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BuriedandShadowed
Buried
Chapter1
Chapter2
Chapter3
Chapter4
Chapter5
Chapter6
Chapter7
Chapter8
Epilogue
Shadowed
Prologue
Chapter1
Chapter2
Chapter3
Chapter4
Chapter5
Chapter6
Chapter7
Chapter8
Chapter9
Chapter10
Chapter11
Chapter12
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ABrandedPacksNovel

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BuriedandShadowed

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BuriedandShadowed


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GibsonBartonknowshisPackisonthevergeofsomethingtheywillneverbe
abletopreparefor:achanceatfreedom.Yetwhenhe’sfinallyabletoopenhis
eyestowhatmightbehisfate,itcouldbetoolate.

AsasubmissivewolfofherPack,MandyCalhounhasalwaysonlywatched
Gibsonfromafar.Becauseofherfears,shehasn’tletherintentionstowardhim
—ortheotherinhersights—beknown.

OliverDareistheForeseeroftheUrsinePack,andknowswitheachvision,his
deathisthatmuchcloser.Yethecannotseehisownfuture—orthatofthetwo
wolveswhohavebeenthrustintohispath.

Thereisdangerlurkingintheden,andasthethreelearntoprocesstheir
emotionsandnavigatetheirtemptations,they’llhavetofightforsomethingthey
neverknewtheyhad—orsacrificeitallforapurposefargreaterthantheirown
destinies.

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Sinclair,AlphaoftheUnseenPack,isdeterminedtodestroytheShifter
AccommodationUnit.Heunderstandsthathispeoplewillneverbefreeuntilthe
truthisrevealedandtheirenemiesarebroughtoutoftheshadowsandexposed
tothepublic.Unfortunately,thehumanfemalewhohasbeensecretlyworking
withhimhasdisappeared,andhisprioritiesmustshiftslightly.He’sresolvedto
trackherdown,andnotjustbecauseshehastheinformationheneeds.

MiraReeseisn’tstupid.She’spainfullyawarethatthesexyshiftershe’sbeen
workingwithhasbeenusingherfascinationforhimtogainaccesstotheCDC
computersystem.Butthatdoesn’tstopherfromhelpingSinclair.Notwhenit
allowshertobeclosetohim.ButaftertheCDCkidnapsher,sherealizesthat

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thisisn’tagame.She’sapotentialsaviorforthefutureoftheshifters—and
perhapsespeciallythelonerwolfwhostirsherpassions.

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Chapter1


Sometimescoveringascar,abrand,didn’tfeellikeathousandneedles

pressingintofleshandtearingthroughaperson’ssoul;sometimes,itadded
somethingnewandprecious.Somethingwithpromise.

Atleastthat’swhatGibsonhoped.
Abreezeslidhishairinfrontofhisface,andheblewonitbeforepulling

awayfromhisfriend’sarmandknockinghisheadbacksohecouldseeagain.
Hisbangsweregettingtoolong,buthedidn’thavethetimeorinclinationtocut
them.

Anya,themateofhisbestfriendCole,stoodbehindhimwithahairtieand

pulledthestrandsback.“Youneedahaircut,Gibson.”

Cole,themanhewascurrentlytattooing,watchedGibsonwithnarrowed

eyes.Theymightbebestfriends,butAnyawasalittletooclosetoGibsonfor
comfortapparently.That’swhathappenedatthestartofnewmatings.Themales
—andhell,thefemales,too—gotalittleterritorialwhenitcametowhatwas
theirs.Gibsoncouldn’treallyblameColeforwantingtoripouthisthroatright
then.

“Youmightwanttotakeastepbackthere,mommabear,”hesaidcasually.
Anya,aslender,decentlytallwoman,stoodbackandmovedsoshewasin

Gibson’slineofsight.Hertwocubsfromherdisastrousfirstrelationship
bouncedaroundherfeetinbearform.Theywereseriouslyadorable.

ShelookedbetweenGibsonandCole,herbrowsraised.“Seriously,lazy

cat?Iwasjustputtinghishairbacksohedidn’tmessupyourmatingtattoo.”

Coleblinkedupather,asmilelazilyformingonhisface.Therewasa

reasonAnyacalledhermatelazycat,themanmovedslowlyandwithasenseof
easeGibsonneverunderstood.Ofcourse,thatwasonlywhentherewasn’t
dangertoAnya,thecubs,orthePack.Ifsomeonecameafterthemliketheyhad
before,well,noonewouldevercallColelazythen.

“Ijustlovewatchingyougetangry,”Colesaidbeforehewinked.“Youget

allhotandbothered.”

Anyasnortedbutdidn’tlookangryatallrightthen.Theircubs,Owenand

Lucas,rolledaroundontheflooraroundthem,oblivioustothecurrent
conversation.Atleasthethoughtso,sincethecubswereoddlyobservantwhen
hewasn’tpayingthatmuchattention.

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Sincethenewlymatedpairwascurrentlyinadeepconversationabout

nothing,Gibsonsethistattooingequipmentdownandrubbedthebackofhis
neck.Ofcourse,heprobablycouldhaveredonehishairinanewponytail,buthe
likedthefactthatAnyahaddoneit,merelybecauseitrankledCole.That’swhat
bestfriendsdid,afterall,buggedtheshitoutofeachother.

BeforethethreePacks—Canine,Ursine,andFeline—hadbeenforced

togetherinthesinglecompoundafewmonthsago,Gibsonneverthoughttofind
friendshipwithaFelineTracker.Now,hecouldn’timaginehislifewithoutthe
otherman.

ColeunderstoodGibsoninwaysothersdidn’tbecausehedidn’tpush.The

othermanlethimbe;lethimbreathe.Gibsonlikedbeingalone,watchingfrom
afar.Hedidn’tgettooclosetoothers,andotherthanhisAlpha,Holden,he
didn’tspeaktotheotherwolvesmuch.

Heneverfeltlikehecouldhonestly.BecausehewastheoneinthePack,

andnowtheentirecompound,whohadtheability—andresponsibility—tomark
thosewhohadalreadybeenbranded.

WhentheVeronaVirushadhitthehumanpopulationaquarterofacentury

ago,hispeoplehadbeenforcedoutofhidinginordertosavethehumanrace.
He’donlybeentenatthetime,butheremembereditvividly.Heremembered
thefear,thedeath,andtheentrapment.Whenthehumansfoundoutaboutthe
existenceofshifters,theycreatedtheShifterAccommodationUnit,akathe
SAU,andforcedeveryonenotlikethemintocompounds.

Gibson’sfamilyhaddiedintheambush,andhe’dbeenforcedtofindaway

tolivewithouttheminthisnewworld.Untilrecently,he’donlyseentheSAU
guardsandwolves.Nowwiththebearsandcatswithhim,hehadalittlemore
variety,butitwasstillasolitaryexistence.

Mostlybecauseithadtobeforhim.
Whenthehumanstooktheirfreedom,they’dalsoforcedtheshifterstowear

collarslikeanimalsandbearthebrandsoftheirspecies.Andbecausethosein
theSAUweresadisticweasels,theyforcedthewolves’Alpha,Holden,tobethe
onetobrandthem.HisfriendandAlphawasmadetoburnthefleshofhis
peopleinfrontofthePacksothehumanscouldfeelsuperior.Aschildrenwere
bornintheden,theywereforcedtowearthebrand,aswell.Thankfully,the
humansdidn’tunderstandPackmagic,anddidn’tknowthatHoldenwastheone
whofeltthepainwitheachbrand.Holdenhadtoholdbackthescreamsand
teachthechildrentoplayatbeinginpainsotheywouldn’tgetcaught.

Gibsonknewhe’dneverfullyunderstandthedepthofhisAlpha’sloveand

loyaltytohisPack,buthe’ddoanythinghehadtoinordertoprotectthose
bonds.

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Andthatwaswhyhe’dbeentheonetolearntotattoo,tobetheonewho

madeeachbrandspecial,ratherthansomethingfromtheSAU.Helearnedto
traceoverraisedfleshwithinksothebrandlookedlikesomethingthey’dwant,
ratherthansomethingthrustuponthem.Healsoaddedtoonesideofthetattoo
withaspecialdesignthatspokeoftheindividualPack.

ThereweredozensofcompoundslitteredaroundmajorcitiesintheUSand

theworld.Throughtheirownspynetwork,theshiftershadbeenabletocomeup
withawaytomaketheirowndesignsforinkaroundthebrand.ItwasGibson’s
jobtomakesureeachandeveryPackmemberhadit.Ofcourse,hewaiteduntil
eachshifterwasofageandsoundmindtodoit,buthewastheonewhotattooed
eachandeverywolfintheden.

Andbecausethecatsandbearshadnoonewithhistalent,hedidtheirs,as

well.Inthepastdecade,he’dbeentheonetosneakoffthecompoundtothecats’
andbears’placestodotheirtattooing.Whilehecouldhavetaughtotherstodoit,
hefeltlikehewastheonewhohadto.Itseemedridiculousinretrospectthat
he’driskedsomuchtodowhathedid,butatthetime,heknewhehadto.And
theAlphasoftheothertwoPackshadbeenwelcoming—evenifsomeofthe
othershadn’twantedhiskindtotouchthem.

Yeteverysingleonehadhisink.
Hundredsofshiftersworehismark,hiswork,andyethefeltclosedofffrom

them.Asifhewereontheoutsidelookinginbecausehewastheonewhohadto
causethemmorepain.

“Youokay,Gibson?”Coleasked,hisvoicelow.
Gibsonlookedupathisfriendandnodded.Hedidn’tspeakmuchsince

therewasn’tareasonto.Hisworkwouldspeakforitself,andnotjustthePack
tattoos.Healsodidotherworkforanyshifterwhowantedatattoothatwas
theirsandnotthePack’sortheSAU’s.

Thatmeanthewasalwaysbusy.Buthelikedit.Aslongashedidn’thaveto

thinktoohardaboutwhyhewantedtostaybusy,hewasfine.

“Wanttofinishthisanothertime?”Coleasked,worryonhisface.
Gibsonshookhishead.“I’mgood,”hegrumbled,hisvoicerustyfromlack

ofuse.

“Ifyousayso,”Colesaidwearily.“WecandoAnya’smatingtattoo

tomorrowifyouneedabreak.”

“Really,Gibson,I’mgoodwithwaiting.”Colewrappedhisarmsaroundher

hipsasshestoodnexttowherehermatesat.Gibsonheldbackasigh.

Hewashappyforthem,truly.Ifanyonedeservedamateandahappy

ending,itwasthesetwo.They’dbeenthroughhellforoneanotherandtheir
Packs,andthismatingwouldensurethePacks’healthaswellastheirown.

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SoGibsonwouldcompletetheotherpartofhisroleandworkonthemating

tattooforthem.Itwastheleasthecoulddo.Ontheothersideofthebrand,
oppositethePacksymbol,whenacoupleortriadmated,theyhadtheirown
designinkedontheirflesh.Thatway,onceitwascompleted,theyheldafull
circle:ofshifter,Pack,mating,andfuture.Withoutallofit,thedesignlooked
unfinished,asifitneededmoreforapersontostaywhole.Hestoleaglanceat
hisowndesign,onehe’dinkedhimself,thoughheknewhecouldhaveprobably
foundanothertodoitforhim.

Hedidn’thavethematingmarkandknewitmightnevercome.Matings

werefewandfarbetweenwithinthecompound.Therejustweren’tenough
peopleforeachpersontofindsomeonetheywantedtospendtherestoftheir
liveswith.Andwhileitmighthavebeenabiteasierto…settleiftheywere
human,theirinnerbeastswouldneverallowthat.

SowhileGibsonmighthavewantedanother,unlesshiswolfagreed,it

wouldneverhappen.Ofcourse,inGibson’scase,itwasalittlemore
complicatedthanthat.

ForGibson,italwayswas.
Owenpattedhiskneewithhislittlepaw,hisclawssheathed,andGibson

smiled.Helovedthesetwocubslikehisown,andsincehewastheirhonorary
uncle,hiswolffeltliketheywerefamily.Infact,hiswolfstretchedout,givinga
bigyawnbeforebumpingupagainsthisskin,wantingcontact.

Soon,Gibsonthought.He’dshifttohiswolfandgoonaruninoneofthe

fewareastheSAUallowedhimtohuntwithinthecompound.Onedaysoon,he
hadafeelingtheirkindwouldbeabletohuntandroaminanyoftheforested
areasaroundhere,freeandontheirownfourpaws.

Thetimewascomingforarevolution,thoughGibsonwasn’tsureitwould

befromtoothandclaw,butmaybementalabilityandpolicyinstead.Thatwasso
unlikethepastthey’dgrownupin,thehistoriesthey’dbeentaught.Butaslong
ashisPackcouldlive,hewoulddoanythingforthem.

GibsonsighedandroughedupthefuronthetopofOwen’sheadbefore

stretching.“Okay,let’sgetthislastpartdoneandIcanworkonAnya’s.It’llbe
quickerwithhersbecauseIalreadyhavethedesigndoneandit’salwayseasier
thesecondtime.”

Coleblinkedathim,andGibsonwasawarehe’dspokenmorethenthan

usual,buthewastryingtogetoutofhisfunkandgethismindonthetaskat
hand.Hecouldbroodonhisownlater.Itwaswhathewasbestat.

“Thanksfordoingthis,”Anyasaidsoftly,Lucassnuggledinherarms.
“It’swhatIdo,”Gibsonsaidjustassoftly.Andthatwastrue.Hewasn’tthe

kindoffighterColewas,evenifhecouldholdhisown.Sohedidhisbesttobe

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amasterattheonethingnooneelsewantedtodo.

Ascenthithimstraighton,andhegrippedhismachineharderbefore

forcinghimselftorelax.Thankfultheneedlehadn’tbeeninCole’sskin.Butit
wasdamnclose.Hehatedthatscent.Hateditasmuchashecravedit.

Thoughtheywereinsidehislittlestudio,hehadthedooropentoletout

someoftheintenseheat.Itwasn’tasiftheyhadairconditioningorheating
withintheirlittlehomes.TheytookwhateverofferingstheSAUgavethemand
builtwhattheycould.Thereweresomegeniuscarpentersandbuilderswithin
thePacks,buteventheycouldn’tmagicallyproduceequipmentthatdidn’texist.

Andbecausehehadthedooropen,Oliver’sscentfilledthehomequicklyas

thelargegrizzlybearinhumanformlumberedinsidetowatchhissistergether
matingtattoo.

“Oliver!”Anyacalledoutwithasmile.StillcarryingLucas,shelefther

lazycatmatetoGibson’sdevicesandmovedtowardherbrother.“Youcame.I
didn’tthinkyouwould.”Shecuppedherbrother’sfaceandthatbigbushybeard
ofhis,andthoughGibsoncouldn’tseeherfeatures,heknewshewouldlook
worried.

ShealwayslookedworriedwhenitcametoOliver.
“Ijustneededanap,Anya,”Olivergrowled.AndthoughGibson’sattention

wasonCole’sarm,hecouldstillwatchoutofhisperipheryasOliverpicked
LucasfromAnya’sarmsandliftedOwenupfromthefloor.Thelargemanheld
bothbearcubsinhisembraceandlookedlikehediditeveryday.

Ofcourse,heprobablydid.
Sincethereweren’tthatmanybuildingstohouseeverynewmemberofthe

compound,peoplewereforcedtodoubleuponfamilies.However,sinceOliver
wastheForeseer—amemberofgreatdistinctionandsacrifice—hehadahouse
forhisfamilyalone.

Gibsonalsolivedalonesinceheresidedinhistinystudio.Itwashard

enoughtodotattoosforpeoplewhomightnotwantthemwithoutotherpeople
lookingon.Thoughhehatedwhenotherscameinwiththeirnewlyhealed
brandsandlooksofdefeatintheireyes.Thankfully,ithadbeenawhilesince
he’dseenthatsincetheadultshadbeenbrandedyearsago.Nowthosethatcame
inhadbeenbornintoaworldwhereitwaspartoftheirritesofpassage.

Oneday,thingswouldbedifferent.Theyhadtobe.
GibsonfinishedupCole’sinkandwentthroughaftercareinstructions.

Thoughtheyweredifferentthantheinstructionshe’dgivetoahumansincethey
wereshiftersandcouldhealquickly.Oddlyenough,theonlyhumanhe’dever
hadtotattoowasHolden’smate,Ariel,andshehadn’tbeenfullyhumanatthe
time.She’dbeenthefirsthumantransformedintoashiftersincetheVerona

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Virushadhittheworldandtheshifters’secretshadbecomeparamount.Claire,a
wolfwhohadwantedHoldenforherown,hadbrokenthePack’strustwhen
she’dtoldtheSAUoftheirabilitytocreateshifters,notjustbirththem.

Herbetrayalhadstartedthepathtoredemptionandfundamentalchange

theywereon.HisPackhadchangeddramaticallyinthepastfewmonths,and
Gibsoncouldonlyhopeitwasforthebetter.

WhenAnyasatdowninhischairafterGibsonhadcleanedupthearea,his

wolfwasonedge.Oliverhadn’tlefthisspotnearthedoorasthecubsnappedin
hislargearms.Therewassomethingsoothingandyetoff-puttingforGibsonin
thesightofsuchalargemaninaflannelshirteveninthisheat,decentlytight
jeans,andtwocubsinhisarms.Hecarriedthemasiftheyweighednothing,and
yetGibsonknewthetwokidswereheavierthantheylookedinthatform.

Hehatedthathecouldn’tkeephisfocuswhenOliverwasintheroom.Of

course,ifheweretrulyhonestwithhimself,itwasn’tjustOliverwhodidthatto
him.Therewasanother,aswell.

Therewastrulysomethingwrongwithhislineofthinkingifthetwopeople

whocouldn’tbemorewrongforhimweretheonesthatfinallylethiswolfcome
outofhiding.

Withoutanotherword,hedidAnya’stattoo.Thiswasaboutherconnection

andmatingtoCole,notaboutthefactthatGibsoncouldn’tkeephismindoff
Anya’sbrotherandanothersoulouttherewhohecouldn’thave.Thisshould
havebeensomethingalittlemorespecialthanhisneedingtofindaholetohide
in.

Whichwasjustlikehimthesedaysapparently.
Hejustneededtorun,tolethiswolfout.Andoncehedidthat,maybehe’d

getaclueandrememberthatOliverwastheForeseerandnotforhim.The
Foreseerdidn’tmate,andeveniftheydid,itwastoanotherbear,nottoawolf
withnofamilyortitle.Asfortheother?Well,shewasalreadytaken,wasn’t
she?GibsonhadbeentoolateforherandwastoowrongforOliver.

HefinishedupAnya’sink,knowingthereweremoreimportantthingsout

therethanhisneeds.Hedidn’tneedanything.AslongashekepthisPackhappy,
he’dfigureouthisownhappiness.

Anditwouldn’tbewithOliverorher.
Withonelastlookatthenewfamilyofbearsandcat,hepattedColeonthe

shoulderandgavetheothersachinlift.Thecubswerestillnapping,orhe’d
havesaidgoodbyetothem,atleast.Butastheywereoutofit,helefthisstudio
andhomewithoutanotherwordandjoggedtowardthedencenter.Itwasstilltoo
lightforhimtoshiftandchangewiththeSAUguardsonhighalert,sohe’dfind
somethingtodoinordertogetridofthisexcessenergyofhis.

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“Gibson!”
HeturnedatthesoundofhisAlpha’svoiceandjoggedtowardwhereAriel

andHoldenstood.ThebigwolfhadhisarmdrapedcasuallyaroundAriel’s
shoulderswhilesheleanedintohim,herwolfinhereyesasshesmiled.Shewas
stillnewatlearningtocontrolherbaseinstincts,butGibsonthoughtshehada
betterhandleonitthansomeoftheadolescentslearningtheirplaceinthe
dominancestructure.Hefiguredtheonlyreasonhecouldfeelherwolfjustthen
wasbecausethepairhadjustcomebackfromtheirhome,scentingofamating
oftheirown.BetweenthatandthefactthatHoldenseemedtohavemisseda
buttonwhilegettingdressedquickly,Gibsonhadafairideawhattheyhadbeen
upto.

Ifhe’dbeenanyotherwolf,he’dhavecalledthemonit,jokinglyornot.But

thatwasn’twhohewas.

“Holden,”Gibsonsaidsoftlyashemadehiswaytotheirsides.Henodded

atAriel.“Ariel.”

“Hello,Gibson,”Arielsaidsweetly.Shesmiledupathim,andhehadto

blinkquickly.Notmanypeoplesmiledathim.Infact,notmanynoticedhimat
all.Hewastherewhenhewasneeded,butpeopletendedtoforgetheexistedany
othertime.

“We’regoingtoworkonsomeofthenewbuilds,”Holdenexplained.Itwas

gettinglaterintheday,thoughtheytendedtoworkatnightanyway.Itkeptthe
SAUofftheirbacksandallowedthemtoworkfaster.Itwasn’tasifthedarkness
wasanissueforthem.

Theywerepredators,afterall.
“Whatdoyouneedmetodo?”heasked.
Holdenstudiedhisface.“Issomethingwrong?”heasked,hiswolfinhis

tone.TherewasareasonHoldenwasAlpha,andthiswasonlypartofit.The
othermanknewwhenhiswolvesneededhim,knewwhensomethingwasoff.
YetGibsonwasn’tabouttolayhisneedsathisAlpha’sfeet.Theywereforhim
andhimalone.

Gibsonshookhishead.“I’mfine.IjustfinishedAnya’sandCole’smating

tattoos.”Itwasn’talie,butHoldenwouldbeabletotakewhatheneededfrom
that.

ArielputherhandonGibson’sforearmoverhisbrandandstudiedhisface.

“You’llletusknowifyouneedus?Ifyoujustwanttotalk?”

Gibsonslowlyremovedhisarm,hertouchtoomuchforhim.Unlesshewas

workingonsomeone’stattoo,hetendedtokeeptohimself.Hemightbeawolf,
buthe’dalwaysknownhewasdifferent.

“Okay,”helied.“Tellmewhereyouneedme,”heaskedHolden.

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HisAlphaletoutasigh.“Onthebuildingnexttous.We’reworkingona

fewnewhousingunitsforthebears,thoughit’sgoingtobeasnugfit.”

“Wejustdon’thavetheroom,”Arielsaidsadly.“Wedidn’thavetheroom

beforethebearsandcatsarrived,andnowit’sthatmuchworse.”

Gibsonstudiedherfaceasshefrowned.Holdenbroughtherclose.“It’snot

yourfault.”

Arielgavehimasadsmile.“Itkindofis,butthemoreIwallow,themore

annoyingIget.Sohowaboutweworkonwhatwecanfixandletmesulklater.”

GibsonsighedbutfollowedtheAlphapairastheymadetheirwaytothejob

site.Sincetheheatstartedtosuffocate,seepingintohispores,hestrippedoffhis
shirtandbegantowork.Heneededthereleaseoftension,andbeatinghisbody
intotirednesswouldhavetobethethingthatdidit.

Hewaswellintoanhourofhardworkwhenthesweetscentofwolfand

sugarfilledhissenses.Hetensedanddidhisbestnottolookoverhisshoulder.

Ofcourse,hefailed.
HeturnedasMandymadeherwaytoAriel’sside,herbestfriendandfuture

mate,Theo,closeby.Theotherwolfalwayswatchedher,caredforher,did
everythingamateshoulddoexceptmarkher.

AsMandywassubmissive,herwolfrequiredmoretimeandcarethanother

wolveswould.ShewasanintegralpartofthehealthofthePack,evenifnot
everyoneunderstoodthat.

Andshewasn’this.
Heswallowedhardandforcedhisgazeaway.Shewasn’this.Sameas

Oliver.

Hewasalone,rightwhereheshouldbe.Hecouldn’tdowhathehadtodo

forhisPackifhehadothers,ifhehadsomeonetosharetheburden.They
wouldn’tunderstand,andhedidn’twantthemtohavehisburden.Itwaswhathe
hadtodo.

AndMandywouldbehappywithTheo.
AndOliver…OliverwouldfindhispeaceonedaywithhisroleasForeseer.
HefeltMandy’sgazeonhim,aswellasTheo’sglare.Hepushedhimself

intohiswork,liftingandhammeringuntilsweatcoatedhisbodyandhislungs
burned.Bythetimehelookedaroundagain,theyweregone,andhecould
finallybreatheoncemore.

Gibsonbentdowntoreachforhisbottleofwaterandthehairsontheback

ofhisneckstoodonend.Heroseslowly,readytolashoutatwhoeverhadput
hiswolfonedge.Yetassoonasheturned,clawsout,someoneelsecamefrom
theotherside.

Thelastthingherememberedbeforesomethingsmashedintothebackof

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hisheadwasasharppainradiatingfromhisskull,pullingallthoughtsof
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“Gibson,”avoicegrowled.“Wakeup,wolf.Thebleeding’sstopped,but

youneedtowakeup.”

Gibsonblinkedhiseyesopenandpromptlyshutthemattheblindinglight.

Hegrowled,tryingtorememberwhathadhappened,butcouldonlyfocusonthe
factthathiswolfcouldn’tstaystill.

Itprowledwithinhim,lashingoutandnudgingathim.Itwantedsomething,

buthecouldn’tquitefigureitout.Ragefilledhim,followedbyrelief,andan
overwhelmingsenseofuneaseandresponsibility.Beforehecouldnavigate
throughtheemotions,hiswolfhowledwithinandheopenedhiseyes.

“Whathappened?”hegasped.
Holdenkneltoverhim,hiseyeswide,thoughnothisown.Ratherhis

wolf’s.“Omega,”hewhispered.

Gibsonswallowed,tryingtocatchhisbreath,buttheemotionsassaulting

himwouldn’tlethimdoanythingexceptliethereandtrytorememberhowtobe
him.“What?”

“You’reourOmega,”Holdenwhispered.“Ihavenoideahowithappened,

but,Gibson,we’vebeenwaitingforyouforalifetime.”

GibsonlookedintohisAlpha’seyes,thenaroundhimattheotherwolves

whokneltinasemicircle,aweintheirgazes.Hecouldn’tbreathe,couldn’t
think.

Hecouldn’tbetheOmega.Thatwasaplaceofpowerandgreatpride.They

weretheoneswhohelpedhealthePackfromwithinandbroughtthemtogether
whiletheAlphaandBetaprotected.

Hecouldn’tbethelostwolfOmega.
Yetasrage,happiness,awe,fear,sadness,angst,andnervousnessassailed

him,heknewithadtobetrue.

HewastheOmega.
Gibsonblinked.
HisPackwasscrewed.
“Whohitme?”heasked,hisvoiceraspy.
Holden’seyesnarrowed.“Thatissomethingwe’regoingtofigureout,

Omega,”hegrowled.

Omega.Yes,Gibsonthought,hisPackwasscrewed.

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Chapter2


Mandyranherhandoverthequiltattheendofherbedandfrowned.How

couldthingschangesoquicklyovernightandyetremainsomuchthesame?Her
worldhadshifted,heraxisforeveraltered,yethereshewas,staringatthe
handmadeblanketandwonderingaboutherplaceintheworld.

She’ddonemuchofthesamethedaybefore,andyetherPackhadchanged

whenshehadn’tbeenlooking.

They’dfoundtheirOmega.
Herwolfsighedhappily,contentforthefirsttimeinherlife.Well,maybe

notfullycontentsincetherewassomethingmissingjustoutofherreach,butas
contentasshewasgoingtobeunmated.

Shecouldn’tquitebelievethatGibsonwastheirnewOmega.He’dalways

beenonthesidelines,theonethere,butnotcompletely.He’dmarkedeachand
everyoneofthePackandmostofthecatsandbears,aswell.He’dbeentheone
totakewhatshouldhavebeenanuglyreminderoftheircaptivityandmakeit
somethingbeautiful,unique,theirs.

Andyetshewasneversurehefeltthatway.
Shecouldstillrememberthewayhe’dneveroncelookedinhereyeswhen

hedidhertattoo.Ithadonlybeenacoupleofyearsago,andthoughhewasa
fewyearsolderthanshewas,Mandyhadthoughtthey’dhadaconnection.

Herwolfhadchosenhimrightthenandthere.
Ofcourse,Mandyhadn’tdoneathingaboutit.
Howcouldshewhenheneverlookedather,neverspoketoher,neveronce

acknowledgedher?

Hewasn’tlikesomeoftheothers,whofeltsubmissivesdidn’thaveaplace

inthePackbecausetheirfirstinstinctwasn’ttofight,buttosoothe.Instead,he
pulledawayanddidhisbesttoensuretheywereneveralonetogether.

Ifshehadbeenanyotherwolf,shemighthaveconfrontedhimonthat.But

herwolfhadn’tbeenableto.

Andwhentheothermanhadenteredtheirden,herwolfhaddonemuchof

thesameasithadwithGibson.Onlynow,insteadofyearningforjustone,it
yearnedfortwowithoutdoingathingaboutit.

Herwolfseriouslyconfusedher.
IfGibsonhadshownanyinterestwhatsoever,she’dhavedoneherbestto

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pushherwolftomakeamoveortoatleasthaveanormalconversationwiththe
man.Buthehadn’t,andshehadn’tfoundthecouragetogetrejected.Nowthat
Oliverwasintheden,though…

No,thatcouldn’thappeneither.HewastheForeseer.Someonetruly

importanttohispeople,andsomeonewhoshouldprobablymatewithanother
bearsotheirlineremainedstrong.

Mandyknewshewasn’tnothingandneverthoughtofherselfas‘notgood

enough,’butsometimesbeingasubmissivewolfwasn’ttheeasiestthinginthe
world.Foractionslikegoingfortheman—ormen—shewanted,shehadto
worktwiceashardtofindtheability.Andyetwhenitcametomakingsurethe
dominantmembersofthedenhadaplacewheretheycouldfeelsafeandrelax,
shecoulddothatinapinch.Shewasprettysureshewasthemostsubmissive
shifterintheentirecompound,andwhilethathadneverbotheredherinthepast,
nowitmadeforanawkwardstateofthings.

BeforeGibsonwastheOmega,shefiguredhehadtobenearthetopofthe

dominancechain,thoughhe’dalwayssethimselfapart.Everyone,includingher,
thoughtitwasbecausehewastheonewhotattooedovertheirscarsandbrands.
Now,however,itcouldhavebeeninstinctualsinceOmegaswereoutsidethe
rolesofdominance.Theyweretheoneswhocaredforallemotionswithina
Pack.Andsincetheywerelivinginclosequarterswithbearsandcats,itcould
bethatonedayhewouldcarefortheiremotionalwell-being,aswell.

Oliverwasmuchthesamewithhisabilitytoseethefuture.Withhis

visions,hewasabletoprotectthebears—andthereforethecatsandwolves.
Thoughsheknewittookatollonhimwitheachnewsightbeforeunseen.
Becauseofhisrole,however,hewasalsoontheoutsidelookingin.

Mandysighed,tracingherfingersoverthetightstitchinghergrandmother

haddoneyearsagowhenshe’dmadetheblanket.Theotherwomanhadbeena
maternaldominant,strong,capable,andyetnurturing.

Somedays,Mandyfeltlikenoneofthosethingsandyetallofthematthe

sametime.

“Mandy?Isthisagoodtime?Icancomebackifyouwant,”Arielsaidas

shewalkedintoMandy’sroom.

Mandyturnedandsmiledathernewfriend.Shedidn’thavemanybecause

ofwhereshewasinthePack.Itwashardforthetrulydominanttobecasual
withherwhentheirwolvesurgedthemtoprotectatallcosts.Whileshedidher
besttoallowherownwolftosoothe,usuallyitbecametoomuchofapushand
pullwiththewaytheirwolvesshouldact,ratherthanhowthehumanhalvesof
themcould.

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Arielwasdifferent.ThoughshewasmatedtotheAlphaanddecently

dominantinherownright,shehadn’tbeenbornawolf.Becauseshe’dhadso
manyyearsofbeinghuman,theinstinctualwaysomewolvesreactedaround
Mandydidn’tseemtohappentoher.Ofcourse,thatwasn’ttheonlyreason
Mandylikedtheotherwoman,andbecauseofthat,she’dfoundherselfafriend.

“I’mreadynow.Doyouwanttositatthetableandgettowork?”sheasked.

“Iknowwecouldbedoingthisatyourplace,butIfiguredit’snicetogetoutof
theAlphadeneveryonceinawhile.”

ArielrolledhereyesandtuggedMandycloseforahug.“Yeah,sometimesI

needabreakfromthestrengthoftheirwolves.Isweareverydominantwolfnot
onpatrolisinmylivingroomatthemoment.”Hereyesclouded.“AndGibson
isoverthererightnow.”Shepaused,herteethbitingintoherlip.

Mandy’swolfpushedforwardeversoslightly—asaggressiveassheever

got.SheputherhandonAriel’sarmanddidherbesttosoothe.

“Ishedoinganybetter?”shetriedtosoundcasual,butArielsawthrough

herwords.

“Youshouldtellhimhowyoufeel,Mandy,”herfriendandAlpha

whispered.

Mandyshookherhead.“Ithinkhehasenoughfeelingstodealwithatthe

moment.”

Arielwinced.“I’veneverseenanyonesoafraidtotouchanotherperson,

Mandy.Wecan’tgetnearhim,andyeteverytimewegoaway,hewhimpers.”
Shepaused,herwolfinhergaze.“Gibsondoesn’twhimper.Ever.”

Mandy’seyesfilled,andshedidherbesttoblinkthetearsaway.“No,he

doesn’t.He’ssomuchstrongerthanhegiveshimselfcreditforandyet…”

“Andyethewon’tleanonanyone,”Arielfinishedforher.
“IsColethere?”sheasked,speakingoftheFelineTrackerthathadbecome

friendswithGibson.

“Yes,”Arielsaidwithasigh.“Holdenishappyatleasthe’sthere.Therest?

Notsomuch.Okay,soSorenisfinewithit,butIthinkthat’smostlybecause
he’smatedtoacatandourBeta.Buttheotherdominantwolves?Mostofthem
don’twantacatinourbusiness.”

“Whichisstupidbecausewe’reallinthistogethersoeverythingisour

business.”Mandyshookherhead.“Isthereanythingwecando?”

Arielblewoutabreath.“Idon’tknow,butIdon’tthinkallofthose

dominantwolvesnearhimishelping.They’retryingtofigureoutwhoattacked
himandwhyhe’ssuddenlytheOmegaandit’salltoomuch.”

“HewasalwaystheOmega,”Mandysaidsoftly.“Hiswolfjustwasn’tready

beforethis.Andmaybetheattackputitalloutintheopen.”

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ArielmetMandy’sgaze.“Iagreewithyou,butnoteveryonedoes.It’sso

weirdforthemrightnowandnothingIdoseemstohelp.”Shepaused.“Ithink
youneedtogotohim,Mandy.”

Mandyshookherhead,herheartinherthroatevenasherwolfperked.“I

can’t.”

“Hemightbewhatyouneed.Youarewhatheneeds.”
Mandyclosedhereyesandcountedtoten,tryingtofindherpathonce

more.Itusedtobeeasierwhenitwasonlyonemanonhermind,butnowthat
thereweretwo,itwasmuchharder.Itwasn’tthatbeinginaménagewithinthe
denwouldbetaboo,itwasthatshewasn’tthekindofshiftermostthought
wouldbeinarelationshiplikethat.Ofcourse,shecouldn’tfindthestrengthto
eventalktothem,soitwasn’tasifanythingwasgoingtocomeofit.

“Let’sgettoworkonourplans,”Mandysaidsoftly.“ThatmuchIcando.”
Arielsighed.“Ifthat’swhatyouwant.Butifyoueverwanttogotohim,I’ll

gowithyou.Hemightneedasubmissivewolftocalmhim,Mandy.ButIcan
findanotherwolf—”

“No,”Mandyinterrupted.Hercheeksheated.“I’llgotohimifheneedsit.I

don’twantanotherwolfaroundhim.”

Ariel’seyesfilledwithtriumph,andMandywantedtokickherself.“Good.

Nowlet’sgettowork.”

Theywenttothetableandrolledouttheirplans.Twenty-fiveyearsago

whenshifterswereforcedbehindwallsandbranded,they’ddoneittoprotect
thosewhocouldn’tfightforthemselves.

ThoselikeMandy.
Andyet,sheknewthoselikeherwerestrongerthantheythoughttheywere.
Nowthattheirpeoplewereonthevergeofarebellion,itwasn’tamatterof

iftheywouldgetout,butwhen.Andwhenthathappened,theyneededtomake
suretheywereready.Childrenandthosewhocouldn’tfightneededtobe
protected.

Shewasn’tsurewhattheworldlookedlikeoutsidethesewalls.She’dbeen

bornintocaptivity,andthewaytheylivednowwastheonlywayshe’dever
known.Butoneday,shewouldbreathefreshairandnotfearforherlifenearthe
wallsthatwereherhome.Thatdaywouldbesoon,shethought.Becauseofthe
workthoseinpositionsofpowerweredoing,aswellasthoseontheoutside.
TheUnseen,theshifterswhohadhiddeninsteadofbeingcaptured,weredoing
theirbesttoprotecttheirownpeople.Butinsodoing,thingswerechangingfor
everyone.

Andwhenthingsbroke,whenthewaytheylivedchanged,Mandywouldbe

oneoftheonestoprotectthosewhocouldn’tprotectthemselves.Shemightbe

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submissive,andherfirstinstinctmaynotbetofighttoothandclaw,butshe
wouldshowtheothersshewasstrongerthantheythought.Shewouldalsomake
surethoseinthelineoffireknewtheywereneeded,knewtheyhadsomeoneto
leanonwhenthetimecame.

Thatwasherjob,andshedidn’ttakeitlightly.
SosheandArielwouldmakeplansforthoseintheircareanddotheirbest

tomakesuretheirpeoplewouldbeabletobreathefreelyoncemore.Whilethe
othershiftersinthecompoundwouldlaythegroundworkanddotheactual
fighting,thereweremorethingstoaccomplishthanthat.That’swheresheand
Arielcamein.

Hourslater,herbrainhurtandherbackached,buttheyhadsomesemblance

ofaplan.Onethatcouldgoupinflamesinaninstant,however,sotheywould
makebackupsfortheirbackupsandincludeinsightsfrompeoplewithmore
knowledgeoftheoutsideworldthanshehad.

“I’mgoingbacktomyplacetoseehowHoldenandGibsonareholding

up,”Arielsaidoncetheyweredonefortheday.“Doyouneedanything?Wantto
come?”

Mandyshookherhead.“No,I’mfine.Imightgotothedencentertohelp

outthereandgrababitetoeat.”

Arielfrowned.“Idon’tthinkit’sagoodideatogooutalonerightnow.We

don’tknowwhoattackedGibsonyet.”

Mandysighed.Sheshouldn’tbesurprisedthatArielwasbeing

overprotective,butshewas.

“Shewon’tbealone,”herbestfriendandsometimespaininthebutt,Theo,

saidashewalkedoutofthetrees,Holdenbyhisside.

“YoureallythinkI’mgoingtoletmymatewalkaroundalonerightnow?”

Holdenasked.HebroughtArielcloseandkissedherhard.

Mandyblushedanddidherbestnottostare,butshecouldn’thelpit.What

woulditbeliketohavesomeoneholdherlikethat?Toknowthat,nomatter
what,theywerehers?

Theowrappedhisarmaroundhershoulderandshestiffened.Shetriedto

hideit,buthesawit.Hesighedbutdidn’tremovehisarm.“Wewereheading
overtoseeifyouguyswerehungry.Goodtiming.”Hesoundedcasual,butshe
knewhewasanythingbut.

Hewantedherashismate,butherwolfdidn’twantthesamething.
Itwassomethingthey’dhadtodealwithsinceshe’dcomeofage,andyet

sheknewthatifshedidn’tdosomethingaboutit,herwolfmightjustgiveupon
whomtheytrulywantedandgiveintoTheo.

Andthatwouldbreakher,justalittle.

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NotthatTheowasn’tanamazingwolfwhocaredforher,buthewasher

bestfriend.Nothermate.Andthefactthatheknewthatbrokehim,too.

Itjustwasn’tfairthatthetwoshewanteddidn’tseemtoseeher.They

weren’tforheratall.

Andthiswaswhyshedidn’tmate.
“I’mactuallygoingtoseemymatehome,”Holdensaid,hishandfirmlyon

Ariel’sbutt.Itwasawonderhelethismateoutofbed.

“We’llgogetfood,then,”Theosaid.“Seeyou.”
Mandysighedasshewavedgoodbyetotheothers.“Youcouldhaveasked,

youknow.”

Theolookeddownather,afrownonhisfaceaswellasagenerallookof

confusion.“Whatdoyoumean?”

Sheheldbackanothersigh.Hejustdidn’tgetit.Hewasjustsodominant

andpushy,evenwhenhedidn’tthinkhewasbeingpushy.Henevermeant
anythingbadbyit,buthealsocouldn’thelpit.Iftheyweretrulymates,hiswolf
wouldn’tautomaticallypushherintoalittleboxofhelplessness,buthedidn’t
seeitthatway.

Andthat’swhytheywouldnevermate,evenifherwolftriedtogivein

eventually.

Mandywantedbetterforherself.
Evenifitbrokeherbestfriend’sheart.
“Let’sjustheadthatway,”shesaid,ignoringhisquestion.Hewouldn’t

understandanyway.Hewasonlyayearolderthanher,andbecauseoftheway
hiswolfwasranked,hewasn’tasincontrolastheothermalesintheden.
Meaning,hehonestlycouldn’thelphimselfwhenhedidhiscavemanroutine.

Thatdidn’tmeanshewasgoingstandforiteveryday.Itjusttookheralittle

whiletogaintheconfidencetospeakhermind.

Heputhisarmaroundhershouldersoncemoreandtheymadetheirwayto

thedencenter.BecauseofthewaytheSAUhadgroupedthem,shifterswere
forcedtoliverelativelyclosetooneanother.Butinsteadofinfightinganddaily
challengesthatwouldendinpainanddeath,they’dcreatedadentheycouldlive
inforthetimebeing.Withinthedencenter,therewerelargemeetingplacesfor
variousgroupsofshifters,plusfoodstorageandotherplacesthatallowedthem
tosurvivethelongwintermonths.

Andsincesomeofthematernalslovedtocookforlargegroupsofpeople,

therewereacoupleofcafé-likeplaceswereeveryonecouldgrababitetoeat
withouthavingtocookthemselves.ItworkedforMandysinceshetendedto
burnthingsifshetriedtoohard.

Theywerealmosttothebuildingwhenthefamiliarscentofbearandman

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hithernose.Herwolfbrushedather,tryingtogetalookatthemantheywanted.
Theo’sarmtightenedaroundhershoulders,andsheknewhiswolfhadcaught
herreaction.Damnshiftersandtheirheightenedsenses.

Olivercameoutofagroupoftrees,alone,hisheaddownashewalkedback

towardhishome.Shewantedtogotohim,tobenearhim,ifonlyforamoment,
butOliverdidn’tevenlookather,andTheo’sarmfeltlikeabandaroundher,
keepingherclose.

Thenasifinsweetmercy,Oliverlookedupather.Hefinallylooked.
Shemethisgaze,theblueofhiseyesstarkintheirneedandpain—intheir

knowing.Mandyinhaled,theintensityofhisbeingalmosttoomuchforher,
thoughherwolfwantedtogetcloser,toseehim,tobewithhim.

Theobegantopullherawaybeforeshecouldevensayaword,whenOliver

staggered.Withoutasecondthought,shepulledfromherbestfriendandranto
thebear’sside.

Shepressedherbodytohis,keepinghimupright.“Oliver?Doyouneedto

sitdown?”

Helookeddownather,confused,andputhishandonhershoulder.This

time,shedidn’twanttopullawaylikeshehadwithTheo.Instead,herwolfslid
upclosetothesurface,needinghistouch,cravingit.

Theystoodthere,oneofherhandsonhischest,theotheronhisback,and

heleanedonher.Shedidn’tevencomeuptohisshoulders,andyetsheknewshe
washelpingatleastalittle.

“Thankyou,”Oliversaidsoftly,hisvoiceadeeprasp.“Itripped.”
Shetastedthelie,butsheletitgo.Oh,hemighthavetripped,butthat

wasn’ttheextentofit.SheknewbeingtheForeseermeantthateachvisiontook
alittlemoreoutoftheperson.Shewasn’tsurehowhehandledseeingpartsof
thefuture,neverknowingifwhathesawwouldcometopass.Yethedidhis
best,evenifhecuthimselfofffromeveryone.Sherarelysawhimwithintheden
centersurroundedbypeople.Itwasalwaysonlyintimeslikethesewhilethey
passedoneanother.Alwaysbeingnear,butnevertooclose.

Onlynow,shehadherhandsonhim.Shewasprettyclose,allright.
“Everythingokay?”Theoaskedashecameclose.Shecouldfeeltheheatof

himbehindher,butunlikewithOliver,herwolfdidn’tpressher.Ifanything,her
wolfwenttowardOliverevenmore.

OliverlookedoverheratTheoandfrowned.Hepulledawayfromherand

sighed.“I’mfinenow.Thankyou.”

Theopulledhertowardhimthen,andshewantedtoclawathim,butthat

wasn’tinherwolf’snature.WhenOliverdidn’treachforher,sheletTheopull
herawayfully.Damnherwolf.Damnitall.

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Ofcourse,assoonasshethoughtthat,anotherscentcameuponthemand

shewantedtocurse.Awolf.

Gibsonlookedlikehe’dbeenthroughhell.Darkcirclesunderhiseyesmade

hisskinstandoutinstarkcontrasttothedarkofhishair.Helookedlikehe’dlost
weightinthedayshehadn’tseenhim.

Heglancedbetweenthethreeofthem—Oliver,her,andTheo,andfrowned

justasOliverhad.WhenhisgazesettledontheterritorialwayTheoheldher,
shetriedtopullaway,butTheowastoostrong.

GibsonwentuptoOliver’ssideandlookedattheothermanintensely.

“Let’sgetyouhome,bigguy.”

“You’renotlookingsostrongyourselfrightnow,wolf,”Olivergrumbled.
“Thenit’lltakebothofus,”Gibsonsaidsimply.HeturnedtoMandy.“I’ve

gotthis.YoushouldgowithTheo.Don’twantadominantwolfallriledup.”

Sheblinkedathim,annoyedandhurt.HewastheOmeganow.Howcould

henotfeelwhatshefelt?Howcouldhenotknowthatshedidn’twantTheo,that
shewantedthemenbeforeher?Ofcourse,sheknewthathecouldn’tpullthe
differentemotionsbetweensomanypeopleapartyet,butthatdidn’tmatter.

Herwolfwantedhim,wantedOliver,andyettheypushedhertowardTheo.
Shewatchedthemenwalkawaywithoutanotherword,herheartbreaking.

Sheneededtotellthem,neededtoshowthemwhoshewasandfindthecourage.
Becausethiswaskillingher.

Theohuggedherclose,andshefinallypulledaway.Itwaseasierwhenthere

weren’tothersaround;whenhewasn’tholdingastightlybecausehiswolfdidn’t
havetofightfordominance.

“Whatwasthat?”heasked,genuineconfusiononhisface.
“I’mnotyourmate,Theo,”sheblurted.Hiseyeswidened.“Stoptreating

melikeIcan’tbenexttoothermen.”

“But…Ithought…”Theo’svoicetrailedoff,andshewantedtokickherself

forbeingsodirect.

“Gotothedencenter,”shesaidafteramoment.“Ineedaminuteto

myself.”

Theostudiedherface.“I’llwalkyouback.”
Sheopenedhermouthtospeak,butheshookhishead.
“It’snotsafealonerightnow,”hesaid,hisvoicestern.
“Theo…”
“Notnow,Mandy.”Hesighed.“Notnow.”
Mandysighedherself,andinawkwardsilence,walkedbesideTheoasthey

wentbacktoherplace.She’dchangedthings,perhapsbrokenwhosheandTheo
weretogether,butshewasn’tsureshe’dhavedoneitanotherway.

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Herwolfdidn’twantTheothewayhiswolfwantedher.Itwasn’tfairto

eitherofthem,andyetshewasafraidshe’dwreckedtheonefriendshipthathad
kepthersanewithinthesedenwalls.

WhenTheoleftheraloneatherplace,sheshutthedoorbehindhimand

sanktothefloor.She’dneverlikedwhenshecouldn’tfindthecouragetodo
whatshehadtodoinordertosurviveandbreathe.She’dgonetoOliver’sside
whenshemightnothavebefore,andthatwasatleastastepintheright
direction.

AsforhurtingTheo’sfeelings,shewouldmendthatbecausethatwaswho

shewas.Butshewouldmakesureheknewwhatsheneededinordertobeher.

Shejusthopedshehadn’tdamagedwhattheyhadirrevocablyalready.
AsforGibsonandOliver,perhapsitwastimeforhertoshowthemwhat

beingasubmissivewolfmeantinthegrandschemeofthings.

Shewouldn’tgiveup,wouldn’twalkaway.Butthatmeantshehadtogo

aboutthingsalittledifferentlythanshewouldifshewereadominantwolf.She
wouldn’tbargeinanddemandforthemtotellhereverything,toshowherwhat
sheneeded.

Butshe’dfindawaytomakesomethinghappen.
BecauseherPackwasinastateofchange,andMandywasabouttochange

rightalongwithit.

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Chapter3


Deathclawedathim,diggingitstalonsintohisbackandsoul.Olivertried

tofightoffthedarkcapedsoldieroffatebutknewthatifhedidn’tfindaway
outofthedepthsofhisownsubconscious,hewouldlose.

Olivershookhimselfwithinthedreamthatwasnodreambutfoundhimself

trapped.Hesighedandtookalookaroundathissurroundings,knowingthis
couldbeimportantoncehewokeup.

Talltreesblockedthemoonlightfromhittingthesoftgroundbelowhisbare

feet.Heletoutabreath.Sohewasintheden’ssmall,forestedarea,devoidof
homes.Thiswaswherehispeoplewouldgoonhuntswithinthedenwallsto
allowtheirbeaststofeelthemoonandnature.Thoughinthisvision,themoon
wouldn’thelp,anditwouldhavetobeOliveralonewhogothimselfoutofit.

Becausewhateverhappenedtohimwithinthevision,alsohappenedtohis

bodyoutsidethescopeofthisdreamthatwasn’tadream.Thatwaswhywith
eachvision,eachglimpseintothefuture,heknewhewasonestepcloserto
death.

Whileothersthoughtitwasmerelytheweightofthevisionstakingtheirtoll

thattiredhimandtookfromhim,thatwasn’tallofit.Helivedthedeathshesaw,
livedthepainandtorment.

Andifheweren’tasstrongashewas—oratleastasstrongasheoncewas

—he’dhavediedlongago.

ThatwaswhyitwasthebearthatheldthemantleofForeseer.Ursines

possessedthestrengthtoholdoffdeathforaslongaspossible.Thewolvesheld
theOmega,fortheyweretheonesclosesttotheirbeastsandhearts,ableto
comprehendeveryemotionandtraceofempathy.Thecatswerethewilyones,
theoneswhoheldthemselvesclosesttothevest,sotheyheldtheShaman,the
magicwielder.

Oliverwasthefatebringer,Gibsonthefatesoother,andtheunknown

ShamanoftheFelines,thefatechanger.Together,theywouldonedaybeableto
bringpurehealthanddepthwithinthePack.Withouteachfacet,thewaythe
bondsofthosetheyled,thosetheyfollowedwouldneverbewhole.

Ofcourse,Oliverhadbeenalonefartoolongwithhisduties,andtheyhad

takentheirtoll.MaybenowthatGibsonhadfoundhistruecallingthingswould
change,buthewasn’tsosure.Thewolfwastoofargonedownhisownpathof

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whathethoughthewouldbe,andOlivercouldn’tholdthemantleforever.

Andtheydidn’thavetheirShamantocompletethecircle.
Agrowlsoundedwithinhisvisionandheturnedtowardit,knowinghe

neededtogethisheadoutofmusingsofwhatthefuturecouldbringandintothis
future.

Thevisiondarkened,andhedidhisbesttofocus.Thingsweren’talways

easytounderstandwithinthefoggydarknessthatwashismindduringanew
scene.

Heblinkedashisnephews,AnyaandCole’scubs,LucasandOwen,ran

throughtheclearing,theirpanickedgrowlshittinghisgutlikealeadhammer.
Herantowardthem,butthetreesspreadoutaroundhim,blockinghimfromthe
littleboys.Colejumpedoutofatreethen,bloodcoatinghisfurashefoughtoff
adarkenemy.

Olivercouldn’tseewhoitwas,onlythatitwasn’thuman.Whoeverwould

puthisfamilyindangerwasashifter,andthatputOliveronedge.Hisbody
shiftedintohisbear,hishumprising,hisjawunhingingasheroared.

HewenttoCole’sside,tryingtohelp,butcouldn’treachhim,thedarkness

overtakinghimoncemore.

Oliverblinked,andinsteadofColeandthecubsinfrontofhim,twowolves

fought,backtoback.Orrather,onewolfbattledandtheotherlimpedbehind
whiletheytriedtokeepthefightingwolf’sbacksafefromwhoeverattacked
them.

Oliverinhaledandstaggeredonfourpaws.Mandywashurt,andeven

thoughshewasasubmissivewolf,shewasdoingherbesttoprotectGibson.The
malewolf,Gibson,foughtwithhisheart,butitwasn’tenoughagainstthe
onslaughtofsomanyoftheirenemies.

Oliverrantowardthem,desperatetosavethem,butitwastoolate.

Somethingpiercedhisside,afierypainarchingoverhischestandthroughhis
body.Heroaredagain,andthistime,itendedonascream.

Hewokeupinhisbed,aloneandsweaty,thescentofGibsonandMandy

coatinghisskin.

Heletoutashakybreathandswallowedthebileinhisthroat.Whycouldhe

scentthosetwoasiftheyhadbeenhereinsteadofjustinhisvision?He’dnever
hadthathappenbefore.Infact,hewasn’tsurehe’deverhadsuchaclearvision
ofshiftersthatwerenotbearbefore.

Hisbearneededair,andsodidhe.
Oliverstrippedoffhissheetsandsighed.He’dneedtowashthemagain

sincehe’dsweatedthroughthelot.Thathadbeenhappeningmoreandmore
oftenlately.Atleastthebrightsidethistimewasthathewouldn’thavetoface

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Anya’sworriedstaresanymore.Nowthatshe’dmovedintoCole’splacewith
theboys,Oliverwasalonetohidehisshameandtheevidenceofhisdeclining
health.

Itwashardenoughknowinghewasdyinginch-by-inch,vision-by-vision,

withouthavingtobreakhissister’sheartintheprocess.

Hequicklyputhissheetsandpajamabottomsintheancientwashing

machinehesharedwithafewothershifters.Thoughhelivedalone,hedidhis
besttosharewhathehad.Itwasn’teasywhentheSAUkeptmovingthem
aroundonawhim,butOliverwouldn’tletothersbeinconveniencedbecausehe
neededmore…thingsthanothersbecauseofhisroleinthePack.

Insteadofgoingoutsiderightaway,hejumpedintheshowerandsetthe

spraytocold.He’dwantanothershowerlater,andhemightaswellwashoffthe
sweatandnotwastethemeagerhotwaterhehad.

Hequicklysoapedup,doinghisbesttopushthevisionsfromhisbrainjust

forthemoment.Ofcourse,itwasneveraseasyasthat,andhecouldn’tget
thoughtsofGibsonandMandyoutofhishead.Despitethefrigidwater
temperature,hiscockhardenedatthethoughtofthem.

Hisbearwantedthemboth,andfrankly,sodidtheman.Ifheweren’tsucha

badbet,hemighthavedonesomethingaboutit.Withhowfewshiftersthere
werewithinthedenwalls,eveniftheywereintightquarters,itwasn’t
uncommonfortriadstodevelop.Hell,ithadn’tbeenthatuncommontwenty-five
yearsagowhentheylivedinsecretamidthehumanpopulation.

Andthoughitwouldn’tmakeothersbataneyeatthesight,heknewhe

couldn’thavebothofthem.Mandywassosweet,soinnocent,andfromwhat
he’dseen,inthesightsofanotherwolf.Theo.

AndGibson…Gibsonwasn’tforhim.Evenbeforehe’dbecometheOmega,

hewastooremote,tooself-sacrificingtobewithaForeseer.Thewolfneededto
bewithsomeonewhowaswholesincehegavesomuchofhimself.

Andthatwasn’tOliver.
Hesighed,buthiscockdidn’tseemtopayattention.Andbecauseofthat,he

grippedhimself,usingsoaptomakelatherashesqueezedthebase.Itwouldn’t
bewrongifhethoughtofthemwhiledoingthis…aslongastheydidn’tknow.
Peoplefantasizedaboutotherswhilegettingthemselvesoffallthetime.

Andifthishadbeenthefirsttimehe’ddoneit,hemighthavebelievedthat.

YetOliverknewhe’dcrossedthatlineweeksago.Sonow,ashepumpedhisfist
androckedhiships,hewoulddowhathehadtodo,whatheneededtodo,and
livewiththeconsequences.

Hesqueezedhimselfagain,hispaceincreasingasheimaginedMandyon

herkneesinfrontofhim,takinghimintohermouth.SherodeGibson’sface,her

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eyeswideandfilledwithpassion.HeimaginedGibsonfistinghimselfashe
lickedtheirlover,andOlivergroaned,comingagainsttheshowerwall.Hisbody
shook,butthistimeforawholedifferentreasonandheturnedoffthewater,a
littleembarrassedwithhimself.

He’dgoneoffalittlefastforhistastes,butheknewitwasonlytakingthe

edgeoffatthispoint.ThenexttimehefacedeitherMandyorGibson,hewould
havetotrytoclearhismindofwhattheylookedlikewhentheycamewithhim.
Notthatheactuallyknewthat,buthe’dimagineditenoughthathecouldatleast
picturewhathethoughtthey’dlooklikeinthethroesofpassion.

Therewassomethingclearlywrongwithhimthathecouldcomesosoon

afteravisionofdeathanddamning.

He’dsurvivedthevision,however,andthathadtocountforsomething.And

ifjustthethoughtofthosetwocouldbringhimsomeformof…life…thenhe’d
takeit.

Buttherewassomethingwrongwithhimnonetheless.
HedressedquicklyinapairofoldjeansandaT-shirtthathadseenbetter

days.Itwasn’tasifhewouldbeseeinganyonetoday.Noonecametohimfor
help.Theydidn’twanttoknowifhe’dseentheirdeaths.Ofcourse,itwasn’t
alwaysthatclear.He’dseendeathsthathadplayedoutjustashe’dseenthem,
butmostofthetime,itwasmoreofanomen,awarningofwhatcouldhappen.
Hedidhisbesttowarnwhomhecould,butsometimes,thingslikeoldage
couldn’tbestopped.

Andsometimes,thevisionswereliketheywerelastnight,wheretheydidn’t

trulymakesense.Hedidn’tknowifColewouldbefightingadarkentityone
day.Hedidn’tknowifGibsonandMandywouldbealonewhentheyfoughtoff
theirattackers.Hejustknewthatchangewascomingforthemall.

Andhehadtofigureoutwhattodoaboutthat.
Withasigh,hepaddedouttohisporch,annoyedthathehadn’tmade

himselfcoffee,andsankdowntotheoldwoodensteps.Hisheadhurt,andhe
knewheneededadoseofcaffeinetomakeitthroughtheday.Itwasbarely
dawn,thefirstlightjustpeekingoverthetalltreessurroundinghishome.Ifhe
listenedcarefully,hecouldhearthesoundsofAnyaandColewakingupforthe
dayandthecubssnoringintheirbeds.Ofcourse,sinceheknewhissisterand
newbrother-in-lawalittletoowell,heblockedouttheirvoices—Colewasa
little…loudinthemornings.Therewerejustsomethingshedidn’tneedto
know.Thatwasanotherreasonwhyhe’dbeenhappywithAnyamovingout,
evenifshewasonlyalittleacrosstheway.

Hisotherneighbor,however,well,he’dlistentohimalldayifhecould.
Asifhe’dconjuredhimfromthinair,Gibsonslidthroughthetrees,two

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cupsofcoffeeinhishands.Hishairwasdisheveled,long,andhanginginhis
face.He’dputonawhiteT-shirt,butOliverwasprettysureitwasinsideout.
Theothermanhadalsoputonjeans,buttheywereridingsolowthateitherthe
wolfhadlostevenmoreweight,orhehadn’tbuttonedthem.

Oliverdidhisbesttonotswallowhistongueatthesight.
“Ididn’tscentcoffeefromyourplacesoIbroughtyousome,”Gibson

growled.“IneedcaffeineifI’mgoingtobeupatthisungodlyhour.”Hehanded
overacupandOlivernodded.“Idon’tknowhowyoulikeyourcoffee,so
black’sgoingtohavetodo.”

HesatdownnexttoOliverandsighed.
“Black’sfine,”Oliversaidsoftly.“Black’sjustfine.”Hepaused.“Thank

you.”

“You’rewelcome.”Theysatthereinsilence,drinkingtheircoffeeand

watchingthemorningcome.

Hisbearsettleddown,enjoyingthewayGibsonwassoclose.Theyweren’t

touching,buttheywereseatedcloseenoughthathecouldfeeltheheatradiating
offtheotherman.Olivertookadeepbreathandknewitwasamistake.The
Omega’srichscentwashedoverhimandhehadtoholdbackagroan.

Insteadofdoingsomethinglikeactingonhisinstincts,heranahand

throughhiswethairandgrimaced.Heneededtoatleastbrushthemasswhenit
wasatthislength.Sinceitwentpasthisshoulders,heusuallyhaditbackina
ponytail,buthe’dsleptroughly,andhadshoweredwithoutbotheringtowashit
becausehe’djustneededthewatersluicingdownhisskin.Nowhehadatangled
messthatmatchedhisroughbeardthathadgrownpasthischin.

Heprobablylookedlikeahomelesspersonwhoneededahotmeal.No

wonderGibsonhadshownupwithcoffee.

“Ifeltyou,youknow,”Gibsonsaidfinally,andOliversetdownhisnow

emptycoffeecup.

“Whatdoyoumean?”heaskedroughly.
Gibsonsetdownhiscup,aswell.“Ifeltyourpain,theangstofyourdream.

Orwasitavision?”Heshookhishead,hishairbrushingthetopsofhis
shoulders.“Idon’tknowexactlyhow,butIfeltit.”HelookedintoOliver’sface.
“I’mnotsupposedtofeelabear,amI?Ormaybewe’reallonePacknowthat
we’resocloseandformingbondswithintheden.”Hepaused.“ButOliver,Ifelt
it.Ifthat’swhatyoufeelineachvision,thenIdon’tknowhowyoucanmakeit
througheachday.”Hisbodyshuddered.“Thatwas…itwasalot.”

Oliversat,stunned.Noonehadeverfeltevenaninklingofwhatitmeantto

behim,toexperienceavision.He’dnevermetanotherForeseer.Unlikethoseof
hispast,hehadn’tbeentrainedalongsidethosewhoheldhisabilities.Instead,he

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hadtofeelhiswayaroundhisroleinthePack—muchlikeGibsonwouldhave
todonow.

“Ididn’tknowyoucoulddothat.”
GibsonmetOliver’sgaze.“Ididn’tknowIcouldeither.”Heswallowed

hard,andOliverwatchedthewayhisthroatworked,tryingnottofeellikea
lech.Thefactthathewasayearyoungerthantheothermandidn’tmatter.“I’m
stillgettingthehangofthis.It’sonlybeenafewdays,andit’snotlikeIknow
whatI’mdoing,butI’mtrying.Ican’tfigureoutwhichemotiongoestowhich
personyetunlessI’malonewiththem.AndIcanatleastblockthosefaraway
fromme.”Hesighed.“Thankfully,Idon’tlivebyalotofpeople.”

“JusttheTrackerandtheForeseer,whoneedtobealoneforreasonsoftheir

own.”HeandColelivedneareachotherontheedgeofthedenbecauseoftheir
roleswithintheirPacks.Gibsonhadbeentherefirst,however,becauseOliver
figuredhefeltresponsibleformarkingeachmemberofthePackaroundtheir
brand,andneedingtobealonewasaresultofthatresponsibility.

“WhatIfeltwasn’tCole,”Gibsonsaidsoftly.“Idon’tknowhowIknow

that,Ijustknow.”Hestoodthen,runningahandthroughhishair.“I’m
apparentlygoingtobeabletohealnotonlyemotionalwoundsbutphysicalones
aswelleventually.ButIhavenoideawhatthehellI’mdoing.”

Oliverleanedbackagainstthestairs.“Welcometotheclub.”
GibsonsighedandmetOliver’sgaze.“Doyouneedtotalkaboutwhatyou

saw?”

Olivershookhishead.“Notnow.”
“Okay,then.”
Therewasanawkwardsilenceasthetwostaredatoneanother.Oliver

didn’tknowwhyGibsonhadcome,otherthanthathe’dfelthehadto.Buthad
thatbeenbecausehewastheOmega…orforanothermorepersonalreason?

Oliveropenedhismouthtospeakasawarmandsweetscentfilledhisnose.

HeturnedasMandycamethroughthesamegroupingoftreesGibsonhad
earlier,herhairinamessybunonthetopofherheadandafrownonherface.

OliverscrambledtohisfeetevenasGibsonrantowardher.
“What’swrong?”Gibsonasked,takingherinhisarms.
WhileOliverhadfeltjealousywhenhe’dseenTheoholdher,seeingGibson

withhisarmsaroundhergavehimacompletelydifferent—andperhaps
welcome—feeling.

MandywrappedherarmsaroundGibson’swaistandsighed.Whenshe

lookedoveratOliver,sheheldoutahand,andhewentstraighttoher.Whenhis
handtouchedhers,hisbearrelaxed,surprisinghim.

He’dknownMandywasasubmissivewolf,buthe’dneverfeltthefull

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effectofthatuntiljustnow.Evenwhenhe’dleanedonheracoupleofdays
before,ithadn’tbeenthesamebecausehisbearhadjustgottenoutofavision
andTheohadbeentoonearforhimtothinkreasonably.

“Ihadanightmare,”shesaidwithalaugh.Shepulledawaythen,butkept

herhandinOliver’swhiletakingGibson’swithherother.“Itsoundssillynow
but…”shetrailedoff.“ItwasaboutthetwoofyouandIneededtobehere.I
don’tknowwhy,butIneededto.I’veneverhadanightmarelikethatandyetI
knewitwasimportantthatIdid.”

Oliverfrowned.Wasitjustacoincidencethatthefirsttimehehadavision

aboutthetwoofthem,Gibsonhadfelttheemotionaltugbetweenthemand
Mandyhadhadanightmarethatbroughthertotheirsides?Hebelievedinfate
andthefactthathecouldchangeitifeventsoccurredintherightway,butasfor
somethinglikethis…hewasn’tsure.Yethecouldn’tdenythefactthatthethree
ofthemwerealone,holdingoneanotherasiftheyhadalwaysdonesointhe
past.Somethinghadshifted.

FromthewayGibsonandMandylookedateachotherandhim,they’dfelt

thatshift,aswell.Theyweren’thumans;theywereshifters.Thesubtlenuances
tohowtheyreactedtooneanotherwouldn’tgounnoticed.Andoncetheymade
adecisionaboutcertainthings…thingsheknewthattheyneededtodiscuss,
thingswouldforeverbealtered.

Heletoutabreath.Hewasgettingaheadofhimself.Firstthingsfirst.
“Comeinside,”hesaidtobothofthem.“I’llmakecoffee.”Helookedat

Gibson.“Morecoffee.AndIthinkIhavesomeformoffoodsomewherethatwe
canscroungeup.ThenwecantalkaboutMandy’snightmare,thefactthat
Gibsoncamehereandwhy…andotherthings.”

Mandysqueezedhishand.“Ithink…IthinkI’dlikethat.”
Gibsonlookedbetweenthem.“Yeah,thatwouldbeagoodidea.”
HeletgoofMandy’shandandfeltthelossimmediately.
Stopgettingaheadofyourself,Oliver.
Hemadehiswayintohishome,GibsonandMandyrightbehindhim.Itwas

strange,havingthembothinhishouserightafterthinkingaboutthetwoofthem
likehehad.Ablushslashedhischeeksashethoughtofexactlywhathe’ddone
withtheirimagesinhismind,andheturnedawayfromtheircuriousglances.He
wentaboutstartingapotofcoffeewhilesearchingthroughhiscabinets.

HeletoutasighoftriumphashespottedthecontainerofmuffinsAnyahad

putintherethedaybefore.Thankfully,shekepthimfed,andnowhewouldbe
abletofeedthesetwo,aswell.

Hesetthemuffinsonthesmall,beaten-uptableinhiskitchenasMandyand

Gibsoneachtookachair.

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Hesatdownaswell,theawkwardnessofthesituationsettlingoverhisskin.

“So…”

“So…”Gibsonrepeated.
Mandyletoutabreathandrolledbackhershoulders.“So…yeah.Ihada

nightmare.Idon’tknowwhatitwasactually.Itwasdark,andtherewas
growling,anditscaredme.SoIcamehere.”Sheblushed.“Idon’tknowwhyI
camehereinsteadofgoingtoArielorTheo,butIdid.”

AtthesoundofTheo’sname,Gibsonletoutagrowl,surprisingthethreeof

them.

“Theo’sjustmyfriend,”Mandysaidsoftly.“That’sallheeverwas.”
Gibsonblinked.“Ithoughthewasgoingtobeyourmate.”
Sheshookherhead,andOliverwatchedGibson’sshouldersrelax.“He

wantedmore,butIneverwouldhavematedhim.”Shescrunchedhernose.
“Well,Imighthavelateronifmywolffinallygavein,butshewanted…wants
someoneelse.”Shesighed.“Iwantedsomeoneelse.Stilldo.”

Oliverfroze,asdidGibson.Thesoundofthecoffeepercolatingfilledthe

silenceandtheywaitedforMandytofinish.

“Thisisn’teasyyouknow,”Mandygrumbled.“I’mnotusedtobeingso

openandforward,andyoutwosittingthereallgrowlyandintimidatingisn’t
helping.”

Oliversmiledsoftlyatthat.“We’renotgrowlingrightnow.”
SheraisedabrowandpointedatGibson.“Hegrowled.”
Theothermanhelduphishands.“Yeah,I’mawolf.Idothat.He’sabear,

hetendstogrumbleandhuffmorethangrowl.”

Oliversnorted.“True.Anddon’tforgettheroaring.”
Mandysmiledashehopedshewouldandappearedtorelaxsomewhat.

“Anyway,I’mgoingtobeanidiotandsaysomethingIprobablyshouldn’t.But
youknowwhat?We’relivinginatimewherethingsareallupintheair,andI
mightaswelljustgoforit.Becausewaitingisn’thelpinganyone,andI’mkind
offreakingmyselfoutoverthewholething.”

Shepaused,metbothoftheirgazes.“Mywolfwantsyouboth.There.Isaid

it.”

Oliverstudiedherface,inaweofthestrengththatlaywithinher.Shewasa

submissivewolf,onewhosoothedandstayedinthebackground.Forherto
comeoutandsaywhatshehadmeantthatshe’dtrulyneededto…italsomeant
thatshewasmuchstrongerthananyonerealized.

Itmadehisbearcomeclosertothesurface,andthemanseeherforwhoshe

was.

Awomanheneeded.

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Awomanhewanted.
Butthingsweren’taseasyasthat,andtheothersneededtoknowthat.“I’m

notlongforthisworld,Mandy.I’mtheForeseer.Youknowthattakesatoll.”

Mandy’schinrose.“That’swhyyouneedsomeoneyoucanleanon.And

I’mnotsayingweshouldbematesrightnow.It’snotasfastasthat.Butmaybe
wecanseeifthatcanbeourpath.Isawthewayyoutwolookedatmejustnow,
andthewayyoutwolookedatoneanother.I’mnotcrazy.”

“It’snotaseasyasleaningonsomeone,”hesaidsoftly,awareGibson

hadn’tsaidathing.“Witheachvision,Ilosepartofmyself.I’mdying,Mandy.”

Mandy’seyesfilledbutsheshookherhead.“Weallare.AndI’mnotgoing

toletyoudiewithoutafight.AndneitherwillAnyaoranyonewhoknowsyou.”
SheturnedtoGibson.“Andyou?You’vebeensilent.IfI’mjustkiddingmyself,
letmeknowsoIcangohomeandhide.Okay?”

Oliverreachedoutandgrippedherhand,hatingthatshelookedlikehe’d

hurther.

“I’mnewatthiswholeOmegathing,”Gibsonsaidsoftly.“I’mtryingto

navigatethefactthatyoubothhavesomuch…hope…andfearwithinyou.And
it’smixingwithmine.SoIdon’tknowwhattothink.”Hepaused.“Youknow
someonetriedtokillme,right?Itmightnotbesafeforthetwoofyoutobenear
me.”

Olivergrowledatthat.“We’reallindanger,andthey’regoingtofindout

whohurtyou.”

“Didyouseethatinavision?”Gibsonasked,curious.
“No,myvisionsdon’tworklikethat.”
“Thenwillyoutellushowtheywork?”Mandyasked.“Letushelp?”She

winced.“Letmehelp,atleast.”ShelookedatGibson.“Letmehelpyou,too.It’s
whatIdo.It’swhatIwanttodo.Andyes,mywolfwantsyou,butthewomanin
mewantstogettoknowthebothofyou.AndI’mtiredofbeingonthe
sidelines.”Sheswallowedhard.“Whatdoyousay?Doyouthinkyoucantakea
chanceonasubmissivewolfwhotendstoblurtthingsoutatthewrongtime?”

Thecoffeemachinebeeped,butOliverignoredit.Thiswaswhathewanted,

whathe’ddreamtofwhenhewasallowedtodreamasamanratherthanthe
Foreseer.Ifhedidthis,hemighthurtthembothintheprocess.Butsomething
waspushinghimforward,whetheritwasfateorjusthisownwill,hedidn’t
know.

Buthecouldtakethischance.
Itwastheonlyonehehad.
Gibsonwasthefirsttospeak.“Idon’tknowwhat’scoming.Ijustknow

somethingis.”Heranahandthroughhishair.“ButIcan…Icantakethat

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chance.”Helookedateachofthem.“Iwantto.”

“AsdoI,”Oliveradded.“Iwanttoseeifwecandothis.”
Andwiththat,somethingclickedintoplacewithinhim.
Hedidn’tknowwhatwasnext,butheknewhemightnotbealonewhenit

happened.Hemightbreakhimselfintheprocessoffiguringoutwhatwasgoing
onbetweenthethreeofthem,buthesworetohimselfthathewouldn’tbreakthe
othertwo.

He’dalwaysseendeath.Neverhisown,buthe’dneverseentruehope

either.

Maybe,justmaybe,thiscouldbeit.

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Chapter4


Gibsonpinchedhimself,wonderinghowtheheckhe’dendeduphere.He’d

wokenupfromarestlesssleepbecausehe’dfeltOliver’svision.Hewasn’tsure
howbeinganOmegawassupposetoworkfully,buthewouldhavethoughtthe
factthatOliverwasabearwouldlimitthewayGibsoncouldgothroughthe
emotionsandvividnessofthevision.

Asitwas,hestillwasn’tsurewhathewassupposedtodowiththese

newfoundpowers.OthersinthePackseemedtothinkhewouldbetheirsavior;
theonewhowouldbeabletobringanewhealthtotheirpeople.Hedidn’tthink
ofhimselfthatway,andhewasworriedthathe’dfail.

That’swhathedid.
Hefailedattryingtobringasenseofownershipandpridetoabrandput

therebythosewho’denslavedthem.Hefailedattryingtofindawaytofitin
withhispeople.AndhewasfailingatfiguringoutwhattodowithMandyand
Oliver.

Somehow,he’dendedupatOliver’stablenexttothetwopeoplehewanted

butshouldn’thave.Andyettheywantedhimjustasmuch.

He’dhavepinchedhimselfagaintomakesurehewasawake,butfromthe

wayMandywaslookingathim,hefiguredheshouldprobablysaysomething
ratherthansittingherelikeanidiot.

Theywantedtobewithhim.Withhim.Thelonerwolf,whogrumbledmore

thanhespoke.He’dhavethoughtOliverwouldwanttobewithanotherbearto
helphimwithhisburden,andMandy…well,he’dthoughtMandywaswith
Theo.

Apparently,he’dbeenwrongonallaccounts.
Andnowheretheywere,calmlydiscussingformingapartnership.Of

course,they’dcarefullynotmentionedthewordmating.Asifoncetheydid,
thingswouldgettooserious.

“Gibson?”Mandyasked,hervoicesoft.Helovedthatvoice,thewayit

wrappedaroundhimandhiswolf.Healwaysfeltlikehewasbeingpettedwhen
shespokedirectlytohim—notthatshedidthatoften.Butwhenshedid?He
buriedhimselfinit,rollingaroundlikeapupinfreshlycutgrass.

Shereachedoutandputherhandonhisfist.Hehadn’tevenrealizedhe’d

putbothhandsonthetable,asifhe’dneededtogripsomethinginordertostay

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centered,groundedinreality.Hisbrainhurt,hisheartjustasmuch,butforsome
reason,itwasn’tasbadasithadbeenthepastfewdays.Sincehe’dfirstfound
outthathewastheOmega,he’dhadtowadethroughemotionafteremotion,
sometimesfallingtohiskneeswhenitbecametoomuch.Overtime,heknew
he’dbeabletofindeachindividualthreadandworkwithit,eithertakingthe
feelingintohimselfifitwastoomuchfortheothershifter,orusingittomake
suretheywerehealthy.Oneday,hewouldevenbeabletohealphysicalwounds,
butfromthewayheweakenedwithjusttheonslaughtofemotions,hewaspretty
surethatwouldbeyearsoff,ifever.

Andyet…andyethe’dknownexactlywhatOliverwasfeelingduringhis

vision.He’dalsoknownitwasOliverandnotanotherthatmighthavebeennear.

Andashefocused,hecouldalsofeelthenervousness,theexcitement,and

therawhungerofMandy.Hewonderedforamomentifitwasbecauseher
emotionsmirroredhisown,aswellasOliver’s.

“Gibson,”Mandysaidagain,squeezinghishand.“What’swrong?”
Heswallowedhardandblinkedawaythetorrentofhisthoughts.“I’m

okay.”Hepaused,tastingthelie.“OratleastIwillbe.It’sweirdrightnow.”

Shewinced,andhequicklyturnedhishandovertoholdhersinafirmgrip.
“I’mnotsayingbeingherewithyouandOliverisweird,thoughinreality,it

kindofissincewe’vedonesowellavoidingoneanother.”Oliversnorted,and
Mandygavehimasmallsmile.Gibsonrelaxedsomewhat.“We’renotavoiding
eachothernow,though.Andbecauseofthat,ormaybeinspiteofit,Ican
actuallyrelaxforthefirsttimeindays.”

“Whatdoyoumean?”Oliverasked.
Gibsonmettheotherman’sgazeevenasheranhisthumboverMandy’s

hand.Hefelthershiver,andheknewhehadtostopsoonorhe’dtakethemall
toofartooquickly.Thoughsincetheywereshifters,therewasn’treallyachance
tobetooquick.Oncethewolf,bear,orcatdecided,themanfollowed.Ready
andwilling.

“Withthetwoofyouhere,Icanactuallyunravelwhoseemotioniswhose.

It’snotasoverwhelming.Icanbreatheagain.”Hehadn’tknownhowmuch
beinganOmegahadbeenaffectinghimuntilhesatbetweenthesetwoatthis
scarredwoodentable.Whatwoulditfeelliketobewiththemfully,toknowthat
theywerehisandhisalone?

Heswallowedhard,knowingheneededtogivethemspacebeforehedid

somethingstupidlikebendthemoverthetableinquestion.

“Really?”Mandyasked.“Isthereanythingwecandotohelp?Iknowithas

tobealotallatonce.”

“Plus,westilldon’tknowwhoattackedyou,”Oliversaid,histonedark.

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“There’ssomethinggoingon.Icanfeelit.”

GibsonsqueezedMandy’shandasherwolfbrushedupagainsthis.Heliked

thefeeling.“Ifeelit,too.There’sanundercurrentIcan’tplace.”

Mandysighed.“IthoughttheleadersofSAUgoingundergroundbut

leavingtheirguardsinplacewouldbeenoughofanundercurrent.Betweenthat
andthethreePackslearningtolivetogetherasone,theamountoftensionshould
beenough.Butifwhatyou’resayingittrue,ifwhatHoldenscentedwhenyou
werehurtistrue,thenwehavemoreproblemsthanjusthumans.”

Gibson’sjawclenched.“Itwasashifter.”He’dknownthatofcourse,had

scentedsomethingnothuman,butit’dhappenedtoofastforhimtofullygauge
whatkindofshifter.

Olivernodded.“Thoughwedon’tknowwho.Theydidsomethingtotheir

scent.”

“Sowehavehumansafterus,keepingusincages,andnowinfighting

withinourown,”Mandysaidslowly.“Idon’tlikeit.Ifeellikewe’rerightonthe
edgeofsomanythings,andwithonebreathwecouldfall,changingitall.”

“WehavestrongAlphasandBetas,aswellasshifterswhocantakecareof

theirown,”Gibsonsaid,moretohimselfthanthem.“Itrustthoseinpowermore
thanIthoughtI’dtrustanything,andthat’ssayingsomething.”

Olivernodded.“Iagree.Whateverisgoingonisn’thappeningwiththosein

theupperhierarchy.”

Mandyfrowned.“It’snotwiththesubmissiveseither.I’veneverseenusso

healthy.NowthatHoldenandSorenaremated,thingsaresettling.AndIknow
it’salottoputonyourshoulders,Gibson,butwithyounowastheOmega,it’s
almostcomplete.”

“IhopeIcandosomethingtohelpatleast,”Gibsonadded.“Butyou’re

right,thisfeelslikeit’ssomeonewe’remissing,someoneinthecenterofthe
Packthatmightfeelignored.”

OliverreachedoutandgrippedGibson’sotherhand.Hesuckedinabreath,

hiswolfcontentforthefirsttimeinhismemory.Hepushedthataside,though,
knowinghisPackneededhimtothinkaboutwhathadhappened,insteadofwhat
couldhappenbetweenthethreeofthem.

“Ithink…IthinkweneedtolookatthePackasasingleunit,insteadof

three.Therearethreesectionsnowforcedtoliveasone.”Olivertiltedhishead.
“Ithinkthismightbesomethingwehaven’tthoughtof.”

“Avision?”Mandyasked.
“Notthistime,”Oliveranswered.“Asenseofknowing.”
“We’llbeonalert,”Gibsonsaid.“Weallwillbe.Andwe’llfigureitout.

Becausewe’retooclosetotheendoftheSAUforustofallapartfromwithin.”

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Hepaused.“Andwhilewe’redoingthat,we’regoingtotakeachance.”Hemet
theirgazes.“Andseewhatwecanhavebetweenthethreeofus,becausemy
wolfknowswhatyou’refeeling,atleastpartofit,andIdon’tthinkIcankeepto
myselfanymore.”

Mandynarrowedhereyes.“BetweenOliver’svisionsandyouremotional

seeking,I’matadisadvantagehere.”

Oliverstoodthenandwalkedaroundthetabletocupherface.“No,you

neverwillbe.Becauseyou’rethecenter.You’retheonewhocamehere,who
openeduptousfirst.You’retheonewithtruebravery.Neverforgetthat.”And
ashefinished,heloweredhismouthtohers.Gibsonstoodup,achingforthose
infrontofhim,hiswolfsodamnpleasedattheturnofevents.

Oliverfinishedthekiss,andbeforeMandycouldgetherbearings,Gibson

slidhispalmoverhercheekandkissedhersoundly.Shetastedofsweetnessand
thefuture.Hewantedtoholdher,bewithher,haveher,andyetheknewthis
wasjustthebeginning.Thiswaswhattheywerefightingfor,whattheyhad
soughttoprotectallthoseyearsago.Andnow,insteadofbeingontheoutside
lookingin,hewasapartofthis.Partofthem.

Hepulledaway,leavingMandybreathlessaswellashimself.
“Okay,then,”shewhispered,herlipsswollenandhereyeswide.“Okay.”
“We’renotfinishedyet,”GibsonsaidandturnedtoOliver.Thebigbear

titledhishead.Oliverwasagoodthreeinchesorsotallerthanhim,buthedidn’t
care.HeleanedoverMandy,grippedthebackofOliver’shead,andbroughthim
inforakissofhisown.

Theotherman’slipsweredifferent,morefirmandsupple.Theirkisswas

harsher,aclashofdominanceandteeth.HenippedatOliver’sbottomlipbefore
lickingthestingawayanddeepeningthekiss.Whenhepulledback,thetwoof
themfacedoffandOlivergrinned.

“Thisisgoingtobefun,”Oliversaidsoftly.Theybothlookeddownat

Mandy,whoseeyeswereevenwider,hermouthopen.

“Thatwassofreakinghot,”Mandysaidwithagrin.“Weneedtodothat

again.Often.”

Gibsonsmiledfullythen,awarehehadn’tdonethatinfartoolong.“Yeah,

wedo.Butrightnow,IneedtogotoHolden’s.Ihaveameeting.”

Mandynodded,andOliverslidhishandoverGibson’sshoulder.
“I’llbeback,though,”Gibsonsaidquickly.“Imean,ifthat’sokay.”
Oliversqueezed.“It’sokay.Infact,Ithinkyouneedto.We’renotdone

talkingaboutthethreeofusyet.Norarewefinisheddiscussingwhatledyou
here.”

Gibsonsobered.“I’llcomebackwhenIcan.”HelookedatMandy.“Are

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youstayinghere?”

Sheshookherhead,bitingherlip.“Ineedtogohomeandchangeanddoa

fewthingsforthematernals.”ShelookedoveratOliver.“ButIcanbebackfor
lunch.Willthatdo?”

Oliversmiledsoftlyatherandcuppedherface.“Yes,thatwilldo.”He

lookedup.“Besafetoday.”

Gibsonnoddedbeforeturningandheadingoutofthehouse.Ifhedidn’tgo

now,hewasafraidhewouldn’tleaveatall.Hiswolfrodehim,andyetheknew
itwasn’tjusthisbeast.Hewantedthembothasamanalso,andheknewhe
wouldhavethemsoon.Therewasnodenyingthat.Notanymore.

He’dpushedhimselfawayfromanythingthatmightbringhimcomfort,

mightbringhimpleasureforsolong,andnowthathe’dhadatasteofwhathe
couldhave,heknewhecouldn’tletgo.

Notnow.Maybenotever.

HerantowardhisAlpha’shouse,awarehewasn’tfullydressednor

showered,buthewasn’tinthemoodforniceties.Hewantedtogetbackto
OliverandMandy.Thefactthattheyweretheonesattheforefrontofhismind
evenwitheverythingelsegoingoninhislifespokevolumes.

WhenhegottoHoldenandAriel’s,itwasSorenhesawontheporch.The

BetaofthePackstoodthere,hishandscrossedoverhischestandhisbrows
raised.

“Isitme,ordoIscentabearandacertainprettywolfonyouthis

morning?”

Gibsonshowedoffhisteethasifhewereinwolfformbaringfang.“None

ofyourbusiness,catlover.”

Sorengrinnedthen.“Trueenough.”Heliftedhisarmandinhaled.“Yeah,I

smelllikemyfeistymate.Notabadthingatall.Butyou?Yousurpriseme.”

Gibsongrowled.“Whatofit?Youhaveaproblemwithmychoices.”
Sorenhelduphishands,palmsout,thegrinleavinghisfacequickly.“Notat

all,Gibson.I’mhappyforyou,eventhoughIdon’tseeamatingmarksoitmust
beearlyinyourdance.I’monlysayingyousurprisemebecauseyou’veheld
yourselfapartforsolong,andnowthatyou’restartingtocomebacktous,
you’regoingfulltilt.”Sorensmiledbroadly.“Ilikeit.”

Gibsonshookhishead.Thisdamnwolfwaslikeacatsometimes.Itmade

sense,consideringthemanhadmatedaFelineofhisown.“Areyoudonepoking
atmenow?Holdenwantedtoseeme.”

Sorensteppedoutoftheway.“Comeonin.Hesummonedme,aswell.”
“Idon’tsummon,”HoldenbitoutasGibsonandSorenmadetheirwayinto

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thelivingroom.“Iask.”

Arielsnortedandpattedhermate’schest.Theystoodinthecenterofthe

livingroom,hertinyformlookingsofragileagainstHolden’s.Gibsonwondered
howthepetiteMandywouldlookbetweenhimandOliver,andhadtoquickly
getthatthoughtoutofhismindbeforehedidsomethingstupidlikegetahard-
oninhisAlpha’shome.

“Yousummon,baby,butit’sokay,”Arielsaidwithawink.“It’sgoodtosee

youupandabout,Gibson.”

Gibsonopenedhismouthtosaysomething,butstaggeredbackasawaveof

intenseemotionhithimlikeawall.Excitement,fear,love,adoration,
nervousness,andreliefspreadoverhim,andhehitthegroundhard,hishead
slammingagainstthewoodenfloor.

SorenreachedforhimandputhishandonGibson’schest.“Whatisit?”
Gibsonsqueezedhiseyesshut.“Too…much…”Hegasped.He’dforgotten

foramomentthathewastheOmega.Apparently,whatevercalmingeffect
MandyandOliverhadoverhimhadwornoffandnowhecouldfeeleverything.

Hecouldn’tuntanglethewebmadefromtheotherthreeintheroom,and

theirfearandworryoverwhelmedhim.

“Shit,helookedfinejustasecondago,”Holdengrowled.“Soren,get

MandyandOliver.Icanscentthemonhim.Ifhewascalmafterleavingthem,
theymightbeabletohelp.”

“Onit,”Sorensaid,hisvoiceandscentfadingasheleft.
Ariel’ssmallhandtouchedGibson’sforehead,andhisbodyshook.“What

canwedo?”sheasked,tearsinhervoice.

“Idon’tknow,”Holdenbitout.“Butyou’restrongerthanthis,Gibson.You

hearme?You’regoingtogetthroughthis,andyou’regoingtobefucking
amazing.BecauseIwillnotletyouleavethisworldbecauseofwhatwefeel.
Yougetme?You’restuckwithus.”

“Yes,Alpha,”Gibsongrunted,tryingtosmile.Hecouldn’tthough,hishead

hurtandhisbodyfeltheavy.Heinhaleddeeply,tryingtocatchhisbreath,and
whenhedidthat,aburstofnewemotionslammedintohimandhefelthisbody
goinglax.Butevenasitdid,hefoundanew…tanglethatforcedhiseyesopen.
“Congratulations,”hemurmured.

Ariel’seyeswidened.“What?”
“Icanfeel…”hisvoicetrailedoff,hisbodyunabletogomuchlonger.
“Shit,”Holdencursed.“You’refeelingthenewlifewithinher,aren’tyou?

That’swhyyou’redoingthis.Becauseyoufiguredoutshe’spregnant.”

“Oh,Gibson,”Arielsaidsoftly.“I’msosorry.”
Gibsonwasabouttopassout,butheusedthelastofhisenergytogripher

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hand.“Noneed,”herasped.“I’llgetusedtoit.Congrats,Mom.”

Shesmiledathim,andthatwasthelasthesawbeforehepassedout,the

intensityoftheemotionstoomuchforhim.



Hecametowithhisheadcradledinasoftlapthatsmelledofsweetnessand

submissivewolf.Thescentofbearandpromisecamefromhisside,and
Gibson’swolfimmediatelyrelaxed.

“Well,thatsettlesit,”Holdensaidwithagrowl,andGibsonopenedhis

eyes.

HisheadrestedinMandy’slapassheranherfingersslowlythroughhis

hair.Oliversatonthehardwoodfloornexttohim,hislegscrossed.Thebear
frownedathim,thoughthereliefinhiseyescalmedGibsonalittle.

HoldenstoodatGibson’sfeet,Arielathisside.HecouldscentSoreninthe

roombuthedidn’tfeelliketurningtoseetheotherman.

“Whatsettleswhat?”Gibsoncroaked.
Oliverheldoutamugofwater.“Drinkthis.”
WiththehelpofOliverandMandy,hegulpeddownthewatergreedily,his

parchedthroateasing.

“Whatsettleswhat?”herepeated,hisvoicelessscratchythistime.
“Theycalmyou,”Holdenansweredfinally.“Youstoppedscreamingand

wokeupassoonastheywerenearyou.”

OlivergrippedGibson’sfreehand.“Don’tscareuslikethatagain.”
“That’srichcomingfromamanwhopassesoutwitheveryvision.”
“Stopit,”Mandysaidsoftly,hereyesdowncast.Withsomanydominantsin

theroom,thishadtobehardforher.“Please.”

Hereachedupandcuppedherfaceabovehim.“I’msorry,sweetness.”
“Ifwehelpyou,maybeyouandIcanhelpOliver,”shewhispered,though

everyoneintheroomwouldbeabletoclearlyhearhersincetheywereall
shifters.

“Maybe,”hesaidjustassoftly.
“Ithinkthethreeofyouneedtospendmoretimetogether,”Holdensaid

intothesilence.“Maybeyou’llbeabletogaincontrolofyourabilities.Andif
youcan’t,well,I’mprettysurethethreeofyouwanttobetogetheranyway.”

“Youcan’torderanyonetomate,Holden,”Arielchided.“Buthe’ssortof

right,youknow.Ifyouguysfindyourownpath,youshouldbeabletohelpone
another.AndthenmaybethePackintime.”

GibsonlookedupatMandyandthenatOliver.“Whatdoyousay?Wantto

trytofigurethisout?”

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Olivergrunted.“Ithoughtwealreadydecidedthat.”
MandytracedGibson’sjawlinewithherfinger.“We’rehere,allthreeofus.

We’regoingtofindourway.Andifwehelpcentereachother,thenit’sasignin
thepluscolumn.”

Gibsonsighed,knowingheshouldgetupfromthefloor,buthecouldn’t.

Notyet,notwithMandysoclose.

IfsheandOliverfoundawaytohelphimnavigatetheturbulentwatersthat

camewithbeinganOmega,thenhe’dtakethemtothemoonandback.Butthat
wasn’ttheonlyreasonthethreeofthemwantedtobeneareachother,andthey
knewit.

Thingswerechangingrapidly,anditwasallGibsoncoulddotokeepup.

Withthedangerslurkingoutsidethedenwallsandnowfromwithin,he’dtake
thegoodwiththebad.

Becauseitwasallhehadleft.

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Chapter5


Mandyranherhandsoverherarms,suddenlyverycold.Somethingwas

coming;shecouldfeelitdeepdowntoherbones.Therewasachangeintheair,
andherwolfcouldsenseit.Thefactthatshe’dleftGibsonandOlivertotheir
owndevicesbecausethey’dneededsleepaftertheeventsofthedaywasonly
partofit.

Hermindstillwhirledfromtheirconversationearlierthatmorning.The

wholethingwaslikeanoutofbodyexperience,andyetsheknewithadbeen
heratthattable,herwithGibson’sheadinherlapwhenhe’dbeeninpain.And
thatkiss?Thosekisses?She’djustaboutmeltedtothefloor,herbodyapileof
mushthankstothosetwoverydominantmenandthewaythey’dtakencontrol
ofherandthekiss.

She’dwantedGibsonforaslongasshe’dbeenabletowantamaninthat

fashion.Andshe’dwantedOliverfromthemomentshe’dfirstlaideyesonhim.
Thatshe’dwantedbothhadn’tfazedher,thoughtheideathatshewouldmakea
movetowardthemwasthethingthathadbeenfarfetched.Itdidn’tseemrealthat
theywouldwanther,aswell.

Inonlyamatterofhours,they’dsomehowopeneduptooneanotherand

foundaconnectionshe’dneverthoughtpossible.Theywantedherlikeshe
wantedthem,oratleastwantedtoseewhattheycouldhave.Itmayhavebeen
thedesperationtalking,theideathattheirliveswereindangerattheedgeofthis
newworld,theedgeofawarthatwasbeingfoughtaroundthem,butshewould
livewiththat.Theyweregoingtotry.Andyetitwasonlythebeginning.

“Mandy?”
SheturnedatthesoundofTheo’svoice,hershouldersautomaticallytensing

asshedidso.Thatdidn’tusuallyhappenaroundhim,andthefactthatitdidhurt
likenothingelse.Shehadn’tseenhimsincehe’ddroppedheroffatherplace
whenshe’dtoldhimshedidn’twanttobehismate.She’dmissedhim,of
course,butthespacehadbeenneeded.Andthenwitheverythinggoingonwith
OliverandGibson,she’dpushedTheotothebackofhermind.Itmightmake
herahorriblefriend,butshe’donlybeenabletodealwithoneimportantthingat
atime.

Hestood,framedbyherfrontdoor,hishandsstuffedinhispocketsandhis

browfurrowed.Justafewdaysbefore,shewouldhavegonetohimandhugged

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himingreeting.Hiswolffeltsolostandconfusedthatitonlymadeherwolf
wanttocomfort.Thatwaswhatshedid,howshelived,howshebreathed.The
factthatshecouldn’tdothatbecauseshe’dbrokensomethingbetweenthem
ached.

Butitwasn’tafewdaysago,andthingshadshiftedbetweenthem.She

hadn’twantedtoloseTheointheprocessoffindingherself,offindingafuture
whereshecouldbewholeandsurvive,perhapsthrivein,butitseemedthat
choicemightbeoutofherhands.

Shehopedtheywerebothstrongenoughtostayfriends.Becausewhileshe

wantedOliverandGibsoninherlife,itwasTheowhohadbeenthereforher
whenshe’dhadnoone.

Mandyshouldn’thavetomakeachoice,andyetthingswereneverasthey

wereindreams.

“Hi,”shesaidfinally.Awkwardnesssettledbetweenthemandsheshifted

fromfoottofoot.Ifshe’dbeeninwolfform,hertailwouldhavebeenfirmly
tuckedbetweenherlegs.

“I’msorryforwalkingoutlikeIdid,”hesaidfinallybeforeclosingthedoor

behindhim.Heletoutabreath,hisjawset,butthesadnessinhiseyeswasa
markonhersoul.

“I’msorryyoufeltlikeyouhadtowalkaway.”Thatwasn’tatrueapology

andsheknewit.Onlyshedidn’tfeellikesheshouldapologizeforfeelingwhat
shedid.

Shemovedtowardhimthen,keepingherhandsclosetoherbodysoshe

didn’taccidentallytouchhim.Theywerewolves,tactilecreaturesandusedto
touch,yetsheknewshecouldn’treachforhimthen,evenforahug,without
givinghimthewrongimpression.

Theomusthaveseenherindecision.Hesnorted.“Ineveraskedyou,you

know.”

Shetiltedherhead.“What?”
“Ineveraskedyouifwecouldbemates.Ijustassumed.AndIguessthat

makesanassoutofme,huh?”Hesaiditdryly,butshefelttheheatbehindthe
words.Shewasn’tsureifhewasangrywithherorhimself,buteitherway,this
wasn’twhattheyusedtohaveanditworriedher.

“Theo…”
Heshookhishead.“No,it’sonme.Igetit.Ijustthought…”Hesighed.“I

thoughtwewouldmakeitthroughallofthis,thiswar,thisuprising…Together,
youknow?ButIguessIwaswrong.”

“Idon’twanttoloseyou,Theo.”
Hegaveherasadsmile.“Youneverreallyhadme,itseems.”

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Annoyancefilledher.“Stopit.Whatiswrongwithyou?Wewerefriends.

Bestfriends.AndyetnowthatI’mfinallyhonestwithmyself,you’regoingtobe
likethis?Yourwolfdoesn’twantme,Theo.Youjustthoughtyoudidbecause
youdidn’thaveanyoneelse.You’llfindyourmate.Ipromise.”

Hiseyesnarrowed.“LikeyoufoundOliverandGibson?”Atherpause,he

shookhishead.“Youcan’thidethingslikethatinadenthissmall.Ican’tsay
I’mhappyforyou,notyet,andthatmakesmeanasshole.Butaslongasyou’re
safe,that’sallthatmatters.”

Mandysighed.“Matesaren’tjustsupposedtoprotecteachother.There’s

moretoit.”

“And,apparently,wedidn’thavethat.”Hehelduphishands.“Ididn’tcome

heretofight.OnlytosayIneedsomespace.”

Shepressedherlipstogether.
“Igetthatthatmakesmeanidiot.Anunfairone.ButIneedsomespaceto

thinkaboutwhatIwantandwhatIthoughtIwantedforthatmatter.Youhave
OliverandGibsonnow.You’llbebusy.”

Thatwasalowblow,andsheraisedherchin,notmeetinghiseyes.Herwolf

wouldn’tlether,anditgalledherthattheotherhalfofherselfworkedagainst
her.Maybeifshe’dbeenadominantwolf,she’dhavebeenabletonavigatethe
muddywatersofwhosheandTheowerewithouthurtingeitherofthem,butthat
wasn’tthecaseandshewouldhavetolearntodeal.

“Ifthat’swhatyoufeellikeyouneedtodo.Butrememberthis,Theo.

We’vebeenbestfriendssincewecouldcrawl.Ifyou’regoingtothrowthatall
awaybecauseyou’renotgettingwhatyouwant,thenmaybeyouneedtothink
abouttherelationshipsinyourlife.”Shepressedherlipstogetheroncemore,
forcingherselfnottosayanythingmorebecauseshewouldn’tbeabletotakeit
back.

Hestudiedherfacealongmomentbeforesighing.“Iwantyouhappy,

Mandy.That’sallIeverwanted.”

Sheblinkedupathim.“IthinkIcanbehappythisway,forwhatit’sworth.”
Theogaveheraslightnod.“I’ll…I’llbebacklater,Iguess.Juststaysafe,

okay?Westilldon’tknowwhathappenedtoGibson,andtheSAUguardsare
beingsuspiciouslyquietsincethehigher-upsdisappeared.Something’soff,andI
don’tlikeit.”

Somethingwasoffaboutalotofthings,andno,Mandydidn’tlikeiteither.
“I’llstaysafe,”shepromised.Athislook,sheshrugged.“I’lltryto.Isthat

morehonest?”

Hegaveheratightnodbeforeturningawayandleavingherhome.She

swallowedhard,herhandsshakingathersides.Shehatedconfrontation,andyet

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sheseemedtobedongalotofthatrecently.Mandyranherhandsoverherface,
knowingsheneededtogetbacktoworkorshe’dgocrazy.OliverandGibson
wouldbeovereventually,andwhileshewasalonenow,shewouldn’tbefor
long.Becauseofthewaythebearsandcatshadbeenforcedintotheden,she
nowhadthreeroommates,allsubmissivefemalewolveswhowereonshiftsin
thedencenter.

OliverandGibsonweretheimportantonesandhadhomesoftheirown.

Andsheneededtokickherself.I’mimportant,too,shetoldherselfoncemore.
Shewas.Andthosewhodidn’tseethat,didn’tunderstandthat,weretheones
lacking.

However,exploringarelationshipwithtwomenwouldprobablybeeasierat

theirplacesratherthanhers.Shemightbealoneforthemoment,butshe
wouldn’tbeforlong.

Shemadeherselfacupoftea,usingsomeoftheblendthatSorenhadsnuck

intotheden,andwasabouttogettoworkwhensomeoneknockedonthedoor.
Sheturnedtowardthesoundandinhaled,asmallsmileplayingonherlipsafter
shecaughtthescentofthewolfandbearwhofilledherdreams.

Sheleftherteacoolingonhershabbydiningroomtablenexttoher

notebooksandmadeherwaytothefrontdoortoletthemin.Itwasn’tlostonher
thatTheohadwalkedinwithoutknocking,andyetthesetwowerecautious,
respectfulofherspace.Theohadearnedtherighttocomeinwhenhefeltlikeit
longago,andyetshehadafeelingthatmightchangenow.Ithurt,butshewould
learntodeal.Itwaswhatshealwaysdid.

AsforGibsonandOliver,thewaytheyknockedonherdoorratherthan

makingthemselvesathomewouldchange,aswell.Everythinginherlife
seemedtobechanging,emotionslongsinceburiedmakingtheirwaytothetip
ofherfingers,toherheart,toherentirebeing.

Whensheopenedthedoor,shehadtokeepherselffromsuckinginabreath.

Itwasn’tfairthatthesetwoweresogood-looking.Oliverhadpulledhischestnut
hairbackinaband,buthisbeardtouchedthetopofhischest.Gibson’sdark
brownhairbrushedthetopsofhisshouldersandcoveredhiseyesabituntilhe
brusheditback.Theactionsentshiversthroughhersincehisbicepsbunched
justrightwiththemovement.Hehadmorescruffthanbeard,andshelovedthe
lookofthemboth.Ifthisworkedout,shewouldbeoneluckywolf.

“Hi,”shebreathedandwantedtoshakeherself.Shecoulddobetterthan

that.“Wanttocomein?Ithoughtyoutwowereresting.”

Olivertiltedhisheadtostudyher,andGibsonranahandoverhisheart.

“Whathappenedwhenweweregone?”thebearasked.

“You’rehurting,”Gibsonaddedsoftly.

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Well,crud.Apparently,beingwiththeOmegaandaveryobservantForeseer

meantshe’dhavetobecarefulwitheveryemotion.Somethingsweremeantto
beherownuntilshecouldworkthroughthem.

“I’llbeokay,”shesaidandputupbothofherhands.“Let’sjustleaveitat

thatfornow.IneedtoworkthroughafewthingsandthenIcantalkaboutit.”

“Ifthat’swhatyouwant,”Oliversaid,hisvoicelow.
Gibsonshiftedfromfoottofoot.“Yeah,sorryaboutthat.I’mstillgetting

usedtoallofthesethings.Idon’tknowhowI’msupposedtohelppeople
eventuallywhenrightnowitfeelslikeallI’mdoingisintruding.”

Mandysighed.“We’llfindabalance.Now,doyouwanttocomein?Ordo

youplantooccupymyporchuntilmyroommatescomehome.”

Oliver’seyesflared.“Iforgetyouhaveroommatessometimes.”
“Itcan’tbehelped,”shesaidsimply.
“ThatmuchIknow,”Gibsonsaidafteramoment.“We’reactuallyhereto

takeyoutothedencenter.Holdenwantsameeting.”

“Whydidn’tIhearaboutit?”sheasked.“AndwhywouldIneedtogo

unlessit’sfortheentireden.Idon’tusuallyattendhigh-rankingmeetingslike
that.”

“It’sformostoftheden,”Gibsonanswered.“Andwe’reheretoaskyouto

go,hencewhyyou’rejusthearingaboutitnow.Itwasn’taplannedthing.And
sinceI’mgoing,well,theywantyouthere,aswell.”Hepaused.“Actually,I
thinkyoumighthavebeeninvitedanyway.You’remorethanyouthinkyouare,
Mandy.”

Shestudiedhisfaceandnodded.“Okay,then.Letmeputonsomeshoes.”

Shewasn’tsurewhathadgottenintoherrecently,butshedidn’tlikethatshe
continuallydoubtedherself.ShewasproudofherplaceinthePack.Shewas
neededandaccepted.Yetassoonasshethoughtofherselfnexttothese
invaluablemen,shekeptputtingherselfdown.

Thatneededtostop,andyetshewasn’tsurehowconsideringshedidn’t

knowwhyshekeptdoingitinthefirstplace.

Whenshesteppedoutontotheporchwiththem,Oliverstoppedherby

cuppingherface.“Whatisit?”sheasked.

“Youarefarmoreimportanttous,tothePack,toyourselfthanyougive

yourselfcreditfor,”thebigbearwhispered.“Iwishyouwouldseethat.”

Gibsongrippedherhipfrombehindandleanedforward,hislipsnearher

ear,thewarmthofhisbreathsendingshiversdownherspine.“Weseeyou,
Mandy.Wealwayshave.Wemighthavestayedawayforourownreasons,butit
wasneverbecauseyouweren’tworthy.You’remorethanallofus.You’rethe
glue,thereasonourbeastscanbreathe.Youmightnotgotowarroomsandfight

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inthebattlesthatleaveusbloody,butthatdoesn’tmeanyou’repushedtothe
sidelines.Justrememberthat,okay?”

Tearsfilledhereyesandshenodded.Oliverloweredhisheadthen,brushing

hislipsagainsthers,once,twice.“Good,”hewhispered.

Hepulledaway,andGibsoncuppedherjawandtiltedherheadtowardhis,

capturingherlipswithakissofhisown.“We’llkeepsayingthingsalongthose
linesuntilyoustarttobelieveit.”

Shesniffed,annoyedwithherselfforgettingsoemotional.“Iusedto,”she

saidhonestly.

“Andthenthingsshifted,”Oliversaid.“It’sshiftingforallofus,butwe’ll

getthroughittogether.That’swhywe’rehere,afterall.”

“Nowlet’sheadtothedencenterbeforeHoldenandtheotherAlphasget

annoyed.”

“TheotherAlphaswillbethere?”sheaskedthenwinced.“Well,duh,since

OliverisgoingandhisAlphaisn’tHolden.”

Gibsonsmiledsoftlyandtookherhand.Olivertooktheother,andthey

starteddownthepathtowardthedencenter.“It’sconfusingwiththethree
Alphaswhohavetoworkasone.Andwithallofusmatingeachother,bear,cat,
andwolf,italtersthepolitics.”

“Whatdoesthatmean?”sheasked,fearslowlyfillingher.“Iremember

someoftheelderstellingmethatbeforetheVeronaVirushit,thePackswould
matewithoneanotherandthenthecoupleortriadwouldchoosewhichPackto
alignthemselveswith.Butyou’reanOmega,andOliver’stheForeseer,it’snot
likethetwoofyoucanswitch.”

Theybothsqueezedherhands,butshecouldn’trelaxherwolf.
“TherehavebeentimeswhenmatesarefromdifferentPacksandremain

thatwayforreasonsoftheirown,”Oliveranswered.“Wearenotthefirsttodeal
withthis.IfIremembercorrectly,therewasonceabear,cat,wolftriad.”He
smiledatthat.“Thepoliticsinthatwouldhavebeenfarmorecomplexthanwhat
we’redealingwith.”

Sherelaxedsomewhat,butnotenough.“Ifyousayso.”
“Ido,”Oliversaid.
Sheopenedhermouthtospeak,butstoppedasthescentofdeathhither.
“Shit,”GibsonhissedandpulledMandybehindhim.Shedidn’tstophim

sinceshewasn’tafighter,butitgalledherthatshecouldn’thelpagainst
whateverwascoming.

“Whatisit?”shewhispered.“Whoisit?”
Olivermovedforwardandliftedafallenbranch,lettingoutacurseofhis

ownwhenherevealedthesourceofthescent.

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MandypeeredaroundGibsonandletoutagasp.“Oh,God,it’sClaire.”
ClairehadoncebeenwithHolden,theirAlpha,butneverasamate.That

hadn’tsatwellwiththefemalewolf,andshe’ddoneallshecouldtogainthe
powerneededtobeworthyofHolden.Yetthat’snotwhatthemalewolfhad
wantedatall.Instead,he’dfallenforahuman-turned-wolf,andhadmatedAriel
soonafterthey’dmet.Clairehadn’ttakenitwellatall—anunderstatementtobe
sure.She’dendeduptellingtheSAUhowArielhadcometobepartofthePack,
startingtheseriesofeventsthathadledtotheinternalwartheywereinthe
middleofnow.

Humanshadn’tknownhowshiftersweremadeuntilClairehadspilledthe

truth.Shehadn’tthoughtbeyondherneeds,andhadendangeredthemall.
Insteadofthinkingshifterswereonlyborn,notmade,humansnowhadanother
reasontotakeshifters,tostudythem.Theyhadeventriedtomakeshiftersof
theirownusingkidnappedPackmembers,andwhenthathadn’tworked,they’d
gonesofarastotakeAnya’stwobearcubs.

TheSAUwasnowcrumblingfromwithinbecausetheirmanicexperiments

hadfailed,butcountlessliveshadbeenlostintheprocess.TheUnseenwere
workingontheirownpathtofreethemselvesfromsecrecyandliberatethose
withbrandsandcollarsfromtheirownfate,butitwasn’teasy.Andfrankly,
Mandydidn’tevenknowallofit.

Clairehadn’tbeensentencedtodeathbyArielbecausetheAlpha’smatehad

wantedClairetoseeallthepainshe’dcaused.Yetitseemeddeathhadfoundher
nonetheless.

“WeneedtofindHolden,”Gibsonmuttered.
“Noneed,”Holdensaidfrombehindthem.
MandyturnedatthesoundofherAlpha’svoiceandloweredhereyes.
“Ican’tscentanythingonthebody,”Oliversaidsuddenly.“Howcanthat

be?IonlyscentdeathandClaire.”

Colecameoutoftheshadowsthen,thefelineTrackerandtheshifterwith

thebestsenseofsmellintheden.Hecrouchedoverthebodyandinhaled,letting
outacurseofhisown.“You’reright,Oliver.Thescentofwhoeverdidthisis
muted,muchlikeitwaswhenGibsongothurt.”Henarrowedhiseyes.
“Someoneisplayinggames.”

MandygrippedGibson’shandatthememoryofhisinjury.Shelookedupat

himandwantedtocurseherself.“Weneedtogetyououtofhere,”she
whispered.

“I’mfine,”hebitout,hisfacepale.Thereweretoomanypeoplefeeling

intensely.Hehadtobeinpain,buthewouldn’tleave,notyet.Damnwolf.

“Youknowwhatelseismissing?”Oliversaid,hisvoicelow.“Wherearethe

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SAUguards?Theyweren’thereforGibson,andtheyaremysteriouslyabsent
now.ThescentmightbeofshifteronClaireandGibsonbefore,suremuted,but
shifternonetheless.YettheSAUisn’there.”

Mandynarrowedhereyes.“IftheSAUisgoingthroughissuesoftheirown,

itmightmeantheyhaven’tnoticed,”shesaidandloweredherheadasalleyes
turnedtoher.

“You’reright,littlewolf,”Holdensaid,hisvoicelowbutanythingbutcalm.

“Itseemswe’reinthecenteroftwostorms.”

Andwhatwouldhappenwhenthestormsfullycollided?Mandywasn’tsure

shewantedtoknow.

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Chapter6


Oliverrestedhisheadinhishands;hisforearmssteadyonhisthighsashe

satinhislargeoakchair.Hisbodyachedfromlackofsleep,andfrankly,lackof
release,andyethecouldn’tthinkaboutthatnow.Whatheshouldbedoingis
tryingtofigureoutwhatthehellwaswrongwithhisvisionsandwhyhe
couldn’tseebeyondthemistytendrilsofdeathandintowhatwouldactually
cometobe.

Hehadn’tseenGibson’sinjury.
Hehadn’tseenClaire’sdeath.
Andhesureashellhadn’tseenGibsonandMandyinhislife.
Hecouldstillseethewide,vacanteyesofClaireasshestaredblanklyatthe

sky;herbodycoldandcoveredincutsandbruises.Therewasn’tasingleclaw
markonher,worryinghimmorethanitshould.Ifashifterhadbeenangry
enoughwithClaireforwhatshe’ddonetothedenorforanotherreason,he
wouldhavethoughtthey’dhaveusedclawsandteethtokillher.

Instead,someonehadusedaknifetoslowlybleedawayherlife.Hemight

nothavelikedClaire,northedecisionsshe’dmadeintheheatofthemoment,
butshehadn’tdeservedtodiethewayshehad.ThefactthatHolden,Soren,and
Gibsonhadn’tfeltherdiealongPackbondstoldOliverthattherewassomething
goingonfarbeyondagrudgeagainstawomanwhohadmadeaterriblemistake.

Yes,itcouldhavebeentheSAUthathadtakenherlifeandevenhurt

Gibson,yetOliverwasn’tsure.Thatwouldn’texplainthehiddenseveredbonds
andshifterscentonthebody.Thefactthatitwasamutedscentsonoonecould
tellwhatkindofshifteritwas,letalonewhoitwas,meantthiswentfardeeper
thanaguardwithaknife.

Onlyhecouldn’tfigureitout,andhisbodyhurtfromvisionaftervision.

Visionsthatdidn’tseemtobehelpinganyone.Alltheydidwastakealittlebit
moreoutofhimandkeephimupatnight.

Usually,hecouldn’tseethedeathsofthoseheloved,thoseinhisfamily.

He’dneverseenAnyaorthecubsfullyinhisdreamsbefore.Yes,whenthecubs
hadbeenkidnappedhe’dknownsomethingwaswrong,butitwasmoreofwhat
wouldhavehappenedafterthathadbroughtonthevisionsoffearanddeath.
Thefactthathe’dseenthecubsclearasdayinavisionalongwithColeworried
him.

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Addinthefactthathe’dthenseenGibsonandMandy,andhejustwasn’t

sureanymore.

“Ifyoukeepthinkingsohard,you’regoingtobreaksomething,”Gibson

saidsoftlyasheslowlymadehiswayintotheroom.

Oliverlookedupattheothermanandheldbackacurse.“Youlooklike

hell.”

“Ifeellikehell,”thewolfsaidsimply.
“Itoldhimtogotosleep,buthewon’tlistentome,”Mandysaidasshe

walkedinwithtwomugsoftea.“Theseareforyouandme,Oliver.Gibsonwill
getsomeafterhesleepsofftheweightofemotionshejustfelt.”

Despitethegravityofthesituation,hesmiled.“Shetoldyou.”
Gibsonletoutalittlegrowl.“Fine,Iwasgoingtoheadtomyplaceanyway.

Ineedtohideawayforabitandjustsleepitoff.”Helookedbetweenthem.
“Stayhere,willyou?”heaskedMandy.“Just…betogether,orIdon’tknow…
Youguysneedtimealonetoseewhoyouareasacouple.”Oliver’sbrowsrose.
“We’lleachhavetimeascouplesandthenlateras…well,asatriad,butIthink
thetwoofyoushouldatleasttalkorsomething.”Heranahandoverhisface.
“AndnowthatI’vemuckedthatupbecauseI’mtootiredtothink,I’mheaded
over.”

“Areyousureyou’reokaywalkingbyyourself?”Oliverasked,awarethat

Mandyhadgonequietbesidehim.

“I’llbeokay,”Gibsonanswered.HeleanedforwardandkissedMandy

softly,thenOliver.Oliver’sbearstretchedatthesensation,lovingthetasteof
thiswolf.“Just…be,okay?”

Heleftthemthen,hishandsinhispocketsbutaresolveabouthimthat

Oliverliked.

“Didhejusttellustohavesex?”MandyblurtedonceGibsonwasoutof

earshot.

Oliverlaughedthen,hiswholebodyshaking.Hereachedoutandgripped

herhand,pullingherclose.Thankfully,she’dalreadysetdowntheteaorthat
wouldhaveburned.Whenshetumbledintohislap,hekissedhertemple,
relievedshelaughedwithhim.

“Yeah,Ithinkhedid.”
Mandyblushed,hercheekspinkandvery,veryalluring.“Iassumedwe’d

uh…youknow,betweenthethreeofusfirst.”

“Wecanwaittodothat,”Oliversaid,hisvoiceserious.“OryouandGibson

canfindeachotherfirst.”Hepaused.“Idon’tknowifit’savisionorjustwhatI
feel,butIthinkithastobeyouwithoneofusfirst.NotjustmeandGibson.
You’retheglue,”herepeatedfrombefore.

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“Yousaythat,andyetIdon’tknowifIquitebelieveit.”Sheranahand

throughhisbeard,andhedidhisbesttomemorizeeveryplaneofherface,every
scar,everybitofherthatmadeherMandy.

Herwolfmightcravethemannearher,butthatdidn’tmeanthehumanfully

knewhim.Yes,shemightwanthimasawomanwantedaman,butsheneeded
toknowhim,neededtoseehowshefitagainsthim—literallyandfiguratively.

Heslidhishandupherthightorestonherhipandstareddownather.

“Gibsonispartofthis,yet,withouthim,Idon’tthinkourbeastswouldbeas…
intentastheyare.ButthesamecouldbesaidofmeIwouldthink.Butwithout
you?Withoutyou,therewouldn’tbeaglimmer.Yourinnerstrengthiswhat
broughtushere,andIknowwithoutyou,I’dstillbesittinginmyroom,trying
nottopassoutfromtheweightonmyshoulders.AndGibson?Well,Idon’t
thinkhe’dhavebeenoverhereatallwithoutyou.”

Shesquirmedinhislapandheletoutasoftgroan.Shefroze,andheknew

shefelthiserectionunderherbutt,causinghertoblush.Heknewshewasn’ta
virginasthedenwastoosmallforsecrets,buthedidn’twanttothinkofherpast
experiences.Hejustwantedtothinkofher.

Mandyswallowedhardandlickedherlips.Oliver’sgazefelltothemotion

andhestaredonceagain.Sheliftedherhandslightlytocuphisfaceratherthan
hisbeardandtiltedherhead.Thelinebetweenherbrowsdeepened,andhe
wantedtosmoothitout.Sheonlydidthatwhenshewasthinkinghardabout
something.

AndshealwaysseemedtobethinkinghardaroundhimandGibson.
“Youcan’tblameyourselfforwhathappened,”shewhispered.Hehadn’t

expectedhertosaythat,andfromthewayMandyblinked,shehadn’texpected
tosayiteither.“Clairediedbecausesomeonewantedherdead,orshewasinthe
wrongplaceatthewrongtime.Itwasn’tyourfaultyoudidn’tseeit.You’reso
hardonyourself,Oliver.Youcan’tcontrolwhenavisioncomestoyou,andyou
can’tcontrolhowdeepyougointhevisionitself.It’snotyourfault,”she
repeated.

Oliverlookedoverherthen,butkepthishandsonherhipandlowerback.

“I’vealwaystriedtocontrolthem,youknow.MaybebeforetheVeronaVirushit
thingsweredifferent,butiftheywere,Idon’tremember.Iwasn’tthatoldwhen
wewentintothecompounds,andeventhoughIknewIwouldonedaybethe
Foreseerforthebears,Iwasn’tas…entrenchedinthevisionsasIamnow.But
nomatterwhatI’vedonesince,Ican’tcontrolthem.Ican’tseethoseIlove…or
Iusuallycan’t.”

Helookeddownagainandsheblinkedathim.“Whatdoyoumean?”
Heletoutasighandrestedhisheadonthetopofhers.Shewrappedher

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armsaroundhismiddle.Itwasasifsheknewheneededthecomfort,evenifhe
didn’twanttoaskforit.Herwolfbrushedupagainsthisbear,apparently
knowinghisbeastneededtouch,aswell.

“I’veneverbeenabletogetclearreadingsofAnyaorthecubs.Orevenmy

parentsbeforethen.Ialsocan’tseemyself,thoughI’mtheonelivingthevisions
atthetime.Butrecently,thingshavebeenalloutoforder.”Hepausedabeat.
“I’veseenthecubs,butnotattheirdeath.I’veseenCole.”Hesighed.“I’veseen
youandGibson.”

Hecouldfeelherpulsequicken.Hewantedtoknowwhatshewasthinking.

Heshouldn’thavementionedherandGibson,buthehadn’tbeenabletohelp
himself.He’dneededhertoknowthathe’dnotonlydreamtabouther,butthat
heshouldn’thavebecauseshewasclosetohiminawayhehadn’tthought
possible.Inthespanofmeremoments,meremonths,he’dstartedtofallforhis
twowolves.Tohumans,thatmightseemfast,buthewasn’thuman.Thoughit
didscarethehelloutofhim.

“Idon’tknowwhatanyofitmeans,”Oliversaidsoftly.“Ineverdo,though

Imuddlemywaythroughit.”

Shepulledbackthensohecouldseeherface.“Iwouldn’tcallthat

muddling.You’vesavedpeople,Oliver.Andwitheachvisionyoufalldeeper
intothehellyoulivethrougheveryday.Iknowit’stakingpartofyouaway
everytimeyoudoit,andithurtsmetothinkofit.Sodon’tcallitmuddling.You
dosomuch,andyetyounevertakeanythingfromit,neverlettheworldknow
thatyoutried.”

“I’mnotusedtopeopletryingtotakecareofme,”hesaidsoftly.“No,that’s

alie.Anya’sbeentakingcareofmesincewewerechildrenbecauseofmyso-
calledgifts.Andyet…yetitfeelsdifferentwithyou.She’striedtokeepme
alive,andyetwithyou—andGibson—IfeellikeIwanttolive.”Hecuppedher
faceandstareddownintothosebigeyesofhers.“Howdoyoudothistome,
littlewolf?Howcanyoureachmewhennooneelsecan?”

Hetracedhercheekwithhisthumbandshelickedherlips.Hewantedtodo

thesame,wantedtocapturehermouthandtakeitashisown.Hewantedtofeel
herbodyagainsthis,seehowwellshefitbelowhim,overhim,nearhim.

Andbecausetheywerehere,alone,together,fullofpromise…hewould.
Oliverloweredhismouthtohers,andshegaspedsoftlybeforeyieldingto

him.Hekeptonehandonherface,theotherfirmlyonherhip,keepingherin
place.Hiscockachedbeneathherbutt,buthedidn’trock,didn’tpushhertoo
far,tooquickly.Hewasabigman,abigbear,andMandywassosmall,so
fragile.

ThoughhewantedGibsonthere,wantedGibsonwithhim,withMandy,

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withthemboth,heknewrightthen,thiswasaboutOliverandMandy.They
werethreepartsofawhole,threeseparaterelationshipsthatentwinedtobecome
one.

Andfornow,forthismomentofpurepassion,thiswasOliverandMandy’s

time.

Heexploredhermouth,learninghertasteandeachmoanshemadewhenhe

wentdeeper,whenhegentlybitherlips.Whenhepulledback,theywereboth
breathless,andshesquirmedonceagainonhislap.

“Iwantyou,littlewolf,”hewhispered.“Willyouhaveme?”
Shelookedintohiseyesandsmiledsoftly.“I’malreadyyours,Oliver.

Didn’tyouknowthat?”

Hestoodthenandliftedherintohisarms.Sheletoutasqueakandwrapped

herlegsaroundhiswaist.Heslidonehandunderherbutttokeephersteadyand
usedtheothertogripthebackofherhead,bringinghismouthdownoverhers
oncemore.Hekissedherhard,harderthanbefore,neededherasclosetohimas
possible.

“Icoulddrownonyourtaste.Dieahappyman,”hegrowledroughlyagainst

hermouth.

Sheranherhandsthroughhishair,pullingoutthebandasshedidso.“Keep

tasting.”Shebitintohislowerlip,andhegrowled.“Tasteeverything.”

Hegrinnedthen.Seemshislittlesubmissivewolfwasn’tallthatsubmissive

witheverything.Perfect.Hecouldn’twaitforGibsontofindout,aswell.Just
theimageofthetwoofthemmakingsureMandycameoverandoveragainsent
himtotheedge,sohetookadeepbreathandcarriedthewomanhisbearwanted
ashistothebedroom.

Whenhelaidherdownontheedgeofthemattress,hecouldn’thelpbut

smile.“Youlooklikeyou’reGoldilocksinmybed.”

Sherolledhereyes.“Myhairisn’tblonde.”
Heslidhishanduphercalfslowly.“Withyourhairsplayedaroundyour

headlikethatinabedthat’sbigenoughforabear,Idon’tcareaboutthecolor.I
wanttotasteyou,Mandy.I’mgoingtolickyouup,eatyouout,andmakeyou
comeonmytonguebeforeItakeyou.”

Mandyshivered.“Okay.”
Helaughedthen,charmedbyhersimpleanswer.“Okay,then.”Helowered

himselfoverher,takinghermouthagainwhilerunninghishandsoverherbody.
Helovedthefeelofher,allsoftnessandcurves.Shewasn’tawarrior,yetheld
thestrengthofherwolfunderthesoftnessofherskin.

Whenhepulledawaytoworkonthebuttonofherjeans,shebitintoherlip

andraisedherhips.Hegrinnedandslowlypulledherpantsdownherlegs,

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tossingthemtotheside.Herlegswereshapelyandwouldfitnicelyaroundhis
hipsashedroveintoher.

“Beautiful,”hewhisperedandcuppedherboldly.
Shegasped,andhegrinned,intentonhispurpose.Shestillworehertopand

panties,butlaidoutbeforehim,heknewshewashis.Hebentoverherandslid
hishandsunderthesidesofherpantiesbeforepullingthemdown.Again,she
liftedherhipstohelp,andhecouldn’thelpbutsighattheperfectioninfrontof
him.

Andshewashis.
Beforeshecouldputherkneestogethertocoverherself,heloweredhisface

andlicked.Shebuckedtowardhim,callingouthisname.Helickedagain,her
tastesweetonhistongue.Heputonehandoverherstomachtokeephersteady
asheexploredher,lickingandsuckingwhilemakingsuretopayextraattention
toherclit.

“Oliver,”shegaspedandheincreasedthepace,slidingonefingerintoher.

Sheclampedaroundhim,tight,tight,wetandhot.Whenheaddedasecond
fingerandgentlybitdownonherclit,shecameagainsthim,herbodyshaking.

Heletherridethepleasurebeforepullingbackandstrippingoffhisclothes

inahurry.Whenhewascompletelynaked,hepulledhertoherfeet,allowing
hertostillleanagainstthebed,andkissedheragain,theurgencyridinghim
makinghimshake.

“Ineedyou,”herasped.“Ineedallofyou.”
“Youhaveit,”shegaspedassheraisedherhands.Heslidhershirtoffand

hadherbraonthegroundnexttoherpantiesbeforeshecouldblink.Herbreasts
weretheperfectsizeforhislargehandsandhehadtohavetheminhismouth.
Helickedonenipple,thentheother,gentlypluckingthemwithhisfingersand
cuppingherbreastsashedid.

“Oliver,”shemoaned,herhandtanglinginhishair.Hehummedagainsther

nipple,andshepressedherbodyagainsthis,herhandonhisdick.

Hegroaned.“Ifyoutouchmerightnow,I’mgoingtocome.”
“Yougottotasteme,whycan’tItasteyou?”
Hepulledawayandcuppedherface.“Nexttime,”hepromised.“Nexttime.

Ineedyounow.”

Withthat,heturnedheraroundandpressedherbacktohisfront,hiscock

slidingagainstthetopofherass.Whenhebentherovertheedgeofthebed,she
fistedherhandsinthebedspreadashegrippedherhipstightly.Hebentoverher
andkissedthebackofherneckthenlickeddownherspine.Withonehand,he
fingeredheragain,makingsureshewasreadyforhim,andwiththeother,
positionedhimselfatherentrance.

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“Readyforme,littlewolf?”
“I’vebeenready,”shesaid,hervoicerough.
“Good.”Hepushedintoherthenandtheybothmoaned.Shewassosmall,

sotight,butshe’dtakehim.Hisbearwantedtogoharder,gofaster,butforthis
firsttime,hejustwantedtofeelher.Hecouldwaitthatlong.

“Oliver,”shemoaned.“Now.Takeme.Icanhandleit.Ineedyou.”
“Idon’twanttohurtyou.”
“I’mawolf,bearofmine.Icantakeit.Nowtakeme.”Shepushed

backwards,takingtherestofhim,andhegrowledbeforepullingbackand
slammingbackintoher.Theybothgroaned,andhecontinuedthepace,thrusting
inandoutofheruntiltheywerebothsweat-slickandontheedge.Beforehe
couldcome,hepulledoutandflippedherover.Heputhishandsunderherbutt
andliftedhersosherestedontheedgeofthebed.Shereachedbetweenthem
andgrippedhiscock,movinghimsohecouldfillheragain.Hepushedintoher
oncemore,andsherockedherhips,meetinghimthrustforthrust.

Whenhisballstightened,heknewhewasclose.“Touchyourself,”he

ordered.“Comeforme.”

Sheslidherhandoverherbellyanddidashetoldher,hereyesnever

leavinghis.Whenhereyesdarkened,herbodybowing,hecamewithher,
crushinghismouthtohersandcatchingherscreamofpleasure.

Hisbearroared,andhefeltherwolfslideagainsthim,connectingthemina

wayhe’dneverthoughtpossible.

Hestoodwithherinhisarms,naked,sweaty,sated,andhers.
Nomatterthefuture,nomatterwhathisvisionsshowedhim,thiswaswhat

hewouldrememberuntiltheendofhisdays.Thefeelofthiswomaninhis
arms…andinhissoul.

Hejustprayedthiswouldn’tbethelasttimehefeltit.

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Chapter7


Gibsonwashorny.Therewasn’tanotherwordforit.Hewasfinallyhealed

fromeverythingthathadhithimrecently,andbecausehe’ddonehisbesttostay
secluded¸hehadn’thadtodealwithtoomanyemotions.

Yettherewasonethinghecouldn’tchangeonhisown.
Oh,hemighthavebeenabletoruboneofftotakecareoftheitch,oratleast

partofit,buthehadn’twantedto,notwithOliverandMandyrightthere.

Ofcourse,thetwoofthemhadalreadybeenwithoneanothersotheyat

leastknewwhattheotherfeltlike.Gibson,however,hadnoclue.Itmighthave
beenhisownfaultbecausehe’dwantedtomakesureOliverhadbeentakencare
ofduringhistimeofneed,andheknewMandywouldbeperfectforit,butit
didn’tmakehisdickanylesshard.

Andthefactthathewasthinkingabouthisdickandnotthathehadto

controlthisnewgiftofhis,orthatClairewasdead,oraboutwhohurthiminthe
firstplace,oraboutthefacttheSAUguardshadremainedasilentpresence,told
himheneededtogethisprioritiesstraight.

Noteverythingwasaboutgettingoff.
Butsometimesitsureashellfeltlikeit.
Hesighedandranahandthroughhishair.Heprobablyshouldgetitcut,but

Mandyhadcommentedthatshelikeditsohekeptit.Theyweren’tevenmated,
andhewasalreadydoingthingsforhertomakeherhappy.Ifhe’dbeenan
asshole,hemighthaveresentedherforit.Buthewasn’t,andhejustwantedto
makesureshestayedhappy.

Itwasn’teasywhentheworldwasgoingtohellaroundthem,anditwasn’t

asifthey’dstartedoffinagreatplacetobeginwith.

Withasigh,hegotupfromhiskitchentableandputhiscoldcoffeeinthe

sink.Hehadn’trememberedtodrinkitwhenit’dbeenhotsincehe’dbeentrying
tountangleafewthreadsofemotions,andnowhewastired,grumpy,andin
needofcaffeine.Coldcaffeinewouldhavetodo.Hepulledoutanoff-brand
sodafromtherefrigeratorandpoppedthetop.Thehumansdidn’tletthemhave
brandnamethingssinceitwasjustonemorewayforthemtoflaunttheirpower,
sooff-brandhadtodo.Sometimes,theysnuckinthegoodstuff,buthedidn’t
haveanyatthemoment.

Thatmorning,hewassupposedtoworkonathighpieceforafellowwolf,

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buttheothermanhadcancelled,tellingGibsoninapologetictonesthatasthe
newOmega,heprobablyneededrest.

Itgratedonhimthattheothermanhadbeenright,buthedidhisbestto

ignoreit.Hehadn’tdoneatattoosincebecomingtheOmega,andhewasafraid
hewouldn’tbeabletoatall.Itwasbadenoughhecouldfeeltension,hurt,and
angerfromotherswhenhewalkedpastthem.Whatwouldhappenwhenhewas
theoneinflictingpainfromtheneedleofatattoomachine?Hewasn’tsurehe
wouldbeabletohandleit,andbecauseofthat,heknewhe’dhavetotakea
breakfromtheonethingthathadcenteredhimwithinthePack.

Ofcourse,henowhadthisnewconnection,buthedidn’tknowwhattodo

withit.Nordidheknowifhe’dbeabletofullycontrolit.Forallheknew,he’d
breakalongtheway,orworse,breaksomeonehecaredaboutbecausehedidn’t
knowhowtohandlethisso-calledgift.

Ifhe’dbeenbornwiththepowerorhadknownaboutitgrowinguplike

otherOmegasinthepasthad,itwouldbeonething.Butthishadbeendropped
inhislapatapointinhislifewhenhehadn’tbeenreadyforit.

HehadbarelybeenreadyforMandyandOliver.Letalonetheabilityto

handletheemotionalandphysicalhealthofanentirePackandtwomorethat
wereslowlyjoiningtheirs.

“Knockknock,”Mandysaidfrombehindhim.Heturnedatthesoundofher

voice,hiswolfpushingagainsthimforevenaglimpseofher.

Hesmileddespitetheweightonhischestatthesightofher.Hercheeks

wereflushed,herhairinwildwavesaroundherhead,andhethoughtshe’d
neverlookedsexier.Shesmelledofthatdelectablesweetnessthatwashers,
wrappedinthewarmthandstrengththatwasOliver.

Gibsonwantedhisscentmixedwiththetwo.
Andhewouldmakethathappen.
Soon.
Heprowledtowardherlikehewasadamncatinsteadofawolfandcupped

herface,liftingherchinsohecouldlookdownintothoseeyesofhersheloved.

“Goodmorning,”heraspedbeforetakinghermouthwithhis.Sheleaned

intohim,herbreastspressingintohischest.

“Goodmorning,”shebreathedbeforeleaningbacktofanherface.“Iswear,

betweenyouandOliverI’mgoingtoneedanapatsomepointsoIcancatch
up.”

Gibsongrinned.“Yeah?Wetoomuchforyou,arewe?”
Sherolledhereyes.“Nottoomuch.Justenough.ThoughsometimesIguess

itfeelsliketoomuch.Andthenatthosetimes,Iguessitwillbeuptoyouand
Oliverto…play.”

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Gibsonlickedhislipsatthethought.“Itdoeshelpthatthere’salways

someonewaitinginthewingsincaseweneedtotapout.”

Shesnortedandhuggedhimaroundhiswaist.“Yes,becauseit’sjustlikea

cagematch.”Shesighedintohimandinhaled.“Yousmell…happy.”

Helaughed.“Oh,really?HowcanIsmellhappy?”
Shewrinkledhernose,andheleaneddowntokissit.Funny,hewasstill

hornyashell,likehe’dbeenbefore,butinsteadoftheangstandworrythathad
comewithit,hefelt…relieved.Mandyhaddonethattohimbyjustbeingnear.
Hedidn’tknowwhatthatmeant,orrather,hedidn’twanttothinktoohardabout
whatthatmeant,buthe’dtakeitasitwas.Fornow.

“Idon’tknow.It’snotlikeyouwiththewholeactuallyfeelingemotions

things,butwhenIcamein,mywolfperkedupbecauseyoursdid.Iguessthat’s
whatImean.”

Helookeddownather,hisheartinthisthroat.Thatshe’dcaughtthatwith

onelooktoldhimhehadn’tbeenhidinghowhefeltaboutherwellatall.Why
hefelttheneedtohideanythingfromherwasbeyondhimthough.Maybeitwas
becausetheyweremovingawfullyfastfortwowolveswhohaddonetheirbest
tostayoutofeachother’swayinthepast.

“Youdomakemehappy,”hesaidsoftly.Heranhisthumboverherjawand

swallowedhard.Ifhedidn’tslowdown,he’dtakeheragainstthewall,andhe
neededtobreathefirst.Shedeservedmorethanaruttogethimoff.“Iwasjust
goingtohaveasoda.Youwantone?”

Shetiltedherheadasshestudiedhisface.“Icouldusesomethingtodrink.

Aren’tyougoingtoaskwhyI’mhereandOliverisn’t?”

Heblinkedandclearedhisthroat.“IguessIwasjustsohappytoseeyouI

forgottheusualthingslikenotbeingaselfishasshole.”

Sherolledhereyes.“Well,youbeinghappytoseemeisonething,but

you’renotaselfishasshole,notwiththatkiss.AsforwhyI’mhere,Ihaveafew
thingstodoworkwise,butIbroughtitwithme.”Shepointedtothesatchelhe’d
failedtonoticethatsheworeacrossherbody.“OliverisplayingUncleBigBad
Bearwiththecubstoday.Theymissedhimapparently,andhewantedtomake
sureyouandIhadsometimealonetogether.IfI’mnotmistaken,he’splanning
onmakingsurethetwoofyouhavetimetospendtogetheralone,aswell.And
thenthethreeofus.”Hereyescrossed.“It’salotofrelationshipswhenyouput
itallouttherelikethat.”

Heshookhishead,asmilespreadingoverhisface.“Yeah,butwe’llfinda

waytomakeitwork.Andhonestly,itonlyseemslikealot,Ithink,because
OliverandIusuallydoourbesttostayonthefringes.”

Shenoddedasheledhertothekitchenandgotherasodaofherown.

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“Yeah,andwhileImightknowalotofpeople,Itendtostaybymyself.Too
manydominantshiftersatonceandmywolfneedsatimeout.”

Hetookasipofhisdrink.“Igetthat.Well,atleastIsortofdo.I’venever

likedbeingaroundalotofpeople,eventhoughIusuallyhaveoneortwoinmy
shopdaily.Idon’tknowifit’smywolforjustmethatmakesthathappen,
though.IknowOliverneedstobeonhisownalotbecauseofthewhole
Foreseerthing,butIdon’tknowwhatitfeelsliketohaveawolfinsidethat’snot
evenalittledominant.”

Shesmiledthen,hereyesbrightening.“AndIdon’tknowwhatitfeelslike

nottobesubmissive.Mywolf,muchlikemeIguess,needstocomfort,too
soothe.It’snotthatI’mweak,butmore…adifferentkindofwolfIguess.”

Gibsonfrowned.“Ineverthoughtyouwereweak.Ittakesacertainkindof

strengthtoaidthedominantswhentheycan’thelpthemselves.Whothoughtyou
wereweak?”Hiswolfrose,needingtoknow,aswell.Atendrilofsensationslid
overhim,andheknewitwasMandy.Hecouldn’ttellwhatemotionitwas
exactly,butitfeltalittlelikeshame.Hedidn’tunderstandituntilshespoke
next.

Shebitherlip.“Therewereafew,butClairehonestlywastheworst.”She

letoutasigh,andGibsonsetdownhiscansohecouldbringherclose.“Once
HoldenmatedArielandeverythinghappenedwiththeSAU,thingswere
different,butIwasalwayscarefularoundher.AndIhatethatI’mevensaying
thisbecauseshe’sgoneandcan’tspeakforherself.Someoneendedherlife,and
wehavenoideawhoitwas.YetasmallpartofmeisrelievedIwillneverfeel
trappedandscaredbecauseofheragain.Shewasn’tagoodperson,butshe
didn’tdeservetodielikethat.”

Gibsonkissedhertempleandheldhertohischest.Shesnuggledclose,and

herestedhischinonthetopofherhead.

“No,shedidn’tdeservetodielikeshedid,andwewillfindoutwhodidit.

Justlikewe’llfindoutwhohurtmeandwhytheSAUissosilentrightnow.As
forhowshemadeyoufeel…Herdyingdoesn’tchangethat.Itdoesn’tmakeyou
abadpersonforrememberingwhatshedidtoyou.”Hiswolfpushedathim,
wantingtoavengeher,buttherewasnothingtoavenge.Notyetanyway.

“Ifeellikethingshavebeenupintheairyetchangingsoquicklyeversince

HoldenfoundArielinthewoods,”Mandysaidafteramoment.“It’sstrangeto
thinkhowthingsmightchangeagain.”

Heranhishanddownherside.“Iknow,”hesaidsoftly.“IneverthoughtI’d

behere,betheOmega.”Abeatofsilence.“Bewithyou.”

Shemovedawayfromhimthen,andhefeltapangofdisappointmentuntil

shestoodonhertiptoesandreacheduptokisshisjaw.“Makelovetome,

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Gibson.Makemeyoursintruth.”

Heslidhishandsdownherarmsandgrippedherfingers.“Youwantthat

now?Youwantmeonyou,overyou,inyou?”

“I’vewanteditforalongtime,”sheanswered.“Thewaytheworldis

changingisn’tgoingtostopthat.IwantyouasIwantOliver,thougheachwayis
unique.”

Henodded.“Sameforme.”
Shesmiledthen.“WhenyoutakeOliver,doyouthinkIcanbeinthe

room?”sheblushed,andGibsonlaughed.

“Youwanttowatchmetakehim?Andhowdoyouknowit’llbemetaking

him?”

“I’msureyou’lltaketurns,”shesaiddryly.“ButIthinkourbigbearneeds

torelaxeveryonceinawhile,andyoucandothatforhim.”

Heloweredhishead,hislipsabreathfromhers.“Ithinkwebothcan.”And

withthat,hetookhermouth,relishinghertaste,hertouch.Heliftedherintohis
armsandturnedsohecouldsitheronthekitchentable,thankfulitwassturdier
thantheoneinherhome.Hepulledawayandtuggedatthebottomofhershirt.
“Ineedthisoff.”

Hereyeswidened.“Here?Inthekitchen?”
Gibsongrinnedthen.“Hell,yeah.Thekitchenistheperfectplacetoeat.”

Andwiththat,hetookoffhershirt,moaningwhenherealizedshewasn’t
wearingabra.“DamnIloveyourbreasts.”

Shecuppedthemherself,ablushrisingonherskin.“Oliverbrokethehook

onmybralastnightandI,uh…haven’tbeenhometofixityet.”

Hepulledherhandsawayandcuppedherbreasts,usinghisthumband

forefingertoplaywithhernipples.“Inoticedyouwerewearingthesameclothes
aslastnight.You’readirtylittlewolf,aren’tyou?”

Shelickedherlips.“You’redirtier.”
Hechuckledroughly.“Yeah,Iam.”Heloweredhisheadandtookanipple

intohismouth,sucked.Shearchedtowardhim,puttingherhandonthebackof
hishead.Hepulledaway.“Handsontheedgeofthetable,Mandy.”

“What?”sheasked,hereyeswide.
“Hands.On.The.Table.”Hegrowledouteachword.“Ifyoutouchmenow,

I’lllosecontrol.”

“SoyoucantouchmebutIcan’ttouchyou?”sheaskedevenassheputher

handsontheedgeofthetableashe’dordered.

“Yep.”Hebeganworkingonherpants,slowlyslidingthem,alongwithher

panties,downherlegs.Soon,shewasnakedbeforehim.Sexy,curvy,andhotas
hell.

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“Thatdoesn’tsoundfair,”shesaid,thoughitwasmoreofagaspashewent

tohiskneesinfrontofher.

“You’llhavetopunishmelaterforit,”hegrowled.Thenhelickedher,

nibblingandbitinguntiltheywerebothpanting.Shehadherlegswrapped
aroundhisneck,andhecouldn’thelpbuthuminsatisfactionathertaste.As
soonashedid,shestiffenedbeforecoming,herbodyarchingoverthetable.

Butshe’dkeptherhandsontheedge.
Hequicklystoodupandstrippedoutofhisclothes.Hewasrock-hard,and

soclosehemightendupcomingbeforeheevenhadher.Heknewhehadto
slowitdown,hadtorememberthatthiswasonlythefirstchanceatabeginning.

Gibsonkissedherhard,wrappingherhairaroundhisfist.“Mine,”he

growled.“Mine.”

“Yours,”shepromised,hereyesdark.“Yours.Always.”
Hewasn’tsurehecouldhandletheideaofalways,oratleasthehadn’t

been.Now,hecouldn’thelpbutthinkit.

Passion,heat,andthescariestthingofall—love—filledhim,andhewasn’t

sureifitwashisorMandy’s.Hiswolftookeverythingin,theemotionsmixing
andtanglinguntiltheybecamealmostone.Thatitselfwasanewkindofalmost
bond,anewkindoffeelingaltogether.

He’dhavetoworkthroughthatandfindabalance,butfornow,hecould

onlystopandstareatthewomanbeforehim.

“You’reeverything,”hewhispered.“Everything.”
Sheshookherhead.“Justonethirdofawhole,”shesaidsoftly.“Now

please,getinmebeforeIhavetotakecareofthingsmyself.”

Hesnortedandcuppedherbreastfirmly.“Goingtotakecharge,areyou?”
Shearchedintohisgrasp,hernipplehardagainsthispalm.“Ifyouwon’t.”
Hepinchedhernippleandshegasped.“Wench.”
“Heathen.”
“Littlewolf.”
Mywolf.”
Helikedthesoundofthat.Hekissedheragain,usingonehandtoguide

himselftoher.Ashepressedin,hemethergaze,theirbreathsquickeningashe
filledherslowly,ohsoslowly.

Whenheseatedhimselftothehilt,hepaused,sweatslidingdownhisback.

Shewassowarm,sowet,andabsoluteperfection.

“I’venever…”heclearedhisthroat.“I’veneverfeltanythinglikethis.”
Tearssliddownhercheeksasshenodded.“Gibson.”
Hekissedherashemoved,theirbodiesmovingasone.Shewrappedher

legsaroundhiswaist,pullinghimcloser,andhegrippedherhipsohecouldgo

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asdeepaspossible.Andwhenshecame,herbodytighteningaroundhis,he
followedher,fillingher,markingherashisowninthatway.

Onedaysoon,whenitwasthethreeofthem,theywouldmarkeachother.

Therewasnootheroptionnow.He’dfallen.Fast.Hard.Andineveryway
possible.

Thiswolfandthebearwhowasclosehadlaidclaimtohisheart,hisbody,

andhisfuture.

Itdidn’ttakeanOmegatoknowtheothersfeltthesame.Justasitdidn’t

takeaForeseertoknowthatastheworldcrumbledaroundthem,spunonan
unsteadyaxis,theywouldhavetofightforwhattheywanted.

Becausethiswasonlyareprieveinthedarkness.
Somethingwascoming.
Anditwascomingsoon.

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Chapter8


Thedreamcamequickly.Oliverbracedhimselffortheonslaught,yetdid

hisbesttoremembereverydetail,everyounceofpain.Thedarknessslammed
intohim,anever-presententitythattoldhimthatwhathappenednextwasn’t
goingtobeeasy,wasn’tgoingtobepretty.

Heletoutabreath,focusingonwhatmattered—thevision.
Theywerestandinginagroupoftrees,thoughhecouldn’ttellifitwas

nightordaybecausethebranchesmadeacanopy,onlylettinginsomelight.If
he’dbeenawakeintruth,he’dhavefeltthesun’swarmthorperhapsthemoon’s
pull,butfornow,heonlyknewthatwhathappenedwouldbeinthissmallpatch
offorest.

Growlssoundedinfrontofhim,andhemovedforward.Fromthemurky

darkness,twofiguresemerged,thistimenotinwolfform.GibsonandMandy
stoodback-to-back,cutscoveringtheirbody.Alarge,jaggedgashmarked
Gibson’storso.BloodseepedthroughGibson’sshirtandrandownhispantsto
mixwiththedirtontheground.TheOmegawaspale,hisbodyshuttingdown
fromthemortalwound.

Mandyclawedatherattacker,adarkshadowhecouldn’tquiteplace,her

facescrunchedevenashereyesfilledwithfear.

Oliverthrewhisheadbackandroared.Thehumponthebackofhisneck

grewashebegantoshiftintohisgrizzlyform.Theneedtosavethem,evenina
dreamthatwasnodream,tookover,andheputallsenseofrealityoutofhis
mind.

Hewouldnotallowthesetwotodie.
Notwhenhe’djustfoundthem.
HetackledthedarkshadowinfrontofGibsonasthemalewolffelltohis

knees,hiseyeswideandvacant.Mandyturnedtowardthem,screamingtheir
lover’snameasGibsonhittheground.Oliverreachedoutwithalargepawto
bringherclose,butcouldn’tgettoherintime.Instead,ashadowjumpedonto
herbackandclawedherneck.Bloodpouredfromthegash,andshereachedup
tostaunchtheflow.

Butitwouldn’tbeenough.
Itneverwas.
Olivercoveredtheirbodieswithhisown,swipingattheshadowsbutnever

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makingcontact.Heclawed,bit,androared;yetnothingworked.Theshadows
usedtheirfangsandclawstoattackhisbody,diggingthroughhisfurdownto
theflesh.

Hisbloodcoveredthegroundbelowhim,andheknewthiswouldbethe

end.

Thiswashowhewoulddie.
Andifhedidn’tmovefromthevision,hemightdieforreal,aswell.

Becausesometimes,whateverhappenedinthevision,alsohappenedtohis
unconsciousbody.

Hecouldn’tlethislifeendlikethis,couldn’tletGibsonandMandydieat

thehandsoftheunknown.

Oliverpulledaway,hisbodyshaking,hisvisiongoinggray.Asheclosed

hiseyes,hisbreathgrowingragged,anotherwolfemergedfromthedarkness,his
eyesintent.

Theo.
ButwhatwouldTheobedoinghere?
TheogrowledoverMandy’sbody,andOliveropenedhismouthtoroar

back,butthedarknesstookhimagain.

Hewokeupinapoolofhisownsweat,hissheetstangledaroundhiships

andchest,heavingashefoughttocatchhisbreath.Withalurch,heturnedonhis
frontandemptiedthecontentsofhisstomachintotheemptytrashcanhekept
nearhisbedforsituationsjustlikethis.

Oncehecouldbreatheagain,Oliverstoodonshakylegsandwenttoclean

uphismessandtosshissheetsinthewasher.Ashegotintheshower,hestood
underthespray,leaningononehandagainstthewallsohecouldfigureoutwhat
hewasgoingtodowiththisnewvision.

JustbecauseTheohadshownupinthedreamrightwhentheshadowshad

disappeareddidn’tmeanhehadanythingtodowithGibsonandMandy’sdeaths.
Infact,itcouldhavebeensomethingcompletelydifferent,yetOlivercouldn’t
shakethatTheohadsomethingtodowithwhatwouldcome.

Andpossiblywithwhathadalreadyhappened.
Theowasn’thappywithMandyforchoosingOliverandGibsonoverhim,

butthatdidn’tmeanhewouldberesponsiblefortheirdeaths.Infact,Theohad
spentmostofhislifemakingsureMandywassafeandsecure,evenwithinthe
wallsoftheirconfinement.ButGibsonhadbeenattacked—evenifithadbeen
beforeMandyhadcometothemboth.PerhapsTheohadknownbeforeeven
OliverdidofMandy’schoice.AndClaire…ClairehadhurtMandy.

Heknewhewasreachingatthispoint,buthedidn’tknowwhatelseto

think.Theohadbeenpartofhisvision,andthisparticulardreamhadfeltmore

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realthananythingelsehe’ddreamtbefore.

Somethingwascoming,heknewthat,andperhapsTheowouldbepartofit.
WhatmadethiswholethingworsewasthatOlivershouldn’thavehada

visionlikethatatall.Somethingwaswrongwithhim,hisvisions,hispowers.
Heshouldn’thavevisionsofthoseclosesttohim,thoseheloved.Because,damn
it,helovedGibsonandMandy.Hemaynothavehadtheminhislifeforlong,
buttheywerehis.Soheshouldn’thavehadavisionaboutthem.

AndnoForeseerhehadeverheardofhaddreamtoftheirowndeath.
Thatjustdidn’thappen.
Whateverwasoff,hewouldfindawaytofixit,butheknewitwouldn’tbe

easy.Hesighedoncemoreandturnedoffthewaterbeforegettingouttodry
himself.He’dpromisedhe’dmeetGibsonandMandyinthedencenterfor
breakfast,andheknewhewasalreadyrunninglate.

Hedidn’tsleepmuchthankstothevisions,butapparently,hisbodyhad

decidedthatadreamwherehehaddiedwouldbetheonethatkepthim
unconsciousforfarlongerthanusual.

Oliverdressedquicklyandlefthishome,makinghiswaytowardtheden

centerandhopinghewasn’ttoolatetomeetupwithGibsonandMandy.As
soonashefoundhiswaytothepath,hisbodyrelaxed.Theirscentsreachedhim,
circlingaroundhisbodybeforefinallysettlingintohisskinasiftheyhadalways
beenthereandwouldalwaysbe.

GibsonandMandywalkedtowardhim,hand-in-hand.Mandy’ssmile

brightenedwhenshecaughtsightofhim,andGibsongavehimalittlesmirk.

Thesetwowerehis,therewasnoquestion.He’dhadMandy,andwould

haveherinhislifeagain,andsoonhewouldhaveGibson.Andafterthat…it
wouldbethethree.Theywouldfindawaytomaketheirworldwork,makewhat
theyneeded,themasone,work.

Hejustprayedhewouldhaveenoughtimetofindthatpath.
OliveropenedhisarmsasMandywalkedtowardhimandburrowedclose.

“IthoughtIwasmeetingyouthere.”Hekissedthetopofherhead,inhalingher
scentashedid.

Gibsonwalkedtohissideandkissedhislipssoftly.Oliver’sbearrearedup,

needingmore,buthepushedhimback.Fornow.

Thewolfsmiledathim.“Wefiguredwe’dpickyouupinstead,”Gibson

said.“Thisway,wemakesureyouactuallyshowupontime.”

MandysnortedandpulledbacksoshecouldpushatGibson.“That’snot

true.”ShelookedupatOliverandbattedhereyelashescoyly.“Iwantedtowalk
together.”Shepaused.“Andmaybemakesureyouweren’trunninglate,but
that’sbecauseI’madork.Adorkwithaschedule,though.”

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Oliverchuckledandkissedherthen,needinghertaste.Shemoanedbeneath

himandhegrinnedashepulledaway.“AsI’mrunningabitlate,Ithankyou.”
Hisstomachrumbled.“Andapparently,sodoesmystomach.”

“Let’sgetyoufed,bigboy,”Gibsonsaidwithalaugh.
“Bigboyisright,”Mandywhisperedunderherbreathandblushedbeet-red.

“I,uh…didn’tmeantosaythatoutloud.”

Olivergrinnedwide.“I’mnotcomplaining.”Hegrippedherhipasthey

walked,alightnesscomingoverhim,shatteringthedarknessthathadovercome
himinthedream.Withthesetwo,hecouldbreathe,couldthink.Thiswaswhat
he’dbeenmissingallthistime,andhewasdamngladheatleasthadthistime
withthem.

Hecursedinwardly.
Hewouldchangehisvision.
Hewouldsavethemall.
Nomatterwhat.
Agrowlsoundedbehindthem,andGibsonturned,shovingMandybetween

himandOliver.ThehairsonthebackofOliver’sneckstoodonendandhelet
hisbearcomeforward.

Thoughitwasdaylightandhecouldseethroughthetopsofthetrees,he

knewthispartofthepath,knewthesetrees.

He’ddreamtthembefore.
Fourlionsprowledthroughthewoodedarea,onemaleandthreefemales.

Themale’sblackmanebillowedinthewind,hisbodysleekmuscle.Thethree
femalessurroundinghimhadtheirheadsdownlow,readyforattack.

“Whatthehell?”Gibsonspat.“Cats?”Ashewasbestfriendswithacat,it

madesensetoOliverthatGibsonwasjustasconfusedashewas.

ButasOliverinhaled,hecaughtthe…lackofscentthathadbeenonGibson

aftertheattack,thesamelackofscentthathadcoveredClaire’sbody.

BeforeOlivercouldcontemplatetheramificationsandthinkaboutwhy

thesecatswoulddosuchathing,theleadfemalepounced.Gibsonrolledoutof
theway,butnotbeforesheclawedthewolfrightthroughhisstomach.

Oliverhadseenthatwoundbefore.
Thiswouldnothappenexactlylikeinhisdream.
Oliverroaredandswipedatanotherfemale,theclosestshiftertohim.“Get

help!”hecalledtoMandy.

“Ican’t!”shecalledback.
Heriskedaglanceoverhisshoulderassherolledtothegroundtogetoutof

thewayofthethirdfemale.Themalelionstoodwherehewas,watchingthe

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womenfight,butOliverdidn’ttakehiseyesoffhimfully.Heknewhowlions
fought,andthismalewouldn’tstandbackforlong.

Hewaswaitingforanopening.
Oliverpushedatthefemalelioninfrontofhim,rakinghisclawsdownher

side.Hewasbigger,stronger,andwouldwininafightwhenitwasshifter
againstshifter.Buthewasinhumanform,andcouldn’tstripdowntochange
withoutbearingaweakside.Healsocouldn’tfocuscompletelybecauseMandy
wasfightingsomeonemuchlargerandstrongerthatshewaswhileGibsonwas
bleedingoutnexttohim,stillfighting.

Andyetthemalelioncontinuedtowatch.
Waiting.
Oliverduckedabitethatwouldhaveseveredanarteryonhislegand

slammedthefemaleliontotheground.Gibsonwaswinningagainsthisenemy,
butifhedidn’tgetsomeonetotakecareofhiswoundsoon,itwouldbetoolate.

Mandywasfightinghardaswell,butshewouldn’tlastlong.Shewasn’ta

fighter,andthoughshewastrained,heropponentwasbetter.

Oliverturnedtohelp,thenhitthegroundhard,afierypainradiatingdown

hisbackasthemalelionpounced,clawingandbitingOliver’sflesh.Heroared
andturned,throwingtheliontotheground.Heheardasickeningpopasthelion
brokebones,butthebastardcamebackathim.

Mandyscreamedasthelionjumpedonher,andOliverturnedhisattention

toher.

Mistake.
ThemalelionandthefemaleoneOliverhadfoughtatfirstattackedhimas

heturnedtowardMandy’sscream.

“Mandy!”hecalledout,buthewasafraiditwouldbetoolate.
Justasheropponentpinnedhertothegroundandopenedhisjawstobite

Mandy’sneck,agreywolfboundedoutofthetrees,throwinghisbodyintothe
lions.Mandyrolledtoherfeetandclawedatthelion,aswell.

Heknewthatwolf,knewthatscent.
Theo.
Hell,thankGodhe’dbeenwrongabouthisdream.
Heturnedhisattentionbacktothetwobigcatsinfrontofhim,hisrageat

fullpeak.Howdaretheselionsattackhismates?Heroared,hishumprisingon
hisback.Hisclawsslashedout,andhegrippedthefemalebyherneckand
squeezed.Sherasped,clawingathisarmasheshookher,slammingherdownto
thegroundbeforepickingherupandslammingheragain.

Hedidittwicemorebeforehewassureshewasdeadandthenthrewher

bodytowardthetrees.Theresoundingthumpmighthavesickenedhimifthese

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catshadn’tthreatenedhismates.

Gibsoncametohisside,bloodyandpale,hisopponentdeadwhereshelay.

“There’ssomethingoffaboutthem,”hegroaned.“Icanfeelit.”Heputhisfist
overhisheart.“It’snotover.”

Themalelionprowledtowardhim,andGibsonandOliverriskedaglance

atMandy,whofoughtthelastfemalelion.Theolaybloodyonthegroundin
wolfformbesideher,andOlivercursed.Hemovedtowardhertohelpwhenshe
bent,usinghershouldertohitthecatinthegutbeforerollingtotheground.She
kickedout,takingtheliondownbythelegsandthenmovedoncemoretopin
theshiftertotheground.

“Don’tyoudarefuckwithmymates,”Mandygrowledout.
Oliverblinked.Well,then.Hewenttoherside,makingsurethelion

couldn’tmove.Theshifterhadpassedout,buthedidn’ttrustit.Heturnedthen
tomakesureGibsonwasokaysincethemalelionwasstillaliveandbreathing,
butheshouldn’thavebeenworried.

HoldenandtheotherAlphasburstthroughthetrees,theirclawsout.“What

thehellhappened?”

Jonah,theFelineAlphanarrowedhiseyesatthecarnage.“Xavior,shift.”

ThepowerinhisvoiceslidoverOliver’sskinandhealmostbowedhishead.He
didn’tknowJonah,butdamn,thatcatwasAlphaforareason.

Otherscameoutfromthetreestohelp,pinningtheotherliondownso

OlivercouldtakeMandyintohisarmsandmaketheirwayovertoGibson.

Theoletoutabreathbesidethem,andshewenttoherkneesatthenow

proneTheoandGibsonattheirfeet.Oliverfelltohisassatherside,tiredand
confusedashell.Withsomanyothersaroundthem,theyweresafeforthetime
being,buthehadtomakesurehismateswerereallyokay.

“Theo?”shewhispered.Sheranherhandsthroughhisfur,andOliverdidn’t

feelanyjealousy.Thiswasherbestfriend,andhehadsavedherlife.Oliver
wouldalwaysbegrateful.“Heneedsahealer.”

Assoonasshesaidit,theirdoctorcameforward,lookedbetweenTheoand

Gibson,andshookhishead.“Damn,”hemumbledandwenttoworkonTheo’s
sidewhereOlivercouldseeribbonesstickingout.

Hell,itwasworsethanhe’dthought.
ThebearmediccameforwardandstartedtoworkonGibson,andOliver

wasgrateful.They’dfoughtasonePack,notthree,andnowtheywouldhealas
one,aswell.Atleast,hehoped.

“Explainyourself,Xavior,”Jonahhissed.
“Fuckyou,”Xavior,thenownakedmalelionhissed.

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“Theyattackedusonthepath,”Oliveransweredforhim.“Idon’tknow

why,buttheyalsohavethesamemutedscentthatwasonGibsonandClaire.At
leasttheydid,Icanscentthemnow.”Henarrowedhiseyes.“Idon’tknow
what’sgoingon,butsomethingisoffaboutthiswholething.”

Xaviorspittowardhim,andJonahletoutmorepower.Themalelionfell

facedownontheground.Cowering.Shaking.

“Answer,”Jonahordered.
“Weshouldhavebeeninpower,shouldhavebeentheAlphas,”Xavior

finallyanswered,risinguponhiskneesonceagain.“Thelionsarethekings,and
yetweletthetigersruleourPacks?It’sanabomination.”

Oliverblinkedattheadmission.Adominancechallenge?Allofthisfora

backwardswayofmakingaplayfortheAlphaposition?Ofthethreetypesof
shifters,itwasthecatsthathadadifferentwayofchoosingwhowasAlpha.
Withwolves,sincetheyweremostlyalltimberwolves,theAlphawasthe
strongest.Withbears,itwasalwaysgrizzliesbecausetheywerethemost
powerfulunlesstheywerefarupnorthnearthepolars.Butcatshadmultiple
species,andthatmeanteachPackhadtohaveacat-on-catbattletofindout
whichkindwouldbetherulingfamily.Oliverhonestlydidn’tknowhowthat
battlehadbeenfought,buthethoughtCora’sfamily,thetigerfamily,wasthe
strongestbyfar.

AndfromthewaythelionmaleinfrontofJonahcowered,hehadn’tbeen

wrong.

“Allofthis?Forachangeinrule?”Jonahshookhishead,disgustonhis

face.“Youcouldneverbeatmeinafairfight,soyouwhat?Attackedthe
ForeseerandOmegatoproveapoint?”

Xaviorraisedhischinbutkepthisgazedown.OliverhuggedMandyclose

asthedoctorsworkedonGibsonandTheobesidethem.

“Answerme,”Jonahordered.
“IfwetookoutthepowersoftheotherPacks,wewouldhavebeenableto

rule.Theywouldhaveblamedyouandtakenyouout.”

Thatdidn’tmakeanysense,andfromthewayJonah’sbrowsrose,he

agreedwithOliver.

“HurttheotherPacksandhurtme?Istillwouldhavetakenyoudown.”
“No,youwouldn’thave,”Xaviorspat.“Notwhenwehadthepowerofthe

Shamanafterwekilledher.”

Oliverfroze.“You…youkilledyourShaman?Iwasn’tawareyouhadone.”

TheShamanwasthecat’sthirdinpower,likeOliverandGibsonweretotheir
Packs.TokillaShaman…thatwasadeathsentence.

Awaytobesenttothefarthestofhells.

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Shamansheldpower,magic,buttheywereweak.Innocent.
“Wedidn’thaveone,”Jonahsaidsoftly,horrorinhisvoice.“Notyet…”
“Shewasn’tofageyet,”Xaviorsaidwithashrug.
Oliver’sstomachturnedasMandygaspedinhishold.Hefelttheheatofher

tearsonhischestandheknewshemournedforthelittlegirlwhohaddied
becauseofthegreedofonemanandhisfollowers.

“Who?”Jonahasked,hisvoicepurerage.
“TheoneyouthoughttheSAUtook,”hespat.“Justliketheytakesomany

ofoursandwedonothingaboutit.Onlyitwasn’tthem.Itwasus.We’re
strongerthantheSAU.Andwe’restrongerthanyou.Wesiphonedherpowers
andusedthemtobringouttheOmegasowecouldkillhim,andthenwemessed
withthevisionsoftheForeseer.Yousee,wewerethepower.Notyou.We
deservetobeAlphas.Andthatbitchwolf,Claire,wekilledher,too.Sheshould
havediedlongagowhensheoutedustothehumans,butyouweren’tstrong
enoughtodoit.Wetookcontrolbecauseyoucouldn’t.”

JonahturnedtosomeonebehindOliverandgaveaslightnod.Oliverturned

andbroughtMandy’sfacetohischestastheFelineBetasnappedtheneckofthe
lionfemalewhohadattackedMandy.

“Youbrokeourlaws,”Jonahbegan,andOliverturnedhisattentionbackto

theAlpha.“Youkilledachild.YouattackedthoseoutsideourPack.Youkilleda
womantoseeifyoucould.You…youarenotours.Youarenothing.”He
smashedhisfistintoXavior’scheek,andthelionhittheground,unconscious.
TheAlphaletoutalongsigh.“Hisdeathisn’tmine,”hesaidsoftly.“Butofthe
child’sparentsiftheysochoose.Iftheycan’t,Iwilltaketheirburden.I’msorry
fortheactionsofmyPack.”

OliverstoodonshakylegsandgrippedMandy’shand.Gibson,now

somewhathealedsincehewasashifterandbandagedstoodwiththem,gripping
Oliver’sotherhand.

“It’sover,”Oliversaidintothesilence.“Wecan’tletthisruinwhatwewere

becoming,whatwe’vebecome.Thefutureisunclear,butwemuststandasone,
standtogetherifwearetofindourfreedom.”

“Itisn’tlostonmethattheSAUhasn’tcomeintothecompoundtoseewhy

we’refighting,”Gibsonadded.“Somethingiscomingandwehavetobreak
throughourpaststoensurewehaveafuture.”

MandysqueezedOliver’shand.“We’rePack.Allofus.Iknowthey

attackedus,butyoudidn’t.Youhavenothingtobesorryfor.”

Andwiththat,thethreeAlphasofthePacks,Holdenofthewolves,Jonahof

thecats,andAndrewofthebearsbowedtheirheadsatthethreeofthem.

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Mandyshook,nodoubtexhaustedfromthefightandbeinginthepresense

ofsomanyAlphas.Gibsonalsoshook,andOliverknewhehadtogethismate
home.HenoddedbacktotheAlphasandsqueezedhismates’handsbefore
leadingthemdownthepath,backtohishouse.

Theyhadfoughttheirenemiesandhadfoundthetruereasonbehindhis

dreams…atleastforthemoment.Heprayedthiswouldbethelastofitwithin
hisPack.Hispeople,allshifters,weren’tsupposedtofightwithinthePacks
now,notwithsomuchontheline.TheirtrueenemywastheSAU.

Hejustprayedtheywouldbestrongenoughtodowhatneededtobedonein

theend.

Butfornow,hehadGibsonandMandy.
Theyweresafe.
Andtheywerehis.
Thathadtobeenough.
Anditwouldbe.
Fornow.

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Epilogue


Mandybitherlip,tryingnottomakeasoundasshewatchedthemgoatit.

Buthowcouldshestaysilentastheysweatedinfrontofher,moanedinfrontof
her,didthatinfrontofher.

GibsonhadOliverbentoverthebed,slowlymakinglovetohimand

makingsuretheirbearwascomforted,loved,andohsosated.WhenGibson
lookedoveratherinthechairandwinked,shelickedherlipsandwinkedback.
HesmiledthenandloweredhisbodyoverOliver’s,hisfangsoutashemarked
himashisown.

Olivergrowledsoftly,hisheadthrownbackinecstasy.WhenGibsonmoved

away,OliverstoodandfistedhishandinGibson’shair.Hecrushedhismouthto
hisbeforebitingintotheirwolf’sshouldertomarkhimashisown.

Mandyletoutamoan.
Hermenturnedtowardher,intentintheirgazes.Whentheyheldouttheir

armstoher,shestoodupandwalkedslowlytowardthem.

Theymadelove—soft,sweet,andperfect.Everythingshe’dalways

imaginedinamating.Andwhentheymarkedher,sheknewshewasadored,
caredfor,andtreasuredforever.

Andwhentheyflippedheroverontoherbellyandwentharder,sheknew

they’dfoundherstrength.She’dfoughtforherselfonthebattlefield,thoughit
hadpainedher,andyetthesemenwouldalwayscherishher,hereandoutinthe
world.

Afteralongshowerwheretheyexploredoneanothersomemore,they

dressedanddecidedtowalkaroundtheperimeterofthecompoundforGibson’s
shiftbeforetheymetwithArielandHolden.Inthetwoshortdayssincethe
attack,theyhadfullyhealed,andthePackswerelearninghowtorelyonone
anotheroncemore.Theowashealedaswell,thoughhe’dbeenhurtfarmore
thananyofthem.Fromhisactofsacrificealone,she’dknownhe’dalwaysbe
thereforher,evenifitwasn’tashe’dthoughtitwouldbe.

Shehadherbestfriendbackandtwomatessheknewshe’dcherishforthe

restofherdays.

TheywerestrongerbecausetheyhadthehealthofwhotheywereasPack

andwouldbeabletofindapeacewithineachotherwhenitcametimetoend
thisbattle,thiswar.

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Whenitbecametimetobefree.
Thoughshewasn’tsurethebattleswouldbefoughtwithinthecompound

walls.TheSAUhadremainedsilentfollowingtheaftermathofthekidnappings
anddeathsontheirwatch.TheUnseenweredoingsomuchworkforherpeople,
yetshe’dnevermetoneofthem.

Thingswereabouttochange,andshehadafeelingitwouldn’tbejust

becauseofthosewithinthesewalls.

ShestoodbetweenOliverandGibsonastheypausedforamomentatthe

gatesthatlockedthemin.Theyweresotall,metalandwirecreatingacagethat
toldhershewasn’tworththegroundshestoodon.

Butonceagain,thatwouldchange.
Holden,Ariel,andsomeoftheotherPackmemberswalkeddownthepath

towardthegates.Mandyfrowned.

“DidImisssomething?”sheaskedhermen,wholookeddownatherand

shooktheirheads.

“NotthatIknowof,”Gibsonsaidsoftlyandrubbedhischest.Shewasn’t

sureifitwasbecauseofthescarthelionhadgivenhim,orthefactthatthere
weresomanypeoplearoundhimandhewasstillgettingthehangofhisnew
powers.Eitherway,sheleanedintohim,herwolfbrushingagainsthis.

Heloweredhisarmslowly.
“Good,you’rehere,”Holdensaidwhenhecametotheirsides.“Igotanote

fromtheSAUtapedtomydoorthismorning,tellingmetobehere.”

Mandy’seyeswidened.
“Andyoudidn’tscentthem?”Oliverasked.
Holdengrowled.“Noonedidsincetheytookthetrailtheyalwaysdo.

Despitethattheyhaven’tbeenhereinaweek,itstillreeksofthem.”

“Whatdoyouthinkishappening?”sheasked,hereyesdowncast.Shemight

beabletofightforherlife,butshewasstillasubmissivewolf,afterall.

“Idon’tknow.”
JustasHoldenanswered,thegatesbegantocreak.Mandyfroze,herhand

slidingintoGibson’ssincehewascloserthanOliver.Thelargemetalgatesthat
hadonlyopenedinthepastiftherewasafulllegionofguardsontheotherside
slidapart.

Onlytherewasn’tanyonethere.
“It’satrap,”Gibsonsaidsoftly.“Ithastobe.”
“Whatdoesthismean?”sheasked.
“Aretheylettingusout?”Arielasked,leaningintohermate.
“Idon’tknow,”Holdensaidsoftly.“Idon’tknow.”
Justthen,fourguardscameforward,yettheyweren’twearingorcarrying

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guns.Instead,theyhadtheirhandsupandtheireyesdowncast.

Holden,Jonah,andAndrewwalkedforwardasone,threeAlphaswithone

thingontheirminds—theirPacks.

“Whatisgoingon?”Holdenasked,hisvoicelow.ButMandynoticedhe

wasverycarefulnottobefullwolf.Restraintinfrontofthehumans.

Thesmallestguardsteppedforward,hisgazestilldown.“Ourbossesare

gone.Wedon’tknowwhat’sgoingon,butthere’samovement.”Hepaused.
“Youcancomeandgo.ButstayhereincasetheleadersoftheSAUcomeback.
Butfornow…”hetrailedoff.“Idon’tthinkyoushouldbeforcedtostayinside.”

Withthat,MandyleanedintoGibson.She’dneveroncesteppedoutsidethe

gates,neverseentheworldwithouttheveilofbeingtrapped.

TheAlphasspoketotheguards,butwhateverwasbeingsaid,shecouldn’t

hearthem.Itwasalltoomuchforher.Shewasafraidtohope.

Weretheyfree?
Couldtheybe?
“Gibson,”avoicewhisperedfrombehindthem.
Sheturned,andGibsonletoutacursebeforepullingherbehindhim.Oliver

wenttoherside,andthethreeofthemslowlymovedawayfromthelargegroup
ofshiftersdiscussingtheirfuturesandtowardaman—awolf—shehadnever
metbefore.

Heworenocollar.
Borenobrand.

ButhewasAlpha.

HewasUnseen.
“Sinclair,”Gibsongrowled.“Whatthehellareyoudoinghere,andwhyare

youinsidethecompound.”

Sinclairraisedhischin.“ThingsarehappeningmuchfasterthanIthought.I

don’tknowifthisistheonlycompoundbeingfreed,butbecareful,it’snotover
yet.NotbyfarfortheSAU.”

“Soyoucameheretowarnus?”Oliverasked.
“Whoareyou?”Mandyaskedsoftly.
“I’mSinclair,littlewolf,”Sinclairsaidinalowvoice,hiseyesbright.“The

AlphaoftheUnseennearhere.AndIneedyourhelp.”Helookedbetweenthe
three.“AnyhelpIcanget.”

ShesqueezedGibson’shand,alittlefearslidingthroughher.Ifthiswolf

neededhelpdespitethepowerhesoclearlyheld,somethingwaswrong.Andit
couldn’tbethatmuchofacoincidencethattheSAUjusthappenedtosomehow
letthemoutofthecompoundswithoutafight.

Therewasanundercurrenthereshedidn’tunderstand,butshewouldbe

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damnedifthatremainedthecaseforever.

Becausethesewerehermates,thiswasherPack,andifthisAlphaneeded

help,theywouldfindawaytohelphim.

Andthenthey’dfindtheirfuture.
Herpain,herneedshadbeenburiedforfartoolong.Thiswashertimenow.

HerPack’stime.

TheywerePack.
Theywerebranded,butnotforgotten.
Andmaybe,justmaybe,theywerefree.

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Prologue


Noteventhemostvigilantguardnoticedthewolfasheslidthroughthe

thickeningshadows.Still,Sinclairwascarefultoavoidthepoolsofmorning
sunlightthatfilteredthroughthewoodedareathatwasthickwithpinesand
moss.

Approachingfromtheoppositedirection,theblackwolfwithawhitestripe

downhismuzzlewasbeingequallycareful.Bymutualconsent,theyhaltedin
thedeepestpartofthetrees.

TimesweredangerousforthevariousPacks.Andabouttobecomeeven

moreso.

Therewasablurofmagicasbothwolvesshiftedintotheirhumanforms.
“You’retemptingfatebybeinghere,”HoldenCarter,theAlphaofthelocal

Packwarned.

Sinclair’slipstwisted.HewasAlphaoftheUnseenPack.Thehandfulof

shifterswhodaredthethreatofdeathtoremainhiddenfromthehumans.

“I’vebeentemptingfatemyentirelife.”
Holdengaveashortlaugh.“Whatdoyouwant?”
“Ijustcametogiveyouaheads-up.”
Theairprickledwithheat.Holden’spowerwasatangibleforce.
“MoretroublewiththeSAU?”
“They’regrowingdesperate.”Sinclairnoddedtowardthenearbycompound

thathadoncebeenaprison.Onlydaysago,anyonetryingtoleavewouldhave
beenshotonsight.“Everyrightyou’vemanagedtoearnforourpeoplehas
threatenedtheirholdoverus.”

Holden’seyeswentwolf.“We’renotstoppingnow,”hegrowled.
“Iknowthat,”Sinclairsaid,holdingtheman’sburningglare.“Andsodoes

theSAU.”

IttookamomentbeforeHoldenrealizedwhathemeant.“You’reexpecting

abacklash?”

Sinclairshuddered.“Onanepicscale.WhichiswhyIintendtostrikefirst.”
Holdenstilled.Heclearlyhadn’tbeenexpectingSinclairtomoveso

quickly.

“Whatareyouplanning?”heasked.
Sinclairallowedaslow,satisfiedsmiletocurvehislips.“Complete

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exposure.”

Holdengaveasmallnod.“Youhavetheevidence?”
“Enoughtomakethemsweat.”
“When?”
Sinclair’sfiercesenseofanticipationbrieflydimmed.Therewasalooseend

thathadtobetiedupbeforehewouldallowanythingtohappen.

“AssoonasImakesuremycontactsaresafe,”hesaid.
Holdenfoldedhisarmsoverhischest.“Whatcanwedo?”
“Braceyourselves.”

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Chapter1


Finishedwithhisself-imposedtaskofwarningthePackcompoundsofthe

impendingthreatofoutrightwar,Sinclairatlastreturnedtohislairthatwas
hiddendeepinthemountainsnearBoulder.

Remaininginhiswolfform,hesqueezedthroughasmallcrevicebetween

twomassiverocksandenteredtheareaprotectedbyacircleoftoweringhills.
Hehalted,absorbingtherichscentofearthandevergreensandcrispwaterthat
flowedthroughthenearbystream.Adeeperbreathfilledhissenseswiththesoft
muskoftheshiftersthatlivedinthePack.

Home.
Withapleasedgrowl,heallowedhismagictoflowthroughhisveins.A

shudderofecstasyshookhisbody,powershimmeringaroundhimasheshifted
intohishumanform.

Onceagainhewasadark-hairedmanwithicyblueeyes.
Bypassingthehomesthatwerebuiltamongthetrees,heenteredhislairthat

washiddeninashallowcavenearthestream.Quickly,hepulledonjeansanda
T-shirtbeforeheheadeddirectlytoacabinthatwastwicethesizeoftheothers.

Thereweresolarpanelsontheroofaswellasalargegeneratorattheback.

SincetheUnseenhadtoremainoff-the-grid,they’dimprovisedbybuildingtheir
owngrid.AndRiosneededthemajorityoftheelectricitytheyproducedtokeep
hiscomputersystemupandrunning.

RiosnotonlyusedthetechnologytokeepsurveillanceontheirPack,buthe

alsomonitoredtheshiftercompoundsfromaroundtheworld.Plus,he’dhacked
intothenetworkofthelocalSAUtokeeptrackoftheirmovements.

Thejaguarwasagodwhenitcametocomputers.
Infact,theonlyonewhomightbebetterthanRioswasMiraReese.
Hisgoodmoodinstantlyvanished.
MirawasahumanfemalewhoworkedfortheCDCinFortCollins.Over

thepasttwoyears,he’dmadeithismissiontoseduceher.Notphysically.Orat
least,notyet.No.It’dbeenanemotionalseduction,usingtheshycomputer
expert’svulnerablefeelingsforhimtoconvincehertobecomeaspyforthe
shifters.

He’ddeliberatelyputherindanger,andnowshewasoutoftouch.
Duringhisgruelingjourneyfromcompoundtocompound,he’dtriedto

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ignorethefactthathehadn’tbeenabletocontactthefemale.Itwastheonlyway
tocompletehisdutywithoutgoingnuts.Now,heunleashedhisironcontroland
allowedthefullimpactofhisconcernforMiratoslamintohim.

HewasanAlphaofanoutlawPackthathadinfiltratedtheSAU.Hewason

thevergeofriskingopenwarwiththehumans.Therewasnodoubtthathewas
accustomedtocarryingtheweightoftheworldonhisshoulders.

ButthisworryforMira…
Itburnedlikeacidinthepitofhisstomach.
Withoutbotheringtoknock,heshovedthedoorofthecabinopenand

steppedinside.

Rioswasalreadyonhisfeet.Therewasnowaytosneakuponashifter.

Especiallynottheedgyjaguarwhowasaddictedtocoffeeandsoccer.

Thetall,slendermalewithdarkhairclippedclose,blackeyes,andrich,

goldenbrownskinleftthebankofcomputersthatwerelinedagainstapaneled
walltostrollforward.

Acrosstheroomweremorecomputersandvariousmonitors,andstacksof

serversthatfilledtheairwithalowhum.

“Welcomeback,amigo,”theyoungermalesaid.
“HaveyouheardfromMira?”Sinclairdemandedinclippedtones.
Adarkbrowarched,goldeneyesglowingwithawryhumor.
“Hey,Rios.Goodtoseeyou.AndthanksforholdingdownthefortwhileI

wasgone,”RiosmockedSinclair’slackofmanners.

NotthatSinclairgaveashit.Hewasn’tAlphabecauseofhisgoodlooksand

charmingpersonality.

HewasAlphabecausehewasaruthlesspredatorthatpreferredtokillfirst

andaskquestionslater.

Henarrowedhiseyesinwarning.“Well?”
“Notaword.”
“Damn.”
Riosstudiedhimwithasearchinggaze.“It’sjustbeenacoupleofweeks

sinceyoulastsawher,”hepointedout.“What’sgotyousowoundup?”

Sinclairabruptlymovedtostandatthewindowthatofferedaperfectview

ofthewaterfall.Itwasn’tthebeautyofnature,however,thathadhimturning
awayfromhisfriend.Nope.Itwashisneedtohidehisfierceemotions.

“She’sbeentakingtoomanyriskslately,”hesaid,tryingtokeephisvoice

even.Thelasttimehe’dmetwithMira,she’ddoneherbesttodismissher
concerns,buthe’dknownthatshewasworried.Hell,he’dbeenworriedwhen
sheconfessedthatshe’dorderedcomputersfromNovo-Auctionthatcontained
harddrivesthathadsurvivedthepurge.Itwasexactlythesortofthingthat

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wouldattracttheattentionoftheSAU.Frustration,andsomethingfarmore
dangerousboiledthroughhim.“I’mafraidshe’sattractedtheattentionofour
enemies.”

“Fine,”Riosconceded.“I’llgocheckonher.”
“No.Youstayhere.”Sinclairturned.“I’llgo.”
Riosscowled,foldinghisarmsoverhischest.DressedinaDenverBroncos

sweatshirtandapairofloosesweatpants,heshouldhavelookedlikeatypical
computergeek.Butnoonecouldmissthelethalpowerthatsmolderedinhis
goldeneyesandcrackledintheairaroundhisleanbody.

“Youjustgotback,”hesaid.
WearinesswrappedaroundSinclairlikeashroud.He’dbarelysleptinthe

pasttwoweeks.ButtherewasnowayinhellhewasstayingherewhenMira
mightneedhim.

“I’mawareofthat,”heforcedhimselftoretort.“IpromiseI’llshowerand

changebeforeIheadout.”

Riosrefusedtobedistracted.“That’snotwhatImeant.”
Sinclairheavedasigh.“Justspititout,Rios.”
Riostookastepforward.“You’retheAlpha.”
“And?”
“Andifthisfemale’sbeencompromisedthenyoucan’triskexposing

yourself,”Riossaid,theairpricklingwiththeheatoftheyoungermale’sinner
cat.“Notuntilwe’vedoneourGrandReveal.”

Sinclairblinked.“GrandReveal?”
Riosgaveawaveofhishands.“Everyturningpointinhistoryhasaname,”

heexplained.“D-Day.RemembertheAlamo.Letthemeatcake.”

“Hmm.”Sinclairhadtoadmitthatthenextfewdayspromisedtobecome

thestuffwrittenintextbooks.Buthewasn’tfondofthetitle.Agrandreveal
soundedmorelikesomethingthathappenedinastripclub.“Imighthavetore-
thinkourhistoryprogram.”

RiosmovedtograbSinclair’sshoulder.“Yourplaceishere,Sinclair,”he

saidinlowtones.“Letsomeoneelsetakecareofthefemale.”

Sinclair’shandsclenched,theneedtofindMirabecominganoverwhelming

compulsion.

“Ican’tdothat.”
“Why?”
Thatwasthequestion,wasn’tit?
Overthepastcoupleofmonths,he’dbecomeincreasingly…awareofMira.

Thedelicatescentofherskin.Therebelliouscorkscrewcurlsthatshetriedto
keeptamedinabraid.Thepaleskinthatheachedtolickfromheadtotoe.

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Still,hehadn’trealizedjusthowdeeplyshe’dmanagedtodigbeneathhis

skinuntilhiscallstoherhadgoneunanswered.

Suddenly,she’dgonefromatoolinhisplottosavehispeople,toavitalpart

ofhisexistence.

Howorwhy,orwhatittrulymeant,wasn’tsomethinghewasgoingto

consider.

Notuntilhewassureshewassafe.
“Iwasthereasonsheagreedtohelpus,”hesaid.“Ifshe’sintrouble,it’smy

fault.”

Ofcourse,thedamnedjaguarwasn’tsatisfied.Apartofthereasonhewas

second-in-commandwasthefactthathewascapableofsensinghidden
emotions.

Whichwaswhyhespentsomuchtimealonewithhiscomputers.
“You’realeader,”Riossaid.“Youcan’tberesponsibleforthedecisions

madebyallofyourfollowers.”

Apartofhimunderstoodthelogic.HehadahundredshiftersinhisPack,

plusevenmorealliesthatwerehiddenamongstthehumanstoactashisspies.

EachofthemacceptedthatbeingapartoftheUnseen’ssecretplotto

destroytheSAUwouldputthemindanger.

“Miraisn’tafollower.”Hetriedtoexplaintheunexplainable.“She’sa

human,notamemberofourPack.Hell,she’snotevenabelieverofourcause.”

Rioscontinuedtostudyhimwiththatassessinggaze.“I’massumingyou

didn’tforceher,”Riosdrawled.

“Nottechnically.”
Riosliftedhisbrows.“Isthereanon-technicalwaytoforcesomeone?”
Sinclairswallowedagrowl.Whyhadhenevernoticedjusthowannoying

hiscompanioncouldbe?

“IusedherattractiontometocoerceherintousingherpositionattheCDC

togettheintelweneeded,”headmitted.

“Hey,mymottoisuseitorloseit,”Riossaid.
Sinclairrolledhiseyes.Thehandsomejaguardidn’thavetoworryabout

losingit.He’dbeenbreakingfemaleheartsforyears.

“Itookadvantageofher,”Sinclairsaidingrimtones.
“Andnowyoufeelguilty?”
Hefeltalotofstuff.Mostofitatangleofemotionshewasn’tpreparedto

sharewithanyone.

“Yeah,Ifeelguilty,”hesaid.
Rios’steasingexpressionsettledintosomberlinesashishandtightenedon

Sinclair’sshoulder.

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“Igetthat,amigo.Butifsomethinghappenedtoyou-”
“Thenyouwouldtakemyplace,”Sinclairinterrupted.“Butnothingisgoing

tohappen.I’mgoingtofindMiraandbringherhere.Endofstory.”

Withacurse,Riosacceptedtheinevitable.Takingastepback,hesquared

hisshoulders.HemightarguewithSinclairwhenhethoughttheoldermalewas
wrong,butheneverforgotwhowastheAlpha.

Sinclair’swordwaslaw.
“HowcanIhelp?”heasked.
“We’reontheclock,”Sinclairsaid.He,betterthananyone,understoodthat

theyhadlimitedtimetoturnpublicopinionintheirdirectionbeforetheSAU
decidedthatgenocidewastheonlywaytocontroltheanimalstheybothfeared
andhated.“Iwantyoutocollectalltheintelwehaveandstreamlineitintoone
cohesivedocument.”

Riosnodded,alreadydistractedasheconsideredthevastamountofwork

waitingforhim.

“Okay.Isthatall?”
Sinclairbracedhimself.HeknewhisnextrequestwasgoingtoigniteRios’s

veryshortfuse.

“ThenIwantyoutoworkwithBreesoshefullyunderstandsthetimeline,

aswellastheevidencethatwehavetobackupourclaims.”

GoldeneyessmolderedwiththepowerofhiscatasRios’sbreathhissed

betweenhisteeth—almostasifhe’dbeenpunchedinthestomach.

“Youcan’tbeserious.”
Sinclairshrugged.He’dneveraskedwhat’dhappenedbetweenhistop

lieutenantandthefemalewolfwhopassedherselfoffasahumanandworkedas
anewscasterataDenvertelevisionstation.

Hejustknewthatwhenthetwowereinthesameroom,theairprickledwith

aheatthatindicatedadesirefornaked,sweatysex…ormurder.

Unfortunately,Sinclairdidn’thaveachoicebuttoforcethetwotowork

together.

“She’sourPRpointperson,andtheonlyonewithaccesstothemedia,”he

said,hisvoicewarningthathewasn’tofferingasuggestion.Itwasanorder.
Period.“Whoelsewouldwetrusttodoour…”Hegrimacedashetriedto
rememberRios’snamefortheupcomingbattle.“GrandReveal?”

“Fine,”theyoungermansaid.
“Thisisimportant,Rios,”hewarned.“She’sgoingtostandbeforemillions

ofpeopleanddenouncetheSAU.Shehastobefullypreparedtoanswerany
question.Gotit?”

Riosdippedhishead,abeadofsweattrailingdownhischeekasSinclair’s

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powerthunderedthroughtheair.

“Gotit.”

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Chapter2


Lessthantwohourslater,Sinclairwasdrivinghispickupthroughthestreets

ofFortCollins.Likemostcities,thetownwasaweirdcombinationof
abandonedhomes,burnedbusinesses,andtinypocketsofcivilizationthat
struggledtoremainimpervioustothedestructionaroundthem.

Slowing,heturnedintothelittlecul-de-sacthathadsixsmallhomestucked

behindwhitepicketfences.HepulledintoMira’sdriveway,turningoffthe
engineashestudiedhissurroundings.

HehalfexpectedMiratopeekoutthewindow,orevenopenherfrontdoor

toseewhowasvisiting.Whennothinghappened,heclimbedoutofthetruck
andmadeaquicksweeparoundthesmallbrickhousewithwhiteshuttersanda
narrowporchcompletewithaswing.

Nothinglookedoutofplace,butSinclair’sinnerwolfwasonfullalertashe

enteredthegaragetofindhercar.TherewasnoscentofMirainside.Which
meantthatshewasoutwithfriendswho’dpickedherup.Or…

Hegaveasharpshakeofhisheadashemovedtobreakthelockonthedoor

leadingintoherhouse.Hecouldn’tlethisseethingfeardistracthim.Notwhen
hewasincreasinglyconvincedthatMirawasintrouble.

Hewouldn’tdoheranydamnedgoodifhewalkedintoatrap.
Enteringthekitchen,henoticedthelackofdishes.Eventhecoffeepotwas

empty.Silently,hemovedpastthetablethatwaslocatednearthebackdoor,asif
Mirapreferredtolookoutsidewhileshewaseating.

Anoddpangtuggedathisheart.Hecamefromalarge,noisyPack,who

oftenatetogetherinthecommunalcenteroftheden.ThethoughtofMiraseated
aloneatthetablecutthroughhimlikeaknife.

Ignoringhisstrangereaction,Sinclairmovedintothelivingroom,thehair

onthebackofhisnaperisingattheunmistakablescentofMira’sblood.Ared
mistoffurythreatenedtocloudhisbrain,andahowllockedinhisthroat.

Mirahadbeenhurt.
Someone—ormanymanysomeones—wasgoingtopay.
Ittookseveralminutestoregaincommandofhiscomposure.Then,fiercely

reassuringhimselfthattherewasn’tenoughbloodtohavebeenfromagrievous
wound,heheadedintothebedroomthatcarriedthelightfloralscentthat
belongeddistinctlytoMira.

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Hewassearchingforanyhintofwhomighthavetakenher,alongwith

assuringhimselfshewasn’tsharingherintimatespacewithanothermale,when
hecaughtthesoundofthefrontdoorbeingpushedopen.

Intheblinkofaneye,hewasbackinthelivingroom,movingacrossthe

hardwoodfloorwithblindingspeed.Justasquickly,hewasgraspingtheintruder
bythearmsandliftingheroffherfeettopinheragainstthewall.

“Whoareyou?”hedemanded.
Thegentlyroundedfaceofahumanwomaninhermid-thirtiesflushedwith

fear,herbrowneyesthatmatchedhershorthairgoingwideasshegazeddownat
hisferalexpression.

“TanyaWade,”shemanagedtostutter.“I’mMira’sneighbor.”
Heallowedhissensestosearchforotherintruders.Whenhefoundnothing,

hereturnedhisfocustothewomanwholookedlikeshewasabouttofaint.

“I’mgoingtoreleaseyou,butmakeanoiseorgoforaweaponandyou’ll

regretit,”hewarned.“Understand?”

Shegaveacautiousnod.“Yes.”
Slowly,heloweredherbacktoherfeet,waitinguntilhewassureherknees

wouldholdherweightbeforehereleasedherandsteppedback.

“Where’sMira?”
Thewomanmadeavisibleefforttostiffenherspine,alookofgenuine

concerndarkeninghereyes.

“Idon’tknow.”Sheheldupherhandasalowgrowlrumbledinhisthroat.

“Truthfully.Ihaven’tseenherforalmosttwoweeks.”

Sinclairbelievedher.Humansmightbecapableoflyingwiththeirmouths,

buttheirscentalwaysgavethemaway.Thiswomanwasdeeplyfrightened.Not
justforherselfbecauseofhim,butforMira.

“Didshetellyouwhereshewasgoing?”heasked.
“No.”Sheshookherhead.“Twoweeksago,shecameovertoleave

Sinclair-”

“Who?”Sinclairinterrupted.
“Sinclair.Hercat,”Tanyaexplained.
Sinclairremainedbaffled.“WhySinclair?”
“Shesaidthecatremindedherofastubborn,ill-temperedmansheknew,”

shesaidinimpatienttones,hereyesnarrowing.“Areyouwiththepolice
department?”

Sinclairhidhissmile,treasuringtheknowledgethathislittlecomputernerd

hadaquirkysenseofhumor.Itwasyetanotherpieceofthecomplexpuzzlethat
wasMiraReese.

“No.I’mafriend,”heassuredthewoman.

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“Oh.”Tanyabitherbottomlip.“IcalledandreportedMiramissing,but

theysaidsheprobablymetsomemanandtookoff.”Herlipsflattened.“Idiots.”

Sinclairsentaglancearoundthewornbutcomfortablefurnitureandshelves

ofbooksalongonewall.Therewouldbenowaytotellthatanythinghad
happened.Notunlessapersonhadtheheightenedsensesofashiftertosmellthe
driedblood.

“Howcanyoubesurethatwasn’twhathappened?”hequestioned.
Tanyadidn’thesitate.“Hercarisinthegarage,andnoneofherclothesare

missing,”sheexplainedwithsimplelogic.“Besides,evenifshe’dbeenswept
offherfeetbysomesecretRomeo,shewouldhaveneverlefthercatbehind.”

Sinclairfeltaflareofhope.Thiswomanwasclearlyintelligent,aswellas

observant.

Itwaspossibleshehadnoticedsomethingthatwouldgivehimthecluehe

neededtotrackMiradown.

“Tellmeexactlywhathappened.”
Tanyatookasecondtogatherherthoughts,asifsheunderstoodjusthow

importantitwastogiveSinclairthefactsasclearlyandthoroughlyaspossible.

“Miracamebyearlyoneevening.Ithinkitwasthirteenormaybefourteen

daysago,”shesaid.“Shesaidthatshewasmeetingafriendoutoftown,and
askedifIcouldwatchSinclairforthenight.”Sheshivered,wrappingherarms
aroundherwaist.“Whenshedidn’tcometopickhimupthenextmorning,I
usedthekeyshegavemetocomeinandcheckonher.Iwaitedanotherday
beforeIcalledthecops.”

SinclairassumedthemeetingMirahadbeentalkingabouthadbeenwith

himatthemotel.Hisstomachclenched.Heshouldhaveinsistedthenthatshe
travelwithhimbacktoBoulder.Instead,he’dignoredhisuneaseandallowed
hertoreturntoherhomeandherdamnedcat.Oh,he’dcovertlyfollowedherto
makesureshe’dmadeittothishouse,butthenhe’ddrivenaway.

Whyhadn’thetossedheroverhisshoulderandtakenhertohislairwhere

shebelonged?

“Shehasn’tcalledortriedtocontactyou?”heasked.
“No.”Tanyablinkedawaysuddentears.“AndI’mreallyworried.”
“Me,too,”hebluntlyadmitted.“DidyounoticeanythingthenightthatMira

disappeared?”

Thewomanwrinkledhernoseasshegaveashakeofherhead.“Notreally.”
Sinclair’swolfpressedbeneathhisskin,elongatinghisfangsandmaking

hiseyesglow.Thankfully,thehousewasshadowedenoughtohidehisreaction.

“Anything,”hesaid,keepinghisfacepartiallyturned.“Nomatterhow

meaninglessitmighthaveseemed.”

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Tanyagaveanod,thankfullyunawarethatshewasstandinginthepresence

ofashifter.

“Idon’tknowifithelps,butthenightthatsheleft,Ihappenedtoglanceout

thewindowandIthoughtIsawhercargoingintothegarage,”shesaid.“ThenI
sawadarktruckdrivedownthestreetsuperslow.”

Sinclairfeltapangofdisappointment.Hewas,nodoubt,theoneshe’dseen

drivingthetruck.

“Anythingelse?”
Shehunchedashoulder.“Abouttenminuteslater,Isawavanparkedin

frontofmyhouse.”

Ah.Nowtheyweregettingsomewhere.“Didithavealogo?”
Herbrowfurrowedasshetriedtorecallwhatshe’dseen.“Yeah,asamatter

offactitdid.Itlookedlikethreewhitebullets.”Shegrimaced.“Ormaybeitwas
rockets.”

Sinclairtriedtoimaginethelogo,somethingteasingattheedgeofhismind.
Threerockets.
He’dseenitbefore.Butwhere?
“Missiles,”heabruptlybreathed,adrenalineexplodingthroughhim.
“DoyouknowwhotookMira?”Tanyaasked.
“I’mabouttofindout,”hesaid,alreadycalculatinghowlongitwouldtake

himtodrivetotheSAUmilitarybasejustacrosstheborderinWyoming.

Tanyaliftedahandtowipeatearthatwastricklingdownhercheek.
“How?”
“Ihavemyways,”hepromised.“TakecareofSinclair.Mira’sgoingtowant

him.”

“Bringherhome,”Tanyasaidinawhisper.“Please.”
Agrimsmiletouchedhislips.“Youhavemyword.”

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Chapter3


MiraReesetappedonthekeyboard,doingherbesttoignorethetwolarge

menwholeanedoverher.

It’dbeenthesamethingforthepasttwoweeks.
Shewouldbetakenfromthesmallroomintheoldbarrackswhereshewas

lockedeachnightandbroughttotheheadquartersoftheSAUAirForceBase.

Whenshe’darrivedheretwoweeksago,she’dbeenterrified.Thesoldiers

who’dburstintoherhouseandsmackedherhardenoughtocauseabloodynose
hadthreatenedendlesstortureifshedidn’tgivethemtheinformationthatthey
wanted.

Thankfully,she’dhadthedrivetothelocalSAUbuildingtopickupthe

Director,andthenanotherhourdrivenorthtoconsiderherlimitedoptions.By
thetimethey’dreachedthebase,she’dmanagedtoconvincethebastardsthat
shewasontheirside.AndthathersearchforinformationontheVeronaClinic,
andwho’dactuallybeenresponsibleforthevirus,hadbeenanecessarypartof
herjobwiththeCDC.

Ofcourse,theyhadn’tagreedtolethergo.
Instead,they’ddemandedthatshecontinuehersearchforthedoctor

beneaththeirwatchfuleyes.Mirahadn’tminded.Iftheywereanxiousto
discoverthedoctor,thatmeanthersuspicionthatDr.Lowmanwassomehow
connectedtotheoriginaloutbreakwasright.

ItalsogavehertheopportunitytousetheSAU’spowerfulnetwork.
Duringthenearcollapseofsocietywhenthevirushadsweptaroundthe

world,theinternethadbeenseverelylimited.Thegovernmentclaimedthatthey
didn’thavethemanpowertodevotetorepairingunnecessaryinfrastructure.
Mira,however,suspectedthattheywereintentonlimitingtheamountof
informationthatcouldbeshared.

Afterall,therewasnothingmoredangerousthanthetruth.
Clickingtoanewscreen,Mirawrinkledhernoseatthehotbreaththat

puffedagainstthebackofherneckasGeorgeMarkham,theheadoftheDenver
divisionoftheSAU,releasedanimpatientcurse.Alarge,ex-militarymanwith
short,iron-grayhairandalargebodythatwastrendingtowardflab,he’dbeen
thefirstonetointerrogateherattheSAUheadquarters.

Itwasthesecondman,however,who’dtakentheleadsincethey’darrived

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attheairbase.ChiefMasterSergeantDonaldsonworethecrispuniformofa
manstillinservice.Hisheadwasshaved,andhisleanfacedeeplytannedasif
hespentagreatdealoftimeoutside.Sheguessedhisagetobeinhismid-fifties,
andwhilehetechnicallyappearedtobebeneathMarkhaminrank,hewas
clearlyincharge.

“Well?”Markhamdemandedforthehundredthtimeinthepasttwohours.
Miradidn’tbothertoglancearound.Shewasn’tfoolishenoughto

underestimatehercaptors.Theywouldsliceherthroatwithoutasecondthought.
Butshewasconvincedthatsheonlyhadafewhoursuntilshecouldmakeher
escape.

“I’mclose,”shepromised.
“Yousaidthatthreedaysago,”Markhamsnapped.
Shehad,ofcourse.She’dbeenplayingadangerousgame.Onethatcould

endindisasterifshecouldn’tkeepthemendistractedwhilesheconcludedher
hiddensearch.

“Ittakestimetobreakthroughsomanylayersofsecurity,”shesmoothly

lied.“WhichiswhyI’msoconvincedthattheApateClinicmustbehiding
somethingimportant.”Shedeliberatelypaused.“Orsomeoneimportant.”

“LikeyouwereconvincedthattheMorganHospitalhadaDr.Lowmanon

theirstaff,”Markhamsnapped.“AndthatScotlandResearchfacilityhadthe
originalnotesfromtheVeronaClinic.”

Miraheavedasigh,reachinguptobrushastraycurlfromhercheek.Over

thepasttwoweeks,she’dbeenatthemercyofthebase’scommissary,which
meantthatshedidn’thaveherusualtoiletries.Now,herhairwasamassof
corkscrewcurlsthattumbleddownherback,andapairofgreenfatigues
coveredhercurvaceousbody.

“Iwarnedyouwhenyoufirst-”Shebitbacktheword‘kidnapped.’Shewas

doingherbesttomakethemenbelieveshewasthereofherownfreewill.
“Insistedonmejoiningyouhere,thatIonlyhadafewthreadsthatIwastrying
tofollow.”

Markhamabruptlystraightenedandsteppedback.“We’vewastedtoomuch

timeonthisshit.”

Mira’sheartmissedabeat.Herbiggestdangerwasthemomentthesemen

decidedshewasnolongerofuse.Whenthathappened,shedidn’tdoubtfora
secondthattheywouldkillher.

Thankfully,Donaldsonwasn’tpreparedtoquit.
“IfDr.Lowmanisstilloutthere,wehavetofindhim,”Donaldsonsaidin

clippedtones.“Ordoyouwanttowakeuptodiscoverhisfaceplasteredonthe
TVstations?”

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“He’shadtwenty-fiveyearstoexposeus,”Markhamgroused,unawarethat

hewasgivingawayvitalinformationtoMira.“Whywouldhedoitnow?”

“Don’tbeanidiot,”Donaldsonsnapped.“Webothknowtheanimalshave

becomeemboldenedoverthepastfewmonths.Plus,thatdamnedtigerhad
evidenceofourcover-up,”hesaid,referringtoJonahWilder,theAlphaofthe
GoldenPack.He’drecentlyrevealedevidencethatthey’dtracedtheoriginal
outbreakoftheVeronaVirustoahumanlab.Andthatthereweresuspicionsthat
adefensecontractorwasattemptingtocreateaweaponizedformoftheEbola
virus.“Ifhedecidestosharehisinformation,thenthegooddoctormightbe
afraidofchangingpublicopinion.Itwouldbeinhisbestinteresttocomeoutas
awhistle-blowerratherthanoneofthecreatorsofaworldwideplague.”

Markhammadeasoundofimpatience.“Haveyouconsideredthepossibility

thathe’sdead?”

“UntilIknowforsure,I’mnothaltingoursearch,”Donaldsonwarned.
Outofthecornerofhereye,MirawatchedasMarkhampuffedouthischest.

Thetwomenwereinvolvedinaconstantpowerstruggle.Goodnewsforher.
Theirneedtoconstantlytryandoutblusteroneanothermeantthatshecoulduse
theirdistractiontoaccomplishhersecretgoals.

“Ihaveadivisiontorun,youknow,”Markhamsaid,deliberatelyreminding

theothermanofhisposition.

Donaldson’sbeefyhandlandedontheglossydeskwhereMirawas

working.

“Weallhaveourownjobs,”hesnapped.
“Yeah,butmineistomakesuretheanimalsremaininthecageswebuiltfor

them,”Markhamremindedhiscompanion.“Somethingthat’sgrowingmore
difficulteveryday.”

Miragrimaced.Oneday,shewasafraidtheyweregoingtoactuallypullout

theirdicksandmeasurethem.

“ThengobacktoBoulderandletmedealwiththis,”Donaldsonoffered.
Markhamgaveahumorlesslaugh.“Idon’tthinkso.”
“Youdon’ttrustme?”Donaldsondemanded.
“Idon’ttrustanyone,”Markhamassuredhim.
“Fine.I’mgoingtogetsomedinner.”Donaldsoncrossedthecarpetedfloor

oftheofficethatwasdesignedformaximumintimidation.Big,woodenfurniture
filledthespace,includingadeskthatwasbiggerthanMira’sbed.Towering
shelvescrammedwithpicturesofexplosionsinmid-air,silosfilledwith
missiles,andDonaldsonstandinginhisflightsuitnexttoajet.Therewerealsoa
dozenphotosofshiftersbeingheldinthecompoundsaroundtheworld.Adark
tributetoamanwhovaluedwar.“Youcanjoinmeorstayhere,”hesaid.

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Markhamreleasedaharshsigh.“I’mcoming.”
ThemenhadreachedthedoorwhenDonaldsonglancedoverhisshoulderto

stabMirawithawarningglare.

“You.”
Sheconjuredanexpressionoffauxinnocence.“Yes?”
“Don’tleavethiscomputeruntilyou’vebreachedthesecurity,”he

commanded.

“Whatever,”shesaidinsullentones.
Waitinguntilshecouldcatchsightofthemoutofthewindowwalkingalong

thenarrowpathwaytothenearbymess-hall,Miraswiftlyhackedintothe
securitycamerasthatwereplacedaroundtheroom.Afewtapsonthekeyboard
andshehadthemonloop.Onlyacarefulinspectionwouldrevealthatitwasa
five-minutefeedthatplayedoverandoveragain.

Againshetappedonthekeyboard,thistimepullingupthebackground

searchshe’dbeenrunningforthepasttwoweeks.

Whenshe’dloggedonearlier,she’dnoticedatinybellatthecornerofthe

screen.Thatwashernotificationthatshe’dhadahitwithherwebcrawler.

Asenseofelationrushedthroughher.
Yes.
She,atlast,hadwhatsheneeded.
Anameandanaddress.
Leaningforward,sheblockedouteverythingbutsortingthroughfilesasfast

aspossible.Bankaccounts,apartmentleases,employmentrecords,birth
certificates…

Lostintheworldofdata,shemissedthesoftsoundofapproaching

footsteps.Itwasn’tuntilahandwasplacedoverhermouththatsherealizedshe
wasnolongeralone.

“Ssh,”afamiliarvoicewhisperedinherearashisfingersstifledherscream.
Reachingup,shegraspedtheintruder’swrist,tugginghishandfromherlips

assheturnedherheadtomeethisice-bluegaze.

“Sinclair?”Sheblinkedinconfusion,castingaglancearoundtheofficeto

ensuretheywerealone.Forahorrifiedsecond,she’dbeenworriedhe’dbeen
takencaptive.Whenitwasobvioustheywerealone,shereturnedherattention
tohislean,impossiblyhandsomeface.“Whatareyoudoinghere?”

Adarkbrowquirked.“Iwouldthinkthat’sobvious.I’mheretorescueyou.”
AsfarasMirawasconcerned,therewasnothingobviousaboutit.
She’dknownfromthefirstnightthatSinclairapproachedherataparty

givenbythelocalCDCofficewheresheworkedthathewasoutofherleague.It
wasn’tjusthislean,handsomefaceorthedark,satinyhairthatbrushedhis

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broadshoulders.Itwasn’teventherock-hardbodybeneathhiscasualjeansand
t-shirt.Ithadbeenthemasculinepowerthatsmolderedinhispaleblueeyes,and
theairofarrogantsensualitythatheworewithconfidentease.

Hard.Lethal.Gorgeous.
Thiswasamalewhocouldgetanywomanhewanted.Andheknewit.
Sowhywouldheseekoutashy,sociallyawkwardcomputergeekand

spendtheentirenightflirtingwithher?

Theanswerwas…hewantedsomethingfromher.
It’dtakenamonthofcasualdinners,andtheoccasionalmoviebeforehe’d,

atlast,confessedthathewasawolf.Andanothermonthbeforehe’daskedher
touseherpositionatherofficetodiscoverinformationthatwouldprovethatthe
shiftershadn’tstartedthevirus.Thattheyhad,infact,usedtheirbloodto
developthevaccinethathadsavedtheworld.

Still,evenknowingthathewasusingher,Mirahadbeenhelplessagainsthis

potentcharm.

Shetoldherselfthat,eventually,Sinclairwouldseeherasmorethana

meanstoanend.Afterall,she’dprovenherloyaltyanddevotion,andshowna
dedicationtohiscausethatnootherwomancouldmatch.

Itwasn’tuntilshe’dbeencapturedandforcedtoconsiderherimminent

deaththatsherealizedthatshe’dbeenwastingherlifeoverthepastcoupleof
years.Wasshereallysodesperateformaleattentionthatshewouldsettlefora
relationshipwhereshehadnothingtoofferbutherjobandhercomputerskills?

Shedeservedmorethanamanwhowaswillingtoseduceherforhisown

gain.

Butatthesametime,theconcreteevidencethattheSAUhadbeencovering

uptheirowninvolvementintheVeronaVirusandlayingtheblameonthe
shiftershadhardenedherdeterminationtobringthemtojustice.

Shedidn’tknowwhatthefuturemightholdforher,butshedidknowthat

shecouldn’tlivewithherselfifshedidn’tdoeverythinginherpowertoexpose
thetruth.

“Youneedtogobeforetheguardscometoreturnmetothebarracks,”she

hissedinlowtones.

Heignoredherwarning,hishandsskimmingoverhersoftcurvesashe

studiedherwithagrimexpression.

“Areyouokay?Didthebastardshurtyou?”hedemanded.
“No,”shesaid,wellawarethathisconcernwasbasedonthefearthathe’d

losthisbestchanceofgettingtheinformationheneeded.

Hemovedtocrouchbesideherchair,hisbrowssnappingtogetherashe

reachedouttogentlytouchthebruiseonhercheek.

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“I’llkillthemfordaringtoputtheirfilthyhandsonyou,”hesnarled.
Mirashivered,theheatofhisfingerssearingherskinwithpleasurethat

she’dswornshewouldn’tallowherselftofeelagain.

Shejerkedherheadback,knockingasidehishand.“I’mfine.”
Hiseyesnarrowedinsurprise.Itwasthefirsttimeshehadn’tmelted

beneathoneofhisintimatecaresses.Slowlystraightening,hegavea
condemningglancearoundtheoffice.

“Revengewillhavetowaituntilyou’reoutofhere.”
“Sinclair,listentome,”shesaid.“Ican’tgo.”
Hestilled,hisgazereturningtoherpaleface.“Didtheythreatenyou?”A

lowgrowlrumbledinhischest.“Trustme,Icankeepyousafe.”

Shelickedherlips.Christ.Hewassosexywhenhewasbeingallprotective

and…

Sheabruptlysquashedtherenegadethought.
No,no,no.
ShewasoverSinclair,AlphaoftheUnseenPack.
Wasn’tshe?
“It’snotthat-”
“Weneedtogo,”heinterruptedherwords,steppingbackashewaitedfor

hertoobeyhiscommand.

Sheshookherhead.“I’mstaying.”
“What?”
“I’mstaying.”
Hiseyesglowedwiththepowerofhiswolf,asuddenheatpricklingthrough

theair.

“You’reworkingwiththem.”
Theurgetocowerbeneaththephysicalimpactofhisdominancewas

overwhelming.Mirawasn’tashifter,butshewasfairlycertainshe’dbea
submissiveifshewere.Itwasonlywithgreateffortthatsheforcedherselfto
meethisfierceglare.

“Notexactly,”shemumbled.
“Thenexactlywhatareyoudoing?”hesneered.
Shestiffened.“Don’tusethattoneofvoicewithme.”
Hefoldedhisarmsoverhischest,emphasizingthehardmusclesthatmoved

withfluideasebeneathhist-shirt.

“It’sthetoneIusewhenI’mtalkingtopeoplewho’vebetrayedme.”
Shescowled.Howcouldhebelieveforaminutethatshewasa

backstabber?She’driskedherjob,evenherlife,tohelphimandhispeople.

Didn’theknowheratall?

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“Ihaven’tbetrayedyou,”sherasped,unabletohideherpainathis

accusation.

Hegrimacedasifalreadyregrettinghishastywords.
“Thenwhyareyouworkingwiththeenemy?”heasked,histone

deliberatelysoftened.

Shecontinuedtoglareathim.Okay.Hewasgorgeous.Andsexy.Andhe

hadthatwholeanimalmagnetismthinggoingon.Butthatdidn’tgivehimthe
righttoactlikeanass.

“Becauseit’stheonlywaytohavefullaccesstotheirprivatenetwork,”she

grudginglyexplained.

“Forwhat?”
Shehunchedhershoulder.“TolookforDr.Lowman.”
Henoddedtowardthecomputeronthedesk.“That’swhatyou’redoing?”
“Yes.”
Hisgazedartedbacktoherface,hisjawtight.“Whywastherebloodin

yourlivingroom?”

Mirawascaughtoffguardbytheabruptquestion.He’dbeeninherhome?
“WhenIcamehomeafterwemet,theyforcedtheirwaythroughthefront

door.”

Arichmuskthreadedthroughtheair,Sinclair’slipspullingbacktoreveal

hiselongatedfangs.

“Theyhityou.”
Shegaveaslownod,surprisedbyhisintenseresponse.Shedidn’tknow

muchaboutshifters,butSinclairhadalwayspossessedarigidcommandoverhis
animal.Hehadto,whilehewas‘passing’asahuman.

Itwasstartlingtoseehimlosecontrol.
“Yes.”
Suckinginadeepbreath,hercompanionvisiblyforcedbackhiswolf.
“Tellmewhathappened.”
AshiverracedthroughMira.Itwasn’tfear.Shewisheditwas.Thatwould

befarlessdangerousthanthefemininefascinationthatshewastryingtodeny.

“AsIsaid,theyforcedtheirwayintothehouse,”shesaid.
“Didtheysaywhy?”
Shewrinkledhernose.“TheytrackedthecomputersIpurchasedfrom

Novo-Auction.”

“Dammit,”hesnarled.“Iknewyouweretakingtoomanyrisks.”
Mirarolledhereyes.Didallmenhaveacompulsiontopointoutwhenthey

wereright?

“Howelsewerewesupposedtodiscoverthetruth?”sheasked.

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Hewavedasideherperfectlylogicalquestion.
“Whathappenednext?”
“TheyforcedmeintoavanandtookmetotheSAUbuildinginDenver.”
“Shit.”Astrangeexpressionrippledoverhisstarkfeatures.“Thatwasyour

scent.”

“What?”
“InMarkham’soffice,”heexplained.
“Yes.Wewenttherefirst,andthentheybroughtmehere,”shecontinued.

“TheyintendedtotorturemeintoconfessingwhatIknewaboutDr.Lowman
andhisconnectiontothevirus,butIconvincedthemthatIhadbeenpaidbymy
bosstomakesuretherewasnodocumentationtoprovethattheCDChadbeen
warnedthattheformulatheywereworkingonattheVeronaClinicwasadanger
tothepublic.”

Hisfuryblazedhotasthesunbeforeitwastemperedbyanexpressionof

pride.

“Clever.”
Warmthspreadthroughher,evenassheloweredherlashestohideherlook

ofvulnerablepleasureathisseemingappreciation.

“And,thankfully,mybossisinDCsotheyhaven’tbeenabletospeakwith

him,”sheforcedherselftocontinue.

“Sowhathappenedaftertheybroughtyouhere?”
“TheygrilledmeonwhatinformationI’dmanagedtofind.”Sheshrugged.

“ItoldthemaboutthefragmentIfoundonthecomputerthatI’dtracedtoDr.
Lowman.That’swhentheydecidedtokeepmeheretocontinuethesearch.”

Hereleasedhisbreathonalonghiss.“Youwereluckytheywanted

informationmorethantheywantedtokillyou.”

Mirautteredacurse.Intheblinkofaneye,shewentfrompreeningbeneath

hisapprovaltobeingannoyedwithhisassumptionitwasluckthathadsaved
her.

Sheglancedup,meetinghisaccusinggaze.“Itwasn’tjustluck,”shedenied.

“Ihappentohaveafewskills.”

Hislipsflattenedasifhewantedtocontinuehischastisement.Then,

watchinghereyesnarrowwithsilentwarning,heconcededdefeat.

“I’veneverdoubtedyourskills,sweetheart,”heassuredher.“Butnowit’s

timetogo.”

Sheswallowedaresignedsighassherealizedthey’djusttalkedinacircle.
“I’mnotleaving,”sherepeated.“I’mtooclosetofindingthedoctor.”
“Dammit,Mira,”hesaid.“Yourluckisn’tgoingtolastforever.”
“AllIneedisafewmorehours…”

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HerwordstrailedawayasSinclairmovedwithquicksilverspeedtopeerout

thewindow.

“Someone’scoming,”hewarned,clearlypossessingfarmoreacutesenses

thanMira.“Time’sup,sweetheart.”

“Crap.”Tuggingoutthememorystickthatshe’dplacedinthecomputer

whenshestartedhersearch,shequicklyreleasedthevirusshe’dpre-loadedfor
thisprecisemoment.She’dmanagedtocatchsightofdatabeingscrambled
beforestronghandsweregrabbingheraroundherwaistandshewasbeing
hauledoutofherchairandtossedoverSinclair’sshoulder.

Arrogantwolf.

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Chapter4


Rioshadcaughtthescentofwolfbeforetheknocklandedonhisdoor.
Notjustanywolf.
Nope.Thisonewasunique.Anintoxicatingmuskthatwaslacedwithwarm

womanandsexualpromise.

Notthatshe’deverfulfilledthatpromise.Atleast,notwithhim.
Andthefactthatshe’dnotonlyturneddownhisnumerousadvancesbuthad

alsodonesoinawaythatwasmeanttowoundhispridehadleftalastinginjury.

Unfortunately,hisseethingangerdidnothingtomutehisinstantreactionas

hepulledopenthedoortorevealthetall,slenderfemalewithsleek,tawnyhair
andvividblueeyes.

Thesightofheraloofbeautyruffledthefurofhiscat,evenasitmadethe

maninstantlyhardwithfrustrateddesire.

Leaningagainstthedoorjamb,hefoldedhisarmsoverhischest.
“Hello,Bree.”
Shegaveacoolnodofherhead,lookingprofessionalinherblackpencil

skirtandsheerwhiteblouse.NodoubtshewasreturningfromDenverwhereshe
workedasanewscaster.

Rios,ontheotherhand,waswearingnothingmorethanapairofyogapants

thathunglooselyonhiships.Itwasn’tadeliberateattempttomakeherdrool
overhishalf-nakedbody,buthewouldn’tobjectifithappened.

“Rios.”Shewaitedforhimtomoveaside,herlipsthinningwhenhe

remainedfirmlyinplace.“MayIcomein?”

“AsIrecall,yousworehellwouldfreezeoverbeforeyouwillinglyentered

mylair,”hedrawled.

Anoddexpressionrippledoverherelegantfeatures.Itwasthereandgone

soswiftlythatRioscouldn’tdeciphertheemotion.

“Fine.”Shedeliberatelytookastepback.“Wecandothisinthecommunity

centerifyouprefer.”

“I’mnottheonewhohasastickupmyass,”hecountered.
Thistime,hehadnotroubledecipheringheremotion.Rawanger.
“Look,cat,I’mherebecauseSinclairaskedmetoworkwithyou,butif

you’regoingtobeadickaboutit,thenI’llfindsomeoneelsetohelp.”

Sheturnedtoleave.Riosgrimaced,reachingouttograspherarm.

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“Wait.”
Shestiffenedbeneathhistouch.Revulsion?Anger?
Suppresseddesire?
Impossibletoknowforsure.
Slowly,sheturnedherheadtomeethissteadygaze.“Yes?”
“Comein.”Hislipstwisted.“I’lltrynottobeadick.”
“Let’shopeyoudon’tstrainanythingmakingtheeffort.”
Bam.Hertartresponsemadehiscockrock-hard.
Itwascrazy.He’dseducedcountlesswomen.He’devenoccasionallybeen

rejected,althoughthatwasthankfullyrare.Butnoneofthemhaddisturbedhim
likethisbeautifulwolf.

Waitingforhertostepintohislair,Riosclosedthedoorbehindherandhit

theoverheadlights.Theywerebothcapableofseeinginthedark,butheneeded
afirmreminderthatthiswasn’tanighttoeasehiscat’shungerforthisfemale.

“Haveaseat.”Hewavedahandtowardtheleathersectionalthatwassetin

frontofthelarge-screenTV.

Shehoverednearthedoorasifhopinghewouldhandherafileandsend

heronherway.

“I-”
“Thisisgoingtotakeawhile,”hesmoothlyinterruptedherprotest.
Herlipstightened,butwitharegalliftofherchin,shemovedtoperchon

theedgeofthesofa.

ApurrrumbledinRios’schestashewatchedtheelegantswayofherass.

Damn.Ifhecouldgethishandsonthatfinepieceofrealestate…

Mutteringunderhisbreath,Riosswungonhisheelandmovedtothebank

ofcomputers.Hecouldn’thidehisscentofarousal,buthecouldcontrolhis
traitorouscock.

“Iwasn’tsurewhatexactlyyouneededsoIprintedoffalltheinfowehave

sofar,”hesaid,grabbingthetallstackoffilesbeforeheturnedandmadehis
waybacktositonthesofanexttoBree.

Hereyeswidenedashestartedtospreadthefilesonthelowcoffeetable.
“Allofthat?”
“Alotofitistheadditionalinformationthathelpsestablishtimelines,as

wellasthenecessarydocumentstoverifythetruthofouraccusations,”he
assuredher,doinghisbesttoignorethemuskyscentthatwasteasingathis
senses.

Sinclairwasright.Thiswasimportant.
Themostimportant—andmostdangerous—thingthey’deverdoneinthe

historyoftheUnseenPack.

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Andthiswomanwasthekeytoswayingthehumansintoacceptingthey

werespeakingthetruth,orcondemningthemalltodeath.

“Okay,”shesaid,herexpressionsomber.Breewasclearlyawareofthe

lethalexpectationsbeingplacedonherslendershoulders.

“Wheredoyouwanttostart?”heasked.
“Atthebeginning,”shesaidfirmly.
“Igotyoucovered.”Riosgrabbedthetopfileandplaceditinher

outstretchedhand.“WeknowthatthefirstcaseoftheviruswasreportedinApril
1986inahospitalinRome.”

“Yes.Eventhehumansagreeonthat,”shesaid,flickingopenthefolderto

studythemedicalreportsinside.“What’sthis?”

“Theoriginalhospitalreportonthatpatient.”
Shesenthimastartledglance.“Howdidyougetthis?”
“Therearen’tmanythingsIcan’tgetifIwantthembadlyenough,”hesaid

inlowtones,unabletoresisttheurgetoreachupandbrushthebackofhis
fingersagainsthercheek.

Anunexpectedblushhadstainedherivoryskinbeforesheduckedherhead

tostudythefilewithafierceconcentration.

Rios’scatstilled,hishuntinginstinctsonfullalert.Well,well.Hispretty

wolfwasn’tcompletelyindifferenttohim,afterall.

Sheclearedherthroat,pointingamanicuredfingeratanotationinthe

medicalreport.

“Itsaysherethatthepatientclaimedhe’drecentlyreceivedaflushotatthe

VeronaClinic.”

Hedroppedhishand.First,they’dwork.Then…
Hiscatpurredinanticipation.
“Theclinicdeniedit,ofcourse,”hesaid.
Sheflippedtotheendofthefile.“Dowehaveanycorroboratingevidence?”
Hepointedtowardastackoffilesonthetable.“Wehavestoriesfromahalf-

dozenotherpatientswhomadethesameclaim,”heassuredher.“Plus,theAlpha
oftheGoldenPackhasevidencethattheclinicwasactuallytestingastrainof
Ebolathattheyintendedtoweaponize.”

Sheshuddered.Shiftershadplentyoffaults.Theywerehot-tempered,

territorial,andenjoyedtheoccasionalbrawl.Butwhentheyfought,itwaswith
teethandclaws.Theydidn’tinventhideousweaponsthatweremeanttodestroy
hugeswathsofthepopulation.

“Whydidn’ttheofficialsinvestigate?”
Riosnodded,wellawareshewasaskingthequestionsthatsheexpectedto

receivewhentheycameoutoftheshadowstorenouncetheSAU.

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“Atfirst,theyweresearchingforthecorporationthatwasfundingthe

research,”hesaid.“Theycouldclosetheclinic,butunlesstheyknewwho’d
actuallypaidtohavethevirusreleasedintotheworld,theycouldn’tbesurethat
itwouldn’thappenagain.Thenthevirusbecameapandemic,andeverything
wenttohell.Itwasn’tuntilthevaccinewascreatedtohaltthespreadofthe
plaguethattheytriedtodiscoverwhathadactuallyhappened.Bythen,mostof
theproofhadbeendestroyed.”

Reachingintothepocketofhergloriouslytightskirt,shepulledoutarazor-

thinphoneandstartedtakingnotes.

“Dowehaveanyinformationonwhowasbehindthedestructionof

evidence?”

Riosreachedforanotherfile.Thisonesentablastoffurythroughhim.
“That’swhenColonelRanneymadehisfirstappearance,”hesaid,handing

herthemanilafolder.

Herbrowsdrewtogetherassheflippedthroughthepapers.“Theheadofthe

SAU?”

“Hewasn’tatthetime.”Riosleanedtotheside,pullingouttheglossy

pamphletthatshowedalarge,silver-hairedmanwholookedlikesomeone’s
kindlygrandfather.RioshaddevotedmonthstodoingresearchontheColonel,
discoveringthatbehindhistoothysmileandpracticedcharmwasacold-hearted
bastardwhowouldsellhisownmotherifhethoughthecouldmakeaprofit.
“Beforetheoutbreak,hewasactuallytheownerofBellumInternational.”

Shetookthepamphletfromhisfingers.“What’sthat?”
“Adefensecontractor,”Riosexplained.“Hestartedasaglorifiedgunrunner

beforegoinglegit.Overtheyears,heprovidedavarietyofweaponstowhatever
armywaswillingtopayhisexorbitantfees.”

Breedroppedthepamphletintothefile,wipingherfingersonherskirt.Rios

didn’tblameher.JustthethoughtofwhatRanneyrepresentedwasenoughto
makehimfeelsoiled.

“Whatdidhehavetodowiththeclinic?”
Riosreleasedagrowloffrustration.“Ihaven’tbeenabletotrackdowna

connection,buthe’stheonewhowassuddenlyinchargeoftheinvestigation.”

Breemadeaquicknoteonherphone.“Hedidthecover-up.”
“Yep.Andhewasveryclever.”Riosgraspedtheremainingpileoffolders.

“Hedidn’tgiveoneexplanationandletitgo.”

Shefrowned.“Whatdidhedo?”
“Heleakedonestoryafteranother.”Rioscurledhislipswithdisgust.“He

saidtheshiftershadtaintedtheflushots.”Hetossedafolderonthetable.“He
saidthatitwastheshifters’bitethatcausedtheplague.”Anotherfilehitthe

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table.“Hesaiditwashumanswhowerecreatingmutantanimalstotakeoverthe
world.”Hedroppedtheremainingfiles.Sofar,he’dmanagedtodiscoverovera
dozenstoriesRanneyhadstrategicallyleakedovertheyears.

“Whysomany?”
“Becauseagoodinvestigatorcouldhavefollowedonerumortoproveor

disprovethetruthofit,”Riosexplained.“It’smuchmoredifficulttopindown
theoriesthatareconstantlychanging.”

Sheglancedtowardthetablecoveredwithfilesbeforereturninghergazeto

studyhistightlyclenchedjaw.Shehadonherprofessional‘anchorface,’which
meantitwasimpossibletoreadherexpression.Butthescaldingheatofher
angerwasatangibleforce.

“Especiallywhenitwaseasiertoblameitontheanimalsandlockusin

cages,”shegrowled.

Hegaveagrimnod.“Exactly.”
Herwolfglowedinhereyes,herbeautysoluminous,Riosabruptlyforgot

howtobreathe.

“IhopeverymuchtomeetColonelRanney,”shesaidinfiercetones.

“Preferablyaloneinadarkalley.”

Heleanedforward,savoringtherawheatofheranimal.
“IfyouintendtosinkyourteethintotheColonel,you’regoingtohaveto

getinline,querida,”hesaid,hisgazeloweringtothedeliciouscurveofherlips.

ShemighthavetowaittobiteRanney,butifshewantedtosinkherfangs

intosomething,hewasready,willing,andabletoofferheranoutletforher
frustration.


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SinclairpulledhistruckintoashabbymoteljustacrosstheColoradostate

border.

They’dbarelyspokenduringtheforty-minutedrive.Mirabecauseshewas

clearlypissedathim.Andhim…

Well,hedidn’tknowexactlywhathefelt.
FuryattheSAUfordaringtokidnapher.PrideinMirafortakingasituation

thatwouldhaveterrifiedmostpeopleandturningittoheradvantage.Lustthat
poundedthroughhisbody,despitethefactthatthetimecouldn’tbeless
appropriate.

Andanuncertaintythathadhiswolfrestlesslypacingbeneathhisskin.

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Hewasn’tsureexactlywhathadhappenedtoMiraduringthepasttwo

weeks,butshewasn’tthesameshy,submissivefemalehe’dthoughtheknewso
well.

Instead,shewasdefiantandsurprisinglydeterminedtokeephimata

distance.

Why?
Hadhercaptorsmanagedtoconvinceherthatshifterscouldn’tbetrusted?

Hegaveasharpshakeofhishead.No.Thatcouldn’tbeit.Mirawastoo
intelligenttobeswayedbytheblusteringidiots.

Besides,shewasstilltryingtohelpthemtrackdownDr.Lowman.Even

demandingthatshestayandcontinuehercomputersearcheventhoughitputher
atrisk.

Sowhatthehellwasgoingon?
Unabletobearthestrangebarrierbetweenthemanylonger,hedecidedto

stopforthenight.

Itwouldnotonlygivethemtheopportunitytocleartheairbetweenthem,

butitwouldalsoallowthemtoremainhiddenfromtheSAUsoldiersthatwere
nodoubtbeingspreadthroughouttheareatosearchforMira.

Parkingthetruckbehindadumpster,hewrinkledhisnose.Hyper-senses

couldbeapainintheasssometimes.

Mirapulledherselfoutofherdarkthoughts,turningtostabhimwitha

confusedfrown.

“Whatareyoudoing?”
“They’llbesearchingforyou,”hesaid,unbucklinghisseatbelt.“Weneed

tolaylowforafewhours.”

Herconfusiondeepenedassheallowedhergazetoskimovertheone-story

brickstructurethatwasbuiltinanLshape.Theroofwasmadefroma
corrugatedmetalthatwasstartingtorust,andhalfthewindowswereboarded
over.Itwassad,anddingy,andontheedgeofcompletecollapse.

“Here?”shedemandedwithashudder.
“It’sthesortofplacewherepeopledon’tpayattentiontowho’scomingand

going,”heassuredher,notmentioningthatitwasalsorunbyoneoftheUnseen.
Itwasusedliketheold-timeUndergroundRailroad.Thefirststepintheroadto
helpingshiftersontherundisappearfromthosehuntingthem.Thereweresome
secretsthathecouldn’tshareuntilshewasacommittedpartofhisPack.He
shovedopenthedoorofthetruck.“I’llgetusaroom.”

“Wait.”Sheglancedbackathim.“Ineedacomputer.”
Withouthesitation,hereachedoverthebackoftheseattothenarrow

storagearea.Grabbinghisbackpack,hepulledoutasmalltabletandhandeditto

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her.“Willthisdo?”

Shenodded,reachingforitwithadistractedexpression.“Yeah,thanks.”
Sinclairscowled.Overthepasteighteenmonths,he’dcometoexpect

Mira’scompleteandunwaveringattentionwhentheyweretogether.Hell,he’d
simplytakenitforgranted.Nowthatitwasbeingsnatchedaway,hewasn’ta
happywolf.

Infact,hehadasuddenurgetobitesomething.
Orsomeone.
Really,reallyhard.
Glaringatherdown-benthead,hehittheautomaticlockandslammedshut

hisdoor.

Seriously,shewasstompingonhislastnerve.
Joggingacrossthedesertedparkinglot,Sinclairenteredtheoffice,ignoring

thegrizzlyshifterwhostudiedhimwithblatantcuriosityashecheckedthem
intooneoftheprivaterooms.

“Anyspecialneeds?”themaledemanded,lookingasbigandshaggyinhis

humanformashedidasabear.

Sinclairhandedoverawadofcashashetookthekeythemalehadtossed

onthechippedFormicacounter.

“Privacy,”hesaidinclippedtones.
Thebearshrugged.“Thatcomesstandardwiththeroom.”
Sinclairnodded,pausinglongenoughtoofferawarning.“There’sa

potentialarmyofSAUsearchingforus,”hesaid.“Youmightwanttoclosefor
thenight.Infact,itwouldprobablybebestifyoudecidedtotakeashort
vacation.”

Thebearnarrowedhisgaze,takinginSinclair’sgrimexpressionbefore

givinganodofhishead.

“IhaveasisterinCasper.Ithinkit’stimeforavisit.”
“Goodidea.”
Sinclairlefttheoffice,pausingtosweepasearchinggazeoverthedarklot.

Whenhewascertaintherewerenoeyeswatchinghim,hereturnedtothetruck.
Movingtothepassengerside,hehittheremotekeytounlockthedoor.

Hepulleditopen,leaningoverMiratograbhisbackpack.
“Followme.”
Claspingthetablet,shecrawledoutofthetruckandfellintostepbeside

him.

“Hasanyoneevertoldyouthatyou’rebossy?”shesaid.
“Daily,”heassuredher,movingtowardtheendofthehotelthatwasspray-

paintedwithgraffiti.Usingthekey,heunlockedaheavysteeldoorthatwas

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dentedinseveralplaces,asifsomeonehadtakenasledgehammertoit.“It’smy
job.”

Shesnorted.“You’renotmyAlpha.”
Hiswolfinstantlyhowledatherrejection.Asfarashisanimalwas

concerned,thiswomanwasalreadyhistoprotect.

Andmore…
Oncesheacceptedthatshebelongedtohim.
“Hmm.”Heleaneddownuntiltheywerenosetonose.“Whoareyoutrying

toconvince,sweetheart?Meoryourself?”

Shesuckedinastartledbreath,hereyeswide.“Sinclair.”
Unabletoresisttemptation,hesoftlybrushedhismouthoverherpartedlips.

Instantheatdetonatedthroughhim.

Christ.Shetastedsosweet.Gloriousfemaleenticementwrappedina

lusciousbodythathisfingerstwitchedtoexplore.

Itwastheveryforceofhishungerthathadhimliftinghisheadtostudyher

withabroodinggaze.

Whenhefinallysatedhisdesire,itwasn’tgoingtobeinanastyparkinglot

wheretheSAUmightmakeanappearanceatanyminute.

“Anargumentforlater,”hesaid,gentlypushingherintothedarkroom.
“There’snotgoingtobeanargument,”shestubbornlydeniedtheinevitable.
Notbotheringtocontinueafighthefullyintendedtowin,Sinclairstepped

throughthedoor,carefullypullingitshutbeforeheturnedonthedimoverhead
light.Fromoutside,noonewouldknowanyonewasintheroom.

Notsurprisingly,Miragaveatinygaspassheactuallytookintheir

surroundings.

Unliketheoutsideofthemotel,theinsidewasscrupulouslyclean.There

wasasturdyoakdresseragainstonewallwithaTVmountedonthepaneling.
Therewasalsoadeskandchairinonecornerwithasmallleathersofa.Andin
thecenteroftheroomwasaking-sizebedwithahand-stitchedquilttooffera
feelingofhome.

Acrosstheroom,anotherdooropenedtoawhite-tiledbathroom.
Itwasn’tfancy,butitwasbuilttoprovideaplaceofcomfortandsafetyfor

thoseinneed.

“Wow,Iwasn’texpectingthis,”shebreathed,movingtoplacethetableton

thedesk.“Howlongdoyouthinkweneedtostayhere?”

Sinclairprowledtowardher,notwillingtogiveherthespaceshewasso

obviouslyseeking.

“AreyouinahurrytogettoourPack?”
“I’mnotgoingtoyourPack,”shesaid,herwordsandtoneadeliberate

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challenge.“I’mgoingtotheTheGreatPlainsHomeofTranquility.”

Heblinkedinconfusion.“Where?”
“TheGreatPlainsHomeofTranquility,”sherepeated,reachinguptorun

herhandsthroughherhair.Sinclairswallowedagroan.He’dwantedtorubhis
faceinthosefantasticcorkscrewcurlsforweeks.“It’snearOmaha,Nebraska,”
sheclarified.

Sinclairleashedhisrenegadethoughts.Later,he’drubhisfaceinherhair,

andagainstthecurveofherthroat,anddownthelushcurvestotheintoxicating
secretsbetweenherlegs.

Fornow,heneededtoconcentrateonherstubbornrefusaltotraveltothe

protectionofhisPack.

“Whydoyouwanttogothere?”hedemanded.
“ItoldyouthatIwasrunningtracestolocateDr.Lowman,”shereminded

him.

Hesuckedinastartledbreath.He’dassumedthatshe’dbeenchasing

anothervagueclue.Oneofpotentiallythousands.Butsomethinginher
expressionmadehimtensewithanunexpectedsenseofanticipation.

Dr.LowmanwasthekeytoprovingthattheSAUwasresponsibleforthe

VeronaVirus.Withhimstandingattheirside,noonecoulddenythatitwasthe
shifterswho’dbeenthesaviorsofmankind,nottheirdestruction.

“Youfoundhim?”herasped.
Sheheldupaslenderhand,clearlyunwillingtocommitonewayorthe

other.

“Perhaps.”
Reachingout,hegraspedthetabletoffthedesk,studyingthesprawling

brickbuildingthatlookedasifitwerebuiltinthemiddleofnowhere.

“Thisisthesearchyouwererunningbeforeweleft?”
“Tryingto,yes,”shesaidindrytones,nothavingtopointoutthathehad

beentheonetointerruptherefforts.

NotthatSinclairwasgoingtoapologize.
AsdesperateashewastogethishandsonLowman,hewasn’tabouttoput

thisfemaleatanyfurtherrisk.

She’ddoneherpart.
Hehissedashewasstruckbyasuddenfear.“Ifitwasonthecomputer,then

theSAUhasthedoctor’slocation,aswell.”

“No.”Anunexpectedsmilecurvedherlips.“Atleast,notunlessthey

managetorepairthedamagetotheirsystem.”

Hestudiedherupturnedface.“Whatdamage?”
“Ileftbehindavirus,”shetoldhim.“Itwilldestroywhateverinformation

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wasonthecomputer,aswellasanyothersattachedtothesamenetwork.”

Hegaveaslowshakeofhishead.Whenhe’dfirstmetMira,ithadbeen

easytodismissherasbeingamousygeekwhomeltedintothebackground.
Now,heunderstoodthatbeneathhershynaturewereagenerousheartandan
unshakeableloyalty.Twoqualitiesthathevaluedaboveallothers.

Oh,andshewassmart.
Andsexy.Lusciouslysexy.
“Remindmetoneverunderestimateyou,”hesaidwithgenuinesincerity.
Sheshrugged.“Mostpeopledo.”
Henoddedtowardthetablet.“Tellmewhatthisplacehastodowiththe

doctor.”

“AfterIwascaptured…”Herwordstrailedawayashislowgrowlfilledthe

air.Then,clearingherthroat,shecontinued.“TheydemandedthatIdothe
majorityofmysearcheswhiletheycouldwatch,soIcreatedasearchwithDr.
Lowman’snameandthenhackedintovariousclinicsandhospitalstocheckifhe
wasontheirstaff.”

Sinclair’sbrowsdrewtogetherinconfusion.“Youweren’treallysearching

forhim?”

“Notlikethat.”Sheshrugged.“Amanwho’sgoneintohidingdoesn’tuse

hisrealname.Orcontinueinhissameprofession.”

Ah.Hiscleverbeauty.
“True.”
“Sointhebackground,IwasrunningsearchesforPatriciaCarpenterand

JessicaMedlen.”

Hetiltedhisheadtotheside.“Whoarethey?”
“Dr.Lowman’smotherandhiswife,”shesaid.“Ifoundtheirmaiden

names.”

“Amazing,”hebreathed.
Ablushcreptbeneathherskin,onlyaddingtohercharm.
AsanAlpha,Sinclaircouldhavehadanynumberofwomen.Andnotjust

becausehispowerwasanaphrodisiactomanyshifters.Buthe’dalwaysbeena
loner,hisfocusneverwaveringfromhisdutytohispeople.

Nodoubtapsychiatristwouldsayhispasthadinjuredhimsoseverelyhe

wasincapableofformingintimatebonds.

Butnowhewasconsideringthepleasureofhavingacompanionwhocould

beathisside.

Onewhowouldnotonlyprovideawarmbodyinhisbed,butalsoa

complexmindthatcouldofferlogicalargumentswhenshethoughthewas
wrong,andthesameloyaldedicationtohispeoplethathedemandedofhimself.

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“Notreally,”shesaid,tryingtodisguiseherflusteredreactiontohisblatant

admiration.“It’slogicalthattheywouldreverttotheirpreviousnames.That
way,theycouldstayhiddenfromthosesearchingforconnectionstoDr.
Lowman,whiletheirfamilycouldstillcontactthem.”

“Didyoulocatethem?”
Shenodded.“YesterdayIgotahitonhiswife,Jessica.”
Thesenseofhopereturnedatherlowwords.“Whatsortofhit?”
“AnaddressinOmaha.”
“Ifyouknewwhereshewas,thenwhydidyouinsistonstayingatthe

base?”hedemanded,stillaggravatedbythethoughtofhertakingsuchan
outrageousgamblewithherlife.

“Becauseherapartmentcontractshowsthatshelivesalone.”
“Thatdoesn’tmeanthatherhusbandisn’tthere.”
“No,butitseemsstrangetoriskgettingtossedfromherapartmentwhenshe

couldhaveputdownafakenameforherhusband,”shesaid.“Sothismorning,I
ranatraceonherplaceofemployment.”

“Wheredoesshework?”
Shepointedtowardthetablet.“She’sanurseattheGreatPlainsHomeof

Tranquility.”

Hestudiedthebrickbuilding.Onceagain,hewasstruckbyhowisolatedit

was.

“Itsoundslikeaspa,”hesaid.
“Nope.It’samentalinstitution,”Miracorrected.“Andheremploymentfiles

revealthatherbrotherisapatientthere.”

Heliftedhisgazetomeethereyesthathaddarkenedwithexcitement.
“Doyouthinkthebrotherhasinformation?”
Shesmiled.“JessicaMedlendoesn’thaveabrother.”

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Chapter5


GeorgeMarkhamwatchedasDonaldsonpacedtheofficethatwasas

pretentiousasitwasoversized.Hehadatheoryaboutmenwhohadbigoffices.
Itwastocompensateforalackofgenuineballs.

Somethingheneverhadtoworryabout.
Whichwaswhyhewasleaningagainsttheedgeofthedeskashis

companionwasred-facedandtwitchy.Hehadconfidencethey’dfindthe
missingcomputerbitch.Andiftheydidn’t…

Well,hewasgoingblametheentirefiascoontheColonel.
Hewastheonewho’dinsistedthattheybringMiraReesetothisbase

insteadofstayingattheSAUheadquartersinBoulder.Andhe’dassured
Markhamthatthesecuritysystemwasimpenetrable.

Ayoungmaninastarcheduniformsteppedthroughtheopendoorway,

snappingasaluteasDonaldsonturnedtoglareathim.

“Well?”theColoneldemanded.
Theyoungsoldierpaled.Clearly,hewastheretoofferbadnews.
“Wedidacompletesweepofthebase.Sheisn’there.”
Donaldsonclenchedhishands.“Didyoucheckthesilos?”
“Yes,sir.Eventheabandonedones.”
Markhamrolledhiseyes.Whywouldthewomansneakoutoftheofficeand

thenhideinoneofthemissilesilos?

“Whataboutthesecuritytapes?”Donaldsonpressed.
Whenthey’dreturnedtotheofficeafteralong,tooleisurelydinner,itwas

todiscoverthatMiraReesewasmissing,andthecomputersystemcompletely
shutdown.Nothingtheydidcouldretrievetheinformationfromtheharddrive.

Infact,eachtimetheytried,theyonlycausedmoredamage.
“Whateverhappenedtothecomputersalsoaffectedthecameras,”the

youngermansaid.

Donaldson’sbreathhissedbetweenhisteeth.“Sothey’reworthless?”
Themanlostanothershadeofcolor,andhisgazelowered.“Yes,sir.”
Therewasatensepause,asifDonaldsonweretryingtorestrainhisurgeto

smashthepoorsoldierintheface.

“Getthedogs,”heatlastsnapped.“Iwantfourseparatesearchparties.”He

liftedhishandtopointtowardeachcorneroftheoffice.“North.South.East.

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West.”

Thesoldiergaveanod,eagertobeawayfromhisfuriouscommander.
“I’llgetitarrangedatonce.”
“Don’tcomebackwithouther,”Donaldsonwarnedindarktones.
Thesoldiersaluted,backingoutoftheroomandclosingthedoorwitha

firmsnap.Markham’slipstwitchedasheheardthesoundoffootstepsscurrying
downthehall.

MarkhammightnotbeintimidatedbyDonaldson’sbluster,butobviously,

theColonel’ssmallarmywaseasilybullied.

“Dammit.”Donaldsonwhirledonhisheel,slamminghisfistintotheopen

palmofhisotherhand.“Ifshe’swithoneoftheanimals,we’llneverfindher.”

Markhamstiffened.He’djustassumedthatMirahaddiscoveredwhatever

shewaslookingforontheSAU’sprivatenetworkanddonehervanishingact.

Nowhestudiedhiscompanionwithadeepfrown.
“Whatmakesyouthinkshedidn’tdothisonherown?”
TheColonelflashedapatronizingsmilethatmadeMarkhamwanttopull

theGlockhehadstrappedtohisankle.Then,thepompousfoolstrolledacross
theofficetoopenthewindow.

“Iassumethatshedestroyedthecomputersandsecuritysystem,she’sthe

expert,afterall,”hedrawled.“Butthere’snowayshedidthis.”

ReluctantlyMarkhamcrossedtostudythegougesthathadbeendugintothe

windowsill.

Clawmarks.
Bitingbackacurse,Markhamforcedhimselftoturnbacktostudythe

office.Shit.Heshouldhavedoneamorethoroughinspectionoftheofficethe
minutehe’drealizedthatthecomputerwomanwasgone.

NowhehadtoactasifDonaldsonhadn’tmanagedtooutwithim.
“There’snosignthatshewasforcedtoleave,”hesaid.
“No,”Donaldsonagreed,slammingthewindowshut.“IwouldsayMira

Reesehasbeenplayingusforfools.She’sobviouslyworkingwiththeshifters.
Theywantedtheuseofourcomputers,sosheletherselfbetaken.”Hepacedto
thecenteroftheover-priced,hand-wovenrug.“Whichmeansshegotwhatshe
wantedandcalledinoneoftheanimalstogetherout.”

Markhamscowled.Howcouldanyonechooseoneofthosefreaksoverher

ownpeople?He’dheardthatsomehumanseventooktheanimalsaslovers.

Sick.
Ofcourse,ifshedidhavealover…
Markhamabruptlyreachedintohispockettopullouthisphone,tappingthe

passwordontothescreen.

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“Ineverdidtrusther,”hesaid.
Donaldsonpivotedonhisheel,hislipstwistedinahumorlesssmile.
“That’snotwhatyouweresayinglessthananhourago.”
Markhamhelduphisphone.“Doyouneedproof?”
Donaldsonfoldedhisarmsoverhischest.“Astonishmewithyour

brilliance.”

MarkhamonceagainthoughtlonginglyofhisGlock.AttheDivision

headquarters,hewastreatedwithrespectthatborderedonreverence.His
companion,however,wasroughlyonthesamelevelashewaswhenitcameto
theSAUhierarchy.WhichmeantMarkhamcouldn’tdemandthedeferenceheso
richlydeserved.

Dammit.
“Afterwebroughtthewomanhere,IcalledasecurityteaminFortCollins

toinstallacameraincasesomeonedecidedtocomesearchingforher,”hesaid,
thoroughlyenjoyingDonaldson’sbriefspurtofannoyancebeforehewas
smoothinghisexpression.

“Canyouaccessthetapes?”
“Ofcourse.”Withafewtapsonthescreen,Markhamwasrewindingthe

images.“Yourtechnologymightbeeasilycompromised,butmineisfarmore
dependable.”

Donaldsonsaidafoulcurse.“Jesus,you’reannoying.”
Markhamdidn’tbothertohidehissatisfiedsmile,quicklyskimminguntil

hewasatthebeginningofthetape.Thecamerahadbeenhiddeninatreeinthe
frontyard,givingaperfectviewofthehouse,alongwiththedriveway.

Hepausedasawomanappearedfromthebrickhousenextdoor,holdinga

cat.

“Theneighbor,”hesaidasthewomanusedakeytoenterthehouseand

thenlefttenminuteslater.

“Doubtfulthatshe’stheanimalthathelpedMiraescapefromhere,”

Donaldsonsaid.

Markhamagreed.Awomandidn’triskherlifeforaneighbor,nomatter

howfriendlytheymightbe.

Shediditforsomeonewhosatisfiedherinbed.
Hefast-forwarded,abruptlyslowingtheimagesasatruckpulledintothe

driveway,andanunknownmanclimbedout.

“There.”
“Damn,wecan’tseehisface,”Donaldsonsaid.“Canyouzoominonthe

licenseplate?”

Markhamscowled,oddlyconvincedthattherewassomethingfamiliarabout

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thesetoftheman’sshoulders,andthewayhemoved.Butunlessheturned,it
wouldbeimpossibleforhimtoplacewhomitmightbe.

Dismissingtheoddsensationthathemightbeacquaintedwiththestranger,

hehaltedthevideo.Then,sweepinghisfingeroverthescreen,hemanagedto
enlargetheimage.

“Gotit.I’llsendthistomydivision.”Takingascreenshotofthelicense

plate,hequicklyhaditemailedtohisheadofsecurity.“Theycanstartasearch
forthetruckaswellascontactthecopstoputoutaBOLO.”

Onceagainputinthepositionoffollower,notleader,Donaldsonsquared

hisshoulders.

“Okay.”Hisexpressionwascondescending.“It’sadecentbackupplanifmy

mendon’tfindherfirst.”

Markhamreleasedasharplaugh.“Acceptdefeat,Donaldson,”heurgedthe

olderman.“Youandyoursoldiersletthewomanslipfrombeneathyournoses.
Nowitwillbeuptometosaveyourass.”Hepocketedhisphone,aslysmile
tuggingathislips.“Let’shopeColonelRanneydoesn’tlearnofyourslip-up
beforewecangetherback.”

Donaldsonjerkedattheunmistakablewarning.Noonewantedtobeonthe

wrongsideoftheSAU’sfounder.Notunlesstheywantedtoendupinan
unmarkedgrave.

“Bastard,”themilitarymanhissed.


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MirawasdoingherbesttoignoreSinclair’sbroodinggaze.Thiswasn’tthe

firsttimethey’dbeeninasmallmotelroomtogether.

Thiswasn’teventheworstmotelroom.Inanefforttoavoiddetection,

Sinclairhadoftensetupmeetingsinplacesthatwerebarelyfitforbedbugs.This
roomwasatleastcleanwithcomfortablefurniture.

Includingasoft,invitingbed.
Shegaveasharpshakeofherhead.Nothinghaschanged,shefiercely

remindedherself.

Okay,Sinclairhadactuallygonetotheeffortoftrackingherdown.And

he’dbeenpossessivelyprotectiveashe’dcarriedherawayfromtheairbase.

Butshewouldbeafooltoletherselfthinkthiswasanythingmorethana

desiretoguardavaluableasset.

“SonowyouunderstandwhyIneedtogettotheGreatPlainsHomeof

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Tranquility.”

Hisexpressionwasguarded.“Iunderstandthatsomeoneneedstogo.But

notyou.”

Shestiffened.“Youdon’ttrustme?”
Someephemeralemotionflaredthroughtheice-blueofhiseyes.“Withmy

life.”

Thewordsraspedagainstthewoundhe’dinflictedwhenhe’dbelievedshe

couldhavebetrayedhim.

“Youwerequickenoughtoaccusemeofworkingwiththeenemy.”
Hegrimaced.“I’msorry,Mira.Moresorrythanyoucouldpossibly

imagine,”hebreathed.

Miraabruptlyturnedaway.Therewassomethingunnervingabouttheraw

regretthatsoftenedhisfeatures.

“Itdoesn’tmatter,”shesaid.
“Itdoes.”Hemoveduntilhewasstandinginfrontofher.Then,whenshe

kepthergazelowered,hegentlycuppedherchininhishandandtiltedbackher
head.“Lookatme,sweetheart.”Hepatientlywaiteduntilshegrudginglylifted
hereyestomeethissteadygaze.“Ididn’tmeantohurtyou.Iwouldnever.”

Herlipstwisted.“Iknowwhatyoumeanttodo.”
Hearchedadarkbrow.“Really?”
“Ofcourse.Imightbenaive,butI’mnotstupid,”sheassuredhim.“I

alwaysknewthatyouwereusingme.”

Histhumblightlytracedthecurveofherlowerlip.“Thenyouknowmore

thanIdo,”hesaid.

SparksofexcitementracedthroughMira,hismeretouchenoughtomake

herheartraceandherpalmssweat.

Hewasjustsofreakinggorgeous.Andsexy.
Andmale.
Ruthlessly,deliciouslymale.
Withaneffort,sheforcedherselftonottomeltintoawillingpuddleathis

feet.

“Areyoutryingtosaythatyoudidn’tseekmeoutbecauseofmyposition

withtheCDC?”

Hepaused,nodoubtcarefullyconsideringhiswords.Althoughshedidn’t

knowwhyhewouldbother.Shesensedtheirrelationship—no,it’dneverbeena
relationship—orwhateveritwas,wasabouttocometoanend.

Therewasnoneedtotreatherasifhecaredaboutherfeelings.
“Thatwasmyinitialreason,butwebothknowthatmyinterestbecamefar

morepersonal.”

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“Don’t,”sherasped.“Please,don’tlie.”
Hescowled.“I’mnot.”
“You’veneverseenmeasanythingmorethanatoolinyourplansfor

revenge.”

Heshookhisheadindenialofheraccusation.
“Mira,ifyouwerejustatool,thenwhydidImeetwithyousooften?”he

demanded.“Icouldhaveaskedforyourhelpandwaitedforyoutocontactme.”

Angersizzledthroughher.Whycouldn’thejustadmitthetruth?
“YouwerewellawarethereasonIwasassistingyouwasbecauseIwashalf

inlovewithyou,”shesnapped.“Youhadtokeepmeinfatuated,oryoutookthe
chanceofmedecidingitwasn’tworththerisktohelpyou.”

Hisfingersbrushedalongthetightlineofherjaw.“Onlyhalfinlove?”he

teased.

Shejerkedbackherhead.Dammit.Itwasn’tfairthathismeretouchwas

enoughtomakeherbodyclenchwithanachinghunger.

“Thisisn’tfunny,”shesaidbetweengrittedteeth.
Hereleasedadeepsigh,slowlyloweringhishand.“No.It’sironic.”
Shetiltedherchin.“What’sironicaboutit?”
“IthoughtIwasfoolingyou,whenIwasreallyfoolingmyself.”
Mirafrowned,studyinghimwithawarygaze.“Isthatsupposedtomake

sense?”

“Notreally.”Hescrubbedhishandsoverhisfacebeforehenoddedtoward

thenearbybed.“Canwesit?”Hewaitedforhertomove.Whenshestubbornly
refusedtobudge,heatlastpulledoutthePword.“Please,Mira.”

“Fine,”shesaid,spinningonherheeltocrosstheshortdistancesoshe

couldperchontheedgeofthemattress.

Hewasswiftlymovingtosettlenexttoher,theheatofhislegpressing

againstherthigh.

“Thankyou,”hesaid,reachingtograbherhand.
“Sinclair,”sheprotested,makingahalf-heartedattempttofreeherselffrom

hisgrip.

Notsurprisingly,hetightenedhishold.Stubbornwolf.
“You’reright.Ididseekyououtbecauseofyourcomputerskills,and

becauseyouworkedfortheCDC,”hesaid,hisvoicelowandhusky.

Perfectlydesignedtomakeawomanthinkofdarknightsandhotsex.
“Areyoutryingtomakemefeelbetter?”shecomplained,inwardly

chastisingherself.Whenthehellwasshegoingtogetoverherpatheticyearning
forthisman?“Ifso,yousuckatit.”

“I’mnotfinished.Butyou’reright,Idosuckatit.”Heliftedherhandto

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pressherknucklesagainsthislips.“I’mnotusedtoexplainingmyself.”

Breathe,Mira,justbreathe.
“Becauseyou’reanAlpha?”Thankfully,herwordsdidn’tcomeoutasa

croak.

Anotherlingeringkisslandedonherknucklesbeforehewasloweringher

handtohislap,hisexpressionsomber.

“BecauseIspentalmosttenyearsofmylifelockedinacagethesizeofa

dogkennel.”

IttookMiraafullminutetoacceptthatthestarkwordsweren’tsome

horriblejoke.

Finally,hereyeswidened,herstomachclenchingwithasicksenseof

disbelief.

“TheSAU?”
Heshookhishead.“Myneighbor.”
“Why?”
Hiseyesdarkened,andMirasuddenlyrealizedshewascatchingaglimpse

ofthewoundedwolfdeepinsidehim.

“MyparentssuspectedthatthecontainmentcenterstheSAUwerecreating

forthesupposedsafetyoftheshifterswouldeventuallybecomeprisons,”his
voicewaslacedwithsadness.“Unfortunately,beforetheycouldorganizeasafe
placeforustodisappear,thesoldierswereknockingatourdoor.”

Itwasanall-too-familiarstory.AlthoughMirahadbeenamerebabewhen

theVeronaVirushadsweptaroundtheworld,she’dheardrumorsofthemass
roundupsofshiftersandeventheviolentclashesthathadledtothousandsof
unnecessarydeaths.

“Howoldwereyou?”
“Five.”
Hermouthdroppedopen,herbrainstrugglingtotakeintheknowledgethat

anyonecouldbetwistedenoughtolockafive-year-oldchildinadog’skennel.

“Whathappened?”
Hisexpressionwastight,theairpricklingwiththepowerofhisinner

animal.

“Myparentsloweredmeoutabathroomwindowandtoldmetorun.Ihad

justgottenthroughthebackfencewhentheneighborcaughtme.”Sinclair’slips
twisted.“Hepromisedhewouldkeepmesafe.”

Shesqueezedhisfingers,instinctivelypressingclosertohisside.Sinclair

couldbeharsh,impatient,sexy,andoccasionallycharming.Buthecarriedwith
himanairofaloofness.Asifnothingcouldtrulyreachhim.

Nowshewasbeginningtounderstandthereasonhesorigidlyprotected

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himselffromtheworld.

“Whatdidhedotoyou?”shesaid,urginghimtocontinuehisstory.As

awfulasitwas,itexplainedsomuchaboutthiscomplicatedmale.

“Heusedmeasanewsourceofincome.”
Theairwassqueezedfromherlungs.“Income?”
“Hewouldtakemetoundergroundpartieswherepeoplewouldpaytosee

meshiftintoawolf.”Hisvoicewaslacedwithbitterness.“Afterall,most
shifterswerebeinghiddenbehindthewallsofthecompounds.Itwasarare
opportunitytotreatonelikeacircusanimal.Anindulgencetheywerewillingto
payafortunetoenjoy.”

“God,”shebreathed,leaningcloseenoughtoinhaletherich,muskyscentof

hisskin.“I’msosorry.”

Hisfacehardened,hisexpressiongrim.“Isurvived.Andplanned.Iknewit

wasonlyamatteroftimebeforeImanagedtoescape.”

“Andyoudid,”shesaid.
“Onmyfifteenthbirthday.”Hislipscurled,revealinghisfangs.Mira

shivered.Notfromfear,althoughthiswasthefirsttimeshe’dseenhimlose
controlofhishumanform.Itwas,instead,arenegadethrillofwonderment.This
malewastrulyasurvivor.“Thebastardgotcarelesswhenheopenedthedoorto
thecage.Beforehecouldgetthemuzzleonme,Imanagedtogetoutandknock
himoffhisfeet.”

“Ihopeyoukilledhim,”shesaid.
ThedarknessthatwasshroudedaroundSinclairabruptlylightenedashe

smiledatherfiercewords.

“Sobloodthirsty.”Hisgazedroppedtolingeronherlips.“Ilikeit.”
Mirarolledhereyes.“Didyou?”shepressed.Sheneededtoknowthat

monsterwasn’toutintheworldhurtingothershifters.

Sinclairsnappedhisfangs.“Irippedouthisthroat.”
“Good,”shesaid.“HewasevenworsethantheSAU.Whatkindofsicko

tormentsachildtomakeaprofit?”

Hissmilefaded.“I’vestoppedunderestimatingthedepthsofhuman

depravity.”

Shegrimaced,butshecouldn’tacceptthatsuchevilexistedeverywhere.

Yeah.Shewasanincurableoptimist.Butsheneededtothinktherewasalso
goodintheworld.

“We’renotallbad,”shesaid.
“No.Youtaughtmethat.”Heonceagainliftedherhand,turningitoverso

hislipscouldtracethefineveinsbeneaththeskinofherinnerwrist.“Andnot
allshiftersaregood.”

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Tinyshiversracedthroughher.Oh…yum.Whythehellhadn’thedonethis

monthsago?She’dbeendesperatetogethimnaked.

Itdidn’tmatterthathewasonlyusingher.Orthatshemighthateherself

onceitwasover.

She’djustwantedonenightofgloriouspassionbeforeshewasdropped

backintoherboringlife.

Nowitwasalltoolate.
“Whatdidyoudoonceyouescaped?”sheabruptlydemanded.
Heheldhergazeashecontinuedtostrokehislipsoverhersensitiveskin.
“Forawhile,IhidinthemostremotesectionsoftheRockyMountainsI

couldfind,”hesaid.“Ijustwantedtobealone.”

“Youdidn’tseekoutothershifters?”
Therewasanunnervingwatchfulnessinhisice-blueeyes.Wasitthewolf?

Ortheman.

Perhapsacombinationofboth.
“No,Iwashalfferal,andIspentmostofmytimeinmyanimalform,”he

admitted.“ThenonedayIcrossedpathswithanotherwolfshifterwhowasbeing
huntedbythelocalSAU.Itookherintomyhiddenliar.Ionlyintendedtoallow
hertostayuntilthedangerpassed,butsherefusedtogo.Evenworse,shehada
friendwhotrackedusdown.Thegrizzlyshifterwasjustasstubborn.”

Shebittheinsideofhercheek,refusingtorevealthatshewasjealousofthe

thoughtofhimsharinghislairwithanotherfemale.

Shedidn’thavetheright.She’dneverhadtheright,evenifshehopedthat

somedayshecouldconvincehimthatshecouldbemorethanjustameanstoan
end.

Shegaveasharpshakeofherhead.“ItwasthestartoftheUnseen?”
“Yes.”Hisshrugwasrueful.“IagreedtobecometheAlphaandtoputthe

membersofmyPackfirstinmylife.But,atheart,I’mstillaloner.”

I’mstillaloner
Thewordsslicedthroughher.Itwas,ofcourse,whatshe’dalwaysknown

deepinside.Shejusthadn’twantedtoacceptit.

“Igetit,”shesaid,startingtorisefromthebed.“Ireallydo.”
Withoutwarning,heyankedherbackdown,hiseyesnarrowedwith

frustration.

“Mira,wouldyouletamanfinish?”

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Chapter6


Sinclairknewthathewasn’twinninganybrowniepointswithMira.He

mightnothaveRios’ssmoothcharm,buthedidknowthatgrowlingatawoman
andyankingheraroundwasn’tthebestwaytoearnhergoodwill.

Butdammit,hewasbeyondfrustrated.
NotwithMira.Neverwithher.Butwithhisownawkwardinabilityto

expresshisemotions.

Whoknewitcouldbesohard?
“Excuseme?”shedemandedindangeroustones.
Hegrimaced.“I’mtryingtomakeapoint.”
“Thenmakeit,”shewarned.
Suckinginadeepbreath,hestudiedherdelicatefeatures,notmissingthe

warinessthatlingeredinherbeautifuleyes.Hehadn’tintendedtotellherabout
theyearshe’dspentasacircusfreak.Henevertalkedaboutthattimewith
anyone.Butforreasonshecouldn’texplain,he’dfeltanoverwhelmingneedto
sharethehorrorhe’dendured.Notforhersympathy,buttoensureshecould
acceptwhathe’ddonetosurvive.

Shehadtounderstandthatbothhisanimalandhumanhalvescouldbe

savagewhennecessary.

Thankfully,shehadn’tflinched.Infact,she’dbeensplendidlyprotective.
Unfortunately,hisrevelationshadlefthimfeelingoddlyvenerable.A

sensationthathefound…unnerving.

“MypastmeansthatIdon’thavethebestinterpersonalskills,”hestatedthe

obvious.“AndIhaveevenlessinsightintomyemotions.”

“You’reamale.”Sheshrugged.“Noneofyouhaveanyinsights.”
“Ouch.”Hepressedherhandtothecenterofhischest.“Adirecthit.”
Sheturnedherheadaway.Almostasifshethoughtshecouldhideherhurt

fromhim.Itwasobviousshehadalottolearnaboutshifters.

Hecouldsmellhereachandeveryemotion.
Atthemoment,herlusciousscentwasamixtureofspringflowers,burnt

toast,andalingeringfemininedesireshecouldn’tdisguise.

“Youreallydon’thavetosayanythingelse,”shesaid.
“Ido.”Heresistedtheurgetotugherintohislapandwraphertightlyinhis

arms.First,hehadtoundothedamagehe’dcaused.Onlythencouldshetrust

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him.“Initially,myintentionwastoseekyououtandearnyourtrustsoyou
wouldhelpme,”headmitted,rubbinghisthumboverthetenderskinofherinner
wrist.Hefeltherheartskipabeatathislightcaress.Shewasstillarousedbyhis
touch.ThankGod.Itwastheonlyhopehehadthathecouldreachthroughthe
wallsshewastryingtobuildbetweenthem.“Butthatdoesn’texplainwhyI
spentmydaycheckingmyphonetoseeifyoucalled,”heconfessed.“OrwhyI
refusedtheofferofmyPackmatestomeetwithyou.FromtheminuteIcaught
sightofyou,Iknewthatnooneelsewasgettingnearyou.”Heliftedherhandto
nuzzlehislipsagainstherfingers.“Youaremine.”

Thatbroughtherheadbackaround,hereyeswide.“Yours?”
Hedidn’thesitate.“Yes.Mine.”Heplacedherfingersagainsthischeek.“It

justtookthethoughtoflosingyoutogetitthroughmythickskull.”

Hereyesdarkenedwithpleasure.AgrowlrumbleddeepinSinclair’schest.

Hiswomanlikedthefeelofhisroughwhiskersthatstubbledhisjaw.Good.He
plannedtorubthemoverhernakedskinashekissedapathfromherlushlipsto
thetipsofhertoes.

“I’llagreewiththethickskullpart.”
Heturnedhishead,pressinghislipstothecenterofherpalm.
“Letmeconvinceyou,”hepleadedinsofttones.
Heheardherbreathcatchinherthroatandthesuddenleapofherheart.
Butevenasshestartedtoswaytowardhim,sheabruptlyshovedherselfto

herfeet.

“I’mgoingtotakeashower.”
Hiswolfgrowled,strugglingtobreakfree.Theanimaldidn’tunderstandthe

needtoletthisfemalehavethespaceshedemanded.Itwantedtotumbleheron
thebedandseduceawaythewarinessinhereyes.

Instead,heforcedateasingsmiletohislips.
“Doyouneedhelp?”
“IthinkIcanmanage,”shesaidindrytones,headingintothesmall

bathroom.

Groaningasheheardthesoundoffabricbrushingoverherskinbefore

hittingthetiledfloor,Sinclairforcedhimselftocrosstheroomtograbthephone
setonthedresser.Itwasdirectlyconnectedtothefrontoffice.

Pressingthezerobutton,hegrimlykepthisthoughtsfromstrayingtowarda

nakedMiraassheturnedontheshowerandsteppedbeneaththewater.

Thoselusciouscurveswouldbeslick,hervibrantcurlsspiralingdownher

back…

Oh,hell.Hiscocktwitched.
Thankfully,heheardagrowledgreetingasthegrizzlyansweredSinclair’s

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call.

“Hey,beforeyoutakeoff,couldyoudropbyasetofwomen’sclothing,I’m

guessingsizetwelve,anddinner?”Sinclairrequested,waitingfortheman’s
agreement.Then,beforethegrizzlycouldhangup,hecontinued.“Oh,andmake
surethere’ssomethingsweetfordessert.Thanks.”

Asmiletouchedhislipsashereplacedtheold-fashionedreceiver.
He’dlovedthefewtimesthey’dmanagedtoeatamealtogether.Mira

wouldalwaysrefuseanydessert,butshewouldeagerlysavorthebiteshewould
shareofhisown.He’dwantedtotellherthathelovedhersoftcurves.Hewasa
shifter,notahumanwhovaluedonlysurfacebeauty.Tohim,shewasperfect.

Nowhenolongerhadtohidehistrueemotions.
Hefullyintendedtomakesurethatshethoroughlyenjoyedherlife.

Especiallythedecadentparts.

Thesoundofsplashingwaterfilledtheroom,alongwiththemuskyscentof

warm,femaleskin.Sinclairpacedfromoneendofthemainroomtotheother,
relievedwhentherewasaknockatthedoor.

Sinclairwaiteduntilhewascertainthegrizzlywasgone.Itwasn’tthathe

didn’ttrusttheshifter.Hesimplydidn’twantanymaletocatchthescentof
Mira’snakedbody.

Unreasonable?
Maybe.Butthat’sthewayitwas.
Atlast,hepulledopenthedoortocollectthebagofclothingandtheboxof

pizzafromanearbytake-outjoint,aswellasasmalllavacake.Perfect.

He’djustplacedthefoodonthedeskandpulleditnexttothebedwhen

Miracameoutofthebathroom.Awarenesswaslikeapunchtohisgutashis
gazeskimmeddownherbodythatwascoveredbyarobe.Theterrycloth
materialstoppedmid-thigh,revealingtheelegantlineofherlegs,anddippedat
thenecklinetoofferaglimpseofhersoft,enticingbreasts.

Suddenly,hishungerhadnothingtodowithpizza.
“Youstillhaven’tsaidhowlongweneedtostay…”Herwordstrailedaway

asshecaughtsightofthefood.“Wheredidthiscomefrom?”

Hemovedtowardher,usingherdistractiontolightlygraspherarmand

steerhertowardthebed.

“Theownerofthemotelbroughtfoodandcleanclothes.Ithoughtyou

mightbetiredofyouruniform.”

Ashuddershookherbody.“Youhavenoidea.”
“Butfirst,dinner,”hesaid,pressingherontotheedgeofthemattressbefore

hewassettlingnexttoher.Then,hepulledthedeskevencloserandplaceda
largesliceofpizzainfrontofher.

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Sheconsumedtheslicewithobvioushunger,andbeforeshewasfinished,

Sinclairhadanotheroneinfrontofher.Hefeltafiercesatisfactioninknowing
hewastendingtoherneeds.

Thiswaswhathe’dbeenplacedinthisworldtodo.
Protectandcherishthisfemale.
Polishingoffherthirdslice,MiraatlastglancedtowardSinclair.
“Iwasaskinghowlongweneedtowaithere.”
Placingthelavacakebetweenthem,Sinclairscoopedupalargebiteof

gooeygoodness.

“Weshouldstayatleastafewhours,”hesaid,pressingthespoontoher

mouth.

Sheabsentlyacceptedthebite,completelyunawarejusthowsexyitwas

whensheusedhertonguetowipethechocolateoffherlips.

Sinclair,however,wasacutely,painfullyaware.
“Okay,”sheconceded,understandingthedangerofstumblingacrossthe

SAUsoldiersthatwerenodoubtsearchingforthem.

Continuingtofeedhersmallbitesofthecake,Sinclairstudiedherdelicate

features.

“Youknow,we’vespentalotoftimetogether,butyourarelyspeakofyour

family,”hesaid.

Sheshrugged.“Ihadaboringchildhood.”
Sinclairnarrowedhisgaze.Ifheweren’tashifter,hewouldneverhave

noticedtheslighttensingofherbody.

ClearlyherrelationshipwithherfamilywasasourceofanxietyforMira.
“DoyourparentsliveinFortCollins?”hepressed,needingtoknowwhat

wastroublingher.

Hehadeveryintentionofprotectingher.Frombothphysicaldangersand

emotionalones.Noonewasallowedtohurtthisfemale.

Noone.
“No,”shesaid.“IwasraisedinMinnesota.”
“Ah.”Hislipstwitched.“Afarmgirl.”
Shegrimaced.“Yeah.”
“Yourparentsmustbeveryproudofallyou’veaccomplished,”hesaid,

carefullywatchingthehardeningofherexpression.

“Notreally.”Shereacheduptobrushadampcurlfromhercheek.“They

neverunderstoodmyloveforcomputers.Andtheycertainlydidn’twantme
leavinghometotakeajobsofaraway.”

Sinclairarchedabrow.Thisfemalewasstrong,intelligent,well-educated

andsuccessful.Whatelsecouldparentsdesireintheirdaughter?

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“Whynot?”hedemanded.
Sheshookherheadatthelastbite,onceagaindrivingSinclairnutsasshe

lickedherlipsclean.

“TheythoughtIshouldfollowinthefootstepsofmyoldersisterandmarry

anicelocalboyandstartproducingafamily.”

AlowgrowlrumbledinSinclair’schest.Notonlyangeratherfamilyfor

makingherfeel‘less’becauseofherchoices,butalsoatthemerethoughtof
someothermaletryingtoclaimher.

MiraReesebelongedtohim.
Period.
“Theywereidiots,”hesnarled.“AndsowasI.”
Hisconfessionoffaultappearedtocatchheroffguard.Sheblinked.And

thenblinkedagain.

“Whatareyoutalkingabout?”
“Theydidn’tvalueyouastheyshouldhave,”hesaidinroughtones.
Shewasinstantlyonthedefensive.“Theylovedme.”
“Idon’tdoubtthat,buttheyshouldhavebeensupportiveofyourdecisionto

seekyourowncareerandindependence,”heinsisted.“Youhaveatruegiftwith
computers.”

“It’swhatI’vealwayswantedtodo,”sheagreed.
“JustasIshouldhavehonoredyourtenderheart,”hecontinued,refusingto

ignorehisownculpabilityinallowingthisexquisitefemaletobelieveshewas
anythinglessthanperfect.“It’sapreciousgift.”

“Sinclair,”shebreathed,alovelyflushstaininghercheeks.
Leaningforwardwiththeintentionofclaimingherlipsinakissof

frustratedhunger,Sinclairabruptlyhalted.Therewasnomissingthedark
shadowsbeneathhereyes.Sheclearlywasatthepointofutterexhaustion.

Withamutteredcurse,hepulledback.“Youshouldgetsomerest.”
Miranervouslyglancedtowardthebed,clearlyjudgingthewidth.
“I’mnottired,”shesaid,asifdeterminingtherewasn’tenoughspaceto

avoidbeingpressedagainsthimiftheysharedthemattress.

Hesquashedtheimageofholdinghertightinhisarmsassheslept.No

pouncingonhisprettyfemaleuntilshewasready.

“Sweetheart,youcan’tfoolashifter.Icanscentyourweariness,”heassured

her,grabbingthedesktomoveitbacktothecorner.

Heheardhercrawlacrossthemattress,thenthesoftsoundofthesheets

beingpulledback.

“Whataboutyou?”shedemanded.
Waitinguntilhewassureshewascoveredbytheblankets,heslowlyturned

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tomeetherguardedgaze.

“Whataboutme?”
“Areyougoingtorest?”
Heliftedashoulder.“I’llkeepwatch,weshouldbesafe,butIdon’tintend

totakeanychances.”

Therewasalongpausebeforeherfaceabruptlypaled.“Oh.Ofcourse.”
Hescowled,wonderingwhatthehellhadputthatlookofhurtinhereyes.

Then,suddenly,herealizedshethoughtthathedidn’twanttosharethebedwith
her.

Heclenchedhishands.Okay.Screwthewhole‘nopouncing’thing.
Withonelongleap,hewasonthebed,crouchedoverherrigidbody.
“Whatareyoudoing?”shebreathed,hereyeswidewithshock.
Heleaneddownuntiltheywerenosetonose.“Youwerebusyassumingthat

I’mstandingguardbecauseIdon’twanttosharethebedwithyou,”hegrowled.

Shepressedherlipstogether.“It’snotreallyasecretyoudon’tfindme

physicallyattractive.I-”

Herwordswerecutoffashekissedher.Justlikethat.
Pressinghismouthagainstherplushlips,hemoanedathersweettaste.It

wasintoxicating.Addictive.

Hegraspedtheheadboard,hisclawsdiggingintothesturdywoodashe

battledbacktheurgetoconsumeher.

“Sinclair,”shesaid,herhandsliftingtopressagainsthischest.
“Shutup,”hegrowled.
Shestiffenedinoutrage.“Whatdidyousay?”
Sinclairwasinnomoodtobackdown.Shecouldaccusehimofmany

things.Buttoimplythathewasn’tdesperatetohaveherashisloverwas
ridiculous.

“Shut.”Anotherfiercekiss.“Up.”
Shegrabbedhist-shirt,tiltingbackherheadtoglareathim.
“Youdorealizewheremykneeis,don’tyou?”
Hechuckled,notparticularlyworrieddespitethefactthatherkneewasonly

inchesfromhiscock.

Infact,heboldlygrabbedherhand,tuggingitdowntopressitagainsthis

raginghard-on.

“There,”hebreathed.“DoesthatfeellikeIdon’tfindyouphysically

attractive?”

Thetantalizingscentofherarousalfilledtheair.Still,shestubbornly

refusedtobelievetheobviousevidenceofhisdesire.

“Youbarelykissedmeinallthetimewe’veknowneachother,”she

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accused.

“Christ,Mira,itwasbadenoughtoknowthatIwasallowingyoutoput

yourselfindanger-”

“Youdidn’tallowmetodoanything,”shesharplyinterruptedhim.

“EverythingIdidwasmychoice.”

“Okay,”heconceded.“Itwasbadenoughtoknowyouwereindanger

withouttakingadvantageofyou.”

Herexpressionremainedwary.“Hmm.”
Dippinghisheaddown,heplantedalineofkissesalongthelengthofher

jaw.

“Butmygoodbehaviorisabouttocometoanend,”hewarned,allowinghis

fangstolengthensohecouldscrapethemdownthearchofherneck.

Sheshivered,herhipsinstinctivelyliftingtopressagainstthehardlengthof

hiscock.

“Itis?”shesaid,herfingersdiggingintohischest.
“Mm.”Henuzzledhislipsagainstherpulsethatpoundedatthebaseofher

throat.“Oncewe’veexposedtheSAUandreturnedtoourlair,Iintendtodevote
mynightstoexploringeverylushcurve.”Hemoveddowntoexplorethesatin
swellofherupperbreasts.“Oh,sweetheart.You’resobeautiful,”herasped,not
daringtoparttherobetofullyexposehersoftcurves.

Therewouldbenostoppinghisurgentneedtoclaimher.
“No,”shesaid,shakingherhead.
“Yes,”hehissed,liftinghisheadtoglareatherstubbornexpression.“I

adoreeverythingaboutyou.”

“I’mtooplump,”sheprotested.“Andmyhairisalwaysamess.”
Hereachedtothreadhisfingersthroughherthickmane.
“I’vebeenfantasizingaboutburyingmyfaceinthesecurlsforever.Ilove

them,”herasped,hishandskimmingdownherthroattothebountifulswellof
herbreast.“Andthisbody.”Hisfingerssqueezed,feelingthepebbledhardness
ofhernippleeventhroughthethickterryclothmaterial.“Thisexquisitetribute
tofeminineperfection…”

Shereleasedherbreathonasoftsigh.“Sinclair…”
Claimingherlipsinadeepkiss,hesharedallthepent-uphungerhe

harboredforthisfemale.Instantly,hermouthparted,invitinginthethrustofhis
tongueasherarmswrappedaroundhisneck.

Hell.
Shewassosweet.Soft.Edible.
Withaharshgroan,Sinclairforcedhimselfoffthebed,staringdownather

flushedfacewithabroodinggaze.

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“Rest,sweetheart,”hecommandedingentletones.“I’llkeepyousafe.”

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Chapter7


Rioswasn’tsurewhat’dpromptedhismidnightrun.
He’dbeensiftingthroughtheavalancheoftextsandemailsthatwereflying

betweenthemembersoftheSAUwhenhisjaguardecidedthatit’dhadenough.
Itwantedtobesurroundedbynature.

Leavinghiscabin,heshiftedintohisanimalformandheadedacrossthe

boundariesofthelair.Hissleekbodymovedwithliquideaseoverthefallenpine
needlesandmossyground,dartingthroughthetreesasheheadedupthe
mountain.

Silencesurroundedhim,theblackskyspeckledwithshimmeringstars.He

lovedthisplace.Itwasthehomehe’dneverthoughttofind.

Still,itwasn’tuntilhe’dcaughttherichmuskofwolfthatherealizedwhat

haddrawnhimoutofhishome.

Bree.
Withalowroar,hewasonthehunt,followingherscentuntilhecaught

sightofherrunningjustaheadofhim.

Admirationsizzledthroughhim.Shewasgorgeouswithhersilveryfurand

blackmarkings.Adangerouspredatorthatwasmorethanamatchforhiscat.

Theyrantogetherfornearlyanhour,atlastcomingtoamutualhaltata

largeoutcroppingthatoverlookedadeepvalley.Together,theyshiftedbackto
theirhumanformsandperchedonalargeboulder.

Theywereshifters,nakednesswasasnaturaltothemasbeingintheir

animalforms,butitwasgoingtobeverydifficultforhimtobethiscloseto
Breewithherarmorofprofessionalclothing.Shewasincrediblysexy.
Distractinglybeautiful.Utterlystunning.

Tiltinghisheadtotheside,heforcedhimselftokeephisgazeonherface

andstudiedhertenseprofile,abletosensethatshewasn’tjustouttoenjoythe
night.

“Troublesleeping?”heasked.
Hergazeremainedonthedistantlightsbelowthem.“Ihavealotonmy

mind.”

“AreyouworriedaboutexposingtheSAU?”heasked.
Shegaveasmallshakeofherhead.“I’mworriedaboutthebacklash.”
“You’llbeprotected,”heassuredher,reachingouttocoverthehandshe’d

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placedontherockbetweenthem.“Iswear.”

“I’mnotworriedformyself,”shehurriedlycorrected.“I’mworriedforour

people.”

Riosgrimaced.TheSAUwasalreadypreparingtopunishtheshiftersfor

theirdeterminationtoleavethecompounds.Theywouldgoballisticwhenthe
wordgotoutthattheyweregoingtoexposethetruthoftheVeronaVirus.

“Yeah,soamI,”headmitted,keepinghishandoverhers.Hecravedthe

touchofanotheronthisnight.No.Itwasn’tjustatouch.ItwasBree’stouchthat
hecraved.So,sodangerous,butsincehe’dseenherwalkintohislair,heknew
thathe’dbeenasblindasSinclairhadbeen.“Butthisistherightthingtodo.”

Sheturnedtomeethissteadygaze.“Iagree.IjusthopeIdon’tscrewup

the…”Shepaused,tryingtorememberwhatRioshadinsistedthemonumental
eventbecalled.“GrandReveal.”

Riosgrimaced.Damn.They’dplacedahugeburdenonthiswoman’s

slendershoulders.Itwasnowondershewasfeelingthestrain.

“Ihavefaithinyou,”hesaid,givingherfingersaslightsqueeze.“Haveyou

setatimefortheannouncement?”

“Notofficially.”
Hegaveacuriousliftofhisbrow.He’dspentmostofhislifedealingwith

computers,notpeople.HehadnoideahowthewholePRthingworked.

“Whynot?”
Shereachedtohookherhairbehindherear.Themoonlightshimmeredover

thetawnystrands.

“Mostpeopleignorepressconferencesunlessit’sacelebrityorapolitician

caughtwithhispantsdown,”sheexplained.

“Orwithherskirtlifted,”hepointedoutindrytones.Shehadarealchipon

hershoulderwhenitcametomenandsex.

Sheshrugged.“Fairenough.”
“Sowhatareyourplans?”
“I’vereachedouttomyvariouscontactsoverthepastcoupleofweeksand

hintedthatI’mfollowinganexplosivestorythat’sgoingtoshaketheworld,”she
revealed.

“And?”
Sheallowedafaintsmiletotouchherlips.“AndthenIstoppedtalking,”

shetoldhim.“AnythingIcouldhavesaidcan’tcomparetothewhispersthat
havestartedcirculating.Aseachhourpasses,andIremainoutofsight,people
becomemoreandmorecurious.Onceitreachesfeverpitch,I’llschedulethe
pressconference.”

Henodded,trustingshewouldrecognizetheperfectmomenttocreate

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maximumimpact.

“Forbetterorworse,it’snevergoingtobethesame,”hesaid.
“No,itwillneverbethesame,”sheagreedinsofttones.
Apeacefulsilenceshroudedthem.Likethecalmbeforethestorm.Forlong

minutes,Riossimplyenjoyedthebriskbreezeanddistantchirpofcrickets.
Then,heturnedontherock,plaguedbyasuddenneedtoknowwhatthefuture
mighthold.

“Ifourpeoplearegivenfreedom,willyouleavethePack?”heabruptly

demanded.

“Perhaps,”shesaid.“I’dliketosearchformyparents.”
Hefeltaflickerofsurprise.“Youdon’tknowwheretheyare?”
“No.”Herfeatureshardenedwitharememberedpain.“Iwasvisitingmy

cousinswhentheywerecaughtinaroundupbytheSAU.”

“Therewasnorecordoftheirdetainment?”TheSAUwassmartenoughto

knowthattherewouldbeafewfellowhumansthatwouldbesqueamishabout
theuniversalroundups,sotheymadeitallseemverylegaland‘bythebook.’

Therewereofficialrecordsthatincludedthename,dateofbirth,and

physicalcharacteristicofeachdetainee.

“IknowtheywereoriginallysenttoDC,”shesaid,hervoicecarefully

strippedofemotion.“Butthecontainmentcenterwascloseddown.Ican’tfinda
listingofwhichpermanentcompoundtheyweresentto.”

Withoutwarning,Rios’scatwassnarling,evenashishumansidewas

leashingtheurgetograbherbyhershouldersandgiveherashake.

“Bree,”hesaidinlowtones.
Shestilled,easilysensinghisburstofannoyance.“What?”
“Whydidn’tyoucometome?”
Shefrownedinconfusion.“Forwhat?”
“Youknowfullwellthatthere’snothingandnooneIcan’tfind,”herasped,

dismissingfromhismindSinclair’sneedtousetheprettyMiraforhissearch.
TherewasnowaytogetaccesstotheCDCfileswithoutdirectaccesstotheir
computers.“Ifyourparentsweremissing,allyouhadtodowastellme,andI
wouldhavefoundthem.”

Sheduckedherhead.“Ithinkapartofmewasafraid.”
“Ofme?”
“No,ofcoursenot,”shesaid.“Iwasafraidofdiscoveringthattheyhad

beenkilled.”

Hisoutrageeased.Ah.Heunderstoodthatsortoffear.Slowly,heinched

closertoherslenderbody.Anunspokenofferofcomfort.

“Whywouldyouthinkthat?”heasked.

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Shebitherlip,unconsciouslyswayingtowardhim.“Iwasveryyoung,butI

rememberenoughtoknowmyparentswouldn’thavesubmittedeasilytobeing
collaredandbranded.”

Halfafraidhemightfrightenheraway,heliftedhishand,brushingitover

hercheek.

“Surelyit’sbettertoknowonewayoranother?”
Herexpressionbecamewary,butthankfully,shedidn’tpullawayfromhis

lighttouch.

“ItwasbetternottoknowwhenIdidn’tdarerisktryingtogoinsearchof

them,”sheclarified.“Ineededtohangontothebelieftheywereoutthere
waitingforme.”

“Butifwe’retrulyfreed…”Heallowedhiswordstotrailaway,unwillingto

imagineafuturewherethiswomanwasnolongerapartofit.

“It’stimetosearchforthem.”
Hisfingersmovedtocupherchin,hisbrowsfurrowed.“WhatifIsaidI

didn’twantyoutogo?”

Withahiss,shewasknockingawayhishand,adarkcolorstainingher

prominentcheekbones.

“Iwouldsayyou’verepeatedthesamewordstoahundredotherfemales.”
Riossnarledinfrustration.Evenknowinghedeservedherlackoffaith,it

annoyedthehelloutofhim.

“WhyareyoucertainthatI’mnotbeingsincere?”
“Umm,letmethink.”Shepretendedtoconsiderbeforeofferingahumorless

smile.“BecauseI’vewatchedyouleapfrombedtobedsinceyoujoinedthe
Pack.”

Hisclawsslicedthroughthetipsofhisfingers,diggingintothegranite.
Hedidn’tbotherarguing.He’ddevotedalotofenergytopursuingvarious

femalesovertheyears.Whynot?Hewasacatthatthoroughlyenjoyedthe
hunt.

“Notyours,”hesaidwithawrysmile.Breehadnotonlyrefusedhis

attemptsatseduction,butshe’dalsoactedasifhe’djustcrawledfromthegutter.

Sheshrugged.“I’mnotinterestedinbecomingsomemale’safterthought.”
Riosscowled.Hemightnotbeasaint,buthewouldnever,evertreathis

loverswithanythinglessthancompleterespect.

“I’veenjoyedthefemaleswhowantedtosharetheirtimewithme-”
“Theysharedmorethantheirtime,”sheinterruptedwithahumorlesssmile.
“Itwasamutualdesiretoplay,”heinsisted.
Thesharptangofherangerassaultedhisnose.“Goodforyou,”she

snapped.“I’mnotinterested.”

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“Hmm,”hesaid.Ifshewasn’tinterested,thenwhydidthementionofhis

otherloversruffleherfur?Quiteliterally.

Sheglaredathim,herexpressiondeliberatelywipedofemotion.
“What?”
Heallowedateasingsmiletotouchhislips.“Areyousure?”heasked,his

voicelowasheleanedtowardher,suckinginadeepbreathofherspicyscent.“I
cansmellalie.”

Withafluidleap,shewasofftherockandheadedbackdownthemountain.
“I’mgoingtobed,”shesaid.
Withalowgrowl,hewatchedthesexywayherhipsswayedandtheperfect

curveofherdelectablebacksidebeforehehoppedofftherockinpursuit.“Ifyou
insist,”hesaid.

“Alone,”shesnapped.Thenwithaswirlofmagic,shewasabruptlyshifting

backtoherwolfform.

Itwastheperfectwaytobringanendtotheconversation.
Comingtoahalt,Riosplantedhishandsonhishipsashewatchedthe

hauntinglybeautifulwolfslidethroughthetrees.

“Bree,”hecalledout,loudenoughthatshecouldn’tmisshiswords.“This

time,I’mnotplaying.”


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Sinclairhadexpectedthenighttopassinextremediscomfort.Afterall,no

malewantedtobearousedtothepointofpain,withnoreliefinsight.

Buthesoonforgothisfrustrateddesire.
Sure,hewantedtobenakedwithMirainthebed.Buttherewassomething

oddlysatisfyinginstandingguardasshefellintoadeep,restfulsleep.

Standingnearthewindow,hisgazelingeredonthepurelineofherprofile

andtheriotouscurlsthatspreadacrossthepillow.

Shelookedyoungerasleep.Andpeaceful.
Whenshewasawake,therewasahumming,vibrantenergy;thatwasabsent

atthemoment.

RelishingtherareopportunitytowatchMirawithoutfearofrevealingmore

thanhewanted,Sinclairwasbarelyawareofthehourspassing.Infact,itwasn’t
untilhecaughtthesmellofapproachinghumansthatheturnedhisattentionto
thewindow.

Peekingthroughtheedgeofthecurtain,hewatchedassixsoldiersentered

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theparkinglotonfoot,twoofthemwithdogsonleashes.

TheywereclearlyfollowingMira’sscent.Withafrown,Sinclairreached

outwithhismindtogivethedogsasharp‘push’intheoppositedirection.
Instantly,theywerehowlingandtuggingattheleashes,leadingthesoldiers
awayfromthemotel.

Hismentalpoweroverthemwouldn’tlastmorethanafewminutes,butit

wouldbelongenoughtoensurethemenbelievedthatthetrailledinthe
oppositedirection.

TherewasarustlefromthebedbeforethesoftsoundofMira’svoice

floatedontheair.

“Sinclair?”
“I’mhere.”
Smoothingthecurtainbackinplace,Sinclairmovedtheshortdistanceto

thebed.Then,kickingoffhisshoes,heremovedhisshirtandjeansbefore
pullingbackthecoversandstretchingonthemattress.Mirarolledtowardhim,
hereyeswideintheshadowedroom.

“IsittheSAU?”shewhispered.
“Yes.”
Sheshivered,herheartpoundingloudenoughforSinclairtopickupthe

rapidbeat.“They’regoingtofindus?”

“No.”Withcarenottostartleher,hegentlytuggedherintohisarms,

pressinghislipstothetopofherhead.“Trustme,”hesaid.

Hertensioneased,herheadtiltingbacktostudyhimwithafaiththatmade

hisheartswellwithfiercerelief.Thank,God.Therewasapartdeepinsidehim
thathadworriedhewastoolate.

“Whatdidyoudo?”sheasked.
Hegaveintotheimpulsethat’dtormentedhimfromthefirsttimehe’d

caughtsightofherandplungedhisfingersintothespiralmassofcurls.

“Iconvincedthedogstomovealong,”hesaid.
“How?”
Hehesitatedbeforeadmittingthetruth.“Icantouchtheirminds.”
Herbrowslifted,buttherewasnohintofdisgustonherface.Instead,her

expressionwasoneofcuriosity.

“Youcanspeaktelepathicallywithdogs?”
“It’snotreallyspeaking,”heexplained.“It’smoreamentalwarningtoleave

orbeeaten.”

“Impressive,”shesaid.
Awickedsmiletuggedathislips.“It’stheleastofmyskills.”
Sherolledhereyesathisarrogance.“Seriously?”

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Lustscorchedthroughhisbody,makinghiswolfpressbeneathhisskinwith

ahungerthatrefusedtobedenied.Bothmanandanimalwereanxioustoclaim
thiswoman.

Holdinghergaze,heslidhishandsdownherbackandthenaroundher

waisttotugatthebeltthatheldherrobetogether.

“Sinclair,”hervoicewasalowraspashepartedthethickmaterialand

allowedhishandstocupthefullnessofherbreasts.

“Yes,Mira?”
Atinygroanofpleasurewaswrenchedfromherthroatashisthumbs

brushedoverthenipplesalreadybeadedinanticipation.

Still,shestruggledtoresistthedesirethatwasatangibleforce,drawing

themtogether.

“Doyouthinkthey’llcomeback?”
“No.”Heangledhisheaddownandtuggedanipplebetweenhislipssohe

couldsuckherwithenoughforcetomakeherreleaseanexplosivesighofbliss.

“Then…”Anothergroanescapedherpartedlipsasshetriedtospeak.“Then

weshouldgo.”

Withanimpatientmotion,heyankedofftherobe,hishandsskimming

downhernakedbodywithagentlereverence.

“Notyet.”
“Whynot?”shesaid,hervoiceincreasinglydistractedashesuckledher

rosynipples.“Yousaidthedogswouldn’tcomeback.”

Sinclairliftedhimselftoshuckoffhisboxersbeforehepressedherflaton

herback.Then,tuggingherlegsapart,hemovedtokneelbetweenherknees.

“Theywon’t,butwedon’tknowwherethesoldiershavesearchedorwhere

they’regoingnext.There’snopointintakingtheriskofstumblingintothemby
accident.”

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Chapter8


Mirastruggledtobreathe.Nestledinthesoftmattress,shegloriedinthe

manwhowaspoisedaboveherlikesomesortofpaganconqueror.

God,hewasglorious.
Thehard,sculptedbody.Thethick,blackhairthatbrushedhisbroad

shoulders.Thechiseledfeatures.Andthepaleblueeyesthatheldthepowerof
hiswolf.

Sheshouldnodoubtbepissed.
She’ddecidedherpatheticobsessionwasdone.Shewasgoingtoforgetthis

manandmoveon.

Sowhywasn’tshetellinghimtogetthehelloffher?
Perhapsitwasbecausesheknewthatshe’dspendtherestofherlife

wonderingwhatitmighthavebeenliketobeSinclair’slover.Evenifitwasonly
foronenight.

Orperhapsitwasbecauseitwasincreasinglydifficulttorememberthat

Sinclairwasonlyusingher.

Eitherway,shefounditimpossibletodemandthathegetoutofthebedand

coverthathard,sexybodywithsomeclothes.

“Andthat’stheonlyreason?”sheaskedinhuskytones.
Therewasanoddglowtohiseyesashiswolfstudiedherwithanedgy

need.

“Itwas.”Heatblastedthroughtheairasheplantedhishandsoneitherside

ofhershouldersandbentforward.“NowIcanthinkofamuchbetterreason.”

Shesuckedinaharshbreath,herbackarchingoffthemattressasheused

thetipofhistonguetocirclehernipple.

“Areyoutryingtodistractme?”
Hechuckled,continuingtotormenthersensitiveflesh.“Isitworking?”
“I…Ican’tthinkwhenyou’redoingthat.”
“Good.”
Therewasanintoxicatingscentofmuskintheairashesuckedhernipple

betweenhislips,usinghistongueandteethtodriveherinsanewithpleasure.

“Ithoughtyouweregoingtowait?”shesaid.
“Doyouwantmetowait?”Liftinghishead,hestudiedherwitheyesthat

heldacombinationofneedandvulnerability.“Mira?Tellmewhatyouwant.”

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ThelastofMira’sresistancewascrushedbeneaththesightofhisaching

need.Thiswasnopersuasivepretense.Orfakecharm.

Hetrulydesiredher.
Hecouldn’tfakethat.
Unabletoresisttemptation,shereacheddowntowrapherfingersaround

hiserection.Hiscockwasthickandlong.Perfectlycreatedtopleaseawoman.

Hehissedinpleasureassheexploreddowntohisheavytesticlesbefore

slowlyglidingbackuptofindthebroadtipthatalreadyhadabeadofhisseed.

Heshuddered,thesoundofmaterialrippingashisclawsslicedthroughthe

sheets.Astonishingly,thestarkevidencethathewasn’tentirelyhumandidn’t
repelher.Justtheopposite.Sinclairwasareflectionofhisinnerwolf.

Astrongleader.Aruthlessprotector.Asexy,loyallover.
Mira’sfingerstightenedonhiscock.
Hegazeddirectlyintohereyes.“Youdidn’ttellmewhatyouwant.”
Sheheldhisgaze,knowingthatitwasn’taboutdominance,butaneedto

trulyknowthatshewaswillinglyofferingherselftohim.

“You.”Shegavehiscockaslow,deliberatepump.“Iwantyou.”
Hislipscurvedintoasmileofutterjoy.“Sayitagain.”
“Iwantyou,”sheobeyedwithouthesitation,takingsmugpleasureinthe

tremorsthatshookhishard,malebody.

Shedidn’thavemuchexperience.Notonlybecausemostmenpreferred

skinnywomenwhounderstoodtherulesofflirtations,butbecauseshewas
devotedtohercareer.

ButSinclairmadeherfeelasifshewerethemostbeautiful,mostdesirable

womanintheworld.

Itwasstrangelyempowering.
Herthoughtsshatteredashisfingersmovedtotracehernakedcurves.
“ThankGod,”hesaid,theraspofhisbreathfillingtheair.“Iwasterrified

thatI’druinedourfuturetogether.”

Withoutwarning,hishandsgrippedherhips,tuggingherlegsfartherapart

sohecouldsettlebetweenthem.Tinyjoltsofblissspearedthroughherashis
thickcockwaspressedagainstheralreadydampflesh.

“Idon’twanttodiscussthefuture,”shemoaned.
Hiseyesblazedwithsheermalepossession.“Youbelongtome,Mira.”
Sheforcedherselftonotlookawayfromhisicybluegaze.
He’dcompletelyconsumeherifshedidn’tholdherground.
“Fortonight,”shewhispered.
Hishandsmovedtocupherbreasts,hiswolfwatchingherwarily.
“Forever,”hepressed,hisfingersteasinghernipplesuntilshecouldbarely

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thinkstraight.

Good.Lord.
“Fortonight.”Sherefusedtogiveintohisdemands.
“Stubbornfemale.”Hisvoicewasthickwithneed.“Atleast,saymyname.”
“Sinclair.”
Hesmiledwithapproval.“MyMira.Areyouready?”
Reachingup,shegraspedhisshoulders,herlipspartinginblatantinvitation.

Withagrowlofapproval,Sinclairloweredhishead,capturinghermouthina
kissofruthlesshunger.

Sheshuddered,rubbingagainsthisharderectionasshefelthisfangs

lengthen.

“Yes.”Hegraspedherhips,rubbinghiscockagainstherasheplantedkisses

alongthecurveofherthroat.“Shit.I’vewantedthisforsolong.”

Herfingersdugintohisshoulders,notentirelyconvinced.“Please,

Sinclair-”

“IwantedyoufromtheminuteIcaughtsightofyou,”hefiercely

interruptedherprotest.“Don’teverdoubtthat.”

Amoanwaswrenchedfromherthroatasheallowedhislipstotravelover

thecurveofherbreast,pausingtopleasurehernipplebeforehewasskimming
hislipsdownthesoftskinofherbelly.

Hereyessqueezedshutasasizzlingpleasureracedthroughher.
“Idon’twanttotalknow.”
Hisusedhisfangstoscrapeherskin.“HowamIgoingtoknowwhatyou

likeifwedon’ttalk?”heteased.

“Ilikethat,”shewhispered.
“Andthis?”heasked,onceagainusinghisfangstolightlytracetheswellof

herhip.

Herbackarchedindelight.“Yes.”
Hescooteddownthemattress,hishandsslidingbeneathherthighs.“Ilove

yourscent.”

Ablushstainedhercheeks,butbeforeshecouldspeak,he’dloweredhis

headtolickthroughthedampnessbetweenherlegs.

“Sinclair.”Hisnamewaswrenchedfromherlips.
Hechuckled,continuingtolapandnipuntilherfingersdugintohis

shoulders.

“Iloveeverythingaboutyou.Yourstunningintelligence.Yourloyalty.Your

courage.”

Shetrembled;hissoftwordsassexyashisskillfultouch.
Barelyrememberingtobreathe,sheshookashistonguestrokedthehighly

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sensitiveflesh.Reachingdown,shespearedherfingersinthethicksatinofhis
hair.

Oh,thiswasdecadent.Gloriouslydecadent.
Histonguedippedinsideher,thrustinginandoutuntilherhipswerelifting

inaneedformore.

Graspingherhipstoholdherstill,Sinclairfoundherclit,gentlysuckingas

theexquisitepressurebegantobuild.

“Wildflowers,”herasped.“Andspringtime.Myfavoriteseason.”
Notentirelysurewhathewastalkingabout,Miragaveatugonhishair.
“Sinclair,I’mclose,”shegasped.
“Yes,”hesaid,liftinghimselfsohecouldpositionthetipofhiscockather

entrance.

Mirafeltasifshewereonfire.
She’dheardaboutnightsofwild,animalsex,butshe’dneverdreamedshe

wouldexperiencesomethingsorawandprimal.

No,she’dalwaysbeenthesorttoplayitsafe.Tochoosealoverwhowasas

boringasshewas.

Butnottonight.
Tonight,shewasgoingtodrowninthelustthatthreatenedtooverwhelm

her.

Asifsensingthatshewastumblingoutofcontrol,Sinclairstudiedherwith

alookthatmadeherheartskipabeat.

Itwasagazethatspokeofneedanddesireand…sheermaleownership.
Framingherfaceinhishands,heleaneddowntokissherwithaching

sweetness.Mirasighed.She’ddevotedendlesshourstofantasizingaboutthis
manandhiskisses.Tonight,sheintendedtosavorthereality.

Herhandsexploredthefluidmusclesofhischest.Hisskinwaswarm,

silken.Asmallcoatingofhairarrowedbetweenhisnipplesdowntheflatplane
ofhisstomach.

Likealightcoatingoffur.
Withatinymoan,shegaveintothetemptationtoliftherselfoffthe

mattresstospreadkissesoverhisfacebeforelickingherwaydownthestrong
columnofhisthroat.

“Ilikethetasteofyou,too,Sinclair,”shewhisperedasshecontinuedto

teasehimwithtinynipsofherteeth.

“Shit,Mira,”hegrowled,hisfingersplungingintoherhairasheshuddered

withpleasure.“You’regoingtosendmeovertheedge.”

SuchanAlpha.
“You’renottheonlyonewhodreamedofthisnight,”shewhispered,

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movingsteadilylower.

“I...damn,woman.”
Shechuckled.“Saymyname,”sheteasinglycommanded.
“Mira,”heraspedasshereachedtheripplingmusclesofhislowerstomach.

“Mybeautiful,sexyMira.”

Shegaveathroatychuckle,deliberatelyrubbingherbreastsagainsthis

tightlyclenchedbodyasshekissedherwaydowntotheheadofhismassive
erection.Theygaspedinunisonassparksexplodedbetweenthematthefriction
oftheirnakedskin.Heavensabove.Hadanythingeverfeltsogood?

Tryingnottobecomedistractedbyherowndesire,shetookhiscock

betweenherlips.

Hisgrowlofpleasureechoedthroughthestillair,hiswolfglowinginhis

paleeyes.Emboldenedbyhisobviousdelight,shestrokedhertongueoverthe
verytip,savoringhismuskytaste.Delicious.Wideningherlips,shesuckedhim
deeperintohermouth.

Sinclair’sfingerstightenedinhercurls,hisbreathraspingthroughhis

clenchedteethasshetookhertimetoexploreeverymajesticinchofhim.She
evenscrapedherteethdownthethrobbingshaft,recallinghispleasureinusing
hisfangsagainstherskin.Shewasinstantlyrewardedasahelplessgroanof
blisslefthim.Chuckling,sheallowedthetipofhertonguetotraceathickvein
backuptothehead.

“Oh…shit,”hebreathedasshetookhimdeepenoughtofeelthetipofhim

atthebackofherthroat.“Enoughplaying.”

Withdizzyingspeed,MirafeltSinclairgraspherupperarms,pressingher

flatagainstthemattressashestudiedherwitheyesgoneentirelywolf.

Aflareofintoxicatinganticipationshudderedthroughher.
She’dneverhadamaleregardherwithsuchabsolute,uncomplicateddesire.

Theknowledgethatshe’dmanagedtostirhislusttoafeverpitchmadeher
nervestinglewithcombustibleeagerness.

“Youdon’tliketoplay?”sheteased.“Iwasjustgettingstarted.”
Graspingherhips,heallowedthehardtipofhiscocktopressagainstthe

dampheatbetweenherlegs.

Shegroaned,thesensationofhiswidetipslippingjustinsideherbody

nearlymakingherorgasm.Still,hedidn’tshovehimselfhome.Instead,his
fingerstightenedonherhips,andhegazeddownatherwitheyesthatblazed
withrawhunger.

“Nexttime,youcanplayallyouwant,”hesaidinroughtones.“Buttonight,

Ineedtobedeepinsideyou,”herasped.“I’vewaitedsolong.”

Thewallthatshe’ddeterminedlytriedtobuildaroundherheartcrackedat

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hislowwords.

Oh,hell.Shewasintrouble.
“Sinclair.”
“MyMira,”hesaid,swoopingdowntobrandhermouthwithakissof

white-hotdesire.

Herlipsparted.Hetastedofher,andaspicytangthatsheknewinstinctively

washiswolf.

Therealizationsetoffathrillingburstofexcitement.
Thislethalpredatorcouldripoutherthroatwithoutbreakingasweat,but

thefingersthatwereskimmingupherwaistweredelicatelyskillful.Asifhe
wereafraidhemightaccidentallybruiseher.

Notthathistendernesslessenedthefierceurgencyofhispassion.
Sweepingapathofkissesoverherface,henippedatthelobeofherear

beforehestrokedhistonguedownthelengthofherarchedneck.Mira’snails
dugintohisshouldersashetuggedherupthemattress,catchingthetendertipof
anipplebetweenhisteeth.

Mira’sbreathwassqueezedfromherlungs,herheadtiltedbackatthe

incessantheatblastingthroughher.Heturnedhisattentiontotheotherbreast,
deliberatelyurgingherdesiretoanedgethatmadehernearlyscreamwith
frustration.

Okay.Enoughwasenough.Sheneededtogethiminsideher.
Right.This.Second.
Asifsensingshe’dreachedthelimitofherpatience,Sinclairreleaseda

harshbreathandslowlypenetratedherwithoneslowthrust.

Mirasqueezedhereyesshut.Hishardlengthwasstretchinghertothelimit,

butitwassplendid.Thesweetestburn.

“Areyouokay?”heasked,speakingdirectlyinherear.
“Oh,yes,”shebreathed.
Recognizinghewasafraidhemighthurther,Miradeliberatelyspreadher

legswider,allowinghimtosinkevendeeperintoherbody.Hehissedin
approval,rewardinghersilentpleaformorebypullingbackhishipsandthen
shovingthemforwardwithasmooththrust.

“Yes,”shesaid,archingherbackashestartedaslow,steadypace.
Placingherhandsonhischest,sheallowedherfingerstorestabovehis

rapidlypoundingheart.Again,shewasdumbstruck,amazedattheknowledge
thatshecouldinspiresuchanintensedesireinthismale.

Hewassomagnificent.Sointenselysexy.
Catchinghergaze,hecontinuedtopumpintoherbody.
“Saymyname,”hepanted.

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“Sinclair,”shewhispered,wrappingherlegsaroundhishipstomeetthe

quickeningpaceofhisthrusts.

Hesnarledinhelplesspleasure,makingMirasmilewithsmugsatisfaction.
Inthismoment,thispowerfulwolfbelongedtoher.
Completelyandutterly.
Refusingtodwellonwhatitwouldmeantowalkawayfromhim,she

concentratedontheexquisitesensationspiralingthroughher.Oh,shewasclose.
Soclose.Hersoftgroansfilledtheairasherbodybowedbeneaththestrengthof
herimpendingorgasm.

Sinclairtightenedhisgrip,hisfaceburiedinthecurveofherneck.Then,

stilldrivingintoheratafuriouspace,hereachedbetweenthemandstrummed
histhumboverherclitwithjusttherightpressure.Ascreamwaswrenchedfrom
herlipsasshewascatapultedintoashatteringclimax.

Quiveringinecstasy,sheconvulsedaroundhim.Twothrustslater,hecried

outwiththeviolentpleasureofhisownrelease.

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Chapter9


Sinclairhadneverthoughtthathecouldfindparadise.Notinthisworld.
Afterall,hislifehadbeenoneofstarksurvival.Firstwiththebastardwho’d

heldhimcaptive.Thenhidingaloneinthemountains.Andeventually,protecting
hisPack.

Heunderstoodduty,andloyalty,andsacrifice.
He’dneverunderstoodhappiness.
Notuntilhe’dheldMirainhisarms,andfelthersoftbodymeltbeneath

him.

Itwasn’tthesex.Hislipstwitched.Okay,thesexhadbeenmind-blowing.

Butwhatwasmakinghimfeelasifhewereoneofthosemenwhowalked
aroundwithbig,loopysmilesontheirfaceswastheunshakeableknowledgethat
he’dfoundhismate.

Thisgloriousfemalewasmeanttobehis.Utterlyandcompletely.
Now,allhehadtodowasconvinceherthatshebelongedwithhim.
Ataskthatshouldhavebeensimple.She’dalreadyadmittedthatshewas

halfinlovewithhim.Andtherewasnodoubtthattheysharedanexplosive
physicalattraction.Butshe’dobviouslydecidedthatheintendedtouseand
abandonher.

Itwasgoingtotakeadedicatedefforttoconvinceherthathewasnever,

everlettinghergo.

Undernormalcircumstances,hewouldn’thavemindedherhesitation.His

wolflovedthethoughtofwooinghisfemaleuntilshewasreadytocommit.
Matinggameswereajoytohispeople.

Buttheseweren’tnormalcircumstances,andhisanimalwasrestlessatthe

thoughtofbeingpartedfromMirabeforehe’dmanagedtofullyclaimher.

Acceptingthattherewasnothinghecoulddotoforcehertoadmitthatthey

weremeanttoshareeternitytogether,hetookaquickshowerbeforepullingon
hisclothes.HepausedlongenoughtosendatexttoRios,askingtheyounger
maletoprepareSinclair’sprivatelairforaguest,beforehewassilentlyslipping
outofthemotelroom.

Thesunwasjustcrestingthehorizonashecompletedaswiftsweeparound

thearea,makingsurenoneofthesoldiershadenoughsensetodoubleback.
Onlywhenhewascertainthattherewasnoonenear,didhemakeaquickrunto

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anearbystripmalltopickupbreakfastbeforereturningtofindMirastilldeeply
asleep.

Perchingontheedgeofthemattress,hestudiedherpalefeaturesand

tumbledmassofcurlsthatwerespreadoverthepillows.Hewishedhecouldlet
hersleep.Hesensedthatshe’dbeennearexhaustionasshenestledinhisarms.

Buteventswerestartingtomoveataruthlessspeed,likeasnowballrolling

downhill.Theyhadtobeready.

Leaningdown,hebrushedasoftkissonhercheek.
“Hey,sweetheart,timetowakeup,”hesaid.
Herthicklashesslowlylifted,herarmsstretchingoverherhead.
“DoIsmellcoffee?”sheasked,archingherbackasshegaveanoisyyawn.
Hegrabbedthecupofcoffee,waitinguntilshe’dpushedherselfintoa

seatedposition,herbackpressedagainsttheheadboard.

“Twosugarsandonecream,”hetoldherashehandedherthecupand

reachedintoawhitepaperbag,pullingoutherbreakfast.“Plus,abagelwith
creamcheeseandsmokedsalmon.”

Hereyeswidenedasshesippedhercoffeebeforeacceptingthebagel.
“Howdidyouknow?”
Hislipstwisted.Hedidn’tblameherforherastonishment.
Notevenhehadrealizedjusthowavidlyhe’dtakennoteofhereverylike

anddislike.

Notuntilhe’dfinallyacceptedjusthowmuchshemeanttohim.
“Inoticed,”hesaidwithstarksimplicity.“JustasInoticedyou’retoopolite

tosayyoudon’tdrinkalcohol,andinsteadofrefusing,youdiscretelypouritinto
anearbybush,”hesaid.Thefirstnighthe’dapproachedherhadbeenataCDC
officeparty.Fromtheshadows,he’dwatchedasshe’dpolitelytakenoneglassof
champagneafteranother,onlytowandertowardtheedgeofthecountryclub
patioandtossitintotheneatlytrimmedhedge.He’dbeenfascinatedbyher
innatekindness.“Andthatyoubiteyourlowerlipwhenyou’redeepinthought,”
hecontinued,reachingouttobrushhisthumboverhermouth.Aflushinstantly
stainedhercheeks,hereyesdarkeningwitharousal.“Andthatyouhaveasecret
sweettooth.Andthatyoupreferyourflowersinthegardeninsteadofinavase.”
Hebentforward,replacinghisthumbwithhislips.Backandforth,hebrushed
theirmouthslightlytogether,hiscocktwitchingatthesparksofpleasurethat
shotthroughhim.“AndthatyoulikewhenIlickyour-”

“Sinclair,”shebreathedinflusteredprotest.
Hechuckled.Mirawasapassionatebutshylover.Hefullyintendedto

corruptheroncetheywereintheprivacyofhislair.

Untilthen…

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Withagroan,heallowedhimselfonelastlingeringkiss,savoringthetaste

ofcoffeeandsweetfemaletemptation.

“Mm.”Hereluctantlyliftedhishead,hisfingersbrushingthroughher

tangledcurls.Very,verysoonheintendedtohaveherstraddlinghisnakedbody,
thosecurlsbrushinghischestashepumpeddeepintoher.Anothergroanwas
wrenchedfromhisthroat.Damn.Hehadtoputaleashonhisfantasies,orthey’d
nevergetoutofthemotelroom.“Unfortunately,we’llhavetocontinuethis
later,”hesaid.

Shetookahastysipofcoffee,pretendingherheartwasn’tracing,andher

bodywasn’theatingwithdesire.

“Ihaven’tagreedtocontinueanything,”shewarned.
Hiswolfgrowleddeepinsidehischest.Theanimaldidn’tcomprehendher

stubbornrefusaltoadmitwhatwasobvioustohim.

Hell,hishumanhalfdidn’tfullycomprehend.
“Youwill,”hesaid,refusingtoacceptanyotheroutcome.
Sherolledhereyes,herlipstwitching.“Arrogantass.”
“Wolf,”hecorrected.“Arrogantwolf.”
“Samething,”sheteased.
Rarehappinesssurgedthroughhimatthemeresightoftheshimmerinher

hazeleyes.Damn.Somehow,theneedtoensurethatthisfemalewasnotonly
safebutalsopleasedinhiscompanywasrapidlybecomingthepurposeofhis
existence.

Whichmeantthesoonerhefinishedhisdutytohispeople,thesoonerthey

couldconcentrateoneachother.

“Notevenclose,”heassuredherwithasmile.Then,risingtohisfeet,he

pointedatthebagel.“Eat.”

Obviouslyhungry,shedugintoherbreakfast,finishingthebagelandcoffee

beforesheheadedintothebathroomforashower.

Sinclairforcedhimselftoconcentrateoncleaningtheroom,eventakingher

oldclothingtotheincineratoratthebackofthemotel.Hewantedtomake
certainthattheydidn’tleaveanyevidenceoftheirbriefstay.

Plus,ifhedidn’tkeephimselfoccupied,therewasnothingthatwasgoingto

stophimfromjoiningMirabeneaththehotsprayofwater.

Twentyminuteslater,shecameoutofthebathroom.Shewaswearingthe

graysweatsthathadbeenleftbythegrizzlythenightbefore,andherhairhad
beentuggedintoatightbraid.

Shelookedliketheyoungfarmgirl,whohadnodoubtarrivedinFort

Collinswithwideeyesandabeliefshewasgoingtodogreatthings.

“DoyouthinktheSAUhasstoppedlookingforme?”sheasked,pullingon

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hershoes.

“No.Whichiswhyyou’regoingtomylair,”heinformedher,crossing

towardthedoor.“Theywon’tbeabletofindyouthere.”

Expectinghertojoinhim,Sinclairfrownedassheplantedherfistsonher

hips.

“Whatdidyousay?”shedemanded.
“Youheardme.”
“Fine.”Shemoved,butnottowardthedoor.Instead,shecrossedtowardthe

deskandbeganpullingopendrawers.

“Whatareyoudoing?”
“I’mlookingforatelephonebook.”
“Why?”
“I’mcallingforataxi.”
Sinclairsuckedinastartledbreath.“Haveyoulostyourmind?”
Sheglaredathim,thesoft,teasingwomanwho’dgoneintotheshower

suddenlyreplacedwithastubborn,steely-eyedfemalewholookedreadytosock
himinthejaw.

“Obviously,Ihave,orIwouldneverhavesharedabedwithyou.”
Heresistedtheurgetopointoutthatshe’dsharedahellofalotmorethan

justabed.Hewasprettysureitwouldonlypissheroff.

Instead,hehelduphishands,hisexpressionsoftening.“Mira-”
“Don’tyoudarepatronizeme,”shesnapped,pullingamangledphonebook

outofthemiddledrawer.

Hesteppedforward.Shewasserious.Shewasactuallygoingtocallfora

taxi.

“I’mtryingtoprotectyou,”hesaid,notbotheringtodisguisehisfrustration.
“IfIwantyourprotection,I’llaskforit.”
Sinclairtrembled,battlingagainsthisinstincttotossheroverhisshoulder

andcarryhertohislair.

HecouldbeAlphatohispeople.Theyunderstoodtheirhierarchywithinthe

Pack.Butamatefellintoacompletelydifferentcategory.

Hecouldn’torderhertoobey.
Dammit.
“Whatdoyouwantfromme?”herasped.
Sheheldhisnarrowedglare.“Respect.”
Sinclairflinched.Whatwasshetalkingabout?He’dalwaysdeeplyadmired

her.Evenhe’dbeendenyinghisdeepeninginterestinherasafemale,he’d
alwaysheldherinthehighestesteem.

“Ofcourse,Irespectyou,”hesnapped,hisvoiceedgedwithoutrage.

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Shetiltedherchin.“Thenstoptreatingmelikesomehelplessdamselin

distress.”

Hislipsflattened,hishandsclenchingathisside.“Thisisn’tagame,Mira.

Thesepeoplewillkillyou.”

“It’sneverbeenagame,”sheremindedhim.“I’veunderstoodfromthe

beginningthiswouldbedangerous.Thatdidn’tstopme.”

Shewasright,ofcourse.Fromthenighthe’dfirstapproachedher,he’dput

herindanger.

“Ishouldhavestoppedit,”hesaid.
Nobigsurprise,sherefusedtobackdown.Miracouldbekindandsweet

andastoundinglygenerous.

Butwhenshedecidedtodiginherheels,shehadthetemperamentofan

angrymule.

“EitherI’myourpartneryoutrusttobeatyourside,orI’maburdenthat

youneedtokeeptuckedinyourprivatelair,”shewarned.

Feelingthenoosetightenaroundhisneck,Sinclairmadeonelasteffortto

makeherconcedetohisurgingsthatshetraveltohislair.

“Thisismybattle,”heremindedher.“Theshiftersaretheoneswhohave

madeanenemyoftheSAU.”

Shearchedherbrows.“Ithoughtitwasourbattle.Wasn’tthatwhyyou

soughtmeoutinthefirstplace?Sowecouldworktogethertorevealthetruth?”

Hereleasedhisbreathwithaloudhiss.“Don’tuselogiconme.”
Tossingasidethetelephonebook,shemovedtostanddirectlyinfrontof

him.

“Ideservethis,Sinclair,”shesaidinsoft,butdeterminedtones.“Iwasthe

onetodiscovertheemailsthatledtoDr.Lowman.Andtheonetofindhis
possiblelocation.”

Hereachedtograspherupperarms,breathingdeeplyofherfloralscent.
“Ifsomethinghappenedtoyou…”
Shereacheduptolightlytouchhisfaceashiswordstrailedaway.He

couldn’tbeartothinkaboutaworldwithoutthiswomaninit.

“Youcan’tprotectmeeverysecondofeveryday,”shesaid.
Hismusclesclenched,adarkfearsettlinginthepitofhisgut.
“Yeah,butIdon’thavetodeliberatelytakeyouintothelineoffire.”
Herfingerstraileddowntheroughcurveofhisjaw.Hestillneededto

shave.NotthatMirahadseemedtomindtheraspofhiswhiskerswhenthey
wereinbed.

“There’snotgoingtobealineoffire.”Sheintrudedintohismuchmore

pleasantthoughts.“Nooneknowswherewe’regoing.”

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Sinclairwasmomentarilycaughtbetweenhisfierceneedtotuckthisfemale

awayinasafelocation,andtheknowledgethatshewouldneverfullygive
herselftohimifhetriedstealherfreewill.

She’dmadeherpoint.She’dearnedthis.Andifshedecidedshewantedsee

hereffortsthroughtotheend,thenwhatrightdidhehavetotellherno?

Evenifhiswolfwasgoingnuts.
“I’mgoingtoregretthis,”hesaid,reachingintohispockettopullouthis

cellphone.

PunchinginRios’snumber,hewaitedforthejaguartoanswer.
“Hey,Rios,there’sbeenachangeofplans,”hegrudginglytoldhisfriend,

turningtopaceacrossthecarpet.“No.We’refine.Butwe’reheadingstraightto
Nebraska.Mira’scomingwithme.”HegrimacedatRios’spredictableresponse.
“Itdoesn’tseemtomatterifitssmartornot.”HecouldfeelMira’sgazeburning
aholeinhisback.Timetochangethesubject.“TellBreethatIwanthertostart
gettingthepressconferencearranged,butdon’tactuallystartituntilyouhear
fromme.Ihopetohavesomeproofthatwillensurenoonecandoubtwe’re
tellingthetruth.”

Riosagreed,clearlystrugglingtocontainhisverycat-likecuriosity.Hewas

smartenoughtosensethatSinclairwasn’tinthemoodtoexplainwhyhewas
allowinghissoon-to-bematetoputherselfindanger.

Replacingthephoneinhispocket,heturnedtomeetMira’swatchfulgaze.
“Didyousaysomethingaboutapressconference?”shedemanded.
“Yes.”Hemovedbacktowardthedoor.Nowthatshewasfirmlystuckin

themiddleofhisplans,therewasnoreasontokeepthemasecret.“Whileyou
wereattheairbase,ourpeoplestartedtoassertourindependence.We’ve
announcedthatwewillnolongerbeprisoners.”

Herlipsparted,astrangeexpressionripplingoverherlovelyface.
“IthoughtDonaldsonandMarkhamwerebecomingmoreandmoreon

edge,”shesaid.“IassumedthatitwasfrustrationbecauseIwasn’tfindingthe
doctor.”

HefeltasharpsurgeofsatisfactionatthethoughtofMarkhamsweating.
Thebastardhadtreatedhispeoplelikeanimals,notonlycagingthembut

alsoforcingthemtofightinpits.Andworse,he’dbeentryingtodiscoverhowto
createhisownshiftersbydoingunspeakablemedicaltestingonthem.

“They’relosingtheirholdovermypeople,”heexplained.“Whichmeans

thatthisisthemostdangeroustimeforallofus.Soon,theywilldecidetheonly
waytocontrolusisthroughdeath.”

Shegaspedinhorror.“No.”
Hisexpressionhardened.“Beforetheycanarrangeagenocide,weintendto

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exposethetruth.”

Ashivershookherbody.“It’snowondertheyweresoanxioustofindthe

doctor.IfheknowswhathappenedintheVeronaClinic…”

Herwordstrailedawayastheysilentlyconsideredthestakesofwhatthey

weredoing.

IftheycouldfindDr.Lowmanandhavehimstandbeforethecamerasto

admitthatthehumanswereresponsibleforthevirus,thentheSAUwouldlose
allcredibility.Theywould,essentially,bedestroyed.

“Wehavetogettohimfirst,”herasped.
Withafirmnodofherhead,Mirawasmovingtopullopenthedoor.
“Let’sgo.”
Sinclairrolledhiseyesashefollowedbehindher.Thismorninghadn’tgone

atalllikehe’dbeenexpecting.Andhesensedthatthiswasonlythestart.

Afterall,hewasadominantwolf,andshewasasexy,sassy,stubborn

human.

WhatwasittheChinesesaid…mayyouliveininterestingtimes?
HehadafeelingthatlifewithMirawasalwaysgoingtobeinteresting.
“Thisiswhymenlosetheirhair,”hesaid.


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Miradidn’ttrytobreaktheheavysilenceastheydrovedownthebackroads

atabreak-neckspeed.

SheunderstoodthatSinclairwasfightingagainsthisnaturalinstincts.Not

onlywasheashifter,buthewasalsoanAlpha.Whichmeanthehadan
overwhelmingneedtoprotectthepeopleheconsideredapartofhisPack.

Butsheknewthatshehadtostandherground.IfsheallowedSinclairto

believeheknewwhatwasbestforherandstartmakingunilateraldecisionsfor
herowngood,shewouldeventuallysnap.

Hehadtoacceptthatshewasanintelligentwoman,whowasperfectly

capableofchoosingwhereshewantedtogo,andhowshewantedtogetthere.

Ifhewantedasubmissivefemale,whowouldobeyhiseverycommand…

well,heneededtokeeplooking.

Notthatshewasn’tafraid.
SheknewbetterthananyonejustwhattheSAUwascapableof.Hell,she

stillhadthebruisestoproveit.Butshewasdeterminedtoseethisthroughtothe
end.

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Aftereighteenmonthsofhard,sometimesterrifyingwork,shewouldnever

forgiveherselfifshehidinacavewhileSinclairfinishedtheirmission.

Itwasmid-afternoonwhenSinclairpulledintoalargeparkinglot.Halting

behindadumpster,theystudiedtheirsurroundings.

It’dbeenovertwentyminutessincethey’dlastseenanyhintofcivilization,

whichmadethelargebrickbuildinginfrontofthemmoremysterious.

Whywouldanyonechoosetoopenabusinessinthemiddleofnowhere?
Theobviousanswerwasthatthepeopleinsidethebuildingdidn’twantto

bebotheredbysociety.

Hergazemovedovertheflatroofandthetall,archedwindows.Shecould

seeahighhedgeatthebackofthestructurethatsheassumedenclosedthe
hospital’sprivategardens.Therewerealsobalconiesthatranthelengthofthe
frontofthebuildingwithflutedcolumns.

Theplacemighthavebeenbuiltintheboonies,butnoexpensehadbeen

spared.

Therewasalargesignneartheedgeofthemanicuredlawnatthefrontof

thebuildingthatwaspaintedwithgoldletters.

“GreatPlainsHomeofTranquility,”shereadaloud.“Ithinkthisisthe

place.”

Unbucklinghisseatbelt,Sinclairreachedtoshoveopenhisdoor.
“Iwantyoutostayhere,”hecommanded.
Ifshehadanysense,she’dlethimgo.Shecouldseethewolfinhiseyes,

whichmeantthathewasattheedgeofhispatience.

But,shecouldn’tlethimputhimselfindangerwhenshehadthemeansto

preventit.

“Icanhelp,”shesaid.
Heturnedinhisseat,reachingouttobrushthebackofhisfingersoverher

cheek.

“Youalreadyhave,sweetheart,”hesaid.“Nowletmetakecareofthis.”
Sheswallowedasigh.Itwasgoingtobeafight.Ashame.Butsheintended

tomakehimlistentoreason.

“Lookaround,Sinclair,”sheinsisted.
Hisbrowsdrewtogetherashisgazeskimmedoverthehalf-emptylotbefore

movingtowardthesprawlingbrickbuilding.

“Lookatwhat?”hedemanded.
“Thisisclearlyaprivateinstitute,”shesaid.
“And?”
“They’llhavestrictsecurity.”Shenoddedtowardtheheavydoubledoors.

“Youwon’tgetpastthefrontguard.”

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Blueeyesflaredwithoffendedmalepride.“Youcan’tseriouslybe

suggestingthatIcanbestoppedbyonehumanguard?”

Shefeltasmallburstofannoyance.Didallmenhavethesameoversized

ego?

Yeesh.
“First.”Sheheldupafinger.“Youdon’tknowthatthere’sjustoneguard.”

Sheputupanotherfinger.“Andsecond,”shecontinued.“Ithoughtyouwere
tryingtoavoidattractingtheattentionoftheauthorities.”

Hescowled,refusingtoacknowledgethatshewasright.“Icansneakpast

anysecurity.”

Shegavealiftofhershoulder.“Okay,saythatyousneakpastsecurity.How

willyoufindtheroomyou’relookingfor?”

Therewasatensemomentashewaveredbetweenfollowingtheurgingsof

hisheart,oracceptingthelogicofherargument.

“Dammit,”heatlastsaid.“What’syourplan?”
“Ineedyourphone,”shesaid,holdingoutherhand.
“Why?”heasked,evenashepulledouthisphone.
“Doyoutrustme?”shedemanded,usingthesamewordsthathe’dusedthe

nightbefore.

Releasingaresignedsigh,heplacedthephoneinthepalmofherhand.
“IthoughtIwasgoodatmanipulatingpeople,”hesaidwithashakeofhis

head.“I’manamateurcomparedtoyou.”

Ignoringhisgrumbling,Mirausedhisinternettoconnecttoherprivate

cloud.Afewminuteslater,shewaspullingupthefileshe’dbeensearchingfor.

“Thisshouldgetuspastthefrontguard,”shesaid,turningthephonesohe

couldseetheI.D.badgethatfilledthescreen.“AndhopefullytoLowman’s
room.”

Heleanedforward,studyingtheofficiallyCDCdocumentwithafurrowed

brow.

“WhoisDr.RachelMiller?”hedemanded,readingthenamelistedbeneath

apictureofher.

“She’sme,”Mirasaid.
Hisgazeliftedtostudyherguardedexpression.“Idon’tunderstand.”
Sheclearedherthroat,suddenlyrealizingthatSinclairwasn’tgoingtobe

happywhensheconfessedwhyshe’dmadethebadge.

“WhenIwasrunningsearchesthroughtheCDCsystem,Ioccasionally

neededaclearancebeyondmypaygradesoIinventedanewemployeewhohad
thecredentialstoopenthemostsensitivefiles,”shesaid,keepinghervoicelight,
asifitwereacommonhabittocreateimaginaryemployees.“Unfortunately,we

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bothknowanyinformationrelatedtotheVeronaVirusandtheshifters’blood
thatcreatedthevaccinehadalreadybeenpurgedfromthearchives.”

Hestiffened,hisnoseflaringashevisiblystruggledtomaintaincontrolof

histemper.

“Christ,Mira,”hesnarled.“Youweresupposedtoberunningbackground

searchesonanyconnectionbetweentheSAUandtheVeronaClinic.Ihadno
ideayouweretakingrisksthatcouldhavegottenyouthrowninjail.”Hiseyes
glowedwiththepowerofhisinneranimal.“Ordead.”

Shewasinstantlyonthedefensive.“Youaskedformyhelp.”
Hisgrowlrumbledthroughthetruck,makingtheseatsvibrate.
“Whenthisisallover,I’mlockingyouinmylair,”hesnapped.“Idon’tcare

howmuchyoubitch.”

Sheignoredhisthreat.Theybothknewhewasn’tgoingtolockheraway.

Although,shewouldn’tentirelymindspendingsomequalitytimealonewiththe
male…

Givingasharpshakeofherhead,Miraforcedherselftofocusonaplan.
UnlikeSinclair,shedidn’thavefangsandclawsthatcouldripamaninhalf.

SheneededherbrainpowerifshewasgoingtogetthemtoDr.Lowman’sroom.

“IcanusethisIDtogetusinsidewithoutsettingoffanyalarms,”she

assuredhercompanion.

Hisjawtightened.Heclearlywantedtotellherno.Itwasetchedonhisface

andshowedinthetensionofhisleanbody.

Thankfully,hewasstillcapableofrealizingthatshewasofferingthebest

chanceofthemaccomplishingtheirgoal.

“Shit,”hesaidinresignation.
Releasingasilentsighofrelief,shereachedouttolightlytouchhisarm.

Shewantedhimtoknowthatsheappreciatedhisfaithinher.

“Ineedsomethingtowear,”shetoldhim,knowingheneededtochannelhis

frustrationintosomesortofphysicalaction.

Hesuckedinaslow,deepbreath,clearlyhangingontohistemperbya

thread.

“What?”
Sheglancedtowardthebuilding.Thiswasaplacethatwouldputahigh

valueonprivacy.Shewouldhavetocomeinwiththebiggunsifsheintendedto
getpastthefrontdoor.

“Anicepantsuitoradress,”shesaid.“Oh.Andalabcoatifyoucanfind

one.”

Withoutwarning,heleanedacrosstheseattopressanaggravatedkiss

againstherpartedlips.

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“Don’t.Move,”hecommanded.

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Chapter10


IttookSinclairlessthanhalfanhourtoreturnwithablackpantsuitthat

huggedhercurvaceousbodytoperfection,alongwithalabcoatthathithermid-
thighandapairofsensibleheels.

Shedidn’taskwherehe’dfoundthem.Orhowhe’dknownherprecise

sizes,shesimplywiggledoutofhersweatsandintothenewclothing.

Then,slippingonherlabcoat,sheledSinclairacrosstheparkinglotand

intothefrontfoyerofthebuilding.Behindher,shecouldfeelthepulseof
Sinclair’spowerbeatingagainstherback.Itneverfailedtoamazeherthathe
couldpassashuman.She’donlybeeninhiscompanyforafewminuteswhen
she’dsuspectedthathewassomethingmore.

“Letmetalk,”shesaid,touchingherbraidtomakesurethestiffbreeze

hadn’tallowedanycurlstoescape.

Hisfingersbrusheddownherback,asmuchawarningasagestureof

comfort.

“Firstsignoftroubleandwe’reoutofhere,”hewarnedinalowvoice.“Got

it?”

Sheresistedtheurgetorollhereyes.“Yeah,Igotit.”
Enteringthesmallfoyer,Mirablinked.Whitewalls,whitetile,anda

chromedeskwhereauniformedguardwasseated.

Itwasblinding.
Movingforward,shepretendedtoignoretheguarduntilhescrambledfrom

thedesktostanddirectlyinherpath.

“Ifyou’reheretovisitapatient,youneedtomakeanappointment,”the

mansaid,puffingouthischestasiftodrawattentiontotheshinybadgeonhis
shirtpocket.“Nooneisallowedinwithoutadoctor’sapproval.”

Miraarchedabrow,allowinghergazetodismissivelyflickovertheman’s

pudgybodyandscuffedshoesbeforereturningtomeethispalegaze.

“I’mheretospeakwithapatient,butIcanassureyouthatIhavenoneedof

anappointment,”shesaid,holdingoutthephonetorevealherelectronicbadge.
“I’mDr.MillerwiththeCDC.”

Themanfrowned,glancingwarilytowardSinclairbeforereturninghis

attentiontoMira.

“Whatdoyouwant?”

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“AsIsaid,Ineedtospeakwithapatient,”shesaid,hervoicesharpasshe

loweredherarm.

“Whichone?”
ShefeltSinclairlightlytouchherback.Asilentreminderthattheperson

theywerelookingforwasusingafakeidentity.Oratleasttheyhopeditwas
fake.

Otherwise,they’ddrivenaverylongwayfornothing.
“GeraldMedlen,”shesaid,usingthenamethatshe’dfoundduringher

searchforDr.Lowman’swife,Jessica.

Themanjerked,clearlycaughtoffguard.“That’simpossible.”
Sinclairreleasedalowgrowl,butMiratookasteptotheside,keeping

herselffirmlybetweenthetwomen.

“Why?”shedemanded.
Theguardfrowned,liftinghishandtorubthebackofhisneck.Clearlyhe

sensedthedangerpricklingintheair,evenifhedidn’trecognizethatitcame
fromSinclair.

“He’sinisolation.”
Isolation?Hmm.Clearlysomeonedidn’twantGeraldMedlentobe

botheredwithcasualvisitors.

“Idon’tcarewhereheis,”shecountered.“Iwassentheretospeakwith

him.”Sheliftedthephone,pretendingtopunchinaseriesofnumbers.“IfIneed
tomakeacalltotheSAU,Iwill.”

Theguard’sfacepaled.“TheSAU?”
Sheshrugged.“Theyaretheoneswhoaskedmetoconductthisinterview.”
Lickinghislips,theguardglancedoverhisshoulder,obviouslymorescared

oftheSAUthanhisbossatthehospital.

“Don’tcall,”hesaidatlast.“I’lltakeyoutotheward.”Grabbingawalkie-

talkie,heliftedittohismouth.“Jenson,takeoverforme,”heordered.Then,
withajerkymotion,heturnedtoleadthemacrossthetilefloor.“Followme.”

Insilence,theymovedtowardthedoor,pausingfortheguardtopuncha

combinationofbuttonsontheelectroniclockbeforetheyenteredthemainpart
ofthehospital.

Therewasanotherlobby,althoughthisonehadcomfortablesuedefurniture

andlargeplantstoaddahintofhominess.Thefrontdeskwasempty,butshe
couldhearthesoundofapproachingvoices.

Theguardthankfullyheadeddirectlytowardanotherdoor,thisoneleading

toastairwell.

Quicklymovingforward,shebreathedasilentsighofreliefasthedoorshut

behindthem.

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Climbingthestairs,Sinclairremainedclosebehindher.Shesavoredtheheat

ofhisbodythatwrappedaroundher.Ithelpedtoeasethefearthatwasahard
knotinherbelly.She’dneverdoneanythingsodaringinherlife.

Itwasnerve-wracking.
“Ialwaysknewitwasamatteroftimebeforetheauthoritiesshowedup,”

theguardsaidasheledthemupyetanotherflightofstairs.

“Whydoyousaythat?”Miraasked,dependingonSinclairtokeepawatch

fordangerwhilesheconcentratedonpumpingtheircompanionforinformation.

Theguardglancedoverhisshoulder.“Theycansaythepatientisin

isolationbecausehesufferedfromsomesortofmentaltrauma,butweall
suspectthatit’ssomethingelse.”

Ah,good.Amanwholikedtogossip.
“Whatdoyoususpect?”
Heloweredhisvoice,notseemingtonoticethatitstillechoedthroughthe

stairwell.

“Thereturnofthevirus.”
“Doyouhaveanyevidence?”
“Wehavealotofcrazies,”theguardtoldher.“Mostofthemarelockedin

theeastwing.Whywouldn’tMedlenbewiththeotherloons?”

Shesquashedherinstinctivedistaste.Nowwasn’tthetimetoinformthe

manthathehadnobusinessworkinginaninstitutionthatcaredforthemost
vulnerablepeopleifhedidn’thaveanycompassion.

“Haveyoueverseenhim?”sheinsteaddemanded.
“No.Andthatjustprovesmypoint,”themansaid,beginningtohuffand

puffastheyreachedthefourthfloor.“Alltheotherpatientsaretakenoutonto
thegroundsduringtheday.Eventhosewhoareinwheelchairs.Allofthem
exceptMedlen.”

Reachingthetoplanding,theywereforcedtohaltastheguardpunchedin

anotherseriesofnumbersontheelectronicpad.Therewasaclickbeforethe
doorslidopen.

Theyenteredintoawaitingroomthathadfurniturethatwasmorefunctional

thanfashionable.Acrossthetiledfloorwasawallmadeoffrostedglasswitha
steeldoorinthemiddle.

“You’veneverseenhim?”sheaskedastheguardcametoahaltinthe

centerofthefloor.

“Notonce.”Themanshrugged.“AsfarasIknow,onlyhissisterevergoes

intohisroom.”

Sinclairmovedtostandatherside,hishandonherlowerback.
“Nooneelsehasvisitedhim?”hedemanded.

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“NotthatIknowof,”theguardanswered.“’CourseI’veonlybeenhere

aboutfiveyears.”

MirasilentlycommendedJessica.Ifshewashidingherhusband,she’ddone

ahellofajob.Clearly,nooneknewanythingaboutthemysteriouspatient.

“DoyouknowhowlongMr.Medlenhasbeenhere?”shepressed.
“Oneoftheolderguardsoncetoldmethathe’dbeeninthatroomforat

leasttwentyyears.”Inchinghiswaybacktowardthedoortothestairwell,the
guardnoddedhisheadtowardthefarwall.“Themanisthroughthere.”

Mirasenthimastartledglance.“Aren’tyougoingtounlockthedoor?”
“Idon’thaveakey,”theguardsaid.“AsfarasIknow,onlyhissistercan

getin.”

“But…”Mira’swordstrailedawayastheguardpulledopenthedoorand

dartedaway.

Likearatleavingasinkingship.
Givingashakeofherhead,MiraturnedherattentiontoSinclair.
“Canyougetusin?”sheasked.
Hegaveaslownod,hisattentionfocusedonthedoorslammingbehindthe

retreatingguard.

“Ofcourse,”hesaid,hisvoicedistractedasheslowlyturnedhisheadto

meetMira’sgaze.“You’resurethere’snochancethatwemightbewrong?”

Shefrownedinconfusion.“Aboutwhat?”
“CouldthisreallybeapatientwiththevirusinsteadofDr.Lowman?”he

demanded.“AsmuchasIwanttoexposetheSAU,Iwon’triskanother
pandemictodoit.”

Shereachedouttolightlytouchhisarm.Shelovedthefactthathewas

concernedforthehumans.Afteralltheghastlythingsthey’ddonetotheshifters,
noonewouldblamehimforcondemningthemtohell.Butthatwasn’twhohe
was.

Sinclairwasawolfwithhonor.
“Ican’tbesureit’sDr.Lowman,butIcanbesureit’snotasickpatient,”

sheassuredhim.“TheCDChasbeenmonitoringthevirus,makingcertainthatit
didn’tmutatesothevaccinewasnolongereffective.Theydeterminedthatsince
itwasaman-madevirus,ithasburntitselfout.”

Sinclairgrimaced.“IhopetoGodthey’reright.”
Miragaveaslownod.She’dbeentooyoungtotrulyrememberthehorror,

buthertimeattheCDChadrevealedaninsightintothehorrifyingdeathand
chaosthathadsweptthroughouttheworld.

“Weallhopethey’reright,”shesaid.
Withfaithinherassurancesthatwarmedherheart,Sinclairmovedtothe

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doorsetinthefrostedwallandgrabbedthehandle.

Heglancedoverhisshoulder.“Ready?”
“Yes.”
Withaquicktwistofhiswrist,theknobturned,snappingthelockwithan

easethatrevealedjusthowstrongSinclairwaseveninhishumanform.

Heshovedopenthedoor,steppingintotheroomevenashereachedbackin

asilentdemandforMiratostaywhereshewas.Resistingtheurgetorollher
eyes,sheremainedinthewaitingroomuntilhereturnedtogestureforhertojoin
him.

Movingthroughtheopendoorway,sheallowedhergazetomoveoverthe

longspacethatservedasbothalivingroomandbedroom.

Attheendclosesttothedoor,wasasmallsofaandchairwithacoffeetable.

Attheoppositeend,wereahospitalbedandadresserwithaTVontop.There
wasanotherdoorthatsheassumedledtoabathroom.

Itwouldhavebeendepressing,inaninstitutionalsortofway,ifitweren’t

forthebankofwindowsthatlinedthebackwall,offeringastunningviewofthe
gardens.

Bathedinthelateafternoonsunlight,amanstoodnexttothewindows.
Shortandslender,thestrangerhadathickmaneofsilverhairandasharply

definedprofile.Hisbackwasslightlyhumpedasifhewerecarryingagreat
weight.Atthemoment,hewasdressedinarobewithstripedpajamabottoms.

Mirahadasuspicionthathehadanentireclosetfilledwithrobesand

pajamabottoms.

Therewasnoneedforclothesifheneverleftthisroom.
Shesteppedtowardhim,Sinclairclosebyherside.“Dr.Lowman?”
Themandidn’tturn,buthisbodystiffened.Acertainsignthathersuspicion

hadbeenright.

Thiswasthemantheyweresearchingfor.
“Areyouheretokillme?”heaskedinlowtones.
Mirawascaughtoffguardbythequestion.“No,”shedenied.“Iswearwe

havenointentionofhurtingyou.”

“Ashame.”
Wonderingifthemanwasmentallyunstable,Mirasharedaglancewith

Sinclairbeforereturningherwarygazetothedoctor.

“Excuseme?”
Therewasalongpausebeforethemanfinallyspoke.
“Therearenightswhenitwouldbeeasiertoenditall.Unfortunately,Idon’t

havethecouragetodoitmyself.I’veneverhadcourage.”Theman’sthin
shouldershunchedevenfurther.“Plentyofbrains,butnocourage.”

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Shesteppedforward,onlytohaveSinclairreachouttograbherarmandtug

herback.Clearly,hewasn’tconvincedthatthedoctorwasasfrailandhelpless
asheappeared.

“Whywouldyouwanttoenditall?”sheaskedinconfusion.
Shedidn’tknowwhatshe’dexpectedwhensheatlastconfrontedDr.

Lowman.Anger.Denial.Excuses.Butnotthisdeep,almosttangibleairof
regret.

“Toforget.”Slowly,heturned,revealinghisnarrowfacethatwasdeeply

lined,althoughhecouldn’tbemuchmorethanfiftyyearsold.“Doyouknow,
whenIclosemyeyesatnight,Icanhearthemscream.”

Mirashivered.Wasthereadarknessthatfilledtheroom?Orwasitjusther

overactiveimagination?

“Hearwhoscream?”sheasked,eventhoughsheknewtheanswer.
Lowmangaveasadshakeofhishead.“Thedead.”
Miragrimaced,strugglingnottothinkaboutthehorrificguiltthedoctor

wouldhavetolivewithifhewassomehowresponsibleforthemassdestruction
ofmankind.

Instead,shefocusedonkeepinghimtalking.Theyhadtogetanswers.The

sooner,thebetter.

“Areyoutalkingaboutthevirus?”
Hegaveaslownod,paininhispaleeyes.“Yes.”
“Howdidithappen?”sheasked,decidingtostartatthebeginning.
Thedoctorleanedagainstthewindows,hisfaceshadowed.“Iwashiredby

theVeronaClinicbecauseofmyworkwiththeEbolaviruswhileIwasfinishing
mydoctoralprogramatJohnHopkinsUniversity.”

“Youmusthavebeenveryyoung,”shesaid.
Hereleasedashort,humorlesslaugh.“Youngandidealistic.Ithoughtthe

intentionwastobroadenmyresearchtofindacure.”

Aportionoftheangershehadn’tevenrealizedshewasharboringtoward

thismanbegantoease.Wasitpossiblethathewasmoreavictimthantheevil
scientistshe’dbeenimagining?

“I’massumingthat’snotwhattheywanted?”sheasked.
“No.”Histhinbodywaswrackedbyavisibleshudder.“Onlymonthsafter

startingattheclinic,IwastoldmyresearchwasbeingfundedbyBellum
International.”

“Damn,”Sinclairabruptlybreathed.“That’stheconnectiontoRanney.”
Mirafrowned.WeretheytalkingaboutColonelRanney?Theheadofthe

SAU?

“Hedidn’twantacureforEbola,”thedoctorsaid,hispaleeyesshadowed

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withdarkmemories.“Infact,hewantedtoturnitintoaweapon.”

Ah.Mirabelatedlyunderstoodtheconnection.She’dforgottenthatBellum

Internationalwasadefensecontractor.

“Whydidn’tyouquit?”Sinclairdemanded,clearlynotassympathetic

towardthedoctorasMira.

“Theythreatenedtoblackballme,”Lowmansaid.“TheysaidIwouldnever

workinresearchagain.”

“Andyourcareerwasmoreimportantthanthehumanrace?”Sinclair

snarled.

Thedoctorflinched,whetherfromguiltorfearwasimpossibletoguess.
“Itwasn’tlikethat,”hedeniedtheaccusation.“Theyassuredmethatitwas

goingtobelikenuclearweapons.”

Mirasuckedinasharpbreath.“What’sthatmean?”
Dr.Lowmanrestlesslypluckedatthebeltthatwaswrappedaroundhisrobe.

HeremindedMiraofanervousbird,constantlyonedge.

“Theypromisedthatitwasonlygoingtobeadeterrent,”hesaid,his

expressiondefensive.“Thatitwouldneveractuallybeused.”

HeatprickledthroughtheairasSinclairstruggledtocontainhiswolf.
“Butitwas,”hesnapped.
Thedoctortookaninstinctivestepbackward,hisfacepalingtoapasty

white.

“Godforgiveme.”
MirawrappedherfingersaroundSinclair’sarm,sensinghewasreaching

thelimitofhiscontrol.Andunlikeothermen,ifSinclairsnapped,itwasn’t
goingtobeafewangrywordsandmaybeapunchtotheface.Itwasgoingtobe
furandclawsandlethalfangs.

“Didtheyintendtodestroytheworld?”sheasked.
“No.”Thedoctorhesitatedasheconsideredhiswords.“Or,atleast,the

headoftheclinicdidn’tplanondoingmorethantryingtoseehowswiftlythe
subjectwasinfectedandifthelocalmedicalfacilitiescoulddetectthatitwasn’t
anaturalvirus.”

Herlipscurledindisgust.Howcouldanyonewhowasinchargeofaplace

thatwassupposedtopromotehealingactuallybepartofanexperimentthathad
nopurposebeyondspreadingdeath?

“Whywoulditmatterifthedoctorscoulddetermineifitwasmanmadeor

natural?”sheasked.

ItwasSinclairwhoanswered.“Ifyouwanttodiscreetlykillaworldleader,

orevendestabilizeanation,youwouldn’twantanyonecapableoftracingthe
deathbacktowhoeverorderedtheassassinations.”

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“Oh,”shebreathed,shudderinginrevulsion.
Sinclair’seyesglowedasheglaredatthedoctor.“Sowhatwentwrong?”
Lowmangaveahelplessliftofhishands.“Thevirusspreadfarquickerthan

anyonecouldhavepredicted.Beforetheycouldcontainthedamage,it’dgrown
outofcontrol.”

AgrowlrumbledintheairasSinclaircurledhishandsintotightfists.
“Ranneymightnothaveintendedmassgenocide,buthewasswifttotake

advantage,”hesneered.

“Yes,”thedoctorbreathed,hisheadabruptlyjerkingtothesideasahidden

doorslidopen.

“Whoareyouandhowthehelldidyougetinhere?”avoiceslicedthrough

theairasawomansteppedintotheroom.

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Chapter11


Sinclairwasfuriouswithhimself.
Howthehellhadhegottensodistractedthathe’dfailedtonoticethat

someonewasapproaching?Evenifitwasthroughsomesecretdoor?

Withaspeedthatnohumancouldmatch,Sinclairwasmovingacrossthe

longroomandcirclingthewomantoapproachherfrombehind.Then,wrapping
onearmaroundherupperbodytopinherarmstoherside,heslammedhishand
acrosshermouthtoensureshecouldn’tmakeasound.

“Sinclair,”Miracalledout.
Heignoredherprotest,alongwiththedoctor’spainedwhimper.Instead,he

concentratedonthewoman,whowasstanding,frozeninfear.

“Don’tmove,”hegrowledinherear.“Andkeepyourmouthshut.

Understand?”

Waitinguntilshe’dgivenahesitantnod,Sinclairquicklyfriskedher,

removinghercellphonealongwithasmall,blackpagerthatheshovedintohis
pocket.

“Please,”thedoctorpleaded.“Don’thurther.”
Slowlysteppingback,Sinclairstudiedherwithanarrowedgaze.Wearing

scrubsandawhitelabjacketwithanametagthatread‘Jessica,’hehadto
assumethatthiswasDr.Lowman’swife.

Shehaddarkhairthatwaspepperedwithgrayandcutinashort,no-

nonsensestyle.Shewasalmostasthinasherhusband,asifthey’dbothbeen
worntotheboneoverthepasttwenty-fiveyears.Notthathehadanysympathy
foreitherofthem.

Lowmanmayhavebeenyoung,buthe’dclearlypermittedhisambitionto

allowhimtoturnablindeyetotheloomingapocalypse.

Jessicalickedherlips,regardingSinclairwithdarkbrowneyes.
“You’reashifter,”shesaid,tryingtodisguiseherfearbehindafaçadeof

stoiccalm.

Hesnappedhisteethinherdirection,evenasMiramovedtostandathis

side,herhandrunningasoothingpathdownhisback.

“Sinclair,don’t,”shesaid.“She’sonlytryingtoprotectherhusband.”
Thewoman’sdarkeyeswidened.“Howdidyouknow?”
Continuingtostrokeherhandoverhistensemuscles,Mira’stouchanchored

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him.Anecessarything.Hiswolfdidn’tcarethattheyneededinformation.Itjust
wantedtopunishthepeopleresponsibleforcausinghispeoplesuchacutepain.

“We’vebeentryingtoprovethattheshiftersareinnocentofcausingthe

VeronaVirus,”Miraexplained.“ThetrailledustoDr.Lowman.”

Cautiously,thewomancrossedtheroomtowrapanarmaroundher

husband’sshoulders.

“Hasn’thesufferedenough?”
“He’ssuffered?”Sinclairsnarledindisbelief,glancingaroundthe

comfortableroomwiththesunnyviewofthegardens.“Whataboutmypeople?
They’vebeencagedandbrandedandcollared.Everyday,they’rebrutalizedby
theircaptorswhiletheworldcondemnsthemasmonsterswhoshouldbe
destroyed.”

Theolderwomancaughtherlowerlipbetweenherteeth,tighteningher

holdonherhusband.

“It’snotourfault.”
“Youknewthetruth,”Sinclairsaid,refusingtoletthemoffthehook.They

mighthaveconvincedthemselvesthey’dbeenhelplessvictims,buthewasn’t
nearlysogenerous.“YouknewthatitwasColonelRanneyandtheVeronaClinic
thatcausedthepandemic,andyetyouremainedsilent,allowingmypeopleto
suffer.”

Lowmangroaned,leaningagainsthiswifeasifshewerehisonlystrength.
“Theywouldhavekilledhimifhe’dtriedtoexposethetruth,”Jessicatold

theminharshtones.“Howcouldthathavehelpedanyone?”

“Instead,hehidherelikeacoward,”Sinclairaccused.
Thefemaletiltedherchin,hereyesflashingwithanger.“Don’tyoudare

judgeus.”

“Jessica,he’sright,”Lowmanabruptlystiffenedhisspineasifrealizinghe

wascoweringbehindhiswife.“IalreadytoldyouIwasacoward.Mypresence
herejustconfirmsit.”

“That’snottrue,”Jessicaprotested,hergazeswervingfromSinclairtoher

husband,herexpressionsofteningwithconcern.“Hetriedtohelp.He’stheone
whoworkednightanddaytocreateavaccinetohaltthespreadofthevirus.And
hetriedtotellthetruthaboutColonelRanneyandBellumInternational.”

Sinclairmadeasoundofdisbelief.Hecouldn’timaginethespinelessdoctor

everriskinghisownpreciousneck.

“Triedtotellwhom?”
“TheCDC,”Lowmansaid.
“Oh,”Mirabreathed.“Theemailtoyourfather.”
IttookamomentforSinclairtorecallthattheirsearchforDr.Lowmanhad

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startedwhenMirahaddiscoveredtheemailwrittentosomeoneintheCDC
warningofapotentialdisaster.

“Yes.”Lowmangaveanodofhishead.“Iwaswritingtohim,tryingto

warnhimthattherewassomethingwronggoingonattheclinic.”Hisfingers
toyedwithhisrobebelt,anairofnervousenergyhummingaroundhim.“Then,
whenIrealizedthey’dinfectedapatient,Itoldhimtoorganizeameetingwith
meandtheDirectorofHomelandSecurity.”

Sinclairarchedabrow.Maybethedoctorhadmoreofabackbonethanhe’d

firstsuspected.

“Whathappened?”hedemanded.
Withoutwarning,theman’seyesfilledwithtears.“Iarrivedjustintimeto

witnessRanney’spersonalhenchmenputtingabulletinmyfather’shead.”

Mirasuckedinastunnedbreath.Sinclairwasn’tnearlysoshocked.Hewas

acutelyawareofthedepthsthattheSAUwouldsinktohidetheirdirtysecrets.

“AndtheDirectorofHomelandSecurity?”hedemanded.
“Hewasalreadydead.”Thedoctor’sfacetwistedintoanexpressionof

profoundsadness.“Iturnedaroundandran.”

JessicaglaredatSinclair,presumablyangeredthattheywereforcedtorecall

thingsinthepastthey’dhopedtokeepburied.

“WhenIfoundhim,hewassufferingfromanervousbreakdown,”shesaid

inaccusingtones.“Hebarelyate,hecouldn’tsleep.Hewouldn’tevenspeak.All
hecouldtellmewasthattherewerementhatwerecomingtokillus.Ipackeda
fewbelongings,andwedisappeared.”

Sinclaircouldn’tdenyasmallflareofadmirationforJessica.Therewere

manywomenwhowouldhaveabandonedherhusbandsratherthangoonthe
run,alwaysknowingthattheywouldbekillediftheywerefoundbytheSAU.

Mirahadthesameloyalty.
Itwassomethingheneverintendedtotakeforgrantedagain.
“WasRanneyafraidyouweregoingtorevealthetruth?”heasked.
“Itwasmorethanthat,”thedoctortoldhim,turningawayfromhiswifeto

walktowardthehospitalbed.

“Gerald,no,”thewomanbreathed.
“Thetimehascome,Jessica,”hesaid,movinglikeamantwicehisageas

hebentoverandreachedbeneaththemattresstopulloutasmallobject.“The
truthneedstobetold,”hesaid,asmuchtohimselfastohiswife.

Sinclairremainedperfectlystillasthemanshuffledtowardhim.He

understoodthatthiswasanimportantmomentinhispeople’slives.

Perhapsthemostimportantmomentsincethevirushadexplodedthrough

thehumans.

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“Whatisthis?”heaskedasthedoctorhandedhimasmallflashdrive.
“IrecordedtheconversationsbetweenRanneyandDr.Pallen,”Lowman

said.

Sinclairfrowned.“Dr.Pallen?”
Thedoctorsteppedback.“TheheadoftheVeronaClinic.”
“Whatsortofconversations?”heasked.
Themanshrugged.“Everything.”
“Everything?”
“Isetupahiddenrecordertocapturethesecretmeetingswherethey

discussedtheplanstoweaponizetheEbolavirus.Howtheypickedthepoor
patienttheywantedtoinfect.”Lowmangrimaced.“Andwhetherornottoaccept
theshiftersthatofferedtousetheirbloodtocreateavaccine.”

HopespreadthroughSinclairasheglanceddownattheblackdeviceinthe

palmofhishand.

“Thisisatapeofallofthem?”hedemanded.
“Notjustaudio.There’svideo,”thedoctorsaid,noddingtowardtheflash

drive.“That’swhatIwastakingtoHomelandSecurity.”

Sinclairreleasedasoftwhistle.God.Damn.ThiswaslikefindingtheHoly

Grail.

“SoRanneycan’tdenyhewasthemastermindbehindthevirus,”herasped,

alreadyimaginingtheimpactwhenBreeexposedtheprivateconversationsto
themedia.

“Exactly,”thedoctorsaid.“HeknowsthatIhavethem,andhe’llkillmeto

gethishandsonthem.”

Sinclairhelduphishand,holdingtheman’sgaze.“Iintendtosharethese

withtheworld,”hewarned.

Thedoctorgaveafirmnod.“Good,”hesaid,histonesurprisinglyfierce.

“It’spasttime.”

Jessicamadeasoundofdistress,herhandraisingtoherlips.
“But,Gerald,”shebreathed.“Thosetapesareyouronlyinsurance-”
Herwordswerebrokenoffasashrillsoundslicedthroughtheroom.Witha

wince,SinclairreachedintohispockettopulloutJessica’sbeeper.

“What’sthatsound?”hedemanded,tossingthedevicetowardher.Thething

wasabouttobusthiseardrums.

“Thealarmwastripped,”shesaid,catchingthebeeperandthankfully

shuttingitoff.

“Apatient?”hedemanded.
“No.”Herfacewaspale.“Anintruder.”
“Shit,”hegrowled.“Timetogo.”HoldingJessica’sgaze,henoddedtoward

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thedoctor.Shewasthetypeofwomanwho’dkeptoneofthemostwantedmen
inAmericahiddenfromtheauthorities.Hewasconfidentthatshealwayshada
backupplan.“Doyouhaveawaytogethimsomeplacesafe?”

Thewomandidn’tdisappointhimassheefficientlymovedtothedresser,

shovingitasidetograbasuitcasethatwasalreadypacked.

“Yes.”
“Go,”Sinclaircommanded.
Thedoctorsenthimaworriedglance.“Whataboutyou?”
“Ihavetogetthesetapestomypeople,”hesaid,holdinguptheflashdrive.

“ButifIdon’tmakeit,thenitwillbeuptoyoutorevealthetruth.”

Themansquaredhisshoulders.“Iwon’tfailyou,”heswore.“Notagain.”
Jessicagraspedherhusband’sarm,tugginghimthroughthehiddendoor.
SinclairtookMira’sarm,pullingherbackoutthewaythey’dcomein.
“Let’sgetoutofhere.”


****


SinclairwasthankfulthatMiradidn’tprotestashehalfdrugheroutofthe

roomandbackintothestairwell.Sheclearlyunderstoodthatitwastoomuchof
acoincidencethatanintruderwouldbreakintothehospitaljustwhenthey’dat
lastfoundDr.Lowman.

IthadtobetheSAU.
Hedidn’tknowhowthey’dmanagedtofollowthem,butitcouldn’tbe

anyoneelse.Whichmeanttheyhadtogetoutoftherebeforethesoldierscould
getthemcornered.

Reachingthestairs,hehalted.Belowhim,hecouldhearthesoundsof

shouts.Nodoubtthesoldierswerespreadingthroughtheplace,causingmass
chaos.Butthatwasn’twhatcapturedhisattention.

Instead,itwasthedullthud,thud,thudthatwascomingfromoverheadthat

broughtagrimsmiletohislips.

Perfect.
Turningtotheside,heforcedopenthefireescapedoorthatledtotheroof.

Then,movingswiftlyacrosstheflatsurface,heurgedMiratocrouchbehindthe
largeairconditioningunit.

“Whatareyoudoing?”shedemanded.
“Here.”Hepressedtheflashdriveintoherhand.“Keepaholdofthisand

stayoutofsight.”

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Shesenthimaworriedglance.“Sinclair?”
“We’reabouttohavecompany.”Hepointedtowardthehelicopterthatwas

swoopingtowardtheroof.“Stayhere.”

Turning,Sinclairpulledoffhisclothing.Thenwithasilenceonlyashifter

couldachieve,hemeltedintotheshadowsashecalledonthepowerofhisinner
animal.Sweetpainandecstasycombinedtogetherashisbodypoppedand
snappedintoplace.Withinseconds,themanwasgoneandinhisplacewasa
large,silverandblackwolfwithice-blueeyes.

Crouchedlowtotheground,Sinclairwatchedasthehelicopterlandedinthe

centeroftheroof.Therotorbladessentblastsofdustthroughtheair,butthey
slowlycametoahalt,andtwomencrawledoutofthecabin.

SinclaireasilyrecognizedDirectorMarkham.Afterall,he’dworkedforthe

manforyears.Andthemannexttohimattiredinfullmilitaryuniformhadtobe
ColonelDonaldson,who’dhelpedtokidnapMira.

“Itoldyouthatlicenseplatewouldleadustothebitch,”Markhamwas

sayingwithsmugsatisfaction.

“You’rejustluckythatthestatetroopercaughtsightofitandknewthey

weremostlikelyheadedtothisfacility,”Donaldsonsnappedastheybothheaded
towardthenearbydoor.

Sinclairswallowedagrowl.He,atleast,hadananswertohowthey’d

managedtotrackthem.

Dammit.Heshouldhavechangedvehicles.
“Itwasn’tluck.Itwasskill,”Markhamcorrectedhiscompanion.Hewasthe

sortofblowhardwhoalwayshadtohavethelastword.“Andtheforesighttobe
preparedforanyemergency.That’swhyIwasputinchargeofanSAU
division.”

Themanathissidewavedabeefyhand,clearlytiredoflisteningto

Markham’sbragging.

“HaveyoucontactedColonelRanney?”
“Yes.”Themenwalkedcloser,toostupidtosuspectthatdeathmightbe

hiddenonlyafewfeetaway.“Hesaidifthedoctorishere,hewantshimkilled
andthebodytodisappear.”

“What’shedoingwhilewe’recleaninguphismess?”Donaldsondemanded.
Markhamnarrowedhisgaze.“Careful.”
“Why?”Themilitarymanshruggedashoulder.“Areyougoingtotattleon

me?”

“He’stravelingtoDC,”Markhamrevealed,closeenoughnowforSinclair

tocatchthenastyscentofhischeapcologne.“He’smeetingwithCongresstoday
topressforevengreaterrestrictionsontheanimals.”

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Sinclair’slipscurledback,revealinghislong,lethalfangs.
“Doeshethinkhe’sgoingtoconvincethem?”Donaldsonasked.
Markhamgavealoudburstoflaughter.“Itdoesn’tmatter.We’regoingto

dealwiththebastardsonewayoranother.”

Sinclair’swolfsnapped.
Withasnarloffury,hewasspringingforward,leapinghighenoughto

smashintothecenterofDonaldson’schest.Thelargemantoppledflatonhis
back,barelyhavingtimetorealizethedangerbeforeSinclair’steethwere
sinkingdeepintothefleshofhisneck.

HotbloodspilledintoSinclair’smouth,butheneverfaltered.Digginghis

clawsintotheman’schest,heusedthepowerfulmusclesofhisjawstoslices
throughfleshandtendons.Then,withajerkofhishead,herippedouttheman’s
throat.

Donaldsonwasdead.Butbehindhim,Markhamwasshoutinginfear.With

aswiftmotion,hewasturning.Atthesametime,theSAUdirectorwaspulling
hishandgunandsqueezingthetrigger.

Sinclairyelpedasthebullettorethroughhisshoulder,buthenever

hesitated.

Thishadtoend.Now.
Ignoringthewhite-hotpain,hechargedtowardtheman,hisjawsalready

parted.Markhamtookaimagain,butlikemosthumanswhodependedon
weapons,hisfearaffectedhisfocus.Thebulletflewwide,andbeforehecould
squeezeoffanotherround,SinclairwascirclingaroundtotakeouthisAchilles
withonesliceofhisfangs.

Markhamcriedoutinagony,fallingtohiskneesashisgundroppedfrom

hishand.

Sinclairwantedtoplay.He’dwatchedforyearsasthismantormentedhis

people.ButhewasacutelyawareofMira,whowashiddenonlyafewfeetaway.
Ifthesoldiersmanagedtomakeittotheroof,theycouldeasilyhurther.

Withalastpangofregretthathecouldn’tprotractthepain,Sinclaircircled

hisprey,holdingtheman’shorrifiedgazeashelungedtowardhisneck.

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MiraremainedcrouchedbehindtheA/Cunit.Shedidn’tneedtowatchthe

slaughter.SheknewthatSinclaircouldeasilytakethetwomen.

Itdidn’tmatteriftheywerearmedornot.Oriftheyweretrainedincombat.
Awolfshifterwho’dwaitedtwenty-fiveyearsforrevengewasn’tanenemy

anyonewantedtoface.

Thereweregrowls,andscreams,andagurglingsoundthatmadehercringe

beforeashadowfelloverherandshelookeduptoseeSinclairstandingthere.

Instinctively,hergazeranoverhismussedhairandflushedface.Hiseyes

stillglowedwiththepowerofhiswolf,buthewasverymuchahumanagain.

Thenhereyesloweredandshecaughtsightofthebloodthatstainedhist-

shirtonhisrightshoulder.

“Oh,God,”shesurgedupright.“You’reinjured.”
Heshrugged,reachingtotakeherhand.“I’mfine,”heassuredher,tugging

herawayfromtheairconditioningunittowardthecenteroftheroof.

“You’rebleeding,”shebreathed,herhandreachinguptolightlytouchhis

upperchest.

“I’llheal,”heassuredher,leadingherawayfromthetwodeadmenwho

werestretchedatawkwardangles,theirthroatsclearlyrippedout.Yikes.“We
needtogetoutofhere,”hesaid.

Movingathisside,Mirawasdoingherbesttoignorethebloodydisplay

justafewfeetaway.Whichexplainedwhyshedidn’tnoticeexactlywhere
Sinclairwasleadingher.Notuntilhetriedtocoaxherintothecabinofthe
helicopter.

Instantly,sheduginherheels.Shemightbeslowlyregaininghertrustof

Sinclair,butnotwhenitcametoflyingtenthousandfeetintheair.

Shelikedherpilotstobehighlyqualifiedwithplentyofexperience,thank

youverymuch.

Asifsensinghersuddenfear,Sinclairsentheraquestioningglance.
“Mira?”
Shetookastepback,wavingahandtowardthechopper.“Youintendtofly

thatthing?”

“Ofcourse.”Hetiltedhishead,clearlyconfusedbyherreluctance.“It’sthe

fastestwaybacktoourlair.”

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Itwouldbefaster,still…
“Doyouhavealicense?”shedemanded.
Heshrugged.“I’veseenitonTV,howhardcanitbe?”
Shepulledawayfromhisgrasp.Nowayinhellshewasgoingtoridewitha

manwho’dlearnedhowtoflyfromaTVshow.

“I’llwalkbeforeIgetinthatthing,”shesaid.
Hislipstwitched.“I’mkidding,sweetheart.Iwastrainedacoupleofyears

agotoflymilitaryhelicopters,”heassuredher.

Shefrowned.Whywouldhetraintoflyahelicopter?Thenshegaveafaint

shakeofherhead.Diditreallymatter?

Aslongashewascompetentandcouldhandlethedangerousmachine,she

wassatisfied.

Gingerly,sheclimbedintotheseat,allowingSinclairtostrapherinand

arrangethehelmetwithbuilt-inheadphonesonherhead.

Then,tryingtoremembertobreathe,shewatchedasSinclairclimbedin

besideher,puttingonhishelmetbeforestudyingtheinstrumentpanelsthat
lookedfartoocomplicated.Didhereallyknowwhattodowithallthosedials
andbuttons?

Asifreadinghermind,Sinclairsentherawickedgrinashestartedthe

engine.Overhead,thebladesbegantoturn,whirlingfasterandfaster.Then,as
theyliftedofffromtheroof,Miradesperatelysoughtsomethingtodistract
herselffromtheknowledgethattheywererapidlyrisingawayfromground.

Glancingaroundthesmallcabin,shecaughtsightofthesteelbriefcasethat

washalfshovedbeneathherseat.

Hmm.Itlookedlikesomethingimportant.
Withatug,shewasliftingitontoherlap,surprisedtodiscoverthatitwasn’t

locked.Shewasevenmoresurprisedwhensherealizedwhatwasinside.

“Yes,”shebreathed,excitementracingthroughher.
Capableofhearingherthroughtheheadset,Sinclairsentheracurious

glancebeforereturninghisattentiontothewide-openskyinfrontofthem.

“Whatisit?”hedemanded.
“Alaptop,”shesaid,quicklyopeningthecomputerandtypinginthe

passwordtoentertheSAU’sprivatenetwork.She’dstolenitduringhertimeat
theairbase,aswellastheabilitytohackthroughthevariousfirewallsthey’dput
inplacetotryandpreventanyonebutthetopofficialsfromgainingcontrolof
theworld’sinfrastructure.

“CanyouuseittosendBreethetape?”Sinclairasked.
Miraalreadyhadtheflashdriveinthecomputer,downloadingthelargefiles

directlyintotheSAUcloud.Shewantedtomakesurethatnoonecouldinterfere

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withherplans.

“Oh,Icandobetterthanthat,”shepromised,excitementtinglingthrough

herasherfingersflewoverthekeyboards.

Sinclairwasadominantleader,andalethalpredator,butthiswashertalent.
Andshedidn’tneedfangsorclawstodrawbloodfromtheirenemy.
“Better?”Hisgazeremainedonthevariousinstruments,astheyswooped

throughtheair.“Whatareyoutalkingabout?”

Shecontinuedtoopenthevariousportalsthatwouldallowhertotake

controlofthenewsmedia.

“ThislaptopisconnectedtotheSAUinternet,”shesaid.
“And?”heprompted.
“Andtheycantakecontrolofeverynetworkintheworld.”
“Christ.”Shefelthimstiffenhisshockbesideher.“Youmeanyoucanshow

thatvideooneveryTV?”

“Everysingleone.”Asmileofanticipationcurledtheedgesofhermouth.

“EventhoseattheCapitolBuildinginDC,”sheadded,recallingMarkham’s
statementthattheheadoftheSAU,ColonelRanney,wasgoingtospeakbefore
Congress.

SheheardtheraspofSinclair’sbreaththroughtheheadphonesasheturned

tosendheraglancefilledwithblatantawe.

“You.Are.Brilliant.”
Shehunchedashoulder,herfaceflamingwithacombinationof

embarrassmentandrawpleasureathisadmiration.

“It’snotthathard.”
“Brilliantandmodest,”hesaid.“IsitanywonderthatIloveyou?”
Mirajerked,hereyeswideasshemethiswarmgaze.“Youloveme?”
Abruptlyrealizingwhathe’dsaid,Sinclairwrinkledhisnoseandreturned

hisattentiontohistask.

“Damn.Ididn’tmeantosayitwhenwe’reinthemiddleofsavingthe

world,”hegrowled.“Mytimingsucks.”

Ajoythatfelttoolargetocontainswelledwithinher.Sinclairhadimplied

thathecaredabouther,andeventhatheintendedtomakeherhismate.

Butforher,thosewereverydifferentthingsthanbeinginlovewithher.
“You’resure?”sheaskedinsoft,hesitatetones.
Therichscentofhismuskfilledthecabinashisfingerstightenedonthe

controlstickuntilhisknucklesturnedwhite.

“Mira,Iloveyouineveryconceivableway,”heassuredher.“AndIintend

tospendtherestofmylifeearningyourheart.”

“Sinclair,”shebreathed,tryingtobendtowardhim,onlytobehaltedbythe

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rigidseatbelt.Witharuefulchuckle,shesettledbackinherseat.“You’reright.
Yourtimingsucks,”shesaid,wishingshecouldthrowherselfintohisarms.

She’dwaitedsolongtofindsomeonewhocouldloveherforwhoshewas.
Anerdy,overlycurvaceouswomanwhowouldneverbeglamorous,or

beautiful,orblessedwithasocialskillthatmostmenpreferred.

Shedidn’tknowwhyfatehadbeenkindenoughtoofferheramalelike

Sinclair,butshewasn’tgoingtorisklosinghim.Notagain.

Thistime,sheintendedtosnatchhappinesswithbothhands.
Justassoonastheysavedtheworld.
Clearlyagreeingthattheyneededtoconcentrateonthepreciousopportunity

toexposetheSAUasliars,Sinclairglancedtowardthelaptop.

“Howlongbeforethevideoisloaded?”
“It’sloaded,”shetoldhim,gladthatDonaldsonwaswillingtospend

governmentdollarsonatop-of-the-linecomputer.Itworkedatlightning-speed.
“Givemefiveminutestomakesureit’sstreamingtoeverystation.”

Sinclairpulledouthisphone,waitingforthebluetoothtosyncbefore

callinghisPack.

“Rios,”hesaidwhenamaleanswered.“I’vegotwhatweneed,”hesaid,a

tensesatisfactionedginghisvoice.“WarnBreethatthepartystartsinfive
minutes.”


****


Sinclairhadjustbathedandpulledonapairofjeansandat-shirtwhenhe

caughtthescentoftheapproachingjaguar.

Withaglanceatthenakedwomanwhowastangledinthesheetsofhisbed,

hereluctantlyheadedtowardthemouthofthecavethatservedashisprivatelair.

It’dbeenalmosttwenty-fourhourssincethevideohadhitthetelevision

stations.

Thereactionhadbeenascataclysmicastheyhadhoped.
Itwasn’tjustthevideosthathadbeenincontrovertibleproofthattheheadof

theSAUwasresponsiblefortheVeronaVirus.Ortheknowledgethatitwasthe
shiftersthathadprovidedthenecessarybloodtocreateavaccinetosavethe
humanrace.

ItwasalsoBree’spressconferencewhereshe’dansweredaseemingly

endlessbarrageofquestionswithacalmcomposurethatsoonhadeventhemost
rabidjournalistsatisfiedthattheyweretellingthetruth.

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Onceithadended,they’djoinedtogetherasaPackandcelebratedfor

hours,singinganddancingwithajoythattheyhadn’texperiencedinfartoo
long.

Noneofthemwerefoolishenoughtothinkitwasallover.Althoughthe

shifterswereleavingthecompounds,theyallunderstoodthattheprejudices
againstthemwouldn’tvanishovernight.And,certainly,thebitternesstheshifters
felttowardshumanswouldn’tinstantlydisappear.

Itwouldtaketimeandefforttohealthewoundsandcometogethertobuild

anewfuture.

Butfornow,itwasenoughtoknowthattheywerefree.
AndforSinclair,thenightofcelebrationwasevenmorelifealtering.
Mirahadnotonlyagreedtobecomehismate,butshe’drequestedthatthey

exchangetheirvowsinahumanwedding.Ithadbeenherwayofofferingher
loveandcommitmentfortherestofherlife.

Itwasagifthedeeplycherished.
Nowheleanedagainstthechilledstoneofhiscave,watchingasRios

appearedoutoftheearlymorningmist.

“Hey,sorrytobotheryou,”theyoungermansaid,hisjawrecentlyshaven

andwearingapairofblackslacksandacrispwhiteshirt.

Clearly,hewaspreparedfortheday.
Sinclairshrugged.“That’sokay.Mira’sasleep.”Hislipstwistedinarueful

smile.Thepoorwomanhadpassedoutafewhoursago.Hehopedshespent
mostofthedaysleeping;otherwise,shewasgoingtobeverysorryshe’ddrunk
thatlastbottleofwine.“She’snotusedtoshifterparties.”

Riosflashedasmile.“We’vehadalottocelebrate.Thefreedomofour

people.TheendoftheSAU.”Hissmilewidened.“Theupcomingweddingof
ourAlpha.”

Mirawasnothingshortofaheroaftershe’dmanagedtouploadLowman’s

videotoeverynetworkandthustransmitittoeveryTVacrosstheworld.

“TheSAUisn’tendedyet,”Sinclairwarned.Hedidn’twantthemtoforget

thattherewasstilldanger.

Riosreachedintohispockettopullouthisphone.Thenslidinghisfinger

overthescreen,heturnedthephonetowardSinclair.

“Takealookatthemorningpaper,”hesaid.
Sinclairleanedforward,readingtheheadlineoutloud.
ColonelRanneytobepublicallytriedfortreason.”Hisbreathhissed

throughhisteeth,asavageflareofsatisfactionracingthroughhim.Whenhewas
young,he’dhadapictureofthebastardtapedtothewall.He’dintendedtorip
outhisthroatwithhisfangs.Strangely,however,hehadtoadmitthatthe

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thoughtofthepompousasssufferingapublichumiliationwasevenbetter.“I’ve
waitedtwenty-fiveyearsforrevenge,”hesaidwithalowgrowl.“It’sassweetas
Ianticipated.”

Riosnodded.“Andnowthatyouhaveyourrevenge,whatareyourplans?”
Sinclairdidn’thesitate.“NowIintendtoconcentrateonpleasingmynew

mate,”hesaid.“Whataboutyou?”

Somethingthatmighthavebeenablushstainedtheyoungerman’scheeks.
“I’mleavingwithBree.”
Sinclairarchedabrow,pretendingtobesurprised.DidRiosthinkthatthe

entirePackhadn’tnoticedwhenthetwohadsnuckawayfromthepartylong
beforeitwasover?

“Really?”
“She’sgoinginsearchofherparents,”Riosexplained.“Iintendtohelp.”
Sinclairnodded.Therewouldbealotoffamilieseagertoreunite.
“Doessheknowaboutyourintentions?”heasked.
“IthoughtIwouldletitbeasurprise,”Riossaidwithasoftchuckle.
Sinclairreachedouttograsphisfriend’sarm.“Goodluck,amigo.”
Riossmiled,hisgazeskimmingoverSinclair’sshoulder.
“WhenIgetback,we’regoingtohaveadiscussionaboutyoumovingintoa

newhouse,”hewarned.

“What’swrongwithmylair?”Sinclairdemandedwithafrown.
“Besidesthefactthatit’sdamp,dusty,andnotfitforadelicatehuman

female?”Riosaskedinfauxinnocenttones.

“Hmm.”Sinclairwavedhisfriendaway.“Youtakecareofyourfemale,and

letmetakecareofmine.”

“I’mjustsaying,”Riossaid,turningtodisappearintothemist.
AsilencedescendedasSinclairconsideredhisfriend’steasingchastisement.
Dammit.Rioswasright.
HehadavividmemoryofMira’shousewiththekitchentableandsingle

chair.

Hewantedhertohaveahome.
Aplacewhereshewassurroundedbyfamilyandfriendsandshenever,ever

feltlonelyagain.

Startingtomorrow,theyweregoingtodesignthehouseofherdreams…
“Sinclair?”Mira’ssleepyvoiceinterruptedhisthoughts,andinstantly,he

washurryingtojoinherintheirbed.

“I’mhere,sweetheart,”hesaid,pullingherintohisarms.“AndI’mnever

goingaway.”

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