TableofContents
BuriedandShadowed
Buried
Chapter1
Chapter2
Chapter3
Chapter4
Chapter5
Chapter6
Chapter7
Chapter8
Epilogue
Shadowed
Prologue
Chapter1
Chapter2
Chapter3
Chapter4
Chapter5
Chapter6
Chapter7
Chapter8
Chapter9
Chapter10
Chapter11
Chapter12
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Buried
GibsonBartonknowshisPackisonthevergeofsomethingtheywillneverbe
abletopreparefor:achanceatfreedom.Yetwhenhe’sfinallyabletoopenhis
eyestowhatmightbehisfate,itcouldbetoolate.
AsasubmissivewolfofherPack,MandyCalhounhasalwaysonlywatched
Gibsonfromafar.Becauseofherfears,shehasn’tletherintentionstowardhim
—ortheotherinhersights—beknown.
OliverDareistheForeseeroftheUrsinePack,andknowswitheachvision,his
deathisthatmuchcloser.Yethecannotseehisownfuture—orthatofthetwo
wolveswhohavebeenthrustintohispath.
Thereisdangerlurkingintheden,andasthethreelearntoprocesstheir
emotionsandnavigatetheirtemptations,they’llhavetofightforsomethingthey
neverknewtheyhad—orsacrificeitallforapurposefargreaterthantheirown
destinies.
Shadowed
Sinclair,AlphaoftheUnseenPack,isdeterminedtodestroytheShifter
AccommodationUnit.Heunderstandsthathispeoplewillneverbefreeuntilthe
truthisrevealedandtheirenemiesarebroughtoutoftheshadowsandexposed
tothepublic.Unfortunately,thehumanfemalewhohasbeensecretlyworking
withhimhasdisappeared,andhisprioritiesmustshiftslightly.He’sresolvedto
trackherdown,andnotjustbecauseshehastheinformationheneeds.
MiraReeseisn’tstupid.She’spainfullyawarethatthesexyshiftershe’sbeen
workingwithhasbeenusingherfascinationforhimtogainaccesstotheCDC
computersystem.Butthatdoesn’tstopherfromhelpingSinclair.Notwhenit
allowshertobeclosetohim.ButaftertheCDCkidnapsher,sherealizesthat
thisisn’tagame.She’sapotentialsaviorforthefutureoftheshifters—and
perhapsespeciallythelonerwolfwhostirsherpassions.
Buried
Chapter1
Sometimescoveringascar,abrand,didn’tfeellikeathousandneedles
pressingintofleshandtearingthroughaperson’ssoul;sometimes,itadded
somethingnewandprecious.Somethingwithpromise.
Atleastthat’swhatGibsonhoped.
Abreezeslidhishairinfrontofhisface,andheblewonitbeforepulling
awayfromhisfriend’sarmandknockinghisheadbacksohecouldseeagain.
Hisbangsweregettingtoolong,buthedidn’thavethetimeorinclinationtocut
them.
Anya,themateofhisbestfriendCole,stoodbehindhimwithahairtieand
pulledthestrandsback.“Youneedahaircut,Gibson.”
Cole,themanhewascurrentlytattooing,watchedGibsonwithnarrowed
eyes.Theymightbebestfriends,butAnyawasalittletooclosetoGibsonfor
comfortapparently.That’swhathappenedatthestartofnewmatings.Themales
—andhell,thefemales,too—gotalittleterritorialwhenitcametowhatwas
theirs.Gibsoncouldn’treallyblameColeforwantingtoripouthisthroatright
then.
“Youmightwanttotakeastepbackthere,mommabear,”hesaidcasually.
Anya,aslender,decentlytallwoman,stoodbackandmovedsoshewasin
Gibson’slineofsight.Hertwocubsfromherdisastrousfirstrelationship
bouncedaroundherfeetinbearform.Theywereseriouslyadorable.
ShelookedbetweenGibsonandCole,herbrowsraised.“Seriously,lazy
cat?Iwasjustputtinghishairbacksohedidn’tmessupyourmatingtattoo.”
Coleblinkedupather,asmilelazilyformingonhisface.Therewasa
reasonAnyacalledhermatelazycat,themanmovedslowlyandwithasenseof
easeGibsonneverunderstood.Ofcourse,thatwasonlywhentherewasn’t
dangertoAnya,thecubs,orthePack.Ifsomeonecameafterthemliketheyhad
before,well,noonewouldevercallColelazythen.
“Ijustlovewatchingyougetangry,”Colesaidbeforehewinked.“Youget
allhotandbothered.”
Anyasnortedbutdidn’tlookangryatallrightthen.Theircubs,Owenand
Lucas,rolledaroundontheflooraroundthem,oblivioustothecurrent
conversation.Atleasthethoughtso,sincethecubswereoddlyobservantwhen
hewasn’tpayingthatmuchattention.
Sincethenewlymatedpairwascurrentlyinadeepconversationabout
nothing,Gibsonsethistattooingequipmentdownandrubbedthebackofhis
neck.Ofcourse,heprobablycouldhaveredonehishairinanewponytail,buthe
likedthefactthatAnyahaddoneit,merelybecauseitrankledCole.That’swhat
bestfriendsdid,afterall,buggedtheshitoutofeachother.
BeforethethreePacks—Canine,Ursine,andFeline—hadbeenforced
togetherinthesinglecompoundafewmonthsago,Gibsonneverthoughttofind
friendshipwithaFelineTracker.Now,hecouldn’timaginehislifewithoutthe
otherman.
ColeunderstoodGibsoninwaysothersdidn’tbecausehedidn’tpush.The
othermanlethimbe;lethimbreathe.Gibsonlikedbeingalone,watchingfrom
afar.Hedidn’tgettooclosetoothers,andotherthanhisAlpha,Holden,he
didn’tspeaktotheotherwolvesmuch.
Heneverfeltlikehecouldhonestly.BecausehewastheoneinthePack,
andnowtheentirecompound,whohadtheability—andresponsibility—tomark
thosewhohadalreadybeenbranded.
WhentheVeronaVirushadhitthehumanpopulationaquarterofacentury
ago,hispeoplehadbeenforcedoutofhidinginordertosavethehumanrace.
He’donlybeentenatthetime,butheremembereditvividly.Heremembered
thefear,thedeath,andtheentrapment.Whenthehumansfoundoutaboutthe
existenceofshifters,theycreatedtheShifterAccommodationUnit,akathe
SAU,andforcedeveryonenotlikethemintocompounds.
Gibson’sfamilyhaddiedintheambush,andhe’dbeenforcedtofindaway
tolivewithouttheminthisnewworld.Untilrecently,he’donlyseentheSAU
guardsandwolves.Nowwiththebearsandcatswithhim,hehadalittlemore
variety,butitwasstillasolitaryexistence.
Mostlybecauseithadtobeforhim.
Whenthehumanstooktheirfreedom,they’dalsoforcedtheshifterstowear
collarslikeanimalsandbearthebrandsoftheirspecies.Andbecausethosein
theSAUweresadisticweasels,theyforcedthewolves’Alpha,Holden,tobethe
onetobrandthem.HisfriendandAlphawasmadetoburnthefleshofhis
peopleinfrontofthePacksothehumanscouldfeelsuperior.Aschildrenwere
bornintheden,theywereforcedtowearthebrand,aswell.Thankfully,the
humansdidn’tunderstandPackmagic,anddidn’tknowthatHoldenwastheone
whofeltthepainwitheachbrand.Holdenhadtoholdbackthescreamsand
teachthechildrentoplayatbeinginpainsotheywouldn’tgetcaught.
Gibsonknewhe’dneverfullyunderstandthedepthofhisAlpha’sloveand
loyaltytohisPack,buthe’ddoanythinghehadtoinordertoprotectthose
bonds.
Andthatwaswhyhe’dbeentheonetolearntotattoo,tobetheonewho
madeeachbrandspecial,ratherthansomethingfromtheSAU.Helearnedto
traceoverraisedfleshwithinksothebrandlookedlikesomethingthey’dwant,
ratherthansomethingthrustuponthem.Healsoaddedtoonesideofthetattoo
withaspecialdesignthatspokeoftheindividualPack.
ThereweredozensofcompoundslitteredaroundmajorcitiesintheUSand
theworld.Throughtheirownspynetwork,theshiftershadbeenabletocomeup
withawaytomaketheirowndesignsforinkaroundthebrand.ItwasGibson’s
jobtomakesureeachandeveryPackmemberhadit.Ofcourse,hewaiteduntil
eachshifterwasofageandsoundmindtodoit,buthewastheonewhotattooed
eachandeverywolfintheden.
Andbecausethecatsandbearshadnoonewithhistalent,hedidtheirs,as
well.Inthepastdecade,he’dbeentheonetosneakoffthecompoundtothecats’
andbears’placestodotheirtattooing.Whilehecouldhavetaughtotherstodoit,
hefeltlikehewastheonewhohadto.Itseemedridiculousinretrospectthat
he’driskedsomuchtodowhathedid,butatthetime,heknewhehadto.And
theAlphasoftheothertwoPackshadbeenwelcoming—evenifsomeofthe
othershadn’twantedhiskindtotouchthem.
Yeteverysingleonehadhisink.
Hundredsofshiftersworehismark,hiswork,andyethefeltclosedofffrom
them.Asifhewereontheoutsidelookinginbecausehewastheonewhohadto
causethemmorepain.
“Youokay,Gibson?”Coleasked,hisvoicelow.
Gibsonlookedupathisfriendandnodded.Hedidn’tspeakmuchsince
therewasn’tareasonto.Hisworkwouldspeakforitself,andnotjustthePack
tattoos.Healsodidotherworkforanyshifterwhowantedatattoothatwas
theirsandnotthePack’sortheSAU’s.
Thatmeanthewasalwaysbusy.Buthelikedit.Aslongashedidn’thaveto
thinktoohardaboutwhyhewantedtostaybusy,hewasfine.
“Wanttofinishthisanothertime?”Coleasked,worryonhisface.
Gibsonshookhishead.“I’mgood,”hegrumbled,hisvoicerustyfromlack
ofuse.
“Ifyousayso,”Colesaidwearily.“WecandoAnya’smatingtattoo
tomorrowifyouneedabreak.”
“Really,Gibson,I’mgoodwithwaiting.”Colewrappedhisarmsaroundher
hipsasshestoodnexttowherehermatesat.Gibsonheldbackasigh.
Hewashappyforthem,truly.Ifanyonedeservedamateandahappy
ending,itwasthesetwo.They’dbeenthroughhellforoneanotherandtheir
Packs,andthismatingwouldensurethePacks’healthaswellastheirown.
SoGibsonwouldcompletetheotherpartofhisroleandworkonthemating
tattooforthem.Itwastheleasthecoulddo.Ontheothersideofthebrand,
oppositethePacksymbol,whenacoupleortriadmated,theyhadtheirown
designinkedontheirflesh.Thatway,onceitwascompleted,theyheldafull
circle:ofshifter,Pack,mating,andfuture.Withoutallofit,thedesignlooked
unfinished,asifitneededmoreforapersontostaywhole.Hestoleaglanceat
hisowndesign,onehe’dinkedhimself,thoughheknewhecouldhaveprobably
foundanothertodoitforhim.
Hedidn’thavethematingmarkandknewitmightnevercome.Matings
werefewandfarbetweenwithinthecompound.Therejustweren’tenough
peopleforeachpersontofindsomeonetheywantedtospendtherestoftheir
liveswith.Andwhileitmighthavebeenabiteasierto…settleiftheywere
human,theirinnerbeastswouldneverallowthat.
SowhileGibsonmighthavewantedanother,unlesshiswolfagreed,it
wouldneverhappen.Ofcourse,inGibson’scase,itwasalittlemore
complicatedthanthat.
ForGibson,italwayswas.
Owenpattedhiskneewithhislittlepaw,hisclawssheathed,andGibson
smiled.Helovedthesetwocubslikehisown,andsincehewastheirhonorary
uncle,hiswolffeltliketheywerefamily.Infact,hiswolfstretchedout,givinga
bigyawnbeforebumpingupagainsthisskin,wantingcontact.
Soon,Gibsonthought.He’dshifttohiswolfandgoonaruninoneofthe
fewareastheSAUallowedhimtohuntwithinthecompound.Onedaysoon,he
hadafeelingtheirkindwouldbeabletohuntandroaminanyoftheforested
areasaroundhere,freeandontheirownfourpaws.
Thetimewascomingforarevolution,thoughGibsonwasn’tsureitwould
befromtoothandclaw,butmaybementalabilityandpolicyinstead.Thatwasso
unlikethepastthey’dgrownupin,thehistoriesthey’dbeentaught.Butaslong
ashisPackcouldlive,hewoulddoanythingforthem.
GibsonsighedandroughedupthefuronthetopofOwen’sheadbefore
stretching.“Okay,let’sgetthislastpartdoneandIcanworkonAnya’s.It’llbe
quickerwithhersbecauseIalreadyhavethedesigndoneandit’salwayseasier
thesecondtime.”
Coleblinkedathim,andGibsonwasawarehe’dspokenmorethenthan
usual,buthewastryingtogetoutofhisfunkandgethismindonthetaskat
hand.Hecouldbroodonhisownlater.Itwaswhathewasbestat.
“Thanksfordoingthis,”Anyasaidsoftly,Lucassnuggledinherarms.
“It’swhatIdo,”Gibsonsaidjustassoftly.Andthatwastrue.Hewasn’tthe
kindoffighterColewas,evenifhecouldholdhisown.Sohedidhisbesttobe
amasterattheonethingnooneelsewantedtodo.
Ascenthithimstraighton,andhegrippedhismachineharderbefore
forcinghimselftorelax.Thankfultheneedlehadn’tbeeninCole’sskin.Butit
wasdamnclose.Hehatedthatscent.Hateditasmuchashecravedit.
Thoughtheywereinsidehislittlestudio,hehadthedooropentoletout
someoftheintenseheat.Itwasn’tasiftheyhadairconditioningorheating
withintheirlittlehomes.TheytookwhateverofferingstheSAUgavethemand
builtwhattheycould.Thereweresomegeniuscarpentersandbuilderswithin
thePacks,buteventheycouldn’tmagicallyproduceequipmentthatdidn’texist.
Andbecausehehadthedooropen,Oliver’sscentfilledthehomequicklyas
thelargegrizzlybearinhumanformlumberedinsidetowatchhissistergether
matingtattoo.
“Oliver!”Anyacalledoutwithasmile.StillcarryingLucas,shelefther
lazycatmatetoGibson’sdevicesandmovedtowardherbrother.“Youcame.I
didn’tthinkyouwould.”Shecuppedherbrother’sfaceandthatbigbushybeard
ofhis,andthoughGibsoncouldn’tseeherfeatures,heknewshewouldlook
worried.
ShealwayslookedworriedwhenitcametoOliver.
“Ijustneededanap,Anya,”Olivergrowled.AndthoughGibson’sattention
wasonCole’sarm,hecouldstillwatchoutofhisperipheryasOliverpicked
LucasfromAnya’sarmsandliftedOwenupfromthefloor.Thelargemanheld
bothbearcubsinhisembraceandlookedlikehediditeveryday.
Ofcourse,heprobablydid.
Sincethereweren’tthatmanybuildingstohouseeverynewmemberofthe
compound,peoplewereforcedtodoubleuponfamilies.However,sinceOliver
wastheForeseer—amemberofgreatdistinctionandsacrifice—hehadahouse
forhisfamilyalone.
Gibsonalsolivedalonesinceheresidedinhistinystudio.Itwashard
enoughtodotattoosforpeoplewhomightnotwantthemwithoutotherpeople
lookingon.Thoughhehatedwhenotherscameinwiththeirnewlyhealed
brandsandlooksofdefeatintheireyes.Thankfully,ithadbeenawhilesince
he’dseenthatsincetheadultshadbeenbrandedyearsago.Nowthosethatcame
inhadbeenbornintoaworldwhereitwaspartoftheirritesofpassage.
Oneday,thingswouldbedifferent.Theyhadtobe.
GibsonfinishedupCole’sinkandwentthroughaftercareinstructions.
Thoughtheyweredifferentthantheinstructionshe’dgivetoahumansincethey
wereshiftersandcouldhealquickly.Oddlyenough,theonlyhumanhe’dever
hadtotattoowasHolden’smate,Ariel,andshehadn’tbeenfullyhumanatthe
time.She’dbeenthefirsthumantransformedintoashiftersincetheVerona
Virushadhittheworldandtheshifters’secretshadbecomeparamount.Claire,a
wolfwhohadwantedHoldenforherown,hadbrokenthePack’strustwhen
she’dtoldtheSAUoftheirabilitytocreateshifters,notjustbirththem.
Herbetrayalhadstartedthepathtoredemptionandfundamentalchange
theywereon.HisPackhadchangeddramaticallyinthepastfewmonths,and
Gibsoncouldonlyhopeitwasforthebetter.
WhenAnyasatdowninhischairafterGibsonhadcleanedupthearea,his
wolfwasonedge.Oliverhadn’tlefthisspotnearthedoorasthecubsnappedin
hislargearms.Therewassomethingsoothingandyetoff-puttingforGibsonin
thesightofsuchalargemaninaflannelshirteveninthisheat,decentlytight
jeans,andtwocubsinhisarms.Hecarriedthemasiftheyweighednothing,and
yetGibsonknewthetwokidswereheavierthantheylookedinthatform.
Hehatedthathecouldn’tkeephisfocuswhenOliverwasintheroom.Of
course,ifheweretrulyhonestwithhimself,itwasn’tjustOliverwhodidthatto
him.Therewasanother,aswell.
Therewastrulysomethingwrongwithhislineofthinkingifthetwopeople
whocouldn’tbemorewrongforhimweretheonesthatfinallylethiswolfcome
outofhiding.
Withoutanotherword,hedidAnya’stattoo.Thiswasaboutherconnection
andmatingtoCole,notaboutthefactthatGibsoncouldn’tkeephismindoff
Anya’sbrotherandanothersoulouttherewhohecouldn’thave.Thisshould
havebeensomethingalittlemorespecialthanhisneedingtofindaholetohide
in.
Whichwasjustlikehimthesedaysapparently.
Hejustneededtorun,tolethiswolfout.Andoncehedidthat,maybehe’d
getaclueandrememberthatOliverwastheForeseerandnotforhim.The
Foreseerdidn’tmate,andeveniftheydid,itwastoanotherbear,nottoawolf
withnofamilyortitle.Asfortheother?Well,shewasalreadytaken,wasn’t
she?GibsonhadbeentoolateforherandwastoowrongforOliver.
HefinishedupAnya’sink,knowingthereweremoreimportantthingsout
therethanhisneeds.Hedidn’tneedanything.AslongashekepthisPackhappy,
he’dfigureouthisownhappiness.
Anditwouldn’tbewithOliverorher.
Withonelastlookatthenewfamilyofbearsandcat,hepattedColeonthe
shoulderandgavetheothersachinlift.Thecubswerestillnapping,orhe’d
havesaidgoodbyetothem,atleast.Butastheywereoutofit,helefthisstudio
andhomewithoutanotherwordandjoggedtowardthedencenter.Itwasstilltoo
lightforhimtoshiftandchangewiththeSAUguardsonhighalert,sohe’dfind
somethingtodoinordertogetridofthisexcessenergyofhis.
“Gibson!”
HeturnedatthesoundofhisAlpha’svoiceandjoggedtowardwhereAriel
andHoldenstood.ThebigwolfhadhisarmdrapedcasuallyaroundAriel’s
shoulderswhilesheleanedintohim,herwolfinhereyesasshesmiled.Shewas
stillnewatlearningtocontrolherbaseinstincts,butGibsonthoughtshehada
betterhandleonitthansomeoftheadolescentslearningtheirplaceinthe
dominancestructure.Hefiguredtheonlyreasonhecouldfeelherwolfjustthen
wasbecausethepairhadjustcomebackfromtheirhome,scentingofamating
oftheirown.BetweenthatandthefactthatHoldenseemedtohavemisseda
buttonwhilegettingdressedquickly,Gibsonhadafairideawhattheyhadbeen
upto.
Ifhe’dbeenanyotherwolf,he’dhavecalledthemonit,jokinglyornot.But
thatwasn’twhohewas.
“Holden,”Gibsonsaidsoftlyashemadehiswaytotheirsides.Henodded
atAriel.“Ariel.”
“Hello,Gibson,”Arielsaidsweetly.Shesmiledupathim,andhehadto
blinkquickly.Notmanypeoplesmiledathim.Infact,notmanynoticedhimat
all.Hewastherewhenhewasneeded,butpeopletendedtoforgetheexistedany
othertime.
“We’regoingtoworkonsomeofthenewbuilds,”Holdenexplained.Itwas
gettinglaterintheday,thoughtheytendedtoworkatnightanyway.Itkeptthe
SAUofftheirbacksandallowedthemtoworkfaster.Itwasn’tasifthedarkness
wasanissueforthem.
Theywerepredators,afterall.
“Whatdoyouneedmetodo?”heasked.
Holdenstudiedhisface.“Issomethingwrong?”heasked,hiswolfinhis
tone.TherewasareasonHoldenwasAlpha,andthiswasonlypartofit.The
othermanknewwhenhiswolvesneededhim,knewwhensomethingwasoff.
YetGibsonwasn’tabouttolayhisneedsathisAlpha’sfeet.Theywereforhim
andhimalone.
Gibsonshookhishead.“I’mfine.IjustfinishedAnya’sandCole’smating
tattoos.”Itwasn’talie,butHoldenwouldbeabletotakewhatheneededfrom
that.
ArielputherhandonGibson’sforearmoverhisbrandandstudiedhisface.
“You’llletusknowifyouneedus?Ifyoujustwanttotalk?”
Gibsonslowlyremovedhisarm,hertouchtoomuchforhim.Unlesshewas
workingonsomeone’stattoo,hetendedtokeeptohimself.Hemightbeawolf,
buthe’dalwaysknownhewasdifferent.
“Okay,”helied.“Tellmewhereyouneedme,”heaskedHolden.
HisAlphaletoutasigh.“Onthebuildingnexttous.We’reworkingona
fewnewhousingunitsforthebears,thoughit’sgoingtobeasnugfit.”
“Wejustdon’thavetheroom,”Arielsaidsadly.“Wedidn’thavetheroom
beforethebearsandcatsarrived,andnowit’sthatmuchworse.”
Gibsonstudiedherfaceasshefrowned.Holdenbroughtherclose.“It’snot
yourfault.”
Arielgavehimasadsmile.“Itkindofis,butthemoreIwallow,themore
annoyingIget.Sohowaboutweworkonwhatwecanfixandletmesulklater.”
GibsonsighedbutfollowedtheAlphapairastheymadetheirwaytothejob
site.Sincetheheatstartedtosuffocate,seepingintohispores,hestrippedoffhis
shirtandbegantowork.Heneededthereleaseoftension,andbeatinghisbody
intotirednesswouldhavetobethethingthatdidit.
Hewaswellintoanhourofhardworkwhenthesweetscentofwolfand
sugarfilledhissenses.Hetensedanddidhisbestnottolookoverhisshoulder.
Ofcourse,hefailed.
HeturnedasMandymadeherwaytoAriel’sside,herbestfriendandfuture
mate,Theo,closeby.Theotherwolfalwayswatchedher,caredforher,did
everythingamateshoulddoexceptmarkher.
AsMandywassubmissive,herwolfrequiredmoretimeandcarethanother
wolveswould.ShewasanintegralpartofthehealthofthePack,evenifnot
everyoneunderstoodthat.
Andshewasn’this.
Heswallowedhardandforcedhisgazeaway.Shewasn’this.Sameas
Oliver.
Hewasalone,rightwhereheshouldbe.Hecouldn’tdowhathehadtodo
forhisPackifhehadothers,ifhehadsomeonetosharetheburden.They
wouldn’tunderstand,andhedidn’twantthemtohavehisburden.Itwaswhathe
hadtodo.
AndMandywouldbehappywithTheo.
AndOliver…OliverwouldfindhispeaceonedaywithhisroleasForeseer.
HefeltMandy’sgazeonhim,aswellasTheo’sglare.Hepushedhimself
intohiswork,liftingandhammeringuntilsweatcoatedhisbodyandhislungs
burned.Bythetimehelookedaroundagain,theyweregone,andhecould
finallybreatheoncemore.
Gibsonbentdowntoreachforhisbottleofwaterandthehairsontheback
ofhisneckstoodonend.Heroseslowly,readytolashoutatwhoeverhadput
hiswolfonedge.Yetassoonasheturned,clawsout,someoneelsecamefrom
theotherside.
Thelastthingherememberedbeforesomethingsmashedintothebackof
hisheadwasasharppainradiatingfromhisskull,pullingallthoughtsof
matingsandconfusionfromhismind.
“Gibson,”avoicegrowled.“Wakeup,wolf.Thebleeding’sstopped,but
youneedtowakeup.”
Gibsonblinkedhiseyesopenandpromptlyshutthemattheblindinglight.
Hegrowled,tryingtorememberwhathadhappened,butcouldonlyfocusonthe
factthathiswolfcouldn’tstaystill.
Itprowledwithinhim,lashingoutandnudgingathim.Itwantedsomething,
buthecouldn’tquitefigureitout.Ragefilledhim,followedbyrelief,andan
overwhelmingsenseofuneaseandresponsibility.Beforehecouldnavigate
throughtheemotions,hiswolfhowledwithinandheopenedhiseyes.
“Whathappened?”hegasped.
Holdenkneltoverhim,hiseyeswide,thoughnothisown.Ratherhis
wolf’s.“Omega,”hewhispered.
Gibsonswallowed,tryingtocatchhisbreath,buttheemotionsassaulting
himwouldn’tlethimdoanythingexceptliethereandtrytorememberhowtobe
him.“What?”
“You’reourOmega,”Holdenwhispered.“Ihavenoideahowithappened,
but,Gibson,we’vebeenwaitingforyouforalifetime.”
GibsonlookedintohisAlpha’seyes,thenaroundhimattheotherwolves
whokneltinasemicircle,aweintheirgazes.Hecouldn’tbreathe,couldn’t
think.
Hecouldn’tbetheOmega.Thatwasaplaceofpowerandgreatpride.They
weretheoneswhohelpedhealthePackfromwithinandbroughtthemtogether
whiletheAlphaandBetaprotected.
Hecouldn’tbethelostwolfOmega.
Yetasrage,happiness,awe,fear,sadness,angst,andnervousnessassailed
him,heknewithadtobetrue.
HewastheOmega.
Gibsonblinked.
HisPackwasscrewed.
“Whohitme?”heasked,hisvoiceraspy.
Holden’seyesnarrowed.“Thatissomethingwe’regoingtofigureout,
Omega,”hegrowled.
Omega.Yes,Gibsonthought,hisPackwasscrewed.
Chapter2
Mandyranherhandoverthequiltattheendofherbedandfrowned.How
couldthingschangesoquicklyovernightandyetremainsomuchthesame?Her
worldhadshifted,heraxisforeveraltered,yethereshewas,staringatthe
handmadeblanketandwonderingaboutherplaceintheworld.
She’ddonemuchofthesamethedaybefore,andyetherPackhadchanged
whenshehadn’tbeenlooking.
They’dfoundtheirOmega.
Herwolfsighedhappily,contentforthefirsttimeinherlife.Well,maybe
notfullycontentsincetherewassomethingmissingjustoutofherreach,butas
contentasshewasgoingtobeunmated.
Shecouldn’tquitebelievethatGibsonwastheirnewOmega.He’dalways
beenonthesidelines,theonethere,butnotcompletely.He’dmarkedeachand
everyoneofthePackandmostofthecatsandbears,aswell.He’dbeentheone
totakewhatshouldhavebeenanuglyreminderoftheircaptivityandmakeit
somethingbeautiful,unique,theirs.
Andyetshewasneversurehefeltthatway.
Shecouldstillrememberthewayhe’dneveroncelookedinhereyeswhen
hedidhertattoo.Ithadonlybeenacoupleofyearsago,andthoughhewasa
fewyearsolderthanshewas,Mandyhadthoughtthey’dhadaconnection.
Herwolfhadchosenhimrightthenandthere.
Ofcourse,Mandyhadn’tdoneathingaboutit.
Howcouldshewhenheneverlookedather,neverspoketoher,neveronce
acknowledgedher?
Hewasn’tlikesomeoftheothers,whofeltsubmissivesdidn’thaveaplace
inthePackbecausetheirfirstinstinctwasn’ttofight,buttosoothe.Instead,he
pulledawayanddidhisbesttoensuretheywereneveralonetogether.
Ifshehadbeenanyotherwolf,shemighthaveconfrontedhimonthat.But
herwolfhadn’tbeenableto.
Andwhentheothermanhadenteredtheirden,herwolfhaddonemuchof
thesameasithadwithGibson.Onlynow,insteadofyearningforjustone,it
yearnedfortwowithoutdoingathingaboutit.
Herwolfseriouslyconfusedher.
IfGibsonhadshownanyinterestwhatsoever,she’dhavedoneherbestto
pushherwolftomakeamoveortoatleasthaveanormalconversationwiththe
man.Buthehadn’t,andshehadn’tfoundthecouragetogetrejected.Nowthat
Oliverwasintheden,though…
No,thatcouldn’thappeneither.HewastheForeseer.Someonetruly
importanttohispeople,andsomeonewhoshouldprobablymatewithanother
bearsotheirlineremainedstrong.
Mandyknewshewasn’tnothingandneverthoughtofherselfas‘notgood
enough,’butsometimesbeingasubmissivewolfwasn’ttheeasiestthinginthe
world.Foractionslikegoingfortheman—ormen—shewanted,shehadto
worktwiceashardtofindtheability.Andyetwhenitcametomakingsurethe
dominantmembersofthedenhadaplacewheretheycouldfeelsafeandrelax,
shecoulddothatinapinch.Shewasprettysureshewasthemostsubmissive
shifterintheentirecompound,andwhilethathadneverbotheredherinthepast,
nowitmadeforanawkwardstateofthings.
BeforeGibsonwastheOmega,shefiguredhehadtobenearthetopofthe
dominancechain,thoughhe’dalwayssethimselfapart.Everyone,includingher,
thoughtitwasbecausehewastheonewhotattooedovertheirscarsandbrands.
Now,however,itcouldhavebeeninstinctualsinceOmegaswereoutsidethe
rolesofdominance.Theyweretheoneswhocaredforallemotionswithina
Pack.Andsincetheywerelivinginclosequarterswithbearsandcats,itcould
bethatonedayhewouldcarefortheiremotionalwell-being,aswell.
Oliverwasmuchthesamewithhisabilitytoseethefuture.Withhis
visions,hewasabletoprotectthebears—andthereforethecatsandwolves.
Thoughsheknewittookatollonhimwitheachnewsightbeforeunseen.
Becauseofhisrole,however,hewasalsoontheoutsidelookingin.
Mandysighed,tracingherfingersoverthetightstitchinghergrandmother
haddoneyearsagowhenshe’dmadetheblanket.Theotherwomanhadbeena
maternaldominant,strong,capable,andyetnurturing.
Somedays,Mandyfeltlikenoneofthosethingsandyetallofthematthe
sametime.
“Mandy?Isthisagoodtime?Icancomebackifyouwant,”Arielsaidas
shewalkedintoMandy’sroom.
Mandyturnedandsmiledathernewfriend.Shedidn’thavemanybecause
ofwhereshewasinthePack.Itwashardforthetrulydominanttobecasual
withherwhentheirwolvesurgedthemtoprotectatallcosts.Whileshedidher
besttoallowherownwolftosoothe,usuallyitbecametoomuchofapushand
pullwiththewaytheirwolvesshouldact,ratherthanhowthehumanhalvesof
themcould.
Arielwasdifferent.ThoughshewasmatedtotheAlphaanddecently
dominantinherownright,shehadn’tbeenbornawolf.Becauseshe’dhadso
manyyearsofbeinghuman,theinstinctualwaysomewolvesreactedaround
Mandydidn’tseemtohappentoher.Ofcourse,thatwasn’ttheonlyreason
Mandylikedtheotherwoman,andbecauseofthat,she’dfoundherselfafriend.
“I’mreadynow.Doyouwanttositatthetableandgettowork?”sheasked.
“Iknowwecouldbedoingthisatyourplace,butIfiguredit’snicetogetoutof
theAlphadeneveryonceinawhile.”
ArielrolledhereyesandtuggedMandycloseforahug.“Yeah,sometimesI
needabreakfromthestrengthoftheirwolves.Isweareverydominantwolfnot
onpatrolisinmylivingroomatthemoment.”Hereyesclouded.“AndGibson
isoverthererightnow.”Shepaused,herteethbitingintoherlip.
Mandy’swolfpushedforwardeversoslightly—asaggressiveassheever
got.SheputherhandonAriel’sarmanddidherbesttosoothe.
“Ishedoinganybetter?”shetriedtosoundcasual,butArielsawthrough
herwords.
“Youshouldtellhimhowyoufeel,Mandy,”herfriendandAlpha
whispered.
Mandyshookherhead.“Ithinkhehasenoughfeelingstodealwithatthe
moment.”
Arielwinced.“I’veneverseenanyonesoafraidtotouchanotherperson,
Mandy.Wecan’tgetnearhim,andyeteverytimewegoaway,hewhimpers.”
Shepaused,herwolfinhergaze.“Gibsondoesn’twhimper.Ever.”
Mandy’seyesfilled,andshedidherbesttoblinkthetearsaway.“No,he
doesn’t.He’ssomuchstrongerthanhegiveshimselfcreditforandyet…”
“Andyethewon’tleanonanyone,”Arielfinishedforher.
“IsColethere?”sheasked,speakingoftheFelineTrackerthathadbecome
friendswithGibson.
“Yes,”Arielsaidwithasigh.“Holdenishappyatleasthe’sthere.Therest?
Notsomuch.Okay,soSorenisfinewithit,butIthinkthat’smostlybecause
he’smatedtoacatandourBeta.Buttheotherdominantwolves?Mostofthem
don’twantacatinourbusiness.”
“Whichisstupidbecausewe’reallinthistogethersoeverythingisour
business.”Mandyshookherhead.“Isthereanythingwecando?”
Arielblewoutabreath.“Idon’tknow,butIdon’tthinkallofthose
dominantwolvesnearhimishelping.They’retryingtofigureoutwhoattacked
himandwhyhe’ssuddenlytheOmegaandit’salltoomuch.”
“HewasalwaystheOmega,”Mandysaidsoftly.“Hiswolfjustwasn’tready
beforethis.Andmaybetheattackputitalloutintheopen.”
ArielmetMandy’sgaze.“Iagreewithyou,butnoteveryonedoes.It’sso
weirdforthemrightnowandnothingIdoseemstohelp.”Shepaused.“Ithink
youneedtogotohim,Mandy.”
Mandyshookherhead,herheartinherthroatevenasherwolfperked.“I
can’t.”
“Hemightbewhatyouneed.Youarewhatheneeds.”
Mandyclosedhereyesandcountedtoten,tryingtofindherpathonce
more.Itusedtobeeasierwhenitwasonlyonemanonhermind,butnowthat
thereweretwo,itwasmuchharder.Itwasn’tthatbeinginaménagewithinthe
denwouldbetaboo,itwasthatshewasn’tthekindofshiftermostthought
wouldbeinarelationshiplikethat.Ofcourse,shecouldn’tfindthestrengthto
eventalktothem,soitwasn’tasifanythingwasgoingtocomeofit.
“Let’sgettoworkonourplans,”Mandysaidsoftly.“ThatmuchIcando.”
Arielsighed.“Ifthat’swhatyouwant.Butifyoueverwanttogotohim,I’ll
gowithyou.Hemightneedasubmissivewolftocalmhim,Mandy.ButIcan
findanotherwolf—”
“No,”Mandyinterrupted.Hercheeksheated.“I’llgotohimifheneedsit.I
don’twantanotherwolfaroundhim.”
Ariel’seyesfilledwithtriumph,andMandywantedtokickherself.“Good.
Nowlet’sgettowork.”
Theywenttothetableandrolledouttheirplans.Twenty-fiveyearsago
whenshifterswereforcedbehindwallsandbranded,they’ddoneittoprotect
thosewhocouldn’tfightforthemselves.
ThoselikeMandy.
Andyet,sheknewthoselikeherwerestrongerthantheythoughttheywere.
Nowthattheirpeoplewereonthevergeofarebellion,itwasn’tamatterof
iftheywouldgetout,butwhen.Andwhenthathappened,theyneededtomake
suretheywereready.Childrenandthosewhocouldn’tfightneededtobe
protected.
Shewasn’tsurewhattheworldlookedlikeoutsidethesewalls.She’dbeen
bornintocaptivity,andthewaytheylivednowwastheonlywayshe’dever
known.Butoneday,shewouldbreathefreshairandnotfearforherlifenearthe
wallsthatwereherhome.Thatdaywouldbesoon,shethought.Becauseofthe
workthoseinpositionsofpowerweredoing,aswellasthoseontheoutside.
TheUnseen,theshifterswhohadhiddeninsteadofbeingcaptured,weredoing
theirbesttoprotecttheirownpeople.Butinsodoing,thingswerechangingfor
everyone.
Andwhenthingsbroke,whenthewaytheylivedchanged,Mandywouldbe
oneoftheonestoprotectthosewhocouldn’tprotectthemselves.Shemightbe
submissive,andherfirstinstinctmaynotbetofighttoothandclaw,butshe
wouldshowtheothersshewasstrongerthantheythought.Shewouldalsomake
surethoseinthelineoffireknewtheywereneeded,knewtheyhadsomeoneto
leanonwhenthetimecame.
Thatwasherjob,andshedidn’ttakeitlightly.
SosheandArielwouldmakeplansforthoseintheircareanddotheirbest
tomakesuretheirpeoplewouldbeabletobreathefreelyoncemore.Whilethe
othershiftersinthecompoundwouldlaythegroundworkanddotheactual
fighting,thereweremorethingstoaccomplishthanthat.That’swheresheand
Arielcamein.
Hourslater,herbrainhurtandherbackached,buttheyhadsomesemblance
ofaplan.Onethatcouldgoupinflamesinaninstant,however,sotheywould
makebackupsfortheirbackupsandincludeinsightsfrompeoplewithmore
knowledgeoftheoutsideworldthanshehad.
“I’mgoingbacktomyplacetoseehowHoldenandGibsonareholding
up,”Arielsaidoncetheyweredonefortheday.“Doyouneedanything?Wantto
come?”
Mandyshookherhead.“No,I’mfine.Imightgotothedencentertohelp
outthereandgrababitetoeat.”
Arielfrowned.“Idon’tthinkit’sagoodideatogooutalonerightnow.We
don’tknowwhoattackedGibsonyet.”
Mandysighed.Sheshouldn’tbesurprisedthatArielwasbeing
overprotective,butshewas.
“Shewon’tbealone,”herbestfriendandsometimespaininthebutt,Theo,
saidashewalkedoutofthetrees,Holdenbyhisside.
“YoureallythinkI’mgoingtoletmymatewalkaroundalonerightnow?”
Holdenasked.HebroughtArielcloseandkissedherhard.
Mandyblushedanddidherbestnottostare,butshecouldn’thelpit.What
woulditbeliketohavesomeoneholdherlikethat?Toknowthat,nomatter
what,theywerehers?
Theowrappedhisarmaroundhershoulderandshestiffened.Shetriedto
hideit,buthesawit.Hesighedbutdidn’tremovehisarm.“Wewereheading
overtoseeifyouguyswerehungry.Goodtiming.”Hesoundedcasual,butshe
knewhewasanythingbut.
Hewantedherashismate,butherwolfdidn’twantthesamething.
Itwassomethingthey’dhadtodealwithsinceshe’dcomeofage,andyet
sheknewthatifshedidn’tdosomethingaboutit,herwolfmightjustgiveupon
whomtheytrulywantedandgiveintoTheo.
Andthatwouldbreakher,justalittle.
NotthatTheowasn’tanamazingwolfwhocaredforher,buthewasher
bestfriend.Nothermate.Andthefactthatheknewthatbrokehim,too.
Itjustwasn’tfairthatthetwoshewanteddidn’tseemtoseeher.They
weren’tforheratall.
Andthiswaswhyshedidn’tmate.
“I’mactuallygoingtoseemymatehome,”Holdensaid,hishandfirmlyon
Ariel’sbutt.Itwasawonderhelethismateoutofbed.
“We’llgogetfood,then,”Theosaid.“Seeyou.”
Mandysighedasshewavedgoodbyetotheothers.“Youcouldhaveasked,
youknow.”
Theolookeddownather,afrownonhisfaceaswellasagenerallookof
confusion.“Whatdoyoumean?”
Sheheldbackanothersigh.Hejustdidn’tgetit.Hewasjustsodominant
andpushy,evenwhenhedidn’tthinkhewasbeingpushy.Henevermeant
anythingbadbyit,buthealsocouldn’thelpit.Iftheyweretrulymates,hiswolf
wouldn’tautomaticallypushherintoalittleboxofhelplessness,buthedidn’t
seeitthatway.
Andthat’swhytheywouldnevermate,evenifherwolftriedtogivein
eventually.
Mandywantedbetterforherself.
Evenifitbrokeherbestfriend’sheart.
“Let’sjustheadthatway,”shesaid,ignoringhisquestion.Hewouldn’t
understandanyway.Hewasonlyayearolderthanher,andbecauseoftheway
hiswolfwasranked,hewasn’tasincontrolastheothermalesintheden.
Meaning,hehonestlycouldn’thelphimselfwhenhedidhiscavemanroutine.
Thatdidn’tmeanshewasgoingstandforiteveryday.Itjusttookheralittle
whiletogaintheconfidencetospeakhermind.
Heputhisarmaroundhershouldersoncemoreandtheymadetheirwayto
thedencenter.BecauseofthewaytheSAUhadgroupedthem,shifterswere
forcedtoliverelativelyclosetooneanother.Butinsteadofinfightinganddaily
challengesthatwouldendinpainanddeath,they’dcreatedadentheycouldlive
inforthetimebeing.Withinthedencenter,therewerelargemeetingplacesfor
variousgroupsofshifters,plusfoodstorageandotherplacesthatallowedthem
tosurvivethelongwintermonths.
Andsincesomeofthematernalslovedtocookforlargegroupsofpeople,
therewereacoupleofcafé-likeplaceswereeveryonecouldgrababitetoeat
withouthavingtocookthemselves.ItworkedforMandysinceshetendedto
burnthingsifshetriedtoohard.
Theywerealmosttothebuildingwhenthefamiliarscentofbearandman
hithernose.Herwolfbrushedather,tryingtogetalookatthemantheywanted.
Theo’sarmtightenedaroundhershoulders,andsheknewhiswolfhadcaught
herreaction.Damnshiftersandtheirheightenedsenses.
Olivercameoutofagroupoftrees,alone,hisheaddownashewalkedback
towardhishome.Shewantedtogotohim,tobenearhim,ifonlyforamoment,
butOliverdidn’tevenlookather,andTheo’sarmfeltlikeabandaroundher,
keepingherclose.
Thenasifinsweetmercy,Oliverlookedupather.Hefinallylooked.
Shemethisgaze,theblueofhiseyesstarkintheirneedandpain—intheir
knowing.Mandyinhaled,theintensityofhisbeingalmosttoomuchforher,
thoughherwolfwantedtogetcloser,toseehim,tobewithhim.
Theobegantopullherawaybeforeshecouldevensayaword,whenOliver
staggered.Withoutasecondthought,shepulledfromherbestfriendandranto
thebear’sside.
Shepressedherbodytohis,keepinghimupright.“Oliver?Doyouneedto
sitdown?”
Helookeddownather,confused,andputhishandonhershoulder.This
time,shedidn’twanttopullawaylikeshehadwithTheo.Instead,herwolfslid
upclosetothesurface,needinghistouch,cravingit.
Theystoodthere,oneofherhandsonhischest,theotheronhisback,and
heleanedonher.Shedidn’tevencomeuptohisshoulders,andyetsheknewshe
washelpingatleastalittle.
“Thankyou,”Oliversaidsoftly,hisvoiceadeeprasp.“Itripped.”
Shetastedthelie,butsheletitgo.Oh,hemighthavetripped,butthat
wasn’ttheextentofit.SheknewbeingtheForeseermeantthateachvisiontook
alittlemoreoutoftheperson.Shewasn’tsurehowhehandledseeingpartsof
thefuture,neverknowingifwhathesawwouldcometopass.Yethedidhis
best,evenifhecuthimselfofffromeveryone.Sherarelysawhimwithintheden
centersurroundedbypeople.Itwasalwaysonlyintimeslikethesewhilethey
passedoneanother.Alwaysbeingnear,butnevertooclose.
Onlynow,shehadherhandsonhim.Shewasprettyclose,allright.
“Everythingokay?”Theoaskedashecameclose.Shecouldfeeltheheatof
himbehindher,butunlikewithOliver,herwolfdidn’tpressher.Ifanything,her
wolfwenttowardOliverevenmore.
OliverlookedoverheratTheoandfrowned.Hepulledawayfromherand
sighed.“I’mfinenow.Thankyou.”
Theopulledhertowardhimthen,andshewantedtoclawathim,butthat
wasn’tinherwolf’snature.WhenOliverdidn’treachforher,sheletTheopull
herawayfully.Damnherwolf.Damnitall.
Ofcourse,assoonasshethoughtthat,anotherscentcameuponthemand
shewantedtocurse.Awolf.
Gibsonlookedlikehe’dbeenthroughhell.Darkcirclesunderhiseyesmade
hisskinstandoutinstarkcontrasttothedarkofhishair.Helookedlikehe’dlost
weightinthedayshehadn’tseenhim.
Heglancedbetweenthethreeofthem—Oliver,her,andTheo,andfrowned
justasOliverhad.WhenhisgazesettledontheterritorialwayTheoheldher,
shetriedtopullaway,butTheowastoostrong.
GibsonwentuptoOliver’ssideandlookedattheothermanintensely.
“Let’sgetyouhome,bigguy.”
“You’renotlookingsostrongyourselfrightnow,wolf,”Olivergrumbled.
“Thenit’lltakebothofus,”Gibsonsaidsimply.HeturnedtoMandy.“I’ve
gotthis.YoushouldgowithTheo.Don’twantadominantwolfallriledup.”
Sheblinkedathim,annoyedandhurt.HewastheOmeganow.Howcould
henotfeelwhatshefelt?Howcouldhenotknowthatshedidn’twantTheo,that
shewantedthemenbeforeher?Ofcourse,sheknewthathecouldn’tpullthe
differentemotionsbetweensomanypeopleapartyet,butthatdidn’tmatter.
Herwolfwantedhim,wantedOliver,andyettheypushedhertowardTheo.
Shewatchedthemenwalkawaywithoutanotherword,herheartbreaking.
Sheneededtotellthem,neededtoshowthemwhoshewasandfindthecourage.
Becausethiswaskillingher.
Theohuggedherclose,andshefinallypulledaway.Itwaseasierwhenthere
weren’tothersaround;whenhewasn’tholdingastightlybecausehiswolfdidn’t
havetofightfordominance.
“Whatwasthat?”heasked,genuineconfusiononhisface.
“I’mnotyourmate,Theo,”sheblurted.Hiseyeswidened.“Stoptreating
melikeIcan’tbenexttoothermen.”
“But…Ithought…”Theo’svoicetrailedoff,andshewantedtokickherself
forbeingsodirect.
“Gotothedencenter,”shesaidafteramoment.“Ineedaminuteto
myself.”
Theostudiedherface.“I’llwalkyouback.”
Sheopenedhermouthtospeak,butheshookhishead.
“It’snotsafealonerightnow,”hesaid,hisvoicestern.
“Theo…”
“Notnow,Mandy.”Hesighed.“Notnow.”
Mandysighedherself,andinawkwardsilence,walkedbesideTheoasthey
wentbacktoherplace.She’dchangedthings,perhapsbrokenwhosheandTheo
weretogether,butshewasn’tsureshe’dhavedoneitanotherway.
Herwolfdidn’twantTheothewayhiswolfwantedher.Itwasn’tfairto
eitherofthem,andyetshewasafraidshe’dwreckedtheonefriendshipthathad
kepthersanewithinthesedenwalls.
WhenTheoleftheraloneatherplace,sheshutthedoorbehindhimand
sanktothefloor.She’dneverlikedwhenshecouldn’tfindthecouragetodo
whatshehadtodoinordertosurviveandbreathe.She’dgonetoOliver’sside
whenshemightnothavebefore,andthatwasatleastastepintheright
direction.
AsforhurtingTheo’sfeelings,shewouldmendthatbecausethatwaswho
shewas.Butshewouldmakesureheknewwhatsheneededinordertobeher.
Shejusthopedshehadn’tdamagedwhattheyhadirrevocablyalready.
AsforGibsonandOliver,perhapsitwastimeforhertoshowthemwhat
beingasubmissivewolfmeantinthegrandschemeofthings.
Shewouldn’tgiveup,wouldn’twalkaway.Butthatmeantshehadtogo
aboutthingsalittledifferentlythanshewouldifshewereadominantwolf.She
wouldn’tbargeinanddemandforthemtotellhereverything,toshowherwhat
sheneeded.
Butshe’dfindawaytomakesomethinghappen.
BecauseherPackwasinastateofchange,andMandywasabouttochange
rightalongwithit.
Chapter3
Deathclawedathim,diggingitstalonsintohisbackandsoul.Olivertried
tofightoffthedarkcapedsoldieroffatebutknewthatifhedidn’tfindaway
outofthedepthsofhisownsubconscious,hewouldlose.
Olivershookhimselfwithinthedreamthatwasnodreambutfoundhimself
trapped.Hesighedandtookalookaroundathissurroundings,knowingthis
couldbeimportantoncehewokeup.
Talltreesblockedthemoonlightfromhittingthesoftgroundbelowhisbare
feet.Heletoutabreath.Sohewasintheden’ssmall,forestedarea,devoidof
homes.Thiswaswherehispeoplewouldgoonhuntswithinthedenwallsto
allowtheirbeaststofeelthemoonandnature.Thoughinthisvision,themoon
wouldn’thelp,anditwouldhavetobeOliveralonewhogothimselfoutofit.
Becausewhateverhappenedtohimwithinthevision,alsohappenedtohis
bodyoutsidethescopeofthisdreamthatwasn’tadream.Thatwaswhywith
eachvision,eachglimpseintothefuture,heknewhewasonestepcloserto
death.
Whileothersthoughtitwasmerelytheweightofthevisionstakingtheirtoll
thattiredhimandtookfromhim,thatwasn’tallofit.Helivedthedeathshesaw,
livedthepainandtorment.
Andifheweren’tasstrongashewas—oratleastasstrongasheoncewas
—he’dhavediedlongago.
ThatwaswhyitwasthebearthatheldthemantleofForeseer.Ursines
possessedthestrengthtoholdoffdeathforaslongaspossible.Thewolvesheld
theOmega,fortheyweretheonesclosesttotheirbeastsandhearts,ableto
comprehendeveryemotionandtraceofempathy.Thecatswerethewilyones,
theoneswhoheldthemselvesclosesttothevest,sotheyheldtheShaman,the
magicwielder.
Oliverwasthefatebringer,Gibsonthefatesoother,andtheunknown
ShamanoftheFelines,thefatechanger.Together,theywouldonedaybeableto
bringpurehealthanddepthwithinthePack.Withouteachfacet,thewaythe
bondsofthosetheyled,thosetheyfollowedwouldneverbewhole.
Ofcourse,Oliverhadbeenalonefartoolongwithhisduties,andtheyhad
takentheirtoll.MaybenowthatGibsonhadfoundhistruecallingthingswould
change,buthewasn’tsosure.Thewolfwastoofargonedownhisownpathof
whathethoughthewouldbe,andOlivercouldn’tholdthemantleforever.
Andtheydidn’thavetheirShamantocompletethecircle.
Agrowlsoundedwithinhisvisionandheturnedtowardit,knowinghe
neededtogethisheadoutofmusingsofwhatthefuturecouldbringandintothis
future.
Thevisiondarkened,andhedidhisbesttofocus.Thingsweren’talways
easytounderstandwithinthefoggydarknessthatwashismindduringanew
scene.
Heblinkedashisnephews,AnyaandCole’scubs,LucasandOwen,ran
throughtheclearing,theirpanickedgrowlshittinghisgutlikealeadhammer.
Herantowardthem,butthetreesspreadoutaroundhim,blockinghimfromthe
littleboys.Colejumpedoutofatreethen,bloodcoatinghisfurashefoughtoff
adarkenemy.
Olivercouldn’tseewhoitwas,onlythatitwasn’thuman.Whoeverwould
puthisfamilyindangerwasashifter,andthatputOliveronedge.Hisbody
shiftedintohisbear,hishumprising,hisjawunhingingasheroared.
HewenttoCole’sside,tryingtohelp,butcouldn’treachhim,thedarkness
overtakinghimoncemore.
Oliverblinked,andinsteadofColeandthecubsinfrontofhim,twowolves
fought,backtoback.Orrather,onewolfbattledandtheotherlimpedbehind
whiletheytriedtokeepthefightingwolf’sbacksafefromwhoeverattacked
them.
Oliverinhaledandstaggeredonfourpaws.Mandywashurt,andeven
thoughshewasasubmissivewolf,shewasdoingherbesttoprotectGibson.The
malewolf,Gibson,foughtwithhisheart,butitwasn’tenoughagainstthe
onslaughtofsomanyoftheirenemies.
Oliverrantowardthem,desperatetosavethem,butitwastoolate.
Somethingpiercedhisside,afierypainarchingoverhischestandthroughhis
body.Heroaredagain,andthistime,itendedonascream.
Hewokeupinhisbed,aloneandsweaty,thescentofGibsonandMandy
coatinghisskin.
Heletoutashakybreathandswallowedthebileinhisthroat.Whycouldhe
scentthosetwoasiftheyhadbeenhereinsteadofjustinhisvision?He’dnever
hadthathappenbefore.Infact,hewasn’tsurehe’deverhadsuchaclearvision
ofshiftersthatwerenotbearbefore.
Hisbearneededair,andsodidhe.
Oliverstrippedoffhissheetsandsighed.He’dneedtowashthemagain
sincehe’dsweatedthroughthelot.Thathadbeenhappeningmoreandmore
oftenlately.Atleastthebrightsidethistimewasthathewouldn’thavetoface
Anya’sworriedstaresanymore.Nowthatshe’dmovedintoCole’splacewith
theboys,Oliverwasalonetohidehisshameandtheevidenceofhisdeclining
health.
Itwashardenoughknowinghewasdyinginch-by-inch,vision-by-vision,
withouthavingtobreakhissister’sheartintheprocess.
Hequicklyputhissheetsandpajamabottomsintheancientwashing
machinehesharedwithafewothershifters.Thoughhelivedalone,hedidhis
besttosharewhathehad.Itwasn’teasywhentheSAUkeptmovingthem
aroundonawhim,butOliverwouldn’tletothersbeinconveniencedbecausehe
neededmore…thingsthanothersbecauseofhisroleinthePack.
Insteadofgoingoutsiderightaway,hejumpedintheshowerandsetthe
spraytocold.He’dwantanothershowerlater,andhemightaswellwashoffthe
sweatandnotwastethemeagerhotwaterhehad.
Hequicklysoapedup,doinghisbesttopushthevisionsfromhisbrainjust
forthemoment.Ofcourse,itwasneveraseasyasthat,andhecouldn’tget
thoughtsofGibsonandMandyoutofhishead.Despitethefrigidwater
temperature,hiscockhardenedatthethoughtofthem.
Hisbearwantedthemboth,andfrankly,sodidtheman.Ifheweren’tsucha
badbet,hemighthavedonesomethingaboutit.Withhowfewshiftersthere
werewithinthedenwalls,eveniftheywereintightquarters,itwasn’t
uncommonfortriadstodevelop.Hell,ithadn’tbeenthatuncommontwenty-five
yearsagowhentheylivedinsecretamidthehumanpopulation.
Andthoughitwouldn’tmakeothersbataneyeatthesight,heknewhe
couldn’thavebothofthem.Mandywassosweet,soinnocent,andfromwhat
he’dseen,inthesightsofanotherwolf.Theo.
AndGibson…Gibsonwasn’tforhim.Evenbeforehe’dbecometheOmega,
hewastooremote,tooself-sacrificingtobewithaForeseer.Thewolfneededto
bewithsomeonewhowaswholesincehegavesomuchofhimself.
Andthatwasn’tOliver.
Hesighed,buthiscockdidn’tseemtopayattention.Andbecauseofthat,he
grippedhimself,usingsoaptomakelatherashesqueezedthebase.Itwouldn’t
bewrongifhethoughtofthemwhiledoingthis…aslongastheydidn’tknow.
Peoplefantasizedaboutotherswhilegettingthemselvesoffallthetime.
Andifthishadbeenthefirsttimehe’ddoneit,hemighthavebelievedthat.
YetOliverknewhe’dcrossedthatlineweeksago.Sonow,ashepumpedhisfist
androckedhiships,hewoulddowhathehadtodo,whatheneededtodo,and
livewiththeconsequences.
Hesqueezedhimselfagain,hispaceincreasingasheimaginedMandyon
herkneesinfrontofhim,takinghimintohermouth.SherodeGibson’sface,her
eyeswideandfilledwithpassion.HeimaginedGibsonfistinghimselfashe
lickedtheirlover,andOlivergroaned,comingagainsttheshowerwall.Hisbody
shook,butthistimeforawholedifferentreasonandheturnedoffthewater,a
littleembarrassedwithhimself.
He’dgoneoffalittlefastforhistastes,butheknewitwasonlytakingthe
edgeoffatthispoint.ThenexttimehefacedeitherMandyorGibson,hewould
havetotrytoclearhismindofwhattheylookedlikewhentheycamewithhim.
Notthatheactuallyknewthat,buthe’dimagineditenoughthathecouldatleast
picturewhathethoughtthey’dlooklikeinthethroesofpassion.
Therewassomethingclearlywrongwithhimthathecouldcomesosoon
afteravisionofdeathanddamning.
He’dsurvivedthevision,however,andthathadtocountforsomething.And
ifjustthethoughtofthosetwocouldbringhimsomeformof…life…thenhe’d
takeit.
Buttherewassomethingwrongwithhimnonetheless.
HedressedquicklyinapairofoldjeansandaT-shirtthathadseenbetter
days.Itwasn’tasifhewouldbeseeinganyonetoday.Noonecametohimfor
help.Theydidn’twanttoknowifhe’dseentheirdeaths.Ofcourse,itwasn’t
alwaysthatclear.He’dseendeathsthathadplayedoutjustashe’dseenthem,
butmostofthetime,itwasmoreofanomen,awarningofwhatcouldhappen.
Hedidhisbesttowarnwhomhecould,butsometimes,thingslikeoldage
couldn’tbestopped.
Andsometimes,thevisionswereliketheywerelastnight,wheretheydidn’t
trulymakesense.Hedidn’tknowifColewouldbefightingadarkentityone
day.Hedidn’tknowifGibsonandMandywouldbealonewhentheyfoughtoff
theirattackers.Hejustknewthatchangewascomingforthemall.
Andhehadtofigureoutwhattodoaboutthat.
Withasigh,hepaddedouttohisporch,annoyedthathehadn’tmade
himselfcoffee,andsankdowntotheoldwoodensteps.Hisheadhurt,andhe
knewheneededadoseofcaffeinetomakeitthroughtheday.Itwasbarely
dawn,thefirstlightjustpeekingoverthetalltreessurroundinghishome.Ifhe
listenedcarefully,hecouldhearthesoundsofAnyaandColewakingupforthe
dayandthecubssnoringintheirbeds.Ofcourse,sinceheknewhissisterand
newbrother-in-lawalittletoowell,heblockedouttheirvoices—Colewasa
little…loudinthemornings.Therewerejustsomethingshedidn’tneedto
know.Thatwasanotherreasonwhyhe’dbeenhappywithAnyamovingout,
evenifshewasonlyalittleacrosstheway.
Hisotherneighbor,however,well,he’dlistentohimalldayifhecould.
Asifhe’dconjuredhimfromthinair,Gibsonslidthroughthetrees,two
cupsofcoffeeinhishands.Hishairwasdisheveled,long,andhanginginhis
face.He’dputonawhiteT-shirt,butOliverwasprettysureitwasinsideout.
Theothermanhadalsoputonjeans,buttheywereridingsolowthateitherthe
wolfhadlostevenmoreweight,orhehadn’tbuttonedthem.
Oliverdidhisbesttonotswallowhistongueatthesight.
“Ididn’tscentcoffeefromyourplacesoIbroughtyousome,”Gibson
growled.“IneedcaffeineifI’mgoingtobeupatthisungodlyhour.”Hehanded
overacupandOlivernodded.“Idon’tknowhowyoulikeyourcoffee,so
black’sgoingtohavetodo.”
HesatdownnexttoOliverandsighed.
“Black’sfine,”Oliversaidsoftly.“Black’sjustfine.”Hepaused.“Thank
you.”
“You’rewelcome.”Theysatthereinsilence,drinkingtheircoffeeand
watchingthemorningcome.
Hisbearsettleddown,enjoyingthewayGibsonwassoclose.Theyweren’t
touching,buttheywereseatedcloseenoughthathecouldfeeltheheatradiating
offtheotherman.Olivertookadeepbreathandknewitwasamistake.The
Omega’srichscentwashedoverhimandhehadtoholdbackagroan.
Insteadofdoingsomethinglikeactingonhisinstincts,heranahand
throughhiswethairandgrimaced.Heneededtoatleastbrushthemasswhenit
wasatthislength.Sinceitwentpasthisshoulders,heusuallyhaditbackina
ponytail,buthe’dsleptroughly,andhadshoweredwithoutbotheringtowashit
becausehe’djustneededthewatersluicingdownhisskin.Nowhehadatangled
messthatmatchedhisroughbeardthathadgrownpasthischin.
Heprobablylookedlikeahomelesspersonwhoneededahotmeal.No
wonderGibsonhadshownupwithcoffee.
“Ifeltyou,youknow,”Gibsonsaidfinally,andOliversetdownhisnow
emptycoffeecup.
“Whatdoyoumean?”heaskedroughly.
Gibsonsetdownhiscup,aswell.“Ifeltyourpain,theangstofyourdream.
Orwasitavision?”Heshookhishead,hishairbrushingthetopsofhis
shoulders.“Idon’tknowexactlyhow,butIfeltit.”HelookedintoOliver’sface.
“I’mnotsupposedtofeelabear,amI?Ormaybewe’reallonePacknowthat
we’resocloseandformingbondswithintheden.”Hepaused.“ButOliver,Ifelt
it.Ifthat’swhatyoufeelineachvision,thenIdon’tknowhowyoucanmakeit
througheachday.”Hisbodyshuddered.“Thatwas…itwasalot.”
Oliversat,stunned.Noonehadeverfeltevenaninklingofwhatitmeantto
behim,toexperienceavision.He’dnevermetanotherForeseer.Unlikethoseof
hispast,hehadn’tbeentrainedalongsidethosewhoheldhisabilities.Instead,he
hadtofeelhiswayaroundhisroleinthePack—muchlikeGibsonwouldhave
todonow.
“Ididn’tknowyoucoulddothat.”
GibsonmetOliver’sgaze.“Ididn’tknowIcouldeither.”Heswallowed
hard,andOliverwatchedthewayhisthroatworked,tryingnottofeellikea
lech.Thefactthathewasayearyoungerthantheothermandidn’tmatter.“I’m
stillgettingthehangofthis.It’sonlybeenafewdays,andit’snotlikeIknow
whatI’mdoing,butI’mtrying.Ican’tfigureoutwhichemotiongoestowhich
personyetunlessI’malonewiththem.AndIcanatleastblockthosefaraway
fromme.”Hesighed.“Thankfully,Idon’tlivebyalotofpeople.”
“JusttheTrackerandtheForeseer,whoneedtobealoneforreasonsoftheir
own.”HeandColelivedneareachotherontheedgeofthedenbecauseoftheir
roleswithintheirPacks.Gibsonhadbeentherefirst,however,becauseOliver
figuredhefeltresponsibleformarkingeachmemberofthePackaroundtheir
brand,andneedingtobealonewasaresultofthatresponsibility.
“WhatIfeltwasn’tCole,”Gibsonsaidsoftly.“Idon’tknowhowIknow
that,Ijustknow.”Hestoodthen,runningahandthroughhishair.“I’m
apparentlygoingtobeabletohealnotonlyemotionalwoundsbutphysicalones
aswelleventually.ButIhavenoideawhatthehellI’mdoing.”
Oliverleanedbackagainstthestairs.“Welcometotheclub.”
GibsonsighedandmetOliver’sgaze.“Doyouneedtotalkaboutwhatyou
saw?”
Olivershookhishead.“Notnow.”
“Okay,then.”
Therewasanawkwardsilenceasthetwostaredatoneanother.Oliver
didn’tknowwhyGibsonhadcome,otherthanthathe’dfelthehadto.Buthad
thatbeenbecausehewastheOmega…orforanothermorepersonalreason?
Oliveropenedhismouthtospeakasawarmandsweetscentfilledhisnose.
HeturnedasMandycamethroughthesamegroupingoftreesGibsonhad
earlier,herhairinamessybunonthetopofherheadandafrownonherface.
OliverscrambledtohisfeetevenasGibsonrantowardher.
“What’swrong?”Gibsonasked,takingherinhisarms.
WhileOliverhadfeltjealousywhenhe’dseenTheoholdher,seeingGibson
withhisarmsaroundhergavehimacompletelydifferent—andperhaps
welcome—feeling.
MandywrappedherarmsaroundGibson’swaistandsighed.Whenshe
lookedoveratOliver,sheheldoutahand,andhewentstraighttoher.Whenhis
handtouchedhers,hisbearrelaxed,surprisinghim.
He’dknownMandywasasubmissivewolf,buthe’dneverfeltthefull
effectofthatuntiljustnow.Evenwhenhe’dleanedonheracoupleofdays
before,ithadn’tbeenthesamebecausehisbearhadjustgottenoutofavision
andTheohadbeentoonearforhimtothinkreasonably.
“Ihadanightmare,”shesaidwithalaugh.Shepulledawaythen,butkept
herhandinOliver’swhiletakingGibson’swithherother.“Itsoundssillynow
but…”shetrailedoff.“ItwasaboutthetwoofyouandIneededtobehere.I
don’tknowwhy,butIneededto.I’veneverhadanightmarelikethatandyetI
knewitwasimportantthatIdid.”
Oliverfrowned.Wasitjustacoincidencethatthefirsttimehehadavision
aboutthetwoofthem,Gibsonhadfelttheemotionaltugbetweenthemand
Mandyhadhadanightmarethatbroughthertotheirsides?Hebelievedinfate
andthefactthathecouldchangeitifeventsoccurredintherightway,butasfor
somethinglikethis…hewasn’tsure.Yethecouldn’tdenythefactthatthethree
ofthemwerealone,holdingoneanotherasiftheyhadalwaysdonesointhe
past.Somethinghadshifted.
FromthewayGibsonandMandylookedateachotherandhim,they’dfelt
thatshift,aswell.Theyweren’thumans;theywereshifters.Thesubtlenuances
tohowtheyreactedtooneanotherwouldn’tgounnoticed.Andoncetheymade
adecisionaboutcertainthings…thingsheknewthattheyneededtodiscuss,
thingswouldforeverbealtered.
Heletoutabreath.Hewasgettingaheadofhimself.Firstthingsfirst.
“Comeinside,”hesaidtobothofthem.“I’llmakecoffee.”Helookedat
Gibson.“Morecoffee.AndIthinkIhavesomeformoffoodsomewherethatwe
canscroungeup.ThenwecantalkaboutMandy’snightmare,thefactthat
Gibsoncamehereandwhy…andotherthings.”
Mandysqueezedhishand.“Ithink…IthinkI’dlikethat.”
Gibsonlookedbetweenthem.“Yeah,thatwouldbeagoodidea.”
HeletgoofMandy’shandandfeltthelossimmediately.
Stopgettingaheadofyourself,Oliver.
Hemadehiswayintohishome,GibsonandMandyrightbehindhim.Itwas
strange,havingthembothinhishouserightafterthinkingaboutthetwoofthem
likehehad.Ablushslashedhischeeksashethoughtofexactlywhathe’ddone
withtheirimagesinhismind,andheturnedawayfromtheircuriousglances.He
wentaboutstartingapotofcoffeewhilesearchingthroughhiscabinets.
HeletoutasighoftriumphashespottedthecontainerofmuffinsAnyahad
putintherethedaybefore.Thankfully,shekepthimfed,andnowhewouldbe
abletofeedthesetwo,aswell.
Hesetthemuffinsonthesmall,beaten-uptableinhiskitchenasMandyand
Gibsoneachtookachair.
Hesatdownaswell,theawkwardnessofthesituationsettlingoverhisskin.
“So…”
“So…”Gibsonrepeated.
Mandyletoutabreathandrolledbackhershoulders.“So…yeah.Ihada
nightmare.Idon’tknowwhatitwasactually.Itwasdark,andtherewas
growling,anditscaredme.SoIcamehere.”Sheblushed.“Idon’tknowwhyI
camehereinsteadofgoingtoArielorTheo,butIdid.”
AtthesoundofTheo’sname,Gibsonletoutagrowl,surprisingthethreeof
them.
“Theo’sjustmyfriend,”Mandysaidsoftly.“That’sallheeverwas.”
Gibsonblinked.“Ithoughthewasgoingtobeyourmate.”
Sheshookherhead,andOliverwatchedGibson’sshouldersrelax.“He
wantedmore,butIneverwouldhavematedhim.”Shescrunchedhernose.
“Well,Imighthavelateronifmywolffinallygavein,butshewanted…wants
someoneelse.”Shesighed.“Iwantedsomeoneelse.Stilldo.”
Oliverfroze,asdidGibson.Thesoundofthecoffeepercolatingfilledthe
silenceandtheywaitedforMandytofinish.
“Thisisn’teasyyouknow,”Mandygrumbled.“I’mnotusedtobeingso
openandforward,andyoutwosittingthereallgrowlyandintimidatingisn’t
helping.”
Oliversmiledsoftlyatthat.“We’renotgrowlingrightnow.”
SheraisedabrowandpointedatGibson.“Hegrowled.”
Theothermanhelduphishands.“Yeah,I’mawolf.Idothat.He’sabear,
hetendstogrumbleandhuffmorethangrowl.”
Oliversnorted.“True.Anddon’tforgettheroaring.”
Mandysmiledashehopedshewouldandappearedtorelaxsomewhat.
“Anyway,I’mgoingtobeanidiotandsaysomethingIprobablyshouldn’t.But
youknowwhat?We’relivinginatimewherethingsareallupintheair,andI
mightaswelljustgoforit.Becausewaitingisn’thelpinganyone,andI’mkind
offreakingmyselfoutoverthewholething.”
Shepaused,metbothoftheirgazes.“Mywolfwantsyouboth.There.Isaid
it.”
Oliverstudiedherface,inaweofthestrengththatlaywithinher.Shewasa
submissivewolf,onewhosoothedandstayedinthebackground.Forherto
comeoutandsaywhatshehadmeantthatshe’dtrulyneededto…italsomeant
thatshewasmuchstrongerthananyonerealized.
Itmadehisbearcomeclosertothesurface,andthemanseeherforwhoshe
was.
Awomanheneeded.
Awomanhewanted.
Butthingsweren’taseasyasthat,andtheothersneededtoknowthat.“I’m
notlongforthisworld,Mandy.I’mtheForeseer.Youknowthattakesatoll.”
Mandy’schinrose.“That’swhyyouneedsomeoneyoucanleanon.And
I’mnotsayingweshouldbematesrightnow.It’snotasfastasthat.Butmaybe
wecanseeifthatcanbeourpath.Isawthewayyoutwolookedatmejustnow,
andthewayyoutwolookedatoneanother.I’mnotcrazy.”
“It’snotaseasyasleaningonsomeone,”hesaidsoftly,awareGibson
hadn’tsaidathing.“Witheachvision,Ilosepartofmyself.I’mdying,Mandy.”
Mandy’seyesfilledbutsheshookherhead.“Weallare.AndI’mnotgoing
toletyoudiewithoutafight.AndneitherwillAnyaoranyonewhoknowsyou.”
SheturnedtoGibson.“Andyou?You’vebeensilent.IfI’mjustkiddingmyself,
letmeknowsoIcangohomeandhide.Okay?”
Oliverreachedoutandgrippedherhand,hatingthatshelookedlikehe’d
hurther.
“I’mnewatthiswholeOmegathing,”Gibsonsaidsoftly.“I’mtryingto
navigatethefactthatyoubothhavesomuch…hope…andfearwithinyou.And
it’smixingwithmine.SoIdon’tknowwhattothink.”Hepaused.“Youknow
someonetriedtokillme,right?Itmightnotbesafeforthetwoofyoutobenear
me.”
Olivergrowledatthat.“We’reallindanger,andthey’regoingtofindout
whohurtyou.”
“Didyouseethatinavision?”Gibsonasked,curious.
“No,myvisionsdon’tworklikethat.”
“Thenwillyoutellushowtheywork?”Mandyasked.“Letushelp?”She
winced.“Letmehelp,atleast.”ShelookedatGibson.“Letmehelpyou,too.It’s
whatIdo.It’swhatIwanttodo.Andyes,mywolfwantsyou,butthewomanin
mewantstogettoknowthebothofyou.AndI’mtiredofbeingonthe
sidelines.”Sheswallowedhard.“Whatdoyousay?Doyouthinkyoucantakea
chanceonasubmissivewolfwhotendstoblurtthingsoutatthewrongtime?”
Thecoffeemachinebeeped,butOliverignoredit.Thiswaswhathewanted,
whathe’ddreamtofwhenhewasallowedtodreamasamanratherthanthe
Foreseer.Ifhedidthis,hemighthurtthembothintheprocess.Butsomething
waspushinghimforward,whetheritwasfateorjusthisownwill,hedidn’t
know.
Buthecouldtakethischance.
Itwastheonlyonehehad.
Gibsonwasthefirsttospeak.“Idon’tknowwhat’scoming.Ijustknow
somethingis.”Heranahandthroughhishair.“ButIcan…Icantakethat
chance.”Helookedateachofthem.“Iwantto.”
“AsdoI,”Oliveradded.“Iwanttoseeifwecandothis.”
Andwiththat,somethingclickedintoplacewithinhim.
Hedidn’tknowwhatwasnext,butheknewhemightnotbealonewhenit
happened.Hemightbreakhimselfintheprocessoffiguringoutwhatwasgoing
onbetweenthethreeofthem,buthesworetohimselfthathewouldn’tbreakthe
othertwo.
He’dalwaysseendeath.Neverhisown,buthe’dneverseentruehope
either.
Maybe,justmaybe,thiscouldbeit.
Chapter4
Gibsonpinchedhimself,wonderinghowtheheckhe’dendeduphere.He’d
wokenupfromarestlesssleepbecausehe’dfeltOliver’svision.Hewasn’tsure
howbeinganOmegawassupposetoworkfully,buthewouldhavethoughtthe
factthatOliverwasabearwouldlimitthewayGibsoncouldgothroughthe
emotionsandvividnessofthevision.
Asitwas,hestillwasn’tsurewhathewassupposedtodowiththese
newfoundpowers.OthersinthePackseemedtothinkhewouldbetheirsavior;
theonewhowouldbeabletobringanewhealthtotheirpeople.Hedidn’tthink
ofhimselfthatway,andhewasworriedthathe’dfail.
That’swhathedid.
Hefailedattryingtobringasenseofownershipandpridetoabrandput
therebythosewho’denslavedthem.Hefailedattryingtofindawaytofitin
withhispeople.AndhewasfailingatfiguringoutwhattodowithMandyand
Oliver.
Somehow,he’dendedupatOliver’stablenexttothetwopeoplehewanted
butshouldn’thave.Andyettheywantedhimjustasmuch.
He’dhavepinchedhimselfagaintomakesurehewasawake,butfromthe
wayMandywaslookingathim,hefiguredheshouldprobablysaysomething
ratherthansittingherelikeanidiot.
Theywantedtobewithhim.Withhim.Thelonerwolf,whogrumbledmore
thanhespoke.He’dhavethoughtOliverwouldwanttobewithanotherbearto
helphimwithhisburden,andMandy…well,he’dthoughtMandywaswith
Theo.
Apparently,he’dbeenwrongonallaccounts.
Andnowheretheywere,calmlydiscussingformingapartnership.Of
course,they’dcarefullynotmentionedthewordmating.Asifoncetheydid,
thingswouldgettooserious.
“Gibson?”Mandyasked,hervoicesoft.Helovedthatvoice,thewayit
wrappedaroundhimandhiswolf.Healwaysfeltlikehewasbeingpettedwhen
shespokedirectlytohim—notthatshedidthatoften.Butwhenshedid?He
buriedhimselfinit,rollingaroundlikeapupinfreshlycutgrass.
Shereachedoutandputherhandonhisfist.Hehadn’tevenrealizedhe’d
putbothhandsonthetable,asifhe’dneededtogripsomethinginordertostay
centered,groundedinreality.Hisbrainhurt,hisheartjustasmuch,butforsome
reason,itwasn’tasbadasithadbeenthepastfewdays.Sincehe’dfirstfound
outthathewastheOmega,he’dhadtowadethroughemotionafteremotion,
sometimesfallingtohiskneeswhenitbecametoomuch.Overtime,heknew
he’dbeabletofindeachindividualthreadandworkwithit,eithertakingthe
feelingintohimselfifitwastoomuchfortheothershifter,orusingittomake
suretheywerehealthy.Oneday,hewouldevenbeabletohealphysicalwounds,
butfromthewayheweakenedwithjusttheonslaughtofemotions,hewaspretty
surethatwouldbeyearsoff,ifever.
Andyet…andyethe’dknownexactlywhatOliverwasfeelingduringhis
vision.He’dalsoknownitwasOliverandnotanotherthatmighthavebeennear.
Andashefocused,hecouldalsofeelthenervousness,theexcitement,and
therawhungerofMandy.Hewonderedforamomentifitwasbecauseher
emotionsmirroredhisown,aswellasOliver’s.
“Gibson,”Mandysaidagain,squeezinghishand.“What’swrong?”
Heswallowedhardandblinkedawaythetorrentofhisthoughts.“I’m
okay.”Hepaused,tastingthelie.“OratleastIwillbe.It’sweirdrightnow.”
Shewinced,andhequicklyturnedhishandovertoholdhersinafirmgrip.
“I’mnotsayingbeingherewithyouandOliverisweird,thoughinreality,it
kindofissincewe’vedonesowellavoidingoneanother.”Oliversnorted,and
Mandygavehimasmallsmile.Gibsonrelaxedsomewhat.“We’renotavoiding
eachothernow,though.Andbecauseofthat,ormaybeinspiteofit,Ican
actuallyrelaxforthefirsttimeindays.”
“Whatdoyoumean?”Oliverasked.
Gibsonmettheotherman’sgazeevenasheranhisthumboverMandy’s
hand.Hefelthershiver,andheknewhehadtostopsoonorhe’dtakethemall
toofartooquickly.Thoughsincetheywereshifters,therewasn’treallyachance
tobetooquick.Oncethewolf,bear,orcatdecided,themanfollowed.Ready
andwilling.
“Withthetwoofyouhere,Icanactuallyunravelwhoseemotioniswhose.
It’snotasoverwhelming.Icanbreatheagain.”Hehadn’tknownhowmuch
beinganOmegahadbeenaffectinghimuntilhesatbetweenthesetwoatthis
scarredwoodentable.Whatwoulditfeelliketobewiththemfully,toknowthat
theywerehisandhisalone?
Heswallowedhard,knowingheneededtogivethemspacebeforehedid
somethingstupidlikebendthemoverthetableinquestion.
“Really?”Mandyasked.“Isthereanythingwecandotohelp?Iknowithas
tobealotallatonce.”
“Plus,westilldon’tknowwhoattackedyou,”Oliversaid,histonedark.
“There’ssomethinggoingon.Icanfeelit.”
GibsonsqueezedMandy’shandasherwolfbrushedupagainsthis.Heliked
thefeeling.“Ifeelit,too.There’sanundercurrentIcan’tplace.”
Mandysighed.“IthoughttheleadersofSAUgoingundergroundbut
leavingtheirguardsinplacewouldbeenoughofanundercurrent.Betweenthat
andthethreePackslearningtolivetogetherasone,theamountoftensionshould
beenough.Butifwhatyou’resayingittrue,ifwhatHoldenscentedwhenyou
werehurtistrue,thenwehavemoreproblemsthanjusthumans.”
Gibson’sjawclenched.“Itwasashifter.”He’dknownthatofcourse,had
scentedsomethingnothuman,butit’dhappenedtoofastforhimtofullygauge
whatkindofshifter.
Olivernodded.“Thoughwedon’tknowwho.Theydidsomethingtotheir
scent.”
“Sowehavehumansafterus,keepingusincages,andnowinfighting
withinourown,”Mandysaidslowly.“Idon’tlikeit.Ifeellikewe’rerightonthe
edgeofsomanythings,andwithonebreathwecouldfall,changingitall.”
“WehavestrongAlphasandBetas,aswellasshifterswhocantakecareof
theirown,”Gibsonsaid,moretohimselfthanthem.“Itrustthoseinpowermore
thanIthoughtI’dtrustanything,andthat’ssayingsomething.”
Olivernodded.“Iagree.Whateverisgoingonisn’thappeningwiththosein
theupperhierarchy.”
Mandyfrowned.“It’snotwiththesubmissiveseither.I’veneverseenusso
healthy.NowthatHoldenandSorenaremated,thingsaresettling.AndIknow
it’salottoputonyourshoulders,Gibson,butwithyounowastheOmega,it’s
almostcomplete.”
“IhopeIcandosomethingtohelpatleast,”Gibsonadded.“Butyou’re
right,thisfeelslikeit’ssomeonewe’remissing,someoneinthecenterofthe
Packthatmightfeelignored.”
OliverreachedoutandgrippedGibson’sotherhand.Hesuckedinabreath,
hiswolfcontentforthefirsttimeinhismemory.Hepushedthataside,though,
knowinghisPackneededhimtothinkaboutwhathadhappened,insteadofwhat
couldhappenbetweenthethreeofthem.
“Ithink…IthinkweneedtolookatthePackasasingleunit,insteadof
three.Therearethreesectionsnowforcedtoliveasone.”Olivertiltedhishead.
“Ithinkthismightbesomethingwehaven’tthoughtof.”
“Avision?”Mandyasked.
“Notthistime,”Oliveranswered.“Asenseofknowing.”
“We’llbeonalert,”Gibsonsaid.“Weallwillbe.Andwe’llfigureitout.
Becausewe’retooclosetotheendoftheSAUforustofallapartfromwithin.”
Hepaused.“Andwhilewe’redoingthat,we’regoingtotakeachance.”Hemet
theirgazes.“Andseewhatwecanhavebetweenthethreeofus,becausemy
wolfknowswhatyou’refeeling,atleastpartofit,andIdon’tthinkIcankeepto
myselfanymore.”
Mandynarrowedhereyes.“BetweenOliver’svisionsandyouremotional
seeking,I’matadisadvantagehere.”
Oliverstoodthenandwalkedaroundthetabletocupherface.“No,you
neverwillbe.Becauseyou’rethecenter.You’retheonewhocamehere,who
openeduptousfirst.You’retheonewithtruebravery.Neverforgetthat.”And
ashefinished,heloweredhismouthtohers.Gibsonstoodup,achingforthose
infrontofhim,hiswolfsodamnpleasedattheturnofevents.
Oliverfinishedthekiss,andbeforeMandycouldgetherbearings,Gibson
slidhispalmoverhercheekandkissedhersoundly.Shetastedofsweetnessand
thefuture.Hewantedtoholdher,bewithher,haveher,andyetheknewthis
wasjustthebeginning.Thiswaswhattheywerefightingfor,whattheyhad
soughttoprotectallthoseyearsago.Andnow,insteadofbeingontheoutside
lookingin,hewasapartofthis.Partofthem.
Hepulledaway,leavingMandybreathlessaswellashimself.
“Okay,then,”shewhispered,herlipsswollenandhereyeswide.“Okay.”
“We’renotfinishedyet,”GibsonsaidandturnedtoOliver.Thebigbear
titledhishead.Oliverwasagoodthreeinchesorsotallerthanhim,buthedidn’t
care.HeleanedoverMandy,grippedthebackofOliver’shead,andbroughthim
inforakissofhisown.
Theotherman’slipsweredifferent,morefirmandsupple.Theirkisswas
harsher,aclashofdominanceandteeth.HenippedatOliver’sbottomlipbefore
lickingthestingawayanddeepeningthekiss.Whenhepulledback,thetwoof
themfacedoffandOlivergrinned.
“Thisisgoingtobefun,”Oliversaidsoftly.Theybothlookeddownat
Mandy,whoseeyeswereevenwider,hermouthopen.
“Thatwassofreakinghot,”Mandysaidwithagrin.“Weneedtodothat
again.Often.”
Gibsonsmiledfullythen,awarehehadn’tdonethatinfartoolong.“Yeah,
wedo.Butrightnow,IneedtogotoHolden’s.Ihaveameeting.”
Mandynodded,andOliverslidhishandoverGibson’sshoulder.
“I’llbeback,though,”Gibsonsaidquickly.“Imean,ifthat’sokay.”
Oliversqueezed.“It’sokay.Infact,Ithinkyouneedto.We’renotdone
talkingaboutthethreeofusyet.Norarewefinisheddiscussingwhatledyou
here.”
Gibsonsobered.“I’llcomebackwhenIcan.”HelookedatMandy.“Are
youstayinghere?”
Sheshookherhead,bitingherlip.“Ineedtogohomeandchangeanddoa
fewthingsforthematernals.”ShelookedoveratOliver.“ButIcanbebackfor
lunch.Willthatdo?”
Oliversmiledsoftlyatherandcuppedherface.“Yes,thatwilldo.”He
lookedup.“Besafetoday.”
Gibsonnoddedbeforeturningandheadingoutofthehouse.Ifhedidn’tgo
now,hewasafraidhewouldn’tleaveatall.Hiswolfrodehim,andyetheknew
itwasn’tjusthisbeast.Hewantedthembothasamanalso,andheknewhe
wouldhavethemsoon.Therewasnodenyingthat.Notanymore.
He’dpushedhimselfawayfromanythingthatmightbringhimcomfort,
mightbringhimpleasureforsolong,andnowthathe’dhadatasteofwhathe
couldhave,heknewhecouldn’tletgo.
Notnow.Maybenotever.
HerantowardhisAlpha’shouse,awarehewasn’tfullydressednor
showered,buthewasn’tinthemoodforniceties.Hewantedtogetbackto
OliverandMandy.Thefactthattheyweretheonesattheforefrontofhismind
evenwitheverythingelsegoingoninhislifespokevolumes.
WhenhegottoHoldenandAriel’s,itwasSorenhesawontheporch.The
BetaofthePackstoodthere,hishandscrossedoverhischestandhisbrows
raised.
“Isitme,ordoIscentabearandacertainprettywolfonyouthis
morning?”
Gibsonshowedoffhisteethasifhewereinwolfformbaringfang.“None
ofyourbusiness,catlover.”
Sorengrinnedthen.“Trueenough.”Heliftedhisarmandinhaled.“Yeah,I
smelllikemyfeistymate.Notabadthingatall.Butyou?Yousurpriseme.”
Gibsongrowled.“Whatofit?Youhaveaproblemwithmychoices.”
Sorenhelduphishands,palmsout,thegrinleavinghisfacequickly.“Notat
all,Gibson.I’mhappyforyou,eventhoughIdon’tseeamatingmarksoitmust
beearlyinyourdance.I’monlysayingyousurprisemebecauseyou’veheld
yourselfapartforsolong,andnowthatyou’restartingtocomebacktous,
you’regoingfulltilt.”Sorensmiledbroadly.“Ilikeit.”
Gibsonshookhishead.Thisdamnwolfwaslikeacatsometimes.Itmade
sense,consideringthemanhadmatedaFelineofhisown.“Areyoudonepoking
atmenow?Holdenwantedtoseeme.”
Sorensteppedoutoftheway.“Comeonin.Hesummonedme,aswell.”
“Idon’tsummon,”HoldenbitoutasGibsonandSorenmadetheirwayinto
thelivingroom.“Iask.”
Arielsnortedandpattedhermate’schest.Theystoodinthecenterofthe
livingroom,hertinyformlookingsofragileagainstHolden’s.Gibsonwondered
howthepetiteMandywouldlookbetweenhimandOliver,andhadtoquickly
getthatthoughtoutofhismindbeforehedidsomethingstupidlikegetahard-
oninhisAlpha’shome.
“Yousummon,baby,butit’sokay,”Arielsaidwithawink.“It’sgoodtosee
youupandabout,Gibson.”
Gibsonopenedhismouthtosaysomething,butstaggeredbackasawaveof
intenseemotionhithimlikeawall.Excitement,fear,love,adoration,
nervousness,andreliefspreadoverhim,andhehitthegroundhard,hishead
slammingagainstthewoodenfloor.
SorenreachedforhimandputhishandonGibson’schest.“Whatisit?”
Gibsonsqueezedhiseyesshut.“Too…much…”Hegasped.He’dforgotten
foramomentthathewastheOmega.Apparently,whatevercalmingeffect
MandyandOliverhadoverhimhadwornoffandnowhecouldfeeleverything.
Hecouldn’tuntanglethewebmadefromtheotherthreeintheroom,and
theirfearandworryoverwhelmedhim.
“Shit,helookedfinejustasecondago,”Holdengrowled.“Soren,get
MandyandOliver.Icanscentthemonhim.Ifhewascalmafterleavingthem,
theymightbeabletohelp.”
“Onit,”Sorensaid,hisvoiceandscentfadingasheleft.
Ariel’ssmallhandtouchedGibson’sforehead,andhisbodyshook.“What
canwedo?”sheasked,tearsinhervoice.
“Idon’tknow,”Holdenbitout.“Butyou’restrongerthanthis,Gibson.You
hearme?You’regoingtogetthroughthis,andyou’regoingtobefucking
amazing.BecauseIwillnotletyouleavethisworldbecauseofwhatwefeel.
Yougetme?You’restuckwithus.”
“Yes,Alpha,”Gibsongrunted,tryingtosmile.Hecouldn’tthough,hishead
hurtandhisbodyfeltheavy.Heinhaleddeeply,tryingtocatchhisbreath,and
whenhedidthat,aburstofnewemotionslammedintohimandhefelthisbody
goinglax.Butevenasitdid,hefoundanew…tanglethatforcedhiseyesopen.
“Congratulations,”hemurmured.
Ariel’seyeswidened.“What?”
“Icanfeel…”hisvoicetrailedoff,hisbodyunabletogomuchlonger.
“Shit,”Holdencursed.“You’refeelingthenewlifewithinher,aren’tyou?
That’swhyyou’redoingthis.Becauseyoufiguredoutshe’spregnant.”
“Oh,Gibson,”Arielsaidsoftly.“I’msosorry.”
Gibsonwasabouttopassout,butheusedthelastofhisenergytogripher
hand.“Noneed,”herasped.“I’llgetusedtoit.Congrats,Mom.”
Shesmiledathim,andthatwasthelasthesawbeforehepassedout,the
intensityoftheemotionstoomuchforhim.
Hecametowithhisheadcradledinasoftlapthatsmelledofsweetnessand
submissivewolf.Thescentofbearandpromisecamefromhisside,and
Gibson’swolfimmediatelyrelaxed.
“Well,thatsettlesit,”Holdensaidwithagrowl,andGibsonopenedhis
eyes.
HisheadrestedinMandy’slapassheranherfingersslowlythroughhis
hair.Oliversatonthehardwoodfloornexttohim,hislegscrossed.Thebear
frownedathim,thoughthereliefinhiseyescalmedGibsonalittle.
HoldenstoodatGibson’sfeet,Arielathisside.HecouldscentSoreninthe
roombuthedidn’tfeelliketurningtoseetheotherman.
“Whatsettleswhat?”Gibsoncroaked.
Oliverheldoutamugofwater.“Drinkthis.”
WiththehelpofOliverandMandy,hegulpeddownthewatergreedily,his
parchedthroateasing.
“Whatsettleswhat?”herepeated,hisvoicelessscratchythistime.
“Theycalmyou,”Holdenansweredfinally.“Youstoppedscreamingand
wokeupassoonastheywerenearyou.”
OlivergrippedGibson’sfreehand.“Don’tscareuslikethatagain.”
“That’srichcomingfromamanwhopassesoutwitheveryvision.”
“Stopit,”Mandysaidsoftly,hereyesdowncast.Withsomanydominantsin
theroom,thishadtobehardforher.“Please.”
Hereachedupandcuppedherfaceabovehim.“I’msorry,sweetness.”
“Ifwehelpyou,maybeyouandIcanhelpOliver,”shewhispered,though
everyoneintheroomwouldbeabletoclearlyhearhersincetheywereall
shifters.
“Maybe,”hesaidjustassoftly.
“Ithinkthethreeofyouneedtospendmoretimetogether,”Holdensaid
intothesilence.“Maybeyou’llbeabletogaincontrolofyourabilities.Andif
youcan’t,well,I’mprettysurethethreeofyouwanttobetogetheranyway.”
“Youcan’torderanyonetomate,Holden,”Arielchided.“Buthe’ssortof
right,youknow.Ifyouguysfindyourownpath,youshouldbeabletohelpone
another.AndthenmaybethePackintime.”
GibsonlookedupatMandyandthenatOliver.“Whatdoyousay?Wantto
trytofigurethisout?”
Olivergrunted.“Ithoughtwealreadydecidedthat.”
MandytracedGibson’sjawlinewithherfinger.“We’rehere,allthreeofus.
We’regoingtofindourway.Andifwehelpcentereachother,thenit’sasignin
thepluscolumn.”
Gibsonsighed,knowingheshouldgetupfromthefloor,buthecouldn’t.
Notyet,notwithMandysoclose.
IfsheandOliverfoundawaytohelphimnavigatetheturbulentwatersthat
camewithbeinganOmega,thenhe’dtakethemtothemoonandback.Butthat
wasn’ttheonlyreasonthethreeofthemwantedtobeneareachother,andthey
knewit.
Thingswerechangingrapidly,anditwasallGibsoncoulddotokeepup.
Withthedangerslurkingoutsidethedenwallsandnowfromwithin,he’dtake
thegoodwiththebad.
Becauseitwasallhehadleft.
Chapter5
Mandyranherhandsoverherarms,suddenlyverycold.Somethingwas
coming;shecouldfeelitdeepdowntoherbones.Therewasachangeintheair,
andherwolfcouldsenseit.Thefactthatshe’dleftGibsonandOlivertotheir
owndevicesbecausethey’dneededsleepaftertheeventsofthedaywasonly
partofit.
Hermindstillwhirledfromtheirconversationearlierthatmorning.The
wholethingwaslikeanoutofbodyexperience,andyetsheknewithadbeen
heratthattable,herwithGibson’sheadinherlapwhenhe’dbeeninpain.And
thatkiss?Thosekisses?She’djustaboutmeltedtothefloor,herbodyapileof
mushthankstothosetwoverydominantmenandthewaythey’dtakencontrol
ofherandthekiss.
She’dwantedGibsonforaslongasshe’dbeenabletowantamaninthat
fashion.Andshe’dwantedOliverfromthemomentshe’dfirstlaideyesonhim.
Thatshe’dwantedbothhadn’tfazedher,thoughtheideathatshewouldmakea
movetowardthemwasthethingthathadbeenfarfetched.Itdidn’tseemrealthat
theywouldwanther,aswell.
Inonlyamatterofhours,they’dsomehowopeneduptooneanotherand
foundaconnectionshe’dneverthoughtpossible.Theywantedherlikeshe
wantedthem,oratleastwantedtoseewhattheycouldhave.Itmayhavebeen
thedesperationtalking,theideathattheirliveswereindangerattheedgeofthis
newworld,theedgeofawarthatwasbeingfoughtaroundthem,butshewould
livewiththat.Theyweregoingtotry.Andyetitwasonlythebeginning.
“Mandy?”
SheturnedatthesoundofTheo’svoice,hershouldersautomaticallytensing
asshedidso.Thatdidn’tusuallyhappenaroundhim,andthefactthatitdidhurt
likenothingelse.Shehadn’tseenhimsincehe’ddroppedheroffatherplace
whenshe’dtoldhimshedidn’twanttobehismate.She’dmissedhim,of
course,butthespacehadbeenneeded.Andthenwitheverythinggoingonwith
OliverandGibson,she’dpushedTheotothebackofhermind.Itmightmake
herahorriblefriend,butshe’donlybeenabletodealwithoneimportantthingat
atime.
Hestood,framedbyherfrontdoor,hishandsstuffedinhispocketsandhis
browfurrowed.Justafewdaysbefore,shewouldhavegonetohimandhugged
himingreeting.Hiswolffeltsolostandconfusedthatitonlymadeherwolf
wanttocomfort.Thatwaswhatshedid,howshelived,howshebreathed.The
factthatshecouldn’tdothatbecauseshe’dbrokensomethingbetweenthem
ached.
Butitwasn’tafewdaysago,andthingshadshiftedbetweenthem.She
hadn’twantedtoloseTheointheprocessoffindingherself,offindingafuture
whereshecouldbewholeandsurvive,perhapsthrivein,butitseemedthat
choicemightbeoutofherhands.
Shehopedtheywerebothstrongenoughtostayfriends.Becausewhileshe
wantedOliverandGibsoninherlife,itwasTheowhohadbeenthereforher
whenshe’dhadnoone.
Mandyshouldn’thavetomakeachoice,andyetthingswereneverasthey
wereindreams.
“Hi,”shesaidfinally.Awkwardnesssettledbetweenthemandsheshifted
fromfoottofoot.Ifshe’dbeeninwolfform,hertailwouldhavebeenfirmly
tuckedbetweenherlegs.
“I’msorryforwalkingoutlikeIdid,”hesaidfinallybeforeclosingthedoor
behindhim.Heletoutabreath,hisjawset,butthesadnessinhiseyeswasa
markonhersoul.
“I’msorryyoufeltlikeyouhadtowalkaway.”Thatwasn’tatrueapology
andsheknewit.Onlyshedidn’tfeellikesheshouldapologizeforfeelingwhat
shedid.
Shemovedtowardhimthen,keepingherhandsclosetoherbodysoshe
didn’taccidentallytouchhim.Theywerewolves,tactilecreaturesandusedto
touch,yetsheknewshecouldn’treachforhimthen,evenforahug,without
givinghimthewrongimpression.
Theomusthaveseenherindecision.Hesnorted.“Ineveraskedyou,you
know.”
Shetiltedherhead.“What?”
“Ineveraskedyouifwecouldbemates.Ijustassumed.AndIguessthat
makesanassoutofme,huh?”Hesaiditdryly,butshefelttheheatbehindthe
words.Shewasn’tsureifhewasangrywithherorhimself,buteitherway,this
wasn’twhattheyusedtohaveanditworriedher.
“Theo…”
Heshookhishead.“No,it’sonme.Igetit.Ijustthought…”Hesighed.“I
thoughtwewouldmakeitthroughallofthis,thiswar,thisuprising…Together,
youknow?ButIguessIwaswrong.”
“Idon’twanttoloseyou,Theo.”
Hegaveherasadsmile.“Youneverreallyhadme,itseems.”
Annoyancefilledher.“Stopit.Whatiswrongwithyou?Wewerefriends.
Bestfriends.AndyetnowthatI’mfinallyhonestwithmyself,you’regoingtobe
likethis?Yourwolfdoesn’twantme,Theo.Youjustthoughtyoudidbecause
youdidn’thaveanyoneelse.You’llfindyourmate.Ipromise.”
Hiseyesnarrowed.“LikeyoufoundOliverandGibson?”Atherpause,he
shookhishead.“Youcan’thidethingslikethatinadenthissmall.Ican’tsay
I’mhappyforyou,notyet,andthatmakesmeanasshole.Butaslongasyou’re
safe,that’sallthatmatters.”
Mandysighed.“Matesaren’tjustsupposedtoprotecteachother.There’s
moretoit.”
“And,apparently,wedidn’thavethat.”Hehelduphishands.“Ididn’tcome
heretofight.OnlytosayIneedsomespace.”
Shepressedherlipstogether.
“Igetthatthatmakesmeanidiot.Anunfairone.ButIneedsomespaceto
thinkaboutwhatIwantandwhatIthoughtIwantedforthatmatter.Youhave
OliverandGibsonnow.You’llbebusy.”
Thatwasalowblow,andsheraisedherchin,notmeetinghiseyes.Herwolf
wouldn’tlether,anditgalledherthattheotherhalfofherselfworkedagainst
her.Maybeifshe’dbeenadominantwolf,she’dhavebeenabletonavigatethe
muddywatersofwhosheandTheowerewithouthurtingeitherofthem,butthat
wasn’tthecaseandshewouldhavetolearntodeal.
“Ifthat’swhatyoufeellikeyouneedtodo.Butrememberthis,Theo.
We’vebeenbestfriendssincewecouldcrawl.Ifyou’regoingtothrowthatall
awaybecauseyou’renotgettingwhatyouwant,thenmaybeyouneedtothink
abouttherelationshipsinyourlife.”Shepressedherlipstogetheroncemore,
forcingherselfnottosayanythingmorebecauseshewouldn’tbeabletotakeit
back.
Hestudiedherfacealongmomentbeforesighing.“Iwantyouhappy,
Mandy.That’sallIeverwanted.”
Sheblinkedupathim.“IthinkIcanbehappythisway,forwhatit’sworth.”
Theogaveheraslightnod.“I’ll…I’llbebacklater,Iguess.Juststaysafe,
okay?Westilldon’tknowwhathappenedtoGibson,andtheSAUguardsare
beingsuspiciouslyquietsincethehigher-upsdisappeared.Something’soff,andI
don’tlikeit.”
Somethingwasoffaboutalotofthings,andno,Mandydidn’tlikeiteither.
“I’llstaysafe,”shepromised.Athislook,sheshrugged.“I’lltryto.Isthat
morehonest?”
Hegaveheratightnodbeforeturningawayandleavingherhome.She
swallowedhard,herhandsshakingathersides.Shehatedconfrontation,andyet
sheseemedtobedongalotofthatrecently.Mandyranherhandsoverherface,
knowingsheneededtogetbacktoworkorshe’dgocrazy.OliverandGibson
wouldbeovereventually,andwhileshewasalonenow,shewouldn’tbefor
long.Becauseofthewaythebearsandcatshadbeenforcedintotheden,she
nowhadthreeroommates,allsubmissivefemalewolveswhowereonshiftsin
thedencenter.
OliverandGibsonweretheimportantonesandhadhomesoftheirown.
Andsheneededtokickherself.I’mimportant,too,shetoldherselfoncemore.
Shewas.Andthosewhodidn’tseethat,didn’tunderstandthat,weretheones
lacking.
However,exploringarelationshipwithtwomenwouldprobablybeeasierat
theirplacesratherthanhers.Shemightbealoneforthemoment,butshe
wouldn’tbeforlong.
Shemadeherselfacupoftea,usingsomeoftheblendthatSorenhadsnuck
intotheden,andwasabouttogettoworkwhensomeoneknockedonthedoor.
Sheturnedtowardthesoundandinhaled,asmallsmileplayingonherlipsafter
shecaughtthescentofthewolfandbearwhofilledherdreams.
Sheleftherteacoolingonhershabbydiningroomtablenexttoher
notebooksandmadeherwaytothefrontdoortoletthemin.Itwasn’tlostonher
thatTheohadwalkedinwithoutknocking,andyetthesetwowerecautious,
respectfulofherspace.Theohadearnedtherighttocomeinwhenhefeltlikeit
longago,andyetshehadafeelingthatmightchangenow.Ithurt,butshewould
learntodeal.Itwaswhatshealwaysdid.
AsforGibsonandOliver,thewaytheyknockedonherdoorratherthan
makingthemselvesathomewouldchange,aswell.Everythinginherlife
seemedtobechanging,emotionslongsinceburiedmakingtheirwaytothetip
ofherfingers,toherheart,toherentirebeing.
Whensheopenedthedoor,shehadtokeepherselffromsuckinginabreath.
Itwasn’tfairthatthesetwoweresogood-looking.Oliverhadpulledhischestnut
hairbackinaband,buthisbeardtouchedthetopofhischest.Gibson’sdark
brownhairbrushedthetopsofhisshouldersandcoveredhiseyesabituntilhe
brusheditback.Theactionsentshiversthroughhersincehisbicepsbunched
justrightwiththemovement.Hehadmorescruffthanbeard,andshelovedthe
lookofthemboth.Ifthisworkedout,shewouldbeoneluckywolf.
“Hi,”shebreathedandwantedtoshakeherself.Shecoulddobetterthan
that.“Wanttocomein?Ithoughtyoutwowereresting.”
Olivertiltedhisheadtostudyher,andGibsonranahandoverhisheart.
“Whathappenedwhenweweregone?”thebearasked.
“You’rehurting,”Gibsonaddedsoftly.
Well,crud.Apparently,beingwiththeOmegaandaveryobservantForeseer
meantshe’dhavetobecarefulwitheveryemotion.Somethingsweremeantto
beherownuntilshecouldworkthroughthem.
“I’llbeokay,”shesaidandputupbothofherhands.“Let’sjustleaveitat
thatfornow.IneedtoworkthroughafewthingsandthenIcantalkaboutit.”
“Ifthat’swhatyouwant,”Oliversaid,hisvoicelow.
Gibsonshiftedfromfoottofoot.“Yeah,sorryaboutthat.I’mstillgetting
usedtoallofthesethings.Idon’tknowhowI’msupposedtohelppeople
eventuallywhenrightnowitfeelslikeallI’mdoingisintruding.”
Mandysighed.“We’llfindabalance.Now,doyouwanttocomein?Ordo
youplantooccupymyporchuntilmyroommatescomehome.”
Oliver’seyesflared.“Iforgetyouhaveroommatessometimes.”
“Itcan’tbehelped,”shesaidsimply.
“ThatmuchIknow,”Gibsonsaidafteramoment.“We’reactuallyhereto
takeyoutothedencenter.Holdenwantsameeting.”
“Whydidn’tIhearaboutit?”sheasked.“AndwhywouldIneedtogo
unlessit’sfortheentireden.Idon’tusuallyattendhigh-rankingmeetingslike
that.”
“It’sformostoftheden,”Gibsonanswered.“Andwe’reheretoaskyouto
go,hencewhyyou’rejusthearingaboutitnow.Itwasn’taplannedthing.And
sinceI’mgoing,well,theywantyouthere,aswell.”Hepaused.“Actually,I
thinkyoumighthavebeeninvitedanyway.You’remorethanyouthinkyouare,
Mandy.”
Shestudiedhisfaceandnodded.“Okay,then.Letmeputonsomeshoes.”
Shewasn’tsurewhathadgottenintoherrecently,butshedidn’tlikethatshe
continuallydoubtedherself.ShewasproudofherplaceinthePack.Shewas
neededandaccepted.Yetassoonasshethoughtofherselfnexttothese
invaluablemen,shekeptputtingherselfdown.
Thatneededtostop,andyetshewasn’tsurehowconsideringshedidn’t
knowwhyshekeptdoingitinthefirstplace.
Whenshesteppedoutontotheporchwiththem,Oliverstoppedherby
cuppingherface.“Whatisit?”sheasked.
“Youarefarmoreimportanttous,tothePack,toyourselfthanyougive
yourselfcreditfor,”thebigbearwhispered.“Iwishyouwouldseethat.”
Gibsongrippedherhipfrombehindandleanedforward,hislipsnearher
ear,thewarmthofhisbreathsendingshiversdownherspine.“Weseeyou,
Mandy.Wealwayshave.Wemighthavestayedawayforourownreasons,butit
wasneverbecauseyouweren’tworthy.You’remorethanallofus.You’rethe
glue,thereasonourbeastscanbreathe.Youmightnotgotowarroomsandfight
inthebattlesthatleaveusbloody,butthatdoesn’tmeanyou’repushedtothe
sidelines.Justrememberthat,okay?”
Tearsfilledhereyesandshenodded.Oliverloweredhisheadthen,brushing
hislipsagainsthers,once,twice.“Good,”hewhispered.
Hepulledaway,andGibsoncuppedherjawandtiltedherheadtowardhis,
capturingherlipswithakissofhisown.“We’llkeepsayingthingsalongthose
linesuntilyoustarttobelieveit.”
Shesniffed,annoyedwithherselfforgettingsoemotional.“Iusedto,”she
saidhonestly.
“Andthenthingsshifted,”Oliversaid.“It’sshiftingforallofus,butwe’ll
getthroughittogether.That’swhywe’rehere,afterall.”
“Nowlet’sheadtothedencenterbeforeHoldenandtheotherAlphasget
annoyed.”
“TheotherAlphaswillbethere?”sheaskedthenwinced.“Well,duh,since
OliverisgoingandhisAlphaisn’tHolden.”
Gibsonsmiledsoftlyandtookherhand.Olivertooktheother,andthey
starteddownthepathtowardthedencenter.“It’sconfusingwiththethree
Alphaswhohavetoworkasone.Andwithallofusmatingeachother,bear,cat,
andwolf,italtersthepolitics.”
“Whatdoesthatmean?”sheasked,fearslowlyfillingher.“Iremember
someoftheelderstellingmethatbeforetheVeronaVirushit,thePackswould
matewithoneanotherandthenthecoupleortriadwouldchoosewhichPackto
alignthemselveswith.Butyou’reanOmega,andOliver’stheForeseer,it’snot
likethetwoofyoucanswitch.”
Theybothsqueezedherhands,butshecouldn’trelaxherwolf.
“TherehavebeentimeswhenmatesarefromdifferentPacksandremain
thatwayforreasonsoftheirown,”Oliveranswered.“Wearenotthefirsttodeal
withthis.IfIremembercorrectly,therewasonceabear,cat,wolftriad.”He
smiledatthat.“Thepoliticsinthatwouldhavebeenfarmorecomplexthanwhat
we’redealingwith.”
Sherelaxedsomewhat,butnotenough.“Ifyousayso.”
“Ido,”Oliversaid.
Sheopenedhermouthtospeak,butstoppedasthescentofdeathhither.
“Shit,”GibsonhissedandpulledMandybehindhim.Shedidn’tstophim
sinceshewasn’tafighter,butitgalledherthatshecouldn’thelpagainst
whateverwascoming.
“Whatisit?”shewhispered.“Whoisit?”
Olivermovedforwardandliftedafallenbranch,lettingoutacurseofhis
ownwhenherevealedthesourceofthescent.
MandypeeredaroundGibsonandletoutagasp.“Oh,God,it’sClaire.”
ClairehadoncebeenwithHolden,theirAlpha,butneverasamate.That
hadn’tsatwellwiththefemalewolf,andshe’ddoneallshecouldtogainthe
powerneededtobeworthyofHolden.Yetthat’snotwhatthemalewolfhad
wantedatall.Instead,he’dfallenforahuman-turned-wolf,andhadmatedAriel
soonafterthey’dmet.Clairehadn’ttakenitwellatall—anunderstatementtobe
sure.She’dendeduptellingtheSAUhowArielhadcometobepartofthePack,
startingtheseriesofeventsthathadledtotheinternalwartheywereinthe
middleofnow.
Humanshadn’tknownhowshiftersweremadeuntilClairehadspilledthe
truth.Shehadn’tthoughtbeyondherneeds,andhadendangeredthemall.
Insteadofthinkingshifterswereonlyborn,notmade,humansnowhadanother
reasontotakeshifters,tostudythem.Theyhadeventriedtomakeshiftersof
theirownusingkidnappedPackmembers,andwhenthathadn’tworked,they’d
gonesofarastotakeAnya’stwobearcubs.
TheSAUwasnowcrumblingfromwithinbecausetheirmanicexperiments
hadfailed,butcountlessliveshadbeenlostintheprocess.TheUnseenwere
workingontheirownpathtofreethemselvesfromsecrecyandliberatethose
withbrandsandcollarsfromtheirownfate,butitwasn’teasy.Andfrankly,
Mandydidn’tevenknowallofit.
Clairehadn’tbeensentencedtodeathbyArielbecausetheAlpha’smatehad
wantedClairetoseeallthepainshe’dcaused.Yetitseemeddeathhadfoundher
nonetheless.
“WeneedtofindHolden,”Gibsonmuttered.
“Noneed,”Holdensaidfrombehindthem.
MandyturnedatthesoundofherAlpha’svoiceandloweredhereyes.
“Ican’tscentanythingonthebody,”Oliversaidsuddenly.“Howcanthat
be?IonlyscentdeathandClaire.”
Colecameoutoftheshadowsthen,thefelineTrackerandtheshifterwith
thebestsenseofsmellintheden.Hecrouchedoverthebodyandinhaled,letting
outacurseofhisown.“You’reright,Oliver.Thescentofwhoeverdidthisis
muted,muchlikeitwaswhenGibsongothurt.”Henarrowedhiseyes.
“Someoneisplayinggames.”
MandygrippedGibson’shandatthememoryofhisinjury.Shelookedupat
himandwantedtocurseherself.“Weneedtogetyououtofhere,”she
whispered.
“I’mfine,”hebitout,hisfacepale.Thereweretoomanypeoplefeeling
intensely.Hehadtobeinpain,buthewouldn’tleave,notyet.Damnwolf.
“Youknowwhatelseismissing?”Oliversaid,hisvoicelow.“Wherearethe
SAUguards?Theyweren’thereforGibson,andtheyaremysteriouslyabsent
now.ThescentmightbeofshifteronClaireandGibsonbefore,suremuted,but
shifternonetheless.YettheSAUisn’there.”
Mandynarrowedhereyes.“IftheSAUisgoingthroughissuesoftheirown,
itmightmeantheyhaven’tnoticed,”shesaidandloweredherheadasalleyes
turnedtoher.
“You’reright,littlewolf,”Holdensaid,hisvoicelowbutanythingbutcalm.
“Itseemswe’reinthecenteroftwostorms.”
Andwhatwouldhappenwhenthestormsfullycollided?Mandywasn’tsure
shewantedtoknow.
Chapter6
Oliverrestedhisheadinhishands;hisforearmssteadyonhisthighsashe
satinhislargeoakchair.Hisbodyachedfromlackofsleep,andfrankly,lackof
release,andyethecouldn’tthinkaboutthatnow.Whatheshouldbedoingis
tryingtofigureoutwhatthehellwaswrongwithhisvisionsandwhyhe
couldn’tseebeyondthemistytendrilsofdeathandintowhatwouldactually
cometobe.
Hehadn’tseenGibson’sinjury.
Hehadn’tseenClaire’sdeath.
Andhesureashellhadn’tseenGibsonandMandyinhislife.
Hecouldstillseethewide,vacanteyesofClaireasshestaredblanklyatthe
sky;herbodycoldandcoveredincutsandbruises.Therewasn’tasingleclaw
markonher,worryinghimmorethanitshould.Ifashifterhadbeenangry
enoughwithClaireforwhatshe’ddonetothedenorforanotherreason,he
wouldhavethoughtthey’dhaveusedclawsandteethtokillher.
Instead,someonehadusedaknifetoslowlybleedawayherlife.Hemight
nothavelikedClaire,northedecisionsshe’dmadeintheheatofthemoment,
butshehadn’tdeservedtodiethewayshehad.ThefactthatHolden,Soren,and
Gibsonhadn’tfeltherdiealongPackbondstoldOliverthattherewassomething
goingonfarbeyondagrudgeagainstawomanwhohadmadeaterriblemistake.
Yes,itcouldhavebeentheSAUthathadtakenherlifeandevenhurt
Gibson,yetOliverwasn’tsure.Thatwouldn’texplainthehiddenseveredbonds
andshifterscentonthebody.Thefactthatitwasamutedscentsonoonecould
tellwhatkindofshifteritwas,letalonewhoitwas,meantthiswentfardeeper
thanaguardwithaknife.
Onlyhecouldn’tfigureitout,andhisbodyhurtfromvisionaftervision.
Visionsthatdidn’tseemtobehelpinganyone.Alltheydidwastakealittlebit
moreoutofhimandkeephimupatnight.
Usually,hecouldn’tseethedeathsofthoseheloved,thoseinhisfamily.
He’dneverseenAnyaorthecubsfullyinhisdreamsbefore.Yes,whenthecubs
hadbeenkidnappedhe’dknownsomethingwaswrong,butitwasmoreofwhat
wouldhavehappenedafterthathadbroughtonthevisionsoffearanddeath.
Thefactthathe’dseenthecubsclearasdayinavisionalongwithColeworried
him.
Addinthefactthathe’dthenseenGibsonandMandy,andhejustwasn’t
sureanymore.
“Ifyoukeepthinkingsohard,you’regoingtobreaksomething,”Gibson
saidsoftlyasheslowlymadehiswayintotheroom.
Oliverlookedupattheothermanandheldbackacurse.“Youlooklike
hell.”
“Ifeellikehell,”thewolfsaidsimply.
“Itoldhimtogotosleep,buthewon’tlistentome,”Mandysaidasshe
walkedinwithtwomugsoftea.“Theseareforyouandme,Oliver.Gibsonwill
getsomeafterhesleepsofftheweightofemotionshejustfelt.”
Despitethegravityofthesituation,hesmiled.“Shetoldyou.”
Gibsonletoutalittlegrowl.“Fine,Iwasgoingtoheadtomyplaceanyway.
Ineedtohideawayforabitandjustsleepitoff.”Helookedbetweenthem.
“Stayhere,willyou?”heaskedMandy.“Just…betogether,orIdon’tknow…
Youguysneedtimealonetoseewhoyouareasacouple.”Oliver’sbrowsrose.
“We’lleachhavetimeascouplesandthenlateras…well,asatriad,butIthink
thetwoofyoushouldatleasttalkorsomething.”Heranahandoverhisface.
“AndnowthatI’vemuckedthatupbecauseI’mtootiredtothink,I’mheaded
over.”
“Areyousureyou’reokaywalkingbyyourself?”Oliverasked,awarethat
Mandyhadgonequietbesidehim.
“I’llbeokay,”Gibsonanswered.HeleanedforwardandkissedMandy
softly,thenOliver.Oliver’sbearstretchedatthesensation,lovingthetasteof
thiswolf.“Just…be,okay?”
Heleftthemthen,hishandsinhispocketsbutaresolveabouthimthat
Oliverliked.
“Didhejusttellustohavesex?”MandyblurtedonceGibsonwasoutof
earshot.
Oliverlaughedthen,hiswholebodyshaking.Hereachedoutandgripped
herhand,pullingherclose.Thankfully,she’dalreadysetdowntheteaorthat
wouldhaveburned.Whenshetumbledintohislap,hekissedhertemple,
relievedshelaughedwithhim.
“Yeah,Ithinkhedid.”
Mandyblushed,hercheekspinkandvery,veryalluring.“Iassumedwe’d
uh…youknow,betweenthethreeofusfirst.”
“Wecanwaittodothat,”Oliversaid,hisvoiceserious.“OryouandGibson
canfindeachotherfirst.”Hepaused.“Idon’tknowifit’savisionorjustwhatI
feel,butIthinkithastobeyouwithoneofusfirst.NotjustmeandGibson.
You’retheglue,”herepeatedfrombefore.
“Yousaythat,andyetIdon’tknowifIquitebelieveit.”Sheranahand
throughhisbeard,andhedidhisbesttomemorizeeveryplaneofherface,every
scar,everybitofherthatmadeherMandy.
Herwolfmightcravethemannearher,butthatdidn’tmeanthehumanfully
knewhim.Yes,shemightwanthimasawomanwantedaman,butsheneeded
toknowhim,neededtoseehowshefitagainsthim—literallyandfiguratively.
Heslidhishandupherthightorestonherhipandstareddownather.
“Gibsonispartofthis,yet,withouthim,Idon’tthinkourbeastswouldbeas…
intentastheyare.ButthesamecouldbesaidofmeIwouldthink.Butwithout
you?Withoutyou,therewouldn’tbeaglimmer.Yourinnerstrengthiswhat
broughtushere,andIknowwithoutyou,I’dstillbesittinginmyroom,trying
nottopassoutfromtheweightonmyshoulders.AndGibson?Well,Idon’t
thinkhe’dhavebeenoverhereatallwithoutyou.”
Shesquirmedinhislapandheletoutasoftgroan.Shefroze,andheknew
shefelthiserectionunderherbutt,causinghertoblush.Heknewshewasn’ta
virginasthedenwastoosmallforsecrets,buthedidn’twanttothinkofherpast
experiences.Hejustwantedtothinkofher.
Mandyswallowedhardandlickedherlips.Oliver’sgazefelltothemotion
andhestaredonceagain.Sheliftedherhandslightlytocuphisfaceratherthan
hisbeardandtiltedherhead.Thelinebetweenherbrowsdeepened,andhe
wantedtosmoothitout.Sheonlydidthatwhenshewasthinkinghardabout
something.
AndshealwaysseemedtobethinkinghardaroundhimandGibson.
“Youcan’tblameyourselfforwhathappened,”shewhispered.Hehadn’t
expectedhertosaythat,andfromthewayMandyblinked,shehadn’texpected
tosayiteither.“Clairediedbecausesomeonewantedherdead,orshewasinthe
wrongplaceatthewrongtime.Itwasn’tyourfaultyoudidn’tseeit.You’reso
hardonyourself,Oliver.Youcan’tcontrolwhenavisioncomestoyou,andyou
can’tcontrolhowdeepyougointhevisionitself.It’snotyourfault,”she
repeated.
Oliverlookedoverherthen,butkepthishandsonherhipandlowerback.
“I’vealwaystriedtocontrolthem,youknow.MaybebeforetheVeronaVirushit
thingsweredifferent,butiftheywere,Idon’tremember.Iwasn’tthatoldwhen
wewentintothecompounds,andeventhoughIknewIwouldonedaybethe
Foreseerforthebears,Iwasn’tas…entrenchedinthevisionsasIamnow.But
nomatterwhatI’vedonesince,Ican’tcontrolthem.Ican’tseethoseIlove…or
Iusuallycan’t.”
Helookeddownagainandsheblinkedathim.“Whatdoyoumean?”
Heletoutasighandrestedhisheadonthetopofhers.Shewrappedher
armsaroundhismiddle.Itwasasifsheknewheneededthecomfort,evenifhe
didn’twanttoaskforit.Herwolfbrushedupagainsthisbear,apparently
knowinghisbeastneededtouch,aswell.
“I’veneverbeenabletogetclearreadingsofAnyaorthecubs.Orevenmy
parentsbeforethen.Ialsocan’tseemyself,thoughI’mtheonelivingthevisions
atthetime.Butrecently,thingshavebeenalloutoforder.”Hepausedabeat.
“I’veseenthecubs,butnotattheirdeath.I’veseenCole.”Hesighed.“I’veseen
youandGibson.”
Hecouldfeelherpulsequicken.Hewantedtoknowwhatshewasthinking.
Heshouldn’thavementionedherandGibson,buthehadn’tbeenabletohelp
himself.He’dneededhertoknowthathe’dnotonlydreamtabouther,butthat
heshouldn’thavebecauseshewasclosetohiminawayhehadn’tthought
possible.Inthespanofmeremoments,meremonths,he’dstartedtofallforhis
twowolves.Tohumans,thatmightseemfast,buthewasn’thuman.Thoughit
didscarethehelloutofhim.
“Idon’tknowwhatanyofitmeans,”Oliversaidsoftly.“Ineverdo,though
Imuddlemywaythroughit.”
Shepulledbackthensohecouldseeherface.“Iwouldn’tcallthat
muddling.You’vesavedpeople,Oliver.Andwitheachvisionyoufalldeeper
intothehellyoulivethrougheveryday.Iknowit’stakingpartofyouaway
everytimeyoudoit,andithurtsmetothinkofit.Sodon’tcallitmuddling.You
dosomuch,andyetyounevertakeanythingfromit,neverlettheworldknow
thatyoutried.”
“I’mnotusedtopeopletryingtotakecareofme,”hesaidsoftly.“No,that’s
alie.Anya’sbeentakingcareofmesincewewerechildrenbecauseofmyso-
calledgifts.Andyet…yetitfeelsdifferentwithyou.She’striedtokeepme
alive,andyetwithyou—andGibson—IfeellikeIwanttolive.”Hecuppedher
faceandstareddownintothosebigeyesofhers.“Howdoyoudothistome,
littlewolf?Howcanyoureachmewhennooneelsecan?”
Hetracedhercheekwithhisthumbandshelickedherlips.Hewantedtodo
thesame,wantedtocapturehermouthandtakeitashisown.Hewantedtofeel
herbodyagainsthis,seehowwellshefitbelowhim,overhim,nearhim.
Andbecausetheywerehere,alone,together,fullofpromise…hewould.
Oliverloweredhismouthtohers,andshegaspedsoftlybeforeyieldingto
him.Hekeptonehandonherface,theotherfirmlyonherhip,keepingherin
place.Hiscockachedbeneathherbutt,buthedidn’trock,didn’tpushhertoo
far,tooquickly.Hewasabigman,abigbear,andMandywassosmall,so
fragile.
ThoughhewantedGibsonthere,wantedGibsonwithhim,withMandy,
withthemboth,heknewrightthen,thiswasaboutOliverandMandy.They
werethreepartsofawhole,threeseparaterelationshipsthatentwinedtobecome
one.
Andfornow,forthismomentofpurepassion,thiswasOliverandMandy’s
time.
Heexploredhermouth,learninghertasteandeachmoanshemadewhenhe
wentdeeper,whenhegentlybitherlips.Whenhepulledback,theywereboth
breathless,andshesquirmedonceagainonhislap.
“Iwantyou,littlewolf,”hewhispered.“Willyouhaveme?”
Shelookedintohiseyesandsmiledsoftly.“I’malreadyyours,Oliver.
Didn’tyouknowthat?”
Hestoodthenandliftedherintohisarms.Sheletoutasqueakandwrapped
herlegsaroundhiswaist.Heslidonehandunderherbutttokeephersteadyand
usedtheothertogripthebackofherhead,bringinghismouthdownoverhers
oncemore.Hekissedherhard,harderthanbefore,neededherasclosetohimas
possible.
“Icoulddrownonyourtaste.Dieahappyman,”hegrowledroughlyagainst
hermouth.
Sheranherhandsthroughhishair,pullingoutthebandasshedidso.“Keep
tasting.”Shebitintohislowerlip,andhegrowled.“Tasteeverything.”
Hegrinnedthen.Seemshislittlesubmissivewolfwasn’tallthatsubmissive
witheverything.Perfect.Hecouldn’twaitforGibsontofindout,aswell.Just
theimageofthetwoofthemmakingsureMandycameoverandoveragainsent
himtotheedge,sohetookadeepbreathandcarriedthewomanhisbearwanted
ashistothebedroom.
Whenhelaidherdownontheedgeofthemattress,hecouldn’thelpbut
smile.“Youlooklikeyou’reGoldilocksinmybed.”
Sherolledhereyes.“Myhairisn’tblonde.”
Heslidhishanduphercalfslowly.“Withyourhairsplayedaroundyour
headlikethatinabedthat’sbigenoughforabear,Idon’tcareaboutthecolor.I
wanttotasteyou,Mandy.I’mgoingtolickyouup,eatyouout,andmakeyou
comeonmytonguebeforeItakeyou.”
Mandyshivered.“Okay.”
Helaughedthen,charmedbyhersimpleanswer.“Okay,then.”Helowered
himselfoverher,takinghermouthagainwhilerunninghishandsoverherbody.
Helovedthefeelofher,allsoftnessandcurves.Shewasn’tawarrior,yetheld
thestrengthofherwolfunderthesoftnessofherskin.
Whenhepulledawaytoworkonthebuttonofherjeans,shebitintoherlip
andraisedherhips.Hegrinnedandslowlypulledherpantsdownherlegs,
tossingthemtotheside.Herlegswereshapelyandwouldfitnicelyaroundhis
hipsashedroveintoher.
“Beautiful,”hewhisperedandcuppedherboldly.
Shegasped,andhegrinned,intentonhispurpose.Shestillworehertopand
panties,butlaidoutbeforehim,heknewshewashis.Hebentoverherandslid
hishandsunderthesidesofherpantiesbeforepullingthemdown.Again,she
liftedherhipstohelp,andhecouldn’thelpbutsighattheperfectioninfrontof
him.
Andshewashis.
Beforeshecouldputherkneestogethertocoverherself,heloweredhisface
andlicked.Shebuckedtowardhim,callingouthisname.Helickedagain,her
tastesweetonhistongue.Heputonehandoverherstomachtokeephersteady
asheexploredher,lickingandsuckingwhilemakingsuretopayextraattention
toherclit.
“Oliver,”shegaspedandheincreasedthepace,slidingonefingerintoher.
Sheclampedaroundhim,tight,tight,wetandhot.Whenheaddedasecond
fingerandgentlybitdownonherclit,shecameagainsthim,herbodyshaking.
Heletherridethepleasurebeforepullingbackandstrippingoffhisclothes
inahurry.Whenhewascompletelynaked,hepulledhertoherfeet,allowing
hertostillleanagainstthebed,andkissedheragain,theurgencyridinghim
makinghimshake.
“Ineedyou,”herasped.“Ineedallofyou.”
“Youhaveit,”shegaspedassheraisedherhands.Heslidhershirtoffand
hadherbraonthegroundnexttoherpantiesbeforeshecouldblink.Herbreasts
weretheperfectsizeforhislargehandsandhehadtohavetheminhismouth.
Helickedonenipple,thentheother,gentlypluckingthemwithhisfingersand
cuppingherbreastsashedid.
“Oliver,”shemoaned,herhandtanglinginhishair.Hehummedagainsther
nipple,andshepressedherbodyagainsthis,herhandonhisdick.
Hegroaned.“Ifyoutouchmerightnow,I’mgoingtocome.”
“Yougottotasteme,whycan’tItasteyou?”
Hepulledawayandcuppedherface.“Nexttime,”hepromised.“Nexttime.
Ineedyounow.”
Withthat,heturnedheraroundandpressedherbacktohisfront,hiscock
slidingagainstthetopofherass.Whenhebentherovertheedgeofthebed,she
fistedherhandsinthebedspreadashegrippedherhipstightly.Hebentoverher
andkissedthebackofherneckthenlickeddownherspine.Withonehand,he
fingeredheragain,makingsureshewasreadyforhim,andwiththeother,
positionedhimselfatherentrance.
“Readyforme,littlewolf?”
“I’vebeenready,”shesaid,hervoicerough.
“Good.”Hepushedintoherthenandtheybothmoaned.Shewassosmall,
sotight,butshe’dtakehim.Hisbearwantedtogoharder,gofaster,butforthis
firsttime,hejustwantedtofeelher.Hecouldwaitthatlong.
“Oliver,”shemoaned.“Now.Takeme.Icanhandleit.Ineedyou.”
“Idon’twanttohurtyou.”
“I’mawolf,bearofmine.Icantakeit.Nowtakeme.”Shepushed
backwards,takingtherestofhim,andhegrowledbeforepullingbackand
slammingbackintoher.Theybothgroaned,andhecontinuedthepace,thrusting
inandoutofheruntiltheywerebothsweat-slickandontheedge.Beforehe
couldcome,hepulledoutandflippedherover.Heputhishandsunderherbutt
andliftedhersosherestedontheedgeofthebed.Shereachedbetweenthem
andgrippedhiscock,movinghimsohecouldfillheragain.Hepushedintoher
oncemore,andsherockedherhips,meetinghimthrustforthrust.
Whenhisballstightened,heknewhewasclose.“Touchyourself,”he
ordered.“Comeforme.”
Sheslidherhandoverherbellyanddidashetoldher,hereyesnever
leavinghis.Whenhereyesdarkened,herbodybowing,hecamewithher,
crushinghismouthtohersandcatchingherscreamofpleasure.
Hisbearroared,andhefeltherwolfslideagainsthim,connectingthemina
wayhe’dneverthoughtpossible.
Hestoodwithherinhisarms,naked,sweaty,sated,andhers.
Nomatterthefuture,nomatterwhathisvisionsshowedhim,thiswaswhat
hewouldrememberuntiltheendofhisdays.Thefeelofthiswomaninhis
arms…andinhissoul.
Hejustprayedthiswouldn’tbethelasttimehefeltit.
Chapter7
Gibsonwashorny.Therewasn’tanotherwordforit.Hewasfinallyhealed
fromeverythingthathadhithimrecently,andbecausehe’ddonehisbesttostay
secluded¸hehadn’thadtodealwithtoomanyemotions.
Yettherewasonethinghecouldn’tchangeonhisown.
Oh,hemighthavebeenabletoruboneofftotakecareoftheitch,oratleast
partofit,buthehadn’twantedto,notwithOliverandMandyrightthere.
Ofcourse,thetwoofthemhadalreadybeenwithoneanothersotheyat
leastknewwhattheotherfeltlike.Gibson,however,hadnoclue.Itmighthave
beenhisownfaultbecausehe’dwantedtomakesureOliverhadbeentakencare
ofduringhistimeofneed,andheknewMandywouldbeperfectforit,butit
didn’tmakehisdickanylesshard.
Andthefactthathewasthinkingabouthisdickandnotthathehadto
controlthisnewgiftofhis,orthatClairewasdead,oraboutwhohurthiminthe
firstplace,oraboutthefacttheSAUguardshadremainedasilentpresence,told
himheneededtogethisprioritiesstraight.
Noteverythingwasaboutgettingoff.
Butsometimesitsureashellfeltlikeit.
Hesighedandranahandthroughhishair.Heprobablyshouldgetitcut,but
Mandyhadcommentedthatshelikeditsohekeptit.Theyweren’tevenmated,
andhewasalreadydoingthingsforhertomakeherhappy.Ifhe’dbeenan
asshole,hemighthaveresentedherforit.Buthewasn’t,andhejustwantedto
makesureshestayedhappy.
Itwasn’teasywhentheworldwasgoingtohellaroundthem,anditwasn’t
asifthey’dstartedoffinagreatplacetobeginwith.
Withasigh,hegotupfromhiskitchentableandputhiscoldcoffeeinthe
sink.Hehadn’trememberedtodrinkitwhenit’dbeenhotsincehe’dbeentrying
tountangleafewthreadsofemotions,andnowhewastired,grumpy,andin
needofcaffeine.Coldcaffeinewouldhavetodo.Hepulledoutanoff-brand
sodafromtherefrigeratorandpoppedthetop.Thehumansdidn’tletthemhave
brandnamethingssinceitwasjustonemorewayforthemtoflaunttheirpower,
sooff-brandhadtodo.Sometimes,theysnuckinthegoodstuff,buthedidn’t
haveanyatthemoment.
Thatmorning,hewassupposedtoworkonathighpieceforafellowwolf,
buttheothermanhadcancelled,tellingGibsoninapologetictonesthatasthe
newOmega,heprobablyneededrest.
Itgratedonhimthattheothermanhadbeenright,buthedidhisbestto
ignoreit.Hehadn’tdoneatattoosincebecomingtheOmega,andhewasafraid
hewouldn’tbeabletoatall.Itwasbadenoughhecouldfeeltension,hurt,and
angerfromotherswhenhewalkedpastthem.Whatwouldhappenwhenhewas
theoneinflictingpainfromtheneedleofatattoomachine?Hewasn’tsurehe
wouldbeabletohandleit,andbecauseofthat,heknewhe’dhavetotakea
breakfromtheonethingthathadcenteredhimwithinthePack.
Ofcourse,henowhadthisnewconnection,buthedidn’tknowwhattodo
withit.Nordidheknowifhe’dbeabletofullycontrolit.Forallheknew,he’d
breakalongtheway,orworse,breaksomeonehecaredaboutbecausehedidn’t
knowhowtohandlethisso-calledgift.
Ifhe’dbeenbornwiththepowerorhadknownaboutitgrowinguplike
otherOmegasinthepasthad,itwouldbeonething.Butthishadbeendropped
inhislapatapointinhislifewhenhehadn’tbeenreadyforit.
HehadbarelybeenreadyforMandyandOliver.Letalonetheabilityto
handletheemotionalandphysicalhealthofanentirePackandtwomorethat
wereslowlyjoiningtheirs.
“Knockknock,”Mandysaidfrombehindhim.Heturnedatthesoundofher
voice,hiswolfpushingagainsthimforevenaglimpseofher.
Hesmileddespitetheweightonhischestatthesightofher.Hercheeks
wereflushed,herhairinwildwavesaroundherhead,andhethoughtshe’d
neverlookedsexier.Shesmelledofthatdelectablesweetnessthatwashers,
wrappedinthewarmthandstrengththatwasOliver.
Gibsonwantedhisscentmixedwiththetwo.
Andhewouldmakethathappen.
Soon.
Heprowledtowardherlikehewasadamncatinsteadofawolfandcupped
herface,liftingherchinsohecouldlookdownintothoseeyesofhersheloved.
“Goodmorning,”heraspedbeforetakinghermouthwithhis.Sheleaned
intohim,herbreastspressingintohischest.
“Goodmorning,”shebreathedbeforeleaningbacktofanherface.“Iswear,
betweenyouandOliverI’mgoingtoneedanapatsomepointsoIcancatch
up.”
Gibsongrinned.“Yeah?Wetoomuchforyou,arewe?”
Sherolledhereyes.“Nottoomuch.Justenough.ThoughsometimesIguess
itfeelsliketoomuch.Andthenatthosetimes,Iguessitwillbeuptoyouand
Oliverto…play.”
Gibsonlickedhislipsatthethought.“Itdoeshelpthatthere’salways
someonewaitinginthewingsincaseweneedtotapout.”
Shesnortedandhuggedhimaroundhiswaist.“Yes,becauseit’sjustlikea
cagematch.”Shesighedintohimandinhaled.“Yousmell…happy.”
Helaughed.“Oh,really?HowcanIsmellhappy?”
Shewrinkledhernose,andheleaneddowntokissit.Funny,hewasstill
hornyashell,likehe’dbeenbefore,butinsteadoftheangstandworrythathad
comewithit,hefelt…relieved.Mandyhaddonethattohimbyjustbeingnear.
Hedidn’tknowwhatthatmeant,orrather,hedidn’twanttothinktoohardabout
whatthatmeant,buthe’dtakeitasitwas.Fornow.
“Idon’tknow.It’snotlikeyouwiththewholeactuallyfeelingemotions
things,butwhenIcamein,mywolfperkedupbecauseyoursdid.Iguessthat’s
whatImean.”
Helookeddownather,hisheartinthisthroat.Thatshe’dcaughtthatwith
onelooktoldhimhehadn’tbeenhidinghowhefeltaboutherwellatall.Why
hefelttheneedtohideanythingfromherwasbeyondhimthough.Maybeitwas
becausetheyweremovingawfullyfastfortwowolveswhohaddonetheirbest
tostayoutofeachother’swayinthepast.
“Youdomakemehappy,”hesaidsoftly.Heranhisthumboverherjawand
swallowedhard.Ifhedidn’tslowdown,he’dtakeheragainstthewall,andhe
neededtobreathefirst.Shedeservedmorethanaruttogethimoff.“Iwasjust
goingtohaveasoda.Youwantone?”
Shetiltedherheadasshestudiedhisface.“Icouldusesomethingtodrink.
Aren’tyougoingtoaskwhyI’mhereandOliverisn’t?”
Heblinkedandclearedhisthroat.“IguessIwasjustsohappytoseeyouI
forgottheusualthingslikenotbeingaselfishasshole.”
Sherolledhereyes.“Well,youbeinghappytoseemeisonething,but
you’renotaselfishasshole,notwiththatkiss.AsforwhyI’mhere,Ihaveafew
thingstodoworkwise,butIbroughtitwithme.”Shepointedtothesatchelhe’d
failedtonoticethatsheworeacrossherbody.“OliverisplayingUncleBigBad
Bearwiththecubstoday.Theymissedhimapparently,andhewantedtomake
sureyouandIhadsometimealonetogether.IfI’mnotmistaken,he’splanning
onmakingsurethetwoofyouhavetimetospendtogetheralone,aswell.And
thenthethreeofus.”Hereyescrossed.“It’salotofrelationshipswhenyouput
itallouttherelikethat.”
Heshookhishead,asmilespreadingoverhisface.“Yeah,butwe’llfinda
waytomakeitwork.Andhonestly,itonlyseemslikealot,Ithink,because
OliverandIusuallydoourbesttostayonthefringes.”
Shenoddedasheledhertothekitchenandgotherasodaofherown.
“Yeah,andwhileImightknowalotofpeople,Itendtostaybymyself.Too
manydominantshiftersatonceandmywolfneedsatimeout.”
Hetookasipofhisdrink.“Igetthat.Well,atleastIsortofdo.I’venever
likedbeingaroundalotofpeople,eventhoughIusuallyhaveoneortwoinmy
shopdaily.Idon’tknowifit’smywolforjustmethatmakesthathappen,
though.IknowOliverneedstobeonhisownalotbecauseofthewhole
Foreseerthing,butIdon’tknowwhatitfeelsliketohaveawolfinsidethat’snot
evenalittledominant.”
Shesmiledthen,hereyesbrightening.“AndIdon’tknowwhatitfeelslike
nottobesubmissive.Mywolf,muchlikemeIguess,needstocomfort,too
soothe.It’snotthatI’mweak,butmore…adifferentkindofwolfIguess.”
Gibsonfrowned.“Ineverthoughtyouwereweak.Ittakesacertainkindof
strengthtoaidthedominantswhentheycan’thelpthemselves.Whothoughtyou
wereweak?”Hiswolfrose,needingtoknow,aswell.Atendrilofsensationslid
overhim,andheknewitwasMandy.Hecouldn’ttellwhatemotionitwas
exactly,butitfeltalittlelikeshame.Hedidn’tunderstandituntilshespoke
next.
Shebitherlip.“Therewereafew,butClairehonestlywastheworst.”She
letoutasigh,andGibsonsetdownhiscansohecouldbringherclose.“Once
HoldenmatedArielandeverythinghappenedwiththeSAU,thingswere
different,butIwasalwayscarefularoundher.AndIhatethatI’mevensaying
thisbecauseshe’sgoneandcan’tspeakforherself.Someoneendedherlife,and
wehavenoideawhoitwas.YetasmallpartofmeisrelievedIwillneverfeel
trappedandscaredbecauseofheragain.Shewasn’tagoodperson,butshe
didn’tdeservetodielikethat.”
Gibsonkissedhertempleandheldhertohischest.Shesnuggledclose,and
herestedhischinonthetopofherhead.
“No,shedidn’tdeservetodielikeshedid,andwewillfindoutwhodidit.
Justlikewe’llfindoutwhohurtmeandwhytheSAUissosilentrightnow.As
forhowshemadeyoufeel…Herdyingdoesn’tchangethat.Itdoesn’tmakeyou
abadpersonforrememberingwhatshedidtoyou.”Hiswolfpushedathim,
wantingtoavengeher,buttherewasnothingtoavenge.Notyetanyway.
“Ifeellikethingshavebeenupintheairyetchangingsoquicklyeversince
HoldenfoundArielinthewoods,”Mandysaidafteramoment.“It’sstrangeto
thinkhowthingsmightchangeagain.”
Heranhishanddownherside.“Iknow,”hesaidsoftly.“IneverthoughtI’d
behere,betheOmega.”Abeatofsilence.“Bewithyou.”
Shemovedawayfromhimthen,andhefeltapangofdisappointmentuntil
shestoodonhertiptoesandreacheduptokisshisjaw.“Makelovetome,
Gibson.Makemeyoursintruth.”
Heslidhishandsdownherarmsandgrippedherfingers.“Youwantthat
now?Youwantmeonyou,overyou,inyou?”
“I’vewanteditforalongtime,”sheanswered.“Thewaytheworldis
changingisn’tgoingtostopthat.IwantyouasIwantOliver,thougheachwayis
unique.”
Henodded.“Sameforme.”
Shesmiledthen.“WhenyoutakeOliver,doyouthinkIcanbeinthe
room?”sheblushed,andGibsonlaughed.
“Youwanttowatchmetakehim?Andhowdoyouknowit’llbemetaking
him?”
“I’msureyou’lltaketurns,”shesaiddryly.“ButIthinkourbigbearneeds
torelaxeveryonceinawhile,andyoucandothatforhim.”
Heloweredhishead,hislipsabreathfromhers.“Ithinkwebothcan.”And
withthat,hetookhermouth,relishinghertaste,hertouch.Heliftedherintohis
armsandturnedsohecouldsitheronthekitchentable,thankfulitwassturdier
thantheoneinherhome.Hepulledawayandtuggedatthebottomofhershirt.
“Ineedthisoff.”
Hereyeswidened.“Here?Inthekitchen?”
Gibsongrinnedthen.“Hell,yeah.Thekitchenistheperfectplacetoeat.”
Andwiththat,hetookoffhershirt,moaningwhenherealizedshewasn’t
wearingabra.“DamnIloveyourbreasts.”
Shecuppedthemherself,ablushrisingonherskin.“Oliverbrokethehook
onmybralastnightandI,uh…haven’tbeenhometofixityet.”
Hepulledherhandsawayandcuppedherbreasts,usinghisthumband
forefingertoplaywithhernipples.“Inoticedyouwerewearingthesameclothes
aslastnight.You’readirtylittlewolf,aren’tyou?”
Shelickedherlips.“You’redirtier.”
Hechuckledroughly.“Yeah,Iam.”Heloweredhisheadandtookanipple
intohismouth,sucked.Shearchedtowardhim,puttingherhandonthebackof
hishead.Hepulledaway.“Handsontheedgeofthetable,Mandy.”
“What?”sheasked,hereyeswide.
“Hands.On.The.Table.”Hegrowledouteachword.“Ifyoutouchmenow,
I’lllosecontrol.”
“SoyoucantouchmebutIcan’ttouchyou?”sheaskedevenassheputher
handsontheedgeofthetableashe’dordered.
“Yep.”Hebeganworkingonherpants,slowlyslidingthem,alongwithher
panties,downherlegs.Soon,shewasnakedbeforehim.Sexy,curvy,andhotas
hell.
“Thatdoesn’tsoundfair,”shesaid,thoughitwasmoreofagaspashewent
tohiskneesinfrontofher.
“You’llhavetopunishmelaterforit,”hegrowled.Thenhelickedher,
nibblingandbitinguntiltheywerebothpanting.Shehadherlegswrapped
aroundhisneck,andhecouldn’thelpbuthuminsatisfactionathertaste.As
soonashedid,shestiffenedbeforecoming,herbodyarchingoverthetable.
Butshe’dkeptherhandsontheedge.
Hequicklystoodupandstrippedoutofhisclothes.Hewasrock-hard,and
soclosehemightendupcomingbeforeheevenhadher.Heknewhehadto
slowitdown,hadtorememberthatthiswasonlythefirstchanceatabeginning.
Gibsonkissedherhard,wrappingherhairaroundhisfist.“Mine,”he
growled.“Mine.”
“Yours,”shepromised,hereyesdark.“Yours.Always.”
Hewasn’tsurehecouldhandletheideaofalways,oratleasthehadn’t
been.Now,hecouldn’thelpbutthinkit.
Passion,heat,andthescariestthingofall—love—filledhim,andhewasn’t
sureifitwashisorMandy’s.Hiswolftookeverythingin,theemotionsmixing
andtanglinguntiltheybecamealmostone.Thatitselfwasanewkindofalmost
bond,anewkindoffeelingaltogether.
He’dhavetoworkthroughthatandfindabalance,butfornow,hecould
onlystopandstareatthewomanbeforehim.
“You’reeverything,”hewhispered.“Everything.”
Sheshookherhead.“Justonethirdofawhole,”shesaidsoftly.“Now
please,getinmebeforeIhavetotakecareofthingsmyself.”
Hesnortedandcuppedherbreastfirmly.“Goingtotakecharge,areyou?”
Shearchedintohisgrasp,hernipplehardagainsthispalm.“Ifyouwon’t.”
Hepinchedhernippleandshegasped.“Wench.”
“Heathen.”
“Littlewolf.”
“Mywolf.”
Helikedthesoundofthat.Hekissedheragain,usingonehandtoguide
himselftoher.Ashepressedin,hemethergaze,theirbreathsquickeningashe
filledherslowly,ohsoslowly.
Whenheseatedhimselftothehilt,hepaused,sweatslidingdownhisback.
Shewassowarm,sowet,andabsoluteperfection.
“I’venever…”heclearedhisthroat.“I’veneverfeltanythinglikethis.”
Tearssliddownhercheeksasshenodded.“Gibson.”
Hekissedherashemoved,theirbodiesmovingasone.Shewrappedher
legsaroundhiswaist,pullinghimcloser,andhegrippedherhipsohecouldgo
asdeepaspossible.Andwhenshecame,herbodytighteningaroundhis,he
followedher,fillingher,markingherashisowninthatway.
Onedaysoon,whenitwasthethreeofthem,theywouldmarkeachother.
Therewasnootheroptionnow.He’dfallen.Fast.Hard.Andineveryway
possible.
Thiswolfandthebearwhowasclosehadlaidclaimtohisheart,hisbody,
andhisfuture.
Itdidn’ttakeanOmegatoknowtheothersfeltthesame.Justasitdidn’t
takeaForeseertoknowthatastheworldcrumbledaroundthem,spunonan
unsteadyaxis,theywouldhavetofightforwhattheywanted.
Becausethiswasonlyareprieveinthedarkness.
Somethingwascoming.
Anditwascomingsoon.
Chapter8
Thedreamcamequickly.Oliverbracedhimselffortheonslaught,yetdid
hisbesttoremembereverydetail,everyounceofpain.Thedarknessslammed
intohim,anever-presententitythattoldhimthatwhathappenednextwasn’t
goingtobeeasy,wasn’tgoingtobepretty.
Heletoutabreath,focusingonwhatmattered—thevision.
Theywerestandinginagroupoftrees,thoughhecouldn’ttellifitwas
nightordaybecausethebranchesmadeacanopy,onlylettinginsomelight.If
he’dbeenawakeintruth,he’dhavefeltthesun’swarmthorperhapsthemoon’s
pull,butfornow,heonlyknewthatwhathappenedwouldbeinthissmallpatch
offorest.
Growlssoundedinfrontofhim,andhemovedforward.Fromthemurky
darkness,twofiguresemerged,thistimenotinwolfform.GibsonandMandy
stoodback-to-back,cutscoveringtheirbody.Alarge,jaggedgashmarked
Gibson’storso.BloodseepedthroughGibson’sshirtandrandownhispantsto
mixwiththedirtontheground.TheOmegawaspale,hisbodyshuttingdown
fromthemortalwound.
Mandyclawedatherattacker,adarkshadowhecouldn’tquiteplace,her
facescrunchedevenashereyesfilledwithfear.
Oliverthrewhisheadbackandroared.Thehumponthebackofhisneck
grewashebegantoshiftintohisgrizzlyform.Theneedtosavethem,evenina
dreamthatwasnodream,tookover,andheputallsenseofrealityoutofhis
mind.
Hewouldnotallowthesetwotodie.
Notwhenhe’djustfoundthem.
HetackledthedarkshadowinfrontofGibsonasthemalewolffelltohis
knees,hiseyeswideandvacant.Mandyturnedtowardthem,screamingtheir
lover’snameasGibsonhittheground.Oliverreachedoutwithalargepawto
bringherclose,butcouldn’tgettoherintime.Instead,ashadowjumpedonto
herbackandclawedherneck.Bloodpouredfromthegash,andshereachedup
tostaunchtheflow.
Butitwouldn’tbeenough.
Itneverwas.
Olivercoveredtheirbodieswithhisown,swipingattheshadowsbutnever
makingcontact.Heclawed,bit,androared;yetnothingworked.Theshadows
usedtheirfangsandclawstoattackhisbody,diggingthroughhisfurdownto
theflesh.
Hisbloodcoveredthegroundbelowhim,andheknewthiswouldbethe
end.
Thiswashowhewoulddie.
Andifhedidn’tmovefromthevision,hemightdieforreal,aswell.
Becausesometimes,whateverhappenedinthevision,alsohappenedtohis
unconsciousbody.
Hecouldn’tlethislifeendlikethis,couldn’tletGibsonandMandydieat
thehandsoftheunknown.
Oliverpulledaway,hisbodyshaking,hisvisiongoinggray.Asheclosed
hiseyes,hisbreathgrowingragged,anotherwolfemergedfromthedarkness,his
eyesintent.
Theo.
ButwhatwouldTheobedoinghere?
TheogrowledoverMandy’sbody,andOliveropenedhismouthtoroar
back,butthedarknesstookhimagain.
Hewokeupinapoolofhisownsweat,hissheetstangledaroundhiships
andchest,heavingashefoughttocatchhisbreath.Withalurch,heturnedonhis
frontandemptiedthecontentsofhisstomachintotheemptytrashcanhekept
nearhisbedforsituationsjustlikethis.
Oncehecouldbreatheagain,Oliverstoodonshakylegsandwenttoclean
uphismessandtosshissheetsinthewasher.Ashegotintheshower,hestood
underthespray,leaningononehandagainstthewallsohecouldfigureoutwhat
hewasgoingtodowiththisnewvision.
JustbecauseTheohadshownupinthedreamrightwhentheshadowshad
disappeareddidn’tmeanhehadanythingtodowithGibsonandMandy’sdeaths.
Infact,itcouldhavebeensomethingcompletelydifferent,yetOlivercouldn’t
shakethatTheohadsomethingtodowithwhatwouldcome.
Andpossiblywithwhathadalreadyhappened.
Theowasn’thappywithMandyforchoosingOliverandGibsonoverhim,
butthatdidn’tmeanhewouldberesponsiblefortheirdeaths.Infact,Theohad
spentmostofhislifemakingsureMandywassafeandsecure,evenwithinthe
wallsoftheirconfinement.ButGibsonhadbeenattacked—evenifithadbeen
beforeMandyhadcometothemboth.PerhapsTheohadknownbeforeeven
OliverdidofMandy’schoice.AndClaire…ClairehadhurtMandy.
Heknewhewasreachingatthispoint,buthedidn’tknowwhatelseto
think.Theohadbeenpartofhisvision,andthisparticulardreamhadfeltmore
realthananythingelsehe’ddreamtbefore.
Somethingwascoming,heknewthat,andperhapsTheowouldbepartofit.
WhatmadethiswholethingworsewasthatOlivershouldn’thavehada
visionlikethatatall.Somethingwaswrongwithhim,hisvisions,hispowers.
Heshouldn’thavevisionsofthoseclosesttohim,thoseheloved.Because,damn
it,helovedGibsonandMandy.Hemaynothavehadtheminhislifeforlong,
buttheywerehis.Soheshouldn’thavehadavisionaboutthem.
AndnoForeseerhehadeverheardofhaddreamtoftheirowndeath.
Thatjustdidn’thappen.
Whateverwasoff,hewouldfindawaytofixit,butheknewitwouldn’tbe
easy.Hesighedoncemoreandturnedoffthewaterbeforegettingouttodry
himself.He’dpromisedhe’dmeetGibsonandMandyinthedencenterfor
breakfast,andheknewhewasalreadyrunninglate.
Hedidn’tsleepmuchthankstothevisions,butapparently,hisbodyhad
decidedthatadreamwherehehaddiedwouldbetheonethatkepthim
unconsciousforfarlongerthanusual.
Oliverdressedquicklyandlefthishome,makinghiswaytowardtheden
centerandhopinghewasn’ttoolatetomeetupwithGibsonandMandy.As
soonashefoundhiswaytothepath,hisbodyrelaxed.Theirscentsreachedhim,
circlingaroundhisbodybeforefinallysettlingintohisskinasiftheyhadalways
beenthereandwouldalwaysbe.
GibsonandMandywalkedtowardhim,hand-in-hand.Mandy’ssmile
brightenedwhenshecaughtsightofhim,andGibsongavehimalittlesmirk.
Thesetwowerehis,therewasnoquestion.He’dhadMandy,andwould
haveherinhislifeagain,andsoonhewouldhaveGibson.Andafterthat…it
wouldbethethree.Theywouldfindawaytomaketheirworldwork,makewhat
theyneeded,themasone,work.
Hejustprayedhewouldhaveenoughtimetofindthatpath.
OliveropenedhisarmsasMandywalkedtowardhimandburrowedclose.
“IthoughtIwasmeetingyouthere.”Hekissedthetopofherhead,inhalingher
scentashedid.
Gibsonwalkedtohissideandkissedhislipssoftly.Oliver’sbearrearedup,
needingmore,buthepushedhimback.Fornow.
Thewolfsmiledathim.“Wefiguredwe’dpickyouupinstead,”Gibson
said.“Thisway,wemakesureyouactuallyshowupontime.”
MandysnortedandpulledbacksoshecouldpushatGibson.“That’snot
true.”ShelookedupatOliverandbattedhereyelashescoyly.“Iwantedtowalk
together.”Shepaused.“Andmaybemakesureyouweren’trunninglate,but
that’sbecauseI’madork.Adorkwithaschedule,though.”
Oliverchuckledandkissedherthen,needinghertaste.Shemoanedbeneath
himandhegrinnedashepulledaway.“AsI’mrunningabitlate,Ithankyou.”
Hisstomachrumbled.“Andapparently,sodoesmystomach.”
“Let’sgetyoufed,bigboy,”Gibsonsaidwithalaugh.
“Bigboyisright,”Mandywhisperedunderherbreathandblushedbeet-red.
“I,uh…didn’tmeantosaythatoutloud.”
Olivergrinnedwide.“I’mnotcomplaining.”Hegrippedherhipasthey
walked,alightnesscomingoverhim,shatteringthedarknessthathadovercome
himinthedream.Withthesetwo,hecouldbreathe,couldthink.Thiswaswhat
he’dbeenmissingallthistime,andhewasdamngladheatleasthadthistime
withthem.
Hecursedinwardly.
Hewouldchangehisvision.
Hewouldsavethemall.
Nomatterwhat.
Agrowlsoundedbehindthem,andGibsonturned,shovingMandybetween
himandOliver.ThehairsonthebackofOliver’sneckstoodonendandhelet
hisbearcomeforward.
Thoughitwasdaylightandhecouldseethroughthetopsofthetrees,he
knewthispartofthepath,knewthesetrees.
He’ddreamtthembefore.
Fourlionsprowledthroughthewoodedarea,onemaleandthreefemales.
Themale’sblackmanebillowedinthewind,hisbodysleekmuscle.Thethree
femalessurroundinghimhadtheirheadsdownlow,readyforattack.
“Whatthehell?”Gibsonspat.“Cats?”Ashewasbestfriendswithacat,it
madesensetoOliverthatGibsonwasjustasconfusedashewas.
ButasOliverinhaled,hecaughtthe…lackofscentthathadbeenonGibson
aftertheattack,thesamelackofscentthathadcoveredClaire’sbody.
BeforeOlivercouldcontemplatetheramificationsandthinkaboutwhy
thesecatswoulddosuchathing,theleadfemalepounced.Gibsonrolledoutof
theway,butnotbeforesheclawedthewolfrightthroughhisstomach.
Oliverhadseenthatwoundbefore.
Thiswouldnothappenexactlylikeinhisdream.
Oliverroaredandswipedatanotherfemale,theclosestshiftertohim.“Get
help!”hecalledtoMandy.
“Ican’t!”shecalledback.
Heriskedaglanceoverhisshoulderassherolledtothegroundtogetoutof
thewayofthethirdfemale.Themalelionstoodwherehewas,watchingthe
womenfight,butOliverdidn’ttakehiseyesoffhimfully.Heknewhowlions
fought,andthismalewouldn’tstandbackforlong.
Hewaswaitingforanopening.
Oliverpushedatthefemalelioninfrontofhim,rakinghisclawsdownher
side.Hewasbigger,stronger,andwouldwininafightwhenitwasshifter
againstshifter.Buthewasinhumanform,andcouldn’tstripdowntochange
withoutbearingaweakside.Healsocouldn’tfocuscompletelybecauseMandy
wasfightingsomeonemuchlargerandstrongerthatshewaswhileGibsonwas
bleedingoutnexttohim,stillfighting.
Andyetthemalelioncontinuedtowatch.
Waiting.
Oliverduckedabitethatwouldhaveseveredanarteryonhislegand
slammedthefemaleliontotheground.Gibsonwaswinningagainsthisenemy,
butifhedidn’tgetsomeonetotakecareofhiswoundsoon,itwouldbetoolate.
Mandywasfightinghardaswell,butshewouldn’tlastlong.Shewasn’ta
fighter,andthoughshewastrained,heropponentwasbetter.
Oliverturnedtohelp,thenhitthegroundhard,afierypainradiatingdown
hisbackasthemalelionpounced,clawingandbitingOliver’sflesh.Heroared
andturned,throwingtheliontotheground.Heheardasickeningpopasthelion
brokebones,butthebastardcamebackathim.
Mandyscreamedasthelionjumpedonher,andOliverturnedhisattention
toher.
Mistake.
ThemalelionandthefemaleoneOliverhadfoughtatfirstattackedhimas
heturnedtowardMandy’sscream.
“Mandy!”hecalledout,buthewasafraiditwouldbetoolate.
Justasheropponentpinnedhertothegroundandopenedhisjawstobite
Mandy’sneck,agreywolfboundedoutofthetrees,throwinghisbodyintothe
lions.Mandyrolledtoherfeetandclawedatthelion,aswell.
Heknewthatwolf,knewthatscent.
Theo.
Hell,thankGodhe’dbeenwrongabouthisdream.
Heturnedhisattentionbacktothetwobigcatsinfrontofhim,hisrageat
fullpeak.Howdaretheselionsattackhismates?Heroared,hishumprisingon
hisback.Hisclawsslashedout,andhegrippedthefemalebyherneckand
squeezed.Sherasped,clawingathisarmasheshookher,slammingherdownto
thegroundbeforepickingherupandslammingheragain.
Hedidittwicemorebeforehewassureshewasdeadandthenthrewher
bodytowardthetrees.Theresoundingthumpmighthavesickenedhimifthese
catshadn’tthreatenedhismates.
Gibsoncametohisside,bloodyandpale,hisopponentdeadwhereshelay.
“There’ssomethingoffaboutthem,”hegroaned.“Icanfeelit.”Heputhisfist
overhisheart.“It’snotover.”
Themalelionprowledtowardhim,andGibsonandOliverriskedaglance
atMandy,whofoughtthelastfemalelion.Theolaybloodyonthegroundin
wolfformbesideher,andOlivercursed.Hemovedtowardhertohelpwhenshe
bent,usinghershouldertohitthecatinthegutbeforerollingtotheground.She
kickedout,takingtheliondownbythelegsandthenmovedoncemoretopin
theshiftertotheground.
“Don’tyoudarefuckwithmymates,”Mandygrowledout.
Oliverblinked.Well,then.Hewenttoherside,makingsurethelion
couldn’tmove.Theshifterhadpassedout,buthedidn’ttrustit.Heturnedthen
tomakesureGibsonwasokaysincethemalelionwasstillaliveandbreathing,
butheshouldn’thavebeenworried.
HoldenandtheotherAlphasburstthroughthetrees,theirclawsout.“What
thehellhappened?”
Jonah,theFelineAlphanarrowedhiseyesatthecarnage.“Xavior,shift.”
ThepowerinhisvoiceslidoverOliver’sskinandhealmostbowedhishead.He
didn’tknowJonah,butdamn,thatcatwasAlphaforareason.
Otherscameoutfromthetreestohelp,pinningtheotherliondownso
OlivercouldtakeMandyintohisarmsandmaketheirwayovertoGibson.
Theoletoutabreathbesidethem,andshewenttoherkneesatthenow
proneTheoandGibsonattheirfeet.Oliverfelltohisassatherside,tiredand
confusedashell.Withsomanyothersaroundthem,theyweresafeforthetime
being,buthehadtomakesurehismateswerereallyokay.
“Theo?”shewhispered.Sheranherhandsthroughhisfur,andOliverdidn’t
feelanyjealousy.Thiswasherbestfriend,andhehadsavedherlife.Oliver
wouldalwaysbegrateful.“Heneedsahealer.”
Assoonasshesaidit,theirdoctorcameforward,lookedbetweenTheoand
Gibson,andshookhishead.“Damn,”hemumbledandwenttoworkonTheo’s
sidewhereOlivercouldseeribbonesstickingout.
Hell,itwasworsethanhe’dthought.
ThebearmediccameforwardandstartedtoworkonGibson,andOliver
wasgrateful.They’dfoughtasonePack,notthree,andnowtheywouldhealas
one,aswell.Atleast,hehoped.
“Explainyourself,Xavior,”Jonahhissed.
“Fuckyou,”Xavior,thenownakedmalelionhissed.
“Theyattackedusonthepath,”Oliveransweredforhim.“Idon’tknow
why,buttheyalsohavethesamemutedscentthatwasonGibsonandClaire.At
leasttheydid,Icanscentthemnow.”Henarrowedhiseyes.“Idon’tknow
what’sgoingon,butsomethingisoffaboutthiswholething.”
Xaviorspittowardhim,andJonahletoutmorepower.Themalelionfell
facedownontheground.Cowering.Shaking.
“Answer,”Jonahordered.
“Weshouldhavebeeninpower,shouldhavebeentheAlphas,”Xavior
finallyanswered,risinguponhiskneesonceagain.“Thelionsarethekings,and
yetweletthetigersruleourPacks?It’sanabomination.”
Oliverblinkedattheadmission.Adominancechallenge?Allofthisfora
backwardswayofmakingaplayfortheAlphaposition?Ofthethreetypesof
shifters,itwasthecatsthathadadifferentwayofchoosingwhowasAlpha.
Withwolves,sincetheyweremostlyalltimberwolves,theAlphawasthe
strongest.Withbears,itwasalwaysgrizzliesbecausetheywerethemost
powerfulunlesstheywerefarupnorthnearthepolars.Butcatshadmultiple
species,andthatmeanteachPackhadtohaveacat-on-catbattletofindout
whichkindwouldbetherulingfamily.Oliverhonestlydidn’tknowhowthat
battlehadbeenfought,buthethoughtCora’sfamily,thetigerfamily,wasthe
strongestbyfar.
AndfromthewaythelionmaleinfrontofJonahcowered,hehadn’tbeen
wrong.
“Allofthis?Forachangeinrule?”Jonahshookhishead,disgustonhis
face.“Youcouldneverbeatmeinafairfight,soyouwhat?Attackedthe
ForeseerandOmegatoproveapoint?”
Xaviorraisedhischinbutkepthisgazedown.OliverhuggedMandyclose
asthedoctorsworkedonGibsonandTheobesidethem.
“Answerme,”Jonahordered.
“IfwetookoutthepowersoftheotherPacks,wewouldhavebeenableto
rule.Theywouldhaveblamedyouandtakenyouout.”
Thatdidn’tmakeanysense,andfromthewayJonah’sbrowsrose,he
agreedwithOliver.
“HurttheotherPacksandhurtme?Istillwouldhavetakenyoudown.”
“No,youwouldn’thave,”Xaviorspat.“Notwhenwehadthepowerofthe
Shamanafterwekilledher.”
Oliverfroze.“You…youkilledyourShaman?Iwasn’tawareyouhadone.”
TheShamanwasthecat’sthirdinpower,likeOliverandGibsonweretotheir
Packs.TokillaShaman…thatwasadeathsentence.
Awaytobesenttothefarthestofhells.
Shamansheldpower,magic,buttheywereweak.Innocent.
“Wedidn’thaveone,”Jonahsaidsoftly,horrorinhisvoice.“Notyet…”
“Shewasn’tofageyet,”Xaviorsaidwithashrug.
Oliver’sstomachturnedasMandygaspedinhishold.Hefelttheheatofher
tearsonhischestandheknewshemournedforthelittlegirlwhohaddied
becauseofthegreedofonemanandhisfollowers.
“Who?”Jonahasked,hisvoicepurerage.
“TheoneyouthoughttheSAUtook,”hespat.“Justliketheytakesomany
ofoursandwedonothingaboutit.Onlyitwasn’tthem.Itwasus.We’re
strongerthantheSAU.Andwe’restrongerthanyou.Wesiphonedherpowers
andusedthemtobringouttheOmegasowecouldkillhim,andthenwemessed
withthevisionsoftheForeseer.Yousee,wewerethepower.Notyou.We
deservetobeAlphas.Andthatbitchwolf,Claire,wekilledher,too.Sheshould
havediedlongagowhensheoutedustothehumans,butyouweren’tstrong
enoughtodoit.Wetookcontrolbecauseyoucouldn’t.”
JonahturnedtosomeonebehindOliverandgaveaslightnod.Oliverturned
andbroughtMandy’sfacetohischestastheFelineBetasnappedtheneckofthe
lionfemalewhohadattackedMandy.
“Youbrokeourlaws,”Jonahbegan,andOliverturnedhisattentionbackto
theAlpha.“Youkilledachild.YouattackedthoseoutsideourPack.Youkilleda
womantoseeifyoucould.You…youarenotours.Youarenothing.”He
smashedhisfistintoXavior’scheek,andthelionhittheground,unconscious.
TheAlphaletoutalongsigh.“Hisdeathisn’tmine,”hesaidsoftly.“Butofthe
child’sparentsiftheysochoose.Iftheycan’t,Iwilltaketheirburden.I’msorry
fortheactionsofmyPack.”
OliverstoodonshakylegsandgrippedMandy’shand.Gibson,now
somewhathealedsincehewasashifterandbandagedstoodwiththem,gripping
Oliver’sotherhand.
“It’sover,”Oliversaidintothesilence.“Wecan’tletthisruinwhatwewere
becoming,whatwe’vebecome.Thefutureisunclear,butwemuststandasone,
standtogetherifwearetofindourfreedom.”
“Itisn’tlostonmethattheSAUhasn’tcomeintothecompoundtoseewhy
we’refighting,”Gibsonadded.“Somethingiscomingandwehavetobreak
throughourpaststoensurewehaveafuture.”
MandysqueezedOliver’shand.“We’rePack.Allofus.Iknowthey
attackedus,butyoudidn’t.Youhavenothingtobesorryfor.”
Andwiththat,thethreeAlphasofthePacks,Holdenofthewolves,Jonahof
thecats,andAndrewofthebearsbowedtheirheadsatthethreeofthem.
Mandyshook,nodoubtexhaustedfromthefightandbeinginthepresense
ofsomanyAlphas.Gibsonalsoshook,andOliverknewhehadtogethismate
home.HenoddedbacktotheAlphasandsqueezedhismates’handsbefore
leadingthemdownthepath,backtohishouse.
Theyhadfoughttheirenemiesandhadfoundthetruereasonbehindhis
dreams…atleastforthemoment.Heprayedthiswouldbethelastofitwithin
hisPack.Hispeople,allshifters,weren’tsupposedtofightwithinthePacks
now,notwithsomuchontheline.TheirtrueenemywastheSAU.
Hejustprayedtheywouldbestrongenoughtodowhatneededtobedonein
theend.
Butfornow,hehadGibsonandMandy.
Theyweresafe.
Andtheywerehis.
Thathadtobeenough.
Anditwouldbe.
Fornow.
Epilogue
Mandybitherlip,tryingnottomakeasoundasshewatchedthemgoatit.
Buthowcouldshestaysilentastheysweatedinfrontofher,moanedinfrontof
her,didthatinfrontofher.
GibsonhadOliverbentoverthebed,slowlymakinglovetohimand
makingsuretheirbearwascomforted,loved,andohsosated.WhenGibson
lookedoveratherinthechairandwinked,shelickedherlipsandwinkedback.
HesmiledthenandloweredhisbodyoverOliver’s,hisfangsoutashemarked
himashisown.
Olivergrowledsoftly,hisheadthrownbackinecstasy.WhenGibsonmoved
away,OliverstoodandfistedhishandinGibson’shair.Hecrushedhismouthto
hisbeforebitingintotheirwolf’sshouldertomarkhimashisown.
Mandyletoutamoan.
Hermenturnedtowardher,intentintheirgazes.Whentheyheldouttheir
armstoher,shestoodupandwalkedslowlytowardthem.
Theymadelove—soft,sweet,andperfect.Everythingshe’dalways
imaginedinamating.Andwhentheymarkedher,sheknewshewasadored,
caredfor,andtreasuredforever.
Andwhentheyflippedheroverontoherbellyandwentharder,sheknew
they’dfoundherstrength.She’dfoughtforherselfonthebattlefield,thoughit
hadpainedher,andyetthesemenwouldalwayscherishher,hereandoutinthe
world.
Afteralongshowerwheretheyexploredoneanothersomemore,they
dressedanddecidedtowalkaroundtheperimeterofthecompoundforGibson’s
shiftbeforetheymetwithArielandHolden.Inthetwoshortdayssincethe
attack,theyhadfullyhealed,andthePackswerelearninghowtorelyonone
anotheroncemore.Theowashealedaswell,thoughhe’dbeenhurtfarmore
thananyofthem.Fromhisactofsacrificealone,she’dknownhe’dalwaysbe
thereforher,evenifitwasn’tashe’dthoughtitwouldbe.
Shehadherbestfriendbackandtwomatessheknewshe’dcherishforthe
restofherdays.
TheywerestrongerbecausetheyhadthehealthofwhotheywereasPack
andwouldbeabletofindapeacewithineachotherwhenitcametimetoend
thisbattle,thiswar.
Whenitbecametimetobefree.
Thoughshewasn’tsurethebattleswouldbefoughtwithinthecompound
walls.TheSAUhadremainedsilentfollowingtheaftermathofthekidnappings
anddeathsontheirwatch.TheUnseenweredoingsomuchworkforherpeople,
yetshe’dnevermetoneofthem.
Thingswereabouttochange,andshehadafeelingitwouldn’tbejust
becauseofthosewithinthesewalls.
ShestoodbetweenOliverandGibsonastheypausedforamomentatthe
gatesthatlockedthemin.Theyweresotall,metalandwirecreatingacagethat
toldhershewasn’tworththegroundshestoodon.
Butonceagain,thatwouldchange.
Holden,Ariel,andsomeoftheotherPackmemberswalkeddownthepath
towardthegates.Mandyfrowned.
“DidImisssomething?”sheaskedhermen,wholookeddownatherand
shooktheirheads.
“NotthatIknowof,”Gibsonsaidsoftlyandrubbedhischest.Shewasn’t
sureifitwasbecauseofthescarthelionhadgivenhim,orthefactthatthere
weresomanypeoplearoundhimandhewasstillgettingthehangofhisnew
powers.Eitherway,sheleanedintohim,herwolfbrushingagainsthis.
Heloweredhisarmslowly.
“Good,you’rehere,”Holdensaidwhenhecametotheirsides.“Igotanote
fromtheSAUtapedtomydoorthismorning,tellingmetobehere.”
Mandy’seyeswidened.
“Andyoudidn’tscentthem?”Oliverasked.
Holdengrowled.“Noonedidsincetheytookthetrailtheyalwaysdo.
Despitethattheyhaven’tbeenhereinaweek,itstillreeksofthem.”
“Whatdoyouthinkishappening?”sheasked,hereyesdowncast.Shemight
beabletofightforherlife,butshewasstillasubmissivewolf,afterall.
“Idon’tknow.”
JustasHoldenanswered,thegatesbegantocreak.Mandyfroze,herhand
slidingintoGibson’ssincehewascloserthanOliver.Thelargemetalgatesthat
hadonlyopenedinthepastiftherewasafulllegionofguardsontheotherside
slidapart.
Onlytherewasn’tanyonethere.
“It’satrap,”Gibsonsaidsoftly.“Ithastobe.”
“Whatdoesthismean?”sheasked.
“Aretheylettingusout?”Arielasked,leaningintohermate.
“Idon’tknow,”Holdensaidsoftly.“Idon’tknow.”
Justthen,fourguardscameforward,yettheyweren’twearingorcarrying
guns.Instead,theyhadtheirhandsupandtheireyesdowncast.
Holden,Jonah,andAndrewwalkedforwardasone,threeAlphaswithone
thingontheirminds—theirPacks.
“Whatisgoingon?”Holdenasked,hisvoicelow.ButMandynoticedhe
wasverycarefulnottobefullwolf.Restraintinfrontofthehumans.
Thesmallestguardsteppedforward,hisgazestilldown.“Ourbossesare
gone.Wedon’tknowwhat’sgoingon,butthere’samovement.”Hepaused.
“Youcancomeandgo.ButstayhereincasetheleadersoftheSAUcomeback.
Butfornow…”hetrailedoff.“Idon’tthinkyoushouldbeforcedtostayinside.”
Withthat,MandyleanedintoGibson.She’dneveroncesteppedoutsidethe
gates,neverseentheworldwithouttheveilofbeingtrapped.
TheAlphasspoketotheguards,butwhateverwasbeingsaid,shecouldn’t
hearthem.Itwasalltoomuchforher.Shewasafraidtohope.
Weretheyfree?
Couldtheybe?
“Gibson,”avoicewhisperedfrombehindthem.
Sheturned,andGibsonletoutacursebeforepullingherbehindhim.Oliver
wenttoherside,andthethreeofthemslowlymovedawayfromthelargegroup
ofshiftersdiscussingtheirfuturesandtowardaman—awolf—shehadnever
metbefore.
Heworenocollar.
Borenobrand.
ButhewasAlpha.
HewasUnseen.
“Sinclair,”Gibsongrowled.“Whatthehellareyoudoinghere,andwhyare
youinsidethecompound.”
Sinclairraisedhischin.“ThingsarehappeningmuchfasterthanIthought.I
don’tknowifthisistheonlycompoundbeingfreed,butbecareful,it’snotover
yet.NotbyfarfortheSAU.”
“Soyoucameheretowarnus?”Oliverasked.
“Whoareyou?”Mandyaskedsoftly.
“I’mSinclair,littlewolf,”Sinclairsaidinalowvoice,hiseyesbright.“The
AlphaoftheUnseennearhere.AndIneedyourhelp.”Helookedbetweenthe
three.“AnyhelpIcanget.”
ShesqueezedGibson’shand,alittlefearslidingthroughher.Ifthiswolf
neededhelpdespitethepowerhesoclearlyheld,somethingwaswrong.Andit
couldn’tbethatmuchofacoincidencethattheSAUjusthappenedtosomehow
letthemoutofthecompoundswithoutafight.
Therewasanundercurrenthereshedidn’tunderstand,butshewouldbe
damnedifthatremainedthecaseforever.
Becausethesewerehermates,thiswasherPack,andifthisAlphaneeded
help,theywouldfindawaytohelphim.
Andthenthey’dfindtheirfuture.
Herpain,herneedshadbeenburiedforfartoolong.Thiswashertimenow.
HerPack’stime.
TheywerePack.
Theywerebranded,butnotforgotten.
Andmaybe,justmaybe,theywerefree.
Shadowed
Prologue
Noteventhemostvigilantguardnoticedthewolfasheslidthroughthe
thickeningshadows.Still,Sinclairwascarefultoavoidthepoolsofmorning
sunlightthatfilteredthroughthewoodedareathatwasthickwithpinesand
moss.
Approachingfromtheoppositedirection,theblackwolfwithawhitestripe
downhismuzzlewasbeingequallycareful.Bymutualconsent,theyhaltedin
thedeepestpartofthetrees.
TimesweredangerousforthevariousPacks.Andabouttobecomeeven
moreso.
Therewasablurofmagicasbothwolvesshiftedintotheirhumanforms.
“You’retemptingfatebybeinghere,”HoldenCarter,theAlphaofthelocal
Packwarned.
Sinclair’slipstwisted.HewasAlphaoftheUnseenPack.Thehandfulof
shifterswhodaredthethreatofdeathtoremainhiddenfromthehumans.
“I’vebeentemptingfatemyentirelife.”
Holdengaveashortlaugh.“Whatdoyouwant?”
“Ijustcametogiveyouaheads-up.”
Theairprickledwithheat.Holden’spowerwasatangibleforce.
“MoretroublewiththeSAU?”
“They’regrowingdesperate.”Sinclairnoddedtowardthenearbycompound
thathadoncebeenaprison.Onlydaysago,anyonetryingtoleavewouldhave
beenshotonsight.“Everyrightyou’vemanagedtoearnforourpeoplehas
threatenedtheirholdoverus.”
Holden’seyeswentwolf.“We’renotstoppingnow,”hegrowled.
“Iknowthat,”Sinclairsaid,holdingtheman’sburningglare.“Andsodoes
theSAU.”
IttookamomentbeforeHoldenrealizedwhathemeant.“You’reexpecting
abacklash?”
Sinclairshuddered.“Onanepicscale.WhichiswhyIintendtostrikefirst.”
Holdenstilled.Heclearlyhadn’tbeenexpectingSinclairtomoveso
quickly.
“Whatareyouplanning?”heasked.
Sinclairallowedaslow,satisfiedsmiletocurvehislips.“Complete
exposure.”
Holdengaveasmallnod.“Youhavetheevidence?”
“Enoughtomakethemsweat.”
“When?”
Sinclair’sfiercesenseofanticipationbrieflydimmed.Therewasalooseend
thathadtobetiedupbeforehewouldallowanythingtohappen.
“AssoonasImakesuremycontactsaresafe,”hesaid.
Holdenfoldedhisarmsoverhischest.“Whatcanwedo?”
“Braceyourselves.”
Chapter1
Finishedwithhisself-imposedtaskofwarningthePackcompoundsofthe
impendingthreatofoutrightwar,Sinclairatlastreturnedtohislairthatwas
hiddendeepinthemountainsnearBoulder.
Remaininginhiswolfform,hesqueezedthroughasmallcrevicebetween
twomassiverocksandenteredtheareaprotectedbyacircleoftoweringhills.
Hehalted,absorbingtherichscentofearthandevergreensandcrispwaterthat
flowedthroughthenearbystream.Adeeperbreathfilledhissenseswiththesoft
muskoftheshiftersthatlivedinthePack.
Home.
Withapleasedgrowl,heallowedhismagictoflowthroughhisveins.A
shudderofecstasyshookhisbody,powershimmeringaroundhimasheshifted
intohishumanform.
Onceagainhewasadark-hairedmanwithicyblueeyes.
Bypassingthehomesthatwerebuiltamongthetrees,heenteredhislairthat
washiddeninashallowcavenearthestream.Quickly,hepulledonjeansanda
T-shirtbeforeheheadeddirectlytoacabinthatwastwicethesizeoftheothers.
Thereweresolarpanelsontheroofaswellasalargegeneratorattheback.
SincetheUnseenhadtoremainoff-the-grid,they’dimprovisedbybuildingtheir
owngrid.AndRiosneededthemajorityoftheelectricitytheyproducedtokeep
hiscomputersystemupandrunning.
RiosnotonlyusedthetechnologytokeepsurveillanceontheirPack,buthe
alsomonitoredtheshiftercompoundsfromaroundtheworld.Plus,he’dhacked
intothenetworkofthelocalSAUtokeeptrackoftheirmovements.
Thejaguarwasagodwhenitcametocomputers.
Infact,theonlyonewhomightbebetterthanRioswasMiraReese.
Hisgoodmoodinstantlyvanished.
MirawasahumanfemalewhoworkedfortheCDCinFortCollins.Over
thepasttwoyears,he’dmadeithismissiontoseduceher.Notphysically.Orat
least,notyet.No.It’dbeenanemotionalseduction,usingtheshycomputer
expert’svulnerablefeelingsforhimtoconvincehertobecomeaspyforthe
shifters.
He’ddeliberatelyputherindanger,andnowshewasoutoftouch.
Duringhisgruelingjourneyfromcompoundtocompound,he’dtriedto
ignorethefactthathehadn’tbeenabletocontactthefemale.Itwastheonlyway
tocompletehisdutywithoutgoingnuts.Now,heunleashedhisironcontroland
allowedthefullimpactofhisconcernforMiratoslamintohim.
HewasanAlphaofanoutlawPackthathadinfiltratedtheSAU.Hewason
thevergeofriskingopenwarwiththehumans.Therewasnodoubtthathewas
accustomedtocarryingtheweightoftheworldonhisshoulders.
ButthisworryforMira…
Itburnedlikeacidinthepitofhisstomach.
Withoutbotheringtoknock,heshovedthedoorofthecabinopenand
steppedinside.
Rioswasalreadyonhisfeet.Therewasnowaytosneakuponashifter.
Especiallynottheedgyjaguarwhowasaddictedtocoffeeandsoccer.
Thetall,slendermalewithdarkhairclippedclose,blackeyes,andrich,
goldenbrownskinleftthebankofcomputersthatwerelinedagainstapaneled
walltostrollforward.
Acrosstheroomweremorecomputersandvariousmonitors,andstacksof
serversthatfilledtheairwithalowhum.
“Welcomeback,amigo,”theyoungermalesaid.
“HaveyouheardfromMira?”Sinclairdemandedinclippedtones.
Adarkbrowarched,goldeneyesglowingwithawryhumor.
“Hey,Rios.Goodtoseeyou.AndthanksforholdingdownthefortwhileI
wasgone,”RiosmockedSinclair’slackofmanners.
NotthatSinclairgaveashit.Hewasn’tAlphabecauseofhisgoodlooksand
charmingpersonality.
HewasAlphabecausehewasaruthlesspredatorthatpreferredtokillfirst
andaskquestionslater.
Henarrowedhiseyesinwarning.“Well?”
“Notaword.”
“Damn.”
Riosstudiedhimwithasearchinggaze.“It’sjustbeenacoupleofweeks
sinceyoulastsawher,”hepointedout.“What’sgotyousowoundup?”
Sinclairabruptlymovedtostandatthewindowthatofferedaperfectview
ofthewaterfall.Itwasn’tthebeautyofnature,however,thathadhimturning
awayfromhisfriend.Nope.Itwashisneedtohidehisfierceemotions.
“She’sbeentakingtoomanyriskslately,”hesaid,tryingtokeephisvoice
even.Thelasttimehe’dmetwithMira,she’ddoneherbesttodismissher
concerns,buthe’dknownthatshewasworried.Hell,he’dbeenworriedwhen
sheconfessedthatshe’dorderedcomputersfromNovo-Auctionthatcontained
harddrivesthathadsurvivedthepurge.Itwasexactlythesortofthingthat
wouldattracttheattentionoftheSAU.Frustration,andsomethingfarmore
dangerousboiledthroughhim.“I’mafraidshe’sattractedtheattentionofour
enemies.”
“Fine,”Riosconceded.“I’llgocheckonher.”
“No.Youstayhere.”Sinclairturned.“I’llgo.”
Riosscowled,foldinghisarmsoverhischest.DressedinaDenverBroncos
sweatshirtandapairofloosesweatpants,heshouldhavelookedlikeatypical
computergeek.Butnoonecouldmissthelethalpowerthatsmolderedinhis
goldeneyesandcrackledintheairaroundhisleanbody.
“Youjustgotback,”hesaid.
WearinesswrappedaroundSinclairlikeashroud.He’dbarelysleptinthe
pasttwoweeks.ButtherewasnowayinhellhewasstayingherewhenMira
mightneedhim.
“I’mawareofthat,”heforcedhimselftoretort.“IpromiseI’llshowerand
changebeforeIheadout.”
Riosrefusedtobedistracted.“That’snotwhatImeant.”
Sinclairheavedasigh.“Justspititout,Rios.”
Riostookastepforward.“You’retheAlpha.”
“And?”
“Andifthisfemale’sbeencompromisedthenyoucan’triskexposing
yourself,”Riossaid,theairpricklingwiththeheatoftheyoungermale’sinner
cat.“Notuntilwe’vedoneourGrandReveal.”
Sinclairblinked.“GrandReveal?”
Riosgaveawaveofhishands.“Everyturningpointinhistoryhasaname,”
heexplained.“D-Day.RemembertheAlamo.Letthemeatcake.”
“Hmm.”Sinclairhadtoadmitthatthenextfewdayspromisedtobecome
thestuffwrittenintextbooks.Buthewasn’tfondofthetitle.Agrandreveal
soundedmorelikesomethingthathappenedinastripclub.“Imighthavetore-
thinkourhistoryprogram.”
RiosmovedtograbSinclair’sshoulder.“Yourplaceishere,Sinclair,”he
saidinlowtones.“Letsomeoneelsetakecareofthefemale.”
Sinclair’shandsclenched,theneedtofindMirabecominganoverwhelming
compulsion.
“Ican’tdothat.”
“Why?”
Thatwasthequestion,wasn’tit?
Overthepastcoupleofmonths,he’dbecomeincreasingly…awareofMira.
Thedelicatescentofherskin.Therebelliouscorkscrewcurlsthatshetriedto
keeptamedinabraid.Thepaleskinthatheachedtolickfromheadtotoe.
Still,hehadn’trealizedjusthowdeeplyshe’dmanagedtodigbeneathhis
skinuntilhiscallstoherhadgoneunanswered.
Suddenly,she’dgonefromatoolinhisplottosavehispeople,toavitalpart
ofhisexistence.
Howorwhy,orwhatittrulymeant,wasn’tsomethinghewasgoingto
consider.
Notuntilhewassureshewassafe.
“Iwasthereasonsheagreedtohelpus,”hesaid.“Ifshe’sintrouble,it’smy
fault.”
Ofcourse,thedamnedjaguarwasn’tsatisfied.Apartofthereasonhewas
second-in-commandwasthefactthathewascapableofsensinghidden
emotions.
Whichwaswhyhespentsomuchtimealonewithhiscomputers.
“You’realeader,”Riossaid.“Youcan’tberesponsibleforthedecisions
madebyallofyourfollowers.”
Apartofhimunderstoodthelogic.HehadahundredshiftersinhisPack,
plusevenmorealliesthatwerehiddenamongstthehumanstoactashisspies.
EachofthemacceptedthatbeingapartoftheUnseen’ssecretplotto
destroytheSAUwouldputthemindanger.
“Miraisn’tafollower.”Hetriedtoexplaintheunexplainable.“She’sa
human,notamemberofourPack.Hell,she’snotevenabelieverofourcause.”
Rioscontinuedtostudyhimwiththatassessinggaze.“I’massumingyou
didn’tforceher,”Riosdrawled.
“Nottechnically.”
Riosliftedhisbrows.“Isthereanon-technicalwaytoforcesomeone?”
Sinclairswallowedagrowl.Whyhadhenevernoticedjusthowannoying
hiscompanioncouldbe?
“IusedherattractiontometocoerceherintousingherpositionattheCDC
togettheintelweneeded,”headmitted.
“Hey,mymottoisuseitorloseit,”Riossaid.
Sinclairrolledhiseyes.Thehandsomejaguardidn’thavetoworryabout
losingit.He’dbeenbreakingfemaleheartsforyears.
“Itookadvantageofher,”Sinclairsaidingrimtones.
“Andnowyoufeelguilty?”
Hefeltalotofstuff.Mostofitatangleofemotionshewasn’tpreparedto
sharewithanyone.
“Yeah,Ifeelguilty,”hesaid.
Rios’steasingexpressionsettledintosomberlinesashishandtightenedon
Sinclair’sshoulder.
“Igetthat,amigo.Butifsomethinghappenedtoyou-”
“Thenyouwouldtakemyplace,”Sinclairinterrupted.“Butnothingisgoing
tohappen.I’mgoingtofindMiraandbringherhere.Endofstory.”
Withacurse,Riosacceptedtheinevitable.Takingastepback,hesquared
hisshoulders.HemightarguewithSinclairwhenhethoughttheoldermalewas
wrong,butheneverforgotwhowastheAlpha.
Sinclair’swordwaslaw.
“HowcanIhelp?”heasked.
“We’reontheclock,”Sinclairsaid.He,betterthananyone,understoodthat
theyhadlimitedtimetoturnpublicopinionintheirdirectionbeforetheSAU
decidedthatgenocidewastheonlywaytocontroltheanimalstheybothfeared
andhated.“Iwantyoutocollectalltheintelwehaveandstreamlineitintoone
cohesivedocument.”
Riosnodded,alreadydistractedasheconsideredthevastamountofwork
waitingforhim.
“Okay.Isthatall?”
Sinclairbracedhimself.HeknewhisnextrequestwasgoingtoigniteRios’s
veryshortfuse.
“ThenIwantyoutoworkwithBreesoshefullyunderstandsthetimeline,
aswellastheevidencethatwehavetobackupourclaims.”
GoldeneyessmolderedwiththepowerofhiscatasRios’sbreathhissed
betweenhisteeth—almostasifhe’dbeenpunchedinthestomach.
“Youcan’tbeserious.”
Sinclairshrugged.He’dneveraskedwhat’dhappenedbetweenhistop
lieutenantandthefemalewolfwhopassedherselfoffasahumanandworkedas
anewscasterataDenvertelevisionstation.
Hejustknewthatwhenthetwowereinthesameroom,theairprickledwith
aheatthatindicatedadesirefornaked,sweatysex…ormurder.
Unfortunately,Sinclairdidn’thaveachoicebuttoforcethetwotowork
together.
“She’sourPRpointperson,andtheonlyonewithaccesstothemedia,”he
said,hisvoicewarningthathewasn’tofferingasuggestion.Itwasanorder.
Period.“Whoelsewouldwetrusttodoour…”Hegrimacedashetriedto
rememberRios’snamefortheupcomingbattle.“GrandReveal?”
“Fine,”theyoungermansaid.
“Thisisimportant,Rios,”hewarned.“She’sgoingtostandbeforemillions
ofpeopleanddenouncetheSAU.Shehastobefullypreparedtoanswerany
question.Gotit?”
Riosdippedhishead,abeadofsweattrailingdownhischeekasSinclair’s
powerthunderedthroughtheair.
“Gotit.”
Chapter2
Lessthantwohourslater,Sinclairwasdrivinghispickupthroughthestreets
ofFortCollins.Likemostcities,thetownwasaweirdcombinationof
abandonedhomes,burnedbusinesses,andtinypocketsofcivilizationthat
struggledtoremainimpervioustothedestructionaroundthem.
Slowing,heturnedintothelittlecul-de-sacthathadsixsmallhomestucked
behindwhitepicketfences.HepulledintoMira’sdriveway,turningoffthe
engineashestudiedhissurroundings.
HehalfexpectedMiratopeekoutthewindow,orevenopenherfrontdoor
toseewhowasvisiting.Whennothinghappened,heclimbedoutofthetruck
andmadeaquicksweeparoundthesmallbrickhousewithwhiteshuttersanda
narrowporchcompletewithaswing.
Nothinglookedoutofplace,butSinclair’sinnerwolfwasonfullalertashe
enteredthegaragetofindhercar.TherewasnoscentofMirainside.Which
meantthatshewasoutwithfriendswho’dpickedherup.Or…
Hegaveasharpshakeofhisheadashemovedtobreakthelockonthedoor
leadingintoherhouse.Hecouldn’tlethisseethingfeardistracthim.Notwhen
hewasincreasinglyconvincedthatMirawasintrouble.
Hewouldn’tdoheranydamnedgoodifhewalkedintoatrap.
Enteringthekitchen,henoticedthelackofdishes.Eventhecoffeepotwas
empty.Silently,hemovedpastthetablethatwaslocatednearthebackdoor,asif
Mirapreferredtolookoutsidewhileshewaseating.
Anoddpangtuggedathisheart.Hecamefromalarge,noisyPack,who
oftenatetogetherinthecommunalcenteroftheden.ThethoughtofMiraseated
aloneatthetablecutthroughhimlikeaknife.
Ignoringhisstrangereaction,Sinclairmovedintothelivingroom,thehair
onthebackofhisnaperisingattheunmistakablescentofMira’sblood.Ared
mistoffurythreatenedtocloudhisbrain,andahowllockedinhisthroat.
Mirahadbeenhurt.
Someone—ormanymanysomeones—wasgoingtopay.
Ittookseveralminutestoregaincommandofhiscomposure.Then,fiercely
reassuringhimselfthattherewasn’tenoughbloodtohavebeenfromagrievous
wound,heheadedintothebedroomthatcarriedthelightfloralscentthat
belongeddistinctlytoMira.
Hewassearchingforanyhintofwhomighthavetakenher,alongwith
assuringhimselfshewasn’tsharingherintimatespacewithanothermale,when
hecaughtthesoundofthefrontdoorbeingpushedopen.
Intheblinkofaneye,hewasbackinthelivingroom,movingacrossthe
hardwoodfloorwithblindingspeed.Justasquickly,hewasgraspingtheintruder
bythearmsandliftingheroffherfeettopinheragainstthewall.
“Whoareyou?”hedemanded.
Thegentlyroundedfaceofahumanwomaninhermid-thirtiesflushedwith
fear,herbrowneyesthatmatchedhershorthairgoingwideasshegazeddownat
hisferalexpression.
“TanyaWade,”shemanagedtostutter.“I’mMira’sneighbor.”
Heallowedhissensestosearchforotherintruders.Whenhefoundnothing,
hereturnedhisfocustothewomanwholookedlikeshewasabouttofaint.
“I’mgoingtoreleaseyou,butmakeanoiseorgoforaweaponandyou’ll
regretit,”hewarned.“Understand?”
Shegaveacautiousnod.“Yes.”
Slowly,heloweredherbacktoherfeet,waitinguntilhewassureherknees
wouldholdherweightbeforehereleasedherandsteppedback.
“Where’sMira?”
Thewomanmadeavisibleefforttostiffenherspine,alookofgenuine
concerndarkeninghereyes.
“Idon’tknow.”Sheheldupherhandasalowgrowlrumbledinhisthroat.
“Truthfully.Ihaven’tseenherforalmosttwoweeks.”
Sinclairbelievedher.Humansmightbecapableoflyingwiththeirmouths,
buttheirscentalwaysgavethemaway.Thiswomanwasdeeplyfrightened.Not
justforherselfbecauseofhim,butforMira.
“Didshetellyouwhereshewasgoing?”heasked.
“No.”Sheshookherhead.“Twoweeksago,shecameovertoleave
Sinclair-”
“Who?”Sinclairinterrupted.
“Sinclair.Hercat,”Tanyaexplained.
Sinclairremainedbaffled.“WhySinclair?”
“Shesaidthecatremindedherofastubborn,ill-temperedmansheknew,”
shesaidinimpatienttones,hereyesnarrowing.“Areyouwiththepolice
department?”
Sinclairhidhissmile,treasuringtheknowledgethathislittlecomputernerd
hadaquirkysenseofhumor.Itwasyetanotherpieceofthecomplexpuzzlethat
wasMiraReese.
“No.I’mafriend,”heassuredthewoman.
“Oh.”Tanyabitherbottomlip.“IcalledandreportedMiramissing,but
theysaidsheprobablymetsomemanandtookoff.”Herlipsflattened.“Idiots.”
Sinclairsentaglancearoundthewornbutcomfortablefurnitureandshelves
ofbooksalongonewall.Therewouldbenowaytotellthatanythinghad
happened.Notunlessapersonhadtheheightenedsensesofashiftertosmellthe
driedblood.
“Howcanyoubesurethatwasn’twhathappened?”hequestioned.
Tanyadidn’thesitate.“Hercarisinthegarage,andnoneofherclothesare
missing,”sheexplainedwithsimplelogic.“Besides,evenifshe’dbeenswept
offherfeetbysomesecretRomeo,shewouldhaveneverlefthercatbehind.”
Sinclairfeltaflareofhope.Thiswomanwasclearlyintelligent,aswellas
observant.
Itwaspossibleshehadnoticedsomethingthatwouldgivehimthecluehe
neededtotrackMiradown.
“Tellmeexactlywhathappened.”
Tanyatookasecondtogatherherthoughts,asifsheunderstoodjusthow
importantitwastogiveSinclairthefactsasclearlyandthoroughlyaspossible.
“Miracamebyearlyoneevening.Ithinkitwasthirteenormaybefourteen
daysago,”shesaid.“Shesaidthatshewasmeetingafriendoutoftown,and
askedifIcouldwatchSinclairforthenight.”Sheshivered,wrappingherarms
aroundherwaist.“Whenshedidn’tcometopickhimupthenextmorning,I
usedthekeyshegavemetocomeinandcheckonher.Iwaitedanotherday
beforeIcalledthecops.”
SinclairassumedthemeetingMirahadbeentalkingabouthadbeenwith
himatthemotel.Hisstomachclenched.Heshouldhaveinsistedthenthatshe
travelwithhimbacktoBoulder.Instead,he’dignoredhisuneaseandallowed
hertoreturntoherhomeandherdamnedcat.Oh,he’dcovertlyfollowedherto
makesureshe’dmadeittothishouse,butthenhe’ddrivenaway.
Whyhadn’thetossedheroverhisshoulderandtakenhertohislairwhere
shebelonged?
“Shehasn’tcalledortriedtocontactyou?”heasked.
“No.”Tanyablinkedawaysuddentears.“AndI’mreallyworried.”
“Me,too,”hebluntlyadmitted.“DidyounoticeanythingthenightthatMira
disappeared?”
Thewomanwrinkledhernoseasshegaveashakeofherhead.“Notreally.”
Sinclair’swolfpressedbeneathhisskin,elongatinghisfangsandmaking
hiseyesglow.Thankfully,thehousewasshadowedenoughtohidehisreaction.
“Anything,”hesaid,keepinghisfacepartiallyturned.“Nomatterhow
meaninglessitmighthaveseemed.”
Tanyagaveanod,thankfullyunawarethatshewasstandinginthepresence
ofashifter.
“Idon’tknowifithelps,butthenightthatsheleft,Ihappenedtoglanceout
thewindowandIthoughtIsawhercargoingintothegarage,”shesaid.“ThenI
sawadarktruckdrivedownthestreetsuperslow.”
Sinclairfeltapangofdisappointment.Hewas,nodoubt,theoneshe’dseen
drivingthetruck.
“Anythingelse?”
Shehunchedashoulder.“Abouttenminuteslater,Isawavanparkedin
frontofmyhouse.”
Ah.Nowtheyweregettingsomewhere.“Didithavealogo?”
Herbrowfurrowedasshetriedtorecallwhatshe’dseen.“Yeah,asamatter
offactitdid.Itlookedlikethreewhitebullets.”Shegrimaced.“Ormaybeitwas
rockets.”
Sinclairtriedtoimaginethelogo,somethingteasingattheedgeofhismind.
Threerockets.
He’dseenitbefore.Butwhere?
“Missiles,”heabruptlybreathed,adrenalineexplodingthroughhim.
“DoyouknowwhotookMira?”Tanyaasked.
“I’mabouttofindout,”hesaid,alreadycalculatinghowlongitwouldtake
himtodrivetotheSAUmilitarybasejustacrosstheborderinWyoming.
Tanyaliftedahandtowipeatearthatwastricklingdownhercheek.
“How?”
“Ihavemyways,”hepromised.“TakecareofSinclair.Mira’sgoingtowant
him.”
“Bringherhome,”Tanyasaidinawhisper.“Please.”
Agrimsmiletouchedhislips.“Youhavemyword.”
Chapter3
MiraReesetappedonthekeyboard,doingherbesttoignorethetwolarge
menwholeanedoverher.
It’dbeenthesamethingforthepasttwoweeks.
Shewouldbetakenfromthesmallroomintheoldbarrackswhereshewas
lockedeachnightandbroughttotheheadquartersoftheSAUAirForceBase.
Whenshe’darrivedheretwoweeksago,she’dbeenterrified.Thesoldiers
who’dburstintoherhouseandsmackedherhardenoughtocauseabloodynose
hadthreatenedendlesstortureifshedidn’tgivethemtheinformationthatthey
wanted.
Thankfully,she’dhadthedrivetothelocalSAUbuildingtopickupthe
Director,andthenanotherhourdrivenorthtoconsiderherlimitedoptions.By
thetimethey’dreachedthebase,she’dmanagedtoconvincethebastardsthat
shewasontheirside.AndthathersearchforinformationontheVeronaClinic,
andwho’dactuallybeenresponsibleforthevirus,hadbeenanecessarypartof
herjobwiththeCDC.
Ofcourse,theyhadn’tagreedtolethergo.
Instead,they’ddemandedthatshecontinuehersearchforthedoctor
beneaththeirwatchfuleyes.Mirahadn’tminded.Iftheywereanxiousto
discoverthedoctor,thatmeanthersuspicionthatDr.Lowmanwassomehow
connectedtotheoriginaloutbreakwasright.
ItalsogavehertheopportunitytousetheSAU’spowerfulnetwork.
Duringthenearcollapseofsocietywhenthevirushadsweptaroundthe
world,theinternethadbeenseverelylimited.Thegovernmentclaimedthatthey
didn’thavethemanpowertodevotetorepairingunnecessaryinfrastructure.
Mira,however,suspectedthattheywereintentonlimitingtheamountof
informationthatcouldbeshared.
Afterall,therewasnothingmoredangerousthanthetruth.
Clickingtoanewscreen,Mirawrinkledhernoseatthehotbreaththat
puffedagainstthebackofherneckasGeorgeMarkham,theheadoftheDenver
divisionoftheSAU,releasedanimpatientcurse.Alarge,ex-militarymanwith
short,iron-grayhairandalargebodythatwastrendingtowardflab,he’dbeen
thefirstonetointerrogateherattheSAUheadquarters.
Itwasthesecondman,however,who’dtakentheleadsincethey’darrived
attheairbase.ChiefMasterSergeantDonaldsonworethecrispuniformofa
manstillinservice.Hisheadwasshaved,andhisleanfacedeeplytannedasif
hespentagreatdealoftimeoutside.Sheguessedhisagetobeinhismid-fifties,
andwhilehetechnicallyappearedtobebeneathMarkhaminrank,hewas
clearlyincharge.
“Well?”Markhamdemandedforthehundredthtimeinthepasttwohours.
Miradidn’tbothertoglancearound.Shewasn’tfoolishenoughto
underestimatehercaptors.Theywouldsliceherthroatwithoutasecondthought.
Butshewasconvincedthatsheonlyhadafewhoursuntilshecouldmakeher
escape.
“I’mclose,”shepromised.
“Yousaidthatthreedaysago,”Markhamsnapped.
Shehad,ofcourse.She’dbeenplayingadangerousgame.Onethatcould
endindisasterifshecouldn’tkeepthemendistractedwhilesheconcludedher
hiddensearch.
“Ittakestimetobreakthroughsomanylayersofsecurity,”shesmoothly
lied.“WhichiswhyI’msoconvincedthattheApateClinicmustbehiding
somethingimportant.”Shedeliberatelypaused.“Orsomeoneimportant.”
“LikeyouwereconvincedthattheMorganHospitalhadaDr.Lowmanon
theirstaff,”Markhamsnapped.“AndthatScotlandResearchfacilityhadthe
originalnotesfromtheVeronaClinic.”
Miraheavedasigh,reachinguptobrushastraycurlfromhercheek.Over
thepasttwoweeks,she’dbeenatthemercyofthebase’scommissary,which
meantthatshedidn’thaveherusualtoiletries.Now,herhairwasamassof
corkscrewcurlsthattumbleddownherback,andapairofgreenfatigues
coveredhercurvaceousbody.
“Iwarnedyouwhenyoufirst-”Shebitbacktheword‘kidnapped.’Shewas
doingherbesttomakethemenbelieveshewasthereofherownfreewill.
“Insistedonmejoiningyouhere,thatIonlyhadafewthreadsthatIwastrying
tofollow.”
Markhamabruptlystraightenedandsteppedback.“We’vewastedtoomuch
timeonthisshit.”
Mira’sheartmissedabeat.Herbiggestdangerwasthemomentthesemen
decidedshewasnolongerofuse.Whenthathappened,shedidn’tdoubtfora
secondthattheywouldkillher.
Thankfully,Donaldsonwasn’tpreparedtoquit.
“IfDr.Lowmanisstilloutthere,wehavetofindhim,”Donaldsonsaidin
clippedtones.“Ordoyouwanttowakeuptodiscoverhisfaceplasteredonthe
TVstations?”
“He’shadtwenty-fiveyearstoexposeus,”Markhamgroused,unawarethat
hewasgivingawayvitalinformationtoMira.“Whywouldhedoitnow?”
“Don’tbeanidiot,”Donaldsonsnapped.“Webothknowtheanimalshave
becomeemboldenedoverthepastfewmonths.Plus,thatdamnedtigerhad
evidenceofourcover-up,”hesaid,referringtoJonahWilder,theAlphaofthe
GoldenPack.He’drecentlyrevealedevidencethatthey’dtracedtheoriginal
outbreakoftheVeronaVirustoahumanlab.Andthatthereweresuspicionsthat
adefensecontractorwasattemptingtocreateaweaponizedformoftheEbola
virus.“Ifhedecidestosharehisinformation,thenthegooddoctormightbe
afraidofchangingpublicopinion.Itwouldbeinhisbestinteresttocomeoutas
awhistle-blowerratherthanoneofthecreatorsofaworldwideplague.”
Markhammadeasoundofimpatience.“Haveyouconsideredthepossibility
thathe’sdead?”
“UntilIknowforsure,I’mnothaltingoursearch,”Donaldsonwarned.
Outofthecornerofhereye,MirawatchedasMarkhampuffedouthischest.
Thetwomenwereinvolvedinaconstantpowerstruggle.Goodnewsforher.
Theirneedtoconstantlytryandoutblusteroneanothermeantthatshecoulduse
theirdistractiontoaccomplishhersecretgoals.
“Ihaveadivisiontorun,youknow,”Markhamsaid,deliberatelyreminding
theothermanofhisposition.
Donaldson’sbeefyhandlandedontheglossydeskwhereMirawas
working.
“Weallhaveourownjobs,”hesnapped.
“Yeah,butmineistomakesuretheanimalsremaininthecageswebuiltfor
them,”Markhamremindedhiscompanion.“Somethingthat’sgrowingmore
difficulteveryday.”
Miragrimaced.Oneday,shewasafraidtheyweregoingtoactuallypullout
theirdicksandmeasurethem.
“ThengobacktoBoulderandletmedealwiththis,”Donaldsonoffered.
Markhamgaveahumorlesslaugh.“Idon’tthinkso.”
“Youdon’ttrustme?”Donaldsondemanded.
“Idon’ttrustanyone,”Markhamassuredhim.
“Fine.I’mgoingtogetsomedinner.”Donaldsoncrossedthecarpetedfloor
oftheofficethatwasdesignedformaximumintimidation.Big,woodenfurniture
filledthespace,includingadeskthatwasbiggerthanMira’sbed.Towering
shelvescrammedwithpicturesofexplosionsinmid-air,silosfilledwith
missiles,andDonaldsonstandinginhisflightsuitnexttoajet.Therewerealsoa
dozenphotosofshiftersbeingheldinthecompoundsaroundtheworld.Adark
tributetoamanwhovaluedwar.“Youcanjoinmeorstayhere,”hesaid.
Markhamreleasedaharshsigh.“I’mcoming.”
ThemenhadreachedthedoorwhenDonaldsonglancedoverhisshoulderto
stabMirawithawarningglare.
“You.”
Sheconjuredanexpressionoffauxinnocence.“Yes?”
“Don’tleavethiscomputeruntilyou’vebreachedthesecurity,”he
commanded.
“Whatever,”shesaidinsullentones.
Waitinguntilshecouldcatchsightofthemoutofthewindowwalkingalong
thenarrowpathwaytothenearbymess-hall,Miraswiftlyhackedintothe
securitycamerasthatwereplacedaroundtheroom.Afewtapsonthekeyboard
andshehadthemonloop.Onlyacarefulinspectionwouldrevealthatitwasa
five-minutefeedthatplayedoverandoveragain.
Againshetappedonthekeyboard,thistimepullingupthebackground
searchshe’dbeenrunningforthepasttwoweeks.
Whenshe’dloggedonearlier,she’dnoticedatinybellatthecornerofthe
screen.Thatwashernotificationthatshe’dhadahitwithherwebcrawler.
Asenseofelationrushedthroughher.
Yes.
She,atlast,hadwhatsheneeded.
Anameandanaddress.
Leaningforward,sheblockedouteverythingbutsortingthroughfilesasfast
aspossible.Bankaccounts,apartmentleases,employmentrecords,birth
certificates…
Lostintheworldofdata,shemissedthesoftsoundofapproaching
footsteps.Itwasn’tuntilahandwasplacedoverhermouththatsherealizedshe
wasnolongeralone.
“Ssh,”afamiliarvoicewhisperedinherearashisfingersstifledherscream.
Reachingup,shegraspedtheintruder’swrist,tugginghishandfromherlips
assheturnedherheadtomeethisice-bluegaze.
“Sinclair?”Sheblinkedinconfusion,castingaglancearoundtheofficeto
ensuretheywerealone.Forahorrifiedsecond,she’dbeenworriedhe’dbeen
takencaptive.Whenitwasobvioustheywerealone,shereturnedherattention
tohislean,impossiblyhandsomeface.“Whatareyoudoinghere?”
Adarkbrowquirked.“Iwouldthinkthat’sobvious.I’mheretorescueyou.”
AsfarasMirawasconcerned,therewasnothingobviousaboutit.
She’dknownfromthefirstnightthatSinclairapproachedherataparty
givenbythelocalCDCofficewheresheworkedthathewasoutofherleague.It
wasn’tjusthislean,handsomefaceorthedark,satinyhairthatbrushedhis
broadshoulders.Itwasn’teventherock-hardbodybeneathhiscasualjeansand
t-shirt.Ithadbeenthemasculinepowerthatsmolderedinhispaleblueeyes,and
theairofarrogantsensualitythatheworewithconfidentease.
Hard.Lethal.Gorgeous.
Thiswasamalewhocouldgetanywomanhewanted.Andheknewit.
Sowhywouldheseekoutashy,sociallyawkwardcomputergeekand
spendtheentirenightflirtingwithher?
Theanswerwas…hewantedsomethingfromher.
It’dtakenamonthofcasualdinners,andtheoccasionalmoviebeforehe’d,
atlast,confessedthathewasawolf.Andanothermonthbeforehe’daskedher
touseherpositionatherofficetodiscoverinformationthatwouldprovethatthe
shiftershadn’tstartedthevirus.Thattheyhad,infact,usedtheirbloodto
developthevaccinethathadsavedtheworld.
Still,evenknowingthathewasusingher,Mirahadbeenhelplessagainsthis
potentcharm.
Shetoldherselfthat,eventually,Sinclairwouldseeherasmorethana
meanstoanend.Afterall,she’dprovenherloyaltyanddevotion,andshowna
dedicationtohiscausethatnootherwomancouldmatch.
Itwasn’tuntilshe’dbeencapturedandforcedtoconsiderherimminent
deaththatsherealizedthatshe’dbeenwastingherlifeoverthepastcoupleof
years.Wasshereallysodesperateformaleattentionthatshewouldsettlefora
relationshipwhereshehadnothingtoofferbutherjobandhercomputerskills?
Shedeservedmorethanamanwhowaswillingtoseduceherforhisown
gain.
Butatthesametime,theconcreteevidencethattheSAUhadbeencovering
uptheirowninvolvementintheVeronaVirusandlayingtheblameonthe
shiftershadhardenedherdeterminationtobringthemtojustice.
Shedidn’tknowwhatthefuturemightholdforher,butshedidknowthat
shecouldn’tlivewithherselfifshedidn’tdoeverythinginherpowertoexpose
thetruth.
“Youneedtogobeforetheguardscometoreturnmetothebarracks,”she
hissedinlowtones.
Heignoredherwarning,hishandsskimmingoverhersoftcurvesashe
studiedherwithagrimexpression.
“Areyouokay?Didthebastardshurtyou?”hedemanded.
“No,”shesaid,wellawarethathisconcernwasbasedonthefearthathe’d
losthisbestchanceofgettingtheinformationheneeded.
Hemovedtocrouchbesideherchair,hisbrowssnappingtogetherashe
reachedouttogentlytouchthebruiseonhercheek.
“I’llkillthemfordaringtoputtheirfilthyhandsonyou,”hesnarled.
Mirashivered,theheatofhisfingerssearingherskinwithpleasurethat
she’dswornshewouldn’tallowherselftofeelagain.
Shejerkedherheadback,knockingasidehishand.“I’mfine.”
Hiseyesnarrowedinsurprise.Itwasthefirsttimeshehadn’tmelted
beneathoneofhisintimatecaresses.Slowlystraightening,hegavea
condemningglancearoundtheoffice.
“Revengewillhavetowaituntilyou’reoutofhere.”
“Sinclair,listentome,”shesaid.“Ican’tgo.”
Hestilled,hisgazereturningtoherpaleface.“Didtheythreatenyou?”A
lowgrowlrumbledinhischest.“Trustme,Icankeepyousafe.”
Shelickedherlips.Christ.Hewassosexywhenhewasbeingallprotective
and…
Sheabruptlysquashedtherenegadethought.
No,no,no.
ShewasoverSinclair,AlphaoftheUnseenPack.
Wasn’tshe?
“It’snotthat-”
“Weneedtogo,”heinterruptedherwords,steppingbackashewaitedfor
hertoobeyhiscommand.
Sheshookherhead.“I’mstaying.”
“What?”
“I’mstaying.”
Hiseyesglowedwiththepowerofhiswolf,asuddenheatpricklingthrough
theair.
“You’reworkingwiththem.”
Theurgetocowerbeneaththephysicalimpactofhisdominancewas
overwhelming.Mirawasn’tashifter,butshewasfairlycertainshe’dbea
submissiveifshewere.Itwasonlywithgreateffortthatsheforcedherselfto
meethisfierceglare.
“Notexactly,”shemumbled.
“Thenexactlywhatareyoudoing?”hesneered.
Shestiffened.“Don’tusethattoneofvoicewithme.”
Hefoldedhisarmsoverhischest,emphasizingthehardmusclesthatmoved
withfluideasebeneathhist-shirt.
“It’sthetoneIusewhenI’mtalkingtopeoplewho’vebetrayedme.”
Shescowled.Howcouldhebelieveforaminutethatshewasa
backstabber?She’driskedherjob,evenherlife,tohelphimandhispeople.
Didn’theknowheratall?
“Ihaven’tbetrayedyou,”sherasped,unabletohideherpainathis
accusation.
Hegrimacedasifalreadyregrettinghishastywords.
“Thenwhyareyouworkingwiththeenemy?”heasked,histone
deliberatelysoftened.
Shecontinuedtoglareathim.Okay.Hewasgorgeous.Andsexy.Andhe
hadthatwholeanimalmagnetismthinggoingon.Butthatdidn’tgivehimthe
righttoactlikeanass.
“Becauseit’stheonlywaytohavefullaccesstotheirprivatenetwork,”she
grudginglyexplained.
“Forwhat?”
Shehunchedhershoulder.“TolookforDr.Lowman.”
Henoddedtowardthecomputeronthedesk.“That’swhatyou’redoing?”
“Yes.”
Hisgazedartedbacktoherface,hisjawtight.“Whywastherebloodin
yourlivingroom?”
Mirawascaughtoffguardbytheabruptquestion.He’dbeeninherhome?
“WhenIcamehomeafterwemet,theyforcedtheirwaythroughthefront
door.”
Arichmuskthreadedthroughtheair,Sinclair’slipspullingbacktoreveal
hiselongatedfangs.
“Theyhityou.”
Shegaveaslownod,surprisedbyhisintenseresponse.Shedidn’tknow
muchaboutshifters,butSinclairhadalwayspossessedarigidcommandoverhis
animal.Hehadto,whilehewas‘passing’asahuman.
Itwasstartlingtoseehimlosecontrol.
“Yes.”
Suckinginadeepbreath,hercompanionvisiblyforcedbackhiswolf.
“Tellmewhathappened.”
AshiverracedthroughMira.Itwasn’tfear.Shewisheditwas.Thatwould
befarlessdangerousthanthefemininefascinationthatshewastryingtodeny.
“AsIsaid,theyforcedtheirwayintothehouse,”shesaid.
“Didtheysaywhy?”
Shewrinkledhernose.“TheytrackedthecomputersIpurchasedfrom
Novo-Auction.”
“Dammit,”hesnarled.“Iknewyouweretakingtoomanyrisks.”
Mirarolledhereyes.Didallmenhaveacompulsiontopointoutwhenthey
wereright?
“Howelsewerewesupposedtodiscoverthetruth?”sheasked.
Hewavedasideherperfectlylogicalquestion.
“Whathappenednext?”
“TheyforcedmeintoavanandtookmetotheSAUbuildinginDenver.”
“Shit.”Astrangeexpressionrippledoverhisstarkfeatures.“Thatwasyour
scent.”
“What?”
“InMarkham’soffice,”heexplained.
“Yes.Wewenttherefirst,andthentheybroughtmehere,”shecontinued.
“TheyintendedtotorturemeintoconfessingwhatIknewaboutDr.Lowman
andhisconnectiontothevirus,butIconvincedthemthatIhadbeenpaidbymy
bosstomakesuretherewasnodocumentationtoprovethattheCDChadbeen
warnedthattheformulatheywereworkingonattheVeronaClinicwasadanger
tothepublic.”
Hisfuryblazedhotasthesunbeforeitwastemperedbyanexpressionof
pride.
“Clever.”
Warmthspreadthroughher,evenassheloweredherlashestohideherlook
ofvulnerablepleasureathisseemingappreciation.
“And,thankfully,mybossisinDCsotheyhaven’tbeenabletospeakwith
him,”sheforcedherselftocontinue.
“Sowhathappenedaftertheybroughtyouhere?”
“TheygrilledmeonwhatinformationI’dmanagedtofind.”Sheshrugged.
“ItoldthemaboutthefragmentIfoundonthecomputerthatI’dtracedtoDr.
Lowman.That’swhentheydecidedtokeepmeheretocontinuethesearch.”
Hereleasedhisbreathonalonghiss.“Youwereluckytheywanted
informationmorethantheywantedtokillyou.”
Mirautteredacurse.Intheblinkofaneye,shewentfrompreeningbeneath
hisapprovaltobeingannoyedwithhisassumptionitwasluckthathadsaved
her.
Sheglancedup,meetinghisaccusinggaze.“Itwasn’tjustluck,”shedenied.
“Ihappentohaveafewskills.”
Hislipsflattenedasifhewantedtocontinuehischastisement.Then,
watchinghereyesnarrowwithsilentwarning,heconcededdefeat.
“I’veneverdoubtedyourskills,sweetheart,”heassuredher.“Butnowit’s
timetogo.”
Sheswallowedaresignedsighassherealizedthey’djusttalkedinacircle.
“I’mnotleaving,”sherepeated.“I’mtooclosetofindingthedoctor.”
“Dammit,Mira,”hesaid.“Yourluckisn’tgoingtolastforever.”
“AllIneedisafewmorehours…”
HerwordstrailedawayasSinclairmovedwithquicksilverspeedtopeerout
thewindow.
“Someone’scoming,”hewarned,clearlypossessingfarmoreacutesenses
thanMira.“Time’sup,sweetheart.”
“Crap.”Tuggingoutthememorystickthatshe’dplacedinthecomputer
whenshestartedhersearch,shequicklyreleasedthevirusshe’dpre-loadedfor
thisprecisemoment.She’dmanagedtocatchsightofdatabeingscrambled
beforestronghandsweregrabbingheraroundherwaistandshewasbeing
hauledoutofherchairandtossedoverSinclair’sshoulder.
Arrogantwolf.
Chapter4
Rioshadcaughtthescentofwolfbeforetheknocklandedonhisdoor.
Notjustanywolf.
Nope.Thisonewasunique.Anintoxicatingmuskthatwaslacedwithwarm
womanandsexualpromise.
Notthatshe’deverfulfilledthatpromise.Atleast,notwithhim.
Andthefactthatshe’dnotonlyturneddownhisnumerousadvancesbuthad
alsodonesoinawaythatwasmeanttowoundhispridehadleftalastinginjury.
Unfortunately,hisseethingangerdidnothingtomutehisinstantreactionas
hepulledopenthedoortorevealthetall,slenderfemalewithsleek,tawnyhair
andvividblueeyes.
Thesightofheraloofbeautyruffledthefurofhiscat,evenasitmadethe
maninstantlyhardwithfrustrateddesire.
Leaningagainstthedoorjamb,hefoldedhisarmsoverhischest.
“Hello,Bree.”
Shegaveacoolnodofherhead,lookingprofessionalinherblackpencil
skirtandsheerwhiteblouse.NodoubtshewasreturningfromDenverwhereshe
workedasanewscaster.
Rios,ontheotherhand,waswearingnothingmorethanapairofyogapants
thathunglooselyonhiships.Itwasn’tadeliberateattempttomakeherdrool
overhishalf-nakedbody,buthewouldn’tobjectifithappened.
“Rios.”Shewaitedforhimtomoveaside,herlipsthinningwhenhe
remainedfirmlyinplace.“MayIcomein?”
“AsIrecall,yousworehellwouldfreezeoverbeforeyouwillinglyentered
mylair,”hedrawled.
Anoddexpressionrippledoverherelegantfeatures.Itwasthereandgone
soswiftlythatRioscouldn’tdeciphertheemotion.
“Fine.”Shedeliberatelytookastepback.“Wecandothisinthecommunity
centerifyouprefer.”
“I’mnottheonewhohasastickupmyass,”hecountered.
Thistime,hehadnotroubledecipheringheremotion.Rawanger.
“Look,cat,I’mherebecauseSinclairaskedmetoworkwithyou,butif
you’regoingtobeadickaboutit,thenI’llfindsomeoneelsetohelp.”
Sheturnedtoleave.Riosgrimaced,reachingouttograspherarm.
“Wait.”
Shestiffenedbeneathhistouch.Revulsion?Anger?
Suppresseddesire?
Impossibletoknowforsure.
Slowly,sheturnedherheadtomeethissteadygaze.“Yes?”
“Comein.”Hislipstwisted.“I’lltrynottobeadick.”
“Let’shopeyoudon’tstrainanythingmakingtheeffort.”
Bam.Hertartresponsemadehiscockrock-hard.
Itwascrazy.He’dseducedcountlesswomen.He’devenoccasionallybeen
rejected,althoughthatwasthankfullyrare.Butnoneofthemhaddisturbedhim
likethisbeautifulwolf.
Waitingforhertostepintohislair,Riosclosedthedoorbehindherandhit
theoverheadlights.Theywerebothcapableofseeinginthedark,butheneeded
afirmreminderthatthiswasn’tanighttoeasehiscat’shungerforthisfemale.
“Haveaseat.”Hewavedahandtowardtheleathersectionalthatwassetin
frontofthelarge-screenTV.
Shehoverednearthedoorasifhopinghewouldhandherafileandsend
heronherway.
“I-”
“Thisisgoingtotakeawhile,”hesmoothlyinterruptedherprotest.
Herlipstightened,butwitharegalliftofherchin,shemovedtoperchon
theedgeofthesofa.
ApurrrumbledinRios’schestashewatchedtheelegantswayofherass.
Damn.Ifhecouldgethishandsonthatfinepieceofrealestate…
Mutteringunderhisbreath,Riosswungonhisheelandmovedtothebank
ofcomputers.Hecouldn’thidehisscentofarousal,buthecouldcontrolhis
traitorouscock.
“Iwasn’tsurewhatexactlyyouneededsoIprintedoffalltheinfowehave
sofar,”hesaid,grabbingthetallstackoffilesbeforeheturnedandmadehis
waybacktositonthesofanexttoBree.
Hereyeswidenedashestartedtospreadthefilesonthelowcoffeetable.
“Allofthat?”
“Alotofitistheadditionalinformationthathelpsestablishtimelines,as
wellasthenecessarydocumentstoverifythetruthofouraccusations,”he
assuredher,doinghisbesttoignorethemuskyscentthatwasteasingathis
senses.
Sinclairwasright.Thiswasimportant.
Themostimportant—andmostdangerous—thingthey’deverdoneinthe
historyoftheUnseenPack.
Andthiswomanwasthekeytoswayingthehumansintoacceptingthey
werespeakingthetruth,orcondemningthemalltodeath.
“Okay,”shesaid,herexpressionsomber.Breewasclearlyawareofthe
lethalexpectationsbeingplacedonherslendershoulders.
“Wheredoyouwanttostart?”heasked.
“Atthebeginning,”shesaidfirmly.
“Igotyoucovered.”Riosgrabbedthetopfileandplaceditinher
outstretchedhand.“WeknowthatthefirstcaseoftheviruswasreportedinApril
1986inahospitalinRome.”
“Yes.Eventhehumansagreeonthat,”shesaid,flickingopenthefolderto
studythemedicalreportsinside.“What’sthis?”
“Theoriginalhospitalreportonthatpatient.”
Shesenthimastartledglance.“Howdidyougetthis?”
“Therearen’tmanythingsIcan’tgetifIwantthembadlyenough,”hesaid
inlowtones,unabletoresisttheurgetoreachupandbrushthebackofhis
fingersagainsthercheek.
Anunexpectedblushhadstainedherivoryskinbeforesheduckedherhead
tostudythefilewithafierceconcentration.
Rios’scatstilled,hishuntinginstinctsonfullalert.Well,well.Hispretty
wolfwasn’tcompletelyindifferenttohim,afterall.
Sheclearedherthroat,pointingamanicuredfingeratanotationinthe
medicalreport.
“Itsaysherethatthepatientclaimedhe’drecentlyreceivedaflushotatthe
VeronaClinic.”
Hedroppedhishand.First,they’dwork.Then…
Hiscatpurredinanticipation.
“Theclinicdeniedit,ofcourse,”hesaid.
Sheflippedtotheendofthefile.“Dowehaveanycorroboratingevidence?”
Hepointedtowardastackoffilesonthetable.“Wehavestoriesfromahalf-
dozenotherpatientswhomadethesameclaim,”heassuredher.“Plus,theAlpha
oftheGoldenPackhasevidencethattheclinicwasactuallytestingastrainof
Ebolathattheyintendedtoweaponize.”
Sheshuddered.Shiftershadplentyoffaults.Theywerehot-tempered,
territorial,andenjoyedtheoccasionalbrawl.Butwhentheyfought,itwaswith
teethandclaws.Theydidn’tinventhideousweaponsthatweremeanttodestroy
hugeswathsofthepopulation.
“Whydidn’ttheofficialsinvestigate?”
Riosnodded,wellawareshewasaskingthequestionsthatsheexpectedto
receivewhentheycameoutoftheshadowstorenouncetheSAU.
“Atfirst,theyweresearchingforthecorporationthatwasfundingthe
research,”hesaid.“Theycouldclosetheclinic,butunlesstheyknewwho’d
actuallypaidtohavethevirusreleasedintotheworld,theycouldn’tbesurethat
itwouldn’thappenagain.Thenthevirusbecameapandemic,andeverything
wenttohell.Itwasn’tuntilthevaccinewascreatedtohaltthespreadofthe
plaguethattheytriedtodiscoverwhathadactuallyhappened.Bythen,mostof
theproofhadbeendestroyed.”
Reachingintothepocketofhergloriouslytightskirt,shepulledoutarazor-
thinphoneandstartedtakingnotes.
“Dowehaveanyinformationonwhowasbehindthedestructionof
evidence?”
Riosreachedforanotherfile.Thisonesentablastoffurythroughhim.
“That’swhenColonelRanneymadehisfirstappearance,”hesaid,handing
herthemanilafolder.
Herbrowsdrewtogetherassheflippedthroughthepapers.“Theheadofthe
SAU?”
“Hewasn’tatthetime.”Riosleanedtotheside,pullingouttheglossy
pamphletthatshowedalarge,silver-hairedmanwholookedlikesomeone’s
kindlygrandfather.RioshaddevotedmonthstodoingresearchontheColonel,
discoveringthatbehindhistoothysmileandpracticedcharmwasacold-hearted
bastardwhowouldsellhisownmotherifhethoughthecouldmakeaprofit.
“Beforetheoutbreak,hewasactuallytheownerofBellumInternational.”
Shetookthepamphletfromhisfingers.“What’sthat?”
“Adefensecontractor,”Riosexplained.“Hestartedasaglorifiedgunrunner
beforegoinglegit.Overtheyears,heprovidedavarietyofweaponstowhatever
armywaswillingtopayhisexorbitantfees.”
Breedroppedthepamphletintothefile,wipingherfingersonherskirt.Rios
didn’tblameher.JustthethoughtofwhatRanneyrepresentedwasenoughto
makehimfeelsoiled.
“Whatdidhehavetodowiththeclinic?”
Riosreleasedagrowloffrustration.“Ihaven’tbeenabletotrackdowna
connection,buthe’stheonewhowassuddenlyinchargeoftheinvestigation.”
Breemadeaquicknoteonherphone.“Hedidthecover-up.”
“Yep.Andhewasveryclever.”Riosgraspedtheremainingpileoffolders.
“Hedidn’tgiveoneexplanationandletitgo.”
Shefrowned.“Whatdidhedo?”
“Heleakedonestoryafteranother.”Rioscurledhislipswithdisgust.“He
saidtheshiftershadtaintedtheflushots.”Hetossedafolderonthetable.“He
saidthatitwastheshifters’bitethatcausedtheplague.”Anotherfilehitthe
table.“Hesaiditwashumanswhowerecreatingmutantanimalstotakeoverthe
world.”Hedroppedtheremainingfiles.Sofar,he’dmanagedtodiscoverovera
dozenstoriesRanneyhadstrategicallyleakedovertheyears.
“Whysomany?”
“Becauseagoodinvestigatorcouldhavefollowedonerumortoproveor
disprovethetruthofit,”Riosexplained.“It’smuchmoredifficulttopindown
theoriesthatareconstantlychanging.”
Sheglancedtowardthetablecoveredwithfilesbeforereturninghergazeto
studyhistightlyclenchedjaw.Shehadonherprofessional‘anchorface,’which
meantitwasimpossibletoreadherexpression.Butthescaldingheatofher
angerwasatangibleforce.
“Especiallywhenitwaseasiertoblameitontheanimalsandlockusin
cages,”shegrowled.
Hegaveagrimnod.“Exactly.”
Herwolfglowedinhereyes,herbeautysoluminous,Riosabruptlyforgot
howtobreathe.
“IhopeverymuchtomeetColonelRanney,”shesaidinfiercetones.
“Preferablyaloneinadarkalley.”
Heleanedforward,savoringtherawheatofheranimal.
“IfyouintendtosinkyourteethintotheColonel,you’regoingtohaveto
getinline,querida,”hesaid,hisgazeloweringtothedeliciouscurveofherlips.
ShemighthavetowaittobiteRanney,butifshewantedtosinkherfangs
intosomething,hewasready,willing,andabletoofferheranoutletforher
frustration.
****
SinclairpulledhistruckintoashabbymoteljustacrosstheColoradostate
border.
They’dbarelyspokenduringtheforty-minutedrive.Mirabecauseshewas
clearlypissedathim.Andhim…
Well,hedidn’tknowexactlywhathefelt.
FuryattheSAUfordaringtokidnapher.PrideinMirafortakingasituation
thatwouldhaveterrifiedmostpeopleandturningittoheradvantage.Lustthat
poundedthroughhisbody,despitethefactthatthetimecouldn’tbeless
appropriate.
Andanuncertaintythathadhiswolfrestlesslypacingbeneathhisskin.
Hewasn’tsureexactlywhathadhappenedtoMiraduringthepasttwo
weeks,butshewasn’tthesameshy,submissivefemalehe’dthoughtheknewso
well.
Instead,shewasdefiantandsurprisinglydeterminedtokeephimata
distance.
Why?
Hadhercaptorsmanagedtoconvinceherthatshifterscouldn’tbetrusted?
Hegaveasharpshakeofhishead.No.Thatcouldn’tbeit.Mirawastoo
intelligenttobeswayedbytheblusteringidiots.
Besides,shewasstilltryingtohelpthemtrackdownDr.Lowman.Even
demandingthatshestayandcontinuehercomputersearcheventhoughitputher
atrisk.
Sowhatthehellwasgoingon?
Unabletobearthestrangebarrierbetweenthemanylonger,hedecidedto
stopforthenight.
Itwouldnotonlygivethemtheopportunitytocleartheairbetweenthem,
butitwouldalsoallowthemtoremainhiddenfromtheSAUsoldiersthatwere
nodoubtbeingspreadthroughouttheareatosearchforMira.
Parkingthetruckbehindadumpster,hewrinkledhisnose.Hyper-senses
couldbeapainintheasssometimes.
Mirapulledherselfoutofherdarkthoughts,turningtostabhimwitha
confusedfrown.
“Whatareyoudoing?”
“They’llbesearchingforyou,”hesaid,unbucklinghisseatbelt.“Weneed
tolaylowforafewhours.”
Herconfusiondeepenedassheallowedhergazetoskimovertheone-story
brickstructurethatwasbuiltinanLshape.Theroofwasmadefroma
corrugatedmetalthatwasstartingtorust,andhalfthewindowswereboarded
over.Itwassad,anddingy,andontheedgeofcompletecollapse.
“Here?”shedemandedwithashudder.
“It’sthesortofplacewherepeopledon’tpayattentiontowho’scomingand
going,”heassuredher,notmentioningthatitwasalsorunbyoneoftheUnseen.
Itwasusedliketheold-timeUndergroundRailroad.Thefirststepintheroadto
helpingshiftersontherundisappearfromthosehuntingthem.Thereweresome
secretsthathecouldn’tshareuntilshewasacommittedpartofhisPack.He
shovedopenthedoorofthetruck.“I’llgetusaroom.”
“Wait.”Sheglancedbackathim.“Ineedacomputer.”
Withouthesitation,hereachedoverthebackoftheseattothenarrow
storagearea.Grabbinghisbackpack,hepulledoutasmalltabletandhandeditto
her.“Willthisdo?”
Shenodded,reachingforitwithadistractedexpression.“Yeah,thanks.”
Sinclairscowled.Overthepasteighteenmonths,he’dcometoexpect
Mira’scompleteandunwaveringattentionwhentheyweretogether.Hell,he’d
simplytakenitforgranted.Nowthatitwasbeingsnatchedaway,hewasn’ta
happywolf.
Infact,hehadasuddenurgetobitesomething.
Orsomeone.
Really,reallyhard.
Glaringatherdown-benthead,hehittheautomaticlockandslammedshut
hisdoor.
Seriously,shewasstompingonhislastnerve.
Joggingacrossthedesertedparkinglot,Sinclairenteredtheoffice,ignoring
thegrizzlyshifterwhostudiedhimwithblatantcuriosityashecheckedthem
intooneoftheprivaterooms.
“Anyspecialneeds?”themaledemanded,lookingasbigandshaggyinhis
humanformashedidasabear.
Sinclairhandedoverawadofcashashetookthekeythemalehadtossed
onthechippedFormicacounter.
“Privacy,”hesaidinclippedtones.
Thebearshrugged.“Thatcomesstandardwiththeroom.”
Sinclairnodded,pausinglongenoughtoofferawarning.“There’sa
potentialarmyofSAUsearchingforus,”hesaid.“Youmightwanttoclosefor
thenight.Infact,itwouldprobablybebestifyoudecidedtotakeashort
vacation.”
Thebearnarrowedhisgaze,takinginSinclair’sgrimexpressionbefore
givinganodofhishead.
“IhaveasisterinCasper.Ithinkit’stimeforavisit.”
“Goodidea.”
Sinclairlefttheoffice,pausingtosweepasearchinggazeoverthedarklot.
Whenhewascertaintherewerenoeyeswatchinghim,hereturnedtothetruck.
Movingtothepassengerside,hehittheremotekeytounlockthedoor.
Hepulleditopen,leaningoverMiratograbhisbackpack.
“Followme.”
Claspingthetablet,shecrawledoutofthetruckandfellintostepbeside
him.
“Hasanyoneevertoldyouthatyou’rebossy?”shesaid.
“Daily,”heassuredher,movingtowardtheendofthehotelthatwasspray-
paintedwithgraffiti.Usingthekey,heunlockedaheavysteeldoorthatwas
dentedinseveralplaces,asifsomeonehadtakenasledgehammertoit.“It’smy
job.”
Shesnorted.“You’renotmyAlpha.”
Hiswolfinstantlyhowledatherrejection.Asfarashisanimalwas
concerned,thiswomanwasalreadyhistoprotect.
Andmore…
Oncesheacceptedthatshebelongedtohim.
“Hmm.”Heleaneddownuntiltheywerenosetonose.“Whoareyoutrying
toconvince,sweetheart?Meoryourself?”
Shesuckedinastartledbreath,hereyeswide.“Sinclair.”
Unabletoresisttemptation,hesoftlybrushedhismouthoverherpartedlips.
Instantheatdetonatedthroughhim.
Christ.Shetastedsosweet.Gloriousfemaleenticementwrappedina
lusciousbodythathisfingerstwitchedtoexplore.
Itwastheveryforceofhishungerthathadhimliftinghisheadtostudyher
withabroodinggaze.
Whenhefinallysatedhisdesire,itwasn’tgoingtobeinanastyparkinglot
wheretheSAUmightmakeanappearanceatanyminute.
“Anargumentforlater,”hesaid,gentlypushingherintothedarkroom.
“There’snotgoingtobeanargument,”shestubbornlydeniedtheinevitable.
Notbotheringtocontinueafighthefullyintendedtowin,Sinclairstepped
throughthedoor,carefullypullingitshutbeforeheturnedonthedimoverhead
light.Fromoutside,noonewouldknowanyonewasintheroom.
Notsurprisingly,Miragaveatinygaspassheactuallytookintheir
surroundings.
Unliketheoutsideofthemotel,theinsidewasscrupulouslyclean.There
wasasturdyoakdresseragainstonewallwithaTVmountedonthepaneling.
Therewasalsoadeskandchairinonecornerwithasmallleathersofa.Andin
thecenteroftheroomwasaking-sizebedwithahand-stitchedquilttooffera
feelingofhome.
Acrosstheroom,anotherdooropenedtoawhite-tiledbathroom.
Itwasn’tfancy,butitwasbuilttoprovideaplaceofcomfortandsafetyfor
thoseinneed.
“Wow,Iwasn’texpectingthis,”shebreathed,movingtoplacethetableton
thedesk.“Howlongdoyouthinkweneedtostayhere?”
Sinclairprowledtowardher,notwillingtogiveherthespaceshewasso
obviouslyseeking.
“AreyouinahurrytogettoourPack?”
“I’mnotgoingtoyourPack,”shesaid,herwordsandtoneadeliberate
challenge.“I’mgoingtotheTheGreatPlainsHomeofTranquility.”
Heblinkedinconfusion.“Where?”
“TheGreatPlainsHomeofTranquility,”sherepeated,reachinguptorun
herhandsthroughherhair.Sinclairswallowedagroan.He’dwantedtorubhis
faceinthosefantasticcorkscrewcurlsforweeks.“It’snearOmaha,Nebraska,”
sheclarified.
Sinclairleashedhisrenegadethoughts.Later,he’drubhisfaceinherhair,
andagainstthecurveofherthroat,anddownthelushcurvestotheintoxicating
secretsbetweenherlegs.
Fornow,heneededtoconcentrateonherstubbornrefusaltotraveltothe
protectionofhisPack.
“Whydoyouwanttogothere?”hedemanded.
“ItoldyouthatIwasrunningtracestolocateDr.Lowman,”shereminded
him.
Hesuckedinastartledbreath.He’dassumedthatshe’dbeenchasing
anothervagueclue.Oneofpotentiallythousands.Butsomethinginher
expressionmadehimtensewithanunexpectedsenseofanticipation.
Dr.LowmanwasthekeytoprovingthattheSAUwasresponsibleforthe
VeronaVirus.Withhimstandingattheirside,noonecoulddenythatitwasthe
shifterswho’dbeenthesaviorsofmankind,nottheirdestruction.
“Youfoundhim?”herasped.
Sheheldupaslenderhand,clearlyunwillingtocommitonewayorthe
other.
“Perhaps.”
Reachingout,hegraspedthetabletoffthedesk,studyingthesprawling
brickbuildingthatlookedasifitwerebuiltinthemiddleofnowhere.
“Thisisthesearchyouwererunningbeforeweleft?”
“Tryingto,yes,”shesaidindrytones,nothavingtopointoutthathehad
beentheonetointerruptherefforts.
NotthatSinclairwasgoingtoapologize.
AsdesperateashewastogethishandsonLowman,hewasn’tabouttoput
thisfemaleatanyfurtherrisk.
She’ddoneherpart.
Hehissedashewasstruckbyasuddenfear.“Ifitwasonthecomputer,then
theSAUhasthedoctor’slocation,aswell.”
“No.”Anunexpectedsmilecurvedherlips.“Atleast,notunlessthey
managetorepairthedamagetotheirsystem.”
Hestudiedherupturnedface.“Whatdamage?”
“Ileftbehindavirus,”shetoldhim.“Itwilldestroywhateverinformation
wasonthecomputer,aswellasanyothersattachedtothesamenetwork.”
Hegaveaslowshakeofhishead.Whenhe’dfirstmetMira,ithadbeen
easytodismissherasbeingamousygeekwhomeltedintothebackground.
Now,heunderstoodthatbeneathhershynaturewereagenerousheartandan
unshakeableloyalty.Twoqualitiesthathevaluedaboveallothers.
Oh,andshewassmart.
Andsexy.Lusciouslysexy.
“Remindmetoneverunderestimateyou,”hesaidwithgenuinesincerity.
Sheshrugged.“Mostpeopledo.”
Henoddedtowardthetablet.“Tellmewhatthisplacehastodowiththe
doctor.”
“AfterIwascaptured…”Herwordstrailedawayashislowgrowlfilledthe
air.Then,clearingherthroat,shecontinued.“TheydemandedthatIdothe
majorityofmysearcheswhiletheycouldwatch,soIcreatedasearchwithDr.
Lowman’snameandthenhackedintovariousclinicsandhospitalstocheckifhe
wasontheirstaff.”
Sinclair’sbrowsdrewtogetherinconfusion.“Youweren’treallysearching
forhim?”
“Notlikethat.”Sheshrugged.“Amanwho’sgoneintohidingdoesn’tuse
hisrealname.Orcontinueinhissameprofession.”
Ah.Hiscleverbeauty.
“True.”
“Sointhebackground,IwasrunningsearchesforPatriciaCarpenterand
JessicaMedlen.”
Hetiltedhisheadtotheside.“Whoarethey?”
“Dr.Lowman’smotherandhiswife,”shesaid.“Ifoundtheirmaiden
names.”
“Amazing,”hebreathed.
Ablushcreptbeneathherskin,onlyaddingtohercharm.
AsanAlpha,Sinclaircouldhavehadanynumberofwomen.Andnotjust
becausehispowerwasanaphrodisiactomanyshifters.Buthe’dalwaysbeena
loner,hisfocusneverwaveringfromhisdutytohispeople.
Nodoubtapsychiatristwouldsayhispasthadinjuredhimsoseverelyhe
wasincapableofformingintimatebonds.
Butnowhewasconsideringthepleasureofhavingacompanionwhocould
beathisside.
Onewhowouldnotonlyprovideawarmbodyinhisbed,butalsoa
complexmindthatcouldofferlogicalargumentswhenshethoughthewas
wrong,andthesameloyaldedicationtohispeoplethathedemandedofhimself.
“Notreally,”shesaid,tryingtodisguiseherflusteredreactiontohisblatant
admiration.“It’slogicalthattheywouldreverttotheirpreviousnames.That
way,theycouldstayhiddenfromthosesearchingforconnectionstoDr.
Lowman,whiletheirfamilycouldstillcontactthem.”
“Didyoulocatethem?”
Shenodded.“YesterdayIgotahitonhiswife,Jessica.”
Thesenseofhopereturnedatherlowwords.“Whatsortofhit?”
“AnaddressinOmaha.”
“Ifyouknewwhereshewas,thenwhydidyouinsistonstayingatthe
base?”hedemanded,stillaggravatedbythethoughtofhertakingsuchan
outrageousgamblewithherlife.
“Becauseherapartmentcontractshowsthatshelivesalone.”
“Thatdoesn’tmeanthatherhusbandisn’tthere.”
“No,butitseemsstrangetoriskgettingtossedfromherapartmentwhenshe
couldhaveputdownafakenameforherhusband,”shesaid.“Sothismorning,I
ranatraceonherplaceofemployment.”
“Wheredoesshework?”
Shepointedtowardthetablet.“She’sanurseattheGreatPlainsHomeof
Tranquility.”
Hestudiedthebrickbuilding.Onceagain,hewasstruckbyhowisolatedit
was.
“Itsoundslikeaspa,”hesaid.
“Nope.It’samentalinstitution,”Miracorrected.“Andheremploymentfiles
revealthatherbrotherisapatientthere.”
Heliftedhisgazetomeethereyesthathaddarkenedwithexcitement.
“Doyouthinkthebrotherhasinformation?”
Shesmiled.“JessicaMedlendoesn’thaveabrother.”
Chapter5
GeorgeMarkhamwatchedasDonaldsonpacedtheofficethatwasas
pretentiousasitwasoversized.Hehadatheoryaboutmenwhohadbigoffices.
Itwastocompensateforalackofgenuineballs.
Somethingheneverhadtoworryabout.
Whichwaswhyhewasleaningagainsttheedgeofthedeskashis
companionwasred-facedandtwitchy.Hehadconfidencethey’dfindthe
missingcomputerbitch.Andiftheydidn’t…
Well,hewasgoingblametheentirefiascoontheColonel.
Hewastheonewho’dinsistedthattheybringMiraReesetothisbase
insteadofstayingattheSAUheadquartersinBoulder.Andhe’dassured
Markhamthatthesecuritysystemwasimpenetrable.
Ayoungmaninastarcheduniformsteppedthroughtheopendoorway,
snappingasaluteasDonaldsonturnedtoglareathim.
“Well?”theColoneldemanded.
Theyoungsoldierpaled.Clearly,hewastheretoofferbadnews.
“Wedidacompletesweepofthebase.Sheisn’there.”
Donaldsonclenchedhishands.“Didyoucheckthesilos?”
“Yes,sir.Eventheabandonedones.”
Markhamrolledhiseyes.Whywouldthewomansneakoutoftheofficeand
thenhideinoneofthemissilesilos?
“Whataboutthesecuritytapes?”Donaldsonpressed.
Whenthey’dreturnedtotheofficeafteralong,tooleisurelydinner,itwas
todiscoverthatMiraReesewasmissing,andthecomputersystemcompletely
shutdown.Nothingtheydidcouldretrievetheinformationfromtheharddrive.
Infact,eachtimetheytried,theyonlycausedmoredamage.
“Whateverhappenedtothecomputersalsoaffectedthecameras,”the
youngermansaid.
Donaldson’sbreathhissedbetweenhisteeth.“Sothey’reworthless?”
Themanlostanothershadeofcolor,andhisgazelowered.“Yes,sir.”
Therewasatensepause,asifDonaldsonweretryingtorestrainhisurgeto
smashthepoorsoldierintheface.
“Getthedogs,”heatlastsnapped.“Iwantfourseparatesearchparties.”He
liftedhishandtopointtowardeachcorneroftheoffice.“North.South.East.
West.”
Thesoldiergaveanod,eagertobeawayfromhisfuriouscommander.
“I’llgetitarrangedatonce.”
“Don’tcomebackwithouther,”Donaldsonwarnedindarktones.
Thesoldiersaluted,backingoutoftheroomandclosingthedoorwitha
firmsnap.Markham’slipstwitchedasheheardthesoundoffootstepsscurrying
downthehall.
MarkhammightnotbeintimidatedbyDonaldson’sbluster,butobviously,
theColonel’ssmallarmywaseasilybullied.
“Dammit.”Donaldsonwhirledonhisheel,slamminghisfistintotheopen
palmofhisotherhand.“Ifshe’swithoneoftheanimals,we’llneverfindher.”
Markhamstiffened.He’djustassumedthatMirahaddiscoveredwhatever
shewaslookingforontheSAU’sprivatenetworkanddonehervanishingact.
Nowhestudiedhiscompanionwithadeepfrown.
“Whatmakesyouthinkshedidn’tdothisonherown?”
TheColonelflashedapatronizingsmilethatmadeMarkhamwanttopull
theGlockhehadstrappedtohisankle.Then,thepompousfoolstrolledacross
theofficetoopenthewindow.
“Iassumethatshedestroyedthecomputersandsecuritysystem,she’sthe
expert,afterall,”hedrawled.“Butthere’snowayshedidthis.”
ReluctantlyMarkhamcrossedtostudythegougesthathadbeendugintothe
windowsill.
Clawmarks.
Bitingbackacurse,Markhamforcedhimselftoturnbacktostudythe
office.Shit.Heshouldhavedoneamorethoroughinspectionoftheofficethe
minutehe’drealizedthatthecomputerwomanwasgone.
NowhehadtoactasifDonaldsonhadn’tmanagedtooutwithim.
“There’snosignthatshewasforcedtoleave,”hesaid.
“No,”Donaldsonagreed,slammingthewindowshut.“IwouldsayMira
Reesehasbeenplayingusforfools.She’sobviouslyworkingwiththeshifters.
Theywantedtheuseofourcomputers,sosheletherselfbetaken.”Hepacedto
thecenteroftheover-priced,hand-wovenrug.“Whichmeansshegotwhatshe
wantedandcalledinoneoftheanimalstogetherout.”
Markhamscowled.Howcouldanyonechooseoneofthosefreaksoverher
ownpeople?He’dheardthatsomehumanseventooktheanimalsaslovers.
Sick.
Ofcourse,ifshedidhavealover…
Markhamabruptlyreachedintohispockettopullouthisphone,tappingthe
passwordontothescreen.
“Ineverdidtrusther,”hesaid.
Donaldsonpivotedonhisheel,hislipstwistedinahumorlesssmile.
“That’snotwhatyouweresayinglessthananhourago.”
Markhamhelduphisphone.“Doyouneedproof?”
Donaldsonfoldedhisarmsoverhischest.“Astonishmewithyour
brilliance.”
MarkhamonceagainthoughtlonginglyofhisGlock.AttheDivision
headquarters,hewastreatedwithrespectthatborderedonreverence.His
companion,however,wasroughlyonthesamelevelashewaswhenitcameto
theSAUhierarchy.WhichmeantMarkhamcouldn’tdemandthedeferenceheso
richlydeserved.
Dammit.
“Afterwebroughtthewomanhere,IcalledasecurityteaminFortCollins
toinstallacameraincasesomeonedecidedtocomesearchingforher,”hesaid,
thoroughlyenjoyingDonaldson’sbriefspurtofannoyancebeforehewas
smoothinghisexpression.
“Canyouaccessthetapes?”
“Ofcourse.”Withafewtapsonthescreen,Markhamwasrewindingthe
images.“Yourtechnologymightbeeasilycompromised,butmineisfarmore
dependable.”
Donaldsonsaidafoulcurse.“Jesus,you’reannoying.”
Markhamdidn’tbothertohidehissatisfiedsmile,quicklyskimminguntil
hewasatthebeginningofthetape.Thecamerahadbeenhiddeninatreeinthe
frontyard,givingaperfectviewofthehouse,alongwiththedriveway.
Hepausedasawomanappearedfromthebrickhousenextdoor,holdinga
cat.
“Theneighbor,”hesaidasthewomanusedakeytoenterthehouseand
thenlefttenminuteslater.
“Doubtfulthatshe’stheanimalthathelpedMiraescapefromhere,”
Donaldsonsaid.
Markhamagreed.Awomandidn’triskherlifeforaneighbor,nomatter
howfriendlytheymightbe.
Shediditforsomeonewhosatisfiedherinbed.
Hefast-forwarded,abruptlyslowingtheimagesasatruckpulledintothe
driveway,andanunknownmanclimbedout.
“There.”
“Damn,wecan’tseehisface,”Donaldsonsaid.“Canyouzoominonthe
licenseplate?”
Markhamscowled,oddlyconvincedthattherewassomethingfamiliarabout
thesetoftheman’sshoulders,andthewayhemoved.Butunlessheturned,it
wouldbeimpossibleforhimtoplacewhomitmightbe.
Dismissingtheoddsensationthathemightbeacquaintedwiththestranger,
hehaltedthevideo.Then,sweepinghisfingeroverthescreen,hemanagedto
enlargetheimage.
“Gotit.I’llsendthistomydivision.”Takingascreenshotofthelicense
plate,hequicklyhaditemailedtohisheadofsecurity.“Theycanstartasearch
forthetruckaswellascontactthecopstoputoutaBOLO.”
Onceagainputinthepositionoffollower,notleader,Donaldsonsquared
hisshoulders.
“Okay.”Hisexpressionwascondescending.“It’sadecentbackupplanifmy
mendon’tfindherfirst.”
Markhamreleasedasharplaugh.“Acceptdefeat,Donaldson,”heurgedthe
olderman.“Youandyoursoldiersletthewomanslipfrombeneathyournoses.
Nowitwillbeuptometosaveyourass.”Hepocketedhisphone,aslysmile
tuggingathislips.“Let’shopeColonelRanneydoesn’tlearnofyourslip-up
beforewecangetherback.”
Donaldsonjerkedattheunmistakablewarning.Noonewantedtobeonthe
wrongsideoftheSAU’sfounder.Notunlesstheywantedtoendupinan
unmarkedgrave.
“Bastard,”themilitarymanhissed.
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MirawasdoingherbesttoignoreSinclair’sbroodinggaze.Thiswasn’tthe
firsttimethey’dbeeninasmallmotelroomtogether.
Thiswasn’teventheworstmotelroom.Inanefforttoavoiddetection,
Sinclairhadoftensetupmeetingsinplacesthatwerebarelyfitforbedbugs.This
roomwasatleastcleanwithcomfortablefurniture.
Includingasoft,invitingbed.
Shegaveasharpshakeofherhead.Nothinghaschanged,shefiercely
remindedherself.
Okay,Sinclairhadactuallygonetotheeffortoftrackingherdown.And
he’dbeenpossessivelyprotectiveashe’dcarriedherawayfromtheairbase.
Butshewouldbeafooltoletherselfthinkthiswasanythingmorethana
desiretoguardavaluableasset.
“SonowyouunderstandwhyIneedtogettotheGreatPlainsHomeof
Tranquility.”
Hisexpressionwasguarded.“Iunderstandthatsomeoneneedstogo.But
notyou.”
Shestiffened.“Youdon’ttrustme?”
Someephemeralemotionflaredthroughtheice-blueofhiseyes.“Withmy
life.”
Thewordsraspedagainstthewoundhe’dinflictedwhenhe’dbelievedshe
couldhavebetrayedhim.
“Youwerequickenoughtoaccusemeofworkingwiththeenemy.”
Hegrimaced.“I’msorry,Mira.Moresorrythanyoucouldpossibly
imagine,”hebreathed.
Miraabruptlyturnedaway.Therewassomethingunnervingabouttheraw
regretthatsoftenedhisfeatures.
“Itdoesn’tmatter,”shesaid.
“Itdoes.”Hemoveduntilhewasstandinginfrontofher.Then,whenshe
kepthergazelowered,hegentlycuppedherchininhishandandtiltedbackher
head.“Lookatme,sweetheart.”Hepatientlywaiteduntilshegrudginglylifted
hereyestomeethissteadygaze.“Ididn’tmeantohurtyou.Iwouldnever.”
Herlipstwisted.“Iknowwhatyoumeanttodo.”
Hearchedadarkbrow.“Really?”
“Ofcourse.Imightbenaive,butI’mnotstupid,”sheassuredhim.“I
alwaysknewthatyouwereusingme.”
Histhumblightlytracedthecurveofherlowerlip.“Thenyouknowmore
thanIdo,”hesaid.
SparksofexcitementracedthroughMira,hismeretouchenoughtomake
herheartraceandherpalmssweat.
Hewasjustsofreakinggorgeous.Andsexy.
Andmale.
Ruthlessly,deliciouslymale.
Withaneffort,sheforcedherselftonottomeltintoawillingpuddleathis
feet.
“Areyoutryingtosaythatyoudidn’tseekmeoutbecauseofmyposition
withtheCDC?”
Hepaused,nodoubtcarefullyconsideringhiswords.Althoughshedidn’t
knowwhyhewouldbother.Shesensedtheirrelationship—no,it’dneverbeena
relationship—orwhateveritwas,wasabouttocometoanend.
Therewasnoneedtotreatherasifhecaredaboutherfeelings.
“Thatwasmyinitialreason,butwebothknowthatmyinterestbecamefar
morepersonal.”
“Don’t,”sherasped.“Please,don’tlie.”
Hescowled.“I’mnot.”
“You’veneverseenmeasanythingmorethanatoolinyourplansfor
revenge.”
Heshookhisheadindenialofheraccusation.
“Mira,ifyouwerejustatool,thenwhydidImeetwithyousooften?”he
demanded.“Icouldhaveaskedforyourhelpandwaitedforyoutocontactme.”
Angersizzledthroughher.Whycouldn’thejustadmitthetruth?
“YouwerewellawarethereasonIwasassistingyouwasbecauseIwashalf
inlovewithyou,”shesnapped.“Youhadtokeepmeinfatuated,oryoutookthe
chanceofmedecidingitwasn’tworththerisktohelpyou.”
Hisfingersbrushedalongthetightlineofherjaw.“Onlyhalfinlove?”he
teased.
Shejerkedbackherhead.Dammit.Itwasn’tfairthathismeretouchwas
enoughtomakeherbodyclenchwithanachinghunger.
“Thisisn’tfunny,”shesaidbetweengrittedteeth.
Hereleasedadeepsigh,slowlyloweringhishand.“No.It’sironic.”
Shetiltedherchin.“What’sironicaboutit?”
“IthoughtIwasfoolingyou,whenIwasreallyfoolingmyself.”
Mirafrowned,studyinghimwithawarygaze.“Isthatsupposedtomake
sense?”
“Notreally.”Hescrubbedhishandsoverhisfacebeforehenoddedtoward
thenearbybed.“Canwesit?”Hewaitedforhertomove.Whenshestubbornly
refusedtobudge,heatlastpulledoutthePword.“Please,Mira.”
“Fine,”shesaid,spinningonherheeltocrosstheshortdistancesoshe
couldperchontheedgeofthemattress.
Hewasswiftlymovingtosettlenexttoher,theheatofhislegpressing
againstherthigh.
“Thankyou,”hesaid,reachingtograbherhand.
“Sinclair,”sheprotested,makingahalf-heartedattempttofreeherselffrom
hisgrip.
Notsurprisingly,hetightenedhishold.Stubbornwolf.
“You’reright.Ididseekyououtbecauseofyourcomputerskills,and
becauseyouworkedfortheCDC,”hesaid,hisvoicelowandhusky.
Perfectlydesignedtomakeawomanthinkofdarknightsandhotsex.
“Areyoutryingtomakemefeelbetter?”shecomplained,inwardly
chastisingherself.Whenthehellwasshegoingtogetoverherpatheticyearning
forthisman?“Ifso,yousuckatit.”
“I’mnotfinished.Butyou’reright,Idosuckatit.”Heliftedherhandto
pressherknucklesagainsthislips.“I’mnotusedtoexplainingmyself.”
Breathe,Mira,justbreathe.
“Becauseyou’reanAlpha?”Thankfully,herwordsdidn’tcomeoutasa
croak.
Anotherlingeringkisslandedonherknucklesbeforehewasloweringher
handtohislap,hisexpressionsomber.
“BecauseIspentalmosttenyearsofmylifelockedinacagethesizeofa
dogkennel.”
IttookMiraafullminutetoacceptthatthestarkwordsweren’tsome
horriblejoke.
Finally,hereyeswidened,herstomachclenchingwithasicksenseof
disbelief.
“TheSAU?”
Heshookhishead.“Myneighbor.”
“Why?”
Hiseyesdarkened,andMirasuddenlyrealizedshewascatchingaglimpse
ofthewoundedwolfdeepinsidehim.
“MyparentssuspectedthatthecontainmentcenterstheSAUwerecreating
forthesupposedsafetyoftheshifterswouldeventuallybecomeprisons,”his
voicewaslacedwithsadness.“Unfortunately,beforetheycouldorganizeasafe
placeforustodisappear,thesoldierswereknockingatourdoor.”
Itwasanall-too-familiarstory.AlthoughMirahadbeenamerebabewhen
theVeronaVirushadsweptaroundtheworld,she’dheardrumorsofthemass
roundupsofshiftersandeventheviolentclashesthathadledtothousandsof
unnecessarydeaths.
“Howoldwereyou?”
“Five.”
Hermouthdroppedopen,herbrainstrugglingtotakeintheknowledgethat
anyonecouldbetwistedenoughtolockafive-year-oldchildinadog’skennel.
“Whathappened?”
Hisexpressionwastight,theairpricklingwiththepowerofhisinner
animal.
“Myparentsloweredmeoutabathroomwindowandtoldmetorun.Ihad
justgottenthroughthebackfencewhentheneighborcaughtme.”Sinclair’slips
twisted.“Hepromisedhewouldkeepmesafe.”
Shesqueezedhisfingers,instinctivelypressingclosertohisside.Sinclair
couldbeharsh,impatient,sexy,andoccasionallycharming.Buthecarriedwith
himanairofaloofness.Asifnothingcouldtrulyreachhim.
Nowshewasbeginningtounderstandthereasonhesorigidlyprotected
himselffromtheworld.
“Whatdidhedotoyou?”shesaid,urginghimtocontinuehisstory.As
awfulasitwas,itexplainedsomuchaboutthiscomplicatedmale.
“Heusedmeasanewsourceofincome.”
Theairwassqueezedfromherlungs.“Income?”
“Hewouldtakemetoundergroundpartieswherepeoplewouldpaytosee
meshiftintoawolf.”Hisvoicewaslacedwithbitterness.“Afterall,most
shifterswerebeinghiddenbehindthewallsofthecompounds.Itwasarare
opportunitytotreatonelikeacircusanimal.Anindulgencetheywerewillingto
payafortunetoenjoy.”
“God,”shebreathed,leaningcloseenoughtoinhaletherich,muskyscentof
hisskin.“I’msosorry.”
Hisfacehardened,hisexpressiongrim.“Isurvived.Andplanned.Iknewit
wasonlyamatteroftimebeforeImanagedtoescape.”
“Andyoudid,”shesaid.
“Onmyfifteenthbirthday.”Hislipscurled,revealinghisfangs.Mira
shivered.Notfromfear,althoughthiswasthefirsttimeshe’dseenhimlose
controlofhishumanform.Itwas,instead,arenegadethrillofwonderment.This
malewastrulyasurvivor.“Thebastardgotcarelesswhenheopenedthedoorto
thecage.Beforehecouldgetthemuzzleonme,Imanagedtogetoutandknock
himoffhisfeet.”
“Ihopeyoukilledhim,”shesaid.
ThedarknessthatwasshroudedaroundSinclairabruptlylightenedashe
smiledatherfiercewords.
“Sobloodthirsty.”Hisgazedroppedtolingeronherlips.“Ilikeit.”
Mirarolledhereyes.“Didyou?”shepressed.Sheneededtoknowthat
monsterwasn’toutintheworldhurtingothershifters.
Sinclairsnappedhisfangs.“Irippedouthisthroat.”
“Good,”shesaid.“HewasevenworsethantheSAU.Whatkindofsicko
tormentsachildtomakeaprofit?”
Hissmilefaded.“I’vestoppedunderestimatingthedepthsofhuman
depravity.”
Shegrimaced,butshecouldn’tacceptthatsuchevilexistedeverywhere.
Yeah.Shewasanincurableoptimist.Butsheneededtothinktherewasalso
goodintheworld.
“We’renotallbad,”shesaid.
“No.Youtaughtmethat.”Heonceagainliftedherhand,turningitoverso
hislipscouldtracethefineveinsbeneaththeskinofherinnerwrist.“Andnot
allshiftersaregood.”
Tinyshiversracedthroughher.Oh…yum.Whythehellhadn’thedonethis
monthsago?She’dbeendesperatetogethimnaked.
Itdidn’tmatterthathewasonlyusingher.Orthatshemighthateherself
onceitwasover.
She’djustwantedonenightofgloriouspassionbeforeshewasdropped
backintoherboringlife.
Nowitwasalltoolate.
“Whatdidyoudoonceyouescaped?”sheabruptlydemanded.
Heheldhergazeashecontinuedtostrokehislipsoverhersensitiveskin.
“Forawhile,IhidinthemostremotesectionsoftheRockyMountainsI
couldfind,”hesaid.“Ijustwantedtobealone.”
“Youdidn’tseekoutothershifters?”
Therewasanunnervingwatchfulnessinhisice-blueeyes.Wasitthewolf?
Ortheman.
Perhapsacombinationofboth.
“No,Iwashalfferal,andIspentmostofmytimeinmyanimalform,”he
admitted.“ThenonedayIcrossedpathswithanotherwolfshifterwhowasbeing
huntedbythelocalSAU.Itookherintomyhiddenliar.Ionlyintendedtoallow
hertostayuntilthedangerpassed,butsherefusedtogo.Evenworse,shehada
friendwhotrackedusdown.Thegrizzlyshifterwasjustasstubborn.”
Shebittheinsideofhercheek,refusingtorevealthatshewasjealousofthe
thoughtofhimsharinghislairwithanotherfemale.
Shedidn’thavetheright.She’dneverhadtheright,evenifshehopedthat
somedayshecouldconvincehimthatshecouldbemorethanjustameanstoan
end.
Shegaveasharpshakeofherhead.“ItwasthestartoftheUnseen?”
“Yes.”Hisshrugwasrueful.“IagreedtobecometheAlphaandtoputthe
membersofmyPackfirstinmylife.But,atheart,I’mstillaloner.”
I’mstillaloner…
Thewordsslicedthroughher.Itwas,ofcourse,whatshe’dalwaysknown
deepinside.Shejusthadn’twantedtoacceptit.
“Igetit,”shesaid,startingtorisefromthebed.“Ireallydo.”
Withoutwarning,heyankedherbackdown,hiseyesnarrowedwith
frustration.
“Mira,wouldyouletamanfinish?”
Chapter6
Sinclairknewthathewasn’twinninganybrowniepointswithMira.He
mightnothaveRios’ssmoothcharm,buthedidknowthatgrowlingatawoman
andyankingheraroundwasn’tthebestwaytoearnhergoodwill.
Butdammit,hewasbeyondfrustrated.
NotwithMira.Neverwithher.Butwithhisownawkwardinabilityto
expresshisemotions.
Whoknewitcouldbesohard?
“Excuseme?”shedemandedindangeroustones.
Hegrimaced.“I’mtryingtomakeapoint.”
“Thenmakeit,”shewarned.
Suckinginadeepbreath,hestudiedherdelicatefeatures,notmissingthe
warinessthatlingeredinherbeautifuleyes.Hehadn’tintendedtotellherabout
theyearshe’dspentasacircusfreak.Henevertalkedaboutthattimewith
anyone.Butforreasonshecouldn’texplain,he’dfeltanoverwhelmingneedto
sharethehorrorhe’dendured.Notforhersympathy,buttoensureshecould
acceptwhathe’ddonetosurvive.
Shehadtounderstandthatbothhisanimalandhumanhalvescouldbe
savagewhennecessary.
Thankfully,shehadn’tflinched.Infact,she’dbeensplendidlyprotective.
Unfortunately,hisrevelationshadlefthimfeelingoddlyvenerable.A
sensationthathefound…unnerving.
“MypastmeansthatIdon’thavethebestinterpersonalskills,”hestatedthe
obvious.“AndIhaveevenlessinsightintomyemotions.”
“You’reamale.”Sheshrugged.“Noneofyouhaveanyinsights.”
“Ouch.”Hepressedherhandtothecenterofhischest.“Adirecthit.”
Sheturnedherheadaway.Almostasifshethoughtshecouldhideherhurt
fromhim.Itwasobviousshehadalottolearnaboutshifters.
Hecouldsmellhereachandeveryemotion.
Atthemoment,herlusciousscentwasamixtureofspringflowers,burnt
toast,andalingeringfemininedesireshecouldn’tdisguise.
“Youreallydon’thavetosayanythingelse,”shesaid.
“Ido.”Heresistedtheurgetotugherintohislapandwraphertightlyinhis
arms.First,hehadtoundothedamagehe’dcaused.Onlythencouldshetrust
him.“Initially,myintentionwastoseekyououtandearnyourtrustsoyou
wouldhelpme,”headmitted,rubbinghisthumboverthetenderskinofherinner
wrist.Hefeltherheartskipabeatathislightcaress.Shewasstillarousedbyhis
touch.ThankGod.Itwastheonlyhopehehadthathecouldreachthroughthe
wallsshewastryingtobuildbetweenthem.“Butthatdoesn’texplainwhyI
spentmydaycheckingmyphonetoseeifyoucalled,”heconfessed.“OrwhyI
refusedtheofferofmyPackmatestomeetwithyou.FromtheminuteIcaught
sightofyou,Iknewthatnooneelsewasgettingnearyou.”Heliftedherhandto
nuzzlehislipsagainstherfingers.“Youaremine.”
Thatbroughtherheadbackaround,hereyeswide.“Yours?”
Hedidn’thesitate.“Yes.Mine.”Heplacedherfingersagainsthischeek.“It
justtookthethoughtoflosingyoutogetitthroughmythickskull.”
Hereyesdarkenedwithpleasure.AgrowlrumbleddeepinSinclair’schest.
Hiswomanlikedthefeelofhisroughwhiskersthatstubbledhisjaw.Good.He
plannedtorubthemoverhernakedskinashekissedapathfromherlushlipsto
thetipsofhertoes.
“I’llagreewiththethickskullpart.”
Heturnedhishead,pressinghislipstothecenterofherpalm.
“Letmeconvinceyou,”hepleadedinsofttones.
Heheardherbreathcatchinherthroatandthesuddenleapofherheart.
Butevenasshestartedtoswaytowardhim,sheabruptlyshovedherselfto
herfeet.
“I’mgoingtotakeashower.”
Hiswolfgrowled,strugglingtobreakfree.Theanimaldidn’tunderstandthe
needtoletthisfemalehavethespaceshedemanded.Itwantedtotumbleheron
thebedandseduceawaythewarinessinhereyes.
Instead,heforcedateasingsmiletohislips.
“Doyouneedhelp?”
“IthinkIcanmanage,”shesaidindrytones,headingintothesmall
bathroom.
Groaningasheheardthesoundoffabricbrushingoverherskinbefore
hittingthetiledfloor,Sinclairforcedhimselftocrosstheroomtograbthephone
setonthedresser.Itwasdirectlyconnectedtothefrontoffice.
Pressingthezerobutton,hegrimlykepthisthoughtsfromstrayingtowarda
nakedMiraassheturnedontheshowerandsteppedbeneaththewater.
Thoselusciouscurveswouldbeslick,hervibrantcurlsspiralingdownher
back…
Oh,hell.Hiscocktwitched.
Thankfully,heheardagrowledgreetingasthegrizzlyansweredSinclair’s
call.
“Hey,beforeyoutakeoff,couldyoudropbyasetofwomen’sclothing,I’m
guessingsizetwelve,anddinner?”Sinclairrequested,waitingfortheman’s
agreement.Then,beforethegrizzlycouldhangup,hecontinued.“Oh,andmake
surethere’ssomethingsweetfordessert.Thanks.”
Asmiletouchedhislipsashereplacedtheold-fashionedreceiver.
He’dlovedthefewtimesthey’dmanagedtoeatamealtogether.Mira
wouldalwaysrefuseanydessert,butshewouldeagerlysavorthebiteshewould
shareofhisown.He’dwantedtotellherthathelovedhersoftcurves.Hewasa
shifter,notahumanwhovaluedonlysurfacebeauty.Tohim,shewasperfect.
Nowhenolongerhadtohidehistrueemotions.
Hefullyintendedtomakesurethatshethoroughlyenjoyedherlife.
Especiallythedecadentparts.
Thesoundofsplashingwaterfilledtheroom,alongwiththemuskyscentof
warm,femaleskin.Sinclairpacedfromoneendofthemainroomtotheother,
relievedwhentherewasaknockatthedoor.
Sinclairwaiteduntilhewascertainthegrizzlywasgone.Itwasn’tthathe
didn’ttrusttheshifter.Hesimplydidn’twantanymaletocatchthescentof
Mira’snakedbody.
Unreasonable?
Maybe.Butthat’sthewayitwas.
Atlast,hepulledopenthedoortocollectthebagofclothingandtheboxof
pizzafromanearbytake-outjoint,aswellasasmalllavacake.Perfect.
He’djustplacedthefoodonthedeskandpulleditnexttothebedwhen
Miracameoutofthebathroom.Awarenesswaslikeapunchtohisgutashis
gazeskimmeddownherbodythatwascoveredbyarobe.Theterrycloth
materialstoppedmid-thigh,revealingtheelegantlineofherlegs,anddippedat
thenecklinetoofferaglimpseofhersoft,enticingbreasts.
Suddenly,hishungerhadnothingtodowithpizza.
“Youstillhaven’tsaidhowlongweneedtostay…”Herwordstrailedaway
asshecaughtsightofthefood.“Wheredidthiscomefrom?”
Hemovedtowardher,usingherdistractiontolightlygraspherarmand
steerhertowardthebed.
“Theownerofthemotelbroughtfoodandcleanclothes.Ithoughtyou
mightbetiredofyouruniform.”
Ashuddershookherbody.“Youhavenoidea.”
“Butfirst,dinner,”hesaid,pressingherontotheedgeofthemattressbefore
hewassettlingnexttoher.Then,hepulledthedeskevencloserandplaceda
largesliceofpizzainfrontofher.
Sheconsumedtheslicewithobvioushunger,andbeforeshewasfinished,
Sinclairhadanotheroneinfrontofher.Hefeltafiercesatisfactioninknowing
hewastendingtoherneeds.
Thiswaswhathe’dbeenplacedinthisworldtodo.
Protectandcherishthisfemale.
Polishingoffherthirdslice,MiraatlastglancedtowardSinclair.
“Iwasaskinghowlongweneedtowaithere.”
Placingthelavacakebetweenthem,Sinclairscoopedupalargebiteof
gooeygoodness.
“Weshouldstayatleastafewhours,”hesaid,pressingthespoontoher
mouth.
Sheabsentlyacceptedthebite,completelyunawarejusthowsexyitwas
whensheusedhertonguetowipethechocolateoffherlips.
Sinclair,however,wasacutely,painfullyaware.
“Okay,”sheconceded,understandingthedangerofstumblingacrossthe
SAUsoldiersthatwerenodoubtsearchingforthem.
Continuingtofeedhersmallbitesofthecake,Sinclairstudiedherdelicate
features.
“Youknow,we’vespentalotoftimetogether,butyourarelyspeakofyour
family,”hesaid.
Sheshrugged.“Ihadaboringchildhood.”
Sinclairnarrowedhisgaze.Ifheweren’tashifter,hewouldneverhave
noticedtheslighttensingofherbody.
ClearlyherrelationshipwithherfamilywasasourceofanxietyforMira.
“DoyourparentsliveinFortCollins?”hepressed,needingtoknowwhat
wastroublingher.
Hehadeveryintentionofprotectingher.Frombothphysicaldangersand
emotionalones.Noonewasallowedtohurtthisfemale.
Noone.
“No,”shesaid.“IwasraisedinMinnesota.”
“Ah.”Hislipstwitched.“Afarmgirl.”
Shegrimaced.“Yeah.”
“Yourparentsmustbeveryproudofallyou’veaccomplished,”hesaid,
carefullywatchingthehardeningofherexpression.
“Notreally.”Shereacheduptobrushadampcurlfromhercheek.“They
neverunderstoodmyloveforcomputers.Andtheycertainlydidn’twantme
leavinghometotakeajobsofaraway.”
Sinclairarchedabrow.Thisfemalewasstrong,intelligent,well-educated
andsuccessful.Whatelsecouldparentsdesireintheirdaughter?
“Whynot?”hedemanded.
Sheshookherheadatthelastbite,onceagaindrivingSinclairnutsasshe
lickedherlipsclean.
“TheythoughtIshouldfollowinthefootstepsofmyoldersisterandmarry
anicelocalboyandstartproducingafamily.”
AlowgrowlrumbledinSinclair’schest.Notonlyangeratherfamilyfor
makingherfeel‘less’becauseofherchoices,butalsoatthemerethoughtof
someothermaletryingtoclaimher.
MiraReesebelongedtohim.
Period.
“Theywereidiots,”hesnarled.“AndsowasI.”
Hisconfessionoffaultappearedtocatchheroffguard.Sheblinked.And
thenblinkedagain.
“Whatareyoutalkingabout?”
“Theydidn’tvalueyouastheyshouldhave,”hesaidinroughtones.
Shewasinstantlyonthedefensive.“Theylovedme.”
“Idon’tdoubtthat,buttheyshouldhavebeensupportiveofyourdecisionto
seekyourowncareerandindependence,”heinsisted.“Youhaveatruegiftwith
computers.”
“It’swhatI’vealwayswantedtodo,”sheagreed.
“JustasIshouldhavehonoredyourtenderheart,”hecontinued,refusingto
ignorehisownculpabilityinallowingthisexquisitefemaletobelieveshewas
anythinglessthanperfect.“It’sapreciousgift.”
“Sinclair,”shebreathed,alovelyflushstaininghercheeks.
Leaningforwardwiththeintentionofclaimingherlipsinakissof
frustratedhunger,Sinclairabruptlyhalted.Therewasnomissingthedark
shadowsbeneathhereyes.Sheclearlywasatthepointofutterexhaustion.
Withamutteredcurse,hepulledback.“Youshouldgetsomerest.”
Miranervouslyglancedtowardthebed,clearlyjudgingthewidth.
“I’mnottired,”shesaid,asifdeterminingtherewasn’tenoughspaceto
avoidbeingpressedagainsthimiftheysharedthemattress.
Hesquashedtheimageofholdinghertightinhisarmsassheslept.No
pouncingonhisprettyfemaleuntilshewasready.
“Sweetheart,youcan’tfoolashifter.Icanscentyourweariness,”heassured
her,grabbingthedesktomoveitbacktothecorner.
Heheardhercrawlacrossthemattress,thenthesoftsoundofthesheets
beingpulledback.
“Whataboutyou?”shedemanded.
Waitinguntilhewassureshewascoveredbytheblankets,heslowlyturned
tomeetherguardedgaze.
“Whataboutme?”
“Areyougoingtorest?”
Heliftedashoulder.“I’llkeepwatch,weshouldbesafe,butIdon’tintend
totakeanychances.”
Therewasalongpausebeforeherfaceabruptlypaled.“Oh.Ofcourse.”
Hescowled,wonderingwhatthehellhadputthatlookofhurtinhereyes.
Then,suddenly,herealizedshethoughtthathedidn’twanttosharethebedwith
her.
Heclenchedhishands.Okay.Screwthewhole‘nopouncing’thing.
Withonelongleap,hewasonthebed,crouchedoverherrigidbody.
“Whatareyoudoing?”shebreathed,hereyeswidewithshock.
Heleaneddownuntiltheywerenosetonose.“Youwerebusyassumingthat
I’mstandingguardbecauseIdon’twanttosharethebedwithyou,”hegrowled.
Shepressedherlipstogether.“It’snotreallyasecretyoudon’tfindme
physicallyattractive.I-”
Herwordswerecutoffashekissedher.Justlikethat.
Pressinghismouthagainstherplushlips,hemoanedathersweettaste.It
wasintoxicating.Addictive.
Hegraspedtheheadboard,hisclawsdiggingintothesturdywoodashe
battledbacktheurgetoconsumeher.
“Sinclair,”shesaid,herhandsliftingtopressagainsthischest.
“Shutup,”hegrowled.
Shestiffenedinoutrage.“Whatdidyousay?”
Sinclairwasinnomoodtobackdown.Shecouldaccusehimofmany
things.Buttoimplythathewasn’tdesperatetohaveherashisloverwas
ridiculous.
“Shut.”Anotherfiercekiss.“Up.”
Shegrabbedhist-shirt,tiltingbackherheadtoglareathim.
“Youdorealizewheremykneeis,don’tyou?”
Hechuckled,notparticularlyworrieddespitethefactthatherkneewasonly
inchesfromhiscock.
Infact,heboldlygrabbedherhand,tuggingitdowntopressitagainsthis
raginghard-on.
“There,”hebreathed.“DoesthatfeellikeIdon’tfindyouphysically
attractive?”
Thetantalizingscentofherarousalfilledtheair.Still,shestubbornly
refusedtobelievetheobviousevidenceofhisdesire.
“Youbarelykissedmeinallthetimewe’veknowneachother,”she
accused.
“Christ,Mira,itwasbadenoughtoknowthatIwasallowingyoutoput
yourselfindanger-”
“Youdidn’tallowmetodoanything,”shesharplyinterruptedhim.
“EverythingIdidwasmychoice.”
“Okay,”heconceded.“Itwasbadenoughtoknowyouwereindanger
withouttakingadvantageofyou.”
Herexpressionremainedwary.“Hmm.”
Dippinghisheaddown,heplantedalineofkissesalongthelengthofher
jaw.
“Butmygoodbehaviorisabouttocometoanend,”hewarned,allowinghis
fangstolengthensohecouldscrapethemdownthearchofherneck.
Sheshivered,herhipsinstinctivelyliftingtopressagainstthehardlengthof
hiscock.
“Itis?”shesaid,herfingersdiggingintohischest.
“Mm.”Henuzzledhislipsagainstherpulsethatpoundedatthebaseofher
throat.“Oncewe’veexposedtheSAUandreturnedtoourlair,Iintendtodevote
mynightstoexploringeverylushcurve.”Hemoveddowntoexplorethesatin
swellofherupperbreasts.“Oh,sweetheart.You’resobeautiful,”herasped,not
daringtoparttherobetofullyexposehersoftcurves.
Therewouldbenostoppinghisurgentneedtoclaimher.
“No,”shesaid,shakingherhead.
“Yes,”hehissed,liftinghisheadtoglareatherstubbornexpression.“I
adoreeverythingaboutyou.”
“I’mtooplump,”sheprotested.“Andmyhairisalwaysamess.”
Hereachedtothreadhisfingersthroughherthickmane.
“I’vebeenfantasizingaboutburyingmyfaceinthesecurlsforever.Ilove
them,”herasped,hishandskimmingdownherthroattothebountifulswellof
herbreast.“Andthisbody.”Hisfingerssqueezed,feelingthepebbledhardness
ofhernippleeventhroughthethickterryclothmaterial.“Thisexquisitetribute
tofeminineperfection…”
Shereleasedherbreathonasoftsigh.“Sinclair…”
Claimingherlipsinadeepkiss,hesharedallthepent-uphungerhe
harboredforthisfemale.Instantly,hermouthparted,invitinginthethrustofhis
tongueasherarmswrappedaroundhisneck.
Hell.
Shewassosweet.Soft.Edible.
Withaharshgroan,Sinclairforcedhimselfoffthebed,staringdownather
flushedfacewithabroodinggaze.
“Rest,sweetheart,”hecommandedingentletones.“I’llkeepyousafe.”
Chapter7
Rioswasn’tsurewhat’dpromptedhismidnightrun.
He’dbeensiftingthroughtheavalancheoftextsandemailsthatwereflying
betweenthemembersoftheSAUwhenhisjaguardecidedthatit’dhadenough.
Itwantedtobesurroundedbynature.
Leavinghiscabin,heshiftedintohisanimalformandheadedacrossthe
boundariesofthelair.Hissleekbodymovedwithliquideaseoverthefallenpine
needlesandmossyground,dartingthroughthetreesasheheadedupthe
mountain.
Silencesurroundedhim,theblackskyspeckledwithshimmeringstars.He
lovedthisplace.Itwasthehomehe’dneverthoughttofind.
Still,itwasn’tuntilhe’dcaughttherichmuskofwolfthatherealizedwhat
haddrawnhimoutofhishome.
Bree.
Withalowroar,hewasonthehunt,followingherscentuntilhecaught
sightofherrunningjustaheadofhim.
Admirationsizzledthroughhim.Shewasgorgeouswithhersilveryfurand
blackmarkings.Adangerouspredatorthatwasmorethanamatchforhiscat.
Theyrantogetherfornearlyanhour,atlastcomingtoamutualhaltata
largeoutcroppingthatoverlookedadeepvalley.Together,theyshiftedbackto
theirhumanformsandperchedonalargeboulder.
Theywereshifters,nakednesswasasnaturaltothemasbeingintheir
animalforms,butitwasgoingtobeverydifficultforhimtobethiscloseto
Breewithherarmorofprofessionalclothing.Shewasincrediblysexy.
Distractinglybeautiful.Utterlystunning.
Tiltinghisheadtotheside,heforcedhimselftokeephisgazeonherface
andstudiedhertenseprofile,abletosensethatshewasn’tjustouttoenjoythe
night.
“Troublesleeping?”heasked.
Hergazeremainedonthedistantlightsbelowthem.“Ihavealotonmy
mind.”
“AreyouworriedaboutexposingtheSAU?”heasked.
Shegaveasmallshakeofherhead.“I’mworriedaboutthebacklash.”
“You’llbeprotected,”heassuredher,reachingouttocoverthehandshe’d
placedontherockbetweenthem.“Iswear.”
“I’mnotworriedformyself,”shehurriedlycorrected.“I’mworriedforour
people.”
Riosgrimaced.TheSAUwasalreadypreparingtopunishtheshiftersfor
theirdeterminationtoleavethecompounds.Theywouldgoballisticwhenthe
wordgotoutthattheyweregoingtoexposethetruthoftheVeronaVirus.
“Yeah,soamI,”headmitted,keepinghishandoverhers.Hecravedthe
touchofanotheronthisnight.No.Itwasn’tjustatouch.ItwasBree’stouchthat
hecraved.So,sodangerous,butsincehe’dseenherwalkintohislair,heknew
thathe’dbeenasblindasSinclairhadbeen.“Butthisistherightthingtodo.”
Sheturnedtomeethissteadygaze.“Iagree.IjusthopeIdon’tscrewup
the…”Shepaused,tryingtorememberwhatRioshadinsistedthemonumental
eventbecalled.“GrandReveal.”
Riosgrimaced.Damn.They’dplacedahugeburdenonthiswoman’s
slendershoulders.Itwasnowondershewasfeelingthestrain.
“Ihavefaithinyou,”hesaid,givingherfingersaslightsqueeze.“Haveyou
setatimefortheannouncement?”
“Notofficially.”
Hegaveacuriousliftofhisbrow.He’dspentmostofhislifedealingwith
computers,notpeople.HehadnoideahowthewholePRthingworked.
“Whynot?”
Shereachedtohookherhairbehindherear.Themoonlightshimmeredover
thetawnystrands.
“Mostpeopleignorepressconferencesunlessit’sacelebrityorapolitician
caughtwithhispantsdown,”sheexplained.
“Orwithherskirtlifted,”hepointedoutindrytones.Shehadarealchipon
hershoulderwhenitcametomenandsex.
Sheshrugged.“Fairenough.”
“Sowhatareyourplans?”
“I’vereachedouttomyvariouscontactsoverthepastcoupleofweeksand
hintedthatI’mfollowinganexplosivestorythat’sgoingtoshaketheworld,”she
revealed.
“And?”
Sheallowedafaintsmiletotouchherlips.“AndthenIstoppedtalking,”
shetoldhim.“AnythingIcouldhavesaidcan’tcomparetothewhispersthat
havestartedcirculating.Aseachhourpasses,andIremainoutofsight,people
becomemoreandmorecurious.Onceitreachesfeverpitch,I’llschedulethe
pressconference.”
Henodded,trustingshewouldrecognizetheperfectmomenttocreate
maximumimpact.
“Forbetterorworse,it’snevergoingtobethesame,”hesaid.
“No,itwillneverbethesame,”sheagreedinsofttones.
Apeacefulsilenceshroudedthem.Likethecalmbeforethestorm.Forlong
minutes,Riossimplyenjoyedthebriskbreezeanddistantchirpofcrickets.
Then,heturnedontherock,plaguedbyasuddenneedtoknowwhatthefuture
mighthold.
“Ifourpeoplearegivenfreedom,willyouleavethePack?”heabruptly
demanded.
“Perhaps,”shesaid.“I’dliketosearchformyparents.”
Hefeltaflickerofsurprise.“Youdon’tknowwheretheyare?”
“No.”Herfeatureshardenedwitharememberedpain.“Iwasvisitingmy
cousinswhentheywerecaughtinaroundupbytheSAU.”
“Therewasnorecordoftheirdetainment?”TheSAUwassmartenoughto
knowthattherewouldbeafewfellowhumansthatwouldbesqueamishabout
theuniversalroundups,sotheymadeitallseemverylegaland‘bythebook.’
Therewereofficialrecordsthatincludedthename,dateofbirth,and
physicalcharacteristicofeachdetainee.
“IknowtheywereoriginallysenttoDC,”shesaid,hervoicecarefully
strippedofemotion.“Butthecontainmentcenterwascloseddown.Ican’tfinda
listingofwhichpermanentcompoundtheyweresentto.”
Withoutwarning,Rios’scatwassnarling,evenashishumansidewas
leashingtheurgetograbherbyhershouldersandgiveherashake.
“Bree,”hesaidinlowtones.
Shestilled,easilysensinghisburstofannoyance.“What?”
“Whydidn’tyoucometome?”
Shefrownedinconfusion.“Forwhat?”
“Youknowfullwellthatthere’snothingandnooneIcan’tfind,”herasped,
dismissingfromhismindSinclair’sneedtousetheprettyMiraforhissearch.
TherewasnowaytogetaccesstotheCDCfileswithoutdirectaccesstotheir
computers.“Ifyourparentsweremissing,allyouhadtodowastellme,andI
wouldhavefoundthem.”
Sheduckedherhead.“Ithinkapartofmewasafraid.”
“Ofme?”
“No,ofcoursenot,”shesaid.“Iwasafraidofdiscoveringthattheyhad
beenkilled.”
Hisoutrageeased.Ah.Heunderstoodthatsortoffear.Slowly,heinched
closertoherslenderbody.Anunspokenofferofcomfort.
“Whywouldyouthinkthat?”heasked.
Shebitherlip,unconsciouslyswayingtowardhim.“Iwasveryyoung,butI
rememberenoughtoknowmyparentswouldn’thavesubmittedeasilytobeing
collaredandbranded.”
Halfafraidhemightfrightenheraway,heliftedhishand,brushingitover
hercheek.
“Surelyit’sbettertoknowonewayoranother?”
Herexpressionbecamewary,butthankfully,shedidn’tpullawayfromhis
lighttouch.
“ItwasbetternottoknowwhenIdidn’tdarerisktryingtogoinsearchof
them,”sheclarified.“Ineededtohangontothebelieftheywereoutthere
waitingforme.”
“Butifwe’retrulyfreed…”Heallowedhiswordstotrailaway,unwillingto
imagineafuturewherethiswomanwasnolongerapartofit.
“It’stimetosearchforthem.”
Hisfingersmovedtocupherchin,hisbrowsfurrowed.“WhatifIsaidI
didn’twantyoutogo?”
Withahiss,shewasknockingawayhishand,adarkcolorstainingher
prominentcheekbones.
“Iwouldsayyou’verepeatedthesamewordstoahundredotherfemales.”
Riossnarledinfrustration.Evenknowinghedeservedherlackoffaith,it
annoyedthehelloutofhim.
“WhyareyoucertainthatI’mnotbeingsincere?”
“Umm,letmethink.”Shepretendedtoconsiderbeforeofferingahumorless
smile.“BecauseI’vewatchedyouleapfrombedtobedsinceyoujoinedthe
Pack.”
Hisclawsslicedthroughthetipsofhisfingers,diggingintothegranite.
Hedidn’tbotherarguing.He’ddevotedalotofenergytopursuingvarious
femalesovertheyears.Whynot?Hewasacatthatthoroughlyenjoyedthe
hunt.
“Notyours,”hesaidwithawrysmile.Breehadnotonlyrefusedhis
attemptsatseduction,butshe’dalsoactedasifhe’djustcrawledfromthegutter.
Sheshrugged.“I’mnotinterestedinbecomingsomemale’safterthought.”
Riosscowled.Hemightnotbeasaint,buthewouldnever,evertreathis
loverswithanythinglessthancompleterespect.
“I’veenjoyedthefemaleswhowantedtosharetheirtimewithme-”
“Theysharedmorethantheirtime,”sheinterruptedwithahumorlesssmile.
“Itwasamutualdesiretoplay,”heinsisted.
Thesharptangofherangerassaultedhisnose.“Goodforyou,”she
snapped.“I’mnotinterested.”
“Hmm,”hesaid.Ifshewasn’tinterested,thenwhydidthementionofhis
otherloversruffleherfur?Quiteliterally.
Sheglaredathim,herexpressiondeliberatelywipedofemotion.
“What?”
Heallowedateasingsmiletotouchhislips.“Areyousure?”heasked,his
voicelowasheleanedtowardher,suckinginadeepbreathofherspicyscent.“I
cansmellalie.”
Withafluidleap,shewasofftherockandheadedbackdownthemountain.
“I’mgoingtobed,”shesaid.
Withalowgrowl,hewatchedthesexywayherhipsswayedandtheperfect
curveofherdelectablebacksidebeforehehoppedofftherockinpursuit.“Ifyou
insist,”hesaid.
“Alone,”shesnapped.Thenwithaswirlofmagic,shewasabruptlyshifting
backtoherwolfform.
Itwastheperfectwaytobringanendtotheconversation.
Comingtoahalt,Riosplantedhishandsonhishipsashewatchedthe
hauntinglybeautifulwolfslidethroughthetrees.
“Bree,”hecalledout,loudenoughthatshecouldn’tmisshiswords.“This
time,I’mnotplaying.”
****
Sinclairhadexpectedthenighttopassinextremediscomfort.Afterall,no
malewantedtobearousedtothepointofpain,withnoreliefinsight.
Buthesoonforgothisfrustrateddesire.
Sure,hewantedtobenakedwithMirainthebed.Buttherewassomething
oddlysatisfyinginstandingguardasshefellintoadeep,restfulsleep.
Standingnearthewindow,hisgazelingeredonthepurelineofherprofile
andtheriotouscurlsthatspreadacrossthepillow.
Shelookedyoungerasleep.Andpeaceful.
Whenshewasawake,therewasahumming,vibrantenergy;thatwasabsent
atthemoment.
RelishingtherareopportunitytowatchMirawithoutfearofrevealingmore
thanhewanted,Sinclairwasbarelyawareofthehourspassing.Infact,itwasn’t
untilhecaughtthesmellofapproachinghumansthatheturnedhisattentionto
thewindow.
Peekingthroughtheedgeofthecurtain,hewatchedassixsoldiersentered
theparkinglotonfoot,twoofthemwithdogsonleashes.
TheywereclearlyfollowingMira’sscent.Withafrown,Sinclairreached
outwithhismindtogivethedogsasharp‘push’intheoppositedirection.
Instantly,theywerehowlingandtuggingattheleashes,leadingthesoldiers
awayfromthemotel.
Hismentalpoweroverthemwouldn’tlastmorethanafewminutes,butit
wouldbelongenoughtoensurethemenbelievedthatthetrailledinthe
oppositedirection.
TherewasarustlefromthebedbeforethesoftsoundofMira’svoice
floatedontheair.
“Sinclair?”
“I’mhere.”
Smoothingthecurtainbackinplace,Sinclairmovedtheshortdistanceto
thebed.Then,kickingoffhisshoes,heremovedhisshirtandjeansbefore
pullingbackthecoversandstretchingonthemattress.Mirarolledtowardhim,
hereyeswideintheshadowedroom.
“IsittheSAU?”shewhispered.
“Yes.”
Sheshivered,herheartpoundingloudenoughforSinclairtopickupthe
rapidbeat.“They’regoingtofindus?”
“No.”Withcarenottostartleher,hegentlytuggedherintohisarms,
pressinghislipstothetopofherhead.“Trustme,”hesaid.
Hertensioneased,herheadtiltingbacktostudyhimwithafaiththatmade
hisheartswellwithfiercerelief.Thank,God.Therewasapartdeepinsidehim
thathadworriedhewastoolate.
“Whatdidyoudo?”sheasked.
Hegaveintotheimpulsethat’dtormentedhimfromthefirsttimehe’d
caughtsightofherandplungedhisfingersintothespiralmassofcurls.
“Iconvincedthedogstomovealong,”hesaid.
“How?”
Hehesitatedbeforeadmittingthetruth.“Icantouchtheirminds.”
Herbrowslifted,buttherewasnohintofdisgustonherface.Instead,her
expressionwasoneofcuriosity.
“Youcanspeaktelepathicallywithdogs?”
“It’snotreallyspeaking,”heexplained.“It’smoreamentalwarningtoleave
orbeeaten.”
“Impressive,”shesaid.
Awickedsmiletuggedathislips.“It’stheleastofmyskills.”
Sherolledhereyesathisarrogance.“Seriously?”
Lustscorchedthroughhisbody,makinghiswolfpressbeneathhisskinwith
ahungerthatrefusedtobedenied.Bothmanandanimalwereanxioustoclaim
thiswoman.
Holdinghergaze,heslidhishandsdownherbackandthenaroundher
waisttotugatthebeltthatheldherrobetogether.
“Sinclair,”hervoicewasalowraspashepartedthethickmaterialand
allowedhishandstocupthefullnessofherbreasts.
“Yes,Mira?”
Atinygroanofpleasurewaswrenchedfromherthroatashisthumbs
brushedoverthenipplesalreadybeadedinanticipation.
Still,shestruggledtoresistthedesirethatwasatangibleforce,drawing
themtogether.
“Doyouthinkthey’llcomeback?”
“No.”Heangledhisheaddownandtuggedanipplebetweenhislipssohe
couldsuckherwithenoughforcetomakeherreleaseanexplosivesighofbliss.
“Then…”Anothergroanescapedherpartedlipsasshetriedtospeak.“Then
weshouldgo.”
Withanimpatientmotion,heyankedofftherobe,hishandsskimming
downhernakedbodywithagentlereverence.
“Notyet.”
“Whynot?”shesaid,hervoiceincreasinglydistractedashesuckledher
rosynipples.“Yousaidthedogswouldn’tcomeback.”
Sinclairliftedhimselftoshuckoffhisboxersbeforehepressedherflaton
herback.Then,tuggingherlegsapart,hemovedtokneelbetweenherknees.
“Theywon’t,butwedon’tknowwherethesoldiershavesearchedorwhere
they’regoingnext.There’snopointintakingtheriskofstumblingintothemby
accident.”
Chapter8
Mirastruggledtobreathe.Nestledinthesoftmattress,shegloriedinthe
manwhowaspoisedaboveherlikesomesortofpaganconqueror.
God,hewasglorious.
Thehard,sculptedbody.Thethick,blackhairthatbrushedhisbroad
shoulders.Thechiseledfeatures.Andthepaleblueeyesthatheldthepowerof
hiswolf.
Sheshouldnodoubtbepissed.
She’ddecidedherpatheticobsessionwasdone.Shewasgoingtoforgetthis
manandmoveon.
Sowhywasn’tshetellinghimtogetthehelloffher?
Perhapsitwasbecausesheknewthatshe’dspendtherestofherlife
wonderingwhatitmighthavebeenliketobeSinclair’slover.Evenifitwasonly
foronenight.
Orperhapsitwasbecauseitwasincreasinglydifficulttorememberthat
Sinclairwasonlyusingher.
Eitherway,shefounditimpossibletodemandthathegetoutofthebedand
coverthathard,sexybodywithsomeclothes.
“Andthat’stheonlyreason?”sheaskedinhuskytones.
Therewasanoddglowtohiseyesashiswolfstudiedherwithanedgy
need.
“Itwas.”Heatblastedthroughtheairasheplantedhishandsoneitherside
ofhershouldersandbentforward.“NowIcanthinkofamuchbetterreason.”
Shesuckedinaharshbreath,herbackarchingoffthemattressasheused
thetipofhistonguetocirclehernipple.
“Areyoutryingtodistractme?”
Hechuckled,continuingtotormenthersensitiveflesh.“Isitworking?”
“I…Ican’tthinkwhenyou’redoingthat.”
“Good.”
Therewasanintoxicatingscentofmuskintheairashesuckedhernipple
betweenhislips,usinghistongueandteethtodriveherinsanewithpleasure.
“Ithoughtyouweregoingtowait?”shesaid.
“Doyouwantmetowait?”Liftinghishead,hestudiedherwitheyesthat
heldacombinationofneedandvulnerability.“Mira?Tellmewhatyouwant.”
ThelastofMira’sresistancewascrushedbeneaththesightofhisaching
need.Thiswasnopersuasivepretense.Orfakecharm.
Hetrulydesiredher.
Hecouldn’tfakethat.
Unabletoresisttemptation,shereacheddowntowrapherfingersaround
hiserection.Hiscockwasthickandlong.Perfectlycreatedtopleaseawoman.
Hehissedinpleasureassheexploreddowntohisheavytesticlesbefore
slowlyglidingbackuptofindthebroadtipthatalreadyhadabeadofhisseed.
Heshuddered,thesoundofmaterialrippingashisclawsslicedthroughthe
sheets.Astonishingly,thestarkevidencethathewasn’tentirelyhumandidn’t
repelher.Justtheopposite.Sinclairwasareflectionofhisinnerwolf.
Astrongleader.Aruthlessprotector.Asexy,loyallover.
Mira’sfingerstightenedonhiscock.
Hegazeddirectlyintohereyes.“Youdidn’ttellmewhatyouwant.”
Sheheldhisgaze,knowingthatitwasn’taboutdominance,butaneedto
trulyknowthatshewaswillinglyofferingherselftohim.
“You.”Shegavehiscockaslow,deliberatepump.“Iwantyou.”
Hislipscurvedintoasmileofutterjoy.“Sayitagain.”
“Iwantyou,”sheobeyedwithouthesitation,takingsmugpleasureinthe
tremorsthatshookhishard,malebody.
Shedidn’thavemuchexperience.Notonlybecausemostmenpreferred
skinnywomenwhounderstoodtherulesofflirtations,butbecauseshewas
devotedtohercareer.
ButSinclairmadeherfeelasifshewerethemostbeautiful,mostdesirable
womanintheworld.
Itwasstrangelyempowering.
Herthoughtsshatteredashisfingersmovedtotracehernakedcurves.
“ThankGod,”hesaid,theraspofhisbreathfillingtheair.“Iwasterrified
thatI’druinedourfuturetogether.”
Withoutwarning,hishandsgrippedherhips,tuggingherlegsfartherapart
sohecouldsettlebetweenthem.Tinyjoltsofblissspearedthroughherashis
thickcockwaspressedagainstheralreadydampflesh.
“Idon’twanttodiscussthefuture,”shemoaned.
Hiseyesblazedwithsheermalepossession.“Youbelongtome,Mira.”
Sheforcedherselftonotlookawayfromhisicybluegaze.
He’dcompletelyconsumeherifshedidn’tholdherground.
“Fortonight,”shewhispered.
Hishandsmovedtocupherbreasts,hiswolfwatchingherwarily.
“Forever,”hepressed,hisfingersteasinghernipplesuntilshecouldbarely
thinkstraight.
Good.Lord.
“Fortonight.”Sherefusedtogiveintohisdemands.
“Stubbornfemale.”Hisvoicewasthickwithneed.“Atleast,saymyname.”
“Sinclair.”
Hesmiledwithapproval.“MyMira.Areyouready?”
Reachingup,shegraspedhisshoulders,herlipspartinginblatantinvitation.
Withagrowlofapproval,Sinclairloweredhishead,capturinghermouthina
kissofruthlesshunger.
Sheshuddered,rubbingagainsthisharderectionasshefelthisfangs
lengthen.
“Yes.”Hegraspedherhips,rubbinghiscockagainstherasheplantedkisses
alongthecurveofherthroat.“Shit.I’vewantedthisforsolong.”
Herfingersdugintohisshoulders,notentirelyconvinced.“Please,
Sinclair-”
“IwantedyoufromtheminuteIcaughtsightofyou,”hefiercely
interruptedherprotest.“Don’teverdoubtthat.”
Amoanwaswrenchedfromherthroatasheallowedhislipstotravelover
thecurveofherbreast,pausingtopleasurehernipplebeforehewasskimming
hislipsdownthesoftskinofherbelly.
Hereyessqueezedshutasasizzlingpleasureracedthroughher.
“Idon’twanttotalknow.”
Hisusedhisfangstoscrapeherskin.“HowamIgoingtoknowwhatyou
likeifwedon’ttalk?”heteased.
“Ilikethat,”shewhispered.
“Andthis?”heasked,onceagainusinghisfangstolightlytracetheswellof
herhip.
Herbackarchedindelight.“Yes.”
Hescooteddownthemattress,hishandsslidingbeneathherthighs.“Ilove
yourscent.”
Ablushstainedhercheeks,butbeforeshecouldspeak,he’dloweredhis
headtolickthroughthedampnessbetweenherlegs.
“Sinclair.”Hisnamewaswrenchedfromherlips.
Hechuckled,continuingtolapandnipuntilherfingersdugintohis
shoulders.
“Iloveeverythingaboutyou.Yourstunningintelligence.Yourloyalty.Your
courage.”
Shetrembled;hissoftwordsassexyashisskillfultouch.
Barelyrememberingtobreathe,sheshookashistonguestrokedthehighly
sensitiveflesh.Reachingdown,shespearedherfingersinthethicksatinofhis
hair.
Oh,thiswasdecadent.Gloriouslydecadent.
Histonguedippedinsideher,thrustinginandoutuntilherhipswerelifting
inaneedformore.
Graspingherhipstoholdherstill,Sinclairfoundherclit,gentlysuckingas
theexquisitepressurebegantobuild.
“Wildflowers,”herasped.“Andspringtime.Myfavoriteseason.”
Notentirelysurewhathewastalkingabout,Miragaveatugonhishair.
“Sinclair,I’mclose,”shegasped.
“Yes,”hesaid,liftinghimselfsohecouldpositionthetipofhiscockather
entrance.
Mirafeltasifshewereonfire.
She’dheardaboutnightsofwild,animalsex,butshe’dneverdreamedshe
wouldexperiencesomethingsorawandprimal.
No,she’dalwaysbeenthesorttoplayitsafe.Tochoosealoverwhowasas
boringasshewas.
Butnottonight.
Tonight,shewasgoingtodrowninthelustthatthreatenedtooverwhelm
her.
Asifsensingthatshewastumblingoutofcontrol,Sinclairstudiedherwith
alookthatmadeherheartskipabeat.
Itwasagazethatspokeofneedanddesireand…sheermaleownership.
Framingherfaceinhishands,heleaneddowntokissherwithaching
sweetness.Mirasighed.She’ddevotedendlesshourstofantasizingaboutthis
manandhiskisses.Tonight,sheintendedtosavorthereality.
Herhandsexploredthefluidmusclesofhischest.Hisskinwaswarm,
silken.Asmallcoatingofhairarrowedbetweenhisnipplesdowntheflatplane
ofhisstomach.
Likealightcoatingoffur.
Withatinymoan,shegaveintothetemptationtoliftherselfoffthe
mattresstospreadkissesoverhisfacebeforelickingherwaydownthestrong
columnofhisthroat.
“Ilikethetasteofyou,too,Sinclair,”shewhisperedasshecontinuedto
teasehimwithtinynipsofherteeth.
“Shit,Mira,”hegrowled,hisfingersplungingintoherhairasheshuddered
withpleasure.“You’regoingtosendmeovertheedge.”
SuchanAlpha.
“You’renottheonlyonewhodreamedofthisnight,”shewhispered,
movingsteadilylower.
“I...damn,woman.”
Shechuckled.“Saymyname,”sheteasinglycommanded.
“Mira,”heraspedasshereachedtheripplingmusclesofhislowerstomach.
“Mybeautiful,sexyMira.”
Shegaveathroatychuckle,deliberatelyrubbingherbreastsagainsthis
tightlyclenchedbodyasshekissedherwaydowntotheheadofhismassive
erection.Theygaspedinunisonassparksexplodedbetweenthematthefriction
oftheirnakedskin.Heavensabove.Hadanythingeverfeltsogood?
Tryingnottobecomedistractedbyherowndesire,shetookhiscock
betweenherlips.
Hisgrowlofpleasureechoedthroughthestillair,hiswolfglowinginhis
paleeyes.Emboldenedbyhisobviousdelight,shestrokedhertongueoverthe
verytip,savoringhismuskytaste.Delicious.Wideningherlips,shesuckedhim
deeperintohermouth.
Sinclair’sfingerstightenedinhercurls,hisbreathraspingthroughhis
clenchedteethasshetookhertimetoexploreeverymajesticinchofhim.She
evenscrapedherteethdownthethrobbingshaft,recallinghispleasureinusing
hisfangsagainstherskin.Shewasinstantlyrewardedasahelplessgroanof
blisslefthim.Chuckling,sheallowedthetipofhertonguetotraceathickvein
backuptothehead.
“Oh…shit,”hebreathedasshetookhimdeepenoughtofeelthetipofhim
atthebackofherthroat.“Enoughplaying.”
Withdizzyingspeed,MirafeltSinclairgraspherupperarms,pressingher
flatagainstthemattressashestudiedherwitheyesgoneentirelywolf.
Aflareofintoxicatinganticipationshudderedthroughher.
She’dneverhadamaleregardherwithsuchabsolute,uncomplicateddesire.
Theknowledgethatshe’dmanagedtostirhislusttoafeverpitchmadeher
nervestinglewithcombustibleeagerness.
“Youdon’tliketoplay?”sheteased.“Iwasjustgettingstarted.”
Graspingherhips,heallowedthehardtipofhiscocktopressagainstthe
dampheatbetweenherlegs.
Shegroaned,thesensationofhiswidetipslippingjustinsideherbody
nearlymakingherorgasm.Still,hedidn’tshovehimselfhome.Instead,his
fingerstightenedonherhips,andhegazeddownatherwitheyesthatblazed
withrawhunger.
“Nexttime,youcanplayallyouwant,”hesaidinroughtones.“Buttonight,
Ineedtobedeepinsideyou,”herasped.“I’vewaitedsolong.”
Thewallthatshe’ddeterminedlytriedtobuildaroundherheartcrackedat
hislowwords.
Oh,hell.Shewasintrouble.
“Sinclair.”
“MyMira,”hesaid,swoopingdowntobrandhermouthwithakissof
white-hotdesire.
Herlipsparted.Hetastedofher,andaspicytangthatsheknewinstinctively
washiswolf.
Therealizationsetoffathrillingburstofexcitement.
Thislethalpredatorcouldripoutherthroatwithoutbreakingasweat,but
thefingersthatwereskimmingupherwaistweredelicatelyskillful.Asifhe
wereafraidhemightaccidentallybruiseher.
Notthathistendernesslessenedthefierceurgencyofhispassion.
Sweepingapathofkissesoverherface,henippedatthelobeofherear
beforehestrokedhistonguedownthelengthofherarchedneck.Mira’snails
dugintohisshouldersashetuggedherupthemattress,catchingthetendertipof
anipplebetweenhisteeth.
Mira’sbreathwassqueezedfromherlungs,herheadtiltedbackatthe
incessantheatblastingthroughher.Heturnedhisattentiontotheotherbreast,
deliberatelyurgingherdesiretoanedgethatmadehernearlyscreamwith
frustration.
Okay.Enoughwasenough.Sheneededtogethiminsideher.
Right.This.Second.
Asifsensingshe’dreachedthelimitofherpatience,Sinclairreleaseda
harshbreathandslowlypenetratedherwithoneslowthrust.
Mirasqueezedhereyesshut.Hishardlengthwasstretchinghertothelimit,
butitwassplendid.Thesweetestburn.
“Areyouokay?”heasked,speakingdirectlyinherear.
“Oh,yes,”shebreathed.
Recognizinghewasafraidhemighthurther,Miradeliberatelyspreadher
legswider,allowinghimtosinkevendeeperintoherbody.Hehissedin
approval,rewardinghersilentpleaformorebypullingbackhishipsandthen
shovingthemforwardwithasmooththrust.
“Yes,”shesaid,archingherbackashestartedaslow,steadypace.
Placingherhandsonhischest,sheallowedherfingerstorestabovehis
rapidlypoundingheart.Again,shewasdumbstruck,amazedattheknowledge
thatshecouldinspiresuchanintensedesireinthismale.
Hewassomagnificent.Sointenselysexy.
Catchinghergaze,hecontinuedtopumpintoherbody.
“Saymyname,”hepanted.
“Sinclair,”shewhispered,wrappingherlegsaroundhishipstomeetthe
quickeningpaceofhisthrusts.
Hesnarledinhelplesspleasure,makingMirasmilewithsmugsatisfaction.
Inthismoment,thispowerfulwolfbelongedtoher.
Completelyandutterly.
Refusingtodwellonwhatitwouldmeantowalkawayfromhim,she
concentratedontheexquisitesensationspiralingthroughher.Oh,shewasclose.
Soclose.Hersoftgroansfilledtheairasherbodybowedbeneaththestrengthof
herimpendingorgasm.
Sinclairtightenedhisgrip,hisfaceburiedinthecurveofherneck.Then,
stilldrivingintoheratafuriouspace,hereachedbetweenthemandstrummed
histhumboverherclitwithjusttherightpressure.Ascreamwaswrenchedfrom
herlipsasshewascatapultedintoashatteringclimax.
Quiveringinecstasy,sheconvulsedaroundhim.Twothrustslater,hecried
outwiththeviolentpleasureofhisownrelease.
Chapter9
Sinclairhadneverthoughtthathecouldfindparadise.Notinthisworld.
Afterall,hislifehadbeenoneofstarksurvival.Firstwiththebastardwho’d
heldhimcaptive.Thenhidingaloneinthemountains.Andeventually,protecting
hisPack.
Heunderstoodduty,andloyalty,andsacrifice.
He’dneverunderstoodhappiness.
Notuntilhe’dheldMirainhisarms,andfelthersoftbodymeltbeneath
him.
Itwasn’tthesex.Hislipstwitched.Okay,thesexhadbeenmind-blowing.
Butwhatwasmakinghimfeelasifhewereoneofthosemenwhowalked
aroundwithbig,loopysmilesontheirfaceswastheunshakeableknowledgethat
he’dfoundhismate.
Thisgloriousfemalewasmeanttobehis.Utterlyandcompletely.
Now,allhehadtodowasconvinceherthatshebelongedwithhim.
Ataskthatshouldhavebeensimple.She’dalreadyadmittedthatshewas
halfinlovewithhim.Andtherewasnodoubtthattheysharedanexplosive
physicalattraction.Butshe’dobviouslydecidedthatheintendedtouseand
abandonher.
Itwasgoingtotakeadedicatedefforttoconvinceherthathewasnever,
everlettinghergo.
Undernormalcircumstances,hewouldn’thavemindedherhesitation.His
wolflovedthethoughtofwooinghisfemaleuntilshewasreadytocommit.
Matinggameswereajoytohispeople.
Buttheseweren’tnormalcircumstances,andhisanimalwasrestlessatthe
thoughtofbeingpartedfromMirabeforehe’dmanagedtofullyclaimher.
Acceptingthattherewasnothinghecoulddotoforcehertoadmitthatthey
weremeanttoshareeternitytogether,hetookaquickshowerbeforepullingon
hisclothes.HepausedlongenoughtosendatexttoRios,askingtheyounger
maletoprepareSinclair’sprivatelairforaguest,beforehewassilentlyslipping
outofthemotelroom.
Thesunwasjustcrestingthehorizonashecompletedaswiftsweeparound
thearea,makingsurenoneofthesoldiershadenoughsensetodoubleback.
Onlywhenhewascertainthattherewasnoonenear,didhemakeaquickrunto
anearbystripmalltopickupbreakfastbeforereturningtofindMirastilldeeply
asleep.
Perchingontheedgeofthemattress,hestudiedherpalefeaturesand
tumbledmassofcurlsthatwerespreadoverthepillows.Hewishedhecouldlet
hersleep.Hesensedthatshe’dbeennearexhaustionasshenestledinhisarms.
Buteventswerestartingtomoveataruthlessspeed,likeasnowballrolling
downhill.Theyhadtobeready.
Leaningdown,hebrushedasoftkissonhercheek.
“Hey,sweetheart,timetowakeup,”hesaid.
Herthicklashesslowlylifted,herarmsstretchingoverherhead.
“DoIsmellcoffee?”sheasked,archingherbackasshegaveanoisyyawn.
Hegrabbedthecupofcoffee,waitinguntilshe’dpushedherselfintoa
seatedposition,herbackpressedagainsttheheadboard.
“Twosugarsandonecream,”hetoldherashehandedherthecupand
reachedintoawhitepaperbag,pullingoutherbreakfast.“Plus,abagelwith
creamcheeseandsmokedsalmon.”
Hereyeswidenedasshesippedhercoffeebeforeacceptingthebagel.
“Howdidyouknow?”
Hislipstwisted.Hedidn’tblameherforherastonishment.
Notevenhehadrealizedjusthowavidlyhe’dtakennoteofhereverylike
anddislike.
Notuntilhe’dfinallyacceptedjusthowmuchshemeanttohim.
“Inoticed,”hesaidwithstarksimplicity.“JustasInoticedyou’retoopolite
tosayyoudon’tdrinkalcohol,andinsteadofrefusing,youdiscretelypouritinto
anearbybush,”hesaid.Thefirstnighthe’dapproachedherhadbeenataCDC
officeparty.Fromtheshadows,he’dwatchedasshe’dpolitelytakenoneglassof
champagneafteranother,onlytowandertowardtheedgeofthecountryclub
patioandtossitintotheneatlytrimmedhedge.He’dbeenfascinatedbyher
innatekindness.“Andthatyoubiteyourlowerlipwhenyou’redeepinthought,”
hecontinued,reachingouttobrushhisthumboverhermouth.Aflushinstantly
stainedhercheeks,hereyesdarkeningwitharousal.“Andthatyouhaveasecret
sweettooth.Andthatyoupreferyourflowersinthegardeninsteadofinavase.”
Hebentforward,replacinghisthumbwithhislips.Backandforth,hebrushed
theirmouthslightlytogether,hiscocktwitchingatthesparksofpleasurethat
shotthroughhim.“AndthatyoulikewhenIlickyour-”
“Sinclair,”shebreathedinflusteredprotest.
Hechuckled.Mirawasapassionatebutshylover.Hefullyintendedto
corruptheroncetheywereintheprivacyofhislair.
Untilthen…
Withagroan,heallowedhimselfonelastlingeringkiss,savoringthetaste
ofcoffeeandsweetfemaletemptation.
“Mm.”Hereluctantlyliftedhishead,hisfingersbrushingthroughher
tangledcurls.Very,verysoonheintendedtohaveherstraddlinghisnakedbody,
thosecurlsbrushinghischestashepumpeddeepintoher.Anothergroanwas
wrenchedfromhisthroat.Damn.Hehadtoputaleashonhisfantasies,orthey’d
nevergetoutofthemotelroom.“Unfortunately,we’llhavetocontinuethis
later,”hesaid.
Shetookahastysipofcoffee,pretendingherheartwasn’tracing,andher
bodywasn’theatingwithdesire.
“Ihaven’tagreedtocontinueanything,”shewarned.
Hiswolfgrowleddeepinsidehischest.Theanimaldidn’tcomprehendher
stubbornrefusaltoadmitwhatwasobvioustohim.
Hell,hishumanhalfdidn’tfullycomprehend.
“Youwill,”hesaid,refusingtoacceptanyotheroutcome.
Sherolledhereyes,herlipstwitching.“Arrogantass.”
“Wolf,”hecorrected.“Arrogantwolf.”
“Samething,”sheteased.
Rarehappinesssurgedthroughhimatthemeresightoftheshimmerinher
hazeleyes.Damn.Somehow,theneedtoensurethatthisfemalewasnotonly
safebutalsopleasedinhiscompanywasrapidlybecomingthepurposeofhis
existence.
Whichmeantthesoonerhefinishedhisdutytohispeople,thesoonerthey
couldconcentrateoneachother.
“Notevenclose,”heassuredherwithasmile.Then,risingtohisfeet,he
pointedatthebagel.“Eat.”
Obviouslyhungry,shedugintoherbreakfast,finishingthebagelandcoffee
beforesheheadedintothebathroomforashower.
Sinclairforcedhimselftoconcentrateoncleaningtheroom,eventakingher
oldclothingtotheincineratoratthebackofthemotel.Hewantedtomake
certainthattheydidn’tleaveanyevidenceoftheirbriefstay.
Plus,ifhedidn’tkeephimselfoccupied,therewasnothingthatwasgoingto
stophimfromjoiningMirabeneaththehotsprayofwater.
Twentyminuteslater,shecameoutofthebathroom.Shewaswearingthe
graysweatsthathadbeenleftbythegrizzlythenightbefore,andherhairhad
beentuggedintoatightbraid.
Shelookedliketheyoungfarmgirl,whohadnodoubtarrivedinFort
Collinswithwideeyesandabeliefshewasgoingtodogreatthings.
“DoyouthinktheSAUhasstoppedlookingforme?”sheasked,pullingon
hershoes.
“No.Whichiswhyyou’regoingtomylair,”heinformedher,crossing
towardthedoor.“Theywon’tbeabletofindyouthere.”
Expectinghertojoinhim,Sinclairfrownedassheplantedherfistsonher
hips.
“Whatdidyousay?”shedemanded.
“Youheardme.”
“Fine.”Shemoved,butnottowardthedoor.Instead,shecrossedtowardthe
deskandbeganpullingopendrawers.
“Whatareyoudoing?”
“I’mlookingforatelephonebook.”
“Why?”
“I’mcallingforataxi.”
Sinclairsuckedinastartledbreath.“Haveyoulostyourmind?”
Sheglaredathim,thesoft,teasingwomanwho’dgoneintotheshower
suddenlyreplacedwithastubborn,steely-eyedfemalewholookedreadytosock
himinthejaw.
“Obviously,Ihave,orIwouldneverhavesharedabedwithyou.”
Heresistedtheurgetopointoutthatshe’dsharedahellofalotmorethan
justabed.Hewasprettysureitwouldonlypissheroff.
Instead,hehelduphishands,hisexpressionsoftening.“Mira-”
“Don’tyoudarepatronizeme,”shesnapped,pullingamangledphonebook
outofthemiddledrawer.
Hesteppedforward.Shewasserious.Shewasactuallygoingtocallfora
taxi.
“I’mtryingtoprotectyou,”hesaid,notbotheringtodisguisehisfrustration.
“IfIwantyourprotection,I’llaskforit.”
Sinclairtrembled,battlingagainsthisinstincttotossheroverhisshoulder
andcarryhertohislair.
HecouldbeAlphatohispeople.Theyunderstoodtheirhierarchywithinthe
Pack.Butamatefellintoacompletelydifferentcategory.
Hecouldn’torderhertoobey.
Dammit.
“Whatdoyouwantfromme?”herasped.
Sheheldhisnarrowedglare.“Respect.”
Sinclairflinched.Whatwasshetalkingabout?He’dalwaysdeeplyadmired
her.Evenhe’dbeendenyinghisdeepeninginterestinherasafemale,he’d
alwaysheldherinthehighestesteem.
“Ofcourse,Irespectyou,”hesnapped,hisvoiceedgedwithoutrage.
Shetiltedherchin.“Thenstoptreatingmelikesomehelplessdamselin
distress.”
Hislipsflattened,hishandsclenchingathisside.“Thisisn’tagame,Mira.
Thesepeoplewillkillyou.”
“It’sneverbeenagame,”sheremindedhim.“I’veunderstoodfromthe
beginningthiswouldbedangerous.Thatdidn’tstopme.”
Shewasright,ofcourse.Fromthenighthe’dfirstapproachedher,he’dput
herindanger.
“Ishouldhavestoppedit,”hesaid.
Nobigsurprise,sherefusedtobackdown.Miracouldbekindandsweet
andastoundinglygenerous.
Butwhenshedecidedtodiginherheels,shehadthetemperamentofan
angrymule.
“EitherI’myourpartneryoutrusttobeatyourside,orI’maburdenthat
youneedtokeeptuckedinyourprivatelair,”shewarned.
Feelingthenoosetightenaroundhisneck,Sinclairmadeonelasteffortto
makeherconcedetohisurgingsthatshetraveltohislair.
“Thisismybattle,”heremindedher.“Theshiftersaretheoneswhohave
madeanenemyoftheSAU.”
Shearchedherbrows.“Ithoughtitwasourbattle.Wasn’tthatwhyyou
soughtmeoutinthefirstplace?Sowecouldworktogethertorevealthetruth?”
Hereleasedhisbreathwithaloudhiss.“Don’tuselogiconme.”
Tossingasidethetelephonebook,shemovedtostanddirectlyinfrontof
him.
“Ideservethis,Sinclair,”shesaidinsoft,butdeterminedtones.“Iwasthe
onetodiscovertheemailsthatledtoDr.Lowman.Andtheonetofindhis
possiblelocation.”
Hereachedtograspherupperarms,breathingdeeplyofherfloralscent.
“Ifsomethinghappenedtoyou…”
Shereacheduptolightlytouchhisfaceashiswordstrailedaway.He
couldn’tbeartothinkaboutaworldwithoutthiswomaninit.
“Youcan’tprotectmeeverysecondofeveryday,”shesaid.
Hismusclesclenched,adarkfearsettlinginthepitofhisgut.
“Yeah,butIdon’thavetodeliberatelytakeyouintothelineoffire.”
Herfingerstraileddowntheroughcurveofhisjaw.Hestillneededto
shave.NotthatMirahadseemedtomindtheraspofhiswhiskerswhenthey
wereinbed.
“There’snotgoingtobealineoffire.”Sheintrudedintohismuchmore
pleasantthoughts.“Nooneknowswherewe’regoing.”
Sinclairwasmomentarilycaughtbetweenhisfierceneedtotuckthisfemale
awayinasafelocation,andtheknowledgethatshewouldneverfullygive
herselftohimifhetriedstealherfreewill.
She’dmadeherpoint.She’dearnedthis.Andifshedecidedshewantedsee
hereffortsthroughtotheend,thenwhatrightdidhehavetotellherno?
Evenifhiswolfwasgoingnuts.
“I’mgoingtoregretthis,”hesaid,reachingintohispockettopullouthis
cellphone.
PunchinginRios’snumber,hewaitedforthejaguartoanswer.
“Hey,Rios,there’sbeenachangeofplans,”hegrudginglytoldhisfriend,
turningtopaceacrossthecarpet.“No.We’refine.Butwe’reheadingstraightto
Nebraska.Mira’scomingwithme.”HegrimacedatRios’spredictableresponse.
“Itdoesn’tseemtomatterifitssmartornot.”HecouldfeelMira’sgazeburning
aholeinhisback.Timetochangethesubject.“TellBreethatIwanthertostart
gettingthepressconferencearranged,butdon’tactuallystartituntilyouhear
fromme.Ihopetohavesomeproofthatwillensurenoonecandoubtwe’re
tellingthetruth.”
Riosagreed,clearlystrugglingtocontainhisverycat-likecuriosity.Hewas
smartenoughtosensethatSinclairwasn’tinthemoodtoexplainwhyhewas
allowinghissoon-to-bematetoputherselfindanger.
Replacingthephoneinhispocket,heturnedtomeetMira’swatchfulgaze.
“Didyousaysomethingaboutapressconference?”shedemanded.
“Yes.”Hemovedbacktowardthedoor.Nowthatshewasfirmlystuckin
themiddleofhisplans,therewasnoreasontokeepthemasecret.“Whileyou
wereattheairbase,ourpeoplestartedtoassertourindependence.We’ve
announcedthatwewillnolongerbeprisoners.”
Herlipsparted,astrangeexpressionripplingoverherlovelyface.
“IthoughtDonaldsonandMarkhamwerebecomingmoreandmoreon
edge,”shesaid.“IassumedthatitwasfrustrationbecauseIwasn’tfindingthe
doctor.”
HefeltasharpsurgeofsatisfactionatthethoughtofMarkhamsweating.
Thebastardhadtreatedhispeoplelikeanimals,notonlycagingthembut
alsoforcingthemtofightinpits.Andworse,he’dbeentryingtodiscoverhowto
createhisownshiftersbydoingunspeakablemedicaltestingonthem.
“They’relosingtheirholdovermypeople,”heexplained.“Whichmeans
thatthisisthemostdangeroustimeforallofus.Soon,theywilldecidetheonly
waytocontrolusisthroughdeath.”
Shegaspedinhorror.“No.”
Hisexpressionhardened.“Beforetheycanarrangeagenocide,weintendto
exposethetruth.”
Ashivershookherbody.“It’snowondertheyweresoanxioustofindthe
doctor.IfheknowswhathappenedintheVeronaClinic…”
Herwordstrailedawayastheysilentlyconsideredthestakesofwhatthey
weredoing.
IftheycouldfindDr.Lowmanandhavehimstandbeforethecamerasto
admitthatthehumanswereresponsibleforthevirus,thentheSAUwouldlose
allcredibility.Theywould,essentially,bedestroyed.
“Wehavetogettohimfirst,”herasped.
Withafirmnodofherhead,Mirawasmovingtopullopenthedoor.
“Let’sgo.”
Sinclairrolledhiseyesashefollowedbehindher.Thismorninghadn’tgone
atalllikehe’dbeenexpecting.Andhesensedthatthiswasonlythestart.
Afterall,hewasadominantwolf,andshewasasexy,sassy,stubborn
human.
WhatwasittheChinesesaid…mayyouliveininterestingtimes?
HehadafeelingthatlifewithMirawasalwaysgoingtobeinteresting.
“Thisiswhymenlosetheirhair,”hesaid.
****
Miradidn’ttrytobreaktheheavysilenceastheydrovedownthebackroads
atabreak-neckspeed.
SheunderstoodthatSinclairwasfightingagainsthisnaturalinstincts.Not
onlywasheashifter,buthewasalsoanAlpha.Whichmeanthehadan
overwhelmingneedtoprotectthepeopleheconsideredapartofhisPack.
Butsheknewthatshehadtostandherground.IfsheallowedSinclairto
believeheknewwhatwasbestforherandstartmakingunilateraldecisionsfor
herowngood,shewouldeventuallysnap.
Hehadtoacceptthatshewasanintelligentwoman,whowasperfectly
capableofchoosingwhereshewantedtogo,andhowshewantedtogetthere.
Ifhewantedasubmissivefemale,whowouldobeyhiseverycommand…
well,heneededtokeeplooking.
Notthatshewasn’tafraid.
SheknewbetterthananyonejustwhattheSAUwascapableof.Hell,she
stillhadthebruisestoproveit.Butshewasdeterminedtoseethisthroughtothe
end.
Aftereighteenmonthsofhard,sometimesterrifyingwork,shewouldnever
forgiveherselfifshehidinacavewhileSinclairfinishedtheirmission.
Itwasmid-afternoonwhenSinclairpulledintoalargeparkinglot.Halting
behindadumpster,theystudiedtheirsurroundings.
It’dbeenovertwentyminutessincethey’dlastseenanyhintofcivilization,
whichmadethelargebrickbuildinginfrontofthemmoremysterious.
Whywouldanyonechoosetoopenabusinessinthemiddleofnowhere?
Theobviousanswerwasthatthepeopleinsidethebuildingdidn’twantto
bebotheredbysociety.
Hergazemovedovertheflatroofandthetall,archedwindows.Shecould
seeahighhedgeatthebackofthestructurethatsheassumedenclosedthe
hospital’sprivategardens.Therewerealsobalconiesthatranthelengthofthe
frontofthebuildingwithflutedcolumns.
Theplacemighthavebeenbuiltintheboonies,butnoexpensehadbeen
spared.
Therewasalargesignneartheedgeofthemanicuredlawnatthefrontof
thebuildingthatwaspaintedwithgoldletters.
“GreatPlainsHomeofTranquility,”shereadaloud.“Ithinkthisisthe
place.”
Unbucklinghisseatbelt,Sinclairreachedtoshoveopenhisdoor.
“Iwantyoutostayhere,”hecommanded.
Ifshehadanysense,she’dlethimgo.Shecouldseethewolfinhiseyes,
whichmeantthathewasattheedgeofhispatience.
But,shecouldn’tlethimputhimselfindangerwhenshehadthemeansto
preventit.
“Icanhelp,”shesaid.
Heturnedinhisseat,reachingouttobrushthebackofhisfingersoverher
cheek.
“Youalreadyhave,sweetheart,”hesaid.“Nowletmetakecareofthis.”
Sheswallowedasigh.Itwasgoingtobeafight.Ashame.Butsheintended
tomakehimlistentoreason.
“Lookaround,Sinclair,”sheinsisted.
Hisbrowsdrewtogetherashisgazeskimmedoverthehalf-emptylotbefore
movingtowardthesprawlingbrickbuilding.
“Lookatwhat?”hedemanded.
“Thisisclearlyaprivateinstitute,”shesaid.
“And?”
“They’llhavestrictsecurity.”Shenoddedtowardtheheavydoubledoors.
“Youwon’tgetpastthefrontguard.”
Blueeyesflaredwithoffendedmalepride.“Youcan’tseriouslybe
suggestingthatIcanbestoppedbyonehumanguard?”
Shefeltasmallburstofannoyance.Didallmenhavethesameoversized
ego?
Yeesh.
“First.”Sheheldupafinger.“Youdon’tknowthatthere’sjustoneguard.”
Sheputupanotherfinger.“Andsecond,”shecontinued.“Ithoughtyouwere
tryingtoavoidattractingtheattentionoftheauthorities.”
Hescowled,refusingtoacknowledgethatshewasright.“Icansneakpast
anysecurity.”
Shegavealiftofhershoulder.“Okay,saythatyousneakpastsecurity.How
willyoufindtheroomyou’relookingfor?”
Therewasatensemomentashewaveredbetweenfollowingtheurgingsof
hisheart,oracceptingthelogicofherargument.
“Dammit,”heatlastsaid.“What’syourplan?”
“Ineedyourphone,”shesaid,holdingoutherhand.
“Why?”heasked,evenashepulledouthisphone.
“Doyoutrustme?”shedemanded,usingthesamewordsthathe’dusedthe
nightbefore.
Releasingaresignedsigh,heplacedthephoneinthepalmofherhand.
“IthoughtIwasgoodatmanipulatingpeople,”hesaidwithashakeofhis
head.“I’manamateurcomparedtoyou.”
Ignoringhisgrumbling,Mirausedhisinternettoconnecttoherprivate
cloud.Afewminuteslater,shewaspullingupthefileshe’dbeensearchingfor.
“Thisshouldgetuspastthefrontguard,”shesaid,turningthephonesohe
couldseetheI.D.badgethatfilledthescreen.“AndhopefullytoLowman’s
room.”
Heleanedforward,studyingtheofficiallyCDCdocumentwithafurrowed
brow.
“WhoisDr.RachelMiller?”hedemanded,readingthenamelistedbeneath
apictureofher.
“She’sme,”Mirasaid.
Hisgazeliftedtostudyherguardedexpression.“Idon’tunderstand.”
Sheclearedherthroat,suddenlyrealizingthatSinclairwasn’tgoingtobe
happywhensheconfessedwhyshe’dmadethebadge.
“WhenIwasrunningsearchesthroughtheCDCsystem,Ioccasionally
neededaclearancebeyondmypaygradesoIinventedanewemployeewhohad
thecredentialstoopenthemostsensitivefiles,”shesaid,keepinghervoicelight,
asifitwereacommonhabittocreateimaginaryemployees.“Unfortunately,we
bothknowanyinformationrelatedtotheVeronaVirusandtheshifters’blood
thatcreatedthevaccinehadalreadybeenpurgedfromthearchives.”
Hestiffened,hisnoseflaringashevisiblystruggledtomaintaincontrolof
histemper.
“Christ,Mira,”hesnarled.“Youweresupposedtoberunningbackground
searchesonanyconnectionbetweentheSAUandtheVeronaClinic.Ihadno
ideayouweretakingrisksthatcouldhavegottenyouthrowninjail.”Hiseyes
glowedwiththepowerofhisinneranimal.“Ordead.”
Shewasinstantlyonthedefensive.“Youaskedformyhelp.”
Hisgrowlrumbledthroughthetruck,makingtheseatsvibrate.
“Whenthisisallover,I’mlockingyouinmylair,”hesnapped.“Idon’tcare
howmuchyoubitch.”
Sheignoredhisthreat.Theybothknewhewasn’tgoingtolockheraway.
Although,shewouldn’tentirelymindspendingsomequalitytimealonewiththe
male…
Givingasharpshakeofherhead,Miraforcedherselftofocusonaplan.
UnlikeSinclair,shedidn’thavefangsandclawsthatcouldripamaninhalf.
SheneededherbrainpowerifshewasgoingtogetthemtoDr.Lowman’sroom.
“IcanusethisIDtogetusinsidewithoutsettingoffanyalarms,”she
assuredhercompanion.
Hisjawtightened.Heclearlywantedtotellherno.Itwasetchedonhisface
andshowedinthetensionofhisleanbody.
Thankfully,hewasstillcapableofrealizingthatshewasofferingthebest
chanceofthemaccomplishingtheirgoal.
“Shit,”hesaidinresignation.
Releasingasilentsighofrelief,shereachedouttolightlytouchhisarm.
Shewantedhimtoknowthatsheappreciatedhisfaithinher.
“Ineedsomethingtowear,”shetoldhim,knowingheneededtochannelhis
frustrationintosomesortofphysicalaction.
Hesuckedinaslow,deepbreath,clearlyhangingontohistemperbya
thread.
“What?”
Sheglancedtowardthebuilding.Thiswasaplacethatwouldputahigh
valueonprivacy.Shewouldhavetocomeinwiththebiggunsifsheintendedto
getpastthefrontdoor.
“Anicepantsuitoradress,”shesaid.“Oh.Andalabcoatifyoucanfind
one.”
Withoutwarning,heleanedacrosstheseattopressanaggravatedkiss
againstherpartedlips.
“Don’t.Move,”hecommanded.
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IttookSinclairlessthanhalfanhourtoreturnwithablackpantsuitthat
huggedhercurvaceousbodytoperfection,alongwithalabcoatthathithermid-
thighandapairofsensibleheels.
Shedidn’taskwherehe’dfoundthem.Orhowhe’dknownherprecise
sizes,shesimplywiggledoutofhersweatsandintothenewclothing.
Then,slippingonherlabcoat,sheledSinclairacrosstheparkinglotand
intothefrontfoyerofthebuilding.Behindher,shecouldfeelthepulseof
Sinclair’spowerbeatingagainstherback.Itneverfailedtoamazeherthathe
couldpassashuman.She’donlybeeninhiscompanyforafewminuteswhen
she’dsuspectedthathewassomethingmore.
“Letmetalk,”shesaid,touchingherbraidtomakesurethestiffbreeze
hadn’tallowedanycurlstoescape.
Hisfingersbrusheddownherback,asmuchawarningasagestureof
comfort.
“Firstsignoftroubleandwe’reoutofhere,”hewarnedinalowvoice.“Got
it?”
Sheresistedtheurgetorollhereyes.“Yeah,Igotit.”
Enteringthesmallfoyer,Mirablinked.Whitewalls,whitetile,anda
chromedeskwhereauniformedguardwasseated.
Itwasblinding.
Movingforward,shepretendedtoignoretheguarduntilhescrambledfrom
thedesktostanddirectlyinherpath.
“Ifyou’reheretovisitapatient,youneedtomakeanappointment,”the
mansaid,puffingouthischestasiftodrawattentiontotheshinybadgeonhis
shirtpocket.“Nooneisallowedinwithoutadoctor’sapproval.”
Miraarchedabrow,allowinghergazetodismissivelyflickovertheman’s
pudgybodyandscuffedshoesbeforereturningtomeethispalegaze.
“I’mheretospeakwithapatient,butIcanassureyouthatIhavenoneedof
anappointment,”shesaid,holdingoutthephonetorevealherelectronicbadge.
“I’mDr.MillerwiththeCDC.”
Themanfrowned,glancingwarilytowardSinclairbeforereturninghis
attentiontoMira.
“Whatdoyouwant?”
“AsIsaid,Ineedtospeakwithapatient,”shesaid,hervoicesharpasshe
loweredherarm.
“Whichone?”
ShefeltSinclairlightlytouchherback.Asilentreminderthattheperson
theywerelookingforwasusingafakeidentity.Oratleasttheyhopeditwas
fake.
Otherwise,they’ddrivenaverylongwayfornothing.
“GeraldMedlen,”shesaid,usingthenamethatshe’dfoundduringher
searchforDr.Lowman’swife,Jessica.
Themanjerked,clearlycaughtoffguard.“That’simpossible.”
Sinclairreleasedalowgrowl,butMiratookasteptotheside,keeping
herselffirmlybetweenthetwomen.
“Why?”shedemanded.
Theguardfrowned,liftinghishandtorubthebackofhisneck.Clearlyhe
sensedthedangerpricklingintheair,evenifhedidn’trecognizethatitcame
fromSinclair.
“He’sinisolation.”
Isolation?Hmm.Clearlysomeonedidn’twantGeraldMedlentobe
botheredwithcasualvisitors.
“Idon’tcarewhereheis,”shecountered.“Iwassentheretospeakwith
him.”Sheliftedthephone,pretendingtopunchinaseriesofnumbers.“IfIneed
tomakeacalltotheSAU,Iwill.”
Theguard’sfacepaled.“TheSAU?”
Sheshrugged.“Theyaretheoneswhoaskedmetoconductthisinterview.”
Lickinghislips,theguardglancedoverhisshoulder,obviouslymorescared
oftheSAUthanhisbossatthehospital.
“Don’tcall,”hesaidatlast.“I’lltakeyoutotheward.”Grabbingawalkie-
talkie,heliftedittohismouth.“Jenson,takeoverforme,”heordered.Then,
withajerkymotion,heturnedtoleadthemacrossthetilefloor.“Followme.”
Insilence,theymovedtowardthedoor,pausingfortheguardtopuncha
combinationofbuttonsontheelectroniclockbeforetheyenteredthemainpart
ofthehospital.
Therewasanotherlobby,althoughthisonehadcomfortablesuedefurniture
andlargeplantstoaddahintofhominess.Thefrontdeskwasempty,butshe
couldhearthesoundofapproachingvoices.
Theguardthankfullyheadeddirectlytowardanotherdoor,thisoneleading
toastairwell.
Quicklymovingforward,shebreathedasilentsighofreliefasthedoorshut
behindthem.
Climbingthestairs,Sinclairremainedclosebehindher.Shesavoredtheheat
ofhisbodythatwrappedaroundher.Ithelpedtoeasethefearthatwasahard
knotinherbelly.She’dneverdoneanythingsodaringinherlife.
Itwasnerve-wracking.
“Ialwaysknewitwasamatteroftimebeforetheauthoritiesshowedup,”
theguardsaidasheledthemupyetanotherflightofstairs.
“Whydoyousaythat?”Miraasked,dependingonSinclairtokeepawatch
fordangerwhilesheconcentratedonpumpingtheircompanionforinformation.
Theguardglancedoverhisshoulder.“Theycansaythepatientisin
isolationbecausehesufferedfromsomesortofmentaltrauma,butweall
suspectthatit’ssomethingelse.”
Ah,good.Amanwholikedtogossip.
“Whatdoyoususpect?”
Heloweredhisvoice,notseemingtonoticethatitstillechoedthroughthe
stairwell.
“Thereturnofthevirus.”
“Doyouhaveanyevidence?”
“Wehavealotofcrazies,”theguardtoldher.“Mostofthemarelockedin
theeastwing.Whywouldn’tMedlenbewiththeotherloons?”
Shesquashedherinstinctivedistaste.Nowwasn’tthetimetoinformthe
manthathehadnobusinessworkinginaninstitutionthatcaredforthemost
vulnerablepeopleifhedidn’thaveanycompassion.
“Haveyoueverseenhim?”sheinsteaddemanded.
“No.Andthatjustprovesmypoint,”themansaid,beginningtohuffand
puffastheyreachedthefourthfloor.“Alltheotherpatientsaretakenoutonto
thegroundsduringtheday.Eventhosewhoareinwheelchairs.Allofthem
exceptMedlen.”
Reachingthetoplanding,theywereforcedtohaltastheguardpunchedin
anotherseriesofnumbersontheelectronicpad.Therewasaclickbeforethe
doorslidopen.
Theyenteredintoawaitingroomthathadfurniturethatwasmorefunctional
thanfashionable.Acrossthetiledfloorwasawallmadeoffrostedglasswitha
steeldoorinthemiddle.
“You’veneverseenhim?”sheaskedastheguardcametoahaltinthe
centerofthefloor.
“Notonce.”Themanshrugged.“AsfarasIknow,onlyhissisterevergoes
intohisroom.”
Sinclairmovedtostandatherside,hishandonherlowerback.
“Nooneelsehasvisitedhim?”hedemanded.
“NotthatIknowof,”theguardanswered.“’CourseI’veonlybeenhere
aboutfiveyears.”
MirasilentlycommendedJessica.Ifshewashidingherhusband,she’ddone
ahellofajob.Clearly,nooneknewanythingaboutthemysteriouspatient.
“DoyouknowhowlongMr.Medlenhasbeenhere?”shepressed.
“Oneoftheolderguardsoncetoldmethathe’dbeeninthatroomforat
leasttwentyyears.”Inchinghiswaybacktowardthedoortothestairwell,the
guardnoddedhisheadtowardthefarwall.“Themanisthroughthere.”
Mirasenthimastartledglance.“Aren’tyougoingtounlockthedoor?”
“Idon’thaveakey,”theguardsaid.“AsfarasIknow,onlyhissistercan
getin.”
“But…”Mira’swordstrailedawayastheguardpulledopenthedoorand
dartedaway.
Likearatleavingasinkingship.
Givingashakeofherhead,MiraturnedherattentiontoSinclair.
“Canyougetusin?”sheasked.
Hegaveaslownod,hisattentionfocusedonthedoorslammingbehindthe
retreatingguard.
“Ofcourse,”hesaid,hisvoicedistractedasheslowlyturnedhisheadto
meetMira’sgaze.“You’resurethere’snochancethatwemightbewrong?”
Shefrownedinconfusion.“Aboutwhat?”
“CouldthisreallybeapatientwiththevirusinsteadofDr.Lowman?”he
demanded.“AsmuchasIwanttoexposetheSAU,Iwon’triskanother
pandemictodoit.”
Shereachedouttolightlytouchhisarm.Shelovedthefactthathewas
concernedforthehumans.Afteralltheghastlythingsthey’ddonetotheshifters,
noonewouldblamehimforcondemningthemtohell.Butthatwasn’twhohe
was.
Sinclairwasawolfwithhonor.
“Ican’tbesureit’sDr.Lowman,butIcanbesureit’snotasickpatient,”
sheassuredhim.“TheCDChasbeenmonitoringthevirus,makingcertainthatit
didn’tmutatesothevaccinewasnolongereffective.Theydeterminedthatsince
itwasaman-madevirus,ithasburntitselfout.”
Sinclairgrimaced.“IhopetoGodthey’reright.”
Miragaveaslownod.She’dbeentooyoungtotrulyrememberthehorror,
buthertimeattheCDChadrevealedaninsightintothehorrifyingdeathand
chaosthathadsweptthroughouttheworld.
“Weallhopethey’reright,”shesaid.
Withfaithinherassurancesthatwarmedherheart,Sinclairmovedtothe
doorsetinthefrostedwallandgrabbedthehandle.
Heglancedoverhisshoulder.“Ready?”
“Yes.”
Withaquicktwistofhiswrist,theknobturned,snappingthelockwithan
easethatrevealedjusthowstrongSinclairwaseveninhishumanform.
Heshovedopenthedoor,steppingintotheroomevenashereachedbackin
asilentdemandforMiratostaywhereshewas.Resistingtheurgetorollher
eyes,sheremainedinthewaitingroomuntilhereturnedtogestureforhertojoin
him.
Movingthroughtheopendoorway,sheallowedhergazetomoveoverthe
longspacethatservedasbothalivingroomandbedroom.
Attheendclosesttothedoor,wasasmallsofaandchairwithacoffeetable.
Attheoppositeend,wereahospitalbedandadresserwithaTVontop.There
wasanotherdoorthatsheassumedledtoabathroom.
Itwouldhavebeendepressing,inaninstitutionalsortofway,ifitweren’t
forthebankofwindowsthatlinedthebackwall,offeringastunningviewofthe
gardens.
Bathedinthelateafternoonsunlight,amanstoodnexttothewindows.
Shortandslender,thestrangerhadathickmaneofsilverhairandasharply
definedprofile.Hisbackwasslightlyhumpedasifhewerecarryingagreat
weight.Atthemoment,hewasdressedinarobewithstripedpajamabottoms.
Mirahadasuspicionthathehadanentireclosetfilledwithrobesand
pajamabottoms.
Therewasnoneedforclothesifheneverleftthisroom.
Shesteppedtowardhim,Sinclairclosebyherside.“Dr.Lowman?”
Themandidn’tturn,buthisbodystiffened.Acertainsignthathersuspicion
hadbeenright.
Thiswasthemantheyweresearchingfor.
“Areyouheretokillme?”heaskedinlowtones.
Mirawascaughtoffguardbythequestion.“No,”shedenied.“Iswearwe
havenointentionofhurtingyou.”
“Ashame.”
Wonderingifthemanwasmentallyunstable,Mirasharedaglancewith
Sinclairbeforereturningherwarygazetothedoctor.
“Excuseme?”
Therewasalongpausebeforethemanfinallyspoke.
“Therearenightswhenitwouldbeeasiertoenditall.Unfortunately,Idon’t
havethecouragetodoitmyself.I’veneverhadcourage.”Theman’sthin
shouldershunchedevenfurther.“Plentyofbrains,butnocourage.”
Shesteppedforward,onlytohaveSinclairreachouttograbherarmandtug
herback.Clearly,hewasn’tconvincedthatthedoctorwasasfrailandhelpless
asheappeared.
“Whywouldyouwanttoenditall?”sheaskedinconfusion.
Shedidn’tknowwhatshe’dexpectedwhensheatlastconfrontedDr.
Lowman.Anger.Denial.Excuses.Butnotthisdeep,almosttangibleairof
regret.
“Toforget.”Slowly,heturned,revealinghisnarrowfacethatwasdeeply
lined,althoughhecouldn’tbemuchmorethanfiftyyearsold.“Doyouknow,
whenIclosemyeyesatnight,Icanhearthemscream.”
Mirashivered.Wasthereadarknessthatfilledtheroom?Orwasitjusther
overactiveimagination?
“Hearwhoscream?”sheasked,eventhoughsheknewtheanswer.
Lowmangaveasadshakeofhishead.“Thedead.”
Miragrimaced,strugglingnottothinkaboutthehorrificguiltthedoctor
wouldhavetolivewithifhewassomehowresponsibleforthemassdestruction
ofmankind.
Instead,shefocusedonkeepinghimtalking.Theyhadtogetanswers.The
sooner,thebetter.
“Areyoutalkingaboutthevirus?”
Hegaveaslownod,paininhispaleeyes.“Yes.”
“Howdidithappen?”sheasked,decidingtostartatthebeginning.
Thedoctorleanedagainstthewindows,hisfaceshadowed.“Iwashiredby
theVeronaClinicbecauseofmyworkwiththeEbolaviruswhileIwasfinishing
mydoctoralprogramatJohnHopkinsUniversity.”
“Youmusthavebeenveryyoung,”shesaid.
Hereleasedashort,humorlesslaugh.“Youngandidealistic.Ithoughtthe
intentionwastobroadenmyresearchtofindacure.”
Aportionoftheangershehadn’tevenrealizedshewasharboringtoward
thismanbegantoease.Wasitpossiblethathewasmoreavictimthantheevil
scientistshe’dbeenimagining?
“I’massumingthat’snotwhattheywanted?”sheasked.
“No.”Histhinbodywaswrackedbyavisibleshudder.“Onlymonthsafter
startingattheclinic,IwastoldmyresearchwasbeingfundedbyBellum
International.”
“Damn,”Sinclairabruptlybreathed.“That’stheconnectiontoRanney.”
Mirafrowned.WeretheytalkingaboutColonelRanney?Theheadofthe
SAU?
“Hedidn’twantacureforEbola,”thedoctorsaid,hispaleeyesshadowed
withdarkmemories.“Infact,hewantedtoturnitintoaweapon.”
Ah.Mirabelatedlyunderstoodtheconnection.She’dforgottenthatBellum
Internationalwasadefensecontractor.
“Whydidn’tyouquit?”Sinclairdemanded,clearlynotassympathetic
towardthedoctorasMira.
“Theythreatenedtoblackballme,”Lowmansaid.“TheysaidIwouldnever
workinresearchagain.”
“Andyourcareerwasmoreimportantthanthehumanrace?”Sinclair
snarled.
Thedoctorflinched,whetherfromguiltorfearwasimpossibletoguess.
“Itwasn’tlikethat,”hedeniedtheaccusation.“Theyassuredmethatitwas
goingtobelikenuclearweapons.”
Mirasuckedinasharpbreath.“What’sthatmean?”
Dr.Lowmanrestlesslypluckedatthebeltthatwaswrappedaroundhisrobe.
HeremindedMiraofanervousbird,constantlyonedge.
“Theypromisedthatitwasonlygoingtobeadeterrent,”hesaid,his
expressiondefensive.“Thatitwouldneveractuallybeused.”
HeatprickledthroughtheairasSinclairstruggledtocontainhiswolf.
“Butitwas,”hesnapped.
Thedoctortookaninstinctivestepbackward,hisfacepalingtoapasty
white.
“Godforgiveme.”
MirawrappedherfingersaroundSinclair’sarm,sensinghewasreaching
thelimitofhiscontrol.Andunlikeothermen,ifSinclairsnapped,itwasn’t
goingtobeafewangrywordsandmaybeapunchtotheface.Itwasgoingtobe
furandclawsandlethalfangs.
“Didtheyintendtodestroytheworld?”sheasked.
“No.”Thedoctorhesitatedasheconsideredhiswords.“Or,atleast,the
headoftheclinicdidn’tplanondoingmorethantryingtoseehowswiftlythe
subjectwasinfectedandifthelocalmedicalfacilitiescoulddetectthatitwasn’t
anaturalvirus.”
Herlipscurledindisgust.Howcouldanyonewhowasinchargeofaplace
thatwassupposedtopromotehealingactuallybepartofanexperimentthathad
nopurposebeyondspreadingdeath?
“Whywoulditmatterifthedoctorscoulddetermineifitwasmanmadeor
natural?”sheasked.
ItwasSinclairwhoanswered.“Ifyouwanttodiscreetlykillaworldleader,
orevendestabilizeanation,youwouldn’twantanyonecapableoftracingthe
deathbacktowhoeverorderedtheassassinations.”
“Oh,”shebreathed,shudderinginrevulsion.
Sinclair’seyesglowedasheglaredatthedoctor.“Sowhatwentwrong?”
Lowmangaveahelplessliftofhishands.“Thevirusspreadfarquickerthan
anyonecouldhavepredicted.Beforetheycouldcontainthedamage,it’dgrown
outofcontrol.”
AgrowlrumbledintheairasSinclaircurledhishandsintotightfists.
“Ranneymightnothaveintendedmassgenocide,buthewasswifttotake
advantage,”hesneered.
“Yes,”thedoctorbreathed,hisheadabruptlyjerkingtothesideasahidden
doorslidopen.
“Whoareyouandhowthehelldidyougetinhere?”avoiceslicedthrough
theairasawomansteppedintotheroom.
Chapter11
Sinclairwasfuriouswithhimself.
Howthehellhadhegottensodistractedthathe’dfailedtonoticethat
someonewasapproaching?Evenifitwasthroughsomesecretdoor?
Withaspeedthatnohumancouldmatch,Sinclairwasmovingacrossthe
longroomandcirclingthewomantoapproachherfrombehind.Then,wrapping
onearmaroundherupperbodytopinherarmstoherside,heslammedhishand
acrosshermouthtoensureshecouldn’tmakeasound.
“Sinclair,”Miracalledout.
Heignoredherprotest,alongwiththedoctor’spainedwhimper.Instead,he
concentratedonthewoman,whowasstanding,frozeninfear.
“Don’tmove,”hegrowledinherear.“Andkeepyourmouthshut.
Understand?”
Waitinguntilshe’dgivenahesitantnod,Sinclairquicklyfriskedher,
removinghercellphonealongwithasmall,blackpagerthatheshovedintohis
pocket.
“Please,”thedoctorpleaded.“Don’thurther.”
Slowlysteppingback,Sinclairstudiedherwithanarrowedgaze.Wearing
scrubsandawhitelabjacketwithanametagthatread‘Jessica,’hehadto
assumethatthiswasDr.Lowman’swife.
Shehaddarkhairthatwaspepperedwithgrayandcutinashort,no-
nonsensestyle.Shewasalmostasthinasherhusband,asifthey’dbothbeen
worntotheboneoverthepasttwenty-fiveyears.Notthathehadanysympathy
foreitherofthem.
Lowmanmayhavebeenyoung,buthe’dclearlypermittedhisambitionto
allowhimtoturnablindeyetotheloomingapocalypse.
Jessicalickedherlips,regardingSinclairwithdarkbrowneyes.
“You’reashifter,”shesaid,tryingtodisguiseherfearbehindafaçadeof
stoiccalm.
Hesnappedhisteethinherdirection,evenasMiramovedtostandathis
side,herhandrunningasoothingpathdownhisback.
“Sinclair,don’t,”shesaid.“She’sonlytryingtoprotectherhusband.”
Thewoman’sdarkeyeswidened.“Howdidyouknow?”
Continuingtostrokeherhandoverhistensemuscles,Mira’stouchanchored
him.Anecessarything.Hiswolfdidn’tcarethattheyneededinformation.Itjust
wantedtopunishthepeopleresponsibleforcausinghispeoplesuchacutepain.
“We’vebeentryingtoprovethattheshiftersareinnocentofcausingthe
VeronaVirus,”Miraexplained.“ThetrailledustoDr.Lowman.”
Cautiously,thewomancrossedtheroomtowrapanarmaroundher
husband’sshoulders.
“Hasn’thesufferedenough?”
“He’ssuffered?”Sinclairsnarledindisbelief,glancingaroundthe
comfortableroomwiththesunnyviewofthegardens.“Whataboutmypeople?
They’vebeencagedandbrandedandcollared.Everyday,they’rebrutalizedby
theircaptorswhiletheworldcondemnsthemasmonsterswhoshouldbe
destroyed.”
Theolderwomancaughtherlowerlipbetweenherteeth,tighteningher
holdonherhusband.
“It’snotourfault.”
“Youknewthetruth,”Sinclairsaid,refusingtoletthemoffthehook.They
mighthaveconvincedthemselvesthey’dbeenhelplessvictims,buthewasn’t
nearlysogenerous.“YouknewthatitwasColonelRanneyandtheVeronaClinic
thatcausedthepandemic,andyetyouremainedsilent,allowingmypeopleto
suffer.”
Lowmangroaned,leaningagainsthiswifeasifshewerehisonlystrength.
“Theywouldhavekilledhimifhe’dtriedtoexposethetruth,”Jessicatold
theminharshtones.“Howcouldthathavehelpedanyone?”
“Instead,hehidherelikeacoward,”Sinclairaccused.
Thefemaletiltedherchin,hereyesflashingwithanger.“Don’tyoudare
judgeus.”
“Jessica,he’sright,”Lowmanabruptlystiffenedhisspineasifrealizinghe
wascoweringbehindhiswife.“IalreadytoldyouIwasacoward.Mypresence
herejustconfirmsit.”
“That’snottrue,”Jessicaprotested,hergazeswervingfromSinclairtoher
husband,herexpressionsofteningwithconcern.“Hetriedtohelp.He’stheone
whoworkednightanddaytocreateavaccinetohaltthespreadofthevirus.And
hetriedtotellthetruthaboutColonelRanneyandBellumInternational.”
Sinclairmadeasoundofdisbelief.Hecouldn’timaginethespinelessdoctor
everriskinghisownpreciousneck.
“Triedtotellwhom?”
“TheCDC,”Lowmansaid.
“Oh,”Mirabreathed.“Theemailtoyourfather.”
IttookamomentforSinclairtorecallthattheirsearchforDr.Lowmanhad
startedwhenMirahaddiscoveredtheemailwrittentosomeoneintheCDC
warningofapotentialdisaster.
“Yes.”Lowmangaveanodofhishead.“Iwaswritingtohim,tryingto
warnhimthattherewassomethingwronggoingonattheclinic.”Hisfingers
toyedwithhisrobebelt,anairofnervousenergyhummingaroundhim.“Then,
whenIrealizedthey’dinfectedapatient,Itoldhimtoorganizeameetingwith
meandtheDirectorofHomelandSecurity.”
Sinclairarchedabrow.Maybethedoctorhadmoreofabackbonethanhe’d
firstsuspected.
“Whathappened?”hedemanded.
Withoutwarning,theman’seyesfilledwithtears.“Iarrivedjustintimeto
witnessRanney’spersonalhenchmenputtingabulletinmyfather’shead.”
Mirasuckedinastunnedbreath.Sinclairwasn’tnearlysoshocked.Hewas
acutelyawareofthedepthsthattheSAUwouldsinktohidetheirdirtysecrets.
“AndtheDirectorofHomelandSecurity?”hedemanded.
“Hewasalreadydead.”Thedoctor’sfacetwistedintoanexpressionof
profoundsadness.“Iturnedaroundandran.”
JessicaglaredatSinclair,presumablyangeredthattheywereforcedtorecall
thingsinthepastthey’dhopedtokeepburied.
“WhenIfoundhim,hewassufferingfromanervousbreakdown,”shesaid
inaccusingtones.“Hebarelyate,hecouldn’tsleep.Hewouldn’tevenspeak.All
hecouldtellmewasthattherewerementhatwerecomingtokillus.Ipackeda
fewbelongings,andwedisappeared.”
Sinclaircouldn’tdenyasmallflareofadmirationforJessica.Therewere
manywomenwhowouldhaveabandonedherhusbandsratherthangoonthe
run,alwaysknowingthattheywouldbekillediftheywerefoundbytheSAU.
Mirahadthesameloyalty.
Itwassomethingheneverintendedtotakeforgrantedagain.
“WasRanneyafraidyouweregoingtorevealthetruth?”heasked.
“Itwasmorethanthat,”thedoctortoldhim,turningawayfromhiswifeto
walktowardthehospitalbed.
“Gerald,no,”thewomanbreathed.
“Thetimehascome,Jessica,”hesaid,movinglikeamantwicehisageas
hebentoverandreachedbeneaththemattresstopulloutasmallobject.“The
truthneedstobetold,”hesaid,asmuchtohimselfastohiswife.
Sinclairremainedperfectlystillasthemanshuffledtowardhim.He
understoodthatthiswasanimportantmomentinhispeople’slives.
Perhapsthemostimportantmomentsincethevirushadexplodedthrough
thehumans.
“Whatisthis?”heaskedasthedoctorhandedhimasmallflashdrive.
“IrecordedtheconversationsbetweenRanneyandDr.Pallen,”Lowman
said.
Sinclairfrowned.“Dr.Pallen?”
Thedoctorsteppedback.“TheheadoftheVeronaClinic.”
“Whatsortofconversations?”heasked.
Themanshrugged.“Everything.”
“Everything?”
“Isetupahiddenrecordertocapturethesecretmeetingswherethey
discussedtheplanstoweaponizetheEbolavirus.Howtheypickedthepoor
patienttheywantedtoinfect.”Lowmangrimaced.“Andwhetherornottoaccept
theshiftersthatofferedtousetheirbloodtocreateavaccine.”
HopespreadthroughSinclairasheglanceddownattheblackdeviceinthe
palmofhishand.
“Thisisatapeofallofthem?”hedemanded.
“Notjustaudio.There’svideo,”thedoctorsaid,noddingtowardtheflash
drive.“That’swhatIwastakingtoHomelandSecurity.”
Sinclairreleasedasoftwhistle.God.Damn.ThiswaslikefindingtheHoly
Grail.
“SoRanneycan’tdenyhewasthemastermindbehindthevirus,”herasped,
alreadyimaginingtheimpactwhenBreeexposedtheprivateconversationsto
themedia.
“Exactly,”thedoctorsaid.“HeknowsthatIhavethem,andhe’llkillmeto
gethishandsonthem.”
Sinclairhelduphishand,holdingtheman’sgaze.“Iintendtosharethese
withtheworld,”hewarned.
Thedoctorgaveafirmnod.“Good,”hesaid,histonesurprisinglyfierce.
“It’spasttime.”
Jessicamadeasoundofdistress,herhandraisingtoherlips.
“But,Gerald,”shebreathed.“Thosetapesareyouronlyinsurance-”
Herwordswerebrokenoffasashrillsoundslicedthroughtheroom.Witha
wince,SinclairreachedintohispockettopulloutJessica’sbeeper.
“What’sthatsound?”hedemanded,tossingthedevicetowardher.Thething
wasabouttobusthiseardrums.
“Thealarmwastripped,”shesaid,catchingthebeeperandthankfully
shuttingitoff.
“Apatient?”hedemanded.
“No.”Herfacewaspale.“Anintruder.”
“Shit,”hegrowled.“Timetogo.”HoldingJessica’sgaze,henoddedtoward
thedoctor.Shewasthetypeofwomanwho’dkeptoneofthemostwantedmen
inAmericahiddenfromtheauthorities.Hewasconfidentthatshealwayshada
backupplan.“Doyouhaveawaytogethimsomeplacesafe?”
Thewomandidn’tdisappointhimassheefficientlymovedtothedresser,
shovingitasidetograbasuitcasethatwasalreadypacked.
“Yes.”
“Go,”Sinclaircommanded.
Thedoctorsenthimaworriedglance.“Whataboutyou?”
“Ihavetogetthesetapestomypeople,”hesaid,holdinguptheflashdrive.
“ButifIdon’tmakeit,thenitwillbeuptoyoutorevealthetruth.”
Themansquaredhisshoulders.“Iwon’tfailyou,”heswore.“Notagain.”
Jessicagraspedherhusband’sarm,tugginghimthroughthehiddendoor.
SinclairtookMira’sarm,pullingherbackoutthewaythey’dcomein.
“Let’sgetoutofhere.”
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SinclairwasthankfulthatMiradidn’tprotestashehalfdrugheroutofthe
roomandbackintothestairwell.Sheclearlyunderstoodthatitwastoomuchof
acoincidencethatanintruderwouldbreakintothehospitaljustwhenthey’dat
lastfoundDr.Lowman.
IthadtobetheSAU.
Hedidn’tknowhowthey’dmanagedtofollowthem,butitcouldn’tbe
anyoneelse.Whichmeanttheyhadtogetoutoftherebeforethesoldierscould
getthemcornered.
Reachingthestairs,hehalted.Belowhim,hecouldhearthesoundsof
shouts.Nodoubtthesoldierswerespreadingthroughtheplace,causingmass
chaos.Butthatwasn’twhatcapturedhisattention.
Instead,itwasthedullthud,thud,thudthatwascomingfromoverheadthat
broughtagrimsmiletohislips.
Perfect.
Turningtotheside,heforcedopenthefireescapedoorthatledtotheroof.
Then,movingswiftlyacrosstheflatsurface,heurgedMiratocrouchbehindthe
largeairconditioningunit.
“Whatareyoudoing?”shedemanded.
“Here.”Hepressedtheflashdriveintoherhand.“Keepaholdofthisand
stayoutofsight.”
Shesenthimaworriedglance.“Sinclair?”
“We’reabouttohavecompany.”Hepointedtowardthehelicopterthatwas
swoopingtowardtheroof.“Stayhere.”
Turning,Sinclairpulledoffhisclothing.Thenwithasilenceonlyashifter
couldachieve,hemeltedintotheshadowsashecalledonthepowerofhisinner
animal.Sweetpainandecstasycombinedtogetherashisbodypoppedand
snappedintoplace.Withinseconds,themanwasgoneandinhisplacewasa
large,silverandblackwolfwithice-blueeyes.
Crouchedlowtotheground,Sinclairwatchedasthehelicopterlandedinthe
centeroftheroof.Therotorbladessentblastsofdustthroughtheair,butthey
slowlycametoahalt,andtwomencrawledoutofthecabin.
SinclaireasilyrecognizedDirectorMarkham.Afterall,he’dworkedforthe
manforyears.Andthemannexttohimattiredinfullmilitaryuniformhadtobe
ColonelDonaldson,who’dhelpedtokidnapMira.
“Itoldyouthatlicenseplatewouldleadustothebitch,”Markhamwas
sayingwithsmugsatisfaction.
“You’rejustluckythatthestatetroopercaughtsightofitandknewthey
weremostlikelyheadedtothisfacility,”Donaldsonsnappedastheybothheaded
towardthenearbydoor.
Sinclairswallowedagrowl.He,atleast,hadananswertohowthey’d
managedtotrackthem.
Dammit.Heshouldhavechangedvehicles.
“Itwasn’tluck.Itwasskill,”Markhamcorrectedhiscompanion.Hewasthe
sortofblowhardwhoalwayshadtohavethelastword.“Andtheforesighttobe
preparedforanyemergency.That’swhyIwasputinchargeofanSAU
division.”
Themanathissidewavedabeefyhand,clearlytiredoflisteningto
Markham’sbragging.
“HaveyoucontactedColonelRanney?”
“Yes.”Themenwalkedcloser,toostupidtosuspectthatdeathmightbe
hiddenonlyafewfeetaway.“Hesaidifthedoctorishere,hewantshimkilled
andthebodytodisappear.”
“What’shedoingwhilewe’recleaninguphismess?”Donaldsondemanded.
Markhamnarrowedhisgaze.“Careful.”
“Why?”Themilitarymanshruggedashoulder.“Areyougoingtotattleon
me?”
“He’stravelingtoDC,”Markhamrevealed,closeenoughnowforSinclair
tocatchthenastyscentofhischeapcologne.“He’smeetingwithCongresstoday
topressforevengreaterrestrictionsontheanimals.”
Sinclair’slipscurledback,revealinghislong,lethalfangs.
“Doeshethinkhe’sgoingtoconvincethem?”Donaldsonasked.
Markhamgavealoudburstoflaughter.“Itdoesn’tmatter.We’regoingto
dealwiththebastardsonewayoranother.”
Sinclair’swolfsnapped.
Withasnarloffury,hewasspringingforward,leapinghighenoughto
smashintothecenterofDonaldson’schest.Thelargemantoppledflatonhis
back,barelyhavingtimetorealizethedangerbeforeSinclair’steethwere
sinkingdeepintothefleshofhisneck.
HotbloodspilledintoSinclair’smouth,butheneverfaltered.Digginghis
clawsintotheman’schest,heusedthepowerfulmusclesofhisjawstoslices
throughfleshandtendons.Then,withajerkofhishead,herippedouttheman’s
throat.
Donaldsonwasdead.Butbehindhim,Markhamwasshoutinginfear.With
aswiftmotion,hewasturning.Atthesametime,theSAUdirectorwaspulling
hishandgunandsqueezingthetrigger.
Sinclairyelpedasthebullettorethroughhisshoulder,buthenever
hesitated.
Thishadtoend.Now.
Ignoringthewhite-hotpain,hechargedtowardtheman,hisjawsalready
parted.Markhamtookaimagain,butlikemosthumanswhodependedon
weapons,hisfearaffectedhisfocus.Thebulletflewwide,andbeforehecould
squeezeoffanotherround,SinclairwascirclingaroundtotakeouthisAchilles
withonesliceofhisfangs.
Markhamcriedoutinagony,fallingtohiskneesashisgundroppedfrom
hishand.
Sinclairwantedtoplay.He’dwatchedforyearsasthismantormentedhis
people.ButhewasacutelyawareofMira,whowashiddenonlyafewfeetaway.
Ifthesoldiersmanagedtomakeittotheroof,theycouldeasilyhurther.
Withalastpangofregretthathecouldn’tprotractthepain,Sinclaircircled
hisprey,holdingtheman’shorrifiedgazeashelungedtowardhisneck.
Chapter12
MiraremainedcrouchedbehindtheA/Cunit.Shedidn’tneedtowatchthe
slaughter.SheknewthatSinclaircouldeasilytakethetwomen.
Itdidn’tmatteriftheywerearmedornot.Oriftheyweretrainedincombat.
Awolfshifterwho’dwaitedtwenty-fiveyearsforrevengewasn’tanenemy
anyonewantedtoface.
Thereweregrowls,andscreams,andagurglingsoundthatmadehercringe
beforeashadowfelloverherandshelookeduptoseeSinclairstandingthere.
Instinctively,hergazeranoverhismussedhairandflushedface.Hiseyes
stillglowedwiththepowerofhiswolf,buthewasverymuchahumanagain.
Thenhereyesloweredandshecaughtsightofthebloodthatstainedhist-
shirtonhisrightshoulder.
“Oh,God,”shesurgedupright.“You’reinjured.”
Heshrugged,reachingtotakeherhand.“I’mfine,”heassuredher,tugging
herawayfromtheairconditioningunittowardthecenteroftheroof.
“You’rebleeding,”shebreathed,herhandreachinguptolightlytouchhis
upperchest.
“I’llheal,”heassuredher,leadingherawayfromthetwodeadmenwho
werestretchedatawkwardangles,theirthroatsclearlyrippedout.Yikes.“We
needtogetoutofhere,”hesaid.
Movingathisside,Mirawasdoingherbesttoignorethebloodydisplay
justafewfeetaway.Whichexplainedwhyshedidn’tnoticeexactlywhere
Sinclairwasleadingher.Notuntilhetriedtocoaxherintothecabinofthe
helicopter.
Instantly,sheduginherheels.Shemightbeslowlyregaininghertrustof
Sinclair,butnotwhenitcametoflyingtenthousandfeetintheair.
Shelikedherpilotstobehighlyqualifiedwithplentyofexperience,thank
youverymuch.
Asifsensinghersuddenfear,Sinclairsentheraquestioningglance.
“Mira?”
Shetookastepback,wavingahandtowardthechopper.“Youintendtofly
thatthing?”
“Ofcourse.”Hetiltedhishead,clearlyconfusedbyherreluctance.“It’sthe
fastestwaybacktoourlair.”
Itwouldbefaster,still…
“Doyouhavealicense?”shedemanded.
Heshrugged.“I’veseenitonTV,howhardcanitbe?”
Shepulledawayfromhisgrasp.Nowayinhellshewasgoingtoridewitha
manwho’dlearnedhowtoflyfromaTVshow.
“I’llwalkbeforeIgetinthatthing,”shesaid.
Hislipstwitched.“I’mkidding,sweetheart.Iwastrainedacoupleofyears
agotoflymilitaryhelicopters,”heassuredher.
Shefrowned.Whywouldhetraintoflyahelicopter?Thenshegaveafaint
shakeofherhead.Diditreallymatter?
Aslongashewascompetentandcouldhandlethedangerousmachine,she
wassatisfied.
Gingerly,sheclimbedintotheseat,allowingSinclairtostrapherinand
arrangethehelmetwithbuilt-inheadphonesonherhead.
Then,tryingtoremembertobreathe,shewatchedasSinclairclimbedin
besideher,puttingonhishelmetbeforestudyingtheinstrumentpanelsthat
lookedfartoocomplicated.Didhereallyknowwhattodowithallthosedials
andbuttons?
Asifreadinghermind,Sinclairsentherawickedgrinashestartedthe
engine.Overhead,thebladesbegantoturn,whirlingfasterandfaster.Then,as
theyliftedofffromtheroof,Miradesperatelysoughtsomethingtodistract
herselffromtheknowledgethattheywererapidlyrisingawayfromground.
Glancingaroundthesmallcabin,shecaughtsightofthesteelbriefcasethat
washalfshovedbeneathherseat.
Hmm.Itlookedlikesomethingimportant.
Withatug,shewasliftingitontoherlap,surprisedtodiscoverthatitwasn’t
locked.Shewasevenmoresurprisedwhensherealizedwhatwasinside.
“Yes,”shebreathed,excitementracingthroughher.
Capableofhearingherthroughtheheadset,Sinclairsentheracurious
glancebeforereturninghisattentiontothewide-openskyinfrontofthem.
“Whatisit?”hedemanded.
“Alaptop,”shesaid,quicklyopeningthecomputerandtypinginthe
passwordtoentertheSAU’sprivatenetwork.She’dstolenitduringhertimeat
theairbase,aswellastheabilitytohackthroughthevariousfirewallsthey’dput
inplacetotryandpreventanyonebutthetopofficialsfromgainingcontrolof
theworld’sinfrastructure.
“CanyouuseittosendBreethetape?”Sinclairasked.
Miraalreadyhadtheflashdriveinthecomputer,downloadingthelargefiles
directlyintotheSAUcloud.Shewantedtomakesurethatnoonecouldinterfere
withherplans.
“Oh,Icandobetterthanthat,”shepromised,excitementtinglingthrough
herasherfingersflewoverthekeyboards.
Sinclairwasadominantleader,andalethalpredator,butthiswashertalent.
Andshedidn’tneedfangsorclawstodrawbloodfromtheirenemy.
“Better?”Hisgazeremainedonthevariousinstruments,astheyswooped
throughtheair.“Whatareyoutalkingabout?”
Shecontinuedtoopenthevariousportalsthatwouldallowhertotake
controlofthenewsmedia.
“ThislaptopisconnectedtotheSAUinternet,”shesaid.
“And?”heprompted.
“Andtheycantakecontrolofeverynetworkintheworld.”
“Christ.”Shefelthimstiffenhisshockbesideher.“Youmeanyoucanshow
thatvideooneveryTV?”
“Everysingleone.”Asmileofanticipationcurledtheedgesofhermouth.
“EventhoseattheCapitolBuildinginDC,”sheadded,recallingMarkham’s
statementthattheheadoftheSAU,ColonelRanney,wasgoingtospeakbefore
Congress.
SheheardtheraspofSinclair’sbreaththroughtheheadphonesasheturned
tosendheraglancefilledwithblatantawe.
“You.Are.Brilliant.”
Shehunchedashoulder,herfaceflamingwithacombinationof
embarrassmentandrawpleasureathisadmiration.
“It’snotthathard.”
“Brilliantandmodest,”hesaid.“IsitanywonderthatIloveyou?”
Mirajerked,hereyeswideasshemethiswarmgaze.“Youloveme?”
Abruptlyrealizingwhathe’dsaid,Sinclairwrinkledhisnoseandreturned
hisattentiontohistask.
“Damn.Ididn’tmeantosayitwhenwe’reinthemiddleofsavingthe
world,”hegrowled.“Mytimingsucks.”
Ajoythatfelttoolargetocontainswelledwithinher.Sinclairhadimplied
thathecaredabouther,andeventhatheintendedtomakeherhismate.
Butforher,thosewereverydifferentthingsthanbeinginlovewithher.
“You’resure?”sheaskedinsoft,hesitatetones.
Therichscentofhismuskfilledthecabinashisfingerstightenedonthe
controlstickuntilhisknucklesturnedwhite.
“Mira,Iloveyouineveryconceivableway,”heassuredher.“AndIintend
tospendtherestofmylifeearningyourheart.”
“Sinclair,”shebreathed,tryingtobendtowardhim,onlytobehaltedbythe
rigidseatbelt.Witharuefulchuckle,shesettledbackinherseat.“You’reright.
Yourtimingsucks,”shesaid,wishingshecouldthrowherselfintohisarms.
She’dwaitedsolongtofindsomeonewhocouldloveherforwhoshewas.
Anerdy,overlycurvaceouswomanwhowouldneverbeglamorous,or
beautiful,orblessedwithasocialskillthatmostmenpreferred.
Shedidn’tknowwhyfatehadbeenkindenoughtoofferheramalelike
Sinclair,butshewasn’tgoingtorisklosinghim.Notagain.
Thistime,sheintendedtosnatchhappinesswithbothhands.
Justassoonastheysavedtheworld.
Clearlyagreeingthattheyneededtoconcentrateonthepreciousopportunity
toexposetheSAUasliars,Sinclairglancedtowardthelaptop.
“Howlongbeforethevideoisloaded?”
“It’sloaded,”shetoldhim,gladthatDonaldsonwaswillingtospend
governmentdollarsonatop-of-the-linecomputer.Itworkedatlightning-speed.
“Givemefiveminutestomakesureit’sstreamingtoeverystation.”
Sinclairpulledouthisphone,waitingforthebluetoothtosyncbefore
callinghisPack.
“Rios,”hesaidwhenamaleanswered.“I’vegotwhatweneed,”hesaid,a
tensesatisfactionedginghisvoice.“WarnBreethatthepartystartsinfive
minutes.”
****
Sinclairhadjustbathedandpulledonapairofjeansandat-shirtwhenhe
caughtthescentoftheapproachingjaguar.
Withaglanceatthenakedwomanwhowastangledinthesheetsofhisbed,
hereluctantlyheadedtowardthemouthofthecavethatservedashisprivatelair.
It’dbeenalmosttwenty-fourhourssincethevideohadhitthetelevision
stations.
Thereactionhadbeenascataclysmicastheyhadhoped.
Itwasn’tjustthevideosthathadbeenincontrovertibleproofthattheheadof
theSAUwasresponsiblefortheVeronaVirus.Ortheknowledgethatitwasthe
shiftersthathadprovidedthenecessarybloodtocreateavaccinetosavethe
humanrace.
ItwasalsoBree’spressconferencewhereshe’dansweredaseemingly
endlessbarrageofquestionswithacalmcomposurethatsoonhadeventhemost
rabidjournalistsatisfiedthattheyweretellingthetruth.
Onceithadended,they’djoinedtogetherasaPackandcelebratedfor
hours,singinganddancingwithajoythattheyhadn’texperiencedinfartoo
long.
Noneofthemwerefoolishenoughtothinkitwasallover.Althoughthe
shifterswereleavingthecompounds,theyallunderstoodthattheprejudices
againstthemwouldn’tvanishovernight.And,certainly,thebitternesstheshifters
felttowardshumanswouldn’tinstantlydisappear.
Itwouldtaketimeandefforttohealthewoundsandcometogethertobuild
anewfuture.
Butfornow,itwasenoughtoknowthattheywerefree.
AndforSinclair,thenightofcelebrationwasevenmorelifealtering.
Mirahadnotonlyagreedtobecomehismate,butshe’drequestedthatthey
exchangetheirvowsinahumanwedding.Ithadbeenherwayofofferingher
loveandcommitmentfortherestofherlife.
Itwasagifthedeeplycherished.
Nowheleanedagainstthechilledstoneofhiscave,watchingasRios
appearedoutoftheearlymorningmist.
“Hey,sorrytobotheryou,”theyoungermansaid,hisjawrecentlyshaven
andwearingapairofblackslacksandacrispwhiteshirt.
Clearly,hewaspreparedfortheday.
Sinclairshrugged.“That’sokay.Mira’sasleep.”Hislipstwistedinarueful
smile.Thepoorwomanhadpassedoutafewhoursago.Hehopedshespent
mostofthedaysleeping;otherwise,shewasgoingtobeverysorryshe’ddrunk
thatlastbottleofwine.“She’snotusedtoshifterparties.”
Riosflashedasmile.“We’vehadalottocelebrate.Thefreedomofour
people.TheendoftheSAU.”Hissmilewidened.“Theupcomingweddingof
ourAlpha.”
Mirawasnothingshortofaheroaftershe’dmanagedtouploadLowman’s
videotoeverynetworkandthustransmitittoeveryTVacrosstheworld.
“TheSAUisn’tendedyet,”Sinclairwarned.Hedidn’twantthemtoforget
thattherewasstilldanger.
Riosreachedintohispockettopullouthisphone.Thenslidinghisfinger
overthescreen,heturnedthephonetowardSinclair.
“Takealookatthemorningpaper,”hesaid.
Sinclairleanedforward,readingtheheadlineoutloud.
“ColonelRanneytobepublicallytriedfortreason.”Hisbreathhissed
throughhisteeth,asavageflareofsatisfactionracingthroughhim.Whenhewas
young,he’dhadapictureofthebastardtapedtothewall.He’dintendedtorip
outhisthroatwithhisfangs.Strangely,however,hehadtoadmitthatthe
thoughtofthepompousasssufferingapublichumiliationwasevenbetter.“I’ve
waitedtwenty-fiveyearsforrevenge,”hesaidwithalowgrowl.“It’sassweetas
Ianticipated.”
Riosnodded.“Andnowthatyouhaveyourrevenge,whatareyourplans?”
Sinclairdidn’thesitate.“NowIintendtoconcentrateonpleasingmynew
mate,”hesaid.“Whataboutyou?”
Somethingthatmighthavebeenablushstainedtheyoungerman’scheeks.
“I’mleavingwithBree.”
Sinclairarchedabrow,pretendingtobesurprised.DidRiosthinkthatthe
entirePackhadn’tnoticedwhenthetwohadsnuckawayfromthepartylong
beforeitwasover?
“Really?”
“She’sgoinginsearchofherparents,”Riosexplained.“Iintendtohelp.”
Sinclairnodded.Therewouldbealotoffamilieseagertoreunite.
“Doessheknowaboutyourintentions?”heasked.
“IthoughtIwouldletitbeasurprise,”Riossaidwithasoftchuckle.
Sinclairreachedouttograsphisfriend’sarm.“Goodluck,amigo.”
Riossmiled,hisgazeskimmingoverSinclair’sshoulder.
“WhenIgetback,we’regoingtohaveadiscussionaboutyoumovingintoa
newhouse,”hewarned.
“What’swrongwithmylair?”Sinclairdemandedwithafrown.
“Besidesthefactthatit’sdamp,dusty,andnotfitforadelicatehuman
female?”Riosaskedinfauxinnocenttones.
“Hmm.”Sinclairwavedhisfriendaway.“Youtakecareofyourfemale,and
letmetakecareofmine.”
“I’mjustsaying,”Riossaid,turningtodisappearintothemist.
AsilencedescendedasSinclairconsideredhisfriend’steasingchastisement.
Dammit.Rioswasright.
HehadavividmemoryofMira’shousewiththekitchentableandsingle
chair.
Hewantedhertohaveahome.
Aplacewhereshewassurroundedbyfamilyandfriendsandshenever,ever
feltlonelyagain.
Startingtomorrow,theyweregoingtodesignthehouseofherdreams…
“Sinclair?”Mira’ssleepyvoiceinterruptedhisthoughts,andinstantly,he
washurryingtojoinherintheirbed.
“I’mhere,sweetheart,”hesaid,pullingherintohisarms.“AndI’mnever
goingaway.”
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