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… The man was way too alert to be drugged but appeared, aside
from momentary displays of frustration with his game, completely
relaxed and unperturbed.
He must have been one of those people who didn’t get pissed off in
traffic jams, either. One of those aggravatingly relaxed ones who just
turned up the radio, tapped the beat into the steering wheel with his
thumbs, all the while reminding himself over and over, “I’ll get there
eventually, no sense getting stressed over it.” I, meanwhile, would be
three cars back, white-knuckling the wheel and praying for sweet
death if it meant not sitting there for another two minutes. Once our
plane finally boarded and took off, this guy would probably be sound
asleep for the entire flight while I drummed my fingers and tried in
vain to get comfortable.
His eyes flicked up and met mine, and I quickly shifted my gaze
away, my cheeks burning as I wondered just how long I’d been
absently staring at him.
It wasn’t only his relaxed state that had drawn my attention. He
was definitely easy on the eyes. The loose sleeves of his Hawaiian
shirt were just short enough to hint at his well-toned biceps, and his
sculpted forearms, tanned and lightly dusted with dark blond hair,
didn’t belong to someone who spent all his time fucking off playing
video games. His legs were similarly toned and bronzed. Chiseled jaw,
prominent cheekbones, and—
And I was staring again…
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To Aislinn Kerry, since this book is all your fault.
I do hope you’re pleased with yourself.
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CHAPTER 1
This is just what I need.
White sand beaches. Palm trees. Two weeks, give or take a
day, in paradise with gorgeous, available men wearing more suntan
lotion than clothing.
I put down the travel brochure and glared at the motionless
aircraft just beyond the window. Not that I could see it very well;
its white fuselage was nearly camouflaged behind the snow that
tumbled out of the gray sky and spun and swirled in the heavy
wind.
A freak snowstorm when I was trying to get the hell out of
here. Yeah, that was what I needed.
The other passengers milled around the gate, waiting with
knitted eyebrows and folded arms. Anytime one of the staff
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members went near the microphone to make an announcement or
call for a specific passenger, everyone stiffened and craned their
necks, waiting for updates. Worried phone calls were made, tense
breaths were taken and released, and the floor vibrated with the
faint percussion of pacing feet.
A narrow aisle divided my row of stiff, faux leather chairs from
a facing row. The woman sitting across from me between two
bored-looking kids leaned forward.
“Do you think our flight will be delayed again?” she asked.
I glanced out the window once more. Though like our plane,
the runway was barely visible, I hadn’t seen anything take off in at
least two hours. I looked at the woman and nodded. “Probably.”
She pursed her lips. “Hopefully it won’t be long, then.” She sat
back, staring out the same window and folding her hands in her
lap.
“Guess we’ll see,” I muttered.
A few seats over from her, a good-looking guy with sandy
blond hair and five o’clock shadow looked up from his laptop. He
glanced at her, then me, and a vague look of amusement tried to
curl the corner of his mouth before he turned his attention back to
the screen.
I wondered how the hell he was so relaxed when everyone else
walked the fine line between concern and panic. He was dressed
like his vacation had already begun, not like someone stranded in
Seattle during a surprise blizzard, unlike those of us who wouldn’t
truly be on vacation until we landed in Honolulu. It wasn’t just the
sandals, khaki shorts, and tasteful blue Hawaiian shirt with the top
button undone, either. His feet were propped up on his suitcase and
crossed at the ankles, the computer balanced on his knees, and he
didn’t look like he gave a shit or even noticed what was going on
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all around him. He’d been there for the last hour or two, and he’d
barely batted an eye when the first delay was announced. Nor the
second. When the snow came down harder, he’d looked, but no
reaction registered on his face.
At first I wondered if he’d had a few drinks or maybe thrown
back a Valium like my mother always did when she flew, but that
theory flew out the window when I watched his hands for
a
moment. Judging by the way his fingers moved on the keyboard,
he was playing a game. It was easy to tell, even from here: the
same keystrokes, over and over, and sometimes his brow furrowed
and lips tightened as those keystrokes quickened. Then he’d
exhale, shake his head, and punch in some other command before
resuming the repetitive motions.
He was way too alert to be drugged but appeared, aside from
momentary displays of frustration with his game, completely
relaxed and unperturbed.
He must have been one of those people who didn’t get pissed
off in traffic jams, either. One of those aggravatingly relaxed ones
who just turned up the radio, tapped the beat into the steering
wheel with his thumbs, all the while reminding himself over and
over, “I’ll get there eventually, no sense getting stressed over it.” I,
meanwhile, would be three cars back, white-knuckling the wheel
and praying for sweet death if it meant not sitting there for another
two minutes. Once our plane finally boarded and took off, this guy
would probably be sound asleep for the entire flight while
I
drummed my fingers and tried in vain to get comfortable.
His eyes flicked up and met mine, and I quickly shifted my
gaze away, my cheeks burning as I wondered just how long I’d
been absently staring at him.
It wasn’t only his relaxed state that had drawn my attention. He
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was definitely easy on the eyes. The loose sleeves of his Hawaiian
shirt were just short enough to hint at his well-toned biceps, and
his sculpted forearms, tanned and lightly dusted with dark blond
hair, didn’t belong to someone who spent all his time fucking off
playing video games. His legs were similarly toned and bronzed.
Chiseled jaw, prominent cheekbones, and—
And I was staring again.
I cleared my throat and turned to rifle through my carry-on bag.
I didn’t actually need anything out of it, but it gave me something
to focus on besides Mr. Calm, Collected, and Fucking Hot.
“Attention passengers waiting for flight two-zero-five bound
for Honolulu International Airport, Honolulu, Hawaii,” the flight
attendant’s voice crackled over the loudspeaker, giving me
something else to think about. “Due to snow conditions here at
Sea-Tac International Airport, this flight will be delayed another
two hours.” A collective groan rippled through the crowd and
drowned out her sincerest apologies for the inconvenience. The
guy in the Hawaiian shirt pursed his lips and muttered something
under his breath, but otherwise didn’t react.
I looked at my watch. It was a little past noon. As of now, our
flight wouldn’t be leaving until at least three, and that assumed the
weather cleared up. If it got to be four or five in the evening, the
sun—wherever the fuck it was—would be going down. Even if the
snow stopped coming down, the temperature wouldn’t be rising,
and that meant only one thing: ice.
Glancing around the terminal, I made note of several other
gates that were crowded with impatient-looking souls. It wasn’t a
terribly busy travel day and it was off-peak season, so it wasn’t
wall-to-wall people like it would have been in June or around
Thanksgiving. Still, there were a hell of a lot of people stranded
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like myself and the mother who fretted and fidgeted across from
me. A lot of people who weren’t going anywhere anytime soon.
I pulled my laptop out of its case and powered it up.
I’d promised myself this wouldn’t be another vacation full of
neurotic pre-planning or doing things just to be on the safe side.
This would be as close to reckless as Elliott Chandler was capable
of being.
Still, this was an extenuating circumstance, and I convinced
myself that even my devil-may-care partner—
ex
-partner—
wouldn’t have argued.
When my computer finished starting up, I paused to look at the
desktop background I’d put up last night. It was a screenshot of my
to-do list on this trip.
1. Cancel a reservation at the last minute.
2. Some random guy I haven’t met yet.
3. Sex on the beach.
I chuckled to myself. Only I would make a to-do list for a
damned vacation, especially one that may as well have just said,
stop planning and go get laid, dumbshit.
And only I would
consider cancelling a reservation at the last minute to be wild and
reckless. Knowing me, it wouldn’t turn out to be anything riskier
than canceling a dinner reservation and eating someplace else at
the last second. Yeah, I was extreme.
Oh, well. The very fact that I was still taking this trip was
unusual by my standards, especially since I was going alone. I
wasn’t supposed to be going alone, but why let both expensive
honeymoon tickets go to waste?
After logging into the airport’s obscenely overpriced wireless
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network, I did a quick search of nearby hotels. There was no sense
paying for a shuttle and going home for the night; if the weather
was bad enough to cancel my flight, then I didn’t relish the idea of
being driven in it, either. My house was an hour away in decent
weather. It would easily be three hours or more in this shit, with
the added risk of a wreck because of ice or low visibility. No,
thanks.
A hotel was clearly the more prudent option, and a few clicks
later, I had a reservation for tonight. A larger and more expensive
room than I’d wanted, but it was all that was available, so I took it.
While my computer shut down, I pulled out my cell phone. There
were a few missed calls, which didn’t surprise me. That was
exactly why my phone had been on silent since last night anyhow.
They could wait a minute. I dialed the hotel.
A female voice picked up on the other end. “Front desk, how
may I help you?”
“I just made a reservation online for tonight,” I said. “I’d like to
confirm that it came through. Last name is Chandler.”
“One moment, please.” Keys clicked in the background. Then,
“Elliott Chandler?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“I have you down for a non-smoking room with two queen
beds for one night. Is that correct?”
“Yes, that’s correct.”
“Excellent,” she said. “Looks like you got one of the last
available rooms for tonight.”
“Guess I booked it just in time,” I said, forcing a laugh even
though my mind reeled with what if I’d waited another ten minutes
to make the call?
“Yes, you did,” she said. “We’ll see you this evening, Mr.
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Chandler.”
“Thank you.”
With that out of the way, I scrolled through my missed calls.
My mom again. My sister Cassie. I wasn’t sure if it should have
surprised me or not that Ben, my ex as of much too recently, had
called twice. Maybe it should have, maybe it shouldn’t have, but it
damn sure did. The only thing I wanted to hear from him right now
was, “I’ll be moved out by the time you get back.” That much
could be contained in a voice mail, and he hadn’t left one.
I didn’t feel like talking to my mom, and I sure as hell wasn’t
calling Ben anytime soon, but Cassie was always a welcome
diversion.
“Hey, Ell,” she said when she answered. “How are you holding
up?”
“I’ll live.”
“God, I hope so,” she said, a hint of a laugh in her voice. “But,
I’m serious, how are—wait, where are you?”
“The airport.”
“The… airport?” she sputtered. “You’re not … I thought you
were joking about going.”
“I was,” I said. “But then I decided it was a good idea, so here I
am.”
“Wow.” She exhaled. “So, you’re actually taking a honeymoon
by yourself?”
I laughed dryly. “I don’t think it qualifies as a honeymoon
anymore now that I’m going by myself.”
Mr. Calm and Cool’s eyes flicked toward me for a split second.
The woman across from me raised her eyebrows. I buried my gaze
in my carry-on bag.
“So, what are you going to do?” she asked.
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“Spend two weeks in Hawaii pretending I didn’t just get
dumped, I guess,” I said. “We had all kinds of things planned, so—
”
“Jesus, Ell,” she said. “Only you would plan every minute of
your damned honeymoon.”
“I didn’t plan every minute of it.”
“Yes, you did.”
“Okay, fine, I did.” I laughed again, but didn’t put much effort
into it. “Yes, the whole trip is planned down to the last minute, but
at least it’s better than moping around the house.”
“True. I can’t argue with that.” She sighed. “Are you sure
you’ll be okay? After what happened?”
“Not like I’m the first guy to get stood up at the altar.”
The squeak of movement on leather made me instinctively look
up, and the mother across from me met my eyes. Her eyebrows
were up, so I had no doubt she’d overheard me. I dropped my gaze
again.
“You’re not the first,” Cassie said. “But that doesn’t mean it
doesn’t hurt. Shouldn’t you take some time to deal with it?”
“I am, Cass,” I said. “That’s why I’m going. Maybe it’ll give
him time to move his crap out of the house while I’m gone. I just, I
need to be as far from him as I can get right now.”
A sharp breath preceded more movement in front of me.
I
glanced up as the woman and her kids collected their things. She
shot me a disgusted look just before they moved to another row of
seats.
I didn’t have the energy to get offended and didn’t bother
rolling my eyes. I didn’t care. It had been less than twenty-four
hours since the man who was supposed to love me decided to ditch
me at our own wedding. Anyone who didn’t like two men getting
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married could shove their judgment right up their ass at this point.
“You still there?” Cassie asked.
“Yeah, sorry,” I said. “Just got… distracted.”
“That doesn’t surprise me right now.” She blew out a breath.
“Well, have fun on your trip.”
“I will, assuming the plane ever gets off the ground.”
“Oh, shit, yeah,” she said. “They said on the news they’re
canceling flights left and right. You still going to make it out of
there tonight?”
“Hopefully.”
She was quiet for a moment. “You sound way too okay with
that. Are—oh, wait. You have a backup plan, don’t you?”
I laughed. “Of course I have a backup plan.”
“You would. Listen, I have to run, but try to have a good time,
okay?”
“Will do.”
“Put it on your to-do list or something.”
“Shut up.”
“Bye, Ell.”
Chuckling, I hung up and slid my phone back into my pocket.
As I sat back, I caught Mr. Calm and Cool’s eye. A ghost of a grin
gave his lips the most mouthwatering shape and added a devilish
sparkle to his eyes.
Those sparkling blue eyes darted toward the empty seats across
from me, then the place the woman and her kids had parked
themselves, then to me, and the grin broadened.
“Was it something I said?” he asked.
I laughed again and shrugged. “More like something I said.”
He threw a dismissive gesture in her direction. “Fuck her.”
“I’d rather not, thanks,” I muttered.
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He snickered and dropped his feet from on top of his suitcase to
the floor. Laptop in one hand, leather case slung over his other
shoulder, he toed his suitcase a few feet over, then set everything
else in one of the seats the woman and her kids had occupied.
Before he took a seat himself, he extended his hand.
“Derek Windsor.”
I shook his hand. “Elliott Chandler.”
He dropped into the chair opposite me and leaned back,
crossing his feet at the ankles and lacing his fingers behind his
head. As he’d been all along, the very picture of relaxed.
“So, what’s taking you to Hawaii?” I asked. “Business or
pleasure?”
“Actually, I’m heading home,” he said. “I was in Denver on
business, stopped into Seattle for a few days to visit family, and
now I’m on my way home.”
“You live in Hawaii?”
He nodded.
“Must be nice.”
He shrugged. “Oh, the novelty wears off after a while, but I do
love it.” He threw a smirk toward the windows, then looked back
at me. “I certainly don’t miss the snow.”
“I could do without it myself,” I grumbled.
“Ah, come on now, it doesn’t snow here that much.” He
paused. “Or, is this just a stopover for you?”
“No, no, I live here,” I said. “And I do like it. Aside from
the”—I gestured at the window—“humidity.”
Derek laughed. “Just wait until you get to Hawaii.
That
, my
friend, is humidity.”
“So I’ve heard.”
“Never been there?”
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I shook my head. “Haven’t done a lot of traveling, I’m afraid.”
I leaned back and slung one arm across the back of the chair beside
me, trying to look a hell of a lot more relaxed than I felt. Though I
had to admit, Derek’s calm-amidst-the-storm demeanor was
contagious. People like that usually just served to remind me how
wound up I was. Derek may as well have been kneading my
shoulders and whispering in my ear right then.
I wish.
I stole another glance at his arms.
I cleared my throat. “Any recommendations for a clueless
tourist?”
He smiled. “I thought I heard you saying you’d planned every
minute of your trip.” He paused, then quickly added, “Not that I
was trying to eavesdrop. You know how it is
… ” He gestured
around the crowd of passengers.
“Don’t worry about it,” I said. “Bound to overhear
a
conversation or two in here. And to answer your question, I did
have it all planned, but I was also planning to have someone with
me. Since that plan’s changed, why not throw the rest out the
window with it?”
He gave a slow nod. “Point taken. Which island are you
visiting?”
“Oahu. Staying in Honolulu”
“Hmm. Can’t say I’m familiar enough with Oahu to help you
much. Now, Maui and Molokai? I know those two like the back of
my hand.”
Just my luck
. “Sounds like I picked the wrong island, then.”
“Oh, I don’t know about that.” His eyes met mine, and my
heart skipped. The water surrounding Hawaii only aspired to be
that blue. “There’s still plenty to do on Oahu. I just wouldn’t be
much of a tour guide.” He brought his hands down, letting one rest
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on the handle of his suitcase while he leaned the other elbow on
the chair’s armrest. “Are you the type who likes the more touristy
places, or the out of the way things only the locals know about?”
I chewed my lip. Which type was I? Before today, I was the
type who planned everything to the last minute, never strayed off
the beaten path, and took every recommended precaution. Plus a
few extra precautions for good measure. I followed guidebooks
like they were brain surgery manuals.
Yesterday, my perfectly planned world was yanked out from
under my feet. Every plan I’d made from this point forward was
screwed. This morning, when I left for the airport, I’d left the
guidebook beside my bed. Whether it was for spite, or because I
just didn’t give a fuck anymore, I’d left it behind. All I had was a
brochure with the number and address of my hotel.
“Quite honestly,” I said finally, “I don’t know what type of
tourist I am.”
Derek tilted his head a little and regarded me silently. He
absently traced his lower lip with the tip of his thumb. My own
fingertips tingled, reminding me I wasn’t touching him. As if I’d
forgotten.
“Well,” he said, his voice quiet but reaching me with ease in
spite of the voices and movement all around us, “I do have some
friends on Oahu. I could give you their contact information. They
know a lot of the places no one tells the tourists about.”
“They wouldn’t mind a tourist joining them?”
He laughed and shook his head. “Hardly. Some of the places
are just restaurants, secluded beaches, the good hiking trails.
Things like that. Some are”—he glanced at the mother who’d
herded her children away from me, then looked at me and lowered
his voice a little more—“friendlier than others, if you know what I
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mean.”
My heart sped up. “Are there places like that on all the
islands?”
“There are.” Derek held my gaze. “Some more than others.”
“More places than others?” I asked. “Or friendlier than others?”
“Yes.”
I gulped. I really was going to the wrong island.
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CHAPTER 2
The snow stopped falling around one-thirty.
No additional snow was a good thing, but its cessation could
have been an indication that the temperature was dropping. That
was the last thing we needed.
Derek and I both scowled at the scene outside. Workers
scrambled around the tarmac, bundled up in bright orange jackets
as they de-iced the planes, tarmacs, runways, anything that had ice
on it and shouldn’t have. One plane careened down the runway and
took off. Then another. Fifteen or twenty minutes later, a third took
off. Several more made the slow taxi from the gate to the tarmac.
Our flight was delayed again, but the weather looked promising.
Sort of.
“Maybe we’ll actually get out of here this side of Christmas,”
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Derek said.
“That would be nice.” I glared at the gray outdoors. “I tend to
prefer to spend my vacation time on vacation, not trying to get
there.”
He nodded. “Understood, believe me.”
Much as I hated being stuck in an airport, at least I couldn’t
complain about the company. Ever since the sneering woman and
her kids had moved, making way for Derek to take their place, he
and I had passed the time making conversation about this and that.
I’d even led myself to believe there was some flirtation. Maybe
there was. It had been so long since I’d even tried to flirt, God only
knew what signals I was giving off, and any sign I picked up off
Derek could have been little more than wishful thinking. A man
could dream, after all.
Still, it beat the hell out of staring out at the shitty weather or
feeling sorry for myself.
“So what do you have planned when you get to Oahu?” he
asked.
Oh, what didn’t I have planned? My itinerary was ridiculously
detailed. Was ridiculously detailed. I’d left it folded in half inside
the guidebook I’d abandoned.
“Not much, really. I just figured I’d”—the very thought made
me gulp—“wing it.”
Amusement crinkled the corners of his eyes. “Really? You
don’t strike me as the type to wing much of anything.”
“What gives you that impression?” Especially since it’s right
on the goddamn money
.
He shrugged, thumbing his chin as he eyed me. “Lucky guess?”
“I’m sure.” I shifted a little under the weight of his mischievous
gaze. “At this point, I’m kind of throwing my plans to the wind.
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Maybe I’ll check out some of the places you mentioned.” Oh, God,
as if kissing my plans goodbye didn’t intimidate me enough.
“Just don’t spend all your time on land,” he said.
“What do you mean?”
“Get in the water. You have to go snorkeling if nothing else.”
“That, I actually planned to do,” I said. “I don’t know when or
where, but I do plan to go snorkeling.”
He smiled. “Good. It’s gorgeous there. Not something you
want to miss.”
“So, what do you do on Maui?” I asked. “I mean, you must get
bored, spending all your time on a tropical island.”
Derek chuckled. “Like I said, the novelty does wear off after a
while. But, if I’m not out hiking or diving, I’m golfing.”
“Golf?” I laughed. “For some reason you didn’t strike me as a
golfer.”
He gave a haughty sniff. “I’ll have you know I’m a damned
good golfer.”
“I believe you.” I put up my hands. “Not that I know the first
thing about the game.”
“You’ve never played?”
“No. I’m afraid if I try it, I might like it.”
“You’re missing out.”
“Somehow I doubt that.”
He laughed. “Pity you’re going to the other island. I could have
taught you to play.”
An image flickered through my mind of Derek standing behind
me, showing me how to hold a golf club. I envisioned his hips
twisting in slow motion, but then quickly shoved that thought
aside, along with the fleeting temptation to check airfare for a hop
from Oahu to Maui.
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Settle down, Chandler. He’s the first guy to give you the time of
day after a breakup. Not a reason to do something impulsive and
stupid
.
Derek sat up a little and flinched. Grimacing, he stretched and
twisted a crick out of his back. I did the same, wincing at the snap,
crackle, and pop that went up my spine. I realized then that neither
of us had moved much in the last couple of hours.
“Damn it,” I muttered. “Sat still too long.”
“I hear ya.” He gingerly rubbed his lower back. “Guess I’m
being lazy today.”
“Probably not a smart thing to do right before a long flight, is
it?”
“You haven’t flown much, have you?”
“Very, very little.”
He smiled. “Don’t worry about it. Just move around every now
and then on the plane. I try to get up and walk for a few minutes
every hour or so. Keeps me from getting too stiff.” Our eyes met,
and a hint of color flushed across his cheeks. “My back, I mean.”
“Right, of course,” I said. “I have the same problem. With my
back. If I sit still too long.”
“Happens to the best of us, I guess.” He rested his elbows on
his knees. “I don’t think we’re getting out of here for a while. You
want to go grab something to eat?”
“Where’d you have in mind?” There was a small food court
close by. I couldn’t say fast food sounded all that appetizing right
now, though.
He gestured down the concourse. “There’s a halfway decent
restaurant at the other end. Over by the rest of the gates.”
“Do you really want to go that far?”
Derek shrugged. “Our plane’s not going anywhere anytime
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soon. Trust me, we’ve got six hours of airline food ahead of us.”
He stood, pausing to stretch again. “Might as well enjoy something
decent before we take off, right?”
The idea of being more than fifty paces from the gate unnerved
me. What if I missed a gate call? A delay? Any other
announcement? Something?
I looked up at Derek. His eyebrows were raised, an unspoken
“You coming?” creasing his forehead.
Oh, fuck the gate calls. I stood and pulled my laptop case onto
my shoulder.
As we walked out of the seating area, the woman who’d
sneered at me and stormed off earlier caught my eye. Her gaze
darted back and forth between Derek and me, and she wrinkled her
nose slightly. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. Heaven knew
what she thought we were off to do since, naturally, any man
within arm’s length was my gay lover. She was probably relieved
to see us go. After all, it was only a matter of time before we
started making out or broke into show tunes.
My own thought made me snort with laughter.
“What?” Derek asked.
I shook my head. “Nothing.”
“Nothing?” He raised an eyebrow.
Struggling to stifle a laugh, I gestured back at the seating area.
“Just thinking what must be going through that lady’s mind, seeing
two men leave like this.”
Derek glanced over his shoulder. “Poor woman,” he
deadpanned. “A brain full of dirty thoughts about what two men
might do when they’re out of sight.” He clicked his tongue. “Tsk,
tsk.”
“Well, she might not necessarily be thinking dirty thoughts.”
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Out of nowhere, Derek reached down and grabbed my ass. I
just barely kept myself from tripping over my own feet.
I shot him a startled look.
He winked. “She is now.”
My heart kept pounding and we kept walking. Our suitcases
rolled behind us, the wheels grumbling on the well-worn laminate
floor that was as gray as the sky outside, and I just concentrated on
keeping my feet under me. So much for wondering if Derek was
flirting or not. Okay, so maybe he just wanted to mess with the
woman’s head. It was just a playful gesture, something to screw
with someone who wanted to judge us. I had a feeling it hadn’t
screwed with her mind nearly as much as it had mine.
When we reached the other end of the terminal, the restaurant
was crowded, but there were tables available in the bar area. After
we’d been seated and ordered our drinks, we both perused the
leather bound menus.
“See anything appetizing?” he asked.
Now there’s a loaded question
. I shrugged. “Can’t say I’m
particularly hungry, actually.”
“Yeah, neither am I.” He closed the menu, laid it on the table,
and folded his hands on top of it. “Listen, I, um, I hope I didn’t
make you uncomfortable back there.” His eyebrows knitted
together, and his smile was somewhere between sheepish and
playful. “I’m, um, I sometimes forget when I’m around someone
new, they aren’t used to me being quite so brazen about things.”
“You’re fine,” I said with a forced laugh. “Maybe I need to
spend more time around someone that brazen.” My cheeks were
instantly on fire. I muffled a cough. “I mean, you know, in
general… ”
He laughed, softly but more genuinely than I had. “It’s okay, I
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know what you meant.”
We both went quiet for a moment, the closest we’d come to an
awkward silence since we’d started talking in the first place. I
wondered just how shameless and brazen he really was, and if that
meant he’d be willing to be candid about a few things.
I waited until my drink had arrived, because God knew my dry
mouth needed all the help it could get. Once I’d swallowed a little
cold, flavorless liquid and spent a few seconds wondering why I’d
ordered a Pepsi instead of something alcoholic, I jumped right in.
“So, these friendly places you mentioned,” I said, ignoring the
way my heart pounded. “Are you speaking from… experience?”
Derek nodded. “Some, yes. Can’t say I’ve been to every one of
them.”
“And how friendly do you mean?” I swallowed. “For those of
us who aren’t very well-traveled.”
His smile was simultaneously warm and devilish. “Not that
much different from Seattle, just a different location. It mostly
depends on what you’re looking for, I guess. There are some clubs
that are just places we can go without catching hell from narrow-
minded assholes.” He rolled and unrolled the edge of a napkin.
“And, there are places you can find pretty much anyone or
anything you’re looking for.” He paused, eyeing me for a moment.
“If you don’t mind my asking, what are you looking for?”
“Honestly?” I moistened my lips and shook my head. “I don’t
even know yet.” I sighed. “This was supposed to be my
honeymoon, so I hadn’t really given it any thought until about”—I
pulled up my sleeve to check the time—“twenty-two and a half
hours ago.”
Derek grimaced. “Damn. So he really ditched you at the altar
yesterday?”
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Exhaling, I nodded. “S.O.B. didn’t even show up.”
“Cold feet?”
“Something like that.” I stabbed an ice cube with my straw.
Again when it had the nerve to resurface. “You’d think he
might’ve said something before we shelled out the money and had
family come in from out of town.”
“That would have been the polite thing to do.”
“Polite. Yeah.” I rolled my eyes. “I think now I understand the
case against shacking up before tying the knot.”
“Is that right?” He cocked his head. “I always figured it didn’t
make sense to get married until you had lived together.”
“Yeah, me, too.” I scowled. “Until my groom stood me up and
I realized we both had to be back under the same roof at some
point.”
“Oh, ouch,” he said. “Yeah, that would be awkward.”
“It was.”
“So how did that go?” he asked. “If I’m not prying too much,
of course. Just curious.”
“No, it’s fine. And we didn’t spend very long in the same house
afterward, thank God. I came home, then he did, then he left.”
“Didn’t talk?”
“No more than we had to.”
Even that had been too much. I’d looked at Ben across the
cavernous expanse of our tiny kitchen, weighing the option of
flipping out and letting him have it versus how likely I was to just
break down and beg him not to go. Humiliated didn’t even begin to
describe it. Heartbroken. Lost. Confused. Angry. I didn’t want to
lose him. I didn’t want to see his face again.
Eventually, I’d managed a pathetic, “So that’s it, then?”
Ben had shifted his weight. Avoided my eyes. Every telltale
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sign of nerves, discomfort, and—I hoped—a guilty conscience.
“Yeah.”
“What now?” The ball was in his court, after all.
“It’s up to you.”
Chickenshit. “I assume this is over.” I gestured around the
kitchen, as if it somehow represented the life we’d built together.
“It doesn’t have to be,” he said quickly. “I just, we
… ” He
chewed his lip and avoided my eyes. “Today, that was too much.”
“What?” I snapped. “This was your idea. It’s what you
wanted.”
“And it was more than I’d bargained for, okay?”
I balked, staring at him with wide eyes. “More than you… what
are you talking about?”
“Making that kind of commitment,” he said. “I don’t know … I
don’t… I just don’t know if I can.”
Back and forth, around and around. Excuses, rationalizations,
explanations. Finally I put up a hand and shook my head.
“Ben, if you’re not ready after this long, and it took you until
the last fucking second to figure it out, then I’m not interested in
wasting any more of my time on it.”
He swallowed hard. “So, what do you suggest?”
“How about you move out and I do something with these?” I
held up the tickets to Hawaii, which had been sitting on the kitchen
table awaiting our departure for the airport.
“You’re not throwing them away, are you?”
“No. I was going to use them. Well, one of them.” For
emphasis, I tossed one set of tickets on the table and slid the other
set into my pocket.
“You’re going… alone?”
Truthfully, I hadn’t thought that far ahead. I’d just snatched up
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the tickets because they were in reach and I’d made the decision
without thought, without planning, without a backup plan or
anything else to settle my neuroses. Hiding my nerves, I’d looked
him in the eye. “Got any better ideas?”
And that was the end of the conversation.
He left. I stayed. Where he went, I didn’t know. I didn’t ask. I
didn’t care.
This morning, I left, and now here I was.
I cleared my throat and looked across the table at Derek.
“Yeah. Anyway. Not the most comfortable conversation I’ve ever
had.”
“I can only imagine,” he said. “How long were you together?”
“Six years.” Something in my gut sank. We’d invested six
years of our lives into each other. We’d been as good as married
for most of that time. Yesterday’s ceremony was more or less a
formality. A public acknowledgment of what we both already
knew. What we thought, anyway. What I’d thought. It wasn’t even
legal, though we had a short trip to Canada planned next month to
make it as close to legal as we could. Ben was welcome to use that
reservation.
“Six years.” Derek pursed his lips, furrowing his brow slightly,
as if rolling the two words around in his mind. “Wow.”
“What?”
“I just can’t imagine, I guess.” He met my eyes. “I’ve never
been in a relationship that long. Nowhere near it, actually.”
“Really?” I folded my arms and rested them on the table.
“Never clicked with anyone enough for a long-term relationship?”
“I haven’t pursued one, to be honest.” He ran the tip of his
thumb up and down the side of his glass. “If anything, I’ve avoided
it.”
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“Why’s that?” I forced a playful grin. “You one of those people
who don’t believe in love?”
“Oh, I believe in it.” He looked at me through his lashes. “I just
think it’s more trouble than it’s worth. Romantic love, anyway.”
“Are you serious?”
He nodded. “I love my family, I love my friends, but I’m quite
happy on my own, and I haven’t had much difficulty finding the
physical intimacy I need.” He shrugged. “So why hassle with
something that causes everyone else so much headache?”
I took a drink and rolled it around in my mouth for a long
moment before I swallowed it.
He went on. “When I was younger, I figured I’d get around to
it eventually, but at the time, it just didn’t seem like a big deal. Or,
rather, it was too big of a deal and would get in the way of career
plans, traveling, not spending my time stressing over breaking up
and making up.”
I laughed bitterly. “You know, before yesterday, I’d have tried
to change your mind about that. Today, I’m inclined to think
you’re onto something.”
“After watching people go through divorces and splits of every
kind imaginable,” he said. “I’m pretty sure I am.”
I managed another quiet laugh. Then I looked at him, my head
tilted slightly. “Do you ever regret it?”
“Staying single?”
“Yeah.”
He shrugged again. “Not really, no.”
“You don’t get… lonely?”
“Sure, sometimes.” He sat up, mirroring me and folding his
arms on the table, a motion that brought us almost too close
together. I resisted the urge to draw back. He took a breath. “I get
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as lonely as the next person, but so do people in relationships. I
mean, take my sister as an example. She’s deliriously happily
married. Has been for fifteen years. But he’s a military man. He
works long hours, he gets deployed.” He picked up his glass. “And
she gets lonely.”
“That’s the military, though,” I said. “Part of the package, isn’t
it?”
“Sure. Still, she’s just as prone to periods of loneliness as I am,
if not more so. If I feel that way, I can take steps to alleviate it. She
has to wait until he comes home. And even without the military,
every couple spends time apart. They fight. Get tired of each other.
People go on business trips. They work long hours. Hell, haven’t
you ever heard wives complain about their husbands spending
unholy amounts of time watching pro sports? Things like that.”
“Hmm, good point.” I folded my hands. “So, you get lonely,
you just go get laid?”
“Put it like that, it sounds so crass.” He grinned. “But for all
intents and purposes, yes.” He paused. “I’ve tried to pursue
relationships from time to time.”
“And?”
“I usually get a few weeks or months in and remember why I
avoided them to begin with. Sex is just so much… simpler.”
“You have a very interesting perspective when it comes to
relationships,” I said. “I honestly never thought of any of this.”
“Might just be my ever-present cynicism,” he said. “Plenty of
people are happy in relationships.”
“Cynical or not, I still think you’re onto something,” I said.
“After everything I’ve dealt with since yesterday, falling in love is
about the lowest thing on my priority list right now.”
“And just your luck,” he said with a devilish grin, “you’ll
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probably drop into one of those friendly establishments and find
the man of your dreams.”
“Hey, come on.” I laughed. “Don’t jinx me. I haven’t been out
on the prowl in years. I want to enjoy it for a little while, damn it.”
He chuckled and raised his glass. “Well, here’s to having all
the fun with none of the strings.”
“Hell yeah.” I raised my glass and clinked it against his.
Instantly, goose bumps ran up my arm, my skin tingling as if,
instead of simply making glass-to-glass contact, his fingers had
brushed the back of my hand.
As he sipped his drink and watched me over the glass,
I
wondered if it had had the same effect. If it had, it hadn’t caught
him off guard like it did me. Not with the self-assured and slightly
amused narrowness of his eyes.
“Well,” he said, “if it’s no-strings fun you’re after, I can
definitely hook you up with a few spots on Oahu. Like I said,
there’s a few numbers I can give you.”
I can think of at least one number I wouldn’t mind having
.
Before my cheeks turned an incriminating shade of red, I said, “At
the risk of sounding like a completely naïve idiot, I don’t even
have the faintest idea how these… places operate.”
He tilted his head slightly. “Really?”
I nodded.
“It’s just like any club, to be honest,” he said. “Collectively
lower inhibitions at some of them, but otherwise… ” He trailed off.
“That’s just it.” My cheeks burned. “I’ve never even known
how to interact with people in clubs. They’re fucking alien to me.”
“Not your scene?”
“Maybe not. I haven’t spent enough time in any of them to
know if they are or not.”
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“Looking to change that?”
“Maybe.”
Derek shrugged. “There’s not much to it, really. See a guy that
piques your interest, strike up a conver—”
“And there’s where you lose me,” I said with a self-conscious
laugh.
“Come on, really?” He shot me a playful grin. “You haven’t
had any trouble chatting with me.”
You think
. I picked up my drink. “You started talking to me,
remember?”
“Okay, true,” he said. “But, how did you meet your ex?”
“A friend introduced us,” I muttered into my glass.
“Damn. With friends like that, who needs enemies?”
I just barely swallowed my drink in time to keep from choking.
Staring at him in disbelief, I coughed a couple of times just for
good measure. He looked back at me, lips pressed together and
eyebrows up as if he wasn’t sure if he’d crossed a line.
Finally, I snickered. “Yeah, I think I’m going to have to scratch
her off my Christmas card list.”
“I would.” He raised his drink in a mock toast. Clicking his
tongue, he shook his head. “The nerve of some people.”
“No shit.” With my ex back at the forefront of my mind, my
mood threatened to slide back into its earlier down and depressed
state. “So, clubs. What happens in these places?”
“Oh, the stories I could tell.”
“I’d love to hear some of them.”
“You sure?” He chuckled. “I don’t want to bore you with tales
of my sexual prowess.”
My mouth went dry, and I muffled another cough. “Try me.
I’m… curious.”
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He grinned. “About my experiences with these clubs, or my
sexual prowess?”
“Guess it depends on how much you’re willing to share.” I
almost choked on my own breath, and if the upward flick of his
eyebrow was any indication, he was just as startled by my
brazenness. I cleared my throat. “About the clubs, I mean.”
“Right. Oh, man. Where to start?” He sat back, his eyes taking
on a distant, unfocused look and his lips pulling into a nostalgic
smile. “Well, couple of years ago, I was in a place in Honolulu and
saw this guy from across the room.” He blew out a breath and
shook his head. “Never forget that. He was … ” He paused, eyes
losing focus again. “That kid was fucking gorgeous.”
“Kid?” I teased.
He grinned. “I had about ten years on him, let’s put it that
way.” Inclining his head slightly, he added, “And yes, he was
legal.”
“I should hope so.”
“Hey, now, I may be a shameless slut at times, but I do have
standards.”
I laughed. “Okay, so you saw this gorgeous kid from across the
room… ” I raised my eyebrows, bidding him to continue.
“Oh, right, right.” He sat up a little and took a breath.
As he told me the story, goose bumps prickled my arms at the
thought of him picking me out of a crowd in a club like that. Sure,
he’d found me in the terminal and made that connection, but we’d
only been a few seats apart in broad daylight. What I wouldn’t
have given to have been in that kid’s shoes. I could only imagine
that feeling, that sudden certainty someone was watching me, and
looking up to meet Derek’s eyes from a few dozen people away. I
tried to tell myself I’d have done the very same thing, too: held eye
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contact while I sipped from a longneck bottle and made sure Derek
saw me flick the tip of my tongue across the mouth of it before I
winked. Broken eye contact, refusing to look at him again because
I’d have been cocky enough to know Derek would come to me.
I tried to tell myself that.
“Places like that are loud as fuck,” Derek went on. “Can’t even
hear yourself think most of the time. But that can make things fun,
too.”
“How so?”
He sat up again, folding his arms on the table, and he spoke so
softly I could barely hear him. “Because when someone wants to
hear what you have to say, but they can’t, they move closer to
you.” He gave me a knowing grin. “Don’t they?”
It was then that I realized I’d done exactly that. In order to
catch what he was saying, I’d leaned in closer. Way closer. Far
beyond my own comfort zone in the name of hearing him.
He slid his arms forward, no more than half an inch or so, but
more than enough to make my pulse jump. Still speaking in little
more than a whisper, he said, “And the louder it is, the closer you
have to get.”
I swallowed.
He brought his voice down a little more. “So you can imagine,
in a place like that, how close you have to be to someone to hear
them.”
“Pretty… close. I’m guessing.”
“Oh, yeah.”
I imagined him standing close enough for his introduction to
vibrate against my skin and his breath to whisper across the fine
hairs on the side of my neck. It wouldn’t have mattered what he
said. An offer to buy a drink, an introduction, a proposition to just
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skip the small talk and go someplace quiet, it all would have turned
my knees to liquid and made me his slave for the night.
Jesus, Chandler. Calm down
.
Abruptly, Derek drew back, one corner of his mouth rising like
he saw right through me and knew exactly the effect he’d had on
me. Like he’d intended it that way.
“So this kid,” he said. “I only meant to offer to buy him a
drink, but I caught a whiff of his cologne, and
… ” He met my
eyes. “Well, that’s all she wrote.”
“What kind of cologne was he wearing?” I asked, pretending I
wasn’t dying to know what Derek’s skin smelled like—
tasted
like—especially right where his neck met his shoulder. “Liquid
man-attractor?”
“Something like that,” he said. “I never did find out what it
was.” Picking up his glass again, he added, “Had too many other
things on my mind to bother asking.”
I shivered. God, I could only imagine. “So do you ever leave
these places empty-handed?”
“Oh, Christ, yes. All the time.” He made a dismissive gesture.
“Sometimes I buy one drink, and we’re gone in twenty minutes.
Sometimes, I can’t connect with any man in the room.”
“Are you always the one who buys the drinks?”
He smiled. “Not always, but I do tend to be, shall we say”—he
let the tip of his tongue sweep across the inside of his lower lip—
“more aggressive than others.”
“You don’t say.”
His eyes narrowed just enough to add a devilish quality to his
smile. Then he added, “Usually, once I kiss them, I’m home free.”
“What do you mean?”
“This is where I catch myself feeling like I’m bragging about
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my sexual prowess,” he said, laughing softly with something that
almost
resembled bashfulness. “But, I guess guys like the way I
kiss.”
I swallowed hard. “Is that right?”
He nodded, a hint of color blooming across his pronounced
cheekbones. “I don’t know. All I know is, once we get past that
step, if anyone decides to bail, it’s almost always me. Up until that
point? Anyone’s guess. Afterward? He’s usually mine to lose.”
“You must be a good kisser, then,” I said.
“I like to think so.” He smirked, but the faint pink lingering on
his cheeks kept just enough shyness in his expression to preclude
him coming across as arrogant. “I haven’t had any complaints,
anyway.” I caught myself wondering if he was throwing it out
there not to make himself sound like God’s gift to men, but to tease
me. To pique my interest.
It was working. Jesus, it was working.
“There are worse things in the world to be good at,” I said with
a quiet laugh. “And there isn’t much worse than a bad kisser.”
“No, there most certainly is not.” He grimaced. “I’m not as
picky as some, but I draw the line at bad kissers.”
“As do I.”
Christ, if he looked at me like that again, with eyes that said he
was thinking something, I’d never be able to walk through this
airport without letting him and everyone else know I was thinking
the same damned thing. At least, I thought I was. The narrowness
of his eyes, that ghost of a smirk on his lips, it all could have added
up to anything. I never was good at reading people. In the past, I’d
misread flirting as benign conversation, benign conversation as
flirting, and I’d read more into a look than there really was.
But damn if I didn’t see something in Derek’s eyes.
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He broke eye contact first, turning his attention to his watch.
“Think we should meander back toward the gate?”
Disappointment tugged at my gut. I wouldn’t have minded
staying here longer, but the place was getting even more crowded,
so there was no sense taking up a table while people were waiting.
“Yeah, I suppose.”
“Not that we’ll be going anywhere anytime soon,” he said.
“They’re probably still scraping ice off of everything, but maybe
we can find out how much longer we’re stuck here.”
Stuck. In Seattle. In the airport. With Derek.
The plane probably wasn’t leaving for a while, but I couldn’t
say I felt anywhere near stuck.
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CHAPTER 3
When we stepped out of the restaurant and back into the
sprawling concourse, we stopped at one of the windows
overlooking the tarmac, which was alarmingly devoid of aircraft.
Every plane I could see was up against a gate, and there was no
one out and about with a set of glowing orange batons to direct any
pilots toward the runway.
It wasn’t snowing, it wasn’t raining, but nothing about the
scene in front of us looked promising.
The heavily-tinted windows made the sky look even more
ominous and grim than before, deepening the gray to something
stormier than it likely was. Thick snowdrifts covered more ground
than not. They lacked that muddy, dark quality around the edges
that implied the transition to slush, and when a worker kicked one,
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aside from a thin spray of loosened powder, the snow didn’t budge.
Workers walked with arms out for balance, stepping gingerly on
the slippery ground.
“That doesn’t look good,” I said.
“No, it doesn’t.” Derek frowned. “Something tells me we’re
not flying out of here tonight.”
“Great,” I muttered.
We watched the scene in silence until the low vibration of my
cell phone drew my attention away. When I pulled it out, Ben’s
name on the caller ID set my teeth on edge. He might have been
calling to check on me because of the weather, or he might have
wanted to “talk.” Either way, I had no desire to talk to him, so I
kicked the call over to voice mail and shoved the phone back in my
pocket.
“Not someone you want to talk to?” Derek asked.
“That’s about the last person I want to talk to,” I muttered.
“Ex-fiancé?”
“The one and only.” I cursed under my breath. “Gotta love
breakups. They’re definitely the worst part of a relationship.”
“Well, I would certainly hope so.”
“What do you mean?”
“Come on, if breakups were one of the high points,” he said
with a grin, “I doubt I’d be the only one with an allergy to
relationships.”
I laughed. “Point taken. Though I have had a few where the
breakup was one of the better parts.”
“Seriously?”
Nodding, I said, “It’s kind of like getting rid of a crap car. You
spend all kinds of time and energy keeping the damned thing
running, then when you give up and get rid of it, you wonder why
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the hell you didn’t do it sooner.”
“I’ll pass on that,” he said.
“Can’t say I’ve ever exactly volunteered for it,” I said.
“True. I suppose it’s happened to a lesser degree in some of the
casual relationships I’ve had. You know, when the novelty’s worn
off, the chemistry is starting to get meh, and no one wants to be the
one to call it off.”
“That must be… awkward.”
“It can be. Usually someone just stops calling, and the other
gets the message pretty quickly. Or sometimes, one or the other
will just come out and say, ‘hey, I need to stop doing this’ for
whatever reason.”
“How long do these, um, relationships last?”
“Sometimes they’re over before the sun comes up,” he said,
chuckling. “I did have one that lasted a long time, though. We
knew we’d never work as a couple, and we lived a few thousand
miles apart anyway, but the sex?” He whistled and shook his head.
“The sex was unbelievable. So, whenever one of us was in the
other’s town, we’d hook up. We both still dated, we weren’t
committed to each other in any way. It was just sex and friendship.
Went on like that for years.”
“So what happened?”
“He fell in love.”
I turned toward him. “With you?”
“No, no, not me. He met a guy a couple of years ago, and … ”
He finished the thought with a shrug.
“You still in touch with him?”
“Oh, yeah, definitely.” He smiled. “We still hang out when
we’re in the same town, we just don’t sleep together.”
“And is he happy in his relationship?”
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For a long moment, Derek said nothing. Then, staring out at the
tarmac with unfocused eyes, he said, “Most of the time.” After
another silence, he shook himself back to life and glanced at me.
“Like I said, we never would have worked out together. And I do
miss our casual thing, but… ” He took a breath. “I just sometimes
wonder if he’s truly happy in his relationship, or if he’s just in love
with being in love.”
That hit me in the gut. In love with being in love? It was my
turn to look out at the deserted tarmac, but nothing in the here and
now held my gaze. My mind’s eye wandered through a slideshow
of the last six years of my life, and I wondered.
“I can relate to that,” I said after a while, my voice flat.
“Which part?”
“Being in love with being in love.”
“Really?”
I sighed. “Maybe my ex was right to skip out on me. He could
have gone about it differently, but… ”
Derek turned toward me, cocking his head slightly. “What?”
I chewed the inside of my cheek. My unexpected breakup had
weighed me down for the last twenty-four hours, but now, for the
first time, I wondered if Ben and I had dodged a bullet.
“Elliott?”
I moistened my lips. “I’m just wondering if maybe that’s why
my ex and I stayed together this long. I loved him, I always will,
but we’ve done more arguing than not in the last couple of years,
and… ” I pursed my lips. “Maybe we both just liked the idea of
being together, even if we were getting to the point we didn’t
really like each other.” I let my own words hang in the air. Then I
shook my head and sighed. “It sounds ridiculous, but there it is.”
“Nah, it doesn’t sound ridiculous,” he said. “No more than
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anything else that goes into that sort of thing. I don’t think any of
that shit is supposed to make sense.”
“Good, because if it is, I sure as hell never got the memo.”
We caught each other’s eye and both laughed.
“Don’t get me wrong,” he said after a moment. “It’s not like I
don’t get why people get into relationships or seek them out. I
just… ” He trailed off, releasing a long breath. “You know that
feeling when you first meet someone, the sparks are flying, and
you can’t think of anything except how much you want to touch
them?”
His eyes shifted toward me, and I rested my hip against the
windowsill so he wouldn’t see how badly my knees shook.
“Yeah.” I moistened my lips. “I know that feeling.”
And I’d
forgotten what it felt like until today
.
“Sooner or later,” he said, “that dulls. It always does
eventually. The lust loses its luster, I guess you could say. So, why
kill it, you know?”
“I hadn’t thought of it that way.”
Derek said nothing. He shifted his weight and stared out at the
ghost town of a tarmac. His face was only visible in profile and a
semi-transparent reflection on the tinted glass, but he couldn’t hide
the vertical lines between his eyebrows.
In the very short time I’d known him, I’d figured out he was
one of those people who was simultaneously easy and impossible
to read. It was easy to see when something crossed his mind, when
a thought held his attention or he was engaging in some sort of
internal debate. The impossible part was figuring out what that
something was.
Then he turned around. He leaned against the window, resting
his hands on the metal sill and cocking his hips in a half-hearted
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attempt to look casual and relaxed. He scanned the interior of the
terminal like I’d surveyed the not-so-promising scene outside.
“You all right?” I asked.
His eyes flicked toward me, but he quickly dropped his gaze. A
flush of pink appeared on his cheeks. “I was just thinking about
how this place is laid out.” He gestured out at the bustling
concourse.
I looked in the direction he’d indicated, then back at him with a
furrowed brow. “What about it?”
“Well, you figure it’s fucking huge,” he said. “Plenty of room
for people to spread out. Get comfortable. Talk on the phone
without anyone overhearing.” He paused, alternately looking at the
floor and some distant point out in the too-big terminal. “But damn
if it’s possible to go anywhere and be alone.”
My heart beat a little faster. I threw another gaze out at the
concourse. “Yeah. I guess you’re right.”
“Everywhere you go, someone can see you,” he said, almost
whispering. “I’ve been flying for years and never really thought
about it, but now it’s bugging the hell out of me.”
I raised an eyebrow. “Why’s that?”
He pursed his lips. Finally, he met my eyes, and for the first
time, there was a hint of shyness in his expression. “Because I
really
want to kiss you right now.”
My throat closed around my breath. I managed a gulp, and
finally said, “Too bad we’re out in the open, then.”
“Yeah,” he said. “Too bad.” We both quickly looked away. In
avoiding his eyes, I caught myself looking around the terminal,
mentally sizing up every potential nook or cranny. Of course it was
foolish to even entertain the thought. There was nowhere we could
go that didn’t put us at risk of discovery by security, homophobes,
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or—worse—someone’s kids. I supposed the men’s room offered
some privacy, but I wasn’t that desperate. Yet.
Derek shifted his weight. “Sorry, I… have been known to be a
bit, um, direct.”
“So I’ve noticed.” I met his eyes and gave a quiet laugh.
“Better than being too afraid to say anything at all, right?”
“Sometimes. It’s also a good way to scare someone off in a
hurry.”
I swallowed. “I’m still here.”
“True,” he said softly, looking at the laminate at our feet. I’d
never seen someone switch back and forth so quickly between
shameless and shy; I wondered if that was just the way he was, or
if it meant this whole situation had him as off-balance as it did me.
In the back of my mind, I wondered if his comment about
wanting to kiss me was easy in a situation where he couldn’t
actually do it. If he could, if we were alone in a crowd under
shadows and disco lights, would he still say it? Would he want to?
Or was it just easy to say when he didn’t have to—and couldn’t—
put his money where his mouth was?
“Attention passengers waiting for flight two-zero-five bound
for Honolulu International Airport, Honolulu, Hawaii,” the flight
attendant’s voice came over the loudspeaker for the twelfth time
today and turned our heads. “Due to worsening weather conditions
here at Sea-Tac International Airport, this flight will be delayed
until ten o’clock tomorrow morning.” And for the twelfth time
today, a collective groan rippled through the waiting area.
Moments later, from somewhere else on the concourse, another
crackly voice issued similar news to another group of gathered
passengers with a similar reaction.
“They’re shutting the whole place down,” Derek grumbled.
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“Looks like it’s going to be a long night in the terminal.”
I grinned. “And this is where being obsessive about
contingency plans comes in handy.”
“Oh?”
“I made a reservation at one of the hotels up the street on the
off chance this happened.”
Derek laughed dryly. “Smart move.”
I hesitated, my stomach fluttering as I considered turning my
contingency plan into something a bit more reckless. “Do you,
um… ” I cleared my throat. “Do you want to stay with me?”
Our eyes met.
“Are you… are you serious?”
“Yeah. Better than, you know, sleeping here.” I made
a
sweeping gesture around the terminal, wondering if he was any
more convinced than I was.
The whisper of a grin on his lips told me he wasn’t. “You’re
sure you don’t mind?”
“Not at all.”
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CHAPTER 4
For someone dressed for the Hawaiian sun, Derek didn’t seem
to notice the biting chill as we waited outside for an available cab.
I, on the other hand, shivered in my “prepared for any kind of
weather” jacket. It may not have been the cold, though. After all,
the interior of the airport was a comfortable temperature, and I
could have sworn the shivering started around the time I’d
extended the overnight invitation to Derek.
The competition for a cab was fierce. Though there were no
passengers from incoming flights, Derek and I weren’t the only
ones who’d decided against spending the night in the terminal.
Eventually, we snagged a taxi, dropped our suitcases in the
trunk, and climbed into the backseat to escape the bitter cold. We
both kept our laptop cases with us; apparently even Mr. Calm and
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Cool didn’t like letting his computer out of his sight.
We didn’t touch in the cab. I supposed we could have managed
some surreptitious contact under the cover of darkness, and holy
fuck
, I wanted to, but I kept my fingers laced together in my lap.
Derek’s tapped rapidly on his laptop case. It was probably just as
well. He had to be thinking along the same lines. After all, he may
have been willing to grab my ass in broad daylight, but he
probably knew that at this point, the instant we touched, all bets—
and clothes—would be off.
The ride to the hotel was maybe fifteen minutes, but it felt like
forever. I hadn’t been this nervous in the hours leading up to my
ill-fated wedding, and I hadn’t been this turned on in
… hell, I
didn’t think I’d ever been this turned on.
The cab pulled up in front of the hotel. We got out, collected
our things, and tried not to slip on the ice on our way inside.
The hotel lobby was a zoo, and my heart sank when I realized
just how many frantic, stranded travelers were lined up in front of
the check-in desk. Thank God we had a reservation, unlike the
flustered, animated traveler shouting at one of the clerks.
Reservation or no, this was going to take forever. Suppressing a
frustrated groan, I glanced at Derek. He gave a resigned shrug, one
that said nothing if not, “What can we do?”
You really are the type to turn up the radio and relax in traffic,
aren’t you?
We did the only thing we could do: we got in line and waited.
Derek stood behind me, out of sight but well within the range of all
my other senses. His presence tingled just above my nerve endings.
Whenever he moved, the slightest rustle of his clothing or the soft
creak of his leather laptop case registered above the echoing
footsteps and rumbling suitcase wheels, reducing the cacophony of
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voices around us to a collective whisper in the background.
Keeping his voice low, which drew me nearer to him like an
unseen arm around my waist, he said, “I wonder how many of
these people are in the same boat we are.”
“Probably most,” I said. “Everyone in the terminal is stranded.”
He laughed softly, and his breath whispered across the back of
my neck. “That’s not what I meant.” Lower still, he dropped his
voice. “I mean, do you think any of these people didn’t know each
other this morning?”
It was hard to believe we were only a few hours removed from
being strangers, and now…
I gulped. “The airport’s kind of an unusual place to meet
someone, isn’t it?”
Another quiet laugh. “Maybe. I guess you just never know
where you’ll make a connection.” The vibration of his voice and
the warmth of his breath were so close, the hairs on the back of my
neck stood on end, searching for the touch of his lips. Though
public affection made me nervous because of the way other people
sometimes reacted, I hoped he would. I wanted him to. I silently
begged him to.
But he didn’t.
Instead, he spoke again. “Look around. Thousands of people
move through that airport, and plenty of us have been stranded for
hours. Odds are, we’re not the only ones who found a thing or two
in common.”
I looked around. The more I took in my surroundings, the more
I wondered if he was right.
In the next line, one couple stood close enough to imply
familiarity, but they didn’t speak. They didn’t look at each other. It
could have been fatigue from traveling, frustration from not
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traveling, anything, but they certainly didn’t appear overly thrilled
with each other’s company. They both looked anywhere but at
each other. What distance there was between them was chilly.
Whatever their relationship, they weren’t here for a “what the hell?
We’re stuck here, so why not?” rendezvous.
Behind that happy couple, another pair stood much closer
together. His arms were around her waist the way I wished Derek’s
were around mine, and whenever he spoke to her, he let his lips get
closer to her neck than Derek probably dared get to mine out here.
They had that extra spark in their smiles, in the looks they
exchanged, the excitement and freshness of newly established
flirting.
Funny, I could always tell when people flirted with each other,
but never with me. Fortunately, the guy who’d found me today was
bold and ballsy enough to cover the ground across which shyness
and cluelessness made me retreat, and now here we were, probably
for the same reason as that affectionate, cuddly couple.
The man rested his chin on her shoulder and murmured
something in her ear. When she shivered, so did I. I glanced back
at Derek, and his grin told me not to worry, we’d get to that, and
we’d make up for lost time.
I tried not to watch that other couple. Tried not to hear her
occasional soft laugh or his low voice whenever he spoke to her.
They were like a projection of what I wished we could be doing
right then. Hands over hands. Arms around each other. Lips on
skin. The occasional kiss that nudged the limits of what was
acceptable in public.
To say I envied them was an understatement.
More than ever, I was acutely aware of Derek. Where he was.
How close he was. How close he wasn’t. Every move he made,
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every breath he drew. The dull tap of his sandals on the fake
marble floor when the line crept forward. The occasional impatient
sigh.
Conversation would have passed the time faster than this
crackling silence, but every time we so much as looked at each
other, lust chipped away at discretion. So, we didn’t say much
while we waited in line, and after what felt like three consecutive
eternities, we finally got to the damned front desk and checked in.
“What floor?” he asked as we made our way to the elevators.
“Fifth.”
“Damn,” he muttered. “If it was the second or third, I’d say to
hell with it and just take the stairs.” At the elevator, he rocked back
and forth from his heels to the balls of his feet, staring intently at
the numbers above the doors. I watched them, too, and they took
an absolute age to go from one floor to the next.
My heart beat faster.
A slow elevator.
Five floors between here and our room.
I looked at Derek. You thinking what I’m thinking?
That grin again. What do you think?
Forcing myself to breathe slowly and evenly, I turned my
attention back to the numbers above the doors.
Six. Five.
A family joined us, the parents talking while the kids chattered
amongst themselves.
They might get off before us. We can’t all be on the same floor
.
Four. Three.
Another couple.
Two.
A guy on a cell phone.
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One.
The doors opened, and everyone stood aside to let a half dozen
or so passengers out. Once the elevator was empty, we all
squeezed in. Derek pushed the button for the fifth floor. Someone
pressed the second. Another, the third. No one went for the sixth or
seventh. With a little luck, we’d get the transition between the last
couple of floors to ourselves, because if we didn’t get a moment or
two to ourselves for that long overdue kiss, we were going to set
off the fire alarms.
Between bodies and baggage, Derek and I ended up against the
back wall, shoved shoulder to shoulder while everyone squeezed
in. I took a deep breath, and it wasn’t because of that vague hint of
claustrophobia tingling in the pit of my stomach. It was the heat of
Derek’s arm against mine, nothing but a jacket sleeve separating
our skin.
Machinery groaned above us, and the doors took their sweet
time closing. The elevator lurched into a lazy upward motion. The
tiny, crowded box was silent except clothing brushing clothing and
the one passenger who hadn’t yet figured out that cell phone
signals were crap in places like this.
“I should be there—wait, I can’t hear you, you’re breaking up a
bit,” he said, his voice getting progressively louder since that was
always the solution to shitty reception. “Listen, I’ll be in my room
in a minute, can I—what?”
I glanced at Derek, whose gaze was fixed on the inconsiderate
asshole. Apparently even he had his limits and pet peeves, because
if looks could kill…
I nudged him gently with my elbow, and when he looked at me,
his expression softened. Then he chuckled and rolled his eyes.
The elevator jerked to a stop. The cell phone asshole stepped
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out, as did the other couple. With only the two of us, the other
family, and our collective luggage, there was more room as the
doors again sealed us in, but Derek and I didn’t make any move to
put more space between us.
As the elevator inched its way to the third floor, Derek’s
fingers flexed just enough to brush the backs of mine and send my
pulse soaring. A second later, he did it again, and my heart rate
jumped a little more. I flexed my own fingers, and the contact
lingered. I was sure everyone in the elevator could hear my
thundering heart over the chattering kids and rumbling machinery.
We didn’t look at each other.
We didn’t move to make longer, more deliberate contact.
We didn’t dare.
When we reached the third floor, I held my breath, my heart
pounding out a countdown between now and when the doors
would open, release these other passengers, and give us a moment
alone so I could finally, finally, finally taste his kiss.
Stop.
Ding
.
Open.
You’re fucking kidding me
.
As the family exited, another couple waited to get on.
“Oh, is this one going up?” the woman asked, getting on
anyway.
“Don’t worry about it,” the guy said. “Just a couple of floors
up, then we’ll ride it back down.” He punched the button for the
ground floor.
I couldn’t be sure, but I thought I heard a low, frustrated growl
escape Derek’s throat. His hand pulled away from mine, and we
drew apart just enough to keep from touching, if only so we didn’t
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drive each other past the point of madness and well beyond caring
what anyone saw or heard or thought. We were almost there. We
could do this. We’d make it.
As we approached the fourth floor, I debated stopping and
getting out. We could take the stairs from there and avoid any
more delays. Just one more floor, though. We’d make it.
Ding
.
Fifth floor.
The doors had barely opened before we were out of the fucking
elevator and in the hallway.
“Finally,” he growled.
“No kidding,”
A placard on the wall told us which way to go to get to our
room.
“What’s the room number again?” he asked.
“Five forty-one.” I scowled at the placard before we started
down the hall. Of course, our room was all the way at the opposite
end of the damned hall. It probably couldn’t have been farther
from the elevators if they’d put it in another fucking building
altogether.
Suitcases rumbling softly behind us, we walked past door after
door, the smaller placards on each room counting us up at an
infuriatingly slow pace. Five nineteen. Five twenty-one. Five
twenty-three. Just my luck, they’d probably start counting
backward soon.
About the time we’d passed room five twenty-seven, Derek
broke the silence.
“Would it bother you if anyone in the hotel knew what we were
doing here?”
The blatant acknowledgment that we weren’t just here to
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escape a long night in the terminal sent a shiver right through me. I
took a breath.
“We’re not the first couple of guys to get a room, we won’t be
the last, and no one in this place knows me anyway.” I glanced at
him. “Why?”
“No reason.” Without warning, his arm went around my waist,
his other hand grabbed the front of my shirt, and a split second
later, his lips were against mine. Right there in the hallway, laptop
bags still hanging from our shoulders and suitcases beside us, he
kissed me.
Surprise sent my hands up in a startled, defensive stance, and
for a few seconds, my fingers twitched uselessly in midair. As
Derek’s tongue parted my lips, I wrapped my arms around him.
Relaxed. Pulled him closer. Let him pull me closer. My knees
shook, and when he groaned softly into the kiss, I was sure that
subtle vibration would rattle my spine to pieces.
He touched his forehead to mine and panted against my lips.
“I’ve been wanting to do that all damned day.”
“So you said.” My voice shook even more than my knees. “I
can see why… ” I paused, swallowing hard. “Why you don’t have
much trouble keeping a guy’s attention after you’ve kissed him.”
A soft breath of laughter warmed my lips. “I suspect you
wouldn’t have any trouble in that department, either.” And he
kissed me again, more passionately this time, but when his cock
brushed over mine, a violent shiver separated us.
“You okay?” he whispered.
I nodded. “But maybe … ” I gestured down the hall. “We
should get to our room. Like, now.”
“Good idea.”
We broke our trembling embrace, grabbed our suitcases, and
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walked just a little faster.
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CHAPTER 5
It took me three tries to get the card key into the reader, but the
little green light finally came on, the lock clicked open, and we
stumbled into our room. Suitcases were abandoned, laptop cases
were set down with as much care as we could muster just then, and
we were in each other’s arms again.
Grasping his shirt, I pulled him against me and stumbled back
against the door. Derek caught himself with one arm, bracing
himself as our mouths met in a frantic kiss. His erection pressed
against mine, letting me know how turned on he was. How turned
on I was.
We were both panting when we broke the kiss. Our foreheads
touched and Derek’s breath was hot against my lips. I raised my
chin to meet him for another kiss, but he went for my neck instead.
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I let my head fall back against the door, baring more of my
throat for his lips to explore. “Oh, my God… ”
“I could fuck you right here,” Derek growled against my neck.
Yes, yes, please, fuck—
I froze.
Holy shit.
Derek pulled back, cocking his head slightly.
What am I doing?
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
Icy panic washed over me along with embarrassment and every
emotion that could possibly throw cold water on lust this hot.
Derek stepped back enough to let me exhale. “You okay?”
Screwing my eyes shut, I let my head fall back against the door
again, this time with a frustrated sigh. “Fuck. I don’t know
… I
don’t know if I can do this.”
“We don’t have to do anything.”
I opened my eyes, and in his, found nothing but sincerity. What
response I expected, I couldn’t say, but it wasn’t that.
Backing off a little more, he said, “Elliott, just because we’re in
a hotel room doesn’t mean either of us has to do anything.” I half-
expected him to put a hand on my shoulder, or my arm, or my hip.
We’d already crossed into the realms of physical contact, after all.
He stayed a comfortable arm’s length away, though, which added
credibility to his words. It was easier to accept I didn’t have to take
this further when he backed it up with some breathing room.
And I definitely needed some breathing room. God, what was I
doing? Having sex with some guy I’d just met sounded hot. It
sounded fucking incredible. It looked great on my ridiculous to-do
list, and it was tempting as all hell now that I had Derek and a hotel
room for the rest of the night. But here, now, with the man and the
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beds and the lock on the door, I choked. With his kiss still tingling
on my lips and tongue, with plenty of condoms in the suitcase at
my feet, it was a bit too real. Reckless. Intimidating.
“I’m serious,” he said, his eyebrows lifting slightly. “If you
don’t want to… ”
I do. My God, I do. But…
“It’s not… ” I dropped my gaze. “I’m… this is… new.”
“There’s two beds in here,” he said quietly. “It’s not like we
have to share one.”
“You want to, though, don’t you?”
With a note of cautious humor in his voice, he said, “I think
I’ve made my stance pretty clear.”
I laughed softly, but couldn’t bring myself to look at him.
“Come on,” he said. “Let’s at least put our stuff down.” He
picked up his laptop case and suitcase. After a moment’s
hesitation, I pushed myself off the door and picked up my own
bags. He left his on the table by the curtain-shrouded window. I put
mine by the dresser under the dark, silent television.
I sat on one of the beds. Derek sat on the other, facing me
across the narrow divide like he’d faced me from the opposite row
of chairs in the terminal hours ago.
“I’ve never done anything like this before,” I said. Oh, yeah,
that’s gotta be news to him
.
“I didn’t figure you had.” There was no judgment in his voice.
Not even a playful jab or hint of teasing. Empathy, if anything, and
that only made my stomach twist tighter with guilt and
embarrassment.
“I’m sorry about this,” I said, laughing in spite of the flush of
heat in my cheeks.
“There’s nothing to be sorry about,” he said. “Jesus, you’re just
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now on the rebound. I don’t envy you at all.”
“Yeah, but I’m not looking to tease you or jerk you around.”
“You’re not.” He paused. “Look, I haven’t been there myself,
but I’ve been this guy a few times.” He gestured at himself.
“This guy?”
“You know, the one someone jumps into bed with after
everything in his love life goes to shit?” He smiled. “So, I’ve seen
a few guys going through what you are.”
I laughed self-consciously. “You don’t mind being that guy?”
“Not at all.” He grinned, and some of his earlier playfulness
returned. “I get what I want, and whoever I’m with gets what he
needs. What’s not to like?” The playfulness faded, and his
expression turned more serious. “Look, maybe it’s a short-term
solution, or not even a solution at all. But, at least for a few hours,
no one has to give a fuck about what’s going on elsewhere, so … ”
He shrugged with one shoulder. “Seems like a win-win situation to
me.”
“Yet again, an interesting perspective on things.”
“Maybe it’s not what you want or need,” he said softly. “If it
isn’t, you’re not obligated to do a damned thing. If it is
… ” He
held out his hands, palms upturned. “Just say the word.”
Neither of us spoke. I wanted him so bad it hurt, but something
still held me back. One last nerve I needed to appease before we
went on.
“You’d really be okay staying here tonight if … ” I paused. “If
this didn’t go any further?”
“Well, I won’t pretend I wouldn’t be turned on as hell the
whole time,” he said with a grin. “But I wouldn’t hold it against
you.” He rested his elbows on his knees, leaning a little closer to
me across the strip of carpet that divided us. “I’d rather go to sleep
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frustrated than try to sleep knowing I’d pushed you into something
you weren’t ready for.”
That was all I needed.
Moving slowly—as much from caution as the trembling in my
knees—I got up and moved to the other bed. He watched me, but
didn’t make a move. Didn’t reach for me as I came closer, didn’t
put an arm around me as I sat beside him.
Heart pounding, I rested one hand on the bed behind him, and
only then did he slip his arm around my waist. Slowly, cautiously,
we neared each other. He moved no faster, gained no more ground,
than I did. He let me set the pace, and his eyes darted from mine to
my lips and back again, just as mine did his.
When we were close enough, his lip brushed mine, only
briefly, and his voice vibrated against my skin when he said, “Are
you sure about this?”
“No.” I slid my hand around to the back of his neck. “No, I’m
not.” I pulled him to me and kissed him. Derek moved a little
closer. So did I.
Our earlier desperation still simmered beneath the surface,
coursing through my veins with the force of my thundering
heartbeat, but this kiss was gentle and slow. One of us needed only
give the word or make the move, and we’d turn it loose again.
God, I wanted to, but this kiss was too good to rush. Too good to
stop.
We both breathed deeper. Hands—in hair, on skin, on
clothes—became more insistent, but our mouths continued this
steady, glacial kiss like we had all night and then some.
I put my hand on his knee, and gasped at the soft heat that met
my palm. I’d forgotten he was wearing shorts, and had expected
fabric, not skin. He must have taken my sharp inhalation as one of
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arousal, a desire to deepen the kiss, because he pulled me closer
and did just that, and I melted against him.
He leaned back and drew me with him, drew me down with
him, and somehow I went from beside him to on top of him. His
body heat made me light-headed. So did his deep, passionate kiss
and the way his ragged, unsteady breathing mirrored my own.
Clothes whispered and rustled between us, a reminder that I still
couldn’t feel him the way I wanted to.
I held myself up on my forearms and met his eyes.
Running his fingers through my hair, he asked again, “You sure
you want to do this?”
I pressed my hard cock against him, and when he bit his lip and
closed his eyes, I dipped my head to kiss his neck.
“What do you think?” I murmured.
“Maybe I should find out for myself.”
His other hand slid between us, and the gentle pressure of his
fingertips running along the length of my erection sent a shiver up
my spine. A thick barrier of denim separated skin from skin, but
even his filtered touch drew a moan from my lips.
“Oh, fuck,” I breathed.
“Like that?”
“Mm-hmm.”
His hand broke contact. Put it back, I wanted to protest. Please,
put it back
. When I raised my head, he kissed me before I could
will my mouth to form the words, leaving me no choice but to
surrender to him.
He unbuttoned the top of my jeans, and I sucked in a breath
through my nose. My abs tightened as he found the zipper pull, and
I could barely exhale as he drew it down. The closer his hand got
to my cock, the faster my heart beat. I had never been so turned on,
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never been so close to madness from anticipation alone that there
was a chance the touch of his hand would end this before it even
started.
Derek released a breath as he wrapped his fingers around my
cock. Somehow, I kept myself from losing control when his hand
made a slow down-up stroke. Then another. And another. He
didn’t just stroke, though. He knew just when to tighten, when to
release, when to tighten again. Biting my lip, I closed my eyes,
almost whimpering as my hips moved in time with his hand.
“I don’t think we’ll be getting much sleep tonight,” he
whispered.
I looked down at him. Never in my life had I seen so much lust
in one man’s eyes, and I’d certainly never been the target of it.
Sleep? Who the fuck cares?
I swallowed hard. “I think you’re right.”
“Oh, I am.” His free hand slid around the back of my neck and
he pulled me down to kiss him. “Hope you don’t mind.”
“Not in the least.” Our lips met and a second later, his hand
tightened around my cock.
I gasped and broke the kiss. My back arched, and I let my head
fall beside his. “Fuck, Derek, that’s… ”
“You like that?” He did it again.
I moaned something resembling an affirmative.
“That’s only the beginning,” he said. “Get on your back.”
I wasn’t sure if I could remember how, but between the two of
us, we changed position. We were all the way on the bed now, my
head resting on the pillow as Derek leaned down to kiss me again.
Half on his side, half over me, Derek continued stroking my
cock. I gripped his shirt, gasping for breath between kisses as his
hand threatened to make me come too soon, much too soon.
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“I’ll bet,” he said, his lips barely breaking away from mine,
“that lady in the terminal was absolutely right about us.” He
paused to kiss me full-on. “I mean, where else would two gay men
be going together if not someplace private… ” Another kiss, longer
and deeper this time. “… so one could suck the other’s cock?”
My heart skipped, and when he pushed himself up, he took all
the air from my lungs.
“Oh, God,” I murmured as he moved down.
“And even if she wasn’t thinking about that right then,” he
said, watching my eyes as he stroked me slowly, “I was.”
He didn’t even give me a chance to process what he’d said
before his lips were around my cock.
The first sweep of his tongue just about had me levitating off
the bed. Like he’d done with his hand, he knew just when and
where and how to squeeze with his lips, flutter his tongue, and all
the while his hand was still there, still stroking, still tighten-
release-tightening like he knew just how to light every last nerve
ending ablaze.
And, damn him, he also knew just how to keep my orgasm at
bay. Right to the edge, pull back, to the edge once more, letting me
teeter there for a few precarious seconds each time before pulling
me back. I didn’t stand a chance of not coming, but it would only
happen when he was damned good and ready to let it.
He swirled his tongue around the head of my cock, then deep-
throated me, then teased me with his tongue again. All the while,
his hand slid up and down, squeezing here, releasing there, and I
couldn’t. Fucking. Breathe.
I propped myself up on my elbows so I could watch him, and
every time he took my cock into his mouth, I fell apart a little
more. With my weight on one arm, I reached for him, ran my
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fingers through his hair, trailed my fingernails down the back of
his neck until he shivered.
I couldn’t stop watching him, could barely focus on him
because what he did was so intense it brought tears to my eyes.
The room around me faded. Every color, light, and shadow
blended into a dim, irrelevant blur, and all my senses were aware
of was Derek. His lips and tongue on my cock. His head and hand
moving up and down in a steady, spine-melting rhythm. The
whisper of his warm breath.
I closed my eyes and let my head fall back. “Oh, my God,
Derek, don’t stop,” I said, and maybe it was my wavering plea,
maybe it was the sound of his name, but he quickened his
movements. I bit my lip, and I was sure if it got any more intense I
wouldn’t be able to take it, and it did get more intense, and I could
take it, I could take it, oh, God, more, more, too fucking much…
With a moan that didn’t come close to doing justice to the hot
and cold electricity surging through me, I shuddered and came. My
back arched, my toes curled, something that might have been his
name slipped off my lips, and Derek kept stroking, kept sucking,
until I sank back to the bed. I released a soft whimper, draping my
arm over my eyes while I tried to figure out how to breathe again.
Movement caught my attention, and I looked up just in time to
see Derek getting on top. He grinned, but didn’t say a word. When
he came down to me again, I wrapped my arms around him, and
our lips met in a kiss that was too slow, too gentle, too restrained
for an encounter like this. Too calm when a vague saltiness still
lingered on his tongue and the aftershocks of the same orgasm still
tingled at the base of my spine.
Maybe we took our time because this was our one and only
chance to be together. Every touch, every orgasm, had to count. I
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drank in everything about him, from the way he moved to the way
his hands drifted over my skin to the taste of his kiss. We only got
one shot at this, and I wanted to remember everything.
I grasped his shoulders, his shirt bunching in my fingers, and I
shivered. One orgasm down, and we were both still mostly
dressed. This was going to be one long night.
He lifted his head just enough to speak. “We have all night,” he
murmured against my lips. “I’ll happily sleep on the plane if I have
to, but now that I’ve heard you come once, I have to hear it again
before we’re done.”
“I don’t think that’ll be difficult for you to do,” I slurred.
He grinned, kissed me once more, then dipped his head to kiss
my neck. “Even if it is, I do like a challenge.”
“Maybe I should make it harder for you then.”
Derek pressed his hips against mine. “Can’t get much harder
than you’ve already made me.” The playful lilt in his voice
couldn’t mask the unsteadiness of the words or the ragged breath
he drew in a second later. And when our lips met again, he
couldn’t hide the feverish desperation in his kiss. God in heaven, I
had
to have him.
“I want to fuck you,” he breathed. “But I swear, I could just lay
here and kiss you like this all night.”
“Fine by me. I’m in no hurry.” I lifted my head off the pillow
to seek more, and he gave me more.
We both breathed harder and faster. He held on tighter and
pressed his hips against me, and I groaned into his kiss. Then, and I
couldn’t say who led or who followed, we both parted our lips and
sank into a deeper kiss. Derek’s fingers ran through my hair at the
same gentle speed as our mouths.
Making out on top of the comforter, we shed clothes the same
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way we did everything else: slowly. One piece at a time. Hands
slid under loosening clothing, and stitch by stitch, button by
button, we pushed everything out of the way. The blue Hawaiian
shirt fluttered forgotten to the floor. Somehow, between kissing
and touching, we got my own shirt unbuttoned and off.
I was on top. Then he was. Then I was. The only thing that
didn’t change was this sensual slowness. Every time an article of
clothing fell away, there was newly-exposed flesh to explore, and
we capitalized on it. Fingertips traced grooves and contours. Warm
lips brought goose bumps to life. A palm down the curve of a
spine. The tip of a tongue fluttering across a nipple. Two mouths
that couldn’t remember how to kiss when Derek’s cock pressed
against me. His thick, rock hard cock that needed a condom and
lube on it right now.
“Just say the word,” he murmured between kisses and gasps for
breath. “Just tell me what you want, and… ” Speech dissolved into
another kiss. The longer he kissed me, the more I needed him to
fuck me, but the less I wanted to stop kissing him. I couldn’t get
enough of him. I wanted more. I wanted this. Fuck me. Kiss me.
Fuck me.
He slid his hand over the small of my back and pressed just
enough to force my hips up against his cock. Goddamn it, I want
you
.
I pushed myself up and stared down at him. We both struggled
to breathe. And finally, from some previously unknown well of
reckless boldness, I found the words. “Fuck me.”
Derek exhaled hard and shivered. “Thought you’d never ask.”
“I have condoms in my bag,” I said.
“So do I.” He kissed me lightly. “Lube, too.”
He got up to get everything, and for the first time, I got to drink
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in the sight of him with no clothing to block my view. Jesus, he
was gorgeous. His golden tan had just enough unevenness to imply
it was the result of being out in the sun instead of a meticulously
cultivated artificial color. Something told me his physique was
obtained the same way. Undoubtedly some time in the gym—no
one developed abs like that by accident—but he’d said he was a
hiker, and with his toned legs and butt, I doubted he was lying.
“Ah, here they are,” he said, and pulled a bottle and pack from
his suitcase.
“They actually let you take the lube on the plane?” I asked. “In
your carry-on?”
He tore the condom wrapper as he came back to the bed.
“Under three ounces. They look at it funny, but there’s nothing
they can do about it.”
I chuckled. “At least one of us had the balls to keep it handy.”
“You checked yours?”
Cheeks burning, I nodded. “Didn’t want to have to explain it to
security.”
He grinned. “Well, I have plenty, so we’ll be just fine.”
Goose bumps prickled my back as he rolled on the condom.
The click of the lube bottle made my stomach flutter. It wasn’t
nerves now, though. Not even close. I wanted him to fuck me and I
didn’t give a damn if there was any reason he shouldn’t.
He looked up from putting lube on. “Hands and knees okay?”
I imagined the power he could get behind his thrusts in that
position, and my mouth watered. Oh, hell, yes. “Yeah. That
works.”
I started to turn, but he caught my arm.
“What’s your hurry?” he whispered, and kissed me.
“My hurry,” I said, my lips brushing his as I spoke, “is that I
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want you. Now.”
Derek shivered. “I can’t argue with that, can I?” With one more
quick, light kiss, we separated. I turned around, and when he put
his hand on my hip, I held my breath. I couldn’t remember ever
needing someone like I needed him then.
Cool lube met my skin. Then, he pushed in, moving slowly and
giving me only a little before withdrawing and pushing in again. I
wanted more of him, so I rocked back to pull him deeper. Derek
moaned, running his hands up and down my sides as his cock slid
in, out, then in again.
“You feel amazing.” His fingers twitched on my hips and his
breathing was slow, uneven, ragged. “Jesus… ”
His hands went from my hips to my shoulders, then down to
the bed beside my own. Only his hips moved now, and with every
motion, he hit every perfect place, inside and outside. I closed my
eyes and bit my lip, struggling to comprehend it was possible for
sex to be this deliciously intense. When I’d imagined sex with a
random guy, I’d pictured getting tangled up in sheets. I’d pictured
breathless, violent fucking that would have both of us bruised and
satisfied by daybreak.
With Derek, the only part of that image that applied was
breathless. Like no one else before him, he had me out of breath.
Slow, smooth strokes, letting me feel every single inch of his cock
moving in and out of me. Soft lips and coarse stubble on the back
of my neck, between my shoulder blades, back up again. A hot
release of breath just below my hairline. We moved so slowly, the
bed barely translated our motions into quiet squeaks and groans,
and the only sounds we made were sharp huffs of breath.
Occasionally, when his cock pressed just right and turned my
vision to tear-blurred shafts of white light, a moan followed my
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breath off my lips.
Derek exhaled hard against my neck, and his next stroke
bordered on a thrust: deeper and harder than before. My arms
trembled beneath us as he did it again. Again. Again, with a breath
that became a low, mouthwatering groan. I picked up speed, too,
matching his slightly faster and oh, God, harder thrusts.
“Oh, fuck,” he breathed. He sat up and held onto my hips,
thrusting deeper, thrusting harder, and the groan he released turned
me on even more than having him inside me.
I rocked back against him. “Like that?” I murmured.
“Fuck, yes, oh God … ” His voice shook. “Jesus, Elliott, I’m
gonna… oh, fuck… ” With a gasp, he slammed into me. His
fingers tightened their grasp and his hips twitched against mine as
if he wanted to get just a little deeper.
When it finally subsided, he collapsed over me with a helpless
whimper. He rested his forehead just below my neck, and for a
moment, just breathed, letting his breath cool my sweaty skin.
After a while, he withdrew, then dropped a gentle kiss between
my shoulder blades. “I hope you’re not planning on calling it a
night anytime soon.”
“Not yet.”
“Good.”
It took another orgasm apiece before we were finally satisfied
enough to get out of bed. Drenched in sweat, still shaking, we went
in to grab a shower together.
The lukewarm shower was typical of mid-grade hotels: half
useless mist, half unnecessarily high-pressure jets that stung
whatever skin they touched.
I didn’t care.
Beneath the half-hearted stream of water, we held onto each
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other and kissed lazily, languidly. The desire was sated, the tension
released, and now we touched just because. No prelude, no
overture, no foreplay, just long, sensuous kissing.
I broke the kiss, and our eyes met. No words passed between
us. Derek held my face and I held his gaze, and I couldn’t get my
head around what we were doing. What we’d already done.
Sex like that didn’t feel like a one-night stand. His kiss didn’t
taste like a stranger’s kiss, his hands on my skin didn’t feel like
hands that would never touch me again after tonight.
Our circumstances were what they were. I lived here, Derek
lived there. I didn’t believe in love at first sight. He didn’t really
believe in love at all. This was a one-night stand, two ships passing
in the night, nothing more. But, I caught myself thinking as
I
looked at him now, I didn’t want it to be. The sex was incredible,
but I wanted to know him. Standing in his arms like this, I didn’t
want to never see him again.
He ran the pad of his thumb over my cheekbone, and there was
something unspoken in his expression. Mr. Calm and Cool’s brow
furrowed imperceptibly. His lips tightened like he was on the verge
of either speaking or letting a thought go and pretending it had
never crossed his mind.
Then he took a breath. Paused.
Whatever he wanted to say, he let it go and kissed me again.
And nothing about his kiss said this was a one-night stand.
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CHAPTER 6
At six-fifteen the next morning, I hit the snooze button for the
first time in my adult life. Places to go, a plane to catch, not much
time. Whatever.
With the screeching silenced, my senses turned to Derek. We’d
moved apart during the night, but the alarm’s intrusion woke us
both up enough to seek each other out. Before I could roll over and
find him, though, his chest warmed my back, and when he draped
his arm over me, I laced my fingers between his.
“At the risk of sounding corny and cliché,” he murmured,
letting his lips brush behind my ear, “last night was fucking
incredible.”
“Hmm.” I shivered as his stubble grazed my skin. “I don’t
think there’s anything corny or cliché about incredible sex, is
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there?”
“You’re probably right.” He kissed the back of my neck. “I
mean it, too. I wouldn’t be heartbroken if our flight got delayed
another night.”
A twinge of obsessive-compulsive panic flickered through my
consciousness, but disappeared when his lips touched my skin
again. Derek shifted enough to let me roll onto my back, and as
soon as my shoulder blades landed on the sheets, he was over me. I
wrapped my arms around him, ran my hands all over his back and
sides as he kissed me. Just one night, and already every inch of
him was familiar. Deliciously familiar.
Fatigue still weighed heavily on both of us. Even while we
kissed and touched, we swayed back and forth between
surrendering to each other and giving in to sleep. Sleep was
fighting a losing battle, though. Kisses deepened. Touches became
more insistent. My breath caught every time his hard-on brushed
my own. I wanted him. Oh, my God, I wanted him.
When the alarm went off a second time, I shut it off, but didn’t
get up. We had time. Not a lot, not as much as we had last night
and needed right now, but we had time. We were down to the wire,
too close to the end to have any illusions of drawing it out, so as
far as I was concerned, there was no choice but to make every
moment we had left as intense as we could stand. There was no
way I was leaving this room—even if it meant missing my flight—
without having him again. I wanted him last night. I needed him
now.
“I want you to fuck me,” he breathed, raising goose bumps on
every inch of my skin. “Please, Elliott… ” Before he’d even gotten
to my name, my hand was on the nightstand, feeling around for the
condoms we hadn’t used last night.
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“How do you want it?” I whispered, almost panting against
him.
“Get on top.” His voice shook. “I loved the way you fucked me
when you were top.”
I got the condom and lube in place in spite of my unsteady
hands. Then we changed position, and my whole body trembled
with the anticipation of being inside him, of feeling him come, of
the way he could make me come so hard my eyes watered. Once I
was on top, although I was desperate to be inside him, I couldn’t
resist coming down for a long kiss. A kiss that lasted. Longer. Still
longer.
When our eyes met again, he held my gaze. It was surreal to
think that twenty-four hours ago, I didn’t even know he existed.
We were strangers yesterday.
Now we … weren’t.
A shiver went down my spine, drawing my attention back to
that intense ache, to my need to fuck him. Neither of us spoke as I
sat up and pressed against him, and I couldn’t tell which of us—
maybe both—whimpered when my cock slid inside him. One long,
deep stroke. We both exhaled as I withdrew, shivered when
I
pushed back in again, moaned as I hit my stride and found my
rhythm.
My hips moved without any conscious effort on my part. My
body knew, even if my mind was too overwhelmed to figure it out.
Closing my eyes, I tried to catch my breath, tried to hold myself up
as my elbows quivered beneath me. Hands slid over my sides and
up my back, gently drawing me down, and I lowered myself onto
my forearms, meeting Derek’s hungry lips. Though my lungs
screamed for air, more air than I could get by breathing through
my nose, my need to taste Derek’s kiss was stronger.
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Every stroke sent lightning up my spine. Every breath he drew
nudged me closer to losing my mind completely. Every time his
fingers trailed down my sides, twitching now and then at the same
time his breath caught, letting me know he was coming just as
undone as I was, brought oblivion that much closer.
As it all became too intense, too perfectly intense, I wanted to
cry out, but that would’ve meant breaking the kiss, and that wasn’t
going to happen. My brow furrowed and I released sharp, uneven
breaths through my nose, my entire body threatening to come
completely apart as sparks of white light exploded behind my eyes,
but still I wouldn’t pull away.
He was the one to finally break the kiss, and he did so with a
gasp, his head falling back onto the pillow as his spine lifted off
the bed.
I stared down at him, catching my breath when his eyes closed
and his lips parted. His face mesmerized me. Every twitch of the
edge of his lips, every time the corners of his eyes crinkled,
everything that signaled his arousal, and I fucked him faster and
harder, as desperate for more of Derek’s responses as anything
else.
“Fuck,” he groaned, his eyes flying open as his back arched
beneath us again. “Oh my God, that’s … ” The words became a
groan, and the groan became a whimper. “Faster … fuck me faster,
Elliott… please… ”
I leaned forward on my arms, thrusting harder, my own cock
twitching as I tried to keep from coming just yet. Our eyes met.
Time slowed down and sped up and stopped and started all at once.
Something about looking at him this way sent electric tingles under
my skin and deeper than that, way deeper, and I didn’t want to
come, didn’t want this to be over, not now, not today, but looking
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into his eyes and moving inside him like this, there was only so
much holding back.
Derek screwed his eyes shut. His head lifted off the pillow, his
lips pulling into a grimace and his fingers digging into my arms,
and I fucked him a little harder, and with a throaty groan, he fell
back against the bed and came. One, two, three more thrusts, and I
shuddered against him, closing my eyes as my orgasm took over.
Neither of us moved. Our lips were inches apart, so close our
breath mingled as we panted, but I was shaking too badly and
breathing too hard and too fucking light-headed to figure out a
kiss.
He didn’t have that problem, though, and I pulled in a breath
when his hand slid into my hair. He drew me down to him, and the
kiss was long, lazy, languid, and could have lasted forever for all I
cared.
But, as all things did, it had to end eventually. After I’d gotten
rid of the condom and we’d both cleaned up, we dropped onto the
bed again to finish catching our breath.
He sighed after a few minutes. “We should probably get out of
here soon.”
I looked at the clock. He was right. We only had about an hour
to get to the airport if we wanted to get to our gate without having
to sprint across the concourse. Pushing it was tempting, if I was
honest with myself, but I knew we’d have to give in and go sooner
or later.
“Yeah, I guess you’re right.” I started to sit up, but he put a
hand on my arm.
“Wait,” he said.
I turned on my side to face him. “Hmm?”
His eyebrows knitted together, and he swallowed hard. Then he
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moistened his lips and reached for my face. “Come to Maui with
me.”
I blinked. “What?”
Stroking my cheek with the backs of his fingers, he said, “You
heard me.”
“But I… ” I took a breath. “We just met.”
“And we still like each other,” he said with a playful, if
cautious, grin. “Why not spend some more time together?”
I gulped. Canceling a reservation at the last minute was on my
to-do list, but this? Throwing all of my plans out the window to
spend my vacation on a totally different island with a stranger? I
hadn’t even cracked a guidebook about Maui. I didn’t know a thing
about it, and didn’t know much more about Derek.
“I know it’s crazy,” he whispered. “You can stay with me, or if
you’re more comfortable staying in a hotel, that’s fine, too.” He
ran his thumb along my jaw. “But I’m not ready for this to be
over.”
Avoiding his eyes, I chewed my lip. Another ticket to book. A
hotel and rental car to cancel. But…
Who was I kidding? I didn’t want this to be over either.
I looked at him, and judging by the way his lips curled into a
grin, he knew my answer before I gave it. Leaning in to kiss him, I
said, “I think that sounds like a damned good idea.”
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CHAPTER 7
While Derek showered, I called and canceled my car and hotel
reservations in Honolulu. It had taken more than a little convincing
on my own part to even make the calls. This was so far out of
character for me. There were so many things about this that were
not
Elliott Chandler in any way, shape, or form.
It was exactly what I needed though. Even if it wasn’t, it was
what I wanted, so damn it, that was good enough.
Sitting cross-legged on the bed we hadn’t slept in, I stared over
my laptop screen at the closed bathroom door. If there was
anything left that made me nervous about this whole thing, it was
where things might go—or not go—with us. I was on the rebound.
Two weeks probably wasn’t enough time to fall in love with him.
Two lifetimes probably wasn’t enough time for him to fall in love
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with anyone.
But there was some kind of connection. Something that, with
nothing to go off except my limited experience with sex outside of
a relationship, felt anything but casual.
Just stop overanalyzing it, Chandler.
I shook my head and
turned my attention back to the computer screen. I’d enjoy it, I’d
enjoy him, and that was all that mattered.
The shower turned off.
He came out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist.
The droplets of water clinging to his chest and abs didn’t do much
to persuade me that we needed to get out of here sooner than later.
“Running a background check on me?” he asked, running his
fingers through his wet, disheveled hair.
“Just Googling you to see if there are any naked pictures of you
out there.”
His eyebrows jumped. “Really? Are there any?”
“I don’t know, you tell me.”
“You’re the one Googling me.”
I laughed. “Maybe I should Google you, then.”
“Why?” He gestured at his bare torso. “You get to see it
firsthand.”
“Yes, indeed, I do.” I grinned. “Speaking of which, hotel and
car are canceled. Looks like you’re stuck with me.”
He clasped his hands over his heart and sighed. “Oh, what a
pity.”
“Just one more thing, and I’m done here. What airline are you
flying to Maui? I just need to—”
“Don’t worry about that.” He gestured dismissively.
“What? Why? We renting kayaks or something?”
“No, a friend of mine runs a charter airline between Oahu and
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Maui,” he said. “We’re riding with him.”
“You have connections, do you?”
He winked. “Never hurts to know people.”
“True.” I closed my browser. Before I could shut the computer
down, though, Derek put his hand on the bed behind me.
“Wait, wait, what’s this?” He craned his neck and gestured at
the screen. “Your to-do list?”
My face burning, I quickly pulled it down enough to hide the
list on the desktop from view. “You don’t want to see that.”
“What? Why not?” He elbowed me playfully. “Come on, let
me see it.”
“Promise you won’t laugh?”
“No.”
“Ass.” I chuckled. After another moment’s hesitation, I put the
screen up again.
Derek looked over my shoulder at the list.
1. Cancel a reservation at the last minute.
2. Some random guy I haven’t met yet.
3. Sex on the beach.
He grinned. “Two out of three, and you haven’t even gotten off
the ground yet.”
“Think you can help me with number three?”
“Elliott, you’ll be on Maui with me for almost two weeks.” He
kissed my cheek, then whispered in my ear, “I assure you, you’ll
be crossing off item number three several times.”
I shivered. “Guess I’d better get a shower so we can get on that
plane, then.”
“I could join you.” He nibbled the side of my neck. “Make sure
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you—”
“We’ll never get out of here if you do,” I said, laughing and
pushing him away before I stood.
He pouted. “You’re no fun.”
“Uh-huh. We’ll see if you’re saying that when we get to Maui.”
He winked, and as I walked past, smacked my ass. I tried to
give him a dirty look, but his innocent smile just made me laugh.
I showered, dressed, and somehow we made it out of the room
without undressing just one more time. Had I not taken him up on
his offer to come to Maui, I suspected we would have risked a
missed flight for one last fuck. But now, we had time. We had
plenty of time.
“You know, you could upgrade to business class,” he said on
the way downstairs in the slow-as-death elevator. “Then we could
actually sit together on the flight.”
“Hmm. Maybe I should.”
He shrugged. “Well, unless you want to be wedged into a tiny
seat while I ride in comfort.”
“You could always downgrade and come back to sit with me.”
He snorted. “I’d pay for us both to upgrade to first class before
I did that. It’s a long flight. Trust me, it’s worth it.”
“To sit next to you?” I asked. “Or to sit in business class?”
“Both, of course.”
I rolled my eyes. “Why am I not surprised?”
We stepped out of the elevator, checked out of our room, and
went out to catch a cab. The weather was better. The pavement was
shiny with water, not ice, and the piles of snow had receded
considerably. The air was chilly, but didn’t bite the skin quite as
hard as last night’s bitter cold.
Derek had called the airline while I was in the shower and
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confirmed our flight was still scheduled for departure this morning.
As we stood outside waiting for the cab, the distinctive roar of jet
engines turned our heads a second before a plane appeared,
ascending over the trees and continuing its upward climb to
cruising altitude. A minute or so later, another followed.
“Looks like we’re getting out of here today.” He shot me a
grin.
“So we are.”
We were indeed. In fact, once we got to the airport, having
underestimated the morning traffic, we barely got through security
and to the gate in time for me to upgrade my seat. I’d just gotten
my new ticket and sat beside Derek in the waiting area when they
started calling passengers to board.
Once we’d boarded, I switched seats with the passenger beside
Derek. We stowed our carry-on and settled in.
“You’re sure about spending a couple of weeks with me?”
Derek grinned as he fastened his seatbelt.
“Well,” I said, looking up from fastening my own, “I have to
have someone to help me cross item three off my list.”
He chuckled. “I suppose you can’t do that alone, can you?”
“I could, but it wouldn’t be nearly as fun.”
We both laughed. I sat back and let my gaze wander around the
cabin.
So here we were. We were really doing this. What was
supposed to be my honeymoon was now a spur of the moment trip
to another island with another man. My itinerary was reduced to
nothing but a giant question mark and some sex on the beach.
Letting go of my meticulous plans, my ex-fiancé, and my
contingencies was unnerving, but exciting. This would be fun.
Crazy, reckless, and, if last night was any indication, sexy fun.
GETTING OFF THE GROUND
77
It was impossible to predict what would happen between now
and when I boarded the plane back to Seattle. All I knew was I
couldn’t imagine spending the next two weeks with anyone but
Derek.
He put his hand over mine and we exchanged smiles.
In a few hours, we’d be in Maui. Two weeks, give or take a
day, in paradise with a gorgeous, available man. Palm trees. White
sand beaches.
This is
just what I need.
* * *
L. A. W
ITT
L. A. Witt is an erotica writer who is said to be living in Okinawa,
Japan, with her husband and two incredibly spoiled cats. There is
some speculation that she is once again on the run from the
Polynesian Mafia in the mountains of Bhutan, but she’s also been
sighted recently in the jungles of Brazil, on a beach in Spain, and
in a back alley in Detroit with some shifty-eyed toaster salesmen.
Though her whereabouts are unknown, it is known that she also
writes hetero erotic romance under the pseudonym Lauren
Gallagher.
To learn more about L. A.
Witt, please visit her website at
http://www.loriawitt.com.
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