Raised in complete isolation—Raven shifter, Chance—knew
little of the shifter world. While he realized that the Ravens
were at war with feline shifters, he didn’t understand just
how deep the hatred went until he took refuge with a
coalition of felines—felines who sometimes seemed more
likely to kill him than protect him from the Ravens hunting
him. Living among his enemies, while being hated by his
own kind, Chance withdraws into himself and begins to lose
hope that he’ll ever be happy. To make things worse, Chance
finds himself drawn to Thomas, a Lion shifter who despises
all Ravens.
When Thomas is assigned to guard Chance, he’s not
happy. His job is to kill Ravens, not babysit them. But as
time passes, Thomas realizes he’s attracted to the shy, sweet
man. But years of war against the Ravens, along with his
own personal demons, lead Thomas to resist the draw he
feels for Chance. Then Chance is taken captive and Thomas
realizes how much his little Raven means to him. Will he
find Chance in time, or will they both lose all hope of ever
finding a happy ending?
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Chance’s Vindication
Lost Shifter 13
By
Stephani Hecht
1
Chapter One
hance often heard people use the term the elephant in the
middle of the room. He’d never thought about how that
poor elephant must have felt though. Yet as he found
himself, the lone male Raven shifter, sitting in the center of a
cafeteria full of feline shifters, he couldn’t help but feel a
connection.
He slouched down in his chair and tried to make himself
as inconspicuous as possible. All the while, wondering why
he’d been so stupid as to show his mug there in the first
place. Usually, he would have never come to the cafeteria at
all, instead taking his meal in the privacy of his apartment.
But he thought that it would be safe to venture out this one
time, since most of the coalition was attending the wedding
of their leader’s sister to a Wolf shifter.
Instead of the solitude he’d anticipated, Chance found
that one-third of the coalition’s soldiers had stayed behind.
Since they were working on a skeleton crew, their schedule
was wonky, too. So they’d had their shift change at seven in
the evening instead of the usual six-o’clock. Which meant
that Chance now found himself smack dab in the middle of
their dinner break.
He stared down at his uneaten tray of spaghetti as he
strove not to feel all the hate being directed his way. Felines
and Ravens were bitter enemies and the fact that Chance
hadn’t lived with other Ravens since he was four didn’t
matter to the felines. Nor did they care that Mitchell, the
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leader of the coalition, had granted Chance and his sister,
Dulla, sanctuary. They just looked at him and saw a hated
foe, plain and simple. Chance knew for a fact the only thing
that held them back from attacking him right there on the
spot was the strict hands-off edict given by their leader.
Otherwise, Chance’s ass would have been the newest entrée
on the menu.
Glancing up from under his long fringe of black bangs,
Chance stared at the one feline who seemed to occupy most
of his thoughts. A Lion shifter named Thomas. The man had
been assigned to guard and guide Chance as he became
accustomed to the coalition lifestyle. The only problem was
Thomas hated Chance, whereas Chance harbored a secret
attraction to the Lion. One that made Chance lay awake
most nights, his body tense with frustration and unanswered
need.
Who wouldn’t drool over Thomas though? Standing at
around six-five and pure muscle, the guy had a body that
was both drool-worthy and pant-a-licious. That was even
before one added in his short, carefully styled blond hair
that just begged to be messed up, and sparkling blue eyes
that turned dark whenever he got emotional. Plus, Thomas
had a certain way of carrying himself. A don’t-fuck-with-me
vibe that made Chance feel protected and skittish at the
same time. Which was a combination he’d never thought
possible.
Letting out a sigh, Chance tugged at his own hair,
painfully aware of how unattractive he must be to any feline.
Since he was a Raven, he had dark hair, pale skin and dark
eyes that some called soulless. It was so bad that Chance
couldn’t even look in the mirror anymore, not wanting the
painful reminder of who he really was.
Chance let out a sigh as he shifted his gaze back on his
food. He could stare and dream of the shifter all he wanted,
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it still wouldn’t change the way Thomas felt about him. The
man never made it a secret how he hated all Ravens and that
included Chance. Not that Chance could really blame the
guy. Ravens were heartless bastards who only lived to
destroy. Just look at his family. The reason they’d left their
pack or murder as Ravens call them, was because the elders
had put a death order out for Dulla because of her learning
disabilities. So as a result, he, Dulla, and their foster brother,
Xavier, had been raised in complete isolation.
He glanced over at his sister, Dulla. She didn’t seem to
have any problems acclimating to their new home. She sat at
a table with five felines. They were a tight clique who’d
taken her under their wing and they were all fiercely
protective of her. It didn’t appear to bother them at all that
she was a Raven. Be it because of her gentle disposition or
her slight learning delay, but they had no problem including
her.
Even though he knew it was petty, Chance couldn’t help
but wish that some of that love could be pointed in his
direction. Not that he was an attention whore or anything,
but he’d at least like to not be treated like a leper. As it was,
his was the only table that had one occupant. All the others
were filled to capacity. Meanwhile, he looked like some lone
Raven island in the middle of a sea of kitties.
So when somebody plopped down in the chair across
from him, Chance jerked in surprise. He glanced up, further
shocked to see it was Dalton, the only Lynx shifter in the
coalition. At nineteen, he was a year younger than Chance,
but the gap seemed even larger due to Dalton’s innocent
attitude. The way the Lynx’s dark hair flopped over his
wide, bright green eyes, further added to his youthful
appearance.
“You won’t believe what happened to me,” Dalton
exclaimed.
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“I…I won’t?” Chance stammered, still stunned that
anybody other than his family was talking to him.
“No, you won’t. It’s the worst and best night I ever had.”
“I would have thought that you’d be in the group that
went to the wedding,” Chance said, scrambling to keep up
with the conversation.
“I was.”
“Then why are you already home?”
“My guardian dragged me back. All because I was talking
to some Wolf shifter. Okay, maybe I was doing a little more
than talking, but he was really, really hot.” Dalton’s scowl
morphed into a dreamy smile. “He was a damn good kisser,
too.”
“So why did your guardian object? I thought it was okay
for felines and Wolves to mess around?”
Dalton let out a sigh. “I guess Russell…that’s the name of
my Wolf…isn’t a good influence. Gosh, a guy runs one
criminal enterprise and everybody wants to slap a label on
him and call him bad.”
Chance laughed. “I can understand the frustration over
being labeled.”
“Yeah, I guess you could.” Dalton studied him carefully.
“It must be really hard for you to live amongst a whole
bunch of hostile felines.”
Feigning an indifference he came nowhere close to
feeling, Chance shrugged. “It’s not so bad. At least this place
has cable and internet.”
After staring at Chance for a few more moments, Dalton
made a declaration, “I’ve decided that you need me.”
That comment both startled Chance and made him wary.
“I do?”
“Yes, you could use a good friend.”
“I have Xavier and Dulla.”
“You need one who’s feline.”
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“So, what? You’ve decided to take pity on the poor
Raven?”
“No, I’ve decided to look past that and to get to know you
better for just being you. Is that so surprising?”
“Well…yeah,” Chance replied honestly.
Dalton chuckled. “I think we’re going to get along great.”
“You do?”
“Sure, I love to take on hopeless cases and, sweetie, you’re
about as hopeless as they come. Not because you’re a Raven
either. You need somebody to teach you how to socialize
and make friends.”
A heat came over Chance’s face. “While I was growing
up, it was just my parents, Dulla, Xavier and me. They
didn’t let us interact with anybody for fear of us being
discovered. Not only were we wanted by the Ravens, but
since Xavier’s an Eagle, he was hunted, too.”
Dalton’s face softened with understanding. “I heard your
parents were killed.”
“Yeah, it just happened recently. Some Hyena shifters
attacked our home. My mom and dad sacrificed themselves
so we could get away.”
“My whole family was killed by snake shifters,” Dalton
confessed in a sad whisper.
“They were? I’m sorry to hear that.” Chance replied,
feeling a kinship with the feline over their shared tragedies.
“It was really hard. Especially, since I was basically raised
in seclusion, too. While it wasn’t as extreme as what you
had, my parents didn’t let us out much either.”
Maybe they did have more in common than Chance
originally thought. He found himself growing to like the
Lynx more and more with each passing second. Chance even
discovered himself relaxing a bit, the tension easing from his
shoulders.
“So, does that mean you’ll be my friend?” Dalton pressed.
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“What are we, on Facebook or something?” Chance
teased lightly before answering, “Sure, we can be friends.”
Dalton flashed a bright smile before he darted a quick
glance over in Thomas’s direction. “Oh, wow. Don’t look
now, but your stud is shooting me some massive dirty
looks.”
Chance looked over, startled to see that Dalton was right.
Thomas’s eyes were narrowed in disapproval and the corner
of his lip curled up in a snarl. “He probably thinks my
Raven ass is a bad influence on you.”
“Hmmm…it looks more like jealousy to me.”
Panic seized Chance’s chest. “Are you guys in a
relationship or something?”
Dalton rolled his eyes. “As if! I like my guys to have more
bark to their bite. It’s you that Thomas is getting all
possessive over.”
Now it was Chance who rolled his eyes. “You’re way off.
Thomas can’t stand me.”
“You could have fooled me with the way he always
follows you around.”
“That’s only because Mitchell ordered him to.”
“Maybe, but I’m willing to bet Mitchell didn’t order him
to check your ass out all the time.”
“He does not,” Chance argued, his stomach doing a
strange flip.
“Are you kidding me? He does it so bad that I’m
surprised he doesn’t run into a wall or something because
he’s so focused on you he never looks where he’s going.”
A flare of hope built inside him, but just as quickly it went
out. Giving his hair a self-conscious tug, Chance said,
“You’re mistaken. There is no way any feline could ever find
me attractive.”
“Why not?”
“Because I look too much like them.”
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Dalton’s brow crinkled in confusion. “Like who?”
“The other Ravens.”
“No way. They all have greasy hair and stink. You’re
nothing like them.”
“It’s close enough where he’ll never want me. While I
may be cleaner, I still have the same dark hair and eyes as
the Ravens do. That’s all that matters.”
Dalton reached over the table and fingered Chance’s
locks. “I think you look just fine, but if it bothers you so
much, we could give you a few highlights.”
“Highlights?” Chance echoed uncertainly.
“Yeah, maybe some blue or red ones. Carson has them
and they look really good in his dark hair.”
“Isn’t Carson the smartass IT guy who always makes
cawing noises when I walk by?”
“Yeah, but don’t take it too hard. If he’s teasing you, then
it means he likes you.”
“It’s good to know that not all the felines hate me.”
Dalton grabbed Chance’s hand and gave it a friendly
squeeze. “Not everybody hates you. It may take some time,
but they’ll come around and accept you. I promise.”
Chance couldn’t help but doubt Dalton’s prediction.
While the Lynx may be open to having a Raven amongst the
ranks, Chance couldn’t ever see the rest of the coalition
falling in line. So that left Chance in the same position he’d
always been—alone and scrambling just to survive.
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Chapter Two
f you keep glaring at your charge, you’re never going
to get your meal finished,” Seth admonished.
Thomas grunted in reply, not even looking at his friend.
Instead, he kept his gaze focused on Chance and the little,
snot of a Lynx shifter. Since when were they friends and
why in the hell did Dalton seem to have so much trouble
keeping his paws to himself?
Thomas let out a low growl when Dalton reached over
and began to toy with Chance’s dark hair. All too many
times, Thomas had found himself wanting to do the exact
same thing. Chance’s hair, while cut short, still had the
tendency to hang in his face at times. More than once,
Thomas had to stop himself from reaching out and brushing
those silky looking locks away from the Raven’s face.
Chance glanced in his direction. As always, it was hard to
read the emotion in his dark eyes, but going by the way his
lips were slightly parted, something Dalton had said must
have been shocking. A growl rumbled in Thomas’s chest as
he wondered just what kind of flirtatious comments Dalton
was tossing around to get that kind of reaction.
Seth cocked his head to the side as he studied Dalton and
Chance. “They look really friendly.”
“Chance needs to stay away from that troublemaker,”
Thomas snapped.
He knew he should have kept his trap shut the instant
“I
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Seth turned that knowing look into his direction. “If I didn’t
know any better I would swear that’s jealousy I hear in your
tone. Wow, maybe it doesn’t suck being left behind while
my mate is off at the wedding, after all. Otherwise I would
have missed this groundbreaking show.”
Thomas gripped his fork so tight it snapped in half.
“Chance is my charge—nothing more.”
“Right,” Seth drawled out, “Because guardians always get
this protective.”
“He’s a Raven.”
“So?”
“Have you forgotten what they’ve done to us? It’s
because of them that our younger brothers were missing for
over twenty years.”
“True, but Chance wasn’t part of the group who attacked
our families all those years ago.”
“That still doesn’t change who he is. It’s really easy for
you to forgive. You got Owen back all safe and sound. My
brother on the other hand, lost his mind thanks to the poison
the Ravens gave him.”
Thomas’s chest grew tight as he thought of Colby, who
was now locked up in a cage. Trapped in his Lion form and
out of his mind, they still haven’t found a cure. It was almost
like losing him all over again.
“Again, Chance didn’t have anything to do with that,”
Seth pointed out.
Thomas pressed his lips together and looked down at the
table. He knew that Seth had a point—God, he really did. It
still didn’t change the fact that he felt like he was betraying
Colby by liking Chance.
He frowned as he noticed Chance and Dalton getting up.
The pair took care of their trays before heading for the door.
Muttering a curse, Thomas jumped to his feet and rushed
over, blocking their way.
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“Where do you think you’re going?” he demanded.
Dalton rolled his eyes while Chance just directed his gaze
to the ground like he always did while in Thomas’s
presence.
“We’re going to Chance’s bedroom so we can use each
other’s bodies like our own personal set of monkey bars,”
Dalton replied all-too-brightly.
When Thomas let out a growl, Dalton playfully swatted
his chest. “Oh, let it rest, Aslan. I was just teasing. We’re
going back to Chance’s, but it’s just to gab, nothing more.”
“Is that right?” Thomas asked, letting the Aslan comment
slide for now.
Chance slowly raised his gaze, a faint blush covering his
pale cheeks. “Yeah, you don’t have to worry about me
defiling Dalton or anything. He only likes guys who bark.”
For some reason that made Dalton crack up. He wiped his
eyes and added, “That’s so true.”
Thomas felt as if he were two steps behind on the
conversation. He glanced over at Seth who just gave him a
shrug in return. After letting out a sigh, Thomas stepped to
the side, “Fine, just make sure you don’t leave
headquarters.”
“Where would I go?” Chance demanded softly. “My only
family is here, plus it’s not like I have any other options.”
Thomas was fully aware of the desperate measure Chance
had gone to in order to support his sister and adoptive
brother when they’d been living alone. As always, whenever
Chance referred back to that time, a look of utter shame
passed over his face. Strangely, Thomas found himself
wanting to reach out to the smaller man and offer him some
comfort.
Damn it, all this being cooped inside, playing babysitter,
must be getting to Thomas’s head. Otherwise, how in the
hell could he explain away actually feeling sympathetic
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toward a Raven? First thing next morning, he was going to
go to Mitchell and demand a new assignment. Because he
was obviously growing too soft on his current one.
Almost as if sensing Thomas’s animosity, Dalton grabbed
Chance’s hand in a protective manner. The move shocked
Thomas, given that they were in a roomful of felines who
weren’t exactly Raven friendly. Going by the way Chance’s
eyes slightly widened, he was just as surprised by Dalton’s
gesture.
“Actually, we will be leaving headquarters,” Dalton
announced with a stubborn tilt of his chin.
“You will?” Thomas growled.
“We will?” Chance gulped, his gaze fixated on Thomas.
“Yes, but don’t worry your pretty mane over him, Aslan.
I’ll have Shane and Trevor take us, so we don’t need you to
play bodyguard.”
Thomas started to argue, but clamped his mouth shut as
he realized that he’d be hard pressed to find two felines
more suited for the task. As the coalition’s best assassin,
there wasn’t any shifter out there who wanted to tangle with
Shane. Since Trevor was a trained soldier, he could hold his
own, as well.
“I need to know where you’re planning on going,”
Thomas said, still not liking the idea.
Dalton smiled, looking way too pleased with himself.
“The mall.”
Chance frowned. “Why?”
“Because I want to take my new best friend shopping.”
“Who’s your best friend?”
“You.” Dalton grinned.
“Since when?”
It gave Thomas some satisfaction to see that Chance
appeared to be just as lost in the conversation as he was. It
was as if Dalton was playing a game where only he knew
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the rules and he just expected everyone else to follow along.
“Since now,” Dalton replied simply, as if that solved
everything.
“What makes you think that your guardians are going to
agree to take you? Somehow I don’t see Shane blending in
with the mall scene,” Thomas pointed out.
In fact, in his opinion, Shane shouldn’t be let out in public
at all. A raging sociopath on his best days, the guy had a
nasty habit of causing mayhem and homicide. There were
even some shifter run bars that had the Leopard’s picture
posted along with a barred-from-this-establishment order.
Dalton made a dismissive waving gesture. “Don’t be so
dramatic. Shane goes to the mall with us all the time.”
Thomas found it unbelievable that Dalton was calling him
dramatic. The irony would have been laughable had Thomas
not been so annoyed. He let out a sigh as he directed his
attention back to Chance. As normal, the Raven had his gaze
directed down at his shoes.
Following Chance’s gaze, Thomas frowned as he noted
that the Raven still wore the same battered, torn sneakers
from the time before he came to the coalition. Come to think
of it, Chance didn’t have too many clothes. While he’d been
issued a few basic outfits of white tees and blue jeans, that
seemed to be the extent of his wardrobe.
It didn’t sit right with Thomas that anyone under the
protection of the coalition should be wanting for anything.
Sure Chance may be a Raven, but in a strange way…he was
their Raven. So shouldn’t he be taken better care of?
“I don’t mind if you leave, Chance. If you want, I’ll even
go to Mitchell and see if he can give you some money to pick
up a few things.”
A deep blush covered Chance’s cheeks. “That’s okay, I
have enough.”
“No, you don’t.”
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Chance shook his head. “I couldn’t.”
Dalton rolled his eyes. “Here’s my first friend-to-friend
tip, when somebody offers you shopping money you
always, always take it.”
Despite himself, Thomas laughed at the brat’s advice.
“He’s right. You should take me up on my offer.”
“But why would Mitchell want to give me anything? He’s
already done enough by offering us sanctuary in the first
place.” Chance nipped on his bottom lip as he continued to
stare at his sneakers.
Before he even realized what he was doing, Thomas
reached over and tucked a couple of fingers under Chance’s
chin. Lifting up, he made Chance finally lock gazes with
him. “It’s not charity. You’ve done plenty to earn your keep
here.”
A wavering smile covered Chance’s face. “Not really. I
don’t fight worth a crap, so I’m useless as a soldier. I can’t
even give you guys any good inside information on Ravens
since I haven’t lived with them since I was a toddler.”
“You’ve been helping out at the library,” Thomas pointed
out.
He wondered why it seemed so damn important to him
that Chance realized he had some worth. It couldn’t be
helped though, because like it or not, Thomas found himself
feeling protective over the Raven. Which just proved that he
really did need to be reassigned before he became too
attached to Chance.
Then Chance gave him a full-out smile, one that was so
bright it somehow even made those dark eyes seem happy,
and Thomas knew he really had to put some distance
between them. Otherwise he was bound to do something
crazy, like actually give into the strange desires he was
suddenly feeling.
Chance gave a half-shrug. “I only help out a little bit at
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the library, so it’s really not a big deal. I just wish I could do
more.”
“We both know that’s not possible. Mitchell and I both
have been looking for other assignments for you, but it
hasn’t been easy. It’s not like there are many felines willing
to work with you.”
As soon as he heard Dalton’s gasp of outrage, Thomas
realized how mean his comment came off. Chance took a
step back, out of Thomas’s reach.
Dropping his gaze back to the ground, Chance gave a
small nod. “Yeah, I guess you have a point.”
Unfortunately, Dalton didn’t back down as easily. He let
out a low hiss of anger as his eyes narrowed dangerously.
“You’re lucky Chance likes you, otherwise I’d ask Shane to
kick your ass.”
“It’s okay, Thomas is just telling the truth,” Chance
muttered.
“And I’m just telling the truth when I say that he’s an
arrogant jerk,” Dalton shot back.
He reached out and grabbed Chance’s hand. Shooting
daggers, Dalton fired off his next insult, “So tell me. Are all
Lions such asshats, or is it just a trait unique to you?”
Chance made a small noise. At first Thomas thought it
was a sniff. Then he studied the man’s face closer, and
realized that Chance was actually laughing at him. Maybe
Chance wasn’t quite as docile as Thomas believed.
Then he recalled how protective Chance had been over
Dulla and Xavier when they’d first been discovered by the
felines. He’d actually placed his body between his siblings
and the coalition soldiers. Thomas found himself wondering
who the true Chance was. Was the Raven timid and docile,
or strong and protective?
Keeping his gaze directed on Chance, Thomas replied, “I
find that it’s a trait that only I carry.”
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Now there was no mistaking that there was a smile
creeping up on Chance’s face. Before Thomas could fully
enjoy it, Dalton jerked Chance away. Thomas stood there a
moment, watching them leave, before he let out a sigh and
went in the opposite direction to Mitchell’s office. He took
two steps before he remembered that Mitchell wasn’t in.
Great—so much for talking to him about getting the funds
for Chance. Thomas ran his hand through his hair as he
debated his options. He had more than enough in his own
account, but he somehow doubted that Chance would take
it, especially if he thought taking money from the coalition
would be charity.
Then Thomas thought back to Chance’s shoes and their
piss poor condition and he realized he didn’t have a choice.
He’d just lie to Chance and tell him that it came from
Mitchell. What the guy didn’t know, couldn’t hurt him.
Changing directions, Thomas raced outside. If he hurried,
he’d be able to make it to the bank in time before it closed.
Since it was Friday, it stayed open later than usual. He just
needed to figure out how much one needed for a mall trip.
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Chapter Three
hance’s mind whirled as Dalton dragged him through all
the different stores of the mall. Growing up in such a
remote area, Chance had never been to a real grocery store,
let alone a large shopping center and his mind was
threatening to go into overload from all the stimulation.
There were so many new sights and smells, from the
warm aroma of the roasted nut stand to the candle shop, that
Chance didn’t know which one he wanted to explore first.
Lucky for him, Dalton took charge and led the way.
Shane and Trevor tagged a few steps behind, keeping
watch, but still giving Chance and Dalton space. Even that
far back, Chance was very aware of the effect Shane had on
the crowd. They all but tripped over themselves to get out of
his way, all of them shooting the small shifter wary glances.
While Shane’s outward appearance may be all sweet and
innocent, inside lurked a dangerous vibe that even humans
could sense.
“So, what is your deal with those two?” Chance finally
asked.
Dalton shrugged as he began to look through a rack of
shirts. “For a while Trevor and I were held captive by some
Cobra shifter. During that time we became really tight. Then
I grew close to Shane when he rescued me. So when I
needed a place to stay, they both offered to be my
guardians.”
“So, they’re like foster parents or something?”
C
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Shane and Trevor didn’t look to be much older than
Chance. So it would make for an odd relationship to say the
least.
“No, it’s more like a brother kind of thing.” A brief flicker
of sadness passed over Dalton’s face. “Which is kind of nice
to have again. When the Cobra captured me, he killed off the
rest of my litter.”
Chance reached out and put a comforting hand of
Dalton’s shoulder. “I’m really sorry. That must suck.”
Losing his parents had been bad enough. He didn’t even
want to imagine how painful it would have been to lose
Dulla and Xavier, too.
“I’m not going to lie, it does. I often wonder why the
snake decided that I should live while the others died.”
“Did you ever find out why he took you in the first
place?”
“To breed me. They decided it would be much easier to
grow their own food, rather than hunt it.”
A shiver of revulsion went down Chance’s spine. “That’s
wrong on so many levels.”
Dalton gave another shrug as he continued to go through
the clothes. “What do you expect? Everybody knows that
snakes and Ravens are just big wastes of space.”
The words hung heavy in the air. Dalton flushed as he
closed his eyes, his mouth forming a soundless curse.
Chance meanwhile felt the same angry punch of rejection.
“Fuck, Chance. I didn’t mean that. You and Dulla are so
different from the rest of the Ravens, I sometimes forget that
you’re one of them.”
Chance gave a light chuckle that he was nowhere near
really feeling. “It’s okay. I just wish that I could forget who I
am, too.”
Dalton abandoned the clothes and put both hands on
Chance’s shoulders. “Stop thinking like that. You have
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nothing to be ashamed of. Don’t let my stupid mouth make
you feel less about yourself.”
Chance reached up and toyed with his hair. “You’re not
stupid, just truthful. I know who I am. Every time I look in
the mirror, I’m reminded of it.”
“That’s it, we’re going to the salon.”
Dalton grabbed Chance’s hand and dragged him from the
store. Chance was beginning to feel a little bit like an errant
puppy dog. He glanced over at Trevor and Shane to see
them obediently following, so at least Chance knew he
wasn’t the only one heeling to Dalton’s commands. It gave
Chance some bit of comfort realizing that even badass Shane
wasn’t immune to Dalton’s influence.
“Are you sure this is a good idea?” Chance asked, his
fingers once more going to his head. “I’ve never dyed my
hair before.”
“So what? There’s a first time for everything. Besides, you
need to live a little.”
The salon was just a short walking distance away and
before Chance knew it, his sorry ass was sitting in a chair.
He sat in silence as Dalton gave the stylist instructions.
Somewhere between blue and highlights Chance darted a
help-me look in Trevor and Shane’s direction. Both of whom
had the audacity to grin and shrug in response.
So Chance just took it like a man. By the time the slow
and painful process was done, he stared at himself in the
mirror, stunned at the new him. Who would have thought
that a simple cut and color could make so much difference?
“Wow,” he whispered.
The top of his hair was styled in classy looking spikes.
While some of them were the normal dark color, just as
many were now deep blue or purple. Before he’d allowed
his hair to hang into his eyes, since he hated them, but now
only one small lock obscured them. Funny thing was, they
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didn’t seem as bad with his new haircut.
“You look fantastic,” Dalton said. “Not that you didn’t
look good before, but I think this makeover is going to really
cheer you up.”
As Chance continued to study his reflection, he wondered
what Thomas would think of the new look. Chance quickly
shoved that thought away. Makeover or not, there was no
way Thomas would ever see Chance as anything other than
a Raven.
After they paid, they made their way upstairs to the food
court, Dalton once again leading the way. When they sat
down, this time Shane and Trevor opted to stay close.
Chance found himself feeling a bit self-conscious. Mostly
because Shane was, well…Shane, plus Trevor was
intimidating in his own way. With dark, floppy hair and a
thin, yet muscular build, Chance could have been attracted
to him. That is if Chance wasn’t already harboring a pathetic
crush for Thomas.
He sighed as he played with his plate of pizza. It was just
as well anyway. Something told him that Shane didn’t like it
too well when guys ogled his mate and if there was one
feline that Chance never wanted to piss off it was the
Leopard.
Trevor flashed a bright smile. “Your hair looks really
great. I think the new clothes do, too.”
Chance attempted to smile back, despite the nerves
playing havoc on his insides. Since most felines just
pretended he didn’t exist, whenever one actually did decide
to chat with him, Chance became a jumble of nerves.
“Thanks,” he mumbled.
Shane leaned forward, his doe eyes seeming to bore
inside Chance’s skull. “Relax, we don’t bite. Well, Trevor
doesn’t. I do, but only when I don’t like you.”
“And we like you,” Trevor added.
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That comment finally got Chance to completely look up
as shock coursed through him. “You do?”
“Sure, Dalton wouldn’t bother with you if he didn’t think
you were at least halfway decent,” Shane finished.
“See, I told you they were great,” Dalton beamed as he
took a big bite of pizza.
“I know some of the others are giving you a hard time,
but you just have to ignore them,” Trevor advised.
Shane gave a tight grin. “He’s right. Plus, you’ll find out
that it doesn’t matter what others think of you. The only
opinions that matter are the ones from your friends and
loved ones.”
Problem was Chance was running low on both of those.
He didn’t say as much though, instead just nodding.
They slipped into idle chitchat, mostly discussing the
wedding that’d taken place that day. Dalton did most of the
talking as he described what everybody wore. It soon
became evident that he thought the Wolf pack was in dire
need of a fashion intervention.
“I’m serious, they are stuck in the eighties. I actually saw
one dude wearing parachute pants. I didn’t even think they
still sold those.” Dalton shuddered, showing just how much
the style faux pas had offended him.
Trevor and Chance laughed, Shane gave a smile that soon
morphed into a snarl as he glared at something over
Chance’s shoulder. Trevor tensed, “What is it?”
“A group of Ravens and they’re heading our way,” Shane
growled.
Fear clawed at Chance’s chest, as a cold sweat broke out
over his body. “How many are there?”
“A half dozen and they all look like soldiers.”
Chance gulped. Oh crap, the situation had the potential to
go all kinds of bad. He gripped the edge of the table as he
wondered if things would become physical. Dear fuck he
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hoped not. While he could put on a good front if needed, in
reality, he couldn’t fight worth a damn.
Dalton reached out and grabbed his hand, giving him a
reassuring squeeze. “It’s okay. Shane can take on ten dozen
Ravens.”
“Do you think they’ll try anything funky? I mean, we’re
surrounded by humans,” Chance pointed out.
With the exception of a few select individuals in the
government and law enforcement, most humans didn’t
know about the existence of shifters. Despite their conflicts,
that was a secret most of the breeds strove to keep to. None
of them wanted to end up hunted or worse, experimented
on.
“Just keep your cool,” Trevor said even as his hand slid
under his coat.
Chance sucked in a breath as he realized that Trevor was
grabbing for a gun. Oh, yay! Gunfight at the Flint Mall Food
Court. Just his idea of a fun time.
The Ravens approached their table. As always, they
carried the strong scent of rot and garbage. Chance’s
knowledge of Ravens may be limited, but he did know that
was due to their habit of rolling around in their food before
they ate it. Since Ravens liked their meat nice and putrid,
that made things all the more disgusting. Thank God his
own parents hadn’t followed that tradition. When they’d left
the murder, they’d also left behind a lot of questionable
traditions and practices.
One of the Ravens put his hands on the top of the table
and leaned in, his face turned in Chance’s direction. The bird
made a big show of sniffing loudly, “Fuck, you really stink.”
Chance clenched his teeth together as he fought to keep
from trembling in fear. He shot a glance at the group of
Ravens. As always, they looked like a biker gang gone bad,
with their all black leather attire and thick-soled boots. They
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wore their dark hair the same way, too, in thick greasy
hunks that framed their overly pale faces.
Is this what Thomas sees whenever he looks at me?
Shane let out a low growl. “In case you bird brains forgot,
we’re out in public. So back the fuck off.”
The lead Raven gave a cruel smile. “I’ll tell you what,
Psycho Sally, you give us our stray member and we’ll
happily leave you and the other kitties alone.”
Chance’s stomach curdled in fear as he realized that he
was the stray member in question. Shane let out another
snarl, this one a bit louder. “I’ll tell you what, you and your
asshole buddies leave now and I won’t make you bleed all
over these nice clean floors.”
The Raven reached out and trailed one knuckle along
Chance’s cheek. Although he tried like hell, Chance couldn’t
hide the shudder of revulsion that went through him.
Instead of angering the Raven though, it only seemed to
amuse him. He let out a dark laugh. “It’s going to be so
much fun breaking you. I can’t wait to show you what we do
to traitors.”
Shane exchanged knowing looks with Trevor, then said,
“Last warning. You assholes have five seconds to go
away…five…”
The leader ignored Shane. Instead, he caressed Chance’s
cheek again. “By the time I’m done with you, you’ll be
begging for me to kill you.”
“…four…”
“You’ll find out the hard way why it’s not smart to make
nice with felines.”
“…three…”
“And then when I’m done with you, I may let you live
long enough for the other soldiers to play around with.”
“Ah, to hell with the countdown. I’m sick of listening to
this fucker,” Shane snapped.
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He stood up at the same time, throwing the table to the
side. The Ravens all scrambled to get out the way as pizza
and soda went flying everywhere. Meanwhile, all the
surrounding humans began to scream and run for the exit.
Or at least half of them ran, a good portion stayed behind to
watch the show.
“Dalton, take cover,” Shane ordered as he pulled out a
wicked set of daggers.
Trevor did likewise. Chance let out a sigh of relief that it
wasn’t his gun. The last thing they needed was more
attention being diverted their way…if that was even
possible, given the spectacle they were already making of
themselves.
Dalton grabbed Chance and dragged him under a nearby
table as the Ravens recovered and moved in on Trevor and
Shane. When Shane threw back his head and let out a
wicked sounding laugh, Chance shivered.
“Don’t worry, Shane would never hurt you,” Dalton
soothed. “He’s one of the good guys.”
It was kind of hard to believe those words, especially
when Shane spun the blades and attacked. Damn, the
Leopard fought with such scary, precise efficiency. It was
almost as if he were built just to kill.
A couple of Ravens charged Shane at once, he kicked one
in the gut before slashing his blade around and slicing the
arm of another. They hadn’t even fallen to the ground before
Shane took down another one, this time by smashing his
elbow into the attacker’s face.
“He did try to warn you,” Trevor tsked at the Ravens.
Chance wondered why in the hell the birds didn’t get the
message and run in the opposite direction. Hell, if it’d been
him, he’d already be racing down I-75 by now. Not these
guys though, they seemed to be full of stupid and unable to
catch a clue.
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More humans ran for the exit as they realized the free
show just wasn’t worth putting themselves in danger.
Chance didn’t blame them, had it not been for the fact that
the Ravens blocked their path, he would have grabbed
Dalton and scrammed, too.
One of the Ravens got in a lucky punch, his first
connecting solidly with Trevor’s jaw. Shane let out an
unearthly roar as he picked the Raven up and threw him
across the courtyard. The Raven’s body hit the wall with a
loud thud before he fell to the ground.
“Ouch.” Chance winced in sympathy when he saw the
Raven wasn’t moving.
Dalton let out a yelp of fear when a Raven crawled under
the table they’d taken cover at. Letting out a freaky hissing
noise, the bird began to make swiping motions at the Lynx.
Reacting purely on instinct, Chance threw his body over
Dalton in a protective gesture. Now that he’d finally found
somebody who was willing to be his friend, Chance was
going to be damned before he saw any harm come to the
little guy.
The Raven’s claws scored into Chance’s side, ripping his
t-shirt and leaving behind bloody furrows. Even though it
hurt like a bitch, Chance didn’t move away. If anything, he
brought Dalton in tighter to his chest.
“Traitor,” the Raven snarled.
He swiped his claws out again, this time hitting Chance in
the face. He whimpered as searing pain lanced his cheek, the
warm trickle of blood soon following.
“Are you willing to die for a feline?” the Raven
demanded.
“Yes,” Chance replied without a moment’s hesitation.
The Raven pulled back his hand. Chance tensed, waiting
for another blow to come his way. A loud roar of anger filled
the air right before the Raven let out a cry of agony.
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Chance lifted his head just in time to see the Raven being
tossed to the side, a wave of crimson covering his face.
Shane let out another roar as he gave the Raven’s limp form
another kick.
Trevor rushed over and held out his hand to Chance. “It’s
okay, you can come out now. We took care of all of them, so
it’s safe.”
Chance glanced over at Shane. Given the fact that the guy
was covered in his combatant’s blood and wearing a look of
pure fury, Chance knew he should be terrified. Instead, he
felt protected for he knew that no harm could come to him
so long as the Leopard had his back.
Reaching out, Chance grabbed Trevor’s hand and allowed
the feline to pull him from under the table. Shane helped
Dalton and the four of them stood there in silence for a
moment as they surveyed the damage.
There was a whole lot of damage to survey, too. While
three of the Ravens had retreated, the others remained. Since
they weren’t moving, Chance couldn’t tell if they were alive
or not, but he wasn’t about to approach any of them to check
for a pulse.
The Ravens laid amid piles of stomped on food,
splintered tables and discarded shopping bags. The few
remaining humans finally got wise and evacuated, so it was
only shifters present amongst the mess. Not even the mall
security was there.
“Mitchell’s going to piss kittens over this one,” Trevor
finally said as he kicked at a tray lying on the ground.
“He can’t blame me this time. I gave the jerks a
countdown. They just chose to ignore it,” Shane defended.
Technically Shane only gave them a half of a countdown,
but Chance wasn’t about to point that out. Footsteps
pounded up the stairs before they found themselves on the
wrong end of the barrel of a bunch of guns being held by
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members of the Flint Police department.
Chance held his hands up in the classic I-surrender pose.
Shane on the other hand, just smirked, “Hey, Officer
Phil.”
One of the cops let out a curse as he lowered his gun.
“Hell, not again. I’m getting really tired of you damn shifters
messing up the mall.”
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Chapter Four
ince Chance was with Shane, Thomas didn’t have to
worry about watching over the Raven. So, since he had
some free time on his hands, Thomas decided to pay his
brother a visit.
As he descended the stairs, leading to the coalition’s jail,
he steeled himself for the upcoming encounter. While he
made it a point to visit Colby several times a week, it still felt
like a fresh punch to the gut whenever he saw him.
Thomas walked through the jail, going toward the back,
where they kept the more high-risk prisoners. Colby hadn’t
broken the law, like most of the inhabitants, but that didn’t
make him any less dangerous.
As he got closer, Thomas was able to make out the growls
and snarls coming from Colby. The sounds mixed in with
those coming from the others who were suffering from the
same condition as Colby. The noises so feral and agonized,
that they made goosebumps break out all over Thomas’s
skin. It made him wonder just how much Colby was
suffering and if somewhere deep inside he still held onto a
sane piece of his mind. It made Thomas sick to think of his
brother being trapped in that kind of way.
All because the Ravens had decided to play God and force
the young feline shifters into early transformation. The
poison the birds had used to serve that purpose had worked.
It’d made several innocents shift before their twenty-fifth
birthday, unfortunately for some, there’d been a nasty side
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effect. A couple dozen had been driven mad from the pain
brought on when they’d shifted before they were ready.
Now they were feral and trapped in their animal state with
no cure in sight.
Thomas stopped before the cell that held Colby. The room
was stark, with only a pallet in one corner. Three of the walls
were steel, the front one glass, so Colby could be observed at
all times. That still didn’t mean Colby couldn’t hear
Thomas’s approach. A fact he demonstrated when he
snarled and leapt at the glass.
Thomas flinched as the Lion slammed into the thick glass.
Colby recovered quickly, shaking his head, then letting out
another snarl. The other feral shifters replied with snarls and
growls of their own, the sound almost deafening.
As he put his palm against the glass, Thomas recalled the
last time he’d seen his brother in human form. It’d been over
twenty years ago, when Colby was a mere three years old.
Thomas had just helped put his brother to bed when the
Ravens attacked their home.
Thomas and his parents had fought hard, but they’d been
vastly outnumbered. During the battle, Thomas had been
knocked unconscious and left for dead. He’d woken to the
smell of smoke, his family home burning down around him.
He’d barely made it out alive. He’d quickly found out that
his family had not been the only ones attacked that night.
The Ravens had murdered countless feline families.
For almost every one of those twenty-plus years, Thomas
had believed that he’d been the only one who survived that
horror of a night. Then he’d learned that Hawks had rescued
hundreds of feline children and hid them amongst humans.
Thomas had almost been too afraid to hope that Colby
had been one of the lucky ones saved, but then he’d received
the best news of all, Colby was not only alive but he lived
nearby in Clarkston, Michigan.
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Thomas was just on his way to bring Colby home when
the final tragedy struck and now Colby was trapped as a
Lion and feral. So while, Thomas finally had his brother
back, he’d only lost him again in a cruel twist of irony.
His thoughts drifted to Chance and how complicated
things had become. As he stood in front of his deranged
brother, Thomas wanted to hate Chance. He really, really
did. After all, it was Ravens who put Colby in this condition.
Thomas just couldn’t though, because right or wrong,
he’d come to care about Chance. Which made Thomas feel
like a huge traitor.
Thomas rested his forehead against the glass as he
continued to roll the problem over in his head. He knew he
really should go through with his earlier plan and ask
Mitchell to reassign him. The only problem was the thought
of anybody else watching over Chance made Thomas want
to snarl in denial. It was almost as if Chance were the last
cookie in the jar and damned if Thomas was going to share.
Thomas stayed there for a few more moments before
finally pushing himself away from the glass. He then made
his way back upstairs. As soon as he walked into the main
area of headquarters and saw all the commotion, he knew
something big had gone down. People were rushing around
and yelling and one of the teams were gearing up to go out.
Thomas reached out and grabbed a Hawk shifter named
Gage.
“What in the hell is going on?”
“Shane and Trevor ran into some trouble while at the
mall.”
Thomas’s heart sank. “Were Dalton and Chance still with
them?”
Gage nodded. “From what I heard at least one of them is
wounded.”
An irrational wave of fear clawed at Thomas’s chest at the
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mere thought of any harm coming to Chance. Gripping
Gage’s arm tighter, Thomas demanded, “Which one was it?”
The Hawk shot an irritated glance down to where
Thomas was holding him. “I don’t know. You want to let up
there? You’re kind of hurting me?”
Thomas ignored him, too worried about Chance to be
concerned about anything else. “How bad are they injured?”
“How am I supposed to know? They’re on their way in
now. Wait by the door for them to arrive, if you’re that
anxious.”
Gage jerked his arm away. Thomas let him go and made
his way to the front of the building. He spotted Jacyn, one of
Mitchell’s many brothers. The Jaguar was still in his tuxedo
from the wedding and he wore an angry scowl on his
normally boyishly handsome face.
“What’s going on?” Thomas asked as he rushed over. “I
heard there was some trouble at the mall, but that’s all the
details I’ve been able to get.”
“Some idiot Ravens attacked Chance, Dalton, Shane and
Trevor. Shane being who he was, handed their asses to them
in grand style,” Jacyn growled.
In other words, Shane destroyed the mall and scared the
hell out of countless human witnesses.
“I also heard that somebody was injured.” Please don’t be
Chance. Please don’t be Chance.
“Yeah, it was Chance,” Jacyn replied.
Fuck! Thomas swallowed hard. “How bad is it?”
“Just some pretty vicious scratches to the face and side. I
guess he threw himself over Dalton and took the brunt of the
attack.”
That sounded like something that Chance would do.
While the Raven’s protective side was sweet, Thomas was
going to strangle him for being so reckless. Would it hurt
Chance to look out for himself for once?
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“They’re here now,” Jacyn announced.
The medic rushed forward, Thomas by his side. Shane
had an arm around Chance’s shoulders and was assisting
the younger man in walking. Chance had one hand held to
his side in the proactive gesture, in the other, he held a rag. It
was pressed to his cheek and stained with blood.
“I just can’t let you out of my sight,” Thomas said as he
gazed up and down Chance’s body, looking for further
injuries.
Chance gave him a lopsided smile. “It’s much worse than
it looks.”
Shane grunted. “Said the guy who almost fainted.”
“That’s just because of all the blood.” Chance shuddered.
“I could never stand looking at the stuff.”
“Then you really shouldn’t hang out with Shane,” Jacyn
quipped as he took over in holding Chance up. “Let’s get
you to the infirmary and check these wounds out.”
Thomas found himself tagging behind as Jacyn led
Chance to the large infirmary in the back of the building.
“Tell me the whole story,” Thomas demanded.
At the same time, he had to resist the urge to brush Jacyn
aside so he could take over the task of helping Chance.
Balling his hands into fists, Thomas jammed them into the
front pockets of his uniform jacket. Maybe if he kept his
hands hidden, he wouldn’t give into his own protective
urges.
Chance glanced over his shoulder. “We were at the food
court, minding our own business when some Ravens came
up and started giving me a hard time. Seems they don’t like
the fact that I’m making nice with you felines and they
wanted to teach me a lesson.”
“How?”
“By taking me back to their place and torturing me. There
was also some mentioning of killing me, too.” Chance
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shrugged, then winced in pain, his hand rubbing his injured
side.
A low growl filled the air and Thomas was shocked to
find the noise was coming from him. “What happened
next?”
“Shane told them to leave, they refused and all hell broke
loose.”
“Did you really shield Dalton with your body?”
“Well, yeah.”
“Why?”
Chance curled up his lip. “Because it was me they were
after, so why should he have to pay the price? Does it
surprise you that I can be considerate just because I’m a
Raven?”
As usual, Chance’s onyx gaze didn’t give a clue to his
emotions, but there was no mistaking the hurt undertone to
his voice. Thomas silently cursed himself for not wording his
question better. Why was he always putting his foot in his
mouth as far as Chance was concerned? What’s more, since
when did Chance start standing up for himself? Sure, he
may have yelled before, but it was always only when it
concerned Dulla or Xavier. As far as Thomas knew, Chance
never fought back on his own account.
“That’s not it at all. I was just admiring you,” Thomas
said.
Chance pulled up short, almost making Jacyn trip. “I
must have taken a much harder blow to the head than I
thought because I did not just hear you say that you admire
me.”
“I do.”
“Why?”
“Because there aren’t that many—be they Raven, feline or
Wolf—who would sacrifice their own safety for another.”
Chance paused, as he appeared to be thinking that one
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over. Almost as if he couldn’t believe that he was actually
receiving a compliment. In the end, he finally said, “He’s my
friend.”
Thomas cocked a brow. “You guys have only really
known each other for a day.”
“Sometimes that’s all it takes,” Chance defended.
Chance did have a point. Some of Thomas’s closest
buddies had been the ones he found his first days of living at
the coalition.
Jacyn let out an aggravated sounding sigh. “Can we wrap
this up? I didn’t leave my sister’s wedding just so I can
watch you two have a Glee-like tender moment.”
Thomas slid his gaze over to the medic. “Has anybody
told you that you act more like Brent with each passing
day?”
Jacyn rolled his eyes. “All the time.”
They started to walk again and this time Thomas didn’t
hold himself back from helping. “Here, there’s no sense in
you getting blood all over your tux.”
It seemed like a reasonable enough excuse to Thomas, but
the knowing look in Jacyn’s eyes showed he didn’t buy it for
a second. He still relinquished control of Chance. Thomas
slid his arm around Chance’s waist, taking care to hold onto
his uninjured side.
Chance let out a soft groan before he relaxed against
Thomas. It wasn’t lost on Thomas how well they seemed to
fit together. He also noted, not for the first time, just how
nice Chance smelled. Unlike most other Ravens, he carried a
nice earthy, crisp scent that reminded Thomas of a forest
during the fall season.
“You did something to your hair,” he observed, noting
the new streaks of purple and blue.
While it should have come across as punkish, instead it
seemed to fit Chance. The cut looked good, too, the dark
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hair, styled into carefully arranged spikes, some of which
swooped down to frame his face.
“It was Dalton’s idea. Does it look stupid?”
“No, it looks nice.”
They reached the infirmary. Jacyn pointed to an empty cot
and Thomas all but lifted Chance up to sit on it. Shooing
Thomas to the side, Jacyn carefully peeled away the rag
covering one side of Chance’s face, to reveal four, long
furrows that were still oozing blood.
“These look like they hurt,” Jacyn said as he dabbed some
blood away.
“The ones on my side are worse,” Chance admitted.
Jacyn lifted up Chance’s top to reveal even more
scratches, these ones looking much deeper. Thomas winced
in sympathy. No wonder the guy had needed some help
walking. Everybody knew how much Raven scratches ached
and Chance had a double dose to deal with. Yet, as always,
Chance had just dealt with his discomfort in silence.
“Can you shift yet?” Jacyn asked. “I know that Ravens
usually have their first transformation by the time they’re
twenty.”
Chance started violently, almost as if somebody had
bitch-slapped him. “Why?”
“Because you’ll heal then.”
“No…well, I mean I shifted once before, but I don’t think
I can do it again,” Chance stammered.
“You should try,” Jacyn urged.
“Nah, I think I’ll just heal the old-fashioned way. Thanks,
anyway.” Chance tugged his shirt down before he averted
his gaze to the ground.
Thomas exchanged confused looks with Jacyn.
“If you’re afraid of it hurting, one of us could talk you
through the shift,” Jacyn offered.
Chance shook his head. “I’d rather not.”
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“Don’t be stubborn. You don’t have to suffer through
some pain to prove a point to us.” Thomas sighed.
“I know.”
“Then does that mean you’ll shift?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“I don’t want to.”
Frustrated beyond belief, Thomas ran his hands through
his hair. “Do you realize how trying you can be at times?”
“Yes, but that still doesn’t mean I’m going to shift.”
“Why, not?” Thomas repeated, feeling a bit like a pissed
off parrot.
Chance finally looked up and it was so he could glare at
Thomas. “Because I said so.”
Thomas took a step back. Both because he was shocked
that Chance was finally standing up for himself and because
this new assertive side to the Raven was hot as hell. Desire
coursed through Thomas as Chance continued to glower at
him. Thomas attempted to shoot back his own dirty look,
but it was damn hard, when all he could think about was
how it would feel to kiss Chance. Hell, Thomas wanted to do
more than just kiss Chance. He yearned to grab the Raven
and drag him to the nearest private place so they could
really get to know one another.
Jacyn held his palms up. “Okay, okay. No need for
drama. I can treat Chance the old-fashioned way. Just give
me a second and I’ll grab some painkillers and a suture kit.”
After he left, Thomas stepped closer and asked, “Why are
you being so stubborn about this?”
“Funny, I was just about to ask you the same question.”
“You do realize what a suture kit is, don’t you? He’s
going to come over and sew your injuries shut. Why go
through all that pain when a simple shift will take care of
everything?”
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Chance narrowed his eyes. “What do you care? I know
how you feel about me. I would think you’d be thrilled to
see a Raven go through some pain.”
For the second time in a span of minutes, Thomas felt
taken aback with shock. Had he really been that transparent?
If so, then how was it that Chance couldn’t see how
Thomas’s feelings had changed?
Thomas took a deep breath, then said, “I don’t hate you.
In fact—”
Dalton rushed into the room, cutting Thomas off. “Oh my
God, Chance. There you are. I was worried.”
The Lynx launched himself at Chance, wrapping his thin
arms around Chance’s chest. “How are you feeling?”
“Probably a lot better before you threw yourself at him
and aggravated his injuries,” Thomas drawled.
Dalton slowly turned, flipped Thomas off, then returned
his attention to Chance. “Are you okay?”
Chance nodded. “Yeah, Jacyn is going to give me some
stitches and pain meds, then I’ll be good as new.”
“I’m just glad you weren’t wearing one of your new shirts
when that jerk clawed you.” Dalton gave Chance another
hug, this one more tender than before. “Shane and Trevor
made sure to grab all your bags so you didn’t lose anything
in the fight.”
“Is Shane going to get into trouble for making such a
mess?” Chance asked.
It stunned Thomas to hear the genuine concern in
Chance’s voice. Not because the guy was a Raven, but
because there weren’t too many who would worry over
Shane. While he’d redeemed himself in the eyes of many
coalition members, there were still a lot more that feared and
hated the Leopard.
Dalton shook his head. “Nah, Mitchell may grumble at
him some, but he’ll realize that Shane didn’t have any
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choice.”
“He could have just let them take me,” Chance suggested.
They both jumped when Thomas let out a loud snarl. “I’ll
die before I let them get their claws on you.”
Dalton’s lips pressed together in a knowing smirk while
Chance just huffed. “You’ll have to excuse Thomas. For
some reason, in the past few minutes, he’s taking his role of
guardian very seriously.”
“Really?” Dalton cocked his head to the side, an impish
smile covering his lips. “He better watch it or some people
are going to say he’s a little too overprotective of you.”
“Don’t joke around,” Chance admonished.
“I’m not. I’d even go a bit further by saying that I’ve only
seen mates get that possessive over somebody.”
Thomas’s chest grew tight at that suggestion. Sure, he
may be attracted to Chance, but mates? Dalton really did get
overdramatic at times. Chance must have thought the same
thing because he let out a short burst of laughter.
“You may want Jacyn to check your head out to make
sure it didn’t get hit during the battle. You must have
something knocked loose if you think Thomas would ever
want me that way. I’m a Raven…remember?”
Thomas opened his mouth to argue once more that he
didn’t lump Chance in with the rest of the Ravens. Before he
could get a word out, Jacyn came back over and pulled the
curtain closed.
“Okay, let’s get everything set up. First I’ll give you a shot
of painkiller, then Doc Featherstone will be over to sew you
up.”
Jacyn held up a syringe. Chance’s gaze locked in on the
needle and against all odds, he somehow managed to grow
paler. Letting out a small yelp, his eyes rolled up into his
head and he slumped over to the side.
Thomas rushed forward and caught him before he could
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roll off the bed.
Jacyn gave the now unconscious Chance an indifferent
glance. “Oh, I like it when they faint. It makes it so much
easier for us to do our jobs.”
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Chapter Five
hance buried his face into the pillow and let out a moan
of embarrassment. Had he really fainted? Oh God, could
he get any lamer? Really, who does that besides southern
belles and Oprah audience members?
Just when he thought he couldn’t make himself look
worse in Thomas’s eyes, Chance had to go and pull that
stunt. Now he’d be lucky if the Lion didn’t laugh in his face
every time they talked.
“There, we’re all done,” Jacyn announced as he applied
the last bit of surgical tape to the bandage on Chance’s side.
Doc Featherstone had left as soon as he finished with the
sutures. Not before giving Chance a healthy dose of ribbing.
Chance didn’t want to say so aloud, but the coalition doctor
really needed to work on his bedside manner.
Thomas sat on the edge of the bed, just in the same spot
he’d been since Chance woke up. As if that weren’t strange
enough, Thomas even held his hand the entire time he was
being stitched up.
Not that Chance wasn’t grateful for the comfort. There
were times when, despite the local anesthetic, he could feel
the needle tugging on his skin. If it hadn’t been for Thomas
squeezing his hand and whispering soft words of
encouragement, Chance would have fainted again for sure.
Chance sat up and let out a sigh of relief when the
movement didn’t cause any pain. Whatever drugs Jacyn had
given him via that big ass needle really did the job.
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“Make sure you keep the bandage dry and take your pain
pills on time,” Jacyn ordered.
“I’ll make sure he gets them,” Thomas offered.
Xavier or Dulla were both capable of that task, but
Chance didn’t point that out. He just figured that Thomas
was saying it to be nice and once he got Chance back to his
apartment, the Lion would dump Chance’s care into his
siblings’ laps.
Chance slid off the cot and stood, glad to find that he
wasn’t too high that he couldn’t function normally. He was
glad, since he didn’t relish the idea of making a further ass
out of himself. When Thomas reached out to help him,
Chance held up a staying hand. “I’m fine. If you want you
can take off. I’ll be able to walk myself to my place.”
Thomas ignored him, reaching out and snagging an arm
around Chance’s waist. Chance held back a moan of desire
as he found himself once again pressed to the Lion’s side.
Damn it all, why did Thomas have to smell so good? And
why in the hell did his body have to feel so wonderful? It
was warm and hard at the same time and made Chance
want to cuddle into it so he could get lost in the Lion’s spicy,
sweet scent. It reminded Chance of the fancy cookies his
mother used to bring home from her trips into town.
“Let’s get you home,” Thomas urged.
“Okay, the others must be worried about me.”
“We haven’t had a chance to tell them yet. They were out
to a movie and just got home,” Thomas replied.
“Oh,” Chance replied a bit disappointed that nobody had
been worried about him.
Call him selfish, but was it too much to hope that there
was a little bit of angst on his account? His face must have
given away his feelings because Thomas leaned down and
whispered, “Don’t feel bad. I worried enough for all of
them.”
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Okay, maybe Chance was hopeful, but he could have
sworn he felt the brush of Thomas’s lips against his ear. A
shiver of desire went through Chance as he replied, “Liar,
but thanks for trying to make me feel better.”
“Who said I was lying?”
Thomas started to guide Chance out of the infirmary.
Chance followed along in silence for a few moments, his
mind spinning from everything that’d happened that
evening. And here he’d thought he was in for yet another
boring night of isolation.
“Can I tell you a secret?” Chance mumbled.
“Sure.”
“I hate needles and blood.”
Thomas laughed. “Really? I would have never guessed.”
“Do you think the whole coalition knows I fainted?”
Chance glanced around, but nobody was laughing or
pointing in his direction. That really didn’t mean anything
though since nearly everybody was still at the wedding.
“I wouldn’t worry about that. With the way Dalton is
talking up your bravery, that will be mostly what the gossip
will be about.”
A heat came over Chance’s cheeks. “I wasn’t really that
brave. I just cowered under the table while Shane and Trevor
did all the real fighting.”
“You put your body between Dalton and harm. I don’t
know of very many others who would do that.”
It felt so damn good to be on the receiving end of
Thomas’s praise that Chance didn’t argue. Instead, he
allowed himself to enjoy the remaining moments he had in
the Lion’s arms.
Damn, what Chance wouldn’t give to be in Thomas’s
embrace on a permanent basis. But he may as well be
wishing for a gold plated leprechaun because there was no
way in hell a Lion would ever choose a Raven as his mate.
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All too soon they reached the apartment. Before Chance
had a chance to fish out his keys, the front door opened to
reveal a frantic Dulla.
Like Chance, she had the Raven trademark dark hair and
eyes, unlike him she wore the look well. Her skin had a
more milky appearance rather than a ghastly pale, plus her
innocence softened up the hard edges brought on by her
onyx gaze.
She reached out with shaky fingers and lightly touched
the bandage on Chance’s face. “What did they do to my
pretty baby?”
Chance flushed at her term of endearment. She just had to
go there in front of Thomas. “I’m okay. It’s just a few
scratches.”
She stepped aside and let them in. Xavier was there along
with his twin, Riley. They both rushed forward, both talking
so fast that Chance had trouble separating the words.
“We heard it was Ravens.”
“Did they try to hurt you because you weren’t gross as
shit like they are?”
“Did Shane rip them a new one?”
“Everybody is talking about how you protected Dalton.”
“Is it true that the mall is trashed?”
Laughing Chance held up a hand to stop them. Even
though they’d been separated most of their lives, the two
short, blond-haired Eagle twins had quickly grown close
again. So much so, that they were rarely apart. Riley lived
with his mate in the Hawk section of headquarters and
Xavier resided at the apartment with his own mate, Dulla
and Chance. That still didn’t hamper the Eagle brothers from
spending nearly every waking hour together. It was almost
as if they were in a desperate rush to make up for all the lost
years.
“Wow, even without the drugs I’d have trouble keeping
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up with all those questions,” Chance told them.
He quickly told them what happened, downplaying his
role as Dalton’s protector. Quite frankly, Chance still didn’t
see why everybody was making such a big deal about it.
Once he finished, Thomas tilted his head toward the hallway
leading to the bedrooms. “Which one is yours?”
Oh boy, if Thomas only knew how many times Chance
had dreamed of being asked that question. Only for more
decadent purposes than the soldier had in mind.
“I can take him,” Xavier offered.
Thomas shook his head. “I already have him. Plus, Jacyn
gave me all the after-care instructions so I should probably
be the one who looks after Chance.”
Xavier cocked a brow. “I’m sure you can just pass along
the instructions to me.”
“That’s okay. I don’t mind. He’s my responsibility after
all.”
Riley let out a snort of laugher. “I’m sure that’s not the
only reason.”
Chance shot the Eagle a questioning look, but Riley had
all his attention focused on Thomas. Xavier shook his head
as he pointed down the hall. “Chance’s room is the last door
on the left.”
As Thomas led Chance in the right direction, Riley called,
“Make sure you guys keep it down. The walls here are really
thin. I’m already mentally scarred from listening to Xavier
and Ranger go at it. I don’t need any added trauma.”
“Remind me to kick his ass once I get better,” Chance
mumbled.
Not that he would ever go through with his threat. Not
only did he really like Riley, but the Eagle was mated to the
second in command of the Hawks. That was one guy that
Chance never wanted to get angry. While Colin may get all
soft and mushy with Riley, he could be scary when crossed.
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Thomas opened the door and led Chance over to the bed.
As he gingerly eased himself down on his back, Chance said
a silent prayer of thanks that he’d cleaned up the night
before. Not that he had much to make a mess. Before his
shopping trip with Dalton, Chance hadn’t even had enough
clothes to fill up all the drawers of his dresser.
He rolled to his side, trying to find a comfortable position.
He knew he should at least kick off his shoes, but the day
finally caught up to him and he could barely keep his eyes
open. He didn’t even have the energy to change out of his
ripped and bloodstained shirt.
The sound of running water came from his adjoined
bathroom moments before Thomas returned. The Lion sat
down on the edge of the bed and gently ran a warm, wet
washcloth over Chance’s neck.
“There’s still some blood that Jacyn missed when he
cleaned you up,” Thomas explained.
Chance nodded as he allowed his eyes to flutter shut.
Lulled into a near sleep, he kept them closed, even when he
felt his shoes being gently tugged off. A warm sensation
pooled in his chest at the thoughtful gesture coming from
Thomas. It made Chance feel so cared for, something
entirely new for him.
He knew better than to get used to it though. Come
morning he felt sure that things would be back to the way
they were before and Thomas would be back to barely
tolerating him. At the moment, however, Chance allowed
himself to bask in the comfort.
Thomas pulled a blanket over Chance, then sat back
down on the edge of the bed. Then Thomas did the most
startling thing of all, he began to lightly run his fingers
through Chance’s hair.
“Can I ask you something?” Thomas asked.
“Sure,” Chance replied. He still kept his eyes shut for fear
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of breaking the mood. It felt so good to have Thomas
stroking his head that Chance never wanted it to end.
“Why wouldn’t you shift back at the infirmary?”
“Like I said, I’ve only done it one time before.”
“That was just an excuse and we both know it. While you
may fear the pain from shifting, I can’t help but feel that
you’re more terrified of needles.”
Chance tensed, realizing he’d been busted. He let out a
slow breath as he decided he had nothing to lose by
confessing the truth. “It wouldn’t have been the right thing
for me to do.”
“I don’t understand.”
“I saw that there were some injured soldiers there.”
“Yeah, so? That still doesn’t explain why you couldn’t
shift.”
“Some of them were hurt badly and I’m guessing Ravens
did it. So, the last thing they should have to see while they’re
recovering is another bird.”
Thomas stilled in his stroking. “So you allowed yourself
to stay in pain, just so they didn’t have to be
uncomfortable?”
Chance shrugged. “I’m sure the hurt I’m feeling from a
few scratches is nothing compared to what they’re going
through. Besides, it’s the least I can do to pay you guys back
for helping Xavier and Dulla.”
A tug on his shoulder urged him to turn over. Chance
obeyed, opening his eyes to gaze up at Thomas. His breath
caught in his throat as he saw the tender expression playing
in the man’s blue eyes.
“So, instead you braved a needle, even though it scared
you so much you fainted,” Thomas said.
“I didn’t faint. I just quickly fell asleep,” Chance
defended.
That excuse sounded so ludicrous, even to his own ears,
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that Chance laughed. Thomas smiled before he began to
stroke Chance’s hair again. A tension built up in the room as
Thomas studied Chance carefully. Chance squirmed, feeling
a bit self-conscious.
“What? Is it my hair? I know it’s a bit out there, but
Dalton thought it would be good for me to have a change.”
“No, it’s not that at all. Your hair looks great. I was just
thinking how beautiful you look when you laugh.”
Disappointment crashed into Chance, bringing him back
to Earth. He wondered how he’d foolishly allowed himself
to forget that he was different. A painful lump built up in his
throat. “Don’t mock me.”
“I’m not.”
“Yes, you are. I know that I’m not beautiful. I’ll never be
because I look too much like them.”
And that was another reason why Chance had refused to
shift. For while he hadn’t wanted the others to see him in his
Raven side, he was terrified of Thomas seeing him in his
bird form. In the short time that he’d been under the Lion’s
protection, Chance had stupidly allowed himself to fall for
the guy. Now Thomas’s opinion mattered so much to
Chance that if he were to see disgust in the man’s face it
would destroy him.
Chance tried to turn away, put Thomas tightened his grip
and refused to allow him even that small bit of dignity.
“I’m not lying to you,” Thomas growled. “When you
smile, I forget that you’re a Raven and that we’re supposed
to be enemies. All I can think about is how sweet you look
and that scares the hell out of me.”
“Now, I know you’re bullshitting me. Nothing scares
you.”
“That’s where you’re wrong. When I found out that you’d
been attacked and that somebody was hurt, I was terrified
that I’d never get to see you again.”
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Chance blinked in shock, his heart hammering in his
chest. “I thought you hated me.”
“God knows I should. Every time I look at Colby and
think about how I feel about you, I feel like I’m betraying
him. Which is stupid since you had nothing to do with
putting him in that cell.”
“It’s understandable. I hate the Ravens for what they’ve
done and I’m one of them.”
“It still doesn’t make my feelings right.”
Chance swallowed hard before forcing himself to ask,
“Do you want me to put in a request with Mitchell for a new
guardian? If it’s too hard for you to be around me, I’ll
understand.”
Thomas shook his head, his expression somehow
managing to grow tenderer. “See, there you go again,
putting somebody else’s needs before your own. I’ll admit I
thought about going to Mitchell and asking him for a new
assignment.”
Damn, it hurt to hear that. So much so that it felt like a
punch to the gut. Chance still schooled his features to hide
his feelings. “You did?”
“Yes, and then I realized that I couldn’t go through with
it. Just the thought of a day without you in it made me
depressed.”
Some of the hurt left, but it was only to be replaced with
confusion. “Where does that leave us then?”
Thomas leaned down and feathered his lips over
Chance’s mouth. The kiss was so brief—so tender, that it
almost wasn’t there. It still sent a spiral of desire down
Chance’s spine that was so strong, his toes curled.
“It leaves us here,” Thomas replied.
It wasn’t much of an answer, but Chance would take it for
the moment. He nodded, closing his eyes, when Thomas
started to stroke his hair again. Right before he drifted off to
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sleep, Chance thought about how he’d give almost anything
to have this kind of treatment more often.
Maybe needles weren’t so bad after all.
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Chapter Six
homas made sure to get back to Chance early the next
day. While Xavier had assured him that they could take
care of their brother just fine, Thomas felt the need to watch
over the Raven himself.
When Dulla answered the door, she didn’t look too
surprised to see him. She just pointed to the bedroom door
before going back to the television. It was a well-known fact
that she was obsessed with Yogi Bear, so it didn’t shock
Thomas that the cartoon bear was dancing across the screen.
Xavier and Riley were sitting at the kitchen table, both of
them eating cereal. Out of politeness, Thomas stopped to say
hello to them.
“How did he do after I left?” Thomas asked.
Riley rolled his eyes. “It was tragic. The wounds began to
fester and puss over.”
“Gangrene set in and we had to amputate his head,”
Xavier added in a deadpan voice.
Thomas pointed a finger at Riley. “You’re a bad influence
on your twin. He never used to be this big of a smartass until
he came to live here.”
“I’m innocent,” Riley protested, holding his hands up and
spreading his fingers out.
“Then why in the hell did you paint polka-dots on
Shane’s favorite gun?”
Riley tilted his head to the side as he pretended to ponder
the question. “I think it’s my new med making me be bad.”
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Not too long ago, Riley had been diagnosed with a shifter
form of bi-polar disorder. Since his was the first case that the
coalition doctor had to deal with, sometimes the meds were
trial and error. Things had been better since a Fox shifter
who specialized in shifter mental disorders had joined the
coalition, but there were still times when Riley’s moods were
unstable.
That didn’t explain away the gun makeover though.
Thomas knew that meds or not, Riley could still be a brat
and he loved to tweak other shifters. Shane just happened to
be his latest victim.
“I don’t know what Shane is complaining about. I made
sure not to use girly colors. I think the gun looked great with
blue and green dots. I’m certain he could still kill and
terrorize just as efficiently as before,” Riley said, a hint of a
smile playing on his lips.
“You do realize that you are one of the very few who get
away with touching his gun and living to talk about it,”
Thomas pointed out.
Riley smirked. “Really? Here I thought that Trevor was
the only one who could play with Shane’s gun.”
Xavier burst out laughing as he bumped fists with Riley.
Thomas just shook his head, wondering if they were always
this immature. Maybe it was just all the sugar from the
cereal making them act so dorky.
“Did you make sure Chance took his pain pill at three this
morning?” Thomas pressed.
Xavier nodded. “Yes, and I had him drink some milk, too,
so he had something in his stomach.”
“Thank you.”
“What are you thanking me for? Although we may not be
related by blood, he’s still my brother. It’s my job to take
care of him.” Xavier narrowed his eyes. “I’m just wondering
why you’re all of a sudden so concerned about him?”
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Yeah, like Thomas was going to admit to having feelings
for Chance. No way in hell, especially to those two.
Knowing the twins, they’d yap and then the news would be
known by the whole coalition by lunchtime.
“I’m his guardian, it’s my job to worry about his
wellbeing,” Thomas reasoned.
Riley snorted. “Yeah, sure. Because all guardians are
always that protective of their charges.”
“I don’t know. From what I heard, Colin used to worry
about you all the time when he was your guardian,” Xavier
said.
Thomas let out a low growl, already knowing what path
the twins were taking with their overly, bright, sarcastic
banter.
“True, but then Colin turned out to be my mate.” Riley let
out a mock gasp as he covered his mouth with one hand.
“You don’t think that Thomas has romantic feelings for our
Chance, do you?”
“Why that would just be shocking. Considering the way
Thomas is such a serious grouch all the time,” Xavier replied
in a like tone.
“Leave it, both of you,” Thomas snapped.
He turned and walked away. He’d made it exactly three
steps before Xavier called, “By the way, you break his heart
and I’ll skin you alive and wear your mane for Halloween.”
Shocked by such a violent image, Thomas looked over his
shoulder at Xavier. The Eagle just gave him a huge, innocent
grin in return.
“He means it,” Dulla added, never taking her gaze off the
TV. “You better not hurt Chance or else we’ll both kick your
ass.”
Riley raised his hand as he began to bounce up and down,
excitedly, “Me, too. Me, too. I want to be in on this. I’ve
always wanted to kick somebody’s can.”
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Thomas gaped at them. “Why do I get the feeling that this
family never has a dull moment? Is it ever quiet here?”
“Yes, we all keep it down when Supernatural is on,” Riley
said.
“Only because we don’t want to miss one word that the
Winchester boys say. I may be happily mated, but that still
doesn’t mean I don’t like looking at that eye candy,” Xavier
added.
“Plus, we always look to see if we recognize any of the
paranormal creatures.” Riley gave a sad sigh. “So far there
has not been one familiar face. So much for authenticity,
they keep just using humans in makeup. The other week
they had a zombie episode and there wasn’t one real shuffler
in the mix.”
Xavier blinked a few times. “Wait? There’s really such a
thing as zombies?”
Since his head already felt ready to explode, Thomas left
before he had to listen to any more of their outlandish
conversation. Damn, no wonder Chance was so quiet. He
probably gave up talking because he could never get in a
word with those two chattering it up.
He went to Chance’s door and lightly knocked before
letting himself in. The room was dark, but due to his
enhanced shifter vision, Thomas could still make out every
detail of the room.
Last night he’d been struck by how plain and impersonal
the space was. Plus, he noticed that it was the smallest
bedroom, too. Which was yet another example of how
Chance always put his siblings before himself.
Before he’d taken over Chance’s care, Thomas had been
briefed on the Raven’s history. So he knew the lengths
Chance had gone to in order to support Dulla and Xavier
after their parents had died.
First Chance had done some lackey work for some lower
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level Raven thugs. But when the birds discovered that
Chance didn’t have the stomach for their dirty work, they’d
beaten him and turned him away.
After that, Chance had turned to hustling in order to
bring in money. Thank God, that hadn’t lasted long. The
felines rescued Chance and his siblings not long after and
he’d been living with the coalition ever since.
A spark of anger went through Thomas as he thought
about the abuse Chance suffered at the hands of the Ravens.
If he ever got his hands on the bastards who’d beaten
Chance, they’d be lucky to walk away in one piece.
Chance must have sensed Thomas’s presence. He turned
around and blinked open his eyes. “What are you doing here
so early?”
Thomas went over and sat on the edge of the bed. His
hands itched to reach out and smooth down Chance’s sleep-
tousled hair, but Thomas refrained himself.
“I told you I’d be back, remember?” Thomas said.
Thomas’s gaze drank in Chance, savoring every inch of
the shifter’s tight body. Even though he still wore the
bandage on his face and that blood stained shirt, he’d never
looked sweeter. His lips were pursed in confusion, almost as
if begging for a kiss.
“Sure, I remember. I just didn’t think you’d be here at the
butt-crack of dawn.” Chance sat up, a wince of pain crossing
his face.
“You should take another pain pill,” Thomas said.
Chance shook his head. “I can’t stand the way they make
me feel.”
“Jacyn said you needed them.”
“I’ll be fine. Even though I didn’t shift, I’ll still heal
quickly enough. It’s not like I’m human or anything.”
“Are you sure?” It didn’t sit well with Thomas, seeing
Chance suffer at all. Chance gave him a lopsided smile.
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“I’m positive. What I really want is a shower. I need to get
out of this gross shirt and scrub the last of the blood from
my body.”
“Okay, but only if you let me help you.”
Chance froze, his brow furrowing. “Excuse me?”
“I don’t think it’s safe for you to shower without some
help.”
“I’m an adult. I’m perfectly capable of scrubbing my own
ass.”
“You have passed out twice in the past twenty-four
hours. The last thing you need is to pull a face-plant in the
shower because you’re too stubborn to ask for help.”
“I only passed out once. The other time was just a near
faint so it shouldn’t count,” Chance argued.
“That still doesn’t mean that I’m going to let you take a
shower without some help. Now you can either let me do it
or I can call in Xavier. Choice is yours.”
Chance nibbled on his bottom lip. “Fine, you can help me
out, but only because I don’t want Ranger to get pissed at
me. I’ve seen how protective mates can be of each other and
I don’t want him to blow a gasket if he finds out Xavier saw
me naked.”
The image of a nude, wet Chance made Thomas want to
groan in desire. Hell, he wanted to do more than that. It was
taking every bit of his self-control not to pin Chance down to
the mattress and fuck him stupid.
“Here, let me help you get out of bed,” Thomas offered.
Maybe if they got away from the mattress, Thomas
wouldn’t be so tempted. Riiiiiiiiight…and maybe pigs would
fly, hell would freeze up, then Republicans and Democrats
would get along.
Looping a hand under Chance’s arm, Thomas helped him
stand. Aside from a small hiss, Chance didn’t give any
indication he was in pain. Thomas still asked, “How are you
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feeling?”
“Okay, it burns a bit, but not nearly as bad as last night.”
Chance shuffled to the bathroom, Thomas trailing closely
behind. Once they reached the door, Chance paused, a blush
coloring his cheeks. “Can you give me a second of privacy? I
need to go to the bathroom.”
“Sure, I’ll grab you some fresh clothes while you’re taking
care of that.”
“Thanks.”
“Is there anything in particular you want to wear?”
Chance pointed to a huge pile of shopping bags.
“Anything from there will be okay.”
Thomas turned to the clothes and began to rifle through
the bags, picking out some sleep pants that had pictures of
the baby from Family Guy all over them. He paired them
with a red t-shirt. As he dug out a pair of black underwear,
Thomas couldn’t hold back the thought of how nice they’d
look filled out with Chance’s perfectly, rounded ass.
The door to the bathroom opened, ripping Thomas from
his carnal musings. He quickly tucked the underwear into
the pile of clothes, then looked up at Chance. “Are you
ready?”
Chance nipped his bottom lip again. “Are you sure you
don’t want me to just do it by myself?”
Oh, that comment opened the door to so many interesting
answers and possibilities. Thomas decided to leave them
alone—for now. He walked into the bathroom and watched
as Chance peeled the bandage away from his face.
Given his advance shifter healing, the wounds looked a
lot better than before. They still were red and puffy, the
black stitches standing out starkly. Chance ran his fingers
over them.
“Do you think they’ll scar?” Chance asked, still studying
himself in the mirror.
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“Probably not. It takes a lot to make a shifter scar.”
“Good. Not to sound vain or anything. I just didn’t want
to give something else for the kids to stare at.”
Thomas recalled the time, not so long ago, when the
coalition school took a field trip to headquarters. The
children had either looked at Chance with horror or
fascination. While he’d claimed it hadn’t bothered him,
Thomas could tell it hurt to be gawked at like a sideshow
attraction.
“Next time you should do a cartwheel or something.
Really entertain them,” Thomas teased.
Chance laughed. “That would be really interesting. I’d
probably fall on my head or break a bone. I’ve never been
very good at tumbling.”
Thomas nearly swallowed his tongue when Chance took
off his shirt. While he’d seen the Raven’s bare chest the night
before, Thomas really hadn’t had the time to admire it and
he took the current opportunity to look his fill.
Though thin, Chance was far from scrawny. His creamy
skin boasted of dips and ridges in just the right places.
Thomas ran his tongue over his lips as he fantasized about
how wonderful it would be to lick every inch of that chest
and abdomen.
A bandage marked his right side. Chance carefully peeled
that one away, too. His lips pressed together in a show of
pain. These wounds seemed to be much worse than the ones
on his face. The skin surrounding them was bright red and
angry looking.
Thomas frowned, concerned. While shifters were usually
immune to infections, one could never be too safe with
wounds inflicted by Raven claws. There was no telling what
kind of crap they rolled around in.
“Maybe we should go back to the infirmary?” Thomas
suggested.
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“What for?”
“Those scratches on your side look pretty nasty.”
Chance glanced at it, his face maddeningly impassive.
“Nah, they’ll be fine.”
Then Chance undid his jeans and slid them down and all
thoughts of arguing fled Thomas’s brain. All he could focus
on was how he’d been right when he’d thought that Chance
would fill out a pair of underwear nicely.
Unfortunately, Chance completely misunderstood why
Thomas was staring. Running a hand down his bare chest,
Chance mumbled, “I know I look gross.”
“The last thing I would ever call you is gross.”
“It’s okay, it wouldn’t be the first time. One time there
was this john…eh, guy who said I reminded him of a
Marilyn Manson wannabe fan boy.”
Thomas walked up and placed a chaste kiss on Chance’s
temple. “You’re sheer perfection and anybody who can’t see
that is an idiot.” Me included. Why am I letting my prejudices
get in the way of what we can have?
For the first time ever, Chance actually seemed to believe
Thomas’s compliment. A crooked smile came over the
younger shifter’s face, making him look so carefree that it
tugged at Thomas’s heart.
“Thanks, I kind of needed to hear that,” Chance said.
He then stepped into the shower and pulled the curtain
shut. It wasn’t until Chance’s arm snaked out and dropped
his underwear on the tile that Thomas realized he’d missed a
perfect chance to see the Raven’s sweet ass in all its bare
glory.
Giving a tiny smile of his own, Thomas leaned against the
counter and waited. He had all the time in the world to see
Chance naked. After all, wasn’t it his job to watch over the
Raven? And nobody had ever accused Thomas of being
derelict in his duties.
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Chapter Seven
hance stood under the spray of water, trying to get his
frigging thoughts in order. His brain was full of a million
questions and he didn’t know how to go about answering
even one of them.
Did Thomas like him? Or was he just playing mind games
on the sappy Raven invader that nobody really liked? Could
Thomas have really meant it when he said Chance was sheer
perfection? If so, would he continue to think that after he
found out some of the things Chance had been forced to do
for the sake of his family’s survival?
He turned, inadvertently making the stream of water
pound onto his wounded side. A yelp of pain slipped from
his lips before he could hold it in.
“Are you okay?” Thomas called.
Chance ran his fingers over the wounds, wincing as he
noted how hot the skin felt. “Maybe it wouldn’t be such a
bad idea to call Jacyn after all.”
“I’ll do it as soon as we’re done here.”
“Thanks.”
Chance hurried and washed up, smiling when he noted
that Dulla had supplied him with her favorite strawberry
shampoo. She may not be able to help out in certain areas
because of her disability, but she still managed to find small
ways to show that she cared.
He turned off the water and dried off, wrapping the thick,
white towel around his waist. As he opened the curtain, he
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still felt a little bit self-conscious about his near nudity.
Thomas may have said that Chance looked good, but it was
still hard to be one hundred percent confident after so many
others had thrown disparaging comments his way.
Thomas was leaning against the sink, looking sexy as hell.
He wore the all black uniform of cargo pants and a long
sleeved shirt, the fabric molding to the man’s hard body
perfectly. His blond hair looked so soft and inviting that
Chance’s fingers tingled with the need to caress it. Since he
didn’t know if that kind of touch would be accepted,
however, he just nervously toyed with the edge of his towel.
“Come here,” Thomas commanded with a crook of his
finger.
Even before Chance’s brain could fully register the words,
his feet were moving forward. He stopped about a foot away
from Thomas. That didn’t satisfy the man though, he let out
a sigh before he hooked his fingers in the top of the towel
and pulled Chance closer.
Thomas didn’t say anything, he just stared down at
Chance. The Lion’s eyes were so soft…so understanding…so
caring, that Chance found himself wanting to pour his heart
out.
“I hate that I was born a Raven,” he said, his voice a mere
whisper. “Even as a kid, I wanted to be normal, instead of
something that was despised by everybody.”
Thomas trailed the back of his knuckles against Chance’s
jaw, his touch leaving behind a velvet heat. “But then you
wouldn’t be my Chance.”
My Chance. Oh, what Chance would give for that to truly
be the case. The knowledge that they’d never truly be a
mated pair hurt ten times more than the wounds to his side,
yet there was no denying the truth. Ravens and felines
would never, could never fall in love.
Of course, Chance’s heart had other ideas. For at that
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moment, he realized just how important Thomas was to him.
He also knew it would tear him to pieces when the Lion
finally woke up and walked away forever.
“If I was a feline, like you, there would be no question
about what we’d be doing right now,” Chance said, nodding
toward the bed.
When Thomas just stared at him and didn’t respond,
Chance’s throat grew tight. He swallowed hard, then
continued, “Not that I blame you. I heard what they did to
your brother.”
“They didn’t just do it to my brother. Countless shifters
suffered when the Ravens dumped that poison into the
water system. And for what? So they could hurt us yet
again. Wasn’t it enough that they ripped us apart for over
twenty years?”
“I’m so sorry for all your suffering. I would give my life
to change things for you.” Chance lowered his gaze. Thomas
tucked his fingers under Chance’s chin and forced him to
look back up. Chance shivered when he saw the raw
emotion playing in the man’s eyes.
“You have nothing to be sorry for.”
“I just wish there was something I could do to make all
that hurt you went through go away.”
“I wasn’t the only one who lost things due to the Ravens.
You even had your home taken away. While they may not
have been the ones who actually murdered your parents, if it
hadn’t been for them hiding out in isolation, then your
family would have never been so vulnerable,” Thomas
feathered the pad of his thumb over Chance’s bottom lip.
“Our home wasn’t much to look at anyway. We lived on
the bare essentials. The only thing I wished I’d been able to
grab before we ran was Dulla’s bear.”
“Her what?”
“She had this stuffed Yogi doll that she used to drag
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everywhere. When we were attacked, she wanted to go back
for it, but I didn’t let her because it wasn’t safe. I still feel bad
about that.”
Thomas ran his thumb along Chance’s lip again. “You
shouldn’t feel guilty about that. You managed to get them
out alive. I’m sure they’re both grateful for that.”
“But I—”
Chance’s argument was cut off with a crushing kiss, that
stole both his words and breath away. Heck, it did more
than that, it made Chance burn from the inside out and left
him a whimpering mass of desire.
Whereas the one from the night before had been tender
and brief, this kiss was hot, commanding and all-consuming.
Then Thomas cupped the back of Chance’s head and leaned
him back so their bodies pressed together and things got
even better.
Chance let out a moan that soon became garbled when a
tongue was thrust inside his mouth. He didn’t even hesitate
a second, sucking the offering deeper inside. Thomas didn’t
seem to mind Chance’s aggression, quite the opposite. He let
out a growl and his free hand came around to cup Chance’s
ass.
A flush of embarrassment crept through his passion as
Chance realized he was getting hard and there would be no
hiding it since he only wore that towel. A towel that
suddenly seemed way too thin.
He tried to move his cock away from Thomas’s body. A
task that was next to impossible, given the tight hold
Thomas had on him. After putting up with Chance’s
wiggling for a moment, Thomas let out a dark, seductive
laugh.
“Are you trying to hide something from me?”
“Maybe?” Chance ventured.
Thomas’s hand left Chance’s ass, only to find its way to
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the top of the towel. With one quick flick of the wrist,
Thomas took the towel off and tossed it to the side. Then
Thomas wrapped his strong fingers around Chance’s cock
and began stroking before Chance could even begin to feel
self-conscious about his nudity.
“Daaaaaaamn,” Chance drawled out, his head falling
back.
“I kind of thought you’d like that,” Thomas joked.
“Like? If I could, I’d give you a damn medal.”
Thomas leaned in and began to nibble a path down the
side of Chance’s throat. “Then you’re really going to be
thrilled with what I have planned next.”
Chance could only murmur in response, his mind too
occupied on his cock and the magic Thomas’s fingers were
working. He seemed to know exactly when to stroke lightly
and when to give a tight squeeze. Chance bit his bottom lip
as he felt himself edging his way to an orgasm.
Thomas moved his hand, making Chance cry out in
protest. “Why did you stop?”
“Don’t worry. I’ve been waiting to touch and taste you for
so long that I’m not going to stop anytime soon. I’m just
moving on to another activity.”
Relief flooded through Chance, followed by a heavy dose
of curiosity. “Really? What other kind of things do you have
planned?”
By way of answer, Thomas grabbed Chance by the
shoulders and spun them both around until Chance found
his back pressed against the cool wall. Chance let out a gasp
of surprise. The whole situation—him being naked while
Thomas remained dressed, the way Thomas kept letting out
little growls between kisses, the fact that Thomas had taken
complete control of the situation—it all was the biggest turn-
on in Chance’s life. He never wanted it to end either.
Thomas began to work his way down Chance’s neck
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again, punctuating each word with a kiss. “Very. Very.
Interesting. Things.”
“Oh, wow,” Chance breathed out, not caring how dorky
he sounded.
A loud moan was ripped from Chance’s throat as Thomas
continued to suck, kiss and bite his way down. He stopped
long enough to pay special attention to Chance’s nipples, his
gifted tongue shooting sparks of pleasure through Chance’s
body. When Thomas reached the scratch marks, he carefully
kissed each one in a move so tender it threatened to choke
Chance up.
When Thomas dropped to his knees, it took Chance a few
moments to catch up and realize what exactly was about to
happen. He even sucked in a breath and held it, afraid that
he’d break the mood and lose the very special treat he was
about to receive.
Thomas wrapped his fingers around Chance’s cock, then
carefully swirled his tongue over the head. That finally made
Chance breathe before he let out a yelp of shock.
“I never knew,” he panted, his fingers going down to
thread in Thomas’s hair.
Thomas glanced up from under his lashes, his eyes almost
black with passion. “Knew what?”
“That it felt this good to be sucked off. Before, I was
always the one on my knees,” Chance confessed, his cheeks
burning with shame.
He wondered how Thomas would take that news. Would
he think Chance was sleazy or something? Worry made
Chance’s heart beat hard as he wondered if he’d gone and
blown things just as he was finally getting what he dreamed
about for so long.
Thomas gave that sexy-as-hell smile of his as he slowly
licked a drop of pre-cum from the tip of Chance’s dick.
“Good, I like knowing that I’m the only one who’s ever
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tasted this. Now relax and enjoy this, will ya?”
“Okay, but only because you insist,” Chance teased as he
laid his back against the wall.
“Good, boy,” Thomas praised before he parted his lips
and slowly sucked Chance in.
Chance let out a long groan as a wet heat surrounded his
erection. Curling his fingers even deeper into Thomas’s soft
hair, Chance allowed himself to get lost in the sensation
created by Thomas’s mouth. At the same time, he tried
desperately to hold onto some shred of control in order to
drag out the encounter as long as possible.
It was hard though. The sensations racing through
Chance which were so new and wonderful, combined with
the fact that Thomas was actually touching him, made it so
Chance was already on the edge. It didn’t take long for him
lose his battle for restraint.
He started to thrust his hips back and forth, making sure
not to go too deep and gag Thomas. Chance used to hate it
when his johns had abused him that way. He could never do
the same to the tender shifter kneeling before him.
Then Thomas relaxed his throat and took Chance in so
deep that his nose bumped against Chance’s pelvic bone.
That last act finally threw Chance over the edge. He tried to
call out a warning but all that came out was gibberish.
Arching his back, Chance came, his cock emptying into
Thomas’s mouth. Thomas jerked, but seemed to recover
quickly enough, his throat working as he swallowed
Chance’s semen.
Chance panted, a buzz working over his body as the last
waves of pleasure dissipated. He kept his eyes closed,
savoring the sensation of Thomas licking his now softening
shaft clean.
“That was…oh, boy,” Chance finally managed to
stammer out.
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Thomas chuckled before standing and giving Chance a
slow, lazy kiss. Chance returned it, noting the tang from his
own spunk still lingering in Thomas’s mouth. It should have
been gross, but in a weird way it was a turn on.
Once they broke apart, Chance pressed their foreheads
together. “What about you?”
“We can worry about that later. I just want today to be
about you.”
Chance didn’t even bother to try to hide his confusion.
“Why?”
“Because it’s about time somebody really showed you
how special you are.”
For a moment Chance wanted to protest, then he realized
that it would be nice to be pampered for once. Since Thomas
seemed so willing to do just that, why should Chance deny
him the pleasure?”
“I think I’d really like that,” Chance admitted, somewhat
shyly.
That earned him another kiss.
“Let’s start by getting you dressed and then back into
bed,” Thomas suggested.
Chance waggled his brows. “Bed? I like the way you
think.”
“I meant so you can rest and get better. I’ll bring you
breakfast and call and see if Jacyn will come here to check
over those scratch wounds.”
“Oh,” Chance said, trying hard to hide his
disappointment.
A day alone in his room sounded more like a punishment.
Thomas reached out and tweaked Chance’s nose. “Lose the
long face. I’m going to stay with you the entire day. We can
watch a bunch of bad movies and snuggle.”
Chance laughed. “Did you actually just suggest that we
snuggle?”
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“Yeah, what’s wrong with that?”
“Nothing, I just never imagined that a big, bad Lion
shifter would want to do that.”
Thomas gave his temple a kiss. “This Lion shifter does if
he gets to share said bed with a certain sexy Raven.”
“Okay, since you put it that way.”
They went back into the bedroom and Thomas helped
Chance get dressed, then into bed. Tucking him in, Thomas
handed him the remote. “Find something you like and I’ll be
right back with some breakfast.”
“Just make sure you don’t let Xavier cook it. He loves to
over-salt everything. Not even a deer would lick some of his
food.”
Thomas laughed. “I’ll make it myself.”
Once Thomas left, Chance turned on a documentary he’d
recorded weeks ago, but never got a chance to watch. He
was halfway through it by the time Thomas came back in.
He had a tray in his hands that had enough food on it to feed
the entire coalition twice over. He sat it down on Chance’s
lap.
“Jacyn said he’d be here in a few minutes,” Thomas
announced.
“Was he pissed about having to come here instead of the
infirmary?” Chance’s stomach rumbled as the aroma of
freshly cooked eggs and sausages hit him.
“No, he assured me it wasn’t a problem at all.” Thomas
held a forkful of eggs up to Chance’s lips. “Here, now eat.”
“I can feed myself,” Chance protested, feeling a bit
foolish.
“It’s your day to be pampered, remember?”
Chance made a big show of rolling his eyes, but he parted
his lips and let Thomas put the bite into his mouth. As the
wonderful flavor exploded over his taste buds, Chance
moaned in appreciation.
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“I never knew you were such a great cook.”
“My mother taught me. After she died, I kept up the
tradition of making her special recipes. It’s my way of
remembering her.”
Chance’s heart sank at the pain in Thomas’s voice. He
knew better than anybody what it felt like to lose one’s
parents. “My own mother was a terrible cook.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.” Chance gave a sad smile. “I would give anything
to eat her dried out roast and overcooked carrots though.”
“She would be proud of how you took care of Dulla and
Xavier.”
The familiar pangs of regret hit him. Chance looked
down, too ashamed to meet Thomas’s gaze. “I don’t think
so. I’ve had to do some things she wouldn’t have approved
of.”
“You did what you had to in order to make sure that
what was left of your family could survive.”
Chance shook his head. “I lowered myself for just a few
bucks. You have no idea of some of the things I’ve done.”
“If you’re talking about how you had to hustle, then yeah,
I do. I’ve always known.”
Letting out a gasp, Chance whipped his head up to look
at Thomas. “How?”
“When Shane tracked down your location, some of his
contacts told him about how you had to first work for some
Raven criminals, then when they turned against you, that
you were forced to work the streets.”
“And you don’t think any less of me for that?” Chance
asked in a small voice.
Thomas reached out and gently cupped Chance’s
uninjured cheek. “No, it just shows me how caring you are. I
know you did it for Dulla and Xavier.”
“Please don’t tell them. It would kill Xavier if he knew
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what I did to support him. He has that whole martyr thing
going.”
“I think that runs in your family.”
Chance allowed himself a small grin. “You may have a
point there.”
They fell into a comfortable silence as Thomas continued
to feed Chance. After several moments, Chance finally held
his hand up. “I can’t eat another bite.”
“Are you sure? You didn’t eat half of what I made you,”
Thomas pressed.
“I don’t eat as much as a Lion shifter. I promise, I’m
stuffed.”
Thomas reluctantly set the tray to the side right before
there was a knock on the door. Jacyn poked his head in, a
bright smile on his face, despite the relatively early hour.
“How are you doing?” Jacyn asked as he came all the way
into the room.
He wore dark scrubs and had a large duffle style medical
bag slung over his shoulder. He dropped it on the bed and
opened it up, taking out various pieces of medical
equipment.
“Thomas wanted me to have the scratches on my side
looked at,” Chance said, lifting up his shirt.
Jacyn wrinkled his nose and let out a low hiss of
displeasure. “Wow, it looks like you have a nasty infection
going on there.”
“How can that be? I thought only humans get that,”
Chance asked.
“Usually that’s true, but there’ve been a few cases of
Raven scratches getting infections.”
“Dirty, gross, little bastards,” Chance muttered.
Jacyn cocked a brow. “And you know this from watching
them or something?”
Chance shrugged. “I don’t remember much from when I
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still lived with them, but I do recall some of their more
disgusting rituals. One of them was that they liked to let
their food ripen before eating it. They also liked to roll
around and play with their kills.”
“No offense, but that’s just sick,” Jacyn breathed.
“Don’t worry, none taken. I’m just glad my parents
weren’t like that and they took us away before we saw too
much.”
Chance realized just how much he had to be thankful for.
If not for his mother and father daring to be different, he
could have ended up like those creeps from the previous
night. He shuddered at the thought. Crap, he didn’t even
look good in black leather and he could have been stuck
wearing it all the time.
Jacyn took a culture from the scratch marks before
applying a fresh bandage. He then pulled a tiny IV bag from
his kit and gave Chance a sympathetic look. “I hate to be a
meanie, but I’m going to have to poke you.”
Chance recoiled. “With a needle?”
“I would use a cattle prod, but that’s frowned upon, even
in shifter medical circles.”
“Why do you have to put a needle in me?”
“Because IV antibiotics will be the easiest and quickest
way to knock out this infection. I promise, I’ll use the littlest
needle possible.”
Chance gulped as he eyed up the IV like it was a snake. “I
really, really hate needles.”
Jacyn sighed. “Okay, then just shift and the wounds will
heal on their own.”
“No, not happening.”
“Then you’re stuck with a needle.”
Dear God…a needle or shifting? How in the hell was he
supposed to pick between those two horrible options.
Finally, Chance gave a huff of resignation and held out an
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arm. “Fine, I’ll take the damn IV. Just make sure you get it in
the vein on the first shot. I can scream like a girl and I’m not
too embarrassed to give you a display of that talent.”
“Oh, stop your whining.” Jacyn reached into his magical
bag and pulled out a colorful bandage. “If you’re a good
boy, I’ll give you a Sponge Bob Band Aid. I may even let you
pick out a sucker.”
Chance gave Jacyn one last dirty look before burying his
face into Thomas’s chest. If he was going to get punctured, at
least he could take some comfort in Thomas’s embrace.
Maybe…just maybe then Chance wouldn’t embarrass
himself by passing out. There was a first time for everything,
wasn’t there?
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Chapter Eight
hance woke up and immediately knew something was
wrong when he didn’t feel the warm comfort of Thomas’s
arms surrounding him. They’d spend the past couple of
days and nights together, hanging out and getting to know
each other a lot better. For him to suddenly be absent
without telling Chance where he was going was both
troubling and aggravating.
While they’d yet to fully make love, they’d spent plenty of
time making out and giving each other hand and blow jobs.
Thomas hadn’t exactly gone so far as to claim Chance or
even declare that he wanted a serious relationship. Chance
still hadn’t expected a cold brush-off either.
He sat up and ran a hand through his hair, his gaze
searching the empty room. Almost as if he expected Thomas
to spring out from the shadows with a yell of Surprise! or
something.
Grabbing some clothes, Chance pulled them on and went
to the kitchen in hopes of finding his wayward Lion. When
he only encountered Riley and Xavier, a sense of profound
disappointment crashed in on him.
Damn it, since when had he been so dependent on
Thomas and his presence? Chance always prided himself on
being the one who took care of others and having them be
dependent on him. To find himself in the reverse situation
was upsetting.
The twins both seemed to be engrossed in buttering a
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piece of toast so it took them a few moments to notice
Chance’s presence.
Xavier smiled at him. “You look like you lost something.”
Xavier always could read Chance’s emotions. Sometimes
it felt as if the brat was Chance’s very own living, breathing
mood ring. Only Xavier didn’t tarnish his finger and was ten
times more annoying.
“Have you seen Thomas anywhere?” Chance asked.
“Yeah, he said he had to go do something and that he’d
be back later,” Xavier replied, returning his attention to the
toast.
“He didn’t say where he was going?”
“No, he just made me promise to make sure you took it
easy. He also left his cell phone number in case you needed
to reach him.”
“Oh,” was all Chance could say.
In truth, he didn’t know how to feel. While it sucked that
Thomas had taken off without a word to Chance, at least
he’d given instructions to Xavier. So that had to mean
something…right?
Chance was torn from those thoughts as the brothers
continued to study the piece of bread. “What in the hell is
going on? Are you having trouble buttering that thing?”
Riley gave him a horrified look. “Butter? As if! It’s Nutella
or nothing at all.”
“Ooookay…that still doesn’t explain why you’re staring
at a piece of whole wheat.”
“Riley thinks he saw a spider slugging through the
Nutella.”
“It was huge, hairy and gross,” Riley added.
Chance blinked. “A spider? Are you sure?”
Riley nodded. “Yes. Did I mention it was hairy?”
“Yeah, that may have already come up.”
Xavier set down the toast and shook his head. “I’m sorry,
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Riley, but I don’t see it.”
“The sneaky bastard must have slunk off,” Riley declared,
giving the plate a narrow-eyed glare.
Chance and Xavier exchanged confused looks.
“So, what are your plans for the day?” Chance asked.
“Riley asked me to go to the Hawk side of the building
and help him go through some archives. You want to come
along and help?”
“Uh…no.”
The only ones who hated him more than the felines were
Hawks. They were nearly extinct thanks to Ravens so the
last thing they wanted was to have a member of that breed
living amongst them. So to say that they didn’t give Chance
a warm welcoming would have been an understatement.
“What are you going to do? Just hang out here all day?”
Xavier demanded.
Riley laughed. “He’s probably going to get caught up on
his rest. With all the moaning and stuff that’s been coming
from his room, I don’t think that bed has been used much for
sleeping.”
Chance was saved from having to answering when a
knock sounded. Before he even had a chance to answer the
door, it burst open and Dalton practically shot into the room.
His eyes were wide with excitement and he spoke so fast the
words practically tumbled over each other.
“Oh, my God. Oh, my God. You have to come out and see
what Russell sent me!”
“A Frisbee and rawhide bone?” Riley quipped.
Xavier popped him on the arm. “Watch it, my mate’s a
Wolf, too.”
“But since it’s Ranger, I overlook that flaw.”
“Why do I put up with you?”
Riley flashed a snarly grin. “Because we share DNA.” He
then held up the piece of toast. “Hey, Dalton. Do you see a
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spider in this?”
Dalton paused mid-breath. “No, why? Should I?”
Chance just shook his head and ushered Dalton out.
“Don’t even get him started. Why don’t you show me what
Russell bought you.”
Once they were outside, Dalton flashed a set of keys. “He
got me a frigging Bentley Continental GT! It was just
delivered.”
Holy crap, it looked like Dalton had really hit the jackpot
with his Wolf. “What do Shane and Trevor have to say about
your gift?”
A frown came over Dalton’s face. “I kind of haven’t told
them yet. They really don’t like Russell and tend to get
grumpy whenever I mention his name.”
“You’re going to have to tell them sometime. It’s not like
they’re not going to notice a Bentley parked in the driveway.
That kind of car doesn’t exactly blend into the background.”
“True,” Dalton mused before flashing a wicked grin.
“That still doesn’t mean we can’t go for a little drive first.”
Chance laughed. Like he’d actually refuse that kind of
offer. Any guy in his right mind would jump at the chance to
ride in such a nice car. “If you insist, I guess I have no choice
but to go with you.”
They went out to the front. A crowd had already gathered
around the car. All of them wore looks of awe and
adoration, all of which were directed at the vehicle. Not that
Chance could blame them. Bright red, with a glossy finish,
the thing really was a wet dream come true. Dalton flashed
an isn’t-this-cool look to Chance before he fished out the
keys.
“It’s mine. All mine. All mine,” Dalton bounced a few
times on the balls of his feet. “Now let’s see what this bitch
can do.”
“Are you sure Shane and Trevor aren’t going to get pissed
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at you for taking off? I know how they like you to take a
guard with you whenever you leave headquarters,” Chance
pointed out.
Dalton searched the crowd, before pointing to a Hawk
shifter. One of the few who’d actually gone out of his way to
be nice to Chance.
“Gage, can go with us,” Dalton declared. “He’s a good
soldier, but he doesn’t have a stick up his ass.”
“Is this going to get me in trouble with Shane and
Trevor?” the Hawk asked.
“Of course it is!” Dalton ginned brightly.
Gage grinned. “Cool, then I’m in.”
They climbed inside, Gage taking the backseat. Dalton ran
his hands over the dash, doing the It’s-mine chant once
more. As he started it up, Chance and Gage exchanged
uneasy glances. Dalton alone was something akin to a litter
of kittens jacked up on sugar. Now that he actually had
some horsepower at his disposal, all of Flint could be in
trouble.
An hour later when they pulled back into the parking lot,
Chance felt certain that there was a permanent indentation
left behind from his fingers grabbing the dash. Dalton, on
the other hand, wore a huge grin and kept laughing.
“This is so damn cool,” Dalton said for what had to be the
millionth time.
“Yeah, just fan-frigging-tastic,” Gage groaned from the
backseat.
The Hawk’s face had a green tinge to it and he kept
clutching his seatbelt, as if needing reassurance it was still in
place. “Now I know why Trevor warned me to run the other
way if you ever wanted to drag me along on one of your
outings. You’re a menace.”
“Admit it, you had a blast,” Dalton countered, not
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looking the least bit upset at being pegged as a menace.
Chance pointed to a small group gathered by the front
doors. “Not to be a buzzkill, but I think we may be in
trouble.”
Shane and Trevor were there and neither one of them
looked happy. In fact, the fury etched on Shane’s face was so
vicious that a shiver went down Chance’s spine. Dalton
didn’t seem worried at all, he even grinned and waved at his
guardians.
As soon as they got out, Shane and Trevor descended on
them. Chance and Gage both took a couple of steps back, but
Dalton held his ground. The smile never once wavered.
“What in the hell do you think you’re doing?” Shane
demanded.
“I got a new car and I took it out for a drive.”
“Yeah, we heard about where you got it. You need to
send it back,” Trevor admonished.
“No way in hell am I sending that back. Are you crazy?”
Dalton snapped.
“Yes, I am,” Shane replied curtly.
“You know you’re not supposed to go anywhere without
Shane or I being with you,” Trevor said.
“I took Gage.”
Shane rolled his eyes. “What’s one twink Hawk shifter
going to do if you get attacked?”
“Hey!” Gage protested. “I’m not a twink. I’m bigger than
you.”
They continued to argue, but Chance didn’t listen
anymore. Something moving on the roof, distracted his
attention. Narrowing his eyes so he could see better, he was
further confused when he realized it was Riley.
Why in the hell would Riley be on the roof? It was a well-
known fact the Eagle was terrified of heights. Intrigued,
Chance went inside and up the stairs leading to the roof.
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When he got there and found Riley standing right at the
edge and staring down, Chance’s curiosity turned to fear.
Riley for his part didn’t seem aware that he was no longer
alone. He just continued to look down, almost like he was in
a trance.
Something told Chance not to make any sudden moves so
he slowly inched forward and called out in a soothing voice,
“Riley. What’s going on?”
Riley whipped his head into Chance’s direction, a dreamy
smile playing on the Eagle’s face. “Oh, hi. I’m so glad you’re
here. You need to see this.”
“See what?” Chance’s heart pounded in his chest as he
realized just how close Riley’s toes were to the edge. While
Riley may be an Eagle and could fly, in his human form, he
could still fall to his death.
“I got it all figured out,” Riley made the declaration in an
awed tone.
“You do?”
“Yes, I know how to finally get over my fear of heights. I
just need to let myself fall this one time. Once I hit the
bottom, I’ll realize that it’s not so bad and then I won’t be
afraid anymore.”
The plan was so irrational that Chance didn’t even know
how to begin arguing with it. Instead, he decided that he
needed to find a way to coax Riley away. “Don’t you want
Xavier and Colin to see you when you do this?”
Riley scowled. “No, they’d just try to talk me out of it.
They never understand my ideas.”
The Eagle’s body seemed to sway a bit. Chance nearly
cried out in alarm, but held it in, not wanting to spook Riley.
“I really think Xavier would want to see this. Hey, he may
even want to jump with you.”
Riley paused, his lips pressing together thoughtfully.
“You think so?”
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A tiny flicker of hope flared inside Chance’s chest. “I know
so. He was just telling me the other day how he hated that
he missed out on so much of your life.”
“Okay, but only if he promises not to tell Colin.”
“I’ll make sure he doesn’t say a word.” Yeah, right. That
was going to be the first thing Chance did once he got Riley
to safety. Chance didn’t know exactly what medication they
had Riley on, but somebody obviously had miscalculated a
dosage or something.
They were halfway to the door leading downstairs when
Riley pulled up short, a scowl coming over his face. “You
must think that I’m really stupid.”
Chance’s stomach dropped. Fuck, and he’d been so close
to getting Riley to safety, too. Striving to keep his features
calm, Chance said, “I don’t know what you’re talking
about.” He put a hand in the small of Riley’s back and tried
to urge him forward, but the shifter didn’t budge.
“You’re trying to trick me,” Riley accused, his upper lip
curling up in a show of aggression.
“No, I’m not. I swear it.”
Riley batted Chance’s hand away and took several steps
away. “You’re a fucking liar. Just like the rest of them!”
“No, I’m not,” Chance protested. He reached out to grab
Riley, but the Eagle danced away. His eyes were dark with
fury. Chance began to panic, realizing he’d lost complete
control of the situation and he may not be able to save Riley
from himself.
“Riley, please. Don’t do this,” Chance begged.
Riley flipped him off, then made a mad dash to the edge
of the roof. Chance knew he had no other choice but to use
brute force. He dove, tackled Riley and brought him down.
They both hit the rough surface of the roof with a hard
thud. Pain exploded from his side, but Chance ignored it,
too intent on getting Riley under control.
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“Let me go, you fucker,” Riley shouted.
The doors to the stairwell burst open and a dozen Hawk
shifters came pouring through. They all wore looks of pure
fury.
That’s when all hell broke loose.
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Chapter Nine
ou stupid fuck!” one of the Hawks snarled.
He grabbed Chance and jerked him away from
Riley. Chance barely had time to register what was
happening before he found himself being thrown in the air.
He hit the roof on his injured side, a ripping sensation letting
him know that the stitches had been broken.
“Wait,” Chance tried to explain. Not only did he want to
get them to understand for his sake, but he was still worried
about Riley. He didn’t want the guy to make another run for
the edge. He opened his mouth to talk, but a scream of pain
came out instead when somebody delivered a hard kick to
his side.
That was only the first of many, too. Chance curled up
into a ball and put his hand over his head in a futile effort to
protect himself. All the while, the Hawks continued to hurl
insults.
“Fucking Raven.”
“How dare you even touch Colin’s mate?”
“You’re just as disgusting as the rest of them.”
“They should have never let you live, let alone step foot in
headquarters.”
Chance realized that there was a chance that he may not
get off this roof alive. He let out a sob at the thought of never
seeing his siblings or Thomas again.
A loud roar filled the air. The Hawks all looked up, horror
etched on their faces as Shane came running over, Trevor,
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Dalton and Gage hot on his heels.
Dalton threw himself on top of Chance while the others
formed a semi-circle around Chance. The air grew thick with
tension as both sides faced off. The only sounds were
Chance’s moans and the growls coming from the felines.
“What in the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Shane
finally snapped.
One of the Hawks pointed at Chance. “He attacked our
second in command’s mate.”
Trevor glanced over at Riley. “Is that true?”
Riley just gave a whimsical smile as he began to hum a
song under his breath.
Another Hawk shot Gage a look of pure venom. “Why are
you siding with them? Are you a Hawk or a feline lackey?”
“I’m on whatever side is right,” Gage replied.
“And you think that we’re wrong?”
“Yes, there’s no way that Chance could harm anybody.
Especially Riley. He’s Xavier’s twin and Chance would
rather shoot himself in the foot than hurt either one of
them.”
“He’s a Raven!” a Hawk shouted.
“No, he’s Chance and he’s a friend,” Gage countered.
“Why don’t we ask Chance what happened?” Dalton
suggested.
Chance could feel the heat from all the gazes as they
locked in on him. Struggling to get to a sitting position, he
had to take several breaths before he could speak, “Riley
wants to jump from the roof.”
“So he’s an Eagle. He probably just wants to go on a fly,”
one of the younger looking Hawks said.
Shane gave him an utter look of disgust. “Wow, you give
a new meaning to the term bird brain.”
“Riley’s afraid of heights. He’s never been able to take
flight from the roof,” another Hawk supplied, his face
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growing pale.
Riley finally spoke up. “But just think, when I fall to the
ground, I won’t fear the pain anymore.”
“Oh my God,” one of the Hawks muttered as he shot
Chance a guilty look.
Meanwhile, Riley continued to babble. “It’s the perfect
plan. Or at least it was until Chance tried to stop me.”
Gage growled at his fellow Hawks before he knelt by
Riley and began to speak in low tones. Whatever he said
must have worked because they both got up and walked
inside.
“They used to live together before coming to the coalition
so Gage is accustomed to dealing with Riley’s episodes,”
Dalton explained in a whisper.
“I sure could have used him a few minutes ago,” Chance
tried to kid. His joke fell flat when he let out a groan of pain.
Damn, he hurt everywhere. His head felt like it was ready
to split. His side ached even worse than when it’d first been
scratched and his ribs screamed in protest whenever he took
a breath.
“Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t beat each and
every one of you right now,” Shane demanded in a near
snarl.
A Hawk held up his hands in a peace gesture. “We’re
really sorry we jumped to conclusions. When we heard Riley
screaming, we came to find out what was going on. Then
when we saw him and Chance struggling, we attacked
without thinking it through.”
“We’re really, really sorry,” another added.
“Sorry isn’t going to make his bruises go away,” Dalton
snapped with a venom uncharacteristic of his usual
sweetness. His gaze softened as he glanced up at his
guardians. “We need to get him to the infirmary.”
Trevor carefully picked Chance up, cradling him in his
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arms. Chance tried hard to hold back the whimper of pain,
but it still managed to slip out. He decided that maybe he’d
be better off sticking to his apartment from now on. It may
be boring as hell, but at least he would be safe. It seemed
that every time he got it into his mind to wander, he ended
up on a hospital cot.
Even though Trevor tried to take it easy, every step the
Panther took felt like agony to Chance. He buried his face in
Trevor’s chest to muffle the worst of his groans and
whimpers.
When they finally made it the infirmary, Chance nearly
wept in relief. Trevor gently sat him down on a bed and then
moved to the side to let Jacyn in.
“Are you here again?” Jacyn teased. “One more time and
I’m going to issue you a punch card, like Shane has.”
Shane flashed a grin. “After ten visits you get a free
smoothie.”
Chance tried to laugh, only to moan when pain lanced
through his body. Jacyn’s eyes narrowed as he carefully
studied Chance’s wounds.
“Does Mitchell know about this?” Jacyn finally asked, his
voice shaking with fury.
Shane shook his head. “Not yet, we were too concerned
about getting Chance here first.”
“I’ll be having a word with both Mitchell and Daniel. This
is just fucked up,” Jacyn seethed.
Daniel was the leader of the Hawks. Since he was married
to Jacyn and Mitchell’s brother, the shifter was also close to
the Jaguars. So he may actually listen when Jacyn spoke to
him. Then Chance brushed that thought aside, in-laws or
not, there was no way in hell any Hawk leader would get
that upset over a Raven’s wellbeing.
Jacyn tried to cut away Chance’s clothes, but relented
when informed they were new. Jacyn lifted up the shirt
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instead, his lips pressing together in disapproval when he
looked at the scratches. “Doc is going to be pissed when he
sees they ruined all his hard work.”
“Sorry,” Chance replied.
“Are you sure you don’t want to shift? It would be so
much easier for you.”
Chance shook his head. “I just…can’t. I’m sorry.”
It shocked him when Shane seemed to be the most
understanding of all. He put a hand on Chance’s shoulder
and gave a comforting squeeze. “That’s okay. Nobody is
going to make you do anything you don’t want to.”
Chance let out a sigh of relief. “Thanks. It’s just…” he
trailed off, not able to voice his fears.
Shane’s gaze softened with understanding. “I get it. You
don’t have to explain it to me.”
It dawned on Chance that Shane must have gone through
much of the same hatred. Leopards were not liked and
feared by most in the feline community so Shane no doubt
faced much the same prejudice that Chance did.
A loud commotion made them all jump.
“Where is he? Somebody better tell me what in the hell
happened?” Thomas roared as he walked in.
Chance shrank back, thinking that maybe he was the one
Thomas was angry at. Then Thomas rushed over and pulled
Chance into a tender hug. “I’ll kill them for touching you.”
“It’s okay, they didn’t realize what was happening. They
were only doing their duty and protecting their second’s
mate.”
Shane hooked a thumb toward the door. “We’ll give you
guys some privacy.”
After they left, Thomas pulled back and began to slowly
examine Chance’s wounds, growls rumbling in his chest. His
touch remained gentle, however, as did the look in his eyes
when he gazed back up.
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“I’m so sorry this happened to you,” Thomas finally said.
“Where were you?” Chance asked. Damn, he hadn’t
meant that to come out sounding so lost and needy. He
couldn’t help it though. As stupid as it was, whenever he
hurt or was scared, Chance found himself aching for the
comfort of the other man.
By way of answer, Thomas reached into his coat and
pulled out a battered, stuffed animal. As he handed it over,
Chance let out a sob. It was the stuffed Yogi that Dulla had
been forced to leave behind.
“You went all the way back for this?” he asked, his voice
breaking.
No wonder Thomas had been gone for so long. Chance’s
childhood home was deep in the Upper Peninsula of
Michigan. It took hours to drive there and back.
Yet, Thomas had done it and for him…a Raven.
A swell of emotions welled in Chance’s chest as he gazed
down at the bear. The stupid thing looked back up at him
with its goofy plastic eyes. Everything became a blur and
Chance realized he was about to cry.
“Oh, God. I don’t want them to see me like this,” he
breathed.
Thomas moved quickly, closing the privacy curtain
around them. He then pulled Chance into his arms. Chance
laid his head on Thomas’s shoulder and finally, for the first,
time let go. He cried for the loss of his parents. For how the
Ravens treated his sister. For the loss of their home. For what
he had been forced to do to survive. For the way the felines
treated him like he was a cross between a leper and the
boogie monster.
Most of all, he cried because he now realized just how
much he loved Thomas. Chance also realized that there was
no way they could ever be mated either. For no matter what,
the fact that he was a Raven would always be in the way.
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Through it all, Thomas spoke soothing words and stroked
Chance’s hair. Chance clung to that comfort, using it to keep
him anchored. They stayed that way, even when they could
hear Riley being brought in.
It wasn’t until the sounds of loud retching filled the air
that Chance winced, feeling bad for Riley. While they’d
managed to do wonders with his drug regiment, some of the
stronger stuff still made him sicker than hell.
Chance still kept his face buried in Thomas’s chest, not
willing to give up that small bit of comfort yet. Thomas
didn’t seem in any hurry to break the contact either. He
continued to hold Chance until they were interrupted by a
shifter Chance had never seen before.
Going by his white jacket, he was a doctor, despite the
fact that he looked too young to have gone through medical
school. With a beautiful olive complexion and almond
shaped eyes, he kind of reminded Chance of the psychiatrist
from the Law and Order TV show. The only real difference
being the shifter wore his hair gelled up in a more up-to-date
stylish way. That and the t-shirt and jeans he had on.
Somehow Chance didn’t see too many doctors wearing a
shirt that had a cartoon of a pouting bear and the words I’m
a sad panda on it. Another distinction was the shifter’s eyes.
They were bright blue and almost piercing.
“Hi, I’m North.” When Chance and Thomas blinked in
surprise, the shifter smiled. “I know, it’s weird, but that’s
what my parents stuck me with. You gotta hand it to Fox
shifters, they love to be different.”
“Hi, I’m Chance.”
North held up a medical file. “I know. Doc Featherstone
asked me to take a look at your case and see if I can help.”
“Help how?”
“I deal with emotional and mental issues.”
“Are you trying to say that Doc thinks I’m crazy?”
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Chance asked, thoroughly offended.
“No, he just thinks you need help getting through some
things. Since I was already at the infirmary helping Riley
out, we thought that maybe this would be a good time for us
to talk.”
Riley chose that moment to start retching again. Chance
cocked his head in the direction of the noise. “You’re not
going to do that to me, are you?”
North smiled. “No, Riley’s case is completely different.”
“So, what exactly is it that you want to do to me?” Chance
asked, with heavy distrust.
“Just talk. I’d like for you to come in once or twice a
week.”
“This is because I won’t shift. Isn’t it?” Chance glared at
the Fox.
“Partly, it’s concerning that you’d rather go through all
this pain when a simple shift could take care of most of the
wounds.”
Damn, when he put it that way, it kind of did make
Chance look like he had some major emotional issues.
Chance snuggled deeper into Thomas’s embrace and
admitted, “I don’t want anybody to see me that way.”
Thomas gave him a squeeze. “We can close the curtains so
nobody else can look at you.”
Nervous, Chance took a deep breath and finally admitted
to his biggest fear of all. “I don’t want you to see it either.”
“Why?”
“I don’t want you to go back to hating me.”
Thomas cupped Chance’s face. “That will never happen. I
swear it to you.”
Chance shot an uncertain glance in North’s direction.
“Are you sure it won’t gross you out?”
“Trust me, kid, I’ve seen way worse.”
It scared the ever living crap out of him, but Chance
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realized he had to take the chance. Not only did he need to
heal, but this would show Thomas that Chance trusted him.
“Make sure the curtain is closed tight,” Chance ordered as
he got up and stood away from the bed and medical cart.
He closed his eyes and let the change come over him.
Unlike other shifters, his transformation didn’t come as a
bright light. Instead a dull, illumination shimmered over his
body.
There was a brief moment of pain, but Chance learned
from his first time and just gave over to the shift rather than
fighting it. It went much quicker this time and in a matter of
moments, he was in his Raven form.
He only held it for as long as necessary to heal, before he
shifted back to his human form. Once it was complete, he
looked down at his body. Aside from some rips and stains
on his clothes, he was back to normal. Even the scratch
wounds from the night before had healed.
Terrified of what he’d find, Chance forced himself to look
at Thomas. Instead of the hatred and disgust, Thomas wore
an expression of pure lust. His cheeks were flushed and his
eyes were dark with desire. Most arousing of all, his canines
had grown larger. Something Chance didn’t know felines
were capable of doing while still in their human form.
“Come here,” Thomas ordered.
The need that was so evident in that gravelly voice, sent a
jolt of desire down Chance’s spine. As he slowly moved
forward, his cock grew hard and it was all he could do to
hold in a groan.
When he reached the bed, Chance didn’t hesitate, he
climbed up, straddling Thomas’s lap so they were facing
each other. Their lips were just inches apart and Chance
soon covered that distance as well, pressing their mouths
together in a scorching kiss.
Thomas growled, his hands shooting out to cup Chance’s
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ass. He pulled them closer together, making their cocks
grind together perfectly. Waves of pleasure shot through
Chance.
“I can see that I’m not needed here anymore,” North
cracked. “I still expect to see you in my office next week
though, Chance.”
They didn’t respond to the Fox, both too busy kissing
each other. Since Chance discovered how nice it felt to rub
against each other, he did a few more times. When Thomas
groaned in return, a heady thrill went through Chance. It
was the best turn on of all, to know that he had this effect on
the strong Lion.
Chance rolled his hips again, a whimper ripping from his
throat at the wonderful sensation. “Need you.”
“Let’s get out of here then. Otherwise we’re going to give
the infirmary one hell of a show.”
“Hurry, I don’t know how much longer I can wait.”
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Chapter Ten
homas stood up so quickly that he almost dumped
Chance on the ground. Recovering quickly, he caught
the Raven just in time. Chance looked up, a sexy grin
playing on his lips.
“You’re not wasting any time, are you?” Chance teased as
he picked up the Yogi doll from the bed.
Thomas got them both steady on their feet, grabbed
Chance’s hand and practically dragged him out of the
infirmary. Chance let out a soft laugh. “I guess that answers
my question.”
While Thomas would have loved to go to his apartment,
where they could have a bit more privacy, it was a five
minute drive away. Since, he didn’t want to waste even that
small amount of time, he opted to go to Chance’s apartment.
When they got there and the place was empty, Chance
wanted to yell the Hallelujah chorus. Maybe they could get
some seclusion after all. He led the way back to Chance’s
bedroom and closed the door behind them.
If the way Thomas was taking charge intimidated him,
Chance didn’t show it. He just gazed up from under the lock
of hair in his face, desire burning in his eyes. Thomas
wondered how he could have ever thought that Chance’s
gaze was soulless or expressionless. The emotions had
always been there, plain to see, one just had to be willing to
look closely enough.
Thomas pulled Chance in for a kiss. If he lived to be a
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thousand years old, he’d never grow tired of the sweet
flavor of the Raven. The fact that Chance returned the
passion while still being timid at times only made things
better.
“Mine,” Thomas growled, not even caring that he was
coming off as the aggressive alpha.
“Okay,” Chance agreed, opening up for another kiss, the
Yogi doll falling from his hand and hitting the floor with a
soft thud.
Thomas happily obliged, at the same time reaching down
to unsnap Chance’s jeans. Lowering the zipper, he reached
in and pulled out Chance’s already hard cock. Rubbing his
thumb over the tip to gather up some pre-cum, Thomas
began to move his hand up and down the shaft.
Chance let out a soft moan, his body arching into
Thomas’s touch. Thomas smiled, loving that at least in the
bedroom Chance had no trouble letting his wants be known.
Putting his hands on Thomas’s shoulders, Chance looked
down to where Thomas was stroking him. Several strands of
dark hair fell over Chance’s face, highlighting his creamy
complexion. His cheeks were flushed with passion, his lips
swollen and red from all the kissing. Thomas couldn’t
remember when he’d ever seen anyone so beautiful before in
his life.
“Please tell me that we’re going to do more than give each
other hand jobs this time,” Chance panted.
“We’re going to do much more. I’m going to claim you.”
“Okay.”
That wasn’t enough, Thomas had to be sure that Chance
fully understood the implication of his words. “That means
after tonight you belong to me only. And I mean forever.”
Chance froze, his eyes growing wide. “But I’m a Raven.”
“True, but you’re also my Chance and I wouldn’t change
one thing about you.”
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“Are you sure about this? You’re not just saying all this
because you’re horny?” Chance pressed, a worried
expression passing over his face.
Thomas kissed the look away. “I’ve never been more
certain of anything in my life. I would have already done it
sooner, but I wanted to make sure you were healed before
we did any real kind of aggressive activities.”
Chance gave him a sweet, somewhat shy grin. “Heck, if
I’d known that then I would have given in and shifted a lot
sooner.”
Thomas grabbed the hem of Chance’s shirt and pulled it
over his head. Tossing it to the side, Thomas ran his hand
over where the scratch marks used to be. All that remained
were a few faded red marks. Thomas still took time to
tenderly kiss each one.
The smooth, glide of Chance’s flesh pressed against
Thomas’s lips felt so good that he almost came in his jeans,
like some inexperienced cub. When he got to where
Chance’s pants were, it was a matter of shoving them down,
since they were already undone.
Chance helped by kicking off his own shoes and tugging
his underwear and socks off. Once he had his mate
completely naked, Thomas took a moment to drink in his
beauty, before issuing an order, “Grab the lube and get in
bed.”
It wasn’t exactly the most romantic line, but it did the
trick. Chance scrambled on his bed and reached over to his
nightstand drawer, pulling out a bottle of lube. Thomas
began to take off his own clothes, never taking his gaze off
his lover.
Chance opened the bottle and squirted some of the liquid
on his fingers. Then, after giving Thomas a mischievous
grin, Chance laid down on his back and began to thrust a
finger inside his own tight ass, getting himself ready for
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Thomas’s cock.
With his other hand, Chance started to stroke his erection,
his face a mask of pleasure. The visual was so perfect, that it
took Thomas a few breaths to realize that he’d frozen in the
middle of the act of stripping. Finally, his brain caught up
with his cock and Thomas got into gear. He lost the rest of
his clothes and climbed on the bed, situating himself
between Chance’s legs.
Grabbing the lube, Thomas slicked up his erection, then
gently batted his lover’s fingers away. Chance muttered a
curse, but allowed it, reaching up with both hands to clutch
onto the headboard. Thomas took a moment to drink in the
image of his mate all stretched out, the sweat making his
body glisten in places.
“Beautiful,” he praised.
He then lined the tip of his cock up to Chance’s hole and
pressed inside. Thomas meant to go slow and gentle, but as
soon as he felt the warm, tightness of his mate surrounding
him, all thoughts of self-control were shredded. Letting out a
growl, Thomas slammed all the way in.
“Fuck, yeah! Just like that,” Chance cried, his eyes rolling
up into his head.
Thomas paused, an amused smile coming over his lips.
Who knew that Chance would be such a potty mouth in
bed? It was a trait that Thomas immediately found
appealing. He pulled back and then slammed in again, this
time earning a loud groan from Chance.
Chance seemed to want it rough so that’s how Thomas
gave it to him. The few times he did pause, worried that he
might be abusing the smaller man too much, Chance would
growl in anger. He even dug his sharp nails into Thomas’s
shoulder in a demand for more.
“Gonna come,” Chance whimpered.
At the same moment, he tilted his head to the side, baring
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his throat in a sign of ultimate submission. The sight threw
Thomas over the edge, roaring, he came, his cock pulsating
inside Chance.
“Mine,” Thomas snarled before he bit into Chance’s neck.
Chance yelled, hot seed covering both their stomachs as
he found his own climax. Thomas continued to thrust inside,
milking every bit of pleasure from his mate. It wasn’t until
Chance stopped letting out soft mewls that Thomas pulled
out.
He didn’t move any more than that, instead, dipping his
head to lick at the bite mark marring Chance’s pale skin.
Then Thomas gave in and did something he’d been dying to
do from the first moment he laid eyes on Chance. Tilting his
head, he rubbed his cheek against first one side and then the
other of Chance’s face.
Thomas wanted to drench the other man in his scent. That
way when any other feline came within sniffing distance of
Chance they would immediately know who he belonged to.
Only then did Thomas get up, but only enough to roll to
his side. Reaching out, he pulled Chance tight to his chest
and began stroking the man’s hair. Chance let out a happy
humming sound as he snuggled in deeper.
“That was amazing,” Chance said.
“Yes, it was.”
“Can we do it again soon?”
Thomas chuckled. “Babe, we can do it as many times as
you want.”
“Good, because I think I’ve become addicted to you,”
Thomas couldn’t have agreed more. Now that he finally
got a taste of the sweet Raven, Thomas knew that he’d never
get enough.
* * * *
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Chance woke up only slightly surprised to find the room
was still cloaked in darkness. Even though he and Thomas
had made love several more times and stayed up late,
Chance guessed he’d only been asleep for a couple of hours
tops.
Thomas had his arm thrown over Chance’s waist, the
heavy weight strangely making Chance feel safe. He turned,
burying his nose in Thomas’s hair. A smile came to his face
as he smelled the scent from Dulla’s special strawberry
shampoo. He and Thomas had showered right before they
fell asleep and the Lion’s hair was still a bit damp.
Since he didn’t feel that tired, Chance slipped from bed
and crept out of the room. He figured he may as well go to
the infirmary and see how Riley was doing. Even if the
Hawks were still pissed, Chance wasn’t going to let that stop
him from checking up on his friend.
After he put on his shoes, Chance left the apartment and
started to walk through headquarters. Since it was still
technically the midnight crew, there weren’t too many
felines or Hawks moving around. They all ignored Chance
and he returned the favor.
He noticed that he was walking by the entrance to the jail
and paused, his stomach growing tight as he looked at the
door. Thomas’s brother, Colby was somewhere in there.
What’s worse, he was suffering and all thanks to the Ravens.
Regret slammed into Chance as he realized that despite
Thomas’s promises the night before, they could never truly
be a happily mated pair until Colby was back to normal.
Chance resented the situation and silently cursed the
Ravens for all the pain they caused. And for what reason?
Just because they liked to hurt others. It just didn’t make any
sense to Chance.
Before he even realized what he was doing, his hand was
pushing open the door. As he walked inside the jail, he half-
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expected somebody to yell at him, but nobody seemed to
mind. Probably because they didn’t see one scrawny,
untrained Raven as a real threat.
When he’d first arrived at the coalition, Chance had
stayed for a brief time in the jail so he knew exactly where
they kept the feral shifters. With some trepidation, Chance
made his way there.
Several cells lined the walls, all of them filled. At first
Chance worried that he wouldn’t be able to figure out which
one was Colby. Then he noticed that there was only one Lion
in the bunch. It didn’t take much detective skills to deduce
which one Colby was.
His gut wrenched as he stared at the creature pacing
inside the large cage. If Colby’s humanity was still inside the
animal, Chance couldn’t see it. The Lion looked so angry—
so wild, that it was hard to see anything else. The Lion
turned to look at Chance, its mouth opening in a loud roar.
Several of the other ferals answered it, their calls filling the
air.
“Hey, what are you doing up this early?” a soft voice
called from behind him.
Chance spun around and found a Tiger shifter named
Owen standing a couple of feet away. Worried that he
would suspect a Raven shifter lurking around the feline ran
jail, Chance stammered, “I…I was…just checking up on
Colby.”
Owen smiled. “That’s okay. Everybody knows how close
you and Thomas are. It only makes sense that you’d want to
meet his brother.”
“What do you mean by everybody knows how close we
are?” Chance hedged.
“Dude, you should have seen the way Thomas flipped
out yesterday when he walked in and found out you were in
the infirmary again.”
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“Really?”
“Yeah, he nearly ripped the place apart.”
The thought that Thomas actually cared enough to go all
caveman made Chance feel a little bit better. That was until
he looked back at the cage. He let out a sigh, his heart
breaking for Colby and Thomas.
“Isn’t there anything more you can do for them?” he
asked Owen.
Since Owen was the coalition’s expert on poisons, he’d
been the one leading the team of researchers who were
looking for a way to cure the ferals.
Owen gave a sad shake of his head. “We’re close, but we
still haven’t had that major breakthrough yet.”
“What’s holding you back?”
“We haven’t been able to get a pure sample of whatever it
is the Ravens are using. While I’ve been able to pinpoint it in
the water system, the sample is so diluted that I can’t fully
analyze it.”
As those words sunk in, Chance thought back to the brief
time he’d worked for the small gang of Raven lackeys. While
they’d mostly done just grunt work that the higher-ranking
Ravens thought beneath them, there’d been one time when
they’d been trusted with something bigger. While they’d
never let on to Chance exactly what it was, he did recall that
they had several bottles of some kind of liquid in the back of
their van. He also remembered that the gang’s leader, Avis,
had kept one of the bottles as a souvenir. He kept it in the
den in a foolish attempt to make himself look more
important.
Chance realized what he had to do. It would be
dangerous, some would even say foolish, but he had no
choice. Plus, if he was successful, he may just be able to save
not only his relationship with Thomas, but Colby as well.
Muttering a thanks to Owen, Chance turned away from
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the cage, then walked upstairs and out of headquarters. As
he turned to give the building one last glance, he prayed that
he’d survive so he could come back to his family and
Thomas.
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Chapter Eleven
hance’s heart worked out a rapid beat as he walked up
the stairs leading to the house that the Raven gang used.
As he tripped over a warped plank on the steps, Chance
realized that house really was a subjective word when used
to describe the dump. A hovel that had boarded up
windows and a sagging roof, it should have been
condemned years ago.
He took a deep breath to steady his nerves before he
knocked on the door. As he waited for somebody to answer
it, he wiped the beads of sweat off his brow and tried hard to
school his features. If the Ravens even suspected that he was
ball-numbing scared, then his mission would be a failure
before it even began.
Avis answered the door with a snarl, “Who in the fuck is
banging on my door so early?”
When the Raven’s beady eyes shifted to hone in on
Chance, fear slid down his spine. He fought the urge to
squirm as he smiled up at Avis. “Hey, it’s me.”
Damn, how could he have forgotten how disgusting his
one-time employer looked? While most Ravens were gross,
Avis took it to a new level. His black leathers were coated in
some kind of greasy substance, and the stench rolling from
the guy almost made Chance gag.
“What are you doing here? I thought the felines had taken
you in as a pet?” Avis sneered.
“They kicked me out when I wouldn’t tell them
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everything I knew about Ravens,” Chance lied. “I thought
that maybe it was time that somebody showed those uppity
cats what happens when they cross a Raven.”
Okay, so maybe that last little bit sounded like it came
straight from one of those cheesy action movies he and
Thomas watched. He was relieved to see that it still worked.
Avis stepped aside and let Chance walk in.
If he thought Avis stunk, the smell inside was a million
times worse. Chance swallowed hard several times in an
effort to keep from vomiting as a rancid, ripe stench
assaulted his nose.
The only furniture decorating the inside was all broken or
shattered. Even the heavy, oak kitchen table was split in half.
Although that could be because of the large, rotting deer
carcass sitting on top of it. Two Ravens were using their bare
hands to eat it, one of them holding up a bloody offering to
Chance.
“No thanks, I had some road kill squirrel last night and
I’m still full,” he replied.
As gross as his comment was, it appeased the Raven. The
bird shrugged, then shoved the food into his mouth, his dark
eyes glinting in the stark lighting of the room.
Chance almost yelled when somebody came up behind
him and pressed their body into his back. Cool fingers
reached out and stroked his cheek. “What is this we have
here?”
Avis turned and gave a cruel smile. “It’s that feline loving
Raven we lost.”
Chance barely heard those words because his gaze had
landed on something of more importance. Sitting on top of
the dusty mantle of the dirty fireplace was a brown bottle.
The one that Avis had insisted on keeping after that damn
mission.
Now all Chance had to do was figure out a way to grab it
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and get the hell out of….well, this hell. Which wasn’t going
to be easy with this strange Raven manhandling him.
“He smells bad,” the molesting Raven declared.
That comment was so ironic Chance almost laughed. He
smelled bad? That was rich coming from a guy who reeked
like the bad end of a rendering plant.
When Avis gave another one of his evil smiles, Chance’s
heart picked up speed. His mouth grew dry as he found
himself pinned under the leader’s icy cold stare.
“Chance smells bad because some feline rubbed their
scent all over him. Funny thing is they only do that when
they’re fucking.” Moving in quick, Avis grabbed the collar of
Chance’s shirt and jerked it down, revealing Thomas’s bite
mark. “It’s also something they do to their mates.”
“Are you trying to say that he’s in love with a cat?” the
molester actually had the gall to gag at that suggestion.
“Oh, yeah. And now we get to show Chance what
happens to those who play for the wrong team.”
Panic flooded Chance as he realized that he’d fucked
up—bad. And there might be no getting out of this situation,
at least alive.
* * * *
Thomas didn’t know whether to get mad, upset or worried
and he opted to be all three as he rushed around
headquarters, looking for his mate.
Three hours. That’s how long he’d been looking since he
noticed that Chance was missing. So far he didn’t have a
damn clue as to where his Raven might be either. Dulla and
Xavier were helping him, both of them just as frantic with
worry.
Strangely enough, so were most of the Hawks. They all
felt guilty about the incident on the roof and were eager for a
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way to make it up. In Thomas’s opinion, he didn’t think they
could ever make good on that fuck-up, but he was willing to
take the help if it meant getting Chance back.
Shane and Trevor had left HQ with a team of felines so
they could expand the search. Since Shane was the best
tracker, Thomas took some comfort in knowing the feline
was in charge of that part of the hunt.
Of course he wouldn’t feel better until he had Chance
back, safe and in his arms. Letting out a growl of frustration,
Thomas punched one of the walls in the main meeting room.
“Calm down, we’ll find him,” Jacyn soothed.
He was there, along with all the other Jaguar brothers,
helping to coordinate the search.
“That’s easy for you to say, it’s not your mate who’s
missing,” Thomas shot back.
If anybody was surprised at his use of the word mate, they
didn’t show it. Jacyn ran a hand along Thomas’s arm in a
comforting manner. “We have all the best guys on the job.
We’ll figure out where Chance is.”
“I think I may have an idea. Or at least a clue that may
help,” a new voice said.
They turned to see Owen walking into the room. The
Tiger wore a look of extreme guilt as he ran a hand through
his hair, “He was down visiting Colby this morning.”
“What time?” Thomas demanded.
“Around three or four. I kind of lose track of time when
I’m working.”
“Did he say anything while he was down there?”
“We talked about the poison used on the ferals and how I
wasn’t able to make an antidote because I haven’t been able
to get my hands on a raw sample of the formula used by the
Ravens.”
Thomas’s blood ran cold as the implication of those
words hit hard.
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Jacyn let out a string of curse words. “Crap! Knowing
Chance, he went looking for the formula.”
Owen twisted his hands together. “You really think he’d
be that reckless?”
Thomas nodded, his stomach clenching in dread. “Yeah,
that’s exactly what Chance is doing. If he thinks there’s a
way to help Colby, nothing will stop him from doing it.”
Jacyn whipped out his phone. “I’ll call Shane.”
While Jacyn was on the phone, Owen tripped all over
himself to apologize to Thomas. “I am so sorry. If I’d known
he’d react that way, I’d never would have said anything.”
Thomas held up a hand. “That’s okay. It’s not your fault.
You were just being friendly and talking to him. I don’t
blame you at all.”
Jacyn let out a loud curse as he turned off his phone.
“This is not good at all.”
“What?” Thomas demanded, fear clogging his throat.
“Shane just heard from a contact who said he saw a clean,
cute Raven going into the home of one of the worst Raven
gangs in Flint. That was over two hours ago and nobody has
come out.”
Thomas knew without a doubt that it was Chance who’d
gone inside. After all, how many clean, cute Ravens were
there? Just one and he was Thomas’s mate. Thomas let out a
roar so loud the pictures on the walls shook.
“Gather up a team. We leave in five minutes.”
Chance better be unharmed when they found him too, or
else those Ravens would have hell to pay. They’d find out
the hard way what happens to those who cross a pissed off
Lion shifter.
* * * *
Chance pulled his legs to his chest in an effort to get
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comfortable as he surveyed the small closet they’d tossed
him in. His best guess was that he’d been in there a couple of
hours. His legs were cramped from lack of having stretching
space, he was thirsty and he had to pee. Still he couldn’t
complain too much, since that’s all the suffering he’d
experienced so far.
He knew that reprieve would be short lived. A shiver
went down his spine as he imagined some of the horrors
that awaited him. Worst thing was, he knew that what the
Ravens actually did to him would probably be ten times
worse than anything he could dream up.
God, how could he have been so stupid? Now that he had
time to calm down and reflect, he could see that he’d been
an utter idiot to think that he could just walk in here and
grab that bottle, without them attacking him. He’d allowed
his emotions to rule his decisions and it’d come back to bite
him in the ass.
Worst of all, he’d left without saying goodbye to Thomas.
Just when they’d finally been mated, too. He’d be lucky if
Thomas didn’t end up hating him.
Of course, Chance wouldn’t be alive to see said hatred.
He knew without a doubt that once the Ravens came to get
him, it would be so they could kill him. While that terrified
him, it also made him sad.
He didn’t want to leave behind his family, friends and
home. For the first time ever, he was beginning to have some
sense of belonging and now it was all going to be taken
away from him. It seemed so unfair.
The door burst open, a shock of light making him
temporarily blind. Chance blinked rapidly to clear his vision,
at the same time scooting back into the corner. If they were
going to be dragging him out, he was sure as hell going to
make them work at it.
Strong hands reached in and jerked him out. Chance
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kicked, bit, and scratched, but it didn’t do any good. Out of
desperation, he tried to shift, but all that earned him was a
swift punch to the back of the head. His vision swam and he
could hardly think, much less concentrate enough to
transform.
“Don’t even think about it, cat lover,” Avis snarled.
As soon as his sight cleared, Chance wished for blindness
again. The table that once held the deer carcass had been
cleared off. The blood still remained, along with a vast array
of surgical tools. Thick, leather straps were at the foot and
head of the table, their intention sickeningly obvious.
“Ah, hell no,” Chance yelled as he began to struggle
harder. He tried shifting again. Got hit again. He still
continued to kick and bite, but to no avail. They threw him
on the table, the wet, sticky blood soaking into his shirt.
Chance tried to arch up to get away from it, but a hand to his
chest stayed him.
Avis started to reach for the first strap, then pulled up
short when a series of loud thumps sounded from the roof.
The room stilled as the Ravens’ looks of glee morphed to
terror.
One of them darted to a window and stuck his head out.
“Shit, it’s Hawks. A lot of them.”
Avis backhanded Chance. “Damn it, I knew you were
nothing but trouble.”
A loud roar sounded from outside and Chance smiled
around the trickle of blood that had started to fall down his
chin. “Oh, you have no idea how much trouble is coming
your way now.”
Those were the last words spoken before every intact
window in the home exploded. The Ravens all let out loud
yells as they scattered for their weapons. At the same
moment, various felines in their animal form and Hawks
came pouring in.
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Chance knew he had to take cover and rolled to the side,
off the table. Of course, his unlucky ass had to land on the
deer carcass, which had been moved to the floor. He gagged
as goo covered his hands and clothes.
Recovering quickly, he got to a sitting position so he
could see the fight. Actually massacre would be a better
term. Avis and his lackeys were getting their asses handed to
them and then some. Already half of the gang were down
and a good number of the others were wounded.
Chance glanced up at the mantel, relieved to see the bottle
had made it unscathed. He knew it wouldn’t be that way
much longer. Not with a full-blown battle going on. If he
didn’t get to it soon, then he’d never be able to get the
formula to Owen.
Scrambling to his feet, Chance made a mad dash across
the room. He had to dodge a couple of commandants along
the way and was almost taken out by a Raven claw. He
finally made it. Reaching up, he snagged the bottle and held
it tight to his chest.
“What in the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Avis
yelled.
Chance spun around and let out a yelp as he found
himself looking down the barrel of a huge-ass gun. He
clutched the bottle tighter to his chest as he backed up, his
spine connecting painfully with the fireplace.
Just as he was flinching in anticipation of the bullet, a
flash of gold came in from behind Avis. The Raven must
have seen it, too, because he turned. Unfortunately for the
poor bastard, he wasn’t quick enough. A huge Lion jumped
on Avis, bringing him to the ground.
Chance flinched as the Raven’s screams of agony ripped
through the air. For some reason, it seemed so much louder
than the rest of the noise coming from the battle. While
Chance really did want to feel bad for the guy, it was kind of
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hard to dig up some sympathy for a murderer. Especially
when Chance glanced over at the surgical tools and recalled
how they were intending to use them on him.
Soon Avis’s screams died out and the Raven remained
motionless on the dirty ground. The Lion lifted its blood-
splattered muzzle and let out a roar so loud it hurt Chance’s
ears. Once finished, the feline lowered its head and locked
its gaze on Chance.
Chance didn’t hesitate a second, he rushed across the
room and threw his arms around the Lion’s neck. Burying
his face in the silky mane, Chance said, “Take me home,
Thomas.”
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Chapter Twelve
homas held Chance in his arms on the ride home, loathe
to put him down, even when they arrived at
headquarters.
Ever since he’d shifted back, Thomas had been unable to
stop shaking. He couldn’t get over how close he’d come to
losing Chance. The mere thought of those Ravens harming
his mate made Thomas want to howl with rage and tear
apart the bastards…that is if he already hadn’t ripped them
to shreds.
One of the most terrifying things of all was that Thomas
almost hadn’t had the opportunity to tell Chance just how
much he meant to him. That Thomas loved him and no
matter if Colby ever got better, he never wanted to let
Chance go.
That was something Thomas planned on remedying soon.
Just as soon as he shook Chance for being so stupid and
almost getting himself killed in the first place.
As they walked inside, the interior was packed with
shifters, feline and Hawk alike. They were all talking loudly,
but grew silent as they spotted Chance and Thomas.
Colin rushed forward to Chance, bent down on one knee
and bowed his head in supplication. “I thank you for saving
my mate’s life. Without your interference, Riley could have
been killed. I pledge my service to you.”
Chance blinked a few times, clearly shocked by the
gesture. “Uh…yeah, thanks, but that’s really not necessary. I
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just did it because he’s my friend, you don’t need to pledge
anything to me.”
“It would be nice to know that the bastards who beat
Chance were disciplined though,” Thomas growled, not
ready to let the matter completely drop.
Chance shook his head. “That’s okay, they didn’t mean
anything by it. They were just doing their job and protecting
Riley.”
That was just a little too forgiving in Thomas’s book, but
he decided to let it slide, Chance had already been through
enough.
Colin stood and pulled Chance into a tight hug, “Thank
you for being there for him.”
“How is he?”
By way of answer, both Xavier and Riley came running
up. No sooner had Colin pulled away, then they took over,
both of them wrapping Chance up into a tight hug.
“I’m sorry I got you in trouble,” Riley sobbed.
Chance patted his back. “It’s okay, it’s not your fault.”
“I should have been keeping a better eye on him myself,”
Xavier added.
“Hey, I thought we were all brothers,” Chance gently
chastised.
“We are,” Riley replied.
“Then it’s just as much my job to watch out for Riley. That
goes for all of you. I’ll always have your guys’ back.”
Dulla ran over and punched Chance in the arm. “Don’t
you ever do anything that stupid again.”
She then joined in the group hug. They stayed that way
for a moment before pulling apart. Chance pulled a bottle
from his front pocket and held it out to Owen. “Is this what
you were looking for?”
Owen took it, his hands shaking as he opened the cap.
Taking a deep sniff of the contents, he nodded. “Yes, it is.”
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That finally motivated Thomas into action. Crossing the
distance between them, he grabbed Chance by the shoulders
and gave him a slight shake. “What in the hell were you
thinking about, putting yourself in danger that way?”
Chance flushed, darting a self-conscious glance at the
crowd. “I did it for you. I know how much you want Colby
back.”
“Not if it means I have to lose you. Damn it, don’t you
know how much I love you?”
With a gasp, Chance slowly shook his head. “I just
thought that since I was a—”
Thomas growled, cutting him off. “So help me God, if you
say that I can’t want you because you’re a Raven one more
time, I’m going to take you to bed and spank your ass.”
A few titters met his announcement.
He ignored them and continued, “You are the most
important thing to me. I wouldn’t care if you were a one-
armed, purple hippogriff.”
“Although that would be interesting to see,” Carson
drawled, ever the coalition smartass.
“Really?” Chance asked, a tiny smile playing on his lips.
“Yes, you’re my mate and I wouldn’t trade you for a
thousand felines.”
Chance reached up and wrapped his arms around
Thomas’s neck. “I love you, too.”
Thomas let out a laugh of happiness before he leaned
down and captured Chance’s lips in a hard kiss. The crowd
erupted into applause and, at that moment, he realized that
he really did have his happy ending.
All that was missing was Colby, but Chance had finally
given them hope in that aspect, too. In other words, his mate
was a miracle worker in every sense of the word.
* * * *
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Chance stood outside Colby’s cage, gazing in as the Lion ate
the food laced with what they all hoped would be the cure
for his feralness.
Of course, Thomas was there, along with Dulla, Xavier,
Ranger, Colin and Riley. Since they all considered each other
family, it only made sense they would want to witness this
important moment.
“How long will it take?” Chance asked Owen.
The Tiger shrugged. “Your guess is as good as mine.”
They waited and as the seconds began to tick away into
minutes, Chance felt his hopes dimming. While Thomas
didn’t say anything, he could sense his mate’s
disappointment as well.
Desperate to do something, Chance walked up to the
glass, put his palm against the partition and said, “You
really need to come back to us. Thomas has been waiting so
long for you.”
Chance then went on to talk about Thomas. He told Colby
all about Thomas, including all the good and the bad
attributes. When he ran out of things to say, he just began
again at the beginning. He didn’t know for how long he
spoke, but his voice began to get raspy from so much use.
After what seemed like forever with no change, Chance
let out a sigh of defeat and allowed his forehead to rest
against the glass. Thomas came up behind him, his strong
arms wrapping around Chance’s waist. Chance closed his
eyes, feeling like an utter failure. Damn it, they’d been so
hopeful, too, now they had no way of reversing the poison.
“Oh my God, look at that,” Xavier breathed, his voice full
of awe.
Chance looked up and found himself locking gazes with a
blond-haired man, who was standing on the other side of the
glass. Dressed in shabby clothes and in dire need of a
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haircut, he looked otherwise healthy. He had the same blue
eyes as Thomas, but was about six inches shorter.
“Colby?” Chance whispered.
Colby gave a timid nod, before putting his own hand
against the glass, matching his palm up to Chance’s.
Chance smiled at him. “Welcome home, brother.”
About the Author
Stephani Hecht is a happily married mother of two. Born
and raised in Michigan, she loves all things about the state,
from the frigid winters to the Detroit Red Wings hockey
team. Go Wings! You can usually find her snuggled up to
her laptop, creating her next book or gorging on caffeine at
her favorite coffee shop.