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TOWNNOTICE:
Passed by unanimous vote of the town council, September 16, 1885, law 642. The Marriage Law.
Because of deficient numbers of women in the area, it is now legal within the city of Slate Springs,
Coloradoandthesurroundingareas,fortwoormorementolegallywedonewoman.Allceremonies
willbe performed bythe Justice ofthe Peace and willbe considered validand legally binding until
deathuponthebrideorboth/allhusbands.
Signed,
LukeTate
TownMayor
CHAPTERONE
Celia
Tyler,Texas
September1885
Itwastoohottobeoutside.Although,itwastoohottobeindoorsaswell.Thesummerheathadyetto
diminishandthegroundwashardpackedandbonedry.Iglancedupandsquinted.Therewasn’tacloud
inthesky.Nowaytoshieldmyself—besidesmystrawhat—fromthesun.Mydress,withthehighneck
and long sleeves, was stifling. Sweat soaked the back of my corset and I longed to strip off the excess
layersofclothingforjustmyshift.
It had been a long day. John’s office hours were in the mornings on Tuesdays and he’d had several
patientswaitingwhenwearrivedateight.Myhusbandwasn’ttheonlydoctorintown,butpeoplecame
longdistancesifailingenoughandtherewasenoughbusinessforallthreeofthem.Today’sailmentshad
includedanimpactedtooth,acolickyinfant,acaseofpneumoniaandabrokenfinger.Whenheleftfor
lunch,Iwasleftbehindtocleanupandsendthosewhoarrivedafterthenoonhour—whenJohnwentto
thehotel’srestauranttoeathismeal—inthedirectionoftheothertwodoctors.Hewasveryprecise,very
strictinhisroutineanddidnotvaryfromit.
Whilehespenthisafternoonathishomeoffice—alwayswiththedoorclosedsoasnottobedisturbed
—Ioftenwenttothehousesofthosewhohadbeenseen,checkingonthem,tendingtothem.Specifically
thewomenpatients.Noneofthemen,foritwouldnotbeappropriate.Iwasn’tevensupposedtovisitthe
ladies, but who else would? Not John, for if they did not appear in his office, injury apparent, or have
moneytopayforahousecall,hewasnotinterested.
And so I spent my afternoon tending to the sick, rocking babies, even washing a few dishes. John
laughedatmypedestrianafternoonactivity,alwaystellingmeIwasloweringmyselftosuchtedium.But
wasIsupposedtosithomeandreadandneedlepoint?Icouldnotsupportsuchastagnantlife.
AndsothatwaswhyIstoodinMrs.Borden’skitchen,scrubbingapot.Iblewawaywardcurloffmy
face,butitclungtothesweatonmybrow.Justdeliveringherthirdchild,shewasinbedrecoveringwith
twoyoungonesclimbingoverherandthenewbornwhileherhusbandwenttoworkinthecottonfields.
As I moved on to clean the previous night’s dinner dishes, she called from the bedroom. “It will be
yourturnsoonandIwillcomeandhelpyou.”
Ipausedinmyscrubbingandlookeddownatmyflatstomach.No,therewouldbenoturnforme.No
children;Johnwasaveryindependentsort,andexpectedmetobeaswell.IknewwhenImarriedhim
that he wanted a helpmeet, not a coddler. I’d been well and fine with that, for I’d been raised by stern
parentswhodidnotdote.Iknewnootherway.Iwouldhavebeenunaccustomedtoamanwhohugged
andlavishedmewithaffection.
Butinthepastfiveyears,I’dgrowntochangemymind.Watchingothercoupleswhowereblatantlyin
love—liketheBordens—provedthatIhadmissedsomething,andwouldneverseeitinmyownunion.
Withoutchildrentotend,mylifewasempty.Iwasempty.ToJohn,Iwasofficiallybarren.Officiallynota
truewife,forIcouldnotfulfilltheonedutythathecouldnotaccomplishonhisown.
Andso,forlornandoverheated,Ireturnedhome,forgoinganyotherafternoonvisits.Closingthefront
doorbehindme,InoticedthatJohn’sofficedoorwasopen.Odd,forheneverappearedbeforefive.AsI
removedmyhatandplaceditonthetablebesidethedoor,Iheardvoicesfromupstairs.Murmuring,then
asigh.Awoman’scry.
IglancedupasifIcouldseethroughtheceiling.Iknewwhatitwas.Whoitwas.AtleastIknewitwas
John and a woman. A rhythmic thumping followed. They were fucking. In my bed. John barely touched
me,soIknewhetookhisneedstosomeoneelse.Abrothelorawidow,someonewhohefeltworthyof
his desires. But he’d never slaked these needs in our own home. While I doubted he loved me, he
respectedmeenoughtokeephiswomenseparatefromme.Untilnow.
“Yes!Rightthere.Harder.”
My eyes widened at the carnality of the woman’s words, the desperate tone. While angry he would
flaunt his behavior in such a way, I was also curious. Curious as to what John did to make her so
satisfied.I’dnevercriedoutlikethatbefore.Ever.
I tiptoed up the stairs, careful to avoid the creaky fourth step. The bedroom door was closed, so I
slippedintotheotherbedroomthathadanadjoiningdoor.Meantforanursery,itsatunused.ButIknew
thedoorwasopenaboutafoottoallowforairtocirculateandcouldeasilywatch.AndthatwaswhereI
stood, behind the connecting door, and observed my husband in bed with a woman. I did not recognize
her,forherpalehairwasunboundandcoveredherface.Shewasalsonaked,onherhandsandkneeswith
herwristsrestrainedandtiedtothemetalscrollworkoftheheadboardwithmydressing gown tie. The
garmentitselflayforgottenonthefloorbesidetheheapoftheirdiscardedclothing.
Johnwasbehindher,nakedtoo,andfuckingher.Hishandsgrippedherhipsashetookherforcefully,
thesoundofhishipsslappingagainstherupturnedbottomfilledtheair.
“Isthathardenough?”hegrowled,themusclesinhisneckcordedandtense.
She tossed her head and her grip turned white on the bed rails. Her breasts, which were very large,
swungwitheachthrust.ItwascarnalanddarkanddecadentandI’dneverseenJohnlikethis.Hewaslost
todesire,losttothepowerhehadoverthewoman.Neverso…overcomebyhisbaserneeds.Whenever
hetookme,hewasquietandpassive,hishipsshiftingenoughforhiscocktomoveinandoutforhimto
releasehisseed.
Hesmackedherbottom,thecrackofitmakinghercryout.Shegroaned,butitwasnotinpain.“You’re
such a slut, letting me take you like this. You need it, don’t you? Your husband thinks it’s hysteria that
makesyouafrustratedwife,butyou’rejustawhorethatneedsabigcock.”
“Yes!” she cried again. This was what I was supposed to look like while being fucked? Wild and
wantonandinthethroesofpleasuresointenseIlovedhavingmybottomsmacked?
I’dneverheardhimspeakinsuchawaybefore,hiswordssobluntandcruel.Hisvoicewasrough-
edged, not the flat, even tone to which I was accustomed. He’d never spoken to me in such a fashion,
nevergrippedmewithsuchintent,neverfuckedmethatwayeither.Ihadn’tevenknownyoucould.
ButIwasnotlikethiswoman.Herfigurewasunlikemine.Shewastallandlean,withaveryample
bosomandasmallbehind.Iwaspetiteandcurvy,roundhipsandbottomandyetmybreastsweremuch
smaller.Hadhechosenhertofuckbecauseshewastheantithesisofme?Didherappearancebringabout
thischangeinhim?WasIthatlacking?Ihadtoassumetheanswerwasyes.
Johnonlytookmeatnightwhenitwasdark,thesoftlightofthelanternbesidethebedcastingasoft
glowtotheroom.Therewasnotalking.Hejustpressedmeontomyback,workedmynightgownupashe
spreadmylegsandpushedinsidemewithoutanypreamble.Hedidbreathehard,butonlywhenhespent
hisseed,theexertionfromitmildincomparisontothevigorheappliednow.Heneverperspired,never
groaned.Whendone,he’dtugmynightgownbackdown,pullthecoversovermeandrolloverontohis
sidetosleep.Iwouldbesoreandunfulfilled,seedstickyonmythighsandthebedbeneathme.
This woman, she was not unfulfilled. The way she shifted and circled her hips, the way her skin
glowedwithasheenofperspiration,thewayshewaspantingandchantingyes,yes,yesover and over
again,itwasquiteobviousthatshewasenjoyingherself.I’dneverenjoyedmyselfwithJohn,neverfelt
the same abandon, the obvious desire this woman did at my husband’s hands, or cock. The way she
moaned her release, her body tensing even as John continued to pound into her, I knew now I’d never
comebefore.
I was more upset at being cheated of this kind of deep and dark—and pleasurable—connection
between two people than the fact that my husband was sharing it with someone else. I’d known of his
philanderingforsometime,butnotwhohediditwith,orwhere.I’dcertainlynotexpectedthis.
I wanted this. I wanted someone to tangle their fingers in my hair and yank my head back. I wanted
someone to take me hard from behind. I wanted a man’s handprint to be a bright pink on my bottom. I
wantedpassion.
Thefrontdoorslammed,whichmademejump.
“Marie!”Aman’svoicebellowedfrombelow.
John’smotionsstilled,hiscockdeepinsidethewomanasshewhippedherheadtowardthedoor.Her
eyeswidenedinsurpriseandpanic.
“It’smyhusband!”shehissed,butcouldn’tmove,tiedasshewastothebedandJohnbehindher.
The man came up the steps, his heavy tread sounding as if he took them two at a time. The bedroom
doorswungsoharditslammedintothewall.Ijumpedandgasped,thenbitmylip.Abigmanstoodinthe
doorway.Dressedinasuitandtie,hishairwasslickedbackwithsweat,beadsofitdrippingdownhis
temples.Hewasbreathinghard,asifhe’drunallthewayacrosstown.Hewasn’tafarmeroralaborer,
but a well-to-do man. The cut of his clothes was telling, and John wouldn’t have taken a low-class
mistress. But a married one? This man was scorned. The gun in his hands proved that and I bit my lip
againtostiflethepanicthatwantedtoslipout.Provedthathewasalittleinsane,too.Madwithjealousy?
I felt ridiculed and ashamed at being tossed aside. I could only imagine this man’s rage at being
discoveredacuckold.
Johnpulledoutofthewoman—Marie—andturnedonhiskneestowardtheotherman.Hiscockwas
redandswollenandshinywiththewoman’sarousal.Mariewastrappedbyherwristsbeingtied,butshe
tippedontohersideandpulledherkneesuptotrytohide.Shewaslikeachildwhocoveredtheireyes
andthoughttheycouldnotbeseen.Hermotionsdidnothingtohidehernakednessortheviewofherused
pussy.Hercrime,andJohn’s,wasindisputable.
“Neil,” she cried, her eyes widening. John put his hands up as if to ward the man off, but he said
nothing.Whatwastheretosay?
Neil narrowed his eyes as his chest heaved. There was no hesitation, no deliberation. He shot John
squareinthechest.
ThesoundreverberatedintheroomandIcoveredmymouthwithmyhandtocovermycryofsurprise.
Blood bloomed on his chest and John put his hands over the hole. He only looked down at the wound
before he fell to his side, dead. I was not the doctor, but I knew a shot to the heart would make death
instantaneous.Mariescreamedandpleadedwithherhusbandassheshuffledupontoherkneesandtugged
at the bonds that held her trapped. Instead of a playful game of bondage, it kept her right where Neil
wantedherwhenheshother,too.Once,thentwice.
Ibarelybreathed,myearsringingfromthereportofthegun.Ididn’tdaremoveamuscle,afraidhe’d
seemeandcomeaftermenext.Neilstoodandlookedatthebodiesforafewseconds.Maybeaminute.I
hadnoideaoftime.Ijustremainedasstillaspossiblebehindthedoor,hopinghecouldn’thearthefrantic
beatofmyheart.Surely,he’dshootmetooifIwasdiscovered.Whilehehadreasonforhisactions,it
wasstillcold-bloodedmurder.Hetookadeepbreath,thenanother,thenspunonhisheels,stompeddown
thestepsandoutthedoor.Thequietleftinhiswakewasjustasdeafeningasthegunshots.
My legs quivered, then folded. I slid down the wall to the floor, a crumpled, wilted heap. My hands
shookandItriedtokeepmyselfcalm,tokeeptheexcessenergyfromoverwhelmingme.Thatwaswhere
the sheriff and my neighbors found me a few minutes later, the dirty secrets of my marriage no longer
hidden.Instead,theywerenakedanddeadinmyownbed.
CHAPTERTWO
Luke
Denver,Colorado
December1885
“You didn’t have to do this,” Walker murmured, standing with me on the train platform as the
westbound train pulled in. It was loud, hissing and clunking as it came to a stop. Finally. Two hours
behindscheduleandinthattimeIshouldhaveturnedaroundandleft.Butawomanwaited,awomanwho
wasmybrideandIcouldnotbecrueltoher.ItwasnotherfaultI’dbeenproxymarriedtoastranger.The
blamefellsolelyonme.
“Ido,”Ireplied,mybreathcomingoutinabigwhitecloud.Thesunhadslidbehindthemountainsand
nightwasfallingfast,thetemperaturedroppingwellbelowfreezing.Anysnowthathadmeltedearlierin
thedaywasnowturningtoiceonthebrickwalkways.
Tucking the collar of my coat up about my neck, I looked down the length of the train, knowing she
wouldsoonappear.Mybride.Mymailorderbride.Astrangerwithapieceofpaperthattiedusinlegal
matrimony. What would she look like? Tall or short? Homely or beautiful? It mattered not. What did
matterwasthatIwasthefirsttomarryunderthenewlawofSlateSprings.IglancedatWalker,stalwart
andquietbesideme.“Areyouhavingsecondthoughts?Isthattheproblem?”
“Fuck, Luke, I said I’d do it and I keep my word.” His dark eyes flared in anger, but it was quickly
banked.
Isighed.“Shit,sorry.I’mjust…thisisjustnothowIexpectedit.”
“What?Freezingourballsoffforawomanwe’recommittedtofortherestofourlivesjustbecause
SlateSpringsdoesn’thaveenoughwomen?”
Yeah,thatdescribeditprettywell.
“Fine,Ididthisoutofduty,butreally,Iwantsomeonetosharemylifewith,justlikemostmenintown.
Children.Companionship.Hell,someonetowarmmybedonanightliketonight.”
Ituggedthecollarofmycoatupagainstthewindthatwhippeddowntheplatform.
“Allyouhadtodowascomedownthemountain.Denverhasenoughwomenwhowouldgladlymarry
themayorofSlateSprings,andamineownertoboot.”Heliftedhishandsandcuppedthemaroundhis
mouth,exhaledwarmairontothem.
TheTrustyminewasputtingoutsilveratapacethatwasmakingmeasrichasthoseupinButtedigging
up copper. I knew it wouldn’t last, that the vein would dry up eventually, but I had more money than I
neededinmylifetime.Now,itwastimetoshareitwithothers,likeawifeandchildren.
“I’m more than a mine owner. I don’t want a woman who’s only interested in my money. I want a
womanwhowantsme.”
Standing still, the cold seeped through the bottom of my boots. Passengers began to alight the train.
Porterspassedustohelpthewearytravelerswiththeirbaggage.
Iturnedtomybrother,tryingtojustifythismarriage.“ItookthejobjusttokeepThomkinsfromgetting
theposition.IfIremember,weflippedforthejob.”
Thecornerofhismouthtippedup.“Yeah,andyoulost.BeingmayormightkeepThomkinsfromfucking
upthetown,butitgetsyouabride,too.”
Yes,beingmayorandvotingonthelawthatallowstwomentomarryonewomanhadmesettingthe
example, a precedence for other men in town to follow. Thus, Walker and I were in Denver meeting a
womanwhowouldbeours.MaybeIshouldhaveletThomkinsbemayorafterall.Hedidn’tneedtofind
abride.He’dbeenmarriedtothemeekAgnesThomkinsfortenyearsorso.He’dbeenanassholepretty
muchsincebirthwhenhisdaddyfoundedthetownandhe’dbeenoneeversince.Hewouldn’tdorightby
thetownifheweremayor,probablybanminingorsomesuchnonsensewhenthereweremouthstofeed.
My anger toward Thomkins was enough to keep me in the leadership role and keep me standing in the
coldwaitingforourmailorderbride.
“Andyou,”Iadded.“YougetabridebecauseofhowmuchwefuckinghateThomkins,too.”Wewere
inthistogether.Thiswomanwouldbeourstogether.
Iheardhimsigh,buthesaidnothingmore.
Passengers began to pass and I watched them all closely, looking for Celia Lawrence, widow from
Tyler,Texas.Andmybride.CeliaTate,now.Ihadnoknowledgeofherappearance,onlythatshewasa
widow and twenty-five years old. I gripped the Bible in my hand and placed it so it could better seen.
WhileIwasnotanoverlypiousman—Iwascommittingtomarryawomaninaveryunbiblicalway,with
Walker and without our union blessed in a church—but the Bible was the way for Mrs. Lawrence to
discernmefromthecrowd.
“Are you sure?” I asked, wanting to confirm one last time. “You vowed never to marry again after
Ruth’sdeath.Youcanstillchangeyourmind.Icanfindsomeoneelse.”
Hecouldbackout,butIcouldn’t.Theproxymarriagewaslegallybinding.LukeTate,husband.Celia
Lawrence,wife.ButIhadnointerestinsharingabridewithjustanyman.I’donlydoitwithmybrother.
Wewereclose,closeenoughtohavesharedwomeninthepast,tohavethesameinterests—anddarker
desires—whenitcametotakingawoman.Somemightfindourpredilectionstobesinfulorevenwrong,
but dominating a woman only led to her pleasure, her ultimate satisfaction. We put her first. Sure, we
mighttieherupandspankherass,evenfuckit,too,butshe’dlikeit.No,she’dloveit.
“Iwantchildren,too,”headmitted.“Butlove?”Shrugginghisshoulders,Iknewhewasjaded.“That’s
foryou.Shedeservesitandyou’llgiveittoher.Thisworksperfectlyforme.”
Iangledmyheadtowardtheemptyingtrain.
Walkershrugged.“Wehavetohope.”
Thebulkofthepassengershadlefttheplatformandhadmovedquicklyintothewarmstation.Onlya
fewyearsold,itwasanimpressivestructure,asignthatDenverwasbooming.Ididn’tcareforthecity.
Toomanypeople,toomuchnoise.TheonlyreasonIwasherewasfor—
Her.
She was walking toward us, eyeing the Bible. I should have approached her, asked her name and
grabbed the small bag she held. But I couldn’t. I just stared. And stared as if my feet had frozen to the
ground.
“Fuck.”IheardWalkermumbleunderhisbreathashetookherinaswell.Itseemedmybrotherhadthe
sameintense—andinstant—attractionforher.“Lookather,”hewhispered.
Yes,weweretrulyfucked,forMrs.CeliaLawrencewaseverythingIcouldhaveimaginedinabride.
Petite,hercurvescouldn’tbehiddenbeneathherlightjacket.Herpalehairwasupandtuckedbeneatha
prim hat. The lanterns that lit the platform from the dusk set her skin to a warm gold. Her cheeks were
flushed from the cold and I could see that her pale eyes were wary and hopeful at the same time. She
stilled when she shifted her gaze away from the Bible and onto me, but she tilted up her chin and took
anotherstepcloser.
She was… fuck, incredible. Lovely. Dainty. Shy. Daring. I wanted her. Instantly and desperately. My
cockhardenedandIwasthankfulmycoathidthereaction.Shewasmybride.
Shewasmine.Mine!
Walkerhadhiswitsabouthim,unlikeme,forhemovedaroundmetoapproachher.“Mrs.Lawrence?”
heasked.
Shelookedupathim,afrownforminginherbrow.“Yes.Mr.Tate?”
Hersoftvoicehadmemoving.Finally.IwasfuckingitallupandIhadn’tevensaidaword.Shewas
justtoo…perfectandIfeltasifI’dbeenhitontheheadwithasupportbeamfromthemine.Iclearedmy
throatandjoinedthetwo,removingmyhat.“I’mLukeTate,ma’am.”
SheglancedattheBibleoncemore,thenupatmyface.Wayup.Iwassomuchtaller;sheonlycameup
tomyshoulder.Sheofferedmeasmallsmile,butIcouldtellittookeffort.Iwasabigman,andastranger
at that. She was very brave to travel so far on her own, to be wed to a complete stranger. No, two
strangers.I’djustmetherandIwasveryproudofher.Iwantedtotakeawaythewarinessandreplaceit
with…hell,whatwouldshelooklikewhenImadehercomethefirsttime?I’dfindoutsoonenoughifmy
cockhadanysay.
“Itis…nicetomeetyou.Please,callmeCelia.”Hervoicewasdeepandsultry,acompletesurprise
andmademycockhard.
Ashivershookhersmallframe.
“Whereisyourcoat?”Iasked.PushingtheBibleintoWalker’schest,Istrippedoffmineandwrapped
itabouthershoulders.
HertonguedartedouttolickherbottomlipandIwastransfixed.“Idon’thaveone.Itisnotthiscoldin
Texas.”
Hervoicehadaslightaccenttoit,aslighttwangthatspokeofhowfarshe’dtraveled.
ThecoldairhitmytorsoandIcouldonlyimaginehowchilledshe’dbeen.
Smiling,sheheldtheoversizedgarmenttogetheratthefront.Itwassolargethatithungdowntopast
herknees.Itwouldkeepherwarmintheshortterm.
“Didn’t Mrs. Carstairs from the agency tell you your destination was Colorado?” The woman at the
mailorderbrideserviceshouldhaveadvisedherofsomethingassimpleaswinterwardrobe.
Sheliftedhershouldersandalmostsnuggledintothegarment.“Yes,ofcourse.ButnoshopsinTyler
havecoatslikethis.ItistoowarmyearroundforsuchitemsinTexas.”Sheglancedaboutandtookinthe
snowthathadbeenshoveledintopilestocleartheplatform.“Ihaveneverevenseensnowbefore.”
Ilookedattheoldsnow,crustyhardfromthetopbeingmeltedbythesunandthenfrozenatnight,gray
from the soot and ash from the trains. This patch was far from remarkable. When we were home, she
wouldknowsnow.Perhapsevenbecomequitesickofitbeforetheseasonended.
“Come,let’sgetoutofthecoldthen,”Walkersaid.
RealizingIhadyettointroducehertoherotherhusband,Ifeltevenmoreofabumblingfool.“MayI
presentmybrother,Walker?”
Shedidn’tknowhewasalsoherhusbandandthetrainplatformwasnotwhereIwantedtoenlighten
her.ThelastthingIwantedtodowasscareherrightbackonthetrain.Nofuckingway.Shewashere,she
wasmineandIwasnotlettinghergo.
With his hands full, he did not remove his hat, only tipped it with his fingers as he held the Bible.
“Ma’am.”
Weturnedtowardthestation,workingourwaydownthelongplatform.Atanicyspot,Itookherelbow
andguidedheraround.“Careful,”Iwarned.
If she had never seen snow, I had to doubt she’d encountered ice before. I did not need my bride
breakingsomethingwithinfiveminutesofherarrival.Icouldbarelyfeelherthroughthethicknessofmy
coat,butIhadmyhandonherandthatwasastart.
Onceinsidethewarmstation,Istopped.Walkerstoodtohersidesothatweblockedoutthenoiseand
crowdsbehindus.“Areyouhungry?”Iasked.
“Tired?”Walkeradded.
She laughed then, deep and throaty, as she looked between the two of us. “I am not used to such
attentions.Fromoneman,letalonetwo.”
Shewouldgetusedtoitsoonenough,butnothere.UnionStationwasnotwhereIwantedtoshowher
myattentions,orthatshe’dbegettingthemfromWalker,too.Whenshelearnedshewasmarriedtobothof
us,Ididn’tknowhowshewouldreact,althoughIhadtoassumewithgreatsurprise.Whilebeingmarried
totwomenwaslegalinSlateSprings,itwasnotelsewhere.EspeciallyinalargetownlikeDenver.
Glancingbetweenus,shereplied,“Iamboth.”
Both?Ohyes,hungryandtired.
Nodding, I looked her over from her stylish hat to her spun gold hair, her lovely oval face, full lips,
flushedcheeks.Mycoathidherfashionabledress,butithadbeencrispandfresh,evenafterherjourney,
herhairneat.Shewasconcernedforherappearance,butdidnotseemvain.“Wewillreturntothehotel
thenwhereyoumayrestandeat.”
“Yourtownistoofartotraveltonow?”
Walkerlookedupatthelargeclockonthewallabovetheticketcounter.Five-fifteen.“SlateSpringsis
in the mountains, over a day’s ride from here. The weather is good so the pass remains open, but we
expect it to be snowed in before the new year. We do not need to push ourselves to return tonight, for
while it is clear, it is very dark. As you said, you do not have the proper clothing. Tomorrow is soon
enough.”
Yes, I wasn’t spending the first night with her—it couldn’t be called a wedding night as we were
alreadyproxymarried—onthebackofahorse.Iwantedheronherbackandmeoverher.“Wehavea
roomatahoteldownthestreet,”Iadded,shiftingbecauseIhadtohidemyhardcock.
“Pass?” she asked as she looked behind her one last time before we led her out of the station to the
busystreet.Horsesandwagonsfilledthethoroughfare.
Ituckedmyhatbackontomyhead.Whiletheairwasfrigid,itdidnothingtocoolmyardor.Nothing
would,notuntilIwasburieddeepinsideherandfillingherwithmyseed.Eventhen,I’dwantheragain.I
wasabsolutelysureofthat.
“TheroadtoSlateSpringsfollowsacanyonupintothemountainstothewestofhere.Itgoessohigh
thatitissnowedinforthewinter.Denverisonthissideofthepass,ourtownontheother.”
Sheslowedherpacebutdidnotstopwalkingaswecontinueddownthesidewalktowardourhotel.
“Youmeanwewillbeisolated?”
IglancedatWalker,butcouldnottellhisexpressionwithitbeingdarkandhisfaceinshadowbeneath
the brim of his hat. Many people had difficulties being in a town that was cut off from the rest of the
world.Thesnowandcoldwassometimestoomuchforpeopletohandle.Bythetimespringthawcame,
manymenhadturnedslightlyinsane.Thusthenewlaw.Ifthemenhadtheirbedswarmedandafamilyto
carefor,theymightfindthelongwintersmucheasiertopass.
“That’sright,”Walkersaid.WhileCeliacouldn’ttellhiswordswereguarded,ashisbrother,Icould
hearitplainasday.“Oncethesnowcomesinearnest,thetowniscutoffuntilspring.”
“Whatifithadbeensnowedinearlierthanusual?WouldIhavebeenstuckhereinDenverwhileyou,
Mr.Tate,remainedontheothersideofthepass?”
Her question was unexpected. I feared she would be concerned about being trapped in a small town
with us, not trapped without us. I stopped on the sidewalk, tilted her chin up with my fingers. Her skin
wassoft,likesilk,yetchilledfromthecold.Hereyesmetmine.“Luke.CallmeLuke.Wewouldnever
leave you alone like that,” I replied, my voice gentle. “We have been in Denver three days waiting for
you,consideringjustsuchanoccurrence.”
Hereyeswidened.“You…youhave?”
Itwasthesurpriseinhervoicethatkeptmefromresponding,forIknewtherewasmuchtolearnabout
herfromthatalone.
“We’vebeenwaitingforyou,Celia,”Itoldher.Allmylife.Ijustdidn’tknowit.
“Let’sgetoutofthecold.”
I glanced at Walker as we turned toward the hotel once more. Neither of us would leave our bride
aloneinabigcityaswewaitedforspringthaw,stuckinSlateSprings.Ifanything,we’dremainonthe
eastsideofthepasswithher.Withher.
Whatkindofmarriagedidshehavebefore?Whywasshesoamazedwehadbeenconcerned?Iwanted
toknowtheanswer,butnotonthestreet.WhileIwasbigenoughtokeepwarminjustmyshirt,andthe
temperaturesinthecityweremuchwarmerthanathome,Ididnotthinkourbridecouldtoleratethechill
forlonguntilshebecameaccustomed.Eventhen,shewasatinythingandweneededtobecautious.Ifmy
toes were turning cold, then certainly hers were as well in her thinner shoes. Some new clothes more
suitedforthewinterweatherwereourfirstpurchases.ButasIglanceddownatheraswecontinuedon,
watchingthegentleswayofherhips,seeingthelonglineofherelegantneck,Iwasjustaseagertosee
heroutofclothesentirely.
CHAPTERTHREE
Celia
“Thisisimpressive.”
Thereweren’tanyotherwordsforthesuiteLukehadatthehotel.I’donlycomethroughthedoor,but
thespacewasopulent.Thickrugscoveredhardwood,darkredvelvetcurtainshungatthetallwindows
andalsocoveredthechairsandcouchesthatfacedacracklingfire.Icouldseeintotwoadditionalrooms,
theirdoorsacrossfromeachother.Largebedswerecenteredineach,oneevenhadacanopy.Thiswasn’t
a simple hotel room to waylay until our departure in the morning. This showed wealth. It appeared my
husbandhadmoney.Lotsofit.
I should be reassured that I would not be married to a pauper, but I knew that money did not offer
happiness.Certainlyafullbellyandwarmclothes,butI’dknownbothofthosewithJohnandI’dbeenso
veryunhappy.IwouldholdjudgementonLuke,fornow.
Iwatchedasheremovedhishatandplaceditonatablebythedoor.Heworetheusualmen’suniform
ofdarksuit,whiteshirtandblacktie,butitseemedtofithimbetterthanmostandonlyaccentedhisbroad
shouldersandthickchest.Heturnedandtookhiscoatfrommyshouldersandcaughtmestudyinghim.The
heavyoutergarmenthadkeptmewellprotectedfromthecoldandallowedhisenticingscenttoenvelop
me.Somethingdarkandmanly.NotaheavytoniclikeJohnwouldhaveused,butanaturalscent,clean
andsharp.IbreathedinthelastremnantsofitasIfollowedhimtothecouchbeforethefire.
I took the moment that was offered for one more surreptitious look. He was tall, so very big. I only
cameuptohisshoulderanditshouldhavefeltimposingtohavetotiltmychinbacktomeethisgaze,but
thatwasnotthecase.Everytimehespokewithmeatthestationandoutonthestreet,he’dbeenclose,
perhaps a little closer than was appropriate for a man, but he was my husband. It hadn’t felt awkward.
Instead,Ifelt…protected.
Butterflies fluttered in my belly as I looked at him. His fair hair was short and neatly trimmed. His
eyes,sofairandyetintense,werebeneathastrongbrow.Hisnoseseemedtohaveaslightcrooktoit,as
ifithadbeenbrokenatonetime.Whileitappearedhehadshavedearlierintheday,whiskersdustedhis
squarejawandIwonderedifitwouldfeelraspyagainstmypalm.
The entire journey from Texas I’d wondered and fretted as to the man to whom I’d been matched.
WouldhebejustlikeJohn—awell-respectedmanwithabsolutelynoconscienceorvalues?Ihadn’thad
tosharemuchofmypastwithMrs.Carstairsattheestablishmentthatmatchedmentomailorderbrides.
Mypasthadprecededmecertainly,butwomenwhocametoherhadvariedreasonsforwantingtobesent
to marry a stranger. I was sure she’d heard it all, even a story like mine. The underlying reason though
wasmostlikelythesame.Desperation.
IhadbeendesperatetoescapeTexastheonlywayawomanwithnomoneyorjobcould.Thatdidnot
meanIhadn’tbeenwaryanddoubtingmychoiceforthethousandmilesittooktoarriveinDenver.The
reliefoffindingLukevisuallyappealingwasastart;however,Johnhadbeenanattractiveman,educated
too,butaphilanderer,sothatdidnotallayallofmyconcerns.OnlytimewouldtellifLukewasthesame.
I was wary about my attraction to him. It was instant. The moment I saw him on the station platform
holding the Bible, I’d been interested. Intrigued. Immediately overwhelmed. Newfound desire had
coursedthroughme,heatingmeatjustthesightofhim.I’dshiveredwhenIstoodbeforethetwomen.It
hadn’tbeenfromcold,buttheheavyfeeloftheirattentionsonme.Yes,bothofthem.Itwasn’tjustLuke
thathadmademefeel…curious,buthisbrother,Walker,too.
He’dbeenjustasattentiveasLuke,justassolicitous.Hishairandeyesweredark,butitwasobvious
thattheywerebrothers.Eveninphysiquetheyweredifferent;Walkerwasatouchtallerandleaner.While
Lukehadofferedasoftsmilethatsoftenedthelookinhiseyes,Walkerappearedtobemoreofabrooder.
Intense,butnolesskind.
ButitwasLukewhoapproachedmenow;Walkerhadnotcometothesuitewithus.Myheartleaptinto
mythroatwiththerealizationthatthishandsomemanwasmyhusband.Mine,andhewouldsoontouch
me,hopefullyinawayI’dwantedforsolong.
Withoutsayingaword,heliftedhishandstomyhead,removedmyhat.Ibreathedinhiscleanscent
andtriedtocalmmyracingheart.Bluntfingersranovermyhair,thentuggedthepinsfrommyprimbun.
“I’vebeenwantingtoseeyourhairdown,tofeelit,”hemurmured,hiseyesonhisministrations.
Iheldmyselfstillandlethimtouchme.Onceallthepinswereremoved,myhairuncoiledandspilled
longdownmyback.Itwasunruly,withawaywardcurltoit.LukegruntedoutwhatIhadtohopewas
satisfactionasheranhisfingersthroughthestrands.Myeyesfellclosedatthedecadentfeelofit.
“Likespungold,”hemurmured.Whenhegentlyplacedhishandsonmyshoulders,Ilookedupathim
andwatchedashiseyesloweredtomymouth.“I’mgoingtokissyou.”
“Yes,”Ibreathed,myheartbeginningtogalloplikearunawayhorse.Iwantedthatsoverymuch.
His lips were gentle and soft. Only for a moment. Then the kiss turned carnal and deep, his tongue
slipping into my mouth as I gasped. The kiss was startling, for it was like instant heat. Desire pulsed
throughmyveinsandsettledbetweenmythighs.Myhandstookholdofhisshirtandgrippedtightlyashis
ownhandscuppedmyface.Hispalmswerecallused,butwarm.
I had no idea how long we stood there before the fire, but Luke eventually lifted his head and I
whimpered.Hiseyeswereadarkgreen,narrowedandcloudedwithneed.
Icouldn’tcatchmybreath.
“Thissuitehasawashroom.Atubwithhotwater.”Hiseyesstayedfixedonmyswollenlips.“Bathe.
Relax,forwhenyoucomeout,Iwillhaveyouwelloccupied.”
“You…youdon’thavetowait,”Isaid.Myvoicewasunfamiliar,breathyandeagerasIadmittedmy
needs.
The corner of his mouth tipped up as his knuckles raked over my cheek. “So brave,” he said with a
groan.“Iamnotdenyingyou.Quitethecontrary.Ionlyhavesomuchcontrol,sweetheart.”Hetiltedhis
chininthedirectionofthewashroom.“Iwishforyoutoscrubthejourneyfromyourskin,totakeaminute
toyourselfbeforeIpossessyou.”
Possess.OhGod.Nottake,orclaimorevenfuck.Possesswas…more.Somuchmore.
Offeringawobblynod,Iturnedtothebathingroom.
“Celia,”hecalled.
Ilookedathimovermyshoulder.
“Whenyouaredone,don’tdress.”HiseyessliddownmybodyandIfeltmynipplestighten.“Iwantto
seeyou.Allofyou.”
My cheeks heated then. He wanted to look at me, to see me bare and exposed. I should have been
fearful,butitonlymademe…eager.Ifithadbeenanyoneelsewho’dmadesuchablatantstatement,I
wouldhavebeenmortifiedandappalledandfearful.ButwithLuke,Ifelt…God,arousedandeagerto
please.
Themanwasvirileanddominantandyethewaitedformetoaccepthisexpectation.IfIdidn’t,Iknew
somehowthathe’dbegentleinstead.Butthiswaswhathewanted,whatheneededandwouldnothide
that.Itonlymadememoreeagerforhim.
Lickingmylips,Inoddedandwentintotheotherroom.Leaningagainstthedoor,Icaughtmybreath.
ThathadjustbeenakissandIwassoaroused.CouldIsurvivemore?
Therewasnoquestionthathewantedme,thathewouldtakeme.Didheknowthatwhenhestopped,
whenheofferedmeachancetobathe,itonlymadememoreeagerforhim?I’dthinkofnothingbutthe
kiss,ofhimseeingmenakedforthefirsttime.Forotherthings.Thewaitwasarousing.
Goingtothecoppertub,IadjustedtheknobsuntilhotwaterpouredinandIwatchedasthesteaming
waterslowlyfilledthetub.Somehow,hehadrestraint,butonlysomuchofit.
IhadnoideahowmuchtimehadpassedonceIsankintothesteamingwater,butheknockedonce,then
calledmyname.
“Yes?”Ianswered,myhandsgrippingtheedgeofthetub.
“MayIcomein?”
IfIsaidno,Iknewhewouldstayonhissideofthedoor.Ididn’tevenknowhim,yetIwasconfidentin
this,confidentthathewouldnotpushme.ButdidIwanthimtostayout?IlickedmylipsasIknewthe
answer.Iwantedhimtocomein.Iwantedmorekisses.Iwanted…more.
“Yes,”Isaid,myvoicequiet.Iwasabouttorepeatitlouder,butheheardme.
ThedooropenedandLukeentered.Hislookedmeintheeyesashesaid,“Icouldnotwaitanylonger.”
Ilikedthatheadmittedtohisdesire,thatheplainlysharedthetruth.Itwasobviousineverylineofhis
body.Hisjawwastense,hishandsclenchedinfistsandIcouldn’tmisstheveryprominentbulgeinhis
pants.
Itwasmyturnnow.HewaswaitingtoseewhatIwoulddonext.WhileI’dmadethedecisionweeks
agotobecomeamailorderbride,chosetoboardthetrain,thiswasthemoment.Thiswasthedecision
thatmademehis.
Lukewantedme.Iwantedhim.Theconnectionhadbeeninstant,theattractionreal.Hedidn’tjustwant
totakemeasJohnhad.Hewantedme.
Pushing off the sides of the tub, I stood then, letting the bath water sluice down my naked body. Let
Lukelookhisfill.Mybodywasn’tperfect.Mybreastswereonthesmallside,myhipswide,buttheway
hiseyesnarrowed,thewayheranafingeroverhismouthmademefeelbeautiful.
Hedidn’tsayanything,onlytookabathingtowelfromthechairinthecornerandhelditoutforme.
Carefully,Isteppedfromthetubandintohisarms.Hewrappedthetowelaboutme,butinsteadofletting
go,heliftedmeintohisarmsandcarriedmeintotheotherroom,loweringmesowekneltbeforethefire.
“Idon’twantyoutocatchachill,”hesaid,nowusingthetoweltodryme.
Slowly, he worked the towel over me, my arms, my back, then my chest as his eyes followed his
motions.ThesoftmaterialbrushedovermybreastsandIheldmybreath.
A groan slipped from Luke just before he lowered his head and took a nipple into his mouth. He
suckled at it and I tangled my fingers in his silky hair, holding him in place. I cried out his name in a
mixtureofsurpriseandpleasure.Ihadnoideamynipplesweresosensitive!
Atmycry,Luke’srestraintfellawaycompletely.Hishandsmovedtomybody,strokedoverit,pushed
mebacksoIlaiddownonthesoftcarpetasheloomedoverme.Thewarmthofthefirewasalmosttoo
much,forhisbodyradiatedsomuchheatofitsown.Iwasnotcold.Iknewthenthatwhatevertheweather
ragedoutside,Iwouldbewarminhisarms.
Iwasbreathinghardashelookeddownatme,rakedhisgazeovermybody.“Ican’tholdback,Celia.I
wantedtobegentleourfirsttime,but…Ican’t.”
Ishookmyhead.“No.Don’tholdback.Please.”Ididn’tmindbegging,forIwasdesperateforhim.
Hisrestrainthadonlymadememoreeagerforhim.Itwasasifitonlybuiltmyneedforhimtoaneven
greaterlevelthanifhe’dtakenmewhenwe’dkissedearlier.
Now,nowIachedforhim.ToprovetohimIwasnotafraid,Ibentmyrightlegandletitfallopenin
invitation.Itwasawantonmove,butLukeseemedtowantmethisway,tooffermyselftohim.Myblatant
interestdidn’tdisgusthim.Basedonthewayhisjawclenchedashelookeddownmybody,thentuggedat
hispants,itonlymadehimlosealittlebitmoreofhiscontrol.
Opening the placket, he tugged his cock free. My eyes widened as he gripped the base and stroked
himself.
“OhGod,”Isaid.Hewasbig.Longandthickandapearlydropoffluidseepedfromthetip.Myinner
wallsclencheddownattheideaofbeingstretchedopenforhim.
HelookedupatmeandIsawthelastvestigesofhisrestraint.
Itwouldonlytakeonewordtoripittoshreds.Iknewtheword,whimperedit.“Please.”
Iwantedtobefilled,taken,claimed.Possessed.
Lowering down onto a forearm, he aligned himself with my eager entrance and slowly sank into me.
Unaccustomedtosuchgirth,Ishiftedmyhipstoaccommodatehim.IbreathedasIadjusted,grabbedhold
ofthebackofhisshirtasifIneededtoholdontosomething.Lukewasalmosttoobig,havingtograbmy
hipandshiftmesothathiscockcouldslideinevendeeper,thendeeperstill.
Ilovedthathewasstilldressed,onlytheimportantpartsuncoveredforhimtoclaimme,whileIwas
completelybareandexposedtohim.
Deepinside,heheldhimselfstillasIclenchedabouthim,onlymovingwhenIshiftedmyhipsup.
Hishandstrokedmyhairashebegantofuckme.Slowly,yetwithvigorousintent.
“Yes!”Icried,archingmyback.
Itwasn’truttingasJohnhaddone.Itwasn’tlovemaking,forIdidn’tknowhimenoughforthatdeepofa
connection.Butitwasgood.Ohsogoodanddarkandcarnalandroughand—
“Ibetherpussy’sgoingtomilkthecumfromyourballs.”
Walker.
MyeyesflewopenasIlookedupatLuke’sbrother.Ihadn’theardhimcomeintotheroom.Mybody
stiffenedinsurpriseandIgrippedLuke’sback.Hedidn’tstopmoving,didn’tstopfuckingme.Heturned
his head to look up at him, but only grinned. He wasn’t bothered—or surprised—that his brother had
walkedinonus.
Luketookmybottominhispalmandangledmesothatheslidoveradifferentspotdeepinsideme.My
eyes slipped closed and I cried out at the delicious feel. Nothing was stopping the pleasure, not even
Walkerwatching.
“She’sperfect,brother,”Lukesaid,breathinghardasWalkerloweredhimselfontoachair,lethislegs
sprawloutbeforehimandwatched.Hewaswatchingmebeingfucked!“Don’tbescared,sweetheart.Let
Walkerseehowbeautifulyouare.”
“You are beautiful, Celia,” Walker confirmed, his voice deep and rough. “So perfect beneath my
brother.Icanhearhowwetyouareforhim.You’regoingtocome,aren’tyou?”
IshouldhaveoffendedbyWalker’sappearance,byLuke’scasualattitude,shouldhavepushedathim
soIcouldrunawayinshame.Ishouldhaveatleastwantedtocovermyself.ButIdidn’t.
“My cock is rock hard looking at you,” Walker crooned, as if he knew his words made me hotter.
“Seeingthepleasureonyourface,watchingyournipplestighten.Ibetyourpussy’ssosweetandtight.”
“I’mgoingto…God,it’stoomuch,”Isaid.
“Shh,”Lukecrooned.“I’vegotyou.Letgo,sweetheart.Comeallovermycock.”
MyheadthrashedfromsidetosideasItriedtogettoaplace,somewherethatIcouldn’treach.The
pleasurewastoomuch,sointensethatIwasafraidthatitwouldoverwhelmme.
“Walkerwantstoseeyouwhenyoucome.”
Those words were what pushed me over. I tensed, then every muscle in my body went lax beneath
Luke’sweight,mybonesseemedtohavedissolved.Icriedoutmypleasureasmyhandsfelltomysides.
“Luke!”Icriedagain,overcome.
Lukeplungeddeep,once,thentwice,thenstilleddeepinside.HegroanedasIfelthisseedfillme.
Heloweredhisheadtomyneckandourwildbreathsmingledbeforehepushedoffandmovedtolie
besideme.
Ismiledtomyself,revelingintheblissthatLukehadwrungfrommybody.Johnhadneverdonethatto
me.I’dneverfeltthatwaywhenhe’dtouchedme.Noothermanhad—
Myeyesopened.“OhGod!”Icried,tiltingmyheadtolookupatWalker.Grabbingthebathingtowel
thatlayonthefloorbeneathme,Ituggedatittotrytocovermyselfwithoutmuchsuccess.
Walkerstareddownatme,completelyatease,hishatinhishands.Heworeasuitandtiesimilartohis
brother’s.FormalwhileIwasnaked,sweatyanddrippingwithhisbrother’sseed.
“I’veaskedforfoodtobedelivered.Shouldn’ttaketoolong.”
Hespokeasifhehadn’twitnessedsomethingsoprivate,socarnal.Iwasconfusedbymyreactions,or
lackof.Thefireatmysidewastoomuch.IfeltoverheatedandLukewasdoingnothingtosheltermeor
covermefromhisbrother’seyes.Hedidn’tseemtobecruelaboutit,morethathewaswillingtoshare
mewithhim,thathewantedtoshowmeoff.
Iscrambledtomyfeet,rantothenearestbedroomandshutthedoorbehindme,leanedagainstthehard
surface.Thewoodwascoolagainstmypalms,mybareback,asItriedtocatchmybreath.Iwasnaked
andIfeltLuke’sseedslipdownmythighs.
I’dfuckedmyhusbandwhilehisbrotherwatched!
IputmyhandsovermyfaceandwonderedwhatI’dturnedinto.I’dwantedtobemoredaring,tofeel
thepleasurethatcouldbehadinamarriage,butthiswasnothingI’deverimagined.Iwassowickedand
wanton.Itwasn’tbecauseIwassurprisedthathe’dwatched,butIwassurprisedthatI’dlikedit.
“OhGod,”Iwhispered,shakingmyhead.
I stared at the bed and realized this was not a good place to hide. I wasn’t going to just bed Luke
tonight.ThewayWalkerhadbeenlookingatme,thewayLukehadallowedit,hewasjustasinterested.
TheconnectionbetweenuswasjustasstrongaswithLukeandme.
“Celia.”Luke’svoicewasdeep,yetcalm.“Openthedoor.”
ItookafewdeepbreathsandrealizedIhadtofacethem.I’dletJohnhavehisway,turnedmyheadat
thesignsthathehadstrayedfromourmaritalbed,thatwhenweknewnochildrenwouldcomefromour
union,he’dneverconsideredmeanythingmorethanafreesourceoflaborforhispractice.Ithadbeenmy
fault.
And now, I’d gotten myself into this situation with Luke and Walker. I’d chosen to be a mail order
bride. Of course I was going to be wedded and bedded. I’d known that all along. I wasn’t twenty
anymore.Iwasn’tyoungornaive,butneverinmywildestandmosttawdrythoughtsdidIimagineLuke
sharingmewithhisbrother.
Icouldn’tstayinthisroomforever.IknewthelimitofLuke’spatienceandhewouldeventuallyopen
thedooronhisown.Icouldnotkeephimout.Buthewaswaitingformetocomeoutvoluntarily.Ihadto
facethem.I’dbeensilentforonemarriage,andlookwhatthathaddonetomylife.Iwouldn’tbesilentin
thisone.
Grabbing the blanket off the foot of the big bed, I wrapped it about my shoulders, about to face two
veryardentmen.Afteronemoredeepbreath,Iturnedandopenedthedoor.Bothmenloomedandwere
quitedaunting.Bothoftheirgazesrakedovermyblanket-coveredbody.ForoneheartbeatIfearedthey
would push their way into the bedroom and have their way with me, but they didn’t. I saw nothing but
concernontheirfaces.
Luke’s cock was tucked back in his pants and he showed no outward signs of just having fucked
besideshishairbeingunruly.Irememberedthesilkyfeelofthosestrands.
IbreathedthroughmymouthasItriedtocalmmyracingheart.
Lukebegantoundothebuttonsofhisshirt,tuggedthetailsfromhispantsandstrippeditoff.“Here.”
Hehelditoutformetotake.“Youwillbemorecomfortableinmyshirtthantheblanket.”
Itookthegarment,stillwarmfromhisbody,thenclosedthedoorbehindme,slippeditoninprivacy
andbuttoneditup.Itwasbigonme,sobigthatithungdownalmosttomyknees.
Opening the door once more, Luke smiled. “Looks better on you than me. Please, Celia. Sit.” Luke’s
voicewasevenmoregentlethanbefore.ItookinhisbarechestandIswallowed.Asmatteringoflight
hairwasonhisbroadchest.IttaperedtoaVtowardhisnavelandthenevenlower.MusclesrippledandI
wanted to feel every defined inch of him. Resisting the urge—he’d just fucked me minutes ago—I
clenchedmyhandsintofists.
TheysteppedbacksoIcouldpassandImovedtothecouchacrossfromthefireandsatdown,careful
totugtheshirtdownovermythighs.Themensatdownoneithersideofme,theirlegspressedintomine.
Iwassurrounded.
“Mrs.Carstairssharedlittleaboutyouinhertelegram,”Lukebegan.“Thatyouareawidow.”
Ifrownedathim,confused.“Afterwhatjusthappened,youwanttoknowthat?”
Lukelookedalittlechagrined.“Perhapsweshouldhavedonethisfirst.”
IlookeddownatmylapasIfeltmycheeksheat,wonderingwhatelseshe’dshared.Hopefullytheheat
from the fire hid that from them. “Yes, perhaps,” I replied, not wishing to offer up too many details. I
didn’twishforhimtothinkanylessofme.“Andyes,I’mawidow.”
“I’msorryforyourloss,”Walkersaid.Itiltedmyheadandofferedhimasmallsmile.“Nochildren,
then.”
Itwasn’taquestion,fortheanswerwasobvioussincenotoddlersalightedthetrainwithme.Still,I
shookmyheadatanotheroneofmywifelyinadequacies.
“Wereyouhappy,Celia?”Lukeasked.Hisvoicewasgentle,butIstillfeltsurrounded,pressured,soI
stood,movedtostandandlookdownatthecracklingfire.Withthesleevesdanglingovermyhands,Ikept
myselfbusybyrollingthemuptomywrists.
“Wasitalovematch,youmean?”Ididn’tturntolookatthemenforananswer,andneitherresponded,
obviouslyallowingmetotakemytime.“Ithoughtso,atfirst.ButIwasquiteyounganddidn’tknowwhat
lovewas.Iknewhewasindependentandexpectedmetobeaswell.”
“Wearenotoverbearingeither.”
Overbearing?No,Lukehadn’tbeenoverbearing.Bold,yes.
Iheardtheword“we”inhissentencebutdidnotgiveitmuchcredence.Istraightenedmyspineand
liftedmychin.“Iwon’tbeasimperingwife,Iassureyou.”
“No,Idon’tthinkyouwill,”Lukereplied.“Wearepossessivemen,though,Celia,andwillensureto
yoursafetyandwellbeing.Wewillallowyouindependence,butyouwillfindusveryprotectiveofwhat
belongstous.”
Ispunaboutthen,theheatfromthefireatmyback.“What?”
“Weareveryprotective,”Walkerrepeated.
“We?”Ilookedbetweenthetwo.Bothhadearnestexpressions.Open.Theywererelaxed,theirgazes
fixedonme.“Um…Idon’tunderstand.”
“Besidesbeingamineowner,IamalsothemayorofSlateSprings,”Lukeshared.“AsIsaid,thetown
isisolatedinthewinterandthepopulationispredominantlymale.Anewlawhasbeenpassed.”
AhintofapprehensionappearedinLuke’sgaze,thenwasgone.IhadtowonderifIimaginedit.
“Thelawallowsfortwomentomarrythesamewoman.”
MymouthfellopenasIglancedbetweenthetwobrothers.“Youmean…Iam—”
“The reason why I watched you and Luke fuck—why he allowed me to do so—is because you are
marriedtobothofus,”Walkerfinishedforme.
CHAPTERFOUR
Celia
“I should have told you this before we… well, before I took you, but I couldn’t resist and I had no
patiencetowaitforWalker.”
ThecornerofLuke’smouthturnedupandIsawthelookofsatisfactiononhisface.I’dputthatthere.
“Neithercouldyou,”headded.
Ilookeddownatmybarefeet.
“No,neithercouldI,”Iadmitted.I’dwantedhimsomethingfierce.Istilldid.
“Therewasnowaytoeaseyouintothearrangement,totakeourtimeandtellyou,sowefeltitbestif
—”
Aknockatthedoorinterruptedhim.
LukesworeunderhisbreathandWalkerwenttoopenit.
Auniformedporterrolledinacloth-coveredtraywithdishescoveredwithsilverdomes.Ispunonmy
heelandfacedawayfromtheman,Lukecomingtostandbeforeme,toblockmefromview.Mycheeks
flushed, wondering what the porter thought of me. Could he know that I was married to both Luke and
Walker?CouldhetellI’djustfuckedLuke?God,ofcoursehecould.IwaswearingLuke’sshirt!
I knew scandal, was too familiar with it, and didn’t wish to have another. But the man took the tip
Walkerofferedandclosedthedoorbehindhimwithoutaword.
Lukeputhishandonmyshoulderandturnedmetowardthetable.Mynipplespebbledagainstthesoft
fabricofhisshirtandseedstillslidfromme.
“WhileIwillshareyouwithWalker,wewillnotallowanothertolookuponyouaswedo,”Lukesaid.
“Perhapsitisbettertoeataswetalk,”Walkersuggested,liftingacoverfromadish.Alarge,verypink
steakwasrevealed,thenglazedcarrots,mashedpotatoesandmoreastheplateswereuncovered.
“You have just revealed that I am married to both of you and you expect me to sit and eat?” They
seemedtoocalmaboutthis,orperhapsthey’djusthadmoretimetoreconciletotheidea.
Usingaservingspoon,Walkerputavarietyofitemsontotheplatewiththesteakandcarriedittothe
diningtablethatsatbeforealargebaywindow.Ihadtoimaginetheviewifitweredaytime.
“Please,”hesaid,wavinghishandtotheplate.“Yousaidyouwerehungryafteryourjourney.”
Iwashungryandthetopicofconversationwasn’tgoingtochangeregardlessofwhetherIateornot.
Walker held out the chair for me before turning to the food cart for himself. Luke pulled out the chair
besideme,spunitaboutandsatdownwithhislegsstraddlingtheseat.Hisbareforearmsrestedonthe
chairbackandhewatchedmeasIcutasliceofmeat,thenputitinmymouth.
“Slate Springs has a population of about three thousand,” he began. “Only three hundred or so are
women. All of them are either married, much older than the bachelors or too young to wed. A young
maidenwhoarrivesintownissnatchedupquickly,usuallywithatleasttwofightsbeforehand.Withthe
townbeingisolatedforfivemonthsayear,themenbecome…aggressiveandsomewhatvolatilebythe
endofwinter.”
Hemeanttheyhadn’tbeenabletofuckawomanforthatstretch,butIdidn’tclarify.
“Oncethepassopens,mostofthemenareeagertoleavetown,nevertoreturn.Asabusinessowner,it
isaconcernsincemyminershavewalkedawayfromtheirjobs,butthereisaneverendinglineofmen
readytowork.Replacementsareeasytocomeby.”
“Butthetowndoesnotgrow,norhavealargenumberoffamilies,”Walkeradded.He’dsatontheother
sideofhimandmadequickworkofhiscarrots.Hespearedanother.“Theyarequitegood.Tryone.”
HecoaxedmeintoeatingabutterysweetcarrotandInoddedinagreement.Thefoodonthejourney
had been passable at best. This was the first meal I’d had in weeks where I didn’t have to eat quickly
whenthetrainstoppedformorewaterandcoal,oreatalone.
“Thesolutionwastoallowtwomentomarrythesamewoman,”Walkeradded,whenhewassatisfied
I’deatenthevegetable.
“Ican’timagineeveryonewouldbekeenonthisidea.Surelytheclergywouldfinditamoral,”Iadded,
cuttinganotherpieceofsteak.Mystomachhadsettledafterthemen’sinitialsurpriseandIrealizedIwas
ravenous.Iwasgladforthefood,andsomethingtodoaswespoke.WasthiswhyWalkerhadsuggested
it?
“There are some who are against the law, but they are either wed already or are, as you say, in the
clergy.TheBiblewasseparatedfromthechallengethetowncouncilfaced.”
“Andyetyouusedittoidentifyyourselftomeontheplatform,”Icountered.
Walkergrinned,pointedhisforkatme.“Touché.”
“MostmeninSlateSpringswantabride,buttheyarefewandfarbetween.”Lukesnaredarollfrom
Walker’splate,rippeditinhalfandpoppedapieceintohismouth.
“Thus,yourneedforamailorderbride,”Iadded.“Iassumetheothermenwillneedtoleavetownto
findabride?”
“Yes.” Luke shifted in his seat. “As mayor, everyone in Slate Springs is looking to me to set an
example,toensurethelawworksbeforeothersarewillingtocommit.”
“So I am wanted solely as an experiment?” I knew Luke had not specifically chosen me, personally,
fromMrs.Carstairs’business.He’dwantedawomanwhowouldwedhimsightunseen.Ishouldn’thave
felthurtbythetruthbecauseI’dknownitallalong,butstill,Iwas.
Lukedidn’tanswerthequestion.Instead,heaskedoneofhisown.“Andwhatofyou?Youmusthavea
reasonforchoosingtobecomeamailorderbride.”
Iwasverythankfulthenforthefoodonmyplate.Itookabigbiteofcarrotandtookmytimetochew,
stalling.
I glanced at the men, who recognized my action for what it was, but remained quiet and patient.
Waiting.
“Myhusbanddiedandleftmewithoutmoney.WhileIhaveskillsasanurse,mychancesforajobwere
limited in Tyler.” Especially with my history and the gossip that followed. “I felt it was best to move
somewhereelse.”
Thatwasvagueanddidnotcastanylighttotherealreasonsformydeparture.Pleasedwithmyself,I
tookasipofwater.
“Wearebusinessmen,Celia.Wecanbullshitbetterthanmost,”Walkersaid,notsofteninghiswords.
“Luke’sthemayorandthiskindofvaguetalkishisstrength.”
“That’sright,sweetheart,”Lukeadded.“You’veprobablybeenraisednottoshareyourburdens,being
diplomaticandaloof.Iappreciateawomanwhocankeepasecret,butwe’reyourhusbands.Therewill
benosecretsbetweenus.”
Husbands.Insteadofbeingstandoffish,theywantedmetobareall.
ThemashedpotatoesonmytonguetastedlikesawdustandIworkedhardtoswallowthemdown.
“Letmeaskyoumorespecificquestionsandthatareeasiertoanswer,”Walkersaid,placinghisfork
andknifeonhisplate.“Howlongwereyoumarried?”
“Fiveyears.”
“Fromyourclothing,itdoesnotappearasifyouweredestituteinyourmarriage.Isthatcorrect?”
“Yes,”Ianswered,thentookamomenttostudyhim.“Yousoundlikealawyer.”
Walker smiled then, brilliantly, showing off straight white teeth and a face so handsome my breath
caught.“That’sright.Youhavemefiguredout,doll.Nowlet’sdothesamewithyou.”
“Whatwasyourhusband’sprofession?”Lukeasked.
“Hewasadoctor.”
“Impressive.Andyouwerehisnurse?”
Inodded.
“Howdidhedie?”
I bit my lip, recognizing Walker had started off with easy questions and they were quickly becoming
moredifficulttoanswer.Usingmynapkin,Iwipedmymouth.
“Hewasshot.”
Bothmen’seyeswidened.
“I’msorrytohearthat,”Walkermurmured.“Youmustmisshimkeenly.”
Ipushedbackmychairattheridiculousnotion,thenstood.“Whataboutyou,Walker?”Iasked,steering
the conversation away from me. “Why did you agree to this unusual marriage?” I pointed to the two of
themastheystoodaswell.Theycertainlyhadgoodmanners.
“Tobehonest,Iwantawomaninmybedeverynight.”
Hisbluntnesscaughtmebysurprise.“Sonointerestinalovematchthen?”
Hetossedhisnapkinonthetable,movedtopacetheroom.“Iamawidower.”
Icouldhearthedarknessinhisvoice,seethetensenessinhisshoulders.
“Marrying again was not something I ever considered. But the new law forced Luke’s hand into
marriage.”Heshrugged,thenturnedtolookatme.“ItofferedmetheopportunityIhadneverconsidered
before.”
“Oh?”
“Awomandeservesloveinamarriage.Fairwarning,youwon’tgetthatfromme.NotbecauseIdon’t
thinkyouaredeserving,butbecauseIjustdon’thaveittogive.Butyou’llgetthatfromLuke.I’llgiveyou
everythingelse:myprotection,mymoney,myattention.Mybody.”
The idea of having continuous and permanent access to Walker’s body was definitely enticing, but it
wasn’t enough. Wiping my hand over my face, I laughed, although without any amusement. “None of us
wantthis.Luke,you’remarryingmeoutofduty—”
“Ididn’tjustfuckyououtofduty,”Lukesaid,cuttingoffmywords.“Asforwant,youwantedmeas
muchasIwantedyou.”
Icouldnotargue,foritwastrue.
“Walker,you’re…marryingmeforalifetimeoffucking.”
He ran a hand over the back of his neck. “Based on what I watched, it does not appear it will be a
hardshipforeitherofus.”
“Allofus,”Lukeclarified.“Whataboutyou,Celia?Youdeflectedourquestions.It’stimetobareall,
sweetheart.”
Hemovingtoleanagainstthebackofthecouch,armscrossed.
“I am the only one who has bared everything,” I countered, meaning I’d been naked while he’d
remainedfullydressed.TheywerenotswayedbythatdiversiontacticandIsighed.“Youwanttoknow
howmyhusbanddied?”
Lukeofferedasimple“yes,”thenwaited.
“My husband was shot in our marriage bed as he was fucking his mistress. The woman’s husband
discoveredtheirillicitactivitiesandfoundthemtogether.Killedthemboth.”
“Fuck,”Walkermurmured,shakinghishead.
“Heleftyouwithoutmoney?”
Iglancedatbothmen,thenaway.Theyseemedmoreangrythanupset.
“Thehouseandanymoneyinthebankwenttohisnephew.”
“Couldn’tyouhaveworkedasanurseforanotherdoctor?”
Puttingmyhandsonmyhips,IstaredatLuke,narrowedmyeyes.“You’rethinkinglikeaman.”
“Whatdoctorwouldhireawomanwhosehusbandhadbeenmurdered,youmean,”Lukereplied.
Walkershookhishead.“No,itwasworsethanthat,wasn’tit,doll?Theyblamedyou.Thehusband,the
town,everyone.”
Tearsfilledmyeyes,butIblinkedthemaway,refusedtomeeteitheroftheirgazes.IwasusedtoJohn
beingdistracted,neverofferingmehisfullattention.ButwithLukeandWalker,theirsdidn’twaverandI
wasuncomfortablebeneaththeirscrutiny.
“Ah,Celia,”Lukewhispered.
Idroppedmyhandstomysides.“Ishouldhavebeenabetterwife.Kepthimhappy.Gavehimchildren.
Satisfiedsohewouldn’tstray.”
“There was something wrong with your husband, sweetheart, not you. Look at you.” Luke lifted his
handandhiseyesgrazedovermybody.“You’rebeautiful.Youcamealiveinmyarms,onmycock.Any
maninhisrightmindwouldwantyou.Hell,Icouldn’tevenwaittenminutes.”
“Iwantyou,too,”Walkeradded,puttingahandtothefrontofhispantsandrubbinghiscock.
I blushed at their words, thinking of how bold I’d been, how while I’d been bothered at first that
WalkerhadwalkedinonLukeandme,I’dlikedit.
“Withoutmeans,withoutajobandyournameindisgrace,youdecidedtobecomeamailorderbride,”
Walkerfinished,breakingmefrommycarnalthoughts.
Whathesaidwasalltrue.Everybitofit.Hewasn’tbeingcruelbysayingitaloud,onlyhonest.
But from my recounting, I’d left out Carl Norman, the brother of the man who’d killed John and his
mistress. As I’d witnessed Neil Norman’s crime, my testimony had sealed his fate and he’d been hung
within the week. Carl had first accosted me two days after the hanging and had dogged me about town
eversince,blamingmeforhisbrother’sdeath,threateningtokillme.
I’d been the one who’d let my husband stray. If I’d been a better wife, more attentive sexually and
provided him with children, he would have been content with me. But no. He’d been forced to find
comfortelsewhere.Ashe’ddraggedmeintoanalleyandpinnedmetherewithahandaboutmyneck,I
wasn’tgoing to tellhim that perhapsthe problem had lainwith his brother,who obviously hadn’t been
abletosatisfyhiswife.
WhileI’dfledTylerbecauseIhadnoreputationleft,Ialsofearedformylife.I’dbeenwatchingover
myshoulderforCarleversince.Whilethefinger-shapedbruisesaboutmyneckhadfaded,theworryhad
not.I’dknownhewaswatching,waitingforthemomenttodomeharm.Inhisanger,Ithoughthewould
followmefromTyler,perhapsdosomethingliketossmeoffthemovingtrain.Itwasaneasyandvery
tidywaytokillsomeone,abodylefttorotoutontheopenprairieofwestTexasorOklahomawhereno
onewouldeverfindit.Inmycase,noonewouldmissmeorquestionmydisappearance.Noonecared.
When I stepped onto the train platform in Denver, I’d been relieved. But it didn’t allay my fears
entirely,ashecouldfollowonalatertrain.IwouldalwaysbelookingovermyshoulderasIknewhe
wouldnotbedeterred.
ThenewsthatLukeandWalker’stownwouldbesnowedinforafewmonthshadbeenalmostjoyful.
ThatmeantCarlcouldn’tgettome.Perhapsinthattimehe’deithercalmhisangerorgiveup.
“Noneofuswantedthismarriage,”Isaid,admittingthetruth.
LukeandWalkerremainedsilent.
“Youcanannul,youknow,”Icontinued.“I’llstayhereinDenverandfindajob.I’msuremynursing
skillsareneeded.”
CHAPTERFIVE
Celia
Lukepushedoffthebackofthecouchandstoodabruptly.
“No.”Bothmenspokeatthesametime,theirvoicesloud,commanding.
Itookastepbackward,surprisedbytheinstantvehemence.
“No?”Iasked,lickingmylips.
“While we may have not wanted to marry, we want you,” Luke said, glancing at his brother, who
nodded.“Didn’tIjustprovethatinfrontofthefire?You’rewearingmyshirt.”Hepointedatmyskimpy
attire.“Myseedisdrippingdownyourthighs.Hell,youcamewithWalkerwatching.I’dsayyouwantus,
too.”
Iblushedfuriously.
“Unlike your first husband, we are honorable. We don’t stray. We aren’t anything like him, doll,”
Walkeradded.
Ilaughedthen,astherewasnocomparisonbetweenthethin,palemanI’dmarriedfiveyearsagoand
thesetwostrappingcowboys.“No,no,you’renothingalike.ButIwasonlymarriedtooneman,nottwo.”
“Youhavereservations,”Lukesaid.
“Ihavequestions,”Icountered.“Suchas,howdoesitwork?”
“Beingmarriedtotwomen?”Walkerasked.“Thisisafirstforus,aswell.Firstforthetown,too.I
thinkwecanmakethismarriageworkanywaywewish.”
Ibitmylip.“Yes,but…Imeantinthe,um…bedroom,specifically.”
Luke’seyeswidened,thenhesmiled.“Youenjoyedfuckingme,sweetheart?”
Inodded,becauseIcouldn’tlie.Theywerebothwitnesstomyfirstpleasure.
“Beingmarriedtobothofusgetsyoutwomentogiveyoupleasure.”
Hesaiditsosimply,soeasily,confidentthattheycouldbothsatisfyme.
Iflushedhotlyandturnedaway,lookedblindlydownatthefoodonthetable.
“Whatdoyouwant,Celia?”Lukeasked.“Whatdoyouwantfromamarriage?You’vebeenmarried
andknowwhatit’slike,whatyouweremissing.Whatisityou’dhopedfor?We’llgiveittoyou.”
Ifeltfrayed,myemotionsrevealed.ThescarsofmyfirstmarriageachedandWalkerandLukeseemed
toknowhowtoexposeeverysingleone.Ipickedupafork,studiedthedetailworkinthesilver.“How
canyousaythat?HowcanyouknowwhatIwant?”
“Isitmoney?Youneverhavetoworryaboutgoinghungry,Ipromiseyou,”Lukesaid.
“Isitprotection?”Walkerasked.“Noharmwillcometoyouwhenyouarewithus.”
IthoughtofhowLukehadhiddenmefromtheporter’sview.
Anachefilledmychest.ThatwaswhatIwantedsoverybadly,toknowthattheywouldtakecareof
me,thatthebadthingsintheworld,likeCarlNorman,wouldneveraffectme.Buttheycouldn’tprotect
mefrommypast.Noonecould.
“Tellus,sweetheart,”Lukeprodded.
Was it as simple as just telling them my wants and they would give them to me? It was never that
simple.I’dwantedamarriagewithatleastmutualrespect,butJohndidn’trespectme.I’dknownhimfor
sometimebeforewewed,butthesemen.Iknewnothingaboutthem.Andyettheycouldpromisetofulfill
myeverydesire?
Aknotoffrustrationandangerformedinmychest.Myhandsclenchedintofists.Iftheywantedtoknow
whatIwanted,thenI’dtellthem.Whatdiditmatteratthispoint?WhentheyannouncedWalkerwasalso
myhusband,itseemedcivilizedrulesdidn’tmatter.AndsoIopenedmymouthandtoldthem.
Ispunabout,liftedmychinandsaid,“Iwantamanwhowon’tignoreme.Whowillsmileatmeand
offerreasonableconversation.Iwantamanwhoisrespectfulandcourteous.Iwantmorethanamanto
givemefoodandshelter.Iwantahusband.”
“Yougettwo,then,doll,whowilldoallthat,”WalkersaidwhenItookabreath.
Iheldupmyhand.“I’mnotdone.Iwantsomeonewhoisallmine.Tosharesecretsandlaugh.”
OnceIbegan,itwaseasytojustletitallout,tosharewhatIwanted.That’swhyIdidn’tstop.
“Ialsowanttobefucked,wellandgood.Idon’twantitatnight,inthedark.Idon’twantaquickrut,
thennothing.Iwantfulfillment,wildabandon.”IthoughtofJohn’smistress,howshe’dlovedwhathe’d
been doing to her before they were discovered. “I want to be tied up. Taken. Do things I never even
imagined.”
I was breathing hard, my skin hot and prickly. There, I’d said it. I’d said exactly what I wanted,
everythingIneversaidtoJohn.
Bothmen’sgazesdarkenedandturnedintense.
“I’mproudofyouforsharingthat.Itmusthavebeenhardforyoutoadmitthelast,”Walkersaid,his
words of praise acting like a balm. “You had a taste of what it will be like with Luke. While it was a
quickrut,itwaswildandfullofabandon.”
Ifeltthesorenessofouractionsbetweenmythighs,unaccustomedtoamanofhissizeandhis…vigor.
“Yes.That’strue.”Ishookmyheadslowly.“ButIwon’tbemarriedtoaman…tomen,whostray.I
won’tbecastasideagain.IfI’mnotenough,turnmeawaynow.”
“Turn you away?” Luke asked. “I’ll turn you over my knee if you even think about walking out that
door.”
MyeyeswidenedandIfeltmycheeksheatattheideaofbeingplacedinsuchaposition.Iremembered
John’s mistress and how she’d liked it when he’d spanked her bare bottom. The sound of it, that skin
againstskincrackandthenafieryburstofstingingpain.Iwantedthat.Iwantedtoknowwhatitwaslike.
Iwantedtoknowitall.
“Icanseethatexcitesyou.Doesn’tit,sweetheart?”Lukeasked.
Ibitmylip,wonderingifIshouldadmitthetruth.Thetruth,though,waswellandtrulyout,sowhat
wasthepointofdenyingitnow?AndsoInodded.
Luke stepped toward me, but I held still, not letting him know I was a little wary. I wasn’t afraid of
them,butI’dneverbeencompletelyhonestwithJohn,neversharedthedarkestofsecretswithhim.The
truthwaspowerfulandsoIwonderedwhattheywouldsay…ordo,next.
“We’llneverwantanother,”hemurmured.
Histonewaseven,hisvoiceearnest.
I looked up at him, saw the serious expression. “How can you say that? I… I didn’t please John. I
won’t have you fuck me then find me lacking. I’d rather you decide you don’t want me now, before…
beforeIhavefeelings.”
“Lacking?”Lukeasked.“Walker,whenyouwerewatchingmefuckourbride,diditlooklikeIfound
Celialacking?”
“Hell,no.Woman,”Walkergrowled.“We’llsayitonelasttime.You’llstayandwewon’tstray.”
Thevehemenceofhistonehadmebelievinghim,butthedoubtstilllingered.“I—”
“You’ve given this worry to us. Let it go,” Luke added. The back of his knuckles stroked down my
cheekandIshivered.“Youwantustotakecontrol,togiveyouwhatyouneed.”
DidI?DidIwantthemtotakemyworriesaway?WasthatwhyItoldthemthosesecrets?Wasitsothat
theycouldknowthetruthandwantmeanyway,todoexactlywhatIwanted?
Mygazemethis,thenskitteredoverhisshouldertolookatthedecorativewallpaper.“Howcanyoudo
that,givemewhatIneed,Imean,when…whenIdon’tevenknowwhatIneed?”
Walkermovedcloser.Ihadonemaninfrontofme,theotheratmyside,Walker’sbighandgentleon
myshoulder.“We’lldiscoverittogether.Enoughfortonight.You’reexhaustedandwe’vegivenyouquite
asurprise.WhileIdesperatelywanttofeeltheheatofyourpussyaroundmycock,I’msureyou’realittle
tender.Hmm?”
WouldIeverstopblushing?“Yes,”Iadmitted.
“Tomorrow is soon enough,” he said, pulling me into his arms. He felt different than Luke, his scent
wasdifferent.
CHAPTERSIX
Celia
Iwassowarm,overlysoandItriedtopushtheheavyblanketoffofme.WhenIputmyhandsoverme
to move it away, it wasn’t a blanket, but an arm. My breath caught and my heart skipped before I
remembered.LukeandWalker.Iwasinbedwithoneofthem.
Glancingdown,Isawanarm,sprinkledwithdarkhair,aboutmywaist.Basedonthehaircoloronthe
arm, it was Walker. The hand was so big, it reached from my hipbone to have the thumb brush the
undersideofmybreast.Mybarebreast.I’dwornLuke’sshirttobed,butithadriddenupwellpastmy
waistandWalker’shandwasbeneathit.
It all came back to me then. Arriving in Denver, the luxurious hotel room, the men’s pressure into
havingmeadmithardtruths,thefucking.God,thefucking.
TheblankethadfallenaboutmywaistandIwaspressedagainstasolidwallofman,hisfrontagainst
mybackliketwospoonsinadrawer.Ifelteveryhardinchofhim.Thehaironhischesttickledmyback,
hisstrongthighstuckedbehindmine.Thatmeantthehardnesspressingagainstmybottomwashis—
“Don’tbefrightened,doll.”
Walker’svoicewasroughanddeepfromsleep.
Ishouldhavebeenfrightened.Iwasinastranger’sbed,inhisarms,practicallynaked.I’ddonesuch
wickedandcarnalthingswithhisbrother.
A whimper escaped just before he shifted so that I was on my back and he was looming over me,
settledupontooneforearm.Hebegantoundothebuttonsdownthefrontoftheshirt,slowlyexposingme,
inchbyinch.
IlookedupatWalker.Hisdarkhair,whichlastnighthadbeenneatlycombed,felloverhisforehead,
tousled from sleep. His shoulders were so broad he blocked out the pale light coming in from the
window.Hiseyeswereontheskinthathewasexposing.
“Sleepwell?”heasked,ashepartedthefabricsoitfellofftothesides.Exceptformyarms,Iwas
baretohim.
Iheatedathishonestandblatantperusal.HadIsleptwell?Yes.Ihadn’tsleptthatwellinalongtime.I
barelyrememberbeingtuckedbeneaththecoversandWalkerclimbingintobedandpullingmeintohis
arms.IrememberedLukesettlingontheothersideofme,butnothingmore.
Inodded.
Hesmiledthenandtheharshedgesheborethenightbeforeweregone.“Good.Youhadalongtripand
ifyouweren’twearyenoughfromthat,Lukecertainlyworeyouout.”
Iflushedthenandhegrinnedbroadly,ashebrushedonefingeracrossmycollarbones.
“Youturnpinkwhenyou’reembarrassed.Everywhere.”
Ilookedawayfromhismesmerizingeyes.“Where’sLuke?”
Hishandstilled.“Areyouafraidofme?”
“No.Ijust…wondered.”
Walkersighed.“Hehadanerrandtorunbutwillbebacksoon.”Heglancedoverhisshouldertothe
window. “The weather is fair again today, but there are clouds over the mountains, which means it’s
snowingupthere.WhileIwantedtostayatleastaday,ifnottwo,withyouinthisbed,weneedtoget
home.”
MymindclearedthenandIrememberedCarlNorman.“Oh!”
ItriedtomoveawayfromWalker,buthedidn’tshift.Bigashewas,Iwouldn’tbeabletogetupunless
heletme.Theideaofhimkeepingmeinbed—ofwantingmebeneathhim—wasquitenice,forJohnhad
neverevenheldme.Notonce.ButthelongerweremainedinDenver,thechanceofCarlfindingmegrew.
WhileIcouldn’tbesurehewouldfollowthroughwithhisthreats,Icouldn’tignorethem.Ihadtokeep
moving.ThesoonerwewereinSlateSpringsandthepassclosedbehindus,thebetter.
“Yes,weshouldhurry.”
WalkermovedhisarmandIpushedupandslidtothesideofthebed.Sittingup,IrealizedIhadno
covers, no way to shield myself except to tug the sides of Luke’s shirt together, but it still gaped open.
Whilehe’dseenmethenightbefore,nakedandbeneathLuke,themorninglighthidnothing.
Glancingovermyshoulder,IsawthatWalkerhadn’tmoved,justremainedrelaxedandcomfortableas
he watched me. While he had a gleam in his eye that indicated interest, he was not making any kind of
advances.Hedidnotseemtheleastbitbotheredbywakingupwithawomanhebarelyknew.
“Youseemquiteatease.Isthissomethingyoudooften?”Ibitmylipassoonasthewordsescaped,for
theyweresharplybarbedandnotdeserved.
Walker’seyesnarrowed,buthedidnotofferanyotherindicationthathewasbothered.Hestudiedme
quietlyforsometime,longenoughformetowanttosquirmundertheintensityofit.
“Jealous,doll?”
Mymouthfellopen.“What?No!Ishouldn’thavesaid…Imeanitwas…letmeup.”
“Iamnotkeepingyouinbed.”
“Yes,butIneedmorethanLuke’sshirt.”
“I’dratheryoudidn’tcoveryourselfatall,foryouarequitelovely.Ah,theblushagain.”Hesmiled
softlyandIrefusedtolookdownatmychestwhereIknewitwasturningaspinkasmycheeks.“Iwasno
virgincomingintothismarriage,andneitherwereyou.Wehavebothbeenmarriedbefore.Ihavevowed
to be true to you and I will, but we can’t make the past go away. What I did before you is of no
consequence.”
Isighedandstudiedhim.Hewasnotapologizingforanywomenhe’dbeenwithbefore,forhehadno
reason to do so. He was correct. What he did before my arrival was of no consequence. He was also
correctinthatmyshrewishquestioningwasoutofjealousy.
“I’msorry.”Itwassimple,butenough,forhenodded.
“Toansweryourquestion,IamateasebecauseIamhappy.IfindIamenjoyingbeingmarriedagain
verymuch.”
“Butwehaven’t…Imean—”
“Fucked?”heasked.“Youhadnoproblemwiththewordlastnight,doll.”Hetuggedgentlyonthetail
ofLuke’sshirt,butnothardenoughtopullitfrommygrasp.Itwasenoughformetoknowhecouldeasily
stripmebare,andmorethanwithwords.“Sayit.”
“Fucked,”Imurmured.
“Goodgirl.Wewillfucksoonenough,”hevowed.“AndIenjoyedsleepingwithyouinmyarms.Did
Lukenotpleaseyou?”
Ipursedmylips.“Youhaveforcedmyhand.HowcanIdenythathedid?HowcanIdenythatIdidn’t
enjoyit?”
Hisgrinreturned.“AndyetyouareafraidthatIwillfindyou…what?”
“Awhore,”Iwhispered,lookingaway.
His eyes narrowed. “I do not like that term, or the way you are thinking of yourself. If you speak of
yourselfthuslyagain,Iwilltakeyouovermyknee.”
Iwastakenabackbyhisvehemenceanddidn’tknowwhattosay.
“Doll,enjoyingwhatyourhusbandsdowithyouinbed—orout—doesnotmakeyouawhore.”
Ibitmylip.“ButI’veneverlikeditbeforenow.”
Iwasmortifiedbyourconversation.JohnandIneverspokeofsuchthings.Perhapsthatwasoneofour
problems. If he’d known I’d been dissatisfied, would he have changed his ways? I thought of his strict
routine and casual view on our marriage. Most likely, he wouldn’t have done a thing differently. It
probablywouldhavedrivenhimintothearmsofanotherwomanevensooner.
Walkerreachedoutandtuggedmebackdownbeneathhim,breakingmefrommythoughtsaboutJohn.
Hisdarkgazesearchedmyfaceonceagain.Icouldn’thelpthetearthatescaped.Withhisthumb,Walker
wipeditaway.
“Yougiveusquitethecompliment,”hesaid.“Yourhusbandcouldn’tpleaseyouandthat’sasadthing.
YoucamehardlastnightforLuke.”IturnedmyheadawaybutWalkertiltedmycheekbacksoIcouldn’t
look away. “You came because he gave you what you needed. You can’t compare, doll. I promise you,
LukeandIwillnotjustfuckyoubeneaththecoversinthedark.We’regoingtodothingswithyouthat
willsurpriseyou,makeyouquestioneverythingyouusedtoknow.”
Iheardadooropen,close,thenheavyfootfalls.
“Luke’sreturned.”
Withinseconds,hefilledtheopenbedroomdoorway.
I saw that my shirt had fallen open and my breasts were exposed, the soft hairs of Walker’s chest
tickling my belly. Luke’s gaze raked over both of us as he shrugged out of his coat and I could only
imaginewhathewasthinking.
Hetosseditonthebackofasettee,satdownandtuggedoffhisboots.
“Wasyouroutingsuccessful,brother?”Walkerasked,notmovingoffofme.
“Itwas.”Lukestoodtohisformidableheightandreachedintohiscoatpocket.Withhisbacktous,I
couldn’tseewhathe’dretrieved.
“While we were sleeping, doll, Luke went and collected a few items that we couldn’t get in Slate
Springs.” Walker moved so that he was sitting up in bed, leaning against the pillows, as casual and
relaxedasever.
ThesheetrodelowonhiswaistandItookinhistorso.WhileI’dwokeninhisarmsandfelthischest,
thiswasthefirsttimeI’dactuallyseenit.
HewassomuchbiggerandheavierthanJohn,withcordedmusclesbeneathdarkskin.Asmatteringof
hairwasonhischestbetweenflat,darknipples.HewasleanereventhanLuke,butnolessappealing.
LukeclearedhisthroatandIblushedfuriously,caughtoglingWalker’schest.Ituggedtheshirtclosed.
Bothofthemgrinnedatme.
“Rememberlastnightwhenyouaskedushowourmarriagewouldwork?Wesaidyou’dbepleasured
bytwomen.”
“Yes,”Ireplied.“Iremember.”
“I took you without Walker. He’ll fuck you on occasion without me. Sometimes, we’ll take you one
aftertheother.”Lukecockedhisheadtotheside.
IcouldfeelmyselfflushandIhadtowonderifI’deverstopbeingembarrassed.Butitwastempered
bytheircalmdemeanorsandthehintofneedintheirgazes.TheywereasaffectedasI.Theywantedit,
too.Neededit.
“Soon,we’lltakeyoutogether.”
“Atthesametime,”Walkeradded.
Iglancedathim,thenLuke,tryingtounderstandwhattheymeant.
“I’lltakeyourpussy,”Luketoldme.
“AndI’lltakeyourass.”
TheshirtslippedalittlefrommyfingersasIrealizedwhattheymeant.Swallowinghard,Ilickedmy
lips.“Youmean…together?”
That’swhathe’dsaidbefore,butIhadn’trealizedtogethermeanttogether.
Lukenodded.
“But…butyou’rebothsobig.I’venever—”Ishookmyhead.“Itwon’twork.”
Walkerofferedaverymanlygrunt.“Oh,itwill,doll.Wejusthavetoprepareyou.”
Turningmyhead,IlookedatWalker.Hisexpressionwassoopen,sorelaxed.Howcouldhefeelthat
waywhentalkingaboutdoingsomethingso…wrong.
“It’sshameful,allofit.Thistalk,howIbehavedlastnight,”Iadmitted,lookingdownatthebed.“Ilet
youwatchashe…ashefuckedme.”
Walkerreachedoutandtuggedmetowardhim,thistimewithenoughstrengththatIfellintohimwitha
smallgaspofsurprise.
Wrapping his arms around me, he pulled me up so I lay atop his chest. The sheet was between us,
Walkerbeneathandmeontop.HetuggedatLuke’sshirtandeasilystrippeditfromme,tosseditontothe
floor.
“Walker!”Icried,tryingtomove,butheheldmeinplace,onehandatmylowerback,theotheronmy
neck.Hisholdwasn’tharsh,butinsistent.
“Youneedtolisten,doll.We’vesaiditbeforeandwe’llsayitagainandagainuntilyouunderstand.
Whatwedotogetherisnotshameful.Givingeachotherpleasureisnotshamefulorembarrassing.Sharing
yourdesires,tellinguswhatmakesyouhot,whatwillmakeyoucomemakesyousuchagoodgirl.”
Lukecameovertothesideofthebed,squatteddownsohecouldlookmestraightintheeye.Hewas
sohandsome,hisfairhaircreasedwithalinefromhishat.Hischeekswerecleanshaven,asifhe’drisen
much earlier and shaved. His scent was different than Walker’s. Like fresh air and some wood smoke.
Walkerwasmoresharpspice.Together,theirmergedscentwasheadyandsoverymasculine.
Beneath my cheek, I heard the steady beat of Walker’s heart, his heat seeping into me. Unlike John’s
calmdemeanorwherehe’dusedsilencetounnerveme,Ifeltthatthesetwomenwerepatientandsteady,
asifallowingmetimetocontemplateourdiscussionandtounderstandthem.Tounderstandus.
“It’sourprivilegeasyourhusbandstogiveyouexactlywhatyouneed.Justasyouwillforus,”Luke
added.
“ButIdon’tthinkI’mgoingtolikehavingyoutakemethere,”Iadmitted.“Itwillsurelyhurt.”
Lukesmiled,thelinesatthecornersofhiseyescrinkling.“Thankyoufortellingushowyoufeel,”he
said. They’d said that before, as if they were refreshed by my honesty. He placed his elbow on the
mattressandheldasmallobjectaloftformetosee.“Itwoulddefinitelyhurtifwefuckedyourassnow.
Ourcocksarebigandyou’renotprepared.”
I frowned at the oddly shaped piece of wood. It looked like a sock darner, but the tip was more
pointed,anditwassmaller.“Prepared?”Walkerhadsaidthatwordbefore,buthadyettoanswerme.
Walker’s hand slid up my back again, then down; it didn’t stop at the base of my spine, but moved
lowertocupmybottom.Histhumbslippedintotheseambetweenandbrushedovermy—
Igasped.
“Yourass,doll,needstobereadyforourcocks.You’resotighthere,weneedtoopenyouup.”
IstartledatthefeelofWalker’sthumbthereagain.Hebrusheditoverthatsensitiveskinsolightly.
“Shh,”hecrooned.“Doesthishurt?”
Ishookmyheadagainsthischest.Itdidn’thurt,butfeltpleasurableanddecadent.Wicked.Heshifteda
leg,whichmovedmineapart,openingmeupevenfurtherforhim.
“Wewon’thurtyou.We’llneverhurtyou.Onlypleasure.”
“But—”
Lukemovedtositonthesideofthebed.Heputthewoodenobjectdownandslippedahandbetween
my legs, below Walker’s. His fingers slipped over my folds as Walker continued to touch me in that
forbiddenplace.
Myeyesslippedclosedattheirerotictouch.
AsWalkercontinuedtolightlycirclemybottom,Lukeslippedafingerintomypussy.
“Icanfeelmyseed.”Lukegroaned.“I’mhard,Celia,knowingyourpussy’smarkedbyme,andsoonby
Walker,too.”
Thepleasure,theneed,wasinstant.IwassosensitiveinsidethatLuke’sfingermademecryout.My
hips shifted, which pushed Walker’s thumb harder against my untried hole. It didn’t hurt. Quite the
oppositeactually.
“Rideourfingers,doll.Rubyourclitonme.Yes,likethat.”
Itwaseasytoslipintoneed,toforgetthatIwasnakedontopofonemanashisthumbwasinsistenton
gainingentrytomyvirginbottomwhileanotherfingerfuckedmywell-usedpussy.Iwantedtocome,to
feellikeIhadthenightbefore.AndsoImovedmyhips,rubbedthatbundleofnervesWalkercalledaclit
againstthesheet.Allthewhile,themenmovedtheirfingersabout.
Walker’sthumbmovedawaybrieflytoslideovermyinnerthigh,thenreturned,coatedinmyarousal.It
madethedigitslipperyandwhenhepushedgentlyagainstthattenderopening,itfloweredopenforhim,if
onlyjustalittlebit.
Icriedoutattheoddsensationofbeingstretched,butitwasn’tbad.Infact,itfeltreally,reallygood.
SogoodthatImovedmyhipsevenmore,whichonlyslidhisthumbinevenatinybitfurther.Hedidn’t
move it, just kept it still, stretching me, letting me adjust to the feeling of something there, even if just
negligibly.
ItmademyhandsclenchthehardmusclesofWalker’sarmsasIliftedandloweredmyhips,circled
them.Itwassowarmintheroomthatsweatbrokeoutonmyskin.Iknewwhatitfeltliketocomenow
andIwasclose.
Walkermurmureddirtylittlethingsinmyears,abouthowhecouldn’twaittoopenmyassupmorewith
theplug.LukewhisperedabouthowmuchIlikedtheirtouch,howmuchhecouldn’twaittogethiscock
backinsidemytightheat.
Everything coalesced into bright, hot need and when Luke curled his finger in some magical way, I
came. Nothing could hold it back. Nothing could hold back my scream of pleasure either as I clenched
downontheminsideme,asifmybodydidn’twantthemtoleave,butwantedthemdeeperinstead.
Walker’sthumbslippedfrommefirst,hisotherhandslidingupanddownmysweatyback.Lukemoved
hisfingerinawaythatwrungthelastbitofpleasurefrommybody.Onlythendidhepullaway.Imoaned
attheloss,forwhileIenjoyedthedexterityofhisfinger,itwasn’tenough.Itwasn’tlongenoughorthick
enough.Ineededhiscock.
“Luke,”Imoanedashestoodandbegantostrip,eagertojoinusinbed.
Iwatchedashisbodywasquicklyexposed.Hewasheavierthanhisbrother;whereWalkerwaslean,
Luke’sbuildwasmoremuscularandsolid.HishipswerenarrowandIdidn’teventakeamomenttolook
athislegs,forhiscockwasrightthere.ItwasthickandlongasIrememberedit,butthecolorindaylight
was a ruddy red and I couldn’t miss the thick vein that ran down the side of it or the clear fluid that
seepedfromthetip.
“Fuck,”IheardWalkermumble,justbeforeheshiftedmesoIwasonmyback,myheadonthepillows.
Hepushedthesheetbackandclimbedfromthebed,notlookingback.MymouthfellopenasIwatched
himmoveacrosstheroom,rejectingme.
Luketookhisplace,kneelingontheedgeandthenmovingontopofme.Bracedonhisforearmsbymy
head,hecuppedmyfacewithhishands.
“I’ll prepare for our departure.” Walker’s voice came from across the room and I heard clothes
rustling,thenhisbarefeetonthewoodfloorashelefttheroom.
Ifrowned,butLuke’sthumbstrokedthecreaseinmybrowaway.“Didn’tI…pleasehim?”
Lukesighed.“Hewillprotectyou,Celia,fromanythingthatmightharmyou.Buthealsoprotectshis
heart.”
IjuststaredatLukeasIconsideredhiswords.“I’veknownyoubothlessthanaday.Ishisheartthat
muchinjeopardy?”
Lukesettledhishipsbetweenmineandhishardcockslippedovermyfolds,thensankintome.
“Fuck,yes.”
IclosedmyeyesandtiltedmyheadbackandgavemyselfovertoLuke.Yes,perhapshewasright.I’d
neverfeltanythinglikethiswithJohn,andwe’dbeenmarriedfiveyears.PerhapsthereasonwhyIwas
soconcernedthatWalkerleftwasbecauseIworriedformyownheartwherehewasconcerned.
WhenLuketookholdofthebackofmythighandpushedmylegupandbacksohecouldgodeeper,all
thoughtslippedfrommymind.
CHAPTERSEVEN
Luke
“Whatthefuckiswrongwithyou?”IaskedWalker.
I’d come up behind him, put my hand on his shoulder and leaned in so that not everyone in the hotel
lobbycouldhearmyheatedquestion.Ifanyoneglancedatme,theycouldcertainlytellIwasbothered,but
not as angry and frustrated as I truly felt. He’d walked out on Celia without a word or a backwards
glance.He’dhadhisthumbonherass,forfuck’ssake,andthendidn’teventendtoherafter.
I’d had to soothe her from not only Walker’s departure, but embarrassment after having come while
havingherassplayedwith.Shewasdefinitelyadventurousinbed,butshe’dprobablyneverconsidered
assplaybefore.AfterItookheragain—itwasmoregentlelovemakingthanfucking—I’dshownherthe
smallestplugandletherholdit.Wecouldn’tdomorethismorningsincewehadtoleavetownandmake
ituptoJasperbynightfall.WhenItoldherwe’dnotuseituntillater,herreliefwasnoticeable.Shejust
wasn’treadyforityet.Tosaythatwewereoverwhelmingwasmostlikelyagrossunderstatement.
Andyet,she’dstaredatitwithdefinitetrepidationanddoubt,butwithsomecuriosityaboutitaswell.
Thatbodedwellfortwodominantmenwhowishedtotakeheratonce.Ifonlyoneofthedominantmen
wouldn’tbesuchapussyaboutallofthis.
ThatwaswhyIsteeredWalkeroutontothestreetwherewewerelesslikelytobeoverheard.Where
myshoutingathimblendedintothebusyactivityoftheDenverstreet.
Heletmedoit,becausewhileIwasbigger,hecertainlywouldn’tletme—oranyoneelse—pushhim
aroundifhedidn’tallowit.
Oncewewereawayfromtheentrance,hespunabout.Hisfacewasallhardlinesasheputhishaton
hishead.Noneofthedesirefromearliershowed.
“Ihavenoideawhatyou’retalkingabout.”
TwoladieswalkedbyandWalkertippedhishat.
IwaiteduntiltheyweredowntheblockbeforeIresponded.“Youhadanakedwomanontopofyou
andyouwalkedaway.”
Walker’slipsthinned.“IhadCelianakedandontopofme.”
“Whatthehell’sthedifference?”Itriedtokeepmyvoicetempered.“Shethinksshedidn’tpleaseyou.”
“Fuck,” Walker swore, scuffed his boot over the ground. He walked away, turned back, paced. His
raggedbreathscameoutinwhitepuffsbeforehecametostandbeforemeagain.Itwasacoldmorning,
especiallyinthebuilding’sshadow.
He had his issues that stemmed from Ruth dying. It had been horrible and I wouldn’t wish an early,
miserabledeathonanyone,butshewasn’tthewomanforWalker.Hedidn’tloveher,althoughIdoubted
he’d admit that. She’d… intrigued a twenty-year-old and he’d made her his. But it hadn’t been a true
match.Iwasn’tsureifhewasriddledwithguiltmoreforbeingasinstantlyenthralledbyCeliaasIwas
orthathehadn’tfeltforhisdeadwifeashedidforCelia.Icouldseehisinterestinournewbrideandit
wasn’tjusthiscockthatwantedher.He’dassumedhecouldgointothisunorthodoxmarriageandjustget
awomantowarmhisbedandtosatehisneeds,buthe’dbeenwrong.Perhapswebothhad.
Celiawassomuchmorethanweeverimagined.
“Shepleasedme,”hesaid,finally.
“Toomuch,”Iguessed.“That’stheproblem,isn’tit?”
Henoddedonce,curtly.
Ileanedin,putmyhandonhisshoulderagain.“Ifyouwanttogetinherass,thenyouneedtogetyour
headoutofyours.”
HegrinnedthenandIknewI’dbrokenhimfromhisreverie.But,Iwasn’tdone.
“Ruth’sgone,brother.”
Hesighedatmydirectwords.“Iknow,butIwon’tgettrappedlikethatagain.”
“Trapped?YoucanwalkawayfromCeliarightnow.Justkeepongoing,”Iadvised.“Thetowncanjust
finddifferentmentoinauguratethenewlaw.I’lltakeherbacktoSlateSpringsasjustmine.”
“AndletThomkinslaughyououtofoffice?”heasked.“He’llcallyouout,sayingwhileyou’llpassthe
law,youwon’tsubscribetoityourself.”
Thomkinswasanassandhewoulddoeverythinginhispowertofuckwithme.Ithadbeenthatway
sincewewereboys.WalkercouldshrugoffhisinsultsmucheasierthanIevercould,itwasjusthisway,
buthewasn’tmayor.
Iwatchedasastagenearlymissedamanpullingawagonofcoaldownthestreet.
“Thisfightisn’taboutme,orThomkins,orthestupidlawandyouknowit.IwantherandI’mkeeping
her.Ifyou’renotin,noonewillknowdifferently,butyouhavetobetheonetotellher.”
While I’d rather share Celia with Walker—there was no question she was attuned and interested in
bothofus—Iwasn’tgivingherup.Shewasmine.Mybrotherjusthadtodecideifshebelongedtohim,
too.Ifnot,heowedheratleastthetruth.
Walkershruggedoffmyhand.“Andletyouhaveheralltoyourself?She’snotRuth.Iknowit.Fuck,
whenshegotoffthestage,itwaslikeyou’dpunchedmeinthegut.She’sours,Luke.Noquestion.”
“Iknowwhatyoumean.”
I did. The connection, the sense of knowing, had been instantaneous. As soon as I saw her walking
downthetrainplatformtowardus,Iknew.IwantedherwithacravingIcouldn’texplain,wouldnever
haveimagined.IhadtoassumeitwasthatpotentforWalkeraswell.Hewouldn’thavewalkedoutonher
otherwise.Hecaredenoughtoleave.But,hopefullyhewasgoingtocommitonanevendeeperlevel.We
werebothinvestednow.
“Andyetyouwalkedawayfromher,”Iadded.
“Iwalkedawayfromhow…intensethisis.”
I slapped him on the shoulder. “It’s incredible, how perfect she is for us. But I’ll keep her all to
myself,”Irepeated.“Noproblem.”
Hehuffed.“Nofuckingway.”
Igrinnedthen.Itwasn’taboutthelaw.Itwasaboutus.Webothwantedherandwewerebothgoingto
keepher.
“Whenyouleft,Ihadheralltomyself,”Isaid,tryingtorilehim.Itworked,becausehenarrowedhis
eyesandpointedafingeratme.Iheldmyhandsupinfrontofme.“YouhadherallalonewhenIwentto
TheLuckySwan.”
One thing neither of us had considered during the three days waiting for Celia to arrive was how to
preparehertotakebothofusatthesametime.Itwastheultimateconnectionbetweenusandwewould
notbedenied.But,wewouldnothurtCeliaeither.Lastnight,whenI’dfuckedher,Irealizedwedidnot
haveanybuttplugstoprepareher.AndsoI’dgoneatdawntooneofthebrothelsintown,onethatI’d
frequented in the past. The owner knew me and had not only given me a small set of varying sizes of
plugs,butcongratulatedmeonmynewbride.
WhileI didn’t tellhim she alsobelonged to Walker, theman wouldn’t havecared. In his profession,
he’dseeneverything.Ménagewastameforhim.
“Brother,it’snotallaboutfucking,”hecountered,hiswordssharp.
Idroppedmyhandsbacktomysides,gavemybrotherameaningfullook.“Exactly.”
AndI’dcaughthim,rightthen.Hiseyeswidenedasrealizationsetin.Thismarriagewasn’tallabout
fucking,ashe’doriginallywanted.ItwasbecomingacquaintedwithCelia,talkingwithher,discovering
her interests, enjoying her, not just her body. She wasn’t just a bride, a faceless woman coming from
Texastomarryus.
Walkergruntedandturnedabout,headingbackintothehotel.Igrinned,thinkingaboutourbride.While
Walkerwasconsideredtheintensebrother,thebrooder,he’dheldhimselfback.Cautiousandwary.But
nowthathewasresolved,IwonderedifournewbridecouldhandlethefulleffectofWalkerTate.Itwas
goingtobeenjoyabletofindout.
***
Celia
“I do not need that many clothes,” I told the men as they escorted me from a ladies’ dress shop,
Walker’sarmsladenwithwrappedparcels.Lukerefusedtoletmeleavewithoutdonningacompletely
newoutfit,fromhattoboots.Nowoutonthestreet,Ihadtoadmittheclothingwasquitewarmagainstthe
bitingwind.
Duringourforayinsidetheshop,Walkerplayedtheroleofbrother-in-lawwhileLukefilledtheroleof
my new husband. I understood all too well that marrying two men was against the law everywhere…
everywherebutSlateSprings,Colorado.Ididnotwanttodrawattentiontoourunusualarrangementany
morethanthemendid.
IwasstillcomingtotermswithwhatI’ddone.Lord,I’dspentawildandcarnalnight—andmorning—
withbothofthem.LukehadfuckedmeandI’dorgasmedwithwildabandon.Justthismorning,Walker
hadevenpressedthetipofhisthumbintomybottomasLukedidmagicalthingswithhisfingersinmy
pussy.Andthey’ddoneittogether.Together!I’dhadtwomentouchingme.
Theonlytimeitseemedeventheslightestbitsimilartoaconventionalmarriagewasthismorningwhen
LukehadtakenmewhileIlayonmybackinbed.
But what was a conventional marriage? Had my marriage to John been conventional? Did other
husbandstakemistressestotheirbeds?IhadtowonderifperhapswithLukeandWalkerIwas,infact,
quite lucky. I’d come three times. In five years, I’d had zero orgasms with John, so I knew what Luke,
WalkerandIsharedwas…unique.
TheonlysimilaritytowhatI’ddonewithJohnwastheposition.Earlier,Lukehadbeenontopofme,
justhasJohnhadalwaysdone.ButwithLuke,I’dbeennakedandeagerandwetandhe’dmademecome.
Again. He’d done it by sucking on one of my nipples as he brushed his fingers over my clit. John had
neverdoneeitherofthosethings.I’dneverevengottenwetbefore.
I’dloveditallwithLukeandWalker.Everybitofit.IjusthadtoreconcilewhatI’dbeenraisedto
believecomparedtowhatweweredoing.Ishouldbechasteandmodest.Iwasnot.Ishouldbemeekand
submissive. I wasn’t meek, but I seemed to be even more submissive than I ever thought. I’d loved the
waythemendominatedme.Mymind,mybody,mypleasure.
Buttheyhadn’tpushedordemandedwhentheycouldhaveeasilyoverpoweredme.Johnhadexpected
compliance,acquiescencetohishusbandlyneeds.I’dnevertoldhimno,butIhadtowonderifhewould
havetakenmeevenifI’ddeniedhim.
WalkerandLukehadaskedfirst,gainedconsentbeforetheyevenkissedme.Theywerehonorable,yet
didanhonorablemanwanttofuckmyass?AndyetWalkerseemeddoubtfulaboutsomething.Notme,but
perhapshehadsomeissuesashe’dbeenmarriedbefore.Wasthatwhyhe’drejectedme?Haditbeentoo
muchtoplaywithmyass?WasItoomuch?
Ihadtoassumetheanswerwasyes,but—
“Yousaidyourselfyouhavenowinterclothing.Notevenacoatorgloves.Yourdressesaremadeof
cotton, not wool. Even your stockings are for warm weather,” Luke said. “While there are premade
dressesattheshopinSlateSprings,itisbettertobewellsuppliedinadvanceofthelongwinter.”
He tucked my hand into the crook of his arm as we walked down the street. My new coat, a lovely
shade of blue, was thick and heavy. The kid gloves were lined with rabbit fur. But neither kept me as
warm as the feel of Luke against my side, who seemed to be warm even in the coldest of weather. I
assumedWalkerwasthesameway,buthewalkedtwostepsbehindusforpropriety’ssake.
“Theliveryisjustablockaway.Areyoucomfortablewalkingthatfarforustogetourhorses?”Luke
asked.
They’d told me we were to ride horses to Slate Springs, stopping overnight in a town called
Georgetownontheway.I’dneverheardofit,butbothmenassuredmeitwouldbeacomfortablenight.
Bythelooksintheireyes,Iassumedbycomfortabletheymeantpleasurable.Mypussy,whichwasalittle
soreanddefinitelytender,clenchedattheideaofbeingbetweenthemagain.
I was about to reply with a simple yes when I saw someone and I stopped as if my feet froze to the
ground.MyheartskippedabeatasIlookedacrossthebusythoroughfareandsawCarlNorman.Hewas
ofaverageheightwithdarkhairandequallydarkeyesandcouldhideeasilyamongthepeoplewalking
alongthecitysidewalk.Butitwashistannedskinthatsethimapart.Whilethesunwasbright,overlyso,
inColorado,noonewalkingpasthadskinthecolorofcaramel,indicativeoflifeinawarmerclimate.
Luke didn’t expect my stop and kept walking, tugging me along a step. Walker put his arms on my
shoulderstokeepfromrunningintome.
“Whatisit,doll?”heasked,turninghisheadtowhereIwaslooking.
Istaredacrossthestreetintently,Carl’seyesdirectlyonmine.OhGod,he’dfoundme.Allmyfears
hadn’tbeenunwarranted.Hewasherewatchingme.
Thecornerofhismouthtippedupinawickedsmile.Igasped,thenpinchedmylipstogether.Ihadn’t
toldeithermanaboutCarl,thathewishedmedead,eventhreatenedtokillmeforwhatI’ddonetohis
brother.I’dsputteredtohimwhenhe’dcorneredmeinthealleythatI’ddonenothing.Ihadn’tpulledthe
triggerthatkilledtwopeople.ButCarlhadn’tseenitthatwayandsoughtrevenge.Soughtrevengeforthe
onlywitnesstohisbrother’scrime,whohelpedinhisconviction,andultimately,execution.
“Doll?”WalkerrepeatedandIlookedovermyshoulderathim.
He looked across the street—God, I had to hope he hadn’t noticed Carl—then looked down at me,
studiedmyface.
MyeyesdartedtowhereCarlwas,buthewasgone.Ilookedupanddownthesidewalkontheother
sideofthestreet,buthewasnowheretobeseen.
Hadhereallybeenthere?Hadmymindplayedatrickonme?WasIsoafraidofhimfollowingmethat
Iwasputtinghisfaceonstrangers?
“What’sthematter,Celia?”Lukeasked.“Youlookasifyou’veseenaghost.”
ShouldItellthem?ShouldIletthemknowthattheirwifepossiblyhadacrazymanafterher?Would
theyevenbelieveme?Wouldtheychangetheirmindsaboutme,leavingmehereinDenver?I’dratherbe
upinSlateSpringswithasnowed-inpass,butthatwouldonlyhappeniftheytookmewiththem.Icould
tellthemthetruth,butlaterwhenIwassureCarlcouldn’tgettome.
Aghost?Yes,CarlNormanwasaghostandIhadnoideahowtomakehimgoaway.
Itookadeepbreath,letitout,thensmiled,althoughweakly.“Nothing.IthoughtIsawafamiliarface,
butitcouldn’tbe.IknowonlyyoutwohereinDenver.”
Themendidn’tseemsosure,continuingtoappraisethoseonthesidewalkforafewmoreseconds.
“WeshouldbegoingtomakeittoJasperbeforedark?”Iasked,hopingtoprodthembackintomotion.
Chillsrandownmyspineanditwasn’tfromthecold.ThesoonerwewereoutofDenver,thebetter.
Lukepattedmyhandinthecrookofhiselbowandwecontinuedon.Thistime,Walkerwalkedbeside
mesoIwasflankedbytwoimposingmen.Iwasreassuredbytheirsizeandprotectiveness,butIdoubted
itcouldkeepCarlaway.
CHAPTEREIGHT
Walker
WerodeintoJaspertwohoursafterdark.Snowwasfallingsotheroutewasbright,butIwasreadyto
getoutofthecoldandintobedwithourbride.She’driddenonherownformostofthejourney,butthe
lastfewmilesshegrewweary—notthatshecomplained—andLukecoaxedhertoridewithhimandhe
heldheronhislapandletheranimalbetetheredtomine.Iwasmightyjealousofhimholdingher,butI
wasalsogladforthedistance,forIwouldhaveinterrogatedherlikeawitnessincourtifshewereinmy
lap. With my new resolve in our marriage, I was impatient to know about the man on the street. I was
possessiveandprotectiveandIneededtoknow,butIhadtowait.Atleastuntilwewereallwarmagain
andfed.
She’dknowntheman,whoeverthefuckhewas.We’dwatchedheralightthetraininDenverandhad
keptherwelloccupied,soshehadn’tseenhimintownbefore.Thatmeantshe’dknownhimfrombefore
herarrival.HadhebotheredheronthetrainorwashesomeonesheknewfromTexas?Thewayshe’d
reacted,equallystunnedandafraid,wasobvioustome,althoughshe’dhiddenitfairlywell.Thatmeant
twothings.Shewasn’texpectingtotheseethemanandshewantedtokeephimasecret.
Onthestreet,I’dglancedatLukebuthehadn’tseentheman.HisgazehadbeenfocusedonCelia.The
strangerhaddisappearedquickly,asif,likeLukesaid,he’dbeenaghost.Hewasnoghost.I’dseenthe
man’ssmirk,theroilingangerinhisgaze,directedsquarelyonCelia,withoutquestion.Why?Andwho
thehellwashe?
We’d find out soon enough, because a man like that, with anger directed at my wife, needed to be
stopped.WhileI’dbeenreluctanttotakeabride—especiallybecauseofthenewtownlaw—I’dgivenin
becauseIwasn’taversetotheideaofawifewarmingmybedagain.ButLukehadcalledmeoutwhenI
climbedfromthebedofawillingwoman.FromCelia.Hell,I’dbeenteachingheraboutassplaywithmy
thumb.Iwasanassholeandanidiot,butI’dbeenfuckingscaredandpanicked.
Whatotherreasonwouldamanclimbfromthebedhesharedwithanakedandwell-satedwoman?
I’d married Ruth when we were both so young. I’d thought it was love, but it had been youthful
randiness on my part. She’d been beautiful and I’d wanted her in my bed. Ruth had wanted out of her
zealousandstrictparents’house.SoImadehermineandwhenIgotherjustwhereIwantedher,beneath
me, she’d been… disinterested. I’d wanted to show her the fun that could be had in lovemaking, even
somemoreunusualaspectsoftheact,butshe’dgottenallshewanted.Escape.Ithadturnedintoastale
andemptymarriage,butI’dvowednevertogothroughthatagain.Tobeboundtoawomanforlife,toa
womanwhokeptyoufromlove.
AndsowhenIagreedtothepluralmarriagewithLuke,ithadbeeneasy.I’dplannedtoletLukeworry
aboutkeepingherhappywhileIjustenjoyedthe…perksoftheunion.Butshe’dsteppedofthattrainand
destroyedeverywall,everydefenseIhad.Onesmallsmile,onelookofsurprisewhenourtouchbrought
her pleasure and I never had a chance against Celia. I walked away this morning, not because I didn’t
wanther,butbecauseIwantedhertoomuch.Iwouldn’tdoitagain.
IwasastupidfuckandIwasgoingtomakeitright.Iwasgoingtogivehereverything.
As for Celia, while she was so open and passionate when we touched her, she had to learn that we
wereherhusbandsandtherewouldbenosecretselsewhereinourmarriage.Shewouldnotkeepthings
fromus.Wewouldprotectheratallcosts.Whoeverthatmanwas,hewouldnotevenlookatherwrong
again.Buttohelpher,sheneededtotalk.Iwaswillingtodowhateverittooktogethertoopenup,even
ifthatmeanttossingherovermykneeandspankingherassuntilsheshared.
WerodeuptoourfriendLaneHaskins’house;thedownstairswindowsglowedwithsoftlanternlight.
The man himself came out onto the porch and put his hat low on his head. Tucking up the collar of his
coat,hecamedownthestepstomeetus.
Luke handed Celia down from his lap and Lane was there to help her. Luke dismounted and stood
besideherandintroducedourbride.
Lanerepliedwithasimpletipofhishat.“Ma’am.”
Climbingfrommyhorse,Ijoinedthem.
“Celia,thisisLaneHaskins,anoldfriend,”Lukesaidbywayofintroduction.
We’dknownLaneforadecade.AsamineownerinJasper,heandLukehadthesameprofession,fell
inwiththesamecircles;he’devenhousedLukeonewinterwhenhe’dbeencaughtinJasperafterthepass
closed. While his mine was smaller than Luke’s, it was very prosperous. His house sat at the edge of
town,thebaseofthemountainsdirectlyouthisbackdoor.Largeforjustabachelor,he’dbuiltitwitha
familyinmind.Hehadyettofindtherightwoman.Inthemeantime,westayedwithhimaswepassed
through,oftenbringinghimsupplieswithusbackfromDenver.Notthistrip.
Tonight,weonlybroughtourbride.
“Stew’sonthestovetostaywarm.”
Stewsoundedperfectformyemptystomach.
“Youwon’tjoinus?”Iasked.
Laneshookhishead.“Iateearlier,butwantedtomeetyournewbridebeforeIleft.”
“You’renotstaying?”Celiaasked.
“No,ma’am,”hereplied,offeringherasmile.“It’sbestthatnewlywedshavetimeontheirown.Don’t
concernyourselfwithme.Iwon’tbecoldtonight.”
Hewouldspendthenightinhismistress’sbed,nodoubt,andwouldbequitewarm.
ItwastoodarktoseeifCeliablushedwithembarrassment,butIhadtoimagineherthoughts.Ofcourse
wewouldfuckhertonight.Hell,we’dfuckhereverynight…andmorning.
“Youmustbechilledthrough.Headoninsideandwarmup,”hetoldCelia.
SheglancedatLuke,whonodded.
“Thankyou,”shereplied.Allthreeofuswatchedhergoinside.
“I’llsettleyourhorsesforyou,thenbeonmyway.”
“You’vebeengenerousenough.I’vegotthem,”Lukesaid,grabbingthereinsandwalkingaroundthe
sideofthehousetothebarn.
Laneslappedmeontheback,knockingsnowoffmycoat.
“She’slovely,Walker.”
OnlyafewyearsolderthanbothLukeandI,Lanewasstillinhisprimeandfocusedonhisprofession
insteadofabride.Theminebroughtmoney,butitdidn’tputawomaninhisbedorchildreninthenursery.
Sofar,Lanehadn’tminded.
Ilookedattheclosedfrontdoor.“Sureis.Weare…lucky.”
“Ifthat’sthebrideyougetfrommailorder,maybeIshouldsendinaletter.”
MaybehewasmoreinclinedtofindingawomanthanIthought.We’dbeentothebrothelinJasperwith
him before and knew he had some unconventional needs. When we told him about our marriage, how
we’d share a bride together, he hadn’t flinched, perhaps been a little intrigued. He’d poured us some
whiskeytotoastournewbrideandwasalmostaseagertomeetheraswe’dbeen.
Igrinnedthen.“Perhapsyoushould.Thanksforthehousetonight.”
“I’llcomebackafterbreakfasttomorrow.Lilwillkeepmeoccupieduntilthen.”Hewinked.
“IhatetothinkIkickedyououtofyourownhouse,”Isaid.
Withonehandraised,hecontinued.“Please.Idon’twanttobetheonlyonenothavingawomanwarm
mybed.Besides,youdon’tneedmeaboutifyouonlymarriedyesterday.”
“Probablyforthebest,”Ireplied.“She’sgotsometroublefollowingher,andImeantogetthestory
behinditfromher.”
“Youmeanfromherbehind,”Lanecountered.
Ishrugged,somesnowfallingoffmycoat.“Ifthat’swhatittakestolearnaboutthebastardwhowas
eyeingherinDenver.Sheknowshim,butisn’ttellingus.I’llspankherassifneedbe.We’reinchargeof
hersafetynow.Iwon’thaveherharmed.”
“Ithoughtyouweren’ttookeenonthismarriage.”
I’dtoldhimthatonourwaydowntoDenverlastweek.Somuchhadchangedinjustafewdays.So
muchhadchangedsinceLukecalledmeoutonmystupidity.“That’strue.Iwasn’t.Butnow,nowI’mall
in.”
Lane’seyeswidened.“Whoa,”hesaid.“Fellhard,didyou?”
Ishookmyhead,laughed.“Hard.I’dheardofinstantattraction,butthis…hell,ifitcanhappentome,
itcanhappentoyou,sobecareful.”
Lanechuckled,definitelyatmyexpense,andhelduphishands.“Ihavebeendulywarned.It’sgoodto
seeyouinvestedinthis,Walker.”
“Ruth’sbeengoneawhilenow,”Isaid,mysmileslipping.Ifeltlightersayingitaloud,toletmyguiltof
ourfailedmarriagego.“It’sfinallytimetomoveon.”
Laneslappedmeontheshoulder.“Goodforyou.Ifyouneedhelpwithtrackingdownthetrouble,let
meknow.”
“Willdo,andmuchobliged.”ItippedmyhatandLanewalkedofftowardtownandhismistress.
Ilookedbackatthefrontdooragain,thoughtofCelia.Ihadnoideawhatkindoftroublefollowedher,
forLukeandIbarelyknewher.Butwiththeattractionanddesire,theabsolutecertaintythatshewasours,
itmatterednot.Thetroublethatfollowedherwassomethingwecouldresolve,couldmakegoaway.The
rest,itwouldstayforever.
But she was holding back and I could not be in a marriage where my bride didn’t give the marriage
everythinginherbeing.Iwould,forCelia.Thesecretwouldberevealed…tonight.
CHAPTERNINE
Celia
Lane’s house was impressive. While simple, it was large, larger than a bachelor could need. A
stairwell was directly in front of the entry with a long hallway beside it. I could see the warm lantern
glowtowardthebackandassumedthekitchenwasthere.Thescentsofbreadandmeatfilledthehouse.I
strippedoffmycoatasIpeekedintotheroomstotheleftandright,butbothweredark.Onlyonehada
fireinthehearth,butitonlygaveoffenoughglowformetoseethatitwasanofficeofsorts;bookslining
thewallsandalargedeskinthecenter.
Hangingmycoatbythedoor,Icarriedmyhatandmittenstothekitchen.Theroomwaslitbyalarge
lanternabovethewell-worntable.Acast-ironstovewasinthecornermakingthespacequitewarm.Isat
onthesmallbenchwasbesideitandremovedmyboots,placingthem,alongwithmyouterwear,beside
thefiretodry.
Oncedone,Iwenttothestoveandliftedthelidoffalargepotsettothebackofacookingstove.The
stewwasfilledwithrootvegetablesandthickchunksofmeat.Mystomachgrowled,eagerforsome.
“Smellsfantastic.”
Walker’svoicemademejumpandIputthelidbackonthepot.
HesettledhimselfonthebenchanddidasIhad,strippingoffhisboots.He’dforegoneanecktiethis
morningandworejustawhiteshirtwithhisdungarees,hiscoatprobablybesidemineintheentry.“We’ll
eatinalittlebit.First,weneedtotakecareofyourpunishment.”
Whilehewasbentoverandundoinghislaces,hiseyesweresquarelyonme.Ifrownedslightly.
“Punishment?”MymouthwasdryandIlickedmylips.
Hestoodandplacedhisbootsbesidemine.Whilethekitchenhadbeensobigjustsecondsago,with
Walker,itseemedasifthewallswereclosingin.
“Forlying.”
Ipickedupsomefoldednapkinsandwalkedaroundthetable,readytosetitforthemeal.“Ihaven’t,I
mean—”
“Who’stheman,doll?”Hecrossedhisarmsoverhischest.
Istoppedathiswords.Sodidmyheart.Surely,hedidn’tknowaboutCarl.Hecouldn’t.“Man?”
“That’stwo.”
“Two?”Isqueaked.
“Twopunishments.”
“Walker,Idon’t—”
“Doyouwanttomakeitthree?”heasked,archingabrow.Withhisarmscrossedoverhischestandthe
wayheleanedagainstthewall,sopatientandcasual,itseemedhehadallthetimeintheworld.
Iglancedatthebackdoor,wonderedwhereLukewasandifLanewouldreturn.
“TellmeaboutthemanonthestreetinDenver.”
MyshouldersslumpedandIlookedatthefloor.“Yousawhim.”Ididn’tstateitasaquestionbecause
hewouldn’thaveaskedafterhimifhehadn’tseenhim.
“Whoishe?”
“Noone.”
Ididn’thavetimetomakemorethananoddgaspofsurprisewhenIwaspulledintoWalker’sarmsand
whenhesatinoneofthekitchenchairs,hesettledmeoverhislap.Myhandswenttothewoodfloorfor
balancewhenheshiftedmeforward,mytoesbarelytouching.Itmademybottomstickstraightup.
“Walker!”Icried.“Whatareyoudoing?”
Ifeltthehemofmydressslideupmylegs,higherandhigheruntilitbunchedatmywaist.Iheardthe
crackofhispalmonmybottomamomentbeforeIfeltit.Stiffening,Ibuckedonhislap.
“No!”
“Youdecidehowlongyou’respanked,doll.TellmeaboutthemaninDenverandwe’llbedone.”
AsharptugonmydrawersandthestringbrokeandWalkerslidthemdowntomythighs.“Ipunishon
thebare,doll.”
Spank.
Spank.
Spank.
“I’mtoooldtobespanked!”Icried.
Walkerdidn’trelent,spankingmeconsistently,hispalmlandingindifferentplacesonmybottomand
thetopsofmythighs.“You’retoooldforlies,aswell.”
Iwincedashespankedwheremybottommetmythighs.Atenderspot,Icriedout.Hewasnotgoingto
stop.IthoughtofCarlNormanandhowhe’dmademylifehellinTexasandthenhe’dfollowedme.He
wasn’tgoingtogoaway.Hewastheonefollowingme,pesteringme,andIwastheonebeingspanked.It
wasunfair.Allofit.Icriedthen,forthepainwasenoughtopushmeover.
TearscourseddownmycheeksasWalkercontinued.
“Whatthehell?”Luke’svoiceboomedinthekitchen.Ifeltthecoldaircomeinbehindhimjustbefore
heshutthebackdoor.HestompedhisfeetonthematthereandIcouldseehisbootsandlowerlegsfrom
myupturnedposition.
Spank.
Spank.
“Celia’sbeenanaughtygirlandlyingtous.”
Histonehelddisappointmentandthathadmytearsfallingevenfaster.
“I’msorry,”Imumbled.
Slowly,Walkerliftedmetomyfeet,holdingontomyhipsasIsettled.Withhimsitting,wewerethe
sameheightandIlookedintohisdarkeyes.Theyheldinfiniteamountsofpatience,butalsoconcern.
“WeareverypossessiveandIwillnothaveamanfollowingyou,watchingyoulikethat.”
I wasn’t going to be able to escape. The truth would have to come forth. There would be no more
running,atleastfrommyhusbands.
“HisnameisCarlNorman.”
Walker’shandcameupandhewipedthetearsfrommycheekswithhisthumb.“Thatwasn’tsohard,
wasit?WhywasheonthestreetinDenverwatchingyou?”
Thecornerofhismouthtippedup.
Lukewentaroundthetablesohecouldseeme.“WhothehellisCarlNorman?Alover?”
My gaze met and held Luke’s. “No! Of course not. The idea of that man touching me makes my skin
crawl.”
Walker pulled me into him so I stood between his parted knees. “Has he touched you before? Hurt
you?”Hisvoicewasadarkgrowl.
Ishookmyheadandbitmylip.“No.It’snotlikethat.”
“Explain.Now.Oryou’llgoovermyknee,”Lukewarned.
“Itoldyoumyhusbandwasshot.Thathewasinbedwithhismistress.Thewoman’shusbandfound
themtogetherandkilledthemboth.”Irememberedwhathappened,shivered.“WhatIdidn’ttellyouwas
thatIsawthewholething.”
Neithermanspoke,butWalkersqueezedmywaisttourgemeon.
Isniffed,thencontinued.“I’dcomeinwhiletheywere…fuckingandwentintotheroomnextdoor.I
peekedthroughthepartiallyopendoorwayandwatchedthem.I’dbeenstunnedtoseemyhusbandbeso
vigorous,sowildinbed.He’dneverbeenlikethatwithme.Butthenthewoman’shusbandcamestorming
inthehouse,upthestepsandshotthem.HeneverknewIwasthere.Astheonlywitnesstothecrime,it
wasmytestimonythatsealedhisconviction.Hewashungsoonafter.”
“Ifhewashung,thenwhothehellfollowedyou?”Lukeasked.
Iwaslearninghewasnotaspatientashisbrother.
“Hisbrother.CarlNormanblamesmeforhisbrother’sdeath.ThatIshouldhavebeenabetterwifeand
pleasedJohn.IfI’ddonethat,thenhewouldn’thavestrayed.”
“That’swhyyouwereskittishwithus,”Walkeradded.
Inoddedandlookeddownatthefloor.“IknewhowJohnreallylikedtofuckandyetheonlypushedup
mynightgownand…andtookmeatnight.ItwasquickandIdidn’tlikeit.Therewasnopleasureinitand
whenIdidn’tgivehimachild,hegaveupentirely.Buthedidthingswithhismistressthat…God,thatI
wouldhavedonewithhim.ButIhadn’tpleasedhim.There’ssomethingwrongwithmebecauseIdidn’t
makehimhappyandhedidstray.”
“Stop.”Walker’sonewordcutoffmyfrustratedoutpouring.“Thereisnothingwrongwithyou.Ifyour
husbandwasn’talreadydead,I’dkillhimmyselfformakingyouthinkthisway.”
“Damn straight. We’ll talk about that later, trust me. For now, this Norman fucker. Why is he in
Denver?”
IputmyhandonWalker’sshoulder,feltthehardplaneofmusclebeneathmyfingers.“Hethreatened
me.InTexas,hegrabbedmeaboutthethroat,saidhewasgoingtokillme.HewantedrevengeforwhatI
didtohisbrother.”
“Andsoyoufled.”
Inodded.“Yes.IhadnomoneytoleaveonmyownsoIappliedtobeamailorderbride.”
“Andhefollowedyou,”Walkeradded.
“Yes.He’sinsane.Idon’tthinkhe’dfollowusupheretoJasper,butIhavenoidea.Iwasthrilledto
hearthatSlateSpringswassnowedinandhecouldn’tgettome.Ijustwanttogetwherehecan’thurt
me.”
“We don’t have to be in Slate Springs to keep you safe. He won’t hurt you, doll. You don’t have to
worryaboutthat.Whywouldn’tyoutellusthis?”
Ilookedatbothmen.“BecauseIdon’t—didn’t—knowyouandIwasn’tsureifyou’dagreewithhim,
thatI’dbeentheonetomakeJohnstray,tomakehimbekilled.”
“Ishouldtossyoubackovermykneeforthatridiculousidea.”
MyhandswenttomybottomandIrubbedthesmartingflesh.Bothmenchuckled.
“Thisproblem,doll.ThisCarlNorman,he’sourproblemnow.Hewantstohurtourwife,we’lltake
careofit.Allright?”
IlookedatWalkerwithhope.I’dtoldthemandtheyhadn’trunaway.I’dtoldthemandtheysaidthey’d
takecareofCarl.Ofme.Ifeltbetter,betterthanIhadinaslongasIcouldremember.Iwasn’tallalone.
Inodded,wipedanothertearfrommyeye.“Yes.”
“Good.Tellmesomething,doll.Didyoulikeyourspanking?”Walkerasked.
“No!”Irepliedinstantly.“Ofcoursenot.”
Hearchedonedarkbrow.“Really?Yousaidlastnightyouwanttobetiedupandtaken.Youwantwild
abandon.”
I flushed, remembering I had said those exact words. I was impressed that Walker had listened so
intently.
“Yes,butnotlikethat.”
LukecamearoundthetableandWalkerspunmeabouttofacehim,althoughhekeptmeinthecircleof
hislegs.“Walkerhadyoupinneddown.Youcouldn’tgoanywhere.Couldonlysubmittowhathedid.You
kickedandbuckedwithwildabandon.”
“Yes,but—”
Heputafingerovermylips.“Areyouwet,Celia?”
OhGod.Hiswords,socarnalanddark,mademewet.NotthatIwasn’talready,Ijusthadn’tnoticed.
Withoutmydrawers,Ifelttheslickarousalonmypussyandthighs.Iwhimpered,butIshookmyhead.
“SoifWalkerslippedhishandoveryourpussyhewouldn’tfinditdrippingwet?”
Walkerbunchedupthefabricofmydressandhisfingersslidupmycalf.
“What’sgoingtohappen,doll,ifIfindyouallwet?Doyougetanotherspankingforlying?”
“Yourbodyneverlies,Celia,”Lukeadded.
He lifted his finger from my lips as Walker’s hand moved higher. Higher still until his fingers were
mereinchesfromdiscoveringjusthowarousedIwas.
“Yes,I’mwet.Itmademewet,”Iadmitted.
Walker’shandmovedaway,thedressfallingbacktothefloor.LukesteppedbackandWalkerreleased
mefromhishold.
“Goodgirl.I’mhungry.You?”Lukeasked,turningtoliftthelidfromthepotonthestove.
Istoodthere,confused.They’darousedme,mademeacheforthem,thenwalkedaway.Iwhimpered
onceagainasIclenchedmythighstogether.
Walkerstood,leaneddowntowhisperinmyear.“Punishmentnumbertwo.Orgasmdenial.”
Iwhimpered,forIwasreadytocome.
“Later,doll.LaterI’mgoingtofuckyou.Hard.Withwildabandon.Imighteventieyouup.”
Lukeladledsomestewinabowlandhelditout.
“Eat,doll.You’regoingtoneedyourstrength.”
CHAPTERTEN
Celia
Ididn’tsaymuchoverdinner.HowcouldI?I’dbaredmyoneandonlysecrettothem.They’dtakenthe
dangerousfactthatCarlwasfollowingmewithaneasygoingnature.Whatfrustratedmewasthatthey’d
beenmuchmoreupsetthatI’dliedtothem.Clearly,theydidn’tlikesecrets.Theydidn’tlikenotknowing
ofanykindofdangerorproblem.Icouldn’tblamethem,butthefearofrejectionhadbeentoogreatofa
risk,andresultedinasoundspanking.
But I hadn’t been turned away. In fact, they wanted me more. Their care and concern for me was
obvious.IhighlydoubtedWalkertookjustanyoneoverhisknee.Theactionwassolelyforme.Whileit
had hurt, and the heat and sting of it lingered, he’d done it because he cared, because I had not been
forthrightwithhim.Itmademefeel…protectedandoddlycherished.Iwasatoddswithhowthatcould
be.He’dspankedmeandyetIfeltprotected.Ishouldfeelembarrassedorappalled.Ifeltneither.
When they had me admit the truth, that it had been arousing as well, I’d felt overwhelmed and
dominated.Hadn’tthatbeenwhatI’dwantedfromthem?ThatI’daskedforjustthenightbefore?They’d
givenmeexactlywhatI’dwanted,whatI’dneeded,withoutmyevenrealizingit.
ButwhenIthoughtofbeingcontrolled,IhadthoughtofhowJohnhadtakenhismistress,tiedtothebed.
Whileeager,Lukehadnotbeenoverlydominantthenightbefore.Walkerhadyettofuckme.
Nowthough,theywaiteddownstairs,allowingmetimetobathe.Ieventookafewminutestolookover
myshoulderandstareatmypinkbottom,tothinkaboutthespanking,howI’drespondedtoit,tothem.
TheywereoverwhelmingandIwasabletocatchmybreath.
Not for long, as they were below. I had no choice but to join them. Not that I wanted to do anything
else. I’d been wet and eager for them. I still was and this delay only made my need even greater. This
delayed pleasure was a punishment I did not enjoy. I looked down, saw my nipples clearly against my
nightgown.Hardandtight,theyached.Sodidmypussy,eagerfortheirtouch,fortheircocks.
Barefooted, I went down the steps and into the library by the front door. The lanterns offered a soft
glowandtheheatfromthefireplacebeckoned.Themenstoodatmyappearance.They’dunbuttonedthe
tops of their shirts, rolled up their sleeves to show off solid forearms. While I thought the room a
comfortabletemperature,theyprobablyconsideredittoohot.
Iwassuddenlyshy,evenaftereverythingthey’ddonetome,withme,inthepastday.
“Ithoughtwedidn’tpurchaseanightgown,”Walkersaid,hiseyesrakingovermefromheadtotoe,but
settling on my breasts. The rough timbre of his voice had my nipples tightening. The idea of being
touched,beingtaken,bythesetwoasthey’dsaidwasheady.Itwasalsoarousing,anddefinitelydaunting.
“Wedidn’t.Thatmustbeoneshe’dbroughtfromTexas.”
I ran my hands down my hips, drying my damp palms. Yes, it was just as I’d imagined. They didn’t
wantmeinanightgown.
“Youwon’tbewearingthattobed,doll,”Walkersaid,onlyconfirmingmywords.
“It’s…coldout.”
Lukesteppedcloser.“Iassureyou,youwon’tbecoldbetweenus.”
No,Ididn’tthinkIwould.
Hesteppedforward.“Mybrotherwasanidiotanddidn’ttakeyouthismorning.Idid,andIwantyou
again.”
Takingmyheadinhishands,hisgazedroppedtomymouth.Igaspedwhenhislipsmetmine,foritwas
notakiss.NotakissIknew.Warmlipstouchedmine,sosoftandgentleIwasconfused,thenheslidthem
backandforthovermine.Histongueflickedouttolickthecornerofmymouth,thentheother.
Hismouthwasn’tfirmorhislipschilled.Norwasitchaste.Thiswashotandcarnalanditwasjusta
whisperofakiss.Asoundescaped,makingLukegroan.Itwasthenthatthekisschanged.Withmylips
parted,histonguelickedintomymouth,tastingme,learningme.Tentatively,mytonguemethisanditwas
likelightning,aheatedsparkthatshotthroughme.
“Hey,Iwantedherfirst,”Walkersaid,hisvoicearoughgrowl.
Lukeliftedhisheadlongenoughtosnarlback,“Toobad.”
Ilovedtheideathatthesebrotherswerefightingoverme,thattheybothwantedmeenoughtoargue.
They were like two toddlers fighting over a toy. And that was me. They were going to play with me,
takingturns,andperhapsasthey’dtoldmethismorning,together.
Luke’shandcuppedmyhead,tiltedmyheadsohecouldtakethekissdeeper.Ididn’tobject.Icouldn’t,
nordidIwantto.Iwantedthiskissmorethanmynextbreath.Itwasn’tjustamergingofmouths,buta
mergingofsouls.Itwasasifheknewjustwhatwouldmakemyskintingle.
I felt other hands on me as Luke continued the kiss. I never wanted it to end and by the way he
continuedandcontinued,neitherdidhe.WarmaircaressedmycalvesasIfeltfingertipsslideuptheside
ofmyleg.Ittoo,wassoftandgentleandyetIgasped.
“Walker.”Igaspedhisname,surprisedbyhisboldness.
IturnedmyheadinLuke’sgraspandlookeddown.Walker’seyesweresodark,sofilledwithpassion
Icaughtmybreath.
“Luke’sgotyourmouth.Igettherestofyou.”
Istudiedhimbriefly,butLuke’smovedtomyearandlickedalongthedelicateshell,thennippedatthe
lobe.MyeyesfellclosedasIbreathed,“Yes.”
Walkermadearoughsoundofassentashishandsreturned.
Theyweren’tbeingroughatall.Domineering,yes,butIfeltnofear,noworrythattheywouldtakeand
take. There was no take. They were giving to me. I was awash in sensation, especially when I felt
Walker’sfingershigherandhigheronmythighs.Igaspedagain,butLukedidn’trelentandturnedmyhead
backtoclaimmymouthagain,toswallowallmysoundsofsurpriseanddesire.
Walker’shandsstrokedme,front,back,andthenbetween.Onehandmovedtomybottom—stillalittle
sore from the spanking—and cupped me as the other brushed over my curls and then in between. I
couldn’tsplitmyattentionbetweenwhatWalkerwasdoingwithhishandsandthewayLukewaskissing
me.
“She’sdrippingwet,”Walkergrowled.
“You’realwayswetforus,aren’tyou?”Lukewhisperedagainstmymouth.
“Aren’tyou,doll?”Walkerasked,rakinghisfingernailsoverthetenderskinofmybottom,awakening
thehintofpainfromhisearlierspanking.Itfocusedmymindonhim,ontheirquestions.
Yes.
“Iwant,”Ibreathed,mybodyheating.“Iwanttokeepfeelinglikethis.”
ThecornerofLuke’smouthtippedup.
“Yes,ma’am.”JusttwolittlewordsthathadmethinkingthatLukeandWalkerweredoingmybidding.
They were touching me to make me feel good, not themselves. They were unselfishly giving me what I
wanted. It was so unfathomable to me that I was left reeling. John would have never done something I
wanted.Ithasalwaysbeenabouthim.IfI’devenmentionedwantinghimtokissme,ortouchme,orfuck
me,he’dthinkmewanton.Andyet,hesoughtoutamistresswhowantedjustthat.
Johnwasgone,deadandburiedandinmypast.IfLukeandWalkerwantedtotouchmeanddoingso
made me feel... bliss, then so be it. I relaxed my shoulders as Walker’s hands crept back between my
thighsonceagain.
“That’sit,doll,giveover.”Whenhepushedontheinsideofonethighwithhispalm,Imovedmyright
foot.“Goodgirl,letmein.”
Theirpraisemademefeeljustasmuchastheirkissesandtouches.Iwaspleasingthemandtheywere
definitelypleasingme.WhenoneofWalker’sfingerscircledmyentranceandthendippedinside,Ibroke
Luke’skissandcriedout.“OhmyGod!”
Pleasure, so sharp and bright pulsed through my veins. It was just the tip of his finger stretching me
openandIwaslost.Icouldn’twaitforoneoftheircocks.
“She’stight,”Walkersaid,movingjusttheslightestbitfurtherintome.
Lukebegankissingalongmyjaw,nippingthetenderskinasheworkedhiswaytomyear.
“Iknow.She’ssosnug,shefitmycocklikeaglove.You’regoingtocomeforus,”Lukeadded,biting
myearlobeagain.“We’regoingtogetyouniceandsoftandwetsoyou’rereadyforourcocks.”
IclencheddownonWalker’sfingerandheretreated.
“No!”Icried,wantinghimtocontinue.
“Don’tworry,doll.I’mnotgoinganywhere.”Insteadofonefingerslippingbackinsideme,heworked
twoin,scissoringandturningthemtostretchmeopen.Ifelttheburnofit,thetightfitandIhissedouta
breath.EvenafterhavingLukeinsidemetwice,Iwasstillunusedtosuchattentions.
Lukereturnedhismouthtomine,kissingmeasWalkergentlyworkedmybody.Whenheputhisthumb
overmyclitandcircledit,mylegsalmostgaveout.Ahandbandedaboutmywaisttoholdmeup.My
eyes were closed and I didn’t know whose it was. I didn’t care, for I wanted what both of them were
givingme.Ifeltsurroundedandcherished,possessedandpleasured.IfeltlikeIwasthecenteroftheir
world.
“I’mgoingto...Ineed,Ican’t—”
“Let go, doll,” Walker murmured, never stopping his ministrations. “We’ve got you. We’ll keep you
safe.”
The pleasure morphed into a swirling ball of heat that spread from between my legs outward. My
fingersandtoestingled,colorswirledbehindmyeyelids.Itwasasifthepleasurewasliftingmeupso
highthattherewasnowheretogobutdown.
IgrippedLuke’sforearms,myfingersdiggingintothehardmuscles,holdingon.Iwascomingapart,as
ifseamsonmybodybegantounravel.WithonesurprisingcurlofWalker’sfingers,thestringwaspulled
andIcameapart.Iwasflying,soaring,falling,butIdidn’tcare.
IcriedoutagainstLuke’smouth,hiskissswallowingthesounds.Mybodyshook,myhipsshiftingto
rideWalker’sfingers,tocontinuethepleasurehewrungfrommybody,toneverletitend.
BeforeIreturnedtomyself,Ifeltlifted,theroomspinningandthenthecushionofacouchatmyback.
Thelonghemofmynightgownwaspushedupsoitbunchedaboutmywaist.Thewarmairoftheroom
cooled my skin from the bliss they’d wrung from my body. I should have been ashamed that my lower
body was exposed to both of the men, but I had yet to recover. My skin was heated and coated in
perspiration,mybreathwasragged.Slowly,IopenedmyeyestoseeWalkerloomingoverme,thetwo
fingershe’dhadinsideofmeinhismouth.Irealizedthathewaslickingupmywetness,thedesirefrom
betweenmythighsthatclungtohisskin.
“Youhavetotasteher,brother,”WalkertoldLuke,whowaskneelingonthefloorbesidethecouch.
Withdefthands,Lukeliftedoneofmylegsupontothebackofthecouch,theotherhewidenedsomy
footwasonthefloor,mykneebent.Iwasspreadsowidehewasabletomovebetweenthem.Handsslid
upmyinnerthighstohavehisthumbsrunoverthecreasebetweenmylegandmypussy.
“Justlookather,”Lukemarveled.Itriedtopushmylegstogether,buthishandsheldmeapart.“No,
sweetheart.Letuslookatyou.Sopretty.Pinkandplush.Walkerhadataste.It’smyturn.”
“But—”
“Ifyoudon’tlikeit,I’llstop.”Hiswarmbreathfannedmytenderskin.
I couldn’t offer a retort, for he lowered his head then and ran the flat of his tongue over my most
intimateflesh.
“OhmyGod,whatareyoudoing?”Ipushedathisshoulders,butwhenhisthumbspartedmyfoldsand
openedmewideforhistonguetolickandcirclemyentrance,thenhigherwhereWalkerhadcircledhis
thumb,Igrabbedontohisheadandpulledhimcloser.“Yes,rightthere.”
“Idon’tthinkshe’severhadherpussytastedbefore,”Walkersaid.“Isn’tthatright,doll?”
Imoanedthen,myonlyresponse.Lukesaidhe’dstop,butIdidn’twanthimto.Ever.Luke’smouthwas
decadentandsoverywicked.Icouldfeelhishairbrushingagainstmyinnerthighs,thewhiskersonhis
jawraspingmytenderskin.Iarchedmyhips,tiltedmyheadbackandstaredvaguelyupatthecolorful
shadowsfromthefireplacethatdancedacrosstheceiling.
“Luke’s going to get that honey sweet taste of your pussy on his tongue, then he’s going to make you
comeagain.Thenyou’llbereadyforourcocks.”
Walkerkepttalking,alongstringofdirtywordsthatonlyheightenedmyarousal.
You’resobeautiful.Soperfectforus.Ilovethewayyou’vegotyourlegsspreadsowideforLuke.I
canstilltasteyouonmytongue.I’msohardforyou.
Ofcourse,withLuke’sheadbetweenmythighs,theraspyfeelofhiswhiskersonmysensitiveskinhad
meclosetothebrinksoquickly,butitwasthedirtywordsthathadmecryingout.
“Doyouwantourcocks,doll?”
“God,yes.”
Luke’smouthwasn’tenough.Walker’sfingershadn’tbeenenough.Iwantedtobefilled.
“Shejustgotwetter,”Lukesaid,histonguelappingitallup.“Shelikestheidea.”
Yes,Ididliketheideaverymuch.
“Comefirst.We’rebothbigandwedon’twanttohurtyou.”
Ishookmyhead,butIwasn’treallysurewhatforanylonger.
WhenLukeslippedtwofingersintomeasWalkerhad,curlingthemoveracertainspotashistongue
flicked a very sensitive bundle of nerves, I came again. My body stiffened, every muscle tightening. I
clenched down on Luke’s fingers as my mouth opened wide, but no sound could escape. My fingers
grippedhishairasIrockedmyhipstomakethefeelingslingeraslongaspossible.Thistimeitwasn’tas
intense, the pleasure rolling over me like a thunderstorm across the prairie. It was still powerful and I
waswiltedandsated,overcomewithpleasure.Iwasdrenchedinit.
Withagentlekisstomyinnerthigh,Lukeliftedhishead.“Likethesweetestcandy,”hesaid,wipinghis
wetmouthwiththebackofhishand.
Walkerscoopedmeupandsettledmeontohislap,wrappinghisarmsaboutme.Mynightgowncame
down over my pussy, but my legs were still exposed. I pushed at it, trying to cover up my thighs, but I
gaveup.ThesteadybeatofWalker’sheartsoothedmyraggedemotions,calmedmybreathing.Hiscock,
hardandthick,wasinsistentagainstmyhip,buthemadenomovestodoanythingaboutit.
Lukestoodandmovedtothechairacrossfromus,loweredhimselfdownsohislegswerestretchedout
beforehim.Hewasbreathingraggedly,hischeeksflushed,hiseyesnarrowedanddark.Aglisteninghint
ofwetnessstillmarkedhischinandIknewthatwasfromme.Ishouldhavebeenashamed,buthowcould
I?They’dmademefeelsogood.
Afterworkingonesuspenderoverhisshoulder,thentheother,heundidthefrontofhispants.Icould
onlywatchashegrippedhiscockandpulleditfree.ThenIcouldn’tlookaway.
“Thisiswhywehadtogetyouready,sweetheart.Togetyouallslickandswollen,softandopen.”
Luke’scockwasthickandlongwithawidecrownatthetop.Abulgingveinrandownthelengthofit,
thecoloraruddyred.Butasheslidhisfistupthelengthofitandabeadofclearfluidseepedfromthe
tip,itlookedangryandneedy.Irealizedthenhowmuchrestrainthehad.BytheheavypressofWalker’s
cock,himaswell.
My pussy clenched in anticipation, but I was thankful that I was, indeed, wet, for that would not fit
withoutsomeassistance.
“AreyoureadyforLuke’scock,doll?”Walkerwhisperedinmyear.“He’sreadyforyou.Fuck,Iam
too,butIwanttowatchyoutakemybrotherforaridefirst.”
Irubbedmycheekoverthefeelofhissuitjacket.“Ride?”
“Doyouwanthiscock?”Walkerasked.
Inoddedagainsthischest.
WalkerliftedmesoIstoodbeforehim,hishandsonmyhipstokeepmesteady.“Thengostraddlehis
thighs.”
Luke watched me approach, his gaze narrowed, his jaw tense and leisurely stroked himself. Fluid
continuouslydrippedfromtheslitanddownoverhisfingersinablatantsignofhisneed.
“Take off your nightgown.” Luke’s voice was dark and raw. While it was commanding, he wasn’t
trappingme,wasn’tforcingme.Itwasmydecision,mychoicetofollowhiscommand.
HisordersentashiverthroughmybodyandIeagerlycomplied,liftingmynightgownupandovermy
head,lettingitfalltothefloor.Iknewbothofthemcouldseemethen,seehowhardmynippleswere,see
myarousalslickandshinyonmythighs.
Iputonekneeontheseatcushionrightbyhiship,thenplacedahandonhisshoulderforbalanceasI
movedtheother.
As I hovered above him, Luke continued to work his cock as he looked at me, at my breasts, which
wererightateyelevel.
“Dropdown,sweetheart.”
Iloweredmyself;hisbluntheadnudgedmypussyandIshiftedmyhips,lettingthewettipslipovermy
swollenfoldsandthensettleagainstmywetentrance.
Hekeptahandabouthiscockashisotherwenttomyhip,guidingmetolowerdown.Slowly,everso
slowlyhepartedmyfoldsandworkedhiswayin,stretchingandopeningmeup.Myeyesflaredwideas
hewentin.Hefeltbiggerthanthepreviousnight,butperhapsitwastheposition.
Iliftedupatthehintofdiscomfort,tookabreath,thenloweredagain,thistimedroppingalittlelower.
Ididthat,upanddownoverandoveruntilhefilledmetothebrim,hishandmovingaway.Therewasa
slightnipofpainatbeingtoofull.MybreathcameinlittlepantsasIshookmyhead,knowingIhadn’t
takenallofhim.
“Luke,I...you’retoobigthisway.”
Heshookhishead,lookedatmewithhoodedeyes.
“Shh,I’vegotyou.”
Hishandsonmyhips,hetiltedmebackjustabitandthatchangedanglehadhimslidinginalltheway.
Webothcriedoutatthat.Islumpedforwardandrestedmyforeheadagainsthis,ourbreathsminglingasI
adjustedtobeingsocompletelyfull.Myinnerwallsclenchedandpulsedaroundhim,adjustingtohissize
asheremainedstill.
They’dbeenright,I’dneededthepreparation,thetwoorgasmstosoftenmybodybeforeIcouldaccept
suchathickandlongcock.Icouldn’tremainstillanylongerandIbegantoliftandlowermyself,allthe
pleasureandneedreturninginfullforce.Iwantedtocomeagain.ThewayLukegrippedmyhips,hewas
justgettingstarted.
CHAPTERELEVEN
Walker
Myballsachedtofillher.Shit,justwatchingherrideLuke’scock—again—hadmealmostcomingin
my pants. Hell, it had been torture getting her pussy all slick and soft with my fingers and watching as
Lukeateherout.ItseemedIwasamasochist.WhileIwantedtosinkintohermorethananything,Iwas
gettingoffonseeingherwithLuke.
IcouldonlyimaginethefeelofheraroundLuke’scockandIhadtowonderhowhehadn’tblownhis
loadyet.Undoingmypants,Ipulledoutmycock,relievedtonotbesoconfinedandgaveitalonghard
stroke.Squeezingthebase,Itriedtostaveoffmyownorgasm.Ididn’twanttocomeallovermyfingers
likearandyteenager,butinsteaddeepinsideofCelia.IwantedtofeelLuke’sseedeasingmyway,thento
addminetohergreedypussy,markingherbothofoursonceandforall.
Lukehadpulledmeoutofmyfunk,hadmademerealizeI’dbeenanassholetoCelia.Climbingoutof
bed when she’d been so generous and open, letting me play with her ass for the first time, had been
downright cruel. I’d been in denial about how much she’d affected me. No longer. I was part of this
marriagenow.IwasherhusbandandIwasgoingtoprovethattoherfortherestofmylife.
Wewerestartingoffslow,easingwecouldshowhersomemoreunusualaspectsoffucking,asIknew
nowshe’dbeshy,butquiteeager.Whilewe’dprimedherpussyforourcocks,wewerealsopreparing
hermindformore.Easingherintowhatitwasreallylikebetweenhusbandsandtheirwife.Itcouldbe
anythingwewanted.Tenderortawdry,tameorwild.NeitherLukenorIweremildlovers.We’ddiscover
whatsheliked,whereonherbodymadehermoan,madeherwet.Onlythenwouldshetrulybeours,for
she’d give us everything. It had started this morning when Luke had showed her one of the plugs he’d
pickedupatthebrothelandwhenwemadehercomewhileplayingwithherass.
Shewasshyandinnocentaboutcertainthings,buteagertoo.Likenow,ridingLuke’scock,herbreasts
bouncingasshetookwhatshewantedfromhim.SheknewIwaswatching,knewIwouldbenext.
Ifthiswasmarriage,withhersoeagerandopen,thenIwasgoingtobefinewiththeidea.I’dworried
I’dbejealousofLuke,fuckingwhatwasalsomine,butasIwatchedherridehimwithabandon,Ijustgot
hotter,mycockthicker.
Luke sat up and nuzzled into the valley between her breasts, then sucked on one puckered tip as he
liftedandloweredher,takingherashewantedsohecouldcome.Itdidn’ttakelong.Thistimeitwould
befast,forwewerebothtooeagerforher.Forme,Ihadthetasteofheronmytongueandwasjustshyof
coming.
Celiawhimpered,thenexhaledabreathymoan,herheadfallingback,eyesclosedasshecame.Itwas
a gorgeous sight, her wild and lost to her body’s pleasure. Luke thrust up into her one last time and
shoutedouthisownrelease.Heheldherstillashecame,ashekissedandsuckedonherdampskin.Iwas
eagertofeelthesame,tolosecontroldeepinsideher.
Lukecaughthisbreathfirst,openedhiseyesandlookedoverhershoulderatme.Gonewerethelines
oftensionfromhisbody,theclampedjaw.Hewassatedandrepleteandthesmilethattuggedathismouth
hadmewantingtopunchhimintheface.Whilehe’dcome,myballswereachingwithneed.Thiswasthe
thirdtimehe’dfuckedherandI’dhadyettogetinsideher.
“Celia.”Hisknucklesstrokeddownhercheek,gettinghertoopenhereyes.“LookatWalker.”
Sheglancedbackatme,studiedme,eyedmyveryangrycock.
“Heneedsyou.”
Damnright.IneededherwithanurgencyIhadn’tfeltforalong,longtime.Eventhen,ithadn’tbeen
likethis.Ruthhadn’tbeenblatantatallinherinterest,lettingmeguidehergentlythroughourlovemaking.
Even then, she’d been reticent and had never given herself over to abandon. Celia, though, was so
responsive,soeager.AndsowasI.
ShemovedtostandandLukehadtohelpher,bothofthemhissingashepulledoutofher.Sheturnedto
faceme,Lukekeepingahandaboutherwaist.Shewasthreeorgasmsinandcouldn’tbetoosteadyonher
feet.Hercheekswerepink,asheenofperspirationdottedherbrow.Hereyeswereglassyasshelicked
herdrylips.Icouldn’thelpbutgroan,mycockpulsing,eagertofeelawetflickofthattongue.
Herhairwaswildcurlsdownherbackandshehadaflushed,verysatisfiedlookonherface.Noone
would doubt she was a well-pleasured bride if they saw her now. Her nipples had softened and her
breastswereplumpandfull,aperfecthandful.Anarrowwaistflaredintofullhips.Iknewthatdelightful
bottom,everylushcurveofit.AsIwatchedherrideLuke,Isawthatitwasstillpinkfrommyspanking.
I’dthoughtherbeautifulwhenshefirstwalkedtowardusfromthetrain,butnow,withhermindquiet
and her body relaxed, she was gorgeous. It wasn’t her body that was drawing me to her—although it
wouldmostlikelykeepmeconstantlyhard—butherspirit.Itwaslightandafterherorgasms,eagerfor
more.
Icrookedmyfingerandshecameclose,movingtostandbetweenmykneesasshehadinthekitchen
earlier. There was no resisting her perfect breasts and I lifted my hands to cup them. I felt their soft
weight,rubbedmythumbsoverthetighteningtips.
HereyesfellclosedasItuggedonthemwithtwofingers.Itookinhernakedbody.Shewasallsoft
womanlycurves,fullhipsandalushass.AtthejunctureofherthighsIsawherpalecurlsglisteningwith
herarousalandLuke’sseedslippingdowntheinsideofhercreamythighs.
AsImovedmyhandsaway,hereyesslowlyopened.Itiltedmyhead.“Kneeluponthecouchandgrab
holdoftheback.”
I hadn’t even realized I’d closed my knees, holding her in place. Once I released her, she moved,
settlingasI’drequestedonthecouchbesideme.Herbreastsswayedasshemovedandmyhandsitched
tocupthemagain.
Uponherknees,shefacedawayfromus.Glancingoverhershoulder,shelookedtome,thenLuke.
Istoodandmovedbehindher,ranmyhanddownthelonglineofherspine,felttheheatfromherskin,
thesoftnessofit,thencurvedaroundtocupherlusciousass.
“I’llneverwalkawayagain,doll.”
Ileanedinandkissedherbareshoulder,methergaze.ShenoddedandIleanedback.
“Youthinkyou’renotenoughforus,doll?Luke’shardagain.”
Hookingherhip,Igentlypulledhertowardmesoherpussywasondisplayandattheperfectheightto
fuckher.
“Luke,where’sthatplugyougotthismorning?”
Lukegrabbedtheplugandajaroflubricantfromthesidetable.Knowingwe’duseitonher,toprepare
herfortakinghertogether,he’dbroughtitintotheparlorwithhimaswewaitedforhertofinishherbath.
Unscrewingthelid,hedippedtwofingersintothejarandcoatedthepluggenerouslybeforehandingit
tome.
I held it up for Celia to see, glistening as it was in the firelight. “You liked it when I touched you
earlier.”
Shelookedattheplug,thenatme.Bitherlip.
“You’regoingtolikethis.”
Steppingcloser,Islippedmyfingersoverherpussy,Luke’sseedcoatingthetipsofmyfingers.Iusedit
whenIslidbackandtouchedherpuckeredentrance.Coatingitthoroughly,IgentlycircleditasI’ddone
earlierinthehotelroom,thengentlypushedinward,insistentyetpatient.
“Breathe,doll.That’sit.Goodgirl.”
Ididn’tstop,didn’trelent,butletherbodysoftenandsurrender.Allatonce,heruntriedholeflowered
opentomyfingeranditslippedin.
Shegroanedandherheaddroppedbetweenherarms,butshedidn’tmove.
“Likethat?”Iasked.
“Walker,I—”
NothingelsecameoutasIslowlymovedmyfingerinandout,justtothefirstknuckle,mimickingwhat
mycockwouldeventuallydo,butdeeper.Lukewentaroundthecouchtostandbeforeher,totiltherhead
upandkissher.
HeswallowedhermoansandcriesofpleasureasIcontinuedtoopenherup.
She gasped when I pulled out, but I didn’t leave her empty for long. Pressing the hard, slick plug
againsther,Icarefullyworkeditintoher.
Luke cupped her breasts, which hung down heavily. Taking hold of her nipples, he tugged on them,
stretchingthemtothepointwhereherfacewasstrained.Thecombinationofthenippleplayandtheplug
widening her virgin asshole was too much for her. With my free hand, I brushed my fingers over her
swollenclitandshecame.Ipushedthepluginalltheway,watchedassheclosedaboutthenarrowneck,
thedarkbaseabeautifulsightbetweenherspreadcheeks.
Awildscreamescapedherlipsandshetossedherheadback,herhairlongdownherbareback.Itwas
abeautifulsight,seeinghergiveovertothemoredecadentanddarkaspectsoffucking.Andshelovedit.
Uninhibitedandperfect.Shedidn’tholdanythingback.
Icouldn’twaitamomentlonger.Ihadtobeinsideher.Ilinedmycockupwithherslickentrance.“I’ll
nevertireofyou.Ofthis,”Imurmured.
Slowly, I pushed in, her passage slick from Luke’s seed, but the plug made her so very tight. Her
languidstateeasedherbody,allowedmeentrance.Shewantedthis.Thewayherfingersturnedwhiteon
thebackofthecouch,sheneededittoo.
Lukecontinuedtoplaywithherbreastsasifhecouldn’tkeepfromtouchingher.
“Walker,”shebreathed,herheadfallingdownbetweenherarmsonceagain,asifitweretoomuchto
holditup.HerbackarchedandshepushedherassbacksothatIfilledheralltheway.
“Haveyoueverfuckedlikethisbefore?”Iasked.MyvoicewasgrittyandroughasImovedinandout.
Sheshookherhead,herhairfallingfreeofthepins.
“Doyoulikethis,doll?Doyoulikeitfrombehind?”Istilleddeepinsideher,waiting.“Doyoulikea
pluginyourass?”
“Yes.Walker,pleasemove!”Sheclenchedandsqueezed,shiftedherhips.
Slidingmyhanddownthelengthofherspine,Ibegantoworkthepluginandoutofher,inarhythm
withmycock.
“Walker!” she cried, looking over her shoulder at me with widened eyes in surprise as her pussy
squeezedmycock.
Igrinnedandmovedonceagain.“Likethat,doyou?”
“I…Inever—”
“Youwill,withus.Thisiswhatitwillfeellikewhenwefuckyouatthesametime,butwe’rebigger
thantheplug.”
Theideaoffuckingherthere,ofbeingthefirsttodosopushedmetothebrink.Therewasnowayto
holdoffmyrelease.
“I’mgoingtocome,doll.Seewhatyou’vedonetome.Mademelikearandykid.”
Ithrustonce,twice,asIcontinuedtoplaywiththepluginherass,thengroanedasmyseedemptied
frommyballs,coatingherpussy,fillingitsothatitslippedoutaroundmycockanddownherthighs.
Withmyfreehand—Ididn’tmovemythumbfromplayingwithher—Ireachedaroundandfingeredher
hardlittleclit.Shewassoclose,sosensitive,ittookonlyafewgentlecaressestomakehercomeagain.
Herinnerwallsmilkedthelastofmyseedfromme.
Leaningforward,Ikisseddownherback,tastinghersaltysweat,feelingthefranticbeatofherheart
beneath my lips. She’d taken both of us so beautifully. Her inhibitions slipped to the floor like her
nightgownandshe’dgivenherselftousentirely.Forthat,Iwasinawe.Enthralled.
“We’llnevergetenough,”Imurmured,beforeIpulledout,pickedherupandcarriedherupthestairs
tobed.
CHAPTERTWELVE
Celia
“Wakeup,doll.”
Isnuggledintoahardbodyanddidn’twanttomove.Ahandstrokeddownmyback.
“Thesnow’sstillcomingdown.WeneedtoleavetomakeittoSlateSpringsbeforethepasscloses.”
Walker’swordshadmeopeningmyeyes.MyheadwasonLuke’sshoulder,myhandtossedoverhis
waist. While he wasn’t asleep, he remained still. The sky was just starting to brighten, but through the
windowIcouldseethethickflakesstillfalling.Heaviereventhanwhenwerodeintotown.
IglancedupatWalker,whoworepantsandanunbuttonedshirt.
“Itwillcloseinthenextfewhours?”Iasked,thenclearedmythroat.Itwasroughfromsleep.
Lukeshiftedandsatup.IwasamazedthatI’dsleptsowell,andusinghimasapillow.I’dalwaysslept
onmyownsideofthebedwhenmarriedtoJohn.I’dwantedmyspace.ButwithLukeandWalker,they
didn’tofferanytome.Ihadtosettlemyselfrightinbesidethemwiththeirarmswrappedaboutme.For
coldwinternights,Ididn’tmindatall.AndwhatWalkerhadsaidwastrue.Ididn’tneedanightgownto
staywarmwhenIhadthem.
“No,butitwillbehardgoing.Thesnowwillbeverydeepanddifficultforthehorses.I’drathernot
getstuck,putusortheanimalsindanger.”
The snow was deep enough in Jasper. I could only imagine what it would be like at the top of the
mountain.
“Allright,”Isaid.Walkerwalkedoutoftheroomanddownthestairs.
Luke climbed from the bed, naked and went in search of his pants. He had no modesty, just like his
brother, which afforded me the opportunity to see him—all of him—in daylight. I glanced at his cock,
whichwasquiteerect,andwonderedhowthathadfitinme.Johnwas…ohdamn.EnoughaboutJohn.
LukewasreallybigandIrememberedhowhe’dfilledmerightup.Toomuch,almost.
Hegrinnedatmewhenhecaughtmelooking.
“Iloveyourcuriosity,Celia.Unfortunately,Ican’tdoanythingaboutituntiltonightwhenwegethome.
Thenwecanspendthewintersnowedinandnaked.”
Mypussyclenched.Theideadefinitelyhadsomeappeal.
***
SlateSpringswasdifferentthanIexpected,especiallysincewerodeintotownwiththesnowblowing
sideways.Therewasnopath,norouteIcouldseeasitwasburiedinsnowandwasrelievedwhenboth
menknewwheretheyweregoing.Anyprevioustraveler’stracks—evenfromminutesbefore—hadbeen
wipedoutbyfreshsnow.EvenLuke’shousewasbarelydiscernibleinthesnow.Itwaswhiteandtwo-
storywithaporch,butIcouldn’tseemuchelseandIhadnointerestinlingeringoutdoorstolearnmore.
Luke led me inside as Walker took the horses to the barn. It wasn’t much warmer. Luke stomped the
snowfromhisboots,thensatdownonthebenchbythedoortoremovethem.“It’scoldnow,butI’llget
thefireslit.Keepyourcoatonandsoonenough,it’llbetoastyinhere.”
Hefinishedwithhisbootsandhunghishatbythedoorashetuckedhisglovesintohiscoatpocket.He
walked toward the back of the house and I heard the grating sound of metal on metal, a cast-iron stove
beingopenedandfilledwithwood.
AsIundidmyownboots,IstudiedLuke’shouse.ItwascomparabletoLane’sinsize,butLuke’swas
made of stone, the walls thick. It, too, was two stories and vast. There was no question that Luke had
money,forthefurnishingsweresimplebutwellmade.RugscoveredthewoodfloorsandIhadtoimagine
howgoodtheywouldfeelbeneathbarefeetinthewinter.
Luke came back down the hall, gave me a wink, then went into the parlor to light a fire in the stone
fireplace. It was cleaned out and stacked with wood, ready for a match. The tinder quickly lit and the
roomquicklywarmed.
Withthesnowoutside,theroomswereverybright.
“Ihaveahousekeeperthatcomesseveraltimesaweektoclean,butshehasdinnerreadyformeatsix
each night. Sometimes she cooks here, other times she brings a portion for me from her home. Can you
cook,Celia?”
Wehadn’tdiscussedhouseholdworkandIhadtoadmit,Ihadn’tthoughtmuchofit.“Oh,um.Yes.Ican
cleanaswell.”
“IdonotwishtoputMrs.Jacobsoutofajob,soIwouldliketokeepheron.Pleasedon’tthinkIdoubt
yourabilities.”
Iofferedhimasmile.“That’squiteniceofyou.TokeepMrs.Jacobsemployed,Imean.I’msurewe
willgetalongfine.”
“Shewillnotbeherethisevening,sowewillhavetofendforourselves.”
Bootedfeetstompedtowardthebackofthehouse.“ThatwillbeWalker.”
Hetookmyhandinhisandledmetothekitchen,thechillalreadygonefromtheroombecauseofthe
stove.
“Untilthisweatherletsup,wewillnotbeseeinganyonefromtown,”hesaidasheremovedhisboots.
Lukenodded.“Good.Thenwecanhaveourhoneymoonwithoutinterruption.Letmelighttherestofthe
fireplacesandgetthehousewarm.Thenwe’llwarmyou.”
ThedeeptimbreofhisvoicehadmethinkingIdidn’tneedmycoatanylonger.
Walkerstrippedhisoffandhungitbythedoor.
“Shemightrunoff,though,Luke.”
“Oh?”heaskedhisbrother.
Walkerkepthiseyesonme,butIfrownedinconfusion.Iwasn’tgoinganywhereinallthatsnow.
“We’llneedtotieherup,Ithink.”
Mymouthfellopenthen,rememberingI’dtoldhimIwantedtobetiedupandtaken.
Lukegrunted.“Mmm,yes.Onceweknowshe’llnotescape,Ithinkweneedtoprepareherasswiththe
nextplug.”
Iclencheddownattheidea.
“We’llprepareherandfuckher.Againandagain.Thissnowmightnotletupfordays.”
“Days,”Lukeconfirmed.
Theysteppedtowardmetogether,handsonthebuttonsofmycoat,thehatonmyhead.
Ihadnowheretogo,nothingtodobutbethecenteroftheirworld.Astheybegantokissdownmyneck,
cupmybreastsandwhisperdirtywords,IknewIdidn’twanttobeanywhereelse.
CHAPTERTHIRTEEN
Luke
Twodays.WehadCeliatoourselvesfortwoperfectdays.Twodayswespentinmyhousewithher,
makingherthecenterofourworld.Weslept,wefucked,wetalked.Welearnedabouteachother.Iknew
nowthatshedislikedonionsandpreferredtohavesocksonherfeetwhensheslept.Whilesheremained
nakedbetweenus—webothenjoyedthefeelofherbarebodypressedagainstours—herfeetwereina
pairofmythicksocks.
Therewerenocallers,nooneinterestedinseeingthewomanthatI’dmarried,thatInowsharedwith
Walker. They would arrive soon though, for Walker had walked to his house to retrieve some of his
clothes.We’ddecidedbeforewewenttoDenverthatwewouldliveinmyhouse—ourhousenow—and
Walkerhadyettomoveinfully.Comespring,wewouldsellhishouse.Therewasnodoubthe’dbeseen
and everyone would know of our return. I guessed we had three hours before the most curious would
comeknocking.
Whilethejourneyoverthepasshadbeentreacherous,thesnowheavyandthewindcreatingblizzard-
likeconditions,SlateSpringshadescapedthebruntofit.MountainweatherwasfickleandIwaspleased
toseeonlyafewinchesonthegroundoutthewindow.Themorningsunwasbright,makingthesnowwe
did have, glitter. Inside, the scent of coffee and fried potatoes filled the warm air. The cast-iron stove
madetheroomquitewarmandIenjoyedseeingCeliainjustmyshirtandsocks.
“Seetherope,sweetheart?”
Sheturnedawayfromthestoveandlookedoutthebackwindow,squintingagainstthebrightness.
“It’s strung between the back porch to the barn. If it’s snowing too hard to see the barn, you need to
grabholdofitanduseitasaguide,otherwiseyoumightgetlost.”
“Lost?”Shefrowned.“It’sonly,what,fiftyfeettothebarn?”
“Mmm,”Imurmured,agreeingwithherestimate.“Aboutthat.Lastyear,Mr.Demerwenttofeedhis
horses one night and they found him twenty feet from his back door the next morning. He’d walked
outside,gottenturnedaroundandcouldn’tfindhiswayback.Thesnowwassoheavyhecouldn’teven
seethelightfromthekitchen.”
Hereyeswidened.“Hedied?”
Inodded.“Yougotothebarninastorm,yougrabholdofthatlineanddon’tletgo.Justfollowiteither
wayandgetintoshelter.Allright?”
“Yes,Luke.”
“Good,becauseIcan’tspankyourassfornotlisteningtomeifyou’redead.”
TheideaofCelialostoutintheelementshadachillrundownmyspine,eveninthewarmkitchen.
Walkercameinthenstompedhisbootsandshookoffhiscoat.
“I checked on Mr. Bernard.” When he leaned in to kiss Celia, he added for her benefit, “He’s in the
housenextdoor.”Nextdoorwasafewhundredfeetaway,butstilltheclosestneighbor.“He’sawidower
and getting older now. We make sure he’s got enough cut wood by the door to keep his fires lit. Other
things.”Walkerglancedatme.“Iexpectwe’llhavevisitorsbeforetoolong.”
I frowned, knowing that we’d have the entire town descending on us soon enough. Walker couldn’t
walkthroughtownwithoutbeingnoticedandIkneweveryonewaseagertoseewhothemayormarried
underthenewlaw.Withhisbrother.
Asshe’dputitthefirstnightintheDenverhotelroom,shewastheexampleandeveryonewouldbe
lookingatherdifferently.Therewouldbethosewhojudged,whocriticizedherandourmarriage.They’d
probably even think her a whore for bedding two men. But it was our job to shelter her from this, to
protecthernotonlyfromhertroubles,likethebastardCarlNorman,butfromthetroublesthatfellonmy
shoulders,andWalker’stoo.
Wejusthadtohopethatthetransitionwouldbesmooth.NotonlywasIthemayor,Ihadaminetorun
andcouldn’tremainathomeforever.
“Areyouworriedwhatpeoplewillthink?”Celiaasked,scoopingfriedpotatoesintoabowl.
Isawtheworryonherface.
“Iworrywhatpeoplewillthinkaboutyou,”Walkersaid,takingthebowlfromherandputtingitonthe
table.“Butwewon’thide,doll.Wewon’thidewhatweshare.Ithinkit’sprettyspecial,don’tyou?”
Sheblushedthen,butnodded.
“He’snottalkingabouthowwebothfuckyou,sweetheart.”
Walkergrinned.
“We’llhideeverythingabouthowweshareyou,”Iadded,mypossessivenessmakingmealmostgrowl.
“That’sprivate.Nooneseesyouthewaywedo.Noone.”
“Especiallylikeearlierwhenyouhadthepluginyourass.”
Sheflushedanevenbrightershadeofredandturnedbacktothestove.Iimaginedthewaytheplughad
parted her ass cheeks so prettily just a short time ago and I had to shift my cock in my pants. It had
instantlybecomehard.Hell,Iwasalwayshardforher.Shetookthelargersizewellnow,evenfucking
herwithitdeepinsideher.Itwouldbesoonwhenwetookhertogether,thatweweretrulyjoinedasone.
“Lukeisinsatiable,”Walkersaid,smilingandshakinghishead.“Imeantourmarriage,doll,isspecial.
What we have, this connection, is unique whether there are two grooms or one. I won’t let anyone
diminishthat.”
Celia’slookwentsoftandhersmileabitwistfulathiswords.IagreedwithWalkerwholeheartedly.
“Allright,”shereplied,thenpausedasshestaredblanklyatthetable.“Doyouthink…doyouthink
Carlmadeitintotown?”
Whensheturnedherheadtome,Isawtheworryinhereyes.
“Ican’tsayifthepassisclosednow.Thesnowwasbaduptherewhenwecamethrough,butitcould
havestopped.”
Iwantedtoeaseherfears,butcouldn’t.
“Astrangercan’tgounnoticedinatownofoursize,doll.Ifhe’shere,we’llfindhim.”
WalkerwalkedbyCeliaandsqueezedhershoulder.
“We’llfindoutifthepassisclosedandifanyone’sseenhimfromthosewhocalltoday.”
“Youreallythinkpeoplearethatinterestedinourmarriage?”shewondered,sittingdownatthetable.
IglancedatWalkerandhegrinned.
“Definitely.”
***
Celia
Wedidhavecallers,justasthemenhadexpected.First,Mr.Bernardfromnextdoor,whowasinhis
sixtiesasWalkerhadsaid.Whilequitefit,hishandsweregnarledfromrheumatismandIimagineditwas
difficultforhimtocompletesometasks.IwasgladtohearWalkerhadstoppedtoofferhimsomehelp.
He’d been kind, yet curious about me, but had not stayed long. Then came the Johnsons, the Rands and
thenasmallgroupfromchurch.Whilenoonesaidanythingtomeoutrightbesidestownnews—thepass
was indeed closed—I had no doubt when they walked back down the street, hats low on their heads
againstthecoldweather,theywhisperedaboutme.
ItwasnothingIwasn’tusedto.ThelastfewweeksIwasinTexas,thewhispersandlookshadbeen
unbearable.I’dhadnoonetosheltermeasIdidnow.BothLukeandWalkerremainedwithmetheentire
time,notleavingmealoneonce.
It was another couple who came up the walk that made Luke curse beneath his breath. I didn’t know
whyhedreadedopeningthedoor;Ijustsensedthathedid.
Lukeletthemin,butwithmuchlesswarmththanwiththeothers.Hewasasmall,rotundmanofsimilar
agetoLukeandWalker.Whathairhedidhaveonhishead—hewasmostlybald—wasfair.Thewayhe
staredatmewithbeadylittleeyes,suspiciouslyandwithdislike,mademewary.Whiletheotherswho
hadcometocallhadbeencurious,they’dalsobeenkind.Thismandidn’tseemtobekindatall.Hiswife
wasevensmallerthanhe,hereyesdowncastandhershoulderscurledin.
“Thomkins,mayweintroduceyoutoourwife,Celia?”
“Howdoyoudo?”hereplied.“Mywife,Agnes.”
Agnesofferedmeapeekathereyesandafaintsmilebeforeshelookedattheflooragain.Ithoughther
shyuntilherhusbandspoke.“Agneshasbeencurioushowyourmarriagewouldbeconsummated.”
Thewomansuckedinherbreathandglancedatherhusband,butremainedsilent.No,shewasn’tshy.
Shewascowed,trainednottospeakbacktoherhusband,evenifhespoutedlies.Ihadnodoubtitwasn’t
the meek woman who wanted to know about how Luke, Walker and I fucked. Looking at the very
unappealingMr.Thomkins,Ihadtowonderifthey’dactuallyconsummatedtheirmarriage.
“Thomkins,”Lukewarned.
“YouknowIdidn’tvoteforthelaw,”hebegan.
Walkersighed,butremainedquiet.
“Toseeitnowineffectwillchangethemoralfiberofourtown.”
“Yes,we’reawarethatnoteveryonewantedthelaw,”Lukereplied.“Butweareademocratictown,
eventhoughwearesmall.Everyonehadachancetospeakandthecouncilvoted.”
“You’reawareofallthis,”Walkersaid.“Youwereatallthemeetings.”
“Yes,butwhataboutchurch?Thechildren?”
“Wedon’thaveanychildren.Yet,”Lukeadded.“Giveuslongerthanaweektogetonthat.”
Iblushed.
“Ididn’tmeanyourchildren.Imeanttheonesintown.Whataretheygoingtothink?”
Walker came to stand behind me, one hand on my shoulder, the other on my hip. “That we love our
wife,thatwehonorher,respectherandcertainlydon’tshameher.”
Thelastwasn’tdirectedatme,butabarbforMr.Thomkins.Ididn’tlikehim,notonebit.He’dmadeit
veryeasytofeelthatway.IfeltsorryforAgnes.Thepoorwomanhadtolivewiththeman.
“We won’t stay and take up any of your time. We are having dinner with Reverend Carnes and his
wife.”
I didn’t know the religious couple, but I doubted they would be overly welcoming either. I could
imaginethefourofthemsittingthereandgossipingaboutusoverboiledpotatoesandstewedmeat.
“Thendon’tletuskeepyou.”Lukewenttothedoorandopenedit,makingitclearhewaseagertohave
themgo.
Thomkins stormed out and left his wife to follow. She offered me a small smile before stepping out
onto the porch. Without anything to hold onto, she slipped and fell, landing on her bottom, but with her
handouttostopherself.Shecriedoutinpainatthejarringdrop.
LukewascrouchedbesideherasMr.Thomkinsreturnedupthesnowywalkwaywithcare.
“Agnes,”hesaid,butitwasmorewithfrustrationthanupset.
Sheheldherarmtoherchestandherfacewasetchedwithpain.Ikneltdownbeforeherandlooked
intohereyes.“Agnes,I’manurse.CanIlookatyourhand?”
Perhapsitwasmysofttoneorthefactthatshewashurtingsobadly,butsheheldherarmawayfrom
her body. Her hand was curled and her little finger, while it should have been aligned with the others,
stuckouttothesideatanawkwardangle.Itwasverybroken.
“I’msureyoucanseethatyourfingerisbroken.”
“I’lltakeyoutoseeDoctorDeeter,”Mr.Thomkinssaid.Luke,AgnesandIalllookedupattheman.He
didn’tevenwanttolowerhimselftohelphiswife.
“Celiaisanurse,”Lukesaid.
Thomkins’eyebrowswentuponhispastyface.“AwomantohelpAgnes?She’snothavingababy.Her
finger’sbroken.”
“Wecanallseethat,Thomkins,”Walkersnapped.“LetCeliahelpsoAgnesdoesn’thavetobeinpain
longerthannecessary.”
Thomkinspursedherlips.
“HowdoIknowyou’rereallyanurse?”heaskedme.
“Youdon’t,”Icountered,thenignoredhim.Agneseyedme,butwarily.“IamanurseandIcanhelp
you.Let’sgobackinsidewhereit’swarmer.”
IlookedtoLukeoverhershoulderandhenodded.HethendeferredtoMr.Thomkinstoassisthiswife
backinthehouse.Onceshewassettledonthecouch,Isatbesideherandcarefullyheldherhand.
“Yourfingerisoutofjoint,notbroken.Weneedtoputitbackintoplace.”
“Willithurt?”sheasked,hervoicemeekandlacedwithpain.
Mr.Thomkinsscoffed,butIignoredthetone.
“Yes,” I told her. She deserved the truth. “Mr. Thomkins, will you allow your wife to have some
whiskey?”
Hiseyeswidened.Untilnow,Ihadn’trealizedhehadjowls,buttheyshookandhadmenoticingthe
waytheywobbled.“Whiskey?Nowseehere—”
“She’snotgoingtocorrupthertothedevil’sspirits,justgethernumbfromthepain,”Walkertoldhim.
“Idonotneedwhiskey,”Agnesreplied.“I’vedeliveredthreechildren,onebreech.”
I blanched at the pain she’d gone through. I’d assisted in a number of childbirths to know what a
woman went through to deliver a baby, but breech? I cringed and counted her lucky to have survived.
Wherewerethechildren?Withananny,grandmother?Orweretheyoldenoughtoremainalone?Neither
Walker nor Luke asked after them, so I had to assume they were fine. I was sure I’d meet them soon
enoughinatownthissmallandfindoutformyself.
“You’resure?”
Shenodded,thenmetmyeyes.Shewasn’tmeeknow.Thepainwassomethingshecouldcontrol,that
shehadpowerover.Unlikeherhusband’susualoverbearingdemeanor,thiswasherchoice.
“Allright.I’mgoingtopullonyourfingersothatIcanturnit,realignthebonesandputitbackinto
place.”
Ididn’tdelay,didn’tgiveherachancetochangehermind.Ididn’tcount.JustdidasIsaidandquickly
resetherfinger.Shehissedoutherbreath,butheldherselfstill.
“Alldone.”IletoutabreathI’dbeenholding.“Luke?”
“Yes?”herepliedinstantly.
“Ineedsomestripsofclothtobindherfingerstogether.”
Heturnedandlefttheroom.
Agneswaspale,herlipsthinnedwithpainandsweatdottedherbrow,butshewascalmer.
“Yourfingershouldbesoreforafewdays;keepitimmobilized.”
Luke returned and handed me a thin strip of white cotton. I smiled at him and went about gently
wrappingitaroundherinjuredfingerandtheonenexttoit,tyingthemtogether.
“There.”Iofferedherasmallsmile.“Thatshouldkeepthefingerstill.Haveyourhusbandassistyou
whileyouareonicygroundtokeepitfromhappeningagain.”
WhileitsoundedasifIwerescoldingherforgoingoutsideonherown,itwasadirectbarbatMr.
Thomkinsfornotbeingagentleman.
Agnesstoodandheldherinjuredhandwiththeotherinfrontofherchest.“Thankyou,Celia.Welcome
totown.”
Thomkinsmadeafunnysoundinthebackofhisthroat.“Wearelatefordinner.”
Withabackwardglance,Agnesofferedmeasmallsmileasshewasledfromthehouse.
“Atleasthe’sgotholdofherarmnow,”Walkersaid,watchingthemfromthewindow.
Imovedbesidehimtowatchthemandheputanarmaboutmywaist.“Thatisnotaniceman.”
“Thatnotnicemanwantstobemayor,”Walkercountered.
IlookedbackatLuke,realizedhewasmayortokeepMr.Thomkinsout.“Youhavethejobsolelyto
keephimfromtherole?”
Lukeshrugged.
“Youwereforcedtomarrymebecauseofhim?”
Icouldn’thelpbutfeelpanickedknowingtherealreasonforourunion.He’dtoldmebefore,butbeing
inSlateSpringsmadeitsomuchmorereal.
“Yes,”Lukerepliedhonestly.Hecameuptostandonmyotherside,surroundedonceagainbymytwo
men.“WhatThomkinswillneverknowisthatIowehimathanks.”
Ifrowned,confused.
“Iwouldn’thaveyouotherwise.”
“We,”Walkerclarified.“Wewouldn’thaveyouotherwise.”
CHAPTERFOURTEEN
Celia
Wewokeuptosnow.Lotsofsnow.Justliketheblizzardatthetopofthepasstheothermorning.Ithad
beensocoldandwindyaswecrossedandI’dbeenthankfulforbeinginWalker’sarms.I’dneverseena
storm like it before. And now, another. I knew before the season was over, I’d be accustomed to such
snowinSlateSprings.Fortunately,Iwassafelyinsideandoncethebankedfireswerefilledwithwood
again,thehousewouldbequitewarm.IstoodatthewindowasItuggedonWalker’sshirt.Neitherman
allowed me anything more than socks in bed, but when I did not have to dress fully, I enjoyed the
comfortablefeelofwearingtheirclothes.Theirshirtssmelledlikethem,theirscentsremindingmethatI
belongedtobothofthem.Ridiculous,yes,butitwascomforting.
“Snow,”Lukemutteredfrombed.Hecouldn’tmissthesoundofthewindorthewhiteout.
“It’shauntinglybeautiful,”Ireplied,glancingovermyshoulderatmymen.
Luke was on one side, sprawled out on his stomach. An empty space was between them where I’d
slept,andWalkerwasonthefarendonhisback,hisarmoverhishead.Bothmen’sbodieswerecovered
totheirwaistsandIreveledinthesight.OnlyIwastheonetoseethemunkemptlikethis,toknowthereal
men behind the gentlemanly facade. While they were gentlemen, they were also quite wild and wanton
themselves.
“Ifwehadn’theardyesterdaythepasswasclosed,Icouldconfidentlysayitisnow,”Walkeradded,
rubbingahandoverhisface.Theraspofhismorningwhiskerswasunmistakable.
Yes.Howcouldanyonetravelinthis?Ifitwasthisblusteryintown,muchloweraltitudethanthepass,
thenIcouldonlyimaginetheconditionsatthetop.
“I’llneedtogoandensureeveryoneisfollowingthesnowplan.”Lukeclimbedfrombedandpulled
cleanclothesfromhisdresser.
“Snowplan?”Iasked,runningandhoppingbackintobedwhereIknewwasstillwarmfromLuke’s
body.Ipulledtheblanketsuptomywaistashelookedatmeoverhisshoulderandgrinned.
“Ensuringthateveryoneintownissafe,withenoughwoodnearbytokeepthehousewarmanddon’t
have to wander out in the snow,” Luke said. “Some elderly need food delivered. Even tending to
animals.”
“LikeMr.Bernard.Sincewe’retheclosest,I’llgooverandcheckonhim,makesurehehaswhathe
needstomakeitthroughthestorm,”Walkeradded.
Ilikedtheidea,thoughtitsmartforneighborstocheckoneachother.
“Howlongwillthestormlast?”
Lukebuttonedhisshirt.“Couplehours,coupledays.Weneverknow.”
“Miss Esther, she’s eighty-four,” Walker commented. “Her bones ache when a big storm’s coming.
She’stheclosestwe’vegottoweatherpredictionsaroundhere.”
Ismiledattheideaofanoldladytellingeveryonebadweatherwascomingbecauseherkneeshurt.
But,I’dheardotherspredictrainthesamewayinTexas,soIdidn’tdoubtit.
“Aftersomecoffee,I’llgetgoing.Ishouldbebackinafewhours.”Lukecameoverandkissedme,
thenwentdownstairs.
Walkerpulledmeintohisarms.“I’lltakecareofthehorses,thengoseetoMr.Bernard.”
IshiftedinhisholdsoIcouldlookathim.“I’llseetotheanimalswhileyougonextdoor.”
“You’resure?”heasked.
“IknowwhatI’mdoing.I’llbefine.”
Heranafingerovermynose.“Idon’tdoubtyourabilities,doll.Idoworryaboutyouintheweather.
Thisisnewforyou.”
Ilaughedthen.“Verynew.Ihadnoideaitcouldsnowlikethis.I’llbefine.Luketoldmeabouttherope
tofollow.”
“Good.Whenwe’realldonewithourwork,we’llmeetbackhere.”Hepattedthebed.“Righthere.I
haveplansforyou.”
Mybodywarmedathiswords,atthehuskytoneofhisvoiceashesaidthelast.
“Oh?”Iasked.“Wecould…wecoulddothemnow.”
Hisfingersliddownmyneckandovertheskinexposedbythepartiallybuttonedshirt.“Theyinvolve
bothLukeandme…andthatgorgeousassofyours.”
Myheartskippedabeat.“Youmean—”
“Whenwegetback,we’llclaimyou,doll.Together.Thenyou’llbeoursonceandforall.”
***
WithLukealreadygone,IwatchedWalkeroutthewindowashetrudgedtowardMr.Bernard’s.Ittook
lessthanaminuteforhimtodisappearintothesnowandwind.Ididn’twanteitherofthemtoleave,but
that was a silly fantasy. We couldn’t remain holed up in the house forever. Perhaps it was his dark
promise of what we would do upon their return that had me longing for them. But chores needed to be
done, there were neighbors to help. Until that was finished, I would have to wait, no matter how
impatiently.
Ittooktimetoputontheboots,coat,mittensandhat,butknewIcouldn’tgooutsidewithoutthem,not
evenjusttheshortdistancetothebarn.Itookadeepbreathandopenedthebackdoor,butthecoldsucked
it from my lungs. Narrowing my eyes against the blowing snow, I turned my back against the wind and
pulledthedoorshutbehindme.
I’dneverfeltsuchcoldbefore.Evencrossingoverthepasshadn’tbeenlikethis,forI’dhadWalkerat
mybackandablanketshelteringme.Mycheeksstungandmyeyesteared.Therewasnoreasontolinger,
soIcarefullysteppeddownfromtheporchandlookedacrosstothebarn.Icouldseeiteasilyandranfor
it,mystepswobblyfromthesnow.BythetimeIpushedthebarndoorclosedbehindme,Iwaswinded
andmycoatwascoveredinsnow.
Stompingmyboots,Ibrushedthesnowfrommyshouldersandarms.Thebarnwascold,butwithout
thewind,itseemedalmostwarmincomparison.Thescentofhayandanimalwasheavyintheair.Taking
offmygloves,IwenttothefirststallandrubbedthenoseofAtlas,Luke’shorse.AsImurmuredtohim,
hesnorted,bothourbreathscomingoutinpuffsofwhite.
Footstepsonthehardpackedgroundhadmespinningabout.Forasplitsecond,IthoughtitwasWalker,
havingreturnedfromMr.Bernard’s.ButIhadn’theardthedooropenandhewouldn’thavesurprisedme.
BeforemestoodCarlNorman.Igaspedatthesightofhim.Hewasnolongertheconfident,tidyman
who’d harassed me in Texas. He wore a heavy winter coat, no gloves and a scarf wrapped around his
headinsteadofahat.Hehadn’tshavedindays,thedarkhairofanewbeardonhisjaw.Hischeekswere
chappedandred,hiseyesnarrowedandwild.Hehadnosnowonhim,meaninghe’dbeeninthebarn.
Hadhebeenwaitingforme?Hadhesoughtshelterfromthesnow?
“ItoldyouI’dcomeafteryou,”hespitout.“I’dgetyouandmakeyoupay.”
Igulpeddownmyfear.Thiswasnotasane,rationalman.
“My…myhusbandisinside.He’llbeexpectingme.”IwassurprisedIwasabletogetthewordsout,
mymouthnumb.IwassoafraidIfeltmykneeswobble.Myheartwasbeatingsohardithurttobreathe.
Carlslowlyshookhishead.“Isawthemleave.Yes,them.You’remarriedtotwomen,givingyourself
tothemlikeawhore.Nowonderyourdoctorhusbandbeddedsomeoneelse.”
Whenhe’dconfrontedmeinTexas,he’dsaidI’dbeentoofrigidtopleaseJohn.Now,he’dspunhis
reasoningallaround.Clearly,hewasn’trightinthehead.AndIwasalonewithhim.
“What…whatdoyouwant?”Iasked.
“Toseejusticeserved.”Hesteppedovertothebarnwall,grabbedacoilofropeoffthepeg.“You’re
goingtohang,justlikeNeil.”
Heunwoundtherope,letthelengthofitfalltothegroundathisfeetashebegantofashionanoose.I
wasgoingtodieandLukeandWalkercouldn’tsaveme.
CHAPTERFIFTEEN
Walker
“Theweather’sprettybad,”Mr.Bernardsaid.Withacloth,hegrabbedhiscoffeepotoffhisstoveand
poured two cups. Even with his rheumatism, his hands were still strong enough to grab it safely and I
didn’toffermyhelp.I’dcarriedseveralloadsofwoodfromalean-tobythebarnandbroughtupbythe
back door. I also carried several loads to set by the stove in the kitchen. He wouldn’t need to even go
outsideformoreuntiltomorrow.Ifearedhemightslipontheslickgroundandwithnooneabouttofind
him,he’dquicklydiefromexposure.
I glanced out the window toward the house. It wasn’t Luke’s house any longer, but our house. The
house we shared with our wife, and hopefully soon, children. I caught sight of the lamp in the kitchen
window,butthenitwasquicklyobscuredbytheblowingsnow.“Yes,IshouldgetbacksoI’mnotstuck
here.”
Hehandedmemycupwithaknowingsmile.“Whywouldyouwanttostayherewithmewhenyou’ve
gotalovelywifewaitingforyou?”
Whyindeed?
Igrinnedandspokehonestly.“It’sdifferentthanIimagined.”
“Sharing her with your brother? I’d imagine.” He took a sip, then went to sit at his small table. “I
rememberwhenImarriedLydia.”Hiseyesfocusedonthecupinhishands,butIknewhewasseeingthe
past.“Awomanchangesaman.Makeshimwantmore.Tobemore.Andwhenyouhavechildren...”
Mrs.Bernardpassedonseveralyearsbackandtheirchildrenwerefullgrown.OnesonlivedinJasper
with a family of his own, the other settling in Denver. Neither had wanted to stay in Slate Springs, for
therewasn’tenoughemployment.Inthesummermonths,Mr.Bernardtraveledtovisit,stayingforafew
weekswitheachofthem.Butwiththepassclosed,hewascutofffromthemforthewinter.
“Ineverwantedchildrenbefore,butIwantthemwithCelia.”
“Thenyoubetterheadhomeandgetonthat.”Mr.BernardwinkedatmeandIfeltmycheeksheat.“But
you’vegotcompanystaying.I’dthinkthatwouldputadamperonthings.”
Ifrowned.
“Company?”
“Thatman.Yourwife’sfriend.”
I put my cup down with a thud, the coffee sloshing over the brim and onto my hand. A sick feeling
spreadthroughmygut.“Describehim.”
Hiseyeswidenedandallhumorslippedfromhisfaceatmytone.“Alittleshorterthanyou,darkhair.
Tan.”
“That’snotafriend,”ItoldhimasIgrabbedmycoat,buttonedit.MyheartwaspoundingandItriedto
remaincalmknowingwhowasatthehousewithCelia.
“Whoishethen?”Mr.Bernardstood,wenttograbhisriflehekeptbehindthedoor.
“TroublefromTexas.”
Hepushedtherifleinmyhands.“I’msorry,Ididn’tknow.Hestoppedbythismorning,firstthing.He
didn’tevenhaveahat.Igavehimoneofmyscarvestouse.”
Igavehimacurtnodandopenedthebackdoor.“Notyourfault.ButI’vegottogosavemywoman.”
***
Celia
Carlfashionedanoosefromthelengthofropewithaskillthatmademyskincrawl.Hadhemadeone
tohangsomeonebeforeorhadhepracticedspecificallyforme?
“WhatifithadbeenWalkerorLukewhocametotendtheanimals?”Iwondered.
“I’dgettoyou,”hereplied.Ihadtoimaginehe’dkillthemtogettomewithoutevenblinking.
“You’llbecaught,”Iadded.
He glanced up from his work for just a second. His eyes had a wild glint in them. “Doesn’t matter.
Justicewillbeserved.”
Hewaswillingtodie,acceptediteven.
“YoucameallthewayfromTexasjusttodothis?”
“YouruinedNeil!”heshouted.“Destroyedhim.”
“Hiswifedidthatallonherown,”Icountered.
Heshookhishead,finishedwiththenoose.
“Youcouldn’tsatisfyyourhusband.HestrayedtoNeil’swife.”
Therewasnoexplainingwithhim.Itwasn’tworththeeffort.He’dcomethisfar,athousandmilesto
seemedead.NothingIwasgoingtosaywouldstophim.AndsoIhadtoact.Iglancedatthedoor,dashed
forit.Hegrabbedmyarmandspunmeabouttofacehim.
“Ohno,”hesaid,hiseyeswild,spitonhischin.
HepushedmebackandIstumbledintothewall.TheairleftmylungsandIwatchedasheprowled
closer,ropeinhand.Thelengthofitdraggedonthegroundbehindhimasthenoosedangled.Therewere
plentyofbeamsandraftersforhimtoaccomplishthedeed.
Islidalongthewall,theroughwoodatmyback,awayfromhim.Ikickedandknockedoverashovel
andIsquatteddownandpickeditup.Thewoodhandlewasroughinmypalms,theweightofitheavy.
Liftingit,Ihelditoutinfrontofmelikeaweapon.ItwasallIhad.Ashovelagainstamadman.
“Stayback,”Isaid,myeyesnarrowed,mybreathcomingoutinlittlepants.
“I’m your judge and jury, Mrs. Lawrence. I find you guilty in the death of Neil Norman. You are
sentencedtobehungbyyourneckuntildead.”
Hesteppedcloserandreachedfortheshovel,butIpulleditbackoutofhisreach.Grinningthen,he
steppedcloser,hishandsalmostonme.Thiswasit,myonlychance.Iswungtheshoveltowardhimwith
allmymight,strikinghimintheshoulder.
Itknockedhimtothesideandhestumbled,felldown.Theshockofitreverberateddownthelengthof
myarms,butIbarelynoticed.Droppingtheshovel,Idashedforthedoor,pulleditopen.Itrippedfrom
myfingersbytheforceofthewindandslammedagainstthewall.Tiltingmyheaddown,Iranoutintothe
snow,squintedtoseethehouse.
Nothing.Thewindhadgottenworse,thesnowheavier.Therewasnopath,myfootstepsfromminutes
ago long gone. I knew the house was directly before me, but I couldn’t see it. Luke had been right, a
completewhiteout.Ithoughtofthemanhe’dtoldmeabout,theonewho’ddiedjustoutsidehisdoor.That
wouldn’tbeme.Itcouldn’t.
Lookingback,Icouldbarelymakeoutthedarkshapeofthebarn.IknewCarlwasinthere,thatIhadn’t
hurthimtoobadly.Onlystunnedhim.He’dfollow,surely.Hewascrazy.Completelyoutofhismindand
nothingwasgoingtostophim.Knowingthat,Iwasn’tgoingbackthere,evenifitmeantdyinginthesnow.
Ihadtogettothehouse.Iwouldn’tbesafethereeither,butIwouldn’tsurviveinthestorm.
Icouldn’twalktoMr.Bernard’swhereIknewWalkerwas.WhileIknewhishousewastomyleft,I
didn’tknowexactlywhereanditwasjusttoofar.Icouldn’tevengoinastraightlinewithout—
Therope!Ilookedupbutdidn’tseeit.Lettingthesnowfallonmyface,Iwalkedleftandrightforthe
ropeLukehadtoldmeabout,thatIknewwasthere.Itwasmyonlyguidetothehouse.Itwasjustafew
stepsawayandmyheartleaptforjoyatthesightofit.Reachingup,Igrabbeditandranforthehouse,
stumblinginthesnowafewtimes.
“Celia!”
Carl’svoicewasabellow,eveninthewind.Hewascomingaftermeandhewasangry.OhGod,he
wasgoingtogetme.Imovedfaster,allbutrunningtogetinside.Imadeittothebackdoorwithoutgetting
lost,justasLukehadsaid.Glancingovermyshoulder,Icouldn’tseeCarl,butheardhim.Hecalledmy
nameagainandagain,asifchantingit.IclosedthedoorasquietlyasIcould,afraidifIslammedithe’d
hearandfollowthenoise.TherewasnolocksinceSlateSpringswassosafe,nowaytokeephimout.
God, were they wrong about that! A bubble of laughter threatened to escape as I looked about,
searching for a place to hide. I ran for the stairs and saw out of the corner of my eye the rifle on pegs
above the door. Sliding a chair close, I stepped up on it and grabbed the heavy weapon. I went up the
stairs,strugglingwithliftingmyskirtandholdingthegunontheway.Iranintotheextrabedroomandhid
behindthedresser,sliddownthewallsoIwasonthefloor,kneesuptomychest.Withmybackpressed
againstthewall,ItriedtoquietmybreathingsoIcouldlisten.IfCarlsearchedhardenough,he’dfindme,
butatleastnowIwasarmed.
Iheardthewind,theharshwhistlingofit,thesnowpeltingthewindow.Iheardmynameonce,then
again,thennothing.IhadnoideahowlongIsatthere,kneesupandgunready,butIjumpedwhenthefront
dooropenedandslammedagainstthewall.
“Celia!”WasthatWalker?
“Celia!”heshoutedagain.
“Uphere!”Icried.MyheartpoundedalloveragainasIstruggledupoffthefloor.Hisfeetwereheavy
onthestepsasheranupthem.
“Celia!”
Iranoutoftheroomandintothehall.Walkerstood,arifleofhisowninhishands.Hewascoveredin
snow. His dark hair was completely white and as it melted, it dripped down his face. His breath was
raggedandhisknuckleswerewhiteastheyclenchedhisgun.Eyeswild,theyrakedoverme.
“Doll.”
ItwasthenthatIwilted,thatalltheexcessenergyfromwhathadhappenedbledaway.Myfingerswent
numb,mykneesbecameweakandIslumpedtothefloorathisfeet.
***
Walker
I’dlostsightofthehousetwiceonmywayback.I’dtriedtorun,butthewindheldmeback.Itriednot
toveeratall,butwhenthehousedidcomeintoview,I’ddiscoveredIturnedtotheleftslightlyandwas
inthemiddleoftheroad.Islippedontheslickwoodoftheporchonmywaytothedoor.AllIcouldthink
aboutwasgettingtoCelia,wonderingwhatkindofdangershewasinwiththatfuckerNorman.Tocome
thisfartochaseafterawomanwhohadnopartinhisbrother’scrime,themanhadtobeinsane.We’d
promisedtoprotectourwifefromharmandyetitcamerighttoourhouse.Shehadtodefendherselffrom
amadman.Alone.
Takingtheriflefromherandleavingitonthefloorbesideher,IwrappedmyarmaroundCelia.She
mumbledaboutNormanbeingoutside,thathe’dchasedherbutwasn’tinthehouse.
IhelpedhertostandandtookhertothekitchenwhereIwatchedoutthebackwindowforthefucker,
rifleinhand.Ifhemadeittothehouse,hewasadeadman.Ifhewasoutinthesnow,hewasalreadya
deadman.Hecouldhavereturnedtothebarnforshelter,butI’dchecklaterwithLuke.
My brother returned a few minutes after I had, hearing about Norman’s presence in town from
Thomkins,ofallpeople.“HementionedthatCelia’sbrotherwasheretovisit.”He’dstrippedoffhiscoat
and dropped it to the floor, pulling Celia onto his lap, held her tightly. I doubted it was to offer her
comfort,buttotakeitforhimselftoknowthatshewaswellandwholeandsafe.Hebreathedherin,just
asIhadwhenIheldherintheupstairshall.
“Iaskedifhewasfuckingwithmeandhiseyeswidened.Saidhestilldidn’tlikemeorwhatIwas
doingwiththetown,buthewouldn’tbotherCelia.”Lukekissedthetopofherhead.“Iguessyou’vegot
oneadmirerbecauseofyourhelpwithAgnes.”
Celiadidn’trespond,onlyrubbedhercheekagainstLuke’schest.Everylineinherbodywastenseand
I knew she wouldn’t relax until we knew what happened to Norman. Neither would I. Neither would
Luke.
Wewouldnotgotothebarnandconfronttheman.Notinthestorm,sowewaited.Iwatchedoutthe
window and knew the minute the winds died. It took two hours and while the snow still fell, the barn
slowlybecamevisible.Butwedidn’tneedtocomeupontheoutbuildingwithriflesinhandaswewere
readytodo.Norman’sbodywasadarkspotonthewhiteground,halfwaytothehouse.Sprawledfaceup
inthesnow,itwasobvioushewasdead.
Iturned,lookedtoLukeandtiltedmyhead.
“What?”Celiasaid,poppingupfromLuke’slaplikeachild’sjack-in-the-box.
“Don’t look, doll.” I stopped her with my hand on her shoulder. Her cheeks were pale, her dress
rumpledandherhairhalfloosefromitsbun.
“He’sdead,isn’the?”sheasked,swallowedhard.
Lukewalkedpastmetothewindow.“Hewon’tbebotheringyouanymore.”
Shelookedupatme,hergreeneyespleading.“Ihavetosee.Ihavetoknowhe’sgoneforgood.”
I moved my hand and she went to stand beside Luke. A half a minute passed as she just looked at
Norman.
“Ididasyousaid,Luke.Igrabbedholdoftheropeandfollowedittothehouse.I…Icouldn’tseea
thing.”
Sheputherhandsoverhermouth.
“Atfirst,Igotconfused,couldn’tseewhereIwasgoing.Igotlost.ThenIrememberedtheropeand
foundit.”
Lukepulledherintoahug.
“Idon’tthinkheknewabouttheropeandgotturnedaround.”
“Iheardhimcallingforme,againandagain,thennothing.”IthoughtofhimchasingCeliaandclenched
myfists.
Istaredoutatthebody,partiallycoveredinblownsnow.“Itlookslikehewrappedaropeabouthis
waistandventuredout.Notsurewhyhedidn’tjustfollowitbacktothebarn.”
Celia shook her head. “He… he was going to hang me. Like what happened to his brother. It’s the
noose.”
Holyfuck.Iputtherifledownonthetableandwentoutthebackdoor.Nocoat.Ididn’tneedone.My
angerkeptmewarm.ItrudgedthroughthesnowuntilIstoodoverthebodyofCarlNorman.Inhishands
wasaropewithafuckingnooseontheend,justasshe’dsaid.Iglancedbackatthehouse,atCelia,at
Lukestandingrightbesideher.
Ithadbeenclose.Tooclose.Shecouldhaveeasilydiedagruesome,horribledeath.Lifewasfragile.
I’dlearnedthatwhenRuthdied.I’dsurvivedherdeath,thelossofher,ourmarriage.Butithadn’tbeen
anythinglikewhatIhadwithCelia.WhatIsharedwithLuke.IfCeliadied,IdoubtedIwouldsurviveit.
I’dbeashellofaman,lost.
And so I walked away from Carl Norman, left him and his insane hatred behind and walked back
towardthehouse.Towardmyfamily.Mylife.
CHAPTERSIXTEEN
Luke
IsawthelookinWalker’seyesashemadehiswaybacktothehouse.Resolve.Determination.Love.
He’dacceptedCeliaashiswifebackinDenver,butperhapshehadn’tgottenitallsortedinhisheaduntil
now.Untildeathalmosttookherfromus.
HeshutthedoorbehindhimandfacedCelia.Liftinghishand,hecuppedherjaw.“Iloveyou.”
Celiasteppedintohisarmshearingthat,andIlookedtomybrotheroverherhead.Isawthetruthofthe
wordsinhiseyes,hearditinthosethreewords.Hewaswithusinthis.Completely.Utterly.
“Ilovebothofyou,”Celiamurmuredagainsthim.
Prideandloveswelledmychest.Nothingmatteredbutourfamily.Thethreeofus.NotThomkins,not
Norman.Nothing. This waswhat I’d hopedfor from the marriage,but hadn’t expectedit. Then again, I
hadn’texpectedCelia.
ShereachedoutformeandItookhersmallhandinmine.Squeezedit.“Thisiscrazy.”
Ismiledatdownather,shookmyhead.“Sometimesitjustworks.Thislove,sweetheart,I’vesaidall
along,isperfect.”
Itwas.Absolutelyperfect.
“Ineedyouboth,”shereplied,hervoicesoft.“Please.”
“You’vegotus,”Iassuredher.
“Notlikethat.Ineed,”sherepeated.
Walker pushed her back so he could look at her. “You don’t have to beg, doll. We want you, too.
Always.Butwecan’ttakeyounow.You’vehadascare.”
Sheshookherhead.“Weallhave.Itmakesmewantyoumore.”
“Wewon’tleaveyou,”Itoldher.
Whileshewasagrownwoman,itwouldbealongtimebeforeeitherofusleftheraloneagain.Iknew
howshefelt.Shewantedvalidation,tofeelpleasureinsteadofpainorfear.“Youwantustofuckyou?”
“Yes,”shereplied.
“Areyousure?”
“Yes,”sherepeated.“Iwantyou…together.”
I arched a brow at her request. “Together?” She wanted us both, to fuck her at the same time. That
meantIwouldclaimherpussy,Walkerherass.“It’stime?”
Shenodded.“Afterwhathappened…whatalmosthappened,Iwanttofeelalive.Connectedtobothof
you.I’mready.”
Shewas.We’dpreparedherbodywelloverthepastfewdaysuntilherbodyreadilytookthelargest
plug,butweweren’tgoingtoclaimherlikethatuntilshetrulywantedit.Nowshedid.Mindandbody.
Itookherhandandledherdownthehallandupthestairs.Walkerfollowed.Wewerereadytomake
heroursonceandforall.
***
Celia
I wanted this. I needed this. I needed my men in every way possible. They’d been patient with me,
preparing my body so I could take them both at the same time. It was the final act that would tie us
together.Iwastheonetoconnectus,tomakeuscomplete.
But…therewassomethingmissing.
When Walker closed the bedroom door behind us, I knew I had to share my one last worry. The one
thingthatmighttearusapart.“Whilewecancometogetherlikethis,there’sonethingthatwouldshow
ourlovetotheworld.”
“Oh?”Lukeasked,unbuttoninghisshirt.
Inodded,glancedatthefloor.“Ababy.”
ThethoughtofachildthathaddarkhairlikeWalkerorfaircurlslikeLukemademelongforoneso
desperately,butIresignedmyselftothetruth.
“You want a baby, doll?” Walker asked, coming up to me. I could feel his heat, breathe in his spicy
scent.
“Soverymuch.But…butIcan’t.”
HetippedmychinupsoIhadtolookhimintheeye.“Whatdoyoumean,youcan’t?”
Ilickedmysuddenlydrylips.“WithJohn,itneverhappened.Afterfiveyears.”
“Hewasadoctor.Didhetellyouitwasimpossible?”Lukeasked.
IshookmyheadandWalkersteppedback.“No,buthesaiditwasmyfault.Icouldn’t…Itried.”
“We’lltrysomemore,”Lukeadded.“It’snotlikewehaven’tfilledyoufullofourseedalready.You
couldbepregnantnow.”
Iputmyhandonmyflatbelly.Ishookmyhead,refusingtohope.“WhatifIcan’t?”
Wouldtheythinklessofme?TearswelledinmyeyesandLukewipedthemaway.“Thenyoucan’t.We
wantyou.Wemarriedyou.”
“Butyouwantchildren.YousaidsowhenwefirstmetinDenver.”
Lukenoddedgravely.“Iwantyoumore.Iloveyou,sweetheart.Justthewayyouare.”
WalkersteppedupbehindmesoIwasbetweenthem,justwheretheyknewIlikedtobe.Heleanedin,
murmuredinmyear.“Afterwhatjusthappened,wehaveeverythingwewant,righthere.”
He kissed my neck and I tilted my head to give him better access. My eyes slipped closed and I felt
handsonthebuttonsofmydress.Iwasquicklystrippedbareandtheirhandswereeverywhere.Overmy
breasts,downthelineofmyspine,overthecurveofmybottom,betweenmythighs.Theytouchedmeas
iftheycouldn’tgetenough,asiftheyhadtoensureeveryinchofmewasunharmed.
Myskinheated,mybloodturnedsluggish,mythoughtsgone.Ijustfelt.Breathed.Gaveovertomymen.
Onesetofhandscuppedmybreasts,tuggedandplayedwithmynipplesasanotherslidovermypussy,
thendelveddeep.Irodethehand,rubbingmyclitagainstit,needingtherelease.Itdidn’ttakelong.Ihad
beenreadyforthem,eagertofeelalive.Icriedoutmyrelease,mybodysoftandsoverywetforthem.
LukedroppedtohiskneesandIlookeddownathim,curledmyfingersinhisblondhair.“Oncemore,
Celia,thenwe’llfuckyou.”
Walkernippedatthespotwheremyshouldermetmyneck.“Oncemoreandwe’lltakeyoutogether.”
Lukekepthiseyesonmeashelickedovermyslickfolds,thenIcouldn’twatchanylonger.Myeyes
fell closed as he flicked my clit with his tongue, then sucked on it. One finger slipped into me just the
tiniestbit,strokedovertheplacethathadmyhipsbucking,hadmecryingouthisname.Ituggedonhis
hairtopullhimcloser,toensurethathewouldn’tstopuntilIcameagain.
Allthewhile,Walkerplayedwithmybreastsandwhispereddirtythingsinmyear.Icouldn’tholdback
thepleasure,forthetwoofthemcombinedweresoaggressiveintheirattentions.Mybodyhadnochoice
tocomply,tocomesohardthatIhadnovoice,thatmybodytightenedandtensedbetweenthem.
I didn’t even realize when I was lifted and carried to the bed. Luke shucked the remainder of his
clothesandlaydown.WalkerhelpedmesothatIstraddledLuke,hiscockdirectlybeneathme.Aftertwo
orgasms,Iwasn’tdone.Iwantedmore.Neededit.And,Iwantedtomakethemfeelgood,tomakethem
feelthepleasure,thereleasethatthey’dgivenme.TheyneededitasmuchasIhad.Stilldid.
Withoutdelay,IputmyhandsonLuke’swell-muscledchestandloweredmyselfontohim,hiscockso
big and thick it stretched me open, filled me to the brink. He hissed out a breath as I surrounded him,
clenchedmyinnerwallstoholdhimwithin.
“Sogood,”hegroaned.Hishandswenttomyhipsandhestartedtoliftandlowerme,movemeashe
needed.IheardWalkerrustlingabout,thenjoiningusonthebed.HewasonhiskneesbehindmeandIfelt
himkisshiswaydownmyspineashishandcuppedmybottom.Hisfingerfoundmybackentranceand
playedthere.Bynow,Iwasaccustomedtotheirtouch,toafingeroraplugpressingintome,fillingme
up.Iknewthistimeitwouldbedifferent.
“Ready,doll?”Walkerasked.
Inoddedandlookedovermyshoulder.Isawhiscock,slickwithlubricant,hardandreadyforme.My
eyesfellclosedasIrelaxed,triedtobreatheashepressedtheflaredheadtomyvirginentrance.Luke
stilleddeepinsideme,pulledmedownforakiss.MychestrestedagainsthisandIfelthiswarmthseep
intomyskinasWalkerslowlypressedagainstmytightbackentrance,slowlyeasingmeopen.
“Breathe,Celia.That’sit.Goodgirl,”Lukemurmured.
I began to pant as Walker’s pressure increased, as I began to open for his cock. Slowly, slowly he
pressed against me; all of a sudden the ring of muscle gave way and the head slipped inside. Walker
groaned and I clenched Luke’s shoulders. My eyes widened at the feel of Walker inside me. I was so
open,alittlesoreandvery,veryfull.
Lukesmiledatme,butIsawthelineoftensioninhisface.IknewitcosthimtoremainstillandifIfelt
howfullitwastohavebothoftheminme,Iknewhecouldfeelitaswell.
Walkerbegantomovethen,veryslowly,inandout.“That’sit.Sogood,doll.Ilovetoseeyourbody
takemycock.Deeperanddeeper.Yes,likethat.I’mallthewayin.”
HeplacedhishandsonthebedbesidemeandIcouldfeelhischestagainstmyback,hishipspressed
againstmybottom.Bothmenwereinsideme,fillingmecompletely.
“Soperfect,Celia.You’retheonewho’sbroughtustogether,tomakeusafamily,”Lukesaid.
“We’llshowyouhowperfectitcanbe.”Walker’swordswerefollowedbyhimpullingalmostallthe
wayoutofme,thenslidingbackin.Ihadnoideatherewassomuch…feelingthere.Toomuch,forIwas
readytocomeagain.
Lukepulledbackandbegantofuckme,alternatinginandoutwithWalker.
“OhGod,”Igroaned.Iwasbeingfuckedbybothmyhusbands.Together.Therewasnothingbetween
us.Iconnectedthem,madeusone.Icouldn’tholdoffmypleasure,couldn’tkeepanythingback.
Icriedoutmyrelease,myinnerwallsclenchingandsqueezingboththeircocks,needingthemasdeep
insidemeaspossible.They’dheldbackuntilnow,carefullyfuckingme,buttheirbaserneedstookover.
Theneedtofuckandfuckhardcametothem,forthey,too,wantedtocome.Theyneededit,weredriven
byit.Ineededthis,theirwildabandon,foritmademefeelsopowerful.
Iwastheonewhomadethemthisway.Itwasmewhotheywanted,mybodythattheyneeded,thatthey
fucked. And when they came seconds later, they filled me with their seed, marked me. Claimed me. If
therewasnobabytocomefromthisunion,itwouldnotbeforlackoftrying.Theygavemehope,they
gavemelove.Theygavemeeverything.
EPILOGUE
Eightmonthslater
Celia
“Isthatmywifetakingthosestairsbyherself?”
Walker’svoiceboomedthroughthehouseandIstoppedhalfwaydownthesteps.Icouldn’tseemytoes
andmymenwereafraidI’dtoppledownandhurtmyself.Andthebaby.
“You know what happens when you disobey, doll.” Walker came up the steps to stand before me, a
handcomingtorestonmyveryroundbelly.
“Igetspanked?”Iaskedhopefully.
Hegrinnedatmyeagerness.“Needy,doll?”
Inoddedandbitmylip.Yes,Iwasveryneedy.“Ijustwantedaglassofwater.”
“Youjusthadtocallforme.Youknowwedon’twantyoutofall.”
Both men had been very protective of me since we learned I was pregnant. It has only been a few
weeksaftertheawfuldaywhenCarlhadtriedtokillme.Itseemedthatmyfirsthusbandhadbeensterile.
Iwasnotbarrenintheslightestandmyhusbandswereveryvirile.Theywerequiteproudofthefactand
basedonthesizeofmybelly,Ihadtoquestiontwins.
Wedidn’t,however,questionmyconstantneedfortheircocks.I’dbecomevoraciousinmypregnancy
andhavingtwohusbandscertainlyworkedtomyadvantagetoassuagethisneed.
Walkertookmyhandandledmebackupthesteps.“Luke!”hecalled.
“Yes?”Herespondedfromsomewheredownstairs.
“Ourwife,sheneedsusagain.”
Walkerescortedmetothebed,liftedmynightgownupandovermyheadtorevealmynakedness.The
windowswereopentothesummerair.Itwasn’thotlikeTexas,butperfect.Evenso,mysensitivenipples
tightenedinthecoolair.
I’d worried if they would like my altered shape, but they reveled in my additional curves and never
ceasedtotellme.“Uponyourhandsandknees,doll.Ifyouwantaspankingandagoodfucking,thenget
intoposition.”
Eager, yet with a slow pace, I crawled up onto the bed and grabbed hold of the headboard. Since I
couldn’tbeonmystomachanylonger—Ihadn’tseenmyfeetinafewmonths—mymenhadbeencreative
inhowtotakeme.
“Isyourpussyneedy?”Lukeaskedfromthedoorway.
“Yes,Luke,”Ibreathed,takinginmyhandsomehusband.
When Walker knelt on the bed behind me and gave my bottom a sharp spanking, I cried out. “Yes!
More.”
Lukeclosedthedoorbehindhimandcamearoundtotheothersideofthebed,kneltbesideme,cupped
oneofmyfull,tenderbreasts.We’ddiscoveredthatItrulydidlikefuckingalittleroughandfullofwild
abandon.Igotwetfromaspankingorbeingtiedup.Ijustlikedmymenincontrol.
“We’vegotyou,sweetheart.Always.You’llalwaysbebetweenusjustlikethis.You’regoingtogive
usabeautifulbabyandwe’llgiveyoueverythingyouneed.”
TheysawtomethenandIgaveovertotheirtouch,tobeingthecenteroftheirworld.Themenneverlet
meforget.
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