot.

“WhatguaranteedoIhavethatyoudon’tagreewiththem?”Iaskedtiredly.“IsawyourfacewhenI

crawledoutoftheclub,Mick.It’sunnervingtoknowthatthemanyoulovethinkstheworldmightbe
betteroffwithyoudead.”

Micktouchedmyface,andIwastooexhaustedtorollawayfromhim.“I’vespentalotoftimethinking

sinceIlastsawyou,Janet.Walkingandthinking.Youhavesomecrazymagicinsideyou,butyoudid
whenImetyoutoo.Youlearnedtodealwiththat,andyou’lllearntodealwiththis.”Thetouchturnedto
acaress,hisfingersonmylips.“AndIwanttobeheretowatchyougrow.”

Hiswordswarmedme,butIcouldn’trelax.“Yousuddenlyhavealotoffaithinme.”
“Notsuddenly.Themagicsarepartofyou,nomatterhowfrighteningtheyare.Theyarewhatmakeyou

uniquelyyou.”

“Luckyme.”
Mickroseonhiselbowtogazedownatme.“You’reabeautifulwoman,JanetBegay.Youhave

amazingstrengthbutamazinggentlenesstoo.IsawthatwhenIfirstmetyou—youtemperedyourstrength
tokeepfromhurtingothers.ThisBeneathmagicisn’tbetterthanyou.It’sstrong,butyou’restronger.”

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IthoughtofthewaythelittlevoicetalkedtomewhenevertheBeneathmagicwokeup,theterrible

knowledgethatthevoicebelongedtome,notsomethingoutsideofme.

“Themagic’svoiceismine,butit’sherwords,”Isaidworriedly.“Mick,I’msoafraidofturninginto

her.”

“Intoyourmother?”
Mymother,inherrealmBeneath,wasawomanofastonishingbeautyandcoldcruelty.Shewas

powerful—there.Above,shecouldbarelyfunctionandhadtopossessotherstodoit.Shewassealedin
now,butshewasn’tdead.Ianticipatedshe’dfindawayoutagainsomeday.

“You’renothinglikeher,”Micksaid.“Imether,remember?”
“Youweren’ttheretheentiretime.Iwasjustlikeher.Wecan’teverreallygetawayfromourgenetics,

canwe?”

Micktwinedhisfingersthroughmine.“Whenwe’refinishedhere,I’mtakingyoutoManyFarms.”
Iwantedtolaugh.“Whatfor?Mygrandmotherwon’thaveanythinggoodtosaytome,especiallynot

afterI’vebeenusingmymother’smagic.”

“Iwanttoremindyouwhatelseyouinheritedthroughyourgenetics.Yourfatherisakindandgentle

man,andyourgrandmotherhassomepowerfullystrongearthmagic.They’reapartofyou,andyou’rea
partofthem.You’realsoapartoftheland,theDinetah.Bothnaturesareyou,bothareequallyimportant.”

Iunwoundenoughtosmile.“Whendidyoubecomesuchaphilosopher?”
“WalkingdownthatroadallthewaytoPrescott.It’salongwayonfoot,throughincrediblecountry.All

thatbeautyremindedmeofyou,andwhyIneededyoutostayalive.Theworldwouldnotbeabetter
placewithoutyouinit,Janet,anditwilljusthavetolearntolivewithyou.”

Again,thewarmth,accompaniedbyheatinhisdamngorgeousblueeyes.Mickalwaysknewwhatto

say.“EvenifI’madangerouskiller?”Iasked.

“Areyou?”Micksatup,provingthathewasmother-nakedunderthecovers.“YoustoppedUndeadJim

fromkillingpeopleintheclub.Youstoppedhimbeforehecoulddestroythedragonswhocameforyou,
andyouhealedBancroft.”

“Onemandied.”Ithoughtofthechauffeur’sassistant,whosenameI’dneverlearned,lyingdeadon

Maya’sfrontlawn.Hisonlycrimehadbeentoopenthecardoorforme.

“Morewouldhaveifyouhadn’tintervened.”
“No,hewouldn’tbedeadatallifnotforme.Jimrushedouttheretopreventthedragonsfromtaking

me.”

Mickfrowned.“Why?”
“Goodquestion.HellifIknow.MaybehesensesmyBeneathmagicwhenIuseit,likeCoyotedoes,

andcomestofindme.”

“Doyouthinkyourmotherwastheonewhoresurrectedhim?”
“Idon’tknow.Thevortexissealed.Ihaven’tsensedhercomeout,andshehasn’ttriedtofindme.If—

when—shecangetoutagain,IthinkI’dbethefirstpersonshehunteddown.I’dknowifshewerefree.”

“AnothergodfromBeneath,then?”
“Couldbe.That’swhatI’mgamblingon.Butthereareplentyofgodsabovetoo,aren’tthere?Coyote

forone.SpiderWoman.Thekachinas.Theycanbebenevolentbutalsoscary.Andpowerful.”

“Coyotedoesn’tadmittoit?”Mickasked.
“Hesaysno,butdoesCoyoteneverlie?He’satrickstergod.Hedoeswhathepleases,forhisown

reasons.”

Outside,thesunlightbegantodimascloudsgatheredonthemountains.Theywereblack,denseclouds,

fullofwaterandlightning.Thestormmagicinmereachedouttothethickeningstormlikeanoldfriend,
andasparkoflightningdancedbetweenmyfingers.

Mick’seyesstartedtodarken.“Wantmetodrawitoff?”heaskedinalowvoice.

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Mickknewhowtoheatmybloodwithonlyalook.He’ddonethattomethenightI’dmethim,overa

mealinaLasVegasrestaurant.Withinanhour,I’dbeeninbedwithhim,surrenderingmyvirginitytoa
manwithwickedeyes.

“Mick,”Isaidslowly,“I’mnotsureI’veforgivenyou.Fornottrustingme.”
“Iknow.”Helaidhishandonmybellyandeasedthesheetdownsohecouldtoywiththetinystudat

mynavel.

“AndIthinkyou’rerighttonottrustme,”Isaid.
“Idon’tagree.”Hemovedtoplaywiththestudwithhistongue.
Hishotbreathonmyskinmademegowarmandpliantinspiteofmyself.“Mick,whydoyoualways

dothistome?”

“BecauseIloveyou.AndbecauseIwanttofeastonyouwheneverIseeyou.”
Heproceededtofeast.Icouldhavestoppedhim,Isuppose,couldhavetoldhimtogetout,or,better

still,toflymeoutofherewithhim.Butno,Ileanedbackagainstthepillowsandmoanedsoftlyashe
lickedhiswayfrommynavel,takinghistime,untilhismouthclosedovermycleft.

Mickdidthingstomewithhistonguethatnomanshouldknowhowtodo.Myhipsmovedashelicked

me,hismouthsendinggrittyheatallupanddownmybody.Outside,thestormbuilt,coldwinddrivingthe
cloudsfromthetoweringmountains.Lightningsparkledinmyfingertips,andMickraisedhisheadand
suckedthatoutofmetoo.

Mick’seyeswerenowblackallthewayacross.HeloweredhisheadagainanddevouredmeuntilI

washoldingontotheheadboard,cryingmyecstasytotheceiling.HekeptonuntilI’dcomeonce,twice.
Rightbeforethethirdtime,Mickshovedtherestofthecoversfromthebedandclimbedoverme,his
bodyhotandhardwithwanting.Icaughthisshaftinmyhandtostrokehim,toreturnthepleasurehe’d
givenme,butheshovedmyhandaway,pressedmedown,andenteredme.

Gods,itfeltsogoodtohavehiminsideme.I’dfearedI’dneverfeelthatagain.IarchedtomeetMick’s

thrusts,mynailsrakingdownhisback.Thetattoothatsnakedacrossthesmallofhisback,fromhiptohip,
washotundermytouch,mydragon-manbarelycontaininghisfire.Thoughtsofwhatwouldhappenwhen
hedecidedtoletgoexcitedthehelloutofme.

Herodemeuntilhespilledhisseed,bothofusgroaninginrelease.ButIknewhewasn’tfinished.

Mickcouldsexmeallnightandwellintothenextdayifhewantedto,andhe’donlystopformysake.

Hewasn’toneforunadventuroussex,andthethingswedidonthatbed—nottomentiontheusewe

madeoftheheadboard,thechairacrosstheroom,andthebalconyrailing—createdmorehotmemoriesI
couldsavorwhenIwasoldandgray.

WhenMickfinallyfinished,hourslater,andlaidmegentlyonthebed,coveringmewiththetumbled

quilts,myheadhadstoppedhurting,myscouredbodyrefreshed.Mickhadhealedmeashe’dlovedme,
andIhadn’tevennoticed.

Drakesenthisgunmenforusabouttenminutesintoourafterglow.IwonderedifDrakehadtheroom
monitored,andthenIdecidedIdidn’tcare.They’dkidnappedmeandheldmecaptive;theycouldeat
theirheartsoutwatchingmyboyfriendenjoyme.

Whenthenicemenwithautomaticrifleswalkedintotheroom,theonewhoseemedtobeinchargetold

ustogetdressedandaccompanythemtoDrake.Noofferofbreakfast,noToddbreezinginwithatrayand
freshtowels.

Igotoutofbedandputonmyclothesrightinfrontofthegunmen,figuringitwouldsavethemfrom

searchingmelater.Ilefttheshardofmirrorwhereitwasnexttothebed.Drakealreadyknewaboutit,
andithadkeyedintoallthemirrorsinthehousebynow.Ifthingsgotbad,itcouldsendamessageto
Cassandra,whomightbeabletofindCoyote,whomightgetoffhisbuttandsaveus.

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Might,might,might.Nothingwascertain.
Asweweremarchedthroughthehouse,IwonderedaboutJim.I’dtoldMickthatIthoughtJimwas

sensingwhenIusedmyBeneathmagic,andI’duseditbig-timetohealBancroftlastnight.Iwonderedif
JimweresomewherearoundhereorwhetherBancroft’smenshootinghimfullofholeshadslowedhim
downany.

IfeltsorryforJim.Hehadn’taskedtoberesurrected,andhecouldn’thandlethepowerthatran

throughhisbody.Butalthoughhedidn’tmeantokillpeople,hestilldidit.Hehadtobefoundand
stopped.

Theroomthegunmentookustoopenedontothecourtyard,whereafountainplayed,itswatersoothing

music.Rainpatteredintothecourtyard,thunderrumbledinthedistance,andthebreezebroughtusthefine
scentsofrainandwind.

Bancroftthecouncilman,nowwearingablacksuitsimilartotheoneI’dfirstseenhimin,stoodbythe

openwindowwithhisbacktous.Drake,waitingnearhim,saidnothingwhenweentered,onlymotioned
withaflickofhisfingersforthegunmentoleaveus.

“Micalerianicum,”Bancroftsaid.“I’msurprisedtoseeyouhere.”
“Notsurprisingatall.Janetismymate.”
“YoualwaystoldmeyournamewasMick,”Isaidundermybreath.
Mickgavemeasmile.“Ididn’twanttoscareyouaway.”
Drakesnorted.“Humanshavedifficultywithnamesthatarelongerthanafewsyllables.”
“Youhaven’tmetsomeNativeAmericansIknow,”Isaid.“ButIagreethatMick’sfullnameisalittle

ridiculous.Soisyours.”

“Andyoursissobriefitisfinishedbeforeonetakesinitsmeaning,”Drakereturned.“Whatdoesit

mean,thisJanetBegay?”

“JustJanet.”Ihadanothername,infact,thespiritnamemyfatherhadgivenmethedayofmybirth,but

noonewasallowedtoknowit.Namescouldbetrickythings.Ifyougavesomeoneyourtruename,they
coulduseittogainpoweroveryou.

“Thesewordsarenotourrealnames,”Micksaid,asthoughhereadmythoughts.“Ourtruenamesare

likemusicalnotes,sungtousbeforewe’rehatched.They’repartofthemagicthatmakesdragonswhat
theyare.”

Drakescowled.“Youwouldgivethisknowledgetoabeinglikeher?”
“Thebeinglikehersavedyourmaster’sass.”
Bancroftfinallyturnedaround.“Iwastoldwhathappened,andyourmagicmirrorreplayedtheincident

forme.”Bancroftgavemeastiffbow.“Iamgratefulforyourassistance.”

“Shehealedyou,”Micksaid.“Pureandsimple.”
“Sheshouldn’thavebeenableto,”Drakesaid.
“Noonecanbestrongerthanthemightydragons?”Iasked.“That’swhatthisisallabout,isn’tit?”
Drakewentafineshadeofpurple.He’drecoveredwellfromlastnight,hisdarksuitpristine,his

ponytailsleek,everyhairinplace.“You’veknownoftheexistenceofdragonsforwhat,fourmonths?
Howcanyouevenbegintoknowwhatbeingadragonis?”

“IknowyouwereterrifiedI’dopenthevortexesandreleaseagoddessfromBeneath,endangeringthe

dragons.”

“Endangeringeveryone,”Bancroftsaid.“Humansaswell.”
“Oh,you’refinallygettingaroundtomentioninghumans,areyou?”Iasked.“AllIeverhearisthatthe

dragonsfearthemagic,thatreleasingitwillbetheendofthedragons.Youdon’tgivearat’sassabout
therestofhumanity.Thereareplentyofdangerstohumans,butIdon’tseeyourunningaroundtryingto
putastoptothem.Butwhenthedragonsareintrouble,suddenlypeoplehavetodie,andMickgetsputon
trialfornotdoingmurder.”

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Bancroftgavemeafrostylook.“Youknownothing,girl.”
“She’snotwrong,”Micksaid.“Youtwoknowverylittleabouthumans.Youdon’twalkamongthem.

JanethasfarmorecompassionthananydragonIknow.”

“Wewalkamongthem,”Drakesaid.“Welivehere,outsideahumancity.Weemployhumans.”
“Outsidethecity,”Mickanswered.“Employthem.Youdon’tlivewiththem.Youdon’tgototheirbars

andplaypoolwiththemandlistentowhattheyhavetosay.You’velockedyourselvesinyourfortresses
solongyoudon’tknowwhatgoesonoutsidethem.”

Bancroftbrokein.“Shemighthavecompassionasyousay,butthemagicfromBeneathwillconsume

herifshedoesnotlearntosuppressit.Butthatisaseparateissue.You,Mick,willstandtrialfor
breakingyourwordtothecouncilanddisobeyingdragonlaw.I’vetriedtofindsomewayaroundit,butI
can’t.Theothercouncilorsareadamant.”

“That’sfine,”Micksaidinamildvoice.“I’llbethere.”
“It’sridiculous,”Isaid.
“Thatdoesn’tmatter.”Bancroft’stonewashard.“Whetherahumangirlthinksourlawsarerightor

wrongisirrelevant.Hehasbrokenhispledge,andhemustanswerforit.”

Damnbuttheywerestubborn.Mickwasn’tmuchbetter,simplyansweringwithanod.Hewasgoingto

letthemconducttheirshamtrialanddecidewhatkindofordealhehadtowithstandforthecrimeof
sparingmylife.

“Whydidyoubringmehere?”Iasked.“BeforeJimwentonhiskillingrampage,youplannedtokidnap

meanddragmeoffhereforsomereason.You’venevergottenaroundtotellingmewhat.”

Bancroftsurprisedmewithalittlesmile.Hereallywasagood-lookingmanwhenhedidthat.Sowas

Drake,thoughIdoubtedI’devercatchDrakesmiling.

“IbroughtyouheretointerrogateyouaboutwhatMick’sdefensewouldbe.”
Mybrowsshotup.“Really?Andyouexpectedmetotellyou?”
“IexpectedtopryitoutofyouusingwhatevermethodsIhadathand.SothatIcanprepare.”
“Well,forgetit.”Iletlightningcracklethroughmyfingers.Iknewthiswouldn’tscaredragons,who

couldeatstormpowerandenjoyit,butthesparksdancinginmyhandsmadeaniceshow.“Whydidn’t
youkidnapColbyandinterrogatehim?Orhaveyoualready?’

Bancroftshookhishead.“Thatisforbidden.”
“Butinterrogatingmeisn’t?”
“You’rehuman.”
Igrowled,tossedthelightningaroundtheroom,andsmiledwhenDrakeandBancroftjumped.The

electricitydissipatedharmlessly,buttheairsmelledofozoneandpower.“I’dhavedisappointedyou
evenifyoudidtortureme.Ireallydon’tknowwhatColbyisplanning.”

Shoutsoutsidethedoorinterruptedus.Iheardtheheadgunmanyell,“Standdown!Standdown!”anda

snarledresponse.Athirdmanouttherewastryingtoapologizeatthetopofhisvoice.

BancroftjerkedahandatDrake,butDrakewasalreadymoving,apistolcomingoutfromunderhis

coatasheflungopenthedoor.

“Yousendherouthere,unhurt,andI’llgoaway,”asharpvoicesaid.“Withher.”
“Oh,forthegods’sake,”Iwhispered.
“Mr.Bancroft,Iamsosorry,”anothermanwassaying.“Itoldhimwecouldn’tburstinhere,thatyou

wereaprominentcitizeninyourprivatehome,notacriminal.”

“Whereisshe?”
IpeeredoverDrake’sshoulder.Nashstoodtherewithhisnine-millimeterpointedattheleadgunman’s

head,hishandunwavering.BehindNashwasanothermaninasheriff’sdeputy’suniform,lookingred,
apologetic,andoutofbreath.

“I’mallright,Nash,”Isaid.“Wewerejustchatting.”

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Nash’sgundidn’tmove.“Letherwalkouthere.”
“Explainthis,”Bancroftsnappedatthem.
“I’msorry,sir,”theheadgunmansaid.“Hechargedthefrontdoorandshovedhiswayin.”
“Heshouldn’thavebeenableto,”Bancroftsaid.“Notthroughmywards.”
IknewdamnwellhowNashhadwalkedinthroughthedragon’sheavyspells,butIwasn’taboutto

volunteertheinformation.

“Mickgotinthroughyourwards,”Ipointedout.
“Weallowedhimin,”Drakesaid.“Andknewwhenhearrived.”
“Letherwalkoutofhereandgetintomytruck,”Nashsaid,ignoringus.“Ifyoudothat,Iwon’tcharge

youwithkidnappingandassault.”

“Micktoo,”Isaid.
Nashdidn’tbetrayanysurprisetoseeMickotherthanaminuteflickerofhisgrayeyes.“Micktoo.”
“Standdown,”Bancroftsaidtohisgunmen.“Lethergo.”
Thegunmenloweredtheirweaponswithoutarguing.Iknewtheydidn’tgiveashitwhetherBancroft

showeredmewithgiftsororderedmeshot.TheywerelikeTodd—eitherway,theygotpaid.

Drake,withgreatreluctance,loweredhisgunaswell.IlostnotimesteppingaroundhimandNash,

puttingmyselfoutofthelineoffire.Mickwasrightbehindme,hishandonmybacktoguideme.

Wedidn’tstopwalkinguntilwe’dreachedNash’sfamiliarSUV,parkedjustoutsidetheopengatesof

thecompound.IwasgladI’dgrabbedmycoatwhenI’dgonedowntoseeBancroft,butI’dlefttheshard
ofmirrorinthebedroom.Nomatter.Themirrorcouldn’tobeythemifIordereditnotto,butitwasfreeto
showerthemwithsnarkycomments.Ismiled.

NashcameoutwithDrakeandBancroft.He’dholsteredhisweapon,buthewasclearlyincharge.The

deputyfollowed,continuingtoapologize.IwonderedhowmuchBancroftpaidhim.

MickhadalreadyhelpedmeintoNash’sfrontseatandtakenaplaceinthebackbythetimeNash

climbedintohisSUV.Hesaidnothingtousashedrovedownthewindingroadthatledtoahighway.
Nashpickeduphissunglassesfromthedashboardandshovedthemon,one-handed,butnotbeforeIsaw
thedarksmudgesunderhiseyes.

“Hedoanythingtoyou?”heaskedmeashepulledontothefreeway.
“Nothingdire,”Isaid.“Youdidn’thavetocomeallthewayouthere,youknow.”
“It’smyjob.Mayatoldmethatyou’dbeenkidnappedatgunpoint,andLopezlostyououtinthedesert.”
Mickspokefromthebackseat,soundingtired.“Ithinkshemeansyoucouldhavereportedtheabduction

andlettheSantaFepolicetakecareofit.”

“Idid.Lopezsawthenumberofthehelicopter,andtheSanteFeCountysheriff’sdepartment

recognizeditasbelongingtooneMr.Bancroft,reclusivebillionaire.Theentiredepartmentrefusedto
botherhimandmakesureyouwereallright,soIdecidedtobotherhimforthem.ThankMaya.Shewas
hystericalaboutwhathappened,adamantthatIgoafteryou.”

Icouldimagine.Mayacouldbeloudandresoluteanddidn’ttireeasily.LikelyNashhadcometofind

metogethertoshutup.

“I’llbesuretothankherwhenwegetbacktoMagellan.Maybeyoushouldgoseehertoo,totellher

whathappened.”

Nashgavemeaflatstarefrombehindhissunglasses.“I’mnottakingyoutoMagellanyet.”
“No?”Ireallywantedtoseemyownbed.“Where,then?”
“FlatMesa.Ihaveinmycustodyamanwhohasconfessedtokillingyourhotelguest,JimMohan.”

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Twenty-one

ANativeAmericanmansatacrossthemetal-toppedtablefrommeintheinterrogationroomintheHopi
Countyjail.Mick,surprisingly,agreedtowaitoutsidewhenNashtoldusthatthemanrefusedtospeakto
anyonebutJanetBegay.Nashwasn’tabouttoletmestayaloneinherewiththesuspect,sohetookan
intimidatingseatattheendofthetable.

ThesuspectwasaHopi,largeandmuscular,andhesatwithhisheadbowed.Hisblackhairwas

brushedwithdustbutpulledneatlybackintoabraid.Heworenondescriptclothes—jeansandaloose
shirt—andhislargehandswerescarred.

Whenhelookedupatmehisdarkeyeswerefilledwithsorrowandshame,hismouthpulleddownat

thecorners.I’drarelyseenamoremiserable-lookinghumanbeing.Andhewascompletelyhuman.No
auraofthesupernaturalhunganywhereabouthim.

“ThisisBenKavena,”Nashsaid.“Earlythismorning,hewalkedintoatribalpolicestationand

confessedtokillingawhitetouristattheHomol’oviruins.ThepoliceknewI’dbeenlookingintoJim
Mohan’sdisappearanceanddeathandcalledme.IshowedMr.KavenaapictureofJimMohan,andhe
confirmeditwasthesameman.”

IlookedatBen,notNash.“Why?”Iaskedhim.
“Iwasveryangry,”Bensaid.“Heviolatedasacredplace,andIbecamecrazywithanger.”Tears

stoodinhiseyes.“ButIcommittedaworseviolation.Ihavelivedwiththeknowledgeeversince.”

“WhatdidJimdo?”Iasked.
Foranswer,Nashshovedalidlesscardboardboxatme.“WefoundMr.Kavenawiththese.”
Benmadeanoiseofprotest.“Iwasnotstealingthem.Iwantthemputbackwheretheybelong.”
Ilookedinsideatseveralsubstantialchunksofclaypots.Theylookedold,veryold,andhadyellow

andblackdesignsonthem.

“Jimwaspothunting,”Isaid.“Theasshole.Thephotographystorywasjustacover.”
Pothunters—looters—grazedout-of-the-wayplacesforancientpottery,whichcouldfetchlargeprices

inmuseumswhosecuratorsmightnotpaymuchattentiontolawsorethics.ThepotteryintheHomol’ovi
areabelongedtothepueblopeoplesanddatedbackathousandyearsandmore,andtheseartifactscould
besoldforhighdollartocollectors.

Butthesamepotsthatpeopleprizedforintrinsicvalueweresacredtothepueblotribes.Thepottery

hadbelongedtotheirancestors,usedbothforeverydaytasksandinburials.Someonediggingapotoutof
agravewaslikesomeoneremovingyourgreat-grandmother’stombstoneandfloggingittoacollector.

IcouldimagineBenwitnessingthisrapeofhisancestorsandgrowingfurious.Ifheconsideredhimself

adescendantofthepeopleofHomol’ovi,he’dbeevenmoreenraged.

Studyinghisface,Irealizedthathisangerwentevendeeperthanthat.
“You’retheKoshare,”Isaid,realizing.“Theonewhoscaredmeuptheretheotherday.Atleast,you

werehischannel.”

Bennodded.“Ihadgoneuptheretolookaround,tokeepaneyeontheplace.Thereisnoonenowto

keepthestealersofthesacredaway.AndIsawthisMr.Mohannexttotheriver,puttingpiecesofpots
intoabox.Whenhelefttheboxandwentbackupthehilltolookformore,Ifollowedhim.Helaughedat
mewhenIdemandedhereturnwhathewasstealing,thinkingIwasjustastupidHopi.WhyshouldI
worryaboutafewpiecesofbrokenpottery?Ihadaknifewithme.Whenheturnedaround,Istruckout.”

Irememberedmyvision,Jimfallingforwardwiththeknifeinhisbackandaman’smuscularhand

graspingthehilt.Thehandhadn’tbeencoveredintheKoshare’sblack-and-whitepaint.Benhaddonethe
killing,nottheKosharethatsometimesinhabitedhim.

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“Ihavetakenalife.”TearsspilleddownBen’sleatherycheeks.“Ihavedestroyedmyself.”
“AfteryoukilledJim,whatdidyoudo?”Iasked.
“Ranaway.Iwasacoward.Igrabbedthepotsherdsandwenthome.Icouldn’trisklingeringtoputthe

potsback.Iwasgoingtodoitlater.”

“Imeanbeforethat.”Imulledoverhowtoputit.“DidtheKoshare—thespiritthatfillsyou—didhe

cometoyou?MaybetriedtohealJim?”

Bendidn’tchangeexpressionasheshookhishead.“TheKosharedidn’tdarecometome.Iwas

unworthyofhim.”

“ButhecametoyouwhenIwentuptoHomol’ovitoinvestigate.Hewasinyouwhenhefrightened

me.”

“Idon’tknowwhyhecameback.Yes,Iwastherewhenyoucame.I’dputonmypaint,hopinghe

wouldcometomeinthatsacredplaceandforgiveme,butwhenheenteredme,hewassoangry.Hewas
angryatyoutoo,andafraid.Afterthatday,hehasleftmeandnotreturned.”

Hefinished,silentlyweeping.
DamnJim,anyway.Ifhehadn’tgoneoutlookingforwhathethoughtwaseasymoney,Benwouldn’t

havebeendriventomurder,andwewouldn’tbestuckwithanundeadmaniacturningpeopleinsideout.

Butthen,BenshouldhavesimplyreportedJimtothepolice,nottakenituponhimselftoseek

retribution.Pottheftwasacrime,andJimcouldhavedonetimeforit.NowBenwoulddotimefor
murder.

“What’sgoingtohappentohim?”IaskedNash.
“I’mnotsure.YouandIbothhaveseenJimMohanaliveandwell,afterhewassupposedtohavebeen

killed.”

Benlookedup,puzzled.“Themanwasdead.I’veseendeath;Iknowwhatitlookslike.”
“Heisn’talive,”Isaidsoftly.“Hewasresurrected.”
Ben’stearsceased,andhiseyeswidenedinhorror.“No.”Hemoanedit,rockingslightlybackand

forth.“No.”

“DidtheKoshareresurrecthim?”Iasked.
“No.No.Hewouldnotdosuchathing.”
“Doesheknowwhodid?”
Benshookhishead.“Idon’tknow.Idon’tknow.”
Nashpulledtheboxofpotsherdsbacktowardhimandstoodup.“BenKavena,I’mgoingtoholdyou

untilIcanfindthisJimMohanandfigureoutwhatreallyhappened.I’lltellyounowthattheleastyou’ll
bechargedwithisassaultandattemptedmurder.”

Isprangtomyfeet.“Nash,don’ttrytofindUndeadJimyourself.Don’tsendyourdeputiesouttohunt

himeither.He’sakiller.He’lldestroywhoevertriestoapproachhim.”

Nashgavemeanannoyedlook.“Ican’tverywelltellajudgethatIwanttopresschargesagainstBen

formurder,butsorry,Ican’tproducethebodybecauseit’sbeenresurrected.”

“IbetajudgewhowasraisedinMagellanwouldbelieveyou.”
Nashscowled,notfindingmefunny.“IstillneedtofindthisJim.HekilledthemaninMaya’sfront

yard,nottomentionthehikersouthoftownandyourassailantinLasVegas.”

Benlookedterrified.“Ifsuchaonefindsme,hewillkillme.Hewilltearmeopen.”
“Canyouputagoodguardonhim?”IaskedNash.“OratleastletMickwardhiscell?”
“Yes,”Bensaid.“Please,Iwillstayhereunderyourprotection.”
Nashwantedtoarguesomemore,butIwalkedoutbeforehecouldandwenttofindMick.BenKavena

wassmarttobeafraid.IneededtofindUndeadJim,soonerratherthanlater.Herespondedtome—fine,
I’dlethimcometome.

WhatI’ddowithhimafterthat,andhowI’dstophim,Ididn’tknow.IverymuchfearedI’dhavetokill

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him,andIwasn’tatallcertainIwasstrongenoughforthat.Whatworriedmeevenmorewasthat
somethingouttherewaspowerfulenoughtoresurrectahumanbeing,andIstillhadn’tfiguredoutwho.

Nashwouldn’tletmegountilI’dsignedformsandpromisedtonotdiscusswhatI’dheardwiththepress.
NotthatMagellanorFlatMesahadmuchpress,anditdidn’tmatteranyway,becausetherumormillwas
farquickerandmoreaccurate.ButIsignedthepaperstomakehimhappy.

“HowisMaya?”Iasked.
“FinewhenIlefther,”wasNash’sabruptanswer.Nashlookedawful,runningonadrenalineandpure

stubbornness.Idoubtedhe’dsleptinthelasttwenty-fourorsohours.

“Whichwas?”
“Lastnight.IaskedLopeztomakesureshedidn’tneedanymedicalattentionorcounseling.”
“Youaresucharomantic,Nash,”Isaid.
“Ifollowedprocedure.Getthehelloutofhereandletmekeepfollowingit.”
Igaveupandlefthim.IdidtellMickeverythingI’dlearnedfromBenKavena,andMickagreedtoset

wardsonthecell.Hestayedbehindtodothat,andoneofthedeputiesranmebacktotheCrossroads
Hotel.

Cassandrawasrelievedtoseeme,althoughPamelagavemeasteadylookandsaidnothing.I

wonderedhowlongtheChangerwomanwasgoingtostay.UntilsheconqueredCassandra?Lookingatthe
twoofthem,Icouldn’ttellwhetherthathadhappenedornot.

“Dragonscan’tbetrusted,”CassandratoldmeinalowvoiceafterI’dshoweredandchangedmyfilthy

clothes.“Theytalkalotabouthonor,buttheydon’textendthathonortohumans.Don’ttrustthem.”

“Idon’t,much.”
“Good.ThenmaybeyoucouldpersuadeColbytoleavethesaloonandreturntohishotel.Hesetsthe

wrongtone.”

Cassandraturnedawaytogreetacouplecheckinginwithacourteoussmileonherface.AsImovedto

thesaloon,IwonderedhowCassandraknewsomuchaboutdragons.Mickhadtoldmetheypreferredto
remainhiddenfromhumans,andyetCassandraspokeheropinionsaboutthemwithconviction.I
wonderedwhereshe’dencounteredthembeforeandwhathadhappened.

BothColbyandMicksatatatableinthesaloon,MickhavingreturnedfromFlatMesawhileI’dbeen

intheshower.I’dbeenalittledisappointedhehadn’tcomeintowashmeagain,butnowIwasgladto
seehiminherekeepinganeyeonColby.

AsIsatdown,Mickflashedmeawarninglookandsaid,“Themagicmirrorshowedhimeverything.”
“Everything.”Colby’sgrinbecamealeer.“Youhavestaminainthesack,girl.Itwasstimulating,even

ifIhadtowatchthroughalotofcracks.”

Myfaceheated.“IswearI’mmeltingthatthing.”
“Don’tbeembarrassed.Itwasbeautiful.WaybetterthananypornIcanfindonthatmotelTV.”
Mick,damnhim,didn’tlookashamedatall,orevenangryatColbyforhavingseenmeinmynaked

glory.Maybeitwasadragonthing—havingColbywatchMickmakingsuchhardlovetomereinforced
theideathatIwasMick’smate.

“Interesting,though,”Colbysaid,takinganothersipofbeer.“ImeanaboutBancroftwantingtogrill

you.SoundslikethedragoncouncilisnotatallunitedintheiropinionsaboutMickyorthistrial.Wecan
usethattoouradvantage.”

“How?”
Colbyshrugged.“Trustme,darling.”
“YourdefensewasgoingtobethatIwasharmless,”Isaid.“Butthat’sout.BancroftandDrakehave

seenwhatIcando.EvenifIsavedBancroft’slife.”

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“True.Youfuckedthatup.Doesn’tmatter.Ihaveafewotherthingsupmysleeves.”
“Likewhat?”
Colbygavemeanothershrug.“HavetothinkaboutwhatIcando.”
IglancedatMick,butheandColbyexchangedalook.Igraspedthatthetwoofthemknewexactlywhat

Colbyhadinmind,andneitherwouldbothertotellme.

Irritated,Istoodup.“Fine.Whileyou’replottingtogether,trytothinkofawayIcanfindUndeadJim.

Onethatwon’thurtanyone.”

IstalkedoutandnearlyranintoPamelaatthedoorcomingin.Shelookedmeupanddown,andforthe

firsttime,shesmiledatme,evenifitwasapredatorysmile.

“IheardwhatColbysaid.”Hereyessmoldered.“He’sright.You’rehot,Janet.”
Boilingwatercouldn’thavemademeanymoreuncomfortable.“I’msurprisedthemirrordidn’tsell

ticketsandservepopcorn.”

“Itwasagoodshow,believeme.”
“IthoughtyoulikedCassandra,”Isaid.
“Ido.”Pamelagrinned.“ButIstillhaveeyes.”Shewalkedoninsidethesaloon,andIhauledmyself

outofthere.

Cassandrahadnomoreguestsathercounter.Shewastypingupsomething,herfingersskimmingacross

thecomputerkeyboardwitheaseandgrace.SheflickedherlightbluegazetomeasIapproached.

“YouneedtofindJimMohan,”shetoldme.
“Ido.”Iwonderedifshetoohadseentheshowthroughthemirror,butifshehad,Iknewshe’dnever

mentionit.“He’sattractedtomymagic,butIuseditplentyinSantaFeandneverheardapeepfromhim.”

AsmallpuckerappearedbetweenCassandra’sbrows,andshelightlycaressedthelipofthecounter.

“Perhapsbecauseyouweren’tindanger.”

“ButIwasindanger.I’dbeenkidnappedandheldagainstmywill.”
“IfIunderstandwhathappenedcorrectly,thedragonscapturedyoutotalktoyouaboutMick’strial.

Theyhadnoplanstokillyou.PerhapsJimsensedthat.”

“Theotherdragoncouncilorwantedmedead.Hesaidso,mostemphatically.”
“ButDraconilingiusprotectedyou.Hedidn’tletonthattheyhadyouincustody,whichmeanstheyhad

nointentionoflettingyoubehurt.”

“Gods,youcanevenpronouncetheirnames.”
Cassandra’sshrugwaselegant.“Istudiedupondragons.”
“Ineverknewtheyexisteduntilafewmonthsago.”
“You’renotawitch,andIwasadiligentstudent.Dragonscanbeusefultowitches,ifthewitchis

powerfulenough.”

FirstI’dheardofit.“MyimmediateproblemistofindandstopJim.IfIcangethiminfrontofa

magistrate,aHopimanmightbesparedalifesentence.Thenagain,Jimisunstable,andifhe’shauled
intocourt,hemightjustkillthemagistrate,theHopiman,Nash,andme.”

“Wecantrytobindhim.”
“Hismagicisprettydamnpowerful,Cassandra.Icanbarelyslaphim.”
“Iknowsomespellsthatareprettydamnpowerfultoo.”
Ileanedcasuallyonthecounter.“Isthatwhyyou’reworkingatatinyhotelinabackwatertowninthe

middleofnowhere?”

Cassandragavemethetiniestofsmiles.“Imadesomemistakes.ButIenjoyworkinghere.Ilikethe

quiet.”

“Withhornydragons,attackingChangers,andanundeadmanfilledwithdestructivemagicwreaking

havoc?Sure,Icanseewherethatwouldberestful.”

Hersmilewidened.“Ienjoyachallenge.”

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Itampeddownmycuriosityandreturnedtotheproblemathand.“Icouldfindaplaceoutinthedesert,

workalittlemagic,seeifhecomes.Someplacefarfromtown,farfromthevortexes,farfrompeople.If
wecandoabindingspell,great.Itwouldhavetobeaverypowerfulone.”Irememberedthebinding
spellMickhadusedonmetostopmeinLasVegas.Thatspellhadbeendecentlystrong,butifI’dseenit
coming,IknewI’dhavebeenabletoresistit.WeneededsomethingmorepowerfulforJim.

“Icandoit,”Cassandrasaid.“Givemealittletimetoprepare.Butwillyoubeabletotakeaway

what’sanimatinghim?Ifyoucandothat,he’lldieofhisownaccord,hisbodyrespondingtothenatural
forceofdeath.”

Igrimaced.“Idon’tknow.Idon’tknowifMickcaneither,orevenwhetherMickandIcombinedcan

doanything.Mymagicdoesn’talwayscomeatwill.”

IwonderedwhetherIcouldcombinemystormmagicwiththeBeneathmagictodefeatJim.WhetherI

couldornot,thatprocesswouldbecontingentonhavingapowerfulstormragingatthetime.Icouldn’t
countontheweathercooperating,andIcouldn’tcountonmyBeneathmagicworkingperfectlyeither.

Ipushedawayfromthecounter.“I’mgoingtogoscoutalocation.”
Cassandragavemeawarninglook.“Don’ttryanythinguntilIcanperfectabindingspell.”
Iagreedandleftthehotel.Ididn’tbothertellingMickwhereIwasgoing.Ihadpickedupanothershard

ofmagicmirrorfrommybedroomnightstand,thisonealittlelargerthantheothers.Ireflectedthatmaybe
Ishouldn’tbothergettingthemirrorrepairedatall.Havingpiecesofittocarryaroundwastoouseful.

Iclimbedtherailroadbedandheadedeastoftown,tothevortexes.Magellanhadbeenbuiltonan

ancientcrossroads,andthevanishedtribesthathadoncepopulatedthisplacehadleftpetroglyphsthat
indicateditsmysticalenergy.Ithadbeennocoincidence,Jamisonhadtoldme,thattherailroadhadbeen
laidwhereithad,alongalineofmysticalenergy,andnocoincidencethattherailwayhadgonebrokeand
shutdown.

Thetiesandrailshadbeenstrippedawaydecadesago,toleavealong,flattrailfromFlatMesaallthe

waytothesouthernendoftown.Ihadnoideahowfarthebedwent,nothavingexploredthatfaryet.

Ontheothersideoftherailroadbedlaythevortexes.IhadnointentionofluringJimouthere.Ifhehad

godlikemagicinhim,Ididn’twanthimthrowingitaroundandmaybeunlockingoneofthegateways;no
tellingwhatwouldcomeoutofone.

I’dcomehereforadifferentreason.Imademywaydowntheothersideoftherailroadbedand

climbedtothetopofarise.FromhereIhadagoodviewofMagellan,thetownstrungoutalongthe
curvinghighway.Behindme,thedesertstretcheditsemptinesstothehorizon.Awashhadonceflowedat
thebottomofthelittlehillIstoodon,butnomore.Thesidesofithadcollapsed,andfallentreeslay
encasedinbakedearthwherethemudfromaterriblestormhaddried.

MickandIhaddonethis,destroyedthewashandsealedthevortexbeneathit.Iclosedmyeyes,calmed

mymind,lettingnothingbutthesounds,scents,andfeeloftheplacetouchme.

Ibreathedcleanairthatboreonlythescentofdryinggrassesandthepungentodorofjuniper.Nothing

more.Notingleofmagic,noshiverofdanger.

WhenIopenedmyeyes,Isawacrowhoppingnearmyfeet.Itstoppedandcockedablackeyeatme.
“She’sstilltrapped,isn’tshe?”Iaskedit.
Thecrowdidn’tanswer.Ithalfhopped,halfwalkedinitsungainlywaytothemiddleofthenow-

closedwashandpeckedthegroundwithahaughtymanner.

“Stilltrapped,”Isaidwithcertainty.WhoeverorwhateverhadbroughtUndeadJimbacktolife,it

hadn’tbeenmymother.Thatrelievedme,butitalsoleftopenfartoomanypossibilities.

WhenIturnedaround,Coyotewasstandingrightbehindme.
“Damnit,willyoupleasestopdoingthat?”
Coyoteregardedmewithglitteringdarkeyes,notraceofhisusualhumoranywhere.“Itoldyou,Janet,

nottousetheBeneathmagic,everagain.Notforanyreason.”

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Twenty-two

Mysmart-assretortdiedinmymouth.Coyotehadmademenervousbefore,butrightnowhelooked
terrifying.TherewasnothinginhiseyesoftheCoyoteIknew,nothingbutdeeprageandvastpower.

“Ihadto,”Ibegan.“Thedragon—Bancroft—wouldhavedied.Hecouldn’thealhimself.”
“Thenheshouldhavedied.It’sthenaturalorderofthings.Dragonsaremortal—they’rehurt,they

bleed,andtheydie.”

“Ididn’thaveachoice.Firstofall,Icouldn’tstandtoseeacreaturediebecauseofme;second,I

neededtodosomethingtokeepDrakefromkillingme;andthird,Bancroftseemsmorereasonableabout
thistrialthantheothers.Icouldn’trisknothavinghimthere.”

“Isee.Youhealedthedragontosaveyourboyfriend.”
“Notjustthat.IsavedBancroft’slifetosavehislife.”
“EvenwhenItoldyounottousethemagic?”
IregardedhimwithacourageIdidn’thave.“Itwasnecessary.”
“No,itwasn’t.Youdon’tgettochoosewholivesandwhodies,JanetBegay.”
“Andyoudo?”
“I’magod.Oneofthefirstgods.I’veexistedsincethefirstworld.Someconsidermetheembodiment

ofallthatisevil,butI’mnot.I’mjustagod,andgodscanbecapricious.”

Nokidding.“ImadethebestdecisionIcouldgiventhecircumstances.”
“Youwentwithyouremotions,andyouthoughtmefaraway,whereI’dneverknow.”
“Butyoudidknow.”
Ahintofawickedglimmerreturnedtohiseyes.“Yourmirrorputonagoodshow.”
“Hell,”Isaid.
“You’reabeautifulwoman,Janet.You’repassionate,andyou’reinlove.Butyou’rehuman.Leavethe

godforcesalone.”

“ButamItrulyhuman?Iwasconceivedbyawomanpossessedbyagoddess,borntoamanwith

Stormwalkermagicinhisfamily.Mygrandmotherispowerfulenoughtoprojectherselfasacrowa
couplehundredmilesfromhome.Ididn’tasktoinheritbothpowers.I’dhavebeenhappybeingplain
Janet,onewitharealmotherandfather,whofoundsimplejoyinwalkingtheland.”

“Ioncetoldyouthatwedon’tchoosewhatweare,”Coyotesaid.“Weonlychoosewhatwedowith

whatwe’vebeengiven.”

“AndIchosetosavethedragon’slife.AndtohelpMick,andthosepeopleinLasVegas.AndI’ll

chooseagaintofindthatundeadmenaceandstophimbeforehehurtsanyoneelse.”

Coyotegavemeathoughtfullook.“Youknow,Janet,IfeelaboutyouthewayyoufeelaboutJim.”
“No,there’sonethingdifferent,”Isaid.“Idon’twanttohavesexwithJim.”
“Touché.”
“Damnit,Iwishyou’dstopthreateningmeandhelpme.We’vegottofindthisguy.Doyouknow

whereheis?”

“No.Youplantotakeawayhislife?”
“Whatchoicedowehave?IfIthoughthecouldcontrolthemagicinhim,thenitwouldbedifferent,but

Idon’tthinkthere’smuchchanceofthat.”

“Exactly.”
Thewayhesaidthewordmademyheartsqueezeinfear.ButIknewthatifIran,Coyotewouldjust

catchme.He’dtumblemetotheground,andwithoneflickofhisbigpaw,he’dkillme.Janetwouldbe
dust,floatingawayonthewind.

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“AreyousayingthatifIgiveJimachance,you’llgivemeone?”Iasked.
“I’msayingthatI’mwatchingyou,andthatyoudon’thavethatmanychancesleft.”
Iknewhemeantit.Coyoteheldmylifebetweenhisfingers,andallhehadtodowassnapthem,and

I’dbegone.

Iclosedmyeyes.Ithoughtofthevoicethatspokewithinmeeverytimethemagicstirred,theevilit

urgedmetodo.CouldIstopthewhispers?CouldIsomehowkillthatpartofmypowerandchannelthe
resttodowhatIbadeit?OrwouldtheBeneathmagicsimplyconsumemeintheend?Mymotherwas
evil,andthatevilwasinme.Coyote,thedragons,mygrandmother—noneofthemwerewrongaboutthat.

Iheardvoices,humanones,andopenedmyeyes,exhalinginrelief.NaomiKeeandJamison,withJulie

betweenthem,wereclimbingdowntherailroadbedtomaketheirwaytowardus.Juliebrokefromher
motherandstartedrunningwiththelong-legged,coltishlopeofaneleven-year-old.ShereachedCoyote
andthrewherarmsaroundhim,andhespunheroffherfeet.

“Hello,Julie.”Coyote’svoicewasgentlenessitselfashesetherdown.
“Hello,Coyote.”Juliebothspokeandsignedatthesametime.“Whatareyoudoingwayouthere?Are

youandJanetwalkingtoChevelonCanyon?That’swherewe’regoing.Canwecomewithyou?”

Ididn’treallywanttoseeJamison,buthegavemeanot-unfriendlynodwhenheandNaomireached

us.Iwantedtohughim,toapologizeoverandoverforwhatI’ddone.

CoyotegavemealookoverJulie’sheadthattoldmeI’dpassedsomekindoftest.“Sure,Julie,”he

said.“I’llcomewithyou.ButJanet,shehasthingssheneedstodo.”

Itookthehint.IstoodbackandwatchedasthethreeadultsandJuliewalkedoffintothedesert,thesun

haloingJulieasthoughshewereasacredbeing.

MickwasstillwithColbywhenIreachedthehotelagain.Ididn’twanttolistentoColbygoingonabout
myprowessinbed,soIgotonmybikeandtoldCassandraIwasrunningerrands.Ireallydidhave
errandstorun—Iwasbehindonsomuch—butIusedthemasanexcusetogetawayfromthethingsthat
unnervedme.

IhadtoeitherconvinceCoyotethatIwasinfullcontrolofmymagicandwoulduseitonlywhen

entirelynecessary,orgiveintowhathewantedandstopusingitaltogether.Iwasn’tcertainIcoulddo
either.

Istoppedatthetouristboardtoarrangetohavemynewbrochuresdisplayedthere.Theofficewas

abouttoclose,thesunalreadysetting,butIgotinjustintime.ThenIvisitedthetinysuitebehindthepost
officewhereawomanwhoprintedcutemapsforthetouristsacceptedmymoneytolistmyhotelonone
ofthemaps.Advertisingwasanever-endinggame.

Idecidedtograbsomefoodatthediner,andthat’swhereAssistantChiefSalasfoundme.Stillinhis

policeuniform,heslidintotheboothwithmeandorderedcoffeewhenthewaitressbroughtmyusual
cheeseburger.

“Sowhat’supwithMaya?”heasked.
Iliftedmybrowsandmycheeseburgeratthesametime.“Sheturnedyoudown?”
“Yes.”
“Sorry.”Ididfeelbadforhim,becauseEmiliowasaniceguy.“She’sstillhunguponNash.Giveher

time.”

“No,Imean,Iwenttoseeherthisafternoon,andshebarelyopenedthedoor.Shejustsaidthroughthe

crackthatsheappreciatedmeaskingherout,butshedidn’twanttogo.”Salasthankedthewaitressforthe
coffeebuttoyedwiththecupinsteadofdrinking.“Ionlywentovertheretoseeifshewasallright.You
know,aftertheshitthatwentdownlastnight.”

“YoumeanwhenIgotabducted?I’mfine;thanksforasking.”

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Salas’scheekbonesstainedred.“Iknowyou’reokay,Janet.LopeztoldmeNashbroughtyouhome;

plusyou’reprettytough,andyouhaveMicklookingoutforyou.Maya...”

“Isadelicateflower?”Igrinnedathim.“Youhaveitbad,Emilio.”
“I’mjustworriedabouther.Shelookedlikeshehadn’tsleptatall,almostlikeshewassick.Andshe

slammedthedoorinmyfacewithoutevensayinggood-bye.”

“Shesawsomeonebeslicedinhalfonherfrontlawn,”Isaid.“Nashsaidshewasprettyhysterical.”
“Iknow.”Salasleanedforwardandspokeinalowvoice.“AndIhatetosaythis,butitkindofsmelled

inthere.Likerottingfoodorsomething.That’snotlikeMaya.She’susuallyso...prolijo.Whatisitin
English?Fastidious.”

Idroppedmyburger.KetchupandgreasesplashedoutandhitSalas’scoffeecup,andhejumped.“You

allright,Janet?”

“Yes,fine.IjustrememberedsomethingIhavetodo.Finishtheburgerifyouwantit.”
Islappedtenbucksonthetableandhustledoutofthediner,leavingSalasstaringaftermeinconcern.
Mayadidn’tlivefarfromthediner,butIrodemybiketheblockorsothroughthedarkeningstreets,

makingalotofnoisesoshe’dknowI’darrived.Theshadesweredownoverherfrontwindows,thougha
lightglowedbehindone,theflowersinherlittlegardenstillsmashedwhereDrakehadsteppedonthem.

Iwenttotheporchandknockedonthedoor.Mayadidn’tansweruntilI’dstartedknockingthethird

time.Sheswitchedontheporchlight,openedthedoorabouttwoinches,andlookedoutatme.

IsawwhatSalashadmeant.Maya’sfacewaspaleanddrawn,herdarkeyesburninginsunken

hollows.Herhairwasamess,herT-shirtstainedwithcoffee.Icouldn’tseebeyondher,butSalashad
beenrightaboutthesmell.Itwasnotthestenchofdeath,asI’dfeared,butmorelikesomeonehadn’t
takenoutthegarbageinawhile.

“Janet,”shesaidinaclippedvoice.
“Hey,Maya.Icametoseeif...ifyoustillwantedtogoshoppingwithmetomorrow.”
Mayadidn’tblink.“No.Sorry,I’mtoobusy.Ihavealotofcleaninguptodo.”
SheopenedthedooranotherinchuntilIcouldseethekitchensinkpiledwithdishes.Fartoomany

dishesforoneperson,evenifshe’dgoneonacookingspree.

Withoutturningherhead,Mayaflickedhergazedownthehall.Shehadtwobedroomsbackthere,her

ownandonesheusedasadenandguestroom.Bothdoorswereclosed.

“That’sallright,”Isaidloudly.“Howaboutifyoucallmelater?”
“Myphone’sstillbroken.”
“Oh,yeah.Well,comeoverwhenyouhavetime.”
“Sure.”
Shestartedclosingthedoor.IwishedIcouldtellhersomethingtoreassureher,tomakesomegesture

thatIunderstood,butherlifehungonabreath,andIdidn’twanttosayordothewrongthing.

Iletherclosethedoor,andImademyselfwalkcalmlytomybike,putonmyhelmet,starttheengine,

andrideaway.IrodesteadilyasIpassedthediner,incaseSalaswaslookingoutthewindow.Ididn’t
wanthimgettingworriedandhurryingdowntoMaya’shouseagain.

AroundthenextcurvewasthegasstationandHansen’sGardenCenter.Ipulledintotheemptylotofthe

gardencenterandtookoutmycellphone.WhenIreachedtheHopiCountySheriff’sDepartment,Lopez
toldme,amazingly,thatNashhadgonehometosleep.

“AnythingIcandoforyou,Janet?”Lopezasked.
MyhearthammeredasIdithered.IfIbehavedasthoughthiswastheemergencyitwas,Lopezwould

sendcarsdownandalerttheMagellanpolice.Ifthathappened,whoknewwhatkindofchaoswould
erupt?Onethingwascertain—Mayawouldbethefirsttodie.Thishadtobedealtwithquietly.

“No,”Isaid.“Ijustwantedtoaskhimaquestion.”
“Allright,goodnight.”Lopezhungup.

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IparkedandwalkedaroundthegardencenterandthroughNaomi’sbackyard,whichabuttedit.

Jamison’sstudiowaslocked,Jamisonnowhereinsight.Julieansweredthebackdoorwithdelight,and
Naomigreetedmefromthekitchen.Jamisonwasthere,leaningonthebreakfastbar,watchingNaomi
cook.IfIhadn’tbeensopanicked,Iwouldhaveenjoyedsoakingupthecoziness.

Juliestartedtellingmeaboutthewalkthey’dtakenwithCoyoteandthepetroglyphshe’dshowedthem:

whirlingstars,strange-lookingmen,andwhathe’dsaidwerecoyotes.Naomisensedmyhurryandtold
JulietosavethestoriesuntilIcouldstaylonger.Shedidn’thaveNash’snumber,shesaid,butshegave
medirectionstohishouseinFlatMesa.

IcouldtellthatNaomiandJamisonwerecurious,butmydearfriendsdidn’task.ForthatI’dreturnand

letJulietalktomeforhoursaboutanythingshewanted.

MyhandssweatedinsidemyglovesasIdrovethroughtherestofMagellanatpreciselythirty-five

milesperhour.ThestarswereoutbythetimeIhitthetownlimits,andIopeneditupontheroadtoFlat
Mesa.

SheriffJoneslivedinamodestneighborhoodinahousebuiltaboutacenturyago.Itwasone-story,

longandlow,withaporchthatranthelengthofthefrontofthehouse.Thepeakedroofhadbeenbuiltto
letthewintersnowslidefromitandalsotocastdeepshadeovertheporchinsummer.

Nash’ssheriff’sSUVwasparkedinthedriveway,andIrememberedthathe’dnotyetrecoveredhis

newpickupstoleninDeathValley.ItwasprobablyinMexicobynow,andunrecognizable.

Nashcametothedoorinsweatpantsandasweat-soakedgrayT-shirt.Hehadabottleofwaterinone

handandatowelintheother,anddidnotlookhappytoseeme.

“Letmein,”Isaidinacalmvoice.“Closethedoor,andkeepyourvoicedown.”
Nash’slipspinched,buthedidasIasked.EvenNashcouldbeperceptive.
Heclosedthedoorbehindmeandlockedit.Nash’shousewasverymuchabachelor’s—hisliving

roomheldanall-in-oneweightmachineandnotmuchelse,andonestoolwasdrawnuptoabreakfastbar.
Hisreadingmaterial,stackedneatlyonthebreakfastbar,wasmagazines,mostlyaboutguns.Nash’sown
gunwasnowhereinsight;beingNash,Ihadnodoubthekeptitresponsiblylockedaway.

Nashdranksomewaterandwipedhisfacewiththeendofthetowel.“What?”
“IknowwhereJimMohanis.”
Nashfroze,thetowelathisface.“Where?Tellmenow.”
“He’satMaya’s.”
Nashstaredatmeforastunnedmoment,hispupilsdilatingtodarkenhislightgrayeyes.Thenhe

explodedpastme,anditwasallIcoulddotogettothedoorbeforehedid.

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Twenty-three

Nashwasdamnstrong,butIwasdesperateenoughtojammyhandsagainstthedoorframeandresisthis
attemptstochargeoutofthehouse.

“Nash,no!Ifyougorunninginthere,he’llkillher.Hewillevenifhedoesn’tmeanto.”
Nashstaredatmeinfury,butIsawhisinstinctiveragerecedeandterriblefeartakeover.Heswung

backintohislivingroomandslammedhisfistontohisexercisemachine.Metalcracked.

Shakingouthishand,Nashstrodeswiftlydownalonghallwaythatranbehindhislivingroom.Icaught

uptohiminasmall,darkroomwithagunsafe.Nashremovedhisnine-millimeterfromitandslappedin
amagazine.

“Nash!”
“Hewon’thurtherifIkillhimfirst.”
Iblockedhisexit.“Jimisalreadydead.Iftwomenpummelinghimwithbulletsdidn’ttakehimdown,

thatlittlegunwon’teither.Idon’tcarehowaccurateyouare.”

FromthelookNashgaveme,Iwassurprisedhedidn’tshootmethenandthere.He’dhappilystepover

mydyingbodyandraceofftosavethewomanheloved.

“Allright,”hesaid,hisjawrigid.“Allright.Damnit.”Nashsnatchedupashoulderholsterand

bucklediton,jammingtheguninsideit.“Ihavetobelieveyou.Thisguycanrippeopleinsideout;I’ve
seenthat.Whatcanwedoagainsthim?”

Wecan’t.Ican.Butthere’sareasonIcametogetyou.”
“BecauseIcanabsorbandnegatemagic.”
Inodded.“Youaretheonlyonewhomightbeabletotakehisattackandsurvive.”
Nash’smouthtightened.“Andhe’sintherewithMaya.”
InolongerneededtoaskwhetherNashcaredforMaya.Itwasinhiseyesandineverylineofhim,the

terrorthatshe’dbehurt,killed,nolongerinhislife.

Hepulledoutandloadedanotherpistolandtuckeditintoasecondshoulderholster.Nash’sguncabinet

heldabouttenhandguns,allneatlylinedupintheircases.Hedidn’tofferonetome.

Nashlockedthecabinet,andwelefthishouseforhisSUV.Hisradiocrackledwhenheturnediton,a

deputycallinginfromaremoteareaofthecountytoreportnotmuchofanything.Nashdidn’tanswer.I
thinkheunderstoodasmuchasIdidwhyheandIweretheonlyoneswhocouldgotoMaya’srescue.
AnyoneelsewasapotentialcasualtyandwouldincreasetherisktoMaya’slife.

WerodeinsilencethroughthedarkenedbackstreetsofFlatMesa,avoidingthesheriff’sdepartment.

Nashflooreditonthehighwaybetweenthetowns,thefirsttimeI’deverseenhimbreakthespeedlimit.It
wasfifty-fiveonthisnarrowroad,andNashpushedittoeightyandninety,eatingupthemilesinamatter
ofminutes.

Heslowedtolegalspeedaswepassedmyhotel,notwantingtodrawattention,andcontinuedthisway

allthewaytoMaya’s.Nashdrovethroughthealleybehindthehousesandparkedinfrontofavacantlot.

Maya’sstreetwasdark,thebackneighborhoodsofMagellanhavingfewstreetlights.NashandIcrept

quietlythroughMaya’sunfencedyard,goingslowlyinthedarkness.Mayahadalittleporchintheback
withlawnchairsforwarmdays.Hummingbirdfeedershungatintervals,allfilled.

FrenchdoorsledtoMaya’sbedroom,buttheywerelocked,theblindsdrawnsowecouldn’tseein.I

didn’tsenseanywardsaroundthewindows—butthen,Jimwashuman;hewouldn’tknowhowtowarda
house.HecountedonhisgodmagictokeepMayapennedinandothersout.ThemomentItriedtouse
magictounlockthedoors,Jimwouldknowit.

Iwasponderinghowwe’dgetinwithoutalertingJimorMaya,whenNashpulledoutakey.

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Ifiledthatfactawaytothinkaboutlater.Nashquietlyslippedthekeyinthelockandturnedit.Hehad

hisgunout,ready,ashequicklypushedopenthedoorandsteppedsidewaysintotheroom.Icopiedhis
movements,duckinginbehindhim.

Theroomwasempty.Ifamagicbarrierhadexistedtokeepoutthemagicallyinclined,Nashwould

havejustnegatedit.

Nashmovedsoundlesslytotheclosedbedroomdoor,listened,andeasedthedooropen.
“Maya!”amancalledfromthesecondbedroom.“Bringmemorecoffee.”
“I’mallout,”Mayasaid.“Ihavetogogetsome.”
“Youarenotleavingthishouse.”Jim’svoicetookonanoteofpanic,andheflungopenthesecond

bedroom’sdoor.

Jimlookedthesameasheeverhad,tallandthin,afaceneitherhandsomenorugly,brownhairand

browneyes.Aplain,ordinaryman.Hesteppedoutoftheroomandfoundhimselffacingthebarrelof
Nash’sgun.

Jimstopped.Foronefrozen,soundlessmomentJimstaredatNashandme,andwestaredbackatJim.

Thenhethrewmagicatus.

Jimhadgrowninstrengthandskill.HisballofmagichitNashfullinthechest,theimpactsending

Nashcrashingintothewall.ButNashdidn’tfalldowndead,ashewassupposedto.Awaveofmagic
emergedfromNash’sbackashestaggeredupright;thenthemagicslammedbackintohim,dissipated,and
wasgone.

Jim’seyeswidened.“Holyshit.How’dhedothat?”
Mayaappearedattheendofthehallway.“Nash?Whatthehell?”
IsteppedpastNashandshovedMayabackintothelivingroom.“Getout,”Isaid.Ifumbledwiththe

locksofthefrontdoor,pusheditopen.“Run.”

“Thisismyhouse!”
“Ifyouwanttoliveinitsomemore,runnow.Go!”
Mayacastananguishedlookdownthehall.“Nash,”shecried.“Iloveyou!”Tearsonherface,sheran

outthedoor.

“No!”Jimshouted.HetriedtoblastMayawithawaveofmagic,butNashgotinhisway.Onceagain

Nash’sbodyabsorbedthemagic,butNashdrewasharpbreathwiththeimpact.Iwonderedhowmuchof
Jim’spowerhe’dbeabletotakebeforehewasspent.

“Youdon’tdeserveher,”Jimsnarledathim.“Afinegirllikethat,andyouignoreher.”
Nash’slipswerewhite.“Ifyoutouchedher,Iwilltwistyourheadfromyourbodyandkickitdownthe

street.”

“She’shunguponyou,man.Itriedtopersuadehertodropyou,butshewon’t.”
“Whatdoyouwant?”IaskedJim.
Nashwouldn’tputdownhisdamngun.Iknewbulletswouldn’thurtJim,butNashprobablyfeltmore

comfortablewiththeheavinessofaweaponinhishands.

Jimfacedme.“Whatdoyoumean,whatdoIwant?”
Magicburnedinsideme,needingrelease.ThemagicurgedmetocrushJim,endofproblem.
ButCoyotewasright—ifIdidthat,I’dbenodifferentfromJim.IrealizedthatCoyotecouldhave

killedmelongago,whentheBeneathmagicfirstmanifestedinme—no,hecouldhavekilledmeatbirth,
orwheneverhe’drealizedthatmymotherhadsuccessfullymadeachild.ButCoyotehadgivenmea
chance,manychances.IhadtostepbackanddothesamewithJim.

“Whenyoucamehere,youwerelookingtogetrich,”Isaid.“You’dstealafewoldpots,sellthemfor

bigmoneyontheblackmarket.Butthatgotyoukilled,andyouaren’tinterestedinpothuntinganymore.
So,whatareyouinterestedin?”

Jimshrugged.“Figuringoutwhathappenedtome.”

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“ThenwhytakeMayahostage?”
“Ididn’ttakeherhostage.Ijustneededaplacetocrashwherenoonewastryingtoshootme.Youall

ranoffandleftheralonelastnight,andIneededtoheal.”

“You’vekilledthreepeople,”Ipointedout.
“Ididn’tmeanto.”
“Butyoudidit,”Nashsaid.“Andyou’llanswerforit.”
“Whatabouttheguywhokilledme?Willheanswerforit?”
“Yes,”Nashsaidinasteadyvoice.
“Whataboutwhoeverbroughtmebacktolife?Mademeakillingmachine?Whathappenstoher?It’s

notmyfault.”

“Her?”Iasked.“Whydoyousayher?”
“Becauseitwasaher.Ithoughtitwasyou.”
Notme,notmymother.Thenwho?Cassandra?Ichilled.No,couldn’tbe.She’dbeenasamazedasI

waswhenshe’dseenthevisionofJim’sresurrection.

“Well,itwasn’tme.”Iburiedmyspeculations,butIwouldremembertheclue.“Youhavetocontrol

thismagic.You’rehurtingpeoplewhoneverdidanythingtoyou.”

“Whataboutthemanwhotriedtoshoveyouintothatlimoatgunpoint?Iwastryingtosaveyou.And

thatguyinthehotelinLasVegas—hewantedtorapeyouandMaya.WasIsupposedtoletthatgo?You’re
myonlyfriends.”

ThefactthathedescribedmeandMayaashisfriendsmademeslightlysick.“We’dalreadygotten

awayfromtheguyinLasVegas.Securitywouldhavefoundhimandtakencareofhim.”

“Hetriedtohurtyou,”Jimargued.“Icouldn’tletthatgo.”
“Damnit,whyareyousodeterminedtobemyavengingangel?”
“Avengingangel.Ilikethat.Becauseyou’relikeme,andthey’retryingtokillyoutoo.Ithoughtyou

mademe...”

“AtthetimeofyourdeathandresurrectioninHomol’ovi,IwasinDeathValleywithNashandMick.

Nowherenearyou.”

Hedidn’tlookconvinced.“MaybeIwasbroughtbackforareason.”
“No,”Isaid.“Itwasamistake.”
Jim’sfacedarkened.“Howthehelldoyouknowthat?”
“Becausenohumancanhandlethemagicthatwasdumpedintoyou.Idon’tknowwhywhoeveritwas,

whatevergoditwas,decidedtobringyoubacktolife,buttheyshouldneverhave.You’renoteven
botheringtocontrolyourself.”

“Ididatfirst.Itscaredme,andI’msorryaboutthehiker.Ireallywastryingtohelphim.Theothers—

theydeservedit.”

“Noonedeservesthat.”
“No?”Jimliftedhisbrows.“Sowhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?”
“Ifyoucancontrolthemagic,ifyoustophurtingpeoplewithit,maybeIcanhelpyou.”Coyotemight

notlethimoffsoeasy,butJimdidn’tneedtoknowthat.IjustwantedhimoutofMaya’shouse.

“Whilehe’sinprison,”Nashsaidtightly.“He’skilledthreepeople.”
Jimsmiled.“I’mnotgoingtoprison,Sheriff.I’mstayingherewithMaya.She’llcomeback.Shelikes

me.”

Nash’sfingermovedonthetrigger.
“Takesomeadvice,”IsaidquicklytoJim.“Ifyouwanttoliveapeaceful,happylife,don’tpissoff

NashJones.”

“ScrewNashJones,”Jimsaid,andheblastedbothofuswithmagic.
Nashshothim.ThebulletwentrightintoJim’sbrain,andheflinched,buthedidn’tfallorstop.Nothing

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showedhe’dbeenshotbutasmall,redholeinthesideofhishead.

Youdon’thavetotakethis.
Atthesametimemylittlevoicespoke,IraisedashieldofwhitelightbetweenmeandJim.Icouldkill

him.Ihadthepower.Daysago,attheclubinLasVegas,Icouldbarelyfendhimoff.Today,Iknew
exactlywhattodo.

“Jim,”Isaid.“Stop.”
Jim’seyeswidenedwhenhispowercouldn’tbreakthroughmybarrier.Hestaredatmethroughitfora

second,andthenheswungaroundandranforhisbedroomwindow.

Nashshothimagain,plugginghimatthebaseofthespine.Jimthrewopenthewindowanddove

throughitasthoughhedidn’tfeelathing.

Swearing,NashranbackthroughMaya’sbedroomandouttheFrenchdoors.Irushedtothewindowin

Jim’sbedroomandslidmyslimbodythroughit.

Jimfoundhimselfcaughtbetweenthetwoofus.Hegaveusawildlookbeforeboltingthroughthe

neighbors’sideyard.Nashwentrightafterhim,mecomingbehind.Jimranbetweenhouses,dodging
gardensheds,kids’toys,andbarkingdogs.Hehittheedgeoftheneighborhoodandkeptrunningoutinto
thedesert.

Hisrunner’sbodymadehimfast,andthemagicmadehimstrong.ButNashhadstamina.Hekeptaflat-

outpace,astiredashemustbe.Ifeltlikecrap,butmymagicwasawakeandexcitedandpropelledme
along.

Jimscrambledovertherailroadbedandheadedforthevortexes.Shit.Ifhestartedusinggod-magic

aroundthem,hemightopenoneandletoutwhoknewwhat.Thelastthingtheworldneededwasmy
motheremergingtogoonarampage.

Theskywasbeautifullyclear,themoonsobrightitwaslikeanincandescentlight.Themoonlight

outlinedJimagainstthedarkdesert,andNashtookafewmoreshotsathim.Notthatitdidanygood.

Jimkeptrunning.Iwaspanting,lagging,realizingIneededtogetintobettershape.IsawJimdisappear

intotheearth,Nashafterhim.Hearthammering,Imadeittowherethey’dvanishedandrealizedthey’d
jumpednotintoavortexbutdownintothecanyonthathousedChevelonCreek.Thewallsweresteep,the
bottomwideandrocky,theflatedgesofthecreekitselfthickwithscrubseekingwater.

NashhadJimcorneredagainsttherockwallontheothersideofthecanyon.Ijoggedthroughweeds

andwateruntilIcaughtuptothem.

“Leavemealone,”Jimsaid.Hisfacewaswaninthemoonlight,hisbodyfullofbulletholes,sagging

againsttherock.“I’llgosomewhereelse,neverbotheryouagain.”

“Wecan’tletyougo.”Irestedmyhandsonmythighs,tryingtocatchmybreath.“Youknowwecan’t.

You’retoodangerous.Youhavetolearncontrol.”

“Likeyoudo?”Jimaskedwithasneer.“Youcan’tcontrolyourmagiceither.”
Ishookmyhead,straighteningup.“ButI’mwillingtolearn.Willingnottouseitatall.”
“Butyouhavetouseit,ifyou’regoingtostopme.Adilemma,isn’tit?”
Atthatmoment,IhatedJim,hatedCoyoteformakingmesoscaredofhimandmyself,andhatedmy

motherforbestowingthismagiconmeatall.TheBeneathmagichadgivenmenothingbuttroublesince
themomentI’dfirstfeltitstir.

Justkillhim,myvoicesaid.
“No.Iwon’t.I’llfindanotherway.”
“Youcan’t.”Jimsoundedsmug.“Nooneisstrongenoughtokillmebutyou.I’mgoing.”
“Likehellyouare,”Nashsaid.
“Andhowdoyouintendtostopme?”
Nashglancedupward.“Withthem.”
Ijerkedmygazetowherehepointed.Fourgiantbeastsfilledthesky,andtheywereanglingtowardour

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position.Fourjetsofdragonflameburstintothenight,thedragonswingingintosolvetheproblem.

Ibreathedasighofrelief.Iwouldbesparedthedecision.Coyotecouldn’tblamemeifMickledthree

dragonsinformationtoeliminatethedeadlyundead.IsuddenlylovedMickvery,verymuch.

Thedragonscameon,theblackbulkofMickinfront.Streamsofdragonfiremetandmeshed,

becomingonesingleflamethatarrowedtowardJim.Iwatchedthebrightfire,mesmerized,untilNash
grabbedmeandyankedmeoutoftheway.

Welandedankle-deepinthecreekasallfourflamesshotintoJim.Jimshoutedandflailed,lookinglike

amanmadeoffire,hisscreamshorrible.Iwatched,unabletolookaway,asJim’sskinmelted,draining
awaytotheearth.

Nashstillheldme,thebuttofhisgunpressedintomystomach.IkneweventhenthatIcouldhave

savedJim.Iwaspowerfulenoughtodoit.Icouldhavedampedthedragonfireandlethimlive,butI
chosetostandwithNashandwatchJimdie.

Exceptthathedidn’tdie.Theflamesstartedtodim,althoughthedragonscontinuedtopourthemon.

ThefireandsmokedampenedmoreandmoreuntilIcouldseethatJimwasgrabbingtheflamesintohis
ownhands,squishingthemdownintoasmallerandsmallerball.Thethingglowedlikeadwarfstarthat
longedtobeasupernova.

Ishouted.IfoughtmyawayoutofNash’sholdandchargedatJimjustashereleasedthefirebackinto

theair.

Thedragonsshriekedandbrokeapart.Mickstreamedpastme,hisblackhidegleaminginthemoonlight

asthefourdragonsregroupedandre-formed.TheystreakedagaintowardJim,fasterandfaster,flaming
himasplitsecondbeforetheyreachedhim.

Thistime,Jimwasreadyforthem.Thedragonflamesburstagainstawallofnothing,whileJim,

burnedandblackened,hidbehindthewallandsuckedthedisperseddragonfireintohishands.Asthe
dragonsrolledawayandclimbedtotheskyagain,Jimhurledthefirebackatthem.

Theflamescaughtareddragononthetail.Hescreechedandsaileddownward,landingsomewhereout

inthedarkness.Micksoaredoverthespotwherehiscomradehadfallen,andthenheturnedbacktothe
canyonandcameatJimlikeabulletfromagun.

Mickwasfurious.Ireaditinthetightlineofhishugebody,inhisintensespeed,intheredofhiseyes

ashezoomedbetweenthecanyonwalls.HewentforJimwithhismouthopen,readytofinishthisinthe
dragonway—withonebite.

Jimgatheredeverybitofgod-magicinhimandthrewitatMick.
Nashtriedtojumpintheway,totakeit,butMickwascomingtoofast.Mick’stalonbattedNashoutof

theway,andthewhitelightgrabbedMickfullforce.ThemagiccarriedMickupandup,higherand
higher.Desperately,Ithrewmyownmagicathim,andJimandIhadawrestlingmatchforMick’sdragon
bodywhileithunginmidair.

Theforcesofourfightrippledthroughthedarkness,expandingtheairuntilasonicboomfloatedover

thedesert.Mickwasbeingtornapart.Hewasscreamingandwrithing,tryingtoescapethebothofus.I
hadtoletgo,butifIdid...

Gasping,IsnappedmymagicfromMickandthrewitdirectlyatJim.Jimcollapsed.
Butthesecondbeforehismagicwinkedout,Jimgaveatwistofhishand.Mick’sbodywrenchedin

twodifferentdirectionsatonce.Iheardthecrunchofbonesandcartilage,twohundredfeetaboveme.
ThenJim’smagicvanished,andMickplummetedtotheground.

ItriedtograbMick,tocushionhisfall,buthehithard.ThegroundshookasMick’shugedragonbody

landedatthetopofthecanyonwall,theimpactcascadingbouldersandgravelintothecreek.

IwasracingtoMick,scramblingupthesideofthecanyon,stumblingandfalling,rackedwithsobs.

DragonstoucheddownaroundmeasIreachedthetop,becamehuman.Thesmallerredthathadgotten
burnedwasColby;theotherblack,Drake,thelargeredorange,Bancroft.TheyconvergedaroundMickas

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helaymotionlessinthedarkness.Mickopenedonehugesilverandblackeye,whichflickeredwithflame
andthenstartedtofilmover.

Thedragonssurroundedhim.Airshimmered.Mickshiftedfromdragonintothenakedandlimphuman

bodyofthemanIlovedandsoughtmewitheyesthatcouldnolongersee.Ithrewmyselfonmykneesnext
tohim,whereIcouldtouchhishair,kisshisface,lethimknowIwasthere.

Hissmiledatmewithahintofhisbad-boysmile.“Sorry,baby,”hewhispered.
“Mick.”Myvoicegrated,barelyworking.
Theotherdragonscircledaroundus.Colbywasinkedallover,onlyhishands,feet,andfacefreeof

tattoos.Drake’sdragontattoocoveredhisbackwithawingdowneacharm.Bancroft,older,hadmore
modesttattoos,likeMick,dragonsencirclinghisbicepsandflowingupwardaroundhisneck.Igazedat
themallthroughmytears.

“Helphim,”Isaid.
Bancroftputagentlehandonmyback.“He’stoofargone.There’snothingtobedone.”
“Hecanturnbackintoadragon.Thatwillsavehim,right?”
Colbyanswered,hisgravellyvoicesomber.“It’stoolate,Janet.Ifthatwouldhavehelped,he’dhave

stayeddragon.”

“Youdon’twanttohelphim,”Isaid.“Youallwanthimdead.”
Theydidn’tcontradictme,andmyangerflowedanew.IwasabouttoscreamatthemwhenIsaw

movementoutofthecornerofmyeye.Alargecoyotewasboundingtowardus,hisbodysurroundedbya
bluenimbus.

HebecamethemanCoyoteashestoppedandlookeddownatMickwithprofoundsorrow.
“Janet,”hesaid,hisdarkeyesfilledwithsadness.Forme,forMick.“I’msosorry.”
“Don’tbesorry.Helphim!Youcanbringhimbacktolife.I’veseenyoudoit.”
“Mickismortal,”Coyotesaid.“Itoldyou.Youcan’tchangesomeone’stimetodie.”
Icouldn’tbelievethis.Myloverwasdying,andthemostpowerfulmenI’devermetwerestanding

aroundshakingtheirheadsandfeelingsorryforme.IflungmyselfawayfromCoyotejustasIheardmore
shotsinthecanyon.

Don’tlethimgetaway,myvoicesaid.
Isprintedfortheedgeofthecanyon.Coyoteincoyoteformboundedafterme,plantedhimselfinfront

ofme,andsnarled.

“Fuckyou!”Iscreamed.IshovedCoyoteaside.Itdidn’tevenhurt.
AsIscrambledtothebottom,NashwasshootingfranticallyatJim,whowasracingdownthecreek,

splashingwaterasheran.Ireachedoutwithmymagic,lassoedJimaroundthemiddle,andjerkedhimto
ahalt.

Jimlookedhorrible,halfhisskinburnedaway,hisbodyabloodymess.Bonepokedthroughhismelted

flesh,andstillhefacedme,hisburnedmouthformingaparodyofasmile.

NeverpissoffaStormwalkerwho’sbeenfilledwiththepowerofthegods.
“Jim,”Isaid.Iheldupmyhand.Asmallballofwhitelighthoveredabovemypalm.
“Janet,no,”Coyote,humanagain,growled.Thecommandwasclear.
“Thisisyourlife,”IsaidtoJim,pointingatthesilverwhiteball.“Andnow,it’sover.”
Ipinchedtheballbetweenmythumbandforefinger.Itwentoutlikeaspark,andUndeadJimdied.

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Twenty-four

Coyoteblastedmewithmagic.Ishouldhavediedonthespot,butNashsteppedbetweenhimandmeand
tookthebruntofCoyote’spower.

DamnedifNashdidn’tabsorbitall,thefullmagicofapowerfulgodlikeCoyote.Coyote’seyes

widenedinsurpriseasNashsuckedthebluelightintohisbodyuntilthemagicflickeredoutand
disappeared.

AtleastNashwasbreathinghardthistime.“Isthatallyou’vegot?”heasked.
“Well,fuckme,”Coyotewhispered.
Jimwasdead.Unmistakably,irrevocablydead.Thepileofhisboneslaymotionlesslyinafewinches

ofwater,hisskinhalf-rotted,thedecompositionthatshouldhavestarteddaysagofinallycatchingupto
him.

I’dkilledhim.AndifIhadtodoitalloveragain,Iwould.
Still,IkeptNashbetweenmyselfandCoyote,justincase.IglaredatCoyote.“SaveMick.”
“Janet...”
Iknewmyeyeswereicegreenwithoutlookingintoamirror.“Savehim.All-powerfulgod,can’tyou

evenhealadragon?”

“It’stoolate.”Coyote’svoicewassodamncalmitmademelivid.
“No,itisn’t.Andifyoucan’t,Iwill.”
Coyotetookasteptowardme,butNashremainedplantedinhisway,afirm,protectivewall.
“Lookathim.”CoyotepointedanangryfingeratJim’sremains.“MickwouldbecomeasJimwas.Is

thatwhatyouwant?”

“WhoeverresurrectedJimdidn’tknowwhattheyweredoing,”Isaid.“Theygavehimlife,animation,

butnotasoul.IknowhowtorestoreMickcompletely.”

Coyote’seyesnarrowed.“Nomortalknowshowtobestowasoul.Onlythegodscandothat.”
“You’dbetterstartlearningwhatmortalscando,Trickster.Especiallythismortal.I’mthedaughterofa

goddess;whyshouldn’tIhaveagoddess’spower?”

“Becauseifyouuseit,shewillhavewon.”
Somethingcoldburnedinmystomach,fearchurningwithdread.“It’sworthit.WorthittosaveMick.”
“Janet,”Nashsaid.“Youknowthatyou’reactingmorecrazythanyounormallydo,right?”
IswitchedmygreengazetoNash.“Mymotherwantedmetomatewithyou.Tocreateachildthat

combinedmypowerandyours,becauseshesaidthatsuchachildwouldbeunstoppable.Iunderstand
whatshemeantnow.You’reinfusedwithmorepowerthananyofusputtogether.”

“Good.”Nashclearlydidn’tknowwhatthehellIwastalkingabout,butthatdidn’tmatter.“Thenlet’s

gohelpMick.”

Hetookmyhand,andwestartedclimbingoutofthecanyon.Coyotewatchedusgo,neitherinterfering

norhelping.Justwatching.Hewaslettingmemakemychoice.

NashandIpulledeachotherthroughdirtandrock.IwassotiredIcouldbarelymove,andNashwas

shakyalso.Whenwescrambledoverthetop,wewalkedtothedragonswhoencircledMick’smotionless
body.

WhenIsawMick,myheartbrokealloveragain.Hishumanlimbswereaskew,hischestnolonger

risingwithbreath.Hestaredatnothing,hisblackhairflowingoverhislifelessface.

Idroppedtomykneesbesidehimandliftedhisheadintomylap.Ismoothedhiswildhairfromthe

faceIlovedsomuch,themouthI’dkissedsomanytimes.“Mick,doyoutrustme?”

Colbymovedbehindme,hisvoicesubduedforthefirsttimesinceI’dmethim.“Janet,he’sdead.”

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“Hewillhaveadragonfuneral,”Bancroftsaid.“Withfullhonors.”
“Screwthat,”Isaid.“He’scominghomewithme.”
“Stopher,”Drakegrowled.Iflungthesmallestamountofmagicathim,andDrakefrozeinhistracks.
ItouchedMick’sfaceagain.WhatIhadtodowascomplicated,requiringgreatstillnesswithinmyself.

Mythoughtshadtobeorderlyandstraight.Onewrongword,onewrongsyllable,andMickwouldbe
lost,beyondsaving,orelsemesseduplikeJim.

NashkneltonMick’sotherside.He’dholsteredbothhispistols,andhelookedatmeingrave

sympathy.“Whatdoyouwantmetodo?”

“Keepthemoffme.”
Nashgottohisfeetandwalkedtowardthethreedragons,armsout,likeapoliceofficerkeepinga

crowdfromacrimescene.“Standback,gentlemen.Letherwork.”

“Whatshe’sdoingviolateseverylawoflifeanddeath,”Bancroftsaid.“ThisiswhywesentMickto

killherinthefirstplace.”

“Mickismyfriend,”Nashanswered.“Ihavetoletherhelphim.”
IwastouchedbyNash’scompassion.Ialsodidn’tknowwhatthehellIwasdoing.Iclosedmyeyes

andtriedtolookinsidemyself,asJamisonhadwantedmeto.He’dwantedmetofindmytwonatures,to
observethem,tolearnaboutthem,tomakethemplaynicelytogether.

IwishedIwasbetteratmeditation.IknewIneededtofocusonsomethingspecific—asound,astring

ofwords,mybreathing.ButallIheardwasbuzzinginmyears,Icouldn’tthinkofamantratosayto
myself,andmybreathingwasallovertheplace.

It’ssimple,themagicsaid.PushthepunyStormwalkerpowerout,andletthisonetakeover.Youcan

doanything.RememberwhatitfeltlikewhenyouwereBeneath.

Thatexperiencehadbeenheady.WhenI’dbeenBeneathandwantedsomethingtohappen,itjust

happened.Ihadbuttosayaword.

Andyoudon’tevenreallyneedtheword.
BeingaStormwalkeriswhatIam.Thestormsdrivemecrazy,butifIcouldn’tridethem,whowould

Ibe?

Adamnpowerfulhell-goddess,themagicanswered.
Ahell-goddesswhohasargumentswithherself.Bothmagicsarepartofme.I’mnotalloneorthe

other.

Youcan’tsaveMickwiththestormmagic.
Whynot?Stormmagicmakesdragonsevenstronger.
Becausethere’snostorm,yousimple-mindedbitch!
Well,thatwastrue.Thenightwascloudless,cold,crisp.
Watchwhoyou’recallingabitch,Ithoughtgrumpily.Youwanttoruleme,totakeoverandusemeto

workyourownwill.Well,I’mnotlettingyou.WimpyJanetdoesn’tlivehereanymore.

Youmustembracethegoddesspowerentirely,oryou’llneverbeabletosaveMick.
Wannabet?
Forjustaninstant,Ifelttheothervoicewaver.Thenitwenton.
ForgetaboutMick.He’sweak.Theotherdragon,Drake,hasanicebody,andhe’dmakeagood

slave.Orthehuman,Nash.Youknowyouwanthiminbedwithyou.Justtoseewhatitwouldbelike.

Avisiontookme.Mickgone,ashesscattered,Nashconsolingme.Hismouthonmine.Meontopof

himontheexercisemachineinhislong,lowhouse.

ThenIthoughtofthewayheusuallylookedatme—invastirritation.IthoughtaboutMaya,thelookon

herfacewhenshe’dcalleddownthehalltonight:Nash,Iloveyou.

Thevisionfled.Notlikely.
Youwon’tbeabletosaveMick.Notbyyourself.

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Ihadthefeelingthevoicewasright.ButtalkingtoitletmestarttoseparateitfromtheStormwalker

withinme.Thefeelingofeachmagicwasdifferent.TheBeneathpowerwasbright,sharp,brittle.The
stormpowersmelledlikedamp,cleanearth;itwasthick,substantial,solid,andstrong.TheBeneath
powercameandwent,buttheStormwalkerpowerwasalwaysthere,centeringme.

Itouchedboth,marvelingatthedifference.IfIwoundthemtogether,groundingmyselfwiththe

StormwalkermagicwhilewieldingtheBeneathmagiclikeasword,Icoulddothis.Icoulddoanything.

Idrewabreath.WithmyfeetIreachedfortheearth,forthecorethatboundtheworldtogether.With

myhandsIreachedfortheBeneathmagic.Itwinedthedarknessofthestormpowerwiththebrightnessof
Beneath,andtwisteditintosomethingthatsparkledlikeblackonyx.

Beneathmyfingers,Micktwitched.
Atthesametime,allthebreathwasabruptlysqueezedoutofme.MystormpowerandtheBeneath

powersqueakedlikethemagicmirrorwhenitwasscared,andbothvanished.Iopenedmyeyes,weak,
sick,andsuddenlymagicless.

Cassandrastoodnotfarfromme,protectedbyDrakeandColby.Sheworeabusinessskirtsuit,which

lookedridiculousouthereinthemiddleofdust,rocks,andscrub.Pamelastoodbehindher,armsfolded.

Cassandra’sglowinghandswerepressedtogetherwhileshechantedwordsIdidn’tunderstand.Iknelt

besideMick,rigid,unabletomove.

Thebindingspell.CassandrahadbeenworkingononetoweavearoundJim,exceptnowshe’d

decidedtoworkitonme.Anditwassodamnedpowerfulthatmyownmagic,bothStormwalkerand
Beneath,hidbehindmeandwhimpered.

Thedragonsstoodbackandletherwork.IsawCoyoteatthelipofthecanyoninhiscoyoteform,

simplywatching.

Beyondthedragons,MayaMedina’sredtruckthrewupdirtasitspuntoahalt,andMayaleaptoutof

it.Sherantowardus,slippingandstumblingongravel.Nashmetherhalfway,andsheflungherarms
aroundhisneck.

Itshouldhavebeenabeautifulmoment.NashheldMayatight,tight,liftingherfromherfeet,holding

herclose.WhenMayaraisedherheadtolookathim,hecuppedonehandaroundherfaceandkissedher.

Myattentionwasdraggedfromthembythesoundofwings.Notleatherdragonwings,butfeathered

wings.Iexpectedthecrow,buttherewastoomuchnoiseforjustonebird.

Icouldn’tlookaround,couldn’tspeak.Thebindingspellcertainlywouldn’tallowmetotalk.Somany

magescommandedwordsofpower,coulddestroytheirenemiesintwoorthreesyllables.Asmartwitch
wouldincludespeechsuppressioninherbindingspell,andCassandrawassoverysmart.

Whenthewingedbeingssurroundedme,Inearlyscreamedinspiteofthespell.Icouldn’t,ofcourse,

andsothesoundplungedbackdownmygulletandrestedlikearockinmystomach.

Theyweremenwithmaskspaintedinpatternsofred,turquoise,white,black,andyellow.Theywore

loinclothsandsoftboots,andtheirwingedbodieswerepaintedaswell.Thesewerethekachinas,thereal
ones,godsnotveryhappywithonesmallNavajowoman.

Theysurroundedme,cuttingoffmyvisionfrommyfriends,myenemies,andmylover.Icouldn’ttell

whethertheshudderI’dfeltinMickwasthemagicworkingorjustaresidualsparkofhisownlifeforce.

I’dneverknow.ThekachinaswhirledaroundmeuntilIcouldseenothingbutfeatherywings,andthen

thedesertandthenightvanished.Ifoundmyselfinasmall,enclosedspace,inthedark,andutterlyalone.

There’snothinglikebeingwalledinalivingtombtomakeyouappreciatethesmallthingsinlife.

Isatoncoldstone,andcoldstonesurroundedme.Icouldstandupandwalkafewfeetfromwallto

wall,butsharppebbleslitteredthefloor,makingfootingtreacherous.AfterI’dfallenandcutmyhandsa
fewtimes,Idecideditwassafertojustsit.

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IwipedmyhandsonmyshirtandtoyedwiththepebbleI’dpickedup.Itwaslightbutsharp—lava

rock.MytiredmindtoldmethatthekachinasdwelledintheSanFranciscomountains,whichNavajocall
theDiichilíDzilandtheHopicallNavatekiaoui.TheSanFranciscoPeakswereextinctvolcanoes,the
cinderconeofSunsetCraterandthelavatubesarounditremindersofthatfact.

WasIthere,underthosemountains?Orinanotherworldentirely?Wouldthekachinashaverisked

takingmetotheirspiritworld?Orhadtheysimplywalledmeinhereandleftmetostarvetodeath?

Strangely,Ididn’tpanic.Theroomwasdarkandcoolbutnotfreezing,andIhadair.Icouldn’tfeelany

breeze,buttheairwasn’tstaleandIdidn’tstruggletobreathe,soIfiguredoxygengottomefrom
somewhere.

ItwascalmhereafterthecrazyfightwithJim,afterfighting,terrified,againstthestasisspell.InhereI

wasalone,dirty,sore,tired,andtrapped—butatleastIwassafe.

Needlesstosay,mycellphonedidn’twork,noteventotellmethetime.Iwassurprisedithad

survivedintact.Ihadthehabitofbeinghardoncellphones.

IpulledoutthechamoisbagIkeptthemirrorinandpulledouttheshard.Evenintheabsolutedarkness,

themirrorglintedwithasparkofitsown.

“So,whereamI?”Iaskedit.
“Haven’tthefaintestidea,sugar.It’sdark.”
“Well,thankthegodsyouwereheretotellmethat.Yourbestguess,then?HowfaramIfrom

Magellan?”

“Idon’tknow.Distancemeansnothingtome.”
Irefrainedfromputtingtheshardundermybootheelandgrindingittopowder.“Willyouatleastgive

mesomelight?”

“ThatIcando.Comingrightup,sweetie.”
Themirrorglowed,thewhitelightstabbingintomydark-accustomedeyes.Isnappedmyeyelidsshut

andthenopenedthemafractionofaninchatatime.

ThepalelightrevealedwhatI’dguessed—Iwasinasmall,cavelikeroomwithnoentranceanywhere

tobeseen.ThefloorwaslitteredwithblacklavarockandglitteringApachetears,whichwere
translucentobsidianstones.IpickeduponeoftheApachetears,likinghowIcouldholdittomyeyeand
seethelightthroughit.

“Whereiseveryone?”Iaskedthemirror.“Whatishappeningatthehotel?”IavoidedthequestionI

mostwantedtoask,butthemirrorcaughton.

“Idon’tknowwhetherMicky’sallright,honey.IfheweretheonlymageIansweredto,I’dknow,

becauseI’dgodarkifheweredead.ButIanswertoyoutoo,soI’mstillhere,andIcan’ttell.”

Painlancedmyheart.“Canyoujustshowmethehotel?”Iasked.
Theshardofmirrorcloudedforafewseconds,andwhenitcleared,Ilookedthroughaspiderwebof

cracksintothesaloonofmyhotel.Theroomwasdark,thechairsuponthetables,theplaceclosed.

IwasabouttotellthemirrornottobotherwhenCassandrawalkedin,tookdownachair,andsankinto

it,restingherheadinherhands.Cassandra,whosedamnedbindingspellhadlandedmehere.

Anotherfigurefollowedher:Pamela,tallandstronginjeansandsleevelessshirt.Shestoodbehind

Cassandraandputherhandsonhershoulders.

“Itwasn’tyourfault,sweetheart,”Pamelasaid.“Youweretryingtohelp.”
“No,Iwastryingtostopherfromusingthemagic.Ididn’tknowtheyweregoingtotakeher.HowdoI

knowshe’sevenalive?Mylocatorspellshaven’tworked.They’rebeingblocked.”Shelaughedalittle.
“Godscandothat,youknow.”

PamelasoftlykneadedCassandra’sshoulders.“Ididn’trealizeJanetwasthatspecialtoyou.”
“Shegavemeachancewithoutquestion,neverpriesaboutmypast.She’sgivenmewhatIneed,a

placetolickmywoundsandbealone.”

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“Isthatwhatyouneed?Tobealone?”
“IthoughtsowhenIfirstcamehere.”CassandralaidherhandoveroneofPamela’s.“Notsosure

now.”

Pamelaleaneddown,slidingherarmsallthewayaroundCassandra.“We’llfindher.Thatwassome

damnpowerfulmagicyoudidoutthere.You’llworksomemore.”

Cassandralookedmiserable.“Idon’tknowifIcan.I’msotired.”
I’dneverseenCassandraanythingbutcalmandcool,alwaysknowingexactlywhattodo.Nowshe

raisedatear-streakedfacetoPamela,andPamelabentandkissedherlips.

“Turnitoff,”Itoldthemirror.“Leavethemalone.”
“Noway,sugarpie.Thosetwoladiesarehot.”
Iputmyhandovertheglass.“Whatisitwithyourobsessionwithsex?”
“I’mamirror.Icanonlybeavoyeur,soIhavetogoforit.”
“Willyougettheirattention?Whenthey’reready;don’trush.”
“Hangon,they’recomingupforair.”
WhenCassandra’sfacefilledthebrokenmirror,Iletgoofmyangerather.Hereyeswereredand

anxious,herusuallysleekhairintangles,hermakeupsmearedbytears.

“Janet?Whereareyou?”Shepeeredintothemirror,butIcouldtellshesawonlyherownreflection,

notme.

Shewasmagicalenoughtohearme,though.“Iwashopingyoucouldtellme,”Isaid.
“Mylocatorspellswon’twork.Theyfizzleout.SheriffJonestriedtoactivatetheGPSonyourphone,

butthatdidn’tworkeither.”

“I’msomewhereunderground.Probablytoodeepforsatellitesorphonesignals.It’slava,though.An

oldvolcano.Thatshouldnarrowitdowntoafewhundredplacesintheworld.”

“Keepthemirrorgoing,”Cassandrasuggested.“Maybemyspellswillworkthroughthat.”
“Worthatry.”Mymatter-of-fact,bravetonefaltered.“Mick?”
ThelinesonCassandra’sfacedeepened.“Idon’tknow.Thedragonstookhimaway.Janet,I’msorry.I

thinkhe’sgone.”

Ithoughthewastoo.Irememberedthefilmoverhiseyes,thelastbreathhedrewwhenhesmiledatme

andsaid,Sorry,baby.Iputmyhandovermymouth,stiflingasob.

“Janet?”Cassandrakepttryingtofindmeinthemirror.“Youallright?”
Iwipedmyeyes.“I’llkeepthemirrorout,andyoukeeptryingthosespells.”
“Iwill.”SheturnedawayandstartedtalkingrapidlytoPamelaasthetwoofthemmovedoutofsight.
Idrewmyfeetupandhuggedmyknees.Icouldn’tconcentrateanymoreontryingtofigureoutwhereI

was;Ididn’ttrytowakeupmymagicthatseemedtohavegonedormant;IstoppedworryingabouthowI
wasgoingtogetout.

IcouldonlythinkaboutMick.
Memoriesaremostvividwhenthereisnothingelsetointerferewiththem.Perhapsthat’swhythevery

oldremembertheiryoungeryearssowellwhileforgettingthemonotonousdroneoftheircurrent,day-to-
dayexistence.

IrememberedthefirstnightI’dmadelovewithMick,howhe’dsurprisedmewithhisgentleness.He’d

beenpatientwithaninexperiencedyoungwoman,neverhurryingme,neverlaughingatme.He’d
introducedmetotheastonishingpleasurethatcouldbefoundinbed,andI’dfallenhardandfastinlove
withhim.

Ithoughtofhissmile,theonethatsaidhewasawickedmanwhowantedtodonaughtythingswithme.

Ithoughtofhisblueeyesthatcouldturnblackwhenhewasangryoraroused,hiscrazyhairthatwould
neverstayput.Anysuggestionhecuthisshoulder-lengthhairsohewouldn’thavetobotherwithitwas
metwithanamazedstare.Maybewhenheswitchedfromdragon,that’sjustthewayhishairwent.I’d

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notedthattheotherdragons—Colby,Bancroft,Drake—woretheirhairlongtoo.

Myminddredgedupthehalcyondaysafterwe’dfirstmet,whenMickandItraveledupanddownthe

country.They’dbeenthehappiestofmylife.Irememberedstandingonarockypromontoryoverlooking
thenorthernPacific,windbuffetingmybodywhileMickstoodrock-solidbehindme.He’dheldontome,
andI’dbaskedinhiswarmthwhilewewatchedthebeautyofthecoldsea.We’dgonefromthereupand
downthecountry,graduallymakingourwayacross.Werodeformilesduringtheday,stayedinmotelsat
night.Welaughed,talked,fought,madeup,andmadelove.

IrememberedmyastonishmentwhenIfoundoutMickwasadragon.I’dbeenblindtoitbeforethat,

becauseIhadn’tknownthatdragonsexistedatall.Skinwalkers,Nightwalkers,magicmirrors,yes.
Dragons,no.

Myworldhadchangedthatnight,andithadchangedagaintonight.I’dwalkedawayfromMickalittle

overfiveyearsagobecauseI’dbeenyoungandafraid,butsomehowI’dneverthoughtofhimas
completelyoutofmylife.Andhehadn’tbeen;Ijusthadn’tbeenabletoseehim.

Thememoriesflewatmefasterandfaster,untilmyemotionswerealltwistedaround,andIcouldn’t

stopcrying.Whogaveadamnaboutthemagicinsideme,whenMickwasdeadbecauseofit?

Iheardatinynoise,thebarestclickofrockonrock.Iopenedmyeyes,andthroughmytearssawthe

Kosharesittingonaboulderoppositeme,thelightofthemagicmirrorbetweenus.

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Twenty-five

“Haven’tyoutorturedmeenough?”Myvoicecameoutaharshcroak.“Ithoughtclownsweresupposedto
makepeoplelaugh.”

Hesatstill,hisgodpowerfillingtheroomwithcracklingintensity.Imightgetashockjusttouchingthe

air.TheKoshare’sdarkeyesfixedonme,buthisredmouthwasclosed,withoutsmiles.

“DoyouspeakEnglish?”Iasked.“IonlyknowafewwordsinHopi,andallofthemaredirty.”
Ispeakalllanguages.IncludingthatoftheDiné.
Thekachinaswerebenevolentgods,comingtotheHopipeopletohelpthemfindthebountyoftheland.

Asakid,I’dlovedwatchingthestatelykachinadances,andtheclownsandtheirantics.SowhywasIso
afraidofthemnow?

Thenitstruckme:because,inthisstory,theywerethegoodguys,andIwastheevilbeing.Mymother

hadbestoweduponmeherpowers,herruthlessness,andherevil.IcouldpretendallIwantedtothatmy
stormpowermitigatedtheeffectsoftheBeneathmagic,thatIcouldhandleboth.ButasIlookedintothe
Koshare’seyes,Iknewitforthelieitwas.

“Sonowwhat?”Iasked.“Areyougoingtoleavemehere?Orkillme?Isupposeitdoesn’tmakemuch

difference,butkillingmeoutrightwillbequickerthanleavingmeheretostarve.”

Isthatwhatyouwant?Death?
“No,butit’swhatyou’regoingtogiveme.”
Itisyourchoice,Stormwalker.Youchoosethepath.
“Now,see,thisiswhatIdon’tlikeaboutgods.Iaskastraightquestion,andyougivemesomecryptic

answer.”

Youcandie.Orwecantakethemagicfromyou.
Istared,shocked.“Youcantakeawaythemagic?”
Wecan.YourStormwalkermagicisnatural,inheritedfromyourDinéancestors.Itisapartofyour

world.Theothermagicisnot.Wecantakeitfromyou,returnittotheworldtowhichitbelongs.

Iopenedmymouthtobellow,Yes!WithouttheBeneathmagicvyingformasteryinsideme,Icouldgo

backtobeingonlyhalf-crazy.IcoulduseonlythestormmagicasI’dlearnedto,knowingIcontrolledit,
nottheotherwayaround.MaybeIcouldgetridofthehangoversIgotafterastorm—I’ddiscoveredthat
theycamefromtheBeneathmagicfightingmyStormwalkerpower.I’dbeabletosleepbetter,andCoyote
andallthedragonswouldceasetalkingaboutkillingme.

Butthenatruthhitme,andIclosedmymouthagain.IftheStormwalkermagicwasanaturalpartofme,

sowasmymother’smagic.ItmighthavelainquietlyinsidemeuntilI’dawakenedittravelingBeneath,
butithadalwaysbeenthere.

Ididn’twanttobeevil.Iwastiredofgodsanddragonsfollowingmearound,watchingmyevery

move.IwantedtobeplainoldJanet,who’dspentafewyearswanderingthecountryphotographingthe
remotestpartsofit,andwhonowwastakingonthechallengeofrunningasmallhotelinthemiddleof
nowhere.Butontheotherhand,ifsomethingsodeeplyingrainedinmewasrippedout,whatwould
happentome?

“You’reafraidthattheBeneathmagicwilltakemeover,”Isaid.“ThatI’llbetoogreatathreattoyou.

Coyotefearsthattoo.Butthat’sbecausenoneofyouunderstandwhatitistobehuman.Wemake
mistakes,andthenwefixthem.”

TheKosharewatchedmeinsilence.Hewassupposedtobecomicalwithhisstripedpaintandknobby

horns,buthisgravestillnessgavehimdignity.

“IfIdidn’thavethismagic,UndeadJimwouldhavekilledsomanymorepeople,”Isaid.“Youcan’t

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blamehisexistenceonme.Ididn’tbringhimbacktolife.”

Humansliketoargue.Tojustifytheirdeeds.
“Whenmylifedependsonit,hellyes.”
Itwaseasytobeintouchwithmyearthmagicinthisplace—theearthwasallaroundme.I’dmanaged

totwinethetwomagicstogetherwhenIwastryingtosaveMick,andlookinginsidemyself,the
interwovenmagicwasstillthere,warmandquiet.Partofme.

IknewrightthenIcouldn’tseparatethem,thatiftheKoshareandthekachinasorCoyotetriedto

removetheBeneathmagicfromme,I’dceasetoexist.Thetwomagicswouldfighttoremaintwinedinto
mypsyche,astheyhadalwaysbeen,andIwouldendupempty,dead,nothing.

Beforethisawfuldaystarted,myBeneathmagicwouldhavetoldmethatIcouldbestthispunygodand

thengoadmeintodoingit.NowIknewthatIcouldn’tbesthim—theattemptwouldbethedeathofme—
butIalsoknewthatIwasn’taspowerlessasIfeared.

Igatheredthewovenmagicandletmysensesreachthroughtheheavyrockaboveme,up,up,andup

untilIfoundtheopenair.Itsmelledpungentwithhumidityandgreenery,theairsharpandcool.

“Astormoutside.”Ismiled.“Ilikestorms.”
TheKosharejustwatchedme.
“Youdon’twanttokillme,youknow,”Isaid.“Youdidn’tevenwanttokillJim,andhewasawalking

destructiveforce.”

TheKoshare’seyeswidenedinsurprise.Iknewtheclown,forhistalk,didnotreallywanttodo

murder.Hisjobwastomakepeoplelaugh,ortoadmonishthembymakingfunofthem.Iwasn’tsocertain
aboutthekachinas,someofwhomwereprettydamnpowerful,buthehadbeensenttomebecausehe’d
tryeverymethodhecouldbeforehehadtogiveupandkillme.Becausehehadcompassion.

ButhiscompassionmeantthathemightkeepmestuckinheretherestofmynaturallifeifIdidn’t

cooperatewithhim.Ireachedwithmymindthroughthehundredsoffeetofrockandtouchedwater,wind,
lightning.

IwasaStormwalker,astrongone.LightningstrucktheearthwhereIguidedit,tearingaholeinthe

rock.TheKosharejumped,buthemadenoattempttostopme.EitherhewantedtoseewhatI’ddo,orhe
waswaitingforhisbrethrentodragmeoutandcrushmeintolittlepieces.

Themountainrumbled,anddustandpebblesraineddown.Isnappedoffmymagiccurrentinalarm.

BringingthecavedownonmyheadwasnotwhatIhadinmind.

Therumblingdidn’tcease.TheKosharelookedupinalarm,andthemagicmirrorsaid,“Oh,honey

bun,thisdoesnotlookgood.”

Isnatchedupthemirrorandthrustitintoitsbag.Thecaveplungedintodarkness.
Idon’tknowwhethertheKosharestayedorvanished,butIwasonmyfeet,tryingtodivertthestorm

elsewhere.Maybetryingtohaveitdigmeouthadbeenabadidea.

Moredirtrainedonme,andIheardaloudboom.Iscreamedashalftheceilingcrasheddown,andI

fell.IexpectedtolandontheKoshare,buthewasn’tthere.He’dleftmetomyfate.

Abovemetherockswererippedaside,anddirtstartedtosmotherme.Ididn’twanttodielikethis.I

grabbedmymagicandforceditintoabubbleshape,withmeinside.Whatgooditwoulddomeinthe
longrunIdidn’tknow,butIneededtobreathenow.

Somethingrippedatmybubble,andtheairburnedredwithfire.Great,justgreat.Iwasinsidealive

volcanothathaddecidedtoerupt.I’dneverseemyfatheragain.Ormygrandmother.Orthemoonrising
overthestarkhillatManyFarms.Ormyhotelandmynewfriends.Iwhimperedlikeababy.

Or...notavolcano.Myprotectiveshellwastornapart,notbytheforcesofaneruption,butbyahuge

talon.Adragontalon.

MynameisJanetBegay,anddragonswanttoslayme.
NowthatMickwasdeadandnolongerprotectedmeashismate,therewasnodragonlawtostopthem

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findingmeandflamingmeoutofexistence.

Ifought.Thetroublewithfiguringouthowtoserenelyblendmymagicswasthateachonegrewalittle

lesspowerfulasitcombinedwiththeother.Thewholewasstrongerthanitsparts,butdragons,creatures
ofairandfire,couldabsorbmystormmagic.Theyatelightningforbreakfast.Sothey’dswallowhalfmy
magic,andtheotherhalfwouldnolongerbestrongenoughtobestthem.

That’swhatI’dwanted,wasn’tit?AStormwalkerwhocoulduseherBeneathpowersforbenevolence

andgoodness?

Thedragonwhopulledmeoutofthemountainwasn’tinterestedinbenevolenceorgoodness.He

yankedmestraightthroughadragon-sizedhole,wingsbeatingtheairtogainheight.Itwasablack
dragon,abigone,butnotMick.ItwasDrake,theflunkytoBancroftofthedragoncouncil,theflunkywho
reallydidn’tlikeme.

Oncewehitthestarrynight,Isawflameshighinthesky,brightstreamslikecomets.Dragons,dozens

ofthem,werefightingwingedbeingswhodartedanddodgedthefires.

MystomachlurchedasDrakedoveswiftlydownandsideways,avoidingafireballthateruptedinthe

exactplacewe’dbeen.Whatthehell?

ThenIrealizedIwasn’tseeingasimplebattleouthere.Dragonswereflamingdragons.Thewinged

creatures,thekachinas,zappeddragonswithwhitemagic,butnotallthedragons.Icouldn’tworkoutwho
wasonwhoseside,andDrakedippingandwhirlingdidn’thelp.AllIcoulddowashangonandpray.

Adragontookthebruntofanother’sfire.Hescreamedonthewaydown,untilhemetakachina’swhite

lightanddisappeared.Dead?Orsentsomewhere?Alive?Orincinerated?

“Whyaretheyfighting?”Ishouted.“Whatdotheywant?”
Thewindtoreawaymywords.EitherDrakedidn’thear,orhehadnointerestinanswering.
Thebattleheated,firelashingthenight,whiteheatanswering.Ididn’tunderstandhowithappened,but

aformationofdragonssuddenlycuthigh,roaringintriumph.Thedragonsbelowthembeganstreakingfor
thehorizon.Thekachinaschasedthosedragons,thegods’huge,featherywingsflashinginthesunrise.
Thendragonsandkachinasalikewereswallowedintothecomingdawn.

Theformation,aboutadozendragonsinaperfectphalanx,headedourway.Drake’swingswhooshed,

andweshotbackwardatleastacouplethousandfeet.Iscreamed,thensnappedmymouthshutasbile
boiledupfrommystomach.

Ihadnoideawho’dwonthebattle,orwhetherthephalanxofdragonsformingbehindonescreaming

leaderwasonDrake’ssideornot.Igotmyanswerastheformationstreamedpastus,thedragonsa
wingedblur,andDraketookhisplaceattheendofoneofthelines.

Wholedthem,Iwondered.Bancroft?OradragoninterestedinkillingoffaninterferingStormwalker?
Drakecarriedmethroughgrayinglightattheendofthedragonline.Idecidedagainsttryingtohithim

withmagic,becauseifhedroppedme,itwasalongwaydown.CouldBeneathmagickeepmefrom
splattingontheground?Ididn’twanttofindout.

ThedragonsangledawayfromcitylightsIcouldseetothesouthofusandoutacrosstheblacknessof

desert.IfI’dbeenrightaboutbeinginsidetheSanFranciscoPeaks,thenthetownwewerespeedingnorth
andwestfromwasFlagstaff.WhichmeantifDrakedroppedmenow,I’dfallaboutamileandahalfor
moretothebottomoftheGrandCanyon.

Thewindwasfreezing.IhunkeredbehindthedragontalontokeepwarmthebestIcould.
“Couldn’tbothertobringmeasweater?”Iaskedbetweenchatteringteeth.Drakedidn’tanswer,butI

hadn’treallythoughthewould.

Weflewalongway,overanothercityoflightsandoffagainintodarkness.Thedragonsbeganto

circle,andaswedescended,therisingsunoutlinedsharp,highmountainsandglitteredonwhitealkali
flats.

Agoodplacetodie:DeathValley.

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ThedragonsflewovermountainsfromwhichI’drescuedMicknotmanydaysagotolandinthevery

centerofadrylakebed.Drakesetmeonmyfeetwithathump,andwhenmyheadstoppedspinning,I
understoodwherewewere.

TheycallittheRacetrack.Notbecausethereareanyracesonit,orevenpavementonwhichtorace.

Thedrylakebedwasanovaltwoandahalfmileslong,anditsfloorconsistedofflat,baked,cracked
earth.Bouldersstoodlikesentinelsatoneend;behindeachofthemwasalong,palesmearinthedirt.

Thebouldersmovedbythemselveswhennoonewaslooking—nooneknewhoworwhy,although

therewereplentyoftheories.Itwaseerietoseethetrailseachhadtakenstretchingoutbehindthem,like
stonecreatureswhoglidedacrossthelakebedandthenfrozethemomentsomeonelookedatthem.

Dragonstoucheddownaroundus,stillinformation,changingfrombeasttohumanastheylanded.

Thereweretallwomenamongtheequallytallmen,andallwerewelltattooed.

Myeyesrivetedtotheleaderofthephalanx,thedragonwho’dbeenthepointoftheformation.Not

Bancroft,asI’dthought,ortheseconddragoncouncilor,asI’dfeared.

Thephalanx’sleaderhaddragontattooswindingdownhisarmsandaflametattooacrossthesmallof

hisback,wildlycurlyblackhair,andamazingblueeyes.Draketriedtoholdmeback,butIshookhimoff
andwasrunning,running,kickingupachokingwhitecloudofdustasIsprintedacrossthelakebed.

IlaunchedmyselfatMicksohardhestumbledashecaughtme,andwewentdown,tangledtogether,to

theparched,crackedearth.

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Twenty-six

IkissedMick’slips,hisface,hisneck,hislipsagain,tearsofreliefandjoystreamingdownmycheeks.
Mickcuppedmyfaceandreturnedthekisses,hisowneyeswet.Idrewadeep,chokingbreath,
swallowingthedustI’dkickedup.

“Damnyou,”Icried.“Whyaren’tyoudead?”
Mickwrappedmeinarmsthatwerewholeandunbroken.“Itwasaclose-runthing,sweetheart.But

yougavemethesparkthatkeptmealive.”

Isplayedonehandagainsthischest,feelinghisheartbeatinghardandstrong.“You’renotundead,are

you?”Iasked,worried.

Hesmiledhisbad-boysmile.“No.Youjump-startedmeandmyhealingmagic.KindoflikeCPR—ora

shocktoabattery.ColbyandDraketookmeoffandhelpedmeheal.Don’tbetoohardonthem.”

“I’lllovethemtopiecesiftheybroughtyoubacktome.”
Handsseizedmyshoulders.IfoughtastheytriedtopullmeoffofMick.Mickclimbedtohisfeetand

liftedmewithhim.“It’sallright,”hetoldtheotherdragon,oneIdidn’tknow.“She’snotattackingme.”

“Notyet,”Ipromised,mysmilehot.
Mickturnedmearoundandgavemealongkiss.Hisskinwascoveredwithwhitedust,whichstuckto

himlikepowder,andmyskinwascoveredwithblackvolcanicdust.I’msurewelookedhilarious.

Theotherdragonsremainedinplace,asthoughtheywerewaitingforMicktotellthemwhattodo.

Drakehadmaintainedhisposition,andColbywasthere,naked,inked,andgrinning.

Noneofthedragonshadclothes,Inoticed,andnoneofthemseemedbotheredbyit.Ifaparkranger

happenedalong,whatwouldheorshethinkofagroupofpeoplestandinginnakedformationinthe
middleofthelake?

Onlyonepersonwasclothed,NashJones,whostoodnexttoColby.Hemusthavebeencarriedhereas

well—Iwonderedhowhe’dfared.

“Whydidyoubringushere?”IaskedMick.“Youwerefightingkachinasandotherdragons.Weren’t

you?Whatthehellisgoingon?”

“We’reherebecausethisiswheremytrialwilltakeplace.”
“Yourtrial?”IsoughtoutColby,whonoddedconfirmation.“Why?Youalmostdied.Isn’tthatgood

enoughforthem?”

Micksmoothedalockofhairfrommyface.“It’sdragonlaw.Istillhavetofacethecharges,nomatter

whatelsehashappened.”

“Whatelsedidhappen?BesidesDrakerescuingme?ShouldIbethankinghim?”
“Cassandrafoundmethroughthemirror.Shesaidyou’dtoldheryouthoughtyouwereinsidea

volcano.Weflewtotheonesacredtothekachinas,andthenalightningboltstruckthemountain,pointing
theway.Iknewyou’dcalledittoyou.”

“SoyouhadDrakedigmeout?”
“Yes.Thereareotherdragonswhowantyoudead—theythoughtmedeadandgone,sotheydecidedto

goforyou.Iandmydragonsgottherefirst.”

“Thenwhowerethekachinasfighting?”
“Theotherdragons.Thekachinasweretryingtoprotectyou.”
“Protectme,”Irepeated.“Notkillme?”
“Theydon’twanttheotherdragonstogettheirhandsonyourpower.Iknowtheirleader;ifhethought

hecouldcontrolanduseyou,he’dkeepyoualiveanddojustthat.”

“Controlme?”

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Micksmoothedmyhairagain.“Isaidhe’dtry.Whenhedidn’tsucceed,he’dkillyou.Butdon’tworry.

I’llneverletthathappen.”ThiswasthemanIloved.Cryptic,evasive,hidingthingsfrommeuntilhe
thoughtIneededtoknow.

“Thekachinasarefinewithyouhavingme?”Iasked.
“Youseemedtomakeagoodimpressiononthem.”
IthoughtaboutmydebateinthecavewiththeKoshare.Ididn’trememberwinningtheargument,but

maybeithadmadehimthink.Goodgods,didthatmeansomeonehadactuallylistenedtome?

Ihadotherworriesatthemoment.
“Whyisthedragontrialnow?”Iasked.“Ithoughtitwasinaweek—notthatIknowwhatdayitis.”
“Thedragoncouncilcalledanemergencysession.Firstorderofbusiness,mytrial.”
Ilookedaroundatthedragonswho’dbrokenformationandstoodtalkingtogetherinclumpslikepeople

waitingatanairport.

“Whataretheygoingtodo?”
“They’reheretoobserve.Notmuchelsetheycando.Thecouncilofthreewillpreside,andonlythey

andmydefensecandoanytalking.”

“Whataboutyou?Thedefendant?Doyougettotalk?”
Mickshookhishead.“Theprisonerismute,becausethecouncilcan’ttrustthathewon’tlietosave

himself.Aneutraldefensewilltellthetruth.”

“AndColbyisyourdefense.Iwouldn’tcallhimneutral.Whydon’tweflyawaynowandgoto

Australia?”

“Thenwe’dhavethetrialinAustralia.Therearedragonstheretoo.”
Itouchedthemagicinsidemyself,thebeautiful,solid,hardcoreofit.“Whatdoyouwantmetodo?I

cantakeoutthedragoncouncilifyouwant.Icandoit,youknow.Theyneedtounderstandthat.”

“Theydounderstandit.”Hebrushedmyskinwithhisthumbs.“Tellmesomething.WhenDrake

snatchedyou,whydidn’tyou,asyousay,‘takehimout’?”

“Ididn’twanthimtodropme.”
“Youcouldhavehurthimbeforehesnatchedyou.Whydidn’tyou?”
Ishrugged.IlovedMick’shandsonmyshoulders,warmthroughthechillofthedesertnight.“Ididn’t

knowwhohewasatfirst,orwhichsidehewason.”

Micktouchedhisforeheadtomine,breathonmyface.“Andthat’swhyIbelieveinyou.Youcould

wipeawayanyoneyouwantwiththesweepofyourhand,butyouwait,incasetheyturnouttobe
innocent.”

“Notalwayssmart.”
“Butyou’drathertaketheconsequencesonyourselfthandestroysomeonewhodoesn’tdeserveit.Jim

couldn’tmakethatdistinction.”

Igavehimashakysmile.“Isthatwhyyou’drathergotobedwithmethanhim?”
Mick’swickedgrinanswered.“That,andsomanyotherreasons.”
Ifeltsomeonebreathingdownmyneck.Colby.“Thisisverysweet,”hesaid.“Butthecouncilis

arriving.”

Threedragonslandedalittlewayawayfromourgroupandchangedtohumanform.OnewasBancroft;

anotherwasthemanI’dseenDraketalkingtoatBancroft’sstrong-holdinSantaFe.Thethirdwasa
woman,tallandbroad-shoulderedwithwhitehairsweepingtoherwaist.

ThedragonsthathadfollowedMickstartedmovingawayfromthethree,retreatingadistance,

arrangingthemselvestowatch.

ExceptforNashJones,whohadwalkedoverwithColby.“Whatareyoudoinghere?”Iaskedhim.
Helookedincongruous,theonlymandressedandnottattooed.Heworehissheriff’suniform,thestar-

shapedbadgeglintinginthemorningsunlight.

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“Thedragonswantedaneutralhumanobserver,sincetherewasanotherhumaninvolved.Colbyasked,

Ivolunteered.”

“Anotherhuman...meaningme?”
“Yes.”
IglancedatColby.“I’mmagical.”
“Butmortalhuman,”Colbysaid.“Andyou’rewhatthistrialisallabout.You’reentitledto

representationbyahuman.”

“Besides,Ididn’ttrustthemtoreturnyousafely.”Nashspokematter-of-factly,asthoughbeingcarried

hundredsofmilesbyadragontothemiddleofDeathValleywaspartofhisjob.“NeitherdidMayaor
Cassandra.”

Iimaginedbothladieshadgivenhimhell.“Youknow,Nash,you’reagoodguy,underneathitall.”
Nashfrownedatmeandreturnedtowatchingthedragoncouncil.“Don’tpushit,Begay.”
Ididn’twanttowaitthroughthedamnedtrial.Ihadnowayofknowinghowlongitwouldtake.Twenty

minutes?Twentydays?IwantedtograbMickandtakeoffwithhimsomewhere,toholeupwithhimand
makeloveforaweek.I’dgrievedforhim;nowIneededtoreassuremyselfthathewashere,alive,nota
dream.Iwantedtotouchandtastehim,toholdhimandreconnectwithhim.Andyes,ImostofallI
wantedtohavehard,heavy,andsweat-soakedsexwithhim.

Thedragonsdidn’tdoanythingsoformalascallthemeetingtoorder.Thedragoncouncilsimplystood

inplace,andMickandColbyledmeandNashtostandbeforethem.

Thefemalecouncilorhadfine-linedtattoosdownherarmsandlegsplusonesnakingacrossherperfect

belly.Herauratoldmeshewasolderthantheothertwo,butI’dneverknowitfromherlinelessbodyand
face.

“That’sAine,”Colbysaidinmyear.“Atleastthat’stheshortenedversionofhername.She’swhowe

havetowatchoutfor.She’sold,experienced,smart,anddoesn’thaveanounceofcompassioninherice-
coldbody.”

“Comforting,”Isaid.“Worsethantheotherguy?Theonewhowantsmeobliterated?”
“Farrell.He’sgotanastytemper,buthecanbereasonable—ifthestarsarealigned.He’sthesenior.”
“Theonewhose—whatdidyoucallit—‘bitontheside’youstole?”
Colbygrinned.“Yep.Themanhatesme.”
Bancroftwasthethirdofthecouncil.“WillitmakeanydifferencethatIsavedBancroft’slife?”I

whisperedtoColby.

“Nope.Thedragoncouncillikestobelievethatthey’reblindjustice,impartialjudges.Huh.”
“Thistrialwillbefair,won’tit?”Nashaskedhim.
“Indragonterms,sure,”Colbysaid.“Inhumanterms,notsomuch.”
Micksaidnothing.Hestoodalittleapartfromus,hisstancecalm,thewindfromthemountainsstirring

hishair.Hiseyesweredragon-black,andthejaggedtattoothatsnakedacrosshislowerbackglowedwith
fire.

Thewoman,Aine,spoke.“Micalerianicumhasbeenchargedwithdisobeyingadirectorderfromthe

dragoncounciltokilltheStormwalkerJanetBegaywhenshecommittedanactthatcouldhavebrought
dangertoalldragon-kind.MickhadpledgedhislifetobecontingentupontheStormwalker’sgood
behavior,whichshethenviolatedbyopeningavortex.However,Mickstillinsistedshebekeptalive
evenafterthat,andtookherasmatetoprotectherunderdragonlaw.Howdoesheplead?”

Colbysteppedforward.Whitedustclungtohistattooedbody,makinghimlookalittlelikethe

Koshare.

“Hepleadsguilty,”Colbysaid.
“Damnit,Colby.”IknewMickhadalreadybeenfoundguilty,butitwasanotherthingtohearColbyso

gleefullysayit.

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“PleaseadvisetheStormwalkerthatshemaynotspeakuntilrecognized,”Ainesaid.
“Fuckyou,lady,”Imuttered,butNashputhislipsclosetomyear.
“It’satrial,Janet,rifewithruleswedon’tunderstand.Foronceinyourlife,shutup.”
Iclosedmymouth,knowinghehadapoint,butthiswasMick’sfateweweretalkingabout.Losinghim

lastnighthadnearlydestroyedme,andIdidn’twanttogothroughthatagain.

Micksaidnothinganddidn’tmove,amanawaitinghisfate.He’dtoldmehehadideasonhowtoget

outofhissentence,buthehadn’tsharedthemwithme.Besides,whatcouldhepossiblydoifhewasnot
allowedtosayanything?

Farrellspoke.“Doesthedefensecounselhaveanythingtosaybeforesentenceispassed?”
“Oh,Ihaveplentytosay.”Colbywalkedforwardapace.“ButI’llkeepitbrief.Myfirstideawasto

claimthatMickywasinsane,whichwaswhyhechosetobelievethattheStormwalkerwasharmless,but
Ithinkthatwon’twash.”

“No,”Aineagreed.
“ThesecondwastoprovethattheStormwalkerreallyisharmless,anditwasallrightthatMicky

didn’tkillher.Butaftereverythingthat’shappened,everythingthecouncilhasseenherdo,thatwon’t
washeither.”

Obviouslynot.Allthreecouncilmembersnodded.
“SomythirdandfinalideaistolettheStormwalkerherselfpleadforMick’slife,”Colbycontinued.

“Totellyouwhyhewasjustifiedinsparingher.ThereforeIgiveyoutheStormwalker,JanetBegay.”

Alleyesturnedexpectantlytome.
“Colby,whenIgetyoualone...”Isaidundermybreath.
Colbyrubbedhishands.“Ican’twait.”
Isteppedforward,puttingmyselfunderthescrutinizingstareofthreetalldragons.BancroftandFarrell

hadlettheireyesbecomedragon-black;Aine’swereachilllightgray.

Themagicinsidemewascalm,serene,likethesheetofwaterthatmusthavecoveredthislakeeons

ago.Iimaginedapoolofclear,deepbluethathadreflectedthesky.Ifeltmymagicwaiting,readyformy
command.Thedawnskywasemptyofclouds—nomorestorms—butthatnolongermattered.The
Beneathmagicwouldpullwhatitneededfromthestormmagicandviceversa.

Mymouthwasdry,butnoonehadbotheredtobringanywater.Iclearedmythroat.
“Micksacrificedeverythingwhenhedecidednearlysixyearsagonottokillme,”Isaid.“Ididn’t

knowitatthetime,butlettingmelivewentagainsteverythinghesincerelybelievedin.Dragonlawand
dragonhonorareveryimportanttohim—Iknowthisbecausehewouldn’thaveshowedupatthisstupid
trialiftheyweren’t.”

Farrell’seyesnarrowed.“Youareinsolent.”
“IknowIam.Ithinkthat’swhyColbywantsmetospeak,sohecanseeyourfaceswhenIsaywhat

I’vegottosay.”Colby’ssmirkconfirmedmysuspicion.“Ididn’tcoerceMickorglamhimintokeeping
mealive.WhenImethimIhadnoideahewasadragon—noideathatdragonsevenexisted—andnoidea
whathe’dcometodo.Ionlysawhimasamanwho’dcometomyrescue,amanwhoseemedtolikeme,
amanwhocouldtakemyStormwalkermagicandlive.Mick’shadtomakesometoughdecisions
regardingme,decisionsthatnoneofyoupeoplecouldhavemade.Youfollowyourrulesandneverstop
tothinkabouttheconsequences.”

Aine’slipcurled.“Areyoufinished?”
“Notquite.”Iwaswarmingup,beginningtoenjoymyself.“YoufearedmebecauseImightopenthe

waytoBeneath.Well,ifMickhadfollowedhisrulesandkilledme,mygoddessmotherwouldstillbe
wanderingarounduphere,tryingtocreateanotherdaughtertohelpher,onewhowouldhavedone
whatevermymotherwanted.AndifMickhadstucktohispledgeafterIopenedthevortexandkilledme,
Iwouldn’thavebeenaroundwhenUndeadJim,whocouldn’tcontrolhismagic,starteddestroying

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people.HecouldhavekilledeverysinglepersoninMagellanandgoneonamurderingrampage.You
couldn’thavestoppedhim.”Istillhadn’tfiguredoutwho’dresurrectedJim,butthatwasaworryfor
anothertime.

“However,”Farrellbrokein,“ifnotforyou,andifnotforBancroftgoingbehindourbacks,this

undeadpersonwouldhavecomenowhereneardragons.Thepointismoot.”

“Gee,whatcompassionyouhave,”Isaid.“MaybeJimwouldn’thavegonenearanydragonsif

Bancrofthadstayedhome,buthewasstillkillinghumanbeings.Nowonderdragonsliketostayhidden
fromhumans—you’dbelockedupforbeingsociopaths.Mick’sactkeptalotofpeoplealiveandeven
savedBancroft’sass.”

“Butthisdestructivehumanwouldnothavebeenwalkingaboutatall,haditnotbeenformagiclike

yours,”Farrellsaid.

“Magiclikemine,”Ireturned.“Notmine.AtthetimeJimMohanwasgettinghimselfresurrected,Iwas

pullingMickoutofajailofyourmaking,inamountainridgenotfarfromthisone.NashJonesiswitness
tothat.IknowyouwanttopinJim’ssecondlifeonme,butyoucan’t.AndIbetthatpissesyouoff.”

“Easy,Janet,”Colbywarned.“Don’tletthemgetyouforcontemptofcourt.”
“ButIhaveeverycontemptforthiscourt.”
Ainespoke.“WeacknowledgethatyoudidnotcreatethecreatureyourefertoasUndeadJim.Butyou

mustknowwhodid.”

“Ihaven’tthefoggiestwhoresurrectedhim.Agodwithanagenda,maybe?Someonetryingtohelphim

andscrewingup?Thepowerdidn’tcomefrommymother.Imadesureofthat.”Allthisbuggedme.IfI
hadn’tdoneit,andmymotherhadn’tdoneit,andCoyotehadn’tdoneit—thatmeantthatsomeothergod
orgoddessfromBeneathmusthavebroughtJimbacktolifeandgivenhimBeneathpowers.ButI’dhave
toconcentrateonfiguringoutwhomadeJimafterIgotMickoutofthis.

Bancroft,whohadn’tspokenatallyet,raisedhishandforsilence.“Thegistofyourargumentis,

therefore,thatMick’sdecisiontodisobeyanorderfromthedragoncouncilresulted,inthelongrun,ina
fewbenevolentactsfromyou.However,manyofthesituationsinwhichyourbenevolentactswere
performedwouldnothaveoccurredatallhadyoubeenterminatedatonce.”

“Yes,thingsdotendtohappenaroundme,”Isaid.“I’maStormwalker,andIhavealotofmagicinme.

Peopletendtoaskmetohelpthembecauseofit.”IfeltasthoughI’dswallowedhalfthedrylake’sdust
andclearedmythroatagain.“MyargumentisthatMickismorefarsightedandcompassionatethanyou
givehimcreditfor.Hedisobeyedbecausehe’ssmarterthananyofyou.No,letmerephrasethat—smarter
thanallofyouputtogether.”

Aine’slipsthinned.“Youdoknowthatthepenaltyforcontemptofcourtisinstantdeath?”
Ihadn’tknownthat,butwhywasInotsurprised?
“Tryit.”Iwasangryandexhausted,scaredandunhappy.“Iwouldn’tmindalittleworkout.”
“No,youwouldn’t,”Colbysaid.EvenMickshotawarninglookatme.
Ainedrewherselfup.“Donottoywiththerageofdragons,littleStormwalker.Youareverysmall

comparedtous.”

“Thenwhyareyousoafraidofme?”Ibravelymethercoldgaze.“Thisiswhatthistrialisreally

about,isn’tit?Fear.Youdon’twanttoacknowledgethatanyforceintheworldmightbemorepowerful
thanthemightydragons.Thatsomeonemightnotallowyoutogetawaywithwhateveryouwanttoget
awaywith.Suchasholdingatrialforsomeonewhenyou’vealreadydecidedhe’sguilty.Suchasordering
ahitonayoungwomanwhomightbeyouronlydefenseagainstwhatevermightcomeoutofthevortexes.
Didyoueverstoptothinkofthat?Thatyoumightneedme?Orareyoutooafraidtoneedanyone?Why,
becauseImightcallinthefavorsomeday?”

“Ithinkthat’senough,”Farrellsaidinahardvoice.
“Iagree,”Bancroftsaid.Aine’seyeswerenarrowinrage,butshekeptsilent.

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“Notquite,”Isaid.“Wouldyouliketotellthedragonsgatheredherethatyou’drathermebedeadthan

alivetohelpwhenyouneedit?Ordoyounotwantthemtorealizethatyou’renotstrongenoughtodefend
themfromcertainforces?”

“Okay,nowevenIthinkthat’senough,”Colbysaid.“Shutupbeforeyougetmefriedtoo.”
Aine’slipsbarelymoved.“Youdie,Stormwalker.Rightnow.”
Sheraisedherhands.ForoneawfulsecondIimaginedred-hotdragonfirerippingthroughmebeforeI

couldevenbringmymagictobear,whenbothNashandMicksteppedinfrontofme.

IwassureMickhadjustbrokenallkindsofdragonrulesdoingso,butheremainedasolidwallof

muscle,thetattooonhisbackglowingred.Hedidn’tsayaword,justletthecouncilknowbyhisstance
thattheysureashellweren’tkillingmewithoutgoingthroughhim.Iprayedthatitwouldbeahugedragon
gaffeiftheyfriedhiminthemiddleofhisowntrial.

Nashwasjustasformidable,andjustasmuchintheway.“Micktriedtoexplainalittleabouta

dragon’sperceptionofhonor,”hesaidtothedragons.“Killingawitnessbeforeatrialisoverdoesn’t
seemveryhonorabletome.”

Farrellstaredathimindisbelief.“Whatdoyouknowofdragonhonor,humanman?”
“Idon’tknowmuchaboutdragons—hell,Ididn’tevenbelieveinthemuntilIsawMickturnintoone—

butIknowabouthonor.Ifapersonthinksanorderiswrongandharmful,thatpersonhastheobligationto
questiontheorderanddisobeyifnecessary.Mickmadeadecisionbasedonthebestintelligencehehadat
thetime,anditturnedouttobeacorrectone.”

“Whydoyoudefendher?”Bancroftlookedpuzzled.“Fromourobservations,youdon’tregardthe

witnesswithmuchwarmth.”

“IagreethatJanetBegayisapainintheass,hasasmartmouth,andseemstoattracttroublewherever

shegoes,”Nashsaid.

“Thanks,”Imurmured.
“ShealsoshowsgreatcourageunderpressureandhassavedthelivesofseveralpeopleIcareabout.I

keepextensiverecordsonheractivitiesanddiscoveredthatbeforeshecametoliveinMagellanshe
helpednumerouspeoplewithseriousproblems.Shefoundmissingpersonsandsolvedpuzzlesthat
eludedothers.Ifshehadn’tbeenavailabletodothat,thewrongpeoplewouldhavebeenpunishedfor
thosecrimes,orthemissingwouldstillbelostandindanger.”

Myheartwarmed.I’dneverheardNashbesoeloquent.Iknewbetterthantothinkhespokeoutofgreat

likingforme—Nashwaskeenlyawareofrightandwrong,ofharmversusgood.He’dthoughtaboutthis
logicallyandappliedhisuniqueknowledgetoit.

Still,Iwantedtohughim.
“Wewilltakethatintoconsideration.”Aine’svoicewasfrosty.“Defensecounsel,doyouhave

anythingtoadd?”

Nashremainedinfrontofme,asdidMick,toabsorbanydragonfirethatmightcomemyway.Iwasn’t

foolishenoughtoleavetherelativeprotectionoftheirbodies.

Colbytookanotherstepforward.Strange,I’dstoppednoticingthateveryonewaswithoutclothes

exceptmeandNash.Thedragonsweresocomfortablewiththeirbodies,justasMickhadalwaysbeen.
Theydidn’tseetheneedtoattachshametobareskin.

“Thedefensehasonemorethingtoadd.”ColbyglancedatMick,andhisgringrewbroad.
Micktensed,openedhismouthasiftospeak,thensnappeditshutagain.Damneddragontrialrules.
“Micalerianicumcameheretodaybecausehonormandatedit,”Colbysaid.“He’dneverskipoutona

trialcalledbythedragoncouncil.Butyouknowdamnwellhe’shereonlytobecourteoustoyou,andnot
becauseyoucancommandhim.Heneveruseshisstatusforpersonalprivilege.”

ColbyturnedtoMickagain.Mick’salarmedlookhadvanishedtobereplacedwithmixedannoyance

andanger.

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“Mickywasthedragonwhowonthebattleforyouagainstdemonstwohundredyearsago,onethat

happenednotfiftymilesfromhere.Ifnotforhim,twoofyougoodcouncilmembers—AineandFarrell—
wouldbelittledragonsmearsonrocksinthemiddleoftheSierras.Mickwasdecoratedforvalorand
giventhehigheststatusadragoncanachieve:lordandgeneral.Oneoftheperksofthisstatusisthatitcan
beusedtolessenanypenaltiesleviedagainsthimbythedragoncouncil.Ashumanswouldsay,aGetOut
ofJailFreecard.Oralmostfree.Thereasonforthisrelativeimmunityfromthedragoncouncilrulingis
thatit’sthoughtadragonlordwouldn’tbestupidenoughtogoagainstthecouncilwithoutadamngood
reason.Orelse,hewouldn’tbeadragonlord.Circularlogic,butIdon’tmakeuptherules.”

IstaredatColbywithmymouthopen.“Adragonlord?”
Colbywinkedatme.“Oneofthehighest.Damnedarrogantbastard.”
“Thisisyourdefense?”Aineaskedinafreezingvoice.
“Surething,yourladyship.IfMickydecidedthatthedragoncouncilwasatriumvirateofidiotsfor

wantingtokillJanetBegay,thenhewasprivilegedtomakethatchoice.Youcanstillpunishhimfordoing
it,ofcourse,butyouhavetotakehisstatusintoaccountwhenyoupassyoursentence.”

Colbygavethemabowandsteppedback,finished.
“That’sit?”Iasked.“Theywillstillfindhimguilty,butbecausehe’sadragonlordtheycanpassa

lessersentence?Soinsteadofcertaindeath,itwillbealmostcertaindeath?”

“BestIcando,”Colbysaid.
“Damnit.”IreleasedthemagicI’dbeenholdingback,lettingitrippletotheedgesofthelakebed.
Iwasinthemoodfordestruction,butIwasn’tgoingtogivethedragoncouncilthesatisfactionof

confirmingthatIwasthebad-assevilbeingtheythoughtIwas.Instead,Ibroughtallthebouldersthat
litteredthelakebedslidingrapidlytosurroundthethreearrogantdragons.

“I’mnotheretochangeyourlaws,”Isaidastheystaredatme.“Asstupidastheyare.ButasmuchasI

amMick’smate,byyourterms—soheismine.Ifhedies,youanswertome.Isthatwhatyoureally
want?”

Ihadthesatisfactionofseeingthethreedragonslookworried.Isensedtheirdeep-seatedfearthat

somehowIwoulddestroythem,nottomentiontheirpower,theirworld,andeverythingtheywere.

AndmaybeIcould.Themagicinmewasprettydamnedstrong,andIdidn’tknowyetwhatIcoulddo

withit.Dragonswerepowerful,butIwasnowmorethanthenaïveStormwalkerthatMickhadmetall
thoseyearsago.I’dlearnedtomastermystormpowers,andI’dhelpedmanypeople,asNashhadsaid.
I’dgrownstronger,morecapable,lessafraid.

Mickhadbeenresponsibleforsomeofmygrowth,butmuchofithadbeenbecauseofme,myself.I

wasNavajo,tiedtothisearth,butmyspiritsoaredintothestormsandtappedthemagicoftheworldthat
createdus.

IfoldedmyarmsandsteppedawayfromNashandMick.Yes,Istillbelievedthedragonscouldburn

metoacrisp,butIwasfinishedwithbeingfrightenedofthem.Iwasfilthy,bruised,cut,andsotiredI
couldbarelystand,yetthedragonswatchedmeintrepidation.

“Decide,”Isaid.“Andhurryup.Iwanttogohome,andI’mtiredofbeingmessedwith.”
Bancroftgavemeanod,thoughhislookwasanythingbutapproving.“Wewilldeliberate.”
Heandtheothertwoturnedtheirbacksonme,andIcouldtellthatitscaredthepissoutofthemtodo

so.

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Tweenty-seven

“Greatassist,Janet,”Colbygrowledatmehalfanhourlater.“Iwashopingtogothehellhome.Butno,
I’mstucksurvivingMick’sstupidsentencewithhim.Walkingoutofthisplacewithyou,nomagicandno
shape-shiftingallowed.”

Iwasn’tmuchhappier,beingalreadyhotandthirsty.Mick’sarmscamearoundmefrombehind,his

bodyhardandwarmandoh-so-good.“Janetjustsavedallourasses,Colby.AsOrdealsgo,it’snotabad
one,sosuckitup.Besides,wasn’titworthittowatchherembarrassthedragoncouncil?”Hechuckled
andpressedablood-tinglingkisstomyneck.“IneverthoughtI’dlivetoseethat.”

Colby’sfacerelaxed,evenashewipedsweatfromit.“Yeah,thatwasprettygood.Janet,sweetie,want

tobemydefenseifIhavetogototrial?”

“No,”Isaid.
Nashsnatchedsunglassesoutofhispocketandshovedthemon.“Ifyou’reallfinishedwithself-

congratulations,weneedtogetgoing.Thatsun’sgoingtobeprettyfierce.”Helookedonceattheglare
comingoverthemountainsandthenstartedwalking.

Thedragoncouncil’ssentence,passedafterabouttwentyminutesofheatedargument,wasforMickand

hiscounselforthedefense—Colby,me,andNash—towalkoutoftheRacetrackandmakeitbackto
civilizationthebestwecould.Noshape-shiftingandflyingout,nomagic.Justus,themercilesssun,and
nowater.Onedragontrustedbythecouncilwastoaccompanyustoactasourwatcher:Drake.Tosayhe
wasn’thappyaboutitisasevereunderstatement.

Onarelativescale,itwasalightsentence,aslaponthewrist.Mick,Nash,Colby,andDrakewerein

goodshape,andwemightwellrunintosomeonedrivingaroundouthere.Iheldoutfainthope,however,
thatthecouncilwouldletushaveitthateasy.RememberingBancroft’shordeofdevotedlackeys,
includinghiscountysheriff,Iimaginedthecouncilcouldensure,bydeviousmethods,thatnoonedrove
upthesebackroads.Itwasatwenty-five-or-so-milewalkacrossthedesertandoversteephillsonadirt
road.Wecouldstilldieofdehydrationandheatstroke,notaterrificprospect.

Nashledtheway.Heremovedhisbutton-downshirtanddrapeditoverhishead,thewhiteT-shirthe

worebeneathbrightinthesunlight.Hehadsunglasses,butIhadnothingwithwhichtoshieldmyeyes,
andthesunbeatdownonmewithoutmercy.

ItrudgedbehindNash,withMickandColbybehindme,andDrakebringinguptherear.Drakewas

angryashell,butwithhisstoicloyalty,Iknewhewouldn’tsimplysay,Screwthis,andflyoff.He’dstay
anddiewithusifthatwaswhathehadtodo.Itwasthatdragonhonorthingagain.IalsoknewMick
wouldobeytheedictofnomagicandnoshape-shifting,andhe’dmakedamnsureColbyobeyedittoo.
Mickmustbeonehellofadragonlord.Iwasstilladjustingtothat.

Icouldn’tusemycellphone,andneithercouldNash,becausebothofourswereinexplicablydead.I

hadmypieceofmagicmirror,butusingittocommunicatewiththeoutsidewasforbidden—thatwould
violatetheruleofnomagic.Thedragonshadthoughtofeverything.

IcaughtuptoNash,whowassettingaswiftpace.“Thanksforthethingsyousaidaboutmeback

there.”

“Theyweretrue.”Hisvoiceheldnoinflection.
“Itwasrealsweet.”Icouldn’tresistsayingthat.“Ididn’tknowyoulovedmesomuch.”
Nash’sglance,eventhroughsunglasses,couldhavecrumbledbouldersintodust.“WhatIsaidabout

youbeingapainintheasswithasmartmouthwastruetoo.Thatandthefactthatyoucausetrouble.”

“Ican’tdenyit.”IshruggedasIstrodenexttohim.“So,howarethingsbetweenyouandMaya?Isaw

thepassionatekissyougaveher.”

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“Noneofyourbusiness.”
Igavehimadry-lippedsmile.“That’sallright.I’lljustaskher.”
Nashscowled.Hepickeduphispacetoaquick-timemarch,hislonglegseatingdistance.IfIwanted

tokeepupwithhim,I’dhavetotrot,panting,athisside.

IdroppedbacktowalkwithMickandColby.Mickslantedmeasmilethatmademehot,evenunder

theburningsun,andtookmyhand.Ilookedforward,inmorewaysthanone,togettinghomeagain.

Drakealsogavemealook,butoneofundisguisedfury.Iknewheblamedmeforhisbeingchosento

carryoutthesentencewithus.WouldIhaveproblemswithDrakeinthefuture?Probably.Ididn’thave
theenergytocontemplateitrightnow.

AlreadyIneededwater,havingdrunknothingsincesometimethedaybefore.Iwasgoingtobehalf-

deadbeforeweevenreachedtheedgeofthelakebed.Thebouldersstoodinnocentlybehindus,where
I’dleftthem.Icouldimaginethegeologistsscratchingtheirheadsatthepatternthey’dleft,drawnfrom
theedgesofthelaketoacircleinthecenter.ItwouldgivemyghostsomethingamusingtowatchwhenI
wasapileofdriedbonesinthedust.

Whenwefinallyreachedthenarrowdirtroadthatledintoapassbetweenthehills,therewereno

vehiclesinsight.AnyapproachingtruckorSUVwouldkickathinspiralofdusthighintotheairbehind
it,buttheskyremainedaclearandbrightblue.Noonewouldcome.Itwouldbejustthefiveofus
traipsingacrossopendesertundertheblindingsun.

Colbysaidbehindme,“Ifyougethot,Janet,feelfreetotakeoffyourtop.”
Iignoredhim,tootiredtobanter.
Forthefirstmileorsoafterthat,Iwasfine.Thedragonshadmadeittooeasy,Ithought.Ifinishedthe

nexttwomilesdrenchedinsweat,feelingasunburn.Whatlittleshadethesidesofthemountainshad
madeinthepassvanishedasthesunclimbedoverhead.

Bymileseven,Iwasstumbling.Mytonguewasgluedtotheroofofmymouth,andmybreathingwas

labored.Werested,takingourtime,butitdidn’thelpmuch.

Atmileten,oratleastIthinkitwasmileten,Mickpickedmeupandcarriedme.We’dseennocars,

trucks,SUVs,parkrangers,hikers,campers,oranyone.Theplacewasdeserted,eerilyso.Iwondered
howmuchBancrofthadpaidofftheparkemployees.

Mickcarriedmewithoutcomplaint,hisstrongarmsneverfaltering.ButevenNashwasslowing—

twentymileswaslikelynotthatfarforhim,butbeingwithoutwater,whilethetemperatureclimbedpast
onehundreddegrees,tookitstoll.Talkhadceased,eachofussavingbreathandmoistureforthejourney.

Acarrioncrowglidedoverhead,onthelookoutforfreshkill.Iwavedtoit.
“Overhere,”Icroaked.
“Don’tinviteit,”ColbysaidbehindMick.“Itmightwanttogetanearlystartonpickingmeatoffus.”
Thecrowdidn’tseemtoseeus.Idugintomypocket,andMickhadtoputmedown.Barelyableto

stand,Ipulledoutthepieceofmagicmirror.Icouldn’tuseitmagically,butIcoulduseitforwhatitwas
—amirror,apieceofsilveredglass.Imovedituntilitcaughtthesun,flashingabrightwhitestaroflight.

Thecrowsawit.Itwheeledoverusonce,headcockedtoinvestigate,thenflewawayintosearingblue

sky.

“Whatthehellwasthatabout?”Nashasked.
“Youneverknow,”Isaid.
“Aharbinger,”Colbysaid,andthenweallfellsilentagain.
Mickcarriedmeagainaswemovedupanotherhillandwalkeddownintothetroughontheotherside.

Iheardrattlinglikeametalshedinawindstorm,andIstartedtolaugh.

“Iknewshewouldn’tletmedown.”
Mywordswereunintelligible,eventome.Mickleanedtome.“What,baby?”
Ididn’tanswer.Abatteredwhitepickupcrestedtheriseaheadofus,bangingandclatteringdownthe

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ruttedroad.Itwasfullofpeople,threeinthecab,acoupleinthebed.Nashstopped,handsonhips,and
waited.

ThepickuppulledtoahaltnexttoNash,andaNativeAmericanmanwithalinedfaceleanedoutand

calledtoMick,“Hey,whathappenedtoyourclothes?”Hechortled.“Musthavebeensomewindstorm.”

Twogrinningyoungmenjumpedoutoftheback,tossingpantsandshirtsatMick,Colby,andDrake.
Colbycaughtthemwithanamazedlook.“Youcarryextrasetsofclothes,incaseyoumeetnakedmen

ontheroad?”

Insidethecab,theyoungwoman—Beth,Irememberedhernamewas—leanedaroundherfather.“The

crow,shetolduswhatyou’dneed.ShesaidFirewalkersdidn’thaveanysenseofdecency.”

Thatwasmygrandmother.Colbychuckledashepulledonthewornpairofjeans.“She’sright.

Whoeversheis.”

Mickdidn’tmovetopickuptheclothesorcoverhimself.Hecarriedmearoundtheothersideofthe

truckandwaitedforBethtoopenthedoor.“Doyouhavewater?”heasked.“She’sdehydrated.”

“Surething.”AsMicksetmegentlyontheseatnexttoher,Bethproducedathermos,pouredouta

trickleofbeautifulwater,andhandedmethecup.Shehadtohelpmeraiseittomyswollenlips.

Sweet,clear,coolliquidfilledmymouth.Iwantedtosavorit,butmyneedybodysuckeditdown,andI

nearlychokedasIswallowed.

“Easy,”Bethsaid.Shepouredmeanothercup.
Ifeltthetrucklistastheothersclimbedintotheback.Inmyhalf-dazedstate,Ionceagainsawother

beingssuperimposedonBethandherfather.Whiteswirlinglights,ahintoffeather.

“Areyoukachinastoo?”Iasked.
Beth’sfatherchuckled.“Nah.We’resimilar,butweuseadifferentterm.Whereyouneedtogo?”
“Home,”Isaid.“Although,anyplacewithaphoneisfine.”
“That’seasy.”Beth’sfatherputthetruckingearandstartedtodrive.
BethglancedthroughtheopenbackwindowatMick,Colby,Drake,andNash.“Hey,cutewhite

sheriff,”shecalled.“Ithinkwefoundyourtruck.”

Nashwasatthewindow,rippingoffhissunglasses.“Didyou?Black?Ford250?Arizonaplates?”He

rattledoffthelicensenumber.

“Yeah,Ithinkthat’sit,”Beth’sfathersaid.“Wantmetotakeyoutoit?”
“Please.”Nashsatback.“Yes.Thankyou.”
Idrankmorewater.“He’shappiertofindhistruckthanheistogetoutofherealive.”
“Menandtheircars,”Bethagreed.“Buthestilliscute.”
Webangedandbouncedoverthedirtroadforaverylongtime.ThenBeth’sfatherturnedacorner,and

theroadeasedintothesmoothnessofpavement.Thetruck’shorriblejouncingdiedintosuddencalm.

Iclosedmyeyesasweglideddowntherestfulhighway.Beforewe’dgonefar,Beth’sfatherturnedoff

onanotherdirtroad,thisonewiderandbettergradedthantheonefromtheRacetrack.

Westopped,andIpeeledopenmyeyes.Wewereontopofalittlebridgethathadbeenconstructed

overanarroyo,thebridgejusthighenoughsothatamildrainstormwouldn’twashitout.Anything
stronger,andthisroadwouldbeflooded.

Anintenserainhadobviouslycomeandgone.Thebottomofthearroyowasfilledwithsiltandloose

brush,thoughmuchofithadpiledoveranobstacleupstreamofthebridge.Fromthisjetsamprotrudeda
dust-coveredblackcab.Nash’sbeautiful,shinynewpickupinwhichI’driddenoutheretosearchfor
Mickwasnowhalf-buriedinwhitesand.

Tensiondrained,andasuddenwaveofsleephitme.ThelastthingIheardbeforeIdriftedaway,

smiling,againstBeth’scomfortableshoulderwasNashJonesswearingandswearinghard.

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TwomorningslaterIwanderedoutofmybedroomandsankintoaleathercouchinmylobby.Itwasquiet
—guestshadbreakfastedandeithercheckedoutorgoneoffsightseeing.Wehadafewhours’respite
beforelunch.

Mickcameoutoftheback,hairwetfromhisshower,andsatnexttome,ourbodiestouching.He

twinedhisfingersthroughmine.

“Howareyoudoing?”heaskedme.
“Better.”
Hewassilentforawhile,justholdingmyhand.He’ddonethisalotsincewe’dgottenhome.The

ShoshonehaddrivenustoFurnaceCreek,andMickhadsomehowbookedthetwoofusintotheluxury
innthere.Coolsheets,air-conditioning,gourmetfood...Itreinforcedmybeliefthatthereisnowherein
theworldsoremotethatsomeonewon’ttrytobuildaresortinit.

I’dsleptforalongtime,andMickleftmetoit.IhadnoideawhathadbecomeofDrake,Colby,and

Nash,butwhenMickreturnedtotakemetodinner,hetoldmethatNashhadgottenparkrangersplusthe
CaliforniaHighwayPatroltohelphimrescuehistruck.Apparently,joyridershadtakenitwhilewe’d
beenrunningaroundthemountainsandthenabandoneditinthewash.Ithadbeenhot-wired,theunderside
ofthedashbroken,andanicetorrentofrainhaddonetherest.PoorNash.

“SowhatdidColbydotoyouallthoseyearsago?”IaskedMickoveraquiettableintherestaurant.

“Tomakehimyourenemy,Imean?”

Micklookeduncomfortable.“Longstory.”
“Wehavetime,”Isaid,sippingmycoolwine.Nomartinis.
Micktoyedwiththefrostedglassofhisbeermugforawhile.Iwaited.Iwasn’tgoinganywhere,not

whileIwascoolandfedandhydrated.

FinallyMicktookasipofbeerandsatback.“Hestolemymate.”
Iblinkedinsurprise.“Wait,IthoughtIwasyourmate.”
“Alongtimeago.Shewasadragon.Ishouldn’tstrictlysayshewasmymate—Iwascourtingher,in

thedragonway,andColbydecidedtocutin.Wefought.Hewon.”

Colbywon?Butwhyishesoafraidofyou?”
“Becausehefoughtdirty,andheknowsit.Istupidlyclungtohonorandtherules,whilehewentbehind

myback.Hedestroyedmylair,stoleeverythingIhad—anditturnsoutthatthisladywaslookingfora
matebasedonhisworth.Iwasyoungenoughtothinkitwasmeshewanted.WhenIdiscoveredhertrue
colors,IwithdrewfromthecontestandletColbyhaveher.”

“Whathappenedtotheladydragon?IsshestillwithColby?”
“Shedied.”
“Oh.”ThoughI’dalreadylabeledthedragonasashe-bitch,thatwassad.“How?”
“Battlewithanotherdragonfaction.We’renotallbestfriends.”
IrememberedthefightwhenDrakehadpulledmeoutofthemountain.“SoIgathered.”Itoyedwiththe

stemofmywineglass.“I’msorry.Abouttheladydragon,Imean.”

“SheandColbyhadn’tmatedyet.Nobondthere.Butstillitwashardonhim.”
“Andyou?”
Henodded.“Andonmetoo.”
Itgavemesomethingtothinkaboutlaterwhileheheldmesotenderlyinbed.MickfightingColbyfora

ladydragon.Irememberedhimtellingmethatfemaledragonscouldturnontheirmatesandtrytokill
them.IffemaledragonswerealllikeAine,Ibelievedit.IwonderedhowMickviewedmein
comparison.

Fast-forwardtwodaystothecoollobbyofmyhotel,mesittingcomfortablywithMickandwatchingday-

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to-daybusinesscommence.Fremontcameintocheckaleakinthekitchen,hischeerfulaffability
soothing.PamelaleanedoverthecountertotalktoCassandra.Ididn’tseeMaya,butIwouldvisither
laterandgrillheraboutherandNash.Nashhaddamnwellbetterhavegonetoseeherbythistime.

Ihadn’tseenCoyotesincethebigfightinthewash.Hadheforgivenme,easedhisstrictures,andletme

go?Ineededtoknow.

IalsowantedtotwisthisfurtohelpmefigureoutwhohadmadeUndeadJiminthefirstplace.Now

thatthedragontrialwasover,I’dtakemoretimetopursuethequestion.Ifsomeothergoddesswiththe
samekindofpowersasmymotherwaswalkingarounduphere,I’dneedtoknow.Ialsowantedtoknow
whythey’dbroughtJimbacktolifeandgivenhimBeneathpowers.And,moreimportant,wouldtheytry
again?

Ididn’tthinkCoyotehaddoneit,butheneededtohelpmetrackthispersondown.Wecouldstartatthe

vortexesandworkourwayfromthere.

Worryingaboutallthiswasastrain,soItoldMickIneededtotakeawalk.
Mickdidn’twanttoletmeoutofhissight—hehadthatlook.
“Totherailroadbed,that’sall,”Isaid.“Youwonagainstthedragons,andthekachinaswillkeepaway

thedragonswhostillwanttokillme.Soyoutoldme.”

Mickdidn’tlikeit,buthe’dlearnedsomethingaboutme—thatifhetriedtotetherme,I’dstrugglethat

muchhardertobreakfree.IgavehimasmilethatsaidthatwhenIgotback,hecouldtethermeinamore
funway.Ikissedhimandleft.

Thesunwaswellupinabluesky,buttheairwascool.ThebrutalheatofDeathValleyhadnoplace

hereinthemile-highelevationofmydesert.Iclimbedtothetopoftherailroadbedandbreathedinclean
scentsofscrubandgrasses,cedarandjuniper,freshearth,dust,andwind.Thevortexeslayoutthere
underthesun,closed,quiet.

Thecrowflewtothejuniperitlikedandgavemetheeye.Ismiledatit.“Thanks,Grandmother.”
Shegavemeher“humph”look,butIsworeIsawaffectionintheglitteringblackorb.
“JanetBegay?”
Atthewoman’svoice,thecrowgaveahoarsecawandflappedintotheair.Iturnedtofaceayoung

womanwhowasmyage,perhapsafewyearsyounger.

ShewasNativeAmerican,butIdidn’tthinkNavajo.Shewasaboutaninchshorterthanme,andher

facewasrounderthanmine.Sheworeherhairinastraightponytailandhadonordinaryclothes—jeans
andatight-fittingblacktop.Theonlythingoutoftheordinarywasthelovelysilvernecklacearoundher
neck,heavydisksdecoratedwithswirlsandanimalsymbols.Ifitwasartisan-created,itwouldbeworth
athousandorso.

“Yes?”Ianswered.
“I’vebeenwantingtomeetyou.”ShestuckherhandsinherpocketsasIsometimesdid,andgrinnedat

me.“Myname’sGabrielleMassey.FromWhiteriver.”

“MychefisfromWhiteriver,”Isaid.IwonderedifthiswasoneoftheApachewoman’sdaughtersor

grand-daughters.

“Iheard.”Gabriellesmiledatmeagain,thesmilewrinklinghernose.Shelookedfriendly,butina

standoffishway,ifthatmadeanysense.AsthoughshewaitedtoseehowIreactedtoherandwas
preparedtofindthereactionamusing.

“Areyoulookingforaroom?”Iaskedpolitely.Itneverhurttobenicetoapotentialguest.
“Notthistime.”Hersmilebroadened.“Youdon’tknowwhoIam,doyou?Andyouthinkyou’reso

goodatreadingauras.”

Ilookedathers—no,Ilookedforhersanddidn’tsenseone.Thatwasweird.Theonlybeingwhose

auraIcouldn’talwayssensewasCoyote’s,becauseheknewhowtosuppressit.That’showhealways
snuckuponme.

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Shelaughed.“Ilearnedthetrick.Youshouldtoo.Yourauraismessy.Blackandwhite,likesmokein

sunshine.Twonaturesstrugglingagainsteachothersohard.I’mlucky.Ionlyhaveonekindofmagic.”

Istaredather,confusedashellandgettingnervous.Iwasn’treadytoexperimentwithmynewlymixed

magic,butIstartedimagininganice,imperviousbarrierrisingbetweenherandme.

“I’mnotheretohurtyou,”shesaid,asthoughshesensedwhatIwantedtodo.“Ijustwantedtomeet

you,really.Andforyoutomeetme.It’sbeenalongtimecoming.”

Igaveuponpoliteness.“Well,sinceIdon’tknowwhothehellyouare,Ican’tsayI’vebeenwaiting.”
“Iwantustobefriends,”Gabriellesaid,“whichiswhyI’vedoneitthisway.Butifyouwanttosee...”
Shedroppedwhatevershieldsshe’dbeenusing,andIgotthefullblastofheraura.Itwaswhite,

glittering,hardasiceandjustascold.Iswallowedascream,anditnearlychokedme.I’dfeltthiskindof
aurabefore,andIknewexactlywhere.Ithadhappenednotamilefromthisplaceaboutfourmonthsago,
onapowerfullystormynight.

TheswiftglimpsewasallIgot.BythetimeI’ddrawnasinglebreath,Gabrielle’sshieldswerebackin

place.

“Ilearnedtohide,”shesaid.“Becausetherearethingsouttherethataresoeasilyfrightened.”
Mebeingoneofthem.Iswallowedondryness.“Youcan’tbe...ShesaidIwastheonlyonethat

survived.”

Gabrielle’seyescrinkledinthecorners.“ThethingaboutMother,Janet,isthatshelies.She’svery,

verygoodatit.”

Ifeltasthoughoneofthelocomotivesthatusedtotraversethistrackhadjustslammedintome.My

mother,thegoddessfromBeneath,hadmadeitahabittopossesswomen,getthemwithchildthrough
unsuspectingmales,thenwithdraw.Theresultingchild,likeme,oftenhadtoomuchmagicinherforthe
innocentwomantocarry.Themothermostoftendied,takingthebabywithher.Thegoddesshadtoldme
thatinalltheyearsshe’dbeentrying,therehadonlybeenme.

Theyoungwomanwhostoodbeforeme,half-Apache,half-goddess,wasanother.
Anotherme.
AnotherJanet.
Theworldjustgotvery,verycomplicated.
“YoumadeUndeadJim,”Isaid,knowingIwasright.
“Verygood.Ifeltsorryfortheguy,lyingtherestabbedtodeath,andallhe’ddonewasdigupafew

pots.IknewIcouldbringhimbackbeforehewastoofargone,soIdid.Ididn’trealizehe’dgoona
killingrampage.”

IunderstoodnowwhyJimthoughtI’dresurrectedhim,whythekachinashadthoughtI’dmadehim.

They’dsensedBeneathmagic,Gabrielle’smagic,andthoughtitwasmine.

“Youdidn’trealize?”Irepeated.“Threepeopledead,andyoudidn’trealize?”
Gabrielleshrugged.“I’dneverresurrectedanyonebefore.Don’tgoallmoralizingonme,Janet.Imade

amistake.Youfixedit.Everything’sfinenow.”

AfterIgotburiedalivebykachinas,nearlyfriedbydragons,andthreatenedwithdeathbyCoyote.

Sure,everything’sfine.”

“Overreact,whydon’tyou?Icamehereasacourtesy,becauseIwantedtomeetmysister.”Gabrielle

grinned.“SoI’mmeetingyou.I’llgoawaynow,soyoudon’tkeepgettingbeatupforwhatIdo.”

“Goawaywhere?”Iaskedinalarm.
“Idon’tknow.Somewhere.Don’tworry,I’llcomebacktovisit.”Gabrielletookherhandsoutofher

pocketsandsmiled,sunshineglisteningonherblackhair.“Seeyou,Janet.”

Andshevanished.
Notinapuffofsmokeoranythingdramaticlikethat.Shewassimplythere,andthenshewasn’t.
Istoodthereforastunned,frozenmoment,andthenIscrambledbackdowntherailroadbedand

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sprintedbacktothehotel,shoutingforMick.

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Twenty-eight

Gabrielledidn’tmakeareappearance,butIhadMickandCassandrahelpmeputextrawardsalloverthe
hotel.Ispentthenextseveraldayslookingformy“sister,”checkinguponmyfriendstomakesureshe
hadn’tcomenearthem,andwardingtheirhousesaswell.

Coyotedidn’tcometometomakegoodonhispromisetokillmeforusingtheBeneathmagictokill

JimandsaveMick,butthecrowstartedhangingaroundalot.

MygrandmotherwaspissedashellaboutGabrielleandletmeknowit.ThefactthatGrandmother

calledmeonthephoneabouther,voluntarily,theafternoonafterI’dencounteredGabrielle,toldmehow
upsetshewas.Grandmotherhadnotbeenthrilledaboutmyexistence,butatleastIwaspartofherblood
andcarriedherearthmagic.ThisGabrielle—Ihadn’tsensedanyothermagicinherbutthatofBeneath,
whichmeantherbiologicalfatherandmothermusthavebeenordinaryhumans.IdrovehometoMany
Farms,takingMickwithme,totrytoreassureGrandmotherplusstrengthenthewardsonmyfamilyhome.
MymotherhadneverbeenabletoreachasfarasManyFarms,butGabrielle,bornofthisearth,couldgo
anywhereshewanted.

Inspiteofmyworries,Iwentthroughweeksofnothingverytraumatichappeningatmyhotel.Guests

cameandwent,Isoldsomeofmyartphotos,Pamelastartedrentinganapartmentintown,andCassandra
movedinwithher.Theonlyexcitementcamewhenasoft-spokenNightwalkerappearedatmyheavily
wardeddoorandaskedifhecouldspendthenight.Hehadthehollowlookofoneofthetameones,soI
lethim,providedhewaswatched.Hekepttohimself,didn’tmakeanytrouble,didn’ttrytosucktheother
guestsdry,andsoIputthestakesbackintomydeskdrawer.

Coyotefinallydidcometome,inadreamofcourse.
WestoodinthecutofChevelonCanyon,thepetroglyphsonitssteepwallsglowingwiththeirown

light.Thestrangecreaturesinthepicturesseemedtowritheandwhirl,dancingintheirownlittlefrenzy.
Thecreekfloweddownthemiddle,quietinthemoonlight.

Asusual,Iwasnaked.SowasCoyote,inhismanshapethistime.
“Youdidgood,Janet,”Coyotesaid,lookingmeupanddown.“I’mproudofyou.”
“IsthatwhyI’mstillaliveandwalkingaround?”
Coyotegavemeagrin.“Yep.”
“HowdidIdogood?”Iasked,fedup.“YouwerereadytoblastmeintoatomsthelasttimeIsawyou.

Youdidtry,andonlyNashjumpinginfrontofmesavedme.”

“Iwasn’tgoingtokillyou,sweetie,justslowyoudownalittle,butNashmisunderstoodandgotinthe

way.Yousee,youpassedmytest.”

“Yourtest?”Iglaredathim,foldingmyarmsovermybarebreasts.“Whatdoyoumean,yourtest?”
“Ineededtoknowwhatyou’ddoonceyourealizedhowpowerfulyouwere.ThoughIwasn’tlying

whenIsaidI’dkillyouifyouscrewedup.Butyoudidn’t.Youchosetoshowcompassion,evenfor
someoneasmindlesslyevilasUndeadJim.Igetthatyouhadtodestroyhimintheend.Hewaswrong,
andhehadtobestopped.”

Damnhim.Heregardedmewithcalm,darkeyes,stillpowerful,stillagod.StillCoyote.
Iglaredbackathiminrage.“Woulditkillyoutotellmethesethingsatthetime?I’vebeenlosingsleep

worryingaboutwhatyouweregoingtodotome.”

“Poorbaby.StayingawakesoMickcanhelprelaxyou.Damn,Ishouldhavebeenlookinginthe

window.”

“Bastard,”Isaid.
“Hey,itwasforyourowngood,andyouknowit.Youneededtolearnhowtosilencethatvoiceinyour

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head.”

Thelittlevoicehadgoneaway.Ithink.Ihadn’thearditinawhileanyway,notsinceI’dlearnedto

braidtheBeneathmagicandthestormmagicintooneentity.Thegood,thebad,andtheugly,coming
togethertomakeausefulwhole.

“Youlearned,yougrew,”Coyotesaid.“Ihadfaiththatyouwould,myStormwalker.”
“AndifIhadn’t,youwouldhavekilledme?”
“Yep.”Coyoteputhisstrongarmaroundme.“Butyoushowedyourtruecolors.Iloveyou,Janet.”
“Thanks,”Isaiddrily.“ButI’mstillnothavingsexwithyou.”
“Hey,agod’sgottatry.”
Alizardscurriedby,scatteringgravelasitscrambledforitsnextspotofcover.“Ineedtotellyou

something,”Isaidslowly.

“Aboutyoursister?”
Imadeanexasperatednoise.“Howlonghaveyouknownaboutthat?Willitdomeanygoodtoaskwhy

youdidn’tbothertotellmeabouther?”

“Relax.Ididn’tknowuntilshecametoyou.Iwaslurkingatthebottomofthewash,watchingyou.I

heardwhenyouheard.”

“You’retellingmeyoudidn’tknowsheexisted?Youknewallaboutme.”
“That’sbecauseyoublunderedaroundburningdownbuildingsassoonasyourstormmagicmanifested.

Yousureknowhowtoattractattention,Janet.AndthenyourBeneathmagicflaredupallsparklyonceyou
metyourmother.Stealthwasneveryourstrength.ThisGabrielle,now,she’slearnedsomehowtohide
whatsheisandhideitdamnwell.Shemusthavebeenraisedbysomeonepowerfulandverysmart.We’ll
havetokeepoureyeonourGabrielle.”

“Nokidding.”
“Don’tworry,sweetie.Youhavealotoffriendsreadytoprotectyou.Me,forone.Him,foranother.”
HimwastheKosharecartwheelingdownthewash.Hedidafinalcartwheelinfrontofus,misjudged,

andfellonhisbackside.HegazedupatmewithalooksocomicalIhadtolaugh.

Thiswasn’tBenKavena;itwastherealKoshare,who’dcometomeinthecave.Inoticedhe’dleftoff

theloincloth.WhatwasitaboutnakedfleshinCoyote-instigateddreams?

“Myfriend?”IaskedtheKoshare.“Theonewhoburiedmeinsideavolcano?”
TheKosharemimedgrievousweeping.Hefellonhisbackandkickedhisheelslikeakidinacrying

tantrum.

“Yes,afriend,”Coyotesaid.“Youpassedhistesttoo.”
“I’mgladIwassuchastarstudent.”
“Youshouldbe.”
TheKosharestoppedkicking,archedback,andleaptforwardtohisfeet.Hegrabbedmyhandsand

spunmearound,butonlyoncethistimebeforelettingmego.

Youarepowerful,hesaidinmyhead.Youhavethemagicofthestorms—goodmagicofthisearth—

andthemagicfromtheplaceoforigin.Youhaveprovedthatyouarestrongenoughtocontainboth.
Youhaveearnedthegreatrespectofmybrothersandsisters.

“Gladtohearit.”
Ifyouhaveneed,ever,youcallonme.
“Thankyou.”Iwasgratefulforthat,intruth.Kachinaswerepowerfulentities,andI’dmuch,much

rathertheyregardedmeasafriendthananenemy.

“We’regoodtogo,then?”Coyoteaskedme.“Howaboutsomecelebratorynookie?”
Ilaughed,finallyrelaxing.“Youneverstop,doyou?”
Coyotewinked.“Okay,then.HowaboutabeerattheCrossroadsBar?”
“Now,thatIcando.CanIbringMick?”

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“Sure.YouknowI’malwaysupforathreesome.”
TheKosharemadeasnortingnoise.HestudiedCoyoteinmockdisgustandshookhishipssothathis

penisrockedbackandforth.

Coyote’sgrinvanished.“Oh,yeah?”
Hemorphedintohiscoyoteform,abluenimbussurroundinghislankybody,andleaptattheKoshare.
TheKosharesprangintotheairandstartedrunningfortheshallowcreek,Coyoterightbehindhim.

Halfwaythere,theKosharespunaroundandpointedatCoyote,andCoyote’slongtailburstintoflames.

Coyote’shigh-pitchedyowlsechoedupanddownthecanyon,andheranflatoutforthecreek.Ihearda

heavysplashandthehissofsteam.

TheKosharemimedsidesplittinglaughter,sprangintotheair,andvanished.IrantothebankasCoyote

climbedfromthewater,hislimbsstiff,tailsodden.Heshookhimselfout,glaringattheairwherethe
Kosharehadbeen,andsnarled.

Ifuckinghateclowns.

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One

Nothingquitemakesyournightlikefallingtwohundredfeetintoasinkhole.

Mymotorcyclespunasthesolidpavementofthehighwayopenedupunderme,andthenIwasfalling

down,down,down,intothebowelsoftheearth.Anavalancheofrocks,dirt,trees,andthespeeding
sheriff’sSUVfollowedmeintotheabyss.

MybikeandIseparated,anditsmashedagainstthesideoftheholeandbrokeintomanypieces.Itried

tostopmyfall,tograbontotherootsthatprotrudedfromthebreakingwall,butIfellsofast,myhands
couldcloseonnothing.TheSUVgrounditswaydownwiththeboulders,metalgroaning,glassflyingto
mixwiththeshowerofdirtandgravel.

I’dbeenwearingpaddedleatheragainsttheJanuarycold,whichprotectedmesomewhat,butallmy

paddingwouldn’thelpmeifNashJones’sSUVfellontopofme.Itriedtoreachintomyselfanddrawon
mymagic,butI’mforemostaStormwalker,whichmeansIcanchannelthepowerofastorm,butIneeda
stormtobepresenttoworkthemagic.Thenight,thoughrawwithcold,wasstubbornlyclear.

IalsohadBeneathmagicinmefromtheworldbelowthisone,butIhadtobeinasteadyframeofmind

totemperitwithmyStormwalkermagic,orI’dsimplyblowupthesinkholeandmeandNashwithit.

FallingacouplehundredfeetdownasheerdropwithanSUVdidnothingtoputmeintoacalmframe

ofmind.Icouldonlyflailandclaw,gaspingforbreathasdirtleakedundermyhelmetandthreatenedto
suffocateme.

Idon’tknowwhyIdidn’tdie.Maybethegodsandtheuniversehadotherplansforme.Itumbledover

andover,andatlastcametorestonanupthrustboulder,whilemud,roots,grass,andgravelpouredon
aroundme.Aboneinmyarmsnapped,thepainsharpandnumbing.

Thesinkholeprovedtobeawideone,andtheSUVlandedaboutfivefeetfromme,wedgedonitsside

betweentwocolossalboulders.Isprawledlikeabugontopofthemud-coatedboulder,amazedthatmy
heartstillbeat.

Thelandslideceasedbutsentupachokingcloudofdustthatcutoffallairandlight.TheSUVwent

silentexceptforthecreaksandhissesofengineparts.

Ipulledoffmyhelmetwithmygoodhand—whichsoundseasy.WhatIreallydidwasfruitlesslyclaw

atit,cryingwithfear,untilitatlastunstuckfrommyhead.

IthankedeverygodandgoddesswhomightcarethatI’dbotheredwiththehelmetatall.SometimesI

rodebare-headed,whichwasperfectlylegalinthisstate,butI’dbeentravelingbackfromChinle,andI
didn’tliketorideontheinterstatewithoutmyhelmet,especiallyatnight.IfIhadn’tbotheredwithit,my
brainswouldnowbewetsmearsontherocksaroundme.

Itwaspitch-blackdownhere,themoonlightblottedoutbythedust.Coughing,IcrawledtotheSUV,

hissingthroughmyteethwhenItouchedthehotmetaloftheengine.Thevehiclewaswedgedintight,the
passengerdoorfacingupward.Iclimbedontothedoor,myhurtarmclenchedagainstmyside,mylegs
clumsy.Thewindowglasshadbrokenaway,leavingagapinthedarkness.

“Jones,”Icroaked.Itdidn’tevensoundlikeaword,justagutturalsound.
Nothingmoved.Everythinginsidewasdark,thesheriff’sradioandcomputerinterfacedead.TheSUV

wasnothingbutasilenthunkofmetal,plastic,andfiberglass.IgropedforNash,halffallingintothe
slantedcab.

SheriffNashJoneshadbeenchasingmeoutonthatlonelyhighway,becausewhenI’dtakentheturnoff

toFlatMesa,I’ddrivenrightthroughhisspeedtrap.Ihadn’tbeenpayingattention,thinkingaboutthenice

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dayI’dspentatCanyondeChellysnappingphotosafteranequallynicevisittomyfatherinManyFarms.
I’dflownpasttheclumpofcedarsonthedesertedroad,andNashhadburstoutfrombehindthem,lights
flaring,topursuemelikeahungrylion.

Damnyou,Jones,don’tyouhaveanythingbettertodowithyournightsthantoparkbehindatree

witharadargun?Youseriouslyneedtogetlaid.

Itouchedawarmbody,NashJonesinanunmovinghuddleagainstthefardoor.Ituggedoffmyglove

andfoundhisface,hisneck,butIcouldn’tfeelapulse.Iputmyfingersunderhisnoseandexhaledin
reliefwhenIfeltatinybreathtouchmyskin.Hewasalive.

Nowwhat?
Noradio,nocellphone,becauseI’dleftminebehindatmyhotelandNash’s,onceIdugitfromhis

belt,didn’twork.Thepieceofmagicmirror,whichhadbeengroundintothemirroronmymotorcycle,
musthavebeensmashedalongwitheverybitofmybike.ThemirrorwaswhyIhadn’tbeencarryingmy
cellphone—magicmirrorsweremorereliable.

Thefullmagicmirror,whichhungoverthebarinmyhotel,wouldknowthatitsslicehadfallenintothe

sinkhole—if,thatwas,thedamnedthingwasawake.Itlikedtonodoffattheworstoftimes.Ihopedit
wasscreamingatthetopofitsobnoxiousvoicethatsomethingwaswrong,alertingMick,mydragon
shifterboyfriend,andCassandra,myWiccanhotelmanager.Onlythemagicalcouldhearthemirror,andI
wantedthemtohearitnow.

Withoutbeingabletoseepastthedensecloudofdust,Ihadnowayofknowinghowfardownwe

were.Orwhetherwe’dcontinuetofalliftherocksshifted.Hadwehitbottom,orhadtherubblebuilta
shelfthatwouldstabilizeawhilebeforeagainbreakingapart?

I’dreadsomewherethatsinkholeswereformedwhengroundwaterfinishedeatingawayattheroofof

giganticcavernsfarbelowthesurface.Oncethelayerisgone,theuptoathousandorsofeetofrock
aboveitcollapsesstraightdown,draggingeverythingonthesurfacewithitandleavingasheer-facedsink
foreveryonetoponder.Theuplanddesertsareriddledwiththethings.They’reveryinterestingwhenyou
readabouttheminabook,butnotsomuchwhenoneformsrightbeneathyourfeet.

WasthisSUVriggedtosendoutadistresssignalifitcrashed?Nash’sdeputieswouldnoticethat

they’dlostradiocontactwithhim—wouldn’tthey?Ihadnoideawherepolicetechnologystoodthese
days,orwhetherHopiCountyhadenoughmoneytokeepupwiththerestoftheworld.AllIknewwas
thateverycommunicationdeviceintheSUVwasdeadandsilent.Nashhimselfstillwasn’tmoving.

“Comeon,Mick,”Iwhispered.“Cassandra.Someone.”
Thetruckshiftedandmyheartraced,myadrenalineoffthescale.IfeltmyrawBeneathmagicwanting

tostrikeoutinresponse,togetmethehelloutofthere.Ittensedlikeacoiledrattlesnakeandwasjustas
deadly.

Iclosedmyeyestotrytostillmymind,butmyheartwaspoundingsoharditmademesick.The

Beneathmagicresponded,brightandwhiteandstrongenoughtodestroytheworld.Ididn’twantto
destroytheworld:Ijustwantedtogetoutofthisdamnedhole.

Lightflickeredthroughmyclosedlids,andIpoppedmyeyesopen,hopeflaring.Wasitthemoonlight

filteringthroughdust,ortheflashlightsofrescueworkers?

Neither.Theglowdidn’tcomefromthesurface,butfromtherocksaroundme.AsIwatched,thinlines

oflightbeganmovingacrosstheboulders.Thelineslookedlikepetroglyphs,picturesleftfromthe
ancientpeopleofthisland,buttheseglowedwithphosphorescent-likelight.

Thelinesthickened,multiplied,stillglowingfaintly,andthen,undermywatchinggaze,theysprouted

skeletalhands.Iwentutterlystill.Bonyfingersstartedflowingacrossrocks,makingnosound,groping,
searching.

IgrippedtheseatofNash’struckandswallowedbile.I’dneverseenanythinglikethembefore.Were

theythegodsofBeneath,tryingtogetoutthroughavortexdownhere?Orwasthissomenewhorror?

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ItouchedmyBeneathmagicagain,myonlyweapon.Usingitwithoutbeingabletotwineitwithmy

stormmagicmighteitherripaholeinrealityormakemybrainimplode.Iwasn’tsurewhich.ButIknew
withever-increasingcertaintythatIdidn’twantthoseskeletalfingerstouchingme.

Thehandsmultipliedastheypouredacrossthesurfaceoftheboulders,slidingthroughthemlikefish

throughwater.Thesicklylightincreaseduntilitlitupthewholeinsideofthecab,illuminatingtheblood
thatwasblackonNash’sheadandface.Hisskinwaspasty,hislipsbloodless.He’ddieifIdidn’tget
himoutofhere.

Mentally,IclosedmyfistaroundaballofBeneathmagicanddrewittothesurface.Oh,ithurt.Ithurt

likeholyhell,asthoughsomeonehadthrustalitfireworkintomychest.IheldontothemagicashardasI
could,knowingthatifIlostcontrolofit,itmightkillme,Nash,andeverylivingcreaturewithinamile.
ButatleastIcouldtrytosendupasignal,likeamagicalflare.

Iopenedmyimaginaryfingers,releasingabitoflight.Theskeletalhandsstopped,fingersmoving

slightly,eachhandpulsinginexacttimewiththeother.Likeaheartbeat,Irealized.Myheartbeat.

Inpanic,Iletoutmoreofmymagic,andthemomentIdidthat,thehandsorientedsharplyonme.
Thescreamthatcameoutofmymouthwasmoreofacroak.IclosedmymindovertheBeneathmagic,

franticallyshuttingitdown.Assoonasmymagicretreatedbelowthesurface,thehandsstopped,stilling,
waiting.

Shit,shit,shit.IftheBeneathmagicexcitedthem,andIhadnostorm,thenIwasseriouslyscrewed.All

Icoulddowassitherewiththedyingsheriffandwatchthehandsfillthesinkholetotherightandleft,
aboveusandbelow.Theystartedmovingagain,enclosingtheSUVinabubbleoflight,andIwasso
scaredIwantedtopuke.

Afaceappearedinthemiddleoftheunnaturalglow,ananimalface,long-nosedandpointed-eared.It

lookedmorelikeaglyphofananimalratherthanarealone,butIgraspedthehope.

“Coyote?Damnit,helpus!”
Theanimalfaded,butthebonyfingersdidn’t.TheyweretouchingtheSUVnow,slidingthroughthe

metalandfiberglass,andthewholetruckbegantogroan.

IgrabbedNashandliftedhimthebestIcould,cradlinghimagainstmychest.Ifearedtomovehim,but

Ifearedthosehandsevenmore.Nashhimselfwasawalkingmagicvoid—whichmeantthathisbody
somehownegatedallmagicthrownhisway,eventhemostpowerfulstuff.Whetherhecouldnegatethese
evilhands,Ididn’tknow,butIhadtotakewhatIcouldget.Theywereallaroundusnow,crawling
acrossthehoodtowardthebrokenwindows.

Icouldn’tjustsithereanddonothing.ThehandshadhomedinonmyBeneathmagic,butmaybe,ifI

werefastenough,Icouldtakethemoutbeforetheycouldtouchme.

Ireachedintomyselffortheballofwhitemagicagain.Coyotehadtoldmehedidn’twantmetousemy

BeneathmagicunlessItempereditwithstormmagic,butCoyotewasn’there,washe?Anditwasn’tmy
faulttherewasnoragingstormoverhead.Iwasstuckinasinkholewithweirdpetroglyphscomingforme,
andIwantedtogohome.

IhadtoletgoofNash—Iknewfromexperiencethathecouldnegatemymagic,eventhestrongestofit.

Ilaidhimgentlyagainstthefardoorandbracedmyselfonthedashtopushupthroughthebroken
passengerwindow.

IscreamedasIthrewthesnakeofBeneathmagicatthehandsonthetruck.Screamsechoedthroughthe

sinkhole—myscreams—absorbedbythehandsandthrownbackatme.ThehoodoftheSUVmelted,
hosesbreakingandfluiderupting.Andthehandskeptcoming.

Idrewbackforanotherstrikewhenredlightandsuddenheatbursthighaboveme.Hotorangelight

poureddowntheholelikeathousandbonfiresstrungtogether,burningthedustintolittleyellowsparks.

Theskeletalhandsfroze,andasIheldmybreath,clenchingtheBeneathmagic,theyretreated.Inthe

distance,Iheardthebellowofagiganticbeastandthenfeltadowndraftasahugedragonflappedhis

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wings.

Istartedtolaugh,tearsstreamingdownmyface.“Mick,”Itriedtoshout,butallIcouldmanagewasa

cloggedwhisper.

“Mick,”Iwhisperedagain.“Downhere.”

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