Self Esteem
I wrote her off for the tenth time today and practised all the things I would say
But she came over, I lost my nerve I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know, I'm being used
That's okay man course I like the abuse. I also know that she's playing with me
That's okay man course I've got no self-esteem.
We made plans to go out one day, I waited all day but she haven't came
All this rejection's got me so low, if she keeps it up I just tell her so
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my enemies.
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I think it is better this way
The more you suffer The more it shows you really care, right?
Now I hate her a little bit.
But it happens more than I'd like to admit.
Late at night she knocks on my door
She looks all right so I'm ready to score
Now I now I should say no, but that's kind hard when she is ready to go
For sure I am dumb but not a dwell
I'm just a sucker with no self-esteem.